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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Henry Brocken + His Travels and Adventures in the Rich, Strange, Scarce-Imaginable Regions of Romance + + +Author: Walter J. de la Mare + +Release Date: March 21, 2005 [eBook #15432] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HENRY BROCKEN*** + + +E-text prepared by Suzanne Shell, Melissa Er-Raqabi, and the Project +Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team (https://www.pgdp.net) + + + +HENRY BROCKEN + + + + + With a heart of furious fancies, + Whereof I am commander: + With a burning spear, + And a horse of air, + To the wilderness I wander; + + With a Knight of ghosts and shadows, + I summoned am to Tourney: + Ten leagues beyond + The wide world's end; + Methinks it is no journey. + + --ANON. (_Tom o' Bedlam_). + + + + +HENRY BROCKEN + +His Travels and Adventures in the Rich, Strange, Scarce-Imaginable +Regions of Romance + +by + +WALTER J. DE LA MARE + +("WALTER RAMAL") + +London +John Murray, Albemarle Street, W. + +1904 + + + + + + + +CONTENTS + + +I. WHITHER? + + Come hither, come hither, come hither! + + --SHAKESPEARE. + + +II. LUCY GRAY + + Oft I had heard of Lucy Gray; + And, when I crossed the wild, + I chanced to see at break of day + The solitary child. + + --WORDSWORTH. + + +III. JANE EYRE + + I used to rush into strange dreams at night: dreams ... where + amidst unusual scenes ... I still again and again met Mr. + Rochester;... and then the sense of being in his arms, hearing his + voice, meeting his eye, touching his hand and cheek, loving him, + being loved by him--the hope of passing a lifetime at his side, + would be renewed, with all its first force and fire. + + --CHARLOTTE BRONTË (_Jane Eyre_, Ch. xxxii.). + + +IV. JULIA, ELECTRA, DIANEME + + Gather ye rosebuds while ye may, + Old Time is still a-flying: + And this same flower that smiles to-day + To-morrow will be dying. + + The glorious Lamp of Heaven, the Sun, + The higher he's a-getting, + The sooner will his race be run, + And nearer he's to setting. + + That age is best which is the first, + When youth and blood are warmer; + But being spent, the worse, and worst + Times still succeed the former. + + Then be not coy, but use your time; + And while ye may, go marry: + For having lost but once your prime, + You may for ever tarry. + + ANTHEA-- + + Now is the time when all the lights wax dim, + And thou, Anthea, must withdraw from him + Who was thy servant. Dearest, bury me + Under the holy-oak or gospel tree;... + Or, for mine honour, lay me in that tomb + In which thy sacred relics shall have room: + For my embalming, sweetest, there will be + No spices wanting when I'm laid by thee. + + --HERRICK (_Hesperides_). + + +V. NICK BOTTOM 43 + + BOT. A calendar, a calendar! look in the almanac; find out + moonshine, find out moonshine. + + --_A Midsummer Night's Dream_, Act III., Sc. i. + + +VI. SLEEPING BEAUTY + + +VII. & VIII. LEMUEL GULLIVER + + I must freely confess that since my last return some corruptions + of my Yahoo nature have revived in me, by conversing with a few of + your species, and particularly those of my own family, by an + unavoidable necessity; else I should never have attempted so + absurd a project as that of reforming the Yahoo race in this + kingdom: but I have done with all such visionary schemes for + ever.--_Gulliver's Letter to his Cousin._ + + The first money I laid out was to buy two young stone horses, + which I kept in a good stable, and next to them the groom is my + greatest favourite; for I feel my spirits revived by the smell he + contracts in the stable. + + --SWIFT (_A Voyage to the Houyhnhnms_, Ch. xi.). + + +IX. & X. MISTRUST, OBSTINATE, LIAR, ETC. + + And as he read he wept and trembled; and not being able longer to + contain, he brake out with a lamentable cry, saying, "What shall I + do?"... + + The neighbours also came out to see him run; and as he ran, some + mocked, others threatened, and some cried after him to return. + +ATHEIST-- + + Now, after awhile, they perceived afar off, one coming softly and + alone, all along the highway, to meet them. + + --BUNYAN (_The Pilgrim's Progress_). + + +XI. LA BELLE DAME SANS MERCI + + "O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms, + Alone and palely loitering? + The sedge has withered from the lake, + And no birds sing. + + "O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms, + So haggard and so woe-begone? + The squirrel's granary is full, + And the harvest's done." + + --KEATS. + + +XII. SLEEP AND DEATH + + Death will come when thou art dead, + Soon, too soon-- + Sleep will come when thou art fled; + Of neither would I ask the boon + I ask of thee, beloved Night-- + Swift be thine approaching flight, + Come soon, soon! + + --SHELLEY. + + +XIII. & XIV. A DOCTOR OF PHYSIC + + Well, well, well,-- + ... God, God forgive us all! + + --_Macbeth_, Act V., Sc. i. + + +XV. ANNABEL LEE + + I was a child, and she was a child + In this kingdom by the sea; + And we loved with a love that was more than love-- + I and my Annabel Lee-- + With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven + Coveted her and me. + + --EDGAR ALLAN POE. + + +XVI. CRISEYDE + + ... Love hadde his dwellinge + With-inne the subtile stremes of hir yën. + + Book I., 304-5. + + Y-wis, my dere herte, I am nought wrooth, + Have here my trouthe and many another ooth; + Now speek to me, for it am I, Criseyde! + + Book III., 1110-2. + + And fare now wel, myn owene swete herte! + + Book V., 1421. + + --CHAUCER (_Troilus and Criseyde_). + + + + +THE TRAVELLER +TO +THE READER + + + +The traveller who presents himself in this little book feels how +tedious a person he may prove to be. Most travellers, that he ever +heard of, were the happy possessors of audacity and rigour, a zeal for +facts, a zeal for Science, a vivid faith in powder and gold. Who, +then, will bear for a moment with an ignorant, pacific adventurer, +without even a gun? + +He may, however, seem even more than bold in one thing, and that is in +describing regions where the wise and the imaginative and the immortal +have been before him. For that he never can be contrite enough. And +yet, in spite of the renown of these regions, he can present neither +map nor chart of them, latitude nor longitude: can affirm only that +their frontier stretches just this side of Dream; that they border +Impossibility; lie parallel with Peace. + +But since it is his, and only his, journey and experiences, his wonder +and delight in these lands that he tells of--a mere microcosm, as it +were--he entreats forgiveness of all who love them and their people as +much as he loves them--scarce "on this side idolatry." + +H.B. + + + + +I + + _Oh, what land is the Land of Dream?_ + + --WILLIAM BLAKE. + + +I lived, then, in the great world once, in an old, roomy house beside +a little wood of larches, with an aunt of the name of Sophia. My +father and mother died a few days before my fourth birthday, so that I +can conjure up only fleeting glimpses of their faces by which to +remember what love was then lost to me. Both were youthful at death, +but my Aunt Sophia was ever elderly. She was keen, and just, seldom +less than kind; but a child was to her something of a little animal, +and it was nothing more. In consequence, well fed, warmly clad, and in +freedom, I grew up almost in solitude between my angels, hearkening +with how simple a curiosity to that everlasting warfare of persuasion +and compulsion, terror and delight. + +Which of them it was that guided me, before even I could read, to the +little room dark with holly trees that had been of old my uncle's +library, I know not. Perhaps at the instant it chanced there had +fallen a breathless truce between them, and I being solitary, my own +instinct took me. But having once found that pictured haven, I had +found somewhat of content. + +I think half my youthful days passed in that low, book-walled chamber. +The candles I burned through those long years of evening would deck +Alps' hugest fir; the dust I disturbed would very easily fill again +the measure that some day shall contain my own; and the small studious +thumbmarks that paced, as if my footprints, leaf by leaf of that long +journey, might be the history of life's experience in little,--from +clearer, to clear, to faint--how very faint at last! + +I do not remember ever to have been discovered in this retreat. I was +(by nature) prompt at meals, and wary to be in bed at my hour, however +transitory its occupation might be. Indeed, I very well recollect +dawn painting the page my eyes dwelt on, surprising me with its +mystery and stealth in a house as silent as the grave. + +Thus entertained then by insubstantial society I grew up, and began to +be old, before I had yet learned age is disastrous. And it was there, +in that cold, bright chamber, one snowy twilight, first suddenly awoke +in me an imperative desire for distant lands. + +Even while little else than a child I had begun to cast my mind to +travel. I doubt if ever Columbus suffered such vexation from an itch +to be gone. + +But whither? + +Now, it seemed clear to me after long brooding and musing that however +beautiful were these regions of which I never wearied to read, and +however wild and faithful and strange and lovely the people of the +books, somewhere the former must remain yet, somewhere, in immortality +serene, dwell they whom so many had spent life in dreaming of, and +writing about. + +In fact, take it for all in all, what could these authors have been +at, if they laboured from dawn to midnight, from laborious midnight to +dawn, merely to tell of what never was, and never by any chance could +be? It was heaven-clear to me, solitary and a dreamer; let me but gain +the key, I would soon unlock that Eden garden-door. Somewhere yet, I +was sure, Imogen's mountains lift their chill summits into heaven; +over haunted sea-sands Ariel flits; at his webbed casement next the +stars Faust covets youth, till the last trump shall ring him out of +dream. + +It was on a blue March morning, with all the trees of my aunt's woods +in a pale-green tumult of wind, that, quite unwittingly, I set out on +a journey that has not yet come to an end. + +There was a hint in the air at my waking, I fancied, not quite of mere +earth, the perfume of the banners of Flora, of the mould where in +melting snow the crocus blows. I looked from my window, and the +western clouds drew gravely and loftily in the illimitable air towards +the whistling house. Strange trumpets pealed in the wind. Even my +poor, aged Aunt Sophia had changed with the universal change; her +great, solitary face reminded me of some long-forgotten April. + +And a little before eleven I saddled my uncle's old mare Rosinante +(poor female jade to bear a name so glorious!), and rode out (as for +how many fruitless seasons I had ridden out!), down the stony, +nettle-narrowed path that led for a secret mile or more, beneath +lindens, towards the hills. + + + + +II + + + _Still thou art blest compared wi' me!_ + + --ROBERT BURNS. + + +It is to be wondered at that in so bleak a wind I could possibly fall +into reverie. But the habit was rooted deep in me; Rosinante was +prosaic and trustworthy; the country for miles around familiar to me +as the palm of my hand. Yet so deeply was I involved, and so steadily +had we journeyed on, that when at last I lifted my eyes with a great +sigh that was almost a sob, I found myself in a place utterly unknown +to me. + +But more inexplicable yet, not only was the place strange, but, by +some incredible wizardry, Rosinante seemed to have carried me out of a +March morning, blue and tumultuous and bleak, into the grey, sweet +mist of a midsummer dawn. + +I found that we were ambling languidly on across a green and level +moor. Far away, whether of clouds or hills I could not yet tell, rose +cold towers and pinnacles into the last darkness of night. Above us in +the twilight invisible larks climbed among the daybeams, singing as +they flew. A thick dew lay in beads on stick and stalk. We were alone +with the fresh wind of morning and the clear pillars of the East. + +On I went, heedless, curious, marvelling; my only desire to press +forward to the goal whereto destiny was directing me. I suppose after +this we had journeyed about an hour, and the risen sun was on the +extreme verge of the gilded horizon, when I espied betwixt me and the +deep woods that lay in the distance a little child walking. + +She, at any rate, was not a stranger to this moorland. Indeed, +something in her carriage, in the grey cloak she wore, in her light, +insistent step, in the old lantern she carried, in the shrill little +song she or the wind seemed singing, for a moment half impelled me to +turn aside. Even Rosinante pricked forward her ears, and stooped her +gentle face to view more closely this light traveller. And she pawed +the ground with her great shoe, and gnawed her bit when I drew rein +and leaned forward in the saddle to speak to the child. + +"Is there any path here, little girl, that I may follow?" I said. + +"No path at all," she answered. + +"But how then do strangers find their way across the moor?" I said. + +She debated with herself a moment. "Some by the stars, and some by the +moon," she answered. + +"By the moon!" I cried. "But at day, what then?" + +"Oh, then, sir," she said, "they can see." + +I could not help laughing at her demure little answers. "Why!" I +exclaimed, "what a worldly little woman! And what is your name?" + +"They call me Lucy Gray," she said, looking up into my face. I think +my heart almost ceased to beat. + +"Lucy Gray!" I repeated. + +"Yes," she said most seriously, as if to herself, "in all this snow." + +"'Snow,'" I said--"this is dewdrops shining, not snow." + +She looked at me without flinching. "How else can mother see how I am +lost?" she said. + +"Why!" said I, "how else?" not knowing how to reach her bright belief. +"And what are those thick woods called over there?" + +She shook her head. "There is no name," she said. + +"But you have a name--Lucy Gray; and you started out--do you +remember?--one winter's day at dusk, and wandered on and on, on and +on, the snow falling in the dark, till--Do you remember?" + +She stood quite still, her small, serious face full to the east, +striving with far-off dreams. And a merry little smile passed over her +lips. "That will be a long time since," she said, "and I must be off +home." And as if it had been but an apparition of my eyes that had +beset and deluded me, she was gone; and I found myself sitting astride +in the full brightness of the sun's first beams, alone. + +What omen was this, then, that I should meet first a phantom on my +journey? One thing only was clear: Rosinante could trust to her five +wits better than I to mine. So leaving her to take what way she +pleased, I rode on, till at length we approached the woods I had +descried. Presently we were jogging gently down into a deep and misty +valley flanked by bracken and pines, from which issued into the crisp +air of morning a most delicious aromatic smell, that seemed at least +to prove this valley not far remote from Araby. + +I do not think I was disturbed, though I confess to having been a +little amazed to see how profound this valley was into which we were +descending, yet how swiftly climbed the sun, as if to pace with us so +that we should not be in shadow, howsoever fast we journeyed. I was +astonished to see flowers of other seasons than summer by the wayside, +and to hear in June, for no other month could bear such green +abundance, the thrush sing with a February voice. Here too, almost at +my right hand, perched a score or more of robins, bright-dyed, +warbling elvishly in chorus as if the may-boughs whereon they sat were +white with hoarfrost and not buds. Birds also unknown to me in voice +and feather I saw, and little creatures in fur, timid yet not wild; +fruits, even, dangled from the trees, as if, like the bramble, blossom +and seed could live here together and prosper. + +Yet why should I be distracted by these things, thought I. I +remembered Maundeville and Hithlodaye, Sindbad and Gulliver, and many +another citizen of Thule, and was reassured. A man must either believe +what he sees, or see what he believes; I know no other course. Why, +too, should I mistrust the bounty of the present merely for the +scarcity of the past? Not I! + +I rode on, and it seemed had advanced but a few miles before the sun +stood overhead, and it was noon. We were growing weary, I think, of +sheer delight: Rosinante, with her mild face beneath its dark forelock +gazing this side, that side, at the uncustomary landscape; and I ever +peering forward beneath my hat in eagerness to descry some living +creature a little bigger than these conies and squirrels, to prove me +yet in lands inhabited. But the sun was wheeling headlong, and the +stillness of late afternoon on the woods, when, dusty and parched and +heavy, we came to a break in the thick foliage, and presently to a +green gate embowered in box. + + + + +III + + _Thou art so true, that thoughts of thee suffice + To make dreams truth, and fables histories._ + + --JOHN DONNE. + + +I dismounted and, with the nose of my beast in my bosom, stood awhile +gazing, in the half-dream weariness brings, across the valley at the +dense forests that covered the hills. And while thus standing, +doubtful whether to knock at the little gate or to ride on, it began +to open, and a great particoloured dog looked out on us. There was +certainly something unusual in the aspect of this animal, for though +he lifted on us grave and sagacious eyes, he scarcely seemed to see +us, manifested neither pleasure nor disapproval, neither wagged his +tail to give us welcome nor yawned to display his armament. He seemed +a kind of dream-dog, a dog one sees without zeal, and sees again +partly with the eye, but most in recollection. + +Thus however we stood, stranger, horse, and dog, till a morose voice +called somewhere from beyond, "Pilot, sir, come here, Pilot." Semi-dog +or no, he knew his master. Whereupon, tying up my dejected Rosinante +to a ring in the gateway, I followed boldly after "Pilot" into that +sequestered garden. + +Meanwhile, however, he had disappeared--down a thick green alley to +the left, I supposed. So I went forward by a clearer path, and when I +had advanced a few paces, met face to face a lady whose dark eyes +seemed strangely familiar to me. + +She was evidently a little disquieted at meeting a stranger so +unceremoniously, but stood her ground like a small, black, fearless +note of interrogation. + +I explained at once, therefore, as best I could, how I came to be +there: described my journey, my bewilderment, and how that I knew not +into what country nor company fate had beguiled me, except that the +one was beautiful, and the other in some delightful way familiar, and +I begged her to tell me where I really was, and how far from home, +and of whom I was now beseeching forgiveness. + +Her thoughts followed my every word, passing upon her face like +shadows on the sea. I have never seen a listener so completely still +and so completely engrossed in listening. And when I had finished, she +looked aside with a transient, half-sly smile, and glanced at me again +covertly, so that I could not see herself for seeing her eyes; and she +laughed lightly. + +"It is indeed a strange journey," she replied. "But I fear I cannot in +the least direct you. I have never ventured my own self beyond the +woods, lest--I should penetrate too far. But you are tired and hungry. +Will you please walk on a few steps till you come to a stone seat? My +name is Rochester--Jane Rochester"--she glanced up between the hollies +with a sigh that was all but laughter--"Jane Eyre, you know." + +I went on as she had bidden, and seated myself before an old, white, +many-windowed house, squatting, like an owl at noon, beneath its green +covert. In a few minutes the great dog with dripping jowl passed +almost like reality, and after him his mistress, and on her arm her +master, Mr. Rochester. + +There seemed a night of darkness in that scarred face, and stars +unearthly bright. He peered dimly at me, leaning heavily on Jane's +arm, his left hand plunged into the bosom of his coat. And when he was +come near, he lifted his hat to me with a kind of Spanish gravity. + +"Is this the gentleman, Jane?" he enquired. + +"Yes, sir." + +"He's young!" he muttered. + +"For otherwise he would not be here," she replied. + +"Was the gate bolted, then?" he asked. + +"Mr. Rochester desires to know if you had the audacity, sir, to scale +his garden wall," Jane said, turning sharply on me. "Shall I count the +strawberries, sir?" she added over her shoulder." + +"Jane, Jane!" he exclaimed testily. "I have no wish to be uncivil, +sir. We are not of the world--a mere dark satellite. I am dim; and +suspicious of strangers, as this one treacherous eye should manifest. +I'll but ask your name, sir,--there are yet a few names left, once +pleasing to my ear." + +"My name is Brocken, sir--Henry Brocken," I answered. + +"And--did you walk? Pah! there's the mystery! God knows how else you +could have come, unless you are a modern Ganymede. Where then's your +aquiline steed, sir? We have no neighbours here--none to stare, and +pry, and prate, and slander." + +I informed him that I was as ignorant as he what power had spirited me +to his house, but that so far as obvious means went, my old horse was +probably by this time fast asleep beside the green gate at which I had +entered. Jane stood on tip-toe and whispered in his ear, and, nodding +imperiously at him, withdrew into the house. + +Complete silence fell between us after her departure. The woods stood +dark and motionless in the yellow evening light. There was no sound of +wind or water, no sound of voices or footsteps; only far away the +clear, scarce-audible warbling of a sleepy bird. + +"Well, sir," Mr. Rochester said suddenly, "I am bidden invite you to +pass the night here. There are stranger inhabitants than Mr. and Mrs. +Rochester in these regions you have by some means strayed into--wilder +denizens, by much; for youth's seraphic finding. Not for mine, sir, I +vow. Depart again in the morning, if you will: we shall neither of us +be displeased by then to say farewell, I dare say. I do not seek +company. My obscure shell is enough." I rose. "Sit down--sit down +again, my dear sir; there's no mischief in the truth between two men +of any world, I suppose, assuredly not of this. My wife will see to +your comfort. There! hushie now, here he floats; sit still, sit +still--I hear his wings. It is my 'Four Evangels,' sir!" + +It was a sleek blackbird that had alighted and now set to singing on +the topmost twig of a lofty pear-tree near by; and with his first note +Jane reappeared. And while we listened, unstirring, to that rich, +undaunted voice, I had good opportunity to observe her, and not, I +think, without her knowledge, not even without her approval. + +This, then, was the face that had returned wrath for wrath, remorse +for remorse, passion for passion to that dark egotist Jane in the +looking-glass. Yet who, thought I, could be else than beautiful with +eyes that seemed to hide in fleeting cloud a flame as pure as amber? +The arch simplicity of her gown, her small, narrow hands, the +exquisite cleverness of mouth and chin, the lovely courage and +sincerity of that yet-childish brow--it seemed even Mr. Rochester's +"Four Evangels" out of his urgent rhetoric was summoning with +reiterated persuasions, "Jane Eyre, Jane Eyre, Jane Eyre, Ja ... ne!" + +Light faded from the woods; a faint wind blew cold upon our faces. +Jane took Mr. Rochester's hand and looked into his face. + +She turned to me. "Will you come in, Mr. Brocken? I have seen that +your horse is made quite easy. He was fast asleep, poor fellow, as +you surmised; and, I think, dreaming; for when I proffered him a lump +of sugar, he thrust his nose into my face and breathed as if I were a +peck of corn. The candles are lit, sir; supper is ready." + +We went in slowly, and Jane bolted the door. "But who it is that can +be bolted out," she said, "I know not; though there's much to bolt in. +I have stood here, Mr. Brocken, on darker nights as still as this, and +have heard what seemed to be the sea breaking, far away, leagues upon +leagues beyond the forests--the gush forward, the protracted, heavy +retreat,--listened till I could have wept to think that it was only my +own poor furious heart beating. You may imagine, then, I push the +bolts home." + +"But why, Jane--why?" cried Mr. Rochester incredulously. "Violent +fancies, child!" + +"Why, sir, it was, I say, not the sea I heard, but a trickling tide +one icy tap might stay, if it found but entry there." + +"You talk wildly, Jane--wildly, wildly; the air's afloat with +listeners; so it seems, so it seems. Had I but one clear lamp in this +dark face!" + +We sat down in the candle-lit twilight to supper. It was to me like +the supper of a child, taken at peace in the clear beams, ere he +descend into the shadow of sleep. + +They sat, try as I would not to observe them, hand touching hand +throughout the meal. But to me it was as if one might sit to eat +before a great mountain ruffled with pines, and perpetually clamorous +with torrents. All that Mr. Rochester said, every gesture, these were +but the ghosts of words and movements. Behind them, gloomy, +imperturbable, withdrawn, slumbered a strange, smouldering power. I +began to see how very hotly Jane must love him, she who loved above +all things storm, the winds of the equinox, the illimitable night-sky. + +She begged him to take a little wine with me, and filled his glass +till it burned like a ruby between their hands. + +"It paints both our hands!" she cried glancing up at him. + +"Ay, Janet," he answered; "but where is yours?" + +"And what goal will you make for when you leave us," she enquired of +me. "_Is_ there anywhere else?" she added, lifting her slim eyebrows. + +"I shall put trust in Chance," I replied, "which at least is steadfast +in change. So long as it does not guide me back, I care not how far +forward I go." + +"You are right," she answered; "that is a puissant battlecry, here and +hereafter." + +Mr. Rochester rose hastily from his chair. "The candles irk me, Jane. +I would like to be alone. Excuse me, sir." He left the room. + +Jane lifted a dark curtain and beckoned me to bring the lights. She +sat down before a little piano and desired me to sit beside her. And +while she played, I know not what, but only it seemed old, +well-remembered airs her mood suggested, she asked me many questions. + +"And am I indeed only like that poor mad thing you thought Jane Eyre?" +she said, "or did you read between?" + +I answered that it was not her words, not even her thoughts, not even +her poetry that was to me Jane Eyre. + +"What then is left of me?" she enquired, stooping her eyes over the +keys and smiling darkly. "Am I indeed so evanescent, a wintry wraith?" + +"Well," I said, "Jane Eyre is left." + +She pressed her lips together. "I see," she said brightly. "But then, +was I not detestable too? so stubborn, so wilful, so demented, +so--vain?" + +"You were vain," I answered, "because--" + +"Well?" she said, and the melody died out, and the lower voices of her +music complained softly on. + +"For a barrier," I answered. + +"A barrier?" she cried. + +"Why, yes," I said, "a barrier against cant, and flummery, and +coldness, and pride, and against--why, against your own vanity too." + +"That's really very clever--penetrating," she said; "and I really +desired to know, not because I did not know already, but to know I +knew all. You are a perspicacious observer, Mr. Brocken; and to be +that is to be alive in a world of the moribund. But then too how high +one must soar at times; for one must ever condescend in order to +observe faithfully. At any rate, to observe all one must range at an +altitude above all." + +"And so," I said, "you have taken your praise from me--" + +"But you are a man, and I a woman: we look with differing eyes, each +sex to the other, and perceive by contrast. Else--why, how else could +you forgive my presumption? He sees me as an eagle sees the creeping +tortoise. I see him as the moon the sun, never weary of gazing. I +borrow his radiance to observe him by. But I weary you with my +garrulous tongue.... Have you no plan at all in your journey? 'Tis not +the dangers, but to me the endless restlessness of such a +venture--that 'Oh, where shall wisdom be found?'... Will you not +pause?--stay with us a few days to consider again this rash journey? +To each his world: it is surely perilous to transgress its fixed +boundaries." + +"Who knows?" I cried, rather arrogantly perhaps. "The sorcery that +lured me hither may carry me as lightly back. But I have tasted honey +and covet the hive." + +She glanced sidelong at me with that stealthy gravity that lay under +all her lightness. + +"That delicious Rosinante!" she exclaimed softly.... "And I really +believe too _I_ must be the honey--or is it Mr. Rochester? Ah! Mr. +Brocken, they call it wasp-honey when it is so bitter that it blisters +the lips." She talked on gaily, as if she had forgotten I was but a +stranger until now. Yet none the less she perceived presently my eyes +ever and again fixed upon the little brooch of faintest gold hair at +her throat, and flinched and paled, playing on in silence. + +"Take the whole past," she continued abruptly, "spread it out before +you, with all its just defeats, all its broken faith, and overweening +hopes, its beauty, and fear, and love, and its loss--its loss; then +turn and say: this, this only, this duller heart, these duller eyes, +this contumacious spirit is all that is left--myself. Oh! who could +wish to one so dear a destiny so dark?" She rose hastily from the +piano. "Did I hear Mr. Rochester's step by the window?" she said. + +I crossed the room and looked out into the night. The brightening moon +hung golden in the dark clearness of the sky. Mr. Rochester stood +motionless, Napoleon-wise, beneath the black, unstirring foliage. And +before I could turn, Jane had begun to sing:-- + + You take my heart with tears; + I battle uselessly; + Reft of all hopes and doubts and fears, + Lie quietly. + + You veil my heart with cloud; + Since faith is dim and blind, + I can but grope perplex'd and bow'd, + Seek till I find. + + Yet bonds are life to me; + How else could I perceive + The love in each wild artery + That bids me live? + +Jane's was not a rich voice, nor very sweet, and yet I fancied no +other voice than this could plead and argue quite so clearly and with +such nimble insistency--neither of bird, nor child, nor brook; +because, I suppose, it was the voice of Jane Eyre, and all that was +Jane's seemed Jane's only. + +The music ceased, the accompaniment died away; but Mr. Rochester stood +immobile yet--a little darker night in that much deeper. When I +turned, Jane was gone from the room. I sat down, my face towards the +still candles, as one who is awake, yet dreams on. The faint scent of +the earth through the open window; the heavy, sombre furniture; the +daintiness and the alertness in the many flowers and few womanly +gew-gaws: these too I shall remember in a tranquillity that cannot +change. + +A sudden, trembling glimmer at the window lit the garden and, +instantaneously, the distant hills; lit also the figures of Jane and +Mr. Rochester beneath the trees. They entered the house, and once more +Jane drew the bolts against that phantom fear. A tinge of scarlet +stood in her cheeks, an added lustre in her eyes. They were strange +lovers, these two--like frost upon a cypress tree; yet summer lay all +around us. + +I bade them good night and ascended to the little room prepared for +me. There was a great pincushion on the sprigged and portly toilet +table, and I laboured till the constellations had changed beyond my +window, in printing from a box of tiny pins upon that lavendered +mound, "Ave, Ave, atque Vale!" + +Far in the night a dreadful sound woke me. I rose and looked out of +the window, and heard again, deep and reverberating, Pilot baying I +know not what light minions of the moon. The Great Bear wheeled +faintly clear in the dark zenith, but the borders of the east were +grey as glass; and far away a fierce hound was answering from his +echo-place in the gloom, as if the dread dog of Acheron kept post upon +the hills. + +A light tap woke me in the sunlight, and a lighter voice. Mr. +Rochester took breakfast with us in a gloomy old dressing-room, moody +and taciturn, unpacified by sleep. But Jane, whimsical and deft, had +tied a yellow ribbon in the darkness of her hair. + +Rosinante awaited me at the little green gate, eyeing forlornly the +steep valley at her feet. And I rode on. The gate was shut on me; and +Mr. Rochester again, perhaps, at his black ease. + +I had jogged on, with that peculiar gravity age brings to equine +hoofs, about a mile, when the buttress of a thick wall came into view +abutting on the lane, and perched thereon what at first I deemed a +coloured figment of the mist that festooned the branches and clung +along the turf. But when I drew near I saw it was indeed a child, pink +and gold and palest blue. And she raised changeling hands at me, and +laughed and danced and chattered like the drops upon a waterfall; and +clear as if a tiny bell had jingled I heard her cry. + +And my heart smote me heavily since I had of my own courtesy not +remembered Adèle. + + + + +IV + + _Cuckoo, jug-jug, pu-we, tu-witta-woo._ + + --THOMAS NASH. + + +It was yet early, and refreshing in the chequered shade. We plodded +earnestly after our gaunt shadow in the dust, and ever downward, till +at last we drew so near to the opposite steep that I could well nigh +count its pines. + +It was about the hour when birds seek shade and leave but few among +their fellows to sing, that at a stone's throw from the foot of the +hill I came to where a faint bridle-path diverged. And since it was +smooth with moss, and Rosinante haply tired of pebbles; since any but +the direct road seems ever the more delectable, I too turned aside, +and broke into the woods through which this path meandered. + +Maybe it is because all woods are enchanted that the path seemed more +than many miles long. Often too we loitered, or stood, head by head, +to listen, or to watch what might be after all only wings, mere +sunbeams. Shall I say, then, that it began to be thorny, and, where +the thorns were, pale with roses, when at length the knitted boughs +gradually drew asunder, and I looked down between twitching, hairy +ears upon a glade so green and tranquil, I deemed it must be the +Garden of the Hesperides? + +And because there ran a very welcome brook of water through this +glade, I left Rosinante to follow whithersoever a sweet tooth might +dictate, and climbed down into the weedy coolness at the waterbrink. + +I confess I laughed to see so puckered a face as mine in the clear +blue of the flowing water. But I dipped my hands and my head into the +cold shallows none the less pleasantly, and was casting about for a +deeper pool where I might bathe unscorned of the noonday, when I heard +a light laughter behind me, and, turning cautiously, perceived under +the further shadow of the glade three ladies sitting. + +Not even vanity could persuade me that they were laughing at anything +more grotesque than myself, so, putting a bold face on matters so +humiliating, I sauntered as carelessly and loftily as I dared in their +direction. My courage seemed to abash them a little; they gathered +back their petticoats like birds about to fly. But at hint of a +titter, they all three began gaily laughing again till their eyes +sparkled brighter than ever, and their cheeks seemed shadows of the +roses above their heads. + +"Ladies," I began gravely, "I have left my horse, that is very old and +very thirsty, above in the wood. Is there any path I may discover by +which she may reach the water without offence?" + +"Is she very old?" said one. + +"She is very old," I said. + +"But is she very thirsty?" said another. + +"She is perhaps very thirsty," I said. + +"Perhaps!" cried they all. + +"Because, ladies," I replied, "being by nature of a timid tongue, and +compelled to say something, and having nothing apt to say, I +remembered my old Rosinante above in the wood." + +They glanced each at each, and glanced again at me. + +"But there is no path down that is not steep," said the fairest of the +three. + +"There never was a path, not even, we fear, for a traveller on foot," +continued the second. + +I waited in silence a moment. "Forgive me, then," I said; "I will +offend no longer." + +But this seemed far from their design. + +"You see, being come," began the fairest again, "Julia thinks Fortune +must have brought you. Are we not all between Fortune's finger and +thumb?" + +"If pinching is to prove anything," said the other. + +"And Fortune is fickle, too," added Julia--"that's early wisdom; but +not quite so fickle as you would wish to show her. Here we have sat in +these mortal glades ever since our poor Herrick died. And here it +seems we are like to sit till he rises again. It is all so--dubious. +But since Electra has invited you to rest awhile, will you not really +rest? There is shade as deep, and fruit to refresh you, in a little +arbour yonder. Perhaps even Anthea will dip out of her weeping awhile +if she hears that ... a poor old thirsty horse is tethered in the +woods." + +They rose up together with a prolonged rustling as of a peacock +displaying his plumes; and I found myself irretrievably their captive. + +Moreover, even if they were but sylphs and fantasies of the morning, +they were fantasies lovely as even their master had portrayed; while +the dells through which they led me were green and deep and white and +golden with buds. + +It was now, I suppose, about the middle of the morning, yet though the +sun was high, his heat was that of dawn. Dawn lingered in the shadows, +as snow when winter is over and gone, and dwelt among the sunbeams. +Dew lay heavy on the grass, as the dainty heels of my captresses +testified, yet they trod lightly upon daisies wide-open to the blue +sky, while daffadowndillies stooped in a silence broken only by their +laughter. + +We came presently to a little stone summerhouse or arbour, +enclustered with leaves and flowers of ivy and convolvulus, wherein +two great dishes of cherries stood and bowls of honeycomb and +sillabub. + +There we sat down; but they kept me close too in the midst of the +arbour, where perhaps I was not so ill-content to be as I should like +to profess. How then could I else than bob for cherries as often as I +dared, and prove my wit to conceal my hunger? + +"And now, Sir Traveller," said she of the sparkling eyes, named +Dianeme, "since we have got you safe, tell us of all we have never +heard or seen!" + +"And oh! are we forgot?" cried Electra, laying a lip upon a cherry. + +"There's not a poet in his teens but warbles of you morn, noon, and +night," I answered. "There's not a lover mad, young, true, and tender, +but borrows your azure, and your rubies, and your roses, and your +stars, to deck his sweetheart's name with." + +"Boys perhaps," cried Julia softly, "but _men_ soon forget." + +"Youth never," I replied. + +"Why 'Youth'?" said Dianeme. "Herrick was not always young." + +"Ay, but all men once were young, please God," I said, "and youth is +the only 'once' that's worth remembrance. Youth with the heart of +youth adores you, ladies; because, when dreams come thick upon them, +they catch your flying laughter in the woods. When the sun is sunk, +and the stars kindle in the sky, then your eyes haunt the twilight. +You come in dreams, and mock the waking. You the mystery; you the +bravery and danger; you the long-sought; you the never-won; memories, +hopes, songs ere the earth is mute. You will always be loved, believe +me, O bright ladies, till youth fades, turns, and loves no more." And +I gazed amazed on cherries of such potency as these. + +"But once, sir," said Julia timidly, "we were not only loved but +_told_ we were loved." + +"Where is the pleasure else?" cried Dianeme. + +"Besides," said Electra, "Anthea says if we might but find where Styx +flows one draught--my mere palmful--would be sweeter than all the +poetry ever writ, save some." + +"It is idle," cried Dianeme; "Herrick himself admired us most on +paper." + +"And ink makes a cross even of a kiss, that is very well known," said +Julia. + +"Ah!" said I, "all men have eyes; few see. Most men have tongues: +there is but one Robin Herrick." + +"I will tell you a secret," said Dianeme. + +And as if a bird of the air had carried her voice, it seemed a hush +fell on sky and greenery. + +"We are but fairy-money all," she said, "an envy to see. Take +us!--'tis all dry leaves in the hand. Herrick stole the honey, and the +bees he killed. Blow never so softly on the tinder, it flames--and +dies." + +"I heard once," said Electra, with but a thought of pride, "that had I +lived a little, little earlier, I might have been the Duchess of +Malfi." + +"I too, Flatterer," cried Julia, "I too--Desdemona slain by a +blackamoor. To some it is the cold hills and the valleys 'green and +sad,' and the sea-birds' wailing," she continued in a low, strange +voice, "and to some the glens of heather, and the mountain-brooks, and +the rowans. But, come to an end, what are we all? This man's eyes will +tell ye! I would give white and red, nectar and snow and roses, and +all the similes that ever were for--" + +"For what?" said I. + +"I think, for Robin Herrick," she said. + +It was a lamentable confession, for that said, gravity fled away; and +Electra fetched out a lute from a low cupboard in the arbour, and +while she played Julia sang to a sober little melody I seemed to know +of old: + + Sighs have no skill + To wake from sleep + Love once too wild, too deep. + + Gaze if thou will, + Thou canst not harm + Eyes shut to subtle charm. + + Oh! 'tis my silence + Shows thee false, + Should I be silent else? + + Haste thou then by! + Shine not thy face + On mine, and love's disgrace! + +Whereat Dianeme lifted on me so naïve an afflicted face I must needs +beseech another song, despite my drowsy lids. Wherefore I heard, far +away as it were, the plucking of the strings, and a voice betwixt +dream and wake sing: + + All sweet flowers + Wither ever, + Gathered fresh + Or gathered never; + But to live when love is gone!-- + Grieve, grieve, lute, sadly on! + + All I had-- + 'Twas all thou gav'st me; + That foregone, + Ah! what can save me? + If the exórcised spirit fly, + Nought is left to love me by. + + Take thy stars, + My tears then leave me; + Thine my bliss, + As thine to grieve me; + Take.... + +For then, so insidious was the music, and not quite of this earth the +voice, my senses altogether forsook me, and I fell asleep. + +Would that I could remember much else! But I confess it is the heart +remembers, not the poor, pestered brain that has so many thoughts and +but one troubled thinker. Indeed, were I now to be asked--Were the +fingers cold of these bright ladies? Were their eyes blue, or hazel, +or brown? or, haply, were Dianeme's that incomparable, dark, sparkling +grey? Wore Julia azure, and Electra white? And was that our poet wrote +our poet's only, or truly theirs, and so even more lovely?--I fear I +could not tell. + +I fell asleep; and when I awoke no lute was sounding. I was alone; and +the arbour a little house of gloom on the borders of evening. I caught +up yet one more handful of cherries, and stumbled out, heavy and dim, +into a pale-green firmanent of buds and glow-worms, to seek the poor +Rosinante I had so heedlessly deserted. + +But I was gone but a little way when I was brought suddenly to a +standstill by another sound that in the hush of the garden, in the +bright languor after sleep, went to my heart: it was as if a child +were crying. + +I pushed through a thick and aromatic clump of myrtles, and peering +between the narrow leaves, perceived the cold, bright face of a little +marble god beneath willows; and, seated upon a starry bank near by, +one whom by the serpentry of her hair and the shadow of her lips I +knew to be Anthea. + +"Why are you weeping?" I said. + +"I was imitating a little brook," she said. + +"It is late; the bat is up; yet you are alone," I said. + +"Pan will protect me," she said. + +"And nought else?" + +She turned her face away. "None," she said. "I live among shadows. +There was a world, I dreamed, where autumn follows summer, and after +autumn, winter. Here it is always June, despite us both." + +"What, then, would you have?" I said. + +"Ask him," she replied. + +But the little god looking sidelong was mute in his grey regard. + +"Why do you not run away? What keeps you here?" + +"You ask many questions, stranger! Who can escape? To live is to +remember. To die--oh, who would forget! Even had I been weeping, and +not merely mocking time away, would my tears be of Lethe at my mouth's +corners? No," said Anthea, "why feign and lie? All I am is but a +memory lovely with regret." + +She rose, and the myrtles concealed her from me. And I, in the midst +of the dusk where the tiny torches burned sadly--I turned to the +sightless eyes of that smiling god. + +What he knew, being blind, yet smiling, I seemed to know then. But +that also I have forgotten. + +I whistled softly and clearly into the air, and a querulous voice +answered me from afar--the voice of a grasshopper--Rosinante's. + + + + +V + + _How should I your true love know + From another one?_ + + --WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE. + + +But even then she was difficult finding, so cunningly had ivy and +blackberry and bindweed woven snares for the trespasser's foot. + +But at last--not far from where we had parted--I found her, a pillar +of smoke in the first shining of the moon. She turned large, +smouldering eyes on me, her mane in elf locks, her flanks heaving and +wet, her forelock frizzed like a colt's. Yet she showed only pleasure +at seeing me, and so evident a desire to unburden the day's history, +that I almost wished I might be Balaam awhile, and she--Dapple! + +It would be idle to attempt to ride through these thick, glimmering +brakes. The darkness was astir. And as the moon above the valley +brightened, casting pale beams upon the folded roses and drooping +branches, if populous dream did not deceive me, a tiny multitude was +afoot in the undergrowth--small horns winding, wee tapers burning. + +Presently as with Rosinante's nose at my shoulder we pushed slowly +forward, a nightingale burst close against my ear into so passionate a +descant I thought I should be gooseflesh to the end of my days. + +The heedless tumult of her song seemed to give courage to sounds and +voices much fainter. Soon a lovelit rival in some distant thicket +broke into song, and far and near their voices echoed above the elfin +din of timbrel and fife and hunting-horn. I began to wish the moon +away that dazzled my eyes, yet could not muffle my ears. + +In the heavy-laden boughs dim lanterns burned. There, indeed, when we +dipped into the deeper umbrage of some loftier tree, I espied the +pattering hosts--creatures my Dianeme might have threaded for a +bangle, yet breeched and armed and fiercely martial. + +Down, too, in a watery dell of harts-tongue, around the root of a +swelling fungus, a lovely company floated of an insubstantiality +subtile as taper-smoke, and of a beauty as remote as the babes in +children's eyes. + +We passed unheeded. Four bearded hoofs rose and fell upon the moss +with all the circumspection snorting Rosinante could compass. But one +might as well go snaring moonbeams as dream to crush such airy beings. +Ever and again a gossamer company would soar like a spider on his +magic thread, and float with a whisper of remotest music past my ear; +or some bolder pigmy, out of the leaves we brushed in passing, skip +suddenly across the rusty amphitheatre of my saddle into the further +covert. + +So we wandered on, baffled and confused, through a hundred pathless +glens and dells till already gold had begun to dim the swelling moon's +bright silver, and by the freshness and added sweetness of the air it +seemed dawn must be near, when, on a sudden, a harsh, preposterous +voice broke on my ear, and such a see-saw peal of laughter as I have +never tittered in sheer fellowship with before, or since. We stood +listening, and the voice broke out again. + +"Tittany--nay, Tittany, you'll crack my sides with laughing. Have +again at you! love your master and you'll wax nimble. Bottom will +learn you all. Trust Time and Bottom; though in sooth your weeny +Majesty is something less than natural. Drive thy straw deeper, +Mounsieur Mustardseed! there squats a pestilent sweet notion in that +chamber could spellican but set him capering. Prithee your mousemilk +hand on this smooth brow, mistress! Your nectar throbbeth like a +blacksmith's anvil. Master Moth, draw you these bristling lashes down, +they mirk the stars and call yon nothing Quince to mind--a vain, +official knave, in and out, to and fro, play or pleasure; and old Sam +Snout, the wanton! Lad's days and all--'twas life, Tittany; and I was +ever foremost. They'd bob and crook to me like spaniels at a trencher. +Mine was the prettiest conceit, this way, that way, past all +unravelling till envy stretched mine ears. Now I'm old dreams. Gone +all men's joy, your worships, since Bully Bottom took to moonshine. +Where floats your babe's-hand now, Dame Lovepip?" + +There he lolled, immortal Bottom, propped on a bed of asphodel and +moly that seemed to curd the moonshine; and at his side, Titania slim +and scarlet, and shimmering like a bride-cake. The sky was dark above +the tapering trees, but here in the secret woods light seemed to cling +in flake and scarf. And it so chanced as our two noses leaned forward +into his retreat that Bottom's head lolled back upon its pillow, and +his bright, simple eyes stared deep into our own. + +"Save me, ye shapes of nought," he bellowed, "no more, no more, for +love's sake. I begin to see what men call red Beelzebub, and that's an +end to all true fellowship. Whiffle your tufted bee's wing, Signior +Cobweb, I beseech you--a little fiery devil with four eyes floats in +my brain, and flame's a frisky bedfellow. Avaunt! avaunt ye! Would now +my true friend Bottom the weaver were at my side. His was a courage +to make princes great. Prithee, Queen Tittany, no more such cozening +possets!" + +I drew Rosinante back into the leaves. + +"Droop now thy honeyed lids, my dearest love!" I heard a clear voice +answer. "There's nought can harm thee in these silvered woods: no bird +that pipes but love incites his throat, and never a dewdrop wells but +whispers peace!" + +"Ay, ay, 'tis very well, you have a gift, you have a gift, Tittany's +for twisting words to sugarsticks. But la, there, what wots your +trickling whey of that coal-piffling Prince of Flies! I'm Bottom the +weaver, I am. He knows not his mother's ring-finger that knows not +Nick Bottom. Back, back, ye jigging dreams! 'Tis Puckling nods. Ha' +done, ha' done--there's no sweet sanity in an asshead more if I quaff +their elvish ... Out now ... Ha' done, I say!" + +Then indeed he slumbered truly, this engarlanded weaver, his lids +concealing all bright speculation, his jowl of vanity (foe of the +Philistine) at peace: and I might gaze unperceived. The moon filled +his mossy cubicle with her untrembling beams, streamed upon blossoms +sweet and heavy as Absalom's hair, while tiny plumes wafted into the +night the scent of thyme and meadow-sweet. + +I know not how long they would have kept me prisoner with their +illusive music. I dared not move, scarce wink; for much as immortality +may mollify hairiness, I had no wish to live too frank. + +How, also, would this weaver who slumbered so cacophonously welcome a +rival to his realms. I say I sat still, like Echo in the woods when +none is calling; like too, I grant, one who ached not a little after +jolts and jars and the phantasmal mists of this engendering air. But +none stirred, nor went, nor came. So resting my hands cautiously on a +little witch's guild of toadstools that squatted cold in shade, I +lifted myself softly and stood alert. + +And in a while out of that numerous company stepped one whom by his +primrose face and mien I took to be Mounsieur Mustardseed, and I +followed after him. + + + + +VI + + _Care-charming Sleep ... + ... sweetly thyself dispose + On this afflicted prince!_ + + --JOHN FLETCHER. + + +Away with a blink of his queer green eye over his shoulder he +sauntered by a devious path out of the dell. Forgetful of thorn and +brier, trickery and wantonness, we clambered down after him, out of +the moonlight, into a dark, clear alley, soundless and solitary amid +these enchanted woods. + +As I have said already, another air than that of night was abroad in +the green-grey shadows of the woods. Yet between the lofty and +heavy-hooded pines scarce a beam of dawn pierced downward. + +Wider swept the avenue, but ever dusky and utterly silent. Deeper moss +couched here; unfallen moondrops glistened; mistletoe palely sprouted +from the gnarled boughs. Nor could I discern, though I searched close +enough, elder or ash tree or bitter rue. We journeyed softly on till I +lost all count of time, lost, too, all guidance; for as a flower falls +had vanished Mustardseed. + +Far away and ever increasing in volume I heard the trembling crash of +some great water falling. What narrow isles of sky were visible +between the branches lay sunless and still. Yet already, on a mantled +pool we journeyed softly by, the waterlily was unfolding, the swan +afloat in beauty. + +In a dim, still light we at last slowly descended out of the darker +glade into a garden of grey terraces and flowerless walks. Even +Rosinante seemed perturbed by the stillness and solitude of this wild +garden. She trod with cautious foot and peering eye the green, +rainworn paths, that led us down presently to where beneath the vault +of its trees a river flowed. + +Surely I could not be mistaken that here a voice was singing as if out +of the black water-deeps, so clear and hollow were the notes. I burst +through the knotted stalks of the ivy, and stooping like some poor +travesty of Narcissus, with shaded face pierced down deep--deep into +eyes not my own, but violet and unendurable and strange--eyes of the +living water-sprite drawing my wits from me, stilling my heart, till I +was very near plunging into that crystal oblivion, to be fishes +evermore. + +But my fingers still grasped my friend's kind elf-locks, and her +goose-nose brooded beside mine upon that water of undivulged delight. +Out of the restless silence of the stream floated this long-drawn +singing: + + Pilgrim forget; in this dark tide + Sinks the salt tear to peace at last; + Here undeluding dreams abide, + All sorrow past. + + Nods the wild ivy on her stem; + The voiceless bird broods on the bough; + The silence and the song of them + Untroubled now. + + Free that poor captive's flutterings, + That struggles in thy tired eyes, + Solace its discontented wings, + Quiet its cries! + + Knells now the dewdrop to its fall, + The sad wind sleeps no more to rove; + Rest, for my arms ambrosial + Ache for thy love! + +I cannot think how one so meekened with hunger as I, resisted that +water-troubled hair, eyes that yet haunt me, that heart-alluring +voice. + +"No, no," I said faintly, and the words of Anthea came unbidden to +mind, "to sleep--oh! who would forget? You plead merely with some old +dream of me--not _all_ me, you know. Gold is but witchcraft. And as +for sorrow--spread me a magical table in this nettle-garden, I'll +leave all melancholy!" + +I must indeed have been exhausted to chop logic with a water-witch. As +well argue with minnows, entreat the rustling of ivy-leaves. It was +Rosinante, wearying, I suppose, of the reflection of her own mild +countenance, that drew me back from dream and disaster. She turned +with arched neck seeking a more wholesome pasture than these deep +mosses. + +Leaving her then to her own devices, and yet hearkening after the +voice of the charmer, I came out again into the garden, and perceived +before me a dark palace with one lofty tower. + +It seemed strange I had not seen the tower at my first coming into +this wilderness. It stood with clustered summit and stooping +gargoyles, appealing as it were to fear, in utter silence. + +Though I knew it must be day, there was scarcely more than a green +twilight around me, ever deepening, until at last I could but dimly +discern the upper windows of the palace, and all sound waned but the +roar of distant falling water. + +Then it was I found that I was not alone in the garden. Two little +leaden children stood in an attitude of listening on either side of +the carved porch of the palace, and between them a figure that seemed +to be watching me intently. + +I looked and looked again--saw the green-grey folds, the tawny locks, +the mistletoe, the unearthly eyes of this unstirring figure, yet, when +I advanced but one strenuous pace, saw nought--only the little leaden +boys and the porch between them. + +These childish listeners, the straggling briers, the impenetrable +thickets, the emerald gloaming, the marble stillness of the lofty +lichenous tower: I took courage. Could such things be in else than +Elfland? And she who out of beauty and being vanishes and eludes, what +else could she be than one of Elfland's denizens from whom a light and +credulous heart need fear nothing. + +I trod like a shadow where the phantom had stood and opened the unused +door. I was about to pass into the deeper gloom of the house when a +hound appeared and stood regarding me with shining eyes in the faint +gloaming. He was presently joined by one as light-footed, but +milk-white and slimmer, and both turned their heads as if in question +of their master, who had followed close behind them. + +This personage, because of the gloom, or the better to observe the +intruder on his solitude, carried a lantern whose beams were reflected +upon himself, attired as he was from head to foot in the palest +primrose, but with a countenance yet paler. + +There was no hint of enmity or alarm or astonishment in the +colourless eyes that were fixed composedly on mine, nothing but +courtesy in his low voice. + +"Back, Safte!--back, Sallow!" he cried softly to his hounds; "is this +your civility? Indeed, sir," he continued to me, "it was all I could +do to dissuade the creatures from giving tongue when you first +appeared on the terrace of my solitary gardens. I heard too the +water-sprite: she only sings when footsteps stray upon the banks." He +smiled wanly, and his nose seemed even sharper in his pale face, and +his yellow hair leaner about his shoulders. "I feared her voice might +prove too persuasive, and deprive me of the first strange face I have +seen these many decades gone." + +I bowed and murmured an apology for my intrusion, just as I might +perhaps to some apparition of nightmare that over-stayed its welcome. + +"I beseech you, sir," he replied, "say no more! It may be I deemed you +at first a visitor perchance even more welcome--if it be possible,... +yet I know not that either. My name is Ennui,"--he smiled +again--"Prince Ennui. You have, perchance, heard somewhere our sad +story. This is the perpetual silence wherein lies that once-happy +princess, my dear sister, Sleeping Beauty." + +His voice seemed but an echo amongst the walls and arches of this old +house, and he spoke with a suave enunciation as if in an unfamiliar +tongue. + +I replied that I had read the ever-lovely story of Sleeping Beauty, +indeed knew it by heart, and assured him modestly that I had not the +least doubt of a happy ending--"that is, if the author be the least +authority." + +He narrowed his lids. "It is a tradition," he replied; "meanwhile, the +thickets broaden." + +Whereupon I begged him to explain how it chanced that among that +festive and animated company I had read of, he alone had resisted the +wicked godmother's spell. + +He smiled distantly, and bowed me into the garden. + +"That is a simple thing," he said. + +Yet for the life of me I could not but doubt all he told me. He who +could pass spring on to spring, summer on to summer, in the company of +beasts so sly and silent, so alert and fleet as these hounds of his, +could not be quite the amiable prince he feigned to be. I began to +wish myself in homelier places. + +It seems that on the morning of the fatal spindle, he had gone +coursing, with this Safte and Sallow and his horse named "Twilight," +and after wearying and heating himself at the sport, a little after +noon, leaving his attendants, had set out to return to the palace +alone. But allured by the cool seclusion of a "lattice-arbour" in his +path, he had gone in, and then and there, "Twilight" beneath the +willows, his hounds at his feet, had fallen asleep. + +Undisturbed, dreamless, "the unseemly hours sped light of foot." He +awoke again, between sunset and dark; the owl astir; "the silver gnats +yet netting the shadows," and so returned to the palace. + +But the spell had fallen--king and courtier, queen and lady and page +and scullion, hawk and hound, slept a sleep past waking--"while I, +roamed and roam yet in a solitary watch beyond all sleeping. +Wherefore, sir, I only of the most hospitable house in these lands am +awake to bid you welcome. But as for that, a few dwindling and harsh +fruits in my orchards, and the cold river water that my dogs lap with +me, are all that is left to offer you. For I who never sleep am never +hungry, and they who never wake--I presume--never thirst. Would, sir, +it were otherwise! After such long silence, then, conceive how +strangely falls your voice on ears that have heard only wings +fluttering, dismal water-songs, and the yelp and quarrel and +night-voice of unseen hosts in the forests." + +He glanced at me with a mild austerity and again lowered his eyes. I +cannot now but wonder how the rhythm of a voice so soft, so +monotonous, could give such pleasure to the ear. I almost doubted my +own eyes when I looked upon his yellow, on that unmoved, sad, mad, +pale face. + +I had no doubt of his dogs, however, and walked scarcely at ease +beside him, while they, shadow-footed, closely followed us at heel. + +"Prince Ennui" conducted me with shining lantern into a dense orchard +thickly under-grown, marvellously green, with a small, hard fruit upon +its branches, shaped like a medlar, of a crisp, sweet odour and, +despite its hardness, a delicious taste. The interwoven twigs of the +stooping trees were thickly nested; a veritable wilderness of moonlike +and starry flowers ran all to seed amid the nettles and nightshade of +this green silence. And while I ate--for I was hungry enough--Prince +Ennui stood, his hand on Sallow's muzzle, lightly thridding the dusky +labyrinths of the orchard with his faint green eyes. + +Mine, too, were not less busy, but rather with its lord than with his +orchard. And the strange thought entered my mind, Was he in very deed +the incarnation of this solitude, this silence, this lawless +abundance? Somewhere, in the green heats of summer, had he come forth, +taken shape, exalted himself? What but vegetable ichor coursed through +veins transparent as his? What but the swarming mysteries of these +thick woods lurked in his brain? As for his hounds, theirs was the +same stealth, the same symmetry, the same cold, secret unhumanity as +his. Creatures begotten of moonlight on silence they seemed to me, +with instincts past my workaday wits to conceive. + +And Rosinante! I laughed softly to think of her staid bones beside the +phantom creature this prince had called up to me at mention of +"Twilight." + +I ate because I was ravenously hungry, but also because, while eating, +I was better at my ease. + +Suddenly out of the stillness, like an arrow, Safte was gone; and far +away beneath the motionless leaves a faint voice rang dwindling into +silence. I shuddered at my probable fate. + +Prince Ennui glanced lightly. "When the magic horn at last resounds," +he said, "how strange a flight it will be! These thorny briers +encroach ever nearer on my palace walls. I am a captive ever less at +ease. Summer by summer the sun rises shorn yet closer of his beams, +and now the lingering transit of the moon is but from one wood by a +narrow crystal arch to another. They will have me yet, sir. How weary +will the sleepy ones be of my uneasy footfall!" + +And even as Safte slipped softly back to his watching mate, the patter +and shrill menace of voices behind him hinted not all was concord +between these hidden multitudes and their unseemly prince. + +The master-stars shone earlier here; already sparkling above the tower +was a canopy of clearest darkness spread, while the leafy fringes of +the sky glowed yet with changing fires. + +We returned to the lawns before the palace porch, and, with his +lantern in his hand, the Prince signed to me to go in. I was not a +little curious to view that enchanted household of which I had read so +often and with so much delight as a child. + +In the banqueting-hall only the matted windows were visible in the +lofty walls. Prince Ennui held his lantern on high, and by its flame, +and the faint light that flowed in from above, I could presently see, +distinct in gloom, as many sleepers as even Night could desire. + +Here they reclined just as sorcerous sleep had overtaken them. But how +dimmed, how fallen! For Time that could not change the sleeper had +changed with quiet skill all else. Tarnished, dusty, withered, +overtaken, yellowed, and confounded lay banquet and cloth-of-gold, +flagon, cup, fine linen, table, and stool. But in all the ruin, like +buds of springtime in a bare wood, or jewels in ashes, slumbered youth +and beauty and bravery and delight. + +I lifted my eyes to the King. The gold of his divinity was fallen, his +splendour quenched; but life's dark scrutiny from his face was gone. +He made no stir at our light, slumbered untreasoned on. The lids of +his Queen were lightlier sealed, only withheld beauty as a cloud the +sky it hides. His courtiers flattered more elusively, being sincerely +mute, and only a little red dust was all the wine left. + +I seemed to hear their laughter clearer now that the jest was +forgotten, and to admire better the pomp, and the mirth, and the +grace, and the vanity, now that time had so far travelled from this +little tumult once their triumph. + +In a kind of furtive bravado, I paced the length of the long, thronged +tables. Here sat a little prince that captivated me, dipping his +fingers into his cup with a sidelong glance at his mother. There a +high officer, I know not how magnificent and urgent when awake, +slumbered with eyes wide open above his discouraged moustaches. + +Simply for vanity of being awake in such a sleepy company, I strutted +conceitedly to and fro. I bent deftly and pilfered a little cockled +cherry from between the very fingertips of her whose heart was +doubtless like its--quite hard. And the bright lips never said a word. +I sat down, rather clownishly I felt, beside an aged and simpering +chancellor that once had seemed wise, but now seemed innocent, +nibbling a biscuit crisp as scandal. For after all the horn _would_ +sound. Childhood had been quite sure of that--needed not even the +author's testimony. They were alert to rise, scattering all dust, +victors over Time and outrageous Fortune. + +Almost with a cry of apprehension I perceived again the solitary +Prince. But he merely smiled faintly. "You see, sir," he said, "how +weary must a guardianship be of them who never tire. The snow falls, +and the bright light falls on all these faces; yet not even my Lady +Melancholy stirs a dark lid. And all these dog-days--" He glanced at +his motionless hounds. They raised languidly their narrow heads, +whimpering softly, as if beseeching of their master that long-delayed +supper--haplessly me. "No, no, sirs," said the Prince, as if he had +read their desire as easily as he whom it so much concerned. "Guard, +guard, and hearken. This gentleman is not the Prince we await, Sallow; +not the Prince, Safte! And now, sir,"--he turned again to me--"there +is yet one other sleeper--she who hath brought so much quietude on a +festive house." + +We climbed the staircase where dim light lay so invitingly, and came +presently to a little darker chamber. Green, blunt things had pushed +and burst through the casement. The air smelled faintly-sour of brier, +and was as still as boughs of snow. There the not-unhappy Princess +reclined before a looking-glass, whither I suppose she had run to view +her own alarm when the sharp needle pierced her thumb. All alarm was +stilled now on her face. She, one might think, of all that company of +the sleepy, was the only one that dreamed. Her youthful lips lay a +little asunder; the heavy beauty of her hair was parted on her +forehead; her childish hands sidled together like leverets in her lap. +"Why!" I cried aloud, almost involuntarily, "she breathes!" + +And at sound of my voice the hounds leapt back; and, on a traveller's +oath, I verily believe, once, and how swiftly, and how fearfully and +brightly, those childish lids unsealed their light as of lilac that +lay behind, glanced briefly, fleetingly, on one who had ventured so +far, and fell again to rest. + +"And when," I cried harshly, "when will that laggard burst through +this agelong silence? Here's dust enough for all to see. And all this +ruin, this inhospitable peace!" + +Prince Ennui glanced strangely at me. + +"I assure you, O suddenly enkindled," he said in his suave, monotonous +voice, "it is not for _my_ indifference he does not come. I would +willingly sleep; these--my dear sister, all these old fineries and +love-jinglers would as fain wake." He turned away his treacherous eyes +from me. "Maybe the Lorelei hath snared him!..." he said, smiling. + +I relished not at all the thought of sleeping in this mansion of +sleep. Yet it seemed politic to refrain from giving offence to fangs +apparently so eager to take it. Accordingly I followed this Ennui to a +loftier chamber yet that he suggested for me. + +Once there, however, and his soft footfall passed away, I looked about +me, first to find a means for keeping trespassers from coming in, and +next to find a means for getting myself out. + +It was a long and arduous, but not a perilous, descent from the window +by the thick-grown greenery that cumbered the walls. But I determined +to wait awhile before venturing,--wait, too, till I could see plainly +where Rosinante had made her night-quarters. By good fortune I +discovered her beneath the greenish moon that hung amid mist above the +forest, stretching a disconsolate neck at the waterside as if in +search of the Lorelei. + +When, as it seemed to me, it must be nearing dawn, though how the +hours flitted so swiftly passed my comprehension, I very cautiously +climbed out of my narrow window and descended slowly to the lawns +beneath. My foot had scarcely touched ground when ringing and menacing +from some dark gallery of the palace above me broke out a distant +baying. + +Nothing shall persuade me to tell how fast I ran; how feverishly I +haled poor Rosinante out of sleep, and pushed her down into the deeps +of that coal-black stream; with what agility I clambered into the +saddle. + +Yet I could not help commiserating the while the faithful soul who +floated beneath me. The stream was swift but noiseless, the water +rather rare than cold, yet, despite all the philosophy beaming out of +her maidenly eyes across the smooth surface of the tide, Rosinante +must have preferred from the bottom of her heart dry land. + +I, too, momentarily, when I discovered that we were speedily +approaching the roaring fall whose reverberations I had heard long +since. + +Out of the emerald twilight we floated from beneath the overarching +thickets. Pale beams were striking from the risen sun upon the gliding +surface, and dwelt in splendour where danger sat charioted beneath a +palely gorgeous bow. Yet I doubt if ever mortal man swept on to defeat +at last so rapturously as I. + +The gloomier trees had now withdrawn from the banks of the river. A +pale morning sky over-canopied the shimmering forests. Here rose the +solitary tower where Echo tarried for the Hornblower. And straight +before us, across that level floor, beyond a tremulous cloud of foam +and light and colour, lurked the unseen, the unimaginable, the +ever-dreamed-of, Death. + +Heedless of Lorelei, heedless of all save the beauty and terror and +glory in which they rode, down swept snorting ship and master to doom. + +The crystal water jargoned past my saddle. Sky, earth, and tower, like +the panorama of a dream, wheeled around me. Light blinded me; clamour +deafened me; foam and the pure wave and cold darkness whelmed over me. +We surged, paused, gazed, nodded, crashed:--and so an end to Ennui. + + + + +VII + + _He loves to talk with marineres + That come from a far countree._ + + --SAMUEL TAYLOR COLERIDGE. + + +How long my body was the sport of that foaming water I cannot tell. +But when I again opened my eyes, I found, first, that the sun was +shining dazzling clear high above me, and, next, that the delightful +noise of running water babbled close against my ear. I lay upon a +strip of warm sward by the river's brink. Near by me grew some +rank-smelling waterside plant, and overhead the air seemed peopled +with larks. + +I crawled, confused and aching, to the water, and dipped my head and +hands into the cold rills. This soon refreshed me, for the sun had, it +would seem, long been dwelling on that passive corse of mine by the +waterside and had parched it to the skin. + +But it was some little while yet before my mind returned fully to +what had passed, and so to my loss. + +I sat looking at the grey, noisy water, almost incredulous that +Rosinante could be gone. It might be that the same hand as must have +drawn myself from drowning had snatched her bridle also out of Fate's +grasp. Perhaps even now she was seeking her master by the greener +pasture of the wide plains around me. Perhaps the far-off sea was her +green sepulchre. But many waters cannot quench love. I faced, +friendless and discomfited, a region as strange to me as the farther +side of the moon. + +Without more ado I rose, shook myself, and sadly began to go forward. +But I had taken only a few steps along the banks of the stream--for +here was fresh water, at least--when a sound like distant thunder +rolled over these flat, green lands towards me, increasing steadily in +volume. + +I stood, lost in wonder, and presently, at the distance, perhaps, of a +little less than a mile, descried an innumerable herd of horses +streaming across these level pastures, and at the extremity, it +seemed, of a wide ellipse, that had brought them near, and now was +galloping them away. + +My heart beat a little faster at this extraordinary spectacle. And +while I stood in uncertainty gazing after the retreating concourse, I +perceived a figure running towards me, lifting his hands and crying +out in a voice sonorous and inhuman. He was of a stature much above my +own, yet so gross in shape and immense of head he seemed at first +almost dwarfish. He came to a stand twenty paces or so from me, on the +ridge of a gentle inclination, and gazed down on me with wild, bright +eyes. Even at this distance I could perceive the almost colourless +lustre of his eyes beneath his thick locks of yellow hair. When he had +taken his fill of me, he lifted his head again and cried out to me a +few words of what certainly might be English, but was neither +intelligible nor reassuring. + +I stood my ground and stared him in the face, till I could see nothing +but wind-blown yellow, and strange, brutal eyes. Then he advanced a +little nearer. Whereupon I also raised my hand with a gesture like +his own, and demanded loudly where I was, what was this place, and who +was he. His very ears pricked forward, he listened so intently. He +came nearer yet, then stayed, tossed his head into the air, whirled +the long leather thong he carried above his head, and, signing to me +to follow, set off with so swift and easy a stride as would soon have +carried him out of sight, had he not turned and perceived how slowly I +could follow him. + +He slackened his pace then, and, thus running, we came in sight at +length of what appeared to be a vast wooden shed, or barn, with one +rude chimney, and surrounded by a thick fence, or stockade, many feet +high and apparently of immense strength and stability. + +In the gateway of this fence stood the master of these solitudes, his +eyes fixed strangely on my coming with an intense, I had almost said +incredulous, interest. Nor did he cease so to regard me, while the +creature that had conducted me thither, told, I suppose, where he had +found me, and poured out with childish zeal his own amazement and +delight. By this time, too, his voice had begun to lose its first +strangeness, and to take a meaning for me. And I was presently fully +persuaded he spoke a kind of English, and that not unpleasingly, with +a liquid, shrill, voluminous ease. His master listened patiently +awhile, but at last bade his servant be silent, and himself addressed +me. + +"I am informed, Yahoo," he said with peculiar deliberation, "that you +have been borne down into my meadows by the river, and fetched out +thence by my servant. Be aware, then, that all these lands from +horizon to horizon are mine and my people's. I desire no tidings of +what follies may be beyond my boundaries, no aid, and no amity. I +admit no trespasser here and will bear with none. It appears, however, +that your life has passed beyond your own keeping: I may not, +therefore, refuse you shelter and food, and to have you conducted in +safety beyond my borders. Have the courtesy, then, to keep within +shelter of these walls till the night be over. Else"--he gazed out +across the verdant undulations--"else, Yahoo, I have no power to +protect you." + +He turned once more, and regarded me with a lofty yet tender +recognition, as if, little though his speech might profess it, he very +keenly desired my safety. + +He then stepped aside and bade me rather sharply enter the gate before +him. I tried to show none of the mistrust I felt at passing out of +these open lands into this repellent yard. I glanced at the +shock-haired creature, alert, half-human, beside me; across the +limitless savannah around me, echoing yet, it seemed, with the rumour +of innumerable hoofs; and bowing, as it were, to odds, I went in. + +On the other hand, I felt my host had been frank with me. If this was +indeed the same Lemuel Gulliver whose repute my infancy had prized so +well, I need have no fear of blood and treachery at his hands, however +primitive and disgusting his household, or distorted his intellect +might be. He who had proved no tyrant in Lilliput, nor quailed before +the enormities of Brobdingnag, might abhor the sight of me; he would +not play me false. + +His servant, or whatsoever else he might be, I considered not quite +so calmly. Yet even in _his_ broad countenance dwelt a something like +bright honesty, less malice than simplicity. + +Wherefore, I say, I ordered down my cowardice, and, looking both of +them as squarely in the face as I knew how, passed out of the open +into the appalling yard of this wooden house. + +I say "appalling," but without much reason. Perhaps it was the +unseemly hugeness of its balks, the foul piles of skins, the mounds of +refuse that lay about within; perhaps the all-pervading beastly +stench, the bareness and filthiness under so glassy-clear and fierce a +sun that revolted me. All man's seemliness and affection for the +natural things of earth were absent. Here was only a brutal and bald +order, as of an intelligence like that of the yellow-locked, +swift-footed creature behind me. Perhaps also it was the mere +unfamiliarity of much I saw there that estranged me. All lay in +neglect, cracked and marred with rough usage,--coarse strands of a +kind of rope, strips of hide, gaping tubs, a huge and rusty brazier, +and in one corner a great cage, many feet square and surmounted with +an iron ring. + +I know not. I almost desired Sallow at my side, and would to heaven +Rosinante's nose lay in my palm. + +Within the house a wood-fire burned in the sun, its smoke ascending to +the roof, and flowing thence through a rude chimney. A pot steamed +over the fire, burdening the air with a savour at first somewhat faint +and disgusting,--perhaps because it was merely strange to me. The +walls of this lofty room were of rough, substantial timber, bare and +weatherproof; the floor was of the colour of earth, seemingly earth +itself. A few rude stools, a bench, and a four-legged table stood +beside the unshuttered window. And from this stretched the beauteous +green of the grass-land or prairie beyond the stockade. + +The house, then, was built on the summit of a gentle mound, and +doubtless commanded from its upper window the extreme reaches of this +sea of verdure. + +I sat down where Mr. Gulliver directed me, and was not displeased with +the warmth of the fire, despite the sun. I was cold after that long, +watery lullaby, and cold too with exhaustion after running so far at +the heels of the creature who had found me. And I dwelt in a kind of +dream on the transparent flames, and watched vacantly the seething +pot, and smelt till slowly appetite returned the smoke of the stuff +that bubbled beneath its lid. + +Mr. Gulliver himself brought me my platter of this pottage, and though +it tasted of nothing in my experience--a kind of sweet, cloying +meat--I was so tired of the fruits to which enterprise had as yet +condemned me, I ate of it hungrily and heartily. Yet not so fast as +that the young "Gulliver" had not finished his before me, and sat at +length watching every mouthful I took from beneath his sun-enticing +thatch of hair. Ever and again he would toss up his chin with a shrill +guffaw, or stoop his head till his eyeballs were almost hidden +beneath their thick lashes, so regarding me for minutes together with +a delightful simulation of intelligence, yet with that peculiar +wistful affection his master had himself exhibited at first sight of +me. + +But when our meal was done, Mr. Gulliver ordered him about his +business. Without a murmur, with one last, long, brotherly glance at +me, he withdrew. And presently after I heard from afar his high, +melancholy "cooee," and the crack of his thong in the afternoon air as +he hastened out to his charges. + +My companion did not stir. Only the flames waved silently along the +logs. The beam of sunlight drew across the floor. The crisp air of the +pasture flowed through the window. What wonder, then, that, sitting on +my stool, I fell asleep! + + + + +VIII + + _If I see all, ye're nine to ane!_ + + --OLD BALLAD. + + +I was awoke by a sustained sound as of an orator speaking in an +unknown tongue, and found myself in a sunny-shadowy loft, whither I +suppose I must have been carried in my sleep. In a delicious languor +between sleeping and waking I listened with imperturbable curiosity +awhile to that voice of the unknown. Indeed, I was dozing again when a +different sound, enormous, protracted, abruptly aroused me. I got up, +hot and trembling, not yet quite my own master, to discover its cause. + +Through a narrow slit between the timbers I could view the country +beneath me, far and wide. I saw near at hand the cumbrous gate of the +stockade ajar, and at a little distance on the farther side Mr. +Gulliver and his half-human servant standing. In front of them was an +empty space--a narrow semicircle of which Gulliver was the centre. And +beyond--wild-eyed, dishevelled, stretching their necks as if to see, +inclining their heads as if to hearken, ranging in multitude almost to +the sky's verge--stood assembled, it seemed to me, all the horses of +the universe. + +Even in my first sensation of fear admiration irresistibly stirred. +The superb freedom of their unbridled heads, the sun-nurtured +arrogance of their eyes, the tumultuous, sea-like tossing of crest and +tail, their keenness and ardour and might, and also in simple truth +their numbers--how could one marvel if this solitary fanatic dreamed +they heard him and understood? + +Unarmed, bareheaded, he faced the brutal discontent of his people. +Words I could not distinguish; but there was little chance of +misapprehending the haughty anguish with which he threatened, pleaded, +cajoled. Clear and unfaltering his voice rose and fell. He dealt out +fearlessly, foolishly, to that long-snouted, little-brained, +wild-eyed multitude, reason beyond their instinct, persuasion beyond +their savagery, love beyond their heed. + +But even while I listened, one thing I knew those sleek malcontents +heard too--the Spirit of man in that small voice of his--perplexed, +perhaps, and perverted, and out of tether; but none the less +unconquerable and sublime. + +What less, thought I, than power unearthly could long maintain that +stern, impassable barrier of green vacancy between their hoofs and +him? And I suppose for the very reason that these were beasts of a +long-sharpened sagacity, wild-hearted, rebellious, yet not the slaves +of impulse, he yet kept himself their king who was, in fact, their +captive. + +"Houyhnhnms?" I heard him cry; "pah--Yahoos!" His voice fell; he stood +confronting in silence that vast circumference of restless beauty. And +again broke out inhuman, inarticulate, immeasurable revolt. Far across +over the tossing host, rearing, leaping, craning dishevelled heads, +went pealing and eddying that hostile, brutal voice. + +Gulliver lifted his hand, and a tempestuous silence fell once more. +"Yahoos! Yahoos!" he bawled again. Then he turned, and passed back +into his hideous garden. The gate was barred and bolted behind him. + +Thus loosed and unrestrained, surged as if the wind drove them, that +concourse upon the stockade. Heavy though its timbers were, they +seemed to stoop at the impact. A kind of fury rose in me. I lusted to +go down and face the mutiny of the brutes; bit, and saddle, and +scourge into obedience man's serfs of the centuries. I watched, on +fire, the flame of the declining sun upon those sleek, vehement +creatures of the dust. And then, I know not by what subtle irony, my +zeal turned back--turned back and faded away into simple longing for +my lost friend, my peaceful beast-of-evening, Rosinante. I sat down +again in the litter of my bed and earnestly wished myself home; +wished, indeed, if I must confess it, for the familiar face of my Aunt +Sophia, my books, my bed. If these were this land's horses, I thought, +what men might here be met! The unsavouriness, the solitude, the +neighing and tumult and prancing induced in me nothing but dulness at +last and disgust. + +But at length, dismissing all such folly, at least from my face, I +lifted the trap-door and descended the steep ladder into the room +beneath. + +Mr. Gulliver sat where I had left him. Defeat stared from his eyes. +Lines of insane thought disfigured his face. Yet he sat, stubborn and +upright, heedless of the uproar, heedless even that the late beams of +the sun had found him out in his last desolation. So I too sat down +without speech, and waited till he should come up out of his gloom, +and find a friend in a stranger. + +But day waned; the sunlight went out of the great wooden room; the +tumult diminished; and finally silence and evening shadow descended on +the beleaguered house. And I was looking out of the darkened window at +a star that had risen and stood shining in the sky, when I was +startled by a voice so low and so different from any I had yet heard +that I turned to convince myself it was indeed Mr. Gulliver's. + +"And the people of the Yahoos, Traveller," he said, "do they still +lie, and flatter, and bribe, and spill blood, and lust, and covet? Are +there yet in the country whence you come the breadless bellies, the +sores and rags and lamentations of the poor? Ay, Yahoo, and do vicious +men rule, and attain riches; and impious women pomp and +flattery?--hypocrites, pandars, envious, treacherous, proud?" He +stared with desolate sorrow and wrath into my eyes. + +Words in disorder flocked to my tongue. I grew hot and eager, yet by +some instinct held my peace. The fluttering of the dying flames, the +starry darkness, silence itself; what were we who sat together? +Transient shadows both, phantom, unfathomable, mysterious as these. + +I fancied he might speak again. Once he started, raised his arm, and +cried out as if acting again in dream some frenzy of the past. And +once he wheeled on me extraordinary eyes, as if he half-recognised +some idol of the irrevocable in my face. These were momentary, +however. Gloom returned to his forehead, vacancy to his eyes. + +I heard the outer gate flung open, and a light, strange footfall. So +we seated ourselves, all three, for a while round the smouldering +fire. Mr. Gulliver's servant scarcely took his eyes from my face. And, +a little to my confusion, his first astonishment of me had now passed +away, and in its stead had fallen such a gentleness and humour as I +should not have supposed possible in his wild countenance. He busied +himself over his strips of skin, but if he caught my eye upon his own +he would smile out broadly, and nod his great, hairy head at me, till +I fancied myself a child again and he some vast sweetheart of my +nurse. + +When we had supped (sitting together in the great room), I climbed the +ladder into the loft and was soon fast asleep. But from dreams +distracted with confusion I awoke at the first shafts of dawn. I stood +beside the narrow window in the wall of the loft and watched the +distant river change to silver, the bright green of the grass appear. + +This seemed a place of few and timorous birds, and of fewer trees. But +all across the dews of the grasses lay a tinge of powdered gold, as +if yellow flowers were blooming in abundance there. I saw no horses, +no sign of life; heard no sound but the cadent wail of the ash-grey +birds in their flights. And when I turned my eyes nearer home, and +compared the distant beauty of the forests and their radiant clouds +with the nakedness and desolation here, I gave up looking from the +window with a determination to be gone as soon as possible from a +country so uncongenial. + +Moreover, Mr. Gulliver, it appeared, had returned during the night to +his first mistrust of my company. He made no sign he saw me, and left +his uncouth servant to attend on me. For him, indeed, I began to feel +a kind of affection springing up; he seemed so eager to befriend me. +And whose is the heart quite hardened against a simple admiration? I +rose very gladly when, after having stuffed a wallet with food, he +signed to me to follow him. I turned to Mr. Gulliver and held out my +hand. + +"I wish, sir, I might induce you to accompany me," I said. "Some day +we would win our way back to the country we have abandoned. I have +known and loved your name, sir, since first I browsed on +pictures--Being measured for your first coat in Lilliput by the little +tailors:--Straddling the pinnacled city. Ay, sir, and when the farmers +picked you up 'twixt finger and thumb from among their cornstalks...." + +I had talked on in hope to see his face relax; but he made no sign he +saw or heard me. I very speedily dropped my hand and went out. But +when my guide and I had advanced about thirty yards from the stockade, +I cast a glance over my shoulder towards the house that had given me +shelter. It rose, sad-coloured and solitary, between the green and +blue. But, if it was not fancy, Mr. Gulliver stood looking down on me +from the very window whence I had looked down on him. And there I do +not doubt he stayed till his fellow-yahoo had passed across his +inhospitable lands out of his sight for ever. + +I was glad to be gone, and did not, at first, realise that the least +danger lay before us. But soon, observing the extraordinary vigilance +and caution my companion showed, I began to watch and hearken, too. +Evidently our departure had not passed unseen. Far away to left and to +right of us I descried at whiles now a few, now many, swift-moving +shapes. But whether they were advancing with us, or gathering behind +us, in hope to catch their tyrant alone and unaware, I could not +properly distinguish. + +Once, for a cause not apparent to me, my guide raised himself to his +full height, and, thrusting back his head, uttered a most piercing +cry. After that, however, we saw no more for a while of the beasts +that haunted our journey. + +All morning, till the sun was high, and the air athrob with heat and +stretched like a great fiddlestring to a continuous, shrill vibration, +we went steadily forward. And when at last I was faint with heat and +thirst, my companion lifted me up like a child on to his back and set +off again at his great, easy stride. It was useless to protest. I +merely buried my hands in his yellow hair to keep my balance in such a +camel-like motion. + +A little after noon we stayed to rest by a shallow brook, beneath a +cluster of trees scented, though not in blossom, like an English +hawthorn. There we ate our meal, or rather I ate and my companion +watched, running out ever and again for a wider survey, and returning +to me like a faithful dog, to shout snatches of his inconceivable +language at me. + +Sometimes I seemed to catch his meaning, bidding me take courage, have +no fear, he would protect me. And once he shaded his eyes and pointed +afar with extreme perturbation, whining or murmuring while he stared. + +Again we set off from beneath the sweet-scented shade, and now no +doubt remained that I was the object of very hostile evolutions. +Sometimes these smooth-hooved battalions would advance, cloudlike, to +within fifty yards of us, and, snorting, ruffle their manes and wheel +swiftly away; only once more in turn to advance, and stand, with heads +exalted, gazing wildly on us till we were passed on a little. But my +guide gave them very little heed. Did they pause a moment too long in +our path, or gallop down on us but a stretch or two beyond the limit +his instinct had set for my safety, he whirled his thong above his +head, and his yell resounded, and like a shadow upon wheat the furious +companies melted away. + +Evidently these were not the foes he looked for, but a subtler, a more +indomitable. It was at last, I conjectured, at scent, or sight, or +rumour of these that he suddenly swept me on to his shoulders again, +and with a great sneeze or bellow leapt off at a speed he had, as yet, +given me no hint of. + +Looking back as best I could, I began to discern somewhat to the left +of us a numerous herd in pursuit, sorrel in colour, and of a more +magnificent aspect than those forming the other bands. It was obvious, +too, despite their plunging and rearing, that they were gaining on +us--drew, indeed, so near at last that I could count the foremost of +them, and mark (not quite callously) their power and fleetness and +symmetry, even the sun's gold upon their reddish skins. + +Then in a flash my captor set me down, toppled me over (in plain +words) into the thick herbage, and, turning, rushed bellowing, +undeviating towards their leaders, till it seemed he must inevitably +be borne down beneath their brute weight, and so--farewell to summer. +But almost at the impact, the baffled creatures reared, neighing +fearfully in consort, and at the gibberish hurled back on them by +their flamed-eyed master, broke in rout, and fled. + +Whereupon, unpausing, he ran back to me, only just in time to rescue +me from the nearer thunder yet of those who had seized the very acme +of their opportunity to beat out my brains. + +It was a long and arduous and unequal contest. I wished very heartily +I could bear a rather less passive part. But this fearless creature +scarcely heeded me; used me like a helpless child, half tenderly, half +roughly, displaying ever and again over his shoulder only a fleeting +glance of the shallow glories of his eyes, as if to reassure me of his +power and my safety. + +But the latter, those distant savannahs will bear witness, seemed +forlorn enough. My eyes swam with weariness of these crested, +earth-disdaining battalions. I sickened of the heat of the sun, the +incessant sidelong jolting, the amazing green. But on we went, fleet +and stubborn, into ever-thickening danger. How feeble a quarry amid so +many hunters! + +Two things grew clearer to me each instant. First, that every movement +and feint of our pursuers was of design. Not a beast that wheeled but +wheeled to purpose; while the main body never swerved, thundered +superbly on toward the inevitable end. And next I perceived with even +keener assurance that my guide knew his country and his enemy and his +own power and aim as perfectly and consummately; knew, too--this was +the end. + +Far distant in front of us there appeared to be a break in the level +green, a fringe of bushes, rougher ground. For this refuge he was +making, and from this our mutinous Houyhnhnms meant to keep us. + +There was no pausing now, not a glance behind. His every effort was +bent on speed. Speed indeed it was. The wind roared in my ears. Yet +above its surge I heard the neighing and squealing, the +ever-approaching shudder of hoofs. My eyes distorted all they looked +on. I seemed now floating twenty feet in air; now skimming within +touch of ground. Now that sorrel squadron behind me swelled and +nodded; now dwindled to an extreme minuteness of motion. + +Then, of a sudden, a last, shrill paean rose high; the hosts of our +pursuers paused, billow-like, reared, and scattered--my poor Yahoo +leapt clear. + +For an instant once again in this wild journey I was poised, as it +were, in space, then fell with a crash, still clutched, sure and +whole, to the broad shoulders of my rescuer. + +When my first confusion had passed away, I found that I was lying in a +dense green glen at the foot of a cliff. For some moments I could +think of nothing but my extraordinary escape from destruction. Within +reach of my hand lay the creature who had carried me, huddled and +motionless; and to left and to right of me, and one a little nearer +the base of the cliff, five of those sorrel horses that had been +chief of our pursuers. One only of them was alive, and he, also, +broken and unable to rise--unable to do else than watch with fierce, +untamed, glazing eyes (a bloody froth at his muzzle,) every movement +and sign of life I made. + +I myself, though bruised and bleeding, had received no serious injury. +But my Yahoo would rise no more. His master was left alone amidst his +people. I stooped over him and bathed his brow and cheeks with the +water that trickled from the cliffs close at hand. I pushed back the +thick strands of matted yellow hair from his eyes. He made no sign. +Even while I watched him the life of the poor beast near at hand +welled away: he whinnied softly, and dropped his head upon the +bracken. I was alone in the unbroken silence. + +It seemed a graceless thing to leave the carcasses of these brave +creatures uncovered there. So I stripped off branches of the trees, +and gathered bundles of fern and bracken, with which to conceal awhile +their bones from wolf and fowl. And him whom I had begun to love I +covered last, desiring he might but return, if only for a moment, to +bid me his strange farewell. + +This done, I pushed through the undergrowth from the foot of the sunny +cliffs, and after wandering in the woods, came late in the afternoon, +tired out, to a ruinous hut. Here I rested, refreshing myself with the +unripe berries that grew near by. + +I remained quite still in this mouldering hut looking out on the glens +where fell the sunlight. Some homely bird warbled endlessly on in her +retreat, lifted her small voice till every hollow resounded with her +content. Silvery butterflies wavered across the sun's pale beams, +sipped, and flew in wreaths away. The infinite hordes of the dust +raised their universal voice till, listening, it seemed to me their +tiny Babel was after all my own old, far-off English, sweet of the +husk. + +Fate leads a man through danger to his delight. Me she had led among +woods. Nameless though many of the cups and stars and odours of the +flowers were to me, unfamiliar the little shapes that gamboled in fur +and feather before my face, here dwelt, mummy of all earth's summers, +some old ghost of me, sipper of sap, coucher in moss, quieter than +dust. + +So sitting, so rhapsodising, I began to hear presently another +sound--the rich, juicy munch-munch of jaws, a little blunted maybe, +which yet, it seemed, could never cry Enough! to these sweet, +succulent grasses. I made no sign, waited with eyes towards the sound, +and pulses beating as if for a sweetheart. And soon, placid, +unsurprised, at her extreme ease, loomed into sight who but my +ox-headed Rosinante in these dells, cropping her delightful way along +in search of her drowned master. + +I could but whistle and receive the slow, soft scrutiny of her +familiar eyes. I fancied even her bland face smiled, as might +elderliness on youth. She climbed near with bridle broken and +trailing, thrust out her nose to me, and so was mine again. + +Sunlight left the woods. Wind passed through the upper branches. So, +with rain in the air, I went forward once more; not quite so headily, +perhaps, yet, I hope, with undiminished courage, like all earth's +travellers before me, who have deemed truth potent as modesty, and +themselves worth scanning print after. + + + + +IX + + _A ... shop of rarities._ + + --GEORGE HERBERT. + + +A little before darkness fell we struck into a narrow road traversing +the wood. This, though apparently not much frequented, would at least +lead me into lands inhabited, so turning my face to the West, that I +might have light to survey as long as any gleamed in the sky, I +trudged on. But I went slow enough: Rosinante was lame; I like a +stranger to my body, it was so bruised and tumbled. + +The night was black, and a thin rain falling when at last I emerged +from the interminable maze of lanes into which the wood-road had led +me. And glad I was to descry what seemed by the many lights shining +from its windows to be a populous village. A gay village also, for +song came wafted on the night air, rustic and convivial. + +Hereabouts I overtook a figure on foot, who, when I addressed him, +turned on me as sharply as if he supposed the elms above him were +thick with robbers, or that mine was a voice out of the unearthly +hailing him. + +I asked him the name of the village we were approaching. With small +dark eyes searching my face in the black shadow of night, he answered +in a voice so strange and guttural that I failed to understand a word. +He shook his fingers in the air; pointed with the cudgel he carried +under his arm now to the gloom behind us, now to the homely galaxy +before us, and gabbled on so fast and so earnestly that I began to +suppose he was a little crazed. + +One word, however, I caught at last from all this jargon, and that +often repeated with a little bow to me, and an uneasy smile on his +white face--"Mishrush, Mishrush!" But whether by this he meant to +convey to me his habitual mood, or his own name, I did not learn till +afterwards. I stopped in the heavy road and raised my hand. + +"An inn," I cried in his ear, "I want lodging, supper--a tavern, an +inn!" as if addressing a child or a natural. + +He began gesticulating again, evidently vain of having fully +understood me. Indeed, he twisted his little head upon his shoulders +to observe Rosinante gauntly labouring on. "'Ame!--'ame!" he cried +with a great effort. + +I nodded. + +"Ah!" he cried piteously. + +He led me, after a few minutes' journey, into the cobbled yard of a +bright-painted inn, on whose signboard a rising sun glimmered faintly +gold, and these letters standing close above it--"The World's End." + +Mr. "Mishrush" seemed not a little relieved at nearing company after +his lonely walk; triumphant, too, at having guided me hither so +cunningly. He lifted his nimble cudgel in the air and waved it +conceitedly to and fro in time to the song that rose beyond the +window. "Fau'ow er Wur'!--Fau'ow er Wur'!" he cried delightedly again +and again in my ear, eager apparently for my approval. So we stood, +then, beneath the starless sky, listening to the rich _choragium_ of +the "World's End." They sang in unison, sang with a kind of forlorn +heat and enthusiasm. And when the song was ended, and the roar of +applause over, Night, like a darkened water whelmed silently in, +engulfed it to the echo: + + Follow the World-- + She bursts the grape, + And dandles man + In her green lap; + She moulds her Creature + From the clay, + And crumbles him + To dust away: + Follow the World! + + One Draught, one Feast, + One Wench, one Tomb; + And thou must straight + To ashes come: + Drink, eat, and sleep; + Why fret and pine? + Death can but snatch + What ne'er was thine: + Follow the World! + +It died away, I say, and an ostler softly appeared out of the shadow. +Into his charge, then, I surrendered Rosinante, and followed my +inarticulate acquaintance into the noise and heat and lustre of the +Inn. + +It was a numerous company there assembled. But their voices fell to a +man on the entry of a stranger. They scrutinised me, not uncivilly, +but closely, seeking my badge, as it were by which to recognise and +judge me ever after. + +Mr. Mistrust, as I presently discovered my guide's name indeed to be, +was volubly explaining how I came into his company. They listened +intently to what, so far as I could gather, might be Houyhnhnmish or +Double-Dutch. And then, as if to show me to my place forthwith, a +great fleshy fellow that sat close beside the hearth this summer +evening continued in a loud voice the conversation I had interrupted. + +Whereupon Mr. Mistrust with no little confidence commended me in dumb +show to the landlady of the Inn, a Mrs. Nature, if I understood him +aright. This person was still comely, though of uncertain age, wore +cherry ribbons, smiled rather vacantly from vague, wonderful, +indescribable eyes that seemed to change colour, like the chameleon, +according to that they dwelt on. + +I am afraid, as much to my amusement as wonder, I discovered that this +landlady of so much apparent _bonhomie_ was a deaf-mute. If victuals, +or drink, or bed were required, one must chalk it down on a little +slate she carried at her girdle for the purpose. Indeed, the absence +of two of her three chief senses had marvellously sharpened the +remaining one. Her eyes were on all, vaguely dwelling, lightly gone, +inscrutable, strangely fascinating. She moved easily and soundlessly +(as fat women may), and I doubt if ever mug or pot of any of that +talkative throng remained long empty, except at the tippler's +reiterated request. + +She laid before me an excellent supper on a little table somewhat +removed beside a curtained window. And while I ate I watched, and +listened, not at all displeased with my entertainment. + +The room in which we sat was low-ceiled and cheerful, but rather +close after the rainy night-air. Gay pictures beautified the walls. +Here a bottle, a cheese, grapes, a hare, a goblet--in a clear brown +light that made the guest's mouth water to admire. Here a fine +gentleman toasting a simpering chambermaid. Above the chimney-piece a +bloated old man in vineleaves that might be Silenus. And over against +the door of the parlour what I took to be a picture of Potiphar's wife, +she looked out of the paint so bold and beauteous and craftily. Birds +and fishes in cases stared glassily,--owl and kestrel, jack and eel +and gudgeon. All was clean and comfortable as a hospitable inn can be. + +But they who frequented it interested me much more--as various and +animated a gathering as any I have seen. Yet in some peculiar manner +they seemed one and all not to the last tittle quite of this world. +They were, so to speak, more earthy, too definite, too true to the +mould, like figures in a bleak, bright light viewed out of darkness. +Certainly not one of them was at first blush prepossessing. Yet who +finds much amiss with the fox at last, though all he seems to have be +cunning? + +Near beside me, however, sat retired a man a little younger and more +at his ease than most of the many there, and as busy with his eyes and +ears as I. His name, I learned presently, was Reverie; and from him I +gathered not a little information regarding the persons who talked and +sipped around us. + +He told me at whiles that his house was not in the village, but in a +valley some few miles distant across the meadows; that he sat out +these bouts of argument and slander for the sheer delight he had in +gathering the myriad strands of that strange rope Opinion; that he +lived (heart, soul, and hope) well-nigh alone; that he deeply +mistrusted this place, and the company we were in, yet not for its +mistress's sake, who was at least faithful to her instincts, candid to +the candid, made no favourites, and, eventually, compelled order. He +told me also that if friends he had, he deemed it wiser not to name +them, since the least sibilant of the sound of the voice incites to +treachery; and in conclusion, that of all men he was acquainted with, +one at least never failed to right his humour; and that one was yonder +flabby, pallid fellow with the velvet collar to his coat, and the +rings on his fingers, and the gold hair, named Pliable, who sat beside +Mr. Stubborn on the settle by the fire. + +When, then, I had finished my supper, I drew in my chair a little +closer to Mr. Reverie's and, having scribbled my wants on the +Landlady's slate, turned my attention to the talk. + +At the moment when I first began to listen attentively they seemed to +be in heated dispute concerning the personal property of a certain Mr. +Christian, who was either dead or had inexplicably disappeared. Mr. +Obstinate, I gathered, had taken as his right this Christian's +"easy-chair"; a gentleman named Smoothman most of his other goods for +a debt; while a Parson Decorum had appropriated as heretical his +books and various peculiar MSS. + +But there now remained in question a trifling sum of money which a Mr. +Liar loudly demanded in payment of an "affair of honour." This, +however, he seemed little likely to obtain, seeing that an elderly +uncle by marriage of Christian's, whose name was Office, was as eager +and affable and frank about the sum as he was bent on keeping it; and +rattled the contents of his breeches' pocket in sheer bravado of his +means to go to law for it. + +"He left a bare pittance, the merest pittance," he said. "What could +there be of any account? Christian despised money, professed to +despise it. That alone would prove my wretched nephew queer in the +head--despised _money_! + +"Tush, friend!" cried Obstinate from his corner. "Whether the money is +yours, or neighbour Liar's--and it is as likely as not neither's--that +talk about despising money's what but a silly lie? 'Twas all sour +grapes--sour grapes. He had cunning enough for envy, and pride enough +for shame; and at last there was naught but cunning left wherewith to +patch up a clout for him and his shame to be gone in. I watched him +set out on his pestilent pilgrimage, crazed and stubborn, and not a +groat to call his own." + +"Yet I have heard say he came of a moneyed stock," said Pliable. "The +Sects of Privy Opinion were rare wealthy people, and they, so 'tis +said, were his kinsmen. Truth is, for aught I know, Christian must +have been in some degree a very liberal rascal, with all his faults." +He tittered. + +"Oh! he was liberal enough," said Mr. Malice suavely: "why, even on +setting out, he emptied his wife's purse into a blind beggar's +hat!--his that used to bleat, 'Cast thy bread--cast thy bread upon the +waters!' whensoever he spied Christian stepping along the street. They +say," he added, burying his clever face in his mug, "the Heavenly +Jerusalem lieth down by the weir." + +"But we must not contemn a man for his poverty, neighbours," said +Liar, gravely composing his hairless face. "Christian's was a +character of beautiful simplicity--beautiful! _How_ many rickety +children did he leave behind him?" + +A shrill voice called somewhat I could not quite distinguish, for at +that moment a youth rose abruptly near by, and went hastily out. + +Obstinate stared roundly. "Thou hast a piercing voice, friend Liar!" + +"I did but seek the truth," said Liar. + +"But whether or no, Christian believed in it--verily he seemed to +believe in it. Was it not so, neighbour Obstinate?" enquired Pliable, +stroking his leg. + +"Believed in what, my friend?" said Obstinate, in a dull voice. + +"About Mount Zion, and the Crowns of Glory, and the Harps of Gold, and +such like," said Pliable uneasily--"at least, it is said so; so 'tis said." + +"Believed!" retorted a smooth young man who seemed to feel the heat, +and sat by the staircase door. "That's an easy task--to believe, sir. +Ask any pretty minikin!" + +"And I'd make bold to enquire of yonder Liveloose," said a thick, +monotonous voice (a Mr. Dull's, so Reverie informed me), "if mebbe he +be referring to one of his own, or that fellow Sloth's devilish fairy +tales? I know one yet he'll eat again some day." + +At which remark all laughed consumedly, save Dull. + +"Well, one thing Christian had, and none can deny it," said Pliable, a +little hotly, "and that was Imagination? _I_ shan't forget the tales +he was wont to tell: what say you, Superstition?" + +Mr. Superstition lifted dark, rather vacant eyes on Pliable. "Yes, +yes," he said: "Flame, and sigh, and lamentation. My God, my God, +gentlemen!" + +"Oo-ay, Oo-ay," yelped the voice of Mistrust, startled out of silence. + +"Oo-ay," whistled Malice, under his breath. + +"Tush, tush!" broke in Obstinate again, and snapped his fingers in the +air. "And what is this precious Imagination? Whither doth it conduct a +man, but to beggary, infamy, and the mad-house? Look ye to it, friend +Pliable! 'Tis a devouring flame; give it but wind and leisure, the +fairest house is ashes." + +"Ashes; ashes!" mocked one called Cruelty, who had more than once +taken my attention with his peculiar contortions--"talking of ashes, +what of Love-the-log Faithful, Master Tongue-stump? What of +Love-the-log Faithful?" + +At which Liveloose was so extremely amused, the tears stood in his +eyes for laughing. + +I looked round for Mistrust, and easily recognised my friend by his +hare-like face, and the rage in his little active eyes. But +unfortunately, as I turned to enquire somewhat of Reverie, Liveloose +suddenly paused in his merriment with open mouth; and the whole +company heard my question, "But who was Love-the-log Faithful?" + +I was at once again the centre of attention, and Mr. Obstinate rose +very laboriously from his settle and held out a great hand to me. + +"I'm pleased to meet thee," he said, with a heavy bow. "There's a dear +heart with my good neighbour Superstition yonder who will present a +very fair account of that misguided young man. Madam Wanton, here's a +young gentleman that never heard tell of our old friend Love-the-log." + +A shrill peal of laughter greeted this sally. + +"Why, Faithful was a young gentleman, sir," explained the woman +civilly enough, "who preferred his supper hot." + +"Oh, Madam Wanton, my dear, my dear!" cried a long-nosed woman nearly +helpless with amusement. + +I saw Superstition gazing darkly at me. He shook his head as I was +about to reply, so I changed my retort. "Who, then, was Mr. +Christian?" I enquired simply. + +At that the house shook with the roar of laughter that went up. + + + + +X + + ... _Large draughts of intellectual day._ + + --RICHARD CRASHAW. + + +"Believe me, neighbours," said Malice softly, when this uproar was a +little abated, "there is nought so strange in the question. It meaneth +only that this young gentleman hath not enjoyed the pleasure of your +company before. Will it amaze you to learn, my friends, that Christian +is like to be immortal only because you _talk_ him out of the grave? +One brief epitaph, gentlemen, would let him rot." + +"Nay, but I'll tell the gentleman who Christian was, and with +pleasure," cried a lucid, rather sallow little man that had sat +quietly smiling and listening. "My name, let me tell you, is Atheist, +sir; and Christian was formerly a very near neighbour of an old friend +of my family's--Mr. Sceptic. They lived, sir--at least in those +days--opposite to one another." + +"He is a great talker," whispered Reverie in my ear. But the company +evidently found his talk to their taste. They sat as still and +attentive around him, as though before an extemporary preacher. + +"Well, sir," continued Atheist, "being, in a sense, neighbours, +Christian in his youth would often confide in my friend; though, +assuredly, Sceptic never sought his confidences. And it seemeth he +began to be perturbed and troubled over the discovery that it is +impossible--at least in this plain world--to eat your cake, yet have +it. And by some ill chance he happened at this time on a mouldy old +folio in my friend's house that had been the property of his maternal +grandmother--the subtlest old tome you ever set eyes on, though +somewhat too dark and extravagant and heady for a sober man of the +world like me. 'Twas called the Bible, sir--a collection of legends +and fables of all times, tongues, and countries threaded together, +mighty ingeniously I grant, and in as plausible a style as any I +know, if a little lax and flowery in parts. + +"Well, Christian borroweth the book of my friend--never to return it. +And being feeble and credulous, partly by reason of his simple wits, +and partly by reason of the sad condition a froward youth had reduced +him to, he accepts the whole book--from Apple to Vials--for truth. In +fact, 'he ate the little book,' as one of the legendary kings it +celebrates had done before him." + +"Ay," broke in Cruelty wildly, "and has ever since gotten the gripes." + +Atheist inclined his head. "Putting it coarsely, gentlemen, such was +the case," he said. "And away at his wit's end he hasteneth, waning +and shivering, to a great bog or quagmire--that my friend Pliable will +answer to--and plungeth in. 'Tis the same story repeated. He could be +temperate in nought. _I_ knew the bog well; but I knew the +stepping-stones better. Believe me, I have traversed the narrow way +this same Christian took, seeking the harps and pearls and the _elixir +vitæ_, these many years past. The book inciteth ye to it. It sets a +man's heart on fire--that's weak enough to read it--with its pomp, and +rhetoric, and far-away promises, and lofty counsels. Oh, fine words, +who is not their puppet! I climbed 'Difficulty.' I snapped my fingers +at the grinning Lions. I passed cautiously through the 'Valley of the +Shadow'--wild scenery, sir! I visited that prince of bubbles also, +Giant Despair, in his draughty castle. And--though boasting be far +from me!--fetched Liveloose's half-brother out of a certain +charnel-house near by. + +"_Thus far_, sir, I went. But I have not yet found the world so barren +of literature as to write a book about it. I have not yet found the +world so barren of ingratitude as to seek happiness by stabbing in the +back every friend I ever had. I have not yet forsaken wife and +children; neighbours and kinsmen; home, ease, and tenderness, for a +whim, a dream, a passing qualm. No, sir; 'tis this Christian's +ignorant hardness-of-heart that is his bane. Knowing little, he +prateth much. He would pinch and contract the Universe to his own +fantastical pattern. He is tedious, he is pragmatical, and--I affirm +it in all sympathy and sorrow--he is crazed. Malice, haply, is a +little sharp at times. And neighbour Obstinate dealeth full weight +with his opinions. But this Christian Flown-to-Glory, as the urchins +say, pinks with a bludgeon. He cannot endure an honest doubt. He +distorteth a mere difference of opinion into a roaring Tophet. And +because he is helpless, solitary, despised in the world; because he is +impotent to refute, and too stubborn to hear and suffer people a +little higher and weightier, a leetle wiser than he--why, beyond the +grave he must set his hope in vengeance. Beyond the grave--bliss for +his own shade; fire and brimstone, eternal woe for theirs. Ay, and +'tis not but for a season will he vex us, but for ever, and for ever, +and for ever--if he knoweth in the least what he meaneth by the +phrase. And this he calls 'Charity.' + +"Yes, sirs, beyond the grave he would condemn us, beyond the grave--a +place of peace whereto I deem there are not many here but will be +content at length to come; and I not least content, when my duty is +done, my children provided for, and my last suspicion of fear and +folly suppressed. + +"To conclude, sir--and beshrew me, gentlemen, how time doth fly in +talk!--this Christian goeth his way. We, each in accord with his +caprice and conscience, go ours. We envy him not his vapours, his +terrors, or his shameless greed of reward. Why, then, doth he envy us +our wealth, our success, our gaiety, our content? He raves. He is +haunted. What is man but as grass, and the flower of grass? Come the +sickle, he is clean gone. I can but repeat it, sir, our poor neighbour +was crazed: 'tis Christian in a word." + +A sigh, a murmur of satisfaction and relief, rose from the company, as +if one and all had escaped by Mr. Atheist's lucidity out of a very +real peril. + +I thanked him for his courtesy, and in some confusion turned to +Reverie with the remark that I thought I now recollected to have heard +Christian's name, but understood he had indeed arrived, at last, at +the Celestial City for which he had set out. + +"Celestial twaddle, sir!" cried Mr. Obstinate hoarsely. "He went +stark, staring mad, and now is dust, as we shall soon all be, that's +certain." + +Then Cruelty rose out of his chair and elbowed his way to the door. He +opened it and looked out. + +"I would," he said, "I had known of this Christian before he started. +Step you down to Vanity Fair, Sir Stranger, if the mood take you; and +we'll show you as pretty a persuasion against pilgrimage as ever you +saw." He opened his mouth where he stood between me and the stars. +"... There's many more!" he added with difficulty, as if his rage was +too much for him. He spat into the air and went out. + +Presently after Liveloose rose up, smiling softly, and groped after +him. + +A little silence followed their departure. + +"You must tell your friend, Mr. Reverie," said Atheist +good-humouredly, "that Mr. Cruelty says more than he means. To my mind +he is mistaken--too energetic; but his intentions are good." + +"He's a staunch, dependable fellow," said Obstinate, patting down the +wide cuffs he wore. + +But even at that moment a stranger softly entered the inn out of the +night. His face was of the grey of ashes, and he looked once round on +us all with a still, appalling glance that silenced the words on my +lips. + +We sat without speech--Obstinate yawning, Atheist smiling lightly, +Superstition nibbling his nails, Reverie with chin drawn a little +back, Pliable bolt upright, like a green and white wand, Mistrust +blinking his little thin lids; but all with eyes fixed on this +stranger, who deemed himself, it seemed, among friends. + +He turned his back on us and sipped his drink under the heedless, +deep, untroubled gaze of Mrs. Nature, and passed out softly and +harmlessly as he had come in. + +Reverie stood up like a man surprised and ill at ease. He turned to +me. "I know him only by repute, by hearsay," he said with an effort. +"He is a stranger to us all, indeed, sir--to all." + +Obstinate, with a very flushed face, thrust his hand into his +breeches' pocket. "Nay, sir," he said, "my purse is yet here. What +more would you have?" + +At which Pliable laughed, turning to the women. + +I put on my hat and followed Reverie to the door. + +"Excuse me, sir," I said, "but I have no desire to stay in this house +over-night. And if you would kindly direct me to the nearest way out +of the village, I will have my horse saddled now and be off." + +And then I noticed that Superstition stood in the light of the doorway +looking down on us. + +"There's Christian's way," he said, as if involuntarily.... + +"Lodge with me to-night," Reverie answered, "and in the morning you +shall choose which way to go you will." + +I thanked him heartily and turned in to find Rosinante. + +The night was now fine, but moist and sultry, and misty in the +distance. It was late, too, for few candles gleamed beneath the +moonlight from the windows round about the smooth village-green. Even +as we set out, I leading Rosinante by her bridle, and Superstition on +my left hand, out of heavenly Leo a bright star wheeled, fading as it +fell. And soon high hedges hid utterly the "World's End" behind us, +out of sight and sound. + +I observed when the trees had laid their burdened branches overhead, +and the thick-flowered bushes begun to straiten our way, that this Mr. +Superstition who had desired to accompany us was of a very different +courage from that his manner at the inn seemed to profess. + +He walked with almost as much caution and ungainliness as Mistrust, +his deep and shining eyes busily searching the gloom to left and right +of him. Indeed, those same dark eyes of his reminded me not a little +of Mrs. Nature's, they were so full of what they could not tell. + +He was on foot; my new friend Reverie, like myself, led his horse, a +pale, lovely creature with delicate nostrils and deep-smouldering +eyes. + +"You must think me very bold to force my company on you," said +Superstition awkwardly, turning to Reverie, "but my house is never so +mute with horror as in these moody summer nights when thunder is in +the air. See there!" he cried. + +As if the distant sky had opened, the large, bright, harmless +lightning quivered and was gone, revealing on the opposing hills +forest above forest unutterably dark and still. + +"Surely," I said, "that is not the way Christian took?" + +"They say," Reverie answered, "the Valley of the Shadow of Death lies +between those hills." + +"But Atheist," I said, "_that_ acid little man, did he indeed walk +there alone?" + +"I have heard," muttered Superstition, putting out his hand, "'tis +fear only that maketh afraid. Atheist has no fear." + +"But what of Cruelty," I said, "and Liveloose?" + +"Why," answered Superstition, "Cruelty works cunningest when he is +afraid; and Liveloose never talks about himself. None the less there's +not a tree but casts a shadow. I met once an earnest yet very popular +young gentleman of the name of Science, who explained almost +everything on earth to me so clearly, and patiently, and fatherly, I +thought I should evermore sleep in peace. But we met at noon. Believe +me, sir, I would have followed Christian and his friend Hopeful very +willingly long since; for as for Cruelty and Obstinate and all that +clumsy rabble, I heed them not. Indeed my cousin Mistrust _did_ go, +and as you see returned with a caution; and a poor young school-fellow +of mine, Jack Ignorance, came to an awful end. But it is because I owe +partly to Christian and not all to myself this horrible solitude in +which I walk that I dare not risk a deeper. It would be, I feel sure. +And so I very willingly beheld Faithful burned; it restored my +confidence. And here, sir," he added, almost with gaiety, "lives my +friend Mrs. Simple, a widow. She enjoys my company and my old fables, +and we keep the blinds down against these mountains, and candles +burning against the brighter lightnings." + +So saying, Superstition bade us good-night and passed down a little +by-lane on our left towards a country cottage, like a dreaming bower +of roses beneath the moon. + +But Reverie and I continued on as if the moon herself as patiently +pursued us. And by-and-by we came to a house called Gloom, whose +gardens slope down with plashing fountains and glimmering banks of +flowers into the shadow and stillness of a broad valley, named beneath +the hills of Silence, Peace. + + + + +XI + + _His soul shall taste the sadness of her might, + And be among her cloudy trophies hung._ + + --JOHN KEATS. + + +Even as we entered the gates of Mr. Reverie's house beneath embowering +chestnuts, there advanced across the moonlit spaces to meet us a +figure on foot like ourselves, leading his horse. He was in armour, +yet unarmed. His steel glittered cold and blue; his fingers hung +ungauntleted; and on his pale face dwelt a look never happy warrior +wore yet. He seemed a man Mars lends to Venus out of war to unhappy +idleness. The disillusionment of age was in his face: yet he was +youthful, I suppose; scarce older than Mercutio, and once, perhaps, as +light of wit. + +He took my hand in a grasp cold and listless, and smiled from +mirthless eyes. + +Yet there was something strangely taking in this solitary +knight-at-arms. She for whom he does not fight, I thought, must have +somewhat of the immortals to grace her warrior with. And if it were +only shadows that beset him and obscured his finer heart, shadows they +were of myrtle and rhododendron, with voices shrill and small as the +sparrows', and eyes of the next-to-morning stars. + +Indeed, these gardens whispered, and the wind at play in the air +seemed to bear far-away music, dying and falling. + +We entered the house and sat down to supper in a low room open to the +night. Reverie recounted our evening's talk. "I wish," he said, +turning to his friend, "you would accompany Mr. Brocken and me one +night to the 'World's End' to hear these fellows talk. Such arrogance, +such assurance, such bigotry and blindness and foxiness!--yet, on my +word, a kind of gravity with it all, as if the scarecrows had some +real interest in the devil's tares they guard. Come now, let it be a +bargain between us, and leave this endless search awhile." + +But the solitary knight shook his head. "They would jeer me out of +knowledge," he said. "Why, Reverie, the children cease their play +when I pass, and draw their tops and marbles out of the dust, and gaze +till I am hid from sight." + +"It is fancy, only fancy," replied Reverie; "children stare at all +things new to them in the world. How else could they recognise and +learn again--how else forget? But as for this rabble's mockery, there +is a she-bear left called Oblivion which is their mistress, and will +some day silence every jeer." + +The solitary knight shook his head again, eyeing me solemnly as if in +hope to discern in my face the sorcery that held himself in thrall. + +The few wax tapers gave but light enough to find the way from goblet +to mouth. As for Reverie's wine, I ask no other, for it had the +poppy's scarlet, and overcame weariness so subtly I almost forgot +these were the hours of sleep we spent in waking; forgot, too, as if +of the lotus, all thought of effort and hope. + +After all, thought I as I sipped, effort is the flaw that proves men +mortal; while as for hope, who would seek a seed that floats on every +wind and smothers the world with weeds that bear no fruit? It was, in +fact, fare very different from the ale and cheese of the "World's End." + +"But you yourself," I said to Mr. Reverie presently; "in all the talk +at the inn you kept a very scrupulous silence--discreet enough, I own. +But now, what truly _was_ this Christian of whom we heard so much? and +why, may I ask, do his neighbours slander the dead? You yourselves, +did you ever meet with him?" I turned from one to the other of my +companions as they glanced uneasily each at each. + +"Well, sir," said Reverie rather deliberately, "I have met him and +talked with him. I often think of him, in spite of myself. Yet he was +a man of little charm. He certainly had a remarkable gift for +estranging his friends. He was a foe to the most innocent compromise. +For myself, I found not much humour in him, no eye for grace or art, +and a limited imagination that was yet his absolute master. +Nevertheless, as you hint, these fellows, no more than I, can forget +him. Nor you?" He turned to the other. + +"Christian," he replied, "I remember him. We were friends a little +while. Faithful I knew also. Faithful was to the last my friend. Ah! +Reverie, then--how many years ago!--there was a child we loved, all +three: do you remember? I see the low, green wall, cool from how many +a summer's shadows, the clusters of green apples on the bough. And in +the early morning we would go, carrying torn-off branches, and +shouting our songs through the fields, till we came to the shadow and +the hush of the woods. Ay, Reverie, and we would burst in on silence, +each his heart beating, and play there. And perhaps it was Hopeful who +would steal away from us, and the others play on; or perhaps you into +the sunlight that maddened the sheltered bird to flit and sing in the +orchard where the little child we loved played--not yet sad, but how +much beloved; not yet weary of passing shadows, and simple creatures, +and boy's rough gifts and cold hands. But I--with me it was ever +evening, when the blackbird bursts harshly away. Then it was so still +in the orchard, and in the curved bough so solitary, that the +nightingale, cowering, would almost for fear begin to sing, and stoop +to the bending of the bough, her sidelong eyes in shade; while the +stars began to stand in the stations above us, ever bright, and all +the night was peace. Then would I dream on--dream of the face I loved, +Innocence, O Innocence!" + +It was a strange outburst. His voice rose almost to a chant, full of a +forlorn music. But even as he ceased, we heard in the following +silence, above the plashing of the restless fountains, beyond, far and +faint, a wild and stranger music welling. And I saw from the porch +that looks out from the house called Gloom, "La belle Dame sans Merci" +pass riding with her train, who rides in beauty beneath the huntress, +heedless of disguise. Across from far away, like leaves of autumn, +skirred the dappled deer. The music grew, timbrel and pipe and tabor, +as beneath the glances of the moon the little company sped, transient +as a rainbow, elusive as a dream. I saw her maidens bound and +sandalled, with all their everlasting flowers; and advancing +soundless, unreal, the silver wheels of that unearthly chariot amid +the Fauns. On, on they gamboled, hoof in yielding turf, blowing reed +melodies, mocking water, their lips laid sidelong, their eyes aleer +along the smoothness of their flutes. + +And when I turned again to my companions, with I know not what old +folly in my eyes, I know not what unanswerable cry in my heart, +Reverie alone was at my side. I seemed to see the long fringes of the +lake, the sedge withered, the grey waters restless in the bonds of the +wind, tuneless and chill; all these happy gardens swept bare and +flowerless; and the far hills silent in the unattainable dawn. + +"She pipes, he follows," said Reverie; "she sets the tune, he dances. +Yet, sir, on my soul, I believe it is the childish face of that same +Innocence we kept tryst with long ago he pursues on and on, through +what sad labyrinths we, who dream not so wildly, cannot by taking +thought come to guess." + + * * * * * + +The next two days passed serenely and quietly at Reverie's. We read +together, rode, walked, and talked together, and listened in the +evening to music. For a sister of Reverie's lived not far distant, who +visited him while I was there, and took supper with us, delighting us +with her wit and spirit and her youthful voice. + +But though Reverie more than once suggested it, I could not bring +myself to return to the "World's End" and its garrulous company. +Whether it was the moist, grey face of Mr. Cruelty I most abhorred, or +Stubborn's slug-like eye, or the tongue-stump of my afflicted guide, I +cannot say. + +Moreover, I had begun to feel a very keen curiosity to see the way +that had lured Christian on with such graceless obstinacy. They had +spoken of remorse, poverty, pride, world-failure, even insanity, even +vice: but these appeared to me only such things as might fret a man to +set violently out on, not to persist in such a course; or likelier +yet, to abandon hope, to turn back from heights that trouble or +confusion set so far, and made seem dreams. + +How could I help, too, being amused to think how vastly strange these +fellows considered a man's venturing whither his star beckoned; though +that star were only power, only fame, only beauty, only peace? What +wonder they were many? + +Not far from this place, Reverie informed me, were pitched the booths +of Vanity Fair. This, by his account, was a place one ought to visit, +if only for the satisfaction of leaving it behind. But I have heard +more animated accounts of it elsewhere. + +As for Reverie himself, he seemed only desirous to contemplate; never +to taste, to win, or to handle. He needed but refuse reality to what +shocked or teased him, to find it harmless and entertaining. He was a +dreamer whom the heat and shout of battle could not offend. + +Perhaps he perceived my restlessness to be gone, for he himself +suggested that I should stay till the next morning, and then, if I so +pleased, he would see me a mile or two on my way. + +"For the Pitiless Lady," he said, smiling, "takes many disguises, +sometimes of the sun, sometimes of evening, sometimes of night; and I +would at least save you from the fate that has made my poor friend a +phantom before he is a shade." + + + + +XII + + _The many men, so beautiful! + And they all dead did lie._ + + --S.T. Coleridge. + + +So Reverie, as he had promised, rode out with me a few miles to see me +on my way. Above the gloom and stillness of the valley the scene began +to change again. I was glad as I could be to view once more the +tossing cornfields and the wind at play with shadow. Near and far, +woods and pastures smoked beneath the sun. I know not through how many +arches of the elms and green folds of the meadows I kept watch on the +chimneys of a farmhouse above its trees. + +But Reverie, the further we journeyed, the less he said. I almost +chafed to see his heedless eyes turned upon some inward dream, while +here, like life itself, stood cloud and oak, warbled bird and brook +beneath the burning sun. I saw again in memory the silver twilight of +the moon, and the crazy face of Love's Warrior, haunter of shade. Let +him but venture into the open, I thought, hear again the distant +lowing of the oxen, the rooks cawing in the elms, see again the flocks +upon the hillside! + +I suppose this was her home my heart had turned to. This was my dust; +night's was his. For me the wild rose and the fields of harvest; for +him closed petals, the chantry of the night wind, phantom lutes and +voices. And, as if he had overheard my thoughts, Reverie turned at the +cross-ways. + +"You will come back again," he said. "They tell me in distant lands +men worship Time, set up a shrine to him in every street, and treasure +his emblem next their hearts. There, they say, even the lover babbles +of hours, and the dreamer measures sleep with a pendulum. Well, my +house is secluded, and the world is far; and to me Time is naught. +Return, sir, then, when it pleases you. Besides," he added, smiling +faintly, "there is always company at the World's End." + +The crisp sunbeams rained upon his pale and delicate horse, its +equal-plaited mane, on the darkness of his cloak, that dream-delighted +face. Here smouldered gold, here flushed crimson, and here the curved +damaskening of his bridle glistened and gleamed. He was a strange +visitant to the open day, between the green hedges, beneath the +enormous branching of the elms. And there I bade him farewell. + +Some day, perhaps, I shall return as he has foretold, for it is ever +easy to find again the house of Reverie--to them who have learned the +way. + +On I journeyed, then, following as I had been directed the main road +to Vanity Fair. But whether it is that the Fair is more difficult to +arrive at than to depart from, or is really a hard day's journey even +from the gay parlour of the World's End, it already began to be +evening, and yet no sign of bunting or booth or clamour or smoke. + +And it was at length to a noiseless Fair, far from all vanity, that I +came at sunset--the cypresses of a solitary graveyard. I was tired out +and desired only rest; so dismounting and leading Rosinante, I turned +aside willingly into its peace. + +It seemed I had entered a new earth. The lane above had wandered on in +the gloaming of its hedges and over-arching trees. Here, all the +clouds of sunset stood, caught up in burning gold. Even as I paused, +dazzled a moment by the sudden radiance, from height to height the +wild bright rose of evening ran. Not a tottering stone, black, +well-nigh shapeless with age, not a green bush, but seemed to dwell +unconsumed in its own fire above this desolate ground. The trees that +grew around me--willow and yew, thorn and poplar--were but flaming +cages for the wild birds that perched in their branches. + +Above these sound-dulled mansions trod lightly, as if of thought, +Rosinante's gilded shoes. I wandered on in a strange elation of mind, +filled with a desperate desire ever to remember how flamed this rose +between earth and sky, how throbbed this jargon of delight. And +turning as if in hope to share my enthusiasm, a childish peal of +laughter showed me I was not alone. + +Beneath a canopy of holly branches and yew two children sat playing. +The nearer child's hair was golden, glistening round his face of +roses, and he it was who had laughed, tumbling on the sward. But the +face of the further child was white almost as crystal, and the dark +hair that encircled his head with its curved lines seemed as it were +the shadow of the gold it showed beside. These children, it was plain, +had been running and playing across the tombs; but now they were +stooping together at some earnest sport. To me, even if they had seen +me, they as yet paid no heed. + +I passed slowly towards them, deeming them at first of solitude's +creation, my eyes dazzled so with the sun. But as I approached, so the +branches beneath which they played gradually disparted, and I saw not +far distant from them one sitting who evidently had these jocund boys +in charge. + +I could not but hesitate awhile as I surveyed them. These were no +mortal children playing naked amid the rose of evening: nor she who +sat veiled and beautiful beneath the ruinous tombs. I turned with +sudden dismay to depart from their presence unobserved as I had +entered; but the children had now espied me, and came running, filled +with wonder of Rosinante and the stranger beside her. + +They stayed at a little distance from us with dwelling eyes and parted +lips. Then the fairer and, as it seemed to me, elder of the brothers +stooped and plucked a few blades of grass and proffered them, half +fearfully, to the beast that amazed him. But the other gave less heed +to Rosinante, fixed the filmy lustre of his eyes on me, his wonderful +young face veiled with that wisdom which is in all children, and of an +immutable gravity. + +But by this time, she who it seemed had the charge of these children +had followed them with her eyes. To her then, leaving Rosinante in an +ecstasy of timidity before such god-like boys, I addressed myself. + +So might a traveller lost beneath strange stars address unanswering +Night. She, however, raised a compassionate face to me and listened +with happy seriousness as to a child returned in safety at evening +from some foolhardy venture. Yet there seemed only a deeper +youthfulness in her face for all its eternity of brooding on her +beauteous children. Narrow leaves of olive formed her chaplet. The +darker wine-colours of the sea changed in her eyes. There was no sense +of gloom or sorrowfulness in her company. I began to see how the same +still breast might bear celestial children so diverse as these, whose +names, she told me presently, were Sleep and Death. + +I looked at the two children at play, "Ah! now," I said, almost +involuntarily "the golden boy who has caught my horse's bridle in his +hand, is not he Sleep? and he who considers his brother's +boldness--that one is Death?" + +She smiled with lovely vanity, and told me how strange of heart young +children are. How they will alter and vary, never the same for long +together, but led by indiscoverable caprices and obedient to some +further will. She smiled and said how that sometimes, when the birds +hush suddenly from song, Sleep would creep tenderly and sadly to her +knees, and Death clasp her roguishly, as if in some secret with the +beams of morning. So would they change, one to the likeness of the +other. But Sleep was, perhaps, of the gentler disposition; a little +obstinate and headstrong; at times, indeed, beyond all cajolery; yet +very sweet of impulse and ardent to make amends. But Death's caprices +baffled even her. He seemed now so pitiless and unlovely of heart; and +now, as if possessed, passionate and swift; and now would break away +burning from her arms in an infinite tenderness. + +But best she loved them when there came a transient peace to both; and +looking upon them laid embraced in the shadow-casting moonbeam, not +even she could undoubtingly touch the brow of each beneath their +likened hair, and say this is the elder, and this the dreamless +younger of the boys. + +Seeing, too, my eyes cast upon the undecipherable letters of the tomb +by which we sat, she told me how that once, near before dawn, she had +awoke in the twilight to find their places empty where the children +had lain at her side, and had sought on, at last to find them even +here, weeping and quarrelling, and red with anger. Little by little, +and with many tears, she had gleaned the cause of their quarrel--how +that, like very children, they had run a race at cockcrow, and all +these stones and the slender bones and ashes beneath to be the prize; +and how that, running, both had come together to the goal set, and +both had claimed the victory. + +"Yet both seem happy now to share it," I said, "or how else were they +comforted?" Nor did I consider before she told me that they will run +again when they be grown men, Sleep and Death, in just such a thick +darkness before dawn; and one called Love will then run with them, who +is very vehement and fleet of foot, and never turns aside, nor +falters. He who then shall win may ask a different prize. For truth to +tell, she said, only children can find delight for long in dust and +ruin. + +At that moment Death himself came hastening to his mother, and, taking +her hand, turned to the enormous picture of the skies as if in some +faint apprehension. But Sleep saw nothing amiss, lay at full length +among the "cool-rooted flowers," while Rosinante grazed beside him. + +I told her also, in turn, of my journey; and that although transient, +or everlasting, solace of all restlessness and sorrow and too-wild +happiness may be found in them, yet men think not often on these +divine children. + +"As for this one," I said, looking down into the pathless beauty of +Death's grey eyes, "some fear, some mock, some despise him; some +violently, some without complaint pursue; most men would altogether +dismiss, and forget him. He is but a child, no older than the sea, no +stranger than the mountains, pure and cold as the water-springs. Yet +to the bolster of fever his vision flits; and pain drags a heavy net +to snare him; and silence is his echoing gallery; and the gold of +Sleep his final veil. They shall play on; and see, lady, flame has +left the clouds; the birds are at rest. The earth breathes in, and it +is day; and exhales her breath, and it is night. Let them then play +secret and innocent between her breasts, comfort her with silence +above the tempest of her heart.... But I!--what am I?--a traveller, +footsore and far." + +And then it was that I became conscious of a warm, sly, youthful hand +in mine, and turned, half in dread, to see only happy Sleep laughing +under his glistening hair into my eyes. I strove in vain against his +sorcery; rolled foolish orbs on that pure, starry face; and then I +smelled as it were rain, and heard as it were tempestuous +forest-trees--fell asleep among the tombs. + + + + +XIII + + _I warmed both hands before the fire of life._ + + --WALTER SAVAGE LANDOR. + + +Surely some hueless poppy blossomed in the darkness of those ruins, or +the soulless ashes of the dead breathe out a drowsy influence. Never +have I slept so heavily, yet never perhaps beneath so cold a tester. +Sunbeams streaming between the crests of the cypresses awoke me. I +leapt up as if a hundred sentinels had shouted--where none kept +visible watch. + +An odour of a languid sweetness pervaded the air. There was no wind to +stir the dew-besprinkled trees. The old, scarred gravestones stood in +a thick sunshine, afloat with bees. But Rosinante had preferred to +survey sunshine out of shade. In lush grass I found her, the picture +of age, foot crook'd, and head dejected. + +Yet she followed me uncomplaining along these narrow avenues of +silence, and without more ado turned her trivial tail on Death and his +dim flocks, and well-nigh scampered me off into the vivid morning. +Soon afterwards, with Hunger in the saddle, we began to climb a road +almost precipitous, and stony in the extreme. Often enough we breathed +ourselves as best we could in the still, sultry air, and rested on the +sun-dappled slopes. But at length we came out upon the crest, and +surveyed in the first splendour of day a region of extraordinary +grandeur. + +Beneath a clear sky to the east stood a range of mountains, cold and +changeless beneath their snows. At my feet a great river flowed, +broken here and there with isles in the bright flood. The dark +champaign that flanked its shores was of an unusual verdure. Mystery +and peril brooded on those distant ravines, the vapours of their +far-descending cataracts. In such abysmal fastnesses as these the +Hyrcan tiger might hide his surly generations. This was an air for the +sun-disdaining eagle, a country of transcendent brightness, its +flowers strangely pure and perfect, its waters more limpid, its +grazing herds, its birds, its cedar trees, the masters of their kind. + +Yet not on these nearer glories my eyes found rest. But, with a kind +of heartache, I gazed, as it were towards home, upon the distant +waters of the sea. Here, on the crest of this green hill, was silence. +There, too, was profounder silence on the sea's untrampled floor. +Whence comes that angel out of nought whispering into the ear strange +syllables? I know not; but so seemed I to stand--a shattered +instrument in the world, past all true music, o'er which none the less +the invisible lute-master stooped. Could I but catch, could I but in +words express the music his bent fingers intended, the mystery, the +peace--well; then I should indeed journey solitary on the face of the +earth, a changeling in its cities. + +I half feared to descend into a country so diverse from any I had yet +seen. Hitherto at least I had encountered little else than +friendliness. But here--doves in eyries! I stood, twisting my fingers +in Rosinante's mane, debating and debating. And she turned her face to +me, and looked with age into my eyes: and I know not how woke courage +in me again. + +"On then?" I said, on the height. And the gentle beast leaned forward +and coughed into the valley what might indeed be "Yea!" + +So we began to descend. Down we went, alone, yet not unhappy, until in +a while I discovered, about a hundred yards in advance of me, another +traveller on the road, ambling easily along at an equal pace with +mine. I know not how far I followed in his track debating whether to +overtake and to accost him, or to follow on till a more favourable +chance offered. + +But Chance--avenger of all shilly-shally--settled the matter offhand. +For my traveller, after casting one comprehensive glance towards the +skies, suddenly whisked off at a canter that quickly carried him out +of sight. + +A chill wind had begun to blow, lifting in gusts dust into the air and +whitening the tree-tops. As suddenly, calm succeeded. A cloud of +flies droned fretfully about my ears. And I watched advancing, +league-high, transfigured with sunbeams, the enormous gloom of storm. +The sun smote from a silvery haze upon its peaks and gorges. Wind, far +above the earth, moaned, and fell; only to sound once more in the +distance in a mournful trumpeting. Lightnings played along the +desolate hills. The sun was darkened. A vast flight of snowy, +arrow-winged birds streamed voiceless beneath his place. And day +withdrew its boundaries, spread to the nearer forests a bright +amphitheatre, fitful with light, whereof it seemed to me Rosinante +with her poor burden was the centre and the butt. I confess I began to +dread lest even my mere surmise of danger should engage the piercing +lightnings; as if in the mystery of life storm and a timorous thought +might yet be of a kin. + +We hastened on at the most pathetic of gallops. Nor seemed indeed the +beauteous lightning to regard at all that restless mote upon the +cirque of its entranced fairness. In an instantaneous silence I heard +a tiny beat of hoofs; in instantaneous gloom recognised almost with +astonishment my own shape bowed upon the saddle. It was a majestic +entry into a kingdom so far-famed. + +The storm showed no abatement when at last I found shelter. From far +away I had espied in the immeasurable glare a country barn beneath +trees. Arrived there, I almost fell off my horse into as incongruous +and lighthearted a company as ever was seen. + +In the midst of the floor of the barn, upon a heap of hay, sat a fool +in motley blowing with all his wind into a pipe. It was a cunning tune +he played too, rich and heady. And so seemed the company to find it, +dancers--some thirty or more--capering round him with all the abandon +heart can feel and heel can answer to. As for pose, he whose horse now +stood smoking beside my own first drew my attention--a smooth, +small-bearded, solemn man, a little beyond his prime. He lifted his +toes with such inimitable agility, postured his fingers so daintily, +conducted his melon-belly with so much elegance, and exhaled such a +warm joy in the sport that I could look at nothing else at first for +delight in him. + +But there were slim maids too among the plumper and ruddier, like +crocuses, like lilac, like whey, with all their fragrance and +freshness and lightness. Such eyes adazzle dancing with mine, such +nimble and discreet ankles, such gimp English middles, and such a gay +delight in the mere grace of the lilting and tripping beneath rafters +ringing loud with thunder, that Pan himself might skip across a +hundred furrows for sheer envy to witness. + +As for the jolly rustics that were jogging their wits away with such +delightful gravity, but little time was given me to admire them ere I +also was snatched into the ring, and found brown eyes dwelling with +mine, and a hand like lettuces in the dog-days. Round and about we +skipped in the golden straw, amidst treasuries of hay, puffing and +spinning. And the quiet lightnings quivered between the beams, and +the monstrous "Ah!" of the thunder submerged the pipe's sweetness. +Till at last all began to gasp and blow indeed, and the nodding Fool +to sip, and sip, as if _in extremis_ over his mouthpiece. Then we +rested awhile, with a medley of shrill laughter and guffaws, while the +rain streamed lightning-lit upon the trees and tore the clouds to +tatters. + +With some little circumstance my traveller picked his way to me, and +with a grave civility bowed me a sort of general welcome. Whereupon +ensued such wit and banter as made me thankful when the opening +impudence of a kind of jig set the heels and the petticoats of the +company tossing once more. We danced the lightning out, and piped the +thunder from the skies. And by then I was so faint with fasting, and +so deep in love with at least five young country faces, that I +scarcely knew head from heels; still less, when a long draught of a +kind of thin, sweet ale had mounted to its sphere. + +Away we all trooped over the flashing fields, noisy as jays in the +fresh, sweet air, some to their mowing, some to their milking, but +more, indeed, I truly suspect, to that exquisite _Nirvana_ from which +the tempest's travail had aroused them. I waved my hand, striving in +vain to keep my eyes on one blest, beguiling face of all that glanced +behind them. But, she gone, I turned into the rainy lane once more +with my new acquaintance, discreeter, but not less giddy, it seemed, +than I. + +We had not far to go--past a meadow or two, a low green wall, a black +fish-pool--and soon the tumbledown gables of a house came into view. +My companion waved his open fingers at the crooked casements and +peered into my face. + +"Ah!" he said, "we will talk, we will talk, you and I: I view it in +your eye, sir--clear and full and profound--such ever goes with +eloquence. 'Tis my delight. What are we else than beasts?--beasts that +perish? I never tire; I never weary;--give me to dance and to sing, +but ever to talk: then am I at ease. Heaven is just. Enter, +sir--enter!" + +He led me by a shady alley into his orchard, and thence to a stable, +where we left Rosinante at hob-a-nob with his mare over a friendly +bottle of hay. And we ourselves passed into the house, and ascended a +staircase into an upper chamber. This chamber was raftered, its walls +hung with an obscure tapestry, its floor strewn with sand, and its +lozenged casement partly shuttered against the blaze of sunshine that +flowed across the forests far away to the west. + +My friend eyed me brightly and busily as a starling. "You danced fine, +sir," he said. "Oh! it is a _pleasure_ to me. Ay, and now I come to +consider it, methought I did hear hoofs behind me that might yet be +echo. No, but I did _not_ think: 'twas but my ear cried to his +dreaming master. Ever dreaming; God help at last the awakening! But +well met, well met, I say again. I am cheered. And you but just in +time! Nay, I would not have missed him for a ransom. So--so--this leg, +that leg; up now--hands over down we go! Lackaday, I am old bones for +such freaks. Once!... '_Memento mori_!' say I, and smell the shower +the sweeter for it. Be seated, sir, bench or stool, wheresoever you'd +be. You're looking peaked. That burden rings in my skull like a +bagpipe. Toot-a-tootie, toot-a-toot! Och, sad days!" + +We devoured our meal of cold meats and pickled fish, fruit and junket +and a kind of harsh cheese, as if in contest for a wager. And copious +was the thin spicy wine with which we swam it home. Ever and again my +host would desist, to whistle, or croon (with a packed mouth) in the +dismallest of tenors, a stave or two of the tune we had danced to, +bobbing head and foot in sternest time. Then a great vacancy would +overspread his face turned to the window, as suddenly to gather to a +cheerful smile, and light, irradiated, once more on me. Then down +would drop his chin over his plate, and away go finger and spoon among +his victuals in a dance as brisk and whole-hearted as the other. + +He took me out again into his garden after supper, and we walked +beneath the trees. + +"'Tis bliss to be a bachelor, sir," he said, gazing on the resinous +trunk of an old damson tree. "I gorge, I guzzle; I am merry, am +melancholy; studious, harmonical, drowsy,--and none to scold +or deny me. For the rest, why, youth is vain: yet youth had +pleasure--innocence and delight. I chew the cud of many a peaceful +acre. Ay, I have nibbled roses in my time. But now, what now? I have +lived so long far from courts and courtesy, grace and fashion, and am +so much my own close and indifferent friend--Why! he is happy who has +solitude for housemate, company for guest. I say it, I say it; I marry +daily wives of memory's fashioning, and dream at peace." + +It seemed an old bone he picked with Destiny. + +"There's much to be said," I replied as profoundly as I could. + +The air he now lulled youth asleep with was a very cheerless +threnody, but he brightened once more at praise of his delightful +orchard. + +"You like it, sir? You speak kindly, sir. It is my all; root and +branch: how many a summer's moons have I seen shine hereon! I know +it--there is bliss to come;--miraculous Paradise for men even dull as +I. Yet 'twill be strange to me--without my house and orchard. Age +tends to earth, sir, till even an odour may awake the dead--a branch +in the air call with its fluttering a face beyond Time to vanquish +dear. 'Soul, soul,' I cry, 'forget thy dust, forget thy vaunting +ashes!'--and speak in vain. So's life!" + +And when we had gone in again, and candles had been lit in his fresh +and narrow chamber, seeing a viol upon a chest, I begged a little +music. + +He quite eagerly, with a boyish peal of laughter, complied; and sat +down with a very solemn face, his brows uplifted, and sang between the +candles to a pathetic air this doggerel:-- + + There's a dark tree and a sad tree, + Where sweet Alice waits, unheeded, + For her lover long-time absent, + Plucking rushes by the river. + + Let the bird sing, let the buck sport, + Let the sun sink to his setting; + Not one star that stands in darkness + Shines upon her absent lover. + + But his stone lies 'neath the dark tree, + Cold to bosom, deaf to weeping; + And 'tis gathering moss she touches, + Where the locks lay of her lover. + +"A dolesome thing," he said; "but my mother was wont to sing it to the +virginals. 'Cold to bosom,'" he reiterated with a plangent cadence; "I +remember them all, sir; from the cradle I had a gift for music." And +then, with an ample flirt of his bow, he broke, all beams and smiles, +into this ingenuous ditty: + + The goodman said, + "'Tis time for bed, + Come, mistress, get us quick to pray; + Call in the maids + From out the glades + Where they with lovers stray, + With love, and love do stray." + + "Nay, master mine, + The night is fine, + And time's enough all dark to pray; + 'Tis April buds + Bedeck the woods + Where simple maids away + With love, and love do stray. + + "Now we are old, + And nigh the mould, + 'Tis meet on feeble knees to pray; + When once we'd roam, + 'Twas else cried, 'Come, + And sigh the dusk away, + With love, and love to stray.'" + + So they gat in + To pray till nine; + Then called, "Come maids, true maids, away! + Kiss and begone, + Ha' done, ha' done, + Until another day + With love, and love to stray!" + + Oh, it were best + If so to rest + Went man and maid in peace away! + The throes a heart + May make to smart + Unless love have his way, + In April woods to stray!-- + + In April woods to stray! + +And that finished with another burst of laughter, he set very adroitly +to the mimicry of beasts and birds upon his frets. Never have I seen +a face so consummately the action's. His every fibre answered to the +call; his eyebrows twitched like an orator's; his very nose was +plastic. + +"Hst!" he cried softly; "hither struts chanticleer!" +"Cock-a-diddle-doo!" crowed the wire. "Now, prithee, Dame Partlett!" +and down bustled a hen from an egg like cinnamon. A cat with kittens +mewed along the string, anxious and tender. + +"A woodpecker," he cried, directing momentarily a sedulous, clear eye +on me. And lo, "inviolable quietness" and the smooth beech-boughs! +"And thus," he said, sitting closer, "the martlets were wont to +whimper about the walls of the castle of Inverness, the castle of +Macbeth." + +"Macbeth!" I repeated--"Macbeth!" + +"Ay," he said, "it was his seat while yet a simple soldier--flocks and +flocks of them, wheeling hither, thither, in the evening air, crying +and calling." + +I listened in a kind of confusion. "... And Duncan," I said.... + +He eyed me with immense pleasure, and nodded with brilliant eyes on +mine. + +"What looking man was he?" I said at last as carelessly as I dared. +"... The King, you mean,--of Scotland." + +He magnanimously ignored my confusion, and paused to build his +sentence. + +"'Duncan'?" he said. "The question calls him straight to mind. A +lean-locked, womanish countenance; sickly, yet never sick; timid, yet +most obdurate; more sly than politic. An _ignis fatuus_, sir, in a +world of soldiers." His eye wandered.... "'Twas a marvellous sanative +air, crisp and pure; but for him, one draught and outer darkness. I +myself viewed his royal entry from the gallery--pacing urbane to +slaughter; and I uttered a sigh to see him. 'Why, sir, do you sigh to +see the king?' cried one softly that stood by. 'I sigh, my lord,' I +answered to the instant, 'at sight of a monarch even Duncan's match!'" + +He looked his wildest astonishment at me. + +"Not, I'd have you remember--not that 'twas blood I did foresee.... To +kill in blood a man, and he a king, so near to natural death ... +foul, foul!" + +"And Macbeth?" I said presently--"Macbeth...?" + +He laid down his viol with prolonged care. + +"His was a soul, sir, nobler than his fate. I followed him not without +love from boyhood--a youth almost too fine of spirit; shrinking +from all violence, over-nicely; eloquent, yet chary of speech, +and of a dark profundity of thought. The questions he would +patter!--unanswerable, searching earth and heaven through.... And who +now was it told me the traitor Judas's hair was red?--yet not red his, +but of a reddish chestnut, fine and bushy. Children have played their +harmless hands at hide-and-seek therein. O sea of many winds! + +"For come gloom on the hills, floods, discolouring mist; breathe but +some grandam's tale of darkness and blood and doubleness in his +hearing: all changed. Flame kindled; a fevered unrest drove him out; +and Ambition, that spotted hound of hell, strained at the leash +towards the Pit. + +"So runs the world--the ardent and the lofty. We are beyond earth's +story as 'tis told, sir. All's shallower than the heart of man.... +Indeed, 'twas one more shattered altar to Hymen." + +"'Hymen!'" I said. + +He brooded long and silently, clipping his small beard. And while he +was so brooding, a mouse, a moth, dust--I know not what, stirred the +listening strings of his viol to sound, and woke him with a start. + +"I vowed, sir, then, to dismiss all memory of such unhappy deeds from +mind--never to speak again that broken lady's name. Oh! I have seen +sad ends--pride abased, splendour dismantled, courage to terror come, +guilt to a crying guilelessness." + +"'Guilelessness?'" I said. "Lady Macbeth at least was past all +changing." + +The doctor stood up and cast a deep scrutiny on me, which yet, +perhaps, was partly on himself. + +"Perceive, sir," he said, "this table--broader, longer, splendidly +burdened; and all adown both sides the board, thanes and their +ladies, lords, and gentlemen, guests bidden to a royal banquet. 'Twas +then in that bleak and dismal country--the Palace of Forres. Torches +flared in the hall; to every man a servant or two: we sat in pomp." + +He paused again, and gravely withdrew behind the tapestry. + +"And presently," he cried therefrom, suiting his action to the word, +"to the blast of hautboys enters the king in state thus, with his +attendant lords. And with all that rich and familiar courtesy of which +he was master in his easier moods he passed from one to another, +greeting with supple dignity on his way, till he came at last softly +to the place prepared for him at table. And suddenly--shall I ever +forget, it, sir?--it seemed silence ran like a flame from mouth to +mouth as there he stood, thus, marble-still, his eyes fixed in a +leaden glare. And he raised his face and looked once round on us all +with a forlorn astonishment and wrath, like one with a death-wound--I +never saw the like of such a face. + +"Whereat, beseeching us to be calm, and pay no heed, the queen laid +her hand on his and called him. And his orbs rolled down once more +upon the empty place, and stuck as if at grapple with some horror seen +within. He muttered aloud in peevish altercation--once more to heave +up his frame, to sigh and shake himself, and lo!--" + +The viol-strings rang to his "lo!" + +"Lo, sir, the Unseen had conquered. His lip sagged into his beard, he +babbled with open mouth, and leaned on his lady with such an impotent +and slavish regard as I hope never to see again man pay to woman.... +We thought no more of supper after that.... + +"But what do I--?" The doctor laid a cautioning finger on his mouth. + +"The company was dispersed, the palace gloomy with night (and they +were black nights at Forres!), and on the walls I heard the sentinel's +replying.... In the wood's last glow I entered and stood in his +self-same station before the empty stool. And even as I stood thus, my +hair creeping, my will concentred, gazing with every cord at stretch, +fell a light, light footfall behind me." He glanced whitely over his +shoulder. + +"Sir, it was the queen come softly out of slumber on my own unquiet +errand." + +The doctor strode to the door, and peered out like a man suspicious or +guilty of treachery. It was indeed a house of broken silences. And +there, in the doorway, he seemed to be addressing his own saddened +conscience. + +"With all my skill, and all a leal man's gentleness, I solaced and +persuaded, and made an oath, and conducted her back to her own chamber +unperceived. How weak is sleep!... It was a habit, sir, contracted in +childhood, long dormant, that Evil had woke again. The Past awaits us +all. So run Time's sands, till mercy's globe is empty and ..." + +He stooped and whispered it across to me: "... A child, a comparative +child, shrunk to an anatomy, her beauty changed, ghostly of youth and +all its sadness, baffled by a word, slave to a doctor's nod! None +knew but I, and, at the last, one of her ladies--a gentle, faithful, +and fearful creature. Nor she till far beyond all mischief.... + +"Wild deeds are done. But to have blood on the hands, a cry in the +ears, and one same glassy face eye to eye, that nothing can dim, nor +even slumber pacify--dreams, dreams, intangible, enorm! Forefend them, +God, from me!" + +He stood a moment as if he were listening; then turned, smiling +irresolutely, and eyed me aimlessly. He seemed afraid of his own +house, askance at his own furniture. Yet, though I scarce know why, I +felt he had not told me the whole truth. Something fidelity had yet +withheld from vanity. I longed to enquire further. I put aside how +many burning questions awhile! + + + + +XIV + + _And if we gang to sea, master, + I fear we'll come to harm._ + + --OLD BALLAD. + + +By and by less anxious talk soothed him. Indeed it was he who +suggested one last bright draught of air beneath his trees before +retiring. Down we went again with some unnecessary clatter. And here +were stars between the fruited boughs, silvery Capella and the Twins, +and low on the sky's moonlit border Venus excellently bright. + +He asked me whither I proposed going, if I needs must go; besought +there and then in the ambrosial night-air the history of my +wanderings--a mere nine days' wonder; and told me how he himself much +feared and hated the sea. + +He questioned me also with not a little subtilty (and double-dealing +too, I fancied,) regarding my own country, and of things present, and +things real. In fact nothing, I think, so much flattered his +vanity--unless it was my wonder at Dame Partlett's clucking on his +viol-strings--as to learn himself was famous even so far as to ages +yet unborn. He gazed on the simple moon with limpid, amiable eyes, and +caught my fingers in his. + +How, then, could I even so much as hint to enquire which century +indeed was his, who had no need of any? How could I abash that kindly +vanity of his by adding also that, however famous, he must needs be to +all eternity--nameless? + +We conversed long and earnestly in the coolness. He very frankly +counselled me not to venture unconducted further into this country. +The land of Tragedy was broad. And though on this side it lay adjacent +to the naïve and civil people of Comedy; on the further, in the shadow +of those bleak, unfooted mountains, lurked unnatural horror and +desolation, and cruelty beyond all telling. + +He very kindly offered me too, if I was indeed bent on seeking the +sea, an old boat, still seaworthy, that lay in a creek in the river +near by, from which he was wont to fish. As for Rosinante, he supposed +a rest would be by no means unwelcome to so faithful a friend. He +himself rode little, being indolent, and a happier host than guest; +and when I returned here, she should be stuffed with dainties awaiting +me. + +To this I cordially and gratefully agreed; and also even more +cordially to remain with him the next day; and the next night after +that to take my watery departure. + +So it was. And a courteous, versatile, and vivacious companion I found +him. Rare tales he told me, too, of better days than these, and rarest +of his own never-more-returning youth. He loved his childhood, talked +on of it with an artless zeal, his eyes a nest of singing-birds. How +contrite he was for spirit lost, and daring withheld, and hope +discomfited! How simple and urbane concerning his present lowly +demands on life, on love, and on futurity! All this, too, with such +packed winks and mirth and mourning, that I truly said good-night for +the second time to him with a rather melancholy warmth, since +to-morrow ... who can face unmoved that viewless sphinx? Moreover, the +sea is wide, has fishes in plenty, but never too many coraled grottoes +once poor mariners. + + + + +XV + + _'Tis now full tide 'tween night and day._ + + --JOHN WEBSTER. + + +On the stroke of two next morning the doctor conducted me down to the +creek in the river-bank where he kept his boat. There was little light +but of the stars in the sky; nothing stirring. She floated dim and +monstrous on the softly-running water, a navy in germ, and could have +sat without danger thirty men like me. We stood on the bank, side by +side, eyeing her vacancy. And (I can answer for myself) night-thoughts +rose up in us at sight of her. Was it indeed only wind in the reeds +that sighed around us? only the restless water insistently whispering +and calling? only of darkness were these forbidding shadows? + +I looked up sharply at the doctor from such pensive embroidery, and +found him as far away as I. He nodded and smiled, and we shook hands +on the bank in the thick mist. + +"There's biscuits and a little meat, wine, and fruit," he said in an +undertone. "God be with you, sir! I sadly mistrust the future. ... +'Tis ever my way, at parting." + +We said good-bye again, to the dream-cry of some little fluttering +creature of the rushes. And well before dawn I was floating midstream, +my friend a memory, Rosinante in clover, and my travels, so far as +this brief narrative will tell, nearly ended. + +I saw nothing but a few long-haired, grazing cattle on my voyage, that +eyed me but cursorily. I passed unmolested among the waterfowl, +between the never-silent rushes, beneath a sky refreshed and sweetened +with storm. The boat was enormously heavy and made slow progress. When +too the tide began to flow I must needs push close in to the bank and +await the ebb. But towards evening of the third day I began to +approach the sea. + +I listened to the wailing of its long-winged gulls; snuffed with how +broad-nostrilled a gusto that savour not even pinewoods can match, +nor any wild flower disguise; and heard at last the sound that stirs +beneath all music--the deep's loud-falling billow. + +I pushed ashore, climbed the sandy bank, and moored my boat to an ash +tree at the waterside. And after scrambling some little distance over +dunes yet warm with the sun, I came out at length, and stood like a +Greek before the sea. + +Here my bright river disembogued in noise and foam. Far to either side +of me stretched the faint gold horns of a bay; and beyond me, almost +violet in the shadow of its waves, the shipless sea. + +I looked on the breaking water with a divided heart. Its light, salt +airs, its solitary beauty, its illimitable reaches seemed tidings of a +region I could remember only as one who, remembering that he has +dreamed, remembers nothing more. Larks rose, singing, behind me. In a +calm, golden light my eager river quarrelled with its peace. Here +indeed was solitude! + +It was in searching sea and cliff for the least sign of life that I +thought I descried on the furthest extremity of the nearer of the +horns of the bay the spires and smouldering domes of a little city. If +I gazed intently, they seemed to vanish away, yet still to shine above +the azure if, raising my eyes, I looked again. + +So, caring not how far I must go so long as my path lay beside these +breaking waters, I set out on the firm, white sands to prove this city +the mirage I deemed it. + +What wonder, then, my senses fell asleep in that vast lullaby! And out +of a daydream almost as deep as that in which I first set out, I was +suddenly aroused by a light tapping sound, distinct and regular +between the roaring breakers. + +I lifted my eyes to find the city I was seeking evanished away indeed. +But nearer at hand a child was playing upon the beach, whose spade +among the pebbles had caused the birdlike noise I had heard. + +So engrossed was she with her building in the sand that she had not +heard me approaching. She laboured on at the margin of the cliff's +shadow where the sea-birds cried, answering Echo in the rocks. So +solitary and yet so intent, so sedate and yet so eager a little figure +she seemed in the long motionlessness of the shore, by the dark +heedlessness of the sea, I hesitated to disturb her. + +Who of all Time's children could this be playing uncompanioned by the +sea? And at a little distance betwixt me and her in the softly-mounded +sand her spade had already scrawled in large, ungainly capitals, the +answer--"Annabel Lee." The little flounced black frock, the tresses of +black hair, the small, beautiful dark face--this then was Annabel Lee; +and that bright, phantom city I had seen--that was the vanishing +mockery of her kingdom. + +I called her from where I stood--"Annabel Lee!" She lifted her head +and shook back her hair, and gazed at me startled and intent. I went +nearer. + +"You are a very lonely little girl," I said. + +"I am building in the sand," she answered. + +"A castle?" + +She shook her head. + +"It was in dreams," she said, flushing darkly. + +"What kind of dream was it in then?" + +"Oh! I often dream it; and I build it in the sand. But there's never +time: the sea comes back." + +"Was the tide quite high when you began?" I asked; for now it was low. + +"Just that much from the stones," she said; "I waited for it ever so +long." + +"It has a long way to come yet," I said; "you will finish it _this_ +time, I dare say." + +She shook her head and lifted her spade. + +"Oh no; it is much bigger, more than twice. And I haven't the seaweed, +or the shells, and it comes back very, very quickly." + +"But where is the little boy you play with down here by the sea?" + +She glanced at me swiftly and surely; and shook her head again. + +"He would help you." + +"He didn't in my dream," she said doubtfully. She raised long, +stealthy eyes to mine, and spoke softly and deliberately. "Besides, +there isn't any little boy." + +"None, Annabel Lee?" I said. + +"Why," she answered, "I have played here years and years and years, +and there are only the gulls and terns and cormorants, and that!" She +pointed with her spade towards the broken water. + +"You know all their names then?" I said. + +"Some I know," she answered with a little frown, and looked far out to +sea. Then, turning her eyes, she gazed long at me, searchingly, +forlornly on a stranger. "I am going home now," she said. + +I looked at the house of sand and smiled. But she shook her head once +more. + +"It never _could_ be finished," she said firmly, "though I tried and +tried, unless the sea would keep quite still just once all day, +without going to and fro. And then," she added with a flash of +anger--"then I would not build." + +"Well," said I, "when it is nearly finished, and the water washes up, +and up, and washes it away, here is a flower that came from +Fairyland. And that, dear heart, is none so far away." + +She took the purple flower I had plucked in Ennui's garden in her +slim, cold hand. + +"It's amaranth," she said; and I have never seen so old a little look +in a child's eyes. + +"And all the flowers' names too?" I said. + +She frowned again. "It's amaranth," she said, and ran off lightly and +so deftly among the rocks and in the shadow that was advancing now +even upon the foam of the sea, that she had vanished before I had time +to deter, or to pursue her. I sought her awhile, until the dark rack +of sunset obscured the light, and the sea's voice changed; then I +desisted. + +It was useless to remain longer beneath the looming caves, among the +stones of so inhospitable a shore. I was a stranger to the tides. And +it was clear high-water would submerge the narrow sands whereon I +stood. + +Yet I cannot describe how loth I was to leave to night's desolation +the shapeless house of a child. What fate was this that had set her +to such profitless labour on the uttermost shores of "Tragedy"? What +history lay behind, past, or, as it were, never to come? What gladness +too high for earth had nearly once been hers? Her sea-mound took +strange shapes in the gloom--light foliage of stone, dark heaviness of +granite, wherein rumour played of all that restless rustling; small +cries, vast murmurings from those green meadows, old as night. + +I turned, even ran away, at last. I found my boat in the gloaming +where I had left her, safe and sound, except that all the doctor's +good things had been nosed and tumbled by some hungry beast in my +absence. I stood and thought vacantly of Crusoe, and pig, and guns. +But what use to delay? I got in. + +If it were true, as the excellent doctor had informed me, that seamen +reported islands not far distant from these shores, chance might bear +me blissfully to one of these. And if not true ... I turned a rather +startled face to the water, and made haste not to think. Fortune +pierces deep, and baits her hooks with sceptics. Away I went, bobbing +mightily over the waves that leapt and wrestled where sea and river +met. These safely navigated, I rowed the great creature straight +forward across the sea, my face towards dwindling land, my prow to +Scorpio. + + + + +XVI + + _Art thou pale for weariness._ + + --PERCY BYSSHE SHELLEY. + + +The constellations of summer wheeled above me; and thus between water +and starry sky I tossed solitary in my boat. The faint lustre of the +sultry night hung like a mist from heaven to earth. Far away above the +countries I had left perhaps for ever, the quiet lightnings played +innocently in the heights. + +I rowed steadily on, guiding myself by some much ruddier star on the +horizon. The pale phosphorescence on the wave, the simple sounds as of +fish stirring in the water--the beauty and wonder of Night's +dwelling-place seemed beyond content of mortality. + +I leaned on my oars in the midst of the deep sea, and seemed to hear, +as it were, the mighty shout of Space. Faint and enormous beams of +light trembled through the sky. And once I surprised a shadow as of +wings sweeping darkly across, star on to glittering star, shaking the +air, stilling the sea with the cold dews of night. + +So rowing, so resting, I passed the mark of midnight. Weariness began +to steal over me. Between sleep and wake I heard strange cries across +the deep. The thin silver of the old moon ebbed into the east. A chill +mist welled out of the water and shrouded me in faintest gloom. +Wherefore, battling no more against such influences, I shipped my +oars, made my prayer in the midst of this dark womb of Life, and +screening myself as best I could from the airs that soon would be +moving before dawn, I lay down in the bottom of the boat and fell +asleep. + +I slept apparently without dream, and woke as it seemed to the sound +of voices singing some old music of the sea. A scent of a fragrance +unknown to me was eddying in the wind. I raised my head, and saw with +eyes half-dazed with light an island of cypress and poplar, green and +still above the pure glass of its encircling waters. Straight before +me, beyond green-bearded rocks dripping with foam, a little stone +house, or temple, with columns and balconies of marble, stood hushed +upon the cliff by the waterside. + +All now was soundless. They that sang, whether Nereids or Sirens, had +descended to dimmer courts. The seamews floated on the water; the +white dove strutted on the ledge; only the nightingales sang on in the +thick arbours. + +I pushed my boat between the rocks towards the island. Bright and +burning though the beams of the sun were, here seemed everlasting +shadow. And though at my gradual intrusion, at splash or grating of +keel, the startled cormorant cried in the air, and with one cry woke +many, yet here too seemed perpetual stillness. + +How could I know what eyes might not be regarding me from bowers as +thick and secluded as these? Yet this seemed an isle in some vague +fashion familiar to me. To these same watery steps of stone, to this +same mooring-ring surely I had voyaged before in dream or other life? +I glanced into the water and saw my own fantastic image beneath the +reflected gloom of cypresses, and knew at least, though I a shadow +might be, this also was an island in a sea of shadows. Far from all +land its marbles might be reared, yet they were warm to my touch, and +these were nightingales, and those strutting doves beneath the little +arches. + +So very gradually, and glancing to and fro into these unstirring +groves, I came presently to the entrance court of the solitary villa +on the cliff-side. Here a thread-like fountain plashed in its basin, +the one thing astir in this cool retreat. Here, too, grew orange +trees, with their unripe fruit upon them. + +But I continued, and venturing out upon the terrace overlooking the +sea, saw again with a kind of astonishment the doctor's green, +unwieldy boat beneath me and the emerald of the nearer waters tossing +above the yellow sands. + +Here I had sat awhile lost in ease when I heard a footstep approaching +and the rhythmical rustling of drapery, and knew eyes were now +regarding me that I feared, yet much desired to meet. + +"Oh me!" said a clear yet almost languid voice. "How comes any man so +softly?" + +Turning, I looked in the face of one how long a shade! + +I strove in vain to hide my confusion. This lady only smiled the +deeper out of her baffling eyes. + +"If you could guess," she said presently, "how my heart leapt in me, +as if, poor creature, any oars of earth could bring it ease, you would +think me indeed as desolate as I am. To hear the bird scream, +Traveller! I hastened from the gardens as if the black ships of the +Greeks were come to take me. But such is long ago. Tell me, now, is +the world yet harsh with men and sad with women? Burns yet that +madness mirth calls Life? or truly does the puny, busy-tongued race +sleep at last, nodding no more at me?" + +I told as best I could how chance had fetched me; told, too, that +earth was yet pestered with men, and heavenly with women. "And the +madness mirth calls Life flickers yet," I said; "and the little race +tosses on in nightmare." + +"Ah!" she replied, "so ever run travellers' tales. I too once trusted +to seem indifferent. But you, if shadow deceives me not, may yet +return: I, only to the shades whence earth draws me. Meanwhile," she +said, looking softly at the fountain playing in the clear gloom +beyond, "rest and grow weary again, for there flock more questions to +my tongue than spines on the blackthorn. The gardens are green with +flowers, Traveller; let us talk where rosemary blows." + +Following her, I thought of the mysterious beauty of her eyes, her +pallor, her slimness, and that faint smile which hovered between +ecstasy and indifference, and away went my mind to one whom the +shrewdest and tenderest of my own countrymen called once Criseyde. + +She led me into a garden all of faint-hued flowers. There bloomed no +scarlet here, nor blue, nor yellow; but white and lavender and purest +purple. Here, also, like torches of the sun, stood poplars each by +each in the windless air, and the impenetrable darkness of cypresses +beneath them. + +Here too was a fountain whose waters leapt no more, mossy and +time-worn. I could not but think of those other gardens of my +journey--Jane's, Ennui's, Dianeme's; and yet none like this for the +shingley murmur of the sea, and the calmness of morning. + +"But, surely," I said, "this must be very far from Troy." + +"Far indeed," she said. + +"Far also from the hollow ships." + +"Far also from the hollow ships," she replied. + +"Yet," said I, "in the country whence I come is a saying: Where the +treasure is--" + +"Alack! _there_ gloats the miser!" said Criseyde; "but I, Traveller, +have no treasure, only a patchwork memory, and that's a great grief." + +"Well, then, forget! Why try in vain?" I said. + +She smiled and seated herself, leaning a little forward, looking upon +the ground. + +"Soothfastness _must_,"' she said very gravely, raising her long black +eyebrows; "yet truly it must be a forlorn thing to be remembered by +one who so lightly forgets. So then I say, to teach myself to be +true--'Look now, Criseyde, yonder fine, many-hearted poplar--that is +Paris; and all that bank of marriage-ivy--that is marriageable Helen, +green and cold; and the waterless fountain--that truly is Diomed; and +the faded flower that nods in shadow, why, that must be me, even me, +Criseyde!'" + +"And this thick rosemary-bush that smells of exile, who, then, is +that?" I said. + +She looked deep into the shadow of the cypresses. "That," she said, "I +think I have forgot again." + +"But," I said, "Diomed, now, was he quite so silent--not one trickle +of persuasion?" + +"Why," she said, "I think 'twas the fountain was Diomed: I know not. +And as for persuasion; he was a man forked, vain, and absolute as all. +Let the waterless stone be sudden Diomed--you will confuse my wits, +Mariner; where, then, were I?" She smiled, stooping lower. "You have +voyaged far?" she said. + +"From childhood to this side regret," I answered rather sadly. + +"'Tis a sad end to a sweet tale," she said, "were it but truly told. +But yet, and yet, and yet--you may return, and life heals every, every +wound. _I_ must look on the ground and make amends. 'Tis this same +making amends men now call 'Purgatory,' they tell me." + +"'Amends,'" I said; "to whom? for what?" + +"Welaway," said she, with a narrow fork between her brows; "to most +men and to all women, for being that Criseyde." She gazed half +solemnly at some picture of reverie. + +"But which Criseyde?" I said. "She who was every wind's, or but one +perfect summer's?" + +She glanced strangely at me. "Ask of the night that burns so many +stars," she said. "All's done; all passes. Yet my poor busy Uncle +Pandar had no such changes, nor Hector, nor ... Men change not: they +love and love again--one same tune of a myriad verses." + +"All?" I said. + +She tossed lightly a little dust from her hand. + +"Nay--all," she replied; "but what is that to me? Mine only to see +Charon on the wave pass light over and return. Man of the green world, +prithee die not yet awhile! 'Tis dull being a shade. See these cold +palms! Yet my heart beats on." + +"For what?" I said. + +Criseyde folded her hands and leaned her cheek sidelong upon the +stone. + +"For what?" I repeated. + +"For what but idle questions?" she said; "for a traveller's vanity +that deems looking love-boys into a woman's eyes her sweeter +entertainment than all the heroes of Troy. Oh, for a house of nought +to be at peace in! Oh, gooseish swan! Oh, brittle vows! Tell me, +Voyager, is it not so?--that men are merely angry boys with beards; +and women--repeat not, ye who know! Never yet set I these steadfast +eyes on a man that would not steal the moon for taper--would she but +come down." She turned an arch face to me: "And what is to be +faithful?" + +"I?" said I--"'to be faithful?'" + +"It is," she said, "to rise and never set, O sun of utter weariness! +It is to kindle and never be quenched, O fretting fire of midsummer! +It is to be snared and always sing, O shrilling bird of dulness! It is +to come, not go; smile, not sigh; wake, never sleep. Couldst _thou_ +love so many nots to a silk string?" + +"What, then, is to change,... to be fickle?" I said. + +"Ah! to be fickle," she said, "is showers after drought, seas after +sand; to cry, unechoed; to be thirsty, the pitcher broken. And--ask +now this pitiless darkness of the eyes!--to be remembered though +Lethe flows between. Nay, you shall watch even hope away ere another +comes like me to mope and sigh, and play at swords with Memory." + +She rose to her feet and drew her hands across her face, and smiling, +sighed deeply. And I saw how inscrutable and lovely she must ever seem +to eyes scornful of mean men's idolatries. + +"And you will embark again," she said softly; "and in how small a ship +on seas so mighty! And whither next will fate entice you, to what new +sorrows?" + +"Who knows?" I said. "And to what further peace?" + +She laughed lightly. "Speak not of mockeries," she said, and fell +silent. + +She seemed to be thinking quickly and deeply; for even though I did +not turn to her, I could see in imagination the restless sparkling of +her eyes, the stillness of her ringless hands. Then suddenly she +turned. + +"Stranger," she said, drawing her finger softly along the cold stone +of the bench, "there yet remain a few bright hours to morning. Who +knows, seeing that felicity is with the bold, did I cast off into the +sea--who knows whereto I'd come! 'Tis but a little way to being +happy--a touch of the hand, a lifting of the brows, a shuddering +silence. Had I but man's courage! Yet this is a solitary place, and +the gods are revengeful." + +I cannot say how artlessly ran that voice in this still garden, by +some strange power persuading me on, turning all doubt aside, calming +all suspicion. + +"There is honeycomb here, and the fruit is plenteous. Yes," she said, +"and all travellers are violent men--catch and kill meat--that I know, +however doleful. 'Tis but a little sigh from day to day in these cool +gardens; and rest is welcome when the heart pines not. Listen, now; I +will go down and you shall show me--did one have the wit to learn, and +courage to remember--show me how sails your wonderful little ship; +tell me, too, where on the sea's horizon to one in exile earth lies, +with all its pleasant things--yet thinks so bitterly of a woman!" + +"Tell me," I said; "tell me but one thing of a thousand. Whom would +_you_ seek, did a traveller direct you, and a boat were at your need?" + +She looked at me, pondering, weaving her webs about me, lulling doubt, +and banishing fear. + +"One could not miss--a hero!" she said, flaming. + +"That, then, shall be our bargain," I replied with wrath at my own +folly. "Tell me this precious hero's name, and though all the dogs of +the underworld come to course me, you shall take my boat, and leave me +here--only this hero's name, a pedlar's bargain!" + +She lowered her lids. "It must be Diomed," she said with the least +sigh. + +"It must be," I said. + +"Nay, then, Antenor, or truly Thersites," she said happily, "the +silver-tongued!" + +"Good-bye, then," I said. + +"Good-bye," she replied very gently. "Why, how could there be a vow +between us? I go, and return. You await me--me, Criseyde, Traveller, +the lonely-hearted. That is the little all, O much-surrendering +Stranger! Would that long-ago were now--before all chaffering!" + +Again a thousand questions rose to my tongue. She looked sidelong at +the dry fountain, and one and all fell silent. + +"It is harsh, endless labour beneath the burning sun; storms and +whirlwinds go about the sea, and the deep heaves with monsters." + +"Oh, sweet danger!" she said, mocking me. + +I turned from her without a word, like an angry child, and made my way +to the steps into the sea, pulled round my boat into a little haven +beside them, and shewed her oars and tackle and tiller; all the toil, +and peril, the wild chances." + +"Why," she cried, while I was yet full of the theme, "I will go then +at once, and to-morrow Troy will come." + +I looked long at her in silence; her slim beauty, the answerless +riddle of her eyes, the age-long subtilty of her mouth, and gave no +more thought to all life else. + +Day was already waning. I filled the water-keg with fresh water, put +fruit and honeycomb and a pillow of leaves into the boat, proffered a +trembling hand, and led her down. + +The sun's beams slanted on the foamless sea, glowed in a flame of +crimson on marble and rock and cypress. The birds sang endlessly on of +evening, endlessly, too, it seemed to me, of dangers my heart had no +surmise of. + +Criseyde turned from the dark green waves. "Truly, it is a solitary +country; pathless," she said, "to one unpiloted;" and stood listening +to the hollow voices of the water. And suddenly, as if at the +consummation of her thoughts, she lifted her eyes on me, darkly, with +unimaginable entreaty. + +"What do you seek else?" I cried in a voice I scarcely recognised. +"Oh, you speak in riddles!" + +I sprang into the boat and seized the heavy oars. Something like +laughter, or, as it were, the clapper of a scarer of birds, echoed +among the rocks at the rattling of the rowlocks. As if invisible hands +withdrew it from me, the island floated back. + +I turned my prow towards the last splendour of the sun. A chill breeze +played over the sea: a shadow crossed my eyes. + +Buoyant was my boat; how light her cargo!--an oozing honeycomb, ashy +fruits, a few branches of drooping leaves, closing flowers; and +solitary on the thwart the wraith of life's unquiet dream. + +So fell night once more, and made all dim. And only the cold light of +the firmament lit thoughts in me restless as the sea on which I +tossed, whose moon was dark, yet walked in heaven beneath the distant +stars. + + + +Printed and bound by Hazell, Watson & Viney, Ld., London and +Aylesbury + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HENRY BROCKEN*** + + +******* This file should be named 15432-8.txt or 15432-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/5/4/3/15432 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "https://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: Henry Brocken</p> +<p> His Travels and Adventures in the Rich, Strange, Scarce-Imaginable Regions of Romance</p> +<p>Author: Walter J. de la Mare</p> +<p>Release Date: March 21, 2005 [eBook #15432]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HENRY BROCKEN***</p> +<p> </p> +<h3>E-text prepared by Suzanne Shell, Melissa Er-Raqabi,<br /> + and the Project Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team<br /> + (https://www.pgdp.net)</h3> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<h1>HENRY BROCKEN</h1> + +<div style="margin-left: 30%; margin-right: 15%;"> +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>With a heart of furious fancies,<br /></span> +<span>Whereof I am commander:<br /></span> +<span>With a burning spear,<br /></span> +<span>And a horse of air,<br /></span> +<span>To the wilderness I wander;<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>With a Knight of ghosts and shadows,<br /></span> +<span>I summoned am to Tourney:<br /></span> +<span>Ten leagues beyond<br /></span> +<span>The wide world's end;<br /></span> +<span>Methinks it is no journey.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—ANON. (<i>Tom o' Bedlam</i>).<br /></span> +</div></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h1>HENRY BROCKEN</h1> + +<h2>HIS TRAVELS AND ADVENTURES<br /> +IN THE RICH, STRANGE, SCARCE-IMAGINABLE<br /> +REGIONS OF ROMANCE</h2> + +<h2>BY WALTER J. DE LA MARE</h2> + +<h3>("WALTER RAMAL")</h3> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p class="center">LONDON</p> +<p class="center">JOHN MURRAY, ALBEMARLE STREET, W.</p> +<p class="center">1904</p> + +<div><br /></div> +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<p>I. <a href="#I">WHITHER?</a></p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>Come hither, come hither, come hither!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—SHAKESPEARE.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>II. <a href="#II">LUCY GRAY</a></p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>Oft I had heard of Lucy Gray;<br /></span> +<span>And, when I crossed the wild,<br /></span> +<span>I chanced to see at break of day<br /></span> +<span>The solitary child.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—WORDSWORTH.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>III. <a href="#III">JANE EYRE</a></p> + +<blockquote><p>I used to rush into strange dreams at night: dreams ... where +amidst unusual scenes ... I still again +and again met Mr. Rochester;... and then the +sense of being in his arms, hearing his voice, meeting +his eye, touching his hand and cheek, loving him, being +loved by him—the hope of passing a lifetime at his side, +would be renewed, with all its first force and fire.</p> + +<p>—CHARLOTTE BRONTË (<i>Jane Eyre</i>, Ch. xxxii.).</p></blockquote> + + +<p>IV. <a href="#IV">JULIA, ELECTRA, DIANEME</a></p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>Gather ye rosebuds while ye may,<br /></span> +<span>Old Time is still a-flying:<br /></span> +<span>And this same flower that smiles to-day<br /></span> +<span>To-morrow will be dying.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>The glorious Lamp of Heaven, the Sun,<br /></span> +<span>The higher he's a-getting,<br /></span> +<span>The sooner will his race be run,<br /></span> +<span>And nearer he's to setting.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>That age is best which is the first,<br /></span> +<span>When youth and blood are warmer;<br /></span> +<span>But being spent, the worse, and worst<br /></span> +<span>Times still succeed the former.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Then be not coy, but use your time;<br /></span> +<span>And while ye may, go marry:<br /></span> +<span>For having lost but once your prime,<br /></span> +<span>You may for ever tarry.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>ANTHEA—<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Now is the time when all the lights wax dim,<br /></span> +<span>And thou, Anthea, must withdraw from him<br /></span> +<span>Who was thy servant. Dearest, bury me<br /></span> +<span>Under the holy-oak or gospel tree;...<br /></span> +<span>Or, for mine honour, lay me in that tomb<br /></span> +<span>In which thy sacred relics shall have room:<br /></span> +<span>For my embalming, sweetest, there will be<br /></span> +<span>No spices wanting when I'm laid by thee.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—HERRICK (<i>Hesperides</i>).<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>V. <a href="#V">NICK BOTTOM</a></p> + +<blockquote><p>BOT. A calendar, a calendar! look in the almanac; +find out moonshine, find out moonshine.</p> + +<p>—<i>A Midsummer Night's Dream</i>, Act III., Sc. i.</p></blockquote> + + +<p>VI. <a href="#VI">SLEEPING BEAUTY</a></p> + + +<p>VII. & VIII. <a href="#VII">LEMUEL GULLIVER</a></p> + +<blockquote><p>I must freely confess that since my last return some +corruptions of my Yahoo nature have revived in me, +by conversing with a few of your species, and particularly +those of my own family, by an unavoidable necessity; +else I should never have attempted so absurd a +project as that of reforming the Yahoo race in this +kingdom: but I have done with all such visionary +schemes for ever.—<i>Gulliver's Letter to his Cousin.</i></p> + +<p>The first money I laid out was to buy two young +stone horses, which I kept in a good stable, and next to +them the groom is my greatest favourite; for I feel +my spirits revived by the smell he contracts in the +stable.</p> + +<p>—SWIFT (<i>A Voyage to the Houyhnhnms</i>, Ch. xi.).</p></blockquote> + + +<p>IX. & X. <a href="#IX">MISTRUST, OBSTINATE, LIAR, ETC.</a></p> + +<blockquote><p>And as he read he wept and trembled; and not being +able longer to contain, he brake out with a lamentable +cry, saying, "What shall I do?"...</p> + +<p>The neighbours also came out to see him run; and +as he ran, some mocked, others threatened, and some +cried after him to return.</p></blockquote> + +<p> ATHEIST—</p> + +<blockquote><p>Now, after awhile, they perceived afar off, one coming +softly and alone, all along the highway, to meet them.</p> + +<p>—BUNYAN (<i>The Pilgrim's Progress</i>).</p></blockquote> + + +<p>XI. <a href="#XI">LA BELLE DAME SANS MERCI</a></p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>"O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms,<br /></span> +<span>Alone and palely loitering?<br /></span> +<span>The sedge has withered from the lake,<br /></span> +<span>And no birds sing.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>"O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms,<br /></span> +<span>So haggard and so woe-begone?<br /></span> +<span>The squirrel's granary is full,<br /></span> +<span>And the harvest's done."<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—KEATS.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>XII. <a href="#XII">SLEEP AND DEATH</a></p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>Death will come when thou art dead,<br /></span> +<span>Soon, too soon—<br /></span> +<span>Sleep will come when thou art fled;<br /></span> +<span>Of neither would I ask the boon<br /></span> +<span>I ask of thee, beloved Night—<br /></span> +<span>Swift be thine approaching flight,<br /></span> +<span>Come soon, soon!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—SHELLEY.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>XIII. & XIV. <a href="#XIII">A DOCTOR OF PHYSIC</a></p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>Well, well, well,—<br /></span> +<span>... God, God forgive us all!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—<i>Macbeth</i>, Act V., Sc. i.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>XV. <a href="#XV">ANNABEL LEE</a></p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>I was a child, and she was a child<br /></span> +<span>In this kingdom by the sea;<br /></span> +<span>And we loved with a love that was more than love—<br /></span> +<span>I and my Annabel Lee—<br /></span> +<span>With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven<br /></span> +<span>Coveted her and me.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—EDGAR ALLAN POE.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>XVI. <a href="#XVI">CRISEYDE</a></p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>... Love hadde his dwellinge<br /></span> +<span>With-inne the subtile stremes of hir yën.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Book I., 304-5.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Y-wis, my dere herte, I am nought wrooth,<br /></span> +<span>Have here my trouthe and many another ooth;<br /></span> +<span>Now speek to me, for it am I, Criseyde!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Book III., 1110-2.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>And fare now wel, myn owene swete herte!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Book V., 1421.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—CHAUCER (<i>Troilus and Criseyde</i>).<br /></span> +</div></div> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3>THE TRAVELLER<br /> +TO<br /> +THE READER</h3> + + + + +<p>The traveller who presents himself in this +little book feels how tedious a person he may +prove to be. Most travellers, that he ever +heard of, were the happy possessors of audacity +and rigour, a zeal for facts, a zeal for Science, +a vivid faith in powder and gold. Who, then, +will bear for a moment with an ignorant, +pacific adventurer, without even a gun?</p> + +<p>He may, however, seem even more than +bold in one thing, and that is in describing +regions where the wise and the imaginative +and the immortal have been before him. +For that he never can be contrite enough. +And yet, in spite of the renown of these +regions, he can present neither map nor chart +of them, latitude nor longitude: can affirm +only that their frontier stretches just this +side of Dream; that they border Impossibility; +lie parallel with Peace.</p> + +<p>But since it is his, and only his, journey +and experiences, his wonder and delight in +these lands that he tells of—a mere microcosm, +as it were—he entreats forgiveness of +all who love them and their people as much +as he loves them—scarce "on this side +idolatry."</p> + +<p>H.B.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="I" id="I" ></a>I</h2> + + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>Oh, what land is the Land of Dream?</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—WILLIAM BLAKE.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>I lived, then, in the great world once, in +an old, roomy house beside a little wood of +larches, with an aunt of the name of Sophia. +My father and mother died a few days +before my fourth birthday, so that I can +conjure up only fleeting glimpses of their +faces by which to remember what love was +then lost to me. Both were youthful at death, +but my Aunt Sophia was ever elderly. She +was keen, and just, seldom less than kind; +but a child was to her something of a little +animal, and it was nothing more. In consequence, +well fed, warmly clad, and in +freedom, I grew up almost in solitude between +my angels, hearkening with how +simple a curiosity to that everlasting warfare +of persuasion and compulsion, terror +and delight.</p> + +<p>Which of them it was that guided me, +before even I could read, to the little room +dark with holly trees that had been of +old my uncle's library, I know not. Perhaps +at the instant it chanced there had +fallen a breathless truce between them, and +I being solitary, my own instinct took me. +But having once found that pictured haven, +I had found somewhat of content.</p> + +<p>I think half my youthful days passed in +that low, book-walled chamber. The candles +I burned through those long years of evening +would deck Alps' hugest fir; the dust I +disturbed would very easily fill again the +measure that some day shall contain my +own; and the small studious thumbmarks +that paced, as if my footprints, leaf by leaf +of that long journey, might be the history +of life's experience in little,—from clearer, to +clear, to faint—how very faint at last!</p> + +<p>I do not remember ever to have been +discovered in this retreat. I was (by nature) +prompt at meals, and wary to be in bed at +my hour, however transitory its occupation +might be. Indeed, I very well recollect +dawn painting the page my eyes dwelt on, +surprising me with its mystery and stealth +in a house as silent as the grave.</p> + +<p>Thus entertained then by insubstantial +society I grew up, and began to be old, +before I had yet learned age is disastrous. +And it was there, in that cold, bright +chamber, one snowy twilight, first suddenly +awoke in me an imperative desire for +distant lands.</p> + +<p>Even while little else than a child I had +begun to cast my mind to travel. I doubt +if ever Columbus suffered such vexation +from an itch to be gone.</p> + +<p>But whither?</p> + +<p>Now, it seemed clear to me after long +brooding and musing that however beautiful +were these regions of which I never wearied +to read, and however wild and faithful and +strange and lovely the people of the books, +somewhere the former must remain yet, +somewhere, in immortality serene, dwell they +whom so many had spent life in dreaming +of, and writing about.</p> + +<p>In fact, take it for all in all, what could +these authors have been at, if they laboured +from dawn to midnight, from laborious +midnight to dawn, merely to tell of what +never was, and never by any chance could +be? It was heaven-clear to me, solitary +and a dreamer; let me but gain the key, +I would soon unlock that Eden garden-door. +Somewhere yet, I was sure, Imogen's +mountains lift their chill summits into +heaven; over haunted sea-sands Ariel flits; +at his webbed casement next the stars +Faust covets youth, till the last trump shall +ring him out of dream.</p> + +<p>It was on a blue March morning, with +all the trees of my aunt's woods in a pale-green +tumult of wind, that, quite unwittingly, +I set out on a journey that has not yet +come to an end.</p> + +<p>There was a hint in the air at my waking, +I fancied, not quite of mere earth, the perfume +of the banners of Flora, of the mould +where in melting snow the crocus blows. I +looked from my window, and the western +clouds drew gravely and loftily in the illimitable +air towards the whistling house. +Strange trumpets pealed in the wind. Even +my poor, aged Aunt Sophia had changed +with the universal change; her great, +solitary face reminded me of some long-forgotten +April.</p> + +<p>And a little before eleven I saddled my +uncle's old mare Rosinante (poor female +jade to bear a name so glorious!), and rode +out (as for how many fruitless seasons I +had ridden out!), down the stony, nettle-narrowed +path that led for a secret mile or +more, beneath lindens, towards the hills.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="II" id="II" ></a>II</h2> + + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>Still thou art blest compared wi' me!</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—ROBERT BURNS.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>It is to be wondered at that in so bleak a +wind I could possibly fall into reverie. But +the habit was rooted deep in me; Rosinante +was prosaic and trustworthy; the country +for miles around familiar to me as the palm +of my hand. Yet so deeply was I involved, +and so steadily had we journeyed on, that +when at last I lifted my eyes with a great +sigh that was almost a sob, I found myself +in a place utterly unknown to me.</p> + +<p>But more inexplicable yet, not only was +the place strange, but, by some incredible +wizardry, Rosinante seemed to have carried +me out of a March morning, blue and +tumultuous and bleak, into the grey, sweet +mist of a midsummer dawn.</p> + +<p>I found that we were ambling languidly +on across a green and level moor. Far +away, whether of clouds or hills I could not +yet tell, rose cold towers and pinnacles into +the last darkness of night. Above us in the +twilight invisible larks climbed among the +daybeams, singing as they flew. A thick dew +lay in beads on stick and stalk. We were +alone with the fresh wind of morning and the +clear pillars of the East.</p> + +<p>On I went, heedless, curious, marvelling; +my only desire to press forward to the goal +whereto destiny was directing me. I suppose +after this we had journeyed about an hour, +and the risen sun was on the extreme verge +of the gilded horizon, when I espied betwixt +me and the deep woods that lay in the +distance a little child walking.</p> + +<p>She, at any rate, was not a stranger to this +moorland. Indeed, something in her carriage, +in the grey cloak she wore, in her light, insistent +step, in the old lantern she carried, in +the shrill little song she or the wind seemed +singing, for a moment half impelled me to +turn aside. Even Rosinante pricked forward +her ears, and stooped her gentle face to view +more closely this light traveller. And she +pawed the ground with her great shoe, and +gnawed her bit when I drew rein and leaned +forward in the saddle to speak to the child.</p> + +<p>"Is there any path here, little girl, that I +may follow?" I said.</p> + +<p>"No path at all," she answered.</p> + +<p>"But how then do strangers find their way +across the moor?" I said.</p> + +<p>She debated with herself a moment. "Some +by the stars, and some by the moon," she +answered.</p> + +<p>"By the moon!" I cried. "But at day, +what then?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, then, sir," she said, "they can +see."</p> + +<p>I could not help laughing at her demure +little answers. "Why!" I exclaimed, "what +a worldly little woman! And what is your +name?"</p> + +<p>"They call me Lucy Gray," she said, +looking up into my face. I think my heart +almost ceased to beat.</p> + +<p>"Lucy Gray!" I repeated.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said most seriously, as if to +herself, "in all this snow."</p> + +<p>"'Snow,'" I said—"this is dewdrops shining, +not snow."</p> + +<p>She looked at me without flinching. "How +else can mother see how I am lost?" she +said.</p> + +<p>"Why!" said I, "how else?" not knowing +how to reach her bright belief. "And what +are those thick woods called over there?"</p> + +<p>She shook her head. "There is no name," +she said.</p> + +<p>"But you have a name—Lucy Gray; and +you started out—do you remember?—one +winter's day at dusk, and wandered on and +on, on and on, the snow falling in the dark, +till—Do you remember?"</p> + +<p>She stood quite still, her small, serious +face full to the east, striving with far-off +dreams. And a merry little smile passed +over her lips. "That will be a long time +since," she said, "and I must be off home." +And as if it had been but an apparition of +my eyes that had beset and deluded me, she +was gone; and I found myself sitting astride +in the full brightness of the sun's first beams, +alone.</p> + +<p>What omen was this, then, that I should +meet first a phantom on my journey? One +thing only was clear: Rosinante could trust +to her five wits better than I to mine. So +leaving her to take what way she pleased, +I rode on, till at length we approached the +woods I had descried. Presently we were +jogging gently down into a deep and misty +valley flanked by bracken and pines, from +which issued into the crisp air of morning +a most delicious aromatic smell, that seemed +at least to prove this valley not far remote +from Araby.</p> + +<p>I do not think I was disturbed, though I +confess to having been a little amazed to see +how profound this valley was into which we +were descending, yet how swiftly climbed the +sun, as if to pace with us so that we should +not be in shadow, howsoever fast we journeyed. +I was astonished to see flowers of other +seasons than summer by the wayside, and to +hear in June, for no other month could bear +such green abundance, the thrush sing with +a February voice. Here too, almost at my +right hand, perched a score or more of robins, +bright-dyed, warbling elvishly in chorus as if +the may-boughs whereon they sat were white +with hoarfrost and not buds. Birds also +unknown to me in voice and feather I saw, +and little creatures in fur, timid yet not wild; +fruits, even, dangled from the trees, as if, like +the bramble, blossom and seed could live here +together and prosper.</p> + +<p>Yet why should I be distracted by these +things, thought I. I remembered Maundeville +and Hithlodaye, Sindbad and Gulliver, and +many another citizen of Thule, and was reassured. +A man must either believe what +he sees, or see what he believes; I know no +other course. Why, too, should I mistrust +the bounty of the present merely for the +scarcity of the past? Not I!</p> + +<p>I rode on, and it seemed had advanced +but a few miles before the sun stood overhead, +and it was noon. We were growing +weary, I think, of sheer delight: Rosinante, +with her mild face beneath its dark forelock +gazing this side, that side, at the uncustomary +landscape; and I ever peering forward beneath +my hat in eagerness to descry some living +creature a little bigger than these conies and +squirrels, to prove me yet in lands inhabited. +But the sun was wheeling headlong, and the +stillness of late afternoon on the woods, when, +dusty and parched and heavy, we came to a +break in the thick foliage, and presently to +a green gate embowered in box.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="III" id="III" ></a>III</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>Thou art so true, that thoughts of thee suffice</i><br /></span> +<span><i>To make dreams truth, and fables histories.</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—JOHN DONNE.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>I dismounted and, with the nose of my +beast in my bosom, stood awhile gazing, in +the half-dream weariness brings, across the +valley at the dense forests that covered the +hills. And while thus standing, doubtful +whether to knock at the little gate or to +ride on, it began to open, and a great particoloured +dog looked out on us. There was +certainly something unusual in the aspect of +this animal, for though he lifted on us grave +and sagacious eyes, he scarcely seemed to +see us, manifested neither pleasure nor disapproval, +neither wagged his tail to give us +welcome nor yawned to display his armament. +He seemed a kind of dream-dog, +a dog one sees without zeal, and sees again +partly with the eye, but most in recollection.</p> + +<p>Thus however we stood, stranger, horse, +and dog, till a morose voice called somewhere +from beyond, "Pilot, sir, come here, +Pilot." Semi-dog or no, he knew his master. +Whereupon, tying up my dejected Rosinante +to a ring in the gateway, I followed boldly +after "Pilot" into that sequestered garden.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, however, he had disappeared—down +a thick green alley to the left, I +supposed. So I went forward by a clearer +path, and when I had advanced a few paces, +met face to face a lady whose dark eyes +seemed strangely familiar to me.</p> + +<p>She was evidently a little disquieted at +meeting a stranger so unceremoniously, but +stood her ground like a small, black, fearless +note of interrogation.</p> + +<p>I explained at once, therefore, as best I +could, how I came to be there: described +my journey, my bewilderment, and how +that I knew not into what country nor +company fate had beguiled me, except that +the one was beautiful, and the other in +some delightful way familiar, and I begged +her to tell me where I really was, and how +far from home, and of whom I was now +beseeching forgiveness.</p> + +<p>Her thoughts followed my every word, +passing upon her face like shadows on the +sea. I have never seen a listener so completely +still and so completely engrossed in +listening. And when I had finished, she +looked aside with a transient, half-sly smile, +and glanced at me again covertly, so that I +could not see herself for seeing her eyes; +and she laughed lightly.</p> + +<p>"It is indeed a strange journey," she replied. +"But I fear I cannot in the least +direct you. I have never ventured my own +self beyond the woods, lest—I should penetrate +too far. But you are tired and hungry. +Will you please walk on a few steps till +you come to a stone seat? My name is +Rochester—Jane Rochester"—she glanced up +between the hollies with a sigh that was all +but laughter—"Jane Eyre, you know."</p> + +<p>I went on as she had bidden, and seated +myself before an old, white, many-windowed +house, squatting, like an owl at noon, beneath +its green covert. In a few minutes +the great dog with dripping jowl passed +almost like reality, and after him his mistress, +and on her arm her master, Mr. +Rochester.</p> + +<p>There seemed a night of darkness in that +scarred face, and stars unearthly bright. +He peered dimly at me, leaning heavily on +Jane's arm, his left hand plunged into the +bosom of his coat. And when he was come +near, he lifted his hat to me with a kind +of Spanish gravity.</p> + +<p>"Is this the gentleman, Jane?" he enquired.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"He's young!" he muttered.</p> + +<p>"For otherwise he would not be here," +she replied.</p> + +<p>"Was the gate bolted, then?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Rochester desires to know if you +had the audacity, sir, to scale his garden +wall," Jane said, turning sharply on me. +"Shall I count the strawberries, sir?" she +added over her shoulder."</p> + +<p>"Jane, Jane!" he exclaimed testily. "I +have no wish to be uncivil, sir. We are +not of the world—a mere dark satellite. I +am dim; and suspicious of strangers, as this +one treacherous eye should manifest. I'll +but ask your name, sir,—there are yet a +few names left, once pleasing to my ear."</p> + +<p>"My name is Brocken, sir—Henry Brocken," +I answered.</p> + +<p>"And—did you walk? Pah! there's the +mystery! God knows how else you could +have come, unless you are a modern Ganymede. +Where then's your aquiline steed, +sir? We have no neighbours here—none +to stare, and pry, and prate, and slander."</p> + +<p>I informed him that I was as ignorant as +he what power had spirited me to his house, +but that so far as obvious means went, my +old horse was probably by this time fast +asleep beside the green gate at which I had +entered. Jane stood on tip-toe and whispered +in his ear, and, nodding imperiously +at him, withdrew into the house.</p> + +<p>Complete silence fell between us after +her departure. The woods stood dark and +motionless in the yellow evening light. +There was no sound of wind or water, +no sound of voices or footsteps; only far +away the clear, scarce-audible warbling of a +sleepy bird.</p> + +<p>"Well, sir," Mr. Rochester said suddenly, +"I am bidden invite you to pass the night +here. There are stranger inhabitants than +Mr. and Mrs. Rochester in these regions +you have by some means strayed into—wilder +denizens, by much; for youth's +seraphic finding. Not for mine, sir, I vow. +Depart again in the morning, if you will: +we shall neither of us be displeased by then +to say farewell, I dare say. I do not seek +company. My obscure shell is enough." +I rose. "Sit down—sit down again, my dear +sir; there's no mischief in the truth between +two men of any world, I suppose, assuredly +not of this. My wife will see to your comfort. +There! hushie now, here he floats; +sit still, sit still—I hear his wings. It is my +'Four Evangels,' sir!"</p> + +<p>It was a sleek blackbird that had alighted +and now set to singing on the topmost twig +of a lofty pear-tree near by; and with his +first note Jane reappeared. And while we +listened, unstirring, to that rich, undaunted +voice, I had good opportunity to observe +her, and not, I think, without her knowledge, +not even without her approval.</p> + +<p>This, then, was the face that had returned +wrath for wrath, remorse for remorse, passion +for passion to that dark egotist Jane in the +looking-glass. Yet who, thought I, could be +else than beautiful with eyes that seemed to +hide in fleeting cloud a flame as pure as +amber? The arch simplicity of her gown, +her small, narrow hands, the exquisite cleverness +of mouth and chin, the lovely courage +and sincerity of that yet-childish brow—it +seemed even Mr. Rochester's "Four Evangels" +out of his urgent rhetoric was summoning +with reiterated persuasions, "Jane Eyre, Jane +Eyre, Jane Eyre, Ja ... ne!"</p> + +<p>Light faded from the woods; a faint +wind blew cold upon our faces. Jane took +Mr. Rochester's hand and looked into his +face.</p> + +<p>She turned to me. "Will you come in, +Mr. Brocken? I have seen that your horse +is made quite easy. He was fast asleep, +poor fellow, as you surmised; and, I think, +dreaming; for when I proffered him a lump +of sugar, he thrust his nose into my face +and breathed as if I were a peck of corn. +The candles are lit, sir; supper is ready."</p> + +<p>We went in slowly, and Jane bolted the +door. "But who it is that can be bolted +out," she said, "I know not; though there's +much to bolt in. I have stood here, Mr. +Brocken, on darker nights as still as this, +and have heard what seemed to be the sea +breaking, far away, leagues upon leagues +beyond the forests—the gush forward, the +protracted, heavy retreat,—listened till I +could have wept to think that it was only +my own poor furious heart beating. You +may imagine, then, I push the bolts home."</p> + +<p>"But why, Jane—why?" cried Mr. +Rochester incredulously. "Violent fancies, +child!"</p> + +<p>"Why, sir, it was, I say, not the sea I +heard, but a trickling tide one icy tap +might stay, if it found but entry there."</p> + +<p>"You talk wildly, Jane—wildly, wildly; +the air's afloat with listeners; so it seems, +so it seems. Had I but one clear lamp +in this dark face!"</p> + +<p>We sat down in the candle-lit twilight +to supper. It was to me like the supper +of a child, taken at peace in the clear +beams, ere he descend into the shadow of +sleep.</p> + +<p>They sat, try as I would not to observe +them, hand touching hand throughout the +meal. But to me it was as if one might +sit to eat before a great mountain ruffled +with pines, and perpetually clamorous with +torrents. All that Mr. Rochester said, every +gesture, these were but the ghosts of words +and movements. Behind them, gloomy, imperturbable, +withdrawn, slumbered a strange, +smouldering power. I began to see how +very hotly Jane must love him, she who +loved above all things storm, the winds of +the equinox, the illimitable night-sky.</p> + +<p>She begged him to take a little wine with +me, and filled his glass till it burned like +a ruby between their hands.</p> + +<p>"It paints both our hands!" she cried +glancing up at him.</p> + +<p>"Ay, Janet," he answered; "but where +is yours?"</p> + +<p>"And what goal will you make for when +you leave us," she enquired of me. "<i>Is</i> +there anywhere else?" she added, lifting +her slim eyebrows.</p> + +<p>"I shall put trust in Chance," I replied, +"which at least is steadfast in change. So +long as it does not guide me back, I care +not how far forward I go."</p> + +<p>"You are right," she answered; "that is +a puissant battlecry, here and hereafter."</p> + +<p>Mr. Rochester rose hastily from his chair. +"The candles irk me, Jane. I would like to +be alone. Excuse me, sir." He left the room.</p> + +<p>Jane lifted a dark curtain and beckoned +me to bring the lights. She sat down +before a little piano and desired me to sit +beside her. And while she played, I know +not what, but only it seemed old, well-remembered +airs her mood suggested, she +asked me many questions.</p> + +<p>"And am I indeed only like that poor +mad thing you thought Jane Eyre?" she +said, "or did you read between?"</p> + +<p>I answered that it was not her words, +not even her thoughts, not even her poetry +that was to me Jane Eyre.</p> + +<p>"What then is left of me?" she enquired, +stooping her eyes over the keys and smiling +darkly. "Am I indeed so evanescent, a +wintry wraith?"</p> + +<p>"Well," I said, "Jane Eyre is left."</p> + +<p>She pressed her lips together. "I see," she +said brightly. "But then, was I not detestable +too? so stubborn, so wilful, so demented, +so—vain?"</p> + +<p>"You were vain," I answered, "because—"</p> + +<p>"Well?" she said, and the melody died +out, and the lower voices of her music +complained softly on.</p> + +<p>"For a barrier," I answered.</p> + +<p>"A barrier?" she cried.</p> + +<p>"Why, yes," I said, "a barrier against +cant, and flummery, and coldness, and +pride, and against—why, against your own +vanity too."</p> + +<p>"That's really very clever—penetrating," +she said; "and I really desired to know, not +because I did not know already, but to know +I knew all. You are a perspicacious observer, +Mr. Brocken; and to be that is to be alive +in a world of the moribund. But then +too how high one must soar at times; for +one must ever condescend in order to observe +faithfully. At any rate, to observe all one +must range at an altitude above all."</p> + +<p>"And so," I said, "you have taken your +praise from me—"</p> + +<p>"But you are a man, and I a woman: +we look with differing eyes, each sex to the +other, and perceive by contrast. Else—why, +how else could you forgive my presumption? +He sees me as an eagle sees the creeping +tortoise. I see him as the moon the sun, +never weary of gazing. I borrow his radiance +to observe him by. But I weary you with +my garrulous tongue.... Have you no plan +at all in your journey? 'Tis not the dangers, +but to me the endless restlessness of such a +venture—that 'Oh, where shall wisdom be +found?'... Will you not pause?—stay with +us a few days to consider again this rash +journey? To each his world: it is surely +perilous to transgress its fixed boundaries."</p> + +<p>"Who knows?" I cried, rather arrogantly +perhaps. "The sorcery that lured me hither +may carry me as lightly back. But I have +tasted honey and covet the hive."</p> + +<p>She glanced sidelong at me with that +stealthy gravity that lay under all her lightness.</p> + +<p>"That delicious Rosinante!" she exclaimed +softly.... "And I really believe too <i>I</i> must +be the honey—or is it Mr. Rochester? Ah! +Mr. Brocken, they call it wasp-honey when +it is so bitter that it blisters the lips." She +talked on gaily, as if she had forgotten I was +but a stranger until now. Yet none the less +she perceived presently my eyes ever and +again fixed upon the little brooch of faintest +gold hair at her throat, and flinched and +paled, playing on in silence.</p> + +<p>"Take the whole past," she continued +abruptly, "spread it out before you, with all +its just defeats, all its broken faith, and overweening +hopes, its beauty, and fear, and love, +and its loss—its loss; then turn and say: this, +this only, this duller heart, these duller eyes, +this contumacious spirit is all that is left—myself. +Oh! who could wish to one so dear +a destiny so dark?" She rose hastily from +the piano. "Did I hear Mr. Rochester's step +by the window?" she said.</p> + +<p>I crossed the room and looked out into +the night. The brightening moon hung +golden in the dark clearness of the sky. +Mr. Rochester stood motionless, Napoleon-wise, +beneath the black, unstirring foliage. +And before I could turn, Jane had begun to +sing:—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>You take my heart with tears;<br /></span> +<span>I battle uselessly;<br /></span> +<span>Reft of all hopes and doubts and fears,<br /></span> +<span>Lie quietly.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>You veil my heart with cloud;<br /></span> +<span>Since faith is dim and blind,<br /></span> +<span>I can but grope perplex'd and bow'd,<br /></span> +<span>Seek till I find.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Yet bonds are life to me;<br /></span> +<span>How else could I perceive<br /></span> +<span>The love in each wild artery<br /></span> +<span>That bids me live?<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Jane's was not a rich voice, nor very sweet, +and yet I fancied no other voice than this +could plead and argue quite so clearly and +with such nimble insistency—neither of bird, +nor child, nor brook; because, I suppose, it +was the voice of Jane Eyre, and all that was +Jane's seemed Jane's only.</p> + +<p>The music ceased, the accompaniment died +away; but Mr. Rochester stood immobile +yet—a little darker night in that much +deeper. When I turned, Jane was gone +from the room. I sat down, my face towards +the still candles, as one who is awake, +yet dreams on. The faint scent of the earth +through the open window; the heavy, sombre +furniture; the daintiness and the alertness in +the many flowers and few womanly gew-gaws: +these too I shall remember in a +tranquillity that cannot change.</p> + +<p>A sudden, trembling glimmer at the window +lit the garden and, instantaneously, the +distant hills; lit also the figures of Jane and +Mr. Rochester beneath the trees. They +entered the house, and once more Jane drew +the bolts against that phantom fear. A tinge +of scarlet stood in her cheeks, an added +lustre in her eyes. They were strange lovers, +these two—like frost upon a cypress tree; +yet summer lay all around us.</p> + +<p>I bade them good night and ascended to +the little room prepared for me. There was +a great pincushion on the sprigged and portly +toilet table, and I laboured till the constellations +had changed beyond my window, in +printing from a box of tiny pins upon that +lavendered mound, "Ave, Ave, atque Vale!"</p> + +<p>Far in the night a dreadful sound woke +me. I rose and looked out of the window, +and heard again, deep and reverberating, +Pilot baying I know not what light minions +of the moon. The Great Bear wheeled +faintly clear in the dark zenith, but the +borders of the east were grey as glass; and +far away a fierce hound was answering from +his echo-place in the gloom, as if the dread +dog of Acheron kept post upon the hills.</p> + +<p>A light tap woke me in the sunlight, and +a lighter voice. Mr. Rochester took breakfast +with us in a gloomy old dressing-room, +moody and taciturn, unpacified by sleep. +But Jane, whimsical and deft, had tied a +yellow ribbon in the darkness of her hair.</p> + +<p>Rosinante awaited me at the little green +gate, eyeing forlornly the steep valley at her +feet. And I rode on. The gate was shut +on me; and Mr. Rochester again, perhaps, +at his black ease.</p> + +<p>I had jogged on, with that peculiar gravity +age brings to equine hoofs, about a mile, +when the buttress of a thick wall came into +view abutting on the lane, and perched +thereon what at first I deemed a coloured +figment of the mist that festooned the +branches and clung along the turf. But +when I drew near I saw it was indeed +a child, pink and gold and palest blue. +And she raised changeling hands at me, and +laughed and danced and chattered like the +drops upon a waterfall; and clear as if a +tiny bell had jingled I heard her cry.</p> + +<p>And my heart smote me heavily since I +had of my own courtesy not remembered +Adèle.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="IV" id="IV" ></a>IV</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>Cuckoo, jug-jug, pu-we, tu-witta-woo.</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—THOMAS NASH.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>It was yet early, and refreshing in the +chequered shade. We plodded earnestly after +our gaunt shadow in the dust, and ever downward, +till at last we drew so near to the +opposite steep that I could well nigh count +its pines.</p> + +<p>It was about the hour when birds seek +shade and leave but few among their fellows +to sing, that at a stone's throw from the +foot of the hill I came to where a faint +bridle-path diverged. And since it was +smooth with moss, and Rosinante haply +tired of pebbles; since any but the direct +road seems ever the more delectable, I too +turned aside, and broke into the woods +through which this path meandered.</p> + +<p>Maybe it is because all woods are enchanted +that the path seemed more than many miles +long. Often too we loitered, or stood, head +by head, to listen, or to watch what might be +after all only wings, mere sunbeams. Shall +I say, then, that it began to be thorny, and, +where the thorns were, pale with roses, when +at length the knitted boughs gradually drew +asunder, and I looked down between twitching, +hairy ears upon a glade so green and +tranquil, I deemed it must be the Garden of +the Hesperides?</p> + +<p>And because there ran a very welcome +brook of water through this glade, I left +Rosinante to follow whithersoever a sweet +tooth might dictate, and climbed down into +the weedy coolness at the waterbrink.</p> + +<p>I confess I laughed to see so puckered a +face as mine in the clear blue of the flowing +water. But I dipped my hands and my +head into the cold shallows none the less +pleasantly, and was casting about for a deeper +pool where I might bathe unscorned of the +noonday, when I heard a light laughter behind +me, and, turning cautiously, perceived under +the further shadow of the glade three ladies +sitting.</p> + +<p>Not even vanity could persuade me that +they were laughing at anything more grotesque +than myself, so, putting a bold face +on matters so humiliating, I sauntered as +carelessly and loftily as I dared in their +direction. My courage seemed to abash +them a little; they gathered back their petticoats +like birds about to fly. But at hint +of a titter, they all three began gaily laughing +again till their eyes sparkled brighter than +ever, and their cheeks seemed shadows of +the roses above their heads.</p> + +<p>"Ladies," I began gravely, "I have left my +horse, that is very old and very thirsty, above +in the wood. Is there any path I may discover +by which she may reach the water +without offence?"</p> + +<p>"Is she very old?" said one.</p> + +<p>"She is very old," I said.</p> + +<p>"But is she very thirsty?" said another.</p> + +<p>"She is perhaps very thirsty," I said.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps!" cried they all.</p> + +<p>"Because, ladies," I replied, "being by +nature of a timid tongue, and compelled to +say something, and having nothing apt to +say, I remembered my old Rosinante above +in the wood."</p> + +<p>They glanced each at each, and glanced +again at me.</p> + +<p>"But there is no path down that is not +steep," said the fairest of the three.</p> + +<p>"There never was a path, not even, we +fear, for a traveller on foot," continued the +second.</p> + +<p>I waited in silence a moment. "Forgive +me, then," I said; "I will offend no longer."</p> + +<p>But this seemed far from their design.</p> + +<p>"You see, being come," began the fairest +again, "Julia thinks Fortune must have +brought you. Are we not all between Fortune's +finger and thumb?"</p> + +<p>"If pinching is to prove anything," said +the other.</p> + +<p>"And Fortune is fickle, too," added Julia—"that's +early wisdom; but not quite so fickle +as you would wish to show her. Here we +have sat in these mortal glades ever since our +poor Herrick died. And here it seems we +are like to sit till he rises again. It is all so—dubious. +But since Electra has invited you +to rest awhile, will you not really rest? There +is shade as deep, and fruit to refresh you, in +a little arbour yonder. Perhaps even Anthea +will dip out of her weeping awhile if she hears +that ... a poor old thirsty horse is tethered in +the woods."</p> + +<p>They rose up together with a prolonged +rustling as of a peacock displaying his plumes; +and I found myself irretrievably their captive.</p> + +<p>Moreover, even if they were but sylphs +and fantasies of the morning, they were +fantasies lovely as even their master had +portrayed; while the dells through which they +led me were green and deep and white and +golden with buds.</p> + +<p>It was now, I suppose, about the middle of +the morning, yet though the sun was high, +his heat was that of dawn. Dawn lingered +in the shadows, as snow when winter is over +and gone, and dwelt among the sunbeams. +Dew lay heavy on the grass, as the dainty +heels of my captresses testified, yet they trod +lightly upon daisies wide-open to the blue +sky, while daffadowndillies stooped in a silence +broken only by their laughter.</p> + +<p>We came presently to a little stone summerhouse +or arbour, enclustered with leaves +and flowers of ivy and convolvulus, wherein +two great dishes of cherries stood and bowls +of honeycomb and sillabub.</p> + +<p>There we sat down; but they kept me +close too in the midst of the arbour, where +perhaps I was not so ill-content to be as I +should like to profess. How then could I else +than bob for cherries as often as I dared, and +prove my wit to conceal my hunger?</p> + +<p>"And now, Sir Traveller," said she of the +sparkling eyes, named Dianeme, "since we +have got you safe, tell us of all we have never +heard or seen!"</p> + +<p>"And oh! are we forgot?" cried Electra, +laying a lip upon a cherry.</p> + +<p>"There's not a poet in his teens but warbles +of you morn, noon, and night," I answered. +"There's not a lover mad, young, true, and +tender, but borrows your azure, and your +rubies, and your roses, and your stars, to +deck his sweetheart's name with."</p> + +<p>"Boys perhaps," cried Julia softly, "but +<i>men</i> soon forget."</p> + +<p>"Youth never," I replied.</p> + +<p>"Why 'Youth'?" said Dianeme. "Herrick +was not always young."</p> + +<p>"Ay, but all men once were young, please +God," I said, "and youth is the only 'once' +that's worth remembrance. Youth with the +heart of youth adores you, ladies; because, +when dreams come thick upon them, they +catch your flying laughter in the woods. +When the sun is sunk, and the stars kindle in +the sky, then your eyes haunt the twilight. +You come in dreams, and mock the waking. +You the mystery; you the bravery and +danger; you the long-sought; you the never-won; +memories, hopes, songs ere the earth +is mute. You will always be loved, believe +me, O bright ladies, till youth fades, turns, +and loves no more." And I gazed amazed +on cherries of such potency as these.</p> + +<p>"But once, sir," said Julia timidly, "we +were not only loved but <i>told</i> we were loved."</p> + +<p>"Where is the pleasure else?" cried +Dianeme.</p> + +<p>"Besides," said Electra, "Anthea says if +we might but find where Styx flows one +draught—my mere palmful—would be +sweeter than all the poetry ever writ, save +some."</p> + +<p>"It is idle," cried Dianeme; "Herrick +himself admired us most on paper."</p> + +<p>"And ink makes a cross even of a kiss, +that is very well known," said Julia.</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said I, "all men have eyes; few +see. Most men have tongues: there is but +one Robin Herrick."</p> + +<p>"I will tell you a secret," said Dianeme.</p> + +<p>And as if a bird of the air had carried +her voice, it seemed a hush fell on sky and +greenery.</p> + +<p>"We are but fairy-money all," she said, +"an envy to see. Take us!—'tis all dry +leaves in the hand. Herrick stole the +honey, and the bees he killed. Blow never +so softly on the tinder, it flames—and dies."</p> + +<p>"I heard once," said Electra, with but a +thought of pride, "that had I lived a little, +little earlier, I might have been the Duchess +of Malfi."</p> + +<p>"I too, Flatterer," cried Julia, "I +too—Desdemona slain by a blackamoor. To +some it is the cold hills and the valleys +'green and sad,' and the sea-birds' wailing," +she continued in a low, strange voice, "and +to some the glens of heather, and the +mountain-brooks, and the rowans. But, +come to an end, what are we all? This +man's eyes will tell ye! I would give +white and red, nectar and snow and roses, +and all the similes that ever were for—"</p> + +<p>"For what?" said I.</p> + +<p>"I think, for Robin Herrick," she said.</p> + +<p>It was a lamentable confession, for that +said, gravity fled away; and Electra fetched +out a lute from a low cupboard in the +arbour, and while she played Julia sang to +a sober little melody I seemed to know of +old:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>Sighs have no skill<br /></span> +<span>To wake from sleep<br /></span> +<span>Love once too wild, too deep.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Gaze if thou will,<br /></span> +<span>Thou canst not harm<br /></span> +<span>Eyes shut to subtle charm.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Oh! 'tis my silence<br /></span> +<span>Shows thee false,<br /></span> +<span>Should I be silent else?<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Haste thou then by!<br /></span> +<span>Shine not thy face<br /></span> +<span>On mine, and love's disgrace!<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Whereat Dianeme lifted on me so naïve +an afflicted face I must needs beseech +another song, despite my drowsy lids. +Wherefore I heard, far away as it were, +the plucking of the strings, and a voice +betwixt dream and wake sing:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>All sweet flowers<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Wither ever,<br /></span> +<span>Gathered fresh<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Or gathered never;<br /></span> +<span>But to live when love is gone!—<br /></span> +<span>Grieve, grieve, lute, sadly on!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>All I had—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">'Twas all thou gav'st me;<br /></span> +<span>That foregone,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Ah! what can save me?<br /></span> +<span>If the exórcised spirit fly,<br /></span> +<span>Nought is left to love me by.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Take thy stars,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">My tears then leave me;<br /></span> +<span>Thine my bliss,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As thine to grieve me;<br /></span> +<span>Take....<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>For then, so insidious was the music, +and not quite of this earth the voice, my +senses altogether forsook me, and I fell +asleep.</p> + +<p>Would that I could remember much else! +But I confess it is the heart remembers, +not the poor, pestered brain that has so +many thoughts and but one troubled thinker. +Indeed, were I now to be asked—Were +the fingers cold of these bright ladies? +Were their eyes blue, or hazel, or brown? +or, haply, were Dianeme's that incomparable, +dark, sparkling grey? Wore Julia azure, +and Electra white? And was that our +poet wrote our poet's only, or truly theirs, +and so even more lovely?—I fear I could +not tell.</p> + +<p>I fell asleep; and when I awoke no lute +was sounding. I was alone; and the arbour +a little house of gloom on the borders +of evening. I caught up yet one more +handful of cherries, and stumbled out, heavy +and dim, into a pale-green firmanent of +buds and glow-worms, to seek the poor +Rosinante I had so heedlessly deserted.</p> + +<p>But I was gone but a little way when I +was brought suddenly to a standstill by +another sound that in the hush of the garden, +in the bright languor after sleep, went to my +heart: it was as if a child were crying.</p> + +<p>I pushed through a thick and aromatic +clump of myrtles, and peering between the +narrow leaves, perceived the cold, bright face +of a little marble god beneath willows; and, +seated upon a starry bank near by, one whom +by the serpentry of her hair and the shadow +of her lips I knew to be Anthea.</p> + +<p>"Why are you weeping?" I said.</p> + +<p>"I was imitating a little brook," she said.</p> + +<p>"It is late; the bat is up; yet you are +alone," I said.</p> + +<p>"Pan will protect me," she said.</p> + +<p>"And nought else?"</p> + +<p>She turned her face away. "None," she +said. "I live among shadows. There was +a world, I dreamed, where autumn follows +summer, and after autumn, winter. Here it +is always June, despite us both."</p> + +<p>"What, then, would you have?" I said.</p> + +<p>"Ask him," she replied.</p> + +<p>But the little god looking sidelong was +mute in his grey regard.</p> + +<p>"Why do you not run away? What keeps +you here?"</p> + +<p>"You ask many questions, stranger! Who +can escape? To live is to remember. To +die—oh, who would forget! Even had I been +weeping, and not merely mocking time away, +would my tears be of Lethe at my mouth's +corners? No," said Anthea, "why feign +and lie? All I am is but a memory lovely +with regret."</p> + +<p>She rose, and the myrtles concealed her +from me. And I, in the midst of the dusk +where the tiny torches burned sadly—I turned +to the sightless eyes of that smiling god.</p> + +<p>What he knew, being blind, yet smiling, I +seemed to know then. But that also I have +forgotten.</p> + +<p>I whistled softly and clearly into the air, +and a querulous voice answered me from afar—the +voice of a grasshopper—Rosinante's.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="V" id="V" ></a>V</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>How should I your true love know</i><br /></span> +<span><i>From another one?</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>But even then she was difficult finding, so +cunningly had ivy and blackberry and bindweed +woven snares for the trespasser's foot.</p> + +<p>But at last—not far from where we had +parted—I found her, a pillar of smoke in the +first shining of the moon. She turned large, +smouldering eyes on me, her mane in elf +locks, her flanks heaving and wet, her forelock +frizzed like a colt's. Yet she showed +only pleasure at seeing me, and so evident +a desire to unburden the day's history, that +I almost wished I might be Balaam awhile, +and she—Dapple!</p> + +<p>It would be idle to attempt to ride through +these thick, glimmering brakes. The darkness +was astir. And as the moon above the +valley brightened, casting pale beams upon +the folded roses and drooping branches, if +populous dream did not deceive me, a tiny +multitude was afoot in the undergrowth—small +horns winding, wee tapers burning.</p> + +<p>Presently as with Rosinante's nose at my +shoulder we pushed slowly forward, a nightingale +burst close against my ear into so +passionate a descant I thought I should be +gooseflesh to the end of my days.</p> + +<p>The heedless tumult of her song seemed +to give courage to sounds and voices much +fainter. Soon a lovelit rival in some distant +thicket broke into song, and far and near their +voices echoed above the elfin din of timbrel and +fife and hunting-horn. I began to wish the +moon away that dazzled my eyes, yet could +not muffle my ears.</p> + +<p>In the heavy-laden boughs dim lanterns +burned. There, indeed, when we dipped +into the deeper umbrage of some loftier tree, +I espied the pattering hosts—creatures my +Dianeme might have threaded for a bangle, +yet breeched and armed and fiercely martial.</p> + +<p>Down, too, in a watery dell of harts-tongue, +around the root of a swelling +fungus, a lovely company floated of an insubstantiality +subtile as taper-smoke, and of a +beauty as remote as the babes in children's +eyes.</p> + +<p>We passed unheeded. Four bearded hoofs +rose and fell upon the moss with all the +circumspection snorting Rosinante could compass. +But one might as well go snaring +moonbeams as dream to crush such airy +beings. Ever and again a gossamer company +would soar like a spider on his magic thread, +and float with a whisper of remotest music +past my ear; or some bolder pigmy, out +of the leaves we brushed in passing, skip +suddenly across the rusty amphitheatre of +my saddle into the further covert.</p> + +<p>So we wandered on, baffled and confused, +through a hundred pathless glens and dells till +already gold had begun to dim the swelling +moon's bright silver, and by the freshness +and added sweetness of the air it seemed dawn +must be near, when, on a sudden, a harsh, +preposterous voice broke on my ear, and such +a see-saw peal of laughter as I have never +tittered in sheer fellowship with before, or +since. We stood listening, and the voice +broke out again.</p> + +<p>"Tittany—nay, Tittany, you'll crack my +sides with laughing. Have again at you! love +your master and you'll wax nimble. Bottom +will learn you all. Trust Time and Bottom; +though in sooth your weeny Majesty is +something less than natural. Drive thy +straw deeper, Mounsieur Mustardseed! there +squats a pestilent sweet notion in that +chamber could spellican but set him capering. +Prithee your mousemilk hand on this +smooth brow, mistress! Your nectar throbbeth +like a blacksmith's anvil. Master Moth, +draw you these bristling lashes down, they +mirk the stars and call yon nothing Quince +to mind—a vain, official knave, in and out, +to and fro, play or pleasure; and old Sam +Snout, the wanton! Lad's days and all—'twas +life, Tittany; and I was ever foremost. +They'd bob and crook to me like spaniels at +a trencher. Mine was the prettiest conceit, +this way, that way, past all unravelling +till envy stretched mine ears. Now I'm old +dreams. Gone all men's joy, your worships, +since Bully Bottom took to moonshine. +Where floats your babe's-hand now, Dame +Lovepip?"</p> + +<p>There he lolled, immortal Bottom, propped +on a bed of asphodel and moly that seemed +to curd the moonshine; and at his side, +Titania slim and scarlet, and shimmering +like a bride-cake. The sky was dark above +the tapering trees, but here in the secret +woods light seemed to cling in flake and +scarf. And it so chanced as our two +noses leaned forward into his retreat that +Bottom's head lolled back upon its pillow, +and his bright, simple eyes stared deep into +our own.</p> + +<p>"Save me, ye shapes of nought," he bellowed, +"no more, no more, for love's sake. +I begin to see what men call red Beelzebub, +and that's an end to all true fellowship. +Whiffle your tufted bee's wing, Signior Cobweb, +I beseech you—a little fiery devil with +four eyes floats in my brain, and flame's +a frisky bedfellow. Avaunt! avaunt ye! +Would now my true friend Bottom the +weaver were at my side. His was a courage +to make princes great. Prithee, Queen +Tittany, no more such cozening possets!"</p> + +<p>I drew Rosinante back into the leaves.</p> + +<p>"Droop now thy honeyed lids, my dearest +love!" I heard a clear voice answer. "There's +nought can harm thee in these silvered woods: +no bird that pipes but love incites his throat, +and never a dewdrop wells but whispers +peace!"</p> + +<p>"Ay, ay, 'tis very well, you have a gift, you +have a gift, Tittany's for twisting words to +sugarsticks. But la, there, what wots your +trickling whey of that coal-piffling Prince of +Flies! I'm Bottom the weaver, I am. He +knows not his mother's ring-finger that knows +not Nick Bottom. Back, back, ye jigging +dreams! 'Tis Puckling nods. Ha' done, ha' +done—there's no sweet sanity in an asshead +more if I quaff their elvish ... Out now ... Ha' +done, I say!"</p> + +<p>Then indeed he slumbered truly, this engarlanded +weaver, his lids concealing all bright +speculation, his jowl of vanity (foe of the +Philistine) at peace: and I might gaze unperceived. +The moon filled his mossy cubicle +with her untrembling beams, streamed upon +blossoms sweet and heavy as Absalom's hair, +while tiny plumes wafted into the night the +scent of thyme and meadow-sweet.</p> + +<p>I know not how long they would have kept +me prisoner with their illusive music. I dared +not move, scarce wink; for much as immortality +may mollify hairiness, I had no wish to +live too frank.</p> + +<p>How, also, would this weaver who slumbered +so cacophonously welcome a rival to his +realms. I say I sat still, like Echo in the +woods when none is calling; like too, I grant, +one who ached not a little after jolts and jars +and the phantasmal mists of this engendering +air. But none stirred, nor went, nor came. +So resting my hands cautiously on a little +witch's guild of toadstools that squatted cold +in shade, I lifted myself softly and stood alert.</p> + +<p>And in a while out of that numerous company +stepped one whom by his primrose face +and mien I took to be Mounsieur Mustardseed, +and I followed after him.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="VI" id="VI" ></a>VI</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>Care-charming Sleep ...</i><br /></span> +<span><i>... sweetly thyself dispose</i><br /></span> +<span><i>On this afflicted prince!</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—JOHN FLETCHER.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>Away with a blink of his queer green +eye over his shoulder he sauntered by a +devious path out of the dell. Forgetful of +thorn and brier, trickery and wantonness, +we clambered down after him, out of the +moonlight, into a dark, clear alley, soundless +and solitary amid these enchanted woods.</p> + +<p>As I have said already, another air than +that of night was abroad in the green-grey +shadows of the woods. Yet between the +lofty and heavy-hooded pines scarce a beam +of dawn pierced downward.</p> + +<p>Wider swept the avenue, but ever dusky +and utterly silent. Deeper moss couched +here; unfallen moondrops glistened; mistletoe +palely sprouted from the gnarled boughs. +Nor could I discern, though I searched +close enough, elder or ash tree or bitter rue. +We journeyed softly on till I lost all count +of time, lost, too, all guidance; for as a +flower falls had vanished Mustardseed.</p> + +<p>Far away and ever increasing in volume +I heard the trembling crash of some great +water falling. What narrow isles of sky +were visible between the branches lay sunless +and still. Yet already, on a mantled +pool we journeyed softly by, the waterlily +was unfolding, the swan afloat in beauty.</p> + +<p>In a dim, still light we at last slowly +descended out of the darker glade into a +garden of grey terraces and flowerless walks. +Even Rosinante seemed perturbed by the +stillness and solitude of this wild garden. +She trod with cautious foot and peering +eye the green, rainworn paths, that led us +down presently to where beneath the vault +of its trees a river flowed.</p> + +<p>Surely I could not be mistaken that +here a voice was singing as if out of the +black water-deeps, so clear and hollow were +the notes. I burst through the knotted +stalks of the ivy, and stooping like some +poor travesty of Narcissus, with shaded face +pierced down deep—deep into eyes not +my own, but violet and unendurable and +strange—eyes of the living water-sprite +drawing my wits from me, stilling my +heart, till I was very near plunging into +that crystal oblivion, to be fishes evermore.</p> + +<p>But my fingers still grasped my friend's +kind elf-locks, and her goose-nose brooded +beside mine upon that water of undivulged +delight. Out of the restless silence of the +stream floated this long-drawn singing:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>Pilgrim forget; in this dark tide<br /></span> +<span>Sinks the salt tear to peace at last;<br /></span> +<span>Here undeluding dreams abide,<br /></span> +<span>All sorrow past.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Nods the wild ivy on her stem;<br /></span> +<span>The voiceless bird broods on the bough;<br /></span> +<span>The silence and the song of them<br /></span> +<span>Untroubled now.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Free that poor captive's flutterings,<br /></span> +<span>That struggles in thy tired eyes,<br /></span> +<span>Solace its discontented wings,<br /></span> +<span>Quiet its cries!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Knells now the dewdrop to its fall,<br /></span> +<span>The sad wind sleeps no more to rove;<br /></span> +<span>Rest, for my arms ambrosial<br /></span> +<span>Ache for thy love!<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>I cannot think how one so meekened +with hunger as I, resisted that water-troubled +hair, eyes that yet haunt me, that +heart-alluring voice.</p> + +<p>"No, no," I said faintly, and the words of +Anthea came unbidden to mind, "to sleep—oh! +who would forget? You plead merely +with some old dream of me—not <i>all</i> me, you +know. Gold is but witchcraft. And as for +sorrow—spread me a magical table in this +nettle-garden, I'll leave all melancholy!"</p> + +<p>I must indeed have been exhausted to +chop logic with a water-witch. As well +argue with minnows, entreat the rustling +of ivy-leaves. It was Rosinante, wearying, +I suppose, of the reflection of her own +mild countenance, that drew me back from +dream and disaster. She turned with arched +neck seeking a more wholesome pasture than +these deep mosses.</p> + +<p>Leaving her then to her own devices, +and yet hearkening after the voice of the +charmer, I came out again into the garden, +and perceived before me a dark palace +with one lofty tower.</p> + +<p>It seemed strange I had not seen the +tower at my first coming into this wilderness. +It stood with clustered summit and +stooping gargoyles, appealing as it were to +fear, in utter silence.</p> + +<p>Though I knew it must be day, there +was scarcely more than a green twilight +around me, ever deepening, until at last I +could but dimly discern the upper windows +of the palace, and all sound waned but the +roar of distant falling water.</p> + +<p>Then it was I found that I was not +alone in the garden. Two little leaden +children stood in an attitude of listening +on either side of the carved porch of the +palace, and between them a figure that +seemed to be watching me intently.</p> + +<p>I looked and looked again—saw the +green-grey folds, the tawny locks, the +mistletoe, the unearthly eyes of this unstirring +figure, yet, when I advanced but +one strenuous pace, saw nought—only the +little leaden boys and the porch between +them.</p> + +<p>These childish listeners, the straggling +briers, the impenetrable thickets, the +emerald gloaming, the marble stillness of +the lofty lichenous tower: I took courage. +Could such things be in else than Elfland? +And she who out of beauty and being +vanishes and eludes, what else could she +be than one of Elfland's denizens from +whom a light and credulous heart need +fear nothing.</p> + +<p>I trod like a shadow where the phantom +had stood and opened the unused door. I +was about to pass into the deeper gloom of +the house when a hound appeared and stood +regarding me with shining eyes in the faint +gloaming. He was presently joined by one +as light-footed, but milk-white and slimmer, +and both turned their heads as if in question +of their master, who had followed close +behind them.</p> + +<p>This personage, because of the gloom, or +the better to observe the intruder on his +solitude, carried a lantern whose beams were +reflected upon himself, attired as he was +from head to foot in the palest primrose, +but with a countenance yet paler.</p> + +<p>There was no hint of enmity or alarm or +astonishment in the colourless eyes that were +fixed composedly on mine, nothing but +courtesy in his low voice.</p> + +<p>"Back, Safte!—back, Sallow!" he cried softly +to his hounds; "is this your civility? Indeed, +sir," he continued to me, "it was all I could +do to dissuade the creatures from giving +tongue when you first appeared on the terrace +of my solitary gardens. I heard too the +water-sprite: she only sings when footsteps +stray upon the banks." He smiled wanly, +and his nose seemed even sharper in his pale +face, and his yellow hair leaner about his +shoulders. "I feared her voice might prove +too persuasive, and deprive me of the first +strange face I have seen these many decades +gone."</p> + +<p>I bowed and murmured an apology for +my intrusion, just as I might perhaps to +some apparition of nightmare that over-stayed +its welcome.</p> + +<p>"I beseech you, sir," he replied, "say no +more! It may be I deemed you at first a +visitor perchance even more welcome—if it +be possible,... yet I know not that either. +My name is Ennui,"—he smiled again—"Prince +Ennui. You have, perchance, heard +somewhere our sad story. This is the perpetual +silence wherein lies that once-happy +princess, my dear sister, Sleeping Beauty."</p> + +<p>His voice seemed but an echo amongst +the walls and arches of this old house, and +he spoke with a suave enunciation as if in +an unfamiliar tongue.</p> + +<p>I replied that I had read the ever-lovely +story of Sleeping Beauty, indeed knew it by +heart, and assured him modestly that I had +not the least doubt of a happy ending—"that +is, if the author be the least authority."</p> + +<p>He narrowed his lids. "It is a tradition," +he replied; "meanwhile, the thickets broaden."</p> + +<p>Whereupon I begged him to explain how +it chanced that among that festive and +animated company I had read of, he alone +had resisted the wicked godmother's spell.</p> + +<p>He smiled distantly, and bowed me into +the garden.</p> + +<p>"That is a simple thing," he said.</p> + +<p>Yet for the life of me I could not but +doubt all he told me. He who could pass +spring on to spring, summer on to summer, +in the company of beasts so sly and silent, +so alert and fleet as these hounds of his, +could not be quite the amiable prince he +feigned to be. I began to wish myself in +homelier places.</p> + +<p>It seems that on the morning of the fatal +spindle, he had gone coursing, with this Safte +and Sallow and his horse named "Twilight," +and after wearying and heating himself at +the sport, a little after noon, leaving his +attendants, had set out to return to the palace +alone. But allured by the cool seclusion of a +"lattice-arbour" in his path, he had gone in, +and then and there, "Twilight" beneath +the willows, his hounds at his feet, had fallen +asleep.</p> + +<p>Undisturbed, dreamless, "the unseemly +hours sped light of foot." He awoke again, +between sunset and dark; the owl astir; +"the silver gnats yet netting the shadows," +and so returned to the palace.</p> + +<p>But the spell had fallen—king and courtier, +queen and lady and page and scullion, hawk +and hound, slept a sleep past waking—"while +I, roamed and roam yet in a solitary +watch beyond all sleeping. Wherefore, sir, +I only of the most hospitable house in these +lands am awake to bid you welcome. But +as for that, a few dwindling and harsh fruits +in my orchards, and the cold river water +that my dogs lap with me, are all that +is left to offer you. For I who never +sleep am never hungry, and they who never +wake—I presume—never thirst. Would, +sir, it were otherwise! After such long +silence, then, conceive how strangely falls +your voice on ears that have heard only +wings fluttering, dismal water-songs, and the +yelp and quarrel and night-voice of unseen +hosts in the forests."</p> + +<p>He glanced at me with a mild austerity +and again lowered his eyes. I cannot now +but wonder how the rhythm of a voice so +soft, so monotonous, could give such pleasure +to the ear. I almost doubted my own eyes +when I looked upon his yellow, on that +unmoved, sad, mad, pale face.</p> + +<p>I had no doubt of his dogs, however, and +walked scarcely at ease beside him, while they, +shadow-footed, closely followed us at heel.</p> + +<p>"Prince Ennui" conducted me with shining +lantern into a dense orchard thickly under-grown, +marvellously green, with a small, hard +fruit upon its branches, shaped like a medlar, +of a crisp, sweet odour and, despite its hardness, +a delicious taste. The interwoven twigs +of the stooping trees were thickly nested; a +veritable wilderness of moonlike and starry +flowers ran all to seed amid the nettles and +nightshade of this green silence. And while +I ate—for I was hungry enough—Prince +Ennui stood, his hand on Sallow's muzzle, +lightly thridding the dusky labyrinths of the +orchard with his faint green eyes.</p> + +<p>Mine, too, were not less busy, but rather +with its lord than with his orchard. And the +strange thought entered my mind, Was he +in very deed the incarnation of this solitude, +this silence, this lawless abundance? Somewhere, +in the green heats of summer, had he +come forth, taken shape, exalted himself? +What but vegetable ichor coursed through +veins transparent as his? What but the +swarming mysteries of these thick woods +lurked in his brain? As for his hounds, theirs +was the same stealth, the same symmetry, the +same cold, secret unhumanity as his. Creatures +begotten of moonlight on silence they seemed +to me, with instincts past my workaday wits +to conceive.</p> + +<p>And Rosinante! I laughed softly to think +of her staid bones beside the phantom +creature this prince had called up to me at +mention of "Twilight."</p> + +<p>I ate because I was ravenously hungry, but +also because, while eating, I was better at my +ease.</p> + +<p>Suddenly out of the stillness, like an arrow, +Safte was gone; and far away beneath the +motionless leaves a faint voice rang dwindling +into silence. I shuddered at my probable +fate.</p> + +<p>Prince Ennui glanced lightly. "When the +magic horn at last resounds," he said, "how +strange a flight it will be! These thorny +briers encroach ever nearer on my palace walls. +I am a captive ever less at ease. Summer by +summer the sun rises shorn yet closer of his +beams, and now the lingering transit of the +moon is but from one wood by a narrow +crystal arch to another. They will have me +yet, sir. How weary will the sleepy ones be +of my uneasy footfall!"</p> + +<p>And even as Safte slipped softly back to his +watching mate, the patter and shrill menace +of voices behind him hinted not all was +concord between these hidden multitudes and +their unseemly prince.</p> + +<p>The master-stars shone earlier here; already +sparkling above the tower was a canopy of +clearest darkness spread, while the leafy fringes +of the sky glowed yet with changing fires.</p> + +<p>We returned to the lawns before the palace +porch, and, with his lantern in his hand, the +Prince signed to me to go in. I was not a +little curious to view that enchanted household +of which I had read so often and with so +much delight as a child.</p> + +<p>In the banqueting-hall only the matted +windows were visible in the lofty walls. +Prince Ennui held his lantern on high, and by +its flame, and the faint light that flowed in +from above, I could presently see, distinct in +gloom, as many sleepers as even Night could +desire.</p> + +<p>Here they reclined just as sorcerous sleep +had overtaken them. But how dimmed, how +fallen! For Time that could not change the +sleeper had changed with quiet skill all else. +Tarnished, dusty, withered, overtaken, yellowed, +and confounded lay banquet and cloth-of-gold, +flagon, cup, fine linen, table, and stool. +But in all the ruin, like buds of springtime in +a bare wood, or jewels in ashes, slumbered +youth and beauty and bravery and delight.</p> + +<p>I lifted my eyes to the King. The gold of +his divinity was fallen, his splendour quenched; +but life's dark scrutiny from his face was gone. +He made no stir at our light, slumbered untreasoned +on. The lids of his Queen were +lightlier sealed, only withheld beauty as a +cloud the sky it hides. His courtiers flattered +more elusively, being sincerely mute, and only +a little red dust was all the wine left.</p> + +<p>I seemed to hear their laughter clearer now +that the jest was forgotten, and to admire +better the pomp, and the mirth, and the grace, +and the vanity, now that time had so far +travelled from this little tumult once their +triumph.</p> + +<p>In a kind of furtive bravado, I paced the +length of the long, thronged tables. Here +sat a little prince that captivated me, dipping +his fingers into his cup with a sidelong +glance at his mother. There a high officer, +I know not how magnificent and urgent +when awake, slumbered with eyes wide open +above his discouraged moustaches.</p> + +<p>Simply for vanity of being awake in such +a sleepy company, I strutted conceitedly to +and fro. I bent deftly and pilfered a little +cockled cherry from between the very fingertips +of her whose heart was doubtless like +its—quite hard. And the bright lips never +said a word. I sat down, rather clownishly I +felt, beside an aged and simpering chancellor +that once had seemed wise, but now seemed +innocent, nibbling a biscuit crisp as scandal. +For after all the horn <i>would</i> sound. Childhood +had been quite sure of that—needed not +even the author's testimony. They were alert +to rise, scattering all dust, victors over Time +and outrageous Fortune.</p> + +<p>Almost with a cry of apprehension I perceived +again the solitary Prince. But he +merely smiled faintly. "You see, sir," he said, +"how weary must a guardianship be of them +who never tire. The snow falls, and the +bright light falls on all these faces; yet not +even my Lady Melancholy stirs a dark lid. +And all these dog-days—" He glanced at +his motionless hounds. They raised languidly +their narrow heads, whimpering softly, as if +beseeching of their master that long-delayed +supper—haplessly me. "No, no, sirs," said +the Prince, as if he had read their desire +as easily as he whom it so much concerned. +"Guard, guard, and hearken. This gentleman +is not the Prince we await, Sallow; +not the Prince, Safte! And now, sir,"—he +turned again to me—"there is yet one +other sleeper—she who hath brought so much +quietude on a festive house."</p> + +<p>We climbed the staircase where dim light +lay so invitingly, and came presently to a +little darker chamber. Green, blunt things +had pushed and burst through the casement. +The air smelled faintly-sour of brier, and +was as still as boughs of snow. There the +not-unhappy Princess reclined before a +looking-glass, whither I suppose she had +run to view her own alarm when the sharp +needle pierced her thumb. All alarm was +stilled now on her face. She, one might +think, of all that company of the sleepy, +was the only one that dreamed. Her youthful +lips lay a little asunder; the heavy +beauty of her hair was parted on her forehead; +her childish hands sidled together like +leverets in her lap. "Why!" I cried aloud, +almost involuntarily, "she breathes!"</p> + +<p>And at sound of my voice the hounds +leapt back; and, on a traveller's oath, I +verily believe, once, and how swiftly, and +how fearfully and brightly, those childish +lids unsealed their light as of lilac that lay +behind, glanced briefly, fleetingly, on one +who had ventured so far, and fell again to +rest.</p> + +<p>"And when," I cried harshly, "when +will that laggard burst through this agelong +silence? Here's dust enough for all to see. +And all this ruin, this inhospitable peace!"</p> + +<p>Prince Ennui glanced strangely at me.</p> + +<p>"I assure you, O suddenly enkindled," +he said in his suave, monotonous voice, "it +is not for <i>my</i> indifference he does not come. +I would willingly sleep; these—my dear +sister, all these old fineries and love-jinglers +would as fain wake." He turned away his +treacherous eyes from me. "Maybe the +Lorelei hath snared him!..." he said, +smiling.</p> + +<p>I relished not at all the thought of sleeping +in this mansion of sleep. Yet it seemed +politic to refrain from giving offence to +fangs apparently so eager to take it. +Accordingly I followed this Ennui to a +loftier chamber yet that he suggested for +me.</p> + +<p>Once there, however, and his soft footfall +passed away, I looked about me, first to +find a means for keeping trespassers from +coming in, and next to find a means for +getting myself out.</p> + +<p>It was a long and arduous, but not a +perilous, descent from the window by the +thick-grown greenery that cumbered the +walls. But I determined to wait awhile +before venturing,—wait, too, till I could see +plainly where Rosinante had made her +night-quarters. By good fortune I discovered +her beneath the greenish moon +that hung amid mist above the forest, +stretching a disconsolate neck at the waterside +as if in search of the Lorelei.</p> + +<p>When, as it seemed to me, it must be +nearing dawn, though how the hours flitted +so swiftly passed my comprehension, I very +cautiously climbed out of my narrow window +and descended slowly to the lawns +beneath. My foot had scarcely touched +ground when ringing and menacing from +some dark gallery of the palace above me +broke out a distant baying.</p> + +<p>Nothing shall persuade me to tell how +fast I ran; how feverishly I haled poor +Rosinante out of sleep, and pushed her +down into the deeps of that coal-black +stream; with what agility I clambered into +the saddle.</p> + +<p>Yet I could not help commiserating the +while the faithful soul who floated beneath +me. The stream was swift but noiseless, the +water rather rare than cold, yet, despite all +the philosophy beaming out of her maidenly +eyes across the smooth surface of the tide, +Rosinante must have preferred from the +bottom of her heart dry land.</p> + +<p>I, too, momentarily, when I discovered +that we were speedily approaching the +roaring fall whose reverberations I had +heard long since.</p> + +<p>Out of the emerald twilight we floated +from beneath the overarching thickets. Pale +beams were striking from the risen sun upon +the gliding surface, and dwelt in splendour +where danger sat charioted beneath a palely +gorgeous bow. Yet I doubt if ever mortal +man swept on to defeat at last so rapturously +as I.</p> + +<p>The gloomier trees had now withdrawn +from the banks of the river. A pale morning +sky over-canopied the shimmering forests. +Here rose the solitary tower where Echo +tarried for the Hornblower. And straight +before us, across that level floor, beyond +a tremulous cloud of foam and light and +colour, lurked the unseen, the unimaginable, +the ever-dreamed-of, Death.</p> + +<p>Heedless of Lorelei, heedless of all save +the beauty and terror and glory in which +they rode, down swept snorting ship and +master to doom.</p> + +<p>The crystal water jargoned past my +saddle. Sky, earth, and tower, like the +panorama of a dream, wheeled around me. +Light blinded me; clamour deafened me; +foam and the pure wave and cold darkness +whelmed over me. We surged, paused, +gazed, nodded, crashed:—and so an end to +Ennui.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="VII" id="VII" ></a>VII</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>He loves to talk with marineres</i><br /></span> +<span><i>That come from a far countree.</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—SAMUEL TAYLOR COLERIDGE.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>How long my body was the sport of that +foaming water I cannot tell. But when I +again opened my eyes, I found, first, that the +sun was shining dazzling clear high above +me, and, next, that the delightful noise of +running water babbled close against my ear. +I lay upon a strip of warm sward by the river's +brink. Near by me grew some rank-smelling +waterside plant, and overhead the air seemed +peopled with larks.</p> + +<p>I crawled, confused and aching, to the +water, and dipped my head and hands into the +cold rills. This soon refreshed me, for the +sun had, it would seem, long been dwelling on +that passive corse of mine by the waterside +and had parched it to the skin.</p> + +<p>But it was some little while yet before my +mind returned fully to what had passed, and +so to my loss.</p> + +<p>I sat looking at the grey, noisy water, +almost incredulous that Rosinante could be +gone. It might be that the same hand as +must have drawn myself from drowning had +snatched her bridle also out of Fate's grasp. +Perhaps even now she was seeking her master +by the greener pasture of the wide plains +around me. Perhaps the far-off sea was her +green sepulchre. But many waters cannot +quench love. I faced, friendless and discomfited, +a region as strange to me as the +farther side of the moon.</p> + +<p>Without more ado I rose, shook myself, +and sadly began to go forward. But I had +taken only a few steps along the banks of +the stream—for here was fresh water, at +least—when a sound like distant thunder +rolled over these flat, green lands towards +me, increasing steadily in volume.</p> + +<p>I stood, lost in wonder, and presently, at the +distance, perhaps, of a little less than a mile, +descried an innumerable herd of horses streaming +across these level pastures, and at the +extremity, it seemed, of a wide ellipse, that +had brought them near, and now was galloping +them away.</p> + +<p>My heart beat a little faster at this extraordinary +spectacle. And while I stood in +uncertainty gazing after the retreating concourse, +I perceived a figure running towards +me, lifting his hands and crying out in a voice +sonorous and inhuman. He was of a stature +much above my own, yet so gross in shape +and immense of head he seemed at first almost +dwarfish. He came to a stand twenty paces +or so from me, on the ridge of a gentle +inclination, and gazed down on me with wild, +bright eyes. Even at this distance I could +perceive the almost colourless lustre of his +eyes beneath his thick locks of yellow hair. +When he had taken his fill of me, he lifted +his head again and cried out to me a few +words of what certainly might be English, +but was neither intelligible nor reassuring.</p> + +<p>I stood my ground and stared him in the +face, till I could see nothing but wind-blown +yellow, and strange, brutal eyes. Then he +advanced a little nearer. Whereupon I also +raised my hand with a gesture like his own, +and demanded loudly where I was, what was +this place, and who was he. His very ears +pricked forward, he listened so intently. He +came nearer yet, then stayed, tossed his head +into the air, whirled the long leather thong +he carried above his head, and, signing to me +to follow, set off with so swift and easy a +stride as would soon have carried him out of +sight, had he not turned and perceived how +slowly I could follow him.</p> + +<p>He slackened his pace then, and, thus +running, we came in sight at length of what +appeared to be a vast wooden shed, or barn, +with one rude chimney, and surrounded by +a thick fence, or stockade, many feet high +and apparently of immense strength and +stability.</p> + +<p>In the gateway of this fence stood the +master of these solitudes, his eyes fixed +strangely on my coming with an intense, I +had almost said incredulous, interest. Nor +did he cease so to regard me, while the +creature that had conducted me thither, told, +I suppose, where he had found me, and poured +out with childish zeal his own amazement and +delight. By this time, too, his voice had +begun to lose its first strangeness, and to take +a meaning for me. And I was presently +fully persuaded he spoke a kind of English, +and that not unpleasingly, with a liquid, shrill, +voluminous ease. His master listened patiently +awhile, but at last bade his servant be silent, +and himself addressed me.</p> + +<p>"I am informed, Yahoo," he said with peculiar +deliberation, "that you have been borne +down into my meadows by the river, and +fetched out thence by my servant. Be aware, +then, that all these lands from horizon to +horizon are mine and my people's. I desire +no tidings of what follies may be beyond my +boundaries, no aid, and no amity. I admit no +trespasser here and will bear with none. It +appears, however, that your life has passed +beyond your own keeping: I may not, therefore, +refuse you shelter and food, and to have +you conducted in safety beyond my borders. +Have the courtesy, then, to keep within +shelter of these walls till the night be over. +Else"—he gazed out across the verdant +undulations—"else, Yahoo, I have no power +to protect you."</p> + +<p>He turned once more, and regarded me +with a lofty yet tender recognition, as if, little +though his speech might profess it, he very +keenly desired my safety.</p> + +<p>He then stepped aside and bade me rather +sharply enter the gate before him. I tried to +show none of the mistrust I felt at passing out +of these open lands into this repellent yard. +I glanced at the shock-haired creature, alert, +half-human, beside me; across the limitless +savannah around me, echoing yet, it seemed, +with the rumour of innumerable hoofs; and +bowing, as it were, to odds, I went in.</p> + +<p>On the other hand, I felt my host had been +frank with me. If this was indeed the same +Lemuel Gulliver whose repute my infancy had +prized so well, I need have no fear of blood +and treachery at his hands, however primitive +and disgusting his household, or distorted his +intellect might be. He who had proved +no tyrant in Lilliput, nor quailed before the +enormities of Brobdingnag, might abhor the +sight of me; he would not play me false.</p> + +<p>His servant, or whatsoever else he might +be, I considered not quite so calmly. Yet +even in <i>his</i> broad countenance dwelt a something +like bright honesty, less malice than +simplicity.</p> + +<p>Wherefore, I say, I ordered down my +cowardice, and, looking both of them as +squarely in the face as I knew how, passed +out of the open into the appalling yard of +this wooden house.</p> + +<p>I say "appalling," but without much +reason. Perhaps it was the unseemly hugeness +of its balks, the foul piles of skins, +the mounds of refuse that lay about within; +perhaps the all-pervading beastly stench, the +bareness and filthiness under so glassy-clear +and fierce a sun that revolted me. All +man's seemliness and affection for the natural +things of earth were absent. Here was +only a brutal and bald order, as of an +intelligence like that of the yellow-locked, +swift-footed creature behind me. Perhaps +also it was the mere unfamiliarity of much +I saw there that estranged me. All lay +in neglect, cracked and marred with rough +usage,—coarse strands of a kind of rope, +strips of hide, gaping tubs, a huge and +rusty brazier, and in one corner a great +cage, many feet square and surmounted +with an iron ring.</p> + +<p>I know not. I almost desired Sallow at +my side, and would to heaven Rosinante's +nose lay in my palm.</p> + +<p>Within the house a wood-fire burned in +the sun, its smoke ascending to the roof, +and flowing thence through a rude chimney. +A pot steamed over the fire, burdening the +air with a savour at first somewhat faint +and disgusting,—perhaps because it was +merely strange to me. The walls of this +lofty room were of rough, substantial timber, +bare and weatherproof; the floor was of the +colour of earth, seemingly earth itself. A +few rude stools, a bench, and a four-legged +table stood beside the unshuttered window. +And from this stretched the beauteous +green of the grass-land or prairie beyond the +stockade.</p> + +<p>The house, then, was built on the summit +of a gentle mound, and doubtless commanded +from its upper window the extreme +reaches of this sea of verdure.</p> + +<p>I sat down where Mr. Gulliver directed +me, and was not displeased with the warmth +of the fire, despite the sun. I was cold +after that long, watery lullaby, and cold too +with exhaustion after running so far at the +heels of the creature who had found me. +And I dwelt in a kind of dream on the +transparent flames, and watched vacantly the +seething pot, and smelt till slowly appetite +returned the smoke of the stuff that bubbled +beneath its lid.</p> + +<p>Mr. Gulliver himself brought me my +platter of this pottage, and though it tasted +of nothing in my experience—a kind of +sweet, cloying meat—I was so tired of the +fruits to which enterprise had as yet condemned +me, I ate of it hungrily and +heartily. Yet not so fast as that the +young "Gulliver" had not finished his +before me, and sat at length watching every +mouthful I took from beneath his sun-enticing +thatch of hair. Ever and again +he would toss up his chin with a shrill +guffaw, or stoop his head till his eyeballs +were almost hidden beneath their thick +lashes, so regarding me for minutes together +with a delightful simulation of intelligence, +yet with that peculiar wistful affection his +master had himself exhibited at first sight +of me.</p> + +<p>But when our meal was done, Mr. +Gulliver ordered him about his business. +Without a murmur, with one last, long, +brotherly glance at me, he withdrew. And +presently after I heard from afar his high, +melancholy "cooee," and the crack of his +thong in the afternoon air as he hastened +out to his charges.</p> + +<p>My companion did not stir. Only the +flames waved silently along the logs. The +beam of sunlight drew across the floor. +The crisp air of the pasture flowed through +the window. What wonder, then, that, +sitting on my stool, I fell asleep!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="VIII" id="VIII" ></a>VIII</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>If I see all, ye're nine to ane!</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—OLD BALLAD.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>I was awoke by a sustained sound as of +an orator speaking in an unknown tongue, +and found myself in a sunny-shadowy loft, +whither I suppose I must have been carried +in my sleep. In a delicious languor between +sleeping and waking I listened with +imperturbable curiosity awhile to that voice +of the unknown. Indeed, I was dozing +again when a different sound, enormous, +protracted, abruptly aroused me. I got up, +hot and trembling, not yet quite my own +master, to discover its cause.</p> + +<p>Through a narrow slit between the timbers +I could view the country beneath me, far +and wide. I saw near at hand the cumbrous +gate of the stockade ajar, and at a little +distance on the farther side Mr. Gulliver +and his half-human servant standing. In +front of them was an empty space—a narrow +semicircle of which Gulliver was the centre. +And beyond—wild-eyed, dishevelled, stretching +their necks as if to see, inclining their +heads as if to hearken, ranging in multitude +almost to the sky's verge—stood assembled, +it seemed to me, all the horses of the +universe.</p> + +<p>Even in my first sensation of fear admiration +irresistibly stirred. The superb freedom +of their unbridled heads, the sun-nurtured +arrogance of their eyes, the tumultuous, sea-like +tossing of crest and tail, their keenness +and ardour and might, and also in simple +truth their numbers—how could one marvel +if this solitary fanatic dreamed they heard +him and understood?</p> + +<p>Unarmed, bareheaded, he faced the brutal +discontent of his people. Words I could not +distinguish; but there was little chance of +misapprehending the haughty anguish with +which he threatened, pleaded, cajoled. Clear +and unfaltering his voice rose and fell. He +dealt out fearlessly, foolishly, to that long-snouted, +little-brained, wild-eyed multitude, +reason beyond their instinct, persuasion beyond +their savagery, love beyond their heed.</p> + +<p>But even while I listened, one thing I +knew those sleek malcontents heard too—the +Spirit of man in that small voice of his—perplexed, +perhaps, and perverted, and out of +tether; but none the less unconquerable and +sublime.</p> + +<p>What less, thought I, than power unearthly +could long maintain that stern, impassable +barrier of green vacancy between their hoofs +and him? And I suppose for the very reason +that these were beasts of a long-sharpened +sagacity, wild-hearted, rebellious, yet not the +slaves of impulse, he yet kept himself their +king who was, in fact, their captive.</p> + +<p>"Houyhnhnms?" I heard him cry; "pah—Yahoos!" +His voice fell; he stood confronting +in silence that vast circumference +of restless beauty. And again broke out +inhuman, inarticulate, immeasurable revolt. +Far across over the tossing host, rearing, +leaping, craning dishevelled heads, went pealing +and eddying that hostile, brutal voice.</p> + +<p>Gulliver lifted his hand, and a tempestuous +silence fell once more. "Yahoos! Yahoos!" +he bawled again. Then he turned, and passed +back into his hideous garden. The gate was +barred and bolted behind him.</p> + +<p>Thus loosed and unrestrained, surged as if +the wind drove them, that concourse upon the +stockade. Heavy though its timbers were, +they seemed to stoop at the impact. A kind +of fury rose in me. I lusted to go down and +face the mutiny of the brutes; bit, and saddle, +and scourge into obedience man's serfs of the +centuries. I watched, on fire, the flame of +the declining sun upon those sleek, vehement +creatures of the dust. And then, I know not +by what subtle irony, my zeal turned back—turned +back and faded away into simple longing +for my lost friend, my peaceful beast-of-evening, +Rosinante. I sat down again in the +litter of my bed and earnestly wished myself +home; wished, indeed, if I must confess it, +for the familiar face of my Aunt Sophia, my +books, my bed. If these were this land's horses, +I thought, what men might here be met! The +unsavouriness, the solitude, the neighing and +tumult and prancing induced in me nothing +but dulness at last and disgust.</p> + +<p>But at length, dismissing all such folly, at +least from my face, I lifted the trap-door and +descended the steep ladder into the room +beneath.</p> + +<p>Mr. Gulliver sat where I had left him. +Defeat stared from his eyes. Lines of insane +thought disfigured his face. Yet he sat, +stubborn and upright, heedless of the uproar, +heedless even that the late beams of the sun +had found him out in his last desolation. So +I too sat down without speech, and waited +till he should come up out of his gloom, +and find a friend in a stranger.</p> + +<p>But day waned; the sunlight went out +of the great wooden room; the tumult +diminished; and finally silence and evening +shadow descended on the beleaguered house. +And I was looking out of the darkened +window at a star that had risen and stood +shining in the sky, when I was startled by a +voice so low and so different from any I had +yet heard that I turned to convince myself it +was indeed Mr. Gulliver's.</p> + +<p>"And the people of the Yahoos, Traveller," +he said, "do they still lie, and flatter, and +bribe, and spill blood, and lust, and covet? +Are there yet in the country whence you +come the breadless bellies, the sores and rags +and lamentations of the poor? Ay, Yahoo, +and do vicious men rule, and attain riches; +and impious women pomp and flattery?—hypocrites, +pandars, envious, treacherous, +proud?" He stared with desolate sorrow +and wrath into my eyes.</p> + +<p>Words in disorder flocked to my tongue. I +grew hot and eager, yet by some instinct held +my peace. The fluttering of the dying flames, +the starry darkness, silence itself; what were +we who sat together? Transient shadows both, +phantom, unfathomable, mysterious as these.</p> + +<p>I fancied he might speak again. Once he +started, raised his arm, and cried out as if +acting again in dream some frenzy of the past. +And once he wheeled on me extraordinary +eyes, as if he half-recognised some idol of +the irrevocable in my face. These were +momentary, however. Gloom returned to his +forehead, vacancy to his eyes.</p> + +<p>I heard the outer gate flung open, and a +light, strange footfall. So we seated ourselves, +all three, for a while round the smouldering +fire. Mr. Gulliver's servant scarcely took his +eyes from my face. And, a little to my confusion, +his first astonishment of me had now +passed away, and in its stead had fallen such a +gentleness and humour as I should not have +supposed possible in his wild countenance. +He busied himself over his strips of skin, but +if he caught my eye upon his own he would +smile out broadly, and nod his great, hairy +head at me, till I fancied myself a child again +and he some vast sweetheart of my nurse.</p> + +<p>When we had supped (sitting together in +the great room), I climbed the ladder into +the loft and was soon fast asleep. But from +dreams distracted with confusion I awoke +at the first shafts of dawn. I stood beside the +narrow window in the wall of the loft and +watched the distant river change to silver, +the bright green of the grass appear.</p> + +<p>This seemed a place of few and timorous +birds, and of fewer trees. But all across the +dews of the grasses lay a tinge of powdered +gold, as if yellow flowers were blooming in +abundance there. I saw no horses, no sign of +life; heard no sound but the cadent wail of +the ash-grey birds in their flights. And when +I turned my eyes nearer home, and compared +the distant beauty of the forests and their +radiant clouds with the nakedness and desolation +here, I gave up looking from the window +with a determination to be gone as soon as +possible from a country so uncongenial.</p> + +<p>Moreover, Mr. Gulliver, it appeared, had +returned during the night to his first mistrust +of my company. He made no sign he saw +me, and left his uncouth servant to attend +on me. For him, indeed, I began to feel a +kind of affection springing up; he seemed +so eager to befriend me. And whose is +the heart quite hardened against a simple +admiration? I rose very gladly when, after +having stuffed a wallet with food, he signed +to me to follow him. I turned to Mr. +Gulliver and held out my hand.</p> + +<p>"I wish, sir, I might induce you to accompany +me," I said. "Some day we would +win our way back to the country we have +abandoned. I have known and loved your +name, sir, since first I browsed on pictures—Being +measured for your first coat in Lilliput +by the little tailors:—Straddling the pinnacled +city. Ay, sir, and when the farmers picked +you up 'twixt finger and thumb from among +their cornstalks...."</p> + +<p>I had talked on in hope to see his face +relax; but he made no sign he saw or heard +me. I very speedily dropped my hand and +went out. But when my guide and I had +advanced about thirty yards from the stockade, +I cast a glance over my shoulder towards the +house that had given me shelter. It rose, +sad-coloured and solitary, between the green +and blue. But, if it was not fancy, Mr. +Gulliver stood looking down on me from the +very window whence I had looked down on +him. And there I do not doubt he stayed +till his fellow-yahoo had passed across his +inhospitable lands out of his sight for ever.</p> + +<p>I was glad to be gone, and did not, at first, +realise that the least danger lay before us. +But soon, observing the extraordinary vigilance +and caution my companion showed, I began +to watch and hearken, too. Evidently our +departure had not passed unseen. Far away +to left and to right of us I descried at whiles +now a few, now many, swift-moving shapes. +But whether they were advancing with us, or +gathering behind us, in hope to catch their +tyrant alone and unaware, I could not properly +distinguish.</p> + +<p>Once, for a cause not apparent to me, my +guide raised himself to his full height, and, +thrusting back his head, uttered a most +piercing cry. After that, however, we saw no +more for a while of the beasts that haunted +our journey.</p> + +<p>All morning, till the sun was high, and the +air athrob with heat and stretched like a great +fiddlestring to a continuous, shrill vibration, +we went steadily forward. And when at last +I was faint with heat and thirst, my companion +lifted me up like a child on to his +back and set off again at his great, easy +stride. It was useless to protest. I merely +buried my hands in his yellow hair to keep +my balance in such a camel-like motion.</p> + +<p>A little after noon we stayed to rest by +a shallow brook, beneath a cluster of trees +scented, though not in blossom, like an +English hawthorn. There we ate our meal, +or rather I ate and my companion watched, +running out ever and again for a wider +survey, and returning to me like a faithful +dog, to shout snatches of his inconceivable +language at me.</p> + +<p>Sometimes I seemed to catch his meaning, +bidding me take courage, have no fear, he +would protect me. And once he shaded his +eyes and pointed afar with extreme perturbation, +whining or murmuring while he stared.</p> + +<p>Again we set off from beneath the sweet-scented +shade, and now no doubt remained +that I was the object of very hostile evolutions. +Sometimes these smooth-hooved battalions +would advance, cloudlike, to within fifty yards +of us, and, snorting, ruffle their manes and +wheel swiftly away; only once more in turn +to advance, and stand, with heads exalted, +gazing wildly on us till we were passed on a +little. But my guide gave them very little +heed. Did they pause a moment too long +in our path, or gallop down on us but a +stretch or two beyond the limit his instinct +had set for my safety, he whirled his thong +above his head, and his yell resounded, and +like a shadow upon wheat the furious companies +melted away.</p> + +<p>Evidently these were not the foes he looked +for, but a subtler, a more indomitable. It +was at last, I conjectured, at scent, or sight, +or rumour of these that he suddenly swept me +on to his shoulders again, and with a great +sneeze or bellow leapt off at a speed he +had, as yet, given me no hint of.</p> + +<p>Looking back as best I could, I began to +discern somewhat to the left of us a numerous +herd in pursuit, sorrel in colour, and of a +more magnificent aspect than those forming +the other bands. It was obvious, too, despite +their plunging and rearing, that they were +gaining on us—drew, indeed, so near at last +that I could count the foremost of them, and +mark (not quite callously) their power and +fleetness and symmetry, even the sun's gold +upon their reddish skins.</p> + +<p>Then in a flash my captor set me down, +toppled me over (in plain words) into the +thick herbage, and, turning, rushed bellowing, +undeviating towards their leaders, till it +seemed he must inevitably be borne down +beneath their brute weight, and so—farewell +to summer. But almost at the impact, the +baffled creatures reared, neighing fearfully in +consort, and at the gibberish hurled back on +them by their flamed-eyed master, broke in +rout, and fled.</p> + +<p>Whereupon, unpausing, he ran back to me, +only just in time to rescue me from the nearer +thunder yet of those who had seized the +very acme of their opportunity to beat out +my brains.</p> + +<p>It was a long and arduous and unequal +contest. I wished very heartily I could bear +a rather less passive part. But this fearless +creature scarcely heeded me; used me like +a helpless child, half tenderly, half roughly, +displaying ever and again over his shoulder +only a fleeting glance of the shallow glories of +his eyes, as if to reassure me of his power +and my safety.</p> + +<p>But the latter, those distant savannahs +will bear witness, seemed forlorn enough. +My eyes swam with weariness of these crested, +earth-disdaining battalions. I sickened of the +heat of the sun, the incessant sidelong jolting, +the amazing green. But on we went, fleet +and stubborn, into ever-thickening danger. +How feeble a quarry amid so many hunters!</p> + +<p>Two things grew clearer to me each +instant. First, that every movement and +feint of our pursuers was of design. Not a +beast that wheeled but wheeled to purpose; +while the main body never swerved, thundered +superbly on toward the inevitable end. And +next I perceived with even keener assurance +that my guide knew his country and his +enemy and his own power and aim as perfectly +and consummately; knew, too—this was the +end.</p> + +<p>Far distant in front of us there appeared +to be a break in the level green, a fringe of +bushes, rougher ground. For this refuge he +was making, and from this our mutinous +Houyhnhnms meant to keep us.</p> + +<p>There was no pausing now, not a glance +behind. His every effort was bent on speed. +Speed indeed it was. The wind roared in +my ears. Yet above its surge I heard the +neighing and squealing, the ever-approaching +shudder of hoofs. My eyes distorted all they +looked on. I seemed now floating twenty +feet in air; now skimming within touch of +ground. Now that sorrel squadron behind me +swelled and nodded; now dwindled to an +extreme minuteness of motion.</p> + +<p>Then, of a sudden, a last, shrill paean rose +high; the hosts of our pursuers paused, billow-like, +reared, and scattered—my poor Yahoo +leapt clear.</p> + +<p>For an instant once again in this wild +journey I was poised, as it were, in space, +then fell with a crash, still clutched, sure +and whole, to the broad shoulders of my +rescuer.</p> + +<p>When my first confusion had passed away, +I found that I was lying in a dense green glen +at the foot of a cliff. For some moments I +could think of nothing but my extraordinary +escape from destruction. Within reach of my +hand lay the creature who had carried me, +huddled and motionless; and to left and to +right of me, and one a little nearer the base of +the cliff, five of those sorrel horses that had +been chief of our pursuers. One only of them +was alive, and he, also, broken and unable to +rise—unable to do else than watch with +fierce, untamed, glazing eyes (a bloody froth +at his muzzle,) every movement and sign of +life I made.</p> + +<p>I myself, though bruised and bleeding, had +received no serious injury. But my Yahoo +would rise no more. His master was left +alone amidst his people. I stooped over him +and bathed his brow and cheeks with the +water that trickled from the cliffs close at +hand. I pushed back the thick strands of +matted yellow hair from his eyes. He made +no sign. Even while I watched him the +life of the poor beast near at hand welled +away: he whinnied softly, and dropped his +head upon the bracken. I was alone in the +unbroken silence.</p> + +<p>It seemed a graceless thing to leave the +carcasses of these brave creatures uncovered +there. So I stripped off branches of the +trees, and gathered bundles of fern and +bracken, with which to conceal awhile their +bones from wolf and fowl. And him whom I +had begun to love I covered last, desiring he +might but return, if only for a moment, to +bid me his strange farewell.</p> + +<p>This done, I pushed through the undergrowth +from the foot of the sunny cliffs, and +after wandering in the woods, came late in the +afternoon, tired out, to a ruinous hut. Here +I rested, refreshing myself with the unripe +berries that grew near by.</p> + +<p>I remained quite still in this mouldering +hut looking out on the glens where fell the +sunlight. Some homely bird warbled endlessly +on in her retreat, lifted her small voice +till every hollow resounded with her content. +Silvery butterflies wavered across the sun's +pale beams, sipped, and flew in wreaths away. +The infinite hordes of the dust raised their +universal voice till, listening, it seemed to me +their tiny Babel was after all my own old, +far-off English, sweet of the husk.</p> + +<p>Fate leads a man through danger to his +delight. Me she had led among woods. Nameless +though many of the cups and stars and +odours of the flowers were to me, unfamiliar +the little shapes that gamboled in fur and +feather before my face, here dwelt, mummy +of all earth's summers, some old ghost of me, +sipper of sap, coucher in moss, quieter than +dust.</p> + +<p>So sitting, so rhapsodising, I began to +hear presently another sound—the rich, juicy +munch-munch of jaws, a little blunted maybe, +which yet, it seemed, could never cry Enough! +to these sweet, succulent grasses. I made no +sign, waited with eyes towards the sound, +and pulses beating as if for a sweetheart. +And soon, placid, unsurprised, at her extreme +ease, loomed into sight who but my ox-headed +Rosinante in these dells, cropping her +delightful way along in search of her drowned +master.</p> + +<p>I could but whistle and receive the slow, +soft scrutiny of her familiar eyes. I fancied +even her bland face smiled, as might elderliness +on youth. She climbed near with +bridle broken and trailing, thrust out her nose +to me, and so was mine again.</p> + +<p>Sunlight left the woods. Wind passed +through the upper branches. So, with rain in +the air, I went forward once more; not quite +so headily, perhaps, yet, I hope, with undiminished +courage, like all earth's travellers +before me, who have deemed truth potent as +modesty, and themselves worth scanning print +after.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="IX" id="IX" ></a>IX</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>A ... shop of rarities.</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—GEORGE HERBERT.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>A little before darkness fell we struck +into a narrow road traversing the wood. +This, though apparently not much frequented, +would at least lead me into lands inhabited, +so turning my face to the West, that I +might have light to survey as long as any +gleamed in the sky, I trudged on. But I +went slow enough: Rosinante was lame; +I like a stranger to my body, it was so +bruised and tumbled.</p> + +<p>The night was black, and a thin rain +falling when at last I emerged from the +interminable maze of lanes into which the +wood-road had led me. And glad I was +to descry what seemed by the many lights +shining from its windows to be a populous +village. A gay village also, for song +came wafted on the night air, rustic and +convivial.</p> + +<p>Hereabouts I overtook a figure on foot, +who, when I addressed him, turned on me +as sharply as if he supposed the elms above +him were thick with robbers, or that mine +was a voice out of the unearthly hailing +him.</p> + +<p>I asked him the name of the village we +were approaching. With small dark eyes +searching my face in the black shadow of +night, he answered in a voice so strange +and guttural that I failed to understand a +word. He shook his fingers in the air; +pointed with the cudgel he carried under +his arm now to the gloom behind us, now +to the homely galaxy before us, and gabbled +on so fast and so earnestly that I began to +suppose he was a little crazed.</p> + +<p>One word, however, I caught at last from +all this jargon, and that often repeated +with a little bow to me, and an uneasy +smile on his white face—"Mishrush, Mishrush!" +But whether by this he meant to +convey to me his habitual mood, or his +own name, I did not learn till afterwards. +I stopped in the heavy road and raised +my hand.</p> + +<p>"An inn," I cried in his ear, "I want +lodging, supper—a tavern, an inn!" as if +addressing a child or a natural.</p> + +<p>He began gesticulating again, evidently +vain of having fully understood me. Indeed, +he twisted his little head upon his shoulders +to observe Rosinante gauntly labouring on. +"'Ame!—'ame!" he cried with a great effort.</p> + +<p>I nodded.</p> + +<p>"Ah!" he cried piteously.</p> + +<p>He led me, after a few minutes' journey, +into the cobbled yard of a bright-painted +inn, on whose signboard a rising sun glimmered +faintly gold, and these letters standing +close above it—"The World's End."</p> + +<p>Mr. "Mishrush" seemed not a little +relieved at nearing company after his +lonely walk; triumphant, too, at having +guided me hither so cunningly. He lifted +his nimble cudgel in the air and waved it +conceitedly to and fro in time to the song +that rose beyond the window. "Fau'ow +er Wur'!—Fau'ow er Wur'!" he cried +delightedly again and again in my ear, +eager apparently for my approval. So we +stood, then, beneath the starless sky, listening +to the rich <i>choragium</i> of the "World's +End." They sang in unison, sang with a +kind of forlorn heat and enthusiasm. And +when the song was ended, and the roar of +applause over, Night, like a darkened water +whelmed silently in, engulfed it to the echo:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>Follow the World—<br /></span> +<span>She bursts the grape,<br /></span> +<span>And dandles man<br /></span> +<span>In her green lap;<br /></span> +<span>She moulds her Creature<br /></span> +<span>From the clay,<br /></span> +<span>And crumbles him<br /></span> +<span>To dust away:<br /></span> +<span>Follow the World!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>One Draught, one Feast,<br /></span> +<span>One Wench, one Tomb;<br /></span> +<span>And thou must straight<br /></span> +<span>To ashes come:<br /></span> +<span>Drink, eat, and sleep;<br /></span> +<span>Why fret and pine?<br /></span> +<span>Death can but snatch<br /></span> +<span>What ne'er was thine:<br /></span> +<span>Follow the World!<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>It died away, I say, and an ostler softly +appeared out of the shadow. Into his +charge, then, I surrendered Rosinante, and +followed my inarticulate acquaintance into +the noise and heat and lustre of the Inn.</p> + +<p>It was a numerous company there +assembled. But their voices fell to a +man on the entry of a stranger. They +scrutinised me, not uncivilly, but closely, +seeking my badge, as it were by which to +recognise and judge me ever after.</p> + +<p>Mr. Mistrust, as I presently discovered +my guide's name indeed to be, was volubly +explaining how I came into his company. +They listened intently to what, so far as +I could gather, might be Houyhnhnmish or +Double-Dutch. And then, as if to show +me to my place forthwith, a great fleshy +fellow that sat close beside the hearth this +summer evening continued in a loud voice +the conversation I had interrupted.</p> + +<p>Whereupon Mr. Mistrust with no little +confidence commended me in dumb show +to the landlady of the Inn, a Mrs. Nature, +if I understood him aright. This person +was still comely, though of uncertain age, +wore cherry ribbons, smiled rather vacantly +from vague, wonderful, indescribable eyes +that seemed to change colour, like the +chameleon, according to that they dwelt on.</p> + +<p>I am afraid, as much to my amusement +as wonder, I discovered that this landlady +of so much apparent <i>bonhomie</i> was a deaf-mute. +If victuals, or drink, or bed were +required, one must chalk it down on a little +slate she carried at her girdle for the purpose. +Indeed, the absence of two of her +three chief senses had marvellously sharpened +the remaining one. Her eyes were on all, +vaguely dwelling, lightly gone, inscrutable, +strangely fascinating. She moved easily and +soundlessly (as fat women may), and I +doubt if ever mug or pot of any of that +talkative throng remained long empty, except +at the tippler's reiterated request.</p> + +<p>She laid before me an excellent supper +on a little table somewhat removed beside +a curtained window. And while I ate I +watched, and listened, not at all displeased +with my entertainment.</p> + +<p>The room in which we sat was low-ceiled +and cheerful, but rather close after the +rainy night-air. Gay pictures beautified the +walls. Here a bottle, a cheese, grapes, a +hare, a goblet—in a clear brown light that +made the guest's mouth water to admire. +Here a fine gentleman toasting a simpering +chambermaid. Above the chimney-piece a +bloated old man in vineleaves that might +be Silenus. And over against the door of +the parlour what I took to be a picture +of Potiphar's wife, she looked out of the +paint so bold and beauteous and craftily. +Birds and fishes in cases stared glassily,—owl +and kestrel, jack and eel and gudgeon. +All was clean and comfortable as a hospitable +inn can be.</p> + +<p>But they who frequented it interested me +much more—as various and animated a +gathering as any I have seen. Yet in some +peculiar manner they seemed one and all +not to the last tittle quite of this world. +They were, so to speak, more earthy, too +definite, too true to the mould, like figures +in a bleak, bright light viewed out of darkness. +Certainly not one of them was at +first blush prepossessing. Yet who finds +much amiss with the fox at last, though all +he seems to have be cunning?</p> + +<p>Near beside me, however, sat retired a +man a little younger and more at his ease +than most of the many there, and as busy +with his eyes and ears as I. His name, I +learned presently, was Reverie; and from +him I gathered not a little information regarding +the persons who talked and sipped +around us.</p> + +<p>He told me at whiles that his house was +not in the village, but in a valley some +few miles distant across the meadows; that +he sat out these bouts of argument and +slander for the sheer delight he had in +gathering the myriad strands of that strange +rope Opinion; that he lived (heart, soul, and +hope) well-nigh alone; that he deeply mistrusted +this place, and the company we +were in, yet not for its mistress's sake, +who was at least faithful to her instincts, +candid to the candid, made no favourites, +and, eventually, compelled order. He told +me also that if friends he had, he deemed +it wiser not to name them, since the least +sibilant of the sound of the voice incites to +treachery; and in conclusion, that of all men +he was acquainted with, one at least never +failed to right his humour; and that one +was yonder flabby, pallid fellow with the +velvet collar to his coat, and the rings on +his fingers, and the gold hair, named Pliable, +who sat beside Mr. Stubborn on the settle +by the fire.</p> + +<p>When, then, I had finished my supper, I +drew in my chair a little closer to Mr. +Reverie's and, having scribbled my wants on +the Landlady's slate, turned my attention to +the talk.</p> + +<p>At the moment when I first began to listen +attentively they seemed to be in heated +dispute concerning the personal property of +a certain Mr. Christian, who was either +dead or had inexplicably disappeared. Mr. +Obstinate, I gathered, had taken as his right +this Christian's "easy-chair"; a gentleman +named Smoothman most of his other goods +for a debt; while a Parson Decorum had +appropriated as heretical his books and various +peculiar MSS.</p> + +<p>But there now remained in question a +trifling sum of money which a Mr. Liar +loudly demanded in payment of an "affair of +honour." This, however, he seemed little +likely to obtain, seeing that an elderly uncle +by marriage of Christian's, whose name was +Office, was as eager and affable and frank +about the sum as he was bent on keeping +it; and rattled the contents of his breeches' +pocket in sheer bravado of his means to go +to law for it.</p> + +<p>"He left a bare pittance, the merest pittance," +he said. "What could there be of +any account? Christian despised money, +professed to despise it. That alone would +prove my wretched nephew queer in the +head—despised <i>money</i>!</p> + +<p>"Tush, friend!" cried Obstinate from his +corner. "Whether the money is yours, or +neighbour Liar's—and it is as likely as not +neither's—that talk about despising money's +what but a silly lie? 'Twas all sour grapes—sour +grapes. He had cunning enough for +envy, and pride enough for shame; and at last +there was naught but cunning left wherewith +to patch up a clout for him and his shame to +be gone in. I watched him set out on his +pestilent pilgrimage, crazed and stubborn, and +not a groat to call his own."</p> + +<p>"Yet I have heard say he came of a +moneyed stock," said Pliable. "The Sects +of Privy Opinion were rare wealthy people, +and they, so 'tis said, were his kinsmen. Truth +is, for aught I know, Christian must have +been in some degree a very liberal rascal, with +all his faults." He tittered.</p> + +<p>"Oh! he was liberal enough," said Mr. +Malice suavely: "why, even on setting out, +he emptied his wife's purse into a blind +beggar's hat!—his that used to bleat, 'Cast +thy bread—cast thy bread upon the waters!' +whensoever he spied Christian stepping along +the street. They say," he added, burying +his clever face in his mug, "the Heavenly +Jerusalem lieth down by the weir."</p> + +<p>"But we must not contemn a man for his +poverty, neighbours," said Liar, gravely composing +his hairless face. "Christian's was a +character of beautiful simplicity—beautiful! +<i>How</i> many rickety children did he leave +behind him?"</p> + +<p>A shrill voice called somewhat I could not +quite distinguish, for at that moment a youth +rose abruptly near by, and went hastily out.</p> + +<p>Obstinate stared roundly. "Thou hast a +piercing voice, friend Liar!"</p> + +<p>"I did but seek the truth," said Liar.</p> + +<p>"But whether or no, Christian believed in +it—verily he seemed to believe in it. Was +it not so, neighbour Obstinate?" enquired +Pliable, stroking his leg.</p> + +<p>"Believed in what, my friend?" said +Obstinate, in a dull voice.</p> + +<p>"About Mount Zion, and the Crowns of +Glory, and the Harps of Gold, and such like," +said Pliable uneasily—"at least, it is said so; +so 'tis said."</p> + +<p>"Believed!" retorted a smooth young man +who seemed to feel the heat, and sat by the +staircase door. "That's an easy task—to +believe, sir. Ask any pretty minikin!"</p> + +<p>"And I'd make bold to enquire of yonder +Liveloose," said a thick, monotonous voice (a +Mr. Dull's, so Reverie informed me), "if +mebbe he be referring to one of his own, or +that fellow Sloth's devilish fairy tales? I +know one yet he'll eat again some day."</p> + +<p>At which remark all laughed consumedly, +save Dull.</p> + +<p>"Well, one thing Christian had, and none +can deny it," said Pliable, a little hotly, "and +that was Imagination? <i>I</i> shan't forget the +tales he was wont to tell: what say you, +Superstition?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Superstition lifted dark, rather vacant +eyes on Pliable. "Yes, yes," he said: +"Flame, and sigh, and lamentation. My +God, my God, gentlemen!"</p> + +<p>"Oo-ay, Oo-ay," yelped the voice of Mistrust, +startled out of silence.</p> + +<p>"Oo-ay," whistled Malice, under his breath.</p> + +<p>"Tush, tush!" broke in Obstinate again, and +snapped his fingers in the air. "And what is +this precious Imagination? Whither doth it +conduct a man, but to beggary, infamy, and +the mad-house? Look ye to it, friend Pliable! +'Tis a devouring flame; give it but wind and +leisure, the fairest house is ashes."</p> + +<p>"Ashes; ashes!" mocked one called Cruelty, +who had more than once taken my attention +with his peculiar contortions—"talking of +ashes, what of Love-the-log Faithful, Master +Tongue-stump? What of Love-the-log +Faithful?"</p> + +<p>At which Liveloose was so extremely +amused, the tears stood in his eyes for +laughing.</p> + +<p>I looked round for Mistrust, and easily +recognised my friend by his hare-like face, +and the rage in his little active eyes. But +unfortunately, as I turned to enquire somewhat +of Reverie, Liveloose suddenly paused +in his merriment with open mouth; and the +whole company heard my question, "But who +was Love-the-log Faithful?"</p> + +<p>I was at once again the centre of attention, +and Mr. Obstinate rose very laboriously from +his settle and held out a great hand to me.</p> + +<p>"I'm pleased to meet thee," he said, with +a heavy bow. "There's a dear heart with +my good neighbour Superstition yonder who +will present a very fair account of that misguided +young man. Madam Wanton, here's +a young gentleman that never heard tell of +our old friend Love-the-log."</p> + +<p>A shrill peal of laughter greeted this sally.</p> + +<p>"Why, Faithful was a young gentleman, +sir," explained the woman civilly enough, +"who preferred his supper hot."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Madam Wanton, my dear, my dear!" +cried a long-nosed woman nearly helpless with +amusement.</p> + +<p>I saw Superstition gazing darkly at me. +He shook his head as I was about to reply, +so I changed my retort. "Who, then, was +Mr. Christian?" I enquired simply.</p> + +<p>At that the house shook with the roar of +laughter that went up.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="X" id="X" ></a>X</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>... <i>Large draughts of intellectual day.</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—RICHARD CRASHAW.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>"Believe me, neighbours," said Malice +softly, when this uproar was a little abated, +"there is nought so strange in the question. +It meaneth only that this young gentleman +hath not enjoyed the pleasure of your company +before. Will it amaze you to learn, my +friends, that Christian is like to be immortal +only because you <i>talk</i> him out of the grave? +One brief epitaph, gentlemen, would let him +rot."</p> + +<p>"Nay, but I'll tell the gentleman who +Christian was, and with pleasure," cried a +lucid, rather sallow little man that had sat +quietly smiling and listening. "My name, let +me tell you, is Atheist, sir; and Christian was +formerly a very near neighbour of an old +friend of my family's—Mr. Sceptic. They +lived, sir—at least in those days—opposite +to one another."</p> + +<p>"He is a great talker," whispered Reverie in +my ear. But the company evidently found +his talk to their taste. They sat as still and +attentive around him, as though before an +extemporary preacher.</p> + +<p>"Well, sir," continued Atheist, "being, in a +sense, neighbours, Christian in his youth would +often confide in my friend; though, assuredly, +Sceptic never sought his confidences. And +it seemeth he began to be perturbed and +troubled over the discovery that it is impossible—at +least in this plain world—to eat +your cake, yet have it. And by some ill +chance he happened at this time on a mouldy +old folio in my friend's house that had been +the property of his maternal grandmother—the +subtlest old tome you ever set eyes on, +though somewhat too dark and extravagant +and heady for a sober man of the world like +me. 'Twas called the Bible, sir—a collection +of legends and fables of all times, tongues, and +countries threaded together, mighty ingeniously +I grant, and in as plausible a style as +any I know, if a little lax and flowery in +parts.</p> + +<p>"Well, Christian borroweth the book of my +friend—never to return it. And being feeble +and credulous, partly by reason of his simple +wits, and partly by reason of the sad condition a +froward youth had reduced him to, he accepts +the whole book—from Apple to Vials—for +truth. In fact, 'he ate the little book,' as one +of the legendary kings it celebrates had done +before him."</p> + +<p>"Ay," broke in Cruelty wildly, "and has +ever since gotten the gripes."</p> + +<p>Atheist inclined his head. "Putting it +coarsely, gentlemen, such was the case," he +said. "And away at his wit's end he hasteneth, +waning and shivering, to a great bog or +quagmire—that my friend Pliable will answer +to—and plungeth in. 'Tis the same story +repeated. He could be temperate in nought. +<i>I</i> knew the bog well; but I knew the stepping-stones +better. Believe me, I have traversed +the narrow way this same Christian took, +seeking the harps and pearls and the <i>elixir vitæ</i>, +these many years past. The book inciteth +ye to it. It sets a man's heart on fire—that's +weak enough to read it—with its pomp, and +rhetoric, and far-away promises, and lofty +counsels. Oh, fine words, who is not their +puppet! I climbed 'Difficulty.' I snapped +my fingers at the grinning Lions. I passed +cautiously through the 'Valley of the Shadow'—wild +scenery, sir! I visited that prince of +bubbles also, Giant Despair, in his draughty +castle. And—though boasting be far from +me!—fetched Liveloose's half-brother out of +a certain charnel-house near by.</p> + +<p>"<i>Thus far</i>, sir, I went. But I have not +yet found the world so barren of literature +as to write a book about it. I have not yet +found the world so barren of ingratitude as +to seek happiness by stabbing in the back +every friend I ever had. I have not yet +forsaken wife and children; neighbours and +kinsmen; home, ease, and tenderness, for a +whim, a dream, a passing qualm. No, sir; +'tis this Christian's ignorant hardness-of-heart +that is his bane. Knowing little, he prateth +much. He would pinch and contract the +Universe to his own fantastical pattern. He +is tedious, he is pragmatical, and—I affirm it +in all sympathy and sorrow—he is crazed. +Malice, haply, is a little sharp at times. And +neighbour Obstinate dealeth full weight with +his opinions. But this Christian Flown-to-Glory, +as the urchins say, pinks with a +bludgeon. He cannot endure an honest doubt. +He distorteth a mere difference of opinion +into a roaring Tophet. And because he is +helpless, solitary, despised in the world; +because he is impotent to refute, and too +stubborn to hear and suffer people a little +higher and weightier, a leetle wiser than he—why, +beyond the grave he must set his hope +in vengeance. Beyond the grave—bliss for his +own shade; fire and brimstone, eternal woe +for theirs. Ay, and 'tis not but for a season +will he vex us, but for ever, and for ever, +and for ever—if he knoweth in the least +what he meaneth by the phrase. And this +he calls 'Charity.'</p> + +<p>"Yes, sirs, beyond the grave he would +condemn us, beyond the grave—a place of +peace whereto I deem there are not many +here but will be content at length to come; +and I not least content, when my duty is +done, my children provided for, and my last +suspicion of fear and folly suppressed.</p> + +<p>"To conclude, sir—and beshrew me, gentlemen, +how time doth fly in talk!—this +Christian goeth his way. We, each in accord +with his caprice and conscience, go ours. We +envy him not his vapours, his terrors, or his +shameless greed of reward. Why, then, doth +he envy us our wealth, our success, our gaiety, +our content? He raves. He is haunted. +What is man but as grass, and the flower of +grass? Come the sickle, he is clean gone. +I can but repeat it, sir, our poor neighbour +was crazed: 'tis Christian in a word."</p> + +<p>A sigh, a murmur of satisfaction and relief, +rose from the company, as if one and all had +escaped by Mr. Atheist's lucidity out of a +very real peril.</p> + +<p>I thanked him for his courtesy, and in +some confusion turned to Reverie with the +remark that I thought I now recollected to +have heard Christian's name, but understood +he had indeed arrived, at last, at the Celestial +City for which he had set out.</p> + +<p>"Celestial twaddle, sir!" cried Mr. Obstinate +hoarsely. "He went stark, staring mad, and +now is dust, as we shall soon all be, that's +certain."</p> + +<p>Then Cruelty rose out of his chair and +elbowed his way to the door. He opened it +and looked out.</p> + +<p>"I would," he said, "I had known of this +Christian before he started. Step you down +to Vanity Fair, Sir Stranger, if the mood take +you; and we'll show you as pretty a persuasion +against pilgrimage as ever you saw." +He opened his mouth where he stood between +me and the stars. "... There's many more!" +he added with difficulty, as if his rage was too +much for him. He spat into the air and +went out.</p> + +<p>Presently after Liveloose rose up, smiling +softly, and groped after him.</p> + +<p>A little silence followed their departure.</p> + +<p>"You must tell your friend, Mr. Reverie," +said Atheist good-humouredly, "that Mr. +Cruelty says more than he means. To my +mind he is mistaken—too energetic; but +his intentions are good."</p> + +<p>"He's a staunch, dependable fellow," said +Obstinate, patting down the wide cuffs he +wore.</p> + +<p>But even at that moment a stranger softly +entered the inn out of the night. His face +was of the grey of ashes, and he looked once +round on us all with a still, appalling +glance that silenced the words on my lips.</p> + +<p>We sat without speech—Obstinate yawning, +Atheist smiling lightly, Superstition +nibbling his nails, Reverie with chin drawn +a little back, Pliable bolt upright, like a +green and white wand, Mistrust blinking +his little thin lids; but all with eyes fixed +on this stranger, who deemed himself, it +seemed, among friends.</p> + +<p>He turned his back on us and sipped his +drink under the heedless, deep, untroubled +gaze of Mrs. Nature, and passed out softly +and harmlessly as he had come in.</p> + +<p>Reverie stood up like a man surprised +and ill at ease. He turned to me. "I +know him only by repute, by hearsay," he +said with an effort. "He is a stranger to +us all, indeed, sir—to all."</p> + +<p>Obstinate, with a very flushed face, thrust +his hand into his breeches' pocket. "Nay, +sir," he said, "my purse is yet here. What +more would you have?"</p> + +<p>At which Pliable laughed, turning to the +women.</p> + +<p>I put on my hat and followed Reverie to +the door.</p> + +<p>"Excuse me, sir," I said, "but I have no +desire to stay in this house over-night. +And if you would kindly direct me to the +nearest way out of the village, I will have +my horse saddled now and be off."</p> + +<p>And then I noticed that Superstition stood +in the light of the doorway looking down +on us.</p> + +<p>"There's Christian's way," he said, as if +involuntarily....</p> + +<p>"Lodge with me to-night," Reverie answered, +"and in the morning you shall +choose which way to go you will."</p> + +<p>I thanked him heartily and turned in to +find Rosinante.</p> + +<p>The night was now fine, but moist and +sultry, and misty in the distance. It was +late, too, for few candles gleamed beneath +the moonlight from the windows round +about the smooth village-green. Even as we +set out, I leading Rosinante by her bridle, +and Superstition on my left hand, out of +heavenly Leo a bright star wheeled, fading +as it fell. And soon high hedges hid utterly +the "World's End" behind us, out of sight +and sound.</p> + +<p>I observed when the trees had laid their +burdened branches overhead, and the thick-flowered +bushes begun to straiten our way, +that this Mr. Superstition who had desired +to accompany us was of a very different +courage from that his manner at the inn +seemed to profess.</p> + +<p>He walked with almost as much caution +and ungainliness as Mistrust, his deep and +shining eyes busily searching the gloom to +left and right of him. Indeed, those same +dark eyes of his reminded me not a little +of Mrs. Nature's, they were so full of what +they could not tell.</p> + +<p>He was on foot; my new friend Reverie, +like myself, led his horse, a pale, lovely +creature with delicate nostrils and deep-smouldering +eyes.</p> + +<p>"You must think me very bold to force +my company on you," said Superstition +awkwardly, turning to Reverie, "but my +house is never so mute with horror as in +these moody summer nights when thunder +is in the air. See there!" he cried.</p> + +<p>As if the distant sky had opened, the +large, bright, harmless lightning quivered +and was gone, revealing on the opposing +hills forest above forest unutterably dark +and still.</p> + +<p>"Surely," I said, "that is not the way +Christian took?"</p> + +<p>"They say," Reverie answered, "the +Valley of the Shadow of Death lies between +those hills."</p> + +<p>"But Atheist," I said, "<i>that</i> acid little +man, did he indeed walk there alone?"</p> + +<p>"I have heard," muttered Superstition, +putting out his hand, "'tis fear only that +maketh afraid. Atheist has no fear."</p> + +<p>"But what of Cruelty," I said, "and +Liveloose?"</p> + +<p>"Why," answered Superstition, "Cruelty +works cunningest when he is afraid; and +Liveloose never talks about himself. None +the less there's not a tree but casts a shadow. +I met once an earnest yet very popular +young gentleman of the name of Science, +who explained almost everything on earth +to me so clearly, and patiently, and fatherly, +I thought I should evermore sleep in peace. +But we met at noon. Believe me, sir, I +would have followed Christian and his friend +Hopeful very willingly long since; for as +for Cruelty and Obstinate and all that +clumsy rabble, I heed them not. Indeed +my cousin Mistrust <i>did</i> go, and as you see +returned with a caution; and a poor young +school-fellow of mine, Jack Ignorance, came +to an awful end. But it is because I owe +partly to Christian and not all to myself +this horrible solitude in which I walk that +I dare not risk a deeper. It would be, I +feel sure. And so I very willingly beheld +Faithful burned; it restored my confidence. +And here, sir," he added, almost with gaiety, +"lives my friend Mrs. Simple, a widow. +She enjoys my company and my old fables, +and we keep the blinds down against these +mountains, and candles burning against the +brighter lightnings."</p> + +<p>So saying, Superstition bade us good-night +and passed down a little by-lane on +our left towards a country cottage, like a +dreaming bower of roses beneath the moon.</p> + +<p>But Reverie and I continued on as if the +moon herself as patiently pursued us. And +by-and-by we came to a house called +Gloom, whose gardens slope down with +plashing fountains and glimmering banks of +flowers into the shadow and stillness of a +broad valley, named beneath the hills of +Silence, Peace.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XI" id="XI" ></a>XI</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>His soul shall taste the sadness of her might,</i><br /></span> +<span><i>And be among her cloudy trophies hung.</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—JOHN KEATS.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>Even as we entered the gates of Mr. Reverie's +house beneath embowering chestnuts, there +advanced across the moonlit spaces to meet +us a figure on foot like ourselves, leading his +horse. He was in armour, yet unarmed. +His steel glittered cold and blue; his fingers +hung ungauntleted; and on his pale face dwelt +a look never happy warrior wore yet. He +seemed a man Mars lends to Venus out of +war to unhappy idleness. The disillusionment +of age was in his face: yet he was youthful, +I suppose; scarce older than Mercutio, and +once, perhaps, as light of wit.</p> + +<p>He took my hand in a grasp cold and +listless, and smiled from mirthless eyes.</p> + +<p>Yet there was something strangely taking +in this solitary knight-at-arms. She for whom +he does not fight, I thought, must have somewhat +of the immortals to grace her warrior +with. And if it were only shadows that beset +him and obscured his finer heart, shadows +they were of myrtle and rhododendron, with +voices shrill and small as the sparrows', and +eyes of the next-to-morning stars.</p> + +<p>Indeed, these gardens whispered, and the +wind at play in the air seemed to bear far-away +music, dying and falling.</p> + +<p>We entered the house and sat down to +supper in a low room open to the night. +Reverie recounted our evening's talk. "I +wish," he said, turning to his friend, "you +would accompany Mr. Brocken and me one +night to the 'World's End' to hear these +fellows talk. Such arrogance, such assurance, +such bigotry and blindness and foxiness!—yet, +on my word, a kind of gravity with it all, as +if the scarecrows had some real interest in the +devil's tares they guard. Come now, let it be +a bargain between us, and leave this endless +search awhile."</p> + +<p>But the solitary knight shook his head. +"They would jeer me out of knowledge," he +said. "Why, Reverie, the children cease their +play when I pass, and draw their tops and +marbles out of the dust, and gaze till I am +hid from sight."</p> + +<p>"It is fancy, only fancy," replied Reverie; +"children stare at all things new to them in +the world. How else could they recognise +and learn again—how else forget? But as for +this rabble's mockery, there is a she-bear left +called Oblivion which is their mistress, and +will some day silence every jeer."</p> + +<p>The solitary knight shook his head again, +eyeing me solemnly as if in hope to discern +in my face the sorcery that held himself in +thrall.</p> + +<p>The few wax tapers gave but light enough +to find the way from goblet to mouth. As +for Reverie's wine, I ask no other, for it had +the poppy's scarlet, and overcame weariness +so subtly I almost forgot these were the +hours of sleep we spent in waking; forgot, +too, as if of the lotus, all thought of effort +and hope.</p> + +<p>After all, thought I as I sipped, effort is the +flaw that proves men mortal; while as for +hope, who would seek a seed that floats on +every wind and smothers the world with weeds +that bear no fruit? It was, in fact, fare very +different from the ale and cheese of the +"World's End."</p> + +<p>"But you yourself," I said to Mr. Reverie +presently; "in all the talk at the inn you kept +a very scrupulous silence—discreet enough, I +own. But now, what truly <i>was</i> this Christian +of whom we heard so much? and why, may +I ask, do his neighbours slander the dead? +You yourselves, did you ever meet with +him?" I turned from one to the other of +my companions as they glanced uneasily each +at each.</p> + +<p>"Well, sir," said Reverie rather deliberately, +"I have met him and talked with him. I +often think of him, in spite of myself. Yet he +was a man of little charm. He certainly had +a remarkable gift for estranging his friends. +He was a foe to the most innocent compromise. +For myself, I found not much +humour in him, no eye for grace or art, and +a limited imagination that was yet his absolute +master. Nevertheless, as you hint, these +fellows, no more than I, can forget him. Nor +you?" He turned to the other.</p> + +<p>"Christian," he replied, "I remember him. +We were friends a little while. Faithful I +knew also. Faithful was to the last my friend. +Ah! Reverie, then—how many years ago!—there +was a child we loved, all three: do you +remember? I see the low, green wall, cool +from how many a summer's shadows, the +clusters of green apples on the bough. And +in the early morning we would go, carrying +torn-off branches, and shouting our songs +through the fields, till we came to the shadow +and the hush of the woods. Ay, Reverie, +and we would burst in on silence, each his +heart beating, and play there. And perhaps +it was Hopeful who would steal away from +us, and the others play on; or perhaps you +into the sunlight that maddened the sheltered +bird to flit and sing in the orchard where +the little child we loved played—not yet +sad, but how much beloved; not yet weary +of passing shadows, and simple creatures, and +boy's rough gifts and cold hands. But I—with +me it was ever evening, when the +blackbird bursts harshly away. Then it was +so still in the orchard, and in the curved +bough so solitary, that the nightingale, +cowering, would almost for fear begin to sing, +and stoop to the bending of the bough, her +sidelong eyes in shade; while the stars began +to stand in the stations above us, ever bright, +and all the night was peace. Then would I +dream on—dream of the face I loved, Innocence, +O Innocence!"</p> + +<p>It was a strange outburst. His voice rose +almost to a chant, full of a forlorn music. +But even as he ceased, we heard in the +following silence, above the plashing of the +restless fountains, beyond, far and faint, a wild +and stranger music welling. And I saw from +the porch that looks out from the house called +Gloom, "La belle Dame sans Merci" pass +riding with her train, who rides in beauty +beneath the huntress, heedless of disguise. +Across from far away, like leaves of autumn, +skirred the dappled deer. The music grew, +timbrel and pipe and tabor, as beneath the +glances of the moon the little company sped, +transient as a rainbow, elusive as a dream. +I saw her maidens bound and sandalled, with +all their everlasting flowers; and advancing +soundless, unreal, the silver wheels of that +unearthly chariot amid the Fauns. On, on +they gamboled, hoof in yielding turf, blowing +reed melodies, mocking water, their lips laid +sidelong, their eyes aleer along the smoothness +of their flutes.</p> + +<p>And when I turned again to my companions, +with I know not what old folly in +my eyes, I know not what unanswerable cry in +my heart, Reverie alone was at my side. I +seemed to see the long fringes of the lake, +the sedge withered, the grey waters restless in +the bonds of the wind, tuneless and chill; all +these happy gardens swept bare and flowerless; +and the far hills silent in the unattainable dawn.</p> + +<p>"She pipes, he follows," said Reverie; "she +sets the tune, he dances. Yet, sir, on my +soul, I believe it is the childish face of that +same Innocence we kept tryst with long ago +he pursues on and on, through what sad +labyrinths we, who dream not so wildly, +cannot by taking thought come to guess."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>The next two days passed serenely and +quietly at Reverie's. We read together, +rode, walked, and talked together, and +listened in the evening to music. For a +sister of Reverie's lived not far distant, who +visited him while I was there, and took +supper with us, delighting us with her wit +and spirit and her youthful voice.</p> + +<p>But though Reverie more than once +suggested it, I could not bring myself to +return to the "World's End" and its +garrulous company. Whether it was the +moist, grey face of Mr. Cruelty I most +abhorred, or Stubborn's slug-like eye, or +the tongue-stump of my afflicted guide, I +cannot say.</p> + +<p>Moreover, I had begun to feel a very +keen curiosity to see the way that had +lured Christian on with such graceless +obstinacy. They had spoken of remorse, +poverty, pride, world-failure, even insanity, +even vice: but these appeared to me only +such things as might fret a man to set +violently out on, not to persist in such +a course; or likelier yet, to abandon hope, +to turn back from heights that trouble +or confusion set so far, and made seem +dreams.</p> + +<p>How could I help, too, being amused to +think how vastly strange these fellows considered +a man's venturing whither his star +beckoned; though that star were only power, +only fame, only beauty, only peace? What +wonder they were many?</p> + +<p>Not far from this place, Reverie informed +me, were pitched the booths of Vanity Fair. +This, by his account, was a place one ought +to visit, if only for the satisfaction of leaving +it behind. But I have heard more animated +accounts of it elsewhere.</p> + +<p>As for Reverie himself, he seemed only +desirous to contemplate; never to taste, to +win, or to handle. He needed but refuse +reality to what shocked or teased him, to +find it harmless and entertaining. He was +a dreamer whom the heat and shout of +battle could not offend.</p> + +<p>Perhaps he perceived my restlessness to be +gone, for he himself suggested that I should +stay till the next morning, and then, if I +so pleased, he would see me a mile or two +on my way.</p> + +<p>"For the Pitiless Lady," he said, smiling, +"takes many disguises, sometimes of the sun, +sometimes of evening, sometimes of night; +and I would at least save you from the fate +that has made my poor friend a phantom +before he is a shade."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XII" id="XII" ></a>XII</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>The many men, so beautiful!</i><br /></span> +<span><i>And they all dead did lie.</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—S.T. Coleridge.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>So Reverie, as he had promised, rode out +with me a few miles to see me on my way. +Above the gloom and stillness of the valley +the scene began to change again. I was +glad as I could be to view once more the +tossing cornfields and the wind at play with +shadow. Near and far, woods and pastures +smoked beneath the sun. I know not +through how many arches of the elms and +green folds of the meadows I kept watch +on the chimneys of a farmhouse above its +trees.</p> + +<p>But Reverie, the further we journeyed, +the less he said. I almost chafed to see his +heedless eyes turned upon some inward +dream, while here, like life itself, stood cloud +and oak, warbled bird and brook beneath +the burning sun. I saw again in memory +the silver twilight of the moon, and the +crazy face of Love's Warrior, haunter of +shade. Let him but venture into the open, +I thought, hear again the distant lowing of +the oxen, the rooks cawing in the elms, +see again the flocks upon the hillside!</p> + +<p>I suppose this was her home my heart +had turned to. This was my dust; night's +was his. For me the wild rose and the +fields of harvest; for him closed petals, the +chantry of the night wind, phantom lutes +and voices. And, as if he had overheard +my thoughts, Reverie turned at the cross-ways.</p> + +<p>"You will come back again," he said. +"They tell me in distant lands men worship +Time, set up a shrine to him in every +street, and treasure his emblem next their +hearts. There, they say, even the lover +babbles of hours, and the dreamer measures +sleep with a pendulum. Well, my house is +secluded, and the world is far; and to me +Time is naught. Return, sir, then, when it +pleases you. Besides," he added, smiling +faintly, "there is always company at the +World's End."</p> + +<p>The crisp sunbeams rained upon his pale +and delicate horse, its equal-plaited mane, +on the darkness of his cloak, that dream-delighted +face. Here smouldered gold, here +flushed crimson, and here the curved +damaskening of his bridle glistened and +gleamed. He was a strange visitant to the +open day, between the green hedges, beneath +the enormous branching of the elms. And +there I bade him farewell.</p> + +<p>Some day, perhaps, I shall return as he +has foretold, for it is ever easy to find again +the house of Reverie—to them who have +learned the way.</p> + +<p>On I journeyed, then, following as I had +been directed the main road to Vanity Fair. +But whether it is that the Fair is more +difficult to arrive at than to depart from, +or is really a hard day's journey even from +the gay parlour of the World's End, it +already began to be evening, and yet no +sign of bunting or booth or clamour or +smoke.</p> + +<p>And it was at length to a noiseless Fair, +far from all vanity, that I came at sunset—the +cypresses of a solitary graveyard. I was +tired out and desired only rest; so dismounting +and leading Rosinante, I turned +aside willingly into its peace.</p> + +<p>It seemed I had entered a new earth. +The lane above had wandered on in the +gloaming of its hedges and over-arching +trees. Here, all the clouds of sunset stood, +caught up in burning gold. Even as I +paused, dazzled a moment by the sudden +radiance, from height to height the wild +bright rose of evening ran. Not a tottering +stone, black, well-nigh shapeless with age, +not a green bush, but seemed to dwell unconsumed +in its own fire above this desolate +ground. The trees that grew around me—willow +and yew, thorn and poplar—were +but flaming cages for the wild birds that +perched in their branches.</p> + +<p>Above these sound-dulled mansions trod +lightly, as if of thought, Rosinante's gilded +shoes. I wandered on in a strange elation +of mind, filled with a desperate desire ever +to remember how flamed this rose between +earth and sky, how throbbed this jargon of +delight. And turning as if in hope to share +my enthusiasm, a childish peal of laughter +showed me I was not alone.</p> + +<p>Beneath a canopy of holly branches and +yew two children sat playing. The nearer +child's hair was golden, glistening round his +face of roses, and he it was who had laughed, +tumbling on the sward. But the face of +the further child was white almost as crystal, +and the dark hair that encircled his head +with its curved lines seemed as it were the +shadow of the gold it showed beside. These +children, it was plain, had been running and +playing across the tombs; but now they +were stooping together at some earnest +sport. To me, even if they had seen me, +they as yet paid no heed.</p> + +<p>I passed slowly towards them, deeming +them at first of solitude's creation, my eyes +dazzled so with the sun. But as I approached, +so the branches beneath which +they played gradually disparted, and I saw +not far distant from them one sitting +who evidently had these jocund boys in +charge.</p> + +<p>I could not but hesitate awhile as I surveyed +them. These were no mortal children +playing naked amid the rose of evening: +nor she who sat veiled and beautiful +beneath the ruinous tombs. I turned with +sudden dismay to depart from their presence +unobserved as I had entered; but the +children had now espied me, and came +running, filled with wonder of Rosinante and +the stranger beside her.</p> + +<p>They stayed at a little distance from us +with dwelling eyes and parted lips. Then +the fairer and, as it seemed to me, elder of +the brothers stooped and plucked a few +blades of grass and proffered them, half +fearfully, to the beast that amazed him. +But the other gave less heed to Rosinante, +fixed the filmy lustre of his eyes on me, +his wonderful young face veiled with that +wisdom which is in all children, and of an +immutable gravity.</p> + +<p>But by this time, she who it seemed had +the charge of these children had followed +them with her eyes. To her then, leaving +Rosinante in an ecstasy of timidity before +such god-like boys, I addressed myself.</p> + +<p>So might a traveller lost beneath strange +stars address unanswering Night. She, however, +raised a compassionate face to me +and listened with happy seriousness as to a +child returned in safety at evening from +some foolhardy venture. Yet there seemed +only a deeper youthfulness in her face for +all its eternity of brooding on her beauteous +children. Narrow leaves of olive formed her +chaplet. The darker wine-colours of the sea +changed in her eyes. There was no sense +of gloom or sorrowfulness in her company. +I began to see how the same still breast +might bear celestial children so diverse as +these, whose names, she told me presently, +were Sleep and Death.</p> + +<p>I looked at the two children at play, +"Ah! now," I said, almost involuntarily +"the golden boy who has caught my horse's +bridle in his hand, is not he Sleep? and he +who considers his brother's boldness—that +one is Death?"</p> + +<p>She smiled with lovely vanity, and told +me how strange of heart young children +are. How they will alter and vary, never +the same for long together, but led by +indiscoverable caprices and obedient to some +further will. She smiled and said how that +sometimes, when the birds hush suddenly +from song, Sleep would creep tenderly and +sadly to her knees, and Death clasp her +roguishly, as if in some secret with the +beams of morning. So would they change, +one to the likeness of the other. But Sleep +was, perhaps, of the gentler disposition; a +little obstinate and headstrong; at times, +indeed, beyond all cajolery; yet very sweet +of impulse and ardent to make amends. +But Death's caprices baffled even her. He +seemed now so pitiless and unlovely of +heart; and now, as if possessed, passionate +and swift; and now would break away +burning from her arms in an infinite +tenderness.</p> + +<p>But best she loved them when there came +a transient peace to both; and looking upon +them laid embraced in the shadow-casting +moonbeam, not even she could undoubtingly +touch the brow of each beneath their likened +hair, and say this is the elder, and this the +dreamless younger of the boys.</p> + +<p>Seeing, too, my eyes cast upon the +undecipherable letters of the tomb by which +we sat, she told me how that once, near +before dawn, she had awoke in the twilight +to find their places empty where the children +had lain at her side, and had sought on, at +last to find them even here, weeping and +quarrelling, and red with anger. Little by +little, and with many tears, she had gleaned +the cause of their quarrel—how that, like +very children, they had run a race at +cockcrow, and all these stones and the +slender bones and ashes beneath to be the +prize; and how that, running, both had +come together to the goal set, and both +had claimed the victory.</p> + +<p>"Yet both seem happy now to share it," +I said, "or how else were they comforted?" +Nor did I consider before she told me +that they will run again when they be +grown men, Sleep and Death, in just such +a thick darkness before dawn; and one +called Love will then run with them, who +is very vehement and fleet of foot, and +never turns aside, nor falters. He who then +shall win may ask a different prize. For +truth to tell, she said, only children can find +delight for long in dust and ruin.</p> + +<p>At that moment Death himself came +hastening to his mother, and, taking her +hand, turned to the enormous picture of +the skies as if in some faint apprehension. +But Sleep saw nothing amiss, lay at full +length among the "cool-rooted flowers," +while Rosinante grazed beside him.</p> + +<p>I told her also, in turn, of my journey; +and that although transient, or everlasting, +solace of all restlessness and sorrow and too-wild +happiness may be found in them, yet +men think not often on these divine children.</p> + +<p>"As for this one," I said, looking down +into the pathless beauty of Death's grey +eyes, "some fear, some mock, some despise +him; some violently, some without complaint +pursue; most men would altogether +dismiss, and forget him. He is but a +child, no older than the sea, no stranger +than the mountains, pure and cold as the +water-springs. Yet to the bolster of fever +his vision flits; and pain drags a heavy +net to snare him; and silence is his echoing +gallery; and the gold of Sleep his final veil. +They shall play on; and see, lady, flame has +left the clouds; the birds are at rest. The +earth breathes in, and it is day; and exhales +her breath, and it is night. Let them then +play secret and innocent between her breasts, +comfort her with silence above the tempest +of her heart.... But I!—what am I?—a +traveller, footsore and far."</p> + +<p>And then it was that I became conscious +of a warm, sly, youthful hand in mine, and +turned, half in dread, to see only happy +Sleep laughing under his glistening hair into +my eyes. I strove in vain against his +sorcery; rolled foolish orbs on that pure, +starry face; and then I smelled as it were +rain, and heard as it were tempestuous +forest-trees—fell asleep among the tombs.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XIII" id="XIII" ></a>XIII</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>I warmed both hands before the fire of life.</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—WALTER SAVAGE LANDOR.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>Surely some hueless poppy blossomed in +the darkness of those ruins, or the soulless +ashes of the dead breathe out a drowsy +influence. Never have I slept so heavily, +yet never perhaps beneath so cold a tester. +Sunbeams streaming between the crests of +the cypresses awoke me. I leapt up as if a +hundred sentinels had shouted—where none +kept visible watch.</p> + +<p>An odour of a languid sweetness pervaded +the air. There was no wind to stir the +dew-besprinkled trees. The old, scarred +gravestones stood in a thick sunshine, afloat +with bees. But Rosinante had preferred to +survey sunshine out of shade. In lush grass +I found her, the picture of age, foot crook'd, +and head dejected.</p> + +<p>Yet she followed me uncomplaining along +these narrow avenues of silence, and without +more ado turned her trivial tail on Death +and his dim flocks, and well-nigh scampered +me off into the vivid morning. Soon afterwards, +with Hunger in the saddle, we began +to climb a road almost precipitous, and +stony in the extreme. Often enough we +breathed ourselves as best we could in the +still, sultry air, and rested on the sun-dappled +slopes. But at length we came out +upon the crest, and surveyed in the first +splendour of day a region of extraordinary +grandeur.</p> + +<p>Beneath a clear sky to the east stood a +range of mountains, cold and changeless +beneath their snows. At my feet a great +river flowed, broken here and there with +isles in the bright flood. The dark champaign +that flanked its shores was of an unusual +verdure. Mystery and peril brooded on +those distant ravines, the vapours of their +far-descending cataracts. In such abysmal +fastnesses as these the Hyrcan tiger might +hide his surly generations. This was an air +for the sun-disdaining eagle, a country of +transcendent brightness, its flowers strangely +pure and perfect, its waters more limpid, its +grazing herds, its birds, its cedar trees, the +masters of their kind.</p> + +<p>Yet not on these nearer glories my eyes +found rest. But, with a kind of heartache, +I gazed, as it were towards home, upon the +distant waters of the sea. Here, on the +crest of this green hill, was silence. There, +too, was profounder silence on the sea's +untrampled floor. Whence comes that angel +out of nought whispering into the ear strange +syllables? I know not; but so seemed I to +stand—a shattered instrument in the world, +past all true music, o'er which none the less +the invisible lute-master stooped. Could I +but catch, could I but in words express the +music his bent fingers intended, the mystery, +the peace—well; then I should indeed +journey solitary on the face of the earth, +a changeling in its cities.</p> + +<p>I half feared to descend into a country +so diverse from any I had yet seen. +Hitherto at least I had encountered little +else than friendliness. But here—doves in +eyries! I stood, twisting my fingers in +Rosinante's mane, debating and debating. +And she turned her face to me, and looked +with age into my eyes: and I know not +how woke courage in me again.</p> + +<p>"On then?" I said, on the height. And +the gentle beast leaned forward and coughed +into the valley what might indeed be +"Yea!"</p> + +<p>So we began to descend. Down we went, +alone, yet not unhappy, until in a while +I discovered, about a hundred yards in +advance of me, another traveller on the +road, ambling easily along at an equal pace +with mine. I know not how far I followed +in his track debating whether to overtake +and to accost him, or to follow on till a +more favourable chance offered.</p> + +<p>But Chance—avenger of all shilly-shally—settled +the matter offhand. For my traveller, +after casting one comprehensive glance +towards the skies, suddenly whisked off at a +canter that quickly carried him out of sight.</p> + +<p>A chill wind had begun to blow, lifting +in gusts dust into the air and whitening +the tree-tops. As suddenly, calm succeeded. +A cloud of flies droned fretfully about my +ears. And I watched advancing, league-high, +transfigured with sunbeams, the +enormous gloom of storm. The sun smote +from a silvery haze upon its peaks and +gorges. Wind, far above the earth, moaned, +and fell; only to sound once more in the +distance in a mournful trumpeting. Lightnings +played along the desolate hills. The +sun was darkened. A vast flight of snowy, +arrow-winged birds streamed voiceless beneath +his place. And day withdrew its boundaries, +spread to the nearer forests a bright +amphitheatre, fitful with light, whereof it +seemed to me Rosinante with her poor +burden was the centre and the butt. I +confess I began to dread lest even my +mere surmise of danger should engage the +piercing lightnings; as if in the mystery of +life storm and a timorous thought might +yet be of a kin.</p> + +<p>We hastened on at the most pathetic of +gallops. Nor seemed indeed the beauteous +lightning to regard at all that restless mote +upon the cirque of its entranced fairness. +In an instantaneous silence I heard a tiny +beat of hoofs; in instantaneous gloom +recognised almost with astonishment my +own shape bowed upon the saddle. It +was a majestic entry into a kingdom so +far-famed.</p> + +<p>The storm showed no abatement when at +last I found shelter. From far away I had +espied in the immeasurable glare a country +barn beneath trees. Arrived there, I almost +fell off my horse into as incongruous and +lighthearted a company as ever was seen.</p> + +<p>In the midst of the floor of the barn, +upon a heap of hay, sat a fool in +motley blowing with all his wind into a +pipe. It was a cunning tune he played +too, rich and heady. And so seemed the +company to find it, dancers—some thirty or +more—capering round him with all the +abandon heart can feel and heel can +answer to. As for pose, he whose horse +now stood smoking beside my own first +drew my attention—a smooth, small-bearded, +solemn man, a little beyond his prime. He +lifted his toes with such inimitable agility, +postured his fingers so daintily, conducted +his melon-belly with so much elegance, and +exhaled such a warm joy in the sport that +I could look at nothing else at first for +delight in him.</p> + +<p>But there were slim maids too among the +plumper and ruddier, like crocuses, like +lilac, like whey, with all their fragrance +and freshness and lightness. Such eyes +adazzle dancing with mine, such nimble and +discreet ankles, such gimp English middles, +and such a gay delight in the mere grace +of the lilting and tripping beneath rafters +ringing loud with thunder, that Pan himself +might skip across a hundred furrows for +sheer envy to witness.</p> + +<p>As for the jolly rustics that were jogging +their wits away with such delightful gravity, +but little time was given me to admire +them ere I also was snatched into the ring, +and found brown eyes dwelling with mine, +and a hand like lettuces in the dog-days. +Round and about we skipped in the golden +straw, amidst treasuries of hay, puffing and +spinning. And the quiet lightnings quivered +between the beams, and the monstrous +"Ah!" of the thunder submerged the pipe's +sweetness. Till at last all began to gasp +and blow indeed, and the nodding Fool to +sip, and sip, as if <i>in extremis</i> over his +mouthpiece. Then we rested awhile, with +a medley of shrill laughter and guffaws, +while the rain streamed lightning-lit upon +the trees and tore the clouds to tatters.</p> + +<p>With some little circumstance my +traveller picked his way to me, and with +a grave civility bowed me a sort of general +welcome. Whereupon ensued such wit and +banter as made me thankful when the +opening impudence of a kind of jig set +the heels and the petticoats of the company +tossing once more. We danced the lightning +out, and piped the thunder from the +skies. And by then I was so faint with +fasting, and so deep in love with at least +five young country faces, that I scarcely +knew head from heels; still less, when a +long draught of a kind of thin, sweet ale +had mounted to its sphere.</p> + +<p>Away we all trooped over the flashing +fields, noisy as jays in the fresh, sweet air, +some to their mowing, some to their milking, +but more, indeed, I truly suspect, to that +exquisite <i>Nirvana</i> from which the tempest's +travail had aroused them. I waved my +hand, striving in vain to keep my eyes on +one blest, beguiling face of all that glanced +behind them. But, she gone, I turned +into the rainy lane once more with my new +acquaintance, discreeter, but not less giddy, +it seemed, than I.</p> + +<p>We had not far to go—past a meadow +or two, a low green wall, a black fish-pool—and +soon the tumbledown gables of +a house came into view. My companion +waved his open fingers at the crooked +casements and peered into my face.</p> + +<p>"Ah!" he said, "we will talk, we will +talk, you and I: I view it in your eye, +sir—clear and full and profound—such ever +goes with eloquence. 'Tis my delight. +What are we else than beasts?—beasts that +perish? I never tire; I never weary;—give +me to dance and to sing, but ever to talk: +then am I at ease. Heaven is just. Enter, +sir—enter!"</p> + +<p>He led me by a shady alley into his +orchard, and thence to a stable, where we +left Rosinante at hob-a-nob with his mare +over a friendly bottle of hay. And we ourselves +passed into the house, and ascended +a staircase into an upper chamber. This +chamber was raftered, its walls hung with +an obscure tapestry, its floor strewn with +sand, and its lozenged casement partly +shuttered against the blaze of sunshine that +flowed across the forests far away to the west.</p> + +<p>My friend eyed me brightly and busily as +a starling. "You danced fine, sir," he said. +"Oh! it is a <i>pleasure</i> to me. Ay, and now +I come to consider it, methought I did +hear hoofs behind me that might yet be +echo. No, but I did <i>not</i> think: 'twas but +my ear cried to his dreaming master. Ever +dreaming; God help at last the awakening! +But well met, well met, I say again. I am +cheered. And you but just in time! Nay, +I would not have missed him for a ransom. +So—so—this leg, that leg; up now—hands +over down we go! Lackaday, I am old +bones for such freaks. Once!... '<i>Memento +mori</i>!' say I, and smell the shower the +sweeter for it. Be seated, sir, bench or +stool, wheresoever you'd be. You're looking +peaked. That burden rings in my skull +like a bagpipe. Toot-a-tootie, toot-a-toot! +Och, sad days!"</p> + +<p>We devoured our meal of cold meats +and pickled fish, fruit and junket and a kind +of harsh cheese, as if in contest for a wager. +And copious was the thin spicy wine with +which we swam it home. Ever and again +my host would desist, to whistle, or croon +(with a packed mouth) in the dismallest of +tenors, a stave or two of the tune we had +danced to, bobbing head and foot in sternest +time. Then a great vacancy would overspread +his face turned to the window, as +suddenly to gather to a cheerful smile, and +light, irradiated, once more on me. Then +down would drop his chin over his plate, +and away go finger and spoon among his +victuals in a dance as brisk and whole-hearted +as the other.</p> + +<p>He took me out again into his garden +after supper, and we walked beneath the +trees.</p> + +<p>"'Tis bliss to be a bachelor, sir," he said, +gazing on the resinous trunk of an old +damson tree. "I gorge, I guzzle; I am +merry, am melancholy; studious, harmonical, +drowsy,—and none to scold or deny me. +For the rest, why, youth is vain: yet youth +had pleasure—innocence and delight. I +chew the cud of many a peaceful acre. +Ay, I have nibbled roses in my time. But +now, what now? I have lived so long +far from courts and courtesy, grace and +fashion, and am so much my own close +and indifferent friend—Why! he is happy +who has solitude for housemate, company for +guest. I say it, I say it; I marry daily +wives of memory's fashioning, and dream at +peace."</p> + +<p>It seemed an old bone he picked with +Destiny.</p> + +<p>"There's much to be said," I replied as +profoundly as I could.</p> + +<p>The air he now lulled youth asleep with +was a very cheerless threnody, but he +brightened once more at praise of his delightful +orchard.</p> + +<p>"You like it, sir? You speak kindly, sir. +It is my all; root and branch: how many +a summer's moons have I seen shine hereon! +I know it—there is bliss to come;—miraculous +Paradise for men even dull +as I. Yet 'twill be strange to me—without +my house and orchard. Age tends +to earth, sir, till even an odour may awake +the dead—a branch in the air call with its +fluttering a face beyond Time to vanquish +dear. 'Soul, soul,' I cry, 'forget thy dust, +forget thy vaunting ashes!'—and speak in +vain. So's life!"</p> + +<p>And when we had gone in again, and +candles had been lit in his fresh and narrow +chamber, seeing a viol upon a chest, I +begged a little music.</p> + +<p>He quite eagerly, with a boyish peal of +laughter, complied; and sat down with a +very solemn face, his brows uplifted, and +sang between the candles to a pathetic air +this doggerel:—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>There's a dark tree and a sad tree,<br /></span> +<span>Where sweet Alice waits, unheeded,<br /></span> +<span>For her lover long-time absent,<br /></span> +<span>Plucking rushes by the river.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Let the bird sing, let the buck sport,<br /></span> +<span>Let the sun sink to his setting;<br /></span> +<span>Not one star that stands in darkness<br /></span> +<span>Shines upon her absent lover.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>But his stone lies 'neath the dark tree,<br /></span> +<span>Cold to bosom, deaf to weeping;<br /></span> +<span>And 'tis gathering moss she touches,<br /></span> +<span>Where the locks lay of her lover.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"A dolesome thing," he said; "but my +mother was wont to sing it to the virginals. +'Cold to bosom,'" he reiterated with a +plangent cadence; "I remember them all, +sir; from the cradle I had a gift for music." +And then, with an ample flirt of his bow, +he broke, all beams and smiles, into this +ingenuous ditty:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>The goodman said,<br /></span> +<span>"'Tis time for bed,<br /></span> +<span>Come, mistress, get us quick to pray;<br /></span> +<span>Call in the maids<br /></span> +<span>From out the glades<br /></span> +<span>Where they with lovers stray,<br /></span> +<span>With love, and love do stray."<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>"Nay, master mine,<br /></span> +<span>The night is fine,<br /></span> +<span>And time's enough all dark to pray;<br /></span> +<span>'Tis April buds<br /></span> +<span>Bedeck the woods<br /></span> +<span>Where simple maids away<br /></span> +<span>With love, and love do stray.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>"Now we are old,<br /></span> +<span>And nigh the mould,<br /></span> +<span>'Tis meet on feeble knees to pray;<br /></span> +<span>When once we'd roam,<br /></span> +<span>'Twas else cried, 'Come,<br /></span> +<span>And sigh the dusk away,<br /></span> +<span>With love, and love to stray.'"<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>So they gat in<br /></span> +<span>To pray till nine;<br /></span> +<span>Then called, "Come maids, true maids, away!<br /></span> +<span>Kiss and begone,<br /></span> +<span>Ha' done, ha' done,<br /></span> +<span>Until another day<br /></span> +<span>With love, and love to stray!"<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Oh, it were best<br /></span> +<span>If so to rest<br /></span> +<span>Went man and maid in peace away!<br /></span> +<span>The throes a heart<br /></span> +<span>May make to smart<br /></span> +<span>Unless love have his way,<br /></span> +<span>In April woods to stray!—<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>In April woods to stray!<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>And that finished with another burst of +laughter, he set very adroitly to the mimicry +of beasts and birds upon his frets. Never +have I seen a face so consummately the +action's. His every fibre answered to the +call; his eyebrows twitched like an orator's; +his very nose was plastic.</p> + +<p>"Hst!" he cried softly; "hither struts +chanticleer!" "Cock-a-diddle-doo!" crowed +the wire. "Now, prithee, Dame Partlett!" +and down bustled a hen from an egg like +cinnamon. A cat with kittens mewed along +the string, anxious and tender.</p> + +<p>"A woodpecker," he cried, directing +momentarily a sedulous, clear eye on me. +And lo, "inviolable quietness" and the +smooth beech-boughs! "And thus," he said, +sitting closer, "the martlets were wont to +whimper about the walls of the castle of +Inverness, the castle of Macbeth."</p> + +<p>"Macbeth!" I repeated—"Macbeth!"</p> + +<p>"Ay," he said, "it was his seat while yet +a simple soldier—flocks and flocks of them, +wheeling hither, thither, in the evening air, +crying and calling."</p> + +<p>I listened in a kind of confusion. "... And +Duncan," I said....</p> + +<p>He eyed me with immense pleasure, and +nodded with brilliant eyes on mine.</p> + +<p>"What looking man was he?" I said at +last as carelessly as I dared. "... The +King, you mean,—of Scotland."</p> + +<p>He magnanimously ignored my confusion, +and paused to build his sentence.</p> + +<p>"'Duncan'?" he said. "The question +calls him straight to mind. A lean-locked, +womanish countenance; sickly, yet never +sick; timid, yet most obdurate; more sly +than politic. An <i>ignis fatuus</i>, sir, in a +world of soldiers." His eye wandered.... +"'Twas a marvellous sanative air, crisp and +pure; but for him, one draught and outer +darkness. I myself viewed his royal entry +from the gallery—pacing urbane to slaughter; +and I uttered a sigh to see him. 'Why, +sir, do you sigh to see the king?' cried one +softly that stood by. 'I sigh, my lord,' I +answered to the instant, 'at sight of a +monarch even Duncan's match!'"</p> + +<p>He looked his wildest astonishment at me.</p> + +<p>"Not, I'd have you remember—not that +'twas blood I did foresee.... To kill in +blood a man, and he a king, so near to +natural death ... foul, foul!"</p> + +<p>"And Macbeth?" I said presently—"Macbeth...?"</p> + +<p>He laid down his viol with prolonged care.</p> + +<p>"His was a soul, sir, nobler than his fate. +I followed him not without love from boyhood—a +youth almost too fine of spirit; +shrinking from all violence, over-nicely; +eloquent, yet chary of speech, and of a dark +profundity of thought. The questions he +would patter!—unanswerable, searching earth +and heaven through.... And who now +was it told me the traitor Judas's hair was +red?—yet not red his, but of a reddish +chestnut, fine and bushy. Children have +played their harmless hands at hide-and-seek +therein. O sea of many winds!</p> + +<p>"For come gloom on the hills, floods, +discolouring mist; breathe but some grandam's +tale of darkness and blood and +doubleness in his hearing: all changed. +Flame kindled; a fevered unrest drove him +out; and Ambition, that spotted hound of +hell, strained at the leash towards the Pit.</p> + +<p>"So runs the world—the ardent and the +lofty. We are beyond earth's story as 'tis +told, sir. All's shallower than the heart of +man.... Indeed, 'twas one more shattered +altar to Hymen."</p> + +<p>"'Hymen!'" I said.</p> + +<p>He brooded long and silently, clipping his +small beard. And while he was so brooding, +a mouse, a moth, dust—I know not what, +stirred the listening strings of his viol to +sound, and woke him with a start.</p> + +<p>"I vowed, sir, then, to dismiss all memory +of such unhappy deeds from mind—never +to speak again that broken lady's name. +Oh! I have seen sad ends—pride abased, +splendour dismantled, courage to terror +come, guilt to a crying guilelessness."</p> + +<p>"'Guilelessness?'" I said. "Lady Macbeth +at least was past all changing."</p> + +<p>The doctor stood up and cast a deep +scrutiny on me, which yet, perhaps, was +partly on himself.</p> + +<p>"Perceive, sir," he said, "this table—broader, +longer, splendidly burdened; and all +adown both sides the board, thanes and their +ladies, lords, and gentlemen, guests bidden +to a royal banquet. 'Twas then in that +bleak and dismal country—the Palace of +Forres. Torches flared in the hall; to every +man a servant or two: we sat in pomp."</p> + +<p>He paused again, and gravely withdrew +behind the tapestry.</p> + +<p>"And presently," he cried therefrom, +suiting his action to the word, "to the blast +of hautboys enters the king in state thus, +with his attendant lords. And with all +that rich and familiar courtesy of which +he was master in his easier moods he +passed from one to another, greeting with +supple dignity on his way, till he came at +last softly to the place prepared for him +at table. And suddenly—shall I ever +forget, it, sir?—it seemed silence ran like a +flame from mouth to mouth as there he +stood, thus, marble-still, his eyes fixed in +a leaden glare. And he raised his face and +looked once round on us all with a forlorn +astonishment and wrath, like one with a +death-wound—I never saw the like of such +a face.</p> + +<p>"Whereat, beseeching us to be calm, and +pay no heed, the queen laid her hand on +his and called him. And his orbs rolled +down once more upon the empty place, and +stuck as if at grapple with some horror seen +within. He muttered aloud in peevish +altercation—once more to heave up his +frame, to sigh and shake himself, and lo!—"</p> + +<p>The viol-strings rang to his "lo!"</p> + +<p>"Lo, sir, the Unseen had conquered. His +lip sagged into his beard, he babbled with +open mouth, and leaned on his lady with +such an impotent and slavish regard as I +hope never to see again man pay to +woman.... We thought no more of supper +after that....</p> + +<p>"But what do I—?" The doctor laid +a cautioning finger on his mouth.</p> + +<p>"The company was dispersed, the palace +gloomy with night (and they were black +nights at Forres!), and on the walls I heard +the sentinel's replying.... In the wood's last +glow I entered and stood in his self-same +station before the empty stool. And even +as I stood thus, my hair creeping, my will +concentred, gazing with every cord at +stretch, fell a light, light footfall behind +me." He glanced whitely over his shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Sir, it was the queen come softly out of +slumber on my own unquiet errand."</p> + +<p>The doctor strode to the door, and peered +out like a man suspicious or guilty of +treachery. It was indeed a house of broken +silences. And there, in the doorway, he +seemed to be addressing his own saddened +conscience.</p> + +<p>"With all my skill, and all a leal man's +gentleness, I solaced and persuaded, and +made an oath, and conducted her back to +her own chamber unperceived. How weak +is sleep!... It was a habit, sir, contracted +in childhood, long dormant, that Evil +had woke again. The Past awaits us all. +So run Time's sands, till mercy's globe is +empty and ..."</p> + +<p>He stooped and whispered it across to +me: "... A child, a comparative child, +shrunk to an anatomy, her beauty changed, +ghostly of youth and all its sadness, baffled +by a word, slave to a doctor's nod! None +knew but I, and, at the last, one of her +ladies—a gentle, faithful, and fearful creature. +Nor she till far beyond all mischief....</p> + +<p>"Wild deeds are done. But to have blood +on the hands, a cry in the ears, and one +same glassy face eye to eye, that nothing +can dim, nor even slumber pacify—dreams, +dreams, intangible, enorm! Forefend them, +God, from me!"</p> + +<p>He stood a moment as if he were +listening; then turned, smiling irresolutely, +and eyed me aimlessly. He seemed afraid +of his own house, askance at his own +furniture. Yet, though I scarce know why, +I felt he had not told me the whole truth. +Something fidelity had yet withheld from +vanity. I longed to enquire further. I put +aside how many burning questions awhile!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XIV" id="XIV" ></a>XIV</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>And if we gang to sea, master,</i><br /></span> +<span><i>I fear we'll come to harm.</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—OLD BALLAD.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>By and by less anxious talk soothed him. +Indeed it was he who suggested one last +bright draught of air beneath his trees before +retiring. Down we went again with some +unnecessary clatter. And here were stars +between the fruited boughs, silvery Capella +and the Twins, and low on the sky's moonlit +border Venus excellently bright.</p> + +<p>He asked me whither I proposed going, if +I needs must go; besought there and then in +the ambrosial night-air the history of my +wanderings—a mere nine days' wonder; and +told me how he himself much feared and +hated the sea.</p> + +<p>He questioned me also with not a little +subtilty (and double-dealing too, I fancied,) +regarding my own country, and of things +present, and things real. In fact nothing, +I think, so much flattered his vanity—unless +it was my wonder at Dame Partlett's +clucking on his viol-strings—as to learn himself +was famous even so far as to ages yet +unborn. He gazed on the simple moon +with limpid, amiable eyes, and caught my +fingers in his.</p> + +<p>How, then, could I even so much as hint +to enquire which century indeed was his, +who had no need of any? How could I +abash that kindly vanity of his by adding +also that, however famous, he must needs +be to all eternity—nameless?</p> + +<p>We conversed long and earnestly in the +coolness. He very frankly counselled me not +to venture unconducted further into this +country. The land of Tragedy was broad. +And though on this side it lay adjacent +to the naïve and civil people of Comedy; +on the further, in the shadow of those +bleak, unfooted mountains, lurked unnatural +horror and desolation, and cruelty beyond all +telling.</p> + +<p>He very kindly offered me too, if I was +indeed bent on seeking the sea, an old boat, +still seaworthy, that lay in a creek in the river +near by, from which he was wont to fish. +As for Rosinante, he supposed a rest would +be by no means unwelcome to so faithful a +friend. He himself rode little, being indolent, +and a happier host than guest; and when I +returned here, she should be stuffed with +dainties awaiting me.</p> + +<p>To this I cordially and gratefully agreed; +and also even more cordially to remain with +him the next day; and the next night after +that to take my watery departure.</p> + +<p>So it was. And a courteous, versatile, and +vivacious companion I found him. Rare tales +he told me, too, of better days than these, +and rarest of his own never-more-returning +youth. He loved his childhood, talked on +of it with an artless zeal, his eyes a nest of +singing-birds. How contrite he was for spirit +lost, and daring withheld, and hope discomfited! +How simple and urbane concerning +his present lowly demands on life, on love, +and on futurity! All this, too, with such +packed winks and mirth and mourning, that I +truly said good-night for the second time to +him with a rather melancholy warmth, since +to-morrow ... who can face unmoved that +viewless sphinx? Moreover, the sea is wide, +has fishes in plenty, but never too many +coraled grottoes once poor mariners.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XV" id="XV" ></a>XV</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>'Tis now full tide 'tween night and day.</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—JOHN WEBSTER.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>On the stroke of two next morning the +doctor conducted me down to the creek in +the river-bank where he kept his boat. There +was little light but of the stars in the sky; +nothing stirring. She floated dim and monstrous +on the softly-running water, a navy +in germ, and could have sat without danger +thirty men like me. We stood on the bank, +side by side, eyeing her vacancy. And (I can +answer for myself) night-thoughts rose up in +us at sight of her. Was it indeed only wind +in the reeds that sighed around us? only +the restless water insistently whispering and +calling? only of darkness were these forbidding +shadows?</p> + +<p>I looked up sharply at the doctor from +such pensive embroidery, and found him as +far away as I. He nodded and smiled, and +we shook hands on the bank in the thick +mist.</p> + +<p>"There's biscuits and a little meat, wine, +and fruit," he said in an undertone. "God be +with you, sir! I sadly mistrust the future. +... 'Tis ever my way, at parting."</p> + +<p>We said good-bye again, to the dream-cry +of some little fluttering creature of the rushes. +And well before dawn I was floating midstream, +my friend a memory, Rosinante in +clover, and my travels, so far as this brief +narrative will tell, nearly ended.</p> + +<p>I saw nothing but a few long-haired, +grazing cattle on my voyage, that eyed me but +cursorily. I passed unmolested among the +waterfowl, between the never-silent rushes, +beneath a sky refreshed and sweetened with +storm. The boat was enormously heavy and +made slow progress. When too the tide +began to flow I must needs push close in to +the bank and await the ebb. But towards +evening of the third day I began to approach +the sea.</p> + +<p>I listened to the wailing of its long-winged +gulls; snuffed with how broad-nostrilled a +gusto that savour not even pinewoods can +match, nor any wild flower disguise; and heard +at last the sound that stirs beneath all music—the +deep's loud-falling billow.</p> + +<p>I pushed ashore, climbed the sandy bank, +and moored my boat to an ash tree at the +waterside. And after scrambling some little +distance over dunes yet warm with the sun, +I came out at length, and stood like a Greek +before the sea.</p> + +<p>Here my bright river disembogued in noise +and foam. Far to either side of me stretched +the faint gold horns of a bay; and beyond +me, almost violet in the shadow of its waves, +the shipless sea.</p> + +<p>I looked on the breaking water with a +divided heart. Its light, salt airs, its solitary +beauty, its illimitable reaches seemed tidings +of a region I could remember only as one +who, remembering that he has dreamed, +remembers nothing more. Larks rose, singing, +behind me. In a calm, golden light my eager +river quarrelled with its peace. Here indeed +was solitude!</p> + +<p>It was in searching sea and cliff for the +least sign of life that I thought I descried +on the furthest extremity of the nearer of +the horns of the bay the spires and +smouldering domes of a little city. If I +gazed intently, they seemed to vanish away, +yet still to shine above the azure if, raising +my eyes, I looked again.</p> + +<p>So, caring not how far I must go so long +as my path lay beside these breaking waters, +I set out on the firm, white sands to prove +this city the mirage I deemed it.</p> + +<p>What wonder, then, my senses fell asleep +in that vast lullaby! And out of a daydream +almost as deep as that in which I +first set out, I was suddenly aroused by a +light tapping sound, distinct and regular +between the roaring breakers.</p> + +<p>I lifted my eyes to find the city I was +seeking evanished away indeed. But nearer +at hand a child was playing upon the beach, +whose spade among the pebbles had caused +the birdlike noise I had heard.</p> + +<p>So engrossed was she with her building +in the sand that she had not heard me approaching. +She laboured on at the margin +of the cliff's shadow where the sea-birds +cried, answering Echo in the rocks. So +solitary and yet so intent, so sedate and +yet so eager a little figure she seemed in +the long motionlessness of the shore, by the +dark heedlessness of the sea, I hesitated to +disturb her.</p> + +<p>Who of all Time's children could this be +playing uncompanioned by the sea? And +at a little distance betwixt me and her in +the softly-mounded sand her spade had +already scrawled in large, ungainly capitals, +the answer—"Annabel Lee." The little +flounced black frock, the tresses of black +hair, the small, beautiful dark face—this then +was Annabel Lee; and that bright, phantom +city I had seen—that was the vanishing +mockery of her kingdom.</p> + +<p>I called her from where I stood—"Annabel +Lee!" She lifted her head and +shook back her hair, and gazed at me +startled and intent. I went nearer.</p> + +<p>"You are a very lonely little girl," I said.</p> + +<p>"I am building in the sand," she answered.</p> + +<p>"A castle?"</p> + +<p>She shook her head.</p> + +<p>"It was in dreams," she said, flushing +darkly.</p> + +<p>"What kind of dream was it in then?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! I often dream it; and I build it in +the sand. But there's never time: the sea +comes back."</p> + +<p>"Was the tide quite high when you +began?" I asked; for now it was low.</p> + +<p>"Just that much from the stones," she +said; "I waited for it ever so long."</p> + +<p>"It has a long way to come yet," I said; +"you will finish it <i>this</i> time, I dare say."</p> + +<p>She shook her head and lifted her spade.</p> + +<p>"Oh no; it is much bigger, more than +twice. And I haven't the seaweed, or +the shells, and it comes back very, very +quickly."</p> + +<p>"But where is the little boy you play +with down here by the sea?"</p> + +<p>She glanced at me swiftly and surely; +and shook her head again.</p> + +<p>"He would help you."</p> + +<p>"He didn't in my dream," she said +doubtfully. She raised long, stealthy eyes +to mine, and spoke softly and deliberately. +"Besides, there isn't any little boy."</p> + +<p>"None, Annabel Lee?" I said.</p> + +<p>"Why," she answered, "I have played +here years and years and years, and there are +only the gulls and terns and cormorants, and +that!" She pointed with her spade towards +the broken water.</p> + +<p>"You know all their names then?" I said.</p> + +<p>"Some I know," she answered with a little +frown, and looked far out to sea. Then, +turning her eyes, she gazed long at me, +searchingly, forlornly on a stranger. "I am +going home now," she said.</p> + +<p>I looked at the house of sand and smiled. +But she shook her head once more.</p> + +<p>"It never <i>could</i> be finished," she said firmly, +"though I tried and tried, unless the sea +would keep quite still just once all day, +without going to and fro. And then," she +added with a flash of anger—"then I +would not build."</p> + +<p>"Well," said I, "when it is nearly finished, +and the water washes up, and up, and +washes it away, here is a flower that came +from Fairyland. And that, dear heart, is +none so far away."</p> + +<p>She took the purple flower I had plucked +in Ennui's garden in her slim, cold hand.</p> + +<p>"It's amaranth," she said; and I have +never seen so old a little look in a child's +eyes.</p> + +<p>"And all the flowers' names too?" I said.</p> + +<p>She frowned again. "It's amaranth," she +said, and ran off lightly and so deftly +among the rocks and in the shadow that +was advancing now even upon the foam of +the sea, that she had vanished before I had +time to deter, or to pursue her. I sought +her awhile, until the dark rack of sunset +obscured the light, and the sea's voice +changed; then I desisted.</p> + +<p>It was useless to remain longer beneath +the looming caves, among the stones of so +inhospitable a shore. I was a stranger to +the tides. And it was clear high-water +would submerge the narrow sands whereon +I stood.</p> + +<p>Yet I cannot describe how loth I was to +leave to night's desolation the shapeless +house of a child. What fate was this that +had set her to such profitless labour on the +uttermost shores of "Tragedy"? What +history lay behind, past, or, as it were, +never to come? What gladness too high +for earth had nearly once been hers? Her +sea-mound took strange shapes in the gloom—light +foliage of stone, dark heaviness of +granite, wherein rumour played of all that +restless rustling; small cries, vast murmurings +from those green meadows, old as +night.</p> + +<p>I turned, even ran away, at last. I found +my boat in the gloaming where I had left +her, safe and sound, except that all the +doctor's good things had been nosed and +tumbled by some hungry beast in my +absence. I stood and thought vacantly of +Crusoe, and pig, and guns. But what use +to delay? I got in.</p> + +<p>If it were true, as the excellent doctor had +informed me, that seamen reported islands +not far distant from these shores, chance +might bear me blissfully to one of these. +And if not true ... I turned a rather +startled face to the water, and made haste +not to think. Fortune pierces deep, and +baits her hooks with sceptics. Away I +went, bobbing mightily over the waves that +leapt and wrestled where sea and river met. +These safely navigated, I rowed the great +creature straight forward across the sea, my +face towards dwindling land, my prow to +Scorpio.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XVI" id="XVI" ></a>XVI</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span><i>Art thou pale for weariness.</i><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>—PERCY BYSSHE SHELLEY.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<p>The constellations of summer wheeled above +me; and thus between water and starry +sky I tossed solitary in my boat. The faint +lustre of the sultry night hung like a mist +from heaven to earth. Far away above the +countries I had left perhaps for ever, the +quiet lightnings played innocently in the +heights.</p> + +<p>I rowed steadily on, guiding myself by +some much ruddier star on the horizon. +The pale phosphorescence on the wave, the +simple sounds as of fish stirring in the +water—the beauty and wonder of Night's +dwelling-place seemed beyond content of +mortality.</p> + +<p>I leaned on my oars in the midst of the +deep sea, and seemed to hear, as it were, +the mighty shout of Space. Faint and +enormous beams of light trembled through +the sky. And once I surprised a shadow +as of wings sweeping darkly across, star on +to glittering star, shaking the air, stilling +the sea with the cold dews of night.</p> + +<p>So rowing, so resting, I passed the mark +of midnight. Weariness began to steal over +me. Between sleep and wake I heard +strange cries across the deep. The thin +silver of the old moon ebbed into the east. +A chill mist welled out of the water and +shrouded me in faintest gloom. Wherefore, +battling no more against such influences, I +shipped my oars, made my prayer in the +midst of this dark womb of Life, and +screening myself as best I could from the +airs that soon would be moving before +dawn, I lay down in the bottom of the +boat and fell asleep.</p> + +<p>I slept apparently without dream, and +woke as it seemed to the sound of voices +singing some old music of the sea. A scent +of a fragrance unknown to me was eddying +in the wind. I raised my head, and saw +with eyes half-dazed with light an island of +cypress and poplar, green and still above +the pure glass of its encircling waters. +Straight before me, beyond green-bearded +rocks dripping with foam, a little stone +house, or temple, with columns and balconies +of marble, stood hushed upon the cliff by +the waterside.</p> + +<p>All now was soundless. They that sang, +whether Nereids or Sirens, had descended to +dimmer courts. The seamews floated on the +water; the white dove strutted on the ledge; +only the nightingales sang on in the thick +arbours.</p> + +<p>I pushed my boat between the rocks +towards the island. Bright and burning +though the beams of the sun were, here +seemed everlasting shadow. And though at +my gradual intrusion, at splash or grating of +keel, the startled cormorant cried in the air, +and with one cry woke many, yet here too +seemed perpetual stillness.</p> + +<p>How could I know what eyes might not +be regarding me from bowers as thick and +secluded as these? Yet this seemed an isle +in some vague fashion familiar to me. To +these same watery steps of stone, to this +same mooring-ring surely I had voyaged +before in dream or other life? I glanced +into the water and saw my own fantastic +image beneath the reflected gloom of +cypresses, and knew at least, though I a +shadow might be, this also was an island in +a sea of shadows. Far from all land its +marbles might be reared, yet they were +warm to my touch, and these were nightingales, +and those strutting doves beneath the +little arches.</p> + +<p>So very gradually, and glancing to and +fro into these unstirring groves, I came +presently to the entrance court of the +solitary villa on the cliff-side. Here a +thread-like fountain plashed in its basin, +the one thing astir in this cool retreat. +Here, too, grew orange trees, with their +unripe fruit upon them.</p> + +<p>But I continued, and venturing out upon +the terrace overlooking the sea, saw again +with a kind of astonishment the doctor's +green, unwieldy boat beneath me and the +emerald of the nearer waters tossing above +the yellow sands.</p> + +<p>Here I had sat awhile lost in ease when +I heard a footstep approaching and the +rhythmical rustling of drapery, and knew +eyes were now regarding me that I feared, +yet much desired to meet.</p> + +<p>"Oh me!" said a clear yet almost languid +voice. "How comes any man so softly?"</p> + +<p>Turning, I looked in the face of one +how long a shade!</p> + +<p>I strove in vain to hide my confusion. +This lady only smiled the deeper out of her +baffling eyes.</p> + +<p>"If you could guess," she said presently, +"how my heart leapt in me, as if, poor +creature, any oars of earth could bring it +ease, you would think me indeed as +desolate as I am. To hear the bird scream, +Traveller! I hastened from the gardens as +if the black ships of the Greeks were come +to take me. But such is long ago. Tell +me, now, is the world yet harsh with men +and sad with women? Burns yet that +madness mirth calls Life? or truly does the +puny, busy-tongued race sleep at last, nodding +no more at me?"</p> + +<p>I told as best I could how chance had +fetched me; told, too, that earth was yet +pestered with men, and heavenly with +women. "And the madness mirth calls Life +flickers yet," I said; "and the little race +tosses on in nightmare."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" she replied, "so ever run travellers' +tales. I too once trusted to seem indifferent. +But you, if shadow deceives me not, may +yet return: I, only to the shades whence +earth draws me. Meanwhile," she said, +looking softly at the fountain playing in the +clear gloom beyond, "rest and grow weary +again, for there flock more questions to my +tongue than spines on the blackthorn. The +gardens are green with flowers, Traveller; let +us talk where rosemary blows."</p> + +<p>Following her, I thought of the mysterious +beauty of her eyes, her pallor, her slimness, +and that faint smile which hovered between +ecstasy and indifference, and away went my +mind to one whom the shrewdest and tenderest +of my own countrymen called once Criseyde.</p> + +<p>She led me into a garden all of faint-hued +flowers. There bloomed no scarlet +here, nor blue, nor yellow; but white and +lavender and purest purple. Here, also, +like torches of the sun, stood poplars each +by each in the windless air, and the +impenetrable darkness of cypresses beneath +them.</p> + +<p>Here too was a fountain whose waters +leapt no more, mossy and time-worn. I +could not but think of those other gardens +of my journey—Jane's, Ennui's, Dianeme's; +and yet none like this for the shingley +murmur of the sea, and the calmness of +morning.</p> + +<p>"But, surely," I said, "this must be very +far from Troy."</p> + +<p>"Far indeed," she said.</p> + +<p>"Far also from the hollow ships."</p> + +<p>"Far also from the hollow ships," she +replied.</p> + +<p>"Yet," said I, "in the country whence I +come is a saying: Where the treasure is—"</p> + +<p>"Alack! <i>there</i> gloats the miser!" said +Criseyde; "but I, Traveller, have no +treasure, only a patchwork memory, and +that's a great grief."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, forget! Why try in vain?" +I said.</p> + +<p>She smiled and seated herself, leaning a +little forward, looking upon the ground.</p> + +<p>"Soothfastness <i>must</i>,"' she said very +gravely, raising her long black eyebrows; +"yet truly it must be a forlorn thing to +be remembered by one who so lightly forgets. +So then I say, to teach myself to be +true—'Look now, Criseyde, yonder fine, +many-hearted poplar—that is Paris; and all +that bank of marriage-ivy—that is marriageable +Helen, green and cold; and the waterless +fountain—that truly is Diomed; and the +faded flower that nods in shadow, why, that +must be me, even me, Criseyde!'"</p> + +<p>"And this thick rosemary-bush that smells +of exile, who, then, is that?" I said.</p> + +<p>She looked deep into the shadow of the +cypresses. "That," she said, "I think I +have forgot again."</p> + +<p>"But," I said, "Diomed, now, was he quite +so silent—not one trickle of persuasion?"</p> + +<p>"Why," she said, "I think 'twas the +fountain was Diomed: I know not. And +as for persuasion; he was a man forked, +vain, and absolute as all. Let the waterless +stone be sudden Diomed—you will confuse +my wits, Mariner; where, then, were I?" +She smiled, stooping lower. "You have +voyaged far?" she said.</p> + +<p>"From childhood to this side regret," I +answered rather sadly.</p> + +<p>"'Tis a sad end to a sweet tale," she said, +"were it but truly told. But yet, and yet, +and yet—you may return, and life heals +every, every wound. <i>I</i> must look on the +ground and make amends. 'Tis this same +making amends men now call 'Purgatory,' +they tell me."</p> + +<p>"'Amends,'" I said; "to whom? for +what?"</p> + +<p>"Welaway," said she, with a narrow fork +between her brows; "to most men and to +all women, for being that Criseyde." She +gazed half solemnly at some picture of +reverie.</p> + +<p>"But which Criseyde?" I said. "She +who was every wind's, or but one perfect +summer's?"</p> + +<p>She glanced strangely at me. "Ask of +the night that burns so many stars," she +said. "All's done; all passes. Yet my poor +busy Uncle Pandar had no such changes, +nor Hector, nor ... Men change not: +they love and love again—one same tune +of a myriad verses."</p> + +<p>"All?" I said.</p> + +<p>She tossed lightly a little dust from her +hand.</p> + +<p>"Nay—all," she replied; "but what is that +to me? Mine only to see Charon on the +wave pass light over and return. Man of +the green world, prithee die not yet awhile! +'Tis dull being a shade. See these cold +palms! Yet my heart beats on."</p> + +<p>"For what?" I said.</p> + +<p>Criseyde folded her hands and leaned her +cheek sidelong upon the stone.</p> + +<p>"For what?" I repeated.</p> + +<p>"For what but idle questions?" she said; +"for a traveller's vanity that deems looking +love-boys into a woman's eyes her sweeter +entertainment than all the heroes of Troy. +Oh, for a house of nought to be at peace +in! Oh, gooseish swan! Oh, brittle vows! +Tell me, Voyager, is it not so?—that men +are merely angry boys with beards; and +women—repeat not, ye who know! Never +yet set I these steadfast eyes on a man that +would not steal the moon for taper—would +she but come down." She turned an arch +face to me: "And what is to be faithful?"</p> + +<p>"I?" said I—"'to be faithful?'"</p> + +<p>"It is," she said, "to rise and never set, +O sun of utter weariness! It is to kindle +and never be quenched, O fretting fire of +midsummer! It is to be snared and always +sing, O shrilling bird of dulness! It is to +come, not go; smile, not sigh; wake, never +sleep. Couldst <i>thou</i> love so many nots to +a silk string?"</p> + +<p>"What, then, is to change,... to be +fickle?" I said.</p> + +<p>"Ah! to be fickle," she said, "is showers +after drought, seas after sand; to cry, +unechoed; to be thirsty, the pitcher broken. +And—ask now this pitiless darkness of the +eyes!—to be remembered though Lethe +flows between. Nay, you shall watch even +hope away ere another comes like me to +mope and sigh, and play at swords with +Memory."</p> + +<p>She rose to her feet and drew her hands +across her face, and smiling, sighed deeply. +And I saw how inscrutable and lovely she +must ever seem to eyes scornful of mean +men's idolatries.</p> + +<p>"And you will embark again," she said +softly; "and in how small a ship on seas so +mighty! And whither next will fate entice +you, to what new sorrows?"</p> + +<p>"Who knows?" I said. "And to what +further peace?"</p> + +<p>She laughed lightly. "Speak not of +mockeries," she said, and fell silent.</p> + +<p>She seemed to be thinking quickly and +deeply; for even though I did not turn to +her, I could see in imagination the restless +sparkling of her eyes, the stillness of her +ringless hands. Then suddenly she turned.</p> + +<p>"Stranger," she said, drawing her finger +softly along the cold stone of the bench, +"there yet remain a few bright hours to +morning. Who knows, seeing that felicity +is with the bold, did I cast off into the +sea—who knows whereto I'd come! 'Tis +but a little way to being happy—a touch +of the hand, a lifting of the brows, a +shuddering silence. Had I but man's +courage! Yet this is a solitary place, and +the gods are revengeful."</p> + +<p>I cannot say how artlessly ran that voice +in this still garden, by some strange power +persuading me on, turning all doubt aside, +calming all suspicion.</p> + +<p>"There is honeycomb here, and the fruit +is plenteous. Yes," she said, "and all +travellers are violent men—catch and kill +meat—that I know, however doleful. 'Tis +but a little sigh from day to day in these +cool gardens; and rest is welcome when the +heart pines not. Listen, now; I will go +down and you shall show me—did one have +the wit to learn, and courage to remember—show +me how sails your wonderful little +ship; tell me, too, where on the sea's +horizon to one in exile earth lies, with all +its pleasant things—yet thinks so bitterly of +a woman!"</p> + +<p>"Tell me," I said; "tell me but one +thing of a thousand. Whom would <i>you</i> +seek, did a traveller direct you, and a boat +were at your need?"</p> + +<p>She looked at me, pondering, weaving her +webs about me, lulling doubt, and banishing +fear.</p> + +<p>"One could not miss—a hero!" she said, +flaming.</p> + +<p>"That, then, shall be our bargain," I +replied with wrath at my own folly. "Tell +me this precious hero's name, and though +all the dogs of the underworld come to +course me, you shall take my boat, and +leave me here—only this hero's name, a +pedlar's bargain!"</p> + +<p>She lowered her lids. "It must be +Diomed," she said with the least sigh.</p> + +<p>"It must be," I said.</p> + +<p>"Nay, then, Antenor, or truly Thersites," +she said happily, "the silver-tongued!"</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, then," I said.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye," she replied very gently. +"Why, how could there be a vow between +us? I go, and return. You await me—me, +Criseyde, Traveller, the lonely-hearted. That +is the little all, O much-surrendering +Stranger! Would that long-ago were now—before +all chaffering!"</p> + +<p>Again a thousand questions rose to my +tongue. She looked sidelong at the dry +fountain, and one and all fell silent.</p> + +<p>"It is harsh, endless labour beneath the +burning sun; storms and whirlwinds go +about the sea, and the deep heaves with +monsters."</p> + +<p>"Oh, sweet danger!" she said, mocking me.</p> + +<p>I turned from her without a word, like +an angry child, and made my way to the +steps into the sea, pulled round my boat +into a little haven beside them, and shewed +her oars and tackle and tiller; all the toil, +and peril, the wild chances."</p> + +<p>"Why," she cried, while I was yet full +of the theme, "I will go then at once, and +to-morrow Troy will come."</p> + +<p>I looked long at her in silence; her slim +beauty, the answerless riddle of her eyes, the +age-long subtilty of her mouth, and gave +no more thought to all life else.</p> + +<p>Day was already waning. I filled the +water-keg with fresh water, put fruit and +honeycomb and a pillow of leaves into the +boat, proffered a trembling hand, and led her +down.</p> + +<p>The sun's beams slanted on the foamless +sea, glowed in a flame of crimson on marble +and rock and cypress. The birds sang +endlessly on of evening, endlessly, too, it +seemed to me, of dangers my heart had no +surmise of.</p> + +<p>Criseyde turned from the dark green waves. +"Truly, it is a solitary country; pathless," +she said, "to one unpiloted;" and stood +listening to the hollow voices of the water. +And suddenly, as if at the consummation +of her thoughts, she lifted her eyes on me, +darkly, with unimaginable entreaty.</p> + +<p>"What do you seek else?" I cried in a +voice I scarcely recognised. "Oh, you speak +in riddles!"</p> + +<p>I sprang into the boat and seized the +heavy oars. Something like laughter, or, as +it were, the clapper of a scarer of birds, +echoed among the rocks at the rattling of +the rowlocks. As if invisible hands withdrew +it from me, the island floated back.</p> + +<p>I turned my prow towards the last +splendour of the sun. A chill breeze played +over the sea: a shadow crossed my eyes.</p> + +<p>Buoyant was my boat; how light her +cargo!—an oozing honeycomb, ashy fruits, a +few branches of drooping leaves, closing +flowers; and solitary on the thwart the +wraith of life's unquiet dream.</p> + +<p>So fell night once more, and made all +dim. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Henry Brocken + His Travels and Adventures in the Rich, Strange, Scarce-Imaginable Regions of Romance + + +Author: Walter J. de la Mare + +Release Date: March 21, 2005 [eBook #15432] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HENRY BROCKEN*** + + +E-text prepared by Suzanne Shell, Melissa Er-Raqabi, and the Project +Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team (https://www.pgdp.net) + + + +HENRY BROCKEN + + + + + With a heart of furious fancies, + Whereof I am commander: + With a burning spear, + And a horse of air, + To the wilderness I wander; + + With a Knight of ghosts and shadows, + I summoned am to Tourney: + Ten leagues beyond + The wide world's end; + Methinks it is no journey. + + --ANON. (_Tom o' Bedlam_). + + + + +HENRY BROCKEN + +His Travels and Adventures in the Rich, Strange, Scarce-Imaginable +Regions of Romance + +by + +WALTER J. DE LA MARE + +("WALTER RAMAL") + +London +John Murray, Albemarle Street, W. + +1904 + + + + + + + +CONTENTS + + +I. WHITHER? + + Come hither, come hither, come hither! + + --SHAKESPEARE. + + +II. LUCY GRAY + + Oft I had heard of Lucy Gray; + And, when I crossed the wild, + I chanced to see at break of day + The solitary child. + + --WORDSWORTH. + + +III. JANE EYRE + + I used to rush into strange dreams at night: dreams ... where + amidst unusual scenes ... I still again and again met Mr. + Rochester;... and then the sense of being in his arms, hearing his + voice, meeting his eye, touching his hand and cheek, loving him, + being loved by him--the hope of passing a lifetime at his side, + would be renewed, with all its first force and fire. + + --CHARLOTTE BRONTE (_Jane Eyre_, Ch. xxxii.). + + +IV. JULIA, ELECTRA, DIANEME + + Gather ye rosebuds while ye may, + Old Time is still a-flying: + And this same flower that smiles to-day + To-morrow will be dying. + + The glorious Lamp of Heaven, the Sun, + The higher he's a-getting, + The sooner will his race be run, + And nearer he's to setting. + + That age is best which is the first, + When youth and blood are warmer; + But being spent, the worse, and worst + Times still succeed the former. + + Then be not coy, but use your time; + And while ye may, go marry: + For having lost but once your prime, + You may for ever tarry. + + ANTHEA-- + + Now is the time when all the lights wax dim, + And thou, Anthea, must withdraw from him + Who was thy servant. Dearest, bury me + Under the holy-oak or gospel tree;... + Or, for mine honour, lay me in that tomb + In which thy sacred relics shall have room: + For my embalming, sweetest, there will be + No spices wanting when I'm laid by thee. + + --HERRICK (_Hesperides_). + + +V. NICK BOTTOM 43 + + BOT. A calendar, a calendar! look in the almanac; find out + moonshine, find out moonshine. + + --_A Midsummer Night's Dream_, Act III., Sc. i. + + +VI. SLEEPING BEAUTY + + +VII. & VIII. LEMUEL GULLIVER + + I must freely confess that since my last return some corruptions + of my Yahoo nature have revived in me, by conversing with a few of + your species, and particularly those of my own family, by an + unavoidable necessity; else I should never have attempted so + absurd a project as that of reforming the Yahoo race in this + kingdom: but I have done with all such visionary schemes for + ever.--_Gulliver's Letter to his Cousin._ + + The first money I laid out was to buy two young stone horses, + which I kept in a good stable, and next to them the groom is my + greatest favourite; for I feel my spirits revived by the smell he + contracts in the stable. + + --SWIFT (_A Voyage to the Houyhnhnms_, Ch. xi.). + + +IX. & X. MISTRUST, OBSTINATE, LIAR, ETC. + + And as he read he wept and trembled; and not being able longer to + contain, he brake out with a lamentable cry, saying, "What shall I + do?"... + + The neighbours also came out to see him run; and as he ran, some + mocked, others threatened, and some cried after him to return. + +ATHEIST-- + + Now, after awhile, they perceived afar off, one coming softly and + alone, all along the highway, to meet them. + + --BUNYAN (_The Pilgrim's Progress_). + + +XI. LA BELLE DAME SANS MERCI + + "O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms, + Alone and palely loitering? + The sedge has withered from the lake, + And no birds sing. + + "O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms, + So haggard and so woe-begone? + The squirrel's granary is full, + And the harvest's done." + + --KEATS. + + +XII. SLEEP AND DEATH + + Death will come when thou art dead, + Soon, too soon-- + Sleep will come when thou art fled; + Of neither would I ask the boon + I ask of thee, beloved Night-- + Swift be thine approaching flight, + Come soon, soon! + + --SHELLEY. + + +XIII. & XIV. A DOCTOR OF PHYSIC + + Well, well, well,-- + ... God, God forgive us all! + + --_Macbeth_, Act V., Sc. i. + + +XV. ANNABEL LEE + + I was a child, and she was a child + In this kingdom by the sea; + And we loved with a love that was more than love-- + I and my Annabel Lee-- + With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven + Coveted her and me. + + --EDGAR ALLAN POE. + + +XVI. CRISEYDE + + ... Love hadde his dwellinge + With-inne the subtile stremes of hir yen. + + Book I., 304-5. + + Y-wis, my dere herte, I am nought wrooth, + Have here my trouthe and many another ooth; + Now speek to me, for it am I, Criseyde! + + Book III., 1110-2. + + And fare now wel, myn owene swete herte! + + Book V., 1421. + + --CHAUCER (_Troilus and Criseyde_). + + + + +THE TRAVELLER +TO +THE READER + + + +The traveller who presents himself in this little book feels how +tedious a person he may prove to be. Most travellers, that he ever +heard of, were the happy possessors of audacity and rigour, a zeal for +facts, a zeal for Science, a vivid faith in powder and gold. Who, +then, will bear for a moment with an ignorant, pacific adventurer, +without even a gun? + +He may, however, seem even more than bold in one thing, and that is in +describing regions where the wise and the imaginative and the immortal +have been before him. For that he never can be contrite enough. And +yet, in spite of the renown of these regions, he can present neither +map nor chart of them, latitude nor longitude: can affirm only that +their frontier stretches just this side of Dream; that they border +Impossibility; lie parallel with Peace. + +But since it is his, and only his, journey and experiences, his wonder +and delight in these lands that he tells of--a mere microcosm, as it +were--he entreats forgiveness of all who love them and their people as +much as he loves them--scarce "on this side idolatry." + +H.B. + + + + +I + + _Oh, what land is the Land of Dream?_ + + --WILLIAM BLAKE. + + +I lived, then, in the great world once, in an old, roomy house beside +a little wood of larches, with an aunt of the name of Sophia. My +father and mother died a few days before my fourth birthday, so that I +can conjure up only fleeting glimpses of their faces by which to +remember what love was then lost to me. Both were youthful at death, +but my Aunt Sophia was ever elderly. She was keen, and just, seldom +less than kind; but a child was to her something of a little animal, +and it was nothing more. In consequence, well fed, warmly clad, and in +freedom, I grew up almost in solitude between my angels, hearkening +with how simple a curiosity to that everlasting warfare of persuasion +and compulsion, terror and delight. + +Which of them it was that guided me, before even I could read, to the +little room dark with holly trees that had been of old my uncle's +library, I know not. Perhaps at the instant it chanced there had +fallen a breathless truce between them, and I being solitary, my own +instinct took me. But having once found that pictured haven, I had +found somewhat of content. + +I think half my youthful days passed in that low, book-walled chamber. +The candles I burned through those long years of evening would deck +Alps' hugest fir; the dust I disturbed would very easily fill again +the measure that some day shall contain my own; and the small studious +thumbmarks that paced, as if my footprints, leaf by leaf of that long +journey, might be the history of life's experience in little,--from +clearer, to clear, to faint--how very faint at last! + +I do not remember ever to have been discovered in this retreat. I was +(by nature) prompt at meals, and wary to be in bed at my hour, however +transitory its occupation might be. Indeed, I very well recollect +dawn painting the page my eyes dwelt on, surprising me with its +mystery and stealth in a house as silent as the grave. + +Thus entertained then by insubstantial society I grew up, and began to +be old, before I had yet learned age is disastrous. And it was there, +in that cold, bright chamber, one snowy twilight, first suddenly awoke +in me an imperative desire for distant lands. + +Even while little else than a child I had begun to cast my mind to +travel. I doubt if ever Columbus suffered such vexation from an itch +to be gone. + +But whither? + +Now, it seemed clear to me after long brooding and musing that however +beautiful were these regions of which I never wearied to read, and +however wild and faithful and strange and lovely the people of the +books, somewhere the former must remain yet, somewhere, in immortality +serene, dwell they whom so many had spent life in dreaming of, and +writing about. + +In fact, take it for all in all, what could these authors have been +at, if they laboured from dawn to midnight, from laborious midnight to +dawn, merely to tell of what never was, and never by any chance could +be? It was heaven-clear to me, solitary and a dreamer; let me but gain +the key, I would soon unlock that Eden garden-door. Somewhere yet, I +was sure, Imogen's mountains lift their chill summits into heaven; +over haunted sea-sands Ariel flits; at his webbed casement next the +stars Faust covets youth, till the last trump shall ring him out of +dream. + +It was on a blue March morning, with all the trees of my aunt's woods +in a pale-green tumult of wind, that, quite unwittingly, I set out on +a journey that has not yet come to an end. + +There was a hint in the air at my waking, I fancied, not quite of mere +earth, the perfume of the banners of Flora, of the mould where in +melting snow the crocus blows. I looked from my window, and the +western clouds drew gravely and loftily in the illimitable air towards +the whistling house. Strange trumpets pealed in the wind. Even my +poor, aged Aunt Sophia had changed with the universal change; her +great, solitary face reminded me of some long-forgotten April. + +And a little before eleven I saddled my uncle's old mare Rosinante +(poor female jade to bear a name so glorious!), and rode out (as for +how many fruitless seasons I had ridden out!), down the stony, +nettle-narrowed path that led for a secret mile or more, beneath +lindens, towards the hills. + + + + +II + + + _Still thou art blest compared wi' me!_ + + --ROBERT BURNS. + + +It is to be wondered at that in so bleak a wind I could possibly fall +into reverie. But the habit was rooted deep in me; Rosinante was +prosaic and trustworthy; the country for miles around familiar to me +as the palm of my hand. Yet so deeply was I involved, and so steadily +had we journeyed on, that when at last I lifted my eyes with a great +sigh that was almost a sob, I found myself in a place utterly unknown +to me. + +But more inexplicable yet, not only was the place strange, but, by +some incredible wizardry, Rosinante seemed to have carried me out of a +March morning, blue and tumultuous and bleak, into the grey, sweet +mist of a midsummer dawn. + +I found that we were ambling languidly on across a green and level +moor. Far away, whether of clouds or hills I could not yet tell, rose +cold towers and pinnacles into the last darkness of night. Above us in +the twilight invisible larks climbed among the daybeams, singing as +they flew. A thick dew lay in beads on stick and stalk. We were alone +with the fresh wind of morning and the clear pillars of the East. + +On I went, heedless, curious, marvelling; my only desire to press +forward to the goal whereto destiny was directing me. I suppose after +this we had journeyed about an hour, and the risen sun was on the +extreme verge of the gilded horizon, when I espied betwixt me and the +deep woods that lay in the distance a little child walking. + +She, at any rate, was not a stranger to this moorland. Indeed, +something in her carriage, in the grey cloak she wore, in her light, +insistent step, in the old lantern she carried, in the shrill little +song she or the wind seemed singing, for a moment half impelled me to +turn aside. Even Rosinante pricked forward her ears, and stooped her +gentle face to view more closely this light traveller. And she pawed +the ground with her great shoe, and gnawed her bit when I drew rein +and leaned forward in the saddle to speak to the child. + +"Is there any path here, little girl, that I may follow?" I said. + +"No path at all," she answered. + +"But how then do strangers find their way across the moor?" I said. + +She debated with herself a moment. "Some by the stars, and some by the +moon," she answered. + +"By the moon!" I cried. "But at day, what then?" + +"Oh, then, sir," she said, "they can see." + +I could not help laughing at her demure little answers. "Why!" I +exclaimed, "what a worldly little woman! And what is your name?" + +"They call me Lucy Gray," she said, looking up into my face. I think +my heart almost ceased to beat. + +"Lucy Gray!" I repeated. + +"Yes," she said most seriously, as if to herself, "in all this snow." + +"'Snow,'" I said--"this is dewdrops shining, not snow." + +She looked at me without flinching. "How else can mother see how I am +lost?" she said. + +"Why!" said I, "how else?" not knowing how to reach her bright belief. +"And what are those thick woods called over there?" + +She shook her head. "There is no name," she said. + +"But you have a name--Lucy Gray; and you started out--do you +remember?--one winter's day at dusk, and wandered on and on, on and +on, the snow falling in the dark, till--Do you remember?" + +She stood quite still, her small, serious face full to the east, +striving with far-off dreams. And a merry little smile passed over her +lips. "That will be a long time since," she said, "and I must be off +home." And as if it had been but an apparition of my eyes that had +beset and deluded me, she was gone; and I found myself sitting astride +in the full brightness of the sun's first beams, alone. + +What omen was this, then, that I should meet first a phantom on my +journey? One thing only was clear: Rosinante could trust to her five +wits better than I to mine. So leaving her to take what way she +pleased, I rode on, till at length we approached the woods I had +descried. Presently we were jogging gently down into a deep and misty +valley flanked by bracken and pines, from which issued into the crisp +air of morning a most delicious aromatic smell, that seemed at least +to prove this valley not far remote from Araby. + +I do not think I was disturbed, though I confess to having been a +little amazed to see how profound this valley was into which we were +descending, yet how swiftly climbed the sun, as if to pace with us so +that we should not be in shadow, howsoever fast we journeyed. I was +astonished to see flowers of other seasons than summer by the wayside, +and to hear in June, for no other month could bear such green +abundance, the thrush sing with a February voice. Here too, almost at +my right hand, perched a score or more of robins, bright-dyed, +warbling elvishly in chorus as if the may-boughs whereon they sat were +white with hoarfrost and not buds. Birds also unknown to me in voice +and feather I saw, and little creatures in fur, timid yet not wild; +fruits, even, dangled from the trees, as if, like the bramble, blossom +and seed could live here together and prosper. + +Yet why should I be distracted by these things, thought I. I +remembered Maundeville and Hithlodaye, Sindbad and Gulliver, and many +another citizen of Thule, and was reassured. A man must either believe +what he sees, or see what he believes; I know no other course. Why, +too, should I mistrust the bounty of the present merely for the +scarcity of the past? Not I! + +I rode on, and it seemed had advanced but a few miles before the sun +stood overhead, and it was noon. We were growing weary, I think, of +sheer delight: Rosinante, with her mild face beneath its dark forelock +gazing this side, that side, at the uncustomary landscape; and I ever +peering forward beneath my hat in eagerness to descry some living +creature a little bigger than these conies and squirrels, to prove me +yet in lands inhabited. But the sun was wheeling headlong, and the +stillness of late afternoon on the woods, when, dusty and parched and +heavy, we came to a break in the thick foliage, and presently to a +green gate embowered in box. + + + + +III + + _Thou art so true, that thoughts of thee suffice + To make dreams truth, and fables histories._ + + --JOHN DONNE. + + +I dismounted and, with the nose of my beast in my bosom, stood awhile +gazing, in the half-dream weariness brings, across the valley at the +dense forests that covered the hills. And while thus standing, +doubtful whether to knock at the little gate or to ride on, it began +to open, and a great particoloured dog looked out on us. There was +certainly something unusual in the aspect of this animal, for though +he lifted on us grave and sagacious eyes, he scarcely seemed to see +us, manifested neither pleasure nor disapproval, neither wagged his +tail to give us welcome nor yawned to display his armament. He seemed +a kind of dream-dog, a dog one sees without zeal, and sees again +partly with the eye, but most in recollection. + +Thus however we stood, stranger, horse, and dog, till a morose voice +called somewhere from beyond, "Pilot, sir, come here, Pilot." Semi-dog +or no, he knew his master. Whereupon, tying up my dejected Rosinante +to a ring in the gateway, I followed boldly after "Pilot" into that +sequestered garden. + +Meanwhile, however, he had disappeared--down a thick green alley to +the left, I supposed. So I went forward by a clearer path, and when I +had advanced a few paces, met face to face a lady whose dark eyes +seemed strangely familiar to me. + +She was evidently a little disquieted at meeting a stranger so +unceremoniously, but stood her ground like a small, black, fearless +note of interrogation. + +I explained at once, therefore, as best I could, how I came to be +there: described my journey, my bewilderment, and how that I knew not +into what country nor company fate had beguiled me, except that the +one was beautiful, and the other in some delightful way familiar, and +I begged her to tell me where I really was, and how far from home, +and of whom I was now beseeching forgiveness. + +Her thoughts followed my every word, passing upon her face like +shadows on the sea. I have never seen a listener so completely still +and so completely engrossed in listening. And when I had finished, she +looked aside with a transient, half-sly smile, and glanced at me again +covertly, so that I could not see herself for seeing her eyes; and she +laughed lightly. + +"It is indeed a strange journey," she replied. "But I fear I cannot in +the least direct you. I have never ventured my own self beyond the +woods, lest--I should penetrate too far. But you are tired and hungry. +Will you please walk on a few steps till you come to a stone seat? My +name is Rochester--Jane Rochester"--she glanced up between the hollies +with a sigh that was all but laughter--"Jane Eyre, you know." + +I went on as she had bidden, and seated myself before an old, white, +many-windowed house, squatting, like an owl at noon, beneath its green +covert. In a few minutes the great dog with dripping jowl passed +almost like reality, and after him his mistress, and on her arm her +master, Mr. Rochester. + +There seemed a night of darkness in that scarred face, and stars +unearthly bright. He peered dimly at me, leaning heavily on Jane's +arm, his left hand plunged into the bosom of his coat. And when he was +come near, he lifted his hat to me with a kind of Spanish gravity. + +"Is this the gentleman, Jane?" he enquired. + +"Yes, sir." + +"He's young!" he muttered. + +"For otherwise he would not be here," she replied. + +"Was the gate bolted, then?" he asked. + +"Mr. Rochester desires to know if you had the audacity, sir, to scale +his garden wall," Jane said, turning sharply on me. "Shall I count the +strawberries, sir?" she added over her shoulder." + +"Jane, Jane!" he exclaimed testily. "I have no wish to be uncivil, +sir. We are not of the world--a mere dark satellite. I am dim; and +suspicious of strangers, as this one treacherous eye should manifest. +I'll but ask your name, sir,--there are yet a few names left, once +pleasing to my ear." + +"My name is Brocken, sir--Henry Brocken," I answered. + +"And--did you walk? Pah! there's the mystery! God knows how else you +could have come, unless you are a modern Ganymede. Where then's your +aquiline steed, sir? We have no neighbours here--none to stare, and +pry, and prate, and slander." + +I informed him that I was as ignorant as he what power had spirited me +to his house, but that so far as obvious means went, my old horse was +probably by this time fast asleep beside the green gate at which I had +entered. Jane stood on tip-toe and whispered in his ear, and, nodding +imperiously at him, withdrew into the house. + +Complete silence fell between us after her departure. The woods stood +dark and motionless in the yellow evening light. There was no sound of +wind or water, no sound of voices or footsteps; only far away the +clear, scarce-audible warbling of a sleepy bird. + +"Well, sir," Mr. Rochester said suddenly, "I am bidden invite you to +pass the night here. There are stranger inhabitants than Mr. and Mrs. +Rochester in these regions you have by some means strayed into--wilder +denizens, by much; for youth's seraphic finding. Not for mine, sir, I +vow. Depart again in the morning, if you will: we shall neither of us +be displeased by then to say farewell, I dare say. I do not seek +company. My obscure shell is enough." I rose. "Sit down--sit down +again, my dear sir; there's no mischief in the truth between two men +of any world, I suppose, assuredly not of this. My wife will see to +your comfort. There! hushie now, here he floats; sit still, sit +still--I hear his wings. It is my 'Four Evangels,' sir!" + +It was a sleek blackbird that had alighted and now set to singing on +the topmost twig of a lofty pear-tree near by; and with his first note +Jane reappeared. And while we listened, unstirring, to that rich, +undaunted voice, I had good opportunity to observe her, and not, I +think, without her knowledge, not even without her approval. + +This, then, was the face that had returned wrath for wrath, remorse +for remorse, passion for passion to that dark egotist Jane in the +looking-glass. Yet who, thought I, could be else than beautiful with +eyes that seemed to hide in fleeting cloud a flame as pure as amber? +The arch simplicity of her gown, her small, narrow hands, the +exquisite cleverness of mouth and chin, the lovely courage and +sincerity of that yet-childish brow--it seemed even Mr. Rochester's +"Four Evangels" out of his urgent rhetoric was summoning with +reiterated persuasions, "Jane Eyre, Jane Eyre, Jane Eyre, Ja ... ne!" + +Light faded from the woods; a faint wind blew cold upon our faces. +Jane took Mr. Rochester's hand and looked into his face. + +She turned to me. "Will you come in, Mr. Brocken? I have seen that +your horse is made quite easy. He was fast asleep, poor fellow, as +you surmised; and, I think, dreaming; for when I proffered him a lump +of sugar, he thrust his nose into my face and breathed as if I were a +peck of corn. The candles are lit, sir; supper is ready." + +We went in slowly, and Jane bolted the door. "But who it is that can +be bolted out," she said, "I know not; though there's much to bolt in. +I have stood here, Mr. Brocken, on darker nights as still as this, and +have heard what seemed to be the sea breaking, far away, leagues upon +leagues beyond the forests--the gush forward, the protracted, heavy +retreat,--listened till I could have wept to think that it was only my +own poor furious heart beating. You may imagine, then, I push the +bolts home." + +"But why, Jane--why?" cried Mr. Rochester incredulously. "Violent +fancies, child!" + +"Why, sir, it was, I say, not the sea I heard, but a trickling tide +one icy tap might stay, if it found but entry there." + +"You talk wildly, Jane--wildly, wildly; the air's afloat with +listeners; so it seems, so it seems. Had I but one clear lamp in this +dark face!" + +We sat down in the candle-lit twilight to supper. It was to me like +the supper of a child, taken at peace in the clear beams, ere he +descend into the shadow of sleep. + +They sat, try as I would not to observe them, hand touching hand +throughout the meal. But to me it was as if one might sit to eat +before a great mountain ruffled with pines, and perpetually clamorous +with torrents. All that Mr. Rochester said, every gesture, these were +but the ghosts of words and movements. Behind them, gloomy, +imperturbable, withdrawn, slumbered a strange, smouldering power. I +began to see how very hotly Jane must love him, she who loved above +all things storm, the winds of the equinox, the illimitable night-sky. + +She begged him to take a little wine with me, and filled his glass +till it burned like a ruby between their hands. + +"It paints both our hands!" she cried glancing up at him. + +"Ay, Janet," he answered; "but where is yours?" + +"And what goal will you make for when you leave us," she enquired of +me. "_Is_ there anywhere else?" she added, lifting her slim eyebrows. + +"I shall put trust in Chance," I replied, "which at least is steadfast +in change. So long as it does not guide me back, I care not how far +forward I go." + +"You are right," she answered; "that is a puissant battlecry, here and +hereafter." + +Mr. Rochester rose hastily from his chair. "The candles irk me, Jane. +I would like to be alone. Excuse me, sir." He left the room. + +Jane lifted a dark curtain and beckoned me to bring the lights. She +sat down before a little piano and desired me to sit beside her. And +while she played, I know not what, but only it seemed old, +well-remembered airs her mood suggested, she asked me many questions. + +"And am I indeed only like that poor mad thing you thought Jane Eyre?" +she said, "or did you read between?" + +I answered that it was not her words, not even her thoughts, not even +her poetry that was to me Jane Eyre. + +"What then is left of me?" she enquired, stooping her eyes over the +keys and smiling darkly. "Am I indeed so evanescent, a wintry wraith?" + +"Well," I said, "Jane Eyre is left." + +She pressed her lips together. "I see," she said brightly. "But then, +was I not detestable too? so stubborn, so wilful, so demented, +so--vain?" + +"You were vain," I answered, "because--" + +"Well?" she said, and the melody died out, and the lower voices of her +music complained softly on. + +"For a barrier," I answered. + +"A barrier?" she cried. + +"Why, yes," I said, "a barrier against cant, and flummery, and +coldness, and pride, and against--why, against your own vanity too." + +"That's really very clever--penetrating," she said; "and I really +desired to know, not because I did not know already, but to know I +knew all. You are a perspicacious observer, Mr. Brocken; and to be +that is to be alive in a world of the moribund. But then too how high +one must soar at times; for one must ever condescend in order to +observe faithfully. At any rate, to observe all one must range at an +altitude above all." + +"And so," I said, "you have taken your praise from me--" + +"But you are a man, and I a woman: we look with differing eyes, each +sex to the other, and perceive by contrast. Else--why, how else could +you forgive my presumption? He sees me as an eagle sees the creeping +tortoise. I see him as the moon the sun, never weary of gazing. I +borrow his radiance to observe him by. But I weary you with my +garrulous tongue.... Have you no plan at all in your journey? 'Tis not +the dangers, but to me the endless restlessness of such a +venture--that 'Oh, where shall wisdom be found?'... Will you not +pause?--stay with us a few days to consider again this rash journey? +To each his world: it is surely perilous to transgress its fixed +boundaries." + +"Who knows?" I cried, rather arrogantly perhaps. "The sorcery that +lured me hither may carry me as lightly back. But I have tasted honey +and covet the hive." + +She glanced sidelong at me with that stealthy gravity that lay under +all her lightness. + +"That delicious Rosinante!" she exclaimed softly.... "And I really +believe too _I_ must be the honey--or is it Mr. Rochester? Ah! Mr. +Brocken, they call it wasp-honey when it is so bitter that it blisters +the lips." She talked on gaily, as if she had forgotten I was but a +stranger until now. Yet none the less she perceived presently my eyes +ever and again fixed upon the little brooch of faintest gold hair at +her throat, and flinched and paled, playing on in silence. + +"Take the whole past," she continued abruptly, "spread it out before +you, with all its just defeats, all its broken faith, and overweening +hopes, its beauty, and fear, and love, and its loss--its loss; then +turn and say: this, this only, this duller heart, these duller eyes, +this contumacious spirit is all that is left--myself. Oh! who could +wish to one so dear a destiny so dark?" She rose hastily from the +piano. "Did I hear Mr. Rochester's step by the window?" she said. + +I crossed the room and looked out into the night. The brightening moon +hung golden in the dark clearness of the sky. Mr. Rochester stood +motionless, Napoleon-wise, beneath the black, unstirring foliage. And +before I could turn, Jane had begun to sing:-- + + You take my heart with tears; + I battle uselessly; + Reft of all hopes and doubts and fears, + Lie quietly. + + You veil my heart with cloud; + Since faith is dim and blind, + I can but grope perplex'd and bow'd, + Seek till I find. + + Yet bonds are life to me; + How else could I perceive + The love in each wild artery + That bids me live? + +Jane's was not a rich voice, nor very sweet, and yet I fancied no +other voice than this could plead and argue quite so clearly and with +such nimble insistency--neither of bird, nor child, nor brook; +because, I suppose, it was the voice of Jane Eyre, and all that was +Jane's seemed Jane's only. + +The music ceased, the accompaniment died away; but Mr. Rochester stood +immobile yet--a little darker night in that much deeper. When I +turned, Jane was gone from the room. I sat down, my face towards the +still candles, as one who is awake, yet dreams on. The faint scent of +the earth through the open window; the heavy, sombre furniture; the +daintiness and the alertness in the many flowers and few womanly +gew-gaws: these too I shall remember in a tranquillity that cannot +change. + +A sudden, trembling glimmer at the window lit the garden and, +instantaneously, the distant hills; lit also the figures of Jane and +Mr. Rochester beneath the trees. They entered the house, and once more +Jane drew the bolts against that phantom fear. A tinge of scarlet +stood in her cheeks, an added lustre in her eyes. They were strange +lovers, these two--like frost upon a cypress tree; yet summer lay all +around us. + +I bade them good night and ascended to the little room prepared for +me. There was a great pincushion on the sprigged and portly toilet +table, and I laboured till the constellations had changed beyond my +window, in printing from a box of tiny pins upon that lavendered +mound, "Ave, Ave, atque Vale!" + +Far in the night a dreadful sound woke me. I rose and looked out of +the window, and heard again, deep and reverberating, Pilot baying I +know not what light minions of the moon. The Great Bear wheeled +faintly clear in the dark zenith, but the borders of the east were +grey as glass; and far away a fierce hound was answering from his +echo-place in the gloom, as if the dread dog of Acheron kept post upon +the hills. + +A light tap woke me in the sunlight, and a lighter voice. Mr. +Rochester took breakfast with us in a gloomy old dressing-room, moody +and taciturn, unpacified by sleep. But Jane, whimsical and deft, had +tied a yellow ribbon in the darkness of her hair. + +Rosinante awaited me at the little green gate, eyeing forlornly the +steep valley at her feet. And I rode on. The gate was shut on me; and +Mr. Rochester again, perhaps, at his black ease. + +I had jogged on, with that peculiar gravity age brings to equine +hoofs, about a mile, when the buttress of a thick wall came into view +abutting on the lane, and perched thereon what at first I deemed a +coloured figment of the mist that festooned the branches and clung +along the turf. But when I drew near I saw it was indeed a child, pink +and gold and palest blue. And she raised changeling hands at me, and +laughed and danced and chattered like the drops upon a waterfall; and +clear as if a tiny bell had jingled I heard her cry. + +And my heart smote me heavily since I had of my own courtesy not +remembered Adele. + + + + +IV + + _Cuckoo, jug-jug, pu-we, tu-witta-woo._ + + --THOMAS NASH. + + +It was yet early, and refreshing in the chequered shade. We plodded +earnestly after our gaunt shadow in the dust, and ever downward, till +at last we drew so near to the opposite steep that I could well nigh +count its pines. + +It was about the hour when birds seek shade and leave but few among +their fellows to sing, that at a stone's throw from the foot of the +hill I came to where a faint bridle-path diverged. And since it was +smooth with moss, and Rosinante haply tired of pebbles; since any but +the direct road seems ever the more delectable, I too turned aside, +and broke into the woods through which this path meandered. + +Maybe it is because all woods are enchanted that the path seemed more +than many miles long. Often too we loitered, or stood, head by head, +to listen, or to watch what might be after all only wings, mere +sunbeams. Shall I say, then, that it began to be thorny, and, where +the thorns were, pale with roses, when at length the knitted boughs +gradually drew asunder, and I looked down between twitching, hairy +ears upon a glade so green and tranquil, I deemed it must be the +Garden of the Hesperides? + +And because there ran a very welcome brook of water through this +glade, I left Rosinante to follow whithersoever a sweet tooth might +dictate, and climbed down into the weedy coolness at the waterbrink. + +I confess I laughed to see so puckered a face as mine in the clear +blue of the flowing water. But I dipped my hands and my head into the +cold shallows none the less pleasantly, and was casting about for a +deeper pool where I might bathe unscorned of the noonday, when I heard +a light laughter behind me, and, turning cautiously, perceived under +the further shadow of the glade three ladies sitting. + +Not even vanity could persuade me that they were laughing at anything +more grotesque than myself, so, putting a bold face on matters so +humiliating, I sauntered as carelessly and loftily as I dared in their +direction. My courage seemed to abash them a little; they gathered +back their petticoats like birds about to fly. But at hint of a +titter, they all three began gaily laughing again till their eyes +sparkled brighter than ever, and their cheeks seemed shadows of the +roses above their heads. + +"Ladies," I began gravely, "I have left my horse, that is very old and +very thirsty, above in the wood. Is there any path I may discover by +which she may reach the water without offence?" + +"Is she very old?" said one. + +"She is very old," I said. + +"But is she very thirsty?" said another. + +"She is perhaps very thirsty," I said. + +"Perhaps!" cried they all. + +"Because, ladies," I replied, "being by nature of a timid tongue, and +compelled to say something, and having nothing apt to say, I +remembered my old Rosinante above in the wood." + +They glanced each at each, and glanced again at me. + +"But there is no path down that is not steep," said the fairest of the +three. + +"There never was a path, not even, we fear, for a traveller on foot," +continued the second. + +I waited in silence a moment. "Forgive me, then," I said; "I will +offend no longer." + +But this seemed far from their design. + +"You see, being come," began the fairest again, "Julia thinks Fortune +must have brought you. Are we not all between Fortune's finger and +thumb?" + +"If pinching is to prove anything," said the other. + +"And Fortune is fickle, too," added Julia--"that's early wisdom; but +not quite so fickle as you would wish to show her. Here we have sat in +these mortal glades ever since our poor Herrick died. And here it +seems we are like to sit till he rises again. It is all so--dubious. +But since Electra has invited you to rest awhile, will you not really +rest? There is shade as deep, and fruit to refresh you, in a little +arbour yonder. Perhaps even Anthea will dip out of her weeping awhile +if she hears that ... a poor old thirsty horse is tethered in the +woods." + +They rose up together with a prolonged rustling as of a peacock +displaying his plumes; and I found myself irretrievably their captive. + +Moreover, even if they were but sylphs and fantasies of the morning, +they were fantasies lovely as even their master had portrayed; while +the dells through which they led me were green and deep and white and +golden with buds. + +It was now, I suppose, about the middle of the morning, yet though the +sun was high, his heat was that of dawn. Dawn lingered in the shadows, +as snow when winter is over and gone, and dwelt among the sunbeams. +Dew lay heavy on the grass, as the dainty heels of my captresses +testified, yet they trod lightly upon daisies wide-open to the blue +sky, while daffadowndillies stooped in a silence broken only by their +laughter. + +We came presently to a little stone summerhouse or arbour, +enclustered with leaves and flowers of ivy and convolvulus, wherein +two great dishes of cherries stood and bowls of honeycomb and +sillabub. + +There we sat down; but they kept me close too in the midst of the +arbour, where perhaps I was not so ill-content to be as I should like +to profess. How then could I else than bob for cherries as often as I +dared, and prove my wit to conceal my hunger? + +"And now, Sir Traveller," said she of the sparkling eyes, named +Dianeme, "since we have got you safe, tell us of all we have never +heard or seen!" + +"And oh! are we forgot?" cried Electra, laying a lip upon a cherry. + +"There's not a poet in his teens but warbles of you morn, noon, and +night," I answered. "There's not a lover mad, young, true, and tender, +but borrows your azure, and your rubies, and your roses, and your +stars, to deck his sweetheart's name with." + +"Boys perhaps," cried Julia softly, "but _men_ soon forget." + +"Youth never," I replied. + +"Why 'Youth'?" said Dianeme. "Herrick was not always young." + +"Ay, but all men once were young, please God," I said, "and youth is +the only 'once' that's worth remembrance. Youth with the heart of +youth adores you, ladies; because, when dreams come thick upon them, +they catch your flying laughter in the woods. When the sun is sunk, +and the stars kindle in the sky, then your eyes haunt the twilight. +You come in dreams, and mock the waking. You the mystery; you the +bravery and danger; you the long-sought; you the never-won; memories, +hopes, songs ere the earth is mute. You will always be loved, believe +me, O bright ladies, till youth fades, turns, and loves no more." And +I gazed amazed on cherries of such potency as these. + +"But once, sir," said Julia timidly, "we were not only loved but +_told_ we were loved." + +"Where is the pleasure else?" cried Dianeme. + +"Besides," said Electra, "Anthea says if we might but find where Styx +flows one draught--my mere palmful--would be sweeter than all the +poetry ever writ, save some." + +"It is idle," cried Dianeme; "Herrick himself admired us most on +paper." + +"And ink makes a cross even of a kiss, that is very well known," said +Julia. + +"Ah!" said I, "all men have eyes; few see. Most men have tongues: +there is but one Robin Herrick." + +"I will tell you a secret," said Dianeme. + +And as if a bird of the air had carried her voice, it seemed a hush +fell on sky and greenery. + +"We are but fairy-money all," she said, "an envy to see. Take +us!--'tis all dry leaves in the hand. Herrick stole the honey, and the +bees he killed. Blow never so softly on the tinder, it flames--and +dies." + +"I heard once," said Electra, with but a thought of pride, "that had I +lived a little, little earlier, I might have been the Duchess of +Malfi." + +"I too, Flatterer," cried Julia, "I too--Desdemona slain by a +blackamoor. To some it is the cold hills and the valleys 'green and +sad,' and the sea-birds' wailing," she continued in a low, strange +voice, "and to some the glens of heather, and the mountain-brooks, and +the rowans. But, come to an end, what are we all? This man's eyes will +tell ye! I would give white and red, nectar and snow and roses, and +all the similes that ever were for--" + +"For what?" said I. + +"I think, for Robin Herrick," she said. + +It was a lamentable confession, for that said, gravity fled away; and +Electra fetched out a lute from a low cupboard in the arbour, and +while she played Julia sang to a sober little melody I seemed to know +of old: + + Sighs have no skill + To wake from sleep + Love once too wild, too deep. + + Gaze if thou will, + Thou canst not harm + Eyes shut to subtle charm. + + Oh! 'tis my silence + Shows thee false, + Should I be silent else? + + Haste thou then by! + Shine not thy face + On mine, and love's disgrace! + +Whereat Dianeme lifted on me so naive an afflicted face I must needs +beseech another song, despite my drowsy lids. Wherefore I heard, far +away as it were, the plucking of the strings, and a voice betwixt +dream and wake sing: + + All sweet flowers + Wither ever, + Gathered fresh + Or gathered never; + But to live when love is gone!-- + Grieve, grieve, lute, sadly on! + + All I had-- + 'Twas all thou gav'st me; + That foregone, + Ah! what can save me? + If the exorcised spirit fly, + Nought is left to love me by. + + Take thy stars, + My tears then leave me; + Thine my bliss, + As thine to grieve me; + Take.... + +For then, so insidious was the music, and not quite of this earth the +voice, my senses altogether forsook me, and I fell asleep. + +Would that I could remember much else! But I confess it is the heart +remembers, not the poor, pestered brain that has so many thoughts and +but one troubled thinker. Indeed, were I now to be asked--Were the +fingers cold of these bright ladies? Were their eyes blue, or hazel, +or brown? or, haply, were Dianeme's that incomparable, dark, sparkling +grey? Wore Julia azure, and Electra white? And was that our poet wrote +our poet's only, or truly theirs, and so even more lovely?--I fear I +could not tell. + +I fell asleep; and when I awoke no lute was sounding. I was alone; and +the arbour a little house of gloom on the borders of evening. I caught +up yet one more handful of cherries, and stumbled out, heavy and dim, +into a pale-green firmanent of buds and glow-worms, to seek the poor +Rosinante I had so heedlessly deserted. + +But I was gone but a little way when I was brought suddenly to a +standstill by another sound that in the hush of the garden, in the +bright languor after sleep, went to my heart: it was as if a child +were crying. + +I pushed through a thick and aromatic clump of myrtles, and peering +between the narrow leaves, perceived the cold, bright face of a little +marble god beneath willows; and, seated upon a starry bank near by, +one whom by the serpentry of her hair and the shadow of her lips I +knew to be Anthea. + +"Why are you weeping?" I said. + +"I was imitating a little brook," she said. + +"It is late; the bat is up; yet you are alone," I said. + +"Pan will protect me," she said. + +"And nought else?" + +She turned her face away. "None," she said. "I live among shadows. +There was a world, I dreamed, where autumn follows summer, and after +autumn, winter. Here it is always June, despite us both." + +"What, then, would you have?" I said. + +"Ask him," she replied. + +But the little god looking sidelong was mute in his grey regard. + +"Why do you not run away? What keeps you here?" + +"You ask many questions, stranger! Who can escape? To live is to +remember. To die--oh, who would forget! Even had I been weeping, and +not merely mocking time away, would my tears be of Lethe at my mouth's +corners? No," said Anthea, "why feign and lie? All I am is but a +memory lovely with regret." + +She rose, and the myrtles concealed her from me. And I, in the midst +of the dusk where the tiny torches burned sadly--I turned to the +sightless eyes of that smiling god. + +What he knew, being blind, yet smiling, I seemed to know then. But +that also I have forgotten. + +I whistled softly and clearly into the air, and a querulous voice +answered me from afar--the voice of a grasshopper--Rosinante's. + + + + +V + + _How should I your true love know + From another one?_ + + --WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE. + + +But even then she was difficult finding, so cunningly had ivy and +blackberry and bindweed woven snares for the trespasser's foot. + +But at last--not far from where we had parted--I found her, a pillar +of smoke in the first shining of the moon. She turned large, +smouldering eyes on me, her mane in elf locks, her flanks heaving and +wet, her forelock frizzed like a colt's. Yet she showed only pleasure +at seeing me, and so evident a desire to unburden the day's history, +that I almost wished I might be Balaam awhile, and she--Dapple! + +It would be idle to attempt to ride through these thick, glimmering +brakes. The darkness was astir. And as the moon above the valley +brightened, casting pale beams upon the folded roses and drooping +branches, if populous dream did not deceive me, a tiny multitude was +afoot in the undergrowth--small horns winding, wee tapers burning. + +Presently as with Rosinante's nose at my shoulder we pushed slowly +forward, a nightingale burst close against my ear into so passionate a +descant I thought I should be gooseflesh to the end of my days. + +The heedless tumult of her song seemed to give courage to sounds and +voices much fainter. Soon a lovelit rival in some distant thicket +broke into song, and far and near their voices echoed above the elfin +din of timbrel and fife and hunting-horn. I began to wish the moon +away that dazzled my eyes, yet could not muffle my ears. + +In the heavy-laden boughs dim lanterns burned. There, indeed, when we +dipped into the deeper umbrage of some loftier tree, I espied the +pattering hosts--creatures my Dianeme might have threaded for a +bangle, yet breeched and armed and fiercely martial. + +Down, too, in a watery dell of harts-tongue, around the root of a +swelling fungus, a lovely company floated of an insubstantiality +subtile as taper-smoke, and of a beauty as remote as the babes in +children's eyes. + +We passed unheeded. Four bearded hoofs rose and fell upon the moss +with all the circumspection snorting Rosinante could compass. But one +might as well go snaring moonbeams as dream to crush such airy beings. +Ever and again a gossamer company would soar like a spider on his +magic thread, and float with a whisper of remotest music past my ear; +or some bolder pigmy, out of the leaves we brushed in passing, skip +suddenly across the rusty amphitheatre of my saddle into the further +covert. + +So we wandered on, baffled and confused, through a hundred pathless +glens and dells till already gold had begun to dim the swelling moon's +bright silver, and by the freshness and added sweetness of the air it +seemed dawn must be near, when, on a sudden, a harsh, preposterous +voice broke on my ear, and such a see-saw peal of laughter as I have +never tittered in sheer fellowship with before, or since. We stood +listening, and the voice broke out again. + +"Tittany--nay, Tittany, you'll crack my sides with laughing. Have +again at you! love your master and you'll wax nimble. Bottom will +learn you all. Trust Time and Bottom; though in sooth your weeny +Majesty is something less than natural. Drive thy straw deeper, +Mounsieur Mustardseed! there squats a pestilent sweet notion in that +chamber could spellican but set him capering. Prithee your mousemilk +hand on this smooth brow, mistress! Your nectar throbbeth like a +blacksmith's anvil. Master Moth, draw you these bristling lashes down, +they mirk the stars and call yon nothing Quince to mind--a vain, +official knave, in and out, to and fro, play or pleasure; and old Sam +Snout, the wanton! Lad's days and all--'twas life, Tittany; and I was +ever foremost. They'd bob and crook to me like spaniels at a trencher. +Mine was the prettiest conceit, this way, that way, past all +unravelling till envy stretched mine ears. Now I'm old dreams. Gone +all men's joy, your worships, since Bully Bottom took to moonshine. +Where floats your babe's-hand now, Dame Lovepip?" + +There he lolled, immortal Bottom, propped on a bed of asphodel and +moly that seemed to curd the moonshine; and at his side, Titania slim +and scarlet, and shimmering like a bride-cake. The sky was dark above +the tapering trees, but here in the secret woods light seemed to cling +in flake and scarf. And it so chanced as our two noses leaned forward +into his retreat that Bottom's head lolled back upon its pillow, and +his bright, simple eyes stared deep into our own. + +"Save me, ye shapes of nought," he bellowed, "no more, no more, for +love's sake. I begin to see what men call red Beelzebub, and that's an +end to all true fellowship. Whiffle your tufted bee's wing, Signior +Cobweb, I beseech you--a little fiery devil with four eyes floats in +my brain, and flame's a frisky bedfellow. Avaunt! avaunt ye! Would now +my true friend Bottom the weaver were at my side. His was a courage +to make princes great. Prithee, Queen Tittany, no more such cozening +possets!" + +I drew Rosinante back into the leaves. + +"Droop now thy honeyed lids, my dearest love!" I heard a clear voice +answer. "There's nought can harm thee in these silvered woods: no bird +that pipes but love incites his throat, and never a dewdrop wells but +whispers peace!" + +"Ay, ay, 'tis very well, you have a gift, you have a gift, Tittany's +for twisting words to sugarsticks. But la, there, what wots your +trickling whey of that coal-piffling Prince of Flies! I'm Bottom the +weaver, I am. He knows not his mother's ring-finger that knows not +Nick Bottom. Back, back, ye jigging dreams! 'Tis Puckling nods. Ha' +done, ha' done--there's no sweet sanity in an asshead more if I quaff +their elvish ... Out now ... Ha' done, I say!" + +Then indeed he slumbered truly, this engarlanded weaver, his lids +concealing all bright speculation, his jowl of vanity (foe of the +Philistine) at peace: and I might gaze unperceived. The moon filled +his mossy cubicle with her untrembling beams, streamed upon blossoms +sweet and heavy as Absalom's hair, while tiny plumes wafted into the +night the scent of thyme and meadow-sweet. + +I know not how long they would have kept me prisoner with their +illusive music. I dared not move, scarce wink; for much as immortality +may mollify hairiness, I had no wish to live too frank. + +How, also, would this weaver who slumbered so cacophonously welcome a +rival to his realms. I say I sat still, like Echo in the woods when +none is calling; like too, I grant, one who ached not a little after +jolts and jars and the phantasmal mists of this engendering air. But +none stirred, nor went, nor came. So resting my hands cautiously on a +little witch's guild of toadstools that squatted cold in shade, I +lifted myself softly and stood alert. + +And in a while out of that numerous company stepped one whom by his +primrose face and mien I took to be Mounsieur Mustardseed, and I +followed after him. + + + + +VI + + _Care-charming Sleep ... + ... sweetly thyself dispose + On this afflicted prince!_ + + --JOHN FLETCHER. + + +Away with a blink of his queer green eye over his shoulder he +sauntered by a devious path out of the dell. Forgetful of thorn and +brier, trickery and wantonness, we clambered down after him, out of +the moonlight, into a dark, clear alley, soundless and solitary amid +these enchanted woods. + +As I have said already, another air than that of night was abroad in +the green-grey shadows of the woods. Yet between the lofty and +heavy-hooded pines scarce a beam of dawn pierced downward. + +Wider swept the avenue, but ever dusky and utterly silent. Deeper moss +couched here; unfallen moondrops glistened; mistletoe palely sprouted +from the gnarled boughs. Nor could I discern, though I searched close +enough, elder or ash tree or bitter rue. We journeyed softly on till I +lost all count of time, lost, too, all guidance; for as a flower falls +had vanished Mustardseed. + +Far away and ever increasing in volume I heard the trembling crash of +some great water falling. What narrow isles of sky were visible +between the branches lay sunless and still. Yet already, on a mantled +pool we journeyed softly by, the waterlily was unfolding, the swan +afloat in beauty. + +In a dim, still light we at last slowly descended out of the darker +glade into a garden of grey terraces and flowerless walks. Even +Rosinante seemed perturbed by the stillness and solitude of this wild +garden. She trod with cautious foot and peering eye the green, +rainworn paths, that led us down presently to where beneath the vault +of its trees a river flowed. + +Surely I could not be mistaken that here a voice was singing as if out +of the black water-deeps, so clear and hollow were the notes. I burst +through the knotted stalks of the ivy, and stooping like some poor +travesty of Narcissus, with shaded face pierced down deep--deep into +eyes not my own, but violet and unendurable and strange--eyes of the +living water-sprite drawing my wits from me, stilling my heart, till I +was very near plunging into that crystal oblivion, to be fishes +evermore. + +But my fingers still grasped my friend's kind elf-locks, and her +goose-nose brooded beside mine upon that water of undivulged delight. +Out of the restless silence of the stream floated this long-drawn +singing: + + Pilgrim forget; in this dark tide + Sinks the salt tear to peace at last; + Here undeluding dreams abide, + All sorrow past. + + Nods the wild ivy on her stem; + The voiceless bird broods on the bough; + The silence and the song of them + Untroubled now. + + Free that poor captive's flutterings, + That struggles in thy tired eyes, + Solace its discontented wings, + Quiet its cries! + + Knells now the dewdrop to its fall, + The sad wind sleeps no more to rove; + Rest, for my arms ambrosial + Ache for thy love! + +I cannot think how one so meekened with hunger as I, resisted that +water-troubled hair, eyes that yet haunt me, that heart-alluring +voice. + +"No, no," I said faintly, and the words of Anthea came unbidden to +mind, "to sleep--oh! who would forget? You plead merely with some old +dream of me--not _all_ me, you know. Gold is but witchcraft. And as +for sorrow--spread me a magical table in this nettle-garden, I'll +leave all melancholy!" + +I must indeed have been exhausted to chop logic with a water-witch. As +well argue with minnows, entreat the rustling of ivy-leaves. It was +Rosinante, wearying, I suppose, of the reflection of her own mild +countenance, that drew me back from dream and disaster. She turned +with arched neck seeking a more wholesome pasture than these deep +mosses. + +Leaving her then to her own devices, and yet hearkening after the +voice of the charmer, I came out again into the garden, and perceived +before me a dark palace with one lofty tower. + +It seemed strange I had not seen the tower at my first coming into +this wilderness. It stood with clustered summit and stooping +gargoyles, appealing as it were to fear, in utter silence. + +Though I knew it must be day, there was scarcely more than a green +twilight around me, ever deepening, until at last I could but dimly +discern the upper windows of the palace, and all sound waned but the +roar of distant falling water. + +Then it was I found that I was not alone in the garden. Two little +leaden children stood in an attitude of listening on either side of +the carved porch of the palace, and between them a figure that seemed +to be watching me intently. + +I looked and looked again--saw the green-grey folds, the tawny locks, +the mistletoe, the unearthly eyes of this unstirring figure, yet, when +I advanced but one strenuous pace, saw nought--only the little leaden +boys and the porch between them. + +These childish listeners, the straggling briers, the impenetrable +thickets, the emerald gloaming, the marble stillness of the lofty +lichenous tower: I took courage. Could such things be in else than +Elfland? And she who out of beauty and being vanishes and eludes, what +else could she be than one of Elfland's denizens from whom a light and +credulous heart need fear nothing. + +I trod like a shadow where the phantom had stood and opened the unused +door. I was about to pass into the deeper gloom of the house when a +hound appeared and stood regarding me with shining eyes in the faint +gloaming. He was presently joined by one as light-footed, but +milk-white and slimmer, and both turned their heads as if in question +of their master, who had followed close behind them. + +This personage, because of the gloom, or the better to observe the +intruder on his solitude, carried a lantern whose beams were reflected +upon himself, attired as he was from head to foot in the palest +primrose, but with a countenance yet paler. + +There was no hint of enmity or alarm or astonishment in the +colourless eyes that were fixed composedly on mine, nothing but +courtesy in his low voice. + +"Back, Safte!--back, Sallow!" he cried softly to his hounds; "is this +your civility? Indeed, sir," he continued to me, "it was all I could +do to dissuade the creatures from giving tongue when you first +appeared on the terrace of my solitary gardens. I heard too the +water-sprite: she only sings when footsteps stray upon the banks." He +smiled wanly, and his nose seemed even sharper in his pale face, and +his yellow hair leaner about his shoulders. "I feared her voice might +prove too persuasive, and deprive me of the first strange face I have +seen these many decades gone." + +I bowed and murmured an apology for my intrusion, just as I might +perhaps to some apparition of nightmare that over-stayed its welcome. + +"I beseech you, sir," he replied, "say no more! It may be I deemed you +at first a visitor perchance even more welcome--if it be possible,... +yet I know not that either. My name is Ennui,"--he smiled +again--"Prince Ennui. You have, perchance, heard somewhere our sad +story. This is the perpetual silence wherein lies that once-happy +princess, my dear sister, Sleeping Beauty." + +His voice seemed but an echo amongst the walls and arches of this old +house, and he spoke with a suave enunciation as if in an unfamiliar +tongue. + +I replied that I had read the ever-lovely story of Sleeping Beauty, +indeed knew it by heart, and assured him modestly that I had not the +least doubt of a happy ending--"that is, if the author be the least +authority." + +He narrowed his lids. "It is a tradition," he replied; "meanwhile, the +thickets broaden." + +Whereupon I begged him to explain how it chanced that among that +festive and animated company I had read of, he alone had resisted the +wicked godmother's spell. + +He smiled distantly, and bowed me into the garden. + +"That is a simple thing," he said. + +Yet for the life of me I could not but doubt all he told me. He who +could pass spring on to spring, summer on to summer, in the company of +beasts so sly and silent, so alert and fleet as these hounds of his, +could not be quite the amiable prince he feigned to be. I began to +wish myself in homelier places. + +It seems that on the morning of the fatal spindle, he had gone +coursing, with this Safte and Sallow and his horse named "Twilight," +and after wearying and heating himself at the sport, a little after +noon, leaving his attendants, had set out to return to the palace +alone. But allured by the cool seclusion of a "lattice-arbour" in his +path, he had gone in, and then and there, "Twilight" beneath the +willows, his hounds at his feet, had fallen asleep. + +Undisturbed, dreamless, "the unseemly hours sped light of foot." He +awoke again, between sunset and dark; the owl astir; "the silver gnats +yet netting the shadows," and so returned to the palace. + +But the spell had fallen--king and courtier, queen and lady and page +and scullion, hawk and hound, slept a sleep past waking--"while I, +roamed and roam yet in a solitary watch beyond all sleeping. +Wherefore, sir, I only of the most hospitable house in these lands am +awake to bid you welcome. But as for that, a few dwindling and harsh +fruits in my orchards, and the cold river water that my dogs lap with +me, are all that is left to offer you. For I who never sleep am never +hungry, and they who never wake--I presume--never thirst. Would, sir, +it were otherwise! After such long silence, then, conceive how +strangely falls your voice on ears that have heard only wings +fluttering, dismal water-songs, and the yelp and quarrel and +night-voice of unseen hosts in the forests." + +He glanced at me with a mild austerity and again lowered his eyes. I +cannot now but wonder how the rhythm of a voice so soft, so +monotonous, could give such pleasure to the ear. I almost doubted my +own eyes when I looked upon his yellow, on that unmoved, sad, mad, +pale face. + +I had no doubt of his dogs, however, and walked scarcely at ease +beside him, while they, shadow-footed, closely followed us at heel. + +"Prince Ennui" conducted me with shining lantern into a dense orchard +thickly under-grown, marvellously green, with a small, hard fruit upon +its branches, shaped like a medlar, of a crisp, sweet odour and, +despite its hardness, a delicious taste. The interwoven twigs of the +stooping trees were thickly nested; a veritable wilderness of moonlike +and starry flowers ran all to seed amid the nettles and nightshade of +this green silence. And while I ate--for I was hungry enough--Prince +Ennui stood, his hand on Sallow's muzzle, lightly thridding the dusky +labyrinths of the orchard with his faint green eyes. + +Mine, too, were not less busy, but rather with its lord than with his +orchard. And the strange thought entered my mind, Was he in very deed +the incarnation of this solitude, this silence, this lawless +abundance? Somewhere, in the green heats of summer, had he come forth, +taken shape, exalted himself? What but vegetable ichor coursed through +veins transparent as his? What but the swarming mysteries of these +thick woods lurked in his brain? As for his hounds, theirs was the +same stealth, the same symmetry, the same cold, secret unhumanity as +his. Creatures begotten of moonlight on silence they seemed to me, +with instincts past my workaday wits to conceive. + +And Rosinante! I laughed softly to think of her staid bones beside the +phantom creature this prince had called up to me at mention of +"Twilight." + +I ate because I was ravenously hungry, but also because, while eating, +I was better at my ease. + +Suddenly out of the stillness, like an arrow, Safte was gone; and far +away beneath the motionless leaves a faint voice rang dwindling into +silence. I shuddered at my probable fate. + +Prince Ennui glanced lightly. "When the magic horn at last resounds," +he said, "how strange a flight it will be! These thorny briers +encroach ever nearer on my palace walls. I am a captive ever less at +ease. Summer by summer the sun rises shorn yet closer of his beams, +and now the lingering transit of the moon is but from one wood by a +narrow crystal arch to another. They will have me yet, sir. How weary +will the sleepy ones be of my uneasy footfall!" + +And even as Safte slipped softly back to his watching mate, the patter +and shrill menace of voices behind him hinted not all was concord +between these hidden multitudes and their unseemly prince. + +The master-stars shone earlier here; already sparkling above the tower +was a canopy of clearest darkness spread, while the leafy fringes of +the sky glowed yet with changing fires. + +We returned to the lawns before the palace porch, and, with his +lantern in his hand, the Prince signed to me to go in. I was not a +little curious to view that enchanted household of which I had read so +often and with so much delight as a child. + +In the banqueting-hall only the matted windows were visible in the +lofty walls. Prince Ennui held his lantern on high, and by its flame, +and the faint light that flowed in from above, I could presently see, +distinct in gloom, as many sleepers as even Night could desire. + +Here they reclined just as sorcerous sleep had overtaken them. But how +dimmed, how fallen! For Time that could not change the sleeper had +changed with quiet skill all else. Tarnished, dusty, withered, +overtaken, yellowed, and confounded lay banquet and cloth-of-gold, +flagon, cup, fine linen, table, and stool. But in all the ruin, like +buds of springtime in a bare wood, or jewels in ashes, slumbered youth +and beauty and bravery and delight. + +I lifted my eyes to the King. The gold of his divinity was fallen, his +splendour quenched; but life's dark scrutiny from his face was gone. +He made no stir at our light, slumbered untreasoned on. The lids of +his Queen were lightlier sealed, only withheld beauty as a cloud the +sky it hides. His courtiers flattered more elusively, being sincerely +mute, and only a little red dust was all the wine left. + +I seemed to hear their laughter clearer now that the jest was +forgotten, and to admire better the pomp, and the mirth, and the +grace, and the vanity, now that time had so far travelled from this +little tumult once their triumph. + +In a kind of furtive bravado, I paced the length of the long, thronged +tables. Here sat a little prince that captivated me, dipping his +fingers into his cup with a sidelong glance at his mother. There a +high officer, I know not how magnificent and urgent when awake, +slumbered with eyes wide open above his discouraged moustaches. + +Simply for vanity of being awake in such a sleepy company, I strutted +conceitedly to and fro. I bent deftly and pilfered a little cockled +cherry from between the very fingertips of her whose heart was +doubtless like its--quite hard. And the bright lips never said a word. +I sat down, rather clownishly I felt, beside an aged and simpering +chancellor that once had seemed wise, but now seemed innocent, +nibbling a biscuit crisp as scandal. For after all the horn _would_ +sound. Childhood had been quite sure of that--needed not even the +author's testimony. They were alert to rise, scattering all dust, +victors over Time and outrageous Fortune. + +Almost with a cry of apprehension I perceived again the solitary +Prince. But he merely smiled faintly. "You see, sir," he said, "how +weary must a guardianship be of them who never tire. The snow falls, +and the bright light falls on all these faces; yet not even my Lady +Melancholy stirs a dark lid. And all these dog-days--" He glanced at +his motionless hounds. They raised languidly their narrow heads, +whimpering softly, as if beseeching of their master that long-delayed +supper--haplessly me. "No, no, sirs," said the Prince, as if he had +read their desire as easily as he whom it so much concerned. "Guard, +guard, and hearken. This gentleman is not the Prince we await, Sallow; +not the Prince, Safte! And now, sir,"--he turned again to me--"there +is yet one other sleeper--she who hath brought so much quietude on a +festive house." + +We climbed the staircase where dim light lay so invitingly, and came +presently to a little darker chamber. Green, blunt things had pushed +and burst through the casement. The air smelled faintly-sour of brier, +and was as still as boughs of snow. There the not-unhappy Princess +reclined before a looking-glass, whither I suppose she had run to view +her own alarm when the sharp needle pierced her thumb. All alarm was +stilled now on her face. She, one might think, of all that company of +the sleepy, was the only one that dreamed. Her youthful lips lay a +little asunder; the heavy beauty of her hair was parted on her +forehead; her childish hands sidled together like leverets in her lap. +"Why!" I cried aloud, almost involuntarily, "she breathes!" + +And at sound of my voice the hounds leapt back; and, on a traveller's +oath, I verily believe, once, and how swiftly, and how fearfully and +brightly, those childish lids unsealed their light as of lilac that +lay behind, glanced briefly, fleetingly, on one who had ventured so +far, and fell again to rest. + +"And when," I cried harshly, "when will that laggard burst through +this agelong silence? Here's dust enough for all to see. And all this +ruin, this inhospitable peace!" + +Prince Ennui glanced strangely at me. + +"I assure you, O suddenly enkindled," he said in his suave, monotonous +voice, "it is not for _my_ indifference he does not come. I would +willingly sleep; these--my dear sister, all these old fineries and +love-jinglers would as fain wake." He turned away his treacherous eyes +from me. "Maybe the Lorelei hath snared him!..." he said, smiling. + +I relished not at all the thought of sleeping in this mansion of +sleep. Yet it seemed politic to refrain from giving offence to fangs +apparently so eager to take it. Accordingly I followed this Ennui to a +loftier chamber yet that he suggested for me. + +Once there, however, and his soft footfall passed away, I looked about +me, first to find a means for keeping trespassers from coming in, and +next to find a means for getting myself out. + +It was a long and arduous, but not a perilous, descent from the window +by the thick-grown greenery that cumbered the walls. But I determined +to wait awhile before venturing,--wait, too, till I could see plainly +where Rosinante had made her night-quarters. By good fortune I +discovered her beneath the greenish moon that hung amid mist above the +forest, stretching a disconsolate neck at the waterside as if in +search of the Lorelei. + +When, as it seemed to me, it must be nearing dawn, though how the +hours flitted so swiftly passed my comprehension, I very cautiously +climbed out of my narrow window and descended slowly to the lawns +beneath. My foot had scarcely touched ground when ringing and menacing +from some dark gallery of the palace above me broke out a distant +baying. + +Nothing shall persuade me to tell how fast I ran; how feverishly I +haled poor Rosinante out of sleep, and pushed her down into the deeps +of that coal-black stream; with what agility I clambered into the +saddle. + +Yet I could not help commiserating the while the faithful soul who +floated beneath me. The stream was swift but noiseless, the water +rather rare than cold, yet, despite all the philosophy beaming out of +her maidenly eyes across the smooth surface of the tide, Rosinante +must have preferred from the bottom of her heart dry land. + +I, too, momentarily, when I discovered that we were speedily +approaching the roaring fall whose reverberations I had heard long +since. + +Out of the emerald twilight we floated from beneath the overarching +thickets. Pale beams were striking from the risen sun upon the gliding +surface, and dwelt in splendour where danger sat charioted beneath a +palely gorgeous bow. Yet I doubt if ever mortal man swept on to defeat +at last so rapturously as I. + +The gloomier trees had now withdrawn from the banks of the river. A +pale morning sky over-canopied the shimmering forests. Here rose the +solitary tower where Echo tarried for the Hornblower. And straight +before us, across that level floor, beyond a tremulous cloud of foam +and light and colour, lurked the unseen, the unimaginable, the +ever-dreamed-of, Death. + +Heedless of Lorelei, heedless of all save the beauty and terror and +glory in which they rode, down swept snorting ship and master to doom. + +The crystal water jargoned past my saddle. Sky, earth, and tower, like +the panorama of a dream, wheeled around me. Light blinded me; clamour +deafened me; foam and the pure wave and cold darkness whelmed over me. +We surged, paused, gazed, nodded, crashed:--and so an end to Ennui. + + + + +VII + + _He loves to talk with marineres + That come from a far countree._ + + --SAMUEL TAYLOR COLERIDGE. + + +How long my body was the sport of that foaming water I cannot tell. +But when I again opened my eyes, I found, first, that the sun was +shining dazzling clear high above me, and, next, that the delightful +noise of running water babbled close against my ear. I lay upon a +strip of warm sward by the river's brink. Near by me grew some +rank-smelling waterside plant, and overhead the air seemed peopled +with larks. + +I crawled, confused and aching, to the water, and dipped my head and +hands into the cold rills. This soon refreshed me, for the sun had, it +would seem, long been dwelling on that passive corse of mine by the +waterside and had parched it to the skin. + +But it was some little while yet before my mind returned fully to +what had passed, and so to my loss. + +I sat looking at the grey, noisy water, almost incredulous that +Rosinante could be gone. It might be that the same hand as must have +drawn myself from drowning had snatched her bridle also out of Fate's +grasp. Perhaps even now she was seeking her master by the greener +pasture of the wide plains around me. Perhaps the far-off sea was her +green sepulchre. But many waters cannot quench love. I faced, +friendless and discomfited, a region as strange to me as the farther +side of the moon. + +Without more ado I rose, shook myself, and sadly began to go forward. +But I had taken only a few steps along the banks of the stream--for +here was fresh water, at least--when a sound like distant thunder +rolled over these flat, green lands towards me, increasing steadily in +volume. + +I stood, lost in wonder, and presently, at the distance, perhaps, of a +little less than a mile, descried an innumerable herd of horses +streaming across these level pastures, and at the extremity, it +seemed, of a wide ellipse, that had brought them near, and now was +galloping them away. + +My heart beat a little faster at this extraordinary spectacle. And +while I stood in uncertainty gazing after the retreating concourse, I +perceived a figure running towards me, lifting his hands and crying +out in a voice sonorous and inhuman. He was of a stature much above my +own, yet so gross in shape and immense of head he seemed at first +almost dwarfish. He came to a stand twenty paces or so from me, on the +ridge of a gentle inclination, and gazed down on me with wild, bright +eyes. Even at this distance I could perceive the almost colourless +lustre of his eyes beneath his thick locks of yellow hair. When he had +taken his fill of me, he lifted his head again and cried out to me a +few words of what certainly might be English, but was neither +intelligible nor reassuring. + +I stood my ground and stared him in the face, till I could see nothing +but wind-blown yellow, and strange, brutal eyes. Then he advanced a +little nearer. Whereupon I also raised my hand with a gesture like +his own, and demanded loudly where I was, what was this place, and who +was he. His very ears pricked forward, he listened so intently. He +came nearer yet, then stayed, tossed his head into the air, whirled +the long leather thong he carried above his head, and, signing to me +to follow, set off with so swift and easy a stride as would soon have +carried him out of sight, had he not turned and perceived how slowly I +could follow him. + +He slackened his pace then, and, thus running, we came in sight at +length of what appeared to be a vast wooden shed, or barn, with one +rude chimney, and surrounded by a thick fence, or stockade, many feet +high and apparently of immense strength and stability. + +In the gateway of this fence stood the master of these solitudes, his +eyes fixed strangely on my coming with an intense, I had almost said +incredulous, interest. Nor did he cease so to regard me, while the +creature that had conducted me thither, told, I suppose, where he had +found me, and poured out with childish zeal his own amazement and +delight. By this time, too, his voice had begun to lose its first +strangeness, and to take a meaning for me. And I was presently fully +persuaded he spoke a kind of English, and that not unpleasingly, with +a liquid, shrill, voluminous ease. His master listened patiently +awhile, but at last bade his servant be silent, and himself addressed +me. + +"I am informed, Yahoo," he said with peculiar deliberation, "that you +have been borne down into my meadows by the river, and fetched out +thence by my servant. Be aware, then, that all these lands from +horizon to horizon are mine and my people's. I desire no tidings of +what follies may be beyond my boundaries, no aid, and no amity. I +admit no trespasser here and will bear with none. It appears, however, +that your life has passed beyond your own keeping: I may not, +therefore, refuse you shelter and food, and to have you conducted in +safety beyond my borders. Have the courtesy, then, to keep within +shelter of these walls till the night be over. Else"--he gazed out +across the verdant undulations--"else, Yahoo, I have no power to +protect you." + +He turned once more, and regarded me with a lofty yet tender +recognition, as if, little though his speech might profess it, he very +keenly desired my safety. + +He then stepped aside and bade me rather sharply enter the gate before +him. I tried to show none of the mistrust I felt at passing out of +these open lands into this repellent yard. I glanced at the +shock-haired creature, alert, half-human, beside me; across the +limitless savannah around me, echoing yet, it seemed, with the rumour +of innumerable hoofs; and bowing, as it were, to odds, I went in. + +On the other hand, I felt my host had been frank with me. If this was +indeed the same Lemuel Gulliver whose repute my infancy had prized so +well, I need have no fear of blood and treachery at his hands, however +primitive and disgusting his household, or distorted his intellect +might be. He who had proved no tyrant in Lilliput, nor quailed before +the enormities of Brobdingnag, might abhor the sight of me; he would +not play me false. + +His servant, or whatsoever else he might be, I considered not quite +so calmly. Yet even in _his_ broad countenance dwelt a something like +bright honesty, less malice than simplicity. + +Wherefore, I say, I ordered down my cowardice, and, looking both of +them as squarely in the face as I knew how, passed out of the open +into the appalling yard of this wooden house. + +I say "appalling," but without much reason. Perhaps it was the +unseemly hugeness of its balks, the foul piles of skins, the mounds of +refuse that lay about within; perhaps the all-pervading beastly +stench, the bareness and filthiness under so glassy-clear and fierce a +sun that revolted me. All man's seemliness and affection for the +natural things of earth were absent. Here was only a brutal and bald +order, as of an intelligence like that of the yellow-locked, +swift-footed creature behind me. Perhaps also it was the mere +unfamiliarity of much I saw there that estranged me. All lay in +neglect, cracked and marred with rough usage,--coarse strands of a +kind of rope, strips of hide, gaping tubs, a huge and rusty brazier, +and in one corner a great cage, many feet square and surmounted with +an iron ring. + +I know not. I almost desired Sallow at my side, and would to heaven +Rosinante's nose lay in my palm. + +Within the house a wood-fire burned in the sun, its smoke ascending to +the roof, and flowing thence through a rude chimney. A pot steamed +over the fire, burdening the air with a savour at first somewhat faint +and disgusting,--perhaps because it was merely strange to me. The +walls of this lofty room were of rough, substantial timber, bare and +weatherproof; the floor was of the colour of earth, seemingly earth +itself. A few rude stools, a bench, and a four-legged table stood +beside the unshuttered window. And from this stretched the beauteous +green of the grass-land or prairie beyond the stockade. + +The house, then, was built on the summit of a gentle mound, and +doubtless commanded from its upper window the extreme reaches of this +sea of verdure. + +I sat down where Mr. Gulliver directed me, and was not displeased with +the warmth of the fire, despite the sun. I was cold after that long, +watery lullaby, and cold too with exhaustion after running so far at +the heels of the creature who had found me. And I dwelt in a kind of +dream on the transparent flames, and watched vacantly the seething +pot, and smelt till slowly appetite returned the smoke of the stuff +that bubbled beneath its lid. + +Mr. Gulliver himself brought me my platter of this pottage, and though +it tasted of nothing in my experience--a kind of sweet, cloying +meat--I was so tired of the fruits to which enterprise had as yet +condemned me, I ate of it hungrily and heartily. Yet not so fast as +that the young "Gulliver" had not finished his before me, and sat at +length watching every mouthful I took from beneath his sun-enticing +thatch of hair. Ever and again he would toss up his chin with a shrill +guffaw, or stoop his head till his eyeballs were almost hidden +beneath their thick lashes, so regarding me for minutes together with +a delightful simulation of intelligence, yet with that peculiar +wistful affection his master had himself exhibited at first sight of +me. + +But when our meal was done, Mr. Gulliver ordered him about his +business. Without a murmur, with one last, long, brotherly glance at +me, he withdrew. And presently after I heard from afar his high, +melancholy "cooee," and the crack of his thong in the afternoon air as +he hastened out to his charges. + +My companion did not stir. Only the flames waved silently along the +logs. The beam of sunlight drew across the floor. The crisp air of the +pasture flowed through the window. What wonder, then, that, sitting on +my stool, I fell asleep! + + + + +VIII + + _If I see all, ye're nine to ane!_ + + --OLD BALLAD. + + +I was awoke by a sustained sound as of an orator speaking in an +unknown tongue, and found myself in a sunny-shadowy loft, whither I +suppose I must have been carried in my sleep. In a delicious languor +between sleeping and waking I listened with imperturbable curiosity +awhile to that voice of the unknown. Indeed, I was dozing again when a +different sound, enormous, protracted, abruptly aroused me. I got up, +hot and trembling, not yet quite my own master, to discover its cause. + +Through a narrow slit between the timbers I could view the country +beneath me, far and wide. I saw near at hand the cumbrous gate of the +stockade ajar, and at a little distance on the farther side Mr. +Gulliver and his half-human servant standing. In front of them was an +empty space--a narrow semicircle of which Gulliver was the centre. And +beyond--wild-eyed, dishevelled, stretching their necks as if to see, +inclining their heads as if to hearken, ranging in multitude almost to +the sky's verge--stood assembled, it seemed to me, all the horses of +the universe. + +Even in my first sensation of fear admiration irresistibly stirred. +The superb freedom of their unbridled heads, the sun-nurtured +arrogance of their eyes, the tumultuous, sea-like tossing of crest and +tail, their keenness and ardour and might, and also in simple truth +their numbers--how could one marvel if this solitary fanatic dreamed +they heard him and understood? + +Unarmed, bareheaded, he faced the brutal discontent of his people. +Words I could not distinguish; but there was little chance of +misapprehending the haughty anguish with which he threatened, pleaded, +cajoled. Clear and unfaltering his voice rose and fell. He dealt out +fearlessly, foolishly, to that long-snouted, little-brained, +wild-eyed multitude, reason beyond their instinct, persuasion beyond +their savagery, love beyond their heed. + +But even while I listened, one thing I knew those sleek malcontents +heard too--the Spirit of man in that small voice of his--perplexed, +perhaps, and perverted, and out of tether; but none the less +unconquerable and sublime. + +What less, thought I, than power unearthly could long maintain that +stern, impassable barrier of green vacancy between their hoofs and +him? And I suppose for the very reason that these were beasts of a +long-sharpened sagacity, wild-hearted, rebellious, yet not the slaves +of impulse, he yet kept himself their king who was, in fact, their +captive. + +"Houyhnhnms?" I heard him cry; "pah--Yahoos!" His voice fell; he stood +confronting in silence that vast circumference of restless beauty. And +again broke out inhuman, inarticulate, immeasurable revolt. Far across +over the tossing host, rearing, leaping, craning dishevelled heads, +went pealing and eddying that hostile, brutal voice. + +Gulliver lifted his hand, and a tempestuous silence fell once more. +"Yahoos! Yahoos!" he bawled again. Then he turned, and passed back +into his hideous garden. The gate was barred and bolted behind him. + +Thus loosed and unrestrained, surged as if the wind drove them, that +concourse upon the stockade. Heavy though its timbers were, they +seemed to stoop at the impact. A kind of fury rose in me. I lusted to +go down and face the mutiny of the brutes; bit, and saddle, and +scourge into obedience man's serfs of the centuries. I watched, on +fire, the flame of the declining sun upon those sleek, vehement +creatures of the dust. And then, I know not by what subtle irony, my +zeal turned back--turned back and faded away into simple longing for +my lost friend, my peaceful beast-of-evening, Rosinante. I sat down +again in the litter of my bed and earnestly wished myself home; +wished, indeed, if I must confess it, for the familiar face of my Aunt +Sophia, my books, my bed. If these were this land's horses, I thought, +what men might here be met! The unsavouriness, the solitude, the +neighing and tumult and prancing induced in me nothing but dulness at +last and disgust. + +But at length, dismissing all such folly, at least from my face, I +lifted the trap-door and descended the steep ladder into the room +beneath. + +Mr. Gulliver sat where I had left him. Defeat stared from his eyes. +Lines of insane thought disfigured his face. Yet he sat, stubborn and +upright, heedless of the uproar, heedless even that the late beams of +the sun had found him out in his last desolation. So I too sat down +without speech, and waited till he should come up out of his gloom, +and find a friend in a stranger. + +But day waned; the sunlight went out of the great wooden room; the +tumult diminished; and finally silence and evening shadow descended on +the beleaguered house. And I was looking out of the darkened window at +a star that had risen and stood shining in the sky, when I was +startled by a voice so low and so different from any I had yet heard +that I turned to convince myself it was indeed Mr. Gulliver's. + +"And the people of the Yahoos, Traveller," he said, "do they still +lie, and flatter, and bribe, and spill blood, and lust, and covet? Are +there yet in the country whence you come the breadless bellies, the +sores and rags and lamentations of the poor? Ay, Yahoo, and do vicious +men rule, and attain riches; and impious women pomp and +flattery?--hypocrites, pandars, envious, treacherous, proud?" He +stared with desolate sorrow and wrath into my eyes. + +Words in disorder flocked to my tongue. I grew hot and eager, yet by +some instinct held my peace. The fluttering of the dying flames, the +starry darkness, silence itself; what were we who sat together? +Transient shadows both, phantom, unfathomable, mysterious as these. + +I fancied he might speak again. Once he started, raised his arm, and +cried out as if acting again in dream some frenzy of the past. And +once he wheeled on me extraordinary eyes, as if he half-recognised +some idol of the irrevocable in my face. These were momentary, +however. Gloom returned to his forehead, vacancy to his eyes. + +I heard the outer gate flung open, and a light, strange footfall. So +we seated ourselves, all three, for a while round the smouldering +fire. Mr. Gulliver's servant scarcely took his eyes from my face. And, +a little to my confusion, his first astonishment of me had now passed +away, and in its stead had fallen such a gentleness and humour as I +should not have supposed possible in his wild countenance. He busied +himself over his strips of skin, but if he caught my eye upon his own +he would smile out broadly, and nod his great, hairy head at me, till +I fancied myself a child again and he some vast sweetheart of my +nurse. + +When we had supped (sitting together in the great room), I climbed the +ladder into the loft and was soon fast asleep. But from dreams +distracted with confusion I awoke at the first shafts of dawn. I stood +beside the narrow window in the wall of the loft and watched the +distant river change to silver, the bright green of the grass appear. + +This seemed a place of few and timorous birds, and of fewer trees. But +all across the dews of the grasses lay a tinge of powdered gold, as +if yellow flowers were blooming in abundance there. I saw no horses, +no sign of life; heard no sound but the cadent wail of the ash-grey +birds in their flights. And when I turned my eyes nearer home, and +compared the distant beauty of the forests and their radiant clouds +with the nakedness and desolation here, I gave up looking from the +window with a determination to be gone as soon as possible from a +country so uncongenial. + +Moreover, Mr. Gulliver, it appeared, had returned during the night to +his first mistrust of my company. He made no sign he saw me, and left +his uncouth servant to attend on me. For him, indeed, I began to feel +a kind of affection springing up; he seemed so eager to befriend me. +And whose is the heart quite hardened against a simple admiration? I +rose very gladly when, after having stuffed a wallet with food, he +signed to me to follow him. I turned to Mr. Gulliver and held out my +hand. + +"I wish, sir, I might induce you to accompany me," I said. "Some day +we would win our way back to the country we have abandoned. I have +known and loved your name, sir, since first I browsed on +pictures--Being measured for your first coat in Lilliput by the little +tailors:--Straddling the pinnacled city. Ay, sir, and when the farmers +picked you up 'twixt finger and thumb from among their cornstalks...." + +I had talked on in hope to see his face relax; but he made no sign he +saw or heard me. I very speedily dropped my hand and went out. But +when my guide and I had advanced about thirty yards from the stockade, +I cast a glance over my shoulder towards the house that had given me +shelter. It rose, sad-coloured and solitary, between the green and +blue. But, if it was not fancy, Mr. Gulliver stood looking down on me +from the very window whence I had looked down on him. And there I do +not doubt he stayed till his fellow-yahoo had passed across his +inhospitable lands out of his sight for ever. + +I was glad to be gone, and did not, at first, realise that the least +danger lay before us. But soon, observing the extraordinary vigilance +and caution my companion showed, I began to watch and hearken, too. +Evidently our departure had not passed unseen. Far away to left and to +right of us I descried at whiles now a few, now many, swift-moving +shapes. But whether they were advancing with us, or gathering behind +us, in hope to catch their tyrant alone and unaware, I could not +properly distinguish. + +Once, for a cause not apparent to me, my guide raised himself to his +full height, and, thrusting back his head, uttered a most piercing +cry. After that, however, we saw no more for a while of the beasts +that haunted our journey. + +All morning, till the sun was high, and the air athrob with heat and +stretched like a great fiddlestring to a continuous, shrill vibration, +we went steadily forward. And when at last I was faint with heat and +thirst, my companion lifted me up like a child on to his back and set +off again at his great, easy stride. It was useless to protest. I +merely buried my hands in his yellow hair to keep my balance in such a +camel-like motion. + +A little after noon we stayed to rest by a shallow brook, beneath a +cluster of trees scented, though not in blossom, like an English +hawthorn. There we ate our meal, or rather I ate and my companion +watched, running out ever and again for a wider survey, and returning +to me like a faithful dog, to shout snatches of his inconceivable +language at me. + +Sometimes I seemed to catch his meaning, bidding me take courage, have +no fear, he would protect me. And once he shaded his eyes and pointed +afar with extreme perturbation, whining or murmuring while he stared. + +Again we set off from beneath the sweet-scented shade, and now no +doubt remained that I was the object of very hostile evolutions. +Sometimes these smooth-hooved battalions would advance, cloudlike, to +within fifty yards of us, and, snorting, ruffle their manes and wheel +swiftly away; only once more in turn to advance, and stand, with heads +exalted, gazing wildly on us till we were passed on a little. But my +guide gave them very little heed. Did they pause a moment too long in +our path, or gallop down on us but a stretch or two beyond the limit +his instinct had set for my safety, he whirled his thong above his +head, and his yell resounded, and like a shadow upon wheat the furious +companies melted away. + +Evidently these were not the foes he looked for, but a subtler, a more +indomitable. It was at last, I conjectured, at scent, or sight, or +rumour of these that he suddenly swept me on to his shoulders again, +and with a great sneeze or bellow leapt off at a speed he had, as yet, +given me no hint of. + +Looking back as best I could, I began to discern somewhat to the left +of us a numerous herd in pursuit, sorrel in colour, and of a more +magnificent aspect than those forming the other bands. It was obvious, +too, despite their plunging and rearing, that they were gaining on +us--drew, indeed, so near at last that I could count the foremost of +them, and mark (not quite callously) their power and fleetness and +symmetry, even the sun's gold upon their reddish skins. + +Then in a flash my captor set me down, toppled me over (in plain +words) into the thick herbage, and, turning, rushed bellowing, +undeviating towards their leaders, till it seemed he must inevitably +be borne down beneath their brute weight, and so--farewell to summer. +But almost at the impact, the baffled creatures reared, neighing +fearfully in consort, and at the gibberish hurled back on them by +their flamed-eyed master, broke in rout, and fled. + +Whereupon, unpausing, he ran back to me, only just in time to rescue +me from the nearer thunder yet of those who had seized the very acme +of their opportunity to beat out my brains. + +It was a long and arduous and unequal contest. I wished very heartily +I could bear a rather less passive part. But this fearless creature +scarcely heeded me; used me like a helpless child, half tenderly, half +roughly, displaying ever and again over his shoulder only a fleeting +glance of the shallow glories of his eyes, as if to reassure me of his +power and my safety. + +But the latter, those distant savannahs will bear witness, seemed +forlorn enough. My eyes swam with weariness of these crested, +earth-disdaining battalions. I sickened of the heat of the sun, the +incessant sidelong jolting, the amazing green. But on we went, fleet +and stubborn, into ever-thickening danger. How feeble a quarry amid so +many hunters! + +Two things grew clearer to me each instant. First, that every movement +and feint of our pursuers was of design. Not a beast that wheeled but +wheeled to purpose; while the main body never swerved, thundered +superbly on toward the inevitable end. And next I perceived with even +keener assurance that my guide knew his country and his enemy and his +own power and aim as perfectly and consummately; knew, too--this was +the end. + +Far distant in front of us there appeared to be a break in the level +green, a fringe of bushes, rougher ground. For this refuge he was +making, and from this our mutinous Houyhnhnms meant to keep us. + +There was no pausing now, not a glance behind. His every effort was +bent on speed. Speed indeed it was. The wind roared in my ears. Yet +above its surge I heard the neighing and squealing, the +ever-approaching shudder of hoofs. My eyes distorted all they looked +on. I seemed now floating twenty feet in air; now skimming within +touch of ground. Now that sorrel squadron behind me swelled and +nodded; now dwindled to an extreme minuteness of motion. + +Then, of a sudden, a last, shrill paean rose high; the hosts of our +pursuers paused, billow-like, reared, and scattered--my poor Yahoo +leapt clear. + +For an instant once again in this wild journey I was poised, as it +were, in space, then fell with a crash, still clutched, sure and +whole, to the broad shoulders of my rescuer. + +When my first confusion had passed away, I found that I was lying in a +dense green glen at the foot of a cliff. For some moments I could +think of nothing but my extraordinary escape from destruction. Within +reach of my hand lay the creature who had carried me, huddled and +motionless; and to left and to right of me, and one a little nearer +the base of the cliff, five of those sorrel horses that had been +chief of our pursuers. One only of them was alive, and he, also, +broken and unable to rise--unable to do else than watch with fierce, +untamed, glazing eyes (a bloody froth at his muzzle,) every movement +and sign of life I made. + +I myself, though bruised and bleeding, had received no serious injury. +But my Yahoo would rise no more. His master was left alone amidst his +people. I stooped over him and bathed his brow and cheeks with the +water that trickled from the cliffs close at hand. I pushed back the +thick strands of matted yellow hair from his eyes. He made no sign. +Even while I watched him the life of the poor beast near at hand +welled away: he whinnied softly, and dropped his head upon the +bracken. I was alone in the unbroken silence. + +It seemed a graceless thing to leave the carcasses of these brave +creatures uncovered there. So I stripped off branches of the trees, +and gathered bundles of fern and bracken, with which to conceal awhile +their bones from wolf and fowl. And him whom I had begun to love I +covered last, desiring he might but return, if only for a moment, to +bid me his strange farewell. + +This done, I pushed through the undergrowth from the foot of the sunny +cliffs, and after wandering in the woods, came late in the afternoon, +tired out, to a ruinous hut. Here I rested, refreshing myself with the +unripe berries that grew near by. + +I remained quite still in this mouldering hut looking out on the glens +where fell the sunlight. Some homely bird warbled endlessly on in her +retreat, lifted her small voice till every hollow resounded with her +content. Silvery butterflies wavered across the sun's pale beams, +sipped, and flew in wreaths away. The infinite hordes of the dust +raised their universal voice till, listening, it seemed to me their +tiny Babel was after all my own old, far-off English, sweet of the +husk. + +Fate leads a man through danger to his delight. Me she had led among +woods. Nameless though many of the cups and stars and odours of the +flowers were to me, unfamiliar the little shapes that gamboled in fur +and feather before my face, here dwelt, mummy of all earth's summers, +some old ghost of me, sipper of sap, coucher in moss, quieter than +dust. + +So sitting, so rhapsodising, I began to hear presently another +sound--the rich, juicy munch-munch of jaws, a little blunted maybe, +which yet, it seemed, could never cry Enough! to these sweet, +succulent grasses. I made no sign, waited with eyes towards the sound, +and pulses beating as if for a sweetheart. And soon, placid, +unsurprised, at her extreme ease, loomed into sight who but my +ox-headed Rosinante in these dells, cropping her delightful way along +in search of her drowned master. + +I could but whistle and receive the slow, soft scrutiny of her +familiar eyes. I fancied even her bland face smiled, as might +elderliness on youth. She climbed near with bridle broken and +trailing, thrust out her nose to me, and so was mine again. + +Sunlight left the woods. Wind passed through the upper branches. So, +with rain in the air, I went forward once more; not quite so headily, +perhaps, yet, I hope, with undiminished courage, like all earth's +travellers before me, who have deemed truth potent as modesty, and +themselves worth scanning print after. + + + + +IX + + _A ... shop of rarities._ + + --GEORGE HERBERT. + + +A little before darkness fell we struck into a narrow road traversing +the wood. This, though apparently not much frequented, would at least +lead me into lands inhabited, so turning my face to the West, that I +might have light to survey as long as any gleamed in the sky, I +trudged on. But I went slow enough: Rosinante was lame; I like a +stranger to my body, it was so bruised and tumbled. + +The night was black, and a thin rain falling when at last I emerged +from the interminable maze of lanes into which the wood-road had led +me. And glad I was to descry what seemed by the many lights shining +from its windows to be a populous village. A gay village also, for +song came wafted on the night air, rustic and convivial. + +Hereabouts I overtook a figure on foot, who, when I addressed him, +turned on me as sharply as if he supposed the elms above him were +thick with robbers, or that mine was a voice out of the unearthly +hailing him. + +I asked him the name of the village we were approaching. With small +dark eyes searching my face in the black shadow of night, he answered +in a voice so strange and guttural that I failed to understand a word. +He shook his fingers in the air; pointed with the cudgel he carried +under his arm now to the gloom behind us, now to the homely galaxy +before us, and gabbled on so fast and so earnestly that I began to +suppose he was a little crazed. + +One word, however, I caught at last from all this jargon, and that +often repeated with a little bow to me, and an uneasy smile on his +white face--"Mishrush, Mishrush!" But whether by this he meant to +convey to me his habitual mood, or his own name, I did not learn till +afterwards. I stopped in the heavy road and raised my hand. + +"An inn," I cried in his ear, "I want lodging, supper--a tavern, an +inn!" as if addressing a child or a natural. + +He began gesticulating again, evidently vain of having fully +understood me. Indeed, he twisted his little head upon his shoulders +to observe Rosinante gauntly labouring on. "'Ame!--'ame!" he cried +with a great effort. + +I nodded. + +"Ah!" he cried piteously. + +He led me, after a few minutes' journey, into the cobbled yard of a +bright-painted inn, on whose signboard a rising sun glimmered faintly +gold, and these letters standing close above it--"The World's End." + +Mr. "Mishrush" seemed not a little relieved at nearing company after +his lonely walk; triumphant, too, at having guided me hither so +cunningly. He lifted his nimble cudgel in the air and waved it +conceitedly to and fro in time to the song that rose beyond the +window. "Fau'ow er Wur'!--Fau'ow er Wur'!" he cried delightedly again +and again in my ear, eager apparently for my approval. So we stood, +then, beneath the starless sky, listening to the rich _choragium_ of +the "World's End." They sang in unison, sang with a kind of forlorn +heat and enthusiasm. And when the song was ended, and the roar of +applause over, Night, like a darkened water whelmed silently in, +engulfed it to the echo: + + Follow the World-- + She bursts the grape, + And dandles man + In her green lap; + She moulds her Creature + From the clay, + And crumbles him + To dust away: + Follow the World! + + One Draught, one Feast, + One Wench, one Tomb; + And thou must straight + To ashes come: + Drink, eat, and sleep; + Why fret and pine? + Death can but snatch + What ne'er was thine: + Follow the World! + +It died away, I say, and an ostler softly appeared out of the shadow. +Into his charge, then, I surrendered Rosinante, and followed my +inarticulate acquaintance into the noise and heat and lustre of the +Inn. + +It was a numerous company there assembled. But their voices fell to a +man on the entry of a stranger. They scrutinised me, not uncivilly, +but closely, seeking my badge, as it were by which to recognise and +judge me ever after. + +Mr. Mistrust, as I presently discovered my guide's name indeed to be, +was volubly explaining how I came into his company. They listened +intently to what, so far as I could gather, might be Houyhnhnmish or +Double-Dutch. And then, as if to show me to my place forthwith, a +great fleshy fellow that sat close beside the hearth this summer +evening continued in a loud voice the conversation I had interrupted. + +Whereupon Mr. Mistrust with no little confidence commended me in dumb +show to the landlady of the Inn, a Mrs. Nature, if I understood him +aright. This person was still comely, though of uncertain age, wore +cherry ribbons, smiled rather vacantly from vague, wonderful, +indescribable eyes that seemed to change colour, like the chameleon, +according to that they dwelt on. + +I am afraid, as much to my amusement as wonder, I discovered that this +landlady of so much apparent _bonhomie_ was a deaf-mute. If victuals, +or drink, or bed were required, one must chalk it down on a little +slate she carried at her girdle for the purpose. Indeed, the absence +of two of her three chief senses had marvellously sharpened the +remaining one. Her eyes were on all, vaguely dwelling, lightly gone, +inscrutable, strangely fascinating. She moved easily and soundlessly +(as fat women may), and I doubt if ever mug or pot of any of that +talkative throng remained long empty, except at the tippler's +reiterated request. + +She laid before me an excellent supper on a little table somewhat +removed beside a curtained window. And while I ate I watched, and +listened, not at all displeased with my entertainment. + +The room in which we sat was low-ceiled and cheerful, but rather +close after the rainy night-air. Gay pictures beautified the walls. +Here a bottle, a cheese, grapes, a hare, a goblet--in a clear brown +light that made the guest's mouth water to admire. Here a fine +gentleman toasting a simpering chambermaid. Above the chimney-piece a +bloated old man in vineleaves that might be Silenus. And over against +the door of the parlour what I took to be a picture of Potiphar's wife, +she looked out of the paint so bold and beauteous and craftily. Birds +and fishes in cases stared glassily,--owl and kestrel, jack and eel +and gudgeon. All was clean and comfortable as a hospitable inn can be. + +But they who frequented it interested me much more--as various and +animated a gathering as any I have seen. Yet in some peculiar manner +they seemed one and all not to the last tittle quite of this world. +They were, so to speak, more earthy, too definite, too true to the +mould, like figures in a bleak, bright light viewed out of darkness. +Certainly not one of them was at first blush prepossessing. Yet who +finds much amiss with the fox at last, though all he seems to have be +cunning? + +Near beside me, however, sat retired a man a little younger and more +at his ease than most of the many there, and as busy with his eyes and +ears as I. His name, I learned presently, was Reverie; and from him I +gathered not a little information regarding the persons who talked and +sipped around us. + +He told me at whiles that his house was not in the village, but in a +valley some few miles distant across the meadows; that he sat out +these bouts of argument and slander for the sheer delight he had in +gathering the myriad strands of that strange rope Opinion; that he +lived (heart, soul, and hope) well-nigh alone; that he deeply +mistrusted this place, and the company we were in, yet not for its +mistress's sake, who was at least faithful to her instincts, candid to +the candid, made no favourites, and, eventually, compelled order. He +told me also that if friends he had, he deemed it wiser not to name +them, since the least sibilant of the sound of the voice incites to +treachery; and in conclusion, that of all men he was acquainted with, +one at least never failed to right his humour; and that one was yonder +flabby, pallid fellow with the velvet collar to his coat, and the +rings on his fingers, and the gold hair, named Pliable, who sat beside +Mr. Stubborn on the settle by the fire. + +When, then, I had finished my supper, I drew in my chair a little +closer to Mr. Reverie's and, having scribbled my wants on the +Landlady's slate, turned my attention to the talk. + +At the moment when I first began to listen attentively they seemed to +be in heated dispute concerning the personal property of a certain Mr. +Christian, who was either dead or had inexplicably disappeared. Mr. +Obstinate, I gathered, had taken as his right this Christian's +"easy-chair"; a gentleman named Smoothman most of his other goods for +a debt; while a Parson Decorum had appropriated as heretical his +books and various peculiar MSS. + +But there now remained in question a trifling sum of money which a Mr. +Liar loudly demanded in payment of an "affair of honour." This, +however, he seemed little likely to obtain, seeing that an elderly +uncle by marriage of Christian's, whose name was Office, was as eager +and affable and frank about the sum as he was bent on keeping it; and +rattled the contents of his breeches' pocket in sheer bravado of his +means to go to law for it. + +"He left a bare pittance, the merest pittance," he said. "What could +there be of any account? Christian despised money, professed to +despise it. That alone would prove my wretched nephew queer in the +head--despised _money_! + +"Tush, friend!" cried Obstinate from his corner. "Whether the money is +yours, or neighbour Liar's--and it is as likely as not neither's--that +talk about despising money's what but a silly lie? 'Twas all sour +grapes--sour grapes. He had cunning enough for envy, and pride enough +for shame; and at last there was naught but cunning left wherewith to +patch up a clout for him and his shame to be gone in. I watched him +set out on his pestilent pilgrimage, crazed and stubborn, and not a +groat to call his own." + +"Yet I have heard say he came of a moneyed stock," said Pliable. "The +Sects of Privy Opinion were rare wealthy people, and they, so 'tis +said, were his kinsmen. Truth is, for aught I know, Christian must +have been in some degree a very liberal rascal, with all his faults." +He tittered. + +"Oh! he was liberal enough," said Mr. Malice suavely: "why, even on +setting out, he emptied his wife's purse into a blind beggar's +hat!--his that used to bleat, 'Cast thy bread--cast thy bread upon the +waters!' whensoever he spied Christian stepping along the street. They +say," he added, burying his clever face in his mug, "the Heavenly +Jerusalem lieth down by the weir." + +"But we must not contemn a man for his poverty, neighbours," said +Liar, gravely composing his hairless face. "Christian's was a +character of beautiful simplicity--beautiful! _How_ many rickety +children did he leave behind him?" + +A shrill voice called somewhat I could not quite distinguish, for at +that moment a youth rose abruptly near by, and went hastily out. + +Obstinate stared roundly. "Thou hast a piercing voice, friend Liar!" + +"I did but seek the truth," said Liar. + +"But whether or no, Christian believed in it--verily he seemed to +believe in it. Was it not so, neighbour Obstinate?" enquired Pliable, +stroking his leg. + +"Believed in what, my friend?" said Obstinate, in a dull voice. + +"About Mount Zion, and the Crowns of Glory, and the Harps of Gold, and +such like," said Pliable uneasily--"at least, it is said so; so 'tis said." + +"Believed!" retorted a smooth young man who seemed to feel the heat, +and sat by the staircase door. "That's an easy task--to believe, sir. +Ask any pretty minikin!" + +"And I'd make bold to enquire of yonder Liveloose," said a thick, +monotonous voice (a Mr. Dull's, so Reverie informed me), "if mebbe he +be referring to one of his own, or that fellow Sloth's devilish fairy +tales? I know one yet he'll eat again some day." + +At which remark all laughed consumedly, save Dull. + +"Well, one thing Christian had, and none can deny it," said Pliable, a +little hotly, "and that was Imagination? _I_ shan't forget the tales +he was wont to tell: what say you, Superstition?" + +Mr. Superstition lifted dark, rather vacant eyes on Pliable. "Yes, +yes," he said: "Flame, and sigh, and lamentation. My God, my God, +gentlemen!" + +"Oo-ay, Oo-ay," yelped the voice of Mistrust, startled out of silence. + +"Oo-ay," whistled Malice, under his breath. + +"Tush, tush!" broke in Obstinate again, and snapped his fingers in the +air. "And what is this precious Imagination? Whither doth it conduct a +man, but to beggary, infamy, and the mad-house? Look ye to it, friend +Pliable! 'Tis a devouring flame; give it but wind and leisure, the +fairest house is ashes." + +"Ashes; ashes!" mocked one called Cruelty, who had more than once +taken my attention with his peculiar contortions--"talking of ashes, +what of Love-the-log Faithful, Master Tongue-stump? What of +Love-the-log Faithful?" + +At which Liveloose was so extremely amused, the tears stood in his +eyes for laughing. + +I looked round for Mistrust, and easily recognised my friend by his +hare-like face, and the rage in his little active eyes. But +unfortunately, as I turned to enquire somewhat of Reverie, Liveloose +suddenly paused in his merriment with open mouth; and the whole +company heard my question, "But who was Love-the-log Faithful?" + +I was at once again the centre of attention, and Mr. Obstinate rose +very laboriously from his settle and held out a great hand to me. + +"I'm pleased to meet thee," he said, with a heavy bow. "There's a dear +heart with my good neighbour Superstition yonder who will present a +very fair account of that misguided young man. Madam Wanton, here's a +young gentleman that never heard tell of our old friend Love-the-log." + +A shrill peal of laughter greeted this sally. + +"Why, Faithful was a young gentleman, sir," explained the woman +civilly enough, "who preferred his supper hot." + +"Oh, Madam Wanton, my dear, my dear!" cried a long-nosed woman nearly +helpless with amusement. + +I saw Superstition gazing darkly at me. He shook his head as I was +about to reply, so I changed my retort. "Who, then, was Mr. +Christian?" I enquired simply. + +At that the house shook with the roar of laughter that went up. + + + + +X + + ... _Large draughts of intellectual day._ + + --RICHARD CRASHAW. + + +"Believe me, neighbours," said Malice softly, when this uproar was a +little abated, "there is nought so strange in the question. It meaneth +only that this young gentleman hath not enjoyed the pleasure of your +company before. Will it amaze you to learn, my friends, that Christian +is like to be immortal only because you _talk_ him out of the grave? +One brief epitaph, gentlemen, would let him rot." + +"Nay, but I'll tell the gentleman who Christian was, and with +pleasure," cried a lucid, rather sallow little man that had sat +quietly smiling and listening. "My name, let me tell you, is Atheist, +sir; and Christian was formerly a very near neighbour of an old friend +of my family's--Mr. Sceptic. They lived, sir--at least in those +days--opposite to one another." + +"He is a great talker," whispered Reverie in my ear. But the company +evidently found his talk to their taste. They sat as still and +attentive around him, as though before an extemporary preacher. + +"Well, sir," continued Atheist, "being, in a sense, neighbours, +Christian in his youth would often confide in my friend; though, +assuredly, Sceptic never sought his confidences. And it seemeth he +began to be perturbed and troubled over the discovery that it is +impossible--at least in this plain world--to eat your cake, yet have +it. And by some ill chance he happened at this time on a mouldy old +folio in my friend's house that had been the property of his maternal +grandmother--the subtlest old tome you ever set eyes on, though +somewhat too dark and extravagant and heady for a sober man of the +world like me. 'Twas called the Bible, sir--a collection of legends +and fables of all times, tongues, and countries threaded together, +mighty ingeniously I grant, and in as plausible a style as any I +know, if a little lax and flowery in parts. + +"Well, Christian borroweth the book of my friend--never to return it. +And being feeble and credulous, partly by reason of his simple wits, +and partly by reason of the sad condition a froward youth had reduced +him to, he accepts the whole book--from Apple to Vials--for truth. In +fact, 'he ate the little book,' as one of the legendary kings it +celebrates had done before him." + +"Ay," broke in Cruelty wildly, "and has ever since gotten the gripes." + +Atheist inclined his head. "Putting it coarsely, gentlemen, such was +the case," he said. "And away at his wit's end he hasteneth, waning +and shivering, to a great bog or quagmire--that my friend Pliable will +answer to--and plungeth in. 'Tis the same story repeated. He could be +temperate in nought. _I_ knew the bog well; but I knew the +stepping-stones better. Believe me, I have traversed the narrow way +this same Christian took, seeking the harps and pearls and the _elixir +vitae_, these many years past. The book inciteth ye to it. It sets a +man's heart on fire--that's weak enough to read it--with its pomp, and +rhetoric, and far-away promises, and lofty counsels. Oh, fine words, +who is not their puppet! I climbed 'Difficulty.' I snapped my fingers +at the grinning Lions. I passed cautiously through the 'Valley of the +Shadow'--wild scenery, sir! I visited that prince of bubbles also, +Giant Despair, in his draughty castle. And--though boasting be far +from me!--fetched Liveloose's half-brother out of a certain +charnel-house near by. + +"_Thus far_, sir, I went. But I have not yet found the world so barren +of literature as to write a book about it. I have not yet found the +world so barren of ingratitude as to seek happiness by stabbing in the +back every friend I ever had. I have not yet forsaken wife and +children; neighbours and kinsmen; home, ease, and tenderness, for a +whim, a dream, a passing qualm. No, sir; 'tis this Christian's +ignorant hardness-of-heart that is his bane. Knowing little, he +prateth much. He would pinch and contract the Universe to his own +fantastical pattern. He is tedious, he is pragmatical, and--I affirm +it in all sympathy and sorrow--he is crazed. Malice, haply, is a +little sharp at times. And neighbour Obstinate dealeth full weight +with his opinions. But this Christian Flown-to-Glory, as the urchins +say, pinks with a bludgeon. He cannot endure an honest doubt. He +distorteth a mere difference of opinion into a roaring Tophet. And +because he is helpless, solitary, despised in the world; because he is +impotent to refute, and too stubborn to hear and suffer people a +little higher and weightier, a leetle wiser than he--why, beyond the +grave he must set his hope in vengeance. Beyond the grave--bliss for +his own shade; fire and brimstone, eternal woe for theirs. Ay, and +'tis not but for a season will he vex us, but for ever, and for ever, +and for ever--if he knoweth in the least what he meaneth by the +phrase. And this he calls 'Charity.' + +"Yes, sirs, beyond the grave he would condemn us, beyond the grave--a +place of peace whereto I deem there are not many here but will be +content at length to come; and I not least content, when my duty is +done, my children provided for, and my last suspicion of fear and +folly suppressed. + +"To conclude, sir--and beshrew me, gentlemen, how time doth fly in +talk!--this Christian goeth his way. We, each in accord with his +caprice and conscience, go ours. We envy him not his vapours, his +terrors, or his shameless greed of reward. Why, then, doth he envy us +our wealth, our success, our gaiety, our content? He raves. He is +haunted. What is man but as grass, and the flower of grass? Come the +sickle, he is clean gone. I can but repeat it, sir, our poor neighbour +was crazed: 'tis Christian in a word." + +A sigh, a murmur of satisfaction and relief, rose from the company, as +if one and all had escaped by Mr. Atheist's lucidity out of a very +real peril. + +I thanked him for his courtesy, and in some confusion turned to +Reverie with the remark that I thought I now recollected to have heard +Christian's name, but understood he had indeed arrived, at last, at +the Celestial City for which he had set out. + +"Celestial twaddle, sir!" cried Mr. Obstinate hoarsely. "He went +stark, staring mad, and now is dust, as we shall soon all be, that's +certain." + +Then Cruelty rose out of his chair and elbowed his way to the door. He +opened it and looked out. + +"I would," he said, "I had known of this Christian before he started. +Step you down to Vanity Fair, Sir Stranger, if the mood take you; and +we'll show you as pretty a persuasion against pilgrimage as ever you +saw." He opened his mouth where he stood between me and the stars. +"... There's many more!" he added with difficulty, as if his rage was +too much for him. He spat into the air and went out. + +Presently after Liveloose rose up, smiling softly, and groped after +him. + +A little silence followed their departure. + +"You must tell your friend, Mr. Reverie," said Atheist +good-humouredly, "that Mr. Cruelty says more than he means. To my mind +he is mistaken--too energetic; but his intentions are good." + +"He's a staunch, dependable fellow," said Obstinate, patting down the +wide cuffs he wore. + +But even at that moment a stranger softly entered the inn out of the +night. His face was of the grey of ashes, and he looked once round on +us all with a still, appalling glance that silenced the words on my +lips. + +We sat without speech--Obstinate yawning, Atheist smiling lightly, +Superstition nibbling his nails, Reverie with chin drawn a little +back, Pliable bolt upright, like a green and white wand, Mistrust +blinking his little thin lids; but all with eyes fixed on this +stranger, who deemed himself, it seemed, among friends. + +He turned his back on us and sipped his drink under the heedless, +deep, untroubled gaze of Mrs. Nature, and passed out softly and +harmlessly as he had come in. + +Reverie stood up like a man surprised and ill at ease. He turned to +me. "I know him only by repute, by hearsay," he said with an effort. +"He is a stranger to us all, indeed, sir--to all." + +Obstinate, with a very flushed face, thrust his hand into his +breeches' pocket. "Nay, sir," he said, "my purse is yet here. What +more would you have?" + +At which Pliable laughed, turning to the women. + +I put on my hat and followed Reverie to the door. + +"Excuse me, sir," I said, "but I have no desire to stay in this house +over-night. And if you would kindly direct me to the nearest way out +of the village, I will have my horse saddled now and be off." + +And then I noticed that Superstition stood in the light of the doorway +looking down on us. + +"There's Christian's way," he said, as if involuntarily.... + +"Lodge with me to-night," Reverie answered, "and in the morning you +shall choose which way to go you will." + +I thanked him heartily and turned in to find Rosinante. + +The night was now fine, but moist and sultry, and misty in the +distance. It was late, too, for few candles gleamed beneath the +moonlight from the windows round about the smooth village-green. Even +as we set out, I leading Rosinante by her bridle, and Superstition on +my left hand, out of heavenly Leo a bright star wheeled, fading as it +fell. And soon high hedges hid utterly the "World's End" behind us, +out of sight and sound. + +I observed when the trees had laid their burdened branches overhead, +and the thick-flowered bushes begun to straiten our way, that this Mr. +Superstition who had desired to accompany us was of a very different +courage from that his manner at the inn seemed to profess. + +He walked with almost as much caution and ungainliness as Mistrust, +his deep and shining eyes busily searching the gloom to left and right +of him. Indeed, those same dark eyes of his reminded me not a little +of Mrs. Nature's, they were so full of what they could not tell. + +He was on foot; my new friend Reverie, like myself, led his horse, a +pale, lovely creature with delicate nostrils and deep-smouldering +eyes. + +"You must think me very bold to force my company on you," said +Superstition awkwardly, turning to Reverie, "but my house is never so +mute with horror as in these moody summer nights when thunder is in +the air. See there!" he cried. + +As if the distant sky had opened, the large, bright, harmless +lightning quivered and was gone, revealing on the opposing hills +forest above forest unutterably dark and still. + +"Surely," I said, "that is not the way Christian took?" + +"They say," Reverie answered, "the Valley of the Shadow of Death lies +between those hills." + +"But Atheist," I said, "_that_ acid little man, did he indeed walk +there alone?" + +"I have heard," muttered Superstition, putting out his hand, "'tis +fear only that maketh afraid. Atheist has no fear." + +"But what of Cruelty," I said, "and Liveloose?" + +"Why," answered Superstition, "Cruelty works cunningest when he is +afraid; and Liveloose never talks about himself. None the less there's +not a tree but casts a shadow. I met once an earnest yet very popular +young gentleman of the name of Science, who explained almost +everything on earth to me so clearly, and patiently, and fatherly, I +thought I should evermore sleep in peace. But we met at noon. Believe +me, sir, I would have followed Christian and his friend Hopeful very +willingly long since; for as for Cruelty and Obstinate and all that +clumsy rabble, I heed them not. Indeed my cousin Mistrust _did_ go, +and as you see returned with a caution; and a poor young school-fellow +of mine, Jack Ignorance, came to an awful end. But it is because I owe +partly to Christian and not all to myself this horrible solitude in +which I walk that I dare not risk a deeper. It would be, I feel sure. +And so I very willingly beheld Faithful burned; it restored my +confidence. And here, sir," he added, almost with gaiety, "lives my +friend Mrs. Simple, a widow. She enjoys my company and my old fables, +and we keep the blinds down against these mountains, and candles +burning against the brighter lightnings." + +So saying, Superstition bade us good-night and passed down a little +by-lane on our left towards a country cottage, like a dreaming bower +of roses beneath the moon. + +But Reverie and I continued on as if the moon herself as patiently +pursued us. And by-and-by we came to a house called Gloom, whose +gardens slope down with plashing fountains and glimmering banks of +flowers into the shadow and stillness of a broad valley, named beneath +the hills of Silence, Peace. + + + + +XI + + _His soul shall taste the sadness of her might, + And be among her cloudy trophies hung._ + + --JOHN KEATS. + + +Even as we entered the gates of Mr. Reverie's house beneath embowering +chestnuts, there advanced across the moonlit spaces to meet us a +figure on foot like ourselves, leading his horse. He was in armour, +yet unarmed. His steel glittered cold and blue; his fingers hung +ungauntleted; and on his pale face dwelt a look never happy warrior +wore yet. He seemed a man Mars lends to Venus out of war to unhappy +idleness. The disillusionment of age was in his face: yet he was +youthful, I suppose; scarce older than Mercutio, and once, perhaps, as +light of wit. + +He took my hand in a grasp cold and listless, and smiled from +mirthless eyes. + +Yet there was something strangely taking in this solitary +knight-at-arms. She for whom he does not fight, I thought, must have +somewhat of the immortals to grace her warrior with. And if it were +only shadows that beset him and obscured his finer heart, shadows they +were of myrtle and rhododendron, with voices shrill and small as the +sparrows', and eyes of the next-to-morning stars. + +Indeed, these gardens whispered, and the wind at play in the air +seemed to bear far-away music, dying and falling. + +We entered the house and sat down to supper in a low room open to the +night. Reverie recounted our evening's talk. "I wish," he said, +turning to his friend, "you would accompany Mr. Brocken and me one +night to the 'World's End' to hear these fellows talk. Such arrogance, +such assurance, such bigotry and blindness and foxiness!--yet, on my +word, a kind of gravity with it all, as if the scarecrows had some +real interest in the devil's tares they guard. Come now, let it be a +bargain between us, and leave this endless search awhile." + +But the solitary knight shook his head. "They would jeer me out of +knowledge," he said. "Why, Reverie, the children cease their play +when I pass, and draw their tops and marbles out of the dust, and gaze +till I am hid from sight." + +"It is fancy, only fancy," replied Reverie; "children stare at all +things new to them in the world. How else could they recognise and +learn again--how else forget? But as for this rabble's mockery, there +is a she-bear left called Oblivion which is their mistress, and will +some day silence every jeer." + +The solitary knight shook his head again, eyeing me solemnly as if in +hope to discern in my face the sorcery that held himself in thrall. + +The few wax tapers gave but light enough to find the way from goblet +to mouth. As for Reverie's wine, I ask no other, for it had the +poppy's scarlet, and overcame weariness so subtly I almost forgot +these were the hours of sleep we spent in waking; forgot, too, as if +of the lotus, all thought of effort and hope. + +After all, thought I as I sipped, effort is the flaw that proves men +mortal; while as for hope, who would seek a seed that floats on every +wind and smothers the world with weeds that bear no fruit? It was, in +fact, fare very different from the ale and cheese of the "World's End." + +"But you yourself," I said to Mr. Reverie presently; "in all the talk +at the inn you kept a very scrupulous silence--discreet enough, I own. +But now, what truly _was_ this Christian of whom we heard so much? and +why, may I ask, do his neighbours slander the dead? You yourselves, +did you ever meet with him?" I turned from one to the other of my +companions as they glanced uneasily each at each. + +"Well, sir," said Reverie rather deliberately, "I have met him and +talked with him. I often think of him, in spite of myself. Yet he was +a man of little charm. He certainly had a remarkable gift for +estranging his friends. He was a foe to the most innocent compromise. +For myself, I found not much humour in him, no eye for grace or art, +and a limited imagination that was yet his absolute master. +Nevertheless, as you hint, these fellows, no more than I, can forget +him. Nor you?" He turned to the other. + +"Christian," he replied, "I remember him. We were friends a little +while. Faithful I knew also. Faithful was to the last my friend. Ah! +Reverie, then--how many years ago!--there was a child we loved, all +three: do you remember? I see the low, green wall, cool from how many +a summer's shadows, the clusters of green apples on the bough. And in +the early morning we would go, carrying torn-off branches, and +shouting our songs through the fields, till we came to the shadow and +the hush of the woods. Ay, Reverie, and we would burst in on silence, +each his heart beating, and play there. And perhaps it was Hopeful who +would steal away from us, and the others play on; or perhaps you into +the sunlight that maddened the sheltered bird to flit and sing in the +orchard where the little child we loved played--not yet sad, but how +much beloved; not yet weary of passing shadows, and simple creatures, +and boy's rough gifts and cold hands. But I--with me it was ever +evening, when the blackbird bursts harshly away. Then it was so still +in the orchard, and in the curved bough so solitary, that the +nightingale, cowering, would almost for fear begin to sing, and stoop +to the bending of the bough, her sidelong eyes in shade; while the +stars began to stand in the stations above us, ever bright, and all +the night was peace. Then would I dream on--dream of the face I loved, +Innocence, O Innocence!" + +It was a strange outburst. His voice rose almost to a chant, full of a +forlorn music. But even as he ceased, we heard in the following +silence, above the plashing of the restless fountains, beyond, far and +faint, a wild and stranger music welling. And I saw from the porch +that looks out from the house called Gloom, "La belle Dame sans Merci" +pass riding with her train, who rides in beauty beneath the huntress, +heedless of disguise. Across from far away, like leaves of autumn, +skirred the dappled deer. The music grew, timbrel and pipe and tabor, +as beneath the glances of the moon the little company sped, transient +as a rainbow, elusive as a dream. I saw her maidens bound and +sandalled, with all their everlasting flowers; and advancing +soundless, unreal, the silver wheels of that unearthly chariot amid +the Fauns. On, on they gamboled, hoof in yielding turf, blowing reed +melodies, mocking water, their lips laid sidelong, their eyes aleer +along the smoothness of their flutes. + +And when I turned again to my companions, with I know not what old +folly in my eyes, I know not what unanswerable cry in my heart, +Reverie alone was at my side. I seemed to see the long fringes of the +lake, the sedge withered, the grey waters restless in the bonds of the +wind, tuneless and chill; all these happy gardens swept bare and +flowerless; and the far hills silent in the unattainable dawn. + +"She pipes, he follows," said Reverie; "she sets the tune, he dances. +Yet, sir, on my soul, I believe it is the childish face of that same +Innocence we kept tryst with long ago he pursues on and on, through +what sad labyrinths we, who dream not so wildly, cannot by taking +thought come to guess." + + * * * * * + +The next two days passed serenely and quietly at Reverie's. We read +together, rode, walked, and talked together, and listened in the +evening to music. For a sister of Reverie's lived not far distant, who +visited him while I was there, and took supper with us, delighting us +with her wit and spirit and her youthful voice. + +But though Reverie more than once suggested it, I could not bring +myself to return to the "World's End" and its garrulous company. +Whether it was the moist, grey face of Mr. Cruelty I most abhorred, or +Stubborn's slug-like eye, or the tongue-stump of my afflicted guide, I +cannot say. + +Moreover, I had begun to feel a very keen curiosity to see the way +that had lured Christian on with such graceless obstinacy. They had +spoken of remorse, poverty, pride, world-failure, even insanity, even +vice: but these appeared to me only such things as might fret a man to +set violently out on, not to persist in such a course; or likelier +yet, to abandon hope, to turn back from heights that trouble or +confusion set so far, and made seem dreams. + +How could I help, too, being amused to think how vastly strange these +fellows considered a man's venturing whither his star beckoned; though +that star were only power, only fame, only beauty, only peace? What +wonder they were many? + +Not far from this place, Reverie informed me, were pitched the booths +of Vanity Fair. This, by his account, was a place one ought to visit, +if only for the satisfaction of leaving it behind. But I have heard +more animated accounts of it elsewhere. + +As for Reverie himself, he seemed only desirous to contemplate; never +to taste, to win, or to handle. He needed but refuse reality to what +shocked or teased him, to find it harmless and entertaining. He was a +dreamer whom the heat and shout of battle could not offend. + +Perhaps he perceived my restlessness to be gone, for he himself +suggested that I should stay till the next morning, and then, if I so +pleased, he would see me a mile or two on my way. + +"For the Pitiless Lady," he said, smiling, "takes many disguises, +sometimes of the sun, sometimes of evening, sometimes of night; and I +would at least save you from the fate that has made my poor friend a +phantom before he is a shade." + + + + +XII + + _The many men, so beautiful! + And they all dead did lie._ + + --S.T. Coleridge. + + +So Reverie, as he had promised, rode out with me a few miles to see me +on my way. Above the gloom and stillness of the valley the scene began +to change again. I was glad as I could be to view once more the +tossing cornfields and the wind at play with shadow. Near and far, +woods and pastures smoked beneath the sun. I know not through how many +arches of the elms and green folds of the meadows I kept watch on the +chimneys of a farmhouse above its trees. + +But Reverie, the further we journeyed, the less he said. I almost +chafed to see his heedless eyes turned upon some inward dream, while +here, like life itself, stood cloud and oak, warbled bird and brook +beneath the burning sun. I saw again in memory the silver twilight of +the moon, and the crazy face of Love's Warrior, haunter of shade. Let +him but venture into the open, I thought, hear again the distant +lowing of the oxen, the rooks cawing in the elms, see again the flocks +upon the hillside! + +I suppose this was her home my heart had turned to. This was my dust; +night's was his. For me the wild rose and the fields of harvest; for +him closed petals, the chantry of the night wind, phantom lutes and +voices. And, as if he had overheard my thoughts, Reverie turned at the +cross-ways. + +"You will come back again," he said. "They tell me in distant lands +men worship Time, set up a shrine to him in every street, and treasure +his emblem next their hearts. There, they say, even the lover babbles +of hours, and the dreamer measures sleep with a pendulum. Well, my +house is secluded, and the world is far; and to me Time is naught. +Return, sir, then, when it pleases you. Besides," he added, smiling +faintly, "there is always company at the World's End." + +The crisp sunbeams rained upon his pale and delicate horse, its +equal-plaited mane, on the darkness of his cloak, that dream-delighted +face. Here smouldered gold, here flushed crimson, and here the curved +damaskening of his bridle glistened and gleamed. He was a strange +visitant to the open day, between the green hedges, beneath the +enormous branching of the elms. And there I bade him farewell. + +Some day, perhaps, I shall return as he has foretold, for it is ever +easy to find again the house of Reverie--to them who have learned the +way. + +On I journeyed, then, following as I had been directed the main road +to Vanity Fair. But whether it is that the Fair is more difficult to +arrive at than to depart from, or is really a hard day's journey even +from the gay parlour of the World's End, it already began to be +evening, and yet no sign of bunting or booth or clamour or smoke. + +And it was at length to a noiseless Fair, far from all vanity, that I +came at sunset--the cypresses of a solitary graveyard. I was tired out +and desired only rest; so dismounting and leading Rosinante, I turned +aside willingly into its peace. + +It seemed I had entered a new earth. The lane above had wandered on in +the gloaming of its hedges and over-arching trees. Here, all the +clouds of sunset stood, caught up in burning gold. Even as I paused, +dazzled a moment by the sudden radiance, from height to height the +wild bright rose of evening ran. Not a tottering stone, black, +well-nigh shapeless with age, not a green bush, but seemed to dwell +unconsumed in its own fire above this desolate ground. The trees that +grew around me--willow and yew, thorn and poplar--were but flaming +cages for the wild birds that perched in their branches. + +Above these sound-dulled mansions trod lightly, as if of thought, +Rosinante's gilded shoes. I wandered on in a strange elation of mind, +filled with a desperate desire ever to remember how flamed this rose +between earth and sky, how throbbed this jargon of delight. And +turning as if in hope to share my enthusiasm, a childish peal of +laughter showed me I was not alone. + +Beneath a canopy of holly branches and yew two children sat playing. +The nearer child's hair was golden, glistening round his face of +roses, and he it was who had laughed, tumbling on the sward. But the +face of the further child was white almost as crystal, and the dark +hair that encircled his head with its curved lines seemed as it were +the shadow of the gold it showed beside. These children, it was plain, +had been running and playing across the tombs; but now they were +stooping together at some earnest sport. To me, even if they had seen +me, they as yet paid no heed. + +I passed slowly towards them, deeming them at first of solitude's +creation, my eyes dazzled so with the sun. But as I approached, so the +branches beneath which they played gradually disparted, and I saw not +far distant from them one sitting who evidently had these jocund boys +in charge. + +I could not but hesitate awhile as I surveyed them. These were no +mortal children playing naked amid the rose of evening: nor she who +sat veiled and beautiful beneath the ruinous tombs. I turned with +sudden dismay to depart from their presence unobserved as I had +entered; but the children had now espied me, and came running, filled +with wonder of Rosinante and the stranger beside her. + +They stayed at a little distance from us with dwelling eyes and parted +lips. Then the fairer and, as it seemed to me, elder of the brothers +stooped and plucked a few blades of grass and proffered them, half +fearfully, to the beast that amazed him. But the other gave less heed +to Rosinante, fixed the filmy lustre of his eyes on me, his wonderful +young face veiled with that wisdom which is in all children, and of an +immutable gravity. + +But by this time, she who it seemed had the charge of these children +had followed them with her eyes. To her then, leaving Rosinante in an +ecstasy of timidity before such god-like boys, I addressed myself. + +So might a traveller lost beneath strange stars address unanswering +Night. She, however, raised a compassionate face to me and listened +with happy seriousness as to a child returned in safety at evening +from some foolhardy venture. Yet there seemed only a deeper +youthfulness in her face for all its eternity of brooding on her +beauteous children. Narrow leaves of olive formed her chaplet. The +darker wine-colours of the sea changed in her eyes. There was no sense +of gloom or sorrowfulness in her company. I began to see how the same +still breast might bear celestial children so diverse as these, whose +names, she told me presently, were Sleep and Death. + +I looked at the two children at play, "Ah! now," I said, almost +involuntarily "the golden boy who has caught my horse's bridle in his +hand, is not he Sleep? and he who considers his brother's +boldness--that one is Death?" + +She smiled with lovely vanity, and told me how strange of heart young +children are. How they will alter and vary, never the same for long +together, but led by indiscoverable caprices and obedient to some +further will. She smiled and said how that sometimes, when the birds +hush suddenly from song, Sleep would creep tenderly and sadly to her +knees, and Death clasp her roguishly, as if in some secret with the +beams of morning. So would they change, one to the likeness of the +other. But Sleep was, perhaps, of the gentler disposition; a little +obstinate and headstrong; at times, indeed, beyond all cajolery; yet +very sweet of impulse and ardent to make amends. But Death's caprices +baffled even her. He seemed now so pitiless and unlovely of heart; and +now, as if possessed, passionate and swift; and now would break away +burning from her arms in an infinite tenderness. + +But best she loved them when there came a transient peace to both; and +looking upon them laid embraced in the shadow-casting moonbeam, not +even she could undoubtingly touch the brow of each beneath their +likened hair, and say this is the elder, and this the dreamless +younger of the boys. + +Seeing, too, my eyes cast upon the undecipherable letters of the tomb +by which we sat, she told me how that once, near before dawn, she had +awoke in the twilight to find their places empty where the children +had lain at her side, and had sought on, at last to find them even +here, weeping and quarrelling, and red with anger. Little by little, +and with many tears, she had gleaned the cause of their quarrel--how +that, like very children, they had run a race at cockcrow, and all +these stones and the slender bones and ashes beneath to be the prize; +and how that, running, both had come together to the goal set, and +both had claimed the victory. + +"Yet both seem happy now to share it," I said, "or how else were they +comforted?" Nor did I consider before she told me that they will run +again when they be grown men, Sleep and Death, in just such a thick +darkness before dawn; and one called Love will then run with them, who +is very vehement and fleet of foot, and never turns aside, nor +falters. He who then shall win may ask a different prize. For truth to +tell, she said, only children can find delight for long in dust and +ruin. + +At that moment Death himself came hastening to his mother, and, taking +her hand, turned to the enormous picture of the skies as if in some +faint apprehension. But Sleep saw nothing amiss, lay at full length +among the "cool-rooted flowers," while Rosinante grazed beside him. + +I told her also, in turn, of my journey; and that although transient, +or everlasting, solace of all restlessness and sorrow and too-wild +happiness may be found in them, yet men think not often on these +divine children. + +"As for this one," I said, looking down into the pathless beauty of +Death's grey eyes, "some fear, some mock, some despise him; some +violently, some without complaint pursue; most men would altogether +dismiss, and forget him. He is but a child, no older than the sea, no +stranger than the mountains, pure and cold as the water-springs. Yet +to the bolster of fever his vision flits; and pain drags a heavy net +to snare him; and silence is his echoing gallery; and the gold of +Sleep his final veil. They shall play on; and see, lady, flame has +left the clouds; the birds are at rest. The earth breathes in, and it +is day; and exhales her breath, and it is night. Let them then play +secret and innocent between her breasts, comfort her with silence +above the tempest of her heart.... But I!--what am I?--a traveller, +footsore and far." + +And then it was that I became conscious of a warm, sly, youthful hand +in mine, and turned, half in dread, to see only happy Sleep laughing +under his glistening hair into my eyes. I strove in vain against his +sorcery; rolled foolish orbs on that pure, starry face; and then I +smelled as it were rain, and heard as it were tempestuous +forest-trees--fell asleep among the tombs. + + + + +XIII + + _I warmed both hands before the fire of life._ + + --WALTER SAVAGE LANDOR. + + +Surely some hueless poppy blossomed in the darkness of those ruins, or +the soulless ashes of the dead breathe out a drowsy influence. Never +have I slept so heavily, yet never perhaps beneath so cold a tester. +Sunbeams streaming between the crests of the cypresses awoke me. I +leapt up as if a hundred sentinels had shouted--where none kept +visible watch. + +An odour of a languid sweetness pervaded the air. There was no wind to +stir the dew-besprinkled trees. The old, scarred gravestones stood in +a thick sunshine, afloat with bees. But Rosinante had preferred to +survey sunshine out of shade. In lush grass I found her, the picture +of age, foot crook'd, and head dejected. + +Yet she followed me uncomplaining along these narrow avenues of +silence, and without more ado turned her trivial tail on Death and his +dim flocks, and well-nigh scampered me off into the vivid morning. +Soon afterwards, with Hunger in the saddle, we began to climb a road +almost precipitous, and stony in the extreme. Often enough we breathed +ourselves as best we could in the still, sultry air, and rested on the +sun-dappled slopes. But at length we came out upon the crest, and +surveyed in the first splendour of day a region of extraordinary +grandeur. + +Beneath a clear sky to the east stood a range of mountains, cold and +changeless beneath their snows. At my feet a great river flowed, +broken here and there with isles in the bright flood. The dark +champaign that flanked its shores was of an unusual verdure. Mystery +and peril brooded on those distant ravines, the vapours of their +far-descending cataracts. In such abysmal fastnesses as these the +Hyrcan tiger might hide his surly generations. This was an air for the +sun-disdaining eagle, a country of transcendent brightness, its +flowers strangely pure and perfect, its waters more limpid, its +grazing herds, its birds, its cedar trees, the masters of their kind. + +Yet not on these nearer glories my eyes found rest. But, with a kind +of heartache, I gazed, as it were towards home, upon the distant +waters of the sea. Here, on the crest of this green hill, was silence. +There, too, was profounder silence on the sea's untrampled floor. +Whence comes that angel out of nought whispering into the ear strange +syllables? I know not; but so seemed I to stand--a shattered +instrument in the world, past all true music, o'er which none the less +the invisible lute-master stooped. Could I but catch, could I but in +words express the music his bent fingers intended, the mystery, the +peace--well; then I should indeed journey solitary on the face of the +earth, a changeling in its cities. + +I half feared to descend into a country so diverse from any I had yet +seen. Hitherto at least I had encountered little else than +friendliness. But here--doves in eyries! I stood, twisting my fingers +in Rosinante's mane, debating and debating. And she turned her face to +me, and looked with age into my eyes: and I know not how woke courage +in me again. + +"On then?" I said, on the height. And the gentle beast leaned forward +and coughed into the valley what might indeed be "Yea!" + +So we began to descend. Down we went, alone, yet not unhappy, until in +a while I discovered, about a hundred yards in advance of me, another +traveller on the road, ambling easily along at an equal pace with +mine. I know not how far I followed in his track debating whether to +overtake and to accost him, or to follow on till a more favourable +chance offered. + +But Chance--avenger of all shilly-shally--settled the matter offhand. +For my traveller, after casting one comprehensive glance towards the +skies, suddenly whisked off at a canter that quickly carried him out +of sight. + +A chill wind had begun to blow, lifting in gusts dust into the air and +whitening the tree-tops. As suddenly, calm succeeded. A cloud of +flies droned fretfully about my ears. And I watched advancing, +league-high, transfigured with sunbeams, the enormous gloom of storm. +The sun smote from a silvery haze upon its peaks and gorges. Wind, far +above the earth, moaned, and fell; only to sound once more in the +distance in a mournful trumpeting. Lightnings played along the +desolate hills. The sun was darkened. A vast flight of snowy, +arrow-winged birds streamed voiceless beneath his place. And day +withdrew its boundaries, spread to the nearer forests a bright +amphitheatre, fitful with light, whereof it seemed to me Rosinante +with her poor burden was the centre and the butt. I confess I began to +dread lest even my mere surmise of danger should engage the piercing +lightnings; as if in the mystery of life storm and a timorous thought +might yet be of a kin. + +We hastened on at the most pathetic of gallops. Nor seemed indeed the +beauteous lightning to regard at all that restless mote upon the +cirque of its entranced fairness. In an instantaneous silence I heard +a tiny beat of hoofs; in instantaneous gloom recognised almost with +astonishment my own shape bowed upon the saddle. It was a majestic +entry into a kingdom so far-famed. + +The storm showed no abatement when at last I found shelter. From far +away I had espied in the immeasurable glare a country barn beneath +trees. Arrived there, I almost fell off my horse into as incongruous +and lighthearted a company as ever was seen. + +In the midst of the floor of the barn, upon a heap of hay, sat a fool +in motley blowing with all his wind into a pipe. It was a cunning tune +he played too, rich and heady. And so seemed the company to find it, +dancers--some thirty or more--capering round him with all the abandon +heart can feel and heel can answer to. As for pose, he whose horse now +stood smoking beside my own first drew my attention--a smooth, +small-bearded, solemn man, a little beyond his prime. He lifted his +toes with such inimitable agility, postured his fingers so daintily, +conducted his melon-belly with so much elegance, and exhaled such a +warm joy in the sport that I could look at nothing else at first for +delight in him. + +But there were slim maids too among the plumper and ruddier, like +crocuses, like lilac, like whey, with all their fragrance and +freshness and lightness. Such eyes adazzle dancing with mine, such +nimble and discreet ankles, such gimp English middles, and such a gay +delight in the mere grace of the lilting and tripping beneath rafters +ringing loud with thunder, that Pan himself might skip across a +hundred furrows for sheer envy to witness. + +As for the jolly rustics that were jogging their wits away with such +delightful gravity, but little time was given me to admire them ere I +also was snatched into the ring, and found brown eyes dwelling with +mine, and a hand like lettuces in the dog-days. Round and about we +skipped in the golden straw, amidst treasuries of hay, puffing and +spinning. And the quiet lightnings quivered between the beams, and +the monstrous "Ah!" of the thunder submerged the pipe's sweetness. +Till at last all began to gasp and blow indeed, and the nodding Fool +to sip, and sip, as if _in extremis_ over his mouthpiece. Then we +rested awhile, with a medley of shrill laughter and guffaws, while the +rain streamed lightning-lit upon the trees and tore the clouds to +tatters. + +With some little circumstance my traveller picked his way to me, and +with a grave civility bowed me a sort of general welcome. Whereupon +ensued such wit and banter as made me thankful when the opening +impudence of a kind of jig set the heels and the petticoats of the +company tossing once more. We danced the lightning out, and piped the +thunder from the skies. And by then I was so faint with fasting, and +so deep in love with at least five young country faces, that I +scarcely knew head from heels; still less, when a long draught of a +kind of thin, sweet ale had mounted to its sphere. + +Away we all trooped over the flashing fields, noisy as jays in the +fresh, sweet air, some to their mowing, some to their milking, but +more, indeed, I truly suspect, to that exquisite _Nirvana_ from which +the tempest's travail had aroused them. I waved my hand, striving in +vain to keep my eyes on one blest, beguiling face of all that glanced +behind them. But, she gone, I turned into the rainy lane once more +with my new acquaintance, discreeter, but not less giddy, it seemed, +than I. + +We had not far to go--past a meadow or two, a low green wall, a black +fish-pool--and soon the tumbledown gables of a house came into view. +My companion waved his open fingers at the crooked casements and +peered into my face. + +"Ah!" he said, "we will talk, we will talk, you and I: I view it in +your eye, sir--clear and full and profound--such ever goes with +eloquence. 'Tis my delight. What are we else than beasts?--beasts that +perish? I never tire; I never weary;--give me to dance and to sing, +but ever to talk: then am I at ease. Heaven is just. Enter, +sir--enter!" + +He led me by a shady alley into his orchard, and thence to a stable, +where we left Rosinante at hob-a-nob with his mare over a friendly +bottle of hay. And we ourselves passed into the house, and ascended a +staircase into an upper chamber. This chamber was raftered, its walls +hung with an obscure tapestry, its floor strewn with sand, and its +lozenged casement partly shuttered against the blaze of sunshine that +flowed across the forests far away to the west. + +My friend eyed me brightly and busily as a starling. "You danced fine, +sir," he said. "Oh! it is a _pleasure_ to me. Ay, and now I come to +consider it, methought I did hear hoofs behind me that might yet be +echo. No, but I did _not_ think: 'twas but my ear cried to his +dreaming master. Ever dreaming; God help at last the awakening! But +well met, well met, I say again. I am cheered. And you but just in +time! Nay, I would not have missed him for a ransom. So--so--this leg, +that leg; up now--hands over down we go! Lackaday, I am old bones for +such freaks. Once!... '_Memento mori_!' say I, and smell the shower +the sweeter for it. Be seated, sir, bench or stool, wheresoever you'd +be. You're looking peaked. That burden rings in my skull like a +bagpipe. Toot-a-tootie, toot-a-toot! Och, sad days!" + +We devoured our meal of cold meats and pickled fish, fruit and junket +and a kind of harsh cheese, as if in contest for a wager. And copious +was the thin spicy wine with which we swam it home. Ever and again my +host would desist, to whistle, or croon (with a packed mouth) in the +dismallest of tenors, a stave or two of the tune we had danced to, +bobbing head and foot in sternest time. Then a great vacancy would +overspread his face turned to the window, as suddenly to gather to a +cheerful smile, and light, irradiated, once more on me. Then down +would drop his chin over his plate, and away go finger and spoon among +his victuals in a dance as brisk and whole-hearted as the other. + +He took me out again into his garden after supper, and we walked +beneath the trees. + +"'Tis bliss to be a bachelor, sir," he said, gazing on the resinous +trunk of an old damson tree. "I gorge, I guzzle; I am merry, am +melancholy; studious, harmonical, drowsy,--and none to scold +or deny me. For the rest, why, youth is vain: yet youth had +pleasure--innocence and delight. I chew the cud of many a peaceful +acre. Ay, I have nibbled roses in my time. But now, what now? I have +lived so long far from courts and courtesy, grace and fashion, and am +so much my own close and indifferent friend--Why! he is happy who has +solitude for housemate, company for guest. I say it, I say it; I marry +daily wives of memory's fashioning, and dream at peace." + +It seemed an old bone he picked with Destiny. + +"There's much to be said," I replied as profoundly as I could. + +The air he now lulled youth asleep with was a very cheerless +threnody, but he brightened once more at praise of his delightful +orchard. + +"You like it, sir? You speak kindly, sir. It is my all; root and +branch: how many a summer's moons have I seen shine hereon! I know +it--there is bliss to come;--miraculous Paradise for men even dull as +I. Yet 'twill be strange to me--without my house and orchard. Age +tends to earth, sir, till even an odour may awake the dead--a branch +in the air call with its fluttering a face beyond Time to vanquish +dear. 'Soul, soul,' I cry, 'forget thy dust, forget thy vaunting +ashes!'--and speak in vain. So's life!" + +And when we had gone in again, and candles had been lit in his fresh +and narrow chamber, seeing a viol upon a chest, I begged a little +music. + +He quite eagerly, with a boyish peal of laughter, complied; and sat +down with a very solemn face, his brows uplifted, and sang between the +candles to a pathetic air this doggerel:-- + + There's a dark tree and a sad tree, + Where sweet Alice waits, unheeded, + For her lover long-time absent, + Plucking rushes by the river. + + Let the bird sing, let the buck sport, + Let the sun sink to his setting; + Not one star that stands in darkness + Shines upon her absent lover. + + But his stone lies 'neath the dark tree, + Cold to bosom, deaf to weeping; + And 'tis gathering moss she touches, + Where the locks lay of her lover. + +"A dolesome thing," he said; "but my mother was wont to sing it to the +virginals. 'Cold to bosom,'" he reiterated with a plangent cadence; "I +remember them all, sir; from the cradle I had a gift for music." And +then, with an ample flirt of his bow, he broke, all beams and smiles, +into this ingenuous ditty: + + The goodman said, + "'Tis time for bed, + Come, mistress, get us quick to pray; + Call in the maids + From out the glades + Where they with lovers stray, + With love, and love do stray." + + "Nay, master mine, + The night is fine, + And time's enough all dark to pray; + 'Tis April buds + Bedeck the woods + Where simple maids away + With love, and love do stray. + + "Now we are old, + And nigh the mould, + 'Tis meet on feeble knees to pray; + When once we'd roam, + 'Twas else cried, 'Come, + And sigh the dusk away, + With love, and love to stray.'" + + So they gat in + To pray till nine; + Then called, "Come maids, true maids, away! + Kiss and begone, + Ha' done, ha' done, + Until another day + With love, and love to stray!" + + Oh, it were best + If so to rest + Went man and maid in peace away! + The throes a heart + May make to smart + Unless love have his way, + In April woods to stray!-- + + In April woods to stray! + +And that finished with another burst of laughter, he set very adroitly +to the mimicry of beasts and birds upon his frets. Never have I seen +a face so consummately the action's. His every fibre answered to the +call; his eyebrows twitched like an orator's; his very nose was +plastic. + +"Hst!" he cried softly; "hither struts chanticleer!" +"Cock-a-diddle-doo!" crowed the wire. "Now, prithee, Dame Partlett!" +and down bustled a hen from an egg like cinnamon. A cat with kittens +mewed along the string, anxious and tender. + +"A woodpecker," he cried, directing momentarily a sedulous, clear eye +on me. And lo, "inviolable quietness" and the smooth beech-boughs! +"And thus," he said, sitting closer, "the martlets were wont to +whimper about the walls of the castle of Inverness, the castle of +Macbeth." + +"Macbeth!" I repeated--"Macbeth!" + +"Ay," he said, "it was his seat while yet a simple soldier--flocks and +flocks of them, wheeling hither, thither, in the evening air, crying +and calling." + +I listened in a kind of confusion. "... And Duncan," I said.... + +He eyed me with immense pleasure, and nodded with brilliant eyes on +mine. + +"What looking man was he?" I said at last as carelessly as I dared. +"... The King, you mean,--of Scotland." + +He magnanimously ignored my confusion, and paused to build his +sentence. + +"'Duncan'?" he said. "The question calls him straight to mind. A +lean-locked, womanish countenance; sickly, yet never sick; timid, yet +most obdurate; more sly than politic. An _ignis fatuus_, sir, in a +world of soldiers." His eye wandered.... "'Twas a marvellous sanative +air, crisp and pure; but for him, one draught and outer darkness. I +myself viewed his royal entry from the gallery--pacing urbane to +slaughter; and I uttered a sigh to see him. 'Why, sir, do you sigh to +see the king?' cried one softly that stood by. 'I sigh, my lord,' I +answered to the instant, 'at sight of a monarch even Duncan's match!'" + +He looked his wildest astonishment at me. + +"Not, I'd have you remember--not that 'twas blood I did foresee.... To +kill in blood a man, and he a king, so near to natural death ... +foul, foul!" + +"And Macbeth?" I said presently--"Macbeth...?" + +He laid down his viol with prolonged care. + +"His was a soul, sir, nobler than his fate. I followed him not without +love from boyhood--a youth almost too fine of spirit; shrinking +from all violence, over-nicely; eloquent, yet chary of speech, +and of a dark profundity of thought. The questions he would +patter!--unanswerable, searching earth and heaven through.... And who +now was it told me the traitor Judas's hair was red?--yet not red his, +but of a reddish chestnut, fine and bushy. Children have played their +harmless hands at hide-and-seek therein. O sea of many winds! + +"For come gloom on the hills, floods, discolouring mist; breathe but +some grandam's tale of darkness and blood and doubleness in his +hearing: all changed. Flame kindled; a fevered unrest drove him out; +and Ambition, that spotted hound of hell, strained at the leash +towards the Pit. + +"So runs the world--the ardent and the lofty. We are beyond earth's +story as 'tis told, sir. All's shallower than the heart of man.... +Indeed, 'twas one more shattered altar to Hymen." + +"'Hymen!'" I said. + +He brooded long and silently, clipping his small beard. And while he +was so brooding, a mouse, a moth, dust--I know not what, stirred the +listening strings of his viol to sound, and woke him with a start. + +"I vowed, sir, then, to dismiss all memory of such unhappy deeds from +mind--never to speak again that broken lady's name. Oh! I have seen +sad ends--pride abased, splendour dismantled, courage to terror come, +guilt to a crying guilelessness." + +"'Guilelessness?'" I said. "Lady Macbeth at least was past all +changing." + +The doctor stood up and cast a deep scrutiny on me, which yet, +perhaps, was partly on himself. + +"Perceive, sir," he said, "this table--broader, longer, splendidly +burdened; and all adown both sides the board, thanes and their +ladies, lords, and gentlemen, guests bidden to a royal banquet. 'Twas +then in that bleak and dismal country--the Palace of Forres. Torches +flared in the hall; to every man a servant or two: we sat in pomp." + +He paused again, and gravely withdrew behind the tapestry. + +"And presently," he cried therefrom, suiting his action to the word, +"to the blast of hautboys enters the king in state thus, with his +attendant lords. And with all that rich and familiar courtesy of which +he was master in his easier moods he passed from one to another, +greeting with supple dignity on his way, till he came at last softly +to the place prepared for him at table. And suddenly--shall I ever +forget, it, sir?--it seemed silence ran like a flame from mouth to +mouth as there he stood, thus, marble-still, his eyes fixed in a +leaden glare. And he raised his face and looked once round on us all +with a forlorn astonishment and wrath, like one with a death-wound--I +never saw the like of such a face. + +"Whereat, beseeching us to be calm, and pay no heed, the queen laid +her hand on his and called him. And his orbs rolled down once more +upon the empty place, and stuck as if at grapple with some horror seen +within. He muttered aloud in peevish altercation--once more to heave +up his frame, to sigh and shake himself, and lo!--" + +The viol-strings rang to his "lo!" + +"Lo, sir, the Unseen had conquered. His lip sagged into his beard, he +babbled with open mouth, and leaned on his lady with such an impotent +and slavish regard as I hope never to see again man pay to woman.... +We thought no more of supper after that.... + +"But what do I--?" The doctor laid a cautioning finger on his mouth. + +"The company was dispersed, the palace gloomy with night (and they +were black nights at Forres!), and on the walls I heard the sentinel's +replying.... In the wood's last glow I entered and stood in his +self-same station before the empty stool. And even as I stood thus, my +hair creeping, my will concentred, gazing with every cord at stretch, +fell a light, light footfall behind me." He glanced whitely over his +shoulder. + +"Sir, it was the queen come softly out of slumber on my own unquiet +errand." + +The doctor strode to the door, and peered out like a man suspicious or +guilty of treachery. It was indeed a house of broken silences. And +there, in the doorway, he seemed to be addressing his own saddened +conscience. + +"With all my skill, and all a leal man's gentleness, I solaced and +persuaded, and made an oath, and conducted her back to her own chamber +unperceived. How weak is sleep!... It was a habit, sir, contracted in +childhood, long dormant, that Evil had woke again. The Past awaits us +all. So run Time's sands, till mercy's globe is empty and ..." + +He stooped and whispered it across to me: "... A child, a comparative +child, shrunk to an anatomy, her beauty changed, ghostly of youth and +all its sadness, baffled by a word, slave to a doctor's nod! None +knew but I, and, at the last, one of her ladies--a gentle, faithful, +and fearful creature. Nor she till far beyond all mischief.... + +"Wild deeds are done. But to have blood on the hands, a cry in the +ears, and one same glassy face eye to eye, that nothing can dim, nor +even slumber pacify--dreams, dreams, intangible, enorm! Forefend them, +God, from me!" + +He stood a moment as if he were listening; then turned, smiling +irresolutely, and eyed me aimlessly. He seemed afraid of his own +house, askance at his own furniture. Yet, though I scarce know why, I +felt he had not told me the whole truth. Something fidelity had yet +withheld from vanity. I longed to enquire further. I put aside how +many burning questions awhile! + + + + +XIV + + _And if we gang to sea, master, + I fear we'll come to harm._ + + --OLD BALLAD. + + +By and by less anxious talk soothed him. Indeed it was he who +suggested one last bright draught of air beneath his trees before +retiring. Down we went again with some unnecessary clatter. And here +were stars between the fruited boughs, silvery Capella and the Twins, +and low on the sky's moonlit border Venus excellently bright. + +He asked me whither I proposed going, if I needs must go; besought +there and then in the ambrosial night-air the history of my +wanderings--a mere nine days' wonder; and told me how he himself much +feared and hated the sea. + +He questioned me also with not a little subtilty (and double-dealing +too, I fancied,) regarding my own country, and of things present, and +things real. In fact nothing, I think, so much flattered his +vanity--unless it was my wonder at Dame Partlett's clucking on his +viol-strings--as to learn himself was famous even so far as to ages +yet unborn. He gazed on the simple moon with limpid, amiable eyes, and +caught my fingers in his. + +How, then, could I even so much as hint to enquire which century +indeed was his, who had no need of any? How could I abash that kindly +vanity of his by adding also that, however famous, he must needs be to +all eternity--nameless? + +We conversed long and earnestly in the coolness. He very frankly +counselled me not to venture unconducted further into this country. +The land of Tragedy was broad. And though on this side it lay adjacent +to the naive and civil people of Comedy; on the further, in the shadow +of those bleak, unfooted mountains, lurked unnatural horror and +desolation, and cruelty beyond all telling. + +He very kindly offered me too, if I was indeed bent on seeking the +sea, an old boat, still seaworthy, that lay in a creek in the river +near by, from which he was wont to fish. As for Rosinante, he supposed +a rest would be by no means unwelcome to so faithful a friend. He +himself rode little, being indolent, and a happier host than guest; +and when I returned here, she should be stuffed with dainties awaiting +me. + +To this I cordially and gratefully agreed; and also even more +cordially to remain with him the next day; and the next night after +that to take my watery departure. + +So it was. And a courteous, versatile, and vivacious companion I found +him. Rare tales he told me, too, of better days than these, and rarest +of his own never-more-returning youth. He loved his childhood, talked +on of it with an artless zeal, his eyes a nest of singing-birds. How +contrite he was for spirit lost, and daring withheld, and hope +discomfited! How simple and urbane concerning his present lowly +demands on life, on love, and on futurity! All this, too, with such +packed winks and mirth and mourning, that I truly said good-night for +the second time to him with a rather melancholy warmth, since +to-morrow ... who can face unmoved that viewless sphinx? Moreover, the +sea is wide, has fishes in plenty, but never too many coraled grottoes +once poor mariners. + + + + +XV + + _'Tis now full tide 'tween night and day._ + + --JOHN WEBSTER. + + +On the stroke of two next morning the doctor conducted me down to the +creek in the river-bank where he kept his boat. There was little light +but of the stars in the sky; nothing stirring. She floated dim and +monstrous on the softly-running water, a navy in germ, and could have +sat without danger thirty men like me. We stood on the bank, side by +side, eyeing her vacancy. And (I can answer for myself) night-thoughts +rose up in us at sight of her. Was it indeed only wind in the reeds +that sighed around us? only the restless water insistently whispering +and calling? only of darkness were these forbidding shadows? + +I looked up sharply at the doctor from such pensive embroidery, and +found him as far away as I. He nodded and smiled, and we shook hands +on the bank in the thick mist. + +"There's biscuits and a little meat, wine, and fruit," he said in an +undertone. "God be with you, sir! I sadly mistrust the future. ... +'Tis ever my way, at parting." + +We said good-bye again, to the dream-cry of some little fluttering +creature of the rushes. And well before dawn I was floating midstream, +my friend a memory, Rosinante in clover, and my travels, so far as +this brief narrative will tell, nearly ended. + +I saw nothing but a few long-haired, grazing cattle on my voyage, that +eyed me but cursorily. I passed unmolested among the waterfowl, +between the never-silent rushes, beneath a sky refreshed and sweetened +with storm. The boat was enormously heavy and made slow progress. When +too the tide began to flow I must needs push close in to the bank and +await the ebb. But towards evening of the third day I began to +approach the sea. + +I listened to the wailing of its long-winged gulls; snuffed with how +broad-nostrilled a gusto that savour not even pinewoods can match, +nor any wild flower disguise; and heard at last the sound that stirs +beneath all music--the deep's loud-falling billow. + +I pushed ashore, climbed the sandy bank, and moored my boat to an ash +tree at the waterside. And after scrambling some little distance over +dunes yet warm with the sun, I came out at length, and stood like a +Greek before the sea. + +Here my bright river disembogued in noise and foam. Far to either side +of me stretched the faint gold horns of a bay; and beyond me, almost +violet in the shadow of its waves, the shipless sea. + +I looked on the breaking water with a divided heart. Its light, salt +airs, its solitary beauty, its illimitable reaches seemed tidings of a +region I could remember only as one who, remembering that he has +dreamed, remembers nothing more. Larks rose, singing, behind me. In a +calm, golden light my eager river quarrelled with its peace. Here +indeed was solitude! + +It was in searching sea and cliff for the least sign of life that I +thought I descried on the furthest extremity of the nearer of the +horns of the bay the spires and smouldering domes of a little city. If +I gazed intently, they seemed to vanish away, yet still to shine above +the azure if, raising my eyes, I looked again. + +So, caring not how far I must go so long as my path lay beside these +breaking waters, I set out on the firm, white sands to prove this city +the mirage I deemed it. + +What wonder, then, my senses fell asleep in that vast lullaby! And out +of a daydream almost as deep as that in which I first set out, I was +suddenly aroused by a light tapping sound, distinct and regular +between the roaring breakers. + +I lifted my eyes to find the city I was seeking evanished away indeed. +But nearer at hand a child was playing upon the beach, whose spade +among the pebbles had caused the birdlike noise I had heard. + +So engrossed was she with her building in the sand that she had not +heard me approaching. She laboured on at the margin of the cliff's +shadow where the sea-birds cried, answering Echo in the rocks. So +solitary and yet so intent, so sedate and yet so eager a little figure +she seemed in the long motionlessness of the shore, by the dark +heedlessness of the sea, I hesitated to disturb her. + +Who of all Time's children could this be playing uncompanioned by the +sea? And at a little distance betwixt me and her in the softly-mounded +sand her spade had already scrawled in large, ungainly capitals, the +answer--"Annabel Lee." The little flounced black frock, the tresses of +black hair, the small, beautiful dark face--this then was Annabel Lee; +and that bright, phantom city I had seen--that was the vanishing +mockery of her kingdom. + +I called her from where I stood--"Annabel Lee!" She lifted her head +and shook back her hair, and gazed at me startled and intent. I went +nearer. + +"You are a very lonely little girl," I said. + +"I am building in the sand," she answered. + +"A castle?" + +She shook her head. + +"It was in dreams," she said, flushing darkly. + +"What kind of dream was it in then?" + +"Oh! I often dream it; and I build it in the sand. But there's never +time: the sea comes back." + +"Was the tide quite high when you began?" I asked; for now it was low. + +"Just that much from the stones," she said; "I waited for it ever so +long." + +"It has a long way to come yet," I said; "you will finish it _this_ +time, I dare say." + +She shook her head and lifted her spade. + +"Oh no; it is much bigger, more than twice. And I haven't the seaweed, +or the shells, and it comes back very, very quickly." + +"But where is the little boy you play with down here by the sea?" + +She glanced at me swiftly and surely; and shook her head again. + +"He would help you." + +"He didn't in my dream," she said doubtfully. She raised long, +stealthy eyes to mine, and spoke softly and deliberately. "Besides, +there isn't any little boy." + +"None, Annabel Lee?" I said. + +"Why," she answered, "I have played here years and years and years, +and there are only the gulls and terns and cormorants, and that!" She +pointed with her spade towards the broken water. + +"You know all their names then?" I said. + +"Some I know," she answered with a little frown, and looked far out to +sea. Then, turning her eyes, she gazed long at me, searchingly, +forlornly on a stranger. "I am going home now," she said. + +I looked at the house of sand and smiled. But she shook her head once +more. + +"It never _could_ be finished," she said firmly, "though I tried and +tried, unless the sea would keep quite still just once all day, +without going to and fro. And then," she added with a flash of +anger--"then I would not build." + +"Well," said I, "when it is nearly finished, and the water washes up, +and up, and washes it away, here is a flower that came from +Fairyland. And that, dear heart, is none so far away." + +She took the purple flower I had plucked in Ennui's garden in her +slim, cold hand. + +"It's amaranth," she said; and I have never seen so old a little look +in a child's eyes. + +"And all the flowers' names too?" I said. + +She frowned again. "It's amaranth," she said, and ran off lightly and +so deftly among the rocks and in the shadow that was advancing now +even upon the foam of the sea, that she had vanished before I had time +to deter, or to pursue her. I sought her awhile, until the dark rack +of sunset obscured the light, and the sea's voice changed; then I +desisted. + +It was useless to remain longer beneath the looming caves, among the +stones of so inhospitable a shore. I was a stranger to the tides. And +it was clear high-water would submerge the narrow sands whereon I +stood. + +Yet I cannot describe how loth I was to leave to night's desolation +the shapeless house of a child. What fate was this that had set her +to such profitless labour on the uttermost shores of "Tragedy"? What +history lay behind, past, or, as it were, never to come? What gladness +too high for earth had nearly once been hers? Her sea-mound took +strange shapes in the gloom--light foliage of stone, dark heaviness of +granite, wherein rumour played of all that restless rustling; small +cries, vast murmurings from those green meadows, old as night. + +I turned, even ran away, at last. I found my boat in the gloaming +where I had left her, safe and sound, except that all the doctor's +good things had been nosed and tumbled by some hungry beast in my +absence. I stood and thought vacantly of Crusoe, and pig, and guns. +But what use to delay? I got in. + +If it were true, as the excellent doctor had informed me, that seamen +reported islands not far distant from these shores, chance might bear +me blissfully to one of these. And if not true ... I turned a rather +startled face to the water, and made haste not to think. Fortune +pierces deep, and baits her hooks with sceptics. Away I went, bobbing +mightily over the waves that leapt and wrestled where sea and river +met. These safely navigated, I rowed the great creature straight +forward across the sea, my face towards dwindling land, my prow to +Scorpio. + + + + +XVI + + _Art thou pale for weariness._ + + --PERCY BYSSHE SHELLEY. + + +The constellations of summer wheeled above me; and thus between water +and starry sky I tossed solitary in my boat. The faint lustre of the +sultry night hung like a mist from heaven to earth. Far away above the +countries I had left perhaps for ever, the quiet lightnings played +innocently in the heights. + +I rowed steadily on, guiding myself by some much ruddier star on the +horizon. The pale phosphorescence on the wave, the simple sounds as of +fish stirring in the water--the beauty and wonder of Night's +dwelling-place seemed beyond content of mortality. + +I leaned on my oars in the midst of the deep sea, and seemed to hear, +as it were, the mighty shout of Space. Faint and enormous beams of +light trembled through the sky. And once I surprised a shadow as of +wings sweeping darkly across, star on to glittering star, shaking the +air, stilling the sea with the cold dews of night. + +So rowing, so resting, I passed the mark of midnight. Weariness began +to steal over me. Between sleep and wake I heard strange cries across +the deep. The thin silver of the old moon ebbed into the east. A chill +mist welled out of the water and shrouded me in faintest gloom. +Wherefore, battling no more against such influences, I shipped my +oars, made my prayer in the midst of this dark womb of Life, and +screening myself as best I could from the airs that soon would be +moving before dawn, I lay down in the bottom of the boat and fell +asleep. + +I slept apparently without dream, and woke as it seemed to the sound +of voices singing some old music of the sea. A scent of a fragrance +unknown to me was eddying in the wind. I raised my head, and saw with +eyes half-dazed with light an island of cypress and poplar, green and +still above the pure glass of its encircling waters. Straight before +me, beyond green-bearded rocks dripping with foam, a little stone +house, or temple, with columns and balconies of marble, stood hushed +upon the cliff by the waterside. + +All now was soundless. They that sang, whether Nereids or Sirens, had +descended to dimmer courts. The seamews floated on the water; the +white dove strutted on the ledge; only the nightingales sang on in the +thick arbours. + +I pushed my boat between the rocks towards the island. Bright and +burning though the beams of the sun were, here seemed everlasting +shadow. And though at my gradual intrusion, at splash or grating of +keel, the startled cormorant cried in the air, and with one cry woke +many, yet here too seemed perpetual stillness. + +How could I know what eyes might not be regarding me from bowers as +thick and secluded as these? Yet this seemed an isle in some vague +fashion familiar to me. To these same watery steps of stone, to this +same mooring-ring surely I had voyaged before in dream or other life? +I glanced into the water and saw my own fantastic image beneath the +reflected gloom of cypresses, and knew at least, though I a shadow +might be, this also was an island in a sea of shadows. Far from all +land its marbles might be reared, yet they were warm to my touch, and +these were nightingales, and those strutting doves beneath the little +arches. + +So very gradually, and glancing to and fro into these unstirring +groves, I came presently to the entrance court of the solitary villa +on the cliff-side. Here a thread-like fountain plashed in its basin, +the one thing astir in this cool retreat. Here, too, grew orange +trees, with their unripe fruit upon them. + +But I continued, and venturing out upon the terrace overlooking the +sea, saw again with a kind of astonishment the doctor's green, +unwieldy boat beneath me and the emerald of the nearer waters tossing +above the yellow sands. + +Here I had sat awhile lost in ease when I heard a footstep approaching +and the rhythmical rustling of drapery, and knew eyes were now +regarding me that I feared, yet much desired to meet. + +"Oh me!" said a clear yet almost languid voice. "How comes any man so +softly?" + +Turning, I looked in the face of one how long a shade! + +I strove in vain to hide my confusion. This lady only smiled the +deeper out of her baffling eyes. + +"If you could guess," she said presently, "how my heart leapt in me, +as if, poor creature, any oars of earth could bring it ease, you would +think me indeed as desolate as I am. To hear the bird scream, +Traveller! I hastened from the gardens as if the black ships of the +Greeks were come to take me. But such is long ago. Tell me, now, is +the world yet harsh with men and sad with women? Burns yet that +madness mirth calls Life? or truly does the puny, busy-tongued race +sleep at last, nodding no more at me?" + +I told as best I could how chance had fetched me; told, too, that +earth was yet pestered with men, and heavenly with women. "And the +madness mirth calls Life flickers yet," I said; "and the little race +tosses on in nightmare." + +"Ah!" she replied, "so ever run travellers' tales. I too once trusted +to seem indifferent. But you, if shadow deceives me not, may yet +return: I, only to the shades whence earth draws me. Meanwhile," she +said, looking softly at the fountain playing in the clear gloom +beyond, "rest and grow weary again, for there flock more questions to +my tongue than spines on the blackthorn. The gardens are green with +flowers, Traveller; let us talk where rosemary blows." + +Following her, I thought of the mysterious beauty of her eyes, her +pallor, her slimness, and that faint smile which hovered between +ecstasy and indifference, and away went my mind to one whom the +shrewdest and tenderest of my own countrymen called once Criseyde. + +She led me into a garden all of faint-hued flowers. There bloomed no +scarlet here, nor blue, nor yellow; but white and lavender and purest +purple. Here, also, like torches of the sun, stood poplars each by +each in the windless air, and the impenetrable darkness of cypresses +beneath them. + +Here too was a fountain whose waters leapt no more, mossy and +time-worn. I could not but think of those other gardens of my +journey--Jane's, Ennui's, Dianeme's; and yet none like this for the +shingley murmur of the sea, and the calmness of morning. + +"But, surely," I said, "this must be very far from Troy." + +"Far indeed," she said. + +"Far also from the hollow ships." + +"Far also from the hollow ships," she replied. + +"Yet," said I, "in the country whence I come is a saying: Where the +treasure is--" + +"Alack! _there_ gloats the miser!" said Criseyde; "but I, Traveller, +have no treasure, only a patchwork memory, and that's a great grief." + +"Well, then, forget! Why try in vain?" I said. + +She smiled and seated herself, leaning a little forward, looking upon +the ground. + +"Soothfastness _must_,"' she said very gravely, raising her long black +eyebrows; "yet truly it must be a forlorn thing to be remembered by +one who so lightly forgets. So then I say, to teach myself to be +true--'Look now, Criseyde, yonder fine, many-hearted poplar--that is +Paris; and all that bank of marriage-ivy--that is marriageable Helen, +green and cold; and the waterless fountain--that truly is Diomed; and +the faded flower that nods in shadow, why, that must be me, even me, +Criseyde!'" + +"And this thick rosemary-bush that smells of exile, who, then, is +that?" I said. + +She looked deep into the shadow of the cypresses. "That," she said, "I +think I have forgot again." + +"But," I said, "Diomed, now, was he quite so silent--not one trickle +of persuasion?" + +"Why," she said, "I think 'twas the fountain was Diomed: I know not. +And as for persuasion; he was a man forked, vain, and absolute as all. +Let the waterless stone be sudden Diomed--you will confuse my wits, +Mariner; where, then, were I?" She smiled, stooping lower. "You have +voyaged far?" she said. + +"From childhood to this side regret," I answered rather sadly. + +"'Tis a sad end to a sweet tale," she said, "were it but truly told. +But yet, and yet, and yet--you may return, and life heals every, every +wound. _I_ must look on the ground and make amends. 'Tis this same +making amends men now call 'Purgatory,' they tell me." + +"'Amends,'" I said; "to whom? for what?" + +"Welaway," said she, with a narrow fork between her brows; "to most +men and to all women, for being that Criseyde." She gazed half +solemnly at some picture of reverie. + +"But which Criseyde?" I said. "She who was every wind's, or but one +perfect summer's?" + +She glanced strangely at me. "Ask of the night that burns so many +stars," she said. "All's done; all passes. Yet my poor busy Uncle +Pandar had no such changes, nor Hector, nor ... Men change not: they +love and love again--one same tune of a myriad verses." + +"All?" I said. + +She tossed lightly a little dust from her hand. + +"Nay--all," she replied; "but what is that to me? Mine only to see +Charon on the wave pass light over and return. Man of the green world, +prithee die not yet awhile! 'Tis dull being a shade. See these cold +palms! Yet my heart beats on." + +"For what?" I said. + +Criseyde folded her hands and leaned her cheek sidelong upon the +stone. + +"For what?" I repeated. + +"For what but idle questions?" she said; "for a traveller's vanity +that deems looking love-boys into a woman's eyes her sweeter +entertainment than all the heroes of Troy. Oh, for a house of nought +to be at peace in! Oh, gooseish swan! Oh, brittle vows! Tell me, +Voyager, is it not so?--that men are merely angry boys with beards; +and women--repeat not, ye who know! Never yet set I these steadfast +eyes on a man that would not steal the moon for taper--would she but +come down." She turned an arch face to me: "And what is to be +faithful?" + +"I?" said I--"'to be faithful?'" + +"It is," she said, "to rise and never set, O sun of utter weariness! +It is to kindle and never be quenched, O fretting fire of midsummer! +It is to be snared and always sing, O shrilling bird of dulness! It is +to come, not go; smile, not sigh; wake, never sleep. Couldst _thou_ +love so many nots to a silk string?" + +"What, then, is to change,... to be fickle?" I said. + +"Ah! to be fickle," she said, "is showers after drought, seas after +sand; to cry, unechoed; to be thirsty, the pitcher broken. And--ask +now this pitiless darkness of the eyes!--to be remembered though +Lethe flows between. Nay, you shall watch even hope away ere another +comes like me to mope and sigh, and play at swords with Memory." + +She rose to her feet and drew her hands across her face, and smiling, +sighed deeply. And I saw how inscrutable and lovely she must ever seem +to eyes scornful of mean men's idolatries. + +"And you will embark again," she said softly; "and in how small a ship +on seas so mighty! And whither next will fate entice you, to what new +sorrows?" + +"Who knows?" I said. "And to what further peace?" + +She laughed lightly. "Speak not of mockeries," she said, and fell +silent. + +She seemed to be thinking quickly and deeply; for even though I did +not turn to her, I could see in imagination the restless sparkling of +her eyes, the stillness of her ringless hands. Then suddenly she +turned. + +"Stranger," she said, drawing her finger softly along the cold stone +of the bench, "there yet remain a few bright hours to morning. Who +knows, seeing that felicity is with the bold, did I cast off into the +sea--who knows whereto I'd come! 'Tis but a little way to being +happy--a touch of the hand, a lifting of the brows, a shuddering +silence. Had I but man's courage! Yet this is a solitary place, and +the gods are revengeful." + +I cannot say how artlessly ran that voice in this still garden, by +some strange power persuading me on, turning all doubt aside, calming +all suspicion. + +"There is honeycomb here, and the fruit is plenteous. Yes," she said, +"and all travellers are violent men--catch and kill meat--that I know, +however doleful. 'Tis but a little sigh from day to day in these cool +gardens; and rest is welcome when the heart pines not. Listen, now; I +will go down and you shall show me--did one have the wit to learn, and +courage to remember--show me how sails your wonderful little ship; +tell me, too, where on the sea's horizon to one in exile earth lies, +with all its pleasant things--yet thinks so bitterly of a woman!" + +"Tell me," I said; "tell me but one thing of a thousand. Whom would +_you_ seek, did a traveller direct you, and a boat were at your need?" + +She looked at me, pondering, weaving her webs about me, lulling doubt, +and banishing fear. + +"One could not miss--a hero!" she said, flaming. + +"That, then, shall be our bargain," I replied with wrath at my own +folly. "Tell me this precious hero's name, and though all the dogs of +the underworld come to course me, you shall take my boat, and leave me +here--only this hero's name, a pedlar's bargain!" + +She lowered her lids. "It must be Diomed," she said with the least +sigh. + +"It must be," I said. + +"Nay, then, Antenor, or truly Thersites," she said happily, "the +silver-tongued!" + +"Good-bye, then," I said. + +"Good-bye," she replied very gently. "Why, how could there be a vow +between us? I go, and return. You await me--me, Criseyde, Traveller, +the lonely-hearted. That is the little all, O much-surrendering +Stranger! Would that long-ago were now--before all chaffering!" + +Again a thousand questions rose to my tongue. She looked sidelong at +the dry fountain, and one and all fell silent. + +"It is harsh, endless labour beneath the burning sun; storms and +whirlwinds go about the sea, and the deep heaves with monsters." + +"Oh, sweet danger!" she said, mocking me. + +I turned from her without a word, like an angry child, and made my way +to the steps into the sea, pulled round my boat into a little haven +beside them, and shewed her oars and tackle and tiller; all the toil, +and peril, the wild chances." + +"Why," she cried, while I was yet full of the theme, "I will go then +at once, and to-morrow Troy will come." + +I looked long at her in silence; her slim beauty, the answerless +riddle of her eyes, the age-long subtilty of her mouth, and gave no +more thought to all life else. + +Day was already waning. I filled the water-keg with fresh water, put +fruit and honeycomb and a pillow of leaves into the boat, proffered a +trembling hand, and led her down. + +The sun's beams slanted on the foamless sea, glowed in a flame of +crimson on marble and rock and cypress. The birds sang endlessly on of +evening, endlessly, too, it seemed to me, of dangers my heart had no +surmise of. + +Criseyde turned from the dark green waves. "Truly, it is a solitary +country; pathless," she said, "to one unpiloted;" and stood listening +to the hollow voices of the water. And suddenly, as if at the +consummation of her thoughts, she lifted her eyes on me, darkly, with +unimaginable entreaty. + +"What do you seek else?" I cried in a voice I scarcely recognised. +"Oh, you speak in riddles!" + +I sprang into the boat and seized the heavy oars. Something like +laughter, or, as it were, the clapper of a scarer of birds, echoed +among the rocks at the rattling of the rowlocks. As if invisible hands +withdrew it from me, the island floated back. + +I turned my prow towards the last splendour of the sun. A chill breeze +played over the sea: a shadow crossed my eyes. + +Buoyant was my boat; how light her cargo!--an oozing honeycomb, ashy +fruits, a few branches of drooping leaves, closing flowers; and +solitary on the thwart the wraith of life's unquiet dream. + +So fell night once more, and made all dim. 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