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But I'll get it back!" + +And she ran to the open window, crying "Hi!" to the driver of a +taxi-cab, who, having put down his fares, was just on the point of +starting from the door of the small semi-detached house in a South +Kensington street, which owned Arthur and Doris Meadows for its master +and mistress. + +The driver turned at her call. + +"Hi!--Stop! You've been over-paid!" + +The man grinned all over, made her a low bow, and made off as fast as he +could. + +Arthur Meadows, behind her, went into a fit of laughter, and as his +wife, discomfited, turned back into the room he threw a triumphant arm +around her. + +"I had to give him half a crown, dear, or burst. Just look at these +letters--and you know what a post we had this morning! Now don't bother +about the taxi! What does it matter? Come and open the post." + +Whereupon Doris Meadows felt herself forcibly drawn down to a seat on +the sofa beside her husband, who threw a bundle of letters upon his +wife's lap, and then turned eagerly to open others with which his own +hands were full. + +"H'm!--Two more publishers' letters, asking for the book--don't they +wish they may get it! But I could have made a far better bargain if I'd +only waited a fortnight. Just my luck! One--two--four--autograph fiends! +The last--a lady, of course!--wants a page of the first lecture. Calm! +Invitations from the Scottish Athenaeum--the Newcastle Academy--the +Birmingham Literary Guild--the Glasgow Poetic Society--the 'British +Philosophers'--the Dublin Dilettanti!--Heavens!--how many more! None of +them offering cash, as far as I can see--only fame--pure and undefiled! +Hullo!--that's a compliment!--the Parnassians have put me on their +Council. And last year, I was told, I couldn't even get in as an +ordinary member. Dash their impudence!... This is really astounding! +What are yours, darling?" + +And tumbling all his opened letters on the sofa, Arthur Meadows rose--in +sheer excitement--and confronted his wife, with a flushed countenance. +He was a tall, broadly built, loose-limbed fellow, with a fine shaggy +head, whereof various black locks were apt to fall forward over his +eyes, needing to be constantly thrown back by a picturesque action of +the hand. The features were large and regular, the complexion dark, the +eyes a pale blue, under bushy brows. The whole aspect of the man, +indeed, was not unworthy of the adjective "Olympian," already freely +applied to it by some of the enthusiastic women students attending his +now famous lectures. One girl artist learned in classical archaeology, +and a haunter of the British Museum, had made a charcoal study of a +well-known archaistic "Diespiter" of the Augustan period, on the same +sheet with a rapid sketch of Meadows when lecturing; a performance which +had been much handed about in the lecture-room, though always just +avoiding--strangely enough--the eyes of the lecturer.... The expression +of slumbrous power, the mingling of dream and energy in the Olympian +countenance, had been, in the opinion of the majority, extremely well +caught. Only Doris Meadows, the lecturer's wife, herself an artist, and +a much better one than the author of the drawing, had smiled a little +queerly on being allowed a sight of it. + +However, she was no less excited by the batch of letters her husband had +allowed her to open than he by his. Her bundle included, so it appeared, +letters from several leading politicians: one, discussing in a most +animated and friendly tone the lecture of the week before, on "Lord +George Bentinck"; and two others dealing with the first lecture of the +series, the brilliant pen-portrait of Disraeli, which--partly owing to +feminine influence behind the scenes--had been given _verbatim_ and with +much preliminary trumpeting in two or three Tory newspapers, and had +produced a real sensation, of that mild sort which alone the British +public--that does not love lectures--is capable of receiving from the +report of one. Persons in the political world had relished its plain +speaking; dames and counsellors of the Primrose League had read the +praise with avidity, and skipped the criticism; while the mere men and +women of letters had appreciated a style crisp, unhackneyed, and alive. +The second lecture on "Lord George Bentinck" had been crowded, and the +crowd had included several Cabinet Ministers, and those great ladies of +the moment who gather like vultures to the feast on any similar +occasion. The third lecture, on "Palmerston and Lord John"--had been not +only crowded, but crowded out, and London was by now fully aware that it +possessed in Arthur Meadows a person capable of painting a series of La +Bruyère-like portraits of modern men, as vivid, biting, and +"topical"--_mutatis mutandis_--as the great French series were in their +day. + +Applications for the coming lecture on "Lord Randolph" were arriving by +every post, and those to follow after--on men just dead, and others +still alive--would probably have to be given in a much larger hall than +that at present engaged, so certain was intelligent London that in going +to hear Arthur Meadows on the most admired--or the most +detested--personalities of the day, they at least ran no risk of +wishy-washy panegyric, or a dull caution. Meadows had proved himself +daring both in compliment and attack; nothing could be sharper than his +thrusts, or more Olympian than his homage. There were those indeed who +talked of "airs" and "mannerisms," but their faint voices were lost in +the general shouting. + +"Wonderful!" said Doris, at last, looking up from the last of these +epistles. "I really didn't know, Arthur, you were such a great man." + +Her eyes rested on him with a fond but rather puzzled expression. + +"Well, of course, dear, you've always seen the seamy side of me," said +Meadows, with the slightest change of tone and a laugh. "Perhaps now +you'll believe me when I say that I'm not always lazy when I seem +so--that a man must have time to think, and smoke, and dawdle, if he's +to write anything decent, and can't always rush at the first job that +offers. When you thought I was idling--I wasn't! I was gathering up +impressions. Then came an attractive piece of work--one that suited +me--and I rose to it. There, you see!" + +He threw back his Jovian head, with a look at his wife, half combative, +half merry. + +Doris's forehead puckered a little. + +"Well, thank Heaven that it _has_ turned out well!" she said, with a +deep breath. "Where we should have been if it hadn't I'm sure I don't +know! And, as it is--By the way, Arthur, have you got that packet ready +for New York?" Her tone was quick and anxious. + +"What, the proofs of 'Dizzy'? Oh, goodness, that'll do any time. Don't +bother, Doris. I'm really rather done--and this post is--well, upon my +word, it's overwhelming!" And, gathering up the letters, he threw +himself with an air of fatigue into a long chair, his hands behind his +head. "Perhaps after tea and a cigarette I shall feel more fit." + +"Arthur!--you know to-morrow is the last day for catching the New York +mail." + +"Well, hang it, if I don't catch it, they must wait, that's all!" said +Meadows peevishly. "If they won't take it, somebody else will." + +"They" represented the editor and publisher of a famous New York +magazine, who had agreed by cable to give a large sum for the "Dizzy" +lecture, provided it reached them by a certain date. + +Doris twisted her lip. + +"Arthur, _do_ think of the bills!" + +"Darling, don't be a nuisance! If I succeed I shall make money. And if +this isn't a success I don't know what is." He pointed to the letters on +his lap, an impatient gesture which dislodged a certain number of them, +so that they came rustling to the floor. + +"Hullo!--here's one you haven't opened. Another coronet! Gracious! I +believe it's the woman who asked us to dinner a fortnight ago, and we +couldn't go." + +Meadows sat up with a jerk, all languor dispelled, and held out his hand +for the letter. + +"Lady Dunstable! By George! I thought she'd ask us,--though you don't +deserve it, Doris, for you didn't take any trouble at all about her +first invitation--" + +"We were _engaged_!" cried Doris, interrupting him, her eyebrows +mounting. + +"We could have got out of it perfectly. But now, listen to this: + + "Dear Mr. Meadows,--I hope your wife will excuse my writing to you + instead of to her, as you and I are already acquainted. Can I induce + you both to come to Crosby Ledgers for a week-end, on July 16? We + hope to have a pleasant party, a diplomat or two, the Home + Secretary, and General Hichen--perhaps some others. You would, I am + sure, admire our hill country, and I should like to show you some of + the precious autographs we have inherited. + + "Yours sincerely, + "RACHEL DUNSTABLE. + + "If your wife brings a maid, perhaps she will kindly let me know." + +Doris laughed, and the amused scorn of her laugh annoyed her husband. +However, at that moment their small house-parlourmaid entered with the +tea-tray, and Doris rose to make a place for it. The parlourmaid put it +down with much unnecessary noise, and Doris, looking at her in alarm, +saw that her expression was sulky and her eyes red. When the girl had +departed, Mrs. Meadows said with resignation-- + +"There! that one will give me notice to-morrow!" + +"Well, I'm sure you could easily get a better!" said her husband +sharply. + +Doris shook her head. + +"The fourth in six months!" she said, sighing. "And she really is a good +girl." + +"I suppose, as usual, she complains of me!" The voice was that of an +injured man. + +"Yes, dear, she does! They all do. You give them a lot of extra work +already, and all these things you have been buying lately--oh, Arthur, +if you _wouldn't_ buy things!--mean more work. You know that copper +coal-scuttle you sent in yesterday?" + +"Well, isn't it a beauty?--a real Georgian piece!" cried Meadows, +indignantly. + +"I dare say it is. But it has to be cleaned. When it arrived Jane came +to see me in this room, shut the door, and put her back against it +'There's another of them beastly copper coal-scuttles come!' You should +have seen her eyes blazing. 'And I should like to know, ma'am, who's +going to clean it--'cos I can't.' And I just had to promise her it might +go dirty." + +"Lazy minx!" said Meadows, good-humouredly, with his mouth full of +tea-cake. "At last I have something good to look at in this room." He +turned his eyes caressingly towards the new coal-scuttle. "I suppose I +shall have to clean it myself!" + +Doris laughed again--this time almost hysterically--but was checked by a +fresh entrance of Jane, who, with an air of defiance, deposited a heavy +parcel on a chair beside her mistress, and flounced out again. + +"What is this?" said Doris in consternation. "_Books_? More books? +Heavens, Arthur, what have you been ordering now! I couldn't sleep last +night for thinking of the book-bills." + +"You little goose! Of course, I must buy books! Aren't they my tools, my +stock-in-trade? Haven't these lectures justified the book-bills a dozen +times over?" + +This time Arthur Meadows surveyed his wife in real irritation and +disgust. + +"But, Arthur!--you could get them _all_ at the London Library--you know +you could!" + +"And pray how much time do I waste in going backwards and forwards after +books? Any man of letters worth his salt wants a library of his +own--within reach of his hand." + +"Yes, if he can pay for it!" said Doris, with plaintive emphasis, as she +ruefully turned over the costly volumes which the parcel contained. + +"Don't fash yourself, my dear child! Why, what I'm getting for the Dizzy +lecture is alone nearly enough to pay all the book bills." + +"It isn't! And just think of all the others! Well--never mind!" + +Doris's protesting mood suddenly collapsed. She sat down on a stool +beside her husband, rested her elbow on his knee, and, chin in hand, +surveyed him with a softened countenance. Doris Meadows was not a +beauty; only pleasant-faced, with good eyes, and a strong, expressive +mouth. Her brown hair was perhaps her chief point, and she wore it +rippled and coiled so as to set off a shapely head and neck. It was +always a secret grievance with her that she had so little positive +beauty. And her husband had never flattered her on the subject. In the +early days of their marriage she had timidly asked him, after +one of their bridal dinner-parties in which she had worn her +wedding-dress--"Did I look nice to-night? Do you--do you ever think I +look pretty, Arthur?" And he had looked her over, with an odd change of +expression--careless affection passing into something critical and +cool:--"I'm never ashamed of you, Doris, in any company. Won't you be +satisfied with that?" She had been far from satisfied; the phrase had +burnt in her memory from then till now. But she knew Arthur had not +meant to hurt her, and she bore him no grudge. And, by now, she was too +well acquainted with the rubs and prose of life, too much occupied with +house-books, and rough servants, and the terror of an overdrawn account, +to have any time or thought to spare to her own looks. Fortunately she +had an instinctive love for neatness and delicacy; so that her little +figure, besides being agile and vigorous--capable of much dignity too on +occasion--was of a singular trimness and grace in all its simple +appointments. Her trousseau was long since exhausted, and she rarely had +a new dress. But slovenly she could not be. + +It was the matter of a new dress which was now indeed running in her +mind. She took up Lady Dunstable's letter, and read it pensively through +again. + +"You can accept for yourself, Arthur, of course," she said, looking up. +"But I can't possibly go." + +Meadows protested loudly. + +"You have no excuse at all!" he declared hotly. "Lady Dunstable has +given us a month's notice. You _can't_ get out of it. Do you want me to +be known as a man who accepts smart invitations without his wife? There +is no more caddish creature in the world." + +Doris could not help smiling upon him. But her mouth was none the less +determined. + +"I haven't got a single frock that's fit for Crosby Ledgers. And I'm not +going on tick for a new one!" + +"I never heard anything so absurd! Shan't we have more money in a few +weeks than we've had for years?" + +"I dare say. It's all wanted. Besides, I have my work to finish." + +"My dear Doris!" + +A slight red mounted in Doris's cheeks. + +"Oh, you may be as scornful as you like! But ten pounds is ten pounds, +and I like keeping engagements." + +The "work" in question meant illustrations for a children's book. Doris +had accepted the commission with eagerness, and had been going regularly +to the Campden Hill studio of an Academician--her mother's brother--who +was glad to supply her with some of the "properties" she wanted for her +drawings. + +"I shall soon not allow you to do anything of the kind," said Meadows +with decision. + +"On the contrary! I shall always take paid work when I can get it," was +the firm reply--"unless--" + +"Unless what?" + +"You know," she said quietly. Meadows was silent a moment, then reached +out for her hand, which she gave him. They had no children; and, as he +well knew, Doris pined for them. The look in her eyes when she nursed +her friends' babies had often hurt him. But after all, why despair? It +was only four years from their wedding day. + +But he was not going to be beaten in the matter of Crosby Ledgers. They +had a long and heated discussion, at the end of which Doris surrendered. + +"Very well! I shall have to spend a week in doing up my old black gown, +and it will be a botch at the end of it. But--_nothing--will induce +me_--to get a new one!" + +She delivered this ultimatum with her hands behind her, a defeated, but +still resolute young person. Meadows, having won the main battle, left +the rest to Providence, and went off to his "den" to read all his +letters through once more--agreeable task!--and to write a note of +acceptance to the Home Secretary, who had asked him to luncheon. Doris +was not included in the invitation. "But anybody may ask a husband--or a +wife--to lunch, separately. That's understood. I shan't do it often, +however--that I can tell them!" And justified by this Spartan temper as +to the future, he wrote a charming note, accepting the delights of the +present, so full of epigram that the Cabinet Minister to whom it was +addressed had no sooner read it than he consigned it instanter to his +wife's collection of autographs. + +Meanwhile Doris was occupied partly in soothing the injured feelings of +Jane, and partly in smoothing out and inspecting her one evening frock. +She decided that it would take her a week to "do it up," and that she +would do it herself. "A week wasted!" she thought--"and all for nothing. +What do we want with Lady Dunstable! She'll flatter Arthur, and make him +lazy. They all do! And I've no use for her at all. _Maid_ indeed! Does +she think nobody can exist without that appendage? How I should like to +make her live on four hundred a year, with a husband that will spend +seven!" + +She stood, half amused, half frowning, beside the bed on which lay her +one evening frock. But the frown passed away, effaced by an expression +much softer and tenderer than anything she had allowed Arthur to see of +late. Of course she delighted in Arthur's success; she was proud, +indeed, through and through. Hadn't she always known that he had this +gift, this quick, vivacious power of narrative, this genius--for it was +something like it--for literary portraiture? And now at last the +stimulus had come--and the opportunity with it. Could she ever forget +the anxiety of the first lecture--the difficulty she had had in making +him finish it--his careless, unbusiness-like management of the whole +affair? But then had come the burst of praise and popularity; and +Arthur was a new man. No difficulty--or scarcely--in getting him to work +since then! Applause, so new and intoxicating, had lured him on, as she +had been wont to lure the black pony of her childhood with a handful of +sugar. Yes, her Arthur was a genius; she had always known it. And +something of a child too--lazy, wilful, and sensuous--that, too, she had +known for some time. And she loved him with all her heart. + +"But I won't have him spoilt by those fine ladies!" she said to herself, +with frowning clear-sightedness. "They make a perfect fool of him. Now, +then, I'd better write to Lady Dunstable. Of course she ought to have +written to me!" + +So she sat down and wrote: + + Dear Lady Dunstable,--We have much pleasure in accepting your kind + invitation, and I will let you know our train later. I have no maid, + so-- + +But at this point Mrs. Meadows, struck by a sudden idea, threw down her +pen. + +"Heavens!--suppose I took Jane? Somebody told me the other day that +nobody got any attention at Crosby Ledgers without a maid. And it might +bribe Jane into staying. I should feel a horrid snob--but it would be +rather fun--especially as Lady Dunstable will certainly be immensely +surprised. The fare would be only about five shillings--Jane would get +her food for two days at the Dunstables' expense--and I should have a +friend. I'll do it." + +So, with her eyes dancing, Doris tore up her note, and began again: + + Dear Lady Dunstable,--We have much pleasure in accepting your kind + invitation, and I will let you know our train later. As you kindly + permit me, I will bring a maid. + + Yours sincerely, + DORIS MEADOWS. + + * * * * * + +The month which elapsed between Lady Dunstable's invitation and the +Crosby Ledgers party was spent by Doris first in "doing up" her frock, +and then in taking the bloom off it at various dinner-parties to which +they were already invited as the "celebrities" of the moment; in making +Arthur's wardrobe presentable; in watching over the tickets and receipts +of the weekly lectures; in collecting the press cuttings about them; in +finishing her illustrations; and in instructing the awe-struck Jane, now +perfectly amenable, in the mysteries that would be expected of her. + +Meanwhile Mrs. Meadows heard various accounts from artistic and literary +friends of the parties at Crosby Ledgers. These accounts were generally +prefaced by the laughing remark, "But anything _I_ can say is ancient +history. Lady Dunstable dropped us long ago!" + +Anyway, it appeared that the mistress of Crosby Ledgers could be +charming, and could also be exactly the reverse. She was a creature of +whims and did precisely as she pleased. Everything she did apparently +was acceptable to Lord Dunstable, who admired her blindly. But in one +point at least she was a disappointed woman. Her son, an unsatisfactory +youth of two-and-twenty, was seldom to be seen under his parents' roof, +and it was rumoured that he had already given them a great deal of +trouble. + +"The dreadful thing, my dear, is the _games_ they play!" said the wife +of a dramatist, whose one successful piece had been followed by years of +ill-fortune. + +"_Games?_" said Doris. "Do you mean cards--for money?" + +"Oh, dear no! Intellectual games. _Bouts-rimés;_ translations--Lady +Dunstable looks out the bits and some people think the +words--beforehand; paragraphs on a subject--in a particular +style--Pater's, or Ruskin's, or Carlyle's. Each person throws two slips +into a hat. On one you write the subject, on another the name of the +author whose style is to be imitated. Then you draw. Of course Lady +Dunstable carries off all the honours. But then everybody believes she +spends all the mornings preparing these things. She never comes down +till nearly lunch." + +"This is really appalling!" said Doris, with round eyes. "I have +forgotten everything I ever knew." + +As for her own impressions of the great lady, she had only seen her once +in the semi-darkness of the lecture-room, and could only remember a +long, sallow face, with striking black eyes and a pointed chin, a +general look of distinction and an air of one accustomed to the "chief +seat" at any board--whether the feasts of reason or those of a more +ordinary kind. + +As the days went on, Doris, for all her sturdy self-reliance, began to +feel a little nervous inwardly. She had been quite well-educated, first +at a good High School, and then in the class-rooms of a provincial +University; and, as the clever daughter of a clever doctor in large +practice, she had always been in touch with the intellectual world, +especially on its scientific side. And for nearly two years before her +marriage she had been a student at the Slade School. But since her +imprudent love-match with a literary man had plunged her into the +practical work of a small household, run on a scanty and precarious +income, she had been obliged, one after another, to let the old +interests go. Except the drawing. That was good enough to bring her a +little money, as an illustrator, designer of Christmas cards, etc.; and +she filled most of her spare time with it. + +But now she feverishly looked out some of her old books--Pater's +"Studies," a volume of Huxley's Essays, "Shelley" and "Keats" in the +"Men of Letters" series. She borrowed two or three of the political +biographies with which Arthur's shelves were crowded, having all the +while, however, the dispiriting conviction that Lady Dunstable had been +dandled on the knees of every English Prime Minister since her birth, +and had been the blood relation of all of them, except perhaps Mr. G., +whose blood no doubt had not been blue enough to entitle him to the +privilege. + +However, she must do her best. She kept these feelings and preparations +entirely secret from Arthur, and she saw the day of the visit dawn in a +mood of mingled expectation and revolt. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +It was a perfect June evening: Doris was seated on one of the spreading +lawns of Crosby Ledgers,--a low Georgian house, much added to at various +times, and now a pleasant medley of pillared verandahs, tiled roofs, +cupolas, and dormer windows, apparently unpretending, but, as many +people knew, one of the most luxurious of English country houses. + +Lady Dunstable, in a flowing dress of lilac crêpe and a large black hat, +had just given Mrs. Meadows a second cup of tea, and was clearly doing +her duty--and showing it--to a guest whose entertainment could not be +trusted to go of itself. The only other persons at the tea-table--the +Meadowses having arrived late--were an elderly man with long Dundreary +whiskers, in a Panama hat and a white waistcoat, and a lady of uncertain +age, plump, kind-eyed, and merry-mouthed, in whom Doris had at once +divined a possible harbour of refuge from the terrors of the situation. +Arthur was strolling up and down the lawn with the Home Secretary, +smoking and chatting--talking indeed nineteen to the dozen, and entirely +at his ease. A few other groups were scattered over the grass; while +girls in white dresses and young men in flannels were playing tennis in +the distance. A lake at the bottom of the sloping garden made light and +space in a landscape otherwise too heavily walled in by thick woodland. +White swans floated on the lake, and the June trees beyond were in their +freshest and proudest leaf. A church tower rose appropriately in a +corner of the park, and on the other side of the deer-fence beyond the +lake a herd of red deer were feeding. Doris could not help feeling as +though the whole scene had been lately painted for a new "high life" +play at the St. James's Theatre, and she half expected to see Sir George +Alexander walk out of the bushes. + +"I suppose, Mrs. Meadows, you have been helping your husband with his +lectures?" said Lady Dunstable, a little languidly, as though the heat +oppressed her. She was making play with a cigarette and her half-shut +eyes were fixed on the "lion's" wife. The eyes fascinated Doris. Surely +they were artificially blackened, above and below? And the lips--had art +been delicately invoked, or was Nature alone responsible? + +"I copy things for Arthur," said Doris. "Unfortunately, I can't type." + +At the sound of the young and musical voice, the gentleman with the +Dundreary whiskers--Sir Luke Malford--who had seemed half asleep, turned +sharply to look at the speaker. Doris too was in a white dress, of the +simplest stuff and make; but it became her. So did the straw hat, with +its wreath of wild roses, which she had trimmed herself that morning. +There was not the slightest visible sign of tremor in the young woman; +and Sir Luke's inner mind applauded her. + +"No fool!--and a lady," he thought. "Let's see what Rachel will make of +her." + +"Then you don't help him in the writing?" said Lady Dunstable, still +with the same detached air. Doris laughed. + +"I don't know what Arthur would say if I proposed it. He never lets +anybody go near him when he's writing." + +"I see; like all geniuses, he's dangerous on the loose." Was Lady +Dunstable's smile just touched with sarcasm? "Well!--has the success of +the lectures surprised you?" + +Doris pondered. + +"No," she said at last, "not really. I always thought Arthur had it in +him." + +"But you hardly expected such a run--such an excitement!" + +"I don't know," said Doris, coolly. "I think I did--sometimes. The +question is how long it will last." + +She looked, smiling, at her interrogator. + +The gentleman with the whiskers stooped across the table. + +"Oh, nothing lasts in this world. But that of course is what makes a +good time so good." + +Doris turned towards him--demurring--for the sake of conversation. "I +never could understand how Cinderella enjoyed the ball." + +"For thinking of the clock?" laughed Sir Luke. "No, no!--you can't mean +that. It's the expectation of the clock that doubles the pleasure. Of +course you agree, Rachel!"--he turned to her--"else why did you read me +that very doleful poem yesterday, on this very theme?--that it's only +the certainty of death that makes life agreeable? By the way, George +Eliot had said it before!" + +"The poem was by a friend of mine," said Lady Dunstable, coldly. "I read +it to you to see how it sounded. But I thought it poor stuff." + +"How unkind of you! The man who wrote it says he lives upon your +friendship." + +"That, perhaps, is why he's so thin." + +Sir Luke laughed again. + +"To be sure, I saw the poor man--after you had talked to him the other +night--going to Dunstable to be consoled. Poor George! he's always +healing the wounds you make." + +"Of course. That's why I married him. George says all the civil things. +That sets me free to do the rude ones." + +"Rachel!" The exclamation came from the plump lady opposite, who was +smiling broadly, and showing some very white teeth. A signal passed from +her eyes to those of Doris, as though to say "Don't be alarmed!" + +But Doris was not at all alarmed. She was eagerly watching Lady +Dunstable, as one watches for the mannerisms of some well-known +performer. Sir Luke perceived it, and immediately began to show off his +hostess by one of the sparring matches that were apparently frequent +between them. They fell to discussing a party of guests--landowners from +a neighbouring estate--who seemed to have paid a visit to Crosby Ledgers +the day before. Lady Dunstable had not enjoyed them, and her tongue on +the subject was sharpness itself, restrained by none of the ordinary +compunctions. "Is this how she talks about all her guests--on Monday +morning?" thought Doris, with quickened pulse as the biting sentences +flew about. + +... "Mr. Worthing? Why did he marry her? Oh, because he wanted a stuffed +goose to sit by the fire while he went out and amused himself.... Why +did she marry him? Ah, that's more difficult to answer. Is one obliged +to credit Mrs. Worthing with any reasons--on any subject? However, I +like Mr. Worthing--he's what men ought to be." + +"And that is--?" Doris ventured to put in. + +"Just--men," said Lady Dunstable, shortly. + +Sir Luke laughed over his cigarette. + +"That you may fool them? Well, Rachel, all the same, you would die of +Worthing's company in a month." + +"I shouldn't die," said Lady Dunstable, quietly. "I should murder." + +"Hullo, what's my wife talking about?" said a bluff and friendly voice. +Doris looked up to see a handsome man with grizzled hair approaching. + +"Mrs. Meadows? How do you do? What a beautiful evening you've brought! +Your husband and I have been having a jolly talk. My word!--he's a +clever chap. Let me congratulate you on the lectures. Biggest success +known in recent days!" + +Doris beamed upon her host, well pleased, and he settled down beside +her, doing his kind best to entertain her. In him, all those protective +feelings towards a stranger, in which his wife appeared to be +conspicuously lacking, were to be discerned on first acquaintance. Doris +was practically sure that his inner mind was thinking--"Poor little +thing!--knows nobody here. Rachel's been scaring her. Must look after +her!" + +And look after her he did. He was by no means an amusing companion. +Lazy, gentle, and ineffective, Doris quickly perceived that he was +entirely eclipsed by his wife, who, now that she was relieved of Mrs. +Meadows, was soon surrounded by a congenial company--the Home Secretary, +one or two other politicians, the old General, a literary Dean, Lord +Staines, a great racing man, Arthur Meadows, and one or two more. The +talk became almost entirely political--with a dash of literature. Doris +saw at once that Lady Dunstable was the centre of it, and she was not +long in guessing that it was for this kind of talk that people came to +Crosby Ledgers. Lady Dunstable, it seemed, was capable of talking like a +man with men, and like a man of affairs with the men of affairs. Her +political knowledge was astonishing; so, evidently, was her background +of family and tradition, interwoven throughout with English political +history. English statesmen had not only dandled her, they had taught +her, walked with her, written to her, and--no doubt--flirted with her. +Doris, as she listened to her, disliked her heartily, and at the same +time could not help being thrilled by so much knowledge, so much contact +with history in the making, and by such a masterful way, in a woman, +with the great ones of the earth. "What a worm she must think me!" +thought Doris--"what a worm she _does_ think me--and the likes of me!" + +At the same time, the spectator must needs admit there was something +else in Lady Dunstable's talk than mere intelligence or mere +mannishness. There was undoubtedly something of "the good fellow," and, +through all her hard hitting, a curious absence--in conversation--of the +personal egotism she was quite ready to show in all the trifles of life. +On the present occasion her main object clearly was to bring out Arthur +Meadows--the new captive of her bow and spear; to find out what was in +him; to see if he was worthy of her inner circle. Throwing all +compliment aside, she attacked him hotly on certain statements--certain +estimates--in his lectures. Her knowledge was personal; the knowledge of +one whose father had sat in Dizzy's latest Cabinet, while, through the +endless cousinship of the English landed families, she was as much +related to the Whig as to the Tory leaders of the past. She talked +familiarly of "Uncle This" or "Cousin That," who had been apparently the +idols of her nursery before they had become the heroes of England; and +Meadows had much ado to defend himself against her store of anecdote and +reminiscence. "Unfair!" thought Doris, breathlessly watching the contest +of wits. "Oh, if she weren't a woman, Arthur could easily beat her!" + +But she was a woman, and not at all unwilling, when hard pressed, to +take advantage of that fact. + +All the same, Meadows was stirred to most unwonted efforts. He proved to +be an antagonist worth her steel; and Doris's heart swelled with secret +pride as she saw how all the other voices died down, how more and more +people came up to listen, even the young men and maidens,--throwing +themselves on the grass, around the two disputants. Finally Lady +Dunstable carried off the honours. Had she not seen Lord Beaconsfield +twice during the fatal week of his last general election, when England +turned against him, when his great rival triumphed, and all was lost? +Had he not talked to her, as great men will talk to the young and +charming women whose flatteries soften their defeats; so that, from the +wings, she had seen almost the last of that well-graced actor, caught +his last gestures and some of his last words? + +"Brava, brava!" said Meadows, when the story ceased, although it had +been intended to upset one of his own most brilliant generalisations; +and a sound of clapping hands went round the circle. Lady Dunstable, a +little flushed and panting, smiled and was silent. Meadows, meanwhile, +was thinking--"How often has she told that tale? She has it by heart. +Every touch in it has been sharpened a dozen times. All the same--a +wonderful performance!" + +Lord Dunstable, meanwhile, sat absolutely silent, his hat on the back +of his head, his attention fixed on his wife. As the group broke up, and +the chairs were pushed back, he said in Doris's ear--"Isn't she an +awfully clever woman, my wife?" + +Before Doris could answer, she heard Lady Dunstable carelessly--but none +the less peremptorily--inviting her women guests to see their rooms. +Doris walked by her hostess's side towards the house. Every trace of +animation and charm had now vanished from that lady's manner. She was as +languid and monosyllabic as before, and Doris could only feel once again +that while her clever husband was an eagerly welcomed guest, she herself +could only expect to reckon as his appendage--a piece of family luggage. + +Lady Dunstable threw open the door of a spacious bedroom. "No doubt you +will wish to rest till dinner," she said, severely. "And of course your +maid will ask for what she wants." At the word "maid," did Doris dream +it, or was there a satiric gleam in the hard black eyes? "Pretender," it +seemed to say--and Doris's conscience admitted the charge. + +And indeed the door had no sooner closed on Lady Dunstable before an +agitated knock announced Jane--in tears. + +She stood opposite her mistress in desperation. + +"Please, ma'am--I'll have to have an evening dress--or I can't go in to +supper!" + +"What on earth do you mean?" said Doris, staring at her. + +"Every maid in this 'ouse, ma'am, 'as got to dress for supper. The maids +go in the 'ousekeeper's room, an' they've all on 'em got dresses +V-shaped, or cut square, or something. This black dress, ma'am, won't do +at all. So I can't have no supper. I couldn't dream, ma'am, of goin' in +different to the others!" + +"You silly creature!" said Doris, springing up. "Look here--I'll lend +you my spare blouse. You can turn it in at the neck, and wear my white +scarf. You'll be as smart as any of them!" + +And half laughing, half compassionate, she pulled her blouse out of the +box, adjusted the white scarf to it herself, and sent the bewildered +Jane about her business, after having shown her first how to unpack her +mistress's modest belongings, and strictly charged her to return half an +hour before dinner. "Of course I shall dress myself,--but you may as +well have a lesson." + +The girl went, and Doris was left stormily wondering why she had been +such a fool as to bring her. Then her sense of humour conquered, and her +brow cleared. She went to the open window and stood looking over the +park beyond. Sunset lay broad and rich over the wide stretches of grass, +and on the splendid oaks lifting their dazzling leaf to the purest of +skies. The roses in the garden sent up their scent, there was a plashing +of water from an invisible fountain, and the deer beyond the fence +wandered in and out of the broad bands of shadow drawn across the park. +Doris's young feet fidgeted under her. She longed to be out exploring +the woods and the lake. Why was she immured in this stupid room, to +which Lady Dunstable had conducted her with a chill politeness which had +said plainly enough "Here you are--and here you stay!--till dinner!" + +"If I could only find a back-staircase," she thought, "I would soon be +enjoying myself! Arthur, lucky wretch, said something about playing +golf. No!--there he is!" + +And sure enough, on the farthest edge of the lawn going towards the +park, she saw two figures walking--Lady Dunstable and Arthur! "Deep in +talk of course--having the best of times--while I am shut up +here--half-past six!--on a glorious evening!" The reflection, however, +was, on the whole, good-humoured. She did not feel, as yet, either +jealous or tragic. Some day, she supposed, if it was to be her lot to +visit country houses, she would get used to their ways. For Arthur, of +course, it was useful--perhaps necessary--to be put through his paces by +a woman like Lady Dunstable. "And he can hold his own. But for me? I +contribute nothing. I don't belong to them--they don't want me--and what +use have I for them?" + +Her meditations, however, were here interrupted by a knock. On her +saying "Come in"--the door opened cautiously to admit the face of the +substantial lady, Miss Field, to whom Doris had been introduced at the +tea-table. + +"Are you resting?" said Miss Field, "or only 'interned'?" + +"Oh, please come in!" cried Doris. "I never was less tired in my life." + +Miss Field entered, and took the armchair that Doris offered her, +fronting the open window and the summer scene. Her face would have +suited the Muse of Mirth, if any Muse is ever forty years of age. The +small, up-turned nose and full red lips were always smiling; so were the +eyes; and the fair skin and still golden hair, the plump figure and gay +dress of flower-sprigged muslin, were all in keeping with the part. + +"You have never seen my cousin before?" she inquired. + +"Lady Dunstable? Is she your cousin?" + +Miss Field nodded. "My first cousin. And I spend a great part of the +year here, helping in different ways. Rachel can't do without me now, so +I'm able to keep her in order. Don't ever be shy with her! Don't ever +let her think she frightens you!--those are the two indispensable rules +here." + +"I'm afraid I should break them," said Doris, slowly. "She does +frighten me--horribly!" + +"Ah, well, you didn't show it--that's the chief thing. You know she's a +much more human creature than she seems." + +"Is she?" Doris's eyes pursued the two distant figures in the park. + +"You'd think, for instance, that Lord Dunstable was just a cipher? Not +at all. He's the real authority here, and when he puts his foot down +Rachel always gives in. But of course she's stood in the way of his +career." + +Doris shrank a little from these indiscretions. But she could not keep +her curiosity out of her eyes, and Miss Field smilingly answered it. + +"She's absorbed him so! You see he watches her all the time. She's like +an endless play to him. He really doesn't care for anything else--he +doesn't want anything else. Of course they're very rich. But he might +have done something in politics, if she hadn't been so much more +important than he. And then, naturally, she's made enemies--powerful +enemies. Her friends come here of course--her old cronies--the people +who can put up with her. They're devoted to her. And the young +people--the very modern ones--who think nice manners 'early Victorian,' +and like her rudeness for the sake of her cleverness. But the +rest!--What do you think she did at one of these parties last year?" + +Doris could not help wishing to know. + +"She took a fancy to ask a girl near here--the daughter of a clergyman, +a great friend of Lord Dunstable's, to come over for the Sunday. Lord +Dunstable had talked of the girl, and Rachel's always on the look-out +for cleverness; she hunts it like a hound! She met the young woman too +somewhere, and got the impression--I can't say how--that she would 'go.' +So on the Saturday morning she went over in her pony-carriage--broke in +on the little Rectory like a hurricane--of course you know the people +about here regard her as something semi-divine!--and told the girl she +had come to take her back to Crosby Ledgers for the Sunday. So the poor +child packed up, all in a flutter, and they set off together in the +pony-carriage--six miles. And by the time they had gone four Rachel had +discovered she had made a mistake--that the girl wasn't clever, and +would add nothing to the party. So she quietly told her that she was +afraid, after all, the party wouldn't suit her. And then she turned the +pony's head, and drove her straight home again!" + +"Oh!" cried Doris, her cheeks red, her eyes aflame. + +"Brutal, wasn't it?" said the other. "All the same, there are fine +things in Rachel. And in one point she's the most vulnerable of women!" + +"Her son?" Doris ventured. + +Miss Field shrugged her shoulders. + +"He doesn't drink--he doesn't gamble--he doesn't spend money--he doesn't +run away with other people's wives. He's just nothing!--just incurably +empty and idle. He comes here very little. His mother terrifies him. And +since he was twenty-one he has a little money of his own. He hangs about +in studios and theatres. His mother doesn't know any of his friends. +What she suffers--poor Rachel! She'd have given everything in the world +for a brilliant son. But you can't wonder. She's like some strong plant +that takes all the nourishment out of the ground, so that the plants +near it starve. She can't help it. She doesn't mean to be a vampire!" + +Doris hardly knew what to say. Somehow she wished the vampire were not +walking with Arthur! That, however, was not a sentiment easily +communicable; and she was just turning it into something else when Miss +Field said--abruptly, like someone coming to the real point-- + +"Does your husband like her?" + +"Why yes, of course!" stammered Doris. "She's been awfully kind to us +about the lectures, and--he loves arguing with her." + +"She loves arguing with _him_!" 'said Miss Field triumphantly. "She +lives just for such half-hours as that she gave us on the lawn after +tea--and all owing to him--he was so inspiring, so stimulating. Oh, +you'll see, she'll take you up tremendously--if you want to be taken +up!" + +The smiling blue eyes looked gaily into Doris's puzzled countenance. +Evidently the speaker was much amused by the Meadowses' situation--more +amused than her sense of politeness allowed her to explain. Doris was +conscious of a vague resentment. + +"I'm afraid I don't see what Lady Dunstable will get out of me," she +said, drily. + +Miss Field raised her eyebrows. + +"Are you going then to let him come here alone? She'll be always asking +you! Oh, you needn't be afraid--" and this most candid of cousins +laughed aloud. "Rachel isn't a flirt--except of the intellectual kind. +But she takes possession--she sticks like a limpet." + +There was a pause. Then Miss Field added: + +"You mustn't think it odd that I say these things about Rachel. I have +to explain her to people. She's not like anybody else." + +Doris did not quite see the necessity, but she kept the reflection to +herself, and Miss Field passed lightly to the other guests--Sir Luke, a +tame cat of the house, who quarrelled with Lady Dunstable once a month, +vowed he would never come near her again, and always reappeared; the +Dean, who in return for a general submission, was allowed to scold her +occasionally for her soul's health; the politicians whom she could not +do without, who were therefore handled more gingerly than the rest; the +military and naval men who loved Dunstable and put up with his wife for +his sake; and the young people--nephews and nieces and cousins--who +liked an unconventional hostess without any foolish notions of +chaperonage, and always enjoyed themselves famously at Crosby Ledgers. + +"Now then," said Miss Field, rising at last, "I think you have the +_carte du pays_--and there they are, coming back." She pointed to +Meadows and Lady Dunstable, crossing the lawn. "Whatever you do, hold +your own. If you don't want to play games, don't play them. If you want +to go to church to-morrow, go to church. Lady Dunstable of course is a +heathen. And now perhaps, you might _really_ rest." + +"Such a jolly walk!" said Meadows, entering his wife's room flushed +with exercise and pleasure. "The place is divine, and really Lady +Dunstable is uncommonly good talk. Hope you haven't been dull, dear?" + +Doris replied, laughing, that Miss Field had taken pity on what would +otherwise have been solitary confinement, and that now it was time to +dress. Meadows kissed her absently, and, with his head evidently still +full of his walk, went to his dressing-room. When he reappeared, it was +to find Doris attired in a little black gown, with which he was already +too familiar. She saw at once the dissatisfaction in his face. + +"I can't help it!" she said, with emphasis. "I did my best with it, +Arthur, but I'm not a genius at dressmaking. Never mind. Nobody will +take any notice of me." + +He quite crossly rebuked her. She really must spend more on her dress. +It was unseemly--absurd. She looked as nice as anybody when she was +properly got up. + +"Well, don't buy any more copper coal-scuttles!" she said slyly, as she +straightened his tie, and dropped a kiss on his chin. "Then we'll see." + +They went down to dinner, and on the staircase Meadows turned to say to +his wife in a lowered voice: + +"Lady Dunstable wants me to go to them in Scotland--for two or three +weeks. I dare say I could do some work." + +"Oh, does she?" said Doris. + + * * * * * + +What perversity drove Lady Dunstable during the evening and the Sunday +that followed to match every attention that was lavished on Arthur +Meadows by some slight to his wife, will never be known. But the fact +was patent. Throughout the diversions or occupations of the forty-eight +hours' visit, Mrs. Meadows was either ignored, snubbed, or +contradicted. Only Arthur Meadows, indeed, measuring himself with +delight, for the first time, against some of the keenest brains in the +country, failed to see it. His blindness allowed Lady Dunstable to run a +somewhat dangerous course, unchecked. She risked alienating a man whom +she particularly wished to attract; she excited a passion of antagonism +in Doris's generally equable breast, and was quite aware of it. +Notwithstanding, she followed her whim; and by the Sunday evening there +existed between the great lady and her guest a state of veiled war, in +which the strokes were by no means always to the advantage of Lady +Dunstable. + +Doris, for instance, with other guests, expressed a wish to attend +morning service on Sunday at a famous cathedral some three miles away. +Lady Dunstable immediately announced that everybody who wished to go to +church would go to the village church within the park, for which alone +carriages would be provided. Then Doris and Sir Luke combined, and +walked to the cathedral, three miles there and three miles back--to the +huge delight of the other and more docile guests. Sunday evening, again, +was devastated by what were called "games" at Crosby Ledgers. "Gad, if I +wouldn't sooner go in for the Indian Civil again!" said Sir Luke. Doris, +with the most ingratiating manner, but quite firmly, begged to be +excused. Lady Dunstable bit her lip, and presently, _à propos de +bottes_, launched some observations on the need of co-operation in +society. It was shirking--refusing to take a hand, to do one's +best--false shame, indeed!--that ruined English society and English +talk. Let everybody take a lesson from the French! After which the lists +were opened, so to speak, and Lady Dunstable, Meadows, the Dean, and +about half the young people produced elegant pieces of translation, +astounding copies of impromptu verse, essays in all the leading styles +of the day, and riddles by the score. The Home Secretary, who had been +lassoed by his hostess, escaped towards the middle of the ordeal, and +wandered sadly into a further room where Doris sat chatting with Lord +Dunstable. He was carrying various slips of paper in his hand, and asked +her distractedly if she could throw any light on the question--"Why is +Lord Salisbury like a poker?" + +"I can't think of anything to say," he said helplessly, "except 'because +they are both upright.' And here's another--'Why is the Pope like a +thermometer?' I did see some light on that!" His countenance cheered a +little. "Would this do? 'Because both are higher in Italy than in +England.' Not very good!--but I must think of something." + +Doris put her wits to his. Between them they polished the riddle; but by +the time it was done the Home Secretary had begun to find Meadows's +little wife, whose existence he had not noticed hitherto, more agreeable +than Lady Dunstable's table with its racked countenances, and its too +ample supply of pencils and paper. A deadly crime! When Lady Dunstable, +on the stroke of midnight, swept through the rooms to gather her guests +for bed, she cast a withering glance on Doris and her companion. + +"So you despised our little amusements?" she said, as she handed Mrs. +Meadows her candle. + +"I wasn't worthy of them," smiled Doris, in reply. + + * * * * * + +"Well, I call that a delightful visit!" said Meadows as the train next +morning pulled out of the Crosby Ledgers station for London. "I feel +freshened up all over." + +Doris looked at him with rather mocking eyes, but said nothing. She +fully recognised, however, that Arthur would have been an ungrateful +wretch if he had not enjoyed it. Lady Dunstable had been, so to speak, +at his feet, and all her little court had taken their cue from her. He +had been flattered, drawn out, and shown off to his heart's content, and +had been most naturally and humanly happy. "And I," thought Doris with +sudden repentance, "was just a spiky, horrid little toad! What was wrong +with me?" She was still searching, when Meadows said reproachfully: + +"I thought, darling, you might have taken a little more trouble to make +friends with Lady Dunstable. However, that'll be all right. I told her, +of course, we should be delighted to go to Scotland." + +"Arthur!" cried Doris, aghast. "Three weeks! I couldn't, Arthur! Don't +ask me!" + +"And, pray, why?" he angrily inquired. + +"Because--oh, Arthur, don't you understand? She is a man's woman. She +took a particular dislike to me, and I just had to be stubborn and +thorny to get on at all. I'm awfully sorry--but I _couldn't_ stay with +her, and I'm certain you wouldn't be happy either." + +"I should be perfectly happy," said Meadows, with vehemence. "And so +would you, if you weren't so critical and censorious. Anyway"--his +Jove-like mouth shut firmly--"I have promised." + +"You couldn't promise for me!" cried Doris, holding her head very high. + +"Then you'll have to let me go without you?" + +"Which, of course, was what you swore not to do!" she said, provokingly. +"I thought my wife was a reasonable woman! Lady Dunstable rouses all my +powers; she gives me ideas which may be most valuable. It is to the +interest of both of us that I should keep up my friendship with her." + +"Then keep it up," said Doris, her cheeks aflame. "But you won't want +me to help you, Arthur." + +He cried out that it was only pride and conceit that made her behave so. +In her heart of hearts, Doris mostly agreed with him. But she wouldn't +confess it, and it was presently understood between them that Meadows +would duly accept the Dunstables' invitation for August, and that Doris +would stay behind. + +After which, Doris looked steadily out of the window for the rest of the +journey, and could not at all conceal from herself that she had never +felt more miserable in her life. The only person in the trio who +returned to the Kensington house entirely happy was Jane, who spent the +greater part of the day in describing to Martha, the cook-general, the +glories of Crosby Ledgers, and her own genteel appearance in Mrs. +Meadows's blouse. + + + + +PART II + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +During the weeks that followed the Meadowses' first visit to Crosby +Ledgers, Doris's conscience was by no means asleep on the subject of +Lady Dunstable. She felt that her behaviour in that lady's house, and +the sudden growth in her own mind of a quite unmanageable dislike, were +not to be defended in one who prided herself on a general temper of +coolness and common sense, who despised the rancour and whims of other +women, hated scenes, and had always held jealousy to be the smallest and +most degrading of passions. Why not laugh at what was odious, show +oneself superior to personal slights, and enjoy what could be enjoyed? +And above all, why grudge Arthur a woman friend? + +None of these arguments, however, availed at all to reconcile Doris to +the new intimacy growing under her eyes. The Dunstables came to town, +and invitations followed. Mr. and Mrs. Meadows were asked to a large +dinner-party, and Doris held her peace and went. She found herself at +the end of a long table with an inarticulate schoolboy of seventeen, a +ward of Lord Dunstable's, on her left, and with an elderly colonel on +her right, who, after a little cool examination of her through an +eyeglass, decided to devote himself to the _débutante_ on his other +side, a Lady Rosamond, who was ready to chatter hunting and horses to +him through the whole of dinner. The girl was not pretty, but she was +fresh and gay, and Doris, tired with "much serving," envied her spirits, +her evident assumption that the world only existed for her to +laugh and ride in, her childish unspoken claim to the best of +everything--clothes, food, amusements, lovers. Doris on her side made +valiant efforts with the schoolboy. She liked boys, and prided herself +on getting on with them. But this specimen had no conversation--at any +rate for the female sex--and apparently only an appetite. He ate +steadily through the dinner, and seemed rather to resent Doris's +attempts to distract him from the task. So that presently Doris found +herself reduced to long tracts of silence, when her fan was her only +companion, and the watching of other people her only amusement. + +Lord and Lady Dunstable faced each other at the sides of the table, +which was purposely narrow, so that talk could pass across it. Lady +Dunstable sat between an Ambassador and a Cabinet Minister, but Meadows +was almost directly opposite to her, and it seemed to be her chief +business to make him the hero of the occasion. It was she who drew him +into political or literary discussion with the Cabinet Minister, so that +the neighbours of each stayed their own talk to listen; she who would +insist on his repeating "that story you told me at Crosby Ledgers;" who +attacked him abruptly--rudely even, as she had done in the country--so +that he might defend himself; and when he had slipped into all her traps +one after the other, would fall back in her chair with a little +satisfied smile. Doris, silent and forgotten, could not keep her eyes +for long from the two distant figures--from this new Arthur, and the +sallow-faced, dark-eyed witch who had waved her wand over him. + +_Wasn't_ she glad to see her husband courted--valued as he +deserved--borne along the growing stream of fame? What matter, if she +could only watch him from the bank?--and if the impetuous stream were +carrying him away from her? No! She wasn't glad. Some cold and deadly +thing seemed to be twining about her heart. Were they leaving the dear, +poverty-stricken, debt-pestered life behind for ever, in which, after +all, they had been so happy: she, everything to Arthur, and he, so +dependent upon her? No doubt she had been driven to despair, often, by +his careless, shiftless ways; she had thirsted for success and money; +just money enough, at least, to get along with. And now success had +come, and money was coming. And here she was, longing for the old, hard, +struggling past--hating the advent of the new and glittering future. As +she sat at Lady Dunstable's table, she seemed to see the little room in +their Kensington house, with the big hole in the carpet, the piles of +papers and books, the reading-lamp that would smoke, her work-basket, +the house-books, Arthur pulling contentedly at his pipe, the +fire crackling between them, his shabby coat, her shabby +dress--Bliss!--compared to this splendid scene, with the great Vandycks +looking down on the dinner-table, the crowd of guests and servants, the +costly food, the dresses, and the diamonds--with, in the distance, _her_ +Arthur, divided, as it seemed, from her by a growing chasm, never +remembering to throw her a look or a smile, drinking in a tide of +flattery he would once have been the first to scorn, captured, +exhibited, befooled by an unscrupulous, egotistical woman, who would +drop him like a squeezed orange when he had ceased to amuse her. And the +worst of it was that the woman was not a mere pretender! She had a fine, +hard brain,--"as good as Arthur's--nearly--and he knows it. It is that +which attracts him--and excites him. I can mend his socks; I can listen +while he reads; and he used to like it when I praised. Now, what I say +will never matter to him any more; that was just sentiment and nonsense; +now, he only wants to know what _she_ says;--that's business! He writes +with her in his mind--and when he has finished something he sends it off +to her, straight. I may see it when all the world may--but she has the +first-fruits!" + +And in poor Doris's troubled mind the whole scene--save the two central +figures, Lady Dunstable and Arthur--seemed to melt away. She was not the +first wife, by a long way, into whose quiet breast Lady Dunstable had +dropped these seeds of discord. She knew it well by report; but it was +hateful, both to wifely feeling and natural vanity, that _she_ should +now be the victim of the moment, and should know no more than her +predecessors how to defend herself. "Why can't I be cool and +cutting--pay her back when she is rude, and contradict her when she's +absurd? She _is_ absurd often. But I think of the right things to say +just five minutes too late. I have no nerve--that's the point!--only +_l'esprit d'escalier_ to perfection. And she has been trained to this +sort of campaigning from her babyhood. No good growling! I shall never +hold my own!" + +Then, into this despairing mood there dropped suddenly a fragment of her +neighbour, the Colonel's, conversation--"Mrs. So-and-so? Impossible +woman! Oh, one doesn't mind seeing her graze occasionally at the other +end of one's table--as the price of getting her husband, don't you +know?--but--" + +Doris's sudden laugh at the Colonel's elbow startled that gentleman so +that he turned round to look at her. But she was absorbed in the menu, +which she had taken up, and he could only suppose that something in it +amused her. + +A few days later arrived a letter for Meadows, which he handed to his +wife in silence. There had been no further discussion of Lady Dunstable +between them; only a general sense of friction, warnings of hidden fire +on Doris's side, and resentment on his, quite new in their relation to +each other. Meadows clearly thought that his wife was behaving very +badly. Lady Dunstable's efforts on his behalf had already done him +substantial service; she had introduced him to all kinds of people +likely to help him, intellectually and financially; and to help him was +to help Doris. Why would she be such a little fool? So unlike her, +too!--sensible, level-headed creature that she generally was. But he was +afraid of losing his own temper, if he argued with her. And indeed his +lazy easy-goingness loathed argument of this domestic sort, loathed +scenes, loathed doing anything disagreeable that could be put off. + +But here was Lady Dunstable's letter: + + Dear Mr. Arthur,--Will your wife forgive me if I ask you to come to + a tiny _men's_ dinner-party next Friday at 8.15--to meet the + President of the Duma, and another Russian, an intimate friend of + Tolstoy's? All males, but myself! So I hope Mrs. Meadows will let + you come. + + Yours sincerely, + RACHEL DUNSTABLE. + + +"Of course, I won't go if you don't like it, Doris," said Meadows with +the smile of magnanimity. + +"I thought you were angry with me--once--for even suggesting that you +might!" Doris's tone was light, but not pleasing to a husband's ears. +She was busy at the moment in packing up the American proofs of the +Disraeli lecture, which at last with infinite difficulty she had +persuaded Meadows to correct and return. + +"Well--but of course--this is exceptional!" said Meadows, pacing up and +down irresolutely. + +"Everything's exceptional--in that quarter," said Doris, in the same +tone. "Oh, go, of course!--it would be a thousand pities not to go." + +Meadows at once took her at her word. That was the first of a series of +"male" dinners, to which, however, it seemed to Doris, if one might +judge from Arthur's accounts, that a good many female exceptions were +admitted, no doubt by way of proving the rule. And during July, Meadows +lunched in town--in the lofty regions of St. James's or Mayfair--with +other enthusiastic women admirers, most of them endowed with long purses +and long pedigrees, at least three or four times a week. Doris was +occasionally asked and sometimes went. But she was suffering all the +time from an initial discouragement and depression, which took away +self-reliance, and left her awkwardly conscious. She struggled, but in +vain. The world into which Arthur was being so suddenly swept was +strange to her, and in many ways antipathetic; but had she been happy +and in spirits she could have grappled with it, or rather she could have +lost herself in Arthur's success. Had she not always been his slave? +But she was not happy! In their obscure days she had been Arthur's best +friend, as well as his wife. And it was the old comradeship which was +failing her; encroached upon, filched from her, by other women; and +especially by this exacting, absorbing woman, whose craze for Arthur +Meadows's society was rapidly becoming an amusement and a scandal even +to those well acquainted with her previous records of the same sort. + + * * * * * + +The end of July arrived. The Dunstables left town. At a concert, for +which she had herself sent them tickets, Lady Dunstable met Doris and +her husband, the night before she departed. + +"In ten days we shall expect you at Pitlochry," she said, smiling, to +Arthur Meadows, as she swept past them in the corridor. Then, pausing, +she held out a perfunctory hand to Doris. + +"And we really can't persuade you to come too?" + +The tone was careless and patronising. It brought the sudden red to +Doris's cheek. For one moment she was tempted to say--"Thank you--since +you are so kind--after all, why not?"--just that she might see the +change in those large, malicious eyes--might catch their owner unawares, +for once. But, as usual, nerve failed her. She merely said that her +drawing would keep her all August in town; and that London, empty, was +the best possible place for work. Lady Dunstable nodded and passed on. + +The ten days flew. Meadows, kept to it by Doris, was very busy preparing +another lecture for publication in an English review. Doris, meanwhile, +got his clothes ready, and affected a uniformly cheerful and indifferent +demeanour. On Arthur's last evening at home, however, he came suddenly +into the sitting-room, where Doris was sewing on some final buttons, and +after fidgeting about a little, with occasional glances at his wife, he +said abruptly: + +"I say, Doris, I won't go if you're going to take it like this." + +She turned upon him. + +"Like what?" + +"Oh, don't pretend!" was the impatient reply. "You know very well that +you hate my going to Scotland!" + +Doris, all on edge, and smarting under the too Jovian look and frown +with which he surveyed her from the hearthrug, declared that, as it was +not a case of her going to Scotland, but of his, she was entirely +indifferent. If he enjoyed it, he was quite right to go. _She_ was going +to enjoy her work in Uncle Charles's studio. + +Meadows broke out into an angry attack on her folly and unkindness. But +the more he lost his temper, the more provokingly Doris kept hers. She +sat there, surrounded by his socks and shirts, a trim, determined little +figure--declining to admit that she was angry, or jealous, or offended, +or anything of the kind. Would he please come upstairs and give her his +last directions about his packing? She thought she had put everything +ready; but there were just a few things she was doubtful about. + +And all the time she seemed to be watching another Doris--a creature +quite different from her real self. What had come over her? If anybody +had told her beforehand that she could ever let slip her power over her +own will like this, ever become possessed with this silent, obstinate +demon of wounded love and pride, never would she have believed them! She +moved under its grip like an automaton. She would not quarrel with +Arthur. But as no soft confession was possible, and no mending or +undoing of what had happened, to laugh her way through the difficult +hours was all that remained. So that whenever Meadows renewed the +attempt to "have it out," he was met by renewed evasion and "chaff" on +Doris's side, till he could only retreat with as much offended dignity +as she allowed him. + +It was after midnight before she had finished his packing. Then, bidding +him a smiling good night, she fell asleep--apparently--as soon as her +head touched the pillow. + +The next morning, early, she stood on the steps waving farewell to +Arthur, without a trace of ill-humour. And he, though vaguely +uncomfortable, had submitted at last to what he felt was her fixed +purpose of avoiding a scene. Moreover, the "eternal child" in him, which +made both his charm and his weakness, had already scattered his +compunctions of the preceding day, and was now aglow with the sheer joy +of holiday and change. He had worked very hard, he had had a great +success, and now he was going to live for three weeks in the lap of +luxury; intellectual luxury first and foremost--good talk, good company, +an abundance of books for rainy days; but with the addition of a supreme +_chef_, Lord Dunstable's champagne, and all the amenities of one of the +best moors in Scotland. + +Doris went back into the house, and, Arthur being no longer in the +neighbourhood, allowed herself a few tears. She had never felt so lonely +in her life, nor so humiliated. "My moral character is gone," she said +to herself. "I have no moral character. I thought I was a sensible, +educated woman; and I am just an ''Arriet,' in a temper with her +''Arry.' Well--courage! Three weeks isn't long. Who can say that Arthur +mayn't come back disillusioned? Rachel Dunstable is a born tyrant. If, +instead of flattering him, she begins to bully him, strange things may +happen!" + +The first week of solitude she spent in household drudgery. Bills had to +be paid, and there was now mercifully a little money to pay them with. +Though it was August, the house was to be "spring-cleaned," and Doris +had made a compact with her sulky maids that when it began she would do +no more than sleep and breakfast at home. She would spend her days in +the Campden Hill studio, and sup on a tray--anywhere. On these terms, +they grudgingly allowed her to occupy her own house. + +The studio in which she worked was on the top of Campden Hill, and +opened into one of the pleasant gardens of that neighbourhood. Her +uncle, Charles Bentley, an elderly Academician, with an ugly, humorous +face, red hair, red eyebrows, a black skull-cap, and a general weakness +for the female sex, was very fond of his niece Doris, and inclined to +think her a neglected and underrated wife. He was too fond of his own +comfort, however, to let Meadows perceive this opinion of his; still +less did he dare express it to Doris. All he could do was to befriend +her and make her welcome at the studio, to advise her about her +illustrations, and correct her drawing when it needed it. He himself was +an old-fashioned artist, quite content to be "mid" or even "early" +Victorian. He still cultivated the art of historical painting, and was +still as anxious as any contemporary of Frith to tell a story. And as +his manner was no less behind the age than his material, his pictures +remained on his hands, while the "vicious horrors," as they seemed to +him, of the younger school held the field and captured the newspapers. +But as he had some private means, and no kith or kin but his niece, the +indifference of the public to his work caused him little disturbance. +He pleased his own taste, allowing himself a good-natured contempt for +the work which supplanted him, coupled with an ever-generous hand for +any post-Impressionist in difficulties. + +On the August afternoon when Doris, escaping at last from her maids and +her accounts, made her way up to the studio, for some hours' work on the +last three or four illustrations wanted for a Christmas book, Uncle +Charles welcomed her with effusion. + +"Where have you been, child, all this time? I thought you must have +flitted entirely." + +Doris explained--while she set up her easel--that for the first time in +their lives she and Arthur had been seeing something of the great world, +and--mildly--"doing" the season. Arthur was now continuing the season in +Scotland, while she had stayed at home to work and rest. Throughout her +talk, she avoided mentioning the Dunstables. + +"H'm!" said Uncle Charles, "so you've been junketing!" + +Doris admitted it. + +"Did you like it?" + +Doris put on her candid look. + +"I daresay I should have liked it, if I'd made a success of it. Of +course Arthur did." + +"Too much trouble!" said the old painter, shaking his head. "I was in +the swim, as they call it, for a year or two. I might have stayed there, +I suppose, for I could always tell a story, and I wasn't afraid of the +big-wigs. But I couldn't stand it. Dress-clothes are the deuce! And +besides, talk now is not what it used to be. The clever men who can say +smart things are too clever to say them. Nobody wants 'em! So let's +'cultivate our garden,' my dear, and be thankful. I'm beginning a new +picture--and I've found a topping new model. What can a man want more? +Very nice of you to let Arthur go, and have his head. Where is +it?--some smart moor? He'll soon be tired of it." + +Doris laughed, let the question as to the "smart moor" pass, and came +round to look at the new subject that Uncle Charles was laying in. He +explained it to her, well knowing that he spoke to unsympathetic ears, +for whatever Doris might draw for her publishers, she was a passionate +and humble follower of those modern experimentalists who have made the +Slade School famous. The subject was, it seemed, to be a visit paid to +Joanna the mad and widowed mother of Charles V., at Tordesillas, by the +envoys of Henry VII., who were thus allowed by Ferdinand, the Queen's +father, to convince themselves that the Queen's profound melancholia +formed an insuperable barrier to the marriage proposals of the English +King. The figure of the distracted Queen, crouching in white beside a +window from which she could see the tomb of her dead and adored +husband, the Archduke Philip, and some of the splendid figures of the +English embassy, were already sketched. + +"I have been fit to hang myself over her!" said Bentley, pointing to the +Queen. "I tried model after model. At last I've got the very thing! She +comes to-day for the first time. You'll see her! Before she comes, I +must scrape out Joanna, so as to look at the thing quite fresh. But I +daresay I shall only make a few sketches of the lady to-day." + +"Who is she, and where did you get her!" + +Bentley laughed. "You won't like her, my dear! Never mind. Her +appearance is magnificent--whatever her mind and morals may be." + +And he described how he had heard of the lady from an artist friend who +had originally seen her at a music-hall, and had persuaded her to come +and sit to him. The comic haste and relief with which he had now +transferred her to Bentley lost nothing in Bentley's telling. Of course +she had "a fiend of a temper." "Wish you joy of her! Oh, don't ask me +about her! You'll find out for yourself." "I can manage her," said Uncle +Charles tranquilly. "I've had so many of 'em." + +"She is Spanish?" + +"Not at all. She is Italian. That is to say, her mother was a +Neapolitan, the daughter of a jeweller in Hatton Garden, and her father +an English bank clerk. The Neapolitans have a lot of Spanish blood in +them--hence, no doubt, the physique." + +"And she is a professional model!" + +"Nothing of the sort!--though she will probably become one. She is a +writer--Heaven save the mark!--and I have to pay her vast sums to get +her. It is the greatest favour." + +"A _writer_?" + +"Poetess!--and journalist!" said Uncle Charles, enjoying Doris's +puzzled look. "She sent me her poems yesterday. As to journalism"--his +eyes twinkled--"I say nothing--but this. Watch her _hats_! She has the +reputation--in certain circles--of being the best-hatted woman in +London. All this I get from the man who handed her on to me. As I said +to him, it depends on what 'London' you mean." + +"Married?" + +"Oh dear no, though of course she calls herself 'Madame' like the rest +of them--Madame Vavasour. I have reason, however, to believe that her +real name is Flink--Elena Flink. And I should say--very much on the +look-out for a husband; and meanwhile very much courted by boys--who go +to what she calls her 'evenings.' It is odd, the taste that some youths +have for these elderly Circes." + +"Elderly?" said Doris, busy the while with her own preparations. "I was +hoping for something young and beautiful!" + +"Young?--no!--an unmistakable thirty-five. Beautiful? Well, wait till +you see her ... H'm--that shoulder won't do!"--Doris had just placed a +preliminary sketch of one of her "subjects" under his eyes--"and that +bit of perspective in the corner wants a lot of seeing to. Look here!" +The old Academician, brought up in the spirit of Ingres--"le dessin, +c'est la probité!--le dessin, c'est l'honneur!"--fell eagerly to work on +the sketch, and Doris watched. + +They were both absorbed, when there was a knock at the door. Doris +turned hastily, expecting to see the model. Instead of which there +entered, in response to Bentley's "Come in!" a girl of four or five and +twenty, in a blue linen dress and a shady hat, who nodded a quiet "Good +afternoon" to the artist, and proceeded at once with an air of business +to a writing-table at the further end of the studio, covered with +papers. + +"Miss Wigram," said the artist, raising his voice, "let me introduce you +to my niece, Mrs. Meadows." + +The girl rose from her chair again and bowed. Then Doris saw that she +had a charming tired face, beautiful eyes on which she had just placed +spectacles, and soft brown hair framing her thin cheeks. + +"A novelty since you were here," whispered Bentley in Doris's ear. +"She's an accountant--capital girl! Since these Liberal budgets came +along, I can't keep my own accounts, or send in my own income-tax +returns--dash them! So she does the whole business for me--pays +everything--sees to everything--comes once a week. We shall all be run +by the women soon!" + + * * * * * + +The studio had grown very quiet. Through some glass doors open to the +garden came in little wandering winds which played with some loose +papers on the floor, and blew Doris's hair about her eyes as she stooped +over her easel, absorbed in her drawing. Apparently absorbed: her +subliminal mind, at least, was far away, wandering on a craggy Scotch +moor. A lady on a Scotch pony--she understood that Lady Dunstable often +rode with the shooters--and a tall man walking beside her, carrying, not +a gun, but a walking stick:--that was the vision in the crystal. Arthur +was too bad a shot to be tolerated in the Dunstable circle; had indeed +wisely announced from the beginning that he was not to be included among +the guns. All the more time for conversation, the give and take of wits, +the pleasures of the intellectual tilting-ground; the whole watered by +good wine, seasoned with the best of cooking, and lapped in the general +ease of a house where nobody ever thought of such a vulgar thing as +money except to spend it. + +Doris had in general a severe mind as to the rich and aristocratic +classes. Her own hard and thrifty life had disposed her to see them _en +noir_. But the sudden rush of a certain section of them to crowd +Arthur's lectures had been certainly mollifying. If it had not been for +the Vampire, Doris was well aware that her standards might have given +way. + +As it was, Lady Dunstable's exacting ways, her swoop, straight and +fierce, on the social morsel she desired, like that of an eagle on the +sheepfold, had made her, in Doris's sore consciousness, the +representative of thousands more; all greedy, able, domineering, +inevitably getting what they wanted, and more than they deserved; +against whom the starved and virtuous intellectuals of the professional +classes were bound to contend to the death. The story of that poor girl, +that clergyman's daughter, for instance--could anything have been more +insolent--more cruel? Doris burned to avenge her. + +Suddenly--a great clatter and noise in the passage leading from the +small house behind to the studio and garden. + +"Here she is!" + +Uncle Charles sprang up, and reached the studio door just as a shower of +knocks descended upon it from outside. He opened it, and on the +threshold there stood two persons; a stout lady in white, surmounted by +a huge black hat with a hearse-like array of plumes; and, behind her, a +tall and willowy youth, with--so far as could be seen through the chinks +of the hat--a large nose, fair hair, pale blue eyes, and a singular +deficiency of chin. He carried in his arms a tiny black Spitz with a +pink ribbon round its neck. + +The lady looked, frowning, into the interior of the studio. She held in +her hand a very large fan, with the handle of which she had been rapping +the door; and the black feathers with which she was canopied seemed to +be nodding in her eyes. + +"Maestro, you are not alone!" she said in a deep, reproachful voice. + +"My niece, Mrs. Meadows--Madame Vavasour," said Bentley, ushering in the +new-comer. + +Doris turned from her easel and bowed, only to receive a rather scowling +response. + +"And your friend?" As he spoke the artist looked blandly at the young +man. + +"I brought him to amuse me, Maestro. When I am dull my countenance +changes, and you cannot do it justice. He will talk to me--I shall be +animated--and you will profit." + +"Ah, no doubt!" said Bentley, smiling. "And your friend's name?" + +"Herbert Dunstable--Honourable Herbert Dunstable!--Signor Bentley," said +Madame Vavasour, advancing with a stately step into the room, and waving +peremptorily to the young man to follow. + +Doris sat transfixed and staring. Bentley turned to look at his niece, +and their eyes met--his full of suppressed mirth. The son!--the +unsatisfactory son! Doris remembered that his name was Herbert. In the +train of this third-rate sorceress! + +Her thoughts ran excitedly to the distant moors, and that magnificent +lady, with her circle of distinguished persons, holiday-making +statesmen, peers, diplomats, writers, and the like. Here was a humbler +scene! But Doris's fancy at once divined a score of links between it and +the high comedy yonder. + +Meanwhile, at the name of Dunstable, the girl accountant in the distance +had also moved sharply, so as to look at the young man. But in the +bustle of Madame Vavasour's entrance, and her passage to the sitter's +chair, the girl's gesture passed unnoticed. + +"I'm just worn out, Maestro!" said the model languidly, uplifting a +pair of tragic eyes to the artist. "I sat up half the night writing. I +had a subject which tormented me. But I have done something _splendid_! +Isn't it splendid, Herbert?" + +"Ripping!" said the young man, grinning widely. + +"Sit down!" said Madame, with a change of tone. And the youth sat down, +on the very low chair to which she pointed him, doing his best to +dispose of his long legs. + +"Give me the dog!" she commanded. "You have no idea how to hold +him--poor lamb!" + +The dog was handed to her; she took off her enormous hat with many sighs +of fatigue, and then, with the dog on her lap, asked how she was to sit. +Bentley explained that he wished to make a few preliminary sketches of +her head and bust, and proceeded to pose her. She accepted his +directions with a curious pettishness, as though they annoyed her; and +presently complained loudly that the chair was uncomfortable, and the +pose irksome. He handled her, however, with a good-humoured mixture of +flattery and persuasion, and at last, stepping back, surveyed the +result--well content. + +There was no doubt whatever that she was a very handsome woman, and that +her physical type--that of the more lethargic and heavily built +Neapolitan--suggested very happily the mad and melancholy Queen. She had +superb black hair, eyes profoundly dark, a low and beautiful brow, lips +classically fine, a powerful head and neck, and a complexion which, but +for the treatment given it, would have been of a clear and beautiful +olive. She wore a draggled dress of cream-coloured muslin, very +transparent over the shoulders, somewhat scandalously wanting at the +throat and breast, and very frayed and dirty round the skirt. Her feet, +which were large and plump, were cased in extremely pointed shoes with +large paste buckles; and as she crossed them on the stool provided for +them she showed a considerable amount of rather clumsy ankle. The hands +too were large, common, and ill-kept, and the wrists laden with +bracelets. She was adorned indeed with a great deal of jewellery, +including some startling earrings of a bright green stone. The hat, +which she had carefully placed on a chair beside her, was truly a +monstrosity!--but, as Doris guessed, an expensive monstrosity, such as +the Rue de la Paix provides, at anything from a hundred and fifty to two +hundred and fifty francs, for those of its cosmopolitan customers whom +it pillages and despises. How did the lady afford it? The rest of her +dress suggested a struggle with small means, waged by one who was greedy +for effect, obtained at a minimum of trouble. That she was rouged and +powdered goes without saying. + +And the young man? Doris perceived at once his likeness to his father--a +feeble likeness. But he was evidently simple and good-natured, and to +all appearance completely in the power of the enchantress. He fanned her +assiduously. He picked up all the various belongings--gloves, +handkerchiefs, handbag--which she perpetually let fall. He ran after the +dog whenever it escaped from the lady's lap and threatened mischief in +the studio; and by way of amusing her--the purpose for which he had been +imported--he kept up a stream of small cryptic gossip about various +common acquaintances, most of whom seemed to belong to the music-hall +profession, and to be either "stars" or the satellites of "stars." +Madame listened to him with avidity, and occasionally broke into a +giggling laugh. She had, however, two manners, and two kinds of +conversation, which she adopted with the young man and the Academician +respectively. Her talk with the youth suggested the jealous ascendency +of a coarse-minded woman. She occasionally flattered him, but more +generally she teased or "ragged" him. She seemed indeed to feel him +securely in her grip; so that there was no need to pose for him, +as--figuratively as well as physically--she posed for Bentley. To the +artist she gave her opinions on pictures or books--on the novels of Mr. +Wells, or the plays of Mr. Bernard Shaw--in the languid or drawling tone +of accepted authority; dropping every now and then into a broad cockney +accent, which produced a startling effect, like that of unexpected +garlic in cookery. Bentley's gravity was often severely tried, and Doris +altered the position of her own easel so that he and she could not see +each other. Meanwhile Madame took not the smallest notice of Mr. +Bentley's niece, and Doris made no advances to the young man, to whom +her name was clearly quite unknown. Had Circe really got him in her +toils? Doris judged him soft-headed and soft-hearted; no match at all +for the lady. The thought of her walking the lawns or the drawing-rooms +of Crosby Ledgers as the betrothed of the heir stirred in Arthur +Meadows's wife a silent, and--be it confessed!--a malicious convulsion. +Such mothers, so self-centred, so set on their own triumphs, with their +intellectual noses so very much in the clouds, deserved such sons! She +promised herself to keep her own counsel, and watch the play. + +The sitting lasted for two hours. When it was over, Uncle Charles, all +smiles and satisfaction, went with his visitors to the front door. + +He was away some little time, and returned, bubbling, to the studio. + +"She's been cross-examining me about her poems! I had to confess I +hadn't read a word of them. And now she's offered to recite next time +she comes! Good Heavens--how can I get out of it? I believe, Doris, +she's hooked that young idiot! She told me she was engaged to him. Do +you know anything of his people?" + +The girl accountant suddenly came forward. She looked flushed and +distressed. + +"I do!" she said, with energy. "Can't somebody stop that? It will break +their hearts!" + +Doris and Uncle Charles looked at her in amazement. + +"Whose hearts?" said the painter. + +"Lord and Lady Dunstable's." + +"You know them?" exclaimed Doris. + +"I used to know them--quite well," said the girl, quietly. "My father +had one of Lord Dunstable's livings. He died last year. He didn't like +Lady Dunstable. He quarrelled with her, because--because she once did a +very rude thing to me. But this would be _too_ awful! And poor Lord +Dunstable! Everybody likes him. Oh--it must be stopped!--it _must_!" + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +When Doris reached home that evening, the little Kensington house, with +half its carpets up and all but two of its rooms under dust-sheets, +looked particularly lonely and unattractive. Arthur's study was +unrecognisable. No cheerful litter anywhere. No smell of tobacco, no +sign of a male presence! Doris, walking restlessly from room to room, +had never felt so forsaken, so dismally certain that the best of life +was done. Moreover, she had fully expected to find a letter from Arthur +waiting for her; and there was nothing. + +It was positively comic that under such circumstances anybody should +expect her--Doris Meadows--to trouble her head about Lady Dunstable's +affairs. Of course she would feel it if her son made a ridiculous and +degrading marriage. But why not?--why shouldn't he come to grief like +anybody else's son? Why should heaven and earth be moved in order to +prevent it?--especially by the woman to whose possible jealousy and pain +Lady Dunstable had certainly never given the most passing thought. + +All the same, the distress shown by that odd girl, Miss Wigram, and her +appeal both to the painter and his niece to intervene and save the +foolish youth, kept echoing in Doris's memory, although neither she nor +Bentley had received it with any cordiality. Doris had soon made out +that this girl, Alice Wigram, was indeed the clergyman's daughter whom +Lady Dunstable had snubbed so unkindly some twelve months before. She +was evidently a sweet-natured, susceptible creature, to whom Lord +Dunstable had taken a fancy, in his fatherly way, during occasional +visits to her father's rectory, and of whom he had spoken to his wife. +That Lady Dunstable should have unkindly slighted this motherless girl, +who had evidently plenty of natural capacity under her shyness, was just +like her, and Doris's feelings of antagonism to the tyrant were only +sharpened by her acquaintance with the victim. Why should Miss Wigram +worry her self? Lord Dunstable? Well, but after all, capable men should +keep such wives in order. If Lord Dunstable had not been scandalously +weak, Lady Dunstable would not have become a terror to her sex. + +As for Uncle Charles, he had simply declined all responsibility in the +matter. He had never seen the Dunstables, wouldn't know them from Adam, +and had no concern whatever in what happened to their son. The situation +merely excited in him one man's natural amusement at the folly of +another. The boy was more than of age. Really he and his mother must +look after themselves. To meddle with the young man's love affairs, +simply because he happened to visit your studio in the company of a +lady, would be outrageous. So the painter laughed, shook his head, and +went back to his picture. Then Miss Wigram, looking despondently from +the silent Doris to the artist at work, had said with sudden energy, "I +must find out about her! I'm--I'm sure she's a horrid woman! Can you +tell me, sir"--she addressed Bentley--"the name of the gentleman who was +painting her before she came here?" + +Bentley had hummed and hawed a little, twisting his red moustache, and +finally had given the name and address; whereupon Miss Wigram had +gathered up her papers, some of which had drifted to the floor between +her table and Doris's easel, and had taken an immediate departure, a +couple of hours before her usual time, throwing, as she left the +studio, a wistful and rather puzzled look at Mrs. Meadows. + +Doris congratulated herself that she had kept her own counsel on the +subject of the Dunstables, both with Uncle Charles and Miss Wigram. +Neither of them had guessed that she had any personal acquaintance with +them. She tried now to put the matter out of her thoughts. Jane brought +in a tray for her mistress, and Doris supped meagrely in Arthur's +deserted study, thinking, as the sunset light came in across the dusty +street, of that flame and splendour which such weather must be kindling +on the moors, of the blue and purple distances, the glens of rocky +mountains hung in air, "the gleam, the shadow, and the peace supreme"! +She remembered how on their September honeymoon they had wandered in +Ross-shire, how the whole land was dyed crimson by the heather, and how +impossible it was to persuade Arthur to walk discreetly rather than, +like any cockney tripper, with his arm round his sweetheart. Scotland +had not been far behind the Garden of Eden under those circumstances. +But Arthur was now pursuing the higher, the intellectual joys. + +She finished her supper, and then sat down to write to her husband. Was +she going to tell him anything about the incident of the afternoon? Why +should she? Why should she give him the chance of becoming more than +ever Lady Dunstable's friend--pegging out an eternal claim upon her +gratitude? + +Doris wrote her letter. She described the progress of the spring +cleaning; she reported that her sixth illustration was well forward, and +that Uncle Charles was wrestling with another historical picture, a +_machine_ neither better nor worse than all the others. She thought that +after all Jane would soon give warning; and she, Doris, had spent three +pounds in petty cash since he went away; how, she could not remember, +but it was all in her account book. + +And she concluded: + + I understand then that we meet at Crewe on Friday fortnight? I have + heard of a lodging near Capel Curig which sounds delightful. We + might do a week's climbing and then go on to the sea. I really + _shall_ want a holiday. Has there not been ten minutes even--since + you arrived--to write a letter in?--or a postcard? Shall I send you + a few addressed? + +Having thus finished what seemed to her the dullest letter she had ever +written in her life, she looked at it a while, irresolutely, then put it +in an envelope hastily, addressed, stamped it, and rang the bell for +Jane to run across the street with it and post it. After which, she sat +idle a little while with flushed cheeks, while the twilight gathered. + + * * * * * + +The gate of the trim front garden swung on its hinges. Doris turned to +look. She saw, to her astonishment, that the girl-accountant of the +morning, Miss Wigram, was coming up the flagged path to the house. What +could she want? + +"Oh, Mrs. Meadows--I'm so sorry to disturb you--" said the visitor, in +some agitation, as Doris, summoned by Jane, entered the dust-sheeted +drawing-room. "But you dropped an envelope with an address this +afternoon. I picked it up with some of my papers and never discovered it +till I got home." + +She held out the envelope. Doris took it, and flushed vividly. It was +the envelope with his Scotch address which Arthur had written out for +her before leaving home--"care of the Lord Dunstable, Franick Castle, +Pitlochry, Perthshire, N.B." She had put it in her portfolio, out of +which it had no doubt slipped while she was at work. + +She and Miss Wigram eyed each other. The girl was evidently agitated. +But she seemed not to know how to begin what she had to say. + +Doris broke the silence. + +"You were astonished to find that I know the Dunstables?" + +"Oh, no!--I didn't think--" stammered her visitor--"I supposed some +friend of yours might be staying there." + +"My husband is staying there," said Doris, quietly. Really it was too +much trouble to tell a falsehood. Her pride refused. + +"Oh, I see!" cried Miss Wigram, though in fact she was more bewildered +than before. Why should this extraordinary little lady have behaved at +the studio as if she had never heard of the Dunstables, and be now +confessing that her husband was actually staying in their house? + +Doris smiled--with perfect self-possession. + +"Please sit down. You think it odd, of course, that I didn't tell you I +knew the Dunstables, while we were talking about them. The fact is I +didn't want to be mixed up with the affair at all. We have only lately +made acquaintance with the Dunstables. Lady Dunstable is my husband's +friend. I don't like her very much. But neither of us knows her well +enough to go and tell her tales about her son." + +Miss Wigram considered--her gentle, troubled eyes bent upon Doris. "Of +course--I know--how many people dislike Lady Dunstable. She did +a--rather cruel thing to me once. The thought of it humiliated and +discouraged me for a long time. It made me almost glad to leave home. +And of course she hasn't won Mr. Herbert's confidence at all. She has +always snubbed and disapproved of him. Oh, I knew him very little. I +have hardly ever spoken to him. You saw he didn't recognise me this +afternoon. But my father used to go over to Crosby Ledgers to coach him +in the holidays, and he often told me that as a boy he was _terrified_ +of his mother. She either took no notice of him at all, or she was +always sneering at him, and scolding him. As soon as ever he came of age +and got a little money of his own, he declared he wouldn't live at home. +His father wanted him to go into Parliament or the army, but he said he +hated the army, and if he was such a dolt as his mother thought him it +would be ridiculous to attempt politics. And so he just drifted up to +town and looked out for people that would make much of him, and wouldn't +snub him. And that, of course, was how he got into the toils of a woman +like that!" + +The girl threw up her hands tragically. + +Doris sat up, with energy. + +"But what on earth," she said, "does it matter to you or to me?" + +"Oh, can't you see?" said the other, flushing deeply, and with the tears +in her eyes. "My father had one of Lord Dunstable's livings. We lived on +that estate for years. Everybody loved Lord Dunstable. And though Lady +Dunstable makes enemies, there's a great respect for the _family_. +They've been there since Queen Elizabeth's time. And it's _dreadful_ to +think of a woman like--well, like that!--reigning at Crosby Ledgers. I +think of the poor people. Lady Dunstable's good to them; though of +course you wouldn't hear anything about it, unless you lived there. She +tries to do her duty to them--she really does--in her own way. And, of +course, they _respect_ her. No Dunstable has ever done anything +disgraceful! Isn't there something in '_Noblesse oblige'? Think_ of this +woman at the head of that estate!" + +"Well, upon my word," said Doris, after a pause, "you _are_ feudal. +Don't you feel yourself that you are old-fashioned?" + +Mrs. Meadows's half-sarcastic look at first intimidated her visitor, and +then spurred her into further attempts to explain herself. + +"I daresay it's old-fashioned," she said slowly, "but I'm sure it's +what father would have felt. Anyway, I went off to try and find out what +I could. I went first to a little club I belong to--for professional +women--near the Strand, and I asked one or two women I found there--who +know artists--and models--and write for papers. And very soon I found +out a great deal. I didn't have to go to the man whose address Mr. +Bentley gave me. Madame Vavasour _is_ a horrid woman! This is not the +first young man she's fleeced--by a long way. There was a man--younger +than Mr. Dunstable, a boy of nineteen--three years ago. She got him to +promise to marry her; and the parents came down, and paid her enormously +to let him go. Now she's got through all that money, and she boasts +she's going to marry young Dunstable before his parents know anything +about it. She's going to make sure of a peerage this time. Oh, she's +odious! She's greedy, she's vulgar, she's false! And of course"--the +girl's eyes grew wide and scared--"there may be other things much worse. +How do we know?" + +"How do we know indeed!" said Doris, with a shrug. "Well!"--she turned +her eyes full upon her guest--"and what are you going to do?" + +An eager look met hers. + +"Couldn't you--couldn't you write to Mr. Meadows, and ask him to warn +Lady Dunstable?" + +Doris shook her head. + +"Why don't you do it yourself?" + +The girl flushed uncomfortably. "You see, father quarrelled with her +about that unkind thing she did to me--oh, it isn't worth telling!--but +he wrote her an angry letter, and they never spoke afterwards. Lady +Dunstable never forgives that kind of thing. If people find fault with +her, she just drops them. I don't believe she'd read a letter from me!" + +"_Les offensés_, etc.," said Doris, meditating. "But what are the facts? +Has the boy actually promised to marry her? She may have been telling +lies to my uncle." + +"She tells everybody so. I saw a girl who knows her quite well. They +write for the same paper--it's a fashion paper. You saw that hat, by the +way, she had on? She gets them as perquisites from the smart shops she +writes about. She has a whole cupboard of them at home, and when she +wants money she sells them for what she can get. Well, she told me that +Madame--they all call her Madame, though they all know quite well that +she's not married, and that her name is Flink--boasts perpetually of her +engagement. It seems that he was ill in the winter--in his lodgings. His +mother knew nothing about it--he wouldn't tell her, and Madame nursed +him, and made a fuss of him. And Mr. Dunstable thought he owed her a +great deal--and she made scenes and told him she had compromised herself +by coming to nurse him--and all that kind of nonsense. And at last he +promised to marry her--in writing. And now she's so sure of him that she +just bullies him--you saw how she ordered him about to-day." + +"Well, why doesn't he marry her, if he's such a fool--why hasn't he +married her long ago?" cried Doris. + +Miss Wigram looked distressed. + +"I don't know. My friend thinks it's his father. She believes, at least, +that he doesn't want to get married without telling Lord Dunstable; and +that, of course, means telling his mother. And he hates the thought of +the letters and the scenes. So he keeps it hanging on; and lately Madame +has been furious with him, and is always teasing and sniffing at him. +He's dreadfully weak, and my friend's afraid that before he's made up +his own mind what to do that woman will have carried him off to a +registry office--and got the horrid thing done for good and all." + +There was silence a moment. After which Doris said, with a cold +decision: + +"You can't imagine how absurd it seems to me that you should come and +ask me to help Lady Dunstable with her son. There is nobody in the world +less helpless than Lady Dunstable, and nobody who would be less grateful +for being helped. I really cannot meddle with it." + +She rose as she spoke, and Miss Wigram rose too. + +"Couldn't you--couldn't you--" said the girl pleadingly--"just ask Mr. +Meadows to warn Lord Dunstable? I'm thinking of the villagers, and the +farmers, and the schools--all the people we used to love. Father was +there twenty years! To think of the dear place given over--some day--to +that creature!" + +Her charming eyes actually filled with tears. Doris was touched, but at +the same time set on edge. This loyalty that people born and bred in the +country feel to our English country system--what an absurd and unreal +frame of mind! And when our country system produces Lady Dunstables! + +"They have such a pull!"--she thought angrily--"such a hideously unfair +pull, over other people! The way everybody rushes to help them when they +get into a mess--to pick up the pieces--and sweep it all up! It's +irrational--it's sickening! Let them look after themselves--and pay for +their own misdeeds like the rest of us." + +"I can't interfere--I really can't!" she said, straightening her slim +shoulders. "It is not as though we were old friends of Lord and Lady +Dunstable. Don't you see how very awkward it would be? Let me advise +you just to watch the thing a little, and then to apply to somebody in +the Crosby Ledgers neighbourhood. You must have some friends or +acquaintances there, who at any rate could do more than we could. And +perhaps after all it's a mare's nest, and the young man doesn't mean to +marry her at all!" + +The girl's anxious eyes scanned Doris's unyielding countenance; then +with a sigh she gave up her attempt, and said "Good-bye." Doris went +with her to the door. + +"We shall meet to-morrow, shan't we?" she said, feeling a vague +compunction. "And I suppose this woman will be there again. You can keep +an eye on her. Are you living alone--or are you with friends?" + +"Oh, I'm in a boarding-house," said Miss Wigram, hastily. Then as though +she recognised the new softness in Doris's look, she added, "I'm quite +comfortable there--and I've a great deal of work. Good night." + + * * * * * + +"All alone!--with that gentle face--and that terrible amount of +conscience--hard lines!" thought Doris, as she reflected on her visitor. +"I felt a black imp beside her!" + +All the same, the letter which Mrs. Meadows received by the following +morning's post was not at all calculated to melt the "black imp" +further. Arthur wrote in a great hurry to beg that she would not go on +with their Welsh plans--for the moment. + + Lady D---- has insisted on my going on a short yachting cruise with + her and Miss Field, the week after next. She wants to show me the + West Coast, and they have a small cottage in the Shetlands where we + should stay a night or two and watch the sea-birds. It _may_ keep me + away another week or fortnight, but you won't mind, dear, will you? + I am getting famously rested, and really the house is very + agreeable. In these surroundings Lady Dunstable is less of the + _bas-bleu_, and more of the woman. You _must_ make up your mind to + come another year! You would soon get over your prejudice and make + friends with her. She looks after us all--she talks brilliantly--and + I haven't seen her rude to anybody since I arrived. There are some + very nice people here, and altogether I am enjoying it. Don't you + work too hard--and don't let the servants harry you. Post just + going. Good night! + +Another week or fortnight!--five weeks, or nearly, altogether. Doris was +sorely wounded. She went to look at herself in the mirror over the +chimney-piece. Was she not thin and haggard for want of rest and +holiday? Would not the summer weather be all done by the time Arthur +graciously condescended to come back to her? Were there not dark lines +under her eyes, and was she not feeling a limp and wretched creature, +unfit for any exertion? What was wrong with her? She hated her +drawing--she hated everything. And there was Arthur, proposing to go +yachting with Lady Dunstable!--while she might toil and moil--all +alone--in this August London! The tears rushed into her eyes. Her pride +only just saved her from a childish fit of crying. + +But in the end resentment came to her aid, together with an angry and +redoubled curiosity as to what might be happening to Lady Dunstable's +precious son while Lady Dunstable was thus absorbed in robbing other +women of their husbands. Doris hurried her small household affairs, that +she might get off early to the studio; and as she put on her hat, her +fancy drew vindictive pictures of the scene which any day might +realise--the scene at Franick Castle, when Lady Dunstable, unsuspecting, +should open the letter which announced to her the advent of her +daughter-in-law, Elena, _née_ Flink--or should gather the same unlovely +fact from a casual newspaper paragraph. As for interfering between her +and her rich deserts, Doris vowed to herself she would not lift a +finger. That incredibly forgiving young woman, Miss Wigram, might do as +she pleased. But when a mother pursues her own selfish ends so as to +make her only son dislike and shun her, let her take what comes. It was +in the mood of an Erinnys that Doris made her way northwards to Campden +Hill, and nobody perceiving the slight erect figure in the corner of the +omnibus could possibly have guessed at the storm within. + +The August day was hot and lifeless. Heat mist lay over the park, and +over the gardens on the slopes of Campden Hill. Doris could hardly drag +her weary feet along, as she walked from where the omnibus had set her +down to her uncle's studio. But it was soon evident that within the +studio itself there was animation enough. From the long passage +approaching it Doris heard someone shouting--declaiming--what appeared +to be verse. Madame, of course, reciting her own poems--poor Uncle +Charles! Doris stopped outside the door, which was slightly open, to +listen, and heard these astonishing lines--delivered very slowly and +pompously, in a thick, strained voice: + + "My heart is adamant! The tear-drops drip and drip-- + Force their slow path, and tear their desperate way. + The vulture Pain sits close, to snip--and snip--and snip + My sad, sweet life to ruin--well-a-day! + I am deceived--a bleating lamb bereft!--who goes + Baa-baaing to the moon o'er lonely lands. + Through all my shivering veins a tender fervour flows; + I cry to Love--'Reach out, my Lord, thy hands! + And save me from these ugly beasts who ramp and rage + Around me all day long--beasts fell and sore-- + Envy, and Hate, and Calumny!--do thou assuage + Their impious mouths, O splendid Love, and floor + Their hideous tactics, and their noisome spleen, + Withering to dust the awful "Might-Have-Been!"'" + +"Goodness! 'Howls the Sublime' indeed!" thought Doris, gurgling with +laughter in the passage. As soon as she had steadied her face she opened +the studio door, and perceived Lady Dunstable's prospective +daughter-in-law standing in the middle of the studio, head thrown back +and hands outstretched, invoking the Cyprian. The shriek of the first +lines had died away in a stage whisper; the reciter was glaring fiercely +into vacancy. + +Doris's merry eyes devoured the scene. On the chair from which the model +had risen she had deposited yet another hat, so large, so audacious and +beplumed that it seemed to have a positive personality, a positive +swagger of its own, and to be winking roguishly at the audience. +Meanwhile Madame's muslin dress of the day before had been exchanged for +something more appropriate to the warmth of her poetry--a tawdry +flame-coloured satin, in which her "too, too solid" frame was tightly +sheathed. Her coal-black hair, tragically wild, looked as though no comb +had been near it for a month, and the gloves drawn half-way up the bare +arms hardly remembered they had ever been white. + +A slovenly, dishevelled, vulgar woman, reciting bombastic nonsense! And +yet!--a touch of Southern magnificence, even of Southern grace, amid the +cockney squalor and finery. Doris coolly recognised it, as she stood, +herself invisible, behind her uncle's large easel. Thence she perceived +also the other persons in the studio:--Bentley sitting in front of the +poetess, hiding his eyes with one hand, and nervously tapping the arm of +his chair with the other; to the right of him--seen sideways--the lanky +form, flushed face, and open mouth of young Dunstable; and in the far +distance, Miss Wigram. + +Then--a surprising thing! The awkward pause following the recitation was +suddenly broken by a loud and uncontrollable laugh. Doris, startled, +turned to look at young Dunstable. For it was he who had laughed. Madame +also shook off her stage trance to look--a thunderous frown upon her +handsome face. The young man laughed on--laughed hysterically--burying +his face in his hands. Madame Vavasour--all attitudes thrown aside--ran +up to him in a fury. + +"Why are you laughing? You insult me!--you have done it before. And now +before strangers--it is too much! I insist that you explain!" + +She stood over him, her eyes blazing. The youth, still convulsed, did +his best to quiet the paroxysm which had seized him, and at last said, +gasping: + +"I was--I was thinking--of your reciting that at Crosby Ledgers--to my +mother--and--and what she would say." + +Even under her rouge it could be seen that the poetess turned a grey +white. + +"And pray--what would she say?" + +The question was delivered with apparent calm. But Madame's eyes were +dangerous. Doris stepped forward. Her uncle stayed her with a gesture. +He himself rose, but Madame fiercely waved him aside. Miss Wigram, in +the distance, had also moved forward--and paused. + +"What would she say?" demanded Madame, again--at the sword's point. + +"I--I don't know--" said young Dunstable, helplessly, still shaking. +"I--I think--she'd laugh." + +And he went off again, hysterically, trying in vain to stop the fit. +Madame bit her lip. Then came a torrent of Italian--evidently a torrent +of abuse; and then she lifted a gloved hand and struck the young man +violently on the cheek. + +"Take that!--you insolent--you--you barbarian! You are my _fiancé_,--my +promised husband--and you mock at me; you will encourage your stuck-up +mother to mock at me--I know you will! But I tell you--" + +The speaker, however, had stopped abruptly, and instead of saying +anything more she fell back panting, her eyes on the young man. For +Herbert Dunstable had risen. At the blow, an amazing change had passed +over his weak countenance and weedy frame. He put his hand to his +forehead a moment, as though trying to collect his thoughts, and then he +turned--quietly--to look for his hat and stick. + +"Where are you going, Herbert?" stammered Madame. "I--I was carried +away--I forgot myself!" + +"I think not," said the young man, who was extremely pale. "This is not +the first time. I bid you good morning, Madame--and good-bye!" + +He stood looking at the now frightened woman, with a strange, surprised +look, like one just emerging from a semi-conscious state; and in that +moment, as Doris seemed to perceive, the traditions of his birth and +breeding had returned upon him; something instinctive and inherited had +reappeared; and the gentlemanly, easy-going father, who yet, as Doris +remembered, when matters were serious "always got his way," was +there--strangely there--in the degenerate son. + +"Where are you going?" repeated Madame, eyeing him. "You promised to +give me lunch." + +"I regret--I have an engagement. Mr. Bentley--when the sitting is +over--will you kindly see--Miss Flink--into a taxi? I thank you very +much for allowing me to come and watch your work. I trust the picture +will be a success. Good-bye!" + +He held out his hand to Bentley, and bowed to Doris. Madame made a rush +at him. But Bentley held her back. He seized her arms, indeed, quietly +but irresistibly, while the young man made his retreat. Then, with a +shriek, Madame fell back on her chair, pretending to faint, and Bentley, +in no hurry, went to her assistance, while Doris slipped out after young +Dunstable. She overtook him on the door-step. + +"Mr. Dunstable, may I speak to you?" + +He turned in astonishment, showing a grim pallor which touched her pity. + +"I know your mother and father," said Doris hurriedly; "at least my +husband and I were staying at Crosby Ledges some weeks ago, and my +husband is now in Scotland with your people. His name is Arthur Meadows. +I am Mrs. Meadows. I--I don't know whether I could help you. You +seem"--her smile flashed out--"to be in a horrid mess!" + +The young man looked in perplexity at the small, trim lady before him, +as though realising her existence for the first time. Her honest eyes +were bent upon him with the same expression she had often worn when +Arthur had come to her with some confession of folly--the expression +which belongs to the maternal side of women, and is at once mocking and +sweet. It said--"Of course you are a great fool!--most men are. But +that's the _raison d'être_ of women! Suppose we go into the business!" + +"You're very kind--" he groaned--"awfully kind. I'm ashamed you should +have seen--such a thing. Nobody can help me--thank you very much. I am +engaged to that lady--I've promised to marry her. Oh, she's got any +amount of evidence. I've been an ass--and worse. But I can't get out of +it. I don't mean to try to get out of it. I promised of my own free +will. Only I've found out now I can never live with her. Her temper is +fiendish. It degrades her--and me. But you saw! She has made my life a +burden to me lately, because I wouldn't name a day for us to be married. +I wanted to see my father quietly first--without my mother knowing--and +I have been thinking how to manage it--and funking it of course--I +always do funk things. But what she did just now has settled it--it has +been blowing up for a long time. I shall marry her--at a registry +office--as soon as possible. Then I shall separate from her, and--I +hope--never see her again. The lawyers will arrange that--and money! +Thank you--it's awfully good of you to want to help me--but you +can't--nobody can." + +Doris had drawn her companion into her uncle's small dining-room and +closed the door. She listened to his burst of confidence with a puzzled +concern. + +"Why must you marry her?" she said abruptly, when he paused. "Break it +off! It would be far best." + +"No. I promised. I--" he stammered a little--"I seem to have done her +harm--her reputation, I mean. There is only one thing could let me off. +She swore to me that--well!--that she was a good woman--that there was +nothing in her past--you understand--" + +"And you know of nothing?" said Doris, gravely. + +"Nothing. And you don't think I'm going to try and ferret out things +against her!" cried the youth, flushing. "No--I must just bear it." + +"It's your parents that will have to bear it!" + +His face hardened. + +"My mother might have prevented it," he said bitterly. "However, I won't +go into that. My father will see I couldn't do anything else. I'd better +get it over. I'm going to my lawyers now. They'll take a few days over +what I want." + +"You'll tell your father?" + +"I--I don't know," he said, irresolutely. She noticed that he did not +try to pledge her not to give him away. And she, on her side, did not +threaten to do so. She argued with him a little more, trying to get at +his real thoughts, and to straighten them out for him. But it was +evident he had made up such mind as he had, and that his sudden +resolution--even the ugly scene which had made him take it--had been a +relief. He knew at last where he stood. + +So presently Doris let him go. They parted, liking each other decidedly. +He thanked her warmly--though drearily--for taking an interest in him, +and he said to her on the threshold: + +"Some day, I hope, you'll come to Crosby Ledgers again, Mrs. +Meadows--and I'll be there--for once! Then I'll tell you--if you +care--more about it. Thanks awfully! Good-bye." + + * * * * * + +Later on, when "Miss Flink," in a state of sulky collapse, had been sent +home in her taxi, Doris, Bentley, and Miss Wigram held a conference. But +it came to little. Bentley, the hater of "rows," simply could not be +moved to take the thing up. "I kept her from scalping him!--" he +laughed--"and I'm not due for any more!" Doris said little. A whirl of +arguments and projects were in her mind. But she kept her own counsel +about them. As to the possibility of inducing the man to break it off, +she repeated the only condition on which it could be done; at which +Uncle Charles laughed, and Alice Wigram fell into a long and thoughtful +silence. + + * * * * * + +Doris arrived at home rather early. What with the emotions of the day, +the heat, and her work, she was strangely tired and over-done. After tea +she strolled out into Kensington Gardens, and sat under the shade of +trees already autumnal, watching the multitude of children--children of +the people--enjoying the nation's park all to themselves, in the +complete absence of their social betters. What ducks they were, some of +them--the little, grimy, round-faced things--rolling on the grass, or +toddling after their sisters and brothers. They turned large, +inquisitive eyes upon her, which seemed to tease her heart-strings. + +And suddenly,--it was in Kensington Gardens that out of the heart of a +long and vague reverie there came a flash--an illumination--which wholly +changed the life and future of Doris Meadows. After the thought in which +it took shape had seized upon her, she sat for some time motionless; +then rising to her feet, tottering a little, like one in bewilderment, +she turned northwards, and made her way hurriedly towards Lancaster +Gate. In a house there, lived a lady, a widowed lady, who was Doris's +godmother, and to whom Doris--who had lost her own mother in her +childhood--had turned for counsel before now. How long it was since she +had seen "Cousin Julia"!--nearly two months. And here she was, hastening +to her, and not able to bear the thought that in all human probability +Cousin Julia was not in town. + +But, by good luck, Doris found her godmother, perching in London between +a Devonshire visit and a Scotch one. They talked long, and Doris walked +slowly home across the park. A glory of spreading sun lay over the +grassy glades; the Serpentine held reflections of a sky barred with +rose; London, transfigured, seemed a city of pearl and fire. And in +Doris's heart there was a glory like that of the evening,--and, like the +burning sky, bearing with it a promise of fair days to come. The glory +and the promise stole through all her thoughts, softening and +transmuting everything. + +"When _he_ grows up--if he were to marry such a woman--and I didn't +know--if all _his_ life--and mine--were spoilt--and nobody said a word!" + +Her eyes filled with tears. She seemed to be walking with Arthur through +a world of beauty, hand in hand. + +How many hours to Pitlochry? She ran into the Kensington house, asking +for railway guides, and peremptorily telling Jane to get down the small +suitcase from the box-room at once. + + + + +PART III + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +"'Barbarians, Philistines, Populace!'" + +The young golden-haired man of letters who was lounging on the grass +beside Arthur Meadows repeated the words to himself in an absent voice, +turning over the pages meanwhile of a book lying before him, as though +in search of a passage he had noticed and lost. He presently found it +again, and turned laughing towards Meadows, who was trifling with a +French novel. + +"Do you remember this passage in _Culture and Anarchy_--'I often, +therefore, when I want to distinguish clearly the aristocratic class +from the Philistines proper, or middle class, name the former, in my own +mind, _the Barbarians_. And when I go through the country, and see this +or that beautiful and imposing seat of theirs crowning the landscape, +"There," I say to myself, "is a great fortified post of the +Barbarians!"'" + +The youth pointed smiling to the fine Scotch house seen sideways on the +other side of the lawn. Its turreted and battlemented front rose high +above the low and spreading buildings which made the bulk of the house, +so that it was a feudal castle--by no means, however, so old as it +looked--on a front view, and a large and roomy villa from the rear. +Meadows, looking at it, appreciated the fitness of the quotation, and +laughed in response. + +"Ungrateful wretch," he said--"after that dinner last night!" + +"All the same, Matthew Arnold had that dinner in mind--_chef_ and all! +Listen! 'The graver self of the Barbarian likes honours and +consideration; his more relaxed self, field-sports and pleasures.' +Isn't it exact? Grouse-driving in the morning--bridge, politics, +Cabinet-making, and the best of food in the evening. And I should put +our hostess very high--wouldn't you?--among the chatelaines of the +'great fortified posts'?" + +Meadows assented, but rather languidly. The day was extremely hot; he +was tired, moreover, by a long walk with the guns the day before, and by +conversation after dinner, led by Lady Dunstable, which had lasted up to +nearly one o'clock in the morning. The talk had been brilliant, no +doubt. Meadows, however, did not feel that he had come off very well in +it. His hostess had deliberately pitted him against two of the ablest +men in England, and he was well aware that he had disappointed her. Lady +Dunstable had a way of behaving to her favourite author or artist of the +moment as though she were the fancier and he the cock. She fought him +against the other people's cocks with astonishing zeal and passion; and +whenever he failed to kill, or lost too many feathers in the process, +her annoyance was evident. + +Meadows was in truth becoming a little tired of her dictation, although +it was only ten days since he had arrived under her roof. There was a +large amount of lethargy combined with his ability; and he hated to be +obliged to live at any pace but his own. But Rachel Dunstable was an +imperious friend, never tired herself, apparently, either in mind or +body; and those who could not walk, eat, and talk to please her were apt +to know it. Her opinions too, both political and literary, were in some +directions extremely violent; and though, in general, argument and +contradiction gave her pleasure, she had her days and moods, and Meadows +had already suffered occasional sets-down, of a kind to which he was not +accustomed. + +But if he was--just a little--out of love with his new friend, in all +other respects he was enjoying himself enormously. The long days on the +moors, the luxurious life indoors, the changing and generally agreeable +company, all the thousand easements and pleasures that wealth brings +with it, the skilled service, the motors, the costly cigars, the +wines--there was a Sybarite in Meadows which revelled in them all. He +had done without them; he would do without them again; but there they +were exceedingly good creatures of God, while they lasted; and only the +hypocrites pretended otherwise. His sympathy, in the old +poverty-stricken days, would have been all with the plaintive +American--"There's d-----d good times in the world, and I ain't in +'em." + +All the same, the fleshpots of Pitlochry had by no means put his wife +out of his mind. His incurable laziness and procrastination in small +things had led him to let slip post after post; but that very morning, +at any rate, he had really written her a decent letter. And he was +beginning to be anxious to hear from her about the yachting plan. If +Lady Dunstable had asked him a few days later, he was not sure he would +have accepted so readily. After all, the voyage might be stormy, and the +lady--difficult. Doris must be dull in London,--"poor little cat!" + +But then a very natural wrath returned upon him. Why on earth had she +stayed behind? No doubt Lady Dunstable was formidable, but so was Doris +in her own way. "She'd soon have held her own. Lady D. would have had to +come to terms!" However, he remembered with some compunction that Doris +did seem to have been a good deal neglected at Crosby Ledgers, and that +he had not done much to help her. + + * * * * * + +It was an "off" day for the shooters, and Lady Dunstable's guests were +lounging about the garden, writing letters or playing a little leisurely +golf on the lower reaches of the moor. Some of the ladies, indeed, had +not yet appeared downstairs; a sleepy heat reigned over the valley with +its winding stream, and veiled the distant hills. Meadows's companion, +Ralph Barrow, a young novelist of promise, had gone fast asleep on the +grass; Meadows was drowsing over his book; the dogs slept on the terrace +steps; and in the summer silence the murmur of the river far below stole +up the hill on which the house stood, and its soft song held the air. + +Suddenly there was a disturbance. The dogs sprang up and barked. There +was a firm step on the gravel. Lady Dunstable, stick in hand, her short +leather-bound skirt showing boots and gaiters of the most business-like +description, came quickly towards the seat on which Meadows sat. + +"Mr. Meadows, I summon you for a walk! Sir Luke and Mr. Frome are +coming. We propose to get to the tarn and back before lunch." + +The tarn was at least two miles away, a stiff climb over difficult moor. +Meadows, startled from something very near sleep, looked up, and a +spirit of revolt seized upon him, provoked by the masterful tone and +eyes of the lady. + +"Very sorry, Lady Dunstable!--but I must write some letters before +luncheon." + +"Oh no!--put them off! I have been thinking of what you told me +yesterday of your scheme for your new set of lectures. I have a great +deal to say to you about it." + +"I really shouldn't be worth talking to now," laughed Meadows; "this +heat has made me so sleepy. To-night--or after tea--by all means!" + +Lady Dunstable looked annoyed. + +"I am expecting the Duke's party at tea," she said peremptorily. "This +will be my only chance to-day." + +"Then let's put it off--till to-morrow!" said Meadows, as he rose, still +smiling. "It is most kind of you, but I really must write my letters, +and my brains are pulp. But I will escort you through the garden, if I +may." + +His hostess turned sharply, and walked back towards the front of the +house where Sir Luke and Mr. Frome, a young and rising Under-Secretary, +were waiting for her. Meadows accompanied her, but found her exceedingly +ungracious. She did, however, inform him, as they followed the other two +towards the exit from the garden, that she had come to the conclusion +that the subject he was proposing for his second series of lectures, to +be given at Dunstable House during the winter, "would never do." + +"Famous Controversies of the Nineteenth Century--political and +religious." The very sound of it was enough to keep people away! "What +people expect from you is talk about _persons_--not ideas. Ideas are not +your line!" + +Meadows flushed a little. What his "line" might be, he said, he had not +yet discovered. But he liked his subject, and meant to stick to it. + +Lady Dunstable turned on him a pair of sarcastic eyes. + +"That's so like you clever people. You would die rather than take +advice." + +"Advice!--yes. As much as you like, dear lady. But--" + +"But what--" she asked, imperatively, nettled in her turn. + +"Well--you must put it prettily!" said Meadows, smiling. "We want a +great deal of jam with the powder." + +"You want to be flattered? I never flatter! It is the most despicable of +arts." + +"On the contrary--one of the most skilled. And I have heard you do it to +perfection." + +His daring half irritated, half amused her. It was her turn to flush. +Her thin, sallow face and dark eyes lit up vindictively. + +"One should never remind one's friends of their vices," she said with +animation. + +"Ah--if they _are_ vices! But flattery is merely a virtue out of +place--kindness gone wrong. From the point of view of the moralist, that +is. From the point of view of the ordinary mortal, it is what no +men--and few women--can do without!" + +She smiled grimly, enjoying the spar. They carried it on a little while, +Meadows, now fairly on his mettle, administering a little deft though +veiled castigation here and there, in requital for various acts of +rudeness of which she had been guilty towards him and others during the +preceding days. She grew restive occasionally, but on the whole she bore +it well. Her arrogance was not of the small-minded sort; and the best +chance with her was to defy her. + +At the gate leading on to the moor, Meadows resolutely came to a stop. + +"Your letters are the merest excuse!" said Lady Dunstable. "I don't +believe you will write one of them! I notice you always put off +unpleasant duties." + +"Give me credit at least for the intention." + +Smiling, he held the gate open for her, and she passed through, +discomfited, to join Sir Luke on the other side. Mr. Frome, the +Under-Secretary, a young man of Jewish family and amazing talents, who +had been listening with amusement to the conversation behind him, turned +back to say to Meadows, at a safe distance--"Keep it up!--Keep it up! +You avenge us all!" + + * * * * * + +Presently, as she and her two companions wound slowly up the moor, Sir +Luke Malford, who had only arrived the night before, inquired gaily of +his hostess: + +"So she wouldn't come?--the little wife?" + +"I gave her every chance. She scorned us." + +"You mean--'she funked us.' Have you any idea, I wonder, how alarming +you are?" + +Lady Dunstable exclaimed impatiently: + +"People represent me as a kind of ogre. I am nothing of the kind. I only +expect everybody to play up." + +"Ah, but you make the rules!" laughed Sir Luke. "I thought that young +woman might have been a decided acquisition." + +"She hadn't the very beginnings of a social gift," declared his +companion. "A stubborn and rather stupid little person. I am much afraid +she will stand in her husband's way." + +"But suppose you blow up a happy home, by encouraging him to come +without her? I bet anything she is feeling jealous and ill-used. You +ought--I am sure you ought--to have a guilty conscience; but you look +perfectly brazen!" + +Sir Luke's banter was generally accepted with indifference, but on this +occasion it provoked Lady Dunstable. She protested with vehemence that +she had given Mrs. Meadows every chance, and that a young woman who was +both trivial and conceited could not expect to get on in society. Sir +Luke gathered from her tone that she and Mrs. Meadows had somewhat +crossed swords, and that the wife might look out for consequences. He +had been a witness of this kind of thing before in Lady Dunstable's +circle; and he was conscious of a passing sympathy with the +pleasant-faced little woman he remembered at Crosby Ledgers. At the same +time he had been Rachel Dunstable's friend for twenty years; originally, +her suitor. He spent a great part of his life in her company, and her +ways seemed to him part of the order of things. + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile Meadows walked back to the house. He had been a good deal +nettled by Lady Dunstable's last remark to him. But he had taken pains +not to show it. Doris might say such things to him--but no one else. +They were, of course, horribly true! Well--quarrelling with Lady +Dunstable was amusing enough--when there was room to escape her. But how +would it be in the close quarters of a yacht? + +On his way through the garden he fell in with Miss Field--Mattie Field, +the plump and smiling cousin of the house, who was apparently as +necessary to the Dunstables in the Highlands, as in London, or at Crosby +Ledgers. Her rôle in the Dunstable household seemed to Meadows to be +that of "shock absorber." She took all the small rubs and jars on her +own shoulders, so that Lady Dunstable might escape them. If the fish did +not arrive from Edinburgh, if the motor broke down, if a gun failed, or +a guest set up influenza, it was always Miss Field who came to the +rescue. She had devices for every emergency. It was generally supposed +that she had no money, and that the Dunstables made her residence with +them worth while. But if so, she had none of the ways of the poor +relation. On the contrary, her independence was plain; she had a very +free and merry tongue; and Lady Dunstable, who snubbed everybody, never +snubbed Mattie Field. Lord Dunstable was clearly devoted to her. + +She greeted Meadows rather absently. + +"Rachel didn't carry you off? Oh, then--I wonder if I may ask you +something?" + +Meadows assured her she might ask him anything. + +"I wonder if you will save yourself for a walk with Lord Dunstable. +Will you ask him? He's very low, and you would cheer him up." + +Meadows looked at her interrogatively. He too had noticed that Lord +Dunstable had seemed for some days to be out of spirits. + +"Why do people have sons!" said Miss Field, briskly. + +Meadows understood the reference. It was common knowledge among the +Dunstables' friends that their son was anything but a comfort to them. + +"Anything particularly wrong?" he asked her in a lowered voice, as they +neared the house. At the same time, he could not help wondering whether, +under all circumstances--if her nearest and dearest were made mincemeat +in a railway accident, or crushed by an earth-quake--this fair-haired, +rosy-cheeked lady would still keep her perennial smile. He had never yet +seen her without it. + +Miss Field replied in a joking tone that Lord Dunstable was depressed +because the graceless Herbert had promised his parents a visit--a whole +week--in August, and had now cried off on some excuse or other. Meadows +inquired if Lady Dunstable minded as much as her husband. + +"Quite!" laughed Miss Field. "It is not so much that she wants to see +Herbert as that she's found someone to marry him to. You'll see the lady +this afternoon. She comes with the Duke's party, to be looked at." + +"But I understand that the young man is by no means manageable?" + +Miss Field's amusement increased. + +"That's Rachel's delusion. She knows very well that she hasn't been able +to manage him so far; but she's always full of fresh schemes for +managing him. She thinks, if she could once marry him to the right wife, +she and the wife between them could get the whip hand of him." + +"Does she care for him?" said Meadows, bluntly. + +Miss Field considered the question, and for the first time Meadows +perceived a grain of seriousness in her expression. But she emerged from +her meditations, smiling as usual. + +"She'd be hard hit if anything very bad happened!" + +"What could happen?" + +"Well, of course they never know whether he won't marry to please +himself--produce somebody impossible!" + +"And Lady Dunstable would suffer?" + +Miss Field chuckled. + +"I really believe you think her a kind of griffin--a stony creature with +a hole where her heart ought to be. Most of her friends do. Rachel, of +course, goes through life assuming that none of the disagreeable things +that happen to other people will ever happen to her. But if they ever +did happen--" + +"The very stones would cry out? But hasn't she lost all influence with +the youth?" + +"She won't believe it. She's always scheming for him. And when he's not +here she feels so affectionate and so good! And directly he comes--" + +"I see! A tragedy--and a common one! Well, in half an hour I shall be +ready for his lordship. Will you arrange it? I must write a letter +first." + +Miss Field nodded and departed. Meadows honestly meant to follow her +into the house and write some pressing business letters. But the +sunshine was so delightful, the sight of the empty bench and the +abandoned novel on the other side of the lawn so beguiling, that after +all he turned his lazy steps thither-ward, half ashamed, half amused to +think how well Lady Dunstable had read his character. + +The guests had all disappeared. Meadows had the garden to himself, and +all its summer prospect of moor and stream. It was close on noon--a hot +and heavenly day! And again he thought of Doris cooped up in London. +Perhaps, after all, he would get out of that cruise! + +Ah! there was the morning train--the midnight express from King's Cross +just arriving in the busy little town lying in the valley at his feet. +He watched it gliding along the valley, and heard the noise of the +brakes. Were any new guests expected by it? he wondered. Hardly! The +Lodge seemed quite full. + + * * * * * + +Twenty minutes later he threw away the novel impatiently. Midway, the +story had gone to pieces. He rose from his feet, intending this time to +tackle his neglected duties in earnest. As he did so, he heard a motor +climbing the steep drive, and in front of it a lady, walking. + +He stood arrested--in a stupor of astonishment. + +Doris!--by all the gods!--_Doris_! + +It was indeed Doris. She came wearily, looking from side to side, like +one uncertain of her way. Then she too perceived Meadows, and stopped. + +Meadows was conscious of two mixed feelings--first, a very lively +pleasure at the sight of her, and then annoyance. What on earth had she +come for? To recover him?--to protest against his not writing?--to make +a scene, in short? His guilty imagination in a flash showed her to him +throwing herself into his arms--weeping--on this wide lawn--for all the +world to see. + +But she did nothing of the kind. She directed the motor, which was +really a taxi from the station, to stop without approaching the front +door, and then she herself walked quickly towards her husband. + +"Arthur!--you got my letter? I could only write yesterday." + +She had reached him, and they had joined hands mechanically. + +"Letter?--I got no letter! If you posted one, it has probably arrived +by your train. What on earth, Doris, is the meaning of this? Is there +anything wrong?" + +His expression was half angry, half concerned, for he saw plainly that +she was tired and jaded. Of course! Long journeys always knocked her up. +She meanwhile stood looking at him as though trying to read the +impression produced on him by her escapade. Something evidently in his +manner hurt her, for she withdrew her hand, and her face stiffened. + +"There is nothing wrong with me, thank you! Of course I did not come +without good reason." + +"But, my dear, are you come to stay?" cried Meadows, looking helplessly +at the taxi. "And you never wrote to Lady Dunstable?" + +For he could only imagine that Doris had reconsidered her refusal of the +invitation which had originally included them both, and--either tired +of being left alone, or angry with him for not writing--had devised this +_coup de main_, this violent shake to the kaleidoscope. But what an +extraordinary step! It could only cover them both with ridicule. His +cheeks were already burning. + +Doris surveyed him very quietly. + +"No--I didn't write to Lady Dunstable--I wrote to _you_--and sent her a +message. I suppose--I shall have to stay the night." + +"But what on earth are we to say to her?" cried Meadows in desperation. +"They're out walking now--but she'll be back directly. There isn't a +corner in the house! I've got a little bachelor room in the attics. +Really, Doris, if you were going to do this, you should have given both +her and me notice! There is a crowd of people here!" + +Frown and voice were Jovian indeed. Doris, however, showed no tremors. + +"Lady Dunstable will find somewhere to put me up," she said, half +scornfully. "Is there a telegram for me?" + +"A telegram? Why should there be a telegram? What is the meaning of all +this? For heaven's sake, explain!" + +Doris, however, did not attempt to explain. Her mood had been very soft +on the journey. But Arthur's reception of her had suddenly stirred the +root of bitterness again; and it was shooting fast and high. Whatever +she had done or left undone, he ought _not_ to have been able to conceal +that he was glad to see her--he ought _not_ to have been able to think +of Lady Dunstable first! She began to take a pleasure in mystifying him. + +"I expected a telegram. I daresay it will come soon. You see I've asked +someone else to come this afternoon--and she'll have to be put up too." + +"Asked someone else!--to Lady Dunstable's house!" Meadows stood +bewildered. "Really, Doris, have you taken leave of your senses?" + +She stood with shining eyes, apparently enjoying his astonishment. Then +she suddenly bethought herself. + +"I must go and pay the taxi." Turning round, she coolly surveyed the +"fortified post." "It looks big enough to take me in. Arthur!--I think +you may pay the man. Just take out my bag, and tell the footman to put +it in your room. That will do for the present. I shall sit down here and +wait for Lady Dunstable. I'm pretty tired." + +The thought of what the magnificent gentleman presiding over Lady +Dunstable's hall would say to the unexpected irruption of Mrs. Meadows, +and Mrs. Meadows's bag, upon the "fortified post" he controlled, was +simply beyond expressing. Meadows tried to face his wife with dignity. + +"I think we'd better keep the taxi, Doris. Then you and I can go back to +the hotel together. We can't force ourselves upon Lady Dunstable like +this, my dear. I'd better go and tell someone to pack my things. But we +must, of course, wait and see Lady Dunstable--though how you will +explain your coming, and get yourself--and me--out of this absurd +predicament, I cannot even pretend to imagine!" + +Doris sat down--wearily. + +"Don't keep the taxi, Arthur. I assure you Lady Dunstable will be very +glad to keep both me--and my bag. Or if she won't--Lord Dunstable will." + +Meadows came nearer--bent down to study her tired face. + +"There's some mystery, of course, Doris, in all this! Aren't you going +to tell me what it means?" + +His wife's pale cheeks flushed. + +"I would have told you--if you'd been the least bit glad to see me! +But--if you don't pay the taxi, Arthur, it will run up like anything!" + +She pointed peremptorily to the ticking vehicle and the impatient +driver. Meadows went mechanically, paid the driver, shouldered the bag, +and carried it into the hall of the Lodge. He then perceived that two +grinning and evidently inquisitive footmen, waiting in the hall for +anything that might turn up for them to do, had been watching the whole +scene--the arrival of the taxi, and the meeting between the unknown lady +and himself, through a side window. + +Burning to box someone's ears, Meadows loftily gave the bag to one of +them with instructions that it should be taken to his room, and then +turned to rejoin his wife. + +As he crossed the gravel in front of the house, his mind ran through all +possible hypotheses. But he was entirely without a clue--except the clue +of jealousy. He could not hide from himself that Doris had been jealous +of Lady Dunstable, and had perhaps been hurt by his rather too numerous +incursions into the great world without her, his apparent readiness to +desert her for cleverer women. "Little goose!--as if I ever cared +twopence for any of them!"--he thought angrily. "And now she makes us +both laughing-stocks!" + +And yet, Doris being Doris--a proud, self-contained, well-bred little +person, particularly sensitive to ridicule--the whole proceeding became +the more incredible the more he faced it. + +One o'clock!--striking from the church tower in the valley! He hurried +towards the slight figure on the distant seat. Lady Dunstable might +return at any moment. He foresaw the encounter--the great lady's +insolence--Doris's humiliation--and his own. Well, at least let him +agree with Doris on a common story, before his hostess arrived. + +He sped across the grass, very conscious, as he approached the seat, of +Doris's drooping look and attitude. Travelling all those hours!--and no +doubt without any proper breakfast! However Lady Dunstable might +behave, he would carry Doris into the Lodge directly, and have her +properly looked after. Miss Field and he would see to that. + +Suddenly--a sound of talk and laughter, from the shrubbery which divided +the flower garden from the woods and the moor. Lady Dunstable emerged, +with her two companions on either hand. Her vivid, masculine face was +flushed with exercise and discussion. She seemed to be attacking the +Under-Secretary, who, however, was clearly enjoying himself; while Sir +Luke, walking a little apart, threw in an occasional gibe. + +"I tell you your land policy here in Scotland will gain you nothing; and +in England it will lose you everything.--Hullo!" + +Lady Dunstable's exclamation, as she came to a stop and put up a +tortoise-shell eyeglass, was clearly audible. + +"Doris!" cried Meadows excitedly in his wife's ear--"Look here!--what +are you going to say!--what am I to say! that you got tired of London, +and wanted some Scotch air?--that we intend to go off together?--For +goodness' sake, what is it to be?" + +Doris rose, her lips breaking irrepressibly into smiles. + +"Never mind, Arthur; I'll get through somehow." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +The two ladies advanced towards each other across the lawn, while +Meadows followed his wife in speechless confusion and annoyance, utterly +at a loss how to extricate either himself or Doris; compelled, indeed, +to leave it all to her. Sir Luke and the Under-Secretary had paused in +the drive. Their looks as they watched Lady Dunstable's progress showed +that they guessed at something dramatic in the little scene. + +Nothing could apparently have been more unequal than the two chief +actors in it. Lady Dunstable, with the battlements of "the great +fortified post" rising behind her, tall and wiry of figure, her black +hawk's eyes fixed upon her visitor, might have stood for all her class; +for those too powerful and prosperous Barbarians who have ruled and +enjoyed England so long. Doris, small and slight, in a blue cotton coat +and skirt, dusty from long travelling, and a childish garden hat, came +hesitatingly over the grass, with colour which came and went. + +"How do you do, Mrs. Meadows! This is indeed an unexpected pleasure! I +must quarrel with your husband for not giving us warning." + +Doris's complexion had settled into a bright pink as she shook hands +with Lady Dunstable. But she spoke quite composedly. + +"My husband knew nothing about it, Lady Dunstable. My letter does not +seem to have reached him." + +"Ah? Our posts are very bad, no doubt; though generally, I must say, +they arrive very punctually. Well, so you were tired of London?--you +wanted to see how we were looking after your husband?" + +Lady Dunstable threw a sarcastic glance at Meadows standing tongue-tied +in the background. + +"I wanted to see you," said Doris quietly, with a slight accent on the +"you." + +Lady Dunstable looked amused. + +"Did you? How very nice of you! And you've--you've brought your +luggage?" Lady Dunstable looked round her as though expecting to see it +at the front door. + +"I brought a bag. Arthur took it in for me." + +"I'm so sorry! I assure you, if I had only known--But we haven't a +corner! Mr. Meadows will bear me out--it's absurd, but true. These +Scotch lodges have really no room in them at all!" + +Lady Dunstable pointed with airy insolence to the spreading pile behind +her. Doris--for all the agitation of her hidden purpose--could have +laughed outright. But Meadows, rather roughly, intervened. + +"We shall, of course, go to the hotel, Lady Dunstable. My wife's letter +seems somehow to have missed me, but naturally we never dreamed of +putting you out. Perhaps you will give us some lunch--my wife seems +rather tired--and then we will take our departure." + +Doris turned--put a hand on his arm--but addressed Lady Dunstable. + +"Can I see you--alone--for a few minutes--before lunch?" + +"_Before_ lunch? We are all very hungry, I'm afraid," said Lady +Dunstable, with a smile. Meadows was conscious of a rising fury. His +quick sense perceived something delicately offensive in every word and +look of the great lady. Doris, of course, had done an incredibly foolish +thing. What she had come to say to Lady Dunstable he could not conceive; +for the first explanation--that of a silly jealousy--had by now entirely +failed him. But it was evident to him that Lady Dunstable assumed it--or +chose to assume it. And for the first time he thought her odious! + +Doris seemed to guess it, for she pressed his arm as though to keep him +quiet. + +"Before lunch, please," she repeated. "I think--you will soon +understand." With an odd, and--for the first time--slightly puzzled look +at her visitor, Lady Dunstable said with patronising politeness-- + +"By all means. Shall we come to my sitting-room?" + +She led the way to the house. Meadows followed, till a sign from Doris +waved him back. On the way Doris found herself greeted by Sir Luke +Malford, bowed to by various unknown gentlemen, and her hand grasped by +Miss Field. + +"You do look done! Have you come straight from London? What--is Rachel +carrying you off? I shall send you in a glass of wine and a biscuit +directly!" + +Doris said nothing. She got somehow through all the curious eyes turned +upon her; she followed Lady Dunstable through the spacious passages of +the Lodge, adorned with the usual sportsman's trophies, till she was +ushered into a small sitting-room, Lady Dunstable's particular den, +crowded with photographs of half the celebrities of the day--the poets, +_savants_, and artists, of England, Europe, and America. On an easel +stood a masterly small portrait of Lord Dunstable as a young man, by +Bastien Lepage; and not far from it--rather pushed into a corner--a +sketch by Millais of a fair-haired boy, leaning against a pony. + +By this time Doris was quivering both with excitement and fatigue. She +sank into a chair, and turned eagerly to the wine and biscuits with +which Miss Field pursued her. While she ate and drank, Lady Dunstable +sat in a high chair observing her, one long and pointed foot crossed +over the other, her black eyes alive with satiric interrogation, to +which, however, she gave no words. + +The wine was reviving. Doris found her voice. As the door closed on Miss +Field, she bent forward:-- + +"Lady Dunstable, I didn't come here on my own account, and had there +been time of course I should have given you notice. I came entirely on +your account, because something was happening to you--and Lord +Dunstable--which you didn't know, and which made me--very sorry for +you!" + +Lady Dunstable started slightly. + +"Happening to me?--and Lord Dunstable?" + +"I have been seeing your son, Lady Dunstable." + +An instant change passed over the countenance of that lady. It darkened, +and the eyes became cold and wary. + +"Indeed? I didn't know you were acquainted with him." + +"I never saw him till a few days ago. Then I saw him--in my uncle's +studio--with a woman--a woman to whom he is engaged." + +Lady Dunstable started again. + +"I think you must be mistaken," she said quickly, with a slight but +haughty straightening of her shoulders. + +Doris shook her head. + +"No, I am not mistaken. I will tell you--if you don't mind--exactly what +I have heard and seen." + +And with a puckered brow and visible effort she entered on the story of +the happenings of which she had been a witness in Bentley's studio. She +was perfectly conscious--for a time--that she was telling it against a +dead weight of half scornful, half angry incredulity on Lady Dunstable's +part. Rachel Dunstable listened, indeed, attentively. But it was clear +that she resented the story, which she did not believe; resented the +telling of it, on her own ground, by this young woman whom she +disliked; and resented above all the compulsory discussion which it +involved, of her most intimate affairs, with a stranger and her social +inferior. All sorts of suspicions, indeed, ran through her mind as to +the motives that could have prompted Mrs. Meadows to hurry up to +Scotland, without taking even the decently polite trouble to announce +herself, bringing this unlikely and trumped-up tale. Most probably, a +mean jealousy of her husband, and his greater social success!--a +determination to force herself on people who had not paid the same +attention to herself as to him, to _make_ them pay attention, +willy-nilly. Of course Herbert had undesirable acquaintances, and was +content to go about with people entirely beneath him, in birth and +education. Everybody knew it, alack! But he was really not such a +fool--such a heartless fool--as this story implied! Mrs. Meadows had +been taken in--willingly taken in--had exaggerated everything she said +for her own purposes. The mother's wrath indeed was rapidly rising to +the smiting point, when a change in the narrative arrested her. + +"And then--I couldn't help it!"--there was a new note of agitation in +Doris's voice--"but what had happened was so _horrid_--it was so like +seeing a man going to ruin under one's eyes, for, of course, one knew +that she would get hold of him again--that I ran out after your son and +begged him to break with her, not to see her again, to take the +opportunity, and be done with her! And then he told me quite calmly that +he _must_ marry her, that he could not help himself, but he would never +live with her. He would marry her at a registry office, provide for her, +and leave her. And then he said he would do it _at once_--that he was +going to his lawyers to arrange everything as to money and so on--on +condition that she never troubled him again. He was eager to get it +done--that he might be delivered from her--from her company--which one +could see had become dreadful to him. I implored him not to do such a +thing--to pay any money rather than do it--but not to marry her! I +begged him to think of you--and his father. But he said he was bound to +her--he had compromised her, or some such thing; and he had given his +word in writing. There was only one thing which could stop it--if she +had told him lies about her former life. But he had no reason to think +she had; and he was not going to try and find out. So then--I saw a ray +of daylight--" + +She stopped abruptly, looking full at the woman opposite, who was now +following her every word--but like one seized against her will. + +"Do you remember a Miss Wigram, Lady Dunstable--whose father had a +living near Crosby Ledgers?" + +Lady Dunstable moved involuntarily--her eyelids flickered a little. + +"Certainly. Why do you ask?" + +"_She_ saw Mr. Dunstable--and Miss Flink--in my uncle's studio, and she +was so distressed to think what--what Lord Dunstable"--there was a +perceptible pause before the name--"would feel, if his son married her, +that she determined to find out the truth about her. She told me she had +one or two clues, and I sent her to a cousin of mine--a very clever +solicitor--to be advised. That was yesterday morning. Then I got my +uncle to find out your son--and bring him to me yesterday afternoon +before I started. He came to our house in Kensington, and I told him I +had come across some very doubtful stories about Miss Flink. He was very +unwilling to hear anything. After all, he said, he was not going to live +with her. And she had nursed him--" + +"Nursed him!" said Lady Dunstable, quickly. She had risen, and was +leaning against the mantelpiece, looking sharply down upon her visitor. + +"That was the beginning of it all. He was ill in the winter--in his +lodgings." + +"I never heard of it!" For the first time, there was a touch of +something natural and passionate in the voice. + +Doris looked a little embarrassed. + +"Your son told me it was pneumonia." + +"I never heard a word of it! And this--this creature nursed him?" The +tone of the robbed lioness at last!--singularly inappropriate under all +the circumstances. Doris struggled on. + +"An actor friend of your son brought her to see him. And she really +devoted herself to him. He declared to me he owed her a great deal--" + +"He need have owed her nothing," said Lady Dunstable, sternly. "He had +only to send a postcard--a wire--to his own people." + +"He thought--you were so busy," said Doris, dropping her eyes to the +carpet. + +A sound of contemptuous anger showed that her shaft--her mild shaft--had +gone home. She hurried on--"But at last I got him to promise me to wait +a week. That was yesterday at five o'clock. He wouldn't promise me to +write to you--or his father. He seemed so desperately anxious to settle +it all--in his own way. But I said a good deal about your name--and the +family--and the horrible pain he would be giving--any way. Was it +kind--was it right towards you, not only to give you _no_ opportunity of +helping or advising him--but also to take no steps to find out whether +the woman he was going to marry was--not only unsuitable, wholly +unsuitable--that, of course, he knows--but _a disgrace_? I argued with +him that he must have some suspicion of the stories she has told him at +different times, or he wouldn't have tried to protect himself in this +particular way. He didn't deny it; but he said she had looked after him, +and been kind to him, when nobody else was, and he should feel a beast +if he pressed her too hardly." + +"'When nobody else was'!" repeated Lady Dunstable, scornfully, her voice +trembling with bitterness. "Really, Mrs. Meadows, it is very difficult +for me to believe that my son ever used such words!" + +Doris hesitated, then she raised her eyes, and with the happy feeling of +one applying the scourge, in the name of Justice, she said with careful +mildness:-- + +"I hope you will forgive me for telling you--but I feel as if I oughtn't +to keep back anything--Mr. Dunstable said to me: 'My mother might have +prevented it--but--she was never interested in me.'" + +Another indignant exclamation from Lady Dunstable. Doris hurried on. +"Only this is the important point! At last I got his promise, and I got +it in writing. I have it here." + +Dead silence. Doris opened her little handbag, took out a letter, in an +open envelope, and handed it to Lady Dunstable, who at first seemed as +if she were going to refuse it. However, after a moment's hesitation, +she lifted her long-handled eyeglass and read it. It ran as follows: + + DEAR MRS. MEADOWS,--I do not know whether I ought to do what you ask + me. But you have asked me very kindly--you have really been awfully + good to me, in taking so much trouble. I know I'm a stupid + fool--they always told me so at home. But I don't want to do + anything mean, or to go back on a woman who once did me a good turn; + with whom also once--for I may as well be quite honest about it--I + thought I was in love. However, I see there is something in what you + say, and I will wait a week before marrying Miss Flink. But if you + tell my people--I suppose you will--don't let them imagine they can + break it off--except for that one reason. And _I_ shan't lift a + finger to break it off. I shall make no inquiries--I shall go on + with the lawyers, and all that. My present intention is to marry + Miss Flink--on the terms I have stated--in a week's time. If you do + see my people--especially my father--tell them I'm awfully sorry to + be such a nuisance to them. I got myself into the mess without + meaning it, and now there's really only one way out. Thank you + again. + Yours gratefully, + HERBERT DUNSTABLE. + + +Lady Dunstable crushed the letter in her hand. All pretence of +incredulity was gone. She began to walk stormily up and down. Doris sank +back in her chair, watching her, conscious of the most strangely mingled +feelings, a touch of womanish triumph indeed, a pleasing sense of +retribution, but, welling up through it, something profound and tender. +If _he_ should ever write such a letter to a stranger, while his mother +was alive! + +Lady Dunstable stopped. + +"What chance is there of saving my son?" she said, peremptorily. "You +will, of course, tell us all you know. Lord Dunstable must go to town at +once." She touched an electric bell beside her. + +"Oh no!" cried Doris, springing up. "He mustn't go, please, until we +have some more information. Miss Wigram is coming--this afternoon." + +Rachel Dunstable stood stupefied--with her hand on the bell. + +"Miss Wigram--coming." + +"Don't you see?" cried Doris. "She was to spend all yesterday afternoon +and evening in seeing two or three people--people who know. There is a +friend of my uncle's--an artist--who saw a great deal of Miss Flink, and +got to know a lot about her. Of course he may not have been willing to +say anything, but I think he probably would--he was so mad with her for +a trick she played him in the middle of a big piece of work. And if he +was able to put us on any useful track, then Miss Wigram was to come up +here straight, and tell you everything she could. But I thought there +would have been a telegram--from her--" Her voice dropped on a note of +disappointment. + +There was a knock at the door. The butler entered, and at the same +moment the luncheon gong echoed through the house. + +"Tell Miss Field not to wait luncheon for me," said Lady Dunstable +sharply. "And, Ferris, I want his lordship's things packed at once, for +London. Don't say anything to him at present, but in ten minutes' time +just manage to tell him quietly that I should like to see him here. You +understand--I don't want any fuss made. Tell Miss Field that Mrs. +Meadows is too tired to come in to luncheon, and that I will come in +presently." + +The butler, who had the aspect of a don or a bishop, said "Yes, my +lady," in that dry tone which implied that for twenty years the house of +Dunstable had been built upon himself, as its rock, and he was not going +to fail it now. He vanished, with just one lightning turn of the eyes +towards the little lady in the blue linen dress; and Lady Dunstable +resumed her walk, sunk in flushed meditation. She seemed to have +forgotten Doris, when she heard an exclamation:-- + +"Ah, there _is_ the telegram!" + +And Doris, running to the window, waved to a diminutive telegraph boy, +who, being new to his job, had come up to the front entrance of the +Lodge instead of the back, and was now--recognising his +misdeed--retreating in alarm from the mere aspect of "the great +fortified post." He saw the lady at the window, however, and checked his +course. + +"For me!" cried Doris, triumphantly--and she tore it open. + + Can't arrive till between eight and nine. Think I have got all we + want. Please take a room for me at hotel.--ALICE WIGRAM. + +Doris turned back into the room, and handed the telegram to Lady +Dunstable, who read it slowly. + +"Did you say this was the Alice Wigram I knew?" + +"Her father had one of your livings," repeated Doris. "He died last +year." + +"I know. I quarrelled with him. I cannot conceive why Alice Wigram +should do me a good turn!" Lady Dunstable threw back her head, her +challenging look fixed upon her visitor. Doris was certain she had it in +her mind to add--"or you either!"--but refrained. + +"Lord Dunstable was always a friend to her father," said Doris, with the +same slight emphasis on the "Lord" as before. "And she felt for the +estate--the poor people--the tenants." + +Rachel Dunstable shook her head impatiently. + +"I daresay. But I got into a scrape with the Wigrams. I expect that you +would think, Mrs. Meadows--perhaps most people would think, as of course +her father did--that I once treated Miss Wigram unkindly!" + +"Oh, what does it matter?" cried Doris, hastily,--"what _does_ it +matter? She wants to help--she's sorry for you. You should _see_ that +woman! It would be too awful if your son was tied to her for life!" + +She sat up straight, all her soul in her eyes and in her pleasant face. + +There was a pause. Then Lady Dunstable, whose expression had changed, +came a little nearer to her. + +"And you--I wonder why you took all this trouble?" + +Doris said nothing. She fell back slowly in her chair, looking +at the tall woman standing over her. Tears came into her +eyes--brimmed--overflowed--in silence. Her lips smiled. Rachel Dunstable +bent over her in bewilderment. + +"To have a son," murmured Doris under her breath, "and then to see him +ruined like this! No love for him!--no children--no grandchildren for +oneself, when one is old--" + +Her voice died away. + +"'To have a son'?" repeated Lady Dunstable, wondering--"but you have +none!" + +Doris said nothing. Only she put up her hand feebly, and wiped away the +tears--still smiling. After which she shut her eyes. + +Lady Dunstable gasped. Then the long, sallow face flushed deeply. She +walked over to a sofa on the other side of the room, arranged the +pillows on it, and came back to Doris. + +"Will you, please, let me put you on that sofa? You oughtn't to have had +this long journey. Of course you will stay here--and Miss Wigram too. It +seems--I shall owe you a great deal--and I could not have expected +you--to think about me--at all. I can do rude things. But I can also--be +sorry for my sins!" + +Doris heard an awkward and rather tremulous laugh. Upon which she +opened her eyes, no less embarrassed than her hostess, and did as she +was told. Lady Dunstable made her as comfortable as a hand so little +used to the feminine arts could manage. + +"Now I will send you in some luncheon, and go and talk to Lord +Dunstable. Please rest till I come back." + + * * * * * + +Doris lay still. She wanted very much to see Arthur, and she wondered, +till her head ached, whether he would think her a great fool for her +pains. Surely he would come and find her soon. Oh, the time people spent +on lunching in these big houses! + +The vibration of the train seemed to be still running through her limbs. +She was indeed wearied out, and in a few minutes, what with the sudden +quiet and the softness of the cushions which had been spread for her, +she fell unexpectedly asleep. + +When she woke, she saw her husband sitting beside her--patiently--with +a tray on his knee. + +"Oh, Arthur!--what time is it? Have I been asleep long?" + +"Nearly an hour. I looked in before, but Lady Dunstable wouldn't let me +wake you. She--and he--and I--have been talking. Upon my word, Doris, +you've been and gone and done it! But don't say anything! You've got to +eat this chicken first." + +He fed her with it, looking at her the while with affectionate and +admiring eyes. Somehow, Doris became dimly aware that she was going to +be a heroine. + +"Have they told you, Arthur?" + +"Everything that you've told her. (No--not everything!--thought Doris.) +You _are_ a brick, Doris! And the way you've done it! That's what +impresses her ladyship! She knows very well that she would have muffed +it. You're the practical woman! Well, you can rest on your laurels, +darling! You'll have the whole place at your feet--beginning with your +husband--who's been dreadfully bored without you. There!" + +He put down his Jovian head, and rubbed his cheek tenderly against hers, +till she turned round, and gave him the lightest of kisses. + +"Was he an abominable correspondent?" he said, repentantly. + +"Abominable!" + +"Did you hate him!" + +"Whenever I had time. When do you start on your cruise, Arthur!" + +"Any time--some time--never!" he said, gaily. "Give me that Capel Curig +address, and I'll wire for the rooms this afternoon. I came to the +conclusion this morning that the same yacht couldn't hold her ladyship +and me." + +"Oh!--so she's been chastening _you_?" said Doris, well pleased. + +Meadows nodded. + +"The rod has not been spared--since Sunday. It was then she got tired of +me. I mark the day, you see, almost the hour. My goodness!--if you're +not always up to your form--epigrams, quotations--all pat--" + +"She plucks you--without mercy. Down you slither into the second class!" +Doris's look sparkled. + +"There you go--rejoicing in my humiliations!" said Meadows, putting an +arm round the scoffer. "I tell you, she proposes to write my next set of +lectures for me. She gave me an outline of them this morning." + +Then they both laughed together like children. And Doris, with her head +on a strong man's shoulder, and a rough coat scrubbing her cheek, +suddenly bethought her of the line--"Journeys end in lovers' meeting--" +and was smitten with a secret wonder as to how much of her impulse to +come north had been due to an altruistic concern for the Dunstable +affairs, and how much to a firm determination to recapture Arthur from +his Gloriana. But that doubt she would never reveal. It would be so bad +for Arthur! + +She rose to her feet. + +"Where are they?" + +"Lord and Lady Dunstable? Gone off to Dunkeld to find their solicitor +and bring him back to meet Miss Wigram. They'll be home by tea. I'm to +look after you." + +"Are we going to an hotel?" + +Meadows laughed immoderately. + +"Come and look at your apartment, my dear. One of her ladyship's maids +has been told off to look after you. As I expect you have arrived with +little more than a comb-and-brush bag, there will be a good deal to do." + +Doris caught him by the coat-fronts. + +"You don't mean to say that I shall be expected to dine to-night! I have +_not_ brought an evening dress." + +"What does that matter? I met Miss Field in the passage, as I was coming +in to you, and she said: 'I see Mrs. Meadows has not brought much +luggage. We can lend her anything she wants. I will send her a few of +Rachel's tea-gowns to choose from.'" + +Doris's laugh was hysterical; then she sobered down. + +"What time is it? Four o'clock. Oh, I wish Miss Wigram was here! You +know, Lord Dunstable must go to town to-night! And Miss Wigram can't +arrive till after the last train from here." + +"They know. They've ordered a special, to take Lord Dunstable and the +solicitor to Edinburgh, to catch the midnight mail." + +"Oh, well--if you can bully the fates like that!--" said Doris, with a +shrug. "How did he take it?" + +Meadows's tone changed. + +"It was a great blow. I thought it aged him." + +"Was she nice to him?" asked Doris, anxiously. + +"Nicer than I thought she could be," said Meadows, quietly. "I heard +her say to him--'I'm afraid it's been my fault, Harry.' And he took her +hand, without a word." + +"I will _not_ cry!" said Doris, pressing her hands on her eyes. "If it +comes right, it will do them such a world of good! Now show me my room." + +But in the hall, waiting to waylay them, they found Miss Field, beaming +as usual. + +"Everything is ready for you, dear Mrs. Meadows, and if you want +anything you have only to ring. This way--" + +"The ground-floor?" said Doris, rather mystified, as they followed. + +"We have put you in what we call--for fun--our state-rooms. Various +Royalties had them last year. They're in a special wing. We keep them +for emergencies. And the fact is we haven't got another corner." + +Doris, in dismay, took the smiling lady by the arm. + +"I can't live up to it! Please let us go to the inn." + +But Meadows and Miss Field mocked at her; and she was soon ushered into +a vast bedroom, in the midst of which, on a Persian carpet, sat her +diminutive bag, now empty. Various elegant "confections" in the shape of +tea-gowns and dressing-gowns littered the bed and the chairs. The +toilet-table showed an array of coroneted brushes. As for the superb +Empire bed, which had belonged to Queen Hortense, and was still hung +with the original blue velvet sprinkled with golden bees, Doris eyed it +with a firm hostility. + +"We needn't sleep in it," she whispered in Meadows's ear. "There are two +sofas." + +Meanwhile Miss Field and others flitted about, adding all the luxuries +of daily use to the splendour of the rooms. Gardeners appeared bringing +in flowers, and an anxious maid, on behalf of her ladyship, begged that +Mrs. Meadows would change her travelling dress for a comfortable white +tea-gown, before tea-time, suggesting another "creation" in black and +silver for dinner. Doris, frowning and reluctant, would have refused; +but Miss Field said softly "Won't you? Rachel will be so distressed if +she mayn't do these little things for you. Of course she doesn't deserve +it; but--" + +"Oh yes--I'll put them on--if she likes," said Doris, hurriedly. "It +doesn't matter." + +Miss Field laughed. "I don't know where all these things come from," she +said, looking at the array. "Rachel buys half of them for her maids, I +should think--she never wears them. Well, now I shall leave you till +tea-time. Tea will be on the lawn--Mr. Meadows knows where. By the +way--" she looked, smiling, at Meadows--"they've put off the Duke. If +you only knew what that means." + +She named a great Scotch name, the chief of the ancient house to which +Lady Dunstable belonged. Miss Field described how this prince of Dukes +paid a solemn visit every year to Franick Castle, and the eager +solicitude--almost agitation--with which the visit was awaited, by Lady +Dunstable in particular. + +"You don't mean," cried Doris, "that there is anybody in the whole world +who frightens Lady Dunstable?" + +"As she frightens us? Yes!--on this one day of the year we are all +avenged. Rachel, metaphorically, sits on a stool and tries to please. To +put off 'the Duke' by telephone!--what a horrid indignity! But I've just +inflicted it." + +Mattie Field smiled, and was just going away when she was arrested by a +timid question from Doris. + +"Please--shall Arthur go down to Pitlochry and engage a room for Miss +Wigram?" + +Miss Field turned in amusement. + +"A room! Why, it's all ready! She is your lady-in-waiting." + +And taking Doris by the arm she led her to inspect a spacious apartment +on the other side of a passage, where the Lady Alice or Lady Mary +without whom Royal Highnesses do not move about the world was generally +put up. + +"I feel like Christopher Sly," said Doris, surveying the scene, with her +hands in her jacket pockets. "So will she. But never mind!" + + * * * * * + +Events flowed on. Lord and Lady Dunstable came back by tea-time, +bringing with them the solicitor, who was also the chief factor of their +Scotch estate. Lord Dunstable looked old and wearied. He came to find +Doris on the lawn, pressing her hand with murmured words of thanks. + +"If that child Alice Wigram--of course I remember her well!--brings us +information we can go upon, we shall be all right. At least there's +hope. My poor boy! Anyway, we can never be grateful enough to you." + +As for Lady Dunstable, the large circle which gathered for tea under a +group of Scotch firs talked indeed, since Franick Castle existed for +that purpose, but they talked without a leader. Their hostess sat silent +and sombre, with thoughts evidently far away. She took no notice of +Meadows whatever, and his attempts to draw her fell flat. A neighbour +had walked over, bringing with him--maliciously--a Radical M.P. whose +views on the Scotch land question would normally have struck fire and +fury from Lady Dunstable. She scarcely recognised his name, and he and +the Under-Secretary launched into the most despicable land heresies +under her very nose--unrebuked. She had not an epigram to throw at +anyone. But her eyes never failed to know where Doris Meadows was, and +indeed, though no one but the two or three initiated knew why, Doris was +in some mysterious but accepted way the centre of the party. Everybody +spoiled her; everybody smiled upon her. The white tea-gown which she +wore--miracle of delicate embroidery--had never suited Lady Dunstable; +it suited Doris to perfection. Under her own simple hat, her eyes--and +they were very fine eyes--shone with a soft and dancing humour. It was +all absurd--her being there--her dress--this tongue-tied hostess--and +these agreeable men who made much of her! She must get Arthur out of it +as soon as possible, and they would look back upon it and laugh. But for +the moment it was pleasant, it was stimulating! She found herself +arguing about the new novels, and standing at bay against a whole group +of clever folk who were tearing Mr. Augustus John and other gods of her +idolatry to pieces. She was not shy; she never really had been; and to +find that she could talk as well as other people--or most other +people--even in these critical circles, excited her. The circle round +her grew; and Meadows, standing on the edge of it, watched her with +astonished eyes. + + * * * * * + +The northern evening sank into a long and glowing twilight. The hills +stood in purple against a tawny west, and the smoke from the little town +in the valley rose clear and blue into air already autumnal. The guests +of Franick had scattered in twos and threes over the gardens and the +moor, while Doris, her host and hostess, and the solicitor, sat and +waited for Alice Wigram. She came with the evening train, tired, dusty, +and triumphant; and the information she brought with her was more than +enough to go upon. The past of Elena Flink--poor lady!--shone luridly +out; and even the countenance of the solicitor cleared. As for Lord +Dunstable, he grasped the girl by both hands. + +"My dear child, what you have done for us! Ah, if your father were +here!" + +And bending over her, with the courtly grace of an old man, he kissed +her on the brow. Alice Wigram flushed, turning involuntarily towards +Lady Dunstable. + +"Rachel!--don't we owe her everything," said Lord Dunstable with +emotion--"her and Mrs. Meadows? But for them, our boy might have wrecked +his life." + +"He appears to have been a most extraordinary fool!" said Lady Dunstable +with energy:--a recrudescence of the natural woman, which was positively +welcome to everybody. And it did not prevent the passage of some +embarrassed but satisfactory words between Herbert Dunstable's mother +and Alice Wigram, after Lady Dunstable had taken her latest guest to +"Lady Mary's" room, bidding her go straight to bed, and be waited on. + +Lord Dunstable and the lawyer departed after dinner to meet their +special train at Perth. Lady Dunstable, with variable spirits, kept the +evening going, sometimes in a brown study, sometimes as brilliant and +pugnacious as ever. Doris slipped out of the drawing-room once or twice +to go and gossip with Alice Wigram, who was lying under silken +coverings, inclined to gentle moralising on the splendours of the great, +and much petted by Miss Field and the house-keeper. + +"How nice you look!" said the girl shyly, on one occasion, as Doris came +stealing in to her. "I never saw such a pretty gown!" + +"Not bad!" said Doris complacently, throwing a glance at the large +mirror near. It was still the white tea-gown, for she had firmly +declined to sample anything else, in truth well aware that Arthur's +eyes approved both it and her in it. + +"Lord Dunstable has been so kind," whispered Miss Wigram. "He said I +must always henceforth look upon him as a kind of guardian. Of course I +should never let him give me a farthing!" + +"Why no, that's the kind of thing one couldn't do!" said Doris with +decision. "But there are plenty of other ways of being nice. Well--here +we all are, as happy as larks; and what we've really done, I suppose, is +to take a woman's character away, and give her another push to +perdition." + +"She hadn't any character!" cried Alice Wigram indignantly. "And she +would have gone to perdition without us, and taken that poor youth with +her. Oh, I know, I know! But morals are a great puzzle to me. However, I +firmly remind myself of that 'one in the eye,' and then all my doubts +depart. Good-night. Sleep well! You know very well that I should have +shirked it if it hadn't been for you!" + + * * * * * + +A little later the Meadowses stood together at the open window of their +room, which led by a short flight of steps to a flowering garden below. +All Franick had gone to bed, and this wing in which the "state-rooms" +were, seemed to be remote from the rest of the house. They were alone; +the night was balmy; and there was a flood of secret joy in Doris's +veins which gave her a charm, a beguilement Arthur had never seen in her +before. She was more woman, and therefore more divine! He could hardly +recall her as the careful housewife, harassed by lack of pence, knitting +her brows over her butcher's books, mending endless socks, and trying to +keep the nose of a lazy husband to the grindstone. All that seemed to +have vanished. This white sylph was pure romance--pure joy. He saw her +anew; he loved her anew. + +"Why did you look so pretty to-night? You little witch!" he murmured in +her ear, as he held her close to him. + +"Arthur!"--she drew herself away from him. "_Did_ I look pretty? Honour +bright!" + +"Delicious! How often am I to say it?" + +"You'd better not. Don't wake the devil in me, Arthur! It's all this +tea-gown. If you go on like this, I shall have to buy one like it." + +"Buy a dozen!" he said joyously. "Look there, Doris--you see that path? +Let's go on to the moor a little." + +Out they crept, like truant children, through the wood-path and out upon +the moor. Meadows had brought a shawl, and spread it on a rock, full +under the moonlight. There they sat, close together, feeling all the +goodness and glory of the night, drinking in the scents of heather and +fern, the sounds of plashing water and gently moving winds. Above them, +the vault of heaven and the friendly stars; below them, the great hollow +of the valley, the scattered lights, the sounds of distant trains. + +"She didn't kiss me when she said good-night!" said Doris suddenly. "She +wasn't the least sentimental--or ashamed--or grateful! Having said what +was necessary, she let it alone. She's a real lady--though rather a +savage. I like her!" + +"Who are you talking of? Lady Dunstable? I had forgotten all about her. +All the same, darling, I should like to know what made you do all this +for a woman you _said_ you detested!" + +"I did detest her. I shall probably detest her again. Leopards don't +change their spots, do they? But I shan't--fear her any more!" + +Something in her tone arrested Meadows's attention. + +"What do you mean?" + +"Oh, what I say!" cried Doris, drawing herself a little from him, with +a hand on his shoulder. "I shall never fear her, or anyone, any more. +I'm safe! Why did I do it? Do you really want to know? I did +it--because--I was so sorry for her--poor silly woman,--who can't get on +with her own son! Arthur!--if our son doesn't love me better than hers +loves her--you may kill me, dear, and welcome!" + +"Doris! There is something in your voice--! What are you hiding from +me?" + + * * * * * + +But as to the rest of that conversation under the moon, let those +imagine it who may have followed this story with sympathy. + + + + +THE END + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of A Great Success, by Mrs Humphry Ward + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 13288 *** diff --git a/LICENSE.txt b/LICENSE.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6312041 --- /dev/null +++ b/LICENSE.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +This eBook, including all associated images, markup, improvements, +metadata, and any other content or labor, has been confirmed to be +in the PUBLIC DOMAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. + +Procedures for determining public domain status are described in +the "Copyright How-To" at https://www.gutenberg.org. + +No investigation has been made concerning possible copyrights in +jurisdictions other than the United States. 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"The fare was +one and twopence. Of course he thought you mad. But I'll get it back!" + +And she ran to the open window, crying "Hi!" to the driver of a +taxi-cab, who, having put down his fares, was just on the point of +starting from the door of the small semi-detached house in a South +Kensington street, which owned Arthur and Doris Meadows for its master +and mistress. + +The driver turned at her call. + +"Hi!--Stop! You've been over-paid!" + +The man grinned all over, made her a low bow, and made off as fast as he +could. + +Arthur Meadows, behind her, went into a fit of laughter, and as his +wife, discomfited, turned back into the room he threw a triumphant arm +around her. + +"I had to give him half a crown, dear, or burst. Just look at these +letters--and you know what a post we had this morning! Now don't bother +about the taxi! What does it matter? Come and open the post." + +Whereupon Doris Meadows felt herself forcibly drawn down to a seat on +the sofa beside her husband, who threw a bundle of letters upon his +wife's lap, and then turned eagerly to open others with which his own +hands were full. + +"H'm!--Two more publishers' letters, asking for the book--don't they +wish they may get it! But I could have made a far better bargain if I'd +only waited a fortnight. Just my luck! One--two--four--autograph fiends! +The last--a lady, of course!--wants a page of the first lecture. Calm! +Invitations from the Scottish Athenaeum--the Newcastle Academy--the +Birmingham Literary Guild--the Glasgow Poetic Society--the 'British +Philosophers'--the Dublin Dilettanti!--Heavens!--how many more! None of +them offering cash, as far as I can see--only fame--pure and undefiled! +Hullo!--that's a compliment!--the Parnassians have put me on their +Council. And last year, I was told, I couldn't even get in as an +ordinary member. Dash their impudence!... This is really astounding! +What are yours, darling?" + +And tumbling all his opened letters on the sofa, Arthur Meadows rose--in +sheer excitement--and confronted his wife, with a flushed countenance. +He was a tall, broadly built, loose-limbed fellow, with a fine shaggy +head, whereof various black locks were apt to fall forward over his +eyes, needing to be constantly thrown back by a picturesque action of +the hand. The features were large and regular, the complexion dark, the +eyes a pale blue, under bushy brows. The whole aspect of the man, +indeed, was not unworthy of the adjective "Olympian," already freely +applied to it by some of the enthusiastic women students attending his +now famous lectures. One girl artist learned in classical archaeology, +and a haunter of the British Museum, had made a charcoal study of a +well-known archaistic "Diespiter" of the Augustan period, on the same +sheet with a rapid sketch of Meadows when lecturing; a performance which +had been much handed about in the lecture-room, though always just +avoiding--strangely enough--the eyes of the lecturer.... The expression +of slumbrous power, the mingling of dream and energy in the Olympian +countenance, had been, in the opinion of the majority, extremely well +caught. Only Doris Meadows, the lecturer's wife, herself an artist, and +a much better one than the author of the drawing, had smiled a little +queerly on being allowed a sight of it. + +However, she was no less excited by the batch of letters her husband had +allowed her to open than he by his. Her bundle included, so it appeared, +letters from several leading politicians: one, discussing in a most +animated and friendly tone the lecture of the week before, on "Lord +George Bentinck"; and two others dealing with the first lecture of the +series, the brilliant pen-portrait of Disraeli, which--partly owing to +feminine influence behind the scenes--had been given _verbatim_ and with +much preliminary trumpeting in two or three Tory newspapers, and had +produced a real sensation, of that mild sort which alone the British +public--that does not love lectures--is capable of receiving from the +report of one. Persons in the political world had relished its plain +speaking; dames and counsellors of the Primrose League had read the +praise with avidity, and skipped the criticism; while the mere men and +women of letters had appreciated a style crisp, unhackneyed, and alive. +The second lecture on "Lord George Bentinck" had been crowded, and the +crowd had included several Cabinet Ministers, and those great ladies of +the moment who gather like vultures to the feast on any similar +occasion. The third lecture, on "Palmerston and Lord John"--had been not +only crowded, but crowded out, and London was by now fully aware that it +possessed in Arthur Meadows a person capable of painting a series of La +Bruyère-like portraits of modern men, as vivid, biting, and +"topical"--_mutatis mutandis_--as the great French series were in their +day. + +Applications for the coming lecture on "Lord Randolph" were arriving by +every post, and those to follow after--on men just dead, and others +still alive--would probably have to be given in a much larger hall than +that at present engaged, so certain was intelligent London that in going +to hear Arthur Meadows on the most admired--or the most +detested--personalities of the day, they at least ran no risk of +wishy-washy panegyric, or a dull caution. Meadows had proved himself +daring both in compliment and attack; nothing could be sharper than his +thrusts, or more Olympian than his homage. There were those indeed who +talked of "airs" and "mannerisms," but their faint voices were lost in +the general shouting. + +"Wonderful!" said Doris, at last, looking up from the last of these +epistles. "I really didn't know, Arthur, you were such a great man." + +Her eyes rested on him with a fond but rather puzzled expression. + +"Well, of course, dear, you've always seen the seamy side of me," said +Meadows, with the slightest change of tone and a laugh. "Perhaps now +you'll believe me when I say that I'm not always lazy when I seem +so--that a man must have time to think, and smoke, and dawdle, if he's +to write anything decent, and can't always rush at the first job that +offers. When you thought I was idling--I wasn't! I was gathering up +impressions. Then came an attractive piece of work--one that suited +me--and I rose to it. There, you see!" + +He threw back his Jovian head, with a look at his wife, half combative, +half merry. + +Doris's forehead puckered a little. + +"Well, thank Heaven that it _has_ turned out well!" she said, with a +deep breath. "Where we should have been if it hadn't I'm sure I don't +know! And, as it is--By the way, Arthur, have you got that packet ready +for New York?" Her tone was quick and anxious. + +"What, the proofs of 'Dizzy'? Oh, goodness, that'll do any time. Don't +bother, Doris. I'm really rather done--and this post is--well, upon my +word, it's overwhelming!" And, gathering up the letters, he threw +himself with an air of fatigue into a long chair, his hands behind his +head. "Perhaps after tea and a cigarette I shall feel more fit." + +"Arthur!--you know to-morrow is the last day for catching the New York +mail." + +"Well, hang it, if I don't catch it, they must wait, that's all!" said +Meadows peevishly. "If they won't take it, somebody else will." + +"They" represented the editor and publisher of a famous New York +magazine, who had agreed by cable to give a large sum for the "Dizzy" +lecture, provided it reached them by a certain date. + +Doris twisted her lip. + +"Arthur, _do_ think of the bills!" + +"Darling, don't be a nuisance! If I succeed I shall make money. And if +this isn't a success I don't know what is." He pointed to the letters on +his lap, an impatient gesture which dislodged a certain number of them, +so that they came rustling to the floor. + +"Hullo!--here's one you haven't opened. Another coronet! Gracious! I +believe it's the woman who asked us to dinner a fortnight ago, and we +couldn't go." + +Meadows sat up with a jerk, all languor dispelled, and held out his hand +for the letter. + +"Lady Dunstable! By George! I thought she'd ask us,--though you don't +deserve it, Doris, for you didn't take any trouble at all about her +first invitation--" + +"We were _engaged_!" cried Doris, interrupting him, her eyebrows +mounting. + +"We could have got out of it perfectly. But now, listen to this: + + "Dear Mr. Meadows,--I hope your wife will excuse my writing to you + instead of to her, as you and I are already acquainted. Can I induce + you both to come to Crosby Ledgers for a week-end, on July 16? We + hope to have a pleasant party, a diplomat or two, the Home + Secretary, and General Hichen--perhaps some others. You would, I am + sure, admire our hill country, and I should like to show you some of + the precious autographs we have inherited. + + "Yours sincerely, + "RACHEL DUNSTABLE. + + "If your wife brings a maid, perhaps she will kindly let me know." + +Doris laughed, and the amused scorn of her laugh annoyed her husband. +However, at that moment their small house-parlourmaid entered with the +tea-tray, and Doris rose to make a place for it. The parlourmaid put it +down with much unnecessary noise, and Doris, looking at her in alarm, +saw that her expression was sulky and her eyes red. When the girl had +departed, Mrs. Meadows said with resignation-- + +"There! that one will give me notice to-morrow!" + +"Well, I'm sure you could easily get a better!" said her husband +sharply. + +Doris shook her head. + +"The fourth in six months!" she said, sighing. "And she really is a good +girl." + +"I suppose, as usual, she complains of me!" The voice was that of an +injured man. + +"Yes, dear, she does! They all do. You give them a lot of extra work +already, and all these things you have been buying lately--oh, Arthur, +if you _wouldn't_ buy things!--mean more work. You know that copper +coal-scuttle you sent in yesterday?" + +"Well, isn't it a beauty?--a real Georgian piece!" cried Meadows, +indignantly. + +"I dare say it is. But it has to be cleaned. When it arrived Jane came +to see me in this room, shut the door, and put her back against it +'There's another of them beastly copper coal-scuttles come!' You should +have seen her eyes blazing. 'And I should like to know, ma'am, who's +going to clean it--'cos I can't.' And I just had to promise her it might +go dirty." + +"Lazy minx!" said Meadows, good-humouredly, with his mouth full of +tea-cake. "At last I have something good to look at in this room." He +turned his eyes caressingly towards the new coal-scuttle. "I suppose I +shall have to clean it myself!" + +Doris laughed again--this time almost hysterically--but was checked by a +fresh entrance of Jane, who, with an air of defiance, deposited a heavy +parcel on a chair beside her mistress, and flounced out again. + +"What is this?" said Doris in consternation. "_Books_? More books? +Heavens, Arthur, what have you been ordering now! I couldn't sleep last +night for thinking of the book-bills." + +"You little goose! Of course, I must buy books! Aren't they my tools, my +stock-in-trade? Haven't these lectures justified the book-bills a dozen +times over?" + +This time Arthur Meadows surveyed his wife in real irritation and +disgust. + +"But, Arthur!--you could get them _all_ at the London Library--you know +you could!" + +"And pray how much time do I waste in going backwards and forwards after +books? Any man of letters worth his salt wants a library of his +own--within reach of his hand." + +"Yes, if he can pay for it!" said Doris, with plaintive emphasis, as she +ruefully turned over the costly volumes which the parcel contained. + +"Don't fash yourself, my dear child! Why, what I'm getting for the Dizzy +lecture is alone nearly enough to pay all the book bills." + +"It isn't! And just think of all the others! Well--never mind!" + +Doris's protesting mood suddenly collapsed. She sat down on a stool +beside her husband, rested her elbow on his knee, and, chin in hand, +surveyed him with a softened countenance. Doris Meadows was not a +beauty; only pleasant-faced, with good eyes, and a strong, expressive +mouth. Her brown hair was perhaps her chief point, and she wore it +rippled and coiled so as to set off a shapely head and neck. It was +always a secret grievance with her that she had so little positive +beauty. And her husband had never flattered her on the subject. In the +early days of their marriage she had timidly asked him, after +one of their bridal dinner-parties in which she had worn her +wedding-dress--"Did I look nice to-night? Do you--do you ever think I +look pretty, Arthur?" And he had looked her over, with an odd change of +expression--careless affection passing into something critical and +cool:--"I'm never ashamed of you, Doris, in any company. Won't you be +satisfied with that?" She had been far from satisfied; the phrase had +burnt in her memory from then till now. But she knew Arthur had not +meant to hurt her, and she bore him no grudge. And, by now, she was too +well acquainted with the rubs and prose of life, too much occupied with +house-books, and rough servants, and the terror of an overdrawn account, +to have any time or thought to spare to her own looks. Fortunately she +had an instinctive love for neatness and delicacy; so that her little +figure, besides being agile and vigorous--capable of much dignity too on +occasion--was of a singular trimness and grace in all its simple +appointments. Her trousseau was long since exhausted, and she rarely had +a new dress. But slovenly she could not be. + +It was the matter of a new dress which was now indeed running in her +mind. She took up Lady Dunstable's letter, and read it pensively through +again. + +"You can accept for yourself, Arthur, of course," she said, looking up. +"But I can't possibly go." + +Meadows protested loudly. + +"You have no excuse at all!" he declared hotly. "Lady Dunstable has +given us a month's notice. You _can't_ get out of it. Do you want me to +be known as a man who accepts smart invitations without his wife? There +is no more caddish creature in the world." + +Doris could not help smiling upon him. But her mouth was none the less +determined. + +"I haven't got a single frock that's fit for Crosby Ledgers. And I'm not +going on tick for a new one!" + +"I never heard anything so absurd! Shan't we have more money in a few +weeks than we've had for years?" + +"I dare say. It's all wanted. Besides, I have my work to finish." + +"My dear Doris!" + +A slight red mounted in Doris's cheeks. + +"Oh, you may be as scornful as you like! But ten pounds is ten pounds, +and I like keeping engagements." + +The "work" in question meant illustrations for a children's book. Doris +had accepted the commission with eagerness, and had been going regularly +to the Campden Hill studio of an Academician--her mother's brother--who +was glad to supply her with some of the "properties" she wanted for her +drawings. + +"I shall soon not allow you to do anything of the kind," said Meadows +with decision. + +"On the contrary! I shall always take paid work when I can get it," was +the firm reply--"unless--" + +"Unless what?" + +"You know," she said quietly. Meadows was silent a moment, then reached +out for her hand, which she gave him. They had no children; and, as he +well knew, Doris pined for them. The look in her eyes when she nursed +her friends' babies had often hurt him. But after all, why despair? It +was only four years from their wedding day. + +But he was not going to be beaten in the matter of Crosby Ledgers. They +had a long and heated discussion, at the end of which Doris surrendered. + +"Very well! I shall have to spend a week in doing up my old black gown, +and it will be a botch at the end of it. But--_nothing--will induce +me_--to get a new one!" + +She delivered this ultimatum with her hands behind her, a defeated, but +still resolute young person. Meadows, having won the main battle, left +the rest to Providence, and went off to his "den" to read all his +letters through once more--agreeable task!--and to write a note of +acceptance to the Home Secretary, who had asked him to luncheon. Doris +was not included in the invitation. "But anybody may ask a husband--or a +wife--to lunch, separately. That's understood. I shan't do it often, +however--that I can tell them!" And justified by this Spartan temper as +to the future, he wrote a charming note, accepting the delights of the +present, so full of epigram that the Cabinet Minister to whom it was +addressed had no sooner read it than he consigned it instanter to his +wife's collection of autographs. + +Meanwhile Doris was occupied partly in soothing the injured feelings of +Jane, and partly in smoothing out and inspecting her one evening frock. +She decided that it would take her a week to "do it up," and that she +would do it herself. "A week wasted!" she thought--"and all for nothing. +What do we want with Lady Dunstable! She'll flatter Arthur, and make him +lazy. They all do! And I've no use for her at all. _Maid_ indeed! Does +she think nobody can exist without that appendage? How I should like to +make her live on four hundred a year, with a husband that will spend +seven!" + +She stood, half amused, half frowning, beside the bed on which lay her +one evening frock. But the frown passed away, effaced by an expression +much softer and tenderer than anything she had allowed Arthur to see of +late. Of course she delighted in Arthur's success; she was proud, +indeed, through and through. Hadn't she always known that he had this +gift, this quick, vivacious power of narrative, this genius--for it was +something like it--for literary portraiture? And now at last the +stimulus had come--and the opportunity with it. Could she ever forget +the anxiety of the first lecture--the difficulty she had had in making +him finish it--his careless, unbusiness-like management of the whole +affair? But then had come the burst of praise and popularity; and +Arthur was a new man. No difficulty--or scarcely--in getting him to work +since then! Applause, so new and intoxicating, had lured him on, as she +had been wont to lure the black pony of her childhood with a handful of +sugar. Yes, her Arthur was a genius; she had always known it. And +something of a child too--lazy, wilful, and sensuous--that, too, she had +known for some time. And she loved him with all her heart. + +"But I won't have him spoilt by those fine ladies!" she said to herself, +with frowning clear-sightedness. "They make a perfect fool of him. Now, +then, I'd better write to Lady Dunstable. Of course she ought to have +written to me!" + +So she sat down and wrote: + + Dear Lady Dunstable,--We have much pleasure in accepting your kind + invitation, and I will let you know our train later. I have no maid, + so-- + +But at this point Mrs. Meadows, struck by a sudden idea, threw down her +pen. + +"Heavens!--suppose I took Jane? Somebody told me the other day that +nobody got any attention at Crosby Ledgers without a maid. And it might +bribe Jane into staying. I should feel a horrid snob--but it would be +rather fun--especially as Lady Dunstable will certainly be immensely +surprised. The fare would be only about five shillings--Jane would get +her food for two days at the Dunstables' expense--and I should have a +friend. I'll do it." + +So, with her eyes dancing, Doris tore up her note, and began again: + + Dear Lady Dunstable,--We have much pleasure in accepting your kind + invitation, and I will let you know our train later. As you kindly + permit me, I will bring a maid. + + Yours sincerely, + DORIS MEADOWS. + + * * * * * + +The month which elapsed between Lady Dunstable's invitation and the +Crosby Ledgers party was spent by Doris first in "doing up" her frock, +and then in taking the bloom off it at various dinner-parties to which +they were already invited as the "celebrities" of the moment; in making +Arthur's wardrobe presentable; in watching over the tickets and receipts +of the weekly lectures; in collecting the press cuttings about them; in +finishing her illustrations; and in instructing the awe-struck Jane, now +perfectly amenable, in the mysteries that would be expected of her. + +Meanwhile Mrs. Meadows heard various accounts from artistic and literary +friends of the parties at Crosby Ledgers. These accounts were generally +prefaced by the laughing remark, "But anything _I_ can say is ancient +history. Lady Dunstable dropped us long ago!" + +Anyway, it appeared that the mistress of Crosby Ledgers could be +charming, and could also be exactly the reverse. She was a creature of +whims and did precisely as she pleased. Everything she did apparently +was acceptable to Lord Dunstable, who admired her blindly. But in one +point at least she was a disappointed woman. Her son, an unsatisfactory +youth of two-and-twenty, was seldom to be seen under his parents' roof, +and it was rumoured that he had already given them a great deal of +trouble. + +"The dreadful thing, my dear, is the _games_ they play!" said the wife +of a dramatist, whose one successful piece had been followed by years of +ill-fortune. + +"_Games?_" said Doris. "Do you mean cards--for money?" + +"Oh, dear no! Intellectual games. _Bouts-rimés;_ translations--Lady +Dunstable looks out the bits and some people think the +words--beforehand; paragraphs on a subject--in a particular +style--Pater's, or Ruskin's, or Carlyle's. Each person throws two slips +into a hat. On one you write the subject, on another the name of the +author whose style is to be imitated. Then you draw. Of course Lady +Dunstable carries off all the honours. But then everybody believes she +spends all the mornings preparing these things. She never comes down +till nearly lunch." + +"This is really appalling!" said Doris, with round eyes. "I have +forgotten everything I ever knew." + +As for her own impressions of the great lady, she had only seen her once +in the semi-darkness of the lecture-room, and could only remember a +long, sallow face, with striking black eyes and a pointed chin, a +general look of distinction and an air of one accustomed to the "chief +seat" at any board--whether the feasts of reason or those of a more +ordinary kind. + +As the days went on, Doris, for all her sturdy self-reliance, began to +feel a little nervous inwardly. She had been quite well-educated, first +at a good High School, and then in the class-rooms of a provincial +University; and, as the clever daughter of a clever doctor in large +practice, she had always been in touch with the intellectual world, +especially on its scientific side. And for nearly two years before her +marriage she had been a student at the Slade School. But since her +imprudent love-match with a literary man had plunged her into the +practical work of a small household, run on a scanty and precarious +income, she had been obliged, one after another, to let the old +interests go. Except the drawing. That was good enough to bring her a +little money, as an illustrator, designer of Christmas cards, etc.; and +she filled most of her spare time with it. + +But now she feverishly looked out some of her old books--Pater's +"Studies," a volume of Huxley's Essays, "Shelley" and "Keats" in the +"Men of Letters" series. She borrowed two or three of the political +biographies with which Arthur's shelves were crowded, having all the +while, however, the dispiriting conviction that Lady Dunstable had been +dandled on the knees of every English Prime Minister since her birth, +and had been the blood relation of all of them, except perhaps Mr. G., +whose blood no doubt had not been blue enough to entitle him to the +privilege. + +However, she must do her best. She kept these feelings and preparations +entirely secret from Arthur, and she saw the day of the visit dawn in a +mood of mingled expectation and revolt. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +It was a perfect June evening: Doris was seated on one of the spreading +lawns of Crosby Ledgers,--a low Georgian house, much added to at various +times, and now a pleasant medley of pillared verandahs, tiled roofs, +cupolas, and dormer windows, apparently unpretending, but, as many +people knew, one of the most luxurious of English country houses. + +Lady Dunstable, in a flowing dress of lilac crêpe and a large black hat, +had just given Mrs. Meadows a second cup of tea, and was clearly doing +her duty--and showing it--to a guest whose entertainment could not be +trusted to go of itself. The only other persons at the tea-table--the +Meadowses having arrived late--were an elderly man with long Dundreary +whiskers, in a Panama hat and a white waistcoat, and a lady of uncertain +age, plump, kind-eyed, and merry-mouthed, in whom Doris had at once +divined a possible harbour of refuge from the terrors of the situation. +Arthur was strolling up and down the lawn with the Home Secretary, +smoking and chatting--talking indeed nineteen to the dozen, and entirely +at his ease. A few other groups were scattered over the grass; while +girls in white dresses and young men in flannels were playing tennis in +the distance. A lake at the bottom of the sloping garden made light and +space in a landscape otherwise too heavily walled in by thick woodland. +White swans floated on the lake, and the June trees beyond were in their +freshest and proudest leaf. A church tower rose appropriately in a +corner of the park, and on the other side of the deer-fence beyond the +lake a herd of red deer were feeding. Doris could not help feeling as +though the whole scene had been lately painted for a new "high life" +play at the St. James's Theatre, and she half expected to see Sir George +Alexander walk out of the bushes. + +"I suppose, Mrs. Meadows, you have been helping your husband with his +lectures?" said Lady Dunstable, a little languidly, as though the heat +oppressed her. She was making play with a cigarette and her half-shut +eyes were fixed on the "lion's" wife. The eyes fascinated Doris. Surely +they were artificially blackened, above and below? And the lips--had art +been delicately invoked, or was Nature alone responsible? + +"I copy things for Arthur," said Doris. "Unfortunately, I can't type." + +At the sound of the young and musical voice, the gentleman with the +Dundreary whiskers--Sir Luke Malford--who had seemed half asleep, turned +sharply to look at the speaker. Doris too was in a white dress, of the +simplest stuff and make; but it became her. So did the straw hat, with +its wreath of wild roses, which she had trimmed herself that morning. +There was not the slightest visible sign of tremor in the young woman; +and Sir Luke's inner mind applauded her. + +"No fool!--and a lady," he thought. "Let's see what Rachel will make of +her." + +"Then you don't help him in the writing?" said Lady Dunstable, still +with the same detached air. Doris laughed. + +"I don't know what Arthur would say if I proposed it. He never lets +anybody go near him when he's writing." + +"I see; like all geniuses, he's dangerous on the loose." Was Lady +Dunstable's smile just touched with sarcasm? "Well!--has the success of +the lectures surprised you?" + +Doris pondered. + +"No," she said at last, "not really. I always thought Arthur had it in +him." + +"But you hardly expected such a run--such an excitement!" + +"I don't know," said Doris, coolly. "I think I did--sometimes. The +question is how long it will last." + +She looked, smiling, at her interrogator. + +The gentleman with the whiskers stooped across the table. + +"Oh, nothing lasts in this world. But that of course is what makes a +good time so good." + +Doris turned towards him--demurring--for the sake of conversation. "I +never could understand how Cinderella enjoyed the ball." + +"For thinking of the clock?" laughed Sir Luke. "No, no!--you can't mean +that. It's the expectation of the clock that doubles the pleasure. Of +course you agree, Rachel!"--he turned to her--"else why did you read me +that very doleful poem yesterday, on this very theme?--that it's only +the certainty of death that makes life agreeable? By the way, George +Eliot had said it before!" + +"The poem was by a friend of mine," said Lady Dunstable, coldly. "I read +it to you to see how it sounded. But I thought it poor stuff." + +"How unkind of you! The man who wrote it says he lives upon your +friendship." + +"That, perhaps, is why he's so thin." + +Sir Luke laughed again. + +"To be sure, I saw the poor man--after you had talked to him the other +night--going to Dunstable to be consoled. Poor George! he's always +healing the wounds you make." + +"Of course. That's why I married him. George says all the civil things. +That sets me free to do the rude ones." + +"Rachel!" The exclamation came from the plump lady opposite, who was +smiling broadly, and showing some very white teeth. A signal passed from +her eyes to those of Doris, as though to say "Don't be alarmed!" + +But Doris was not at all alarmed. She was eagerly watching Lady +Dunstable, as one watches for the mannerisms of some well-known +performer. Sir Luke perceived it, and immediately began to show off his +hostess by one of the sparring matches that were apparently frequent +between them. They fell to discussing a party of guests--landowners from +a neighbouring estate--who seemed to have paid a visit to Crosby Ledgers +the day before. Lady Dunstable had not enjoyed them, and her tongue on +the subject was sharpness itself, restrained by none of the ordinary +compunctions. "Is this how she talks about all her guests--on Monday +morning?" thought Doris, with quickened pulse as the biting sentences +flew about. + +... "Mr. Worthing? Why did he marry her? Oh, because he wanted a stuffed +goose to sit by the fire while he went out and amused himself.... Why +did she marry him? Ah, that's more difficult to answer. Is one obliged +to credit Mrs. Worthing with any reasons--on any subject? However, I +like Mr. Worthing--he's what men ought to be." + +"And that is--?" Doris ventured to put in. + +"Just--men," said Lady Dunstable, shortly. + +Sir Luke laughed over his cigarette. + +"That you may fool them? Well, Rachel, all the same, you would die of +Worthing's company in a month." + +"I shouldn't die," said Lady Dunstable, quietly. "I should murder." + +"Hullo, what's my wife talking about?" said a bluff and friendly voice. +Doris looked up to see a handsome man with grizzled hair approaching. + +"Mrs. Meadows? How do you do? What a beautiful evening you've brought! +Your husband and I have been having a jolly talk. My word!--he's a +clever chap. Let me congratulate you on the lectures. Biggest success +known in recent days!" + +Doris beamed upon her host, well pleased, and he settled down beside +her, doing his kind best to entertain her. In him, all those protective +feelings towards a stranger, in which his wife appeared to be +conspicuously lacking, were to be discerned on first acquaintance. Doris +was practically sure that his inner mind was thinking--"Poor little +thing!--knows nobody here. Rachel's been scaring her. Must look after +her!" + +And look after her he did. He was by no means an amusing companion. +Lazy, gentle, and ineffective, Doris quickly perceived that he was +entirely eclipsed by his wife, who, now that she was relieved of Mrs. +Meadows, was soon surrounded by a congenial company--the Home Secretary, +one or two other politicians, the old General, a literary Dean, Lord +Staines, a great racing man, Arthur Meadows, and one or two more. The +talk became almost entirely political--with a dash of literature. Doris +saw at once that Lady Dunstable was the centre of it, and she was not +long in guessing that it was for this kind of talk that people came to +Crosby Ledgers. Lady Dunstable, it seemed, was capable of talking like a +man with men, and like a man of affairs with the men of affairs. Her +political knowledge was astonishing; so, evidently, was her background +of family and tradition, interwoven throughout with English political +history. English statesmen had not only dandled her, they had taught +her, walked with her, written to her, and--no doubt--flirted with her. +Doris, as she listened to her, disliked her heartily, and at the same +time could not help being thrilled by so much knowledge, so much contact +with history in the making, and by such a masterful way, in a woman, +with the great ones of the earth. "What a worm she must think me!" +thought Doris--"what a worm she _does_ think me--and the likes of me!" + +At the same time, the spectator must needs admit there was something +else in Lady Dunstable's talk than mere intelligence or mere +mannishness. There was undoubtedly something of "the good fellow," and, +through all her hard hitting, a curious absence--in conversation--of the +personal egotism she was quite ready to show in all the trifles of life. +On the present occasion her main object clearly was to bring out Arthur +Meadows--the new captive of her bow and spear; to find out what was in +him; to see if he was worthy of her inner circle. Throwing all +compliment aside, she attacked him hotly on certain statements--certain +estimates--in his lectures. Her knowledge was personal; the knowledge of +one whose father had sat in Dizzy's latest Cabinet, while, through the +endless cousinship of the English landed families, she was as much +related to the Whig as to the Tory leaders of the past. She talked +familiarly of "Uncle This" or "Cousin That," who had been apparently the +idols of her nursery before they had become the heroes of England; and +Meadows had much ado to defend himself against her store of anecdote and +reminiscence. "Unfair!" thought Doris, breathlessly watching the contest +of wits. "Oh, if she weren't a woman, Arthur could easily beat her!" + +But she was a woman, and not at all unwilling, when hard pressed, to +take advantage of that fact. + +All the same, Meadows was stirred to most unwonted efforts. He proved to +be an antagonist worth her steel; and Doris's heart swelled with secret +pride as she saw how all the other voices died down, how more and more +people came up to listen, even the young men and maidens,--throwing +themselves on the grass, around the two disputants. Finally Lady +Dunstable carried off the honours. Had she not seen Lord Beaconsfield +twice during the fatal week of his last general election, when England +turned against him, when his great rival triumphed, and all was lost? +Had he not talked to her, as great men will talk to the young and +charming women whose flatteries soften their defeats; so that, from the +wings, she had seen almost the last of that well-graced actor, caught +his last gestures and some of his last words? + +"Brava, brava!" said Meadows, when the story ceased, although it had +been intended to upset one of his own most brilliant generalisations; +and a sound of clapping hands went round the circle. Lady Dunstable, a +little flushed and panting, smiled and was silent. Meadows, meanwhile, +was thinking--"How often has she told that tale? She has it by heart. +Every touch in it has been sharpened a dozen times. All the same--a +wonderful performance!" + +Lord Dunstable, meanwhile, sat absolutely silent, his hat on the back +of his head, his attention fixed on his wife. As the group broke up, and +the chairs were pushed back, he said in Doris's ear--"Isn't she an +awfully clever woman, my wife?" + +Before Doris could answer, she heard Lady Dunstable carelessly--but none +the less peremptorily--inviting her women guests to see their rooms. +Doris walked by her hostess's side towards the house. Every trace of +animation and charm had now vanished from that lady's manner. She was as +languid and monosyllabic as before, and Doris could only feel once again +that while her clever husband was an eagerly welcomed guest, she herself +could only expect to reckon as his appendage--a piece of family luggage. + +Lady Dunstable threw open the door of a spacious bedroom. "No doubt you +will wish to rest till dinner," she said, severely. "And of course your +maid will ask for what she wants." At the word "maid," did Doris dream +it, or was there a satiric gleam in the hard black eyes? "Pretender," it +seemed to say--and Doris's conscience admitted the charge. + +And indeed the door had no sooner closed on Lady Dunstable before an +agitated knock announced Jane--in tears. + +She stood opposite her mistress in desperation. + +"Please, ma'am--I'll have to have an evening dress--or I can't go in to +supper!" + +"What on earth do you mean?" said Doris, staring at her. + +"Every maid in this 'ouse, ma'am, 'as got to dress for supper. The maids +go in the 'ousekeeper's room, an' they've all on 'em got dresses +V-shaped, or cut square, or something. This black dress, ma'am, won't do +at all. So I can't have no supper. I couldn't dream, ma'am, of goin' in +different to the others!" + +"You silly creature!" said Doris, springing up. "Look here--I'll lend +you my spare blouse. You can turn it in at the neck, and wear my white +scarf. You'll be as smart as any of them!" + +And half laughing, half compassionate, she pulled her blouse out of the +box, adjusted the white scarf to it herself, and sent the bewildered +Jane about her business, after having shown her first how to unpack her +mistress's modest belongings, and strictly charged her to return half an +hour before dinner. "Of course I shall dress myself,--but you may as +well have a lesson." + +The girl went, and Doris was left stormily wondering why she had been +such a fool as to bring her. Then her sense of humour conquered, and her +brow cleared. She went to the open window and stood looking over the +park beyond. Sunset lay broad and rich over the wide stretches of grass, +and on the splendid oaks lifting their dazzling leaf to the purest of +skies. The roses in the garden sent up their scent, there was a plashing +of water from an invisible fountain, and the deer beyond the fence +wandered in and out of the broad bands of shadow drawn across the park. +Doris's young feet fidgeted under her. She longed to be out exploring +the woods and the lake. Why was she immured in this stupid room, to +which Lady Dunstable had conducted her with a chill politeness which had +said plainly enough "Here you are--and here you stay!--till dinner!" + +"If I could only find a back-staircase," she thought, "I would soon be +enjoying myself! Arthur, lucky wretch, said something about playing +golf. No!--there he is!" + +And sure enough, on the farthest edge of the lawn going towards the +park, she saw two figures walking--Lady Dunstable and Arthur! "Deep in +talk of course--having the best of times--while I am shut up +here--half-past six!--on a glorious evening!" The reflection, however, +was, on the whole, good-humoured. She did not feel, as yet, either +jealous or tragic. Some day, she supposed, if it was to be her lot to +visit country houses, she would get used to their ways. For Arthur, of +course, it was useful--perhaps necessary--to be put through his paces by +a woman like Lady Dunstable. "And he can hold his own. But for me? I +contribute nothing. I don't belong to them--they don't want me--and what +use have I for them?" + +Her meditations, however, were here interrupted by a knock. On her +saying "Come in"--the door opened cautiously to admit the face of the +substantial lady, Miss Field, to whom Doris had been introduced at the +tea-table. + +"Are you resting?" said Miss Field, "or only 'interned'?" + +"Oh, please come in!" cried Doris. "I never was less tired in my life." + +Miss Field entered, and took the armchair that Doris offered her, +fronting the open window and the summer scene. Her face would have +suited the Muse of Mirth, if any Muse is ever forty years of age. The +small, up-turned nose and full red lips were always smiling; so were the +eyes; and the fair skin and still golden hair, the plump figure and gay +dress of flower-sprigged muslin, were all in keeping with the part. + +"You have never seen my cousin before?" she inquired. + +"Lady Dunstable? Is she your cousin?" + +Miss Field nodded. "My first cousin. And I spend a great part of the +year here, helping in different ways. Rachel can't do without me now, so +I'm able to keep her in order. Don't ever be shy with her! Don't ever +let her think she frightens you!--those are the two indispensable rules +here." + +"I'm afraid I should break them," said Doris, slowly. "She does +frighten me--horribly!" + +"Ah, well, you didn't show it--that's the chief thing. You know she's a +much more human creature than she seems." + +"Is she?" Doris's eyes pursued the two distant figures in the park. + +"You'd think, for instance, that Lord Dunstable was just a cipher? Not +at all. He's the real authority here, and when he puts his foot down +Rachel always gives in. But of course she's stood in the way of his +career." + +Doris shrank a little from these indiscretions. But she could not keep +her curiosity out of her eyes, and Miss Field smilingly answered it. + +"She's absorbed him so! You see he watches her all the time. She's like +an endless play to him. He really doesn't care for anything else--he +doesn't want anything else. Of course they're very rich. But he might +have done something in politics, if she hadn't been so much more +important than he. And then, naturally, she's made enemies--powerful +enemies. Her friends come here of course--her old cronies--the people +who can put up with her. They're devoted to her. And the young +people--the very modern ones--who think nice manners 'early Victorian,' +and like her rudeness for the sake of her cleverness. But the +rest!--What do you think she did at one of these parties last year?" + +Doris could not help wishing to know. + +"She took a fancy to ask a girl near here--the daughter of a clergyman, +a great friend of Lord Dunstable's, to come over for the Sunday. Lord +Dunstable had talked of the girl, and Rachel's always on the look-out +for cleverness; she hunts it like a hound! She met the young woman too +somewhere, and got the impression--I can't say how--that she would 'go.' +So on the Saturday morning she went over in her pony-carriage--broke in +on the little Rectory like a hurricane--of course you know the people +about here regard her as something semi-divine!--and told the girl she +had come to take her back to Crosby Ledgers for the Sunday. So the poor +child packed up, all in a flutter, and they set off together in the +pony-carriage--six miles. And by the time they had gone four Rachel had +discovered she had made a mistake--that the girl wasn't clever, and +would add nothing to the party. So she quietly told her that she was +afraid, after all, the party wouldn't suit her. And then she turned the +pony's head, and drove her straight home again!" + +"Oh!" cried Doris, her cheeks red, her eyes aflame. + +"Brutal, wasn't it?" said the other. "All the same, there are fine +things in Rachel. And in one point she's the most vulnerable of women!" + +"Her son?" Doris ventured. + +Miss Field shrugged her shoulders. + +"He doesn't drink--he doesn't gamble--he doesn't spend money--he doesn't +run away with other people's wives. He's just nothing!--just incurably +empty and idle. He comes here very little. His mother terrifies him. And +since he was twenty-one he has a little money of his own. He hangs about +in studios and theatres. His mother doesn't know any of his friends. +What she suffers--poor Rachel! She'd have given everything in the world +for a brilliant son. But you can't wonder. She's like some strong plant +that takes all the nourishment out of the ground, so that the plants +near it starve. She can't help it. She doesn't mean to be a vampire!" + +Doris hardly knew what to say. Somehow she wished the vampire were not +walking with Arthur! That, however, was not a sentiment easily +communicable; and she was just turning it into something else when Miss +Field said--abruptly, like someone coming to the real point-- + +"Does your husband like her?" + +"Why yes, of course!" stammered Doris. "She's been awfully kind to us +about the lectures, and--he loves arguing with her." + +"She loves arguing with _him_!" 'said Miss Field triumphantly. "She +lives just for such half-hours as that she gave us on the lawn after +tea--and all owing to him--he was so inspiring, so stimulating. Oh, +you'll see, she'll take you up tremendously--if you want to be taken +up!" + +The smiling blue eyes looked gaily into Doris's puzzled countenance. +Evidently the speaker was much amused by the Meadowses' situation--more +amused than her sense of politeness allowed her to explain. Doris was +conscious of a vague resentment. + +"I'm afraid I don't see what Lady Dunstable will get out of me," she +said, drily. + +Miss Field raised her eyebrows. + +"Are you going then to let him come here alone? She'll be always asking +you! Oh, you needn't be afraid--" and this most candid of cousins +laughed aloud. "Rachel isn't a flirt--except of the intellectual kind. +But she takes possession--she sticks like a limpet." + +There was a pause. Then Miss Field added: + +"You mustn't think it odd that I say these things about Rachel. I have +to explain her to people. She's not like anybody else." + +Doris did not quite see the necessity, but she kept the reflection to +herself, and Miss Field passed lightly to the other guests--Sir Luke, a +tame cat of the house, who quarrelled with Lady Dunstable once a month, +vowed he would never come near her again, and always reappeared; the +Dean, who in return for a general submission, was allowed to scold her +occasionally for her soul's health; the politicians whom she could not +do without, who were therefore handled more gingerly than the rest; the +military and naval men who loved Dunstable and put up with his wife for +his sake; and the young people--nephews and nieces and cousins--who +liked an unconventional hostess without any foolish notions of +chaperonage, and always enjoyed themselves famously at Crosby Ledgers. + +"Now then," said Miss Field, rising at last, "I think you have the +_carte du pays_--and there they are, coming back." She pointed to +Meadows and Lady Dunstable, crossing the lawn. "Whatever you do, hold +your own. If you don't want to play games, don't play them. If you want +to go to church to-morrow, go to church. Lady Dunstable of course is a +heathen. And now perhaps, you might _really_ rest." + +"Such a jolly walk!" said Meadows, entering his wife's room flushed +with exercise and pleasure. "The place is divine, and really Lady +Dunstable is uncommonly good talk. Hope you haven't been dull, dear?" + +Doris replied, laughing, that Miss Field had taken pity on what would +otherwise have been solitary confinement, and that now it was time to +dress. Meadows kissed her absently, and, with his head evidently still +full of his walk, went to his dressing-room. When he reappeared, it was +to find Doris attired in a little black gown, with which he was already +too familiar. She saw at once the dissatisfaction in his face. + +"I can't help it!" she said, with emphasis. "I did my best with it, +Arthur, but I'm not a genius at dressmaking. Never mind. Nobody will +take any notice of me." + +He quite crossly rebuked her. She really must spend more on her dress. +It was unseemly--absurd. She looked as nice as anybody when she was +properly got up. + +"Well, don't buy any more copper coal-scuttles!" she said slyly, as she +straightened his tie, and dropped a kiss on his chin. "Then we'll see." + +They went down to dinner, and on the staircase Meadows turned to say to +his wife in a lowered voice: + +"Lady Dunstable wants me to go to them in Scotland--for two or three +weeks. I dare say I could do some work." + +"Oh, does she?" said Doris. + + * * * * * + +What perversity drove Lady Dunstable during the evening and the Sunday +that followed to match every attention that was lavished on Arthur +Meadows by some slight to his wife, will never be known. But the fact +was patent. Throughout the diversions or occupations of the forty-eight +hours' visit, Mrs. Meadows was either ignored, snubbed, or +contradicted. Only Arthur Meadows, indeed, measuring himself with +delight, for the first time, against some of the keenest brains in the +country, failed to see it. His blindness allowed Lady Dunstable to run a +somewhat dangerous course, unchecked. She risked alienating a man whom +she particularly wished to attract; she excited a passion of antagonism +in Doris's generally equable breast, and was quite aware of it. +Notwithstanding, she followed her whim; and by the Sunday evening there +existed between the great lady and her guest a state of veiled war, in +which the strokes were by no means always to the advantage of Lady +Dunstable. + +Doris, for instance, with other guests, expressed a wish to attend +morning service on Sunday at a famous cathedral some three miles away. +Lady Dunstable immediately announced that everybody who wished to go to +church would go to the village church within the park, for which alone +carriages would be provided. Then Doris and Sir Luke combined, and +walked to the cathedral, three miles there and three miles back--to the +huge delight of the other and more docile guests. Sunday evening, again, +was devastated by what were called "games" at Crosby Ledgers. "Gad, if I +wouldn't sooner go in for the Indian Civil again!" said Sir Luke. Doris, +with the most ingratiating manner, but quite firmly, begged to be +excused. Lady Dunstable bit her lip, and presently, _à propos de +bottes_, launched some observations on the need of co-operation in +society. It was shirking--refusing to take a hand, to do one's +best--false shame, indeed!--that ruined English society and English +talk. Let everybody take a lesson from the French! After which the lists +were opened, so to speak, and Lady Dunstable, Meadows, the Dean, and +about half the young people produced elegant pieces of translation, +astounding copies of impromptu verse, essays in all the leading styles +of the day, and riddles by the score. The Home Secretary, who had been +lassoed by his hostess, escaped towards the middle of the ordeal, and +wandered sadly into a further room where Doris sat chatting with Lord +Dunstable. He was carrying various slips of paper in his hand, and asked +her distractedly if she could throw any light on the question--"Why is +Lord Salisbury like a poker?" + +"I can't think of anything to say," he said helplessly, "except 'because +they are both upright.' And here's another--'Why is the Pope like a +thermometer?' I did see some light on that!" His countenance cheered a +little. "Would this do? 'Because both are higher in Italy than in +England.' Not very good!--but I must think of something." + +Doris put her wits to his. Between them they polished the riddle; but by +the time it was done the Home Secretary had begun to find Meadows's +little wife, whose existence he had not noticed hitherto, more agreeable +than Lady Dunstable's table with its racked countenances, and its too +ample supply of pencils and paper. A deadly crime! When Lady Dunstable, +on the stroke of midnight, swept through the rooms to gather her guests +for bed, she cast a withering glance on Doris and her companion. + +"So you despised our little amusements?" she said, as she handed Mrs. +Meadows her candle. + +"I wasn't worthy of them," smiled Doris, in reply. + + * * * * * + +"Well, I call that a delightful visit!" said Meadows as the train next +morning pulled out of the Crosby Ledgers station for London. "I feel +freshened up all over." + +Doris looked at him with rather mocking eyes, but said nothing. She +fully recognised, however, that Arthur would have been an ungrateful +wretch if he had not enjoyed it. Lady Dunstable had been, so to speak, +at his feet, and all her little court had taken their cue from her. He +had been flattered, drawn out, and shown off to his heart's content, and +had been most naturally and humanly happy. "And I," thought Doris with +sudden repentance, "was just a spiky, horrid little toad! What was wrong +with me?" She was still searching, when Meadows said reproachfully: + +"I thought, darling, you might have taken a little more trouble to make +friends with Lady Dunstable. However, that'll be all right. I told her, +of course, we should be delighted to go to Scotland." + +"Arthur!" cried Doris, aghast. "Three weeks! I couldn't, Arthur! Don't +ask me!" + +"And, pray, why?" he angrily inquired. + +"Because--oh, Arthur, don't you understand? She is a man's woman. She +took a particular dislike to me, and I just had to be stubborn and +thorny to get on at all. I'm awfully sorry--but I _couldn't_ stay with +her, and I'm certain you wouldn't be happy either." + +"I should be perfectly happy," said Meadows, with vehemence. "And so +would you, if you weren't so critical and censorious. Anyway"--his +Jove-like mouth shut firmly--"I have promised." + +"You couldn't promise for me!" cried Doris, holding her head very high. + +"Then you'll have to let me go without you?" + +"Which, of course, was what you swore not to do!" she said, provokingly. +"I thought my wife was a reasonable woman! Lady Dunstable rouses all my +powers; she gives me ideas which may be most valuable. It is to the +interest of both of us that I should keep up my friendship with her." + +"Then keep it up," said Doris, her cheeks aflame. "But you won't want +me to help you, Arthur." + +He cried out that it was only pride and conceit that made her behave so. +In her heart of hearts, Doris mostly agreed with him. But she wouldn't +confess it, and it was presently understood between them that Meadows +would duly accept the Dunstables' invitation for August, and that Doris +would stay behind. + +After which, Doris looked steadily out of the window for the rest of the +journey, and could not at all conceal from herself that she had never +felt more miserable in her life. The only person in the trio who +returned to the Kensington house entirely happy was Jane, who spent the +greater part of the day in describing to Martha, the cook-general, the +glories of Crosby Ledgers, and her own genteel appearance in Mrs. +Meadows's blouse. + + + + +PART II + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +During the weeks that followed the Meadowses' first visit to Crosby +Ledgers, Doris's conscience was by no means asleep on the subject of +Lady Dunstable. She felt that her behaviour in that lady's house, and +the sudden growth in her own mind of a quite unmanageable dislike, were +not to be defended in one who prided herself on a general temper of +coolness and common sense, who despised the rancour and whims of other +women, hated scenes, and had always held jealousy to be the smallest and +most degrading of passions. Why not laugh at what was odious, show +oneself superior to personal slights, and enjoy what could be enjoyed? +And above all, why grudge Arthur a woman friend? + +None of these arguments, however, availed at all to reconcile Doris to +the new intimacy growing under her eyes. The Dunstables came to town, +and invitations followed. Mr. and Mrs. Meadows were asked to a large +dinner-party, and Doris held her peace and went. She found herself at +the end of a long table with an inarticulate schoolboy of seventeen, a +ward of Lord Dunstable's, on her left, and with an elderly colonel on +her right, who, after a little cool examination of her through an +eyeglass, decided to devote himself to the _débutante_ on his other +side, a Lady Rosamond, who was ready to chatter hunting and horses to +him through the whole of dinner. The girl was not pretty, but she was +fresh and gay, and Doris, tired with "much serving," envied her spirits, +her evident assumption that the world only existed for her to +laugh and ride in, her childish unspoken claim to the best of +everything--clothes, food, amusements, lovers. Doris on her side made +valiant efforts with the schoolboy. She liked boys, and prided herself +on getting on with them. But this specimen had no conversation--at any +rate for the female sex--and apparently only an appetite. He ate +steadily through the dinner, and seemed rather to resent Doris's +attempts to distract him from the task. So that presently Doris found +herself reduced to long tracts of silence, when her fan was her only +companion, and the watching of other people her only amusement. + +Lord and Lady Dunstable faced each other at the sides of the table, +which was purposely narrow, so that talk could pass across it. Lady +Dunstable sat between an Ambassador and a Cabinet Minister, but Meadows +was almost directly opposite to her, and it seemed to be her chief +business to make him the hero of the occasion. It was she who drew him +into political or literary discussion with the Cabinet Minister, so that +the neighbours of each stayed their own talk to listen; she who would +insist on his repeating "that story you told me at Crosby Ledgers;" who +attacked him abruptly--rudely even, as she had done in the country--so +that he might defend himself; and when he had slipped into all her traps +one after the other, would fall back in her chair with a little +satisfied smile. Doris, silent and forgotten, could not keep her eyes +for long from the two distant figures--from this new Arthur, and the +sallow-faced, dark-eyed witch who had waved her wand over him. + +_Wasn't_ she glad to see her husband courted--valued as he +deserved--borne along the growing stream of fame? What matter, if she +could only watch him from the bank?--and if the impetuous stream were +carrying him away from her? No! She wasn't glad. Some cold and deadly +thing seemed to be twining about her heart. Were they leaving the dear, +poverty-stricken, debt-pestered life behind for ever, in which, after +all, they had been so happy: she, everything to Arthur, and he, so +dependent upon her? No doubt she had been driven to despair, often, by +his careless, shiftless ways; she had thirsted for success and money; +just money enough, at least, to get along with. And now success had +come, and money was coming. And here she was, longing for the old, hard, +struggling past--hating the advent of the new and glittering future. As +she sat at Lady Dunstable's table, she seemed to see the little room in +their Kensington house, with the big hole in the carpet, the piles of +papers and books, the reading-lamp that would smoke, her work-basket, +the house-books, Arthur pulling contentedly at his pipe, the +fire crackling between them, his shabby coat, her shabby +dress--Bliss!--compared to this splendid scene, with the great Vandycks +looking down on the dinner-table, the crowd of guests and servants, the +costly food, the dresses, and the diamonds--with, in the distance, _her_ +Arthur, divided, as it seemed, from her by a growing chasm, never +remembering to throw her a look or a smile, drinking in a tide of +flattery he would once have been the first to scorn, captured, +exhibited, befooled by an unscrupulous, egotistical woman, who would +drop him like a squeezed orange when he had ceased to amuse her. And the +worst of it was that the woman was not a mere pretender! She had a fine, +hard brain,--"as good as Arthur's--nearly--and he knows it. It is that +which attracts him--and excites him. I can mend his socks; I can listen +while he reads; and he used to like it when I praised. Now, what I say +will never matter to him any more; that was just sentiment and nonsense; +now, he only wants to know what _she_ says;--that's business! He writes +with her in his mind--and when he has finished something he sends it off +to her, straight. I may see it when all the world may--but she has the +first-fruits!" + +And in poor Doris's troubled mind the whole scene--save the two central +figures, Lady Dunstable and Arthur--seemed to melt away. She was not the +first wife, by a long way, into whose quiet breast Lady Dunstable had +dropped these seeds of discord. She knew it well by report; but it was +hateful, both to wifely feeling and natural vanity, that _she_ should +now be the victim of the moment, and should know no more than her +predecessors how to defend herself. "Why can't I be cool and +cutting--pay her back when she is rude, and contradict her when she's +absurd? She _is_ absurd often. But I think of the right things to say +just five minutes too late. I have no nerve--that's the point!--only +_l'esprit d'escalier_ to perfection. And she has been trained to this +sort of campaigning from her babyhood. No good growling! I shall never +hold my own!" + +Then, into this despairing mood there dropped suddenly a fragment of her +neighbour, the Colonel's, conversation--"Mrs. So-and-so? Impossible +woman! Oh, one doesn't mind seeing her graze occasionally at the other +end of one's table--as the price of getting her husband, don't you +know?--but--" + +Doris's sudden laugh at the Colonel's elbow startled that gentleman so +that he turned round to look at her. But she was absorbed in the menu, +which she had taken up, and he could only suppose that something in it +amused her. + +A few days later arrived a letter for Meadows, which he handed to his +wife in silence. There had been no further discussion of Lady Dunstable +between them; only a general sense of friction, warnings of hidden fire +on Doris's side, and resentment on his, quite new in their relation to +each other. Meadows clearly thought that his wife was behaving very +badly. Lady Dunstable's efforts on his behalf had already done him +substantial service; she had introduced him to all kinds of people +likely to help him, intellectually and financially; and to help him was +to help Doris. Why would she be such a little fool? So unlike her, +too!--sensible, level-headed creature that she generally was. But he was +afraid of losing his own temper, if he argued with her. And indeed his +lazy easy-goingness loathed argument of this domestic sort, loathed +scenes, loathed doing anything disagreeable that could be put off. + +But here was Lady Dunstable's letter: + + Dear Mr. Arthur,--Will your wife forgive me if I ask you to come to + a tiny _men's_ dinner-party next Friday at 8.15--to meet the + President of the Duma, and another Russian, an intimate friend of + Tolstoy's? All males, but myself! So I hope Mrs. Meadows will let + you come. + + Yours sincerely, + RACHEL DUNSTABLE. + + +"Of course, I won't go if you don't like it, Doris," said Meadows with +the smile of magnanimity. + +"I thought you were angry with me--once--for even suggesting that you +might!" Doris's tone was light, but not pleasing to a husband's ears. +She was busy at the moment in packing up the American proofs of the +Disraeli lecture, which at last with infinite difficulty she had +persuaded Meadows to correct and return. + +"Well--but of course--this is exceptional!" said Meadows, pacing up and +down irresolutely. + +"Everything's exceptional--in that quarter," said Doris, in the same +tone. "Oh, go, of course!--it would be a thousand pities not to go." + +Meadows at once took her at her word. That was the first of a series of +"male" dinners, to which, however, it seemed to Doris, if one might +judge from Arthur's accounts, that a good many female exceptions were +admitted, no doubt by way of proving the rule. And during July, Meadows +lunched in town--in the lofty regions of St. James's or Mayfair--with +other enthusiastic women admirers, most of them endowed with long purses +and long pedigrees, at least three or four times a week. Doris was +occasionally asked and sometimes went. But she was suffering all the +time from an initial discouragement and depression, which took away +self-reliance, and left her awkwardly conscious. She struggled, but in +vain. The world into which Arthur was being so suddenly swept was +strange to her, and in many ways antipathetic; but had she been happy +and in spirits she could have grappled with it, or rather she could have +lost herself in Arthur's success. Had she not always been his slave? +But she was not happy! In their obscure days she had been Arthur's best +friend, as well as his wife. And it was the old comradeship which was +failing her; encroached upon, filched from her, by other women; and +especially by this exacting, absorbing woman, whose craze for Arthur +Meadows's society was rapidly becoming an amusement and a scandal even +to those well acquainted with her previous records of the same sort. + + * * * * * + +The end of July arrived. The Dunstables left town. At a concert, for +which she had herself sent them tickets, Lady Dunstable met Doris and +her husband, the night before she departed. + +"In ten days we shall expect you at Pitlochry," she said, smiling, to +Arthur Meadows, as she swept past them in the corridor. Then, pausing, +she held out a perfunctory hand to Doris. + +"And we really can't persuade you to come too?" + +The tone was careless and patronising. It brought the sudden red to +Doris's cheek. For one moment she was tempted to say--"Thank you--since +you are so kind--after all, why not?"--just that she might see the +change in those large, malicious eyes--might catch their owner unawares, +for once. But, as usual, nerve failed her. She merely said that her +drawing would keep her all August in town; and that London, empty, was +the best possible place for work. Lady Dunstable nodded and passed on. + +The ten days flew. Meadows, kept to it by Doris, was very busy preparing +another lecture for publication in an English review. Doris, meanwhile, +got his clothes ready, and affected a uniformly cheerful and indifferent +demeanour. On Arthur's last evening at home, however, he came suddenly +into the sitting-room, where Doris was sewing on some final buttons, and +after fidgeting about a little, with occasional glances at his wife, he +said abruptly: + +"I say, Doris, I won't go if you're going to take it like this." + +She turned upon him. + +"Like what?" + +"Oh, don't pretend!" was the impatient reply. "You know very well that +you hate my going to Scotland!" + +Doris, all on edge, and smarting under the too Jovian look and frown +with which he surveyed her from the hearthrug, declared that, as it was +not a case of her going to Scotland, but of his, she was entirely +indifferent. If he enjoyed it, he was quite right to go. _She_ was going +to enjoy her work in Uncle Charles's studio. + +Meadows broke out into an angry attack on her folly and unkindness. But +the more he lost his temper, the more provokingly Doris kept hers. She +sat there, surrounded by his socks and shirts, a trim, determined little +figure--declining to admit that she was angry, or jealous, or offended, +or anything of the kind. Would he please come upstairs and give her his +last directions about his packing? She thought she had put everything +ready; but there were just a few things she was doubtful about. + +And all the time she seemed to be watching another Doris--a creature +quite different from her real self. What had come over her? If anybody +had told her beforehand that she could ever let slip her power over her +own will like this, ever become possessed with this silent, obstinate +demon of wounded love and pride, never would she have believed them! She +moved under its grip like an automaton. She would not quarrel with +Arthur. But as no soft confession was possible, and no mending or +undoing of what had happened, to laugh her way through the difficult +hours was all that remained. So that whenever Meadows renewed the +attempt to "have it out," he was met by renewed evasion and "chaff" on +Doris's side, till he could only retreat with as much offended dignity +as she allowed him. + +It was after midnight before she had finished his packing. Then, bidding +him a smiling good night, she fell asleep--apparently--as soon as her +head touched the pillow. + +The next morning, early, she stood on the steps waving farewell to +Arthur, without a trace of ill-humour. And he, though vaguely +uncomfortable, had submitted at last to what he felt was her fixed +purpose of avoiding a scene. Moreover, the "eternal child" in him, which +made both his charm and his weakness, had already scattered his +compunctions of the preceding day, and was now aglow with the sheer joy +of holiday and change. He had worked very hard, he had had a great +success, and now he was going to live for three weeks in the lap of +luxury; intellectual luxury first and foremost--good talk, good company, +an abundance of books for rainy days; but with the addition of a supreme +_chef_, Lord Dunstable's champagne, and all the amenities of one of the +best moors in Scotland. + +Doris went back into the house, and, Arthur being no longer in the +neighbourhood, allowed herself a few tears. She had never felt so lonely +in her life, nor so humiliated. "My moral character is gone," she said +to herself. "I have no moral character. I thought I was a sensible, +educated woman; and I am just an ''Arriet,' in a temper with her +''Arry.' Well--courage! Three weeks isn't long. Who can say that Arthur +mayn't come back disillusioned? Rachel Dunstable is a born tyrant. If, +instead of flattering him, she begins to bully him, strange things may +happen!" + +The first week of solitude she spent in household drudgery. Bills had to +be paid, and there was now mercifully a little money to pay them with. +Though it was August, the house was to be "spring-cleaned," and Doris +had made a compact with her sulky maids that when it began she would do +no more than sleep and breakfast at home. She would spend her days in +the Campden Hill studio, and sup on a tray--anywhere. On these terms, +they grudgingly allowed her to occupy her own house. + +The studio in which she worked was on the top of Campden Hill, and +opened into one of the pleasant gardens of that neighbourhood. Her +uncle, Charles Bentley, an elderly Academician, with an ugly, humorous +face, red hair, red eyebrows, a black skull-cap, and a general weakness +for the female sex, was very fond of his niece Doris, and inclined to +think her a neglected and underrated wife. He was too fond of his own +comfort, however, to let Meadows perceive this opinion of his; still +less did he dare express it to Doris. All he could do was to befriend +her and make her welcome at the studio, to advise her about her +illustrations, and correct her drawing when it needed it. He himself was +an old-fashioned artist, quite content to be "mid" or even "early" +Victorian. He still cultivated the art of historical painting, and was +still as anxious as any contemporary of Frith to tell a story. And as +his manner was no less behind the age than his material, his pictures +remained on his hands, while the "vicious horrors," as they seemed to +him, of the younger school held the field and captured the newspapers. +But as he had some private means, and no kith or kin but his niece, the +indifference of the public to his work caused him little disturbance. +He pleased his own taste, allowing himself a good-natured contempt for +the work which supplanted him, coupled with an ever-generous hand for +any post-Impressionist in difficulties. + +On the August afternoon when Doris, escaping at last from her maids and +her accounts, made her way up to the studio, for some hours' work on the +last three or four illustrations wanted for a Christmas book, Uncle +Charles welcomed her with effusion. + +"Where have you been, child, all this time? I thought you must have +flitted entirely." + +Doris explained--while she set up her easel--that for the first time in +their lives she and Arthur had been seeing something of the great world, +and--mildly--"doing" the season. Arthur was now continuing the season in +Scotland, while she had stayed at home to work and rest. Throughout her +talk, she avoided mentioning the Dunstables. + +"H'm!" said Uncle Charles, "so you've been junketing!" + +Doris admitted it. + +"Did you like it?" + +Doris put on her candid look. + +"I daresay I should have liked it, if I'd made a success of it. Of +course Arthur did." + +"Too much trouble!" said the old painter, shaking his head. "I was in +the swim, as they call it, for a year or two. I might have stayed there, +I suppose, for I could always tell a story, and I wasn't afraid of the +big-wigs. But I couldn't stand it. Dress-clothes are the deuce! And +besides, talk now is not what it used to be. The clever men who can say +smart things are too clever to say them. Nobody wants 'em! So let's +'cultivate our garden,' my dear, and be thankful. I'm beginning a new +picture--and I've found a topping new model. What can a man want more? +Very nice of you to let Arthur go, and have his head. Where is +it?--some smart moor? He'll soon be tired of it." + +Doris laughed, let the question as to the "smart moor" pass, and came +round to look at the new subject that Uncle Charles was laying in. He +explained it to her, well knowing that he spoke to unsympathetic ears, +for whatever Doris might draw for her publishers, she was a passionate +and humble follower of those modern experimentalists who have made the +Slade School famous. The subject was, it seemed, to be a visit paid to +Joanna the mad and widowed mother of Charles V., at Tordesillas, by the +envoys of Henry VII., who were thus allowed by Ferdinand, the Queen's +father, to convince themselves that the Queen's profound melancholia +formed an insuperable barrier to the marriage proposals of the English +King. The figure of the distracted Queen, crouching in white beside a +window from which she could see the tomb of her dead and adored +husband, the Archduke Philip, and some of the splendid figures of the +English embassy, were already sketched. + +"I have been fit to hang myself over her!" said Bentley, pointing to the +Queen. "I tried model after model. At last I've got the very thing! She +comes to-day for the first time. You'll see her! Before she comes, I +must scrape out Joanna, so as to look at the thing quite fresh. But I +daresay I shall only make a few sketches of the lady to-day." + +"Who is she, and where did you get her!" + +Bentley laughed. "You won't like her, my dear! Never mind. Her +appearance is magnificent--whatever her mind and morals may be." + +And he described how he had heard of the lady from an artist friend who +had originally seen her at a music-hall, and had persuaded her to come +and sit to him. The comic haste and relief with which he had now +transferred her to Bentley lost nothing in Bentley's telling. Of course +she had "a fiend of a temper." "Wish you joy of her! Oh, don't ask me +about her! You'll find out for yourself." "I can manage her," said Uncle +Charles tranquilly. "I've had so many of 'em." + +"She is Spanish?" + +"Not at all. She is Italian. That is to say, her mother was a +Neapolitan, the daughter of a jeweller in Hatton Garden, and her father +an English bank clerk. The Neapolitans have a lot of Spanish blood in +them--hence, no doubt, the physique." + +"And she is a professional model!" + +"Nothing of the sort!--though she will probably become one. She is a +writer--Heaven save the mark!--and I have to pay her vast sums to get +her. It is the greatest favour." + +"A _writer_?" + +"Poetess!--and journalist!" said Uncle Charles, enjoying Doris's +puzzled look. "She sent me her poems yesterday. As to journalism"--his +eyes twinkled--"I say nothing--but this. Watch her _hats_! She has the +reputation--in certain circles--of being the best-hatted woman in +London. All this I get from the man who handed her on to me. As I said +to him, it depends on what 'London' you mean." + +"Married?" + +"Oh dear no, though of course she calls herself 'Madame' like the rest +of them--Madame Vavasour. I have reason, however, to believe that her +real name is Flink--Elena Flink. And I should say--very much on the +look-out for a husband; and meanwhile very much courted by boys--who go +to what she calls her 'evenings.' It is odd, the taste that some youths +have for these elderly Circes." + +"Elderly?" said Doris, busy the while with her own preparations. "I was +hoping for something young and beautiful!" + +"Young?--no!--an unmistakable thirty-five. Beautiful? Well, wait till +you see her ... H'm--that shoulder won't do!"--Doris had just placed a +preliminary sketch of one of her "subjects" under his eyes--"and that +bit of perspective in the corner wants a lot of seeing to. Look here!" +The old Academician, brought up in the spirit of Ingres--"le dessin, +c'est la probité!--le dessin, c'est l'honneur!"--fell eagerly to work on +the sketch, and Doris watched. + +They were both absorbed, when there was a knock at the door. Doris +turned hastily, expecting to see the model. Instead of which there +entered, in response to Bentley's "Come in!" a girl of four or five and +twenty, in a blue linen dress and a shady hat, who nodded a quiet "Good +afternoon" to the artist, and proceeded at once with an air of business +to a writing-table at the further end of the studio, covered with +papers. + +"Miss Wigram," said the artist, raising his voice, "let me introduce you +to my niece, Mrs. Meadows." + +The girl rose from her chair again and bowed. Then Doris saw that she +had a charming tired face, beautiful eyes on which she had just placed +spectacles, and soft brown hair framing her thin cheeks. + +"A novelty since you were here," whispered Bentley in Doris's ear. +"She's an accountant--capital girl! Since these Liberal budgets came +along, I can't keep my own accounts, or send in my own income-tax +returns--dash them! So she does the whole business for me--pays +everything--sees to everything--comes once a week. We shall all be run +by the women soon!" + + * * * * * + +The studio had grown very quiet. Through some glass doors open to the +garden came in little wandering winds which played with some loose +papers on the floor, and blew Doris's hair about her eyes as she stooped +over her easel, absorbed in her drawing. Apparently absorbed: her +subliminal mind, at least, was far away, wandering on a craggy Scotch +moor. A lady on a Scotch pony--she understood that Lady Dunstable often +rode with the shooters--and a tall man walking beside her, carrying, not +a gun, but a walking stick:--that was the vision in the crystal. Arthur +was too bad a shot to be tolerated in the Dunstable circle; had indeed +wisely announced from the beginning that he was not to be included among +the guns. All the more time for conversation, the give and take of wits, +the pleasures of the intellectual tilting-ground; the whole watered by +good wine, seasoned with the best of cooking, and lapped in the general +ease of a house where nobody ever thought of such a vulgar thing as +money except to spend it. + +Doris had in general a severe mind as to the rich and aristocratic +classes. Her own hard and thrifty life had disposed her to see them _en +noir_. But the sudden rush of a certain section of them to crowd +Arthur's lectures had been certainly mollifying. If it had not been for +the Vampire, Doris was well aware that her standards might have given +way. + +As it was, Lady Dunstable's exacting ways, her swoop, straight and +fierce, on the social morsel she desired, like that of an eagle on the +sheepfold, had made her, in Doris's sore consciousness, the +representative of thousands more; all greedy, able, domineering, +inevitably getting what they wanted, and more than they deserved; +against whom the starved and virtuous intellectuals of the professional +classes were bound to contend to the death. The story of that poor girl, +that clergyman's daughter, for instance--could anything have been more +insolent--more cruel? Doris burned to avenge her. + +Suddenly--a great clatter and noise in the passage leading from the +small house behind to the studio and garden. + +"Here she is!" + +Uncle Charles sprang up, and reached the studio door just as a shower of +knocks descended upon it from outside. He opened it, and on the +threshold there stood two persons; a stout lady in white, surmounted by +a huge black hat with a hearse-like array of plumes; and, behind her, a +tall and willowy youth, with--so far as could be seen through the chinks +of the hat--a large nose, fair hair, pale blue eyes, and a singular +deficiency of chin. He carried in his arms a tiny black Spitz with a +pink ribbon round its neck. + +The lady looked, frowning, into the interior of the studio. She held in +her hand a very large fan, with the handle of which she had been rapping +the door; and the black feathers with which she was canopied seemed to +be nodding in her eyes. + +"Maestro, you are not alone!" she said in a deep, reproachful voice. + +"My niece, Mrs. Meadows--Madame Vavasour," said Bentley, ushering in the +new-comer. + +Doris turned from her easel and bowed, only to receive a rather scowling +response. + +"And your friend?" As he spoke the artist looked blandly at the young +man. + +"I brought him to amuse me, Maestro. When I am dull my countenance +changes, and you cannot do it justice. He will talk to me--I shall be +animated--and you will profit." + +"Ah, no doubt!" said Bentley, smiling. "And your friend's name?" + +"Herbert Dunstable--Honourable Herbert Dunstable!--Signor Bentley," said +Madame Vavasour, advancing with a stately step into the room, and waving +peremptorily to the young man to follow. + +Doris sat transfixed and staring. Bentley turned to look at his niece, +and their eyes met--his full of suppressed mirth. The son!--the +unsatisfactory son! Doris remembered that his name was Herbert. In the +train of this third-rate sorceress! + +Her thoughts ran excitedly to the distant moors, and that magnificent +lady, with her circle of distinguished persons, holiday-making +statesmen, peers, diplomats, writers, and the like. Here was a humbler +scene! But Doris's fancy at once divined a score of links between it and +the high comedy yonder. + +Meanwhile, at the name of Dunstable, the girl accountant in the distance +had also moved sharply, so as to look at the young man. But in the +bustle of Madame Vavasour's entrance, and her passage to the sitter's +chair, the girl's gesture passed unnoticed. + +"I'm just worn out, Maestro!" said the model languidly, uplifting a +pair of tragic eyes to the artist. "I sat up half the night writing. I +had a subject which tormented me. But I have done something _splendid_! +Isn't it splendid, Herbert?" + +"Ripping!" said the young man, grinning widely. + +"Sit down!" said Madame, with a change of tone. And the youth sat down, +on the very low chair to which she pointed him, doing his best to +dispose of his long legs. + +"Give me the dog!" she commanded. "You have no idea how to hold +him--poor lamb!" + +The dog was handed to her; she took off her enormous hat with many sighs +of fatigue, and then, with the dog on her lap, asked how she was to sit. +Bentley explained that he wished to make a few preliminary sketches of +her head and bust, and proceeded to pose her. She accepted his +directions with a curious pettishness, as though they annoyed her; and +presently complained loudly that the chair was uncomfortable, and the +pose irksome. He handled her, however, with a good-humoured mixture of +flattery and persuasion, and at last, stepping back, surveyed the +result--well content. + +There was no doubt whatever that she was a very handsome woman, and that +her physical type--that of the more lethargic and heavily built +Neapolitan--suggested very happily the mad and melancholy Queen. She had +superb black hair, eyes profoundly dark, a low and beautiful brow, lips +classically fine, a powerful head and neck, and a complexion which, but +for the treatment given it, would have been of a clear and beautiful +olive. She wore a draggled dress of cream-coloured muslin, very +transparent over the shoulders, somewhat scandalously wanting at the +throat and breast, and very frayed and dirty round the skirt. Her feet, +which were large and plump, were cased in extremely pointed shoes with +large paste buckles; and as she crossed them on the stool provided for +them she showed a considerable amount of rather clumsy ankle. The hands +too were large, common, and ill-kept, and the wrists laden with +bracelets. She was adorned indeed with a great deal of jewellery, +including some startling earrings of a bright green stone. The hat, +which she had carefully placed on a chair beside her, was truly a +monstrosity!--but, as Doris guessed, an expensive monstrosity, such as +the Rue de la Paix provides, at anything from a hundred and fifty to two +hundred and fifty francs, for those of its cosmopolitan customers whom +it pillages and despises. How did the lady afford it? The rest of her +dress suggested a struggle with small means, waged by one who was greedy +for effect, obtained at a minimum of trouble. That she was rouged and +powdered goes without saying. + +And the young man? Doris perceived at once his likeness to his father--a +feeble likeness. But he was evidently simple and good-natured, and to +all appearance completely in the power of the enchantress. He fanned her +assiduously. He picked up all the various belongings--gloves, +handkerchiefs, handbag--which she perpetually let fall. He ran after the +dog whenever it escaped from the lady's lap and threatened mischief in +the studio; and by way of amusing her--the purpose for which he had been +imported--he kept up a stream of small cryptic gossip about various +common acquaintances, most of whom seemed to belong to the music-hall +profession, and to be either "stars" or the satellites of "stars." +Madame listened to him with avidity, and occasionally broke into a +giggling laugh. She had, however, two manners, and two kinds of +conversation, which she adopted with the young man and the Academician +respectively. Her talk with the youth suggested the jealous ascendency +of a coarse-minded woman. She occasionally flattered him, but more +generally she teased or "ragged" him. She seemed indeed to feel him +securely in her grip; so that there was no need to pose for him, +as--figuratively as well as physically--she posed for Bentley. To the +artist she gave her opinions on pictures or books--on the novels of Mr. +Wells, or the plays of Mr. Bernard Shaw--in the languid or drawling tone +of accepted authority; dropping every now and then into a broad cockney +accent, which produced a startling effect, like that of unexpected +garlic in cookery. Bentley's gravity was often severely tried, and Doris +altered the position of her own easel so that he and she could not see +each other. Meanwhile Madame took not the smallest notice of Mr. +Bentley's niece, and Doris made no advances to the young man, to whom +her name was clearly quite unknown. Had Circe really got him in her +toils? Doris judged him soft-headed and soft-hearted; no match at all +for the lady. The thought of her walking the lawns or the drawing-rooms +of Crosby Ledgers as the betrothed of the heir stirred in Arthur +Meadows's wife a silent, and--be it confessed!--a malicious convulsion. +Such mothers, so self-centred, so set on their own triumphs, with their +intellectual noses so very much in the clouds, deserved such sons! She +promised herself to keep her own counsel, and watch the play. + +The sitting lasted for two hours. When it was over, Uncle Charles, all +smiles and satisfaction, went with his visitors to the front door. + +He was away some little time, and returned, bubbling, to the studio. + +"She's been cross-examining me about her poems! I had to confess I +hadn't read a word of them. And now she's offered to recite next time +she comes! Good Heavens--how can I get out of it? I believe, Doris, +she's hooked that young idiot! She told me she was engaged to him. Do +you know anything of his people?" + +The girl accountant suddenly came forward. She looked flushed and +distressed. + +"I do!" she said, with energy. "Can't somebody stop that? It will break +their hearts!" + +Doris and Uncle Charles looked at her in amazement. + +"Whose hearts?" said the painter. + +"Lord and Lady Dunstable's." + +"You know them?" exclaimed Doris. + +"I used to know them--quite well," said the girl, quietly. "My father +had one of Lord Dunstable's livings. He died last year. He didn't like +Lady Dunstable. He quarrelled with her, because--because she once did a +very rude thing to me. But this would be _too_ awful! And poor Lord +Dunstable! Everybody likes him. Oh--it must be stopped!--it _must_!" + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +When Doris reached home that evening, the little Kensington house, with +half its carpets up and all but two of its rooms under dust-sheets, +looked particularly lonely and unattractive. Arthur's study was +unrecognisable. No cheerful litter anywhere. No smell of tobacco, no +sign of a male presence! Doris, walking restlessly from room to room, +had never felt so forsaken, so dismally certain that the best of life +was done. Moreover, she had fully expected to find a letter from Arthur +waiting for her; and there was nothing. + +It was positively comic that under such circumstances anybody should +expect her--Doris Meadows--to trouble her head about Lady Dunstable's +affairs. Of course she would feel it if her son made a ridiculous and +degrading marriage. But why not?--why shouldn't he come to grief like +anybody else's son? Why should heaven and earth be moved in order to +prevent it?--especially by the woman to whose possible jealousy and pain +Lady Dunstable had certainly never given the most passing thought. + +All the same, the distress shown by that odd girl, Miss Wigram, and her +appeal both to the painter and his niece to intervene and save the +foolish youth, kept echoing in Doris's memory, although neither she nor +Bentley had received it with any cordiality. Doris had soon made out +that this girl, Alice Wigram, was indeed the clergyman's daughter whom +Lady Dunstable had snubbed so unkindly some twelve months before. She +was evidently a sweet-natured, susceptible creature, to whom Lord +Dunstable had taken a fancy, in his fatherly way, during occasional +visits to her father's rectory, and of whom he had spoken to his wife. +That Lady Dunstable should have unkindly slighted this motherless girl, +who had evidently plenty of natural capacity under her shyness, was just +like her, and Doris's feelings of antagonism to the tyrant were only +sharpened by her acquaintance with the victim. Why should Miss Wigram +worry her self? Lord Dunstable? Well, but after all, capable men should +keep such wives in order. If Lord Dunstable had not been scandalously +weak, Lady Dunstable would not have become a terror to her sex. + +As for Uncle Charles, he had simply declined all responsibility in the +matter. He had never seen the Dunstables, wouldn't know them from Adam, +and had no concern whatever in what happened to their son. The situation +merely excited in him one man's natural amusement at the folly of +another. The boy was more than of age. Really he and his mother must +look after themselves. To meddle with the young man's love affairs, +simply because he happened to visit your studio in the company of a +lady, would be outrageous. So the painter laughed, shook his head, and +went back to his picture. Then Miss Wigram, looking despondently from +the silent Doris to the artist at work, had said with sudden energy, "I +must find out about her! I'm--I'm sure she's a horrid woman! Can you +tell me, sir"--she addressed Bentley--"the name of the gentleman who was +painting her before she came here?" + +Bentley had hummed and hawed a little, twisting his red moustache, and +finally had given the name and address; whereupon Miss Wigram had +gathered up her papers, some of which had drifted to the floor between +her table and Doris's easel, and had taken an immediate departure, a +couple of hours before her usual time, throwing, as she left the +studio, a wistful and rather puzzled look at Mrs. Meadows. + +Doris congratulated herself that she had kept her own counsel on the +subject of the Dunstables, both with Uncle Charles and Miss Wigram. +Neither of them had guessed that she had any personal acquaintance with +them. She tried now to put the matter out of her thoughts. Jane brought +in a tray for her mistress, and Doris supped meagrely in Arthur's +deserted study, thinking, as the sunset light came in across the dusty +street, of that flame and splendour which such weather must be kindling +on the moors, of the blue and purple distances, the glens of rocky +mountains hung in air, "the gleam, the shadow, and the peace supreme"! +She remembered how on their September honeymoon they had wandered in +Ross-shire, how the whole land was dyed crimson by the heather, and how +impossible it was to persuade Arthur to walk discreetly rather than, +like any cockney tripper, with his arm round his sweetheart. Scotland +had not been far behind the Garden of Eden under those circumstances. +But Arthur was now pursuing the higher, the intellectual joys. + +She finished her supper, and then sat down to write to her husband. Was +she going to tell him anything about the incident of the afternoon? Why +should she? Why should she give him the chance of becoming more than +ever Lady Dunstable's friend--pegging out an eternal claim upon her +gratitude? + +Doris wrote her letter. She described the progress of the spring +cleaning; she reported that her sixth illustration was well forward, and +that Uncle Charles was wrestling with another historical picture, a +_machine_ neither better nor worse than all the others. She thought that +after all Jane would soon give warning; and she, Doris, had spent three +pounds in petty cash since he went away; how, she could not remember, +but it was all in her account book. + +And she concluded: + + I understand then that we meet at Crewe on Friday fortnight? I have + heard of a lodging near Capel Curig which sounds delightful. We + might do a week's climbing and then go on to the sea. I really + _shall_ want a holiday. Has there not been ten minutes even--since + you arrived--to write a letter in?--or a postcard? Shall I send you + a few addressed? + +Having thus finished what seemed to her the dullest letter she had ever +written in her life, she looked at it a while, irresolutely, then put it +in an envelope hastily, addressed, stamped it, and rang the bell for +Jane to run across the street with it and post it. After which, she sat +idle a little while with flushed cheeks, while the twilight gathered. + + * * * * * + +The gate of the trim front garden swung on its hinges. Doris turned to +look. She saw, to her astonishment, that the girl-accountant of the +morning, Miss Wigram, was coming up the flagged path to the house. What +could she want? + +"Oh, Mrs. Meadows--I'm so sorry to disturb you--" said the visitor, in +some agitation, as Doris, summoned by Jane, entered the dust-sheeted +drawing-room. "But you dropped an envelope with an address this +afternoon. I picked it up with some of my papers and never discovered it +till I got home." + +She held out the envelope. Doris took it, and flushed vividly. It was +the envelope with his Scotch address which Arthur had written out for +her before leaving home--"care of the Lord Dunstable, Franick Castle, +Pitlochry, Perthshire, N.B." She had put it in her portfolio, out of +which it had no doubt slipped while she was at work. + +She and Miss Wigram eyed each other. The girl was evidently agitated. +But she seemed not to know how to begin what she had to say. + +Doris broke the silence. + +"You were astonished to find that I know the Dunstables?" + +"Oh, no!--I didn't think--" stammered her visitor--"I supposed some +friend of yours might be staying there." + +"My husband is staying there," said Doris, quietly. Really it was too +much trouble to tell a falsehood. Her pride refused. + +"Oh, I see!" cried Miss Wigram, though in fact she was more bewildered +than before. Why should this extraordinary little lady have behaved at +the studio as if she had never heard of the Dunstables, and be now +confessing that her husband was actually staying in their house? + +Doris smiled--with perfect self-possession. + +"Please sit down. You think it odd, of course, that I didn't tell you I +knew the Dunstables, while we were talking about them. The fact is I +didn't want to be mixed up with the affair at all. We have only lately +made acquaintance with the Dunstables. Lady Dunstable is my husband's +friend. I don't like her very much. But neither of us knows her well +enough to go and tell her tales about her son." + +Miss Wigram considered--her gentle, troubled eyes bent upon Doris. "Of +course--I know--how many people dislike Lady Dunstable. She did +a--rather cruel thing to me once. The thought of it humiliated and +discouraged me for a long time. It made me almost glad to leave home. +And of course she hasn't won Mr. Herbert's confidence at all. She has +always snubbed and disapproved of him. Oh, I knew him very little. I +have hardly ever spoken to him. You saw he didn't recognise me this +afternoon. But my father used to go over to Crosby Ledgers to coach him +in the holidays, and he often told me that as a boy he was _terrified_ +of his mother. She either took no notice of him at all, or she was +always sneering at him, and scolding him. As soon as ever he came of age +and got a little money of his own, he declared he wouldn't live at home. +His father wanted him to go into Parliament or the army, but he said he +hated the army, and if he was such a dolt as his mother thought him it +would be ridiculous to attempt politics. And so he just drifted up to +town and looked out for people that would make much of him, and wouldn't +snub him. And that, of course, was how he got into the toils of a woman +like that!" + +The girl threw up her hands tragically. + +Doris sat up, with energy. + +"But what on earth," she said, "does it matter to you or to me?" + +"Oh, can't you see?" said the other, flushing deeply, and with the tears +in her eyes. "My father had one of Lord Dunstable's livings. We lived on +that estate for years. Everybody loved Lord Dunstable. And though Lady +Dunstable makes enemies, there's a great respect for the _family_. +They've been there since Queen Elizabeth's time. And it's _dreadful_ to +think of a woman like--well, like that!--reigning at Crosby Ledgers. I +think of the poor people. Lady Dunstable's good to them; though of +course you wouldn't hear anything about it, unless you lived there. She +tries to do her duty to them--she really does--in her own way. And, of +course, they _respect_ her. No Dunstable has ever done anything +disgraceful! Isn't there something in '_Noblesse oblige'? Think_ of this +woman at the head of that estate!" + +"Well, upon my word," said Doris, after a pause, "you _are_ feudal. +Don't you feel yourself that you are old-fashioned?" + +Mrs. Meadows's half-sarcastic look at first intimidated her visitor, and +then spurred her into further attempts to explain herself. + +"I daresay it's old-fashioned," she said slowly, "but I'm sure it's +what father would have felt. Anyway, I went off to try and find out what +I could. I went first to a little club I belong to--for professional +women--near the Strand, and I asked one or two women I found there--who +know artists--and models--and write for papers. And very soon I found +out a great deal. I didn't have to go to the man whose address Mr. +Bentley gave me. Madame Vavasour _is_ a horrid woman! This is not the +first young man she's fleeced--by a long way. There was a man--younger +than Mr. Dunstable, a boy of nineteen--three years ago. She got him to +promise to marry her; and the parents came down, and paid her enormously +to let him go. Now she's got through all that money, and she boasts +she's going to marry young Dunstable before his parents know anything +about it. She's going to make sure of a peerage this time. Oh, she's +odious! She's greedy, she's vulgar, she's false! And of course"--the +girl's eyes grew wide and scared--"there may be other things much worse. +How do we know?" + +"How do we know indeed!" said Doris, with a shrug. "Well!"--she turned +her eyes full upon her guest--"and what are you going to do?" + +An eager look met hers. + +"Couldn't you--couldn't you write to Mr. Meadows, and ask him to warn +Lady Dunstable?" + +Doris shook her head. + +"Why don't you do it yourself?" + +The girl flushed uncomfortably. "You see, father quarrelled with her +about that unkind thing she did to me--oh, it isn't worth telling!--but +he wrote her an angry letter, and they never spoke afterwards. Lady +Dunstable never forgives that kind of thing. If people find fault with +her, she just drops them. I don't believe she'd read a letter from me!" + +"_Les offensés_, etc.," said Doris, meditating. "But what are the facts? +Has the boy actually promised to marry her? She may have been telling +lies to my uncle." + +"She tells everybody so. I saw a girl who knows her quite well. They +write for the same paper--it's a fashion paper. You saw that hat, by the +way, she had on? She gets them as perquisites from the smart shops she +writes about. She has a whole cupboard of them at home, and when she +wants money she sells them for what she can get. Well, she told me that +Madame--they all call her Madame, though they all know quite well that +she's not married, and that her name is Flink--boasts perpetually of her +engagement. It seems that he was ill in the winter--in his lodgings. His +mother knew nothing about it--he wouldn't tell her, and Madame nursed +him, and made a fuss of him. And Mr. Dunstable thought he owed her a +great deal--and she made scenes and told him she had compromised herself +by coming to nurse him--and all that kind of nonsense. And at last he +promised to marry her--in writing. And now she's so sure of him that she +just bullies him--you saw how she ordered him about to-day." + +"Well, why doesn't he marry her, if he's such a fool--why hasn't he +married her long ago?" cried Doris. + +Miss Wigram looked distressed. + +"I don't know. My friend thinks it's his father. She believes, at least, +that he doesn't want to get married without telling Lord Dunstable; and +that, of course, means telling his mother. And he hates the thought of +the letters and the scenes. So he keeps it hanging on; and lately Madame +has been furious with him, and is always teasing and sniffing at him. +He's dreadfully weak, and my friend's afraid that before he's made up +his own mind what to do that woman will have carried him off to a +registry office--and got the horrid thing done for good and all." + +There was silence a moment. After which Doris said, with a cold +decision: + +"You can't imagine how absurd it seems to me that you should come and +ask me to help Lady Dunstable with her son. There is nobody in the world +less helpless than Lady Dunstable, and nobody who would be less grateful +for being helped. I really cannot meddle with it." + +She rose as she spoke, and Miss Wigram rose too. + +"Couldn't you--couldn't you--" said the girl pleadingly--"just ask Mr. +Meadows to warn Lord Dunstable? I'm thinking of the villagers, and the +farmers, and the schools--all the people we used to love. Father was +there twenty years! To think of the dear place given over--some day--to +that creature!" + +Her charming eyes actually filled with tears. Doris was touched, but at +the same time set on edge. This loyalty that people born and bred in the +country feel to our English country system--what an absurd and unreal +frame of mind! And when our country system produces Lady Dunstables! + +"They have such a pull!"--she thought angrily--"such a hideously unfair +pull, over other people! The way everybody rushes to help them when they +get into a mess--to pick up the pieces--and sweep it all up! It's +irrational--it's sickening! Let them look after themselves--and pay for +their own misdeeds like the rest of us." + +"I can't interfere--I really can't!" she said, straightening her slim +shoulders. "It is not as though we were old friends of Lord and Lady +Dunstable. Don't you see how very awkward it would be? Let me advise +you just to watch the thing a little, and then to apply to somebody in +the Crosby Ledgers neighbourhood. You must have some friends or +acquaintances there, who at any rate could do more than we could. And +perhaps after all it's a mare's nest, and the young man doesn't mean to +marry her at all!" + +The girl's anxious eyes scanned Doris's unyielding countenance; then +with a sigh she gave up her attempt, and said "Good-bye." Doris went +with her to the door. + +"We shall meet to-morrow, shan't we?" she said, feeling a vague +compunction. "And I suppose this woman will be there again. You can keep +an eye on her. Are you living alone--or are you with friends?" + +"Oh, I'm in a boarding-house," said Miss Wigram, hastily. Then as though +she recognised the new softness in Doris's look, she added, "I'm quite +comfortable there--and I've a great deal of work. Good night." + + * * * * * + +"All alone!--with that gentle face--and that terrible amount of +conscience--hard lines!" thought Doris, as she reflected on her visitor. +"I felt a black imp beside her!" + +All the same, the letter which Mrs. Meadows received by the following +morning's post was not at all calculated to melt the "black imp" +further. Arthur wrote in a great hurry to beg that she would not go on +with their Welsh plans--for the moment. + + Lady D---- has insisted on my going on a short yachting cruise with + her and Miss Field, the week after next. She wants to show me the + West Coast, and they have a small cottage in the Shetlands where we + should stay a night or two and watch the sea-birds. It _may_ keep me + away another week or fortnight, but you won't mind, dear, will you? + I am getting famously rested, and really the house is very + agreeable. In these surroundings Lady Dunstable is less of the + _bas-bleu_, and more of the woman. You _must_ make up your mind to + come another year! You would soon get over your prejudice and make + friends with her. She looks after us all--she talks brilliantly--and + I haven't seen her rude to anybody since I arrived. There are some + very nice people here, and altogether I am enjoying it. Don't you + work too hard--and don't let the servants harry you. Post just + going. Good night! + +Another week or fortnight!--five weeks, or nearly, altogether. Doris was +sorely wounded. She went to look at herself in the mirror over the +chimney-piece. Was she not thin and haggard for want of rest and +holiday? Would not the summer weather be all done by the time Arthur +graciously condescended to come back to her? Were there not dark lines +under her eyes, and was she not feeling a limp and wretched creature, +unfit for any exertion? What was wrong with her? She hated her +drawing--she hated everything. And there was Arthur, proposing to go +yachting with Lady Dunstable!--while she might toil and moil--all +alone--in this August London! The tears rushed into her eyes. Her pride +only just saved her from a childish fit of crying. + +But in the end resentment came to her aid, together with an angry and +redoubled curiosity as to what might be happening to Lady Dunstable's +precious son while Lady Dunstable was thus absorbed in robbing other +women of their husbands. Doris hurried her small household affairs, that +she might get off early to the studio; and as she put on her hat, her +fancy drew vindictive pictures of the scene which any day might +realise--the scene at Franick Castle, when Lady Dunstable, unsuspecting, +should open the letter which announced to her the advent of her +daughter-in-law, Elena, _née_ Flink--or should gather the same unlovely +fact from a casual newspaper paragraph. As for interfering between her +and her rich deserts, Doris vowed to herself she would not lift a +finger. That incredibly forgiving young woman, Miss Wigram, might do as +she pleased. But when a mother pursues her own selfish ends so as to +make her only son dislike and shun her, let her take what comes. It was +in the mood of an Erinnys that Doris made her way northwards to Campden +Hill, and nobody perceiving the slight erect figure in the corner of the +omnibus could possibly have guessed at the storm within. + +The August day was hot and lifeless. Heat mist lay over the park, and +over the gardens on the slopes of Campden Hill. Doris could hardly drag +her weary feet along, as she walked from where the omnibus had set her +down to her uncle's studio. But it was soon evident that within the +studio itself there was animation enough. From the long passage +approaching it Doris heard someone shouting--declaiming--what appeared +to be verse. Madame, of course, reciting her own poems--poor Uncle +Charles! Doris stopped outside the door, which was slightly open, to +listen, and heard these astonishing lines--delivered very slowly and +pompously, in a thick, strained voice: + + "My heart is adamant! The tear-drops drip and drip-- + Force their slow path, and tear their desperate way. + The vulture Pain sits close, to snip--and snip--and snip + My sad, sweet life to ruin--well-a-day! + I am deceived--a bleating lamb bereft!--who goes + Baa-baaing to the moon o'er lonely lands. + Through all my shivering veins a tender fervour flows; + I cry to Love--'Reach out, my Lord, thy hands! + And save me from these ugly beasts who ramp and rage + Around me all day long--beasts fell and sore-- + Envy, and Hate, and Calumny!--do thou assuage + Their impious mouths, O splendid Love, and floor + Their hideous tactics, and their noisome spleen, + Withering to dust the awful "Might-Have-Been!"'" + +"Goodness! 'Howls the Sublime' indeed!" thought Doris, gurgling with +laughter in the passage. As soon as she had steadied her face she opened +the studio door, and perceived Lady Dunstable's prospective +daughter-in-law standing in the middle of the studio, head thrown back +and hands outstretched, invoking the Cyprian. The shriek of the first +lines had died away in a stage whisper; the reciter was glaring fiercely +into vacancy. + +Doris's merry eyes devoured the scene. On the chair from which the model +had risen she had deposited yet another hat, so large, so audacious and +beplumed that it seemed to have a positive personality, a positive +swagger of its own, and to be winking roguishly at the audience. +Meanwhile Madame's muslin dress of the day before had been exchanged for +something more appropriate to the warmth of her poetry--a tawdry +flame-coloured satin, in which her "too, too solid" frame was tightly +sheathed. Her coal-black hair, tragically wild, looked as though no comb +had been near it for a month, and the gloves drawn half-way up the bare +arms hardly remembered they had ever been white. + +A slovenly, dishevelled, vulgar woman, reciting bombastic nonsense! And +yet!--a touch of Southern magnificence, even of Southern grace, amid the +cockney squalor and finery. Doris coolly recognised it, as she stood, +herself invisible, behind her uncle's large easel. Thence she perceived +also the other persons in the studio:--Bentley sitting in front of the +poetess, hiding his eyes with one hand, and nervously tapping the arm of +his chair with the other; to the right of him--seen sideways--the lanky +form, flushed face, and open mouth of young Dunstable; and in the far +distance, Miss Wigram. + +Then--a surprising thing! The awkward pause following the recitation was +suddenly broken by a loud and uncontrollable laugh. Doris, startled, +turned to look at young Dunstable. For it was he who had laughed. Madame +also shook off her stage trance to look--a thunderous frown upon her +handsome face. The young man laughed on--laughed hysterically--burying +his face in his hands. Madame Vavasour--all attitudes thrown aside--ran +up to him in a fury. + +"Why are you laughing? You insult me!--you have done it before. And now +before strangers--it is too much! I insist that you explain!" + +She stood over him, her eyes blazing. The youth, still convulsed, did +his best to quiet the paroxysm which had seized him, and at last said, +gasping: + +"I was--I was thinking--of your reciting that at Crosby Ledgers--to my +mother--and--and what she would say." + +Even under her rouge it could be seen that the poetess turned a grey +white. + +"And pray--what would she say?" + +The question was delivered with apparent calm. But Madame's eyes were +dangerous. Doris stepped forward. Her uncle stayed her with a gesture. +He himself rose, but Madame fiercely waved him aside. Miss Wigram, in +the distance, had also moved forward--and paused. + +"What would she say?" demanded Madame, again--at the sword's point. + +"I--I don't know--" said young Dunstable, helplessly, still shaking. +"I--I think--she'd laugh." + +And he went off again, hysterically, trying in vain to stop the fit. +Madame bit her lip. Then came a torrent of Italian--evidently a torrent +of abuse; and then she lifted a gloved hand and struck the young man +violently on the cheek. + +"Take that!--you insolent--you--you barbarian! You are my _fiancé_,--my +promised husband--and you mock at me; you will encourage your stuck-up +mother to mock at me--I know you will! But I tell you--" + +The speaker, however, had stopped abruptly, and instead of saying +anything more she fell back panting, her eyes on the young man. For +Herbert Dunstable had risen. At the blow, an amazing change had passed +over his weak countenance and weedy frame. He put his hand to his +forehead a moment, as though trying to collect his thoughts, and then he +turned--quietly--to look for his hat and stick. + +"Where are you going, Herbert?" stammered Madame. "I--I was carried +away--I forgot myself!" + +"I think not," said the young man, who was extremely pale. "This is not +the first time. I bid you good morning, Madame--and good-bye!" + +He stood looking at the now frightened woman, with a strange, surprised +look, like one just emerging from a semi-conscious state; and in that +moment, as Doris seemed to perceive, the traditions of his birth and +breeding had returned upon him; something instinctive and inherited had +reappeared; and the gentlemanly, easy-going father, who yet, as Doris +remembered, when matters were serious "always got his way," was +there--strangely there--in the degenerate son. + +"Where are you going?" repeated Madame, eyeing him. "You promised to +give me lunch." + +"I regret--I have an engagement. Mr. Bentley--when the sitting is +over--will you kindly see--Miss Flink--into a taxi? I thank you very +much for allowing me to come and watch your work. I trust the picture +will be a success. Good-bye!" + +He held out his hand to Bentley, and bowed to Doris. Madame made a rush +at him. But Bentley held her back. He seized her arms, indeed, quietly +but irresistibly, while the young man made his retreat. Then, with a +shriek, Madame fell back on her chair, pretending to faint, and Bentley, +in no hurry, went to her assistance, while Doris slipped out after young +Dunstable. She overtook him on the door-step. + +"Mr. Dunstable, may I speak to you?" + +He turned in astonishment, showing a grim pallor which touched her pity. + +"I know your mother and father," said Doris hurriedly; "at least my +husband and I were staying at Crosby Ledges some weeks ago, and my +husband is now in Scotland with your people. His name is Arthur Meadows. +I am Mrs. Meadows. I--I don't know whether I could help you. You +seem"--her smile flashed out--"to be in a horrid mess!" + +The young man looked in perplexity at the small, trim lady before him, +as though realising her existence for the first time. Her honest eyes +were bent upon him with the same expression she had often worn when +Arthur had come to her with some confession of folly--the expression +which belongs to the maternal side of women, and is at once mocking and +sweet. It said--"Of course you are a great fool!--most men are. But +that's the _raison d'être_ of women! Suppose we go into the business!" + +"You're very kind--" he groaned--"awfully kind. I'm ashamed you should +have seen--such a thing. Nobody can help me--thank you very much. I am +engaged to that lady--I've promised to marry her. Oh, she's got any +amount of evidence. I've been an ass--and worse. But I can't get out of +it. I don't mean to try to get out of it. I promised of my own free +will. Only I've found out now I can never live with her. Her temper is +fiendish. It degrades her--and me. But you saw! She has made my life a +burden to me lately, because I wouldn't name a day for us to be married. +I wanted to see my father quietly first--without my mother knowing--and +I have been thinking how to manage it--and funking it of course--I +always do funk things. But what she did just now has settled it--it has +been blowing up for a long time. I shall marry her--at a registry +office--as soon as possible. Then I shall separate from her, and--I +hope--never see her again. The lawyers will arrange that--and money! +Thank you--it's awfully good of you to want to help me--but you +can't--nobody can." + +Doris had drawn her companion into her uncle's small dining-room and +closed the door. She listened to his burst of confidence with a puzzled +concern. + +"Why must you marry her?" she said abruptly, when he paused. "Break it +off! It would be far best." + +"No. I promised. I--" he stammered a little--"I seem to have done her +harm--her reputation, I mean. There is only one thing could let me off. +She swore to me that--well!--that she was a good woman--that there was +nothing in her past--you understand--" + +"And you know of nothing?" said Doris, gravely. + +"Nothing. And you don't think I'm going to try and ferret out things +against her!" cried the youth, flushing. "No--I must just bear it." + +"It's your parents that will have to bear it!" + +His face hardened. + +"My mother might have prevented it," he said bitterly. "However, I won't +go into that. My father will see I couldn't do anything else. I'd better +get it over. I'm going to my lawyers now. They'll take a few days over +what I want." + +"You'll tell your father?" + +"I--I don't know," he said, irresolutely. She noticed that he did not +try to pledge her not to give him away. And she, on her side, did not +threaten to do so. She argued with him a little more, trying to get at +his real thoughts, and to straighten them out for him. But it was +evident he had made up such mind as he had, and that his sudden +resolution--even the ugly scene which had made him take it--had been a +relief. He knew at last where he stood. + +So presently Doris let him go. They parted, liking each other decidedly. +He thanked her warmly--though drearily--for taking an interest in him, +and he said to her on the threshold: + +"Some day, I hope, you'll come to Crosby Ledgers again, Mrs. +Meadows--and I'll be there--for once! Then I'll tell you--if you +care--more about it. Thanks awfully! Good-bye." + + * * * * * + +Later on, when "Miss Flink," in a state of sulky collapse, had been sent +home in her taxi, Doris, Bentley, and Miss Wigram held a conference. But +it came to little. Bentley, the hater of "rows," simply could not be +moved to take the thing up. "I kept her from scalping him!--" he +laughed--"and I'm not due for any more!" Doris said little. A whirl of +arguments and projects were in her mind. But she kept her own counsel +about them. As to the possibility of inducing the man to break it off, +she repeated the only condition on which it could be done; at which +Uncle Charles laughed, and Alice Wigram fell into a long and thoughtful +silence. + + * * * * * + +Doris arrived at home rather early. What with the emotions of the day, +the heat, and her work, she was strangely tired and over-done. After tea +she strolled out into Kensington Gardens, and sat under the shade of +trees already autumnal, watching the multitude of children--children of +the people--enjoying the nation's park all to themselves, in the +complete absence of their social betters. What ducks they were, some of +them--the little, grimy, round-faced things--rolling on the grass, or +toddling after their sisters and brothers. They turned large, +inquisitive eyes upon her, which seemed to tease her heart-strings. + +And suddenly,--it was in Kensington Gardens that out of the heart of a +long and vague reverie there came a flash--an illumination--which wholly +changed the life and future of Doris Meadows. After the thought in which +it took shape had seized upon her, she sat for some time motionless; +then rising to her feet, tottering a little, like one in bewilderment, +she turned northwards, and made her way hurriedly towards Lancaster +Gate. In a house there, lived a lady, a widowed lady, who was Doris's +godmother, and to whom Doris--who had lost her own mother in her +childhood--had turned for counsel before now. How long it was since she +had seen "Cousin Julia"!--nearly two months. And here she was, hastening +to her, and not able to bear the thought that in all human probability +Cousin Julia was not in town. + +But, by good luck, Doris found her godmother, perching in London between +a Devonshire visit and a Scotch one. They talked long, and Doris walked +slowly home across the park. A glory of spreading sun lay over the +grassy glades; the Serpentine held reflections of a sky barred with +rose; London, transfigured, seemed a city of pearl and fire. And in +Doris's heart there was a glory like that of the evening,--and, like the +burning sky, bearing with it a promise of fair days to come. The glory +and the promise stole through all her thoughts, softening and +transmuting everything. + +"When _he_ grows up--if he were to marry such a woman--and I didn't +know--if all _his_ life--and mine--were spoilt--and nobody said a word!" + +Her eyes filled with tears. She seemed to be walking with Arthur through +a world of beauty, hand in hand. + +How many hours to Pitlochry? She ran into the Kensington house, asking +for railway guides, and peremptorily telling Jane to get down the small +suitcase from the box-room at once. + + + + +PART III + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +"'Barbarians, Philistines, Populace!'" + +The young golden-haired man of letters who was lounging on the grass +beside Arthur Meadows repeated the words to himself in an absent voice, +turning over the pages meanwhile of a book lying before him, as though +in search of a passage he had noticed and lost. He presently found it +again, and turned laughing towards Meadows, who was trifling with a +French novel. + +"Do you remember this passage in _Culture and Anarchy_--'I often, +therefore, when I want to distinguish clearly the aristocratic class +from the Philistines proper, or middle class, name the former, in my own +mind, _the Barbarians_. And when I go through the country, and see this +or that beautiful and imposing seat of theirs crowning the landscape, +"There," I say to myself, "is a great fortified post of the +Barbarians!"'" + +The youth pointed smiling to the fine Scotch house seen sideways on the +other side of the lawn. Its turreted and battlemented front rose high +above the low and spreading buildings which made the bulk of the house, +so that it was a feudal castle--by no means, however, so old as it +looked--on a front view, and a large and roomy villa from the rear. +Meadows, looking at it, appreciated the fitness of the quotation, and +laughed in response. + +"Ungrateful wretch," he said--"after that dinner last night!" + +"All the same, Matthew Arnold had that dinner in mind--_chef_ and all! +Listen! 'The graver self of the Barbarian likes honours and +consideration; his more relaxed self, field-sports and pleasures.' +Isn't it exact? Grouse-driving in the morning--bridge, politics, +Cabinet-making, and the best of food in the evening. And I should put +our hostess very high--wouldn't you?--among the chatelaines of the +'great fortified posts'?" + +Meadows assented, but rather languidly. The day was extremely hot; he +was tired, moreover, by a long walk with the guns the day before, and by +conversation after dinner, led by Lady Dunstable, which had lasted up to +nearly one o'clock in the morning. The talk had been brilliant, no +doubt. Meadows, however, did not feel that he had come off very well in +it. His hostess had deliberately pitted him against two of the ablest +men in England, and he was well aware that he had disappointed her. Lady +Dunstable had a way of behaving to her favourite author or artist of the +moment as though she were the fancier and he the cock. She fought him +against the other people's cocks with astonishing zeal and passion; and +whenever he failed to kill, or lost too many feathers in the process, +her annoyance was evident. + +Meadows was in truth becoming a little tired of her dictation, although +it was only ten days since he had arrived under her roof. There was a +large amount of lethargy combined with his ability; and he hated to be +obliged to live at any pace but his own. But Rachel Dunstable was an +imperious friend, never tired herself, apparently, either in mind or +body; and those who could not walk, eat, and talk to please her were apt +to know it. Her opinions too, both political and literary, were in some +directions extremely violent; and though, in general, argument and +contradiction gave her pleasure, she had her days and moods, and Meadows +had already suffered occasional sets-down, of a kind to which he was not +accustomed. + +But if he was--just a little--out of love with his new friend, in all +other respects he was enjoying himself enormously. The long days on the +moors, the luxurious life indoors, the changing and generally agreeable +company, all the thousand easements and pleasures that wealth brings +with it, the skilled service, the motors, the costly cigars, the +wines--there was a Sybarite in Meadows which revelled in them all. He +had done without them; he would do without them again; but there they +were exceedingly good creatures of God, while they lasted; and only the +hypocrites pretended otherwise. His sympathy, in the old +poverty-stricken days, would have been all with the plaintive +American--"There's d-----d good times in the world, and I ain't in +'em." + +All the same, the fleshpots of Pitlochry had by no means put his wife +out of his mind. His incurable laziness and procrastination in small +things had led him to let slip post after post; but that very morning, +at any rate, he had really written her a decent letter. And he was +beginning to be anxious to hear from her about the yachting plan. If +Lady Dunstable had asked him a few days later, he was not sure he would +have accepted so readily. After all, the voyage might be stormy, and the +lady--difficult. Doris must be dull in London,--"poor little cat!" + +But then a very natural wrath returned upon him. Why on earth had she +stayed behind? No doubt Lady Dunstable was formidable, but so was Doris +in her own way. "She'd soon have held her own. Lady D. would have had to +come to terms!" However, he remembered with some compunction that Doris +did seem to have been a good deal neglected at Crosby Ledgers, and that +he had not done much to help her. + + * * * * * + +It was an "off" day for the shooters, and Lady Dunstable's guests were +lounging about the garden, writing letters or playing a little leisurely +golf on the lower reaches of the moor. Some of the ladies, indeed, had +not yet appeared downstairs; a sleepy heat reigned over the valley with +its winding stream, and veiled the distant hills. Meadows's companion, +Ralph Barrow, a young novelist of promise, had gone fast asleep on the +grass; Meadows was drowsing over his book; the dogs slept on the terrace +steps; and in the summer silence the murmur of the river far below stole +up the hill on which the house stood, and its soft song held the air. + +Suddenly there was a disturbance. The dogs sprang up and barked. There +was a firm step on the gravel. Lady Dunstable, stick in hand, her short +leather-bound skirt showing boots and gaiters of the most business-like +description, came quickly towards the seat on which Meadows sat. + +"Mr. Meadows, I summon you for a walk! Sir Luke and Mr. Frome are +coming. We propose to get to the tarn and back before lunch." + +The tarn was at least two miles away, a stiff climb over difficult moor. +Meadows, startled from something very near sleep, looked up, and a +spirit of revolt seized upon him, provoked by the masterful tone and +eyes of the lady. + +"Very sorry, Lady Dunstable!--but I must write some letters before +luncheon." + +"Oh no!--put them off! I have been thinking of what you told me +yesterday of your scheme for your new set of lectures. I have a great +deal to say to you about it." + +"I really shouldn't be worth talking to now," laughed Meadows; "this +heat has made me so sleepy. To-night--or after tea--by all means!" + +Lady Dunstable looked annoyed. + +"I am expecting the Duke's party at tea," she said peremptorily. "This +will be my only chance to-day." + +"Then let's put it off--till to-morrow!" said Meadows, as he rose, still +smiling. "It is most kind of you, but I really must write my letters, +and my brains are pulp. But I will escort you through the garden, if I +may." + +His hostess turned sharply, and walked back towards the front of the +house where Sir Luke and Mr. Frome, a young and rising Under-Secretary, +were waiting for her. Meadows accompanied her, but found her exceedingly +ungracious. She did, however, inform him, as they followed the other two +towards the exit from the garden, that she had come to the conclusion +that the subject he was proposing for his second series of lectures, to +be given at Dunstable House during the winter, "would never do." + +"Famous Controversies of the Nineteenth Century--political and +religious." The very sound of it was enough to keep people away! "What +people expect from you is talk about _persons_--not ideas. Ideas are not +your line!" + +Meadows flushed a little. What his "line" might be, he said, he had not +yet discovered. But he liked his subject, and meant to stick to it. + +Lady Dunstable turned on him a pair of sarcastic eyes. + +"That's so like you clever people. You would die rather than take +advice." + +"Advice!--yes. As much as you like, dear lady. But--" + +"But what--" she asked, imperatively, nettled in her turn. + +"Well--you must put it prettily!" said Meadows, smiling. "We want a +great deal of jam with the powder." + +"You want to be flattered? I never flatter! It is the most despicable of +arts." + +"On the contrary--one of the most skilled. And I have heard you do it to +perfection." + +His daring half irritated, half amused her. It was her turn to flush. +Her thin, sallow face and dark eyes lit up vindictively. + +"One should never remind one's friends of their vices," she said with +animation. + +"Ah--if they _are_ vices! But flattery is merely a virtue out of +place--kindness gone wrong. From the point of view of the moralist, that +is. From the point of view of the ordinary mortal, it is what no +men--and few women--can do without!" + +She smiled grimly, enjoying the spar. They carried it on a little while, +Meadows, now fairly on his mettle, administering a little deft though +veiled castigation here and there, in requital for various acts of +rudeness of which she had been guilty towards him and others during the +preceding days. She grew restive occasionally, but on the whole she bore +it well. Her arrogance was not of the small-minded sort; and the best +chance with her was to defy her. + +At the gate leading on to the moor, Meadows resolutely came to a stop. + +"Your letters are the merest excuse!" said Lady Dunstable. "I don't +believe you will write one of them! I notice you always put off +unpleasant duties." + +"Give me credit at least for the intention." + +Smiling, he held the gate open for her, and she passed through, +discomfited, to join Sir Luke on the other side. Mr. Frome, the +Under-Secretary, a young man of Jewish family and amazing talents, who +had been listening with amusement to the conversation behind him, turned +back to say to Meadows, at a safe distance--"Keep it up!--Keep it up! +You avenge us all!" + + * * * * * + +Presently, as she and her two companions wound slowly up the moor, Sir +Luke Malford, who had only arrived the night before, inquired gaily of +his hostess: + +"So she wouldn't come?--the little wife?" + +"I gave her every chance. She scorned us." + +"You mean--'she funked us.' Have you any idea, I wonder, how alarming +you are?" + +Lady Dunstable exclaimed impatiently: + +"People represent me as a kind of ogre. I am nothing of the kind. I only +expect everybody to play up." + +"Ah, but you make the rules!" laughed Sir Luke. "I thought that young +woman might have been a decided acquisition." + +"She hadn't the very beginnings of a social gift," declared his +companion. "A stubborn and rather stupid little person. I am much afraid +she will stand in her husband's way." + +"But suppose you blow up a happy home, by encouraging him to come +without her? I bet anything she is feeling jealous and ill-used. You +ought--I am sure you ought--to have a guilty conscience; but you look +perfectly brazen!" + +Sir Luke's banter was generally accepted with indifference, but on this +occasion it provoked Lady Dunstable. She protested with vehemence that +she had given Mrs. Meadows every chance, and that a young woman who was +both trivial and conceited could not expect to get on in society. Sir +Luke gathered from her tone that she and Mrs. Meadows had somewhat +crossed swords, and that the wife might look out for consequences. He +had been a witness of this kind of thing before in Lady Dunstable's +circle; and he was conscious of a passing sympathy with the +pleasant-faced little woman he remembered at Crosby Ledgers. At the same +time he had been Rachel Dunstable's friend for twenty years; originally, +her suitor. He spent a great part of his life in her company, and her +ways seemed to him part of the order of things. + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile Meadows walked back to the house. He had been a good deal +nettled by Lady Dunstable's last remark to him. But he had taken pains +not to show it. Doris might say such things to him--but no one else. +They were, of course, horribly true! Well--quarrelling with Lady +Dunstable was amusing enough--when there was room to escape her. But how +would it be in the close quarters of a yacht? + +On his way through the garden he fell in with Miss Field--Mattie Field, +the plump and smiling cousin of the house, who was apparently as +necessary to the Dunstables in the Highlands, as in London, or at Crosby +Ledgers. Her rôle in the Dunstable household seemed to Meadows to be +that of "shock absorber." She took all the small rubs and jars on her +own shoulders, so that Lady Dunstable might escape them. If the fish did +not arrive from Edinburgh, if the motor broke down, if a gun failed, or +a guest set up influenza, it was always Miss Field who came to the +rescue. She had devices for every emergency. It was generally supposed +that she had no money, and that the Dunstables made her residence with +them worth while. But if so, she had none of the ways of the poor +relation. On the contrary, her independence was plain; she had a very +free and merry tongue; and Lady Dunstable, who snubbed everybody, never +snubbed Mattie Field. Lord Dunstable was clearly devoted to her. + +She greeted Meadows rather absently. + +"Rachel didn't carry you off? Oh, then--I wonder if I may ask you +something?" + +Meadows assured her she might ask him anything. + +"I wonder if you will save yourself for a walk with Lord Dunstable. +Will you ask him? He's very low, and you would cheer him up." + +Meadows looked at her interrogatively. He too had noticed that Lord +Dunstable had seemed for some days to be out of spirits. + +"Why do people have sons!" said Miss Field, briskly. + +Meadows understood the reference. It was common knowledge among the +Dunstables' friends that their son was anything but a comfort to them. + +"Anything particularly wrong?" he asked her in a lowered voice, as they +neared the house. At the same time, he could not help wondering whether, +under all circumstances--if her nearest and dearest were made mincemeat +in a railway accident, or crushed by an earth-quake--this fair-haired, +rosy-cheeked lady would still keep her perennial smile. He had never yet +seen her without it. + +Miss Field replied in a joking tone that Lord Dunstable was depressed +because the graceless Herbert had promised his parents a visit--a whole +week--in August, and had now cried off on some excuse or other. Meadows +inquired if Lady Dunstable minded as much as her husband. + +"Quite!" laughed Miss Field. "It is not so much that she wants to see +Herbert as that she's found someone to marry him to. You'll see the lady +this afternoon. She comes with the Duke's party, to be looked at." + +"But I understand that the young man is by no means manageable?" + +Miss Field's amusement increased. + +"That's Rachel's delusion. She knows very well that she hasn't been able +to manage him so far; but she's always full of fresh schemes for +managing him. She thinks, if she could once marry him to the right wife, +she and the wife between them could get the whip hand of him." + +"Does she care for him?" said Meadows, bluntly. + +Miss Field considered the question, and for the first time Meadows +perceived a grain of seriousness in her expression. But she emerged from +her meditations, smiling as usual. + +"She'd be hard hit if anything very bad happened!" + +"What could happen?" + +"Well, of course they never know whether he won't marry to please +himself--produce somebody impossible!" + +"And Lady Dunstable would suffer?" + +Miss Field chuckled. + +"I really believe you think her a kind of griffin--a stony creature with +a hole where her heart ought to be. Most of her friends do. Rachel, of +course, goes through life assuming that none of the disagreeable things +that happen to other people will ever happen to her. But if they ever +did happen--" + +"The very stones would cry out? But hasn't she lost all influence with +the youth?" + +"She won't believe it. She's always scheming for him. And when he's not +here she feels so affectionate and so good! And directly he comes--" + +"I see! A tragedy--and a common one! Well, in half an hour I shall be +ready for his lordship. Will you arrange it? I must write a letter +first." + +Miss Field nodded and departed. Meadows honestly meant to follow her +into the house and write some pressing business letters. But the +sunshine was so delightful, the sight of the empty bench and the +abandoned novel on the other side of the lawn so beguiling, that after +all he turned his lazy steps thither-ward, half ashamed, half amused to +think how well Lady Dunstable had read his character. + +The guests had all disappeared. Meadows had the garden to himself, and +all its summer prospect of moor and stream. It was close on noon--a hot +and heavenly day! And again he thought of Doris cooped up in London. +Perhaps, after all, he would get out of that cruise! + +Ah! there was the morning train--the midnight express from King's Cross +just arriving in the busy little town lying in the valley at his feet. +He watched it gliding along the valley, and heard the noise of the +brakes. Were any new guests expected by it? he wondered. Hardly! The +Lodge seemed quite full. + + * * * * * + +Twenty minutes later he threw away the novel impatiently. Midway, the +story had gone to pieces. He rose from his feet, intending this time to +tackle his neglected duties in earnest. As he did so, he heard a motor +climbing the steep drive, and in front of it a lady, walking. + +He stood arrested--in a stupor of astonishment. + +Doris!--by all the gods!--_Doris_! + +It was indeed Doris. She came wearily, looking from side to side, like +one uncertain of her way. Then she too perceived Meadows, and stopped. + +Meadows was conscious of two mixed feelings--first, a very lively +pleasure at the sight of her, and then annoyance. What on earth had she +come for? To recover him?--to protest against his not writing?--to make +a scene, in short? His guilty imagination in a flash showed her to him +throwing herself into his arms--weeping--on this wide lawn--for all the +world to see. + +But she did nothing of the kind. She directed the motor, which was +really a taxi from the station, to stop without approaching the front +door, and then she herself walked quickly towards her husband. + +"Arthur!--you got my letter? I could only write yesterday." + +She had reached him, and they had joined hands mechanically. + +"Letter?--I got no letter! If you posted one, it has probably arrived +by your train. What on earth, Doris, is the meaning of this? Is there +anything wrong?" + +His expression was half angry, half concerned, for he saw plainly that +she was tired and jaded. Of course! Long journeys always knocked her up. +She meanwhile stood looking at him as though trying to read the +impression produced on him by her escapade. Something evidently in his +manner hurt her, for she withdrew her hand, and her face stiffened. + +"There is nothing wrong with me, thank you! Of course I did not come +without good reason." + +"But, my dear, are you come to stay?" cried Meadows, looking helplessly +at the taxi. "And you never wrote to Lady Dunstable?" + +For he could only imagine that Doris had reconsidered her refusal of the +invitation which had originally included them both, and--either tired +of being left alone, or angry with him for not writing--had devised this +_coup de main_, this violent shake to the kaleidoscope. But what an +extraordinary step! It could only cover them both with ridicule. His +cheeks were already burning. + +Doris surveyed him very quietly. + +"No--I didn't write to Lady Dunstable--I wrote to _you_--and sent her a +message. I suppose--I shall have to stay the night." + +"But what on earth are we to say to her?" cried Meadows in desperation. +"They're out walking now--but she'll be back directly. There isn't a +corner in the house! I've got a little bachelor room in the attics. +Really, Doris, if you were going to do this, you should have given both +her and me notice! There is a crowd of people here!" + +Frown and voice were Jovian indeed. Doris, however, showed no tremors. + +"Lady Dunstable will find somewhere to put me up," she said, half +scornfully. "Is there a telegram for me?" + +"A telegram? Why should there be a telegram? What is the meaning of all +this? For heaven's sake, explain!" + +Doris, however, did not attempt to explain. Her mood had been very soft +on the journey. But Arthur's reception of her had suddenly stirred the +root of bitterness again; and it was shooting fast and high. Whatever +she had done or left undone, he ought _not_ to have been able to conceal +that he was glad to see her--he ought _not_ to have been able to think +of Lady Dunstable first! She began to take a pleasure in mystifying him. + +"I expected a telegram. I daresay it will come soon. You see I've asked +someone else to come this afternoon--and she'll have to be put up too." + +"Asked someone else!--to Lady Dunstable's house!" Meadows stood +bewildered. "Really, Doris, have you taken leave of your senses?" + +She stood with shining eyes, apparently enjoying his astonishment. Then +she suddenly bethought herself. + +"I must go and pay the taxi." Turning round, she coolly surveyed the +"fortified post." "It looks big enough to take me in. Arthur!--I think +you may pay the man. Just take out my bag, and tell the footman to put +it in your room. That will do for the present. I shall sit down here and +wait for Lady Dunstable. I'm pretty tired." + +The thought of what the magnificent gentleman presiding over Lady +Dunstable's hall would say to the unexpected irruption of Mrs. Meadows, +and Mrs. Meadows's bag, upon the "fortified post" he controlled, was +simply beyond expressing. Meadows tried to face his wife with dignity. + +"I think we'd better keep the taxi, Doris. Then you and I can go back to +the hotel together. We can't force ourselves upon Lady Dunstable like +this, my dear. I'd better go and tell someone to pack my things. But we +must, of course, wait and see Lady Dunstable--though how you will +explain your coming, and get yourself--and me--out of this absurd +predicament, I cannot even pretend to imagine!" + +Doris sat down--wearily. + +"Don't keep the taxi, Arthur. I assure you Lady Dunstable will be very +glad to keep both me--and my bag. Or if she won't--Lord Dunstable will." + +Meadows came nearer--bent down to study her tired face. + +"There's some mystery, of course, Doris, in all this! Aren't you going +to tell me what it means?" + +His wife's pale cheeks flushed. + +"I would have told you--if you'd been the least bit glad to see me! +But--if you don't pay the taxi, Arthur, it will run up like anything!" + +She pointed peremptorily to the ticking vehicle and the impatient +driver. Meadows went mechanically, paid the driver, shouldered the bag, +and carried it into the hall of the Lodge. He then perceived that two +grinning and evidently inquisitive footmen, waiting in the hall for +anything that might turn up for them to do, had been watching the whole +scene--the arrival of the taxi, and the meeting between the unknown lady +and himself, through a side window. + +Burning to box someone's ears, Meadows loftily gave the bag to one of +them with instructions that it should be taken to his room, and then +turned to rejoin his wife. + +As he crossed the gravel in front of the house, his mind ran through all +possible hypotheses. But he was entirely without a clue--except the clue +of jealousy. He could not hide from himself that Doris had been jealous +of Lady Dunstable, and had perhaps been hurt by his rather too numerous +incursions into the great world without her, his apparent readiness to +desert her for cleverer women. "Little goose!--as if I ever cared +twopence for any of them!"--he thought angrily. "And now she makes us +both laughing-stocks!" + +And yet, Doris being Doris--a proud, self-contained, well-bred little +person, particularly sensitive to ridicule--the whole proceeding became +the more incredible the more he faced it. + +One o'clock!--striking from the church tower in the valley! He hurried +towards the slight figure on the distant seat. Lady Dunstable might +return at any moment. He foresaw the encounter--the great lady's +insolence--Doris's humiliation--and his own. Well, at least let him +agree with Doris on a common story, before his hostess arrived. + +He sped across the grass, very conscious, as he approached the seat, of +Doris's drooping look and attitude. Travelling all those hours!--and no +doubt without any proper breakfast! However Lady Dunstable might +behave, he would carry Doris into the Lodge directly, and have her +properly looked after. Miss Field and he would see to that. + +Suddenly--a sound of talk and laughter, from the shrubbery which divided +the flower garden from the woods and the moor. Lady Dunstable emerged, +with her two companions on either hand. Her vivid, masculine face was +flushed with exercise and discussion. She seemed to be attacking the +Under-Secretary, who, however, was clearly enjoying himself; while Sir +Luke, walking a little apart, threw in an occasional gibe. + +"I tell you your land policy here in Scotland will gain you nothing; and +in England it will lose you everything.--Hullo!" + +Lady Dunstable's exclamation, as she came to a stop and put up a +tortoise-shell eyeglass, was clearly audible. + +"Doris!" cried Meadows excitedly in his wife's ear--"Look here!--what +are you going to say!--what am I to say! that you got tired of London, +and wanted some Scotch air?--that we intend to go off together?--For +goodness' sake, what is it to be?" + +Doris rose, her lips breaking irrepressibly into smiles. + +"Never mind, Arthur; I'll get through somehow." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +The two ladies advanced towards each other across the lawn, while +Meadows followed his wife in speechless confusion and annoyance, utterly +at a loss how to extricate either himself or Doris; compelled, indeed, +to leave it all to her. Sir Luke and the Under-Secretary had paused in +the drive. Their looks as they watched Lady Dunstable's progress showed +that they guessed at something dramatic in the little scene. + +Nothing could apparently have been more unequal than the two chief +actors in it. Lady Dunstable, with the battlements of "the great +fortified post" rising behind her, tall and wiry of figure, her black +hawk's eyes fixed upon her visitor, might have stood for all her class; +for those too powerful and prosperous Barbarians who have ruled and +enjoyed England so long. Doris, small and slight, in a blue cotton coat +and skirt, dusty from long travelling, and a childish garden hat, came +hesitatingly over the grass, with colour which came and went. + +"How do you do, Mrs. Meadows! This is indeed an unexpected pleasure! I +must quarrel with your husband for not giving us warning." + +Doris's complexion had settled into a bright pink as she shook hands +with Lady Dunstable. But she spoke quite composedly. + +"My husband knew nothing about it, Lady Dunstable. My letter does not +seem to have reached him." + +"Ah? Our posts are very bad, no doubt; though generally, I must say, +they arrive very punctually. Well, so you were tired of London?--you +wanted to see how we were looking after your husband?" + +Lady Dunstable threw a sarcastic glance at Meadows standing tongue-tied +in the background. + +"I wanted to see you," said Doris quietly, with a slight accent on the +"you." + +Lady Dunstable looked amused. + +"Did you? How very nice of you! And you've--you've brought your +luggage?" Lady Dunstable looked round her as though expecting to see it +at the front door. + +"I brought a bag. Arthur took it in for me." + +"I'm so sorry! I assure you, if I had only known--But we haven't a +corner! Mr. Meadows will bear me out--it's absurd, but true. These +Scotch lodges have really no room in them at all!" + +Lady Dunstable pointed with airy insolence to the spreading pile behind +her. Doris--for all the agitation of her hidden purpose--could have +laughed outright. But Meadows, rather roughly, intervened. + +"We shall, of course, go to the hotel, Lady Dunstable. My wife's letter +seems somehow to have missed me, but naturally we never dreamed of +putting you out. Perhaps you will give us some lunch--my wife seems +rather tired--and then we will take our departure." + +Doris turned--put a hand on his arm--but addressed Lady Dunstable. + +"Can I see you--alone--for a few minutes--before lunch?" + +"_Before_ lunch? We are all very hungry, I'm afraid," said Lady +Dunstable, with a smile. Meadows was conscious of a rising fury. His +quick sense perceived something delicately offensive in every word and +look of the great lady. Doris, of course, had done an incredibly foolish +thing. What she had come to say to Lady Dunstable he could not conceive; +for the first explanation--that of a silly jealousy--had by now entirely +failed him. But it was evident to him that Lady Dunstable assumed it--or +chose to assume it. And for the first time he thought her odious! + +Doris seemed to guess it, for she pressed his arm as though to keep him +quiet. + +"Before lunch, please," she repeated. "I think--you will soon +understand." With an odd, and--for the first time--slightly puzzled look +at her visitor, Lady Dunstable said with patronising politeness-- + +"By all means. Shall we come to my sitting-room?" + +She led the way to the house. Meadows followed, till a sign from Doris +waved him back. On the way Doris found herself greeted by Sir Luke +Malford, bowed to by various unknown gentlemen, and her hand grasped by +Miss Field. + +"You do look done! Have you come straight from London? What--is Rachel +carrying you off? I shall send you in a glass of wine and a biscuit +directly!" + +Doris said nothing. She got somehow through all the curious eyes turned +upon her; she followed Lady Dunstable through the spacious passages of +the Lodge, adorned with the usual sportsman's trophies, till she was +ushered into a small sitting-room, Lady Dunstable's particular den, +crowded with photographs of half the celebrities of the day--the poets, +_savants_, and artists, of England, Europe, and America. On an easel +stood a masterly small portrait of Lord Dunstable as a young man, by +Bastien Lepage; and not far from it--rather pushed into a corner--a +sketch by Millais of a fair-haired boy, leaning against a pony. + +By this time Doris was quivering both with excitement and fatigue. She +sank into a chair, and turned eagerly to the wine and biscuits with +which Miss Field pursued her. While she ate and drank, Lady Dunstable +sat in a high chair observing her, one long and pointed foot crossed +over the other, her black eyes alive with satiric interrogation, to +which, however, she gave no words. + +The wine was reviving. Doris found her voice. As the door closed on Miss +Field, she bent forward:-- + +"Lady Dunstable, I didn't come here on my own account, and had there +been time of course I should have given you notice. I came entirely on +your account, because something was happening to you--and Lord +Dunstable--which you didn't know, and which made me--very sorry for +you!" + +Lady Dunstable started slightly. + +"Happening to me?--and Lord Dunstable?" + +"I have been seeing your son, Lady Dunstable." + +An instant change passed over the countenance of that lady. It darkened, +and the eyes became cold and wary. + +"Indeed? I didn't know you were acquainted with him." + +"I never saw him till a few days ago. Then I saw him--in my uncle's +studio--with a woman--a woman to whom he is engaged." + +Lady Dunstable started again. + +"I think you must be mistaken," she said quickly, with a slight but +haughty straightening of her shoulders. + +Doris shook her head. + +"No, I am not mistaken. I will tell you--if you don't mind--exactly what +I have heard and seen." + +And with a puckered brow and visible effort she entered on the story of +the happenings of which she had been a witness in Bentley's studio. She +was perfectly conscious--for a time--that she was telling it against a +dead weight of half scornful, half angry incredulity on Lady Dunstable's +part. Rachel Dunstable listened, indeed, attentively. But it was clear +that she resented the story, which she did not believe; resented the +telling of it, on her own ground, by this young woman whom she +disliked; and resented above all the compulsory discussion which it +involved, of her most intimate affairs, with a stranger and her social +inferior. All sorts of suspicions, indeed, ran through her mind as to +the motives that could have prompted Mrs. Meadows to hurry up to +Scotland, without taking even the decently polite trouble to announce +herself, bringing this unlikely and trumped-up tale. Most probably, a +mean jealousy of her husband, and his greater social success!--a +determination to force herself on people who had not paid the same +attention to herself as to him, to _make_ them pay attention, +willy-nilly. Of course Herbert had undesirable acquaintances, and was +content to go about with people entirely beneath him, in birth and +education. Everybody knew it, alack! But he was really not such a +fool--such a heartless fool--as this story implied! Mrs. Meadows had +been taken in--willingly taken in--had exaggerated everything she said +for her own purposes. The mother's wrath indeed was rapidly rising to +the smiting point, when a change in the narrative arrested her. + +"And then--I couldn't help it!"--there was a new note of agitation in +Doris's voice--"but what had happened was so _horrid_--it was so like +seeing a man going to ruin under one's eyes, for, of course, one knew +that she would get hold of him again--that I ran out after your son and +begged him to break with her, not to see her again, to take the +opportunity, and be done with her! And then he told me quite calmly that +he _must_ marry her, that he could not help himself, but he would never +live with her. He would marry her at a registry office, provide for her, +and leave her. And then he said he would do it _at once_--that he was +going to his lawyers to arrange everything as to money and so on--on +condition that she never troubled him again. He was eager to get it +done--that he might be delivered from her--from her company--which one +could see had become dreadful to him. I implored him not to do such a +thing--to pay any money rather than do it--but not to marry her! I +begged him to think of you--and his father. But he said he was bound to +her--he had compromised her, or some such thing; and he had given his +word in writing. There was only one thing which could stop it--if she +had told him lies about her former life. But he had no reason to think +she had; and he was not going to try and find out. So then--I saw a ray +of daylight--" + +She stopped abruptly, looking full at the woman opposite, who was now +following her every word--but like one seized against her will. + +"Do you remember a Miss Wigram, Lady Dunstable--whose father had a +living near Crosby Ledgers?" + +Lady Dunstable moved involuntarily--her eyelids flickered a little. + +"Certainly. Why do you ask?" + +"_She_ saw Mr. Dunstable--and Miss Flink--in my uncle's studio, and she +was so distressed to think what--what Lord Dunstable"--there was a +perceptible pause before the name--"would feel, if his son married her, +that she determined to find out the truth about her. She told me she had +one or two clues, and I sent her to a cousin of mine--a very clever +solicitor--to be advised. That was yesterday morning. Then I got my +uncle to find out your son--and bring him to me yesterday afternoon +before I started. He came to our house in Kensington, and I told him I +had come across some very doubtful stories about Miss Flink. He was very +unwilling to hear anything. After all, he said, he was not going to live +with her. And she had nursed him--" + +"Nursed him!" said Lady Dunstable, quickly. She had risen, and was +leaning against the mantelpiece, looking sharply down upon her visitor. + +"That was the beginning of it all. He was ill in the winter--in his +lodgings." + +"I never heard of it!" For the first time, there was a touch of +something natural and passionate in the voice. + +Doris looked a little embarrassed. + +"Your son told me it was pneumonia." + +"I never heard a word of it! And this--this creature nursed him?" The +tone of the robbed lioness at last!--singularly inappropriate under all +the circumstances. Doris struggled on. + +"An actor friend of your son brought her to see him. And she really +devoted herself to him. He declared to me he owed her a great deal--" + +"He need have owed her nothing," said Lady Dunstable, sternly. "He had +only to send a postcard--a wire--to his own people." + +"He thought--you were so busy," said Doris, dropping her eyes to the +carpet. + +A sound of contemptuous anger showed that her shaft--her mild shaft--had +gone home. She hurried on--"But at last I got him to promise me to wait +a week. That was yesterday at five o'clock. He wouldn't promise me to +write to you--or his father. He seemed so desperately anxious to settle +it all--in his own way. But I said a good deal about your name--and the +family--and the horrible pain he would be giving--any way. Was it +kind--was it right towards you, not only to give you _no_ opportunity of +helping or advising him--but also to take no steps to find out whether +the woman he was going to marry was--not only unsuitable, wholly +unsuitable--that, of course, he knows--but _a disgrace_? I argued with +him that he must have some suspicion of the stories she has told him at +different times, or he wouldn't have tried to protect himself in this +particular way. He didn't deny it; but he said she had looked after him, +and been kind to him, when nobody else was, and he should feel a beast +if he pressed her too hardly." + +"'When nobody else was'!" repeated Lady Dunstable, scornfully, her voice +trembling with bitterness. "Really, Mrs. Meadows, it is very difficult +for me to believe that my son ever used such words!" + +Doris hesitated, then she raised her eyes, and with the happy feeling of +one applying the scourge, in the name of Justice, she said with careful +mildness:-- + +"I hope you will forgive me for telling you--but I feel as if I oughtn't +to keep back anything--Mr. Dunstable said to me: 'My mother might have +prevented it--but--she was never interested in me.'" + +Another indignant exclamation from Lady Dunstable. Doris hurried on. +"Only this is the important point! At last I got his promise, and I got +it in writing. I have it here." + +Dead silence. Doris opened her little handbag, took out a letter, in an +open envelope, and handed it to Lady Dunstable, who at first seemed as +if she were going to refuse it. However, after a moment's hesitation, +she lifted her long-handled eyeglass and read it. It ran as follows: + + DEAR MRS. MEADOWS,--I do not know whether I ought to do what you ask + me. But you have asked me very kindly--you have really been awfully + good to me, in taking so much trouble. I know I'm a stupid + fool--they always told me so at home. But I don't want to do + anything mean, or to go back on a woman who once did me a good turn; + with whom also once--for I may as well be quite honest about it--I + thought I was in love. However, I see there is something in what you + say, and I will wait a week before marrying Miss Flink. But if you + tell my people--I suppose you will--don't let them imagine they can + break it off--except for that one reason. And _I_ shan't lift a + finger to break it off. I shall make no inquiries--I shall go on + with the lawyers, and all that. My present intention is to marry + Miss Flink--on the terms I have stated--in a week's time. If you do + see my people--especially my father--tell them I'm awfully sorry to + be such a nuisance to them. I got myself into the mess without + meaning it, and now there's really only one way out. Thank you + again. + Yours gratefully, + HERBERT DUNSTABLE. + + +Lady Dunstable crushed the letter in her hand. All pretence of +incredulity was gone. She began to walk stormily up and down. Doris sank +back in her chair, watching her, conscious of the most strangely mingled +feelings, a touch of womanish triumph indeed, a pleasing sense of +retribution, but, welling up through it, something profound and tender. +If _he_ should ever write such a letter to a stranger, while his mother +was alive! + +Lady Dunstable stopped. + +"What chance is there of saving my son?" she said, peremptorily. "You +will, of course, tell us all you know. Lord Dunstable must go to town at +once." She touched an electric bell beside her. + +"Oh no!" cried Doris, springing up. "He mustn't go, please, until we +have some more information. Miss Wigram is coming--this afternoon." + +Rachel Dunstable stood stupefied--with her hand on the bell. + +"Miss Wigram--coming." + +"Don't you see?" cried Doris. "She was to spend all yesterday afternoon +and evening in seeing two or three people--people who know. There is a +friend of my uncle's--an artist--who saw a great deal of Miss Flink, and +got to know a lot about her. Of course he may not have been willing to +say anything, but I think he probably would--he was so mad with her for +a trick she played him in the middle of a big piece of work. And if he +was able to put us on any useful track, then Miss Wigram was to come up +here straight, and tell you everything she could. But I thought there +would have been a telegram--from her--" Her voice dropped on a note of +disappointment. + +There was a knock at the door. The butler entered, and at the same +moment the luncheon gong echoed through the house. + +"Tell Miss Field not to wait luncheon for me," said Lady Dunstable +sharply. "And, Ferris, I want his lordship's things packed at once, for +London. Don't say anything to him at present, but in ten minutes' time +just manage to tell him quietly that I should like to see him here. You +understand--I don't want any fuss made. Tell Miss Field that Mrs. +Meadows is too tired to come in to luncheon, and that I will come in +presently." + +The butler, who had the aspect of a don or a bishop, said "Yes, my +lady," in that dry tone which implied that for twenty years the house of +Dunstable had been built upon himself, as its rock, and he was not going +to fail it now. He vanished, with just one lightning turn of the eyes +towards the little lady in the blue linen dress; and Lady Dunstable +resumed her walk, sunk in flushed meditation. She seemed to have +forgotten Doris, when she heard an exclamation:-- + +"Ah, there _is_ the telegram!" + +And Doris, running to the window, waved to a diminutive telegraph boy, +who, being new to his job, had come up to the front entrance of the +Lodge instead of the back, and was now--recognising his +misdeed--retreating in alarm from the mere aspect of "the great +fortified post." He saw the lady at the window, however, and checked his +course. + +"For me!" cried Doris, triumphantly--and she tore it open. + + Can't arrive till between eight and nine. Think I have got all we + want. Please take a room for me at hotel.--ALICE WIGRAM. + +Doris turned back into the room, and handed the telegram to Lady +Dunstable, who read it slowly. + +"Did you say this was the Alice Wigram I knew?" + +"Her father had one of your livings," repeated Doris. "He died last +year." + +"I know. I quarrelled with him. I cannot conceive why Alice Wigram +should do me a good turn!" Lady Dunstable threw back her head, her +challenging look fixed upon her visitor. Doris was certain she had it in +her mind to add--"or you either!"--but refrained. + +"Lord Dunstable was always a friend to her father," said Doris, with the +same slight emphasis on the "Lord" as before. "And she felt for the +estate--the poor people--the tenants." + +Rachel Dunstable shook her head impatiently. + +"I daresay. But I got into a scrape with the Wigrams. I expect that you +would think, Mrs. Meadows--perhaps most people would think, as of course +her father did--that I once treated Miss Wigram unkindly!" + +"Oh, what does it matter?" cried Doris, hastily,--"what _does_ it +matter? She wants to help--she's sorry for you. You should _see_ that +woman! It would be too awful if your son was tied to her for life!" + +She sat up straight, all her soul in her eyes and in her pleasant face. + +There was a pause. Then Lady Dunstable, whose expression had changed, +came a little nearer to her. + +"And you--I wonder why you took all this trouble?" + +Doris said nothing. She fell back slowly in her chair, looking +at the tall woman standing over her. Tears came into her +eyes--brimmed--overflowed--in silence. Her lips smiled. Rachel Dunstable +bent over her in bewilderment. + +"To have a son," murmured Doris under her breath, "and then to see him +ruined like this! No love for him!--no children--no grandchildren for +oneself, when one is old--" + +Her voice died away. + +"'To have a son'?" repeated Lady Dunstable, wondering--"but you have +none!" + +Doris said nothing. Only she put up her hand feebly, and wiped away the +tears--still smiling. After which she shut her eyes. + +Lady Dunstable gasped. Then the long, sallow face flushed deeply. She +walked over to a sofa on the other side of the room, arranged the +pillows on it, and came back to Doris. + +"Will you, please, let me put you on that sofa? You oughtn't to have had +this long journey. Of course you will stay here--and Miss Wigram too. It +seems--I shall owe you a great deal--and I could not have expected +you--to think about me--at all. I can do rude things. But I can also--be +sorry for my sins!" + +Doris heard an awkward and rather tremulous laugh. Upon which she +opened her eyes, no less embarrassed than her hostess, and did as she +was told. Lady Dunstable made her as comfortable as a hand so little +used to the feminine arts could manage. + +"Now I will send you in some luncheon, and go and talk to Lord +Dunstable. Please rest till I come back." + + * * * * * + +Doris lay still. She wanted very much to see Arthur, and she wondered, +till her head ached, whether he would think her a great fool for her +pains. Surely he would come and find her soon. Oh, the time people spent +on lunching in these big houses! + +The vibration of the train seemed to be still running through her limbs. +She was indeed wearied out, and in a few minutes, what with the sudden +quiet and the softness of the cushions which had been spread for her, +she fell unexpectedly asleep. + +When she woke, she saw her husband sitting beside her--patiently--with +a tray on his knee. + +"Oh, Arthur!--what time is it? Have I been asleep long?" + +"Nearly an hour. I looked in before, but Lady Dunstable wouldn't let me +wake you. She--and he--and I--have been talking. Upon my word, Doris, +you've been and gone and done it! But don't say anything! You've got to +eat this chicken first." + +He fed her with it, looking at her the while with affectionate and +admiring eyes. Somehow, Doris became dimly aware that she was going to +be a heroine. + +"Have they told you, Arthur?" + +"Everything that you've told her. (No--not everything!--thought Doris.) +You _are_ a brick, Doris! And the way you've done it! That's what +impresses her ladyship! She knows very well that she would have muffed +it. You're the practical woman! Well, you can rest on your laurels, +darling! You'll have the whole place at your feet--beginning with your +husband--who's been dreadfully bored without you. There!" + +He put down his Jovian head, and rubbed his cheek tenderly against hers, +till she turned round, and gave him the lightest of kisses. + +"Was he an abominable correspondent?" he said, repentantly. + +"Abominable!" + +"Did you hate him!" + +"Whenever I had time. When do you start on your cruise, Arthur!" + +"Any time--some time--never!" he said, gaily. "Give me that Capel Curig +address, and I'll wire for the rooms this afternoon. I came to the +conclusion this morning that the same yacht couldn't hold her ladyship +and me." + +"Oh!--so she's been chastening _you_?" said Doris, well pleased. + +Meadows nodded. + +"The rod has not been spared--since Sunday. It was then she got tired of +me. I mark the day, you see, almost the hour. My goodness!--if you're +not always up to your form--epigrams, quotations--all pat--" + +"She plucks you--without mercy. Down you slither into the second class!" +Doris's look sparkled. + +"There you go--rejoicing in my humiliations!" said Meadows, putting an +arm round the scoffer. "I tell you, she proposes to write my next set of +lectures for me. She gave me an outline of them this morning." + +Then they both laughed together like children. And Doris, with her head +on a strong man's shoulder, and a rough coat scrubbing her cheek, +suddenly bethought her of the line--"Journeys end in lovers' meeting--" +and was smitten with a secret wonder as to how much of her impulse to +come north had been due to an altruistic concern for the Dunstable +affairs, and how much to a firm determination to recapture Arthur from +his Gloriana. But that doubt she would never reveal. It would be so bad +for Arthur! + +She rose to her feet. + +"Where are they?" + +"Lord and Lady Dunstable? Gone off to Dunkeld to find their solicitor +and bring him back to meet Miss Wigram. They'll be home by tea. I'm to +look after you." + +"Are we going to an hotel?" + +Meadows laughed immoderately. + +"Come and look at your apartment, my dear. One of her ladyship's maids +has been told off to look after you. As I expect you have arrived with +little more than a comb-and-brush bag, there will be a good deal to do." + +Doris caught him by the coat-fronts. + +"You don't mean to say that I shall be expected to dine to-night! I have +_not_ brought an evening dress." + +"What does that matter? I met Miss Field in the passage, as I was coming +in to you, and she said: 'I see Mrs. Meadows has not brought much +luggage. We can lend her anything she wants. I will send her a few of +Rachel's tea-gowns to choose from.'" + +Doris's laugh was hysterical; then she sobered down. + +"What time is it? Four o'clock. Oh, I wish Miss Wigram was here! You +know, Lord Dunstable must go to town to-night! And Miss Wigram can't +arrive till after the last train from here." + +"They know. They've ordered a special, to take Lord Dunstable and the +solicitor to Edinburgh, to catch the midnight mail." + +"Oh, well--if you can bully the fates like that!--" said Doris, with a +shrug. "How did he take it?" + +Meadows's tone changed. + +"It was a great blow. I thought it aged him." + +"Was she nice to him?" asked Doris, anxiously. + +"Nicer than I thought she could be," said Meadows, quietly. "I heard +her say to him--'I'm afraid it's been my fault, Harry.' And he took her +hand, without a word." + +"I will _not_ cry!" said Doris, pressing her hands on her eyes. "If it +comes right, it will do them such a world of good! Now show me my room." + +But in the hall, waiting to waylay them, they found Miss Field, beaming +as usual. + +"Everything is ready for you, dear Mrs. Meadows, and if you want +anything you have only to ring. This way--" + +"The ground-floor?" said Doris, rather mystified, as they followed. + +"We have put you in what we call--for fun--our state-rooms. Various +Royalties had them last year. They're in a special wing. We keep them +for emergencies. And the fact is we haven't got another corner." + +Doris, in dismay, took the smiling lady by the arm. + +"I can't live up to it! Please let us go to the inn." + +But Meadows and Miss Field mocked at her; and she was soon ushered into +a vast bedroom, in the midst of which, on a Persian carpet, sat her +diminutive bag, now empty. Various elegant "confections" in the shape of +tea-gowns and dressing-gowns littered the bed and the chairs. The +toilet-table showed an array of coroneted brushes. As for the superb +Empire bed, which had belonged to Queen Hortense, and was still hung +with the original blue velvet sprinkled with golden bees, Doris eyed it +with a firm hostility. + +"We needn't sleep in it," she whispered in Meadows's ear. "There are two +sofas." + +Meanwhile Miss Field and others flitted about, adding all the luxuries +of daily use to the splendour of the rooms. Gardeners appeared bringing +in flowers, and an anxious maid, on behalf of her ladyship, begged that +Mrs. Meadows would change her travelling dress for a comfortable white +tea-gown, before tea-time, suggesting another "creation" in black and +silver for dinner. Doris, frowning and reluctant, would have refused; +but Miss Field said softly "Won't you? Rachel will be so distressed if +she mayn't do these little things for you. Of course she doesn't deserve +it; but--" + +"Oh yes--I'll put them on--if she likes," said Doris, hurriedly. "It +doesn't matter." + +Miss Field laughed. "I don't know where all these things come from," she +said, looking at the array. "Rachel buys half of them for her maids, I +should think--she never wears them. Well, now I shall leave you till +tea-time. Tea will be on the lawn--Mr. Meadows knows where. By the +way--" she looked, smiling, at Meadows--"they've put off the Duke. If +you only knew what that means." + +She named a great Scotch name, the chief of the ancient house to which +Lady Dunstable belonged. Miss Field described how this prince of Dukes +paid a solemn visit every year to Franick Castle, and the eager +solicitude--almost agitation--with which the visit was awaited, by Lady +Dunstable in particular. + +"You don't mean," cried Doris, "that there is anybody in the whole world +who frightens Lady Dunstable?" + +"As she frightens us? Yes!--on this one day of the year we are all +avenged. Rachel, metaphorically, sits on a stool and tries to please. To +put off 'the Duke' by telephone!--what a horrid indignity! But I've just +inflicted it." + +Mattie Field smiled, and was just going away when she was arrested by a +timid question from Doris. + +"Please--shall Arthur go down to Pitlochry and engage a room for Miss +Wigram?" + +Miss Field turned in amusement. + +"A room! Why, it's all ready! She is your lady-in-waiting." + +And taking Doris by the arm she led her to inspect a spacious apartment +on the other side of a passage, where the Lady Alice or Lady Mary +without whom Royal Highnesses do not move about the world was generally +put up. + +"I feel like Christopher Sly," said Doris, surveying the scene, with her +hands in her jacket pockets. "So will she. But never mind!" + + * * * * * + +Events flowed on. Lord and Lady Dunstable came back by tea-time, +bringing with them the solicitor, who was also the chief factor of their +Scotch estate. Lord Dunstable looked old and wearied. He came to find +Doris on the lawn, pressing her hand with murmured words of thanks. + +"If that child Alice Wigram--of course I remember her well!--brings us +information we can go upon, we shall be all right. At least there's +hope. My poor boy! Anyway, we can never be grateful enough to you." + +As for Lady Dunstable, the large circle which gathered for tea under a +group of Scotch firs talked indeed, since Franick Castle existed for +that purpose, but they talked without a leader. Their hostess sat silent +and sombre, with thoughts evidently far away. She took no notice of +Meadows whatever, and his attempts to draw her fell flat. A neighbour +had walked over, bringing with him--maliciously--a Radical M.P. whose +views on the Scotch land question would normally have struck fire and +fury from Lady Dunstable. She scarcely recognised his name, and he and +the Under-Secretary launched into the most despicable land heresies +under her very nose--unrebuked. She had not an epigram to throw at +anyone. But her eyes never failed to know where Doris Meadows was, and +indeed, though no one but the two or three initiated knew why, Doris was +in some mysterious but accepted way the centre of the party. Everybody +spoiled her; everybody smiled upon her. The white tea-gown which she +wore--miracle of delicate embroidery--had never suited Lady Dunstable; +it suited Doris to perfection. Under her own simple hat, her eyes--and +they were very fine eyes--shone with a soft and dancing humour. It was +all absurd--her being there--her dress--this tongue-tied hostess--and +these agreeable men who made much of her! She must get Arthur out of it +as soon as possible, and they would look back upon it and laugh. But for +the moment it was pleasant, it was stimulating! She found herself +arguing about the new novels, and standing at bay against a whole group +of clever folk who were tearing Mr. Augustus John and other gods of her +idolatry to pieces. She was not shy; she never really had been; and to +find that she could talk as well as other people--or most other +people--even in these critical circles, excited her. The circle round +her grew; and Meadows, standing on the edge of it, watched her with +astonished eyes. + + * * * * * + +The northern evening sank into a long and glowing twilight. The hills +stood in purple against a tawny west, and the smoke from the little town +in the valley rose clear and blue into air already autumnal. The guests +of Franick had scattered in twos and threes over the gardens and the +moor, while Doris, her host and hostess, and the solicitor, sat and +waited for Alice Wigram. She came with the evening train, tired, dusty, +and triumphant; and the information she brought with her was more than +enough to go upon. The past of Elena Flink--poor lady!--shone luridly +out; and even the countenance of the solicitor cleared. As for Lord +Dunstable, he grasped the girl by both hands. + +"My dear child, what you have done for us! Ah, if your father were +here!" + +And bending over her, with the courtly grace of an old man, he kissed +her on the brow. Alice Wigram flushed, turning involuntarily towards +Lady Dunstable. + +"Rachel!--don't we owe her everything," said Lord Dunstable with +emotion--"her and Mrs. Meadows? But for them, our boy might have wrecked +his life." + +"He appears to have been a most extraordinary fool!" said Lady Dunstable +with energy:--a recrudescence of the natural woman, which was positively +welcome to everybody. And it did not prevent the passage of some +embarrassed but satisfactory words between Herbert Dunstable's mother +and Alice Wigram, after Lady Dunstable had taken her latest guest to +"Lady Mary's" room, bidding her go straight to bed, and be waited on. + +Lord Dunstable and the lawyer departed after dinner to meet their +special train at Perth. Lady Dunstable, with variable spirits, kept the +evening going, sometimes in a brown study, sometimes as brilliant and +pugnacious as ever. Doris slipped out of the drawing-room once or twice +to go and gossip with Alice Wigram, who was lying under silken +coverings, inclined to gentle moralising on the splendours of the great, +and much petted by Miss Field and the house-keeper. + +"How nice you look!" said the girl shyly, on one occasion, as Doris came +stealing in to her. "I never saw such a pretty gown!" + +"Not bad!" said Doris complacently, throwing a glance at the large +mirror near. It was still the white tea-gown, for she had firmly +declined to sample anything else, in truth well aware that Arthur's +eyes approved both it and her in it. + +"Lord Dunstable has been so kind," whispered Miss Wigram. "He said I +must always henceforth look upon him as a kind of guardian. Of course I +should never let him give me a farthing!" + +"Why no, that's the kind of thing one couldn't do!" said Doris with +decision. "But there are plenty of other ways of being nice. Well--here +we all are, as happy as larks; and what we've really done, I suppose, is +to take a woman's character away, and give her another push to +perdition." + +"She hadn't any character!" cried Alice Wigram indignantly. "And she +would have gone to perdition without us, and taken that poor youth with +her. Oh, I know, I know! But morals are a great puzzle to me. However, I +firmly remind myself of that 'one in the eye,' and then all my doubts +depart. Good-night. Sleep well! You know very well that I should have +shirked it if it hadn't been for you!" + + * * * * * + +A little later the Meadowses stood together at the open window of their +room, which led by a short flight of steps to a flowering garden below. +All Franick had gone to bed, and this wing in which the "state-rooms" +were, seemed to be remote from the rest of the house. They were alone; +the night was balmy; and there was a flood of secret joy in Doris's +veins which gave her a charm, a beguilement Arthur had never seen in her +before. She was more woman, and therefore more divine! He could hardly +recall her as the careful housewife, harassed by lack of pence, knitting +her brows over her butcher's books, mending endless socks, and trying to +keep the nose of a lazy husband to the grindstone. All that seemed to +have vanished. This white sylph was pure romance--pure joy. He saw her +anew; he loved her anew. + +"Why did you look so pretty to-night? You little witch!" he murmured in +her ear, as he held her close to him. + +"Arthur!"--she drew herself away from him. "_Did_ I look pretty? Honour +bright!" + +"Delicious! How often am I to say it?" + +"You'd better not. Don't wake the devil in me, Arthur! It's all this +tea-gown. If you go on like this, I shall have to buy one like it." + +"Buy a dozen!" he said joyously. "Look there, Doris--you see that path? +Let's go on to the moor a little." + +Out they crept, like truant children, through the wood-path and out upon +the moor. Meadows had brought a shawl, and spread it on a rock, full +under the moonlight. There they sat, close together, feeling all the +goodness and glory of the night, drinking in the scents of heather and +fern, the sounds of plashing water and gently moving winds. Above them, +the vault of heaven and the friendly stars; below them, the great hollow +of the valley, the scattered lights, the sounds of distant trains. + +"She didn't kiss me when she said good-night!" said Doris suddenly. "She +wasn't the least sentimental--or ashamed--or grateful! Having said what +was necessary, she let it alone. She's a real lady--though rather a +savage. I like her!" + +"Who are you talking of? Lady Dunstable? I had forgotten all about her. +All the same, darling, I should like to know what made you do all this +for a woman you _said_ you detested!" + +"I did detest her. I shall probably detest her again. Leopards don't +change their spots, do they? But I shan't--fear her any more!" + +Something in her tone arrested Meadows's attention. + +"What do you mean?" + +"Oh, what I say!" cried Doris, drawing herself a little from him, with +a hand on his shoulder. "I shall never fear her, or anyone, any more. +I'm safe! Why did I do it? Do you really want to know? I did +it--because--I was so sorry for her--poor silly woman,--who can't get on +with her own son! Arthur!--if our son doesn't love me better than hers +loves her--you may kill me, dear, and welcome!" + +"Doris! There is something in your voice--! What are you hiding from +me?" + + * * * * * + +But as to the rest of that conversation under the moon, let those +imagine it who may have followed this story with sympathy. + + + + +THE END + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of A Great Success, by Mrs Humphry Ward + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A GREAT SUCCESS *** + +***** This file should be named 13288-8.txt or 13288-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/3/2/8/13288/ + +Produced by Andrew Templeton, Juliet Sutherland, Maria Khomenko and +PG Distributed Proofreaders + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Great Success + +Author: Mrs Humphry Ward + +Release Date: August 25, 2004 [EBook #13288] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A GREAT SUCCESS *** + + + + +Produced by Andrew Templeton, Juliet Sutherland, Maria Khomenko and +PG Distributed Proofreaders + + + + + +[Illustration: "Look there, Doris--you see that path? Let's go on to +the moor a little."] + +A Great Success + +By + +Mrs. Humphry Ward +Author of "Eltham House," "Delia Blanchflower," etc. + +New York +Hearst's International Library Co. +1916 + + + + +PART I + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +"Arthur,--what did you give the man?" + +"Half a crown, my dear! Now don't make a fuss. I know exactly what +you're going to say!" + +"_Half a crown!_" said Doris Meadows, in consternation. "The fare was +one and twopence. Of course he thought you mad. But I'll get it back!" + +And she ran to the open window, crying "Hi!" to the driver of a +taxi-cab, who, having put down his fares, was just on the point of +starting from the door of the small semi-detached house in a South +Kensington street, which owned Arthur and Doris Meadows for its master +and mistress. + +The driver turned at her call. + +"Hi!--Stop! You've been over-paid!" + +The man grinned all over, made her a low bow, and made off as fast as he +could. + +Arthur Meadows, behind her, went into a fit of laughter, and as his +wife, discomfited, turned back into the room he threw a triumphant arm +around her. + +"I had to give him half a crown, dear, or burst. Just look at these +letters--and you know what a post we had this morning! Now don't bother +about the taxi! What does it matter? Come and open the post." + +Whereupon Doris Meadows felt herself forcibly drawn down to a seat on +the sofa beside her husband, who threw a bundle of letters upon his +wife's lap, and then turned eagerly to open others with which his own +hands were full. + +"H'm!--Two more publishers' letters, asking for the book--don't they +wish they may get it! But I could have made a far better bargain if I'd +only waited a fortnight. Just my luck! One--two--four--autograph fiends! +The last--a lady, of course!--wants a page of the first lecture. Calm! +Invitations from the Scottish Athenaeum--the Newcastle Academy--the +Birmingham Literary Guild--the Glasgow Poetic Society--the 'British +Philosophers'--the Dublin Dilettanti!--Heavens!--how many more! None of +them offering cash, as far as I can see--only fame--pure and undefiled! +Hullo!--that's a compliment!--the Parnassians have put me on their +Council. And last year, I was told, I couldn't even get in as an +ordinary member. Dash their impudence!... This is really astounding! +What are yours, darling?" + +And tumbling all his opened letters on the sofa, Arthur Meadows rose--in +sheer excitement--and confronted his wife, with a flushed countenance. +He was a tall, broadly built, loose-limbed fellow, with a fine shaggy +head, whereof various black locks were apt to fall forward over his +eyes, needing to be constantly thrown back by a picturesque action of +the hand. The features were large and regular, the complexion dark, the +eyes a pale blue, under bushy brows. The whole aspect of the man, +indeed, was not unworthy of the adjective "Olympian," already freely +applied to it by some of the enthusiastic women students attending his +now famous lectures. One girl artist learned in classical archaeology, +and a haunter of the British Museum, had made a charcoal study of a +well-known archaistic "Diespiter" of the Augustan period, on the same +sheet with a rapid sketch of Meadows when lecturing; a performance which +had been much handed about in the lecture-room, though always just +avoiding--strangely enough--the eyes of the lecturer.... The expression +of slumbrous power, the mingling of dream and energy in the Olympian +countenance, had been, in the opinion of the majority, extremely well +caught. Only Doris Meadows, the lecturer's wife, herself an artist, and +a much better one than the author of the drawing, had smiled a little +queerly on being allowed a sight of it. + +However, she was no less excited by the batch of letters her husband had +allowed her to open than he by his. Her bundle included, so it appeared, +letters from several leading politicians: one, discussing in a most +animated and friendly tone the lecture of the week before, on "Lord +George Bentinck"; and two others dealing with the first lecture of the +series, the brilliant pen-portrait of Disraeli, which--partly owing to +feminine influence behind the scenes--had been given _verbatim_ and with +much preliminary trumpeting in two or three Tory newspapers, and had +produced a real sensation, of that mild sort which alone the British +public--that does not love lectures--is capable of receiving from the +report of one. Persons in the political world had relished its plain +speaking; dames and counsellors of the Primrose League had read the +praise with avidity, and skipped the criticism; while the mere men and +women of letters had appreciated a style crisp, unhackneyed, and alive. +The second lecture on "Lord George Bentinck" had been crowded, and the +crowd had included several Cabinet Ministers, and those great ladies of +the moment who gather like vultures to the feast on any similar +occasion. The third lecture, on "Palmerston and Lord John"--had been not +only crowded, but crowded out, and London was by now fully aware that it +possessed in Arthur Meadows a person capable of painting a series of La +Bruyere-like portraits of modern men, as vivid, biting, and +"topical"--_mutatis mutandis_--as the great French series were in their +day. + +Applications for the coming lecture on "Lord Randolph" were arriving by +every post, and those to follow after--on men just dead, and others +still alive--would probably have to be given in a much larger hall than +that at present engaged, so certain was intelligent London that in going +to hear Arthur Meadows on the most admired--or the most +detested--personalities of the day, they at least ran no risk of +wishy-washy panegyric, or a dull caution. Meadows had proved himself +daring both in compliment and attack; nothing could be sharper than his +thrusts, or more Olympian than his homage. There were those indeed who +talked of "airs" and "mannerisms," but their faint voices were lost in +the general shouting. + +"Wonderful!" said Doris, at last, looking up from the last of these +epistles. "I really didn't know, Arthur, you were such a great man." + +Her eyes rested on him with a fond but rather puzzled expression. + +"Well, of course, dear, you've always seen the seamy side of me," said +Meadows, with the slightest change of tone and a laugh. "Perhaps now +you'll believe me when I say that I'm not always lazy when I seem +so--that a man must have time to think, and smoke, and dawdle, if he's +to write anything decent, and can't always rush at the first job that +offers. When you thought I was idling--I wasn't! I was gathering up +impressions. Then came an attractive piece of work--one that suited +me--and I rose to it. There, you see!" + +He threw back his Jovian head, with a look at his wife, half combative, +half merry. + +Doris's forehead puckered a little. + +"Well, thank Heaven that it _has_ turned out well!" she said, with a +deep breath. "Where we should have been if it hadn't I'm sure I don't +know! And, as it is--By the way, Arthur, have you got that packet ready +for New York?" Her tone was quick and anxious. + +"What, the proofs of 'Dizzy'? Oh, goodness, that'll do any time. Don't +bother, Doris. I'm really rather done--and this post is--well, upon my +word, it's overwhelming!" And, gathering up the letters, he threw +himself with an air of fatigue into a long chair, his hands behind his +head. "Perhaps after tea and a cigarette I shall feel more fit." + +"Arthur!--you know to-morrow is the last day for catching the New York +mail." + +"Well, hang it, if I don't catch it, they must wait, that's all!" said +Meadows peevishly. "If they won't take it, somebody else will." + +"They" represented the editor and publisher of a famous New York +magazine, who had agreed by cable to give a large sum for the "Dizzy" +lecture, provided it reached them by a certain date. + +Doris twisted her lip. + +"Arthur, _do_ think of the bills!" + +"Darling, don't be a nuisance! If I succeed I shall make money. And if +this isn't a success I don't know what is." He pointed to the letters on +his lap, an impatient gesture which dislodged a certain number of them, +so that they came rustling to the floor. + +"Hullo!--here's one you haven't opened. Another coronet! Gracious! I +believe it's the woman who asked us to dinner a fortnight ago, and we +couldn't go." + +Meadows sat up with a jerk, all languor dispelled, and held out his hand +for the letter. + +"Lady Dunstable! By George! I thought she'd ask us,--though you don't +deserve it, Doris, for you didn't take any trouble at all about her +first invitation--" + +"We were _engaged_!" cried Doris, interrupting him, her eyebrows +mounting. + +"We could have got out of it perfectly. But now, listen to this: + + "Dear Mr. Meadows,--I hope your wife will excuse my writing to you + instead of to her, as you and I are already acquainted. Can I induce + you both to come to Crosby Ledgers for a week-end, on July 16? We + hope to have a pleasant party, a diplomat or two, the Home + Secretary, and General Hichen--perhaps some others. You would, I am + sure, admire our hill country, and I should like to show you some of + the precious autographs we have inherited. + + "Yours sincerely, + "RACHEL DUNSTABLE. + + "If your wife brings a maid, perhaps she will kindly let me know." + +Doris laughed, and the amused scorn of her laugh annoyed her husband. +However, at that moment their small house-parlourmaid entered with the +tea-tray, and Doris rose to make a place for it. The parlourmaid put it +down with much unnecessary noise, and Doris, looking at her in alarm, +saw that her expression was sulky and her eyes red. When the girl had +departed, Mrs. Meadows said with resignation-- + +"There! that one will give me notice to-morrow!" + +"Well, I'm sure you could easily get a better!" said her husband +sharply. + +Doris shook her head. + +"The fourth in six months!" she said, sighing. "And she really is a good +girl." + +"I suppose, as usual, she complains of me!" The voice was that of an +injured man. + +"Yes, dear, she does! They all do. You give them a lot of extra work +already, and all these things you have been buying lately--oh, Arthur, +if you _wouldn't_ buy things!--mean more work. You know that copper +coal-scuttle you sent in yesterday?" + +"Well, isn't it a beauty?--a real Georgian piece!" cried Meadows, +indignantly. + +"I dare say it is. But it has to be cleaned. When it arrived Jane came +to see me in this room, shut the door, and put her back against it +'There's another of them beastly copper coal-scuttles come!' You should +have seen her eyes blazing. 'And I should like to know, ma'am, who's +going to clean it--'cos I can't.' And I just had to promise her it might +go dirty." + +"Lazy minx!" said Meadows, good-humouredly, with his mouth full of +tea-cake. "At last I have something good to look at in this room." He +turned his eyes caressingly towards the new coal-scuttle. "I suppose I +shall have to clean it myself!" + +Doris laughed again--this time almost hysterically--but was checked by a +fresh entrance of Jane, who, with an air of defiance, deposited a heavy +parcel on a chair beside her mistress, and flounced out again. + +"What is this?" said Doris in consternation. "_Books_? More books? +Heavens, Arthur, what have you been ordering now! I couldn't sleep last +night for thinking of the book-bills." + +"You little goose! Of course, I must buy books! Aren't they my tools, my +stock-in-trade? Haven't these lectures justified the book-bills a dozen +times over?" + +This time Arthur Meadows surveyed his wife in real irritation and +disgust. + +"But, Arthur!--you could get them _all_ at the London Library--you know +you could!" + +"And pray how much time do I waste in going backwards and forwards after +books? Any man of letters worth his salt wants a library of his +own--within reach of his hand." + +"Yes, if he can pay for it!" said Doris, with plaintive emphasis, as she +ruefully turned over the costly volumes which the parcel contained. + +"Don't fash yourself, my dear child! Why, what I'm getting for the Dizzy +lecture is alone nearly enough to pay all the book bills." + +"It isn't! And just think of all the others! Well--never mind!" + +Doris's protesting mood suddenly collapsed. She sat down on a stool +beside her husband, rested her elbow on his knee, and, chin in hand, +surveyed him with a softened countenance. Doris Meadows was not a +beauty; only pleasant-faced, with good eyes, and a strong, expressive +mouth. Her brown hair was perhaps her chief point, and she wore it +rippled and coiled so as to set off a shapely head and neck. It was +always a secret grievance with her that she had so little positive +beauty. And her husband had never flattered her on the subject. In the +early days of their marriage she had timidly asked him, after +one of their bridal dinner-parties in which she had worn her +wedding-dress--"Did I look nice to-night? Do you--do you ever think I +look pretty, Arthur?" And he had looked her over, with an odd change of +expression--careless affection passing into something critical and +cool:--"I'm never ashamed of you, Doris, in any company. Won't you be +satisfied with that?" She had been far from satisfied; the phrase had +burnt in her memory from then till now. But she knew Arthur had not +meant to hurt her, and she bore him no grudge. And, by now, she was too +well acquainted with the rubs and prose of life, too much occupied with +house-books, and rough servants, and the terror of an overdrawn account, +to have any time or thought to spare to her own looks. Fortunately she +had an instinctive love for neatness and delicacy; so that her little +figure, besides being agile and vigorous--capable of much dignity too on +occasion--was of a singular trimness and grace in all its simple +appointments. Her trousseau was long since exhausted, and she rarely had +a new dress. But slovenly she could not be. + +It was the matter of a new dress which was now indeed running in her +mind. She took up Lady Dunstable's letter, and read it pensively through +again. + +"You can accept for yourself, Arthur, of course," she said, looking up. +"But I can't possibly go." + +Meadows protested loudly. + +"You have no excuse at all!" he declared hotly. "Lady Dunstable has +given us a month's notice. You _can't_ get out of it. Do you want me to +be known as a man who accepts smart invitations without his wife? There +is no more caddish creature in the world." + +Doris could not help smiling upon him. But her mouth was none the less +determined. + +"I haven't got a single frock that's fit for Crosby Ledgers. And I'm not +going on tick for a new one!" + +"I never heard anything so absurd! Shan't we have more money in a few +weeks than we've had for years?" + +"I dare say. It's all wanted. Besides, I have my work to finish." + +"My dear Doris!" + +A slight red mounted in Doris's cheeks. + +"Oh, you may be as scornful as you like! But ten pounds is ten pounds, +and I like keeping engagements." + +The "work" in question meant illustrations for a children's book. Doris +had accepted the commission with eagerness, and had been going regularly +to the Campden Hill studio of an Academician--her mother's brother--who +was glad to supply her with some of the "properties" she wanted for her +drawings. + +"I shall soon not allow you to do anything of the kind," said Meadows +with decision. + +"On the contrary! I shall always take paid work when I can get it," was +the firm reply--"unless--" + +"Unless what?" + +"You know," she said quietly. Meadows was silent a moment, then reached +out for her hand, which she gave him. They had no children; and, as he +well knew, Doris pined for them. The look in her eyes when she nursed +her friends' babies had often hurt him. But after all, why despair? It +was only four years from their wedding day. + +But he was not going to be beaten in the matter of Crosby Ledgers. They +had a long and heated discussion, at the end of which Doris surrendered. + +"Very well! I shall have to spend a week in doing up my old black gown, +and it will be a botch at the end of it. But--_nothing--will induce +me_--to get a new one!" + +She delivered this ultimatum with her hands behind her, a defeated, but +still resolute young person. Meadows, having won the main battle, left +the rest to Providence, and went off to his "den" to read all his +letters through once more--agreeable task!--and to write a note of +acceptance to the Home Secretary, who had asked him to luncheon. Doris +was not included in the invitation. "But anybody may ask a husband--or a +wife--to lunch, separately. That's understood. I shan't do it often, +however--that I can tell them!" And justified by this Spartan temper as +to the future, he wrote a charming note, accepting the delights of the +present, so full of epigram that the Cabinet Minister to whom it was +addressed had no sooner read it than he consigned it instanter to his +wife's collection of autographs. + +Meanwhile Doris was occupied partly in soothing the injured feelings of +Jane, and partly in smoothing out and inspecting her one evening frock. +She decided that it would take her a week to "do it up," and that she +would do it herself. "A week wasted!" she thought--"and all for nothing. +What do we want with Lady Dunstable! She'll flatter Arthur, and make him +lazy. They all do! And I've no use for her at all. _Maid_ indeed! Does +she think nobody can exist without that appendage? How I should like to +make her live on four hundred a year, with a husband that will spend +seven!" + +She stood, half amused, half frowning, beside the bed on which lay her +one evening frock. But the frown passed away, effaced by an expression +much softer and tenderer than anything she had allowed Arthur to see of +late. Of course she delighted in Arthur's success; she was proud, +indeed, through and through. Hadn't she always known that he had this +gift, this quick, vivacious power of narrative, this genius--for it was +something like it--for literary portraiture? And now at last the +stimulus had come--and the opportunity with it. Could she ever forget +the anxiety of the first lecture--the difficulty she had had in making +him finish it--his careless, unbusiness-like management of the whole +affair? But then had come the burst of praise and popularity; and +Arthur was a new man. No difficulty--or scarcely--in getting him to work +since then! Applause, so new and intoxicating, had lured him on, as she +had been wont to lure the black pony of her childhood with a handful of +sugar. Yes, her Arthur was a genius; she had always known it. And +something of a child too--lazy, wilful, and sensuous--that, too, she had +known for some time. And she loved him with all her heart. + +"But I won't have him spoilt by those fine ladies!" she said to herself, +with frowning clear-sightedness. "They make a perfect fool of him. Now, +then, I'd better write to Lady Dunstable. Of course she ought to have +written to me!" + +So she sat down and wrote: + + Dear Lady Dunstable,--We have much pleasure in accepting your kind + invitation, and I will let you know our train later. I have no maid, + so-- + +But at this point Mrs. Meadows, struck by a sudden idea, threw down her +pen. + +"Heavens!--suppose I took Jane? Somebody told me the other day that +nobody got any attention at Crosby Ledgers without a maid. And it might +bribe Jane into staying. I should feel a horrid snob--but it would be +rather fun--especially as Lady Dunstable will certainly be immensely +surprised. The fare would be only about five shillings--Jane would get +her food for two days at the Dunstables' expense--and I should have a +friend. I'll do it." + +So, with her eyes dancing, Doris tore up her note, and began again: + + Dear Lady Dunstable,--We have much pleasure in accepting your kind + invitation, and I will let you know our train later. As you kindly + permit me, I will bring a maid. + + Yours sincerely, + DORIS MEADOWS. + + * * * * * + +The month which elapsed between Lady Dunstable's invitation and the +Crosby Ledgers party was spent by Doris first in "doing up" her frock, +and then in taking the bloom off it at various dinner-parties to which +they were already invited as the "celebrities" of the moment; in making +Arthur's wardrobe presentable; in watching over the tickets and receipts +of the weekly lectures; in collecting the press cuttings about them; in +finishing her illustrations; and in instructing the awe-struck Jane, now +perfectly amenable, in the mysteries that would be expected of her. + +Meanwhile Mrs. Meadows heard various accounts from artistic and literary +friends of the parties at Crosby Ledgers. These accounts were generally +prefaced by the laughing remark, "But anything _I_ can say is ancient +history. Lady Dunstable dropped us long ago!" + +Anyway, it appeared that the mistress of Crosby Ledgers could be +charming, and could also be exactly the reverse. She was a creature of +whims and did precisely as she pleased. Everything she did apparently +was acceptable to Lord Dunstable, who admired her blindly. But in one +point at least she was a disappointed woman. Her son, an unsatisfactory +youth of two-and-twenty, was seldom to be seen under his parents' roof, +and it was rumoured that he had already given them a great deal of +trouble. + +"The dreadful thing, my dear, is the _games_ they play!" said the wife +of a dramatist, whose one successful piece had been followed by years of +ill-fortune. + +"_Games?_" said Doris. "Do you mean cards--for money?" + +"Oh, dear no! Intellectual games. _Bouts-rimes;_ translations--Lady +Dunstable looks out the bits and some people think the +words--beforehand; paragraphs on a subject--in a particular +style--Pater's, or Ruskin's, or Carlyle's. Each person throws two slips +into a hat. On one you write the subject, on another the name of the +author whose style is to be imitated. Then you draw. Of course Lady +Dunstable carries off all the honours. But then everybody believes she +spends all the mornings preparing these things. She never comes down +till nearly lunch." + +"This is really appalling!" said Doris, with round eyes. "I have +forgotten everything I ever knew." + +As for her own impressions of the great lady, she had only seen her once +in the semi-darkness of the lecture-room, and could only remember a +long, sallow face, with striking black eyes and a pointed chin, a +general look of distinction and an air of one accustomed to the "chief +seat" at any board--whether the feasts of reason or those of a more +ordinary kind. + +As the days went on, Doris, for all her sturdy self-reliance, began to +feel a little nervous inwardly. She had been quite well-educated, first +at a good High School, and then in the class-rooms of a provincial +University; and, as the clever daughter of a clever doctor in large +practice, she had always been in touch with the intellectual world, +especially on its scientific side. And for nearly two years before her +marriage she had been a student at the Slade School. But since her +imprudent love-match with a literary man had plunged her into the +practical work of a small household, run on a scanty and precarious +income, she had been obliged, one after another, to let the old +interests go. Except the drawing. That was good enough to bring her a +little money, as an illustrator, designer of Christmas cards, etc.; and +she filled most of her spare time with it. + +But now she feverishly looked out some of her old books--Pater's +"Studies," a volume of Huxley's Essays, "Shelley" and "Keats" in the +"Men of Letters" series. She borrowed two or three of the political +biographies with which Arthur's shelves were crowded, having all the +while, however, the dispiriting conviction that Lady Dunstable had been +dandled on the knees of every English Prime Minister since her birth, +and had been the blood relation of all of them, except perhaps Mr. G., +whose blood no doubt had not been blue enough to entitle him to the +privilege. + +However, she must do her best. She kept these feelings and preparations +entirely secret from Arthur, and she saw the day of the visit dawn in a +mood of mingled expectation and revolt. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +It was a perfect June evening: Doris was seated on one of the spreading +lawns of Crosby Ledgers,--a low Georgian house, much added to at various +times, and now a pleasant medley of pillared verandahs, tiled roofs, +cupolas, and dormer windows, apparently unpretending, but, as many +people knew, one of the most luxurious of English country houses. + +Lady Dunstable, in a flowing dress of lilac crepe and a large black hat, +had just given Mrs. Meadows a second cup of tea, and was clearly doing +her duty--and showing it--to a guest whose entertainment could not be +trusted to go of itself. The only other persons at the tea-table--the +Meadowses having arrived late--were an elderly man with long Dundreary +whiskers, in a Panama hat and a white waistcoat, and a lady of uncertain +age, plump, kind-eyed, and merry-mouthed, in whom Doris had at once +divined a possible harbour of refuge from the terrors of the situation. +Arthur was strolling up and down the lawn with the Home Secretary, +smoking and chatting--talking indeed nineteen to the dozen, and entirely +at his ease. A few other groups were scattered over the grass; while +girls in white dresses and young men in flannels were playing tennis in +the distance. A lake at the bottom of the sloping garden made light and +space in a landscape otherwise too heavily walled in by thick woodland. +White swans floated on the lake, and the June trees beyond were in their +freshest and proudest leaf. A church tower rose appropriately in a +corner of the park, and on the other side of the deer-fence beyond the +lake a herd of red deer were feeding. Doris could not help feeling as +though the whole scene had been lately painted for a new "high life" +play at the St. James's Theatre, and she half expected to see Sir George +Alexander walk out of the bushes. + +"I suppose, Mrs. Meadows, you have been helping your husband with his +lectures?" said Lady Dunstable, a little languidly, as though the heat +oppressed her. She was making play with a cigarette and her half-shut +eyes were fixed on the "lion's" wife. The eyes fascinated Doris. Surely +they were artificially blackened, above and below? And the lips--had art +been delicately invoked, or was Nature alone responsible? + +"I copy things for Arthur," said Doris. "Unfortunately, I can't type." + +At the sound of the young and musical voice, the gentleman with the +Dundreary whiskers--Sir Luke Malford--who had seemed half asleep, turned +sharply to look at the speaker. Doris too was in a white dress, of the +simplest stuff and make; but it became her. So did the straw hat, with +its wreath of wild roses, which she had trimmed herself that morning. +There was not the slightest visible sign of tremor in the young woman; +and Sir Luke's inner mind applauded her. + +"No fool!--and a lady," he thought. "Let's see what Rachel will make of +her." + +"Then you don't help him in the writing?" said Lady Dunstable, still +with the same detached air. Doris laughed. + +"I don't know what Arthur would say if I proposed it. He never lets +anybody go near him when he's writing." + +"I see; like all geniuses, he's dangerous on the loose." Was Lady +Dunstable's smile just touched with sarcasm? "Well!--has the success of +the lectures surprised you?" + +Doris pondered. + +"No," she said at last, "not really. I always thought Arthur had it in +him." + +"But you hardly expected such a run--such an excitement!" + +"I don't know," said Doris, coolly. "I think I did--sometimes. The +question is how long it will last." + +She looked, smiling, at her interrogator. + +The gentleman with the whiskers stooped across the table. + +"Oh, nothing lasts in this world. But that of course is what makes a +good time so good." + +Doris turned towards him--demurring--for the sake of conversation. "I +never could understand how Cinderella enjoyed the ball." + +"For thinking of the clock?" laughed Sir Luke. "No, no!--you can't mean +that. It's the expectation of the clock that doubles the pleasure. Of +course you agree, Rachel!"--he turned to her--"else why did you read me +that very doleful poem yesterday, on this very theme?--that it's only +the certainty of death that makes life agreeable? By the way, George +Eliot had said it before!" + +"The poem was by a friend of mine," said Lady Dunstable, coldly. "I read +it to you to see how it sounded. But I thought it poor stuff." + +"How unkind of you! The man who wrote it says he lives upon your +friendship." + +"That, perhaps, is why he's so thin." + +Sir Luke laughed again. + +"To be sure, I saw the poor man--after you had talked to him the other +night--going to Dunstable to be consoled. Poor George! he's always +healing the wounds you make." + +"Of course. That's why I married him. George says all the civil things. +That sets me free to do the rude ones." + +"Rachel!" The exclamation came from the plump lady opposite, who was +smiling broadly, and showing some very white teeth. A signal passed from +her eyes to those of Doris, as though to say "Don't be alarmed!" + +But Doris was not at all alarmed. She was eagerly watching Lady +Dunstable, as one watches for the mannerisms of some well-known +performer. Sir Luke perceived it, and immediately began to show off his +hostess by one of the sparring matches that were apparently frequent +between them. They fell to discussing a party of guests--landowners from +a neighbouring estate--who seemed to have paid a visit to Crosby Ledgers +the day before. Lady Dunstable had not enjoyed them, and her tongue on +the subject was sharpness itself, restrained by none of the ordinary +compunctions. "Is this how she talks about all her guests--on Monday +morning?" thought Doris, with quickened pulse as the biting sentences +flew about. + +... "Mr. Worthing? Why did he marry her? Oh, because he wanted a stuffed +goose to sit by the fire while he went out and amused himself.... Why +did she marry him? Ah, that's more difficult to answer. Is one obliged +to credit Mrs. Worthing with any reasons--on any subject? However, I +like Mr. Worthing--he's what men ought to be." + +"And that is--?" Doris ventured to put in. + +"Just--men," said Lady Dunstable, shortly. + +Sir Luke laughed over his cigarette. + +"That you may fool them? Well, Rachel, all the same, you would die of +Worthing's company in a month." + +"I shouldn't die," said Lady Dunstable, quietly. "I should murder." + +"Hullo, what's my wife talking about?" said a bluff and friendly voice. +Doris looked up to see a handsome man with grizzled hair approaching. + +"Mrs. Meadows? How do you do? What a beautiful evening you've brought! +Your husband and I have been having a jolly talk. My word!--he's a +clever chap. Let me congratulate you on the lectures. Biggest success +known in recent days!" + +Doris beamed upon her host, well pleased, and he settled down beside +her, doing his kind best to entertain her. In him, all those protective +feelings towards a stranger, in which his wife appeared to be +conspicuously lacking, were to be discerned on first acquaintance. Doris +was practically sure that his inner mind was thinking--"Poor little +thing!--knows nobody here. Rachel's been scaring her. Must look after +her!" + +And look after her he did. He was by no means an amusing companion. +Lazy, gentle, and ineffective, Doris quickly perceived that he was +entirely eclipsed by his wife, who, now that she was relieved of Mrs. +Meadows, was soon surrounded by a congenial company--the Home Secretary, +one or two other politicians, the old General, a literary Dean, Lord +Staines, a great racing man, Arthur Meadows, and one or two more. The +talk became almost entirely political--with a dash of literature. Doris +saw at once that Lady Dunstable was the centre of it, and she was not +long in guessing that it was for this kind of talk that people came to +Crosby Ledgers. Lady Dunstable, it seemed, was capable of talking like a +man with men, and like a man of affairs with the men of affairs. Her +political knowledge was astonishing; so, evidently, was her background +of family and tradition, interwoven throughout with English political +history. English statesmen had not only dandled her, they had taught +her, walked with her, written to her, and--no doubt--flirted with her. +Doris, as she listened to her, disliked her heartily, and at the same +time could not help being thrilled by so much knowledge, so much contact +with history in the making, and by such a masterful way, in a woman, +with the great ones of the earth. "What a worm she must think me!" +thought Doris--"what a worm she _does_ think me--and the likes of me!" + +At the same time, the spectator must needs admit there was something +else in Lady Dunstable's talk than mere intelligence or mere +mannishness. There was undoubtedly something of "the good fellow," and, +through all her hard hitting, a curious absence--in conversation--of the +personal egotism she was quite ready to show in all the trifles of life. +On the present occasion her main object clearly was to bring out Arthur +Meadows--the new captive of her bow and spear; to find out what was in +him; to see if he was worthy of her inner circle. Throwing all +compliment aside, she attacked him hotly on certain statements--certain +estimates--in his lectures. Her knowledge was personal; the knowledge of +one whose father had sat in Dizzy's latest Cabinet, while, through the +endless cousinship of the English landed families, she was as much +related to the Whig as to the Tory leaders of the past. She talked +familiarly of "Uncle This" or "Cousin That," who had been apparently the +idols of her nursery before they had become the heroes of England; and +Meadows had much ado to defend himself against her store of anecdote and +reminiscence. "Unfair!" thought Doris, breathlessly watching the contest +of wits. "Oh, if she weren't a woman, Arthur could easily beat her!" + +But she was a woman, and not at all unwilling, when hard pressed, to +take advantage of that fact. + +All the same, Meadows was stirred to most unwonted efforts. He proved to +be an antagonist worth her steel; and Doris's heart swelled with secret +pride as she saw how all the other voices died down, how more and more +people came up to listen, even the young men and maidens,--throwing +themselves on the grass, around the two disputants. Finally Lady +Dunstable carried off the honours. Had she not seen Lord Beaconsfield +twice during the fatal week of his last general election, when England +turned against him, when his great rival triumphed, and all was lost? +Had he not talked to her, as great men will talk to the young and +charming women whose flatteries soften their defeats; so that, from the +wings, she had seen almost the last of that well-graced actor, caught +his last gestures and some of his last words? + +"Brava, brava!" said Meadows, when the story ceased, although it had +been intended to upset one of his own most brilliant generalisations; +and a sound of clapping hands went round the circle. Lady Dunstable, a +little flushed and panting, smiled and was silent. Meadows, meanwhile, +was thinking--"How often has she told that tale? She has it by heart. +Every touch in it has been sharpened a dozen times. All the same--a +wonderful performance!" + +Lord Dunstable, meanwhile, sat absolutely silent, his hat on the back +of his head, his attention fixed on his wife. As the group broke up, and +the chairs were pushed back, he said in Doris's ear--"Isn't she an +awfully clever woman, my wife?" + +Before Doris could answer, she heard Lady Dunstable carelessly--but none +the less peremptorily--inviting her women guests to see their rooms. +Doris walked by her hostess's side towards the house. Every trace of +animation and charm had now vanished from that lady's manner. She was as +languid and monosyllabic as before, and Doris could only feel once again +that while her clever husband was an eagerly welcomed guest, she herself +could only expect to reckon as his appendage--a piece of family luggage. + +Lady Dunstable threw open the door of a spacious bedroom. "No doubt you +will wish to rest till dinner," she said, severely. "And of course your +maid will ask for what she wants." At the word "maid," did Doris dream +it, or was there a satiric gleam in the hard black eyes? "Pretender," it +seemed to say--and Doris's conscience admitted the charge. + +And indeed the door had no sooner closed on Lady Dunstable before an +agitated knock announced Jane--in tears. + +She stood opposite her mistress in desperation. + +"Please, ma'am--I'll have to have an evening dress--or I can't go in to +supper!" + +"What on earth do you mean?" said Doris, staring at her. + +"Every maid in this 'ouse, ma'am, 'as got to dress for supper. The maids +go in the 'ousekeeper's room, an' they've all on 'em got dresses +V-shaped, or cut square, or something. This black dress, ma'am, won't do +at all. So I can't have no supper. I couldn't dream, ma'am, of goin' in +different to the others!" + +"You silly creature!" said Doris, springing up. "Look here--I'll lend +you my spare blouse. You can turn it in at the neck, and wear my white +scarf. You'll be as smart as any of them!" + +And half laughing, half compassionate, she pulled her blouse out of the +box, adjusted the white scarf to it herself, and sent the bewildered +Jane about her business, after having shown her first how to unpack her +mistress's modest belongings, and strictly charged her to return half an +hour before dinner. "Of course I shall dress myself,--but you may as +well have a lesson." + +The girl went, and Doris was left stormily wondering why she had been +such a fool as to bring her. Then her sense of humour conquered, and her +brow cleared. She went to the open window and stood looking over the +park beyond. Sunset lay broad and rich over the wide stretches of grass, +and on the splendid oaks lifting their dazzling leaf to the purest of +skies. The roses in the garden sent up their scent, there was a plashing +of water from an invisible fountain, and the deer beyond the fence +wandered in and out of the broad bands of shadow drawn across the park. +Doris's young feet fidgeted under her. She longed to be out exploring +the woods and the lake. Why was she immured in this stupid room, to +which Lady Dunstable had conducted her with a chill politeness which had +said plainly enough "Here you are--and here you stay!--till dinner!" + +"If I could only find a back-staircase," she thought, "I would soon be +enjoying myself! Arthur, lucky wretch, said something about playing +golf. No!--there he is!" + +And sure enough, on the farthest edge of the lawn going towards the +park, she saw two figures walking--Lady Dunstable and Arthur! "Deep in +talk of course--having the best of times--while I am shut up +here--half-past six!--on a glorious evening!" The reflection, however, +was, on the whole, good-humoured. She did not feel, as yet, either +jealous or tragic. Some day, she supposed, if it was to be her lot to +visit country houses, she would get used to their ways. For Arthur, of +course, it was useful--perhaps necessary--to be put through his paces by +a woman like Lady Dunstable. "And he can hold his own. But for me? I +contribute nothing. I don't belong to them--they don't want me--and what +use have I for them?" + +Her meditations, however, were here interrupted by a knock. On her +saying "Come in"--the door opened cautiously to admit the face of the +substantial lady, Miss Field, to whom Doris had been introduced at the +tea-table. + +"Are you resting?" said Miss Field, "or only 'interned'?" + +"Oh, please come in!" cried Doris. "I never was less tired in my life." + +Miss Field entered, and took the armchair that Doris offered her, +fronting the open window and the summer scene. Her face would have +suited the Muse of Mirth, if any Muse is ever forty years of age. The +small, up-turned nose and full red lips were always smiling; so were the +eyes; and the fair skin and still golden hair, the plump figure and gay +dress of flower-sprigged muslin, were all in keeping with the part. + +"You have never seen my cousin before?" she inquired. + +"Lady Dunstable? Is she your cousin?" + +Miss Field nodded. "My first cousin. And I spend a great part of the +year here, helping in different ways. Rachel can't do without me now, so +I'm able to keep her in order. Don't ever be shy with her! Don't ever +let her think she frightens you!--those are the two indispensable rules +here." + +"I'm afraid I should break them," said Doris, slowly. "She does +frighten me--horribly!" + +"Ah, well, you didn't show it--that's the chief thing. You know she's a +much more human creature than she seems." + +"Is she?" Doris's eyes pursued the two distant figures in the park. + +"You'd think, for instance, that Lord Dunstable was just a cipher? Not +at all. He's the real authority here, and when he puts his foot down +Rachel always gives in. But of course she's stood in the way of his +career." + +Doris shrank a little from these indiscretions. But she could not keep +her curiosity out of her eyes, and Miss Field smilingly answered it. + +"She's absorbed him so! You see he watches her all the time. She's like +an endless play to him. He really doesn't care for anything else--he +doesn't want anything else. Of course they're very rich. But he might +have done something in politics, if she hadn't been so much more +important than he. And then, naturally, she's made enemies--powerful +enemies. Her friends come here of course--her old cronies--the people +who can put up with her. They're devoted to her. And the young +people--the very modern ones--who think nice manners 'early Victorian,' +and like her rudeness for the sake of her cleverness. But the +rest!--What do you think she did at one of these parties last year?" + +Doris could not help wishing to know. + +"She took a fancy to ask a girl near here--the daughter of a clergyman, +a great friend of Lord Dunstable's, to come over for the Sunday. Lord +Dunstable had talked of the girl, and Rachel's always on the look-out +for cleverness; she hunts it like a hound! She met the young woman too +somewhere, and got the impression--I can't say how--that she would 'go.' +So on the Saturday morning she went over in her pony-carriage--broke in +on the little Rectory like a hurricane--of course you know the people +about here regard her as something semi-divine!--and told the girl she +had come to take her back to Crosby Ledgers for the Sunday. So the poor +child packed up, all in a flutter, and they set off together in the +pony-carriage--six miles. And by the time they had gone four Rachel had +discovered she had made a mistake--that the girl wasn't clever, and +would add nothing to the party. So she quietly told her that she was +afraid, after all, the party wouldn't suit her. And then she turned the +pony's head, and drove her straight home again!" + +"Oh!" cried Doris, her cheeks red, her eyes aflame. + +"Brutal, wasn't it?" said the other. "All the same, there are fine +things in Rachel. And in one point she's the most vulnerable of women!" + +"Her son?" Doris ventured. + +Miss Field shrugged her shoulders. + +"He doesn't drink--he doesn't gamble--he doesn't spend money--he doesn't +run away with other people's wives. He's just nothing!--just incurably +empty and idle. He comes here very little. His mother terrifies him. And +since he was twenty-one he has a little money of his own. He hangs about +in studios and theatres. His mother doesn't know any of his friends. +What she suffers--poor Rachel! She'd have given everything in the world +for a brilliant son. But you can't wonder. She's like some strong plant +that takes all the nourishment out of the ground, so that the plants +near it starve. She can't help it. She doesn't mean to be a vampire!" + +Doris hardly knew what to say. Somehow she wished the vampire were not +walking with Arthur! That, however, was not a sentiment easily +communicable; and she was just turning it into something else when Miss +Field said--abruptly, like someone coming to the real point-- + +"Does your husband like her?" + +"Why yes, of course!" stammered Doris. "She's been awfully kind to us +about the lectures, and--he loves arguing with her." + +"She loves arguing with _him_!" 'said Miss Field triumphantly. "She +lives just for such half-hours as that she gave us on the lawn after +tea--and all owing to him--he was so inspiring, so stimulating. Oh, +you'll see, she'll take you up tremendously--if you want to be taken +up!" + +The smiling blue eyes looked gaily into Doris's puzzled countenance. +Evidently the speaker was much amused by the Meadowses' situation--more +amused than her sense of politeness allowed her to explain. Doris was +conscious of a vague resentment. + +"I'm afraid I don't see what Lady Dunstable will get out of me," she +said, drily. + +Miss Field raised her eyebrows. + +"Are you going then to let him come here alone? She'll be always asking +you! Oh, you needn't be afraid--" and this most candid of cousins +laughed aloud. "Rachel isn't a flirt--except of the intellectual kind. +But she takes possession--she sticks like a limpet." + +There was a pause. Then Miss Field added: + +"You mustn't think it odd that I say these things about Rachel. I have +to explain her to people. She's not like anybody else." + +Doris did not quite see the necessity, but she kept the reflection to +herself, and Miss Field passed lightly to the other guests--Sir Luke, a +tame cat of the house, who quarrelled with Lady Dunstable once a month, +vowed he would never come near her again, and always reappeared; the +Dean, who in return for a general submission, was allowed to scold her +occasionally for her soul's health; the politicians whom she could not +do without, who were therefore handled more gingerly than the rest; the +military and naval men who loved Dunstable and put up with his wife for +his sake; and the young people--nephews and nieces and cousins--who +liked an unconventional hostess without any foolish notions of +chaperonage, and always enjoyed themselves famously at Crosby Ledgers. + +"Now then," said Miss Field, rising at last, "I think you have the +_carte du pays_--and there they are, coming back." She pointed to +Meadows and Lady Dunstable, crossing the lawn. "Whatever you do, hold +your own. If you don't want to play games, don't play them. If you want +to go to church to-morrow, go to church. Lady Dunstable of course is a +heathen. And now perhaps, you might _really_ rest." + +"Such a jolly walk!" said Meadows, entering his wife's room flushed +with exercise and pleasure. "The place is divine, and really Lady +Dunstable is uncommonly good talk. Hope you haven't been dull, dear?" + +Doris replied, laughing, that Miss Field had taken pity on what would +otherwise have been solitary confinement, and that now it was time to +dress. Meadows kissed her absently, and, with his head evidently still +full of his walk, went to his dressing-room. When he reappeared, it was +to find Doris attired in a little black gown, with which he was already +too familiar. She saw at once the dissatisfaction in his face. + +"I can't help it!" she said, with emphasis. "I did my best with it, +Arthur, but I'm not a genius at dressmaking. Never mind. Nobody will +take any notice of me." + +He quite crossly rebuked her. She really must spend more on her dress. +It was unseemly--absurd. She looked as nice as anybody when she was +properly got up. + +"Well, don't buy any more copper coal-scuttles!" she said slyly, as she +straightened his tie, and dropped a kiss on his chin. "Then we'll see." + +They went down to dinner, and on the staircase Meadows turned to say to +his wife in a lowered voice: + +"Lady Dunstable wants me to go to them in Scotland--for two or three +weeks. I dare say I could do some work." + +"Oh, does she?" said Doris. + + * * * * * + +What perversity drove Lady Dunstable during the evening and the Sunday +that followed to match every attention that was lavished on Arthur +Meadows by some slight to his wife, will never be known. But the fact +was patent. Throughout the diversions or occupations of the forty-eight +hours' visit, Mrs. Meadows was either ignored, snubbed, or +contradicted. Only Arthur Meadows, indeed, measuring himself with +delight, for the first time, against some of the keenest brains in the +country, failed to see it. His blindness allowed Lady Dunstable to run a +somewhat dangerous course, unchecked. She risked alienating a man whom +she particularly wished to attract; she excited a passion of antagonism +in Doris's generally equable breast, and was quite aware of it. +Notwithstanding, she followed her whim; and by the Sunday evening there +existed between the great lady and her guest a state of veiled war, in +which the strokes were by no means always to the advantage of Lady +Dunstable. + +Doris, for instance, with other guests, expressed a wish to attend +morning service on Sunday at a famous cathedral some three miles away. +Lady Dunstable immediately announced that everybody who wished to go to +church would go to the village church within the park, for which alone +carriages would be provided. Then Doris and Sir Luke combined, and +walked to the cathedral, three miles there and three miles back--to the +huge delight of the other and more docile guests. Sunday evening, again, +was devastated by what were called "games" at Crosby Ledgers. "Gad, if I +wouldn't sooner go in for the Indian Civil again!" said Sir Luke. Doris, +with the most ingratiating manner, but quite firmly, begged to be +excused. Lady Dunstable bit her lip, and presently, _a propos de +bottes_, launched some observations on the need of co-operation in +society. It was shirking--refusing to take a hand, to do one's +best--false shame, indeed!--that ruined English society and English +talk. Let everybody take a lesson from the French! After which the lists +were opened, so to speak, and Lady Dunstable, Meadows, the Dean, and +about half the young people produced elegant pieces of translation, +astounding copies of impromptu verse, essays in all the leading styles +of the day, and riddles by the score. The Home Secretary, who had been +lassoed by his hostess, escaped towards the middle of the ordeal, and +wandered sadly into a further room where Doris sat chatting with Lord +Dunstable. He was carrying various slips of paper in his hand, and asked +her distractedly if she could throw any light on the question--"Why is +Lord Salisbury like a poker?" + +"I can't think of anything to say," he said helplessly, "except 'because +they are both upright.' And here's another--'Why is the Pope like a +thermometer?' I did see some light on that!" His countenance cheered a +little. "Would this do? 'Because both are higher in Italy than in +England.' Not very good!--but I must think of something." + +Doris put her wits to his. Between them they polished the riddle; but by +the time it was done the Home Secretary had begun to find Meadows's +little wife, whose existence he had not noticed hitherto, more agreeable +than Lady Dunstable's table with its racked countenances, and its too +ample supply of pencils and paper. A deadly crime! When Lady Dunstable, +on the stroke of midnight, swept through the rooms to gather her guests +for bed, she cast a withering glance on Doris and her companion. + +"So you despised our little amusements?" she said, as she handed Mrs. +Meadows her candle. + +"I wasn't worthy of them," smiled Doris, in reply. + + * * * * * + +"Well, I call that a delightful visit!" said Meadows as the train next +morning pulled out of the Crosby Ledgers station for London. "I feel +freshened up all over." + +Doris looked at him with rather mocking eyes, but said nothing. She +fully recognised, however, that Arthur would have been an ungrateful +wretch if he had not enjoyed it. Lady Dunstable had been, so to speak, +at his feet, and all her little court had taken their cue from her. He +had been flattered, drawn out, and shown off to his heart's content, and +had been most naturally and humanly happy. "And I," thought Doris with +sudden repentance, "was just a spiky, horrid little toad! What was wrong +with me?" She was still searching, when Meadows said reproachfully: + +"I thought, darling, you might have taken a little more trouble to make +friends with Lady Dunstable. However, that'll be all right. I told her, +of course, we should be delighted to go to Scotland." + +"Arthur!" cried Doris, aghast. "Three weeks! I couldn't, Arthur! Don't +ask me!" + +"And, pray, why?" he angrily inquired. + +"Because--oh, Arthur, don't you understand? She is a man's woman. She +took a particular dislike to me, and I just had to be stubborn and +thorny to get on at all. I'm awfully sorry--but I _couldn't_ stay with +her, and I'm certain you wouldn't be happy either." + +"I should be perfectly happy," said Meadows, with vehemence. "And so +would you, if you weren't so critical and censorious. Anyway"--his +Jove-like mouth shut firmly--"I have promised." + +"You couldn't promise for me!" cried Doris, holding her head very high. + +"Then you'll have to let me go without you?" + +"Which, of course, was what you swore not to do!" she said, provokingly. +"I thought my wife was a reasonable woman! Lady Dunstable rouses all my +powers; she gives me ideas which may be most valuable. It is to the +interest of both of us that I should keep up my friendship with her." + +"Then keep it up," said Doris, her cheeks aflame. "But you won't want +me to help you, Arthur." + +He cried out that it was only pride and conceit that made her behave so. +In her heart of hearts, Doris mostly agreed with him. But she wouldn't +confess it, and it was presently understood between them that Meadows +would duly accept the Dunstables' invitation for August, and that Doris +would stay behind. + +After which, Doris looked steadily out of the window for the rest of the +journey, and could not at all conceal from herself that she had never +felt more miserable in her life. The only person in the trio who +returned to the Kensington house entirely happy was Jane, who spent the +greater part of the day in describing to Martha, the cook-general, the +glories of Crosby Ledgers, and her own genteel appearance in Mrs. +Meadows's blouse. + + + + +PART II + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +During the weeks that followed the Meadowses' first visit to Crosby +Ledgers, Doris's conscience was by no means asleep on the subject of +Lady Dunstable. She felt that her behaviour in that lady's house, and +the sudden growth in her own mind of a quite unmanageable dislike, were +not to be defended in one who prided herself on a general temper of +coolness and common sense, who despised the rancour and whims of other +women, hated scenes, and had always held jealousy to be the smallest and +most degrading of passions. Why not laugh at what was odious, show +oneself superior to personal slights, and enjoy what could be enjoyed? +And above all, why grudge Arthur a woman friend? + +None of these arguments, however, availed at all to reconcile Doris to +the new intimacy growing under her eyes. The Dunstables came to town, +and invitations followed. Mr. and Mrs. Meadows were asked to a large +dinner-party, and Doris held her peace and went. She found herself at +the end of a long table with an inarticulate schoolboy of seventeen, a +ward of Lord Dunstable's, on her left, and with an elderly colonel on +her right, who, after a little cool examination of her through an +eyeglass, decided to devote himself to the _debutante_ on his other +side, a Lady Rosamond, who was ready to chatter hunting and horses to +him through the whole of dinner. The girl was not pretty, but she was +fresh and gay, and Doris, tired with "much serving," envied her spirits, +her evident assumption that the world only existed for her to +laugh and ride in, her childish unspoken claim to the best of +everything--clothes, food, amusements, lovers. Doris on her side made +valiant efforts with the schoolboy. She liked boys, and prided herself +on getting on with them. But this specimen had no conversation--at any +rate for the female sex--and apparently only an appetite. He ate +steadily through the dinner, and seemed rather to resent Doris's +attempts to distract him from the task. So that presently Doris found +herself reduced to long tracts of silence, when her fan was her only +companion, and the watching of other people her only amusement. + +Lord and Lady Dunstable faced each other at the sides of the table, +which was purposely narrow, so that talk could pass across it. Lady +Dunstable sat between an Ambassador and a Cabinet Minister, but Meadows +was almost directly opposite to her, and it seemed to be her chief +business to make him the hero of the occasion. It was she who drew him +into political or literary discussion with the Cabinet Minister, so that +the neighbours of each stayed their own talk to listen; she who would +insist on his repeating "that story you told me at Crosby Ledgers;" who +attacked him abruptly--rudely even, as she had done in the country--so +that he might defend himself; and when he had slipped into all her traps +one after the other, would fall back in her chair with a little +satisfied smile. Doris, silent and forgotten, could not keep her eyes +for long from the two distant figures--from this new Arthur, and the +sallow-faced, dark-eyed witch who had waved her wand over him. + +_Wasn't_ she glad to see her husband courted--valued as he +deserved--borne along the growing stream of fame? What matter, if she +could only watch him from the bank?--and if the impetuous stream were +carrying him away from her? No! She wasn't glad. Some cold and deadly +thing seemed to be twining about her heart. Were they leaving the dear, +poverty-stricken, debt-pestered life behind for ever, in which, after +all, they had been so happy: she, everything to Arthur, and he, so +dependent upon her? No doubt she had been driven to despair, often, by +his careless, shiftless ways; she had thirsted for success and money; +just money enough, at least, to get along with. And now success had +come, and money was coming. And here she was, longing for the old, hard, +struggling past--hating the advent of the new and glittering future. As +she sat at Lady Dunstable's table, she seemed to see the little room in +their Kensington house, with the big hole in the carpet, the piles of +papers and books, the reading-lamp that would smoke, her work-basket, +the house-books, Arthur pulling contentedly at his pipe, the +fire crackling between them, his shabby coat, her shabby +dress--Bliss!--compared to this splendid scene, with the great Vandycks +looking down on the dinner-table, the crowd of guests and servants, the +costly food, the dresses, and the diamonds--with, in the distance, _her_ +Arthur, divided, as it seemed, from her by a growing chasm, never +remembering to throw her a look or a smile, drinking in a tide of +flattery he would once have been the first to scorn, captured, +exhibited, befooled by an unscrupulous, egotistical woman, who would +drop him like a squeezed orange when he had ceased to amuse her. And the +worst of it was that the woman was not a mere pretender! She had a fine, +hard brain,--"as good as Arthur's--nearly--and he knows it. It is that +which attracts him--and excites him. I can mend his socks; I can listen +while he reads; and he used to like it when I praised. Now, what I say +will never matter to him any more; that was just sentiment and nonsense; +now, he only wants to know what _she_ says;--that's business! He writes +with her in his mind--and when he has finished something he sends it off +to her, straight. I may see it when all the world may--but she has the +first-fruits!" + +And in poor Doris's troubled mind the whole scene--save the two central +figures, Lady Dunstable and Arthur--seemed to melt away. She was not the +first wife, by a long way, into whose quiet breast Lady Dunstable had +dropped these seeds of discord. She knew it well by report; but it was +hateful, both to wifely feeling and natural vanity, that _she_ should +now be the victim of the moment, and should know no more than her +predecessors how to defend herself. "Why can't I be cool and +cutting--pay her back when she is rude, and contradict her when she's +absurd? She _is_ absurd often. But I think of the right things to say +just five minutes too late. I have no nerve--that's the point!--only +_l'esprit d'escalier_ to perfection. And she has been trained to this +sort of campaigning from her babyhood. No good growling! I shall never +hold my own!" + +Then, into this despairing mood there dropped suddenly a fragment of her +neighbour, the Colonel's, conversation--"Mrs. So-and-so? Impossible +woman! Oh, one doesn't mind seeing her graze occasionally at the other +end of one's table--as the price of getting her husband, don't you +know?--but--" + +Doris's sudden laugh at the Colonel's elbow startled that gentleman so +that he turned round to look at her. But she was absorbed in the menu, +which she had taken up, and he could only suppose that something in it +amused her. + +A few days later arrived a letter for Meadows, which he handed to his +wife in silence. There had been no further discussion of Lady Dunstable +between them; only a general sense of friction, warnings of hidden fire +on Doris's side, and resentment on his, quite new in their relation to +each other. Meadows clearly thought that his wife was behaving very +badly. Lady Dunstable's efforts on his behalf had already done him +substantial service; she had introduced him to all kinds of people +likely to help him, intellectually and financially; and to help him was +to help Doris. Why would she be such a little fool? So unlike her, +too!--sensible, level-headed creature that she generally was. But he was +afraid of losing his own temper, if he argued with her. And indeed his +lazy easy-goingness loathed argument of this domestic sort, loathed +scenes, loathed doing anything disagreeable that could be put off. + +But here was Lady Dunstable's letter: + + Dear Mr. Arthur,--Will your wife forgive me if I ask you to come to + a tiny _men's_ dinner-party next Friday at 8.15--to meet the + President of the Duma, and another Russian, an intimate friend of + Tolstoy's? All males, but myself! So I hope Mrs. Meadows will let + you come. + + Yours sincerely, + RACHEL DUNSTABLE. + + +"Of course, I won't go if you don't like it, Doris," said Meadows with +the smile of magnanimity. + +"I thought you were angry with me--once--for even suggesting that you +might!" Doris's tone was light, but not pleasing to a husband's ears. +She was busy at the moment in packing up the American proofs of the +Disraeli lecture, which at last with infinite difficulty she had +persuaded Meadows to correct and return. + +"Well--but of course--this is exceptional!" said Meadows, pacing up and +down irresolutely. + +"Everything's exceptional--in that quarter," said Doris, in the same +tone. "Oh, go, of course!--it would be a thousand pities not to go." + +Meadows at once took her at her word. That was the first of a series of +"male" dinners, to which, however, it seemed to Doris, if one might +judge from Arthur's accounts, that a good many female exceptions were +admitted, no doubt by way of proving the rule. And during July, Meadows +lunched in town--in the lofty regions of St. James's or Mayfair--with +other enthusiastic women admirers, most of them endowed with long purses +and long pedigrees, at least three or four times a week. Doris was +occasionally asked and sometimes went. But she was suffering all the +time from an initial discouragement and depression, which took away +self-reliance, and left her awkwardly conscious. She struggled, but in +vain. The world into which Arthur was being so suddenly swept was +strange to her, and in many ways antipathetic; but had she been happy +and in spirits she could have grappled with it, or rather she could have +lost herself in Arthur's success. Had she not always been his slave? +But she was not happy! In their obscure days she had been Arthur's best +friend, as well as his wife. And it was the old comradeship which was +failing her; encroached upon, filched from her, by other women; and +especially by this exacting, absorbing woman, whose craze for Arthur +Meadows's society was rapidly becoming an amusement and a scandal even +to those well acquainted with her previous records of the same sort. + + * * * * * + +The end of July arrived. The Dunstables left town. At a concert, for +which she had herself sent them tickets, Lady Dunstable met Doris and +her husband, the night before she departed. + +"In ten days we shall expect you at Pitlochry," she said, smiling, to +Arthur Meadows, as she swept past them in the corridor. Then, pausing, +she held out a perfunctory hand to Doris. + +"And we really can't persuade you to come too?" + +The tone was careless and patronising. It brought the sudden red to +Doris's cheek. For one moment she was tempted to say--"Thank you--since +you are so kind--after all, why not?"--just that she might see the +change in those large, malicious eyes--might catch their owner unawares, +for once. But, as usual, nerve failed her. She merely said that her +drawing would keep her all August in town; and that London, empty, was +the best possible place for work. Lady Dunstable nodded and passed on. + +The ten days flew. Meadows, kept to it by Doris, was very busy preparing +another lecture for publication in an English review. Doris, meanwhile, +got his clothes ready, and affected a uniformly cheerful and indifferent +demeanour. On Arthur's last evening at home, however, he came suddenly +into the sitting-room, where Doris was sewing on some final buttons, and +after fidgeting about a little, with occasional glances at his wife, he +said abruptly: + +"I say, Doris, I won't go if you're going to take it like this." + +She turned upon him. + +"Like what?" + +"Oh, don't pretend!" was the impatient reply. "You know very well that +you hate my going to Scotland!" + +Doris, all on edge, and smarting under the too Jovian look and frown +with which he surveyed her from the hearthrug, declared that, as it was +not a case of her going to Scotland, but of his, she was entirely +indifferent. If he enjoyed it, he was quite right to go. _She_ was going +to enjoy her work in Uncle Charles's studio. + +Meadows broke out into an angry attack on her folly and unkindness. But +the more he lost his temper, the more provokingly Doris kept hers. She +sat there, surrounded by his socks and shirts, a trim, determined little +figure--declining to admit that she was angry, or jealous, or offended, +or anything of the kind. Would he please come upstairs and give her his +last directions about his packing? She thought she had put everything +ready; but there were just a few things she was doubtful about. + +And all the time she seemed to be watching another Doris--a creature +quite different from her real self. What had come over her? If anybody +had told her beforehand that she could ever let slip her power over her +own will like this, ever become possessed with this silent, obstinate +demon of wounded love and pride, never would she have believed them! She +moved under its grip like an automaton. She would not quarrel with +Arthur. But as no soft confession was possible, and no mending or +undoing of what had happened, to laugh her way through the difficult +hours was all that remained. So that whenever Meadows renewed the +attempt to "have it out," he was met by renewed evasion and "chaff" on +Doris's side, till he could only retreat with as much offended dignity +as she allowed him. + +It was after midnight before she had finished his packing. Then, bidding +him a smiling good night, she fell asleep--apparently--as soon as her +head touched the pillow. + +The next morning, early, she stood on the steps waving farewell to +Arthur, without a trace of ill-humour. And he, though vaguely +uncomfortable, had submitted at last to what he felt was her fixed +purpose of avoiding a scene. Moreover, the "eternal child" in him, which +made both his charm and his weakness, had already scattered his +compunctions of the preceding day, and was now aglow with the sheer joy +of holiday and change. He had worked very hard, he had had a great +success, and now he was going to live for three weeks in the lap of +luxury; intellectual luxury first and foremost--good talk, good company, +an abundance of books for rainy days; but with the addition of a supreme +_chef_, Lord Dunstable's champagne, and all the amenities of one of the +best moors in Scotland. + +Doris went back into the house, and, Arthur being no longer in the +neighbourhood, allowed herself a few tears. She had never felt so lonely +in her life, nor so humiliated. "My moral character is gone," she said +to herself. "I have no moral character. I thought I was a sensible, +educated woman; and I am just an ''Arriet,' in a temper with her +''Arry.' Well--courage! Three weeks isn't long. Who can say that Arthur +mayn't come back disillusioned? Rachel Dunstable is a born tyrant. If, +instead of flattering him, she begins to bully him, strange things may +happen!" + +The first week of solitude she spent in household drudgery. Bills had to +be paid, and there was now mercifully a little money to pay them with. +Though it was August, the house was to be "spring-cleaned," and Doris +had made a compact with her sulky maids that when it began she would do +no more than sleep and breakfast at home. She would spend her days in +the Campden Hill studio, and sup on a tray--anywhere. On these terms, +they grudgingly allowed her to occupy her own house. + +The studio in which she worked was on the top of Campden Hill, and +opened into one of the pleasant gardens of that neighbourhood. Her +uncle, Charles Bentley, an elderly Academician, with an ugly, humorous +face, red hair, red eyebrows, a black skull-cap, and a general weakness +for the female sex, was very fond of his niece Doris, and inclined to +think her a neglected and underrated wife. He was too fond of his own +comfort, however, to let Meadows perceive this opinion of his; still +less did he dare express it to Doris. All he could do was to befriend +her and make her welcome at the studio, to advise her about her +illustrations, and correct her drawing when it needed it. He himself was +an old-fashioned artist, quite content to be "mid" or even "early" +Victorian. He still cultivated the art of historical painting, and was +still as anxious as any contemporary of Frith to tell a story. And as +his manner was no less behind the age than his material, his pictures +remained on his hands, while the "vicious horrors," as they seemed to +him, of the younger school held the field and captured the newspapers. +But as he had some private means, and no kith or kin but his niece, the +indifference of the public to his work caused him little disturbance. +He pleased his own taste, allowing himself a good-natured contempt for +the work which supplanted him, coupled with an ever-generous hand for +any post-Impressionist in difficulties. + +On the August afternoon when Doris, escaping at last from her maids and +her accounts, made her way up to the studio, for some hours' work on the +last three or four illustrations wanted for a Christmas book, Uncle +Charles welcomed her with effusion. + +"Where have you been, child, all this time? I thought you must have +flitted entirely." + +Doris explained--while she set up her easel--that for the first time in +their lives she and Arthur had been seeing something of the great world, +and--mildly--"doing" the season. Arthur was now continuing the season in +Scotland, while she had stayed at home to work and rest. Throughout her +talk, she avoided mentioning the Dunstables. + +"H'm!" said Uncle Charles, "so you've been junketing!" + +Doris admitted it. + +"Did you like it?" + +Doris put on her candid look. + +"I daresay I should have liked it, if I'd made a success of it. Of +course Arthur did." + +"Too much trouble!" said the old painter, shaking his head. "I was in +the swim, as they call it, for a year or two. I might have stayed there, +I suppose, for I could always tell a story, and I wasn't afraid of the +big-wigs. But I couldn't stand it. Dress-clothes are the deuce! And +besides, talk now is not what it used to be. The clever men who can say +smart things are too clever to say them. Nobody wants 'em! So let's +'cultivate our garden,' my dear, and be thankful. I'm beginning a new +picture--and I've found a topping new model. What can a man want more? +Very nice of you to let Arthur go, and have his head. Where is +it?--some smart moor? He'll soon be tired of it." + +Doris laughed, let the question as to the "smart moor" pass, and came +round to look at the new subject that Uncle Charles was laying in. He +explained it to her, well knowing that he spoke to unsympathetic ears, +for whatever Doris might draw for her publishers, she was a passionate +and humble follower of those modern experimentalists who have made the +Slade School famous. The subject was, it seemed, to be a visit paid to +Joanna the mad and widowed mother of Charles V., at Tordesillas, by the +envoys of Henry VII., who were thus allowed by Ferdinand, the Queen's +father, to convince themselves that the Queen's profound melancholia +formed an insuperable barrier to the marriage proposals of the English +King. The figure of the distracted Queen, crouching in white beside a +window from which she could see the tomb of her dead and adored +husband, the Archduke Philip, and some of the splendid figures of the +English embassy, were already sketched. + +"I have been fit to hang myself over her!" said Bentley, pointing to the +Queen. "I tried model after model. At last I've got the very thing! She +comes to-day for the first time. You'll see her! Before she comes, I +must scrape out Joanna, so as to look at the thing quite fresh. But I +daresay I shall only make a few sketches of the lady to-day." + +"Who is she, and where did you get her!" + +Bentley laughed. "You won't like her, my dear! Never mind. Her +appearance is magnificent--whatever her mind and morals may be." + +And he described how he had heard of the lady from an artist friend who +had originally seen her at a music-hall, and had persuaded her to come +and sit to him. The comic haste and relief with which he had now +transferred her to Bentley lost nothing in Bentley's telling. Of course +she had "a fiend of a temper." "Wish you joy of her! Oh, don't ask me +about her! You'll find out for yourself." "I can manage her," said Uncle +Charles tranquilly. "I've had so many of 'em." + +"She is Spanish?" + +"Not at all. She is Italian. That is to say, her mother was a +Neapolitan, the daughter of a jeweller in Hatton Garden, and her father +an English bank clerk. The Neapolitans have a lot of Spanish blood in +them--hence, no doubt, the physique." + +"And she is a professional model!" + +"Nothing of the sort!--though she will probably become one. She is a +writer--Heaven save the mark!--and I have to pay her vast sums to get +her. It is the greatest favour." + +"A _writer_?" + +"Poetess!--and journalist!" said Uncle Charles, enjoying Doris's +puzzled look. "She sent me her poems yesterday. As to journalism"--his +eyes twinkled--"I say nothing--but this. Watch her _hats_! She has the +reputation--in certain circles--of being the best-hatted woman in +London. All this I get from the man who handed her on to me. As I said +to him, it depends on what 'London' you mean." + +"Married?" + +"Oh dear no, though of course she calls herself 'Madame' like the rest +of them--Madame Vavasour. I have reason, however, to believe that her +real name is Flink--Elena Flink. And I should say--very much on the +look-out for a husband; and meanwhile very much courted by boys--who go +to what she calls her 'evenings.' It is odd, the taste that some youths +have for these elderly Circes." + +"Elderly?" said Doris, busy the while with her own preparations. "I was +hoping for something young and beautiful!" + +"Young?--no!--an unmistakable thirty-five. Beautiful? Well, wait till +you see her ... H'm--that shoulder won't do!"--Doris had just placed a +preliminary sketch of one of her "subjects" under his eyes--"and that +bit of perspective in the corner wants a lot of seeing to. Look here!" +The old Academician, brought up in the spirit of Ingres--"le dessin, +c'est la probite!--le dessin, c'est l'honneur!"--fell eagerly to work on +the sketch, and Doris watched. + +They were both absorbed, when there was a knock at the door. Doris +turned hastily, expecting to see the model. Instead of which there +entered, in response to Bentley's "Come in!" a girl of four or five and +twenty, in a blue linen dress and a shady hat, who nodded a quiet "Good +afternoon" to the artist, and proceeded at once with an air of business +to a writing-table at the further end of the studio, covered with +papers. + +"Miss Wigram," said the artist, raising his voice, "let me introduce you +to my niece, Mrs. Meadows." + +The girl rose from her chair again and bowed. Then Doris saw that she +had a charming tired face, beautiful eyes on which she had just placed +spectacles, and soft brown hair framing her thin cheeks. + +"A novelty since you were here," whispered Bentley in Doris's ear. +"She's an accountant--capital girl! Since these Liberal budgets came +along, I can't keep my own accounts, or send in my own income-tax +returns--dash them! So she does the whole business for me--pays +everything--sees to everything--comes once a week. We shall all be run +by the women soon!" + + * * * * * + +The studio had grown very quiet. Through some glass doors open to the +garden came in little wandering winds which played with some loose +papers on the floor, and blew Doris's hair about her eyes as she stooped +over her easel, absorbed in her drawing. Apparently absorbed: her +subliminal mind, at least, was far away, wandering on a craggy Scotch +moor. A lady on a Scotch pony--she understood that Lady Dunstable often +rode with the shooters--and a tall man walking beside her, carrying, not +a gun, but a walking stick:--that was the vision in the crystal. Arthur +was too bad a shot to be tolerated in the Dunstable circle; had indeed +wisely announced from the beginning that he was not to be included among +the guns. All the more time for conversation, the give and take of wits, +the pleasures of the intellectual tilting-ground; the whole watered by +good wine, seasoned with the best of cooking, and lapped in the general +ease of a house where nobody ever thought of such a vulgar thing as +money except to spend it. + +Doris had in general a severe mind as to the rich and aristocratic +classes. Her own hard and thrifty life had disposed her to see them _en +noir_. But the sudden rush of a certain section of them to crowd +Arthur's lectures had been certainly mollifying. If it had not been for +the Vampire, Doris was well aware that her standards might have given +way. + +As it was, Lady Dunstable's exacting ways, her swoop, straight and +fierce, on the social morsel she desired, like that of an eagle on the +sheepfold, had made her, in Doris's sore consciousness, the +representative of thousands more; all greedy, able, domineering, +inevitably getting what they wanted, and more than they deserved; +against whom the starved and virtuous intellectuals of the professional +classes were bound to contend to the death. The story of that poor girl, +that clergyman's daughter, for instance--could anything have been more +insolent--more cruel? Doris burned to avenge her. + +Suddenly--a great clatter and noise in the passage leading from the +small house behind to the studio and garden. + +"Here she is!" + +Uncle Charles sprang up, and reached the studio door just as a shower of +knocks descended upon it from outside. He opened it, and on the +threshold there stood two persons; a stout lady in white, surmounted by +a huge black hat with a hearse-like array of plumes; and, behind her, a +tall and willowy youth, with--so far as could be seen through the chinks +of the hat--a large nose, fair hair, pale blue eyes, and a singular +deficiency of chin. He carried in his arms a tiny black Spitz with a +pink ribbon round its neck. + +The lady looked, frowning, into the interior of the studio. She held in +her hand a very large fan, with the handle of which she had been rapping +the door; and the black feathers with which she was canopied seemed to +be nodding in her eyes. + +"Maestro, you are not alone!" she said in a deep, reproachful voice. + +"My niece, Mrs. Meadows--Madame Vavasour," said Bentley, ushering in the +new-comer. + +Doris turned from her easel and bowed, only to receive a rather scowling +response. + +"And your friend?" As he spoke the artist looked blandly at the young +man. + +"I brought him to amuse me, Maestro. When I am dull my countenance +changes, and you cannot do it justice. He will talk to me--I shall be +animated--and you will profit." + +"Ah, no doubt!" said Bentley, smiling. "And your friend's name?" + +"Herbert Dunstable--Honourable Herbert Dunstable!--Signor Bentley," said +Madame Vavasour, advancing with a stately step into the room, and waving +peremptorily to the young man to follow. + +Doris sat transfixed and staring. Bentley turned to look at his niece, +and their eyes met--his full of suppressed mirth. The son!--the +unsatisfactory son! Doris remembered that his name was Herbert. In the +train of this third-rate sorceress! + +Her thoughts ran excitedly to the distant moors, and that magnificent +lady, with her circle of distinguished persons, holiday-making +statesmen, peers, diplomats, writers, and the like. Here was a humbler +scene! But Doris's fancy at once divined a score of links between it and +the high comedy yonder. + +Meanwhile, at the name of Dunstable, the girl accountant in the distance +had also moved sharply, so as to look at the young man. But in the +bustle of Madame Vavasour's entrance, and her passage to the sitter's +chair, the girl's gesture passed unnoticed. + +"I'm just worn out, Maestro!" said the model languidly, uplifting a +pair of tragic eyes to the artist. "I sat up half the night writing. I +had a subject which tormented me. But I have done something _splendid_! +Isn't it splendid, Herbert?" + +"Ripping!" said the young man, grinning widely. + +"Sit down!" said Madame, with a change of tone. And the youth sat down, +on the very low chair to which she pointed him, doing his best to +dispose of his long legs. + +"Give me the dog!" she commanded. "You have no idea how to hold +him--poor lamb!" + +The dog was handed to her; she took off her enormous hat with many sighs +of fatigue, and then, with the dog on her lap, asked how she was to sit. +Bentley explained that he wished to make a few preliminary sketches of +her head and bust, and proceeded to pose her. She accepted his +directions with a curious pettishness, as though they annoyed her; and +presently complained loudly that the chair was uncomfortable, and the +pose irksome. He handled her, however, with a good-humoured mixture of +flattery and persuasion, and at last, stepping back, surveyed the +result--well content. + +There was no doubt whatever that she was a very handsome woman, and that +her physical type--that of the more lethargic and heavily built +Neapolitan--suggested very happily the mad and melancholy Queen. She had +superb black hair, eyes profoundly dark, a low and beautiful brow, lips +classically fine, a powerful head and neck, and a complexion which, but +for the treatment given it, would have been of a clear and beautiful +olive. She wore a draggled dress of cream-coloured muslin, very +transparent over the shoulders, somewhat scandalously wanting at the +throat and breast, and very frayed and dirty round the skirt. Her feet, +which were large and plump, were cased in extremely pointed shoes with +large paste buckles; and as she crossed them on the stool provided for +them she showed a considerable amount of rather clumsy ankle. The hands +too were large, common, and ill-kept, and the wrists laden with +bracelets. She was adorned indeed with a great deal of jewellery, +including some startling earrings of a bright green stone. The hat, +which she had carefully placed on a chair beside her, was truly a +monstrosity!--but, as Doris guessed, an expensive monstrosity, such as +the Rue de la Paix provides, at anything from a hundred and fifty to two +hundred and fifty francs, for those of its cosmopolitan customers whom +it pillages and despises. How did the lady afford it? The rest of her +dress suggested a struggle with small means, waged by one who was greedy +for effect, obtained at a minimum of trouble. That she was rouged and +powdered goes without saying. + +And the young man? Doris perceived at once his likeness to his father--a +feeble likeness. But he was evidently simple and good-natured, and to +all appearance completely in the power of the enchantress. He fanned her +assiduously. He picked up all the various belongings--gloves, +handkerchiefs, handbag--which she perpetually let fall. He ran after the +dog whenever it escaped from the lady's lap and threatened mischief in +the studio; and by way of amusing her--the purpose for which he had been +imported--he kept up a stream of small cryptic gossip about various +common acquaintances, most of whom seemed to belong to the music-hall +profession, and to be either "stars" or the satellites of "stars." +Madame listened to him with avidity, and occasionally broke into a +giggling laugh. She had, however, two manners, and two kinds of +conversation, which she adopted with the young man and the Academician +respectively. Her talk with the youth suggested the jealous ascendency +of a coarse-minded woman. She occasionally flattered him, but more +generally she teased or "ragged" him. She seemed indeed to feel him +securely in her grip; so that there was no need to pose for him, +as--figuratively as well as physically--she posed for Bentley. To the +artist she gave her opinions on pictures or books--on the novels of Mr. +Wells, or the plays of Mr. Bernard Shaw--in the languid or drawling tone +of accepted authority; dropping every now and then into a broad cockney +accent, which produced a startling effect, like that of unexpected +garlic in cookery. Bentley's gravity was often severely tried, and Doris +altered the position of her own easel so that he and she could not see +each other. Meanwhile Madame took not the smallest notice of Mr. +Bentley's niece, and Doris made no advances to the young man, to whom +her name was clearly quite unknown. Had Circe really got him in her +toils? Doris judged him soft-headed and soft-hearted; no match at all +for the lady. The thought of her walking the lawns or the drawing-rooms +of Crosby Ledgers as the betrothed of the heir stirred in Arthur +Meadows's wife a silent, and--be it confessed!--a malicious convulsion. +Such mothers, so self-centred, so set on their own triumphs, with their +intellectual noses so very much in the clouds, deserved such sons! She +promised herself to keep her own counsel, and watch the play. + +The sitting lasted for two hours. When it was over, Uncle Charles, all +smiles and satisfaction, went with his visitors to the front door. + +He was away some little time, and returned, bubbling, to the studio. + +"She's been cross-examining me about her poems! I had to confess I +hadn't read a word of them. And now she's offered to recite next time +she comes! Good Heavens--how can I get out of it? I believe, Doris, +she's hooked that young idiot! She told me she was engaged to him. Do +you know anything of his people?" + +The girl accountant suddenly came forward. She looked flushed and +distressed. + +"I do!" she said, with energy. "Can't somebody stop that? It will break +their hearts!" + +Doris and Uncle Charles looked at her in amazement. + +"Whose hearts?" said the painter. + +"Lord and Lady Dunstable's." + +"You know them?" exclaimed Doris. + +"I used to know them--quite well," said the girl, quietly. "My father +had one of Lord Dunstable's livings. He died last year. He didn't like +Lady Dunstable. He quarrelled with her, because--because she once did a +very rude thing to me. But this would be _too_ awful! And poor Lord +Dunstable! Everybody likes him. Oh--it must be stopped!--it _must_!" + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +When Doris reached home that evening, the little Kensington house, with +half its carpets up and all but two of its rooms under dust-sheets, +looked particularly lonely and unattractive. Arthur's study was +unrecognisable. No cheerful litter anywhere. No smell of tobacco, no +sign of a male presence! Doris, walking restlessly from room to room, +had never felt so forsaken, so dismally certain that the best of life +was done. Moreover, she had fully expected to find a letter from Arthur +waiting for her; and there was nothing. + +It was positively comic that under such circumstances anybody should +expect her--Doris Meadows--to trouble her head about Lady Dunstable's +affairs. Of course she would feel it if her son made a ridiculous and +degrading marriage. But why not?--why shouldn't he come to grief like +anybody else's son? Why should heaven and earth be moved in order to +prevent it?--especially by the woman to whose possible jealousy and pain +Lady Dunstable had certainly never given the most passing thought. + +All the same, the distress shown by that odd girl, Miss Wigram, and her +appeal both to the painter and his niece to intervene and save the +foolish youth, kept echoing in Doris's memory, although neither she nor +Bentley had received it with any cordiality. Doris had soon made out +that this girl, Alice Wigram, was indeed the clergyman's daughter whom +Lady Dunstable had snubbed so unkindly some twelve months before. She +was evidently a sweet-natured, susceptible creature, to whom Lord +Dunstable had taken a fancy, in his fatherly way, during occasional +visits to her father's rectory, and of whom he had spoken to his wife. +That Lady Dunstable should have unkindly slighted this motherless girl, +who had evidently plenty of natural capacity under her shyness, was just +like her, and Doris's feelings of antagonism to the tyrant were only +sharpened by her acquaintance with the victim. Why should Miss Wigram +worry her self? Lord Dunstable? Well, but after all, capable men should +keep such wives in order. If Lord Dunstable had not been scandalously +weak, Lady Dunstable would not have become a terror to her sex. + +As for Uncle Charles, he had simply declined all responsibility in the +matter. He had never seen the Dunstables, wouldn't know them from Adam, +and had no concern whatever in what happened to their son. The situation +merely excited in him one man's natural amusement at the folly of +another. The boy was more than of age. Really he and his mother must +look after themselves. To meddle with the young man's love affairs, +simply because he happened to visit your studio in the company of a +lady, would be outrageous. So the painter laughed, shook his head, and +went back to his picture. Then Miss Wigram, looking despondently from +the silent Doris to the artist at work, had said with sudden energy, "I +must find out about her! I'm--I'm sure she's a horrid woman! Can you +tell me, sir"--she addressed Bentley--"the name of the gentleman who was +painting her before she came here?" + +Bentley had hummed and hawed a little, twisting his red moustache, and +finally had given the name and address; whereupon Miss Wigram had +gathered up her papers, some of which had drifted to the floor between +her table and Doris's easel, and had taken an immediate departure, a +couple of hours before her usual time, throwing, as she left the +studio, a wistful and rather puzzled look at Mrs. Meadows. + +Doris congratulated herself that she had kept her own counsel on the +subject of the Dunstables, both with Uncle Charles and Miss Wigram. +Neither of them had guessed that she had any personal acquaintance with +them. She tried now to put the matter out of her thoughts. Jane brought +in a tray for her mistress, and Doris supped meagrely in Arthur's +deserted study, thinking, as the sunset light came in across the dusty +street, of that flame and splendour which such weather must be kindling +on the moors, of the blue and purple distances, the glens of rocky +mountains hung in air, "the gleam, the shadow, and the peace supreme"! +She remembered how on their September honeymoon they had wandered in +Ross-shire, how the whole land was dyed crimson by the heather, and how +impossible it was to persuade Arthur to walk discreetly rather than, +like any cockney tripper, with his arm round his sweetheart. Scotland +had not been far behind the Garden of Eden under those circumstances. +But Arthur was now pursuing the higher, the intellectual joys. + +She finished her supper, and then sat down to write to her husband. Was +she going to tell him anything about the incident of the afternoon? Why +should she? Why should she give him the chance of becoming more than +ever Lady Dunstable's friend--pegging out an eternal claim upon her +gratitude? + +Doris wrote her letter. She described the progress of the spring +cleaning; she reported that her sixth illustration was well forward, and +that Uncle Charles was wrestling with another historical picture, a +_machine_ neither better nor worse than all the others. She thought that +after all Jane would soon give warning; and she, Doris, had spent three +pounds in petty cash since he went away; how, she could not remember, +but it was all in her account book. + +And she concluded: + + I understand then that we meet at Crewe on Friday fortnight? I have + heard of a lodging near Capel Curig which sounds delightful. We + might do a week's climbing and then go on to the sea. I really + _shall_ want a holiday. Has there not been ten minutes even--since + you arrived--to write a letter in?--or a postcard? Shall I send you + a few addressed? + +Having thus finished what seemed to her the dullest letter she had ever +written in her life, she looked at it a while, irresolutely, then put it +in an envelope hastily, addressed, stamped it, and rang the bell for +Jane to run across the street with it and post it. After which, she sat +idle a little while with flushed cheeks, while the twilight gathered. + + * * * * * + +The gate of the trim front garden swung on its hinges. Doris turned to +look. She saw, to her astonishment, that the girl-accountant of the +morning, Miss Wigram, was coming up the flagged path to the house. What +could she want? + +"Oh, Mrs. Meadows--I'm so sorry to disturb you--" said the visitor, in +some agitation, as Doris, summoned by Jane, entered the dust-sheeted +drawing-room. "But you dropped an envelope with an address this +afternoon. I picked it up with some of my papers and never discovered it +till I got home." + +She held out the envelope. Doris took it, and flushed vividly. It was +the envelope with his Scotch address which Arthur had written out for +her before leaving home--"care of the Lord Dunstable, Franick Castle, +Pitlochry, Perthshire, N.B." She had put it in her portfolio, out of +which it had no doubt slipped while she was at work. + +She and Miss Wigram eyed each other. The girl was evidently agitated. +But she seemed not to know how to begin what she had to say. + +Doris broke the silence. + +"You were astonished to find that I know the Dunstables?" + +"Oh, no!--I didn't think--" stammered her visitor--"I supposed some +friend of yours might be staying there." + +"My husband is staying there," said Doris, quietly. Really it was too +much trouble to tell a falsehood. Her pride refused. + +"Oh, I see!" cried Miss Wigram, though in fact she was more bewildered +than before. Why should this extraordinary little lady have behaved at +the studio as if she had never heard of the Dunstables, and be now +confessing that her husband was actually staying in their house? + +Doris smiled--with perfect self-possession. + +"Please sit down. You think it odd, of course, that I didn't tell you I +knew the Dunstables, while we were talking about them. The fact is I +didn't want to be mixed up with the affair at all. We have only lately +made acquaintance with the Dunstables. Lady Dunstable is my husband's +friend. I don't like her very much. But neither of us knows her well +enough to go and tell her tales about her son." + +Miss Wigram considered--her gentle, troubled eyes bent upon Doris. "Of +course--I know--how many people dislike Lady Dunstable. She did +a--rather cruel thing to me once. The thought of it humiliated and +discouraged me for a long time. It made me almost glad to leave home. +And of course she hasn't won Mr. Herbert's confidence at all. She has +always snubbed and disapproved of him. Oh, I knew him very little. I +have hardly ever spoken to him. You saw he didn't recognise me this +afternoon. But my father used to go over to Crosby Ledgers to coach him +in the holidays, and he often told me that as a boy he was _terrified_ +of his mother. She either took no notice of him at all, or she was +always sneering at him, and scolding him. As soon as ever he came of age +and got a little money of his own, he declared he wouldn't live at home. +His father wanted him to go into Parliament or the army, but he said he +hated the army, and if he was such a dolt as his mother thought him it +would be ridiculous to attempt politics. And so he just drifted up to +town and looked out for people that would make much of him, and wouldn't +snub him. And that, of course, was how he got into the toils of a woman +like that!" + +The girl threw up her hands tragically. + +Doris sat up, with energy. + +"But what on earth," she said, "does it matter to you or to me?" + +"Oh, can't you see?" said the other, flushing deeply, and with the tears +in her eyes. "My father had one of Lord Dunstable's livings. We lived on +that estate for years. Everybody loved Lord Dunstable. And though Lady +Dunstable makes enemies, there's a great respect for the _family_. +They've been there since Queen Elizabeth's time. And it's _dreadful_ to +think of a woman like--well, like that!--reigning at Crosby Ledgers. I +think of the poor people. Lady Dunstable's good to them; though of +course you wouldn't hear anything about it, unless you lived there. She +tries to do her duty to them--she really does--in her own way. And, of +course, they _respect_ her. No Dunstable has ever done anything +disgraceful! Isn't there something in '_Noblesse oblige'? Think_ of this +woman at the head of that estate!" + +"Well, upon my word," said Doris, after a pause, "you _are_ feudal. +Don't you feel yourself that you are old-fashioned?" + +Mrs. Meadows's half-sarcastic look at first intimidated her visitor, and +then spurred her into further attempts to explain herself. + +"I daresay it's old-fashioned," she said slowly, "but I'm sure it's +what father would have felt. Anyway, I went off to try and find out what +I could. I went first to a little club I belong to--for professional +women--near the Strand, and I asked one or two women I found there--who +know artists--and models--and write for papers. And very soon I found +out a great deal. I didn't have to go to the man whose address Mr. +Bentley gave me. Madame Vavasour _is_ a horrid woman! This is not the +first young man she's fleeced--by a long way. There was a man--younger +than Mr. Dunstable, a boy of nineteen--three years ago. She got him to +promise to marry her; and the parents came down, and paid her enormously +to let him go. Now she's got through all that money, and she boasts +she's going to marry young Dunstable before his parents know anything +about it. She's going to make sure of a peerage this time. Oh, she's +odious! She's greedy, she's vulgar, she's false! And of course"--the +girl's eyes grew wide and scared--"there may be other things much worse. +How do we know?" + +"How do we know indeed!" said Doris, with a shrug. "Well!"--she turned +her eyes full upon her guest--"and what are you going to do?" + +An eager look met hers. + +"Couldn't you--couldn't you write to Mr. Meadows, and ask him to warn +Lady Dunstable?" + +Doris shook her head. + +"Why don't you do it yourself?" + +The girl flushed uncomfortably. "You see, father quarrelled with her +about that unkind thing she did to me--oh, it isn't worth telling!--but +he wrote her an angry letter, and they never spoke afterwards. Lady +Dunstable never forgives that kind of thing. If people find fault with +her, she just drops them. I don't believe she'd read a letter from me!" + +"_Les offenses_, etc.," said Doris, meditating. "But what are the facts? +Has the boy actually promised to marry her? She may have been telling +lies to my uncle." + +"She tells everybody so. I saw a girl who knows her quite well. They +write for the same paper--it's a fashion paper. You saw that hat, by the +way, she had on? She gets them as perquisites from the smart shops she +writes about. She has a whole cupboard of them at home, and when she +wants money she sells them for what she can get. Well, she told me that +Madame--they all call her Madame, though they all know quite well that +she's not married, and that her name is Flink--boasts perpetually of her +engagement. It seems that he was ill in the winter--in his lodgings. His +mother knew nothing about it--he wouldn't tell her, and Madame nursed +him, and made a fuss of him. And Mr. Dunstable thought he owed her a +great deal--and she made scenes and told him she had compromised herself +by coming to nurse him--and all that kind of nonsense. And at last he +promised to marry her--in writing. And now she's so sure of him that she +just bullies him--you saw how she ordered him about to-day." + +"Well, why doesn't he marry her, if he's such a fool--why hasn't he +married her long ago?" cried Doris. + +Miss Wigram looked distressed. + +"I don't know. My friend thinks it's his father. She believes, at least, +that he doesn't want to get married without telling Lord Dunstable; and +that, of course, means telling his mother. And he hates the thought of +the letters and the scenes. So he keeps it hanging on; and lately Madame +has been furious with him, and is always teasing and sniffing at him. +He's dreadfully weak, and my friend's afraid that before he's made up +his own mind what to do that woman will have carried him off to a +registry office--and got the horrid thing done for good and all." + +There was silence a moment. After which Doris said, with a cold +decision: + +"You can't imagine how absurd it seems to me that you should come and +ask me to help Lady Dunstable with her son. There is nobody in the world +less helpless than Lady Dunstable, and nobody who would be less grateful +for being helped. I really cannot meddle with it." + +She rose as she spoke, and Miss Wigram rose too. + +"Couldn't you--couldn't you--" said the girl pleadingly--"just ask Mr. +Meadows to warn Lord Dunstable? I'm thinking of the villagers, and the +farmers, and the schools--all the people we used to love. Father was +there twenty years! To think of the dear place given over--some day--to +that creature!" + +Her charming eyes actually filled with tears. Doris was touched, but at +the same time set on edge. This loyalty that people born and bred in the +country feel to our English country system--what an absurd and unreal +frame of mind! And when our country system produces Lady Dunstables! + +"They have such a pull!"--she thought angrily--"such a hideously unfair +pull, over other people! The way everybody rushes to help them when they +get into a mess--to pick up the pieces--and sweep it all up! It's +irrational--it's sickening! Let them look after themselves--and pay for +their own misdeeds like the rest of us." + +"I can't interfere--I really can't!" she said, straightening her slim +shoulders. "It is not as though we were old friends of Lord and Lady +Dunstable. Don't you see how very awkward it would be? Let me advise +you just to watch the thing a little, and then to apply to somebody in +the Crosby Ledgers neighbourhood. You must have some friends or +acquaintances there, who at any rate could do more than we could. And +perhaps after all it's a mare's nest, and the young man doesn't mean to +marry her at all!" + +The girl's anxious eyes scanned Doris's unyielding countenance; then +with a sigh she gave up her attempt, and said "Good-bye." Doris went +with her to the door. + +"We shall meet to-morrow, shan't we?" she said, feeling a vague +compunction. "And I suppose this woman will be there again. You can keep +an eye on her. Are you living alone--or are you with friends?" + +"Oh, I'm in a boarding-house," said Miss Wigram, hastily. Then as though +she recognised the new softness in Doris's look, she added, "I'm quite +comfortable there--and I've a great deal of work. Good night." + + * * * * * + +"All alone!--with that gentle face--and that terrible amount of +conscience--hard lines!" thought Doris, as she reflected on her visitor. +"I felt a black imp beside her!" + +All the same, the letter which Mrs. Meadows received by the following +morning's post was not at all calculated to melt the "black imp" +further. Arthur wrote in a great hurry to beg that she would not go on +with their Welsh plans--for the moment. + + Lady D---- has insisted on my going on a short yachting cruise with + her and Miss Field, the week after next. She wants to show me the + West Coast, and they have a small cottage in the Shetlands where we + should stay a night or two and watch the sea-birds. It _may_ keep me + away another week or fortnight, but you won't mind, dear, will you? + I am getting famously rested, and really the house is very + agreeable. In these surroundings Lady Dunstable is less of the + _bas-bleu_, and more of the woman. You _must_ make up your mind to + come another year! You would soon get over your prejudice and make + friends with her. She looks after us all--she talks brilliantly--and + I haven't seen her rude to anybody since I arrived. There are some + very nice people here, and altogether I am enjoying it. Don't you + work too hard--and don't let the servants harry you. Post just + going. Good night! + +Another week or fortnight!--five weeks, or nearly, altogether. Doris was +sorely wounded. She went to look at herself in the mirror over the +chimney-piece. Was she not thin and haggard for want of rest and +holiday? Would not the summer weather be all done by the time Arthur +graciously condescended to come back to her? Were there not dark lines +under her eyes, and was she not feeling a limp and wretched creature, +unfit for any exertion? What was wrong with her? She hated her +drawing--she hated everything. And there was Arthur, proposing to go +yachting with Lady Dunstable!--while she might toil and moil--all +alone--in this August London! The tears rushed into her eyes. Her pride +only just saved her from a childish fit of crying. + +But in the end resentment came to her aid, together with an angry and +redoubled curiosity as to what might be happening to Lady Dunstable's +precious son while Lady Dunstable was thus absorbed in robbing other +women of their husbands. Doris hurried her small household affairs, that +she might get off early to the studio; and as she put on her hat, her +fancy drew vindictive pictures of the scene which any day might +realise--the scene at Franick Castle, when Lady Dunstable, unsuspecting, +should open the letter which announced to her the advent of her +daughter-in-law, Elena, _nee_ Flink--or should gather the same unlovely +fact from a casual newspaper paragraph. As for interfering between her +and her rich deserts, Doris vowed to herself she would not lift a +finger. That incredibly forgiving young woman, Miss Wigram, might do as +she pleased. But when a mother pursues her own selfish ends so as to +make her only son dislike and shun her, let her take what comes. It was +in the mood of an Erinnys that Doris made her way northwards to Campden +Hill, and nobody perceiving the slight erect figure in the corner of the +omnibus could possibly have guessed at the storm within. + +The August day was hot and lifeless. Heat mist lay over the park, and +over the gardens on the slopes of Campden Hill. Doris could hardly drag +her weary feet along, as she walked from where the omnibus had set her +down to her uncle's studio. But it was soon evident that within the +studio itself there was animation enough. From the long passage +approaching it Doris heard someone shouting--declaiming--what appeared +to be verse. Madame, of course, reciting her own poems--poor Uncle +Charles! Doris stopped outside the door, which was slightly open, to +listen, and heard these astonishing lines--delivered very slowly and +pompously, in a thick, strained voice: + + "My heart is adamant! The tear-drops drip and drip-- + Force their slow path, and tear their desperate way. + The vulture Pain sits close, to snip--and snip--and snip + My sad, sweet life to ruin--well-a-day! + I am deceived--a bleating lamb bereft!--who goes + Baa-baaing to the moon o'er lonely lands. + Through all my shivering veins a tender fervour flows; + I cry to Love--'Reach out, my Lord, thy hands! + And save me from these ugly beasts who ramp and rage + Around me all day long--beasts fell and sore-- + Envy, and Hate, and Calumny!--do thou assuage + Their impious mouths, O splendid Love, and floor + Their hideous tactics, and their noisome spleen, + Withering to dust the awful "Might-Have-Been!"'" + +"Goodness! 'Howls the Sublime' indeed!" thought Doris, gurgling with +laughter in the passage. As soon as she had steadied her face she opened +the studio door, and perceived Lady Dunstable's prospective +daughter-in-law standing in the middle of the studio, head thrown back +and hands outstretched, invoking the Cyprian. The shriek of the first +lines had died away in a stage whisper; the reciter was glaring fiercely +into vacancy. + +Doris's merry eyes devoured the scene. On the chair from which the model +had risen she had deposited yet another hat, so large, so audacious and +beplumed that it seemed to have a positive personality, a positive +swagger of its own, and to be winking roguishly at the audience. +Meanwhile Madame's muslin dress of the day before had been exchanged for +something more appropriate to the warmth of her poetry--a tawdry +flame-coloured satin, in which her "too, too solid" frame was tightly +sheathed. Her coal-black hair, tragically wild, looked as though no comb +had been near it for a month, and the gloves drawn half-way up the bare +arms hardly remembered they had ever been white. + +A slovenly, dishevelled, vulgar woman, reciting bombastic nonsense! And +yet!--a touch of Southern magnificence, even of Southern grace, amid the +cockney squalor and finery. Doris coolly recognised it, as she stood, +herself invisible, behind her uncle's large easel. Thence she perceived +also the other persons in the studio:--Bentley sitting in front of the +poetess, hiding his eyes with one hand, and nervously tapping the arm of +his chair with the other; to the right of him--seen sideways--the lanky +form, flushed face, and open mouth of young Dunstable; and in the far +distance, Miss Wigram. + +Then--a surprising thing! The awkward pause following the recitation was +suddenly broken by a loud and uncontrollable laugh. Doris, startled, +turned to look at young Dunstable. For it was he who had laughed. Madame +also shook off her stage trance to look--a thunderous frown upon her +handsome face. The young man laughed on--laughed hysterically--burying +his face in his hands. Madame Vavasour--all attitudes thrown aside--ran +up to him in a fury. + +"Why are you laughing? You insult me!--you have done it before. And now +before strangers--it is too much! I insist that you explain!" + +She stood over him, her eyes blazing. The youth, still convulsed, did +his best to quiet the paroxysm which had seized him, and at last said, +gasping: + +"I was--I was thinking--of your reciting that at Crosby Ledgers--to my +mother--and--and what she would say." + +Even under her rouge it could be seen that the poetess turned a grey +white. + +"And pray--what would she say?" + +The question was delivered with apparent calm. But Madame's eyes were +dangerous. Doris stepped forward. Her uncle stayed her with a gesture. +He himself rose, but Madame fiercely waved him aside. Miss Wigram, in +the distance, had also moved forward--and paused. + +"What would she say?" demanded Madame, again--at the sword's point. + +"I--I don't know--" said young Dunstable, helplessly, still shaking. +"I--I think--she'd laugh." + +And he went off again, hysterically, trying in vain to stop the fit. +Madame bit her lip. Then came a torrent of Italian--evidently a torrent +of abuse; and then she lifted a gloved hand and struck the young man +violently on the cheek. + +"Take that!--you insolent--you--you barbarian! You are my _fiance_,--my +promised husband--and you mock at me; you will encourage your stuck-up +mother to mock at me--I know you will! But I tell you--" + +The speaker, however, had stopped abruptly, and instead of saying +anything more she fell back panting, her eyes on the young man. For +Herbert Dunstable had risen. At the blow, an amazing change had passed +over his weak countenance and weedy frame. He put his hand to his +forehead a moment, as though trying to collect his thoughts, and then he +turned--quietly--to look for his hat and stick. + +"Where are you going, Herbert?" stammered Madame. "I--I was carried +away--I forgot myself!" + +"I think not," said the young man, who was extremely pale. "This is not +the first time. I bid you good morning, Madame--and good-bye!" + +He stood looking at the now frightened woman, with a strange, surprised +look, like one just emerging from a semi-conscious state; and in that +moment, as Doris seemed to perceive, the traditions of his birth and +breeding had returned upon him; something instinctive and inherited had +reappeared; and the gentlemanly, easy-going father, who yet, as Doris +remembered, when matters were serious "always got his way," was +there--strangely there--in the degenerate son. + +"Where are you going?" repeated Madame, eyeing him. "You promised to +give me lunch." + +"I regret--I have an engagement. Mr. Bentley--when the sitting is +over--will you kindly see--Miss Flink--into a taxi? I thank you very +much for allowing me to come and watch your work. I trust the picture +will be a success. Good-bye!" + +He held out his hand to Bentley, and bowed to Doris. Madame made a rush +at him. But Bentley held her back. He seized her arms, indeed, quietly +but irresistibly, while the young man made his retreat. Then, with a +shriek, Madame fell back on her chair, pretending to faint, and Bentley, +in no hurry, went to her assistance, while Doris slipped out after young +Dunstable. She overtook him on the door-step. + +"Mr. Dunstable, may I speak to you?" + +He turned in astonishment, showing a grim pallor which touched her pity. + +"I know your mother and father," said Doris hurriedly; "at least my +husband and I were staying at Crosby Ledges some weeks ago, and my +husband is now in Scotland with your people. His name is Arthur Meadows. +I am Mrs. Meadows. I--I don't know whether I could help you. You +seem"--her smile flashed out--"to be in a horrid mess!" + +The young man looked in perplexity at the small, trim lady before him, +as though realising her existence for the first time. Her honest eyes +were bent upon him with the same expression she had often worn when +Arthur had come to her with some confession of folly--the expression +which belongs to the maternal side of women, and is at once mocking and +sweet. It said--"Of course you are a great fool!--most men are. But +that's the _raison d'etre_ of women! Suppose we go into the business!" + +"You're very kind--" he groaned--"awfully kind. I'm ashamed you should +have seen--such a thing. Nobody can help me--thank you very much. I am +engaged to that lady--I've promised to marry her. Oh, she's got any +amount of evidence. I've been an ass--and worse. But I can't get out of +it. I don't mean to try to get out of it. I promised of my own free +will. Only I've found out now I can never live with her. Her temper is +fiendish. It degrades her--and me. But you saw! She has made my life a +burden to me lately, because I wouldn't name a day for us to be married. +I wanted to see my father quietly first--without my mother knowing--and +I have been thinking how to manage it--and funking it of course--I +always do funk things. But what she did just now has settled it--it has +been blowing up for a long time. I shall marry her--at a registry +office--as soon as possible. Then I shall separate from her, and--I +hope--never see her again. The lawyers will arrange that--and money! +Thank you--it's awfully good of you to want to help me--but you +can't--nobody can." + +Doris had drawn her companion into her uncle's small dining-room and +closed the door. She listened to his burst of confidence with a puzzled +concern. + +"Why must you marry her?" she said abruptly, when he paused. "Break it +off! It would be far best." + +"No. I promised. I--" he stammered a little--"I seem to have done her +harm--her reputation, I mean. There is only one thing could let me off. +She swore to me that--well!--that she was a good woman--that there was +nothing in her past--you understand--" + +"And you know of nothing?" said Doris, gravely. + +"Nothing. And you don't think I'm going to try and ferret out things +against her!" cried the youth, flushing. "No--I must just bear it." + +"It's your parents that will have to bear it!" + +His face hardened. + +"My mother might have prevented it," he said bitterly. "However, I won't +go into that. My father will see I couldn't do anything else. I'd better +get it over. I'm going to my lawyers now. They'll take a few days over +what I want." + +"You'll tell your father?" + +"I--I don't know," he said, irresolutely. She noticed that he did not +try to pledge her not to give him away. And she, on her side, did not +threaten to do so. She argued with him a little more, trying to get at +his real thoughts, and to straighten them out for him. But it was +evident he had made up such mind as he had, and that his sudden +resolution--even the ugly scene which had made him take it--had been a +relief. He knew at last where he stood. + +So presently Doris let him go. They parted, liking each other decidedly. +He thanked her warmly--though drearily--for taking an interest in him, +and he said to her on the threshold: + +"Some day, I hope, you'll come to Crosby Ledgers again, Mrs. +Meadows--and I'll be there--for once! Then I'll tell you--if you +care--more about it. Thanks awfully! Good-bye." + + * * * * * + +Later on, when "Miss Flink," in a state of sulky collapse, had been sent +home in her taxi, Doris, Bentley, and Miss Wigram held a conference. But +it came to little. Bentley, the hater of "rows," simply could not be +moved to take the thing up. "I kept her from scalping him!--" he +laughed--"and I'm not due for any more!" Doris said little. A whirl of +arguments and projects were in her mind. But she kept her own counsel +about them. As to the possibility of inducing the man to break it off, +she repeated the only condition on which it could be done; at which +Uncle Charles laughed, and Alice Wigram fell into a long and thoughtful +silence. + + * * * * * + +Doris arrived at home rather early. What with the emotions of the day, +the heat, and her work, she was strangely tired and over-done. After tea +she strolled out into Kensington Gardens, and sat under the shade of +trees already autumnal, watching the multitude of children--children of +the people--enjoying the nation's park all to themselves, in the +complete absence of their social betters. What ducks they were, some of +them--the little, grimy, round-faced things--rolling on the grass, or +toddling after their sisters and brothers. They turned large, +inquisitive eyes upon her, which seemed to tease her heart-strings. + +And suddenly,--it was in Kensington Gardens that out of the heart of a +long and vague reverie there came a flash--an illumination--which wholly +changed the life and future of Doris Meadows. After the thought in which +it took shape had seized upon her, she sat for some time motionless; +then rising to her feet, tottering a little, like one in bewilderment, +she turned northwards, and made her way hurriedly towards Lancaster +Gate. In a house there, lived a lady, a widowed lady, who was Doris's +godmother, and to whom Doris--who had lost her own mother in her +childhood--had turned for counsel before now. How long it was since she +had seen "Cousin Julia"!--nearly two months. And here she was, hastening +to her, and not able to bear the thought that in all human probability +Cousin Julia was not in town. + +But, by good luck, Doris found her godmother, perching in London between +a Devonshire visit and a Scotch one. They talked long, and Doris walked +slowly home across the park. A glory of spreading sun lay over the +grassy glades; the Serpentine held reflections of a sky barred with +rose; London, transfigured, seemed a city of pearl and fire. And in +Doris's heart there was a glory like that of the evening,--and, like the +burning sky, bearing with it a promise of fair days to come. The glory +and the promise stole through all her thoughts, softening and +transmuting everything. + +"When _he_ grows up--if he were to marry such a woman--and I didn't +know--if all _his_ life--and mine--were spoilt--and nobody said a word!" + +Her eyes filled with tears. She seemed to be walking with Arthur through +a world of beauty, hand in hand. + +How many hours to Pitlochry? She ran into the Kensington house, asking +for railway guides, and peremptorily telling Jane to get down the small +suitcase from the box-room at once. + + + + +PART III + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +"'Barbarians, Philistines, Populace!'" + +The young golden-haired man of letters who was lounging on the grass +beside Arthur Meadows repeated the words to himself in an absent voice, +turning over the pages meanwhile of a book lying before him, as though +in search of a passage he had noticed and lost. He presently found it +again, and turned laughing towards Meadows, who was trifling with a +French novel. + +"Do you remember this passage in _Culture and Anarchy_--'I often, +therefore, when I want to distinguish clearly the aristocratic class +from the Philistines proper, or middle class, name the former, in my own +mind, _the Barbarians_. And when I go through the country, and see this +or that beautiful and imposing seat of theirs crowning the landscape, +"There," I say to myself, "is a great fortified post of the +Barbarians!"'" + +The youth pointed smiling to the fine Scotch house seen sideways on the +other side of the lawn. Its turreted and battlemented front rose high +above the low and spreading buildings which made the bulk of the house, +so that it was a feudal castle--by no means, however, so old as it +looked--on a front view, and a large and roomy villa from the rear. +Meadows, looking at it, appreciated the fitness of the quotation, and +laughed in response. + +"Ungrateful wretch," he said--"after that dinner last night!" + +"All the same, Matthew Arnold had that dinner in mind--_chef_ and all! +Listen! 'The graver self of the Barbarian likes honours and +consideration; his more relaxed self, field-sports and pleasures.' +Isn't it exact? Grouse-driving in the morning--bridge, politics, +Cabinet-making, and the best of food in the evening. And I should put +our hostess very high--wouldn't you?--among the chatelaines of the +'great fortified posts'?" + +Meadows assented, but rather languidly. The day was extremely hot; he +was tired, moreover, by a long walk with the guns the day before, and by +conversation after dinner, led by Lady Dunstable, which had lasted up to +nearly one o'clock in the morning. The talk had been brilliant, no +doubt. Meadows, however, did not feel that he had come off very well in +it. His hostess had deliberately pitted him against two of the ablest +men in England, and he was well aware that he had disappointed her. Lady +Dunstable had a way of behaving to her favourite author or artist of the +moment as though she were the fancier and he the cock. She fought him +against the other people's cocks with astonishing zeal and passion; and +whenever he failed to kill, or lost too many feathers in the process, +her annoyance was evident. + +Meadows was in truth becoming a little tired of her dictation, although +it was only ten days since he had arrived under her roof. There was a +large amount of lethargy combined with his ability; and he hated to be +obliged to live at any pace but his own. But Rachel Dunstable was an +imperious friend, never tired herself, apparently, either in mind or +body; and those who could not walk, eat, and talk to please her were apt +to know it. Her opinions too, both political and literary, were in some +directions extremely violent; and though, in general, argument and +contradiction gave her pleasure, she had her days and moods, and Meadows +had already suffered occasional sets-down, of a kind to which he was not +accustomed. + +But if he was--just a little--out of love with his new friend, in all +other respects he was enjoying himself enormously. The long days on the +moors, the luxurious life indoors, the changing and generally agreeable +company, all the thousand easements and pleasures that wealth brings +with it, the skilled service, the motors, the costly cigars, the +wines--there was a Sybarite in Meadows which revelled in them all. He +had done without them; he would do without them again; but there they +were exceedingly good creatures of God, while they lasted; and only the +hypocrites pretended otherwise. His sympathy, in the old +poverty-stricken days, would have been all with the plaintive +American--"There's d-----d good times in the world, and I ain't in +'em." + +All the same, the fleshpots of Pitlochry had by no means put his wife +out of his mind. His incurable laziness and procrastination in small +things had led him to let slip post after post; but that very morning, +at any rate, he had really written her a decent letter. And he was +beginning to be anxious to hear from her about the yachting plan. If +Lady Dunstable had asked him a few days later, he was not sure he would +have accepted so readily. After all, the voyage might be stormy, and the +lady--difficult. Doris must be dull in London,--"poor little cat!" + +But then a very natural wrath returned upon him. Why on earth had she +stayed behind? No doubt Lady Dunstable was formidable, but so was Doris +in her own way. "She'd soon have held her own. Lady D. would have had to +come to terms!" However, he remembered with some compunction that Doris +did seem to have been a good deal neglected at Crosby Ledgers, and that +he had not done much to help her. + + * * * * * + +It was an "off" day for the shooters, and Lady Dunstable's guests were +lounging about the garden, writing letters or playing a little leisurely +golf on the lower reaches of the moor. Some of the ladies, indeed, had +not yet appeared downstairs; a sleepy heat reigned over the valley with +its winding stream, and veiled the distant hills. Meadows's companion, +Ralph Barrow, a young novelist of promise, had gone fast asleep on the +grass; Meadows was drowsing over his book; the dogs slept on the terrace +steps; and in the summer silence the murmur of the river far below stole +up the hill on which the house stood, and its soft song held the air. + +Suddenly there was a disturbance. The dogs sprang up and barked. There +was a firm step on the gravel. Lady Dunstable, stick in hand, her short +leather-bound skirt showing boots and gaiters of the most business-like +description, came quickly towards the seat on which Meadows sat. + +"Mr. Meadows, I summon you for a walk! Sir Luke and Mr. Frome are +coming. We propose to get to the tarn and back before lunch." + +The tarn was at least two miles away, a stiff climb over difficult moor. +Meadows, startled from something very near sleep, looked up, and a +spirit of revolt seized upon him, provoked by the masterful tone and +eyes of the lady. + +"Very sorry, Lady Dunstable!--but I must write some letters before +luncheon." + +"Oh no!--put them off! I have been thinking of what you told me +yesterday of your scheme for your new set of lectures. I have a great +deal to say to you about it." + +"I really shouldn't be worth talking to now," laughed Meadows; "this +heat has made me so sleepy. To-night--or after tea--by all means!" + +Lady Dunstable looked annoyed. + +"I am expecting the Duke's party at tea," she said peremptorily. "This +will be my only chance to-day." + +"Then let's put it off--till to-morrow!" said Meadows, as he rose, still +smiling. "It is most kind of you, but I really must write my letters, +and my brains are pulp. But I will escort you through the garden, if I +may." + +His hostess turned sharply, and walked back towards the front of the +house where Sir Luke and Mr. Frome, a young and rising Under-Secretary, +were waiting for her. Meadows accompanied her, but found her exceedingly +ungracious. She did, however, inform him, as they followed the other two +towards the exit from the garden, that she had come to the conclusion +that the subject he was proposing for his second series of lectures, to +be given at Dunstable House during the winter, "would never do." + +"Famous Controversies of the Nineteenth Century--political and +religious." The very sound of it was enough to keep people away! "What +people expect from you is talk about _persons_--not ideas. Ideas are not +your line!" + +Meadows flushed a little. What his "line" might be, he said, he had not +yet discovered. But he liked his subject, and meant to stick to it. + +Lady Dunstable turned on him a pair of sarcastic eyes. + +"That's so like you clever people. You would die rather than take +advice." + +"Advice!--yes. As much as you like, dear lady. But--" + +"But what--" she asked, imperatively, nettled in her turn. + +"Well--you must put it prettily!" said Meadows, smiling. "We want a +great deal of jam with the powder." + +"You want to be flattered? I never flatter! It is the most despicable of +arts." + +"On the contrary--one of the most skilled. And I have heard you do it to +perfection." + +His daring half irritated, half amused her. It was her turn to flush. +Her thin, sallow face and dark eyes lit up vindictively. + +"One should never remind one's friends of their vices," she said with +animation. + +"Ah--if they _are_ vices! But flattery is merely a virtue out of +place--kindness gone wrong. From the point of view of the moralist, that +is. From the point of view of the ordinary mortal, it is what no +men--and few women--can do without!" + +She smiled grimly, enjoying the spar. They carried it on a little while, +Meadows, now fairly on his mettle, administering a little deft though +veiled castigation here and there, in requital for various acts of +rudeness of which she had been guilty towards him and others during the +preceding days. She grew restive occasionally, but on the whole she bore +it well. Her arrogance was not of the small-minded sort; and the best +chance with her was to defy her. + +At the gate leading on to the moor, Meadows resolutely came to a stop. + +"Your letters are the merest excuse!" said Lady Dunstable. "I don't +believe you will write one of them! I notice you always put off +unpleasant duties." + +"Give me credit at least for the intention." + +Smiling, he held the gate open for her, and she passed through, +discomfited, to join Sir Luke on the other side. Mr. Frome, the +Under-Secretary, a young man of Jewish family and amazing talents, who +had been listening with amusement to the conversation behind him, turned +back to say to Meadows, at a safe distance--"Keep it up!--Keep it up! +You avenge us all!" + + * * * * * + +Presently, as she and her two companions wound slowly up the moor, Sir +Luke Malford, who had only arrived the night before, inquired gaily of +his hostess: + +"So she wouldn't come?--the little wife?" + +"I gave her every chance. She scorned us." + +"You mean--'she funked us.' Have you any idea, I wonder, how alarming +you are?" + +Lady Dunstable exclaimed impatiently: + +"People represent me as a kind of ogre. I am nothing of the kind. I only +expect everybody to play up." + +"Ah, but you make the rules!" laughed Sir Luke. "I thought that young +woman might have been a decided acquisition." + +"She hadn't the very beginnings of a social gift," declared his +companion. "A stubborn and rather stupid little person. I am much afraid +she will stand in her husband's way." + +"But suppose you blow up a happy home, by encouraging him to come +without her? I bet anything she is feeling jealous and ill-used. You +ought--I am sure you ought--to have a guilty conscience; but you look +perfectly brazen!" + +Sir Luke's banter was generally accepted with indifference, but on this +occasion it provoked Lady Dunstable. She protested with vehemence that +she had given Mrs. Meadows every chance, and that a young woman who was +both trivial and conceited could not expect to get on in society. Sir +Luke gathered from her tone that she and Mrs. Meadows had somewhat +crossed swords, and that the wife might look out for consequences. He +had been a witness of this kind of thing before in Lady Dunstable's +circle; and he was conscious of a passing sympathy with the +pleasant-faced little woman he remembered at Crosby Ledgers. At the same +time he had been Rachel Dunstable's friend for twenty years; originally, +her suitor. He spent a great part of his life in her company, and her +ways seemed to him part of the order of things. + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile Meadows walked back to the house. He had been a good deal +nettled by Lady Dunstable's last remark to him. But he had taken pains +not to show it. Doris might say such things to him--but no one else. +They were, of course, horribly true! Well--quarrelling with Lady +Dunstable was amusing enough--when there was room to escape her. But how +would it be in the close quarters of a yacht? + +On his way through the garden he fell in with Miss Field--Mattie Field, +the plump and smiling cousin of the house, who was apparently as +necessary to the Dunstables in the Highlands, as in London, or at Crosby +Ledgers. Her role in the Dunstable household seemed to Meadows to be +that of "shock absorber." She took all the small rubs and jars on her +own shoulders, so that Lady Dunstable might escape them. If the fish did +not arrive from Edinburgh, if the motor broke down, if a gun failed, or +a guest set up influenza, it was always Miss Field who came to the +rescue. She had devices for every emergency. It was generally supposed +that she had no money, and that the Dunstables made her residence with +them worth while. But if so, she had none of the ways of the poor +relation. On the contrary, her independence was plain; she had a very +free and merry tongue; and Lady Dunstable, who snubbed everybody, never +snubbed Mattie Field. Lord Dunstable was clearly devoted to her. + +She greeted Meadows rather absently. + +"Rachel didn't carry you off? Oh, then--I wonder if I may ask you +something?" + +Meadows assured her she might ask him anything. + +"I wonder if you will save yourself for a walk with Lord Dunstable. +Will you ask him? He's very low, and you would cheer him up." + +Meadows looked at her interrogatively. He too had noticed that Lord +Dunstable had seemed for some days to be out of spirits. + +"Why do people have sons!" said Miss Field, briskly. + +Meadows understood the reference. It was common knowledge among the +Dunstables' friends that their son was anything but a comfort to them. + +"Anything particularly wrong?" he asked her in a lowered voice, as they +neared the house. At the same time, he could not help wondering whether, +under all circumstances--if her nearest and dearest were made mincemeat +in a railway accident, or crushed by an earth-quake--this fair-haired, +rosy-cheeked lady would still keep her perennial smile. He had never yet +seen her without it. + +Miss Field replied in a joking tone that Lord Dunstable was depressed +because the graceless Herbert had promised his parents a visit--a whole +week--in August, and had now cried off on some excuse or other. Meadows +inquired if Lady Dunstable minded as much as her husband. + +"Quite!" laughed Miss Field. "It is not so much that she wants to see +Herbert as that she's found someone to marry him to. You'll see the lady +this afternoon. She comes with the Duke's party, to be looked at." + +"But I understand that the young man is by no means manageable?" + +Miss Field's amusement increased. + +"That's Rachel's delusion. She knows very well that she hasn't been able +to manage him so far; but she's always full of fresh schemes for +managing him. She thinks, if she could once marry him to the right wife, +she and the wife between them could get the whip hand of him." + +"Does she care for him?" said Meadows, bluntly. + +Miss Field considered the question, and for the first time Meadows +perceived a grain of seriousness in her expression. But she emerged from +her meditations, smiling as usual. + +"She'd be hard hit if anything very bad happened!" + +"What could happen?" + +"Well, of course they never know whether he won't marry to please +himself--produce somebody impossible!" + +"And Lady Dunstable would suffer?" + +Miss Field chuckled. + +"I really believe you think her a kind of griffin--a stony creature with +a hole where her heart ought to be. Most of her friends do. Rachel, of +course, goes through life assuming that none of the disagreeable things +that happen to other people will ever happen to her. But if they ever +did happen--" + +"The very stones would cry out? But hasn't she lost all influence with +the youth?" + +"She won't believe it. She's always scheming for him. And when he's not +here she feels so affectionate and so good! And directly he comes--" + +"I see! A tragedy--and a common one! Well, in half an hour I shall be +ready for his lordship. Will you arrange it? I must write a letter +first." + +Miss Field nodded and departed. Meadows honestly meant to follow her +into the house and write some pressing business letters. But the +sunshine was so delightful, the sight of the empty bench and the +abandoned novel on the other side of the lawn so beguiling, that after +all he turned his lazy steps thither-ward, half ashamed, half amused to +think how well Lady Dunstable had read his character. + +The guests had all disappeared. Meadows had the garden to himself, and +all its summer prospect of moor and stream. It was close on noon--a hot +and heavenly day! And again he thought of Doris cooped up in London. +Perhaps, after all, he would get out of that cruise! + +Ah! there was the morning train--the midnight express from King's Cross +just arriving in the busy little town lying in the valley at his feet. +He watched it gliding along the valley, and heard the noise of the +brakes. Were any new guests expected by it? he wondered. Hardly! The +Lodge seemed quite full. + + * * * * * + +Twenty minutes later he threw away the novel impatiently. Midway, the +story had gone to pieces. He rose from his feet, intending this time to +tackle his neglected duties in earnest. As he did so, he heard a motor +climbing the steep drive, and in front of it a lady, walking. + +He stood arrested--in a stupor of astonishment. + +Doris!--by all the gods!--_Doris_! + +It was indeed Doris. She came wearily, looking from side to side, like +one uncertain of her way. Then she too perceived Meadows, and stopped. + +Meadows was conscious of two mixed feelings--first, a very lively +pleasure at the sight of her, and then annoyance. What on earth had she +come for? To recover him?--to protest against his not writing?--to make +a scene, in short? His guilty imagination in a flash showed her to him +throwing herself into his arms--weeping--on this wide lawn--for all the +world to see. + +But she did nothing of the kind. She directed the motor, which was +really a taxi from the station, to stop without approaching the front +door, and then she herself walked quickly towards her husband. + +"Arthur!--you got my letter? I could only write yesterday." + +She had reached him, and they had joined hands mechanically. + +"Letter?--I got no letter! If you posted one, it has probably arrived +by your train. What on earth, Doris, is the meaning of this? Is there +anything wrong?" + +His expression was half angry, half concerned, for he saw plainly that +she was tired and jaded. Of course! Long journeys always knocked her up. +She meanwhile stood looking at him as though trying to read the +impression produced on him by her escapade. Something evidently in his +manner hurt her, for she withdrew her hand, and her face stiffened. + +"There is nothing wrong with me, thank you! Of course I did not come +without good reason." + +"But, my dear, are you come to stay?" cried Meadows, looking helplessly +at the taxi. "And you never wrote to Lady Dunstable?" + +For he could only imagine that Doris had reconsidered her refusal of the +invitation which had originally included them both, and--either tired +of being left alone, or angry with him for not writing--had devised this +_coup de main_, this violent shake to the kaleidoscope. But what an +extraordinary step! It could only cover them both with ridicule. His +cheeks were already burning. + +Doris surveyed him very quietly. + +"No--I didn't write to Lady Dunstable--I wrote to _you_--and sent her a +message. I suppose--I shall have to stay the night." + +"But what on earth are we to say to her?" cried Meadows in desperation. +"They're out walking now--but she'll be back directly. There isn't a +corner in the house! I've got a little bachelor room in the attics. +Really, Doris, if you were going to do this, you should have given both +her and me notice! There is a crowd of people here!" + +Frown and voice were Jovian indeed. Doris, however, showed no tremors. + +"Lady Dunstable will find somewhere to put me up," she said, half +scornfully. "Is there a telegram for me?" + +"A telegram? Why should there be a telegram? What is the meaning of all +this? For heaven's sake, explain!" + +Doris, however, did not attempt to explain. Her mood had been very soft +on the journey. But Arthur's reception of her had suddenly stirred the +root of bitterness again; and it was shooting fast and high. Whatever +she had done or left undone, he ought _not_ to have been able to conceal +that he was glad to see her--he ought _not_ to have been able to think +of Lady Dunstable first! She began to take a pleasure in mystifying him. + +"I expected a telegram. I daresay it will come soon. You see I've asked +someone else to come this afternoon--and she'll have to be put up too." + +"Asked someone else!--to Lady Dunstable's house!" Meadows stood +bewildered. "Really, Doris, have you taken leave of your senses?" + +She stood with shining eyes, apparently enjoying his astonishment. Then +she suddenly bethought herself. + +"I must go and pay the taxi." Turning round, she coolly surveyed the +"fortified post." "It looks big enough to take me in. Arthur!--I think +you may pay the man. Just take out my bag, and tell the footman to put +it in your room. That will do for the present. I shall sit down here and +wait for Lady Dunstable. I'm pretty tired." + +The thought of what the magnificent gentleman presiding over Lady +Dunstable's hall would say to the unexpected irruption of Mrs. Meadows, +and Mrs. Meadows's bag, upon the "fortified post" he controlled, was +simply beyond expressing. Meadows tried to face his wife with dignity. + +"I think we'd better keep the taxi, Doris. Then you and I can go back to +the hotel together. We can't force ourselves upon Lady Dunstable like +this, my dear. I'd better go and tell someone to pack my things. But we +must, of course, wait and see Lady Dunstable--though how you will +explain your coming, and get yourself--and me--out of this absurd +predicament, I cannot even pretend to imagine!" + +Doris sat down--wearily. + +"Don't keep the taxi, Arthur. I assure you Lady Dunstable will be very +glad to keep both me--and my bag. Or if she won't--Lord Dunstable will." + +Meadows came nearer--bent down to study her tired face. + +"There's some mystery, of course, Doris, in all this! Aren't you going +to tell me what it means?" + +His wife's pale cheeks flushed. + +"I would have told you--if you'd been the least bit glad to see me! +But--if you don't pay the taxi, Arthur, it will run up like anything!" + +She pointed peremptorily to the ticking vehicle and the impatient +driver. Meadows went mechanically, paid the driver, shouldered the bag, +and carried it into the hall of the Lodge. He then perceived that two +grinning and evidently inquisitive footmen, waiting in the hall for +anything that might turn up for them to do, had been watching the whole +scene--the arrival of the taxi, and the meeting between the unknown lady +and himself, through a side window. + +Burning to box someone's ears, Meadows loftily gave the bag to one of +them with instructions that it should be taken to his room, and then +turned to rejoin his wife. + +As he crossed the gravel in front of the house, his mind ran through all +possible hypotheses. But he was entirely without a clue--except the clue +of jealousy. He could not hide from himself that Doris had been jealous +of Lady Dunstable, and had perhaps been hurt by his rather too numerous +incursions into the great world without her, his apparent readiness to +desert her for cleverer women. "Little goose!--as if I ever cared +twopence for any of them!"--he thought angrily. "And now she makes us +both laughing-stocks!" + +And yet, Doris being Doris--a proud, self-contained, well-bred little +person, particularly sensitive to ridicule--the whole proceeding became +the more incredible the more he faced it. + +One o'clock!--striking from the church tower in the valley! He hurried +towards the slight figure on the distant seat. Lady Dunstable might +return at any moment. He foresaw the encounter--the great lady's +insolence--Doris's humiliation--and his own. Well, at least let him +agree with Doris on a common story, before his hostess arrived. + +He sped across the grass, very conscious, as he approached the seat, of +Doris's drooping look and attitude. Travelling all those hours!--and no +doubt without any proper breakfast! However Lady Dunstable might +behave, he would carry Doris into the Lodge directly, and have her +properly looked after. Miss Field and he would see to that. + +Suddenly--a sound of talk and laughter, from the shrubbery which divided +the flower garden from the woods and the moor. Lady Dunstable emerged, +with her two companions on either hand. Her vivid, masculine face was +flushed with exercise and discussion. She seemed to be attacking the +Under-Secretary, who, however, was clearly enjoying himself; while Sir +Luke, walking a little apart, threw in an occasional gibe. + +"I tell you your land policy here in Scotland will gain you nothing; and +in England it will lose you everything.--Hullo!" + +Lady Dunstable's exclamation, as she came to a stop and put up a +tortoise-shell eyeglass, was clearly audible. + +"Doris!" cried Meadows excitedly in his wife's ear--"Look here!--what +are you going to say!--what am I to say! that you got tired of London, +and wanted some Scotch air?--that we intend to go off together?--For +goodness' sake, what is it to be?" + +Doris rose, her lips breaking irrepressibly into smiles. + +"Never mind, Arthur; I'll get through somehow." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +The two ladies advanced towards each other across the lawn, while +Meadows followed his wife in speechless confusion and annoyance, utterly +at a loss how to extricate either himself or Doris; compelled, indeed, +to leave it all to her. Sir Luke and the Under-Secretary had paused in +the drive. Their looks as they watched Lady Dunstable's progress showed +that they guessed at something dramatic in the little scene. + +Nothing could apparently have been more unequal than the two chief +actors in it. Lady Dunstable, with the battlements of "the great +fortified post" rising behind her, tall and wiry of figure, her black +hawk's eyes fixed upon her visitor, might have stood for all her class; +for those too powerful and prosperous Barbarians who have ruled and +enjoyed England so long. Doris, small and slight, in a blue cotton coat +and skirt, dusty from long travelling, and a childish garden hat, came +hesitatingly over the grass, with colour which came and went. + +"How do you do, Mrs. Meadows! This is indeed an unexpected pleasure! I +must quarrel with your husband for not giving us warning." + +Doris's complexion had settled into a bright pink as she shook hands +with Lady Dunstable. But she spoke quite composedly. + +"My husband knew nothing about it, Lady Dunstable. My letter does not +seem to have reached him." + +"Ah? Our posts are very bad, no doubt; though generally, I must say, +they arrive very punctually. Well, so you were tired of London?--you +wanted to see how we were looking after your husband?" + +Lady Dunstable threw a sarcastic glance at Meadows standing tongue-tied +in the background. + +"I wanted to see you," said Doris quietly, with a slight accent on the +"you." + +Lady Dunstable looked amused. + +"Did you? How very nice of you! And you've--you've brought your +luggage?" Lady Dunstable looked round her as though expecting to see it +at the front door. + +"I brought a bag. Arthur took it in for me." + +"I'm so sorry! I assure you, if I had only known--But we haven't a +corner! Mr. Meadows will bear me out--it's absurd, but true. These +Scotch lodges have really no room in them at all!" + +Lady Dunstable pointed with airy insolence to the spreading pile behind +her. Doris--for all the agitation of her hidden purpose--could have +laughed outright. But Meadows, rather roughly, intervened. + +"We shall, of course, go to the hotel, Lady Dunstable. My wife's letter +seems somehow to have missed me, but naturally we never dreamed of +putting you out. Perhaps you will give us some lunch--my wife seems +rather tired--and then we will take our departure." + +Doris turned--put a hand on his arm--but addressed Lady Dunstable. + +"Can I see you--alone--for a few minutes--before lunch?" + +"_Before_ lunch? We are all very hungry, I'm afraid," said Lady +Dunstable, with a smile. Meadows was conscious of a rising fury. His +quick sense perceived something delicately offensive in every word and +look of the great lady. Doris, of course, had done an incredibly foolish +thing. What she had come to say to Lady Dunstable he could not conceive; +for the first explanation--that of a silly jealousy--had by now entirely +failed him. But it was evident to him that Lady Dunstable assumed it--or +chose to assume it. And for the first time he thought her odious! + +Doris seemed to guess it, for she pressed his arm as though to keep him +quiet. + +"Before lunch, please," she repeated. "I think--you will soon +understand." With an odd, and--for the first time--slightly puzzled look +at her visitor, Lady Dunstable said with patronising politeness-- + +"By all means. Shall we come to my sitting-room?" + +She led the way to the house. Meadows followed, till a sign from Doris +waved him back. On the way Doris found herself greeted by Sir Luke +Malford, bowed to by various unknown gentlemen, and her hand grasped by +Miss Field. + +"You do look done! Have you come straight from London? What--is Rachel +carrying you off? I shall send you in a glass of wine and a biscuit +directly!" + +Doris said nothing. She got somehow through all the curious eyes turned +upon her; she followed Lady Dunstable through the spacious passages of +the Lodge, adorned with the usual sportsman's trophies, till she was +ushered into a small sitting-room, Lady Dunstable's particular den, +crowded with photographs of half the celebrities of the day--the poets, +_savants_, and artists, of England, Europe, and America. On an easel +stood a masterly small portrait of Lord Dunstable as a young man, by +Bastien Lepage; and not far from it--rather pushed into a corner--a +sketch by Millais of a fair-haired boy, leaning against a pony. + +By this time Doris was quivering both with excitement and fatigue. She +sank into a chair, and turned eagerly to the wine and biscuits with +which Miss Field pursued her. While she ate and drank, Lady Dunstable +sat in a high chair observing her, one long and pointed foot crossed +over the other, her black eyes alive with satiric interrogation, to +which, however, she gave no words. + +The wine was reviving. Doris found her voice. As the door closed on Miss +Field, she bent forward:-- + +"Lady Dunstable, I didn't come here on my own account, and had there +been time of course I should have given you notice. I came entirely on +your account, because something was happening to you--and Lord +Dunstable--which you didn't know, and which made me--very sorry for +you!" + +Lady Dunstable started slightly. + +"Happening to me?--and Lord Dunstable?" + +"I have been seeing your son, Lady Dunstable." + +An instant change passed over the countenance of that lady. It darkened, +and the eyes became cold and wary. + +"Indeed? I didn't know you were acquainted with him." + +"I never saw him till a few days ago. Then I saw him--in my uncle's +studio--with a woman--a woman to whom he is engaged." + +Lady Dunstable started again. + +"I think you must be mistaken," she said quickly, with a slight but +haughty straightening of her shoulders. + +Doris shook her head. + +"No, I am not mistaken. I will tell you--if you don't mind--exactly what +I have heard and seen." + +And with a puckered brow and visible effort she entered on the story of +the happenings of which she had been a witness in Bentley's studio. She +was perfectly conscious--for a time--that she was telling it against a +dead weight of half scornful, half angry incredulity on Lady Dunstable's +part. Rachel Dunstable listened, indeed, attentively. But it was clear +that she resented the story, which she did not believe; resented the +telling of it, on her own ground, by this young woman whom she +disliked; and resented above all the compulsory discussion which it +involved, of her most intimate affairs, with a stranger and her social +inferior. All sorts of suspicions, indeed, ran through her mind as to +the motives that could have prompted Mrs. Meadows to hurry up to +Scotland, without taking even the decently polite trouble to announce +herself, bringing this unlikely and trumped-up tale. Most probably, a +mean jealousy of her husband, and his greater social success!--a +determination to force herself on people who had not paid the same +attention to herself as to him, to _make_ them pay attention, +willy-nilly. Of course Herbert had undesirable acquaintances, and was +content to go about with people entirely beneath him, in birth and +education. Everybody knew it, alack! But he was really not such a +fool--such a heartless fool--as this story implied! Mrs. Meadows had +been taken in--willingly taken in--had exaggerated everything she said +for her own purposes. The mother's wrath indeed was rapidly rising to +the smiting point, when a change in the narrative arrested her. + +"And then--I couldn't help it!"--there was a new note of agitation in +Doris's voice--"but what had happened was so _horrid_--it was so like +seeing a man going to ruin under one's eyes, for, of course, one knew +that she would get hold of him again--that I ran out after your son and +begged him to break with her, not to see her again, to take the +opportunity, and be done with her! And then he told me quite calmly that +he _must_ marry her, that he could not help himself, but he would never +live with her. He would marry her at a registry office, provide for her, +and leave her. And then he said he would do it _at once_--that he was +going to his lawyers to arrange everything as to money and so on--on +condition that she never troubled him again. He was eager to get it +done--that he might be delivered from her--from her company--which one +could see had become dreadful to him. I implored him not to do such a +thing--to pay any money rather than do it--but not to marry her! I +begged him to think of you--and his father. But he said he was bound to +her--he had compromised her, or some such thing; and he had given his +word in writing. There was only one thing which could stop it--if she +had told him lies about her former life. But he had no reason to think +she had; and he was not going to try and find out. So then--I saw a ray +of daylight--" + +She stopped abruptly, looking full at the woman opposite, who was now +following her every word--but like one seized against her will. + +"Do you remember a Miss Wigram, Lady Dunstable--whose father had a +living near Crosby Ledgers?" + +Lady Dunstable moved involuntarily--her eyelids flickered a little. + +"Certainly. Why do you ask?" + +"_She_ saw Mr. Dunstable--and Miss Flink--in my uncle's studio, and she +was so distressed to think what--what Lord Dunstable"--there was a +perceptible pause before the name--"would feel, if his son married her, +that she determined to find out the truth about her. She told me she had +one or two clues, and I sent her to a cousin of mine--a very clever +solicitor--to be advised. That was yesterday morning. Then I got my +uncle to find out your son--and bring him to me yesterday afternoon +before I started. He came to our house in Kensington, and I told him I +had come across some very doubtful stories about Miss Flink. He was very +unwilling to hear anything. After all, he said, he was not going to live +with her. And she had nursed him--" + +"Nursed him!" said Lady Dunstable, quickly. She had risen, and was +leaning against the mantelpiece, looking sharply down upon her visitor. + +"That was the beginning of it all. He was ill in the winter--in his +lodgings." + +"I never heard of it!" For the first time, there was a touch of +something natural and passionate in the voice. + +Doris looked a little embarrassed. + +"Your son told me it was pneumonia." + +"I never heard a word of it! And this--this creature nursed him?" The +tone of the robbed lioness at last!--singularly inappropriate under all +the circumstances. Doris struggled on. + +"An actor friend of your son brought her to see him. And she really +devoted herself to him. He declared to me he owed her a great deal--" + +"He need have owed her nothing," said Lady Dunstable, sternly. "He had +only to send a postcard--a wire--to his own people." + +"He thought--you were so busy," said Doris, dropping her eyes to the +carpet. + +A sound of contemptuous anger showed that her shaft--her mild shaft--had +gone home. She hurried on--"But at last I got him to promise me to wait +a week. That was yesterday at five o'clock. He wouldn't promise me to +write to you--or his father. He seemed so desperately anxious to settle +it all--in his own way. But I said a good deal about your name--and the +family--and the horrible pain he would be giving--any way. Was it +kind--was it right towards you, not only to give you _no_ opportunity of +helping or advising him--but also to take no steps to find out whether +the woman he was going to marry was--not only unsuitable, wholly +unsuitable--that, of course, he knows--but _a disgrace_? I argued with +him that he must have some suspicion of the stories she has told him at +different times, or he wouldn't have tried to protect himself in this +particular way. He didn't deny it; but he said she had looked after him, +and been kind to him, when nobody else was, and he should feel a beast +if he pressed her too hardly." + +"'When nobody else was'!" repeated Lady Dunstable, scornfully, her voice +trembling with bitterness. "Really, Mrs. Meadows, it is very difficult +for me to believe that my son ever used such words!" + +Doris hesitated, then she raised her eyes, and with the happy feeling of +one applying the scourge, in the name of Justice, she said with careful +mildness:-- + +"I hope you will forgive me for telling you--but I feel as if I oughtn't +to keep back anything--Mr. Dunstable said to me: 'My mother might have +prevented it--but--she was never interested in me.'" + +Another indignant exclamation from Lady Dunstable. Doris hurried on. +"Only this is the important point! At last I got his promise, and I got +it in writing. I have it here." + +Dead silence. Doris opened her little handbag, took out a letter, in an +open envelope, and handed it to Lady Dunstable, who at first seemed as +if she were going to refuse it. However, after a moment's hesitation, +she lifted her long-handled eyeglass and read it. It ran as follows: + + DEAR MRS. MEADOWS,--I do not know whether I ought to do what you ask + me. But you have asked me very kindly--you have really been awfully + good to me, in taking so much trouble. I know I'm a stupid + fool--they always told me so at home. But I don't want to do + anything mean, or to go back on a woman who once did me a good turn; + with whom also once--for I may as well be quite honest about it--I + thought I was in love. However, I see there is something in what you + say, and I will wait a week before marrying Miss Flink. But if you + tell my people--I suppose you will--don't let them imagine they can + break it off--except for that one reason. And _I_ shan't lift a + finger to break it off. I shall make no inquiries--I shall go on + with the lawyers, and all that. My present intention is to marry + Miss Flink--on the terms I have stated--in a week's time. If you do + see my people--especially my father--tell them I'm awfully sorry to + be such a nuisance to them. I got myself into the mess without + meaning it, and now there's really only one way out. Thank you + again. + Yours gratefully, + HERBERT DUNSTABLE. + + +Lady Dunstable crushed the letter in her hand. All pretence of +incredulity was gone. She began to walk stormily up and down. Doris sank +back in her chair, watching her, conscious of the most strangely mingled +feelings, a touch of womanish triumph indeed, a pleasing sense of +retribution, but, welling up through it, something profound and tender. +If _he_ should ever write such a letter to a stranger, while his mother +was alive! + +Lady Dunstable stopped. + +"What chance is there of saving my son?" she said, peremptorily. "You +will, of course, tell us all you know. Lord Dunstable must go to town at +once." She touched an electric bell beside her. + +"Oh no!" cried Doris, springing up. "He mustn't go, please, until we +have some more information. Miss Wigram is coming--this afternoon." + +Rachel Dunstable stood stupefied--with her hand on the bell. + +"Miss Wigram--coming." + +"Don't you see?" cried Doris. "She was to spend all yesterday afternoon +and evening in seeing two or three people--people who know. There is a +friend of my uncle's--an artist--who saw a great deal of Miss Flink, and +got to know a lot about her. Of course he may not have been willing to +say anything, but I think he probably would--he was so mad with her for +a trick she played him in the middle of a big piece of work. And if he +was able to put us on any useful track, then Miss Wigram was to come up +here straight, and tell you everything she could. But I thought there +would have been a telegram--from her--" Her voice dropped on a note of +disappointment. + +There was a knock at the door. The butler entered, and at the same +moment the luncheon gong echoed through the house. + +"Tell Miss Field not to wait luncheon for me," said Lady Dunstable +sharply. "And, Ferris, I want his lordship's things packed at once, for +London. Don't say anything to him at present, but in ten minutes' time +just manage to tell him quietly that I should like to see him here. You +understand--I don't want any fuss made. Tell Miss Field that Mrs. +Meadows is too tired to come in to luncheon, and that I will come in +presently." + +The butler, who had the aspect of a don or a bishop, said "Yes, my +lady," in that dry tone which implied that for twenty years the house of +Dunstable had been built upon himself, as its rock, and he was not going +to fail it now. He vanished, with just one lightning turn of the eyes +towards the little lady in the blue linen dress; and Lady Dunstable +resumed her walk, sunk in flushed meditation. She seemed to have +forgotten Doris, when she heard an exclamation:-- + +"Ah, there _is_ the telegram!" + +And Doris, running to the window, waved to a diminutive telegraph boy, +who, being new to his job, had come up to the front entrance of the +Lodge instead of the back, and was now--recognising his +misdeed--retreating in alarm from the mere aspect of "the great +fortified post." He saw the lady at the window, however, and checked his +course. + +"For me!" cried Doris, triumphantly--and she tore it open. + + Can't arrive till between eight and nine. Think I have got all we + want. Please take a room for me at hotel.--ALICE WIGRAM. + +Doris turned back into the room, and handed the telegram to Lady +Dunstable, who read it slowly. + +"Did you say this was the Alice Wigram I knew?" + +"Her father had one of your livings," repeated Doris. "He died last +year." + +"I know. I quarrelled with him. I cannot conceive why Alice Wigram +should do me a good turn!" Lady Dunstable threw back her head, her +challenging look fixed upon her visitor. Doris was certain she had it in +her mind to add--"or you either!"--but refrained. + +"Lord Dunstable was always a friend to her father," said Doris, with the +same slight emphasis on the "Lord" as before. "And she felt for the +estate--the poor people--the tenants." + +Rachel Dunstable shook her head impatiently. + +"I daresay. But I got into a scrape with the Wigrams. I expect that you +would think, Mrs. Meadows--perhaps most people would think, as of course +her father did--that I once treated Miss Wigram unkindly!" + +"Oh, what does it matter?" cried Doris, hastily,--"what _does_ it +matter? She wants to help--she's sorry for you. You should _see_ that +woman! It would be too awful if your son was tied to her for life!" + +She sat up straight, all her soul in her eyes and in her pleasant face. + +There was a pause. Then Lady Dunstable, whose expression had changed, +came a little nearer to her. + +"And you--I wonder why you took all this trouble?" + +Doris said nothing. She fell back slowly in her chair, looking +at the tall woman standing over her. Tears came into her +eyes--brimmed--overflowed--in silence. Her lips smiled. Rachel Dunstable +bent over her in bewilderment. + +"To have a son," murmured Doris under her breath, "and then to see him +ruined like this! No love for him!--no children--no grandchildren for +oneself, when one is old--" + +Her voice died away. + +"'To have a son'?" repeated Lady Dunstable, wondering--"but you have +none!" + +Doris said nothing. Only she put up her hand feebly, and wiped away the +tears--still smiling. After which she shut her eyes. + +Lady Dunstable gasped. Then the long, sallow face flushed deeply. She +walked over to a sofa on the other side of the room, arranged the +pillows on it, and came back to Doris. + +"Will you, please, let me put you on that sofa? You oughtn't to have had +this long journey. Of course you will stay here--and Miss Wigram too. It +seems--I shall owe you a great deal--and I could not have expected +you--to think about me--at all. I can do rude things. But I can also--be +sorry for my sins!" + +Doris heard an awkward and rather tremulous laugh. Upon which she +opened her eyes, no less embarrassed than her hostess, and did as she +was told. Lady Dunstable made her as comfortable as a hand so little +used to the feminine arts could manage. + +"Now I will send you in some luncheon, and go and talk to Lord +Dunstable. Please rest till I come back." + + * * * * * + +Doris lay still. She wanted very much to see Arthur, and she wondered, +till her head ached, whether he would think her a great fool for her +pains. Surely he would come and find her soon. Oh, the time people spent +on lunching in these big houses! + +The vibration of the train seemed to be still running through her limbs. +She was indeed wearied out, and in a few minutes, what with the sudden +quiet and the softness of the cushions which had been spread for her, +she fell unexpectedly asleep. + +When she woke, she saw her husband sitting beside her--patiently--with +a tray on his knee. + +"Oh, Arthur!--what time is it? Have I been asleep long?" + +"Nearly an hour. I looked in before, but Lady Dunstable wouldn't let me +wake you. She--and he--and I--have been talking. Upon my word, Doris, +you've been and gone and done it! But don't say anything! You've got to +eat this chicken first." + +He fed her with it, looking at her the while with affectionate and +admiring eyes. Somehow, Doris became dimly aware that she was going to +be a heroine. + +"Have they told you, Arthur?" + +"Everything that you've told her. (No--not everything!--thought Doris.) +You _are_ a brick, Doris! And the way you've done it! That's what +impresses her ladyship! She knows very well that she would have muffed +it. You're the practical woman! Well, you can rest on your laurels, +darling! You'll have the whole place at your feet--beginning with your +husband--who's been dreadfully bored without you. There!" + +He put down his Jovian head, and rubbed his cheek tenderly against hers, +till she turned round, and gave him the lightest of kisses. + +"Was he an abominable correspondent?" he said, repentantly. + +"Abominable!" + +"Did you hate him!" + +"Whenever I had time. When do you start on your cruise, Arthur!" + +"Any time--some time--never!" he said, gaily. "Give me that Capel Curig +address, and I'll wire for the rooms this afternoon. I came to the +conclusion this morning that the same yacht couldn't hold her ladyship +and me." + +"Oh!--so she's been chastening _you_?" said Doris, well pleased. + +Meadows nodded. + +"The rod has not been spared--since Sunday. It was then she got tired of +me. I mark the day, you see, almost the hour. My goodness!--if you're +not always up to your form--epigrams, quotations--all pat--" + +"She plucks you--without mercy. Down you slither into the second class!" +Doris's look sparkled. + +"There you go--rejoicing in my humiliations!" said Meadows, putting an +arm round the scoffer. "I tell you, she proposes to write my next set of +lectures for me. She gave me an outline of them this morning." + +Then they both laughed together like children. And Doris, with her head +on a strong man's shoulder, and a rough coat scrubbing her cheek, +suddenly bethought her of the line--"Journeys end in lovers' meeting--" +and was smitten with a secret wonder as to how much of her impulse to +come north had been due to an altruistic concern for the Dunstable +affairs, and how much to a firm determination to recapture Arthur from +his Gloriana. But that doubt she would never reveal. It would be so bad +for Arthur! + +She rose to her feet. + +"Where are they?" + +"Lord and Lady Dunstable? Gone off to Dunkeld to find their solicitor +and bring him back to meet Miss Wigram. They'll be home by tea. I'm to +look after you." + +"Are we going to an hotel?" + +Meadows laughed immoderately. + +"Come and look at your apartment, my dear. One of her ladyship's maids +has been told off to look after you. As I expect you have arrived with +little more than a comb-and-brush bag, there will be a good deal to do." + +Doris caught him by the coat-fronts. + +"You don't mean to say that I shall be expected to dine to-night! I have +_not_ brought an evening dress." + +"What does that matter? I met Miss Field in the passage, as I was coming +in to you, and she said: 'I see Mrs. Meadows has not brought much +luggage. We can lend her anything she wants. I will send her a few of +Rachel's tea-gowns to choose from.'" + +Doris's laugh was hysterical; then she sobered down. + +"What time is it? Four o'clock. Oh, I wish Miss Wigram was here! You +know, Lord Dunstable must go to town to-night! And Miss Wigram can't +arrive till after the last train from here." + +"They know. They've ordered a special, to take Lord Dunstable and the +solicitor to Edinburgh, to catch the midnight mail." + +"Oh, well--if you can bully the fates like that!--" said Doris, with a +shrug. "How did he take it?" + +Meadows's tone changed. + +"It was a great blow. I thought it aged him." + +"Was she nice to him?" asked Doris, anxiously. + +"Nicer than I thought she could be," said Meadows, quietly. "I heard +her say to him--'I'm afraid it's been my fault, Harry.' And he took her +hand, without a word." + +"I will _not_ cry!" said Doris, pressing her hands on her eyes. "If it +comes right, it will do them such a world of good! Now show me my room." + +But in the hall, waiting to waylay them, they found Miss Field, beaming +as usual. + +"Everything is ready for you, dear Mrs. Meadows, and if you want +anything you have only to ring. This way--" + +"The ground-floor?" said Doris, rather mystified, as they followed. + +"We have put you in what we call--for fun--our state-rooms. Various +Royalties had them last year. They're in a special wing. We keep them +for emergencies. And the fact is we haven't got another corner." + +Doris, in dismay, took the smiling lady by the arm. + +"I can't live up to it! Please let us go to the inn." + +But Meadows and Miss Field mocked at her; and she was soon ushered into +a vast bedroom, in the midst of which, on a Persian carpet, sat her +diminutive bag, now empty. Various elegant "confections" in the shape of +tea-gowns and dressing-gowns littered the bed and the chairs. The +toilet-table showed an array of coroneted brushes. As for the superb +Empire bed, which had belonged to Queen Hortense, and was still hung +with the original blue velvet sprinkled with golden bees, Doris eyed it +with a firm hostility. + +"We needn't sleep in it," she whispered in Meadows's ear. "There are two +sofas." + +Meanwhile Miss Field and others flitted about, adding all the luxuries +of daily use to the splendour of the rooms. Gardeners appeared bringing +in flowers, and an anxious maid, on behalf of her ladyship, begged that +Mrs. Meadows would change her travelling dress for a comfortable white +tea-gown, before tea-time, suggesting another "creation" in black and +silver for dinner. Doris, frowning and reluctant, would have refused; +but Miss Field said softly "Won't you? Rachel will be so distressed if +she mayn't do these little things for you. Of course she doesn't deserve +it; but--" + +"Oh yes--I'll put them on--if she likes," said Doris, hurriedly. "It +doesn't matter." + +Miss Field laughed. "I don't know where all these things come from," she +said, looking at the array. "Rachel buys half of them for her maids, I +should think--she never wears them. Well, now I shall leave you till +tea-time. Tea will be on the lawn--Mr. Meadows knows where. By the +way--" she looked, smiling, at Meadows--"they've put off the Duke. If +you only knew what that means." + +She named a great Scotch name, the chief of the ancient house to which +Lady Dunstable belonged. Miss Field described how this prince of Dukes +paid a solemn visit every year to Franick Castle, and the eager +solicitude--almost agitation--with which the visit was awaited, by Lady +Dunstable in particular. + +"You don't mean," cried Doris, "that there is anybody in the whole world +who frightens Lady Dunstable?" + +"As she frightens us? Yes!--on this one day of the year we are all +avenged. Rachel, metaphorically, sits on a stool and tries to please. To +put off 'the Duke' by telephone!--what a horrid indignity! But I've just +inflicted it." + +Mattie Field smiled, and was just going away when she was arrested by a +timid question from Doris. + +"Please--shall Arthur go down to Pitlochry and engage a room for Miss +Wigram?" + +Miss Field turned in amusement. + +"A room! Why, it's all ready! She is your lady-in-waiting." + +And taking Doris by the arm she led her to inspect a spacious apartment +on the other side of a passage, where the Lady Alice or Lady Mary +without whom Royal Highnesses do not move about the world was generally +put up. + +"I feel like Christopher Sly," said Doris, surveying the scene, with her +hands in her jacket pockets. "So will she. But never mind!" + + * * * * * + +Events flowed on. Lord and Lady Dunstable came back by tea-time, +bringing with them the solicitor, who was also the chief factor of their +Scotch estate. Lord Dunstable looked old and wearied. He came to find +Doris on the lawn, pressing her hand with murmured words of thanks. + +"If that child Alice Wigram--of course I remember her well!--brings us +information we can go upon, we shall be all right. At least there's +hope. My poor boy! Anyway, we can never be grateful enough to you." + +As for Lady Dunstable, the large circle which gathered for tea under a +group of Scotch firs talked indeed, since Franick Castle existed for +that purpose, but they talked without a leader. Their hostess sat silent +and sombre, with thoughts evidently far away. She took no notice of +Meadows whatever, and his attempts to draw her fell flat. A neighbour +had walked over, bringing with him--maliciously--a Radical M.P. whose +views on the Scotch land question would normally have struck fire and +fury from Lady Dunstable. She scarcely recognised his name, and he and +the Under-Secretary launched into the most despicable land heresies +under her very nose--unrebuked. She had not an epigram to throw at +anyone. But her eyes never failed to know where Doris Meadows was, and +indeed, though no one but the two or three initiated knew why, Doris was +in some mysterious but accepted way the centre of the party. Everybody +spoiled her; everybody smiled upon her. The white tea-gown which she +wore--miracle of delicate embroidery--had never suited Lady Dunstable; +it suited Doris to perfection. Under her own simple hat, her eyes--and +they were very fine eyes--shone with a soft and dancing humour. It was +all absurd--her being there--her dress--this tongue-tied hostess--and +these agreeable men who made much of her! She must get Arthur out of it +as soon as possible, and they would look back upon it and laugh. But for +the moment it was pleasant, it was stimulating! She found herself +arguing about the new novels, and standing at bay against a whole group +of clever folk who were tearing Mr. Augustus John and other gods of her +idolatry to pieces. She was not shy; she never really had been; and to +find that she could talk as well as other people--or most other +people--even in these critical circles, excited her. The circle round +her grew; and Meadows, standing on the edge of it, watched her with +astonished eyes. + + * * * * * + +The northern evening sank into a long and glowing twilight. The hills +stood in purple against a tawny west, and the smoke from the little town +in the valley rose clear and blue into air already autumnal. The guests +of Franick had scattered in twos and threes over the gardens and the +moor, while Doris, her host and hostess, and the solicitor, sat and +waited for Alice Wigram. She came with the evening train, tired, dusty, +and triumphant; and the information she brought with her was more than +enough to go upon. The past of Elena Flink--poor lady!--shone luridly +out; and even the countenance of the solicitor cleared. As for Lord +Dunstable, he grasped the girl by both hands. + +"My dear child, what you have done for us! Ah, if your father were +here!" + +And bending over her, with the courtly grace of an old man, he kissed +her on the brow. Alice Wigram flushed, turning involuntarily towards +Lady Dunstable. + +"Rachel!--don't we owe her everything," said Lord Dunstable with +emotion--"her and Mrs. Meadows? But for them, our boy might have wrecked +his life." + +"He appears to have been a most extraordinary fool!" said Lady Dunstable +with energy:--a recrudescence of the natural woman, which was positively +welcome to everybody. And it did not prevent the passage of some +embarrassed but satisfactory words between Herbert Dunstable's mother +and Alice Wigram, after Lady Dunstable had taken her latest guest to +"Lady Mary's" room, bidding her go straight to bed, and be waited on. + +Lord Dunstable and the lawyer departed after dinner to meet their +special train at Perth. Lady Dunstable, with variable spirits, kept the +evening going, sometimes in a brown study, sometimes as brilliant and +pugnacious as ever. Doris slipped out of the drawing-room once or twice +to go and gossip with Alice Wigram, who was lying under silken +coverings, inclined to gentle moralising on the splendours of the great, +and much petted by Miss Field and the house-keeper. + +"How nice you look!" said the girl shyly, on one occasion, as Doris came +stealing in to her. "I never saw such a pretty gown!" + +"Not bad!" said Doris complacently, throwing a glance at the large +mirror near. It was still the white tea-gown, for she had firmly +declined to sample anything else, in truth well aware that Arthur's +eyes approved both it and her in it. + +"Lord Dunstable has been so kind," whispered Miss Wigram. "He said I +must always henceforth look upon him as a kind of guardian. Of course I +should never let him give me a farthing!" + +"Why no, that's the kind of thing one couldn't do!" said Doris with +decision. "But there are plenty of other ways of being nice. Well--here +we all are, as happy as larks; and what we've really done, I suppose, is +to take a woman's character away, and give her another push to +perdition." + +"She hadn't any character!" cried Alice Wigram indignantly. "And she +would have gone to perdition without us, and taken that poor youth with +her. Oh, I know, I know! But morals are a great puzzle to me. However, I +firmly remind myself of that 'one in the eye,' and then all my doubts +depart. Good-night. Sleep well! You know very well that I should have +shirked it if it hadn't been for you!" + + * * * * * + +A little later the Meadowses stood together at the open window of their +room, which led by a short flight of steps to a flowering garden below. +All Franick had gone to bed, and this wing in which the "state-rooms" +were, seemed to be remote from the rest of the house. They were alone; +the night was balmy; and there was a flood of secret joy in Doris's +veins which gave her a charm, a beguilement Arthur had never seen in her +before. She was more woman, and therefore more divine! He could hardly +recall her as the careful housewife, harassed by lack of pence, knitting +her brows over her butcher's books, mending endless socks, and trying to +keep the nose of a lazy husband to the grindstone. All that seemed to +have vanished. This white sylph was pure romance--pure joy. He saw her +anew; he loved her anew. + +"Why did you look so pretty to-night? You little witch!" he murmured in +her ear, as he held her close to him. + +"Arthur!"--she drew herself away from him. "_Did_ I look pretty? Honour +bright!" + +"Delicious! How often am I to say it?" + +"You'd better not. Don't wake the devil in me, Arthur! It's all this +tea-gown. If you go on like this, I shall have to buy one like it." + +"Buy a dozen!" he said joyously. "Look there, Doris--you see that path? +Let's go on to the moor a little." + +Out they crept, like truant children, through the wood-path and out upon +the moor. Meadows had brought a shawl, and spread it on a rock, full +under the moonlight. There they sat, close together, feeling all the +goodness and glory of the night, drinking in the scents of heather and +fern, the sounds of plashing water and gently moving winds. Above them, +the vault of heaven and the friendly stars; below them, the great hollow +of the valley, the scattered lights, the sounds of distant trains. + +"She didn't kiss me when she said good-night!" said Doris suddenly. "She +wasn't the least sentimental--or ashamed--or grateful! Having said what +was necessary, she let it alone. She's a real lady--though rather a +savage. I like her!" + +"Who are you talking of? Lady Dunstable? I had forgotten all about her. +All the same, darling, I should like to know what made you do all this +for a woman you _said_ you detested!" + +"I did detest her. I shall probably detest her again. Leopards don't +change their spots, do they? But I shan't--fear her any more!" + +Something in her tone arrested Meadows's attention. + +"What do you mean?" + +"Oh, what I say!" cried Doris, drawing herself a little from him, with +a hand on his shoulder. "I shall never fear her, or anyone, any more. +I'm safe! Why did I do it? Do you really want to know? I did +it--because--I was so sorry for her--poor silly woman,--who can't get on +with her own son! Arthur!--if our son doesn't love me better than hers +loves her--you may kill me, dear, and welcome!" + +"Doris! There is something in your voice--! What are you hiding from +me?" + + * * * * * + +But as to the rest of that conversation under the moon, let those +imagine it who may have followed this story with sympathy. + + + + +THE END + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of A Great Success, by Mrs Humphry Ward + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A GREAT SUCCESS *** + +***** This file should be named 13288.txt or 13288.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/3/2/8/13288/ + +Produced by Andrew Templeton, Juliet Sutherland, Maria Khomenko and +PG Distributed Proofreaders + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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