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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/16517-8.txt b/16517-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..8fab7d0 --- /dev/null +++ b/16517-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,5441 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Liza of Lambeth, by W. Somerset Maugham + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Liza of Lambeth + +Author: W. Somerset Maugham + +Release Date: August 12, 2005 [EBook #16517] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LIZA OF LAMBETH *** + + + + +Produced by Mark C. Orton, Sankar Viswanathan and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + _Liza of Lambeth_ + + + + SOMERSET MAUGHAM + + + + + + + + + PENGUIN BOOKS + + + + + Published by the Penguin Group + + First published in Great Britain by William Heinemann Ltd 1897 + + + + +1 + + +It was the first Saturday afternoon in August; it had been broiling +hot all day, with a cloudless sky, and the sun had been beating down +on the houses, so that the top rooms were like ovens; but now with the +approach of evening it was cooler, and everyone in Vere Street was out +of doors. + +Vere street, Lambeth, is a short, straight street leading out of the +Westminster Bridge Road; it has forty houses on one side and forty +houses on the other, and these eighty houses are very much more like +one another than ever peas are like peas, or young ladies like young +ladies. They are newish, three-storied buildings of dingy grey brick +with slate roofs, and they are perfectly flat, without a bow-window or +even a projecting cornice or window-sill to break the straightness of +the line from one end of the street to the other. + +This Saturday afternoon the street was full of life; no traffic came +down Vere Street, and the cemented space between the pavements was +given up to children. Several games of cricket were being played by +wildly excited boys, using coats for wickets, an old tennis-ball or a +bundle of rags tied together for a ball, and, generally, an old +broomstick for bat. The wicket was so large and the bat so small that +the man in was always getting bowled, when heated quarrels would +arise, the batter absolutely refusing to go out and the bowler +absolutely insisting on going in. The girls were more peaceable; they +were chiefly employed in skipping, and only abused one another mildly +when the rope was not properly turned or the skipper did not jump +sufficiently high. Worst off of all were the very young children, for +there had been no rain for weeks, and the street was as dry and clean +as a covered court, and, in the lack of mud to wallow in, they sat +about the road, disconsolate as poets. The number of babies was +prodigious; they sprawled about everywhere, on the pavement, round the +doors, and about their mothers' skirts. The grown-ups were gathered +round the open doors; there were usually two women squatting on the +doorstep, and two or three more seated on either side on chairs; they +were invariably nursing babies, and most of them showed clear signs +that the present object of the maternal care would be soon ousted by a +new arrival. Men were less numerous but such as there were leant +against the walls, smoking, or sat on the sills of the ground-floor +windows. It was the dead season in Vere Street as much as in +Belgravia, and really if it had not been for babies just come or just +about to come, and an opportune murder in a neighbouring doss-house, +there would have been nothing whatever to talk about. As it was, the +little groups talked quietly, discussing the atrocity or the merits of +the local midwives, comparing the circumstances of their various +confinements. + +'You'll be 'avin' your little trouble soon, eh, Polly?' asked one good +lady of another. + +'Oh, I reckon I've got another two months ter go yet,' answered Polly. + +'Well,' said a third. 'I wouldn't 'ave thought you'd go so long by the +look of yer!' + +'I 'ope you'll have it easier this time, my dear,' said a very stout +old person, a woman of great importance. + +'She said she wasn't goin' to 'ave no more, when the last one come.' +This remark came from Polly's husband. + +'Ah,' said the stout old lady, who was in the business, and boasted +vast experience. 'That's wot they all says; but, Lor' bless yer, they +don't mean it.' + +'Well, I've got three, and I'm not goin' to 'ave no more bli'me if I +will; 'tain't good enough--that's wot I says.' + +'You're abaht right there, ole gal,' said Polly, 'My word, 'Arry, if +you 'ave any more I'll git a divorce, that I will.' + +At that moment an organ-grinder turned the corner and came down the +street. + +'Good biz; 'ere's an organ!' cried half a dozen people at once. + +The organ-man was an Italian, with a shock of black hair and a +ferocious moustache. Drawing his organ to a favourable spot, he +stopped, released his shoulder from the leather straps by which he +dragged it, and cocking his large soft hat on the side of his head, +began turning the handle. It was a lively tune, and in less than no +time a little crowd had gathered round to listen, chiefly the young +men and the maidens, for the married ladies were never in a fit state +to dance, and therefore disinclined to trouble themselves to stand +round the organ. There was a moment's hesitation at opening the ball; +then one girl said to another: + +'Come on, Florrie, you and me ain't shy; we'll begin, and bust it!' + +The two girls took hold of one another, one acting gentleman, the +other lady; three or four more pairs of girls immediately joined them, +and they began a waltz. They held themselves very upright; and with an +air of grave dignity which was quite impressive, glided slowly about, +making their steps with the utmost precision, bearing themselves with +sufficient decorum for a court ball. After a while the men began to +itch for a turn, and two of them, taking hold of one another in the +most approved fashion, waltzed round the circle with the gravity of +judges. + +All at once there was a cry: 'There's Liza!' And several members of +the group turned and called out: 'Oo, look at Liza!' + +The dancers stopped to see the sight, and the organ-grinder, having +come to the end of his tune, ceased turning the handle and looked to +see what was the excitement. + +'Oo, Liza!' they called out. 'Look at Liza; oo, I sy!' + +It was a young girl of about eighteen, with dark eyes, and an enormous +fringe, puffed-out and curled and frizzed, covering her whole forehead +from side to side, and coming down to meet her eyebrows. She was +dressed in brilliant violet, with great lappets of velvet, and she had +on her head an enormous black hat covered with feathers. + +'I sy, ain't she got up dossy?' called out the groups at the doors, as +she passed. + +'Dressed ter death, and kill the fashion; that's wot I calls it.' + +Liza saw what a sensation she was creating; she arched her back and +lifted her head, and walked down the street, swaying her body from +side to side, and swaggering along as though the whole place belonged +to her. + +''Ave yer bought the street, Bill?' shouted one youth; and then half a +dozen burst forth at once, as if by inspiration: + +'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road!' + +It was immediately taken up by a dozen more, and they all yelled it +out: + +'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road. Yah, ah, knocked 'em in the Old +Kent Road!' + +'Oo, Liza!' they shouted; the whole street joined in, and they gave +long, shrill, ear-piercing shrieks and strange calls, that rung down +the street and echoed back again. + +'Hextra special!' called out a wag. + +'Oh, Liza! Oo! Ooo!' yells and whistles, and then it thundered forth +again: + +'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road!' + +Liza put on the air of a conquering hero, and sauntered on, enchanted +at the uproar. She stuck out her elbows and jerked her head on one +side, and said to herself as she passed through the bellowing crowd: + +'This is jam!' + +'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road!' + +When she came to the group round the barrel-organ, one of the girls +cried out to her: + +'Is that yer new dress, Liza?' + +'Well, it don't look like my old one, do it?' said Liza. + +'Where did yer git it?' asked another friend, rather enviously. + +'Picked it up in the street, of course,' scornfully answered Liza. + +'I believe it's the same one as I saw in the pawnbroker's dahn the +road,' said one of the men, to tease her. + +'Thet's it; but wot was you doin' in there? Pledgin' yer shirt, or was +it yer trousers?' + +'Yah, I wouldn't git a second-'and dress at a pawnbroker's!' + +'Garn!' said Liza indignantly. 'I'll swipe yer over the snitch if yer +talk ter me. I got the mayterials in the West Hend, didn't I? And I +'ad it mide up by my Court Dressmiker, so you jolly well dry up, old +jellybelly.' + +'Garn!' was the reply. + +Liza had been so intent on her new dress and the comment it was +exciting that she had not noticed the organ. + +'Oo, I say, let's 'ave some dancin',' she said as soon as she saw it. +'Come on, Sally,' she added, to one of the girls, 'you an' me'll dance +togither. Grind away, old cock!' + +The man turned on a new tune, and the organ began to play the +Intermezzo from the 'Cavalleria'; other couples quickly followed +Liza's example, and they began to waltz round with the same solemnity +as before; but Liza outdid them all; if the others were as stately as +queens, she was as stately as an empress; the gravity and dignity with +which she waltzed were something appalling, you felt that the minuet +was a frolic in comparison; it would have been a fitting measure to +tread round the grave of a _première danseuse_, or at the funeral of a +professional humorist. And the graces she put on, the languor of the +eyes, the contemptuous curl of the lips, the exquisite turn of the +hand, the dainty arching of the foot! You felt there could be no +questioning her right to the tyranny of Vere Street. + +Suddenly she stopped short, and disengaged herself from her companion. + +'Oh, I sy,' she said, 'this is too bloomin' slow; it gives me the +sick.' + +That is not precisely what she said, but it is impossible always to +give the exact unexpurgated words of Liza and the other personages of +the story, the reader is therefore entreated with his thoughts to +piece out the necessary imperfections of the dialogue. + +'It's too bloomin' slow,' she said again; 'it gives me the sick. Let's +'ave somethin' a bit more lively than this 'ere waltz. You stand over +there, Sally, an' we'll show 'em 'ow ter skirt dance.' + +They all stopped waltzing. + +'Talk of the ballet at the Canterbury and South London. You just wite +till you see the ballet at Vere Street, Lambeth--we'll knock 'em!' + +She went up to the organ-grinder. + +'Na then, Italiano,' she said to him, 'you buck up; give us a tune +that's got some guts in it! See?' + +She caught hold of his big hat and squashed it down over his eyes. The +man grinned from ear to ear, and, touching the little catch at the +side, began to play a lively tune such as Liza had asked for. + +The men had fallen out, but several girls had put themselves in +position, in couples, standing face to face; and immediately the music +struck up, they began. They held up their skirts on each side, so as +to show their feet, and proceeded to go through the difficult steps +and motions of the dance. Liza was right; they could not have done it +better in a trained ballet. But the best dancer of them all was Liza; +she threw her whole soul into it; forgetting the stiff bearing which +she had thought proper to the waltz, and casting off its elaborate +graces, she gave herself up entirely to the present pleasure. +Gradually the other couples stood aside, so that Liza and Sally were +left alone. They paced it carefully, watching each other's steps, and +as if by instinct performing corresponding movements, so as to make +the whole a thing of symmetry. + +'I'm abaht done,' said Sally, blowing and puffing. 'I've 'ad enough of +it.' + +'Go on, Liza!' cried out a dozen voices when Sally stopped. + +She gave no sign of having heard them other than calmly to continue +her dance. She glided through the steps, and swayed about, and +manipulated her skirt, all with the most charming grace imaginable, +then, the music altering, she changed the style of her dancing, her +feet moved more quickly, and did not keep so strictly to the ground. +She was getting excited at the admiration of the onlookers, and her +dance grew wilder and more daring. She lifted her skirts higher, +brought in new and more difficult movements into her improvisation, +kicking up her legs she did the wonderful twist, backwards and +forwards, of which the dancer is proud. + +'Look at 'er legs!' cried one of the men. + +'Look at 'er stockin's!' shouted another; and indeed they were +remarkable, for Liza had chosen them of the same brilliant hue as her +dress, and was herself most proud of the harmony. + +Her dance became gayer: her feet scarcely touched the ground, she +whirled round madly. + +'Take care yer don't split!' cried out one of the wags, at a very +audacious kick. + +The words were hardly out of his mouth when Liza, with a gigantic +effort, raised her foot and kicked off his hat. The feat was greeted +with applause, and she went on, making turns and twists, flourishing +her skirts, kicking higher and higher, and finally, among a volley of +shouts, fell on her hands and turned head over heels in a magnificent +catharine-wheel; then scrambling to her feet again, she tumbled into +the arms of a young man standing in the front of the ring. + +'That's right, Liza,' he said. 'Give us a kiss, now,' and promptly +tried to take one. + +'Git aht!' said Liza, pushing him away, not too gently. + +'Yus, give us a kiss,' cried another, running up to her. + +'I'll smack yer in the fice!' said Liza, elegantly, as she dodged him. + +'Ketch 'old on 'er, Bill,' cried out a third, 'an' we'll all kiss +her.' + +'Na, you won't!' shrieked Liza, beginning to run. + +'Come on,' they cried, 'we'll ketch 'er.' + +She dodged in and out, between their legs, under their arms, and then, +getting clear of the little crowd, caught up her skirts so that they +might not hinder her, and took to her heels along the street. A score +of men set in chase, whistling, shouting, yelling; the people at the +doors looked up to see the fun, and cried out to her as she dashed +past; she ran like the wind. Suddenly a man from the side darted into +the middle of the road, stood straight in her way, and before she knew +where she was, she had jumped shrieking into his arms, and he, lifting +her up to him, had imprinted two sounding kisses on her cheeks. + +'Oh, you ----!' she said. Her expression was quite unprintable; nor can +it be euphemized. + +There was a shout of laughter from the bystanders, and the young men +in chase of her, and Liza, looking up, saw a big, bearded man whom she +had never seen before. She blushed to the very roots of her hair, +quickly extricated herself from his arms, and, amid the jeers and +laughter of everyone, slid into the door of the nearest house and was +lost to view. + + + + +2 + + +Liza and her mother were having supper. Mrs. Kemp was an elderly woman, +short, and rather stout, with a red face, and grey hair brushed tight +back over her forehead. She had been a widow for many years, and since +her husband's death had lived with Liza in the ground-floor front room +in which they were now sitting. Her husband had been a soldier, and +from a grateful country she received a pension large enough to keep +her from starvation, and by charring and doing such odd jobs as she +could get she earned a little extra to supply herself with liquor. +Liza was able to make her own living by working at a factory. + +Mrs. Kemp was rather sulky this evening. + +'Wot was yer doin' this afternoon, Liza?' she asked. + +'I was in the street.' + +'You're always in the street when I want yer.' + +'I didn't know as 'ow yer wanted me, mother,' answered Liza. + +'Well, yer might 'ave come ter see! I might 'ave been dead, for all +you knew.' + +Liza said nothing. + +'My rheumatics was thet bad to-dy, thet I didn't know wot ter do with +myself. The doctor said I was to be rubbed with that stuff 'e give me, +but yer won't never do nothin' for me.' + +'Well, mother,' said Liza, 'your rheumatics was all right yesterday.' + +'I know wot you was doin'; you was showin' off thet new dress of +yours. Pretty waste of money thet is, instead of givin' it me ter sive +up. An' for the matter of thet, I wanted a new dress far worse than +you did. But, of course, I don't matter.' + +Liza did not answer, and Mrs. Kemp, having nothing more to say, +continued her supper in silence. + +It was Liza who spoke next. + +'There's some new people moved in the street. 'Ave you seen 'em?' she +asked. + +'No, wot are they?' + +'I dunno; I've seen a chap, a big chap with a beard. I think 'e lives +up at the other end.' + +She felt herself blushing a little. + +'No one any good you be sure,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I can't swaller these +new people as are comin' in; the street ain't wot it was when I fust +come.' + +When they had done, Mrs. Kemp got up, and having finished her half-pint +of beer, said to her daughter: + +'Put the things awy, Liza. I'm just goin' round to see Mrs. Clayton; +she's just 'ad twins, and she 'ad nine before these come. It's a pity +the Lord don't see fit ter tike some on 'em--thet's wot I say.' + +After which pious remark Mrs. Kemp went out of the house and turned +into another a few doors up. + +Liza did not clear the supper things away as she was told, but opened +the window and drew her chair to it. She leant on the sill, looking +out into the street. The sun had set, and it was twilight, the sky was +growing dark, bringing to view the twinkling stars; there was no +breeze, but it was pleasantly and restfully cool. The good folk still +sat at their doorsteps, talking as before on the same inexhaustible +subjects, but a little subdued with the approach of night. The boys +were still playing cricket, but they were mostly at the other end of +the street, and their shouts were muffled before they reached Liza's +ears. + +She sat, leaning her head on her hands, breathing in the fresh air and +feeling a certain exquisite sense of peacefulness which she was not +used to. It was Saturday evening, and she thankfully remembered that +there would be no factory on the morrow; she was glad to rest. +Somehow she felt a little tired, perhaps it was through the excitement +of the afternoon, and she enjoyed the quietness of the evening. It +seemed so tranquil and still; the silence filled her with a strange +delight, she felt as if she could sit there all through the night +looking out into the cool, dark street, and up heavenwards at the +stars. She was very happy, but yet at the same time experienced a +strange new sensation of melancholy, and she almost wished to cry. + +Suddenly a dark form stepped in front of the open window. She gave a +little shriek. + +''Oo's thet?' she asked, for it was quite dark, and she did not +recognize the man standing in front of her. + +'Me, Liza,' was the answer. + +'Tom?' + +'Yus!' + +It was a young man with light yellow hair and a little fair moustache, +which made him appear almost boyish; he was light-complexioned and +blue-eyed, and had a frank and pleasant look mingled with a curious +bashfulness that made him blush when people spoke to him. + +'Wot's up?' asked Liza. + +'Come aht for a walk, Liza, will yer?' + +'No!' she answered decisively. + +'You promised ter yesterday, Liza.' + +'Yesterday an' ter-day's two different things,' was her wise reply. + +'Yus, come on, Liza.' + +'Na, I tell yer, I won't.' + +'I want ter talk ter yer, Liza.' Her hand was resting on the +window-sill, and he put his upon it. She quickly drew it back. + +'Well, I don't want yer ter talk ter me.' + +But she did, for it was she who broke the silence. + +'Say, Tom, 'oo are them new folk as 'as come into the street? It's a +big chap with a brown beard.' + +'D'you mean the bloke as kissed yer this afternoon?' + +Liza blushed again. + +'Well, why shouldn't 'e kiss me?' she said, with some inconsequence. + +'I never said as 'ow 'e shouldn't; I only arst yer if it was the +sime.' + +'Yea, thet's 'oo I mean.' + +''Is nime is Blakeston--Jim Blakeston. I've only spoke to 'im once; +he's took the two top rooms at No. 19 'ouse.' + +'Wot's 'e want two top rooms for?' + +''Im? Oh, 'e's got a big family--five kids. Ain't yer seen 'is wife +abaht the street? She's a big, fat woman, as does 'er 'air funny.' + +'I didn't know 'e 'ad a wife.' + +There was another silence; Liza sat thinking, and Tom stood at the +window, looking at her. + +'Won't yer come aht with me, Liza?' he asked, at last. + +'Na, Tom,' she said, a little more gently, 'it's too lite.' + +'Liza,' he said, blushing to the roots of his hair. + +'Well?' + +'Liza'--he couldn't go on, and stuttered in his shyness--'Liza, +I--I--I loves yer, Liza.' + +'Garn awy!' + +He was quite brave now, and took hold of her hand. + +'Yer know, Liza, I'm earnin' twenty-three shillin's at the works now, +an' I've got some furniture as mother left me when she was took.' + +The girl said nothing. + +'Liza, will you 'ave me? I'll make yer a good 'usband, Liza, swop me +bob, I will; an' yer know I'm not a drinkin' sort. Liza, will yer +marry me?' + +'Na, Tom,' she answered quietly. + +'Oh, Liza, won't you 'ave me?' + +'Na, Tom, I can't.' + +'Why not? You've come aht walkin' with me ever since Whitsun.' + +'Ah, things is different now.' + +'You're not walkin' aht with anybody else, are you, Liza?' he asked +quickly. + +'Na, not that.' + +'Well, why won't yer, Liza? Oh Liza, I do love yer, I've never loved +anybody as I love you!' + +'Oh, I can't, Tom!' + +'There ain't no one else?' + +'Na.' + +'Then why not?' + +'I'm very sorry, Tom, but I don't love yer so as ter marry yer.' + +'Oh, Liza!' + +She could not see the look upon his face, but she heard the agony in +his voice; and, moved with sudden pity, she bent out, threw her arms +round his neck, and kissed him on both cheeks. + +'Never mind old chap!' she said. 'I'm not worth troublin' abaht.' + +And quickly drawing back, she slammed the window to, and moved into +the further part of the room. + + + + +3 + + +The following day was Sunday. Liza when she was dressing herself in +the morning, felt the hardness of fate in the impossibility of eating +one's cake and having it; she wished she had reserved her new dress, +and had still before her the sensation of a first appearance in it. +With a sigh she put on her ordinary everyday working dress, and +proceeded to get the breakfast ready, for her mother had been out late +the previous night, celebrating the new arrivals in the street, and +had the 'rheumatics' this morning. + +'Oo, my 'ead!' she was saying, as she pressed her hands on each side +of her forehead. 'I've got the neuralgy again, wot shall I do? I dunno +'ow it is, but it always comes on Sunday mornings. Oo, an' my +rheumatics, they give me sich a doin' in the night!' + +'You'd better go to the 'orspital mother.' + +'Not I!' answered the worthy lady, with great decision. 'You 'as a +dozen young chaps messin' you abaht, and lookin' at yer, and then they +tells yer ter leave off beer and spirrits. Well, wot I says, I says I +can't do withaht my glass of beer.' She thumped her pillow to +emphasize the statement. + +'Wot with the work I 'ave ter do, lookin' after you and the cookin' +and gettin' everythin' ready and doin' all the 'ouse-work, and goin' +aht charring besides--well, I says, if I don't 'ave a drop of beer, I +says, ter pull me together, I should be under the turf in no time.' + +She munched her bread-and-butter and drank her tea. + +'When you've done breakfast, Liza,' she said, 'you can give the grate +a cleanin', an' my boots'd do with a bit of polishin'. Mrs. Tike, in +the next 'ouse, 'll give yer some blackin'.' + +She remained silent for a bit, then said: + +'I don't think I shall get up ter-day. Liza. My rheumatics is bad. You +can put the room straight and cook the dinner.' + +'Arright, mother, you stay where you are, an' I'll do everythin' for +yer.' + +'Well, it's only wot yer ought to do, considerin' all the trouble +you've been ter me when you was young, and considerin' thet when you +was born the doctor thought I never should get through it. Wot 'ave +you done with your week's money, Liza?' + +'Oh, I've put it awy,' answered Liza quietly. + +'Where?' asked her mother. + +'Where it'll be safe.' + +'Where's that?' + +Liza was driven into a corner. + +'Why d'you want ter know?' she asked. + +'Why shouldn't I know; d'you think I want ter steal it from yer?' + +'Na, not thet.' + +'Well, why won't you tell me?' + +'Oh, a thing's sifer when only one person knows where it is.' + +This was a very discreet remark, but it set Mrs. Kemp in a whirlwind of +passion. She raised herself and sat up in the bed, flourishing her +clenched fist at her daughter. + +'I know wot yer mean, you ---- you!' Her language was emphatic, her +epithets picturesque, but too forcible for reproduction. 'You think +I'd steal it,' she went on. 'I know yer! D'yer think I'd go an' tike +yer dirty money?' + +'Well, mother,' said Liza, 'when I've told yer before, the money's +perspired like.' + +'Wot d'yer mean?' + +'It got less.' + +'Well, I can't 'elp thet, can I? Anyone can come in 'ere and tike the +money.' + +'If it's 'idden awy, they can't, can they, mother?' said Liza. + +Mrs. Kemp shook her fist. + +'You dirty slut, you,' she said, 'yer think I tike yer money! Why, you +ought ter give it me every week instead of savin' it up and spendin' +it on all sorts of muck, while I 'ave ter grind my very bones down to +keep yer.' + +'Yer know, mother, if I didn't 'ave a little bit saved up, we should +be rather short when you're dahn in yer luck.' + +Mrs. Kemp's money always ran out on Tuesday, and Liza had to keep +things going till the following Saturday. + +'Oh, don't talk ter me!' proceeded Mrs. Kemp. 'When I was a girl I give +all my money ter my mother. She never 'ad ter ask me for nothin'. On +Saturday when I come 'ome with my wiges, I give it 'er every farthin'. +That's wot a daughter ought ter do. I can say this for myself, I +be'aved by my mother like a gal should. None of your prodigal sons for +me! She didn't 'ave ter ask me for three 'apence ter get a drop of +beer.' + +Liza was wise in her generation; she held her tongue, and put on her +hat. + +'Now, you're goin' aht, and leavin' me; I dunno wot you get up to in +the street with all those men. No good, I'll be bound. An' 'ere am I +left alone, an' I might die for all you care.' + +In her sorrow at herself the old lady began to cry, and Liza slipped +out of the room and into the street. + +Leaning against the wall of the opposite house was Tom; he came +towards her. + +''Ulloa!' she said, as she saw him. 'Wot are you doin' 'ere?' + +'I was waitin' for you ter come aht, Liza,' he answered. + +She looked at him quickly. + +'I ain't comin' aht with yer ter-day, if thet's wot yer mean,' she +said. + +'I never thought of arskin' yer, Liza--after wot you said ter me last +night.' + +His voice was a little sad, and she felt so sorry for him. + +'But yer did want ter speak ter me, didn't yer, Tom?' she said, more +gently. + +'You've got a day off ter-morrow, ain't yer?' + +'Bank 'Oliday. Yus! Why?' + +'Why, 'cause they've got a drag startin' from the "Red Lion" that's +goin' down ter Chingford for the day--an' I'm goin'.' + +'Yus!' she said. + +He looked at her doubtfully. + +'Will yer come too, Liza? It'll be a regular beeno; there's only goin' +ter be people in the street. Eh, Liza?' + +'Na, I can't.' + +'Why not?' + +'I ain't got--I ain't got the ooftish.' + +'I mean, won't yer come with me?' + +'Na, Tom, thank yer; I can't do thet neither.' + +'Yer might as well, Liza; it wouldn't 'urt yer.' + +'Na, it wouldn't be right like; I can't come aht with yer, and then +mean nothin'! It would be doin' yer aht of an outing.' + +'I don't see why,' he said, very crestfallen. + +'I can't go on keepin' company with you--after what I said last night.' + +'I shan't enjoy it a bit without you, Liza.' + +'You git somebody else, Tom. You'll do withaht me all right.' + +She nodded to him, and walked up the street to the house of her friend +Sally. Having arrived in front of it, she put her hands to her mouth +in trumpet form, and shouted: + +''I! 'I! 'I! Sally!' + +A couple of fellows standing by copied her. + +''I! 'I! 'I! Sally!' + +'Garn!' said Liza, looking round at them. + +Sally did not appear and she repeated her call. The men imitated her, +and half a dozen took it up, so that there was enough noise to wake +the seven sleepers. + +''I! 'I! 'I! Sally!' + +A head was put out of a top window, and Liza, taking off her hat, +waved it, crying: + +'Come on dahn, Sally!' + +'Arright, old gal!' shouted the other. 'I'm comin'!' + +'So's Christmas!' was Liza's repartee. + +There was a clatter down the stairs, and Sally, rushing through the +passage, threw herself on to her friend. They began fooling, in +reminiscence of a melodrama they had lately seen together. + +'Oh, my darlin' duck!' said Liza, kissing her and pressing her, with +affected rapture, to her bosom. + +'My sweetest sweet!' replied Sally, copying her. + +'An' 'ow does your lidyship ter-day?' + +'Oh!'--with immense languor--'fust class; and is your royal 'ighness +quite well?' + +'I deeply regret,' answered Liza, 'but my royal 'ighness 'as got the +collywobbles.' + +Sally was a small, thin girl, with sandy hair and blue eyes, and a +very freckled complexion. She had an enormous mouth, with terrible, +square teeth set wide apart, which looked as if they could masticate +an iron bar. She was dressed like Liza, in a shortish black skirt and +an old-fashioned bodice, green and grey and yellow with age; her +sleeves were tucked up to the elbow, and she wore a singularly dirty +apron, that had once been white. + +'Wot 'ave you got yer 'air in them things for?' asked Liza, pointing +to the curl-papers. 'Goin' aht with yer young man ter-day?' + +'No, I'm going ter stay 'ere all day.' + +'Wot for, then?' + +'Why, 'Arry's going ter tike me ter Chingford ter-morrer.' + +'Oh? In the "Red Lion" brake?' + +'Yus. Are you goin'?' + +'Na!' + +'Not! Well, why don't you get round Tom? 'E'll tike yer, and jolly +glad 'e'll be, too.' + +''E arst me ter go with 'im, but I wouldn't.' + +'Swop me bob--why not?' + +'I ain't keeping company with 'im.' + +'Yer might 'ave gone with 'im all the sime.' + +'Na. You're goin' with 'Arry, ain't yer?' + +'Yus!' + +'An' you're goin' to 'ave 'im?' + +'Right again!' + +'Well, I couldn't go with Tom, and then throw him over.' + +'Well, you are a mug!' + +The two girls had strolled down towards the Westminster Bridge Road, +and Sally, meeting her young man, had gone to him. Liza walked back, +wishing to get home in time to cook the dinner. But she went slowly, +for she knew every dweller in the street, and as she passed the groups +sitting at their doors, as on the previous evening, but this time +mostly engaged in peeling potatoes or shelling peas, she stopped and +had a little chat. Everyone liked her, and was glad to have her +company. 'Good old Liza,' they would say, as she left them, 'she's a +rare good sort, ain't she?' + +She asked after the aches and pains of all the old people, and +delicately inquired after the babies, past and future; the children +hung on to her skirts and asked her to play with them, and she would +hold one end of the rope while tiny little ragged girls skipped, +invariably entangling themselves after two jumps. + +She had nearly reached home, when she heard a voice cry: + +'Mornin'!' + +She looked round and recognized the man whom Tom had told her was +called Jim Blakeston. He was sitting on a stool at the door of one of +the houses, playing with two young children, to whom he was giving +rides on his knee. She remembered his heavy brown beard from the day +before, and she had also an impression of great size; she noticed this +morning that he was, in fact, a big man, tall and broad, and she saw +besides that he had large, masculine features and pleasant brown eyes. +She supposed him to be about forty. + +'Mornin'!' he said again, as she stopped and looked at him. + +'Well, yer needn't look as if I was goin' ter eat yer up, 'cause I +ain't,' he said. + +''Oo are you? I'm not afeard of yer.' + +'Wot are yer so bloomin' red abaht?' he asked pointedly. + +'Well, I'm 'ot.' + +'You ain't shirty 'cause I kissed yer last night?' + +'I'm not shirty; but it was pretty cool, considerin' like as I didn't +know yer.' + +'Well, you run into my arms.' + +'Thet I didn't; you run aht and caught me.' + +'An' kissed yer before you could say "Jack Robinson".' He laughed at +the thought. 'Well, Liza,' he went on, 'seein' as 'ow I kissed yer +against yer will, the best thing you can do ter make it up is to kiss +me not against yer will.' + +'Me?' said Liza, looking at him, open-mouthed. 'Well you are a pill!' + +The children began to clamour for the riding, which had been +discontinued on Liza's approach. + +'Are them your kids?' she asked. + +'Yus; them's two on 'em.' + +''Ow many 'ave yer got?' + +'Five; the eldest gal's fifteen, and the next one 'oo's a boy's +twelve, and then there are these two and baby.' + +'Well, you've got enough for your money.' + +'Too many for me--and more comin'.' + +'Ah well,' said Liza, laughing, 'thet's your fault, ain't it?' + +Then she bade him good morning, and strolled off. + +He watched her as she went, and saw half a dozen little boys surround +her and beg her to join them in their game of cricket. They caught +hold of her arms and skirts, and pulled her to their pitch. + +'No, I can't,' she said trying to disengage herself. 'I've got the +dinner ter cook.' + +'Dinner ter cook?' shouted one small boy. 'Why, they always cooks the +cats' meat at the shop.' + +'You little so-and-so!' said Liza, somewhat inelegantly, making a dash +at him. + +He dodged her and gave a whoop; then turning he caught her round the +legs, and another boy catching hold of her round the neck they dragged +her down, and all three struggled on the ground, rolling over and +over; the other boys threw themselves on the top, so that there was a +great heap of legs and arms and heads waving and bobbing up and down. + +Liza extricated herself with some difficulty, and taking off her hat +she began cuffing the boys with it, using all the time the most lively +expressions. Then, having cleared the field, she retired victorious +into her own house and began cooking the dinner. + + + + +4 + + +Bank Holiday was a beautiful day: the cloudless sky threatened a +stifling heat for noontide, but early in the morning, when Liza got +out of bed and threw open the window, it was fresh and cool. She +dressed herself, wondering how she should spend her day; she thought +of Sally going off to Chingford with her lover, and of herself +remaining alone in the dull street with half the people away. She +almost wished it were an ordinary work-day, and that there were no +such things as bank holidays. And it seemed to be a little like two +Sundays running, but with the second rather worse than the first. Her +mother was still sleeping, and she was in no great hurry about getting +the breakfast, but stood quietly looking out of the window at the +house opposite. + +In a little while she saw Sally coming along. She was arrayed in +purple and fine linen--a very smart red dress, trimmed with velveteen, +and a tremendous hat covered with feathers. She had reaped the benefit +of keeping her hair in curl-papers since Saturday, and her sandy +fringe stretched from ear to ear. She was in enormous spirits. + +''Ulloa, Liza!' she called as soon as she saw her at the window. + +Liza looked at her a little enviously. + +''Ulloa!' she answered quietly. + +'I'm just goin' to the "Red Lion" to meet 'Arry.' + +'At what time d'yer start?' + +'The brake leaves at 'alf-past eight sharp.' + +'Why, it's only eight; it's only just struck at the church. 'Arry +won't be there yet, will he?' + +'Oh, 'e's sure ter be early. I couldn't wite. I've been witin' abaht +since 'alf-past six. I've been up since five this morning.' + +'Since five! What 'ave you been doin'?' + +'Dressin' myself and doin' my 'air. I woke up so early. I've been +dreamin' all the night abaht it. I simply couldn't sleep.' + +'Well, you are a caution!' said Liza. + +'Bust it, I don't go on the spree every day! Oh, I do 'ope I shall +enjoy myself.' + +'Why, you simply dunno where you are!' said Liza, a little crossly. + +'Don't you wish you was comin', Liza?' asked Sally. + +'Na! I could if I liked, but I don't want ter.' + +'You are a coughdrop--thet's all I can say. Ketch me refusin' when I +'ave the chanst.' + +'Well, it's done now. I ain't got the chanst any more.' Liza said this +with just a little regret in her voice. + +'Come on dahn to the "Red Lion", Liza, and see us off,' said Sally. + +'No, I'm damned if I do!' answered Liza, with some warmth. + +'You might as well. P'raps 'Arry won't be there, an' you can keep me +company till 'e comes. An' you can see the 'orses.' + +Liza was really very anxious to see the brake and the horses and the +people going; but she hesitated a little longer. Sally asked her once +again. Then she said: + +'Arright; I'll come with yer, and wite till the bloomin' old thing +starts.' + +She did not trouble to put on a hat, but just walked out as she was, +and accompanied Sally to the public-house which was getting up the +expedition. + +Although there was still nearly half an hour to wait, the brake was +drawn up before the main entrance; it was large and long, with seats +arranged crosswise, so that four people could sit on each; and it was +drawn by two powerful horses, whose harness the coachman was now +examining. Sally was not the first on the scene, for already half a +dozen people had taken their places, but Harry had not yet arrived. +The two girls stood by the public-door, looking at the preparations. +Huge baskets full of food were brought out and stowed away; cases of +beer were hoisted up and put in every possible place--under the seats, +under the driver's legs, and even beneath the brake. As more people +came up, Sally began to get excited about Harry's non-appearance. + +'I say, I wish 'e'd come!' she said. ''E is lite.' + +Then she looked up and down the Westminster Bridge Road to see if he +was in view. + +'Suppose 'e don't turn up! I will give it 'im when 'e comes for +keepin' me witin' like this.' + +'Why, there's a quarter of an hour yet,' said Liza, who saw nothing at +all to get excited about. + +At last Sally saw her lover, and rushed off to meet him. Liza was left +alone, rather disconsolate at all this bustle and preparation. She was +not sorry that she had refused Tom's invitation, but she did wish that +she had conscientiously been able to accept it. Sally and her friend +came up; attired in his Sunday best, he was a fit match for his +lady-love--he wore a shirt and collar, unusual luxuries--and be +carried under his arm a concertina to make things merry on the way. + +'Ain't you goin', Liza?' he asked in surprise at seeing her without a +hat and with her apron on. + +'Na,' said Sally, 'ain't she a soft? Tom said 'e'd tike 'er, an' she +wouldn't.' + +'Well, I'm dashed!' + +Then they climbed the ladder and took their seats, so that Liza was +left alone again. More people had come along, and the brake was nearly +full. Liza knew them all, but they were too busy taking their places +to talk to her. At last Tom came. He saw her standing there and went +up to her. + +'Won't yer change yer mind, Liza, an' come along with us?' + +'Na, Tom, I told yer I wouldn't--it's not right like.' She felt she +must repeat that to herself often. + +'I shan't enjoy it a bit without you,' he said. + +'Well, I can't 'elp it!' she answered, somewhat sullenly. + +At that moment a man came out of the public-house with a horn in his +hand; her heart gave a great jump, for if there was anything she +adored it was to drive along to the tootling of a horn. She really +felt it was very hard lines that she must stay at home when all these +people were going to have such a fine time; and they were all so +merry, and she could picture to herself so well the delights of the +drive and the picnic. She felt very much inclined to cry. But she +mustn't go, and she wouldn't go: she repeated that to herself twice as +the trumpeter gave a preliminary tootle. + +Two more people hurried along, and when they came near Liza saw that +they were Jim Blakeston and a woman whom she supposed to be his wife. + +'Are you comin', Liza?' Jim said to her. + +'No,' she answered. 'I didn't know you was goin'.' + +'I wish you was comin',' he replied, 'we shall 'ave a game.' + +She could only just keep back the sobs; she so wished she were going. +It did seem hard that she must remain behind; and all because she +wasn't going to marry Tom. After all, she didn't see why that should +prevent her; there really was no need to refuse for that. She began to +think she had acted foolishly: it didn't do anyone any good that she +refused to go out with Tom, and no one thought it anything specially +fine that she should renounce her pleasure. Sally merely thought her a +fool. + +Tom was standing by her side, silent, and looking disappointed and +rather unhappy. Jim said to her, in a low voice: + +'I am sorry you're not comin'!' + +It was too much. She did want to go so badly, and she really couldn't +resist any longer. If Tom would only ask her once more, and if she +could only change her mind reasonably and decently, she would accept; +but he stood silent, and she had to speak herself. It was very +undignified. + +'Yer know, Tom.' she said, 'I don't want ter spoil your day.' + +'Well, I don't think I shall go alone; it 'ud be so precious slow.' + +Supposing he didn't ask her again! What should she do? She looked up +at the clock on the front of the pub, and noticed that it only wanted +five minutes to the half-hour. How terrible it would be if the brake +started and he didn't ask her! Her heart beat violently against her +chest, and in her agitation she fumbled with the corner of her apron. + +'Well, what can I do, Tom dear?' + +'Why, come with me, of course. Oh. Liza, do say yes.' + +She had got the offer again, and it only wanted a little seemly +hesitation, and the thing was done. + +'I should like ter, Tom,' she said. 'But d'you think it 'ud be +arright?' + +'Yus, of course it would. Come on, Liza!' In his eagerness he clasped +her hand. + +'Well,' she remarked, looking down, 'if it'd spoil your 'oliday--.' + +'I won't go if you don't--swop me bob, I won't!' he answered. + +'Well, if I come, it won't mean that I'm keepin' company with you.' + +'Na, it won't mean anythin' you don't like.' + +'Arright!' she said. + +'You'll come?' he could hardly believe her. + +'Yus!' she answered, smiling all over her face. + +'You're a good sort, Liza! I say, 'Arry, Liza's comin'!' he shouted. + +'Liza? 'Oorray!' shouted Harry. + +''S'at right, Liza?' called Sally. + +And Liza feeling quite joyful and light of heart called back: + +'Yus!' + +''Oorray!' shouted Sally in answer. + +'Thet's right, Liza,' called Jim; and he smiled pleasantly as she +looked at him. + +'There's just room for you two 'ere,' said Harry, pointing to the +vacant places by his side. + +'Arright!' said Tom. + +'I must jest go an' get a 'at an' tell mother,' said Liza. + +'There's just three minutes. Be quick!' answered Tom, and as she +scampered off as hard as she could go, he shouted to the coachman: +''Old 'ard; there' another passenger comin' in a minute.' + +'Arright, old cock,' answered the coachman: 'no 'urry!' + +Liza rushed into the room, and called to her mother, who was still +asleep: + +'Mother! mother! I'm going to Chingford!' + +Then tearing off her old dress she slipped into her gorgeous violet +one; she kicked off her old ragged shoes and put on her new boots. She +brushed her hair down and rapidly gave her fringe a twirl and a +twist--it was luckily still moderately in curl from the previous +Saturday--and putting on her black hat with all the feathers, she +rushed along the street, and scrambling up the brake steps fell +panting on Tom's lap. + +The coachman cracked his whip, the trumpeter tootled his horn, and +with a cry and a cheer from the occupants, the brake clattered down +the road. + + + + +5 + + +As soon as Liza had recovered herself she started examining the people +on the brake; and first of all she took stock of the woman whom Jim +Blakeston had with him. + +'This is my missus!' said Jim, pointing to her with his thumb. + +'You ain't been dahn in the street much, 'ave yer?' said Liza, by way +of making the acquaintance. + +'Na,' answered Mrs. Blakeston, 'my youngster's been dahn with the +measles, an' I've 'ad my work cut out lookin' after 'im.' + +'Oh, an' is 'e all right now?' + +'Yus, 'e's gettin' on fine, an' Jim wanted ter go ter Chingford +ter-day, an' 'e says ter me, well, 'e says, "You come along ter +Chingford, too; it'll do you good." An' 'e says, "You can leave +Polly"--she's my eldest, yer know--"you can leave Polly," says 'e, +"ter look after the kids." So I says, "Well, I don't mind if I do," +says I.' + +Meanwhile Liza was looking at her. First she noticed her dress: she +wore a black cloak and a funny, old-fashioned black bonnet; then +examining the woman herself, she saw a middle-sized, stout person +anywhere between thirty and forty years old. She had a large, fat face +with a big mouth, and her hair was curiously done, parted in the +middle and plastered down on each side of the head in little plaits. +One could see that she was a woman of great strength, notwithstanding +evident traces of hard work and much child-bearing. + +Liza knew all the other passengers, and now that everyone was settled +down and had got over the excitement of departure, they had time to +greet one another. They were delighted to have Liza among them, for +where she was there was no dullness. Her attention was first of all +taken up by a young coster who had arrayed himself in the traditional +costume--grey suit, tight trousers, and shiny buttons in profusion. + +'Wot cheer, Bill!' she cried to him. + +'Wot cheer, Liza!' he answered. + +'You are got up dossy, you'll knock 'em.' + +'Na then, Liza Kemp,' said his companion, turning round with mock +indignation, 'you let my Johnny alone. If you come gettin' round 'im +I'll give you wot for.' + +'Arright, Clary Sharp, I don't want 'im,' answered Liza. 'I've got one +of my own, an' thet's a good 'andful--ain't it, Tom?' + +Tom was delighted, and, unable to find a repartee, in his pleasure +gave Liza a great nudge with his elbow. + +''Oo, I say,' said Liza, putting her hand to her side. 'Tike care of +my ribs; you'll brike 'em.' + +'Them's not yer ribs,' shouted a candid friend--'them's yer +whale-bones yer afraid of breakin'.' + +'Garn!' + +''Ave yer got whale-bones?' said Tom, with affected simplicity, +putting his arm round her waist to feel. + +'Na, then,' she said, 'keep off the grass!' + +'Well, I only wanted ter know if you'd got any.' + +'Garn; yer don't git round me like thet.' + +He still kept as he was. + +'Na then,' she repeated, 'tike yer 'and away. If yer touch me there +you'll 'ave ter marry me.' + +'Thet's just wot I wants ter do, Liza!' + +'Shut it!' she answered cruelly, and drew his arm away from her waist. + +The horses scampered on, and the man behind blew his horn with vigour. + +'Don't bust yerself, guv'nor!' said one of the passengers to him when +he made a particularly discordant sound. They drove along eastwards, +and as the hour grew later the streets became more filled and the +traffic greater. At last they got on the road to Chingford, and caught +up numbers of other vehicles going in the same direction--donkey-shays, +pony-carts, tradesmen's carts, dog-carts, drags, brakes, every +conceivable kind of wheel thing, all filled with people, the +wretched donkey dragging along four solid rate-payers to the pair +of stout horses easily managing a couple of score. They exchanged +cheers and greetings as they passed, the 'Red Lion' brake being +noticeable above all for its uproariousness. As the day wore on +the sun became hotter, and the road seemed more dusty and threw up a +greater heat. + +'I am getting 'ot!' was the common cry, and everyone began to puff and +sweat. + +The ladies removed their cloaks and capes, and the men, following +their example, took off their coats and sat in their shirt-sleeves. +Whereupon ensued much banter of a not particularly edifying kind +respecting the garments which each person would like to remove--which +showed that the innuendo of French farce is not so unknown to the +upright, honest Englishman as might be supposed. + +At last came in sight the half-way house, where the horses were to +have a rest and a sponge down. They had been talking of it for the +last quarter of a mile, and when at length it was observed on the top +of a hill a cheer broke out, and some thirsty wag began to sing 'Rule +Britannia', whilst others burst forth with a different national ditty, +'Beer, Glorious Beer!' They drew up before the pub entrance, and all +climbed down as quickly as they could. The bar was besieged, and +potmen and barmaids were quickly busy drawing beer and handing it over +to the eager folk outside. + +THE IDYLL OF CORYDON AND PHYLLIS. + +Gallantry ordered that the faithful swain and the amorous shepherdess +should drink out of one and the same pot. + +''Urry up an' 'ave your whack,' said Corydon, politely handing the +foaming bowl for his fair one to drink from. + +Phyllis, without replying, raised it to her lips and drank deep. The +swain watched anxiously. + +''Ere, give us a chanst!' he said, as the pot was raised higher and +higher and its contents appeared to be getting less and less. + +At this the amorous shepherdess stopped and handed the pot to her +lover. + +'Well, I'm dashed!' said Corydon, looking into it; and added: 'I guess +you know a thing or two.' Then with courtly grace putting his own lips +to the place where had been those of his beloved, finished the pint. + +'Go' lumme!' remarked the shepherdess, smacking her lips, 'that was +somethin' like!' And she put out her tongue and licked her lips, and +then breathed deeply. + +The faithful swain having finished, gave a long sigh, and said: + +'Well, I could do with some more!' + +'For the matter of thet, I could do with a gargle!' + +Thus encouraged, the gallant returned to the bar, and soon brought out +a second pint. + +'You 'ave fust pop,' amorously remarked Phyllis, and he took a long +drink and handed the pot to her. + +She, with maiden modesty, turned it so as to have a different part to +drink from; but he remarked as he saw her: + +'You are bloomin' particular.' + +Then, unwilling to grieve him, she turned it back again and applied +her ruby lips to the place where his had been. + +'Now we shan't be long!' she remarked, as she handed him back the pot. + +The faithful swain took out of his pocket a short clay pipe, blew +through it, filled it, and began to smoke, while Phyllis sighed at the +thought of the cool liquid gliding down her throat, and with the +pleasing recollection gently stroked her stomach. Then Corydon spat, +and immediately his love said: + +'I can spit farther than thet.' + +'I bet yer yer can't.' + +She tried, and did. He collected himself and spat again, further than +before, she followed him, and in this idyllic contest they remained +till the tootling horn warned them to take their places. + + * * * * * + +At last they reached Chingford, and here the horses were taken out and +the drag, on which they were to lunch, drawn up in a sheltered spot. +They were all rather hungry, but as it was not yet feeding-time, they +scattered to have drinks meanwhile. Liza and Tom, with Sally and her +young man, went off together to the nearest public-house, and as they +drank beer, Harry, who was a great sportsman, gave them a graphic +account of a prize-fight he had seen on the previous Saturday evening, +which had been rendered specially memorable by one man being so hurt +that he had died from the effects. It had evidently been a very fine +affair, and Harry said that several swells from the West End had been +present, and he related their ludicrous efforts to get in without +being seen by anyone, and their terror when someone to frighten them +called out 'Copper!' Then Tom and he entered into a discussion on the +subject of boxing, in which Tom, being a shy and undogmatic sort of +person, was entirely worsted. After this they strolled back to the +brake, and found things being prepared for luncheon; the hampers were +brought out and emptied, and the bottles of beer in great profusion +made many a thirsty mouth thirstier. + +'Come along, lidies an' gentlemen--if you are gentlemen,' shouted the +coachman; 'the animals is now goin' ter be fed!' + +'Garn awy,' answered somebody, 'we're not hanimals; we don't drink +water.' + +'You're too clever,' remarked the coachman; 'I can see you've just +come from the board school.' + +As the former speaker was a lady of quite mature appearance, the +remark was not without its little irony. The other man blew his horn +by way of grace, at which Liza called out to him: + +'Don't do thet, you'll bust, I know you will, an' if you bust you'll +quite spoil my dinner!' + +Then they all set to. Pork-pies, saveloys, sausages, cold potatoes, +hard-boiled eggs, cold bacon, veal, ham, crabs and shrimps, cheese, +butter, cold suet-puddings and treacle, gooseberry-tarts, +cherry-tarts, butter, bread, more sausages, and yet again pork-pies! +They devoured the provisions like ravening beasts, stolidly, silently, +earnestly, in large mouthfuls which they shoved down their throats +unmasticated. The intelligent foreigner seeing them thus dispose of +their food would have understood why England is a great nation. He +would have understood why Britons never, never will be slaves. They +never stopped except to drink, and then at each gulp they emptied +their glass; no heel-taps! And still they ate, and still they +drank--but as all things must cease, they stopped at last, and a long +sigh of content broke from their two-and-thirty throats. + +Then the gathering broke up, and the good folk paired themselves and +separated. Harry and his lady strolled off to secluded byways in the +forest, so that they might discourse of their loves and digest their +dinner. Tom had all the morning been waiting for this happy moment; he +had counted on the expansive effect of a full stomach to thaw his +Liza's coldness, and he had pictured himself sitting on the grass with +his back against the trunk of a spreading chestnut-tree, with his arm +round his Liza's waist, and her head resting affectionately on his +manly bosom. Liza, too, had foreseen the separation into couples after +dinner, and had been racking her brains to find a means of getting out +of it. + +'I don't want 'im slobberin' abaht me,' she said; 'it gives me the +sick, all this kissin' an' cuddlin'!' + +She scarcely knew why she objected to his caresses; but they bored her +and made her cross. But luckily the blessed institution of marriage +came to her rescue, for Jim and his wife naturally had no particular +desire to spend the afternoon together, and Liza, seeing a little +embarrassment on their part, proposed that they should go for a walk +together in the forest. + +Jim agreed at once, and with pleasure, but Tom was dreadfully +disappointed. He hadn't the courage to say anything, but he glared at +Blakeston. Jim smiled benignly at him, and Tom began to sulk. Then +they began a funny walk through the woods. Jim tried to go on with +Liza, and Liza was not at all disinclined to this, for she had come to +the conclusion that Jim, notwithstanding his 'cheek', was not ''alf a +bad sort'. But Tom kept walking alongside of them, and as Jim slightly +quickened his pace so as to get Liza on in front, Tom quickened his, +and Mrs. Blakeston, who didn't want to be left behind, had to break +into a little trot to keep up with them. Jim tried also to get Liza +all to himself in the conversation, and let Tom see that he was out in +the cold, but Tom would break in with cross, sulky remarks, just to +make the others uncomfortable. Liza at last got rather vexed with him. + +'Strikes me you got aht of bed the wrong way this mornin',' she said +to him. + +'Yer didn't think thet when yer said you'd come aht with me.' He +emphasized the 'me'. + +Liza shrugged her shoulders. + +'You give me the 'ump,' she said. 'If yer wants ter mike a fool of +yerself, you can go elsewhere an' do it.' + +'I suppose yer want me ter go awy now,' he said angrily. + +'I didn't say I did.' + +'Arright, Liza, I won't stay where I'm not wanted.' And turning on +his heel he marched off, striking through the underwood into the midst +of the forest. + +He felt extremely unhappy as he wandered on, and there was a choky +feeling in his throat as he thought of Liza: she was very unkind and +ungrateful, and he wished he had never come to Chingford. She might so +easily have come for a walk with him instead of going with that beast +of a Blakeston; she wouldn't ever do anything for him, and he hated +her--but all the same, he was a poor foolish thing in love, and he +began to feel that perhaps he had been a little exacting and a little +forward to take offence. And then he wished he had never said +anything, and he wanted so much to see her and make it up. He made his +way back to Chingford, hoping she would not make him wait too long. + +Liza was a little surprised when Tom turned and left them. + +'Wot 'as 'e got the needle abaht?' she said. + +'Why, 'e's jealous,' answered Jim, with a laugh. + +'Tom jealous?' + +'Yus; 'e's jealous of me.' + +'Well, 'e ain't got no cause ter be jealous of anyone--that 'e ain't!' +said Liza, and continued by telling him all about Tom: how he had +wanted to marry her and she wouldn't have him, and how she had only +agreed to come to Chingford with him on the understanding that she +should preserve her entire freedom. Jim listened sympathetically, but +his wife paid no attention; she was doubtless engaged in thought +respecting her household or her family. + +When they got back to Chingford they saw Tom standing in solitude +looking at them. Liza was struck by the woebegone expression on his +face; she felt she had been cruel to him, and leaving the Blakestons +went up to him. + +'I say, Tom,' she said, 'don't tike on so; I didn't mean it.' + +He was bursting to apologize for his behaviour. + +'Yer know, Tom,' she went on, 'I'm rather 'asty, an' I'm sorry I said +wot I did.' + +'Oh, Liza, you are good! You ain't cross with me?' + +'Me? Na; it's you thet oughter be cross.' + +'You are a good sort, Liza!' + +'You ain't vexed with me?' + +'Give me Liza every time; that's wot I say,' he answered, as his face +lit up. 'Come along an' 'ave tea, an' then we'll go for a +donkey-ride.' + +The donkey-ride was a great success. Liza was a little afraid at +first, so Tom walked by her side to take care of her, she screamed the +moment the beast began to trot, and clutched hold of Tom to save +herself from falling, and as he felt her hand on his shoulder, and +heard her appealing cry: 'Oh, do 'old me! I'm fallin'!' he felt that +he had never in his life been so deliciously happy. The whole party +joined in, and it was proposed that they should have races; but in the +first heat, when the donkeys broke into a canter, Liza fell off into +Tom's arms and the donkeys scampered on without her. + +'I know wot I'll do,' she said, when the runaway had been recovered. +'I'll ride 'im straddlewyse.' + +'Garn!' said Sally, 'yer can't with petticoats.' + +'Yus, I can, an' I will too!' + +So another donkey was procured, this time with a man's saddle, and +putting her foot in the stirrup, she cocked her leg over and took her +seat triumphantly. Neither modesty nor bashfulness was to be reckoned +among Liza's faults, and in this position she felt quite at ease. + +'I'll git along arright now, Tom,' she said; 'you garn and +git yerself a moke, and come an' jine in.' + +The next race was perfectly uproarious. Liza kicked and beat her +donkey with all her might, shrieking and laughing the white, and +finally came in winner by a length. After that they felt rather warm +and dry, and repaired to the public-house to restore themselves and +talk over the excitements of the racecourse. + +When they had drunk several pints of beer Liza and Sally, with their +respective adorers and the Blakestons, walked round to find other +means of amusing themselves; they were arrested by a coconut-shy. + +'Oh, let's 'ave a shy!' said Liza, excitedly, at which the unlucky men +had to pull out their coppers, while Sally and Liza made ludicrously +bad shots at the coconuts. + +'It looks so bloomin' easy,' said Liza, brushing up her hair, 'but I +can't 'it the blasted thing. You 'ave a shot, Tom.' + +He and Harry were equally unskilful, but Jim got three coconuts +running, and the proprietors of the show began to look on him with +some concern. + +'You are a dab at it,' said Liza, in admiration. + +They tried to induce Mrs. Blakeston to try her luck, but she stoutly +refused. + +'I don't old with such foolishness. It's wiste of money ter me,' she +said. + +'Na then, don't crack on, old tart,' remarked her husband, 'let's go +an' eat the coconuts.' + +There was one for each couple, and after the ladies had sucked the +juice they divided them and added their respective shares to their +dinners and teas. Supper came next. Again they fell to sausage-rolls, +boiled eggs, and saveloys, and countless bottles of beer were added to +those already drunk. + +'I dunno 'ow many bottles of beer I've drunk--I've lost count,' said +Liza; whereat there was a general laugh. + +They still had an hour before the brake was to start back, and it was +then the concertinas came in useful. They sat down on the grass, and +the concert was begun by Harry, who played a solo; then there was a +call for a song, and Jim stood up and sang that ancient ditty, 'O dem +Golden Kippers, O'. There was no shyness in the company, and Liza, +almost without being asked, gave another popular comic song. Then +there was more concertina playing, and another demand for a song. Liza +turned to Tom, who was sitting quietly by her side. + +'Give us a song, old cock,' she said. + +'I can't,' he answered. 'I'm not a singin' sort.' At which Blakeston +got up and offered to sing again. + +'Tom is rather a soft,' said Liza to herself, 'not like that cove +Blakeston.' + +They repaired to the public-house to have a few last drinks before the +brake started, and when the horn blew to warn them, rather unsteadily, +they proceeded to take their places. + +Liza, as she scrambled up the steps, said: 'Well, I believe I'm +boozed.' + +The coachman had arrived at the melancholy stage of intoxication, and +was sitting on his box holding his reins, with his head bent on his +chest. He was thinking sadly of the long-lost days of his youth, and +wishing he had been a better man. + +Liza had no respect for such holy emotions, and she brought down her +fist on the crown of his hat, and bashed it over his eyes. + +'Na then, old jellybelly,' she said, 'wot's the good of 'avin' a fice +as long as a kite?' + +He turned round and smote her. + +'Jellybelly yerself!' said he. + +'Puddin' fice!' she cried. + +'Kite fice!' + +'Boss eye!' + +She was tremendously excited, laughing and singing, keeping the whole +company in an uproar. In her jollity she had changed hats with Tom, +and he in her big feathers made her shriek with laughter. When they +started they began to sing 'For 'e's a jolly good feller', making the +night resound with their noisy voices. + +Liza and Tom and the Blakestons had got a seat together, Liza being +between the two men. Tom was perfectly happy, and only wished that +they might go on so for ever. Gradually as they drove along they +became quieter, their singing ceased, and they talked in undertones. +Some of them slept; Sally and her young man were leaning up against +one another, slumbering quite peacefully. The night was beautiful, the +sky still blue, very dark, scattered over with countless brilliant +stars, and Liza, as she looked up at the heavens, felt a certain +emotion, as if she wished to be taken in someone's arms, or feel some +strong man's caress; and there was in her heart a strange sensation as +though it were growing big. She stopped speaking, and all four were +silent. Then slowly she felt Tom's arm steal round her waist, +cautiously, as though it were afraid of being there; this time both +she and Tom were happy. But suddenly there was a movement on the other +side of her, a hand was advanced along her leg, and her hand was +grasped and gently pressed. It was Jim Blakeston. She started a little +and began trembling so that Tom noticed it, and whispered: + +'You're cold, Liza.' + +'Na, I'm not, Tom; it's only a sort of shiver thet went through me.' + +His arm gave her waist a squeeze, and at the same time the big rough +hand pressed her little one. And so she sat between them till they +reached the 'Red Lion' in the Westminster Bridge Road, and Tom said to +himself: 'I believe she does care for me after all.' + +When they got down they all said good night, and Sally and Liza, with +their respective slaves and the Blakestons, marched off homewards. At +the corner of Vere Street Harry said to Tom and Blakeston: + +'I say, you blokes, let's go an' 'ave another drink before closin' +time.' + +'I don't mind,' said Tom, 'after we've took the gals 'ome.' + +'Then we shan't 'ave time, it's just on closin' time now.' answered +Harry. + +'Well, we can't leave 'em 'ere.' + +'Yus, you can,' said Sally. 'No one'll run awy with us.' + +Tom did not want to part from Liza, but she broke in with: + +'Yus, go on, Tom. Sally an' me'll git along arright, an' you ain't got +too much time.' + +'Yus, good night, 'Arry,' said Sally to settle the matter. + +'Good night, old gal,' he answered, 'give us another slobber.' + +And she, not at all unwilling, surrendered herself to him, while he +imprinted two sounding kisses on her cheeks. + +'Good night, Tom,' said Liza, holding out her hand. + +'Good night, Liza,' he answered, taking it, but looking very wistfully +at her. + +She understood, and with a kindly smile lifted up her face to him. He +bent down and, taking her in his arms, kissed her passionately. + +'You do kiss nice, Liza,' he said, making the others laugh. + +'Thanks for tikin' me aht, old man,' she said as they parted. + +'Arright, Liza,' he answered, and added, almost to himself: 'God bless +yer!' + +''Ulloa, Blakeston, ain't you comin'?' said Harry, seeing that Jim was +walking off with his wife instead of joining him and Tom. + +'Na,' he answered, 'I'm goin' 'ome. I've got ter be up at five +ter-morrer.' + +'You are a chap!' said Harry, disgustedly, strolling off with Tom to +the pub, while the others made their way down the sleeping street. + +The house where Sally lived came first, and she left them; then, +walking a few yards more, they came to the Blakestons', and after a +little talk at the door Liza bade the couple good night, and was left +to walk the rest of the way home. The street was perfectly silent, and +the lamp-posts, far apart, threw a dim light which only served to make +Lisa realize her solitude. There was such a difference between the +street at midday, with its swarms of people, and now, when there was +neither sound nor soul besides herself, that even she was struck by +it. The regular line of houses on either side, with the even pavements +and straight, cemented road, seemed to her like some desert place, as +if everyone were dead, or a fire had raged and left it all desolate. +Suddenly she heard a footstep, she started and looked back. It was a +man hurrying behind her, and in a moment she had recognized Jim. He +beckoned to her, and in a low voice called: + +'Liza!' + +She stopped till he had come up to her. + +'Wot 'ave yer come aht again for?' she said. + +'I've come aht ter say good night to you, Liza,' he answered. + +'But yer said good night a moment ago.' + +'I wanted to say it again--properly.' + +'Where's yer missus?' + +'Oh, she's gone in. I said I was dry and was goin' ter 'ave a drink +after all.' + +'But she'll know yer didn't go ter the pub.' + +'Na, she won't, she's gone straight upstairs to see after the kid. I +wanted ter see yer alone, Liza.' + +'Why?' + +He didn't answer, but tried to take hold of her hand. She drew it away +quickly. They walked in silence till they came to Liza's house. + +'Good night,' said Liza. + +'Won't you come for a little walk, Liza?' + +'Tike care no one 'ears you,' she added, in a whisper, though why she +whispered she did not know. + +'Will yer?' he asked again. + +'Na--you've got to get up at five.' + +'Oh, I only said thet not ter go inter the pub with them.' + +'So as yer might come 'ere with me?' asked Liza. + +'Yus!' + +'No, I'm not comin'. Good night.' + +'Well, say good night nicely.' + +'Wot d'yer mean?' + +'Tom said you did kiss nice.' + +She looked at him without speaking, and in a moment he had clasped his +arms round her, almost lifting her off her feet, and kissed her. She +turned her face away. + +'Give us yer lips, Liza,' he whispered--'give us yer lips.' + +He turned her face without resistance and kissed her on the mouth. + +At last she tore herself from him, and opening the door slid away into +the house. + + + + +6 + + +Next morning on her way to the factory Liza came up with Sally. They +were both of them rather stale and bedraggled after the day's outing; +their fringes were ragged and untidily straying over their foreheads, +their back hair, carelessly tied in a loose knot, fell over their +necks and threatened completely to come down. Liza had not had time to +put her hat on, and was holding it in her hand. Sally's was pinned on +sideways, and she had to bash it down on her head every now and then +to prevent its coming off. Cinderella herself was not more transformed +than they were; but Cinderella even in her rags was virtuously tidy +and patched up, while Sally had a great tear in her shabby dress, and +Liza's stockings were falling over her boots. + +'Wot cheer, Sal!' said Liza, when she caught her up. + +'Oh, I 'ave got sich a 'ead on me this mornin'!' she remarked, turning +round a pale face: heavily lined under the eyes. + +'I don't feel too chirpy neither,' said Liza, sympathetically. + +'I wish I 'adn't drunk so much beer,' added Sally, as a pang shot +through her head. + +'Oh, you'll be arright in a bit,' said Liza. Just then they heard the +clock strike eight, and they began to run so that they might not miss +getting their tokens and thereby their day's pay; they turned into the +street at the end of which was the factory, and saw half a hundred +women running like themselves to get in before it was too late. + +All the morning Liza worked in a dead-and-alive sort of fashion, her +head like a piece of lead with electric shocks going through it when +she moved, and her tongue and mouth hot and dry. At last lunch-time +came. + +'Come on, Sal,' said Liza, 'I'm goin' to 'ave a glass o' bitter. I +can't stand this no longer.' + +So they entered the public-house opposite, and in one draught finished +their pots. Liza gave a long sigh of relief. + +'That bucks you up, don't it?' + +'I was dry! I ain't told yer yet, Liza, 'ave I? 'E got it aht last +night.' + +'Who d'yer mean?' + +'Why, 'Arry. 'E spit it aht at last.' + +'Arst yer ter nime the day?' said Liza, smiling. + +'Thet's it.' + +'And did yer?' + +'Didn't I jest!' answered Sally, with some emphasis. 'I always told +yer I'd git off before you.' + +'Yus!' said Liza, thinking. + +'Yer know, Liza, you'd better tike Tom; 'e ain't a bad sort.' She was +quite patronizing. + +'I'm goin' ter tike 'oo I like; an' it ain't nobody's business but +mine.' + +'Arright, Liza, don't get shirty over it; I don't mean no offence.' + +'What d'yer say it for then?' + +'Well, I thought as seeing as yer'd gone aht with 'im yesterday thet +yer meant ter after all.' + +''E wanted ter tike me; I didn't arsk 'im.' + +'Well, I didn't arsk my 'Arry, either.' + +'I never said yer did,' replied Liza. + +'Oh, you've got the 'ump, you 'ave!' finished Sally, rather angrily. + +The beer had restored Liza: she went back to work without a headache, +and, except for a slight languor, feeling no worse for the previous +day's debauch. As she worked on she began going over in her mind the +events of the preceding day, and she found entwined in all her +thoughts the burly person of Jim Blakeston. She saw him walking by her +side in the Forest, presiding over the meals, playing the concertina, +singing, joking, and finally, on the drive back, she felt the heavy +form by her side, and the big, rough hand holding hers, while Tom's +arm was round her waist. Tom! That was the first time he had entered +her mind, and he sank into a shadow beside the other. Last of all she +remembered the walk home from the pub, the good nights, and the rapid +footsteps as Jim caught her up, and the kiss. She blushed and looked +up quickly to see whether any of the girls were looking at her; she +could not help thinking of that moment when he took her in his arms; +she still felt the roughness of his beard pressing on her mouth. Her +heart seemed to grow larger in her breast, and she caught for breath +as she threw back her head as if to receive his lips again. A shudder +ran through her from the vividness of the thought. + +'Wot are you shiverin' for, Liza?' asked one of the girls. 'You ain't +cold.' + +'Not much,' answered Liza, blushing awkwardly on her meditations being +broken into. 'Why, I'm sweatin' so--I'm drippin' wet.' + +'I expect yer caught cold in the Faurest yesterday.' + +'I see your mash as I was comin' along this mornin'.' + +Liza stared a little. + +'I ain't got one, 'oo d'yer mean, ay?' + +'Yer only Tom, of course. 'E did look washed aht. Wot was yer doin' +with 'im yesterday?' + +''E ain't got nothin' ter do with me, 'e ain't.' + +'Garn, don't you tell me!' + +The bell rang, and, throwing over their work, the girls trooped off, +and after chattering in groups outside the factory gates for a while, +made their way in different directions to their respective homes. Liza +and Sally went along together. + +'I sy, we are comin' aht!' cried Sally, seeing the advertisement of a +play being acted at the neighbouring theatre. + +'I should like ter see thet!' said Liza, as they stood arm-in-arm in +front of the flaring poster. It represented two rooms and a passage in +between; in one room a dead man was lying on the floor, while two +others were standing horror-stricken, listening to a youth who was in +the passage, knocking at the door. + +'You see, they've 'killed im,' said Sally, excitedly. + +'Yus, any fool can see thet! an' the one ahtside, wot's 'e doin' of?' + +'Ain't 'e beautiful? I'll git my 'Arry ter tike me, I will. I should +like ter see it. 'E said 'e'd tike me to the ply.' + +They strolled on again, and Liza, leaving Sally, made her way to her +mother's. She knew she must pass Jim's house, and wondered whether she +would see him. But as she walked along the street she saw Tom coming +the opposite way; with a sudden impulse she turned back so as not to +meet him, and began walking the way she had come. Then thinking +herself a fool for what she had done, she turned again and walked +towards him. She wondered if she had seen her or noticed her movement, +but when she looked down the street he was nowhere to be seen; he had +not caught sight of her, and had evidently gone in to see a mate in +one or other of the houses. She quickened her step, and passing the +house where lived Jim, could not help looking up; he was standing at +the door watching her, with a smile on his lips. + +'I didn't see yer, Mr. Blakeston,' she said, as he came up to her. + +'Didn't yer? Well, I knew yer would; an' I was witin' for yer ter look +up. I see yer before ter-day.' + +'Na, when?' + +'I passed be'ind yer as you an' thet other girl was lookin' at the +advertisement of thet ply.' + +'I never see yer.' + +'Na, I know yer didn't. I 'ear yer say, you says: "I should like to +see thet."' + +'Yus, an' I should too.' + +'Well, I'll tike yer.' + +'You?' + +'Yus; why not?' + +'I like thet; wot would yer missus sy?' + +'She wouldn't know.' + +'But the neighbours would!' + +'No they wouldn't, no one 'd see us.' + +He was speaking in a low voice so that people could not hear. + +'You could meet me ahtside the theatre,' he went on. + +'Na, I couldn't go with you; you're a married man.' + +'Garn! wot's the matter--jest ter go ter the ply? An' besides, my +missus can't come if she wanted, she's got the kids ter look after.' + +'I should like ter see it,' said Liza meditatively. + +They had reached her house, and Jim said: + +'Well, come aht this evenin' and tell me if yer will--eh, Liza?' + +'Na, I'm not comin' aht this evening.' + +'Thet won't 'urt yer. I shall wite for yer.' + +''Tain't a bit of good your witing', 'cause I shan't come.' + +'Well, then, look 'ere, Liza; next Saturday night's the last night, +an' I shall go to the theatre, any'ow. An' if you'll come, you just +come to the door at 'alf-past six, an' you'll find me there. See?' + +'Na, I don't,' said Liza, firmly. + +'Well, I shall expect yer.' + +'I shan't come, so you needn't expect.' And with that she walked into +the house and slammed the door behind her. + +Her mother had not come in from her day's charing, and Liza set about +getting her tea. She thought it would be rather lonely eating it +alone, so pouring out a cup of tea and putting a little condensed milk +into it, she cut a huge piece of bread-and-butter, and sat herself +down outside on the doorstep. Another woman came downstairs, and +seeing Liza, sat down by her side and began to talk. + +'Why, Mrs. Stanley, wot 'ave yer done to your 'ead?' asked Liza, +noticing a bandage round her forehead. + +'I 'ad an accident last night,' answered the woman, blushing uneasily. + +'Oh, I am sorry! Wot did yer do to yerself?' + +'I fell against the coal-scuttle and cut my 'ead open.' + +'Well, I never!' + +'To tell yer the truth, I 'ad a few words with my old man. But one +doesn't like them things to get abaht; yer won't tell anyone, will +yer?' + +'Not me!' answered Liza. 'I didn't know yer husband was like thet.' + +'Oh, 'e's as gentle as a lamb when 'e's sober,' said Mrs. Stanley, +apologetically. 'But, Lor' bless yer, when 'e's 'ad a drop too much +'e's a demond, an' there's no two ways abaht it.' + +'An' you ain't been married long neither?' said Liza. + +'Na, not above eighteen months; ain't it disgriceful? Thet's wot the +doctor at the 'orspital says ter me. I 'ad ter go ter the 'orspital. +You should have seen 'ow it bled!--it bled all dahn' my fice, and went +streamin' like a bust waterpipe. Well, it fair frightened my old man, +an' I says ter 'im, "I'll charge yer," an' although I was bleedin' +like a bloomin' pig I shook my fist at 'im, an' I says, "I'll charge +ye--see if I don't!" An' 'e says, "Na," says 'e, "don't do thet, for +God's sike, Kitie, I'll git three months." "An' serve yer damn well +right!" says I, an' I went aht an' left 'im. But, Lor' bless yer, I +wouldn't charge 'im! I know 'e don't mean it; 'e's as gentle as a lamb +when 'e's sober.' She smiled quite affectionately as she said this. + +'Wot did yer do, then?' asked Liza. + +'Well, as I wos tellin' yer, I went to the 'orspital, an' the doctor +'e says to me, "My good woman," says 'e, "you might have been very +seriously injured." An' me not been married eighteen months! An' as I +was tellin' the doctor all about it, "Missus," 'e says ter me, lookin' +at me straight in the eyeball. "Missus," says 'e, "'ave you been +drinkin'?" "Drinkin'?" says I; "no! I've 'ad a little drop, but as for +drinkin'! Mind," says I, "I don't say I'm a teetotaller--I'm not, I +'ave my glass of beer, and I like it. I couldn't do withaht it, wot +with the work I 'ave, I must 'ave somethin' ter keep me tergether. But +as for drinkin' 'eavily! Well! I can say this, there ain't a soberer +woman than myself in all London. Why, my first 'usband never touched a +drop. Ah, my first 'usband, 'e was a beauty, 'e was."' + +She stopped the repetition of her conversation and addressed herself +to Liza. + +''E was thet different ter this one. 'E was a man as 'ad seen better +days. 'E was a gentleman!' She mouthed the word and emphasized it with +an expressive nod. + +''E was a gentleman and a Christian. 'E'd been in good circumstances +in 'is time; an' 'e was a man of education and a teetotaller, for +twenty-two years.' + +At that moment Liza's mother appeared on the scene. + +'Good evenin', Mrs. Stanley,' she said, politely. + +'The sime ter you, Mrs. Kemp.' replied that lady, with equal courtesy. + +'An' 'ow is your poor 'ead?' asked Liza's mother, with sympathy. + +'Oh, it's been achin' cruel. I've hardly known wot ter do with +myself.' + +'I'm sure 'e ought ter be ashimed of 'imself for treatin' yer like +thet.' + +'Oh, it wasn't 'is blows I minded so much, Mrs. Kemp,' replied Mrs. +Stanley, 'an' don't you think it. It was wot 'e said ter me. I can +stand a blow as well as any woman. I don't mind thet, an' when 'e +don't tike a mean advantage of me I can stand up for myself an' give +as good as I tike; an' many's the time I give my fust husband a black +eye. But the language 'e used, an' the things 'e called me! It made me +blush to the roots of my 'air; I'm not used ter bein' spoken ter like +thet. I was in good circumstances when my fust 'usband was alive, 'e +earned between two an' three pound a week, 'e did. As I said to 'im +this mornin', "'Ow a gentleman can use sich language, I dunno."' + +''Usbands is cautions, 'owever good they are,' said Mrs. Kemp, +aphoristically. 'But I mustn't stay aht 'ere in the night air.' + +''As yer rheumatism been troublin' yer litely?' asked Mrs. Stanley. + +'Oh, cruel. Liza rubs me with embrocation every night, but it torments +me cruel.' + +Mrs. Kemp then went into the house, and Liza remained talking to Mrs. +Stanley, she, too, had to go in, and Liza was left alone. Some while +she spent thinking of nothing, staring vacantly in front of her, +enjoying the cool and quiet of the evening. But Liza could not be left +alone long, several boys came along with a bat and a ball, and fixed +upon the road just in front of her for their pitch. Taking off their +coats they piled them up at the two ends, and were ready to begin. + +'I say, old gal,' said one of them to Liza, 'come an' have a gime of +cricket, will yer?' + +'Na, Bob, I'm tired.' + +'Come on!' + +'Na, I tell you I won't.' + +'She was on the booze yesterday, an' she ain't got over it,' cried +another boy. + +'I'll swipe yer over the snitch!' replied Liza to him, and then on +being asked again, said: + +'Leave me alone, won't yer?' + +'Liza's got the needle ter-night, thet's flat,' commented a third +member of the team. + +'I wouldn't drink if I was you, Liza,' added another, with mock +gravity. 'It's a bad 'abit ter git into,' and he began rolling and +swaying about like a drunken man. + +If Liza had been 'in form' she would have gone straight away and given +the whole lot of them a sample of her strength; but she was only +rather bored and vexed that they should disturb her quietness, so she +let them talk. They saw she was not to be drawn, and leaving her, set +to their game. She watched them for some time, but her thoughts +gradually lost themselves, and insensibly her mind was filled with a +burly form, and she was again thinking of Jim. + +''E is a good sort ter want ter tike me ter the ply,' she said to +herself. 'Tom never arst me!' + +Jim had said he would come out in the evening; he ought to be here +soon, she thought. Of course she wasn't going to the theatre with him, +but she didn't mind talking to him; she rather enjoyed being asked to +do a thing and refusing, and she would have liked another opportunity +of doing so. But he didn't come and he had said he would! + +'I say, Bill,' she said at last to one of the boys who was fielding +close beside her, 'that there Blakeston--d'you know 'im?' + +'Yes, rather; why, he works at the sime plice as me.' + +'Wot's 'e do with 'isself in the evening; I never see 'im abaht?' + +'I dunno. I see 'im this evenin' go into the "Red Lion". I suppose +'e's there, but I dunno.' + +Then he wasn't coming. Of course she had told him she was going to +stay indoors, but he might have come all the same--just to see. + +'I know Tom 'ud 'ave come,' she said to herself, rather sulkily. + +'Liza! Liza!' she heard her mother's voice calling her. + +'Arright, I'm comin',' said Liza. + +'I've been witin' for you this last 'alf-hour ter rub me.' + +'Why didn't yer call?' asked Liza. + +'I did call. I've been callin' this last I dunno 'ow long; it's give +me quite a sore throat.' + +'I never 'eard yer.' + +'Na, yer didn't want ter 'ear me, did yer? Yer don't mind if I dies +with rheumatics, do yer? I know.' + +Liza did not answer, but took the bottle, and, pouring some of the +liniment on her hand, began to rub it into Mrs. Kemp's rheumatic +joints, while the invalid kept complaining and grumbling at everything +Liza did. + +'Don't rub so 'ard, Liza, you'll rub all the skin off.' + +Then when Liza did it as gently as she could, she grumbled again. + +'If yer do it like thet, it won't do no good at all. You want ter sive +yerself trouble--I know yer. When I was young girls didn't mind a +little bit of 'ard work--but, law bless yer, you don't care abaht my +rheumatics, do yer?' + +At last she finished, and Liza went to bed by her mother's side. + + + + +7 + + +Two days passed, and it was Friday morning. Liza had got up early and +strolled off to her work in good time, but she did not meet her +faithful Sally on the way, nor find her at the factory when she +herself arrived. The bell rang and all the girls trooped in, but still +Sally did not come. Liza could not make it out, and was thinking she +would be shut out, when just as the man who gave out the tokens for +the day's work was pulling down the shutter in front of his window, +Sally arrived, breathless and perspiring. + +'Whew! Go' lumme, I am 'ot!' she said, wiping her face with her apron. + +'I thought you wasn't comin',' said Liza. + +'Well, I only just did it; I overslep' myself. I was aht lite last +night.' + +'Were yer?' + +'Me an' 'Arry went ter see the ply. Oh, Liza, it's simply spiffin'! +I've never see sich a good ply in my life. Lor'! Why, it mikes yer +blood run cold: they 'ang a man on the stige; oh, it mide me creep all +over!' + +And then she began telling Liza all about it--the blood and thunder, +the shooting, the railway train, the murder, the bomb, the hero, the +funny man--jumbling everything up in her excitement, repeating little +scraps of dialogue--all wrong--gesticulating, getting excited and red +in the face at the recollection. Liza listened rather crossly, feeling +bored at the detail into which Sally was going: the piece really +didn't much interest her. + +'One 'ud think yer'd never been to a theatre in your life before,' she +said. + +'I never seen anything so good, I can tell yer. You tike my tip, and +git Tom ter tike yer.' + +'I don't want ter go; an' if I did I'd py for myself an' go alone.' + +'Cheese it! That ain't 'alf so good. Me an' 'Arry, we set together, +'im with 'is arm round my wiste and me oldin' 'is 'and. It was jam, I +can tell yer!' + +'Well, I don't want anyone sprawlin' me abaht, thet ain't my mark!' + +'But I do like 'Arry; you dunno the little ways 'e 'as; an' we're +goin' ter be married in three weeks now. 'Arry said, well, 'e says, +"I'll git a licence." "Na," says I, "'ave the banns read aht in +church: it seems more reg'lar like to 'ave banns; so they're goin' ter +be read aht next Sunday. You'll come with me 'an 'ear them, won't yer, +Liza?"' + +'Yus, I don't mind.' + +On the way home Sally insisted on stopping in front of the poster and +explaining to Liza all about the scene represented. + +'Oh, you give me the sick with your "Fital Card", you do! I'm goin' +'ome.' And she left Sally in the midst of her explanation. + +'I dunno wot's up with Liza,' remarked Sally to a mutual friend. +'She's always got the needle, some'ow.' + +'Oh, she's barmy,' answered the friend. + +'Well, I do think she's a bit dotty sometimes--I do really,' rejoined +Sally. + +Liza walked homewards, thinking of the play; at length she tossed her +head impatiently. + +'I don't want ter see the blasted thing; an' if I see that there Jim +I'll tell 'im so; swop me bob, I will.' + +She did see him; he was leaning with his back against the wall of his +house, smoking. Liza knew he had seen her, and as she walked by +pretended not to have noticed him. To her disgust, he let her pass, +and she was thinking he hadn't seen her after all, when she heard him +call her name. + +'Liza!' + +She turned round and started with surprise very well imitated. 'I +didn't see you was there!' she said. + +'Why did yer pretend not ter notice me, as yer went past--eh, Liza?' + +'Why, I didn't see yer.' + +'Garn! But you ain't shirty with me?' + +'Wot 'ave I got to be shirty abaht?' + +He tried to take her hand, but she drew it away quickly. She was +getting used to the movement. They went on talking, but Jim did not +mention the theatre; Liza was surprised, and wondered whether he had +forgotten. + +'Er--Sally went to the ply last night,' she said, at last. + +'Oh!' he said, and that was all. + +She got impatient. + +'Well, I'm off!' she said. + +'Na, don't go yet; I want ter talk ter yer,' he replied. + +'Wot abaht? anythin' in partickler?' She would drag it out of him if +she possibly could. + +'Not thet I knows on,' he said, smiling. + +'Good night!' she said, abruptly, turning away from him. + +'Well, I'm damned if 'e ain't forgotten!' she said to herself, +sulkily, as she marched home. + +The following evening about six o'clock, it suddenly struck her that +it was the last night of the 'New and Sensational Drama'. + +'I do like thet Jim Blakeston,' she said to herself; 'fancy treatin' +me like thet! You wouldn't catch Tom doin' sich a thing. Bli'me if I +speak to 'im again, the ----. Now I shan't see it at all. I've a good +mind ter go on my own 'ook. Fancy 'is forgettin' all abaht it, like +thet!' + +She was really quite indignant; though, as she had distinctly refused +Jim's offer, it was rather hard to see why. + +''E said 'e'd wite for me ahtside the doors; I wonder if 'e's there. +I'll go an' see if 'e is, see if I don't--an' then if 'e's there, I'll +go in on my own 'ook, jist ter spite 'im!' + +She dressed herself in her best, and, so that the neighbours shouldn't +see her, went up a passage between some model lodging-house buildings, +and in this roundabout way got into the Westminster Bridge Road, and +soon found herself in front of the theatre. + +'I've been witin' for yer this 'alf-hour.' + +She turned round and saw Jim standing just behind her. + +''Oo are you talkin' to? I'm not goin' to the ply with you. Wot d'yer +tike me for, eh?' + +''Oo are yer goin' with, then?' + +'I'm goin' alone.' + +'Garn! don't be a bloomin' jackass!' + +Liza was feeling very injured. + +'Thet's 'ow you treat me! I shall go 'ome. Why didn't you come aht the +other night?' + +'Yer told me not ter.' + +She snorted at the ridiculous ineptitude of the reply. + +'Why didn't you say nothin' abaht it yesterday?' + +'Why, I thought you'd come if I didn't talk on it.' + +'Well, I think you're a ---- brute!' She felt very much inclined to +cry. + +'Come on, Liza, don't tike on; I didn't mean no offence.' And he put +his arm round her waist and led her to take their places at the +gallery door. Two tears escaped from the corners of her eyes and ran +down her nose, but she felt very relieved and happy, and let him lead +her where he would. + +There was a long string of people waiting at the door, and Liza was +delighted to see a couple of niggers who were helping them to while +away the time of waiting. The niggers sang and danced, and made faces, +while the people looked on with appreciative gravity, like royalty +listening to de Reské, and they were very generous of applause and +halfpence at the end of the performance. Then, when the niggers moved +to the pit doors, paper boys came along offering _Tit-Bits_ and 'extra +specials'; after that three little girls came round and sang +sentimental songs and collected more halfpence. At last a movement ran +through the serpent-like string of people, sounds were heard behind +the door, everyone closed up, the men told the women to keep close and +hold tight; there was a great unbarring and unbolting, the doors were +thrown open, and, like a bursting river, the people surged in. + +Half an hour more and the curtain went up. The play was indeed +thrilling. Liza quite forgot her companion, and was intent on the +scene; she watched the incidents breathlessly, trembling with +excitement, almost beside herself at the celebrated hanging incident. +When the curtain fell on the first act she sighed and mopped her face. + +'See 'ow 'ot I am.' she said to Jim, giving him her hand. + +'Yus, you are!' he remarked, taking it. + +'Leave go!' she said, trying to withdraw it from him. + +'Not much,' he answered, quite boldly. + +'Garn! Leave go!' But he didn't, and she really did not struggle very +violently. + +The second act came, and she shrieked over the comic man; and her +laughter rang higher than anyone else's, so that people turned to look +at her, and said: + +'She is enjoyin' 'erself.' + +Then when the murder came she bit her nails and the sweat stood on her +forehead in great drops; in her excitement she even called out as loud +as she could to the victim, 'Look aht!' It caused a laugh and +slackened the tension, for the whole house was holding its breath as +it looked at the villains listening at the door, creeping silently +forward, crawling like tigers to their prey. + +Liza trembling all over, and in her terror threw herself against Jim, +who put both his arms round her, and said: + +'Don't be afride, Liza; it's all right.' + +At last the men sprang, there was a scuffle, and the wretch was +killed, then came the scene depicted on the posters--the victim's son +knocking at the door, on the inside of which were the murderers and +the murdered man. At last the curtain came down, and the house in +relief burst forth into cheers and cheers; the handsome hero in his +top hat was greeted thunderously; the murdered man, with his clothes +still all disarranged, was hailed with sympathy; and the villains--the +house yelled and hissed and booed, while the poor brutes bowed and +tried to look as if they liked it. + +'I am enjoyin' myself,' said Liza, pressing herself quite close to +Jim; 'you are a good sort ter tike me--Jim.' + +He gave her a little hug, and it struck her that she was sitting just +as Sally had done, and, like Sally, she found it 'jam'. + +The _entr'actes_ were short and the curtain was soon up again, and the +comic man raised customary laughter by undressing and exposing his +nether garments to the public view; then more tragedy, and the final +act with its darkened room, its casting lots, and its explosion. + +When it was all over and they had got outside Jim smacked his lips and +said: + +'I could do with a gargle; let's go onto thet pub there.' + +'I'm as dry as bone,' said Liza; and so they went. + +When they got in they discovered they were hungry, and seeing some +appetising sausage-rolls, ate of them, and washed them down with a +couple of pots of beer; then Jim lit his pipe and they strolled off. +They had got quite near the Westminster Bridge Road when Jim suggested +that they should go and have one more drink before closing time. + +'I shall be tight,' said Liza. + +'Thet don't matter,' answered Jim, laughing. 'You ain't got ter go ter +work in the mornin' an' you can sleep it aht.' + +'Arright, I don't mind if I do then, in for a penny, in for a pound.' + +At the pub door she drew back. + +'I say, guv'ner,' she said, 'there'll be some of the coves from dahn +our street, and they'll see us.' + +'Na, there won't be nobody there, don't yer 'ave no fear.' + +'I don't like ter go in for fear of it.' + +'Well, we ain't doin' no 'arm if they does see us, an' we can go into +the private bar, an' you bet your boots there won't be no one there.' + +She yielded, and they went in. + +'Two pints of bitter, please, miss,' ordered Jim. + +'I say, 'old 'ard. I can't drink more than 'alf a pint,' said Liza. + +'Cheese it,' answered Jim. 'You can do with all you can get, I know.' + +At closing time they left and walked down the broad road which led +homewards. + +'Let's 'ave a little sit dahn,' said Jim, pointing to an empty bench +between two trees. + +'Na, it's gettin' lite; I want ter be 'ome.' + +'It's such a fine night, it's a pity ter go in already;' and he drew +her unresisting towards the seat. He put his arm round her waist. + +'Un'and me, villin!' she said, in apt misquotation of the melodrama, +but Jim only laughed, and she made no effort to disengage herself. + +They sat there for a long while in silence; the beer had got to Liza's +head, and the warm night air filled her with a double intoxication. +She felt the arm round her waist, and the big, heavy form pressing +against her side; she experienced again the curious sensation as if +her heart were about to burst, and it choked her--a feeling so +oppressive and painful it almost made her feel sick. Her hands began +to tremble, and her breathing grew rapid, as though she were +suffocating. Almost fainting, she swayed over towards the man, and a +cold shiver ran through her from top to toe. Jim bent over her, and, +taking her in both arms, he pressed his lips to hers in a long, +passionate kiss. At last, panting for breath, she turned her head away +and groaned. + +Then they again sat for a long while in silence, Liza full of a +strange happiness, feeling as if she could laugh aloud hysterically, +but restrained by the calm and silence of the night. Close behind +struck a church clock--one. + +'Bless my soul!' said Liza, starting, 'there's one o'clock. I must get +'ome.' + +'It's so nice out 'ere; do sty, Liza.' He pressed her closer to him. +'Yer know, Liza, I love yer--fit ter kill.' + +'Na, I can't stay; come on.' She got up from the seat, and pulled him +up too. 'Come on,' she said. + +Without speaking they went along, and there was no one to be seen +either in front or behind them. He had not got his arm round her now, +and they were walking side by side, slightly separated. It was Liza +who spoke first. + +'You'd better go dahn the Road and by the church an' git into Vere +Street the other end, an' I'll go through the passage, so thet no one +shouldn't see us comin' together,' she spoke almost in a whisper. + +'Arright, Liza,' he answered, 'I'll do just as you tell me.' + +They came to the passage of which Liza spoke; it was a narrow way +between blank walls, the backs of factories, and it led into the upper +end of Vere Street. The entrance to it was guarded by two iron posts +in the middle so that horses or barrows should not be taken through. + +They had just got to it when a man came out into the open road. Liza +quickly turned her head away. + +'I wonder if 'e see us,' she said, when he had passed out of earshot. +''E's lookin' back,' she added. + +'Why, 'oo is it?' asked Jim. + +'It's a man aht of our street,' she answered. 'I dunno 'im, but I know +where 'e lodges. D'yer think 'e sees us?' + +'Na, 'e wouldn't know 'oo it was in the dark.' + +'But he looked round; all the street'll know it if he see us.' + +'Well, we ain't doin' no 'arm.' + +She stretched out her hand to say good night. + +'I'll come a wy with yer along the passage,' said Jim. + +'Na, you mustn't; you go straight round.' + +'But it's so dark; p'raps summat'll 'appen to yer.' + +'Not it! You go on 'ome an' leave me,' she replied, and entering the +passage, stood facing him with one of the iron pillars between them. + +'Good night, old cock,' she said, stretching out her hand. He took it, +and said: + +'I wish yer wasn't goin' ter leave me, Liza.' + +'Garn! I must!' She tried to get her hand away from his, but he held +it firm, resting it on the top of the pillar. + +'Leave go my 'and,' she said. He made no movement, but looked into her +eyes steadily, so that it made her uneasy. She repented having come +out with him. 'Leave go my 'and.' And she beat down on his with her +closed fist. + +'Liza!' he said, at last. + +'Well, wot is it?' she answered, still thumping down on his hand with +her fist. + +'Liza,' he said a whisper, 'will yer?' + +'Will I wot?' she said, looking down. + +'You know, Liza. Sy, will yer?' + +'Na,' she said. + +He bent over her and repeated-- + +'Will yer?' + +She did not speak, but kept beating down on his hand. + +'Liza,' he said again, his voice growing hoarse and thick--'Liza, will +yer?' + +She still kept silence, looking away and continually bringing down her +fist. He looked at her a moment, and she, ceasing to thump his hand, +looked up at him with half-opened mouth. Suddenly he shook himself, +and closing his fist gave her a violent, swinging blow in the belly. + +'Come on.' he said. + +And together they slid down into the darkness of the passage. + + + + +8 + + +Mrs. Kemp was in the habit of slumbering somewhat heavily on Sunday +mornings, or Liza would not have been allowed to go on sleeping as she +did. When she woke, she rubbed her eyes to gather her senses together +and gradually she remembered having gone to the theatre on the +previous evening; then suddenly everything came back to her. She +stretched out her legs and gave a long sigh of delight. Her heart was +full; she thought of Jim, and the delicious sensation of love came +over her. Closing her eyes, she imagined his warm kisses, and she +lifted up her arms as if to put them round his neck and draw him down +to her; she almost felt the rough beard on her face, and the strong +heavy arms round her body. She smiled to herself and took a long +breath; then, slipping back the sleeves of her nightdress, she looked +at her own thin arms, just two pieces of bone with not a muscle on +them, but very white and showing distinctly the interlacement of blue +veins: she did not notice that her hands were rough, and red and dirty +with the nails broken, and bitten to the quick. She got out of bed and +looked at herself in the glass over the mantelpiece: with one hand she +brushed back her hair and smiled at herself; her face was very small +and thin, but the complexion was nice, clear and white, with a +delicate tint of red on the cheeks, and her eyes were big and dark +like her hair. She felt very happy. + +She did not want to dress yet, but rather to sit down and think, so +she twisted up her hair into a little knot, slipped a skirt over her +nightdress, and sat on a chair near the window and began looking +around. The decorations of the room had been centred on the +mantelpiece; the chief ornament consisted of a pear and an apple, a +pineapple, a bunch of grapes, and several fat plums, all very +beautifully done in wax, as was the fashion about the middle of this +most glorious reign. They were appropriately coloured--the apple +blushing red, the grapes an inky black, emerald green leaves were +scattered here and there to lend finish, and the whole was mounted on +an ebonised stand covered with black velvet, and protected from dust +and dirt by a beautiful glass cover bordered with red plush. Liza's +eyes rested on this with approbation, and the pineapple quite made her +mouth water. At either end of the mantelpiece were pink jars with blue +flowers on the front; round the top in Gothic letters of gold was +inscribed: 'A Present from a Friend'--these were products of a later, +but not less artistic age. The intervening spaces were taken up with +little jars and cups and saucers--gold inside, with a view of a town +outside, and surrounding them, 'A Present from Clacton-on-Sea,' or, +alliteratively, 'A Memento of Margate.' Of these many were broken, but +they had been mended with glue, and it is well known that pottery in +the eyes of the connoisseur loses none of its value by a crack or two. +Then there were portraits innumerable--little yellow cartes-de-visite +in velvet frames, some of which were decorated with shells; they +showed strange people with old-fashioned clothes, the women with +bodices and sleeves fitting close to the figure, stern-featured +females with hair carefully parted in the middle and plastered down on +each side, firm chins and mouths, with small, pig-like eyes and +wrinkled faces, and the men were uncomfortably clad in Sunday +garments, very stiff and uneasy in their awkward postures, with large +whiskers and shaved chins and upper lips and a general air of +horny-handed toil. Then there were one or two daguerreotypes, little +full-length figures framed in gold paper. There was one of Mrs. Kemp's +father and one of her mother, and there were several photographs of +betrothed or newly-married couples, the lady sitting down and the man +standing behind her with his hand on the chair, or the man sitting and +the woman with her hand on his shoulder. And from all sides of the +room, standing on the mantelpiece, hanging above it, on the wall and +over the bed, they stared full-face into the room, self-consciously +fixed for ever in their stiff discomfort. + +The walls were covered with dingy, antiquated paper, and ornamented +with coloured supplements from Christmas Numbers--there was a very +patriotic picture of a soldier shaking the hand of a fallen comrade +and waving his arm in defiance of a band of advancing Arabs; there was +a 'Cherry Ripe,' almost black with age and dirt; there were two +almanacks several years old, one with a coloured portrait of the +Marquess of Lorne, very handsome and elegantly dressed, the object of +Mrs. Kemp's adoration since her husband's demise; the other a Jubilee +portrait of the Queen, somewhat losing in dignity by a moustache which +Liza in an irreverent moment had smeared on with charcoal. + +The furniture consisted of a wash-hand stand and a little deal chest +of drawers, which acted as sideboard to such pots and pans and +crockery as could not find room in the grate; and besides the bed +there was nothing but two kitchen chairs and a lamp. Liza looked at it +all and felt perfectly satisfied; she put a pin into one corner of the +noble Marquess to prevent him from falling, fiddled about with the +ornaments a little, and then started washing herself. After putting on +her clothes she ate some bread-and-butter, swallowed a dishful of cold +tea, and went out into the street. + +She saw some boys playing cricket and went up to them. + +'Let me ply,' she said. + +'Arright, Liza,' cried half a dozen of them in delight; and the +captain added: 'You go an' scout over by the lamp-post.' + +'Go an' scout my eye!' said Liza, indignantly. 'When I ply cricket I +does the battin'.' + +'Na, you're not goin' ter bat all the time. 'Oo are you gettin' at?' +replied the captain, who had taken advantage of his position to put +himself in first, and was still at the wicket. + +'Well, then I shan't ply,' answered Liza. + +'Garn, Ernie, let 'er go in!' shouted two or three members of the +team. + +'Well, I'm busted!' remarked the captain, as she took his bat. 'You +won't sty in long, I lay,' he said, as he sent the old bowler fielding +and took the ball himself. He was a young gentleman who did not suffer +from excessive backwardness. + +'Aht!' shouted a dozen voices as the ball went past Liza's bat and +landed in the pile of coats which formed the wicket. The captain came +forward to resume his innings, but Liza held the bat away from him. + +'Garn!' she said; 'thet was only a trial.' + +'You never said trial,' answered the captain indignantly. + +'Yus, I did,' said Liza; 'I said it just as the ball was comin'--under +my breath.' + +'Well, I am busted!' repeated the captain. + +Just then Liza saw Tom among the lookers-on, and as she felt very +kindly disposed to the world in general that morning, she called out +to him: + +''Ulloa, Tom!' she said. 'Come an' give us a ball; this chap can't +bowl.' + +'Well, I got yer aht, any'ow,' said that person. + +'Ah, yer wouldn't 'ave got me aht plyin' square. But a trial +ball--well, one don't ever know wot a trial ball's goin' ter do.' + +Tom began bowling very slowly and easily, so that Liza could swing her +bat round and hit mightily; she ran well, too, and pantingly brought +up her score to twenty. Then the fielders interposed. + +'I sy, look 'ere, 'e's only givin' 'er lobs; 'e's not tryin' ter git +'er aht.' + +'You're spoilin' our gime.' + +'I don't care; I've got twenty runs--thet's more than you could do. +I'll go aht now of my own accord, so there! Come on, Tom.' + +Tom joined her, and as the captain at last resumed his bat and the +game went on, they commenced talking, Liza leaning against the wall of +a house, while Tom stood in front of her, smiling with pleasure. + +'Where 'ave you been idin' yerself, Tom? I ain't seen yer for I dunno +'ow long.' + +'I've been abaht as usual; an' I've seen you when you didn't see me.' + +'Well, yer might 'ave come up and said good mornin' when you see me.' + +'I didn't want ter force myself on, yer, Liza.' + +'Garn! You are a bloomin' cuckoo. I'm blowed!' + +'I thought yer didn't like me 'angin' round yer; so I kep' awy.' + +'Why, yer talks as if I didn't like yer. Yer don't think I'd 'ave come +aht beanfeastin' with yer if I 'adn't liked yer?' + +Liza was really very dishonest, but she felt so happy this morning +that she loved the whole world, and of course Tom came in with the +others. She looked very kindly at him, and he was so affected that a +great lump came in his throat and he could not speak. + +Liza's eyes turned to Jim's house, and she saw coming out of the door +a girl of about her own age; she fancied she saw in her some likeness +to Jim. + +'Say, Tom,' she asked, 'thet ain't Blakeston's daughter, is it?' + +'Yus thet's it.' + +'I'll go an' speak to 'er,' said Liza, leaving Tom and going over the +road. + +'You're Polly Blakeston, ain't yer?' she said. + +'Thet's me!' said the girl. + +'I thought you was. Your dad, 'e says ter me, "You dunno my daughter, +Polly, do yer?" says 'e. "Na," says I, "I don't." "Well," says 'e, +"You can't miss 'er when you see 'er." An' right enough I didn't.' + +'Mother says I'm all father, an' there ain't nothin' of 'er in me. Dad +says it's lucky it ain't the other wy abaht, or e'd 'ave got a +divorce.' + +They both laughed. + +'Where are you goin' now?' asked Liza, looking at the slop-basin she +was carrying. + +'I was just goin' dahn into the road ter get some ice-cream for +dinner. Father 'ad a bit of luck last night, 'e says, and 'e'd stand +the lot of us ice-cream for dinner ter-day.' + +'I'll come with yer if yer like.' + +'Come on!' And, already friends, they walked arm-in-arm to the +Westminster Bridge Road. Then they went along till they came to a +stall where an Italian was selling the required commodity, and having +had a taste apiece to see if they liked it, Polly planked down +sixpence and had her basin filled with a poisonous-looking mixture of +red and white ice-cream. + +On the way back, looking up the street, Polly cried: + +'There's father!' + +Liza's heart beat rapidly and she turned red; but suddenly a sense of +shame came over her, and casting down her head so that she might not +see him, she said: + +'I think I'll be off 'ome an' see 'ow mother's gettin' on.' And before +Polly could say anything she had slipped away and entered her own +house. + +Mother was not getting on at all well. + +'You've come in at last, you ----, you!' snarled Mrs. Kemp, as Liza +entered the room. + +'Wot's the matter, mother?' + +'Matter! I like thet--matter indeed! Go an' matter yerself an' be +mattered! Nice way ter treat an old woman like me--an' yer own mother, +too!' + +'Wot's up now?' + +'Don't talk ter me; I don't want ter listen ter you. Leavin' me all +alone, me with my rheumatics, an' the neuralgy! I've 'ad the neuralgy +all the mornin', and my 'ead's been simply splittin', so thet I +thought the bones 'ud come apart and all my brains go streamin' on the +floor. An' when I wake up there's no one ter git my tea for me, an' I +lay there witin' an' witin', an' at last I 'ad ter git up and mike it +myself. And, my 'ead simply cruel! Why, I might 'ave been burnt ter +death with the fire alight an' me asleep.' + +'Well, I am sorry, mother; but I went aht just for a bit, an' didn't +think you'd wike. An' besides, the fire wasn't alight.' + +'Garn with yer! I didn't treat my mother like thet. Oh, you've been a +bad daughter ter me--an' I 'ad more illness carryin' you than with all +the other children put togither. You was a cross at yer birth, an' +you've been a cross ever since. An' now in my old age, when I've +worked myself ter the bone, yer leaves me to starve and burn to +death.' Here she began to cry, and the rest of her utterances was lost +in sobs. + + * * * * * + +The dusk had darkened into night, and Mrs. Kemp had retired to rest +with the dicky-birds. Liza was thinking of many things; she wondered +why she had been unwilling to meet Jim in the morning. + +'I was a bally fool,' she said to herself. + +It really seemed an age since the previous night, and all that had +happened seemed very long ago. She had not spoken to Jim all day, and +she had so much to say to him. Then, wondering whether he was about, +she went to the window and looked out; but there was nobody there. She +closed the window again and sat just beside it; the time went on, and +she wondered whether he would come, asking herself whether he had been +thinking of her as she of him; gradually her thoughts grew vague, and +a kind of mist came over them. She nodded. Suddenly she roused +herself with a start, fancying she had heard something; she listened +again, and in a moment the sound was repeated, three or four gentle +taps on the window. She opened it quickly and whispered: + +'Jim.' + +'Thet's me,' he answered, 'come aht.' + +Closing the window, she went into the passage and opened the street +door; it was hardly unlocked before Jim had pushed his way in; partly +shutting it behind him, he took her in his arms and hugged her to his +breast. She kissed him passionately. + +'I thought yer'd come ter-night, Jim; summat in my 'eart told me so. +But you 'ave been long.' + +'I wouldn't come before, 'cause I thought there'd be people abaht. +Kiss us!' And again he pressed his lips to hers, and Liza nearly +fainted with the delight of it. + +'Let's go for a walk, shall we?' he said. + +'Arright!' They were speaking in whispers. 'You go into the road +through the passage, an' I'll go by the street.' + +'Yus, thet's right,' and kissing her once more, he slid out, and she +closed the door behind him. + +Then going back to get her hat, she came again into the passage, +waiting behind the door till it might be safe for her to venture. She +had not made up her mind to risk it, when she heard a key put in the +lock, and she hardly had time to spring back to prevent herself from +being hit by the opening door. It was a man, one of the upstairs +lodgers. + +''Ulloa!' he said, ''oo's there?' + +'Mr. 'Odges! Strikes me, you did give me a turn; I was just goin' aht.' +She blushed to her hair, but in the darkness he could see nothing. + +'Good night,' she said, and went out. + +She walked close along the sides of the houses like a thief, and the +policeman as she passed him turned round and looked at her, wondering +whether she was meditating some illegal deed. She breathed freely on +coming into the open road, and seeing Jim skulking behind a tree, ran +up to him, and in the shadows they kissed again. + + + + +9 + + +Thus began a time of love and joy. As soon as her work was over and +she had finished tea, Liza would slip out and at some appointed spot +meet Jim. Usually it would be at the church, where the Westminster +Bridge Road bends down to get to the river, and they would go off, +arm-in-arm, till they came to some place where they could sit down and +rest. Sometimes they would walk along the Albert Embankment to +Battersea Park, and here sit on the benches, watching the children +play. The female cyclist had almost abandoned Battersea for the parks +on the other side of the river, but often enough one went by, and +Liza, with the old-fashioned prejudice of her class, would look after +the rider and make some remark about her, not seldom more forcible +than ladylike. Both Jim and she liked children, and, tiny, ragged +urchins would gather round to have rides on the man's knees or mock +fights with Liza. + +They thought themselves far away from anyone in Vere Street, but +twice, as they were walking along, they were met by people they knew. +Once it was two workmen coming home from a job at Vauxhall: Liza did +not see them till they were quite near; she immediately dropped Jim's +arm, and they both cast their eyes to the ground as the men passed, +like ostriches, expecting that if they did not look they would not be +seen. + +'D'you see 'em, Jim?' asked Liza, in a whisper, when they had gone by. +'I wonder if they see us.' Almost instinctively she turned round, and +at the same moment one of the men turned too; then there was no doubt +about it. + +'Thet did give me a turn,' she said. + +'So it did me,' answered Jim; 'I simply went 'ot all over.' + +'We was bally fools,' said Liza; 'we oughter 'ave spoken to 'em! D'you +think they'll let aht?' + +They heard nothing of it, when Jim afterwards met one of the men in a +public-house he did not mention a meeting, and they thought that +perhaps they had not been recognized. But the second time was worse. + +It was on the Albert Embankment again. They were met by a party of +four, all of whom lived in the street. Liza's heart sank within her, +for there was no chance of escape; she thought of turning quickly and +walking in the opposite direction, but there was not time, for the men +had already seen them. She whispered to Jim: + +'Back us up,' and as they met she said to one of the men: + +''Ulloa there! Where are you off to?' + +The men stopped, and one of them asked the question back. + +'Where are you off to?' + +'Me? Oh, I've just been to the 'orspital. One of the gals at our place +is queer, an' so I says ter myself, "I'll go an' see 'er."' She +faltered a little as she began, but quickly gathered herself together, +lying fluently and without hesitation. + +'An' when I come aht,' she went on, ''oo should I see just passin' the +'orspital but this 'ere cove, an' 'e says to me, "Wot cheer," says 'e, +"I'm goin' ter Vaux'all, come an' walk a bit of the wy with us." +"Arright," says I, "I don't mind if I do."' + +One man winked, and another said: 'Go it, Liza!' + +She fired up with the dignity of outraged innocence. + +'Wot d'yer mean by thet?' she said; 'd'yer think I'm kiddin'?' + +'Kiddin'? No! You've only just come up from the country, ain't yer?' + +'Think I'm kidding? What d'yer think I want ter kid for? Liars never +believe anyone, thet's fact.' + +'Na then, Liza, don't be saucy.' + +'Saucy! I'll smack yer in the eye if yer sy much ter me. Come on,' she +said to Jim, who had been standing sheepishly by; and they walked +away. + +The men shouted: 'Now we shan't be long!' and went off laughing. + +After that they decided to go where there was no chance at all of +their being seen. They did not meet till they got over Westminster +Bridge, and thence they made their way into the park; they would lie +down on the grass in one another's arms, and thus spend the long +summer evenings. After the heat of the day there would be a gentle +breeze in the park, and they would take in long breaths of the air; it +seemed far away from London, it was so quiet and cool; and Liza, as +she lay by Jim's side, felt her love for him overflowing to the rest +of the world and enveloping mankind itself in a kind of grateful +happiness. If it could only have lasted! They would stay and see the +stars shine out dimly, one by one, from the blue sky, till it grew +late and the blue darkened into black, and the stars glittered in +thousands all above them. But as the nights grew cooler, they found it +cold on the grass, and the time they had there seemed too short for +the long journey they had to make; so, crossing the bridge as before, +they strolled along the Embankment till they came to a vacant bench, +and there they would sit, with Liza nestling close up to her lover and +his great arms around her. The rain of September made no difference to +them; they went as usual to their seat beneath the trees, and Jim +would take Liza on his knee, and, opening his coat, shelter her with +it, while she, with her arms round his neck, pressed very close to +him, and occasionally gave a little laugh of pleasure and delight. +They hardly spoke at all through these evenings, for what had they to +say to one another? Often without exchanging a word they would sit for +an hour with their faces touching, the one feeling on his cheek the +hot breath from the other's mouth; while at the end of the time the +only motion was an upraising of Liza's lips, a bending down of Jim's, +so that they might meet and kiss. Sometimes Liza fell into a light +doze, and Jim would sit very still for fear of waking her, and when +she roused herself she would smile, while he bent down again and +kissed her. They were very happy. But the hours passed by so quickly, +that Big Ben striking twelve came upon them as a surprise, and +unwillingly they got up and made their way homewards; their partings +were never ending--each evening Jim refused to let her go from his +arms, and tears stood in his eyes at the thought of the separation. + +'I'd give somethin',' he would say, 'if we could be togither always.' + +'Never mind, old chap!' Liza would answer, herself half crying, 'it +can't be 'elped, so we must jolly well lump it.' + +But notwithstanding all their precautions people in Vere Street +appeared to know. First of all Liza noticed that the women did not +seem quite so cordial as before, and she often fancied they were +talking of her; when she passed by they appeared to look at her, then +say something or other, and perhaps burst out laughing; but when she +approached they would immediately stop speaking, and keep silence in a +rather awkward, constrained manner. For a long time she was unwilling +to believe that there was any change in them, and Jim who had observed +nothing, persuaded her that it was all fancy. But gradually it became +clearer, and Jim had to agree with her that somehow or other people +had found out. Once when Liza had been talking to Polly, Jim's +daughter, Mrs. Blakeston had called her, and when the girl had come to +her mother Liza saw that she spoke angrily, and they both looked +across at her. When Liza caught Mrs. Blakeston's eye she saw in her +face a surly scowl, which almost frightened her; she wanted to brave +it out, and stepped forward a little to go and speak with the woman, +but Mrs. Blakeston, standing still, looked so angrily at her that she +was afraid to. When she told Jim his face grew dark, and he said: +'Blast the woman! I'll give 'er wot for if she says anythin' ter you.' + +'Don't strike 'er, wotever 'appens, will yer, Jim?' said Liza. + +'She'd better tike care then!' he answered, and he told her that +lately his wife had been sulking, and not speaking to him. The +previous night, on coming home after the day's work and bidding her +'Good evenin',' she had turned her back on him without answering. + +'Can't you answer when you're spoke to?' he had said. + +'Good evenin',' she had replied sulkily, with her back still turned. + +After that Liza noticed that Polly avoided her. + +'Wot's up, Polly?' she said to her one day. 'You never speaks now; +'ave you 'ad yer tongue cut aht?' + +'Me? I ain't got nothin' ter speak abaht, thet I knows of,' answered +Polly, abruptly walking off. Liza grew very red and quickly looked to +see if anyone had noticed the incident. A couple of youths, sitting on +the pavement, had seen it, and she saw them nudge one another and +wink. + +Then the fellows about the street began to chaff her. + +'You look pale,' said one of a group to her one day. + +'You're overworkin' yerself, you are,' said another. + +'Married life don't agree with Liza, thet's wot it is,' added a third. + +''Oo d'yer think yer gettin' at? I ain't married, an' never like ter +be,' she answered. + +'Liza 'as all the pleasures of a 'usband an' none of the trouble.' + +'Bli'me if I know wot yer mean!' said Liza. + +'Na, of course not; you don't know nothin', do yer?' + +'Innocent as a bibe. Our Father which art in 'eaven!' + +''Aven't been in London long, 'ave yer?' + +They spoke in chorus, and Liza stood in front of them, bewildered, not +knowing what to answer. + +'Don't you mike no mistake abaht it, Liza knows a thing or two.' + +'O me darlin', I love yer fit to kill, but tike care your missus ain't +round the corner.' This was particularly bold, and they all laughed. + +Liza felt very uncomfortable, and fiddled about with her apron, +wondering how she should get away. + +'Tike care yer don't git into trouble, thet's all,' said one of the +men, with burlesque gravity. + +'Yer might give us a chanst, Liza, you come aht with me one evenin'. +You oughter give us all a turn, just ter show there's no ill-feelin'.' + +'Bli'me if I know wot yer all talkin' abaht. You're all barmy on the +crumpet,' said Liza indignantly, and, turning her back on them, made +for home. + +Among other things that had happened was Sally's marriage. One +Saturday a little procession had started from Vere Street, consisting +of Sally, in a state of giggling excitement, her fringe magnificent +after a whole week of curling-papers, clad in a perfectly new +velveteen dress of the colour known as electric blue; and Harry, +rather nervous and ill at ease in the unaccustomed restraint of a +collar; these two walked arm-in-arm, and were followed by Sally's +mother and uncle, also arm-in-arm, and the procession was brought up +by Harry's brother and a friend. They started with a flourish of +trumpets and an old boot, and walked down the middle of Vere Street, +accompanied by the neighbours' good wishes; but as they got into the +Westminster Bridge Road and nearer to the church, the happy couple +grew silent, and Harry began to perspire freely, so that his collar +gave him perfect torture. There was a public-house just opposite the +church, and it was suggested that they should have a drink before +going in. As it was a solemn occasion they went into the private bar, +and there Sally's uncle, who was a man of means, ordered six pots of +beer. + +'Feel a bit nervous, 'Arry?' asked his friend. + +'Na,' said Harry, as if he had been used to getting married every day +of his life; 'bit warm, thet's all.' + +'Your very good 'ealth, Sally,' said her mother, lifting her mug; +'this is the last time as I shall ever address you as miss.' + +'An' may she be as good a wife as you was,' added Sally's uncle. + +'Well, I don't think my old man ever 'ad no complaint ter mike abaht +me. I did my duty by 'im, although it's me as says it,' answered the +good lady. + +'Well, mates,' said Harry's brother, 'I reckon it's abaht time to go +in. So 'ere's to the 'ealth of Mr. 'Enry Atkins an' 'is future missus.' + +'An' God bless 'em!' said Sally's mother. + +Then they went into the church, and as they solemnly walked up the +aisle a pale-faced young curate came out of the vestry and down to the +bottom of the chancel. The beer had had a calming effect on their +troubled minds, and both Harry and Sally began to think it rather a +good joke. They smiled on each other, and at those parts of the +service which they thought suggestive violently nudged one another in +the ribs. When the ring had to be produced, Harry fumbled about in +different pockets, and his brother whispered: + +'Swop me bob, 'e's gone and lorst it!' + +However, all went right, and Sally having carefully pocketed the +certificate, they went out and had another drink to celebrate the +happy event. + +In the evening Liza and several friends came into the couple's room, +which they had taken in the same house as Sally had lived in before, +and drank the health of the bride and bridegroom till they thought fit +to retire. + + + + +10 + + +It was November. The fine weather had quite gone now, and with it much +of the sweet pleasure of Jim and Liza's love. When they came out at +night on the Embankment they found it cold and dreary; sometimes a +light fog covered the river-banks, and made the lamps glow out dim and +large; a light rain would be falling, which sent a chill into their +very souls; foot passengers came along at rare intervals, holding up +umbrellas, and staring straight in front of them as they hurried along +in the damp and cold; a cab would pass rapidly by, splashing up the +mud on each side. The benches were deserted, except, perhaps, for some +poor homeless wretch who could afford no shelter, and, huddled up in a +corner, with his head buried in his breast, was sleeping heavily, like +a dead man. The wet mud made Liza's skirts cling about her feet, and +the damp would come in and chill her legs and creep up her body, till +she shivered, and for warmth pressed herself close against Jim. +Sometimes they would go into the third-class waiting-rooms at Waterloo +or Charing Cross and sit there, but it was not like the park or the +Embankment on summer nights; they had warmth, but the heat made their +wet clothes steam and smell, and the gas flared in their eyes, and +they hated the people perpetually coming in and out, opening the doors +and letting in a blast of cold air; they hated the noise of the guards +and porters shouting out the departure of the trains, the shrill +whistling of the steam-engine, the hurry and bustle and confusion. +About eleven o'clock, when the trains grew less frequent, they got +some quietness; but then their minds were troubled, and they felt +heavy, sad and miserable. + +One evening they had been sitting at Waterloo Station; it was foggy +outside--a thick, yellow November fog, which filled the waiting-room, +entering the lungs, and making the mouth taste nasty and the eyes +smart. It was about half-past eleven, and the station was unusually +quiet; a few passengers, in wraps and overcoats, were walking to and +fro, waiting for the last train, and one or two porters were standing +about yawning. Liza and Jim had remained for an hour in perfect +silence, filled with a gloomy unhappiness, as of a great weight on +their brains. Liza was sitting forward, with her elbows on her knees, +resting her face on her hands. + +'I wish I was straight,' she said at last, not looking up. + +'Well, why won't yer come along of me altogether, an' you'll be +arright then?' he answered. + +'Na, that's no go; I can't do thet.' He had often asked her to live +with him entirely, but she had always refused. + +'You can come along of me, an' I'll tike a room in a lodgin' 'ouse in +'Olloway, an' we can live there as if we was married.' + +'Wot abaht yer work?' + +'I can get work over the other side as well as I can 'ere. I'm abaht +sick of the wy things is goin' on.' + +'So am I; but I can't leave mother.' + +'She can come, too.' + +'Not when I'm not married. I shouldn't like 'er ter know as I'd--as +I'd gone wrong.' + +'Well, I'll marry yer. Swop me bob, I wants ter badly enough.' + +'Yer can't; yer married already.' + +'Thet don't matter! If I give the missus so much a week aht of my +screw, she'll sign a piper ter give up all clime ter me, an' then we +can get spliced. One of the men as I works with done thet, an' it was +arright.' + +Liza shook her head. + +'Na, yer can't do thet now; it's bigamy, an' the cop tikes yer, an' +yer gits twelve months' 'ard for it.' + +'But swop me bob, Liza, I can't go on like this. Yer knows the +missus--well, there ain't no bloomin' doubt abaht it, she knows as you +an' me are carryin' on, an' she mikes no bones abaht lettin' me see +it.' + +'She don't do thet?' + +'Well, she don't exactly sy it, but she sulks an' won't speak, an' +then when I says anythin' she rounds on me an' calls me all the nimes +she can think of. I'd give 'er a good 'idin', but some'ow I don't like +ter! She mikes the plice a 'ell ter me, an' I'm not goin' ter stand it +no longer!' + +'You'll ave ter sit it, then; yer can't chuck it.' + +'Yus I can, an' I would if you'd come along of me. I don't believe you +like me at all, Liza, or you'd come.' + +She turned towards him and put her arms round his neck. + +'Yer know I do, old cock,' she said. 'I like yer better than anyone +else in the world; but I can't go awy an' leave mother.' + +'Bli'me me if I see why; she's never been much ter you. She mikes yer +slave awy ter pay the rent, an' all the money she earns she boozes.' + +'Thet's true, she ain't been wot yer might call a good mother ter +me--but some'ow she's my mother, an' I don't like ter leave 'er on 'er +own, now she's so old--an' she can't do much with the rheumatics. An' +besides, Jim dear, it ain't only mother, but there's yer own kids, yer +can't leave them.' + +He thought for a while, and then said: + +'You're abaht right there, Liza; I dunno if I could get on without the +kids. If I could only tike them an' you too, swop me bob, I should be +'appy.' + +Liza smiled sadly. + +'So yer see, Jim, we're in a bloomin' 'ole, an' there ain't no way aht +of it thet I can see.' + +He took her on his knees, and pressing her to him, kissed her very +long and very lovingly. + +'Well, we must trust ter luck,' she said again, 'p'raps somethin' 'll +'appen soon, an' everythin' 'll come right in the end--when we gets +four balls of worsted for a penny.' + +It was past twelve, and separating, they went by different ways along +the dreary, wet, deserted roads till they came to Vere Street. + +The street seemed quite different to Liza from what it had been three +months before. Tom, the humble adorer, had quite disappeared from her +life. One day, three or four weeks after the August Bank Holiday, she +saw him dawdling along the pavement, and it suddenly struck her that +she had not seen him for a long time; but she had been so full of her +happiness that she had been unable to think of anyone but Jim. She +wondered at his absence, since before wherever she had been there was +he certain to be also. She passed him, but to her astonishment he did +not speak to her. She thought by some wonder he had not seen her, but +she felt his gaze resting upon her. She turned back, and suddenly he +dropped his eyes and looked down, walking on as if he had not seen +her, but blushing furiously. + +'Tom,' she said, 'why don't yer speak ter me.' + +He started and blushed more than ever. + +'I didn't know yer was there,' he stuttered. + +'Don't tell me,' she said, 'wot's up?' + +'Nothin' as I knows of,' he answered uneasily. + +'I ain't offended yer, 'ave I, Tom?' + +'Na, not as I knows of,' he replied, looking very unhappy. + +'You don't ever come my way now,' she said. + +'I didn't know as yer wanted ter see me.' + +'Garn! Yer knows I likes you as well as anybody.' + +'Yer likes so many people, Liza,' he said, flushing. + +'What d'yer mean?' said Liza indignantly, but very red; she was afraid +he knew now, and it was from him especially she would have been so +glad to hide it. + +'Nothin',' he answered. + +'One doesn't say things like thet without any meanin', unless one's a +blimed fool.' + +'You're right there, Liza,' he answered. 'I am a blimed fool.' He +looked at her a little reproachfully, she thought, and then he said +'Good-bye,' and turned away. + +At first she was horrified that he should know of her love for Jim, +but then she did not care. After all, it was nobody's business, and +what did anything matter as long as she loved Jim and Jim loved her? +Then she grew angry that Tom should suspect her; he could know nothing +but that some of the men had seen her with Jim near Vauxhall, and it +seemed mean that he should condemn her for that. Thenceforward, when +she ran against Tom, she cut him; he never tried to speak to her, but +as she passed him, pretending to look in front of her, she could see +that he always blushed, and she fancied his eyes were very sorrowful. +Then several weeks went by, and as she began to feel more and more +lonely in the street she regretted the quarrel; she cried a little as +she thought that she had lost his faithful gentle love and she would +have much liked to be friends with him again. If he had only made some +advance she would have welcomed him so cordially, but she was too +proud to go to him herself and beg him to forgive her--and then how +could he forgive her? + +She had lost Sally too, for on her marriage Harry had made her give up +the factory; he was a young man with principles worthy of a Member of +Parliament, and he had said: + +'A woman's plice is 'er 'ome, an' if 'er old man can't afford ter keep +'er without 'er workin' in a factory--well, all I can say is thet 'e'd +better go an' git single.' + +'Quite right, too,' agreed his mother-in-law; 'an' wot's more, she'll +'ave a baby ter look after soon, an' thet'll tike 'er all 'er time, +an' there's no one as knows thet better than me, for I've 'ad twelve, +ter sy nothin' of two stills an' one miss.' + +Liza quite envied Sally her happiness, for the bride was brimming +over with song and laughter; her happiness overwhelmed her. + +'I am 'appy,' she said to Liza one day a few weeks after her marriage. +'You dunno wot a good sort 'Arry is. 'E's just a darlin', an' there's +no mistikin' it. I don't care wot other people sy, but wot I says is, +there's nothin' like marriage. Never a cross word passes his lips, an' +mother 'as all 'er meals with us an' 'e says all the better. Well I'm +thet 'appy I simply dunno if I'm standin' on my 'ead or on my 'eels.' + +But alas! it did not last too long. Sally was not so full of joy when +next Liza met her, and one day her eyes looked very much as if she had +been crying. + +'Wot's the matter?' asked Liza, looking at her. 'Wot 'ave yer been +blubberin' abaht?' + +'Me?' said Sally, getting very red. 'Oh, I've got a bit of a +toothache, an'--well, I'm rather a fool like, an' it 'urt so much that +I couldn't 'elp cryin'.' + +Liza was not satisfied, but could get nothing further out of her. Then +one day it came out. It was a Saturday night, the time when women in +Vere Street weep. Liza went up into Sally's room for a few minutes on +her way to the Westminster Bridge Road, where she was to meet Jim. +Harry had taken the top back room, and Liza, climbing up the second +flight of stairs, called out as usual. + +'Wot ho, Sally!' + +The door remained shut, although Liza could see that there was a light +in the room; but on getting to the door she stood still, for she heard +the sound of sobbing. She listened for a minute and then knocked: +there was a little flurry inside, and someone called out: + +''Oo's there?' + +'Only me,' said Liza, opening the door. As she did so she saw Sally +rapidly wipe her eyes and put her handkerchief away. Her mother was +sitting by her side, evidently comforting her. + +'Wot's up, Sal?' asked Liza. + +'Nothin',' answered Sally, with a brave little gasp to stop the +crying, turning her face downwards so that Liza should not see the +tears in her eyes; but they were too strong for her, and, quickly +taking out her handkerchief, she hid her face in it and began to sob +broken-heartedly. Liza looked at the mother in interrogation. + +'Oh, it's thet man again!' said the lady, snorting and tossing her +head. + +'Not 'Arry?' asked Liza, in surprise. + +'Not 'Arry--'oo is it if it ain't 'Arry? The villin!' + +'Wot's 'e been doin', then?' asked Liza again. + +'Beatin' 'er, that's wot 'e's been doin'! Oh, the villin, 'e oughter +be ashimed of 'isself 'e ought!' + +'I didn't know 'e was like that!' said Liza. + +'Didn't yer? I thought the 'ole street knew it by now,' said Mrs. +Cooper indignantly. 'Oh, 'e's a wrong 'un, 'e is.' + +'It wasn't 'is fault,' put in Sally, amidst her sobs; 'it's only +because 'e's 'ad a little drop too much. 'E's arright when 'e's +sober.' + +'A little drop too much! I should just think 'e'd 'ad, the beast! I'd +give it 'im if I was a man. They're all like thet--'usbinds is all +alike; they're arright when they're sober--sometimes--but when they've +got the liquor in 'em, they're beasts, an' no mistike. I 'ad a 'usbind +myself for five-an'-twenty years, an' I know 'em.' + +'Well, mother,' sobbed Sally, 'it was all my fault. I should 'ave come +'ome earlier.' + +'Na, it wasn't your fault at all. Just you look 'ere, Liza: this is +wot 'e done an' call 'isself a man. Just because Sally'd gone aht to +'ave a chat with Mrs. McLeod in the next 'ouse, when she come in 'e +start bangin' 'er abaht. An' me, too, wot d'yer think of that!' Mrs. +Cooper was quite purple with indignation. + +'Yus,' she went on, 'thet's a man for yer. Of course, I wasn't goin' +ter stand there an' see my daughter bein' knocked abaht; it wasn't +likely--was it? An' 'e rounds on me, an' 'e 'its me with 'is fist. +Look 'ere.' She pulled up her sleeves and showed two red and brawny +arms. ''E's bruised my arms; I thought 'e'd broken it at fust. If I +'adn't put my arm up, 'e'd 'ave got me on the 'ead, an' 'e might 'ave +killed me. An' I says to 'im, "If you touch me again, I'll go ter the +police-station, thet I will!" Well, that frightened 'im a bit, an' +then didn't I let 'im 'ave it! "You call yerself a man," says I, "an' +you ain't fit ter clean the drains aht." You should 'ave 'eard the +language 'e used. "You dirty old woman," says 'e, "you go away; you're +always interferin' with me." Well, I don't like ter repeat wot 'e +said, and thet's the truth. An' I says ter 'im, "I wish yer'd never +married my daughter, an' if I'd known you was like this I'd 'ave died +sooner than let yer."' + +'Well, I didn't know 'e was like thet!' said Liza. + +''E was arright at fust,' said Sally. + +'Yus, they're always arright at fust! But ter think it should 'ave +come to this now, when they ain't been married three months, an' the +first child not born yet! I think it's disgraceful.' + +Liza stayed a little while longer, helping to comfort Sally, who kept +pathetically taking to herself all the blame of the dispute; and then, +bidding her good night and better luck, she slid off to meet Jim. + +When she reached the appointed spot he was not to be found. She waited +for some time, and at last saw him come out of the neighbouring pub. + +'Good night, Jim,' she said as she came up to him. + +'So you've turned up, 'ave yer?' he answered roughly, turning round. + +'Wot's the matter, Jim?' she asked in a frightened way, for he had +never spoken to her in that manner. + +'Nice thing ter keep me witin' all night for yer to come aht.' + +She saw that he had been drinking, and answered humbly. + +'I'm very sorry, Jim, but I went in to Sally, an' 'er bloke 'ad been +knockin' 'er abaht, an' so I sat with 'er a bit.' + +'Knockin' 'er abaht, 'ad 'e? and serve 'er damn well right too; an' +there's many more as could do with a good 'idin'!' + +Liza did not answer. He looked at her, and then suddenly said: + +'Come in an' 'ave a drink.' + +'Na, I'm not thirsty; I don't want a drink,' she answered. + +'Come on,' he said angrily. + +'Na, Jim, you've had quite enough already.' + +''Oo are you talkin' ter?' he said. 'Don't come if yer don't want ter; +I'll go an' 'ave one by myself.' + +'Na, Jim, don't.' She caught hold of his arm. + +'Yus, I shall,' he said, going towards the pub, while she held him +back. 'Let me go, can't yer! Let me go!' He roughly pulled his arm +away from her. As she tried to catch hold of it again, he pushed her +back, and in the little scuffle caught her a blow over the face. + +'Oh!' she cried, 'you did 'urt!' + +He was sobered at once. + +'Liza,' he said. 'I ain't 'urt yer?' She didn't answer, and he took +her in his arms. 'Liza, I ain't 'urt you, 'ave I? Say I ain't 'urt +yer. I'm so sorry, I beg your pardon, Liza.' + +'Arright, old chap,' she said, smiling charmingly on him. 'It wasn't +the blow that 'urt me much; it was the wy you was talkin'.' + +'I didn't mean it, Liza.' He was so contrite, he could not humble +himself enough. 'I 'ad another bloomin' row with the missus ter-night, +an' then when I didn't find you 'ere, an' I kept witin' an' +witin'--well, I fair downright lost my 'air. An' I 'ad two or three +pints of four 'alf, an'--well, I dunno--' + +'Never mind, old cock. I can stand more than thet as long as yer loves +me.' + +He kissed her and they were quite friends again. But the little +quarrel had another effect which was worse for Liza. When she woke up +next morning she noticed a slight soreness over the ridge of bone +under the left eye, and on looking in the glass saw that it was black +and blue and green. She bathed it, but it remained, and seemed to get +more marked. She was terrified lest people should see it, and kept +indoors all day; but next morning it was blacker than ever. She went +to the factory with her hat over her eyes and her head bent down; she +escaped observation, but on the way home she was not so lucky. The +sharp eyes of some girls noticed it first. + +'Wot's the matter with yer eye?' asked one of them. + +'Me?' answered Liza, putting her hand up as if in ignorance. 'Nothin' +thet I knows of.' + +Two or three young men were standing by, and hearing the girl, looked +up. + +'Why, yer've got a black eye, Liza!' + +'Me? I ain't got no black eye!' + +'Yus you 'ave; 'ow d'yer get it?' + +'I dunno,' said Liza. 'I didn't know I 'ad one.' + +'Garn! tell us another!' was the answer. 'One doesn't git a black eye +without knowin' 'ow they got it.' + +'Well, I did fall against the chest of drawers yesterday; I suppose I +must 'ave got it then.' + +'Oh yes, we believe thet, don't we?' + +'I didn't know 'e was so 'andy with 'is dukes, did you, Ted?' asked +one man of another. + +Liza felt herself grow red to the tips of her toes. + +'Who?' she asked. + +'Never you mind; nobody you know.' + +At that moment Jim's wife passed and looked at her with a scowl. Liza +wished herself a hundred miles away, and blushed more violently than +ever. + +'Wot are yer blushin' abaht?' ingenuously asked one of the girls. + +And they all looked from her to Mrs. Blakeston and back again. Someone +said: ''Ow abaht our Sunday boots on now?' And a titter went through +them. Liza's nerve deserted her; she could think of nothing to say, +and a sob burst from her. To hide the tears which were coming from her +eyes she turned away and walked homewards. Immediately a great shout +of laughter broke from the group, and she heard them positively +screaming till she got into her own house. + + + + +11 + + +A few days afterwards Liza was talking with Sally, who did not seem +very much happier than when Liza had last seen her. + +''E ain't wot I thought 'e wos,' she said. 'I don't mind sayin' thet; +but 'e 'as a lot ter put up with; I expect I'm rather tryin' +sometimes, an' 'e means well. P'raps 'e'll be kinder like when the +biby's born.' + +'Cheer up, old gal,' answered Liza, who had seen something of the +lives of many married couples; 'it won't seem so bad after yer gets +used to it; it's a bit disappointin' at fust, but yer gits not ter +mind it.' + +After a little Sally said she must go and see about her husband's tea. +She said good-bye, and then rather awkwardly: + +'Say, Liza, tike care of yerself!' + +'Tike care of meself--why?' asked Liza, in surprise. + +'Yer know wot I mean.' + +'Na, I'm darned if I do.' + +'Thet there Mrs. Blakeston, she's lookin' aht for you.' + +'Mrs. Blakeston!' Liza was startled. + +'Yus; she says she's goin' ter give you somethin' if she can git 'old +on yer. I should advise yer ter tike care.' + +'Me?' said Liza. + +Sally looked away, so as not to see the other's face. + +'She says as 'ow yer've been messin' abaht with 'er old man.' + +Liza didn't say anything, and Sally, repeating her good-bye, slid off. + +Liza felt a chill run through her. She had several times noticed a +scowl and a look of anger on Mrs. Blakeston's face, and she had avoided +her as much as possible; but she had no idea that the woman meant to +do anything to her. She was very frightened, a cold sweat broke out +over her face. If Mrs. Blakeston got hold of her she would be helpless, +she was so small and weak, while the other was strong and muscular. +Liza wondered what she would do if she did catch her. + +That night she told Jim, and tried to make a joke of it. + +'I say, Jim, your missus--she says she's goin' ter give me socks if +she catches me.' + +'My missus! 'Ow d'yer know?' + +'She's been tellin' people in the street.' + +'Go' lumme,' said Jim, furious, 'if she dares ter touch a 'air of your +'ead, swop me dicky I'll give 'er sich a 'idin' as she never 'ad +before! By God, give me the chanst, an' I would let 'er 'ave it; I'm +bloomin' well sick of 'er sulks!' He clenched his fist as he spoke. + +Liza was a coward. She could not help thinking of her enemy's threat; +it got on her nerves, and she hardly dared go out for fear of meeting +her; she would look nervously in front of her, quickly turning round +if she saw in the distance anyone resembling Mrs. Blakeston. She +dreamed of her at night; she saw the big, powerful form, the heavy, +frowning face, and the curiously braided brown hair; and she would +wake up with a cry and find herself bathed in sweat. + +It was the Saturday afternoon following this, a chill November day, +with the roads sloshy, and a grey, comfortless sky that made one's +spirits sink. It was about three o'clock, and Liza was coming home +from work; she got into Vere Street, and was walking quickly towards +her house when she saw Mrs. Blakeston coming towards her. Her heart +gave a great jump. Turning, she walked rapidly in the direction she +had come; with a screw round of her eyes she saw that she was being +followed, and therefore went straight out of Vere Street. She went +right round, meaning to get into the street from the other end and, +unobserved, slip into her house, which was then quite close; but she +dared not risk it immediately for fear Mrs. Blakeston should still be +there; so she waited about for half an hour. It seemed an age. +Finally, taking her courage in both hands, she turned the corner and +entered Vere Street. She nearly ran into the arms of Mrs. Blakeston, +who was standing close to the public-house door. + +Liza gave a little cry, and the woman said, with a sneer: + +'Yer didn't expect ter see me, did yer?' + +Liza did not answer, but tried to walk past her. Mrs. Blakeston stepped +forward and blocked her way. + +'Yer seem ter be in a mighty fine 'urry,' she said. + +'Yus, I've got ter git 'ome,' said Liza, again trying to pass. + +'But supposin' I don't let yer?' remarked Mrs. Blakeston, preventing +her from moving. + +'Why don't yer leave me alone?' Liza said. 'I ain't interferin' with +you!' + +'Not interferin' with me, aren't yer? I like thet!' + +'Let me go by,' said Liza. 'I don't want ter talk ter you.' + +'Na, I know thet,' said the other; 'but I want ter talk ter you, an' I +shan't let yer go until I've said wot I wants ter sy.' + +Liza looked round for help. At the beginning of the altercation the +loafers about the public-house had looked up with interest, and +gradually gathered round in a little circle. Passers-by had joined in, +and a number of other people in the street, seeing the crowd, added +themselves to it to see what was going on. Liza saw that all eyes were +fixed on her, the men amused and excited, the women unsympathetic, +rather virtuously indignant. Liza wanted to ask for help, but there +were so many people, and they all seemed so much against her, that she +had not the courage to. So, having surveyed the crowd, she turned her +eyes to Mrs. Blakeston, and stood in front of her, trembling a little, +and very white. + +'Na, 'e ain't there,' said Mrs. Blakeston, sneeringly, 'so yer needn't +look for 'im.' + +'I dunno wot yer mean,' answered Liza, 'an' I want ter go awy. I ain't +done nothin' ter you.' + +'Not done nothin' ter me?' furiously repeated the woman. 'I'll tell +yer wot yer've done ter me--you've robbed me of my 'usbind, you 'ave. +I never 'ad a word with my 'usbind until you took 'im from me. An' now +it's all you with 'im. 'E's got no time for 'is wife an' family--it's +all you. An' 'is money, too. I never git a penny of it; if it weren't +for the little bit I 'ad saved up in the siving-bank, me an' my +children 'ud be starvin' now! An' all through you!' She shook her fist +at her. + +'I never 'ad any money from anyone.' + +'Don' talk ter me; I know yer did. Yer dirty bitch! You oughter be +ishimed of yourself tikin' a married man from 'is family, an' 'im old +enough ter be yer father.' + +'She's right there!' said one or two of the onlooking women. 'There +can't be no good in 'er if she tikes somebody else's 'usbind.' + +'I'll give it yer!' proceeded Mrs. Blakeston, getting more hot and +excited, brandishing her fist, and speaking in a loud voice, hoarse +with rage. 'Oh, I've been tryin' ter git 'old on yer this four weeks. +Why, you're a prostitute--that's wot you are!' + +'I'm not!' answered Liza indignantly. + +'Yus, you are,' repeated Mrs. Blakeston, advancing menacingly, so that +Liza shrank back. 'An' wot's more, 'e treats yer like one. I know 'oo +give yer thet black eye; thet shows what 'e thinks of yer! An' serve +yer bloomin' well right if 'e'd give yer one in both eyes!' + +Mrs. Blakeston stood close in front of her, her heavy jaw protruded and +the frown of her eyebrows dark and stern. For a moment she stood +silent, contemplating Liza, while the surrounders looked on in +breathless interest. + +'Yer dirty little bitch, you!' she said at last. 'Tike that!' and with +her open hand she gave her a sharp smack on the cheek. + +Liza started back with a cry and put her hand up to her face. + +'An' tike thet!' added Mrs. Blakeston, repeating the blow. Then, +gathering up the spittle in her mouth, she spat in Liza's face. + +Liza sprang on her, and with her hands spread out like claws buried +her nails in the woman's face and drew them down her cheeks. Mrs. +Blakeston caught hold of her hair with both hands and tugged at it as +hard as she could. But they were immediately separated. + +''Ere, 'old 'ard!' said some of the men. 'Fight it aht fair and +square. Don't go scratchin' and maulin' like thet.' + +'I'll fight 'er, I don't mind!' shouted Mrs. Blakeston, tucking up her +sleeves and savagely glaring at her opponent. + +Liza stood in front of her, pale and trembling; as she looked at her +enemy, and saw the long red marks of her nails, with blood coming from +one or two of them, she shrank back. + +'I don't want ter fight,' she said hoarsely. + +'Na, I don't suppose yer do,' hissed the other, 'but yer'll damn well +'ave ter!' + +'She's ever so much bigger than me; I've got no chanst,' added Liza +tearfully. + +'You should 'ave thought of thet before. Come on!' and with these +words Mrs. Blakeston rushed upon her. She hit her with both fists one +after the other. Liza did not try to guard herself, but imitating the +woman's motion, hit out with her own fists; and for a minute or two +they continued thus, raining blows on one another with the same +windmill motion of the arms. But Liza could not stand against the +other woman's weight; the blows came down heavy and rapid all over her +face and head. She put up her hands to cover her face and turned her +head away, while Mrs. Blakeston kept on hitting mercilessly. + +'Time!' shouted some of the men--'Time!' and Mrs. Blakeston stopped to +rest herself. + +'It don't seem 'ardly fair to set them two on tergether. Liza's got no +chanst against a big woman like thet,' said a man among the crowd. + +'Well, it's er' own fault,' answered a woman; 'she didn't oughter mess +about with 'er 'usbind.' + +'Well, I don't think it's right,' added another man. 'She's gettin' it +too much.' + +'An' serve 'er right too!' said one of the women. 'She deserves all +she gets an' a damn sight more inter the bargain.' + +'Quite right,' put in a third; 'a woman's got no right ter tike +someone's 'usbind from 'er. An' if she does she's bloomin' lucky if +she gits off with a 'idin'--thet's wot I think.' + +'So do I. But I wouldn't 'ave thought it of Liza. I never thought she +was a wrong 'un.' + +'Pretty specimen she is!' said a little dark woman, who looked like a +Jewess. 'If she messed abaht with my old man, I'd stick 'er--I swear I +would!' + +'Now she's been carryin' on with one, she'll try an' git others--you +see if she don't.' + +'She'd better not come round my 'ouse; I'll soon give 'er wot for.' + +Meanwhile Liza was standing at one corner of the ring, trembling all +over and crying bitterly. One of her eyes was bunged up, and her hair, +all dishevelled, was hanging down over her face. Two young fellows, +who had constituted themselves her seconds, were standing in front of +her, offering rather ironical comfort. One of them had taken the +bottom corners of her apron and was fanning her with it, while the +other was showing her how to stand and hold her arms. + +'You stand up to 'er, Liza,' he was saying; 'there ain't no good +funkin' it, you'll simply get it all the worse. You 'it 'er back. Give +'er one on the boko, like this--see; yer must show a bit of pluck, yer +know.' + +Liza tried to check her sobs. + +'Yus, 'it 'er 'ard, that's wot yer've got ter do,' said the other. +'An' if yer find she's gettin' the better on yer, you close on 'er and +catch 'old of 'er 'air and scratch 'er.' + +'You've marked 'er with yer nails, Liza. By gosh, you did fly on her +when she spat at yer! thet's the way ter do the job!' + +Then turning to his fellow, he said: + +'D'yer remember thet fight as old Mother Cregg 'ad with another woman +in the street last year?' + +'Na,' he answered, 'I never saw thet.' + +'It was a cawker; an' the cops come in and took 'em both off ter +quod.' + +Liza wished the policemen would come and take her off; she would +willingly have gone to prison to escape the fiend in front of her; but +no help came. + +'Time's up!' shouted the referee. 'Fire away!' + +'Tike care of the cops!' shouted a man. + +'There's no fear abaht them,' answered somebody else. 'They always +keeps out of the way when there's anythin' goin' on.' + +'Fire away!' + +Mrs. Blakeston attacked Liza madly; but the girl stood up bravely, and +as well as she could gave back the blows she received. The spectators +grew tremendously excited. + +'Got 'im again!' they shouted. 'Give it 'er, Liza, thet's a good +'un!--'it 'er 'ard!' + +'Two ter one on the old 'un!' shouted a sporting gentleman; but Liza +found no backers. + +'Ain't she standin' up well now she's roused?' cried someone. + +'Oh, she's got some pluck in 'er, she 'as!' + +'Thet's a knock-aht!' they shouted as Mrs. Blakeston brought her fist +down on to Liza's nose; the girl staggered back, and blood began to +flow. Then, losing all fear, mad with rage, she made a rush on her +enemy, and rained down blows all over her nose and eyes and mouth. The +woman recoiled at the sudden violence of the onslaught, and the men +cried: + +'By God, the little 'un's gettin' the best of it!' + +But quickly recovering herself the woman closed with Liza, and dug her +nails into her flesh. Liza caught hold of her hair and pulled with all +her might, and turning her teeth on Mrs. Blakeston tried to bite her. +And thus for a minute they swayed about, scratching, tearing, biting, +sweat and blood pouring down their faces, and their eyes fixed on one +another, bloodshot and full of rage. The audience shouted and cheered +and clapped their hands. + +'Wot the 'ell's up 'ere?' + +'I sy, look there,' said some of the women in a whisper. 'It's the +'usbind!' + +He stood on tiptoe and looked over the crowd. + +'My Gawd,' he said, 'it's Liza!' + +Then roughly pushing the people aside, he made his way through the +crowd into the centre, and thrusting himself between the two women, +tore them apart. He turned furiously on his wife. + +'By Gawd, I'll give yer somethin' for this!' + +And for a moment they all three stood silently looking at one another. + +Another man had been attracted by the crowd, and he, too, pushed his +way through. + +'Come 'ome, Liza,' he said. + +'Tom!' + +He took hold of her arm, and led her through the people, who gave way +to let her pass. They walked silently through the street, Tom very +grave, Liza weeping bitterly. + +'Oh, Tom,' she sobbed after a while, 'I couldn't 'elp it!' Then, when +her tears permitted, 'I did love 'im so!' + +When they got to the door she plaintively said: 'Come in,' and he +followed her to her room. Here she sank on to a chair, and gave +herself up to her tears. + +Tom wetted the end of a towel and began wiping her face, grimy with +blood and tears. She let him do it, just moaning amid her sobs: + +'You are good ter me, Tom.' + +'Cheer up, old gal,' he said kindly, 'it's all over now.' + +After a while the excess of crying brought its cessation. She drank +some water, and then taking up a broken handglass she looked at +herself, saying: + +'I am a sight!' and proceeded to wind up her hair. 'You 'ave been good +ter me, Tom,' she repeated, her voice still broken with sobs; and as +he sat down beside her she took his hand. + +'Na, I ain't,' he answered; 'it's only wot anybody 'ud 'ave done.' + +'Yer know, Tom,' she said, after a little silence, 'I'm so sorry I +spoke cross like when I met yer in the street; you ain't spoke ter me +since.' + +'Oh, thet's all over now, old lidy, we needn't think of thet.' + +'Oh, but I 'ave treated yer bad. I'm a regular wrong 'un, I am.' + +He pressed her hand without speaking. + +'I say, Tom,' she began, after another pause. 'Did yer know +thet--well, you know--before ter-day?' + +He blushed as he answered: + +'Yus.' + +She spoke very sadly and slowly. + +'I thought yer did; yer seemed so cut up like when I used to meet yer. +Yer did love me then, Tom, didn't yer?' + +'I do now, dearie,' he answered. + +'Ah, it's too lite now,' she sighed. + +'D'yer know, Liza,' he said, 'I just abaht kicked the life aht of a +feller 'cause 'e said you was messin' abaht with--with 'im.' + +'An' yer knew I was?' + +'Yus--but I wasn't goin' ter 'ave anyone say it before me.' + +'They've all rounded on me except you, Tom. I'd 'ave done better if +I'd tiken you when you arst me; I shouldn't be where I am now, if I +'ad.' + +'Well, won't yer now? Won't yer 'ave me now?' + +'Me? After wot's 'appened?' + +'Oh, I don't mind abaht thet. Thet don't matter ter me if you'll marry +me. I fair can't live without yer, Liza--won't yer?' + +She groaned. + +'Na, I can't, Tom, it wouldn't be right.' + +'Why, not, if I don't mind?' + +'Tom,' she said, looking down, almost whispering, 'I'm like that--you +know!' + +'Wot d'yer mean?' + +She could scarcely utter the words-- + +'I think I'm in the family wy.' + +He paused a moment; then spoke again. + +'Well--I don't mind, if yer'll only marry me.' + +'Na, I can't, Tom,' she said, bursting into tears; 'I can't, but you +are so good ter me; I'd do anythin' ter mike it up ter you.' + +She put her arms round his neck and slid on to his knees. + +'Yer know, Tom, I couldn't marry yer now; but anythin' else--if yer +wants me ter do anythin' else, I'll do it if it'll mike you 'appy.' + +He did not understand, but only said: + +'You're a good gal, Liza,' and bending down he kissed her gravely on +the forehead. + +Then with a sigh he lifted her down, and getting up left her alone. +For a while she sat where he left her, but as she thought of all she +had gone through her loneliness and misery overcame her, the tears +welled forth, and throwing herself on the bed she buried her face in +the pillows. + + * * * * * + +Jim stood looking at Liza as she went off with Tom, and his wife +watched him jealously. + +'It's 'er you're thinkin' abaht. Of course you'd 'ave liked ter tike +'er 'ome yerself, I know, an' leave me to shift for myself.' + +'Shut up!' said Jim, angrily turning upon her. + +'I shan't shut up,' she answered, raising her voice. 'Nice 'usbind you +are. Go' lumme, as good as they mike 'em! Nice thing ter go an' leave +yer wife and children for a thing like thet! At your age, too! You +oughter be ashimed of yerself. Why, it's like messin' abaht with your +own daughter!' + +'By God!'--he ground his teeth with rage--'if yer don't leave me +alone, I'll kick the life aht of yer!' + +'There!' she said, turning to the crowd--'there, see 'ow 'e treats me! +Listen ter that! I've been 'is wife for twenty years, an' yer couldn't +'ave 'ad a better wife, an' I've bore 'im nine children, yet say +nothin' of a miscarriage, an' I've got another comin', an' thet's 'ow +'e treats me! Nice 'usbind, ain't it?' She looked at him scornfully, +then again at the surrounders as if for their opinion. + +'Well, I ain't goin' ter stay 'ere all night; get aht of the light!' +He pushed aside the people who barred his way, and the one or two who +growled a little at his roughness, looking at his angry face, were +afraid to complain. + +'Look at 'im!' said his wife. ''E's afraid, 'e is. See 'im slinkin' +awy like a bloomin' mongrel with 'is tail between 'is legs. Ugh!' She +walked just behind him, shouting and brandishing her arms. + +'Yer dirty beast, you,' she yelled, 'ter go foolin' abaht with a +little girl! Ugh! I wish yer wasn't my 'usbind; I wouldn't be seen +drowned with yer, if I could 'elp it. Yer mike me sick ter look at +yer.' + +The crowd followed them on both sides of the road, keeping at a +discreet distance, but still eagerly listening. + +Jim turned on her once or twice and said: + +'Shut up!' + +But it only made her more angry. 'I tell yer I shan't shut up. I don't +care 'oo knows it, you're a ----, you are! I'm ashimed the children +should 'ave such a father as you. D'yer think I didn't know wot you +was up ter them nights you was awy--courtin', yus, courtin'? You're a +nice man, you are!' + +Jim did not answer her, but walked on. At last he turned round to the +people who were following and said: + +'Na then, wot d'you want 'ere? You jolly well clear, or I'll give some +of you somethin'!' + +They were mostly boys and women, and at his words they shrank back. + +''E's afraid ter sy anythin' ter me,' jeered Mrs. Blakeston. ''E's a +beauty!' + +Jim entered his house, and she followed him till they came up into +their room. Polly was giving the children their tea. They all started +up as they saw their mother with her hair and clothes in disorder, +blotches of dried blood on her face, and the long scratch-marks. + +'Oh, mother,' said Polly, 'wot is the matter?' + +''E's the matter.' she answered, pointing to her husband. 'It's +through 'im I've got all this. Look at yer father, children; e's a +father to be proud of, leavin' yer ter starve an' spendin' 'is week's +money on a dirty little strumper.' + +Jim felt easier now he had not got so many strange eyes on him. + +'Now, look 'ere,' he said, 'I'm not goin' ter stand this much longer, +so just you tike care.' + +'I ain't frightened of yer. I know yer'd like ter kill me, but yer'll +get strung up if you do.' + +'Na, I won't kill yer, but if I 'ave any more of your sauce I'll do +the next thing to it.' + +'Touch me if yer dare,' she said, 'I'll 'ave the law on you. An' I +shouldn't mind 'ow many month's 'ard you got.' + +'Be quiet!' he said, and, closing his hand, gave her a heavy blow in +the chest that made her stagger. + +'Oh, you ----!' she screamed. + +She seized the poker, and in a fury of rage rushed at him. + +'Would yer?' he said, catching hold of it and wrenching it from her +grasp. He threw it to the end of the room and grappled with her. For a +moment they swayed about from side to side, then with an effort he +lifted her off her feet and threw her to the ground; but she caught +hold of him and he came down on the top of her. She screamed as her +head thumped down on the floor, and the children, who were standing +huddled up in a corner, terrified, screamed too. + +Jim caught hold of his wife's head and began beating it against the +floor. + +She cried out: 'You're killing me! Help! help!' + +Polly in terror ran up to her father and tried to pull him off. + +'Father, don't 'it 'er! Anythin' but thet--for God's sike!' + +'Leave me alone,' he said, 'or I'll give you somethin' too.' + +She caught hold of his arm, but Jim, still kneeling on his wife, gave +Polly a backhanded blow which sent her staggering back. + +'Tike that!' + +Polly ran out of the room, downstairs to the first-floor front, where +two men and two women were sitting at tea. + +'Oh, come an' stop father!' she cried. ''E's killin' mother!' + +'Why, wot's 'e doin'?' + +'Oh, 'e's got 'er on the floor, an' 'e's bangin' 'er 'ead. 'E's payin' +'er aht for givin' Liza Kemp a 'idin'.' + +One of the women started up and said to her husband: + +'Come on, John, you go an' stop it.' + +'Don't you, John,' said the other man. 'When a man's givin' 'is wife +socks it's best not ter interfere.' + +'But 'e's killin' 'er,' repeated Polly, trembling with fright. + +'Garn!' rejoined the man, 'she'll git over it; an' p'raps she deserves +it, for all you know.' + +John sat undecided, looking now at Polly, now at his wife, and now at +the other man. + +'Oh, do be quick--for God's sike!' said Polly. + +At that moment a sound as of something smashing was heard upstairs, +and a woman's shriek. Mrs. Blakeston, in an effort to tear herself away +from her husband, had knocked up against the wash-hand stand, and the +whole thing had crashed down. + +'Go on, John,' said the wife. + +'No, I ain't goin'; I shan't do no good, an' 'e'll only round on me.' + +'Well, you are a bloomin' lot of cowards, thet's all I can say,' +indignantly answered the wife. 'But I ain't goin' ter see a woman +murdered; I'll go an' stop 'im.' + +With that she ran upstairs and threw open the door. Jim was still +kneeling on his wife, hitting her furiously, while she was trying to +protect her head and face with her hands. + +'Leave off!' shouted the woman. + +Jim looked up. ''Oo the devil are you?' he said. + +'Leave off, I tell yer. Aren't yer ashimed of yerself, knockin' a +woman abaht like that?' And she sprang at him, seizing his fist. + +'Let go,' he said, 'or I'll give you a bit.' + +'Yer'd better not touch me,' she said. 'Yer dirty coward! Why, look at +'er, she's almost senseless.' + +Jim stopped and gazed at his wife. He got up and gave her a kick. + +'Git up!' he said; but she remained huddled up on the floor, moaning +feebly. The woman from downstairs went on her knees and took her head +in her arms. + +'Never mind, Mrs. Blakeston. 'E's not goin' ter touch yer. 'Ere, drink +this little drop of water.' Then turning to Jim, with infinite +disdain: 'Yer dirty blackguard, you! If I was a man I'd give you +something for this.' + +Jim put on his hat and went out, slamming the door, while the woman +shouted after him: 'Good riddance!' + + * * * * * + +'Lord love yer,' said Mrs. Kemp, 'wot is the matter?' + +She had just come in, and opening the door had started back in +surprise at seeing Liza on the bed, all tears. Liza made no answer, +but cried as if her heart were breaking. Mrs. Kemp went up to her and +tried to look at her face. + +'Don't cry, dearie; tell us wot it is.' + +Liza sat up and dried her eyes. + +'I am so un'appy!' + +'Wot 'ave yer been doin' ter yer fice? My!' + +'Nothin'.' + +'Garn! Yer can't 'ave got a fice like thet all by itself.' + +'I 'ad a bit of a scrimmage with a woman dahn the street,' sobbed out +Liza. + +'She 'as give yer a doin'; an' yer all upset--an' look at yer eye! I +brought in a little bit of stike for ter-morrer's dinner; you just cut +a bit off an' put it over yer optic, that'll soon put it right. I +always used ter do thet myself when me an' your poor father 'ad +words.' + +'Oh, I'm all over in a tremble, an' my 'ead, oo, my 'ead does feel +bad!' + +'I know wot yer want,' remarked Mrs. Kemp, nodding her head, 'an' it so +'appens as I've got the very thing with me.' She pulled a medicine +bottle out of her pocket, and taking out the cork smelt it. 'Thet's +good stuff, none of your firewater or your methylated spirit. I don't +often indulge in sich things, but when I do I likes to 'ave the best.' + +She handed the bottle to Liza, who took a mouthful and gave it her +back; she had a drink herself, and smacked her lips. + +Thet's good stuff. 'Ave a drop more.' + +'Na,' said Liza, 'I ain't used ter drinkin' spirits.' + +She felt dull and miserable, and a heavy pain throbbed through her +head. If she could only forget! + +'Na, I know you're not, but, bless your soul, thet won' 'urt yer. +It'll do you no end of good. Why, often when I've been feelin' thet +done up thet I didn't know wot ter do with myself, I've just 'ad a +little drop of whisky or gin--I'm not partic'ler wot spirit it is--an' +it's pulled me up wonderful.' + +Liza took another sip, a slightly longer one; it burnt as it went down +her throat, and sent through her a feeling of comfortable warmth. + +'I really do think it's doin' me good,' she said, wiping her eyes and +giving a sigh of relief as the crying ceased. + +'I knew it would. Tike my word for it, if people took a little drop of +spirits in time, there'd be much less sickness abaht.' + +They sat for a while in silence, then Mrs. Kemp remarked: + +'Yer know, Liza, it strikes me as 'ow we could do with a drop more. +You not bein' in the 'abit of tikin' anythin' I only brought just this +little drop for me; an' it ain't took us long ter finish thet up. But +as you're an invalid like we'll git a little more this time; it's sure +ter turn aht useful.' + +'But you ain't got nothin' ter put it in.' + +'Yus, I 'ave,' answered Mrs. Kemp; 'there's thet bottle as they gives +me at the 'orspital. Just empty the medicine aht into the pile, an' +wash it aht, an' I'll tike it round to the pub myself.' + +Liza, when she was left alone, began to turn things over in her mind. +She did not feel so utterly unhappy as before, for the things she had +gone through seemed further away. + +'After all,' she said, 'it don't so much matter.' + +Mrs. Kemp came in. + +''Ave a little drop more, Liza.' she said. + +'Well, I don't mind if I do. I'll get some tumblers, shall I? There's +no mistike abaht it,' she added, when she had taken a little, 'it do +buck yer up.' + +'You're right, Liza--you're right. An' you wanted it badly. Fancy you +'avin' a fight with a woman! Oh, I've 'ad some in my day, but then I +wasn't a little bit of a thing like you is. I wish I'd been there, I +wouldn't 'ave stood by an' looked on while my daughter was gettin' the +worst of it; although I'm turned sixty-five, an' gettin' on for +sixty-six, I'd 'ave said to 'er: "If you touch my daughter you'll 'ave +me ter deal with, so just look aht!"' + +She brandished her glass, and that reminding her, she refilled it and +Liza's. + +'Ah, Liza,' she remarked, 'you're a chip of the old block. Ter see you +settin' there an' 'avin' your little drop, it mikes me feel as if I +was livin' a better life. Yer used ter be rather 'ard on me, Liza, +'cause I took a little drop on Saturday nights. An', mind, I don't sy +I didn't tike a little drop too much sometimes--accidents will occur +even in the best regulated of families, but wot I say is this--it's +good stuff, I say, an' it don't 'urt yer.' + +'Buck up, old gal!' said Liza, filling the glasses, 'no 'eel-taps. I +feel like a new woman now. I was thet dahn in the dumps--well, I +shouldn't 'ave cared if I'd been at the bottom of the river, an' +thet's the truth.' + +'You don't sy so,' replied her affectionate mother. + +'Yus, I do, an' I mean it too, but I don't feel like thet now. You're +right, mother, when you're in trouble there's nothin' like a bit of +spirits.' + +'Well, if I don't know, I dunno 'oo does, for the trouble I've 'ad, it +'ud be enough to kill many women. Well, I've 'ad thirteen children, +an' you can think wot thet was; everyone I 'ad I used ter sy I +wouldn't 'ave no more--but one does, yer know. You'll 'ave a family +some day, Liza, an' I shouldn't wonder if you didn't 'ave as many as +me. We come from a very prodigal family, we do, we've all gone in ter +double figures, except your Aunt Mary, who only 'ad three--but then +she wasn't married, so it didn't count, like.' + +They drank each other's health. Everything was getting blurred to +Liza, she was losing her head. + +'Yus,' went on Mrs. Kemp, 'I've 'ad thirteen children an' I'm proud of +it. As your poor dear father used ter sy, it shows as 'ow one's got +the blood of a Briton in one. Your poor dear father, 'e was a great +'and at speakin' 'e was: 'e used ter speak at parliamentary +meetin's--I really believe 'e'd 'ave been a Member of Parliament if +'e'd been alive now. Well, as I was sayin', your father 'e used ter +sy, "None of your small families for me, I don't approve of them," +says 'e. 'E was a man of very 'igh principles, an' by politics 'e was +a Radical. "No," says 'e, when 'e got talkin', "when a man can 'ave a +family risin' into double figures, it shows 'e's got the backbone of a +Briton in 'im. That's the stuff as 'as built up England's nime and +glory! When one thinks of the mighty British Hempire," says 'e, "on +which the sun never sets from mornin' till night, one 'as ter be proud +of 'isself, an' one 'as ter do one's duty in thet walk of life in +which it 'as pleased Providence ter set one--an' every man's fust duty +is ter get as many children as 'e bloomin' well can." Lord love +yer--'e could talk, I can tell yer.' + +'Drink up, mother,' said Liza. 'You're not 'alf drinkin'.' She +flourished the bottle. 'I don't care a twopanny 'ang for all them +blokes; I'm quite 'appy, an' I don't want anythin' else.' + +'I can see you're my daughter now,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'When yer used ter +round on me I used ter think as 'ow if I 'adn't carried yer for nine +months, it must 'ave been some mistike, an' yer wasn't my daughter at +all. When you come ter think of it, a man 'e don't know if it's 'is +child or somebody else's, but yer can't deceive a woman like thet. Yer +couldn't palm off somebody else's kid on 'er.' + +'I am beginnin' ter feel quite lively,' said Liza. 'I dunno wot it is, +but I feel as if I wanted to laugh till I fairly split my sides.' + +And she began to sing: 'For 'e's a jolly good feller--for 'e's a jolly +good feller!' + +Her dress was all disarranged; her face covered with the scars of +scratches, and clots of blood had fixed under her nose; her eye had +swollen up so that it was nearly closed, and red; her hair was hanging +over her face and shoulders, and she laughed stupidly and leered with +heavy, sodden ugliness. + + 'Disy, Disy! I can't afford a kerridge. + But you'll look neat, on the seat + Of a bicycle mide for two.' + +She shouted out the tunes, beating time on the table, and her mother, +grinning, with her thin, grey hair hanging dishevelled over her head, +joined in with her weak, cracked voice-- + + 'Oh, dem golden kippers, oh!' + +Then Liza grew more melancholy and broke into 'Auld Lang Syne'. + + 'Should old acquaintance be forgot + And never brought to mind? + + * * * * * + + For old lang syne'. + +Finally they both grew silent, and in a little while there came a +snore from Mrs. Kemp; her head fell forward to her chest; Liza tumbled +from her chair on to the bed, and sprawling across it fell asleep. + + '_Although I am drunk and bad, be you kind, + Cast a glance at this heart which is bewildered and distressed. + O God, take away from my mind my cry and my complaint. + Offer wine, and take sorrow from my remembrance. + Offer wine._' + + + + +12 + + +About the middle of the night Liza woke; her mouth was hot and dry, +and a sharp, cutting pain passed through her head as she moved. Her +mother had evidently roused herself, for she was lying in bed by her +side, partially undressed, with all the bedclothes rolled round her. +Liza shivered in the cold night, and taking off some of her +things--her boots, her skirt, and jacket--got right into bed; she +tried to get some of the blanket from her mother, but as she pulled +Mrs. Kemp gave a growl in her sleep and drew the clothes more tightly +round her. So Liza put over herself her skirt and a shawl, which was +lying over the end of the bed, and tried to go to sleep. + +But she could not; her head and hands were broiling hot, and she was +terribly thirsty; when she lifted herself up to get a drink of water +such a pang went through her head that she fell back on the bed +groaning, and lay there with beating heart. And strange pains that she +did not know went through her. Then a cold shiver seemed to rise in +the very marrow of her bones and run down every artery and vein, +freezing the blood; her skin puckered up, and drawing up her legs she +lay huddled together in a heap, the shawl wrapped tightly round her, +and her teeth chattering. Shivering, she whispered: + +'Oh, I'm so cold, so cold. Mother, give me some clothes; I shall die +of the cold. Oh, I'm freezing!' + +But after awhile the cold seemed to give way, and a sudden heat seized +her, flushing her face, making her break out into perspiration, so +that she threw everything off and loosened the things about her neck. + +'Give us a drink,' she said. 'Oh, I'd give anythin' for a little drop +of water!' + +There was no one to hear; Mrs. Kemp continued to sleep heavily, +occasionally breaking out into a little snore. + +Liza remained there, now shivering with cold, now panting for breath, +listening to the regular, heavy breathing by her side, and in her pain +she sobbed. She pulled at her pillow and said: + +'Why can't I go to sleep? Why can't I sleep like 'er?' + +And the darkness was awful; it was a heavy, ghastly blackness, that +seemed palpable, so that it frightened her and she looked for relief +at the faint light glimmering through the window from a distant +street-lamp. She thought the night would never end--the minutes seemed +like hours, and she wondered how she should live through till morning. +And strange pains that she did not know went through her. + +Still the night went on, the darkness continued, cold and horrible, +and her mother breathed loudly and steadily by her side. + +At last with the morning sleep came; but the sleep was almost worse +than the wakefulness, for it was accompanied by ugly, disturbing +dreams. Liza thought she was going through the fight with her enemy, +and Mrs. Blakeston grew enormous in size, and multiplied, so that every +way she turned the figure confronted her. And she began running away, +and she ran and ran till she found herself reckoning up an account she +had puzzled over in the morning, and she did it backwards and +forwards, upwards and downwards, starting here, starting there, and +the figures got mixed up with other things, and she had to begin over +again, and everything jumbled up, and her head whirled, till finally, +with a start, she woke. + +The darkness had given way to a cold, grey dawn, her uncovered legs +were chilled to the bone, and by her side she heard again the regular, +nasal breathing of the drunkard. + +For a long while she lay where she was, feeling very sick and ill, but +better than in the night. At last her mother woke. + +'Liza!' she called. + +'Yus, mother,' she answered feebly. + +'Git us a cup of tea, will yer?' + +'I can't, mother, I'm ill.' + +'Garn!' said Mrs. Kemp, in surprise. Then looking at her: 'Swop me bob, +wot's up with yer? Why, yer cheeks is flushed, an' yer forehead--it is +'ot! Wot's the matter with yer, gal?' + +'I dunno,' said Liza. 'I've been thet bad all night, I thought I was +goin' ter die.' + +'I know wot it is,' said Mrs. Kemp, shaking her head; 'the fact is, you +ain't used ter drinkin', an' of course it's upset yer. Now me, why I'm +as fresh as a disy. Tike my word, there ain't no good in teetotalism; +it finds yer aht in the end, an' it's found you aht.' + +Mrs. Kemp considered it a judgment of Providence. She got up and mixed +some whisky and water. + +''Ere, drink this,' she said. 'When one's 'ad a drop too much at +night, there's nothin' like havin' a drop more in the mornin' ter put +one right. It just acts like magic.' + +'Tike it awy,' said Liza, turning from it in disgust; 'the smell of it +gives me the sick. I'll never touch spirits again.' + +'Ah, thet's wot we all says sometime in our lives, but we does, an' +wot's more we can't do withaht it. Why, me, the 'ard life I've 'ad--.' +It is unnecessary to repeat Mrs. Kemp's repetitions. + +Liza did not get up all day. Tom came to inquire after her, and was +told she was very ill. Liza plaintively asked whether anyone else had +been, and sighed a little when her mother answered no. But she felt +too ill to think much or trouble much about anything. The fever came +again as the day wore on, and the pains in her head grew worse. Her +mother came to bed, and quickly went off to sleep, leaving Liza to +bear her agony alone. She began to have frightful pains all over her, +and she held her breath to prevent herself from crying out and waking +her mother. She clutched the sheets in her agony, and at last, about +six o'clock in the morning, she could bear it no longer, and in the +anguish of labour screamed out, and woke her mother. + +Mrs. Kemp was frightened out of her wits. Going upstairs she woke the +woman who lived on the floor above her. Without hesitating, the good +lady put on a skirt and came down. + +'She's 'ad a miss,' she said, after looking at Liza. 'Is there anyone +you could send to the 'orspital?' + +'Na, I dunno 'oo I could get at this hour?' + +'Well, I'll git my old man ter go.' + +She called her husband, and sent him off. She was a stout, middle-aged +woman, rough-visaged and strong-armed. Her name was Mrs. Hodges. + +'It's lucky you came ter me,' she said, when she had settled down. 'I +go aht nursin', yer know, so I know all abaht it.' + +'Well, you surprise me,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I didn't know as Liza was +thet way. She never told me nothin' abaht it.' + +'D'yer know 'oo it is 'as done it?' + +'Now you ask me somethin' I don't know,' replied Mrs. Kemp. 'But now I +come ter think of it, it must be thet there Tom. 'E's been keepin' +company with Liza. 'E's a single man, so they'll be able ter get +married--thet's somethin'.' + +'It ain't Tom,' feebly said Liza. + +'Not 'im; 'oo is it, then?' + +Liza did not answer. + +'Eh?' repeated the mother, ''oo is it?' + +Liza lay still without speaking. + +'Never mind, Mrs. Kemp,' said Mrs. Hodges, 'don't worry 'er now; you'll +be able ter find aht all abaht it when she gits better.' + +For a while the two women sat still, waiting the doctor's coming, and +Liza lay gazing vacantly at the wall, panting for breath. Sometimes +Jim crossed her mind, and she opened her mouth to call for him, but in +her despair she restrained herself. + +The doctor came. + +'D'you think she's bad, doctor?' asked Mrs. Hodges. + +'I'm afraid she is rather,' he answered. 'I'll come in again this +evening.' + +'Oh, doctor,' said Mrs. Kemp, as he was going, 'could yer give me +somethin' for my rheumatics? I'm a martyr to rheumatism, an' these +cold days I 'ardly knows wot ter do with myself. An', doctor, could +you let me 'ave some beef-tea? My 'usbind's dead, an' of course I +can't do no work with my daughter ill like this, an' we're very +short--.' + +The day passed, and in the evening Mrs. Hodges, who had been attending +to her own domestic duties, came downstairs again. Mrs. Kemp was on the +bed sleeping. + +'I was just 'avin' a little nap,' she said to Mrs. Hodges, on waking. + +''Ow is the girl?' asked that lady. + +'Oh,' answered Mrs. Kemp, 'my rheumatics 'as been thet bad I really +'aven't known wot ter do with myself, an' now Liza can't rub me I'm +worse than ever. It is unfortunate thet she should get ill just now +when I want so much attendin' ter myself, but there, it's just my +luck!' + +Mrs. Hodges went over and looked at Liza; she was lying just as when +she left in the morning, her cheeks flushed, her mouth open for +breath, and tiny beads of sweat stood on her forehead. + +''Ow are yer, ducky?' asked Mrs. Hodges; but Liza did not answer. + +'It's my belief she's unconscious,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I've been askin' +'er 'oo it was as done it, but she don't seem to 'ear wot I say. It's +been a great shock ter me, Mrs. 'Odges.' + +'I believe you,' replied that lady, sympathetically. + +'Well, when you come in and said wot it was, yer might 'ave knocked +me dahn with a feather. I knew no more than the dead wot 'ad +'appened.' + +'I saw at once wot it was,' said Mrs. Hodges, nodding her head. + +'Yus, of course, you knew. I expect you've 'ad a great deal of +practice one way an' another.' + +'You're right, Mrs. Kemp, you're right. I've been on the job now for +nearly twenty years, an' if I don't know somethin' abaht it I ought.' + +'D'yer finds it pays well?' + +'Well, Mrs. Kemp, tike it all in all, I ain't got no grounds for +complaint. I'm in the 'abit of askin' five shillings, an' I will say +this, I don't think it's too much for wot I do.' + +The news of Liza's illness had quickly spread, and more than once in +the course of the day a neighbour had come to ask after her. There was +a knock at the door now, and Mrs. Hodges opened it. Tom stood on the +threshold asking to come in. + +'Yus, you can come,' said Mrs. Kemp. + +He advanced on tiptoe, so as to make no noise, and for a while stood +silently looking at Liza. Mrs. Hodges was by his side. + +'Can I speak to 'er?' he whispered. + +'She can't 'ear you.' + +He groaned. + +'D'yer think she'll get arright?' he asked. + +Mrs. Hodges shrugged her shoulders. + +'I shouldn't like ter give an opinion,' she said, cautiously. + +Tom bent over Liza, and, blushing, kissed her; then, without speaking +further, went out of the room. + +'Thet's the young man as was courtin' 'er,' said Mrs. Kemp, pointing +over her shoulder with her thumb. + +Soon after the Doctor came. + +'Wot do yer think of 'er, doctor?' said Mrs. Hodges, bustling forwards +authoritatively in her position of midwife and sick-nurse. + +'I'm afraid she's very bad.' + +'D'yer think she's goin' ter die?' she asked, dropping her voice to a +whisper. + +'I'm afraid so!' + +As the doctor sat down by Liza's side Mrs. Hodges turned round and +significantly nodded to Mrs. Kemp, who put her handkerchief to her +eyes. Then she went outside to the little group waiting at the door. + +'Wot does the doctor sy?' they asked, among them Tom. + +''E says just wot I've been sayin' all along; I knew she wouldn't +live.' + +And Tom burst out: 'Oh, Liza!' + +As she retired a woman remarked: + +'Mrs. 'Odges is very clever, I think.' + +'Yus,' remarked another, 'she got me through my last confinement +simply wonderful. If it come to choosin' between 'em I'd back Mrs. +'Odges against forty doctors.' + +'Ter tell yer the truth, so would I. I've never known 'er wrong yet.' + +Mrs. Hodges sat down beside Mrs. Kemp and proceeded to comfort her. + +'Why don't yer tike a little drop of brandy ter calm yer nerves, Mrs. +Kemp?' she said, 'you want it.' + +'I was just feelin' rather faint, an' I couldn't 'elp thinkin' as 'ow +twopenneth of whisky 'ud do me good.' + +'Na, Mrs. Kemp,' said Mrs. Hodges, earnestly, putting her hand on the +other's arm. 'You tike my tip--when you're queer there's nothin' like +brandy for pullin' yer togither. I don't object to whisky myself, but +as a medicine yer can't beat brandy.' + +'Well, I won't set up myself as knowin' better than you Mrs. 'Odges; +I'll do wot you think right.' + +Quite accidentally there was some in the room, and Mrs. Kemp poured it +out for herself and her friend. + +'I'm not in the 'abit of tikin' anythin' when I'm aht on business,' +she apologized, 'but just ter keep you company I don't mind if I do.' + +'Your 'ealth. Mrs. 'Odges.' + +'Sime ter you, an' thank yer, Mrs. Kemp.' + +Liza lay still, breathing very quietly, her eyes closed. The doctor +kept his fingers on her pulse. + +'I've been very unfortunate of lite,' remarked Mrs. Hodges, as she +licked her lips, 'this mikes the second death I've 'ad in the last ten +days--women, I mean, of course I don't count bibies.' + +'Yer don't sy so.' + +'Of course the other one--well, she was only a prostitute, so it +didn't so much matter. It ain't like another woman is it?' + +'Na, you're right.' + +'Still, one don't like 'em ter die, even if they are thet. One mustn't +be too 'ard on 'em.' + +'Strikes me you've got a very kind 'eart, Mrs. 'Odges,' said Mrs. Kemp. + +'I 'ave thet; an' I often says it 'ud be better for my peace of mind +an' my business if I 'adn't. I 'ave ter go through a lot, I do; but I +can say this for myself, I always gives satisfaction, an' thet's +somethin' as all lidies in my line can't say.' + +They sipped their brandy for a while. + +'It's a great trial ter me that this should 'ave 'appened,' said Mrs. +Kemp, coming to the subject that had been disturbing her for some +time. 'Mine's always been a very respectable family, an' such a thing +as this 'as never 'appened before. No, Mrs. 'Odges, I was lawfully +married in church, an' I've got my marriage lines now ter show I was, +an' thet one of my daughters should 'ave gone wrong in this way--well, +I can't understand it. I give 'er a good education, an' she 'ad all +the comforts of a 'ome. She never wanted for nothin'; I worked myself +to the bone ter keep 'er in luxury, an' then thet she should go an' +disgrace me like this!' + +'I understand wot yer mean. Mrs. Kemp.' + +'I can tell you my family was very respectable; an' my 'usband, 'e +earned twenty-five shillings a week, an' was in the sime plice +seventeen years; an' 'is employers sent a beautiful wreath ter put on +'is coffin; an' they tell me they never 'ad such a good workman an' +sich an 'onest man before. An' me! Well, I can sy this--I've done my +duty by the girl, an' she's never learnt anythin' but good from me. Of +course I ain't always been in wot yer might call flourishing +circumstances, but I've always set her a good example, as she could +tell yer so 'erself if she wasn't speechless.' + +Mrs. Kemp paused for a moment's reflection. + +'As they sy in the Bible,' she finished, 'it's enough ter mike one's +grey 'airs go dahn into the ground in sorrer. I can show yer my +marriage certificate. Of course one doesn't like ter say much, because +of course she's very bad; but if she got well I should 'ave given 'er +a talkin' ter.' + +There was another knock. + +'Do go an' see 'oo thet is; I can't, on account of my rheumatics.' + +Mrs. Hodges opened the door. It was Jim. + +He was very white, and the blackness of his hair and beard, +contrasting with the deathly pallor of his face, made him look +ghastly. Mrs. Hodges stepped back. + +''Oo's 'e?' she said, turning to Mrs. Kemp. + +Jim pushed her aside and went up to the bed. + +'Doctor, is she very bad?' he asked. + +The doctor looked at him questioningly. + +Jim whispered: 'It was me as done it. She ain't goin' ter die, is +she?' + +The doctor nodded. + +'O God! wot shall I do? It was my fault! I wish I was dead!' + +Jim took the girl's head in his hands, and the tears burst from his +eyes. + +'She ain't dead yet, is she?' + +'She's just living,' said the doctor. + +Jim bent down. + +'Liza, Liza, speak ter me! Liza, say you forgive me! Oh, speak ter +me!' + +His voice was full of agony. The doctor spoke. + +'She can't hear you.' + +'Oh, she must hear me! Liza! Liza!' + +He sank on his knees by the bedside. + +They all remained silent: Liza lying stiller than ever, her breast +unmoved by the feeble respiration, Jim looking at her very mournfully; +the doctor grave, with his fingers on the pulse. The two women looked +at Jim. + +'Fancy it bein' 'im!' said Mrs. Kemp. 'Strike me lucky, ain't 'e a +sight!' + +'You 'ave got 'er insured, Mrs. Kemp?' asked the midwife. She could +bear the silence no longer. + +'Trust me fur thet!' replied the good lady. 'I've 'ad 'er insured ever +since she was born. Why, only the other dy I was sayin' ter myself +thet all thet money 'ad been wisted, but you see it wasn't; yer never +know yer luck, you see!' + +'Quite right, Mrs. Kemp; I'm a rare one for insurin'. It's a great +thing. I've always insured all my children.' + +'The way I look on it is this,' said Mrs. Kemp--'wotever yer do when +they're alive, an' we all know as children is very tryin' sometimes, +you should give them a good funeral when they dies. Thet's my motto, +an' I've always acted up to it.' + +'Do you deal with Mr. Stearman?' asked Mrs. Hodges. + +'No, Mrs. 'Odges, for undertikin' give me Mr. Footley every time. In the +black line 'e's fust an' the rest nowhere!' + +'Well, thet's very strange now--thet's just wot I think. Mr. Footley +does 'is work well, an' 'e's very reasonable. I'm a very old customer +of 'is, an' 'e lets me 'ave things as cheap as anybody.' + +'Does 'e indeed! Well Mrs. 'Odges if it ain't askin' too much of yer, I +should look upon it as very kind if you'd go an' mike the arrangements +for Liza.' + +'Why, certainly, Mrs. Kemp. I'm always willin' ter do a good turn to +anybody, if I can.' + +'I want it done very respectable,' said Mrs. Kemp; 'I'm not goin' ter +stint for nothin' for my daughter's funeral. I like plumes, you know, +although they is a bit extra.' + +'Never you fear, Mrs. Kemp, it shall be done as well as if it was for +my own 'usbind, an' I can't say more than thet. Mr. Footley thinks a +deal of me, 'e does! Why, only the other dy as I was goin' inter 'is +shop 'e says "Good mornin', Mrs. 'Odges." "Good mornin', Mr. Footley," +says I. "You've jest come in the nick of time," says 'e. "This +gentleman an' myself," pointin' to another gentleman as was standin' +there, "we was 'avin' a bit of an argument. Now you're a very +intelligent woman, Mrs. 'Odges, and a good customer too." "I can say +thet for myself," say I, "I gives yer all the work I can." "I believe +you," says 'e. "Well," 'e says, "now which do you think? Does hoak +look better than helm, or does helm look better than hoak? Hoak +_versus_ helm, thet's the question." "Well, Mr. Footley," says I, "for +my own private opinion, when you've got a nice brass plite in the +middle, an' nice brass 'andles each end, there's nothin' like hoak." +"Quite right," says 'e, "thet's wot I think; for coffins give me hoak +any day, an' I 'ope," says 'e, "when the Lord sees fit ter call me to +'Imself, I shall be put in a hoak coffin myself." "Amen," says I.' + +'I like hoak,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'My poor 'usband 'e 'ad a hoak coffin. +We did 'ave a job with 'im, I can tell yer. You know 'e 'ad dropsy, +an' 'e swell up--oh, 'e did swell; 'is own mother wouldn't 'ave known +'im. Why, 'is leg swell up till it was as big round as 'is body, swop +me bob, it did.' + +'Did it indeed!' ejaculated Mrs. Hodges. + +'Yus, an' when 'e died they sent the coffin up. I didn't 'ave Mr. +Footley at thet time; we didn't live 'ere then, we lived in Battersea, +an' all our undertikin' was done by Mr. Brownin'; well, 'e sent the +coffin up, an' we got my old man in, but we couldn't get the lid down, +he was so swell up. Well, Mr. Brownin', 'e was a great big man, +thirteen stone if 'e was a ounce. Well, 'e stood on the coffin, an' a +young man 'e 'ad with 'im stood on it too, an' the lid simply wouldn't +go dahn; so Mr. Browning', 'e said, "Jump on, missus," so I was in my +widow's weeds, yer know, but we 'ad ter git it dahn, so I stood on it, +an' we all jumped, an' at last we got it to, an' screwed it; but, +lor', we did 'ave a job; I shall never forget it.' + +Then all was silence. And a heaviness seemed to fill the air like a +grey blight, cold and suffocating; and the heaviness was Death. They +felt the presence in the room, and they dared not move, they dared not +draw their breath. The silence was terrifying. + +Suddenly a sound was heard--a loud rattle. It was from the bed and +rang through the room, piercing the stillness. + +The doctor opened one of Liza's eyes and touched it, then he laid on +her breast the hand he had been holding, and drew the sheet over her +head. + +Jim turned away with a look of intense weariness on his face, and the +two women began weeping silently. The darkness was sinking before the +day, and a dim, grey light came through the window. The lamp +spluttered out. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Liza of Lambeth, by W. Somerset Maugham + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LIZA OF LAMBETH *** + +***** This file should be named 16517-8.txt or 16517-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/6/5/1/16517/ + +Produced by Mark C. 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Somerset Maugham + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Liza of Lambeth + +Author: W. Somerset Maugham + +Release Date: August 12, 2005 [EBook #16517] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LIZA OF LAMBETH *** + + + + +Produced by Mark C. Orton, Sankar Viswanathan and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + + + + +<h1> <i>Liza of Lambeth</i></h1> + + + + <h2>SOMERSET MAUGHAM</h2> + <p> </p> + <p> </p> + <p> </p> + <p class="center"> </p> + + + <h3>PENGUIN BOOKS</h3> + + +<p> </p> + <p> </p> + <p> </p> +<p> </p> + <p class="center">Published by the Penguin Group +</p> +<p class="center">First published in Great Britain by William Heinemann Ltd 1897</p> + +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> +<table summary="Contents"> + <tr> + <td><a href="#chapter_1">Chapter 1 </a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#chapter_2">Chapter 2 </a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#chapter_3">Chapter 3 </a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#chapter_4">Chapter 4 </a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#chapter_5">Chapter 5 </a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#chapter_6">Chapter 6 </a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#chapter_7">Chapter 7 </a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#chapter_8">Chapter 8 </a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#chapter_9">Chapter 9 </a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#chapter_10">Chapter 10 </a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#chapter_11">Chapter 11</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td><a href="#chapter_12">Chapter 12</a></td> + </tr> +</table> +<p> </p> +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5"></a>[5]</span> </p> +<h2><a name="chapter_1" id="chapter_1"></a>1</h2> + + +<p>It was the first Saturday afternoon in August; it had been broiling +hot all day, with a cloudless sky, and the sun had been beating down +on the houses, so that the top rooms were like ovens; but now with the +approach of evening it was cooler, and everyone in Vere Street was out +of doors.</p> + +<p>Vere street, Lambeth, is a short, straight street leading out of the +Westminster Bridge Road; it has forty houses on one side and forty +houses on the other, and these eighty houses are very much more like +one another than ever peas are like peas, or young ladies like young +ladies. They are newish, three-storied buildings of dingy grey brick +with slate roofs, and they are perfectly flat, without a bow-window or +even a projecting cornice or window-sill to break the straightness of +the line from one end of the street to the other.</p> + +<p>This Saturday afternoon the street was full of life; no traffic came +down Vere Street, and the cemented space between the pavements was +given up to children. Several games of cricket were being played by +wildly excited boys, using coats for wickets, an old tennis-ball or a +bundle of rags tied together for a ball, and, generally, an old +broomstick for bat. The wicket was so large and the bat so small that +the man in was always getting bowled, when heated quarrels would +arise, the batter absolutely refusing to go out and the bowler +absolutely insisting on going in. The girls were more peaceable; they +were chiefly employed in skipping, and only abused one another mildly +when the rope was not properly turned or the skipper did not jump +sufficiently high. Worst off of all were the very young children, for +there had been no rain for weeks, and the street was as dry and clean +as a covered court, and, in the lack of mud to wallow in, they sat <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6"></a>[6]</span> +about the road, disconsolate as poets. The number of babies was +prodigious; they sprawled about everywhere, on the pavement, round the +doors, and about their mothers' skirts. The grown-ups were gathered +round the open doors; there were usually two women squatting on the +doorstep, and two or three more seated on either side on chairs; they +were invariably nursing babies, and most of them showed clear signs +that the present object of the maternal care would be soon ousted by a +new arrival. Men were less numerous but such as there were leant +against the walls, smoking, or sat on the sills of the ground-floor +windows. It was the dead season in Vere Street as much as in +Belgravia, and really if it had not been for babies just come or just +about to come, and an opportune murder in a neighbouring doss-house, +there would have been nothing whatever to talk about. As it was, the +little groups talked quietly, discussing the atrocity or the merits of +the local midwives, comparing the circumstances of their various +confinements.</p> + +<p>'You'll be 'avin' your little trouble soon, eh, Polly?' asked one good +lady of another.</p> + +<p>'Oh, I reckon I've got another two months ter go yet,' answered Polly.</p> + +<p>'Well,' said a third. 'I wouldn't 'ave thought you'd go so long by the +look of yer!'</p> + +<p>'I 'ope you'll have it easier this time, my dear,' said a very stout +old person, a woman of great importance.</p> + +<p>'She said she wasn't goin' to 'ave no more, when the last one come.' +This remark came from Polly's husband.</p> + +<p>'Ah,' said the stout old lady, who was in the business, and boasted +vast experience. 'That's wot they all says; but, Lor' bless yer, they +don't mean it.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I've got three, and I'm not goin' to 'ave no more bli'me if I +will; 'tain't good enough—that's wot I says.'</p> + +<p>'You're abaht right there, ole gal,' said Polly, 'My word, <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7"></a>[7]</span> 'Arry, if +you 'ave any more I'll git a divorce, that I will.'</p> + +<p>At that moment an organ-grinder turned the corner and came down the +street.</p> + +<p>'Good biz; 'ere's an organ!' cried half a dozen people at once.</p> + +<p>The organ-man was an Italian, with a shock of black hair and a +ferocious moustache. Drawing his organ to a favourable spot, he +stopped, released his shoulder from the leather straps by which he +dragged it, and cocking his large soft hat on the side of his head, +began turning the handle. It was a lively tune, and in less than no +time a little crowd had gathered round to listen, chiefly the young +men and the maidens, for the married ladies were never in a fit state +to dance, and therefore disinclined to trouble themselves to stand +round the organ. There was a moment's hesitation at opening the ball; +then one girl said to another:</p> + +<p>'Come on, Florrie, you and me ain't shy; we'll begin, and bust it!'</p> + +<p>The two girls took hold of one another, one acting gentleman, the +other lady; three or four more pairs of girls immediately joined them, +and they began a waltz. They held themselves very upright; and with an +air of grave dignity which was quite impressive, glided slowly about, +making their steps with the utmost precision, bearing themselves with +sufficient decorum for a court ball. After a while the men began to +itch for a turn, and two of them, taking hold of one another in the +most approved fashion, waltzed round the circle with the gravity of +judges.</p> + +<p>All at once there was a cry: 'There's Liza!' And several members of +the group turned and called out: 'Oo, look at Liza!'</p> + +<p>The dancers stopped to see the sight, and the organ-grinder, having +come to the end of his tune, ceased turning the handle and looked to +see what was the excitement.</p> + +<p>'Oo, Liza!' they called out. 'Look at Liza; oo, I sy!'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8"></a>[8]</span> </p> + +<p>It was a young girl of about eighteen, with dark eyes, and an enormous +fringe, puffed-out and curled and frizzed, covering her whole forehead +from side to side, and coming down to meet her eyebrows. She was +dressed in brilliant violet, with great lappets of velvet, and she had +on her head an enormous black hat covered with feathers.</p> + +<p>'I sy, ain't she got up dossy?' called out the groups at the doors, as +she passed.</p> + +<p>'Dressed ter death, and kill the fashion; that's wot I calls it.'</p> + +<p>Liza saw what a sensation she was creating; she arched her back and +lifted her head, and walked down the street, swaying her body from +side to side, and swaggering along as though the whole place belonged +to her.</p> + +<p>''Ave yer bought the street, Bill?' shouted one youth; and then half a +dozen burst forth at once, as if by inspiration:</p> + +<p>'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road!'</p> + +<p>It was immediately taken up by a dozen more, and they all yelled it +out:</p> + +<p>'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road. Yah, ah, knocked 'em in the Old +Kent Road!'</p> + +<p>'Oo, Liza!' they shouted; the whole street joined in, and they gave +long, shrill, ear-piercing shrieks and strange calls, that rung down +the street and echoed back again.</p> + +<p>'Hextra special!' called out a wag.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Liza! Oo! Ooo!' yells and whistles, and then it thundered forth +again:</p> + +<p>'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road!'</p> + +<p>Liza put on the air of a conquering hero, and sauntered on, enchanted +at the uproar. She stuck out her elbows and jerked her head on one +side, and said to herself as she passed through the bellowing crowd:</p> + +<p>'This is jam!'</p> + +<p>'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road!'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9"></a>[9]</span> </p> + +<p>When she came to the group round the barrel-organ, one of the girls +cried out to her:</p> + +<p>'Is that yer new dress, Liza?'</p> + +<p>'Well, it don't look like my old one, do it?' said Liza.</p> + +<p>'Where did yer git it?' asked another friend, rather enviously.</p> + +<p>'Picked it up in the street, of course,' scornfully answered Liza.</p> + +<p>'I believe it's the same one as I saw in the pawnbroker's dahn the +road,' said one of the men, to tease her.</p> + +<p>'Thet's it; but wot was you doin' in there? Pledgin' yer shirt, or was +it yer trousers?'</p> + +<p>'Yah, I wouldn't git a second-'and dress at a pawnbroker's!'</p> + +<p>'Garn!' said Liza indignantly. 'I'll swipe yer over the snitch if yer +talk ter me. I got the mayterials in the West Hend, didn't I? And I +'ad it mide up by my Court Dressmiker, so you jolly well dry up, old +jellybelly.'</p> + +<p>'Garn!' was the reply.</p> + +<p>Liza had been so intent on her new dress and the comment it was +exciting that she had not noticed the organ.</p> + +<p>'Oo, I say, let's 'ave some dancin',' she said as soon as she saw it. +'Come on, Sally,' she added, to one of the girls, 'you an' me'll dance +togither. Grind away, old cock!'</p> + +<p>The man turned on a new tune, and the organ began to play the +Intermezzo from the 'Cavalleria'; other couples quickly followed +Liza's example, and they began to waltz round with the same solemnity +as before; but Liza outdid them all; if the others were as stately as +queens, she was as stately as an empress; the gravity and dignity with +which she waltzed were something appalling, you felt that the minuet +was a frolic in comparison; it would have been a fitting measure to +tread round the grave of a <i>première danseuse</i>, or at the funeral of a +professional humorist. And the graces she put on, the languor of the +eyes, the contemptuous <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10"></a>[10]</span> curl of the lips, the exquisite turn of the +hand, the dainty arching of the foot! You felt there could be no +questioning her right to the tyranny of Vere Street.</p> + +<p>Suddenly she stopped short, and disengaged herself from her companion.</p> + +<p>'Oh, I sy,' she said, 'this is too bloomin' slow; it gives me the +sick.'</p> + +<p>That is not precisely what she said, but it is impossible always to +give the exact unexpurgated words of Liza and the other personages of +the story, the reader is therefore entreated with his thoughts to +piece out the necessary imperfections of the dialogue.</p> + +<p>'It's too bloomin' slow,' she said again; 'it gives me the sick. Let's +'ave somethin' a bit more lively than this 'ere waltz. You stand over +there, Sally, an' we'll show 'em 'ow ter skirt dance.'</p> + +<p>They all stopped waltzing.</p> + +<p>'Talk of the ballet at the Canterbury and South London. You just wite +till you see the ballet at Vere Street, Lambeth—we'll knock 'em!'</p> + +<p>She went up to the organ-grinder.</p> + +<p>'Na then, Italiano,' she said to him, 'you buck up; give us a tune +that's got some guts in it! See?'</p> + +<p>She caught hold of his big hat and squashed it down over his eyes. The +man grinned from ear to ear, and, touching the little catch at the +side, began to play a lively tune such as Liza had asked for.</p> + +<p>The men had fallen out, but several girls had put themselves in +position, in couples, standing face to face; and immediately the music +struck up, they began. They held up their skirts on each side, so as +to show their feet, and proceeded to go through the difficult steps +and motions of the dance. Liza was right; they could not have done it +better in a trained ballet. But the best dancer of them all was Liza; +she threw her whole soul into it; forgetting the stiff bearing which + <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11"></a>[11]</span> she had thought proper to the waltz, and casting off its elaborate +graces, she gave herself up entirely to the present pleasure. +Gradually the other couples stood aside, so that Liza and Sally were +left alone. They paced it carefully, watching each other's steps, and +as if by instinct performing corresponding movements, so as to make +the whole a thing of symmetry.</p> + +<p>'I'm abaht done,' said Sally, blowing and puffing. 'I've 'ad enough of +it.'</p> + +<p>'Go on, Liza!' cried out a dozen voices when Sally stopped.</p> + +<p>She gave no sign of having heard them other than calmly to continue +her dance. She glided through the steps, and swayed about, and +manipulated her skirt, all with the most charming grace imaginable, +then, the music altering, she changed the style of her dancing, her +feet moved more quickly, and did not keep so strictly to the ground. +She was getting excited at the admiration of the onlookers, and her +dance grew wilder and more daring. She lifted her skirts higher, +brought in new and more difficult movements into her improvisation, +kicking up her legs she did the wonderful twist, backwards and +forwards, of which the dancer is proud.</p> + +<p>'Look at 'er legs!' cried one of the men.</p> + +<p>'Look at 'er stockin's!' shouted another; and indeed they were +remarkable, for Liza had chosen them of the same brilliant hue as her +dress, and was herself most proud of the harmony.</p> + +<p>Her dance became gayer: her feet scarcely touched the ground, she +whirled round madly.</p> + +<p>'Take care yer don't split!' cried out one of the wags, at a very +audacious kick.</p> + +<p>The words were hardly out of his mouth when Liza, with a gigantic +effort, raised her foot and kicked off his hat. The feat was greeted +with applause, and she went on, making turns and twists, flourishing +her skirts, kicking higher and <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12"></a>[12]</span> higher, and finally, among a volley of +shouts, fell on her hands and turned head over heels in a magnificent +catharine-wheel; then scrambling to her feet again, she tumbled into +the arms of a young man standing in the front of the ring.</p> + +<p>'That's right, Liza,' he said. 'Give us a kiss, now,' and promptly +tried to take one.</p> + +<p>'Git aht!' said Liza, pushing him away, not too gently.</p> + +<p>'Yus, give us a kiss,' cried another, running up to her.</p> + +<p>'I'll smack yer in the fice!' said Liza, elegantly, as she dodged him.</p> + +<p>'Ketch 'old on 'er, Bill,' cried out a third, 'an' we'll all kiss +her.'</p> + +<p>'Na, you won't!' shrieked Liza, beginning to run.</p> + +<p>'Come on,' they cried, 'we'll ketch 'er.'</p> + +<p>She dodged in and out, between their legs, under their arms, and then, +getting clear of the little crowd, caught up her skirts so that they +might not hinder her, and took to her heels along the street. A score +of men set in chase, whistling, shouting, yelling; the people at the +doors looked up to see the fun, and cried out to her as she dashed +past; she ran like the wind. Suddenly a man from the side darted into +the middle of the road, stood straight in her way, and before she knew +where she was, she had jumped shrieking into his arms, and he, lifting +her up to him, had imprinted two sounding kisses on her cheeks.</p> + +<p>'Oh, you ——!' she said. Her expression was quite unprintable; nor can +it be euphemized.</p> + +<p>There was a shout of laughter from the bystanders, and the young men +in chase of her, and Liza, looking up, saw a big, bearded man whom she +had never seen before. She blushed to the very roots of her hair, +quickly extricated herself from his arms, and, amid the jeers and +laughter of everyone, slid into the door of the nearest house and was +lost to view.</p> + + + + +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13"></a>[13]</span> </p> +<h2><a name="chapter_2" id="chapter_2"></a>2</h2> + + +<p>Liza and her mother were having supper. Mrs. Kemp was an elderly woman, +short, and rather stout, with a red face, and grey hair brushed tight +back over her forehead. She had been a widow for many years, and since +her husband's death had lived with Liza in the ground-floor front room +in which they were now sitting. Her husband had been a soldier, and +from a grateful country she received a pension large enough to keep +her from starvation, and by charring and doing such odd jobs as she +could get she earned a little extra to supply herself with liquor. +Liza was able to make her own living by working at a factory.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Kemp was rather sulky this evening.</p> + +<p>'Wot was yer doin' this afternoon, Liza?' she asked.</p> + +<p>'I was in the street.'</p> + +<p>'You're always in the street when I want yer.'</p> + +<p>'I didn't know as 'ow yer wanted me, mother,' answered Liza.</p> + +<p>'Well, yer might 'ave come ter see! I might 'ave been dead, for all +you knew.'</p> + +<p>Liza said nothing.</p> + +<p>'My rheumatics was thet bad to-dy, thet I didn't know wot ter do with +myself. The doctor said I was to be rubbed with that stuff 'e give me, +but yer won't never do nothin' for me.'</p> + +<p>'Well, mother,' said Liza, 'your rheumatics was all right yesterday.'</p> + +<p>'I know wot you was doin'; you was showin' off thet new dress of +yours. Pretty waste of money thet is, instead of givin' it me ter sive +up. An' for the matter of thet, I wanted a new dress far worse than +you did. But, of course, I don't matter.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14"></a>[14]</span> </p> + +<p>Liza did not answer, and Mrs. Kemp, having nothing more to say, +continued her supper in silence.</p> + +<p>It was Liza who spoke next.</p> + +<p>'There's some new people moved in the street. 'Ave you seen 'em?' she +asked.</p> + +<p>'No, wot are they?'</p> + +<p>'I dunno; I've seen a chap, a big chap with a beard. I think 'e lives +up at the other end.'</p> + +<p>She felt herself blushing a little.</p> + +<p>'No one any good you be sure,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I can't swaller these +new people as are comin' in; the street ain't wot it was when I fust +come.'</p> + +<p>When they had done, Mrs. Kemp got up, and having finished her half-pint +of beer, said to her daughter:</p> + +<p>'Put the things awy, Liza. I'm just goin' round to see Mrs. Clayton; +she's just 'ad twins, and she 'ad nine before these come. It's a pity +the Lord don't see fit ter tike some on 'em—thet's wot I say.'</p> + +<p>After which pious remark Mrs. Kemp went out of the house and turned +into another a few doors up.</p> + +<p>Liza did not clear the supper things away as she was told, but opened +the window and drew her chair to it. She leant on the sill, looking +out into the street. The sun had set, and it was twilight, the sky was +growing dark, bringing to view the twinkling stars; there was no +breeze, but it was pleasantly and restfully cool. The good folk still +sat at their doorsteps, talking as before on the same inexhaustible +subjects, but a little subdued with the approach of night. The boys +were still playing cricket, but they were mostly at the other end of +the street, and their shouts were muffled before they reached Liza's +ears.</p> + +<p>She sat, leaning her head on her hands, breathing in the fresh air and +feeling a certain exquisite sense of peacefulness which she was not +used to. It was Saturday evening, and she thankfully remembered that +there would be no factory on <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15"></a>[15]</span> the morrow; she was glad to rest. +Somehow she felt a little tired, perhaps it was through the excitement +of the afternoon, and she enjoyed the quietness of the evening. It +seemed so tranquil and still; the silence filled her with a strange +delight, she felt as if she could sit there all through the night +looking out into the cool, dark street, and up heavenwards at the +stars. She was very happy, but yet at the same time experienced a +strange new sensation of melancholy, and she almost wished to cry.</p> + +<p>Suddenly a dark form stepped in front of the open window. She gave a +little shriek.</p> + +<p>''Oo's thet?' she asked, for it was quite dark, and she did not +recognize the man standing in front of her.</p> + +<p>'Me, Liza,' was the answer.</p> + +<p>'Tom?'</p> + +<p>'Yus!'</p> + +<p>It was a young man with light yellow hair and a little fair moustache, +which made him appear almost boyish; he was light-complexioned and +blue-eyed, and had a frank and pleasant look mingled with a curious +bashfulness that made him blush when people spoke to him.</p> + +<p>'Wot's up?' asked Liza.</p> + +<p>'Come aht for a walk, Liza, will yer?'</p> + +<p>'No!' she answered decisively.</p> + +<p>'You promised ter yesterday, Liza.'</p> + +<p>'Yesterday an' ter-day's two different things,' was her wise reply.</p> + +<p>'Yus, come on, Liza.'</p> + +<p>'Na, I tell yer, I won't.'</p> + +<p>'I want ter talk ter yer, Liza.' Her hand was resting on the +window-sill, and he put his upon it. She quickly drew it back.</p> + +<p>'Well, I don't want yer ter talk ter me.'</p> + +<p>But she did, for it was she who broke the silence.</p> + +<p>'Say, Tom, 'oo are them new folk as 'as come into the street? It's a +big chap with a brown beard.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16"></a>[16]</span> </p> + +<p>'D'you mean the bloke as kissed yer this afternoon?'</p> + +<p>Liza blushed again.</p> + +<p>'Well, why shouldn't 'e kiss me?' she said, with some inconsequence.</p> + +<p>'I never said as 'ow 'e shouldn't; I only arst yer if it was the +sime.'</p> + +<p>'Yea, thet's 'oo I mean.'</p> + +<p>''Is nime is Blakeston—Jim Blakeston. I've only spoke to 'im once; +he's took the two top rooms at No. 19 'ouse.'</p> + +<p>'Wot's 'e want two top rooms for?'</p> + +<p>''Im? Oh, 'e's got a big family—five kids. Ain't yer seen 'is wife +abaht the street? She's a big, fat woman, as does 'er 'air funny.'</p> + +<p>'I didn't know 'e 'ad a wife.'</p> + +<p>There was another silence; Liza sat thinking, and Tom stood at the +window, looking at her.</p> + +<p>'Won't yer come aht with me, Liza?' he asked, at last.</p> + +<p>'Na, Tom,' she said, a little more gently, 'it's too lite.'</p> + +<p>'Liza,' he said, blushing to the roots of his hair.</p> + +<p>'Well?'</p> + +<p>'Liza'—he couldn't go on, and stuttered in his shyness—'Liza, +I—I—I loves yer, Liza.'</p> + +<p>'Garn awy!'</p> + +<p>He was quite brave now, and took hold of her hand.</p> + +<p>'Yer know, Liza, I'm earnin' twenty-three shillin's at the works now, +an' I've got some furniture as mother left me when she was took.'</p> + +<p>The girl said nothing.</p> + +<p>'Liza, will you 'ave me? I'll make yer a good 'usband, Liza, swop me +bob, I will; an' yer know I'm not a drinkin' sort. Liza, will yer +marry me?'</p> + +<p>'Na, Tom,' she answered quietly.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Liza, won't you 'ave me?'</p> + +<p>'Na, Tom, I can't.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17"></a>[17]</span> </p> + +<p>'Why not? You've come aht walkin' with me ever since Whitsun.'</p> + +<p>'Ah, things is different now.'</p> + +<p>'You're not walkin' aht with anybody else, are you, Liza?' he asked +quickly.</p> + +<p>'Na, not that.'</p> + +<p>'Well, why won't yer, Liza? Oh Liza, I do love yer, I've never loved +anybody as I love you!'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I can't, Tom!'</p> + +<p>'There ain't no one else?'</p> + +<p>'Na.'</p> + +<p>'Then why not?'</p> + +<p>'I'm very sorry, Tom, but I don't love yer so as ter marry yer.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Liza!'</p> + +<p>She could not see the look upon his face, but she heard the agony in +his voice; and, moved with sudden pity, she bent out, threw her arms +round his neck, and kissed him on both cheeks.</p> + +<p>'Never mind old chap!' she said. 'I'm not worth troublin' abaht.'</p> + +<p>And quickly drawing back, she slammed the window to, and moved into +the further part of the room.</p> + + + + +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18"></a>[18]</span> </p> +<h2><a name="chapter_3" id="chapter_3"></a>3</h2> + + +<p>The following day was Sunday. Liza when she was dressing herself in +the morning, felt the hardness of fate in the impossibility of eating +one's cake and having it; she wished she had reserved her new dress, +and had still before her the sensation of a first appearance in it. +With a sigh she put on her ordinary everyday working dress, and +proceeded to get the breakfast ready, for her mother had been out late +the previous night, celebrating the new arrivals in the street, and +had the 'rheumatics' this morning.</p> + +<p>'Oo, my 'ead!' she was saying, as she pressed her hands on each side +of her forehead. 'I've got the neuralgy again, wot shall I do? I dunno +'ow it is, but it always comes on Sunday mornings. Oo, an' my +rheumatics, they give me sich a doin' in the night!'</p> + +<p>'You'd better go to the 'orspital mother.'</p> + +<p>'Not I!' answered the worthy lady, with great decision. 'You 'as a +dozen young chaps messin' you abaht, and lookin' at yer, and then they +tells yer ter leave off beer and spirrits. Well, wot I says, I says I +can't do withaht my glass of beer.' She thumped her pillow to +emphasize the statement.</p> + +<p>'Wot with the work I 'ave ter do, lookin' after you and the cookin' +and gettin' everythin' ready and doin' all the 'ouse-work, and goin' +aht charring besides—well, I says, if I don't 'ave a drop of beer, I +says, ter pull me together, I should be under the turf in no time.'</p> + +<p>She munched her bread-and-butter and drank her tea.</p> + +<p>'When you've done breakfast, Liza,' she said, 'you can give the grate +a cleanin', an' my boots'd do with a bit of polishin'. Mrs. Tike, in +the next 'ouse, 'll give yer some blackin'.'</p> + +<p>She remained silent for a bit, then said:</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19"></a>[19]</span> </p> + +<p>'I don't think I shall get up ter-day. Liza. My rheumatics is bad. You +can put the room straight and cook the dinner.'</p> + +<p>'Arright, mother, you stay where you are, an' I'll do everythin' for +yer.'</p> + +<p>'Well, it's only wot yer ought to do, considerin' all the trouble +you've been ter me when you was young, and considerin' thet when you +was born the doctor thought I never should get through it. Wot 'ave +you done with your week's money, Liza?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I've put it awy,' answered Liza quietly.</p> + +<p>'Where?' asked her mother.</p> + +<p>'Where it'll be safe.'</p> + +<p>'Where's that?'</p> + +<p>Liza was driven into a corner.</p> + +<p>'Why d'you want ter know?' she asked.</p> + +<p>'Why shouldn't I know; d'you think I want ter steal it from yer?'</p> + +<p>'Na, not thet.'</p> + +<p>'Well, why won't you tell me?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, a thing's sifer when only one person knows where it is.'</p> + +<p>This was a very discreet remark, but it set Mrs. Kemp in a whirlwind of +passion. She raised herself and sat up in the bed, flourishing her +clenched fist at her daughter.</p> + +<p>'I know wot yer mean, you —— you!' Her language was emphatic, her +epithets picturesque, but too forcible for reproduction. 'You think +I'd steal it,' she went on. 'I know yer! D'yer think I'd go an' tike +yer dirty money?'</p> + +<p>'Well, mother,' said Liza, 'when I've told yer before, the money's +perspired like.'</p> + +<p>'Wot d'yer mean?'</p> + +<p>'It got less.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I can't 'elp thet, can I? Anyone can come in 'ere and tike the +money.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20"></a>[20]</span> </p> + +<p>'If it's 'idden awy, they can't, can they, mother?' said Liza.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Kemp shook her fist.</p> + +<p>'You dirty slut, you,' she said, 'yer think I tike yer money! Why, you +ought ter give it me every week instead of savin' it up and spendin' +it on all sorts of muck, while I 'ave ter grind my very bones down to +keep yer.'</p> + +<p>'Yer know, mother, if I didn't 'ave a little bit saved up, we should +be rather short when you're dahn in yer luck.'</p> + +<p>Mrs. Kemp's money always ran out on Tuesday, and Liza had to keep +things going till the following Saturday.</p> + +<p>'Oh, don't talk ter me!' proceeded Mrs. Kemp. 'When I was a girl I give +all my money ter my mother. She never 'ad ter ask me for nothin'. On +Saturday when I come 'ome with my wiges, I give it 'er every farthin'. +That's wot a daughter ought ter do. I can say this for myself, I +be'aved by my mother like a gal should. None of your prodigal sons for +me! She didn't 'ave ter ask me for three 'apence ter get a drop of +beer.'</p> + +<p>Liza was wise in her generation; she held her tongue, and put on her +hat.</p> + +<p>'Now, you're goin' aht, and leavin' me; I dunno wot you get up to in +the street with all those men. No good, I'll be bound. An' 'ere am I +left alone, an' I might die for all you care.'</p> + +<p>In her sorrow at herself the old lady began to cry, and Liza slipped +out of the room and into the street.</p> + +<p>Leaning against the wall of the opposite house was Tom; he came +towards her.</p> + +<p>''Ulloa!' she said, as she saw him. 'Wot are you doin' 'ere?'</p> + +<p>'I was waitin' for you ter come aht, Liza,' he answered.</p> + +<p>She looked at him quickly.</p> + +<p>'I ain't comin' aht with yer ter-day, if thet's wot yer mean,' she +said.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21"></a>[21]</span> </p> + +<p>'I never thought of arskin' yer, Liza—after wot you said ter me last +night.'</p> + +<p>His voice was a little sad, and she felt so sorry for him.</p> + +<p>'But yer did want ter speak ter me, didn't yer, Tom?' she said, more +gently.</p> + +<p>'You've got a day off ter-morrow, ain't yer?'</p> + +<p>'Bank 'Oliday. Yus! Why?'</p> + +<p>'Why, 'cause they've got a drag startin' from the "Red Lion" that's +goin' down ter Chingford for the day—an' I'm goin'.'</p> + +<p>'Yus!' she said.</p> + +<p>He looked at her doubtfully.</p> + +<p>'Will yer come too, Liza? It'll be a regular beeno; there's only goin' +ter be people in the street. Eh, Liza?'</p> + +<p>'Na, I can't'</p> + +<p>'Why not?'</p> + +<p>'I ain't got—I ain't got the ooftish.'</p> + +<p>'I mean, won't yer come with me?'</p> + +<p>'Na, Tom, thank yer; I can't do thet neither.'</p> + +<p>'Yer might as well, Liza; it wouldn't 'urt yer.'</p> + +<p>'Na, it wouldn't be right like; I can't come aht with yer, and then +mean nothin'! It would be doin' yer aht of an outing.'</p> + +<p>'I don't see why,' he said, very crestfallen.</p> + +<p>'I can't go on keepin' company with you—after what I said last night.'</p> + +<p>'I shan't enjoy it a bit without you, Liza.'</p> + +<p>'You git somebody else, Tom. You'll do withaht me all right.'</p> + +<p>She nodded to him, and walked up the street to the house of her friend +Sally. Having arrived in front of it, she put her hands to her mouth +in trumpet form, and shouted:</p> + +<p>''I! 'I! 'I! Sally!'</p> + +<p>A couple of fellows standing by copied her.</p> + +<p>''I! 'I! 'I! Sally!'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22"></a>[22]</span> </p> + +<p>'Garn!' said Liza, looking round at them.</p> + +<p>Sally did not appear and she repeated her call. The men imitated her, +and half a dozen took it up, so that there was enough noise to wake +the seven sleepers.</p> + +<p>''I! 'I! 'I! Sally!'</p> + +<p>A head was put out of a top window, and Liza, taking off her hat, +waved it, crying:</p> + +<p>'Come on dahn, Sally!'</p> + +<p>'Arright, old gal!' shouted the other. 'I'm comin'!'</p> + +<p>'So's Christmas!' was Liza's repartee.</p> + +<p>There was a clatter down the stairs, and Sally, rushing through the +passage, threw herself on to her friend. They began fooling, in +reminiscence of a melodrama they had lately seen together.</p> + +<p>'Oh, my darlin' duck!' said Liza, kissing her and pressing her, with +affected rapture, to her bosom.</p> + +<p>'My sweetest sweet!' replied Sally, copying her.</p> + +<p>'An' 'ow does your lidyship ter-day?'</p> + +<p>'Oh!'—with immense languor—'fust class; and is your royal 'ighness +quite well?'</p> + +<p>'I deeply regret,' answered Liza, 'but my royal 'ighness 'as got the +collywobbles.'</p> + +<p>Sally was a small, thin girl, with sandy hair and blue eyes, and a +very freckled complexion. She had an enormous mouth, with terrible, +square teeth set wide apart, which looked as if they could masticate +an iron bar. She was dressed like Liza, in a shortish black skirt and +an old-fashioned bodice, green and grey and yellow with age; her +sleeves were tucked up to the elbow, and she wore a singularly dirty +apron, that had once been white.</p> + +<p>'Wot 'ave you got yer 'air in them things for?' asked Liza, pointing +to the curl-papers. 'Goin' aht with yer young man ter-day?'</p> + +<p>'No, I'm going ter stay 'ere all day.'</p> + +<p>'Wot for, then?'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23"></a>[23]</span> </p> + +<p>'Why, 'Arry's going ter tike me ter Chingford ter-morrer.'</p> + +<p>'Oh? In the "Red Lion" brake?'</p> + +<p>'Yus. Are you goin'?'</p> + +<p>'Na!'</p> + +<p>'Not! Well, why don't you get round Tom? 'E'll tike yer, and jolly +glad 'e'll be, too.'</p> + +<p>''E arst me ter go with 'im, but I wouldn't.'</p> + +<p>'Swop me bob—why not?'</p> + +<p>'I ain't keeping company with 'im.'</p> + +<p>'Yer might 'ave gone with 'im all the sime.'</p> + +<p>'Na. You're goin' with 'Arry, ain't yer?'</p> + +<p>'Yus!'</p> + +<p>'An' you're goin' to 'ave 'im?'</p> + +<p>'Right again!'</p> + +<p>'Well, I couldn't go with Tom, and then throw him over.'</p> + +<p>'Well, you are a mug!'</p> + +<p>The two girls had strolled down towards the Westminster Bridge Road, +and Sally, meeting her young man, had gone to him. Liza walked back, +wishing to get home in time to cook the dinner. But she went slowly, +for she knew every dweller in the street, and as she passed the groups +sitting at their doors, as on the previous evening, but this time +mostly engaged in peeling potatoes or shelling peas, she stopped and +had a little chat. Everyone liked her, and was glad to have her +company. 'Good old Liza,' they would say, as she left them, 'she's a +rare good sort, ain't she?'</p> + +<p>She asked after the aches and pains of all the old people, and +delicately inquired after the babies, past and future; the children +hung on to her skirts and asked her to play with them, and she would +hold one end of the rope while tiny little ragged girls skipped, +invariably entangling themselves after two jumps.</p> + +<p>She had nearly reached home, when she heard a voice cry:</p> + +<p>'Mornin'!'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24"></a>[24]</span> </p> + +<p>She looked round and recognized the man whom Tom had told her was +called Jim Blakeston. He was sitting on a stool at the door of one of +the houses, playing with two young children, to whom he was giving +rides on his knee. She remembered his heavy brown beard from the day +before, and she had also an impression of great size; she noticed this +morning that he was, in fact, a big man, tall and broad, and she saw +besides that he had large, masculine features and pleasant brown eyes. +She supposed him to be about forty.</p> + +<p>'Mornin'!' he said again, as she stopped and looked at him.</p> + +<p>'Well, yer needn't look as if I was goin' ter eat yer up, 'cause I +ain't,' he said.</p> + +<p>''Oo are you? I'm not afeard of yer.'</p> + +<p>'Wot are yer so bloomin' red abaht?' he asked pointedly.</p> + +<p>'Well, I'm 'ot.'</p> + +<p>'You ain't shirty 'cause I kissed yer last night?'</p> + +<p>'I'm not shirty; but it was pretty cool, considerin' like as I didn't +know yer.'</p> + +<p>'Well, you run into my arms.'</p> + +<p>'Thet I didn't; you run aht and caught me.'</p> + +<p>'An' kissed yer before you could say "Jack Robinson".' He laughed at +the thought. 'Well, Liza,' he went on, 'seein' as 'ow I kissed yer +against yer will, the best thing you can do ter make it up is to kiss +me not against yer will.'</p> + +<p>'Me?' said Liza, looking at him, open-mouthed. 'Well you are a pill!'</p> + +<p>The children began to clamour for the riding, which had been +discontinued on Liza's approach.</p> + +<p>'Are them your kids?' she asked.</p> + +<p>'Yus; them's two on 'em.'</p> + +<p>''Ow many 'ave yer got?'</p> + +<p>'Five; the eldest gal's fifteen, and the next one 'oo's a boy's +twelve, and then there are these two and baby.'</p> + +<p>'Well, you've got enough for your money.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25"></a>[25]</span> </p> + +<p>'Too many for me—and more comin'.'</p> + +<p>'Ah well,' said Liza, laughing, 'thet's your fault, ain't it?'</p> + +<p>Then she bade him good morning, and strolled off.</p> + +<p>He watched her as she went, and saw half a dozen little boys surround +her and beg her to join them in their game of cricket. They caught +hold of her arms and skirts, and pulled her to their pitch.</p> + +<p>'No, I can't,' she said trying to disengage herself. 'I've got the +dinner ter cook.'</p> + +<p>'Dinner ter cook?' shouted one small boy. 'Why, they always cooks the +cats' meat at the shop.'</p> + +<p>'You little so-and-so!' said Liza, somewhat inelegantly, making a dash +at him.</p> + +<p>He dodged her and gave a whoop; then turning he caught her round the +legs, and another boy catching hold of her round the neck they dragged +her down, and all three struggled on the ground, rolling over and +over; the other boys threw themselves on the top, so that there was a +great heap of legs and arms and heads waving and bobbing up and down.</p> + +<p>Liza extricated herself with some difficulty, and taking off her hat +she began cuffing the boys with it, using all the time the most lively +expressions. Then, having cleared the field, she retired victorious +into her own house and began cooking the dinner.</p> + + + + +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26"></a>[26]</span> </p> +<h2><a name="chapter_4" id="chapter_4"></a>4</h2> + + +<p>Bank Holiday was a beautiful day: the cloudless sky threatened a +stifling heat for noontide, but early in the morning, when Liza got +out of bed and threw open the window, it was fresh and cool. She +dressed herself, wondering how she should spend her day; she thought +of Sally going off to Chingford with her lover, and of herself +remaining alone in the dull street with half the people away. She +almost wished it were an ordinary work-day, and that there were no +such things as bank holidays. And it seemed to be a little like two +Sundays running, but with the second rather worse than the first. Her +mother was still sleeping, and she was in no great hurry about getting +the breakfast, but stood quietly looking out of the window at the +house opposite.</p> + +<p>In a little while she saw Sally coming along. She was arrayed in +purple and fine linen—a very smart red dress, trimmed with velveteen, +and a tremendous hat covered with feathers. She had reaped the benefit +of keeping her hair in curl-papers since Saturday, and her sandy +fringe stretched from ear to ear. She was in enormous spirits.</p> + +<p>''Ulloa, Liza!' she called as soon as she saw her at the window.</p> + +<p>Liza looked at her a little enviously.</p> + +<p>''Ulloa!' she answered quietly.</p> + +<p>'I'm just goin' to the "Red Lion" to meet 'Arry.'</p> + +<p>'At what time d'yer start?'</p> + +<p>'The brake leaves at 'alf-past eight sharp.'</p> + +<p>'Why, it's only eight; it's only just struck at the church. 'Arry +won't be there yet, will he?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, 'e's sure ter be early. I couldn't wite. I've been witin' abaht +since 'alf-past six. I've been up since five this morning.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27"></a>[27]</span> </p> + +<p>'Since five! What 'ave you been doin'?'</p> + +<p>'Dressin' myself and doin' my 'air. I woke up so early. I've been +dreamin' all the night abaht it. I simply couldn't sleep.'</p> + +<p>'Well, you are a caution!' said Liza.</p> + +<p>'Bust it, I don't go on the spree every day! Oh, I do 'ope I shall +enjoy myself.'</p> + +<p>'Why, you simply dunno where you are!' said Liza, a little crossly.</p> + +<p>'Don't you wish you was comin', Liza?' asked Sally.</p> + +<p>'Na! I could if I liked, but I don't want ter.'</p> + +<p>'You are a coughdrop—thet's all I can say. Ketch me refusin' when I +'ave the chanst.'</p> + +<p>'Well, it's done now. I ain't got the chanst any more.' Liza said this +with just a little regret in her voice.</p> + +<p>'Come on dahn to the "Red Lion", Liza, and see us off,' said Sally.</p> + +<p>'No, I'm damned if I do!' answered Liza, with some warmth.</p> + +<p>'You might as well. P'raps 'Arry won't be there, an' you can keep me +company till 'e comes. An' you can see the 'orses.'</p> + +<p>Liza was really very anxious to see the brake and the horses and the +people going; but she hesitated a little longer. Sally asked her once +again. Then she said:</p> + +<p>'Arright; I'll come with yer, and wite till the bloomin' old thing +starts.'</p> + +<p>She did not trouble to put on a hat, but just walked out as she was, +and accompanied Sally to the public-house which was getting up the +expedition.</p> + +<p>Although there was still nearly half an hour to wait, the brake was +drawn up before the main entrance; it was large and long, with seats +arranged crosswise, so that four people could sit on each; and it was +drawn by two powerful horses, whose harness the coachman was now +examining. Sally was <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28"></a>[28]</span> not the first on the scene, for already half a +dozen people had taken their places, but Harry had not yet arrived. +The two girls stood by the public-door, looking at the preparations. +Huge baskets full of food were brought out and stowed away; cases of +beer were hoisted up and put in every possible place—under the seats, +under the driver's legs, and even beneath the brake. As more people +came up, Sally began to get excited about Harry's non-appearance.</p> + +<p>'I say, I wish 'e'd come!' she said. ''E is lite.'</p> + +<p>Then she looked up and down the Westminster Bridge Road to see if he +was in view.</p> + +<p>'Suppose 'e don't turn up! I will give it 'im when 'e comes for +keepin' me witin' like this.'</p> + +<p>'Why, there's a quarter of an hour yet,' said Liza, who saw nothing at +all to get excited about.</p> + +<p>At last Sally saw her lover, and rushed off to meet him. Liza was left +alone, rather disconsolate at all this bustle and preparation. She was +not sorry that she had refused Tom's invitation, but she did wish that +she had conscientiously been able to accept it. Sally and her friend +came up; attired in his Sunday best, he was a fit match for his +lady-love—he wore a shirt and collar, unusual luxuries—and be +carried under his arm a concertina to make things merry on the way.</p> + +<p>'Ain't you goin', Liza?' he asked in surprise at seeing her without a +hat and with her apron on.</p> + +<p>'Na,' said Sally, 'ain't she a soft? Tom said 'e'd tike 'er, an' she +wouldn't.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I'm dashed!'</p> + +<p>Then they climbed the ladder and took their seats, so that Liza was +left alone again. More people had come along, and the brake was nearly +full. Liza knew them all, but they were too busy taking their places +to talk to her. At last Tom came. He saw her standing there and went +up to her.</p> + +<p>'Won't yer change yer mind, Liza, an' come along with us?'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29"></a>[29]</span> </p> + +<p>'Na, Tom, I told yer I wouldn't—it's not right like.' She felt she +must repeat that to herself often.</p> + +<p>'I shan't enjoy it a bit without you,' he said.</p> + +<p>'Well, I can't 'elp it!' she answered, somewhat sullenly.</p> + +<p>At that moment a man came out of the public-house with a horn in his +hand; her heart gave a great jump, for if there was anything she +adored it was to drive along to the tootling of a horn. She really +felt it was very hard lines that she must stay at home when all these +people were going to have such a fine time; and they were all so +merry, and she could picture to herself so well the delights of the +drive and the picnic. She felt very much inclined to cry. But she +mustn't go, and she wouldn't go: she repeated that to herself twice as +the trumpeter gave a preliminary tootle.</p> + +<p>Two more people hurried along, and when they came near Liza saw that +they were Jim Blakeston and a woman whom she supposed to be his wife.</p> + +<p>'Are you comin', Liza?' Jim said to her.</p> + +<p>'No,' she answered. 'I didn't know you was goin'.'</p> + +<p>'I wish you was comin',' he replied, 'we shall 'ave a game.'</p> + +<p>She could only just keep back the sobs; she so wished she were going. +It did seem hard that she must remain behind; and all because she +wasn't going to marry Tom. After all, she didn't see why that should +prevent her; there really was no need to refuse for that. She began to +think she had acted foolishly: it didn't do anyone any good that she +refused to go out with Tom, and no one thought it anything specially +fine that she should renounce her pleasure. Sally merely thought her a +fool.</p> + +<p>Tom was standing by her side, silent, and looking disappointed and +rather unhappy. Jim said to her, in a low voice:</p> + +<p>'I am sorry you're not comin'!'</p> + +<p>It was too much. She did want to go so badly, and she really couldn't +resist any longer. If Tom would only ask her <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30"></a>[30]</span> once more, and if she +could only change her mind reasonably and decently, she would accept; +but he stood silent, and she had to speak herself. It was very +undignified.</p> + +<p>'Yer know, Tom.' she said, 'I don't want ter spoil your day.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I don't think I shall go alone; it 'ud be so precious slow.'</p> + +<p>Supposing he didn't ask her again! What should she do? She looked up +at the clock on the front of the pub, and noticed that it only wanted +five minutes to the half-hour. How terrible it would be if the brake +started and he didn't ask her! Her heart beat violently against her +chest, and in her agitation she fumbled with the corner of her apron.</p> + +<p>'Well, what can I do, Tom dear?'</p> + +<p>'Why, come with me, of course. Oh. Liza, do say yes.'</p> + +<p>She had got the offer again, and it only wanted a little seemly +hesitation, and the thing was done.</p> + +<p>'I should like ter, Tom,' she said. 'But d'you think it 'ud be +arright?'</p> + +<p>'Yus, of course it would. Come on, Liza!' In his eagerness he clasped +her hand.</p> + +<p>'Well,' she remarked, looking down, 'if it'd spoil your 'oliday—.'</p> + +<p>'I won't go if you don't—swop me bob, I won't!' he answered.</p> + +<p>'Well, if I come, it won't mean that I'm keepin' company with you.'</p> + +<p>'Na, it won't mean anythin' you don't like.'</p> + +<p>'Arright!' she said.</p> + +<p>'You'll come?' he could hardly believe her.</p> + +<p>'Yus!' she answered, smiling all over her face.</p> + +<p>'You're a good sort, Liza! I say, 'Arry, Liza's comin'!' he shouted.</p> + +<p>'Liza? 'Oorray!' shouted Harry.</p> + +<p>''S'at right, Liza?' called Sally.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31"></a>[31]</span> </p> + +<p>And Liza feeling quite joyful and light of heart called back:</p> + +<p>'Yus!'</p> + +<p>''Oorray!' shouted Sally in answer.</p> + +<p>'Thet's right, Liza,' called Jim; and he smiled pleasantly as she +looked at him.</p> + +<p>'There's just room for you two 'ere,' said Harry, pointing to the +vacant places by his side.</p> + +<p>'Arright!' said Tom.</p> + +<p>'I must jest go an' get a 'at an' tell mother,' said Liza.</p> + +<p>'There's just three minutes. Be quick!' answered Tom, and as she +scampered off as hard as she could go, he shouted to the coachman: +''Old 'ard; there' another passenger comin' in a minute.'</p> + +<p>'Arright, old cock,' answered the coachman: 'no 'urry!'</p> + +<p>Liza rushed into the room, and called to her mother, who was still +asleep:</p> + +<p>'Mother! mother! I'm going to Chingford!'</p> + +<p>Then tearing off her old dress she slipped into her gorgeous violet +one; she kicked off her old ragged shoes and put on her new boots. She +brushed her hair down and rapidly gave her fringe a twirl and a +twist—it was luckily still moderately in curl from the previous +Saturday—and putting on her black hat with all the feathers, she +rushed along the street, and scrambling up the brake steps fell +panting on Tom's lap.</p> + +<p>The coachman cracked his whip, the trumpeter tootled his horn, and +with a cry and a cheer from the occupants, the brake clattered down +the road.</p> + + + + +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32"></a>[32]</span> </p> +<h2><a name="chapter_5" id="chapter_5"></a>5</h2> + + + +<p>As soon as Liza had recovered herself she started examining the people +on the brake; and first of all she took stock of the woman whom Jim +Blakeston had with him.</p> + +<p>'This is my missus!' said Jim, pointing to her with his thumb.</p> + +<p>'You ain't been dahn in the street much, 'ave yer?' said Liza, by way +of making the acquaintance.</p> + +<p>'Na,' answered Mrs. Blakeston, 'my youngster's been dahn with the +measles, an' I've 'ad my work cut out lookin' after 'im.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, an' is 'e all right now?'</p> + +<p>'Yus, 'e's gettin' on fine, an' Jim wanted ter go ter Chingford +ter-day, an' 'e says ter me, well, 'e says, "You come along ter +Chingford, too; it'll do you good." An' 'e says, "You can leave +Polly"—she's my eldest, yer know—"you can leave Polly," says 'e, +"ter look after the kids." So I says, "Well, I don't mind if I do," +says I.'</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Liza was looking at her. First she noticed her dress: she +wore a black cloak and a funny, old-fashioned black bonnet; then +examining the woman herself, she saw a middle-sized, stout person +anywhere between thirty and forty years old. She had a large, fat face +with a big mouth, and her hair was curiously done, parted in the +middle and plastered down on each side of the head in little plaits. +One could see that she was a woman of great strength, notwithstanding +evident traces of hard work and much child-bearing.</p> + +<p>Liza knew all the other passengers, and now that everyone was settled +down and had got over the excitement of departure, they had time to +greet one another. They were delighted to have Liza among them, for +where she was there <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33"></a>[33]</span> was no dullness. Her attention was first of all +taken up by a young coster who had arrayed himself in the traditional +costume—grey suit, tight trousers, and shiny buttons in profusion.</p> + +<p>'Wot cheer, Bill!' she cried to him.</p> + +<p>'Wot cheer, Liza!' he answered.</p> + +<p>'You are got up dossy, you'll knock 'em.'</p> + +<p>'Na then, Liza Kemp,' said his companion, turning round with mock +indignation, 'you let my Johnny alone. If you come gettin' round 'im +I'll give you wot for.'</p> + +<p>'Arright, Clary Sharp, I don't want 'im,' answered Liza. 'I've got one +of my own, an' thet's a good 'andful—ain't it, Tom?'</p> + +<p>Tom was delighted, and, unable to find a repartee, in his pleasure +gave Liza a great nudge with his elbow.</p> + +<p>''Oo, I say,' said Liza, putting her hand to her side. 'Tike care of +my ribs; you'll brike 'em.'</p> + +<p>'Them's not yer ribs,' shouted a candid friend—'them's yer +whale-bones yer afraid of breakin'.'</p> + +<p>'Garn!'</p> + +<p>''Ave yer got whale-bones?' said Tom, with affected simplicity, +putting his arm round her waist to feel.</p> + +<p>'Na, then,' she said, 'keep off the grass!'</p> + +<p>'Well, I only wanted ter know if you'd got any.'</p> + +<p>'Garn; yer don't git round me like thet.'</p> + +<p>He still kept as he was.</p> + +<p>'Na then,' she repeated, 'tike yer 'and away. If yer touch me there +you'll 'ave ter marry me.'</p> + +<p>'Thet's just wot I wants ter do, Liza!'</p> + +<p>'Shut it!' she answered cruelly, and drew his arm away from her waist.</p> + +<p>The horses scampered on, and the man behind blew his horn with vigour.</p> + +<p>'Don't bust yerself, guv'nor!' said one of the passengers to him when +he made a particularly discordant sound. They <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34"></a>[34]</span> drove along eastwards, +and as the hour grew later the streets became more filled and the +traffic greater. At last they got on the road to Chingford, and caught +up numbers of other vehicles going in the same direction—donkey-shays, +pony-carts, tradesmen's carts, dog-carts, drags, brakes, every +conceivable kind of wheel thing, all filled with people, the +wretched donkey dragging along four solid rate-payers to the pair +of stout horses easily managing a couple of score. They exchanged +cheers and greetings as they passed, the 'Red Lion' brake being +noticeable above all for its uproariousness. As the day wore on +the sun became hotter, and the road seemed more dusty and threw up a +greater heat.</p> + +<p>'I am getting 'ot!' was the common cry, and everyone began to puff and +sweat.</p> + +<p>The ladies removed their cloaks and capes, and the men, following +their example, took off their coats and sat in their shirt-sleeves. +Whereupon ensued much banter of a not particularly edifying kind +respecting the garments which each person would like to remove—which +showed that the innuendo of French farce is not so unknown to the +upright, honest Englishman as might be supposed.</p> + +<p>At last came in sight the half-way house, where the horses were to +have a rest and a sponge down. They had been talking of it for the +last quarter of a mile, and when at length it was observed on the top +of a hill a cheer broke out, and some thirsty wag began to sing 'Rule +Britannia', whilst others burst forth with a different national ditty, +'Beer, Glorious Beer!' They drew up before the pub entrance, and all +climbed down as quickly as they could. The bar was besieged, and +potmen and barmaids were quickly busy drawing beer and handing it over +to the eager folk outside.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>THE IDYLL OF CORYDON AND PHYLLIS.</p></div> + +<p>Gallantry ordered that the faithful swain and the amorous shepherdess +should drink out of one and the same pot.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35"></a>[35]</span> </p> + +<p>''Urry up an' 'ave your whack,' said Corydon, politely handing the +foaming bowl for his fair one to drink from.</p> + +<p>Phyllis, without replying, raised it to her lips and drank deep. The +swain watched anxiously.</p> + +<p>''Ere, give us a chanst!' he said, as the pot was raised higher and +higher and its contents appeared to be getting less and less.</p> + +<p>At this the amorous shepherdess stopped and handed the pot to her +lover.</p> + +<p>'Well, I'm dashed!' said Corydon, looking into it; and added: 'I guess +you know a thing or two.' Then with courtly grace putting his own lips +to the place where had been those of his beloved, finished the pint.</p> + +<p>'Go' lumme!' remarked the shepherdess, smacking her lips, 'that was +somethin' like!' And she put out her tongue and licked her lips, and +then breathed deeply.</p> + +<p>The faithful swain having finished, gave a long sigh, and said:</p> + +<p>'Well, I could do with some more!'</p> + +<p>'For the matter of thet, I could do with a gargle!'</p> + +<p>Thus encouraged, the gallant returned to the bar, and soon brought out +a second pint.</p> + +<p>'You 'ave fust pop,' amorously remarked Phyllis, and he took a long +drink and handed the pot to her.</p> + +<p>She, with maiden modesty, turned it so as to have a different part to +drink from; but he remarked as he saw her:</p> + +<p>'You are bloomin' particular.'</p> + +<p>Then, unwilling to grieve him, she turned it back again and applied +her ruby lips to the place where his had been.</p> + +<p>'Now we shan't be long!' she remarked, as she handed him back the pot.</p> + +<p>The faithful swain took out of his pocket a short clay pipe, blew +through it, filled it, and began to smoke, while Phyllis sighed at the +thought of the cool liquid gliding down her throat, and with the +pleasing recollection gently stroked <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36"></a>[36]</span> her stomach. Then Corydon spat, +and immediately his love said:</p> + +<p>'I can spit farther than thet.'</p> + +<p>'I bet yer yer can't.'</p> + +<p>She tried, and did. He collected himself and spat again, further than +before, she followed him, and in this idyllic contest they remained +till the tootling horn warned them to take their places.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>At last they reached Chingford, and here the horses were taken out and +the drag, on which they were to lunch, drawn up in a sheltered spot. +They were all rather hungry, but as it was not yet feeding-time, they +scattered to have drinks meanwhile. Liza and Tom, with Sally and her +young man, went off together to the nearest public-house, and as they +drank beer, Harry, who was a great sportsman, gave them a graphic +account of a prize-fight he had seen on the previous Saturday evening, +which had been rendered specially memorable by one man being so hurt +that he had died from the effects. It had evidently been a very fine +affair, and Harry said that several swells from the West End had been +present, and he related their ludicrous efforts to get in without +being seen by anyone, and their terror when someone to frighten them +called out 'Copper!' Then Tom and he entered into a discussion on the +subject of boxing, in which Tom, being a shy and undogmatic sort of +person, was entirely worsted. After this they strolled back to the +brake, and found things being prepared for luncheon; the hampers were +brought out and emptied, and the bottles of beer in great profusion +made many a thirsty mouth thirstier.</p> + +<p>'Come along, lidies an' gentlemen—if you are gentlemen,' shouted the +coachman; 'the animals is now goin' ter be fed!'</p> + +<p>'Garn awy,' answered somebody, 'we're not hanimals; we don't drink +water.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37"></a>[37]</span> </p> + +<p>'You're too clever,' remarked the coachman; 'I can see you've just +come from the board school.'</p> + +<p>As the former speaker was a lady of quite mature appearance, the +remark was not without its little irony. The other man blew his horn +by way of grace, at which Liza called out to him:</p> + +<p>'Don't do thet, you'll bust, I know you will, an' if you bust you'll +quite spoil my dinner!'</p> + +<p>Then they all set to. Pork-pies, saveloys, sausages, cold potatoes, +hard-boiled eggs, cold bacon, veal, ham, crabs and shrimps, cheese, +butter, cold suet-puddings and treacle, gooseberry-tarts, +cherry-tarts, butter, bread, more sausages, and yet again pork-pies! +They devoured the provisions like ravening beasts, stolidly, silently, +earnestly, in large mouthfuls which they shoved down their throats +unmasticated. The intelligent foreigner seeing them thus dispose of +their food would have understood why England is a great nation. He +would have understood why Britons never, never will be slaves. They +never stopped except to drink, and then at each gulp they emptied +their glass; no heel-taps! And still they ate, and still they +drank—but as all things must cease, they stopped at last, and a long +sigh of content broke from their two-and-thirty throats.</p> + +<p>Then the gathering broke up, and the good folk paired themselves and +separated. Harry and his lady strolled off to secluded byways in the +forest, so that they might discourse of their loves and digest their +dinner. Tom had all the morning been waiting for this happy moment; he +had counted on the expansive effect of a full stomach to thaw his +Liza's coldness, and he had pictured himself sitting on the grass with +his back against the trunk of a spreading chestnut-tree, with his arm +round his Liza's waist, and her head resting affectionately on his +manly bosom. Liza, too, had foreseen the separation into couples after +dinner, and had been racking her brains to find a means of getting out +of it.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38"></a>[38]</span> </p> + +<p>'I don't want 'im slobberin' abaht me,' she said; 'it gives me the +sick, all this kissin' an' cuddlin'!'</p> + +<p>She scarcely knew why she objected to his caresses; but they bored her +and made her cross. But luckily the blessed institution of marriage +came to her rescue, for Jim and his wife naturally had no particular +desire to spend the afternoon together, and Liza, seeing a little +embarrassment on their part, proposed that they should go for a walk +together in the forest.</p> + +<p>Jim agreed at once, and with pleasure, but Tom was dreadfully +disappointed. He hadn't the courage to say anything, but he glared at +Blakeston. Jim smiled benignly at him, and Tom began to sulk. Then +they began a funny walk through the woods. Jim tried to go on with +Liza, and Liza was not at all disinclined to this, for she had come to +the conclusion that Jim, notwithstanding his 'cheek', was not ''alf a +bad sort'. But Tom kept walking alongside of them, and as Jim slightly +quickened his pace so as to get Liza on in front, Tom quickened his, +and Mrs. Blakeston, who didn't want to be left behind, had to break +into a little trot to keep up with them. Jim tried also to get Liza +all to himself in the conversation, and let Tom see that he was out in +the cold, but Tom would break in with cross, sulky remarks, just to +make the others uncomfortable. Liza at last got rather vexed with him.</p> + +<p>'Strikes me you got aht of bed the wrong way this mornin',' she said +to him.</p> + +<p>'Yer didn't think thet when yer said you'd come aht with me.' He +emphasized the 'me'.</p> + +<p>Liza shrugged her shoulders.</p> + +<p>'You give me the 'ump,' she said. 'If yer wants ter mike a fool of +yerself, you can go elsewhere an' do it.'</p> + +<p>'I suppose yer want me ter go awy now,' he said angrily.</p> + +<p>'I didn't say I did.'</p> + +<p>'Arright, Liza, I won't stay where I'm not wanted.' And <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39"></a>[39]</span> turning on +his heel he marched off, striking through the underwood into the midst +of the forest.</p> + +<p>He felt extremely unhappy as he wandered on, and there was a choky +feeling in his throat as he thought of Liza: she was very unkind and +ungrateful, and he wished he had never come to Chingford. She might so +easily have come for a walk with him instead of going with that beast +of a Blakeston; she wouldn't ever do anything for him, and he hated +her—but all the same, he was a poor foolish thing in love, and he +began to feel that perhaps he had been a little exacting and a little +forward to take offence. And then he wished he had never said +anything, and he wanted so much to see her and make it up. He made his +way back to Chingford, hoping she would not make him wait too long.</p> + +<p>Liza was a little surprised when Tom turned and left them.</p> + +<p>'Wot 'as 'e got the needle abaht?' she said.</p> + +<p>'Why, 'e's jealous,' answered Jim, with a laugh.</p> + +<p>'Tom jealous?'</p> + +<p>'Yus; 'e's jealous of me.'</p> + +<p>'Well, 'e ain't got no cause ter be jealous of anyone—that 'e ain't!' +said Liza, and continued by telling him all about Tom: how he had +wanted to marry her and she wouldn't have him, and how she had only +agreed to come to Chingford with him on the understanding that she +should preserve her entire freedom. Jim listened sympathetically, but +his wife paid no attention; she was doubtless engaged in thought +respecting her household or her family.</p> + +<p>When they got back to Chingford they saw Tom standing in solitude +looking at them. Liza was struck by the woebegone expression on his +face; she felt she had been cruel to him, and leaving the Blakestons +went up to him.</p> + +<p>'I say, Tom,' she said, 'don't tike on so; I didn't mean it.'</p> + +<p>He was bursting to apologize for his behaviour.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40"></a>[40]</span> </p> + +<p>'Yer know, Tom,' she went on, 'I'm rather 'asty, an' I'm sorry I said +wot I did.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Liza, you are good! You ain't cross with me?'</p> + +<p>'Me? Na; it's you thet oughter be cross.'</p> + +<p>'You are a good sort, Liza!'</p> + +<p>'You ain't vexed with me?'</p> + +<p>'Give me Liza every time; that's wot I say,' he answered, as his face +lit up. 'Come along an' 'ave tea, an' then we'll go for a +donkey-ride.'</p> + +<p>The donkey-ride was a great success. Liza was a little afraid at +first, so Tom walked by her side to take care of her, she screamed the +moment the beast began to trot, and clutched hold of Tom to save +herself from falling, and as he felt her hand on his shoulder, and +heard her appealing cry: 'Oh, do 'old me! I'm fallin'!' he felt that +he had never in his life been so deliciously happy. The whole party +joined in, and it was proposed that they should have races; but in the +first heat, when the donkeys broke into a canter, Liza fell off into +Tom's arms and the donkeys scampered on without her.</p> + +<p>'I know wot I'll do,' she said, when the runaway had been recovered. +'I'll ride 'im straddlewyse.'</p> + +<p>'Garn!' said Sally, 'yer can't with petticoats.'</p> + +<p>'Yus, I can, an' I will too!'</p> + +<p>So another donkey was procured, this time with a man's saddle, and +putting her foot in the stirrup, she cocked her leg over and took her +seat triumphantly. Neither modesty nor bashfulness was to be reckoned +among Liza's faults, and in this position she felt quite at ease.</p> + +<p>'I'll git along arright now, Tom,' she said; 'you garn and +git yerself a moke, and come an' jine in.'</p> + +<p>The next race was perfectly uproarious. Liza kicked and beat her +donkey with all her might, shrieking and laughing the white, and +finally came in winner by a length. After that they felt rather warm +and dry, and repaired to the public-house <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41"></a>[41]</span> to restore themselves and +talk over the excitements of the racecourse.</p> + +<p>When they had drunk several pints of beer Liza and Sally, with their +respective adorers and the Blakestons, walked round to find other +means of amusing themselves; they were arrested by a coconut-shy.</p> + +<p>'Oh, let's 'ave a shy!' said Liza, excitedly, at which the unlucky men +had to pull out their coppers, while Sally and Liza made ludicrously +bad shots at the coconuts.</p> + +<p>'It looks so bloomin' easy,' said Liza, brushing up her hair, 'but I +can't 'it the blasted thing. You 'ave a shot, Tom.'</p> + +<p>He and Harry were equally unskilful, but Jim got three coconuts +running, and the proprietors of the show began to look on him with +some concern.</p> + +<p>'You are a dab at it,' said Liza, in admiration.</p> + +<p>They tried to induce Mrs. Blakeston to try her luck, but she stoutly +refused.</p> + +<p>'I don't old with such foolishness. It's wiste of money ter me,' she +said.</p> + +<p>'Na then, don't crack on, old tart,' remarked her husband, 'let's go +an' eat the coconuts.'</p> + +<p>There was one for each couple, and after the ladies had sucked the +juice they divided them and added their respective shares to their +dinners and teas. Supper came next. Again they fell to sausage-rolls, +boiled eggs, and saveloys, and countless bottles of beer were added to +those already drunk.</p> + +<p>'I dunno 'ow many bottles of beer I've drunk—I've lost count,' said +Liza; whereat there was a general laugh.</p> + +<p>They still had an hour before the brake was to start back, and it was +then the concertinas came in useful. They sat down on the grass, and +the concert was begun by Harry, who played a solo; then there was a +call for a song, and Jim stood up and sang that ancient ditty, 'O dem +Golden Kippers, O'. There was no shyness in the company, and Liza, + <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42"></a>[42]</span> almost without being asked, gave another popular comic song. Then +there was more concertina playing, and another demand for a song. Liza +turned to Tom, who was sitting quietly by her side.</p> + +<p>'Give us a song, old cock,' she said.</p> + +<p>'I can't,' he answered. 'I'm not a singin' sort.' At which Blakeston +got up and offered to sing again.</p> + +<p>'Tom is rather a soft,' said Liza to herself, 'not like that cove +Blakeston.'</p> + +<p>They repaired to the public-house to have a few last drinks before the +brake started, and when the horn blew to warn them, rather unsteadily, +they proceeded to take their places.</p> + +<p>Liza, as she scrambled up the steps, said: 'Well, I believe I'm +boozed.'</p> + +<p>The coachman had arrived at the melancholy stage of intoxication, and +was sitting on his box holding his reins, with his head bent on his +chest. He was thinking sadly of the long-lost days of his youth, and +wishing he had been a better man.</p> + +<p>Liza had no respect for such holy emotions, and she brought down her +fist on the crown of his hat, and bashed it over his eyes.</p> + +<p>'Na then, old jellybelly,' she said, 'wot's the good of 'avin' a fice +as long as a kite?'</p> + +<p>He turned round and smote her.</p> + +<p>'Jellybelly yerself!' said he.</p> + +<p>'Puddin' fice!' she cried.</p> + +<p>'Kite fice!'</p> + +<p>'Boss eye!'</p> + +<p>She was tremendously excited, laughing and singing, keeping the whole +company in an uproar. In her jollity she had changed hats with Tom, +and he in her big feathers made her shriek with laughter. When they +started they began to sing 'For 'e's a jolly good feller', making the +night resound with their noisy voices.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43"></a>[43]</span> </p> + +<p>Liza and Tom and the Blakestons had got a seat together, Liza being +between the two men. Tom was perfectly happy, and only wished that +they might go on so for ever. Gradually as they drove along they +became quieter, their singing ceased, and they talked in undertones. +Some of them slept; Sally and her young man were leaning up against +one another, slumbering quite peacefully. The night was beautiful, the +sky still blue, very dark, scattered over with countless brilliant +stars, and Liza, as she looked up at the heavens, felt a certain +emotion, as if she wished to be taken in someone's arms, or feel some +strong man's caress; and there was in her heart a strange sensation as +though it were growing big. She stopped speaking, and all four were +silent. Then slowly she felt Tom's arm steal round her waist, +cautiously, as though it were afraid of being there; this time both +she and Tom were happy. But suddenly there was a movement on the other +side of her, a hand was advanced along her leg, and her hand was +grasped and gently pressed. It was Jim Blakeston. She started a little +and began trembling so that Tom noticed it, and whispered:</p> + +<p>'You're cold, Liza.'</p> + +<p>'Na, I'm not, Tom; it's only a sort of shiver thet went through me.'</p> + +<p>His arm gave her waist a squeeze, and at the same time the big rough +hand pressed her little one. And so she sat between them till they +reached the 'Red Lion' in the Westminster Bridge Road, and Tom said to +himself: 'I believe she does care for me after all.'</p> + +<p>When they got down they all said good night, and Sally and Liza, with +their respective slaves and the Blakestons, marched off homewards. At +the corner of Vere Street Harry said to Tom and Blakeston:</p> + +<p>'I say, you blokes, let's go an' 'ave another drink before closin' +time.'</p> + +<p>'I don't mind,' said Tom, 'after we've took the gals 'ome.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44"></a>[44]</span> </p> + +<p>'Then we shan't 'ave time, it's just on closin' time now.' answered +Harry.</p> + +<p>'Well, we can't leave 'em 'ere.'</p> + +<p>'Yus, you can,' said Sally. 'No one'll run awy with us.'</p> + +<p>Tom did not want to part from Liza, but she broke in with:</p> + +<p>'Yus, go on, Tom. Sally an' me'll git along arright, an' you ain't got +too much time.'</p> + +<p>'Yus, good night, 'Arry,' said Sally to settle the matter.</p> + +<p>'Good night, old gal,' he answered, 'give us another slobber.'</p> + +<p>And she, not at all unwilling, surrendered herself to him, while he +imprinted two sounding kisses on her cheeks.</p> + +<p>'Good night, Tom,' said Liza, holding out her hand.</p> + +<p>'Good night, Liza,' he answered, taking it, but looking very wistfully +at her.</p> + +<p>She understood, and with a kindly smile lifted up her face to him. He +bent down and, taking her in his arms, kissed her passionately.</p> + +<p>'You do kiss nice, Liza,' he said, making the others laugh.</p> + +<p>'Thanks for tikin' me aht, old man,' she said as they parted.</p> + +<p>'Arright, Liza,' he answered, and added, almost to himself: 'God bless +yer!'</p> + +<p>''Ulloa, Blakeston, ain't you comin'?' said Harry, seeing that Jim was +walking off with his wife instead of joining him and Tom.</p> + +<p>'Na,' he answered, 'I'm goin' 'ome. I've got ter be up at five +ter-morrer.'</p> + +<p>'You are a chap!' said Harry, disgustedly, strolling off with Tom to +the pub, while the others made their way down the sleeping street.</p> + +<p>The house where Sally lived came first, and she left them; then, +walking a few yards more, they came to the Blakestons', and after a +little talk at the door Liza bade the couple <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45"></a>[45]</span> good night, and was left +to walk the rest of the way home. The street was perfectly silent, and +the lamp-posts, far apart, threw a dim light which only served to make +Lisa realize her solitude. There was such a difference between the +street at midday, with its swarms of people, and now, when there was +neither sound nor soul besides herself, that even she was struck by +it. The regular line of houses on either side, with the even pavements +and straight, cemented road, seemed to her like some desert place, as +if everyone were dead, or a fire had raged and left it all desolate. +Suddenly she heard a footstep, she started and looked back. It was a +man hurrying behind her, and in a moment she had recognized Jim. He +beckoned to her, and in a low voice called:</p> + +<p>'Liza!'</p> + +<p>She stopped till he had come up to her.</p> + +<p>'Wot 'ave yer come aht again for?' she said.</p> + +<p>'I've come aht ter say good night to you, Liza,' he answered.</p> + +<p>'But yer said good night a moment ago.'</p> + +<p>'I wanted to say it again—properly.'</p> + +<p>'Where's yer missus?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, she's gone in. I said I was dry and was goin' ter 'ave a drink +after all.'</p> + +<p>'But she'll know yer didn't go ter the pub.'</p> + +<p>'Na, she won't, she's gone straight upstairs to see after the kid. I +wanted ter see yer alone, Liza.'</p> + +<p>'Why?'</p> + +<p>He didn't answer, but tried to take hold of her hand. She drew it away +quickly. They walked in silence till they came to Liza's house.</p> + +<p>'Good night,' said Liza.</p> + +<p>'Won't you come for a little walk, Liza?'</p> + +<p>'Tike care no one 'ears you,' she added, in a whisper, though why she +whispered she did not know.</p> + +<p>'Will yer?' he asked again.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46"></a>[46]</span> </p> + +<p>'Na—you've got to get up at five.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I only said thet not ter go inter the pub with them.'</p> + +<p>'So as yer might come 'ere with me?' asked Liza.</p> + +<p>'Yus!'</p> + +<p>'No, I'm not comin'. Good night.'</p> + +<p>'Well, say good night nicely.'</p> + +<p>'Wot d'yer mean?'</p> + +<p>'Tom said you did kiss nice.'</p> + +<p>She looked at him without speaking, and in a moment he had clasped his +arms round her, almost lifting her off her feet, and kissed her. She +turned her face away.</p> + +<p>'Give us yer lips, Liza,' he whispered—'give us yer lips.'</p> + +<p>He turned her face without resistance and kissed her on the mouth.</p> + +<p>At last she tore herself from him, and opening the door slid away into +the house.</p> + + + + +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47"></a>[47]</span> </p> +<h2><a name="chapter_6" id="chapter_6"></a>6</h2> + + +<p>Next morning on her way to the factory Liza came up with Sally. They +were both of them rather stale and bedraggled after the day's outing; +their fringes were ragged and untidily straying over their foreheads, +their back hair, carelessly tied in a loose knot, fell over their +necks and threatened completely to come down. Liza had not had time to +put her hat on, and was holding it in her hand. Sally's was pinned on +sideways, and she had to bash it down on her head every now and then +to prevent its coming off. Cinderella herself was not more transformed +than they were; but Cinderella even in her rags was virtuously tidy +and patched up, while Sally had a great tear in her shabby dress, and +Liza's stockings were falling over her boots.</p> + +<p>'Wot cheer, Sal!' said Liza, when she caught her up.</p> + +<p>'Oh, I 'ave got sich a 'ead on me this mornin'!' she remarked, turning +round a pale face: heavily lined under the eyes.</p> + +<p>'I don't feel too chirpy neither,' said Liza, sympathetically.</p> + +<p>'I wish I 'adn't drunk so much beer,' added Sally, as a pang shot +through her head.</p> + +<p>'Oh, you'll be arright in a bit,' said Liza. Just then they heard the +clock strike eight, and they began to run so that they might not miss +getting their tokens and thereby their day's pay; they turned into the +street at the end of which was the factory, and saw half a hundred +women running like themselves to get in before it was too late.</p> + +<p>All the morning Liza worked in a dead-and-alive sort of fashion, her +head like a piece of lead with electric shocks going through it when +she moved, and her tongue and mouth hot and dry. At last lunch-time +came.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48"></a>[48]</span> </p> + +<p>'Come on, Sal,' said Liza, 'I'm goin' to 'ave a glass o' bitter. I +can't stand this no longer.'</p> + +<p>So they entered the public-house opposite, and in one draught finished +their pots. Liza gave a long sigh of relief.</p> + +<p>'That bucks you up, don't it?'</p> + +<p>'I was dry! I ain't told yer yet, Liza, 'ave I? 'E got it aht last +night.'</p> + +<p>'Who d'yer mean?'</p> + +<p>'Why, 'Arry. 'E spit it aht at last.'</p> + +<p>'Arst yer ter nime the day?' said Liza, smiling.</p> + +<p>'Thet's it.'</p> + +<p>'And did yer?'</p> + +<p>'Didn't I jest!' answered Sally, with some emphasis. 'I always told +yer I'd git off before you.'</p> + +<p>'Yus!' said Liza, thinking.</p> + +<p>'Yer know, Liza, you'd better tike Tom; 'e ain't a bad sort.' She was +quite patronizing.</p> + +<p>'I'm goin' ter tike 'oo I like; an' it ain't nobody's business but +mine.'</p> + +<p>'Arright, Liza, don't get shirty over it; I don't mean no offence.'</p> + +<p>'What d'yer say it for then?'</p> + +<p>'Well, I thought as seeing as yer'd gone aht with 'im yesterday thet +yer meant ter after all.'</p> + +<p>''E wanted ter tike me; I didn't arsk 'im.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I didn't arsk my 'Arry, either.'</p> + +<p>'I never said yer did,' replied Liza.</p> + +<p>'Oh, you've got the 'ump, you 'ave!' finished Sally, rather angrily.</p> + +<p>The beer had restored Liza: she went back to work without a headache, +and, except for a slight languor, feeling no worse for the previous +day's debauch. As she worked on she began going over in her mind the +events of the preceding day, and she found entwined in all her +thoughts the burly person of Jim Blakeston. She saw him walking by her +side in the <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49"></a>[49]</span> Forest, presiding over the meals, playing the concertina, +singing, joking, and finally, on the drive back, she felt the heavy +form by her side, and the big, rough hand holding hers, while Tom's +arm was round her waist. Tom! That was the first time he had entered +her mind, and he sank into a shadow beside the other. Last of all she +remembered the walk home from the pub, the good nights, and the rapid +footsteps as Jim caught her up, and the kiss. She blushed and looked +up quickly to see whether any of the girls were looking at her; she +could not help thinking of that moment when he took her in his arms; +she still felt the roughness of his beard pressing on her mouth. Her +heart seemed to grow larger in her breast, and she caught for breath +as she threw back her head as if to receive his lips again. A shudder +ran through her from the vividness of the thought.</p> + +<p>'Wot are you shiverin' for, Liza?' asked one of the girls. 'You ain't +cold.'</p> + +<p>'Not much,' answered Liza, blushing awkwardly on her meditations being +broken into. 'Why, I'm sweatin' so—I'm drippin' wet.'</p> + +<p>'I expect yer caught cold in the Faurest yesterday.'</p> + +<p>'I see your mash as I was comin' along this mornin'.'</p> + +<p>Liza stared a little.</p> + +<p>'I ain't got one, 'oo d'yer mean, ay?'</p> + +<p>'Yer only Tom, of course. 'E did look washed aht. Wot was yer doin' +with 'im yesterday?'</p> + +<p>''E ain't got nothin' ter do with me, 'e ain't.'</p> + +<p>'Garn, don't you tell me!'</p> + +<p>The bell rang, and, throwing over their work, the girls trooped off, +and after chattering in groups outside the factory gates for a while, +made their way in different directions to their respective homes. Liza +and Sally went along together.</p> + +<p>'I sy, we are comin' aht!' cried Sally, seeing the advertisement of a +play being acted at the neighbouring theatre.</p> + +<p>'I should like ter see thet!' said Liza, as they stood arm-in-arm <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50"></a>[50]</span> in +front of the flaring poster. It represented two rooms and a passage in +between; in one room a dead man was lying on the floor, while two +others were standing horror-stricken, listening to a youth who was in +the passage, knocking at the door.</p> + +<p>'You see, they've 'killed im,' said Sally, excitedly.</p> + +<p>'Yus, any fool can see thet! an' the one ahtside, wot's 'e doin' of?'</p> + +<p>'Ain't 'e beautiful? I'll git my 'Arry ter tike me, I will. I should +like ter see it. 'E said 'e'd tike me to the ply.'</p> + +<p>They strolled on again, and Liza, leaving Sally, made her way to her +mother's. She knew she must pass Jim's house, and wondered whether she +would see him. But as she walked along the street she saw Tom coming +the opposite way; with a sudden impulse she turned back so as not to +meet him, and began walking the way she had come. Then thinking +herself a fool for what she had done, she turned again and walked +towards him. She wondered if she had seen her or noticed her movement, +but when she looked down the street he was nowhere to be seen; he had +not caught sight of her, and had evidently gone in to see a mate in +one or other of the houses. She quickened her step, and passing the +house where lived Jim, could not help looking up; he was standing at +the door watching her, with a smile on his lips.</p> + +<p>'I didn't see yer, Mr. Blakeston,' she said, as he came up to her.</p> + +<p>'Didn't yer? Well, I knew yer would; an' I was witin' for yer ter look +up. I see yer before ter-day.'</p> + +<p>'Na, when?'</p> + +<p>'I passed be'ind yer as you an' thet other girl was lookin' at the +advertisement of thet ply.'</p> + +<p>'I never see yer.'</p> + +<p>'Na, I know yer didn't. I 'ear yer say, you says: "I should like to +see thet."'</p> + +<p>'Yus, an' I should too.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51"></a>[51]</span> </p> + +<p>'Well, I'll tike yer.'</p> + +<p>'You?'</p> + +<p>'Yus; why not?'</p> + +<p>'I like thet; wot would yer missus sy?'</p> + +<p>'She wouldn't know.'</p> + +<p>'But the neighbours would!'</p> + +<p>'No they wouldn't, no one 'd see us.'</p> + +<p>He was speaking in a low voice so that people could not hear.</p> + +<p>'You could meet me ahtside the theatre,' he went on.</p> + +<p>'Na, I couldn't go with you; you're a married man.'</p> + +<p>'Garn! wot's the matter—jest ter go ter the ply? An' besides, my +missus can't come if she wanted, she's got the kids ter look after.'</p> + +<p>'I should like ter see it,' said Liza meditatively.</p> + +<p>They had reached her house, and Jim said:</p> + +<p>'Well, come aht this evenin' and tell me if yer will—eh, Liza?'</p> + +<p>'Na, I'm not comin' aht this evening.'</p> + +<p>'Thet won't 'urt yer. I shall wite for yer.'</p> + +<p>''Tain't a bit of good your witing', 'cause I shan't come.'</p> + +<p>'Well, then, look 'ere, Liza; next Saturday night's the last night, +an' I shall go to the theatre, any'ow. An' if you'll come, you just +come to the door at 'alf-past six, an' you'll find me there. See?'</p> + +<p>'Na, I don't,' said Liza, firmly.</p> + +<p>'Well, I shall expect yer.'</p> + +<p>'I shan't come, so you needn't expect.' And with that she walked into +the house and slammed the door behind her.</p> + +<p>Her mother had not come in from her day's charing, and Liza set about +getting her tea. She thought it would be rather lonely eating it +alone, so pouring out a cup of tea and putting a little condensed milk +into it, she cut a huge piece of bread-and-butter, and sat herself +down outside on the doorstep. <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52"></a>[52]</span> Another woman came downstairs, and +seeing Liza, sat down by her side and began to talk.</p> + +<p>'Why, Mrs. Stanley, wot 'ave yer done to your 'ead?' asked Liza, +noticing a bandage round her forehead.</p> + +<p>'I 'ad an accident last night,' answered the woman, blushing uneasily.</p> + +<p>'Oh, I am sorry! Wot did yer do to yerself?'</p> + +<p>'I fell against the coal-scuttle and cut my 'ead open.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I never!'</p> + +<p>'To tell yer the truth, I 'ad a few words with my old man. But one +doesn't like them things to get abaht; yer won't tell anyone, will +yer?'</p> + +<p>'Not me!' answered Liza. 'I didn't know yer husband was like thet.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, 'e's as gentle as a lamb when 'e's sober,' said Mrs. Stanley, +apologetically. 'But, Lor' bless yer, when 'e's 'ad a drop too much +'e's a demond, an' there's no two ways abaht it.'</p> + +<p>'An' you ain't been married long neither?' said Liza.</p> + +<p>'Na, not above eighteen months; ain't it disgriceful? Thet's wot the +doctor at the 'orspital says ter me. I 'ad ter go ter the 'orspital. +You should have seen 'ow it bled!—it bled all dahn' my fice, and went +streamin' like a bust waterpipe. Well, it fair frightened my old man, +an' I says ter 'im, "I'll charge yer," an' although I was bleedin' +like a bloomin' pig I shook my fist at 'im, an' I says, "I'll charge +ye—see if I don't!" An' 'e says, "Na," says 'e, "don't do thet, for +God's sike, Kitie, I'll git three months." "An' serve yer damn well +right!" says I, an' I went aht an' left 'im. But, Lor' bless yer, I +wouldn't charge 'im! I know 'e don't mean it; 'e's as gentle as a lamb +when 'e's sober.' She smiled quite affectionately as she said this.</p> + +<p>'Wot did yer do, then?' asked Liza.</p> + +<p>'Well, as I wos tellin' yer, I went to the 'orspital, an' the doctor +'e says to me, "My good woman," says 'e, "you <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53"></a>[53]</span> might have been very +seriously injured." An' me not been married eighteen months! An' as I +was tellin' the doctor all about it, "Missus," 'e says ter me, lookin' +at me straight in the eyeball. "Missus," says 'e, "'ave you been +drinkin'?" "Drinkin'?" says I; "no! I've 'ad a little drop, but as for +drinkin'! Mind," says I, "I don't say I'm a teetotaller—I'm not, I +'ave my glass of beer, and I like it. I couldn't do withaht it, wot +with the work I 'ave, I must 'ave somethin' ter keep me tergether. But +as for drinkin' 'eavily! Well! I can say this, there ain't a soberer +woman than myself in all London. Why, my first 'usband never touched a +drop. Ah, my first 'usband, 'e was a beauty, 'e was."'</p> + +<p>She stopped the repetition of her conversation and addressed herself +to Liza.</p> + +<p>''E was thet different ter this one. 'E was a man as 'ad seen better +days. 'E was a gentleman!' She mouthed the word and emphasized it with +an expressive nod.</p> + +<p>''E was a gentleman and a Christian. 'E'd been in good circumstances +in 'is time; an' 'e was a man of education and a teetotaller, for +twenty-two years.'</p> + +<p>At that moment Liza's mother appeared on the scene.</p> + +<p>'Good evenin', Mrs. Stanley,' she said, politely.</p> + +<p>'The sime ter you, Mrs. Kemp.' replied that lady, with equal courtesy.</p> + +<p>'An' 'ow is your poor 'ead?' asked Liza's mother, with sympathy.</p> + +<p>'Oh, it's been achin' cruel. I've hardly known wot ter do with +myself.'</p> + +<p>'I'm sure 'e ought ter be ashimed of 'imself for treatin' yer like +thet.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, it wasn't 'is blows I minded so much, Mrs. Kemp,' replied Mrs. +Stanley, 'an' don't you think it. It was wot 'e said ter me. I can +stand a blow as well as any woman. I don't mind thet, an' when 'e +don't tike a mean advantage of me I can stand up for myself an' give +as good as I tike; an' many's <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54"></a>[54]</span> the time I give my fust husband a black +eye. But the language 'e used, an' the things 'e called me! It made me +blush to the roots of my 'air; I'm not used ter bein' spoken ter like +thet. I was in good circumstances when my fust 'usband was alive, 'e +earned between two an' three pound a week, 'e did. As I said to 'im +this mornin', "'Ow a gentleman can use sich language, I dunno."'</p> + +<p>''Usbands is cautions, 'owever good they are,' said Mrs. Kemp, +aphoristically. 'But I mustn't stay aht 'ere in the night air.'</p> + +<p>''As yer rheumatism been troublin' yer litely?' asked Mrs. Stanley.</p> + +<p>'Oh, cruel. Liza rubs me with embrocation every night, but it torments +me cruel.'</p> + +<p>Mrs. Kemp then went into the house, and Liza remained talking to Mrs. +Stanley, she, too, had to go in, and Liza was left alone. Some while +she spent thinking of nothing, staring vacantly in front of her, +enjoying the cool and quiet of the evening. But Liza could not be left +alone long, several boys came along with a bat and a ball, and fixed +upon the road just in front of her for their pitch. Taking off their +coats they piled them up at the two ends, and were ready to begin.</p> + +<p>'I say, old gal,' said one of them to Liza, 'come an' have a gime of +cricket, will yer?'</p> + +<p>'Na, Bob, I'm tired.'</p> + +<p>'Come on!'</p> + +<p>'Na, I tell you I won't.'</p> + +<p>'She was on the booze yesterday, an' she ain't got over it,' cried +another boy.</p> + +<p>'I'll swipe yer over the snitch!' replied Liza to him, and then on +being asked again, said:</p> + +<p>'Leave me alone, won't yer?'</p> + +<p>'Liza's got the needle ter-night, thet's flat,' commented a third +member of the team.</p> + +<p>'I wouldn't drink if I was you, Liza,' added another, with <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55"></a>[55]</span> mock +gravity. 'It's a bad 'abit ter git into,' and he began rolling and +swaying about like a drunken man.</p> + +<p>If Liza had been 'in form' she would have gone straight away and given +the whole lot of them a sample of her strength; but she was only +rather bored and vexed that they should disturb her quietness, so she +let them talk. They saw she was not to be drawn, and leaving her, set +to their game. She watched them for some time, but her thoughts +gradually lost themselves, and insensibly her mind was filled with a +burly form, and she was again thinking of Jim.</p> + +<p>''E is a good sort ter want ter tike me ter the ply,' she said to +herself. 'Tom never arst me!'</p> + +<p>Jim had said he would come out in the evening; he ought to be here +soon, she thought. Of course she wasn't going to the theatre with him, +but she didn't mind talking to him; she rather enjoyed being asked to +do a thing and refusing, and she would have liked another opportunity +of doing so. But he didn't come and he had said he would!</p> + +<p>'I say, Bill,' she said at last to one of the boys who was fielding +close beside her, 'that there Blakeston—d'you know 'im?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, rather; why, he works at the sime plice as me.'</p> + +<p>'Wot's 'e do with 'isself in the evening; I never see 'im abaht?'</p> + +<p>'I dunno. I see 'im this evenin' go into the "Red Lion". I suppose +'e's there, but I dunno.'</p> + +<p>Then he wasn't coming. Of course she had told him she was going to +stay indoors, but he might have come all the same—just to see.</p> + +<p>'I know Tom 'ud 'ave come,' she said to herself, rather sulkily.</p> + +<p>'Liza! Liza!' she heard her mother's voice calling her.</p> + +<p>'Arright, I'm comin',' said Liza.</p> + +<p>'I've been witin' for you this last 'alf-hour ter rub me.'</p> + +<p>'Why didn't yer call?' asked Liza.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56"></a>[56]</span> </p> + +<p>'I did call. I've been callin' this last I dunno 'ow long; it's give +me quite a sore throat.'</p> + +<p>'I never 'eard yer.'</p> + +<p>'Na, yer didn't want ter 'ear me, did yer? Yer don't mind if I dies +with rheumatics, do yer? I know.'</p> + +<p>Liza did not answer, but took the bottle, and, pouring some of the +liniment on her hand, began to rub it into Mrs. Kemp's rheumatic +joints, while the invalid kept complaining and grumbling at everything +Liza did.</p> + +<p>'Don't rub so 'ard, Liza, you'll rub all the skin off.'</p> + +<p>Then when Liza did it as gently as she could, she grumbled again.</p> + +<p>'If yer do it like thet, it won't do no good at all. You want ter sive +yerself trouble—I know yer. When I was young girls didn't mind a +little bit of 'ard work—but, law bless yer, you don't care abaht my +rheumatics, do yer?'</p> + +<p>At last she finished, and Liza went to bed by her mother's side.</p> + + + + +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57"></a>[57]</span> </p> +<h2><a name="chapter_7" id="chapter_7"></a>7</h2> + + +<p>Two days passed, and it was Friday morning. Liza had got up early and +strolled off to her work in good time, but she did not meet her +faithful Sally on the way, nor find her at the factory when she +herself arrived. The bell rang and all the girls trooped in, but still +Sally did not come. Liza could not make it out, and was thinking she +would be shut out, when just as the man who gave out the tokens for +the day's work was pulling down the shutter in front of his window, +Sally arrived, breathless and perspiring.</p> + +<p>'Whew! Go' lumme, I am 'ot!' she said, wiping her face with her apron.</p> + +<p>'I thought you wasn't comin',' said Liza.</p> + +<p>'Well, I only just did it; I overslep' myself. I was aht lite last +night.'</p> + +<p>'Were yer?'</p> + +<p>'Me an' 'Arry went ter see the ply. Oh, Liza, it's simply spiffin'! +I've never see sich a good ply in my life. Lor'! Why, it mikes yer +blood run cold: they 'ang a man on the stige; oh, it mide me creep all +over!'</p> + +<p>And then she began telling Liza all about it—the blood and thunder, +the shooting, the railway train, the murder, the bomb, the hero, the +funny man—jumbling everything up in her excitement, repeating little +scraps of dialogue—all wrong—gesticulating, getting excited and red +in the face at the recollection. Liza listened rather crossly, feeling +bored at the detail into which Sally was going: the piece really +didn't much interest her.</p> + +<p>'One 'ud think yer'd never been to a theatre in your life before,' she +said.</p> + +<p>'I never seen anything so good, I can tell yer. You tike my tip, and +git Tom ter tike yer.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58"></a>[58]</span> </p> + +<p>'I don't want ter go; an' if I did I'd py for myself an' go alone.'</p> + +<p>'Cheese it! That ain't 'alf so good. Me an' 'Arry, we set together, +'im with 'is arm round my wiste and me oldin' 'is 'and. It was jam, I +can tell yer!'</p> + +<p>'Well, I don't want anyone sprawlin' me abaht, thet ain't my mark!'</p> + +<p>'But I do like 'Arry; you dunno the little ways 'e 'as; an' we're +goin' ter be married in three weeks now. 'Arry said, well, 'e says, +"I'll git a licence." "Na," says I, "'ave the banns read aht in +church: it seems more reg'lar like to 'ave banns; so they're goin' ter +be read aht next Sunday. You'll come with me 'an 'ear them, won't yer, +Liza?"'</p> + +<p>'Yus, I don't mind.'</p> + +<p>On the way home Sally insisted on stopping in front of the poster and +explaining to Liza all about the scene represented.</p> + +<p>'Oh, you give me the sick with your "Fital Card", you do! I'm goin' +'ome.' And she left Sally in the midst of her explanation.</p> + +<p>'I dunno wot's up with Liza,' remarked Sally to a mutual friend. +'She's always got the needle, some'ow.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, she's barmy,' answered the friend.</p> + +<p>'Well, I do think she's a bit dotty sometimes—I do really,' rejoined +Sally.</p> + +<p>Liza walked homewards, thinking of the play; at length she tossed her +head impatiently.</p> + +<p>'I don't want ter see the blasted thing; an' if I see that there Jim +I'll tell 'im so; swop me bob, I will.'</p> + +<p>She did see him; he was leaning with his back against the wall of his +house, smoking. Liza knew he had seen her, and as she walked by +pretended not to have noticed him. To her disgust, he let her pass, +and she was thinking he hadn't seen her after all, when she heard him +call her name.</p> + +<p>'Liza!'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59"></a>[59]</span> </p> + +<p>She turned round and started with surprise very well imitated. 'I +didn't see you was there!' she said.</p> + +<p>'Why did yer pretend not ter notice me, as yer went past—eh, Liza?'</p> + +<p>'Why, I didn't see yer.'</p> + +<p>'Garn! But you ain't shirty with me?'</p> + +<p>'Wot 'ave I got to be shirty abaht?'</p> + +<p>He tried to take her hand, but she drew it away quickly. She was +getting used to the movement. They went on talking, but Jim did not +mention the theatre; Liza was surprised, and wondered whether he had +forgotten.</p> + +<p>'Er—Sally went to the ply last night,' she said, at last.</p> + +<p>'Oh!' he said, and that was all.</p> + +<p>She got impatient.</p> + +<p>'Well, I'm off!' she said.</p> + +<p>'Na, don't go yet; I want ter talk ter yer,' he replied.</p> + +<p>'Wot abaht? anythin' in partickler?' She would drag it out of him if +she possibly could.</p> + +<p>'Not thet I knows on,' he said, smiling.</p> + +<p>'Good night!' she said, abruptly, turning away from him.</p> + +<p>'Well, I'm damned if 'e ain't forgotten!' she said to herself, +sulkily, as she marched home.</p> + +<p>The following evening about six o'clock, it suddenly struck her that +it was the last night of the 'New and Sensational Drama'.</p> + +<p>'I do like thet Jim Blakeston,' she said to herself; 'fancy treatin' +me like thet! You wouldn't catch Tom doin' sich a thing. Bli'me if I +speak to 'im again, the ——. Now I shan't see it at all. I've a good +mind ter go on my own 'ook. Fancy 'is forgettin' all abaht it, like +thet!'</p> + +<p>She was really quite indignant; though, as she had distinctly refused +Jim's offer, it was rather hard to see why.</p> + +<p>''E said 'e'd wite for me ahtside the doors; I wonder if 'e's there. +I'll go an' see if 'e is, see if I don't—an' then if 'e's there, I'll +go in on my own 'ook, jist ter spite 'im!'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60"></a>[60]</span> </p> + +<p>She dressed herself in her best, and, so that the neighbours shouldn't +see her, went up a passage between some model lodging-house buildings, +and in this roundabout way got into the Westminster Bridge Road, and +soon found herself in front of the theatre.</p> + +<p>'I've been witin' for yer this 'alf-hour.'</p> + +<p>She turned round and saw Jim standing just behind her.</p> + +<p>''Oo are you talkin' to? I'm not goin' to the ply with you. Wot d'yer +tike me for, eh?'</p> + +<p>''Oo are yer goin' with, then?'</p> + +<p>'I'm goin' alone.'</p> + +<p>'Garn! don't be a bloomin' jackass!'</p> + +<p>Liza was feeling very injured.</p> + +<p>'Thet's 'ow you treat me! I shall go 'ome. Why didn't you come aht the +other night?'</p> + +<p>'Yer told me not ter.'</p> + +<p>She snorted at the ridiculous ineptitude of the reply.</p> + +<p>'Why didn't you say nothin' abaht it yesterday?'</p> + +<p>'Why, I thought you'd come if I didn't talk on it.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I think you're a —— brute!' She felt very much inclined to cry.</p> + +<p>'Come on, Liza, don't tike on; I didn't mean no offence.' And be put +his arm round her waist and led her to take their places at the +gallery door. Two tears escaped from the corners of her eyes and ran +down her nose, but she felt very relieved and happy, and let him lead +her where he would.</p> + +<p>There was a long string of people waiting at the door, and Liza was +delighted to see a couple of niggers who were helping them to while +away the time of waiting. The niggers sang and danced, and made faces, +while the people looked on with appreciative gravity, like royalty +listening to de Reské, and they were very generous of applause and +halfpence at the end of the performance. Then, when the niggers moved +to the pit doors, paper boys came along offering <i>Tit-Bits</i> and 'extra + <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61"></a>[61]</span> specials'; after that three little girls came round and sang +sentimental songs and collected more halfpence. At last a movement ran +through the serpent-like string of people, sounds were heard behind +the door, everyone closed up, the men told the women to keep close and +hold tight; there was a great unbarring and unbolting, the doors were +thrown open, and, like a bursting river, the people surged in.</p> + +<p>Half an hour more and the curtain went up. The play was indeed +thrilling. Liza quite forgot her companion, and was intent on the +scene; she watched the incidents breathlessly, trembling with +excitement, almost beside herself at the celebrated hanging incident. +When the curtain fell on the first act she sighed and mopped her face.</p> + +<p>'See 'ow 'ot I am.' she said to Jim, giving him her hand.</p> + +<p>'Yus, you are!' he remarked, taking it.</p> + +<p>'Leave go!' she said, trying to withdraw it from him.</p> + +<p>'Not much,' he answered, quite boldly.</p> + +<p>'Garn! Leave go!' But he didn't, and she really did not struggle very +violently.</p> + +<p>The second act came, and she shrieked over the comic man; and her +laughter rang higher than anyone else's, so that people turned to look +at her, and said:</p> + +<p>'She is enjoyin' 'erself.'</p> + +<p>Then when the murder came she bit her nails and the sweat stood on her +forehead in great drops; in her excitement she even called out as loud +as she could to the victim, 'Look aht!' It caused a laugh and +slackened the tension, for the whole house was holding its breath as +it looked at the villains listening at the door, creeping silently +forward, crawling like tigers to their prey.</p> + +<p>Liza trembling all over, and in her terror threw herself against Jim, +who put both his arms round her, and said:</p> + +<p>'Don't be afride, Liza; it's all right.'</p> + +<p>At last the men sprang, there was a scuffle, and the wretch was +killed, then came the scene depicted on the posters—the <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62"></a>[62]</span> victim's son +knocking at the door, on the inside of which were the murderers and +the murdered man. At last the curtain came down, and the house in +relief burst forth into cheers and cheers; the handsome hero in his +top hat was greeted thunderously; the murdered man, with his clothes +still all disarranged, was hailed with sympathy; and the villains—the +house yelled and hissed and booed, while the poor brutes bowed and +tried to look as if they liked it.</p> + +<p>'I am enjoyin' myself,' said Liza, pressing herself quite close to +Jim; 'you are a good sort ter tike me—Jim.'</p> + +<p>He gave her a little hug, and it struck her that she was sitting just +as Sally had done, and, like Sally, she found it 'jam'.</p> + +<p>The <i>entr'actes</i> were short and the curtain was soon up again, and the +comic man raised customary laughter by undressing and exposing his +nether garments to the public view; then more tragedy, and the final +act with its darkened room, its casting lots, and its explosion.</p> + +<p>When it was all over and they had got outside Jim smacked his lips and +said:</p> + +<p>'I could do with a gargle; let's go onto thet pub there.'</p> + +<p>'I'm as dry as bone,' said Liza; and so they went.</p> + +<p>When they got in they discovered they were hungry, and seeing some +appetising sausage-rolls, ate of them, and washed them down with a +couple of pots of beer; then Jim lit his pipe and they strolled off. +They had got quite near the Westminster Bridge Road when Jim suggested +that they should go and have one more drink before closing time.</p> + +<p>'I shall be tight,' said Liza.</p> + +<p>'Thet don't matter,' answered Jim, laughing. 'You ain't got ter go ter +work in the mornin' an' you can sleep it aht.'</p> + +<p>'Arright, I don't mind if I do then, in for a penny, in for a pound.'</p> + +<p>At the pub door she drew back.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63"></a>[63]</span> </p> + +<p>'I say, guv'ner,' she said, 'there'll be some of the coves from dahn +our street, and they'll see us.'</p> + +<p>'Na, there won't be nobody there, don't yer 'ave no fear.'</p> + +<p>'I don't like ter go in for fear of it.'</p> + +<p>'Well, we ain't doin' no 'arm if they does see us, an' we can go into +the private bar, an' you bet your boots there won't be no one there.'</p> + +<p>She yielded, and they went in.</p> + +<p>'Two pints of bitter, please, miss,' ordered Jim.</p> + +<p>'I say, 'old 'ard. I can't drink more than 'alf a pint,' said Liza.</p> + +<p>'Cheese it,' answered Jim. 'You can do with all you can get, I know.'</p> + +<p>At closing time they left and walked down the broad road which led +homewards.</p> + +<p>'Let's 'ave a little sit dahn,' said Jim, pointing to an empty bench +between two trees.</p> + +<p>'Na, it's gettin' lite; I want ter be 'ome.'</p> + +<p>'It's such a fine night, it's a pity ter go in already;' and he drew +her unresisting towards the seat. He put his arm round her waist.</p> + +<p>'Un'and me, villin!' she said, in apt misquotation of the melodrama, +but Jim only laughed, and she made no effort to disengage herself.</p> + +<p>They sat there for a long while in silence; the beer had got to Liza's +head, and the warm night air filled her with a double intoxication. +She felt the arm round her waist, and the big, heavy form pressing +against her side; she experienced again the curious sensation as if +her heart were about to burst, and it choked her—a feeling so +oppressive and painful it almost made her feel sick. Her hands began +to tremble, and her breathing grew rapid, as though she were +suffocating. Almost fainting, she swayed over towards the man, and a +cold shiver ran through her from top to toe. Jim bent over her, and, +taking her in both arms, he pressed his <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64"></a>[64]</span> lips to hers in a long, +passionate kiss. At last, panting for breath, she turned her head away +and groaned.</p> + +<p>Then they again sat for a long while in silence, Liza full of a +strange happiness, feeling as if she could laugh aloud hysterically, +but restrained by the calm and silence of the night. Close behind +struck a church clock—one.</p> + +<p>'Bless my soul!' said Liza, starting, 'there's one o'clock. I must get +'ome.'</p> + +<p>'It's so nice out 'ere; do sty, Liza.' He pressed her closer to him. +'Yer know, Liza, I love yer—fit ter kill.'</p> + +<p>'Na, I can't stay; come on.' She got up from the seat, and pulled him +up too. 'Come on,' she said.</p> + +<p>Without speaking they went along, and there was no one to be seen +either in front or behind them. He had not got his arm round her now, +and they were walking side by side, slightly separated. It was Liza +who spoke first.</p> + +<p>'You'd better go dahn the Road and by the church an' git into Vere +Street the other end, an' I'll go through the passage, so thet no one +shouldn't see us comin' together,' she spoke almost in a whisper.</p> + +<p>'Arright, Liza,' he answered, 'I'll do just as you tell me.'</p> + +<p>They came to the passage of which Liza spoke; it was a narrow way +between blank walls, the backs of factories, and it led into the upper +end of Vere Street. The entrance to it was guarded by two iron posts +in the middle so that horses or barrows should not be taken through.</p> + +<p>They had just got to it when a man came out into the open road. Liza +quickly turned her head away.</p> + +<p>'I wonder if 'e see us,' she said, when he had passed out of earshot. +''E's lookin' back,' she added.</p> + +<p>'Why, 'oo is it?' asked Jim.</p> + +<p>'It's a man aht of our street,' she answered. 'I dunno 'im, but I know +where 'e lodges. D'yer think 'e sees us?'</p> + +<p>'Na, 'e wouldn't know 'oo it was in the dark.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65"></a>[65]</span> </p> + +<p>'But he looked round; all the street'll know it if he see us.'</p> + +<p>'Well, we ain't doin' no 'arm.'</p> + +<p>She stretched out her hand to say good night.</p> + +<p>'I'll come a wy with yer along the passage,' said Jim.</p> + +<p>'Na, you mustn't; you go straight round.'</p> + +<p>'But it's so dark; p'raps summat'll 'appen to yer.'</p> + +<p>'Not it! You go on 'ome an' leave me,' she replied, and entering the +passage, stood facing him with one of the iron pillars between them.</p> + +<p>'Good night, old cock,' she said, stretching out her hand. He took it, +and said:</p> + +<p>'I wish yer wasn't goin' ter leave me, Liza.'</p> + +<p>'Garn! I must!' She tried to get her hand away from his, but he held +it firm, resting it on the top of the pillar.</p> + +<p>'Leave go my 'and,' she said. He made no movement, but looked into her +eyes steadily, so that it made her uneasy. She repented having come +out with him. 'Leave go my 'and.' And she beat down on his with her +closed fist.</p> + +<p>'Liza!' he said, at last.</p> + +<p>'Well, wot is it?' she answered, still thumping down on his hand with +her fist.</p> + +<p>'Liza,' he said a whisper, 'will yer?'</p> + +<p>'Will I wot?' she said, looking down.</p> + +<p>'You know, Liza. Sy, will yer?'</p> + +<p>'Na,' she said.</p> + +<p>He bent over her and repeated—</p> + +<p>'Will yer?'</p> + +<p>She did not speak, but kept beating down on his hand.</p> + +<p>'Liza,' he said again, his voice growing hoarse and thick—'Liza, will +yer?'</p> + +<p>She still kept silence, looking away and continually bringing down her +fist. He looked at her a moment, and she, ceasing to thump his hand, +looked up at him with <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66"></a>[66]</span> half-opened mouth. Suddenly he shook himself, +and closing his fist gave her a violent, swinging blow in the belly.</p> + +<p>'Come on,' he said.</p> + +<p>And together they slid down into the darkness of the passage.</p> + + + + +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67"></a>[67]</span> </p> +<h2><a name="chapter_8" id="chapter_8"></a>8</h2> + + +<p>Mrs. Kemp was in the habit of slumbering somewhat heavily on Sunday +mornings, or Liza would not have been allowed to go on sleeping as she +did. When she woke, she rubbed her eyes to gather her senses together +and gradually she remembered having gone to the theatre on the +previous evening; then suddenly everything came back to her. She +stretched out her legs and gave a long sigh of delight. Her heart was +full; she thought of Jim, and the delicious sensation of love came +over her. Closing her eyes, she imagined his warm kisses, and she +lifted up her arms as if to put them round his neck and draw him down +to her; she almost felt the rough beard on her face, and the strong +heavy arms round her body. She smiled to herself and took a long +breath; then, slipping back the sleeves of her nightdress, she looked +at her own thin arms, just two pieces of bone with not a muscle on +them, but very white and showing distinctly the interlacement of blue +veins: she did not notice that her hands were rough, and red and dirty +with the nails broken, and bitten to the quick. She got out of bed and +looked at herself in the glass over the mantelpiece: with one hand she +brushed back her hair and smiled at herself; her face was very small +and thin, but the complexion was nice, clear and white, with a +delicate tint of red on the cheeks, and her eyes were big and dark +like her hair. She felt very happy.</p> + +<p>She did not want to dress yet, but rather to sit down and think, so +she twisted up her hair into a little knot, slipped a skirt over her +nightdress, and sat on a chair near the window and began looking +around. The decorations of the room had been centred on the +mantelpiece; the chief ornament consisted of a pear and an apple, a +pineapple, a bunch of grapes, and several fat plums, all very +beautifully done in wax, as <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68"></a>[68]</span> was the fashion about the middle of this +most glorious reign. They were appropriately coloured—the apple +blushing red, the grapes an inky black, emerald green leaves were +scattered here and there to lend finish, and the whole was mounted on +an ebonised stand covered with black velvet, and protected from dust +and dirt by a beautiful glass cover bordered with red plush. Liza's +eyes rested on this with approbation, and the pineapple quite made her +mouth water. At either end of the mantelpiece were pink jars with blue +flowers on the front; round the top in Gothic letters of gold was +inscribed: 'A Present from a Friend'—these were products of a later, +but not less artistic age. The intervening spaces were taken up with +little jars and cups and saucers—gold inside, with a view of a town +outside, and surrounding them, 'A Present from Clacton-on-Sea,' or, +alliteratively, 'A Memento of Margate.' Of these many were broken, but +they had been mended with glue, and it is well known that pottery in +the eyes of the connoisseur loses none of its value by a crack or two. +Then there were portraits innumerable—little yellow cartes-de-visite +in velvet frames, some of which were decorated with shells; they +showed strange people with old-fashioned clothes, the women with +bodices and sleeves fitting close to the figure, stern-featured +females with hair carefully parted in the middle and plastered down on +each side, firm chins and mouths, with small, pig-like eyes and +wrinkled faces, and the men were uncomfortably clad in Sunday +garments, very stiff and uneasy in their awkward postures, with large +whiskers and shaved chins and upper lips and a general air of +horny-handed toil. Then there were one or two daguerreotypes, little +full-length figures framed in gold paper. There was one of Mrs. Kemp's +father and one of her mother, and there were several photographs of +betrothed or newly-married couples, the lady sitting down and the man +standing behind her with his hand on the chair, or the man sitting and +the woman with her hand on his shoulder. <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69"></a>[69]</span> And from all sides of the +room, standing on the mantelpiece, hanging above it, on the wall and +over the bed, they stared full-face into the room, self-consciously +fixed for ever in their stiff discomfort.</p> + +<p>The walls were covered with dingy, antiquated paper, and ornamented +with coloured supplements from Christmas Numbers—there was a very +patriotic picture of a soldier shaking the hand of a fallen comrade +and waving his arm in defiance of a band of advancing Arabs; there was +a 'Cherry Ripe,' almost black with age and dirt; there were two +almanacks several years old, one with a coloured portrait of the +Marquess of Lorne, very handsome and elegantly dressed, the object of +Mrs. Kemp's adoration since her husband's demise; the other a Jubilee +portrait of the Queen, somewhat losing in dignity by a moustache which +Liza in an irreverent moment had smeared on with charcoal.</p> + +<p>The furniture consisted of a wash-hand stand and a little deal chest +of drawers, which acted as sideboard to such pots and pans and +crockery as could not find room in the grate; and besides the bed +there was nothing but two kitchen chairs and a lamp. Liza looked at it +all and felt perfectly satisfied; she put a pin into one corner of the +noble Marquess to prevent him from falling, fiddled about with the +ornaments a little, and then started washing herself. After putting on +her clothes she ate some bread-and-butter, swallowed a dishful of cold +tea, and went out into the street.</p> + +<p>She saw some boys playing cricket and went up to them.</p> + +<p>'Let me ply,' she said.</p> + +<p>'Arright, Liza,' cried half a dozen of them in delight; and the +captain added: 'You go an' scout over by the lamp-post.'</p> + +<p>'Go an' scout my eye!' said Liza, indignantly. 'When I ply cricket I +does the battin'.'</p> + +<p>'Na, you're not goin' ter bat all the time. 'Oo are you gettin' at?' +replied the captain, who had taken advantage <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70"></a>[70]</span> of his position to put +himself in first, and was still at the wicket.</p> + +<p>'Well, then I shan't ply,' answered Liza.</p> + +<p>'Garn, Ernie, let 'er go in!' shouted two or three members of the +team.</p> + +<p>'Well, I'm busted!' remarked the captain, as she took his bat. 'You +won't sty in long, I lay,' he said, as he sent the old bowler fielding +and took the ball himself. He was a young gentleman who did not suffer +from excessive backwardness.</p> + +<p>'Aht!' shouted a dozen voices as the ball went past Liza's bat and +landed in the pile of coats which formed the wicket. The captain came +forward to resume his innings, but Liza held the bat away from him.</p> + +<p>'Garn!' she said; 'thet was only a trial.'</p> + +<p>'You never said trial,' answered the captain indignantly.</p> + +<p>'Yus, I did,' said Liza; 'I said it just as the ball was comin'—under +my breath.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I am busted!' repeated the captain.</p> + +<p>Just then Liza saw Tom among the lookers-on, and as she felt very +kindly disposed to the world in general that morning, she called out +to him:</p> + +<p>''Ulloa, Tom!' she said. 'Come an' give us a ball; this chap can't +bowl.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I got yer aht, any'ow,' said that person.</p> + +<p>'Ah, yer wouldn't 'ave got me aht plyin' square. But a trial +ball—well, one don't ever know wot a trial ball's goin' ter do.'</p> + +<p>Tom began bowling very slowly and easily, so that Liza could swing her +bat round and hit mightily; she ran well, too, and pantingly brought +up her score to twenty. Then the fielders interposed.</p> + +<p>'I sy, look 'ere, 'e's only givin' 'er lobs; 'e's not tryin' ter git +'er aht.'</p> + +<p>'You're spoilin' our gime.'</p> + +<p>'I don't care; I've got twenty runs—thet's more than you <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71"></a>[71]</span> could do. +I'll go aht now of my own accord, so there! Come on, Tom.'</p> + +<p>Tom joined her, and as the captain at last resumed his bat and the +game went on, they commenced talking, Liza leaning against the wall of +a house, while Tom stood in front of her, smiling with pleasure.</p> + +<p>'Where 'ave you been idin' yerself, Tom? I ain't seen yer for I dunno +'ow long.'</p> + +<p>'I've been abaht as usual; an' I've seen you when you didn't see me.'</p> + +<p>'Well, yer might 'ave come up and said good mornin' when you see me.'</p> + +<p>'I didn't want ter force myself on, yer, Liza.'</p> + +<p>'Garn! You are a bloomin' cuckoo. I'm blowed!'</p> + +<p>'I thought yer didn't like me 'angin' round yer; so I kep' awy.'</p> + +<p>'Why, yer talks as if I didn't like yer. Yer don't think I'd 'ave come +aht beanfeastin' with yer if I 'adn't liked yer?'</p> + +<p>Liza was really very dishonest, but she felt so happy this morning +that she loved the whole world, and of course Tom came in with the +others. She looked very kindly at him, and he was so affected that a +great lump came in his throat and he could not speak.</p> + +<p>Liza's eyes turned to Jim's house, and she saw coming out of the door +a girl of about her own age; she fancied she saw in her some likeness +to Jim.</p> + +<p>'Say, Tom,' she asked, 'thet ain't Blakeston's daughter, is it?'</p> + +<p>'Yus thet's it.'</p> + +<p>'I'll go an' speak to 'er,' said Liza, leaving Tom and going over the +road.</p> + +<p>'You're Polly Blakeston, ain't yer?' she said.</p> + +<p>'Thet's me!' said the girl.</p> + +<p>'I thought you was. Your dad, 'e says ter me, "You dunno <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72"></a>[72]</span> my daughter, +Polly, do yer?" says 'e. "Na," says I, "I don't." "Well," says 'e, +"You can't miss 'er when you see 'er." An' right enough I didn't.'</p> + +<p>'Mother says I'm all father, an' there ain't nothin' of 'er in me. Dad +says it's lucky it ain't the other wy abaht, or e'd 'ave got a +divorce.'</p> + +<p>They both laughed.</p> + +<p>'Where are you goin' now?' asked Liza, looking at the slop-basin she +was carrying.</p> + +<p>'I was just goin' dahn into the road ter get some ice-cream for +dinner. Father 'ad a bit of luck last night, 'e says, and 'e'd stand +the lot of us ice-cream for dinner ter-day.'</p> + +<p>'I'll come with yer if yer like.'</p> + +<p>'Come on!' And, already friends, they walked arm-in-arm to the +Westminster Bridge Road. Then they went along till they came to a +stall where an Italian was selling the required commodity, and having +had a taste apiece to see if they liked it, Polly planked down +sixpence and had her basin filled with a poisonous-looking mixture of +red and white ice-cream.</p> + +<p>On the way back, looking up the street, Polly cried:</p> + +<p>'There's father!'</p> + +<p>Liza's heart beat rapidly and she turned red; but suddenly a sense of +shame came over her, and casting down her head so that she might not +see him, she said:</p> + +<p>'I think I'll be off 'ome an' see 'ow mother's gettin' on.' And before +Polly could say anything she had slipped away and entered her own +house.</p> + +<p>Mother was not getting on at all well.</p> + +<p>'You've come in at last, you ——, you!' snarled Mrs. Kemp, as Liza +entered the room.</p> + +<p>'Wot's the matter, mother?'</p> + +<p>'Matter! I like thet—matter indeed! Go an' matter yerself an' be +mattered! Nice way ter treat an old woman like me—an' yer own mother, +too!'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73"></a>[73]</span> </p> + +<p>'Wot's up now?'</p> + +<p>'Don't talk ter me; I don't want ter listen ter you. Leavin' me all +alone, me with my rheumatics, an' the neuralgy! I've 'ad the neuralgy +all the mornin', and my 'ead's been simply splittin', so thet I +thought the bones 'ud come apart and all my brains go streamin' on the +floor. An' when I wake up there's no one ter git my tea for me, an' I +lay there witin' an' witin', an' at last I 'ad ter git up and mike it +myself. And, my 'ead simply cruel! Why, I might 'ave been burnt ter +death with the fire alight an' me asleep.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I am sorry, mother; but I went aht just for a bit, an' didn't +think you'd wike. An' besides, the fire wasn't alight.'</p> + +<p>'Garn with yer! I didn't treat my mother like thet. Oh, you've been a +bad daughter ter me—an' I 'ad more illness carryin' you than with all +the other children put togither. You was a cross at yer birth, an' +you've been a cross ever since. An' now in my old age, when I've +worked myself ter the bone, yer leaves me to starve and burn to +death.' Here she began to cry, and the rest of her utterances was lost +in sobs.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>The dusk had darkened into night, and Mrs. Kemp had retired to rest +with the dicky-birds. Liza was thinking of many things; she wondered +why she had been unwilling to meet Jim in the morning.</p> + +<p>'I was a bally fool,' she said to herself.</p> + +<p>It really seemed an age since the previous night, and all that had +happened seemed very long ago. She had not spoken to Jim all day, and +she had so much to say to him. Then, wondering whether he was about, +she went to the window and looked out; but there was nobody there. She +closed the window again and sat just beside it; the time went on, and +she wondered whether he would come, asking herself whether he had been +thinking of her as she of him; gradually her thoughts grew vague, and +a kind of mist came over <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74"></a>[74]</span> them. She nodded. Suddenly she roused +herself with a start, fancying she had heard something; she listened +again, and in a moment the sound was repeated, three or four gentle +taps on the window. She opened it quickly and whispered:</p> + +<p>'Jim.'</p> + +<p>'Thet's me,' he answered, 'come aht.'</p> + +<p>Closing the window, she went into the passage and opened the street +door; it was hardly unlocked before Jim had pushed his way in; partly +shutting it behind him, he took her in his arms and hugged her to his +breast. She kissed him passionately.</p> + +<p>'I thought yer'd come ter-night, Jim; summat in my 'eart told me so. +But you 'ave been long.'</p> + +<p>'I wouldn't come before, 'cause I thought there'd be people abaht. +Kiss us!' And again he pressed his lips to hers, and Liza nearly +fainted with the delight of it.</p> + +<p>'Let's go for a walk, shall we?' he said.</p> + +<p>'Arright!' They were speaking in whispers. 'You go into the road +through the passage, an' I'll go by the street.'</p> + +<p>'Yus, thet's right,' and kissing her once more, he slid out, and she +closed the door behind him.</p> + +<p>Then going back to get her hat, she came again into the passage, +waiting behind the door till it might be safe for her to venture. She +had not made up her mind to risk it, when she heard a key put in the +lock, and she hardly had time to spring back to prevent herself from +being hit by the opening door. It was a man, one of the upstairs +lodgers.</p> + +<p>''Ulloa!' he said, ''oo's there?'</p> + +<p>'Mr. 'Odges! Strikes me, you did give me a turn; I was just goin' aht.' +She blushed to her hair, but in the darkness he could see nothing.</p> + +<p>'Good night,' she said, and went out.</p> + +<p>She walked close along the sides of the houses like a thief, <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75"></a>[75]</span> and the +policeman as she passed him turned round and looked at her, wondering +whether she was meditating some illegal deed. She breathed freely on +coming into the open road, and seeing Jim skulking behind a tree, ran +up to him, and in the shadows they kissed again.</p> + + + +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76"></a>[76]</span> </p> +<h2><a name="chapter_9" id="chapter_9"></a>9</h2> + + + +<p>Thus began a time of love and joy. As soon as her work was over and +she had finished tea, Liza would slip out and at some appointed spot +meet Jim. Usually it would be at the church, where the Westminster +Bridge Road bends down to get to the river, and they would go off, +arm-in-arm, till they came to some place where they could sit down and +rest. Sometimes they would walk along the Albert Embankment to +Battersea Park, and here sit on the benches, watching the children +play. The female cyclist had almost abandoned Battersea for the parks +on the other side of the river, but often enough one went by, and +Liza, with the old-fashioned prejudice of her class, would look after +the rider and make some remark about her, not seldom more forcible +than ladylike. Both Jim and she liked children, and, tiny, ragged +urchins would gather round to have rides on the man's knees or mock +fights with Liza.</p> + +<p>They thought themselves far away from anyone in Vere Street, but +twice, as they were walking along, they were met by people they knew. +Once it was two workmen coming home from a job at Vauxhall: Liza did +not see them till they were quite near; she immediately dropped Jim's +arm, and they both cast their eyes to the ground as the men passed, +like ostriches, expecting that if they did not look they would not be +seen.</p> + +<p>'D'you see 'em, Jim?' asked Liza, in a whisper, when they had gone by. +'I wonder if they see us.' Almost instinctively she turned round, and +at the same moment one of the men turned too; then there was no doubt +about it.</p> + +<p>'Thet did give me a turn,' she said.</p> + +<p>'So it did me,' answered Jim; 'I simply went 'ot all over.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77"></a>[77]</span> </p> + +<p>'We was bally fools,' said Liza; 'we oughter 'ave spoken to 'em! D'you +think they'll let aht?'</p> + +<p>They heard nothing of it, when Jim afterwards met one of the men in a +public-house he did not mention a meeting, and they thought that +perhaps they had not been recognized. But the second time was worse.</p> + +<p>It was on the Albert Embankment again. They were met by a party of +four, all of whom lived in the street. Liza's heart sank within her, +for there was no chance of escape; she thought of turning quickly and +walking in the opposite direction, but there was not time, for the men +had already seen them. She whispered to Jim:</p> + +<p>'Back us up,' and as they met she said to one of the men:</p> + +<p>''Ulloa there! Where are you off to?'</p> + +<p>The men stopped, and one of them asked the question back.</p> + +<p>'Where are you off to?'</p> + +<p>'Me? Oh, I've just been to the 'orspital. One of the gals at our place +is queer, an' so I says ter myself, "I'll go an' see 'er."' She +faltered a little as she began, but quickly gathered herself together, +lying fluently and without hesitation.</p> + +<p>'An' when I come aht,' she went on, ''oo should I see just passin' the +'orspital but this 'ere cove, an' 'e says to me, "Wot cheer," says 'e, +"I'm goin' ter Vaux'all, come an' walk a bit of the wy with us." +"Arright," says I, "I don't mind if I do."'</p> + +<p>One man winked, and another said: 'Go it, Liza!'</p> + +<p>She fired up with the dignity of outraged innocence.</p> + +<p>'Wot d'yer mean by thet?' she said; 'd'yer think I'm kiddin'?'</p> + +<p>'Kiddin'? No! You've only just come up from the country, ain't yer?'</p> + +<p>'Think I'm kidding? What d'yer think I want ter kid for? Liars never +believe anyone, thet's fact.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78"></a>[78]</span> </p> + +<p>'Na then, Liza, don't be saucy.'</p> + +<p>'Saucy! I'll smack yer in the eye if yer sy much ter me. Come on,' she +said to Jim, who had been standing sheepishly by; and they walked +away.</p> + +<p>The men shouted: 'Now we shan't be long!' and went off laughing.</p> + +<p>After that they decided to go where there was no chance at all of +their being seen. They did not meet till they got over Westminster +Bridge, and thence they made their way into the park; they would lie +down on the grass in one another's arms, and thus spend the long +summer evenings. After the heat of the day there would be a gentle +breeze in the park, and they would take in long breaths of the air; it +seemed far away from London, it was so quiet and cool; and Liza, as +she lay by Jim's side, felt her love for him overflowing to the rest +of the world and enveloping mankind itself in a kind of grateful +happiness. If it could only have lasted! They would stay and see the +stars shine out dimly, one by one, from the blue sky, till it grew +late and the blue darkened into black, and the stars glittered in +thousands all above them. But as the nights grew cooler, they found it +cold on the grass, and the time they had there seemed too short for +the long journey they had to make; so, crossing the bridge as before, +they strolled along the Embankment till they came to a vacant bench, +and there they would sit, with Liza nestling close up to her lover and +his great arms around her. The rain of September made no difference to +them; they went as usual to their seat beneath the trees, and Jim +would take Liza on his knee, and, opening his coat, shelter her with +it, while she, with her arms round his neck, pressed very close to +him, and occasionally gave a little laugh of pleasure and delight. +They hardly spoke at all through these evenings, for what had they to +say to one another? Often without exchanging a word they would sit for +an hour with their faces touching, the one feeling on his cheek the +hot breath from the other's <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79"></a>[79]</span> mouth; while at the end of the time the +only motion was an upraising of Liza's lips, a bending down of Jim's, +so that they might meet and kiss. Sometimes Liza fell into a light +doze, and Jim would sit very still for fear of waking her, and when +she roused herself she would smile, while he bent down again and +kissed her. They were very happy. But the hours passed by so quickly, +that Big Ben striking twelve came upon them as a surprise, and +unwillingly they got up and made their way homewards; their partings +were never ending—each evening Jim refused to let her go from his +arms, and tears stood in his eyes at the thought of the separation.</p> + +<p>'I'd give somethin',' he would say, 'if we could be togither always.'</p> + +<p>'Never mind, old chap!' Liza would answer, herself half crying, 'it +can't be 'elped, so we must jolly well lump it.'</p> + +<p>But notwithstanding all their precautions people in Vere Street +appeared to know. First of all Liza noticed that the women did not +seem quite so cordial as before, and she often fancied they were +talking of her; when she passed by they appeared to look at her, then +say something or other, and perhaps burst out laughing; but when she +approached they would immediately stop speaking, and keep silence in a +rather awkward, constrained manner. For a long time she was unwilling +to believe that there was any change in them, and Jim who had observed +nothing, persuaded her that it was all fancy. But gradually it became +clearer, and Jim had to agree with her that somehow or other people +had found out. Once when Liza had been talking to Polly, Jim's +daughter, Mrs. Blakeston had called her, and when the girl had come to +her mother Liza saw that she spoke angrily, and they both looked +across at her. When Liza caught Mrs. Blakeston's eye she saw in her +face a surly scowl, which almost frightened her; she wanted to brave +it out, and stepped forward a little to go and speak with the woman, + <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80"></a>[80]</span> but Mrs. Blakeston, standing still, looked so angrily at her that she +was afraid to. When she told Jim his face grew dark, and he said: +'Blast the woman! I'll give 'er wot for if she says anythin' ter you.'</p> + +<p>'Don't strike 'er, wotever 'appens, will yer, Jim?' said Liza.</p> + +<p>'She'd better tike care then!' he answered, and he told her that +lately his wife had been sulking, and not speaking to him. The +previous night, on coming home after the day's work and bidding her +'Good evenin',' she had turned her back on him without answering.</p> + +<p>'Can't you answer when you're spoke to?' he had said.</p> + +<p>'Good evenin',' she had replied sulkily, with her back still turned.</p> + +<p>After that Liza noticed that Polly avoided her.</p> + +<p>'Wot's up, Polly?' she said to her one day. 'You never speaks now; +'ave you 'ad yer tongue cut aht?'</p> + +<p>'Me? I ain't got nothin' ter speak abaht, thet I knows of,' answered +Polly, abruptly walking off. Liza grew very red and quickly looked to +see if anyone had noticed the incident. A couple of youths, sitting on +the pavement, had seen it, and she saw them nudge one another and +wink.</p> + +<p>Then the fellows about the street began to chaff her.</p> + +<p>'You look pale,' said one of a group to her one day.</p> + +<p>'You're overworkin' yerself, you are,' said another.</p> + +<p>'Married life don't agree with Liza, thet's wot it is,' added a third.</p> + +<p>''Oo d'yer think yer gettin' at? I ain't married, an' never like ter +be,' she answered.</p> + +<p>'Liza 'as all the pleasures of a 'usband an' none of the trouble.'</p> + +<p>'Bli'me if I know wot yer mean!' said Liza.</p> + +<p>'Na, of course not; you don't know nothin', do yer?'</p> + +<p>'Innocent as a bibe. Our Father which art in 'eaven!'</p> + +<p>''Aven't been in London long, 'ave yer?'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81"></a>[81]</span> </p> + +<p>They spoke in chorus, and Liza stood in front of them, bewildered, not +knowing what to answer.</p> + +<p>'Don't you mike no mistake abaht it, Liza knows a thing or two.'</p> + +<p>'O me darlin', I love yer fit to kill, but tike care your missus ain't +round the corner.' This was particularly bold, and they all laughed.</p> + +<p>Liza felt very uncomfortable, and fiddled about with her apron, +wondering how she should get away.</p> + +<p>'Tike care yer don't git into trouble, thet's all,' said one of the +men, with burlesque gravity.</p> + +<p>'Yer might give us a chanst, Liza, you come aht with me one evenin'. +You oughter give us all a turn, just ter show there's no ill-feelin'.'</p> + +<p>'Bli'me if I know wot yer all talkin' abaht. You're all barmy on the +crumpet,' said Liza indignantly, and, turning her back on them, made +for home.</p> + +<p>Among other things that had happened was Sally's marriage. One +Saturday a little procession had started from Vere Street, consisting +of Sally, in a state of giggling excitement, her fringe magnificent +after a whole week of curling-papers, clad in a perfectly new +velveteen dress of the colour known as electric blue; and Harry, +rather nervous and ill at ease in the unaccustomed restraint of a +collar; these two walked arm-in-arm, and were followed by Sally's +mother and uncle, also arm-in-arm, and the procession was brought up +by Harry's brother and a friend. They started with a flourish of +trumpets and an old boot, and walked down the middle of Vere Street, +accompanied by the neighbours' good wishes; but as they got into the +Westminster Bridge Road and nearer to the church, the happy couple +grew silent, and Harry began to perspire freely, so that his collar +gave him perfect torture. There was a public-house just opposite the +church, and it was suggested that they should have a drink before +going in. As it was a solemn occasion they went into <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82"></a>[82]</span> the private bar, +and there Sally's uncle, who was a man of means, ordered six pots of +beer.</p> + +<p>'Feel a bit nervous, 'Arry?' asked his friend.</p> + +<p>'Na,' said Harry, as if he had been used to getting married every day +of his life; 'bit warm, thet's all.'</p> + +<p>'Your very good 'ealth, Sally,' said her mother, lifting her mug; +'this is the last time as I shall ever address you as miss.'</p> + +<p>'An' may she be as good a wife as you was,' added Sally's uncle.</p> + +<p>'Well, I don't think my old man ever 'ad no complaint ter mike abaht +me. I did my duty by 'im, although it's me as says it,' answered the +good lady.</p> + +<p>'Well, mates,' said Harry's brother, 'I reckon it's abaht time to go +in. So 'ere's to the 'ealth of Mr. 'Enry Atkins an' 'is future missus.'</p> + +<p>'An' God bless 'em!' said Sally's mother.</p> + +<p>Then they went into the church, and as they solemnly walked up the +aisle a pale-faced young curate came out of the vestry and down to the +bottom of the chancel. The beer had had a calming effect on their +troubled minds, and both Harry and Sally began to think it rather a +good joke. They smiled on each other, and at those parts of the +service which they thought suggestive violently nudged one another in +the ribs. When the ring had to be produced, Harry fumbled about in +different pockets, and his brother whispered:</p> + +<p>'Swop me bob, 'e's gone and lorst it!'</p> + +<p>However, all went right, and Sally having carefully pocketed the +certificate, they went out and had another drink to celebrate the +happy event.</p> + +<p>In the evening Liza and several friends came into the couple's room, +which they had taken in the same house as Sally had lived in before, +and drank the health of the bride and bridegroom till they thought fit +to retire.</p> + + + + +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83"></a>[83]</span> </p> +<h2><a name="chapter_10" id="chapter_10"></a>10</h2> + + +<p>It was November. The fine weather had quite gone now, and with it much +of the sweet pleasure of Jim and Liza's love. When they came out at +night on the Embankment they found it cold and dreary; sometimes a +light fog covered the river-banks, and made the lamps glow out dim and +large; a light rain would be falling, which sent a chill into their +very souls; foot passengers came along at rare intervals, holding up +umbrellas, and staring straight in front of them as they hurried along +in the damp and cold; a cab would pass rapidly by, splashing up the +mud on each side. The benches were deserted, except, perhaps, for some +poor homeless wretch who could afford no shelter, and, huddled up in a +corner, with his head buried in his breast, was sleeping heavily, like +a dead man. The wet mud made Liza's skirts cling about her feet, and +the damp would come in and chill her legs and creep up her body, till +she shivered, and for warmth pressed herself close against Jim. +Sometimes they would go into the third-class waiting-rooms at Waterloo +or Charing Cross and sit there, but it was not like the park or the +Embankment on summer nights; they had warmth, but the heat made their +wet clothes steam and smell, and the gas flared in their eyes, and +they hated the people perpetually coming in and out, opening the doors +and letting in a blast of cold air; they hated the noise of the guards +and porters shouting out the departure of the trains, the shrill +whistling of the steam-engine, the hurry and bustle and confusion. +About eleven o'clock, when the trains grew less frequent, they got +some quietness; but then their minds were troubled, and they felt +heavy, sad and miserable.</p> + +<p>One evening they had been sitting at Waterloo Station; it was foggy +outside—a thick, yellow November fog, which <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84"></a>[84]</span> filled the waiting-room, +entering the lungs, and making the mouth taste nasty and the eyes +smart. It was about half-past eleven, and the station was unusually +quiet; a few passengers, in wraps and overcoats, were walking to and +fro, waiting for the last train, and one or two porters were standing +about yawning. Liza and Jim had remained for an hour in perfect +silence, filled with a gloomy unhappiness, as of a great weight on +their brains. Liza was sitting forward, with her elbows on her knees, +resting her face on her hands.</p> + +<p>'I wish I was straight,' she said at last, not looking up.</p> + +<p>'Well, why won't yer come along of me altogether, an' you'll be +arright then?' he answered.</p> + +<p>'Na, that's no go; I can't do thet.' He had often asked her to live +with him entirely, but she had always refused.</p> + +<p>'You can come along of me, an' I'll tike a room in a lodgin' 'ouse in +'Olloway, an' we can live there as if we was married.'</p> + +<p>'Wot abaht yer work?'</p> + +<p>'I can get work over the other side as well as I can 'ere. I'm abaht +sick of the wy things is goin' on.'</p> + +<p>'So am I; but I can't leave mother.'</p> + +<p>'She can come, too.'</p> + +<p>'Not when I'm not married. I shouldn't like 'er ter know as I'd—as +I'd gone wrong.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I'll marry yer. Swop me bob, I wants ter badly enough.'</p> + +<p>'Yer can't; yer married already.'</p> + +<p>'Thet don't matter! If I give the missus so much a week aht of my +screw, she'll sign a piper ter give up all clime ter me, an' then we +can get spliced. One of the men as I works with done thet, an' it was +arright.'</p> + +<p>Liza shook her head.</p> + +<p>'Na, yer can't do thet now; it's bigamy, an' the cop tikes yer, an' +yer gits twelve months' 'ard for it.'</p> + +<p>'But swop me bob, Liza, I can't go on like this. Yer knows <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85"></a>[85]</span> the +missus—well, there ain't no bloomin' doubt abaht it, she knows as you +an' me are carryin' on, an' she mikes no bones abaht lettin' me see +it.'</p> + +<p>'She don't do thet?'</p> + +<p>'Well, she don't exactly sy it, but she sulks an' won't speak, an' +then when I says anythin' she rounds on me an' calls me all the nimes +she can think of. I'd give 'er a good 'idin', but some'ow I don't like +ter! She mikes the plice a 'ell ter me, an' I'm not goin' ter stand it +no longer!'</p> + +<p>'You'll ave ter sit it, then; yer can't chuck it.'</p> + +<p>'Yus I can, an' I would if you'd come along of me. I don't believe you +like me at all, Liza, or you'd come.'</p> + +<p>She turned towards him and put her arms round his neck.</p> + +<p>'Yer know I do, old cock,' she said. 'I like yer better than anyone +else in the world; but I can't go awy an' leave mother.'</p> + +<p>'Bli'me me if I see why; she's never been much ter you. She mikes yer +slave awy ter pay the rent, an' all the money she earns she boozes.'</p> + +<p>'Thet's true, she ain't been wot yer might call a good mother ter +me—but some'ow she's my mother, an' I don't like ter leave 'er on 'er +own, now she's so old—an' she can't do much with the rheumatics. An' +besides, Jim dear, it ain't only mother, but there's yer own kids, yer +can't leave them.'</p> + +<p>He thought for a while, and then said:</p> + +<p>'You're abaht right there, Liza; I dunno if I could get on without the +kids. If I could only tike them an' you too, swop me bob, I should be +'appy.'</p> + +<p>Liza smiled sadly.</p> + +<p>'So yer see, Jim, we're in a bloomin' 'ole, an' there ain't no way aht +of it thet I can see.'</p> + +<p>He took her on his knees, and pressing her to him, kissed her very +long and very lovingly.</p> + +<p>'Well, we must trust ter luck,' she said again, 'p'raps <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86"></a>[86]</span> somethin' 'll +'appen soon, an' everythin' 'll come right in the end—when we gets +four balls of worsted for a penny.'</p> + +<p>It was past twelve, and separating, they went by different ways along +the dreary, wet, deserted roads till they came to Vere Street.</p> + +<p>The street seemed quite different to Liza from what it had been three +months before. Tom, the humble adorer, had quite disappeared from her +life. One day, three or four weeks after the August Bank Holiday, she +saw him dawdling along the pavement, and it suddenly struck her that +she had not seen him for a long time; but she had been so full of her +happiness that she had been unable to think of anyone but Jim. She +wondered at his absence, since before wherever she had been there was +he certain to be also. She passed him, but to her astonishment he did +not speak to her. She thought by some wonder he had not seen her, but +she felt his gaze resting upon her. She turned back, and suddenly he +dropped his eyes and looked down, walking on as if he had not seen +her, but blushing furiously.</p> + +<p>'Tom,' she said, 'why don't yer speak ter me.'</p> + +<p>He started and blushed more than ever.</p> + +<p>'I didn't know yer was there,' he stuttered.</p> + +<p>'Don't tell me,' she said, 'wot's up?'</p> + +<p>'Nothin' as I knows of,' he answered uneasily.</p> + +<p>'I ain't offended yer, 'ave I, Tom?'</p> + +<p>'Na, not as I knows of,' he replied, looking very unhappy.</p> + +<p>'You don't ever come my way now,' she said.</p> + +<p>'I didn't know as yer wanted ter see me.'</p> + +<p>'Garn! Yer knows I likes you as well as anybody.'</p> + +<p>'Yer likes so many people, Liza,' he said, flushing.</p> + +<p>'What d'yer mean?' said Liza indignantly, but very red; she was afraid +he knew now, and it was from him especially she would have been so +glad to hide it.</p> + +<p>'Nothin',' he answered.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87"></a>[87]</span> </p> + +<p>'One doesn't say things like thet without any meanin', unless one's a +blimed fool.'</p> + +<p>'You're right there, Liza,' he answered. 'I am a blimed fool.' He +looked at her a little reproachfully, she thought, and then he said +'Good-bye,' and turned away.</p> + +<p>At first she was horrified that he should know of her love for Jim, +but then she did not care. After all, it was nobody's business, and +what did anything matter as long as she loved Jim and Jim loved her? +Then she grew angry that Tom should suspect her; he could know nothing +but that some of the men had seen her with Jim near Vauxhall, and it +seemed mean that he should condemn her for that. Thenceforward, when +she ran against Tom, she cut him; he never tried to speak to her, but +as she passed him, pretending to look in front of her, she could see +that he always blushed, and she fancied his eyes were very sorrowful. +Then several weeks went by, and as she began to feel more and more +lonely in the street she regretted the quarrel; she cried a little as +she thought that she had lost his faithful gentle love and she would +have much liked to be friends with him again. If he had only made some +advance she would have welcomed him so cordially, but she was too +proud to go to him herself and beg him to forgive her—and then how +could he forgive her?</p> + +<p>She had lost Sally too, for on her marriage Harry had made her give up +the factory; he was a young man with principles worthy of a Member of +Parliament, and he had said:</p> + +<p>'A woman's plice is 'er 'ome, an' if 'er old man can't afford ter keep +'er without 'er workin' in a factory—well, all I can say is thet 'e'd +better go an' git single.'</p> + +<p>'Quite right, too,' agreed his mother-in-law; 'an' wot's more, she'll +'ave a baby ter look after soon, an' thet'll tike 'er all 'er time, +an' there's no one as knows thet better than me, for I've 'ad twelve, +ter sy nothin' of two stills an' one miss.'</p> + +<p>Liza quite envied Sally her happiness, for the bride was <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88"></a>[88]</span> brimming +over with song and laughter; her happiness overwhelmed her.</p> + +<p>'I am 'appy,' she said to Liza one day a few weeks after her marriage. +'You dunno wot a good sort 'Arry is. 'E's just a darlin', an' there's +no mistikin' it. I don't care wot other people sy, but wot I says is, +there's nothin' like marriage. Never a cross word passes his lips, an' +mother 'as all 'er meals with us an' 'e says all the better. Well I'm +thet 'appy I simply dunno if I'm standin' on my 'ead or on my 'eels.'</p> + +<p>But alas! it did not last too long. Sally was not so full of joy when +next Liza met her, and one day her eyes looked very much as if she had +been crying.</p> + +<p>'Wot's the matter?' asked Liza, looking at her. 'Wot 'ave yer been +blubberin' abaht?'</p> + +<p>'Me?' said Sally, getting very red. 'Oh, I've got a bit of a +toothache, an'—well, I'm rather a fool like, an' it 'urt so much that +I couldn't 'elp cryin'.'</p> + +<p>Liza was not satisfied, but could get nothing further out of her. Then +one day it came out. It was a Saturday night, the time when women in +Vere Street weep. Liza went up into Sally's room for a few minutes on +her way to the Westminster Bridge Road, where she was to meet Jim. +Harry had taken the top back room, and Liza, climbing up the second +flight of stairs, called out as usual.</p> + +<p>'Wot ho, Sally!'</p> + +<p>The door remained shut, although Liza could see that there was a light +in the room; but on getting to the door she stood still, for she heard +the sound of sobbing. She listened for a minute and then knocked: +there was a little flurry inside, and someone called out:</p> + +<p>''Oo's there?'</p> + +<p>'Only me,' said Liza, opening the door. As she did so she saw Sally +rapidly wipe her eyes and put her handkerchief away. Her mother was +sitting by her side, evidently comforting her.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89"></a>[89]</span> </p> + +<p>'Wot's up, Sal?' asked Liza.</p> + +<p>'Nothin',' answered Sally, with a brave little gasp to stop the +crying, turning her face downwards so that Liza should not see the +tears in her eyes; but they were too strong for her, and, quickly +taking out her handkerchief, she hid her face in it and began to sob +broken-heartedly. Liza looked at the mother in interrogation.</p> + +<p>'Oh, it's thet man again!' said the lady, snorting and tossing her +head.</p> + +<p>'Not 'Arry?' asked Liza, in surprise.</p> + +<p>'Not 'Arry—'oo is it if it ain't 'Arry? The villin!'</p> + +<p>'Wot's 'e been doin', then?' asked Liza again.</p> + +<p>'Beatin' 'er, that's wot 'e's been doin'! Oh, the villin, 'e oughter +be ashimed of 'isself 'e ought!'</p> + +<p>'I didn't know 'e was like that!' said Liza.</p> + +<p>'Didn't yer? I thought the 'ole street knew it by now,' said Mrs. +Cooper indignantly. 'Oh, 'e's a wrong 'un, 'e is.'</p> + +<p>'It wasn't 'is fault,' put in Sally, amidst her sobs; 'it's only +because 'e's 'ad a little drop too much. 'E's arright when 'e's +sober.'</p> + +<p>'A little drop too much! I should just think 'e'd 'ad, the beast! I'd +give it 'im if I was a man. They're all like thet—'usbinds is all +alike; they're arright when they're sober—sometimes—but when they've +got the liquor in 'em, they're beasts, an' no mistike. I 'ad a 'usbind +myself for five-an'-twenty years, an' I know 'em.'</p> + +<p>'Well, mother,' sobbed Sally, 'it was all my fault. I should 'ave come +'ome earlier.'</p> + +<p>'Na, it wasn't your fault at all. Just you look 'ere, Liza: this is +wot 'e done an' call 'isself a man. Just because Sally'd gone aht to +'ave a chat with Mrs. McLeod in the next 'ouse, when she come in 'e +start bangin' 'er abaht. An' me, too, wot d'yer think of that!' Mrs. +Cooper was quite purple with indignation.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90"></a>[90]</span> </p> + +<p>'Yus,' she went on, 'thet's a man for yer. Of course, I wasn't goin' +ter stand there an' see my daughter bein' knocked abaht; it wasn't +likely—was it? An' 'e rounds on me, an' 'e 'its me with 'is fist. +Look 'ere.' She pulled up her sleeves and showed two red and brawny +arms. ''E's bruised my arms; I thought 'e'd broken it at fust. If I +'adn't put my arm up, 'e'd 'ave got me on the 'ead, an' 'e might 'ave +killed me. An' I says to 'im, "If you touch me again, I'll go ter the +police-station, thet I will!" Well, that frightened 'im a bit, an' +then didn't I let 'im 'ave it! "You call yerself a man," says I, "an' +you ain't fit ter clean the drains aht." You should 'ave 'eard the +language 'e used. "You dirty old woman," says 'e, "you go away; you're +always interferin' with me." Well, I don't like ter repeat wot 'e +said, and thet's the truth. An' I says ter 'im, "I wish yer'd never +married my daughter, an' if I'd known you was like this I'd 'ave died +sooner than let yer."'</p> + +<p>'Well, I didn't know 'e was like thet!' said Liza.</p> + +<p>''E was arright at fust,' said Sally.</p> + +<p>'Yus, they're always arright at fust! But ter think it should 'ave +come to this now, when they ain't been married three months, an' the +first child not born yet! I think it's disgraceful.'</p> + +<p>Liza stayed a little while longer, helping to comfort Sally, who kept +pathetically taking to herself all the blame of the dispute; and then, +bidding her good night and better luck, she slid off to meet Jim.</p> + +<p>When she reached the appointed spot he was not to be found. She waited +for some time, and at last saw him come out of the neighbouring pub.</p> + +<p>'Good night, Jim,' she said as she came up to him.</p> + +<p>'So you've turned up, 'ave yer?' he answered roughly, turning round.</p> + +<p>'Wot's the matter, Jim?' she asked in a frightened way, for he had +never spoken to her in that manner.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91"></a>[91]</span> </p> + +<p>'Nice thing ter keep me witin' all night for yer to come aht.'</p> + +<p>She saw that he had been drinking, and answered humbly.</p> + +<p>'I'm very sorry, Jim, but I went in to Sally, an' 'er bloke 'ad been +knockin' 'er abaht, an' so I sat with 'er a bit.'</p> + +<p>'Knockin' 'er abaht, 'ad 'e? and serve 'er damn well right too; an' +there's many more as could do with a good 'idin'!'</p> + +<p>Liza did not answer. He looked at her, and then suddenly said:</p> + +<p>'Come in an' 'ave a drink.'</p> + +<p>'Na, I'm not thirsty; I don't want a drink,' she answered.</p> + +<p>'Come on,' he said angrily.</p> + +<p>'Na, Jim, you've had quite enough already.'</p> + +<p>''Oo are you talkin' ter?' he said. 'Don't come if yer don't want ter; +I'll go an' 'ave one by myself.'</p> + +<p>'Na, Jim, don't.' She caught hold of his arm.</p> + +<p>'Yus, I shall,' he said, going towards the pub, while she held him +back. 'Let me go, can't yer! Let me go!' He roughly pulled his arm +away from her. As she tried to catch hold of it again, he pushed her +back, and in the little scuffle caught her a blow over the face.</p> + +<p>'Oh!' she cried, 'you did 'urt!'</p> + +<p>He was sobered at once.</p> + +<p>'Liza,' he said. 'I ain't 'urt yer?' She didn't answer, and he took +her in his arms. 'Liza, I ain't 'urt you, 'ave I? Say I ain't 'urt +yer. I'm so sorry, I beg your pardon, Liza.'</p> + +<p>'Arright, old chap,' she said, smiling charmingly on him. 'It wasn't +the blow that 'urt me much; it was the wy you was talkin'.'</p> + +<p>'I didn't mean it, Liza.' He was so contrite, he could not humble +himself enough. 'I 'ad another bloomin' row with the missus ter-night, +an' then when I didn't find you 'ere, an' I kept witin' an' +witin'—well, I fair downright lost my 'air. An' I 'ad two or three +pints of four 'alf, an'—well, I dunno—'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92"></a>[92]</span> </p> + +<p>'Never mind, old cock. I can stand more than thet as long as yer loves +me.'</p> + +<p>He kissed her and they were quite friends again. But the little +quarrel had another effect which was worse for Liza. When she woke up +next morning she noticed a slight soreness over the ridge of bone +under the left eye, and on looking in the glass saw that it was black +and blue and green. She bathed it, but it remained, and seemed to get +more marked. She was terrified lest people should see it, and kept +indoors all day; but next morning it was blacker than ever. She went +to the factory with her hat over her eyes and her head bent down; she +escaped observation, but on the way home she was not so lucky. The +sharp eyes of some girls noticed it first.</p> + +<p>'Wot's the matter with yer eye?' asked one of them.</p> + +<p>'Me?' answered Liza, putting her hand up as if in ignorance. 'Nothin' +thet I knows of.'</p> + +<p>Two or three young men were standing by, and hearing the girl, looked +up.</p> + +<p>'Why, yer've got a black eye, Liza!'</p> + +<p>'Me? I ain't got no black eye!'</p> + +<p>'Yus you 'ave; 'ow d'yer get it?'</p> + +<p>'I dunno,' said Liza. 'I didn't know I 'ad one.'</p> + +<p>'Garn! tell us another!' was the answer. 'One doesn't git a black eye +without knowin' 'ow they got it.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I did fall against the chest of drawers yesterday; I suppose I +must 'ave got it then.'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, we believe thet, don't we?'</p> + +<p>'I didn't know 'e was so 'andy with 'is dukes, did you, Ted?' asked +one man of another.</p> + +<p>Liza felt herself grow red to the tips of her toes.</p> + +<p>'Who?' she asked.</p> + +<p>'Never you mind; nobody you know.'</p> + +<p>At that moment Jim's wife passed and looked at her with a scowl. Liza +wished herself a hundred miles away, and blushed more violently than +ever.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93"></a>[93]</span> </p> + +<p>'Wot are yer blushin' abaht?' ingenuously asked one of the girls.</p> + +<p>And they all looked from her to Mrs. Blakeston and back again. Someone +said: ''Ow abaht our Sunday boots on now?' And a titter went through +them. Liza's nerve deserted her; she could think of nothing to say, +and a sob burst from her. To hide the tears which were coming from her +eyes she turned away and walked homewards. Immediately a great shout +of laughter broke from the group, and she heard them positively +screaming till she got into her own house.</p> + + + + +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94"></a>[94]</span> </p> +<h2><a name="chapter_11" id="chapter_11"></a>11</h2> + + +<p>A few days afterwards Liza was talking with Sally, who did not seem +very much happier than when Liza had last seen her.</p> + +<p>''E ain't wot I thought 'e wos,' she said. 'I don't mind sayin' thet; +but 'e 'as a lot ter put up with; I expect I'm rather tryin' +sometimes, an' 'e means well. P'raps 'e'll be kinder like when the +biby's born.'</p> + +<p>'Cheer up, old gal,' answered Liza, who had seen something of the +lives of many married couples; 'it won't seem so bad after yer gets +used to it; it's a bit disappointin' at fust, but yer gits not ter +mind it.'</p> + +<p>After a little Sally said she must go and see about her husband's tea. +She said good-bye, and then rather awkwardly:</p> + +<p>'Say, Liza, tike care of yerself!'</p> + +<p>'Tike care of meself—why?' asked Liza, in surprise.</p> + +<p>'Yer know wot I mean.'</p> + +<p>'Na, I'm darned if I do.'</p> + +<p>'Thet there Mrs. Blakeston, she's lookin' aht for you.'</p> + +<p>'Mrs. Blakeston!' Liza was startled.</p> + +<p>'Yus; she says she's goin' ter give you somethin' if she can git 'old +on yer. I should advise yer ter tike care.'</p> + +<p>'Me?' said Liza.</p> + +<p>Sally looked away, so as not to see the other's face.</p> + +<p>'She says as 'ow yer've been messin' abaht with 'er old man.'</p> + +<p>Liza didn't say anything, and Sally, repeating her good-bye, slid off.</p> + +<p>Liza felt a chill run through her. She had several times noticed a +scowl and a look of anger on Mrs. Blakeston's face, and she had avoided +her as much as possible; but she <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95"></a>[95]</span> had no idea that the woman meant to +do anything to her. She was very frightened, a cold sweat broke out +over her face. If Mrs. Blakeston got hold of her she would be helpless, +she was so small and weak, while the other was strong and muscular. +Liza wondered what she would do if she did catch her.</p> + +<p>That night she told Jim, and tried to make a joke of it.</p> + +<p>'I say, Jim, your missus—she says she's goin' ter give me socks if +she catches me.'</p> + +<p>'My missus! 'Ow d'yer know?'</p> + +<p>'She's been tellin' people in the street.'</p> + +<p>'Go' lumme,' said Jim, furious, 'if she dares ter touch a 'air of your +'ead, swop me dicky I'll give 'er sich a 'idin' as she never 'ad +before! By God, give me the chanst, an' I would let 'er 'ave it; I'm +bloomin' well sick of 'er sulks!' He clenched his fist as he spoke.</p> + +<p>Liza was a coward. She could not help thinking of her enemy's threat; +it got on her nerves, and she hardly dared go out for fear of meeting +her; she would look nervously in front of her, quickly turning round +if she saw in the distance anyone resembling Mrs. Blakeston. She +dreamed of her at night; she saw the big, powerful form, the heavy, +frowning face, and the curiously braided brown hair; and she would +wake up with a cry and find herself bathed in sweat.</p> + +<p>It was the Saturday afternoon following this, a chill November day, +with the roads sloshy, and a grey, comfortless sky that made one's +spirits sink. It was about three o'clock, and Liza was coming home +from work; she got into Vere Street, and was walking quickly towards +her house when she saw Mrs. Blakeston coming towards her. Her heart +gave a great jump. Turning, she walked rapidly in the direction she +had come; with a screw round of her eyes she saw that she was being +followed, and therefore went straight out of Vere Street. She went +right round, meaning to get into the street from the other end and, +unobserved, slip into her <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96"></a>[96]</span> house, which was then quite close; but she +dared not risk it immediately for fear Mrs. Blakeston should still be +there; so she waited about for half an hour. It seemed an age. +Finally, taking her courage in both hands, she turned the corner and +entered Vere Street. She nearly ran into the arms of Mrs. Blakeston, +who was standing close to the public-house door.</p> + +<p>Liza gave a little cry, and the woman said, with a sneer:</p> + +<p>'Yer didn't expect ter see me, did yer?'</p> + +<p>Liza did not answer, but tried to walk past her. Mrs. Blakeston stepped +forward and blocked her way.</p> + +<p>'Yer seem ter be in a mighty fine 'urry,' she said.</p> + +<p>'Yus, I've got ter git 'ome,' said Liza, again trying to pass.</p> + +<p>'But supposin' I don't let yer?' remarked Mrs. Blakeston, preventing +her from moving.</p> + +<p>'Why don't yer leave me alone?' Liza said. 'I ain't interferin' with +you!'</p> + +<p>'Not interferin' with me, aren't yer? I like thet!'</p> + +<p>'Let me go by,' said Liza. 'I don't want ter talk ter you.'</p> + +<p>'Na, I know thet,' said the other; 'but I want ter talk ter you, an' I +shan't let yer go until I've said wot I wants ter sy.'</p> + +<p>Liza looked round for help. At the beginning of the altercation the +loafers about the public-house had looked up with interest, and +gradually gathered round in a little circle. Passers-by had joined in, +and a number of other people in the street, seeing the crowd, added +themselves to it to see what was going on. Liza saw that all eyes were +fixed on her, the men amused and excited, the women unsympathetic, +rather virtuously indignant. Liza wanted to ask for help, but there +were so many people, and they all seemed so much against her, that she +had not the courage to. So, having surveyed the crowd, she turned her +eyes to Mrs. Blakeston, and stood in front of her, trembling a little, +and very white.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97"></a>[97]</span> </p> + +<p>'Na, 'e ain't there,' said Mrs. Blakeston, sneeringly, 'so yer needn't +look for 'im.'</p> + +<p>'I dunno wot yer mean,' answered Liza, 'an' I want ter go awy. I ain't +done nothin' ter you.'</p> + +<p>'Not done nothin' ter me?' furiously repeated the woman. 'I'll tell +yer wot yer've done ter me—you've robbed me of my 'usbind, you 'ave. +I never 'ad a word with my 'usbind until you took 'im from me. An' now +it's all you with 'im. 'E's got no time for 'is wife an' family—it's +all you. An' 'is money, too. I never git a penny of it; if it weren't +for the little bit I 'ad saved up in the siving-bank, me an' my +children 'ud be starvin' now! An' all through you!' She shook her fist +at her.</p> + +<p>'I never 'ad any money from anyone.'</p> + +<p>'Don' talk ter me; I know yer did. Yer dirty bitch! You oughter be +ishimed of yourself tikin' a married man from 'is family, an' 'im old +enough ter be yer father.'</p> + +<p>'She's right there!' said one or two of the onlooking women. 'There +can't be no good in 'er if she tikes somebody else's 'usbind.'</p> + +<p>'I'll give it yer!' proceeded Mrs. Blakeston, getting more hot and +excited, brandishing her fist, and speaking in a loud voice, hoarse +with rage. 'Oh, I've been tryin' ter git 'old on yer this four weeks. +Why, you're a prostitute—that's wot you are!'</p> + +<p>'I'm not!' answered Liza indignantly.</p> + +<p>'Yus, you are,' repeated Mrs. Blakeston, advancing menacingly, so that +Liza shrank back. 'An' wot's more, 'e treats yer like one. I know 'oo +give yer thet black eye; thet shows what 'e thinks of yer! An' serve +yer bloomin' well right if 'e'd give yer one in both eyes!'</p> + +<p>Mrs. Blakeston stood close in front of her, her heavy jaw protruded and +the frown of her eyebrows dark and stern. For a moment she stood +silent, contemplating Liza, while the surrounders looked on in +breathless interest.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98"></a>[98]</span> </p> + +<p>'Yer dirty little bitch, you!' she said at last. 'Tike that!' and with +her open hand she gave her a sharp smack on the cheek.</p> + +<p>Liza started back with a cry and put her hand up to her face.</p> + +<p>'An' tike thet!' added Mrs. Blakeston, repeating the blow. Then, +gathering up the spittle in her mouth, she spat in Liza's face.</p> + +<p>Liza sprang on her, and with her hands spread out like claws buried +her nails in the woman's face and drew them down her cheeks. Mrs. +Blakeston caught hold of her hair with both hands and tugged at it as +hard as she could. But they were immediately separated.</p> + +<p>''Ere, 'old 'ard!' said some of the men. 'Fight it aht fair and +square. Don't go scratchin' and maulin' like thet.'</p> + +<p>'I'll fight 'er, I don't mind!' shouted Mrs. Blakeston, tucking up her +sleeves and savagely glaring at her opponent.</p> + +<p>Liza stood in front of her, pale and trembling; as she looked at her +enemy, and saw the long red marks of her nails, with blood coming from +one or two of them, she shrank back.</p> + +<p>'I don't want ter fight,' she said hoarsely.</p> + +<p>'Na, I don't suppose yer do,' hissed the other, 'but yer'll damn well +'ave ter!'</p> + +<p>'She's ever so much bigger than me; I've got no chanst,' added Liza +tearfully.</p> + +<p>'You should 'ave thought of thet before. Come on!' and with these +words Mrs. Blakeston rushed upon her. She hit her with both fists one +after the other. Liza did not try to guard herself, but imitating the +woman's motion, hit out with her own fists; and for a minute or two +they continued thus, raining blows on one another with the same +windmill motion of the arms. But Liza could not stand against the +other woman's weight; the blows came down heavy and rapid all over her +face and head. She put up her hands to cover her face and <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99"></a>[99]</span> turned her +head away, while Mrs. Blakeston kept on hitting mercilessly.</p> + +<p>'Time!' shouted some of the men—'Time!' and Mrs. Blakeston stopped to +rest herself.</p> + +<p>'It don't seem 'ardly fair to set them two on tergether. Liza's got no +chanst against a big woman like thet,' said a man among the crowd.</p> + +<p>'Well, it's er' own fault,' answered a woman; 'she didn't oughter mess +about with 'er 'usbind.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I don't think it's right,' added another man. 'She's gettin' it +too much.'</p> + +<p>'An' serve 'er right too!' said one of the women. 'She deserves all +she gets an' a damn sight more inter the bargain.'</p> + +<p>'Quite right,' put in a third; 'a woman's got no right ter tike +someone's 'usbind from 'er. An' if she does she's bloomin' lucky if +she gits off with a 'idin'—thet's wot I think.'</p> + +<p>'So do I. But I wouldn't 'ave thought it of Liza. I never thought she +was a wrong 'un.'</p> + +<p>'Pretty specimen she is!' said a little dark woman, who looked like a +Jewess. 'If she messed abaht with my old man, I'd stick 'er—I swear I +would!'</p> + +<p>'Now she's been carryin' on with one, she'll try an' git others—you +see if she don't.'</p> + +<p>'She'd better not come round my 'ouse; I'll soon give 'er wot for.'</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Liza was standing at one corner of the ring, trembling all +over and crying bitterly. One of her eyes was bunged up, and her hair, +all dishevelled, was hanging down over her face. Two young fellows, +who had constituted themselves her seconds, were standing in front of +her, offering rather ironical comfort. One of them had taken the +bottom corners of her apron and was fanning her with it, while the +other was showing her how to stand and hold her arms.</p> + +<p>'You stand up to 'er, Liza,' he was saying; 'there ain't no <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100"></a>[100]</span> good +funkin' it, you'll simply get it all the worse. You 'it 'er back. Give +'er one on the boko, like this—see; yer must show a bit of pluck, yer +know.'</p> + +<p>Liza tried to check her sobs.</p> + +<p>'Yus, 'it 'er 'ard, that's wot yer've got ter do,' said the other. +'An' if yer find she's gettin' the better on yer, you close on 'er and +catch 'old of 'er 'air and scratch 'er.'</p> + +<p>'You've marked 'er with yer nails, Liza. By gosh, you did fly on her +when she spat at yer! thet's the way ter do the job!'</p> + +<p>Then turning to his fellow, he said:</p> + +<p>'D'yer remember thet fight as old Mother Cregg 'ad with another woman +in the street last year?'</p> + +<p>'Na,' he answered, 'I never saw thet.'</p> + +<p>'It was a cawker; an' the cops come in and took 'em both off ter +quod.'</p> + +<p>Liza wished the policemen would come and take her off; she would +willingly have gone to prison to escape the fiend in front of her; but +no help came.</p> + +<p>'Time's up!' shouted the referee. 'Fire away!'</p> + +<p>'Tike care of the cops!' shouted a man.</p> + +<p>'There's no fear abaht them,' answered somebody else. 'They always +keeps out of the way when there's anythin' goin' on.'</p> + +<p>'Fire away!'</p> + +<p>Mrs. Blakeston attacked Liza madly; but the girl stood up bravely, and +as well as she could gave back the blows she received. The spectators +grew tremendously excited.</p> + +<p>'Got 'im again!' they shouted. 'Give it 'er, Liza, thet's a good +'un!—'it 'er 'ard!'</p> + +<p>'Two ter one on the old 'un!' shouted a sporting gentleman; but Liza +found no backers.</p> + +<p>'Ain't she standin' up well now she's roused?' cried someone.</p> + +<p>'Oh, she's got some pluck in 'er, she 'as!'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101"></a>[101]</span> </p> + +<p>'Thet's a knock-aht!' they shouted as Mrs. Blakeston brought her fist +down on to Liza's nose; the girl staggered back, and blood began to +flow. Then, losing all fear, mad with rage, she made a rush on her +enemy, and rained down blows all over her nose and eyes and mouth. The +woman recoiled at the sudden violence of the onslaught, and the men +cried:</p> + +<p>'By God, the little 'un's gettin' the best of it!'</p> + +<p>But quickly recovering herself the woman closed with Liza, and dug her +nails into her flesh. Liza caught hold of her hair and pulled with all +her might, and turning her teeth on Mrs. Blakeston tried to bite her. +And thus for a minute they swayed about, scratching, tearing, biting, +sweat and blood pouring down their faces, and their eyes fixed on one +another, bloodshot and full of rage. The audience shouted and cheered +and clapped their hands.</p> + +<p>'Wot the 'ell's up 'ere?'</p> + +<p>'I sy, look there,' said some of the women in a whisper. 'It's the +'usbind!'</p> + +<p>He stood on tiptoe and looked over the crowd.</p> + +<p>'My Gawd,' he said, 'it's Liza!'</p> + +<p>Then roughly pushing the people aside, he made his way through the +crowd into the centre, and thrusting himself between the two women, +tore them apart. He turned furiously on his wife.</p> + +<p>'By Gawd, I'll give yer somethin' for this!'</p> + +<p>And for a moment they all three stood silently looking at one another.</p> + +<p>Another man had been attracted by the crowd, and he, too, pushed his +way through.</p> + +<p>'Come 'ome, Liza,' he said.</p> + +<p>'Tom!'</p> + +<p>He took hold of her arm, and led her through the people, who gave way +to let her pass. They walked silently through the street, Tom very +grave, Liza weeping bitterly.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102"></a>[102]</span> </p> + +<p>'Oh, Tom,' she sobbed after a while, 'I couldn't 'elp it!' Then, when +her tears permitted, 'I did love 'im so!'</p> + +<p>When they got to the door she plaintively said: 'Come in,' and he +followed her to her room. Here she sank on to a chair, and gave +herself up to her tears.</p> + +<p>Tom wetted the end of a towel and began wiping her face, grimy with +blood and tears. She let him do it, just moaning amid her sobs:</p> + +<p>'You are good ter me, Tom.'</p> + +<p>'Cheer up, old gal,' he said kindly, 'it's all over now.'</p> + +<p>After a while the excess of crying brought its cessation. She drank +some water, and then taking up a broken handglass she looked at +herself, saying:</p> + +<p>'I am a sight!' and proceeded to wind up her hair. 'You 'ave been good +ter me, Tom,' she repeated, her voice still broken with sobs; and as +he sat down beside her she took his hand.</p> + +<p>'Na, I ain't,' he answered; 'it's only wot anybody 'ud 'ave done.'</p> + +<p>'Yer know, Tom,' she said, after a little silence, 'I'm so sorry I +spoke cross like when I met yer in the street; you ain't spoke ter me +since.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, thet's all over now, old lidy, we needn't think of thet.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, but I 'ave treated yer bad. I'm a regular wrong 'un, I am.'</p> + +<p>He pressed her hand without speaking.</p> + +<p>'I say, Tom,' she began, after another pause. 'Did yer know +thet—well, you know—before ter-day?'</p> + +<p>He blushed as he answered:</p> + +<p>'Yus.'</p> + +<p>She spoke very sadly and slowly.</p> + +<p>'I thought yer did; yer seemed so cut up like when I used to meet yer. +Yer did love me then, Tom, didn't yer?'</p> + +<p>'I do now, dearie,' he answered.</p> + +<p>'Ah, it's too lite now,' she sighed.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103"></a>[103]</span> </p> + +<p>'D'yer know, Liza,' he said, 'I just abaht kicked the life aht of a +feller 'cause 'e said you was messin' abaht with—with 'im.'</p> + +<p>'An' yer knew I was?'</p> + +<p>'Yus—but I wasn't goin' ter 'ave anyone say it before me.'</p> + +<p>'They've all rounded on me except you, Tom. I'd 'ave done better if +I'd tiken you when you arst me; I shouldn't be where I am now, if I +'ad.'</p> + +<p>'Well, won't yer now? Won't yer 'ave me now?'</p> + +<p>'Me? After wot's 'appened?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I don't mind abaht thet. Thet don't matter ter me if you'll marry +me. I fair can't live without yer, Liza—won't yer?'</p> + +<p>She groaned.</p> + +<p>'Na, I can't, Tom, it wouldn't be right.'</p> + +<p>'Why, not, if I don't mind?'</p> + +<p>'Tom,' she said, looking down, almost whispering, 'I'm like that—you +know!'</p> + +<p>'Wot d'yer mean?'</p> + +<p>She could scarcely utter the words—</p> + +<p>'I think I'm in the family wy.'</p> + +<p>He paused a moment; then spoke again.</p> + +<p>'Well—I don't mind, if yer'll only marry me.'</p> + +<p>'Na, I can't, Tom,' she said, bursting into tears; 'I can't, but you +are so good ter me; I'd do anythin' ter mike it up ter you.'</p> + +<p>She put her arms round his neck and slid on to his knees.</p> + +<p>'Yer know, Tom, I couldn't marry yer now; but anythin' else—if yer +wants me ter do anythin' else, I'll do it if it'll mike you 'appy.'</p> + +<p>He did not understand, but only said:</p> + +<p>'You're a good gal, Liza,' and bending down he kissed her gravely on +the forehead.</p> + +<p>Then with a sigh he lifted her down, and getting up left <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104"></a>[104]</span> her alone. +For a while she sat where he left her, but as she thought of all she +had gone through her loneliness and misery overcame her, the tears +welled forth, and throwing herself on the bed she buried her face in +the pillows.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Jim stood looking at Liza as she went off with Tom, and his wife +watched him jealously.</p> + +<p>'It's 'er you're thinkin' abaht. Of course you'd 'ave liked ter tike +'er 'ome yerself, I know, an' leave me to shift for myself.'</p> + +<p>'Shut up!' said Jim, angrily turning upon her.</p> + +<p>'I shan't shut up,' she answered, raising her voice. 'Nice 'usbind you +are. Go' lumme, as good as they mike 'em! Nice thing ter go an' leave +yer wife and children for a thing like thet! At your age, too! You +oughter be ashimed of yerself. Why, it's like messin' abaht with your +own daughter!'</p> + +<p>'By God!'—he ground his teeth with rage—'if yer don't leave me +alone, I'll kick the life aht of yer!'</p> + +<p>'There!' she said, turning to the crowd—'there, see 'ow 'e treats me! +Listen ter that! I've been 'is wife for twenty years, an' yer couldn't +'ave 'ad a better wife, an' I've bore 'im nine children, yet say +nothin' of a miscarriage, an' I've got another comin', an' thet's 'ow +'e treats me! Nice 'usbind, ain't it?' She looked at him scornfully, +then again at the surrounders as if for their opinion.</p> + +<p>'Well, I ain't goin' ter stay 'ere all night; get aht of the light!' +He pushed aside the people who barred his way, and the one or two who +growled a little at his roughness, looking at his angry face, were +afraid to complain.</p> + +<p>'Look at 'im!' said his wife. ''E's afraid, 'e is. See 'im slinkin' +awy like a bloomin' mongrel with 'is tail between 'is legs. Ugh!' She +walked just behind him, shouting and brandishing her arms.</p> + +<p>'Yer dirty beast, you,' she yelled, 'ter go foolin' abaht with a +little girl! Ugh! I wish yer wasn't my 'usbind; I wouldn't <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105"></a>[105]</span> be seen +drowned with yer, if I could 'elp it. Yer mike me sick ter look at +yer.'</p> + +<p>The crowd followed them on both sides of the road, keeping at a +discreet distance, but still eagerly listening.</p> + +<p>Jim turned on her once or twice and said:</p> + +<p>'Shut up!'</p> + +<p>But it only made her more angry. 'I tell yer I shan't shut up. I don't +care 'oo knows it, you're a ——, you are! I'm ashimed the children +should 'ave such a father as you. D'yer think I didn't know wot you +was up ter them nights you was awy—courtin', yus, courtin'? You're a +nice man, you are!'</p> + +<p>Jim did not answer her, but walked on. At last he turned round to the +people who were following and said:</p> + +<p>'Na then, wot d'you want 'ere? You jolly well clear, or I'll give some +of you somethin'!'</p> + +<p>They were mostly boys and women, and at his words they shrank back.</p> + +<p>''E's afraid ter sy anythin' ter me,' jeered Mrs. Blakeston. ''E's a +beauty!'</p> + +<p>Jim entered his house, and she followed him till they came up into +their room. Polly was giving the children their tea. They all started +up as they saw their mother with her hair and clothes in disorder, +blotches of dried blood on her face, and the long scratch-marks.</p> + +<p>'Oh, mother,' said Polly, 'wot is the matter?'</p> + +<p>''E's the matter.' she answered, pointing to her husband. 'It's +through 'im I've got all this. Look at yer father, children; e's a +father to be proud of, leavin' yer ter starve an' spendin' 'is week's +money on a dirty little strumper.'</p> + +<p>Jim felt easier now he had not got so many strange eyes on him.</p> + +<p>'Now, look 'ere,' he said, 'I'm not goin' ter stand this much longer, +so just you tike care.'</p> + +<p>'I ain't frightened of yer. I know yer'd like ter kill me, but yer'll +get strung up if you do.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106"></a>[106]</span> </p> + +<p>'Na, I won't kill yer, but if I 'ave any more of your sauce I'll do +the next thing to it.'</p> + +<p>'Touch me if yer dare,' she said, 'I'll 'ave the law on you. An' I +shouldn't mind 'ow many month's 'ard you got.'</p> + +<p>'Be quiet!' he said, and, closing his hand, gave her a heavy blow in +the chest that made her stagger.</p> + +<p>'Oh, you ——!' she screamed.</p> + +<p>She seized the poker, and in a fury of rage rushed at him.</p> + +<p>'Would yer?' he said, catching hold of it and wrenching it from her +grasp. He threw it to the end of the room and grappled with her. For a +moment they swayed about from side to side, then with an effort he +lifted her off her feet and threw her to the ground; but she caught +hold of him and he came down on the top of her. She screamed as her +head thumped down on the floor, and the children, who were standing +huddled up in a corner, terrified, screamed too.</p> + +<p>Jim caught hold of his wife's head and began beating it against the +floor.</p> + +<p>She cried out: 'You're killing me! Help! help!'</p> + +<p>Polly in terror ran up to her father and tried to pull him off.</p> + +<p>'Father, don't 'it 'er! Anythin' but thet—for God's sike!'</p> + +<p>'Leave me alone,' he said, 'or I'll give you somethin' too.'</p> + +<p>She caught hold of his arm, but Jim, still kneeling on his wife, gave +Polly a backhanded blow which sent her staggering back.</p> + +<p>'Tike that!'</p> + +<p>Polly ran out of the room, downstairs to the first-floor front, where +two men and two women were sitting at tea.</p> + +<p>'Oh, come an' stop father!' she cried. ''E's killin' mother!'</p> + +<p>'Why, wot's 'e doin'?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, 'e's got 'er on the floor, an' 'e's bangin' 'er 'ead. 'E's payin' +'er aht for givin' Liza Kemp a 'idin'.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107"></a>[107]</span> </p> + +<p>One of the women started up and said to her husband:</p> + +<p>'Come on, John, you go an' stop it.'</p> + +<p>'Don't you, John,' said the other man. 'When a man's givin' 'is wife +socks it's best not ter interfere.'</p> + +<p>'But 'e's killin' 'er,' repeated Polly, trembling with fright.</p> + +<p>'Garn!' rejoined the man, 'she'll git over it; an' p'raps she deserves +it, for all you know.'</p> + +<p>John sat undecided, looking now at Polly, now at his wife, and now at +the other man.</p> + +<p>'Oh, do be quick—for God's sike!' said Polly.</p> + +<p>At that moment a sound as of something smashing was heard upstairs, +and a woman's shriek. Mrs. Blakeston, in an effort to tear herself away +from her husband, had knocked up against the wash-hand stand, and the +whole thing had crashed down.</p> + +<p>'Go on, John,' said the wife.</p> + +<p>'No, I ain't goin'; I shan't do no good, an' 'e'll only round on me.'</p> + +<p>'Well, you are a bloomin' lot of cowards, thet's all I can say,' +indignantly answered the wife. 'But I ain't goin' ter see a woman +murdered; I'll go an' stop 'im.'</p> + +<p>With that she ran upstairs and threw open the door. Jim was still +kneeling on his wife, hitting her furiously, while she was trying to +protect her head and face with her hands.</p> + +<p>'Leave off!' shouted the woman.</p> + +<p>Jim looked up. ''Oo the devil are you?' he said.</p> + +<p>'Leave off, I tell yer. Aren't yer ashimed of yerself, knockin' a +woman abaht like that?' And she sprang at him, seizing his fist.</p> + +<p>'Let go,' he said, 'or I'll give you a bit.'</p> + +<p>'Yer'd better not touch me,' she said. 'Yer dirty coward! Why, look at +'er, she's almost senseless.'</p> + +<p>Jim stopped and gazed at his wife. He got up and gave her a kick.</p> + +<p>'Git up!' he said; but she remained huddled up on the <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108"></a>[108]</span> floor, moaning +feebly. The woman from downstairs went on her knees and took her head +in her arms.</p> + +<p>'Never mind, Mrs. Blakeston. 'E's not goin' ter touch yer. 'Ere, drink +this little drop of water.' Then turning to Jim, with infinite +disdain: 'Yer dirty blackguard, you! If I was a man I'd give you +something for this.'</p> + +<p>Jim put on his hat and went out, slamming the door, while the woman +shouted after him: 'Good riddance!'</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>'Lord love yer,' said Mrs. Kemp, 'wot is the matter?'</p> + +<p>She had just come in, and opening the door had started back in +surprise at seeing Liza on the bed, all tears. Liza made no answer, +but cried as if her heart were breaking. Mrs. Kemp went up to her and +tried to look at her face.</p> + +<p>'Don't cry, dearie; tell us wot it is.'</p> + +<p>Liza sat up and dried her eyes.</p> + +<p>'I am so un'appy!'</p> + +<p>'Wot 'ave yer been doin' ter yer fice? My!'</p> + +<p>'Nothin'.'</p> + +<p>'Garn! Yer can't 'ave got a fice like thet all by itself.'</p> + +<p>'I 'ad a bit of a scrimmage with a woman dahn the street,' sobbed out +Liza.</p> + +<p>'She 'as give yer a doin'; an' yer all upset—an' look at yer eye! I +brought in a little bit of stike for ter-morrer's dinner; you just cut +a bit off an' put it over yer optic, that'll soon put it right. I +always used ter do thet myself when me an' your poor father 'ad +words.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I'm all over in a tremble, an' my 'ead, oo, my 'ead does feel +bad!'</p> + +<p>'I know wot yer want,' remarked Mrs. Kemp, nodding her head, 'an' it so +'appens as I've got the very thing with me.' She pulled a medicine +bottle out of her pocket, and taking out the cork smelt it. 'Thet's +good stuff, none of your firewater or your methylated spirit. I don't +often indulge in sich things, but when I do I likes to 'ave the best.'</p> +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109"></a>[109]</span> </p> +<p>She handed the bottle to Liza, who took a mouthful and gave it her +back; she had a drink herself, and smacked her lips.</p> + +<p>'Thet's good stuff. 'Ave a drop more.'</p> + +<p>'Na,' said Liza, 'I ain't used ter drinkin' spirits.'</p> + +<p>She felt dull and miserable, and a heavy pain throbbed through her +head. If she could only forget!</p> + +<p>'Na, I know you're not, but, bless your soul, thet won' 'urt yer. +It'll do you no end of good. Why, often when I've been feelin' thet +done up thet I didn't know wot ter do with myself, I've just 'ad a +little drop of whisky or gin—I'm not partic'ler wot spirit it is—an' +it's pulled me up wonderful.'</p> + +<p>Liza took another sip, a slightly longer one; it burnt as it went down +her throat, and sent through her a feeling of comfortable warmth.</p> + +<p>'I really do think it's doin' me good,' she said, wiping her eyes and +giving a sigh of relief as the crying ceased.</p> + +<p>'I knew it would. Tike my word for it, if people took a little drop of +spirits in time, there'd be much less sickness abaht.'</p> + +<p>They sat for a while in silence, then Mrs. Kemp remarked:</p> + +<p>'Yer know, Liza, it strikes me as 'ow we could do with a drop more. +You not bein' in the 'abit of tikin' anythin' I only brought just this +little drop for me; an' it ain't took us long ter finish thet up. But +as you're an invalid like we'll git a little more this time; it's sure +ter turn aht useful.'</p> + +<p>'But you ain't got nothin' ter put it in.'</p> + +<p>'Yus, I 'ave,' answered Mrs. Kemp; 'there's thet bottle as they gives +me at the 'orspital. Just empty the medicine aht into the pile, an' +wash it aht, an' I'll tike it round to the pub myself.'</p> + +<p>Liza, when she was left alone, began to turn things over in her mind. +She did not feel so utterly unhappy as before, for the things she had +gone through seemed further away.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110"></a>[110]</span> </p> + +<p>'After all,' she said, 'it don't so much matter.'</p> + +<p>Mrs. Kemp came in.</p> + +<p>''Ave a little drop more, Liza.' she said.</p> + +<p>'Well, I don't mind if I do. I'll get some tumblers, shall I? There's +no mistike abaht it,' she added, when she had taken a little, 'it do +buck yer up.'</p> + +<p>'You're right, Liza—you're right. An' you wanted it badly. Fancy you +'avin' a fight with a woman! Oh, I've 'ad some in my day, but then I +wasn't a little bit of a thing like you is. I wish I'd been there, I +wouldn't 'ave stood by an' looked on while my daughter was gettin' the +worst of it; although I'm turned sixty-five, an' gettin' on for +sixty-six, I'd 'ave said to 'er: "If you touch my daughter you'll 'ave +me ter deal with, so just look aht!"'</p> + +<p>She brandished her glass, and that reminding her, she refilled it and +Liza's.</p> + +<p>'Ah, Liza,' she remarked, 'you're a chip of the old block. Ter see you +settin' there an' 'avin' your little drop, it mikes me feel as if I +was livin' a better life. Yer used ter be rather 'ard on me, Liza, +'cause I took a little drop on Saturday nights. An', mind, I don't sy +I didn't tike a little drop too much sometimes—accidents will occur +even in the best regulated of families, but wot I say is this—it's +good stuff, I say, an' it don't 'urt yer.'</p> + +<p>'Buck up, old gal!' said Liza, filling the glasses, 'no 'eel-taps. I +feel like a new woman now. I was thet dahn in the dumps—well, I +shouldn't 'ave cared if I'd been at the bottom of the river, an' +thet's the truth.'</p> + +<p>'You don't sy so,' replied her affectionate mother.</p> + +<p>'Yus, I do, an' I mean it too, but I don't feel like thet now. You're +right, mother, when you're in trouble there's nothin' like a bit of +spirits.'</p> + +<p>'Well, if I don't know, I dunno 'oo does, for the trouble I've 'ad, it +'ud be enough to kill many women. Well, I've 'ad thirteen children, +an' you can think wot thet was; everyone <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111"></a>[111]</span> I 'ad I used ter sy I +wouldn't 'ave no more—but one does, yer know. You'll 'ave a family +some day, Liza, an' I shouldn't wonder if you didn't 'ave as many as +me. We come from a very prodigal family, we do, we've all gone in ter +double figures, except your Aunt Mary, who only 'ad three—but then +she wasn't married, so it didn't count, like.'</p> + +<p>They drank each other's health. Everything was getting blurred to +Liza, she was losing her head.</p> + +<p>'Yus,' went on Mrs. Kemp, 'I've 'ad thirteen children an' I'm proud of +it. As your poor dear father used ter sy, it shows as 'ow one's got +the blood of a Briton in one. Your poor dear father, 'e was a great +'and at speakin' 'e was: 'e used ter speak at parliamentary +meetin's—I really believe 'e'd 'ave been a Member of Parliament if +'e'd been alive now. Well, as I was sayin', your father 'e used ter +sy, "None of your small families for me, I don't approve of them," +says 'e. 'E was a man of very 'igh principles, an' by politics 'e was +a Radical. "No," says 'e, when 'e got talkin', "when a man can 'ave a +family risin' into double figures, it shows 'e's got the backbone of a +Briton in 'im. That's the stuff as 'as built up England's nime and +glory! When one thinks of the mighty British Hempire," says 'e, "on +which the sun never sets from mornin' till night, one 'as ter be proud +of 'isself, an' one 'as ter do one's duty in thet walk of life in +which it 'as pleased Providence ter set one—an' every man's fust duty +is ter get as many children as 'e bloomin' well can." Lord love +yer—'e could talk, I can tell yer.'</p> + +<p>'Drink up, mother,' said Liza. 'You're not 'alf drinkin'.' She +flourished the bottle. 'I don't care a twopanny 'ang for all them +blokes; I'm quite 'appy, an' I don't want anythin' else.'</p> + +<p>'I can see you're my daughter now,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'When yer used ter +round on me I used ter think as 'ow if I 'adn't carried yer for nine +months, it must 'ave been some mistike, an' yer wasn't my daughter at +all. When you come <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112"></a>[112]</span> ter think of it, a man 'e don't know if it's 'is +child or somebody else's, but yer can't deceive a woman like thet. Yer +couldn't palm off somebody else's kid on 'er.'</p> + +<p>'I am beginnin' ter feel quite lively,' said Liza. 'I dunno wot it is, +but I feel as if I wanted to laugh till I fairly split my sides.'</p> + +<p>And she began to sing: 'For 'e's a jolly good feller—for 'e's a jolly +good feller!'</p> + +<p>Her dress was all disarranged; her face covered with the scars of +scratches, and clots of blood had fixed under her nose; her eye had +swollen up so that it was nearly closed, and red; her hair was hanging +over her face and shoulders, and she laughed stupidly and leered with +heavy, sodden ugliness.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">'Disy, Disy! I can't afford a kerridge.<br /></span> +<span class="i1">But you'll look neat, on the seat<br /></span> +<span class="i3">Of a bicycle mide for two.'<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>She shouted out the tunes, beating time on the table, and her mother, +grinning, with her thin, grey hair hanging dishevelled over her head, +joined in with her weak, cracked voice—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i4">'Oh, dem golden kippers, oh!'<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Then Liza grew more melancholy and broke into 'Auld Lang Syne'.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i4">'Should old acquaintance be forgot<br /></span> +<span class="i6">And never brought to mind?</span> +<hr style='width: 20%;' /> +<span class="i6">For old lang syne'.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Finally they both grew silent, and in a little while there came a +snore from Mrs. Kemp; her head fell forward to her chest; Liza tumbled +from her chair on to the bed, and sprawling across it fell asleep.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113"></a>[113]</span> </p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i4">'<i>Although I am drunk and bad, be you kind,</i><br /></span> +<span class="i4"><i>Cast a glance at this heart which is bewildered and distressed.</i><br /></span> +<span class="i4"><i>O God, take away from my mind my cry and my complaint.</i><br /></span> +<span class="i4"><i>Offer wine, and take sorrow from my remembrance.</i><br /></span> +<span class="i4"><i>Offer wine.</i>'<br /></span> +</div></div> + + + + +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114"></a>[114]</span> </p> +<h2><a name="chapter_12" id="chapter_12"></a>12</h2> + + +<p>About the middle of the night Liza woke; her mouth was hot and dry, +and a sharp, cutting pain passed through her head as she moved. Her +mother had evidently roused herself, for she was lying in bed by her +side, partially undressed, with all the bedclothes rolled round her. +Liza shivered in the cold night, and taking off some of her +things—her boots, her skirt, and jacket—got right into bed; she +tried to get some of the blanket from her mother, but as she pulled +Mrs. Kemp gave a growl in her sleep and drew the clothes more tightly +round her. So Liza put over herself her skirt and a shawl, which was +lying over the end of the bed, and tried to go to sleep.</p> + +<p>But she could not; her head and hands were broiling hot, and she was +terribly thirsty; when she lifted herself up to get a drink of water +such a pang went through her head that she fell back on the bed +groaning, and lay there with beating heart. And strange pains that she +did not know went through her. Then a cold shiver seemed to rise in +the very marrow of her bones and run down every artery and vein, +freezing the blood; her skin puckered up, and drawing up her legs she +lay huddled together in a heap, the shawl wrapped tightly round her, +and her teeth chattering. Shivering, she whispered:</p> + +<p>'Oh, I'm so cold, so cold. Mother, give me some clothes; I shall die +of the cold. Oh, I'm freezing!'</p> + +<p>But after awhile the cold seemed to give way, and a sudden heat seized +her, flushing her face, making her break out into perspiration, so +that she threw everything off and loosened the things about her neck.</p> + +<p>'Give us a drink,' she said. 'Oh, I'd give anythin' for a little drop +of water!'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115"></a>[115]</span> </p> + +<p>There was no one to hear; Mrs. Kemp continued to sleep heavily, +occasionally breaking out into a little snore.</p> + +<p>Liza remained there, now shivering with cold, now panting for breath, +listening to the regular, heavy breathing by her side, and in her pain +she sobbed. She pulled at her pillow and said:</p> + +<p>'Why can't I go to sleep? Why can't I sleep like 'er?'</p> + +<p>And the darkness was awful; it was a heavy, ghastly blackness, that +seemed palpable, so that it frightened her and she looked for relief +at the faint light glimmering through the window from a distant +street-lamp. She thought the night would never end—the minutes seemed +like hours, and she wondered how she should live through till morning. +And strange pains that she did not know went through her.</p> + +<p>Still the night went on, the darkness continued, cold and horrible, +and her mother breathed loudly and steadily by her side.</p> + +<p>At last with the morning sleep came; but the sleep was almost worse +than the wakefulness, for it was accompanied by ugly, disturbing +dreams. Liza thought she was going through the fight with her enemy, +and Mrs. Blakeston grew enormous in size, and multiplied, so that every +way she turned the figure confronted her. And she began running away, +and she ran and ran till she found herself reckoning up an account she +had puzzled over in the morning, and she did it backwards and +forwards, upwards and downwards, starting here, starting there, and +the figures got mixed up with other things, and she had to begin over +again, and everything jumbled up, and her head whirled, till finally, +with a start, she woke.</p> + +<p>The darkness had given way to a cold, grey dawn, her uncovered legs +were chilled to the bone, and by her side she heard again the regular, +nasal breathing of the drunkard.</p> + +<p>For a long while she lay where she was, feeling very sick and ill, but +better than in the night. At last her mother woke.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116"></a>[116]</span> </p> + +<p>'Liza!' she called.</p> + +<p>'Yus, mother,' she answered feebly.</p> + +<p>'Git us a cup of tea, will yer?'</p> + +<p>'I can't, mother, I'm ill.'</p> + +<p>'Garn!' said Mrs. Kemp, in surprise. Then looking at her: 'Swop me bob, +wot's up with yer? Why, yer cheeks is flushed, an' yer forehead—it is +'ot! Wot's the matter with yer, gal?'</p> + +<p>'I dunno,' said Liza. 'I've been thet bad all night, I thought I was +goin' ter die.'</p> + +<p>'I know wot it is,' said Mrs. Kemp, shaking her head; 'the fact is, you +ain't used ter drinkin', an' of course it's upset yer. Now me, why I'm +as fresh as a disy. Tike my word, there ain't no good in teetotalism; +it finds yer aht in the end, an' it's found you aht.'</p> + +<p>Mrs. Kemp considered it a judgment of Providence. She got up and mixed +some whisky and water.</p> + +<p>''Ere, drink this,' she said. 'When one's 'ad a drop too much at +night, there's nothin' like havin' a drop more in the mornin' ter put +one right. It just acts like magic.'</p> + +<p>'Tike it awy,' said Liza, turning from it in disgust; 'the smell of it +gives me the sick. I'll never touch spirits again.'</p> + +<p>'Ah, thet's wot we all says sometime in our lives, but we does, an' +wot's more we can't do withaht it. Why, me, the 'ard life I've 'ad—' +It is unnecessary to repeat Mrs. Kemp's repetitions.</p> + +<p>Liza did not get up all day. Tom came to inquire after her, and was +told she was very ill. Liza plaintively asked whether anyone else had +been, and sighed a little when her mother answered no. But she felt +too ill to think much or trouble much about anything. The fever came +again as the day wore on, and the pains in her head grew worse. Her +mother came to bed, and quickly went off to sleep, leaving Liza to +bear her agony alone. She began to have frightful pains all over her, +and she held her breath to prevent herself from crying <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117"></a>[117]</span> out and waking +her mother. She clutched the sheets in her agony, and at last, about +six o'clock in the morning, she could bear it no longer, and in the +anguish of labour screamed out, and woke her mother.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Kemp was frightened out of her wits. Going upstairs she woke the +woman who lived on the floor above her. Without hesitating, the good +lady put on a skirt and came down.</p> + +<p>'She's 'ad a miss,' she said, after looking at Liza. 'Is there anyone +you could send to the 'orspital?'</p> + +<p>'Na, I dunno 'oo I could get at this hour?'</p> + +<p>'Well, I'll git my old man ter go.'</p> + +<p>She called her husband, and sent him off. She was a stout, middle-aged +woman, rough-visaged and strong-armed. Her name was Mrs. Hodges.</p> + +<p>'It's lucky you came ter me,' she said, when she had settled down. 'I +go aht nursin', yer know, so I know all abaht it.'</p> + +<p>'Well, you surprise me,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I didn't know as Liza was +thet way. She never told me nothin' abaht it.'</p> + +<p>'D'yer know 'oo it is 'as done it?'</p> + +<p>'Now you ask me somethin' I don't know,' replied Mrs. Kemp. 'But now I +come ter think of it, it must be thet there Tom. 'E's been keepin' +company with Liza. 'E's a single man, so they'll be able ter get +married—thet's somethin'.'</p> + +<p>'It ain't Tom,' feebly said Liza.</p> + +<p>'Not 'im; 'oo is it, then?'</p> + +<p>Liza did not answer.</p> + +<p>'Eh?' repeated the mother, ''oo is it?'</p> + +<p>Liza lay still without speaking.</p> + +<p>'Never mind, Mrs. Kemp,' said Mrs. Hodges, 'don't worry 'er now; you'll +be able ter find aht all abaht it when she gits better.'</p> + +<p>For a while the two women sat still, waiting the doctor's coming, and +Liza lay gazing vacantly at the wall, panting for <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118"></a>[118]</span> breath. Sometimes +Jim crossed her mind, and she opened her mouth to call for him, but in +her despair she restrained herself.</p> + +<p>The doctor came.</p> + +<p>'D'you think she's bad, doctor?' asked Mrs. Hodges.</p> + +<p>'I'm afraid she is rather,' he answered. 'I'll come in again this +evening.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, doctor,' said Mrs. Kemp, as he was going, 'could yer give me +somethin' for my rheumatics? I'm a martyr to rheumatism, an' these +cold days I 'ardly knows wot ter do with myself. An', doctor, could +you let me 'ave some beef-tea? My 'usbind's dead, an' of course I +can't do no work with my daughter ill like this, an' we're very +short—'</p> + +<p>The day passed, and in the evening Mrs. Hodges, who had been attending +to her own domestic duties, came downstairs again. Mrs. Kemp was on the +bed sleeping.</p> + +<p>'I was just 'avin' a little nap,' she said to Mrs. Hodges, on waking.</p> + +<p>''Ow is the girl?' asked that lady.</p> + +<p>'Oh,' answered Mrs. Kemp, 'my rheumatics 'as been thet bad I really +'aven't known wot ter do with myself, an' now Liza can't rub me I'm +worse than ever. It is unfortunate thet she should get ill just now +when I want so much attendin' ter myself, but there, it's just my +luck!'</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hodges went over and looked at Liza; she was lying just as when +she left in the morning, her cheeks flushed, her mouth open for +breath, and tiny beads of sweat stood on her forehead.</p> + +<p>''Ow are yer, ducky?' asked Mrs. Hodges; but Liza did not answer.</p> + +<p>'It's my belief she's unconscious,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I've been askin' +'er 'oo it was as done it, but she don't seem to 'ear wot I say. It's +been a great shock ter me, Mrs. 'Odges.'</p> + +<p>'I believe you,' replied that lady, sympathetically.</p> + +<p>'Well, when you come in and said wot it was, yer might <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119"></a>[119]</span> 'ave knocked +me dahn with a feather. I knew no more than the dead wot 'ad +'appened.'</p> + +<p>'I saw at once wot it was,' said Mrs. Hodges, nodding her head.</p> + +<p>'Yus, of course, you knew. I expect you've 'ad a great deal of +practice one way an' another.'</p> + +<p>'You're right, Mrs. Kemp, you're right. I've been on the job now for +nearly twenty years, an' if I don't know somethin' abaht it I ought.'</p> + +<p>'D'yer finds it pays well?'</p> + +<p>'Well, Mrs. Kemp, tike it all in all, I ain't got no grounds for +complaint. I'm in the 'abit of askin' five shillings, an' I will say +this, I don't think it's too much for wot I do.'</p> + +<p>The news of Liza's illness had quickly spread, and more than once in +the course of the day a neighbour had come to ask after her. There was +a knock at the door now, and Mrs. Hodges opened it. Tom stood on the +threshold asking to come in.</p> + +<p>'Yus, you can come,' said Mrs. Kemp.</p> + +<p>He advanced on tiptoe, so as to make no noise, and for a while stood +silently looking at Liza. Mrs. Hodges was by his side.</p> + +<p>'Can I speak to 'er?' he whispered.</p> + +<p>'She can't 'ear you.'</p> + +<p>He groaned.</p> + +<p>'D'yer think she'll get arright?' he asked.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hodges shrugged her shoulders.</p> + +<p>'I shouldn't like ter give an opinion,' she said, cautiously.</p> + +<p>Tom bent over Liza, and, blushing, kissed her; then, without speaking +further, went out of the room.</p> + +<p>'Thet's the young man as was courtin' 'er,' said Mrs. Kemp, pointing +over her shoulder with her thumb.</p> + +<p>Soon after the Doctor came.</p> + +<p>'Wot do yer think of 'er, doctor?' said Mrs. Hodges, <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120"></a>[120]</span> bustling forwards +authoritatively in her position of midwife and sick-nurse.</p> + +<p>'I'm afraid she's very bad.'</p> + +<p>'D'yer think she's goin' ter die?' she asked, dropping her voice to a +whisper.</p> + +<p>'I'm afraid so!'</p> + +<p>As the doctor sat down by Liza's side Mrs. Hodges turned round and +significantly nodded to Mrs. Kemp, who put her handkerchief to her +eyes. Then she went outside to the little group waiting at the door.</p> + +<p>'Wot does the doctor sy?' they asked, among them Tom.</p> + +<p>''E says just wot I've been sayin' all along; I knew she wouldn't +live.'</p> + +<p>And Tom burst out: 'Oh, Liza!'</p> + +<p>As she retired a woman remarked:</p> + +<p>'Mrs. 'Odges is very clever, I think.'</p> + +<p>'Yus,' remarked another, 'she got me through my last confinement +simply wonderful. If it come to choosin' between 'em I'd back Mrs. +'Odges against forty doctors.'</p> + +<p>'Ter tell yer the truth, so would I. I've never known 'er wrong yet.'</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hodges sat down beside Mrs. Kemp and proceeded to comfort her.</p> + +<p>'Why don't yer tike a little drop of brandy ter calm yer nerves, Mrs. +Kemp?' she said, 'you want it.'</p> + +<p>'I was just feelin' rather faint, an' I couldn't 'elp thinkin' as 'ow +twopenneth of whisky 'ud do me good.'</p> + +<p>'Na, Mrs. Kemp,' said Mrs. Hodges, earnestly, putting her hand on the +other's arm. 'You tike my tip—when you're queer there's nothin' like +brandy for pullin' yer togither. I don't object to whisky myself, but +as a medicine yer can't beat brandy.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I won't set up myself as knowin' better than you Mrs. 'Odges; +I'll do wot you think right.'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121"></a>[121]</span> </p> + +<p>Quite accidentally there was some in the room, and Mrs. Kemp poured it +out for herself and her friend.</p> + +<p>'I'm not in the 'abit of tikin' anythin' when I'm aht on business,' +she apologized, 'but just ter keep you company I don't mind if I do.'</p> + +<p>'Your 'ealth. Mrs. 'Odges.'</p> + +<p>'Sime ter you, an' thank yer, Mrs. Kemp.'</p> + +<p>Liza lay still, breathing very quietly, her eyes closed. The doctor +kept his fingers on her pulse.</p> + +<p>'I've been very unfortunate of lite,' remarked Mrs. Hodges, as she +licked her lips, 'this mikes the second death I've 'ad in the last ten +days—women, I mean, of course I don't count bibies.'</p> + +<p>'Yer don't sy so.'</p> + +<p>'Of course the other one—well, she was only a prostitute, so it +didn't so much matter. It ain't like another woman is it?'</p> + +<p>'Na, you're right.'</p> + +<p>'Still, one don't like 'em ter die, even if they are thet. One mustn't +be too 'ard on 'em.'</p> + +<p>'Strikes me you've got a very kind 'eart, Mrs. 'Odges,' said Mrs. Kemp.</p> + +<p>'I 'ave thet; an' I often says it 'ud be better for my peace of mind +an' my business if I 'adn't. I 'ave ter go through a lot, I do; but I +can say this for myself, I always gives satisfaction, an' thet's +somethin' as all lidies in my line can't say.'</p> + +<p>They sipped their brandy for a while.</p> + +<p>'It's a great trial ter me that this should 'ave 'appened,' said Mrs. +Kemp, coming to the subject that had been disturbing her for some +time. 'Mine's always been a very respectable family, an' such a thing +as this 'as never 'appened before. No, Mrs. 'Odges, I was lawfully +married in church, an' I've got my marriage lines now ter show I was, +an' thet one of my daughters should 'ave gone wrong in this way—well, +I can't <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122"></a>[122]</span> understand it. I give 'er a good education, an' she 'ad all +the comforts of a 'ome. She never wanted for nothin'; I worked myself +to the bone ter keep 'er in luxury, an' then thet she should go an' +disgrace me like this!'</p> + +<p>'I understand wot yer mean. Mrs. Kemp.'</p> + +<p>'I can tell you my family was very respectable; an' my 'usband, 'e +earned twenty-five shillings a week, an' was in the sime plice +seventeen years; an' 'is employers sent a beautiful wreath ter put on +'is coffin; an' they tell me they never 'ad such a good workman an' +sich an 'onest man before. An' me! Well, I can sy this—I've done my +duty by the girl, an' she's never learnt anythin' but good from me. Of +course I ain't always been in wot yer might call flourishing +circumstances, but I've always set her a good example, as she could +tell yer so 'erself if she wasn't speechless.'</p> + +<p>Mrs. Kemp paused for a moment's reflection.</p> + +<p>'As they sy in the Bible,' she finished, 'it's enough ter mike one's +grey 'airs go dahn into the ground in sorrer. I can show yer my +marriage certificate. Of course one doesn't like ter say much, because +of course she's very bad; but if she got well I should 'ave given 'er +a talkin' ter.'</p> + +<p>There was another knock.</p> + +<p>'Do go an' see 'oo thet is; I can't, on account of my rheumatics.'</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hodges opened the door. It was Jim.</p> + +<p>He was very white, and the blackness of his hair and beard, +contrasting with the deathly pallor of his face, made him look +ghastly. Mrs. Hodges stepped back.</p> + +<p>''Oo's 'e?' she said, turning to Mrs. Kemp.</p> + +<p>Jim pushed her aside and went up to the bed.</p> + +<p>'Doctor, is she very bad?' he asked.</p> + +<p>The doctor looked at him questioningly.</p> + +<p>Jim whispered: 'It was me as done it. She ain't goin' ter die, is +she?'</p> + +<p>The doctor nodded.</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123"></a>[123]</span> </p> + +<p>'O God! wot shall I do? It was my fault! I wish I was dead!'</p> + +<p>Jim took the girl's head in his hands, and the tears burst from his +eyes.</p> + +<p>'She ain't dead yet, is she?'</p> + +<p>'She's just living,' said the doctor.</p> + +<p>Jim bent down.</p> + +<p>'Liza, Liza, speak ter me! Liza, say you forgive me! Oh, speak ter +me!'</p> + +<p>His voice was full of agony. The doctor spoke.</p> + +<p>'She can't hear you.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, she must hear me! Liza! Liza!'</p> + +<p>He sank on his knees by the bedside.</p> + +<p>They all remained silent: Liza lying stiller than ever, her breast +unmoved by the feeble respiration, Jim looking at her very mournfully; +the doctor grave, with his fingers on the pulse. The two women looked +at Jim.</p> + +<p>'Fancy it bein' 'im!' said Mrs. Kemp. 'Strike me lucky, ain't 'e a +sight!'</p> + +<p>'You 'ave got 'er insured, Mrs. Kemp?' asked the midwife. She could +bear the silence no longer.</p> + +<p>'Trust me fur thet!' replied the good lady. 'I've 'ad 'er insured ever +since she was born. Why, only the other dy I was sayin' ter myself +thet all thet money 'ad been wisted, but you see it wasn't; yer never +know yer luck, you see!'</p> + +<p>'Quite right, Mrs. Kemp; I'm a rare one for insurin'. It's a great +thing. I've always insured all my children.'</p> + +<p>'The way I look on it is this,' said Mrs. Kemp—'wotever yer do when +they're alive, an' we all know as children is very tryin' sometimes, +you should give them a good funeral when they dies. Thet's my motto, +an' I've always acted up to it.'</p> + +<p>'Do you deal with Mr. Stearman?' asked Mrs. Hodges.</p> + +<p>'No, Mrs. 'Odges, for undertikin' give me Mr. Footley every time. In the +black line 'e's fust an' the rest nowhere!'</p><p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124"></a>[124]</span> </p> + +<p>'Well, thet's very strange now—thet's just wot I think. Mr. Footley +does 'is work well, an' 'e's very reasonable. I'm a very old customer +of 'is, an' 'e lets me 'ave things as cheap as anybody.'</p> + +<p>'Does 'e indeed! Well Mrs. 'Odges if it ain't askin' too much of yer, I +should look upon it as very kind if you'd go an' mike the arrangements +for Liza.'</p> + +<p>'Why, certainly, Mrs. Kemp. I'm always willin' ter do a good turn to +anybody, if I can.'</p> + +<p>'I want it done very respectable,' said Mrs. Kemp; 'I'm not goin' ter +stint for nothin' for my daughter's funeral. I like plumes, you know, +although they is a bit extra.'</p> + +<p>'Never you fear, Mrs. Kemp, it shall be done as well as if it was for +my own 'usbind, an' I can't say more than thet. Mr. Footley thinks a +deal of me, 'e does! Why, only the other dy as I was goin' inter 'is +shop 'e says "Good mornin', Mrs. 'Odges." "Good mornin', Mr. Footley," +says I. "You've jest come in the nick of time," says 'e. "This +gentleman an' myself," pointin' to another gentleman as was standin' +there, "we was 'avin' a bit of an argument. Now you're a very +intelligent woman, Mrs. 'Odges, and a good customer too." "I can say +thet for myself," say I, "I gives yer all the work I can." "I believe +you," says 'e. "Well," 'e says, "now which do you think? Does hoak +look better than helm, or does helm look better than hoak? Hoak +<i>versus</i> helm, thet's the question." "Well, Mr. Footley," says I, "for +my own private opinion, when you've got a nice brass plite in the +middle, an' nice brass 'andles each end, there's nothin' like hoak." +"Quite right," says 'e, "thet's wot I think; for coffins give me hoak +any day, an' I 'ope," says 'e, "when the Lord sees fit ter call me to +'Imself, I shall be put in a hoak coffin myself." "Amen," says I.'</p> + +<p>'I like hoak,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'My poor 'usband 'e 'ad a hoak coffin. +We did 'ave a job with 'im, I can tell yer. You know 'e 'ad dropsy, +an' 'e swell up—oh, 'e did swell; 'is <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125"></a>[125]</span> own mother wouldn't 'ave known +'im. Why, 'is leg swell up till it was as big round as 'is body, swop +me bob, it did.'</p> + +<p>'Did it indeed!' ejaculated Mrs. Hodges.</p> + +<p>'Yus, an' when 'e died they sent the coffin up. I didn't 'ave Mr. +Footley at thet time; we didn't live 'ere then, we lived in Battersea, +an' all our undertikin' was done by Mr. Brownin'; well, 'e sent the +coffin up, an' we got my old man in, but we couldn't get the lid down, +he was so swell up. Well, Mr. Brownin', 'e was a great big man, +thirteen stone if 'e was a ounce. Well, 'e stood on the coffin, an' a +young man 'e 'ad with 'im stood on it too, an' the lid simply wouldn't +go dahn; so Mr. Browning', 'e said, "Jump on, missus," so I was in my +widow's weeds, yer know, but we 'ad ter git it dahn, so I stood on it, +an' we all jumped, an' at last we got it to, an' screwed it; but, +lor', we did 'ave a job; I shall never forget it.'</p> + +<p>Then all was silence. And a heaviness seemed to fill the air like a +grey blight, cold and suffocating; and the heaviness was Death. They +felt the presence in the room, and they dared not move, they dared not +draw their breath. The silence was terrifying.</p> + +<p>Suddenly a sound was heard—a loud rattle. It was from the bed and +rang through the room, piercing the stillness.</p> + +<p>The doctor opened one of Liza's eyes and touched it, then he laid on +her breast the hand he had been holding, and drew the sheet over her +head.</p> + +<p>Jim turned away with a look of intense weariness on his face, and the +two women began weeping silently. The darkness was sinking before the +day, and a dim, grey light came through the window. The lamp +spluttered out.</p> +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Liza of Lambeth, by W. Somerset Maugham + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LIZA OF LAMBETH *** + +***** This file should be named 16517-h.htm or 16517-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/6/5/1/16517/ + +Produced by Mark C. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Liza of Lambeth + +Author: W. Somerset Maugham + +Release Date: August 12, 2005 [EBook #16517] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LIZA OF LAMBETH *** + + + + +Produced by Mark C. Orton, Sankar Viswanathan and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + _Liza of Lambeth_ + + + + SOMERSET MAUGHAM + + + + + + + + + PENGUIN BOOKS + + + + + Published by the Penguin Group + + First published in Great Britain by William Heinemann Ltd 1897 + + + + +1 + + +It was the first Saturday afternoon in August; it had been broiling +hot all day, with a cloudless sky, and the sun had been beating down +on the houses, so that the top rooms were like ovens; but now with the +approach of evening it was cooler, and everyone in Vere Street was out +of doors. + +Vere street, Lambeth, is a short, straight street leading out of the +Westminster Bridge Road; it has forty houses on one side and forty +houses on the other, and these eighty houses are very much more like +one another than ever peas are like peas, or young ladies like young +ladies. They are newish, three-storied buildings of dingy grey brick +with slate roofs, and they are perfectly flat, without a bow-window or +even a projecting cornice or window-sill to break the straightness of +the line from one end of the street to the other. + +This Saturday afternoon the street was full of life; no traffic came +down Vere Street, and the cemented space between the pavements was +given up to children. Several games of cricket were being played by +wildly excited boys, using coats for wickets, an old tennis-ball or a +bundle of rags tied together for a ball, and, generally, an old +broomstick for bat. The wicket was so large and the bat so small that +the man in was always getting bowled, when heated quarrels would +arise, the batter absolutely refusing to go out and the bowler +absolutely insisting on going in. The girls were more peaceable; they +were chiefly employed in skipping, and only abused one another mildly +when the rope was not properly turned or the skipper did not jump +sufficiently high. Worst off of all were the very young children, for +there had been no rain for weeks, and the street was as dry and clean +as a covered court, and, in the lack of mud to wallow in, they sat +about the road, disconsolate as poets. The number of babies was +prodigious; they sprawled about everywhere, on the pavement, round the +doors, and about their mothers' skirts. The grown-ups were gathered +round the open doors; there were usually two women squatting on the +doorstep, and two or three more seated on either side on chairs; they +were invariably nursing babies, and most of them showed clear signs +that the present object of the maternal care would be soon ousted by a +new arrival. Men were less numerous but such as there were leant +against the walls, smoking, or sat on the sills of the ground-floor +windows. It was the dead season in Vere Street as much as in +Belgravia, and really if it had not been for babies just come or just +about to come, and an opportune murder in a neighbouring doss-house, +there would have been nothing whatever to talk about. As it was, the +little groups talked quietly, discussing the atrocity or the merits of +the local midwives, comparing the circumstances of their various +confinements. + +'You'll be 'avin' your little trouble soon, eh, Polly?' asked one good +lady of another. + +'Oh, I reckon I've got another two months ter go yet,' answered Polly. + +'Well,' said a third. 'I wouldn't 'ave thought you'd go so long by the +look of yer!' + +'I 'ope you'll have it easier this time, my dear,' said a very stout +old person, a woman of great importance. + +'She said she wasn't goin' to 'ave no more, when the last one come.' +This remark came from Polly's husband. + +'Ah,' said the stout old lady, who was in the business, and boasted +vast experience. 'That's wot they all says; but, Lor' bless yer, they +don't mean it.' + +'Well, I've got three, and I'm not goin' to 'ave no more bli'me if I +will; 'tain't good enough--that's wot I says.' + +'You're abaht right there, ole gal,' said Polly, 'My word, 'Arry, if +you 'ave any more I'll git a divorce, that I will.' + +At that moment an organ-grinder turned the corner and came down the +street. + +'Good biz; 'ere's an organ!' cried half a dozen people at once. + +The organ-man was an Italian, with a shock of black hair and a +ferocious moustache. Drawing his organ to a favourable spot, he +stopped, released his shoulder from the leather straps by which he +dragged it, and cocking his large soft hat on the side of his head, +began turning the handle. It was a lively tune, and in less than no +time a little crowd had gathered round to listen, chiefly the young +men and the maidens, for the married ladies were never in a fit state +to dance, and therefore disinclined to trouble themselves to stand +round the organ. There was a moment's hesitation at opening the ball; +then one girl said to another: + +'Come on, Florrie, you and me ain't shy; we'll begin, and bust it!' + +The two girls took hold of one another, one acting gentleman, the +other lady; three or four more pairs of girls immediately joined them, +and they began a waltz. They held themselves very upright; and with an +air of grave dignity which was quite impressive, glided slowly about, +making their steps with the utmost precision, bearing themselves with +sufficient decorum for a court ball. After a while the men began to +itch for a turn, and two of them, taking hold of one another in the +most approved fashion, waltzed round the circle with the gravity of +judges. + +All at once there was a cry: 'There's Liza!' And several members of +the group turned and called out: 'Oo, look at Liza!' + +The dancers stopped to see the sight, and the organ-grinder, having +come to the end of his tune, ceased turning the handle and looked to +see what was the excitement. + +'Oo, Liza!' they called out. 'Look at Liza; oo, I sy!' + +It was a young girl of about eighteen, with dark eyes, and an enormous +fringe, puffed-out and curled and frizzed, covering her whole forehead +from side to side, and coming down to meet her eyebrows. She was +dressed in brilliant violet, with great lappets of velvet, and she had +on her head an enormous black hat covered with feathers. + +'I sy, ain't she got up dossy?' called out the groups at the doors, as +she passed. + +'Dressed ter death, and kill the fashion; that's wot I calls it.' + +Liza saw what a sensation she was creating; she arched her back and +lifted her head, and walked down the street, swaying her body from +side to side, and swaggering along as though the whole place belonged +to her. + +''Ave yer bought the street, Bill?' shouted one youth; and then half a +dozen burst forth at once, as if by inspiration: + +'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road!' + +It was immediately taken up by a dozen more, and they all yelled it +out: + +'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road. Yah, ah, knocked 'em in the Old +Kent Road!' + +'Oo, Liza!' they shouted; the whole street joined in, and they gave +long, shrill, ear-piercing shrieks and strange calls, that rung down +the street and echoed back again. + +'Hextra special!' called out a wag. + +'Oh, Liza! Oo! Ooo!' yells and whistles, and then it thundered forth +again: + +'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road!' + +Liza put on the air of a conquering hero, and sauntered on, enchanted +at the uproar. She stuck out her elbows and jerked her head on one +side, and said to herself as she passed through the bellowing crowd: + +'This is jam!' + +'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road!' + +When she came to the group round the barrel-organ, one of the girls +cried out to her: + +'Is that yer new dress, Liza?' + +'Well, it don't look like my old one, do it?' said Liza. + +'Where did yer git it?' asked another friend, rather enviously. + +'Picked it up in the street, of course,' scornfully answered Liza. + +'I believe it's the same one as I saw in the pawnbroker's dahn the +road,' said one of the men, to tease her. + +'Thet's it; but wot was you doin' in there? Pledgin' yer shirt, or was +it yer trousers?' + +'Yah, I wouldn't git a second-'and dress at a pawnbroker's!' + +'Garn!' said Liza indignantly. 'I'll swipe yer over the snitch if yer +talk ter me. I got the mayterials in the West Hend, didn't I? And I +'ad it mide up by my Court Dressmiker, so you jolly well dry up, old +jellybelly.' + +'Garn!' was the reply. + +Liza had been so intent on her new dress and the comment it was +exciting that she had not noticed the organ. + +'Oo, I say, let's 'ave some dancin',' she said as soon as she saw it. +'Come on, Sally,' she added, to one of the girls, 'you an' me'll dance +togither. Grind away, old cock!' + +The man turned on a new tune, and the organ began to play the +Intermezzo from the 'Cavalleria'; other couples quickly followed +Liza's example, and they began to waltz round with the same solemnity +as before; but Liza outdid them all; if the others were as stately as +queens, she was as stately as an empress; the gravity and dignity with +which she waltzed were something appalling, you felt that the minuet +was a frolic in comparison; it would have been a fitting measure to +tread round the grave of a _premiere danseuse_, or at the funeral of a +professional humorist. And the graces she put on, the languor of the +eyes, the contemptuous curl of the lips, the exquisite turn of the +hand, the dainty arching of the foot! You felt there could be no +questioning her right to the tyranny of Vere Street. + +Suddenly she stopped short, and disengaged herself from her companion. + +'Oh, I sy,' she said, 'this is too bloomin' slow; it gives me the +sick.' + +That is not precisely what she said, but it is impossible always to +give the exact unexpurgated words of Liza and the other personages of +the story, the reader is therefore entreated with his thoughts to +piece out the necessary imperfections of the dialogue. + +'It's too bloomin' slow,' she said again; 'it gives me the sick. Let's +'ave somethin' a bit more lively than this 'ere waltz. You stand over +there, Sally, an' we'll show 'em 'ow ter skirt dance.' + +They all stopped waltzing. + +'Talk of the ballet at the Canterbury and South London. You just wite +till you see the ballet at Vere Street, Lambeth--we'll knock 'em!' + +She went up to the organ-grinder. + +'Na then, Italiano,' she said to him, 'you buck up; give us a tune +that's got some guts in it! See?' + +She caught hold of his big hat and squashed it down over his eyes. The +man grinned from ear to ear, and, touching the little catch at the +side, began to play a lively tune such as Liza had asked for. + +The men had fallen out, but several girls had put themselves in +position, in couples, standing face to face; and immediately the music +struck up, they began. They held up their skirts on each side, so as +to show their feet, and proceeded to go through the difficult steps +and motions of the dance. Liza was right; they could not have done it +better in a trained ballet. But the best dancer of them all was Liza; +she threw her whole soul into it; forgetting the stiff bearing which +she had thought proper to the waltz, and casting off its elaborate +graces, she gave herself up entirely to the present pleasure. +Gradually the other couples stood aside, so that Liza and Sally were +left alone. They paced it carefully, watching each other's steps, and +as if by instinct performing corresponding movements, so as to make +the whole a thing of symmetry. + +'I'm abaht done,' said Sally, blowing and puffing. 'I've 'ad enough of +it.' + +'Go on, Liza!' cried out a dozen voices when Sally stopped. + +She gave no sign of having heard them other than calmly to continue +her dance. She glided through the steps, and swayed about, and +manipulated her skirt, all with the most charming grace imaginable, +then, the music altering, she changed the style of her dancing, her +feet moved more quickly, and did not keep so strictly to the ground. +She was getting excited at the admiration of the onlookers, and her +dance grew wilder and more daring. She lifted her skirts higher, +brought in new and more difficult movements into her improvisation, +kicking up her legs she did the wonderful twist, backwards and +forwards, of which the dancer is proud. + +'Look at 'er legs!' cried one of the men. + +'Look at 'er stockin's!' shouted another; and indeed they were +remarkable, for Liza had chosen them of the same brilliant hue as her +dress, and was herself most proud of the harmony. + +Her dance became gayer: her feet scarcely touched the ground, she +whirled round madly. + +'Take care yer don't split!' cried out one of the wags, at a very +audacious kick. + +The words were hardly out of his mouth when Liza, with a gigantic +effort, raised her foot and kicked off his hat. The feat was greeted +with applause, and she went on, making turns and twists, flourishing +her skirts, kicking higher and higher, and finally, among a volley of +shouts, fell on her hands and turned head over heels in a magnificent +catharine-wheel; then scrambling to her feet again, she tumbled into +the arms of a young man standing in the front of the ring. + +'That's right, Liza,' he said. 'Give us a kiss, now,' and promptly +tried to take one. + +'Git aht!' said Liza, pushing him away, not too gently. + +'Yus, give us a kiss,' cried another, running up to her. + +'I'll smack yer in the fice!' said Liza, elegantly, as she dodged him. + +'Ketch 'old on 'er, Bill,' cried out a third, 'an' we'll all kiss +her.' + +'Na, you won't!' shrieked Liza, beginning to run. + +'Come on,' they cried, 'we'll ketch 'er.' + +She dodged in and out, between their legs, under their arms, and then, +getting clear of the little crowd, caught up her skirts so that they +might not hinder her, and took to her heels along the street. A score +of men set in chase, whistling, shouting, yelling; the people at the +doors looked up to see the fun, and cried out to her as she dashed +past; she ran like the wind. Suddenly a man from the side darted into +the middle of the road, stood straight in her way, and before she knew +where she was, she had jumped shrieking into his arms, and he, lifting +her up to him, had imprinted two sounding kisses on her cheeks. + +'Oh, you ----!' she said. Her expression was quite unprintable; nor can +it be euphemized. + +There was a shout of laughter from the bystanders, and the young men +in chase of her, and Liza, looking up, saw a big, bearded man whom she +had never seen before. She blushed to the very roots of her hair, +quickly extricated herself from his arms, and, amid the jeers and +laughter of everyone, slid into the door of the nearest house and was +lost to view. + + + + +2 + + +Liza and her mother were having supper. Mrs. Kemp was an elderly woman, +short, and rather stout, with a red face, and grey hair brushed tight +back over her forehead. She had been a widow for many years, and since +her husband's death had lived with Liza in the ground-floor front room +in which they were now sitting. Her husband had been a soldier, and +from a grateful country she received a pension large enough to keep +her from starvation, and by charring and doing such odd jobs as she +could get she earned a little extra to supply herself with liquor. +Liza was able to make her own living by working at a factory. + +Mrs. Kemp was rather sulky this evening. + +'Wot was yer doin' this afternoon, Liza?' she asked. + +'I was in the street.' + +'You're always in the street when I want yer.' + +'I didn't know as 'ow yer wanted me, mother,' answered Liza. + +'Well, yer might 'ave come ter see! I might 'ave been dead, for all +you knew.' + +Liza said nothing. + +'My rheumatics was thet bad to-dy, thet I didn't know wot ter do with +myself. The doctor said I was to be rubbed with that stuff 'e give me, +but yer won't never do nothin' for me.' + +'Well, mother,' said Liza, 'your rheumatics was all right yesterday.' + +'I know wot you was doin'; you was showin' off thet new dress of +yours. Pretty waste of money thet is, instead of givin' it me ter sive +up. An' for the matter of thet, I wanted a new dress far worse than +you did. But, of course, I don't matter.' + +Liza did not answer, and Mrs. Kemp, having nothing more to say, +continued her supper in silence. + +It was Liza who spoke next. + +'There's some new people moved in the street. 'Ave you seen 'em?' she +asked. + +'No, wot are they?' + +'I dunno; I've seen a chap, a big chap with a beard. I think 'e lives +up at the other end.' + +She felt herself blushing a little. + +'No one any good you be sure,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I can't swaller these +new people as are comin' in; the street ain't wot it was when I fust +come.' + +When they had done, Mrs. Kemp got up, and having finished her half-pint +of beer, said to her daughter: + +'Put the things awy, Liza. I'm just goin' round to see Mrs. Clayton; +she's just 'ad twins, and she 'ad nine before these come. It's a pity +the Lord don't see fit ter tike some on 'em--thet's wot I say.' + +After which pious remark Mrs. Kemp went out of the house and turned +into another a few doors up. + +Liza did not clear the supper things away as she was told, but opened +the window and drew her chair to it. She leant on the sill, looking +out into the street. The sun had set, and it was twilight, the sky was +growing dark, bringing to view the twinkling stars; there was no +breeze, but it was pleasantly and restfully cool. The good folk still +sat at their doorsteps, talking as before on the same inexhaustible +subjects, but a little subdued with the approach of night. The boys +were still playing cricket, but they were mostly at the other end of +the street, and their shouts were muffled before they reached Liza's +ears. + +She sat, leaning her head on her hands, breathing in the fresh air and +feeling a certain exquisite sense of peacefulness which she was not +used to. It was Saturday evening, and she thankfully remembered that +there would be no factory on the morrow; she was glad to rest. +Somehow she felt a little tired, perhaps it was through the excitement +of the afternoon, and she enjoyed the quietness of the evening. It +seemed so tranquil and still; the silence filled her with a strange +delight, she felt as if she could sit there all through the night +looking out into the cool, dark street, and up heavenwards at the +stars. She was very happy, but yet at the same time experienced a +strange new sensation of melancholy, and she almost wished to cry. + +Suddenly a dark form stepped in front of the open window. She gave a +little shriek. + +''Oo's thet?' she asked, for it was quite dark, and she did not +recognize the man standing in front of her. + +'Me, Liza,' was the answer. + +'Tom?' + +'Yus!' + +It was a young man with light yellow hair and a little fair moustache, +which made him appear almost boyish; he was light-complexioned and +blue-eyed, and had a frank and pleasant look mingled with a curious +bashfulness that made him blush when people spoke to him. + +'Wot's up?' asked Liza. + +'Come aht for a walk, Liza, will yer?' + +'No!' she answered decisively. + +'You promised ter yesterday, Liza.' + +'Yesterday an' ter-day's two different things,' was her wise reply. + +'Yus, come on, Liza.' + +'Na, I tell yer, I won't.' + +'I want ter talk ter yer, Liza.' Her hand was resting on the +window-sill, and he put his upon it. She quickly drew it back. + +'Well, I don't want yer ter talk ter me.' + +But she did, for it was she who broke the silence. + +'Say, Tom, 'oo are them new folk as 'as come into the street? It's a +big chap with a brown beard.' + +'D'you mean the bloke as kissed yer this afternoon?' + +Liza blushed again. + +'Well, why shouldn't 'e kiss me?' she said, with some inconsequence. + +'I never said as 'ow 'e shouldn't; I only arst yer if it was the +sime.' + +'Yea, thet's 'oo I mean.' + +''Is nime is Blakeston--Jim Blakeston. I've only spoke to 'im once; +he's took the two top rooms at No. 19 'ouse.' + +'Wot's 'e want two top rooms for?' + +''Im? Oh, 'e's got a big family--five kids. Ain't yer seen 'is wife +abaht the street? She's a big, fat woman, as does 'er 'air funny.' + +'I didn't know 'e 'ad a wife.' + +There was another silence; Liza sat thinking, and Tom stood at the +window, looking at her. + +'Won't yer come aht with me, Liza?' he asked, at last. + +'Na, Tom,' she said, a little more gently, 'it's too lite.' + +'Liza,' he said, blushing to the roots of his hair. + +'Well?' + +'Liza'--he couldn't go on, and stuttered in his shyness--'Liza, +I--I--I loves yer, Liza.' + +'Garn awy!' + +He was quite brave now, and took hold of her hand. + +'Yer know, Liza, I'm earnin' twenty-three shillin's at the works now, +an' I've got some furniture as mother left me when she was took.' + +The girl said nothing. + +'Liza, will you 'ave me? I'll make yer a good 'usband, Liza, swop me +bob, I will; an' yer know I'm not a drinkin' sort. Liza, will yer +marry me?' + +'Na, Tom,' she answered quietly. + +'Oh, Liza, won't you 'ave me?' + +'Na, Tom, I can't.' + +'Why not? You've come aht walkin' with me ever since Whitsun.' + +'Ah, things is different now.' + +'You're not walkin' aht with anybody else, are you, Liza?' he asked +quickly. + +'Na, not that.' + +'Well, why won't yer, Liza? Oh Liza, I do love yer, I've never loved +anybody as I love you!' + +'Oh, I can't, Tom!' + +'There ain't no one else?' + +'Na.' + +'Then why not?' + +'I'm very sorry, Tom, but I don't love yer so as ter marry yer.' + +'Oh, Liza!' + +She could not see the look upon his face, but she heard the agony in +his voice; and, moved with sudden pity, she bent out, threw her arms +round his neck, and kissed him on both cheeks. + +'Never mind old chap!' she said. 'I'm not worth troublin' abaht.' + +And quickly drawing back, she slammed the window to, and moved into +the further part of the room. + + + + +3 + + +The following day was Sunday. Liza when she was dressing herself in +the morning, felt the hardness of fate in the impossibility of eating +one's cake and having it; she wished she had reserved her new dress, +and had still before her the sensation of a first appearance in it. +With a sigh she put on her ordinary everyday working dress, and +proceeded to get the breakfast ready, for her mother had been out late +the previous night, celebrating the new arrivals in the street, and +had the 'rheumatics' this morning. + +'Oo, my 'ead!' she was saying, as she pressed her hands on each side +of her forehead. 'I've got the neuralgy again, wot shall I do? I dunno +'ow it is, but it always comes on Sunday mornings. Oo, an' my +rheumatics, they give me sich a doin' in the night!' + +'You'd better go to the 'orspital mother.' + +'Not I!' answered the worthy lady, with great decision. 'You 'as a +dozen young chaps messin' you abaht, and lookin' at yer, and then they +tells yer ter leave off beer and spirrits. Well, wot I says, I says I +can't do withaht my glass of beer.' She thumped her pillow to +emphasize the statement. + +'Wot with the work I 'ave ter do, lookin' after you and the cookin' +and gettin' everythin' ready and doin' all the 'ouse-work, and goin' +aht charring besides--well, I says, if I don't 'ave a drop of beer, I +says, ter pull me together, I should be under the turf in no time.' + +She munched her bread-and-butter and drank her tea. + +'When you've done breakfast, Liza,' she said, 'you can give the grate +a cleanin', an' my boots'd do with a bit of polishin'. Mrs. Tike, in +the next 'ouse, 'll give yer some blackin'.' + +She remained silent for a bit, then said: + +'I don't think I shall get up ter-day. Liza. My rheumatics is bad. You +can put the room straight and cook the dinner.' + +'Arright, mother, you stay where you are, an' I'll do everythin' for +yer.' + +'Well, it's only wot yer ought to do, considerin' all the trouble +you've been ter me when you was young, and considerin' thet when you +was born the doctor thought I never should get through it. Wot 'ave +you done with your week's money, Liza?' + +'Oh, I've put it awy,' answered Liza quietly. + +'Where?' asked her mother. + +'Where it'll be safe.' + +'Where's that?' + +Liza was driven into a corner. + +'Why d'you want ter know?' she asked. + +'Why shouldn't I know; d'you think I want ter steal it from yer?' + +'Na, not thet.' + +'Well, why won't you tell me?' + +'Oh, a thing's sifer when only one person knows where it is.' + +This was a very discreet remark, but it set Mrs. Kemp in a whirlwind of +passion. She raised herself and sat up in the bed, flourishing her +clenched fist at her daughter. + +'I know wot yer mean, you ---- you!' Her language was emphatic, her +epithets picturesque, but too forcible for reproduction. 'You think +I'd steal it,' she went on. 'I know yer! D'yer think I'd go an' tike +yer dirty money?' + +'Well, mother,' said Liza, 'when I've told yer before, the money's +perspired like.' + +'Wot d'yer mean?' + +'It got less.' + +'Well, I can't 'elp thet, can I? Anyone can come in 'ere and tike the +money.' + +'If it's 'idden awy, they can't, can they, mother?' said Liza. + +Mrs. Kemp shook her fist. + +'You dirty slut, you,' she said, 'yer think I tike yer money! Why, you +ought ter give it me every week instead of savin' it up and spendin' +it on all sorts of muck, while I 'ave ter grind my very bones down to +keep yer.' + +'Yer know, mother, if I didn't 'ave a little bit saved up, we should +be rather short when you're dahn in yer luck.' + +Mrs. Kemp's money always ran out on Tuesday, and Liza had to keep +things going till the following Saturday. + +'Oh, don't talk ter me!' proceeded Mrs. Kemp. 'When I was a girl I give +all my money ter my mother. She never 'ad ter ask me for nothin'. On +Saturday when I come 'ome with my wiges, I give it 'er every farthin'. +That's wot a daughter ought ter do. I can say this for myself, I +be'aved by my mother like a gal should. None of your prodigal sons for +me! She didn't 'ave ter ask me for three 'apence ter get a drop of +beer.' + +Liza was wise in her generation; she held her tongue, and put on her +hat. + +'Now, you're goin' aht, and leavin' me; I dunno wot you get up to in +the street with all those men. No good, I'll be bound. An' 'ere am I +left alone, an' I might die for all you care.' + +In her sorrow at herself the old lady began to cry, and Liza slipped +out of the room and into the street. + +Leaning against the wall of the opposite house was Tom; he came +towards her. + +''Ulloa!' she said, as she saw him. 'Wot are you doin' 'ere?' + +'I was waitin' for you ter come aht, Liza,' he answered. + +She looked at him quickly. + +'I ain't comin' aht with yer ter-day, if thet's wot yer mean,' she +said. + +'I never thought of arskin' yer, Liza--after wot you said ter me last +night.' + +His voice was a little sad, and she felt so sorry for him. + +'But yer did want ter speak ter me, didn't yer, Tom?' she said, more +gently. + +'You've got a day off ter-morrow, ain't yer?' + +'Bank 'Oliday. Yus! Why?' + +'Why, 'cause they've got a drag startin' from the "Red Lion" that's +goin' down ter Chingford for the day--an' I'm goin'.' + +'Yus!' she said. + +He looked at her doubtfully. + +'Will yer come too, Liza? It'll be a regular beeno; there's only goin' +ter be people in the street. Eh, Liza?' + +'Na, I can't.' + +'Why not?' + +'I ain't got--I ain't got the ooftish.' + +'I mean, won't yer come with me?' + +'Na, Tom, thank yer; I can't do thet neither.' + +'Yer might as well, Liza; it wouldn't 'urt yer.' + +'Na, it wouldn't be right like; I can't come aht with yer, and then +mean nothin'! It would be doin' yer aht of an outing.' + +'I don't see why,' he said, very crestfallen. + +'I can't go on keepin' company with you--after what I said last night.' + +'I shan't enjoy it a bit without you, Liza.' + +'You git somebody else, Tom. You'll do withaht me all right.' + +She nodded to him, and walked up the street to the house of her friend +Sally. Having arrived in front of it, she put her hands to her mouth +in trumpet form, and shouted: + +''I! 'I! 'I! Sally!' + +A couple of fellows standing by copied her. + +''I! 'I! 'I! Sally!' + +'Garn!' said Liza, looking round at them. + +Sally did not appear and she repeated her call. The men imitated her, +and half a dozen took it up, so that there was enough noise to wake +the seven sleepers. + +''I! 'I! 'I! Sally!' + +A head was put out of a top window, and Liza, taking off her hat, +waved it, crying: + +'Come on dahn, Sally!' + +'Arright, old gal!' shouted the other. 'I'm comin'!' + +'So's Christmas!' was Liza's repartee. + +There was a clatter down the stairs, and Sally, rushing through the +passage, threw herself on to her friend. They began fooling, in +reminiscence of a melodrama they had lately seen together. + +'Oh, my darlin' duck!' said Liza, kissing her and pressing her, with +affected rapture, to her bosom. + +'My sweetest sweet!' replied Sally, copying her. + +'An' 'ow does your lidyship ter-day?' + +'Oh!'--with immense languor--'fust class; and is your royal 'ighness +quite well?' + +'I deeply regret,' answered Liza, 'but my royal 'ighness 'as got the +collywobbles.' + +Sally was a small, thin girl, with sandy hair and blue eyes, and a +very freckled complexion. She had an enormous mouth, with terrible, +square teeth set wide apart, which looked as if they could masticate +an iron bar. She was dressed like Liza, in a shortish black skirt and +an old-fashioned bodice, green and grey and yellow with age; her +sleeves were tucked up to the elbow, and she wore a singularly dirty +apron, that had once been white. + +'Wot 'ave you got yer 'air in them things for?' asked Liza, pointing +to the curl-papers. 'Goin' aht with yer young man ter-day?' + +'No, I'm going ter stay 'ere all day.' + +'Wot for, then?' + +'Why, 'Arry's going ter tike me ter Chingford ter-morrer.' + +'Oh? In the "Red Lion" brake?' + +'Yus. Are you goin'?' + +'Na!' + +'Not! Well, why don't you get round Tom? 'E'll tike yer, and jolly +glad 'e'll be, too.' + +''E arst me ter go with 'im, but I wouldn't.' + +'Swop me bob--why not?' + +'I ain't keeping company with 'im.' + +'Yer might 'ave gone with 'im all the sime.' + +'Na. You're goin' with 'Arry, ain't yer?' + +'Yus!' + +'An' you're goin' to 'ave 'im?' + +'Right again!' + +'Well, I couldn't go with Tom, and then throw him over.' + +'Well, you are a mug!' + +The two girls had strolled down towards the Westminster Bridge Road, +and Sally, meeting her young man, had gone to him. Liza walked back, +wishing to get home in time to cook the dinner. But she went slowly, +for she knew every dweller in the street, and as she passed the groups +sitting at their doors, as on the previous evening, but this time +mostly engaged in peeling potatoes or shelling peas, she stopped and +had a little chat. Everyone liked her, and was glad to have her +company. 'Good old Liza,' they would say, as she left them, 'she's a +rare good sort, ain't she?' + +She asked after the aches and pains of all the old people, and +delicately inquired after the babies, past and future; the children +hung on to her skirts and asked her to play with them, and she would +hold one end of the rope while tiny little ragged girls skipped, +invariably entangling themselves after two jumps. + +She had nearly reached home, when she heard a voice cry: + +'Mornin'!' + +She looked round and recognized the man whom Tom had told her was +called Jim Blakeston. He was sitting on a stool at the door of one of +the houses, playing with two young children, to whom he was giving +rides on his knee. She remembered his heavy brown beard from the day +before, and she had also an impression of great size; she noticed this +morning that he was, in fact, a big man, tall and broad, and she saw +besides that he had large, masculine features and pleasant brown eyes. +She supposed him to be about forty. + +'Mornin'!' he said again, as she stopped and looked at him. + +'Well, yer needn't look as if I was goin' ter eat yer up, 'cause I +ain't,' he said. + +''Oo are you? I'm not afeard of yer.' + +'Wot are yer so bloomin' red abaht?' he asked pointedly. + +'Well, I'm 'ot.' + +'You ain't shirty 'cause I kissed yer last night?' + +'I'm not shirty; but it was pretty cool, considerin' like as I didn't +know yer.' + +'Well, you run into my arms.' + +'Thet I didn't; you run aht and caught me.' + +'An' kissed yer before you could say "Jack Robinson".' He laughed at +the thought. 'Well, Liza,' he went on, 'seein' as 'ow I kissed yer +against yer will, the best thing you can do ter make it up is to kiss +me not against yer will.' + +'Me?' said Liza, looking at him, open-mouthed. 'Well you are a pill!' + +The children began to clamour for the riding, which had been +discontinued on Liza's approach. + +'Are them your kids?' she asked. + +'Yus; them's two on 'em.' + +''Ow many 'ave yer got?' + +'Five; the eldest gal's fifteen, and the next one 'oo's a boy's +twelve, and then there are these two and baby.' + +'Well, you've got enough for your money.' + +'Too many for me--and more comin'.' + +'Ah well,' said Liza, laughing, 'thet's your fault, ain't it?' + +Then she bade him good morning, and strolled off. + +He watched her as she went, and saw half a dozen little boys surround +her and beg her to join them in their game of cricket. They caught +hold of her arms and skirts, and pulled her to their pitch. + +'No, I can't,' she said trying to disengage herself. 'I've got the +dinner ter cook.' + +'Dinner ter cook?' shouted one small boy. 'Why, they always cooks the +cats' meat at the shop.' + +'You little so-and-so!' said Liza, somewhat inelegantly, making a dash +at him. + +He dodged her and gave a whoop; then turning he caught her round the +legs, and another boy catching hold of her round the neck they dragged +her down, and all three struggled on the ground, rolling over and +over; the other boys threw themselves on the top, so that there was a +great heap of legs and arms and heads waving and bobbing up and down. + +Liza extricated herself with some difficulty, and taking off her hat +she began cuffing the boys with it, using all the time the most lively +expressions. Then, having cleared the field, she retired victorious +into her own house and began cooking the dinner. + + + + +4 + + +Bank Holiday was a beautiful day: the cloudless sky threatened a +stifling heat for noontide, but early in the morning, when Liza got +out of bed and threw open the window, it was fresh and cool. She +dressed herself, wondering how she should spend her day; she thought +of Sally going off to Chingford with her lover, and of herself +remaining alone in the dull street with half the people away. She +almost wished it were an ordinary work-day, and that there were no +such things as bank holidays. And it seemed to be a little like two +Sundays running, but with the second rather worse than the first. Her +mother was still sleeping, and she was in no great hurry about getting +the breakfast, but stood quietly looking out of the window at the +house opposite. + +In a little while she saw Sally coming along. She was arrayed in +purple and fine linen--a very smart red dress, trimmed with velveteen, +and a tremendous hat covered with feathers. She had reaped the benefit +of keeping her hair in curl-papers since Saturday, and her sandy +fringe stretched from ear to ear. She was in enormous spirits. + +''Ulloa, Liza!' she called as soon as she saw her at the window. + +Liza looked at her a little enviously. + +''Ulloa!' she answered quietly. + +'I'm just goin' to the "Red Lion" to meet 'Arry.' + +'At what time d'yer start?' + +'The brake leaves at 'alf-past eight sharp.' + +'Why, it's only eight; it's only just struck at the church. 'Arry +won't be there yet, will he?' + +'Oh, 'e's sure ter be early. I couldn't wite. I've been witin' abaht +since 'alf-past six. I've been up since five this morning.' + +'Since five! What 'ave you been doin'?' + +'Dressin' myself and doin' my 'air. I woke up so early. I've been +dreamin' all the night abaht it. I simply couldn't sleep.' + +'Well, you are a caution!' said Liza. + +'Bust it, I don't go on the spree every day! Oh, I do 'ope I shall +enjoy myself.' + +'Why, you simply dunno where you are!' said Liza, a little crossly. + +'Don't you wish you was comin', Liza?' asked Sally. + +'Na! I could if I liked, but I don't want ter.' + +'You are a coughdrop--thet's all I can say. Ketch me refusin' when I +'ave the chanst.' + +'Well, it's done now. I ain't got the chanst any more.' Liza said this +with just a little regret in her voice. + +'Come on dahn to the "Red Lion", Liza, and see us off,' said Sally. + +'No, I'm damned if I do!' answered Liza, with some warmth. + +'You might as well. P'raps 'Arry won't be there, an' you can keep me +company till 'e comes. An' you can see the 'orses.' + +Liza was really very anxious to see the brake and the horses and the +people going; but she hesitated a little longer. Sally asked her once +again. Then she said: + +'Arright; I'll come with yer, and wite till the bloomin' old thing +starts.' + +She did not trouble to put on a hat, but just walked out as she was, +and accompanied Sally to the public-house which was getting up the +expedition. + +Although there was still nearly half an hour to wait, the brake was +drawn up before the main entrance; it was large and long, with seats +arranged crosswise, so that four people could sit on each; and it was +drawn by two powerful horses, whose harness the coachman was now +examining. Sally was not the first on the scene, for already half a +dozen people had taken their places, but Harry had not yet arrived. +The two girls stood by the public-door, looking at the preparations. +Huge baskets full of food were brought out and stowed away; cases of +beer were hoisted up and put in every possible place--under the seats, +under the driver's legs, and even beneath the brake. As more people +came up, Sally began to get excited about Harry's non-appearance. + +'I say, I wish 'e'd come!' she said. ''E is lite.' + +Then she looked up and down the Westminster Bridge Road to see if he +was in view. + +'Suppose 'e don't turn up! I will give it 'im when 'e comes for +keepin' me witin' like this.' + +'Why, there's a quarter of an hour yet,' said Liza, who saw nothing at +all to get excited about. + +At last Sally saw her lover, and rushed off to meet him. Liza was left +alone, rather disconsolate at all this bustle and preparation. She was +not sorry that she had refused Tom's invitation, but she did wish that +she had conscientiously been able to accept it. Sally and her friend +came up; attired in his Sunday best, he was a fit match for his +lady-love--he wore a shirt and collar, unusual luxuries--and be +carried under his arm a concertina to make things merry on the way. + +'Ain't you goin', Liza?' he asked in surprise at seeing her without a +hat and with her apron on. + +'Na,' said Sally, 'ain't she a soft? Tom said 'e'd tike 'er, an' she +wouldn't.' + +'Well, I'm dashed!' + +Then they climbed the ladder and took their seats, so that Liza was +left alone again. More people had come along, and the brake was nearly +full. Liza knew them all, but they were too busy taking their places +to talk to her. At last Tom came. He saw her standing there and went +up to her. + +'Won't yer change yer mind, Liza, an' come along with us?' + +'Na, Tom, I told yer I wouldn't--it's not right like.' She felt she +must repeat that to herself often. + +'I shan't enjoy it a bit without you,' he said. + +'Well, I can't 'elp it!' she answered, somewhat sullenly. + +At that moment a man came out of the public-house with a horn in his +hand; her heart gave a great jump, for if there was anything she +adored it was to drive along to the tootling of a horn. She really +felt it was very hard lines that she must stay at home when all these +people were going to have such a fine time; and they were all so +merry, and she could picture to herself so well the delights of the +drive and the picnic. She felt very much inclined to cry. But she +mustn't go, and she wouldn't go: she repeated that to herself twice as +the trumpeter gave a preliminary tootle. + +Two more people hurried along, and when they came near Liza saw that +they were Jim Blakeston and a woman whom she supposed to be his wife. + +'Are you comin', Liza?' Jim said to her. + +'No,' she answered. 'I didn't know you was goin'.' + +'I wish you was comin',' he replied, 'we shall 'ave a game.' + +She could only just keep back the sobs; she so wished she were going. +It did seem hard that she must remain behind; and all because she +wasn't going to marry Tom. After all, she didn't see why that should +prevent her; there really was no need to refuse for that. She began to +think she had acted foolishly: it didn't do anyone any good that she +refused to go out with Tom, and no one thought it anything specially +fine that she should renounce her pleasure. Sally merely thought her a +fool. + +Tom was standing by her side, silent, and looking disappointed and +rather unhappy. Jim said to her, in a low voice: + +'I am sorry you're not comin'!' + +It was too much. She did want to go so badly, and she really couldn't +resist any longer. If Tom would only ask her once more, and if she +could only change her mind reasonably and decently, she would accept; +but he stood silent, and she had to speak herself. It was very +undignified. + +'Yer know, Tom.' she said, 'I don't want ter spoil your day.' + +'Well, I don't think I shall go alone; it 'ud be so precious slow.' + +Supposing he didn't ask her again! What should she do? She looked up +at the clock on the front of the pub, and noticed that it only wanted +five minutes to the half-hour. How terrible it would be if the brake +started and he didn't ask her! Her heart beat violently against her +chest, and in her agitation she fumbled with the corner of her apron. + +'Well, what can I do, Tom dear?' + +'Why, come with me, of course. Oh. Liza, do say yes.' + +She had got the offer again, and it only wanted a little seemly +hesitation, and the thing was done. + +'I should like ter, Tom,' she said. 'But d'you think it 'ud be +arright?' + +'Yus, of course it would. Come on, Liza!' In his eagerness he clasped +her hand. + +'Well,' she remarked, looking down, 'if it'd spoil your 'oliday--.' + +'I won't go if you don't--swop me bob, I won't!' he answered. + +'Well, if I come, it won't mean that I'm keepin' company with you.' + +'Na, it won't mean anythin' you don't like.' + +'Arright!' she said. + +'You'll come?' he could hardly believe her. + +'Yus!' she answered, smiling all over her face. + +'You're a good sort, Liza! I say, 'Arry, Liza's comin'!' he shouted. + +'Liza? 'Oorray!' shouted Harry. + +''S'at right, Liza?' called Sally. + +And Liza feeling quite joyful and light of heart called back: + +'Yus!' + +''Oorray!' shouted Sally in answer. + +'Thet's right, Liza,' called Jim; and he smiled pleasantly as she +looked at him. + +'There's just room for you two 'ere,' said Harry, pointing to the +vacant places by his side. + +'Arright!' said Tom. + +'I must jest go an' get a 'at an' tell mother,' said Liza. + +'There's just three minutes. Be quick!' answered Tom, and as she +scampered off as hard as she could go, he shouted to the coachman: +''Old 'ard; there' another passenger comin' in a minute.' + +'Arright, old cock,' answered the coachman: 'no 'urry!' + +Liza rushed into the room, and called to her mother, who was still +asleep: + +'Mother! mother! I'm going to Chingford!' + +Then tearing off her old dress she slipped into her gorgeous violet +one; she kicked off her old ragged shoes and put on her new boots. She +brushed her hair down and rapidly gave her fringe a twirl and a +twist--it was luckily still moderately in curl from the previous +Saturday--and putting on her black hat with all the feathers, she +rushed along the street, and scrambling up the brake steps fell +panting on Tom's lap. + +The coachman cracked his whip, the trumpeter tootled his horn, and +with a cry and a cheer from the occupants, the brake clattered down +the road. + + + + +5 + + +As soon as Liza had recovered herself she started examining the people +on the brake; and first of all she took stock of the woman whom Jim +Blakeston had with him. + +'This is my missus!' said Jim, pointing to her with his thumb. + +'You ain't been dahn in the street much, 'ave yer?' said Liza, by way +of making the acquaintance. + +'Na,' answered Mrs. Blakeston, 'my youngster's been dahn with the +measles, an' I've 'ad my work cut out lookin' after 'im.' + +'Oh, an' is 'e all right now?' + +'Yus, 'e's gettin' on fine, an' Jim wanted ter go ter Chingford +ter-day, an' 'e says ter me, well, 'e says, "You come along ter +Chingford, too; it'll do you good." An' 'e says, "You can leave +Polly"--she's my eldest, yer know--"you can leave Polly," says 'e, +"ter look after the kids." So I says, "Well, I don't mind if I do," +says I.' + +Meanwhile Liza was looking at her. First she noticed her dress: she +wore a black cloak and a funny, old-fashioned black bonnet; then +examining the woman herself, she saw a middle-sized, stout person +anywhere between thirty and forty years old. She had a large, fat face +with a big mouth, and her hair was curiously done, parted in the +middle and plastered down on each side of the head in little plaits. +One could see that she was a woman of great strength, notwithstanding +evident traces of hard work and much child-bearing. + +Liza knew all the other passengers, and now that everyone was settled +down and had got over the excitement of departure, they had time to +greet one another. They were delighted to have Liza among them, for +where she was there was no dullness. Her attention was first of all +taken up by a young coster who had arrayed himself in the traditional +costume--grey suit, tight trousers, and shiny buttons in profusion. + +'Wot cheer, Bill!' she cried to him. + +'Wot cheer, Liza!' he answered. + +'You are got up dossy, you'll knock 'em.' + +'Na then, Liza Kemp,' said his companion, turning round with mock +indignation, 'you let my Johnny alone. If you come gettin' round 'im +I'll give you wot for.' + +'Arright, Clary Sharp, I don't want 'im,' answered Liza. 'I've got one +of my own, an' thet's a good 'andful--ain't it, Tom?' + +Tom was delighted, and, unable to find a repartee, in his pleasure +gave Liza a great nudge with his elbow. + +''Oo, I say,' said Liza, putting her hand to her side. 'Tike care of +my ribs; you'll brike 'em.' + +'Them's not yer ribs,' shouted a candid friend--'them's yer +whale-bones yer afraid of breakin'.' + +'Garn!' + +''Ave yer got whale-bones?' said Tom, with affected simplicity, +putting his arm round her waist to feel. + +'Na, then,' she said, 'keep off the grass!' + +'Well, I only wanted ter know if you'd got any.' + +'Garn; yer don't git round me like thet.' + +He still kept as he was. + +'Na then,' she repeated, 'tike yer 'and away. If yer touch me there +you'll 'ave ter marry me.' + +'Thet's just wot I wants ter do, Liza!' + +'Shut it!' she answered cruelly, and drew his arm away from her waist. + +The horses scampered on, and the man behind blew his horn with vigour. + +'Don't bust yerself, guv'nor!' said one of the passengers to him when +he made a particularly discordant sound. They drove along eastwards, +and as the hour grew later the streets became more filled and the +traffic greater. At last they got on the road to Chingford, and caught +up numbers of other vehicles going in the same direction--donkey-shays, +pony-carts, tradesmen's carts, dog-carts, drags, brakes, every +conceivable kind of wheel thing, all filled with people, the +wretched donkey dragging along four solid rate-payers to the pair +of stout horses easily managing a couple of score. They exchanged +cheers and greetings as they passed, the 'Red Lion' brake being +noticeable above all for its uproariousness. As the day wore on +the sun became hotter, and the road seemed more dusty and threw up a +greater heat. + +'I am getting 'ot!' was the common cry, and everyone began to puff and +sweat. + +The ladies removed their cloaks and capes, and the men, following +their example, took off their coats and sat in their shirt-sleeves. +Whereupon ensued much banter of a not particularly edifying kind +respecting the garments which each person would like to remove--which +showed that the innuendo of French farce is not so unknown to the +upright, honest Englishman as might be supposed. + +At last came in sight the half-way house, where the horses were to +have a rest and a sponge down. They had been talking of it for the +last quarter of a mile, and when at length it was observed on the top +of a hill a cheer broke out, and some thirsty wag began to sing 'Rule +Britannia', whilst others burst forth with a different national ditty, +'Beer, Glorious Beer!' They drew up before the pub entrance, and all +climbed down as quickly as they could. The bar was besieged, and +potmen and barmaids were quickly busy drawing beer and handing it over +to the eager folk outside. + +THE IDYLL OF CORYDON AND PHYLLIS. + +Gallantry ordered that the faithful swain and the amorous shepherdess +should drink out of one and the same pot. + +''Urry up an' 'ave your whack,' said Corydon, politely handing the +foaming bowl for his fair one to drink from. + +Phyllis, without replying, raised it to her lips and drank deep. The +swain watched anxiously. + +''Ere, give us a chanst!' he said, as the pot was raised higher and +higher and its contents appeared to be getting less and less. + +At this the amorous shepherdess stopped and handed the pot to her +lover. + +'Well, I'm dashed!' said Corydon, looking into it; and added: 'I guess +you know a thing or two.' Then with courtly grace putting his own lips +to the place where had been those of his beloved, finished the pint. + +'Go' lumme!' remarked the shepherdess, smacking her lips, 'that was +somethin' like!' And she put out her tongue and licked her lips, and +then breathed deeply. + +The faithful swain having finished, gave a long sigh, and said: + +'Well, I could do with some more!' + +'For the matter of thet, I could do with a gargle!' + +Thus encouraged, the gallant returned to the bar, and soon brought out +a second pint. + +'You 'ave fust pop,' amorously remarked Phyllis, and he took a long +drink and handed the pot to her. + +She, with maiden modesty, turned it so as to have a different part to +drink from; but he remarked as he saw her: + +'You are bloomin' particular.' + +Then, unwilling to grieve him, she turned it back again and applied +her ruby lips to the place where his had been. + +'Now we shan't be long!' she remarked, as she handed him back the pot. + +The faithful swain took out of his pocket a short clay pipe, blew +through it, filled it, and began to smoke, while Phyllis sighed at the +thought of the cool liquid gliding down her throat, and with the +pleasing recollection gently stroked her stomach. Then Corydon spat, +and immediately his love said: + +'I can spit farther than thet.' + +'I bet yer yer can't.' + +She tried, and did. He collected himself and spat again, further than +before, she followed him, and in this idyllic contest they remained +till the tootling horn warned them to take their places. + + * * * * * + +At last they reached Chingford, and here the horses were taken out and +the drag, on which they were to lunch, drawn up in a sheltered spot. +They were all rather hungry, but as it was not yet feeding-time, they +scattered to have drinks meanwhile. Liza and Tom, with Sally and her +young man, went off together to the nearest public-house, and as they +drank beer, Harry, who was a great sportsman, gave them a graphic +account of a prize-fight he had seen on the previous Saturday evening, +which had been rendered specially memorable by one man being so hurt +that he had died from the effects. It had evidently been a very fine +affair, and Harry said that several swells from the West End had been +present, and he related their ludicrous efforts to get in without +being seen by anyone, and their terror when someone to frighten them +called out 'Copper!' Then Tom and he entered into a discussion on the +subject of boxing, in which Tom, being a shy and undogmatic sort of +person, was entirely worsted. After this they strolled back to the +brake, and found things being prepared for luncheon; the hampers were +brought out and emptied, and the bottles of beer in great profusion +made many a thirsty mouth thirstier. + +'Come along, lidies an' gentlemen--if you are gentlemen,' shouted the +coachman; 'the animals is now goin' ter be fed!' + +'Garn awy,' answered somebody, 'we're not hanimals; we don't drink +water.' + +'You're too clever,' remarked the coachman; 'I can see you've just +come from the board school.' + +As the former speaker was a lady of quite mature appearance, the +remark was not without its little irony. The other man blew his horn +by way of grace, at which Liza called out to him: + +'Don't do thet, you'll bust, I know you will, an' if you bust you'll +quite spoil my dinner!' + +Then they all set to. Pork-pies, saveloys, sausages, cold potatoes, +hard-boiled eggs, cold bacon, veal, ham, crabs and shrimps, cheese, +butter, cold suet-puddings and treacle, gooseberry-tarts, +cherry-tarts, butter, bread, more sausages, and yet again pork-pies! +They devoured the provisions like ravening beasts, stolidly, silently, +earnestly, in large mouthfuls which they shoved down their throats +unmasticated. The intelligent foreigner seeing them thus dispose of +their food would have understood why England is a great nation. He +would have understood why Britons never, never will be slaves. They +never stopped except to drink, and then at each gulp they emptied +their glass; no heel-taps! And still they ate, and still they +drank--but as all things must cease, they stopped at last, and a long +sigh of content broke from their two-and-thirty throats. + +Then the gathering broke up, and the good folk paired themselves and +separated. Harry and his lady strolled off to secluded byways in the +forest, so that they might discourse of their loves and digest their +dinner. Tom had all the morning been waiting for this happy moment; he +had counted on the expansive effect of a full stomach to thaw his +Liza's coldness, and he had pictured himself sitting on the grass with +his back against the trunk of a spreading chestnut-tree, with his arm +round his Liza's waist, and her head resting affectionately on his +manly bosom. Liza, too, had foreseen the separation into couples after +dinner, and had been racking her brains to find a means of getting out +of it. + +'I don't want 'im slobberin' abaht me,' she said; 'it gives me the +sick, all this kissin' an' cuddlin'!' + +She scarcely knew why she objected to his caresses; but they bored her +and made her cross. But luckily the blessed institution of marriage +came to her rescue, for Jim and his wife naturally had no particular +desire to spend the afternoon together, and Liza, seeing a little +embarrassment on their part, proposed that they should go for a walk +together in the forest. + +Jim agreed at once, and with pleasure, but Tom was dreadfully +disappointed. He hadn't the courage to say anything, but he glared at +Blakeston. Jim smiled benignly at him, and Tom began to sulk. Then +they began a funny walk through the woods. Jim tried to go on with +Liza, and Liza was not at all disinclined to this, for she had come to +the conclusion that Jim, notwithstanding his 'cheek', was not ''alf a +bad sort'. But Tom kept walking alongside of them, and as Jim slightly +quickened his pace so as to get Liza on in front, Tom quickened his, +and Mrs. Blakeston, who didn't want to be left behind, had to break +into a little trot to keep up with them. Jim tried also to get Liza +all to himself in the conversation, and let Tom see that he was out in +the cold, but Tom would break in with cross, sulky remarks, just to +make the others uncomfortable. Liza at last got rather vexed with him. + +'Strikes me you got aht of bed the wrong way this mornin',' she said +to him. + +'Yer didn't think thet when yer said you'd come aht with me.' He +emphasized the 'me'. + +Liza shrugged her shoulders. + +'You give me the 'ump,' she said. 'If yer wants ter mike a fool of +yerself, you can go elsewhere an' do it.' + +'I suppose yer want me ter go awy now,' he said angrily. + +'I didn't say I did.' + +'Arright, Liza, I won't stay where I'm not wanted.' And turning on +his heel he marched off, striking through the underwood into the midst +of the forest. + +He felt extremely unhappy as he wandered on, and there was a choky +feeling in his throat as he thought of Liza: she was very unkind and +ungrateful, and he wished he had never come to Chingford. She might so +easily have come for a walk with him instead of going with that beast +of a Blakeston; she wouldn't ever do anything for him, and he hated +her--but all the same, he was a poor foolish thing in love, and he +began to feel that perhaps he had been a little exacting and a little +forward to take offence. And then he wished he had never said +anything, and he wanted so much to see her and make it up. He made his +way back to Chingford, hoping she would not make him wait too long. + +Liza was a little surprised when Tom turned and left them. + +'Wot 'as 'e got the needle abaht?' she said. + +'Why, 'e's jealous,' answered Jim, with a laugh. + +'Tom jealous?' + +'Yus; 'e's jealous of me.' + +'Well, 'e ain't got no cause ter be jealous of anyone--that 'e ain't!' +said Liza, and continued by telling him all about Tom: how he had +wanted to marry her and she wouldn't have him, and how she had only +agreed to come to Chingford with him on the understanding that she +should preserve her entire freedom. Jim listened sympathetically, but +his wife paid no attention; she was doubtless engaged in thought +respecting her household or her family. + +When they got back to Chingford they saw Tom standing in solitude +looking at them. Liza was struck by the woebegone expression on his +face; she felt she had been cruel to him, and leaving the Blakestons +went up to him. + +'I say, Tom,' she said, 'don't tike on so; I didn't mean it.' + +He was bursting to apologize for his behaviour. + +'Yer know, Tom,' she went on, 'I'm rather 'asty, an' I'm sorry I said +wot I did.' + +'Oh, Liza, you are good! You ain't cross with me?' + +'Me? Na; it's you thet oughter be cross.' + +'You are a good sort, Liza!' + +'You ain't vexed with me?' + +'Give me Liza every time; that's wot I say,' he answered, as his face +lit up. 'Come along an' 'ave tea, an' then we'll go for a +donkey-ride.' + +The donkey-ride was a great success. Liza was a little afraid at +first, so Tom walked by her side to take care of her, she screamed the +moment the beast began to trot, and clutched hold of Tom to save +herself from falling, and as he felt her hand on his shoulder, and +heard her appealing cry: 'Oh, do 'old me! I'm fallin'!' he felt that +he had never in his life been so deliciously happy. The whole party +joined in, and it was proposed that they should have races; but in the +first heat, when the donkeys broke into a canter, Liza fell off into +Tom's arms and the donkeys scampered on without her. + +'I know wot I'll do,' she said, when the runaway had been recovered. +'I'll ride 'im straddlewyse.' + +'Garn!' said Sally, 'yer can't with petticoats.' + +'Yus, I can, an' I will too!' + +So another donkey was procured, this time with a man's saddle, and +putting her foot in the stirrup, she cocked her leg over and took her +seat triumphantly. Neither modesty nor bashfulness was to be reckoned +among Liza's faults, and in this position she felt quite at ease. + +'I'll git along arright now, Tom,' she said; 'you garn and +git yerself a moke, and come an' jine in.' + +The next race was perfectly uproarious. Liza kicked and beat her +donkey with all her might, shrieking and laughing the white, and +finally came in winner by a length. After that they felt rather warm +and dry, and repaired to the public-house to restore themselves and +talk over the excitements of the racecourse. + +When they had drunk several pints of beer Liza and Sally, with their +respective adorers and the Blakestons, walked round to find other +means of amusing themselves; they were arrested by a coconut-shy. + +'Oh, let's 'ave a shy!' said Liza, excitedly, at which the unlucky men +had to pull out their coppers, while Sally and Liza made ludicrously +bad shots at the coconuts. + +'It looks so bloomin' easy,' said Liza, brushing up her hair, 'but I +can't 'it the blasted thing. You 'ave a shot, Tom.' + +He and Harry were equally unskilful, but Jim got three coconuts +running, and the proprietors of the show began to look on him with +some concern. + +'You are a dab at it,' said Liza, in admiration. + +They tried to induce Mrs. Blakeston to try her luck, but she stoutly +refused. + +'I don't old with such foolishness. It's wiste of money ter me,' she +said. + +'Na then, don't crack on, old tart,' remarked her husband, 'let's go +an' eat the coconuts.' + +There was one for each couple, and after the ladies had sucked the +juice they divided them and added their respective shares to their +dinners and teas. Supper came next. Again they fell to sausage-rolls, +boiled eggs, and saveloys, and countless bottles of beer were added to +those already drunk. + +'I dunno 'ow many bottles of beer I've drunk--I've lost count,' said +Liza; whereat there was a general laugh. + +They still had an hour before the brake was to start back, and it was +then the concertinas came in useful. They sat down on the grass, and +the concert was begun by Harry, who played a solo; then there was a +call for a song, and Jim stood up and sang that ancient ditty, 'O dem +Golden Kippers, O'. There was no shyness in the company, and Liza, +almost without being asked, gave another popular comic song. Then +there was more concertina playing, and another demand for a song. Liza +turned to Tom, who was sitting quietly by her side. + +'Give us a song, old cock,' she said. + +'I can't,' he answered. 'I'm not a singin' sort.' At which Blakeston +got up and offered to sing again. + +'Tom is rather a soft,' said Liza to herself, 'not like that cove +Blakeston.' + +They repaired to the public-house to have a few last drinks before the +brake started, and when the horn blew to warn them, rather unsteadily, +they proceeded to take their places. + +Liza, as she scrambled up the steps, said: 'Well, I believe I'm +boozed.' + +The coachman had arrived at the melancholy stage of intoxication, and +was sitting on his box holding his reins, with his head bent on his +chest. He was thinking sadly of the long-lost days of his youth, and +wishing he had been a better man. + +Liza had no respect for such holy emotions, and she brought down her +fist on the crown of his hat, and bashed it over his eyes. + +'Na then, old jellybelly,' she said, 'wot's the good of 'avin' a fice +as long as a kite?' + +He turned round and smote her. + +'Jellybelly yerself!' said he. + +'Puddin' fice!' she cried. + +'Kite fice!' + +'Boss eye!' + +She was tremendously excited, laughing and singing, keeping the whole +company in an uproar. In her jollity she had changed hats with Tom, +and he in her big feathers made her shriek with laughter. When they +started they began to sing 'For 'e's a jolly good feller', making the +night resound with their noisy voices. + +Liza and Tom and the Blakestons had got a seat together, Liza being +between the two men. Tom was perfectly happy, and only wished that +they might go on so for ever. Gradually as they drove along they +became quieter, their singing ceased, and they talked in undertones. +Some of them slept; Sally and her young man were leaning up against +one another, slumbering quite peacefully. The night was beautiful, the +sky still blue, very dark, scattered over with countless brilliant +stars, and Liza, as she looked up at the heavens, felt a certain +emotion, as if she wished to be taken in someone's arms, or feel some +strong man's caress; and there was in her heart a strange sensation as +though it were growing big. She stopped speaking, and all four were +silent. Then slowly she felt Tom's arm steal round her waist, +cautiously, as though it were afraid of being there; this time both +she and Tom were happy. But suddenly there was a movement on the other +side of her, a hand was advanced along her leg, and her hand was +grasped and gently pressed. It was Jim Blakeston. She started a little +and began trembling so that Tom noticed it, and whispered: + +'You're cold, Liza.' + +'Na, I'm not, Tom; it's only a sort of shiver thet went through me.' + +His arm gave her waist a squeeze, and at the same time the big rough +hand pressed her little one. And so she sat between them till they +reached the 'Red Lion' in the Westminster Bridge Road, and Tom said to +himself: 'I believe she does care for me after all.' + +When they got down they all said good night, and Sally and Liza, with +their respective slaves and the Blakestons, marched off homewards. At +the corner of Vere Street Harry said to Tom and Blakeston: + +'I say, you blokes, let's go an' 'ave another drink before closin' +time.' + +'I don't mind,' said Tom, 'after we've took the gals 'ome.' + +'Then we shan't 'ave time, it's just on closin' time now.' answered +Harry. + +'Well, we can't leave 'em 'ere.' + +'Yus, you can,' said Sally. 'No one'll run awy with us.' + +Tom did not want to part from Liza, but she broke in with: + +'Yus, go on, Tom. Sally an' me'll git along arright, an' you ain't got +too much time.' + +'Yus, good night, 'Arry,' said Sally to settle the matter. + +'Good night, old gal,' he answered, 'give us another slobber.' + +And she, not at all unwilling, surrendered herself to him, while he +imprinted two sounding kisses on her cheeks. + +'Good night, Tom,' said Liza, holding out her hand. + +'Good night, Liza,' he answered, taking it, but looking very wistfully +at her. + +She understood, and with a kindly smile lifted up her face to him. He +bent down and, taking her in his arms, kissed her passionately. + +'You do kiss nice, Liza,' he said, making the others laugh. + +'Thanks for tikin' me aht, old man,' she said as they parted. + +'Arright, Liza,' he answered, and added, almost to himself: 'God bless +yer!' + +''Ulloa, Blakeston, ain't you comin'?' said Harry, seeing that Jim was +walking off with his wife instead of joining him and Tom. + +'Na,' he answered, 'I'm goin' 'ome. I've got ter be up at five +ter-morrer.' + +'You are a chap!' said Harry, disgustedly, strolling off with Tom to +the pub, while the others made their way down the sleeping street. + +The house where Sally lived came first, and she left them; then, +walking a few yards more, they came to the Blakestons', and after a +little talk at the door Liza bade the couple good night, and was left +to walk the rest of the way home. The street was perfectly silent, and +the lamp-posts, far apart, threw a dim light which only served to make +Lisa realize her solitude. There was such a difference between the +street at midday, with its swarms of people, and now, when there was +neither sound nor soul besides herself, that even she was struck by +it. The regular line of houses on either side, with the even pavements +and straight, cemented road, seemed to her like some desert place, as +if everyone were dead, or a fire had raged and left it all desolate. +Suddenly she heard a footstep, she started and looked back. It was a +man hurrying behind her, and in a moment she had recognized Jim. He +beckoned to her, and in a low voice called: + +'Liza!' + +She stopped till he had come up to her. + +'Wot 'ave yer come aht again for?' she said. + +'I've come aht ter say good night to you, Liza,' he answered. + +'But yer said good night a moment ago.' + +'I wanted to say it again--properly.' + +'Where's yer missus?' + +'Oh, she's gone in. I said I was dry and was goin' ter 'ave a drink +after all.' + +'But she'll know yer didn't go ter the pub.' + +'Na, she won't, she's gone straight upstairs to see after the kid. I +wanted ter see yer alone, Liza.' + +'Why?' + +He didn't answer, but tried to take hold of her hand. She drew it away +quickly. They walked in silence till they came to Liza's house. + +'Good night,' said Liza. + +'Won't you come for a little walk, Liza?' + +'Tike care no one 'ears you,' she added, in a whisper, though why she +whispered she did not know. + +'Will yer?' he asked again. + +'Na--you've got to get up at five.' + +'Oh, I only said thet not ter go inter the pub with them.' + +'So as yer might come 'ere with me?' asked Liza. + +'Yus!' + +'No, I'm not comin'. Good night.' + +'Well, say good night nicely.' + +'Wot d'yer mean?' + +'Tom said you did kiss nice.' + +She looked at him without speaking, and in a moment he had clasped his +arms round her, almost lifting her off her feet, and kissed her. She +turned her face away. + +'Give us yer lips, Liza,' he whispered--'give us yer lips.' + +He turned her face without resistance and kissed her on the mouth. + +At last she tore herself from him, and opening the door slid away into +the house. + + + + +6 + + +Next morning on her way to the factory Liza came up with Sally. They +were both of them rather stale and bedraggled after the day's outing; +their fringes were ragged and untidily straying over their foreheads, +their back hair, carelessly tied in a loose knot, fell over their +necks and threatened completely to come down. Liza had not had time to +put her hat on, and was holding it in her hand. Sally's was pinned on +sideways, and she had to bash it down on her head every now and then +to prevent its coming off. Cinderella herself was not more transformed +than they were; but Cinderella even in her rags was virtuously tidy +and patched up, while Sally had a great tear in her shabby dress, and +Liza's stockings were falling over her boots. + +'Wot cheer, Sal!' said Liza, when she caught her up. + +'Oh, I 'ave got sich a 'ead on me this mornin'!' she remarked, turning +round a pale face: heavily lined under the eyes. + +'I don't feel too chirpy neither,' said Liza, sympathetically. + +'I wish I 'adn't drunk so much beer,' added Sally, as a pang shot +through her head. + +'Oh, you'll be arright in a bit,' said Liza. Just then they heard the +clock strike eight, and they began to run so that they might not miss +getting their tokens and thereby their day's pay; they turned into the +street at the end of which was the factory, and saw half a hundred +women running like themselves to get in before it was too late. + +All the morning Liza worked in a dead-and-alive sort of fashion, her +head like a piece of lead with electric shocks going through it when +she moved, and her tongue and mouth hot and dry. At last lunch-time +came. + +'Come on, Sal,' said Liza, 'I'm goin' to 'ave a glass o' bitter. I +can't stand this no longer.' + +So they entered the public-house opposite, and in one draught finished +their pots. Liza gave a long sigh of relief. + +'That bucks you up, don't it?' + +'I was dry! I ain't told yer yet, Liza, 'ave I? 'E got it aht last +night.' + +'Who d'yer mean?' + +'Why, 'Arry. 'E spit it aht at last.' + +'Arst yer ter nime the day?' said Liza, smiling. + +'Thet's it.' + +'And did yer?' + +'Didn't I jest!' answered Sally, with some emphasis. 'I always told +yer I'd git off before you.' + +'Yus!' said Liza, thinking. + +'Yer know, Liza, you'd better tike Tom; 'e ain't a bad sort.' She was +quite patronizing. + +'I'm goin' ter tike 'oo I like; an' it ain't nobody's business but +mine.' + +'Arright, Liza, don't get shirty over it; I don't mean no offence.' + +'What d'yer say it for then?' + +'Well, I thought as seeing as yer'd gone aht with 'im yesterday thet +yer meant ter after all.' + +''E wanted ter tike me; I didn't arsk 'im.' + +'Well, I didn't arsk my 'Arry, either.' + +'I never said yer did,' replied Liza. + +'Oh, you've got the 'ump, you 'ave!' finished Sally, rather angrily. + +The beer had restored Liza: she went back to work without a headache, +and, except for a slight languor, feeling no worse for the previous +day's debauch. As she worked on she began going over in her mind the +events of the preceding day, and she found entwined in all her +thoughts the burly person of Jim Blakeston. She saw him walking by her +side in the Forest, presiding over the meals, playing the concertina, +singing, joking, and finally, on the drive back, she felt the heavy +form by her side, and the big, rough hand holding hers, while Tom's +arm was round her waist. Tom! That was the first time he had entered +her mind, and he sank into a shadow beside the other. Last of all she +remembered the walk home from the pub, the good nights, and the rapid +footsteps as Jim caught her up, and the kiss. She blushed and looked +up quickly to see whether any of the girls were looking at her; she +could not help thinking of that moment when he took her in his arms; +she still felt the roughness of his beard pressing on her mouth. Her +heart seemed to grow larger in her breast, and she caught for breath +as she threw back her head as if to receive his lips again. A shudder +ran through her from the vividness of the thought. + +'Wot are you shiverin' for, Liza?' asked one of the girls. 'You ain't +cold.' + +'Not much,' answered Liza, blushing awkwardly on her meditations being +broken into. 'Why, I'm sweatin' so--I'm drippin' wet.' + +'I expect yer caught cold in the Faurest yesterday.' + +'I see your mash as I was comin' along this mornin'.' + +Liza stared a little. + +'I ain't got one, 'oo d'yer mean, ay?' + +'Yer only Tom, of course. 'E did look washed aht. Wot was yer doin' +with 'im yesterday?' + +''E ain't got nothin' ter do with me, 'e ain't.' + +'Garn, don't you tell me!' + +The bell rang, and, throwing over their work, the girls trooped off, +and after chattering in groups outside the factory gates for a while, +made their way in different directions to their respective homes. Liza +and Sally went along together. + +'I sy, we are comin' aht!' cried Sally, seeing the advertisement of a +play being acted at the neighbouring theatre. + +'I should like ter see thet!' said Liza, as they stood arm-in-arm in +front of the flaring poster. It represented two rooms and a passage in +between; in one room a dead man was lying on the floor, while two +others were standing horror-stricken, listening to a youth who was in +the passage, knocking at the door. + +'You see, they've 'killed im,' said Sally, excitedly. + +'Yus, any fool can see thet! an' the one ahtside, wot's 'e doin' of?' + +'Ain't 'e beautiful? I'll git my 'Arry ter tike me, I will. I should +like ter see it. 'E said 'e'd tike me to the ply.' + +They strolled on again, and Liza, leaving Sally, made her way to her +mother's. She knew she must pass Jim's house, and wondered whether she +would see him. But as she walked along the street she saw Tom coming +the opposite way; with a sudden impulse she turned back so as not to +meet him, and began walking the way she had come. Then thinking +herself a fool for what she had done, she turned again and walked +towards him. She wondered if she had seen her or noticed her movement, +but when she looked down the street he was nowhere to be seen; he had +not caught sight of her, and had evidently gone in to see a mate in +one or other of the houses. She quickened her step, and passing the +house where lived Jim, could not help looking up; he was standing at +the door watching her, with a smile on his lips. + +'I didn't see yer, Mr. Blakeston,' she said, as he came up to her. + +'Didn't yer? Well, I knew yer would; an' I was witin' for yer ter look +up. I see yer before ter-day.' + +'Na, when?' + +'I passed be'ind yer as you an' thet other girl was lookin' at the +advertisement of thet ply.' + +'I never see yer.' + +'Na, I know yer didn't. I 'ear yer say, you says: "I should like to +see thet."' + +'Yus, an' I should too.' + +'Well, I'll tike yer.' + +'You?' + +'Yus; why not?' + +'I like thet; wot would yer missus sy?' + +'She wouldn't know.' + +'But the neighbours would!' + +'No they wouldn't, no one 'd see us.' + +He was speaking in a low voice so that people could not hear. + +'You could meet me ahtside the theatre,' he went on. + +'Na, I couldn't go with you; you're a married man.' + +'Garn! wot's the matter--jest ter go ter the ply? An' besides, my +missus can't come if she wanted, she's got the kids ter look after.' + +'I should like ter see it,' said Liza meditatively. + +They had reached her house, and Jim said: + +'Well, come aht this evenin' and tell me if yer will--eh, Liza?' + +'Na, I'm not comin' aht this evening.' + +'Thet won't 'urt yer. I shall wite for yer.' + +''Tain't a bit of good your witing', 'cause I shan't come.' + +'Well, then, look 'ere, Liza; next Saturday night's the last night, +an' I shall go to the theatre, any'ow. An' if you'll come, you just +come to the door at 'alf-past six, an' you'll find me there. See?' + +'Na, I don't,' said Liza, firmly. + +'Well, I shall expect yer.' + +'I shan't come, so you needn't expect.' And with that she walked into +the house and slammed the door behind her. + +Her mother had not come in from her day's charing, and Liza set about +getting her tea. She thought it would be rather lonely eating it +alone, so pouring out a cup of tea and putting a little condensed milk +into it, she cut a huge piece of bread-and-butter, and sat herself +down outside on the doorstep. Another woman came downstairs, and +seeing Liza, sat down by her side and began to talk. + +'Why, Mrs. Stanley, wot 'ave yer done to your 'ead?' asked Liza, +noticing a bandage round her forehead. + +'I 'ad an accident last night,' answered the woman, blushing uneasily. + +'Oh, I am sorry! Wot did yer do to yerself?' + +'I fell against the coal-scuttle and cut my 'ead open.' + +'Well, I never!' + +'To tell yer the truth, I 'ad a few words with my old man. But one +doesn't like them things to get abaht; yer won't tell anyone, will +yer?' + +'Not me!' answered Liza. 'I didn't know yer husband was like thet.' + +'Oh, 'e's as gentle as a lamb when 'e's sober,' said Mrs. Stanley, +apologetically. 'But, Lor' bless yer, when 'e's 'ad a drop too much +'e's a demond, an' there's no two ways abaht it.' + +'An' you ain't been married long neither?' said Liza. + +'Na, not above eighteen months; ain't it disgriceful? Thet's wot the +doctor at the 'orspital says ter me. I 'ad ter go ter the 'orspital. +You should have seen 'ow it bled!--it bled all dahn' my fice, and went +streamin' like a bust waterpipe. Well, it fair frightened my old man, +an' I says ter 'im, "I'll charge yer," an' although I was bleedin' +like a bloomin' pig I shook my fist at 'im, an' I says, "I'll charge +ye--see if I don't!" An' 'e says, "Na," says 'e, "don't do thet, for +God's sike, Kitie, I'll git three months." "An' serve yer damn well +right!" says I, an' I went aht an' left 'im. But, Lor' bless yer, I +wouldn't charge 'im! I know 'e don't mean it; 'e's as gentle as a lamb +when 'e's sober.' She smiled quite affectionately as she said this. + +'Wot did yer do, then?' asked Liza. + +'Well, as I wos tellin' yer, I went to the 'orspital, an' the doctor +'e says to me, "My good woman," says 'e, "you might have been very +seriously injured." An' me not been married eighteen months! An' as I +was tellin' the doctor all about it, "Missus," 'e says ter me, lookin' +at me straight in the eyeball. "Missus," says 'e, "'ave you been +drinkin'?" "Drinkin'?" says I; "no! I've 'ad a little drop, but as for +drinkin'! Mind," says I, "I don't say I'm a teetotaller--I'm not, I +'ave my glass of beer, and I like it. I couldn't do withaht it, wot +with the work I 'ave, I must 'ave somethin' ter keep me tergether. But +as for drinkin' 'eavily! Well! I can say this, there ain't a soberer +woman than myself in all London. Why, my first 'usband never touched a +drop. Ah, my first 'usband, 'e was a beauty, 'e was."' + +She stopped the repetition of her conversation and addressed herself +to Liza. + +''E was thet different ter this one. 'E was a man as 'ad seen better +days. 'E was a gentleman!' She mouthed the word and emphasized it with +an expressive nod. + +''E was a gentleman and a Christian. 'E'd been in good circumstances +in 'is time; an' 'e was a man of education and a teetotaller, for +twenty-two years.' + +At that moment Liza's mother appeared on the scene. + +'Good evenin', Mrs. Stanley,' she said, politely. + +'The sime ter you, Mrs. Kemp.' replied that lady, with equal courtesy. + +'An' 'ow is your poor 'ead?' asked Liza's mother, with sympathy. + +'Oh, it's been achin' cruel. I've hardly known wot ter do with +myself.' + +'I'm sure 'e ought ter be ashimed of 'imself for treatin' yer like +thet.' + +'Oh, it wasn't 'is blows I minded so much, Mrs. Kemp,' replied Mrs. +Stanley, 'an' don't you think it. It was wot 'e said ter me. I can +stand a blow as well as any woman. I don't mind thet, an' when 'e +don't tike a mean advantage of me I can stand up for myself an' give +as good as I tike; an' many's the time I give my fust husband a black +eye. But the language 'e used, an' the things 'e called me! It made me +blush to the roots of my 'air; I'm not used ter bein' spoken ter like +thet. I was in good circumstances when my fust 'usband was alive, 'e +earned between two an' three pound a week, 'e did. As I said to 'im +this mornin', "'Ow a gentleman can use sich language, I dunno."' + +''Usbands is cautions, 'owever good they are,' said Mrs. Kemp, +aphoristically. 'But I mustn't stay aht 'ere in the night air.' + +''As yer rheumatism been troublin' yer litely?' asked Mrs. Stanley. + +'Oh, cruel. Liza rubs me with embrocation every night, but it torments +me cruel.' + +Mrs. Kemp then went into the house, and Liza remained talking to Mrs. +Stanley, she, too, had to go in, and Liza was left alone. Some while +she spent thinking of nothing, staring vacantly in front of her, +enjoying the cool and quiet of the evening. But Liza could not be left +alone long, several boys came along with a bat and a ball, and fixed +upon the road just in front of her for their pitch. Taking off their +coats they piled them up at the two ends, and were ready to begin. + +'I say, old gal,' said one of them to Liza, 'come an' have a gime of +cricket, will yer?' + +'Na, Bob, I'm tired.' + +'Come on!' + +'Na, I tell you I won't.' + +'She was on the booze yesterday, an' she ain't got over it,' cried +another boy. + +'I'll swipe yer over the snitch!' replied Liza to him, and then on +being asked again, said: + +'Leave me alone, won't yer?' + +'Liza's got the needle ter-night, thet's flat,' commented a third +member of the team. + +'I wouldn't drink if I was you, Liza,' added another, with mock +gravity. 'It's a bad 'abit ter git into,' and he began rolling and +swaying about like a drunken man. + +If Liza had been 'in form' she would have gone straight away and given +the whole lot of them a sample of her strength; but she was only +rather bored and vexed that they should disturb her quietness, so she +let them talk. They saw she was not to be drawn, and leaving her, set +to their game. She watched them for some time, but her thoughts +gradually lost themselves, and insensibly her mind was filled with a +burly form, and she was again thinking of Jim. + +''E is a good sort ter want ter tike me ter the ply,' she said to +herself. 'Tom never arst me!' + +Jim had said he would come out in the evening; he ought to be here +soon, she thought. Of course she wasn't going to the theatre with him, +but she didn't mind talking to him; she rather enjoyed being asked to +do a thing and refusing, and she would have liked another opportunity +of doing so. But he didn't come and he had said he would! + +'I say, Bill,' she said at last to one of the boys who was fielding +close beside her, 'that there Blakeston--d'you know 'im?' + +'Yes, rather; why, he works at the sime plice as me.' + +'Wot's 'e do with 'isself in the evening; I never see 'im abaht?' + +'I dunno. I see 'im this evenin' go into the "Red Lion". I suppose +'e's there, but I dunno.' + +Then he wasn't coming. Of course she had told him she was going to +stay indoors, but he might have come all the same--just to see. + +'I know Tom 'ud 'ave come,' she said to herself, rather sulkily. + +'Liza! Liza!' she heard her mother's voice calling her. + +'Arright, I'm comin',' said Liza. + +'I've been witin' for you this last 'alf-hour ter rub me.' + +'Why didn't yer call?' asked Liza. + +'I did call. I've been callin' this last I dunno 'ow long; it's give +me quite a sore throat.' + +'I never 'eard yer.' + +'Na, yer didn't want ter 'ear me, did yer? Yer don't mind if I dies +with rheumatics, do yer? I know.' + +Liza did not answer, but took the bottle, and, pouring some of the +liniment on her hand, began to rub it into Mrs. Kemp's rheumatic +joints, while the invalid kept complaining and grumbling at everything +Liza did. + +'Don't rub so 'ard, Liza, you'll rub all the skin off.' + +Then when Liza did it as gently as she could, she grumbled again. + +'If yer do it like thet, it won't do no good at all. You want ter sive +yerself trouble--I know yer. When I was young girls didn't mind a +little bit of 'ard work--but, law bless yer, you don't care abaht my +rheumatics, do yer?' + +At last she finished, and Liza went to bed by her mother's side. + + + + +7 + + +Two days passed, and it was Friday morning. Liza had got up early and +strolled off to her work in good time, but she did not meet her +faithful Sally on the way, nor find her at the factory when she +herself arrived. The bell rang and all the girls trooped in, but still +Sally did not come. Liza could not make it out, and was thinking she +would be shut out, when just as the man who gave out the tokens for +the day's work was pulling down the shutter in front of his window, +Sally arrived, breathless and perspiring. + +'Whew! Go' lumme, I am 'ot!' she said, wiping her face with her apron. + +'I thought you wasn't comin',' said Liza. + +'Well, I only just did it; I overslep' myself. I was aht lite last +night.' + +'Were yer?' + +'Me an' 'Arry went ter see the ply. Oh, Liza, it's simply spiffin'! +I've never see sich a good ply in my life. Lor'! Why, it mikes yer +blood run cold: they 'ang a man on the stige; oh, it mide me creep all +over!' + +And then she began telling Liza all about it--the blood and thunder, +the shooting, the railway train, the murder, the bomb, the hero, the +funny man--jumbling everything up in her excitement, repeating little +scraps of dialogue--all wrong--gesticulating, getting excited and red +in the face at the recollection. Liza listened rather crossly, feeling +bored at the detail into which Sally was going: the piece really +didn't much interest her. + +'One 'ud think yer'd never been to a theatre in your life before,' she +said. + +'I never seen anything so good, I can tell yer. You tike my tip, and +git Tom ter tike yer.' + +'I don't want ter go; an' if I did I'd py for myself an' go alone.' + +'Cheese it! That ain't 'alf so good. Me an' 'Arry, we set together, +'im with 'is arm round my wiste and me oldin' 'is 'and. It was jam, I +can tell yer!' + +'Well, I don't want anyone sprawlin' me abaht, thet ain't my mark!' + +'But I do like 'Arry; you dunno the little ways 'e 'as; an' we're +goin' ter be married in three weeks now. 'Arry said, well, 'e says, +"I'll git a licence." "Na," says I, "'ave the banns read aht in +church: it seems more reg'lar like to 'ave banns; so they're goin' ter +be read aht next Sunday. You'll come with me 'an 'ear them, won't yer, +Liza?"' + +'Yus, I don't mind.' + +On the way home Sally insisted on stopping in front of the poster and +explaining to Liza all about the scene represented. + +'Oh, you give me the sick with your "Fital Card", you do! I'm goin' +'ome.' And she left Sally in the midst of her explanation. + +'I dunno wot's up with Liza,' remarked Sally to a mutual friend. +'She's always got the needle, some'ow.' + +'Oh, she's barmy,' answered the friend. + +'Well, I do think she's a bit dotty sometimes--I do really,' rejoined +Sally. + +Liza walked homewards, thinking of the play; at length she tossed her +head impatiently. + +'I don't want ter see the blasted thing; an' if I see that there Jim +I'll tell 'im so; swop me bob, I will.' + +She did see him; he was leaning with his back against the wall of his +house, smoking. Liza knew he had seen her, and as she walked by +pretended not to have noticed him. To her disgust, he let her pass, +and she was thinking he hadn't seen her after all, when she heard him +call her name. + +'Liza!' + +She turned round and started with surprise very well imitated. 'I +didn't see you was there!' she said. + +'Why did yer pretend not ter notice me, as yer went past--eh, Liza?' + +'Why, I didn't see yer.' + +'Garn! But you ain't shirty with me?' + +'Wot 'ave I got to be shirty abaht?' + +He tried to take her hand, but she drew it away quickly. She was +getting used to the movement. They went on talking, but Jim did not +mention the theatre; Liza was surprised, and wondered whether he had +forgotten. + +'Er--Sally went to the ply last night,' she said, at last. + +'Oh!' he said, and that was all. + +She got impatient. + +'Well, I'm off!' she said. + +'Na, don't go yet; I want ter talk ter yer,' he replied. + +'Wot abaht? anythin' in partickler?' She would drag it out of him if +she possibly could. + +'Not thet I knows on,' he said, smiling. + +'Good night!' she said, abruptly, turning away from him. + +'Well, I'm damned if 'e ain't forgotten!' she said to herself, +sulkily, as she marched home. + +The following evening about six o'clock, it suddenly struck her that +it was the last night of the 'New and Sensational Drama'. + +'I do like thet Jim Blakeston,' she said to herself; 'fancy treatin' +me like thet! You wouldn't catch Tom doin' sich a thing. Bli'me if I +speak to 'im again, the ----. Now I shan't see it at all. I've a good +mind ter go on my own 'ook. Fancy 'is forgettin' all abaht it, like +thet!' + +She was really quite indignant; though, as she had distinctly refused +Jim's offer, it was rather hard to see why. + +''E said 'e'd wite for me ahtside the doors; I wonder if 'e's there. +I'll go an' see if 'e is, see if I don't--an' then if 'e's there, I'll +go in on my own 'ook, jist ter spite 'im!' + +She dressed herself in her best, and, so that the neighbours shouldn't +see her, went up a passage between some model lodging-house buildings, +and in this roundabout way got into the Westminster Bridge Road, and +soon found herself in front of the theatre. + +'I've been witin' for yer this 'alf-hour.' + +She turned round and saw Jim standing just behind her. + +''Oo are you talkin' to? I'm not goin' to the ply with you. Wot d'yer +tike me for, eh?' + +''Oo are yer goin' with, then?' + +'I'm goin' alone.' + +'Garn! don't be a bloomin' jackass!' + +Liza was feeling very injured. + +'Thet's 'ow you treat me! I shall go 'ome. Why didn't you come aht the +other night?' + +'Yer told me not ter.' + +She snorted at the ridiculous ineptitude of the reply. + +'Why didn't you say nothin' abaht it yesterday?' + +'Why, I thought you'd come if I didn't talk on it.' + +'Well, I think you're a ---- brute!' She felt very much inclined to +cry. + +'Come on, Liza, don't tike on; I didn't mean no offence.' And he put +his arm round her waist and led her to take their places at the +gallery door. Two tears escaped from the corners of her eyes and ran +down her nose, but she felt very relieved and happy, and let him lead +her where he would. + +There was a long string of people waiting at the door, and Liza was +delighted to see a couple of niggers who were helping them to while +away the time of waiting. The niggers sang and danced, and made faces, +while the people looked on with appreciative gravity, like royalty +listening to de Reske, and they were very generous of applause and +halfpence at the end of the performance. Then, when the niggers moved +to the pit doors, paper boys came along offering _Tit-Bits_ and 'extra +specials'; after that three little girls came round and sang +sentimental songs and collected more halfpence. At last a movement ran +through the serpent-like string of people, sounds were heard behind +the door, everyone closed up, the men told the women to keep close and +hold tight; there was a great unbarring and unbolting, the doors were +thrown open, and, like a bursting river, the people surged in. + +Half an hour more and the curtain went up. The play was indeed +thrilling. Liza quite forgot her companion, and was intent on the +scene; she watched the incidents breathlessly, trembling with +excitement, almost beside herself at the celebrated hanging incident. +When the curtain fell on the first act she sighed and mopped her face. + +'See 'ow 'ot I am.' she said to Jim, giving him her hand. + +'Yus, you are!' he remarked, taking it. + +'Leave go!' she said, trying to withdraw it from him. + +'Not much,' he answered, quite boldly. + +'Garn! Leave go!' But he didn't, and she really did not struggle very +violently. + +The second act came, and she shrieked over the comic man; and her +laughter rang higher than anyone else's, so that people turned to look +at her, and said: + +'She is enjoyin' 'erself.' + +Then when the murder came she bit her nails and the sweat stood on her +forehead in great drops; in her excitement she even called out as loud +as she could to the victim, 'Look aht!' It caused a laugh and +slackened the tension, for the whole house was holding its breath as +it looked at the villains listening at the door, creeping silently +forward, crawling like tigers to their prey. + +Liza trembling all over, and in her terror threw herself against Jim, +who put both his arms round her, and said: + +'Don't be afride, Liza; it's all right.' + +At last the men sprang, there was a scuffle, and the wretch was +killed, then came the scene depicted on the posters--the victim's son +knocking at the door, on the inside of which were the murderers and +the murdered man. At last the curtain came down, and the house in +relief burst forth into cheers and cheers; the handsome hero in his +top hat was greeted thunderously; the murdered man, with his clothes +still all disarranged, was hailed with sympathy; and the villains--the +house yelled and hissed and booed, while the poor brutes bowed and +tried to look as if they liked it. + +'I am enjoyin' myself,' said Liza, pressing herself quite close to +Jim; 'you are a good sort ter tike me--Jim.' + +He gave her a little hug, and it struck her that she was sitting just +as Sally had done, and, like Sally, she found it 'jam'. + +The _entr'actes_ were short and the curtain was soon up again, and the +comic man raised customary laughter by undressing and exposing his +nether garments to the public view; then more tragedy, and the final +act with its darkened room, its casting lots, and its explosion. + +When it was all over and they had got outside Jim smacked his lips and +said: + +'I could do with a gargle; let's go onto thet pub there.' + +'I'm as dry as bone,' said Liza; and so they went. + +When they got in they discovered they were hungry, and seeing some +appetising sausage-rolls, ate of them, and washed them down with a +couple of pots of beer; then Jim lit his pipe and they strolled off. +They had got quite near the Westminster Bridge Road when Jim suggested +that they should go and have one more drink before closing time. + +'I shall be tight,' said Liza. + +'Thet don't matter,' answered Jim, laughing. 'You ain't got ter go ter +work in the mornin' an' you can sleep it aht.' + +'Arright, I don't mind if I do then, in for a penny, in for a pound.' + +At the pub door she drew back. + +'I say, guv'ner,' she said, 'there'll be some of the coves from dahn +our street, and they'll see us.' + +'Na, there won't be nobody there, don't yer 'ave no fear.' + +'I don't like ter go in for fear of it.' + +'Well, we ain't doin' no 'arm if they does see us, an' we can go into +the private bar, an' you bet your boots there won't be no one there.' + +She yielded, and they went in. + +'Two pints of bitter, please, miss,' ordered Jim. + +'I say, 'old 'ard. I can't drink more than 'alf a pint,' said Liza. + +'Cheese it,' answered Jim. 'You can do with all you can get, I know.' + +At closing time they left and walked down the broad road which led +homewards. + +'Let's 'ave a little sit dahn,' said Jim, pointing to an empty bench +between two trees. + +'Na, it's gettin' lite; I want ter be 'ome.' + +'It's such a fine night, it's a pity ter go in already;' and he drew +her unresisting towards the seat. He put his arm round her waist. + +'Un'and me, villin!' she said, in apt misquotation of the melodrama, +but Jim only laughed, and she made no effort to disengage herself. + +They sat there for a long while in silence; the beer had got to Liza's +head, and the warm night air filled her with a double intoxication. +She felt the arm round her waist, and the big, heavy form pressing +against her side; she experienced again the curious sensation as if +her heart were about to burst, and it choked her--a feeling so +oppressive and painful it almost made her feel sick. Her hands began +to tremble, and her breathing grew rapid, as though she were +suffocating. Almost fainting, she swayed over towards the man, and a +cold shiver ran through her from top to toe. Jim bent over her, and, +taking her in both arms, he pressed his lips to hers in a long, +passionate kiss. At last, panting for breath, she turned her head away +and groaned. + +Then they again sat for a long while in silence, Liza full of a +strange happiness, feeling as if she could laugh aloud hysterically, +but restrained by the calm and silence of the night. Close behind +struck a church clock--one. + +'Bless my soul!' said Liza, starting, 'there's one o'clock. I must get +'ome.' + +'It's so nice out 'ere; do sty, Liza.' He pressed her closer to him. +'Yer know, Liza, I love yer--fit ter kill.' + +'Na, I can't stay; come on.' She got up from the seat, and pulled him +up too. 'Come on,' she said. + +Without speaking they went along, and there was no one to be seen +either in front or behind them. He had not got his arm round her now, +and they were walking side by side, slightly separated. It was Liza +who spoke first. + +'You'd better go dahn the Road and by the church an' git into Vere +Street the other end, an' I'll go through the passage, so thet no one +shouldn't see us comin' together,' she spoke almost in a whisper. + +'Arright, Liza,' he answered, 'I'll do just as you tell me.' + +They came to the passage of which Liza spoke; it was a narrow way +between blank walls, the backs of factories, and it led into the upper +end of Vere Street. The entrance to it was guarded by two iron posts +in the middle so that horses or barrows should not be taken through. + +They had just got to it when a man came out into the open road. Liza +quickly turned her head away. + +'I wonder if 'e see us,' she said, when he had passed out of earshot. +''E's lookin' back,' she added. + +'Why, 'oo is it?' asked Jim. + +'It's a man aht of our street,' she answered. 'I dunno 'im, but I know +where 'e lodges. D'yer think 'e sees us?' + +'Na, 'e wouldn't know 'oo it was in the dark.' + +'But he looked round; all the street'll know it if he see us.' + +'Well, we ain't doin' no 'arm.' + +She stretched out her hand to say good night. + +'I'll come a wy with yer along the passage,' said Jim. + +'Na, you mustn't; you go straight round.' + +'But it's so dark; p'raps summat'll 'appen to yer.' + +'Not it! You go on 'ome an' leave me,' she replied, and entering the +passage, stood facing him with one of the iron pillars between them. + +'Good night, old cock,' she said, stretching out her hand. He took it, +and said: + +'I wish yer wasn't goin' ter leave me, Liza.' + +'Garn! I must!' She tried to get her hand away from his, but he held +it firm, resting it on the top of the pillar. + +'Leave go my 'and,' she said. He made no movement, but looked into her +eyes steadily, so that it made her uneasy. She repented having come +out with him. 'Leave go my 'and.' And she beat down on his with her +closed fist. + +'Liza!' he said, at last. + +'Well, wot is it?' she answered, still thumping down on his hand with +her fist. + +'Liza,' he said a whisper, 'will yer?' + +'Will I wot?' she said, looking down. + +'You know, Liza. Sy, will yer?' + +'Na,' she said. + +He bent over her and repeated-- + +'Will yer?' + +She did not speak, but kept beating down on his hand. + +'Liza,' he said again, his voice growing hoarse and thick--'Liza, will +yer?' + +She still kept silence, looking away and continually bringing down her +fist. He looked at her a moment, and she, ceasing to thump his hand, +looked up at him with half-opened mouth. Suddenly he shook himself, +and closing his fist gave her a violent, swinging blow in the belly. + +'Come on.' he said. + +And together they slid down into the darkness of the passage. + + + + +8 + + +Mrs. Kemp was in the habit of slumbering somewhat heavily on Sunday +mornings, or Liza would not have been allowed to go on sleeping as she +did. When she woke, she rubbed her eyes to gather her senses together +and gradually she remembered having gone to the theatre on the +previous evening; then suddenly everything came back to her. She +stretched out her legs and gave a long sigh of delight. Her heart was +full; she thought of Jim, and the delicious sensation of love came +over her. Closing her eyes, she imagined his warm kisses, and she +lifted up her arms as if to put them round his neck and draw him down +to her; she almost felt the rough beard on her face, and the strong +heavy arms round her body. She smiled to herself and took a long +breath; then, slipping back the sleeves of her nightdress, she looked +at her own thin arms, just two pieces of bone with not a muscle on +them, but very white and showing distinctly the interlacement of blue +veins: she did not notice that her hands were rough, and red and dirty +with the nails broken, and bitten to the quick. She got out of bed and +looked at herself in the glass over the mantelpiece: with one hand she +brushed back her hair and smiled at herself; her face was very small +and thin, but the complexion was nice, clear and white, with a +delicate tint of red on the cheeks, and her eyes were big and dark +like her hair. She felt very happy. + +She did not want to dress yet, but rather to sit down and think, so +she twisted up her hair into a little knot, slipped a skirt over her +nightdress, and sat on a chair near the window and began looking +around. The decorations of the room had been centred on the +mantelpiece; the chief ornament consisted of a pear and an apple, a +pineapple, a bunch of grapes, and several fat plums, all very +beautifully done in wax, as was the fashion about the middle of this +most glorious reign. They were appropriately coloured--the apple +blushing red, the grapes an inky black, emerald green leaves were +scattered here and there to lend finish, and the whole was mounted on +an ebonised stand covered with black velvet, and protected from dust +and dirt by a beautiful glass cover bordered with red plush. Liza's +eyes rested on this with approbation, and the pineapple quite made her +mouth water. At either end of the mantelpiece were pink jars with blue +flowers on the front; round the top in Gothic letters of gold was +inscribed: 'A Present from a Friend'--these were products of a later, +but not less artistic age. The intervening spaces were taken up with +little jars and cups and saucers--gold inside, with a view of a town +outside, and surrounding them, 'A Present from Clacton-on-Sea,' or, +alliteratively, 'A Memento of Margate.' Of these many were broken, but +they had been mended with glue, and it is well known that pottery in +the eyes of the connoisseur loses none of its value by a crack or two. +Then there were portraits innumerable--little yellow cartes-de-visite +in velvet frames, some of which were decorated with shells; they +showed strange people with old-fashioned clothes, the women with +bodices and sleeves fitting close to the figure, stern-featured +females with hair carefully parted in the middle and plastered down on +each side, firm chins and mouths, with small, pig-like eyes and +wrinkled faces, and the men were uncomfortably clad in Sunday +garments, very stiff and uneasy in their awkward postures, with large +whiskers and shaved chins and upper lips and a general air of +horny-handed toil. Then there were one or two daguerreotypes, little +full-length figures framed in gold paper. There was one of Mrs. Kemp's +father and one of her mother, and there were several photographs of +betrothed or newly-married couples, the lady sitting down and the man +standing behind her with his hand on the chair, or the man sitting and +the woman with her hand on his shoulder. And from all sides of the +room, standing on the mantelpiece, hanging above it, on the wall and +over the bed, they stared full-face into the room, self-consciously +fixed for ever in their stiff discomfort. + +The walls were covered with dingy, antiquated paper, and ornamented +with coloured supplements from Christmas Numbers--there was a very +patriotic picture of a soldier shaking the hand of a fallen comrade +and waving his arm in defiance of a band of advancing Arabs; there was +a 'Cherry Ripe,' almost black with age and dirt; there were two +almanacks several years old, one with a coloured portrait of the +Marquess of Lorne, very handsome and elegantly dressed, the object of +Mrs. Kemp's adoration since her husband's demise; the other a Jubilee +portrait of the Queen, somewhat losing in dignity by a moustache which +Liza in an irreverent moment had smeared on with charcoal. + +The furniture consisted of a wash-hand stand and a little deal chest +of drawers, which acted as sideboard to such pots and pans and +crockery as could not find room in the grate; and besides the bed +there was nothing but two kitchen chairs and a lamp. Liza looked at it +all and felt perfectly satisfied; she put a pin into one corner of the +noble Marquess to prevent him from falling, fiddled about with the +ornaments a little, and then started washing herself. After putting on +her clothes she ate some bread-and-butter, swallowed a dishful of cold +tea, and went out into the street. + +She saw some boys playing cricket and went up to them. + +'Let me ply,' she said. + +'Arright, Liza,' cried half a dozen of them in delight; and the +captain added: 'You go an' scout over by the lamp-post.' + +'Go an' scout my eye!' said Liza, indignantly. 'When I ply cricket I +does the battin'.' + +'Na, you're not goin' ter bat all the time. 'Oo are you gettin' at?' +replied the captain, who had taken advantage of his position to put +himself in first, and was still at the wicket. + +'Well, then I shan't ply,' answered Liza. + +'Garn, Ernie, let 'er go in!' shouted two or three members of the +team. + +'Well, I'm busted!' remarked the captain, as she took his bat. 'You +won't sty in long, I lay,' he said, as he sent the old bowler fielding +and took the ball himself. He was a young gentleman who did not suffer +from excessive backwardness. + +'Aht!' shouted a dozen voices as the ball went past Liza's bat and +landed in the pile of coats which formed the wicket. The captain came +forward to resume his innings, but Liza held the bat away from him. + +'Garn!' she said; 'thet was only a trial.' + +'You never said trial,' answered the captain indignantly. + +'Yus, I did,' said Liza; 'I said it just as the ball was comin'--under +my breath.' + +'Well, I am busted!' repeated the captain. + +Just then Liza saw Tom among the lookers-on, and as she felt very +kindly disposed to the world in general that morning, she called out +to him: + +''Ulloa, Tom!' she said. 'Come an' give us a ball; this chap can't +bowl.' + +'Well, I got yer aht, any'ow,' said that person. + +'Ah, yer wouldn't 'ave got me aht plyin' square. But a trial +ball--well, one don't ever know wot a trial ball's goin' ter do.' + +Tom began bowling very slowly and easily, so that Liza could swing her +bat round and hit mightily; she ran well, too, and pantingly brought +up her score to twenty. Then the fielders interposed. + +'I sy, look 'ere, 'e's only givin' 'er lobs; 'e's not tryin' ter git +'er aht.' + +'You're spoilin' our gime.' + +'I don't care; I've got twenty runs--thet's more than you could do. +I'll go aht now of my own accord, so there! Come on, Tom.' + +Tom joined her, and as the captain at last resumed his bat and the +game went on, they commenced talking, Liza leaning against the wall of +a house, while Tom stood in front of her, smiling with pleasure. + +'Where 'ave you been idin' yerself, Tom? I ain't seen yer for I dunno +'ow long.' + +'I've been abaht as usual; an' I've seen you when you didn't see me.' + +'Well, yer might 'ave come up and said good mornin' when you see me.' + +'I didn't want ter force myself on, yer, Liza.' + +'Garn! You are a bloomin' cuckoo. I'm blowed!' + +'I thought yer didn't like me 'angin' round yer; so I kep' awy.' + +'Why, yer talks as if I didn't like yer. Yer don't think I'd 'ave come +aht beanfeastin' with yer if I 'adn't liked yer?' + +Liza was really very dishonest, but she felt so happy this morning +that she loved the whole world, and of course Tom came in with the +others. She looked very kindly at him, and he was so affected that a +great lump came in his throat and he could not speak. + +Liza's eyes turned to Jim's house, and she saw coming out of the door +a girl of about her own age; she fancied she saw in her some likeness +to Jim. + +'Say, Tom,' she asked, 'thet ain't Blakeston's daughter, is it?' + +'Yus thet's it.' + +'I'll go an' speak to 'er,' said Liza, leaving Tom and going over the +road. + +'You're Polly Blakeston, ain't yer?' she said. + +'Thet's me!' said the girl. + +'I thought you was. Your dad, 'e says ter me, "You dunno my daughter, +Polly, do yer?" says 'e. "Na," says I, "I don't." "Well," says 'e, +"You can't miss 'er when you see 'er." An' right enough I didn't.' + +'Mother says I'm all father, an' there ain't nothin' of 'er in me. Dad +says it's lucky it ain't the other wy abaht, or e'd 'ave got a +divorce.' + +They both laughed. + +'Where are you goin' now?' asked Liza, looking at the slop-basin she +was carrying. + +'I was just goin' dahn into the road ter get some ice-cream for +dinner. Father 'ad a bit of luck last night, 'e says, and 'e'd stand +the lot of us ice-cream for dinner ter-day.' + +'I'll come with yer if yer like.' + +'Come on!' And, already friends, they walked arm-in-arm to the +Westminster Bridge Road. Then they went along till they came to a +stall where an Italian was selling the required commodity, and having +had a taste apiece to see if they liked it, Polly planked down +sixpence and had her basin filled with a poisonous-looking mixture of +red and white ice-cream. + +On the way back, looking up the street, Polly cried: + +'There's father!' + +Liza's heart beat rapidly and she turned red; but suddenly a sense of +shame came over her, and casting down her head so that she might not +see him, she said: + +'I think I'll be off 'ome an' see 'ow mother's gettin' on.' And before +Polly could say anything she had slipped away and entered her own +house. + +Mother was not getting on at all well. + +'You've come in at last, you ----, you!' snarled Mrs. Kemp, as Liza +entered the room. + +'Wot's the matter, mother?' + +'Matter! I like thet--matter indeed! Go an' matter yerself an' be +mattered! Nice way ter treat an old woman like me--an' yer own mother, +too!' + +'Wot's up now?' + +'Don't talk ter me; I don't want ter listen ter you. Leavin' me all +alone, me with my rheumatics, an' the neuralgy! I've 'ad the neuralgy +all the mornin', and my 'ead's been simply splittin', so thet I +thought the bones 'ud come apart and all my brains go streamin' on the +floor. An' when I wake up there's no one ter git my tea for me, an' I +lay there witin' an' witin', an' at last I 'ad ter git up and mike it +myself. And, my 'ead simply cruel! Why, I might 'ave been burnt ter +death with the fire alight an' me asleep.' + +'Well, I am sorry, mother; but I went aht just for a bit, an' didn't +think you'd wike. An' besides, the fire wasn't alight.' + +'Garn with yer! I didn't treat my mother like thet. Oh, you've been a +bad daughter ter me--an' I 'ad more illness carryin' you than with all +the other children put togither. You was a cross at yer birth, an' +you've been a cross ever since. An' now in my old age, when I've +worked myself ter the bone, yer leaves me to starve and burn to +death.' Here she began to cry, and the rest of her utterances was lost +in sobs. + + * * * * * + +The dusk had darkened into night, and Mrs. Kemp had retired to rest +with the dicky-birds. Liza was thinking of many things; she wondered +why she had been unwilling to meet Jim in the morning. + +'I was a bally fool,' she said to herself. + +It really seemed an age since the previous night, and all that had +happened seemed very long ago. She had not spoken to Jim all day, and +she had so much to say to him. Then, wondering whether he was about, +she went to the window and looked out; but there was nobody there. She +closed the window again and sat just beside it; the time went on, and +she wondered whether he would come, asking herself whether he had been +thinking of her as she of him; gradually her thoughts grew vague, and +a kind of mist came over them. She nodded. Suddenly she roused +herself with a start, fancying she had heard something; she listened +again, and in a moment the sound was repeated, three or four gentle +taps on the window. She opened it quickly and whispered: + +'Jim.' + +'Thet's me,' he answered, 'come aht.' + +Closing the window, she went into the passage and opened the street +door; it was hardly unlocked before Jim had pushed his way in; partly +shutting it behind him, he took her in his arms and hugged her to his +breast. She kissed him passionately. + +'I thought yer'd come ter-night, Jim; summat in my 'eart told me so. +But you 'ave been long.' + +'I wouldn't come before, 'cause I thought there'd be people abaht. +Kiss us!' And again he pressed his lips to hers, and Liza nearly +fainted with the delight of it. + +'Let's go for a walk, shall we?' he said. + +'Arright!' They were speaking in whispers. 'You go into the road +through the passage, an' I'll go by the street.' + +'Yus, thet's right,' and kissing her once more, he slid out, and she +closed the door behind him. + +Then going back to get her hat, she came again into the passage, +waiting behind the door till it might be safe for her to venture. She +had not made up her mind to risk it, when she heard a key put in the +lock, and she hardly had time to spring back to prevent herself from +being hit by the opening door. It was a man, one of the upstairs +lodgers. + +''Ulloa!' he said, ''oo's there?' + +'Mr. 'Odges! Strikes me, you did give me a turn; I was just goin' aht.' +She blushed to her hair, but in the darkness he could see nothing. + +'Good night,' she said, and went out. + +She walked close along the sides of the houses like a thief, and the +policeman as she passed him turned round and looked at her, wondering +whether she was meditating some illegal deed. She breathed freely on +coming into the open road, and seeing Jim skulking behind a tree, ran +up to him, and in the shadows they kissed again. + + + + +9 + + +Thus began a time of love and joy. As soon as her work was over and +she had finished tea, Liza would slip out and at some appointed spot +meet Jim. Usually it would be at the church, where the Westminster +Bridge Road bends down to get to the river, and they would go off, +arm-in-arm, till they came to some place where they could sit down and +rest. Sometimes they would walk along the Albert Embankment to +Battersea Park, and here sit on the benches, watching the children +play. The female cyclist had almost abandoned Battersea for the parks +on the other side of the river, but often enough one went by, and +Liza, with the old-fashioned prejudice of her class, would look after +the rider and make some remark about her, not seldom more forcible +than ladylike. Both Jim and she liked children, and, tiny, ragged +urchins would gather round to have rides on the man's knees or mock +fights with Liza. + +They thought themselves far away from anyone in Vere Street, but +twice, as they were walking along, they were met by people they knew. +Once it was two workmen coming home from a job at Vauxhall: Liza did +not see them till they were quite near; she immediately dropped Jim's +arm, and they both cast their eyes to the ground as the men passed, +like ostriches, expecting that if they did not look they would not be +seen. + +'D'you see 'em, Jim?' asked Liza, in a whisper, when they had gone by. +'I wonder if they see us.' Almost instinctively she turned round, and +at the same moment one of the men turned too; then there was no doubt +about it. + +'Thet did give me a turn,' she said. + +'So it did me,' answered Jim; 'I simply went 'ot all over.' + +'We was bally fools,' said Liza; 'we oughter 'ave spoken to 'em! D'you +think they'll let aht?' + +They heard nothing of it, when Jim afterwards met one of the men in a +public-house he did not mention a meeting, and they thought that +perhaps they had not been recognized. But the second time was worse. + +It was on the Albert Embankment again. They were met by a party of +four, all of whom lived in the street. Liza's heart sank within her, +for there was no chance of escape; she thought of turning quickly and +walking in the opposite direction, but there was not time, for the men +had already seen them. She whispered to Jim: + +'Back us up,' and as they met she said to one of the men: + +''Ulloa there! Where are you off to?' + +The men stopped, and one of them asked the question back. + +'Where are you off to?' + +'Me? Oh, I've just been to the 'orspital. One of the gals at our place +is queer, an' so I says ter myself, "I'll go an' see 'er."' She +faltered a little as she began, but quickly gathered herself together, +lying fluently and without hesitation. + +'An' when I come aht,' she went on, ''oo should I see just passin' the +'orspital but this 'ere cove, an' 'e says to me, "Wot cheer," says 'e, +"I'm goin' ter Vaux'all, come an' walk a bit of the wy with us." +"Arright," says I, "I don't mind if I do."' + +One man winked, and another said: 'Go it, Liza!' + +She fired up with the dignity of outraged innocence. + +'Wot d'yer mean by thet?' she said; 'd'yer think I'm kiddin'?' + +'Kiddin'? No! You've only just come up from the country, ain't yer?' + +'Think I'm kidding? What d'yer think I want ter kid for? Liars never +believe anyone, thet's fact.' + +'Na then, Liza, don't be saucy.' + +'Saucy! I'll smack yer in the eye if yer sy much ter me. Come on,' she +said to Jim, who had been standing sheepishly by; and they walked +away. + +The men shouted: 'Now we shan't be long!' and went off laughing. + +After that they decided to go where there was no chance at all of +their being seen. They did not meet till they got over Westminster +Bridge, and thence they made their way into the park; they would lie +down on the grass in one another's arms, and thus spend the long +summer evenings. After the heat of the day there would be a gentle +breeze in the park, and they would take in long breaths of the air; it +seemed far away from London, it was so quiet and cool; and Liza, as +she lay by Jim's side, felt her love for him overflowing to the rest +of the world and enveloping mankind itself in a kind of grateful +happiness. If it could only have lasted! They would stay and see the +stars shine out dimly, one by one, from the blue sky, till it grew +late and the blue darkened into black, and the stars glittered in +thousands all above them. But as the nights grew cooler, they found it +cold on the grass, and the time they had there seemed too short for +the long journey they had to make; so, crossing the bridge as before, +they strolled along the Embankment till they came to a vacant bench, +and there they would sit, with Liza nestling close up to her lover and +his great arms around her. The rain of September made no difference to +them; they went as usual to their seat beneath the trees, and Jim +would take Liza on his knee, and, opening his coat, shelter her with +it, while she, with her arms round his neck, pressed very close to +him, and occasionally gave a little laugh of pleasure and delight. +They hardly spoke at all through these evenings, for what had they to +say to one another? Often without exchanging a word they would sit for +an hour with their faces touching, the one feeling on his cheek the +hot breath from the other's mouth; while at the end of the time the +only motion was an upraising of Liza's lips, a bending down of Jim's, +so that they might meet and kiss. Sometimes Liza fell into a light +doze, and Jim would sit very still for fear of waking her, and when +she roused herself she would smile, while he bent down again and +kissed her. They were very happy. But the hours passed by so quickly, +that Big Ben striking twelve came upon them as a surprise, and +unwillingly they got up and made their way homewards; their partings +were never ending--each evening Jim refused to let her go from his +arms, and tears stood in his eyes at the thought of the separation. + +'I'd give somethin',' he would say, 'if we could be togither always.' + +'Never mind, old chap!' Liza would answer, herself half crying, 'it +can't be 'elped, so we must jolly well lump it.' + +But notwithstanding all their precautions people in Vere Street +appeared to know. First of all Liza noticed that the women did not +seem quite so cordial as before, and she often fancied they were +talking of her; when she passed by they appeared to look at her, then +say something or other, and perhaps burst out laughing; but when she +approached they would immediately stop speaking, and keep silence in a +rather awkward, constrained manner. For a long time she was unwilling +to believe that there was any change in them, and Jim who had observed +nothing, persuaded her that it was all fancy. But gradually it became +clearer, and Jim had to agree with her that somehow or other people +had found out. Once when Liza had been talking to Polly, Jim's +daughter, Mrs. Blakeston had called her, and when the girl had come to +her mother Liza saw that she spoke angrily, and they both looked +across at her. When Liza caught Mrs. Blakeston's eye she saw in her +face a surly scowl, which almost frightened her; she wanted to brave +it out, and stepped forward a little to go and speak with the woman, +but Mrs. Blakeston, standing still, looked so angrily at her that she +was afraid to. When she told Jim his face grew dark, and he said: +'Blast the woman! I'll give 'er wot for if she says anythin' ter you.' + +'Don't strike 'er, wotever 'appens, will yer, Jim?' said Liza. + +'She'd better tike care then!' he answered, and he told her that +lately his wife had been sulking, and not speaking to him. The +previous night, on coming home after the day's work and bidding her +'Good evenin',' she had turned her back on him without answering. + +'Can't you answer when you're spoke to?' he had said. + +'Good evenin',' she had replied sulkily, with her back still turned. + +After that Liza noticed that Polly avoided her. + +'Wot's up, Polly?' she said to her one day. 'You never speaks now; +'ave you 'ad yer tongue cut aht?' + +'Me? I ain't got nothin' ter speak abaht, thet I knows of,' answered +Polly, abruptly walking off. Liza grew very red and quickly looked to +see if anyone had noticed the incident. A couple of youths, sitting on +the pavement, had seen it, and she saw them nudge one another and +wink. + +Then the fellows about the street began to chaff her. + +'You look pale,' said one of a group to her one day. + +'You're overworkin' yerself, you are,' said another. + +'Married life don't agree with Liza, thet's wot it is,' added a third. + +''Oo d'yer think yer gettin' at? I ain't married, an' never like ter +be,' she answered. + +'Liza 'as all the pleasures of a 'usband an' none of the trouble.' + +'Bli'me if I know wot yer mean!' said Liza. + +'Na, of course not; you don't know nothin', do yer?' + +'Innocent as a bibe. Our Father which art in 'eaven!' + +''Aven't been in London long, 'ave yer?' + +They spoke in chorus, and Liza stood in front of them, bewildered, not +knowing what to answer. + +'Don't you mike no mistake abaht it, Liza knows a thing or two.' + +'O me darlin', I love yer fit to kill, but tike care your missus ain't +round the corner.' This was particularly bold, and they all laughed. + +Liza felt very uncomfortable, and fiddled about with her apron, +wondering how she should get away. + +'Tike care yer don't git into trouble, thet's all,' said one of the +men, with burlesque gravity. + +'Yer might give us a chanst, Liza, you come aht with me one evenin'. +You oughter give us all a turn, just ter show there's no ill-feelin'.' + +'Bli'me if I know wot yer all talkin' abaht. You're all barmy on the +crumpet,' said Liza indignantly, and, turning her back on them, made +for home. + +Among other things that had happened was Sally's marriage. One +Saturday a little procession had started from Vere Street, consisting +of Sally, in a state of giggling excitement, her fringe magnificent +after a whole week of curling-papers, clad in a perfectly new +velveteen dress of the colour known as electric blue; and Harry, +rather nervous and ill at ease in the unaccustomed restraint of a +collar; these two walked arm-in-arm, and were followed by Sally's +mother and uncle, also arm-in-arm, and the procession was brought up +by Harry's brother and a friend. They started with a flourish of +trumpets and an old boot, and walked down the middle of Vere Street, +accompanied by the neighbours' good wishes; but as they got into the +Westminster Bridge Road and nearer to the church, the happy couple +grew silent, and Harry began to perspire freely, so that his collar +gave him perfect torture. There was a public-house just opposite the +church, and it was suggested that they should have a drink before +going in. As it was a solemn occasion they went into the private bar, +and there Sally's uncle, who was a man of means, ordered six pots of +beer. + +'Feel a bit nervous, 'Arry?' asked his friend. + +'Na,' said Harry, as if he had been used to getting married every day +of his life; 'bit warm, thet's all.' + +'Your very good 'ealth, Sally,' said her mother, lifting her mug; +'this is the last time as I shall ever address you as miss.' + +'An' may she be as good a wife as you was,' added Sally's uncle. + +'Well, I don't think my old man ever 'ad no complaint ter mike abaht +me. I did my duty by 'im, although it's me as says it,' answered the +good lady. + +'Well, mates,' said Harry's brother, 'I reckon it's abaht time to go +in. So 'ere's to the 'ealth of Mr. 'Enry Atkins an' 'is future missus.' + +'An' God bless 'em!' said Sally's mother. + +Then they went into the church, and as they solemnly walked up the +aisle a pale-faced young curate came out of the vestry and down to the +bottom of the chancel. The beer had had a calming effect on their +troubled minds, and both Harry and Sally began to think it rather a +good joke. They smiled on each other, and at those parts of the +service which they thought suggestive violently nudged one another in +the ribs. When the ring had to be produced, Harry fumbled about in +different pockets, and his brother whispered: + +'Swop me bob, 'e's gone and lorst it!' + +However, all went right, and Sally having carefully pocketed the +certificate, they went out and had another drink to celebrate the +happy event. + +In the evening Liza and several friends came into the couple's room, +which they had taken in the same house as Sally had lived in before, +and drank the health of the bride and bridegroom till they thought fit +to retire. + + + + +10 + + +It was November. The fine weather had quite gone now, and with it much +of the sweet pleasure of Jim and Liza's love. When they came out at +night on the Embankment they found it cold and dreary; sometimes a +light fog covered the river-banks, and made the lamps glow out dim and +large; a light rain would be falling, which sent a chill into their +very souls; foot passengers came along at rare intervals, holding up +umbrellas, and staring straight in front of them as they hurried along +in the damp and cold; a cab would pass rapidly by, splashing up the +mud on each side. The benches were deserted, except, perhaps, for some +poor homeless wretch who could afford no shelter, and, huddled up in a +corner, with his head buried in his breast, was sleeping heavily, like +a dead man. The wet mud made Liza's skirts cling about her feet, and +the damp would come in and chill her legs and creep up her body, till +she shivered, and for warmth pressed herself close against Jim. +Sometimes they would go into the third-class waiting-rooms at Waterloo +or Charing Cross and sit there, but it was not like the park or the +Embankment on summer nights; they had warmth, but the heat made their +wet clothes steam and smell, and the gas flared in their eyes, and +they hated the people perpetually coming in and out, opening the doors +and letting in a blast of cold air; they hated the noise of the guards +and porters shouting out the departure of the trains, the shrill +whistling of the steam-engine, the hurry and bustle and confusion. +About eleven o'clock, when the trains grew less frequent, they got +some quietness; but then their minds were troubled, and they felt +heavy, sad and miserable. + +One evening they had been sitting at Waterloo Station; it was foggy +outside--a thick, yellow November fog, which filled the waiting-room, +entering the lungs, and making the mouth taste nasty and the eyes +smart. It was about half-past eleven, and the station was unusually +quiet; a few passengers, in wraps and overcoats, were walking to and +fro, waiting for the last train, and one or two porters were standing +about yawning. Liza and Jim had remained for an hour in perfect +silence, filled with a gloomy unhappiness, as of a great weight on +their brains. Liza was sitting forward, with her elbows on her knees, +resting her face on her hands. + +'I wish I was straight,' she said at last, not looking up. + +'Well, why won't yer come along of me altogether, an' you'll be +arright then?' he answered. + +'Na, that's no go; I can't do thet.' He had often asked her to live +with him entirely, but she had always refused. + +'You can come along of me, an' I'll tike a room in a lodgin' 'ouse in +'Olloway, an' we can live there as if we was married.' + +'Wot abaht yer work?' + +'I can get work over the other side as well as I can 'ere. I'm abaht +sick of the wy things is goin' on.' + +'So am I; but I can't leave mother.' + +'She can come, too.' + +'Not when I'm not married. I shouldn't like 'er ter know as I'd--as +I'd gone wrong.' + +'Well, I'll marry yer. Swop me bob, I wants ter badly enough.' + +'Yer can't; yer married already.' + +'Thet don't matter! If I give the missus so much a week aht of my +screw, she'll sign a piper ter give up all clime ter me, an' then we +can get spliced. One of the men as I works with done thet, an' it was +arright.' + +Liza shook her head. + +'Na, yer can't do thet now; it's bigamy, an' the cop tikes yer, an' +yer gits twelve months' 'ard for it.' + +'But swop me bob, Liza, I can't go on like this. Yer knows the +missus--well, there ain't no bloomin' doubt abaht it, she knows as you +an' me are carryin' on, an' she mikes no bones abaht lettin' me see +it.' + +'She don't do thet?' + +'Well, she don't exactly sy it, but she sulks an' won't speak, an' +then when I says anythin' she rounds on me an' calls me all the nimes +she can think of. I'd give 'er a good 'idin', but some'ow I don't like +ter! She mikes the plice a 'ell ter me, an' I'm not goin' ter stand it +no longer!' + +'You'll ave ter sit it, then; yer can't chuck it.' + +'Yus I can, an' I would if you'd come along of me. I don't believe you +like me at all, Liza, or you'd come.' + +She turned towards him and put her arms round his neck. + +'Yer know I do, old cock,' she said. 'I like yer better than anyone +else in the world; but I can't go awy an' leave mother.' + +'Bli'me me if I see why; she's never been much ter you. She mikes yer +slave awy ter pay the rent, an' all the money she earns she boozes.' + +'Thet's true, she ain't been wot yer might call a good mother ter +me--but some'ow she's my mother, an' I don't like ter leave 'er on 'er +own, now she's so old--an' she can't do much with the rheumatics. An' +besides, Jim dear, it ain't only mother, but there's yer own kids, yer +can't leave them.' + +He thought for a while, and then said: + +'You're abaht right there, Liza; I dunno if I could get on without the +kids. If I could only tike them an' you too, swop me bob, I should be +'appy.' + +Liza smiled sadly. + +'So yer see, Jim, we're in a bloomin' 'ole, an' there ain't no way aht +of it thet I can see.' + +He took her on his knees, and pressing her to him, kissed her very +long and very lovingly. + +'Well, we must trust ter luck,' she said again, 'p'raps somethin' 'll +'appen soon, an' everythin' 'll come right in the end--when we gets +four balls of worsted for a penny.' + +It was past twelve, and separating, they went by different ways along +the dreary, wet, deserted roads till they came to Vere Street. + +The street seemed quite different to Liza from what it had been three +months before. Tom, the humble adorer, had quite disappeared from her +life. One day, three or four weeks after the August Bank Holiday, she +saw him dawdling along the pavement, and it suddenly struck her that +she had not seen him for a long time; but she had been so full of her +happiness that she had been unable to think of anyone but Jim. She +wondered at his absence, since before wherever she had been there was +he certain to be also. She passed him, but to her astonishment he did +not speak to her. She thought by some wonder he had not seen her, but +she felt his gaze resting upon her. She turned back, and suddenly he +dropped his eyes and looked down, walking on as if he had not seen +her, but blushing furiously. + +'Tom,' she said, 'why don't yer speak ter me.' + +He started and blushed more than ever. + +'I didn't know yer was there,' he stuttered. + +'Don't tell me,' she said, 'wot's up?' + +'Nothin' as I knows of,' he answered uneasily. + +'I ain't offended yer, 'ave I, Tom?' + +'Na, not as I knows of,' he replied, looking very unhappy. + +'You don't ever come my way now,' she said. + +'I didn't know as yer wanted ter see me.' + +'Garn! Yer knows I likes you as well as anybody.' + +'Yer likes so many people, Liza,' he said, flushing. + +'What d'yer mean?' said Liza indignantly, but very red; she was afraid +he knew now, and it was from him especially she would have been so +glad to hide it. + +'Nothin',' he answered. + +'One doesn't say things like thet without any meanin', unless one's a +blimed fool.' + +'You're right there, Liza,' he answered. 'I am a blimed fool.' He +looked at her a little reproachfully, she thought, and then he said +'Good-bye,' and turned away. + +At first she was horrified that he should know of her love for Jim, +but then she did not care. After all, it was nobody's business, and +what did anything matter as long as she loved Jim and Jim loved her? +Then she grew angry that Tom should suspect her; he could know nothing +but that some of the men had seen her with Jim near Vauxhall, and it +seemed mean that he should condemn her for that. Thenceforward, when +she ran against Tom, she cut him; he never tried to speak to her, but +as she passed him, pretending to look in front of her, she could see +that he always blushed, and she fancied his eyes were very sorrowful. +Then several weeks went by, and as she began to feel more and more +lonely in the street she regretted the quarrel; she cried a little as +she thought that she had lost his faithful gentle love and she would +have much liked to be friends with him again. If he had only made some +advance she would have welcomed him so cordially, but she was too +proud to go to him herself and beg him to forgive her--and then how +could he forgive her? + +She had lost Sally too, for on her marriage Harry had made her give up +the factory; he was a young man with principles worthy of a Member of +Parliament, and he had said: + +'A woman's plice is 'er 'ome, an' if 'er old man can't afford ter keep +'er without 'er workin' in a factory--well, all I can say is thet 'e'd +better go an' git single.' + +'Quite right, too,' agreed his mother-in-law; 'an' wot's more, she'll +'ave a baby ter look after soon, an' thet'll tike 'er all 'er time, +an' there's no one as knows thet better than me, for I've 'ad twelve, +ter sy nothin' of two stills an' one miss.' + +Liza quite envied Sally her happiness, for the bride was brimming +over with song and laughter; her happiness overwhelmed her. + +'I am 'appy,' she said to Liza one day a few weeks after her marriage. +'You dunno wot a good sort 'Arry is. 'E's just a darlin', an' there's +no mistikin' it. I don't care wot other people sy, but wot I says is, +there's nothin' like marriage. Never a cross word passes his lips, an' +mother 'as all 'er meals with us an' 'e says all the better. Well I'm +thet 'appy I simply dunno if I'm standin' on my 'ead or on my 'eels.' + +But alas! it did not last too long. Sally was not so full of joy when +next Liza met her, and one day her eyes looked very much as if she had +been crying. + +'Wot's the matter?' asked Liza, looking at her. 'Wot 'ave yer been +blubberin' abaht?' + +'Me?' said Sally, getting very red. 'Oh, I've got a bit of a +toothache, an'--well, I'm rather a fool like, an' it 'urt so much that +I couldn't 'elp cryin'.' + +Liza was not satisfied, but could get nothing further out of her. Then +one day it came out. It was a Saturday night, the time when women in +Vere Street weep. Liza went up into Sally's room for a few minutes on +her way to the Westminster Bridge Road, where she was to meet Jim. +Harry had taken the top back room, and Liza, climbing up the second +flight of stairs, called out as usual. + +'Wot ho, Sally!' + +The door remained shut, although Liza could see that there was a light +in the room; but on getting to the door she stood still, for she heard +the sound of sobbing. She listened for a minute and then knocked: +there was a little flurry inside, and someone called out: + +''Oo's there?' + +'Only me,' said Liza, opening the door. As she did so she saw Sally +rapidly wipe her eyes and put her handkerchief away. Her mother was +sitting by her side, evidently comforting her. + +'Wot's up, Sal?' asked Liza. + +'Nothin',' answered Sally, with a brave little gasp to stop the +crying, turning her face downwards so that Liza should not see the +tears in her eyes; but they were too strong for her, and, quickly +taking out her handkerchief, she hid her face in it and began to sob +broken-heartedly. Liza looked at the mother in interrogation. + +'Oh, it's thet man again!' said the lady, snorting and tossing her +head. + +'Not 'Arry?' asked Liza, in surprise. + +'Not 'Arry--'oo is it if it ain't 'Arry? The villin!' + +'Wot's 'e been doin', then?' asked Liza again. + +'Beatin' 'er, that's wot 'e's been doin'! Oh, the villin, 'e oughter +be ashimed of 'isself 'e ought!' + +'I didn't know 'e was like that!' said Liza. + +'Didn't yer? I thought the 'ole street knew it by now,' said Mrs. +Cooper indignantly. 'Oh, 'e's a wrong 'un, 'e is.' + +'It wasn't 'is fault,' put in Sally, amidst her sobs; 'it's only +because 'e's 'ad a little drop too much. 'E's arright when 'e's +sober.' + +'A little drop too much! I should just think 'e'd 'ad, the beast! I'd +give it 'im if I was a man. They're all like thet--'usbinds is all +alike; they're arright when they're sober--sometimes--but when they've +got the liquor in 'em, they're beasts, an' no mistike. I 'ad a 'usbind +myself for five-an'-twenty years, an' I know 'em.' + +'Well, mother,' sobbed Sally, 'it was all my fault. I should 'ave come +'ome earlier.' + +'Na, it wasn't your fault at all. Just you look 'ere, Liza: this is +wot 'e done an' call 'isself a man. Just because Sally'd gone aht to +'ave a chat with Mrs. McLeod in the next 'ouse, when she come in 'e +start bangin' 'er abaht. An' me, too, wot d'yer think of that!' Mrs. +Cooper was quite purple with indignation. + +'Yus,' she went on, 'thet's a man for yer. Of course, I wasn't goin' +ter stand there an' see my daughter bein' knocked abaht; it wasn't +likely--was it? An' 'e rounds on me, an' 'e 'its me with 'is fist. +Look 'ere.' She pulled up her sleeves and showed two red and brawny +arms. ''E's bruised my arms; I thought 'e'd broken it at fust. If I +'adn't put my arm up, 'e'd 'ave got me on the 'ead, an' 'e might 'ave +killed me. An' I says to 'im, "If you touch me again, I'll go ter the +police-station, thet I will!" Well, that frightened 'im a bit, an' +then didn't I let 'im 'ave it! "You call yerself a man," says I, "an' +you ain't fit ter clean the drains aht." You should 'ave 'eard the +language 'e used. "You dirty old woman," says 'e, "you go away; you're +always interferin' with me." Well, I don't like ter repeat wot 'e +said, and thet's the truth. An' I says ter 'im, "I wish yer'd never +married my daughter, an' if I'd known you was like this I'd 'ave died +sooner than let yer."' + +'Well, I didn't know 'e was like thet!' said Liza. + +''E was arright at fust,' said Sally. + +'Yus, they're always arright at fust! But ter think it should 'ave +come to this now, when they ain't been married three months, an' the +first child not born yet! I think it's disgraceful.' + +Liza stayed a little while longer, helping to comfort Sally, who kept +pathetically taking to herself all the blame of the dispute; and then, +bidding her good night and better luck, she slid off to meet Jim. + +When she reached the appointed spot he was not to be found. She waited +for some time, and at last saw him come out of the neighbouring pub. + +'Good night, Jim,' she said as she came up to him. + +'So you've turned up, 'ave yer?' he answered roughly, turning round. + +'Wot's the matter, Jim?' she asked in a frightened way, for he had +never spoken to her in that manner. + +'Nice thing ter keep me witin' all night for yer to come aht.' + +She saw that he had been drinking, and answered humbly. + +'I'm very sorry, Jim, but I went in to Sally, an' 'er bloke 'ad been +knockin' 'er abaht, an' so I sat with 'er a bit.' + +'Knockin' 'er abaht, 'ad 'e? and serve 'er damn well right too; an' +there's many more as could do with a good 'idin'!' + +Liza did not answer. He looked at her, and then suddenly said: + +'Come in an' 'ave a drink.' + +'Na, I'm not thirsty; I don't want a drink,' she answered. + +'Come on,' he said angrily. + +'Na, Jim, you've had quite enough already.' + +''Oo are you talkin' ter?' he said. 'Don't come if yer don't want ter; +I'll go an' 'ave one by myself.' + +'Na, Jim, don't.' She caught hold of his arm. + +'Yus, I shall,' he said, going towards the pub, while she held him +back. 'Let me go, can't yer! Let me go!' He roughly pulled his arm +away from her. As she tried to catch hold of it again, he pushed her +back, and in the little scuffle caught her a blow over the face. + +'Oh!' she cried, 'you did 'urt!' + +He was sobered at once. + +'Liza,' he said. 'I ain't 'urt yer?' She didn't answer, and he took +her in his arms. 'Liza, I ain't 'urt you, 'ave I? Say I ain't 'urt +yer. I'm so sorry, I beg your pardon, Liza.' + +'Arright, old chap,' she said, smiling charmingly on him. 'It wasn't +the blow that 'urt me much; it was the wy you was talkin'.' + +'I didn't mean it, Liza.' He was so contrite, he could not humble +himself enough. 'I 'ad another bloomin' row with the missus ter-night, +an' then when I didn't find you 'ere, an' I kept witin' an' +witin'--well, I fair downright lost my 'air. An' I 'ad two or three +pints of four 'alf, an'--well, I dunno--' + +'Never mind, old cock. I can stand more than thet as long as yer loves +me.' + +He kissed her and they were quite friends again. But the little +quarrel had another effect which was worse for Liza. When she woke up +next morning she noticed a slight soreness over the ridge of bone +under the left eye, and on looking in the glass saw that it was black +and blue and green. She bathed it, but it remained, and seemed to get +more marked. She was terrified lest people should see it, and kept +indoors all day; but next morning it was blacker than ever. She went +to the factory with her hat over her eyes and her head bent down; she +escaped observation, but on the way home she was not so lucky. The +sharp eyes of some girls noticed it first. + +'Wot's the matter with yer eye?' asked one of them. + +'Me?' answered Liza, putting her hand up as if in ignorance. 'Nothin' +thet I knows of.' + +Two or three young men were standing by, and hearing the girl, looked +up. + +'Why, yer've got a black eye, Liza!' + +'Me? I ain't got no black eye!' + +'Yus you 'ave; 'ow d'yer get it?' + +'I dunno,' said Liza. 'I didn't know I 'ad one.' + +'Garn! tell us another!' was the answer. 'One doesn't git a black eye +without knowin' 'ow they got it.' + +'Well, I did fall against the chest of drawers yesterday; I suppose I +must 'ave got it then.' + +'Oh yes, we believe thet, don't we?' + +'I didn't know 'e was so 'andy with 'is dukes, did you, Ted?' asked +one man of another. + +Liza felt herself grow red to the tips of her toes. + +'Who?' she asked. + +'Never you mind; nobody you know.' + +At that moment Jim's wife passed and looked at her with a scowl. Liza +wished herself a hundred miles away, and blushed more violently than +ever. + +'Wot are yer blushin' abaht?' ingenuously asked one of the girls. + +And they all looked from her to Mrs. Blakeston and back again. Someone +said: ''Ow abaht our Sunday boots on now?' And a titter went through +them. Liza's nerve deserted her; she could think of nothing to say, +and a sob burst from her. To hide the tears which were coming from her +eyes she turned away and walked homewards. Immediately a great shout +of laughter broke from the group, and she heard them positively +screaming till she got into her own house. + + + + +11 + + +A few days afterwards Liza was talking with Sally, who did not seem +very much happier than when Liza had last seen her. + +''E ain't wot I thought 'e wos,' she said. 'I don't mind sayin' thet; +but 'e 'as a lot ter put up with; I expect I'm rather tryin' +sometimes, an' 'e means well. P'raps 'e'll be kinder like when the +biby's born.' + +'Cheer up, old gal,' answered Liza, who had seen something of the +lives of many married couples; 'it won't seem so bad after yer gets +used to it; it's a bit disappointin' at fust, but yer gits not ter +mind it.' + +After a little Sally said she must go and see about her husband's tea. +She said good-bye, and then rather awkwardly: + +'Say, Liza, tike care of yerself!' + +'Tike care of meself--why?' asked Liza, in surprise. + +'Yer know wot I mean.' + +'Na, I'm darned if I do.' + +'Thet there Mrs. Blakeston, she's lookin' aht for you.' + +'Mrs. Blakeston!' Liza was startled. + +'Yus; she says she's goin' ter give you somethin' if she can git 'old +on yer. I should advise yer ter tike care.' + +'Me?' said Liza. + +Sally looked away, so as not to see the other's face. + +'She says as 'ow yer've been messin' abaht with 'er old man.' + +Liza didn't say anything, and Sally, repeating her good-bye, slid off. + +Liza felt a chill run through her. She had several times noticed a +scowl and a look of anger on Mrs. Blakeston's face, and she had avoided +her as much as possible; but she had no idea that the woman meant to +do anything to her. She was very frightened, a cold sweat broke out +over her face. If Mrs. Blakeston got hold of her she would be helpless, +she was so small and weak, while the other was strong and muscular. +Liza wondered what she would do if she did catch her. + +That night she told Jim, and tried to make a joke of it. + +'I say, Jim, your missus--she says she's goin' ter give me socks if +she catches me.' + +'My missus! 'Ow d'yer know?' + +'She's been tellin' people in the street.' + +'Go' lumme,' said Jim, furious, 'if she dares ter touch a 'air of your +'ead, swop me dicky I'll give 'er sich a 'idin' as she never 'ad +before! By God, give me the chanst, an' I would let 'er 'ave it; I'm +bloomin' well sick of 'er sulks!' He clenched his fist as he spoke. + +Liza was a coward. She could not help thinking of her enemy's threat; +it got on her nerves, and she hardly dared go out for fear of meeting +her; she would look nervously in front of her, quickly turning round +if she saw in the distance anyone resembling Mrs. Blakeston. She +dreamed of her at night; she saw the big, powerful form, the heavy, +frowning face, and the curiously braided brown hair; and she would +wake up with a cry and find herself bathed in sweat. + +It was the Saturday afternoon following this, a chill November day, +with the roads sloshy, and a grey, comfortless sky that made one's +spirits sink. It was about three o'clock, and Liza was coming home +from work; she got into Vere Street, and was walking quickly towards +her house when she saw Mrs. Blakeston coming towards her. Her heart +gave a great jump. Turning, she walked rapidly in the direction she +had come; with a screw round of her eyes she saw that she was being +followed, and therefore went straight out of Vere Street. She went +right round, meaning to get into the street from the other end and, +unobserved, slip into her house, which was then quite close; but she +dared not risk it immediately for fear Mrs. Blakeston should still be +there; so she waited about for half an hour. It seemed an age. +Finally, taking her courage in both hands, she turned the corner and +entered Vere Street. She nearly ran into the arms of Mrs. Blakeston, +who was standing close to the public-house door. + +Liza gave a little cry, and the woman said, with a sneer: + +'Yer didn't expect ter see me, did yer?' + +Liza did not answer, but tried to walk past her. Mrs. Blakeston stepped +forward and blocked her way. + +'Yer seem ter be in a mighty fine 'urry,' she said. + +'Yus, I've got ter git 'ome,' said Liza, again trying to pass. + +'But supposin' I don't let yer?' remarked Mrs. Blakeston, preventing +her from moving. + +'Why don't yer leave me alone?' Liza said. 'I ain't interferin' with +you!' + +'Not interferin' with me, aren't yer? I like thet!' + +'Let me go by,' said Liza. 'I don't want ter talk ter you.' + +'Na, I know thet,' said the other; 'but I want ter talk ter you, an' I +shan't let yer go until I've said wot I wants ter sy.' + +Liza looked round for help. At the beginning of the altercation the +loafers about the public-house had looked up with interest, and +gradually gathered round in a little circle. Passers-by had joined in, +and a number of other people in the street, seeing the crowd, added +themselves to it to see what was going on. Liza saw that all eyes were +fixed on her, the men amused and excited, the women unsympathetic, +rather virtuously indignant. Liza wanted to ask for help, but there +were so many people, and they all seemed so much against her, that she +had not the courage to. So, having surveyed the crowd, she turned her +eyes to Mrs. Blakeston, and stood in front of her, trembling a little, +and very white. + +'Na, 'e ain't there,' said Mrs. Blakeston, sneeringly, 'so yer needn't +look for 'im.' + +'I dunno wot yer mean,' answered Liza, 'an' I want ter go awy. I ain't +done nothin' ter you.' + +'Not done nothin' ter me?' furiously repeated the woman. 'I'll tell +yer wot yer've done ter me--you've robbed me of my 'usbind, you 'ave. +I never 'ad a word with my 'usbind until you took 'im from me. An' now +it's all you with 'im. 'E's got no time for 'is wife an' family--it's +all you. An' 'is money, too. I never git a penny of it; if it weren't +for the little bit I 'ad saved up in the siving-bank, me an' my +children 'ud be starvin' now! An' all through you!' She shook her fist +at her. + +'I never 'ad any money from anyone.' + +'Don' talk ter me; I know yer did. Yer dirty bitch! You oughter be +ishimed of yourself tikin' a married man from 'is family, an' 'im old +enough ter be yer father.' + +'She's right there!' said one or two of the onlooking women. 'There +can't be no good in 'er if she tikes somebody else's 'usbind.' + +'I'll give it yer!' proceeded Mrs. Blakeston, getting more hot and +excited, brandishing her fist, and speaking in a loud voice, hoarse +with rage. 'Oh, I've been tryin' ter git 'old on yer this four weeks. +Why, you're a prostitute--that's wot you are!' + +'I'm not!' answered Liza indignantly. + +'Yus, you are,' repeated Mrs. Blakeston, advancing menacingly, so that +Liza shrank back. 'An' wot's more, 'e treats yer like one. I know 'oo +give yer thet black eye; thet shows what 'e thinks of yer! An' serve +yer bloomin' well right if 'e'd give yer one in both eyes!' + +Mrs. Blakeston stood close in front of her, her heavy jaw protruded and +the frown of her eyebrows dark and stern. For a moment she stood +silent, contemplating Liza, while the surrounders looked on in +breathless interest. + +'Yer dirty little bitch, you!' she said at last. 'Tike that!' and with +her open hand she gave her a sharp smack on the cheek. + +Liza started back with a cry and put her hand up to her face. + +'An' tike thet!' added Mrs. Blakeston, repeating the blow. Then, +gathering up the spittle in her mouth, she spat in Liza's face. + +Liza sprang on her, and with her hands spread out like claws buried +her nails in the woman's face and drew them down her cheeks. Mrs. +Blakeston caught hold of her hair with both hands and tugged at it as +hard as she could. But they were immediately separated. + +''Ere, 'old 'ard!' said some of the men. 'Fight it aht fair and +square. Don't go scratchin' and maulin' like thet.' + +'I'll fight 'er, I don't mind!' shouted Mrs. Blakeston, tucking up her +sleeves and savagely glaring at her opponent. + +Liza stood in front of her, pale and trembling; as she looked at her +enemy, and saw the long red marks of her nails, with blood coming from +one or two of them, she shrank back. + +'I don't want ter fight,' she said hoarsely. + +'Na, I don't suppose yer do,' hissed the other, 'but yer'll damn well +'ave ter!' + +'She's ever so much bigger than me; I've got no chanst,' added Liza +tearfully. + +'You should 'ave thought of thet before. Come on!' and with these +words Mrs. Blakeston rushed upon her. She hit her with both fists one +after the other. Liza did not try to guard herself, but imitating the +woman's motion, hit out with her own fists; and for a minute or two +they continued thus, raining blows on one another with the same +windmill motion of the arms. But Liza could not stand against the +other woman's weight; the blows came down heavy and rapid all over her +face and head. She put up her hands to cover her face and turned her +head away, while Mrs. Blakeston kept on hitting mercilessly. + +'Time!' shouted some of the men--'Time!' and Mrs. Blakeston stopped to +rest herself. + +'It don't seem 'ardly fair to set them two on tergether. Liza's got no +chanst against a big woman like thet,' said a man among the crowd. + +'Well, it's er' own fault,' answered a woman; 'she didn't oughter mess +about with 'er 'usbind.' + +'Well, I don't think it's right,' added another man. 'She's gettin' it +too much.' + +'An' serve 'er right too!' said one of the women. 'She deserves all +she gets an' a damn sight more inter the bargain.' + +'Quite right,' put in a third; 'a woman's got no right ter tike +someone's 'usbind from 'er. An' if she does she's bloomin' lucky if +she gits off with a 'idin'--thet's wot I think.' + +'So do I. But I wouldn't 'ave thought it of Liza. I never thought she +was a wrong 'un.' + +'Pretty specimen she is!' said a little dark woman, who looked like a +Jewess. 'If she messed abaht with my old man, I'd stick 'er--I swear I +would!' + +'Now she's been carryin' on with one, she'll try an' git others--you +see if she don't.' + +'She'd better not come round my 'ouse; I'll soon give 'er wot for.' + +Meanwhile Liza was standing at one corner of the ring, trembling all +over and crying bitterly. One of her eyes was bunged up, and her hair, +all dishevelled, was hanging down over her face. Two young fellows, +who had constituted themselves her seconds, were standing in front of +her, offering rather ironical comfort. One of them had taken the +bottom corners of her apron and was fanning her with it, while the +other was showing her how to stand and hold her arms. + +'You stand up to 'er, Liza,' he was saying; 'there ain't no good +funkin' it, you'll simply get it all the worse. You 'it 'er back. Give +'er one on the boko, like this--see; yer must show a bit of pluck, yer +know.' + +Liza tried to check her sobs. + +'Yus, 'it 'er 'ard, that's wot yer've got ter do,' said the other. +'An' if yer find she's gettin' the better on yer, you close on 'er and +catch 'old of 'er 'air and scratch 'er.' + +'You've marked 'er with yer nails, Liza. By gosh, you did fly on her +when she spat at yer! thet's the way ter do the job!' + +Then turning to his fellow, he said: + +'D'yer remember thet fight as old Mother Cregg 'ad with another woman +in the street last year?' + +'Na,' he answered, 'I never saw thet.' + +'It was a cawker; an' the cops come in and took 'em both off ter +quod.' + +Liza wished the policemen would come and take her off; she would +willingly have gone to prison to escape the fiend in front of her; but +no help came. + +'Time's up!' shouted the referee. 'Fire away!' + +'Tike care of the cops!' shouted a man. + +'There's no fear abaht them,' answered somebody else. 'They always +keeps out of the way when there's anythin' goin' on.' + +'Fire away!' + +Mrs. Blakeston attacked Liza madly; but the girl stood up bravely, and +as well as she could gave back the blows she received. The spectators +grew tremendously excited. + +'Got 'im again!' they shouted. 'Give it 'er, Liza, thet's a good +'un!--'it 'er 'ard!' + +'Two ter one on the old 'un!' shouted a sporting gentleman; but Liza +found no backers. + +'Ain't she standin' up well now she's roused?' cried someone. + +'Oh, she's got some pluck in 'er, she 'as!' + +'Thet's a knock-aht!' they shouted as Mrs. Blakeston brought her fist +down on to Liza's nose; the girl staggered back, and blood began to +flow. Then, losing all fear, mad with rage, she made a rush on her +enemy, and rained down blows all over her nose and eyes and mouth. The +woman recoiled at the sudden violence of the onslaught, and the men +cried: + +'By God, the little 'un's gettin' the best of it!' + +But quickly recovering herself the woman closed with Liza, and dug her +nails into her flesh. Liza caught hold of her hair and pulled with all +her might, and turning her teeth on Mrs. Blakeston tried to bite her. +And thus for a minute they swayed about, scratching, tearing, biting, +sweat and blood pouring down their faces, and their eyes fixed on one +another, bloodshot and full of rage. The audience shouted and cheered +and clapped their hands. + +'Wot the 'ell's up 'ere?' + +'I sy, look there,' said some of the women in a whisper. 'It's the +'usbind!' + +He stood on tiptoe and looked over the crowd. + +'My Gawd,' he said, 'it's Liza!' + +Then roughly pushing the people aside, he made his way through the +crowd into the centre, and thrusting himself between the two women, +tore them apart. He turned furiously on his wife. + +'By Gawd, I'll give yer somethin' for this!' + +And for a moment they all three stood silently looking at one another. + +Another man had been attracted by the crowd, and he, too, pushed his +way through. + +'Come 'ome, Liza,' he said. + +'Tom!' + +He took hold of her arm, and led her through the people, who gave way +to let her pass. They walked silently through the street, Tom very +grave, Liza weeping bitterly. + +'Oh, Tom,' she sobbed after a while, 'I couldn't 'elp it!' Then, when +her tears permitted, 'I did love 'im so!' + +When they got to the door she plaintively said: 'Come in,' and he +followed her to her room. Here she sank on to a chair, and gave +herself up to her tears. + +Tom wetted the end of a towel and began wiping her face, grimy with +blood and tears. She let him do it, just moaning amid her sobs: + +'You are good ter me, Tom.' + +'Cheer up, old gal,' he said kindly, 'it's all over now.' + +After a while the excess of crying brought its cessation. She drank +some water, and then taking up a broken handglass she looked at +herself, saying: + +'I am a sight!' and proceeded to wind up her hair. 'You 'ave been good +ter me, Tom,' she repeated, her voice still broken with sobs; and as +he sat down beside her she took his hand. + +'Na, I ain't,' he answered; 'it's only wot anybody 'ud 'ave done.' + +'Yer know, Tom,' she said, after a little silence, 'I'm so sorry I +spoke cross like when I met yer in the street; you ain't spoke ter me +since.' + +'Oh, thet's all over now, old lidy, we needn't think of thet.' + +'Oh, but I 'ave treated yer bad. I'm a regular wrong 'un, I am.' + +He pressed her hand without speaking. + +'I say, Tom,' she began, after another pause. 'Did yer know +thet--well, you know--before ter-day?' + +He blushed as he answered: + +'Yus.' + +She spoke very sadly and slowly. + +'I thought yer did; yer seemed so cut up like when I used to meet yer. +Yer did love me then, Tom, didn't yer?' + +'I do now, dearie,' he answered. + +'Ah, it's too lite now,' she sighed. + +'D'yer know, Liza,' he said, 'I just abaht kicked the life aht of a +feller 'cause 'e said you was messin' abaht with--with 'im.' + +'An' yer knew I was?' + +'Yus--but I wasn't goin' ter 'ave anyone say it before me.' + +'They've all rounded on me except you, Tom. I'd 'ave done better if +I'd tiken you when you arst me; I shouldn't be where I am now, if I +'ad.' + +'Well, won't yer now? Won't yer 'ave me now?' + +'Me? After wot's 'appened?' + +'Oh, I don't mind abaht thet. Thet don't matter ter me if you'll marry +me. I fair can't live without yer, Liza--won't yer?' + +She groaned. + +'Na, I can't, Tom, it wouldn't be right.' + +'Why, not, if I don't mind?' + +'Tom,' she said, looking down, almost whispering, 'I'm like that--you +know!' + +'Wot d'yer mean?' + +She could scarcely utter the words-- + +'I think I'm in the family wy.' + +He paused a moment; then spoke again. + +'Well--I don't mind, if yer'll only marry me.' + +'Na, I can't, Tom,' she said, bursting into tears; 'I can't, but you +are so good ter me; I'd do anythin' ter mike it up ter you.' + +She put her arms round his neck and slid on to his knees. + +'Yer know, Tom, I couldn't marry yer now; but anythin' else--if yer +wants me ter do anythin' else, I'll do it if it'll mike you 'appy.' + +He did not understand, but only said: + +'You're a good gal, Liza,' and bending down he kissed her gravely on +the forehead. + +Then with a sigh he lifted her down, and getting up left her alone. +For a while she sat where he left her, but as she thought of all she +had gone through her loneliness and misery overcame her, the tears +welled forth, and throwing herself on the bed she buried her face in +the pillows. + + * * * * * + +Jim stood looking at Liza as she went off with Tom, and his wife +watched him jealously. + +'It's 'er you're thinkin' abaht. Of course you'd 'ave liked ter tike +'er 'ome yerself, I know, an' leave me to shift for myself.' + +'Shut up!' said Jim, angrily turning upon her. + +'I shan't shut up,' she answered, raising her voice. 'Nice 'usbind you +are. Go' lumme, as good as they mike 'em! Nice thing ter go an' leave +yer wife and children for a thing like thet! At your age, too! You +oughter be ashimed of yerself. Why, it's like messin' abaht with your +own daughter!' + +'By God!'--he ground his teeth with rage--'if yer don't leave me +alone, I'll kick the life aht of yer!' + +'There!' she said, turning to the crowd--'there, see 'ow 'e treats me! +Listen ter that! I've been 'is wife for twenty years, an' yer couldn't +'ave 'ad a better wife, an' I've bore 'im nine children, yet say +nothin' of a miscarriage, an' I've got another comin', an' thet's 'ow +'e treats me! Nice 'usbind, ain't it?' She looked at him scornfully, +then again at the surrounders as if for their opinion. + +'Well, I ain't goin' ter stay 'ere all night; get aht of the light!' +He pushed aside the people who barred his way, and the one or two who +growled a little at his roughness, looking at his angry face, were +afraid to complain. + +'Look at 'im!' said his wife. ''E's afraid, 'e is. See 'im slinkin' +awy like a bloomin' mongrel with 'is tail between 'is legs. Ugh!' She +walked just behind him, shouting and brandishing her arms. + +'Yer dirty beast, you,' she yelled, 'ter go foolin' abaht with a +little girl! Ugh! I wish yer wasn't my 'usbind; I wouldn't be seen +drowned with yer, if I could 'elp it. Yer mike me sick ter look at +yer.' + +The crowd followed them on both sides of the road, keeping at a +discreet distance, but still eagerly listening. + +Jim turned on her once or twice and said: + +'Shut up!' + +But it only made her more angry. 'I tell yer I shan't shut up. I don't +care 'oo knows it, you're a ----, you are! I'm ashimed the children +should 'ave such a father as you. D'yer think I didn't know wot you +was up ter them nights you was awy--courtin', yus, courtin'? You're a +nice man, you are!' + +Jim did not answer her, but walked on. At last he turned round to the +people who were following and said: + +'Na then, wot d'you want 'ere? You jolly well clear, or I'll give some +of you somethin'!' + +They were mostly boys and women, and at his words they shrank back. + +''E's afraid ter sy anythin' ter me,' jeered Mrs. Blakeston. ''E's a +beauty!' + +Jim entered his house, and she followed him till they came up into +their room. Polly was giving the children their tea. They all started +up as they saw their mother with her hair and clothes in disorder, +blotches of dried blood on her face, and the long scratch-marks. + +'Oh, mother,' said Polly, 'wot is the matter?' + +''E's the matter.' she answered, pointing to her husband. 'It's +through 'im I've got all this. Look at yer father, children; e's a +father to be proud of, leavin' yer ter starve an' spendin' 'is week's +money on a dirty little strumper.' + +Jim felt easier now he had not got so many strange eyes on him. + +'Now, look 'ere,' he said, 'I'm not goin' ter stand this much longer, +so just you tike care.' + +'I ain't frightened of yer. I know yer'd like ter kill me, but yer'll +get strung up if you do.' + +'Na, I won't kill yer, but if I 'ave any more of your sauce I'll do +the next thing to it.' + +'Touch me if yer dare,' she said, 'I'll 'ave the law on you. An' I +shouldn't mind 'ow many month's 'ard you got.' + +'Be quiet!' he said, and, closing his hand, gave her a heavy blow in +the chest that made her stagger. + +'Oh, you ----!' she screamed. + +She seized the poker, and in a fury of rage rushed at him. + +'Would yer?' he said, catching hold of it and wrenching it from her +grasp. He threw it to the end of the room and grappled with her. For a +moment they swayed about from side to side, then with an effort he +lifted her off her feet and threw her to the ground; but she caught +hold of him and he came down on the top of her. She screamed as her +head thumped down on the floor, and the children, who were standing +huddled up in a corner, terrified, screamed too. + +Jim caught hold of his wife's head and began beating it against the +floor. + +She cried out: 'You're killing me! Help! help!' + +Polly in terror ran up to her father and tried to pull him off. + +'Father, don't 'it 'er! Anythin' but thet--for God's sike!' + +'Leave me alone,' he said, 'or I'll give you somethin' too.' + +She caught hold of his arm, but Jim, still kneeling on his wife, gave +Polly a backhanded blow which sent her staggering back. + +'Tike that!' + +Polly ran out of the room, downstairs to the first-floor front, where +two men and two women were sitting at tea. + +'Oh, come an' stop father!' she cried. ''E's killin' mother!' + +'Why, wot's 'e doin'?' + +'Oh, 'e's got 'er on the floor, an' 'e's bangin' 'er 'ead. 'E's payin' +'er aht for givin' Liza Kemp a 'idin'.' + +One of the women started up and said to her husband: + +'Come on, John, you go an' stop it.' + +'Don't you, John,' said the other man. 'When a man's givin' 'is wife +socks it's best not ter interfere.' + +'But 'e's killin' 'er,' repeated Polly, trembling with fright. + +'Garn!' rejoined the man, 'she'll git over it; an' p'raps she deserves +it, for all you know.' + +John sat undecided, looking now at Polly, now at his wife, and now at +the other man. + +'Oh, do be quick--for God's sike!' said Polly. + +At that moment a sound as of something smashing was heard upstairs, +and a woman's shriek. Mrs. Blakeston, in an effort to tear herself away +from her husband, had knocked up against the wash-hand stand, and the +whole thing had crashed down. + +'Go on, John,' said the wife. + +'No, I ain't goin'; I shan't do no good, an' 'e'll only round on me.' + +'Well, you are a bloomin' lot of cowards, thet's all I can say,' +indignantly answered the wife. 'But I ain't goin' ter see a woman +murdered; I'll go an' stop 'im.' + +With that she ran upstairs and threw open the door. Jim was still +kneeling on his wife, hitting her furiously, while she was trying to +protect her head and face with her hands. + +'Leave off!' shouted the woman. + +Jim looked up. ''Oo the devil are you?' he said. + +'Leave off, I tell yer. Aren't yer ashimed of yerself, knockin' a +woman abaht like that?' And she sprang at him, seizing his fist. + +'Let go,' he said, 'or I'll give you a bit.' + +'Yer'd better not touch me,' she said. 'Yer dirty coward! Why, look at +'er, she's almost senseless.' + +Jim stopped and gazed at his wife. He got up and gave her a kick. + +'Git up!' he said; but she remained huddled up on the floor, moaning +feebly. The woman from downstairs went on her knees and took her head +in her arms. + +'Never mind, Mrs. Blakeston. 'E's not goin' ter touch yer. 'Ere, drink +this little drop of water.' Then turning to Jim, with infinite +disdain: 'Yer dirty blackguard, you! If I was a man I'd give you +something for this.' + +Jim put on his hat and went out, slamming the door, while the woman +shouted after him: 'Good riddance!' + + * * * * * + +'Lord love yer,' said Mrs. Kemp, 'wot is the matter?' + +She had just come in, and opening the door had started back in +surprise at seeing Liza on the bed, all tears. Liza made no answer, +but cried as if her heart were breaking. Mrs. Kemp went up to her and +tried to look at her face. + +'Don't cry, dearie; tell us wot it is.' + +Liza sat up and dried her eyes. + +'I am so un'appy!' + +'Wot 'ave yer been doin' ter yer fice? My!' + +'Nothin'.' + +'Garn! Yer can't 'ave got a fice like thet all by itself.' + +'I 'ad a bit of a scrimmage with a woman dahn the street,' sobbed out +Liza. + +'She 'as give yer a doin'; an' yer all upset--an' look at yer eye! I +brought in a little bit of stike for ter-morrer's dinner; you just cut +a bit off an' put it over yer optic, that'll soon put it right. I +always used ter do thet myself when me an' your poor father 'ad +words.' + +'Oh, I'm all over in a tremble, an' my 'ead, oo, my 'ead does feel +bad!' + +'I know wot yer want,' remarked Mrs. Kemp, nodding her head, 'an' it so +'appens as I've got the very thing with me.' She pulled a medicine +bottle out of her pocket, and taking out the cork smelt it. 'Thet's +good stuff, none of your firewater or your methylated spirit. I don't +often indulge in sich things, but when I do I likes to 'ave the best.' + +She handed the bottle to Liza, who took a mouthful and gave it her +back; she had a drink herself, and smacked her lips. + +Thet's good stuff. 'Ave a drop more.' + +'Na,' said Liza, 'I ain't used ter drinkin' spirits.' + +She felt dull and miserable, and a heavy pain throbbed through her +head. If she could only forget! + +'Na, I know you're not, but, bless your soul, thet won' 'urt yer. +It'll do you no end of good. Why, often when I've been feelin' thet +done up thet I didn't know wot ter do with myself, I've just 'ad a +little drop of whisky or gin--I'm not partic'ler wot spirit it is--an' +it's pulled me up wonderful.' + +Liza took another sip, a slightly longer one; it burnt as it went down +her throat, and sent through her a feeling of comfortable warmth. + +'I really do think it's doin' me good,' she said, wiping her eyes and +giving a sigh of relief as the crying ceased. + +'I knew it would. Tike my word for it, if people took a little drop of +spirits in time, there'd be much less sickness abaht.' + +They sat for a while in silence, then Mrs. Kemp remarked: + +'Yer know, Liza, it strikes me as 'ow we could do with a drop more. +You not bein' in the 'abit of tikin' anythin' I only brought just this +little drop for me; an' it ain't took us long ter finish thet up. But +as you're an invalid like we'll git a little more this time; it's sure +ter turn aht useful.' + +'But you ain't got nothin' ter put it in.' + +'Yus, I 'ave,' answered Mrs. Kemp; 'there's thet bottle as they gives +me at the 'orspital. Just empty the medicine aht into the pile, an' +wash it aht, an' I'll tike it round to the pub myself.' + +Liza, when she was left alone, began to turn things over in her mind. +She did not feel so utterly unhappy as before, for the things she had +gone through seemed further away. + +'After all,' she said, 'it don't so much matter.' + +Mrs. Kemp came in. + +''Ave a little drop more, Liza.' she said. + +'Well, I don't mind if I do. I'll get some tumblers, shall I? There's +no mistike abaht it,' she added, when she had taken a little, 'it do +buck yer up.' + +'You're right, Liza--you're right. An' you wanted it badly. Fancy you +'avin' a fight with a woman! Oh, I've 'ad some in my day, but then I +wasn't a little bit of a thing like you is. I wish I'd been there, I +wouldn't 'ave stood by an' looked on while my daughter was gettin' the +worst of it; although I'm turned sixty-five, an' gettin' on for +sixty-six, I'd 'ave said to 'er: "If you touch my daughter you'll 'ave +me ter deal with, so just look aht!"' + +She brandished her glass, and that reminding her, she refilled it and +Liza's. + +'Ah, Liza,' she remarked, 'you're a chip of the old block. Ter see you +settin' there an' 'avin' your little drop, it mikes me feel as if I +was livin' a better life. Yer used ter be rather 'ard on me, Liza, +'cause I took a little drop on Saturday nights. An', mind, I don't sy +I didn't tike a little drop too much sometimes--accidents will occur +even in the best regulated of families, but wot I say is this--it's +good stuff, I say, an' it don't 'urt yer.' + +'Buck up, old gal!' said Liza, filling the glasses, 'no 'eel-taps. I +feel like a new woman now. I was thet dahn in the dumps--well, I +shouldn't 'ave cared if I'd been at the bottom of the river, an' +thet's the truth.' + +'You don't sy so,' replied her affectionate mother. + +'Yus, I do, an' I mean it too, but I don't feel like thet now. You're +right, mother, when you're in trouble there's nothin' like a bit of +spirits.' + +'Well, if I don't know, I dunno 'oo does, for the trouble I've 'ad, it +'ud be enough to kill many women. Well, I've 'ad thirteen children, +an' you can think wot thet was; everyone I 'ad I used ter sy I +wouldn't 'ave no more--but one does, yer know. You'll 'ave a family +some day, Liza, an' I shouldn't wonder if you didn't 'ave as many as +me. We come from a very prodigal family, we do, we've all gone in ter +double figures, except your Aunt Mary, who only 'ad three--but then +she wasn't married, so it didn't count, like.' + +They drank each other's health. Everything was getting blurred to +Liza, she was losing her head. + +'Yus,' went on Mrs. Kemp, 'I've 'ad thirteen children an' I'm proud of +it. As your poor dear father used ter sy, it shows as 'ow one's got +the blood of a Briton in one. Your poor dear father, 'e was a great +'and at speakin' 'e was: 'e used ter speak at parliamentary +meetin's--I really believe 'e'd 'ave been a Member of Parliament if +'e'd been alive now. Well, as I was sayin', your father 'e used ter +sy, "None of your small families for me, I don't approve of them," +says 'e. 'E was a man of very 'igh principles, an' by politics 'e was +a Radical. "No," says 'e, when 'e got talkin', "when a man can 'ave a +family risin' into double figures, it shows 'e's got the backbone of a +Briton in 'im. That's the stuff as 'as built up England's nime and +glory! When one thinks of the mighty British Hempire," says 'e, "on +which the sun never sets from mornin' till night, one 'as ter be proud +of 'isself, an' one 'as ter do one's duty in thet walk of life in +which it 'as pleased Providence ter set one--an' every man's fust duty +is ter get as many children as 'e bloomin' well can." Lord love +yer--'e could talk, I can tell yer.' + +'Drink up, mother,' said Liza. 'You're not 'alf drinkin'.' She +flourished the bottle. 'I don't care a twopanny 'ang for all them +blokes; I'm quite 'appy, an' I don't want anythin' else.' + +'I can see you're my daughter now,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'When yer used ter +round on me I used ter think as 'ow if I 'adn't carried yer for nine +months, it must 'ave been some mistike, an' yer wasn't my daughter at +all. When you come ter think of it, a man 'e don't know if it's 'is +child or somebody else's, but yer can't deceive a woman like thet. Yer +couldn't palm off somebody else's kid on 'er.' + +'I am beginnin' ter feel quite lively,' said Liza. 'I dunno wot it is, +but I feel as if I wanted to laugh till I fairly split my sides.' + +And she began to sing: 'For 'e's a jolly good feller--for 'e's a jolly +good feller!' + +Her dress was all disarranged; her face covered with the scars of +scratches, and clots of blood had fixed under her nose; her eye had +swollen up so that it was nearly closed, and red; her hair was hanging +over her face and shoulders, and she laughed stupidly and leered with +heavy, sodden ugliness. + + 'Disy, Disy! I can't afford a kerridge. + But you'll look neat, on the seat + Of a bicycle mide for two.' + +She shouted out the tunes, beating time on the table, and her mother, +grinning, with her thin, grey hair hanging dishevelled over her head, +joined in with her weak, cracked voice-- + + 'Oh, dem golden kippers, oh!' + +Then Liza grew more melancholy and broke into 'Auld Lang Syne'. + + 'Should old acquaintance be forgot + And never brought to mind? + + * * * * * + + For old lang syne'. + +Finally they both grew silent, and in a little while there came a +snore from Mrs. Kemp; her head fell forward to her chest; Liza tumbled +from her chair on to the bed, and sprawling across it fell asleep. + + '_Although I am drunk and bad, be you kind, + Cast a glance at this heart which is bewildered and distressed. + O God, take away from my mind my cry and my complaint. + Offer wine, and take sorrow from my remembrance. + Offer wine._' + + + + +12 + + +About the middle of the night Liza woke; her mouth was hot and dry, +and a sharp, cutting pain passed through her head as she moved. Her +mother had evidently roused herself, for she was lying in bed by her +side, partially undressed, with all the bedclothes rolled round her. +Liza shivered in the cold night, and taking off some of her +things--her boots, her skirt, and jacket--got right into bed; she +tried to get some of the blanket from her mother, but as she pulled +Mrs. Kemp gave a growl in her sleep and drew the clothes more tightly +round her. So Liza put over herself her skirt and a shawl, which was +lying over the end of the bed, and tried to go to sleep. + +But she could not; her head and hands were broiling hot, and she was +terribly thirsty; when she lifted herself up to get a drink of water +such a pang went through her head that she fell back on the bed +groaning, and lay there with beating heart. And strange pains that she +did not know went through her. Then a cold shiver seemed to rise in +the very marrow of her bones and run down every artery and vein, +freezing the blood; her skin puckered up, and drawing up her legs she +lay huddled together in a heap, the shawl wrapped tightly round her, +and her teeth chattering. Shivering, she whispered: + +'Oh, I'm so cold, so cold. Mother, give me some clothes; I shall die +of the cold. Oh, I'm freezing!' + +But after awhile the cold seemed to give way, and a sudden heat seized +her, flushing her face, making her break out into perspiration, so +that she threw everything off and loosened the things about her neck. + +'Give us a drink,' she said. 'Oh, I'd give anythin' for a little drop +of water!' + +There was no one to hear; Mrs. Kemp continued to sleep heavily, +occasionally breaking out into a little snore. + +Liza remained there, now shivering with cold, now panting for breath, +listening to the regular, heavy breathing by her side, and in her pain +she sobbed. She pulled at her pillow and said: + +'Why can't I go to sleep? Why can't I sleep like 'er?' + +And the darkness was awful; it was a heavy, ghastly blackness, that +seemed palpable, so that it frightened her and she looked for relief +at the faint light glimmering through the window from a distant +street-lamp. She thought the night would never end--the minutes seemed +like hours, and she wondered how she should live through till morning. +And strange pains that she did not know went through her. + +Still the night went on, the darkness continued, cold and horrible, +and her mother breathed loudly and steadily by her side. + +At last with the morning sleep came; but the sleep was almost worse +than the wakefulness, for it was accompanied by ugly, disturbing +dreams. Liza thought she was going through the fight with her enemy, +and Mrs. Blakeston grew enormous in size, and multiplied, so that every +way she turned the figure confronted her. And she began running away, +and she ran and ran till she found herself reckoning up an account she +had puzzled over in the morning, and she did it backwards and +forwards, upwards and downwards, starting here, starting there, and +the figures got mixed up with other things, and she had to begin over +again, and everything jumbled up, and her head whirled, till finally, +with a start, she woke. + +The darkness had given way to a cold, grey dawn, her uncovered legs +were chilled to the bone, and by her side she heard again the regular, +nasal breathing of the drunkard. + +For a long while she lay where she was, feeling very sick and ill, but +better than in the night. At last her mother woke. + +'Liza!' she called. + +'Yus, mother,' she answered feebly. + +'Git us a cup of tea, will yer?' + +'I can't, mother, I'm ill.' + +'Garn!' said Mrs. Kemp, in surprise. Then looking at her: 'Swop me bob, +wot's up with yer? Why, yer cheeks is flushed, an' yer forehead--it is +'ot! Wot's the matter with yer, gal?' + +'I dunno,' said Liza. 'I've been thet bad all night, I thought I was +goin' ter die.' + +'I know wot it is,' said Mrs. Kemp, shaking her head; 'the fact is, you +ain't used ter drinkin', an' of course it's upset yer. Now me, why I'm +as fresh as a disy. Tike my word, there ain't no good in teetotalism; +it finds yer aht in the end, an' it's found you aht.' + +Mrs. Kemp considered it a judgment of Providence. She got up and mixed +some whisky and water. + +''Ere, drink this,' she said. 'When one's 'ad a drop too much at +night, there's nothin' like havin' a drop more in the mornin' ter put +one right. It just acts like magic.' + +'Tike it awy,' said Liza, turning from it in disgust; 'the smell of it +gives me the sick. I'll never touch spirits again.' + +'Ah, thet's wot we all says sometime in our lives, but we does, an' +wot's more we can't do withaht it. Why, me, the 'ard life I've 'ad--.' +It is unnecessary to repeat Mrs. Kemp's repetitions. + +Liza did not get up all day. Tom came to inquire after her, and was +told she was very ill. Liza plaintively asked whether anyone else had +been, and sighed a little when her mother answered no. But she felt +too ill to think much or trouble much about anything. The fever came +again as the day wore on, and the pains in her head grew worse. Her +mother came to bed, and quickly went off to sleep, leaving Liza to +bear her agony alone. She began to have frightful pains all over her, +and she held her breath to prevent herself from crying out and waking +her mother. She clutched the sheets in her agony, and at last, about +six o'clock in the morning, she could bear it no longer, and in the +anguish of labour screamed out, and woke her mother. + +Mrs. Kemp was frightened out of her wits. Going upstairs she woke the +woman who lived on the floor above her. Without hesitating, the good +lady put on a skirt and came down. + +'She's 'ad a miss,' she said, after looking at Liza. 'Is there anyone +you could send to the 'orspital?' + +'Na, I dunno 'oo I could get at this hour?' + +'Well, I'll git my old man ter go.' + +She called her husband, and sent him off. She was a stout, middle-aged +woman, rough-visaged and strong-armed. Her name was Mrs. Hodges. + +'It's lucky you came ter me,' she said, when she had settled down. 'I +go aht nursin', yer know, so I know all abaht it.' + +'Well, you surprise me,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I didn't know as Liza was +thet way. She never told me nothin' abaht it.' + +'D'yer know 'oo it is 'as done it?' + +'Now you ask me somethin' I don't know,' replied Mrs. Kemp. 'But now I +come ter think of it, it must be thet there Tom. 'E's been keepin' +company with Liza. 'E's a single man, so they'll be able ter get +married--thet's somethin'.' + +'It ain't Tom,' feebly said Liza. + +'Not 'im; 'oo is it, then?' + +Liza did not answer. + +'Eh?' repeated the mother, ''oo is it?' + +Liza lay still without speaking. + +'Never mind, Mrs. Kemp,' said Mrs. Hodges, 'don't worry 'er now; you'll +be able ter find aht all abaht it when she gits better.' + +For a while the two women sat still, waiting the doctor's coming, and +Liza lay gazing vacantly at the wall, panting for breath. Sometimes +Jim crossed her mind, and she opened her mouth to call for him, but in +her despair she restrained herself. + +The doctor came. + +'D'you think she's bad, doctor?' asked Mrs. Hodges. + +'I'm afraid she is rather,' he answered. 'I'll come in again this +evening.' + +'Oh, doctor,' said Mrs. Kemp, as he was going, 'could yer give me +somethin' for my rheumatics? I'm a martyr to rheumatism, an' these +cold days I 'ardly knows wot ter do with myself. An', doctor, could +you let me 'ave some beef-tea? My 'usbind's dead, an' of course I +can't do no work with my daughter ill like this, an' we're very +short--.' + +The day passed, and in the evening Mrs. Hodges, who had been attending +to her own domestic duties, came downstairs again. Mrs. Kemp was on the +bed sleeping. + +'I was just 'avin' a little nap,' she said to Mrs. Hodges, on waking. + +''Ow is the girl?' asked that lady. + +'Oh,' answered Mrs. Kemp, 'my rheumatics 'as been thet bad I really +'aven't known wot ter do with myself, an' now Liza can't rub me I'm +worse than ever. It is unfortunate thet she should get ill just now +when I want so much attendin' ter myself, but there, it's just my +luck!' + +Mrs. Hodges went over and looked at Liza; she was lying just as when +she left in the morning, her cheeks flushed, her mouth open for +breath, and tiny beads of sweat stood on her forehead. + +''Ow are yer, ducky?' asked Mrs. Hodges; but Liza did not answer. + +'It's my belief she's unconscious,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I've been askin' +'er 'oo it was as done it, but she don't seem to 'ear wot I say. It's +been a great shock ter me, Mrs. 'Odges.' + +'I believe you,' replied that lady, sympathetically. + +'Well, when you come in and said wot it was, yer might 'ave knocked +me dahn with a feather. I knew no more than the dead wot 'ad +'appened.' + +'I saw at once wot it was,' said Mrs. Hodges, nodding her head. + +'Yus, of course, you knew. I expect you've 'ad a great deal of +practice one way an' another.' + +'You're right, Mrs. Kemp, you're right. I've been on the job now for +nearly twenty years, an' if I don't know somethin' abaht it I ought.' + +'D'yer finds it pays well?' + +'Well, Mrs. Kemp, tike it all in all, I ain't got no grounds for +complaint. I'm in the 'abit of askin' five shillings, an' I will say +this, I don't think it's too much for wot I do.' + +The news of Liza's illness had quickly spread, and more than once in +the course of the day a neighbour had come to ask after her. There was +a knock at the door now, and Mrs. Hodges opened it. Tom stood on the +threshold asking to come in. + +'Yus, you can come,' said Mrs. Kemp. + +He advanced on tiptoe, so as to make no noise, and for a while stood +silently looking at Liza. Mrs. Hodges was by his side. + +'Can I speak to 'er?' he whispered. + +'She can't 'ear you.' + +He groaned. + +'D'yer think she'll get arright?' he asked. + +Mrs. Hodges shrugged her shoulders. + +'I shouldn't like ter give an opinion,' she said, cautiously. + +Tom bent over Liza, and, blushing, kissed her; then, without speaking +further, went out of the room. + +'Thet's the young man as was courtin' 'er,' said Mrs. Kemp, pointing +over her shoulder with her thumb. + +Soon after the Doctor came. + +'Wot do yer think of 'er, doctor?' said Mrs. Hodges, bustling forwards +authoritatively in her position of midwife and sick-nurse. + +'I'm afraid she's very bad.' + +'D'yer think she's goin' ter die?' she asked, dropping her voice to a +whisper. + +'I'm afraid so!' + +As the doctor sat down by Liza's side Mrs. Hodges turned round and +significantly nodded to Mrs. Kemp, who put her handkerchief to her +eyes. Then she went outside to the little group waiting at the door. + +'Wot does the doctor sy?' they asked, among them Tom. + +''E says just wot I've been sayin' all along; I knew she wouldn't +live.' + +And Tom burst out: 'Oh, Liza!' + +As she retired a woman remarked: + +'Mrs. 'Odges is very clever, I think.' + +'Yus,' remarked another, 'she got me through my last confinement +simply wonderful. If it come to choosin' between 'em I'd back Mrs. +'Odges against forty doctors.' + +'Ter tell yer the truth, so would I. I've never known 'er wrong yet.' + +Mrs. Hodges sat down beside Mrs. Kemp and proceeded to comfort her. + +'Why don't yer tike a little drop of brandy ter calm yer nerves, Mrs. +Kemp?' she said, 'you want it.' + +'I was just feelin' rather faint, an' I couldn't 'elp thinkin' as 'ow +twopenneth of whisky 'ud do me good.' + +'Na, Mrs. Kemp,' said Mrs. Hodges, earnestly, putting her hand on the +other's arm. 'You tike my tip--when you're queer there's nothin' like +brandy for pullin' yer togither. I don't object to whisky myself, but +as a medicine yer can't beat brandy.' + +'Well, I won't set up myself as knowin' better than you Mrs. 'Odges; +I'll do wot you think right.' + +Quite accidentally there was some in the room, and Mrs. Kemp poured it +out for herself and her friend. + +'I'm not in the 'abit of tikin' anythin' when I'm aht on business,' +she apologized, 'but just ter keep you company I don't mind if I do.' + +'Your 'ealth. Mrs. 'Odges.' + +'Sime ter you, an' thank yer, Mrs. Kemp.' + +Liza lay still, breathing very quietly, her eyes closed. The doctor +kept his fingers on her pulse. + +'I've been very unfortunate of lite,' remarked Mrs. Hodges, as she +licked her lips, 'this mikes the second death I've 'ad in the last ten +days--women, I mean, of course I don't count bibies.' + +'Yer don't sy so.' + +'Of course the other one--well, she was only a prostitute, so it +didn't so much matter. It ain't like another woman is it?' + +'Na, you're right.' + +'Still, one don't like 'em ter die, even if they are thet. One mustn't +be too 'ard on 'em.' + +'Strikes me you've got a very kind 'eart, Mrs. 'Odges,' said Mrs. Kemp. + +'I 'ave thet; an' I often says it 'ud be better for my peace of mind +an' my business if I 'adn't. I 'ave ter go through a lot, I do; but I +can say this for myself, I always gives satisfaction, an' thet's +somethin' as all lidies in my line can't say.' + +They sipped their brandy for a while. + +'It's a great trial ter me that this should 'ave 'appened,' said Mrs. +Kemp, coming to the subject that had been disturbing her for some +time. 'Mine's always been a very respectable family, an' such a thing +as this 'as never 'appened before. No, Mrs. 'Odges, I was lawfully +married in church, an' I've got my marriage lines now ter show I was, +an' thet one of my daughters should 'ave gone wrong in this way--well, +I can't understand it. I give 'er a good education, an' she 'ad all +the comforts of a 'ome. She never wanted for nothin'; I worked myself +to the bone ter keep 'er in luxury, an' then thet she should go an' +disgrace me like this!' + +'I understand wot yer mean. Mrs. Kemp.' + +'I can tell you my family was very respectable; an' my 'usband, 'e +earned twenty-five shillings a week, an' was in the sime plice +seventeen years; an' 'is employers sent a beautiful wreath ter put on +'is coffin; an' they tell me they never 'ad such a good workman an' +sich an 'onest man before. An' me! Well, I can sy this--I've done my +duty by the girl, an' she's never learnt anythin' but good from me. Of +course I ain't always been in wot yer might call flourishing +circumstances, but I've always set her a good example, as she could +tell yer so 'erself if she wasn't speechless.' + +Mrs. Kemp paused for a moment's reflection. + +'As they sy in the Bible,' she finished, 'it's enough ter mike one's +grey 'airs go dahn into the ground in sorrer. I can show yer my +marriage certificate. Of course one doesn't like ter say much, because +of course she's very bad; but if she got well I should 'ave given 'er +a talkin' ter.' + +There was another knock. + +'Do go an' see 'oo thet is; I can't, on account of my rheumatics.' + +Mrs. Hodges opened the door. It was Jim. + +He was very white, and the blackness of his hair and beard, +contrasting with the deathly pallor of his face, made him look +ghastly. Mrs. Hodges stepped back. + +''Oo's 'e?' she said, turning to Mrs. Kemp. + +Jim pushed her aside and went up to the bed. + +'Doctor, is she very bad?' he asked. + +The doctor looked at him questioningly. + +Jim whispered: 'It was me as done it. She ain't goin' ter die, is +she?' + +The doctor nodded. + +'O God! wot shall I do? It was my fault! I wish I was dead!' + +Jim took the girl's head in his hands, and the tears burst from his +eyes. + +'She ain't dead yet, is she?' + +'She's just living,' said the doctor. + +Jim bent down. + +'Liza, Liza, speak ter me! Liza, say you forgive me! Oh, speak ter +me!' + +His voice was full of agony. The doctor spoke. + +'She can't hear you.' + +'Oh, she must hear me! Liza! Liza!' + +He sank on his knees by the bedside. + +They all remained silent: Liza lying stiller than ever, her breast +unmoved by the feeble respiration, Jim looking at her very mournfully; +the doctor grave, with his fingers on the pulse. The two women looked +at Jim. + +'Fancy it bein' 'im!' said Mrs. Kemp. 'Strike me lucky, ain't 'e a +sight!' + +'You 'ave got 'er insured, Mrs. Kemp?' asked the midwife. She could +bear the silence no longer. + +'Trust me fur thet!' replied the good lady. 'I've 'ad 'er insured ever +since she was born. Why, only the other dy I was sayin' ter myself +thet all thet money 'ad been wisted, but you see it wasn't; yer never +know yer luck, you see!' + +'Quite right, Mrs. Kemp; I'm a rare one for insurin'. It's a great +thing. I've always insured all my children.' + +'The way I look on it is this,' said Mrs. Kemp--'wotever yer do when +they're alive, an' we all know as children is very tryin' sometimes, +you should give them a good funeral when they dies. Thet's my motto, +an' I've always acted up to it.' + +'Do you deal with Mr. Stearman?' asked Mrs. Hodges. + +'No, Mrs. 'Odges, for undertikin' give me Mr. Footley every time. In the +black line 'e's fust an' the rest nowhere!' + +'Well, thet's very strange now--thet's just wot I think. Mr. Footley +does 'is work well, an' 'e's very reasonable. I'm a very old customer +of 'is, an' 'e lets me 'ave things as cheap as anybody.' + +'Does 'e indeed! Well Mrs. 'Odges if it ain't askin' too much of yer, I +should look upon it as very kind if you'd go an' mike the arrangements +for Liza.' + +'Why, certainly, Mrs. Kemp. I'm always willin' ter do a good turn to +anybody, if I can.' + +'I want it done very respectable,' said Mrs. Kemp; 'I'm not goin' ter +stint for nothin' for my daughter's funeral. I like plumes, you know, +although they is a bit extra.' + +'Never you fear, Mrs. Kemp, it shall be done as well as if it was for +my own 'usbind, an' I can't say more than thet. Mr. Footley thinks a +deal of me, 'e does! Why, only the other dy as I was goin' inter 'is +shop 'e says "Good mornin', Mrs. 'Odges." "Good mornin', Mr. Footley," +says I. "You've jest come in the nick of time," says 'e. "This +gentleman an' myself," pointin' to another gentleman as was standin' +there, "we was 'avin' a bit of an argument. Now you're a very +intelligent woman, Mrs. 'Odges, and a good customer too." "I can say +thet for myself," say I, "I gives yer all the work I can." "I believe +you," says 'e. "Well," 'e says, "now which do you think? Does hoak +look better than helm, or does helm look better than hoak? Hoak +_versus_ helm, thet's the question." "Well, Mr. Footley," says I, "for +my own private opinion, when you've got a nice brass plite in the +middle, an' nice brass 'andles each end, there's nothin' like hoak." +"Quite right," says 'e, "thet's wot I think; for coffins give me hoak +any day, an' I 'ope," says 'e, "when the Lord sees fit ter call me to +'Imself, I shall be put in a hoak coffin myself." "Amen," says I.' + +'I like hoak,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'My poor 'usband 'e 'ad a hoak coffin. +We did 'ave a job with 'im, I can tell yer. You know 'e 'ad dropsy, +an' 'e swell up--oh, 'e did swell; 'is own mother wouldn't 'ave known +'im. Why, 'is leg swell up till it was as big round as 'is body, swop +me bob, it did.' + +'Did it indeed!' ejaculated Mrs. Hodges. + +'Yus, an' when 'e died they sent the coffin up. I didn't 'ave Mr. +Footley at thet time; we didn't live 'ere then, we lived in Battersea, +an' all our undertikin' was done by Mr. Brownin'; well, 'e sent the +coffin up, an' we got my old man in, but we couldn't get the lid down, +he was so swell up. Well, Mr. Brownin', 'e was a great big man, +thirteen stone if 'e was a ounce. Well, 'e stood on the coffin, an' a +young man 'e 'ad with 'im stood on it too, an' the lid simply wouldn't +go dahn; so Mr. Browning', 'e said, "Jump on, missus," so I was in my +widow's weeds, yer know, but we 'ad ter git it dahn, so I stood on it, +an' we all jumped, an' at last we got it to, an' screwed it; but, +lor', we did 'ave a job; I shall never forget it.' + +Then all was silence. And a heaviness seemed to fill the air like a +grey blight, cold and suffocating; and the heaviness was Death. They +felt the presence in the room, and they dared not move, they dared not +draw their breath. The silence was terrifying. + +Suddenly a sound was heard--a loud rattle. It was from the bed and +rang through the room, piercing the stillness. + +The doctor opened one of Liza's eyes and touched it, then he laid on +her breast the hand he had been holding, and drew the sheet over her +head. + +Jim turned away with a look of intense weariness on his face, and the +two women began weeping silently. The darkness was sinking before the +day, and a dim, grey light came through the window. The lamp +spluttered out. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Liza of Lambeth, by W. Somerset Maugham + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LIZA OF LAMBETH *** + +***** This file should be named 16517.txt or 16517.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/6/5/1/16517/ + +Produced by Mark C. 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