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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Foes + + +Author: Mary Johnston + + + +Release Date: August 20, 2005 [eBook #16554] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FOES*** + + +E-text prepared by Audrey Longhurst, Diane Monico, and the Project +Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team (https://www.pgdp.net/) + + + + * * * * * * * + + + Books by + + Mary Johnston + + Foes + Sir Mortimer + + Harper & Brothers, New York + [Established 1817] + + + * * * * * * * + + +FOES + +A Novel + +by + +MARY JOHNSTON + +Author of +"To Have and to Hold" "Audrey" "Lewis Rand" +"Sir Mortimer" "The Long Roll" + +Harper & Brothers Publishers +New York and London + +1918 + + + + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +Said Mother Binning: "Whiles I spin and whiles I dream. A bonny day +like this I look." + +English Strickland, tutor at Glenfernie House, looked, too, at the +feathery glen, vivid in June sunshine. The ash-tree before Mother +Binning's cot overhung a pool of the little river. Below, the water +brawled and leaped from ledge to ledge, but here at the head of the +glen it ran smooth and still. A rose-bush grew by the door and a hen +and her chicks crossed in the sun. English Strickland, who had been +fishing, sat on the door-stone and talked to Mother Binning, sitting +within with her wheel beside her. + +"What is it, Mother, to have the second sight?" + +"It's to see behind the here and now. Why're ye asking?" + +"I wish I could buy it or slave for it!" said Strickland. "Over and +over again I really need to see behind the here and now!" + +"Aye. It's needed mair really than folk think. It's no' to be had by +buying nor slaving. How are the laird and the leddy?" + +"Why, well. Tell me," said Strickland, "some of the things you've +seen with second sight." + +"It taks inner ears for inner things." + +"How do you know I haven't them?" + +"Maybe 'tis so. Ye're liked well enough." + +Mother Binning looked at the dappling water and the June trees and the +bright blue sky. It was a day to loosen tongue. + +"I'll tell you ane thing I saw. It's mair than twenty years since +James Stewart, that was son of him who fled, wad get Scotland and +England again intil his hand. So the laddie came frae overseas, and +made stir and trouble enough, I tell ye!... Now I'll show you what I +saw, I that was a young woman then, and washing my wean's claes in the +water there. The month was September, and the year seventeen fifteen. +Mind you, nane hereabouts knew yet of thae goings-on!... I sat back on +my heels, with Jock's sark in my hand, and a lav'rock was singing, and +whiles I listened the pool grew still. And first it was blue glass +under blue sky, and I sat caught. And then it was curled cloud or +milk, and then it was nae color at all. And then I _saw_, and 'twas as +though what I saw was around me. There was a town nane like +Glenfernie, and a country of mountains, and a water no' like this one. +There pressed a thrang of folk, and they were Hieland men and Lowland +men, but mair Hieland than Lowland, and there were chiefs and +chieftains and Lowland lords, and there were pipers. I heard naught, +but it was as though bright shadows were around me. There was a height +like a Good People's mount, and a braw fine-clad lord speaking and +reading frae a paper, and by him a surpliced man to gie a prayer, and +there was a banner pole, and it went up high, and it had a gowd ball +atop. The braw lord stopped speaking, and all the Hielandmen and +Lowlandmen drew and held up and brandished their claymores and swords. +The flash ran around like the levin. I kenned that they shouted, all +thae gay shadows! I saw the pipers' cheeks fill with wind, and the +bags of the pipes fill. Then ane drew on a fine silken rope, and up +the pole there went a braw silken banner, and it sailed out in the +wind. And there was mair shouting and brandishing. But what think ye +might next befall? That gowden ball, gowden like the sun before it +drops, that topped the pole, it fell! I marked it fall, and the heads +dodge, and it rolled upon the ground.... And then all went out like a +candle that you blaw upon. I was kneeling by the water, and Jock's +sark in my hand, and the lav'rock singing, and that was all." + +"I have heard tell of that," said Strickland. "It was near Braemar." + +"And that's mony a lang league frae here! Sax days, and we had news of +the rising, with the gathering at Braemar. And said he wha told us, +'The gilt ball fell frae the standard pole, and there's nane to think +that a good omen!' But I _saw_ it," said Mother Binning. She turned +her wheel, a woman not yet old and with a large, tranquil comeliness. +"What I see makes fine company!" + +Strickland plucked a rose and smelled it. "This country is fuller of +such things than is England that I come from." + +"Aye. It's a grand country." She continued to spin. The tutor looked +at the sun. It was time to be going if he wished another hour with the +stream. He took up his rod and book and rose from the door-step. +Mother Binning glanced aside from her wheel. + +"How gaes things with the lad at the House?" + +"Alexander or James?" + +"The one ye call Alexander." + +"That is his name." + +"I think that he's had ithers. That's a lad of mony lives!" + +Strickland, halting by the rose-bush, looked at Mother Binning. "I +suppose we call it 'wisdom' when two feel alike. Now that's just what +I feel about Alexander Jardine! It's just feeling without +rationality." + +"Eh?" + +"There isn't any reason in it." + +"I dinna know about 'reason.' There's _being_ in it." + +The tutor made as if to speak further, then, with a shake of his head, +thought better of it. Thirty-five years old, he had been a tutor since +he was twenty, dwelling, in all, in four or five more or less +considerable houses and families. Experience, adding itself to innate +good sense, had made him slow to discuss idiosyncrasies of patrons or +pupils. Strong perplexity or strong feeling might sometimes drive him, +but ordinarily he kept a rein on speech. Now he looked around him. + +"What high summer, lovely weather!" + +"Oh aye! It's bonny. Will ye be gaeing, since ye have na mair to say?" + +English Strickland laughed and said good-by to Mother Binning and +went. The ash-tree, the hazels that fringed the water, a point of +mossy rock, hid the cot. The drone of the wheel no longer reached his +ears. It was as though all that had sunk into the earth. Here was only +the deep, the green, and lonely glen. He found a pool that invited, +cast, and awaited the speckled victim. In the morning he had had fair +luck, but now nothing.... The water showed no more diamonds, the lower +slopes of the converging hills grew a deep and slumbrous green. Above +was the gold, shoulder and crest powdered with it, unearthly, +uplifted. Strickland ceased his fishing. The light moved slowly +upward; the trees, the crag-heads, melted into heaven; while the lower +glen lay in lengths of shadow, in jade and amethyst. A whispering +breeze sprang up, cool as the water sliding by. Strickland put up his +fisherman's gear and moved homeward, down the stream. + +He had a very considerable way to go. The glen path, narrow and rough, +went up and down, still following the water. Hazel and birch, oak and +pine, overhung and darkened it. Bosses of rock thrust themselves +forward, patched with lichen and moss, seamed and fringed with fern +and heath. Roots of trees, huge and twisted, spread and clutched like +guardian serpents. In places where rock had fallen the earth seemed to +gape. In the shadow it looked a gnome world--a gnome or a dragon +world. Then upon ledge or bank showed bells or disks or petaled suns +of June flowers, rose and golden, white and azure, while overhead was +heard the evening song of birds alike calm and merry, and through a +cleft in the hills poured the ruddy, comfortable sun. + +The walls declined in height, sloped farther back. The path grew +broader; the water no longer fell roaring, but ran sedately between +pebbled beaches. The scene grew wider, the mouth of the glen was +reached. He came out into a sunset world of dale and moor and +mountain-heads afar. There were fields of grain, and blue waving +feathers from chimneys of cottage and farm-house. In the distance +showed a village, one street climbing a hill, and atop a church with a +spire piercing the clear east. The stream widened, flowing thin over a +pebbly bed. The sun was not yet down. It painted a glory in the west +and set lanes and streets of gold over the hills and made the little +river like Pactolus. Strickland approached a farm-house, prosperous +and venerable, mended and neat. Thatched, long, white, and low, behind +it barns and outbuildings, it stood tree-guarded, amid fields of young +corn. Beyond it swelled a long moorside; in front slipped the still +stream. + +There were stepping-stones across the stream. Two young girls, coming +toward the house, had set foot upon these. Strickland, halting in the +shadow of hazels and young aspens, watched them as they crossed. Their +step was free and light; they came with a kind of hardy grace, +elastic, poised, and very young, homeward from some visit on this +holiday. The tutor knew them to be Elspeth and Gilian Barrow, +granddaughters of Jarvis Barrow of White Farm. The elder might have +been fifteen, the younger thirteen years. They wore their holiday +dresses. Elspeth had a green silken snood, and Gilian a blue. Elspeth +sang as she stepped from stone to stone: + + "But I will get a bonny boat, + And I will sail the sea, + For I maun gang to Love Gregor, + Since he canna come hame to me--" + +They did not see Strickland where he stood by the hazels. He let them +go by, watching them with a quiet pleasure. They took the +upward-running lane. Hawthorns in bloom hid them; they were gone like +young deer. Strickland, crossing the stream, went his own way. + +The country became more open, with, at this hour, a dreamlike depth +and hush. Down went the sun, but a glow held and wrapped the earth in +hues of faery. When he had walked a mile and more he saw before him +Glenfernie House. In the modern and used moiety seventy years old, in +the ancient keep and ruin of a tower three hundred, it crowned--the +ancient and the latter-day--a craggy hill set with dark woods, and +behind it came up like a wonder lantern, like a bubble of pearl, the +full moon. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +The tutor, in his own room, put down his fisherman's rod and bag. The +chamber was a small one, set high up, with two deep windows tying the +interior to the yet rosy west and the clearer, paler south. Strickland +stood a moment, then went out at door and down three steps and along a +passageway to two doors, one closed, the other open. He tapped upon +the latter. + +"James!" + +A boy of fourteen, tall and fair, with a flushed, merry face, crossed +the room and opened the door more widely. "Oh, aye, Mr. Strickland, +I'm in!" + +"Is Alexander?" + +"Not yet. I haven't seen him. I was at the village with Dandie +Saunderson." + +"Do you know what he did with himself?" + +"Not precisely." + +"I see. Well, it's nearly supper-time." + +Back in his own quarters, the tutor made such changes as were needed, +and finally stood forth in a comely suit of brown, with silver-buckled +shoes, stock and cravat of fine cambric, and a tie-wig. Midway in his +toilet he stopped to light two candles. These showed, in the smallest +of mirrors, set of wig and cravat, and between the two a thoughtful, +cheerful, rather handsome countenance. + +He had left the door ajar so that he might hear, if he presently +returned, his eldest pupil. But he heard only James go clattering down +the passage and the stair. Strickland, blowing out his candles, left +his room to the prolonged June twilight and the climbing moon. + +The stairway down, from landing to landing, lay in shadow, but as he +approached the hall he caught the firelight. The laird had a London +guest who might find a chill in June nights so near the north. The +blazing wood showed forth the chief Glenfernie gathering-place, wide +and deep, with a great chimneypiece and walls of black oak, and hung +thereon some old pieces of armor and old weapons. There was a table +spread for supper, and a servant went about with a long +candle-lighter, lighting candles. A collie and a hound lay upon the +hearth. Between them stood Mrs. Jardine, a tall, fair woman of forty +and more, with gray eyes, strong nose, and humorous mouth. + +"Light them all, Davie! It'll be dark then by London houses." + +Davie showed an old servant's familiarity. "He wasna sae grand when he +left auld Scotland thirty years since! I'm thinking he might remember +when he had nae candles ava in his auld hoose." + +"Well, he'll have candles enough in his new hall." + +Davie lit the last candle. "They say that he is sinfu' rich!" + +"Rich enough to buy Black Hill," said Mrs. Jardine, and turned to the +fire. The tutor joined her there. He had for her liking and +admiration, and she for him almost a motherly affection. Now she +smiled as he came up. + +"Did you have good fishing?" + +"Only fair." + +"Mr. Jardine and Mr. Touris have just returned. They rode to Black +Hill. Have you seen Alexander?" + +"No. I asked Jamie--" + +"So did I. But he could not tell." + +"He may have gone over the moor and been belated. Bran is with him." + +"Yes.... He's a solitary one, with a thousand in himself!" + +"You're the second woman," remarked Strickland, "who's said that +to-day," and told her of Mother Binning. + +Mrs. Jardine pushed back a fallen ember with the toe of her shoe. "I +don't know whether she sees or only thinks she sees. Some do the tane +and some do the tither. Here's the laird." + +Two men entered together--a large man and a small man. The first, +great of height and girth, was plainly dressed; the last, seeming +slighter by contrast than he actually was, wore fine cloth, silken +hose, gold buckles to his shoes, and a full wig. The first had a +massive, somewhat saturnine countenance, the last a shrewd, narrow +one. The first had a long stride and a wide reach from thumb to little +finger, the last a short step and a cupped hand. William Jardine, +laird of Glenfernie, led the way to the fire. + +"The ford was swollen. Mr. Touris got a little wet and chilled." + +"Ah, the fire is good!" said Mr. Touris. "They do not burn wood like +this in London!" + +"You will burn it at Black Hill. I hope that you like it better and +better?" + +"It has possibilities, ma'am. Undoubtedly," said Mr. Touris, the Scots +adventurer for fortune, set up as merchant-trader in London, making +his fortune by "interloping" voyages to India, but now shareholder and +part and lot of the East India Company--"undoubtedly the place has +possibilities." He warmed his hands. "Well, it would taste good to +come back to Scotland--!" His words might have been finished out, "and +laird it, rich and influential, where once I went forth, cadet of a +good family, but poorer than a church mouse!" + +Mrs. Jardine made a murmur of hope that he _would_ come back to +Scotland. But the laird looked with a kind of large gloom at the +reflection of fire and candle in battered breastplate and morion and +crossed pikes. + +Supper was brought in by two maids, Eppie and Phemie, and with them +came old Lauchlinson, the butler. Mrs. Jardine placed herself behind +the silver urn, and Mr. Touris was given the seat nearest the fire. +The boy James appeared, and with him the daughter of the house, Alice, +a girl of twelve, bonny and merry. + +"Where is Alexander?" asked the laird. + +Strickland answered. "He is not in yet, sir. I fancy that he walked to +the far moor. Bran is with him." + +"He's a wanderer!" said the laird. "But he ought to keep hours." + +"That's a fine youth!" quoth Mr. Touris, drinking tea. "I marked him +yesterday, casting the bar. Very strong--a powerful frame like yours, +Glenfernie! When is he going to college?" + +"This coming year. I have kept him by me late," said the laird, +broodingly. "I like my bairns at home." + +"Aye, but the young will not stay as they used to! They will be +voyaging," said the guest. "They build outlandish craft and forthfare, +no matter what you cry to them!" His voice had a mordant note. "I +know. I've got one myself--a nephew, not a son. But I am his guardian +and he's in my house, and it is the same. If I buy Black Hill, +Glenfernie, I hope that your son and my nephew may be friends. They're +about of an age." + +The listening Jamie spoke from beyond Strickland. "What's your +nephew's name, sir?" + +"Ian. Ian Rullock. His father's mother was a Highland lady, near +kinswoman to Gordon of Huntley." Mr. Touris was again speaking to his +host. "As a laddie, before his father's death (his mother, my sister, +died at his birth), he was much with those troublous northern kin. His +father took him, too, in England, here and there among the Tory crowd. +But I've had him since he was twelve and am carrying him on in the +straight Whig path." + +"And in the true Presbyterian religion?" + +"Why, as to that," said Mr. Touris, "his father was of the Church +Episcopal in Scotland. I trust that we are all Christians, +Glenfernie!" + +The laird made a dissenting sound. "I kenned," he said, and his voice +held a grating gibe, "that you had left the Kirk." + +Mr. Archibald Touris sipped his tea. "I did not leave it so far, +Glenfernie, that I cannot return! In England, for business reasons, I +found it wiser to live as lived the most that I served. Naaman was +permitted to bow himself in the house of Rimmon." + +"You are not Naaman," answered the laird. "Moreover, I hold that +Naaman sinned!" + +Mrs. Jardine would make a diversion. "Mr. Jardine, will you have sugar +to your tea? Mr. Strickland says the great pine is blown down, this +side the glen. The _Mercury_ brings us news of the great world, Mr. +Touris, but I dare say you can give us more?" + +"The chief news, ma'am, is that we want war with Spain and Walpole +won't give it to us. But we'll have it--British trade must have it or +lower her colors to the Dons! France, too--" + +Supper went on, with abundant and good food and drink. The laird sat +silent. Strickland gave Mrs. Jardine yeoman aid. Jamie and Alice now +listened to the elders, now in an undertone discoursed their own +affairs. Mr. Touris talked, large trader talk, sprinkled with terms of +commerce and Indian policy. Supper over, all rose. The table was +cleared, wine and glasses brought and set upon it, between the +candles. The young folk vanished. Bright as was the night, the air +carried an edge. Mr. Touris, standing by the fire, warmed himself and +took snuff. Strickland, who had left the hall, returned and placed her +embroidery frame for Mrs. Jardine. + +"Is Alexander in yet?" + +"Not yet." + +She began to work in cross-stitch upon a wreath of tulips and roses. +The tutor took his book and withdrew to the table and the candles +thereon. The laird came and dropped his great form upon the settle. He +held silence a few moments, then began to speak. + +"I am fifty years old. I was a bairn just talking and toddling about +the year the Stewart fled and King William came to England. My father +had Campbell blood in him and was a friend of Argyle's. The estate of +Glenfernie was not to him then, but his uncle held it and had an heir +of his body. My father was poor save in stanchness to the liberties of +Kirk and kingdom. My mother was a minister's daughter, and she and her +father and mother were among the persecuted for the sake of the true +Reformed and Covenanted Church of Scotland. My mother had a burn in +her cheek. It was put there, when she was a young lass, by order of +Grierson of Lagg. She was set among those to be sold into the +plantations in America. A kinsman who had power lifted her from that +bog, but much she suffered before she was freed.... When I was little +and sat upon her knee I would put my forefinger in that mark. 'It's a +seal, laddie,' she would say. 'Sealed to Christ and His true Kirk!' +But when I was bigger I only wanted to meet Grierson of Lagg, and +grieved that he was dead and gone and that Satan, not I, had the +handling of him. My grandfather and mother.... My grandfather was +among the outed ministers in Galloway. Thrust from his church and his +parish, he preached upon the moors--yea, to juniper and whin-bush and +the whaups that flew and nested! Then the persecuted men, women and +bairns, gathered there, and he preached to them. Aye, and he was at +Bothwell Bridge. Claverhouse's men took him, and he lay for some +months in the Edinburgh tolbooth, and then by Council and justiciary +was condemned to be hanged. And so he was hanged at the cross of +Edinburgh. And what he said before he died was '_With what measure ye +mete, it shall be measured to you_' ... My grandmother, for hearing +preaching in the fields and for sheltering the distressed for the +Covenant's sake, was sent with other godly women to the Bass Rock. +There in cold and heat, in hunger and sickness, she bided for two +years. When at last they let her body forth her mind was found to be +broken.... My father and mother married and lived, until Glenfernie +came to him, at Windygarth. I was born at Windygarth. My grandmother +lived with us. I was twelve years old before she went from earth. It +was all her pleasure to be forth from the house--any house, for she +called them all prisons. So I was sent to ramble with her. Out of +doors, with the harmless things of earth, she was wise enough--and +good company. The old of this countryside remember us, going here and +there.... I used to think, 'If I had been living then, I would not +have let those things happen!' And I dreamed of taking coin, and of +dropping the same coin into the hands that gave.... And so, the other +having served your turn, Touris, you will change back to the true +Kirk?" + +Mr. Touris handled his snuff-box, considered the chasing upon the +gold lid. "Those were sore happenings, Glenfernie, but they're past! I +make no wonder that, being you, you feel as you do. But the world's in +a mood, if I may say it, not to take so hardly religious differences. +I trust that I am as religious as another--but my family was always +moderate there. In matters political the world's as hot as ever--but +there, too, it is my instinct to ca' canny. But if you talk of +trade"--he tapped his snuff-box--"I will match you, Glenfernie! If +there's wrong, pay it back! Hold to your principles! But do it +cannily. Smile when there's smart, and get your own again by being +supple. In the end you'll demand--and get--a higher interest. Prosper +at your enemy's cost, and take repayment for your hurt sugared and +spiced!" + +"I'll not do it so!" said Glenfernie. "But I would take my stand at +the crag's edge and cry to Grierson of Lagg, 'You or I go down!'" + +Mr. Touris brushed the snuff from his ruffles. "It's a great century! +We're growing enlightened." + +With a movement of her fingers Mrs. Jardine helped to roll from her +lap a ball of rosy wool. "Mr. Jardine, will you give me that? Had you +heard that Abercrombie's cows were lifted?" + +"Aye, I heard. What is it, Holdfast?" + +Both dogs had raised their heads. + +"Bran is outside," said Strickland. + +As he spoke the door opened and there came in a youth of seventeen, +tall and well-built, with clothing that testified to an encounter +alike with brier and bog. The hound Bran followed him. He blinked at +the lights and the fire, then with a gesture of deprecation crossed +the hall to the stairway. His mother spoke after him. + +"Davie will set you something to eat." + +He answered, "I do not want anything," then, five steps up, paused and +turned his head. "I stopped at White Farm, and they gave me supper." +He was gone, running up the stairs, and Bran with him. + +The laird of Glenfernie shaded his eyes and looked at the fire. Mrs. +Jardine, working upon the gold streak in a tulip, held her needle +suspended and sat for a moment with unseeing gaze, then resumed the +bright wreath. The tutor began to think again of Mother Binning, and, +following this, of the stepping-stones at White Farm, and Elspeth and +Gilian Barrow balanced above the stream of gold. Mr. Touris put up his +snuff-box. + +"That's a fine youth! I should say that he took after you, Glenfernie. +But it's hard to tell whom the young take after!" + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +The school-room at Glenfernie gave upon the hill's steepest, most +craglike face. A door opened on a hand's-breadth of level turf across +from which rose the broken and ruined wall that once had surrounded +the keep. Ivy overgrew this; below a wide and ragged breach a pine had +set its roots in the hillside. Its top rose bushy above the stones. +Beyond the opening, one saw from the school-room, as through a window, +field and stream and moor, hill and dale. The school-room had been +some old storehouse or office. It was stone walled and floored, with +three small windows and a fireplace. Now it contained a long table +with a bench and three or four chairs, a desk and shelves for books. +One door opened upon the little green and the wall; a second gave +access to a courtyard and the rear of the new house. + +Here on a sunny, still August forenoon Strickland and the three +Jardines went through the educational routine. The ages of the pupils +were not sufficiently near together to allow of a massed instruction. +The three made three classes. Jamie and Alice worked in the +school-room, under Strickland's eye. But Alexander had or took a wider +freedom. It was his wont to prepare his task much where he pleased, +coming to the room for recitation or for colloquy upon this or that +aspect of knowledge and the attainment thereof. The irregularity +mattered the less as the eldest Jardine combined with a passion for +personal liberty and out of doors a passion for knowledge. Moreover, +he liked and trusted Strickland. He would go far, but not far enough +to strain the tutor's patience. His father and mother and all about +Glenfernie knew his way and in a measure acquiesced. He had managed to +obtain for himself range. Young as he was, his indrawing, outpushing +force was considerable, and was on the way, Strickland thought, to +increase in power. The tutor had for this pupil a mixed feeling. The +one constant in it was interest. He was to him like a deep lake, clear +enough to see that there was something at the bottom that cast +conflicting lights and hints of shape. It might be a lump of gold, or +a coil of roots which would send up a water-lily, or it might be +something different. He had a feeling that the depths themselves +hardly knew. Or there might be two things of two natures down there in +the lake.... + +Strickland set Alice to translating a French fable, and Jamie to +reconsidering a neglected page of ancient history. Looking through the +west window, he saw that Alexander had taken his geometry out through +the great rent in the wall. Book and student perched beneath the +pine-tree, in a crook made by rock and brown root, overhanging the +autumn world. Strickland at his own desk dipped quill into ink-well +and continued a letter to a friend in England. The minutes went by. +From the courtyard came a subdued, cheerful household clack and +murmur, voices of men and maids, with once Mrs. Jardine's genial, +vigorous tones, and once the laird's deep bell note, calling to his +dogs. On the western side fell only the sough of the breeze in the +pine. + +Jamie ceased the clocklike motion of his body to and fro over the +difficult lesson. "I never understood just what were the Erinnys, +sir?" + +"The Erinnys?" Strickland laid down the pen and turned in his chair. +"I'll have to think a moment, to get it straight for you, Jamie.... +The Erinnys are the Fates as avengers. They are the vengeance-demanding +part of ourselves objectified, supernaturalized, and named. Of old, +where injury was done, the Erinnys were at hand to pull the roof down +upon the head of the injurer. Their office was to provide unerringly +sword for sword, bitter cup for bitter cup. They never forgot, they +always avenged, though sometimes they took years to do it. They +esteemed themselves, and were esteemed, essential to the moral order. +They are the dark and bitter extreme of justice, given power by the +imagination.... Do you think that you know the chapter now?" + +Jamie achieved his recitation, and then was set to mathematics. The +tutor's quill drove on across the page. He looked up. + +"Mr. Touris has come to Black Hill?" + +Jamie and Alice worshiped interruptions. + +"He has twenty carriers bringing fine things all the time--" + +"Mother is going to take me when she goes to see Mrs. Alison, his +sister--" + +"He is going to spend money and make friends--" + +"Mother says Mrs. Alison was most bonny when she was young, but +England may have spoiled her--" + +"The minister told the laird that Mr. Touris put fifty pounds in the +plate--" + +Strickland held up his hand, and the scholars, sighing, returned to +work. _Buzz, buzz!_ went the bees outside the window. The sun climbed +high. Alexander shut his geometry and came through the break in the +wall and across the span of green to the school-room. + +"That's done, Mr. Strickland." + +Strickland looked at the paper that his eldest pupil put before him. +"Yes, that is correct. Do you want, this morning, to take up the +reading?" + +"I had as well, I suppose." + +"If you go to Edinburgh--if you do as your father wishes and apply +yourself to the law--you will need to read well and to speak well. You +do not do badly, but not well enough. So, let's begin!" He put out his +hand and drew from the bookshelf a volume bearing the title, _The +Treasury of Orators_. "Try what you please." + +Alexander took the book and moved to the unoccupied window. Here he +half sat, half stood, the morning light flowing in upon him. He opened +the volume and read, with a questioning inflection, the title beneath +his eyes, "'The Cranes of Ibycus'?" + +"Yes," assented Strickland. "That is a short, graphic thing." + +Alexander read: + + "Ibycus, who sang of love, material and divine, in Rhegium + and in Samos, would wander forth in the world and make his + lyre sound now by the sea and now in the mountain. + Wheresoever he went he was clad in the favor of all who + loved song. He became a wandering minstrel-poet. The + shepherd loved him, and the fisher; the trader and the + mechanic sighed when he sang; the soldier and the king felt + him at their hearts. The old returned in their thoughts to + youth, young men and maidens trembled in heavenly sound and + light. You would think that all the world loved Ibycus. + + "Corinth, the jeweled city, planned her chariot-races and + her festival of song. The strong, the star-eyed young men, + traveled to Corinth from mainland and from island, and those + inner athletes and starry ones, the poets, traveled. Great + feasting was to be in Corinth, and contests of strength and + flights of song, and in the theater, representation of gods + and men. Ibycus, the wandering poet, would go to Corinth, + there perhaps to receive a crown. + + "Ibycus, loved of all who love song, traveled alone, but not + alone. Yet shepherds, or women with their pitchers at the + spring, saw but a poet with a staff and a lyre. Now he was + found upon the highroad, and now the country paths drew him, + and the solemn woods where men most easily find God. And so + he approached Corinth. + + "The day was calm and bright, with a lofty, blue, and + stainless sky. The heart of Ibycus grew warm, and there + seemed a brighter light within the light cast by the sun. + Flower and plant and tree and all living things seemed to + him to be glistening and singing, and to have for him, as he + for them, a loving friendship. And, looking up to the sky, + he saw, drawn out stringwise, a flight of cranes, addressed + to Egypt. And between his heart and them ran, like a + rippling path that the sun sends across the sea, a stream of + good-will and understanding. They seemed a part of himself, + winged in the blue heaven, and aware of the part of him that + trod earth, that was entering the grave and shadowy wood + that neighbored Corinth. + + "The cranes vanished from overhead, the sky arched without + stain. Ibycus, the sacred poet, with his staff and his lyre, + went on into the wood. Now the light faded and there was + green gloom, like the depths of Father Sea. + + "Now robbers lay masked in the wood--" + +Jamie and Alice sat very still, listening. Strickland kept his eyes +on the reading youth. + + "Now robbers lay masked in the wood--violent men and + treacherous, watching for the unwary, to take from them + goods and, if they resisted, life. In a dark place they lay + in wait, and from thence they sprang upon Ibycus. 'What hast + thou? Part it from thyself and leave it with us!' + + "Ibycus, who could sing of the wars of the Greeks and the + Trojans no less well than of the joys of young love, made + stand, held close to him his lyre, but raised on high his + staff of oak. Then from behind one struck him with a keen + knife, and he sank, and lay in his blood. The place was the + edge of a glade, where the trees thinned away and the sky + might be seen overhead. And now, across the blue heaven, + came a second line of the south-ward-going cranes. They flew + low, they flapped their wings, and the wood heard their + crying. Then Ibycus the poet raised his arms to his brothers + the birds. 'Ye cranes, flying between earth and heaven, + avenge shed blood, as is right!' + + "Hoarse screamed the cranes flying overhead. Ibycus the poet + closed his eyes, pressed his lips to Mother Earth, and died. + The cranes screamed again, circling the wood, then in a long + line sailed southward through the blue air until they might + neither be heard nor seen. The robbers stared after them. + They laughed, but without mirth. Then, stooping to the body + of Ibycus, they would have rifled it when, hearing a sudden + sound of men's voices entering the wood, they took violent + fright and fled." + +Strickland looked still at the reader. Alexander had straightened +himself. He was speaking rather than reading. His voice had +intensities and shadows. His brows had drawn together, his eyes +glowed, and he stood with nostrils somewhat distended. The emotion +that he plainly showed seemed to gather about the injury done and the +appeal of Ibycus. The earlier Ibycus had not seemed greatly to +interest him. Strickland was used to stormy youth, to its passional +moments, sudden glows, burnings, sympathies, defiances, lurid shows of +effects with the causes largely unapparent. It was his trade to know +youth, and he had a psychologist's interest. He said now to himself, +"There is something in his character that connects itself with, that +responds to, the idea of vengeance." There came into his memory the +laird's talk, the evening of Mr. Touris's visit, in June. Glenfernie, +who would have wrestled with Grierson of Lagg at the edge of the pit; +Glenfernie's mother and father, who might have had much the same +feeling; their forebears beyond them with like sensations toward the +Griersons of their day.... The long line of them--the long line of +mankind--injured and injurers.... + + "Travelers through the wood, whose voices the robbers heard, + found Ibycus the poet lying upon the ground, ravished of + life. It chanced that he had been known of them, known and + loved. Great mourning arose, and vain search for them who + had done this wrong. But those strong, wicked ones were + gone, fled from their haunts, fled from the wood afar to + Corinth, for the god Pan had thrown against them a pine + cone. So the travelers took the body of Ibycus and bore it + with them to Corinth. + + "A poet had been slain upon the threshold of the house of + song. Sacred blood had spattered the white robes of a queen + dressed for jubilee. Evil unreturned to its doers must + darken the sunshine of the famous days. Corinth uttered a + cry of lamentation and wrath. 'Where are the ill-doers, the + spillers of blood, that we may spill their blood and avenge + Ibycus, showing the gods that we are their helpers?' But + those robbers and murderers might not be found. And the body + of Ibycus was consumed upon a funeral pyre. + + "The festival hours went by in Corinth. And now began to + fill the amphitheater where might find room a host for + number like the acorns of Dodona. The throng was huge, the + sound that it made like the shock of ocean. Around, tier + above tier, swept the rows, and for roof there was the blue + and sunny air. Then the voice of the sea hushed, for now + entered the many-numbered chorus. Slow-circling, it sang of + mighty Fate: '_For every word shall have its echo, and every + deed shall see its face. The word shall say, "Is it my + echo?" and the deed shall say, "Is it my face?"_'-- + + "The chorus passes, singing. The voices die, there falls a + silence, sent as it were from inner space. The open sky is + above the amphitheater. And now there comes, from north to + south, sailing that sea above, high, but not so high that + their shape is indistinguishable, a long flight of cranes. + Heads move, eyes are raised, but none know why that interest + is so keen, so still. Then from out the throng rises, struck + with forgetfulness of gathered Corinth and of its own + reasons for being dumb as is the stone, a man's voice, and + the fear that Pan gives ran yet around in that voice. 'See, + brother, see! The cranes of Ibycus!' + + "'Ibycus!' The crowd about those men pressed in upon them. + 'What do you know of Ibycus?' And great Pan drove them to + show in their faces what they knew. So Corinth took--" + +Alexander Jardine shut the book and, leaving the window, dropped it +upon the table. His hand shook, his face was convulsed. "I've read as +far as needs be. Those things strike me like hammers!" With suddenness +he turned and was gone. + +Strickland was aware that he might not return that day to the +school-room, perhaps not to the house. He went out of the west door +and across the grassy space to the gap in the wall, through which he +disappeared. Beyond was the rough descent to wood and stream. + +Jamie spoke: "He's a queer body! He says he thinks that he lived a +long time ago, and then a shorter time ago, and then now. He says that +some days he sees it all come up in a kind of dark desert." + +Alice put in her word, "Mother says he's many in one, and that the +many and one don't yet recognize each other." + +"Your mother is a wise woman," said the tutor. "Let me see how the +work goes." + +The pine-tree, outside the wall, overhung a rude natural stairway of +stony ledge and outcropping root with patches of moss and heath. Down +this went Alexander into a cool dimness of fir and oak and birch, +watered by a little stream. He kneeled by this, he cooled face and +hands in the water, then flung himself beneath a tree and, burying his +head in his arms, lay still. The waves within subsided, sank to a +long, deep swell, then from that to quiet. The door that wind and tide +had beaten open shut again. Alexander lay without thinking, without +overmuch feeling. At last, turning, he opened his eyes upon the +tree-tops and the August sky. The door was shut upon tales of injury +and revenge. Between boy and man, he lay in a yearning stillness, +colors and sounds and dim poetic strains his ministers of grace. This +lasted for a time, then he rose, first to a sitting posture, then to +his feet. Crows flew through the wood; he had a glimpse of yellow +fields and purple heath. He set forth upon one of the long rambles +which were a prized part of life. + +An hour or so later he stopped at a cotter's, some miles from home. An +old man and a woman gave him an oat cake and a drink of home-brewed. +He was fond of folk like these--at home with them and they with him. +There was no need to make talk, but he sat and looked at the marigolds +while the woman moved about and the old man wove rushes into mats. +From here he took to the hills and walked awhile with a shepherd +numbering his sheep. Finally, in mid-afternoon, he found himself upon +a heath, bare of trees, lifted and purple. + +He sat down amid the warm bloom; he lay down. Within was youth's blind +tumult and longing, a passioning for he knew not what. "I wish that +there were great things in my life. I wish that I were a discoverer, +sailing like Columbus. I wish that I had a friend--" + +He fell into a day-dream, lapped there in warm purple waves, hearing +the bees' interminable murmur. He faced, across a narrow vale, an +abrupt, curiously shaped hill, dark with outstanding granite and with +fir-trees. Where at the eastern end it broke away, where at its base +the vale widened, shone among the lively green of elms turrets and +chimneys of a large house. "Black Hill--Black Hill--Black Hill...." + +A youth of about his own age came up the path from the vale. +Alexander, lying amid the heath, caught at some distance the whole +figure, but as he approached lost him. Then, near at hand, the head +rose above the brow of the ridge. It was a handsome head, with a cap +and feather, with gold-brown hair lightly clustering, and a +countenance of spirit and daring with something subtle rubbed in. +Head, shoulders, a supple figure, not so tall nor so largely made as +was Glenfernie's heir, all came upon the purple hilltop. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +Alexander raised himself from his couch in the heather. + +"Good day!" said the new-comer. + +"Good day!" + +The youth stood beside him. "I am Ian Rullock." + +"I am Alexander Jardine." + +"Of Glenfernie?" + +"Aye, you've got it." + +"Then we're the neighbors that are to be friends." + +"If we are to be we are to be.... I want a friend.... I don't know if +you're the one that is to answer." + +The other dropped beside him upon the heath. "I saw you walking along +the hilltop. So when you did not come on I thought I'd climb and meet +you. This is a lonely, miserable country!" + +Alexander was moved to defend. "There are more miserable! It's got its +points." + +"I don't see them. I want London!" + +"That's Babylon.--It's your own country. You're evening it with +England!" + +"No, I'm not. But you can't deny that it's poor." + +"There's one of its sons, named Touris, that is not poor!" + +Rullock rose upon one knee. "The wise man gets rich and the fool +stays poor. Do you want to be friends or do you want to fight?" + +Alexander clasped his hands behind his head and lay back upon the +earth. "No, I do not want to fight--not now! I wouldn't fight you, +anyhow, for standing up for one to whom you're beholden." + +Silence fell between them, each having eyes upon the other. Something +drew each to each, something repelled each from each. It was a +question, between those forces, which would gain. Alexander did not +feel strange with Ian, nor Ian with Alexander. It was as though they +had met before. But how they had met and why, and where and when, and +what that meeting had entailed and meant, was hidden from their gaze. +The attractive increased over the repellent. Ian spoke. + +"There's none down there but my uncle and his sister, my aunt. Come on +down and let me show you the place." + +"I do not care if I do." He rose, and the two went along the hilltop +and down the path. + +Ian was the readier in talk. "I am going soon to Edinburgh--to +college." + +"I'm going, too. The first of the year. I am going to try if I can +stand the law." + +"I want to be a soldier." + +"I don't know what I want.... I want to journey--and journey--and +journey ... with a book along." + +"Do you like books?" + +"Aye, fine!" + +"I like them right well. Are there any pretty girls around here?" + +"I don't know. I don't like girls." + +"I like them at times, in their places. You must wrestle bravely, +you're so strong in the shoulder and long in the arm!" + +"You're not so big, but you look strong yourself." + +Each measured the other with his eyes. Friendship was already here. It +was as though hand had fitted into glove. + +"What is your dog named?" + +"Hector." + +"Mine's Bran. You come to Glenfernie to-morrow and I'll show you a +place that's all mine. It's the room in the old keep. I've books there +and apples and nuts and curiosities. There's a big fireplace, and my +father's let me build a furnace besides, and I've kettles and +crucibles and pans and vials--" + +"What for?" + +Alexander paused and gazed at Ian, then gave into his keeping the +great secret. "Alchemy. I'm trying to change lead into gold." + +Ian thrilled. "I'll come! I'll ride over. I've a beautiful mare." + +"It's not eight miles--" + +"I'll come. We're just in at Black Hill, you see, and I've had no time +to make a place like that! But I'll show you my room. Here's the park +gate." + +They walked up an avenue overarched by elms, to a house old but not so +old, once half-ruinous, but now mended and being mended, enlarged, and +decorated, the aim a spacious place alike venerable and modern. +Workmen yet swarmed about it. The whole presented a busy, cheerful +aspect--a gracious one, also, for under a monster elm before the +terrace was found the master and owner, Mr. Archibald Touris. He +greeted the youths with a manner meant to exhibit the expansive heart +of a country gentleman. + +"You've found each other out, have you? Why, you look born to be +friends! That's as it should be.--And what, Alexander, do you think of +Black Hill?" + +"It looks finely a rich man's place, sir." + +Mr. Touris laughed at his country bluntness, but did not take the +tribute amiss. "Not so rich--not so mighty rich. But enough, enough! +If Ian here behaves himself he'll have enough!" A master workman +called him away. He went with a large wave of the hand. "Make yourself +at home, Alexander! Take him, Ian, to see your aunt Alison." He was +gone with the workman. + +"I'll take you there presently," said Ian. "I'm fond of Aunt +Alison--you'll like her, too--but she'll keep. Let's go see my mare +Fatima, and then my room." + +Fatima was a most beautiful young, snowy Arabian. Alexander sighed +with delight when they led her out from her stable and she walked +about with Ian beside her, and when presently Ian mounted she curveted +and caracoled. Ian and she suited each other. Indefinably, there was +about him, too, something Eastern. The two went to and fro, the mare's +hoofs striking music from the flags. Behind them ran a gray range of +buildings overtopped by bushy willows. Alexander sat on a stone bench, +hugged his knees, and felt true love for the sight. Ian had come to +him like a gift from the blue. + +Ian dismounted, and they watched Fatima disappear into her stall. +"Come now and see the house." + +The house was large and cumbered with furniture too much and too rich +for the Scotch countryside. Ian's room had a great, rich bed and a +dressing-table that drew from Alexander a whistle, contemplative and +scornful. But there were other matters besides luxury of couch and +toilet. Slung against the wall appeared a fine carbine, the pistols +and sword of Ian's father, and a wonderful long, twisted, and +damascened knife or dirk--creese, Ian called it--that had come in some +trading-ship of his uncle's. And he had books in a small closet room, +and a picture that the two stood before. + +"Where did you get it?" + +"There was an Italian who owed my uncle a debt. He had no money, so he +gave him this. He said that it was painted a long time ago and that it +was very fine." + +"What is it?" + +"It is a Bible piece. This is a city of refuge. This is a sinner +fleeing to it, and here behind him is the avenger of blood. You can't +see, it is so dark. There!" He drew the window-curtain quite aside. A +flood of light came in and washed the picture. + +"I see. What is it doing here?" + +"I don't know. I liked it. I suppose Aunt Alison thought it might hang +here." + +"I like to see pictures in my mind. But things like that poison me! +Let's see the rest of the house." + +They went again through Ian's room. Coming to a fine carved ambry, he +hesitated, then stood still. "I'm going to show you something else! I +show it to you because I trust you. It's like your telling me about +your making gold out of lead." He opened a door of the ambry, pulled +out a drawer, and, pressing some spring, revealed a narrow, secret +shelf. His hand went into the dimness and came out bearing a silver +goblet. This he set carefully upon a neighboring table, and looked at +Alexander somewhat aslant out of long, golden-brown eyes. + +"It's a bonny goblet," said Alexander. "Why do you keep it like that?" + +Ian looked around him. "Years and years ago my father, who is dead +now, was in France. There was a banquet at Saint-Germain. _A very +great person_ gave it and was in presence himself. All the gentlemen +his guests drank a toast for which the finest wine was poured in +especial goblets. Afterward each was given for a token the cup from +which he drank.... Before he died my father gave me this. But of +course I have to keep it secret. My uncle and all the world around +here are Whigs!" + +"James Stewart!" quoth Alexander. "Humph!" + +"Remember that you have not seen it," said Ian, "and that I never said +aught to you but _King George, King George!_" With that he restored +the goblet to the secret shelf, put back the drawer, and shut the +ambry door. "Friends trust one another in little and big.--Now let's +go see Aunt Alison." + +They went in silence along a corridor where every footfall was subdued +in India matting. Alexander spoke once: + +"I feel all through me that we're friends. But you're a terrible fool +there!" + +"I am not," said Ian. His voice carried the truth of his own feeling. +"I am like my father and mother and the chieftains my kin, and I have +been with certain kings ever since there were kings. Others think +otherwise, but I've got my rights!" + +With that they came to the open door of a room. A voice spoke from +within: + +"Ian!" + +Ian crossed the threshold. "May we come in, Aunt Alison? It's +Alexander Jardine of Glenfernie." + +A tall, three-leaved screen pictured with pagodas, palms, and macaws +stood between the door and the rest of the room. "Come, of course!" +said the voice behind this. + +Passing the last pagoda edge, the two entered a white-paneled parlor +where a lady in dove-gray muslin overlooked the unpacking of fine +china. She turned in the great chair where she sat. "I am truly glad +to see Alexander Jardine!" When he went up to her she took his two +hands in hers. "I remember your mother and how fine a lassie she was! +Good mind and good heart--" + +"We've heard of you, too," answered Alexander. He looked at her in +frank admiration, _Eh, but you're bonny!_ written in his gaze. + +Mrs. Alison, as they called her, was something more than bonny. She +had loveliness. More than that, she breathed a cleanliness of spirit, +a lucid peace, a fibered self-mastery passing into light. Alexander +did not analyze his feeling for her, but it was presently one of great +liking. Now she sat in her great chair while the maids went on with +the unpacking, and questioned him about Glenfernie and all the family +and life there. She was slight, not tall, with hair prematurely +white, needing no powder. She sat and talked with her hand upon Ian. +While she talked she glanced from the one youth to the other. At last +she said: + +"Alexander Jardine, I love Ian dearly. He needs and will need +love--great love. If you are going to be friends, remember that love +is bottomless.--And now go, the two of you, for the day is getting +on." + +They passed again the macaw-and-pagoda screen and left the paneled +room. The August light struck slant and gold. The two quitted the +house and crossed the terrace into the avenue without again +encountering the master of the place. + +"I will go with you to the top of the hill," said Ian. They climbed +the ridge that was like a purple cloud. "I'll come to Glenfernie +to-morrow or the next day." + +"Yes, come! I'm fond of Jamie, but he's three years younger than I." + +"You've got a sister?" + +"Alice? She's only twelve. You come. I've been wanting somebody." + +"So have I. I'm lonelier than you." + +They came to the level top of the heath. The sun rode low; the shadow +of the hill stretched at their feet, out over path and harvest-field. + +"Good-by, then!" + +"Good-by!" + +Ian stood still. Alexander, homeward bound, dropped over the crest. +The earth wave hid from him Black Hill, house and all. But, looking +back, he could still see Ian against the sky. Then Ian sank, too. +Alexander strode on toward Glenfernie. He went whistling, in expanded, +golden spirits. Ian--and Ian--and Ian! Going through a grove of oaks, +blackbirds flew overhead, among and above the branches. _The cranes of +Ibycus!_ The phrase flashed into mind. "I wonder why things like that +disturb me so!... I wonder if there's any bottom or top to living +anyhow!... I wonder--!" He looked at the birds and at the violet +evening light at play in the old wood. The phrase went out of his +mind. He left the remnant of the forest and was presently upon open +moor. He whistled again, loud and clear, and strode on happily. +Ian--and Ian--and Ian! + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +The House of Glenfernie and the House of Touris became friends. A +round of country festivities, capped by a great party at Black Hill, +wrought bonds of acquaintanceship for and with the Scots family +returned after long abode in England. Archibald Touris spent money +with a cautious freedom. He set a table and poured a wine better by +half than might be found elsewhere. He kept good horses and good dogs. +Laborers who worked for him praised him; he proved a not ungenerous +landlord. Where he recognized obligations he met them punctually. He +had large merchant virtues, no less than the accompanying limitations. +He returned to the Church of Scotland. + +The laird of Glenfernie and the laird of Black Hill found +constitutional impediments to their being more friendly than need be. +Each was polite to the other to a certain point, then the one glowered +and the other scoffed. It ended in a painstaking keeping of distance +between them, a task which, when they were in company, fell often to +Mrs. Jardine. She did it with tact, with a twist of her large, +humorous mouth toward Strickland if he were by. Admirable as she was, +it was curious to see the difference between her method, if method +there were, and that of Mrs. Alison. The latter showed no effort, but +where she was there fell harmony. William Jardine liked her, liked to +be in the room with her. His great frame and her slight one, his +rough, massive, somewhat unshaped personality and her exquisite +clearness contrasted finely enough. Her brother, who understood her +very little, yet had for her an odd, appealing affection, strange in +one who had so positively settled what was life and the needs of life. +It was his habit to speak of her as though she were more helplessly +dependent even than other women. But at times there might be seen who +was more truly the dependent. + +August passed into September, September into brown October. Alexander +and Ian were almost continually in company. The attraction between +them was so great that it appeared as though it must stretch backward +into some unknown seam of time. If they had differences, these +apparently only served in themselves to keep them revolving the one +about the other. They might almost quarrel, but never enough to drag +their two orbs apart, breaking and rending from the common center. The +sun might go down upon a kind of wrath, but it rose on hearts with the +difference forgotten. Their very unlikenesses pricked each on to seek +himself in the other. + +They were going to Edinburgh after Christmas, to be students there, to +grow to be men. Here at home, upon the eve of their going, rein upon +them was slackened. They would so soon be independent of home +discipline that that independence was to a degree already allowed. +Black Hill did not often question Ian's comings and goings, nor +Glenfernie Alexander's. The school-room saw the latter some part of +each morning. For the rest of the day he might be almost anywhere with +Ian, at Glenfernie, or at Black Hill, or on the road between, or in +the country roundabout. + +William Jardine, chancing to be one day at Black Hill, watched from +Mrs. Alison's parlor the two going down the avenue, the dogs at their +heels. "It's a fair David and Jonathan business!" + +"David needed Jonathan, and Jonathan David." + +"Had Jonathan lived, ma'am, and the two come to conflict about the +kingdom, what then, and where would have flown the friendship?" + +"It would have flown on high, I suppose, and waited for them until +they had grown wings to mount to it." + +"Oh," said the laird, "you're one I can follow only a little way!" + +Ian and Alexander felt only that the earth about them was bright and +warm. + +On a brown-and-gold day the two found themselves in the village of +Glenfernie. Ian had spent the night with Alexander--for some reason +there was school holiday--the two were now abroad early in the day. +The village sent its one street, its few poor lanes, up a bare +hillside to the church atop. Poor and rude enough, it had yet to-day +its cheerful air. High voices called, flaxen-haired children pottered +about, a mill-wheel creaked at the foot of the hill, iron clanged in +the smithy a little higher, the drovers' rough laughter burst from the +tavern midway, and at the height the kirk was seeing a wedding. The +air had a tang of cooled wine, the sky was blue. + +Ian and Alexander, coming over the hill, reached the kirk in time to +see emerge the married pair with their kin and friends. The two stood +with a rabble of children and boys beneath the yew-trees by the gate. +The yellow-haired bride in her finery, the yellow-haired groom in his, +the dressed and festive following, stepped from the kirkyard to some +waiting carts and horses. The most mounted and took place, the +procession put itself into motion with clatter and laughter. The +children and boys ran after to where the road dipped over the hill. A +cluster of village folk turned the long, descending street. In passing +they spoke to Alexander and Ian. + +"Who was married?--Jock Wilson and Janet Macraw, o' Langmuir." + +The two lounged against the kirkyard wall, beneath the yews. + +"_Marry!_ That's a strange, terrible, useless word to me!" + +"I don't know...." + +"Yes, it is!... Ian, do you ever think that you've lived before?" + +"I don't know. I'm living now!" + +"Well, I think that we all lived before. I think that the same things +happen again--" + +"Well, let them--some of them!" said Ian. "Come along, if we're going +through the glen." + +They left the kirkyard for the village street. Here they sauntered, +friends with the whole. They looked in at the tavern upon the drovers, +they watched the blacksmith and his helper. The red iron rang, the +sparks flew. At the foot of the hill flowed the stream and stood the +mill. The wheel turned, the water diamonds dropped in sheets. Their +busy, idle day took them on; they were now in bare, heathy country +with the breathing, winey air. Presently White Farm could be seen +among aspens, and beyond it the wooded mouth of the glen. Some one, +whistling, turned an elbow of the hill and caught up with the two. It +proved to be one several years their senior, a young man in the +holiday dress of a prosperous farmer. He whistled clearly an old +border air and walked without dragging or clumsiness. Coming up, he +ceased his whistling. + +"Good day, the both of ye!" + +"It's Robin Greenlaw," said Alexander, "from Littlefarm.--You've been +to the wedding, Robin?" + +"Aye. Janet's some kind of a cousin. It's a braw day for a wedding! +You've got with you the new laird's nephew?--And how are you liking +Black Hill?" + +"I like it." + +"I suppose you miss grandeurs abune what ye've got there. I have a +liking myself," said Greenlaw, "for grandeurs, though we've none at +all at Littlefarm! That is to say, none that's just obvious. Are you +going to White Farm?" + +Alexander answered: "I've a message from my father for Mr. Barrow. But +after that we're going through the glen. Will you come along?" + +"I would," said Greenlaw, seriously, "if I had not on my best. But I +know how you, Alexander Jardine, take the devil's counsel about +setting foot in places bad for good clothes! So I'll give myself the +pleasure some other time. And so good day!" He turned into a path that +took him presently out of sight and sound. + +"He's a fine one!" said Alexander. "I like him." + +"Who is he?" + +"White Farm's great-nephew. Littlefarm was parted from White Farm. +It's over yonder where you see the water shining." + +"He's free-mannered enough!" + +"That's you and England! He's got as good a pedigree as any, and a +notion of what's a man, besides. He's been to Glasgow to school, too. +I like folk like that." + +"I like them as well as you!" said Ian. "That is, with reservations of +them I cannot like. I'm Scots, too." + +Alexander laughed. They came down to the water and the stepping-stones +before White Farm. The house faced them, long and low, white among +trees from which the leaves were falling. Alexander and Ian crossed +upon the stones, and beyond the fringing hazels the dogs came to meet +them. + +Jarvis Barrow had all the appearance of a figure from that Old +Testament in which he was learned. He might have been a prophet's +right-hand man, he might have been the prophet himself. He stood, at +sixty-five, lean and strong, gray-haired, but with decrepitude far +away. Elder of the kirk, sternly religious, able at his own affairs, +he read his Bible and prospered in his earthly living. Now he listened +to the laird's message, nodding his head, but saying little. His staff +was in his hand; he was on his way to kirk session; tell the laird +that the account was correct. He stood without his door as though he +waited for the youths to give good day and depart. Alexander had made +a movement in this direction when from beyond Jarvis Barrow came a +woman's voice. It belonged to Jenny Barrow, the farmer's unmarried +daughter, who kept house for him. + +"Father, do you gae on, and let the young gentlemen bide a wee and +rest their banes and tell a puir woman wha never gaes onywhere the +news!" + +"Then do ye sit awhile, laddies, with the womenfolk," said Jarvis +Barrow. "But give me pardon if I go, for I canna keep the kirk +waiting." + +He was gone, staff and gray plaid and a collie with him. Jenny, his +daughter, appeared in the door. + +"Come in, Mr. Alexander, and you, too, sir, and have a crack with us! +We're in the dairy-room, Elspeth and Gilian and me." + +She was a woman of forty, raw-boned but not unhandsome, good-natured, +capable, too, but with more heart than head. It was a saying with her +that she had brains enough for kirk on the Sabbath and a warm house +the week round. Everybody knew Jenny Barrow and liked well enough +bread of her baking. + +The room to which she led Ian and Alexander had its floor level with +the turf without the open door. The sun flooded it. There came from +within the sound, up and down, of a churn, and a voice singing: + + "O laddie, will ye gie to me + A ribbon for my fairing?" + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +It grew that Ian was telling stories of cities--of London and of +Paris, for he had been there, and of Rome, for he had been there. He +had seen kings and queens, he had seen the Pope-- + +"Lord save us!" ejaculated Jenny Barrow. + +He leaned against the dairy wall and the sun fell over him, and he +looked something finer and more golden than often came that way. Young +Gilian at the churn stood with parted lips, the long dasher still in +her hands. This was as good as stories of elves, pixies, fays, men of +peace and all! Elspeth let the milk-pans be and sat beside them on the +long bench, and, with hands folded in her lap, looked with brown eyes +many a league away. Neither Elspeth nor Gilian was without book +learning. Behind them and before them were long visits to scholar +kindred in a city in the north and fit schooling there. London and +Paris and Rome.... Foreign lands and the great world. And this was a +glittering young eagle that had sailed and seen! + +Alexander gazed with delight upon Ian spreading triumphant wings. This +was his friend. There was nothing finer than continuously to come upon +praiseworthiness in your friend! + +"And a beautiful lady came by who was the king's favorite--" + +"Gude guide us! The limmer!" + +"And she was walking on rose-colored velvet and her slippers had +diamonds worked in them. Snow was on the ground outside and poor folk +were freezing, but she carried over each arm a garland of roses as +though it were June--" + +Jenny Barrow raised her hands. "She'll sit yet in the cauld blast, in +the sinner's shift!" + +"And after a time there walked in the king, and the courtiers behind +him like the tail of a peacock--" + +They had a happy hour in the White Farm dairy. At last Jenny and the +girls set for the two cold meat and bannocks and ale. And still at +table Ian was the shining one. The sun was at noon and so was his +mood. + +"You're fey!" said Alexander, at last. + +"Na, na!" spoke Jenny. "But, oh, he's the bonny lad!" + +The dinner was eaten. It was time to be going. + +"Shut your book of stories!" said Alexander. "We're for the Kelpie's +Pool, and that's not just a step from here!" + +Elspeth raised her brown eyes. "Why will you go to the Kelpie's Pool? +That's a drear water!" + +"I want to show it to him. He's never seen it." + +"It's drear!" said Elspeth. "A drear, wanrestfu' place!" + +But Ian and Alexander must go. The aunt and nieces accompanied them to +the door, stood and watched them forth, down the bank and into the +path that ran to the glen. Looking back, the youths saw them +there--Elspeth and Gilian and their aunt Jenny. Then the aspens came +between and hid them and the white house and all. + +"They're bonny lasses!" said Ian. + +"Aye. They're so." + +"But, oh, man! you should see Miss Delafield of Tower Place in +Surrey!" + +"Is she so bonny?" + +"She's more than bonny. She's beautiful and high-born and an heiress. +When I'm a colonel of dragoons--" + +"Are you going to be a colonel of dragoons?" + +"Something like that. You talk of thinking that you were this and that +in the past. Well, I was a fighting-man!" + +"We're all fighting-men. It's only what we fight and how." + +"Well, say that I had been a chief, and they lifted me on their +shields and called me king, the very next day I should have made her +queen!" + +"You think like a ballad. And, oh, man, you talk mickle of the +lasses!" + +Ian looked at him with long, narrow, dark-gold eyes. "They're found in +ballads," he said. + +Alexander just paused in his stride. "Humph! that's true!..." + +They entered the glen. The stream began to brawl; on either hand the +hills closed in, towering high. Some of the trees were bare, but to +most yet clung the red-brown or the gold-brown dress. The pines showed +hard, green, and dead in the shadow; in the sunlight, fine, +green-gold, and alive. The fallen leaves, moved by foot or by breeze, +made a light, dry, talking sound. The white birch stems clustered and +leaned; patches of bright-green moss ran between the drifts of leaves. +The sides of the hills came close together, grew fearfully steep. +Crags appeared, and fern-crowded fissures and roots of trees like +knots of frozen serpents. The glen narrowed and deepened; the water +sang with a loud, rough voice. + +Alexander loved this place. He had known it in childhood, often +straying this way with the laird, or with Sandy the shepherd, or Davie +from the house. When he was older he began to come alone. Soon he came +often alone, learned every stick and stone and contour, effect of +light and streak of gloom. As idle or as purposeful as the wind, he +knew the glen from top to bottom. He knew the voice of the stream and +the straining clutch of the roots over the broken crag. He had lain on +all the beds of leaf and moss, and talked with every creeping or +flying or running thing. Sometimes he read a book here, sometimes he +pictured the world, or built fantastic stages, and among fantastic +others acted himself a fantastic part. Sometimes with a blind turning +within he looked for himself. He had his own thoughts of God here, of +God and the Kirk and the devil. Often, too, he neither read, dreamed, +nor thought. He might lie an hour, still, passive, receptive. The +trees and the clouds, crag life, bird life, and flower life, life of +water, earth, and air, came inside. He was so used to his own silence +in the glen that when he walked through it with others he kept it +still. Slightly taciturn everywhere, he was actively so here. The path +narrowing, he and Ian must go in single file. Leading, Alexander +traveled in silence, and Ian, behind, not familiar with the place, +must mind his steps, and so fell silent, too. Here and there, now and +then, Alexander halted. These were recesses, or it might be projecting +platforms of rock, that he liked. Below, the stream made still pools, +or moved in eddies, or leaped with an innumerable hurrying noise from +level to level. Or again there held a reach of quiet water, and the +glen-sides were soft with weeping birch, and there showed a wider arch +of still blue sky. Alexander stood and looked. Ian, behind him, was +glad of the pause. The place dizzied him who for years had been away +from hill and mountain, pass and torrent. Yet he would by no means +tell Alexander so. He would keep up with him. + +There was a mile of this glen, and now the going was worse and now it +was better. Three-fourths of the way through they came to an opening +in the rock, over which, from a shelf above, fell a curtain of brier. + +"See!" said Alexander, and, parting the stems, showed a veritable +cavern. "Come in--sit down! The Kelpie's Pool is out of the glen, but +they say that there's a bogle wons here, too." + +They sat down upon the rocky floor strewn with dead leaves. Through +the dropped curtain they saw the world brokenly; the light in the cave +was sunken and dim, the air cold. Ian drew his shoulders together. + +"Here's a grand place for robbers, wraiths, or dragons!" + +"Robbers, wraiths, or dragons, or just quiet dead leaves and +ourselves. Look here--!" He showed a heap of short fagots in a corner. +"I put these here the last time I came." Dragging them into the middle +of the rock chamber, he swept up with them the dead leaves, then took +from a great pouch that he carried on his rambles a box with flint and +steel. He struck a spark upon dry moss and in a moment had a fire. "Is +not that beautiful?" + +The smoke mounted to the top of the cavern, curled there or passed out +into the glen through the briers that dropped like a portcullis. The +fagots crackled in the flame, the light danced, the warmth was +pleasant. So was the sense of adventure and of _solitude à deux_. They +stretched themselves beside the flame. Alexander produced from his +pouch four small red-cheeked apples. They ate and talked, with between +their words silences of deep content. They were two comrade hunters of +long ago, cavemen who had dispossessed bear or wolf, who might +presently with a sharpened bone and some red pigment draw bison and +deer in procession upon the cave wall.--They were skin-clad hillmen, +shag-haired, with strange, rude weapons, in hiding here after hard +fighting with a disciplined, conquering foe who had swords and shining +breastplates and crested helmets.--They were fellow-soldiers of that +conquering tide, Romans of a band that kept the Wall, proud, with talk +of camps and Cæsars.--They were knights of Arthur's table sent by +Merlin on some magic quest.--They were Crusaders, and this cavern an +Eastern, desert cave.--They were men who rose with Wallace, must hide +in caves from Edward Longshanks.--They were outlaws.--They were +wizards--good wizards who caused flowers to bloom in winter for the +unhappy, and made gold here for those who must be ransomed, and fed +themselves with secret bread. The fire roared--they were happy, Ian +and Alexander. + +At last the fagots were burned out. The half-murk that at first was +mystery and enchantment began to put on somberness and melancholy. +They rose from the rocky floor and extinguished the brands with their +feet. But now they had this cavern in common and must arrange it for +their next coming. Going outside, they gathered dead and fallen wood, +broke it into right lengths, and, carrying it within, heaped it in the +corner. With a bough of pine they swept the floor, then, leaving the +treasure hold, dropped the curtain of brier in place. They were not so +old but that there was yet the young boy in them; he hugged himself +over this cave of Robin Hood and swart magician. But now they left it +and went on whistling through the glen: + + Gie ye give ane, then I'll give twa, + For sae the store increases! + +The sides of the glen fell back, grew lower. The leap of the water was +not so marked; there were long pools of quiet. Their path had been a +mounting one; they were now on higher earth, near the plateau or +watershed that marked the top of the glen. The bright sky arched +overhead, the sun shone strongly, the air moved in currents without +violence. + +"You see where that smoke comes up between trees? That's Mother +Binning's cot." + +"Who's she?" + +"She's a wise auld wife. She's a scryer. That's her ash-tree." + +Their path brought them by the hut and its bit of garden. Jock +Binning, that was Mother Binning's crippled son, sat fishing in the +stream. Mother Binning had been working in the garden, but when she +saw the figures on the path below she took her distaff and sat on the +bench in the sun. When they came by she raised her voice. + +"Mr. Alexander, how are the laird and the leddy?" + +"They're very well, Mother." + +"Ye'll be gaeing sune to Edinburgh? Wha may be this laddie?" + +"It is Ian Rullock, of Black Hill." + +"Sae the baith o' ye are gaeing to Edinburgh? Will ye be friends +there?" + +"That we will!" + +"Hech, sirs!" Mother Binning drew a thread from her distaff. The two +were about to travel on when she stopped them again with a gesture. +"Dinna mak sic haste! There's time enough behind us, and time enough +before us. And it's a strange warld, and a large, and an auld! Sit ye +and crack a bit with an auld wife by the road." + +But they had dallied at White Farm and in the cave, and Alexander was +in haste. + +"We cannot stop now, Mother. We're bound for the Kelpie's Pool." + +"And why do ye gae there? That's a drear, wanrestfu' place!" said +Mother Binning. + +"Ian has not seen it yet. I want to show it to him." + +Mother Binning turned her distaff slowly. "Eh, then, if ye maun gae, +gae!... We're a' ane! There's the kelpie pool for a'." + +"We'll stop a bit on the way back," said Alexander. He spoke in a +wheedling, kindly voice, for he and Mother Binning were good friends. + +"Do that then," she said. "I hae a hansel o' coffee by me. I'll mak +twa cups, for I'll warrant that ye'll baith need it!" + +The air was indeed growing colder when the two came at last upon the +moor that ran down to the Kelpie's Pool. Furze and moss and ling, a +wild country stretched around without trees or house or moving form. +The bare sunshine took on a remote, a cool and foreign, aspect. The +small singing of the wind in whin and heather came from a thin, eery +world. Down below them they saw the dark little tarn, the Kelpie's +Pool. It was very clear, but dark, with a bottom of peat. Around it +grew rushes and a few low willows. The two sat upon an outcropping of +stone and gazed down upon it. + +"It's a gey lonely place," said Alexander. "Now I like it as well or +better than I do the cave, and now I would leave it far behind me!" + +"I like the cave best. This is a creepy place." + +"Once I let myself out at Glenfernie without any knowing and came here +by night." + +Ian felt emulation. "Oh, I would do that, too, if there was any need! +Did you see anything?" + +"Do you mean the kelpie?" + +"Yes." + +"No. I saw something--once. But that time I wanted to see how the +stars looked in the water." + +Ian looked at the water, that lay like a round mirror, and then to the +vast shell of the sky above. He, too, had love of beauty--a more +sensuous love than Alexander's, but love. This shared perception made +one of the bonds between them. + +"It was as still--much stiller than it is to-day! The air was clear +and the night dark and grand. I looked down, and there was the +Northern Crown, clasp and all." + +Ian in imagination saw it, too. They sat, chin on knees, upon the +moorside above the Kelpie's Pool. The water was faintly crisped, the +reeds and willow boughs just stirred. + +"But the kelpie--did you ever see that?" + +"Sometimes it is seen as a water-horse, sometimes as a demon. I never +saw anything like that but once. I never told any one about it. It may +have been just one of those willows, after all. But I thought I saw a +woman." + +"Go on!" + +"There was a great mist that day and it was hard to see. Sometimes you +could not see--it was just rolling waves of gray. So I stumbled down, +and I was in the rushes before I knew that I had come to them. It was +spring and the pool was full, and the water plashed and came over my +foot. It was like something holding my ankles.... And then I saw +her--if it was not the willow. She was like a fair woman with dark +hair unsnooded. She looked at me as though she would mock me, and I +thought she laughed--and then the mist rolled down and over, and I +could not see the hills nor the water nor scarce the reeds I was in. +So I lifted my feet from the sucking water and got away.... I do not +know if it was the kelpie's daughter or the willow--but if it was the +willow it could look like a human--or an unhuman--body!" + +Ian gazed at the pool. He had many advantages over Alexander, he knew, +but the latter had this curious daring. He did more things with +himself and of himself than did he, Ian. There was that in Ian that +did not like this, that was jealous of being surpassed. And there was +that in Ian that would not directly display this feeling, that would +provide it, indeed, with all kinds of masks, but would, with +certainty, act from that spurring, though intricate enough might be +the path between the stimulus and the act. + +"It is deep?" + +"Aye. Almost bottomless, you would think, and cold as winter." + +"Let us go swimming." + +"The day's getting late and it's growing cold. However, if you want +to--" + +Ian did not greatly want to. But if Alexander could be so indifferent, +he could be determined and ardent. "What's a little mirk and cold? I +want to say I've swum in it." He began to unbutton his waistcoat. + +They stripped, left their clothes in the stone's keeping, and ran down +the moorside. The light played over their bodies, unblemished, smooth, +and healthfully colored, clean-lined and rightly spare. They had +beautiful postures and movements when they stood, when they ran; a +youthful and austere grace as of Spartan youth plunging down to the +icy Eurotas. The earth around lay as stripped as they; the naked, +ineffable blue ether held them as it did all things; the wandering air +broke against them in invisible surf. They ran down the long slope of +the moor, parted the reeds, and dived to meet their own reflections. +The water was most truly deep and cold. They struck out, they swam to +the middle of the pool, they turned upon their backs and looked up to +the blue zenith, then, turning again, with strong arm strokes they +sent the wave over each other. They rounded the pool under the twisted +willows, beside the shaking reeds; they swam across and across. + +Alexander looked at the sun that was deep in the western quarter. +"Time to be out and going!" He swam to the edge of the pool, but +before he should draw himself out stopped to look up at a willow above +him, the one that he thought he might, in the mist, have taken for the +kelpie's daughter. It was of a height that, seen at a little distance, +might even a tall woman. It put out two broken, shortened branches +like arms.... He lost himself in the study of possibilities, balanced +among the reeds that sighed around. He could not decide, so at last he +shook himself from that consideration, and, pushing into shallow +water, stepped from the pool. He had taken a few steps up the moor ere +with suddenness he felt that Ian was not with him. He turned. Ian was +yet out in the middle ring of the tarn. The light struck upon his +head. Then he dived under--or seemed to dive under. He was long in +coming up; and when he did so it was in the same place and his +backward-drawn face had a strangeness. + +"Ian!" + +Ian sank again. + +"He's crampit!" Alexander flashed like a thrown brand down the way he +had mounted and across the strip of weeds, and in again to the +steel-dark water. "I'm coming!" He gained to his fellow, caught him +ere he sank the third time. + +Dragged from the Kelpie's Pool, Ian lay upon the moor. Alexander, +bringing with haste the clothes from the stone above, knelt beside +him, rubbed and kneaded the life into him. He opened his eyes. + +"Alexander--!" + +Alexander rubbed with vigor. "I'm here. Eh, lad, but you gave me a +fright!" + +In another five minutes he sat up. "I'm--I'm all right now. Let's get +our things on and go." + +They dressed, Alexander helping Ian. The blood came slowly back into +the latter's cheek; he walked, but he shivered yet. + +"Let's go get Mother Binning's coffee!" said Alexander. "Come, I'll +put my arm about you so." They went thus up the moor and across, and +then down to the trees, the stream, and the glen. "There's the smoke +from her chimney! You may have both cups and lie by the fire till +you're warm. Mercy me! how lonely the cave would have been if you had +drowned!" + +They got down to the flowing water. + +"I'm all right now!" said Ian. He released himself, but before he did +so he turned in Alexander's arm, put his own arm around the other's +neck, and kissed him. "You saved my life. Let's be friends forever!" + +"That's what we are," said Alexander, "friends forever." + +"You've proved it to me; one day I'll prove it to you!" + +"We don't need proofs. We just know that we like each other, and +that's all there is about it!" + +"Yes, it's that way," said Ian, and so they came to Mother Binning's +cot, the fire, and the coffee. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Upon a quiet, gray December afternoon, nine years and more from the +June day when he had fished in the glen and Mother Binning had told +him of her vision of the Jacobite gathering at Braemar, English +Strickland, walking for exercise to the village and back, found +himself overtaken by Mr. M'Nab, the minister who in his white manse +dwelt by the white kirk on the top of the windy hill. This was, by +every earthly canon, a good man, but a stern and unsupple. He had not +been long in this parish, and he was sweeping with a strong, new +besom. The old minister, to his mind, had been Erastian and lax, weak +in doctrine and in discipline of the fold. Mr. M'Nab meant not to be +weak. He loathed sin and would compel the sinner also to loathe it. +Now he came up, tall and darkly clad, and in his Calvinistic hand his +Bible. + +"Gude day, sir!" + +"Good day, Mr. M'Nab!" The two went on side by side. The day was very +still, the sky an even gray, snow being prepared. "You saw the laird?" + +"Aye. He's verra low." + +"He'll not recover I think. It's been a slow failing for two +years--ever since Mrs. Jardine's death." + +"She was dead before I came to this kirk. But once, when I was a +young man, I stayed awhile in these parts. I remember her." + +"She was the best of women." + +"So they said. But she had not that grip upon religion that the laird +has!" + +"Maybe not." + +Mr. M'Nab directed his glance upon the Glenfernie tutor. He did not +think that this Englishman, either, had much grip upon religion. He +determined, at the first opportunity, to call his attention to that +fact and to strive to teach his fingers how to clasp. He had a craving +thirst for the saving of souls, and to draw one whole from Laodicea +was next best to lifting from Babylon. But to-day the laird and his +spiritual concerns had the field. + +"He comes, by the mother's side, at least, of godly stock. His +mother's father was martyred for the faith in the auld persecuting +time. His grandmother wearied her mind away in prison. His mother +suffered much when she was a lassie." + +"It's small wonder that he has nursed bitterness," said Strickland. +"He must have drunk in terror and hate with her milk.... He conquered +the terror." + +"_'Do not I hate them, O Lord, that hate thee? and am not I grieved +with those that rise up against thee? I hate them with perfect hatred; +I count them my enemies.'_--What else should his heart do but burn +with a righteous wrath?" + +Strickland sighed, looking at the quiet gray hills and the vast, still +web of cloud above. "It's come to be a withering fire, hunting fuel +everywhere! I remember when he held it in bounds, even when for a time +it seemed to die out. But of late years it has got the better of him. +At last, I think, it is devouring himself." + +M'Nab made a dissenting sound. "He has got the implicit belief in God +that I see sair lack of elsewhere! He holds fast to God." + +"Aye. The God who slays the Amalekites." + +M'Nab turned his wintry glance upon him. "And is not that God?" + +The other looked at the hill and at the vast, quiet, gray field of +cloud. "Perhaps!... Let's talk of something else. I am too tired to +argue. I sat up with him last night." + +The minister would have preferred to continue to discuss the character +of Deity. He turned heavily. "I was in company, not long ago, with +some gentlemen who were wondering why you stayed on at Glenfernie +House. They said that you had good offers elsewhere--much better than +with a Scots laird." + +"I promised Mrs. Jardine that I would stay." + +"While the laird lived?" + +"No, not just that--though I think that she would have liked me to do +so. But so long as the laird would keep Jamie with him at home." + +"What will he do now--Jamie?" + +"He has set his heart on the army. He's strong of body, with a kind of +big, happy-go-luckiness--" + +A horseman came up behind them. It proved to be Robin Greenlaw, of +Littlefarm. He checked his gray and exchanged greetings with the +minister and the tutor. "How does the laird find himself the day?" he +asked Strickland. + +"No better, I think, Mr. Greenlaw." + +"I'm sorry. It's the end, I jalouse! Is Mr. Alexander come?" + +"We look for him to-morrow." + +"The land and the folk'll be blithe to see him--if it was not for the +occasion of his coming! If there's aught a body can do for any at +Glenfernie--?" + +"Every one has been as good as gold, Greenlaw. But you know there's +not much at the last that can be done--" + +"No. We all pass, and they that bide can but make the dirge. But I'll +be obliged if you'll say to Mr. Alexander that if there _is_ aught--" +He gathered up the reins. "It will be snowing presently. I always +thought that I'd like to part on a day like this, gray and quiet, with +all the color and the shouting lifted elsewhere." He was gone, +trotting before them on his big horse. + +Strickland and the minister looked after him. "There's one to be liked +no little!" said Strickland. + +But Mr. M'Nab's answering tone was wintry yet. "He makes mair songs +than he listens to sermons! Jarvis Barrow, that's a strong witness, +should have had another sort of great-nephew! And so he that will be +laird comes home to-morrow? It's little that he has been at home of +late years." + +"Yes, little." + +The manse with the kirk beyond rose before them, drawn against the +pallid sky. "A wanderer to and fro in the earth, and I doubt +not--though we do not hear much of it--an eater of husks!--Will you +not come in, Mr. Strickland?" + +"Another time, Mr. M'Nab. I've an errand in the village.--Touching +Alexander Jardine. I suppose that the whole sense-bound world might be +called by a world farther on an eater of husks. But I know naught to +justify any especial application of the phrase to him. I know, indeed, +a good deal quite to the contrary. You are, it seems to me, something +less than charitable--" + +M'Nab regarded him with an earnest, narrow, wintry look. "I would not +wish to deserve that epithet, Mr. Strickland. But the world is evil, +and Satan stands close at the ear of the young, both the poor and them +of place and world's gear! So I doubt not that he eats the husks. I +doubt not, either, that the Lord has a rod for him, as for us all, +that will drive him, willy-nilly, home. So I'll say good day, sir. +To-morrow I'll go again to the laird, and so every day until his +summons comes." + +They parted at the manse door. The world was gray, the snow swiftening +its approach. Strickland, passing the kirk, kept on down the one +village street. All and any who were out of doors spoke to him, asking +how did the laird. Some asked if "the young laird" had come. + +In the shop where he made his purchase the woman who sold would have +kept him talking an hour: "Wad the laird last the week? Wad he make +friends before he died with Mr. Touris of Black Hill with whom he had +the great quarrel three years since? Eh, sirs! and he never set foot +again in Touris House, nor Mr. Touris in his!--Wad Mr. Jamie gae now +to Edinburgh or on his travels, that had been at home sae lang +because the laird wadna part with him?--Wad Miss Alice, that was as +bonny as a rose and mair friendly than the gowans on a June lea, just +bide on at the house with her aunt, Mrs. Grizel, that came when the +leddy died? Wad--" + +Strickland smiled. "You must just come up to the house, Mrs. Macmurdo, +and have a talk with Mrs. Grizel.--I hope the laird may last the +week." + +"You're a close ane!" thought the disappointed Mrs. Macmurdo. Aloud +she said, "Aweel, sir, Mr. Alexander that will be laird is coming hame +frae foreign parts?" + +"Yes." + +"Sic a wanderer as he has been! But there!" said Mrs. Macmurdo, "ony +that saw him when he was a laddie gaeing here and gaeing there by his +lane-some, glen and brae and muir, might ha' said, 'Ye're a +wanderer--and as sune as ye may ye'll wander farther!'" + +"You're quite right, Mrs. Macmurdo," said Strickland, and took his +parcel from her. + +"A wanderer and a seeker!" Mrs. Macmurdo was loth to let him go. "And +his great friend is still Captain Ian Rullock?" + +"Yes, still." + +Mrs. Macmurdo reluctantly opened the shop door. "Aweel, sir, if ye +maun gae.--There'll be snaw the night, I'm thinking! Do ye stop at the +inn? There's twa-three sogers in town." + +Strickland had not meant to stop. But, coming to the Jardine Arms and +glancing through the window, he saw by the light of the fire in the +common room four men in red coats sitting at table, drinking. He felt +jaded and depressed, needing distraction from the gray chill day and +the laird's dying. Curiosity faintly stretched herself. He turned into +the inn, took a seat by a corner table, and called for a bottle of +wine. In addition to the soldiers the room had a handful of +others--farmers, a lawyer's clerk from Stirling, a petty officer of +the excise, and two or three village nondescripts. From this group +there now disengaged himself Robin Greenlaw, who came across to +Strickland's table. + +"Sit down and have a glass with me," said the latter. "Who are they?" + +"A recruiting party," answered Greenlaw, accepting the invitation. "I +like to hear their talk! I'll listen, drinking your wine and thanking +you, sir! and riding home I'll make a song about them." + +He sat with his arm over the chair-back, his right hand now lifting +and now lowering the wine-glass. He had a look of strength and inner +pleasure that rested and refreshed. + +"What are they saying now?" asked Strickland. + +The soldiers made the center of attention. More or less all in the +room harkened to their talk, disconnected, obscure, idle, and +boisterous as much of it was. The revenue officer, by virtue of being +also the king's paid man, had claimed comrade's right and was drinking +with them and putting questions. He was so obliging as to ask these in +a round tone of voice and to repeat on the same note the information +gathered. + +"Recruits for the King's army, fighting King Louis on the river +Main.--Where's that?--It's in Germany. Our King and the Hanoverians +and the King of Prussia and the Queen of Austria are fighting the King +of France.--Aye, of course ye know that, neighbors, being intelligent +Scots folk, but recapitulation is na out of order!" + +"Ask them what's thought of the Hanoverians." It was the lawyer's +clerk's question. Thereupon rose some noisy difference of opinion +among the drinking redcoats. The excise man finally reported. "They're +na English, nor Scots, nor even Irish. But they're liked weel enough! +They're good fighters. Oh, aye, when ye march and fight alangside +them, they're good enough! They're his Majesty's cousins. God save +King George!" + +The recruiting party banged with tankards upon the table. One of the +number put a question of his own. He had a look half pedant, half +bully, and he spoke with a one-quarter-drunken, owllike solemnity. + +"I may take it from the look of things that there are none hereabouts +but good Whigs and upholders of government? No Tories--no damned black +Jacobites?" + +The excise man hemmed. "Why, ye see we're no sae muckle far from +Hielands and Hielandmen, and it's known what they are, chief, +chieftain, and clan--saving always the duke and every Campbell! And I +wadna say that there are not, here and there, this side the Hielands, +an auld family with leanings the auld way, and even a few gentlemen +who were _out_ in the 'fifteen. But the maist of us, gentle and +simple, are up and down Whig and Kirk and reigning House.--Na, na! +when we drink to the King we dinna pass the glass over the water!" + +A dark, thin soldier put in his word, well garnished with oaths. "Now +that there's war up and down and so many of us are going out of the +country, there's a saying that the Pretender may e'en sail across from +France and beat a drum and give a shout! Then there'll be a sorting--" + +"Them that would rise wouldn't be enough to make a graveyard ghost to +frighten with!" + +"You're mistaken there. They'll frighten ye all right when they answer +the drum! I'm thinking there's some in the army would answer it!" + +"Then they'll be hanged, drawn, and quartered!" averred the corporal. +"Who are ye thinking would do that?" + +"I'm not precisely knowing. But there are some with King George were +brought up on the hope of King James!" + +More liquor appeared upon the table, was poured and drunk. The talk +grew professional. The King's shilling, and the advantage of taking +it, came solely upon the board, and who might or might not 'list from +this dale and the bordering hills. Strickland and Robin Greenlaw left +their corner. + +"I must get back to the house." + +"And I to Littlefarm." + +They went out together. There were few in the street. The snow was +beginning to fall. Greenlaw untied his horse. + +"I hope that we're not facing another 'fifteen! _'Scotland's ain +Stewarts, and Break the Union!'_ It sounds well, but it's not in the +line of progression. What does Captain Ian Rullock think about it?" + +"I don't know. He hasn't been here, you know, for a long while." + +"That's true. He and Mr. Alexander are still like brothers?" + +"Like brothers." + +Greenlaw mounted his horse. "Well, he's a bonny man, but he's got a +piece of the demon in him! So have I, I ken very well, and so, +doubtless, has he who will be Glenfernie, and all the rest of us--" + +"I sit down to supper with mine very often," said Strickland. + +"Oh yes, he's common--the demon! But somehow I could find him in Ian +Rullock, though all covered up with gold. But doubtless," said +Greenlaw, debonairly, "it would be the much of the fellow in me that +would recognize much in another!" He put his gray into motion. "Good +day, sir!" He was gone, disappearing down the long street, into the +snow that was now falling like a veil. + +Strickland turned homeward. The snow fell fast and thick in large +white flakes. Glenfernie House rose before him, crowning the craggy +hill, the modern building and the remnant of the old castle, not a +great place, but an ancient, settled, and rooted, part of a land poor +but not without grandeur, not without a rhythm attained between +grandeur and homeliness. The road swept around and up between leafless +trees and green cone-bearing ones. The snow was whitening the +branches, the snow wrapped house and landscape in its veil. It broke, +in part it obliterated, line and modeling; the whole seemed on the +point of dissolving into a vast and silent unity. "Like a dying man," +thought Strickland. He came upon the narrow level space about the +house, passed the great cedar planted by a pilgrim laird the year of +Flodden Field, and entered by a door in the southern face. + +Davie met him. "Eh, sir, Mr. Alexander's come!" + +"Come!" + +"Aye, just! An hour past, riding Black Alan, with Tam Dickson behind +on Whitefoot, and weary enough thae horses looked! Mr. Alexander wad +ha' gane without bite or sup to the laird's room, but he's lying +asleep. So now he's gane to his ain auld room for a bit of rest. +Haith, sir," said Davie, "but he's like the auld laird when he was +twenty-eight!" + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Strickland went, to the hall, where he found Alice. + +"Come to the fire! I've been watching the snow, but it is so white and +thick and still it fair frightens me! Davie told you that Alexander +has come?" + +"Yes. From Edinburgh to-day." + +"Yes. He left London as soon as he had our letters." + +She stood opposite him, a bright and bonny lass, with a look of her +mother, but with more beauty. The light from the burning logs deepened +the gold in her hair, as the warmth made more vivid the rose of her +cheek. She owned a warm and laughing heart, a natural goodness. +Strickland, who had watched and taught her since she was a slip of a +child, had for her a great fondness. + +Jamie entered the hall. "Father's awake now, but Aunt Grizel and +Tibbie Ross will not tell him Alexander's come until they've given him +something to eat." He came to the fire and stood, his blue eyes +glinting light. "It's fine to see Alexander! The whole place feels +different!" + +"You've got a fine love for Alexander," said Strickland. So long had +he lived with the Jardines of Glenfernie that they had grown like own +folk to him, and he to them. He looked very kindly at the young man, +handsome, big, flushed with feeling. He did not say, "Now you'll be +going, Jamie, and he'll be staying," but the thought was in mind, and +presently Alice gave it voice. + +"He says that he has seen his earth, and that now he means to be a +long time at home." + +Davie appeared. "Mr. Alexander has gone to the laird's room. Mrs. +Grizel wad have ye all come, too, sae be ye move saftly and sit dumb." + +The three went. The laird's room was large and somewhat grimly bare. +When his wife died he would have taken out every luxury. But a great +fire burned on the hearth and gave a touch of redemption. A couch, +too, had been brought in for the watcher at night, and a great +flowered chair. In this now sat Mrs. Grizel Kerr, a pleasant, elderly, +comely body, noted for her housewifery and her garden of herbs. Behind +her, out of a shadowy corner, gleamed the white mutch of Tibbie Ross, +the best nurse in that countryside. Jamie and Alice took two chairs +that had been set for them near the bed. Strickland moved to the +recess of a window. Outside the snow fell in very large flakes, large +and many, straight and steady, there being no wind. + +In a chair drawn close to the great bed, on a line with the sick man's +hand lying on the coverlet, sat the heir of Glenfernie. He sat leaning +forward, with one hand near the hand of his father. The laird's eyes +were closed. He had been given a stimulant and he now lay gathering +his powers that were not far from this life's frontier. The curtains +of the bed had been drawn quite back; propped by pillows into a +half-sitting posture, he was plain to all in the room, in the ruddy +light of the fire. A clock upon the wall ticked, ticked. Those in the +room sat very still. + +The laird drew a determined breath and opened his eyes. "Alexander!" + +"Father!" + +"You look like myself sitting there, and yet not myself. I am going to +die." + +"If that's your will, father." + +"Aye, it's my will, for I've made it mine. I can't talk much. We'll +talk at times and sit still between. Are you going to stay with me +to-night?" + +"Indeed I am, father. Right here beside you." + +"Well, I've missed you. But you had to have your wanderings and your +life of men. I understood that." + +"You've been most good to me. It is in my heart and in the tears of my +eyes." + +"I did not grudge the siller. And I've had a pride in you, Alexander. +Now you'll be the laird. Now let's sit quiet a bit." + +The snow fell, the fire burned, the clock ticked. He spoke again. +"It's before an eye inside that you'll be a wanderer and a goer about +yet--within and without, my laddie, within and without! Do not forget, +though, to hold the old place together that so many Jardines have been +born in, and to care for the tenant bodies and the old folk--and +there's your brother and sister." + +"I will forget nothing that you say, father." + +"I have kept that to say on top of my mind.... The old place and the +tenant bodies and old folk, and your brother and sister. I have your +word, and so," said the laird, "that's done and may drift +by.--Grizel, I wad sleep a bit. Let him go and come again." + +His eyes closed. Alexander rose from the chair beside him. Coming to +Alice, he put his arm around her, and with Jamie at his other hand the +three went from the room. Strickland tarried a moment to consult with +Mrs. Grizel. + +"The doctor comes to-morrow?" + +"Aye. Tibbie thinks him a bit stronger." + +"I will watch to-night with Alexander." + +"Hoot, man! ye maun be weary enough yourself!" said Mrs. Grizel. + +"No, I am not. I will sleep awhile after supper, and come in about +ten. So you and Tibbie may get one good night." + +Some hours later, in the room that had been his since his first coming +to Glenfernie, he gazed out of window before turning to go +down-stairs. The snow had ceased to fall, and out of a great streaming +floe of clouds looked a half-moon. Under it lay wan hill and plain. +The clouds were all of a size and vast in number, a herd of the upper +air. The wind drove them, not like a shepherd, but like a wolf at +their heels. The moon seemed the shepherd, laboring for control. Then +the clouds themselves seemed the wolves, and the moon a traveler +against whom they leaped, who was thrown among them, and rose +again.... Then the moon was a soul, struggling with the wrack and wave +of things. + +Strickland went down the old, winding Glenfernie stair, and came at +last to the laird's room. Tibbie Ross opened the door to him, and he +saw it all in low firelight and made ready for the night. The laird +lay propped as before in the great bed, but seemed asleep. Alexander +sat before the fire, elbows upon knees and chin in hand, brooding over +the red coals. Tibbie murmured a direction or two and showed wine and +bread set in the deep window. Then with a courtesy and a breathed, +"Gie ye gude night, sirs!" she was forth to her own rest. The door +closed softly behind her. Strickland stepped as softly to the chair +beyond Alexander. The couch was spread for the watchers' alternate +use, if so they chose; on a table burned shaded candles. Strickland +had a book in his pocket. Sitting down, he produced this, for he would +not seem to watch the man by the fire. + +Alexander Jardine, large and strong of frame, with a countenance +massive and thoughtful for so young a man, bronzed, with well-turned +features, gazed steadily into the red hollows where the light played, +withdrew and played again. Strickland tried to read, but the sense of +the other's presence affected him, came between his mind and the page. +Involuntarily he began to occupy himself with Alexander and to picture +his life away from Glenfernie, away, too, from Edinburgh and Scotland. +It was now six years since, definitely, he had given up the law, +throwing himself, as it were, on the laird's mercy both for long and +wide travel, and for life among books other than those indicated for +advocates. The laird had let him go his gait--the laird with Mrs. +Jardine a little before him. The Jardine fortune was not a great one, +but there was enough for an heir who showed no inclination to live and +to travel _en prince_, who in certain ways was nearer the ascetic +than the spendthrift.... Before Strickland's mind, strolling dreamily, +came pictures of far back, of years ago, of long since. A by-wind had +brought to the tutor then certain curious bits of knowledge. +Alexander, a student in Edinburgh, had lived for some time upon half +of his allowance in order to accommodate Ian Rullock with the other +half, the latter being in a crisis of quarrel with his uncle, who, +when he quarreled, used always, where he could, the money screw. +Strickland had listened to his Edinburgh informant, but had never +divulged the news given. No more had he told another bit, floated to +him again by that ancient Edinburgh friend and gossip, who had young +cousins at college and listened to their talk. It pertained to a time +a little before that of the shared income. This time it had been +shared blood. Strickland, sitting with his book in the quiet room, saw +in imagination the students' chambers in Edinburgh, and the little +throng of very young men, flushed with wine and with youth, making +friendships, and talking of friendships made, and dubbing Alexander +Damon and Ian Pythias. Then more wine and a bravura passage. Damon and +Pythias opening each a vein with some convenient dagger, smearing into +the wound some drops of the other's blood, and going home each with a +tourniquet above the right wrist.... Well, that was years ago--and +youth loved such passages! + +Alexander, by the fire, stooped to put back a coal that had fallen +upon the oak boards, then sank again into his reverie. Strickland read +a paragraph without any especial comprehension, after which he found +himself again by the stream of Alexander's life. That friendship with +Ian Rullock utterly held, he believed. Well, Ian Rullock, too, seemed +somehow a great personage. Very different from Alexander, and yet +somehow large to match.... Where had Alexander been after +Edinburgh--where had he not been? Very often Ian was with him, but +sometimes and for months he would seem to have been alone. Glenfernie +might receive letters from Germany, from Italy or Egypt, or from +further yet to the east. He had been alone this year, for Ian was now +the King's man and with his regiment, Strickland supposed, wherever +that might be. Alexander had written from Buda-Pesth, from Erfurt, +from Amsterdam, from London. Now he sat here at Glenfernie, looking +into the fire. Strickland, who liked books of travel, wondered what he +saw of old cities, grave or gay, of ruined temples, sphinxes, +monuments, grass-grown battle-fields, and ships at sea, storied lands, +peoples, individual men and women. He had wayfared long; he must have +had many an adventure. He had been from childhood a learner. His touch +upon a book spoke of adeptship in that world.... Well, here he was, +and what would he do now, when he was laird? Strickland lost himself +in speculation. Little or naught had ever been in Alexander's letters +about women. + +The white ash fell, the clock ticked, the wind went around the house +with a faint, banshee crying. The figure by the fire rested there, +silent, still, and brooding. Strickland observed with some wonder its +power of long, concentrated thinking. It sat there, not visibly +tense, seemingly relaxed, yet as evidently looking into some place of +inner motion, wider and swifter than that of the night world about it. +Strickland tried to read. The clock hand moved toward midnight. + +The laird spoke from the great bed. "Alexander--" + +"I am here, father." Alexander rose and went to the sick man's side. +"You slept finely! And here we have food for you, and drops to give +you strength--" + +The laird swallowed the drops and a spoonful or two of broth. "There. +Now I want to talk. Aye, I am strong enough. I feel stronger. I am +strong. It hurts me more to check me. Is that the wind blowing?" + +"Yes. It is a wild night." + +"It is singing. I could almost pick out the words. Alexander, there's +a quarrel I have with Touris of Black Hill. I have no wish to make it +up. He did me a wrong and is a sinner in many ways. But his sister is +different. If you see her tell her that I aye liked her." + +"Would it make you happier to be reconciled to Mr. Touris?" + +"No, it would not! You were never a canting one, Alexander! Let that +be. Anger is anger, and it's weakness to gainsay it! That is," said +the laird, "when it's just--and this is just. Alexander, my bonny +man--" + +"I'm here, father." + +"I've been lying here, gaeing up and down in my thoughts, a bairn +again with my grandmither, gaeing up and down the braes and by the +glen. I want to say somewhat to you. When you see an adder set your +heel upon it! When a wolf goes by take your firelock and after him! +When a denier and a cheat is near you tell the world as much and help +to set the snare! Where there are betrayers and persecutors hunt the +wild plant shall make a cup like their ain!" He fell to coughing, +coughing more and more violently. + +Strickland rose and came to the bedside, and the two watchers gave him +water and wine to drink, and would have had him, when the fit was +over, cease from all speech. He shook them off. + +"Alexander, ye're like me. Ye're mair like me than any think! Where ye +find your Grierson of Lagg, clench with him--clench--Alexander!" + +He coughed, lifting himself in their arms. A blood-vessel broke. +Tibbie Ross, answering the calling, hurried in. "Gude with us! it's +the end!" Mrs. Grizel came, wrapped in a great flowered bed-gown. In a +few minutes all was over. Strickland and Alexander laid him straight +that had been the laird. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +The month was May. The laird of Glenfernie, who had walked to the +Kelpie's Pool, now came down the glen. Mother Binning was yet in her +cot, though an older woman now and somewhat broken. + +"Oh aye, my bonny man! All things die and all things live. To and fro +gaes the shuttle!" + +Glenfernie sat on the door-stone. She took all the news he could +bring, and had her own questions to put. + +"How's the house and all in it?" + +"Well." + +"Ye've got a bonny sister! Whom will she marry? There's Abercrombie +and Fleming and Ferguson." + +"I do not know. The one she likes the best." + +"And when will ye be marrying yourself?" + +"I am not going to marry, Mother. I would marry Wisdom, if I could!" + +"Hoot! she stays single! Do ye love the hunt of Wisdom so?" + +"Aye, I do. But it's a long, long chase--and to tell you the truth, at +times I think she's just a wraith! And at times I am lazy and would +just sit in the sun and be a fool." + +"Like to-day?" + +"Like to-day. And so," said Alexander, rising, "as I feel that way, +I'll e'en be going on!" + +"I'm thinking that maist of the wise have inner tokens by which they +ken the fule. I was ne'er afraid of folly," said Mother Binning. "It's +good growing stuff!" + +Glenfernie laughed and left her and the drone of her wheel. A clucking +hen and her brood, the cot and its ash-tree, sank from sight. A little +longer and he reached the middle glen where the banks approached and +the full stream rushed with a manifold sound. Here was the curtain of +brier masking the cave that he had shared with Ian. He drew it aside +and entered. So much smaller was the place than it had seemed in +boyhood! Twice since they came to be men had he been here with Ian, +and they had smiled over their cavern, but felt for it a tenderness. +In a corner lay the fagots that, the last time, they had gathered with +laughter and left here against outlaws' needs. Ian! He pictured Ian +with his soldiers. + +Outside the cavern, the air came about him like a cloud of fragrance. +As he went down the glen, into its softer sweeps, this increased, as +did the song of birds. The primrose was strewn about in disks of pale +gold, the white thorn lifted great bouquets, the bluebell touched the +heart. A lark sang in the sky, linnet and cuckoo at hand, in the wood +at the top of the glen cooed the doves. The water rippled by the +leaning birches, the wild bees went from flower to flower. The sky was +all sapphire, the air a perfumed ocean. So beautiful rang the spring +that it was like a bell in the heart, in the blood. The laird of +Glenfernie, coming to a great natural chair of sun-warmed rock, sat +down to listen. All was of a sweetness, poignant, intense. But in the +very act of recognizing this, there came upon him an old mood of +melancholy, an inner mist and chill, a gray languor and wanting. The +very bourgeoning and blossoming about him seemed to draw light from +him, not give light. "I brought the Kelpie's Pool back with me," he +thought. He shut his eyes, leaning his head against the stone, at last +with a sideward movement burying it in his folded arms. "More +life--more! What was a great current goes sluggish and landbound. +Where again is the open sea--the more--the boundless? Where +again--where again?" + +He sat for an hour by the wild, singing stream. It drenched him, the +loved place and the sweet season, with its thousand store of beauties. +Its infinite number of touches brought at last response. The vague +crying and longing of nature hushed before a present lullaby. At last +he rose and went on with the calling stream. + +The narrow path, set about with living green, with the spangly +flowers, and between the branches fragments of the blue lift as clear +as glass, led down the glen, widening now to hill and dale. Softening +and widening, the world laughed in May. The stream grew broad and +tranquil, with grassy shores overhung by green boughs. Here and there +the bank extended into the flood a little grassy cape edged with +violets. Alexander, following the spiral of the path, came upon the +view of such a spot as this. It lay just before him, a little below +his road. The stream washed its fairy beach. From the new grass rose +a blooming thorn-tree; beneath this knelt a girl and, resting upon her +hands, looked at her face in the water. + +The laird of Glenfernie stood still. A drooping birch hid him; his +step had been upon moss and was not heard. The face and form upon the +bank, the face in the water, showed no consciousness of any human +neighbor. The face was that of a woman of perhaps twenty-four. The +hair was brown, the eyes brown. The head was beautifully placed on a +round, smooth throat. With a wide forehead, with great width between +the eyes, the face tapered to a small round chin. The mouth and under +the eyes smiled in a thousand different ways. The beauty that was +there was subtle, not discoverable by every one.--The girl settled +back upon the grass beneath the thorn-tree. She was very near +Glenfernie; he could see the rise and fall of her bosom beneath her +blue print gown. It was Elspeth Barrow--he knew her now, though he had +not seen her for a long time. She sat still, her brown eyes raised to +building birds in the thorn-tree. Then she began herself to sing, +clear and sweet. + + "A lad and a lass met ower the brae; + They blushed rose-red, but they said nae word-- + The woodbine fair and the milk-white slae:-- + And frae one to the other gaed a silver bird, + A silver bird. + + "A man set his Wish all odds before, + With sword, with pen, and with gold he stirred + Till the Wish and he met on a conquered shore, + And frae one to the other gaed an ebon bird, + An ebon bird. + + "God looked on a man and said: ''Tis time! + The broken mends, clear flows the blurred. + You and I are two worlds that rhyme!' + And frae one to the other gaed a golden bird, + A golden bird." + +She sang it through, then sat entirely still against the stem of the +thorn, while about her lips played that faint, unapproachable, +glamouring smile. Her hands touched the grass to either side her body; +her slender, blue-clad figure, the all of her, smote him like some +god's line of poetry. + +There was in the laird of Glenfernie's nature an empty palace. It had +been built through ages and every wind of pleasure and pain had blown +about it. Then it had slowly come about that the winds of pain had +increased upon the winds of pleasure. The mind closed the door of the +palace and the nature inclined to turn from it. It was there, but a +sea mist hid it, and a tall thorn-hedge, and a web stretched across +its idle gates. It had hardly come, in this life, into Glenfernie's +waking mind that it was there at all. + +Now with a suddenness every door clanged open. The mist parted, the +thorn-wood sank, the web was torn. The palace stood, shining like +home, and it was he who was afar, in the mist and the wood, and the +web of idleness and oblivion in shreds about him. Set in the +throne-room, upon the throne, he saw the queen. + +His mood, that May day, had given the moment, and wide circumstance +had met it. Now the hand was in the glove, the statue in the niche, +the bow upon the string, the spark in the tinder, the sea through the +dike. Now what had reached being must take its course. + +He felt that so fatally that he did not think of resistance.... +Elspeth, upon the grassy cape, beneath the blooming thorn, heard steps +down the glen path, and turned her eyes to see the young laird moving +between the birch stems. Now he was level with the holding; now he +spoke to her, lifting his hat. She answered, with the smile beneath +her eyes: + +"Aye, Glenfernie, it's a braw day!" + +"May I come into the fairy country and sit awhile and visit?" + +"Aye." She welcomed him to a hillock of green rising from the water's +edge. "It _is_ fairyland, and these are the broad seas around, and I +know if I came here by night I should find the Good People before me!" +She looked at him with friendliness, half shy, half frank. "It is the +best of weather for wandering." + +"Are you fond of that, too? Do you go up and down alone?" + +"By my lee-lane when Gilian's not here. She's in Aberdeen now, where +live our mother's folk." + +"I have not seen you for years." + +"I mind the last time. Your mother lay ill. One evening at sunset Mr. +Ian Rullock and you came to White Farm." + +"It must have been after sunset. It must have been dark." + +"Back of that you and he came from Edinburgh one time. We were down by +the wishing-green, Robin Greenlaw and Gilian and I and three or four +other lads and lassies. Do you remember? Mr. Rullock would have us +dance, and we all took hands--you, too--and went around the ash-tree +as though it were a May-pole. We changed hands, one with another, and +danced upon the green. Then you and he got upon your horses and rode +away. He was riding the white mare Fatima. But oh," said Elspeth, +"then came grandfather, who had seen us from the reaped field, and he +blamed us sair and put no to our playing! He gave word to the +minister, and Sunday the sermon dealt with the ill women of Scripture. +Back of that--" + +"Back of that--" + +"There was the day the two of you would go to the Kelpie's Pool." +Elspeth's eyes enlarged and darkened. "The next morn we heard--Jock +Binning told us--that Mr. Ian had nearly drowned." + +"Almost ten years ago. Once--twice--thrice in ten years. How idly were +they spent, those years!" + +"Oh," cried Elspeth, "they say that you have been to world's end and +have gotten great learning!" + +"One comes home from all that to find world's end and great learning." + +Elspeth leaned from him, back against the thorn-tree. She looked +somewhat disquietedly, somewhat questioningly, at this new laird. +Glenfernie, in his turn, laid upon himself both hands of control. He +thought: + +"Do not peril all--do not peril all--with haste and frightening!" + +He sat upon the green hillock and talked of country news. She met him +with this and that ... White Farm affairs, Littlefarm. + +"Robin," said Alexander, "manages so well that he'll grow wealthy!" + +"Oh no! He manages well, but he'll never grow wealthy outside! But +inside he has great riches." + +_"Does she love him, then?"_ It poured fear into his heart. A magician +with a sword--with a great, evil, written-upon creese like that +hanging at Black Hill--was here before the palace. + +"Do you love him?" asked Alexander, and asked it with so straight a +simplicity that Elspeth Barrow took no offense. + +She looked at him, and those strange smiles played about her lips. +"Robin is a fairy man," she said. "He has ower little of struggle save +with his rhymes," and left him to make what he could of that. + +"She is heart-free," he thought, but still he feared and boded. + +Elspeth rose from the grass, stepped from beneath the blooming tree. +"I must be going. It wears toward noon." + +Together they left the flower-set cape. The laird of Glenfernie looked +back upon it. + +"_Heaven sent a sample down._ You come here when you wish? You walk +about with the spring and summer days?" + +"Aye, when my work's done. Gilian and I love the greenwood." + +He gave her the narrow path, but kept beside her on stone and dead +leaves and mossy root. Though he was so large of frame, he moved with +a practised, habitual ease, as far as might be from any savor of +clumsiness. He had magnetism, and to-day he drew like a planet in +glow. Now he looked at the woman beside him, and now he looked +straight ahead with kindled eyes. + +Elspeth walked with slightly quickened breath, with knitted brows. The +laird of Glenfernie was above her in station, though go to the +ancestors and blood was equal enough! It carried appeal to a young +woman's vanity, to be walking so, to feel that the laird liked well +enough to be where he was. She liked him, too. Glenfernie House was +talked of, talked of, by village and farm and cot, talked of, talked +of, year by year--all the Jardines, their virtues and their vices, +what they said and what they did. She had heard, ever since she was a +bairn, that continual comment, like a little prattling burn running +winter and summer through the dale. So she knew much that was true of +Alexander Jardine, but likewise entertained a sufficient amount of +misapprehension and romancing. Out of it all came, however, for the +dale, and for the women at White Farm who listened to the burn's +voice, a sense of trustworthiness. Elspeth, walking by Glenfernie, +felt kindness for him. If, also, there ran a tremor of feeling that it +was very fair to be Elspeth Barrow and walking so, she was young and +it was natural. But beyond that was a sense, vague, unexplained to +herself, but disturbing. There was feeling in him that was not in her. +She was aware of it as she might be aware of a gathering storm, though +the brain received as yet no clear message. She felt, struggling with +that diffused kindness and young vanity, something like discomfort and +fear. So her mood was complex enough, unharmonized, parted between +opposing currents. She was a riddle to herself. + +But Glenfernie walked in a great simplicity of faeryland or heaven. +She did not love Robin Greenlaw; she was not so young a lass, with a +rose in her cheek for every one; she was come so far without mating +because she had snow in her heart! The palace gleamed, the palace +shone. All the music of earth--of the world--poured through. The sun +had drunk up the mist, time had eaten the thorn-wood, the spider at +the gate had vanished into chaos and old night. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The cows and sheep and work-horses, the dogs, the barn-yard fowls, the +very hives of bees at White Farm, seemed to know well enough that it +was the Sabbath. The flowers knew it that edged the kitchen garden, +the cherry-tree knew it by the southern wall. The sunshine knew it, +wearing its calm Sunday best. Sights and sounds attuned themselves. + +The White Farm family was home from kirk. Jenny Barrow and Elspeth put +away hood and wide hat of straw, slipped from and shook out and folded +on the shelf Sunday gowns and kerchiefs. Then each donned a clean +print and a less fine kerchief and came forth to direct and aid the +two cotter lasses who served at White Farm. These by now had off their +kirk things, but they marked Sunday still by keeping shoes and +stockings. Menie and Merran, Elspeth and Jenny, set the +yesterday-prepared dinner cold upon the table, drew the ale, and +placed chairs and stools. Two men, Thomas and Willy, father and son, +who drove the plow, sowed and reaped, for White Farm, came from the +barn. They were yet Sunday-clad, with very clean, shining faces. "Call +father, Elspeth!" directed Jenny, and set on the table a honeycomb. + +Elspeth went without the door. Before the house grew a great fir-tree +that had a bench built around it. Here, in fine weather, in rest hours +and on Sunday, might be looked for Jarvis Barrow. It was his habit to +take the far side of the tree, with the trunk between him and the +house. So there spread before him the running river, the dale and +moor, and at last the piled hills. Here he sat, leaning hands upon a +great stick shaped like a crook, his Bible open upon his knees. It was +a great book, large of print, read over in every part, but opening +most easily among the prophets. No cry, no denunciation, no longing, +no judgment from Isaiah to Malachi, but was known to the elder of the +kirk. Now he sat here, in his Sunday dress, with the Bible. At a +little distance, on the round bench, sat Robin Greenlaw. The old man +read sternly, concentratedly on; the young one looked at the purple +mountain-heads. Elspeth came around the tree. + +"Grandfather, dinner is ready.--Robin! we didn't know that you were +here--" + +"I went the way around to speak with the laird. Then I thought, 'I +will eat at White Farm--'" + +"You're welcome!--Grandfather, let me take the Book." + +"No," said the old man, and bore it himself withindoors. Spare and +unbent of frame, threescore and ten and five, and able yet at the +plow-stilts, rigid of will, servant to the darker Calvinism, starving +where he might human pride and human affections, and yet with much of +both to starve, he moved and spoke with slow authority, looked a +patriarch and ruled his holding. When presently he came to table in +the clean, sanded room with the sunlight on the wall and floor, and +when, standing, he said the long, the earnest grace, it might have +been taken that here, in the Scotch farm-house, was at least a minor +prophet. The grace was long, a true wrestling in prayer. Ended, a +decent pause was made, then all took place, Jarvis Barrow and his +daughter and granddaughter, Robin Greenlaw, Thomas and Willy, Menie +and Merran. The cold meat, the bread, and other food were passed from +hand to hand, the ale poured. The Sunday hush, the Sunday voices, +continued to hold. Jarvis Barrow would have no laughter and idle +clashes at his table on the Lord's day. Menie and Merran and Willy +kept a stolid air, with only now and then a sidelong half-smile or +nudging request for this or that. Elspeth ate little, sat with her +brown eyes fixed out of the window. Robin Greenlaw ate heartily +enough, but he had an air distrait, and once or twice he frowned. But +Jenny Barrow could not long keep still and incurious, even upon the +Sabbath day. + +"Eh, Robin, what was your crack with the laird?" + +"He wants to buy Warlock for James Jardine. He's got his ensign's +commission to go fight the French." + +"Eh, he'll be a bonny lad on Warlock! I thought you wadna sell him?" + +"I'll sell to Glenfernie." + +The farmer spoke from the head of the table. "I'll na hae talk, Robin, +of buying and selling on the day! It clinks like the money-changers +and sellers of doves." + +Thomas, his helper, raised his head from a plate of cold mutton. +"Glenfernie was na at kirk. He's na the kirkkeeper his father was. Na, +na!" + +"Na," said the farmer. "Bairns dinna walk nowadays in parents' ways." + +Willy had a bit of news he would fain get in. "Nae doot Glenfernie's +brave, but he wadna be a sodger, either! I was gaeing alang wi' the +yowes, and there was he and Drummielaw riding and gabbing. Sae there +cam on a skirling and jumping wind and rain, and we a' gat under a +tree, the yowes and the dogs and Glenfernie and Drummielaw and me. +Then we changed gude day and they went on gabbing. And 'Nae,' says +Glenfernie, 'I am nae lawyer and I am nae sodger. Jamie wad be the +last, but brithers may love and yet be thinking far apairt. The best +friend I hae in the warld is a sodger, but I'm thinking I hae lost the +knack o' fechting. When you lose the taste you lose the knack.'" + +"I's fearing," said Thomas, "that he's lost the taste o' releegion!" + +"Eh," exclaimed Jenny Barrow, "but he's a bonny big man! He came by +yestreen, and I thought, 'For a' there is sae muckle o' ye, ye look as +though ye walked on air!'" + +Thomas groaned. "Muckle tae be saved, muckle tae be lost!" + +Jarvis Barrow spoke from the head of the table. "If fowk canna talk on +the Sabbath o' spiritual things, maybe they can mak shift to haud the +tongue in their chafts! I wad think that what we saw and heard the +day wad put ye ower the burn frae vain converse!" + +Thomas nodded approval. + +"Aweel--" began Jenny, but did not find just the words with which to +continue. + +Elspeth, turning ever so slightly in her chair, looked farther off to +the hills and summer clouds. A slow wave of color came over her face +and throat. Menie and Merran looked sidelong each at the other, then +their blue eyes fell to their plates. But Willy almost audibly smacked +his lips. + +"Gude keep us! the meenister gaed thae sinners their licks!" + +"A sair sight, but an eedifying!" said Thomas. + +Robin Greenlaw pushed back his chair. He saw the inside of the kirk +again, and two miserable, loutish, lawless lovers standing for public +discipline. His color rose. "Aye, it was a sair sight," he said, +abruptly, made a pause, then went on with the impetuousness of a burn +unlocked from winter ice. "If I should say just what I think, I +suppose, uncle, that I could not come here again! So I'll e'en say +only that I think that was a sair sight and that I felt great shame +and pity for all sinners. So, feeling it for all, I felt it for Mallie +and Jock, standing there an hour, first on one foot and then on the +other, to be gloated at and rebukit, and for the minister doing the +rebuking, and for the kirkful all gloating, and thinking, 'Lord, not +such are we!' and for Robin Greenlaw who often enough himself takes +wildfire for true light! I say I think it was sair sight and sair +doing--" + +Barrow's hand came down upon the table. "Robin Greenlaw!" + +"You need not thunder at me, sir. I'm done! I did not mean to make +such a clatter, for in this house what clatter makes any difference? +It's the sinner makes the clatter, and it's just promptly sunk and +lost in godliness!" + +The old man and the young turned in their chairs, faced each other. +They looked somewhat alike, and in the heart of each was fondness for +the other. Greenlaw, eye to eye with the patriarch, felt his wrath +going. + +"Eh, uncle, I did not mean to hurt the Sunday!" + +Jarvis Barrow spoke with the look and the weight of a prophet in +Israel. "What is your quarrel about, and for what are ye flyting +against the kirk and the minister and the kirkkeepers? Are ye wanting +that twa sinners, having sinned, should hae their sin for secret and +sweet to their aneselves, gilded and pairfumed and excused and +unnamed? Are ye wanting that nane should know, and the plague should +live without the doctor and without the mark upon the door? Or are ye +thinking that it is nae plague at all, nae sin, and nae blame? Then ye +be atheist, Robin Greenlaw, and ye gae indeed frae my door, and wad +gae were ye na my nephew, but my son!" He gathered force. "Elder of +the kirk, I sit here, and I tell ye that were it my ain flesh and +blood that did evil, my stick and my plaid I wad take and ower the +moor I wad gae to tell manse and parish that Sin, the wolf, had crept +into the fauld! And I wad see thae folly-crammed and sinfu' sauls, +that had let him in and had his bite, set for shame and shawing and +warning and example before the congregation, and I wad say to the +minister, 'Lift voice against them and spare not!' And I wad be there +the day and in my seat, though my heart o' flesh was like to break!" +His hand fell again heavily upon the board. "Sae weak and womanish is +thae time we live in!" He flashed at his great-nephew. "Sae poetical! +It wasna sae when the Malignants drove us and we fled to the hills and +were fed on the muirs with the word of the Lord! It wasna sae in the +time when Gawin Elliot that Glenfernie draws frae was hanged for +gieing us that word! Then gin a sin-blasted ane was found amang us, +his road indeed was shawn him! Aye, were't man or woman! _'For while +they be folded together as thorns, and while they are drunken as +drunkards, they shall be devoured as stubble fully dry!'_" + +He pushed back his heavy chair; he rose from table and went forth, +tall, ancient, gray, armored in belief. They heard him take his Bible +from where it lay, and knew that he was back under the fir-tree, +facing from the house toward moor and hill and mountain. + +"Eh-h," groaned Thomas, "the elder is a mighty witness!" + +The family at White Farm ate in silence. Elspeth slipped from her +place. + +"Where are ye gaeing, hinny?" asked Jenny. "Ye hae eaten naething." + +"I've finished," said Elspeth. "I'm going to afternoon kirk, and I'll +be getting ready." + +She went into the room that she shared with Gilian and shut the door. +Robin looked after her. + +"When is Gilian coming home?" + +"Naebody knows. She is sae weel at Aberdeen! They write that she is a +great student and is liked abune a', and they clamor to keep her.--Are +ye gaeing to second kirk, Robin?" + +"I do not think so. But I'll walk over the moor with you." + +The meal ended. Thomas and Willy went forth to the barn. Menie and +Merran began to clear the table. They were not going to second kirk, +and so the work was left to their hand. Jenny bustled to get on again +her Sunday gear. She would not have missed, for a pretty, afternoon +kirk and all the neighbors who were twice-goers. It was fair and +theater and promenade and kirk to her in one--though of course she +only said "kirk." + +They walked over the moor, Jarvis Barrow and Jenny and Robin and +Elspeth. And at a crossing path they came upon a figure seated on a +stone and found it to be that of the laird of Glenfernie. + +"Gude day, Glenfernie!" + +"Good day, White Farm!" + +He joined himself to them. For a moment he and Robin Greenlaw were +together. + +"Do you know what I hear them calling you?" quoth the latter. "I hear +them say 'The wandering laird!'" + +Alexander smiled. "That's not so bad a name!" + +He walked now beside Jarvis Barrow. The old man's stride was hardly +shortened by age. The two kept ahead of the two women, Greenlaw, +Thomas, and the sheep-dog Sandy. + +"It's a bonny day, White Farm!" + +"Aye, it's bonny eneuch, Glenfernie. Are ye for kirk?" + +"Maybe so, maybe not. I take much of my kirk out of doors. Moors make +grand kirks. That has a sound, has it not, of heathenish brass +cymbals?" + +"It hae." + +"All the same, I honor every kirk that stands sincere." + +"Wasna your father sincere? Why gae ye not in his steps?" + +"Maybe I do.... Yes, he was sincere. I trust that I am so, too. I +would be." + +"Why gae ye not in his steps, then?" + +"All buildings are not alike and yet they may be built sincerely." + +"Ye're wrong! Ye'll see it one day. Ye'll come round to your father's +steps, only ye'll tread them deeper! Ye've got it in you, to the far +back. I hear good o' ye, and I hear ill o' ye." + +"Belike." + +"Ye've traveled. See if ye can travel out of the ring of God!" + +"What is the ring of God? If it is as large as I think it is," said +Glenfernie, "I'll not travel out of it." + +He looked out over moor and moss. There breathed about him something +that gave the old man wonder. "Hae ye gold-mines and jewels, +Glenfernie? Hae the King made ye Minister?" + +The wandering laird laughed. "Better than that, White Farm, better +than that!" He was tempted then and there to say: "I love your +granddaughter Elspeth. I love Elspeth!" It was his intention to say +something like this as soon as might be to White Farm. "I love Elspeth +and Elspeth loves me. So we would marry, White Farm, and she be lady +beside the laird at Glenfernie." But he could not say it yet, because +he did not know if Elspeth loved him. He was in a condition of hope, +but very humbly so, far from assurance. He never did Elspeth the +indignity of thinking that a lesser thing than love might lead her to +Glenfernie House. If she came she would come because she loved--not +else. + +They left the moor, passed through the hollow of the stream and by the +mill, and began to climb the village street. Folk looked out of door +or window upon them; kirk-goers astir, dressed in their best, with +regulated step and mouth and eyes set aright, gave the correct +greeting, neither more nor less. If the afternoon breeze, if a little +runlet of water going down the street, chose to murmur: "The laird is +thick with White Farm! What makes the laird so thick with White Farm?" +that was breeze or runlet's doing. + +They passed the bare, gaunt manse and came to the kirkyard with the +dark, low stones over the generations dead. But the grass was vivid, +and the daisies bloomed, and even the yew-trees had some kind of +peacock sheen, while the sky overhead burnt essential sapphire. Even +the white of the lark held a friendly tinge as of rose petals mixed +somehow with it. And the bell that was ending its ringing, if it was +solemn, was also silver-sweet. Glenfernie determined that he would go +to church. He entered with the White Farm folk and he sat with them, +leaving the laird's high-walled, curtained pew without human tenancy. +Mrs. Grizel came but to morning sermon. Alice was with a kinswoman of +rank in a great house near Edinburgh, submitting, not without +enjoyment, to certain fine filings and polishings and lacquerings and +contacts. Jamie, who would be a soldier and fight the French, had his +commission and was gone this past week to Carlisle, to his regiment. +English Strickland was yet at Glenfernie House. Between him and the +laird held much liking and respect. Tutor no longer, he stayed on as +secretary and right-hand man. But Strickland was not at church. + +The white cavern, bare and chill, with small, deep windows looking out +upon the hills of June, was but sparely set out with folk. Afternoon +was not morning. Nor was there again the disciplinary vision of the +forenoon. The sinners were not set the second time for a gazing-stock. +It was just usual afternoon kirk. The prayer was made, the psalm was +sung, Mr. M'Nab preached a strong if wintry sermon. Jarvis Barrow, +white-headed, strong-featured, intent, sat as in some tower over +against Jerusalem, considering the foes that beset her. Beside him sat +his daughter Jenny, in striped petticoat and plain overgown, blue +kerchief, and hat of straw. Next to Jenny was Elspeth in a dim-green +stuff, thin, besprent with small flowers, a fine white kerchief, and a +wider straw hat. Robin Greenlaw sat beside Elspeth, and the laird by +Greenlaw. Half the congregation thought with variations: + +"Wha ever heard of the laird's not being in his ain place? He and +White Farm and Littlefarm maun be well acquaint'! He's foreign, +amaist, and gangs his ain gait!" + +Glenfernie, who had broken the conventions, sat in a profound +carelessness of that. The kirk was not gray to him to-day, though he +had thought it so on other days, nor bare, nor chill. June was +without, but June was more within. He also prayed, though his +unuttered words ran in and out between the minister's uttered ones. +Under the wintry sermon he built a dream and it glowed like jewels. At +the psalm, standing, he heard Elspeth's clear voice praising God, and +his heart lifted on that beam of song until it was as though it came +to Heaven. + + "Lord, thou hast been our dwelling-place + In generations all. + Before thou ever hadst brought forth + The mountains great or small, + Ere ever thou hadst formed the earth + And all the world abroad, + Ev'n thou from everlasting art + To everlasting God." + +"Love, love, love!" cried Glenfernie's heart. His nature did with +might what its hand found to do, and now, having turned to love +between man and woman, it loved with a huge, deep, pulsing, world-old +strength. He heard Elspeth, he felt Elspeth only; he but wished to +blend with her and go on with her forever from the heaven to heaven +which, blended so, they would make. + + "... As with an overflowing flood + Thou carriest them away; + They like a sleep are, like the grass + That grows at morn are they. + At morn it flourishes and grows, + Cut down at ev'n doth fade--" + +"Not grass of the field, O Lord," cried Glenfernie's heart, "but the +forest of oaks, but the stars that hold for aye, one to the other--" + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +The glen was dressed in June, at its height of green movement and +song. Alexander and Elspeth walked there and turned aside through a +miniature pass down which flowed a stream in miniature to join the +larger flood. This cleft led them to a green hollow masked by the main +wall of the glen, a fairy place, hidden and lone. Seven times had the +two been in company since that morning of the flower-sprinkled cape +and the thorn-tree. First stood a chance meeting upon the moor, +Elspeth walking from the village with a basket upon her arm and the +laird riding home after business in the nearest considerable town. He +dismounted; he walked beside her to the stepping-stones before the +farm. The second time he went to White Farm, and she and Jenny, with +Merran to help, were laying linen to bleach upon the sun-washed +hillside. He had stayed an hour, and though he was not alone with her, +yet he might look at her, listen to her. She was not a chatterer; she +worked or stood, almost as silent as a master painter's subtle picture +stepped out of its frame, or as Pygmalion's statue-maid, flushing with +life, but as yet tongue-holden. Yet she said certain things, and they +were to him all music and wit. The third time had been by the +wishing-green. That was but for a moment, but he counted it great +gain. + +"Here," she said, "was where we danced! Mr. Ian Rullock and you and +Robin and the rest of us. Don't you remember? It was evening and there +was a fleet of gold clouds in the sky. It is so near the house. I walk +here when I have a glint of time." + +The fourth time, riding Black Alan, he had stopped at the door and +talked with Jarvis Barrow. He was thirsty and had asked for water, and +Jenny had called, "Elspeth, bring the laird a cup frae the well!" She +had brought it, and, taking it from her, all the romance of the world +had seemed to him to close them round, to bear them to some great and +fair and deep and passionate place. The fifth time had been the day +when he went to kirk with White Farm and listened to her voice in the +psalm. The sixth time had been again upon the moor. The seventh time +was this. He had come down through the glen as he had done before. He +had no reason to suppose that this day more than another he would find +her, but there, half a mile from White Farm, he came upon her, +standing, watching a lintwhite's nest. They walked together, and when +that little, right-angled, infant fellow of the glen opened to them +they turned and followed its bright rivulet to the green hidden +hollow. + +The earth lay warm and dry, clad with short turf. They sat down +beneath an oak-tree. None would come this way; they had to themselves +a bright span of time and place. Elspeth looked at him with brown, +friendly eyes. Each time she met him her eyes grew more kind; more and +more she liked the laird. Something fluttered in her nature; like a +bird in a room with many windows and all but one closed, it turned now +this way, now that, seeking the open lattice. There was the lovely +world--which way to it? And the window that in a dream had seemed to +her to open was mayhap closed, and another that she had not noted +mayhap opening.... But Glenfernie, winged, was in that world, and now +all that he desired was that the bright bird should fly to him there. +But until to-day patience and caution and much humility had kept him +from direct speech. He knew that she had not loved, as he had done, at +once. He had set himself to win her to love him. But so great was his +passion that now he thought: + +"Surely not one, but two as one, make this terrible and happy +furnace!" He thought, "I will speak now," and then delayed over the +words. + +"This is a bonny, wee place!" said Elspeth. "Did you never hear the +old folks tell that your great-grandmother, that was among the +persecuted, loved it? When your father was a laddie they often used to +sit here, the two of them. They were great wanderers together." + +"I never heard it," said Alexander. "Almost it seems too bright...." + +They sat in silence, but the train of thought started went on with +Glenfernie: + +"But perhaps she never went so far as the Kelpie's Pool." + +"The Kelpie's Pool!... I do not like that place! Tell me, Glenfernie, +wonders of travel." + +"What shall I tell you?" + +"Tell me of the East. Tell me what like is the Sea of Galilee." + +Glenfernie talked, since Elspeth bade him talk. He talked of what he +had seen and known, and that brought him, with the aid of questions +from the woman listening, to talk of himself. "I had a strange kind of +youth.... So many dim, struggling longings, dreams, aspirings!--but I +think they may be always there with youth." + +"Yes, they are," said Elspeth. + +"We talked of the Kelpie's Pool. Something like that was the +strangeness with me. Black rifts and whirlpools and dead tarns within +me, opening up now and again, lifted as by a trembling of the earth, +coming up from the past! Angers and broodings, and things seen in +flashes--then all gone as the lightning goes, and the mind does not +hold what was shown.... I became a man and it ceased. Sometimes I know +that in sleep or dream I have been beside a kelpie pool. But I think +the better part of me has drained them where they lay under open sky." +He laughed, put his hands over his face for a moment, then, dropping +them, whistled to the blackbirds aloft in the oak-tree. + +"And now?" + +"Now there is clean fire in me!" He turned to her; he drew himself +nearer over the sward. "Elspeth, Elspeth, Elspeth! do not tell me that +you do not know that I love you!" + +"Love me--love me?" answered Elspeth. She rose from her earthen chair; +she moved as if to leave the place; then she stood still. "Perhaps a +part of me knew and a part did not know.... I will try to be honest, +for you are honest, Glenfernie! Yes, I knew, but I would not let +myself perceive and think and say that I knew.... And now what will I +say?" + +"Say that you love me! Say that you love and will marry me!" + +"I like you and I trust you, but I feel no more, Glenfernie, I feel no +more!" + +"It may grow, Elspeth--" + +Elspeth moved to the stem of the oak beneath which they had been +seated. She raised her arm and rested it against the bark, then laid +her forehead upon the warm molded flesh in the blue print sleeve. For +some moments she stayed so, with hidden face, unmoving against the +bole of the tree, like a relief done of old by some wonderful artist. +The laird of Glenfernie, watching her, felt, such was his passion, the +whole of earth and sky, the whole of time, draw to just this point, +hang on just her movement and her word. + +"Elspeth!" he cried at last. "Elspeth!" + +Elspeth turned, but she stood yet against the tree. Now both arms were +lifted; she had for a moment the appearance of one who hung upon the +tree. Her eyes were wet, tears were upon her cheek. She shook them +off, then left the oak and came a step or two toward him. "There is +something in my brain and heart that tells me what love is. When I +love I shall love hard.... I have had fancies.... But, like yours, +Glenfernie, their times are outgrown and gone by.... It's clear to +try. I like you so much! but I do not love now--and I'll not wed and +come to Glenfernie House until I do." + +"'It's clear to try,' you said." + +Elspeth looked at him long. "If it is there, even little and far away, +I'll try to bend my steps the way shall bring it nearer. But, oh, +Glenfernie, it may be that there is naught upon the road!" + +"Will you journey to look for it? That's all I ask now. Will you +journey to look for it?" + +"Yes, I may promise that. And I do not know," said Elspeth, +wonderingly, "what keeps me from thinking I'll meet it." She sat down +among the oak roots. "Let us rest a bit, and say no word, and then go +home." + +The sunlight filled the hollow, the wimpling burn took the blue of the +sky, the breeze whispered among the oak leaves. The two sat and gazed +at the day, at the grass, at the little thorn-trees and hazels that +ringed the place around. They sat very still, seeking composure. She +gained it first. + +"When will your sister be coming home?" + +"It is not settled. Glenfernie House was sad of late years. She ought +to have the life and brightness that she's getting now." + +"And will you travel no more?" + +He saw as in a lightning glare that she pictured no change for him +beyond such as being laird would make. He was glad when the flash went +and he could forget what it had of destructive and desolating. He +would drag hope down from the sky above the sky of lightnings. He +spoke. + +"There were duties now to be taken up. I could not stay away all nor +most nor much of the time. I saw that. But I could study here, and +once in a while run somewhere over the earth.... But now I would stay +in this dale till I die! Unless you were with me--the two of us going +to see the sights of the earth, and then returning home--going and +returning--going and returning--and both a great sweetness--" + +"Oh!" breathed Elspeth. She put her hands again over her eyes, and she +saw, unrolling, a great fair life _if_--_if_--She rose to her feet. +"Let us go! It grows late. They'll miss me." + +They came into the glen and so went down with the stream to the open +land and to White Farm. + +"Where hae you been?" asked Jenny. "Here was father hame frae the +shearing with his eyes blurred, speiring for you to read to him!" + +"I was walking by the glen and the laird came down through, so we made +here together. Where is grandfather?" + +"He wadna sit waiting. He's gane to walk on the muir. Will ye na bide, +Glenfernie?" + +But the laird would not stay. It was wearing toward sunset. Menie, +withindoors, called Jenny. The latter turned away. Glenfernie spoke to +Elspeth. + +"If I find your grandfather on the moor I shall speak of this that is +between us. Do not look so troubled! 'If' or 'if not' it is better to +tell. So you will not be plagued. And, anyhow, it is the wise folks' +road." + +Back came Jenny. "Has he gane? I had for him a tass of wine and a bit +of cake." + +The moor lay like a stiffened billow of the sea, green with purple +glints. The clear western sky was ruddy gold, the sun's great ball +approaching the horizon. But when it dipped the short June night +would know little dark in this northern land. The air struck most +fresh and pure. Glenfernie came presently upon the old farmer, found +him seated upon a bit of bank, his gray plaid about him, his +crook-like stick planted before him, his eyes upon the western sea of +glory. The younger man stopped beside him, settled down upon the bank, +and gazed with the elder into the ocean of colored air. + +"Ae gowden floor as though it were glass," said Jarvis Barrow. "Ae +gowden floor and ae river named of Life, passing the greatness of +Orinoco or Amazon. And the tree of life for the healing of the +nations. And a' the trees that ever leafed or flowered, ta'en +together, but ae withered twig to that!" + +Glenfernie gazed with him. "I do not doubt that there will come a day +when we'll walk over the plains of the sun--the flesh of our body then +as gauze, moved at will where we please and swift as thought--inner +and outer motion keeping time with the beat and rhythm of that _where +we are_--" + +"The young do not speak the auld tongue." + +"Tongues alter with the rest." + +Silence fell while the sun reddened, going nearer to the mountain +brow. The young man and the old, the farmer and the laird, sat still. +The air struck more freshly, stronger, coming from the sea. Far off a +horn was blown, a dog barked. + +"Will ye be hame now for gude, Glenfernie? Lairds should bide in their +ain houses if the land is to have any gude of them." + +"I wish to stay, White Farm, the greatest part of the year round. I +want to speak to you very seriously. Think back a moment to my father +and mother, and to my forebears farther back yet. As they had faults, +and yet had a longing to do the right and struggled toward it over +thick and thin, so I believe I may say of myself. That is, I struggle +toward it," said Alexander, "though I'm not so sure of the thick and +thin." + +"Your mither wasna your father's kind. She had always her smile to the +side and her japes, and she looked to the warld. Not that she didna +mean to do weel in it! She did. But I couldna just see clear the seal +in her forehead." + +"That was because you did not look close enough," said Alexander. "It +was there." + +"I didna mind your uphawding your mither. Aweel, what did ye have to +say?" + +The laird turned full to him. "White Farm, you were once a young man. +You loved and married. So do I love, so would I marry! The woman I +love does not yet love me, but she has, I think, some liking.--I bide +in hope. I would speak to you about it, as is right." + +"Wha is she?" + +"Your granddaughter Elspeth." + +Silence, while the shadows of the trees in the vale below grew longer +and longer. Then said White Farm: + +"She isna what they call your equal in station. And she has nae tocher +or as good as nane." + +"For the last I have enough for us both. For the first the springs of +Barrow and Jardine, back in Time's mountains, are much the same. +Scotland's not the country to bother overmuch if the one stream goes, +in a certain place, through a good farm, and the other by a not +over-rich laird's house." + +"Are ye Whig and Kirk like your father?" + +"I am Whig--until something more to the dawn than that comes up. For +the Kirk ... I will tell truth and say that I have my inner +differences. But they do not lean toward Pope or prelate.... I am +Christian, where Christ is taken very universally--the higher Self, +the mounting Wisdom of us all.... Some high things you and I may view +differently, but I believe that there are high things." + +"And seek them?" + +"And seek them." + +"You always had the air to me," vouchsafed White Farm, "of one wha +hunted gowd elsewhaur than in the earthly mine." He looked at the red +west, and drew his plaid about him, and took firmer clutch upon his +staff. "But the lassie does not love you?" + +"My trust is that she may come to do so." + +The elder got to his feet. Alexander rose also. + +"It's coming night! Ye will be gaeing on over the muir to the House?" + +"Yes. Then, sir, I may come to White Farm, or meet her when I may, and +have my chance?" + +"Aye. If so be I hear nae great thing against ye. If so be ye're +reasonable. If so be that in no way do ye try to hurt the lassie." + +"I'll be reasonable," said the laird of Glenfernie. "And I'd not hurt +Elspeth if I could!" His face shone, his voice was a deep and happy +music. He was so bound, so at the feet of Elspeth, that he could not +but believe in joy and fortune. The sun had dipped; the land lay +dusk, but the sky was a rose. There was a skimming of swallows +overhead, a singing of the wind in the ling. He walked with White Farm +to the foot of the moor, then said good night and turned toward his +own house. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +Two days later Alexander rode to Black Hill. There had been in the +night a storm with thunder and lightning, wind and rain. Huge, ragged +banks of clouds yet hung sullen in the air, though with lakes of blue +between and shafts of sun. The road was wet and shone. Now Black Alan +must pick his way, and now there held long stretches of easy going. +The old laird's quarrel with Mr. Archibald Touris was not the young +laird's. The old laird's liking for Mrs. Alison was strongly the young +laird's. Glenfernie, in the months since his father's death, had +ridden often enough to Black Hill. Now as he journeyed, together with +the summer and melody of his thoughts Elspeth-toward, he was holding +with himself a cogitation upon the subject of Ian and Ian's last +letter. He rode easily a powerful steed, needing to be strong for so +strongly built a horseman. His riding-dress was blue; he wore his own +hair, unpowdered and gathered in a ribbon beneath a three-cornered +hat. There was perplexity and trouble, too, in the Ian complex, but +for all that he rode with the color and sparkle of happiness in his +face. In his gray eyes light played to great depths. + +Black Hill appeared before him, the dark pine and crag of the hill +itself, and below that the house with its far-stretching, well-planted +policy. He passed the gates, rode under the green elm boughs of the +avenue, and was presently before the porch of the house. A man +presented himself to take Black Alan. + +"Aye, sir, there's company. Mr. Touris and Mrs. Alison are with them +in the gardens." + +Glenfernie went there, passing by a terrace walk around the house. +Going under the windows of the room that was yet Ian's when he came +home. Ian still in his mind, he recovered strongly the look of that +room the day Ian had taken him there, in boyhood, when they first met. +Out of that vividness started a nucleus more vivid yet--the picture in +the book-closet of the city of refuge, and the silver goblet drawn +from the hidden shelf of the aumry. The recaptured moment lost shape +and color, returned to the infinite past. He turned the corner of the +house and came into the gardens that Mr. Touris had had laid out after +the French style. + +Here by the fountain he discovered the retired merchant, and with him +a guest, an old trade connection, now a power in the East India +Company. The laird of Black Hill, a little more withered, a little +more stooped than of old, but still fluent, caustic, and with now and +then to the surface a vague, cold froth of insincerity, made up much +to this magnate of commerce. He stood on his own heath, or by his own +fountain, but his neck had in it a deferential crook. Lacs--rupees-- +factories--rajahs--ships--cottons--the words fell like the tinkle of a +golden fountain. Listening to these two stood, with his hands behind +his back, Mr. Wotherspoon, Black Hill's lawyer and man of business +down from Edinburgh. At a little distance Mrs. Alison showed her roses +to the wife of the East India man and to a kinsman, Mr. Munro Touris, +from Inverness way. + +Mr. Touris addressed himself with his careful smile to Alexander. +"Good day, Glenfernie! This, Mr. Goodworth, is a good neighbor of +mine, Mr. Jardine of Glenfernie. Alexander, Mr. Goodworth is art and +part of the East India. You have met Mr. Wotherspoon before, I think? +There are Alison and Mrs. Goodworth and Munro Touris by the roses." + +Glenfernie went over to the roses. Mrs. Alison, smiling upon him, +presented him to Mrs. Goodworth, a dark, bright, black-eyed, talkative +lady. He and Munro Touris nodded to each other. The laird of Black +Hill, the India merchant, and the lawyer now joined them, and all +strolled together along the very wide and straight graveled path. The +talk was chiefly upheld by Black Hill and the great trader, with the +lawyer putting in now and again a shrewd word, and the trader's wife +making aside to Mrs. Alison an embroidery of comment. There had now +been left trade in excelsis and host and guests were upon the state of +the country, an unpopular war, and fall of ministers. Came in phrases +compounded to meet Jacobite complications and dangers. The +Pretender--the Pretender and his son--French aid--French army that +might be sent to Scotland--position of defense--rumors everywhere you +go--disaffected and Stewart-mad--. Munro Touris had a biting word to +say upon the Highland chiefs. The lawyer talked of certain Lowland +lords and gentlemen. Mr. Touris vented a bitter gibe. He had a black +look in his small, sunken eyes. Alexander, reading him, knew that he +thought of Ian. In a moment the whole conversation had dragged that +way. Mrs. Goodworth spoke with vivacity. + +"Lord, sir! I hope that your nephew, now that he wears the King's +coat, has left off talking as he did when he was a boy! He showed his +Highland strain with a warrant! You would have thought that he had +been _out_ himself thirty years ago!" + +Her husband checked her. "You have not seen him since he was sixteen. +Boys like that have wild notions of romance and devotion. They change +when they're older." + +The lawyer took the word. "Captain Rullock doubtless buried all that +years ago. His wearing the King's coat hauds for proof." + +Munro Touris had been college-mate in Edinburgh. "He watered all that +gunpowder in him years ago, did he not, Glenfernie?" + +"'To water gunpowder--to shut off danger.' That's a good figure of +yours, Munro!" said Alexander. Munro, who had been thought dull in the +old days, flushed with pleasure. + +They had come to a kind of summer-house overrun with roses. Mr. +Archibald Touris stopped short and, with his back to this structure, +faced the company with him, brought thus to a halt. He looked at them +with a carefully composed countenance. + +"I am sure, Munro, that Ian Rullock 'watered the gunpowder,' as you +cleverly say. Boys, ma'am"--to Mrs. Goodworth--"are, as your husband +remarks, romantic simpletons. No one takes them and their views of +life seriously. Certainly not their political views! When they come +men they laugh themselves. They are not boys then; they are men. Which +is, as it were, the preface to what I might as well tell you. My +nephew has resigned his captaincy and quitted the army. Apparently he +has come to feel that soldiering is not, after all, the life he +prefers. It may be that he will take to the law, or he may wander and +then laird it when I am gone. Or if he is very wise--I meant to speak +to you of this in private, Goodworth--he might be furnished with +shares and ventures in the East India. He has great abilities." + +"Well, India's the field!" said the London merchant, placidly. "If a +man has the mind and the will he may make and keep and flourish and +taste power--" + +"Left the King's forces!" cried Munro Touris. "Why--! And will he be +coming to Black Hill, sir?" + +"Yes. Next week. We have," said Mr. Touris, and though he tried he +could not keep the saturnine out of his voice--"we have some things to +talk over." + +As he spoke he moved from before the summer-house into a cross-path, +and the others followed him and his Company magnate. The Edinburgh +lawyer and Glenfernie found themselves together. The former lagged a +step and held the younger man back with him; he dropped his voice + +"I've not been three hours in the house. I've had no talk with Mr. +Touris. What's all this about? I know that you and his nephew are as +close as brothers--not that brothers are always close!" + +"He writes only that he is tired of martial life. He has the soldier +in him, but he has much besides. That 'much besides' often steps in to +change a man's profession." + +"Well, I hope you'll persuade him to see the old gunpowder very damp! +I remember that, as a very young man, he talked imprudently. But he +has been," said the lawyer, "far and wide since those days." + +"Yes, far and wide." + +Mr. Wotherspoon with a long forefinger turned a crimson rose seen in +profile full toward him. "I met him--once--when I was in London a year +ago. I had not seen him for years." He let the rose swing back. "He +has a magnificence! Do you know I study a good deal? They say that so +do you. I have an inclination toward fifteenth-century Italian. I +should place him there." He spoke absently, still staring at the rose. +"A dash--not an ill dash, of course--of what you might call the Borgia +... good and evil tied into a sultry, thunderous splendor." + +Glenfernie bent a keen look upon him out of gray eyes. "An enemy might +describe him so, perhaps. I can see that such a one might do so." + +"Ah, you're his friend!" + +"Yes." + +"Well," said Mr. Wotherspoon, straightening himself from the +contemplation of the roses, "there's no greater thing than to have a +steadfast friend!" + +It seemed that an expedition had been planned, for a servant now +appeared to say that coach and horses were at the door. Mr. Touris +explained: + +"I've engaged to show Mr. and Mrs. Goodworth our considerable town. +Mr. Wotherspoon, too, has a moment's business there. Alison will not +come, but Munro Touris rides along. Will you come, too, Glenfernie? +We'll have a bit of dinner at the 'Glorious Occasion.'" + +"No, thank you. I have to get home presently. But I'll stay a little +and talk to Mrs. Alison, if I may." + +"Ah, you may!" said Mrs. Alison. + +From the porch they watched the coach and four away, with Munro Touris +following on a strong and ugly bay mare. The elm boughs of the avenue +hid the whole. The cloud continents and islands were dissolving into +the air ocean, the sun lay in strong beams, the water drops were +drying from leaf and blade. Mrs. Alison and Alexander moved through +the great hall and down a corridor to a little parlor that was hers +alone. They entered it. It gave, through an open door and two windows +set wide, upon a small, choice garden and one wide-spreading, noble, +ancient tree. Glenfernie entered as one who knew the place, but upon +whom, at every coming, it struck with freshness and liking. The room +itself was most simple. + +"I like," said Alexander, "our spare, clean, precise Scotch parlors. +But this is to me like a fine, small prioress's room in a convent of +learned saints!" + +His old friend laughed. "Very little learned, very little saintly, not +at all prior! Let us sit in the doorway, smell the lavender, and hear +the linnets in the tree." + +She took the chair he pushed forward. He sat upon the door-step at her +feet. + +"Concerning Ian," she said. "What do you make out of it all?" + +"I make out that I hope he'll not involve himself in some French and +Tory mad attempt!" + +"What do his letters say?" + +"They speak by indirection. Moreover, they're at present few and +short.... We shall see when he comes!" + +"Do you think that he will tell you all?" + +Alexander's gray eyes glanced at her as earlier they had glanced at +Mr. Wotherspoon. "I do not think that we keep much from each other!... +No, of course you are right! If there is anything that in honor he +cannot tell, or that I--with my pledges, such as they are, in another +urn--may not hear, we shall find silences. I pin my trust to there +being nothing, after all!" + +"The old wreath withered, and a new one better woven and more +evergreen--" + +"I do not know.... I said just now that Ian and I kept little from +each other. In an exceeding great measure that is true. But there are +huge lands in every nature where even the oldest, closest, sworn +friend does not walk. It must be so. Friendship is not falsified nor +betrayed by its being so." + +"Not at all!" said Mrs. Alison. "True friend or lover loves that sense +of the unplumbed, of the infinite, in the cared-for one. To do else +would be to deny the unplumbed, the infinite, in himself, and so the +matching, the equaling, the _oneing_ of love!" She leaned forward in +her chair; she regarded the small, fragrant garden where every sweet +and olden flower seemed to bloom. "Now let us leave Ian, and old, +stanch, trusted, and trusting friendship. It is part of oneness--it +will be cared for!" She turned her bright, calm gaze upon him. "What +other realm have you come into, Alexander? It was plain the last time +that you were here, but I did not speak of it--it is plain to-day!" +She laughed. She had a silver, sweet, and merry laugh. "My dear, there +is a bloom and joy, a _vivification_ about you that may be felt ten +feet away!" She looked at him with affection and now seriously. "I +know, I think, the look of one who comes into spiritual treasures. +This is that and not that. It is the wilderness of lovely +flowers--hardly quite the music of the spheres! It is not the mountain +height, but the waving, leafy, lower slopes--and yet we pass on to the +height by those slopes! Are you in love, Alexander?" + +"You guess so much!" he said. "You have guessed that, too. I do not +care! I am glad that the sun shines through me." + +"You must be happy in your love! Who is she?" + +"Elspeth Barrow, the granddaughter of Jarvis Barrow of White Farm.... +You say that I must be happy in my love. The Lord of Heaven knows that +I am! and yet she is not yet sure that she loves me in her turn. One +might say that I had great uncertainty of bliss. But I love so +strongly that I have no strength of disbelief in me!" + +"Elspeth Barrow!" + +"My old friend--the unworldliest, the better-worldliest soul I +know--do not you join in that hue and cry about world's gear and +position! To be Barrow is as good as to be Jardine. Elspeth is +Elspeth." + +"Oh, I know why I made exclamation! Just the old, dull earthy +surprise! Wait for me a moment, Alexander." She put her hands before +her eyes, then, dropping them, sat with her gaze upon the great tree +shot through with light from the clearing sky. "I see her now. At +first I could not disentangle her and Gilian, for they were always +together. I have not seen them often--just three or four times to +remember, perhaps. But in April I chanced for some reason to go to +White Farm.... I see her now! Yes, she has beauty, though it would not +strike many with the edge of the sword.... Yes, I see--about the mouth +and the eyes and the set of the head. It's subtle--it's like some +pictures I remember in Italy. And intelligence is there. Enchantment +... the more real, perhaps, for not being the most obvious.... So you +are enchained, witched, held by the great sorceress!... Elspeth is +only one of her little names--her great name is just love--love +between man and woman.... Oh yes, the whole of the sweetness is +distilled into one honey-drop--the whole giant thing is shortened into +one image--the whole heaven and earth slip silkenly into one banner, +and you would die for it! You see, my dear," said Mrs. Alison, who had +never married, "I loved one who died. I know." + +Glenfernie took her hand and kissed it. "Nothing is loss to +you--nothing! For me, I am more darkly made. So I hope to God I'll +not lose Elspeth!" + +Her tears, that were hardly of grief, dropped upon his bent head. "Eh, +my laddie! the old love is there in the midst of the wide love. But +the larger controls.... Well, enough of that! And do you mean that you +have asked Elspeth to marry you--and that she does not know her own +heart?" + +They talked, sitting before the fragrant garden, in the little room +that was tranquil, blissful, and recluse. At last he rose. + +"I must go." + +They went out through the garden to the wicket that parted her demesne +from the formal, wide pleasure-sweeps. He stopped for a moment under +the great tree. + +"In a fortnight or so I must go to Edinburgh to see Renwick about that +land. And it is in my mind to travel from there to London for a few +weeks. There are two or three persons whom I know who could put a +stout shoulder to the wheel of Jamie's prospects. Word of mouth is +better with them than would be letters. Jamie is at Windsor. I could +take him with me here or there--give him, doubtless, a little help." + +"You are a world-man," said his friend, "which is quite different from +a worldly man! Come or go as you will, still all is your garden that +you cultivate.... Now you are thinking again of Elspeth!" + +"Perhaps if for a month or two I plague her not, then when I come +again she may have a greater knowledge of herself. Perhaps it is more +generous to be absent for a time--" + +"I see that you will not doubt--that you cannot doubt--that in the +end she loves you!" + +"Is it arrogance, self-love, and ignorance if I think that? Or is it +knowledge? I think it, and I cannot and will not else!" + +They came to the wicket, and stood there a moment ere going on by the +terrace to the front of the house. The day was now clear and vivid, +soft and bright. The birds sang in a long ecstasy, the flowers bloomed +as though all life must be put into June, the droning bees went about +with the steadiest preoccupation. Alexander looked about him. + +"The earth is drunk with sweetness, and I see now how great joy is sib +to great pain!" He shook himself. "Come back to earth and daylight, +Alexander Jardine!" He put a hand, large, strong, and shapely, over +Mrs. Alison's slender ivory one. "She, too, has long fingers, though +her hand is brown. But it is an artist hand--a picture hand--a +thoughtful hand." + +Mrs. Alison laughed, but her eyes were tender over him. "Oh, man! what +a great forest--what an ever-rising song--is this same thing you're +feeling! And so old--and so fire-new!" They walked along the terrace +to the porch. "They're bringing you Black Alan to ride away upon. But +you'll come again as soon as Ian's here?" + +"Yes, of course. You may be assured that if he is free of that Stewart +coil--or if he is in it only so deep that he may yet free himself--I +shall say all that I can to keep him free or to urge him forth. Not +for much would I see Ian take ship in that attempt!" + +"No!... I have been reading the Book of Daniel. Do you know what Ian +is like to me? He is like some great lord--a prince or governor--in +the court maybe of Belshazzar, or Darius the Mede, or Cyrus the +Persian--in that hot and stately land of golden images and old rivers +and the sound of the cornet, flute, harp, sackbut, psaltery, and +dulcimer and all kinds of music. He must serve his tyrant--and yet +Daniel, kneeling in his house, in his chamber, with the windows open +toward Jerusalem, might hear a cry to hold his name in his prayers.... +What strange thoughts we have of ourselves, and of those nearest and +dearest!" + +"Mr. Wotherspoon says that he is fifteenth-century Italian. You have +both done a proper bit of characterization! But I," said Alexander, "I +know another great territory of Ian." + +"I know that, Glenfernie! And so do I know other good realms of Ian. +Yet that was what I thought when I read Daniel. And I had the thought, +too, that those old people were capable of great friendships." + +Black Alan was waiting. Glenfernie mounted, said good-by again; the +green boughs of the elm-trees took him and his steed. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +Ian forestalled Alexander, riding to Glenfernie House the morning +after his arrival at Black Hill. "Let us go," he said, "where we can +talk at ease! The old, alchemical room?" + +They crossed the grass-grown court to the keep, entered and went up +the broken stair to the stone-walled chamber that took up the second +floor, that looked out of loophole windows north, south, east, and +west. The day was high summer, bright and hot. Strong light and less +strong light came in beams from the four quarters and made in the +large place a conflict of light and shadow. The fireplace was great +enough for Gog and Magog to have warmed themselves thereby. Around, in +an orderly litter, yet stood on table or bench or shelf many of the +matters that Alexander had gathered there in his boyhood. In one +corner was the furnace that when he was sixteen his father had let him +build. More recent was the oaken table in the middle of the room, two +deep chairs, and shelves with many books. After the warmth of the sun +the place presented a grave, cool, brown harbor. + +The two, entering, had each an arm over the other's shoulder. Where +they were known their friendship was famed. Youth and manhood, they +had been together when it was possible. When it was not so the +thought of each outtraveled separation. Their differences, their +varied colors of being, seemed but to bind them closer. They entered +this room like David and Jonathan. + +Ian also was tall, but not so largely made as was the other. Lithe, +embrowned, with gold-bronze hair and eyes, knit of a piece, moving as +by one undulation, there was something in him not like the Scot, +something foreign, exotic. Sometimes Alexander called him "Saracen"--a +finding of the imagination that dated from old days upon the moor +above the Kelpie's Pool when they read together the _Faery Queen_. The +other day, at Black Hill, this ancient fancy had played through +Alexander's mind while Mr. Wotherspoon talked of Italy, and Mrs. +Alison of Babylonish lords.... The point was that he relished Paynim +knight and Renaissance noble and prince of Babylon. Let Ian seem or be +all that, and richer yet! Still there would be Ian, outside of all +circles drawn. + +In the room that he called the "alchemical," Ian, disengaging himself, +turned and put both hands on Alexander's shoulders. "Thou Old +Steadfast!" he cried. "God knows how glad I am to see thee!" + +Alexander laughed. "Not more glad than I am at the sight of you! +What's the tidings?" + +"What should they be? I am tired of being King George's soldier!" + +"So that you are tired of being any little king of this earth's +soldier!" + +"Why, I think I am--" + +"Kings 'over the water' included, Ian?" + +"Kings without kingdoms? Well," said Ian, "they don't amount to much, +do they?" + +"They do not." The two moved together to the table and the chairs by +it. "You are free of them, Ian?" + +"What is it to be free of them?" + +"Well, to be plain, out of the Stewart cark and moil! Pretender, +Chevalier de St. George, or uncrowned king--let it drift away like the +dead leaf it is!" + +"A dead leaf. Is it a dead leaf?... I wonder!... But you are usually +right, old Steadfast!" + +"I see that you will not tell me plainly." + +"Are you so anxious? There is nothing to be anxious about." + +"Nothing.... What is 'nothing'?" + +Ian drummed upon the table and whistled "Lillibullero." +"Something--nothing. Nothing--something! Old Steadfast, you are a +sight for sair een! They say you make the best of lairds! Every cotter +sings of just ways!" + +"My father was a good laird. I would not shatter the tradition. Come +with me to Edinburgh and London, on that journey I wrote you of!" + +"No. I want to sink into the summer green and not raise my head from +some old poetry book! I have been marching and countermarching until I +am tired. As for what you have in your mind, don't fash yourself about +it! I will say that, at the moment, I think it _is_ a dead leaf.... Of +course, should the Pope's staff unexpectedly begin to bud and +flower--! But it mayn't--indeed, it only looks at present smooth and +polished and dead.... I left the army because, naturally, I didn't +want to be there in case--just in case--the staff budded. Heigho! It +is the truth. You need not look troubled," said Ian. + +His friend must rest with that. He did so, and put that matter aside. +At any rate, things stood there better than he had feared. "I shall be +gone a month or two. But you'll still be here when I come home?" + +"As far as I know I'll be here through the summer. I have no plans.... +If the leaf remains dry and dead, what should you say to taking ship +at Leith in September for Holland? Amsterdam--then Antwerp--then the +Rhine. We might see the great Frederick--push farther and look at the +Queen of Hungary." + +"No, I may not. I look to be a home-staying laird." + +They sat with the table between them, and the light from the four +sides of the room rippled and crossed over them. Books were on the +table, folios and volumes in less. + +"The home-staying laird--the full scholar--at last the writer--the +master ... it is a good fortune!" + +As Ian spoke he stretched his arms, he leaned back in his chair and +regarded the room, the fireplace, the little furnace, and the shelves +ranged with the quaint, makeshift apparatuses of boyhood. He looked at +the green boughs without the loophole windows and at the crossing +lights and shadows, and the brown books upon the brown table, and at +last, under somewhat lowered lids, at Alexander. What moved in the +bottom of his mind it would be hard to say. He thought that he loved +the man sitting over against him, and so, surely, to some great amount +he did. But somewhere, in the thousand valleys behind them, he had +stayed in an inn of malice and had carried hence poison in a vial as +small as a single cell. What suddenly made that past to burn and set +it in the present it were hard to say. A spark perhaps of envy or of +jealousy, or a movement of contempt for Alexander's "fortune." But he +looked at his friend with half-closed eyes, and under the sea of +consciousness crawled, half-blind, half-asleep, a willingness for +Glenfernie to find some thorn in life. The wish did not come to +consciousness. It was far down. He thought of himself as steel true to +Alexander. And in a moment the old love drew again. He put out his +hands across the board. "When are we going to see Mother Binning and +to light the fire in the cave?... There are not many like you, +Alexander! I'm glad to get back." + +"I'm glad to have you back, old sworn-fellow, old Saracen!" + +They clasped hands. Gray eyes and brown eyes with gold flecks met in a +gaze that was as steady with the one as with the other. It was +Alexander who first loosened handclasp. + +They talked of affairs, particular and general, of Ian's late +proceedings and the lairdship of Alexander, of men and places that +they knew away from this countryside. Ian watched the other as they +talked. Whatever there was that had moved, down there in the abyss, +was asleep again. + +"Old Steadfast, you are ruddy and joyous! How long since I was here, +in the winter? Four months? Well, you've changed. What is it?... Is it +love? Are you in love?" + +"If I am--" Glenfernie rose and paced the room. Coming to one of the +narrow windows, he stood and looked out and down upon bank and brae +and wood and field and moor. He returned to the table. "I'll tell you +about it." + +He told. Ian sat and listened. The light played about him, shook gold +dots and lines over his green coat, over his hands, his faintly +smiling face, his head held straight and high. He was so well to look +at, so "magnificent"! Alexander spoke with the eloquence of a +possessing passion, and Ian listened and felt himself to be the +sympathizing friend. Even the profound, unreasonable, unhumorous +idealism of old Steadfast had its quaint, Utopian appeal. He was going +to marry the farmer's granddaughter, though he might, undoubtedly, +marry better.... Ian listened, questioned, summed up: + +"I have always been the worldly-wise one! Is there any use in my +talking now of worldly wisdom?" + +"No use at all." + +"Then I won't!... Old Alexander the Great, are you happy?" + +"If she gives me her love." + +Ian dismissed that with a wave of his hand. "Oh, I think she'll give +it, dear simpleton!" He looked at Glenfernie now with genial +affection. "Well, on the whole, and balancing one thing against +another, I think that I want you to be happy!" + +Alexander laughed at that minification. "And my happiness is big +enough--or if I get it it will be big enough--not in the least to +disturb our friendship country, Ian!" + +"I'll believe that, too. Our relations are old and rooted." + +"Old and rooted." + +"So I wish you joy.... And I remember when you thought you would not +marry!" + +"Oh--memories! I'm sweeping them away! I'm beginning again!... I hold +fast the memory of friendship. I hold fast the memory that somehow, in +this form or that, I must have loved her from the beginning of +things!" He rose and moved about the room. Going to the fireplace, he +leaned his forehead against the stone and looked down at the laid, not +kindled, wood. He turned and came back to Ian. "The world seems to me +all good." + +Ian laughed at him, half in raillery, but half in a flood of kindness. +If what had stirred had been ancient betrayal, alive and vital one +knew not when, now again it was dead, dead. He rose, he put his arm +again about Alexander's shoulder. "Glenfernie! Glenfernie! you're in +deep! Well, I hope the world will stay heaven, e'en for your sake!" + +They left the old room with its hauntings of a boy's search for gold, +with, back of that, who might know what hauntings of ancient times and +fortress doings, violences and agonies, subduings, revivings, cark and +care and light struggling through, dark nights and waited-for dawns! +They went down the stair and out of the keep. Late June flamed around +them. + +Ian stayed another hour or two ere he rode back to Black Hill. With +Glenfernie he went over Glenfernie House, the known, familiar rooms. +They went to the school-room together and out through the breach in +the old castle wall, and sat among the pine roots, and looked down +through leafy tree-tops to the glint of water. When, in the sun-washed +house and narrow garden and grassy court, they came upon men and women +they stopped and spoke, and all was friendly and merry as it should be +in a land of good folk. Ian had his crack with Davie, with Eppie and +Phemie and old Lauchlinson and others. They sat for a few minutes with +Mrs. Grizel where, in a most housewifely corner, she measured currants +and bargained with pickers of cherries. Strickland they came upon in +the book-room. With the Jardines and this gentleman the sense of +employed and employee had long ago passed into a larger inclusion. He +and the young laird talked and worked together as members of one +family. Now there was some converse among the three, and then the two +left Strickland in the cool, dusky room. Outside the house June flamed +again. For a while they paced up and down under the trees in the +narrow garden atop the craggy height. Then Ian mounted Fatima, who all +these years was kept for him at Black Hill. + +"You'll come over to-morrow?" + +"Yes." + +Glenfernie watched him down the steep-descending, winding road, and +thought of many roads that, good company, he and Ian had traveled +together. + +This was the middle of the day. In the afternoon he walked to White +Farm.... It was sunset when he turned his face homeward. He looked +back and saw Elspeth at the stepping-stones, in a clear flame of +golden sky and golden water. She had seemed kind; he walked on air, +his hand in Hope's. Hope had well-nigh the look of Assurance. He was +going away because it was promised and arranged for and he must go. +But he was coming again--he was coming again. + +A golden moon rose through the clear east. He was in no hurry to reach +Glenfernie House. The aching, panting bliss that he felt, the energy +compressed, held back, straining at the leash, wanted night and +isolation. So it could better dream of day and the clasp of that other +that with him would make one. Now he walked and now stood, his eyes +upon the mounting orb or the greater stars that it could not dim, and +now he stretched himself in the summer heath. At last, not far from +midnight, he came to that face of Glenfernie Hill below the old wall, +to the home stream and the bit of thick wood where once, in boyhood, +he had lain with covered face under the trees and little by little had +put from his mind "The Cranes of Ibycus." The moonlight was all broken +here. Shafts of black and white lay inextricably crossed and mingled. +Alexander passed through the little wood and climbed, with the secure +step of old habit, the steep, rough path to the pine without the wall, +there stooped and came through the broken wall to the moon-silvered +court, and so to the door left open for him. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +The laird of Glenfernie was away to Edinburgh on Black Alan, Tam +Dickson with him on Whitefoot. Ian Rullock riding Fatima, behind him a +Black Hill groom on an iron-gray, came over the moor to the head of +the glen. Ian checked the mare. Behind him rolled the moor, with the +hollow where lay, water in a deep jade cup, the Kelpie's Pool. Before +him struck down the green feathered cleft, opening out at last into +the vale. He could see the water there, and a silver gleam that was +White Farm. He sat for a minute, pondering whether he should ride back +the way he had come or, giving Fatima to Peter Lindsay, walk through +the glen. He looked at his watch, looked, too, at a heap of clouds +along the western horizon. The gleam in the vale at last decided him. +He left the saddle. + +"Take Fatima around to White Farm, Lindsay. I'll walk through the +glen." His thought was, "I might as well see what like is Alexander's +inamorata!" It was true that he had seen her quite long ago, but time +had overlaid the image, or perhaps he had never paid especial note. + +Peter Lindsay stooped to catch the reins that the other tossed him. +"There's weather in thae clouds, sir!" + +"Not before night, I think. They're moving very slowly." + +Lindsay turned with the horses. Ian, light of step, resilient, +"magnificent," turned from the purple moor into the shade of birches. +A few moments and he was near the cot of Mother Binning. A cock +crowed, a feather of blue smoke went up from her peat fire. + +He came to her door, meaning to stay but for a good-natured five +minutes of gossip. She had lived here forever, set in the picture with +ash-tree and boulder. But when he came to the door he found sitting +with her, in the checkered space behind the opening, Glenfernie's +inamorata. + +Now he remembered her.... He wondered if he had truly ever forgotten +her. + +When he had received his welcome he sat down upon the door-step. He +could have touched Elspeth's skirt. When she lowered her eyes they +rested upon his gold-brown head, upon his hand in a little pool of +light. + +"Eh, laddie!" said Mother Binning, "but ye grow mair braw each time ye +come!" + +Elspeth thought him braw. The wishing-green where they danced, hand in +hand!... Now she knew--now she knew--why her heart had lain so cold +and still--for months, for years, cold and still! That was what hearts +did until the sun came.... Definitely, in this hour, for her now, upon +this stretch of the mortal path, Ian became the sun. + +Ian sat daffing, talking. The old woman listened, her wheel idle; the +young woman listened. The young woman, sitting half in shadow, half in +light, put up her hand and drew farther over her face the brim of her +wide hat of country weave. She wished to hide her eyes, her lips. She +sat there pale, and through her ran in fine, innumerable waves human +passion and longing, wild courage and trembling humility. + +The sunlight that flooded the door-stone and patched the cottage floor +began to lessen and withdraw. Low and distant there sounded a roll of +thunder. Jock Binning came upon his crutches from the bench by the +stream where he made a fishing-net. + +"A tempest's daundering up!" + +Elspeth rose. "I must go home--I must get home before it comes!" + +"If ye'll bide, lassie, it may go by." + +"No, I cannot." She had brought to Mother Binning a basket heaped with +bloomy plums. She took it up and set it on the table. "I'll get the +basket when next I come. Now I must go! Hark, there's the thunder +again!" + +Ian had risen also. "I will go with you. Yes! It was my purpose to +walk through to White Farm. I sent Fatima around with Peter Lindsay." + +As they passed the ash-tree there was lightning, but yet the heavens +showed great lakes of blue, and a broken sunlight lay upon the path. + +"There's time enough! We need not go too fast. The path is rough for +that." + +They walked in silence, now side by side, now, where the way was +narrow, one before the other. The blue clouded over, there sprang a +wind. The trees bent and shook, the deep glen grew gray and dark. +That wind died and there was a breathless stillness, heated and heavy. +Each heard the other's breathing as they walked. + +"Let us go more quickly! We have a long way." + +"Will you go back to Mother Binning's?" + +"That, too, is far." + +They had passed the cave a little way and were in mid-glen. It was +dusk in this narrow pass. The trees hung, shadows in a brooding +twilight; between the close-set pillars of the hills the sky showed +slate-hued, with pallid feathers of cloud driven across. Lightning +tore it, the thunder was loud, the trees upon the hilltops began to +move. Some raindrops fell, large, slow, and warm. The lightning ran +again, blindingly bright; the ensuing thunderclap seemed to shake the +rock. As it died, the cataract sound of the wind was heard among the +ranked trees. The drops came faster, came fast. + +"It's no use!" cried Ian. "You'll be drenched and blinded! There's +danger, too, in these tall trees. Come back to the cave and take +shelter!" + +He turned. She followed him, breathless, liking the storm--so that no +bolt struck him. In every nerve, in every vein, she felt life rouse +itself. It was like day to old night, summer to one born in winter, a +passion of revival where she had not known that there was anything to +revive. The past was as it were not, the future was as it were not; +all things poured into a tremendous present. It was proper that there +should be storm without, if within was to be this enormous, aching, +happy tumult that was pain indeed, but pain that one would not spare! + +Ian parted the swinging briers. They entered the cavern. If it was +dim outside in the glen, it was dimmer here. Then the lightning +flashed and all was lit. It vanished, the light from the air in +conflict with itself. All was dark--then the flash again! The rain now +fell in a torrent. + +"At least it is dry here! There is wood, but I have no way to make +fire." + +"I am not cold." + +"Sit here, upon this ledge. Alexander and I cleared it and widened +it." + +She sat down. When he spoke of Alexander she thought of Alexander, +without unkindness, without comparing, without compunction, a thought +colorless and simple, as of one whom she had known and liked a long +time ago. Indeed, it might be said that she had little here with which +to reproach herself. She had been honest--had not said "Take!" where +she could not fulfil.... And now the laird of Glenfernie was like a +form met long ago--long ago! It seemed so long and far away that she +could not even think of him as suffering. As she might leave a +fugitive memory, so she turned her mind from him. + +Ian thought of Alexander ... but he looked, by the lightning's lamp, +at the woman opposite. + +She was not the first that he had desired, but he desired now with +unwonted strength. He did not know why--he did not analyze himself nor +the situation--but all the others seemed gathered up in her. She was +fair to him, desirable!... He thirsted, quite with the mortal honesty +of an Arab, day and night and day again without drink in the desert, +and the oasis palms seen at last on the horizon. In his self-direction +thitherward he was as candid, one-pointed, and ruthless as the Arab +might be. He had no deliberate thought of harm to the woman before +him--as little as the Arab would have of hurting the well whose cool +wave seemed to like the lip touch. Perhaps he as little stopped to +reason as would have done the Arab. Perhaps he had no thought of +deeply injuring a friend. If there were two desert-traversers, or more +than two, making for the well, friendship would not hold one back, +push another forward. Race!--and if the well was but to one, then let +fate and Allah approve the swiftest! Under such circumstances would +not Alexander outdo him if he might? He was willing to believe so. +Glenfernie said himself that the girl did not know if she cared for +him. If, then, the well was not for him, anyway?... _Where was the +wrong?_ Now Ian believed in his own power and easy might and +pleasantness and, on the whole, goodness--believed, too, in the love +of Alexander for him, love that he had tried before, and it held. _And +if he made love to Elspeth Barrow need old Steadfast ever know it?_ +And, finally, and perhaps, unacknowledged to himself, from the first, +he turned to that cabinet of his heart where was the vial made of +pride, that held the drop of malice. The storm continued. They looked +through the portcullis made by the briers upon a world of rain. The +lightning flashed, the thunder rolled; in here was the castle hold, +dim and safe. They were as alone as in a fairy-tale, as alone as +though around the cave beat an ocean that boat had never crossed. + +They sat near each other; once or twice Ian, rising, moved to and fro +in the cave, or at the opening looked into the turmoil without. When +he did this her eyes followed him. Each, in every fiber, had +consciousness of the other. They were as conscious of each other as +lion and lioness in a desert cave. + +They talked, but they did not talk much. What they said was trite +enough. Underneath was the potent language, wave meeting wave with +shock and thrill and exultation. These would not come, here and now, +to outer utterance. But sooner or later they would come. Each knew +that--though not always does one acknowledge what is known. + +When they spoke it was chiefly of weather and of country people.... + +The lightning blazed less frequently, thunder subdued itself. For a +time the rain fell thick and leaden, but after an hour it thinned and +grew silver. Presently it wholly stopped. + +"This storm is over," said Ian. + +Elspeth rose from the ledge of stone. He drew aside the dripping +curtain of leaf and stem, and she stepped forth from the cave, and he +followed. The clouds were breaking, the birds were singing. The day of +creation could not have seen the glen more lucent and fragrant. When, +soon, they came to its lower reaches, with White Farm before them, +they saw overhead a rainbow. + + * * * * * + +The day of the storm and the cave was over, but with no outward word +their inner selves had covenanted to meet again. They met in the leafy +glen. It was easy for her to find an errand to Mother Binning's, or, +even, in the long summer afternoons, to wander forth from White Farm +unquestioned. As for him, he came over the moor, avoided the cot at +the glen head, and plunged down the steep hillside below. Once they +met Jock Binning in the glen. After that they chose for their +trysting-place that green hidden arm that once she and the laird of +Glenfernie had entered. + +Elspeth did not think in those days; she loved. She moved as one who +is moved; she was drawn as by the cords of the sun. The Ancient One, +the Sphinx, had her fast. The reflection of a greater thing claimed +her and taught her, held her like a bayadere in a temple court. + +As for Ian, he also held that he loved. He was the Arab bound for the +well for which he thirsted, single-minded as to that, and without much +present consciousness of tarnish or sin.... But what might arise in +his mind when his thirst was quenched? Ian did not care, in these +blissful days, to think of that. + +He had come on the day of the storm, the cave, and the rainbow to a +fatal place in his very long life. He was upon very still, deep water, +glasslike, with only vague threads and tremors to show what might +issue in resistless currents. He had been in such a place, in his +planetary life, over and over and over again. This concatenation had +formed it, or that concatenation; the surrounding phenomena varied, +but essentially it was always the same, like a dream place. The +question was, would he turn his boat, or raft, or whatever was beneath +him, or his own stroke as swimmer, and escape from this glassy place +whose currents were yet but tendrils? He could do it; it was the +Valley of Decision.... But so often, in all those lives whose bitter +and sweet were distilled into this one, he had not done it. It had +grown much easier not to do it. Sometimes it had been illusory love, +sometimes ambition, sometimes towering pride and self-seeking, +sometimes mere indolent unreadiness, dreamy self-will. On he had gone +out of the lower end of the Valley of Decision, where the tendrils +became arms of giants and decisions might no longer be made. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +The laird of Glenfernie stayed longer from home than, riding away, he +had expected to do. It was the latter half of August when he and Black +Alan, Tam Dickson and Whitefoot, came up the winding road to +Glenfernie door. Phemie it was, at the clothes-lines, who noted them +on the lowest spiral, who turned and ran and informed the household. +"The laird's coming! The laird's coming!" Men and women and dogs began +to stir. + +Strickland, looking from the window of his own high room, saw the +riders in and out of the bronzing woods. Descending, he joined Mrs. +Grizel upon the wide stone step without the hall door. Davie was in +waiting, and a stable-boy or two came at a run. + +"Two months!" said Mrs. Grizel. "But it used to be six months, a year, +two years, and more! He grows a home body, as lairds ought to be!" + +Alexander dismounted at the door, took her in his arms and kissed her +twice, shook hands with Strickland, greeted Davie and the men. "How +good it is to get home! I've pined like a lost bairn. And none of you +look older--Aunt Grizel hasn't a single white hair!" + +"Go along with you, laddie!" said Aunt Grizel. "You haven't been so +long away!" + +The sun was half-way down the western quarter. He changed his +riding-clothes, and they set food for him in the hall. He ate, and +Davie drew the cloth and brought wine and glasses. Some matter or +other called Mrs. Grizel away, but Strickland stayed and drank wine +with him. + +Questions and answers had been exchanged. Glenfernie gave in detail +reasons for his lengthened stay. There had been a business +postponement and complication--in London Jamie's affairs; again, in +Edinburgh, insistence of kindred with whom Alice was blooming, +"growing a fine lady, too!" and at the last a sudden and for a while +dangerous sickness of Tam Dickson's that had kept them a week at an +inn a dozen miles this side of Edinburgh. + +"Each time I started up sprang a stout hedge! But they're all down now +and here I am!" He raised his wine-glass. "To home, and the sweetness +thereof!" said Alexander. + +"I am glad to see you back," said Strickland, and meant it. + +The late sunlight streamed through the open door. Bran, the old hound, +basked in it; it wiped the rust from the ancient weapons on the wall +and wrote hieroglyphics in among them; it made glow the wine in the +glass. Alexander turned in his chair. + +"It's near sunset.... Now what, just, did you hear about Ian Rullock's +going?" + +"We supposed that he would be here through the autumn--certainly until +after your return. Then, three days ago, comes Peter Lindsay with the +note for you, and word that he was gone. Lindsay thought that he had +received letters from great people and had gone to them for a visit." + +Alexander spread the missive that had been given him upon the table. +"It's short!" He held it so that Strickland might read: + + GLENFERNIE,--Perhaps the leaf is not yet wholly sere. + Be that as it may be, I'm leaving Black Hill for a time. + + IAN RULLOCK. + +"That's a puzzling billet!" said Alexander. "'_Glenfernie_--_Ian +Rullock!_'" + +"What does he mean by the leaf not dead?" + +"That was a figure of speech used between us in regard to a certain +thing.... Well, he also has moods! It is my trust that he has not +answered to some one's piping that the leaf's not dead! That is the +likeliest thing--that he answered and has gone. I'll ride to Black +Hill to-morrow." The sun set, twilight passed, candles were lighted. +"Have you seen any from White Farm?" + +"I walked there from Littlefarm with Robin Greenlaw. Jarvis Barrow was +reading Leviticus, looking like a listener in the Plain of Sinai. They +expected Gilian home from Aberdeen. They say the harvest everywhere is +good." + +Alexander asked no further and presently they parted for the night. +The laird of Glenfernie looked from his chamber window, and he looked +toward White Farm. It was dark, clear night, and all the autumn stars +shone like worlds of hope. + +The next morning he mounted his horse and went off to Black Hill. He +would get this matter of Ian straight. It was early when he rode, and +he came to Black Hill to find Mr. Touris and his sister yet at the +breakfast-table. Mrs. Alison, who might have been up hours, sat over +against a dour-looking master of the house who sipped his tea and +crumbled his toast and had few good words for anything. But he was +glad and said that he was glad to see Glenfernie. + +"Now, maybe, we'll have some light on Ian's doings!" + +"I came for light to you, sir." + +"Do you mean that he hasn't written you?" + +"Only a line that I found waiting for me. It says, simply, that he +leaves Black Hill for a while." + +"Well, you won't get light from me! My light's darkness. The women +found in his room a memorandum of ships and two addresses, one a house +in Amsterdam, and one, if you please, in Paris--_Faubourg +Saint-Germain!_" + +"Do you mean that he left without explanation or good-by?" + +Mrs. Alison spoke. "No, Archibald does not mean that. One evening Ian +outdid himself in bonniness and golden talk. Then as we took our +candles he told us that the wander-fever had him and that he would be +riding to Edinburgh. Archibald protested, but he daffed it by. So the +next day he went, and he may be in Edinburgh. It would seem nothing, +if these Highland chiefs were not his kin and if there wasn't this +round and round rumor of the Pretender and the French army! There may +be nothing--he may be riding back almost to-morrow!" + +But Mr. Touris would not shake the black dog from his shoulders. +"He'll bring trouble yet--was born the sort to do it!" + +Alexander defended him. + +"Oh, you're his friend--sworn for thick and thin! As for Alison, she'd +find a good word for the fiend from hell!--not that my sister's son is +anything of that," said the Scotchman. "But he'll bring trouble to +warm, canny, king-and-kirk-abiding folk! He's an Indian macaw in a +dove-cote." + +They rose from table. Out on the terrace they walked up and down in +the soft, bright morning light. Mr. Touris seemed to wish company; he +clung to Glenfernie until the latter must mount his horse and ride +home. Only for a moment did Alexander and Mrs. Alison have speech +together. + +"When will you be seeing Elspeth?" + +"I hope this afternoon." + +"May joy come to you, Alexander!" + +"I want it to come. I want it to come." + +He and Black Alan journeyed home. As he rode he thought now and again +of Ian, perhaps in Edinburgh according to his word of mouth, but +perhaps, despite that word, on board some ship that should place him +in the Low Countries, from which he might travel into France and to +Paris and that group of Jacobites humming like a byke of bees around a +prince, the heir of all the Stewarts. He thought with old affection +and old concern. Whatever Ian did--intrigued with Jacobite interest or +held aloof like a sensible man--yet was he Ian with the old appeal. +_Take me or leave me--me and my dusky gold!_ Alexander drew a deep +breath, shook his shoulders, raised his head. "Let my friend be as he +is!" + +He ceased to think of Ian and turned to the oncoming afternoon--the +afternoon rainbow-hued, coming on to the sound of music. + +Again in his own house, he and Strickland worked an hour or more upon +estate business. That over and dinner past, he went to the room in the +keep. When the hour struck three he passed out of the opening in the +old wall, clambered down the bank, and, going through the wood, took +his way to White Farm. + +Just one foreground wish in his mind was granted. There was an orchard +strip by White Farm, and here, beneath a red-apple tree, he found +Elspeth alone. She was perfectly direct with him. + +"Willy told us that you were home. I thought you might come now to +White Farm. I was watching. I wanted to speak to you where none was +by. Let us cross the burn and walk in the fields." + +The fields were reaped, lay in tawny stubble. The path ran by this and +by a lichened stone wall. Overhead, swallows were skimming. Heath and +bracken, rolled the colored hills. The air swam cool and golden, with +a smell of the harvest earth. + +"Elspeth, I stayed away years and years and years, and I stayed away +not one hour!" + +She stopped; she stood with her back to the wall. The farm-house had +sunk from sight, the sun was westering, the fields lay dim gold and +solitary. She had over her head a silken scarf, the ends of which she +drew together and held with one brown, slender hand against her +breast. She wore a dark gown; he saw her bosom rise and fall. + +"I watched for you to tell you that this must not go on any longer. I +came to my mind when you were gone, Mr. Alexander--I came to my mind! +I think that you are braw and noble, but in the way of loving, as love +is between man and woman, I have none for you--I have none for you!" + +The sun appeared to dip, the fields to darken. Pain came to +Glenfernie, wildering and blinding. He stood silent. + +"I might have known before you went--I might have known from that +first meeting, in May, in the glen! But I was a fool, and vague, and +willing, I suppose, to put tip of tongue to a land of sweetness! If, +mistaken myself, I helped you to mistake, I am bitter sorry and I ask +your forgiveness! But the thing, Glenfernie, the thing stands! It's +for us to part." + +He stared at her dumbly. In every line of her, in every tone of her, +there was finality. He was tenacious of purpose, capable of +long-sustained and patient effort, but he seemed to know that, for +this life, purpose and effort here might as well be laid aside. The +knowledge wrapped him, quiet, gray, and utter. He put his hands to his +brow; he moved a few steps to and fro; he came to the wall and leaned +against it. It seemed to him that he regarded the clay-cold corpse of +his life. + +"O the world!" cried Elspeth. "When we are little it seems so little! +If you suffer, I am sorry." + +"Present suffering may be faced if there's light behind." + +"There's not this light, Glenfernie.... O world! if there is some +other light--" + +"And time will do naught for me, Elspeth?" + +"No. Time will do naught for you. It is over! And the day goes down +and the world spins on." + +They stood apart, without speaking, under their hands the heaped +stones of the wall. The swallows skimmed; a tinkling of sheep-bells +was heard; the stubble and the moor beyond the fields lay in gold, in +sunken green and violet; the hilltops met the sky in a line long, +clean, remote, and still. Elspeth spoke. + +"I am going now, back home. Let's say good-by here, each wishing the +other some good in, or maybe out of, this carefu' world!" + +"You, also, are unhappy. Why?" + +"I am not! Do I seem so? I am sorry for unhappiness--that is all! Of +course we grow older," said Elspeth, "older and wiser. But you nor no +one must think that I am unhappy! For I am not." She put out her hands +to him. "Let us say good-by!" + +"Is it so? Is it so?" + +"Never make doubt of that! I want you to see that it is clean +snapped--clean gone!" + +She gave him her hands. They lay in his grasp untrembling, filled with +a gathered strength. He wrung them, bowed his head upon them, let them +go. They fell at her sides; then she raised them, drew the scarf over +her head and, holding it as before, turned and went away up the path +between the yellow stubble and the wall. She walked quickly, dark +clad; she was gone like a bird into a wood, like a branch of autumn +leaves when the sea fog rolls in. + +The laird of Glenfernie turned to his ancient house on the craggy +hill.... That night he made him a fire in his old loved room in the +keep. He sat beside it; he lighted candles and opened books, and now +and then he sat so still before them that he may have thought that he +read. But the books slipped away, and the candles guttered down, and +the fire went out. At last, in the thick darkness, he spread his arms +upon the table and bowed his head in them, and his frame shook with a +man's slow weeping. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +The bright autumn sank into November, November winds and mists into a +muffled, gray-roofed, white-floored December. And still the laird of +Glenfernie lived with the work of the estate and, when that was done, +and when the long, lonely, rambling daily walk or ride was over, with +books. The room in the keep had now many books. He sat among them, and +he built his fire higher, and his candles burned into late night. +Whether he read or did not read, he stayed among them and drew what +restless comfort he might. Strickland, from his own high room, waking +in the night, saw the loophole slit of light. + +He felt concern. The change that had come to his old pupil was marked +enough. Strickland's mind dwelt on the old laird. Was that the +personality, not of one, but of two, of the whole line, perhaps, +developing all the time, step by step with what seemed the plastic, +otherwise, free time of youth, appearing always in due season, when +its hour struck? Would Alexander, with minor differences, repeat his +father? How of the mother? Would the father drown the mother? In the +enormous all-one, the huge blend, what would arrive? Out of all +fathers and mothers, out of all causes? + +It could not be said that Alexander was surly. Nor, if the weather +was dark with him, that he tried to shake his darkness into others' +skies. Nor that he meanly succumbed to the weight, whatever it was, +that bore upon him. He did his work, and achieved at least the show of +equanimity. Strickland wondered. What was it that had happened? It +never occurred to him that it had happened here in this dale. But in +all that life of Alexander's in the wider world there must needs have +been relationships of lands established. Somewhere, something had +happened to overcloud his day, to uncover ancestral resemblances, +possibilities. Something, somewhere, and he had had news of it this +autumn.... It happened that Strickland had never seen Glenfernie with +Elspeth Barrow. + +Mrs. Grizel was not observant. So that her nephew came to breakfast, +dinner, and supper, so that he was not averse to casual speech of +household interests, so that he seemed to keep his health, so that he +gave her now and then words and a kiss of affection, she was willing +to believe that persons addicted to books and the company of +themselves had a right to stillness and gravity. Alice stayed in +Edinburgh; Jamie soldiered it in Flanders. Strickland wrote and +computed for and with the laird, then watched him forth, a solitary +figure, by the fir-trees, by the leafless trees, and down the circling +road into the winter country. Or he saw firelight in the keep and knew +that Alexander walked to and fro, to and fro, or sat bowed over a +book. Late at night, waking, he saw that Glenfernie still watched. + +It was not Ian Rullock nor anything to do with him that had helped on +this sharp alteration, this turn into some Cimmerian stretch of the +mind's or the emotions' vast landscape. If Strickland had at first +wondered if this might be the case, the thought vanished. Glenfernie, +free to speak of Ian, spoke freely, with the relief of there, at +least, a sunny day. It somewhat amazed and disquieted, even while it +touched, the older man of quiet passions and even ways, the old +strength of this friendship. Glenfernie seemed to brood with a +mother-passion over Ian. To an extent here he confided in Strickland. +The latter knew of the worry about Jacobite plots and the drawing of +Ian into that vortex--Ian known now to be in Paris, writing thence +twice or thrice during this autumn and early winter, letters that came +to Glenfernie's hand by unusual channels, smacking all of them of +Jacobite or High Tory transmissals. Strickland did not see these +letters. Of them Alexander said only that Ian wrote as usual, except +that he made no reference to sere leaves turning green or a dead staff +budding. + +In the room with only the loophole windows, by the firelight, +Alexander read over again the second of these letters. "So you have +loved and lost, old Steadfast? Let it not grieve you too much!" And +that was all of that. And it pleased Alexander that it was all. Ian +was too wise to touch and finger the heart. Ian, Ian, rich and deep +and himself almost! Ten thousand Ian recollections pressed in upon +Alexander. Let Ian, an he would, go a-lusting after old dynasties! Yet +was he Ian! In these months it was Ian memories that chiefly gave +Alexander comfort. + +They gave beyond what, at this time, Mrs. Alison could give. At +considerable intervals he went to Black Hill. But his old friend lived +in a rare, upland air, and he could not yet find rest in her clime. +She saw that. + +"It's for after a while, isn't it, Alexander? Oh, after a while you'll +see that it is the breathing, living air! But do not feel now that you +are in duty bound to come here. Wait until you feel like coming, and +never think that I'll be hurt--" + +"I am a marsh thing," he said. "I feel dull and still and cold, and +over me is a heavy atmosphere filled with motes. Forgive me and let me +come to you farther on and higher up." + +He went back to the gray crag, Glenfernie House and the room in the +keep, the fire and his books, and a brooding traveling over the past, +and, like a pool of gold in a long arctic night, the image, nested and +warm, of Ian. Love was lost, but there stayed the ancient, ancient +friend. + +Two weeks before Christmas Alice came home, bright as a rose. She +talked of a thousand events, large and small. Glenfernie listened, +smiled, asked questions, praised her, and said it was good to have +brightness in the house. + +"Aye, it is!" she answered. "How grave and old you and Mr. Strickland +and the books and the hall and Bran look!" + +"It's heigho! for Jamie, isn't it?" asked Alexander. "Winter makes us +look old. Wait till springtime!" + +That evening she waylaid Strickland. "What is the matter with +Alexander?" + +"I don't know." + +"He looks five years older. He looks as though he had been through +wars." + +"Perhaps he has. I don't know what it is," said Strickland, soberly. + +"Do you think," said Alice--"do you think he could have had--oh, +somewhere out in the world!--a love-affair, and it ended badly? She +died, or there was a rival, or something like that, and he has just +heard of it?" + +"You have been reading novels," said Strickland. "And yet--!" + +That night, seeing from his own window the light in the keep, he +turned to his bed with the thought of the havoc of love. Lying there +with open eyes he saw in procession Unhappy Love. He lay long awake, +but at last he turned and addressed himself to sleep. "He's a strong +climber! Whatever it is, maybe he'll climb out of it." + +But in the keep, Alexander, sitting by the fire with lowered head and +hanging hands, saw not the time when he would climb out of it.... + +He went no more to White Farm. He went, though not every Sunday, to +kirk and sat with his aunt and with Strickland in the laird's boxlike, +curtained pew. Mr. M'Nab preached of original sin and ineffable +condemnation, and of the few, the very, very few, saved as by fire. He +saw Jarvis Barrow sitting motionless, sternly agreeing, and beyond him +Jenny Barrow and then Elspeth and Gilian. Out of kirk, in the +kirkyard, he gave them good day. He studied to keep strangeness out +of his manner; an onlooker would note only a somewhat silent, +preoccupied laird. He might be pondering the sermon. Mr. M'Nab's +sermons were calculated to arouse alarm and concern--or, in the case +of the justified, stern triumph--in the human breast. White Farm made +no quarrel with the laird for that quietude and withdrawing. In the +autumn he had told Jarvis Barrow of that hour with Elspeth in the +stubble-field. The old man listened, then, "They are strange warks, +women!" he said, and almost immediately went on to speak of other +things. There seemed no sympathy and no regret for the earthly +happening. But he liked to debate with the laird election and the +perseverance of the saints. + +Jenny Barrow, only, could not be held from exclamation over +Glenfernie's defection. "Why does he na come as he used to? Wha's done +aught to him or said a word to gie offense?" She talked to Menie and +Merran since Elspeth and Gilian gave her notice that they were wearied +of the subject. Perhaps Jenny's concern with it kept her from the +perception that not Glenfernie only was changing or had changed. +Elspeth--! But Elspeth had been always a dreamer, rather silent, a +listener rather than a speaker. Jenny did not look around corners; the +overt sufficed for a bustling, good-natured life. Gilian's arrival, +moreover, made for a diversion of attention. By the time novelty +subsided again into every day an altered Elspeth had so fitted into +the frame of life that Jenny was unaware of alteration. + +But Gilian was not Jenny. + +Each of Jarvis Barrow's granddaughters had her own small bedroom. +Three nights after Gilian's home-coming she came, when the candles +were out, into Elspeth's room. It was September and, for the season, +warm. A great round moon poured its light into the little room. +Elspeth was seated upon her bed. Her hair was loosened and fell over +her white gown. Her feet were under her; she sat like an Eastern +carving, still in the moonlight. + +"Elspeth!" + +Elspeth took a moment to come back to White Farm. "What is it, +Gilian?" + +Gilian moved to the window and sat in it. She had not undressed. The +moon silvered her, too. "What has happened, Elspeth?" + +"Naught. What should happen?" + +"It's no use telling me that.--We've been away from each other almost +a year. I know that I've changed, grown, in that time, and it's +natural that you should do the same. But it's something besides that!" + +Elspeth laughed and her laughter was like a little, cold, mirthless +chime of silver bells. "You're fanciful, Gilian!... We're no longer +lassies; we're women! So the colors of things get a little +different--that's all!" + +"Don't you love me, Elspeth?" + +"Yes, I love you. What has that to do with it?" + +"Has it not? Has love naught to do with it? Love at all--all love?" + +Elspeth parted her long dark hair into two waves, drew it before her, +and began to braid it, sitting still, her limbs under her, upon the +bed. "I saw you on the moor walking and talking with grandfather. +What did he say to you?" + +"You are changed and I said that you were changed. He had not +noticed--he would not be like to notice! Then he told me about the +laird and you." + +"Yes. About the laird and me." + +"You couldn't love him? They say he is a fine man." + +"No, I couldn't love him. I like him. He understands. No one is to +blame." + +"But if it is not that, what is it--what is it, Elspeth?" + +"It's naught--naught--naught, I tell you!" + +"It's a strange naught that makes you like a dark lady in a +ballad-book!" + +Elspeth laughed again. "Didn't I say that you were fanciful? It's late +and I am sleepy." + +That had been while the leaves were still upon the trees. The next +morning and thenceforward Elspeth seemed to make a point of +cheerfulness. It passed with her aunt and the helpers in the house. +Jarvis Barrow appeared to take no especial note if women laughed or +sighed, so long as they lived irreproachably. + +The leaves bronzed, the autumn rains came, the leaves fell, the trees +stood bare, the winds began to blow, there fell the first snowflakes. +Gilian, walking home from the town, was overtaken on the moor by Robin +Greenlaw. + +"Where is Elspeth?" + +"We are making our winter dresses. She would not leave her sewing." + +The cousins walked upon the moor path together. Gilian was fairer and +more strongly made than Elspeth. They walked in silence; then said +Robin: + +"You're the old Gilian, but I'm sure I miss the old Elspeth!" + +"I think, myself, she's gone visiting! I rack and rack my brains to +find what grief could have come to Elspeth. She will not help me." + +"Gilian, could it be that, after all, her heart is set on the laird?" + +"Did you know about that?" + +"In part I guessed, watching them together. And then I saw how +Glenfernie oldened in a night. Then, being with my uncle one day, he +let drop a word that I followed up. I led him on and he told me. +Glenfernie acted like a true man." + +"If there's one thing of which I'm sure it is that she hardly thinks +of him from Sunday to Sunday. She thinks then for a little because she +sees him in kirk--but that passes, too!" + +"Then what is it?" + +"I don't know. I don't know of anybody else. Maybe no outer thing has +anything to do with it. Sometimes we just have drumlie, dreary seasons +and we do not know why.... She loves the spring. Maybe when spring +comes she'll be Elspeth once more!" + +"I hope so," said Greenlaw. "Spring makes all the world bonny again." + +That was in November. On Christmas Eve Elspeth Barrow drowned herself +in the Kelpie's Pool. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +There had been three hours of light on Christmas Day when Robin +Greenlaw appeared at Glenfernie House and would see the laird. + +"He's in his ain room in the keep," said Davie, and went with the +message. + +Alexander came down the stair and out into the flagged court. The +weather had been unwontedly clement, melting the earlier snows, +letting the brown earth forth again for one look about her. To-day +there was pale sunlight. Greenlaw sat his big gray. The laird came to +him. + +"Get down, man, and come in for Christmas cheer!" + +"Send Davie away," said Greenlaw. + +Alexander's gray eyes glanced. "You're bringing something that is not +Christmas cheer!--Davie, tell Dandie Saunderson to saddle Black Alan +at once.--Now, Robin!" + +"Yesterday," said Greenlaw, "Elspeth Barrow vanished from White Farm. +They wanted to send Christmas fare to old Skene the cotter. She said +she would take a basket there, and so she went away, down the +stream--about ten of the morning they think it was. It was not for +hours that they grew at all anxious. She's never come back. She did +not go to Skene's. We can hear no word of her from any. Her +grandfather and I and the men at White Farm looked for her through the +night. This morning there's an alarm sent up and down the dale." + +"What harm could happen--" + +"She might have strayed into some lonely place--fallen--hurt herself. +There were gipsies seen the other day over by Windyedge. Or she might +have walked on and on upon what road she took, and somehow none +chanced to notice her. I am going now to ride the Edinburgh way." + +"Have you gone up the glen?" + +"That was tried this morning at first light. But that is just opposite +to Skene's and the way she certainly took at first. She would have to +turn and go about through the woods, or White Farm would see her." His +voice had a haunting note of fear and trouble. + +Glenfernie caught it. "She was not out of health nor unhappy?" + +"She is changed from the old Elspeth. When you ask her if she is +unhappy she says that she is not.... I do not know. Something is +wrong. With the others, I am seeking about as though I expected each +moment to see her sitting or standing by the roadside. But I do not +expect to see her. I do not know what I expect. We have sent to +Windyedge to apprehend those gipsies." + +"Let me speak one moment to Mr. Strickland to send the men forth and +go himself. Then I am ready." + +On Black Alan he rode with Robin down the hill and through the wood +and upon the White Farm way. The earth was mainly bare of snow, but +frozen hard. The hoofs rang out but left no print. The air hung still, +light and dry; the sun, far in the south, sent slanting, pale-gold +beams. The two men made little speech as they rode. They passed men +and youths, single figures and clusters. + +"Ony news, Littlefarm? We've been--or we're going--seeking here, or +here--" + +A woman stopped them. "It was thae gipsies, sirs! I had a dream about +them, five nights syne! A lintwhite was flying by them, and they gave +chase. Either it's that or she made away with herself! I had a dream +that might be read that way, too." + +When they came to White Farm it was to find there only Jenny and Menie +and Merran. + +"Somebody maun stay to keep the house warm gin the lassie come +stumbling hame, cauld and hungry and half doited! Eh, Glenfernie, ye +that are a learned man and know the warld, gie us help!" + +"I am going up the glen," said Alexander to Greenlaw. "I do not know +why, but I think it should be tried again. And I know it, root and +branch. I am going afoot. I will leave Black Alan here." + +They wasted no time. He went, while Robin Greenlaw on his gray took +the opposed direction. Looking back, he saw the great fire that Jenny +kept, dancing through the open door and in the pane of the window. +Then the trees and the winding of the path shut it away, shut away +house and field and all token of human life. + +He moved swiftly to the mouth of the glen, but then more slowly. The +trees soared bare, the water rushed with a hoarse sound, snow lay in +clefts. So well he knew the place! There was no spot where foot might +have climbed, no ledge nor opening where form might lay, huddled or +outstretched, that lacked his searching eye or hand. Here was the +pebbly cape with the thorn-tree where in May he had come upon Elspeth, +sitting by the water, singing.... Farther on he turned into that +smaller, that fairy glen, bending like an arm from the main pass. Here +was the oak beneath which they had sat, against which she had leaned. +It wrapt him from himself, this place. He stood, and space around +seemed filled with forms just beyond visibility. What were they? He +did not know, but they seemed to breathe against his heart, to +whisper.... He searched this place well, but there were only the +winter banks and trees, the little burn, the invisible presences. Back +in the deep glen a hawk sailed overhead, across the stripe of +pale-blue sky. Alexander went on by the stream and the projecting rock +and the twisted roots. There was no sound other than the loud voice of +the water, talking only of its return to the sea. When he came to the +cave he pushed aside the masking growth and entered. Dark and barren +here, with the ashes of an old fire! For one moment, as it were +distinctly, he saw Ian. He stood so clear in the mind's eye that it +seemed that one intense effort might have set him bodily in the +cavern. But the central strength let the image go. Alexander moved the +ashes of the fire with his foot, shuddered in the place of cold and +shadow, and, stooping, went out of the cave and on upon his search for +Elspeth Barrow. + +He sought the glen through, and at last, at the head, he came to +Mother Binning's cot. Her fire was burning; she was standing in the +door looking toward him. + +"Eh, Glenfernie! is there news of the lassie?" + +"None. You've got the sight. Can you not _see_?" + +"It's gane from me! When it gaes I'm just like ony bird with a broken +wing." + +"If you cannot see, what do you think?" + +"I dinna want to think and I dinna want to say. Whaur be ye gaeing +now?" + +"On over the moor and down by the Kelpie's Pool." + +"Gae on then. I'll watch for ye coming back." + +He went on. Something strange had him, drawing him. He came out from +the band of trees upon the swelling open moor, bare and brown save +where the snow laced it. Gold filtered over it; a pale sky arched +above; it was wide, still, and awful--a desert. He saw the light run +down and glint upon the pool. Searchers had ridden across this moor +also, he had been told. He went down at once to the pool and stood by +the kelpie willow. He was not thinking, he was not keenly feeling. He +seemed to stand in open, endless, formless space, and in unfenced +time. A clump of dry reeds rose by his knee, and upon the other side +of these he noticed that a stone had been lifted from its bed. He +stooped, and in the reeds he found an inch-long fragment of ribbon--of +a snood. + +He stepped back from the willow. He took off and dropped upon the moor +hat and riding-coat and boots, inner coat and waistcoat. Then he +entered the Kelpie's Pool. He searched it, measure by measure, and at +last he found the body of Elspeth. He drew it up; he loosened and let +fall the stone tied in the plaid that was wrapped around it; he bore +the form out of the pool and laid it upon the bank beyond the willow. +The sunlight showed the whole, the face and figure. The laird of +Glenfernie, kneeling beside it, put back the long drowned hair and +saw, pinned upon the bosom of the gown, the folded letter, wrapped +twice in thicker paper. He took it from her and opened it. The writing +was yet legible. + + I hope that I shall not be found. If I am, let this answer + for me. I was unhappy, more unhappy than you can think. Let + no one be blamed. It was one far from here and you will not + know his name. Do not think of me as wicked nor as a + murderess. The unhappy should have pardon and rest. Good-by + to all--good-by! + +In the upper corner was written, "For White Farm." That was all. + +Glenfernie put this letter into the bosom of his shirt. He then got on +again the clothing he had discarded, and, stooping, put his arms +beneath the lifeless form. He lifted it and bore it from the Kelpie's +Pool and up the moor. He was a man much stronger than the ordinary; he +carried it as though he felt no weight. The icy water of the pool upon +him was as nothing, and as he walked his face was still as a stone +face in a desert. So he came with Elspeth's body back to the glen, and +Mother Binning saw him coming. + +"Hech, sirs! Hech, sirs! Will it hae been that way--will it hae been +that way?" + +He stopped for a moment. He laid his burden down upon the boards just +within the door and smoothed back the streaming hair. "Even the shell +flung out by the ocean is beautiful!" + +"Eh, man! Eh, man! It's wae sometimes to be a woman!" + +"Give me," he said, "a plaid, dry and warm, to hap her in." + +"Will ye na leave her here? Put her in my bed and gae tell White +Farm!" + +"No, I will carry her home." + +Mother Binning took from a chest a gray plaid. He lifted again the +dead woman, and she happed the plaid about her. "Ah, the lassie--the +lassie! Come to me, Glenfernie, and I will scry for you who it was!" + +He looked at her as though he did not hear her. He lifted the body, +holding it against his shoulder like a child, and went forth. He knew +the path so absolutely, he was so strong and light of foot, that he +went without difficulty through the glen, by the loud crying water, by +the points of crag and the curving roots and the drifts of snow, by +the green patches of moss and the trees great and small. He did not +hasten nor drag, he did not think. He went like a bronze Talus, made +simply to find, to carry home. + +Known feature after known feature of the place rose before him, passed +him, fell away. Here was the arm of the glen, and here was the pebbled +cape and the thorn-tree. The winter water swirled around it, sang of +cold and a hateful power. Here was the mouth of the glen. Here were +the fields which had been green and then golden with ripe corn. Here +were the White Farm roof and chimneys and windows, and blue smoke from +the chimney going straight up like a wraith to meet blue sky. Before +him was the open door. + +He had thought of there being only Jenny and the two servant lasses. +But in the time he had been gone there had regathered to White Farm, +for learning each from each, for consultation, for mere rest and food, +a number of the searchers. Jarvis Barrow had returned from the +northward-stretching moor, Thomas and Willy from the southerly fields. +Men who had begun to drag deep places in the stream were here for some +provision. A handful of women, hooded and wrapped, had come from +neighboring farms or from the village. Among them talked Mrs. +Macmurdo, who kept the shop, and the hostess of the Jardine Arms. And +there was here Jock Binning, who, for all his lameness and his +crutches, could go where he wished.... But it was Gilian, crossing +upon the stepping-stones, who saw Glenfernie coming by the stream with +the covered form in his arms. She met him; they went up the bank to +the house together. She had uttered one cry, but no more. + +"The Kelpie's Pool," he had answered. + +Jarvis Barrow came out of the door. "Eh! God help us!" + +They laid the form upon a bed. All the houseful crowded about. There +was no helping that, and as little might be helped Jenny's +lamentations and the ejaculations of others. It was White Farm +himself who took away the plaid. It lay there before them all, the +drowned form. The face was very quiet, strangely like Elspeth again, +the Elspeth of the springtime. All looked, all saw. + +"Gude guide us!" cried Mrs. Macmurdo. "And I wadna be some at the +Judgment Day when come up the beguiled, self-drownit lassies!" + +Jock Binning's voice rose from out the craning group. "Aye, and I +ken--and I ken wha was the man!" + +White Farm turned upon him. He towered, the old man. A winter wrath +and grief, an icy, scintillant, arctic passion, marked two there, the +laird of Glenfernie and the elder of the kirk. Gilian's grief stood +head-high with theirs, but their anger, the old man's disdaining and +the young man's jealousy, was far from her. In Jarvis Barrow's hand +was the paper, taken from Elspeth, given him by Glenfernie. He turned +upon the cripple. "Wha, then? Wha, then? Speak out!" + +He had that power of command that forced an answer. Jock Binning, +crutched and with an elfish face and figure and voice, had pulled down +upon himself the office of revelator. The group swayed a little from +him and he was left facing White Farm and the laird of Glenfernie. He +had a wailing, chanting, elvish manner of speech. Out streamed this +voice: + +"'Twere the last of June, twa-three days after the laird rode to +Edinburgh, and she brought my mither a giftie of plums and sat doon +for a crack with her. By he came and stood and talked. Syne the +clouds thickened and the thunder growlit, and he wad walk with her +hame through the glen--" + +"Wha wad? Wha?" + +"Captain Ian Rullock." + +"_Ian Rullock!_" + +"Aye, Glenfernie! And after that they never came to my mither's again. +But I marked them aft when they didna mark me, in the glen. Aye, and I +marked them ance in the little glen, and there they were lovers +surely--gin kisses and clasped arms mak lovers! She wad come by +herself to their trysting, and he wad come over the muir and down the +crag-side. It was na my business and I never thocht to tell. But eh! +all ill will out, says my mither!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +The early sunlight fell soft and fine upon the river Seine and the +quays and buildings of Paris. The movement and buzz of people had, in +the brightness, something of the small ecstasy of bees emerging from +the hive with the winter pall just slipped. Distant bells were +ringing, hope enticed the grimmest poverty. Much, after all, might be +taken good-naturedly! + +A great, ornate coach, belonging to a person of quality, crossed the +Seine from the south to the north bank. Three gentlemen, seated +within, observed each in his own fashion the soft, shining day. One +was Scots, one was English, and the owner of the coach, a Frenchman. +The first was Ian Rullock. + +"Good weather for your crossing, monsieur!" remarked the person of +quality. He was so markedly of position that the two men whom he had +graciously offered to bring a mile upon their way, and who also were +younger men, answered with deference and followed in their speech only +the lines indicated. + +"It promises fair, sir," said Ian. "In three days Dunkirk, then smooth +seas! Good omens everywhere!" + +"You do not voyage under your own name?" + +"After to-morrow, sir, I am Robert Bonshaw, a Scots physician." + +"Ah, well, good fortune to you, and to the exalted person you serve!" + +The coach, cumbrous and stately, drawn by four white horses, left the +bridge and came under old palace walls, and thence by narrow streets +advanced toward the great house of its owner. Outside was the numerous +throng, the scattering to this side and that of the imperiled foot +travelers. The coach stopped. + +"Here is the street you would reach!" said the helpful person of +quality. + +A footman held open the door; the Scot and the Englishman gave proper +expression of gratitude to their benefactor, descended to earth, +turned again to bow low, and waited bareheaded till the great machine +was once more in motion and monseigneur's wig, countenance, and velvet +coat grew things of the past. Then the two turned into a still and +narrow street overhung by high, ancient structures and roofed with +April sky. + +The one was going from Paris, the other staying. Both were links in a +long chain of political conspiring. They walked now down the street +that was dark and old, underfoot old mire and mica-like glistening of +fresher rain. The Englishman spoke: + +"Have you any news from home?" + +"None. None for a long while. I had it conveyed to my kindred and to +an old friend that I had disappeared from Paris--gone eastward, Heaven +knew where--probably Crim Tartary! So my own world at least, as far as +I am concerned, will be off the scent. That was in the winter. I have +really heard nothing for months.... When the dawn comes up and we are +all rich and famed and gay, _my-lorded_ from John o' Groat's House to +Land's End--then, Warburton, then--" + +"Then?" + +"Then we'll be good!" Ian laughed. "Don't you want, sometimes, to be +good, Warburton? Wise--and simple. Doesn't it rise before you in the +night with a most unearthly beauty?" + +"Oh, I think I am so-so good!" answered the other. "So-so bad, so-so +good. What puts you in this strain?" + +"Tell me and I will tell you! And now I'm going to Scotland, into the +Highlands, to paint a prince who, when he's king, will, no manner of +doubt, wear the tartan and make every thane of Glamis thane of Cawdor +likewise!... One half the creature's body is an old, childish loyalty, +and the other half's ambition. The creature's myself. There are also +bars and circles and splashes of various colors, dark and bright. +Sometimes it dreams of wings--wings of an archangel, no less, +Warburton! The next moment there seems to be an impotency to produce +even beetle wings!... What a weathercock and variorum I am, thou art, +he is!" + +"We're no worse than other men," said Warburton, comfortably. "We're +all pretty ignorant, I take it!" + +They came to a building, old and not without some lingering of +strength and grace. It stood in the angle of two streets and received +sunshine and light as well as cross-tides of sound. The Scot and the +Englishman both lodged here, above a harness-maker and a worker in +fine woods. They passed into the court and to a stair that once had +known a constant, worldly-rich traffic up and down. Now it was still +and twilight, after the streets. Both men had affairs to put in order, +business on hand. They moved now abstractedly, and when Warburton +reached, upon the first landing, the door of his rooms, he turned +aside from Ian with only a negligent, "We'll sup together and say last +things then." + +The Scot went on alone to the next landing and his own room. These +were not his usual lodgings in Paris. Agent now of high Jacobite +interests, shuttle sent from conspirers in France to chiefs in +Scotland, on the eve of a departure in disguise, he had broken old +nest and old relations, and was now as a stranger in a city that he +knew well, and where by not a few he was known. The room that he +turned into had little sign of old, well-liked occupancy; the servant +who at his call entered from a smaller chamber was not the man to whom +he was used, but a Highlander sent him by a Gordon then in Paris. + +"I am back, Donal!" said Ian, and threw himself into a chair by the +table. "Come, give an account of your errands!" + +Donal, middle-aged, faithful, dour and sagacious, and years away from +loch and mountain, gave account. Horses, weapons, clothing, all +correct for Dr. Robert Bonshaw and his servant, riding under high +protection from Paris to Dunkirk, where a well-captained +merchant-vessel stayed for them in port. Ian nodded approval. + +"I'm indebted, Donal, to my cousin Gordon!" + +Donal let a smile come to within a league of the surface. "Her +ainself has a wish to hear the eagle scream over Ben Nevis!" + +Rullock's hand moved over a paper, checking a row of figures. "Did you +manage to get into my old lodging?" + +"Aye. None there. All dusty and bare. But the woman who had the key +gave me--since I said I might make a guess where to find you, +sir--these letters. They came, she said, two weeks ago." Donal laid +them upon the table. + +"Ah!" said Ian, "they must have gotten through before I shut off the +old passageway." He took them in his hand. "There's nothing more now, +Donal. Go out for your dinner." + +The man went. Ian added another column of figures, then took the +letters and with them moved to a window through which streamed the sun +of France. The floor was patched with gold; there was warmth as well +as light. He pushed a chair into it, sat down, and opened first the +packet that he knew had come from his uncle. He broke the seal and +read two pages of Mr. Touris in a mood of anger. There were rumors--. +True it was that Ian had now his own fortune, had it at least until he +lost it and his life together in some mad, unlawful business! But let +him not look longer to be heir of Archibald Touris! Withdraw at once +from ill company, political or other, and return to Scotland, or at +least to England, or take the consequences! The letter bore date the +first week of December. It had been long in passing from hand to hand +in a troubled, warring world. Ian Rullock, fathoms deep in the +present business, held in a web made by many lines of force, both +thick and thin, refolded the paper and made to put it into his +pocketbook, then bethinking himself, tore it instead into small pieces +and, rising, dropped these into a brazier where burned a little +charcoal. He would carry nothing with his proper name upon it. Coming +back to the chair in the sunshine, he sat for a moment with his eyes +upon a gray huddle of roofs visible through the window. Then he broke +the seal and unfolded the letter superscribed in Alexander's strong +writing. + +There were hardly six lines. And they did not tell of how discovery +had been made, nor why, nor when. They said nothing of death nor +life--no word of the Kelpie's Pool. They carried, tersely, a direct +challenge, the ground Ian Rullock's conception of friendship, a +conception tallying nicely with Alexander Jardine's idea of a mortal +enmity. Such a fishing-town, known of both, back of such a sea beach +in Holland--such a tavern in this place. Meet there--wait there, the +one who should reach it first for the other, and--to give all possible +ground to delays of letters, travel, arrangements generally--in so +late a month as April. "Find me there, or await me there, my one-time +friend, henceforth my foe! I--or Justice herself above me--would teach +you certain things!" + +The cartel bore date the 1st of January--later by a month than the +Black Hill letter. It dropped from Ian's hand; he sat with blankness +of mind in the sunlight. Presently he shivered slightly. He leaned +his elbows on his knees and his forehead in his hands and sat still. +Alexander! He felt no hot straining toward meeting, toward fighting, +Alexander. Perversely enough, after a year of impatient, contemptuous +thought in that direction, he had lately felt liking and an ancient +strong respect returning like a tide that was due. And he could not +meet Alexander in April--that was impossible! No private affair could +be attended to now. + +... Elspeth, of whom the letter carried no word, Elspeth from whom he +had not heard since in August he left that countryside, Elspeth who +had agreed with him that love of man and woman was nobody's business +but their own, Elspeth who, when he would go, had let him go with a +fine pale refusal to deal in women's tears and talk of injury, who had +said, indeed, that she did not repent, much bliss being worth some +bale--Elspeth whom he could not be sure that he would see again, but +whom at times before his eyes at night he saw.... Immediately upon his +leaving Black Hill she had broken with Glenfernie. She was clear of +him--the laird could reproach her with nothing! + +What had happened? He had told her how, at need, a letter might be +sent. But one had never come. He himself had never written. Writing +was set in a prickly ring of difficulties and dangers. What had +happened? Strong, secret inclination toward finding least painful +things for himself brought his conclusion. Sitting there in the +sunshine, his will deceiving him, he determined that it was simply +that Elspeth had at last told Glenfernie that she could not love him +because she loved another. Probably--persistence being markedly a +trait of Old Steadfast's--he had been after her once and again, and +she had turned upon him and said much more than in prudence she should +have said! So Alexander would have made his discovery and might, if he +pleased, image other trysts than his own in the glen! Certainly he had +done this, and then sat down and penned his challenge! + +Elspeth! He was unshakably conscious that Glenfernie would tell none +what Elspeth might have been provoked into giving away. Old Steadfast, +there was no denying, had that knightliness. Three now knew--no more +than three. If, through some mischance, there had been wider +discovery, she would have written! The Black Hill letter, too, would +have had somewhat there to say. + +Then, behind the challenge, stood old and new relations between Ian +Rullock and Alexander Jardine! It was what Glenfernie might choose to +term the betrayal of friendship--a deep scarification of Old +Steadfast's pride, a severing cut given to his too imperial +confidence, poison dropped into the wells of domination, "No!" said to +too much happiness, to any surpassing of him, Ian, in happiness, "No!" +to so much reigning! + +Ian shook himself, thrust away the doubtful glimmer of a smile. That +way really did lie hell.... + +He came back to a larger if a much perplexed self. He could not meet +Glenfernie on that sea beach, fight him there. He did not desire to +kill Old Steadfast, though, as the world went, pleasure was to be had +in now and then giving superiority pain. Face to face upon those +sands, some blood shed and honor satisfied, Alexander would be +reasonable--being by nature reasonable! Ian shook himself. + +"Now he draws me like a lodestone, and now I feel Lucifer to his +Michael! What old, past mountain of friendship and enmity has come +around, full wheel?" + +But it was impossible for him to go to that sea strand in Holland. + +Elspeth! He wondered what she was doing this April day. Perhaps she +walked in the glen. It was colder there than here, but yet the trees +would be budding. He saw her face again, and all its ability to show +subtle terror and subtle joy, and the glancing and the running of the +stream between. Elspeth.... He loved her again as he sat there, +somewhat bowed together in the sunlight, Alexander's challenge upon +the floor by his foot. There came creeping to him an odd feeling of +long ago having loved her--long ago and more than once, many times +more than once. Name and place alone flickered. There might be +something in Old Steadfast's contention that one lived of old time and +all time, only there came breaking in dozing and absent-mindedness! +Elspeth-- + +He saw her standing by him, and it seemed as though she had a basket +on her arm, and she looked as she had looked that day of the +thunder-storm and the hour in the cave behind the veil of rain. +Without warning there welled into his mind broken lines from an old +tale in verse of which he was fond: + + "Me dreamed al this night, pardie, + An elf-queen shall my leman be ... + An elf-queen wil I have, I-wis, + For in this world no woman is + Worthy to be my mate ... + Al other women I forsake + And to an elf-queen I me take + By dale and eke by down." + +Syllable and tone died. With his hand he brushed from his eyes the +vision that he knew to be nothing but a heightened memory. Might, +indeed, all women be one woman, one woman be all women, all forms one +form, all times one time, like event fall softly, imperceptibly, upon +like event until there was thickness, until there was made a form of +all recurrent, contributory forms? Events, tendencies, lives-- +unimaginable continuities! Repetitions and repetitions and +repetitions--and no one able to leave the trodden road that ever +returned upon itself--no one able to take one step from the circle +into a new dimension and thence see the form below.... + +Ian put his hands over his eyes, shook himself, started up and stood +at the window. Sky, and roofs on roofs, and in the street below toy +figures, pedestrians. "Come back--come back to breathable air! Now +what's to be done--what's to be done?" After some moments he turned +and picked up the letter upon the floor and read it twice. In memory +and in imagination he could see the fishing-town, the inn there, the +dunes, the ocean beach fretted by the long, incoming wave. Perhaps +and most probably, this very bright afternoon, the laird of Glenfernie +waited for him there, pacing the sands, perhaps, watching the comers +to the inn door.... Well, he must watch in vain. Ian Rullock would one +day give him satisfaction, but certainly not now. Vast affairs might +not be daffed aside for the laird of Glenfernie's convenience! Ian +stood staring out of window at those huddled roofs, the challenge +still in his hand. Then, slowly, he tore the paper to pieces and +committed it to the brazier where was already consumed Black Hill's +communication. + +That evening he supped with Warburton, and the next morning saw him +and Donal riding forth from Paris, by St.-Denis, on toward Dunkirk. +From this place, four days later, sailed the brig _Cock of the North_, +destination the Beauly Firth. Dr. Robert Bonshaw and his man +experienced, despite the prediction of the Frenchman of quality, a +rough and long voyage. But the _Cock of the North_ weathered +tumultuous sea and wind and came, in the northern spring, to anchor in +a great picture of firth and green shore and dark, piled mountains. +Dr. Robert Bonshaw and his man, going ashore and into Inverness, found +hospitality there in the house of a certain merchant. Thence, after a +day or so, he traveled to the castle of a Highland chief of commanding +port. Here occurred a gathering; here letters and asseverations +brought from France were read, listened to, weighed or taken without +much weighing, so did the Highland desire run one way. An old net +added to itself another mesh. + +Dr. Robert Bonshaw, a very fit, invigorating agent, traveled far and +near through the Highlands this May, this June, this July. It was to +him an interesting, difficult, intensely occupied time; he was far +from Lowland Scotland and any echoes therefrom, saving always +political echoes. He had no leisure for his own affairs, saving always +that background consideration that, if the Stewarts really got back +the crown, Ian Rullock was on the road to power and wealth. This +consideration was not articulate, but diffused. It interfered not at +all with the foreground activities and hard planning--no more than did +the fine Highland air. It only spurred him as did the winy air. The +time and place were electric; he worked hard, many hours on end, and +when he sought his bed he dropped at once to needed sleep. From morn +till late at night, whether in castle or house or journeying from clan +to clan, he was always in company. There was no time for old thoughts, +memories, surmises. That was one world and he was now in another. + +Upon the eleventh day of May, the year 1745, was fought in Flanders +the battle of Fontenoy. The Duke of Cumberland, Königsegge the +Austrian, and the Dutch Prince of Waldeck had the handling of +something under fifty thousand English. Marshal Saxe with Louis XV at +his side wielded a somewhat larger number of French. The English and +their allies were beaten. French spirits rode on high, French +intentions widened. + +The Stewart interest felt the blood bound in its veins. The bulk of +the British army was on the Continent and shaken by Fontenoy; King +George himself tarried in Hanover. Now was the time--now was the time +for the heir of all the Stewarts to put his fortune to the touch--to +sail from France, to land in Scotland, to raise his banner and draw +his sword and gather Highland chief and Lowland Jacobite, the while in +England rose for him and his father English Jacobites and soon, be +sure, all English Tories! France would send gold and artillery and men +to her ancient ally, Scotland. Up at last with the white Stewart +banner! reconquer for the old line and all it meant to its adherents +the two kingdoms! In the last week of July Prince Charles Edward, +somewhat strangely and meagerly attended, landed at Loch Sunart in the +Highlands. There he was joined by Camerons, Macdonalds, and Stewarts, +and thence he moved, with an ever-increasing Highland _tail_, to +Perth. A bold stream joined him here--northern nobles of power, with +their men. He might now have an army of two thousand. Sir John Cope, +sent to oppose him with what British troops there were in Scotland, +allowed himself to be circumvented. The Prince, having proclaimed his +father, still at Rome, James III, King of Great Britain, and produced +his own commission as Regent, marched from Perth to Edinburgh. The +city capitulated and Charles Edward was presently installed in +Holyrood, titularly at home in his father's kingdom, in his ancient +palace, among his loyal subjects, but actually with far the major +moiety of that kingdom yet to gain. + +The gracious act of rewarding must begin. Claim on royal gratitude is +ever a multitudinous thing! In the general manifoldness, out of the +by no means yet huge store of honey Ian Rullock, for mere first rung +of his fortune's ladder, received the personally given thanks of his +Prince and a captaincy in the none too rapidly growing army. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +The castle, defiant, untakable save by long siege and famine, held for +King George by a garrison of a few hundreds, spread itself like a rock +lion in a high-lifted rock lair. Bands of Highlanders watched its +gates and accesses, guarding against Hanoverian sallies. From the +castle down stretched Edinburgh, heaped upon its long, spinelike hill, +to the palace of Holyrood, and all its tall houses, tall and dark, and +all its wynds and closes, and all its strident voices, and all its +moving folk, seemed to have in mind that palace and the banner before +it. The note of the having rang jubilation in all its degrees, or with +a lower and a muffled sound distaste and fear, or it aimed at a middle +strain neither high nor low, a golden mean to be kept until there +might be seen what motif, after all, was going to prevail! It would +never do, thought some, to be at this juncture too clamorous either +way. But to the unpondering ear the jubilation carried it, as to the +eye tartans and white cockades made color, made high light, splashed +and starred and redeemed the gray town. There was one thing that could +not but appeal. A Scots royal line had come into its home nest at +Holyrood. Not for many and many and many a year had such a thing as +that happened! If matters went in a certain way Edinburgh might +regain ancient pomp and circumstance. That was a consideration that +every hour arranged a new plea in the citizen heart. + +Excitement, restless movement, tendency to come together in a crowd, +were general, as were ejaculation, nervous laughter, declamation. The +roll of drum, call of trumpet, skirl of pipes, did not lack. Charles +Edward's army encamped itself at Duddingston a little to the east of +the city. But its units came in numbers into the town. The warlike hue +diffused itself. Horsemen were frequent, and a continual entering of +new adherents, men in small or large clusters, marching in from the +country, asking the way to the Prince. For all the buzzing and +thronging, great order prevailed. Women sat or stood at windows, or +passed in and out of dark wynds, or, escorted, picked their way at +street crossings. Now and then went by a sedan-chair. Many women +showed in their faces a truly religious fervor, a passionate Jacobite +loyalty, lighting like a flame. Many sewed white cockades. All +Scotland, all England, would surely presently want these! Men of all +ranks, committed to the great venture, moved with a determined gaiety +and _élan_. "This is the stage, we are the actors; the piece is a +great piece, the world looks on!" The town of Edinburgh did present a +grandiose setting. Suspense, the die yet covered, the greatness of the +risk, gave, too, its glamour of height and stateliness. All these men +might see, in some bad moment at night, not only possible battle +death--that was in the counting--but, should the great enterprise +fail, scaffolds and hangmen. Many who went up and down were merely +thoughtless, ignorant, reckless, or held in a vanity of good fortune, +yet to the eye of history all might come into the sweep of great +drama. Place and time rang and were tense. Flare and sonorousness and +a deep vibration of the old massive passions, and through all the +outward air a September sea mist creeping. + +Ian Rullock, walking down the High Street, approaching St. Giles, +heard his name spoken from a little knot of well-dressed citizens. As +he turned his head a gentleman detached himself from the company. It +proved to be Mr. Wotherspoon the advocate, old acquaintance and +adviser of Archibald Touris, of Black Hill. + +"Captain Rullock--" + +"Mr. Wotherspoon, I am glad to see you!" + +Mr. Wotherspoon, old moderate Whig, and the Jacobite officer walked +together down the clanging way. The mist was making pallid garlands +for the tall houses, a trumpet rang at the foot of the street, +Macdonald of Glengarry and fifty clansmen, bright tartan and screaming +pipes, poured by. + +"Auld Reekie sees again a stirring time!" said the lawyer. + +"I am glad to have met you, sir," said Rullock. "I fancy that you can +tell me home news. I have heard none for a long time." + +"You have been, doubtless," said Mr. Wotherspoon, "too engaged with +great, new-time things to be fashed with small, old-time ones." + +"One of our new-time aims," said Ian, "is to give fresh room to an +old-time thing. But we won't let little bolts fly! I am anxious for +knowledge." + +Mr. Wotherspoon seemed to ponder it. "I live just here. Perhaps you +will come up to my rooms, out of this Mars' racket?" + +"In an hour's time I must wait on Lord George Murray. But I have till +then." + +They entered a close, and climbed the stair of a tall, tall house, +dusky and old. Here, half-way up, was the lawyer's lair. He unlocked a +door and the two came, through a small vestibule, into a good-sized, +comfortable, well-furnished room. Rullock glanced at the walls. + +"I was here once or twice, years ago. I remember your books. What a +number you have!" + +"I recall," said Mr. Wotherspoon, "a visit that you paid me with the +now laird of Glenfernie." + +The window to which they moved allowed a glimpse of the colorful +street. Mr. Wotherspoon closed it against the invading noise and the +touch of chill in the misty air. He then pushed two chairs to the +table and took from a cupboard a bottle and glasses. + +"My man is gadding, with eyes like saucers--like the rest of us, like +the rest of us, Captain Rullock!" They sat down. "My profession," said +the lawyer, "can be made to be narrow and narrowing. On the other +hand, if a man has an aptitude for life, there is much about life to +be learned with a lawyer's spy-glass! A lawyer sees a variety of +happenings in a mixed world. He quite especially learns how seldom +black and white are found in anything like a pure condition. A +thousand thousand blends. Be wise and tolerant--or to be wise be +tolerant!" He pushed the bottle. + +Ian smiled. "I take that, sir, to mean that you find _God save King +James!_ not wholly harsh and unmusical--" + +"Perhaps not wholly so," said the lawyer. "I am Whig and Presbyterian +and I prefer _God save King George!_ But I do not look for the world +to end, whether for King George or King James. I did not have in mind +just this public occasion." + +His tone was dry. Ian kept his gold-brown eyes upon him. "Tell me what +you have heard from Black Hill." + +"I was there late in May. Mr. Touris learned at that time that you had +quitted France." + +"May I ask how he learned it?" + +"The laird of Glenfernie, who had been in the Low Countries, told him. +Apparently Glenfernie had acquaintances, agents, who traced it out for +him that you had sailed from Dunkirk for Beauly Firth, under the name +of Robert Bonshaw." + +"_So he was there, pacing the beach_," thought Ian. He lifted his +glass and drank Mr. Wotherspoon's very good wine. That gentleman went +on. + +"It was surmised at Black Hill that you were helping on the event--the +great event, perhaps--that has occurred. Indeed, in July, Mr. Touris, +writing to me, mentioned that you had been seen beyond Inverness. But +the Highlands are deep and you traveled rapidly. Of course, when it +was known that the Prince had landed, your acquaintance assumed your +joining him and becoming, as you have become, an officer in his army." +He made a little bow. + +Ian inclined his head in return. "All at Black Hill are well, I hope? +My aunt--" + +"Mrs. Alison is a saint. All earthly grief, I imagine, only quickens +her homeward step." + +"What grief has she had, sir, beyond--" + +"Beyond?" + +"I know that my aunt will grieve for the break that has come between +my uncle and myself. I have, too," said Ian, with deliberation, "been +quarreled with by an old friend. That also may distress her." + +The lawyer appeared to listen to sounds from the street. Rising, he +moved to the window, then returned. "Bonnet lairds coming into town! +You are referring now to Glenfernie?" + +"Then he has made it common property that he chose to quarrel with +me?" + +"Oh, chose to--" said Mr. Wotherspoon, reflectively. + +There was a silence. Ian set down his wine-glass, made a movement of +drawing together, of determination. + +"I am sure that there is something of which I have not full +understanding. You will much oblige me by attention to what I now say, +Mr. Wotherspoon. It is possible that I may ask you to see that its +substance reaches Black Hill." He leaned back in his chair and with +his gold-brown eyes met the lawyer's keen blue ones. "Nothing now can +be injured by telling you that for a year I have acted under +responsibility of having in keeping greater fortunes than my own. That +kind of thing, none can know better than you, binds a man out of his +own path and his own choices into the path and choices of others. +Secrecy was demanded of me. I ceased to write home, and presently I +removed from old lodgings and purposely blurred indications of where I +was or might be found. In this way--the warring, troubled time +aiding--it occurred that there practically ceased all communication +between me and those of my blood and friendship whose political +thinking differs from mine.... I begin to see that I know little +indeed of what may or may not have occurred in that countryside. Early +in April, however, there came to my hand in Paris two letters--one +from my uncle, written before Christmas, one from Alexander Jardine, +written a month later. My uncle's contained the information that, +lacking my immediate return to this island and the political faith of +his side of the house, I was no longer his nephew and heir. The laird +of Glenfernie, upon an old quarrel into which I need not enter, chose +to send me a challenge simply. _Meet him, on such a sands in +Holland_.... Well, great affairs have right of way over small ones! +Under the circumstances, he might as well have appointed a plain in +the moon! The duel waits.... I tell you what I know of home affairs. I +shall be obliged for any information you may have that I have not." + +Mr. Wotherspoon's sharp blue eyes seemed to consider it. He drummed on +the table. "I am a much older man than you, Captain Rullock, and an +old adviser of your family. Perhaps I may speak without offense? That +subject of quarrel, now, between you and the laird of Glenfernie--" + +The other made a movement, impatient and imperious. "It is not +likely, sir, that he divulged that!" + +"He? No! But fate--fortune--the unrolling course of things--plain +Providence--whatever you choose to call it--seems at times quite below +or above that reticence which we others so naturally prize and +exhibit!" + +"You'll oblige me, sir, by not speaking in riddles." + +The irony dropped from Mr. Wotherspoon's tone. He faced the business +squarely. "Do you mean to say that you do not know of the suicide of +Elspeth Barrow?" + +The chair opposite made a grating sound, pushed violently back upon +the bare, polished floor. Down the street, through the window, came +the sound of Cluny Macpherson's pipers, playing down from the +Lawnmarket. Rullock seemed to have thrust his chair back into the +shadow. Out of it came presently his voice, low and hoarse: + +"No." + +"They found her on Christmas Day--drowned in the Kelpie's Pool. +Self-murder--murder also of a child that would have been." + +Again silence. The lawyer found that he must go through with it, +having come so far. "It seems that there is a cripple fellow of the +neighborhood who had stumbled, unseen, upon your trysts. He told--spoke +it all out to the crowd gathered. There was a letter, too, upon her +which gave a clue. But she never named you and evidently meant not to +name you.... Poor child! She may have thought herself strong, and then +things have come over her wave on wave. Her grandfather--that dark +upbringing on tenets harsh and wrathful--certainty of disgrace. +Pitiful!" + +There came a sound from the chair pushed back from the light. Mr. +Wotherspoon measured the table with his fingers. + +"It seems that the countryside was searching for her. It was the laird +of Glenfernie who, alone and coming upon some trace, entered the +Kelpie's Pool and found her there. They say that he carried her, dead, +in his arms through the glen to White Farm." + +Some proclamation or other was being made at the Cross of Edinburgh. A +trumpet blew and the street was filled with footsteps. + +"The laird of Glenfernie," said the lawyer, "has joined, I hear, Sir +John Cope at Dunbar. It is not impossible that you may have speech +together from opposing battle-lines." He poured wine. "My bag of news +is empty, Captain Rullock." + +Ian rose from his seat. His face was gray and twisted, his voice, when +he spoke, hollow, low, and dry. "I must go now to Lord George +Murray.... It was all news, Mr. Wotherspoon. I--What are words, +anyhow? Give you good day, sir!" + +Mr. Wotherspoon, standing in his door, watched him down the stair and +forth from the house. "He goes brawly! How much is night, and how much +streak of dawn?" + + * * * * * + +Sir John Cope, King George's general in Scotland, had but a small +army. It was necessary in the highest degree that Prince Charles +Edward should meet and defeat this force before it was enlarged, +before from England came more and more regular troops.... A battle +won meant prestige gained, the coming over of doubting thousands, an +echo into England that would bring the definite accession of great +Tory names. Cope and his twenty-five hundred men, regulars and +volunteers, approaching Edinburgh from the east, took position near +the village of Prestonpans. On the morning of the 20th of September +out moved to meet him the Prince and Lord George Murray, behind them +less than two thousand men. + +By afternoon the two forces confronted each the other; but Cope had +chosen well, the right position. The sea guarded one flank, a deep and +wide field ditch full of water the other. In his rear were stone +walls, and before him a wide marsh. The Jacobite strength halted, +reconnoitered, must perforce at last come to a standstill before +Cope's natural fortress. There was little artillery, no great number +of horse. Even the bravest of the brave, Highland or Lowland, might +draw back from the thought of trying to cross that marsh, of meeting +the moat-like ditch under Cope's musket-fire. Sunset came amid +perturbation, a sense of check, impending disaster. + +Ian Rullock, acting for the moment as aide-de-camp, had spent the day +on horseback. Released in the late afternoon, lodged in a hut at the +edge of the small camp, he used the moment's leisure to climb a small +hill and at its height to throw himself down beside a broken cairn. He +shut his eyes, but after a few moments opened them and gazed upon the +camp of Cope, covering also but a little space, so small were the +armies. His lips parted. + +"Well, Old Steadfast, and what if you are there, waiting?..." + +The sun sank. A faint red light diffused itself, then faded into brown +dusk. He rose and went down into the camp. In the brows of many there +might be read depression, uncertainty. But in open places fires had +been built, and about several of these Highlanders were dancing to the +screaming of their pipes. Rullock bent his steps to headquarters. An +officer whom he knew, coming forth, drew him aside in excitement. + +"We've got it--we've got it, Rullock!" + +"What? The plan?" + +"The way through! Here has come to the Prince the man who owns the +marsh! He knows the firm ground. Cope does not know that it is there! +Cope thinks that it is all slough! This man swears that he can and +will take us across, one treading behind another. It's settled. When +sleep seems to wrap us, then we'll move!" + +That was what was done, and done so perfectly, late at night, Sir John +Cope sleeping, thinking himself safe as in a castle. File after file +wound noiselessly, by the one way through the marsh, and upon the +farther side, so near to Cope, formed in the darkness into +battle-lines.... Ian Rullock, passing through the marsh, saw in +imagination Alexander lying with eyes closed. + +The small force, the Stewart hope, prepared for onslaught. The dawn +was coming, there was a smell of it in the air, far away a cock +crowed. There stood, in the universal dimness, a first and strongest +line, a second and weaker, badly armed line. The mass of this army +were Highlanders, alert, strong, accustomed to dawn movements, +dreamlike in the heather, along the glen-sides, in the crooked pass. +They knew the tactics of surprise. They had claymores and targes, and +the most muskets. But the second line had inadequate provision of +weapons. Many here bore scythes fastened to staves. As they carried +these over their shoulders Ian, looking back, saw them against the +palest light like Death in replica. + +The two lines hung motionless, on stout ground, now within the defense +to which Cope had trusted, very close to the latter's sleeping camp. +There were sentries, but the night was dark, the marsh believed to be +unpassable, the crossing carried out with stealthy skill. But now the +night was going. + +In the most uncertain, the faintest light, there seemed to Cope's +watchers, looking that way, a line of bushes not noted the day before. +Officers were awakened. A movement ran through the camp like the +shiver of water under dawn wind. The light thickened. A trumpet rang +with a startled, emphatic note. Drums rolled. _To arms! To arms!_ King +George's army started up in the dawning. Infantry hastened into ranks, +cavalrymen ran to their horses. The line of bushes moved, began to +come forward with great rapidity. + +The Highlanders flung themselves upon Cope's just-forming cavalry. +With their claymores they slashed at the faces of horses. The hurt +beasts wheeled, broke for the rear. Their fellows were wounded. Amid a +whirlwind of blows, screams, shouts, with a suddenness that appalled, +disorder became general. The Highlanders seemed to fight with a +demoniac strength and ferocity and after methods of their own. They +used their claymores, their dirks, their scythes fastened upon poles, +against the horses, then, springing up, put long arms about the +horsemen and, regardless of sword or pistol, dragged them down. They +shouted their Gaelic slogans; their costume, themselves, seemed out of +a fiercer, earlier world. A strangeness overclouded the senses; mist +wreaths were everywhere, and an uncertainty as to the numbers of +demons.... The cavalry broke. Officers tried to save the situation, to +rally the units, to save all from being borne back. But there was no +helping. Befell a panic flight, and at its heels the Highland rush +streamed into and had its way with Cope's infantry. The battle was won +with a swift and horrible completeness and became a massacre. Not much +quarter was given; much that was horrible was done and seen. +Immoderate victory sat and sang to the white-cockaded army. + +Out of the mist-bank before Captain Ian Rullock grew a great horse +with a man upon it of great stature and frame. It came to the Jacobite +like a vision, with a startling and intense reality. He was standing +with his sword drawn; there was a drift of mist, and then there was +the horse and rider--there was Alexander. + +He looked down at Ian, and his face was not pale but set. He made a +gesture that seemed full of satisfaction, and would have dismounted +and drawn his sword. But there came a dash of maddened horses and +their riders and a leaping stream of tartaned men. These drove like a +wedge between; his horse wheeled, would leave no more its fellows; the +tide of brute and man bore him away with it. Ian watched all go +fighting by, a moving frieze, out of the mist into the mist. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +A triumphant Stewart went back to Holyrood, an exultant army, calling +itself, now with some good show of bearing it through, the "royal" +army, carried into Edinburgh its confident step and sanguine hue. +Victory was with the old line, the magnificent attempt! The erstwhile +doubting throng began, stage by stage, to mount toward enthusiasm. It +was the quicker done that Charles Edward, or his wisest advisers, put +forth a series of judicious civic and public measures. And, now that +Cope had fled, King George had in Scotland no regular troops. Every +day there came open accessions to the Prince's strength. The old +Stewarts up again became a magnet, drawing more and more the filings. +The Prince had presently between five and six thousand troops. The +north was his, Edinburgh, the Jacobites scattered through the +Lowlands. The moderate Whig and Presbyterian might begin to think of +compounding, of finding virtues in necessity. The irreconcilables felt +great alarm and saw coming upon them a helplessness. + +But the Stewarts, with French approval behind, aimed at the recovery +of England no less than Scotland. Windsor might well overdazzle +Holyrood. This interest had received many and strong protestations of +support from a wide swathe of English nobility and gentry. Lift the +victorious army over the border, set it and the young Prince bodily +upon English ground, would not great family after great family rouse +its tenants, arm them, join the Prince? So at least it seemed to the +flushed Stewart hope. King George was home from Hanover, British +troops being brought back from the Continent. Best to fan high the +fire of the rising while it might with most ease be fanned--best to +march as soon as might be into England! + +On the 1st of November they marched, three detachments by three roads, +and the meeting-place Carlisle. All went most merrily well. On the +10th of November began the siege of Carlisle. The Prince had cannon +now, some taken at Prestonpans, some arrived, no great time before, +from France, first fruits of French support. The English General Wade +was at Newcastle with a larger army than that of the Jacobites. But +the siege of Carlisle was not lifted by Wade. After three days city +and castle surrendered. Charles Edward and his army entered England. + +From Carlisle they marched to Penrith--to Kendal, Lancaster, Preston, +Manchester--clear, well-conducted marches, the army held well together +and in hand, here and there handfuls of recruits. But no flood of +loyally-shouting gentry, no bearers of great names drawing the sword +for King James III and a gallant, youthful Regent! Each dawn said they +will come! Each eve said they have not come! One month from leaving +Edinburgh found this army of Highland chiefs and their clans, Lowland +Scots, a few Englishmen, a few Irishmen, and a few Frenchmen, led by +skilful enough generals and by a Prince the great-grandson of Charles +I, deep in England, but little advanced in bulk for all that. Old +cavalier England stayed upon its acres. Other times, other manners! +And how to know when an old vortex begins to disintegrate and a mode +of action becomes antiquated, belated? + +Wade was to one side with his army, and now there loomed ahead the +Duke of Cumberland and ten thousand English troops. Battle seemed +imminent, yet again the Scots force pushed by. The 4th of December +found this strange wedge, of no great mass, but of a tested, +rapier-like keenness and hardness, at the town of Derby, with London +not a hundred and thirty miles away. And still no English rising for +the rightful King! Instead Whig armies, and a slow Whiggish buzzing +beginning through all the country. + +The Duke of Cumberland and Marshal Wade, two jaws opening for Jacobite +destruction, had between them twenty thousand men. Spies brought +report of thirty thousand drawn up before London, on Finchley Common. +The Prince might have so many lions of the desert in his Highlanders, +but multitude will make a net that lions cannot break. At Derby also +they had news from that Scotland now so dangerously far behind them. +Royal Scots had landed from France, the Irish brigade from the same +country was on the seas, and French regiments besides. Lord John +Drummond had in Scotland now at least three thousand men and good +promise of more. The Prince held council with the Duke of Perth, Lord +George Murray, Lord Nairn, the many chiefs and leading voices. Return +to Scotland, make with these newly gathered troops and with others a +greater army, expect aid from France, stand in a gained kingdom the +onslaught from Hanoverian England? Or go on--go on toward London? +Encounter, defeat, with half his number, the Duke of Cumberland's ten +thousand, keep Wade from closing in behind them, meet the Finchley +Common thousands, come to the enemy's capital of half a million souls? +Return where there were friends? Go on where false-promising friends +hugged safety? Go on to London, still hoping, trusting still to the +glamour and outcry that ran before them, to extraordinary events +called miracles? Hot was the debate! But on the 6th of December the +Jacobite army turned back toward Scotland. + +It began its homeward march long before dawn. Not all nor most had +been told the decision. Even the changed direction, eyes upon +slow-descending not upon climbing stars, did not at first enlighten. +It might mean some détour, the Duke being out-maneuvered. But at last +rose the winter dawn and lit remembered scene after scene. The news +ran. The army was in retreat. + +Ian Rullock, riding with a kinsman, Gordon, heard, up and down, an +angry lamenting sound. "Little do the clans like turning back!" + +"Hark! The chieftains are telling them it is for the best." + +"Is it for the best? I do not like this month or aught that is done in +it!" + +A week later they were at Lancaster; three days after that at Kendal. +Here Wade might have fallen upon them, but did not. A day or two and +the main column approached Penrith. The no great amount of artillery +was yet precious. Heavy to drag over heavy roads, the guns and +straining horses were left in the rear. Four companies of Lowland +infantry, Macdonald of Glengarry and his five hundred Highlanders, a +few cavalrymen, and Lord George Murray himself tarried with the guns. +The main column disappeared, lost among mountains and hills; this +detached number had the wild country, the forbidding road, the +December day to themselves. To get the guns and ammunition-wagons +along proved a snail-and-tortoise business. Guns and escort fell +farther and farther behind. + +Ian Rullock, acting still as aide, rode from the Prince nearing +Penrith to Lord George Murray, now miles to the rear. Why was the +delay? and 'ware the Duke of Cumberland, certainly close at hand! The +delay was greater, the distance between farther, than the Prince had +supposed. Rullock rode through the late December afternoon by huge +frozen waves of earth, under a roof of pallid blue, in his ears a +small complaining wind like a wailing child. He rode till nightfall, +and only then came to his objective, finding needed rest in the +village of Shap. Here he sought Lord George Murray, gave information +and was given it in turn, ate, drank, and then turned back through the +December night to the Prince. + +He rode and the huge winter stars seemed to watch him with at once a +glittering intentness and a disdain of his pygmy being. Once he looked +up to them with a gesture of his head. "Are we so far apart and so +different?" he asked of Orion. + +He was several miles upon his way to Penrith. Before him appeared a +crossroad, noted by him in the afternoon. A great salient of a hill +overhung it, and on the near side a fir wood crept close. He looked +about him, and as he rode kept his hand upon his pistol. He did not +think to meet an enemy in strength, but there might be lurkers, men of +the countryside ready to fall upon stragglers from the army that had +passed that way. He had left behind the crossroad when from in front, +around the jut of the hill, came four horsemen. He turned his head. +Others had started from the wood. He made to ride on as though he were +of their kindred and cause, but hands were laid upon his bridle. + +"Courier, no doubt--" + +All turned into the narrow road. Half an hour's riding brought in +sight a substantial farm-house and about it the dimly flaring lights +of a considerable camp, both cavalry and infantry. Rullock supposed it +to be a detachment of Wade's, though it was possible that the Duke of +Cumberland might have thrust advance troops thus far. He wished quite +heartily that something might occur to warn Lord George Murray, the +Macdonalds and the Prince's guns, asleep at Shap. For himself, he +might, if he chose, pick out among the glittering constellations a +shape like a scaffold. + +When he dismounted he was brought past a bivouac fire and a coming and +going of men afoot and on horseback, into the farm-house, where two or +three officers sat at table. Questioned, threatened, and +re-questioned, he had of course nothing to divulge. The less pressure +was brought in that these troops were in possession of the facts which +the moment desired. His name and rank he gave, it being idle to +withhold them. In the end he was shut alone into a small room of the +farm-house, behind a guarded door. He saw that there was planned an +attack upon the detachment that with dawn would move from Shap. But +this force of Wade's or of the Duke's was itself a detachment and +apparently of no great mass. He could only hope that Lord George and +the Macdonalds would move warily and when the shock came be found +equal. All that was beyond his control. In the chill darkness he +turned to the consideration of his own affair, which seemed desperate +enough. He found, by groping, a bench against the wall. Wrapping +himself in his cloak, he lay down upon this and tried to sleep, but +could not. With all his will he closed off the future, and then as +best he might the immediately environing present. After all, these +armies--these struggles--these eery ambitions.... The feeling of _out +of it_ crept over him. It was an unfamiliar perception, impermanent. +Yet it might leave a trace to work in the under-consciousness, on a +far day to emerge, be revalued and added to. + +This December air! Fire would be good--and with that thought he seemed +to catch a gleam through the small-paned, small window, and in a +moment through the opening door. He rose from the bench. A man in a +long cloak entered the room, behind him a soldier bearing a lantern +which he set upon a shelf above a litter of boards and kegs. +Dismissed by a gesture, he went out, shutting the door behind him. +The first man dropped his cloak, drew a heavy stool from the +thrust-aside lumber, and sat down beneath the lantern. He spoke: + +"Of all our many meeting-places, this looks most like the old cave in +the glen!" + +Ian moistened his lips. He resumed his seat against the wall. "I +wondered, after Prestonpans, if you went home." + +"Did you?" + +"No, you are right. I did not." + +"At all times it is the liar's wont still to lie. Small things or +great--use or no use!" + +"I am a prisoner and unarmed. You are the captor. To insult lies in +your power." + +"That is a jargon that may be dropped between us. Yet I, too, am bound +by conventions! Seeing that you are a prisoner, and not my prisoner +only, I cannot give you your sword or pistols, and we cannot fight.... +The fighting, too, is a convention. I see that, and that it is not +adequate. Yet so do I hold you in hatred that I would destroy you in +this poor way also!" + +The two sat not eight feet apart. Time was when either, finding +himself in deadly straits, would have seen in the other a sure +rescuer, or a friend to perish with him. One would have come to the +other in a burst of light and warmth. So countless were the +associations between them, so much knowledge, after all, did they have +of each other, that even now, if they hated and contended, it must be, +as it were, a contention within an orb. To each hemisphere, repelling +the other, must yet come in lightning flashes the face of the whole. + +Glenfernie, under the lantern-light, looked like the old laird his +father. "No long time ago," he said, "'revenge,' 'vengeance,' seemed +to me words of a low order! It was not so in my boyhood. Then they +were often to me passionate, immediate, personal, and vindicated +words! But it grew to be that they appeared words of a low order. It +is not so now. As far as that goes I am younger than I was a year ago. +I stand in a hot, bright light where they are vindicated. If fate sets +you free again, yet I do not set you free! I shall be after you. I +entered this place to tell you that." + +"Do as you will!" answered Ian. Scorn mounted in his voice. "I shall +withstand the shock of you!" + +The net of name and form hardened, grew more iron and closer meshed. +Each _I_ contracted, made its carapace thicker. Each _I_ bestrode, +like Apollyon, the path of the other. + +"Why should I undertake to defend myself?" said Ian. "I do not +undertake to do so! So at least I shall escape the hypocrite! It is in +the nature of man to put down other kings and be king himself!" + +"Aye so? The prime difficulty in that is that the others, too, are +immortal." Glenfernie rising, his great frame seemed to fill the +little room. "Sooner may the Kelpie's Pool sink into the earth than I +forego to give again to you what you have given! What is now all my +wish? It is to seem to you, here and hereafter, the avenger of blood +and fraud! Remember me so!" + +He stood looking at the sometime friend with a dark and working face. +Then, abruptly turning, he went away. The door of the small room +closed behind him. Ian heard the bolt driven. + +The night went leadenly by. At last he slept, and was waked by +trumpets blowing. He saw through the window that it was at faintest +dawn. Much later the door opened and a man brought him a poor +breakfast. Rullock questioned him, but could gain nothing beyond the +statement that to-day at latest the "rebels" would be wiped from the +face of the earth. When he was gone Ian climbed to the small window +that, even were it open and unguarded, was yet too small for his body +to pass. But, working with care, he managed to loosen and draw inward +without noise one of the round panes. Outside lay a trampled +farm-yard. A few soldiers, apparently invalided, lounged about, but +there was no such throng such as he had passed through when they +brought him here. He supposed that the attack upon the force at Shap +might be in progress. If the Duke of Cumberland's whole power was at +hand the main column might be set upon. All around him the hills, the +farm inclosure, and these petty walls cut off the outer world. The +hours, the day, limped somehow by. He walked to keep himself warm. +Back and forth and to and fro. December--December--December! How cold +was the Kelpie's Pool? Poisoned love--poisoned friendship--ambition in +ruin--bells ringing for executions! To and fro--to and fro. He had +always felt life as sensuous, rich, and warm, with garlands and +colors. It had been large and aglow, with a profusion of arabesques of +imagination and emotion. Thought had not lacked, but thought, too, +bore a personal, passional cast, and was much interested in a golden +world of sense. Just this December day the world seemed the ocean-bed +of life, where dull creatures moved slowly in cold, thick ooze, and +annihilation was much to be desired.... The day went by. The same man +brought him supper. There seemed to be triumph in his face. "They'll +be bringing in more prisoners--unless we don't make prisoners!" +Nothing more could be gained from that quarter. In the night it began +to rain. He listened to its dash against the window. Black Hill came +into mind, and the rain against his windows there. He was cold, and he +tried, with the regressive sense, to feel himself in that old, warm +nest. His Black Hill room rose about him, firelit. The fire lighted +that Italian painting of a city of refuge and a fleeing man, behind +whom ran the avenger of blood.... Then it was July, and he was in the +glen with Elspeth Barrow. He fought away from the recollection of +that, for it involved a sickness of the soul.... Italy! Think of +Italy. Venice, and a month that he had spent there alone--Old +Steadfast being elsewhere. It had been a warm season, warm and rich, +sun-kissed and languorous, like the fruit, like the Italian women.... +Leave out the women, but try to feel again the sun of Venice! + +He tried, but the cold of his prison fought with the sun. Then +suddenly sprang clamor without. The uproar increased. He rose, he +heard the bolts open, the door open. In came light and voices. +"Captain Rullock! We beat them at Clifton! We learned that you were +here! Lord George sent us back for you...." + +Three days later Scotch earth was again beneath their feet. They +marched to Glasgow; they marched to Stirling; they fought the battle +of Falkirk and again there was Jacobite victory. And now there was an +army of eight thousand.... And then began a time of poor policy, +mistaken moves. And in April befell the battle of Culloden and +far-resounding ruin. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + +The green May rolled around and below the Highland shelter where Ian +lay, fugitive, like thousands of others, after Culloden. The Prince +had stayed to give an order to his broken army. _Sauve qui peut!_ Then +he, too, became a fugitive, passing from one fastness to another of +these glens and the mountains that overtowered them. The Stewart hope +was sunk in the sea of dead hopes. Cumberland, with for the time and +place a great force and with an ugly fury, hunted all who had been in +arms against King George. + +Ian Rullock couched high upon a mountain-side, in a shelter of stone +and felled tree built in an angle of crag, screened by a growth of +birch and oak, made long ago against emergencies. A path, devious and +hidden, connected it first with a hut far below, and then, at several +miles' distance, with the house of a chieftain, now a house of terror, +with the chieftain in prison and his sons in hiding, and the women +watching with hard-beating hearts. Ian, a kinsman of the house, had +been given, _faute de mieux_, this old, secret hold, far up, where at +least he could see danger if it approached. Food had been stored for +him here and sheepskins given for bedding. He was so masked by +splintered and fallen pieces of rock that he might, with great +precautions, kindle a fire. A spring like a fairy cup gave him water. +More than one rude comfort had been provided. He had even a book or +two, caught up from his kinsman's small collection. He had been here +fourteen days. + +At first they were days and nights of vastly needed rest. Bitter had +been the fatigue, privation, wandering, immediately after Culloden! +Now he was rested. + +He was by nature sanguine. When the sun had irretrievably blackened +and gone out he might be expected at least to attempt to gather +materials and ignite another. He was capable of whistling down the wind +those long hopes of fame and fortune that had hung around the Stewart +star. And now he was willing to let go the old half-acknowledged boyish +romance and sentiment, the glamour of the imagination that had dressed +the cause in hues not its own. Two years of actual contact with the +present incarnations of that cause had worn the sentiment threadbare. + +Seated or lying upon the brown earth by the splintered crag, alone +save for the wheeling birds and the sound of wind and water and the +sailing clouds, he had time at last for the rise into mind, definitely +shaped and visible, of much that had been slowly brewing and forming. +He was conscious of a beginning of a readjustment of ideas. For a long +time now he had been pledged to personal daring, to thought forced to +become supple and concentrated, to hard, practical planning, physical +hardship and danger. In the midst of this had begun to grow up a +criticism of all the enterprises upon which he was engaged. Scope--in +many respects the Jacobite character, generally taken, was amiable and +brave, but its prime exhibit was not scope! Somewhat narrow, somewhat +obsolete; Ian's mind now saw Jacobitism in that light. As he sat +without his rock fortress, in the shadow of birch-trees, with lower +hills and glens at his feet, he had a pale vision of Europe, of the +world. Countries and times showed themselves contiguous. "Causes," +dynastic wars, political life, life in other molds and hues, appeared +in chords and sequences and strokes of the eye, rather than in the old +way of innumerable, vivid, but faintly connected points. "I begin to +see," thought Ian, "how things travel together, like with like!" His +body was rested, recovered, his mind invigorated. He had had with him +for long days the very elixir of solitude. Relations and associations +that before had been banked in ignorance came forth and looked at him. +"You surely have known us before, though you had forgotten that you +knew us!" He found that he was taking delight in these expansions of +meaning. He thought, "If I can get abroad out of this danger, out of +old circles, I'll roam and study and go to school to wider plans!" He +suddenly thought, "This kind of thing is what Old Steadfast meant when +he used to say that I did not see widely enough." He moved sharply. A +hot and bitter flood seemed to well up within him. "He himself is +seeing narrowly now--Alexander Jardine!" + +He left the crag and went for a scrambling and somewhat dangerous walk +along the mountain-side. There was peril in leaving that one +rock-curtained place. Two days before he had seen what he thought to +be signs of red-coated soldiers in the glen far below. But he must +walk--he must exercise his body, note old things, not give too much +time to new perceptions! He breathed the keen, sweet mountain air; +with a knife that he had he fell to making a staff from a young oak; +he watched the pass below and the shadows of the clouds; he climbed +fairly to the mountain-top and had a great view; he sang an old song, +not aloud, but under his breath; and at last he must come back with +solitude to his fastness. And here was brooding thought again! + +Two more days passed. The man from the hut below in the pass came at +dusk with food carefully sent from the chieftain's hall. Redcoats had +gone indeed through the glen, but they could never find the path to +this place! They might return or they might not; they were like the +devil who rose by your side when you were most peaceful! Angus went +down the mountain-side. The sound of his footstep died away. Ian had +again Solitude herself. + +Another day and night passed. He watched the sun climb toward noon, +and as the day grew warm he heard a step upon the hidden path. With a +pistol in either hand he moved, as stealthily, as silently as might +be, to a platform of rock that overhung the way of the intruder. In +another moment the latter was in sight--one man climbing steadily the +path to the old robber fastness. He saw that it was Glenfernie. No one +followed him. He came on alone. + +Rullock put by his pistols and, moving to a chair of rock, sat there. +The other's great frame rose level with him, stepped upon the rocky +floor. Ian had been growing to feel an anger at solitude. When he saw +Alexander he had not been able to check an inner movement of welcome. +He felt an old--he even felt a new--affection for the being upon whom, +certainly, he had leaned. There flowed in, in an impatient wave, the +consideration that he must hate.... + +But Glenfernie hated. Ian rose to face him. + +"So you've found your way to my castle? It is a climb! You had best +sit and rest yourself. I have my sword now, and I will give you +satisfaction." + +Glenfernie nodded. He sat upon a piece of fallen rock. "Yes, I will +rest first, thank you! I have searched since dawn, and the mountain is +steep. Besides, I want to talk to you." + +Ian brought from his cupboard oat-cake and a flask of brandy. The +other shook his head. + +"I had food at sunrise, and I drank from a spring below." + +"Very good!" + +The laird of Glenfernie sat looking down the mountain-sides and over +to far hills and moving clouds, much as he used to sit in the crook of +the old pine outside the broken wall at Glenfernie. There was a trick +of posture when he was at certain levels within himself. Ian knew it +well. + +"Perhaps I should tell you," said Alexander, "that I came alone +through the pass and that I have been alone for some days. If there +are soldiers near I do not know of them." + +"It is not necessary," answered Ian. While he spoke he saw in a flash +both that his confidence was profound that it was not necessary, and +that that incapacity to betray that might be predicated of Old +Steadfast was confined to but one of the two upon this rock. The +enlightenment stung, then immediately brought out a reaction. "To each +some specialty in error! I no more than he am monstrous!" There arose +a desire to defend himself, to show Old Steadfast certain things. He +spoke. "We are going to fight presently--" + +"Yes." + +"That's understood. Now listen to me a little! For long years we were +together, friends near and warm! You knew that I saw differently from +you in regard to many things--in regard, for instance, to women. I +remember old discussions.... Well, you differed, and sometimes you +were angry. But for all that, friendship never went out with violence! +You knew the ancient current that I swam in--that it was narrower, +more mixed with earth, than your own! But you were tolerant. You took +me as I was.... What has developed was essentially there then, and you +knew it. The difference is that at last it touched what you held to be +your own. Then, and not till then, the sinner became _anathema!_" + +"In some part you say truth. But my load of inconsistency does not +lighten yours of guilt." + +"Perhaps not. We were friends. Five-sixths of me made a fair enough +friend and comrade. We interlocked. You had gifts and possessions I +had not. I liked the oak-feeling of you--the great ship in sail! In +turn, I had the key, perhaps, to a few lands of bloom and flavor that +you lacked. We interchanged and thought that we were each the richer. +Five-sixths.... Say, then, that the other sixth might be defined as +no-friend, or as false friend! Say that it was wilful, impatient of +superiorities, proud, vain, willing to hurt, betray, and play the +demon generally! Say that once it gave itself swing it darkened some +of the other sixths.... Well, it is done! Yet there was gold. Perhaps, +laird of Glenfernie, there is still gold in the mine!" + +"You are mistaken in your proportions. Gold! You are to me the specter +of the Kelpie's Pool!" + +Silence held for a minute or two. The clouds, passing between earth +and sun, made against the mountain slopes impalpable, dark, fantastic +shapes. An eagle wheeled above its nest at the mountain-top. Ian spoke +again. His tone had altered. + +"If I do not decline remorse, I at least decline the leaden cope of it +you would have me wear! There is such a thing as fair play to oneself! +Two years ago come August Elspeth Barrow and I agreed to part--" + +"Oh, 'agreed'--" + +"Have it so! I said that we must part. She acquiesced--and that +without the appeals that the stage and literature show us. Oh, +doubtless I might have seen a pierced spirit, and did not, and was +brute beast there! But one thing you have got to believe, and that is +that neither of us knew what was to happen. Even with that, she was +aware of how a letter might be sent, with good hope of reaching me. +She was not a weak, ignorant girl.... I went away, and within a +fortnight was deep in that long attempt that ends here. I became +actively an agent for the Prince and his father. A hundred names and +their fates were in my hands. You can fill in the multitude of +activities, each seeming small in itself, but the whole preoccupying +every field.... If Elspeth Barrow wrote I never received her letter. +When my thought turned in that direction, it saw her well and not +necessarily unhappy. Time passed. For reasons, I ceased to write home, +and again for reasons I obliterated paths by which I might be reached. +For months I heard nothing, as I said nothing. I was on the very eve +of quitting Paris, under careful disguise, to go into Scotland. Came +suddenly your challenge--and still, though I knew that to you at least +our relations must have been discovered, I knew no more than that! I +did not know that she was dead.... I could not stay to fight you then. +I left you to brand me as you pleased in your mind." + +"I had already branded you." + +"Later, I saw that you had. Perhaps then I did not wonder. In +September--almost a year from that Christmas Eve--I yet did not know. +Then, in Edinburgh, I came upon Mr. Wotherspoon. He told me.... I had +no wicked intent toward Elspeth Barrow--none according to my canon, +which has been that of the natural man. We met by accident. We loved +at once and deeply. She had in her an elf queen! But at last the human +must have darkened and beset her. Had I known of those fears, those +dangers, I might have turned homeward from France and every shining +scheme...." + +"Ah no, you would not--" + +"... If I would not, then certainly I should have written to Jarvis +Barrow and to others, acknowledging my part--" + +"Perhaps you would have done that. Perhaps not. You might have found +reasons of obligation for not doing so. 'Loved deeply'! You never +loved her deeply! You have loved nothing deeply save yourself!" + +"Perhaps. Yet I think," said Ian, "that I would have done as much as +that. But Alexander Jardine, of course, would not have taken one +erring step!" + +"Have you done now?" + +"Yes." + +Glenfernie rose to his feet. He stood against the gulf of air and his +great frame seemed enlarged, like the figure of the Brocken. He was +like his father, the old laird, but there glowed an extremer dark +anger and power. The old laird had made himself the dream-avenger of +injuries adopted, not felt at first hand. The present laird knew the +wounding, the searing. "All his life my father dreamed of grappling +with Grierson of Lagg. My Grierson of Lagg stands before me in the +guise of a false friend and lover!... What do I care for your weighing +to a scruple how much the heap of wrong falls short of the uttermost? +The dire wrong is there, to me the direst! Had I deep affection for +you once? Now you speak to me of every treacherous morass, every +_ignis fatuus_, past and present! The traveler through life does right +to drain the bogs as they arise--put it out of their power to suck +down man, woman, and child! It is not his cause alone. It is the +general cause. If there be a God, He approves. Draw your sword and let +us fight!" + +They fought. The platform of rock was smooth enough for good footing. +They had no seconds, unless the shadows upon the hills and the +mountain eagles answered for such. Ian was the highly trained fencer, +adept of the sword. Glenfernie's knowledge was lesser, more casual. +But he had his bleak wrath, a passion that did not blind nor overheat, +but burned white, that set him, as it were, in a tingling, crackling +arctic air, where the shadows were sharp-edged, the nerves braced and +the will steel-tipped. They fought with determination and long--Ian +now to save his own life, Alexander for Revenge, whose man he had +become. The clash of blade against blade, the shifting of foot upon +the rock floor, made the dominant sound upon the mountain-side. The +birds stayed silent in the birch-trees. Self-service, pride, anger, +jealousy, hatred--the inner vibrations were heavy. + +The sword of Ian beat down his antagonist's guard, leaped, and gave a +deep wound. Alexander's sword fell from his hand. He staggered and +vision darkened. He came to his knees, then sank upon the ground. Ian +bent over him. He felt his anger ebb. A kind of compunction seized +him. He thought, "Are you so badly hurt, Old Steadfast?" + +Alexander looked at him. His lips moved. "Lo, how the wicked prosper! +But do you think that Justice will have it so?" The blood gushed; he +sank back in a swoon. + +On this mountain-side, some distance below the fastness, a stone, +displaced by a human foot, rolled down the slope with a clattering +sound. The fugitive above heard it, thought, too, that he caught other +sounds. He crossed to the nook whence he had view of the way of +approach. Far down he saw the redcoats, and then, much nearer, coming +out from dwarf woods, still King George's men. + +Ian caught up his belt and pistols. He sheathed his sword. "They'll +find you and save you, Glenfernie! I do not think that you will die!" +Above him sprang the height of crag, seemingly unscalable. But he had +been shown the secret, just possible stair. He mounted it. Masked by +bushes, it swung around an abutment and rose by ledge and natural +tunnel, perilous and dizzy, but the one way out to safety. At last, a +hundred feet above the old shelter, he dipped over the crag head to a +saucer-like depression walled from all redcoat view by the surmounted +rock. With a feeling of triumph he plunged through small firs and +heather, and, passing the mountain brow, took the way that should lead +him to the next glen. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + +The laird of Glenfernie, rising from the great chair by the table, +moved to the window of the room that had been his father's and +mother's, the room where both had died. He remembered the wild night +of snow and wind in which his father had left the body. Now it was +August, and the light golden upon the grass and the pilgrim cedar. +Alexander walked slowly, with a great stick under his hand. Old Bran +was dead, but a young Bran stretched himself, wagged his tail, and +looked beseechingly at the master. + +"I'll let you out," said the latter, "but I am a prisoner; I cannot +let myself out!" + +He moved haltingly to the door, opened it, and the dog ran forth. +Glenfernie returned to the window. "Prisoner." The word brought to his +strongly visualizing mind prisoners and prisons through all Britain +this summer--shackled prisoners, dark prisons, scaffolds.... He leaned +his head against the window-frame. + +"O God that my father and my grandfather served--God of old times--of +Israel in Egypt! I think that I would release them all if I +could--_all but one! Not him!_" He looked at the cedar. "Who was he, +in truth, who planted that, perhaps for a remembrance? And he, and +all men, had and have some one deep wrong that shall not be brooked!" + +He stood in a brown study until there was a tap at the door. "Come +in!" + +Alice entered, bearing before her a bowl of flowers of all fair hues +and shapes. She herself was like a bright, strong, winsome flower. "To +make your room look bonny!" she said, and placed the bowl upon the +table. To do so she pushed aside the books. "What a withered, +snuff-brown lot! Won't you be glad when you are back in the keep with +all the books?" + +Glenfernie, wrapped in a brown gown, came with his stick back to the +great chair before the books. "Bonny--they are bonny!" he said and +touched the flowers. "I've set a week from to-day to be dressed and +out of this and back to the keep. Another week, and I shall ride Black +Alan." + +"Ah," said Alice. "You mustn't determine that you can do it all +yourself! There will be the doctor and the wound!" + +Alexander took her hands and held them. "You are a fine philosopher! +Where is Strickland?" + +"Helping Aunt Grizel with accounts. Do you want him?" + +"When you go. But not for a long while if you will stay." + +Alice regarded him with her mother's shrewdness. "Oh, Glenfernie, for +all you've traveled and are so learned, it's not me nor Mr. +Strickland, but the moon now that you're wanting! I don't know what +your moon is, but it's the moon!" + +Alexander laughed. "And is not the moon a beautiful thing?" + +"The books say that it is cold and almost dead, wrinkled and ashen. +But I've got to go," said Alice, "and I'll send you Mr. Strickland." + +Strickland came presently. "You look much stronger this morning, +Glenfernie. I'm glad of that! Shall I read to you, or write?" + +"Read, I think. My eyes dazzle still when I try. Some strong old +thing--the Plutarch there. Read the _Brutus_." + +Strickland read. He thought that now Alexander listened, and that now +he had traveled afar. The minutes passed. The flowers smelled sweetly, +murmuring sounds came in the open windows. Bran scratched at the door +and was admitted. Far off, Alice's voice was heard singing. Strickland +read on. The laird of Glenfernie was not at Rome, in the Capitol, by +Pompey's statue. He walked with Elspeth Barrow the feathery green +glen. + +Davie appeared in the door. "A letter, sir, come post." He brought it +to Glenfernie's outstretched hand. + +"From Edinburgh--from Jamie," said the latter. + +Strickland laid down his book and moved to the window. Standing there, +his eyes upon the great cedar, massive and tall as though it would +build a tower to heaven, his mind left Brutus, Cæsar, and Cassius, and +played somewhat idly over the British Isles. He was recalled by an +exclamation, not loud, but so intense and fierce that it startled like +a meteor of the night. He turned. Glenfernie sat still in his great +chair, but his features were changed, his mouth working, his eyes +shooting light. Strickland advanced toward him. + +"Not bad news of Jamie!" + +"Not of Jamie! From Jamie." He thrust the letter under the other's +eyes. "Read--read it out!" + +Strickland read aloud. + + "Here is authoritative news. Ian Rullock, after lying two + months in the tolbooth, has escaped. A gaoler connived, it + is supposed, else it would seem impossible. Galbraith tells + me he would certainly have been hanged in September. It is + thought that he got to Leith and on board a ship. Three + cleared that day--for Rotterdam, for Lisbon, and Virginia." + +Alexander took the letter again. "That is all of that import." +Strickland once more felt astonishment. Glenfernie's tone was quiet, +almost matter-of-fact. The blood had ebbed from his face; he sat there +collected, a great quiet on the heels of storm. It was impossible not +to admire the power that could with such swiftness exercise control. +Strickland hesitated. He wished to speak, but did not know how far he +might with wisdom. The laird forestalled him. + +"Sit down! This is to be talked over, for again my course of life +alters." + +Strickland took his chair. He leaned his arm upon the table, his chin +upon his hand. He did not look directly at the man opposite, but at +the bowl of flowers between them. + +"When a man has had joy and lost it, what does he do?" Glenfernie's +voice was almost contemplative. + +"One man one thing, and one another," said Strickland. "After his +nature." + +"No. All go seeking it in the teeth of death and horror. That's +universal! Joy must be sought. But it may not wear the old face; it +may wear another." + +"I suppose that true joy has one face." + +"When one platonizes--perhaps! I keep to-day to earth, to the cave. Do +you know," said Alexander, "why I sit here wounded?" + +"Of outward facts I do not know any more than is, I think, pretty +generally known through this countryside." + +"As--?" + +Strickland looked still at the bowl of flowers. "It is known, I think, +that you loved Elspeth Barrow and would have wedded her. And that, +while you were from home, the man who called himself, and was called +by you, your nearest friend, stepped before you--made love to her, +betrayed her--and left her to bear the shame.... I myself know that he +kept you in ignorance, and that, away from here, he let you still +write to him in friendship and answered in that tone.... All know that +she drowned herself because of him, and that you knew naught until you +yourself entered the Kelpie's Pool and found her body and carried her +home.... After that you left the country to find and fight Ian +Rullock. Folk know, too, that he evaded you then. You returned. Then +came this insurrection, and news that he was in Scotland with the +Pretender. You joined the King's forces. Then, after Culloden, you +found the false friend in hiding, in the mountains. The two of you +fought, and, as is often the way, the injurer seemed again to win. You +were dangerously wounded. He fled. Soldiers upon his track found you +lying in your blood. You were carried to Inverness. Dickson and I went +to you, brought you at last home. In the mean time came news that the +man you fought had been taken by the soldiers. I suppose that we have +all had visions of him, in prison, expecting to suffer with other +conspirators." + +"Yes, I have had visions ... outward facts!... Do you know the inner, +northern ocean, where sleep all the wrecks?" + +"As I have watched you since you were a boy, it is improbable that I +should not have some divining power. In Inverness, too, while you were +fevered, you talked and talked.... You have walked with Tragedy, felt +her net and her strong whip." Strickland lifted his eyes from the +bowl, pushed back his chair a little, and looked full at the laird of +Glenfernie. "What then? Rise, Glenfernie, and leave her behind! And if +you do not now, it will soon be hard for you to do so! Remember, too, +that I watched your father--" + +"After I find Ian Rullock in Holland or Lisbon or America--" + +Strickland made a movement of deep concern. "You have met and fought +this man. Do you mean so to nourish vengeance--" + +"I mean so to aid and vindicate distressed Justice." + +"Is it the way?" + +"I think that it is the way." + +Strickland was silent, seeing the uselessness. Glenfernie was one to +whom conviction must come from within. A stillness held in the room, +broken by the laird in the voice that was growing like his father's. +"Nothing lacks now but strength, and I am gaining that--will gain it +the faster now! Travel--travel!... All my travel was preparatory to +this." + +"Do you mean," asked Strickland, "to kill him when you find him?" + +"I like your directness. But I do not know--I do not know!... I mean +to be his following fiend. To have him ever feel me--when he turns his +head ever to see me!" + +The other sighed sharply. He thought to himself, "Oh, mind, thy +abysses!" + +Indeed, Glenfernie looked at this moment stronger. He folded Jamie's +letter and put it by. He drew the bowl of flowers to him and picked +forth a rose. "A week--two at most--and I shall be wholly recovered!" +His voice had fiber, decision, even a kind of cheer. + +Strickland thought, "It is his fancied remedy, at which he snatches!" + +Glenfernie continued: "We'll set to work to-morrow upon long +arrangements! With you to manage here, I will not be missed." Without +waiting for the morrow he took quill and paper and began to figure. + +Strickland watched him. At last he said, "Will you go at once in three +ships to Holland, Portugal, and America?" + +"Has the onlooker room for irony, while to me it looks so simple? I +shall ship first to the likeliest land.... In ten days--in two weeks +at most--to Edinburgh--" + +Strickland left him figuring and, rising, went to the window. He saw +the great cedar, and in mind the pilgrim who planted it there. All the +pilgrims--all the crusaders--all the men in Plutarch; the long frieze +of them, the full ocean of them ... all the self-search, dressed as +search of another. "I, too, I doubt not--I, too!" Buried scenes in his +own life rose before Strickland. Behind him scratched Glenfernie's +pen, sounded Glenfernie's voice: + +"I am going to see presently if I can walk as far as the keep. In two +or three days I shall ride. There are things that I shall know when I +get to Edinburgh. He would take, if he could, the ship that would land +him at the door of France." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + + +Alexander rode across the moors to the glen head. Two or three +solitary farers that he met gave him eager good day. + +"Are ye getting sae weel, laird? I am glad o' that!" + +"Good day, Mr. Jardine! I rejoice to see you recovered. Well, they +hung more of them yesterday!" + +"Gude day, Glenfernie! It's a bonny morn, and sweet to be living!" + +At noon he looked down on the Kelpie's Pool. The air was sweet and +fine, bird sounds came from the purple heather. The great blue arch of +the sky smiled; even the pool, reflecting day, seemed to have +forgotten cold and dread. But for Glenfernie a dull, cold, sick horror +overspread the place. He and Black Alan stood still upon the moor +brow. Large against the long, clean, horizon sweep, they looked the +sun-bathed, stone figures of horse and man, set there long ago, +guarding the moor, giving warning of the kelpie. + +"None has been found to warn. There is none but the kelpie waits +for.... But punish--punish!" + +He and Black Alan pushed on to the head of the glen. Here was Mother +Binning's cot, and here he dismounted, fastening the horse to the +ash-tree. Mother Binning was outdoors, gathering herbs in her apron. + + * * * * * + +She straightened herself as he stepped toward her. "Eh, laird of +Glenfernie, ye gave me a start! I thought ye came out of the ground by +the ash-tree!... Wound is healed, and life runs on to another +springtime?" + +"Yes, it's another springtime.... I do not think that I believe in +scrying, Mother Binning. But I'm where I pick up all straws with which +to build me a nest! Sit down and scry for me, will you?" + +"I canna scry every day, nor every noon, nor every year. What are you +wanting to see, Glenfernie?" + +"Oh, just my soul's desire!" + +Mother Binning turned to her door. She put down the herbs, then +brought a pan of water and set it down upon the door-step, and herself +beside it. "It helps--onything that's still and clear! Wait till the +ripple's gane, and then dinna speak to me. But gin I see onything, it +will na be sae great a thing as a soul's desire." + +She sat still and he stood still, leaning against the side of her +house. Mother Binning sat with fixed gaze. Her lips moved. "There's +the white mist. It's clearing." + +"Tell me if you see a ship." + +"Yes, I see it...." + +"Tell me if you see its port." + +"Yes, I see." + +"Describe it--the houses, the country, the dress and look of the +people--" + +Mother Binning did so. + +"That's not Holland--that would be Lisbon. Look at the ship again, +Mother. Look at the sailors. Look at the passengers if there are any. +Whom do you see?" + +"Ah!" said Mother Binning. "There's a braw wrong-doer for you, sitting +drinking Spanish wine!" + +"Say his name." + +"It's he that once, when you were a lad, you brought alive from the +Kelpie's Pool." + +"Thank you, Mother! That's what I wanted. _Scrying!_ Who gives to +whom--who gives back to whom? The underneath great I, I suppose. Left +hand giving to right--and no brand-new news! All the same, other +drifts concurring, I think that he fled by the Lisbon ship!" + +Mother Binning pushed aside the pan of water and rubbed her hand +across her eyes. She took up her bundle of herbs. "Hoot, Glenfernie! +do ye think that's your soul's desire?" + +Jock came limping around the house. Alexander could not now abide the +sight of this cripple who had spied, and had not shot some fashion of +arrow! He said good-by and loosed Black Alan from the ash-tree and +rode away. He would not tread the glen. His memory recoiled from it as +from some Eastern glen of serpents. He and Black Alan went over the +moors. And still it was early and he had his body strength back. He +rode to Littlefarm. + +Robin Greenlaw was in the field, coat off in the gay, warm weather. +He came to Glenfernie's side, and the latter dismounted and sat with +him under a tree. Greenlaw brought a stone jug and tankard and poured +ale. + +The laird drank. "That's good, Robin!" He put down the tankard. "Are +you still a poet?" + +"If I was so once upon a time, I hope I am so still. At any rate, I +still make verses. And I see poems that I can never write." + +"'Never'--how long a word that is!" + +Greenlaw gazed at the workers in the field. "I met Mr. Strickland the +other day. He says that you will travel again." + +"'Travel'--yes." + +"The Jardine Arms gets it from the Edinburgh road that Ian Rullock +made a daring escape." + +"He had always ingenuity and a certain sort of physical bravery." + +"So has Lucifer, Milton says. But he's not Lucifer." + +"No. He is weak and small." + +"Well, look Glenfernie! I would not waste my soul chasing him!" + +"How dead are you all! You, too, Greenlaw!" + +Robin flushed. "No! I hate all that he did that is vile! If all his +escaping leads him to violent death, I shall not find it in me to +grieve! But all the same, I would not see you narrowed to the +wolf-hunter that will never make the wolf less than the wolf! I don't +know. I've always thought of you as one who would serve Wisdom and +show us her beauty--" + +"To me this is now wisdom--this is now beauty. Poets may stay and +make poetry, but I go after Ian Rullock!" + +"Oh, there's poetry in that, too," said Greenlaw, "because there's +nothing in which there isn't poetry! But you're choosing the kind +you're not best in, or so it seems to me." + +Glenfernie rode from Littlefarm homeward. But the next day he and +Black Alan went to Black Hill. Here he saw Mr. Touris alone. That +gentleman sat with a shrunken and shriveled look. + +"Eh, Glenfernie! I am glad to see that you are yourself again! Well, +my sister's son has broken prison." + +"Yes, one prison." + +"God knows they were all mad! But I could not wish to see him in my +dreams, hanging dark from the King's gallows!" + +"From the King's gallows and for old, mad, Stewart hopes? I find," +said Glenfernie, "that I do not wish that, either. He would have gone +for the lesser thing--and the long true, right vengeance been +delayed!" + +"What is that?" asked Mr. Touris, dully. + +"His wrong shall be ever in his mind, and I the painter's brush to +paint it there! Give me, O God, the power of genius!" + +"Are you going to follow him and kill him?" + +"I am going to follow him. At first I thought that I would kill him. +But my mind is changing as to that." + +Mr. Touris sighed heavily. "I don't know what is the matter with the +world.... One does one's best, but all goes wrong. All kinds of hopes +and plans.... When I look back to when I was a young man, I +wonder.... I set myself an aim in life, to lift me and mine from +poverty. I saved for it, denied for it, was faithful. It came about +and it's ashes in my mouth! Yet I took it as a trust, and was +faithful. What does the Bible say, 'Vanity of vanities'? But I say +that the world's made wrong." + +Glenfernie left him at last, wrinkled and shrunken and shriveled, cold +on a summer day, plying himself with wine, a serving-man mending the +fire upon the hearth. Alexander went to Mrs. Alison's parlor. He found +her deep chair placed in the garden without, and she herself sitting +there, a book in hand, but not read, her form very still, her eyes +upon a shaft of light that was making vivid a row of flowers. The book +dropped beside her on the grass; she rose quickly. The last time they +had met was before Culloden, before Prestonpans. + +She came to him. "You're well, Alexander! Thanks be! Sit down, my +dear, sit down!" She would have made him take her chair, but he +laughed and brought one for himself from the room. "I bless my +ancestors for a physical body that will not keep wounds!" + +She sank into her chair again and sat in silence, gazing at him. Her +clear eyes filled with tears, but she shook them away. At last she +spoke: "Oh, I see the other sort of wounds! Alexander! lay hold of the +nature that will make them, too, to heal!" + +"Saint Alison," he answered, "look full at what went on. Now tell me +if those are wounds easy to heal. And tell me if he were not less than +a man who pocketed the injury, who said to the injurer, 'Go in +peace!'" + +She looked at him mournfully. "Is it to pocket the injury? Will not +all combine--silently, silently--to teach him at last? Less than +man--man--more than man, than to-day's appearing man?... I am not +wise. For yourself and the ring of your moment you may be judging +inevitably, rightly.... But with what will you overcome--and in +overcoming what will you overcome?" + +He made a gesture of impatience. "Oh, friend, once I, too, could be +metaphysical! I cannot now." + +Speech failed between them. They sat with eyes upon the garden, the +old tree, the August blue sky, but perhaps they hardly saw these. At +last she turned. She had a slender, still youthful figure, an oval, +lovely, still young face. Now there was a smile upon her lips, and in +her eyes a light deep, touching, maternal. + +"Go as you will, hunt him as you will, do what you will! And he, +too--Ian! Ian and his sins. Grapes in the wine-press--wheat beneath +the flail--ore in the ardent fire, and over all the clouds of wrath! +Suffering and making to suffer--sinning and making to sin.... And yet +will the dawn come, and yet will you be reconciled!" + +"Not while memory holds!" + +"Ah, there is so much to remember! Ian has so much and you have so +much.... When the great memory comes you will see. But not now, it is +apparent, not now! So go if you will and must, Alexander, with the net +and the spear!" + +"Did he not sin?" + +"Yes." + +"I also sin. But my sin does not match his! God makes use of +instruments, and He shall make use of me!" + +"If He 'shall,' then He shall. Let us leave talk of this. Where you go +may love and light go, too--and work it out, and work it out!" + +He did not stay long in her garden. All Black Hill oppressed him now. +The dark crept in upon the light. She saw that it was so. + +"He can be friends now with none. He sees in each one a partisan--his +own or Ian's." She did not detain him, but when he rose to say good-by +helped him to say it without delay. + +He went, and she paced her garden, thinking of Ian who had done so +great wrong, and Alexander who cried, "My enemy!" She stayed in the +garden an hour, and then she turned and went to play piquet with the +lonely, shriveled man, her brother. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + + +Two days after this Glenfernie rode to White Farm. Jenny Barrow met +him with exclamations. + +"Oh, Mr. Alexander! Oh, Glenfernie! And they say that you are amaist +as weel as ever--but to me you look twelve years older! Eh, and this +warld has brought gray into _my_ hair! Father's gane to kirk session, +and Gilian's awa'." + +He sat down beside her. Her hands went on paring apples, while her +eyes and tongue were busy elsewhere. + +"They say you're gaeing to travel." + +"Yes. I'm starting very soon." + +"It's na _said oot_--but a kind of whisper's been gaeing around." She +hesitated, then, "Are you gaeing after him, Glenfernie?" + +"Yes." + +Jenny put down her knife and apple. She drew a long breath, so that +her bosom heaved under her striped gown. A bright color came into her +cheeks. She laughed. "Aweel, I wadna spare him if I were you!" + +He sat with her longer than he had done with Mrs. Alison. He felt +nearer to her. He could be friends with her, while he moved from the +other as from a bloodless wraith. Here breathed freely all the strong +vindications! He sat, sincere and strong, and sincere and strong was +the countrywoman beside him. + +"Oh aye!" said Jenny. "He's a villain, and I wad gie him all that he +gave of villainy!" + +"That is right," said Alexander, "to look at it simply!" He felt that +those were his friends who felt in this as did he. + +On the moor, riding homeward, he saw before him Jarvis Barrow. +Dismounting, he met the old man beside a cairn, placed there so long +ago that there was only an elfin story for the deeds it commemorated. + +"Gude day, Glenfernie! So that Hieland traitor did not slay ye?" + +"No." + +Jarvis Barrow, white-headed, strong-featured, far yet, it seemed, from +incapacitating old age, took his seat upon a great stone loosened from +the mass. He leaned upon his staff; his collie lay at his feet. "Many +wad say a lang time, with the healing in it of lang time, since a +fause lover sang in the ear of my granddaughter, in the glen there!" + +"Aye, many would say it." + +"I say 'a fause lover.' But the ane to whom she truly listened is an +aulder serpent than he ... wae to her!" + +"No, no!" + +"But I say 'aye!' I am na weak! She that worked evil and looseness, +harlotry, strife, and shame, shall she na have her hire? As, Sunday by +Sunday, I wad ha' set her in kirk, before the congregation, for the +stern rebuking of her sin, so, mak no doubt, the Lord pursues her now! +Aye, He shakes His wrath before her eyes! Wherever she turns she sees +'Fornicatress' writ in flames!" + +"No!" + +"But aye!" + +"Where she was mistaken--where, maybe, she was wilfully blind--she +must learn. Not the learning better, but the old mistake until it is +lost in knowledge, will clothe itself in suffering! But that is but a +part of her! If there is error within, there is also Michael within to +make it of naught! She releases herself. It is horrible to me to see +you angered against her, for you do not discriminate--and you are your +Michael, but not hers!" + +"Adam is speaking--still the woman's lover! I'm not for contending +with you. She tore my heart working folly in my house, and an ill +example, and for herself condemnation!" + +"Leave her alone! She has had great unhappiness!" He moved the small +stones of the cairn with his fingers. "I am going away from +Glenfernie." + +"Aye. It was in mind that ye would! You and he were great friends." + +"The greater foes now." + +"I gie ye full understanding there!" + +"With my father, those he hated were beyond his touch. So he walked +among shadows only. But to me this world is a not unknown wood where +roves, alive and insolent, my utter enemy! I can touch him and I will +touch him!" + +"Not you, but the Lord Wha abides not evil!... How sune will ye be +gaeing, Glenfernie?" + +"As soon as I can ride far. As soon as everything is in order here. I +know that I am going, but I do not know if I am returning." + +"I haud na with dueling. It's un-Christian. But mony's the ancient +gude man that Jehovah used for sword! Aye, and approved the sword that +he used--calling him faithful servant and man after His heart! I am na +judging." + +From the moor Glenfernie rode through the village. Folk spoke to him, +looked after him; children about the doors called to others, "It's tha +laird on Black Alan!" Old and young women, distaff or pan or pot or +pitcher in hand, turned head, gazed, spoke to themselves or to one +another. The Jardine Arms looked out of doors. "He's unco like tha +auld laird!" Auld Willy, that was over a hundred, raised a piping +voice, "Did ye young things remember Gawin Elliot that was his +great-grandfather ye'd be saying, 'Ye might think it was Gawin Elliot +that was hangit!'" Mrs. Macmurdo came to her shop door. "Eh, the +laird, wi' all the straw of all that's past alight in his heart!" + +Alexander answered the "good days," but he did not draw rein. He rode +slowly up the steep village street and over the bare waste bit of hill +until here was the manse, with the kirk beyond it. Coming out of the +manse gate was the minister. Glenfernie checked his mare. All around +spread a bare and lonely hilltop. The manse and the kirk and the +minister's figure buttressed each the others with a grim strength. The +wind swept around them and around Glenfernie. + +Mr. M'Nab, standing beside the laird, spoke earnestly. "We rejoice, +Glenfernie, that you are about once more! There is the making in you +of a grand man, like your father. It would have been down-spiriting if +that son of Belial had again triumphed in mischief. The weak would +have found it so." + +"What is triumph?" + +"Ye may well ask that! And yet," said M'Nab, "I know. It is the +warm-feeling cloak that Good when it hath been naked wraps around it, +seeing the spoiler spoiled and the wicked fallen into the pit that he +digged!" + +"Aye, the naked Good." + +The minister looked afar, a dark glow and energy in his thin face. +"They are in prison, and the scaffolds groan--they who would out with +the Kirk and a Protestant king and in with the French and popery!" + +"Your general wrong," said Glenfernie, "barbed and feathered also for +a Scots minister's own inmost nerve! And is not my wrong general +likewise? Who hates and punishes falsity, though it were found in his +own self, acts for the common good!" + +"Aye!" said the minister. "But there must be assurance that God calls +you and that you hate the sin and not the sinner!" + +"Who assures the assurances? Still it is I!" + +Glenfernie rode on. Mr. M'Nab looked after him with a darkling brow. +"That was heathenish--!" + +Alexander passed kirk and kirkyard. He went home and sat in the room +in the keep, under his hand paper upon which he made figures, +diagrams, words, and sentences. When the next day came he did not +ride, but walked. He walked over the hills, with the kirk spire before +him lifting toward a vast, blue serenity. Presently he came in sight +of the kirkyard, its gravestones and yew-trees. He had met few persons +upon the road, and here on the hilltop held to-day a balmy silence and +solitude. As he approached the gate, to which there mounted five +ancient, rounded steps of stone, he saw sitting on one of these a +woman with a basket of flowers. Nearer still, he found that it was +Gilian Barrow. + +She waited for him to come up to her. He took his place upon the +steps. All around hung still and sunny space. The basket of flowers +between them was heaped with marigolds, pinks, and pansies. + +"For Elspeth," said Gilian. + +"It is almost two years. You have ceased to grieve?" + +"Ah no! But one learns how to marry grief and gladness." + +"Have you learned that? That is a long lesson. But some are quicker +than others or had learned much beforehand.... Where is Elspeth?" + +"Oh, she is safe, Glenfernie!" + +"I wanted her body safe--safe, warm, in my arms!" + +"Spirit and spirit. Meet spirit with spirit!" + +"No! I crave and hunger and am cold. Unless I warm myself--unless I +warm myself--with anger and hatred!" + +"I wish it were not so!" + +"I had a friend.... I warm myself now in the hunt of a foe--in his +look when he sees me!" + +Gilian smote her hands together. "So Elspeth would have loved that! +So the smothered God in you loves that!" + +"It is the God in me that will punish him!" + +"Is it--is it, Glenfernie?" + +He made a wide gesture of impatience. "Cold--languid--pithless! You, +Robin, Strickland, Alison Touris--" + +Gilian looked at her basket of marigolds, pinks, and pansies. "That +word death.... I bring these here, but Elspeth is with me everywhere! +There is a riddle--there is a strange, huge mistake. She must solve +it, she must make that port of all ports--and you and I must make +it.... It is a hard, heroic, long adventure!" + +"I speak of the pine-tree in the blast, and such as you would give me +pansies! I speak of the eagle at the crag-top in the storm, and you +offer butterflies!" + +"Ah, then, go and kill her lover and the man who was your friend!" + +Glenfernie rose from the step, in his face strong anger and denial. He +stood, seeking for words, looking down upon the seated woman and her +flowers. She met him with parted lips and a straight, fearless look. + +"Will you take half the flowers, Glenfernie, and put them for +Elspeth?" + +"No. I cannot go there now!" + +"I thought you would not. Now I am Elspeth. I love her. I would give +her gladness--serve her. She says, 'Let him alone! Do you not know +that his own weird will bring him into dark countries and light +countries, and where he is to go? Is your own tree to be made thwart +and misshapen, that his may be reminded that there is rightness of +growth? He is a tree--he is not a stone, nor will he become a stone. +There is a law a little larger than your fretfulness that will take +care of him! I like Glenfernie better when he is not a busybody!'" + +Alexander stared at her in anger. "Differences where I thought to find +likeness--likenesses where I thought to find differences! He deceived +me, fooled me, played upon me as upon a pipe; took my own--" + +"Ha!" said Gilian. "So you are going a-hunting for more reasons than +one?--Elspeth, Elspeth! come out of it!--for Glenfernie, after all, +avenges himself!" + +Alexander, looking like his father, spoke slowly, with laboring +breath. "Had one asked me, I should have said that you above all might +understand. But you, too, betray!" With a sweep of his arms abroad, a +gesture abrupt and desolate, he turned. He quitted the sunny bare +space, the kirkyard and the woman sitting with her basket of marigolds +and pansies. + +But two nights later he came to this place alone. + +The moon was full. It hung like a wonder lantern above the hill and +the kirk; it made the kirkyard cloth of silver. The yews stood unreal, +or with a delicate, other reality. It was neither warm nor cold. The +moving air neither struck nor caressed, but there breathed a sense of +coming and going, unhurried and unperplexed, from far away to far +away. The laird of Glenfernie crossed long grass to where, for a +hundred years, had been laid the dead from White Farm. There was a +mound bare to the sunlight thrown from the moon. He saw the flowers +that Gilian had brought. + +The flowers were colorless in the moonlight--and yet they could be, +and were, clothed with a hue of anger from himself. They lay before +him purple-crimson. They were withered, but suddenly they had sap, +life, fullness--but a distasteful, reminding life, a life in +opposition! He took them and threw them away. + +Now the mound rested bare. He lay down beside it. He stretched his +arms over it. "Elspeth!"--and "Elspeth!"--and "Elspeth!" But Elspeth +did not answer--only the cool sunlight thrown back from the moon. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + + +Ian traveled toward a pass through the Pyrenees. Behind him stretched +difficult, hazardous, slow travel--weeks of it. Behind those weeks lay +the voyage to Lisbon, and from Lisbon in a second boat north to Vigo. +From Vigo to this day of forested slopes and brawling streams, +steadily worsening road, ruder dwellings, more primitive, impoverished +folk, rolled a time of difficulties small and great, like the mountain +pebbles for number. It took will and wit at strain to dissolve them +all, and so make way out of Spain into France--through France--to +Paris, where were friends. + +Spanish travel was difficult at best--Spanish travel with scarcely any +gold to travel on found the "best" quite winnowed out. Slow at all +times, it grew, lacking money, to be like one of those dreams of +retardation. Ian gathered and blew upon his philosophy, and took +matters at last with some amusement, at times, even, with a sense of +the enjoyable. + +He was not quite penniless. Those who had helped in his escape from +Edinburgh had provided him gold. But, his voyage paid for, he must buy +at Vigo fresh apparel and a horse. When at last he rode eastward and +northward he was poor enough! Food and lodging must be bought for +himself and his steed. Inns and innkeepers, chance folk applied to for +guidance, petty officials in perennially suspicious towns--twenty +people a day stood ready to present a spectral aspect of leech and +gold-sucker! He was expert in traveling, but usually he had borne a +purse quite like that of Fortunatus. Now he must consider that he +might presently have to sell his horse--and it was not a steed of +Roland's, to bring a great price! He might be compelled to go afoot +into France. He might be sufficiently blessed if the millennium did +not find him yet living by his wits in Spain. It was Spanish, that +prospect! Turn what? Ian asked himself. Bull-fighter--fencing-master-- +gipsy--or brigand? He played with the notion of fencing-master. But he +would have to sell his horse to provide room and equipment, and he +must turn aside to some considerable town. Brigand would be easier, in +these wild forests and rock fortresses that climbed and stood upon the +sky-line. Matter enough for perplexity! But the sweep of forest and +mountain wall was admirable--admirable the air, the freedom from the +Edinburgh prison. Except occasionally, in the midst of some +intensification of annoyance, he rode and maneuvered undetected. + +Past happenings might and did come across him in waves. He remembered, +he regretted; he pursued a dialectic with various convenient divisions +of himself. But all that would be lost for long times in the general +miraculous variety of things! On the whole, going through Spain in the +autumn weather, even with poverty making mouths alongside, was not a +sorry business! Zest lived in pitting vigor and wit against mole hills +threatening an aggregation into mountains! As for time, what was it, +anyhow, to matter so much? He owned time and a wide world. + +Delay and delay and delay. In one town the alcalde kept him a week, +denying him the road beyond while inquiries were made as to his +identity or non-identity with some famed outlaw escaping from justice. +Further on, his horse fell badly lame and he stayed day after day in a +miserable village, lounging under a cork-tree, learning patois. There +was a girl with great black eyes. He watched her, two or three times +spoke to her. But when she saw how he must haggle over the price of +food and lodging she laughed, and returned to the side of a muleteer +with a sash and little bells upon his hat. + +All along the road fell these retardations. Then as the mountains +loomed higher, the spirit of contradiction apparently grew tired and +fell behind. For several days he traveled quite easily. "My Lady +Fortune," asked Ian, "what is up your sleeve?" + +The air stayed smiling and sweet. In a town half mountain, half plain, +he made friends at the inn with Don Fernando, son of an ancient, +proud, decaying house, poor as poverty. Don Fernando had been in +Paris, knew by hearsay England, and had heard Scotland mentioned. +Spaniard and Scot drank together. The former was drawn into almost +love of Ian. Here was a help against boundless ennui! Ian and his +horse, and the small mail strapped behind the saddle, finally went off +with Don Fernando to spend a week in his old house on the hillside +just without the town. Here was poverty also, but yet sufficient acres +to set a table and pour good wine and to make the horse forget the +famine road behind him. Here were lounging and siesta, rest for body +and mind, sweet "do well a very little!" Don Fernando would have kept +the guest a second week and then a third. + +But Ian shook his head, laughed, embraced him, promised a return of +good when the great stream made it possible, and set forth upon his +further travel. The horse looked sleek, almost fat. The Scot's jaded +wardrobe was cleaned, mended, refreshed. Living with Don Fernando were +an elder sister and an ancient cousin who had fallen in love with the +big, handsome Don, traveling so oddly. These had set hand-maidens to +work, with the result that Ian felt himself spruce as a newly opened +pink. And Don Fernando gave him a traveling-cloak--very fine--a last +year's gift, it seemed, from a grandee he had obliged. Cold weather +was approaching and its warmth would be grateful. Ian's great need was +for money in purse. These new friends had so little of that that he +chose not to ask for a loan. After all, he could sell the cloak! + +The day was fine, the country mounting as it were by stairs toward the +mountains. Before him climbed a string of pack-mules. The merchant +owning them and their lading traveled with a guard of stout young men. +For some hours Ian had the merchant for companion and heard much of +the woes of the region and the times, the miseries of travel, the +cursed inns, bandits licensed and unlicensed, craft, violence, and +robbery! The merchant bewailed all life and kept a hawk eye upon his +treasure on the Spanish road. At last he and his guard, his mules and +muleteers, turned aside into a skirting way that would bring him to a +town visible at no great distance. Left alone, Ian viewed from a +hilltop the roofs of this place, with a tower or two starting up like +warning fingers. But his road led on through a mountain pass. + +The earth itself seemed to be climbing. The mountain shapes, little +and big, gathered in herds. Cliffs, ravines, the hoarse song of water, +the faces of few human folk, and on these written "Mountains, +mountains! Live as we can! Catch who catch can!" After a time the road +was deprived of even these faces. The Scot thought of home mountains. +He thought of the Highlands. Above him and at some distance to the +right appeared a distribution of cliffs that reminded him of that +hiding-place after Culloden. He looked to see the birchwood, the +wheeling eagle. The sun was at noon. Riding in a solitude, he almost +dozed in the warm light. The Highlands and the eagle wheeling above +the crag.... Black Hill and Glenfernie and White Farm and +Alexander.... Life generally, and all the funny little figures running +full tilt, one against another.... + +His horse sprang violently aside, then stood trembling. Forms, some +ragged, some attired with a violent picturesqueness, had started from +without a fissure in the wood and from behind a huge wayside rock. Ian +knew them at a glance for those brigands of whom he had heard mention +and warning enough. Don Fernando had once described their practices. + +Resistance was idle. He chose instead a genial patience for his +tower, and within it keen wits to keep watch. With his horse he was +taken by the fierce, bedizened dozen up a gorge to so complete and +secure a robber hold that Nature, when she made it, must have been in +robber mood. Here were found yet others of the band, with a bedecked +and mustached chief. He was aware that property, not life, answered to +their desires. His horse, his fine cloak, his weapons, the small mail +and its contents, with any article of his actual wearing they might +fancy, and the little, little, little money within his purse--all +would be taken. All in the luck! To-day to thee, to-morrow to me. What +puzzled him was that evidently more was expected. + +When they condescended to direct speech he could understand their +language well enough. Nor did they indulge in over-brutal handling; +they kept a measure and reminded him sufficiently of old England's own +highwaymen. Of course, like old England's own, they would become +atrocious if they thought that circumstances indicated it. But they +did not seem inclined to go out of their way to be murderous or +tormenting. The only sensible course was to take things good-naturedly +and as all in the song! The worst that might happen would be that he +must proceed to France afoot, without a penny, lacking weapons, Don +Fernando's cloak--all things, in short, but the bare clothing he stood +in. To make loss as small as possible there were in order suavity, +coolness, even gaiety! + +And still appeared the perplexing something he could not resolve. The +over-fine cloak, the horse now in good condition, might have something +to do with it, contrasting as they certainly did with the purse in +the last stages of emaciation. And there seemed a studying of his +general appearance, of his features, even. Two men in especial +appeared detailed to do this. At last his ear caught the word +"ransom." + +Now there was nobody in Spain knowing enough or caring enough of or +for Ian Rullock to entertain the idea of parting with gold pieces in +order to save his life. Don Fernando might be glad to see him live, +but certainly had not the gold pieces! Moreover, it presently leaked +fantastically out that the bandits expected a large ransom. He began +to suspect a mistake in identity. That assumption, increasing in +weight, became certainty. They looked him all around, they compared +notes, they regarded the fine cloak, the refreshed steed. "English, +señor, English?" + +"Scots. You do not understand that? Cousin to English." + +"English. We had word of your traveling--with plenty of gold." + +"It is a world of mistakes. I travel, but I have no gold." + +"It is a usual lack of memory of the truth. We find it often. You are +traveling with escort--with another of your nation, your brother, we +suppose. There are servants. You are rich. For some great freak you +leave all in the town down there and ride on alone. Foreigners often +act like madmen. Perhaps you meant to return to the town. Perhaps to +wait for them in the inn below the pass. You have not gold in your +purse because there is bountiful gold just behind you. Why hurt the +beautiful truth? Sancho and Pedro here were in the inn-yard last +night." + +Sancho's hoarse voice emerged from the generality. "It was dusk, but +we saw you plainly enough, we are sure, señor! In your fine cloak, +speaking English, discussing with a big tall man who rode in with you +and sat down to supper with you and was of your rank and evidently, we +think, your brother or close kinsman!" + +The chief nodded. "It is to him that we apply for your ransom. You, +señor, shall write the letter, and Sancho and Pedro shall carry it +down. It will be placed, without danger to us, in your brother's hand. +We have our ways.... Then, in turn, your brother shall ride forth, +with a single companion, from the town, and in a clear space that we +shall indicate, put the ransom beneath a certain rock, turning his +horse at once and returning the way he came. If the gold is put there, +as much as we ask, and according to our conditions, you shall go free +as a bird, señor, though perhaps with as little luggage as a bird. If +we do not receive the ransom--why, then, the life of a bird is a +little thing! We shall put you to death." + +Ian combated the profound mistake. What was the use? They did not +expect him to speak truth, but they were convinced that they had the +truth themselves. At last it came, on his part, to a titanic +whimsicalness of assent. At least, assenting, he would not die in the +immediate hour! Stubbornly refuse to do their bidding, and his thread +of life would be cut here and now. + +"All events grow to seem unintelligible masks! So why quarrel with +one mask more? Pen, ink, and paper?" + +All were produced. + +"I must write in English?" + +"That is understood, señor. Now this--and this--is what you are to +write in English." + +The captive made a correct guess that not more than one or two of the +captors could read Spanish, and none at all English. + +"Nevertheless, señor," said the chief, "you will know that if the gold +is not put in that place and after that fashion that I tell you, we +shall let you die, and that not easily! So we think that you will not +make English mistakes any more than Spanish ones." + +Ian nodded. He wrote the letter. Sancho put it in his bosom and with +Pedro disappeared from the dark ravine. The situation relaxed. + +"You shall eat, drink, sleep, and be entirely comfortable, señor, +until they return. If they bring the gold you shall pursue your road +at your pleasure even with a piece for yourself, for we are nothing if +not generous! If they do not bring it, why, then, of course--!" + +Ian had long been bedfellow of wild adventure. He thought that he knew +the mood in which it was best met. The mood represented the grist of +much subtle effort, comparing, adjustment, and readjustment. He +cultivated it now. The banditti admired courage, coolness, and good +humor. They had provision of food and wine, the sun still shone warm. +The robber hold was set amid dark, gipsy beauty. + +The sun went down, the moon came up. Ian, lying upon shaggy skins, +knew well that to-morrow night--the night after at most--he might not +see the sun descend, the moon arise. What then? + +Alexander Jardine, sailing from Scotland, came to Lisbon a month after +Ian Rullock. He knew the name of the ship that had carried the +fugitive, and fortune had it that she was yet in this port, waiting +for her return lading. He found the captain, learned that Ian had +transhipped north to Vigo. He followed. At Vigo he picked up a further +trace and began again to follow. He followed across Spain on the long +road to France. He had money, horses, servants when he needed them, +skill in travel, a tireless, great frame, a consuming purpose. He made +mistakes in roads and rectified them; followed false clues, then +turned squarely from them and obtained another leading. He squandered +upon the great task of dogging Ian, facing Ian, showing Ian, again and +again showing Ian, the wrong that had been done, patience, wealth of +kinds, a discovering and prophetic imagination. He traveled until at +last here was the earth, climbing, climbing, and before him the +forested slopes, the mountain walls, the great partition between Spain +and France. An eagle would fly over it, and another eagle would follow +him, for a nest had been robbed and a friendship destroyed! + +As the mountains enlarged he fell in with an Englishman of rank, a +nobleman given to the study of literature and peoples, amateur on the +way to connoisseurship, and now traveling in Spain. He journeyed _en +prince_ with his secretary and his physician, servants and +pack-horses, and, in addition, for at least this part of Spain, an +armed escort furnished by the authorities, at his proper cost, against +just those banditti dangers that haunted this strip of the globe. This +noble found in the laird of Glenfernie a chance-met gentleman worth +cultivating and detaining at his side as long as might be. They had +been together three or four days when at eve they came to the largest +inn of a town set at a short distance from the mountain pass through +which ran their further road. Here, at dusk, they dismounted in the +inn-yard, about them a staring, commenting crowd. Presently they went +to supper together. The Englishman meant to tarry a while in this town +to observe certain antiquities. He might stay a week. He urged that +his companion of the last few days stay as well. But the laird of +Glenfernie could not. + +"I have an errand, you see. I am to find something. I must go on." + +"Two days, then. You say yourself that your horses need rest." + +"They do.... I will stay two days." + +But when morning came the secretary and the physician alone appeared +at table. The nobleman lay abed with a touch of fever. The physician +reported that the trouble was slight--fatigue and a chill taken. A +couple of days' repose and his lordship would be himself again. + +Glenfernie walked through the town. Returning to the inn, he found +that the Englishman had asked for him. For an hour or two he talked or +listened, sitting by the nobleman's bed. Leaving him at last, he went +below to the inn's great room, half open to the courtyard and all the +come and go of the place. It was late afternoon. He sat by a table +placed before the window, and the river seemed to flow by him, and now +he looked at it from a rocky island, and now he looked elsewhere. The +room grew ruddy from the setting sun. An inn servant entered and +busied himself about the place. After him came an aged woman, half +gipsy, it seemed. She approached the seat by the window. Her worn +mantle, her wide sleeve, seemed to touch the deep stone sill. She was +gone like a moth. Glenfernie's eye discovered a folded paper lying in +the window. It had not been there five minutes earlier. Now it lay +before him like a sudden outgrowth from the stone. He put out a hand +and took it up. The woman was gone, the serving-man was gone. Outside +flowed the river. Alexander unfolded the paper. It was addressed to +_Señor Nobody_. It lay upon his knee, and it was Ian's hand. His lips +moved, his vision blurred. Then came steadiness and he read. + +What he read was a statement, at once tense and whimsical, of the +predicament of the writer. The latter, recognizing the confusion of +thought among his captors, wrote because he must, but did not truly +expect any aid from Señor Nobody. The writing would, however, prolong +life for two days, perhaps for three. If at the end of that time +ransom were not forthcoming death would forthcome. Release would +follow ransom. But Señor Nobody truly could not be expected to take +interest! Most conceivably the stranger's lot must remain the +stranger's lot. In that case pardon for the annoyance! If, +miraculously, the bearer did find Señor Nobody--if Señor Nobody read +this letter--if strangers were not strangers to Señor Nobody--if gold +and mercy lay alike in Señor Nobody's keeping--then so and so must be +done. Followed three or four lines of explicit directions. Did all the +above come about, then truly would the undersigned, living, and +pursuing his journey into France, and making return to Señor Nobody +when he might, rest the latter's slave! Followed the signature, _Ian +Rullock_. + +Alexander sat by the window, in the rocky island, and the Spanish +river flowed by. It was dusk. Then came lights, and the English +secretary and physician, with servants to lay the table and bring +supper. Glenfernie ate and drank with the two men. His lordship was +reported better, would doubtless be up to-morrow. The talk fell upon +Greece, to which country the nobleman was, in the end, bound. Greek +art, Greek literature, Greek myth. Here the secretary proved scholar +and enthusiast, a liker especially of the byways of myth. He and +Alexander voyaged here and there among them. "And you remember, too," +said the secretary, "the Cranes of Ibycus--" + +They rose at last from table. Secretary and physician must return to +their patron. "I am going to hunt bed and sleep," said Glenfernie. +"To-morrow, if his lordship is recovered, we'll go see that church." + +In the rude, small bedchamber he found his Spanish servant. Presently +he would dismiss him, but first, "Tell me, Gil, of the banditti in +these mountains." + +Gil told. The foreigner who employed him asked questions, referred +intelligently from answer to answer, and at last had in hand a compact +body of information. He bade Gil good night. Ways of banditti in any +age or place were much the same! + +The room was small, with a rude and narrow bed. There was a window, +small, too, but open to the night. Pouring through this there entered +a vagrant procession of sound, with, in the interstices, a silence +that had its own voice. As the night deepened the procession thinned, +at last died away. + +When he undressed he had taken the letter to Señor Nobody and put it +upon the table. Now, lying still and straight upon the bed in the dark +room, there seemed a blacker darkness where it lay, four feet from +him, a little above the level of his eyes. There it was, a square, a +cube, of Egyptian night, hard, fierce, black, impenetrable. + +For a long time he kept a fixed gaze upon it. Beyond and above it +glimmered the window. The larger square at last drew his eyes. He lay +another long while, very still, with the window before him. Lying so, +thought at last grew quiet, hushed, subdued. Very quietly, very +sweetly, like one long gone, loved in the past, returning home, there +slipped into view, borne upon the stream of consciousness, an old mood +of stillness, repose, dawn-light by which the underneath of things was +seen. Once it had come not infrequently, then blackness and hardness +had whelmed it and it came no more. He had almost forgotten the feel +of it. + +Presently it would go.... It did so, finding at this time a climate +in which it could not long live. But it was powerfully a modifier.... +Glenfernie, dropping his eyes from the window, found the square that +was the letter, a square of iron gray. + +A part of the night he lay still upon the narrow bed, a part he spent +in slow walking up and down the narrow room, a part he stood +motionless by the window. The dawn was faintly in the sky when at last +he took from beneath the pillow his purse and a belt filled with gold +pieces and sat down to count them over and compare the total with the +figures upon a piece of paper. This done, he dressed, the light now +gray around him. The letter to Señor Nobody lay yet upon the table. At +last, dressed, he took it up and put it in the purse with the gold. +Leaving the room, he waked his servant where he lay and gave him +directions. A faint yellow light gleamed in the lowest east. + +He waited an hour, then went to the room where slept the secretary and +the physician. They were both up and dressing. The physician had been +to his patron's room. "Yes, his lordship was better--was awake--meant +after a while to rise." Glenfernie would send in a request. Something +had occurred which made him very desirous to see his lordship. If he +might have a few minutes--? The secretary agreed to make the inquiry, +went and returned with the desired invitation. Glenfernie followed him +to the nobleman's chamber and was greeted with geniality. Seated by +the Englishman's bed, he made his explanation and request. He had so +much gold with him--he showed the contents of the belt and purse--and +he had funds with an agent in Paris and again funds in Amsterdam. Here +were letters of indication. With a total unexpectedness there had come +to him in this town a call that he could not ignore. He could not +explain the nature of it, but a man of honor would feel it imperative. +But it would take nicely all his gold and so many pieces besides. He +asked the loan of these, together with an additional amount sufficient +to bring him through to Paris. Once there he could make repayment. In +the mean time his personal note and word--The Englishman made no +trouble at all. + +"I'll take your countenance and bearing, Mr. Jardine. But I'll make +condition that we do travel together, after all, as far, at least, as +Tours, where I mean to stop awhile." + +"I agree to that," said Glenfernie. + +The secretary counted out for him the needed gold. In the narrow room +in which he had slept he put this with his own in a bag. He put with +it no writing. There was nothing but the bare gold. Carrying it with +him, he went out to find the horses saddled and waiting. With Gil +behind him, he went from the inn and out of the town. The letter to +Señor Nobody had given explicit enough direction. Clear of all +buildings, he drew rein and took bearings. Here was the stream, the +stump of a burned mill, the mountain-going road, narrower and rougher +than the way of main travel. He followed this road; the horses fell +into a plodding deliberateness of pace. The sunshine streamed warm +around, but there was little human life here to feel its rays. After +a time there came emergence into a bare, houseless, almost treeless +plain or plateau. The narrow, little-traveled road went on upon the +edge of this, but a bridle-path led into and across the bareness. +Alexander followed it. Before him, across the waste, sprang cliffs +with forest at their feet. But the waste was wide, and in the sun they +showed like nothing more than a burnished, distant wall. His path +would turn before he reached them. The plain's name might have been +Solitariness. It lay naked of anything more than small scattered +stones and bushes. There upgrew before him the tree to which he was +bound. A solitary, twisted oak it shot out of the plain, its +protruding roots holding stones in their grasp. Around was shelterless +and bare, but the heightening wall of cliff seemed to be watching. +Alexander rode nearer, dismounted, left Gil with the two horses, and, +the bag of gold in his hand, walked to the tree. Here was the stone +shaped like a closed hand. He put the ransom between the stone fingers +and the stone palm. There was no word with it. Señor Nobody had no +name. He turned and strode back to the horses, mounted, and with Gil +rode from the naked, sunny plain. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + + +The Peace of Aix-la-Chapelle lay a year in the future. Yet in Paris, +under certain conditions and auspices, Scot or Englishman might dwell +in security enough. The Jacobite remnant, foe to the British +government, found France its best harbor. A quietly moving Scots +laird, not Jacobite, yet might be lumped by the generality with those +forfeited Scots gentlemen who, having lost all in a cause urged and +supported by France, now, without scruple, took from King Louis a +pension that put food in their mouths, coats on their backs, roofs +over their heads. Alexander Jardine, knowing the city, finding quiet +lodgings in a quiet street, established himself in Paris. It was +winter now, cold, bright weather. + +In old days he had possessed not a few acquaintances in this city. A +circle of thinkers, writers, painters, had powerfully attracted him. +Circumstances brought him now again into relation with one or two of +this group. He did not seek them as formerly he had done. But neither +could he be said to avoid companionship when it came his way. It was +not his wish to become singular or solitary. But he was much alone, +and while he waited for Ian he wandered in the rich Paris of old, +packed life. Street and Seine-side and market knew him; he stood in +churches, and before old altarpieces smoked by candles. Booksellers +remarked him. Where he might he heard music; sometimes he would go to +the play. He carried books to his lodging. He sat late at night over +volumes new and old. The lamp burned dim, the fire sank; he put aside +reading and knowledge gained through reading, and sat, sunk deep into +a dim desert within himself; at last got to bed and fell to sleep and +to dreams that fatigued, that took him nowhere. When the next day was +here he wandered again through the streets. + +One of his old acquaintances he saw oftener than he did others. This +was a scholar, a writer, an encyclopedist of to-morrow who liked the +big Scot and to be in his company. One day, chance met, they leaned +together upon the parapet of a bridge, and watched the crossing +throng. "One's own particles in transit! Can you grasp that, +Deschamps?" + +"I have heard it advanced. No. It is hard to hold." + +"It is like a mighty serpent. You would think you had it and then it +is gone.... If one could hold it it would transform the world." + +"Yes, it would. At what are you staring?" + +"The serpent is gone. I thought that I saw one whom I do not hold to +be art and part with me." He gazed after a crossing horseman. "No! +There was merely a trick of him. It is some other." + +"The man for whom you are waiting?" + +"Yes." + +Deschamps returned to the subject of a moment before. "It is likely +that language bewrays much more than we think it does. I say 'the +man.' You echo it. And I am 'man.' And you are 'man.' 'Man'--'Man'! +Every instant it is said. Yet the identity that we state we never +assume!" + +"I said that we could not hold the serpent." + +Ten days afterward he did see Ian. The latter, after a slow and +difficult progress through France, came afoot into Paris. He sought, +and was glad enough to find, an old acquaintance and sometime +fellow-conspirator--Warburton. + +"Blessed friendship!" he said, and warmed himself by Warburton's fire. +Something within him winced, and would, if it could, have put forward +a different phrase. + +Warburton poured wine for him. "Now tell your tale! For months those +of us who remained in Paris have heard nothing but Trojan woes!" + +Ian told. Culloden and after--Edinburgh--Lisbon--Vigo--travel in +Spain--Señor Nobody-- + +"That was a curious adventure! And you don't know the ransomer's +name?" + +"Not I! Señor Nobody he rests." + +"Well, and after that?" + +Ian related his wanderings from the Pyrenees up to Paris. Scotland, +Spain, and France, the artist in him painted pictures for +Warburton--painted with old ableness and abandon, and, Warburton +thought, with a new subtlety. The friend hugged his knees and enjoyed +it like a well-done play. Here was Rullock's ancient spirit, grown +more richly appealing! Trouble at least had not downed him. Warburton, +who in the past year had been thrown in contact with a number whom it +had downed, and who had suffered depression thereby, felt gratitude to +Ian Rullock for being larger, not smaller, than usual. + +At last, the fire still burning, Ian warmed and refreshed, they +wheeled from retrospect into the present. Warburton revealed how +thoroughly shattered were Stewart hopes. + +"I begin to see, Rullock, that we've simply passed those things by. We +can't go back to that state of mind and affairs." + +"I don't want to go back." + +"I like to hear you say that. I hear so much whining the other way! +Well, as a movement it's over.... And the dead are dead, and the +scarred and impoverished will have to pick themselves up." + +"Quite so. Is there any immediate helping hand?" + +"King Louis gives a pension. It's not much, but it keeps one from +starving. And as for you, I've in keeping a packet for you from +England. It reached me through Goodworth, the India merchant. I've a +notion that your family will manage to put in your hand some annual +amount. Of course your own fortune is sequestered and you can return +neither to England nor to Scotland." + +"My aunt may have had faith that I was living. She would do all that +she could to help.... No, I'll not go back." + +"Your chance would lie in some post here. Take up old acquaintances +where they have power, and recommend yourself to new ones with power. +Great ladies in especial," said Warburton. + +"We haven't passed that by?" + +"Not yet, Rullock, not yet!" + +Ian dreamed over the fire. At last he stretched his arms. "Let us go +sleep, Warburton! I have come miles...." + +"Yes, it is late. Oh, one thing more! Alexander Jardine is in Paris." + +"Alexander!" + +"I don't know what he is doing here. In with the writing, studying +crew, I suppose. I came upon him by accident, near the Sorbonne. He +did not see me and I did not speak." + +"I'll not avoid him!" + +"I remember your telling me that you had quarreled. That was the eve +of your leaving Paris in the springtime, before the Prince went to +Scotland. You haven't made it up?" + +"No. I suppose we'll never make it up." + +"What was it over?" + +"I can't tell you that.... It had a double thread. Did he come to +Paris, I wonder, because he guessed that I would bring up here?" He +rose and stood staring down into the fire. "I think that he did so. +Well, if he means to follow me through the world, let him follow! And +now no more to-night, Warburton! I want sleep--sleep--sleep!" + +The next day and the next and the next began a new French life. He had +luck, or he had the large momentum of a personality not negligible, an +orb covered with a fine network of enchanter's symbols. The packet +from England held money, with an engagement to forward a like sum +twice a year. It was not a great sum, but such as it was he did not in +the least scorn it. It had come, after all, from Archibald +Touris--but Ian knew the influence behind that. + +Warburton presented his name to the Minister who dispensed King +Louis's fund for Scots gentlemen concerned in the late attempt, losers +of all, and now destitute in France. So much would come out of that! +The two together waited upon monseigneur in whose coach they had once +crossed the Seine. He had blood ties with Stewart kings of yesterday, +and in addition to that evidenced a queer, romantic fondness for lost +causes, and a willingness to ferry across rivers those who had been +engaged in them. Now he displayed toward the Englishman and the Scot a +kind of eery, distant graciousness. Ah yes! he would speak here and +there of Monsieur Ian Rullock--he would speak to the King. If there +were things going _ces messieurs_ might as well have some good of +them! Out of old acquaintances in Paris Ian gathered not a few who +were in position to further new fortunes. Some of these were men and +some were women. He took a lodging, neither so good nor so bad. +Warburton found him a servant. He obtained fine clothes, necessary +working-garb where one pushed one's fortune among fine folk. The more +uncertain and hazardous looked his fortunes the more he walked and +spoke as though he were a golden favorite of the woman with the wheel. + +All this moved rapidly. He had not been in Paris a week ere again, as +many times before, he had the stage all set for Success to walk forth +upon it! But it had come December--December--December, and he looked +forward to that month's passing. + +He had not seen Alexander. Then, in the middle of the month he found +himself one evening in a peacock cluster of fine folk, at the +theater--a famous actress to be viewed in a comedy grown the rage. The +play was nearly over when he saw Alexander in the pit, turned from the +stage, gazing steadily upon him. Ian placed himself where he might +still see him, and returned the gaze. + +Going out when the play was over, the two met face to face in the +lighted space between the doors. Each was in company of others--Ian +with a courtier, decked and somewhat loudly laughing group, Glenfernie +with a painter of landscape, Deschamps, and an Oriental, member of +some mission to the West. Meeting so, they stopped short. Their +nostrils dilated, there seemed to come a stirring over their bodies. +Inwardly they felt a painful constriction, a contraction to something +hard, intent, and fanged. This was the more strongly felt by +Alexander, but Ian felt it, too. Did Glenfernie mean to dog him +through life--think that he would be let to do so? Alone in a forest, +very far back, they might, at this point, have flown at each other's +throat. But they had felled many forests since the day when just that +was possible.... The thing conventionally in order for such a moment +as the present was to act as though that annihilation which each +wished upon the other had been achieved. All that they had shared +since the day when first they met, boys on a heath in Scotland, should +be instantaneously blotted out. Two strangers, jostled face to face in +a playhouse, should turn without sign that there had ever been that +heath. So, symbolically, annihilation might be secured! For a moment +each sought for the blank eyes, the unmoved stone face. + +As from a compartment above sifted down a dry light with great power +of lighting. It came into Alexander's mind, into that, too, of Ian.... +How absurd was the human animal! All this saying the opposite left the +truth intact. They were not strangers, each was quite securely seated +in the other. Self-annihilation--self-oblivion!... All these farcical +high horses!... Men went to see comedies and did not see their own +comedy. + +The laird of Glenfernie and Ian Rullock each very slightly and coldly +acknowledged the other's presence. No words passed. But the slow +amenity of life bent by a fraction the head of each, just parted the +lips of each. Then Alexander turned with an abrupt movement of his +great body and with his companions was swallowed by the crowd. + +On his bed that night, lying straight with his hands upon his breast, +he had for the space of one deep breath an overmastering sense of the +suaveness of reality. Crudity, angularity, harshness, seemed to +vanish, to dissolve. He knew dry beds of ancient torrents that were a +long and somewhat wide wilderness of mere broken rock, stone piece by +stone piece, and only the more jagged edges lost and only the surface +worn by the action, through ages, of water. It was as though such a +bed grew beneath his eyes meadow smooth--smoother than that--smooth as +air, air that lost nothing by yielding--smooth as ether that, yielding +all, yielded nothing.... The moment went, but left its memory. As the +moment was large so was its memory. + +He fought against it with tribes of memories, lower and dwarfish, but +myriads strong. The bells from some convent rang, the December stars +blazed beyond his window, he put out his arms to the December cold. + +Ian, despite that moment in the playhouse, looked for the arrival of a +second challenge from Glenfernie. For an instant it might be that they +had seen that things couldn't be so separate, after all! That there +was, as it were, some universal cement. But instants passed, and, +indubitably, the world was a broken field! Enmity still existed, +full-veined. It would be like this Alexander, who had overshot another +Alexander, to send challenge after challenge, never to rest satisfied +with one crossing of weapons, with blood drawn once! Or if there was +no challenge, no formal duel, still there would be duel. He would +pursue--he would cry, "Turn!"--there would be perpetuity of encounter. +To the world's end there was to be the face of menace, of old +reproach--the arrows dropped of pain of many sorts. "In short, +vengeance," said Ian. "Vengeance deep as China! When he used to deny +himself revenge in small things it was all piling up for this!... What +I did slipped the leash for him! Well, aren't we evened?" + +What he looked for came, brought by Deschamps. The two met in a field +outside Paris, with seconds, with all the conventionally correct +paraphernalia. The setting differed from that of their lonely fight on +a Highland mountain-side. But again Ian, still the better swordsman, +wounded Alexander. This time he gave--willed perhaps to give--a slight +hurt. + +"That is nothing!" said Glenfernie. "Continue--" But the seconds, +coming between them, would not have it so. It was understood that +their principals had met before, and upon the same count. Blood had +been drawn. It was France--and mere ugly tooth-and-claw business not +in favor. Blood had flowed--now part! + +"'Must' drives then to-day," said Alexander. "But it is December +still, Ian Rullock!" + +"Turn the world so, if you will, Glenfernie!" answered the other. "And +yet there is June somewhere!" + +They left the field. Alexander, going home in a hired coach with +Deschamps, sat in silence, looking out of the window. His arm was +bandaged and held in a sling. + +"They breed determined foes in Scotland," said Deschamps. + +"That Scotland is in me," Glenfernie answered. "That Scotland and that +December." + +Three days later he wandered alone in Paris, came at last to old stone +steps leading down to the river, in an unpopulous quarter. A few boats +lay fastened to piles, but the landing-place hung deserted in the +winter sunlight. There lacked not a week of Christmas. But the season +had been mild. To-day was not cold, and stiller than still. +Glenfernie, his cloak about him, sat upon the river steps and watched +the stream. It went by, and still it stood there before him. It came +from afar, and it went to afar, and still it shone where his hand +might touch it. It turned like a wheel, from the gulf to the height +and around again. He followed its round--ocean and climbing vapor, +cloud, rain, and far mountain springs, descent and the mother sea. The +mind, expanding, ceased to examine radius by radius, but held the +whole wheel. Alexander sat in inner quiet, forgetting December. + +Turning from that contemplation, he yet remained still, looking now at +the sunshine on the steps.... There seemed to reach him, within and +from within, rays of color and fragrance, the soul of spice pinks, +marigolds, and pansies.... Then, within and from within, Elspeth was +with him. + +Dead! She was not dead.... Of all idle words--! + +It was not as a shade--it was not as a memory, or not as the poor +things that were called memory! But she came in the authority and +integrity of herself, that was also, most dearly, most marvelously, +himself as well--permeative, penetrative, real, a subtle breath named +Elspeth! So subtle, so wide and deep, elastic, universal, with no +horizons that he could see.... To and fro played the tides of +knowledge. + +Elspeth all along--sunshines and shadows--Elspeth a wide, living +life--not crushed into the two moments upon which he had brooded--not +the momentary Elspeth who had walked the glen with him, not the +momentary Elspeth lifted from the Kelpie's Pool, borne in his arms, +cold, rigid, drowned, a long, long way! But Elspeth, integral, +vibrant, living--Elspeth of centillions of moments--Elspeth a +beautiful power moving strongly in abundant space.... + +His form stayed moveless upon the river steps while the wave of +realization played. + +The experience linked itself with that of the other night when the +stony bed of existence, broken, harsh, irregular, had suddenly +dissolved into connections myriad wide, deep, and fine.... He had +prated with philosophers of oneness. Then what he had prated of had +been true! There was a great difference between talking of and +touching truth.... + +But he could not hold the touch. The wings flagged, he fell into the +jungle of words. His body turned upon the steps. The caves and dens of +his being began to echo with cries and counter-cries. + +Hurt? Had she not been hurt at all? But she _was_ hurt--poisoned, +ruined, drawn to death! Had she long and wide and living power to heal +her own harm? Still was it not there--he would have it there! + +Ian Rullock! With a long, inward, violent recoil Alexander shrank into +the old caves of himself. All, the magic web of color and fragrance +dwindled, came to be a willow basket filled with White Farm flowers +placed upon the kirkyard steps. + +Ian Rullock had stolen her--Ian, not Alexander, had been her lover, +kissed her, clasped her, there in the glen! Ian, the Judas of +friendship--thief of a comrade's bliss--cheat, murderer, mocker, and +injurer! + +The wave of oneness fled. + +Glenfernie, looking like the old laird his father, his cloak wrapped +around him, feeling the December air, left the river steps, wandered +away through Paris. + +But when he was alone with the night he tried to recover the wave. It +had been so wonderful. Even the faint, faint echo, the ghostly +afterglow, were exquisite; were worth more than anything he yet had +owned. He tried to recover the earlier part of the wave, separating it +from the later flood that had seemed critical of righteous wrath, just +punishment. But it would not come back on those terms.... But yet he +wanted it, wanted it, longed for it even while he warred against it. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + + +That was one December. The year made twelve steps and here was +December again. With it came to Ian a proffer from the nobleman of the +coach across the Seine. Some ancient business, whether of soul or +sense, carried him to Rome. Monsieur Ian Rullock--said to be for the +moment banished from a certain paradise--might find it in his interest +to come with him--say as traveling companion. Ian found it so. +Monseigneur was starting at once. Good! let us start. + +Ian despatched his servant to the lodging known to be occupied by the +laird of Glenfernie. The man had a note to deliver. Alexander took it +and read: + + GLENFERNIE,--I am quitting Paris with the Duc + de ----, for Rome.--IAN RULLOCK. + +The man gone, Alexander put fire to the missive and burned it, after +which he walked up and down, up and down the wide, bare room. When +some time had passed he came back to chair and table, inkwell and pen, +and a half-written letter. The quill drove on: + + ... None could do better by the estate than you--not I nor + any other. So I beg of you to stay, dear Strickland, who + have stayed by us so long! + +There followed a page of business detail--inquiries--expressed +wishes. Glenfernie paused. Before him, propped against a volume of old +lore, stood a small picture;--Orestes asleep in the grove of the +Furies. He sat leaning back in his chair, regarding it. He had found +it and purchased it months before, and still he studied it. His eyes +fell to the page; he wrote on: + + You ask no questions, and yet I know that you question. + Well, I will tell you--knowing that you will strain out and + give to others only what should be given.... He has been, + and I have been, in Paris a year. He and I have fought three + times--fought, that is, as men call fighting. Once upon that + mountain-side at home, twice here. Now he is going--and I am + going--to Rome. Shall I fight him again--with metal digged + from the earth, fashioned and sharpened in some red-lighted + shop of the earth? I am not sure that I shall--rather, I + think that I shall not.... Is there ever a place where a + kind of growth does not go on? There is a moonrise in me + that tells me that that fighting is to be scorned. But what + shall I do, seeing that he is my foe?... Ah, I do not + know--save haunt him, save bring and bring again my inner + man, to clinch and wrestle with and throw, if may be, his + inner man. And to see that he knows that I do this--that it + tells back upon him--through and through tells back!... It + has been a strange year. Now and then I am aware of curious + far tides, effects from some giant orb of being. But I go + on.... For my daily life in Paris--here it is, your open + page!... You see, I still seek knowledge, for all your gibe + that I sought darkness. And now, as I go to Rome-- + +He wrote on, changing now to details as to communication, placing of +moneys, and such matters. At length came references to the last home +news, expressions of trust and affection. He signed his name, folded, +superscribed and sealed the letter, then sat on, studying the picture +before him. + +Monseigneur, with gold, with fine horses, with an eery, swooping, +steadiness of direction, journeyed fast. He and his traveling +companion reached Rome early in February. There was a villa, there +were attendants, there was the Frenchman's especial circle, set with +bizarre jewels, princes of the Church, Italian nobles of his +acquaintance, exiles, a charlatan of immense note, certain ladies. He +only asked of his guest, Monsieur Rullock, that he help him to +entertain the whole chaplet, giving to his residence in Rome a certain +splendid virility. + +February showed skies like sapphire. There drew on carnival week. +Masks and a wildness of riot--childish, too-- + +Ian leaned against the broken base of an ancient statue, set in the +villa garden, at a point that gave a famous view. Around, the +almond-trees were in bloom. The marble Diana had gazed hence for so +many years, had seen so much that might make the dewy greenwood +forgotten! It was mid-afternoon and flooding light. Here Rome basked, +half-asleep in a dream of sense; here the ant city worked and worked. + +Ian stood between tides, behind him a forenoon, before him an evening +of carnival participation. In the morning he had been with a stream of +persons; presently, with the declining sun, would be with another. +Here was an hour or two of pause, time of day for rest with +half-closed eyes. He looked over the pale rose wave of the almonds, he +saw Peter's dome and St. Angelo. He was conscious of a fatigue of his +powers, a melancholy that they gave him no more than they did. "How it +is all tinsel and falsetto!... I want a clean, cold, searching +wave--desert and night--not life all choked with wax tapers and +harlequins! I want something.... I don't know what I want. I only know +I haven't got it!" + +His arm moved upon the base of the statue. He looked up at the white +form with the arrow in its hands. "Self-containment.... What, goddess, +you would call chastity all around?... All the spilled self somehow +centered. But just that is difficult--difficult--more difficult than +anything Hercules attempted. Oh me!" He sat down beneath the cypress +that stood behind the statue and rested his head within his hands. +From Rome, on all sides, broke into the still light trumpets and +bell-ringing, pipes and drums, shout and singing. It sounded like a +thousand giant cicadæ. A group of masks went through the garden, by +the Diana figure. They threw pine cones and confetti at the gold-brown +foreigner seated there. One wore an ass's head, another was dressed as +a demon with horns and tail, a third rolled as Bacchus, a fourth, +fifth, and sixth were his mænads. All went wildly by, the clamor of +the city swelled. + +This was first day of carnival. Succeeding days, succeeding nights, +mounted each a stage to heights of folly. Starred all through was +innocent merrymaking, license held in leash. But the gross, the +whirling, and the sinister elements came continuously and more +strongly into play. Measured sound grew racket, camaraderie turned +into impudence. Came at last pandemonium. All without Rome--Campagna +and mountains--were in Rome. Peasant men and women slept, when they +slept, in and beneath carts and huge wine-wagons camped and parked in +stone forests of imperial ruins. Artisan, mechanic, and merchant Rome +lightened toil and went upon the hunt for pleasure, dropping servility +in the first ditch. Foreigners, artists, men from everywhere, roved, +gazed, and listened, shared. The great made displays, some with +beauty, some of a perverted and monstrous taste. The lords of the +Church nodded, looked sleepily or alertly benevolent. At times all +alike turned mere populace. Courtesans thronged, the robber and the +assassin found their prey. All men and women who might entertain, ever +so coarsely, ever so poorly, were here at market. Mummers and players, +musicians, dancers, jugglers, gipsies, and fortune-tellers floated +thick as May-flies. Voices, voices, and every musical instrument--but +all set in a certain range, and that not the deep nor the sweet. So it +seemed, and yet, doubtless, by searching might have been found the +deep and the sweet. Certainly the air of heaven was sweet, and it went +in and between. + +All who might or who chose went masked. So few did not choose that +street and piazza seemed filled with all orders of being and moments +of time. Terrible, grotesque, fantastic, pleasing, went the rout, and +now the hugest crowd was here and now it was there, and now there were +moments of even diffusion. At night the lights were in multitude, and +in multitude the flaring and strange decorations. Day and night swung +processions, stood spectacles, huge symbolic movements and attitudes, +grown obscure and molded to the letter, now mere stage effects. Day +by day through carnival week the noise increased, restraint lessened. + +At times Ian was in company with monseigneur and those who came to the +villa; at times he sought or was sought by others that he knew in +Rome, fared into carnival with them. Much more rarely he dipped into +the swirl alone. + +The saturnalia drew toward its close. Ash Wednesday, like a great +gray-sailed ship, was seen coming large into port. The noise grew +wild, license general. All available oil must be poured into the fire +of the last day of pleasures. Ian was to have been with monseigneur's +party gathered to view a pageant lit by torches of wax, then to drink +wine, then, in choice masks, to break in upon a dance of nymphs, whirl +away with black or brown eyes.... It was the program, but at the last +he evaded it, slipped from the villa, chose solitary going. Why, he +did not know, save that he felt aching satiety. + +Here in the streets were half-lights, afterglow from the sunken sun +and smoky torches. The latter increased in number, the oil-lamps, +great and small, were lit, the tapers of various qualities and +thicknesses. Where there were open spaces vast heaps of seasoned wood +now flaming caused processions of light and shadow among ruins, +against old triumphal arches, against churches and dwellings old, +half-old, and new, lived in, chanted in still, intact and usable. +Above was star-sown night, but Rome lay under a kobold roof of her own +lighting. Noise held grating sway, mere restless motion enthroned with +her. Worlds of drunken grasshoppers in endless scorched plains! The +masks seemed now demoniac, less beauty than ugliness. + +Ian found himself on the Quirinal, in the great ragged space dominated +by the Colossi. Here burned a bonfire huge enough to make Plutonian +day, and here upon the fringes of that light he encountered a carnival +brawl, and became presently involved in it. He wore a domino striped +black and silver, and a small black mask, a black hat with wide brim +and a long, curling silver feather. He was tall, broad-shouldered, +noticeable.... The quarrel had started among unmasked peasants, then +had swooped in a numerous band dressed as ravens. Light-fingered +gentry, inconspicuously clad, aided in provoking misunderstanding that +should shake for them the orchard trees. A company of wine-bibbers +with monstrous, leering masks, staggering from a side-street, fell +into the whirlpool. With vociferation and blows the whole pulled here +and there, the original cause of the falling out buried now in a host +of new causes. Ian, caught in an eddy, turned to make way out of it. A +peasant woman, there with a group from some rock village, received a +chance buffet, so heavy that she cried out, staggered, then, pushed +against in the mêlée, fell upon the earth. The raven crew threatened +trampling. "_Jesù Maria!_" she cried, and tried to raise herself, but +could not. Ian, very near her, took a step farther in and, stooping, +lifted her. But now the ravens chose to fall foul of him. The woman +was presently gone, and her peasant fellows.... He was beating off a +drunken Comus crew, with some of active ill-will. His dress was +rich--he was not Roman, evidently--the surge had foamed and dragged +across from the bonfire and the open place to the dark mouth of a poor +street. Many a thing besides light-hearted gaieties happened in +carnival season. + +He became aware that a friendly person had come up, was with him +beating off raven, gorgon, and satyr. He saw that this person was very +big, and caught an old, oft-noted trick in the swing of his arm. +To-night, in carnival time, when there was trouble, it seemed quite +natural and with a touch of home that Old Steadfast should loom forth. + +A clang of music, shouting, and an oncoming array of lights helped to +daunt band of ravens and drunken masks. A procession of fishermen with +nets and monsters of the sea approached, went by. The attackers merged +in the throng that attended or followed, went away with innocent +shouts and songs. A second push followed the first, a great crowd of +masks and spectators bound for a piazza through which was to pass one +of the final large pageants. This wave carried with it Ian and +Alexander. On such a night, where every sea was tumult, one +indication, one propelling touch, was as good as another. The two went +on in company. Alexander was not masked. Ian was, but that did not +to-night hide him from the other. They came into the flaringly lighted +place. Around stood old ruins, piers, broken arches and columns, and +among these modern houses. For the better viewing of the spectacle +banks of seats had been built, tier upon tier rising high, propped +against what had been ancient bath or temple. The crowd surged to +these, filling every stretch and cranny not yet seized upon. There +issued that the tiers were packed; dark, curving, mounting rows where +foot touched shoulder. The piazza turned amphitheater. + +Still, in this carnival night, Ian and Alexander found themselves +together. They were sitting side by side, a third of the way between +pavement and the topmost row. They sat still, broodingly, in a cloud +of things rememberable, no distinct images, but all their common past, +good and bad, and the progress from one to the other, making as it +were one chord, or a mist of one color. They did not reason about this +momentary oneness, but took it as it came. It was carnival season. + +Yet the cloud dripped honey, the color was clear and not unrestful, +the chord sweet and resounding. + +The pageant, fantastic, towering, red and purple lighted, passed by. +The throng upon the seats moved, rose, struck heavily with their feet, +going down the narrow ways. Many torches had been extinguished, many +that were carried had gone on, following the last triumphal car. Here +were semi-darkness, great noise and confusion--weight, too, pressing +upon ground that long ago had been honeycombed; where the crypt of a +three-hundred-year-old church touched through an archway old priest +paths beneath a vanished temple, that in turn gave into a mixed ruin +of dungeons and cellars opening at last to day or night upon a +hillside at some distance from the place of raised benches. Now, the +crowd pressing thickly, the earth crust at one point trembled, +cracked, gave way. Scaffolding and throng came with groans and cries +into a very cavern. Those that were left above, high on narrow, +overswaying platforms, with shouts of terror pushed back from the pit +mouth, managed with accidents, injuries enough, to get to firmer +earth. Then began, among the braver sort, rescue of those who had gone +down with soil and timbers. What with the darkness and the confused +and sunken ruin, this was difficult enough. + +Ian and Alexander, unhurt, clambered down the standing part and by the +light of congregated and improvised torches helped in that rescue, and +helped strongly. Many were pinned beneath wood, smothered by the +caving earth. The rent was wide and in places the ruin afire. Groans, +cries, appeals shook the hearts of the carnival crowd. All would now +have helped, but it was not possible for many. There must be strength +to descend into the pit and work there. + +A beam pinned a man more than near a creeping flame. The two Scots +beat out that fire. Glenfernie heaved away the beam, Ian drew out the +man, badly hurt, moaning of wife and child. Glenfernie lifted him, +mounted with him, over heaped debris, by uncertain ledge and step, +until other arms, outstretched, could take him. Turning back, he took +from Ian a woman's form, lifted it forth. Down again, the two worked +on. Others were with them, there was made a one-minded ring, folly +forgot. + +At last it seemed that all were rescued. A few men only moved now in +the hollow, peering here and there. The fire had taken headway; the +gulf, it was evident, would presently be filled with flame. The heat +beat back those at the rim. "Come out! Come out, every one!" The +rescuers began to clamber forth. + +Came down a roaring pile of red-lit timbers, with smoke and sparks. It +blocked the way for Alexander and Ian. Turning, here threatened a +pillar of choking murk, red-tongued. Behind them was a gaping, narrow +archway. Involuntary recoil before that stinging push of smoke brought +them in under this. They were in a passageway, but when again they +would have made forth and across to the side of the pit, and so, by +climbing, out of it, they found that they could not. Before them lay +now a mere field of fire, and the blowing air drove a biting smoke +against them. + +"Move back, until this burns itself out! The earth gave into some kind +of underground room. This is a passage." + +It stretched black behind them. Glenfernie caught up a thick, arm-long +piece of lighted wood that would answer for brand. They worked through +a long vaulted tunnel, turned at right angles, and came into what +their torch showed to have been an ancient chapel. In a niche stood a +broken statue, on the wall spread a painting of St. Christopher in +midstream. + +"Shall we go on? There must be a way out of this maze." + +"If the torch will last us through." + +They passed out of the chapel into a place where of old the dead had +been buried. They moved between massy pillars, by the shelves of stone +where the bones lay in the dust. It seemed a great enough hall. At the +end of this they discovered an upward-going stair, but it was old and +broken, and when they mounted it they found that it ended flat against +thick stone, roof to it, pavement, perhaps, to some old church. They +saw by a difference in the flags where had been space, the stair +opening into the hollow of the church; but now was only stone, solid +and thick. They struck against it, but it was moveless, and in the +church, if church there were above, none in the dead night to hear +them. They came down the stair, and through a small, half-blocked +doorway stumbled into a labyrinth of passages and narrow chambers. +They found old pieces of wood--what had been a wine-cask, what might +have had other uses. They broke these into torch lengths, lighting one +from another as that burned down. These underways did not seem wholly +neglected, buried, and forgotten. There lacked any total blocking or +demolition, and there was air. But intricacy and uncertainty reigned. + +The mood of the amphitheater when they had sat side by side claimed +them still. There had been a reversion or a coming into fresh space +where quarrel faded like a shadow before light. The light was a +golden, hazy one, made up of myriads of sublimed memories, +associations, judgments, conclusions. Nothing defined emerged from it; +it was simply somewhat golden, somewhat warm light, as from a sun well +under the horizon--a kind of dreamy well-being as of old Together, +unquestioning Acceptance. Suddenly aroused, each might have cried, +"For the moment--it was for a moment only!" Then, for the moment, +there was return, with addition. It came like a winged force from the +bounds of doing or undoing. While it lasted it imposed upon them +quieted minds, withdrew any seeming need for question. They sought for +egress from this place where their bodies moved, explanation of this +material labyrinth. But they did not seek explanation of this mood, +fallen among pride and anger, wrong and revenge. It came from at +large, with the power of largeness. They were back, "for the moment," +in a simplicity of ancient, firm companionship. + +They spoke scarcely at all. It had been a habit of old, in their much +adventuring together, to do so in long silences. Alexander had set the +pace there, Ian learning to follow.... It was as if this were an +adventure of, say, five years ago, and it was as if it were a dream +adventure. Or it was as if some part of themselves, quietly and with a +hidden will separating itself, had sailed away from the huge storm and +cloud and red lightnings.... What they did say had wholly and only to +do with immediate exigencies. Behind, in pure feeling, was the unity. + +Down in this underground place the air began to come more freshly. + +"Look at the flame," said Ian. "It is bending." + +They had left behind rooms and passages lined with unbroken masonry. +Here were newer chambers and excavations, softer walled. + +"They have been opening from this side. That was dug not so long ago." + +Another minute and they came into a ragged, cavern-like space filled +with fresh night air. Presently they were forth upon a low hillside, +and at their feet Tiber mirrored the stars. Rome lay around. The +carnival lights yet flared, the carnival noise beat, beat. This was a +deserted strip, an islet between restless seas. + +Ian and Alexander stood upon trodden earth and grass, about them the +yet encumbering ruins of an ancient building, pillars and architraves +and capitals, broken friezes and headless caryatids. Here was the +river, here the ancient street. They breathed in the air, they looked +at the sky, but then at Rome. Somewhere a trumpet was fiercely crying. +Like an impatient hand, like a spurred foot, it tore the magician's +fabric of the past few hours. + +Ian laughed. "We had best rub our eyes!" To the fine hearing there was +a catch of the breath, a small dancing hope in his laughter. "_Or, +Glenfernie, shall we dream on?_" + +But the other opened his eyes upon things like the Kelpie's Pool and +the old room in the keep where a figure like himself read letters that +lied. He saw in many places a figure like himself, injured and fooled, +stuck full of poisoned arrows. The figure grew as he watched it, until +it overloomed him, until he was passionately its partisan. He said no +word, but he flung the smoking torch yet held in hand among the ruins, +and, leaving Ian and his black and silver, plunged down the slope to +the old, old street along which now poured a wave of carnival. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + + +The laird of Glenfernie lay in the flowering grass, beneath a +pine-tree, rising lonely from the Roman Campagna. The grass flowed for +miles, a multitudinous green speculating upon other colors, here and +there clearly donning a gold, an amethyst, a blue. The pine-tree +looked afar to other pine-trees. Each seemed solitary. Yet all had the +oneness of the great stage, and if it could comprehend the stage might +swim with its little solitariness into a wider uniqueness. In the +distance lay Rome. He could see St. Peter's dome. But around streamed +the ocean of grass and the ocean of air. Lifted from the one, bathed +in the other, strewed afar, appeared the wreckage of an older Rome. +There was no moving in Rome or its Campagna without moving among +time-cleansed bones and vestiges. Rome and its Campagna were like +Sargasso Seas and held the hulks of what had been great galleons. The +air swam above endless grass, endless minute flowers. In long +perspective traveled the arches of an Aqueduct. + +He lay in the shadow of a broken tomb. It was midspring. The bland +stillness of this world was grateful to him, after long inner storm. +He lay motionless, not far from the skirts of Contemplation. + +The long line of the Aqueduct, arch after arch, succession fixed, +sequence which the gaze made unitary, toled on his thought. He was +regarding span after span of imagery held together, a very wide and +deep landscape of numerous sequences, more planes than one. He was +seeing, around the cells, the shadowy force lines of the organ, around +the organ the luminous mist of the organism. He passed calmly from one +great landscape to another. + +Rome. To-day and yesterday and the day before, and to-morrow. The +"to-morrow" put in the life, guaranteeing an endless present, endless +breathing. He saw Rome the giant, the stone and earth of her, the vast +animal life of her, the vast passional, the mental clutch and +hammer-blow. The spiritual Rome? He sought it--it must be there. At +last, among the far arches, it rose, a light, a leaven, an ether.... +Rome. + +If there were boundaries in this ocean of air they were gauze-thin and +floating. He looked here and there, into landscapes Rome led to. Like +and like, and synthesis of syntheses! Images, finding that of which +they were images, lost their grotesqueness or meaninglessness of line, +their quality of caricature, lost unripeness, lost the dull annoy of +riddles never meant to be answered.... He had a great fund of images, +material so full that it must begin to build higher. Building higher +meant arrival in a fluid world where all aggregates were penetrable. + +He lay still among the grasses, and it was as though he lay also amid +the wide, simple, first growths of a larger, more potent living. Now +and again, through years, he had been aware of approaches, always +momentary, to this condition, to a country that lay behind time and +space, cause and effect, as he ordinarily knew them. The lightning +went--but always left something transforming. And then for three years +all gleams stopped, a leaden wall that they could not pierce rearing +itself. + +Latterly they had begun to return.... The proud will might rise +against them, but they came. Then it must be so, he would have said of +another, that the will was divided. Part of it must still have kept +its seat before the door whence the lights came, stayed there with its +face in its hands, waiting its season. And a part that had said no +must be coming to say yes, going and taking its place beside the other +by the door. And together they were strong enough to bring the +gleaming back, watching the propitious moment. But still there was the +opposed will, and it was strong.... When the light came it sought out +old traces of itself, and these became revivified. Then all joined +together to make a flood against the abundant darkness. A day like +this joined itself through likeness to others on the other side of the +three years, and also to moments of the months just passed and +passing. Union was made with a sleepless night in an inn of Spain, +with the hours after his encounter with Ian in the Paris theater, with +that time he sat upon the river steps and saw that the dead were +living and the prisoners free, with the hour in the amphitheater and +after, in carnival. + +He saw and heard, felt and tasted, life in greater lengths and +breadths. He comprehended more of the pattern. The tones and +semi-tones fell into the long scale. Such moments brought always +elevation, deep satisfaction.... More of the will particles traveled +from below to the center by the door. + +The soul turned the mind and directed it upon Alexander Jardine's own +history. It spread like a landscape, like a continent viewed from the +air, and here it sang with attainment and here it had not attained; +and here it was light, and here there were darknesses; right-doing +here and wrong-doing there and every shade between. He saw that there +was right- and wrong-doing quite outside of conventional standards. + +Where were frontiers? The edges of the continent were merely spectral. +Where did others end and he begin, or he end and others begin? He saw +that his history was very wide and very deep and very high. Through +him faintly, by nerve paths in the making, traveled the touch of +oneness. + +Alexander Jardine--Elspeth Barrow--Ian Rullock. And all others--and +all others. + +There swam upon him another great perspective. He saw Christ in light, +Buddha in light. The glorified--the unified. _Union._ + +Alexander Jardine--Elspeth Barrow--Ian Rullock. And all others--and +all others. _For we are members, one of another._ + +The feathered, flowered grass, miles of it, and the sea of air.... By +degrees the level of consciousness sank. The splendid, steadfast +moment could not be long sustained. Consciousness drew difficult +breath in the pure ether, it felt weight, it sank. Alexander moved +against the old tomb, turned, and buried his face in his arms. The +completer moment went by, here was the torn self again. But he strove +to find footing on the thickening impressions of all such moments. + +Moving back to Rome, along the old way where had marched all the +legions, by the ruins, under the blue sky, he had a sense of going +with Cæsar's legions, step by step, targe by targe, and then of his +footstep halting, turning out, breaking rhythm.... From this it was +suddenly a winter night and at Glenfernie, and he sat by the fire in +his father's death-room. His father spoke to him from the bed and he +went to his side and listened to dying words, distilled from a wide +garden that had relaxed into bitterness, growths, and trails of ideal +hatred.... _What was it, setting one's foot upon an adder?... What was +the adder?_ + +He entered the city. His lodging was above the workroom and shop of a +recoverer of ancient coins and intaglios, skilful cleanser and mender +of these and merchant to whom would buy. The man was artist besides, +maker of strange drawings whom few ever understood or bought. + +Glenfernie liked him--an elderly, fine, thin, hook-nosed, dark-eyed, +subtle-lipped, little-speaking personage. No great custom came to the +shop in front; the owner of it might work all day in the room behind, +with only two or three peals of a small silvery summoning bell. The +lodger acquired the habit of sitting for perhaps an hour out of each +twenty-four in this workroom. He might study at the window gem or coin +and the finish of old designs, or he might lift and look at sheet +after sheet of the man's drawings, or watch him at his work, or have +with him some talk. + +The drawings had a fascination for him. "What did you mean behind this +outward meaning? Now here I see this, and I see that, but here I don't +penetrate." The man laid down his mending a broken Eros and came and +stood by the table and spoke. Glenfernie listened, the wood propping +elbow, the hand propping chin, the eyes upon the drawing. Or he leaned +back in the great visitor's chair and looked instead at the draftsman. +They were strange drawings, and the draftsman's models were not +materially visible. + +To-day Glenfernie came from the noise of Rome without into this room. +His host was sitting before a drawing-board. Alexander stood and +looked. + +"Are you trying to bring the world of the plane up a dimension? Then +you work from an idea above the world of the solid?" + +"_Si._ Up a dimension." + +"What are these forms?" + +"I am dreaming the new eye, the new ear, the new hand." + +Glenfernie watched the moving and the resting hand. Later in the day +he returned to the room. + +"It has been a fertile season," said the artist. "Look!" + +At the top of a sheet of paper was written large in Latin, LOVE IS +BLIND. Beneath stood a figure filled with eyes. "It is the same +thing," said the man. + +The next day, at sunset, going up to his room after restless wandering +in this city, he found there from Ian another intimation of the +latter's movements: + + GLENFERNIE,--I am going northward. There will be a + month spent at monseigneur's villa upon the Lake of Como. + Then France again.--IAN RULLOCK. + +Alexander laid the paper upon the table before him, and now he stared +at it, and now he gazed at space beyond, and where he gazed seemed +dark and empty. It was deep night when finally he dipped quill into +ink and wrote: + + IAN RULLOCK,--Stay or go as you will! I do not + follow you now as I did before. I come to see the crudeness, + the barrenness, of that. But within--oh, are you not my + enemy still? I ask Justice that, and what can she do but + echo back my words? "Within" is a universe.--ALEXANDER + JARDINE. + +Five days later he knew that Ian with the Frenchman in whose company +he was had departed Rome. On that morning he went again without the +city and lay among the grasses. But the sky to-day was closed, and all +dead Rome that had been proud or violent or a lover of self seemed to +move around him multitudinous. He fought the shapes down, but the sea +in storm then turned sluggish, dead and weary.... What was he going to +do? Scotland? Was he going back to Scotland? The glen, the moor, White +Farm and the kirk, Black Hill and his own house--all seemed cold and +without tint, gray, small, and withered, and yet oppressive. All that +would be importunate, officious. He cried out, "O my God, I want +healing!" For a long time he lay there still, then, rising, went +wandering by arches and broken columns, choked doorways, graved slabs +sunken in fairy jungles. Into his mind came a journey years before +when he had just brushed a desert. The East, the Out-of-Europe, called +to him now. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + + +Ian guided the boat to the water steps. Above, over the wall, streamed +roses, a great, soundless fall of them, reflected, mass and color, in +the lake. Above the roses sprang deep trees, shade behind shade, and +here sang nightingales. Facing him sat the Milanese song-bird, the +singer Antonia Castinelli. She had the throat of the nightingale and +the beauty of the velvety open rose. + +"Why land?" she said. "Why climb the steps to the chatter in the +villa?" + +"Why indeed?" + +"They are not singing! They are talking. There is deep, sweet shadow +around that point." + +The boat turned glidingly. Now it was under tall rock, parapeted with +trees. + +"Let Giovanni have the boat. Come and sit beside me! You are too far +away for singing together." + +Old Giovanni at the helm, boatman upon this lake since youth, used +long since to murmuring words, to touching hands, stayed brown and +wrinkled and silent and unspeculative as a walnut. Perhaps his mind +was sunk in his own stone hut behind vine leaves. The two under the +rose-and-white-fringed canopy leaned toward each other. + +"Tell me of your strange, foreign land! Have you roses +there--roses--roses? And nightingales that sing out your heart under +the moon?" + +"I will tell you of the heather, the lark, and the mavis." + +She listened. "Oh, it does not taste as tastes this lake! Give me +pain! Tell me of women you have loved.... Oh, hear! The nightingales +stop singing." + +"Do you ever listen to the silence?" + +"Of course ... when a friend dies--or I go to Mass--and sometimes when +I am singing very passionately. But this lake--" + +She began to sing. The contralto throbbed, painted, told, brought +delight and melancholy. He sat with his hand loosened from hers, his +eyes upon the lake's blue-green depths. At last she stopped. + +"Oh--h!... Let us go back to the talking shore and the chattering +villa! Somebody else is singing--somebody or something! I hear +silence--I hear it in the silence.... Some things I can sing against, +and some things I can't." + +They went underneath the wall of roses. Her arm, sleeved as with mist, +touched his; her low, wide brow and great liquid eyes were at his +shoulder, at his breast. "O foreigner--and yet not at all foreign! +Tell me your English words for roses--walls of roses--and music that +never ceases in the night--and pleasing, pleasing, pleasing love!" + +The boat came to the water steps. The two left it, climbing between +flowers. Down to them came a wave of laughter and hand-clapping. + +"Celestina recites--but I do not think she does it so well!... That +is my window--see, where the roses mount!" + +The company, flowing forth, caught them upon the terrace. "Lo, the +truants!" + +But that night, instead of climbing where the roses climbed, he took a +boat from the number moored by the steps and rowed himself across the +lake to a piece of shore, bare of houses, lifting by steep slope and +crag into the mountain masses. He fastened the boat and climbed here. +The moon was round, the night merely a paler day. He went up among low +trees and bushes until he came to naked rock. He climbed here as far +as he might, found some manner of platform, and threw himself down, +below him the lake, around him the mountains. + +He lay still until the expended energy was replaced. At last the mind +moved and, apprentice-bound to feeling, began again a hot and heavy +and bitter work, laid aside at times and then renewed. It was upon the +vindication to himself of Ian Rullock. + +It was made to work hard.... Its old task used to be to keep asleep +upon the subject. But now for a considerable time this had been its +task. Old feeling, old egoism, awakened up and down, drove it hard! It +had to make bricks without straw. It had to fetch and carry from the +ends of the earth. + +Emotion, when it must rest, provided for it a dull place of +listlessness and discontent. But the taskmaster now would have it up +at all hours, fashioning reasons and justifications. The soonest found +straw in the fields lay in the faults of others--of the world in +general and Alexander Jardine in particular. Feeling got its anodyne +in gloating over these. It had the pounce of a panther for such a +bitter berry, such a weed, such a shameful form. It did not always +gloat, but it always held up and said, _Who could be weaker here--more +open to question?_ It made constant, sore comparison. + +The lake gleamed below him, the herded mountains slept in a gray +silver light. How many were the faults of the laird of Glenfernie! +Faults! He looked at the dark old plains of the moon. That was a light +word! He saw Alexander pitted and scarred. + +Pride! That had always been in the core of Glenfernie. That has been +his old fortress, walled and moated against trespass. Pride so high +that it was careless--that its possessor could seem peaceable and +humble.... But find the quick and touch it--and you saw! What was his +was his. What he deemed to be his, whether it was so or not! Touch him +there and out jumped jealousy, hate, and implacableness--and all the +time one had been thinking of him as a kind of seer! + +Ian turned upon the rock above Como. And Glenfernie was ignorant! The +seer had seen very little, after all. His touch had not been precisely +permeative when it came to the world, Ian Rullock. If liking meant +understanding, there had not been much understanding--which left +liking but a word. If liking was a degree of love, where then had been +love, where the friend at all? After all, and all the time, +Glenfernie's notion of friendship was a sieve. The notion that he had +held up as though it were the North Star! + +The world, Ian Rullock, could not be so contemned.... + +He felt with heat and pain the truth of that. It was a wrong that +Glenfernie should not understand! The world, Ian Rullock, might be +incomplete, imperfect--might have taken, more than once, wrong turns, +left its path, so to speak, in the heavens. But what of the world, +Alexander Jardine? Had it no memories? He brooded over what these +memories might be--must be; he tried to taste and handle that other's +faults in time and space. But he could not plunge into Alexander's +depths of wrath. As he could not, he made himself contemptuous of all +that--of Old Steadfast's power of reaction! + +A star shot across the moon-filled night, so large a meteor that it +made light even against that silver. A mass within Ian made a slow +turn, with effort, with thrilling, changed its inclination. He saw +that disdain, that it was shallow and streaked with ebony. He moved +with a kind of groan. "Was there--is there--wickedness?... What, O +God, is wickedness?" + +He pressed the rock with his hand--sat up. The old taskmaster, +alarmed, gathered his forces. "I say that it is just that--pride, +vengefulness, hard misunderstanding!" + +A voice within him answered. "Even so, is it not still yourself?" + +He stared after the meteor track. There was a conception here that he +had not dreamed of. + +It seemed best to keep still upon the rock. He sat in inner wonder. +There was a sense of purity, of a fresh coolness not physical, of +awe. He was in presence of something comprehensive, immortal. + +"Is it myself? Then let it pour out and make of naught the old poison +of myself!" + +The perception could not hold. It flagged and sank, echoing down into +the caves. He sat still and felt the old taskmaster stir. But this +time he found strength to resist. There resulted, not the divine +novelty and largeness of that one moment, but a kind of dim and bare +desert waste of wide extent. And as it ate up all width, so it seemed +timeless. Across this, like a person, unheralded, came and went two +lines from "Richard III" + + Clarence is come--false, fleeting, perjured Clarence, + That stabbed me in the field by Tewksbury. + +It went and left awareness of the desert. +"False--fleeting--perjured...." + +He saw himself as in mirrors. + +The desert ached and became a place of thorns and briers and +bewilderment. Then rose, like Antæus, the taskmaster. "_And what of +all that--if I like life so?_" + +Sense of the villa and the roses and the nightingales in the +coverts--sense of wide, mobile sweeps and flowing currents inwashing, +indrawing, pleasure-crafts great and small--desire and desire for +desire--lust for sweetness, lust for salt--the rose to be plucked, the +grapes to be eaten--and all for self, all for Ian.... + +He started up from the rock above Como, and turned to descend to the +boat. That within him that set itself to make thin cloud of the +taskmaster pulled him back as by the hair of the head and cast him +down upon the rocky floor. + +He lay still, half upon his face buried in the bend of his arm. He +felt misery. + +"My soul is sick--a beggar--like to become an outcast!" + +How long he lay here now he did not know. The nadir of night was +passed, but there was cold and voidness, an abyss. He felt as one +fallen from a great height long ago. "There is no help here! Let me +only go to an eternal sleep--" + +A wind began. In the east the sky grew whiter than elsewhere. There +came a sword-blow from an unseen hand, ripping and tearing veils. +_Elspeth--Elspeth Barrow!_ + +In a bitterness as of myrrh he came into touch with cleanness, purity, +wholeness. Henceforth there was invisible light. Its first action was +not to show him scorchingly the night of Egypt, but with the quietness +of the whitening east to bring a larger understanding of Elspeth. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + + +The caravan, having spent three days in a town the edge of the desert, +set forth in the afternoon. The caravan was a considerable one. Three +hundred camels, more than a hundred asses, went heavily laden. Twenty +men rode excellent horses; ten, poorer steeds; the company of others +mounted with the merchandise or, staff in hand, strode beside. In safe +stretches occurred a long stringing out, with lagging at the rear; in +stretches where robber bands or other dangers might be apprehended +things became compact. Besides traders and their employ, there rode or +walked a handful of chance folk who had occasion for the desert or for +places beyond it. These paid some much, some little, but all something +for the advantage of this convoy. The traders did not look to lose, +whoever went with them. Altogether, several hundred men journeyed in +company. + +The elected chief of the caravan was a tall Arab, Zeyn al-Din. Twelve +of the camels were his; he was a merchant of spices, of wrought stuff, +girdles, and gems--a man of forty, bold and with scope. He rode a fine +horse and kept usually at the head of the caravan. But now and again +he went up and down, seeing to things. Then there was talking, loud +or low, between the head man and units of the march. + +Starting from its home city, this caravan had been for two days in +good spirits. Then had become to creep in disaster, not excessive, but +persistent. One thing and another befell, and at last a stealing +sickness, none knew what, attacking both beast and man. They had made +the town at the edge of the desert. Physicians were found and rest +taken. Recuperation and trading proceeded amicably together. The day +of departure wheeling round, the noontide prayer was made with an +especial fervor and attention. Then from the _caravanserai_ forth +stepped the camels. + +The sun descending, the caravan threw a giant shadow upon the sand. +Ridge and wave of sterile earth broke it, confused it, made it an +unintelligible, ragged, moving, and monstrous shade. The sun was red +and huge. As it lowered to the desert rim Zeyn al-Din gave the order +for the seven-hour halt. The orb touched the sand; prayer carpets were +spread. + +Night of stars unnumbered, the ineffable tent, arched the desert. The +caravan, a small thing in the world, lay at rest. The meal was over. +Here was coolness after heat, repose after toil. The fires that had +been kindled from scrub and waste lessened, died away. Zeyn al-Din +appointed the guards for the night, went himself the rounds. + +Where one of the fires had burned he found certain of those men who +were not merchants nor servants of merchants, yet traveled with the +caravan. Here were Hassan the Scribe, and Ali the Wanderer, and the +dervish Abdallah, and others. Here was the big Christian from some +outlandish far-away country, who had dwelt for the better part of a +year in the city whence the caravan started, who had money and a wish +to reach the city toward which the caravan journeyed. In the first +city he had become, it seemed, well liked by Yusuf the Physician, that +was the man that Zeyn al-Din most admired in life. It was Yusuf who +had recommended the Christian to Zeyn, who did not like infidel +sojourners with caravans. Zeyn himself was liberal and did not so much +mind, but he had had experience with troubles created along the way +and in the column itself. The more ignorant or the stiffer sort +thought it unpleasing to Allah. But Zeyn al-Din would do anything +really that Yusuf the Physician wanted. So in the end the big +Christian came along. Zeyn, interpreting fealty to Yusuf to mean care +in some measure for this infidel's well-being, began at once with a +few minutes' riding each day beside him. These insensibly expanded to +more than a few. He presently liked the infidel. "He is a man!" said +Zeyn and that was the praise that he considered highest. The big +Christian rode strongly a strong horse; he did not fret over small +troubles nor apparently fear great ones; he did not say, "This is my +way," and infer that it was better than others; he liked the red +camel, the white, and the brown. "Who dances with the sand is not +stifled," said Zeyn. + +Now he found the Christian with Hassan, listening at ease, stretched +upon the sand, to Ali the Wanderer. The head man, welcomed, listened, +too, to Ali bringing his story to a close. "That is good, Ali the +Wanderer! Just where grows the tree from which one gathers that +fruit?" + +"It can't be told unless you already know," said Ali. + +"Allah my refuge! Then I would not be asking you!" answered Zeyn. "I +should have shaken the tree and gathered the diamonds, rubies, and +emeralds, and been off with them!" + +"You did not hear what was said. Ibn the Happy found that they could +not be taken from the tree. He had tried what you propose. He broke +off a great number and ran away with them. But they turned to black +dust in his bosom. He put them all down, and when he looked back he +saw them still shining on the tree." + +"What did Ibn the Happy do?" + +"He climbed into the tree and lived there." + +In the distance jackals were barking. "I like nothing better than +listening to stories," said Zeyn al-Din. "But, Allah! Just now there +are more important things to do! Yusuf the Red, I name you watcher +here until moonrise. Then waken Melec, who already sleeps there!" + +His eyes touched in passing the big Christian. "Oh yes, you would be a +good watcher," thought Zeyn. "But there's a folly in this caravan! +Wait till good fortune has a steadier foot!" + +But good fortune continued a wavering, evanishing thing. Deep in the +night, from behind a stiffened wave of earth, rose and dashed a +mounted band of Bedouin robbers. Yusuf the Red and other watchers had +and gave some warning. Zeyn al-Din's voice was presently heard like a +trumpet. The caravan repelled the robbers. But five of its number were +lost, some camels and mules driven off. The Bedouins departing with +wild cries, there were left confusion and bewailing, slowly +straightening, slowly sinking. The caravan, with a pang, recognized +that ill luck was a traveler with it. + +The dead received burial; the wounded were looked to, at last hoisted, +groaning, upon the camels, among the merchandise. Unrested, bemoaning +loss, the trading company made their morning start three hours behind +the set time. For stars in the sky, there was the yellow light and the +sun at a bound, strewing heat. In the mêlée the robbers had thrust +lance or knife into several of the water-skins. Yet there was, it was +held, provision enough. The caravan went on. At midday the Bedouins +returned, reinforced. Zeyn al-Din and his mustered force beat them +off. No loss of goods or life, but much of time! The caravan went on, +that with laden beasts must move at best much like a tortoise. That +night the rest was shortened. Two hours after midnight and the strings +of camels were moving again, the asses and mules so monstrously +misshapen with bales of goods, the horses and horsemen and those +afoot. At dawn, not these Bedouins, but another roving band, harassed +them. Time was running like water from a cracked pitcher. + +This day they cleared the robber bands. There spread before them, +around them, clean desert. Then returned that sickness. + +"_O Zeyn al-Din, what could we expect who travel with him who denies +Allah?_" + +The stricken caravan crept under the blaze across the red waste. +Camels fell and died. Their burdens were lifted from them and added to +the packs of others; their bodies were left to light and heat and +moving air.... It grew that an enchantment seemed to hold the feet of +the caravan. Evils came upon them, sickness of men and beasts. And now +it was seen that there was indeed little water. + +"O Zeyn al-Din, rid us of this infidel!" + +"The infidel is in you!" answered Zeyn al-Din. "Much speaking makes +for thirst and impedes motion. Let us cross this desert." + +"O Zeyn al-Din, if you be no right head man we shall choose another!" + +"Choose!" said Zeyn al-Din, and went to the head of a camel who would +not rise from the sand. + +Ill luck clung and clung. Twelve hours and there began to be cabals. +These grew to factions. The larger of these swallowed the small fry, +swelled and mounted, took the shape of practically the whole caravan. +"Zeyn al-Din, if you do not harken to us it will be the worse for you! +Drive away the Christian dog!" + +"Abu al-Salam, are you the chief, or I?--Now, companions, listen! +These are the reasons in nature for our troubles--" + +But no! It was the noon halt. The desert swam in light and silence. +The great majority of the traders and their company undertook to play +divining, judging, determining Allah. The big Christian stood over +against them and looked at them, his arms folded. + +"It is no such great matter!... Very good then! What do you want me +to do?" + +"Turn your head and your eyes from us, and go to what fate Allah +parcels out to you!" + +There arose a buzzing. "Better we slay him here and now! So Allah will +know our side!" + +Zeyn al-Din stepped forth. "This is the friend of my friend and I am +pledged. Slay, and you will have two to slay! O Allah! what a thing it +is to stare at the west when the riders are in the east!" + +"Zeyn al-Din, we have chosen for head man Abu al-Salam." + +"Allah with you! I should say you had chosen well. I have twelve +camels," said Zeyn al-Din. "I make another caravan! Mansur, Omar, and +Melec, draw you forth my camels and mules!" + +With a weaker man there might have been interference, stoppage. But +Zeyn's mass and force acquired clear space for his own movements. He +made his caravan. He had with him so many men. Three of these stood by +him; the others cowered into the great caravan, into the shadow of Abu +al-Salam. + +Zeyn threw a withering look. "Oh, precious is the skin!" + +The big infidel came to him. "Zeyn al-Din, I do not want all this +peril for me. I have ridden away alone before to-day. Now I shall go +in that direction, and I shall find a garden." + +"Perhaps we shall find it," said Zeyn. "Does any other go with my +caravan?" + +It seemed that Ali the Wanderer went, and the dervish Abdallah.... +There was more ado, but at last the caravan parted.... The great one, +the long string of beads, drew with slow toil across the waste, along +the old track. The very small one, the tiny string of beads, departed +at right angles. Space grew between them. The dervish Abdallah turned +upon his camel. + +"It seems that we part. But, O Allah! around 'We part' is drawn 'We +are together!'" + +Zeyn al-Din made a gesture of assent. "O I shall meet in bazaars Abu +al-Salam! 'Ha! Zeyn al-Din!'--'Ha! Abu al-Salam!'" + +The sun sank lower. The vastly larger caravan drew away, drew away, +over the desert rim. Between the two was now a sea of desert waves. +Where the great string of camels, the asses, the riders, the men could +be seen, all were like little figures cut from dark paper, drawn by +some invisible finger, slowly, slowly across a wide floor. Before long +there were only dots, far in the distance. Around Zeyn al-Din's +caravan swept a great solitude. + +"Halt!" said Zeyn. "Now they observe us no longer, and this is what we +do!" + +All the merchant lading was taken from the camels. The bales of wealth +strewed the sand. "Wealth is a comfortable garment," said Zeyn, "but +life is a richer yet! That which gathers wealth is wealth. Now we +shall go thrice as fast as Abu al-Salam!" + +"Far over there," said Ali the Wanderer, and nodded his head toward +the quarter, "is the small oasis called the Garland." + +"I have heard of it, though I have not been there," answered Zeyn. +"Well, we shall not rest to-night; we shall ride!" + +They rode in the desert beneath the stars, going fast, camels and +horses, unencumbered by bales and packs unwieldy and heavy. But there +were guarded, as though they were a train of the costliest +merchandise, the shrunken water-skins.... + +The laird of Glenfernie, riding in silence by Zeyn al-Din, whom he had +thanked once with emphasis, and then had accepted as he himself was +accepted, looked now at the desert and now at the stars and now at +past things. A year and more--he had been a year and more in the East. +If you had it in you to grow, the East was good growing-ground.... He +looked toward the stars beneath which lay Scotland. + +The night passed. The yellow dawn came up, the sun and the heat of +day. And they must still press on.... At last the horses could not do +that. At eve they shot the horses, having no water for them. They went +on upon camels. Great suffering came upon them. They went stoically, +the Arabs and the Scot. The eternal waste, the sand, the arrows of the +sun.... The most of the camels died. Day and night and morn, and, +almost dead themselves, the men saw upon the verge the palms of the +desert oasis called the Garland. + + * * * * * + +Seven men dwelt seven days in the Garland. Uninhabited it stood, a +spring, date-palms, lesser verdure, a few birds and small beasts and +winged insects. It was an emerald set in ashy gold. + +The dervish Abdallah sat in contemplation under a palm. Ali the +Wanderer lay and dreamed. Zeyn al-Din and his men, Mansur, Omar, and +Melec, were as active as time and place admitted. The camels tasted +rich repose. Day went by in dry light, in a pleasant rustling and +waving of palm fronds. Night sprang in starshine, wonderful soft lamps +orbed in a blue vault. Presently was born and grew a white moon. + +Alexander Jardine, standing at the edge of the emerald, watched it. He +could not sleep. The first nights in the Garland he with the others +had slept profoundly. But now there was recuperation, strength again. +Around swept the circle of the desert. Above him he saw Canopus. + +He ceased to look directly at the moon, or the desert, or Canopus. He +stretched himself upon the clear sand and was back in the inner vast +that searched for the upper vast. Since the grasses of the Campagna +there had been a long search, and his bark had encountered many a +wind, head winds and favoring winds, and had beaten from coast to +coast. + +"O God, for the open, divine sea and Wisdom the compass--" + +He lay beneath the palm; he put his arm over his eyes. For an hour he +had been whelmed in an old sense, bitter and stately, of the woe, the +broken knowledge, the ailing and the pain of the world. All the +world.... That other caravan, where was it?... Where were all +caravans? And all the bewilderment and all the false hopes and all the +fool's paradises. All the crying in the night. Children.... + +Little by little he recognized that he was seeing it as panorama.... +None saw a panorama until one was out of the plane of its +components--out of the immediate plane. Gotten out as all must get +out, by the struggling Thought, which, the thing done, uses its +eyes.... + +He looked at his past. He did not beat his breast nor cry out in +repentance, but he saw with a kind of wonder the plains of darkness. +Oh, the deserts, and the slow-moving caravans in them! + +He lay very still beneath the palm. All the world.... _All._ + +"_All is myself._" + +"Ian? Myself--myself--myself!" + +He heard a step upon the sand--the putting by of a branch. The Sufi +Abdallah stood beside him. Alexander made a movement. + +"Lie still," said the other, "I will sit here, for sweet is the +night." He took his place, white-robed, a gleaming upon the sand. +Silent almost always, it was nothing that he should sit silent now, +quiet, moveless, gone away apparently among the stars. + +The moments dropped, each a larger round. Glenfernie moved, sat up. + +"I've felt you and your calm in our caravaning. Let me see if my +Arabic will carry me here!--What have you that I have not and that I +long for?" + +"I have nought that you have not." + +"But you see the having, and I do not." + +"You are beginning to see." + +The wind breathed in the oasis palms. The earth turned, seeking the +sun for her every chamber, the earth made pilgrimage around the sun, +eying point after point of that excellence, the earth journeyed with +the sun, held by the invisible cords. + +"I wish new sight--I wish new touch--I wish comprehension!" + +"You are beginning to have it." + +"I have more than I had.... Yes, I know it--" + +"There is birth.... Then comes the joy of birth. At last comes the +knowledge of why there is joy. Strive to be fully born." + +"And if I were so--?" + +"Then life alters and there is strong embrace." + +A great stillness lay upon the oasis and the desert around. Men and +beasts were sleeping, only these two waking, just here, just now. +After a moment the dervish spoke again. "The holder-back is the sense +of disunity. Sit fast and gather yourself to yourself.... Then will +you find how large is your brood!" + +He rose, stood a moment above Glenfernie, then went away. The man whom +he left sat on, struck from within by fresh shafts. Perception now +came in this way, with inner beam. How huge was the landscape that it +lighted up!... Alexander sat still. He bent his head--there was a +sense, extending to the physical, of a broken shell, of escape, +freedom.... He found that he was weeping. He lay upon the sand, and +the tears came as they might from a young boy. When they were past, +when he lifted himself again, the morning star was in the sky. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + + +Strickland, in the deep summer glen, saw before him the feather of +smoke from Mother Binning's cot. The singing stream ran clearly, the +sky arched blue above. The air held calm and fine, filled as it were +with golden points. He met a white hen and her brood, he heard the +slow drone of Mother Binning's wheel. She sat in the doorway, an old +wise wife, active still. + +"Eh, mon, and it's you!--Wish, and afttimes ye'll get!" She pushed her +wheel aside. "I've had a feeling a' the day!" + +Strickland leaned against her ash-tree. "It's high summer, Mother--one +of the poised, blissful days." + +"Aye. I've a feeling.... Hae ye ony news at the House?" + +"Alice sings beautifully this summer. Jamie is marrying down in +England--beauty and worth he says, and they say." + +"Miss Alice doesna marry?" + +"She's not the marrying kind, she says." + +"Eh, then! She's bonny and gude, juist the same! Did ye come by White +Farm?" + +"Yes. Jarvis Barrow fails. He sits under his fir-tree, with his Bible +beside him and his eyes on the hills. Littlefarm manages now for White +Farm." + +"Robin's sunny and keen. But he aye irked Jarvis with his profane +sangs." She drew out the adjective with a humorous downward drag of +her lip. + +Strickland smiled. "The old man's softer now. You see that by the +places at which his Bible opens." + +"Oh aye! We're journeyers--rock and tree and Kelpie's Pool with the +rest of us." + +She seemed to catch her own speech and look at it. "That's a word I +hae been wanting the morn!--The Kelpie's Pool, with the moor sae green +and purple around it." She sat bent forward, her wrinkled hands in her +lap, her eyes, rather wide, fixed upon the ash-tree. + +"We have not heard from the laird," said Strickland, "this long time." + +"The laird--now there! What ye want further comes when the mind +strains and then waits! I see in one ring the day and Glenfernie and +yonder water. Wherever the laird be, he thinks to-day of Scotland." + +"I wish that he would think to returning," said Strickland. He had +been leaning against the doorpost. Now he straightened himself. "I +will go on as far as the pool." + +Mother Binning loosed her hands. "Did ye have that thought when ye +left hame?" + +"No, I believe not." + +"Gae on, then! The day's bonny, and the Lord's gude has a wide ring!" + +Strickland walking on, left the stream and the glen head. Now he was +upon the moor. It dipped and rose like a Titan wave of a Titan sea. +Its long, long unbroken crest, clean line against clean space, +brought a sense of quiet, distance, might. Here solitude was at home. +Now Strickland moved, and now he stood and watched the quiet. Turning +at last a shoulder of the moor, he saw at some distance below him the +pool, like a small mirror. He descended toward it, without noise over +the springy earth. + +A horse appeared between him and the water. Strickland felt a most +involuntary startling and thrill--then half laughed to think that he +had feared that he saw the water-steed, the kelpie. The horse was +fastened to a stake that once had been the bole of an ancient willow. +It grazed around--somewhere would be a master.... Presently +Strickland's eye found the latter--a man lying upon the moorside, just +above the water. Again with a shock and thrill--though not like the +first--it came to him who it was. + +The laird of Glenfernie lay very still, his eyes upon the Kelpie's +Pool. His old tutor, long his friend, quiet and stanch, gazed unseen. +When he had moved a few feet an outcropping of rock hid his form, but +his eyes could still dwell upon the pool and the man its visitor. He +turned to go away, then he stood still. + +"What if he means a closer going yet?" Strickland settled back against +the rock. "He would loose his horse first--he would not leave it +fastened here. If he does that then I will go down to him." + +Glenfernie lay still. There was no wind to-day. The reeds stood +straight, the willow leaves slept, the water stayed like dusky glass. +The air, pure and light, hung at rest in the ether. Minutes went by, +an hour. He might, Strickland thought, have lain there a long time. At +last he sat up, rose, began to walk around the pool. He went around it +thrice. Then again he sat down, his arms upon his knees, watching the +dusk water. He did not go nor sit like one overwrought or frenzied or +despairing. His great frame, his bearing, the air of him, had +quietude, but not listlessness; there seemed at once calm and +intensity as of a still center that had flung off the storm. Time +flowed. Thought Strickland: + +"He is as far as I am from death in that water. I'll cease to spy." + +He moved away, moss and ling muffling step, gained and dipped behind +the shoulder of the moor. The horse grazed on. The laird sat still, +his arms upon his knees, his head a little lifted, his eyes crossing +the Kelpie's Pool to the wave-line against the sky. + +Strickland went to where the moor path ran by the outermost trees of +the glen head. Here he sat down beneath an oak and waited. Another +hour passed; then he heard the horse's hoofs. He rose and met +Glenfernie home-returning. + +"It is good to see you, Strickland!" + +"I found you yonder by the Kelpie's Pool. Then I came here and +waited." + +"I have spent hours there.... They were not unhappy. They were not at +all unhappy." + +They moved together along the moor track, the horse following. + +"I am glad and glad again that you have come--" + +"I have been coming a good while. But there were preventions." + +"We have heard nothing direct for almost a year." + +"Then my letters did not reach you. I wrote, but knew that they might +not. There is the smoke from Mother Binning's cot." He stood still to +watch the mounting feather. "I remember when first I saw that, a +six-year-old, climbing the glen with my father, carried on his +shoulder when I was tired. I thought it was a hut in a fairy-tale.... +So it is!" + +To Strickland the remarkable thing lay in the lack of strain, the +simplicity and fullness. Glenfernie was unfeignedly glad to see him, +glad to see home shapes and colors. The blue feather among the trees +had simply pleased him as it could not please a heart fastened to rage +and sorrow. The stream of memories that it had beckoned--many others, +it must be, besides that of the six-year-old's visit--seemed to have +washed itself clear, to have disintegrated, dissolved venom and +stinging. Strickland, pondering even while he talked, found the word +he wanted: "Comprehensiveness.... He always tended to that." + +Said Glenfernie, "I've had another birth, Strickland, and all things +are the same and yet not the same." He gave it as an explanation, but +then left it. They were going the moorland way to Glenfernie House. He +was looking from side to side, recovering old landscape in sweep and +in detail. Bit by bit, as they came to it, Strickland gave him the +country news. At last there was the house before them, among the firs +and oaks, topping the crag. They came into the wood at the base of the +hill. The stream--the trees--above, the broken, ancient wall, the +roofs of the new house that was not so new, the old, outstanding keep. +The whole rested, mellowed, lifted, still, against a serene and azure +sky. Alexander stood and gazed. + +"The keep. The pine still knots and clings there by the school-room. +Do you remember, Strickland, a day when you set me to read 'The Cranes +of Ibycus'?" + +"I remember." + +"Life within life, and sky above sky!--I hear Bran!" + + * * * * * + +They mounted the hill. It seemed to run before them that the laird had +come home. Bran and Davie and the men and maids and Alice, a bonny +woman, and Mrs. Grizel, very little withered, exclaimed and ran. +Tibbie Ross was there that day, and Black Alan neighed from his stall. +Even the waving trees--even the flowers in the garden--Home, and its +taste and fragrance--its dear, close emanations.... + +That evening at supper Mrs. Grizel made a remark. She leaned back in +her chair and looked at Glenfernie. "I never thought you like your +mother before! Oh aye! there's your father, too, and a kind of grand +man he was, for all that he saw things dark. But will you look, Mr. +Strickland, and see Margaret--" + +Much later, from his own room, Strickland, gazing forth, saw light in +the keep. Alexander would be sitting there among the books and every +ancient memorial. Strickland felt a touch of doubt and apprehension. +Suppose that to-morrow should find not this Alexander, at once old and +new, but only the Alexander who had ridden from Glenfernie, who had +shipped to Lisbon, nearly three years ago? To-day's deep satisfaction +only a dream! Strickland shook off the fear. + +"He breathed lasting growth.... O Christ! the help for all in winged +men!" + +He turned to his bed. Lying awake he went in imagination to the +desert, to the Eastern places, that in few words the laird had +painted. + +And in the morning he found still the old-new Alexander. He saw that +the new had always been in the old, the oak in the acorn.... There was +a great, sane naturalness in the alteration, in the advance. +Strickland caught glimpses of larger orders. + +"_I will make thee ruler over many things._" + +The day was deep and bright. The laird fell at once into the old +routine. For none at Glenfernie was there restlessness; there was only +ache gone, and a feeling of fulfilling. Mrs. Grizel pattered to and +fro. Alice sang like a lark, gathering pansy seed from her garden. +Phemie and Eppie sang. The men whistled at their work. Davie +discoursed to himself. But Tibbie Ross was wild to get away early and +to the village with the news. By the foot of the hill she began to +meet wayfarers. + +"Oh, aye, this is the real weather! Did ye know--" + +Alexander did not leave home that day. In their old work-room he +listened to Strickland's account of his stewardship. + +"Strickland, I love you!" he said, when it was all given. + +He wrote to Jamie; he sat in the garden seat built against the garden +wall and watched Alice as she moved from plant to plant. + +"You do not say much," thought Alice, "but I like you--I like you--I +like you!" + +In the afternoon Strickland met him coming from the little green +beyond the school-room. + +"I have been out through the wall, under the old pine. I seemed to +hold many things in the palm of the hand.... I believe that you know +what it is to make essences." + +After bedtime Strickland saw again the light in the keep. But he had +ceased to fear. "Oh All-Being, how rich and stately and various and +surprising you are!" In the morning, outside in the court, he found +Black Alan saddled. + +"The laird will be riding to Black Hill," said Tam Dickson. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + + +Mr. Archibald Touris put out a wrinkled hand to his wine-glass. "You +have been in warm countries. I envy you! I wish that I could get +warm." + +"Black Hill is looking finely. All the young trees--" + +"Yes. I took pride in planting.--But what for--what for--what for?" He +shivered. "Glenfernie, please close that window!" + +Alexander, coming back, stood above the master of Black Hill. "Will +you tell me, sir, where Ian is now?" + +Mr. Touris twitched back a little in his chair. "Don't you know? I +thought perhaps that you did." + +"I ceased to follow him two years ago. I dived into the East, and I +have been long where you do not hear from the West." + +The other fingered his wine-glass. "Well, I haven't heard myself, for +quite a while.... You would think that he might come back to England +now. But he can't. Doubtless he would never wish to come again to +Black Hill. But England, now.... But they are ferocious yet against +every head great and small of the attempt. And I am told there are +aggravating circumstances. He had worn the King's coat. He was among +the plotters and instigators. He broke prison. Impossible to show +mercy!" Mr. Touris twitched again. "That's a phrase like a gravestone! +If the Almighty uses it, then of course he can't be Almighty.... Well, +the moral is that none named Ian Rullock can come again to Scotland or +England." + +"Have you knowledge that he wishes to do so?" + +Mr. Touris moved again. "I don't know.... I told you that we hadn't +heard. But--" + +He stopped and sat staring into his wine-glass. Alexander read on as +by starlight: "_But I did hear--through old channels. And there is +danger of his trying to return._" + +The master of Black Hill put the wine to his lips. "And so you have +been everywhere?" + +"No. But in places where I had not been before." + +"The East India has ways of gathering information. Through Goodworth I +can get at a good deal when I want to.... There is Wotherspoon, also. +I am practically certain that Ian is in France." + +"When did he write?" + +"Alison has a letter maybe twice a year. One's overdue now." + +"How does he write?" + +"They are very short. He doesn't touch on old things--except, perhaps, +back into boyhood. She likes to get them. When you see her, don't +speak of anything save his staying in France, as he ought to." He +dragged toward him a jar of snuff. "There are informers and seekers +out everywhere. Do you remember a man in Edinburgh named Gleig?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, he's one of them. And for some reason he has a personal enmity +toward Ian. So, you see--" + +He lapsed into silence, a small, aging, chilly, wrinkled, troubled +man. Then with suddenness a wintry red crept into his cheek, a +brightness into his eyes. "You've changed so, Glenfernie, you've +cheated me! You are his foe yourself. Perhaps even--" + +"Perhaps even--?" + +The other gave a shriveled response to the smile. "No. I certainly did +not mean that." He took his head in his hands and sighed. "What a +world it is! As I go down the hill I wish sometimes that I had +Alison's eyes.... Well, tell me about yourself." + +"The one thing that I want to tell you just now, Black Hill, is that I +am not any longer bloodhound at the heels of Ian. What was done is +done. Let us go on to better things. So at last will be unknit what +was done." + +Black Hill both seemed and did not seem to pay attention. The man who +sat before him was big and straight and gave forth warmth and light. +He needed warmth and light; he needed a big tree to lean against. He +vaguely hoped that Glenfernie was home to stay. He rubbed his hands +and drank more wine. + +"No one has known for a long time where you were.... Goodworth has an +agent in Paris who says that Ian tried once to find out that." + +"To find out where I was?" + +"Yes." + +Alexander gazed out of window, beyond the terrace and the old trees +to the long hill, purple with heath, sunny and clear atop. + +A servant came to the door. "Mrs. Alison has returned, sir." + +Glenfernie rose. "I will go find her then.--I will ride over often if +I may." + +"I wish you would!" said Black Hill. "I was sorry about that quarrel +with your father." + +The old laird's son walked down the matted corridor. The drawing-room +door stood open; he saw one panel of the tall screen covered with +pagodas, palms, and macaws. Further on was the room, clean and +fragrant, known as Mrs. Alison's room. This door, too, was wide. He +stood by his old friend. They put hands into hands; eyes met, eyes +held in a long look. + +She said, "O God, I praise Thee!" + +They sat within the garden door, on one side the clear, still room, on +the other the green and growing things, the great tree loved by birds. +The place was like a cloister. He stayed with her an hour, and in all +that time there was not a great deal said with the outer tongue. But +each grew more happy, deeper and stronger. + +He talked to her of the Roman Campagna, of the East and the desert.... + +As the hour closed he spoke directly of Ian. "That is myself now, as +Elspeth is myself now. I falter, I fail, but I go on to profounder +Oneness." + +"Christ is born, then he grows up." + +"May I see Ian's last letters?" + +She put them in his hands. "They are very short. They speak almost +always of external things." + +He read, then sat musing, his eyes upon the tree. "This last one--You +answered that it was not known where I was?" + +"Yes. But he says here at the last, 'I feel it somewhere that he is on +his way to Scotland.'" + +"I'll have to think it out." + +"Every letter is objective like this. But for all that, I divine, in +the dark, a ferment.... As you see, we have not heard for months." + +The laird of Glenfernie rode at last from Black Hill. It was +afternoon, white drifts of clouds in the sky, light and shadow moving +upon field and moor and distant, framing mountains. He rode by +Littlefarm and he called at the house gate for Robin Greenlaw. It +seemed that the latter was away in White Farm fields. The laird might +meet him riding home. A mile farther on he saw the gray horse crossing +the stream. + +Glenfernie and Greenlaw, meeting, left each the saddle, went near to +embracing, sat at last by a stone wall in the late sunshine, and felt +a tide of liking, stronger, not weaker, than that of old days. + +"You are looking after White Farm?" + +"Yes. The old man fails. Jenny has become a cripple. Gilian and I are +the rulers." + +"Or servers?" + +"It amounts to the same.... Gilian has a splendid soul." + +"The poems, Robin. Do you make them yet?" + +"Oh yes! Now and then. All this helps.... And you, Glenfernie, I could +make a poem of you!" + +The laird laughed. "I suppose you could of all men.... Gilian and you +do not marry?" + +"We are not the marrying kind. But I shouldn't love beauty inside if I +didn't love Gilian.... I see that something big has come to you, +Glenfernie, and made itself at home. You'll be wanting it taken as a +matter of course, and I take it that way.... No matter what you have +seen, is not this vale fair?" + +"Fair as fair! Loved because of child and boy and man.... Robin, +something beyond all years as we count them can be put into +moments.... A moment can be as sizable as a sun." + +"I believe it. We are all treading toward the land of wonders." + +When he parted from Robin it was nearly sunset. He did not mean to +stop to-day at White Farm, but he turned Black Alan in that direction. +He would ride by the house and the shining stream with the +stepping-stones. Coming beneath the bank thick with willow and aspen, +he checked the horse and sat looking at the long, low house. It held +there in a sunset stillness, a sunset glory, a dream of dawn. He +dismounted, left the horse, and climbed to the strip of green before +the place. None seemed about, all seemed within. Here was the fir-tree +with the bench around--so old a tree, watching life so long!... Now he +saw that Jarvis Barrow sat here. But the old man was asleep. He sat +with closed eyes, and his Bible was under his hand. Beside him, tall +and fair, wide-browed, gray-eyed, stood Gilian. Her head was turned +toward the fringed bank; when she saw Alexander she put her finger +against her lips. He made a gesture of understanding and went no +nearer. For a moment he stood regarding all, then drew back into +shadow of willow and aspen, descended the bank, and, mounting Black +Alan, rode home through the purple light. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + + +The countryside, the village--the Jardine Arms--Mrs. Macmurdo in her +shop to all who entered--talked of the laird's homecoming. "He's a +strange sort!" + +"Some do say he's been to America and found a gold-mine." + +"Na! He's just been journeying around in himself." + +"I am na spekalative. He's contentit, and sae am I. It's a mair +natural warld than ye think." + +"Three year syne when he went away, he lookit like ane o' thae figures +o' tragedy--" + +"Aweel, then, he's swallowed himself and digested it." + +"I ca' it fair miracle! The Lord touched him in the night." + +"Do ye haud that he'll gang to kirk the morn?" + +"I dinna precisely ken. He micht, and he micht not." + +He went, entering with Mrs. Grizel, Alice, and Strickland, sitting in +the House pew. How many kirks he thought of, sitting there--what +cathedrals, chapels; what rude, earnest places; what temples, mosques, +caves, ancient groves; what fanes; what worshiped gods! One, one! +Temple and image, worshiped and worshiper. Self helping self. "O my +Self, daily and deeply help myself!" + +The little white stone building--the earnest, strenuous, narrow man in +the pulpit, the Scots congregation--old, old, familiar, with an inner +odor not unpungent, not unliked! Life Everlasting--Everlasting +Life.... + +"_That ye may have life and have it more abundantly._" + +White Farm sat in the White Farm place. Jarvis Barrow was there. But +he did not sit erect as of yore; he leaned upon his staff. Jenny was +missed. Lame now, she stayed at home and watched the passing, and +talked to herself or talked to others. Gilian sat beside the old man. +Behind were Menie and Merran, Thomas and Willy. Glenfernie's eyes +dwelt quietly upon Jarvis and his granddaughter. When he willed he +could see Elspeth beside Gilian. + +The prayers, the sermon, the hymns.... All through the world-body the +straining toward the larger thing, the enveloping Person! As he sat +there he felt blood-warmth, touch, with every foot that sought hold, +with every hand that reached. He saw the backward-falling, and he saw +that they did not fall forever, that they caught and held and climbed +again. He saw that because he had done that, time and time again done +that. + +Mr. M'Nab preached a courageous, if harsh, sermon. The old words of +commination! They were not empty--but in among them, fine as ether, +now ran a gloss.... The sermon ended, the final psalm was sung. + + "When Zion's bondage God turned back, + As men that dreamed were we. + Then filled with laughter was our mouth. + Our tongue with melody--" + +But the Scots congregation went out, to the eye sober, stern, and +staid. Glenfernie spoke to Jarvis Barrow. He meant to do no more than +give a word of greeting. But the old man put forth an emaciated hand +and held him. + +"Is it the auld laird? My eyes are na gude.--Eh, laird, I remember the +sermons of your grandfather, Gawin Elliot! Aye, aye! he was a lion +against sinners! I hae seen them cringe!... It is the auld laird, +Gilian?" + +"No, Grandfather. You remember that the old laird was William. This is +Mr. Alexander." + +"He that was always aff somewhere alane?" White Farm drew his mind +together. "I see now! You're right. I remember." + +"I am coming to White Farm to-morrow, Mr. Barrow." + +"Come then.... Is Grierson slain?" + +"He's away in past time," said Gilian. "Grandfather, here's Willy to +help you.--Don't say anything more to him now, Glenfernie." + +The next day he rode to White Farm. Jenny, through the window, saw him +coming, but Jarvis Barrow, old bodily habits changing, lay sleeping on +his own bed. Nor was Gilian at hand. The laird sat and talked with +Jenny in the clean, spare living-room. All the story of her crippling +was to be told, and a packed chest of country happenings gone over. +Jenny had a happy, voluble half-hour. At last, the immediate bag +exhausted, she began to cast her mind in a wider circle. Her words +came at a slower pace, at last halted. She sat in silence, an apple +red in her cheeks. She eyed askance the man over against her, and at +last burst forth: + +"Gilian said I should na speir--but, eh, Glenfernie, I wad gie mair +than a bawbee to ken what you did to him!" + +"Nothing." + +"Naething?" + +"Nothing that you would call anything." + +Jenny sat with open mouth. "They said you'd changed, even to look +at--and sae you have!--_Naething!_" + +Jarvis Barrow entered the room, and with him came Gilian. The old man +failed, failed. Now he knew Glenfernie and spoke to him of to-day and +of yesterday--and now he addressed him as though he were his father, +the old laird, or even his grandfather. And after a few minutes he +said that he would go out to the fir-tree. Alexander helped him there. +Gilian took the Bible and placed it beside him. + +"Open at eleventh Isaiah," he said. "'_And there shall come forth a +rod out of the stem of Jesse, and a Branch shall grow out of his +roots--_'" + +Gilian opened the book. "You read," and she sat down beside him. + +"I wish to talk to you," said Alexander to her. "When--?" + +"I am going to town to-morrow afternoon. I'll walk back over the +moor." + +When he came upon the moor next day it was bathed by a sun half-way +down the western quarter. The colors of it were lit, the vast slopes +had alike tenderness and majesty. He moved over the moor; then he sat +down by a furze-bush and waited. Gilian came at last, sat down near +him in the dry, sweet growth. She put her arms over her knees; she +held her head back and drank the ineffable rich compassion of the sky. +She spoke at last. + +"Oh, laird, life's a marvel!" + +"I feel the soul now," he said, "of marigolds and pansies. That is the +difference to me." + +"What shall you do? Stay here and grow--or travel again and grow?" + +"I do not yet know.... It depends." + +"It depends on Ian, does it not?" + +"Yes.... Now you speak as Gilian and now you speak as Elspeth." + +"That is the marvel of the world.... That Person whom we call Being +has also a long name.--My name, her name, your name, his name, its +name, all names! Side by side, one over another, one through +another.... Who comes out but just that Person?" + +They sat and watched the orb that itself, with its members the +planets, went a great journey. Gilian began to talk about Elspeth. She +talked with quietness, with depth, insight, and love, sitting there on +the golden moor. Elspeth--childhood and girlhood and womanhood. The +sister of Elspeth spoke simply, but the sifted words came from a +poet's granary. She made pictures, she made melodies for Alexander. +Glints of vision, fugitive strains of music, echoes of a quaint and +subtle mirth, something elemental, faylike--that was Elspeth. And +lightning in the south in summer, just shown, swiftly withdrawn--power +and passion--sudden similitudes with great love-women of old +story--that also was Elspeth. And a crying and calling for the Star +that gathers all stars--that likewise was Elspeth. Such and such did +Elspeth show herself to Gilian. And that half-year that they knew +about of grief and madness--it was not scanted nor its misery denied! +It, too, was, or had been, of Elspeth. Deep through ages, again and +again, something like that might have worked forth. But it was not all +nor most of that nature--had not been and would not be--would not +be--would not be. The sister of Elspeth spoke with pure, convinced +passion as to that. Who denied the dark? There were the dark and the +light, and the million million tones of each! And there was the +eternal space where differences trembled into harmony. + +With the sunset they moved over the great, clean slope to where it ran +down to fields and trees. Before them was White Farm, below them the +glistening stream, coral and gold between and around the +stepping-stones. They parted here, Gilian going on to the house, the +laird turning again over the moor. + +He passed the village; he came by the white kirk and the yew-trees and +the kirkyard. All were lifted upon the hilltop, all wore the color of +sunset and the color of dawn. The laird of Glenfernie moved beside the +kirkyard wall. He seemed to hold in his hand marigolds, pinks, and +pansies. He saw a green mound, and he seemed to put the flowers there, +out of old custom and tenderness. But no longer did he feel that +Elspeth was beneath the mound. A wide tapering cloud, golden-feathered, +like a wing of glory, stretched half across the sky. He looked at it; +he looked at that in which it rested. His lips moved, he spoke aloud. + +"_O Death! where is thy sting? O grave! where is thy victory?_" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + + +Days and weeks went by. Autumn came and stepped in russet toward +winter. Yet it was not cold and the mists and winds delayed. The +homecoming of the laird of Glenfernie slipped into received fact--a +fact rather large, acceptable, bringing into the neighborhood +situation of things in general a perceptible amount of expansion and +depth, but settling now, for the general run, into comfortable +every-day. They were used--until these late years--to seeing a laird +of Glenfernie about. When he was not there it was a missed part of the +landscape. When he was in presence Nature showed herself correctly +filled out. This laird was like and not like the old lairds. Big like +the one before him in outward frame and seeming, there were certainly +inner differences. Dale and village pondered these differences. It +came at last to a judgment that this Glenfernie was larger and kinder. +The neighborhood considered that he would make a good home body, and +if he was a scholar, sitting late in the old keep over great books, +that harmed no one, redounded, indeed, to the dale's credit. His very +wanderings might so redound now that they were over. "That's the laird +of Glenfernie," the dale might say to strangers. + +It was dim, gray, late November weather. There poured rain, shrieked +a wind. Then the sky cleared and the air stilled. There came three +wonderful days, one after the other, and between them wonderful nights +with a waxing moon. Alexander, riding home from Littlefarm, found +waiting for him in the court Peter Lindsay, of Black Hill. This was a +trusted man. + +"I hae a bit letter frae Mistress Alison, laird." Giving it to him, +Peter came close, his eye upon the approaching stable-boy. "Dinna look +at it here, but when ye're alone. I'll bide and tak the answer." + +Alexander nodded, turned, and crossed to the keep. Within its ancient, +deep entrance he broke seal and opened the paper superscribed by Mrs. +Alison. Within was not her handwriting. There ran but two lines, in a +hand with which he was well acquainted: + +"_Will you meet one that you know in the cave to-night four hours +after moonrise?_" + +He went back to the messenger. "The answer is, 'Yes.' Say just that, +Peter Lindsay." + +The day went by. He worked with Strickland. The latter thought him a +little absent, but the accounts were checked and decisions made. At +the supper-table he was more quiet than usual. + +"Full moon to-night," said Alice. "What does it look like, Alexander, +when it shines in Rome and when it comes up right out of the desert?" + +"It lights the ruins and it is pale day in the desert. What makes you +think to-night of Rome and the desert?" + +"I do not know. I see the rim now out of window." + +The moon climbed. It shone with an intense silver behind leafless +boughs and behind the dark-clad boughs of firs. It came above the +trees. The night hung windless and deeply clear. A fire burned upon +the hearth of the room in the keep. Alexander sat before it and he sat +very still, and vast pictures came to the inner eye, and to the inner +ear meanings of old words.... + +He rose at last, took a cloak, and went down the stone stair into a +night cold, still, and bright. The path by the school-house, the +hand's-breadth of silvered earth, the broken, silvered wall, the pine, +the rough descent.... He went through the dark wood where the shining +fell broken like a shattered mirror. Beyond held open country until he +came to the glen mouth. The moon was high. He heard faint sounds of +the far night-time, and his own step upon the silver earth. He came to +the glen and the sound of water streaming to the sea. + +How well he knew this place! Thick trees spread arms above, rock that +leaned darkened the narrow path. But his foot knew where to tread. In +some more open span down poured the twice-broken light; then came +darkness. There was a great checkering of light and darkness and the +slumbrous sound of water. The path grew steeper and rougher. He was +approaching the middle of the place. + +At last he came to the cave mouth and the leafless briers that +curtained it. Just before it was reached, the moonbeams struck through +clear air. There was a silver lightness. A form moved from where it +had rested against the rock. Ian's voice spoke. + +"Alexander?" + +"Yes, it is I." + +"The night is so still. I heard you coming a long way off. I have +lighted a fire in the cave." + +They entered it--the old boyhood haunt. All the air was moted for them +with memories. Ian had made the fire and had laid fagots for mending. +The flame played and murmured and reddened the walls. The roof was +high, and at one place the light smoke made hidden exit. It was dead +night. Even in the daytime the glen was a solitary place. + +Alexander put down his cloak. He looked about the place, then, +squarely turning, looked at Ian. Long time had passed since they had +spoken each to other in Rome. Now they stood in that ancient haunt +where the very making of the fire sang of the old always-done, +never-to-be-omitted, here in the cave. The light was sufficient for +each to study the other's face. Alexander spoke: + +"You have changed." + +"And you. Let us sit down. There is much that I want to say." + +They sat, and again it was as they used to do, with the fire between +them, but out of plane, so that they might fully view each other. The +cave kept stillness. Subtly and silently its walls became penetrable. +They crumbled, dissolved. Around now was space and the two were men. + +Ian looked worn, with a lined face. But the old brown-gold splendor, +though dusked over, drew yet. No one might feel him negligible. And +something was there, quivering in the dusk.... He and Alexander rested +without speech--or rather about them whirled inaudible speech-- +intuitions, divinations. At last words formed themselves. Ian spoke: + +"I came from France on the chance that you were here.... For a long +time I have been driven, driven, by one with a scourge. Then that +changed to a longing. At last I resolved.... The driving was +within--as within as longing and determination. I have heard Aunt +Alison say that every myth, all world stories, are but symbols, +figures, of what goes on within. Well, I have found out about the +Furies, and about some other myths." + +"Yes. They tried to tell inner things." + +"I came here to say that I wronged folk from whom a man within me +cannot part. One is dead, and I have to seek her along another road. +But you are living, breathing there! I made myself your foe, and now I +wish that I could unmake what I made.... I was and am a sinful +soul.... It is for you to say if it is anything to you, what I +confess." He rose from the fire and moved once or twice the length of +the place. At last he came and stood before the other. "It is no +wonder if it be not given," he said. "But I ask your forgiveness, +Alexander!" + +"Well, I give it to you," said Alexander. His face worked. He got to +his feet and went to Ian. He put his hands upon the other's shoulders. +"_Old Saracen!_" he said. + +Ian shook. With the dropping of Alexander's hands he went back a step; +he sat down and hid his head in his arms. + +Said Alexander: "You did thus and thus, obeying inner weakness, +calling it all the time strength. And do I not know that I, too, made +myself a shadow going after shadows? My own make of selfishness, +arrogance, and hatred.... Let us do better, you and I!" He mended the +fire. "By understanding the past may be altered. Already it is altered +with you and me.... I was here the other day. I stayed a long time. +There seemed two boys in the cave and there seemed a girl beside them. +The three felt with and understood and were one another." He came and +knelt beside Ian. "Let us forge a stronger friendship!" + +Ian, face to the rock, was weeping, weeping. Alexander knelt beside +him, lay beside him, arm over heaving shoulders. Old Steadfast--Old +Saracen--and Elspeth Barrow, also, and around and through, pulsing, +cohering, interpenetrating, healing, a sense of something greater.... + +It passed--the torrent force, long pent, aching against its barriers. +Ian lay still, at last sat up. + +"Come outside," said Alexander, "into the cold and the air." + +They left the cave for the moonlight night. They leaned against the +rock, and about them hung the sleeping trees. The crag was silvered, +the stream ran with a deep under-sound. The air struck pure and cold. +The large stars shone down through all the flooding radiance of the +moon. The familiar place, the strange place, the old-new place.... At +last Ian spoke, "Have you been to the Kelpie's Pool?" + +"Yes. The day I came home I lay for hours beside it." + +"I was there to-night. I came here from there." + +"It is with us. But far beside it is also with us!" + +"The carnival at Rome. When I left Rome I went to the Lake of Como. I +want to tell you of a night there--and of nights and days later, +elsewhere--" + +"Come within, as we used to do, and talk the heart out." + +They went back to the fire. It played and sang. The minutes, poignant, +full, went by. + +"So at last prison and scaffold risks ceased to count. I took what +disguise I could and came." + +"All at Black Hill know?" + +"Yes. But they are not betrayers. I do not show myself and am not +called by my name. I am Señor Nobody." + +"Señor Nobody." + +"When I broke Edinburgh gaol I fled to France through Spain. There in +the mountains I fell among brigands. I had to find ransom. Señor +Nobody provided it. I never saw him nor do I know his name.... +Alexander!" + +"Aye." + +"Was it you?" + +"Aye. I hated while I gave.... But I don't hate now. I don't hate +myself. Ian!" + +The fire played, the fire sang. + +Alexander spoke: "Now your bodily danger again--You've put your head +into the lion's mouth!" + +"That lion weighs nothing here." + +"I am glad that you came. But now I wish to see you go!" + +"Yes, I must go." + +"Is it back to France?" + +"Yes--or to America. I do not know. I have thought of that. But here, +first, I thought that I should go to White Farm." + +"It would add risk. I do not think that it is needed." + +"Jarvis Barrow--" + +"The old man lies abed and his wits wander. He would hardly know you, +I think--would not understand. Leave him now, except as you find him +within." + +"Her sister?" + +"I will tell Gilian. That is a wide and wise spirit. She will +understand." + +"Then it is come and gone--" + +"Disappear as you appeared! None here wants your peril, and the griefs +and evils were you taken." + +"I expected to go back. The brig _Seawing_ brought me. It sails in a +week's time." + +"You must be upon it, then." + +"Yes, I suppose so." He drew a long, impatient breath. "Let us leave +all that! Sufficient to the day--I wander and wander, and there are +stones and thorns--and Circe, too!... You have the steady light, but I +have not! The wind blows it--it flickers!" + +"Ah, I know flickering, too!" + +"Is there a great Señor Somebody? Sometimes I feel it--and then there +is only the wild ass in the desert! The dust blinds and the mire +sticks." + +"Ah, Old Saracen--" + +The other pushed the embers together. "This cave--this glen.... Do you +remember that time we were in Amsterdam and each dreamed one night the +same dream?" + +"I remember." + +The fire was sinking for the night. The moon was down in the western +sky. Around and around the cave and the glen and the night the inner +ear heard, as it were, a long, faint, wordless cry for help. Alexander +brooded, brooded, his eyes upon the lessening flame. At last, with a +sudden movement, he rose. "I smell the morning air. Let us be going!" + +The two covered the embers and left the cave. The moon stood above the +western rim of the glen, the sound of the water was deep and full, +frost hung in the air, the trees great and small stood quiet, in a +winter dream. Ian and Alexander climbed the glen-side, avoiding Mother +Binning's cot. Now they were in open country, moving toward Black +Hill. + +The walk was not a short one. Daybreak was just behind the east when +they came to the long heath-grown hill that faced the house, the +purple ridge where as boys they had met. They climbed it, and in the +east was light. Beneath them, among the trees, Black Hill showed roof +and chimney. Then up the path toward them came Peter Lindsay. + +He seemed to come in haste and a kind of fear. When he saw the two he +threw up his hands, then violently gestured to them to go back upon +their path, drop beneath the hilltop. They obeyed, and he came to them +himself, panting, sweat upon him for all the chill night. "Mr. +Ian--Laird! Sogers at the house--" + +"Ah!" + +"Twelve of them. They rade in an hour syne. The lieutenant swears +ye're there, Mr. Ian, and they search the house. Didna ye see the +lights? Mrs. Alison tauld me to gae warn ye--" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + + +The soldiers, having fruitlessly searched Black Hill, for the present +set up quarters there, and searched the neighborhood. They gave a wide +cast to that word. It seemed to include all this part of Scotland. +Before long they appeared, not unforeseen, at Glenfernie. + +The lieutenant was a wiry, wide-nostriled man, determined to please +superiors and win promotion. He had now men at the Jardine Arms no +less than men at Black Hill. Face to face with the laird of Glenfernie +in the latter's hall, he explained his errand. + +"Yes," said Glenfernie. "I saw you coming up the hill. Will you take +wine?" + +"To your health, sir!" + +"To your health!" + +The lieutenant set down the glass and wiped his lips. "I have orders, +Mr. Jardine, which I may not disobey." + +"Exactly so, Lieutenant." + +"My duty, therefore, brings me in at your door--though of course I may +say that you and your household are hardly under suspicion of +harboring a proscribed rebel! A good Whig"--he bowed stiffly--"a +volunteer serving with the Duke in the late trouble, and, last but +not least, a personal enemy of the man we seek--" + +"The catalogue is ample!" said Glenfernie. "But still, having your +orders to make no exception, you must search my house. It is at your +service. I will show you from room to room." + +Lieutenant and soldiers and laird went through the place, high and low +and up and down. "Perfunctory!" said the lieutenant twice. "But we +must do as we are told!" + +"Yes," said the laird. "This is my sister's garden. The small building +there is an old school-room." + +They met Alice walking in the garden, in the winter sunshine. +Strickland, too, joined them here. Presentations over, the lieutenant +again repeated his story. + +"Perfunctory, of course, here--perfunctory! The only trace that we +think we have we found in a glen near you. There is a cave there that +I understand he used to haunt. We found ashes, still warm, where had +been a fire. Pity is, the ground is so frozen no footstep shows!" + +"You are making escape difficult," said Strickland. + +"I flatter myself that we'll get him between here and the sea! I am +going presently," said the lieutenant, "to a place called White Farm. +But I am given to understand that there are good reasons--saving the +lady's presence--why he'll find no shelter there." + +"Over yonder is the old keep," said Glenfernie. "When that is passed, +I think you will have seen everything." + +They left Strickland and Alice and went to the keep. Their footsteps +and those of the soldiers behind them rang upon the stone stairs. + +"Above is the room," said the laird of Glenfernie, "where as a boy I +used to play at alchemy. I built a furnace. I had an intention of +making lead into gold. I keep old treasures there still, and it is +still my dear old lair--though with a difference as I travel on, +though with a difference, Lieutenant, as we travel on!" + +They came into the room, quiet, filled with books and old apparatus, +with a burning fire, with sunlight and shadow dappling floor and wall. +"Well, he would hardly hide here!" said the lieutenant. + +"Not by received canons," answered Glenfernie. + +The lieutenant spoke to the soldiers. "Go about and look beneath and +behind matters. There are no closets?" + +"There are only these presses built against the stone." The laird +opened them as he spoke. "You see--blank space!" He moved toward a +corner. "This structure is my ancient furnace of which I spoke. I +still keep it fuel-filled for firing." As he spoke he opened a sizable +door. + +The lieutenant, stooping, saw the piled wood. "I don't know much of +alchemy," he said. "I've never had time to get around to those things. +It's bringing out sleeping values isn't it?" + +"Something like that." He shut the furnace door, and they stood +watching the soldiers search the room. In no long time this stood a +completed process. + +"Perfunctory!" said again the lieutenant. "Now men, we'll to White +Farm!" + +"There is food and drink for them below, on this chilly day," said +the laird, "and perhaps in the hall you'll drink another glass of +wine?" + +All went down the stairs and out of the keep. Another half-hour and +the detail, lieutenant and men, mounted and rode away. Glenfernie and +Strickland watched them down the winding road, clear of the hill, out +upon the highway. + +Alexander went back alone to the keep that, also, from its widened +loopholes, might watch the searchers ride away. He mounted the stair; +he came into his old room. Ian stood beside the table. The sizable +furnace door hung open, the screen of heaped wood was disarranged. + +"It was a good notion, that recess behind my old furnace!" said +Glenfernie. "You took no harm beyond some cobwebs and ashes?" + +"None, Señor Nobody," said Ian. + +That day went by. The laird and Strickland talked together in low +voices in the old school-room. Davie, too, appeared there once, and an +old, trusted stableman. At sunset came Robin Greenlaw, and stayed an +hour. The stars shone out, around drew a high, windy crystal night. + +Mrs. Grizel went to bed. Alexander, with Alice and Strickland, sat by +the fire in the hall. There was much that the laird wished to say that +he said. They spoke in low voices, leaning toward the burning logs, +the light playing over their faces, the light laughing upon old armor, +crossed weapons, upon the walls. Alice, a bonny woman with sense and +courage, sat beside Glenfernie. Strickland, from his corner, saw how +much she looked like her mother; how much, to-night, Alexander looked +like her. + +They talked until late. They came to agreement, quiet, moved, but +thorough. Glenfernie rose. He took Alice in his arms and kissed her +thrice. Moisture was in the eyes of both. + +"Sleep, dear, sleep! So we understand, things grow easy!" + +"I think that you are right, and that is a long way to comfort," said +Alice. "Good night, good night, Alexander!" + +When she was gone the two men talked yet a little longer, over the +dying fire. Then they, too, wished each other good night. Strickland +went to his room, but Alexander left the house and crossed the +moon-filled night to the keep. It was now he and Ian. + +There was no strain. "Old Steadfast" and "Old Saracen," and a long +pilgrimage together, and every difference granted, yet, in the +background, a vast, an oceanic unity.... Ian rose from the settle. He +and the laird of Glenfernie sat by the table and with pen and paper +made a diagram of escape. They bent to the task in hand, and when it +was done, and a few more words had been said, they turned to the +pallets which Davie had spread on either side of the hearth. The moon +and the low fire made a strange half-light in the room. The two lay +still, addressed to sleep. They spoke and answered but once. + +Said Ian: "I felt just then the waves of the sea!--The waves of the +sea and the roads of France.... The waves and roads of the days and +nights and months and years. I there and you here. There is an ether, +doubtless, that links, but I don't tread it firmly.... Be sure I'll +turn to you, call to you, often, over the long roads, from out of the +trough of the waves! _Señor Nobody! Señor Nobody!_" He laughed, but +with a catch of the breath. "Good night!" + +"Good night, Old Saracen!" said Alexander. + +Morn came. That day Glenfernie House heard still that all that region +was searched. The day went by, short, gray, with flurries of snow. By +afternoon it settled to a great, down-drifting pall of white. It was +falling thick and fast when Alexander Jardine and Ian Rullock passed +through the broken wall beyond the school-room. The pine branches were +whitening, the narrow, rugged path ran a zigzag of white. + +Strickland had parted from them at the wall, and yet Strickland seemed +to be upon the path, following Glenfernie. Ian wore a dress of +Strickland's, a hat and cloak that the countryside knew. He and +Strickland were nearly of a height. Keeping silence and moving through +a dimness of the descending day and the shaken veil of the snow, +almost any chance-met neighbor would have said, in passing, "Good day, +Mr. Strickland!" + +The path led into the wood. Trees rose about them, phantoms in the +snowstorm. The snow fell in large flakes, straight, undriven by wind. +Footprints made transient shapes. The snow obliterated them as in the +desert moving sand obliterated. Ian and Alexander, leaving the wood, +took a way that led by field and moor to Littlefarm. + +The earth seemed a Solitary, with no child nor lover of hers abroad. +The day declined, the snow fell. Ian and Alexander moved on, hardly +speaking. The outer landscape rolled dimmed, softened, withdrawn. The +inner world moved among its own contours. The day flowed toward +night, as the night would flow toward day. + +They came to the foot of the moor that stretched between White Farm +and Littlefarm. + +"There is a woman standing by that tree," said Ian. + +"Yes. It is Gilian." + +They moved toward her. Tall, fair, wide-browed and gray-eyed, she +leaned against the oak stem and seemed to be at home here, too. The +wide falling snow, the mystic light and quietness, were hers for +mantle. As they approached she stirred. + +"Good day, Glenfernie!--Good day, Ian Rullock!--Glenfernie, you cannot +go this way! Soldiers are at Littlefarm." + +"Did Robin--" + +"He got word to me an hour since. They are chance-fallen, the second +time. They will get no news and soon be gone. He trusted me to give +you warning. He says wait for him at the cot that was old Skene's. It +stands empty and folk say that it is haunted and go round about." She +left the tree and took the path with them. "It lies between us and +White Farm. This snow is friendly. It covers marks--it keeps folk +within-doors--nor does it mean to fall too long or too heavily." + +They moved together through the falling snow. + +It was a mile to old Skene's cot. They walked it almost in +silence--upon Ian's part in silence. The snow fell; it covered their +footprints. All outlines showed vague and looming. The three seemed +three vital points moving in a world dissolving or a world forming. + +The empty cot rose before them, the thatch whitened, the door-stone +whitened. Glenfernie pushed the door. It opened; they found a clean, +bare place, twilight now, still, with the falling snow without. + +Gilian spoke. "I'll go on now to White Farm. Robin will come. In no +long time you'll be upon the farther road.... Now I will say Fare you +well!" + +Alexander took her hands. "Farewell, Gilian!" + +Gray eyes met gray eyes. "Be it short time or be it long time--soon +home to Glenfernie, or long, long gone--farewell, and God bless you, +Glenfernie!" + +"And you, Gilian!" + +She turned to Ian. "Ian Rullock--farewell, too, and God bless you, +too!" + +She was gone. They watched through the door her form moving amid +falling snow. The veil between thickened; she vanished; there were +only the white particles of the dissolving or the forming world. The +two kept silence. + +Twilight deepened, night came, the snow ceased to fall for a time, +then began again, but less thickly. One hour went by, two, three. Then +came Robin Greenlaw and Peter Lindsay, riding, and with them horses +for the two who waited at Skene's cot. + +Four men rode through the December night. At dawn they neared the sea. +The snow fell no longer. When the purple bars came into the east they +saw in the first light the huddled roofs of a small seaport. Beyond +lay gray water, with shipping in the harbor. + +At a crossroads the party divided. Robin Greenlaw and Peter Lindsay +took a way that should lead them far aside from this port, and then +with circuitousness home. Before they reached it they would separate, +coming singly into their own dale, back to Black Hill, back to +Littlefarm. The laird of Glenfernie and Littlefarm, dismounting, +moving aside, talked together for a few moments. Ian gave Peter +Lindsay a message for Mrs. Alison.... Good-bys were said. Greenlaw +remounted; he and Peter Lindsay moved slowly from the two bound to the +port. A dip of the earth presently hid them. Alexander and Ian were +left in the gray dawn. + +"Alexander, I know the safe house and the safe man and the safe ship. +Why should you run further danger? Let us say good-by now!" + +"No, not now." + +"You have come to the edge of Scotland. Say farewell here, and danger +saved, rather than on the water stairs in a little while--" + +"No. I will go farther, Ian. There is Mackenzie's house, over there." + +They rode through the winter dawn to the house at the edge of the +port, where lived a quiet man and wife, under obligations to the +Jardines. There visited them now the laird of Glenfernie and his +secretary, Mr. Strickland. + +The latter, it seemed, was not well--kept his room that day. The laird +of Glenfernie went about, indeed, but never once went near the +waterside.... And yet, at eve, the master of the _Seawing_, riding in +the harbor, took the resolution to sail by cockcrow. + +The sun went down with red and gold, in a winter splendor. Dark night +followed, but, late, there rose a moon. Alexander and Ian, coming down +to the harbor edge at a specified place, found there the waiting boat +with two rowers. It hung before them on the just-lit water. "Now, Old +Steadfast, farewell!" said Ian. + +"I am going a little farther. Step in, man!" + +The boat drove across, under the moon, to the _Seawing_. The two +mounted the brig's side and, touching deck, found the captain, known +to Ian, who had sailed before upon the _Seawing_, and known since +yesterday to Glenfernie. The captain welcomed them, his only +passengers, using not their own names, but others that had been +chosen. In the cabin, under the swinging lantern, there followed a few +words as to weather, ports, and sailing. The tide served, the +_Seawing_ would be forth in an hour. The captain, work calling, left +them in the small lighted place. + +"The boat is waiting. Now, Old Steadfast--Señor Nobody--" + +"Old Saracen, we used to say that we'd go one day to India--" + +"Yes--" + +"Well, let us go!" + +"_Us_--" + +"Why not?" + +They stood with the table between them. Alexander's hands moved toward +Ian's. They took hands; there followed a strong, a convulsive +pressure. + +"We sin in differing ways and at differing times," said Alexander, +"but we all sin. And we all struggle with it and through it and +onward! And there must be some kind of star upon our heights. Well, +let us work toward it together, Old Saracen!" + +They went out of the cabin and upon the deck. The boat that had +brought them was gone. They saw it in the moonlight, half-way back to +the quay. On the _Seawing_, sailors were lifting anchor. They stood +and watched. The moon was paling; there came the scent of morning; far +upon the shore a cock crew. The _Seawing's_ crew were making sail. Out +and up went her pinions, filled with a steady and favoring wind. She +thrilled; she moved; she left the harbor for a new voyage, fresh +wonder of the eternal world. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FOES*** + + +******* This file should be named 16554-8.txt or 16554-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/6/5/5/16554 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. Special rules, +set forth in the General Terms of Use part of this license, apply to +copying and distributing Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works to +protect the PROJECT GUTENBERG-tm concept and trademark. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "https://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: Foes</p> +<p>Author: Mary Johnston</p> +<p>Release Date: August 20, 2005 [eBook #16554]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FOES***</p> +<p> </p> +<h4>E-text prepared by Audrey Longhurst, Diane Monico,<br /> + and the Project Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team<br /> + (https://www.pgdp.net/)</h4> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p> </p> +<p class="figcenter" style="width: 369px;"> +<img src="images/image1.jpg" width="369" height="575" alt="cover: FOES" title="" /> +</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + + + +<h1>FOES</h1> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Books By</span></p> + +<p class="center">MARY JOHNSTON</p> + + +<p class="center">FOES<br /> +SIR MORTIMER<br /><br /><br /><br /></p> + + +<p class="center"><small>HARPER & BROTHERS, NEW YORK</small></p> + +<p class="center"><small>[<span class="smcap">Established 1817</span>]</small></p> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<h1>FOES</h1> +<h2><i>A Novel</i></h2> + + +<h4>BY</h4> +<h3>MARY JOHNSTON</h3> + + +<p class="center"><i>Author of</i><br /> +"TO HAVE AND TO HOLD" "AUDREY" "LEWIS RAND"<br /> +"SIR MORTIMER" "THE LONG ROLL"<br /><br /><br /><br /></p> + + +<p class="figcenter" style="width: 100px;"> +<img src="images/image2.png" width="100" height="135" alt="" title="" /> +<br /><br /><br /></p> + + +<p class="center">HARPER & BROTHERS PUBLISHERS<br /> +<small>NEW YORK AND LONDON</small></p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + + +<p class="center">FOES</p> + +<p class="center">Copyright, 1918, by Mary Johnston<br /> +Printed in the United States of America<br /> +Published September, 1918 +</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + + +<h2>TABLE OF CONTENTS</h2> + +<p class="center"> +<a href="#CHAPTER_I"><b>CHAPTER I</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_II"><b>CHAPTER II</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_III"><b>CHAPTER III</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IV"><b>CHAPTER IV</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_V"><b>CHAPTER V</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VI"><b>CHAPTER VI</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VII"><b>CHAPTER VII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIII"><b>CHAPTER VIII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IX"><b>CHAPTER IX</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_X"><b>CHAPTER X</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XI"><b>CHAPTER XI</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XII"><b>CHAPTER XII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIII"><b>CHAPTER XIII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIV"><b>CHAPTER XIV</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XV"><b>CHAPTER XV</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVI"><b>CHAPTER XVI</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVII"><b>CHAPTER XVII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII"><b>CHAPTER XVIII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIX"><b>CHAPTER XIX</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XX"><b>CHAPTER XX</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXI"><b>CHAPTER XXI</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXII"><b>CHAPTER XXII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII"><b>CHAPTER XXIII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV"><b>CHAPTER XXIV</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXV"><b>CHAPTER XXV</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI"><b>CHAPTER XXVI</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII"><b>CHAPTER XXVII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII"><b>CHAPTER XXVIII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX"><b>CHAPTER XXIX</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXX"><b>CHAPTER XXX</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXI"><b>CHAPTER XXXI</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXII"><b>CHAPTER XXXII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIII"><b>CHAPTER XXXIII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIV"><b>CHAPTER XXXIV</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXV"><b>CHAPTER XXXV</b></a><br /> +</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<h1><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1"></a>FOES</h1> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I</h2> + + +<p>Said Mother Binning: "Whiles I spin and whiles +I dream. A bonny day like this I look."</p> + +<p>English Strickland, tutor at Glenfernie House, +looked, too, at the feathery glen, vivid in June sunshine. +The ash-tree before Mother Binning's cot +overhung a pool of the little river. Below, the +water brawled and leaped from ledge to ledge, but +here at the head of the glen it ran smooth and still. +A rose-bush grew by the door and a hen and her chicks +crossed in the sun. English Strickland, who had been +fishing, sat on the door-stone and talked to Mother +Binning, sitting within with her wheel beside her.</p> + +<p>"What is it, Mother, to have the second sight?"</p> + +<p>"It's to see behind the here and now. Why're +ye asking?"</p> + +<p>"I wish I could buy it or slave for it!" said Strickland. +"Over and over again I really need to see +behind the here and now!"</p> + +<p>"Aye. It's needed mair really than folk think. +It's no' to be had by buying nor slaving. How are +the laird and the leddy?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2"></a>"Why, well. Tell me," said Strickland, "some +of the things you've seen with second sight."</p> + +<p>"It taks inner ears for inner things."</p> + +<p>"How do you know I haven't them?"</p> + +<p>"Maybe 'tis so. Ye're liked well enough."</p> + +<p>Mother Binning looked at the dappling water and +the June trees and the bright blue sky. It was a day +to loosen tongue.</p> + +<p>"I'll tell you ane thing I saw. It's mair than +twenty years since James Stewart, that was son of +him who fled, wad get Scotland and England again +intil his hand. So the laddie came frae overseas, +and made stir and trouble enough, I tell ye!... Now +I'll show you what I saw, I that was a +young woman then, and washing my wean's claes in +the water there. The month was September, and +the year seventeen fifteen. Mind you, nane hereabouts +knew yet of thae goings-on!... I sat back +on my heels, with Jock's sark in my hand, and a +lav'rock was singing, and whiles I listened the pool +grew still. And first it was blue glass under blue sky, +and I sat caught. And then it was curled cloud or +milk, and then it was nae color at all. And then I +<i>saw</i>, and 'twas as though what I saw was around +me. There was a town nane like Glenfernie, and a +country of mountains, and a water no' like this one. +There pressed a thrang of folk, and they were Hieland +men and Lowland men, but mair Hieland than +Lowland, and there were chiefs and chieftains and +Lowland lords, and there were pipers. I heard +naught, but it was as though bright shadows were +around me. There was a height like a Good People's +mount, and a braw fine-clad lord speaking and +<a name="Page_3" id="Page_3"></a>reading frae a paper, and by him a surpliced man +to gie a prayer, and there was a banner pole, and +it went up high, and it had a gowd ball atop. The +braw lord stopped speaking, and all the Hielandmen +and Lowlandmen drew and held up and brandished +their claymores and swords. The flash ran around +like the levin. I kenned that they shouted, all thae +gay shadows! I saw the pipers' cheeks fill with +wind, and the bags of the pipes fill. Then ane drew +on a fine silken rope, and up the pole there went a +braw silken banner, and it sailed out in the wind. +And there was mair shouting and brandishing. But +what think ye might next befall? That gowden +ball, gowden like the sun before it drops, that topped +the pole, it fell! I marked it fall, and the heads +dodge, and it rolled upon the ground.... And then +all went out like a candle that you blaw upon. I +was kneeling by the water, and Jock's sark in my +hand, and the lav'rock singing, and that was all."</p> + +<p>"I have heard tell of that," said Strickland. "It +was near Braemar."</p> + +<p>"And that's mony a lang league frae here! Sax +days, and we had news of the rising, with the gathering +at Braemar. And said he wha told us, 'The +gilt ball fell frae the standard pole, and there's nane +to think that a good omen!' But I <i>saw</i> it," said +Mother Binning. She turned her wheel, a woman +not yet old and with a large, tranquil comeliness. +"What I see makes fine company!"</p> + +<p>Strickland plucked a rose and smelled it. "This +country is fuller of such things than is England that +I come from."</p> + +<p>"Aye. It's a grand country." She continued to +<a name="Page_4" id="Page_4"></a>spin. The tutor looked at the sun. It was time to +be going if he wished another hour with the stream. +He took up his rod and book and rose from the door-step. +Mother Binning glanced aside from her wheel.</p> + +<p>"How gaes things with the lad at the House?"</p> + +<p>"Alexander or James?"</p> + +<p>"The one ye call Alexander."</p> + +<p>"That is his name."</p> + +<p>"I think that he's had ithers. That's a lad of +mony lives!"</p> + +<p>Strickland, halting by the rose-bush, looked at +Mother Binning. "I suppose we call it 'wisdom' +when two feel alike. Now that's just what I feel +about Alexander Jardine! It's just feeling without +rationality."</p> + +<p>"Eh?"</p> + +<p>"There isn't any reason in it."</p> + +<p>"I dinna know about 'reason.' There's <i>being</i> in +it."</p> + +<p>The tutor made as if to speak further, then, with +a shake of his head, thought better of it. Thirty-five +years old, he had been a tutor since he was +twenty, dwelling, in all, in four or five more or less +considerable houses and families. Experience, adding +itself to innate good sense, had made him slow +to discuss idiosyncrasies of patrons or pupils. Strong +perplexity or strong feeling might sometimes drive +him, but ordinarily he kept a rein on speech. Now +he looked around him.</p> + +<p>"What high summer, lovely weather!"</p> + +<p>"Oh aye! It's bonny. Will ye be gaeing, since +ye have na mair to say?"</p> + +<p>English Strickland laughed and said good-by to +<a name="Page_5" id="Page_5"></a>Mother Binning and went. The ash-tree, the hazels +that fringed the water, a point of mossy rock, hid the +cot. The drone of the wheel no longer reached his +ears. It was as though all that had sunk into +the earth. Here was only the deep, the green, and +lonely glen. He found a pool that invited, cast, and +awaited the speckled victim. In the morning he had +had fair luck, but now nothing.... The water +showed no more diamonds, the lower slopes of the +converging hills grew a deep and slumbrous green. +Above was the gold, shoulder and crest powdered +with it, unearthly, uplifted. Strickland ceased his +fishing. The light moved slowly upward; the trees, +the crag-heads, melted into heaven; while the lower +glen lay in lengths of shadow, in jade and amethyst. +A whispering breeze sprang up, cool as the water +sliding by. Strickland put up his fisherman's gear +and moved homeward, down the stream.</p> + +<p>He had a very considerable way to go. The glen +path, narrow and rough, went up and down, still +following the water. Hazel and birch, oak and pine, +overhung and darkened it. Bosses of rock thrust +themselves forward, patched with lichen and moss, +seamed and fringed with fern and heath. Roots of +trees, huge and twisted, spread and clutched like +guardian serpents. In places where rock had fallen +the earth seemed to gape. In the shadow it looked +a gnome world—a gnome or a dragon world. Then +upon ledge or bank showed bells or disks or petaled +suns of June flowers, rose and golden, white and +azure, while overhead was heard the evening song +of birds alike calm and merry, and through a cleft +in the hills poured the ruddy, comfortable sun.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6"></a>The walls declined in height, sloped farther back. +The path grew broader; the water no longer fell +roaring, but ran sedately between pebbled beaches. +The scene grew wider, the mouth of the glen was +reached. He came out into a sunset world of dale +and moor and mountain-heads afar. There were +fields of grain, and blue waving feathers from +chimneys of cottage and farm-house. In the distance +showed a village, one street climbing a hill, +and atop a church with a spire piercing the clear east. +The stream widened, flowing thin over a pebbly bed. +The sun was not yet down. It painted a glory +in the west and set lanes and streets of gold over the +hills and made the little river like Pactolus. Strickland +approached a farm-house, prosperous and venerable, +mended and neat. Thatched, long, white, and +low, behind it barns and outbuildings, it stood +tree-guarded, amid fields of young corn. Beyond +it swelled a long moorside; in front slipped the still +stream.</p> + +<p>There were stepping-stones across the stream. +Two young girls, coming toward the house, had set +foot upon these. Strickland, halting in the shadow +of hazels and young aspens, watched them as they +crossed. Their step was free and light; they came +with a kind of hardy grace, elastic, poised, and very +young, homeward from some visit on this holiday. +The tutor knew them to be Elspeth and Gilian Barrow, +granddaughters of Jarvis Barrow of White Farm. +The elder might have been fifteen, the younger +thirteen years. They wore their holiday dresses. +Elspeth had a green silken snood, and Gilian a blue. +Elspeth sang as she stepped from stone to stone:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"><p><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7"></a></p> +<span class="i0">"But I will get a bonny boat,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And I will sail the sea,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For I maun gang to Love Gregor,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Since he canna come hame to me—"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>They did not see Strickland where he stood by the +hazels. He let them go by, watching them with a +quiet pleasure. They took the upward-running lane. +Hawthorns in bloom hid them; they were gone like +young deer. Strickland, crossing the stream, went +his own way.</p> + +<p>The country became more open, with, at this hour, +a dreamlike depth and hush. Down went the sun, +but a glow held and wrapped the earth in hues of +faery. When he had walked a mile and more he +saw before him Glenfernie House. In the modern +and used moiety seventy years old, in the ancient +keep and ruin of a tower three hundred, it crowned—the +ancient and the latter-day—a craggy hill set +with dark woods, and behind it came up like a +wonder lantern, like a bubble of pearl, the full moon.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II</h2> + + +<p>The tutor, in his own room, put down his +fisherman's rod and bag. The chamber was +a small one, set high up, with two deep windows +tying the interior to the yet rosy west and the clearer, +paler south. Strickland stood a moment, then went +out at door and down three steps and along a passageway +to two doors, one closed, the other open. +He tapped upon the latter.</p> + +<p>"James!"</p> + +<p>A boy of fourteen, tall and fair, with a flushed, +merry face, crossed the room and opened the +door more widely. "Oh, aye, Mr. Strickland, +I'm in!"</p> + +<p>"Is Alexander?"</p> + +<p>"Not yet. I haven't seen him. I was at the +village with Dandie Saunderson."</p> + +<p>"Do you know what he did with himself?"</p> + +<p>"Not precisely."</p> + +<p>"I see. Well, it's nearly supper-time."</p> + +<p>Back in his own quarters, the tutor made such +changes as were needed, and finally stood forth in +a comely suit of brown, with silver-buckled shoes, +stock and cravat of fine cambric, and a tie-wig. +Midway in his toilet he stopped to light two candles. +These showed, in the smallest of mirrors, set of wig +<a name="Page_9" id="Page_9"></a>and cravat, and between the two a thoughtful, +cheerful, rather handsome countenance.</p> + +<p>He had left the door ajar so that he might hear, +if he presently returned, his eldest pupil. But he +heard only James go clattering down the passage +and the stair. Strickland, blowing out his candles, +left his room to the prolonged June twilight and the +climbing moon.</p> + +<p>The stairway down, from landing to landing, lay +in shadow, but as he approached the hall he caught +the firelight. The laird had a London guest who +might find a chill in June nights so near the north. +The blazing wood showed forth the chief Glenfernie +gathering-place, wide and deep, with a great chimneypiece +and walls of black oak, and hung thereon +some old pieces of armor and old weapons. There +was a table spread for supper, and a servant went +about with a long candle-lighter, lighting candles. +A collie and a hound lay upon the hearth. Between +them stood Mrs. Jardine, a tall, fair woman of forty +and more, with gray eyes, strong nose, and humorous +mouth.</p> + +<p>"Light them all, Davie! It'll be dark then by +London houses."</p> + +<p>Davie showed an old servant's familiarity. "He +wasna sae grand when he left auld Scotland thirty +years since! I'm thinking he might remember when +he had nae candles ava in his auld hoose."</p> + +<p>"Well, he'll have candles enough in his new hall."</p> + +<p>Davie lit the last candle. "They say that he is +sinfu' rich!"</p> + +<p>"Rich enough to buy Black Hill," said Mrs. Jardine, +and turned to the fire. The tutor joined her +<a name="Page_10" id="Page_10"></a>there. He had for her liking and admiration, and +she for him almost a motherly affection. Now she +smiled as he came up.</p> + +<p>"Did you have good fishing?"</p> + +<p>"Only fair."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Jardine and Mr. Touris have just returned. +They rode to Black Hill. Have you seen +Alexander?"</p> + +<p>"No. I asked Jamie—"</p> + +<p>"So did I. But he could not tell."</p> + +<p>"He may have gone over the moor and been +belated. Bran is with him."</p> + +<p>"Yes.... He's a solitary one, with a thousand in +himself!"</p> + +<p>"You're the second woman," remarked Strickland, +"who's said that to-day," and told her of +Mother Binning.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Jardine pushed back a fallen ember with +the toe of her shoe. "I don't know whether she +sees or only thinks she sees. Some do the tane and +some do the tither. Here's the laird."</p> + +<p>Two men entered together—a large man and a +small man. The first, great of height and girth, +was plainly dressed; the last, seeming slighter by +contrast than he actually was, wore fine cloth, silken +hose, gold buckles to his shoes, and a full wig. The +first had a massive, somewhat saturnine countenance, +the last a shrewd, narrow one. The first had a long +stride and a wide reach from thumb to little finger, +the last a short step and a cupped hand. William +Jardine, laird of Glenfernie, led the way to the fire.</p> + +<p>"The ford was swollen. Mr. Touris got a little +wet and chilled."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11"></a>"Ah, the fire is good!" said Mr. Touris. "They +do not burn wood like this in London!"</p> + +<p>"You will burn it at Black Hill. I hope that you +like it better and better?"</p> + +<p>"It has possibilities, ma'am. Undoubtedly," said +Mr. Touris, the Scots adventurer for fortune, set up +as merchant-trader in London, making his fortune +by "interloping" voyages to India, but now shareholder +and part and lot of the East India Company—"undoubtedly +the place has possibilities." He +warmed his hands. "Well, it would taste good to +come back to Scotland—!" His words might have +been finished out, "and laird it, rich and influential, +where once I went forth, cadet of a good family, but +poorer than a church mouse!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Jardine made a murmur of hope that he +<i>would</i> come back to Scotland. But the laird looked +with a kind of large gloom at the reflection of fire +and candle in battered breastplate and morion and +crossed pikes.</p> + +<p>Supper was brought in by two maids, Eppie and +Phemie, and with them came old Lauchlinson, the +butler. Mrs. Jardine placed herself behind the silver +urn, and Mr. Touris was given the seat nearest the +fire. The boy James appeared, and with him the +daughter of the house, Alice, a girl of twelve, bonny +and merry.</p> + +<p>"Where is Alexander?" asked the laird.</p> + +<p>Strickland answered. "He is not in yet, sir. I +fancy that he walked to the far moor. Bran is +with him."</p> + +<p>"He's a wanderer!" said the laird. "But he +ought to keep hours."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12"></a>"That's a fine youth!" quoth Mr. Touris, drinking +tea. "I marked him yesterday, casting the bar. +Very strong—a powerful frame like yours, Glenfernie! +When is he going to college?"</p> + +<p>"This coming year. I have kept him by me +late," said the laird, broodingly. "I like my bairns +at home."</p> + +<p>"Aye, but the young will not stay as they used +to! They will be voyaging," said the guest. "They +build outlandish craft and forthfare, no matter what +you cry to them!" His voice had a mordant note. +"I know. I've got one myself—a nephew, not a +son. But I am his guardian and he's in my house, +and it is the same. If I buy Black Hill, Glenfernie, +I hope that your son and my nephew may be friends. +They're about of an age."</p> + +<p>The listening Jamie spoke from beyond Strickland. +"What's your nephew's name, sir?"</p> + +<p>"Ian. Ian Rullock. His father's mother was a +Highland lady, near kinswoman to Gordon of Huntley." +Mr. Touris was again speaking to his host. +"As a laddie, before his father's death (his mother, +my sister, died at his birth), he was much with +those troublous northern kin. His father took +him, too, in England, here and there among the +Tory crowd. But I've had him since he was twelve +and am carrying him on in the straight Whig +path."</p> + +<p>"And in the true Presbyterian religion?"</p> + +<p>"Why, as to that," said Mr. Touris, "his father +was of the Church Episcopal in Scotland. I trust +that we are all Christians, Glenfernie!"</p> + +<p>The laird made a dissenting sound. "I kenned," +<a name="Page_13" id="Page_13"></a>he said, and his voice held a grating gibe, "that +you had left the Kirk."</p> + +<p>Mr. Archibald Touris sipped his tea. "I did not +leave it so far, Glenfernie, that I cannot return! In +England, for business reasons, I found it wiser to live +as lived the most that I served. Naaman was permitted +to bow himself in the house of Rimmon."</p> + +<p>"You are not Naaman," answered the laird. +"Moreover, I hold that Naaman sinned!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Jardine would make a diversion. "Mr. Jardine, +will you have sugar to your tea? Mr. Strickland +says the great pine is blown down, this side the +glen. The <i>Mercury</i> brings us news of the great +world, Mr. Touris, but I dare say you can give us +more?"</p> + +<p>"The chief news, ma'am, is that we want war +with Spain and Walpole won't give it to us. But +we'll have it—British trade must have it or lower her +colors to the Dons! France, too—"</p> + +<p>Supper went on, with abundant and good food and +drink. The laird sat silent. Strickland gave Mrs. +Jardine yeoman aid. Jamie and Alice now listened +to the elders, now in an undertone discoursed their +own affairs. Mr. Touris talked, large trader talk, +sprinkled with terms of commerce and Indian +policy. Supper over, all rose. The table was +cleared, wine and glasses brought and set upon it, +between the candles. The young folk vanished. +Bright as was the night, the air carried an edge. +Mr. Touris, standing by the fire, warmed himself +and took snuff. Strickland, who had left the hall, +returned and placed her embroidery frame for Mrs. +Jardine.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14"></a>"Is Alexander in yet?"</p> + +<p>"Not yet."</p> + +<p>She began to work in cross-stitch upon a wreath +of tulips and roses. The tutor took his book and +withdrew to the table and the candles thereon. The +laird came and dropped his great form upon the +settle. He held silence a few moments, then began +to speak.</p> + +<p>"I am fifty years old. I was a bairn just talking +and toddling about the year the Stewart fled and +King William came to England. My father had +Campbell blood in him and was a friend of Argyle's. +The estate of Glenfernie was not to him then, but +his uncle held it and had an heir of his body. My +father was poor save in stanchness to the liberties +of Kirk and kingdom. My mother was a minister's +daughter, and she and her father and mother were +among the persecuted for the sake of the true Reformed +and Covenanted Church of Scotland. My +mother had a burn in her cheek. It was put there, +when she was a young lass, by order of Grierson of +Lagg. She was set among those to be sold into the +plantations in America. A kinsman who had power +lifted her from that bog, but much she suffered before +she was freed.... When I was little and sat +upon her knee I would put my forefinger in that +mark. 'It's a seal, laddie,' she would say. 'Sealed +to Christ and His true Kirk!' But when I was +bigger I only wanted to meet Grierson of Lagg, and +grieved that he was dead and gone and that Satan, +not I, had the handling of him. My grandfather +and mother.... My grandfather was among the +outed ministers in Galloway. Thrust from his +<a name="Page_15" id="Page_15"></a>church and his parish, he preached upon the moors—yea, +to juniper and whin-bush and the whaups +that flew and nested! Then the persecuted men, +women and bairns, gathered there, and he preached +to them. Aye, and he was at Bothwell Bridge. +Claverhouse's men took him, and he lay for some +months in the Edinburgh tolbooth, and then by +Council and justiciary was condemned to be hanged. +And so he was hanged at the cross of Edinburgh. +And what he said before he died was '<i>With what +measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you</i>' ... My +grandmother, for hearing preaching in the fields +and for sheltering the distressed for the Covenant's +sake, was sent with other godly women to the Bass +Rock. There in cold and heat, in hunger and sickness, +she bided for two years. When at last they +let her body forth her mind was found to be broken.... +My father and mother married and lived, until +Glenfernie came to him, at Windygarth. I was +born at Windygarth. My grandmother lived with +us. I was twelve years old before she went from +earth. It was all her pleasure to be forth from +the house—any house, for she called them all +prisons. So I was sent to ramble with her. Out of +doors, with the harmless things of earth, she was +wise enough—and good company. The old of this +countryside remember us, going here and there.... +I used to think, 'If I had been living then, I would +not have let those things happen!' And I dreamed +of taking coin, and of dropping the same coin into +the hands that gave.... And so, the other having +served your turn, Touris, you will change back to +the true Kirk?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16"></a>Mr. Touris handled his snuff-box, considered the +chasing upon the gold lid. "Those were sore happenings, +Glenfernie, but they're past! I make no +wonder that, being you, you feel as you do. But +the world's in a mood, if I may say it, not to take +so hardly religious differences. I trust that I am +as religious as another—but my family was always +moderate there. In matters political the world's +as hot as ever—but there, too, it is my instinct to +ca' canny. But if you talk of trade"—he tapped +his snuff-box—"I will match you, Glenfernie! If +there's wrong, pay it back! Hold to your principles! +But do it cannily. Smile when there's smart, and +get your own again by being supple. In the end +you'll demand—and get—a higher interest. Prosper +at your enemy's cost, and take repayment for your +hurt sugared and spiced!"</p> + +<p>"I'll not do it so!" said Glenfernie. "But I +would take my stand at the crag's edge and cry to +Grierson of Lagg, 'You or I go down!'"</p> + +<p>Mr. Touris brushed the snuff from his ruffles. +"It's a great century! We're growing enlightened."</p> + +<p>With a movement of her fingers Mrs. Jardine +helped to roll from her lap a ball of rosy wool. "Mr. +Jardine, will you give me that? Had you heard +that Abercrombie's cows were lifted?"</p> + +<p>"Aye, I heard. What is it, Holdfast?"</p> + +<p>Both dogs had raised their heads.</p> + +<p>"Bran is outside," said Strickland.</p> + +<p>As he spoke the door opened and there came in a +youth of seventeen, tall and well-built, with clothing +that testified to an encounter alike with brier and +bog. The hound Bran followed him. He blinked +<a name="Page_17" id="Page_17"></a>at the lights and the fire, then with a gesture of +deprecation crossed the hall to the stairway. His +mother spoke after him.</p> + +<p>"Davie will set you something to eat."</p> + +<p>He answered, "I do not want anything," then, +five steps up, paused and turned his head. "I +stopped at White Farm, and they gave me supper." +He was gone, running up the stairs, and Bran with +him.</p> + +<p>The laird of Glenfernie shaded his eyes and +looked at the fire. Mrs. Jardine, working upon the +gold streak in a tulip, held her needle suspended and +sat for a moment with unseeing gaze, then resumed +the bright wreath. The tutor began to think again +of Mother Binning, and, following this, of the +stepping-stones at White Farm, and Elspeth and +Gilian Barrow balanced above the stream of gold. +Mr. Touris put up his snuff-box.</p> + +<p>"That's a fine youth! I should say that he took +after you, Glenfernie. But it's hard to tell whom +the young take after!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III</h2> + + +<p>The school-room at Glenfernie gave upon the +hill's steepest, most craglike face. A door +opened on a hand's-breadth of level turf across from +which rose the broken and ruined wall that once +had surrounded the keep. Ivy overgrew this; below +a wide and ragged breach a pine had set its +roots in the hillside. Its top rose bushy above the +stones. Beyond the opening, one saw from the +school-room, as through a window, field and stream +and moor, hill and dale. The school-room had been +some old storehouse or office. It was stone walled +and floored, with three small windows and a fireplace. +Now it contained a long table with a bench and +three or four chairs, a desk and shelves for books. +One door opened upon the little green and the wall; +a second gave access to a courtyard and the rear of +the new house.</p> + +<p>Here on a sunny, still August forenoon Strickland +and the three Jardines went through the educational +routine. The ages of the pupils were not sufficiently +near together to allow of a massed instruction. The +three made three classes. Jamie and Alice worked +in the school-room, under Strickland's eye. But +Alexander had or took a wider freedom. It was his +wont to prepare his task much where he pleased, +<a name="Page_19" id="Page_19"></a>coming to the room for recitation or for colloquy +upon this or that aspect of knowledge and the +attainment thereof. The irregularity mattered the +less as the eldest Jardine combined with a passion +for personal liberty and out of doors a passion for +knowledge. Moreover, he liked and trusted Strickland. +He would go far, but not far enough to strain +the tutor's patience. His father and mother and all +about Glenfernie knew his way and in a measure +acquiesced. He had managed to obtain for himself +range. Young as he was, his indrawing, outpushing +force was considerable, and was on the way, Strickland +thought, to increase in power. The tutor had +for this pupil a mixed feeling. The one constant in +it was interest. He was to him like a deep lake, +clear enough to see that there was something at the +bottom that cast conflicting lights and hints of shape. +It might be a lump of gold, or a coil of roots which +would send up a water-lily, or it might be something +different. He had a feeling that the depths themselves +hardly knew. Or there might be two things +of two natures down there in the lake....</p> + +<p>Strickland set Alice to translating a French fable, +and Jamie to reconsidering a neglected page of +ancient history. Looking through the west window, +he saw that Alexander had taken his geometry out +through the great rent in the wall. Book and student +perched beneath the pine-tree, in a crook made +by rock and brown root, overhanging the autumn +world. Strickland at his own desk dipped quill +into ink-well and continued a letter to a friend in +England. The minutes went by. From the courtyard +came a subdued, cheerful household clack and +<a name="Page_20" id="Page_20"></a>murmur, voices of men and maids, with once Mrs. +Jardine's genial, vigorous tones, and once the laird's +deep bell note, calling to his dogs. On the western +side fell only the sough of the breeze in the pine.</p> + +<p>Jamie ceased the clocklike motion of his body to +and fro over the difficult lesson. "I never understood +just what were the Erinnys, sir?"</p> + +<p>"The Erinnys?" Strickland laid down the pen +and turned in his chair. "I'll have to think a +moment, to get it straight for you, Jamie.... The +Erinnys are the Fates as avengers. They are the +vengeance-demanding part of ourselves objectified, +supernaturalized, and named. Of old, where injury +was done, the Erinnys were at hand to pull the roof +down upon the head of the injurer. Their office was +to provide unerringly sword for sword, bitter cup for +bitter cup. They never forgot, they always avenged, +though sometimes they took years to do it. They +esteemed themselves, and were esteemed, essential to +the moral order. They are the dark and bitter extreme +of justice, given power by the imagination.... +Do you think that you know the chapter now?"</p> + +<p>Jamie achieved his recitation, and then was set +to mathematics. The tutor's quill drove on across +the page. He looked up.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Touris has come to Black Hill?"</p> + +<p>Jamie and Alice worshiped interruptions.</p> + +<p>"He has twenty carriers bringing fine things all +the time—"</p> + +<p>"Mother is going to take me when she goes to +see Mrs. Alison, his sister—"</p> + +<p>"He is going to spend money and make friends—"</p> + +<p>"Mother says Mrs. Alison was most bonny when +<a name="Page_21" id="Page_21"></a>she was young, but England may have spoiled +her—"</p> + +<p>"The minister told the laird that Mr. Touris put +fifty pounds in the plate—"</p> + +<p>Strickland held up his hand, and the scholars, +sighing, returned to work. <i>Buzz, buzz!</i> went the +bees outside the window. The sun climbed high. +Alexander shut his geometry and came through the +break in the wall and across the span of green to +the school-room.</p> + +<p>"That's done, Mr. Strickland."</p> + +<p>Strickland looked at the paper that his eldest +pupil put before him. "Yes, that is correct. Do +you want, this morning, to take up the reading?"</p> + +<p>"I had as well, I suppose."</p> + +<p>"If you go to Edinburgh—if you do as your +father wishes and apply yourself to the law—you +will need to read well and to speak well. You do +not do badly, but not well enough. So, let's begin!" +He put out his hand and drew from the bookshelf +a volume bearing the title, <i>The Treasury of Orators</i>. +"Try what you please."</p> + +<p>Alexander took the book and moved to the unoccupied +window. Here he half sat, half stood, the +morning light flowing in upon him. He opened the +volume and read, with a questioning inflection, the +title beneath his eyes, "'The Cranes of Ibycus'?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," assented Strickland. "That is a short, +graphic thing."</p> + +<p>Alexander read:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"Ibycus, who sang of love, material and divine, in Rhegium +and in Samos, would wander forth in the world and make his +<a name="Page_22" id="Page_22"></a>lyre sound now by the sea and now in the mountain. Wheresoever +he went he was clad in the favor of all who loved song. +He became a wandering minstrel-poet. The shepherd loved him, +and the fisher; the trader and the mechanic sighed when he +sang; the soldier and the king felt him at their hearts. The old +returned in their thoughts to youth, young men and maidens +trembled in heavenly sound and light. You would think that +all the world loved Ibycus.</p> + +<p>"Corinth, the jeweled city, planned her chariot-races and her +festival of song. The strong, the star-eyed young men, traveled +to Corinth from mainland and from island, and those inner +athletes and starry ones, the poets, traveled. Great feasting +was to be in Corinth, and contests of strength and flights of song, +and in the theater, representation of gods and men. Ibycus, the +wandering poet, would go to Corinth, there perhaps to receive +a crown.</p> + +<p>"Ibycus, loved of all who love song, traveled alone, but not +alone. Yet shepherds, or women with their pitchers at the +spring, saw but a poet with a staff and a lyre. Now he was found +upon the highroad, and now the country paths drew him, and +the solemn woods where men most easily find God. And so he +approached Corinth.</p> + +<p>"The day was calm and bright, with a lofty, blue, and stainless +sky. The heart of Ibycus grew warm, and there seemed a brighter +light within the light cast by the sun. Flower and plant and +tree and all living things seemed to him to be glistening and +singing, and to have for him, as he for them, a loving friendship. +And, looking up to the sky, he saw, drawn out stringwise, a flight +of cranes, addressed to Egypt. And between his heart and them +ran, like a rippling path that the sun sends across the sea, a +stream of good-will and understanding. They seemed a part of +himself, winged in the blue heaven, and aware of the part of him +that trod earth, that was entering the grave and shadowy wood +that neighbored Corinth.</p> + +<p>"The cranes vanished from overhead, the sky arched without +stain. Ibycus, the sacred poet, with his staff and his lyre, went +on into the wood. Now the light faded and there was green +gloom, like the depths of Father Sea.</p> + +<p>"Now robbers lay masked in the wood—"</p></div> + +<p><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23"></a>Jamie and Alice sat very still, listening. Strickland +kept his eyes on the reading youth.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"Now robbers lay masked in the wood—violent men and +treacherous, watching for the unwary, to take from them goods +and, if they resisted, life. In a dark place they lay in wait, and +from thence they sprang upon Ibycus. 'What hast thou? Part +it from thyself and leave it with us!'</p> + +<p>"Ibycus, who could sing of the wars of the Greeks and the +Trojans no less well than of the joys of young love, made stand, +held close to him his lyre, but raised on high his staff of oak. +Then from behind one struck him with a keen knife, and he sank, +and lay in his blood. The place was the edge of a glade, where the +trees thinned away and the sky might be seen overhead. And +now, across the blue heaven, came a second line of the +south-ward-going +cranes. They flew low, they flapped their wings, and +the wood heard their crying. Then Ibycus the poet raised his +arms to his brothers the birds. 'Ye cranes, flying between earth +and heaven, avenge shed blood, as is right!'</p> + +<p>"Hoarse screamed the cranes flying overhead. Ibycus the poet +closed his eyes, pressed his lips to Mother Earth, and died. The +cranes screamed again, circling the wood, then in a long line +sailed southward through the blue air until they might neither be +heard nor seen. The robbers stared after them. They laughed, +but without mirth. Then, stooping to the body of Ibycus, they +would have rifled it when, hearing a sudden sound of men's +voices entering the wood, they took violent fright and fled."</p></div> + +<p>Strickland looked still at the reader. Alexander +had straightened himself. He was speaking rather +than reading. His voice had intensities and shadows. +His brows had drawn together, his eyes glowed, and +he stood with nostrils somewhat distended. The +emotion that he plainly showed seemed to gather +about the injury done and the appeal of Ibycus. +The earlier Ibycus had not seemed greatly to interest +him. Strickland was used to stormy youth, +<a name="Page_24" id="Page_24"></a>to its passional moments, sudden glows, burnings, +sympathies, defiances, lurid shows of effects with +the causes largely unapparent. It was his trade to +know youth, and he had a psychologist's interest. +He said now to himself, "There is something in his +character that connects itself with, that responds +to, the idea of vengeance." There came into his +memory the laird's talk, the evening of Mr. Touris's +visit, in June. Glenfernie, who would have wrestled +with Grierson of Lagg at the edge of the pit; Glenfernie's +mother and father, who might have had +much the same feeling; their forebears beyond them +with like sensations toward the Griersons of their +day.... The long line of them—the long line of +mankind—injured and injurers....</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"Travelers through the wood, whose voices the robbers heard, +found Ibycus the poet lying upon the ground, ravished of life. +It chanced that he had been known of them, known and loved. +Great mourning arose, and vain search for them who had done +this wrong. But those strong, wicked ones were gone, fled from +their haunts, fled from the wood afar to Corinth, for the god +Pan had thrown against them a pine cone. So the travelers took +the body of Ibycus and bore it with them to Corinth.</p> + +<p>"A poet had been slain upon the threshold of the house of song. +Sacred blood had spattered the white robes of a queen dressed +for jubilee. Evil unreturned to its doers must darken the sunshine +of the famous days. Corinth uttered a cry of lamentation +and wrath. 'Where are the ill-doers, the spillers of blood, that +we may spill their blood and avenge Ibycus, showing the gods +that we are their helpers?' But those robbers and murderers +might not be found. And the body of Ibycus was consumed +upon a funeral pyre.</p> + +<p>"The festival hours went by in Corinth. And now began to fill +the amphitheater where might find room a host for number like +the acorns of Dodona. The throng was huge, the sound that it +<a name="Page_25" id="Page_25"></a>made like the shock of ocean. Around, tier above tier, swept the +rows, and for roof there was the blue and sunny air. Then the +voice of the sea hushed, for now entered the many-numbered +chorus. Slow-circling, it sang of mighty Fate: '<i>For every word +shall have its echo, and every deed shall see its face. The word +shall say, "Is it my echo?" and the deed shall say, "Is it my +face?"</i>'—</p> + +<p>"The chorus passes, singing. The voices die, there falls a +silence, sent as it were from inner space. The open sky is above +the amphitheater. And now there comes, from north to south, +sailing that sea above, high, but not so high that their shape is +indistinguishable, a long flight of cranes. Heads move, eyes are +raised, but none know why that interest is so keen, so still. Then +from out the throng rises, struck with forgetfulness of gathered +Corinth and of its own reasons for being dumb as is the stone, a +man's voice, and the fear that Pan gives ran yet around in that +voice. 'See, brother, see! The cranes of Ibycus!'</p> + +<p>"'Ibycus!' The crowd about those men pressed in upon them. +'What do you know of Ibycus?' And great Pan drove them to +show in their faces what they knew. So Corinth took—"</p></div> + +<p>Alexander Jardine shut the book and, leaving the +window, dropped it upon the table. His hand shook, +his face was convulsed. "I've read as far as needs +be. Those things strike me like hammers!" With +suddenness he turned and was gone.</p> + +<p>Strickland was aware that he might not return +that day to the school-room, perhaps not to the +house. He went out of the west door and across +the grassy space to the gap in the wall, through +which he disappeared. Beyond was the rough +descent to wood and stream.</p> + +<p>Jamie spoke: "He's a queer body! He says he +thinks that he lived a long time ago, and then a +shorter time ago, and then now. He says that some +days he sees it all come up in a kind of dark desert."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26"></a>Alice put in her word, "Mother says he's many in +one, and that the many and one don't yet recognize +each other."</p> + +<p>"Your mother is a wise woman," said the tutor. +"Let me see how the work goes."</p> + +<p>The pine-tree, outside the wall, overhung a rude +natural stairway of stony ledge and outcropping +root with patches of moss and heath. Down this +went Alexander into a cool dimness of fir and oak and +birch, watered by a little stream. He kneeled by +this, he cooled face and hands in the water, then +flung himself beneath a tree and, burying his head +in his arms, lay still. The waves within subsided, +sank to a long, deep swell, then from that to quiet. +The door that wind and tide had beaten open shut +again. Alexander lay without thinking, without +overmuch feeling. At last, turning, he opened his +eyes upon the tree-tops and the August sky. The +door was shut upon tales of injury and revenge. +Between boy and man, he lay in a yearning stillness, +colors and sounds and dim poetic strains his ministers +of grace. This lasted for a time, then he rose, first +to a sitting posture, then to his feet. Crows flew +through the wood; he had a glimpse of yellow fields +and purple heath. He set forth upon one of the long +rambles which were a prized part of life.</p> + +<p>An hour or so later he stopped at a cotter's, some +miles from home. An old man and a woman gave +him an oat cake and a drink of home-brewed. He +was fond of folk like these—at home with them and +they with him. There was no need to make talk, +but he sat and looked at the marigolds while the +woman moved about and the old man wove rushes +<a name="Page_27" id="Page_27"></a>into mats. From here he took to the hills and +walked awhile with a shepherd numbering his sheep. +Finally, in mid-afternoon, he found himself upon a +heath, bare of trees, lifted and purple.</p> + +<p>He sat down amid the warm bloom; he lay down. +Within was youth's blind tumult and longing, a +passioning for he knew not what. "I wish that +there were great things in my life. I wish that I +were a discoverer, sailing like Columbus. I wish +that I had a friend—"</p> + +<p>He fell into a day-dream, lapped there in warm +purple waves, hearing the bees' interminable murmur. +He faced, across a narrow vale, an abrupt, +curiously shaped hill, dark with outstanding granite +and with fir-trees. Where at the eastern end it +broke away, where at its base the vale widened, +shone among the lively green of elms turrets and +chimneys of a large house. "Black Hill—Black +Hill—Black Hill...."</p> + +<p>A youth of about his own age came up the path +from the vale. Alexander, lying amid the heath, +caught at some distance the whole figure, but as he +approached lost him. Then, near at hand, the +head rose above the brow of the ridge. It was a +handsome head, with a cap and feather, with gold-brown +hair lightly clustering, and a countenance of +spirit and daring with something subtle rubbed in. +Head, shoulders, a supple figure, not so tall nor so +largely made as was Glenfernie's heir, all came upon +the purple hilltop.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV</h2> + + +<p>Alexander raised himself from his couch in +the heather.</p> + +<p>"Good day!" said the new-comer.</p> + +<p>"Good day!"</p> + +<p>The youth stood beside him. "I am Ian Rullock."</p> + +<p>"I am Alexander Jardine."</p> + +<p>"Of Glenfernie?"</p> + +<p>"Aye, you've got it."</p> + +<p>"Then we're the neighbors that are to be friends."</p> + +<p>"If we are to be we are to be.... I want a +friend.... I don't know if you're the one that is to +answer."</p> + +<p>The other dropped beside him upon the heath. +"I saw you walking along the hilltop. So when you +did not come on I thought I'd climb and meet you. +This is a lonely, miserable country!"</p> + +<p>Alexander was moved to defend. "There are +more miserable! It's got its points."</p> + +<p>"I don't see them. I want London!"</p> + +<p>"That's Babylon.—It's your own country. You're +evening it with England!"</p> + +<p>"No, I'm not. But you can't deny that it's +poor."</p> + +<p>"There's one of its sons, named Touris, that is +not poor!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29"></a>Rullock rose upon one knee. "The wise man gets +rich and the fool stays poor. Do you want to be +friends or do you want to fight?"</p> + +<p>Alexander clasped his hands behind his head and +lay back upon the earth. "No, I do not want to +fight—not now! I wouldn't fight you, anyhow, +for standing up for one to whom you're beholden."</p> + +<p>Silence fell between them, each having eyes upon +the other. Something drew each to each, something +repelled each from each. It was a question, between +those forces, which would gain. Alexander +did not feel strange with Ian, nor Ian with Alexander. +It was as though they had met before. +But how they had met and why, and where and +when, and what that meeting had entailed and +meant, was hidden from their gaze. The attractive +increased over the repellent. Ian spoke.</p> + +<p>"There's none down there but my uncle and his +sister, my aunt. Come on down and let me show +you the place."</p> + +<p>"I do not care if I do." He rose, and the two went +along the hilltop and down the path.</p> + +<p>Ian was the readier in talk. "I am going soon +to Edinburgh—to college."</p> + +<p>"I'm going, too. The first of the year. I am +going to try if I can stand the law."</p> + +<p>"I want to be a soldier."</p> + +<p>"I don't know what I want.... I want to journey—and +journey—and journey ... with a book along."</p> + +<p>"Do you like books?"</p> + +<p>"Aye, fine!"</p> + +<p>"I like them right well. Are there any pretty girls +around here?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30"></a>"I don't know. I don't like girls."</p> + +<p>"I like them at times, in their places. You must +wrestle bravely, you're so strong in the shoulder and +long in the arm!"</p> + +<p>"You're not so big, but you look strong yourself."</p> + +<p>Each measured the other with his eyes. Friendship +was already here. It was as though hand had fitted +into glove.</p> + +<p>"What is your dog named?"</p> + +<p>"Hector."</p> + +<p>"Mine's Bran. You come to Glenfernie to-morrow +and I'll show you a place that's all mine. It's +the room in the old keep. I've books there and apples +and nuts and curiosities. There's a big fireplace, +and my father's let me build a furnace besides, and +I've kettles and crucibles and pans and vials—"</p> + +<p>"What for?"</p> + +<p>Alexander paused and gazed at Ian, then gave +into his keeping the great secret. "Alchemy. I'm +trying to change lead into gold."</p> + +<p>Ian thrilled. "I'll come! I'll ride over. I've a +beautiful mare."</p> + +<p>"It's not eight miles—"</p> + +<p>"I'll come. We're just in at Black Hill, you see, +and I've had no time to make a place like that! +But I'll show you my room. Here's the park gate."</p> + +<p>They walked up an avenue overarched by elms, +to a house old but not so old, once half-ruinous, but +now mended and being mended, enlarged, and decorated, +the aim a spacious place alike venerable and +modern. Workmen yet swarmed about it. The +whole presented a busy, cheerful aspect—a gracious +one, also, for under a monster elm before the terrace +<a name="Page_31" id="Page_31"></a>was found the master and owner, Mr. Archibald +Touris. He greeted the youths with a manner meant +to exhibit the expansive heart of a country gentleman.</p> + +<p>"You've found each other out, have you? Why, +you look born to be friends! That's as it should +be.—And what, Alexander, do you think of Black +Hill?"</p> + +<p>"It looks finely a rich man's place, sir."</p> + +<p>Mr. Touris laughed at his country bluntness, but +did not take the tribute amiss. "Not so rich—not +so mighty rich. But enough, enough! If Ian here +behaves himself he'll have enough!" A master workman +called him away. He went with a large wave of +the hand. "Make yourself at home, Alexander! +Take him, Ian, to see your aunt Alison." He was +gone with the workman.</p> + +<p>"I'll take you there presently," said Ian. "I'm +fond of Aunt Alison—you'll like her, too—but she'll +keep. Let's go see my mare Fatima, and then my +room."</p> + +<p>Fatima was a most beautiful young, snowy +Arabian. Alexander sighed with delight when they +led her out from her stable and she walked about +with Ian beside her, and when presently Ian mounted +she curveted and caracoled. Ian and she suited each +other. Indefinably, there was about him, too, something +Eastern. The two went to and fro, the mare's +hoofs striking music from the flags. Behind them +ran a gray range of buildings overtopped by bushy +willows. Alexander sat on a stone bench, hugged +his knees, and felt true love for the sight. Ian had +come to him like a gift from the blue.</p> + +<p>Ian dismounted, and they watched Fatima dis<a name="Page_32" id="Page_32"></a>appear +into her stall. "Come now and see the +house."</p> + +<p>The house was large and cumbered with furniture +too much and too rich for the Scotch countryside. +Ian's room had a great, rich bed and a dressing-table +that drew from Alexander a whistle, contemplative +and scornful. But there were other matters besides +luxury of couch and toilet. Slung against the wall +appeared a fine carbine, the pistols and sword of +Ian's father, and a wonderful long, twisted, and +damascened knife or dirk—creese, Ian called it—that +had come in some trading-ship of his uncle's. And +he had books in a small closet room, and a picture +that the two stood before.</p> + +<p>"Where did you get it?"</p> + +<p>"There was an Italian who owed my uncle a debt. +He had no money, so he gave him this. He said that +it was painted a long time ago and that it was very +fine."</p> + +<p>"What is it?"</p> + +<p>"It is a Bible piece. This is a city of refuge. This +is a sinner fleeing to it, and here behind him is the +avenger of blood. You can't see, it is so dark. +There!" He drew the window-curtain quite aside. +A flood of light came in and washed the picture.</p> + +<p>"I see. What is it doing here?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. I liked it. I suppose Aunt Alison +thought it might hang here."</p> + +<p>"I like to see pictures in my mind. But things like +that poison me! Let's see the rest of the house."</p> + +<p>They went again through Ian's room. Coming to +a fine carved ambry, he hesitated, then stood still. +"I'm going to show you something else! I show it to +<a name="Page_33" id="Page_33"></a>you because I trust you. It's like your telling me +about your making gold out of lead." He opened a +door of the ambry, pulled out a drawer, and, pressing +some spring, revealed a narrow, secret shelf. His +hand went into the dimness and came out bearing a +silver goblet. This he set carefully upon a neighboring +table, and looked at Alexander somewhat aslant +out of long, golden-brown eyes.</p> + +<p>"It's a bonny goblet," said Alexander. "Why do +you keep it like that?"</p> + +<p>Ian looked around him. "Years and years ago +my father, who is dead now, was in France. There +was a banquet at Saint-Germain. <i>A very great person</i> +gave it and was in presence himself. All the gentlemen +his guests drank a toast for which the finest +wine was poured in especial goblets. Afterward each +was given for a token the cup from which he drank.... Before +he died my father gave me this. But of +course I have to keep it secret. My uncle and all +the world around here are Whigs!"</p> + +<p>"James Stewart!" quoth Alexander. "Humph!"</p> + +<p>"Remember that you have not seen it," said Ian, +"and that I never said aught to you but <i>King George, +King George!</i>" With that he restored the goblet to +the secret shelf, put back the drawer, and shut the +ambry door. "Friends trust one another in little and +big.—Now let's go see Aunt Alison."</p> + +<p>They went in silence along a corridor where every +footfall was subdued in India matting. Alexander +spoke once:</p> + +<p>"I feel all through me that we're friends. But +you're a terrible fool there!"</p> + +<p>"I am not," said Ian. His voice carried the truth +<a name="Page_34" id="Page_34"></a>of his own feeling. "I am like my father and mother +and the chieftains my kin, and I have been with certain +kings ever since there were kings. Others think +otherwise, but I've got my rights!"</p> + +<p>With that they came to the open door of a room. +A voice spoke from within:</p> + +<p>"Ian!"</p> + +<p>Ian crossed the threshold. "May we come in, +Aunt Alison? It's Alexander Jardine of Glenfernie."</p> + +<p>A tall, three-leaved screen pictured with pagodas, +palms, and macaws stood between the door and the +rest of the room. "Come, of course!" said the voice +behind this.</p> + +<p>Passing the last pagoda edge, the two entered a +white-paneled parlor where a lady in dove-gray muslin +overlooked the unpacking of fine china. She +turned in the great chair where she sat. "I am truly +glad to see Alexander Jardine!" When he went up +to her she took his two hands in hers. "I remember +your mother and how fine a lassie she was! Good +mind and good heart—"</p> + +<p>"We've heard of you, too," answered Alexander. +He looked at her in frank admiration, <i>Eh, but you're +bonny!</i> written in his gaze.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alison, as they called her, was something +more than bonny. She had loveliness. More than +that, she breathed a cleanliness of spirit, a lucid +peace, a fibered self-mastery passing into light. +Alexander did not analyze his feeling for her, but it +was presently one of great liking. Now she sat in +her great chair while the maids went on with the +unpacking, and questioned him about Glenfernie and +all the family and life there. She was slight, not tall, +<a name="Page_35" id="Page_35"></a>with hair prematurely white, needing no powder. +She sat and talked with her hand upon Ian. While +she talked she glanced from the one youth to the +other. At last she said:</p> + +<p>"Alexander Jardine, I love Ian dearly. He needs +and will need love—great love. If you are going to +be friends, remember that love is bottomless.—And +now go, the two of you, for the day is getting on."</p> + +<p>They passed again the macaw-and-pagoda screen +and left the paneled room. The August light struck +slant and gold. The two quitted the house and +crossed the terrace into the avenue without again +encountering the master of the place.</p> + +<p>"I will go with you to the top of the hill," said Ian. +They climbed the ridge that was like a purple cloud. +"I'll come to Glenfernie to-morrow or the next day."</p> + +<p>"Yes, come! I'm fond of Jamie, but he's three +years younger than I."</p> + +<p>"You've got a sister?"</p> + +<p>"Alice? She's only twelve. You come. I've been +wanting somebody."</p> + +<p>"So have I. I'm lonelier than you."</p> + +<p>They came to the level top of the heath. The +sun rode low; the shadow of the hill stretched at +their feet, out over path and harvest-field.</p> + +<p>"Good-by, then!"</p> + +<p>"Good-by!"</p> + +<p>Ian stood still. Alexander, homeward bound, +dropped over the crest. The earth wave hid from +him Black Hill, house and all. But, looking back, +he could still see Ian against the sky. Then Ian +sank, too. Alexander strode on toward Glenfernie. +He went whistling, in expanded, golden spirits. +<a name="Page_36" id="Page_36"></a>Ian—and Ian—and Ian! Going through a grove +of oaks, blackbirds flew overhead, among and above +the branches. <i>The cranes of Ibycus!</i> The phrase +flashed into mind. "I wonder why things like that +disturb me so!... I wonder if there's any bottom or +top to living anyhow!... I wonder—!" He looked +at the birds and at the violet evening light at play +in the old wood. The phrase went out of his mind. +He left the remnant of the forest and was presently +upon open moor. He whistled again, loud and clear, +and strode on happily. Ian—and Ian—and Ian!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V</h2> + + +<p>The House of Glenfernie and the House of Touris +became friends. A round of country festivities, +capped by a great party at Black Hill, wrought bonds +of acquaintanceship for and with the Scots family +returned after long abode in England. Archibald +Touris spent money with a cautious freedom. He +set a table and poured a wine better by half than +might be found elsewhere. He kept good horses and +good dogs. Laborers who worked for him praised +him; he proved a not ungenerous landlord. Where +he recognized obligations he met them punctually. +He had large merchant virtues, no less than the +accompanying limitations. He returned to the +Church of Scotland.</p> + +<p>The laird of Glenfernie and the laird of Black +Hill found constitutional impediments to their being +more friendly than need be. Each was polite to the +other to a certain point, then the one glowered and +the other scoffed. It ended in a painstaking keeping +of distance between them, a task which, when +they were in company, fell often to Mrs. Jardine. +She did it with tact, with a twist of her large, humorous +mouth toward Strickland if he were by. +Admirable as she was, it was curious to see the difference +between her method, if method there were, +and that of Mrs. Alison. The latter showed no +<a name="Page_38" id="Page_38"></a>effort, but where she was there fell harmony. +William Jardine liked her, liked to be in the room +with her. His great frame and her slight one, his +rough, massive, somewhat unshaped personality and +her exquisite clearness contrasted finely enough. +Her brother, who understood her very little, yet +had for her an odd, appealing affection, strange in +one who had so positively settled what was life and +the needs of life. It was his habit to speak of her +as though she were more helplessly dependent even +than other women. But at times there might be +seen who was more truly the dependent.</p> + +<p>August passed into September, September into +brown October. Alexander and Ian were almost +continually in company. The attraction between +them was so great that it appeared as though it +must stretch backward into some unknown seam of +time. If they had differences, these apparently +only served in themselves to keep them revolving +the one about the other. They might almost quarrel, +but never enough to drag their two orbs apart, +breaking and rending from the common center. +The sun might go down upon a kind of wrath, but +it rose on hearts with the difference forgotten. +Their very unlikenesses pricked each on to seek +himself in the other.</p> + +<p>They were going to Edinburgh after Christmas, +to be students there, to grow to be men. Here at +home, upon the eve of their going, rein upon them +was slackened. They would so soon be independent +of home discipline that that independence was to +a degree already allowed. Black Hill did not often +question Ian's comings and goings, nor Glenfernie +<a name="Page_39" id="Page_39"></a>Alexander's. The school-room saw the latter some +part of each morning. For the rest of the day he +might be almost anywhere with Ian, at Glenfernie, +or at Black Hill, or on the road between, or in the +country roundabout.</p> + +<p>William Jardine, chancing to be one day at Black +Hill, watched from Mrs. Alison's parlor the two +going down the avenue, the dogs at their heels. +"It's a fair David and Jonathan business!"</p> + +<p>"David needed Jonathan, and Jonathan David."</p> + +<p>"Had Jonathan lived, ma'am, and the two come +to conflict about the kingdom, what then, and where +would have flown the friendship?"</p> + +<p>"It would have flown on high, I suppose, and +waited for them until they had grown wings to +mount to it."</p> + +<p>"Oh," said the laird, "you're one I can follow only +a little way!"</p> + +<p>Ian and Alexander felt only that the earth about +them was bright and warm.</p> + +<p>On a brown-and-gold day the two found themselves +in the village of Glenfernie. Ian had spent the night +with Alexander—for some reason there was school +holiday—the two were now abroad early in the day. +The village sent its one street, its few poor lanes, +up a bare hillside to the church atop. Poor and rude +enough, it had yet to-day its cheerful air. High voices +called, flaxen-haired children pottered about, a mill-wheel +creaked at the foot of the hill, iron clanged in +the smithy a little higher, the drovers' rough laughter +burst from the tavern midway, and at the height +the kirk was seeing a wedding. The air had a tang +of cooled wine, the sky was blue.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40"></a>Ian and Alexander, coming over the hill, reached +the kirk in time to see emerge the married pair with +their kin and friends. The two stood with a rabble +of children and boys beneath the yew-trees by the +gate. The yellow-haired bride in her finery, the yellow-haired +groom in his, the dressed and festive +following, stepped from the kirkyard to some waiting +carts and horses. The most mounted and took place, +the procession put itself into motion with clatter and +laughter. The children and boys ran after to where +the road dipped over the hill. A cluster of village +folk turned the long, descending street. In passing +they spoke to Alexander and Ian.</p> + +<p>"Who was married?—Jock Wilson and Janet +Macraw, o' Langmuir."</p> + +<p>The two lounged against the kirkyard wall, beneath +the yews.</p> + +<p>"<i>Marry!</i> That's a strange, terrible, useless word +to me!"</p> + +<p>"I don't know...."</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is!... Ian, do you ever think that +you've lived before?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. I'm living now!"</p> + +<p>"Well, I think that we all lived before. I think +that the same things happen again—"</p> + +<p>"Well, let them—some of them!" said Ian. "Come +along, if we're going through the glen."</p> + +<p>They left the kirkyard for the village street. Here +they sauntered, friends with the whole. They looked +in at the tavern upon the drovers, they watched the +blacksmith and his helper. The red iron rang, the +sparks flew. At the foot of the hill flowed the stream +and stood the mill. The wheel turned, the water +<a name="Page_41" id="Page_41"></a>diamonds dropped in sheets. Their busy, idle day +took them on; they were now in bare, heathy country +with the breathing, winey air. Presently White +Farm could be seen among aspens, and beyond it the +wooded mouth of the glen. Some one, whistling, +turned an elbow of the hill and caught up with the +two. It proved to be one several years their senior, +a young man in the holiday dress of a prosperous +farmer. He whistled clearly an old border air and +walked without dragging or clumsiness. Coming up, +he ceased his whistling.</p> + +<p>"Good day, the both of ye!"</p> + +<p>"It's Robin Greenlaw," said Alexander, "from +Littlefarm.—You've been to the wedding, Robin?"</p> + +<p>"Aye. Janet's some kind of a cousin. It's a braw +day for a wedding! You've got with you the new +laird's nephew?—And how are you liking Black Hill?"</p> + +<p>"I like it."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you miss grandeurs abune what ye've +got there. I have a liking myself," said Greenlaw, +"for grandeurs, though we've none at all at Littlefarm! +That is to say, none that's just obvious. Are +you going to White Farm?"</p> + +<p>Alexander answered: "I've a message from my +father for Mr. Barrow. But after that we're going +through the glen. Will you come along?"</p> + +<p>"I would," said Greenlaw, seriously, "if I had +not on my best. But I know how you, Alexander +Jardine, take the devil's counsel about setting foot +in places bad for good clothes! So I'll give myself +the pleasure some other time. And so good day!" +He turned into a path that took him presently out +of sight and sound.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42"></a>"He's a fine one!" said Alexander. "I like him."</p> + +<p>"Who is he?"</p> + +<p>"White Farm's great-nephew. Littlefarm was +parted from White Farm. It's over yonder where +you see the water shining."</p> + +<p>"He's free-mannered enough!"</p> + +<p>"That's you and England! He's got as good a +pedigree as any, and a notion of what's a man, +besides. He's been to Glasgow to school, too. I +like folk like that."</p> + +<p>"I like them as well as you!" said Ian. "That is, +with reservations of them I cannot like. I'm Scots, +too."</p> + +<p>Alexander laughed. They came down to the +water and the stepping-stones before White Farm. +The house faced them, long and low, white among +trees from which the leaves were falling. Alexander +and Ian crossed upon the stones, and beyond the +fringing hazels the dogs came to meet them.</p> + +<p>Jarvis Barrow had all the appearance of a figure +from that Old Testament in which he was learned. +He might have been a prophet's right-hand man, +he might have been the prophet himself. He stood, +at sixty-five, lean and strong, gray-haired, but with +decrepitude far away. Elder of the kirk, sternly +religious, able at his own affairs, he read his Bible +and prospered in his earthly living. Now he listened +to the laird's message, nodding his head, but +saying little. His staff was in his hand; he was on +his way to kirk session; tell the laird that the account +was correct. He stood without his door as +though he waited for the youths to give good day +and depart. Alexander had made a movement in +<a name="Page_43" id="Page_43"></a>this direction when from beyond Jarvis Barrow came +a woman's voice. It belonged to Jenny Barrow, +the farmer's unmarried daughter, who kept house +for him.</p> + +<p>"Father, do you gae on, and let the young gentlemen +bide a wee and rest their banes and tell a puir +woman wha never gaes onywhere the news!"</p> + +<p>"Then do ye sit awhile, laddies, with the womenfolk," +said Jarvis Barrow. "But give me pardon +if I go, for I canna keep the kirk waiting."</p> + +<p>He was gone, staff and gray plaid and a collie +with him. Jenny, his daughter, appeared in the +door.</p> + +<p>"Come in, Mr. Alexander, and you, too, sir, and +have a crack with us! We're in the dairy-room, +Elspeth and Gilian and me."</p> + +<p>She was a woman of forty, raw-boned but not unhandsome, +good-natured, capable, too, but with +more heart than head. It was a saying with her +that she had brains enough for kirk on the Sabbath +and a warm house the week round. Everybody +knew Jenny Barrow and liked well enough bread +of her baking.</p> + +<p>The room to which she led Ian and Alexander had +its floor level with the turf without the open door. +The sun flooded it. There came from within the +sound, up and down, of a churn, and a voice singing:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"O laddie, will ye gie to me<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A ribbon for my fairing?"<br /></span> +</div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI</h2> + + +<p>It grew that Ian was telling stories of cities—of +London and of Paris, for he had been there, and +of Rome, for he had been there. He had seen kings +and queens, he had seen the Pope—</p> + +<p>"Lord save us!" ejaculated Jenny Barrow.</p> + +<p>He leaned against the dairy wall and the sun fell +over him, and he looked something finer and more +golden than often came that way. Young Gilian +at the churn stood with parted lips, the long dasher +still in her hands. This was as good as stories of +elves, pixies, fays, men of peace and all! Elspeth +let the milk-pans be and sat beside them on the +long bench, and, with hands folded in her lap, +looked with brown eyes many a league away. +Neither Elspeth nor Gilian was without book +learning. Behind them and before them were long +visits to scholar kindred in a city in the north +and fit schooling there. London and Paris and +Rome.... Foreign lands and the great world. +And this was a glittering young eagle that had +sailed and seen!</p> + +<p>Alexander gazed with delight upon Ian spreading +triumphant wings. This was his friend. There +was nothing finer than continuously to come upon +praiseworthiness in your friend!</p> + +<p><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45"></a>"And a beautiful lady came by who was the king's +favorite—"</p> + +<p>"Gude guide us! The limmer!"</p> + +<p>"And she was walking on rose-colored velvet and +her slippers had diamonds worked in them. Snow +was on the ground outside and poor folk were freezing, +but she carried over each arm a garland of roses +as though it were June—"</p> + +<p>Jenny Barrow raised her hands. "She'll sit yet in +the cauld blast, in the sinner's shift!"</p> + +<p>"And after a time there walked in the king, and +the courtiers behind him like the tail of a peacock—"</p> + +<p>They had a happy hour in the White Farm dairy. +At last Jenny and the girls set for the two cold meat +and bannocks and ale. And still at table Ian was the +shining one. The sun was at noon and so was his +mood.</p> + +<p>"You're fey!" said Alexander, at last.</p> + +<p>"Na, na!" spoke Jenny. "But, oh, he's the bonny +lad!"</p> + +<p>The dinner was eaten. It was time to be going.</p> + +<p>"Shut your book of stories!" said Alexander. +"We're for the Kelpie's Pool, and that's not just a +step from here!"</p> + +<p>Elspeth raised her brown eyes. "Why will you +go to the Kelpie's Pool? That's a drear water!"</p> + +<p>"I want to show it to him. He's never seen it."</p> + +<p>"It's drear!" said Elspeth. "A drear, wanrestfu' +place!"</p> + +<p>But Ian and Alexander must go. The aunt and +nieces accompanied them to the door, stood and +watched them forth, down the bank and into the +<a name="Page_46" id="Page_46"></a>path that ran to the glen. Looking back, the youths +saw them there—Elspeth and Gilian and their aunt +Jenny. Then the aspens came between and hid them +and the white house and all.</p> + +<p>"They're bonny lasses!" said Ian.</p> + +<p>"Aye. They're so."</p> + +<p>"But, oh, man! you should see Miss Delafield of +Tower Place in Surrey!"</p> + +<p>"Is she so bonny?"</p> + +<p>"She's more than bonny. She's beautiful and high-born +and an heiress. When I'm a colonel of dragoons—"</p> + +<p>"Are you going to be a colonel of dragoons?"</p> + +<p>"Something like that. You talk of thinking that +you were this and that in the past. Well, I was a +fighting-man!"</p> + +<p>"We're all fighting-men. It's only what we fight +and how."</p> + +<p>"Well, say that I had been a chief, and they lifted +me on their shields and called me king, the very next +day I should have made her queen!"</p> + +<p>"You think like a ballad. And, oh, man, you talk +mickle of the lasses!"</p> + +<p>Ian looked at him with long, narrow, dark-gold +eyes. "They're found in ballads," he said.</p> + +<p>Alexander just paused in his stride. "Humph! +that's true!..."</p> + +<p>They entered the glen. The stream began to +brawl; on either hand the hills closed in, towering +high. Some of the trees were bare, but to most yet +clung the red-brown or the gold-brown dress. The +pines showed hard, green, and dead in the shadow; +in the sunlight, fine, green-gold, and alive. The +<a name="Page_47" id="Page_47"></a>fallen leaves, moved by foot or by breeze, made a +light, dry, talking sound. The white birch stems +clustered and leaned; patches of bright-green moss +ran between the drifts of leaves. The sides of the hills +came close together, grew fearfully steep. Crags +appeared, and fern-crowded fissures and roots of +trees like knots of frozen serpents. The glen narrowed +and deepened; the water sang with a loud, +rough voice.</p> + +<p>Alexander loved this place. He had known it in +childhood, often straying this way with the laird, +or with Sandy the shepherd, or Davie from the +house. When he was older he began to come alone. +Soon he came often alone, learned every stick and +stone and contour, effect of light and streak of gloom. +As idle or as purposeful as the wind, he knew the +glen from top to bottom. He knew the voice of the +stream and the straining clutch of the roots over the +broken crag. He had lain on all the beds of leaf and +moss, and talked with every creeping or flying or +running thing. Sometimes he read a book here, sometimes +he pictured the world, or built fantastic stages, +and among fantastic others acted himself a fantastic +part. Sometimes with a blind turning within he +looked for himself. He had his own thoughts of +God here, of God and the Kirk and the devil. Often, +too, he neither read, dreamed, nor thought. He might +lie an hour, still, passive, receptive. The trees and +the clouds, crag life, bird life, and flower life, life of +water, earth, and air, came inside. He was so used +to his own silence in the glen that when he walked +through it with others he kept it still. Slightly taciturn +everywhere, he was actively so here. The path +<a name="Page_48" id="Page_48"></a>narrowing, he and Ian must go in single file. Leading, +Alexander traveled in silence, and Ian, behind, not +familiar with the place, must mind his steps, and so +fell silent, too. Here and there, now and then, +Alexander halted. These were recesses, or it might +be projecting platforms of rock, that he liked. Below, +the stream made still pools, or moved in eddies, or +leaped with an innumerable hurrying noise from +level to level. Or again there held a reach of quiet +water, and the glen-sides were soft with weeping birch, +and there showed a wider arch of still blue sky. +Alexander stood and looked. Ian, behind him, was +glad of the pause. The place dizzied him who for +years had been away from hill and mountain, pass +and torrent. Yet he would by no means tell Alexander +so. He would keep up with him.</p> + +<p>There was a mile of this glen, and now the going +was worse and now it was better. Three-fourths of +the way through they came to an opening in the +rock, over which, from a shelf above, fell a curtain +of brier.</p> + +<p>"See!" said Alexander, and, parting the stems, +showed a veritable cavern. "Come in—sit down! +The Kelpie's Pool is out of the glen, but they say +that there's a bogle wons here, too."</p> + +<p>They sat down upon the rocky floor strewn with +dead leaves. Through the dropped curtain they saw +the world brokenly; the light in the cave was sunken +and dim, the air cold. Ian drew his shoulders together.</p> + +<p>"Here's a grand place for robbers, wraiths, or +dragons!"</p> + +<p>"Robbers, wraiths, or dragons, or just quiet dead +<a name="Page_49" id="Page_49"></a>leaves and ourselves. Look here—!" He showed +a heap of short fagots in a corner. "I put these +here the last time I came." Dragging them into +the middle of the rock chamber, he swept up with +them the dead leaves, then took from a great +pouch that he carried on his rambles a box with +flint and steel. He struck a spark upon dry moss +and in a moment had a fire. "Is not that beautiful?"</p> + +<p>The smoke mounted to the top of the cavern, +curled there or passed out into the glen through +the briers that dropped like a portcullis. The fagots +crackled in the flame, the light danced, the warmth +was pleasant. So was the sense of adventure and +of <i>solitude à deux</i>. They stretched themselves beside +the flame. Alexander produced from his pouch +four small red-cheeked apples. They ate and talked, +with between their words silences of deep content. +They were two comrade hunters of long ago, cavemen +who had dispossessed bear or wolf, who might +presently with a sharpened bone and some red +pigment draw bison and deer in procession upon the +cave wall.—They were skin-clad hillmen, shag-haired, +with strange, rude weapons, in hiding here +after hard fighting with a disciplined, conquering foe +who had swords and shining breastplates and crested +helmets.—They were fellow-soldiers of that conquering +tide, Romans of a band that kept the Wall, +proud, with talk of camps and Cæsars.—They were +knights of Arthur's table sent by Merlin on some +magic quest.—They were Crusaders, and this cavern +an Eastern, desert cave.—They were men who +rose with Wallace, must hide in caves from Edward +<a name="Page_50" id="Page_50"></a>Longshanks.—They were outlaws.—They were wizards—good +wizards who caused flowers to bloom in +winter for the unhappy, and made gold here for +those who must be ransomed, and fed themselves +with secret bread. The fire roared—they were +happy, Ian and Alexander.</p> + +<p>At last the fagots were burned out. The half-murk +that at first was mystery and enchantment +began to put on somberness and melancholy. They +rose from the rocky floor and extinguished the +brands with their feet. But now they had this +cavern in common and must arrange it for their +next coming. Going outside, they gathered dead +and fallen wood, broke it into right lengths, and, +carrying it within, heaped it in the corner. With a +bough of pine they swept the floor, then, leaving +the treasure hold, dropped the curtain of brier in +place. They were not so old but that there was +yet the young boy in them; he hugged himself over +this cave of Robin Hood and swart magician. But +now they left it and went on whistling through the +glen:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Gie ye give ane, then I'll give twa,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For sae the store increases!<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>The sides of the glen fell back, grew lower. The +leap of the water was not so marked; there were +long pools of quiet. Their path had been a mounting +one; they were now on higher earth, near the +plateau or watershed that marked the top of the +glen. The bright sky arched overhead, the sun +shone strongly, the air moved in currents without +violence.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51"></a>"You see where that smoke comes up between +trees? That's Mother Binning's cot."</p> + +<p>"Who's she?"</p> + +<p>"She's a wise auld wife. She's a scryer. That's +her ash-tree."</p> + +<p>Their path brought them by the hut and its bit +of garden. Jock Binning, that was Mother Binning's +crippled son, sat fishing in the stream. Mother +Binning had been working in the garden, but when +she saw the figures on the path below she took her +distaff and sat on the bench in the sun. When they +came by she raised her voice.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Alexander, how are the laird and the leddy?"</p> + +<p>"They're very well, Mother."</p> + +<p>"Ye'll be gaeing sune to Edinburgh? Wha may +be this laddie?"</p> + +<p>"It is Ian Rullock, of Black Hill."</p> + +<p>"Sae the baith o' ye are gaeing to Edinburgh? +Will ye be friends there?"</p> + +<p>"That we will!"</p> + +<p>"Hech, sirs!" Mother Binning drew a thread +from her distaff. The two were about to travel on +when she stopped them again with a gesture. +"Dinna mak sic haste! There's time enough behind +us, and time enough before us. And it's a strange +warld, and a large, and an auld! Sit ye and crack +a bit with an auld wife by the road."</p> + +<p>But they had dallied at White Farm and in the +cave, and Alexander was in haste.</p> + +<p>"We cannot stop now, Mother. We're bound for +the Kelpie's Pool."</p> + +<p>"And why do ye gae there? That's a drear, wanrestfu' +place!" said Mother Binning.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52"></a>"Ian has not seen it yet. I want to show it to +him."</p> + +<p>Mother Binning turned her distaff slowly. "Eh, +then, if ye maun gae, gae!... We're a' ane! There's +the kelpie pool for a'."</p> + +<p>"We'll stop a bit on the way back," said Alexander. +He spoke in a wheedling, kindly voice, for +he and Mother Binning were good friends.</p> + +<p>"Do that then," she said. "I hae a hansel o' +coffee by me. I'll mak twa cups, for I'll warrant +that ye'll baith need it!"</p> + +<p>The air was indeed growing colder when the two +came at last upon the moor that ran down to the +Kelpie's Pool. Furze and moss and ling, a wild +country stretched around without trees or house or +moving form. The bare sunshine took on a remote, +a cool and foreign, aspect. The small singing of +the wind in whin and heather came from a thin, +eery world. Down below them they saw the dark +little tarn, the Kelpie's Pool. It was very clear, +but dark, with a bottom of peat. Around it grew +rushes and a few low willows. The two sat upon an +outcropping of stone and gazed down upon it.</p> + +<p>"It's a gey lonely place," said Alexander. "Now +I like it as well or better than I do the cave, and +now I would leave it far behind me!"</p> + +<p>"I like the cave best. This is a creepy place."</p> + +<p>"Once I let myself out at Glenfernie without any +knowing and came here by night."</p> + +<p>Ian felt emulation. "Oh, I would do that, too, +if there was any need! Did you see anything?"</p> + +<p>"Do you mean the kelpie?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53"></a>"No. I saw something—once. But that time I +wanted to see how the stars looked in the water."</p> + +<p>Ian looked at the water, that lay like a round +mirror, and then to the vast shell of the sky above. +He, too, had love of beauty—a more sensuous love +than Alexander's, but love. This shared perception +made one of the bonds between them.</p> + +<p>"It was as still—much stiller than it is to-day! +The air was clear and the night dark and grand. +I looked down, and there was the Northern Crown, +clasp and all."</p> + +<p>Ian in imagination saw it, too. They sat, chin +on knees, upon the moorside above the Kelpie's +Pool. The water was faintly crisped, the reeds and +willow boughs just stirred.</p> + +<p>"But the kelpie—did you ever see that?"</p> + +<p>"Sometimes it is seen as a water-horse, sometimes +as a demon. I never saw anything like that but +once. I never told any one about it. It may have +been just one of those willows, after all. But I +thought I saw a woman."</p> + +<p>"Go on!"</p> + +<p>"There was a great mist that day and it was hard +to see. Sometimes you could not see—it was just +rolling waves of gray. So I stumbled down, and I +was in the rushes before I knew that I had come to +them. It was spring and the pool was full, and the +water plashed and came over my foot. It was like +something holding my ankles.... And then I saw +her—if it was not the willow. She was like a fair +woman with dark hair unsnooded. She looked at +me as though she would mock me, and I thought +she laughed—and then the mist rolled down and +<a name="Page_54" id="Page_54"></a>over, and I could not see the hills nor the water nor +scarce the reeds I was in. So I lifted my feet from +the sucking water and got away.... I do not know +if it was the kelpie's daughter or the willow—but if +it was the willow it could look like a human—or +an unhuman—body!"</p> + +<p>Ian gazed at the pool. He had many advantages +over Alexander, he knew, but the latter had +this curious daring. He did more things with himself +and of himself than did he, Ian. There was +that in Ian that did not like this, that was jealous +of being surpassed. And there was that in Ian +that would not directly display this feeling, that +would provide it, indeed, with all kinds of masks, +but would, with certainty, act from that spurring, +though intricate enough might be the path between +the stimulus and the act.</p> + +<p>"It is deep?"</p> + +<p>"Aye. Almost bottomless, you would think, and +cold as winter."</p> + +<p>"Let us go swimming."</p> + +<p>"The day's getting late and it's growing cold. +However, if you want to—"</p> + +<p>Ian did not greatly want to. But if Alexander +could be so indifferent, he could be determined and +ardent. "What's a little mirk and cold? I want +to say I've swum in it." He began to unbutton +his waistcoat.</p> + +<p>They stripped, left their clothes in the stone's +keeping, and ran down the moorside. The light +played over their bodies, unblemished, smooth, and +healthfully colored, clean-lined and rightly spare. +They had beautiful postures and movements when +<a name="Page_55" id="Page_55"></a>they stood, when they ran; a youthful and austere +grace as of Spartan youth plunging down to the +icy Eurotas. The earth around lay as stripped as +they; the naked, ineffable blue ether held them as +it did all things; the wandering air broke against +them in invisible surf. They ran down the long +slope of the moor, parted the reeds, and dived to +meet their own reflections. The water was most +truly deep and cold. They struck out, they swam +to the middle of the pool, they turned upon their +backs and looked up to the blue zenith, then, turning +again, with strong arm strokes they sent the +wave over each other. They rounded the pool +under the twisted willows, beside the shaking reeds; +they swam across and across.</p> + +<p>Alexander looked at the sun that was deep in the +western quarter. "Time to be out and going!" He +swam to the edge of the pool, but before he should +draw himself out stopped to look up at a willow above +him, the one that he thought he might, in the mist, +have taken for the kelpie's daughter. It was of a +height that, seen at a little distance, might even a tall +woman. It put out two broken, shortened branches +like arms.... He lost himself in the study of possibilities, +balanced among the reeds that sighed around. +He could not decide, so at last he shook himself from +that consideration, and, pushing into shallow water, +stepped from the pool. He had taken a few steps +up the moor ere with suddenness he felt that Ian +was not with him. He turned. Ian was yet out in +the middle ring of the tarn. The light struck upon +his head. Then he dived under—or seemed to dive +under. He was long in coming up; and when he +<a name="Page_56" id="Page_56"></a>did so it was in the same place and his backward-drawn +face had a strangeness.</p> + +<p>"Ian!"</p> + +<p>Ian sank again.</p> + +<p>"He's crampit!" Alexander flashed like a thrown +brand down the way he had mounted and across the +strip of weeds, and in again to the steel-dark water. +"I'm coming!" He gained to his fellow, caught him +ere he sank the third time.</p> + +<p>Dragged from the Kelpie's Pool, Ian lay upon the +moor. Alexander, bringing with haste the clothes +from the stone above, knelt beside him, rubbed +and kneaded the life into him. He opened his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Alexander—!"</p> + +<p>Alexander rubbed with vigor. "I'm here. Eh, +lad, but you gave me a fright!"</p> + +<p>In another five minutes he sat up. "I'm—I'm all +right now. Let's get our things on and go."</p> + +<p>They dressed, Alexander helping Ian. The blood +came slowly back into the latter's cheek; he walked, +but he shivered yet.</p> + +<p>"Let's go get Mother Binning's coffee!" said +Alexander. "Come, I'll put my arm about you so." +They went thus up the moor and across, and then +down to the trees, the stream, and the glen. "There's +the smoke from her chimney! You may have both +cups and lie by the fire till you're warm. Mercy me! +how lonely the cave would have been if you had +drowned!"</p> + +<p>They got down to the flowing water.</p> + +<p>"I'm all right now!" said Ian. He released himself, +but before he did so he turned in Alexander's +arm, put his own arm around the other's neck, and +<a name="Page_57" id="Page_57"></a>kissed him. "You saved my life. Let's be friends +forever!"</p> + +<p>"That's what we are," said Alexander, "friends +forever."</p> + +<p>"You've proved it to me; one day I'll prove it +to you!"</p> + +<p>"We don't need proofs. We just know that we +like each other, and that's all there is about it!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it's that way," said Ian, and so they came +to Mother Binning's cot, the fire, and the coffee.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII</h2> + + +<p>Upon a quiet, gray December afternoon, nine +years and more from the June day when he +had fished in the glen and Mother Binning had told +him of her vision of the Jacobite gathering at Braemar, +English Strickland, walking for exercise to the +village and back, found himself overtaken by Mr. +M'Nab, the minister who in his white manse dwelt by +the white kirk on the top of the windy hill. This +was, by every earthly canon, a good man, but a stern +and unsupple. He had not been long in this parish, +and he was sweeping with a strong, new besom. +The old minister, to his mind, had been Erastian and +lax, weak in doctrine and in discipline of the fold. +Mr. M'Nab meant not to be weak. He loathed sin +and would compel the sinner also to loathe it. Now +he came up, tall and darkly clad, and in his Calvinistic +hand his Bible.</p> + +<p>"Gude day, sir!"</p> + +<p>"Good day, Mr. M'Nab!" The two went on side +by side. The day was very still, the sky an even +gray, snow being prepared. "You saw the laird?"</p> + +<p>"Aye. He's verra low."</p> + +<p>"He'll not recover I think. It's been a slow +failing for two years—ever since Mrs. Jardine's +death."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59"></a>"She was dead before I came to this kirk. But +once, when I was a young man, I stayed awhile in +these parts. I remember her."</p> + +<p>"She was the best of women."</p> + +<p>"So they said. But she had not that grip upon +religion that the laird has!"</p> + +<p>"Maybe not."</p> + +<p>Mr. M'Nab directed his glance upon the Glenfernie +tutor. He did not think that this Englishman, +either, had much grip upon religion. He +determined, at the first opportunity, to call his +attention to that fact and to strive to teach his +fingers how to clasp. He had a craving thirst for +the saving of souls, and to draw one whole from +Laodicea was next best to lifting from Babylon. +But to-day the laird and his spiritual concerns had +the field.</p> + +<p>"He comes, by the mother's side, at least, of godly +stock. His mother's father was martyred for the +faith in the auld persecuting time. His grandmother +wearied her mind away in prison. His +mother suffered much when she was a lassie."</p> + +<p>"It's small wonder that he has nursed bitterness," +said Strickland. "He must have drunk in +terror and hate with her milk.... He conquered the +terror."</p> + +<p>"<i>'Do not I hate them, O Lord, that hate thee? and +am not I grieved with those that rise up against thee? +I hate them with perfect hatred; I count them my +enemies.'</i>—What else should his heart do but burn +with a righteous wrath?"</p> + +<p>Strickland sighed, looking at the quiet gray hills +and the vast, still web of cloud above. "It's come +<a name="Page_60" id="Page_60"></a>to be a withering fire, hunting fuel everywhere! I +remember when he held it in bounds, even when for +a time it seemed to die out. But of late years it +has got the better of him. At last, I think, it is +devouring himself."</p> + +<p>M'Nab made a dissenting sound. "He has got +the implicit belief in God that I see sair lack of elsewhere! +He holds fast to God."</p> + +<p>"Aye. The God who slays the Amalekites."</p> + +<p>M'Nab turned his wintry glance upon him. +"And is not that God?"</p> + +<p>The other looked at the hill and at the vast, quiet, +gray field of cloud. "Perhaps!... Let's talk of +something else. I am too tired to argue. I sat +up with him last night."</p> + +<p>The minister would have preferred to continue +to discuss the character of Deity. He turned +heavily. "I was in company, not long ago, with +some gentlemen who were wondering why you +stayed on at Glenfernie House. They said that +you had good offers elsewhere—much better than +with a Scots laird."</p> + +<p>"I promised Mrs. Jardine that I would stay."</p> + +<p>"While the laird lived?"</p> + +<p>"No, not just that—though I think that she +would have liked me to do so. But so long as the +laird would keep Jamie with him at home."</p> + +<p>"What will he do now—Jamie?"</p> + +<p>"He has set his heart on the army. He's strong +of body, with a kind of big, happy-go-luckiness—"</p> + +<p>A horseman came up behind them. It proved +to be Robin Greenlaw, of Littlefarm. He checked +his gray and exchanged greetings with the minister +<a name="Page_61" id="Page_61"></a>and the tutor. "How does the laird find himself +the day?" he asked Strickland.</p> + +<p>"No better, I think, Mr. Greenlaw."</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry. It's the end, I jalouse! Is Mr. +Alexander come?"</p> + +<p>"We look for him to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"The land and the folk'll be blithe to see him—if +it was not for the occasion of his coming! If +there's aught a body can do for any at Glenfernie—?"</p> + +<p>"Every one has been as good as gold, Greenlaw. +But you know there's not much at the last that can +be done—"</p> + +<p>"No. We all pass, and they that bide can but +make the dirge. But I'll be obliged if you'll say +to Mr. Alexander that if there <i>is</i> aught—" He +gathered up the reins. "It will be snowing presently. +I always thought that I'd like to part on a +day like this, gray and quiet, with all the color and +the shouting lifted elsewhere." He was gone, +trotting before them on his big horse.</p> + +<p>Strickland and the minister looked after him. +"There's one to be liked no little!" said Strickland.</p> + +<p>But Mr. M'Nab's answering tone was wintry yet. +"He makes mair songs than he listens to sermons! +Jarvis Barrow, that's a strong witness, should have +had another sort of great-nephew! And so he that +will be laird comes home to-morrow? It's little that +he has been at home of late years."</p> + +<p>"Yes, little."</p> + +<p>The manse with the kirk beyond rose before them, +drawn against the pallid sky. "A wanderer to and +fro in the earth, and I doubt not—though we do not +<a name="Page_62" id="Page_62"></a>hear much of it—an eater of husks!—Will you not +come in, Mr. Strickland?"</p> + +<p>"Another time, Mr. M'Nab. I've an errand in the +village.—Touching Alexander Jardine. I suppose +that the whole sense-bound world might be called by +a world farther on an eater of husks. But I know +naught to justify any especial application of the +phrase to him. I know, indeed, a good deal quite to +the contrary. You are, it seems to me, something +less than charitable—"</p> + +<p>M'Nab regarded him with an earnest, narrow, +wintry look. "I would not wish to deserve that epithet, +Mr. Strickland. But the world is evil, and Satan +stands close at the ear of the young, both the poor +and them of place and world's gear! So I doubt not +that he eats the husks. I doubt not, either, that the +Lord has a rod for him, as for us all, that will drive +him, willy-nilly, home. So I'll say good day, sir. +To-morrow I'll go again to the laird, and so every +day until his summons comes."</p> + +<p>They parted at the manse door. The world was +gray, the snow swiftening its approach. Strickland, +passing the kirk, kept on down the one village street. +All and any who were out of doors spoke to him, +asking how did the laird. Some asked if "the young +laird" had come.</p> + +<p>In the shop where he made his purchase the woman +who sold would have kept him talking an hour: +"Wad the laird last the week? Wad he make friends +before he died with Mr. Touris of Black Hill with +whom he had the great quarrel three years since? +Eh, sirs! and he never set foot again in Touris House, +nor Mr. Touris in his!—Wad Mr. Jamie gae now to +<a name="Page_63" id="Page_63"></a>Edinburgh or on his travels, that had been at home +sae lang because the laird wadna part with him?—Wad +Miss Alice, that was as bonny as a rose and +mair friendly than the gowans on a June lea, just +bide on at the house with her aunt, Mrs. Grizel, that +came when the leddy died? Wad—"</p> + +<p>Strickland smiled. "You must just come up to the +house, Mrs. Macmurdo, and have a talk with Mrs. +Grizel.—I hope the laird may last the week."</p> + +<p>"You're a close ane!" thought the disappointed +Mrs. Macmurdo. Aloud she said, "Aweel, sir, Mr. +Alexander that will be laird is coming hame frae foreign +parts?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Sic a wanderer as he has been! But there!" +said Mrs. Macmurdo, "ony that saw him when he +was a laddie gaeing here and gaeing there by his lane-some, +glen and brae and muir, might ha' said, +'Ye're a wanderer—and as sune as ye may ye'll +wander farther!'"</p> + +<p>"You're quite right, Mrs. Macmurdo," said +Strickland, and took his parcel from her.</p> + +<p>"A wanderer and a seeker!" Mrs. Macmurdo was +loth to let him go. "And his great friend is still +Captain Ian Rullock?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, still."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Macmurdo reluctantly opened the shop door. +"Aweel, sir, if ye maun gae.—There'll be snaw the +night, I'm thinking! Do ye stop at the inn? There's +twa-three sogers in town."</p> + +<p>Strickland had not meant to stop. But, coming to +the Jardine Arms and glancing through the window, +he saw by the light of the fire in the common room +<a name="Page_64" id="Page_64"></a>four men in red coats sitting at table, drinking. He +felt jaded and depressed, needing distraction from +the gray chill day and the laird's dying. Curiosity +faintly stretched herself. He turned into the inn, +took a seat by a corner table, and called for a bottle +of wine. In addition to the soldiers the room had a +handful of others—farmers, a lawyer's clerk from +Stirling, a petty officer of the excise, and two or three +village nondescripts. From this group there now disengaged +himself Robin Greenlaw, who came across to +Strickland's table.</p> + +<p>"Sit down and have a glass with me," said the +latter. "Who are they?"</p> + +<p>"A recruiting party," answered Greenlaw, accepting +the invitation. "I like to hear their talk! I'll +listen, drinking your wine and thanking you, sir! +and riding home I'll make a song about them."</p> + +<p>He sat with his arm over the chair-back, his right +hand now lifting and now lowering the wine-glass. +He had a look of strength and inner pleasure that +rested and refreshed.</p> + +<p>"What are they saying now?" asked Strickland.</p> + +<p>The soldiers made the center of attention. More +or less all in the room harkened to their talk, disconnected, +obscure, idle, and boisterous as much of it +was. The revenue officer, by virtue of being also the +king's paid man, had claimed comrade's right and +was drinking with them and putting questions. He +was so obliging as to ask these in a round tone of +voice and to repeat on the same note the information +gathered.</p> + +<p>"Recruits for the King's army, fighting King Louis +on the river Main.—Where's that?—It's in Germany. +<a name="Page_65" id="Page_65"></a>Our King and the Hanoverians and the King of +Prussia and the Queen of Austria are fighting the +King of France.—Aye, of course ye know that, neighbors, +being intelligent Scots folk, but recapitulation +is na out of order!"</p> + +<p>"Ask them what's thought of the Hanoverians." +It was the lawyer's clerk's question. Thereupon rose +some noisy difference of opinion among the drinking +redcoats. The excise man finally reported. "They're +na English, nor Scots, nor even Irish. But they're +liked weel enough! They're good fighters. Oh, aye, +when ye march and fight alangside them, they're +good enough! They're his Majesty's cousins. God +save King George!"</p> + +<p>The recruiting party banged with tankards upon +the table. One of the number put a question of his +own. He had a look half pedant, half bully, and he +spoke with a one-quarter-drunken, owllike solemnity.</p> + +<p>"I may take it from the look of things that there +are none hereabouts but good Whigs and upholders +of government? No Tories—no damned black +Jacobites?"</p> + +<p>The excise man hemmed. "Why, ye see we're no +sae muckle far from Hielands and Hielandmen, and +it's known what they are, chief, chieftain, and clan—saving +always the duke and every Campbell! And +I wadna say that there are not, here and there, this +side the Hielands, an auld family with leanings the +auld way, and even a few gentlemen who were <i>out</i> +in the 'fifteen. But the maist of us, gentle and simple, +are up and down Whig and Kirk and reigning House.—Na, +na! when we drink to the King we dinna pass +the glass over the water!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66"></a>A dark, thin soldier put in his word, well garnished +with oaths. "Now that there's war up and +down and so many of us are going out of the country, +there's a saying that the Pretender may e'en sail +across from France and beat a drum and give a +shout! Then there'll be a sorting—"</p> + +<p>"Them that would rise wouldn't be enough to make +a graveyard ghost to frighten with!"</p> + +<p>"You're mistaken there. They'll frighten ye all +right when they answer the drum! I'm thinking +there's some in the army would answer it!"</p> + +<p>"Then they'll be hanged, drawn, and quartered!" +averred the corporal. "Who are ye thinking would +do that?"</p> + +<p>"I'm not precisely knowing. But there are some +with King George were brought up on the hope of +King James!"</p> + +<p>More liquor appeared upon the table, was poured +and drunk. The talk grew professional. The King's +shilling, and the advantage of taking it, came solely +upon the board, and who might or might not 'list +from this dale and the bordering hills. Strickland +and Robin Greenlaw left their corner.</p> + +<p>"I must get back to the house."</p> + +<p>"And I to Littlefarm."</p> + +<p>They went out together. There were few in the +street. The snow was beginning to fall. Greenlaw +untied his horse.</p> + +<p>"I hope that we're not facing another 'fifteen! +<i>'Scotland's ain Stewarts, and Break the Union!'</i> It +sounds well, but it's not in the line of progression. +What does Captain Ian Rullock think +about it?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67"></a>"I don't know. He hasn't been here, you know, for +a long while."</p> + +<p>"That's true. He and Mr. Alexander are still like +brothers?"</p> + +<p>"Like brothers."</p> + +<p>Greenlaw mounted his horse. "Well, he's a bonny +man, but he's got a piece of the demon in him! So +have I, I ken very well, and so, doubtless, has he who +will be Glenfernie, and all the rest of us—"</p> + +<p>"I sit down to supper with mine very often," +said Strickland.</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, he's common—the demon! But somehow +I could find him in Ian Rullock, though all +covered up with gold. But doubtless," said Greenlaw, +debonairly, "it would be the much of the fellow +in me that would recognize much in another!" He +put his gray into motion. "Good day, sir!" He was +gone, disappearing down the long street, into the +snow that was now falling like a veil.</p> + +<p>Strickland turned homeward. The snow fell fast +and thick in large white flakes. Glenfernie House +rose before him, crowning the craggy hill, the modern +building and the remnant of the old castle, not a +great place, but an ancient, settled, and rooted, part +of a land poor but not without grandeur, not without +a rhythm attained between grandeur and homeliness. +The road swept around and up between leafless +trees and green cone-bearing ones. The snow was +whitening the branches, the snow wrapped house and +landscape in its veil. It broke, in part it obliterated, +line and modeling; the whole seemed on the point of +dissolving into a vast and silent unity. "Like a dying +man," thought Strickland. He came upon the +<a name="Page_68" id="Page_68"></a>narrow level space about the house, passed the great +cedar planted by a pilgrim laird the year of Flodden +Field, and entered by a door in the southern face.</p> + +<p>Davie met him. "Eh, sir, Mr. Alexander's +come!"</p> + +<p>"Come!"</p> + +<p>"Aye, just! An hour past, riding Black Alan, +with Tam Dickson behind on Whitefoot, and weary +enough thae horses looked! Mr. Alexander wad ha' +gane without bite or sup to the laird's room, but he's +lying asleep. So now he's gane to his ain auld room +for a bit of rest. Haith, sir," said Davie, "but he's +like the auld laird when he was twenty-eight!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII</h2> + + +<p>Strickland went, to the hall, where he found +Alice.</p> + +<p>"Come to the fire! I've been watching the snow, +but it is so white and thick and still it fair frightens +me! Davie told you that Alexander has come?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. From Edinburgh to-day."</p> + +<p>"Yes. He left London as soon as he had our +letters."</p> + +<p>She stood opposite him, a bright and bonny lass, +with a look of her mother, but with more beauty. +The light from the burning logs deepened the gold +in her hair, as the warmth made more vivid the rose +of her cheek. She owned a warm and laughing +heart, a natural goodness. Strickland, who had +watched and taught her since she was a slip of a +child, had for her a great fondness.</p> + +<p>Jamie entered the hall. "Father's awake now, +but Aunt Grizel and Tibbie Ross will not tell him +Alexander's come until they've given him something +to eat." He came to the fire and stood, his +blue eyes glinting light. "It's fine to see Alexander! +The whole place feels different!"</p> + +<p>"You've got a fine love for Alexander," said +Strickland. So long had he lived with the Jardines +of Glenfernie that they had grown like own folk +<a name="Page_70" id="Page_70"></a>to him, and he to them. He looked very kindly at +the young man, handsome, big, flushed with feeling. +He did not say, "Now you'll be going, Jamie, +and he'll be staying," but the thought was in mind, +and presently Alice gave it voice.</p> + +<p>"He says that he has seen his earth, and that +now he means to be a long time at home."</p> + +<p>Davie appeared. "Mr. Alexander has gone to the +laird's room. Mrs. Grizel wad have ye all come, too, +sae be ye move saftly and sit dumb."</p> + +<p>The three went. The laird's room was large and +somewhat grimly bare. When his wife died he +would have taken out every luxury. But a great +fire burned on the hearth and gave a touch of redemption. +A couch, too, had been brought in for +the watcher at night, and a great flowered chair. +In this now sat Mrs. Grizel Kerr, a pleasant, elderly, +comely body, noted for her housewifery and her garden +of herbs. Behind her, out of a shadowy corner, +gleamed the white mutch of Tibbie Ross, the +best nurse in that countryside. Jamie and Alice +took two chairs that had been set for them near the +bed. Strickland moved to the recess of a window. +Outside the snow fell in very large flakes, large and +many, straight and steady, there being no wind.</p> + +<p>In a chair drawn close to the great bed, on a line +with the sick man's hand lying on the coverlet, sat +the heir of Glenfernie. He sat leaning forward, with +one hand near the hand of his father. The laird's +eyes were closed. He had been given a stimulant +and he now lay gathering his powers that were not +far from this life's frontier. The curtains of the bed +had been drawn quite back; propped by pillows into +<a name="Page_71" id="Page_71"></a>a half-sitting posture, he was plain to all in the room, +in the ruddy light of the fire. A clock upon the wall +ticked, ticked. Those in the room sat very still.</p> + +<p>The laird drew a determined breath and opened +his eyes. "Alexander!"</p> + +<p>"Father!"</p> + +<p>"You look like myself sitting there, and yet not +myself. I am going to die."</p> + +<p>"If that's your will, father."</p> + +<p>"Aye, it's my will, for I've made it mine. I +can't talk much. We'll talk at times and sit still +between. Are you going to stay with me to-night?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed I am, father. Right here beside you."</p> + +<p>"Well, I've missed you. But you had to have +your wanderings and your life of men. I understood +that."</p> + +<p>"You've been most good to me. It is in my heart +and in the tears of my eyes."</p> + +<p>"I did not grudge the siller. And I've had a +pride in you, Alexander. Now you'll be the laird. +Now let's sit quiet a bit."</p> + +<p>The snow fell, the fire burned, the clock ticked. +He spoke again. "It's before an eye inside that +you'll be a wanderer and a goer about yet—within +and without, my laddie, within and without! Do +not forget, though, to hold the old place together +that so many Jardines have been born in, and to +care for the tenant bodies and the old folk—and +there's your brother and sister."</p> + +<p>"I will forget nothing that you say, father."</p> + +<p>"I have kept that to say on top of my mind.... +The old place and the tenant bodies and old folk, +and your brother and sister. I have your word, +<a name="Page_72" id="Page_72"></a>and so," said the laird, "that's done and may drift +by.—Grizel, I wad sleep a bit. Let him go and +come again."</p> + +<p>His eyes closed. Alexander rose from the chair +beside him. Coming to Alice, he put his arm +around her, and with Jamie at his other hand the +three went from the room. Strickland tarried a +moment to consult with Mrs. Grizel.</p> + +<p>"The doctor comes to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>"Aye. Tibbie thinks him a bit stronger."</p> + +<p>"I will watch to-night with Alexander."</p> + +<p>"Hoot, man! ye maun be weary enough yourself!" +said Mrs. Grizel.</p> + +<p>"No, I am not. I will sleep awhile after supper, +and come in about ten. So you and Tibbie may get +one good night."</p> + +<p>Some hours later, in the room that had been his +since his first coming to Glenfernie, he gazed out of +window before turning to go down-stairs. The +snow had ceased to fall, and out of a great streaming +floe of clouds looked a half-moon. Under it +lay wan hill and plain. The clouds were all of a +size and vast in number, a herd of the upper air. +The wind drove them, not like a shepherd, but like +a wolf at their heels. The moon seemed the shepherd, +laboring for control. Then the clouds themselves +seemed the wolves, and the moon a traveler +against whom they leaped, who was thrown among +them, and rose again.... Then the moon was a +soul, struggling with the wrack and wave of things.</p> + +<p>Strickland went down the old, winding Glenfernie +stair, and came at last to the laird's room. Tibbie +Ross opened the door to him, and he saw it all in +<a name="Page_73" id="Page_73"></a>low firelight and made ready for the night. The +laird lay propped as before in the great bed, but +seemed asleep. Alexander sat before the fire, elbows +upon knees and chin in hand, brooding over the red +coals. Tibbie murmured a direction or two and +showed wine and bread set in the deep window. +Then with a courtesy and a breathed, "Gie ye gude +night, sirs!" she was forth to her own rest. The +door closed softly behind her. Strickland stepped +as softly to the chair beyond Alexander. The couch +was spread for the watchers' alternate use, if so +they chose; on a table burned shaded candles. +Strickland had a book in his pocket. Sitting down, +he produced this, for he would not seem to watch +the man by the fire.</p> + +<p>Alexander Jardine, large and strong of frame, with +a countenance massive and thoughtful for so young +a man, bronzed, with well-turned features, gazed +steadily into the red hollows where the light played, +withdrew and played again. Strickland tried to +read, but the sense of the other's presence affected +him, came between his mind and the page. Involuntarily +he began to occupy himself with Alexander +and to picture his life away from Glenfernie, +away, too, from Edinburgh and Scotland. It was +now six years since, definitely, he had given up the +law, throwing himself, as it were, on the laird's +mercy both for long and wide travel, and for life +among books other than those indicated for advocates. +The laird had let him go his gait—the laird +with Mrs. Jardine a little before him. The Jardine +fortune was not a great one, but there was enough +for an heir who showed no inclination to live and +<a name="Page_74" id="Page_74"></a>to travel <i>en prince</i>, who in certain ways was nearer +the ascetic than the spendthrift.... Before Strickland's +mind, strolling dreamily, came pictures of far +back, of years ago, of long since. A by-wind had +brought to the tutor then certain curious bits of +knowledge. Alexander, a student in Edinburgh, had +lived for some time upon half of his allowance in +order to accommodate Ian Rullock with the other +half, the latter being in a crisis of quarrel with his +uncle, who, when he quarreled, used always, where +he could, the money screw. Strickland had listened +to his Edinburgh informant, but had never divulged +the news given. No more had he told another +bit, floated to him again by that ancient Edinburgh +friend and gossip, who had young cousins at +college and listened to their talk. It pertained to +a time a little before that of the shared income. +This time it had been shared blood. Strickland, +sitting with his book in the quiet room, saw in +imagination the students' chambers in Edinburgh, +and the little throng of very young men, flushed with +wine and with youth, making friendships, and talking +of friendships made, and dubbing Alexander +Damon and Ian Pythias. Then more wine and a +bravura passage. Damon and Pythias opening each +a vein with some convenient dagger, smearing into +the wound some drops of the other's blood, and +going home each with a tourniquet above the right +wrist.... Well, that was years ago—and youth +loved such passages!</p> + +<p>Alexander, by the fire, stooped to put back a +coal that had fallen upon the oak boards, then sank +again into his reverie. Strickland read a paragraph +<a name="Page_75" id="Page_75"></a>without any especial comprehension, after which +he found himself again by the stream of Alexander's +life. That friendship with Ian Rullock utterly held, +he believed. Well, Ian Rullock, too, seemed somehow +a great personage. Very different from Alexander, +and yet somehow large to match.... Where +had Alexander been after Edinburgh—where had +he not been? Very often Ian was with him, but +sometimes and for months he would seem to have +been alone. Glenfernie might receive letters from +Germany, from Italy or Egypt, or from further yet +to the east. He had been alone this year, for Ian +was now the King's man and with his regiment, +Strickland supposed, wherever that might be. +Alexander had written from Buda-Pesth, from Erfurt, +from Amsterdam, from London. Now he sat +here at Glenfernie, looking into the fire. Strickland, +who liked books of travel, wondered what he +saw of old cities, grave or gay, of ruined temples, +sphinxes, monuments, grass-grown battle-fields, and +ships at sea, storied lands, peoples, individual men +and women. He had wayfared long; he must have +had many an adventure. He had been from childhood +a learner. His touch upon a book spoke of +adeptship in that world.... Well, here he was, and +what would he do now, when he was laird? Strickland +lost himself in speculation. Little or naught +had ever been in Alexander's letters about women.</p> + +<p>The white ash fell, the clock ticked, the wind +went around the house with a faint, banshee crying. +The figure by the fire rested there, silent, still, and +brooding. Strickland observed with some wonder +its power of long, concentrated thinking. It sat +<a name="Page_76" id="Page_76"></a>there, not visibly tense, seemingly relaxed, yet as +evidently looking into some place of inner motion, +wider and swifter than that of the night world about +it. Strickland tried to read. The clock hand moved +toward midnight.</p> + +<p>The laird spoke from the great bed. "Alexander—"</p> + +<p>"I am here, father." Alexander rose and went +to the sick man's side. "You slept finely! And +here we have food for you, and drops to give you +strength—"</p> + +<p>The laird swallowed the drops and a spoonful or +two of broth. "There. Now I want to talk. Aye, +I am strong enough. I feel stronger. I am strong. +It hurts me more to check me. Is that the wind +blowing?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. It is a wild night."</p> + +<p>"It is singing. I could almost pick out the words. +Alexander, there's a quarrel I have with Touris of +Black Hill. I have no wish to make it up. He did +me a wrong and is a sinner in many ways. But his +sister is different. If you see her tell her that I +aye liked her."</p> + +<p>"Would it make you happier to be reconciled to +Mr. Touris?"</p> + +<p>"No, it would not! You were never a canting +one, Alexander! Let that be. Anger is anger, and +it's weakness to gainsay it! That is," said the laird, +"when it's just—and this is just. Alexander, my +bonny man—"</p> + +<p>"I'm here, father."</p> + +<p>"I've been lying here, gaeing up and down in my +thoughts, a bairn again with my grandmither, gaeing +<a name="Page_77" id="Page_77"></a>up and down the braes and by the glen. I want +to say somewhat to you. When you see an adder +set your heel upon it! When a wolf goes by take +your firelock and after him! When a denier and a +cheat is near you tell the world as much and help +to set the snare! Where there are betrayers and +persecutors hunt the wild plant shall make a cup +like their ain!" He fell to coughing, coughing more +and more violently.</p> + +<p>Strickland rose and came to the bedside, and the +two watchers gave him water and wine to drink, +and would have had him, when the fit was over, +cease from all speech. He shook them off.</p> + +<p>"Alexander, ye're like me. Ye're mair like me +than any think! Where ye find your Grierson of +Lagg, clench with him—clench—Alexander!"</p> + +<p>He coughed, lifting himself in their arms. A +blood-vessel broke. Tibbie Ross, answering the calling, +hurried in. "Gude with us! it's the end!" +Mrs. Grizel came, wrapped in a great flowered bed-gown. +In a few minutes all was over. Strickland +and Alexander laid him straight that had been the +laird.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX</h2> + + +<p>The month was May. The laird of Glenfernie, +who had walked to the Kelpie's Pool, now came +down the glen. Mother Binning was yet in her cot, +though an older woman now and somewhat broken.</p> + +<p>"Oh aye, my bonny man! All things die and all +things live. To and fro gaes the shuttle!"</p> + +<p>Glenfernie sat on the door-stone. She took all +the news he could bring, and had her own questions +to put.</p> + +<p>"How's the house and all in it?"</p> + +<p>"Well."</p> + +<p>"Ye've got a bonny sister! Whom will she +marry? There's Abercrombie and Fleming and +Ferguson."</p> + +<p>"I do not know. The one she likes the best."</p> + +<p>"And when will ye be marrying yourself?"</p> + +<p>"I am not going to marry, Mother. I would +marry Wisdom, if I could!"</p> + +<p>"Hoot! she stays single! Do ye love the hunt +of Wisdom so?"</p> + +<p>"Aye, I do. But it's a long, long chase—and to +tell you the truth, at times I think she's just a wraith! +And at times I am lazy and would just sit in the sun +and be a fool."</p> + +<p>"Like to-day?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79"></a>"Like to-day. And so," said Alexander, rising, +"as I feel that way, I'll e'en be going on!"</p> + +<p>"I'm thinking that maist of the wise have inner +tokens by which they ken the fule. I was ne'er +afraid of folly," said Mother Binning. "It's good +growing stuff!"</p> + +<p>Glenfernie laughed and left her and the drone of +her wheel. A clucking hen and her brood, the cot +and its ash-tree, sank from sight. A little longer +and he reached the middle glen where the banks +approached and the full stream rushed with a manifold +sound. Here was the curtain of brier masking +the cave that he had shared with Ian. He drew it +aside and entered. So much smaller was the place +than it had seemed in boyhood! Twice since they +came to be men had he been here with Ian, and they +had smiled over their cavern, but felt for it a tenderness. +In a corner lay the fagots that, the last +time, they had gathered with laughter and left here +against outlaws' needs. Ian! He pictured Ian +with his soldiers.</p> + +<p>Outside the cavern, the air came about him like +a cloud of fragrance. As he went down the glen, +into its softer sweeps, this increased, as did the +song of birds. The primrose was strewn about in +disks of pale gold, the white thorn lifted great +bouquets, the bluebell touched the heart. A lark +sang in the sky, linnet and cuckoo at hand, in the +wood at the top of the glen cooed the doves. The +water rippled by the leaning birches, the wild bees +went from flower to flower. The sky was all sapphire, +the air a perfumed ocean. So beautiful rang +the spring that it was like a bell in the heart, in the +<a name="Page_80" id="Page_80"></a>blood. The laird of Glenfernie, coming to a great +natural chair of sun-warmed rock, sat down to listen. +All was of a sweetness, poignant, intense. But in +the very act of recognizing this, there came upon +him an old mood of melancholy, an inner mist and +chill, a gray languor and wanting. The very +bourgeoning and blossoming about him seemed to +draw light from him, not give light. "I brought the +Kelpie's Pool back with me," he thought. He shut +his eyes, leaning his head against the stone, at last +with a sideward movement burying it in his folded +arms. "More life—more! What was a great current +goes sluggish and landbound. Where again is +the open sea—the more—the boundless? Where +again—where again?"</p> + +<p>He sat for an hour by the wild, singing stream. +It drenched him, the loved place and the sweet +season, with its thousand store of beauties. Its +infinite number of touches brought at last response. +The vague crying and longing of nature hushed before +a present lullaby. At last he rose and went on +with the calling stream.</p> + +<p>The narrow path, set about with living green, with +the spangly flowers, and between the branches fragments +of the blue lift as clear as glass, led down the +glen, widening now to hill and dale. Softening and +widening, the world laughed in May. The stream +grew broad and tranquil, with grassy shores overhung +by green boughs. Here and there the bank extended +into the flood a little grassy cape edged with +violets. Alexander, following the spiral of the path, +came upon the view of such a spot as this. It lay +just before him, a little below his road. The stream +<a name="Page_81" id="Page_81"></a>washed its fairy beach. From the new grass rose a +blooming thorn-tree; beneath this knelt a girl and, +resting upon her hands, looked at her face in the water.</p> + +<p>The laird of Glenfernie stood still. A drooping +birch hid him; his step had been upon moss and was +not heard. The face and form upon the bank, the +face in the water, showed no consciousness of any +human neighbor. The face was that of a woman of +perhaps twenty-four. The hair was brown, the +eyes brown. The head was beautifully placed on a +round, smooth throat. With a wide forehead, with +great width between the eyes, the face tapered to a +small round chin. The mouth and under the eyes +smiled in a thousand different ways. The beauty +that was there was subtle, not discoverable by every +one.—The girl settled back upon the grass beneath +the thorn-tree. She was very near Glenfernie; he +could see the rise and fall of her bosom beneath her +blue print gown. It was Elspeth Barrow—he knew +her now, though he had not seen her for a long +time. She sat still, her brown eyes raised to building +birds in the thorn-tree. Then she began herself +to sing, clear and sweet.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"A lad and a lass met ower the brae;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">They blushed rose-red, but they said nae word—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The woodbine fair and the milk-white slae:—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And frae one to the other gaed a silver bird,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">A silver bird.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"A man set his Wish all odds before,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With sword, with pen, and with gold he stirred<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Till the Wish and he met on a conquered shore,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And frae one to the other gaed an ebon bird,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">An ebon bird.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0"><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82"></a>"God looked on a man and said: ''Tis time!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The broken mends, clear flows the blurred.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">You and I are two worlds that rhyme!'<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And frae one to the other gaed a golden bird,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">A golden bird."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>She sang it through, then sat entirely still against +the stem of the thorn, while about her lips played +that faint, unapproachable, glamouring smile. Her +hands touched the grass to either side her body; +her slender, blue-clad figure, the all of her, smote +him like some god's line of poetry.</p> + +<p>There was in the laird of Glenfernie's nature an +empty palace. It had been built through ages and +every wind of pleasure and pain had blown about it. +Then it had slowly come about that the winds of +pain had increased upon the winds of pleasure. The +mind closed the door of the palace and the nature +inclined to turn from it. It was there, but a sea +mist hid it, and a tall thorn-hedge, and a web +stretched across its idle gates. It had hardly come, +in this life, into Glenfernie's waking mind that it +was there at all.</p> + +<p>Now with a suddenness every door clanged open. +The mist parted, the thorn-wood sank, the web was +torn. The palace stood, shining like home, and it +was he who was afar, in the mist and the wood, and +the web of idleness and oblivion in shreds about him. +Set in the throne-room, upon the throne, he saw the +queen.</p> + +<p>His mood, that May day, had given the moment, +and wide circumstance had met it. Now the hand +was in the glove, the statue in the niche, the bow +upon the string, the spark in the tinder, the sea +<a name="Page_83" id="Page_83"></a>through the dike. Now what had reached being +must take its course.</p> + +<p>He felt that so fatally that he did not think of +resistance.... Elspeth, upon the grassy cape, beneath +the blooming thorn, heard steps down the +glen path, and turned her eyes to see the young +laird moving between the birch stems. Now he was +level with the holding; now he spoke to her, lifting +his hat. She answered, with the smile beneath her +eyes:</p> + +<p>"Aye, Glenfernie, it's a braw day!"</p> + +<p>"May I come into the fairy country and sit +awhile and visit?"</p> + +<p>"Aye." She welcomed him to a hillock of green +rising from the water's edge. "It <i>is</i> fairyland, and +these are the broad seas around, and I know if I +came here by night I should find the Good People +before me!" She looked at him with friendliness, +half shy, half frank. "It is the best of weather for +wandering."</p> + +<p>"Are you fond of that, too? Do you go up and +down alone?"</p> + +<p>"By my lee-lane when Gilian's not here. She's +in Aberdeen now, where live our mother's folk."</p> + +<p>"I have not seen you for years."</p> + +<p>"I mind the last time. Your mother lay ill. +One evening at sunset Mr. Ian Rullock and you came +to White Farm."</p> + +<p>"It must have been after sunset. It must have +been dark."</p> + +<p>"Back of that you and he came from Edinburgh +one time. We were down by the wishing-green, +Robin Greenlaw and Gilian and I and three or four +<a name="Page_84" id="Page_84"></a>other lads and lassies. Do you remember? Mr. +Rullock would have us dance, and we all took hands—you, +too—and went around the ash-tree as though +it were a May-pole. We changed hands, one with +another, and danced upon the green. Then you and +he got upon your horses and rode away. He was +riding the white mare Fatima. But oh," said +Elspeth, "then came grandfather, who had seen us +from the reaped field, and he blamed us sair and +put no to our playing! He gave word to the minister, +and Sunday the sermon dealt with the ill women of +Scripture. Back of that—"</p> + +<p>"Back of that—"</p> + +<p>"There was the day the two of you would go to +the Kelpie's Pool." Elspeth's eyes enlarged and +darkened. "The next morn we heard—Jock Binning +told us—that Mr. Ian had nearly drowned."</p> + +<p>"Almost ten years ago. Once—twice—thrice in +ten years. How idly were they spent, those years!"</p> + +<p>"Oh," cried Elspeth, "they say that you have +been to world's end and have gotten great learning!"</p> + +<p>"One comes home from all that to find world's +end and great learning."</p> + +<p>Elspeth leaned from him, back against the thorn-tree. +She looked somewhat disquietedly, somewhat +questioningly, at this new laird. Glenfernie, in his +turn, laid upon himself both hands of control. He +thought:</p> + +<p>"Do not peril all—do not peril all—with haste +and frightening!"</p> + +<p>He sat upon the green hillock and talked of +country news. She met him with this and that ... +White Farm affairs, Littlefarm.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85"></a>"Robin," said Alexander, "manages so well that +he'll grow wealthy!"</p> + +<p>"Oh no! He manages well, but he'll never grow +wealthy outside! But inside he has great riches."</p> + +<p><i>"Does she love him, then?"</i> It poured fear into +his heart. A magician with a sword—with a great, +evil, written-upon creese like that hanging at Black +Hill—was here before the palace.</p> + +<p>"Do you love him?" asked Alexander, and asked +it with so straight a simplicity that Elspeth Barrow +took no offense.</p> + +<p>She looked at him, and those strange smiles played +about her lips. "Robin is a fairy man," she said. +"He has ower little of struggle save with his rhymes," +and left him to make what he could of that.</p> + +<p>"She is heart-free," he thought, but still he feared +and boded.</p> + +<p>Elspeth rose from the grass, stepped from beneath +the blooming tree. "I must be going. It wears +toward noon."</p> + +<p>Together they left the flower-set cape. The laird +of Glenfernie looked back upon it.</p> + +<p>"<i>Heaven sent a sample down.</i> You come here when +you wish? You walk about with the spring and +summer days?"</p> + +<p>"Aye, when my work's done. Gilian and I love +the greenwood."</p> + +<p>He gave her the narrow path, but kept beside +her on stone and dead leaves and mossy root. +Though he was so large of frame, he moved with a +practised, habitual ease, as far as might be from +any savor of clumsiness. He had magnetism, and +to-day he drew like a planet in glow. Now he looked +<a name="Page_86" id="Page_86"></a>at the woman beside him, and now he looked straight +ahead with kindled eyes.</p> + +<p>Elspeth walked with slightly quickened breath, +with knitted brows. The laird of Glenfernie was +above her in station, though go to the ancestors +and blood was equal enough! It carried appeal to +a young woman's vanity, to be walking so, to feel +that the laird liked well enough to be where he was. +She liked him, too. Glenfernie House was talked +of, talked of, by village and farm and cot, talked of, +talked of, year by year—all the Jardines, their virtues +and their vices, what they said and what they +did. She had heard, ever since she was a bairn, +that continual comment, like a little prattling burn +running winter and summer through the dale. So +she knew much that was true of Alexander Jardine, +but likewise entertained a sufficient amount of misapprehension +and romancing. Out of it all came, +however, for the dale, and for the women at White +Farm who listened to the burn's voice, a sense of +trustworthiness. Elspeth, walking by Glenfernie, +felt kindness for him. If, also, there ran a tremor +of feeling that it was very fair to be Elspeth Barrow +and walking so, she was young and it was natural. +But beyond that was a sense, vague, unexplained +to herself, but disturbing. There was feeling in +him that was not in her. She was aware of it as +she might be aware of a gathering storm, though the +brain received as yet no clear message. She felt, struggling +with that diffused kindness and young vanity, +something like discomfort and fear. So her mood +was complex enough, unharmonized, parted between +opposing currents. She was a riddle to herself.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87"></a>But Glenfernie walked in a great simplicity of +faeryland or heaven. She did not love Robin Greenlaw; +she was not so young a lass, with a rose in +her cheek for every one; she was come so far without +mating because she had snow in her heart! +The palace gleamed, the palace shone. All the +music of earth—of the world—poured through. +The sun had drunk up the mist, time had eaten the +thorn-wood, the spider at the gate had vanished +into chaos and old night.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X</h2> + + +<p>The cows and sheep and work-horses, the dogs, +the barn-yard fowls, the very hives of bees at +White Farm, seemed to know well enough that it +was the Sabbath. The flowers knew it that edged +the kitchen garden, the cherry-tree knew it by the +southern wall. The sunshine knew it, wearing its +calm Sunday best. Sights and sounds attuned themselves.</p> + +<p>The White Farm family was home from kirk. +Jenny Barrow and Elspeth put away hood and wide +hat of straw, slipped from and shook out and folded +on the shelf Sunday gowns and kerchiefs. Then +each donned a clean print and a less fine kerchief +and came forth to direct and aid the two cotter +lasses who served at White Farm. These by now +had off their kirk things, but they marked Sunday +still by keeping shoes and stockings. Menie and +Merran, Elspeth and Jenny, set the yesterday-prepared +dinner cold upon the table, drew the ale, and +placed chairs and stools. Two men, Thomas and +Willy, father and son, who drove the plow, sowed +and reaped, for White Farm, came from the barn. +They were yet Sunday-clad, with very clean, shining +faces. "Call father, Elspeth!" directed Jenny, +and set on the table a honeycomb.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89"></a>Elspeth went without the door. Before the house +grew a great fir-tree that had a bench built around +it. Here, in fine weather, in rest hours and on Sunday, +might be looked for Jarvis Barrow. It was +his habit to take the far side of the tree, with the +trunk between him and the house. So there spread +before him the running river, the dale and moor, +and at last the piled hills. Here he sat, leaning +hands upon a great stick shaped like a crook, his +Bible open upon his knees. It was a great book, +large of print, read over in every part, but opening +most easily among the prophets. No cry, no +denunciation, no longing, no judgment from Isaiah +to Malachi, but was known to the elder of the kirk. +Now he sat here, in his Sunday dress, with the +Bible. At a little distance, on the round bench, sat +Robin Greenlaw. The old man read sternly, concentratedly +on; the young one looked at the purple +mountain-heads. Elspeth came around the +tree.</p> + +<p>"Grandfather, dinner is ready.—Robin! we didn't +know that you were here—"</p> + +<p>"I went the way around to speak with the laird. +Then I thought, 'I will eat at White Farm—'"</p> + +<p>"You're welcome!—Grandfather, let me take the +Book."</p> + +<p>"No," said the old man, and bore it himself +withindoors. Spare and unbent of frame, threescore +and ten and five, and able yet at the plow-stilts, +rigid of will, servant to the darker Calvinism, +starving where he might human pride and human +affections, and yet with much of both to starve, +he moved and spoke with slow authority, looked +<a name="Page_90" id="Page_90"></a>a patriarch and ruled his holding. When presently +he came to table in the clean, sanded room with +the sunlight on the wall and floor, and when, standing, +he said the long, the earnest grace, it might +have been taken that here, in the Scotch farm-house, +was at least a minor prophet. The grace +was long, a true wrestling in prayer. Ended, a +decent pause was made, then all took place, Jarvis +Barrow and his daughter and granddaughter, Robin +Greenlaw, Thomas and Willy, Menie and Merran. +The cold meat, the bread, and other food were +passed from hand to hand, the ale poured. The +Sunday hush, the Sunday voices, continued to hold. +Jarvis Barrow would have no laughter and idle +clashes at his table on the Lord's day. Menie and +Merran and Willy kept a stolid air, with only +now and then a sidelong half-smile or nudging request +for this or that. Elspeth ate little, sat with +her brown eyes fixed out of the window. Robin +Greenlaw ate heartily enough, but he had an air +distrait, and once or twice he frowned. But Jenny +Barrow could not long keep still and incurious, +even upon the Sabbath day.</p> + +<p>"Eh, Robin, what was your crack with the +laird?"</p> + +<p>"He wants to buy Warlock for James Jardine. +He's got his ensign's commission to go fight the +French."</p> + +<p>"Eh, he'll be a bonny lad on Warlock! I thought +you wadna sell him?"</p> + +<p>"I'll sell to Glenfernie."</p> + +<p>The farmer spoke from the head of the table. +"I'll na hae talk, Robin, of buying and selling on +<a name="Page_91" id="Page_91"></a>the day! It clinks like the money-changers and +sellers of doves."</p> + +<p>Thomas, his helper, raised his head from a plate +of cold mutton. "Glenfernie was na at kirk. He's +na the kirkkeeper his father was. Na, na!"</p> + +<p>"Na," said the farmer. "Bairns dinna walk +nowadays in parents' ways."</p> + +<p>Willy had a bit of news he would fain get in. +"Nae doot Glenfernie's brave, but he wadna be a +sodger, either! I was gaeing alang wi' the yowes, +and there was he and Drummielaw riding and gabbing. +Sae there cam on a skirling and jumping +wind and rain, and we a' gat under a tree, the yowes +and the dogs and Glenfernie and Drummielaw and +me. Then we changed gude day and they went on +gabbing. And 'Nae,' says Glenfernie, 'I am nae +lawyer and I am nae sodger. Jamie wad be the +last, but brithers may love and yet be thinking far +apairt. The best friend I hae in the warld is a +sodger, but I'm thinking I hae lost the knack o' +fechting. When you lose the taste you lose the +knack.'"</p> + +<p>"I's fearing," said Thomas, "that he's lost the +taste o' releegion!"</p> + +<p>"Eh," exclaimed Jenny Barrow, "but he's a +bonny big man! He came by yestreen, and I +thought, 'For a' there is sae muckle o' ye, ye look +as though ye walked on air!'"</p> + +<p>Thomas groaned. "Muckle tae be saved, muckle +tae be lost!"</p> + +<p>Jarvis Barrow spoke from the head of the table. +"If fowk canna talk on the Sabbath o' spiritual +things, maybe they can mak shift to haud the +<a name="Page_92" id="Page_92"></a>tongue in their chafts! I wad think that what we +saw and heard the day wad put ye ower the burn +frae vain converse!"</p> + +<p>Thomas nodded approval.</p> + +<p>"Aweel—" began Jenny, but did not find just +the words with which to continue.</p> + +<p>Elspeth, turning ever so slightly in her chair, +looked farther off to the hills and summer clouds. +A slow wave of color came over her face and throat. +Menie and Merran looked sidelong each at the +other, then their blue eyes fell to their plates. But +Willy almost audibly smacked his lips.</p> + +<p>"Gude keep us! the meenister gaed thae sinners +their licks!"</p> + +<p>"A sair sight, but an eedifying!" said Thomas.</p> + +<p>Robin Greenlaw pushed back his chair. He saw +the inside of the kirk again, and two miserable, +loutish, lawless lovers standing for public discipline. +His color rose. "Aye, it was a sair sight," he said, +abruptly, made a pause, then went on with the +impetuousness of a burn unlocked from winter ice. +"If I should say just what I think, I suppose, uncle, +that I could not come here again! So I'll e'en say +only that I think that was a sair sight and that I +felt great shame and pity for all sinners. So, feeling +it for all, I felt it for Mallie and Jock, standing +there an hour, first on one foot and then on the +other, to be gloated at and rebukit, and for the +minister doing the rebuking, and for the kirkful all +gloating, and thinking, 'Lord, not such are we!' and +for Robin Greenlaw who often enough himself takes +wildfire for true light! I say I think it was sair +sight and sair doing—"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93"></a>Barrow's hand came down upon the table. +"Robin Greenlaw!"</p> + +<p>"You need not thunder at me, sir. I'm done! I +did not mean to make such a clatter, for in this +house what clatter makes any difference? It's the +sinner makes the clatter, and it's just promptly +sunk and lost in godliness!"</p> + +<p>The old man and the young turned in their +chairs, faced each other. They looked somewhat +alike, and in the heart of each was fondness for the +other. Greenlaw, eye to eye with the patriarch, +felt his wrath going.</p> + +<p>"Eh, uncle, I did not mean to hurt the Sunday!"</p> + +<p>Jarvis Barrow spoke with the look and the +weight of a prophet in Israel. "What is your quarrel +about, and for what are ye flyting against the kirk +and the minister and the kirkkeepers? Are ye wanting +that twa sinners, having sinned, should hae +their sin for secret and sweet to their aneselves, +gilded and pairfumed and excused and unnamed? +Are ye wanting that nane should know, and the +plague should live without the doctor and without +the mark upon the door? Or are ye thinking that +it is nae plague at all, nae sin, and nae blame? Then +ye be atheist, Robin Greenlaw, and ye gae indeed +frae my door, and wad gae were ye na my nephew, +but my son!" He gathered force. "Elder of the +kirk, I sit here, and I tell ye that were it my ain +flesh and blood that did evil, my stick and my plaid +I wad take and ower the moor I wad gae to tell +manse and parish that Sin, the wolf, had crept into +the fauld! And I wad see thae folly-crammed and +sinfu' sauls, that had let him in and had his bite, +<a name="Page_94" id="Page_94"></a>set for shame and shawing and warning and example +before the congregation, and I wad say to the minister, +'Lift voice against them and spare not!' And +I wad be there the day and in my seat, though my +heart o' flesh was like to break!" His hand fell +again heavily upon the board. "Sae weak and +womanish is thae time we live in!" He flashed at +his great-nephew. "Sae poetical! It wasna sae +when the Malignants drove us and we fled to the +hills and were fed on the muirs with the word of the +Lord! It wasna sae in the time when Gawin +Elliot that Glenfernie draws frae was hanged for +gieing us that word! Then gin a sin-blasted ane +was found amang us, his road indeed was shawn +him! Aye, were't man or woman! <i>'For while they +be folded together as thorns, and while they are drunken +as drunkards, they shall be devoured as stubble fully +dry!'</i>"</p> + +<p>He pushed back his heavy chair; he rose from +table and went forth, tall, ancient, gray, armored +in belief. They heard him take his Bible from +where it lay, and knew that he was back under the +fir-tree, facing from the house toward moor and hill +and mountain.</p> + +<p>"Eh-h," groaned Thomas, "the elder is a mighty +witness!"</p> + +<p>The family at White Farm ate in silence. Elspeth +slipped from her place.</p> + +<p>"Where are ye gaeing, hinny?" asked Jenny. +"Ye hae eaten naething."</p> + +<p>"I've finished," said Elspeth. "I'm going to +afternoon kirk, and I'll be getting ready."</p> + +<p>She went into the room that she shared with +<a name="Page_95" id="Page_95"></a>Gilian and shut the door. Robin looked after +her.</p> + +<p>"When is Gilian coming home?"</p> + +<p>"Naebody knows. She is sae weel at Aberdeen! +They write that she is a great student and is liked +abune a', and they clamor to keep her.—Are ye +gaeing to second kirk, Robin?"</p> + +<p>"I do not think so. But I'll walk over the moor +with you."</p> + +<p>The meal ended. Thomas and Willy went forth +to the barn. Menie and Merran began to clear the +table. They were not going to second kirk, and +so the work was left to their hand. Jenny bustled +to get on again her Sunday gear. She would not +have missed, for a pretty, afternoon kirk and all +the neighbors who were twice-goers. It was fair +and theater and promenade and kirk to her in one—though +of course she only said "kirk."</p> + +<p>They walked over the moor, Jarvis Barrow and +Jenny and Robin and Elspeth. And at a crossing +path they came upon a figure seated on a stone +and found it to be that of the laird of Glenfernie.</p> + +<p>"Gude day, Glenfernie!"</p> + +<p>"Good day, White Farm!"</p> + +<p>He joined himself to them. For a moment he and +Robin Greenlaw were together.</p> + +<p>"Do you know what I hear them calling you?" +quoth the latter. "I hear them say 'The wandering +laird!'"</p> + +<p>Alexander smiled. "That's not so bad a name!"</p> + +<p>He walked now beside Jarvis Barrow. The old +man's stride was hardly shortened by age. The +<a name="Page_96" id="Page_96"></a>two kept ahead of the two women, Greenlaw, +Thomas, and the sheep-dog Sandy.</p> + +<p>"It's a bonny day, White Farm!"</p> + +<p>"Aye, it's bonny eneuch, Glenfernie. Are ye for +kirk?"</p> + +<p>"Maybe so, maybe not. I take much of my kirk +out of doors. Moors make grand kirks. That has +a sound, has it not, of heathenish brass cymbals?"</p> + +<p>"It hae."</p> + +<p>"All the same, I honor every kirk that stands +sincere."</p> + +<p>"Wasna your father sincere? Why gae ye not +in his steps?"</p> + +<p>"Maybe I do.... Yes, he was sincere. I trust +that I am so, too. I would be."</p> + +<p>"Why gae ye not in his steps, then?"</p> + +<p>"All buildings are not alike and yet they may +be built sincerely."</p> + +<p>"Ye're wrong! Ye'll see it one day. Ye'll come +round to your father's steps, only ye'll tread them +deeper! Ye've got it in you, to the far back. I +hear good o' ye, and I hear ill o' ye."</p> + +<p>"Belike."</p> + +<p>"Ye've traveled. See if ye can travel out of the +ring of God!"</p> + +<p>"What is the ring of God? If it is as large as I +think it is," said Glenfernie, "I'll not travel out of +it."</p> + +<p>He looked out over moor and moss. There +breathed about him something that gave the old +man wonder. "Hae ye gold-mines and jewels, +Glenfernie? Hae the King made ye Minister?"</p> + +<p>The wandering laird laughed. "Better than +<a name="Page_97" id="Page_97"></a>that, White Farm, better than that!" He was +tempted then and there to say: "I love your granddaughter +Elspeth. I love Elspeth!" It was his intention +to say something like this as soon as might +be to White Farm. "I love Elspeth and Elspeth +loves me. So we would marry, White Farm, and +she be lady beside the laird at Glenfernie." But he +could not say it yet, because he did not know if +Elspeth loved him. He was in a condition of hope, +but very humbly so, far from assurance. He +never did Elspeth the indignity of thinking that a +lesser thing than love might lead her to Glenfernie +House. If she came she would come because she +loved—not else.</p> + +<p>They left the moor, passed through the hollow +of the stream and by the mill, and began to climb +the village street. Folk looked out of door or window +upon them; kirk-goers astir, dressed in their +best, with regulated step and mouth and eyes +set aright, gave the correct greeting, neither more +nor less. If the afternoon breeze, if a little runlet +of water going down the street, chose to murmur: +"The laird is thick with White Farm! What +makes the laird so thick with White Farm?" that +was breeze or runlet's doing.</p> + +<p>They passed the bare, gaunt manse and came to +the kirkyard with the dark, low stones over the +generations dead. But the grass was vivid, and +the daisies bloomed, and even the yew-trees had +some kind of peacock sheen, while the sky overhead +burnt essential sapphire. Even the white of +the lark held a friendly tinge as of rose petals mixed +somehow with it. And the bell that was ending its +<a name="Page_98" id="Page_98"></a>ringing, if it was solemn, was also silver-sweet. +Glenfernie determined that he would go to church. +He entered with the White Farm folk and he sat +with them, leaving the laird's high-walled, curtained +pew without human tenancy. Mrs. Grizel +came but to morning sermon. Alice was with a +kinswoman of rank in a great house near Edinburgh, +submitting, not without enjoyment, to certain fine +filings and polishings and lacquerings and contacts. +Jamie, who would be a soldier and fight the French, +had his commission and was gone this past week +to Carlisle, to his regiment. English Strickland was +yet at Glenfernie House. Between him and the +laird held much liking and respect. Tutor no longer, +he stayed on as secretary and right-hand man. But +Strickland was not at church.</p> + +<p>The white cavern, bare and chill, with small, +deep windows looking out upon the hills of June, +was but sparely set out with folk. Afternoon was +not morning. Nor was there again the disciplinary +vision of the forenoon. The sinners were not set +the second time for a gazing-stock. It was just +usual afternoon kirk. The prayer was made, the +psalm was sung, Mr. M'Nab preached a strong if +wintry sermon. Jarvis Barrow, white-headed, strong-featured, +intent, sat as in some tower over against +Jerusalem, considering the foes that beset her. +Beside him sat his daughter Jenny, in striped petticoat +and plain overgown, blue kerchief, and +hat of straw. Next to Jenny was Elspeth in a +dim-green stuff, thin, besprent with small flowers, +a fine white kerchief, and a wider straw hat. +Robin Greenlaw sat beside Elspeth, and the laird +<a name="Page_99" id="Page_99"></a>by Greenlaw. Half the congregation thought with +variations:</p> + +<p>"Wha ever heard of the laird's not being in his +ain place? He and White Farm and Littlefarm +maun be well acquaint'! He's foreign, amaist, +and gangs his ain gait!"</p> + +<p>Glenfernie, who had broken the conventions, sat +in a profound carelessness of that. The kirk was +not gray to him to-day, though he had thought it +so on other days, nor bare, nor chill. June was +without, but June was more within. He also +prayed, though his unuttered words ran in and out +between the minister's uttered ones. Under the +wintry sermon he built a dream and it glowed like +jewels. At the psalm, standing, he heard Elspeth's +clear voice praising God, and his heart lifted on that +beam of song until it was as though it came to +Heaven.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Lord, thou hast been our dwelling-place<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In generations all.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Before thou ever hadst brought forth<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The mountains great or small,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Ere ever thou hadst formed the earth<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And all the world abroad,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Ev'n thou from everlasting art<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To everlasting God."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"Love, love, love!" cried Glenfernie's heart. His +nature did with might what its hand found to do, +and now, having turned to love between man and +woman, it loved with a huge, deep, pulsing, world-old +strength. He heard Elspeth, he felt Elspeth +only; he but wished to blend with her and go on +<a name="Page_100" id="Page_100"></a>with her forever from the heaven to heaven which, +blended so, they would make.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"... As with an overflowing flood<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Thou carriest them away;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">They like a sleep are, like the grass<br /></span> +<span class="i2">That grows at morn are they.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">At morn it flourishes and grows,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Cut down at ev'n doth fade—"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"Not grass of the field, O Lord," cried Glenfernie's +heart, "but the forest of oaks, but the stars +that hold for aye, one to the other—"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI</h2> + + +<p>The glen was dressed in June, at its height of +green movement and song. Alexander and +Elspeth walked there and turned aside through a +miniature pass down which flowed a stream in +miniature to join the larger flood. This cleft led +them to a green hollow masked by the main wall +of the glen, a fairy place, hidden and lone. Seven +times had the two been in company since that +morning of the flower-sprinkled cape and the thorn-tree. +First stood a chance meeting upon the moor, +Elspeth walking from the village with a basket +upon her arm and the laird riding home after business +in the nearest considerable town. He dismounted; +he walked beside her to the stepping-stones +before the farm. The second time he went +to White Farm, and she and Jenny, with Merran +to help, were laying linen to bleach upon the sun-washed +hillside. He had stayed an hour, and though +he was not alone with her, yet he might look at her, +listen to her. She was not a chatterer; she worked +or stood, almost as silent as a master painter's subtle +picture stepped out of its frame, or as Pygmalion's +statue-maid, flushing with life, but as yet tongue-holden. +Yet she said certain things, and they were +to him all music and wit. The third time had been +<a name="Page_102" id="Page_102"></a>by the wishing-green. That was but for a moment, +but he counted it great gain.</p> + +<p>"Here," she said, "was where we danced! Mr. +Ian Rullock and you and Robin and the rest of us. +Don't you remember? It was evening and there +was a fleet of gold clouds in the sky. It is so near +the house. I walk here when I have a glint of time."</p> + +<p>The fourth time, riding Black Alan, he had stopped +at the door and talked with Jarvis Barrow. He was +thirsty and had asked for water, and Jenny had +called, "Elspeth, bring the laird a cup frae the well!" +She had brought it, and, taking it from her, all the +romance of the world had seemed to him to close +them round, to bear them to some great and fair +and deep and passionate place. The fifth time had +been the day when he went to kirk with White Farm +and listened to her voice in the psalm. The sixth +time had been again upon the moor. The seventh +time was this. He had come down through the +glen as he had done before. He had no reason to +suppose that this day more than another he would +find her, but there, half a mile from White Farm, +he came upon her, standing, watching a lintwhite's +nest. They walked together, and when that little, +right-angled, infant fellow of the glen opened to +them they turned and followed its bright rivulet to +the green hidden hollow.</p> + +<p>The earth lay warm and dry, clad with short turf. +They sat down beneath an oak-tree. None would +come this way; they had to themselves a bright +span of time and place. Elspeth looked at him +with brown, friendly eyes. Each time she met him +her eyes grew more kind; more and more she liked +<a name="Page_103" id="Page_103"></a>the laird. Something fluttered in her nature; like +a bird in a room with many windows and all but one +closed, it turned now this way, now that, seeking +the open lattice. There was the lovely world—which +way to it? And the window that in a dream +had seemed to her to open was mayhap closed, and +another that she had not noted mayhap opening.... +But Glenfernie, winged, was in that world, and +now all that he desired was that the bright bird +should fly to him there. But until to-day patience +and caution and much humility had kept him from +direct speech. He knew that she had not loved, as +he had done, at once. He had set himself to win +her to love him. But so great was his passion that +now he thought:</p> + +<p>"Surely not one, but two as one, make this terrible +and happy furnace!" He thought, "I will +speak now," and then delayed over the words.</p> + +<p>"This is a bonny, wee place!" said Elspeth. "Did +you never hear the old folks tell that your great-grandmother, +that was among the persecuted, loved +it? When your father was a laddie they often used +to sit here, the two of them. They were great +wanderers together."</p> + +<p>"I never heard it," said Alexander. "Almost it +seems too bright...."</p> + +<p>They sat in silence, but the train of thought +started went on with Glenfernie:</p> + +<p>"But perhaps she never went so far as the +Kelpie's Pool."</p> + +<p>"The Kelpie's Pool!... I do not like that place! +Tell me, Glenfernie, wonders of travel."</p> + +<p>"What shall I tell you?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104"></a>"Tell me of the East. Tell me what like is the +Sea of Galilee."</p> + +<p>Glenfernie talked, since Elspeth bade him talk. +He talked of what he had seen and known, and that +brought him, with the aid of questions from the +woman listening, to talk of himself. "I had a +strange kind of youth.... So many dim, struggling +longings, dreams, aspirings!—but I think they may +be always there with youth."</p> + +<p>"Yes, they are," said Elspeth.</p> + +<p>"We talked of the Kelpie's Pool. Something like +that was the strangeness with me. Black rifts and +whirlpools and dead tarns within me, opening up +now and again, lifted as by a trembling of the earth, +coming up from the past! Angers and broodings, and +things seen in flashes—then all gone as the lightning +goes, and the mind does not hold what was +shown.... I became a man and it ceased. Sometimes +I know that in sleep or dream I have been +beside a kelpie pool. But I think the better part +of me has drained them where they lay under open +sky." He laughed, put his hands over his face for +a moment, then, dropping them, whistled to the +blackbirds aloft in the oak-tree.</p> + +<p>"And now?"</p> + +<p>"Now there is clean fire in me!" He turned to +her; he drew himself nearer over the sward. "Elspeth, +Elspeth, Elspeth! do not tell me that you +do not know that I love you!"</p> + +<p>"Love me—love me?" answered Elspeth. She +rose from her earthen chair; she moved as if to +leave the place; then she stood still. "Perhaps a +part of me knew and a part did not know.... I will +<a name="Page_105" id="Page_105"></a>try to be honest, for you are honest, Glenfernie! +Yes, I knew, but I would not let myself perceive +and think and say that I knew.... And now what +will I say?"</p> + +<p>"Say that you love me! Say that you love and +will marry me!"</p> + +<p>"I like you and I trust you, but I feel no more, +Glenfernie, I feel no more!"</p> + +<p>"It may grow, Elspeth—"</p> + +<p>Elspeth moved to the stem of the oak beneath +which they had been seated. She raised her arm +and rested it against the bark, then laid her forehead +upon the warm molded flesh in the blue print sleeve. +For some moments she stayed so, with hidden face, +unmoving against the bole of the tree, like a relief +done of old by some wonderful artist. The laird +of Glenfernie, watching her, felt, such was his +passion, the whole of earth and sky, the whole of +time, draw to just this point, hang on just her movement +and her word.</p> + +<p>"Elspeth!" he cried at last. "Elspeth!"</p> + +<p>Elspeth turned, but she stood yet against the +tree. Now both arms were lifted; she had for a +moment the appearance of one who hung upon the +tree. Her eyes were wet, tears were upon her cheek. +She shook them off, then left the oak and came a +step or two toward him. "There is something in +my brain and heart that tells me what love is. +When I love I shall love hard.... I have had fancies.... +But, like yours, Glenfernie, their times are outgrown +and gone by.... It's clear to try. I like you +so much! but I do not love now—and I'll not wed +and come to Glenfernie House until I do."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106"></a>"'It's clear to try,' you said."</p> + +<p>Elspeth looked at him long. "If it is there, even +little and far away, I'll try to bend my steps the +way shall bring it nearer. But, oh, Glenfernie, it +may be that there is naught upon the road!"</p> + +<p>"Will you journey to look for it? That's all I +ask now. Will you journey to look for it?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I may promise that. And I do not know," +said Elspeth, wonderingly, "what keeps me from +thinking I'll meet it." She sat down among the +oak roots. "Let us rest a bit, and say no word, +and then go home."</p> + +<p>The sunlight filled the hollow, the wimpling burn +took the blue of the sky, the breeze whispered among +the oak leaves. The two sat and gazed at the day, +at the grass, at the little thorn-trees and hazels +that ringed the place around. They sat very still, +seeking composure. She gained it first.</p> + +<p>"When will your sister be coming home?"</p> + +<p>"It is not settled. Glenfernie House was sad of +late years. She ought to have the life and brightness +that she's getting now."</p> + +<p>"And will you travel no more?"</p> + +<p>He saw as in a lightning glare that she pictured +no change for him beyond such as being laird would +make. He was glad when the flash went and he +could forget what it had of destructive and desolating. +He would drag hope down from the sky above +the sky of lightnings. He spoke.</p> + +<p>"There were duties now to be taken up. I could +not stay away all nor most nor much of the time. +I saw that. But I could study here, and once in a +while run somewhere over the earth.... But now I +<a name="Page_107" id="Page_107"></a>would stay in this dale till I die! Unless you were +with me—the two of us going to see the sights of the +earth, and then returning home—going and returning—going +and returning—and both a great sweetness—"</p> + +<p>"Oh!" breathed Elspeth. She put her hands +again over her eyes, and she saw, unrolling, a great +fair life <i>if</i>—<i>if</i>—She rose to her feet. "Let us +go! It grows late. They'll miss me."</p> + +<p>They came into the glen and so went down with +the stream to the open land and to White Farm.</p> + +<p>"Where hae you been?" asked Jenny. "Here +was father hame frae the shearing with his eyes +blurred, speiring for you to read to him!"</p> + +<p>"I was walking by the glen and the laird came +down through, so we made here together. Where +is grandfather?"</p> + +<p>"He wadna sit waiting. He's gane to walk on +the muir. Will ye na bide, Glenfernie?"</p> + +<p>But the laird would not stay. It was wearing +toward sunset. Menie, withindoors, called Jenny. +The latter turned away. Glenfernie spoke to +Elspeth.</p> + +<p>"If I find your grandfather on the moor I shall +speak of this that is between us. Do not look so +troubled! 'If' or 'if not' it is better to tell. So +you will not be plagued. And, anyhow, it is the +wise folks' road."</p> + +<p>Back came Jenny. "Has he gane? I had for +him a tass of wine and a bit of cake."</p> + +<p>The moor lay like a stiffened billow of the sea, +green with purple glints. The clear western sky +was ruddy gold, the sun's great ball approaching +<a name="Page_108" id="Page_108"></a>the horizon. But when it dipped the short June +night would know little dark in this northern land. +The air struck most fresh and pure. Glenfernie came +presently upon the old farmer, found him seated upon +a bit of bank, his gray plaid about him, his crook-like +stick planted before him, his eyes upon the western +sea of glory. The younger man stopped beside +him, settled down upon the bank, and gazed with +the elder into the ocean of colored air.</p> + +<p>"Ae gowden floor as though it were glass," said +Jarvis Barrow. "Ae gowden floor and ae river +named of Life, passing the greatness of Orinoco or +Amazon. And the tree of life for the healing of the +nations. And a' the trees that ever leafed or flowered, +ta'en together, but ae withered twig to that!"</p> + +<p>Glenfernie gazed with him. "I do not doubt that +there will come a day when we'll walk over the plains +of the sun—the flesh of our body then as gauze, +moved at will where we please and swift as thought—inner +and outer motion keeping time with the +beat and rhythm of that <i>where we are</i>—"</p> + +<p>"The young do not speak the auld tongue."</p> + +<p>"Tongues alter with the rest."</p> + +<p>Silence fell while the sun reddened, going nearer +to the mountain brow. The young man and the old, +the farmer and the laird, sat still. The air struck +more freshly, stronger, coming from the sea. Far +off a horn was blown, a dog barked.</p> + +<p>"Will ye be hame now for gude, Glenfernie? +Lairds should bide in their ain houses if the land +is to have any gude of them."</p> + +<p>"I wish to stay, White Farm, the greatest part +of the year round. I want to speak to you very +<a name="Page_109" id="Page_109"></a>seriously. Think back a moment to my father and +mother, and to my forebears farther back yet. As +they had faults, and yet had a longing to do the +right and struggled toward it over thick and thin, +so I believe I may say of myself. That is, I struggle +toward it," said Alexander, "though I'm not +so sure of the thick and thin."</p> + +<p>"Your mither wasna your father's kind. She had +always her smile to the side and her japes, and she +looked to the warld. Not that she didna mean to +do weel in it! She did. But I couldna just see clear +the seal in her forehead."</p> + +<p>"That was because you did not look close enough," +said Alexander. "It was there."</p> + +<p>"I didna mind your uphawding your mither. +Aweel, what did ye have to say?"</p> + +<p>The laird turned full to him. "White Farm, +you were once a young man. You loved and married. +So do I love, so would I marry! The woman +I love does not yet love me, but she has, I think, +some liking.—I bide in hope. I would speak to you +about it, as is right."</p> + +<p>"Wha is she?"</p> + +<p>"Your granddaughter Elspeth."</p> + +<p>Silence, while the shadows of the trees in the vale +below grew longer and longer. Then said White +Farm:</p> + +<p>"She isna what they call your equal in station. +And she has nae tocher or as good as nane."</p> + +<p>"For the last I have enough for us both. For the +first the springs of Barrow and Jardine, back in +Time's mountains, are much the same. Scotland's +not the country to bother overmuch if the one +<a name="Page_110" id="Page_110"></a>stream goes, in a certain place, through a good farm, +and the other by a not over-rich laird's house."</p> + +<p>"Are ye Whig and Kirk like your father?"</p> + +<p>"I am Whig—until something more to the dawn +than that comes up. For the Kirk ... I will tell truth +and say that I have my inner differences. But they +do not lean toward Pope or prelate.... I am Christian, +where Christ is taken very universally—the +higher Self, the mounting Wisdom of us all.... Some +high things you and I may view differently, but I +believe that there are high things."</p> + +<p>"And seek them?"</p> + +<p>"And seek them."</p> + +<p>"You always had the air to me," vouchsafed +White Farm, "of one wha hunted gowd elsewhaur +than in the earthly mine." He looked at the red +west, and drew his plaid about him, and took firmer +clutch upon his staff. "But the lassie does not love +you?"</p> + +<p>"My trust is that she may come to do so."</p> + +<p>The elder got to his feet. Alexander rose also.</p> + +<p>"It's coming night! Ye will be gaeing on over +the muir to the House?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Then, sir, I may come to White Farm, or +meet her when I may, and have my chance?"</p> + +<p>"Aye. If so be I hear nae great thing against +ye. If so be ye're reasonable. If so be that in no +way do ye try to hurt the lassie."</p> + +<p>"I'll be reasonable," said the laird of Glenfernie. +"And I'd not hurt Elspeth if I could!" His face +shone, his voice was a deep and happy music. He +was so bound, so at the feet of Elspeth, that he +could not but believe in joy and fortune. The sun +<a name="Page_111" id="Page_111"></a>had dipped; the land lay dusk, but the sky was a +rose. There was a skimming of swallows overhead, +a singing of the wind in the ling. He walked with +White Farm to the foot of the moor, then said good +night and turned toward his own house.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII</h2> + + +<p>Two days later Alexander rode to Black Hill. +There had been in the night a storm with thunder +and lightning, wind and rain. Huge, ragged +banks of clouds yet hung sullen in the air, though +with lakes of blue between and shafts of sun. The +road was wet and shone. Now Black Alan must +pick his way, and now there held long stretches of +easy going. The old laird's quarrel with Mr. Archibald +Touris was not the young laird's. The old +laird's liking for Mrs. Alison was strongly the young +laird's. Glenfernie, in the months since his father's +death, had ridden often enough to Black Hill. Now +as he journeyed, together with the summer and +melody of his thoughts Elspeth-toward, he was +holding with himself a cogitation upon the subject +of Ian and Ian's last letter. He rode easily a powerful +steed, needing to be strong for so strongly built +a horseman. His riding-dress was blue; he wore his +own hair, unpowdered and gathered in a ribbon +beneath a three-cornered hat. There was perplexity +and trouble, too, in the Ian complex, but for all that +he rode with the color and sparkle of happiness in +his face. In his gray eyes light played to great +depths.</p> + +<p>Black Hill appeared before him, the dark pine +<a name="Page_113" id="Page_113"></a>and crag of the hill itself, and below that the house +with its far-stretching, well-planted policy. He +passed the gates, rode under the green elm boughs +of the avenue, and was presently before the porch +of the house. A man presented himself to take +Black Alan.</p> + +<p>"Aye, sir, there's company. Mr. Touris and +Mrs. Alison are with them in the gardens."</p> + +<p>Glenfernie went there, passing by a terrace walk +around the house. Going under the windows of +the room that was yet Ian's when he came home. +Ian still in his mind, he recovered strongly the look +of that room the day Ian had taken him there, in +boyhood, when they first met. Out of that vividness +started a nucleus more vivid yet—the picture in the +book-closet of the city of refuge, and the silver goblet +drawn from the hidden shelf of the aumry. The +recaptured moment lost shape and color, returned +to the infinite past. He turned the corner of the +house and came into the gardens that Mr. Touris +had had laid out after the French style.</p> + +<p>Here by the fountain he discovered the retired +merchant, and with him a guest, an old trade connection, +now a power in the East India Company. +The laird of Black Hill, a little more withered, a +little more stooped than of old, but still fluent, +caustic, and with now and then to the surface a +vague, cold froth of insincerity, made up much to +this magnate of commerce. He stood on his own +heath, or by his own fountain, but his neck had in +it a deferential crook. Lacs—rupees—factories—rajahs—ships—cottons—the +words fell like the +tinkle of a golden fountain. Listening to these two +<a name="Page_114" id="Page_114"></a>stood, with his hands behind his back, Mr. Wotherspoon, +Black Hill's lawyer and man of business down +from Edinburgh. At a little distance Mrs. Alison +showed her roses to the wife of the East India man +and to a kinsman, Mr. Munro Touris, from Inverness +way.</p> + +<p>Mr. Touris addressed himself with his careful +smile to Alexander. "Good day, Glenfernie! This, +Mr. Goodworth, is a good neighbor of mine, Mr. +Jardine of Glenfernie. Alexander, Mr. Goodworth +is art and part of the East India. You have met +Mr. Wotherspoon before, I think? There are Alison +and Mrs. Goodworth and Munro Touris by the +roses."</p> + +<p>Glenfernie went over to the roses. Mrs. Alison, +smiling upon him, presented him to Mrs. Goodworth, +a dark, bright, black-eyed, talkative lady. He and +Munro Touris nodded to each other. The laird of +Black Hill, the India merchant, and the lawyer now +joined them, and all strolled together along the very +wide and straight graveled path. The talk was +chiefly upheld by Black Hill and the great trader, +with the lawyer putting in now and again a shrewd +word, and the trader's wife making aside to Mrs. +Alison an embroidery of comment. There had now +been left trade in excelsis and host and guests were +upon the state of the country, an unpopular war, +and fall of ministers. Came in phrases compounded +to meet Jacobite complications and dangers. The +Pretender—the Pretender and his son—French aid—French +army that might be sent to Scotland—position +of defense—rumors everywhere you go—disaffected +and Stewart-mad—. Munro Touris had +<a name="Page_115" id="Page_115"></a>a biting word to say upon the Highland chiefs. +The lawyer talked of certain Lowland lords and +gentlemen. Mr. Touris vented a bitter gibe. He +had a black look in his small, sunken eyes. Alexander, +reading him, knew that he thought of Ian. +In a moment the whole conversation had dragged +that way. Mrs. Goodworth spoke with vivacity.</p> + +<p>"Lord, sir! I hope that your nephew, now that +he wears the King's coat, has left off talking as he +did when he was a boy! He showed his Highland +strain with a warrant! You would have thought +that he had been <i>out</i> himself thirty years ago!"</p> + +<p>Her husband checked her. "You have not seen +him since he was sixteen. Boys like that have wild +notions of romance and devotion. They change +when they're older."</p> + +<p>The lawyer took the word. "Captain Rullock +doubtless buried all that years ago. His wearing +the King's coat hauds for proof."</p> + +<p>Munro Touris had been college-mate in Edinburgh. +"He watered all that gunpowder in him +years ago, did he not, Glenfernie?"</p> + +<p>"'To water gunpowder—to shut off danger.' +That's a good figure of yours, Munro!" said Alexander. +Munro, who had been thought dull in the old +days, flushed with pleasure.</p> + +<p>They had come to a kind of summer-house overrun +with roses. Mr. Archibald Touris stopped short +and, with his back to this structure, faced the company +with him, brought thus to a halt. He looked +at them with a carefully composed countenance.</p> + +<p>"I am sure, Munro, that Ian Rullock 'watered +the gunpowder,' as you cleverly say. Boys, +<a name="Page_116" id="Page_116"></a>ma'am"—to Mrs. Goodworth—"are, as your husband +remarks, romantic simpletons. No one takes +them and their views of life seriously. Certainly +not their political views! When they come men +they laugh themselves. They are not boys then; +they are men. Which is, as it were, the preface to +what I might as well tell you. My nephew has resigned +his captaincy and quitted the army. Apparently +he has come to feel that soldiering is not, +after all, the life he prefers. It may be that he will +take to the law, or he may wander and then laird +it when I am gone. Or if he is very wise—I meant +to speak to you of this in private, Goodworth—he +might be furnished with shares and ventures in the +East India. He has great abilities."</p> + +<p>"Well, India's the field!" said the London merchant, +placidly. "If a man has the mind and the +will he may make and keep and flourish and taste +power—"</p> + +<p>"Left the King's forces!" cried Munro Touris. +"Why—! And will he be coming to Black Hill, +sir?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Next week. We have," said Mr. Touris, +and though he tried he could not keep the saturnine +out of his voice—"we have some things to talk +over."</p> + +<p>As he spoke he moved from before the summer-house +into a cross-path, and the others followed him +and his Company magnate. The Edinburgh lawyer +and Glenfernie found themselves together. The +former lagged a step and held the younger man back +with him; he dropped his voice</p> + +<p>"I've not been three hours in the house. I've +<a name="Page_117" id="Page_117"></a>had no talk with Mr. Touris. What's all this +about? I know that you and his nephew are as +close as brothers—not that brothers are always +close!"</p> + +<p>"He writes only that he is tired of martial life. +He has the soldier in him, but he has much besides. +That 'much besides' often steps in to change a +man's profession."</p> + +<p>"Well, I hope you'll persuade him to see the old +gunpowder very damp! I remember that, as a very +young man, he talked imprudently. But he has +been," said the lawyer, "far and wide since those +days."</p> + +<p>"Yes, far and wide."</p> + +<p>Mr. Wotherspoon with a long forefinger turned +a crimson rose seen in profile full toward him. "I +met him—once—when I was in London a year ago. +I had not seen him for years." He let the rose +swing back. "He has a magnificence! Do you know +I study a good deal? They say that so do you. I +have an inclination toward fifteenth-century Italian. +I should place him there." He spoke absently, still +staring at the rose. "A dash—not an ill dash, of +course—of what you might call the Borgia ... good +and evil tied into a sultry, thunderous splendor."</p> + +<p>Glenfernie bent a keen look upon him out of +gray eyes. "An enemy might describe him so, +perhaps. I can see that such a one might do so."</p> + +<p>"Ah, you're his friend!"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Well," said Mr. Wotherspoon, straightening himself +from the contemplation of the roses, "there's +no greater thing than to have a steadfast friend!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118"></a>It seemed that an expedition had been planned, +for a servant now appeared to say that coach and +horses were at the door. Mr. Touris explained:</p> + +<p>"I've engaged to show Mr. and Mrs. Goodworth +our considerable town. Mr. Wotherspoon, too, has +a moment's business there. Alison will not come, +but Munro Touris rides along. Will you come, too, +Glenfernie? We'll have a bit of dinner at the +'Glorious Occasion.'"</p> + +<p>"No, thank you. I have to get home presently. +But I'll stay a little and talk to Mrs. Alison, if I +may."</p> + +<p>"Ah, you may!" said Mrs. Alison.</p> + +<p>From the porch they watched the coach and four +away, with Munro Touris following on a strong and +ugly bay mare. The elm boughs of the avenue +hid the whole. The cloud continents and islands +were dissolving into the air ocean, the sun lay in +strong beams, the water drops were drying from leaf +and blade. Mrs. Alison and Alexander moved +through the great hall and down a corridor to a +little parlor that was hers alone. They entered +it. It gave, through an open door and two windows +set wide, upon a small, choice garden and one wide-spreading, +noble, ancient tree. Glenfernie entered as +one who knew the place, but upon whom, at every +coming, it struck with freshness and liking. The +room itself was most simple.</p> + +<p>"I like," said Alexander, "our spare, clean, precise +Scotch parlors. But this is to me like a fine, +small prioress's room in a convent of learned saints!"</p> + +<p>His old friend laughed. "Very little learned, +very little saintly, not at all prior! Let us sit in +<a name="Page_119" id="Page_119"></a>the doorway, smell the lavender, and hear the linnets +in the tree."</p> + +<p>She took the chair he pushed forward. He sat +upon the door-step at her feet.</p> + +<p>"Concerning Ian," she said. "What do you make +out of it all?"</p> + +<p>"I make out that I hope he'll not involve himself +in some French and Tory mad attempt!"</p> + +<p>"What do his letters say?"</p> + +<p>"They speak by indirection. Moreover, they're +at present few and short.... We shall see when he +comes!"</p> + +<p>"Do you think that he will tell you all?"</p> + +<p>Alexander's gray eyes glanced at her as earlier +they had glanced at Mr. Wotherspoon. "I do not +think that we keep much from each other!... No, +of course you are right! If there is anything that +in honor he cannot tell, or that I—with my pledges, +such as they are, in another urn—may not hear, we +shall find silences. I pin my trust to there being +nothing, after all!"</p> + +<p>"The old wreath withered, and a new one better +woven and more evergreen—"</p> + +<p>"I do not know.... I said just now that Ian +and I kept little from each other. In an exceeding +great measure that is true. But there are huge +lands in every nature where even the oldest, closest, +sworn friend does not walk. It must be so. Friendship +is not falsified nor betrayed by its being so."</p> + +<p>"Not at all!" said Mrs. Alison. "True friend or +lover loves that sense of the unplumbed, of the infinite, +in the cared-for one. To do else would be +to deny the unplumbed, the infinite, in himself, and +<a name="Page_120" id="Page_120"></a>so the matching, the equaling, the <i>oneing</i> of love!" +She leaned forward in her chair; she regarded the +small, fragrant garden where every sweet and olden +flower seemed to bloom. "Now let us leave Ian, +and old, stanch, trusted, and trusting friendship. +It is part of oneness—it will be cared for!" She +turned her bright, calm gaze upon him. "What +other realm have you come into, Alexander? It was +plain the last time that you were here, but I did +not speak of it—it is plain to-day!" She laughed. +She had a silver, sweet, and merry laugh. "My dear, +there is a bloom and joy, a <i>vivification</i> about you that +may be felt ten feet away!" She looked at him with +affection and now seriously. "I know, I think, the +look of one who comes into spiritual treasures. This +is that and not that. It is the wilderness of lovely +flowers—hardly quite the music of the spheres! It +is not the mountain height, but the waving, leafy, +lower slopes—and yet we pass on to the height by +those slopes! Are you in love, Alexander?"</p> + +<p>"You guess so much!" he said. "You have +guessed that, too. I do not care! I am glad that +the sun shines through me."</p> + +<p>"You must be happy in your love! Who is she?"</p> + +<p>"Elspeth Barrow, the granddaughter of Jarvis +Barrow of White Farm.... You say that I must +be happy in my love. The Lord of Heaven knows +that I am! and yet she is not yet sure that she +loves me in her turn. One might say that I had +great uncertainty of bliss. But I love so strongly +that I have no strength of disbelief in me!"</p> + +<p>"Elspeth Barrow!"</p> + +<p>"My old friend—the unworldliest, the better-<a name="Page_121" id="Page_121"></a>worldliest +soul I know—do not you join in that hue +and cry about world's gear and position! To be +Barrow is as good as to be Jardine. Elspeth is +Elspeth."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know why I made exclamation! Just the +old, dull earthy surprise! Wait for me a moment, +Alexander." She put her hands before her eyes, +then, dropping them, sat with her gaze upon the +great tree shot through with light from the clearing +sky. "I see her now. At first I could not disentangle +her and Gilian, for they were always together. +I have not seen them often—just three or +four times to remember, perhaps. But in April I +chanced for some reason to go to White Farm.... I +see her now! Yes, she has beauty, though it +would not strike many with the edge of the sword.... Yes, +I see—about the mouth and the eyes and +the set of the head. It's subtle—it's like some +pictures I remember in Italy. And intelligence is +there. Enchantment ... the more real, perhaps, +for not being the most obvious.... So you are enchained, +witched, held by the great sorceress!... Elspeth +is only one of her little names—her great +name is just love—love between man and woman.... Oh +yes, the whole of the sweetness is distilled +into one honey-drop—the whole giant thing is +shortened into one image—the whole heaven and +earth slip silkenly into one banner, and you would +die for it! You see, my dear," said Mrs. Alison, +who had never married, "I loved one who died. I +know."</p> + +<p>Glenfernie took her hand and kissed it. "Nothing +is loss to you—nothing! For me, I am more +<a name="Page_122" id="Page_122"></a>darkly made. So I hope to God I'll not lose Elspeth!"</p> + +<p>Her tears, that were hardly of grief, dropped upon +his bent head. "Eh, my laddie! the old love is +there in the midst of the wide love. But the larger +controls.... Well, enough of that! And do you mean +that you have asked Elspeth to marry you—and +that she does not know her own heart?"</p> + +<p>They talked, sitting before the fragrant garden, +in the little room that was tranquil, blissful, and +recluse. At last he rose.</p> + +<p>"I must go."</p> + +<p>They went out through the garden to the wicket +that parted her demesne from the formal, wide +pleasure-sweeps. He stopped for a moment under +the great tree.</p> + +<p>"In a fortnight or so I must go to Edinburgh to +see Renwick about that land. And it is in my +mind to travel from there to London for a few +weeks. There are two or three persons whom I +know who could put a stout shoulder to the wheel +of Jamie's prospects. Word of mouth is better with +them than would be letters. Jamie is at Windsor. +I could take him with me here or there—give him, +doubtless, a little help."</p> + +<p>"You are a world-man," said his friend, "which +is quite different from a worldly man! Come or +go as you will, still all is your garden that you cultivate.... +Now you are thinking again of Elspeth!"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps if for a month or two I plague her not, +then when I come again she may have a greater +knowledge of herself. Perhaps it is more generous +to be absent for a time—"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123"></a>"I see that you will not doubt—that you cannot +doubt—that in the end she loves you!"</p> + +<p>"Is it arrogance, self-love, and ignorance if I +think that? Or is it knowledge? I think it, and I +cannot and will not else!"</p> + +<p>They came to the wicket, and stood there a moment +ere going on by the terrace to the front of +the house. The day was now clear and vivid, soft +and bright. The birds sang in a long ecstasy, the +flowers bloomed as though all life must be put into +June, the droning bees went about with the steadiest +preoccupation. Alexander looked about him.</p> + +<p>"The earth is drunk with sweetness, and I see +now how great joy is sib to great pain!" He shook +himself. "Come back to earth and daylight, Alexander +Jardine!" He put a hand, large, strong, and +shapely, over Mrs. Alison's slender ivory one. "She, +too, has long fingers, though her hand is brown. +But it is an artist hand—a picture hand—a thoughtful +hand."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alison laughed, but her eyes were tender +over him. "Oh, man! what a great forest—what +an ever-rising song—is this same thing you're feeling! +And so old—and so fire-new!" They walked +along the terrace to the porch. "They're bringing +you Black Alan to ride away upon. But you'll come +again as soon as Ian's here?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course. You may be assured that if +he is free of that Stewart coil—or if he is in it only +so deep that he may yet free himself—I shall say +all that I can to keep him free or to urge him forth. +Not for much would I see Ian take ship in that +attempt!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124"></a>"No!... I have been reading the Book of Daniel. +Do you know what Ian is like to me? He is like +some great lord—a prince or governor—in the +court maybe of Belshazzar, or Darius the Mede, +or Cyrus the Persian—in that hot and stately land +of golden images and old rivers and the sound of the +cornet, flute, harp, sackbut, psaltery, and dulcimer +and all kinds of music. He must serve his tyrant—and +yet Daniel, kneeling in his house, in his chamber, +with the windows open toward Jerusalem, +might hear a cry to hold his name in his prayers.... +What strange thoughts we have of ourselves, +and of those nearest and dearest!"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Wotherspoon says that he is fifteenth-century +Italian. You have both done a proper bit +of characterization! But I," said Alexander, "I +know another great territory of Ian."</p> + +<p>"I know that, Glenfernie! And so do I know +other good realms of Ian. Yet that was what I +thought when I read Daniel. And I had the +thought, too, that those old people were capable +of great friendships."</p> + +<p>Black Alan was waiting. Glenfernie mounted, +said good-by again; the green boughs of the elm-trees +took him and his steed.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII</h2> + + +<p>Ian forestalled Alexander, riding to Glenfernie +House the morning after his arrival at Black +Hill. "Let us go," he said, "where we can talk at +ease! The old, alchemical room?"</p> + +<p>They crossed the grass-grown court to the keep, +entered and went up the broken stair to the stone-walled +chamber that took up the second floor, that +looked out of loophole windows north, south, east, +and west. The day was high summer, bright and +hot. Strong light and less strong light came in +beams from the four quarters and made in the large +place a conflict of light and shadow. The fireplace +was great enough for Gog and Magog to have warmed +themselves thereby. Around, in an orderly litter, +yet stood on table or bench or shelf many of the +matters that Alexander had gathered there in his +boyhood. In one corner was the furnace that when +he was sixteen his father had let him build. More +recent was the oaken table in the middle of the +room, two deep chairs, and shelves with many books. +After the warmth of the sun the place presented a +grave, cool, brown harbor.</p> + +<p>The two, entering, had each an arm over the +other's shoulder. Where they were known their +friendship was famed. Youth and manhood, they +<a name="Page_126" id="Page_126"></a>had been together when it was possible. When it +was not so the thought of each outtraveled separation. +Their differences, their varied colors of being, +seemed but to bind them closer. They entered +this room like David and Jonathan.</p> + +<p>Ian also was tall, but not so largely made as was +the other. Lithe, embrowned, with gold-bronze +hair and eyes, knit of a piece, moving as by one undulation, +there was something in him not like the +Scot, something foreign, exotic. Sometimes Alexander +called him "Saracen"—a finding of the +imagination that dated from old days upon the +moor above the Kelpie's Pool when they read together +the <i>Faery Queen</i>. The other day, at Black +Hill, this ancient fancy had played through Alexander's +mind while Mr. Wotherspoon talked of +Italy, and Mrs. Alison of Babylonish lords.... The +point was that he relished Paynim knight and Renaissance +noble and prince of Babylon. Let Ian seem +or be all that, and richer yet! Still there would be +Ian, outside of all circles drawn.</p> + +<p>In the room that he called the "alchemical," +Ian, disengaging himself, turned and put both hands +on Alexander's shoulders. "Thou Old Steadfast!" +he cried. "God knows how glad I am to see thee!"</p> + +<p>Alexander laughed. "Not more glad than I am +at the sight of you! What's the tidings?"</p> + +<p>"What should they be? I am tired of being King +George's soldier!"</p> + +<p>"So that you are tired of being any little king +of this earth's soldier!"</p> + +<p>"Why, I think I am—"</p> + +<p>"Kings 'over the water' included, Ian?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127"></a>"Kings without kingdoms? Well," said Ian, +"they don't amount to much, do they?"</p> + +<p>"They do not." The two moved together to the +table and the chairs by it. "You are free of them, +Ian?"</p> + +<p>"What is it to be free of them?"</p> + +<p>"Well, to be plain, out of the Stewart cark and +moil! Pretender, Chevalier de St. George, or uncrowned +king—let it drift away like the dead leaf +it is!"</p> + +<p>"A dead leaf. Is it a dead leaf?... I wonder!... But +you are usually right, old Steadfast!"</p> + +<p>"I see that you will not tell me plainly."</p> + +<p>"Are you so anxious? There is nothing to be +anxious about."</p> + +<p>"Nothing.... What is 'nothing'?"</p> + +<p>Ian drummed upon the table and whistled "Lillibullero." +"Something—nothing. Nothing—something! +Old Steadfast, you are a sight for sair een! +They say you make the best of lairds! Every cotter +sings of just ways!"</p> + +<p>"My father was a good laird. I would not shatter +the tradition. Come with me to Edinburgh +and London, on that journey I wrote you of!"</p> + +<p>"No. I want to sink into the summer green and +not raise my head from some old poetry book! I +have been marching and countermarching until I +am tired. As for what you have in your mind, +don't fash yourself about it! I will say that, at the +moment, I think it <i>is</i> a dead leaf.... Of course, +should the Pope's staff unexpectedly begin to bud +and flower—! But it mayn't—indeed, it only looks +at present smooth and polished and dead.... I left +<a name="Page_128" id="Page_128"></a>the army because, naturally, I didn't want to be +there in case—just in case—the staff budded. +Heigho! It is the truth. You need not look +troubled," said Ian.</p> + +<p>His friend must rest with that. He did so, and +put that matter aside. At any rate, things stood +there better than he had feared. "I shall be gone +a month or two. But you'll still be here when I +come home?"</p> + +<p>"As far as I know I'll be here through the summer. +I have no plans.... If the leaf remains dry +and dead, what should you say to taking ship at +Leith in September for Holland? Amsterdam—then +Antwerp—then the Rhine. We might see the +great Frederick—push farther and look at the +Queen of Hungary."</p> + +<p>"No, I may not. I look to be a home-staying +laird."</p> + +<p>They sat with the table between them, and the +light from the four sides of the room rippled and +crossed over them. Books were on the table, +folios and volumes in less.</p> + +<p>"The home-staying laird—the full scholar—at last +the writer—the master ... it is a good fortune!"</p> + +<p>As Ian spoke he stretched his arms, he leaned +back in his chair and regarded the room, the fireplace, +the little furnace, and the shelves ranged with +the quaint, makeshift apparatuses of boyhood. He +looked at the green boughs without the loophole +windows and at the crossing lights and shadows, +and the brown books upon the brown table, and +at last, under somewhat lowered lids, at Alexander. +What moved in the bottom of his mind it would be +<a name="Page_129" id="Page_129"></a>hard to say. He thought that he loved the man +sitting over against him, and so, surely, to some +great amount he did. But somewhere, in the thousand +valleys behind them, he had stayed in an inn +of malice and had carried hence poison in a vial +as small as a single cell. What suddenly made that +past to burn and set it in the present it were hard +to say. A spark perhaps of envy or of jealousy, +or a movement of contempt for Alexander's "fortune." +But he looked at his friend with half-closed +eyes, and under the sea of consciousness crawled, +half-blind, half-asleep, a willingness for Glenfernie +to find some thorn in life. The wish did not come +to consciousness. It was far down. He thought +of himself as steel true to Alexander. And in a +moment the old love drew again. He put out his +hands across the board. "When are we going to +see Mother Binning and to light the fire in the +cave?... There are not many like you, Alexander! +I'm glad to get back."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad to have you back, old sworn-fellow, +old Saracen!"</p> + +<p>They clasped hands. Gray eyes and brown eyes +with gold flecks met in a gaze that was as steady +with the one as with the other. It was Alexander +who first loosened handclasp.</p> + +<p>They talked of affairs, particular and general, +of Ian's late proceedings and the lairdship of Alexander, +of men and places that they knew away from +this countryside. Ian watched the other as they +talked. Whatever there was that had moved, +down there in the abyss, was asleep again.</p> + +<p>"Old Steadfast, you are ruddy and joyous! How +<a name="Page_130" id="Page_130"></a>long since I was here, in the winter? Four months? +Well, you've changed. What is it?... Is it love? +Are you in love?"</p> + +<p>"If I am—" Glenfernie rose and paced the +room. Coming to one of the narrow windows, he +stood and looked out and down upon bank and +brae and wood and field and moor. He returned +to the table. "I'll tell you about it."</p> + +<p>He told. Ian sat and listened. The light played +about him, shook gold dots and lines over his green +coat, over his hands, his faintly smiling face, his +head held straight and high. He was so well to +look at, so "magnificent"! Alexander spoke with +the eloquence of a possessing passion, and Ian +listened and felt himself to be the sympathizing +friend. Even the profound, unreasonable, unhumorous +idealism of old Steadfast had its quaint, Utopian +appeal. He was going to marry the farmer's granddaughter, +though he might, undoubtedly, marry +better.... Ian listened, questioned, summed up:</p> + +<p>"I have always been the worldly-wise one! Is +there any use in my talking now of worldly wisdom?"</p> + +<p>"No use at all."</p> + +<p>"Then I won't!... Old Alexander the Great, are +you happy?"</p> + +<p>"If she gives me her love."</p> + +<p>Ian dismissed that with a wave of his hand. +"Oh, I think she'll give it, dear simpleton!" He +looked at Glenfernie now with genial affection. +"Well, on the whole, and balancing one thing +against another, I think that I want you to be +happy!"</p> + +<p>Alexander laughed at that minification. "And +<a name="Page_131" id="Page_131"></a>my happiness is big enough—or if I get it it will be +big enough—not in the least to disturb our friendship +country, Ian!"</p> + +<p>"I'll believe that, too. Our relations are old and +rooted."</p> + +<p>"Old and rooted."</p> + +<p>"So I wish you joy.... And I remember when you +thought you would not marry!"</p> + +<p>"Oh—memories! I'm sweeping them away! I'm +beginning again!... I hold fast the memory of +friendship. I hold fast the memory that somehow, +in this form or that, I must have loved her from the +beginning of things!" He rose and moved about +the room. Going to the fireplace, he leaned his +forehead against the stone and looked down at the +laid, not kindled, wood. He turned and came back +to Ian. "The world seems to me all good."</p> + +<p>Ian laughed at him, half in raillery, but half in +a flood of kindness. If what had stirred had been +ancient betrayal, alive and vital one knew not when, +now again it was dead, dead. He rose, he put his +arm again about Alexander's shoulder. "Glenfernie! +Glenfernie! you're in deep! Well, I hope the world +will stay heaven, e'en for your sake!"</p> + +<p>They left the old room with its hauntings of a +boy's search for gold, with, back of that, who might +know what hauntings of ancient times and fortress +doings, violences and agonies, subduings, revivings, +cark and care and light struggling through, dark +nights and waited-for dawns! They went down the +stair and out of the keep. Late June flamed around +them.</p> + +<p>Ian stayed another hour or two ere he rode back +<a name="Page_132" id="Page_132"></a>to Black Hill. With Glenfernie he went over Glenfernie +House, the known, familiar rooms. They +went to the school-room together and out through +the breach in the old castle wall, and sat among +the pine roots, and looked down through leafy tree-tops +to the glint of water. When, in the sun-washed +house and narrow garden and grassy court, they +came upon men and women they stopped and spoke, +and all was friendly and merry as it should be in a +land of good folk. Ian had his crack with Davie, +with Eppie and Phemie and old Lauchlinson and +others. They sat for a few minutes with Mrs. Grizel +where, in a most housewifely corner, she measured +currants and bargained with pickers of cherries. +Strickland they came upon in the book-room. With +the Jardines and this gentleman the sense of employed +and employee had long ago passed into a +larger inclusion. He and the young laird talked and +worked together as members of one family. Now +there was some converse among the three, and then +the two left Strickland in the cool, dusky room. +Outside the house June flamed again. For a while +they paced up and down under the trees in the +narrow garden atop the craggy height. Then Ian +mounted Fatima, who all these years was kept for +him at Black Hill.</p> + +<p>"You'll come over to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>Glenfernie watched him down the steep-descending, +winding road, and thought of many roads that, +good company, he and Ian had traveled together.</p> + +<p>This was the middle of the day. In the afternoon +he walked to White Farm.... It was sunset +<a name="Page_133" id="Page_133"></a>when he turned his face homeward. He looked back +and saw Elspeth at the stepping-stones, in a clear +flame of golden sky and golden water. She had +seemed kind; he walked on air, his hand in Hope's. +Hope had well-nigh the look of Assurance. He was +going away because it was promised and arranged +for and he must go. But he was coming again—he +was coming again.</p> + +<p>A golden moon rose through the clear east. He +was in no hurry to reach Glenfernie House. The +aching, panting bliss that he felt, the energy compressed, +held back, straining at the leash, wanted +night and isolation. So it could better dream of +day and the clasp of that other that with him +would make one. Now he walked and now stood, +his eyes upon the mounting orb or the greater stars +that it could not dim, and now he stretched himself +in the summer heath. At last, not far from midnight, +he came to that face of Glenfernie Hill below +the old wall, to the home stream and the bit of +thick wood where once, in boyhood, he had lain +with covered face under the trees and little by little +had put from his mind "The Cranes of Ibycus." +The moonlight was all broken here. Shafts of black +and white lay inextricably crossed and mingled. +Alexander passed through the little wood and +climbed, with the secure step of old habit, the +steep, rough path to the pine without the wall, +there stooped and came through the broken wall to +the moon-silvered court, and so to the door left open +for him.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV</h2> + + +<p>The laird of Glenfernie was away to Edinburgh +on Black Alan, Tam Dickson with him on +Whitefoot. Ian Rullock riding Fatima, behind him +a Black Hill groom on an iron-gray, came over the +moor to the head of the glen. Ian checked the +mare. Behind him rolled the moor, with the hollow +where lay, water in a deep jade cup, the Kelpie's +Pool. Before him struck down the green feathered +cleft, opening out at last into the vale. He could see +the water there, and a silver gleam that was White +Farm. He sat for a minute, pondering whether he +should ride back the way he had come or, giving +Fatima to Peter Lindsay, walk through the glen. +He looked at his watch, looked, too, at a heap of +clouds along the western horizon. The gleam in the +vale at last decided him. He left the saddle.</p> + +<p>"Take Fatima around to White Farm, Lindsay. +I'll walk through the glen." His thought was, "I +might as well see what like is Alexander's inamorata!" +It was true that he had seen her quite long +ago, but time had overlaid the image, or perhaps he +had never paid especial note.</p> + +<p>Peter Lindsay stooped to catch the reins that the +other tossed him. "There's weather in thae clouds, +sir!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135"></a>"Not before night, I think. They're moving very +slowly."</p> + +<p>Lindsay turned with the horses. Ian, light of +step, resilient, "magnificent," turned from the purple +moor into the shade of birches. A few moments +and he was near the cot of Mother Binning. A +cock crowed, a feather of blue smoke went up from +her peat fire.</p> + +<p>He came to her door, meaning to stay but for a +good-natured five minutes of gossip. She had lived +here forever, set in the picture with ash-tree and +boulder. But when he came to the door he found +sitting with her, in the checkered space behind the +opening, Glenfernie's inamorata.</p> + +<p>Now he remembered her.... He wondered if he +had truly ever forgotten her.</p> + +<p>When he had received his welcome he sat down +upon the door-step. He could have touched Elspeth's +skirt. When she lowered her eyes they +rested upon his gold-brown head, upon his hand in +a little pool of light.</p> + +<p>"Eh, laddie!" said Mother Binning, "but ye grow +mair braw each time ye come!"</p> + +<p>Elspeth thought him braw. The wishing-green +where they danced, hand in hand!... Now she knew—now +she knew—why her heart had lain so cold +and still—for months, for years, cold and still! +That was what hearts did until the sun came.... +Definitely, in this hour, for her now, upon this +stretch of the mortal path, Ian became the sun.</p> + +<p>Ian sat daffing, talking. The old woman listened, +her wheel idle; the young woman listened. The +young woman, sitting half in shadow, half in light, +<a name="Page_136" id="Page_136"></a>put up her hand and drew farther over her face the +brim of her wide hat of country weave. She wished +to hide her eyes, her lips. She sat there pale, and +through her ran in fine, innumerable waves human +passion and longing, wild courage and trembling +humility.</p> + +<p>The sunlight that flooded the door-stone and +patched the cottage floor began to lessen and withdraw. +Low and distant there sounded a roll of +thunder. Jock Binning came upon his crutches +from the bench by the stream where he made a +fishing-net.</p> + +<p>"A tempest's daundering up!"</p> + +<p>Elspeth rose. "I must go home—I must get +home before it comes!"</p> + +<p>"If ye'll bide, lassie, it may go by."</p> + +<p>"No, I cannot." She had brought to Mother +Binning a basket heaped with bloomy plums. She +took it up and set it on the table. "I'll get the +basket when next I come. Now I must go! Hark, +there's the thunder again!"</p> + +<p>Ian had risen also. "I will go with you. Yes! +It was my purpose to walk through to White Farm. +I sent Fatima around with Peter Lindsay."</p> + +<p>As they passed the ash-tree there was lightning, +but yet the heavens showed great lakes of blue, and +a broken sunlight lay upon the path.</p> + +<p>"There's time enough! We need not go too fast. +The path is rough for that."</p> + +<p>They walked in silence, now side by side, now, +where the way was narrow, one before the other. +The blue clouded over, there sprang a wind. The +trees bent and shook, the deep glen grew gray and +<a name="Page_137" id="Page_137"></a>dark. That wind died and there was a breathless +stillness, heated and heavy. Each heard the other's +breathing as they walked.</p> + +<p>"Let us go more quickly! We have a long way."</p> + +<p>"Will you go back to Mother Binning's?"</p> + +<p>"That, too, is far."</p> + +<p>They had passed the cave a little way and were +in mid-glen. It was dusk in this narrow pass. The +trees hung, shadows in a brooding twilight; between +the close-set pillars of the hills the sky showed +slate-hued, with pallid feathers of cloud driven across. +Lightning tore it, the thunder was loud, the trees +upon the hilltops began to move. Some raindrops +fell, large, slow, and warm. The lightning ran +again, blindingly bright; the ensuing thunderclap +seemed to shake the rock. As it died, the cataract +sound of the wind was heard among the ranked +trees. The drops came faster, came fast.</p> + +<p>"It's no use!" cried Ian. "You'll be drenched +and blinded! There's danger, too, in these tall +trees. Come back to the cave and take shelter!"</p> + +<p>He turned. She followed him, breathless, liking +the storm—so that no bolt struck him. In every +nerve, in every vein, she felt life rouse itself. It +was like day to old night, summer to one born in +winter, a passion of revival where she had not +known that there was anything to revive. The past +was as it were not, the future was as it were not; +all things poured into a tremendous present. It +was proper that there should be storm without, if +within was to be this enormous, aching, happy +tumult that was pain indeed, but pain that one +would not spare!</p> + +<p><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138"></a>Ian parted the swinging briers. They entered +the cavern. If it was dim outside in the glen, it +was dimmer here. Then the lightning flashed and +all was lit. It vanished, the light from the air in +conflict with itself. All was dark—then the flash +again! The rain now fell in a torrent.</p> + +<p>"At least it is dry here! There is wood, but I +have no way to make fire."</p> + +<p>"I am not cold."</p> + +<p>"Sit here, upon this ledge. Alexander and I +cleared it and widened it."</p> + +<p>She sat down. When he spoke of Alexander she +thought of Alexander, without unkindness, without +comparing, without compunction, a thought colorless +and simple, as of one whom she had known and +liked a long time ago. Indeed, it might be said +that she had little here with which to reproach herself. +She had been honest—had not said "Take!" +where she could not fulfil.... And now the laird +of Glenfernie was like a form met long ago—long +ago! It seemed so long and far away that she +could not even think of him as suffering. As she +might leave a fugitive memory, so she turned her +mind from him.</p> + +<p>Ian thought of Alexander ... but he looked, by +the lightning's lamp, at the woman opposite.</p> + +<p>She was not the first that he had desired, but he +desired now with unwonted strength. He did not +know why—he did not analyze himself nor the +situation—but all the others seemed gathered up +in her. She was fair to him, desirable!... He +thirsted, quite with the mortal honesty of an Arab, +day and night and day again without drink in the +<a name="Page_139" id="Page_139"></a>desert, and the oasis palms seen at last on the +horizon. In his self-direction thitherward he was +as candid, one-pointed, and ruthless as the Arab +might be. He had no deliberate thought of harm +to the woman before him—as little as the Arab +would have of hurting the well whose cool wave +seemed to like the lip touch. Perhaps he as little +stopped to reason as would have done the Arab. +Perhaps he had no thought of deeply injuring a +friend. If there were two desert-traversers, or more +than two, making for the well, friendship would not +hold one back, push another forward. Race!—and +if the well was but to one, then let fate and Allah +approve the swiftest! Under such circumstances +would not Alexander outdo him if he might? He +was willing to believe so. Glenfernie said himself +that the girl did not know if she cared for him. If, +then, the well was not for him, anyway?... <i>Where +was the wrong?</i> Now Ian believed in his own power +and easy might and pleasantness and, on the whole, +goodness—believed, too, in the love of Alexander +for him, love that he had tried before, and it held. +<i>And if he made love to Elspeth Barrow need old +Steadfast ever know it?</i> And, finally, and perhaps, +unacknowledged to himself, from the first, he turned +to that cabinet of his heart where was the vial +made of pride, that held the drop of malice. The +storm continued. They looked through the portcullis +made by the briers upon a world of rain. +The lightning flashed, the thunder rolled; in here +was the castle hold, dim and safe. They were as +alone as in a fairy-tale, as alone as though around +the cave beat an ocean that boat had never crossed.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140"></a>They sat near each other; once or twice Ian, rising, +moved to and fro in the cave, or at the opening +looked into the turmoil without. When he did this +her eyes followed him. Each, in every fiber, had +consciousness of the other. They were as conscious +of each other as lion and lioness in a desert cave.</p> + +<p>They talked, but they did not talk much. What +they said was trite enough. Underneath was the +potent language, wave meeting wave with shock +and thrill and exultation. These would not come, +here and now, to outer utterance. But sooner or +later they would come. Each knew that—though +not always does one acknowledge what is known.</p> + +<p>When they spoke it was chiefly of weather and +of country people....</p> + +<p>The lightning blazed less frequently, thunder subdued +itself. For a time the rain fell thick and +leaden, but after an hour it thinned and grew silver. +Presently it wholly stopped.</p> + +<p>"This storm is over," said Ian.</p> + +<p>Elspeth rose from the ledge of stone. He drew +aside the dripping curtain of leaf and stem, and she +stepped forth from the cave, and he followed. The +clouds were breaking, the birds were singing. The +day of creation could not have seen the glen more +lucent and fragrant. When, soon, they came to its +lower reaches, with White Farm before them, they +saw overhead a rainbow.</p> + +<hr style='width: 33%;' /> + +<p>The day of the storm and the cave was over, but +with no outward word their inner selves had covenanted +to meet again. They met in the leafy glen. +It was easy for her to find an errand to Mother +<a name="Page_141" id="Page_141"></a>Binning's, or, even, in the long summer afternoons, +to wander forth from White Farm unquestioned. +As for him, he came over the moor, avoided the cot +at the glen head, and plunged down the steep hillside +below. Once they met Jock Binning in the +glen. After that they chose for their trysting-place +that green hidden arm that once she and the laird +of Glenfernie had entered.</p> + +<p>Elspeth did not think in those days; she loved. +She moved as one who is moved; she was drawn +as by the cords of the sun. The Ancient One, the +Sphinx, had her fast. The reflection of a greater +thing claimed her and taught her, held her like a +bayadere in a temple court.</p> + +<p>As for Ian, he also held that he loved. He was +the Arab bound for the well for which he thirsted, +single-minded as to that, and without much present +consciousness of tarnish or sin.... But what might +arise in his mind when his thirst was quenched? +Ian did not care, in these blissful days, to think of +that.</p> + +<p>He had come on the day of the storm, the cave, +and the rainbow to a fatal place in his very long +life. He was upon very still, deep water, glasslike, +with only vague threads and tremors to show what +might issue in resistless currents. He had been in +such a place, in his planetary life, over and over and +over again. This concatenation had formed it, or +that concatenation; the surrounding phenomena +varied, but essentially it was always the same, like +a dream place. The question was, would he turn +his boat, or raft, or whatever was beneath him, or +his own stroke as swimmer, and escape from this +<a name="Page_142" id="Page_142"></a>glassy place whose currents were yet but tendrils? +He could do it; it was the Valley of Decision.... +But so often, in all those lives whose bitter and +sweet were distilled into this one, he had not done +it. It had grown much easier not to do it. Sometimes +it had been illusory love, sometimes ambition, +sometimes towering pride and self-seeking, sometimes +mere indolent unreadiness, dreamy self-will. +On he had gone out of the lower end of the Valley +of Decision, where the tendrils became arms of +giants and decisions might no longer be made.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV</h2> + + +<p>The laird of Glenfernie stayed longer from home +than, riding away, he had expected to do. It +was the latter half of August when he and Black +Alan, Tam Dickson and Whitefoot, came up the +winding road to Glenfernie door. Phemie it was, +at the clothes-lines, who noted them on the lowest +spiral, who turned and ran and informed the household. +"The laird's coming! The laird's coming!" +Men and women and dogs began to stir.</p> + +<p>Strickland, looking from the window of his own +high room, saw the riders in and out of the bronzing +woods. Descending, he joined Mrs. Grizel upon the +wide stone step without the hall door. Davie was +in waiting, and a stable-boy or two came at a run.</p> + +<p>"Two months!" said Mrs. Grizel. "But it used +to be six months, a year, two years, and more! He +grows a home body, as lairds ought to be!"</p> + +<p>Alexander dismounted at the door, took her in +his arms and kissed her twice, shook hands with +Strickland, greeted Davie and the men. "How +good it is to get home! I've pined like a lost bairn. +And none of you look older—Aunt Grizel hasn't a +single white hair!"</p> + +<p>"Go along with you, laddie!" said Aunt Grizel. +"You haven't been so long away!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144"></a>The sun was half-way down the western quarter. +He changed his riding-clothes, and they set food +for him in the hall. He ate, and Davie drew the +cloth and brought wine and glasses. Some matter +or other called Mrs. Grizel away, but Strickland +stayed and drank wine with him.</p> + +<p>Questions and answers had been exchanged. +Glenfernie gave in detail reasons for his lengthened +stay. There had been a business postponement +and complication—in London Jamie's affairs; again, +in Edinburgh, insistence of kindred with whom +Alice was blooming, "growing a fine lady, too!" +and at the last a sudden and for a while dangerous +sickness of Tam Dickson's that had kept them +a week at an inn a dozen miles this side of Edinburgh.</p> + +<p>"Each time I started up sprang a stout hedge! +But they're all down now and here I am!" He +raised his wine-glass. "To home, and the sweetness +thereof!" said Alexander.</p> + +<p>"I am glad to see you back," said Strickland, and +meant it.</p> + +<p>The late sunlight streamed through the open door. +Bran, the old hound, basked in it; it wiped the rust +from the ancient weapons on the wall and wrote +hieroglyphics in among them; it made glow the wine +in the glass. Alexander turned in his chair.</p> + +<p>"It's near sunset.... Now what, just, did you +hear about Ian Rullock's going?"</p> + +<p>"We supposed that he would be here through the +autumn—certainly until after your return. Then, +three days ago, comes Peter Lindsay with the note +for you, and word that he was gone. Lindsay +<a name="Page_145" id="Page_145"></a>thought that he had received letters from great +people and had gone to them for a visit."</p> + +<p>Alexander spread the missive that had been given +him upon the table. "It's short!" He held it so +that Strickland might read:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Glenfernie</span>,—Perhaps the leaf is not yet wholly sere. Be +that as it may be, I'm leaving Black Hill for a time.</p> + +<p class="author"><span class="smcap">Ian Rullock</span>.</p></div> + +<p>"That's a puzzling billet!" said Alexander. "'<i>Glenfernie</i>—<i>Ian +Rullock!</i>'"</p> + +<p>"What does he mean by the leaf not dead?"</p> + +<p>"That was a figure of speech used between us +in regard to a certain thing.... Well, he also has +moods! It is my trust that he has not answered +to some one's piping that the leaf's not dead! That +is the likeliest thing—that he answered and has +gone. I'll ride to Black Hill to-morrow." The sun +set, twilight passed, candles were lighted. "Have +you seen any from White Farm?"</p> + +<p>"I walked there from Littlefarm with Robin +Greenlaw. Jarvis Barrow was reading Leviticus, +looking like a listener in the Plain of Sinai. They +expected Gilian home from Aberdeen. They say +the harvest everywhere is good."</p> + +<p>Alexander asked no further and presently they +parted for the night. The laird of Glenfernie looked +from his chamber window, and he looked toward +White Farm. It was dark, clear night, and all the +autumn stars shone like worlds of hope.</p> + +<p>The next morning he mounted his horse and went +off to Black Hill. He would get this matter of Ian +straight. It was early when he rode, and he came +<a name="Page_146" id="Page_146"></a>to Black Hill to find Mr. Touris and his sister yet +at the breakfast-table. Mrs. Alison, who might +have been up hours, sat over against a dour-looking +master of the house who sipped his tea and crumbled +his toast and had few good words for anything. +But he was glad and said that he was glad to see +Glenfernie.</p> + +<p>"Now, maybe, we'll have some light on Ian's +doings!"</p> + +<p>"I came for light to you, sir."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean that he hasn't written you?"</p> + +<p>"Only a line that I found waiting for me. It +says, simply, that he leaves Black Hill for a while."</p> + +<p>"Well, you won't get light from me! My light's +darkness. The women found in his room a memorandum +of ships and two addresses, one a house +in Amsterdam, and one, if you please, in Paris—<i>Faubourg +Saint-Germain!</i>"</p> + +<p>"Do you mean that he left without explanation +or good-by?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alison spoke. "No, Archibald does not +mean that. One evening Ian outdid himself in +bonniness and golden talk. Then as we took our +candles he told us that the wander-fever had him +and that he would be riding to Edinburgh. Archibald +protested, but he daffed it by. So the next +day he went, and he may be in Edinburgh. It +would seem nothing, if these Highland chiefs were +not his kin and if there wasn't this round and round +rumor of the Pretender and the French army! There +may be nothing—he may be riding back almost to-morrow!"</p> + +<p>But Mr. Touris would not shake the black dog from +<a name="Page_147" id="Page_147"></a>his shoulders. "He'll bring trouble yet—was born +the sort to do it!"</p> + +<p>Alexander defended him.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you're his friend—sworn for thick and thin! +As for Alison, she'd find a good word for the fiend +from hell!—not that my sister's son is anything +of that," said the Scotchman. "But he'll bring +trouble to warm, canny, king-and-kirk-abiding folk! +He's an Indian macaw in a dove-cote."</p> + +<p>They rose from table. Out on the terrace they +walked up and down in the soft, bright morning +light. Mr. Touris seemed to wish company; he +clung to Glenfernie until the latter must mount his +horse and ride home. Only for a moment did +Alexander and Mrs. Alison have speech together.</p> + +<p>"When will you be seeing Elspeth?"</p> + +<p>"I hope this afternoon."</p> + +<p>"May joy come to you, Alexander!"</p> + +<p>"I want it to come. I want it to come."</p> + +<p>He and Black Alan journeyed home. As he rode +he thought now and again of Ian, perhaps in Edinburgh +according to his word of mouth, but perhaps, +despite that word, on board some ship that should +place him in the Low Countries, from which he might +travel into France and to Paris and that group of +Jacobites humming like a byke of bees around a +prince, the heir of all the Stewarts. He thought +with old affection and old concern. Whatever Ian +did—intrigued with Jacobite interest or held aloof +like a sensible man—yet was he Ian with the old +appeal. <i>Take me or leave me—me and my dusky gold!</i> +Alexander drew a deep breath, shook his shoulders, +raised his head. "Let my friend be as he is!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148"></a>He ceased to think of Ian and turned to the +oncoming afternoon—the afternoon rainbow-hued, +coming on to the sound of music.</p> + +<p>Again in his own house, he and Strickland worked +an hour or more upon estate business. That over +and dinner past, he went to the room in the keep. +When the hour struck three he passed out of the +opening in the old wall, clambered down the bank, +and, going through the wood, took his way to +White Farm.</p> + +<p>Just one foreground wish in his mind was granted. +There was an orchard strip by White Farm, and +here, beneath a red-apple tree, he found Elspeth +alone. She was perfectly direct with him.</p> + +<p>"Willy told us that you were home. I thought +you might come now to White Farm. I was watching. +I wanted to speak to you where none was by. +Let us cross the burn and walk in the fields."</p> + +<p>The fields were reaped, lay in tawny stubble. +The path ran by this and by a lichened stone wall. +Overhead, swallows were skimming. Heath and +bracken, rolled the colored hills. The air swam cool +and golden, with a smell of the harvest earth.</p> + +<p>"Elspeth, I stayed away years and years and +years, and I stayed away not one hour!"</p> + +<p>She stopped; she stood with her back to the +wall. The farm-house had sunk from sight, the +sun was westering, the fields lay dim gold and solitary. +She had over her head a silken scarf, the +ends of which she drew together and held with one +brown, slender hand against her breast. She wore +a dark gown; he saw her bosom rise and fall.</p> + +<p>"I watched for you to tell you that this must not +<a name="Page_149" id="Page_149"></a>go on any longer. I came to my mind when you +were gone, Mr. Alexander—I came to my mind! I +think that you are braw and noble, but in the way +of loving, as love is between man and woman, I +have none for you—I have none for you!"</p> + +<p>The sun appeared to dip, the fields to darken. +Pain came to Glenfernie, wildering and blinding. +He stood silent.</p> + +<p>"I might have known before you went—I might +have known from that first meeting, in May, in the +glen! But I was a fool, and vague, and willing, I +suppose, to put tip of tongue to a land of sweetness! +If, mistaken myself, I helped you to mistake, I am +bitter sorry and I ask your forgiveness! But the +thing, Glenfernie, the thing stands! It's for us to +part."</p> + +<p>He stared at her dumbly. In every line of her, +in every tone of her, there was finality. He was +tenacious of purpose, capable of long-sustained and +patient effort, but he seemed to know that, for this +life, purpose and effort here might as well be laid +aside. The knowledge wrapped him, quiet, gray, +and utter. He put his hands to his brow; he +moved a few steps to and fro; he came to the wall +and leaned against it. It seemed to him that he +regarded the clay-cold corpse of his life.</p> + +<p>"O the world!" cried Elspeth. "When we are +little it seems so little! If you suffer, I am sorry."</p> + +<p>"Present suffering may be faced if there's light +behind."</p> + +<p>"There's not this light, Glenfernie.... O world! +if there is some other light—"</p> + +<p>"And time will do naught for me, Elspeth?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150"></a>"No. Time will do naught for you. It is over! +And the day goes down and the world spins on."</p> + +<p>They stood apart, without speaking, under their +hands the heaped stones of the wall. The swallows +skimmed; a tinkling of sheep-bells was heard; the +stubble and the moor beyond the fields lay in gold, +in sunken green and violet; the hilltops met the sky +in a line long, clean, remote, and still. Elspeth +spoke.</p> + +<p>"I am going now, back home. Let's say good-by +here, each wishing the other some good in, or maybe +out of, this carefu' world!"</p> + +<p>"You, also, are unhappy. Why?"</p> + +<p>"I am not! Do I seem so? I am sorry for unhappiness—that +is all! Of course we grow older," +said Elspeth, "older and wiser. But you nor no +one must think that I am unhappy! For I am not." +She put out her hands to him. "Let us say good-by!"</p> + +<p>"Is it so? Is it so?"</p> + +<p>"Never make doubt of that! I want you to see +that it is clean snapped—clean gone!"</p> + +<p>She gave him her hands. They lay in his grasp +untrembling, filled with a gathered strength. He +wrung them, bowed his head upon them, let them go. +They fell at her sides; then she raised them, drew +the scarf over her head and, holding it as before, +turned and went away up the path between the yellow +stubble and the wall. She walked quickly, dark +clad; she was gone like a bird into a wood, like a +branch of autumn leaves when the sea fog rolls in.</p> + +<p>The laird of Glenfernie turned to his ancient +house on the craggy hill.... That night he made +<a name="Page_151" id="Page_151"></a>him a fire in his old loved room in the keep. He +sat beside it; he lighted candles and opened books, +and now and then he sat so still before them that he +may have thought that he read. But the books +slipped away, and the candles guttered down, and +the fire went out. At last, in the thick darkness, +he spread his arms upon the table and bowed his +head in them, and his frame shook with a man's +slow weeping.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI</h2> + + +<p>The bright autumn sank into November, November +winds and mists into a muffled, gray-roofed, +white-floored December. And still the laird of Glenfernie +lived with the work of the estate and, when +that was done, and when the long, lonely, rambling +daily walk or ride was over, with books. The room +in the keep had now many books. He sat among +them, and he built his fire higher, and his candles +burned into late night. Whether he read or did not +read, he stayed among them and drew what restless +comfort he might. Strickland, from his own high +room, waking in the night, saw the loophole slit of +light.</p> + +<p>He felt concern. The change that had come to +his old pupil was marked enough. Strickland's +mind dwelt on the old laird. Was that the personality, +not of one, but of two, of the whole line, +perhaps, developing all the time, step by step with +what seemed the plastic, otherwise, free time of +youth, appearing always in due season, when its +hour struck? Would Alexander, with minor differences, +repeat his father? How of the mother? +Would the father drown the mother? In the enormous +all-one, the huge blend, what would arrive? +Out of all fathers and mothers, out of all causes?</p> + +<p><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153"></a>It could not be said that Alexander was surly. +Nor, if the weather was dark with him, that he tried +to shake his darkness into others' skies. Nor that +he meanly succumbed to the weight, whatever it +was, that bore upon him. He did his work, and +achieved at least the show of equanimity. Strickland +wondered. What was it that had happened? +It never occurred to him that it had happened here +in this dale. But in all that life of Alexander's in +the wider world there must needs have been relationships +of lands established. Somewhere, something +had happened to overcloud his day, to uncover ancestral +resemblances, possibilities. Something, somewhere, +and he had had news of it this autumn.... +It happened that Strickland had never seen Glenfernie +with Elspeth Barrow.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Grizel was not observant. So that her +nephew came to breakfast, dinner, and supper, so +that he was not averse to casual speech of household +interests, so that he seemed to keep his health, +so that he gave her now and then words and a kiss +of affection, she was willing to believe that persons +addicted to books and the company of themselves +had a right to stillness and gravity. Alice stayed +in Edinburgh; Jamie soldiered it in Flanders. +Strickland wrote and computed for and with the +laird, then watched him forth, a solitary figure, +by the fir-trees, by the leafless trees, and down the +circling road into the winter country. Or he saw +firelight in the keep and knew that Alexander +walked to and fro, to and fro, or sat bowed over a +book. Late at night, waking, he saw that Glenfernie +still watched.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154"></a>It was not Ian Rullock nor anything to do with +him that had helped on this sharp alteration, this +turn into some Cimmerian stretch of the mind's +or the emotions' vast landscape. If Strickland had +at first wondered if this might be the case, the +thought vanished. Glenfernie, free to speak of Ian, +spoke freely, with the relief of there, at least, a sunny +day. It somewhat amazed and disquieted, even +while it touched, the older man of quiet passions +and even ways, the old strength of this friendship. +Glenfernie seemed to brood with a mother-passion +over Ian. To an extent here he confided in Strickland. +The latter knew of the worry about Jacobite +plots and the drawing of Ian into that vortex—Ian +known now to be in Paris, writing thence twice or +thrice during this autumn and early winter, letters +that came to Glenfernie's hand by unusual channels, +smacking all of them of Jacobite or High +Tory transmissals. Strickland did not see these +letters. Of them Alexander said only that Ian +wrote as usual, except that he made no reference +to sere leaves turning green or a dead staff +budding.</p> + +<p>In the room with only the loophole windows, by +the firelight, Alexander read over again the second +of these letters. "So you have loved and lost, old +Steadfast? Let it not grieve you too much!" And +that was all of that. And it pleased Alexander that +it was all. Ian was too wise to touch and finger +the heart. Ian, Ian, rich and deep and himself almost! +Ten thousand Ian recollections pressed in +upon Alexander. Let Ian, an he would, go a-lusting +after old dynasties! Yet was he Ian! In these +<a name="Page_155" id="Page_155"></a>months it was Ian memories that chiefly gave +Alexander comfort.</p> + +<p>They gave beyond what, at this time, Mrs. Alison +could give. At considerable intervals he went +to Black Hill. But his old friend lived in a rare, +upland air, and he could not yet find rest in her +clime. She saw that.</p> + +<p>"It's for after a while, isn't it, Alexander? Oh, +after a while you'll see that it is the breathing, living +air! But do not feel now that you are in duty +bound to come here. Wait until you feel like +coming, and never think that I'll be hurt—"</p> + +<p>"I am a marsh thing," he said. "I feel dull and +still and cold, and over me is a heavy atmosphere +filled with motes. Forgive me and let me come to +you farther on and higher up."</p> + +<p>He went back to the gray crag, Glenfernie House +and the room in the keep, the fire and his books, +and a brooding traveling over the past, and, like a +pool of gold in a long arctic night, the image, nested +and warm, of Ian. Love was lost, but there stayed +the ancient, ancient friend.</p> + +<p>Two weeks before Christmas Alice came home, +bright as a rose. She talked of a thousand events, +large and small. Glenfernie listened, smiled, asked +questions, praised her, and said it was good to have +brightness in the house.</p> + +<p>"Aye, it is!" she answered. "How grave and old +you and Mr. Strickland and the books and the hall +and Bran look!"</p> + +<p>"It's heigho! for Jamie, isn't it?" asked Alexander. +"Winter makes us look old. Wait till +springtime!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156"></a>That evening she waylaid Strickland. "What is +the matter with Alexander?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know."</p> + +<p>"He looks five years older. He looks as though +he had been through wars."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps he has. I don't know what it is," said +Strickland, soberly.</p> + +<p>"Do you think," said Alice—"do you think he +could have had—oh, somewhere out in the world!—a +love-affair, and it ended badly? She died, or +there was a rival, or something like that, and he +has just heard of it?"</p> + +<p>"You have been reading novels," said Strickland. +"And yet—!"</p> + +<p>That night, seeing from his own window the light +in the keep, he turned to his bed with the thought +of the havoc of love. Lying there with open eyes +he saw in procession Unhappy Love. He lay long +awake, but at last he turned and addressed himself +to sleep. "He's a strong climber! Whatever it is, +maybe he'll climb out of it."</p> + +<p>But in the keep, Alexander, sitting by the fire +with lowered head and hanging hands, saw not the +time when he would climb out of it....</p> + +<p>He went no more to White Farm. He went, +though not every Sunday, to kirk and sat with his +aunt and with Strickland in the laird's boxlike, +curtained pew. Mr. M'Nab preached of original +sin and ineffable condemnation, and of the few, the +very, very few, saved as by fire. He saw Jarvis +Barrow sitting motionless, sternly agreeing, and +beyond him Jenny Barrow and then Elspeth and +Gilian. Out of kirk, in the kirkyard, he gave them +<a name="Page_157" id="Page_157"></a>good day. He studied to keep strangeness out of +his manner; an onlooker would note only a somewhat +silent, preoccupied laird. He might be pondering +the sermon. Mr. M'Nab's sermons were +calculated to arouse alarm and concern—or, in the +case of the justified, stern triumph—in the human +breast. White Farm made no quarrel with the +laird for that quietude and withdrawing. In the +autumn he had told Jarvis Barrow of that hour +with Elspeth in the stubble-field. The old man +listened, then, "They are strange warks, women!" +he said, and almost immediately went on to speak +of other things. There seemed no sympathy and +no regret for the earthly happening. But he liked +to debate with the laird election and the perseverance +of the saints.</p> + +<p>Jenny Barrow, only, could not be held from exclamation +over Glenfernie's defection. "Why does +he na come as he used to? Wha's done aught to +him or said a word to gie offense?" She talked to +Menie and Merran since Elspeth and Gilian gave +her notice that they were wearied of the subject. +Perhaps Jenny's concern with it kept her from the +perception that not Glenfernie only was changing +or had changed. Elspeth—! But Elspeth had been +always a dreamer, rather silent, a listener rather +than a speaker. Jenny did not look around corners; +the overt sufficed for a bustling, good-natured life. +Gilian's arrival, moreover, made for a diversion of +attention. By the time novelty subsided again into +every day an altered Elspeth had so fitted into the +frame of life that Jenny was unaware of alteration.</p> + +<p>But Gilian was not Jenny.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158"></a>Each of Jarvis Barrow's granddaughters had her +own small bedroom. Three nights after Gilian's +home-coming she came, when the candles were out, +into Elspeth's room. It was September and, for +the season, warm. A great round moon poured its +light into the little room. Elspeth was seated upon +her bed. Her hair was loosened and fell over her +white gown. Her feet were under her; she sat like +an Eastern carving, still in the moonlight.</p> + +<p>"Elspeth!"</p> + +<p>Elspeth took a moment to come back to White +Farm. "What is it, Gilian?"</p> + +<p>Gilian moved to the window and sat in it. She +had not undressed. The moon silvered her, too. +"What has happened, Elspeth?"</p> + +<p>"Naught. What should happen?"</p> + +<p>"It's no use telling me that.—We've been away +from each other almost a year. I know that I've +changed, grown, in that time, and it's natural that +you should do the same. But it's something besides +that!"</p> + +<p>Elspeth laughed and her laughter was like a little, +cold, mirthless chime of silver bells. "You're fanciful, +Gilian!... We're no longer lassies; we're women! +So the colors of things get a little different—that's +all!"</p> + +<p>"Don't you love me, Elspeth?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I love you. What has that to do with it?"</p> + +<p>"Has it not? Has love naught to do with it? +Love at all—all love?"</p> + +<p>Elspeth parted her long dark hair into two waves, +drew it before her, and began to braid it, sitting still, +her limbs under her, upon the bed. "I saw you on +<a name="Page_159" id="Page_159"></a>the moor walking and talking with grandfather. +What did he say to you?"</p> + +<p>"You are changed and I said that you were +changed. He had not noticed—he would not be +like to notice! Then he told me about the laird +and you."</p> + +<p>"Yes. About the laird and me."</p> + +<p>"You couldn't love him? They say he is a fine +man."</p> + +<p>"No, I couldn't love him. I like him. He +understands. No one is to blame."</p> + +<p>"But if it is not that, what is it—what is it, +Elspeth?"</p> + +<p>"It's naught—naught—naught, I tell you!"</p> + +<p>"It's a strange naught that makes you like a dark +lady in a ballad-book!"</p> + +<p>Elspeth laughed again. "Didn't I say that you +were fanciful? It's late and I am sleepy."</p> + +<p>That had been while the leaves were still upon +the trees. The next morning and thenceforward +Elspeth seemed to make a point of cheerfulness. It +passed with her aunt and the helpers in the house. +Jarvis Barrow appeared to take no especial note if +women laughed or sighed, so long as they lived +irreproachably.</p> + +<p>The leaves bronzed, the autumn rains came, the +leaves fell, the trees stood bare, the winds began +to blow, there fell the first snowflakes. Gilian, +walking home from the town, was overtaken on +the moor by Robin Greenlaw.</p> + +<p>"Where is Elspeth?"</p> + +<p>"We are making our winter dresses. She would +not leave her sewing."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160"></a>The cousins walked upon the moor path together. +Gilian was fairer and more strongly made than Elspeth. +They walked in silence; then said Robin:</p> + +<p>"You're the old Gilian, but I'm sure I miss the +old Elspeth!"</p> + +<p>"I think, myself, she's gone visiting! I rack and +rack my brains to find what grief could have come +to Elspeth. She will not help me."</p> + +<p>"Gilian, could it be that, after all, her heart is +set on the laird?"</p> + +<p>"Did you know about that?"</p> + +<p>"In part I guessed, watching them together. +And then I saw how Glenfernie oldened in a night. +Then, being with my uncle one day, he let drop +a word that I followed up. I led him on and he +told me. Glenfernie acted like a true man."</p> + +<p>"If there's one thing of which I'm sure it is that +she hardly thinks of him from Sunday to Sunday. +She thinks then for a little because she sees him in +kirk—but that passes, too!"</p> + +<p>"Then what is it?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. I don't know of anybody else. +Maybe no outer thing has anything to do with it. +Sometimes we just have drumlie, dreary seasons +and we do not know why.... She loves the spring. +Maybe when spring comes she'll be Elspeth once +more!"</p> + +<p>"I hope so," said Greenlaw. "Spring makes all +the world bonny again."</p> + +<p>That was in November. On Christmas Eve Elspeth +Barrow drowned herself in the Kelpie's Pool.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII</h2> + + +<p>There had been three hours of light on Christmas +Day when Robin Greenlaw appeared at +Glenfernie House and would see the laird.</p> + +<p>"He's in his ain room in the keep," said Davie, +and went with the message.</p> + +<p>Alexander came down the stair and out into the +flagged court. The weather had been unwontedly +clement, melting the earlier snows, letting the brown +earth forth again for one look about her. To-day +there was pale sunlight. Greenlaw sat his big gray. +The laird came to him.</p> + +<p>"Get down, man, and come in for Christmas +cheer!"</p> + +<p>"Send Davie away," said Greenlaw.</p> + +<p>Alexander's gray eyes glanced. "You're bringing +something that is not Christmas cheer!—Davie, tell +Dandie Saunderson to saddle Black Alan at once.—Now, +Robin!"</p> + +<p>"Yesterday," said Greenlaw, "Elspeth Barrow +vanished from White Farm. They wanted to send +Christmas fare to old Skene the cotter. She said +she would take a basket there, and so she went away, +down the stream—about ten of the morning they +think it was. It was not for hours that they grew +at all anxious. She's never come back. She did +<a name="Page_162" id="Page_162"></a>not go to Skene's. We can hear no word of her from +any. Her grandfather and I and the men at White +Farm looked for her through the night. This morning +there's an alarm sent up and down the dale."</p> + +<p>"What harm could happen—"</p> + +<p>"She might have strayed into some lonely place—fallen—hurt +herself. There were gipsies seen the +other day over by Windyedge. Or she might have +walked on and on upon what road she took, and +somehow none chanced to notice her. I am going +now to ride the Edinburgh way."</p> + +<p>"Have you gone up the glen?"</p> + +<p>"That was tried this morning at first light. But +that is just opposite to Skene's and the way she certainly +took at first. She would have to turn and +go about through the woods, or White Farm would +see her." His voice had a haunting note of fear +and trouble.</p> + +<p>Glenfernie caught it. "She was not out of health +nor unhappy?"</p> + +<p>"She is changed from the old Elspeth. When you +ask her if she is unhappy she says that she is not.... +I do not know. Something is wrong. With the +others, I am seeking about as though I expected +each moment to see her sitting or standing by the +roadside. But I do not expect to see her. I do +not know what I expect. We have sent to Windyedge +to apprehend those gipsies."</p> + +<p>"Let me speak one moment to Mr. Strickland to +send the men forth and go himself. Then I am +ready."</p> + +<p>On Black Alan he rode with Robin down the hill +and through the wood and upon the White Farm +<a name="Page_163" id="Page_163"></a>way. The earth was mainly bare of snow, but +frozen hard. The hoofs rang out but left no print. +The air hung still, light and dry; the sun, far in the +south, sent slanting, pale-gold beams. The two +men made little speech as they rode. They passed +men and youths, single figures and clusters.</p> + +<p>"Ony news, Littlefarm? We've been—or we're +going—seeking here, or here—"</p> + +<p>A woman stopped them. "It was thae gipsies, +sirs! I had a dream about them, five nights syne! +A lintwhite was flying by them, and they gave chase. +Either it's that or she made away with herself! I +had a dream that might be read that way, too."</p> + +<p>When they came to White Farm it was to find +there only Jenny and Menie and Merran.</p> + +<p>"Somebody maun stay to keep the house warm +gin the lassie come stumbling hame, cauld and +hungry and half doited! Eh, Glenfernie, ye that +are a learned man and know the warld, gie us help!"</p> + +<p>"I am going up the glen," said Alexander to +Greenlaw. "I do not know why, but I think it +should be tried again. And I know it, root and +branch. I am going afoot. I will leave Black Alan +here."</p> + +<p>They wasted no time. He went, while Robin +Greenlaw on his gray took the opposed direction. +Looking back, he saw the great fire that Jenny +kept, dancing through the open door and in the +pane of the window. Then the trees and the winding +of the path shut it away, shut away house and +field and all token of human life.</p> + +<p>He moved swiftly to the mouth of the glen, but +then more slowly. The trees soared bare, the water +<a name="Page_164" id="Page_164"></a>rushed with a hoarse sound, snow lay in clefts. +So well he knew the place! There was no spot where +foot might have climbed, no ledge nor opening where +form might lay, huddled or outstretched, that lacked +his searching eye or hand. Here was the pebbly +cape with the thorn-tree where in May he had come +upon Elspeth, sitting by the water, singing.... +Farther on he turned into that smaller, that fairy +glen, bending like an arm from the main pass. +Here was the oak beneath which they had sat, +against which she had leaned. It wrapt him from +himself, this place. He stood, and space around +seemed filled with forms just beyond visibility. +What were they? He did not know, but they seemed +to breathe against his heart, to whisper.... He +searched this place well, but there were only the +winter banks and trees, the little burn, the invisible +presences. Back in the deep glen a hawk sailed +overhead, across the stripe of pale-blue sky. Alexander +went on by the stream and the projecting +rock and the twisted roots. There was no sound +other than the loud voice of the water, talking only +of its return to the sea. When he came to the cave +he pushed aside the masking growth and entered. +Dark and barren here, with the ashes of an old fire! +For one moment, as it were distinctly, he saw Ian. +He stood so clear in the mind's eye that it seemed +that one intense effort might have set him bodily +in the cavern. But the central strength let the +image go. Alexander moved the ashes of the fire +with his foot, shuddered in the place of cold and +shadow, and, stooping, went out of the cave and on +upon his search for Elspeth Barrow.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165"></a>He sought the glen through, and at last, at the +head, he came to Mother Binning's cot. Her fire +was burning; she was standing in the door looking +toward him.</p> + +<p>"Eh, Glenfernie! is there news of the lassie?"</p> + +<p>"None. You've got the sight. Can you not +<i>see</i>?"</p> + +<p>"It's gane from me! When it gaes I'm just like +ony bird with a broken wing."</p> + +<p>"If you cannot see, what do you think?"</p> + +<p>"I dinna want to think and I dinna want to say. +Whaur be ye gaeing now?"</p> + +<p>"On over the moor and down by the Kelpie's +Pool."</p> + +<p>"Gae on then. I'll watch for ye coming back."</p> + +<p>He went on. Something strange had him, drawing +him. He came out from the band of trees upon +the swelling open moor, bare and brown save where +the snow laced it. Gold filtered over it; a pale sky +arched above; it was wide, still, and awful—a +desert. He saw the light run down and glint upon +the pool. Searchers had ridden across this moor +also, he had been told. He went down at once to +the pool and stood by the kelpie willow. He was +not thinking, he was not keenly feeling. He seemed +to stand in open, endless, formless space, and in +unfenced time. A clump of dry reeds rose by his +knee, and upon the other side of these he noticed +that a stone had been lifted from its bed. He +stooped, and in the reeds he found an inch-long +fragment of ribbon—of a snood.</p> + +<p>He stepped back from the willow. He took off +and dropped upon the moor hat and riding-coat +<a name="Page_166" id="Page_166"></a>and boots, inner coat and waistcoat. Then he entered +the Kelpie's Pool. He searched it, measure by +measure, and at last he found the body of Elspeth. +He drew it up; he loosened and let fall the stone +tied in the plaid that was wrapped around it; he +bore the form out of the pool and laid it upon the +bank beyond the willow. The sunlight showed the +whole, the face and figure. The laird of Glenfernie, +kneeling beside it, put back the long drowned +hair and saw, pinned upon the bosom of the gown, +the folded letter, wrapped twice in thicker paper. +He took it from her and opened it. The writing +was yet legible.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>I hope that I shall not be found. If I am, let this answer +for me. I was unhappy, more unhappy than you can think. +Let no one be blamed. It was one far from here and you will +not know his name. Do not think of me as wicked nor as a +murderess. The unhappy should have pardon and rest. Good-by +to all—good-by!</p></div> + +<p>In the upper corner was written, "For White +Farm." That was all.</p> + +<p>Glenfernie put this letter into the bosom of his +shirt. He then got on again the clothing he had +discarded, and, stooping, put his arms beneath the +lifeless form. He lifted it and bore it from the +Kelpie's Pool and up the moor. He was a man +much stronger than the ordinary; he carried it as +though he felt no weight. The icy water of the +pool upon him was as nothing, and as he walked +his face was still as a stone face in a desert. So +he came with Elspeth's body back to the glen, and +Mother Binning saw him coming.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167"></a>"Hech, sirs! Hech, sirs! Will it hae been that +way—will it hae been that way?"</p> + +<p>He stopped for a moment. He laid his burden +down upon the boards just within the door and +smoothed back the streaming hair. "Even the +shell flung out by the ocean is beautiful!"</p> + +<p>"Eh, man! Eh, man! It's wae sometimes to +be a woman!"</p> + +<p>"Give me," he said, "a plaid, dry and warm, +to hap her in."</p> + +<p>"Will ye na leave her here? Put her in my bed +and gae tell White Farm!"</p> + +<p>"No, I will carry her home."</p> + +<p>Mother Binning took from a chest a gray plaid. +He lifted again the dead woman, and she happed the +plaid about her. "Ah, the lassie—the lassie! Come +to me, Glenfernie, and I will scry for you who it +was!"</p> + +<p>He looked at her as though he did not hear her. +He lifted the body, holding it against his shoulder +like a child, and went forth. He knew the path so +absolutely, he was so strong and light of foot, that +he went without difficulty through the glen, by the +loud crying water, by the points of crag and the curving +roots and the drifts of snow, by the green +patches of moss and the trees great and small. He +did not hasten nor drag, he did not think. He went +like a bronze Talus, made simply to find, to carry +home.</p> + +<p>Known feature after known feature of the place +rose before him, passed him, fell away. Here was +the arm of the glen, and here was the pebbled cape +and the thorn-tree. The winter water swirled +<a name="Page_168" id="Page_168"></a>around it, sang of cold and a hateful power. Here +was the mouth of the glen. Here were the fields +which had been green and then golden with ripe corn. +Here were the White Farm roof and chimneys and +windows, and blue smoke from the chimney going +straight up like a wraith to meet blue sky. Before +him was the open door.</p> + +<p>He had thought of there being only Jenny and the +two servant lasses. But in the time he had been +gone there had regathered to White Farm, for learning +each from each, for consultation, for mere rest +and food, a number of the searchers. Jarvis Barrow +had returned from the northward-stretching moor, +Thomas and Willy from the southerly fields. Men +who had begun to drag deep places in the stream +were here for some provision. A handful of women, +hooded and wrapped, had come from neighboring +farms or from the village. Among them talked Mrs. +Macmurdo, who kept the shop, and the hostess of +the Jardine Arms. And there was here Jock Binning, +who, for all his lameness and his crutches, +could go where he wished.... But it was Gilian, +crossing upon the stepping-stones, who saw Glenfernie +coming by the stream with the covered form +in his arms. She met him; they went up the +bank to the house together. She had uttered one +cry, but no more.</p> + +<p>"The Kelpie's Pool," he had answered.</p> + +<p>Jarvis Barrow came out of the door. "Eh! God +help us!"</p> + +<p>They laid the form upon a bed. All the houseful +crowded about. There was no helping that, and +as little might be helped Jenny's lamentations and +<a name="Page_169" id="Page_169"></a>the ejaculations of others. It was White Farm himself +who took away the plaid. It lay there before +them all, the drowned form. The face was very +quiet, strangely like Elspeth again, the Elspeth of the +springtime. All looked, all saw.</p> + +<p>"Gude guide us!" cried Mrs. Macmurdo. "And +I wadna be some at the Judgment Day when come +up the beguiled, self-drownit lassies!"</p> + +<p>Jock Binning's voice rose from out the craning +group. "Aye, and I ken—and I ken wha was the +man!"</p> + +<p>White Farm turned upon him. He towered, the +old man. A winter wrath and grief, an icy, scintillant, +arctic passion, marked two there, the laird of +Glenfernie and the elder of the kirk. Gilian's grief +stood head-high with theirs, but their anger, the old +man's disdaining and the young man's jealousy, was +far from her. In Jarvis Barrow's hand was the +paper, taken from Elspeth, given him by Glenfernie. +He turned upon the cripple. "Wha, then? Wha, +then? Speak out!"</p> + +<p>He had that power of command that forced an +answer. Jock Binning, crutched and with an elfish +face and figure and voice, had pulled down upon +himself the office of revelator. The group swayed +a little from him and he was left facing White Farm +and the laird of Glenfernie. He had a wailing, +chanting, elvish manner of speech. Out streamed +this voice:</p> + +<p>"'Twere the last of June, twa-three days after +the laird rode to Edinburgh, and she brought my +mither a giftie of plums and sat doon for a crack +with her. By he came and stood and talked. +<a name="Page_170" id="Page_170"></a>Syne the clouds thickened and the thunder growlit, +and he wad walk with her hame through the glen—"</p> + +<p>"Wha wad? Wha?"</p> + +<p>"Captain Ian Rullock."</p> + +<p>"<i>Ian Rullock!</i>"</p> + +<p>"Aye, Glenfernie! And after that they never +came to my mither's again. But I marked them +aft when they didna mark me, in the glen. Aye, and +I marked them ance in the little glen, and there they +were lovers surely—gin kisses and clasped arms mak +lovers! She wad come by herself to their trysting, +and he wad come over the muir and down the crag-side. +It was na my business and I never thocht +to tell. But eh! all ill will out, says my mither!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII</h2> + + +<p>The early sunlight fell soft and fine upon the +river Seine and the quays and buildings of +Paris. The movement and buzz of people had, in +the brightness, something of the small ecstasy of +bees emerging from the hive with the winter pall just +slipped. Distant bells were ringing, hope enticed +the grimmest poverty. Much, after all, might be +taken good-naturedly!</p> + +<p>A great, ornate coach, belonging to a person of +quality, crossed the Seine from the south to the +north bank. Three gentlemen, seated within, observed +each in his own fashion the soft, shining +day. One was Scots, one was English, and the owner +of the coach, a Frenchman. The first was Ian Rullock.</p> + +<p>"Good weather for your crossing, monsieur!" remarked +the person of quality. He was so markedly +of position that the two men whom he had graciously +offered to bring a mile upon their way, and who also +were younger men, answered with deference and followed +in their speech only the lines indicated.</p> + +<p>"It promises fair, sir," said Ian. "In three days +Dunkirk, then smooth seas! Good omens everywhere!"</p> + +<p>"You do not voyage under your own name?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172"></a>"After to-morrow, sir, I am Robert Bonshaw, a +Scots physician."</p> + +<p>"Ah, well, good fortune to you, and to the exalted +person you serve!"</p> + +<p>The coach, cumbrous and stately, drawn by four +white horses, left the bridge and came under old +palace walls, and thence by narrow streets advanced +toward the great house of its owner. Outside was +the numerous throng, the scattering to this side and +that of the imperiled foot travelers. The coach +stopped.</p> + +<p>"Here is the street you would reach!" said the +helpful person of quality.</p> + +<p>A footman held open the door; the Scot and the +Englishman gave proper expression of gratitude to +their benefactor, descended to earth, turned again +to bow low, and waited bareheaded till the great +machine was once more in motion and monseigneur's +wig, countenance, and velvet coat grew things of +the past. Then the two turned into a still and +narrow street overhung by high, ancient structures +and roofed with April sky.</p> + +<p>The one was going from Paris, the other staying. +Both were links in a long chain of political conspiring. +They walked now down the street that was +dark and old, underfoot old mire and mica-like glistening +of fresher rain. The Englishman spoke:</p> + +<p>"Have you any news from home?"</p> + +<p>"None. None for a long while. I had it conveyed +to my kindred and to an old friend that I +had disappeared from Paris—gone eastward, Heaven +knew where—probably Crim Tartary! So my own +world at least, as far as I am concerned, will be off +<a name="Page_173" id="Page_173"></a>the scent. That was in the winter. I have really +heard nothing for months.... When the dawn +comes up and we are all rich and famed and gay, <i>my-lorded</i> +from John o' Groat's House to Land's End—then, +Warburton, then—"</p> + +<p>"Then?"</p> + +<p>"Then we'll be good!" Ian laughed. "Don't you +want, sometimes, to be good, Warburton? Wise—and +simple. Doesn't it rise before you in the night +with a most unearthly beauty?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I think I am so-so good!" answered the +other. "So-so bad, so-so good. What puts you +in this strain?"</p> + +<p>"Tell me and I will tell you! And now I'm going +to Scotland, into the Highlands, to paint a prince +who, when he's king, will, no manner of doubt, +wear the tartan and make every thane of Glamis +thane of Cawdor likewise!... One half the creature's +body is an old, childish loyalty, and the other half's +ambition. The creature's myself. There are also +bars and circles and splashes of various colors, dark +and bright. Sometimes it dreams of wings—wings +of an archangel, no less, Warburton! The next +moment there seems to be an impotency to produce +even beetle wings!... What a weathercock and +variorum I am, thou art, he is!"</p> + +<p>"We're no worse than other men," said Warburton, +comfortably. "We're all pretty ignorant, I +take it!"</p> + +<p>They came to a building, old and not without some +lingering of strength and grace. It stood in the +angle of two streets and received sunshine and light +as well as cross-tides of sound. The Scot and the +<a name="Page_174" id="Page_174"></a>Englishman both lodged here, above a harness-maker +and a worker in fine woods. They passed +into the court and to a stair that once had known +a constant, worldly-rich traffic up and down. Now +it was still and twilight, after the streets. Both +men had affairs to put in order, business on hand. +They moved now abstractedly, and when Warburton +reached, upon the first landing, the door of his +rooms, he turned aside from Ian with only a negligent, +"We'll sup together and say last things then."</p> + +<p>The Scot went on alone to the next landing and +his own room. These were not his usual lodgings in +Paris. Agent now of high Jacobite interests, shuttle +sent from conspirers in France to chiefs in Scotland, +on the eve of a departure in disguise, he had broken +old nest and old relations, and was now as a stranger +in a city that he knew well, and where by not a few +he was known. The room that he turned into had +little sign of old, well-liked occupancy; the servant +who at his call entered from a smaller chamber was +not the man to whom he was used, but a Highlander +sent him by a Gordon then in Paris.</p> + +<p>"I am back, Donal!" said Ian, and threw himself +into a chair by the table. "Come, give an account +of your errands!"</p> + +<p>Donal, middle-aged, faithful, dour and sagacious, +and years away from loch and mountain, gave account. +Horses, weapons, clothing, all correct for +Dr. Robert Bonshaw and his servant, riding under +high protection from Paris to Dunkirk, where a well-captained +merchant-vessel stayed for them in port. +Ian nodded approval.</p> + +<p>"I'm indebted, Donal, to my cousin Gordon!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175"></a>Donal let a smile come to within a league of the +surface. "Her ainself has a wish to hear the eagle +scream over Ben Nevis!"</p> + +<p>Rullock's hand moved over a paper, checking a +row of figures. "Did you manage to get into my +old lodging?"</p> + +<p>"Aye. None there. All dusty and bare. But +the woman who had the key gave me—since I said +I might make a guess where to find you, sir—these +letters. They came, she said, two weeks ago." +Donal laid them upon the table.</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said Ian, "they must have gotten through +before I shut off the old passageway." He took +them in his hand. "There's nothing more now, +Donal. Go out for your dinner."</p> + +<p>The man went. Ian added another column of +figures, then took the letters and with them moved +to a window through which streamed the sun of +France. The floor was patched with gold; there +was warmth as well as light. He pushed a chair +into it, sat down, and opened first the packet that +he knew had come from his uncle. He broke the +seal and read two pages of Mr. Touris in a mood of +anger. There were rumors—. True it was that +Ian had now his own fortune, had it at least +until he lost it and his life together in some mad, +unlawful business! But let him not look longer to +be heir of Archibald Touris! Withdraw at once +from ill company, political or other, and return to +Scotland, or at least to England, or take the consequences! +The letter bore date the first week of +December. It had been long in passing from hand +to hand in a troubled, warring world. Ian Rullock, +<a name="Page_176" id="Page_176"></a>fathoms deep in the present business, held in a +web made by many lines of force, both thick and +thin, refolded the paper and made to put it into +his pocketbook, then bethinking himself, tore it instead +into small pieces and, rising, dropped these into +a brazier where burned a little charcoal. He would +carry nothing with his proper name upon it. Coming +back to the chair in the sunshine, he sat for a moment +with his eyes upon a gray huddle of roofs +visible through the window. Then he broke the +seal and unfolded the letter superscribed in Alexander's +strong writing.</p> + +<p>There were hardly six lines. And they did not +tell of how discovery had been made, nor why, nor +when. They said nothing of death nor life—no +word of the Kelpie's Pool. They carried, tersely, +a direct challenge, the ground Ian Rullock's conception +of friendship, a conception tallying nicely +with Alexander Jardine's idea of a mortal enmity. +Such a fishing-town, known of both, back of such +a sea beach in Holland—such a tavern in this +place. Meet there—wait there, the one who should +reach it first for the other, and—to give all +possible ground to delays of letters, travel, arrangements +generally—in so late a month as April. +"Find me there, or await me there, my one-time +friend, henceforth my foe! I—or Justice +herself above me—would teach you certain +things!"</p> + +<p>The cartel bore date the 1st of January—later +by a month than the Black Hill letter. It dropped +from Ian's hand; he sat with blankness of mind in +the sunlight. Presently he shivered slightly. He +<a name="Page_177" id="Page_177"></a>leaned his elbows on his knees and his forehead in +his hands and sat still. Alexander! He felt no +hot straining toward meeting, toward fighting, +Alexander. Perversely enough, after a year of impatient, +contemptuous thought in that direction, +he had lately felt liking and an ancient strong +respect returning like a tide that was due. And +he could not meet Alexander in April—that was +impossible! No private affair could be attended to +now.</p> + +<p>... Elspeth, of whom the letter carried no word, +Elspeth from whom he had not heard since in August +he left that countryside, Elspeth who had agreed +with him that love of man and woman was nobody's +business but their own, Elspeth who, when he would +go, had let him go with a fine pale refusal to deal in +women's tears and talk of injury, who had said, indeed, +that she did not repent, much bliss being worth +some bale—Elspeth whom he could not be sure +that he would see again, but whom at times before +his eyes at night he saw.... Immediately upon his +leaving Black Hill she had broken with Glenfernie. +She was clear of him—the laird could reproach her +with nothing!</p> + +<p>What had happened? He had told her how, at +need, a letter might be sent. But one had never +come. He himself had never written. Writing was +set in a prickly ring of difficulties and dangers. +What had happened? Strong, secret inclination +toward finding least painful things for himself +brought his conclusion. Sitting there in the sunshine, +his will deceiving him, he determined that it +was simply that Elspeth had at last told Glenfernie +<a name="Page_178" id="Page_178"></a>that she could not love him because she loved +another. Probably—persistence being markedly a +trait of Old Steadfast's—he had been after her once +and again, and she had turned upon him and said +much more than in prudence she should have said! +So Alexander would have made his discovery and +might, if he pleased, image other trysts than his own +in the glen! Certainly he had done this, and then +sat down and penned his challenge!</p> + +<p>Elspeth! He was unshakably conscious that +Glenfernie would tell none what Elspeth might +have been provoked into giving away. Old Steadfast, +there was no denying, had that knightliness. +Three now knew—no more than three. If, +through some mischance, there had been wider +discovery, she would have written! The Black +Hill letter, too, would have had somewhat there +to say.</p> + +<p>Then, behind the challenge, stood old and new relations +between Ian Rullock and Alexander Jardine! +It was what Glenfernie might choose to term the +betrayal of friendship—a deep scarification of Old +Steadfast's pride, a severing cut given to his too +imperial confidence, poison dropped into the wells +of domination, "No!" said to too much happiness, +to any surpassing of him, Ian, in happiness, "No!" +to so much reigning!</p> + +<p>Ian shook himself, thrust away the doubtful +glimmer of a smile. That way really did lie +hell....</p> + +<p>He came back to a larger if a much perplexed +self. He could not meet Glenfernie on that sea +beach, fight him there. He did not desire to kill +<a name="Page_179" id="Page_179"></a>Old Steadfast, though, as the world went, pleasure +was to be had in now and then giving superiority +pain. Face to face upon those sands, some blood +shed and honor satisfied, Alexander would be reasonable—being +by nature reasonable! Ian shook himself.</p> + +<p>"Now he draws me like a lodestone, and now I +feel Lucifer to his Michael! What old, past mountain +of friendship and enmity has come around, +full wheel?"</p> + +<p>But it was impossible for him to go to that sea +strand in Holland.</p> + +<p>Elspeth! He wondered what she was doing this +April day. Perhaps she walked in the glen. It was +colder there than here, but yet the trees would be +budding. He saw her face again, and all its ability +to show subtle terror and subtle joy, and the glancing +and the running of the stream between. Elspeth.... +He loved her again as he sat there, somewhat +bowed together in the sunlight, Alexander's challenge +upon the floor by his foot. There came creeping to +him an odd feeling of long ago having loved her—long +ago and more than once, many times more than +once. Name and place alone flickered. There +might be something in Old Steadfast's contention +that one lived of old time and all time, only there +came breaking in dozing and absent-mindedness! +Elspeth—</p> + +<p>He saw her standing by him, and it seemed as +though she had a basket on her arm, and she looked +as she had looked that day of the thunder-storm +and the hour in the cave behind the veil of rain. +Without warning there welled into his mind broken +<a name="Page_180" id="Page_180"></a>lines from an old tale in verse of which he was +fond:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Me dreamed al this night, pardie,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">An elf-queen shall my leman be ...<br /></span> +<span class="i0">An elf-queen wil I have, I-wis,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For in this world no woman is<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Worthy to be my mate ...<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Al other women I forsake<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And to an elf-queen I me take<br /></span> +<span class="i2">By dale and eke by down."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Syllable and tone died. With his hand he brushed +from his eyes the vision that he knew to be nothing +but a heightened memory. Might, indeed, all +women be one woman, one woman be all women, +all forms one form, all times one time, like event +fall softly, imperceptibly, upon like event until there +was thickness, until there was made a form of all +recurrent, contributory forms? Events, tendencies, +lives—unimaginable continuities! Repetitions and +repetitions and repetitions—and no one able to +leave the trodden road that ever returned upon itself—no +one able to take one step from the circle +into a new dimension and thence see the form +below....</p> + +<p>Ian put his hands over his eyes, shook himself, +started up and stood at the window. Sky, and roofs +on roofs, and in the street below toy figures, pedestrians. +"Come back—come back to breathable air! +Now what's to be done—what's to be done?" After +some moments he turned and picked up the letter +upon the floor and read it twice. In memory and +in imagination he could see the fishing-town, the +inn there, the dunes, the ocean beach fretted by the +<a name="Page_181" id="Page_181"></a>long, incoming wave. Perhaps and most probably, +this very bright afternoon, the laird of Glenfernie +waited for him there, pacing the sands, perhaps, +watching the comers to the inn door.... Well, he +must watch in vain. Ian Rullock would one day +give him satisfaction, but certainly not now. Vast +affairs might not be daffed aside for the laird of +Glenfernie's convenience! Ian stood staring out of +window at those huddled roofs, the challenge still +in his hand. Then, slowly, he tore the paper to +pieces and committed it to the brazier where was +already consumed Black Hill's communication.</p> + +<p>That evening he supped with Warburton, and the +next morning saw him and Donal riding forth from +Paris, by St.-Denis, on toward Dunkirk. From this +place, four days later, sailed the brig <i>Cock of the +North</i>, destination the Beauly Firth. Dr. Robert +Bonshaw and his man experienced, despite the prediction +of the Frenchman of quality, a rough and +long voyage. But the <i>Cock of the North</i> weathered +tumultuous sea and wind and came, in the northern +spring, to anchor in a great picture of firth and +green shore and dark, piled mountains. Dr. Robert +Bonshaw and his man, going ashore and into Inverness, +found hospitality there in the house of a certain +merchant. Thence, after a day or so, he traveled +to the castle of a Highland chief of commanding +port. Here occurred a gathering; here letters and +asseverations brought from France were read, listened +to, weighed or taken without much weighing, so did +the Highland desire run one way. An old net added +to itself another mesh.</p> + +<p>Dr. Robert Bonshaw, a very fit, invigorating +<a name="Page_182" id="Page_182"></a>agent, traveled far and near through the Highlands +this May, this June, this July. It was to him an +interesting, difficult, intensely occupied time; he +was far from Lowland Scotland and any echoes +therefrom, saving always political echoes. He had +no leisure for his own affairs, saving always that +background consideration that, if the Stewarts really +got back the crown, Ian Rullock was on the road +to power and wealth. This consideration was not +articulate, but diffused. It interfered not at all +with the foreground activities and hard planning—no +more than did the fine Highland air. It only +spurred him as did the winy air. The time and +place were electric; he worked hard, many hours +on end, and when he sought his bed he dropped at +once to needed sleep. From morn till late at +night, whether in castle or house or journeying +from clan to clan, he was always in company. +There was no time for old thoughts, memories, surmises. +That was one world and he was now in +another.</p> + +<p>Upon the eleventh day of May, the year 1745, was +fought in Flanders the battle of Fontenoy. The +Duke of Cumberland, Königsegge the Austrian, +and the Dutch Prince of Waldeck had the handling +of something under fifty thousand English. Marshal +Saxe with Louis XV at his side wielded a somewhat +larger number of French. The English and +their allies were beaten. French spirits rode on high, +French intentions widened.</p> + +<p>The Stewart interest felt the blood bound in its +veins. The bulk of the British army was on the +Continent and shaken by Fontenoy; King George +<a name="Page_183" id="Page_183"></a>himself tarried in Hanover. Now was the time—now +was the time for the heir of all the Stewarts +to put his fortune to the touch—to sail from France, +to land in Scotland, to raise his banner and draw +his sword and gather Highland chief and Lowland +Jacobite, the while in England rose for him and his +father English Jacobites and soon, be sure, all English +Tories! France would send gold and artillery +and men to her ancient ally, Scotland. Up at last +with the white Stewart banner! reconquer for the +old line and all it meant to its adherents the two +kingdoms! In the last week of July Prince Charles +Edward, somewhat strangely and meagerly attended, +landed at Loch Sunart in the Highlands. +There he was joined by Camerons, Macdonalds, and +Stewarts, and thence he moved, with an ever-increasing +Highland <i>tail</i>, to Perth. A bold stream +joined him here—northern nobles of power, with +their men. He might now have an army of two +thousand. Sir John Cope, sent to oppose him with +what British troops there were in Scotland, allowed +himself to be circumvented. The Prince, having +proclaimed his father, still at Rome, James III, +King of Great Britain, and produced his own commission +as Regent, marched from Perth to Edinburgh. +The city capitulated and Charles Edward +was presently installed in Holyrood, titularly at +home in his father's kingdom, in his ancient +palace, among his loyal subjects, but actually with +far the major moiety of that kingdom yet to +gain.</p> + +<p>The gracious act of rewarding must begin. Claim +on royal gratitude is ever a multitudinous thing! In +<a name="Page_184" id="Page_184"></a>the general manifoldness, out of the by no means +yet huge store of honey Ian Rullock, for mere first +rung of his fortune's ladder, received the personally +given thanks of his Prince and a captaincy in the +none too rapidly growing army.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX</h2> + + +<p>The castle, defiant, untakable save by long siege +and famine, held for King George by a garrison +of a few hundreds, spread itself like a rock lion +in a high-lifted rock lair. Bands of Highlanders +watched its gates and accesses, guarding against +Hanoverian sallies. From the castle down stretched +Edinburgh, heaped upon its long, spinelike hill, to +the palace of Holyrood, and all its tall houses, tall +and dark, and all its wynds and closes, and all its +strident voices, and all its moving folk, seemed to +have in mind that palace and the banner before it. +The note of the having rang jubilation in all its +degrees, or with a lower and a muffled sound distaste +and fear, or it aimed at a middle strain neither high +nor low, a golden mean to be kept until there might +be seen what motif, after all, was going to prevail! +It would never do, thought some, to be at this juncture +too clamorous either way. But to the unpondering +ear the jubilation carried it, as to the eye +tartans and white cockades made color, made high +light, splashed and starred and redeemed the gray +town. There was one thing that could not but +appeal. A Scots royal line had come into its home +nest at Holyrood. Not for many and many and +many a year had such a thing as that happened! +<a name="Page_186" id="Page_186"></a>If matters went in a certain way Edinburgh might +regain ancient pomp and circumstance. That was +a consideration that every hour arranged a new +plea in the citizen heart.</p> + +<p>Excitement, restless movement, tendency to come +together in a crowd, were general, as were ejaculation, +nervous laughter, declamation. The roll of +drum, call of trumpet, skirl of pipes, did not lack. +Charles Edward's army encamped itself at Duddingston +a little to the east of the city. But its units +came in numbers into the town. The warlike hue +diffused itself. Horsemen were frequent, and a +continual entering of new adherents, men in small +or large clusters, marching in from the country, +asking the way to the Prince. For all the buzzing +and thronging, great order prevailed. Women sat +or stood at windows, or passed in and out of dark +wynds, or, escorted, picked their way at street +crossings. Now and then went by a sedan-chair. +Many women showed in their faces a truly religious +fervor, a passionate Jacobite loyalty, lighting like +a flame. Many sewed white cockades. All Scotland, +all England, would surely presently want +these! Men of all ranks, committed to the great +venture, moved with a determined gaiety and <i>élan</i>. +"This is the stage, we are the actors; the piece is +a great piece, the world looks on!" The town of +Edinburgh did present a grandiose setting. Suspense, +the die yet covered, the greatness of the risk, +gave, too, its glamour of height and stateliness. All +these men might see, in some bad moment at night, +not only possible battle death—that was in the +counting—but, should the great enterprise fail, +<a name="Page_187" id="Page_187"></a>scaffolds and hangmen. Many who went up and +down were merely thoughtless, ignorant, reckless, or +held in a vanity of good fortune, yet to the eye of +history all might come into the sweep of great +drama. Place and time rang and were tense. Flare +and sonorousness and a deep vibration of the old +massive passions, and through all the outward air +a September sea mist creeping.</p> + +<p>Ian Rullock, walking down the High Street, approaching +St. Giles, heard his name spoken from a +little knot of well-dressed citizens. As he turned +his head a gentleman detached himself from the +company. It proved to be Mr. Wotherspoon the +advocate, old acquaintance and adviser of Archibald +Touris, of Black Hill.</p> + +<p>"Captain Rullock—"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Wotherspoon, I am glad to see you!"</p> + +<p>Mr. Wotherspoon, old moderate Whig, and the +Jacobite officer walked together down the clanging +way. The mist was making pallid garlands for the +tall houses, a trumpet rang at the foot of the street, +Macdonald of Glengarry and fifty clansmen, bright +tartan and screaming pipes, poured by.</p> + +<p>"Auld Reekie sees again a stirring time!" said +the lawyer.</p> + +<p>"I am glad to have met you, sir," said Rullock. +"I fancy that you can tell me home news. I have +heard none for a long time."</p> + +<p>"You have been, doubtless," said Mr. Wotherspoon, +"too engaged with great, new-time things to +be fashed with small, old-time ones."</p> + +<p>"One of our new-time aims," said Ian, "is to +give fresh room to an old-time thing. But we +<a name="Page_188" id="Page_188"></a>won't let little bolts fly! I am anxious for knowledge."</p> + +<p>Mr. Wotherspoon seemed to ponder it. "I live +just here. Perhaps you will come up to my rooms, +out of this Mars' racket?"</p> + +<p>"In an hour's time I must wait on Lord George +Murray. But I have till then."</p> + +<p>They entered a close, and climbed the stair of a +tall, tall house, dusky and old. Here, half-way up, +was the lawyer's lair. He unlocked a door and the +two came, through a small vestibule, into a good-sized, +comfortable, well-furnished room. Rullock +glanced at the walls.</p> + +<p>"I was here once or twice, years ago. I remember +your books. What a number you have!"</p> + +<p>"I recall," said Mr. Wotherspoon, "a visit that +you paid me with the now laird of Glenfernie."</p> + +<p>The window to which they moved allowed a +glimpse of the colorful street. Mr. Wotherspoon +closed it against the invading noise and the touch +of chill in the misty air. He then pushed two +chairs to the table and took from a cupboard a +bottle and glasses.</p> + +<p>"My man is gadding, with eyes like saucers—like +the rest of us, like the rest of us, Captain Rullock!" +They sat down. "My profession," said +the lawyer, "can be made to be narrow and narrowing. +On the other hand, if a man has an aptitude +for life, there is much about life to be learned with +a lawyer's spy-glass! A lawyer sees a variety of +happenings in a mixed world. He quite especially +learns how seldom black and white are found in +anything like a pure condition. A thousand thou<a name="Page_189" id="Page_189"></a>sand +blends. Be wise and tolerant—or to be wise +be tolerant!" He pushed the bottle.</p> + +<p>Ian smiled. "I take that, sir, to mean that you +find <i>God save King James!</i> not wholly harsh and +unmusical—"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps not wholly so," said the lawyer. "I +am Whig and Presbyterian and I prefer <i>God save +King George!</i> But I do not look for the world to +end, whether for King George or King James. I +did not have in mind just this public occasion."</p> + +<p>His tone was dry. Ian kept his gold-brown eyes +upon him. "Tell me what you have heard from +Black Hill."</p> + +<p>"I was there late in May. Mr. Touris learned +at that time that you had quitted France."</p> + +<p>"May I ask how he learned it?"</p> + +<p>"The laird of Glenfernie, who had been in the +Low Countries, told him. Apparently Glenfernie +had acquaintances, agents, who traced it out for him +that you had sailed from Dunkirk for Beauly Firth, +under the name of Robert Bonshaw."</p> + +<p>"<i>So he was there, pacing the beach</i>," thought Ian. +He lifted his glass and drank Mr. Wotherspoon's +very good wine. That gentleman went on.</p> + +<p>"It was surmised at Black Hill that you were +helping on the event—the great event, perhaps—that +has occurred. Indeed, in July, Mr. Touris, +writing to me, mentioned that you had been seen +beyond Inverness. But the Highlands are deep and +you traveled rapidly. Of course, when it was known +that the Prince had landed, your acquaintance assumed +your joining him and becoming, as you have become, +an officer in his army." He made a little bow.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190"></a>Ian inclined his head in return. "All at Black +Hill are well, I hope? My aunt—"</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Alison is a saint. All earthly grief, I +imagine, only quickens her homeward step."</p> + +<p>"What grief has she had, sir, beyond—"</p> + +<p>"Beyond?"</p> + +<p>"I know that my aunt will grieve for the break +that has come between my uncle and myself. I +have, too," said Ian, with deliberation, "been quarreled +with by an old friend. That also may distress +her."</p> + +<p>The lawyer appeared to listen to sounds from the +street. Rising, he moved to the window, then returned. +"Bonnet lairds coming into town! You +are referring now to Glenfernie?"</p> + +<p>"Then he has made it common property that he +chose to quarrel with me?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, chose to—" said Mr. Wotherspoon, reflectively.</p> + +<p>There was a silence. Ian set down his wine-glass, +made a movement of drawing together, of +determination.</p> + +<p>"I am sure that there is something of which I +have not full understanding. You will much oblige +me by attention to what I now say, Mr. Wotherspoon. +It is possible that I may ask you to see that +its substance reaches Black Hill." He leaned back +in his chair and with his gold-brown eyes met the +lawyer's keen blue ones. "Nothing now can be +injured by telling you that for a year I have acted +under responsibility of having in keeping greater +fortunes than my own. That kind of thing, none +can know better than you, binds a man out of his +<a name="Page_191" id="Page_191"></a>own path and his own choices into the path and +choices of others. Secrecy was demanded of me. +I ceased to write home, and presently I removed +from old lodgings and purposely blurred indications +of where I was or might be found. In this way—the +warring, troubled time aiding—it occurred that +there practically ceased all communication between +me and those of my blood and friendship whose +political thinking differs from mine.... I begin to +see that I know little indeed of what may or may +not have occurred in that countryside. Early in +April, however, there came to my hand in Paris two +letters—one from my uncle, written before Christmas, +one from Alexander Jardine, written a month +later. My uncle's contained the information that, +lacking my immediate return to this island and the +political faith of his side of the house, I was no +longer his nephew and heir. The laird of Glenfernie, +upon an old quarrel into which I need not +enter, chose to send me a challenge simply. <i>Meet +him, on such a sands in Holland</i>.... Well, great +affairs have right of way over small ones! Under +the circumstances, he might as well have appointed +a plain in the moon! The duel waits.... I tell +you what I know of home affairs. I shall be obliged +for any information you may have that I have not."</p> + +<p>Mr. Wotherspoon's sharp blue eyes seemed to +consider it. He drummed on the table. "I am a +much older man than you, Captain Rullock, and an +old adviser of your family. Perhaps I may speak +without offense? That subject of quarrel, now, +between you and the laird of Glenfernie—"</p> + +<p>The other made a movement, impatient and im<a name="Page_192" id="Page_192"></a>perious. +"It is not likely, sir, that he divulged +that!"</p> + +<p>"He? No! But fate—fortune—the unrolling +course of things—plain Providence—whatever you +choose to call it—seems at times quite below or +above that reticence which we others so naturally +prize and exhibit!"</p> + +<p>"You'll oblige me, sir, by not speaking in riddles."</p> + +<p>The irony dropped from Mr. Wotherspoon's tone. +He faced the business squarely. "Do you mean to +say that you do not know of the suicide of Elspeth +Barrow?"</p> + +<p>The chair opposite made a grating sound, pushed +violently back upon the bare, polished floor. Down +the street, through the window, came the sound of +Cluny Macpherson's pipers, playing down from the +Lawnmarket. Rullock seemed to have thrust his +chair back into the shadow. Out of it came presently +his voice, low and hoarse:</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"They found her on Christmas Day—drowned in +the Kelpie's Pool. Self-murder—murder also of a +child that would have been."</p> + +<p>Again silence. The lawyer found that he must +go through with it, having come so far. "It seems +that there is a cripple fellow of the neighborhood +who had stumbled, unseen, upon your trysts. He +told—spoke it all out to the crowd gathered. There +was a letter, too, upon her which gave a clue. But +she never named you and evidently meant not to +name you.... Poor child! She may have thought +herself strong, and then things have come over her +wave on wave. Her grandfather—that dark up<a name="Page_193" id="Page_193"></a>bringing +on tenets harsh and wrathful—certainty of +disgrace. Pitiful!"</p> + +<p>There came a sound from the chair pushed back +from the light. Mr. Wotherspoon measured the +table with his fingers.</p> + +<p>"It seems that the countryside was searching for +her. It was the laird of Glenfernie who, alone and +coming upon some trace, entered the Kelpie's Pool +and found her there. They say that he carried her, +dead, in his arms through the glen to White Farm."</p> + +<p>Some proclamation or other was being made at +the Cross of Edinburgh. A trumpet blew and the +street was filled with footsteps.</p> + +<p>"The laird of Glenfernie," said the lawyer, "has +joined, I hear, Sir John Cope at Dunbar. It is not +impossible that you may have speech together from +opposing battle-lines." He poured wine. "My +bag of news is empty, Captain Rullock."</p> + +<p>Ian rose from his seat. His face was gray and +twisted, his voice, when he spoke, hollow, low, and +dry. "I must go now to Lord George Murray.... +It was all news, Mr. Wotherspoon. I—What +are words, anyhow? Give you good day, sir!"</p> + +<p>Mr. Wotherspoon, standing in his door, watched +him down the stair and forth from the house. "He +goes brawly! How much is night, and how much +streak of dawn?"</p> + +<hr style='width: 33%;' /> + +<p>Sir John Cope, King George's general in Scotland, +had but a small army. It was necessary in the +highest degree that Prince Charles Edward should +meet and defeat this force before it was enlarged, +before from England came more and more regular +<a name="Page_194" id="Page_194"></a>troops.... A battle won meant prestige gained, the +coming over of doubting thousands, an echo into +England that would bring the definite accession of +great Tory names. Cope and his twenty-five hundred +men, regulars and volunteers, approaching Edinburgh +from the east, took position near the village +of Prestonpans. On the morning of the 20th of +September out moved to meet him the Prince and +Lord George Murray, behind them less than two +thousand men.</p> + +<p>By afternoon the two forces confronted each the +other; but Cope had chosen well, the right position. +The sea guarded one flank, a deep and wide field +ditch full of water the other. In his rear were stone +walls, and before him a wide marsh. The Jacobite +strength halted, reconnoitered, must perforce at +last come to a standstill before Cope's natural +fortress. There was little artillery, no great number +of horse. Even the bravest of the brave, Highland +or Lowland, might draw back from the thought +of trying to cross that marsh, of meeting the moat-like +ditch under Cope's musket-fire. Sunset came +amid perturbation, a sense of check, impending +disaster.</p> + +<p>Ian Rullock, acting for the moment as aide-de-camp, +had spent the day on horseback. Released in +the late afternoon, lodged in a hut at the edge of +the small camp, he used the moment's leisure to +climb a small hill and at its height to throw himself +down beside a broken cairn. He shut his eyes, +but after a few moments opened them and gazed +upon the camp of Cope, covering also but a little +space, so small were the armies. His lips parted.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195"></a>"Well, Old Steadfast, and what if you are there, +waiting?..."</p> + +<p>The sun sank. A faint red light diffused itself, +then faded into brown dusk. He rose and went +down into the camp. In the brows of many there +might be read depression, uncertainty. But in open +places fires had been built, and about several of these +Highlanders were dancing to the screaming of their +pipes. Rullock bent his steps to headquarters. An +officer whom he knew, coming forth, drew him aside +in excitement.</p> + +<p>"We've got it—we've got it, Rullock!"</p> + +<p>"What? The plan?"</p> + +<p>"The way through! Here has come to the Prince +the man who owns the marsh! He knows the firm +ground. Cope does not know that it is there! +Cope thinks that it is all slough! This man swears +that he can and will take us across, one treading +behind another. It's settled. When sleep seems to +wrap us, then we'll move!"</p> + +<p>That was what was done, and done so perfectly, late +at night, Sir John Cope sleeping, thinking himself +safe as in a castle. File after file wound noiselessly, +by the one way through the marsh, and upon the +farther side, so near to Cope, formed in the darkness +into battle-lines.... Ian Rullock, passing +through the marsh, saw in imagination Alexander +lying with eyes closed.</p> + +<p>The small force, the Stewart hope, prepared for +onslaught. The dawn was coming, there was a +smell of it in the air, far away a cock crowed. +There stood, in the universal dimness, a first and +strongest line, a second and weaker, badly armed +<a name="Page_196" id="Page_196"></a>line. The mass of this army were Highlanders, alert, +strong, accustomed to dawn movements, dreamlike in +the heather, along the glen-sides, in the crooked +pass. They knew the tactics of surprise. They had +claymores and targes, and the most muskets. But +the second line had inadequate provision of weapons. +Many here bore scythes fastened to staves. As +they carried these over their shoulders Ian, looking +back, saw them against the palest light like Death +in replica.</p> + +<p>The two lines hung motionless, on stout ground, +now within the defense to which Cope had trusted, +very close to the latter's sleeping camp. There were +sentries, but the night was dark, the marsh believed +to be unpassable, the crossing carried out with +stealthy skill. But now the night was going.</p> + +<p>In the most uncertain, the faintest light, there +seemed to Cope's watchers, looking that way, a line +of bushes not noted the day before. Officers were +awakened. A movement ran through the camp like +the shiver of water under dawn wind. The light +thickened. A trumpet rang with a startled, emphatic +note. Drums rolled. <i>To arms! To arms!</i> +King George's army started up in the dawning. +Infantry hastened into ranks, cavalrymen ran to +their horses. The line of bushes moved, began to +come forward with great rapidity.</p> + +<p>The Highlanders flung themselves upon Cope's +just-forming cavalry. With their claymores they +slashed at the faces of horses. The hurt beasts +wheeled, broke for the rear. Their fellows were +wounded. Amid a whirlwind of blows, screams, +shouts, with a suddenness that appalled, disorder +<a name="Page_197" id="Page_197"></a>became general. The Highlanders seemed to fight +with a demoniac strength and ferocity and after +methods of their own. They used their claymores, +their dirks, their scythes fastened upon poles, +against the horses, then, springing up, put long arms +about the horsemen and, regardless of sword or +pistol, dragged them down. They shouted their +Gaelic slogans; their costume, themselves, seemed +out of a fiercer, earlier world. A strangeness overclouded +the senses; mist wreaths were everywhere, +and an uncertainty as to the numbers of demons.... +The cavalry broke. Officers tried to save the situation, +to rally the units, to save all from being borne +back. But there was no helping. Befell a panic +flight, and at its heels the Highland rush streamed +into and had its way with Cope's infantry. The +battle was won with a swift and horrible completeness +and became a massacre. Not much quarter +was given; much that was horrible was done and +seen. Immoderate victory sat and sang to the white-cockaded +army.</p> + +<p>Out of the mist-bank before Captain Ian Rullock +grew a great horse with a man upon it of great +stature and frame. It came to the Jacobite like a +vision, with a startling and intense reality. He was +standing with his sword drawn; there was a drift +of mist, and then there was the horse and rider—there +was Alexander.</p> + +<p>He looked down at Ian, and his face was not pale +but set. He made a gesture that seemed full of +satisfaction, and would have dismounted and drawn +his sword. But there came a dash of maddened +horses and their riders and a leaping stream of tar<a name="Page_198" id="Page_198"></a>taned +men. These drove like a wedge between; +his horse wheeled, would leave no more its fellows; +the tide of brute and man bore him away with it. +Ian watched all go fighting by, a moving frieze, out +of the mist into the mist.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX</h2> + + +<p>A triumphant Stewart went back to Holyrood, +an exultant army, calling itself, now with +some good show of bearing it through, the "royal" +army, carried into Edinburgh its confident step and +sanguine hue. Victory was with the old line, the +magnificent attempt! The erstwhile doubting throng +began, stage by stage, to mount toward enthusiasm. +It was the quicker done that Charles Edward, or +his wisest advisers, put forth a series of judicious +civic and public measures. And, now that Cope +had fled, King George had in Scotland no regular +troops. Every day there came open accessions to +the Prince's strength. The old Stewarts up again +became a magnet, drawing more and more the filings. +The Prince had presently between five and six +thousand troops. The north was his, Edinburgh, +the Jacobites scattered through the Lowlands. The +moderate Whig and Presbyterian might begin to think +of compounding, of finding virtues in necessity. The +irreconcilables felt great alarm and saw coming upon +them a helplessness.</p> + +<p>But the Stewarts, with French approval behind, +aimed at the recovery of England no less than Scotland. +Windsor might well overdazzle Holyrood. +This interest had received many and strong pro<a name="Page_200" id="Page_200"></a>testations +of support from a wide swathe of +English nobility and gentry. Lift the victorious +army over the border, set it and the young Prince +bodily upon English ground, would not great family +after great family rouse its tenants, arm them, join +the Prince? So at least it seemed to the flushed +Stewart hope. King George was home from Hanover, +British troops being brought back from the +Continent. Best to fan high the fire of the rising +while it might with most ease be fanned—best to +march as soon as might be into England!</p> + +<p>On the 1st of November they marched, three detachments +by three roads, and the meeting-place +Carlisle. All went most merrily well. On the 10th +of November began the siege of Carlisle. The +Prince had cannon now, some taken at Prestonpans, +some arrived, no great time before, from France, +first fruits of French support. The English General +Wade was at Newcastle with a larger army than +that of the Jacobites. But the siege of Carlisle was +not lifted by Wade. After three days city and castle +surrendered. Charles Edward and his army entered +England.</p> + +<p>From Carlisle they marched to Penrith—to Kendal, +Lancaster, Preston, Manchester—clear, well-conducted +marches, the army held well together +and in hand, here and there handfuls of recruits. +But no flood of loyally-shouting gentry, no bearers +of great names drawing the sword for King James +III and a gallant, youthful Regent! Each dawn +said they will come! Each eve said they have not +come! One month from leaving Edinburgh found +this army of Highland chiefs and their clans, Lowland<a name="Page_201" id="Page_201"></a> +Scots, a few Englishmen, a few Irishmen, and +a few Frenchmen, led by skilful enough generals and +by a Prince the great-grandson of Charles I, deep in +England, but little advanced in bulk for all that. +Old cavalier England stayed upon its acres. Other +times, other manners! And how to know when an +old vortex begins to disintegrate and a mode of +action becomes antiquated, belated?</p> + +<p>Wade was to one side with his army, and now there +loomed ahead the Duke of Cumberland and ten +thousand English troops. Battle seemed imminent, +yet again the Scots force pushed by. The 4th of +December found this strange wedge, of no great +mass, but of a tested, rapier-like keenness and hardness, +at the town of Derby, with London not a hundred +and thirty miles away. And still no English +rising for the rightful King! Instead Whig armies, +and a slow Whiggish buzzing beginning through all +the country.</p> + +<p>The Duke of Cumberland and Marshal Wade, +two jaws opening for Jacobite destruction, had between +them twenty thousand men. Spies brought +report of thirty thousand drawn up before London, +on Finchley Common. The Prince might have so +many lions of the desert in his Highlanders, but +multitude will make a net that lions cannot break. +At Derby also they had news from that Scotland +now so dangerously far behind them. Royal Scots +had landed from France, the Irish brigade from the +same country was on the seas, and French regiments +besides. Lord John Drummond had in Scotland +now at least three thousand men and good promise +of more. The Prince held council with the Duke of +<a name="Page_202" id="Page_202"></a>Perth, Lord George Murray, Lord Nairn, the many +chiefs and leading voices. Return to Scotland, make +with these newly gathered troops and with others a +greater army, expect aid from France, stand in a +gained kingdom the onslaught from Hanoverian +England? Or go on—go on toward London? Encounter, +defeat, with half his number, the Duke +of Cumberland's ten thousand, keep Wade from +closing in behind them, meet the Finchley Common +thousands, come to the enemy's capital of half a +million souls? Return where there were friends? +Go on where false-promising friends hugged safety? +Go on to London, still hoping, trusting still to the +glamour and outcry that ran before them, to extraordinary +events called miracles? Hot was the +debate! But on the 6th of December the Jacobite +army turned back toward Scotland.</p> + +<p>It began its homeward march long before dawn. +Not all nor most had been told the decision. Even +the changed direction, eyes upon slow-descending +not upon climbing stars, did not at first enlighten. +It might mean some détour, the Duke being out-maneuvered. +But at last rose the winter dawn and +lit remembered scene after scene. The news ran. +The army was in retreat.</p> + +<p>Ian Rullock, riding with a kinsman, Gordon, +heard, up and down, an angry lamenting sound. +"Little do the clans like turning back!"</p> + +<p>"Hark! The chieftains are telling them it is for +the best."</p> + +<p>"Is it for the best? I do not like this month +or aught that is done in it!"</p> + +<p>A week later they were at Lancaster; three days +<a name="Page_203" id="Page_203"></a>after that at Kendal. Here Wade might have +fallen upon them, but did not. A day or two and +the main column approached Penrith. The no +great amount of artillery was yet precious. Heavy +to drag over heavy roads, the guns and straining +horses were left in the rear. Four companies of +Lowland infantry, Macdonald of Glengarry and his +five hundred Highlanders, a few cavalrymen, and +Lord George Murray himself tarried with the guns. +The main column disappeared, lost among mountains +and hills; this detached number had the wild +country, the forbidding road, the December day to +themselves. To get the guns and ammunition-wagons +along proved a snail-and-tortoise business. +Guns and escort fell farther and farther behind.</p> + +<p>Ian Rullock, acting still as aide, rode from the +Prince nearing Penrith to Lord George Murray, now +miles to the rear. Why was the delay? and 'ware +the Duke of Cumberland, certainly close at hand! +The delay was greater, the distance between farther, +than the Prince had supposed. Rullock rode through +the late December afternoon by huge frozen waves +of earth, under a roof of pallid blue, in his ears a +small complaining wind like a wailing child. He +rode till nightfall, and only then came to his objective, +finding needed rest in the village of Shap. +Here he sought Lord George Murray, gave information +and was given it in turn, ate, drank, and +then turned back through the December night to +the Prince.</p> + +<p>He rode and the huge winter stars seemed to +watch him with at once a glittering intentness and +a disdain of his pygmy being. Once he looked up to +<a name="Page_204" id="Page_204"></a>them with a gesture of his head. "Are we so far +apart and so different?" he asked of Orion.</p> + +<p>He was several miles upon his way to Penrith. +Before him appeared a crossroad, noted by him in +the afternoon. A great salient of a hill overhung +it, and on the near side a fir wood crept close. He +looked about him, and as he rode kept his hand +upon his pistol. He did not think to meet an enemy +in strength, but there might be lurkers, men of the +countryside ready to fall upon stragglers from the +army that had passed that way. He had left behind +the crossroad when from in front, around the +jut of the hill, came four horsemen. He turned his +head. Others had started from the wood. He +made to ride on as though he were of their kindred +and cause, but hands were laid upon his bridle.</p> + +<p>"Courier, no doubt—"</p> + +<p>All turned into the narrow road. Half an hour's +riding brought in sight a substantial farm-house and +about it the dimly flaring lights of a considerable +camp, both cavalry and infantry. Rullock supposed +it to be a detachment of Wade's, though it was possible +that the Duke of Cumberland might have +thrust advance troops thus far. He wished quite +heartily that something might occur to warn Lord +George Murray, the Macdonalds and the Prince's +guns, asleep at Shap. For himself, he might, if he +chose, pick out among the glittering constellations +a shape like a scaffold.</p> + +<p>When he dismounted he was brought past a +bivouac fire and a coming and going of men afoot +and on horseback, into the farm-house, where two +or three officers sat at table. Questioned, threat<a name="Page_205" id="Page_205"></a>ened, +and re-questioned, he had of course nothing +to divulge. The less pressure was brought in that +these troops were in possession of the facts which +the moment desired. His name and rank he gave, +it being idle to withhold them. In the end he was +shut alone into a small room of the farm-house, +behind a guarded door. He saw that there was +planned an attack upon the detachment that with +dawn would move from Shap. But this force of +Wade's or of the Duke's was itself a detachment +and apparently of no great mass. He could only +hope that Lord George and the Macdonalds would +move warily and when the shock came be found +equal. All that was beyond his control. In the +chill darkness he turned to the consideration of his +own affair, which seemed desperate enough. He +found, by groping, a bench against the wall. Wrapping +himself in his cloak, he lay down upon this +and tried to sleep, but could not. With all his will +he closed off the future, and then as best he might +the immediately environing present. After all, +these armies—these struggles—these eery ambitions.... +The feeling of <i>out of it</i> crept over him. It was an +unfamiliar perception, impermanent. Yet it might +leave a trace to work in the under-consciousness, on +a far day to emerge, be revalued and added to.</p> + +<p>This December air! Fire would be good—and +with that thought he seemed to catch a gleam +through the small-paned, small window, and in a +moment through the opening door. He rose from +the bench. A man in a long cloak entered the room, +behind him a soldier bearing a lantern which he +set upon a shelf above a litter of boards and kegs. +<a name="Page_206" id="Page_206"></a>Dismissed by a gesture, he went out, shutting the +door behind him. The first man dropped his +cloak, drew a heavy stool from the thrust-aside +lumber, and sat down beneath the lantern. He +spoke:</p> + +<p>"Of all our many meeting-places, this looks most +like the old cave in the glen!"</p> + +<p>Ian moistened his lips. He resumed his seat +against the wall. "I wondered, after Prestonpans, +if you went home."</p> + +<p>"Did you?"</p> + +<p>"No, you are right. I did not."</p> + +<p>"At all times it is the liar's wont still to lie. +Small things or great—use or no use!"</p> + +<p>"I am a prisoner and unarmed. You are the +captor. To insult lies in your power."</p> + +<p>"That is a jargon that may be dropped between +us. Yet I, too, am bound by conventions! Seeing +that you are a prisoner, and not my prisoner only, I +cannot give you your sword or pistols, and we cannot +fight.... The fighting, too, is a convention. I +see that, and that it is not adequate. Yet so do +I hold you in hatred that I would destroy you in +this poor way also!"</p> + +<p>The two sat not eight feet apart. Time was when +either, finding himself in deadly straits, would have +seen in the other a sure rescuer, or a friend to perish +with him. One would have come to the other in a +burst of light and warmth. So countless were the +associations between them, so much knowledge, after +all, did they have of each other, that even now, if +they hated and contended, it must be, as it were, a +contention within an orb. To each hemisphere, re<a name="Page_207" id="Page_207"></a>pelling +the other, must yet come in lightning flashes +the face of the whole.</p> + +<p>Glenfernie, under the lantern-light, looked like +the old laird his father. "No long time ago," he +said, "'revenge,' 'vengeance,' seemed to me words +of a low order! It was not so in my boyhood. +Then they were often to me passionate, immediate, +personal, and vindicated words! But it grew to be +that they appeared words of a low order. It is not +so now. As far as that goes I am younger than I +was a year ago. I stand in a hot, bright light where +they are vindicated. If fate sets you free again, +yet I do not set you free! I shall be after you. I +entered this place to tell you that."</p> + +<p>"Do as you will!" answered Ian. Scorn mounted +in his voice. "I shall withstand the shock of you!"</p> + +<p>The net of name and form hardened, grew more +iron and closer meshed. Each <i>I</i> contracted, made +its carapace thicker. Each <i>I</i> bestrode, like Apollyon, +the path of the other.</p> + +<p>"Why should I undertake to defend myself?" said +Ian. "I do not undertake to do so! So at least I +shall escape the hypocrite! It is in the nature of +man to put down other kings and be king himself!"</p> + +<p>"Aye so? The prime difficulty in that is that the +others, too, are immortal." Glenfernie rising, his +great frame seemed to fill the little room. "Sooner +may the Kelpie's Pool sink into the earth than I +forego to give again to you what you have given! +What is now all my wish? It is to seem to you, +here and hereafter, the avenger of blood and fraud! +Remember me so!"</p> + +<p>He stood looking at the sometime friend with a +<a name="Page_208" id="Page_208"></a>dark and working face. Then, abruptly turning, he +went away. The door of the small room closed behind +him. Ian heard the bolt driven.</p> + +<p>The night went leadenly by. At last he slept, +and was waked by trumpets blowing. He saw +through the window that it was at faintest dawn. +Much later the door opened and a man brought +him a poor breakfast. Rullock questioned him, but +could gain nothing beyond the statement that to-day +at latest the "rebels" would be wiped from the +face of the earth. When he was gone Ian climbed +to the small window that, even were it open and +unguarded, was yet too small for his body to pass. +But, working with care, he managed to loosen and +draw inward without noise one of the round panes. +Outside lay a trampled farm-yard. A few soldiers, +apparently invalided, lounged about, but there was +no such throng such as he had passed through when +they brought him here. He supposed that the attack +upon the force at Shap might be in progress. +If the Duke of Cumberland's whole power was at +hand the main column might be set upon. All +around him the hills, the farm inclosure, and these +petty walls cut off the outer world. The hours, the +day, limped somehow by. He walked to keep himself +warm. Back and forth and to and fro. December—December—December! +How cold was the +Kelpie's Pool? Poisoned love—poisoned friendship—ambition +in ruin—bells ringing for executions! +To and fro—to and fro. He had always felt life +as sensuous, rich, and warm, with garlands and +colors. It had been large and aglow, with a profusion +of arabesques of imagination and emotion. +<a name="Page_209" id="Page_209"></a>Thought had not lacked, but thought, too, bore a +personal, passional cast, and was much interested +in a golden world of sense. Just this December day +the world seemed the ocean-bed of life, where dull +creatures moved slowly in cold, thick ooze, and +annihilation was much to be desired.... The day +went by. The same man brought him supper. +There seemed to be triumph in his face. "They'll +be bringing in more prisoners—unless we +don't make prisoners!" Nothing more could be +gained from that quarter. In the night it began +to rain. He listened to its dash against the +window. Black Hill came into mind, and the rain +against his windows there. He was cold, and he +tried, with the regressive sense, to feel himself in +that old, warm nest. His Black Hill room rose about +him, firelit. The fire lighted that Italian painting +of a city of refuge and a fleeing man, behind whom +ran the avenger of blood.... Then it was July, and +he was in the glen with Elspeth Barrow. He fought +away from the recollection of that, for it involved +a sickness of the soul.... Italy! Think of Italy. +Venice, and a month that he had spent there alone—Old +Steadfast being elsewhere. It had been a +warm season, warm and rich, sun-kissed and languorous, +like the fruit, like the Italian women.... +Leave out the women, but try to feel again the sun +of Venice!</p> + +<p>He tried, but the cold of his prison fought with +the sun. Then suddenly sprang clamor without. +The uproar increased. He rose, he heard the bolts +open, the door open. In came light and voices. +"Captain Rullock! We beat them at Clifton! We +<a name="Page_210" id="Page_210"></a>learned that you were here! Lord George sent us +back for you...."</p> + +<p>Three days later Scotch earth was again beneath +their feet. They marched to Glasgow; they marched +to Stirling; they fought the battle of Falkirk and +again there was Jacobite victory. And now there +was an army of eight thousand.... And then began +a time of poor policy, mistaken moves. And in +April befell the battle of Culloden and far-resounding +ruin.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI</h2> + + +<p>The green May rolled around and below the +Highland shelter where Ian lay, fugitive, like +thousands of others, after Culloden. The Prince +had stayed to give an order to his broken army. +<i>Sauve qui peut!</i> Then he, too, became a fugitive, +passing from one fastness to another of these glens +and the mountains that overtowered them. The +Stewart hope was sunk in the sea of dead hopes. +Cumberland, with for the time and place a great +force and with an ugly fury, hunted all who had been +in arms against King George.</p> + +<p>Ian Rullock couched high upon a mountain-side, +in a shelter of stone and felled tree built in an angle +of crag, screened by a growth of birch and oak, +made long ago against emergencies. A path, devious +and hidden, connected it first with a hut far +below, and then, at several miles' distance, with the +house of a chieftain, now a house of terror, with +the chieftain in prison and his sons in hiding, and +the women watching with hard-beating hearts. Ian, +a kinsman of the house, had been given, <i>faute de +mieux</i>, this old, secret hold, far up, where at least +he could see danger if it approached. Food had been +stored for him here and sheepskins given for bedding. +He was so masked by splintered and fallen pieces of +<a name="Page_212" id="Page_212"></a>rock that he might, with great precautions, kindle +a fire. A spring like a fairy cup gave him water. +More than one rude comfort had been provided. +He had even a book or two, caught up from his kinsman's +small collection. He had been here fourteen +days.</p> + +<p>At first they were days and nights of vastly needed +rest. Bitter had been the fatigue, privation, wandering, +immediately after Culloden! Now he was +rested.</p> + +<p>He was by nature sanguine. When the sun had +irretrievably blackened and gone out he might be +expected at least to attempt to gather materials +and ignite another. He was capable of whistling +down the wind those long hopes of fame and fortune +that had hung around the Stewart star. And now +he was willing to let go the old half-acknowledged +boyish romance and sentiment, the glamour of the +imagination that had dressed the cause in hues not +its own. Two years of actual contact with the +present incarnations of that cause had worn the +sentiment threadbare.</p> + +<p>Seated or lying upon the brown earth by the +splintered crag, alone save for the wheeling birds +and the sound of wind and water and the sailing +clouds, he had time at last for the rise into mind, +definitely shaped and visible, of much that had +been slowly brewing and forming. He was conscious +of a beginning of a readjustment of ideas. +For a long time now he had been pledged to personal +daring, to thought forced to become supple and concentrated, +to hard, practical planning, physical +hardship and danger. In the midst of this had be<a name="Page_213" id="Page_213"></a>gun +to grow up a criticism of all the enterprises upon +which he was engaged. Scope—in many respects +the Jacobite character, generally taken, was amiable +and brave, but its prime exhibit was not scope! +Somewhat narrow, somewhat obsolete; Ian's mind +now saw Jacobitism in that light. As he sat without +his rock fortress, in the shadow of birch-trees, +with lower hills and glens at his feet, he had a pale +vision of Europe, of the world. Countries and times +showed themselves contiguous. "Causes," dynastic +wars, political life, life in other molds and hues, +appeared in chords and sequences and strokes of +the eye, rather than in the old way of innumerable, +vivid, but faintly connected points. "I begin to +see," thought Ian, "how things travel together, like +with like!" His body was rested, recovered, his +mind invigorated. He had had with him for long +days the very elixir of solitude. Relations and associations +that before had been banked in ignorance +came forth and looked at him. "You surely have +known us before, though you had forgotten that +you knew us!" He found that he was taking delight +in these expansions of meaning. He thought, "If +I can get abroad out of this danger, out of old circles, +I'll roam and study and go to school to wider plans!" +He suddenly thought, "This kind of thing is what +Old Steadfast meant when he used to say that I +did not see widely enough." He moved sharply. +A hot and bitter flood seemed to well up within +him. "He himself is seeing narrowly now—Alexander +Jardine!"</p> + +<p>He left the crag and went for a scrambling and +somewhat dangerous walk along the mountain-<a name="Page_214" id="Page_214"></a>side. +There was peril in leaving that one rock-curtained +place. Two days before he had seen +what he thought to be signs of red-coated soldiers +in the glen far below. But he must walk—he must +exercise his body, note old things, not give too +much time to new perceptions! He breathed the +keen, sweet mountain air; with a knife that he had +he fell to making a staff from a young oak; he +watched the pass below and the shadows of the +clouds; he climbed fairly to the mountain-top and +had a great view; he sang an old song, not aloud, +but under his breath; and at last he must come back +with solitude to his fastness. And here was brooding +thought again!</p> + +<p>Two more days passed. The man from the hut +below in the pass came at dusk with food carefully +sent from the chieftain's hall. Redcoats had gone +indeed through the glen, but they could never find +the path to this place! They might return or they +might not; they were like the devil who rose by +your side when you were most peaceful! Angus +went down the mountain-side. The sound of his +footstep died away. Ian had again Solitude herself.</p> + +<p>Another day and night passed. He watched the +sun climb toward noon, and as the day grew warm +he heard a step upon the hidden path. With a +pistol in either hand he moved, as stealthily, as silently +as might be, to a platform of rock that overhung +the way of the intruder. In another moment the +latter was in sight—one man climbing steadily the +path to the old robber fastness. He saw that it +was Glenfernie. No one followed him. He came +on alone.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215"></a>Rullock put by his pistols and, moving to a chair +of rock, sat there. The other's great frame rose +level with him, stepped upon the rocky floor. Ian +had been growing to feel an anger at solitude. When +he saw Alexander he had not been able to check an +inner movement of welcome. He felt an old—he +even felt a new—affection for the being upon whom, +certainly, he had leaned. There flowed in, in an +impatient wave, the consideration that he must +hate....</p> + +<p>But Glenfernie hated. Ian rose to face him.</p> + +<p>"So you've found your way to my castle? It is +a climb! You had best sit and rest yourself. I have +my sword now, and I will give you satisfaction."</p> + +<p>Glenfernie nodded. He sat upon a piece of fallen +rock. "Yes, I will rest first, thank you! I have +searched since dawn, and the mountain is steep. +Besides, I want to talk to you."</p> + +<p>Ian brought from his cupboard oat-cake and a +flask of brandy. The other shook his head.</p> + +<p>"I had food at sunrise, and I drank from a spring +below."</p> + +<p>"Very good!"</p> + +<p>The laird of Glenfernie sat looking down the +mountain-sides and over to far hills and moving +clouds, much as he used to sit in the crook of the +old pine outside the broken wall at Glenfernie. +There was a trick of posture when he was at certain +levels within himself. Ian knew it well.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I should tell you," said Alexander, +"that I came alone through the pass and that I +have been alone for some days. If there are soldiers +near I do not know of them."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216"></a>"It is not necessary," answered Ian. While he +spoke he saw in a flash both that his confidence was +profound that it was not necessary, and that that +incapacity to betray that might be predicated of +Old Steadfast was confined to but one of the two +upon this rock. The enlightenment stung, then +immediately brought out a reaction. "To each +some specialty in error! I no more than he am +monstrous!" There arose a desire to defend himself, +to show Old Steadfast certain things. He spoke. +"We are going to fight presently—"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"That's understood. Now listen to me a little! +For long years we were together, friends near and +warm! You knew that I saw differently from you +in regard to many things—in regard, for instance, to +women. I remember old discussions.... Well, you +differed, and sometimes you were angry. But for +all that, friendship never went out with violence! +You knew the ancient current that I swam in—that +it was narrower, more mixed with earth, than your +own! But you were tolerant. You took me as I +was.... What has developed was essentially there +then, and you knew it. The difference is that at +last it touched what you held to be your own. +Then, and not till then, the sinner became <i>anathema!</i>"</p> + +<p>"In some part you say truth. But my load of +inconsistency does not lighten yours of guilt."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps not. We were friends. Five-sixths of +me made a fair enough friend and comrade. We +interlocked. You had gifts and possessions I had +not. I liked the oak-feeling of you—the great ship +in sail! In turn, I had the key, perhaps, to a few +<a name="Page_217" id="Page_217"></a>lands of bloom and flavor that you lacked. We +interchanged and thought that we were each the +richer. Five-sixths.... Say, then, that the other +sixth might be defined as no-friend, or as false +friend! Say that it was wilful, impatient of superiorities, +proud, vain, willing to hurt, betray, and +play the demon generally! Say that once it gave +itself swing it darkened some of the other sixths.... +Well, it is done! Yet there was gold. Perhaps, +laird of Glenfernie, there is still gold in the mine!"</p> + +<p>"You are mistaken in your proportions. Gold! +You are to me the specter of the Kelpie's Pool!"</p> + +<p>Silence held for a minute or two. The clouds, +passing between earth and sun, made against the +mountain slopes impalpable, dark, fantastic shapes. +An eagle wheeled above its nest at the mountain-top. +Ian spoke again. His tone had altered.</p> + +<p>"If I do not decline remorse, I at least decline +the leaden cope of it you would have me wear! +There is such a thing as fair play to oneself! Two +years ago come August Elspeth Barrow and I agreed +to part—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, 'agreed'—"</p> + +<p>"Have it so! I said that we must part. She +acquiesced—and that without the appeals that the +stage and literature show us. Oh, doubtless I +might have seen a pierced spirit, and did not, and +was brute beast there! But one thing you have got +to believe, and that is that neither of us knew what +was to happen. Even with that, she was aware of +how a letter might be sent, with good hope of reaching +me. She was not a weak, ignorant girl.... I +went away, and within a fortnight was deep in that +<a name="Page_218" id="Page_218"></a>long attempt that ends here. I became actively an +agent for the Prince and his father. A hundred +names and their fates were in my hands. You can +fill in the multitude of activities, each seeming small +in itself, but the whole preoccupying every field.... +If Elspeth Barrow wrote I never received her +letter. When my thought turned in that direction, +it saw her well and not necessarily unhappy. Time +passed. For reasons, I ceased to write home, and +again for reasons I obliterated paths by which I +might be reached. For months I heard nothing, +as I said nothing. I was on the very eve of quitting +Paris, under careful disguise, to go into Scotland. +Came suddenly your challenge—and still, though I +knew that to you at least our relations must have +been discovered, I knew no more than that! I did +not know that she was dead.... I could not stay to +fight you then. I left you to brand me as you +pleased in your mind."</p> + +<p>"I had already branded you."</p> + +<p>"Later, I saw that you had. Perhaps then I +did not wonder. In September—almost a year +from that Christmas Eve—I yet did not know. +Then, in Edinburgh, I came upon Mr. Wotherspoon. +He told me.... I had no wicked intent toward +Elspeth Barrow—none according to my canon, +which has been that of the natural man. We met +by accident. We loved at once and deeply. She +had in her an elf queen! But at last the human +must have darkened and beset her. Had I known of +those fears, those dangers, I might have turned homeward +from France and every shining scheme...."</p> + +<p>"Ah no, you would not—"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219"></a>"... If I would not, then certainly I should have +written to Jarvis Barrow and to others, acknowledging +my part—"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you would have done that. Perhaps +not. You might have found reasons of obligation +for not doing so. 'Loved deeply'! You never +loved her deeply! You have loved nothing deeply +save yourself!"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps. Yet I think," said Ian, "that I would +have done as much as that. But Alexander Jardine, +of course, would not have taken one erring +step!"</p> + +<p>"Have you done now?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>Glenfernie rose to his feet. He stood against the +gulf of air and his great frame seemed enlarged, +like the figure of the Brocken. He was like his +father, the old laird, but there glowed an extremer +dark anger and power. The old laird had made +himself the dream-avenger of injuries adopted, not +felt at first hand. The present laird knew the +wounding, the searing. "All his life my father +dreamed of grappling with Grierson of Lagg. My +Grierson of Lagg stands before me in the guise of a +false friend and lover!... What do I care for your +weighing to a scruple how much the heap of wrong +falls short of the uttermost? The dire wrong is +there, to me the direst! Had I deep affection for +you once? Now you speak to me of every treacherous +morass, every <i>ignis fatuus</i>, past and present! +The traveler through life does right to drain the +bogs as they arise—put it out of their power to suck +down man, woman, and child! It is not his cause +<a name="Page_220" id="Page_220"></a>alone. It is the general cause. If there be a God, +He approves. Draw your sword and let us fight!"</p> + +<p>They fought. The platform of rock was smooth +enough for good footing. They had no seconds, unless +the shadows upon the hills and the mountain +eagles answered for such. Ian was the highly trained +fencer, adept of the sword. Glenfernie's knowledge +was lesser, more casual. But he had his bleak +wrath, a passion that did not blind nor overheat, +but burned white, that set him, as it were, in a +tingling, crackling arctic air, where the shadows +were sharp-edged, the nerves braced and the will +steel-tipped. They fought with determination and +long—Ian now to save his own life, Alexander for +Revenge, whose man he had become. The clash of +blade against blade, the shifting of foot upon the +rock floor, made the dominant sound upon the +mountain-side. The birds stayed silent in the birch-trees. +Self-service, pride, anger, jealousy, hatred—the +inner vibrations were heavy.</p> + +<p>The sword of Ian beat down his antagonist's +guard, leaped, and gave a deep wound. Alexander's +sword fell from his hand. He staggered and vision +darkened. He came to his knees, then sank upon +the ground. Ian bent over him. He felt his anger +ebb. A kind of compunction seized him. He +thought, "Are you so badly hurt, Old Steadfast?"</p> + +<p>Alexander looked at him. His lips moved. "Lo, +how the wicked prosper! But do you think that +Justice will have it so?" The blood gushed; he sank +back in a swoon.</p> + +<p>On this mountain-side, some distance below the +fastness, a stone, displaced by a human foot, rolled +<a name="Page_221" id="Page_221"></a>down the slope with a clattering sound. The fugitive +above heard it, thought, too, that he caught other +sounds. He crossed to the nook whence he had view +of the way of approach. Far down he saw the redcoats, +and then, much nearer, coming out from +dwarf woods, still King George's men.</p> + +<p>Ian caught up his belt and pistols. He sheathed +his sword. "They'll find you and save you, Glenfernie! +I do not think that you will die!" Above +him sprang the height of crag, seemingly unscalable. +But he had been shown the secret, just possible stair. +He mounted it. Masked by bushes, it swung around +an abutment and rose by ledge and natural tunnel, +perilous and dizzy, but the one way out to safety. +At last, a hundred feet above the old shelter, he +dipped over the crag head to a saucer-like depression +walled from all redcoat view by the surmounted +rock. With a feeling of triumph he plunged +through small firs and heather, and, passing the +mountain brow, took the way that should lead him +to the next glen.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII</h2> + + +<p>The laird of Glenfernie, rising from the great +chair by the table, moved to the window of the +room that had been his father's and mother's, the +room where both had died. He remembered the +wild night of snow and wind in which his father +had left the body. Now it was August, and the +light golden upon the grass and the pilgrim cedar. +Alexander walked slowly, with a great stick under +his hand. Old Bran was dead, but a young Bran +stretched himself, wagged his tail, and looked beseechingly +at the master.</p> + +<p>"I'll let you out," said the latter, "but I am a +prisoner; I cannot let myself out!"</p> + +<p>He moved haltingly to the door, opened it, and +the dog ran forth. Glenfernie returned to the window. +"Prisoner." The word brought to his strongly +visualizing mind prisoners and prisons through +all Britain this summer—shackled prisoners, dark +prisons, scaffolds.... He leaned his head against +the window-frame.</p> + +<p>"O God that my father and my grandfather +served—God of old times—of Israel in Egypt! I +think that I would release them all if I could—<i>all +but one! Not him!</i>" He looked at the cedar. +"Who was he, in truth, who planted that, perhaps +<a name="Page_223" id="Page_223"></a>for a remembrance? And he, and all men, had +and have some one deep wrong that shall not be +brooked!"</p> + +<p>He stood in a brown study until there was a tap +at the door. "Come in!"</p> + +<p>Alice entered, bearing before her a bowl of flowers +of all fair hues and shapes. She herself was like a +bright, strong, winsome flower. "To make your +room look bonny!" she said, and placed the bowl +upon the table. To do so she pushed aside the +books. "What a withered, snuff-brown lot! Won't +you be glad when you are back in the keep with all +the books?"</p> + +<p>Glenfernie, wrapped in a brown gown, came with +his stick back to the great chair before the books. +"Bonny—they are bonny!" he said and touched the +flowers. "I've set a week from to-day to be dressed +and out of this and back to the keep. Another week, +and I shall ride Black Alan."</p> + +<p>"Ah," said Alice. "You mustn't determine that +you can do it all yourself! There will be the doctor +and the wound!"</p> + +<p>Alexander took her hands and held them. "You +are a fine philosopher! Where is Strickland?"</p> + +<p>"Helping Aunt Grizel with accounts. Do you +want him?"</p> + +<p>"When you go. But not for a long while if you +will stay."</p> + +<p>Alice regarded him with her mother's shrewdness. +"Oh, Glenfernie, for all you've traveled and are so +learned, it's not me nor Mr. Strickland, but the +moon now that you're wanting! I don't know what +your moon is, but it's the moon!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224"></a>Alexander laughed. "And is not the moon a +beautiful thing?"</p> + +<p>"The books say that it is cold and almost dead, +wrinkled and ashen. But I've got to go," said +Alice, "and I'll send you Mr. Strickland."</p> + +<p>Strickland came presently. "You look much +stronger this morning, Glenfernie. I'm glad of that! +Shall I read to you, or write?"</p> + +<p>"Read, I think. My eyes dazzle still when I +try. Some strong old thing—the Plutarch there. +Read the <i>Brutus</i>."</p> + +<p>Strickland read. He thought that now Alexander +listened, and that now he had traveled afar. The +minutes passed. The flowers smelled sweetly, murmuring +sounds came in the open windows. Bran +scratched at the door and was admitted. Far off, +Alice's voice was heard singing. Strickland read +on. The laird of Glenfernie was not at Rome, in +the Capitol, by Pompey's statue. He walked with +Elspeth Barrow the feathery green glen.</p> + +<p>Davie appeared in the door. "A letter, sir, come +post." He brought it to Glenfernie's outstretched +hand.</p> + +<p>"From Edinburgh—from Jamie," said the latter.</p> + +<p>Strickland laid down his book and moved to the +window. Standing there, his eyes upon the great +cedar, massive and tall as though it would build +a tower to heaven, his mind left Brutus, Cæsar, and +Cassius, and played somewhat idly over the British +Isles. He was recalled by an exclamation, not loud, +but so intense and fierce that it startled like a meteor +of the night. He turned. Glenfernie sat still in his +great chair, but his features were changed, his mouth +<a name="Page_225" id="Page_225"></a>working, his eyes shooting light. Strickland advanced +toward him.</p> + +<p>"Not bad news of Jamie!"</p> + +<p>"Not of Jamie! From Jamie." He thrust the +letter under the other's eyes. "Read—read it +out!"</p> + +<p>Strickland read aloud.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"Here is authoritative news. Ian Rullock, after lying two +months in the tolbooth, has escaped. A gaoler connived, it is +supposed, else it would seem impossible. Galbraith tells me he +would certainly have been hanged in September. It is thought +that he got to Leith and on board a ship. Three cleared that +day—for Rotterdam, for Lisbon, and Virginia."</p></div> + +<p>Alexander took the letter again. "That is all of +that import." Strickland once more felt astonishment. +Glenfernie's tone was quiet, almost matter-of-fact. +The blood had ebbed from his face; he +sat there collected, a great quiet on the heels of +storm. It was impossible not to admire the power +that could with such swiftness exercise control. +Strickland hesitated. He wished to speak, but did +not know how far he might with wisdom. The +laird forestalled him.</p> + +<p>"Sit down! This is to be talked over, for again +my course of life alters."</p> + +<p>Strickland took his chair. He leaned his arm +upon the table, his chin upon his hand. He did +not look directly at the man opposite, but at the +bowl of flowers between them.</p> + +<p>"When a man has had joy and lost it, what does +he do?" Glenfernie's voice was almost contemplative.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226"></a>"One man one thing, and one another," said +Strickland. "After his nature."</p> + +<p>"No. All go seeking it in the teeth of death and +horror. That's universal! Joy must be sought. +But it may not wear the old face; it may wear +another."</p> + +<p>"I suppose that true joy has one face."</p> + +<p>"When one platonizes—perhaps! I keep to-day +to earth, to the cave. Do you know," said Alexander, +"why I sit here wounded?"</p> + +<p>"Of outward facts I do not know any more than +is, I think, pretty generally known through this +countryside."</p> + +<p>"As—?"</p> + +<p>Strickland looked still at the bowl of flowers. +"It is known, I think, that you loved Elspeth Barrow +and would have wedded her. And that, while +you were from home, the man who called himself, +and was called by you, your nearest friend, stepped +before you—made love to her, betrayed her—and +left her to bear the shame.... I myself know that +he kept you in ignorance, and that, away from here, +he let you still write to him in friendship and answered +in that tone.... All know that she drowned +herself because of him, and that you knew naught +until you yourself entered the Kelpie's Pool and +found her body and carried her home.... After that +you left the country to find and fight Ian Rullock. +Folk know, too, that he evaded you then. You returned. +Then came this insurrection, and news +that he was in Scotland with the Pretender. You +joined the King's forces. Then, after Culloden, +you found the false friend in hiding, in the moun<a name="Page_227" id="Page_227"></a>tains. +The two of you fought, and, as is often the +way, the injurer seemed again to win. You were +dangerously wounded. He fled. Soldiers upon his +track found you lying in your blood. You were +carried to Inverness. Dickson and I went to you, +brought you at last home. In the mean time came +news that the man you fought had been taken by +the soldiers. I suppose that we have all had +visions of him, in prison, expecting to suffer with +other conspirators."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I have had visions ... outward facts!... Do +you know the inner, northern ocean, where sleep +all the wrecks?"</p> + +<p>"As I have watched you since you were a boy, +it is improbable that I should not have some divining +power. In Inverness, too, while you were fevered, +you talked and talked.... You have walked +with Tragedy, felt her net and her strong whip." +Strickland lifted his eyes from the bowl, pushed +back his chair a little, and looked full at the laird +of Glenfernie. "What then? Rise, Glenfernie, and +leave her behind! And if you do not now, it will +soon be hard for you to do so! Remember, too, +that I watched your father—"</p> + +<p>"After I find Ian Rullock in Holland or Lisbon +or America—"</p> + +<p>Strickland made a movement of deep concern. +"You have met and fought this man. Do you mean +so to nourish vengeance—"</p> + +<p>"I mean so to aid and vindicate distressed Justice."</p> + +<p>"Is it the way?"</p> + +<p>"I think that it is the way."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228"></a>Strickland was silent, seeing the uselessness. +Glenfernie was one to whom conviction must come +from within. A stillness held in the room, broken +by the laird in the voice that was growing like his +father's. "Nothing lacks now but strength, and I +am gaining that—will gain it the faster now! Travel—travel!... All +my travel was preparatory to this."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean," asked Strickland, "to kill him +when you find him?"</p> + +<p>"I like your directness. But I do not know—I +do not know!... I mean to be his following fiend. +To have him ever feel me—when he turns his head +ever to see me!"</p> + +<p>The other sighed sharply. He thought to himself, +"Oh, mind, thy abysses!"</p> + +<p>Indeed, Glenfernie looked at this moment stronger. +He folded Jamie's letter and put it by. He drew +the bowl of flowers to him and picked forth a rose. +"A week—two at most—and I shall be wholly recovered!" +His voice had fiber, decision, even a kind +of cheer.</p> + +<p>Strickland thought, "It is his fancied remedy, at +which he snatches!"</p> + +<p>Glenfernie continued: "We'll set to work to-morrow +upon long arrangements! With you to +manage here, I will not be missed." Without waiting +for the morrow he took quill and paper and +began to figure.</p> + +<p>Strickland watched him. At last he said, "Will +you go at once in three ships to Holland, Portugal, +and America?"</p> + +<p>"Has the onlooker room for irony, while to me it +looks so simple? I shall ship first to the likeliest +<a name="Page_229" id="Page_229"></a>land.... In ten days—in two weeks at most—to +Edinburgh—"</p> + +<p>Strickland left him figuring and, rising, went to +the window. He saw the great cedar, and in mind +the pilgrim who planted it there. All the pilgrims—all +the crusaders—all the men in Plutarch; the +long frieze of them, the full ocean of them ... all +the self-search, dressed as search of another. "I, +too, I doubt not—I, too!" Buried scenes in his own +life rose before Strickland. Behind him scratched +Glenfernie's pen, sounded Glenfernie's voice:</p> + +<p>"I am going to see presently if I can walk as far +as the keep. In two or three days I shall ride. +There are things that I shall know when I get to +Edinburgh. He would take, if he could, the ship +that would land him at the door of France."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII</h2> + + +<p>Alexander rode across the moors to the glen +head. Two or three solitary farers that he met +gave him eager good day.</p> + +<p>"Are ye getting sae weel, laird? I am glad o' +that!"</p> + +<p>"Good day, Mr. Jardine! I rejoice to see you +recovered. Well, they hung more of them yesterday!"</p> + +<p>"Gude day, Glenfernie! It's a bonny morn, and +sweet to be living!"</p> + +<p>At noon he looked down on the Kelpie's Pool. +The air was sweet and fine, bird sounds came +from the purple heather. The great blue arch of +the sky smiled; even the pool, reflecting day, seemed +to have forgotten cold and dread. But for Glenfernie +a dull, cold, sick horror overspread the place. +He and Black Alan stood still upon the moor brow. +Large against the long, clean, horizon sweep, they +looked the sun-bathed, stone figures of horse and +man, set there long ago, guarding the moor, giving +warning of the kelpie.</p> + +<p>"None has been found to warn. There is none +but the kelpie waits for.... But punish—punish!"</p> + +<p>He and Black Alan pushed on to the head of the +glen. Here was Mother Binning's cot, and here he +<a name="Page_231" id="Page_231"></a>dismounted, fastening the horse to the ash-tree. +Mother Binning was outdoors, gathering herbs in +her apron.</p> + +<hr style='width: 33%;' /> + +<p>She straightened herself as he stepped toward her. +"Eh, laird of Glenfernie, ye gave me a start! I +thought ye came out of the ground by the ash-tree!... Wound +is healed, and life runs on to another +springtime?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it's another springtime.... I do not think +that I believe in scrying, Mother Binning. But +I'm where I pick up all straws with which to +build me a nest! Sit down and scry for me, will +you?"</p> + +<p>"I canna scry every day, nor every noon, nor +every year. What are you wanting to see, Glenfernie?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, just my soul's desire!"</p> + +<p>Mother Binning turned to her door. She put +down the herbs, then brought a pan of water and +set it down upon the door-step, and herself beside +it. "It helps—onything that's still and clear! +Wait till the ripple's gane, and then dinna speak to +me. But gin I see onything, it will na be sae great +a thing as a soul's desire."</p> + +<p>She sat still and he stood still, leaning against the +side of her house. Mother Binning sat with fixed +gaze. Her lips moved. "There's the white mist. +It's clearing."</p> + +<p>"Tell me if you see a ship."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I see it...."</p> + +<p>"Tell me if you see its port."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I see."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232"></a>"Describe it—the houses, the country, the dress +and look of the people—"</p> + +<p>Mother Binning did so.</p> + +<p>"That's not Holland—that would be Lisbon. +Look at the ship again, Mother. Look at the +sailors. Look at the passengers if there are any. +Whom do you see?"</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said Mother Binning. "There's a braw +wrong-doer for you, sitting drinking Spanish wine!"</p> + +<p>"Say his name."</p> + +<p>"It's he that once, when you were a lad, you +brought alive from the Kelpie's Pool."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Mother! That's what I wanted. +<i>Scrying!</i> Who gives to whom—who gives back to +whom? The underneath great I, I suppose. Left +hand giving to right—and no brand-new news! +All the same, other drifts concurring, I think that +he fled by the Lisbon ship!"</p> + +<p>Mother Binning pushed aside the pan of water +and rubbed her hand across her eyes. She took up +her bundle of herbs. "Hoot, Glenfernie! do ye +think that's your soul's desire?"</p> + +<p>Jock came limping around the house. Alexander +could not now abide the sight of this cripple +who had spied, and had not shot some fashion of +arrow! He said good-by and loosed Black Alan +from the ash-tree and rode away. He would not +tread the glen. His memory recoiled from it as +from some Eastern glen of serpents. He and Black +Alan went over the moors. And still it was early +and he had his body strength back. He rode to +Littlefarm.</p> + +<p>Robin Greenlaw was in the field, coat off in the +<a name="Page_233" id="Page_233"></a>gay, warm weather. He came to Glenfernie's side, +and the latter dismounted and sat with him under +a tree. Greenlaw brought a stone jug and tankard +and poured ale.</p> + +<p>The laird drank. "That's good, Robin!" He put +down the tankard. "Are you still a poet?"</p> + +<p>"If I was so once upon a time, I hope I am so +still. At any rate, I still make verses. And I see +poems that I can never write."</p> + +<p>"'Never'—how long a word that is!"</p> + +<p>Greenlaw gazed at the workers in the field. "I +met Mr. Strickland the other day. He says that +you will travel again."</p> + +<p>"'Travel'—yes."</p> + +<p>"The Jardine Arms gets it from the Edinburgh +road that Ian Rullock made a daring escape."</p> + +<p>"He had always ingenuity and a certain sort of +physical bravery."</p> + +<p>"So has Lucifer, Milton says. But he's not +Lucifer."</p> + +<p>"No. He is weak and small."</p> + +<p>"Well, look Glenfernie! I would not waste my +soul chasing him!"</p> + +<p>"How dead are you all! You, too, Greenlaw!"</p> + +<p>Robin flushed. "No! I hate all that he did that +is vile! If all his escaping leads him to violent +death, I shall not find it in me to grieve! But all +the same, I would not see you narrowed to the wolf-hunter +that will never make the wolf less than the +wolf! I don't know. I've always thought of you +as one who would serve Wisdom and show us her +beauty—"</p> + +<p>"To me this is now wisdom—this is now beauty. +<a name="Page_234" id="Page_234"></a>Poets may stay and make poetry, but I go after +Ian Rullock!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, there's poetry in that, too," said Greenlaw, +"because there's nothing in which there isn't +poetry! But you're choosing the kind you're not +best in, or so it seems to me."</p> + +<p>Glenfernie rode from Littlefarm homeward. But +the next day he and Black Alan went to Black +Hill. Here he saw Mr. Touris alone. That gentleman +sat with a shrunken and shriveled look.</p> + +<p>"Eh, Glenfernie! I am glad to see that you are +yourself again! Well, my sister's son has broken +prison."</p> + +<p>"Yes, one prison."</p> + +<p>"God knows they were all mad! But I could not +wish to see him in my dreams, hanging dark from +the King's gallows!"</p> + +<p>"From the King's gallows and for old, mad, +Stewart hopes? I find," said Glenfernie, "that I +do not wish that, either. He would have gone for +the lesser thing—and the long true, right vengeance +been delayed!"</p> + +<p>"What is that?" asked Mr. Touris, dully.</p> + +<p>"His wrong shall be ever in his mind, and I the +painter's brush to paint it there! Give me, O God, +the power of genius!"</p> + +<p>"Are you going to follow him and kill him?"</p> + +<p>"I am going to follow him. At first I thought +that I would kill him. But my mind is changing +as to that."</p> + +<p>Mr. Touris sighed heavily. "I don't know what is +the matter with the world.... One does one's best, +but all goes wrong. All kinds of hopes and plans.<a name="Page_235" id="Page_235"></a>... When +I look back to when I was a young man, +I wonder.... I set myself an aim in life, to lift me +and mine from poverty. I saved for it, denied for +it, was faithful. It came about and it's ashes in +my mouth! Yet I took it as a trust, and was faithful. +What does the Bible say, 'Vanity of vanities'? +But I say that the world's made wrong."</p> + +<p>Glenfernie left him at last, wrinkled and shrunken +and shriveled, cold on a summer day, plying himself +with wine, a serving-man mending the fire upon +the hearth. Alexander went to Mrs. Alison's parlor. +He found her deep chair placed in the garden +without, and she herself sitting there, a book in +hand, but not read, her form very still, her eyes +upon a shaft of light that was making vivid a row +of flowers. The book dropped beside her on the +grass; she rose quickly. The last time they had +met was before Culloden, before Prestonpans.</p> + +<p>She came to him. "You're well, Alexander! +Thanks be! Sit down, my dear, sit down!" She +would have made him take her chair, but he laughed +and brought one for himself from the room. "I +bless my ancestors for a physical body that will +not keep wounds!"</p> + +<p>She sank into her chair again and sat in silence, +gazing at him. Her clear eyes filled with tears, +but she shook them away. At last she spoke: +"Oh, I see the other sort of wounds! Alexander! +lay hold of the nature that will make them, too, +to heal!"</p> + +<p>"Saint Alison," he answered, "look full at what +went on. Now tell me if those are wounds easy +to heal. And tell me if he were not less than a +<a name="Page_236" id="Page_236"></a>man who pocketed the injury, who said to the injurer, +'Go in peace!'"</p> + +<p>She looked at him mournfully. "Is it to pocket +the injury? Will not all combine—silently, silently—to +teach him at last? Less than man—man—more +than man, than to-day's appearing man?... I +am not wise. For yourself and the ring of your +moment you may be judging inevitably, rightly.... But +with what will you overcome—and in overcoming +what will you overcome?"</p> + +<p>He made a gesture of impatience. "Oh, friend, +once I, too, could be metaphysical! I cannot now."</p> + +<p>Speech failed between them. They sat with +eyes upon the garden, the old tree, the August blue +sky, but perhaps they hardly saw these. At last +she turned. She had a slender, still youthful +figure, an oval, lovely, still young face. Now there +was a smile upon her lips, and in her eyes a light +deep, touching, maternal.</p> + +<p>"Go as you will, hunt him as you will, do what +you will! And he, too—Ian! Ian and his sins. +Grapes in the wine-press—wheat beneath the flail—ore +in the ardent fire, and over all the clouds of +wrath! Suffering and making to suffer—sinning +and making to sin.... And yet will the dawn come, +and yet will you be reconciled!"</p> + +<p>"Not while memory holds!"</p> + +<p>"Ah, there is so much to remember! Ian has so +much and you have so much.... When the great +memory comes you will see. But not now, it is +apparent, not now! So go if you will and must, +Alexander, with the net and the spear!"</p> + +<p>"Did he not sin?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237"></a>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"I also sin. But my sin does not match his! +God makes use of instruments, and He shall make +use of me!"</p> + +<p>"If He 'shall,' then He shall. Let us leave talk +of this. Where you go may love and light go, too—and +work it out, and work it out!"</p> + +<p>He did not stay long in her garden. All Black +Hill oppressed him now. The dark crept in upon +the light. She saw that it was so.</p> + +<p>"He can be friends now with none. He sees in +each one a partisan—his own or Ian's." She did +not detain him, but when he rose to say good-by +helped him to say it without delay.</p> + +<p>He went, and she paced her garden, thinking of +Ian who had done so great wrong, and Alexander +who cried, "My enemy!" She stayed in the garden +an hour, and then she turned and went to play +piquet with the lonely, shriveled man, her brother.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXIV</h2> + + +<p>Two days after this Glenfernie rode to White +Farm. Jenny Barrow met him with exclamations.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Alexander! Oh, Glenfernie! And they +say that you are amaist as weel as ever—but to +me you look twelve years older! Eh, and this +warld has brought gray into <i>my</i> hair! Father's gane +to kirk session, and Gilian's awa'."</p> + +<p>He sat down beside her. Her hands went on +paring apples, while her eyes and tongue were +busy elsewhere.</p> + +<p>"They say you're gaeing to travel."</p> + +<p>"Yes. I'm starting very soon."</p> + +<p>"It's na <i>said oot</i>—but a kind of whisper's been +gaeing around." She hesitated, then, "Are you +gaeing after him, Glenfernie?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>Jenny put down her knife and apple. She drew +a long breath, so that her bosom heaved under her +striped gown. A bright color came into her cheeks. +She laughed. "Aweel, I wadna spare him if I were +you!"</p> + +<p>He sat with her longer than he had done with +Mrs. Alison. He felt nearer to her. He could be +friends with her, while he moved from the other as +<a name="Page_239" id="Page_239"></a>from a bloodless wraith. Here breathed freely all +the strong vindications! He sat, sincere and strong, +and sincere and strong was the countrywoman beside +him.</p> + +<p>"Oh aye!" said Jenny. "He's a villain, and I +wad gie him all that he gave of villainy!"</p> + +<p>"That is right," said Alexander, "to look at it +simply!" He felt that those were his friends who +felt in this as did he.</p> + +<p>On the moor, riding homeward, he saw before +him Jarvis Barrow. Dismounting, he met the old +man beside a cairn, placed there so long ago that +there was only an elfin story for the deeds it commemorated.</p> + +<p>"Gude day, Glenfernie! So that Hieland traitor +did not slay ye?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>Jarvis Barrow, white-headed, strong-featured, far +yet, it seemed, from incapacitating old age, took his +seat upon a great stone loosened from the mass. +He leaned upon his staff; his collie lay at his feet. +"Many wad say a lang time, with the healing in it +of lang time, since a fause lover sang in the ear of +my granddaughter, in the glen there!"</p> + +<p>"Aye, many would say it."</p> + +<p>"I say 'a fause lover.' But the ane to whom she +truly listened is an aulder serpent than he ... wae +to her!"</p> + +<p>"No, no!"</p> + +<p>"But I say 'aye!' I am na weak! She that +worked evil and looseness, harlotry, strife, and +shame, shall she na have her hire? As, Sunday by +Sunday, I wad ha' set her in kirk, before the con<a name="Page_240" id="Page_240"></a>gregation, +for the stern rebuking of her sin, so, mak +no doubt, the Lord pursues her now! Aye, He shakes +His wrath before her eyes! Wherever she turns +she sees 'Fornicatress' writ in flames!"</p> + +<p>"No!"</p> + +<p>"But aye!"</p> + +<p>"Where she was mistaken—where, maybe, she +was wilfully blind—she must learn. Not the learning +better, but the old mistake until it is lost in +knowledge, will clothe itself in suffering! But that +is but a part of her! If there is error within, there +is also Michael within to make it of naught! She +releases herself. It is horrible to me to see you +angered against her, for you do not discriminate—and +you are your Michael, but not hers!"</p> + +<p>"Adam is speaking—still the woman's lover! I'm +not for contending with you. She tore my heart +working folly in my house, and an ill example, and +for herself condemnation!"</p> + +<p>"Leave her alone! She has had great unhappiness!" +He moved the small stones of the cairn with +his fingers. "I am going away from Glenfernie."</p> + +<p>"Aye. It was in mind that ye would! You and +he were great friends."</p> + +<p>"The greater foes now."</p> + +<p>"I gie ye full understanding there!"</p> + +<p>"With my father, those he hated were beyond +his touch. So he walked among shadows only. +But to me this world is a not unknown wood where +roves, alive and insolent, my utter enemy! I can +touch him and I will touch him!"</p> + +<p>"Not you, but the Lord Wha abides not evil!... How +sune will ye be gaeing, Glenfernie?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241"></a>"As soon as I can ride far. As soon as everything +is in order here. I know that I am going, but I +do not know if I am returning."</p> + +<p>"I haud na with dueling. It's un-Christian. +But mony's the ancient gude man that Jehovah +used for sword! Aye, and approved the sword that +he used—calling him faithful servant and man after +His heart! I am na judging."</p> + +<p>From the moor Glenfernie rode through the village. +Folk spoke to him, looked after him; children +about the doors called to others, "It's tha +laird on Black Alan!" Old and young women, distaff +or pan or pot or pitcher in hand, turned head, +gazed, spoke to themselves or to one another. The +Jardine Arms looked out of doors. "He's unco like +tha auld laird!" Auld Willy, that was over a hundred, +raised a piping voice, "Did ye young things +remember Gawin Elliot that was his great-grandfather +ye'd be saying, 'Ye might think it was Gawin +Elliot that was hangit!'" Mrs. Macmurdo came to +her shop door. "Eh, the laird, wi' all the straw of +all that's past alight in his heart!"</p> + +<p>Alexander answered the "good days," but he did +not draw rein. He rode slowly up the steep village +street and over the bare waste bit of hill until here +was the manse, with the kirk beyond it. Coming +out of the manse gate was the minister. Glenfernie +checked his mare. All around spread a bare and +lonely hilltop. The manse and the kirk and the +minister's figure buttressed each the others with a +grim strength. The wind swept around them and +around Glenfernie.</p> + +<p>Mr. M'Nab, standing beside the laird, spoke +<a name="Page_242" id="Page_242"></a>earnestly. "We rejoice, Glenfernie, that you are +about once more! There is the making in you of a +grand man, like your father. It would have been +down-spiriting if that son of Belial had again triumphed +in mischief. The weak would have found +it so."</p> + +<p>"What is triumph?"</p> + +<p>"Ye may well ask that! And yet," said M'Nab, +"I know. It is the warm-feeling cloak that Good +when it hath been naked wraps around it, seeing +the spoiler spoiled and the wicked fallen into the +pit that he digged!"</p> + +<p>"Aye, the naked Good."</p> + +<p>The minister looked afar, a dark glow and energy +in his thin face. "They are in prison, and the scaffolds +groan—they who would out with the Kirk +and a Protestant king and in with the French and +popery!"</p> + +<p>"Your general wrong," said Glenfernie, "barbed +and feathered also for a Scots minister's own inmost +nerve! And is not my wrong general likewise? +Who hates and punishes falsity, though it were +found in his own self, acts for the common good!"</p> + +<p>"Aye!" said the minister. "But there must be +assurance that God calls you and that you hate +the sin and not the sinner!"</p> + +<p>"Who assures the assurances? Still it is I!"</p> + +<p>Glenfernie rode on. Mr. M'Nab looked after him +with a darkling brow. "That was heathenish—!"</p> + +<p>Alexander passed kirk and kirkyard. He went +home and sat in the room in the keep, under his +hand paper upon which he made figures, diagrams, +words, and sentences. When the next day came +<a name="Page_243" id="Page_243"></a>he did not ride, but walked. He walked over the +hills, with the kirk spire before him lifting toward +a vast, blue serenity. Presently he came in sight +of the kirkyard, its gravestones and yew-trees. +He had met few persons upon the road, and here on +the hilltop held to-day a balmy silence and solitude. +As he approached the gate, to which there mounted +five ancient, rounded steps of stone, he saw sitting +on one of these a woman with a basket of flowers. +Nearer still, he found that it was Gilian Barrow.</p> + +<p>She waited for him to come up to her. He took +his place upon the steps. All around hung still and +sunny space. The basket of flowers between them +was heaped with marigolds, pinks, and pansies.</p> + +<p>"For Elspeth," said Gilian.</p> + +<p>"It is almost two years. You have ceased to +grieve?"</p> + +<p>"Ah no! But one learns how to marry grief and +gladness."</p> + +<p>"Have you learned that? That is a long lesson. +But some are quicker than others or had learned +much beforehand.... Where is Elspeth?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, she is safe, Glenfernie!"</p> + +<p>"I wanted her body safe—safe, warm, in my +arms!"</p> + +<p>"Spirit and spirit. Meet spirit with spirit!"</p> + +<p>"No! I crave and hunger and am cold. Unless +I warm myself—unless I warm myself—with anger +and hatred!"</p> + +<p>"I wish it were not so!"</p> + +<p>"I had a friend.... I warm myself now in the +hunt of a foe—in his look when he sees me!"</p> + +<p>Gilian smote her hands together. "So Elspeth +<a name="Page_244" id="Page_244"></a>would have loved that! So the smothered God in +you loves that!"</p> + +<p>"It is the God in me that will punish him!"</p> + +<p>"Is it—is it, Glenfernie?"</p> + +<p>He made a wide gesture of impatience. "Cold—languid—pithless! +You, Robin, Strickland, Alison +Touris—"</p> + +<p>Gilian looked at her basket of marigolds, pinks, +and pansies. "That word death.... I bring these +here, but Elspeth is with me everywhere! There is +a riddle—there is a strange, huge mistake. She +must solve it, she must make that port of all ports—and +you and I must make it.... It is a hard, +heroic, long adventure!"</p> + +<p>"I speak of the pine-tree in the blast, and such +as you would give me pansies! I speak of the +eagle at the crag-top in the storm, and you offer +butterflies!"</p> + +<p>"Ah, then, go and kill her lover and the man +who was your friend!"</p> + +<p>Glenfernie rose from the step, in his face strong +anger and denial. He stood, seeking for words, +looking down upon the seated woman and her +flowers. She met him with parted lips and a straight, +fearless look.</p> + +<p>"Will you take half the flowers, Glenfernie, and +put them for Elspeth?"</p> + +<p>"No. I cannot go there now!"</p> + +<p>"I thought you would not. Now I am Elspeth. +I love her. I would give her gladness—serve her. +She says, 'Let him alone! Do you not know that +his own weird will bring him into dark countries +and light countries, and where he is to go? Is your +<a name="Page_245" id="Page_245"></a>own tree to be made thwart and misshapen, that +his may be reminded that there is rightness of +growth? He is a tree—he is not a stone, nor will +he become a stone. There is a law a little larger +than your fretfulness that will take care of him! +I like Glenfernie better when he is not a busybody!'"</p> + +<p>Alexander stared at her in anger. "Differences +where I thought to find likeness—likenesses where +I thought to find differences! He deceived me, +fooled me, played upon me as upon a pipe; took +my own—"</p> + +<p>"Ha!" said Gilian. "So you are going a-hunting +for more reasons than one?—Elspeth, Elspeth! +come out of it!—for Glenfernie, after all, avenges +himself!"</p> + +<p>Alexander, looking like his father, spoke slowly, +with laboring breath. "Had one asked me, I should +have said that you above all might understand. +But you, too, betray!" With a sweep of his arms +abroad, a gesture abrupt and desolate, he turned. +He quitted the sunny bare space, the kirkyard and +the woman sitting with her basket of marigolds and +pansies.</p> + +<p>But two nights later he came to this place alone.</p> + +<p>The moon was full. It hung like a wonder lantern +above the hill and the kirk; it made the kirkyard +cloth of silver. The yews stood unreal, or with +a delicate, other reality. It was neither warm nor +cold. The moving air neither struck nor caressed, +but there breathed a sense of coming and going, +unhurried and unperplexed, from far away to far +away. The laird of Glenfernie crossed long grass +to where, for a hundred years, had been laid the +<a name="Page_246" id="Page_246"></a>dead from White Farm. There was a mound bare +to the sunlight thrown from the moon. He saw +the flowers that Gilian had brought.</p> + +<p>The flowers were colorless in the moonlight—and +yet they could be, and were, clothed with a hue +of anger from himself. They lay before him purple-crimson. +They were withered, but suddenly +they had sap, life, fullness—but a distasteful, reminding +life, a life in opposition! He took them +and threw them away.</p> + +<p>Now the mound rested bare. He lay down beside +it. He stretched his arms over it. "Elspeth!"—and +"Elspeth!"—and "Elspeth!" But Elspeth +did not answer—only the cool sunlight thrown back +from the moon.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV"></a>CHAPTER XXV</h2> + + +<p>Ian traveled toward a pass through the Pyrenees. +Behind him stretched difficult, hazardous, +slow travel—weeks of it. Behind those weeks +lay the voyage to Lisbon, and from Lisbon in a +second boat north to Vigo. From Vigo to this day +of forested slopes and brawling streams, steadily +worsening road, ruder dwellings, more primitive, +impoverished folk, rolled a time of difficulties small +and great, like the mountain pebbles for number. +It took will and wit at strain to dissolve them all, +and so make way out of Spain into France—through +France—to Paris, where were friends.</p> + +<p>Spanish travel was difficult at best—Spanish travel +with scarcely any gold to travel on found the "best" +quite winnowed out. Slow at all times, it grew, +lacking money, to be like one of those dreams +of retardation. Ian gathered and blew upon his +philosophy, and took matters at last with some +amusement, at times, even, with a sense of the +enjoyable.</p> + +<p>He was not quite penniless. Those who had +helped in his escape from Edinburgh had provided +him gold. But, his voyage paid for, he must buy +at Vigo fresh apparel and a horse. When at last +he rode eastward and northward he was poor enough! +<a name="Page_248" id="Page_248"></a>Food and lodging must be bought for himself and +his steed. Inns and innkeepers, chance folk applied +to for guidance, petty officials in perennially +suspicious towns—twenty people a day stood ready +to present a spectral aspect of leech and gold-sucker! +He was expert in traveling, but usually he had +borne a purse quite like that of Fortunatus. Now +he must consider that he might presently have to +sell his horse—and it was not a steed of Roland's, +to bring a great price! He might be compelled to +go afoot into France. He might be sufficiently +blessed if the millennium did not find him yet living +by his wits in Spain. It was Spanish, that prospect! +Turn what? Ian asked himself. Bull-fighter—fencing-master—gipsy—or +brigand? He played +with the notion of fencing-master. But he would +have to sell his horse to provide room and equipment, +and he must turn aside to some considerable +town. Brigand would be easier, in these wild forests +and rock fortresses that climbed and stood upon the +sky-line. Matter enough for perplexity! But the +sweep of forest and mountain wall was admirable—admirable +the air, the freedom from the Edinburgh +prison. Except occasionally, in the midst of some +intensification of annoyance, he rode and maneuvered +undetected.</p> + +<p>Past happenings might and did come across him +in waves. He remembered, he regretted; he pursued +a dialectic with various convenient divisions +of himself. But all that would be lost for long +times in the general miraculous variety of things! +On the whole, going through Spain in the autumn +weather, even with poverty making mouths along<a name="Page_249" id="Page_249"></a>side, +was not a sorry business! Zest lived in pitting +vigor and wit against mole hills threatening an +aggregation into mountains! As for time, what was +it, anyhow, to matter so much? He owned time +and a wide world.</p> + +<p>Delay and delay and delay. In one town the +alcalde kept him a week, denying him the road +beyond while inquiries were made as to his identity +or non-identity with some famed outlaw escaping +from justice. Further on, his horse fell badly lame +and he stayed day after day in a miserable village, +lounging under a cork-tree, learning patois. There +was a girl with great black eyes. He watched her, +two or three times spoke to her. But when she saw +how he must haggle over the price of food and +lodging she laughed, and returned to the side of a +muleteer with a sash and little bells upon his hat.</p> + +<p>All along the road fell these retardations. Then +as the mountains loomed higher, the spirit of contradiction +apparently grew tired and fell behind. +For several days he traveled quite easily. "My +Lady Fortune," asked Ian, "what is up your sleeve?"</p> + +<p>The air stayed smiling and sweet. In a town +half mountain, half plain, he made friends at the +inn with Don Fernando, son of an ancient, proud, +decaying house, poor as poverty. Don Fernando +had been in Paris, knew by hearsay England, and +had heard Scotland mentioned. Spaniard and Scot +drank together. The former was drawn into almost +love of Ian. Here was a help against boundless +ennui! Ian and his horse, and the small mail +strapped behind the saddle, finally went off with +Don Fernando to spend a week in his old house on +<a name="Page_250" id="Page_250"></a>the hillside just without the town. Here was poverty +also, but yet sufficient acres to set a table and +pour good wine and to make the horse forget the +famine road behind him. Here were lounging and +siesta, rest for body and mind, sweet "do well a +very little!" Don Fernando would have kept the +guest a second week and then a third.</p> + +<p>But Ian shook his head, laughed, embraced him, +promised a return of good when the great stream +made it possible, and set forth upon his further +travel. The horse looked sleek, almost fat. The +Scot's jaded wardrobe was cleaned, mended, refreshed. +Living with Don Fernando were an elder +sister and an ancient cousin who had fallen in love +with the big, handsome Don, traveling so oddly. +These had set hand-maidens to work, with the result +that Ian felt himself spruce as a newly opened +pink. And Don Fernando gave him a traveling-cloak—very +fine—a last year's gift, it seemed, from +a grandee he had obliged. Cold weather was approaching +and its warmth would be grateful. Ian's +great need was for money in purse. These new +friends had so little of that that he chose not to +ask for a loan. After all, he could sell the cloak!</p> + +<p>The day was fine, the country mounting as it +were by stairs toward the mountains. Before him +climbed a string of pack-mules. The merchant +owning them and their lading traveled with a guard +of stout young men. For some hours Ian had the +merchant for companion and heard much of the +woes of the region and the times, the miseries of +travel, the cursed inns, bandits licensed and unlicensed, +craft, violence, and robbery! The mer<a name="Page_251" id="Page_251"></a>chant +bewailed all life and kept a hawk eye upon +his treasure on the Spanish road. At last he and +his guard, his mules and muleteers, turned aside +into a skirting way that would bring him to a town +visible at no great distance. Left alone, Ian viewed +from a hilltop the roofs of this place, with a tower +or two starting up like warning fingers. But his +road led on through a mountain pass.</p> + +<p>The earth itself seemed to be climbing. The +mountain shapes, little and big, gathered in herds. +Cliffs, ravines, the hoarse song of water, the faces +of few human folk, and on these written "Mountains, +mountains! Live as we can! Catch who catch +can!" After a time the road was deprived of even +these faces. The Scot thought of home mountains. +He thought of the Highlands. Above him and at +some distance to the right appeared a distribution +of cliffs that reminded him of that hiding-place +after Culloden. He looked to see the birchwood, +the wheeling eagle. The sun was at noon. Riding +in a solitude, he almost dozed in the warm light. +The Highlands and the eagle wheeling above the +crag.... Black Hill and Glenfernie and White Farm +and Alexander.... Life generally, and all the funny +little figures running full tilt, one against another....</p> + +<p>His horse sprang violently aside, then stood trembling. +Forms, some ragged, some attired with a violent +picturesqueness, had started from without a +fissure in the wood and from behind a huge wayside +rock. Ian knew them at a glance for those brigands +of whom he had heard mention and warning enough. +Don Fernando had once described their practices.</p> + +<p>Resistance was idle. He chose instead a genial +<a name="Page_252" id="Page_252"></a>patience for his tower, and within it keen wits to +keep watch. With his horse he was taken by the +fierce, bedizened dozen up a gorge to so complete +and secure a robber hold that Nature, when she +made it, must have been in robber mood. Here +were found yet others of the band, with a bedecked +and mustached chief. He was aware that property, +not life, answered to their desires. His horse, his +fine cloak, his weapons, the small mail and its contents, +with any article of his actual wearing they +might fancy, and the little, little, little money within +his purse—all would be taken. All in the luck! +To-day to thee, to-morrow to me. What puzzled +him was that evidently more was expected.</p> + +<p>When they condescended to direct speech he +could understand their language well enough. Nor +did they indulge in over-brutal handling; they +kept a measure and reminded him sufficiently of old +England's own highwaymen. Of course, like old +England's own, they would become atrocious if they +thought that circumstances indicated it. But they +did not seem inclined to go out of their way to be +murderous or tormenting. The only sensible course +was to take things good-naturedly and as all in the +song! The worst that might happen would be that +he must proceed to France afoot, without a penny, +lacking weapons, Don Fernando's cloak—all things, +in short, but the bare clothing he stood in. To make +loss as small as possible there were in order suavity, +coolness, even gaiety!</p> + +<p>And still appeared the perplexing something he +could not resolve. The over-fine cloak, the horse +now in good condition, might have something to +<a name="Page_253" id="Page_253"></a>do with it, contrasting as they certainly did with +the purse in the last stages of emaciation. And +there seemed a studying of his general appearance, +of his features, even. Two men in especial appeared +detailed to do this. At last his ear caught +the word "ransom."</p> + +<p>Now there was nobody in Spain knowing enough +or caring enough of or for Ian Rullock to entertain +the idea of parting with gold pieces in order to save +his life. Don Fernando might be glad to see him +live, but certainly had not the gold pieces! Moreover, +it presently leaked fantastically out that the +bandits expected a large ransom. He began to suspect +a mistake in identity. That assumption, increasing +in weight, became certainty. They looked +him all around, they compared notes, they regarded +the fine cloak, the refreshed steed. "English, señor, +English?"</p> + +<p>"Scots. You do not understand that? Cousin +to English."</p> + +<p>"English. We had word of your traveling—with +plenty of gold."</p> + +<p>"It is a world of mistakes. I travel, but I have +no gold."</p> + +<p>"It is a usual lack of memory of the truth. We +find it often. You are traveling with escort—with +another of your nation, your brother, we suppose. +There are servants. You are rich. For some great +freak you leave all in the town down there and ride +on alone. Foreigners often act like madmen. +Perhaps you meant to return to the town. Perhaps +to wait for them in the inn below the pass. You +have not gold in your purse because there is bounti<a name="Page_254" id="Page_254"></a>ful +gold just behind you. Why hurt the beautiful +truth? Sancho and Pedro here were in the inn-yard +last night."</p> + +<p>Sancho's hoarse voice emerged from the generality. +"It was dusk, but we saw you plainly enough, we +are sure, señor! In your fine cloak, speaking English, +discussing with a big tall man who rode in +with you and sat down to supper with you and was +of your rank and evidently, we think, your brother +or close kinsman!"</p> + +<p>The chief nodded. "It is to him that we apply +for your ransom. You, señor, shall write the letter, +and Sancho and Pedro shall carry it down. It +will be placed, without danger to us, in your brother's +hand. We have our ways.... Then, in turn, your +brother shall ride forth, with a single companion, +from the town, and in a clear space that we shall indicate, +put the ransom beneath a certain rock, turning +his horse at once and returning the way he came. +If the gold is put there, as much as we ask, and +according to our conditions, you shall go free as a +bird, señor, though perhaps with as little luggage +as a bird. If we do not receive the ransom—why, +then, the life of a bird is a little thing! We shall +put you to death."</p> + +<p>Ian combated the profound mistake. What was +the use? They did not expect him to speak truth, +but they were convinced that they had the truth +themselves. At last it came, on his part, to a +titanic whimsicalness of assent. At least, assenting, +he would not die in the immediate hour! Stubbornly +refuse to do their bidding, and his thread of life +would be cut here and now.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255"></a>"All events grow to seem unintelligible masks! +So why quarrel with one mask more? Pen, ink, +and paper?"</p> + +<p>All were produced.</p> + +<p>"I must write in English?"</p> + +<p>"That is understood, señor. Now this—and +this—is what you are to write in English."</p> + +<p>The captive made a correct guess that not more +than one or two of the captors could read Spanish, +and none at all English.</p> + +<p>"Nevertheless, señor," said the chief, "you will +know that if the gold is not put in that place and +after that fashion that I tell you, we shall let you +die, and that not easily! So we think that you will +not make English mistakes any more than Spanish +ones."</p> + +<p>Ian nodded. He wrote the letter. Sancho put +it in his bosom and with Pedro disappeared from +the dark ravine. The situation relaxed.</p> + +<p>"You shall eat, drink, sleep, and be entirely comfortable, +señor, until they return. If they bring +the gold you shall pursue your road at your pleasure +even with a piece for yourself, for we are nothing +if not generous! If they do not bring it, why, then, +of course—!"</p> + +<p>Ian had long been bedfellow of wild adventure. +He thought that he knew the mood in which it was +best met. The mood represented the grist of much +subtle effort, comparing, adjustment, and readjustment. +He cultivated it now. The banditti admired +courage, coolness, and good humor. They had provision +of food and wine, the sun still shone warm. +The robber hold was set amid dark, gipsy beauty.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256"></a>The sun went down, the moon came up. Ian, +lying upon shaggy skins, knew well that to-morrow +night—the night after at most—he might not see +the sun descend, the moon arise. What then?</p> + +<p>Alexander Jardine, sailing from Scotland, came +to Lisbon a month after Ian Rullock. He knew the +name of the ship that had carried the fugitive, and +fortune had it that she was yet in this port, waiting +for her return lading. He found the captain, +learned that Ian had transhipped north to Vigo. He +followed. At Vigo he picked up a further trace and +began again to follow. He followed across Spain on +the long road to France. He had money, horses, +servants when he needed them, skill in travel, a tireless, +great frame, a consuming purpose. He made +mistakes in roads and rectified them; followed +false clues, then turned squarely from them and +obtained another leading. He squandered upon +the great task of dogging Ian, facing Ian, showing +Ian, again and again showing Ian, the wrong that +had been done, patience, wealth of kinds, a discovering +and prophetic imagination. He traveled until +at last here was the earth, climbing, climbing, and +before him the forested slopes, the mountain walls, +the great partition between Spain and France. An +eagle would fly over it, and another eagle would follow +him, for a nest had been robbed and a friendship +destroyed!</p> + +<p>As the mountains enlarged he fell in with an Englishman +of rank, a nobleman given to the study of +literature and peoples, amateur on the way to connoisseurship, +and now traveling in Spain. He journeyed +<i>en prince</i> with his secretary and his physician, +<a name="Page_257" id="Page_257"></a>servants and pack-horses, and, in addition, for at +least this part of Spain, an armed escort furnished +by the authorities, at his proper cost, against just +those banditti dangers that haunted this strip of +the globe. This noble found in the laird of Glenfernie +a chance-met gentleman worth cultivating +and detaining at his side as long as might be. They +had been together three or four days when at eve +they came to the largest inn of a town set at a short +distance from the mountain pass through which +ran their further road. Here, at dusk, they dismounted +in the inn-yard, about them a staring, +commenting crowd. Presently they went to supper +together. The Englishman meant to tarry a while +in this town to observe certain antiquities. He +might stay a week. He urged that his companion +of the last few days stay as well. But the laird of +Glenfernie could not.</p> + +<p>"I have an errand, you see. I am to find something. +I must go on."</p> + +<p>"Two days, then. You say yourself that your +horses need rest."</p> + +<p>"They do.... I will stay two days."</p> + +<p>But when morning came the secretary and the +physician alone appeared at table. The nobleman +lay abed with a touch of fever. The physician reported +that the trouble was slight—fatigue and a +chill taken. A couple of days' repose and his lordship +would be himself again.</p> + +<p>Glenfernie walked through the town. Returning +to the inn, he found that the Englishman had +asked for him. For an hour or two he talked or +listened, sitting by the nobleman's bed. Leaving +<a name="Page_258" id="Page_258"></a>him at last, he went below to the inn's great room, +half open to the courtyard and all the come and go +of the place. It was late afternoon. He sat by a +table placed before the window, and the river +seemed to flow by him, and now he looked at it +from a rocky island, and now he looked elsewhere. +The room grew ruddy from the setting sun. An +inn servant entered and busied himself about the +place. After him came an aged woman, half gipsy, +it seemed. She approached the seat by the window. +Her worn mantle, her wide sleeve, seemed to touch +the deep stone sill. She was gone like a moth. +Glenfernie's eye discovered a folded paper lying in +the window. It had not been there five minutes +earlier. Now it lay before him like a sudden outgrowth +from the stone. He put out a hand and +took it up. The woman was gone, the serving-man +was gone. Outside flowed the river. Alexander unfolded +the paper. It was addressed to <i>Señor Nobody</i>. +It lay upon his knee, and it was Ian's hand. His +lips moved, his vision blurred. Then came steadiness +and he read.</p> + +<p>What he read was a statement, at once tense +and whimsical, of the predicament of the writer. +The latter, recognizing the confusion of thought +among his captors, wrote because he must, but did +not truly expect any aid from Señor Nobody. The +writing would, however, prolong life for two days, +perhaps for three. If at the end of that time ransom +were not forthcoming death would forthcome. +Release would follow ransom. But Señor Nobody +truly could not be expected to take interest! Most +conceivably the stranger's lot must remain the +<a name="Page_259" id="Page_259"></a>stranger's lot. In that case pardon for the annoyance! +If, miraculously, the bearer did find +Señor Nobody—if Señor Nobody read this letter—if +strangers were not strangers to Señor Nobody—if +gold and mercy lay alike in Señor Nobody's keeping—then +so and so must be done. Followed three or +four lines of explicit directions. Did all the above +come about, then truly would the undersigned, living, +and pursuing his journey into France, and +making return to Señor Nobody when he might, +rest the latter's slave! Followed the signature, +<i>Ian Rullock</i>.</p> + +<p>Alexander sat by the window, in the rocky island, +and the Spanish river flowed by. It was dusk. +Then came lights, and the English secretary and +physician, with servants to lay the table and bring +supper. Glenfernie ate and drank with the two +men. His lordship was reported better, would +doubtless be up to-morrow. The talk fell upon +Greece, to which country the nobleman was, in the +end, bound. Greek art, Greek literature, Greek +myth. Here the secretary proved scholar and enthusiast, +a liker especially of the byways of myth. +He and Alexander voyaged here and there among +them. "And you remember, too," said the secretary, +"the Cranes of Ibycus—"</p> + +<p>They rose at last from table. Secretary and +physician must return to their patron. "I am +going to hunt bed and sleep," said Glenfernie. +"To-morrow, if his lordship is recovered, we'll go +see that church."</p> + +<p>In the rude, small bedchamber he found his Spanish +servant. Presently he would dismiss him, but +<a name="Page_260" id="Page_260"></a>first, "Tell me, Gil, of the banditti in these mountains."</p> + +<p>Gil told. The foreigner who employed him asked +questions, referred intelligently from answer to +answer, and at last had in hand a compact body of +information. He bade Gil good night. Ways of +banditti in any age or place were much the same!</p> + +<p>The room was small, with a rude and narrow bed. +There was a window, small, too, but open to the +night. Pouring through this there entered a vagrant +procession of sound, with, in the interstices, a silence +that had its own voice. As the night deepened the +procession thinned, at last died away.</p> + +<p>When he undressed he had taken the letter to +Señor Nobody and put it upon the table. Now, +lying still and straight upon the bed in the dark +room, there seemed a blacker darkness where it lay, +four feet from him, a little above the level of his +eyes. There it was, a square, a cube, of Egyptian +night, hard, fierce, black, impenetrable.</p> + +<p>For a long time he kept a fixed gaze upon it. Beyond +and above it glimmered the window. The +larger square at last drew his eyes. He lay another +long while, very still, with the window before him. +Lying so, thought at last grew quiet, hushed, subdued. +Very quietly, very sweetly, like one long +gone, loved in the past, returning home, there +slipped into view, borne upon the stream of consciousness, +an old mood of stillness, repose, dawn-light +by which the underneath of things was seen. +Once it had come not infrequently, then blackness +and hardness had whelmed it and it came no more. +He had almost forgotten the feel of it.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261"></a>Presently it would go.... It did so, finding at this +time a climate in which it could not long live. But +it was powerfully a modifier.... Glenfernie, dropping +his eyes from the window, found the square that +was the letter, a square of iron gray.</p> + +<p>A part of the night he lay still upon the narrow +bed, a part he spent in slow walking up and down the +narrow room, a part he stood motionless by the +window. The dawn was faintly in the sky when +at last he took from beneath the pillow his purse +and a belt filled with gold pieces and sat down to +count them over and compare the total with the +figures upon a piece of paper. This done, he dressed, +the light now gray around him. The letter to Señor +Nobody lay yet upon the table. At last, dressed, +he took it up and put it in the purse with the gold. +Leaving the room, he waked his servant where he +lay and gave him directions. A faint yellow light +gleamed in the lowest east.</p> + +<p>He waited an hour, then went to the room where +slept the secretary and the physician. They were +both up and dressing. The physician had been to +his patron's room. "Yes, his lordship was better—was +awake—meant after a while to rise." Glenfernie +would send in a request. Something had occurred +which made him very desirous to see his +lordship. If he might have a few minutes—? +The secretary agreed to make the inquiry, went and +returned with the desired invitation. Glenfernie +followed him to the nobleman's chamber and was +greeted with geniality. Seated by the Englishman's +bed, he made his explanation and request. He had +so much gold with him—he showed the contents +<a name="Page_262" id="Page_262"></a>of the belt and purse—and he had funds with an +agent in Paris and again funds in Amsterdam. +Here were letters of indication. With a total unexpectedness +there had come to him in this town +a call that he could not ignore. He could not explain +the nature of it, but a man of honor would feel +it imperative. But it would take nicely all his gold +and so many pieces besides. He asked the loan of +these, together with an additional amount sufficient +to bring him through to Paris. Once there he could +make repayment. In the mean time his personal +note and word—The Englishman made no trouble +at all.</p> + +<p>"I'll take your countenance and bearing, Mr. +Jardine. But I'll make condition that we do travel +together, after all, as far, at least, as Tours, where +I mean to stop awhile."</p> + +<p>"I agree to that," said Glenfernie.</p> + +<p>The secretary counted out for him the needed +gold. In the narrow room in which he had slept +he put this with his own in a bag. He put with it +no writing. There was nothing but the bare gold. +Carrying it with him, he went out to find the horses +saddled and waiting. With Gil behind him, he went +from the inn and out of the town. The letter to +Señor Nobody had given explicit enough direction. +Clear of all buildings, he drew rein and took bearings. +Here was the stream, the stump of a burned mill, +the mountain-going road, narrower and rougher +than the way of main travel. He followed this +road; the horses fell into a plodding deliberateness +of pace. The sunshine streamed warm around, but +there was little human life here to feel its rays. +<a name="Page_263" id="Page_263"></a>After a time there came emergence into a bare, +houseless, almost treeless plain or plateau. The +narrow, little-traveled road went on upon the edge +of this, but a bridle-path led into and across the +bareness. Alexander followed it. Before him, +across the waste, sprang cliffs with forest at their +feet. But the waste was wide, and in the sun +they showed like nothing more than a burnished, +distant wall. His path would turn before he reached +them. The plain's name might have been Solitariness. +It lay naked of anything more than small +scattered stones and bushes. There upgrew before +him the tree to which he was bound. A solitary, +twisted oak it shot out of the plain, its protruding +roots holding stones in their grasp. Around was +shelterless and bare, but the heightening wall of cliff +seemed to be watching. Alexander rode nearer, +dismounted, left Gil with the two horses, and, the +bag of gold in his hand, walked to the tree. Here +was the stone shaped like a closed hand. He put +the ransom between the stone fingers and the stone +palm. There was no word with it. Señor Nobody +had no name. He turned and strode back to the +horses, mounted, and with Gil rode from the naked, +sunny plain.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXVI</h2> + + +<p>The Peace of Aix-la-Chapelle lay a year in the +future. Yet in Paris, under certain conditions +and auspices, Scot or Englishman might dwell in +security enough. The Jacobite remnant, foe to the +British government, found France its best harbor. +A quietly moving Scots laird, not Jacobite, yet +might be lumped by the generality with those forfeited +Scots gentlemen who, having lost all in a +cause urged and supported by France, now, without +scruple, took from King Louis a pension that put +food in their mouths, coats on their backs, roofs +over their heads. Alexander Jardine, knowing the +city, finding quiet lodgings in a quiet street, established +himself in Paris. It was winter now, cold, +bright weather.</p> + +<p>In old days he had possessed not a few acquaintances +in this city. A circle of thinkers, +writers, painters, had powerfully attracted him. +Circumstances brought him now again into relation +with one or two of this group. He did not seek +them as formerly he had done. But neither could +he be said to avoid companionship when it came +his way. It was not his wish to become singular +or solitary. But he was much alone, and while he +waited for Ian he wandered in the rich Paris of old, +<a name="Page_265" id="Page_265"></a>packed life. Street and Seine-side and market knew +him; he stood in churches, and before old altarpieces +smoked by candles. Booksellers remarked +him. Where he might he heard music; sometimes +he would go to the play. He carried books to his +lodging. He sat late at night over volumes new +and old. The lamp burned dim, the fire sank; +he put aside reading and knowledge gained through +reading, and sat, sunk deep into a dim desert within +himself; at last got to bed and fell to sleep and to +dreams that fatigued, that took him nowhere. +When the next day was here he wandered again +through the streets.</p> + +<p>One of his old acquaintances he saw oftener than +he did others. This was a scholar, a writer, an +encyclopedist of to-morrow who liked the big Scot +and to be in his company. One day, chance met, +they leaned together upon the parapet of a bridge, +and watched the crossing throng. "One's own +particles in transit! Can you grasp that, Deschamps?"</p> + +<p>"I have heard it advanced. No. It is hard to +hold."</p> + +<p>"It is like a mighty serpent. You would think +you had it and then it is gone.... If one could hold +it it would transform the world."</p> + +<p>"Yes, it would. At what are you staring?"</p> + +<p>"The serpent is gone. I thought that I saw one +whom I do not hold to be art and part with me." +He gazed after a crossing horseman. "No! There +was merely a trick of him. It is some other."</p> + +<p>"The man for whom you are waiting?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266"></a>Deschamps returned to the subject of a moment +before. "It is likely that language bewrays much +more than we think it does. I say 'the man.' +You echo it. And I am 'man.' And you are 'man.' +'Man'—'Man'! Every instant it is said. Yet the +identity that we state we never assume!"</p> + +<p>"I said that we could not hold the serpent."</p> + +<p>Ten days afterward he did see Ian. The latter, +after a slow and difficult progress through France, +came afoot into Paris. He sought, and was glad +enough to find, an old acquaintance and sometime +fellow-conspirator—Warburton.</p> + +<p>"Blessed friendship!" he said, and warmed himself +by Warburton's fire. Something within him +winced, and would, if it could, have put forward a +different phrase.</p> + +<p>Warburton poured wine for him. "Now tell your +tale! For months those of us who remained in +Paris have heard nothing but Trojan woes!"</p> + +<p>Ian told. Culloden and after—Edinburgh—Lisbon—Vigo—travel +in Spain—Señor Nobody—</p> + +<p>"That was a curious adventure! And you don't +know the ransomer's name?"</p> + +<p>"Not I! Señor Nobody he rests."</p> + +<p>"Well, and after that?"</p> + +<p>Ian related his wanderings from the Pyrenees up +to Paris. Scotland, Spain, and France, the artist in +him painted pictures for Warburton—painted with +old ableness and abandon, and, Warburton thought, +with a new subtlety. The friend hugged his knees +and enjoyed it like a well-done play. Here was +Rullock's ancient spirit, grown more richly appealing! +Trouble at least had not downed him. Warburton, +<a name="Page_267" id="Page_267"></a>who in the past year had been thrown in contact +with a number whom it had downed, and who had +suffered depression thereby, felt gratitude to Ian +Rullock for being larger, not smaller, than usual.</p> + +<p>At last, the fire still burning, Ian warmed and refreshed, +they wheeled from retrospect into the present. +Warburton revealed how thoroughly shattered +were Stewart hopes.</p> + +<p>"I begin to see, Rullock, that we've simply passed +those things by. We can't go back to that state +of mind and affairs."</p> + +<p>"I don't want to go back."</p> + +<p>"I like to hear you say that. I hear so much +whining the other way! Well, as a movement it's +over.... And the dead are dead, and the scarred +and impoverished will have to pick themselves up."</p> + +<p>"Quite so. Is there any immediate helping hand?"</p> + +<p>"King Louis gives a pension. It's not much, but +it keeps one from starving. And as for you, I've in +keeping a packet for you from England. It reached +me through Goodworth, the India merchant. I've +a notion that your family will manage to put in +your hand some annual amount. Of course your +own fortune is sequestered and you can return +neither to England nor to Scotland."</p> + +<p>"My aunt may have had faith that I was living. +She would do all that she could to help.... No, I'll +not go back."</p> + +<p>"Your chance would lie in some post here. Take +up old acquaintances where they have power, and +recommend yourself to new ones with power. +Great ladies in especial," said Warburton.</p> + +<p>"We haven't passed that by?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268"></a>"Not yet, Rullock, not yet!"</p> + +<p>Ian dreamed over the fire. At last he stretched +his arms. "Let us go sleep, Warburton! I have +come miles...."</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is late. Oh, one thing more! Alexander +Jardine is in Paris."</p> + +<p>"Alexander!"</p> + +<p>"I don't know what he is doing here. In with +the writing, studying crew, I suppose. I came +upon him by accident, near the Sorbonne. He did +not see me and I did not speak."</p> + +<p>"I'll not avoid him!"</p> + +<p>"I remember your telling me that you had quarreled. +That was the eve of your leaving Paris in +the springtime, before the Prince went to Scotland. +You haven't made it up?"</p> + +<p>"No. I suppose we'll never make it up."</p> + +<p>"What was it over?"</p> + +<p>"I can't tell you that.... It had a double thread. +Did he come to Paris, I wonder, because he guessed +that I would bring up here?" He rose and stood +staring down into the fire. "I think that he did +so. Well, if he means to follow me through the +world, let him follow! And now no more to-night, +Warburton! I want sleep—sleep—sleep!"</p> + +<p>The next day and the next and the next began +a new French life. He had luck, or he had the +large momentum of a personality not negligible, an +orb covered with a fine network of enchanter's +symbols. The packet from England held money, +with an engagement to forward a like sum twice +a year. It was not a great sum, but such as it was +he did not in the least scorn it. It had come, after +<a name="Page_269" id="Page_269"></a>all, from Archibald Touris—but Ian knew the influence +behind that.</p> + +<p>Warburton presented his name to the Minister +who dispensed King Louis's fund for Scots gentlemen +concerned in the late attempt, losers of all, and +now destitute in France. So much would come out +of that! The two together waited upon monseigneur +in whose coach they had once crossed the Seine. +He had blood ties with Stewart kings of yesterday, +and in addition to that evidenced a queer, romantic +fondness for lost causes, and a willingness to ferry +across rivers those who had been engaged in them. +Now he displayed toward the Englishman and the +Scot a kind of eery, distant graciousness. Ah yes! +he would speak here and there of Monsieur Ian +Rullock—he would speak to the King. If there +were things going <i>ces messieurs</i> might as well have +some good of them! Out of old acquaintances in +Paris Ian gathered not a few who were in position +to further new fortunes. Some of these were men +and some were women. He took a lodging, neither +so good nor so bad. Warburton found him a servant. +He obtained fine clothes, necessary working-garb +where one pushed one's fortune among fine +folk. The more uncertain and hazardous looked his +fortunes the more he walked and spoke as though +he were a golden favorite of the woman with the +wheel.</p> + +<p>All this moved rapidly. He had not been in Paris +a week ere again, as many times before, he had the +stage all set for Success to walk forth upon it! But +it had come December—December—December, and +he looked forward to that month's passing.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270"></a>He had not seen Alexander. Then, in the middle +of the month he found himself one evening in a +peacock cluster of fine folk, at the theater—a famous +actress to be viewed in a comedy grown the rage. +The play was nearly over when he saw Alexander +in the pit, turned from the stage, gazing steadily +upon him. Ian placed himself where he might +still see him, and returned the gaze.</p> + +<p>Going out when the play was over, the two met +face to face in the lighted space between the doors. +Each was in company of others—Ian with a courtier, +decked and somewhat loudly laughing group, Glenfernie +with a painter of landscape, Deschamps, and +an Oriental, member of some mission to the West. +Meeting so, they stopped short. Their nostrils +dilated, there seemed to come a stirring over their +bodies. Inwardly they felt a painful constriction, +a contraction to something hard, intent, and fanged. +This was the more strongly felt by Alexander, but +Ian felt it, too. Did Glenfernie mean to dog him +through life—think that he would be let to do so? +Alone in a forest, very far back, they might, at this +point, have flown at each other's throat. But they +had felled many forests since the day when just +that was possible.... The thing conventionally in +order for such a moment as the present was to act +as though that annihilation which each wished upon +the other had been achieved. All that they had +shared since the day when first they met, boys on a +heath in Scotland, should be instantaneously blotted +out. Two strangers, jostled face to face in a playhouse, +should turn without sign that there had +ever been that heath. So, symbolically, annihila<a name="Page_271" id="Page_271"></a>tion +might be secured! For a moment each sought +for the blank eyes, the unmoved stone face.</p> + +<p>As from a compartment above sifted down a dry +light with great power of lighting. It came into +Alexander's mind, into that, too, of Ian.... How +absurd was the human animal! All this saying the +opposite left the truth intact. They were not +strangers, each was quite securely seated in the +other. Self-annihilation—self-oblivion!... All +these farcical high horses!... Men went to see +comedies and did not see their own comedy.</p> + +<p>The laird of Glenfernie and Ian Rullock each very +slightly and coldly acknowledged the other's presence. +No words passed. But the slow amenity of +life bent by a fraction the head of each, just parted +the lips of each. Then Alexander turned with an +abrupt movement of his great body and with his +companions was swallowed by the crowd.</p> + +<p>On his bed that night, lying straight with his +hands upon his breast, he had for the space of one +deep breath an overmastering sense of the suaveness +of reality. Crudity, angularity, harshness, +seemed to vanish, to dissolve. He knew dry beds +of ancient torrents that were a long and somewhat +wide wilderness of mere broken rock, stone piece +by stone piece, and only the more jagged edges lost +and only the surface worn by the action, through +ages, of water. It was as though such a bed grew +beneath his eyes meadow smooth—smoother than +that—smooth as air, air that lost nothing by yielding—smooth +as ether that, yielding all, yielded +nothing.... The moment went, but left its memory. +As the moment was large so was its memory.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272"></a>He fought against it with tribes of memories, +lower and dwarfish, but myriads strong. The bells +from some convent rang, the December stars blazed +beyond his window, he put out his arms to the +December cold.</p> + +<p>Ian, despite that moment in the playhouse, looked +for the arrival of a second challenge from Glenfernie. +For an instant it might be that they had seen that +things couldn't be so separate, after all! That there +was, as it were, some universal cement. But instants +passed, and, indubitably, the world was a +broken field! Enmity still existed, full-veined. It +would be like this Alexander, who had overshot +another Alexander, to send challenge after challenge, +never to rest satisfied with one crossing of weapons, +with blood drawn once! Or if there was no challenge, +no formal duel, still there would be duel. +He would pursue—he would cry, "Turn!"—there +would be perpetuity of encounter. To the world's +end there was to be the face of menace, of old reproach—the +arrows dropped of pain of many sorts. +"In short, vengeance," said Ian. "Vengeance deep +as China! When he used to deny himself revenge +in small things it was all piling up for this!... What +I did slipped the leash for him! Well, aren't we +evened?"</p> + +<p>What he looked for came, brought by Deschamps. +The two met in a field outside Paris, with seconds, +with all the conventionally correct paraphernalia. +The setting differed from that of their lonely fight +on a Highland mountain-side. But again Ian, still +the better swordsman, wounded Alexander. This +time he gave—willed perhaps to give—a slight hurt.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273"></a>"That is nothing!" said Glenfernie. "Continue—" +But the seconds, coming between them, would not +have it so. It was understood that their principals +had met before, and upon the same count. Blood +had been drawn. It was France—and mere ugly +tooth-and-claw business not in favor. Blood had +flowed—now part!</p> + +<p>"'Must' drives then to-day," said Alexander. +"But it is December still, Ian Rullock!"</p> + +<p>"Turn the world so, if you will, Glenfernie!" +answered the other. "And yet there is June somewhere!"</p> + +<p>They left the field. Alexander, going home in a +hired coach with Deschamps, sat in silence, looking +out of the window. His arm was bandaged and +held in a sling.</p> + +<p>"They breed determined foes in Scotland," said +Deschamps.</p> + +<p>"That Scotland is in me," Glenfernie answered. +"That Scotland and that December."</p> + +<p>Three days later he wandered alone in Paris, +came at last to old stone steps leading down to the +river, in an unpopulous quarter. A few boats lay +fastened to piles, but the landing-place hung deserted +in the winter sunlight. There lacked not a +week of Christmas. But the season had been mild. +To-day was not cold, and stiller than still. Glenfernie, +his cloak about him, sat upon the river steps +and watched the stream. It went by, and still it +stood there before him. It came from afar, and it +went to afar, and still it shone where his hand +might touch it. It turned like a wheel, from the +gulf to the height and around again. He followed +<a name="Page_274" id="Page_274"></a>its round—ocean and climbing vapor, cloud, rain, +and far mountain springs, descent and the mother +sea. The mind, expanding, ceased to examine +radius by radius, but held the whole wheel. Alexander +sat in inner quiet, forgetting December.</p> + +<p>Turning from that contemplation, he yet remained +still, looking now at the sunshine on the +steps.... There seemed to reach him, within and +from within, rays of color and fragrance, the soul of +spice pinks, marigolds, and pansies.... Then, +within and from within, Elspeth was with him.</p> + +<p>Dead! She was not dead.... Of all idle words—!</p> + +<p>It was not as a shade—it was not as a memory, +or not as the poor things that were called memory! +But she came in the authority and integrity of herself, +that was also, most dearly, most marvelously, +himself as well—permeative, penetrative, real, a +subtle breath named Elspeth! So subtle, so wide +and deep, elastic, universal, with no horizons that +he could see.... To and fro played the tides of +knowledge.</p> + +<p>Elspeth all along—sunshines and shadows—Elspeth +a wide, living life—not crushed into the two +moments upon which he had brooded—not the +momentary Elspeth who had walked the glen with +him, not the momentary Elspeth lifted from the +Kelpie's Pool, borne in his arms, cold, rigid, drowned, +a long, long way! But Elspeth, integral, vibrant, +living—Elspeth of centillions of moments—Elspeth +a beautiful power moving strongly in abundant +space....</p> + +<p>His form stayed moveless upon the river steps +while the wave of realization played.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275"></a>The experience linked itself with that of the +other night when the stony bed of existence, broken, +harsh, irregular, had suddenly dissolved into connections +myriad wide, deep, and fine.... He had +prated with philosophers of oneness. Then what +he had prated of had been true! There was a great +difference between talking of and touching truth....</p> + +<p>But he could not hold the touch. The wings +flagged, he fell into the jungle of words. His body +turned upon the steps. The caves and dens of his +being began to echo with cries and counter-cries.</p> + +<p>Hurt? Had she not been hurt at all? But she +<i>was</i> hurt—poisoned, ruined, drawn to death! Had +she long and wide and living power to heal her own +harm? Still was it not there—he would have it +there!</p> + +<p>Ian Rullock! With a long, inward, violent recoil +Alexander shrank into the old caves of himself. All, +the magic web of color and fragrance dwindled, +came to be a willow basket filled with White Farm +flowers placed upon the kirkyard steps.</p> + +<p>Ian Rullock had stolen her—Ian, not Alexander, +had been her lover, kissed her, clasped her, there in +the glen! Ian, the Judas of friendship—thief of a +comrade's bliss—cheat, murderer, mocker, and injurer!</p> + +<p>The wave of oneness fled.</p> + +<p>Glenfernie, looking like the old laird his father, +his cloak wrapped around him, feeling the December +air, left the river steps, wandered away through +Paris.</p> + +<p>But when he was alone with the night he tried to +recover the wave. It had been so wonderful. Even +<a name="Page_276" id="Page_276"></a>the faint, faint echo, the ghostly afterglow, were exquisite; +were worth more than anything he yet had +owned. He tried to recover the earlier part of the +wave, separating it from the later flood that had +seemed critical of righteous wrath, just punishment. +But it would not come back on those terms.... +But yet he wanted it, wanted it, longed for it even +while he warred against it.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXVII</h2> + + +<p>That was one December. The year made twelve +steps and here was December again. With it +came to Ian a proffer from the nobleman of the +coach across the Seine. Some ancient business, +whether of soul or sense, carried him to Rome. +Monsieur Ian Rullock—said to be for the moment +banished from a certain paradise—might find it in +his interest to come with him—say as traveling +companion. Ian found it so. Monseigneur was +starting at once. Good! let us start.</p> + +<p>Ian despatched his servant to the lodging known +to be occupied by the laird of Glenfernie. The man +had a note to deliver. Alexander took it and read:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Glenfernie</span>,—I am quitting Paris with the Duc de ——, +for Rome.—<span class="smcap">Ian Rullock</span>.</p></div> + +<p>The man gone, Alexander put fire to the missive +and burned it, after which he walked up and down, +up and down the wide, bare room. When some +time had passed he came back to chair and table, +inkwell and pen, and a half-written letter. The +quill drove on:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>... None could do better by the estate than you—not I nor +any other. So I beg of you to stay, dear Strickland, who have +stayed by us so long!</p></div> + +<p><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278"></a>There followed a page of business detail—inquiries—expressed +wishes. Glenfernie paused. Before him, +propped against a volume of old lore, stood a small +picture;—Orestes asleep in the grove of the Furies. +He sat leaning back in his chair, regarding it. He +had found it and purchased it months before, and +still he studied it. His eyes fell to the page; he +wrote on:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>You ask no questions, and yet I know that you question. +Well, I will tell you—knowing that you will strain out and give +to others only what should be given.... He has been, and I +have been, in Paris a year. He and I have fought three times—fought, +that is, as men call fighting. Once upon that mountain-side +at home, twice here. Now he is going—and I am +going—to Rome. Shall I fight him again—with metal digged +from the earth, fashioned and sharpened in some red-lighted +shop of the earth? I am not sure that I shall—rather, I think +that I shall not.... Is there ever a place where a kind of growth +does not go on? There is a moonrise in me that tells me that +that fighting is to be scorned. But what shall I do, seeing that he +is my foe?... Ah, I do not know—save haunt him, save bring +and bring again my inner man, to clinch and wrestle with and +throw, if may be, his inner man. And to see that he knows +that I do this—that it tells back upon him—through and +through tells back!... It has been a strange year. Now and +then I am aware of curious far tides, effects from some giant +orb of being. But I go on.... For my daily life in Paris—here +it is, your open page!... You see, I still seek knowledge, for all +your gibe that I sought darkness. And now, as I go to Rome—</p></div> + +<p>He wrote on, changing now to details as to communication, +placing of moneys, and such matters. +At length came references to the last home news, +expressions of trust and affection. He signed his +name, folded, superscribed and sealed the letter, +then sat on, studying the picture before him.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279"></a>Monseigneur, with gold, with fine horses, with an +eery, swooping, steadiness of direction, journeyed fast. +He and his traveling companion reached Rome early +in February. There was a villa, there were attendants, +there was the Frenchman's especial circle, +set with bizarre jewels, princes of the Church, +Italian nobles of his acquaintance, exiles, a charlatan +of immense note, certain ladies. He only asked of +his guest, Monsieur Rullock, that he help him to +entertain the whole chaplet, giving to his residence +in Rome a certain splendid virility.</p> + +<p>February showed skies like sapphire. There +drew on carnival week. Masks and a wildness of +riot—childish, too—</p> + +<p>Ian leaned against the broken base of an ancient +statue, set in the villa garden, at a point that gave +a famous view. Around, the almond-trees were in +bloom. The marble Diana had gazed hence for so +many years, had seen so much that might make the +dewy greenwood forgotten! It was mid-afternoon +and flooding light. Here Rome basked, half-asleep +in a dream of sense; here the ant city worked and +worked.</p> + +<p>Ian stood between tides, behind him a forenoon, +before him an evening of carnival participation. +In the morning he had been with a stream of persons; +presently, with the declining sun, would be +with another. Here was an hour or two of pause, +time of day for rest with half-closed eyes. He looked +over the pale rose wave of the almonds, he saw +Peter's dome and St. Angelo. He was conscious of +a fatigue of his powers, a melancholy that they gave +him no more than they did. "How it is all tinsel +<a name="Page_280" id="Page_280"></a>and falsetto!... I want a clean, cold, searching wave—desert +and night—not life all choked with wax +tapers and harlequins! I want something.... I +don't know what I want. I only know I haven't +got it!"</p> + +<p>His arm moved upon the base of the statue. He +looked up at the white form with the arrow in its +hands. "Self-containment.... What, goddess, +you would call chastity all around?... All the +spilled self somehow centered. But just that is +difficult—difficult—more difficult than anything +Hercules attempted. Oh me!" He sat down beneath +the cypress that stood behind the statue +and rested his head within his hands. From Rome, +on all sides, broke into the still light trumpets and +bell-ringing, pipes and drums, shout and singing. +It sounded like a thousand giant cicadæ. A group +of masks went through the garden, by the Diana +figure. They threw pine cones and confetti at the +gold-brown foreigner seated there. One wore an +ass's head, another was dressed as a demon with +horns and tail, a third rolled as Bacchus, a fourth, +fifth, and sixth were his mænads. All went wildly +by, the clamor of the city swelled.</p> + +<p>This was first day of carnival. Succeeding days, +succeeding nights, mounted each a stage to heights +of folly. Starred all through was innocent merrymaking, +license held in leash. But the gross, the +whirling, and the sinister elements came continuously +and more strongly into play. Measured sound +grew racket, camaraderie turned into impudence. +Came at last pandemonium. All without Rome—Campagna +and mountains—were in Rome. Peasant +<a name="Page_281" id="Page_281"></a>men and women slept, when they slept, in and beneath +carts and huge wine-wagons camped and +parked in stone forests of imperial ruins. Artisan, +mechanic, and merchant Rome lightened toil and +went upon the hunt for pleasure, dropping servility +in the first ditch. Foreigners, artists, men +from everywhere, roved, gazed, and listened, shared. +The great made displays, some with beauty, some of +a perverted and monstrous taste. The lords of the +Church nodded, looked sleepily or alertly benevolent. +At times all alike turned mere populace. +Courtesans thronged, the robber and the assassin +found their prey. All men and women who might +entertain, ever so coarsely, ever so poorly, were +here at market. Mummers and players, musicians, +dancers, jugglers, gipsies, and fortune-tellers +floated thick as May-flies. Voices, voices, and every +musical instrument—but all set in a certain range, +and that not the deep nor the sweet. So it seemed, +and yet, doubtless, by searching might have been +found the deep and the sweet. Certainly the air of +heaven was sweet, and it went in and between.</p> + +<p>All who might or who chose went masked. So +few did not choose that street and piazza seemed +filled with all orders of being and moments of time. +Terrible, grotesque, fantastic, pleasing, went the +rout, and now the hugest crowd was here and now +it was there, and now there were moments of even +diffusion. At night the lights were in multitude, +and in multitude the flaring and strange decorations. +Day and night swung processions, stood spectacles, +huge symbolic movements and attitudes, grown obscure +and molded to the letter, now mere stage +<a name="Page_282" id="Page_282"></a>effects. Day by day through carnival week the +noise increased, restraint lessened.</p> + +<p>At times Ian was in company with monseigneur +and those who came to the villa; at times he sought +or was sought by others that he knew in Rome, +fared into carnival with them. Much more rarely +he dipped into the swirl alone.</p> + +<p>The saturnalia drew toward its close. Ash +Wednesday, like a great gray-sailed ship, was seen +coming large into port. The noise grew wild, license +general. All available oil must be poured into the +fire of the last day of pleasures. Ian was to have +been with monseigneur's party gathered to view a +pageant lit by torches of wax, then to drink wine, +then, in choice masks, to break in upon a dance of +nymphs, whirl away with black or brown eyes.... +It was the program, but at the last he evaded +it, slipped from the villa, chose solitary going. +Why, he did not know, save that he felt aching +satiety.</p> + +<p>Here in the streets were half-lights, afterglow from +the sunken sun and smoky torches. The latter increased +in number, the oil-lamps, great and small, +were lit, the tapers of various qualities and thicknesses. +Where there were open spaces vast heaps +of seasoned wood now flaming caused processions of +light and shadow among ruins, against old triumphal +arches, against churches and dwellings old, half-old, +and new, lived in, chanted in still, intact and +usable. Above was star-sown night, but Rome lay +under a kobold roof of her own lighting. Noise held +grating sway, mere restless motion enthroned with +her. Worlds of drunken grasshoppers in endless +<a name="Page_283" id="Page_283"></a>scorched plains! The masks seemed now demoniac, +less beauty than ugliness.</p> + +<p>Ian found himself on the Quirinal, in the great +ragged space dominated by the Colossi. Here +burned a bonfire huge enough to make Plutonian +day, and here upon the fringes of that light he encountered +a carnival brawl, and became presently +involved in it. He wore a domino striped black and +silver, and a small black mask, a black hat with +wide brim and a long, curling silver feather. He +was tall, broad-shouldered, noticeable.... The quarrel +had started among unmasked peasants, then had +swooped in a numerous band dressed as ravens. +Light-fingered gentry, inconspicuously clad, aided in +provoking misunderstanding that should shake for +them the orchard trees. A company of wine-bibbers +with monstrous, leering masks, staggering from a +side-street, fell into the whirlpool. With vociferation +and blows the whole pulled here and there, the +original cause of the falling out buried now in a host +of new causes. Ian, caught in an eddy, turned to +make way out of it. A peasant woman, there with +a group from some rock village, received a chance +buffet, so heavy that she cried out, staggered, then, +pushed against in the mêlée, fell upon the earth. +The raven crew threatened trampling. "<i>Jesù +Maria!</i>" she cried, and tried to raise herself, but +could not. Ian, very near her, took a step farther +in and, stooping, lifted her. But now the ravens +chose to fall foul of him. The woman was presently +gone, and her peasant fellows.... He was beating +off a drunken Comus crew, with some of active ill-will. +His dress was rich—he was not Roman, evi<a name="Page_284" id="Page_284"></a>dently—the +surge had foamed and dragged across +from the bonfire and the open place to the dark +mouth of a poor street. Many a thing besides light-hearted +gaieties happened in carnival season.</p> + +<p>He became aware that a friendly person had come +up, was with him beating off raven, gorgon, and +satyr. He saw that this person was very big, and +caught an old, oft-noted trick in the swing of his +arm. To-night, in carnival time, when there was +trouble, it seemed quite natural and with a touch +of home that Old Steadfast should loom forth.</p> + +<p>A clang of music, shouting, and an oncoming array +of lights helped to daunt band of ravens and drunken +masks. A procession of fishermen with nets and +monsters of the sea approached, went by. The +attackers merged in the throng that attended or +followed, went away with innocent shouts and songs. +A second push followed the first, a great crowd of +masks and spectators bound for a piazza through +which was to pass one of the final large pageants. +This wave carried with it Ian and Alexander. On such +a night, where every sea was tumult, one indication, +one propelling touch, was as good as another. The two +went on in company. Alexander was not masked. +Ian was, but that did not to-night hide him from +the other. They came into the flaringly lighted +place. Around stood old ruins, piers, broken arches +and columns, and among these modern houses. For +the better viewing of the spectacle banks of seats +had been built, tier upon tier rising high, propped +against what had been ancient bath or temple. +The crowd surged to these, filling every stretch and +cranny not yet seized upon. There issued that the +<a name="Page_285" id="Page_285"></a>tiers were packed; dark, curving, mounting rows +where foot touched shoulder. The piazza turned +amphitheater.</p> + +<p>Still, in this carnival night, Ian and Alexander +found themselves together. They were sitting side +by side, a third of the way between pavement and +the topmost row. They sat still, broodingly, in a +cloud of things rememberable, no distinct images, +but all their common past, good and bad, and the +progress from one to the other, making as it were +one chord, or a mist of one color. They did not +reason about this momentary oneness, but took it +as it came. It was carnival season.</p> + +<p>Yet the cloud dripped honey, the color was clear +and not unrestful, the chord sweet and resounding.</p> + +<p>The pageant, fantastic, towering, red and purple +lighted, passed by. The throng upon the seats +moved, rose, struck heavily with their feet, going +down the narrow ways. Many torches had been +extinguished, many that were carried had gone on, +following the last triumphal car. Here were semi-darkness, +great noise and confusion—weight, too, +pressing upon ground that long ago had been honeycombed; +where the crypt of a three-hundred-year-old +church touched through an archway old priest +paths beneath a vanished temple, that in turn +gave into a mixed ruin of dungeons and cellars +opening at last to day or night upon a hillside at +some distance from the place of raised benches. +Now, the crowd pressing thickly, the earth crust at +one point trembled, cracked, gave way. Scaffolding +and throng came with groans and cries into a +very cavern. Those that were left above, high on +<a name="Page_286" id="Page_286"></a>narrow, overswaying platforms, with shouts of terror +pushed back from the pit mouth, managed with +accidents, injuries enough, to get to firmer earth. +Then began, among the braver sort, rescue of those +who had gone down with soil and timbers. What +with the darkness and the confused and sunken +ruin, this was difficult enough.</p> + +<p>Ian and Alexander, unhurt, clambered down the +standing part and by the light of congregated and +improvised torches helped in that rescue, and helped +strongly. Many were pinned beneath wood, smothered +by the caving earth. The rent was wide and +in places the ruin afire. Groans, cries, appeals shook +the hearts of the carnival crowd. All would now +have helped, but it was not possible for many. +There must be strength to descend into the pit and +work there.</p> + +<p>A beam pinned a man more than near a creeping +flame. The two Scots beat out that fire. Glenfernie +heaved away the beam, Ian drew out the man, +badly hurt, moaning of wife and child. Glenfernie +lifted him, mounted with him, over heaped debris, +by uncertain ledge and step, until other arms, outstretched, +could take him. Turning back, he took +from Ian a woman's form, lifted it forth. Down +again, the two worked on. Others were with +them, there was made a one-minded ring, folly +forgot.</p> + +<p>At last it seemed that all were rescued. A few +men only moved now in the hollow, peering here and +there. The fire had taken headway; the gulf, it +was evident, would presently be filled with flame. +The heat beat back those at the rim. "Come out! +<a name="Page_287" id="Page_287"></a>Come out, every one!" The rescuers began to +clamber forth.</p> + +<p>Came down a roaring pile of red-lit timbers, with +smoke and sparks. It blocked the way for Alexander +and Ian. Turning, here threatened a pillar +of choking murk, red-tongued. Behind them was +a gaping, narrow archway. Involuntary recoil before +that stinging push of smoke brought them in +under this. They were in a passageway, but when +again they would have made forth and across to +the side of the pit, and so, by climbing, out of it, +they found that they could not. Before them lay +now a mere field of fire, and the blowing air drove +a biting smoke against them.</p> + +<p>"Move back, until this burns itself out! The +earth gave into some kind of underground room. +This is a passage."</p> + +<p>It stretched black behind them. Glenfernie caught +up a thick, arm-long piece of lighted wood that +would answer for brand. They worked through a +long vaulted tunnel, turned at right angles, and came +into what their torch showed to have been an +ancient chapel. In a niche stood a broken statue, +on the wall spread a painting of St. Christopher in +midstream.</p> + +<p>"Shall we go on? There must be a way out of +this maze."</p> + +<p>"If the torch will last us through."</p> + +<p>They passed out of the chapel into a place where +of old the dead had been buried. They moved between +massy pillars, by the shelves of stone where +the bones lay in the dust. It seemed a great enough +hall. At the end of this they discovered an upward-<a name="Page_288" id="Page_288"></a>going +stair, but it was old and broken, and when +they mounted it they found that it ended flat against +thick stone, roof to it, pavement, perhaps, to some +old church. They saw by a difference in the flags +where had been space, the stair opening into the +hollow of the church; but now was only stone, solid +and thick. They struck against it, but it was moveless, +and in the church, if church there were above, +none in the dead night to hear them. They came +down the stair, and through a small, half-blocked +doorway stumbled into a labyrinth of passages and +narrow chambers. They found old pieces of wood—what +had been a wine-cask, what might have had +other uses. They broke these into torch lengths, +lighting one from another as that burned down. +These underways did not seem wholly neglected, +buried, and forgotten. There lacked any total +blocking or demolition, and there was air. But +intricacy and uncertainty reigned.</p> + +<p>The mood of the amphitheater when they had +sat side by side claimed them still. There had been +a reversion or a coming into fresh space where quarrel +faded like a shadow before light. The light was +a golden, hazy one, made up of myriads of sublimed +memories, associations, judgments, conclusions. +Nothing defined emerged from it; it was simply +somewhat golden, somewhat warm light, as from a +sun well under the horizon—a kind of dreamy well-being +as of old Together, unquestioning Acceptance. +Suddenly aroused, each might have cried, "For the +moment—it was for a moment only!" Then, for +the moment, there was return, with addition. It +came like a winged force from the bounds of doing +<a name="Page_289" id="Page_289"></a>or undoing. While it lasted it imposed upon them +quieted minds, withdrew any seeming need for question. +They sought for egress from this place where +their bodies moved, explanation of this material +labyrinth. But they did not seek explanation of +this mood, fallen among pride and anger, wrong and +revenge. It came from at large, with the power of +largeness. They were back, "for the moment," in +a simplicity of ancient, firm companionship.</p> + +<p>They spoke scarcely at all. It had been a habit +of old, in their much adventuring together, to do so +in long silences. Alexander had set the pace there, +Ian learning to follow.... It was as if this were an +adventure of, say, five years ago, and it was as if it +were a dream adventure. Or it was as if some part +of themselves, quietly and with a hidden will separating +itself, had sailed away from the huge storm +and cloud and red lightnings.... What they did say +had wholly and only to do with immediate exigencies. +Behind, in pure feeling, was the unity.</p> + +<p>Down in this underground place the air began to +come more freshly.</p> + +<p>"Look at the flame," said Ian. "It is bending."</p> + +<p>They had left behind rooms and passages lined +with unbroken masonry. Here were newer chambers +and excavations, softer walled.</p> + +<p>"They have been opening from this side. That +was dug not so long ago."</p> + +<p>Another minute and they came into a ragged, +cavern-like space filled with fresh night air. Presently +they were forth upon a low hillside, and at +their feet Tiber mirrored the stars. Rome lay +around. The carnival lights yet flared, the carnival +<a name="Page_290" id="Page_290"></a>noise beat, beat. This was a deserted strip, an islet +between restless seas.</p> + +<p>Ian and Alexander stood upon trodden earth and +grass, about them the yet encumbering ruins of an +ancient building, pillars and architraves and capitals, +broken friezes and headless caryatids. Here +was the river, here the ancient street. They +breathed in the air, they looked at the sky, but then +at Rome. Somewhere a trumpet was fiercely crying. +Like an impatient hand, like a spurred foot, +it tore the magician's fabric of the past few hours.</p> + +<p>Ian laughed. "We had best rub our eyes!" To +the fine hearing there was a catch of the breath, +a small dancing hope in his laughter. "<i>Or, Glenfernie, +shall we dream on?</i>"</p> + +<p>But the other opened his eyes upon things like +the Kelpie's Pool and the old room in the keep +where a figure like himself read letters that lied. +He saw in many places a figure like himself, injured +and fooled, stuck full of poisoned arrows. +The figure grew as he watched it, until it overloomed +him, until he was passionately its partisan. He +said no word, but he flung the smoking torch yet +held in hand among the ruins, and, leaving Ian and +his black and silver, plunged down the slope to the +old, old street along which now poured a wave +of carnival.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXVIII"></a>CHAPTER XXVIII</h2> + + +<p>The laird of Glenfernie lay in the flowering +grass, beneath a pine-tree, rising lonely from the +Roman Campagna. The grass flowed for miles, +a multitudinous green speculating upon other colors, +here and there clearly donning a gold, an amethyst, +a blue. The pine-tree looked afar to other pine-trees. +Each seemed solitary. Yet all had the oneness +of the great stage, and if it could comprehend +the stage might swim with its little solitariness into a +wider uniqueness. In the distance lay Rome. He +could see St. Peter's dome. But around streamed +the ocean of grass and the ocean of air. Lifted from +the one, bathed in the other, strewed afar, appeared the +wreckage of an older Rome. There was no moving +in Rome or its Campagna without moving among +time-cleansed bones and vestiges. Rome and its +Campagna were like Sargasso Seas and held the +hulks of what had been great galleons. The air +swam above endless grass, endless minute flowers. +In long perspective traveled the arches of an Aqueduct.</p> + +<p>He lay in the shadow of a broken tomb. It was +midspring. The bland stillness of this world was +grateful to him, after long inner storm. He lay +motionless, not far from the skirts of Contemplation.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292"></a>The long line of the Aqueduct, arch after arch, +succession fixed, sequence which the gaze made +unitary, toled on his thought. He was regarding +span after span of imagery held together, a very +wide and deep landscape of numerous sequences, +more planes than one. He was seeing, around the +cells, the shadowy force lines of the organ, around +the organ the luminous mist of the organism. He +passed calmly from one great landscape to another.</p> + +<p>Rome. To-day and yesterday and the day before, +and to-morrow. The "to-morrow" put in the +life, guaranteeing an endless present, endless breathing. +He saw Rome the giant, the stone and earth +of her, the vast animal life of her, the vast passional, +the mental clutch and hammer-blow. The spiritual +Rome? He sought it—it must be there. At last, +among the far arches, it rose, a light, a leaven, an +ether.... Rome.</p> + +<p>If there were boundaries in this ocean of air +they were gauze-thin and floating. He looked here +and there, into landscapes Rome led to. Like and +like, and synthesis of syntheses! Images, finding +that of which they were images, lost their grotesqueness +or meaninglessness of line, their quality of +caricature, lost unripeness, lost the dull annoy of +riddles never meant to be answered.... He had a +great fund of images, material so full that it must +begin to build higher. Building higher meant arrival +in a fluid world where all aggregates were +penetrable.</p> + +<p>He lay still among the grasses, and it was as though +he lay also amid the wide, simple, first growths of +a larger, more potent living. Now and again, +<a name="Page_293" id="Page_293"></a>through years, he had been aware of approaches, +always momentary, to this condition, to a country +that lay behind time and space, cause and effect, +as he ordinarily knew them. The lightning went—but +always left something transforming. And then +for three years all gleams stopped, a leaden wall +that they could not pierce rearing itself.</p> + +<p>Latterly they had begun to return.... The proud +will might rise against them, but they came. Then +it must be so, he would have said of another, that the +will was divided. Part of it must still have kept +its seat before the door whence the lights came, +stayed there with its face in its hands, waiting its +season. And a part that had said no must be +coming to say yes, going and taking its place beside +the other by the door. And together they were +strong enough to bring the gleaming back, watching +the propitious moment. But still there was the +opposed will, and it was strong.... When the light +came it sought out old traces of itself, and these became +revivified. Then all joined together to make +a flood against the abundant darkness. A day like +this joined itself through likeness to others on the +other side of the three years, and also to moments +of the months just passed and passing. Union +was made with a sleepless night in an inn of Spain, +with the hours after his encounter with Ian in the +Paris theater, with that time he sat upon the river +steps and saw that the dead were living and the +prisoners free, with the hour in the amphitheater +and after, in carnival.</p> + +<p>He saw and heard, felt and tasted, life in greater +lengths and breadths. He comprehended more of +<a name="Page_294" id="Page_294"></a>the pattern. The tones and semi-tones fell into the +long scale. Such moments brought always elevation, +deep satisfaction.... More of the will particles +traveled from below to the center by the door.</p> + +<p>The soul turned the mind and directed it upon +Alexander Jardine's own history. It spread like a +landscape, like a continent viewed from the air, +and here it sang with attainment and here it had +not attained; and here it was light, and here there +were darknesses; right-doing here and wrong-doing +there and every shade between. He saw that there +was right- and wrong-doing quite outside of conventional +standards.</p> + +<p>Where were frontiers? The edges of the continent +were merely spectral. Where did others end and +he begin, or he end and others begin? He saw that +his history was very wide and very deep and very +high. Through him faintly, by nerve paths in the +making, traveled the touch of oneness.</p> + +<p>Alexander Jardine—Elspeth Barrow—Ian Rullock. +And all others—and all others.</p> + +<p>There swam upon him another great perspective. +He saw Christ in light, Buddha in light. The glorified—the +unified. <i>Union.</i></p> + +<p>Alexander Jardine—Elspeth Barrow—Ian Rullock. +And all others—and all others. <i>For we are +members, one of another.</i></p> + +<p>The feathered, flowered grass, miles of it, and +the sea of air.... By degrees the level of consciousness +sank. The splendid, steadfast moment could +not be long sustained. Consciousness drew difficult +breath in the pure ether, it felt weight, it sank. +Alexander moved against the old tomb, turned, and +<a name="Page_295" id="Page_295"></a>buried his face in his arms. The completer moment +went by, here was the torn self again. But he +strove to find footing on the thickening impressions +of all such moments.</p> + +<p>Moving back to Rome, along the old way where +had marched all the legions, by the ruins, under the +blue sky, he had a sense of going with Cæsar's +legions, step by step, targe by targe, and then of +his footstep halting, turning out, breaking rhythm.... From +this it was suddenly a winter night and at +Glenfernie, and he sat by the fire in his father's +death-room. His father spoke to him from the +bed and he went to his side and listened to dying +words, distilled from a wide garden that had relaxed +into bitterness, growths, and trails of ideal +hatred.... <i>What was it, setting one's foot upon +an adder?... What was the adder?</i></p> + +<p>He entered the city. His lodging was above the +workroom and shop of a recoverer of ancient coins +and intaglios, skilful cleanser and mender of these +and merchant to whom would buy. The man was +artist besides, maker of strange drawings whom few +ever understood or bought.</p> + +<p>Glenfernie liked him—an elderly, fine, thin, hook-nosed, +dark-eyed, subtle-lipped, little-speaking personage. +No great custom came to the shop in +front; the owner of it might work all day in the +room behind, with only two or three peals of a +small silvery summoning bell. The lodger acquired +the habit of sitting for perhaps an hour out of each +twenty-four in this workroom. He might study at +the window gem or coin and the finish of old designs, +or he might lift and look at sheet after sheet +<a name="Page_296" id="Page_296"></a>of the man's drawings, or watch him at his work, or +have with him some talk.</p> + +<p>The drawings had a fascination for him. "What +did you mean behind this outward meaning? Now +here I see this, and I see that, but here I don't +penetrate." The man laid down his mending a +broken Eros and came and stood by the table and +spoke. Glenfernie listened, the wood propping +elbow, the hand propping chin, the eyes upon the +drawing. Or he leaned back in the great visitor's +chair and looked instead at the draftsman. They +were strange drawings, and the draftsman's models +were not materially visible.</p> + +<p>To-day Glenfernie came from the noise of Rome +without into this room. His host was sitting before +a drawing-board. Alexander stood and looked.</p> + +<p>"Are you trying to bring the world of the plane +up a dimension? Then you work from an idea +above the world of the solid?"</p> + +<p>"<i>Si.</i> Up a dimension."</p> + +<p>"What are these forms?"</p> + +<p>"I am dreaming the new eye, the new ear, the +new hand."</p> + +<p>Glenfernie watched the moving and the resting +hand. Later in the day he returned to the room.</p> + +<p>"It has been a fertile season," said the artist. +"Look!"</p> + +<p>At the top of a sheet of paper was written large +in Latin, <span class="smcap">love is blind</span>. Beneath stood a figure +filled with eyes. "It is the same thing," said the +man.</p> + +<p>The next day, at sunset, going up to his room +after restless wandering in this city, he found there +<a name="Page_297" id="Page_297"></a>from Ian another intimation of the latter's movements:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Glenfernie</span>,—I am going northward. There will be a +month spent at monseigneur's villa upon the Lake of Como. +Then France again.—<span class="smcap">Ian Rullock</span>.</p></div> + +<p>Alexander laid the paper upon the table before +him, and now he stared at it, and now he gazed +at space beyond, and where he gazed seemed dark +and empty. It was deep night when finally he +dipped quill into ink and wrote:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Ian Rullock</span>,—Stay or go as you will! I do not follow you +now as I did before. I come to see the crudeness, the barrenness, +of that. But within—oh, are you not my enemy still? +I ask Justice that, and what can she do but echo back my words? +"Within" is a universe.—<span class="smcap">Alexander Jardine</span>.</p></div> + +<p>Five days later he knew that Ian with the Frenchman +in whose company he was had departed Rome. +On that morning he went again without the city and +lay among the grasses. But the sky to-day was +closed, and all dead Rome that had been proud +or violent or a lover of self seemed to move around +him multitudinous. He fought the shapes down, +but the sea in storm then turned sluggish, dead and +weary.... What was he going to do? Scotland? +Was he going back to Scotland? The glen, the moor, +White Farm and the kirk, Black Hill and his own +house—all seemed cold and without tint, gray, +small, and withered, and yet oppressive. All that +would be importunate, officious. He cried out, +"O my God, I want healing!" For a long time he +<a name="Page_298" id="Page_298"></a>lay there still, then, rising, went wandering by arches +and broken columns, choked doorways, graved slabs +sunken in fairy jungles. Into his mind came a journey +years before when he had just brushed a desert. +The East, the Out-of-Europe, called to him now.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXIX"></a>CHAPTER XXIX</h2> + + +<p>Ian guided the boat to the water steps. Above, +over the wall, streamed roses, a great, soundless +fall of them, reflected, mass and color, in the lake. +Above the roses sprang deep trees, shade behind +shade, and here sang nightingales. Facing him sat +the Milanese song-bird, the singer Antonia Castinelli. +She had the throat of the nightingale and the beauty +of the velvety open rose.</p> + +<p>"Why land?" she said. "Why climb the steps +to the chatter in the villa?"</p> + +<p>"Why indeed?"</p> + +<p>"They are not singing! They are talking. There +is deep, sweet shadow around that point."</p> + +<p>The boat turned glidingly. Now it was under +tall rock, parapeted with trees.</p> + +<p>"Let Giovanni have the boat. Come and sit +beside me! You are too far away for singing together."</p> + +<p>Old Giovanni at the helm, boatman upon this +lake since youth, used long since to murmuring words, +to touching hands, stayed brown and wrinkled and +silent and unspeculative as a walnut. Perhaps his +mind was sunk in his own stone hut behind vine +leaves. The two under the rose-and-white-fringed +canopy leaned toward each other.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300"></a>"Tell me of your strange, foreign land! Have +you roses there—roses—roses? And nightingales +that sing out your heart under the moon?"</p> + +<p>"I will tell you of the heather, the lark, and the +mavis."</p> + +<p>She listened. "Oh, it does not taste as tastes +this lake! Give me pain! Tell me of women you +have loved.... Oh, hear! The nightingales stop +singing."</p> + +<p>"Do you ever listen to the silence?"</p> + +<p>"Of course ... when a friend dies—or I go to +Mass—and sometimes when I am singing very passionately. +But this lake—"</p> + +<p>She began to sing. The contralto throbbed, +painted, told, brought delight and melancholy. He +sat with his hand loosened from hers, his eyes upon +the lake's blue-green depths. At last she stopped.</p> + +<p>"Oh—h!... Let us go back to the talking shore +and the chattering villa! Somebody else is singing—somebody +or something! I hear silence—I hear it +in the silence.... Some things I can sing against, +and some things I can't."</p> + +<p>They went underneath the wall of roses. Her +arm, sleeved as with mist, touched his; her low, +wide brow and great liquid eyes were at his shoulder, +at his breast. "O foreigner—and yet not at all +foreign! Tell me your English words for roses—walls +of roses—and music that never ceases in the +night—and pleasing, pleasing, pleasing love!"</p> + +<p>The boat came to the water steps. The two left +it, climbing between flowers. Down to them came +a wave of laughter and hand-clapping.</p> + +<p>"Celestina recites—but I do not think she does +<a name="Page_301" id="Page_301"></a>it so well!... That is my window—see, where the +roses mount!"</p> + +<p>The company, flowing forth, caught them upon +the terrace. "Lo, the truants!"</p> + +<p>But that night, instead of climbing where the +roses climbed, he took a boat from the number +moored by the steps and rowed himself across the +lake to a piece of shore, bare of houses, lifting by +steep slope and crag into the mountain masses. +He fastened the boat and climbed here. The moon +was round, the night merely a paler day. He went +up among low trees and bushes until he came to +naked rock. He climbed here as far as he might, +found some manner of platform, and threw himself +down, below him the lake, around him the +mountains.</p> + +<p>He lay still until the expended energy was replaced. +At last the mind moved and, apprentice-bound +to feeling, began again a hot and heavy and +bitter work, laid aside at times and then renewed. +It was upon the vindication to himself of Ian +Rullock.</p> + +<p>It was made to work hard.... Its old task used +to be to keep asleep upon the subject. But now for +a considerable time this had been its task. Old +feeling, old egoism, awakened up and down, drove +it hard! It had to make bricks without straw. It +had to fetch and carry from the ends of the earth.</p> + +<p>Emotion, when it must rest, provided for it a dull +place of listlessness and discontent. But the taskmaster +now would have it up at all hours, fashioning +reasons and justifications. The soonest found straw +in the fields lay in the faults of others—of the world +<a name="Page_302" id="Page_302"></a>in general and Alexander Jardine in particular. +Feeling got its anodyne in gloating over these. It +had the pounce of a panther for such a bitter berry, +such a weed, such a shameful form. It did not +always gloat, but it always held up and said, <i>Who +could be weaker here—more open to question?</i> It made +constant, sore comparison.</p> + +<p>The lake gleamed below him, the herded mountains +slept in a gray silver light. How many were +the faults of the laird of Glenfernie! Faults! He +looked at the dark old plains of the moon. That was +a light word! He saw Alexander pitted and scarred.</p> + +<p>Pride! That had always been in the core of +Glenfernie. That has been his old fortress, walled +and moated against trespass. Pride so high that +it was careless—that its possessor could seem peaceable +and humble.... But find the quick and touch +it—and you saw! What was his was his. What +he deemed to be his, whether it was so or not! +Touch him there and out jumped jealousy, hate, +and implacableness—and all the time one had +been thinking of him as a kind of seer!</p> + +<p>Ian turned upon the rock above Como. And +Glenfernie was ignorant! The seer had seen very +little, after all. His touch had not been precisely permeative +when it came to the world, Ian Rullock. +If liking meant understanding, there had not been +much understanding—which left liking but a word. +If liking was a degree of love, where then had been +love, where the friend at all? After all, and all the +time, Glenfernie's notion of friendship was a sieve. +The notion that he had held up as though it were +the North Star!</p> + +<p><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303"></a>The world, Ian Rullock, could not be so contemned....</p> + +<p>He felt with heat and pain the truth of that. It +was a wrong that Glenfernie should not understand! +The world, Ian Rullock, might be incomplete, imperfect—might +have taken, more than once, wrong +turns, left its path, so to speak, in the heavens. +But what of the world, Alexander Jardine? Had it +no memories? He brooded over what these memories +might be—must be; he tried to taste and +handle that other's faults in time and space. But +he could not plunge into Alexander's depths of +wrath. As he could not, he made himself contemptuous +of all that—of Old Steadfast's power of +reaction!</p> + +<p>A star shot across the moon-filled night, so large +a meteor that it made light even against that silver. +A mass within Ian made a slow turn, with effort, +with thrilling, changed its inclination. He saw +that disdain, that it was shallow and streaked with +ebony. He moved with a kind of groan. "Was +there—is there—wickedness?... What, O God, is +wickedness?"</p> + +<p>He pressed the rock with his hand—sat up. The +old taskmaster, alarmed, gathered his forces. "I +say that it is just that—pride, vengefulness, hard +misunderstanding!"</p> + +<p>A voice within him answered. "Even so, is it +not still yourself?"</p> + +<p>He stared after the meteor track. There was a +conception here that he had not dreamed of.</p> + +<p>It seemed best to keep still upon the rock. He +sat in inner wonder. There was a sense of purity, +<a name="Page_304" id="Page_304"></a>of a fresh coolness not physical, of awe. He was +in presence of something comprehensive, immortal.</p> + +<p>"Is it myself? Then let it pour out and make of +naught the old poison of myself!"</p> + +<p>The perception could not hold. It flagged and +sank, echoing down into the caves. He sat still +and felt the old taskmaster stir. But this time he +found strength to resist. There resulted, not the +divine novelty and largeness of that one moment, +but a kind of dim and bare desert waste of wide extent. +And as it ate up all width, so it seemed timeless. +Across this, like a person, unheralded, came +and went two lines from "Richard III"</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Clarence is come—false, fleeting, perjured Clarence,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That stabbed me in the field by Tewksbury.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>It went and left awareness of the desert. "False—fleeting—perjured...."</p> + +<p>He saw himself as in mirrors.</p> + +<p>The desert ached and became a place of thorns +and briers and bewilderment. Then rose, like Antæus, +the taskmaster. "<i>And what of all that—if I +like life so?</i>"</p> + +<p>Sense of the villa and the roses and the nightingales +in the coverts—sense of wide, mobile sweeps +and flowing currents inwashing, indrawing, pleasure-crafts +great and small—desire and desire for desire—lust +for sweetness, lust for salt—the rose to be +plucked, the grapes to be eaten—and all for self, +all for Ian....</p> + +<p>He started up from the rock above Como, and +turned to descend to the boat. That within him +that set itself to make thin cloud of the taskmaster +<a name="Page_305" id="Page_305"></a>pulled him back as by the hair of the head and cast +him down upon the rocky floor.</p> + +<p>He lay still, half upon his face buried in the +bend of his arm. He felt misery.</p> + +<p>"My soul is sick—a beggar—like to become an +outcast!"</p> + +<p>How long he lay here now he did not know. +The nadir of night was passed, but there was cold +and voidness, an abyss. He felt as one fallen from +a great height long ago. "There is no help here! +Let me only go to an eternal sleep—"</p> + +<p>A wind began. In the east the sky grew whiter +than elsewhere. There came a sword-blow from an +unseen hand, ripping and tearing veils. <i>Elspeth—Elspeth +Barrow!</i></p> + +<p>In a bitterness as of myrrh he came into touch with +cleanness, purity, wholeness. Henceforth there was +invisible light. Its first action was not to show him +scorchingly the night of Egypt, but with the quietness +of the whitening east to bring a larger understanding +of Elspeth.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXX" id="CHAPTER_XXX"></a>CHAPTER XXX</h2> + + +<p>The caravan, having spent three days in a town +the edge of the desert, set forth in the afternoon. +The caravan was a considerable one. Three +hundred camels, more than a hundred asses, went +heavily laden. Twenty men rode excellent horses; +ten, poorer steeds; the company of others mounted +with the merchandise or, staff in hand, strode beside. +In safe stretches occurred a long stringing out, with +lagging at the rear; in stretches where robber bands +or other dangers might be apprehended things became +compact. Besides traders and their employ, +there rode or walked a handful of chance folk who +had occasion for the desert or for places beyond it. +These paid some much, some little, but all something +for the advantage of this convoy. The traders +did not look to lose, whoever went with them. +Altogether, several hundred men journeyed in +company.</p> + +<p>The elected chief of the caravan was a tall Arab, +Zeyn al-Din. Twelve of the camels were his; he +was a merchant of spices, of wrought stuff, girdles, +and gems—a man of forty, bold and with scope. +He rode a fine horse and kept usually at the head of +the caravan. But now and again he went up and +down, seeing to things. Then there was talking, +<a name="Page_307" id="Page_307"></a>loud or low, between the head man and units of the +march.</p> + +<p>Starting from its home city, this caravan had +been for two days in good spirits. Then had become +to creep in disaster, not excessive, but persistent. +One thing and another befell, and at last +a stealing sickness, none knew what, attacking both +beast and man. They had made the town at the +edge of the desert. Physicians were found and rest +taken. Recuperation and trading proceeded amicably +together. The day of departure wheeling +round, the noontide prayer was made with an especial +fervor and attention. Then from the <i>caravanserai</i> +forth stepped the camels.</p> + +<p>The sun descending, the caravan threw a giant +shadow upon the sand. Ridge and wave of sterile +earth broke it, confused it, made it an unintelligible, +ragged, moving, and monstrous shade. The sun +was red and huge. As it lowered to the desert rim +Zeyn al-Din gave the order for the seven-hour halt. +The orb touched the sand; prayer carpets were +spread.</p> + +<p>Night of stars unnumbered, the ineffable tent, +arched the desert. The caravan, a small thing in +the world, lay at rest. The meal was over. Here +was coolness after heat, repose after toil. The fires +that had been kindled from scrub and waste lessened, +died away. Zeyn al-Din appointed the guards for +the night, went himself the rounds.</p> + +<p>Where one of the fires had burned he found certain +of those men who were not merchants nor servants +of merchants, yet traveled with the caravan. +Here were Hassan the Scribe, and Ali the Wanderer, +<a name="Page_308" id="Page_308"></a>and the dervish Abdallah, and others. Here was the +big Christian from some outlandish far-away country, +who had dwelt for the better part of a year in the +city whence the caravan started, who had money +and a wish to reach the city toward which the +caravan journeyed. In the first city he had become, +it seemed, well liked by Yusuf the Physician, that +was the man that Zeyn al-Din most admired in +life. It was Yusuf who had recommended the +Christian to Zeyn, who did not like infidel sojourners +with caravans. Zeyn himself was liberal and did +not so much mind, but he had had experience with +troubles created along the way and in the column +itself. The more ignorant or the stiffer sort thought +it unpleasing to Allah. But Zeyn al-Din would do +anything really that Yusuf the Physician wanted. +So in the end the big Christian came along. Zeyn, +interpreting fealty to Yusuf to mean care in some +measure for this infidel's well-being, began at once +with a few minutes' riding each day beside him. +These insensibly expanded to more than a few. +He presently liked the infidel. "He is a man!" said +Zeyn and that was the praise that he considered +highest. The big Christian rode strongly a strong +horse; he did not fret over small troubles nor apparently +fear great ones; he did not say, "This is +my way," and infer that it was better than others; +he liked the red camel, the white, and the brown. +"Who dances with the sand is not stifled," said +Zeyn.</p> + +<p>Now he found the Christian with Hassan, listening +at ease, stretched upon the sand, to Ali the +Wanderer. The head man, welcomed, listened, too, +<a name="Page_309" id="Page_309"></a>to Ali bringing his story to a close. "That is good, +Ali the Wanderer! Just where grows the tree from +which one gathers that fruit?"</p> + +<p>"It can't be told unless you already know," said +Ali.</p> + +<p>"Allah my refuge! Then I would not be asking +you!" answered Zeyn. "I should have shaken the +tree and gathered the diamonds, rubies, and emeralds, +and been off with them!"</p> + +<p>"You did not hear what was said. Ibn the +Happy found that they could not be taken from the +tree. He had tried what you propose. He broke +off a great number and ran away with them. But +they turned to black dust in his bosom. He put +them all down, and when he looked back he saw +them still shining on the tree."</p> + +<p>"What did Ibn the Happy do?"</p> + +<p>"He climbed into the tree and lived there."</p> + +<p>In the distance jackals were barking. "I like +nothing better than listening to stories," said Zeyn +al-Din. "But, Allah! Just now there are more +important things to do! Yusuf the Red, I name +you watcher here until moonrise. Then waken +Melec, who already sleeps there!"</p> + +<p>His eyes touched in passing the big Christian. +"Oh yes, you would be a good watcher," thought +Zeyn. "But there's a folly in this caravan! Wait +till good fortune has a steadier foot!"</p> + +<p>But good fortune continued a wavering, evanishing +thing. Deep in the night, from behind a stiffened +wave of earth, rose and dashed a mounted +band of Bedouin robbers. Yusuf the Red and other +watchers had and gave some warning. Zeyn al-<a name="Page_310" id="Page_310"></a>Din's +voice was presently heard like a trumpet. +The caravan repelled the robbers. But five of its +number were lost, some camels and mules driven off. +The Bedouins departing with wild cries, there were +left confusion and bewailing, slowly straightening, +slowly sinking. The caravan, with a pang, recognized +that ill luck was a traveler with it.</p> + +<p>The dead received burial; the wounded were +looked to, at last hoisted, groaning, upon the camels, +among the merchandise. Unrested, bemoaning loss, +the trading company made their morning start +three hours behind the set time. For stars in the +sky, there was the yellow light and the sun at a +bound, strewing heat. In the mêlée the robbers +had thrust lance or knife into several of the water-skins. +Yet there was, it was held, provision enough. +The caravan went on. At midday the Bedouins returned, +reinforced. Zeyn al-Din and his mustered +force beat them off. No loss of goods or life, but +much of time! The caravan went on, that with +laden beasts must move at best much like a tortoise. +That night the rest was shortened. Two +hours after midnight and the strings of camels were +moving again, the asses and mules so monstrously +misshapen with bales of goods, the horses and horsemen +and those afoot. At dawn, not these Bedouins, +but another roving band, harassed them. Time +was running like water from a cracked pitcher.</p> + +<p>This day they cleared the robber bands. There +spread before them, around them, clean desert. +Then returned that sickness.</p> + +<p>"<i>O Zeyn al-Din, what could we expect who travel +with him who denies Allah?</i>"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311"></a>The stricken caravan crept under the blaze +across the red waste. Camels fell and died. Their +burdens were lifted from them and added to the +packs of others; their bodies were left to light +and heat and moving air.... It grew that an enchantment +seemed to hold the feet of the caravan. +Evils came upon them, sickness of men and beasts. +And now it was seen that there was indeed little +water.</p> + +<p>"O Zeyn al-Din, rid us of this infidel!"</p> + +<p>"The infidel is in you!" answered Zeyn al-Din. +"Much speaking makes for thirst and impedes +motion. Let us cross this desert."</p> + +<p>"O Zeyn al-Din, if you be no right head man we +shall choose another!"</p> + +<p>"Choose!" said Zeyn al-Din, and went to the +head of a camel who would not rise from the sand.</p> + +<p>Ill luck clung and clung. Twelve hours and there +began to be cabals. These grew to factions. The +larger of these swallowed the small fry, swelled and +mounted, took the shape of practically the whole +caravan. "Zeyn al-Din, if you do not harken to +us it will be the worse for you! Drive away the +Christian dog!"</p> + +<p>"Abu al-Salam, are you the chief, or I?—Now, +companions, listen! These are the reasons in nature +for our troubles—"</p> + +<p>But no! It was the noon halt. The desert swam +in light and silence. The great majority of the +traders and their company undertook to play divining, +judging, determining Allah. The big Christian +stood over against them and looked at them, +his arms folded.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312"></a>"It is no such great matter!... Very good then! +What do you want me to do?"</p> + +<p>"Turn your head and your eyes from us, and go +to what fate Allah parcels out to you!"</p> + +<p>There arose a buzzing. "Better we slay him +here and now! So Allah will know our side!"</p> + +<p>Zeyn al-Din stepped forth. "This is the friend +of my friend and I am pledged. Slay, and you will +have two to slay! O Allah! what a thing it is to +stare at the west when the riders are in the east!"</p> + +<p>"Zeyn al-Din, we have chosen for head man Abu +al-Salam."</p> + +<p>"Allah with you! I should say you had chosen +well. I have twelve camels," said Zeyn al-Din. +"I make another caravan! Mansur, Omar, and +Melec, draw you forth my camels and mules!"</p> + +<p>With a weaker man there might have been interference, +stoppage. But Zeyn's mass and force acquired +clear space for his own movements. He +made his caravan. He had with him so many men. +Three of these stood by him; the others cowered +into the great caravan, into the shadow of Abu al-Salam.</p> + +<p>Zeyn threw a withering look. "Oh, precious is +the skin!"</p> + +<p>The big infidel came to him. "Zeyn al-Din, I +do not want all this peril for me. I have ridden +away alone before to-day. Now I shall go in that +direction, and I shall find a garden."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps we shall find it," said Zeyn. "Does +any other go with my caravan?"</p> + +<p>It seemed that Ali the Wanderer went, and the +dervish Abdallah.... There was more ado, but at +<a name="Page_313" id="Page_313"></a>last the caravan parted.... The great one, the long +string of beads, drew with slow toil across the waste, +along the old track. The very small one, the tiny +string of beads, departed at right angles. Space +grew between them. The dervish Abdallah turned +upon his camel.</p> + +<p>"It seems that we part. But, O Allah! around +'We part' is drawn 'We are together!'"</p> + +<p>Zeyn al-Din made a gesture of assent. "O I +shall meet in bazaars Abu al-Salam! 'Ha! Zeyn +al-Din!'—'Ha! Abu al-Salam!'"</p> + +<p>The sun sank lower. The vastly larger caravan +drew away, drew away, over the desert rim. Between +the two was now a sea of desert waves. +Where the great string of camels, the asses, the +riders, the men could be seen, all were like little +figures cut from dark paper, drawn by some invisible +finger, slowly, slowly across a wide floor. Before +long there were only dots, far in the distance. +Around Zeyn al-Din's caravan swept a great solitude.</p> + +<p>"Halt!" said Zeyn. "Now they observe us no +longer, and this is what we do!"</p> + +<p>All the merchant lading was taken from the +camels. The bales of wealth strewed the sand. +"Wealth is a comfortable garment," said Zeyn, +"but life is a richer yet! That which gathers wealth +is wealth. Now we shall go thrice as fast as Abu +al-Salam!"</p> + +<p>"Far over there," said Ali the Wanderer, and +nodded his head toward the quarter, "is the small +oasis called the Garland."</p> + +<p>"I have heard of it, though I have not been +<a name="Page_314" id="Page_314"></a>there," answered Zeyn. "Well, we shall not rest +to-night; we shall ride!"</p> + +<p>They rode in the desert beneath the stars, going +fast, camels and horses, unencumbered by bales and +packs unwieldy and heavy. But there were guarded, +as though they were a train of the costliest merchandise, +the shrunken water-skins....</p> + +<p>The laird of Glenfernie, riding in silence by Zeyn +al-Din, whom he had thanked once with emphasis, +and then had accepted as he himself was accepted, +looked now at the desert and now at the stars and +now at past things. A year and more—he had been +a year and more in the East. If you had it in you +to grow, the East was good growing-ground.... He +looked toward the stars beneath which lay Scotland.</p> + +<p>The night passed. The yellow dawn came up, +the sun and the heat of day. And they must still +press on.... At last the horses could not do that. +At eve they shot the horses, having no water for +them. They went on upon camels. Great suffering +came upon them. They went stoically, the +Arabs and the Scot. The eternal waste, the sand, +the arrows of the sun.... The most of the camels +died. Day and night and morn, and, almost dead +themselves, the men saw upon the verge the palms +of the desert oasis called the Garland.</p> + +<hr style='width: 33%;' /> + +<p>Seven men dwelt seven days in the Garland. +Uninhabited it stood, a spring, date-palms, lesser +verdure, a few birds and small beasts and winged +insects. It was an emerald set in ashy gold.</p> + +<p>The dervish Abdallah sat in contemplation under +a palm. Ali the Wanderer lay and dreamed. Zeyn +<a name="Page_315" id="Page_315"></a>al-Din and his men, Mansur, Omar, and Melec, +were as active as time and place admitted. The +camels tasted rich repose. Day went by in dry +light, in a pleasant rustling and waving of palm +fronds. Night sprang in starshine, wonderful soft +lamps orbed in a blue vault. Presently was born +and grew a white moon.</p> + +<p>Alexander Jardine, standing at the edge of the +emerald, watched it. He could not sleep. The first +nights in the Garland he with the others had slept +profoundly. But now there was recuperation, +strength again. Around swept the circle of the +desert. Above him he saw Canopus.</p> + +<p>He ceased to look directly at the moon, or the +desert, or Canopus. He stretched himself upon the +clear sand and was back in the inner vast that +searched for the upper vast. Since the grasses of +the Campagna there had been a long search, and +his bark had encountered many a wind, head winds +and favoring winds, and had beaten from coast +to coast.</p> + +<p>"O God, for the open, divine sea and Wisdom +the compass—"</p> + +<p>He lay beneath the palm; he put his arm over his +eyes. For an hour he had been whelmed in an old +sense, bitter and stately, of the woe, the broken +knowledge, the ailing and the pain of the world. +All the world.... That other caravan, where was +it?... Where were all caravans? And all the bewilderment +and all the false hopes and all the fool's +paradises. All the crying in the night. Children....</p> + +<p>Little by little he recognized that he was seeing +it as panorama.... None saw a panorama until one +<a name="Page_316" id="Page_316"></a>was out of the plane of its components—out of the +immediate plane. Gotten out as all must get out, +by the struggling Thought, which, the thing done, +uses its eyes....</p> + +<p>He looked at his past. He did not beat his breast +nor cry out in repentance, but he saw with a kind +of wonder the plains of darkness. Oh, the deserts, +and the slow-moving caravans in them!</p> + +<p>He lay very still beneath the palm. All the +world.... <i>All.</i></p> + +<p>"<i>All is myself.</i>"</p> + +<p>"Ian? Myself—myself—myself!"</p> + +<p>He heard a step upon the sand—the putting by +of a branch. The Sufi Abdallah stood beside him. +Alexander made a movement.</p> + +<p>"Lie still," said the other, "I will sit here, for +sweet is the night." He took his place, white-robed, +a gleaming upon the sand. Silent almost always, +it was nothing that he should sit silent now, quiet, +moveless, gone away apparently among the stars.</p> + +<p>The moments dropped, each a larger round. Glenfernie +moved, sat up.</p> + +<p>"I've felt you and your calm in our caravaning. +Let me see if my Arabic will carry me here!—What +have you that I have not and that I long for?"</p> + +<p>"I have nought that you have not."</p> + +<p>"But you see the having, and I do not."</p> + +<p>"You are beginning to see."</p> + +<p>The wind breathed in the oasis palms. The earth +turned, seeking the sun for her every chamber, the +earth made pilgrimage around the sun, eying point +after point of that excellence, the earth journeyed +with the sun, held by the invisible cords.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_317" id="Page_317"></a>"I wish new sight—I wish new touch—I wish +comprehension!"</p> + +<p>"You are beginning to have it."</p> + +<p>"I have more than I had.... Yes, I know it—"</p> + +<p>"There is birth.... Then comes the joy of birth. +At last comes the knowledge of why there is joy. +Strive to be fully born."</p> + +<p>"And if I were so—?"</p> + +<p>"Then life alters and there is strong embrace."</p> + +<p>A great stillness lay upon the oasis and the desert +around. Men and beasts were sleeping, only these +two waking, just here, just now. After a moment +the dervish spoke again. "The holder-back is the +sense of disunity. Sit fast and gather yourself to +yourself.... Then will you find how large is your +brood!"</p> + +<p>He rose, stood a moment above Glenfernie, then +went away. The man whom he left sat on, struck +from within by fresh shafts. Perception now came +in this way, with inner beam. How huge was the +landscape that it lighted up!... Alexander sat still. +He bent his head—there was a sense, extending to +the physical, of a broken shell, of escape, freedom.... +He found that he was weeping. He lay upon the +sand, and the tears came as they might from a young +boy. When they were past, when he lifted himself +again, the morning star was in the sky.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_318" id="Page_318"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXI" id="CHAPTER_XXXI"></a>CHAPTER XXXI</h2> + + +<p>Strickland, in the deep summer glen, saw +before him the feather of smoke from Mother +Binning's cot. The singing stream ran clearly, the +sky arched blue above. The air held calm and fine, +filled as it were with golden points. He met a white +hen and her brood, he heard the slow drone of +Mother Binning's wheel. She sat in the doorway, +an old wise wife, active still.</p> + +<p>"Eh, mon, and it's you!—Wish, and afttimes ye'll +get!" She pushed her wheel aside. "I've had a +feeling a' the day!"</p> + +<p>Strickland leaned against her ash-tree. "It's high +summer, Mother—one of the poised, blissful days."</p> + +<p>"Aye. I've a feeling.... Hae ye ony news at the +House?"</p> + +<p>"Alice sings beautifully this summer. Jamie is +marrying down in England—beauty and worth he +says, and they say."</p> + +<p>"Miss Alice doesna marry?"</p> + +<p>"She's not the marrying kind, she says."</p> + +<p>"Eh, then! She's bonny and gude, juist the +same! Did ye come by White Farm?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Jarvis Barrow fails. He sits under his +fir-tree, with his Bible beside him and his eyes on +the hills. Littlefarm manages now for White Farm."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_319" id="Page_319"></a>"Robin's sunny and keen. But he aye irked Jarvis +with his profane sangs." She drew out the adjective +with a humorous downward drag of her lip.</p> + +<p>Strickland smiled. "The old man's softer now. +You see that by the places at which his Bible opens."</p> + +<p>"Oh aye! We're journeyers—rock and tree and +Kelpie's Pool with the rest of us."</p> + +<p>She seemed to catch her own speech and look at +it. "That's a word I hae been wanting the morn!—The +Kelpie's Pool, with the moor sae green and +purple around it." She sat bent forward, her +wrinkled hands in her lap, her eyes, rather wide, +fixed upon the ash-tree.</p> + +<p>"We have not heard from the laird," said Strickland, +"this long time."</p> + +<p>"The laird—now there! What ye want further +comes when the mind strains and then waits! I +see in one ring the day and Glenfernie and yonder +water. Wherever the laird be, he thinks to-day of +Scotland."</p> + +<p>"I wish that he would think to returning," said +Strickland. He had been leaning against the doorpost. +Now he straightened himself. "I will go on +as far as the pool."</p> + +<p>Mother Binning loosed her hands. "Did ye have +that thought when ye left hame?"</p> + +<p>"No, I believe not."</p> + +<p>"Gae on, then! The day's bonny, and the Lord's +gude has a wide ring!"</p> + +<p>Strickland walking on, left the stream and the +glen head. Now he was upon the moor. It dipped +and rose like a Titan wave of a Titan sea. Its +long, long unbroken crest, clean line against clean +<a name="Page_320" id="Page_320"></a>space, brought a sense of quiet, distance, might. +Here solitude was at home. Now Strickland moved, +and now he stood and watched the quiet. Turning +at last a shoulder of the moor, he saw at some distance +below him the pool, like a small mirror. He +descended toward it, without noise over the springy +earth.</p> + +<p>A horse appeared between him and the water. +Strickland felt a most involuntary startling and +thrill—then half laughed to think that he had feared +that he saw the water-steed, the kelpie. The horse +was fastened to a stake that once had been the bole +of an ancient willow. It grazed around—somewhere +would be a master.... Presently Strickland's eye +found the latter—a man lying upon the moorside, +just above the water. Again with a shock and thrill—though +not like the first—it came to him who it +was.</p> + +<p>The laird of Glenfernie lay very still, his eyes +upon the Kelpie's Pool. His old tutor, long his +friend, quiet and stanch, gazed unseen. When he +had moved a few feet an outcropping of rock hid +his form, but his eyes could still dwell upon the +pool and the man its visitor. He turned to go away, +then he stood still.</p> + +<p>"What if he means a closer going yet?" Strickland +settled back against the rock. "He would +loose his horse first—he would not leave it fastened +here. If he does that then I will go down to him."</p> + +<p>Glenfernie lay still. There was no wind to-day. +The reeds stood straight, the willow leaves slept, +the water stayed like dusky glass. The air, pure +and light, hung at rest in the ether. Minutes went +<a name="Page_321" id="Page_321"></a>by, an hour. He might, Strickland thought, have +lain there a long time. At last he sat up, rose, began +to walk around the pool. He went around it +thrice. Then again he sat down, his arms upon +his knees, watching the dusk water. He did not +go nor sit like one overwrought or frenzied or despairing. +His great frame, his bearing, the air of +him, had quietude, but not listlessness; there seemed +at once calm and intensity as of a still center that +had flung off the storm. Time flowed. Thought +Strickland:</p> + +<p>"He is as far as I am from death in that water. +I'll cease to spy."</p> + +<p>He moved away, moss and ling muffling step, +gained and dipped behind the shoulder of the moor. +The horse grazed on. The laird sat still, his arms +upon his knees, his head a little lifted, his eyes crossing +the Kelpie's Pool to the wave-line against the sky.</p> + +<p>Strickland went to where the moor path ran by +the outermost trees of the glen head. Here he sat +down beneath an oak and waited. Another hour +passed; then he heard the horse's hoofs. He rose +and met Glenfernie home-returning.</p> + +<p>"It is good to see you, Strickland!"</p> + +<p>"I found you yonder by the Kelpie's Pool. Then +I came here and waited."</p> + +<p>"I have spent hours there.... They were not +unhappy. They were not at all unhappy."</p> + +<p>They moved together along the moor track, the +horse following.</p> + +<p>"I am glad and glad again that you have come—"</p> + +<p>"I have been coming a good while. But there +were preventions."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_322" id="Page_322"></a>"We have heard nothing direct for almost a +year."</p> + +<p>"Then my letters did not reach you. I wrote, +but knew that they might not. There is the smoke +from Mother Binning's cot." He stood still to +watch the mounting feather. "I remember when +first I saw that, a six-year-old, climbing the glen +with my father, carried on his shoulder when I was +tired. I thought it was a hut in a fairy-tale.... +So it is!"</p> + +<p>To Strickland the remarkable thing lay in the lack +of strain, the simplicity and fullness. Glenfernie +was unfeignedly glad to see him, glad to see home +shapes and colors. The blue feather among the +trees had simply pleased him as it could not please +a heart fastened to rage and sorrow. The stream +of memories that it had beckoned—many others, it +must be, besides that of the six-year-old's visit—seemed +to have washed itself clear, to have disintegrated, +dissolved venom and stinging. Strickland, +pondering even while he talked, found the +word he wanted: "Comprehensiveness.... He always +tended to that."</p> + +<p>Said Glenfernie, "I've had another birth, Strickland, +and all things are the same and yet not the +same." He gave it as an explanation, but then +left it. They were going the moorland way to +Glenfernie House. He was looking from side to +side, recovering old landscape in sweep and in detail. +Bit by bit, as they came to it, Strickland gave +him the country news. At last there was the house +before them, among the firs and oaks, topping the +crag. They came into the wood at the base of the +<a name="Page_323" id="Page_323"></a>hill. The stream—the trees—above, the broken, +ancient wall, the roofs of the new house that was +not so new, the old, outstanding keep. The whole +rested, mellowed, lifted, still, against a serene and +azure sky. Alexander stood and gazed.</p> + +<p>"The keep. The pine still knots and clings there +by the school-room. Do you remember, Strickland, +a day when you set me to read 'The Cranes of +Ibycus'?"</p> + +<p>"I remember."</p> + +<p>"Life within life, and sky above sky!—I hear +Bran!"</p> + +<hr style='width: 33%;' /> + +<p>They mounted the hill. It seemed to run before +them that the laird had come home. Bran and +Davie and the men and maids and Alice, a bonny +woman, and Mrs. Grizel, very little withered, exclaimed +and ran. Tibbie Ross was there that day, +and Black Alan neighed from his stall. Even the +waving trees—even the flowers in the garden—Home, +and its taste and fragrance—its dear, close +emanations....</p> + +<p>That evening at supper Mrs. Grizel made a remark. +She leaned back in her chair and looked at +Glenfernie. "I never thought you like your mother +before! Oh aye! there's your father, too, and a +kind of grand man he was, for all that he saw things +dark. But will you look, Mr. Strickland, and see +Margaret—"</p> + +<p>Much later, from his own room, Strickland, gazing +forth, saw light in the keep. Alexander would +be sitting there among the books and every ancient +memorial. Strickland felt a touch of doubt and +<a name="Page_324" id="Page_324"></a>apprehension. Suppose that to-morrow should find +not this Alexander, at once old and new, but only +the Alexander who had ridden from Glenfernie, who +had shipped to Lisbon, nearly three years ago? +To-day's deep satisfaction only a dream! Strickland +shook off the fear.</p> + +<p>"He breathed lasting growth.... O Christ! the +help for all in winged men!"</p> + +<p>He turned to his bed. Lying awake he went in +imagination to the desert, to the Eastern places, +that in few words the laird had painted.</p> + +<p>And in the morning he found still the old-new +Alexander. He saw that the new had always been +in the old, the oak in the acorn.... There was a +great, sane naturalness in the alteration, in the advance. +Strickland caught glimpses of larger orders.</p> + +<p>"<i>I will make thee ruler over many things.</i>"</p> + +<p>The day was deep and bright. The laird fell at +once into the old routine. For none at Glenfernie +was there restlessness; there was only ache gone, +and a feeling of fulfilling. Mrs. Grizel pattered to +and fro. Alice sang like a lark, gathering pansy +seed from her garden. Phemie and Eppie sang. +The men whistled at their work. Davie discoursed +to himself. But Tibbie Ross was wild to get away +early and to the village with the news. By the +foot of the hill she began to meet wayfarers.</p> + +<p>"Oh, aye, this is the real weather! Did ye know—"</p> + +<p>Alexander did not leave home that day. In +their old work-room he listened to Strickland's account +of his stewardship.</p> + +<p>"Strickland, I love you!" he said, when it was all +given.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_325" id="Page_325"></a>He wrote to Jamie; he sat in the garden seat +built against the garden wall and watched Alice +as she moved from plant to plant.</p> + +<p>"You do not say much," thought Alice, "but +I like you—I like you—I like you!"</p> + +<p>In the afternoon Strickland met him coming from +the little green beyond the school-room.</p> + +<p>"I have been out through the wall, under the old +pine. I seemed to hold many things in the palm +of the hand.... I believe that you know what it is +to make essences."</p> + +<p>After bedtime Strickland saw again the light in the +keep. But he had ceased to fear. "Oh All-Being, +how rich and stately and various and surprising +you are!" In the morning, outside in the court, +he found Black Alan saddled.</p> + +<p>"The laird will be riding to Black Hill," said +Tam Dickson.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_326" id="Page_326"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXII" id="CHAPTER_XXXII"></a>CHAPTER XXXII</h2> + + +<p>Mr. Archibald Touris put out a wrinkled +hand to his wine-glass. "You have been in +warm countries. I envy you! I wish that I could +get warm."</p> + +<p>"Black Hill is looking finely. All the young +trees—"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I took pride in planting.—But what for—what +for—what for?" He shivered. "Glenfernie, +please close that window!"</p> + +<p>Alexander, coming back, stood above the master +of Black Hill. "Will you tell me, sir, where Ian is +now?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Touris twitched back a little in his chair. +"Don't you know? I thought perhaps that you +did."</p> + +<p>"I ceased to follow him two years ago. I dived +into the East, and I have been long where you do +not hear from the West."</p> + +<p>The other fingered his wine-glass. "Well, I +haven't heard myself, for quite a while.... You +would think that he might come back to England +now. But he can't. Doubtless he would never wish +to come again to Black Hill. But England, now.... +But they are ferocious yet against every head +great and small of the attempt. And I am told +<a name="Page_327" id="Page_327"></a>there are aggravating circumstances. He had worn +the King's coat. He was among the plotters and +instigators. He broke prison. Impossible to show +mercy!" Mr. Touris twitched again. "That's a +phrase like a gravestone! If the Almighty uses it, +then of course he can't be Almighty.... Well, the +moral is that none named Ian Rullock can come +again to Scotland or England."</p> + +<p>"Have you knowledge that he wishes to do so?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Touris moved again. "I don't know.... I +told you that we hadn't heard. But—"</p> + +<p>He stopped and sat staring into his wine-glass. +Alexander read on as by starlight: "<i>But I did hear—through +old channels. And there is danger of his +trying to return.</i>"</p> + +<p>The master of Black Hill put the wine to his lips. +"And so you have been everywhere?"</p> + +<p>"No. But in places where I had not been before."</p> + +<p>"The East India has ways of gathering information. +Through Goodworth I can get at a good deal +when I want to.... There is Wotherspoon, also. I +am practically certain that Ian is in France."</p> + +<p>"When did he write?"</p> + +<p>"Alison has a letter maybe twice a year. One's +overdue now."</p> + +<p>"How does he write?"</p> + +<p>"They are very short. He doesn't touch on old +things—except, perhaps, back into boyhood. She +likes to get them. When you see her, don't speak +of anything save his staying in France, as he ought +to." He dragged toward him a jar of snuff. "There +are informers and seekers out everywhere. Do you +remember a man in Edinburgh named Gleig?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_328" id="Page_328"></a>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Well, he's one of them. And for some reason +he has a personal enmity toward Ian. So, you +see—"</p> + +<p>He lapsed into silence, a small, aging, chilly, +wrinkled, troubled man. Then with suddenness a +wintry red crept into his cheek, a brightness into +his eyes. "You've changed so, Glenfernie, you've +cheated me! You are his foe yourself. Perhaps +even—"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps even—?"</p> + +<p>The other gave a shriveled response to the smile. +"No. I certainly did not mean that." He took +his head in his hands and sighed. "What a world +it is! As I go down the hill I wish sometimes that +I had Alison's eyes.... Well, tell me about yourself."</p> + +<p>"The one thing that I want to tell you just now, +Black Hill, is that I am not any longer bloodhound +at the heels of Ian. What was done is done. Let +us go on to better things. So at last will be unknit +what was done."</p> + +<p>Black Hill both seemed and did not seem to pay +attention. The man who sat before him was big +and straight and gave forth warmth and light. He +needed warmth and light; he needed a big tree to +lean against. He vaguely hoped that Glenfernie +was home to stay. He rubbed his hands and drank +more wine.</p> + +<p>"No one has known for a long time where you +were.... Goodworth has an agent in Paris who says +that Ian tried once to find out that."</p> + +<p>"To find out where I was?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_329" id="Page_329"></a>Alexander gazed out of window, beyond the terrace +and the old trees to the long hill, purple with +heath, sunny and clear atop.</p> + +<p>A servant came to the door. "Mrs. Alison has +returned, sir."</p> + +<p>Glenfernie rose. "I will go find her then.—I will +ride over often if I may."</p> + +<p>"I wish you would!" said Black Hill. "I was +sorry about that quarrel with your father."</p> + +<p>The old laird's son walked down the matted corridor. +The drawing-room door stood open; he saw +one panel of the tall screen covered with pagodas, +palms, and macaws. Further on was the room, +clean and fragrant, known as Mrs. Alison's room. +This door, too, was wide. He stood by his old +friend. They put hands into hands; eyes met, +eyes held in a long look.</p> + +<p>She said, "O God, I praise Thee!"</p> + +<p>They sat within the garden door, on one side the +clear, still room, on the other the green and growing +things, the great tree loved by birds. The place was +like a cloister. He stayed with her an hour, and in +all that time there was not a great deal said with +the outer tongue. But each grew more happy, +deeper and stronger.</p> + +<p>He talked to her of the Roman Campagna, of the +East and the desert....</p> + +<p>As the hour closed he spoke directly of Ian. +"That is myself now, as Elspeth is myself now. I +falter, I fail, but I go on to profounder Oneness."</p> + +<p>"Christ is born, then he grows up."</p> + +<p>"May I see Ian's last letters?"</p> + +<p>She put them in his hands. "They are very +<a name="Page_330" id="Page_330"></a>short. They speak almost always of external +things."</p> + +<p>He read, then sat musing, his eyes upon the tree. +"This last one—You answered that it was not +known where I was?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. But he says here at the last, 'I feel it +somewhere that he is on his way to Scotland.'"</p> + +<p>"I'll have to think it out."</p> + +<p>"Every letter is objective like this. But for all +that, I divine, in the dark, a ferment.... As you +see, we have not heard for months."</p> + +<p>The laird of Glenfernie rode at last from Black +Hill. It was afternoon, white drifts of clouds in +the sky, light and shadow moving upon field and +moor and distant, framing mountains. He rode +by Littlefarm and he called at the house gate for +Robin Greenlaw. It seemed that the latter was +away in White Farm fields. The laird might meet +him riding home. A mile farther on he saw the +gray horse crossing the stream.</p> + +<p>Glenfernie and Greenlaw, meeting, left each the +saddle, went near to embracing, sat at last by a +stone wall in the late sunshine, and felt a tide of +liking, stronger, not weaker, than that of old days.</p> + +<p>"You are looking after White Farm?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. The old man fails. Jenny has become a +cripple. Gilian and I are the rulers."</p> + +<p>"Or servers?"</p> + +<p>"It amounts to the same.... Gilian has a splendid +soul."</p> + +<p>"The poems, Robin. Do you make them yet?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes! Now and then. All this helps.... +And you, Glenfernie, I could make a poem of you!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_331" id="Page_331"></a>The laird laughed. "I suppose you could of +all men.... Gilian and you do not marry?"</p> + +<p>"We are not the marrying kind. But I shouldn't +love beauty inside if I didn't love Gilian.... I see +that something big has come to you, Glenfernie, +and made itself at home. You'll be wanting it +taken as a matter of course, and I take it that way.... +No matter what you have seen, is not this vale +fair?"</p> + +<p>"Fair as fair! Loved because of child and boy +and man.... Robin, something beyond all years as +we count them can be put into moments.... A +moment can be as sizable as a sun."</p> + +<p>"I believe it. We are all treading toward the +land of wonders."</p> + +<p>When he parted from Robin it was nearly sunset. +He did not mean to stop to-day at White Farm, +but he turned Black Alan in that direction. He +would ride by the house and the shining stream with +the stepping-stones. Coming beneath the bank +thick with willow and aspen, he checked the horse +and sat looking at the long, low house. It held +there in a sunset stillness, a sunset glory, a dream of +dawn. He dismounted, left the horse, and climbed +to the strip of green before the place. None seemed +about, all seemed within. Here was the fir-tree +with the bench around—so old a tree, watching life +so long!... Now he saw that Jarvis Barrow sat +here. But the old man was asleep. He sat with +closed eyes, and his Bible was under his hand. Beside +him, tall and fair, wide-browed, gray-eyed, +stood Gilian. Her head was turned toward the +fringed bank; when she saw Alexander she put her +<a name="Page_332" id="Page_332"></a>finger against her lips. He made a gesture of understanding +and went no nearer. For a moment he +stood regarding all, then drew back into shadow of +willow and aspen, descended the bank, and, mounting +Black Alan, rode home through the purple light.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_333" id="Page_333"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXXIII</h2> + + +<p>The countryside, the village—the Jardine Arms—Mrs. +Macmurdo in her shop to all who entered—talked +of the laird's homecoming. "He's a +strange sort!"</p> + +<p>"Some do say he's been to America and found a +gold-mine."</p> + +<p>"Na! He's just been journeying around in himself."</p> + +<p>"I am na spekalative. He's contentit, and sae +am I. It's a mair natural warld than ye think."</p> + +<p>"Three year syne when he went away, he lookit +like ane o' thae figures o' tragedy—"</p> + +<p>"Aweel, then, he's swallowed himself and digested +it."</p> + +<p>"I ca' it fair miracle! The Lord touched him in +the night."</p> + +<p>"Do ye haud that he'll gang to kirk the morn?"</p> + +<p>"I dinna precisely ken. He micht, and he micht +not."</p> + +<p>He went, entering with Mrs. Grizel, Alice, and +Strickland, sitting in the House pew. How many +kirks he thought of, sitting there—what cathedrals, +chapels; what rude, earnest places; what temples, +mosques, caves, ancient groves; what fanes; what +worshiped gods! One, one! Temple and image, +<a name="Page_334" id="Page_334"></a>worshiped and worshiper. Self helping self. "O +my Self, daily and deeply help myself!"</p> + +<p>The little white stone building—the earnest, +strenuous, narrow man in the pulpit, the Scots congregation—old, +old, familiar, with an inner odor +not unpungent, not unliked! Life Everlasting—Everlasting +Life....</p> + +<p>"<i>That ye may have life and have it more abundantly.</i>"</p> + +<p>White Farm sat in the White Farm place. Jarvis +Barrow was there. But he did not sit erect as of +yore; he leaned upon his staff. Jenny was missed. +Lame now, she stayed at home and watched the +passing, and talked to herself or talked to others. +Gilian sat beside the old man. Behind were Menie +and Merran, Thomas and Willy. Glenfernie's eyes +dwelt quietly upon Jarvis and his granddaughter. +When he willed he could see Elspeth beside +Gilian.</p> + +<p>The prayers, the sermon, the hymns.... All +through the world-body the straining toward the +larger thing, the enveloping Person! As he sat +there he felt blood-warmth, touch, with every foot +that sought hold, with every hand that reached. +He saw the backward-falling, and he saw that they +did not fall forever, that they caught and held and +climbed again. He saw that because he had done +that, time and time again done that.</p> + +<p>Mr. M'Nab preached a courageous, if harsh, sermon. +The old words of commination! They were +not empty—but in among them, fine as ether, now +ran a gloss.... The sermon ended, the final psalm +was sung.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"><p><a name="Page_335" id="Page_335"></a></p> +<span class="i0">"When Zion's bondage God turned back,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As men that dreamed were we.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Then filled with laughter was our mouth.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Our tongue with melody—"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>But the Scots congregation went out, to the eye +sober, stern, and staid. Glenfernie spoke to Jarvis +Barrow. He meant to do no more than give a +word of greeting. But the old man put forth an +emaciated hand and held him.</p> + +<p>"Is it the auld laird? My eyes are na gude.—Eh, +laird, I remember the sermons of your grandfather, +Gawin Elliot! Aye, aye! he was a lion +against sinners! I hae seen them cringe!... It +is the auld laird, Gilian?"</p> + +<p>"No, Grandfather. You remember that the old +laird was William. This is Mr. Alexander."</p> + +<p>"He that was always aff somewhere alane?" +White Farm drew his mind together. "I see now! +You're right. I remember."</p> + +<p>"I am coming to White Farm to-morrow, Mr. +Barrow."</p> + +<p>"Come then.... Is Grierson slain?"</p> + +<p>"He's away in past time," said Gilian. "Grandfather, +here's Willy to help you.—Don't say anything +more to him now, Glenfernie."</p> + +<p>The next day he rode to White Farm. Jenny, +through the window, saw him coming, but Jarvis +Barrow, old bodily habits changing, lay sleeping on +his own bed. Nor was Gilian at hand. The laird +sat and talked with Jenny in the clean, spare living-room. +All the story of her crippling was to be told, +and a packed chest of country happenings gone over. +Jenny had a happy, voluble half-hour. At last, +<a name="Page_336" id="Page_336"></a>the immediate bag exhausted, she began to cast +her mind in a wider circle. Her words came at a +slower pace, at last halted. She sat in silence, an +apple red in her cheeks. She eyed askance the man +over against her, and at last burst forth:</p> + +<p>"Gilian said I should na speir—but, eh, Glenfernie, +I wad gie mair than a bawbee to ken what +you did to him!"</p> + +<p>"Nothing."</p> + +<p>"Naething?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing that you would call anything."</p> + +<p>Jenny sat with open mouth. "They said you'd +changed, even to look at—and sae you have!—<i>Naething!</i>"</p> + +<p>Jarvis Barrow entered the room, and with him +came Gilian. The old man failed, failed. Now he +knew Glenfernie and spoke to him of to-day and of +yesterday—and now he addressed him as though +he were his father, the old laird, or even his grandfather. +And after a few minutes he said that he +would go out to the fir-tree. Alexander helped him +there. Gilian took the Bible and placed it beside +him.</p> + +<p>"Open at eleventh Isaiah," he said. "'<i>And there +shall come forth a rod out of the stem of Jesse, and a +Branch shall grow out of his roots—</i>'"</p> + +<p>Gilian opened the book. "You read," and she +sat down beside him.</p> + +<p>"I wish to talk to you," said Alexander to her. +"When—?"</p> + +<p>"I am going to town to-morrow afternoon. I'll +walk back over the moor."</p> + +<p>When he came upon the moor next day it was +<a name="Page_337" id="Page_337"></a>bathed by a sun half-way down the western quarter. +The colors of it were lit, the vast slopes had alike +tenderness and majesty. He moved over the moor; +then he sat down by a furze-bush and waited. +Gilian came at last, sat down near him in the dry, +sweet growth. She put her arms over her knees; +she held her head back and drank the ineffable rich +compassion of the sky. She spoke at last.</p> + +<p>"Oh, laird, life's a marvel!"</p> + +<p>"I feel the soul now," he said, "of marigolds and +pansies. That is the difference to me."</p> + +<p>"What shall you do? Stay here and grow—or +travel again and grow?"</p> + +<p>"I do not yet know.... It depends."</p> + +<p>"It depends on Ian, does it not?"</p> + +<p>"Yes.... Now you speak as Gilian and now you +speak as Elspeth."</p> + +<p>"That is the marvel of the world.... That Person +whom we call Being has also a long name.—My +name, her name, your name, his name, its +name, all names! Side by side, one over another, +one through another.... Who comes out but just +that Person?"</p> + +<p>They sat and watched the orb that itself, with its +members the planets, went a great journey. Gilian +began to talk about Elspeth. She talked with quietness, +with depth, insight, and love, sitting there on +the golden moor. Elspeth—childhood and girlhood +and womanhood. The sister of Elspeth spoke simply, +but the sifted words came from a poet's granary. +She made pictures, she made melodies for +Alexander. Glints of vision, fugitive strains of +music, echoes of a quaint and subtle mirth, some<a name="Page_338" id="Page_338"></a>thing +elemental, faylike—that was Elspeth. And +lightning in the south in summer, just shown, swiftly +withdrawn—power and passion—sudden similitudes +with great love-women of old story—that also was +Elspeth. And a crying and calling for the Star that +gathers all stars—that likewise was Elspeth. Such +and such did Elspeth show herself to Gilian. And +that half-year that they knew about of grief and +madness—it was not scanted nor its misery denied! +It, too, was, or had been, of Elspeth. Deep through +ages, again and again, something like that might +have worked forth. But it was not all nor most of +that nature—had not been and would not be—would +not be—would not be. The sister of Elspeth +spoke with pure, convinced passion as to that. +Who denied the dark? There were the dark and +the light, and the million million tones of each! +And there was the eternal space where differences +trembled into harmony.</p> + +<p>With the sunset they moved over the great, clean +slope to where it ran down to fields and trees. Before +them was White Farm, below them the glistening +stream, coral and gold between and around the +stepping-stones. They parted here, Gilian going on +to the house, the laird turning again over the moor.</p> + +<p>He passed the village; he came by the white kirk +and the yew-trees and the kirkyard. All were +lifted upon the hilltop, all wore the color of sunset +and the color of dawn. The laird of Glenfernie +moved beside the kirkyard wall. He seemed to +hold in his hand marigolds, pinks, and pansies. He +saw a green mound, and he seemed to put the flowers +there, out of old custom and tenderness. But +<a name="Page_339" id="Page_339"></a>no longer did he feel that Elspeth was beneath the +mound. A wide tapering cloud, golden-feathered, like +a wing of glory, stretched half across the sky. He +looked at it; he looked at that in which it rested. +His lips moved, he spoke aloud.</p> + +<p>"<i>O Death! where is thy sting? O grave! where +is thy victory?</i>"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_340" id="Page_340"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXXIV</h2> + + +<p>Days and weeks went by. Autumn came and +stepped in russet toward winter. Yet it was +not cold and the mists and winds delayed. The homecoming +of the laird of Glenfernie slipped into received +fact—a fact rather large, acceptable, bringing into +the neighborhood situation of things in general a +perceptible amount of expansion and depth, but +settling now, for the general run, into comfortable +every-day. They were used—until these late years—to +seeing a laird of Glenfernie about. When he +was not there it was a missed part of the landscape. +When he was in presence Nature showed herself +correctly filled out. This laird was like and not like +the old lairds. Big like the one before him in outward +frame and seeming, there were certainly inner differences. +Dale and village pondered these differences. +It came at last to a judgment that this +Glenfernie was larger and kinder. The neighborhood +considered that he would make a good home body, +and if he was a scholar, sitting late in the old keep +over great books, that harmed no one, redounded, +indeed, to the dale's credit. His very wanderings +might so redound now that they were over. "That's +the laird of Glenfernie," the dale might say to +strangers.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_341" id="Page_341"></a>It was dim, gray, late November weather. There +poured rain, shrieked a wind. Then the sky cleared +and the air stilled. There came three wonderful +days, one after the other, and between them wonderful +nights with a waxing moon. Alexander, riding +home from Littlefarm, found waiting for him in the +court Peter Lindsay, of Black Hill. This was a trusted +man.</p> + +<p>"I hae a bit letter frae Mistress Alison, laird." +Giving it to him, Peter came close, his eye upon the +approaching stable-boy. "Dinna look at it here, +but when ye're alone. I'll bide and tak the answer."</p> + +<p>Alexander nodded, turned, and crossed to the +keep. Within its ancient, deep entrance he broke +seal and opened the paper superscribed by Mrs. +Alison. Within was not her handwriting. There +ran but two lines, in a hand with which he was well +acquainted:</p> + +<p>"<i>Will you meet one that you know in the cave to-night +four hours after moonrise?</i>"</p> + +<p>He went back to the messenger. "The answer +is, 'Yes.' Say just that, Peter Lindsay."</p> + +<p>The day went by. He worked with Strickland. +The latter thought him a little absent, but the accounts +were checked and decisions made. At the +supper-table he was more quiet than usual.</p> + +<p>"Full moon to-night," said Alice. "What does it +look like, Alexander, when it shines in Rome and +when it comes up right out of the desert?"</p> + +<p>"It lights the ruins and it is pale day in the desert. +What makes you think to-night of Rome and the +desert?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know. I see the rim now out of window."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_342" id="Page_342"></a>The moon climbed. It shone with an intense +silver behind leafless boughs and behind the dark-clad +boughs of firs. It came above the trees. The +night hung windless and deeply clear. A fire burned +upon the hearth of the room in the keep. Alexander +sat before it and he sat very still, and vast pictures +came to the inner eye, and to the inner ear meanings +of old words....</p> + +<p>He rose at last, took a cloak, and went down the +stone stair into a night cold, still, and bright. The +path by the school-house, the hand's-breadth of silvered +earth, the broken, silvered wall, the pine, the +rough descent.... He went through the dark wood +where the shining fell broken like a shattered mirror. +Beyond held open country until he came to the +glen mouth. The moon was high. He heard faint +sounds of the far night-time, and his own step upon +the silver earth. He came to the glen and the sound +of water streaming to the sea.</p> + +<p>How well he knew this place! Thick trees spread +arms above, rock that leaned darkened the narrow +path. But his foot knew where to tread. In some +more open span down poured the twice-broken light; +then came darkness. There was a great checkering +of light and darkness and the slumbrous sound of +water. The path grew steeper and rougher. He was +approaching the middle of the place.</p> + +<p>At last he came to the cave mouth and the leafless +briers that curtained it. Just before it was reached, +the moonbeams struck through clear air. There was +a silver lightness. A form moved from where it had +rested against the rock. Ian's voice spoke.</p> + +<p>"Alexander?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_343" id="Page_343"></a>"Yes, it is I."</p> + +<p>"The night is so still. I heard you coming a long +way off. I have lighted a fire in the cave."</p> + +<p>They entered it—the old boyhood haunt. All the +air was moted for them with memories. Ian had +made the fire and had laid fagots for mending. The +flame played and murmured and reddened the walls. +The roof was high, and at one place the light smoke +made hidden exit. It was dead night. Even in the +daytime the glen was a solitary place.</p> + +<p>Alexander put down his cloak. He looked about +the place, then, squarely turning, looked at Ian. +Long time had passed since they had spoken each +to other in Rome. Now they stood in that ancient +haunt where the very making of the fire sang of the +old always-done, never-to-be-omitted, here in the +cave. The light was sufficient for each to study the +other's face. Alexander spoke:</p> + +<p>"You have changed."</p> + +<p>"And you. Let us sit down. There is much that +I want to say."</p> + +<p>They sat, and again it was as they used to do, +with the fire between them, but out of plane, so that +they might fully view each other. The cave kept +stillness. Subtly and silently its walls became penetrable. +They crumbled, dissolved. Around now was +space and the two were men.</p> + +<p>Ian looked worn, with a lined face. But the old +brown-gold splendor, though dusked over, drew yet. +No one might feel him negligible. And something +was there, quivering in the dusk.... He and +Alexander rested without speech—or rather about +them whirled inaudible speech—intuitions, divina<a name="Page_344" id="Page_344"></a>tions. +At last words formed themselves. Ian +spoke:</p> + +<p>"I came from France on the chance that you were +here.... For a long time I have been driven, +driven, by one with a scourge. Then that changed +to a longing. At last I resolved.... The driving +was within—as within as longing and determination. +I have heard Aunt Alison say that every myth, all +world stories, are but symbols, figures, of what goes +on within. Well, I have found out about the Furies, +and about some other myths."</p> + +<p>"Yes. They tried to tell inner things."</p> + +<p>"I came here to say that I wronged folk from whom +a man within me cannot part. One is dead, and I +have to seek her along another road. But you are +living, breathing there! I made myself your foe, +and now I wish that I could unmake what I made.... +I was and am a sinful soul.... It is for you +to say if it is anything to you, what I confess." He +rose from the fire and moved once or twice the length +of the place. At last he came and stood before the +other. "It is no wonder if it be not given," he said. +"But I ask your forgiveness, Alexander!"</p> + +<p>"Well, I give it to you," said Alexander. His face +worked. He got to his feet and went to Ian. He +put his hands upon the other's shoulders. "<i>Old +Saracen!</i>" he said.</p> + +<p>Ian shook. With the dropping of Alexander's +hands he went back a step; he sat down and hid his +head in his arms.</p> + +<p>Said Alexander: "You did thus and thus, obeying +inner weakness, calling it all the time strength. And +do I not know that I, too, made myself a shadow +<a name="Page_345" id="Page_345"></a>going after shadows? My own make of selfishness, +arrogance, and hatred.... Let us do better, you +and I!" He mended the fire. "By understanding +the past may be altered. Already it is altered with +you and me.... I was here the other day. I +stayed a long time. There seemed two boys in the +cave and there seemed a girl beside them. The three +felt with and understood and were one another." +He came and knelt beside Ian. "Let us forge a +stronger friendship!"</p> + +<p>Ian, face to the rock, was weeping, weeping. Alexander +knelt beside him, lay beside him, arm over +heaving shoulders. Old Steadfast—Old Saracen—and +Elspeth Barrow, also, and around and through, +pulsing, cohering, interpenetrating, healing, a sense +of something greater....</p> + +<p>It passed—the torrent force, long pent, aching +against its barriers. Ian lay still, at last sat up.</p> + +<p>"Come outside," said Alexander, "into the cold +and the air."</p> + +<p>They left the cave for the moonlight night. They +leaned against the rock, and about them hung the +sleeping trees. The crag was silvered, the stream +ran with a deep under-sound. The air struck pure +and cold. The large stars shone down through all the +flooding radiance of the moon. The familiar place, +the strange place, the old-new place.... At last +Ian spoke, "Have you been to the Kelpie's Pool?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. The day I came home I lay for hours beside +it."</p> + +<p>"I was there to-night. I came here from there."</p> + +<p>"It is with us. But far beside it is also with +us!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_346" id="Page_346"></a>"The carnival at Rome. When I left Rome I went +to the Lake of Como. I want to tell you of a night +there—and of nights and days later, elsewhere—"</p> + +<p>"Come within, as we used to do, and talk the heart +out."</p> + +<p>They went back to the fire. It played and sang. +The minutes, poignant, full, went by.</p> + +<p>"So at last prison and scaffold risks ceased to +count. I took what disguise I could and came."</p> + +<p>"All at Black Hill know?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. But they are not betrayers. I do not show +myself and am not called by my name. I am Señor +Nobody."</p> + +<p>"Señor Nobody."</p> + +<p>"When I broke Edinburgh gaol I fled to France +through Spain. There in the mountains I fell among +brigands. I had to find ransom. Señor Nobody +provided it. I never saw him nor do I know his +name.... Alexander!"</p> + +<p>"Aye."</p> + +<p>"Was it you?"</p> + +<p>"Aye. I hated while I gave.... But I don't +hate now. I don't hate myself. Ian!"</p> + +<p>The fire played, the fire sang.</p> + +<p>Alexander spoke: "Now your bodily danger +again—You've put your head into the lion's +mouth!"</p> + +<p>"That lion weighs nothing here."</p> + +<p>"I am glad that you came. But now I wish to +see you go!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I must go."</p> + +<p>"Is it back to France?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—or to America. I do not know. I have +<a name="Page_347" id="Page_347"></a>thought of that. But here, first, I thought that I +should go to White Farm."</p> + +<p>"It would add risk. I do not think that it is +needed."</p> + +<p>"Jarvis Barrow—"</p> + +<p>"The old man lies abed and his wits wander. He +would hardly know you, I think—would not understand. +Leave him now, except as you find him +within."</p> + +<p>"Her sister?"</p> + +<p>"I will tell Gilian. That is a wide and wise spirit. +She will understand."</p> + +<p>"Then it is come and gone—"</p> + +<p>"Disappear as you appeared! None here wants +your peril, and the griefs and evils were you taken."</p> + +<p>"I expected to go back. The brig <i>Seawing</i> +brought me. It sails in a week's time."</p> + +<p>"You must be upon it, then."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I suppose so." He drew a long, impatient +breath. "Let us leave all that! Sufficient to the +day—I wander and wander, and there are stones +and thorns—and Circe, too!... You have the +steady light, but I have not! The wind blows it—it +flickers!"</p> + +<p>"Ah, I know flickering, too!"</p> + +<p>"Is there a great Señor Somebody? Sometimes I +feel it—and then there is only the wild ass in the +desert! The dust blinds and the mire sticks."</p> + +<p>"Ah, Old Saracen—"</p> + +<p>The other pushed the embers together. "This +cave—this glen.... Do you remember that time +we were in Amsterdam and each dreamed one night +the same dream?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_348" id="Page_348"></a>"I remember."</p> + +<p>The fire was sinking for the night. The moon was +down in the western sky. Around and around the +cave and the glen and the night the inner ear heard, +as it were, a long, faint, wordless cry for help. Alexander +brooded, brooded, his eyes upon the lessening +flame. At last, with a sudden movement, he rose. +"I smell the morning air. Let us be going!"</p> + +<p>The two covered the embers and left the cave. +The moon stood above the western rim of the glen, +the sound of the water was deep and full, frost hung +in the air, the trees great and small stood quiet, in a +winter dream. Ian and Alexander climbed the glen-side, +avoiding Mother Binning's cot. Now they were +in open country, moving toward Black Hill.</p> + +<p>The walk was not a short one. Daybreak was just +behind the east when they came to the long heath-grown +hill that faced the house, the purple ridge +where as boys they had met. They climbed it, and +in the east was light. Beneath them, among the +trees, Black Hill showed roof and chimney. Then +up the path toward them came Peter Lindsay.</p> + +<p>He seemed to come in haste and a kind of fear. +When he saw the two he threw up his hands, then violently +gestured to them to go back upon their path, +drop beneath the hilltop. They obeyed, and he came +to them himself, panting, sweat upon him for all the +chill night. "Mr. Ian—Laird! Sogers at the house—"</p> + +<p>"Ah!"</p> + +<p>"Twelve of them. They rade in an hour syne. +The lieutenant swears ye're there, Mr. Ian, and they +search the house. Didna ye see the lights? Mrs. Alison +tauld me to gae warn ye—"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><a name="Page_349" id="Page_349"></a></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXV" id="CHAPTER_XXXV"></a>CHAPTER XXXV</h2> + + +<p>The soldiers, having fruitlessly searched Black +Hill, for the present set up quarters there, +and searched the neighborhood. They gave a wide +cast to that word. It seemed to include all this part +of Scotland. Before long they appeared, not unforeseen, +at Glenfernie.</p> + +<p>The lieutenant was a wiry, wide-nostriled man, +determined to please superiors and win promotion. +He had now men at the Jardine Arms no less than +men at Black Hill. Face to face with the laird of +Glenfernie in the latter's hall, he explained his +errand.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Glenfernie. "I saw you coming up +the hill. Will you take wine?"</p> + +<p>"To your health, sir!"</p> + +<p>"To your health!"</p> + +<p>The lieutenant set down the glass and wiped his +lips. "I have orders, Mr. Jardine, which I may not +disobey."</p> + +<p>"Exactly so, Lieutenant."</p> + +<p>"My duty, therefore, brings me in at your door—though +of course I may say that you and your +household are hardly under suspicion of harboring +a proscribed rebel! A good Whig"—he bowed stiffly—"a +volunteer serving with the Duke in the late +<a name="Page_350" id="Page_350"></a>trouble, and, last but not least, a personal enemy of +the man we seek—"</p> + +<p>"The catalogue is ample!" said Glenfernie. "But +still, having your orders to make no exception, you +must search my house. It is at your service. I will +show you from room to room."</p> + +<p>Lieutenant and soldiers and laird went through +the place, high and low and up and down. "Perfunctory!" +said the lieutenant twice. "But we must +do as we are told!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said the laird. "This is my sister's garden. +The small building there is an old school-room."</p> + +<p>They met Alice walking in the garden, in the +winter sunshine. Strickland, too, joined them here. +Presentations over, the lieutenant again repeated his +story.</p> + +<p>"Perfunctory, of course, here—perfunctory! The +only trace that we think we have we found in a glen +near you. There is a cave there that I understand +he used to haunt. We found ashes, still warm, +where had been a fire. Pity is, the ground is so frozen +no footstep shows!"</p> + +<p>"You are making escape difficult," said Strickland.</p> + +<p>"I flatter myself that we'll get him between here +and the sea! I am going presently," said the lieutenant, +"to a place called White Farm. But I am +given to understand that there are good reasons—saving +the lady's presence—why he'll find no shelter +there."</p> + +<p>"Over yonder is the old keep," said Glenfernie. +"When that is passed, I think you will have seen +everything."</p> + +<p>They left Strickland and Alice and went to the +<a name="Page_351" id="Page_351"></a>keep. Their footsteps and those of the soldiers +behind them rang upon the stone stairs.</p> + +<p>"Above is the room," said the laird of Glenfernie, +"where as a boy I used to play at alchemy. I built +a furnace. I had an intention of making lead into +gold. I keep old treasures there still, and it is still +my dear old lair—though with a difference as I +travel on, though with a difference, Lieutenant, as we +travel on!"</p> + +<p>They came into the room, quiet, filled with books +and old apparatus, with a burning fire, with sunlight +and shadow dappling floor and wall. "Well, he +would hardly hide here!" said the lieutenant.</p> + +<p>"Not by received canons," answered Glenfernie.</p> + +<p>The lieutenant spoke to the soldiers. "Go about +and look beneath and behind matters. There are +no closets?"</p> + +<p>"There are only these presses built against the +stone." The laird opened them as he spoke. "You +see—blank space!" He moved toward a corner. +"This structure is my ancient furnace of which I +spoke. I still keep it fuel-filled for firing." As he +spoke he opened a sizable door.</p> + +<p>The lieutenant, stooping, saw the piled wood. "I +don't know much of alchemy," he said. "I've never +had time to get around to those things. It's bringing +out sleeping values isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Something like that." He shut the furnace door, +and they stood watching the soldiers search the room. +In no long time this stood a completed process.</p> + +<p>"Perfunctory!" said again the lieutenant. "Now +men, we'll to White Farm!"</p> + +<p>"There is food and drink for them below, on this +<a name="Page_352" id="Page_352"></a>chilly day," said the laird, "and perhaps in the hall +you'll drink another glass of wine?"</p> + +<p>All went down the stairs and out of the keep. +Another half-hour and the detail, lieutenant and men, +mounted and rode away. Glenfernie and Strickland +watched them down the winding road, clear of the +hill, out upon the highway.</p> + +<p>Alexander went back alone to the keep that, also, +from its widened loopholes, might watch the searchers +ride away. He mounted the stair; he came into +his old room. Ian stood beside the table. The +sizable furnace door hung open, the screen of heaped +wood was disarranged.</p> + +<p>"It was a good notion, that recess behind my old +furnace!" said Glenfernie. "You took no harm beyond +some cobwebs and ashes?"</p> + +<p>"None, Señor Nobody," said Ian.</p> + +<p>That day went by. The laird and Strickland +talked together in low voices in the old school-room. +Davie, too, appeared there once, and an old, trusted +stableman. At sunset came Robin Greenlaw, and +stayed an hour. The stars shone out, around drew +a high, windy crystal night.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Grizel went to bed. Alexander, with Alice +and Strickland, sat by the fire in the hall. There +was much that the laird wished to say that he said. +They spoke in low voices, leaning toward the burning +logs, the light playing over their faces, the light +laughing upon old armor, crossed weapons, upon +the walls. Alice, a bonny woman with sense and courage, +sat beside Glenfernie. Strickland, from his +corner, saw how much she looked like her mother; +how much, to-night, Alexander looked like her.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_353" id="Page_353"></a>They talked until late. They came to agreement, +quiet, moved, but thorough. Glenfernie rose. He +took Alice in his arms and kissed her thrice. Moisture +was in the eyes of both.</p> + +<p>"Sleep, dear, sleep! So we understand, things +grow easy!"</p> + +<p>"I think that you are right, and that is a long way +to comfort," said Alice. "Good night, good night, +Alexander!"</p> + +<p>When she was gone the two men talked yet a little +longer, over the dying fire. Then they, too, wished +each other good night. Strickland went to his room, +but Alexander left the house and crossed the moon-filled +night to the keep. It was now he and Ian.</p> + +<p>There was no strain. "Old Steadfast" and "Old +Saracen," and a long pilgrimage together, and every +difference granted, yet, in the background, a vast, +an oceanic unity.... Ian rose from the settle. He +and the laird of Glenfernie sat by the table and with +pen and paper made a diagram of escape. They +bent to the task in hand, and when it was done, and +a few more words had been said, they turned to the +pallets which Davie had spread on either side of the +hearth. The moon and the low fire made a strange +half-light in the room. The two lay still, addressed +to sleep. They spoke and answered but once.</p> + +<p>Said Ian: "I felt just then the waves of the sea!—The +waves of the sea and the roads of France.... +The waves and roads of the days and nights and +months and years. I there and you here. There is +an ether, doubtless, that links, but I don't tread it +firmly.... Be sure I'll turn to you, call to you, +often, over the long roads, from out of the trough +<a name="Page_354" id="Page_354"></a>of the waves! <i>Señor Nobody! Señor Nobody!</i>" He +laughed, but with a catch of the breath. "Good +night!"</p> + +<p>"Good night, Old Saracen!" said Alexander.</p> + +<p>Morn came. That day Glenfernie House heard +still that all that region was searched. The day went +by, short, gray, with flurries of snow. By afternoon +it settled to a great, down-drifting pall of white. It +was falling thick and fast when Alexander Jardine +and Ian Rullock passed through the broken wall beyond +the school-room. The pine branches were whitening, +the narrow, rugged path ran a zigzag of white.</p> + +<p>Strickland had parted from them at the wall, and +yet Strickland seemed to be upon the path, following +Glenfernie. Ian wore a dress of Strickland's, a hat +and cloak that the countryside knew. He and +Strickland were nearly of a height. Keeping silence +and moving through a dimness of the descending +day and the shaken veil of the snow, almost any +chance-met neighbor would have said, in passing, +"Good day, Mr. Strickland!"</p> + +<p>The path led into the wood. Trees rose about +them, phantoms in the snowstorm. The snow fell +in large flakes, straight, undriven by wind. Footprints +made transient shapes. The snow obliterated +them as in the desert moving sand obliterated. Ian +and Alexander, leaving the wood, took a way that +led by field and moor to Littlefarm.</p> + +<p>The earth seemed a Solitary, with no child nor +lover of hers abroad. The day declined, the snow +fell. Ian and Alexander moved on, hardly speaking. +The outer landscape rolled dimmed, softened, withdrawn. +The inner world moved among its own con<a name="Page_355" id="Page_355"></a>tours. +The day flowed toward night, as the night +would flow toward day.</p> + +<p>They came to the foot of the moor that stretched +between White Farm and Littlefarm.</p> + +<p>"There is a woman standing by that tree," said +Ian.</p> + +<p>"Yes. It is Gilian."</p> + +<p>They moved toward her. Tall, fair, wide-browed +and gray-eyed, she leaned against the oak stem and +seemed to be at home here, too. The wide falling +snow, the mystic light and quietness, were hers for +mantle. As they approached she stirred.</p> + +<p>"Good day, Glenfernie!—Good day, Ian Rullock!—Glenfernie, +you cannot go this way! Soldiers are +at Littlefarm."</p> + +<p>"Did Robin—"</p> + +<p>"He got word to me an hour since. They are +chance-fallen, the second time. They will get no +news and soon be gone. He trusted me to give you +warning. He says wait for him at the cot that was +old Skene's. It stands empty and folk say that it is +haunted and go round about." She left the tree and +took the path with them. "It lies between us and +White Farm. This snow is friendly. It covers marks—it +keeps folk within-doors—nor does it mean to +fall too long or too heavily."</p> + +<p>They moved together through the falling snow.</p> + +<p>It was a mile to old Skene's cot. They walked it +almost in silence—upon Ian's part in silence. The +snow fell; it covered their footprints. All outlines +showed vague and looming. The three seemed three +vital points moving in a world dissolving or a world +forming.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_356" id="Page_356"></a>The empty cot rose before them, the thatch +whitened, the door-stone whitened. Glenfernie +pushed the door. It opened; they found a clean, +bare place, twilight now, still, with the falling snow +without.</p> + +<p>Gilian spoke. "I'll go on now to White Farm. +Robin will come. In no long time you'll be upon the +farther road.... Now I will say Fare you well!"</p> + +<p>Alexander took her hands. "Farewell, Gilian!"</p> + +<p>Gray eyes met gray eyes. "Be it short time or be +it long time—soon home to Glenfernie, or long, long +gone—farewell, and God bless you, Glenfernie!"</p> + +<p>"And you, Gilian!"</p> + +<p>She turned to Ian. "Ian Rullock—farewell, too, +and God bless you, too!"</p> + +<p>She was gone. They watched through the door +her form moving amid falling snow. The veil between +thickened; she vanished; there were only the +white particles of the dissolving or the forming world. +The two kept silence.</p> + +<p>Twilight deepened, night came, the snow ceased to +fall for a time, then began again, but less thickly. +One hour went by, two, three. Then came Robin +Greenlaw and Peter Lindsay, riding, and with them +horses for the two who waited at Skene's cot.</p> + +<p>Four men rode through the December night. At +dawn they neared the sea. The snow fell no longer. +When the purple bars came into the east they saw +in the first light the huddled roofs of a small seaport. +Beyond lay gray water, with shipping in the harbor.</p> + +<p>At a crossroads the party divided. Robin Greenlaw +and Peter Lindsay took a way that should lead +them far aside from this port, and then with circui<a name="Page_357" id="Page_357"></a>tousness +home. Before they reached it they would +separate, coming singly into their own dale, back to +Black Hill, back to Littlefarm. The laird of Glenfernie +and Littlefarm, dismounting, moving aside, +talked together for a few moments. Ian gave Peter +Lindsay a message for Mrs. Alison.... Good-bys +were said. Greenlaw remounted; he and Peter Lindsay +moved slowly from the two bound to the port. +A dip of the earth presently hid them. Alexander +and Ian were left in the gray dawn.</p> + +<p>"Alexander, I know the safe house and the safe +man and the safe ship. Why should you run further +danger? Let us say good-by now!"</p> + +<p>"No, not now."</p> + +<p>"You have come to the edge of Scotland. Say +farewell here, and danger saved, rather than on the +water stairs in a little while—"</p> + +<p>"No. I will go farther, Ian. There is Mackenzie's +house, over there."</p> + +<p>They rode through the winter dawn to the house +at the edge of the port, where lived a quiet man and +wife, under obligations to the Jardines. There +visited them now the laird of Glenfernie and his +secretary, Mr. Strickland.</p> + +<p>The latter, it seemed, was not well—kept his room +that day. The laird of Glenfernie went about, indeed, +but never once went near the waterside.... +And yet, at eve, the master of the <i>Seawing</i>, riding in +the harbor, took the resolution to sail by cockcrow.</p> + +<p>The sun went down with red and gold, in a winter +splendor. Dark night followed, but, late, there rose +a moon. Alexander and Ian, coming down to the +harbor edge at a specified place, found there the wait<a name="Page_358" id="Page_358"></a>ing +boat with two rowers. It hung before them on +the just-lit water. "Now, Old Steadfast, farewell!" +said Ian.</p> + +<p>"I am going a little farther. Step in, man!"</p> + +<p>The boat drove across, under the moon, to the +<i>Seawing</i>. The two mounted the brig's side and, +touching deck, found the captain, known to Ian, who +had sailed before upon the <i>Seawing</i>, and known +since yesterday to Glenfernie. The captain welcomed +them, his only passengers, using not their +own names, but others that had been chosen. In +the cabin, under the swinging lantern, there followed +a few words as to weather, ports, and sailing. The +tide served, the <i>Seawing</i> would be forth in an hour. +The captain, work calling, left them in the small +lighted place.</p> + +<p>"The boat is waiting. Now, Old Steadfast—Señor +Nobody—"</p> + +<p>"Old Saracen, we used to say that we'd go one +day to India—"</p> + +<p>"Yes—"</p> + +<p>"Well, let us go!"</p> + +<p>"<i>Us</i>—"</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>They stood with the table between them. Alexander's +hands moved toward Ian's. They took +hands; there followed a strong, a convulsive pressure.</p> + +<p>"We sin in differing ways and at differing times," +said Alexander, "but we all sin. And we all struggle +with it and through it and onward! And there must +be some kind of star upon our heights. Well, let us +work toward it together, Old Saracen!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_359" id="Page_359"></a>They went out of the cabin and upon the deck. +The boat that had brought them was gone. They saw +it in the moonlight, half-way back to the quay. On +the <i>Seawing</i>, sailors were lifting anchor. They stood +and watched. The moon was paling; there came +the scent of morning; far upon the shore a cock +crew. The <i>Seawing's</i> crew were making sail. Out +and up went her pinions, filled with a steady and +favoring wind. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Foes + + +Author: Mary Johnston + + + +Release Date: August 20, 2005 [eBook #16554] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FOES*** + + +E-text prepared by Audrey Longhurst, Diane Monico, and the Project +Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team (https://www.pgdp.net/) + + + + * * * * * * * + + + Books by + + Mary Johnston + + Foes + Sir Mortimer + + Harper & Brothers, New York + [Established 1817] + + + * * * * * * * + + +FOES + +A Novel + +by + +MARY JOHNSTON + +Author of +"To Have and to Hold" "Audrey" "Lewis Rand" +"Sir Mortimer" "The Long Roll" + +Harper & Brothers Publishers +New York and London + +1918 + + + + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +Said Mother Binning: "Whiles I spin and whiles I dream. A bonny day +like this I look." + +English Strickland, tutor at Glenfernie House, looked, too, at the +feathery glen, vivid in June sunshine. The ash-tree before Mother +Binning's cot overhung a pool of the little river. Below, the water +brawled and leaped from ledge to ledge, but here at the head of the +glen it ran smooth and still. A rose-bush grew by the door and a hen +and her chicks crossed in the sun. English Strickland, who had been +fishing, sat on the door-stone and talked to Mother Binning, sitting +within with her wheel beside her. + +"What is it, Mother, to have the second sight?" + +"It's to see behind the here and now. Why're ye asking?" + +"I wish I could buy it or slave for it!" said Strickland. "Over and +over again I really need to see behind the here and now!" + +"Aye. It's needed mair really than folk think. It's no' to be had by +buying nor slaving. How are the laird and the leddy?" + +"Why, well. Tell me," said Strickland, "some of the things you've +seen with second sight." + +"It taks inner ears for inner things." + +"How do you know I haven't them?" + +"Maybe 'tis so. Ye're liked well enough." + +Mother Binning looked at the dappling water and the June trees and the +bright blue sky. It was a day to loosen tongue. + +"I'll tell you ane thing I saw. It's mair than twenty years since +James Stewart, that was son of him who fled, wad get Scotland and +England again intil his hand. So the laddie came frae overseas, and +made stir and trouble enough, I tell ye!... Now I'll show you what I +saw, I that was a young woman then, and washing my wean's claes in the +water there. The month was September, and the year seventeen fifteen. +Mind you, nane hereabouts knew yet of thae goings-on!... I sat back on +my heels, with Jock's sark in my hand, and a lav'rock was singing, and +whiles I listened the pool grew still. And first it was blue glass +under blue sky, and I sat caught. And then it was curled cloud or +milk, and then it was nae color at all. And then I _saw_, and 'twas as +though what I saw was around me. There was a town nane like +Glenfernie, and a country of mountains, and a water no' like this one. +There pressed a thrang of folk, and they were Hieland men and Lowland +men, but mair Hieland than Lowland, and there were chiefs and +chieftains and Lowland lords, and there were pipers. I heard naught, +but it was as though bright shadows were around me. There was a height +like a Good People's mount, and a braw fine-clad lord speaking and +reading frae a paper, and by him a surpliced man to gie a prayer, and +there was a banner pole, and it went up high, and it had a gowd ball +atop. The braw lord stopped speaking, and all the Hielandmen and +Lowlandmen drew and held up and brandished their claymores and swords. +The flash ran around like the levin. I kenned that they shouted, all +thae gay shadows! I saw the pipers' cheeks fill with wind, and the +bags of the pipes fill. Then ane drew on a fine silken rope, and up +the pole there went a braw silken banner, and it sailed out in the +wind. And there was mair shouting and brandishing. But what think ye +might next befall? That gowden ball, gowden like the sun before it +drops, that topped the pole, it fell! I marked it fall, and the heads +dodge, and it rolled upon the ground.... And then all went out like a +candle that you blaw upon. I was kneeling by the water, and Jock's +sark in my hand, and the lav'rock singing, and that was all." + +"I have heard tell of that," said Strickland. "It was near Braemar." + +"And that's mony a lang league frae here! Sax days, and we had news of +the rising, with the gathering at Braemar. And said he wha told us, +'The gilt ball fell frae the standard pole, and there's nane to think +that a good omen!' But I _saw_ it," said Mother Binning. She turned +her wheel, a woman not yet old and with a large, tranquil comeliness. +"What I see makes fine company!" + +Strickland plucked a rose and smelled it. "This country is fuller of +such things than is England that I come from." + +"Aye. It's a grand country." She continued to spin. The tutor looked +at the sun. It was time to be going if he wished another hour with the +stream. He took up his rod and book and rose from the door-step. +Mother Binning glanced aside from her wheel. + +"How gaes things with the lad at the House?" + +"Alexander or James?" + +"The one ye call Alexander." + +"That is his name." + +"I think that he's had ithers. That's a lad of mony lives!" + +Strickland, halting by the rose-bush, looked at Mother Binning. "I +suppose we call it 'wisdom' when two feel alike. Now that's just what +I feel about Alexander Jardine! It's just feeling without +rationality." + +"Eh?" + +"There isn't any reason in it." + +"I dinna know about 'reason.' There's _being_ in it." + +The tutor made as if to speak further, then, with a shake of his head, +thought better of it. Thirty-five years old, he had been a tutor since +he was twenty, dwelling, in all, in four or five more or less +considerable houses and families. Experience, adding itself to innate +good sense, had made him slow to discuss idiosyncrasies of patrons or +pupils. Strong perplexity or strong feeling might sometimes drive him, +but ordinarily he kept a rein on speech. Now he looked around him. + +"What high summer, lovely weather!" + +"Oh aye! It's bonny. Will ye be gaeing, since ye have na mair to say?" + +English Strickland laughed and said good-by to Mother Binning and +went. The ash-tree, the hazels that fringed the water, a point of +mossy rock, hid the cot. The drone of the wheel no longer reached his +ears. It was as though all that had sunk into the earth. Here was only +the deep, the green, and lonely glen. He found a pool that invited, +cast, and awaited the speckled victim. In the morning he had had fair +luck, but now nothing.... The water showed no more diamonds, the lower +slopes of the converging hills grew a deep and slumbrous green. Above +was the gold, shoulder and crest powdered with it, unearthly, +uplifted. Strickland ceased his fishing. The light moved slowly +upward; the trees, the crag-heads, melted into heaven; while the lower +glen lay in lengths of shadow, in jade and amethyst. A whispering +breeze sprang up, cool as the water sliding by. Strickland put up his +fisherman's gear and moved homeward, down the stream. + +He had a very considerable way to go. The glen path, narrow and rough, +went up and down, still following the water. Hazel and birch, oak and +pine, overhung and darkened it. Bosses of rock thrust themselves +forward, patched with lichen and moss, seamed and fringed with fern +and heath. Roots of trees, huge and twisted, spread and clutched like +guardian serpents. In places where rock had fallen the earth seemed to +gape. In the shadow it looked a gnome world--a gnome or a dragon +world. Then upon ledge or bank showed bells or disks or petaled suns +of June flowers, rose and golden, white and azure, while overhead was +heard the evening song of birds alike calm and merry, and through a +cleft in the hills poured the ruddy, comfortable sun. + +The walls declined in height, sloped farther back. The path grew +broader; the water no longer fell roaring, but ran sedately between +pebbled beaches. The scene grew wider, the mouth of the glen was +reached. He came out into a sunset world of dale and moor and +mountain-heads afar. There were fields of grain, and blue waving +feathers from chimneys of cottage and farm-house. In the distance +showed a village, one street climbing a hill, and atop a church with a +spire piercing the clear east. The stream widened, flowing thin over a +pebbly bed. The sun was not yet down. It painted a glory in the west +and set lanes and streets of gold over the hills and made the little +river like Pactolus. Strickland approached a farm-house, prosperous +and venerable, mended and neat. Thatched, long, white, and low, behind +it barns and outbuildings, it stood tree-guarded, amid fields of young +corn. Beyond it swelled a long moorside; in front slipped the still +stream. + +There were stepping-stones across the stream. Two young girls, coming +toward the house, had set foot upon these. Strickland, halting in the +shadow of hazels and young aspens, watched them as they crossed. Their +step was free and light; they came with a kind of hardy grace, +elastic, poised, and very young, homeward from some visit on this +holiday. The tutor knew them to be Elspeth and Gilian Barrow, +granddaughters of Jarvis Barrow of White Farm. The elder might have +been fifteen, the younger thirteen years. They wore their holiday +dresses. Elspeth had a green silken snood, and Gilian a blue. Elspeth +sang as she stepped from stone to stone: + + "But I will get a bonny boat, + And I will sail the sea, + For I maun gang to Love Gregor, + Since he canna come hame to me--" + +They did not see Strickland where he stood by the hazels. He let them +go by, watching them with a quiet pleasure. They took the +upward-running lane. Hawthorns in bloom hid them; they were gone like +young deer. Strickland, crossing the stream, went his own way. + +The country became more open, with, at this hour, a dreamlike depth +and hush. Down went the sun, but a glow held and wrapped the earth in +hues of faery. When he had walked a mile and more he saw before him +Glenfernie House. In the modern and used moiety seventy years old, in +the ancient keep and ruin of a tower three hundred, it crowned--the +ancient and the latter-day--a craggy hill set with dark woods, and +behind it came up like a wonder lantern, like a bubble of pearl, the +full moon. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +The tutor, in his own room, put down his fisherman's rod and bag. The +chamber was a small one, set high up, with two deep windows tying the +interior to the yet rosy west and the clearer, paler south. Strickland +stood a moment, then went out at door and down three steps and along a +passageway to two doors, one closed, the other open. He tapped upon +the latter. + +"James!" + +A boy of fourteen, tall and fair, with a flushed, merry face, crossed +the room and opened the door more widely. "Oh, aye, Mr. Strickland, +I'm in!" + +"Is Alexander?" + +"Not yet. I haven't seen him. I was at the village with Dandie +Saunderson." + +"Do you know what he did with himself?" + +"Not precisely." + +"I see. Well, it's nearly supper-time." + +Back in his own quarters, the tutor made such changes as were needed, +and finally stood forth in a comely suit of brown, with silver-buckled +shoes, stock and cravat of fine cambric, and a tie-wig. Midway in his +toilet he stopped to light two candles. These showed, in the smallest +of mirrors, set of wig and cravat, and between the two a thoughtful, +cheerful, rather handsome countenance. + +He had left the door ajar so that he might hear, if he presently +returned, his eldest pupil. But he heard only James go clattering down +the passage and the stair. Strickland, blowing out his candles, left +his room to the prolonged June twilight and the climbing moon. + +The stairway down, from landing to landing, lay in shadow, but as he +approached the hall he caught the firelight. The laird had a London +guest who might find a chill in June nights so near the north. The +blazing wood showed forth the chief Glenfernie gathering-place, wide +and deep, with a great chimneypiece and walls of black oak, and hung +thereon some old pieces of armor and old weapons. There was a table +spread for supper, and a servant went about with a long +candle-lighter, lighting candles. A collie and a hound lay upon the +hearth. Between them stood Mrs. Jardine, a tall, fair woman of forty +and more, with gray eyes, strong nose, and humorous mouth. + +"Light them all, Davie! It'll be dark then by London houses." + +Davie showed an old servant's familiarity. "He wasna sae grand when he +left auld Scotland thirty years since! I'm thinking he might remember +when he had nae candles ava in his auld hoose." + +"Well, he'll have candles enough in his new hall." + +Davie lit the last candle. "They say that he is sinfu' rich!" + +"Rich enough to buy Black Hill," said Mrs. Jardine, and turned to the +fire. The tutor joined her there. He had for her liking and +admiration, and she for him almost a motherly affection. Now she +smiled as he came up. + +"Did you have good fishing?" + +"Only fair." + +"Mr. Jardine and Mr. Touris have just returned. They rode to Black +Hill. Have you seen Alexander?" + +"No. I asked Jamie--" + +"So did I. But he could not tell." + +"He may have gone over the moor and been belated. Bran is with him." + +"Yes.... He's a solitary one, with a thousand in himself!" + +"You're the second woman," remarked Strickland, "who's said that +to-day," and told her of Mother Binning. + +Mrs. Jardine pushed back a fallen ember with the toe of her shoe. "I +don't know whether she sees or only thinks she sees. Some do the tane +and some do the tither. Here's the laird." + +Two men entered together--a large man and a small man. The first, +great of height and girth, was plainly dressed; the last, seeming +slighter by contrast than he actually was, wore fine cloth, silken +hose, gold buckles to his shoes, and a full wig. The first had a +massive, somewhat saturnine countenance, the last a shrewd, narrow +one. The first had a long stride and a wide reach from thumb to little +finger, the last a short step and a cupped hand. William Jardine, +laird of Glenfernie, led the way to the fire. + +"The ford was swollen. Mr. Touris got a little wet and chilled." + +"Ah, the fire is good!" said Mr. Touris. "They do not burn wood like +this in London!" + +"You will burn it at Black Hill. I hope that you like it better and +better?" + +"It has possibilities, ma'am. Undoubtedly," said Mr. Touris, the Scots +adventurer for fortune, set up as merchant-trader in London, making +his fortune by "interloping" voyages to India, but now shareholder and +part and lot of the East India Company--"undoubtedly the place has +possibilities." He warmed his hands. "Well, it would taste good to +come back to Scotland--!" His words might have been finished out, "and +laird it, rich and influential, where once I went forth, cadet of a +good family, but poorer than a church mouse!" + +Mrs. Jardine made a murmur of hope that he _would_ come back to +Scotland. But the laird looked with a kind of large gloom at the +reflection of fire and candle in battered breastplate and morion and +crossed pikes. + +Supper was brought in by two maids, Eppie and Phemie, and with them +came old Lauchlinson, the butler. Mrs. Jardine placed herself behind +the silver urn, and Mr. Touris was given the seat nearest the fire. +The boy James appeared, and with him the daughter of the house, Alice, +a girl of twelve, bonny and merry. + +"Where is Alexander?" asked the laird. + +Strickland answered. "He is not in yet, sir. I fancy that he walked to +the far moor. Bran is with him." + +"He's a wanderer!" said the laird. "But he ought to keep hours." + +"That's a fine youth!" quoth Mr. Touris, drinking tea. "I marked him +yesterday, casting the bar. Very strong--a powerful frame like yours, +Glenfernie! When is he going to college?" + +"This coming year. I have kept him by me late," said the laird, +broodingly. "I like my bairns at home." + +"Aye, but the young will not stay as they used to! They will be +voyaging," said the guest. "They build outlandish craft and forthfare, +no matter what you cry to them!" His voice had a mordant note. "I +know. I've got one myself--a nephew, not a son. But I am his guardian +and he's in my house, and it is the same. If I buy Black Hill, +Glenfernie, I hope that your son and my nephew may be friends. They're +about of an age." + +The listening Jamie spoke from beyond Strickland. "What's your +nephew's name, sir?" + +"Ian. Ian Rullock. His father's mother was a Highland lady, near +kinswoman to Gordon of Huntley." Mr. Touris was again speaking to his +host. "As a laddie, before his father's death (his mother, my sister, +died at his birth), he was much with those troublous northern kin. His +father took him, too, in England, here and there among the Tory crowd. +But I've had him since he was twelve and am carrying him on in the +straight Whig path." + +"And in the true Presbyterian religion?" + +"Why, as to that," said Mr. Touris, "his father was of the Church +Episcopal in Scotland. I trust that we are all Christians, +Glenfernie!" + +The laird made a dissenting sound. "I kenned," he said, and his voice +held a grating gibe, "that you had left the Kirk." + +Mr. Archibald Touris sipped his tea. "I did not leave it so far, +Glenfernie, that I cannot return! In England, for business reasons, I +found it wiser to live as lived the most that I served. Naaman was +permitted to bow himself in the house of Rimmon." + +"You are not Naaman," answered the laird. "Moreover, I hold that +Naaman sinned!" + +Mrs. Jardine would make a diversion. "Mr. Jardine, will you have sugar +to your tea? Mr. Strickland says the great pine is blown down, this +side the glen. The _Mercury_ brings us news of the great world, Mr. +Touris, but I dare say you can give us more?" + +"The chief news, ma'am, is that we want war with Spain and Walpole +won't give it to us. But we'll have it--British trade must have it or +lower her colors to the Dons! France, too--" + +Supper went on, with abundant and good food and drink. The laird sat +silent. Strickland gave Mrs. Jardine yeoman aid. Jamie and Alice now +listened to the elders, now in an undertone discoursed their own +affairs. Mr. Touris talked, large trader talk, sprinkled with terms of +commerce and Indian policy. Supper over, all rose. The table was +cleared, wine and glasses brought and set upon it, between the +candles. The young folk vanished. Bright as was the night, the air +carried an edge. Mr. Touris, standing by the fire, warmed himself and +took snuff. Strickland, who had left the hall, returned and placed her +embroidery frame for Mrs. Jardine. + +"Is Alexander in yet?" + +"Not yet." + +She began to work in cross-stitch upon a wreath of tulips and roses. +The tutor took his book and withdrew to the table and the candles +thereon. The laird came and dropped his great form upon the settle. He +held silence a few moments, then began to speak. + +"I am fifty years old. I was a bairn just talking and toddling about +the year the Stewart fled and King William came to England. My father +had Campbell blood in him and was a friend of Argyle's. The estate of +Glenfernie was not to him then, but his uncle held it and had an heir +of his body. My father was poor save in stanchness to the liberties of +Kirk and kingdom. My mother was a minister's daughter, and she and her +father and mother were among the persecuted for the sake of the true +Reformed and Covenanted Church of Scotland. My mother had a burn in +her cheek. It was put there, when she was a young lass, by order of +Grierson of Lagg. She was set among those to be sold into the +plantations in America. A kinsman who had power lifted her from that +bog, but much she suffered before she was freed.... When I was little +and sat upon her knee I would put my forefinger in that mark. 'It's a +seal, laddie,' she would say. 'Sealed to Christ and His true Kirk!' +But when I was bigger I only wanted to meet Grierson of Lagg, and +grieved that he was dead and gone and that Satan, not I, had the +handling of him. My grandfather and mother.... My grandfather was +among the outed ministers in Galloway. Thrust from his church and his +parish, he preached upon the moors--yea, to juniper and whin-bush and +the whaups that flew and nested! Then the persecuted men, women and +bairns, gathered there, and he preached to them. Aye, and he was at +Bothwell Bridge. Claverhouse's men took him, and he lay for some +months in the Edinburgh tolbooth, and then by Council and justiciary +was condemned to be hanged. And so he was hanged at the cross of +Edinburgh. And what he said before he died was '_With what measure ye +mete, it shall be measured to you_' ... My grandmother, for hearing +preaching in the fields and for sheltering the distressed for the +Covenant's sake, was sent with other godly women to the Bass Rock. +There in cold and heat, in hunger and sickness, she bided for two +years. When at last they let her body forth her mind was found to be +broken.... My father and mother married and lived, until Glenfernie +came to him, at Windygarth. I was born at Windygarth. My grandmother +lived with us. I was twelve years old before she went from earth. It +was all her pleasure to be forth from the house--any house, for she +called them all prisons. So I was sent to ramble with her. Out of +doors, with the harmless things of earth, she was wise enough--and +good company. The old of this countryside remember us, going here and +there.... I used to think, 'If I had been living then, I would not +have let those things happen!' And I dreamed of taking coin, and of +dropping the same coin into the hands that gave.... And so, the other +having served your turn, Touris, you will change back to the true +Kirk?" + +Mr. Touris handled his snuff-box, considered the chasing upon the +gold lid. "Those were sore happenings, Glenfernie, but they're past! I +make no wonder that, being you, you feel as you do. But the world's in +a mood, if I may say it, not to take so hardly religious differences. +I trust that I am as religious as another--but my family was always +moderate there. In matters political the world's as hot as ever--but +there, too, it is my instinct to ca' canny. But if you talk of +trade"--he tapped his snuff-box--"I will match you, Glenfernie! If +there's wrong, pay it back! Hold to your principles! But do it +cannily. Smile when there's smart, and get your own again by being +supple. In the end you'll demand--and get--a higher interest. Prosper +at your enemy's cost, and take repayment for your hurt sugared and +spiced!" + +"I'll not do it so!" said Glenfernie. "But I would take my stand at +the crag's edge and cry to Grierson of Lagg, 'You or I go down!'" + +Mr. Touris brushed the snuff from his ruffles. "It's a great century! +We're growing enlightened." + +With a movement of her fingers Mrs. Jardine helped to roll from her +lap a ball of rosy wool. "Mr. Jardine, will you give me that? Had you +heard that Abercrombie's cows were lifted?" + +"Aye, I heard. What is it, Holdfast?" + +Both dogs had raised their heads. + +"Bran is outside," said Strickland. + +As he spoke the door opened and there came in a youth of seventeen, +tall and well-built, with clothing that testified to an encounter +alike with brier and bog. The hound Bran followed him. He blinked at +the lights and the fire, then with a gesture of deprecation crossed +the hall to the stairway. His mother spoke after him. + +"Davie will set you something to eat." + +He answered, "I do not want anything," then, five steps up, paused and +turned his head. "I stopped at White Farm, and they gave me supper." +He was gone, running up the stairs, and Bran with him. + +The laird of Glenfernie shaded his eyes and looked at the fire. Mrs. +Jardine, working upon the gold streak in a tulip, held her needle +suspended and sat for a moment with unseeing gaze, then resumed the +bright wreath. The tutor began to think again of Mother Binning, and, +following this, of the stepping-stones at White Farm, and Elspeth and +Gilian Barrow balanced above the stream of gold. Mr. Touris put up his +snuff-box. + +"That's a fine youth! I should say that he took after you, Glenfernie. +But it's hard to tell whom the young take after!" + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +The school-room at Glenfernie gave upon the hill's steepest, most +craglike face. A door opened on a hand's-breadth of level turf across +from which rose the broken and ruined wall that once had surrounded +the keep. Ivy overgrew this; below a wide and ragged breach a pine had +set its roots in the hillside. Its top rose bushy above the stones. +Beyond the opening, one saw from the school-room, as through a window, +field and stream and moor, hill and dale. The school-room had been +some old storehouse or office. It was stone walled and floored, with +three small windows and a fireplace. Now it contained a long table +with a bench and three or four chairs, a desk and shelves for books. +One door opened upon the little green and the wall; a second gave +access to a courtyard and the rear of the new house. + +Here on a sunny, still August forenoon Strickland and the three +Jardines went through the educational routine. The ages of the pupils +were not sufficiently near together to allow of a massed instruction. +The three made three classes. Jamie and Alice worked in the +school-room, under Strickland's eye. But Alexander had or took a wider +freedom. It was his wont to prepare his task much where he pleased, +coming to the room for recitation or for colloquy upon this or that +aspect of knowledge and the attainment thereof. The irregularity +mattered the less as the eldest Jardine combined with a passion for +personal liberty and out of doors a passion for knowledge. Moreover, +he liked and trusted Strickland. He would go far, but not far enough +to strain the tutor's patience. His father and mother and all about +Glenfernie knew his way and in a measure acquiesced. He had managed to +obtain for himself range. Young as he was, his indrawing, outpushing +force was considerable, and was on the way, Strickland thought, to +increase in power. The tutor had for this pupil a mixed feeling. The +one constant in it was interest. He was to him like a deep lake, clear +enough to see that there was something at the bottom that cast +conflicting lights and hints of shape. It might be a lump of gold, or +a coil of roots which would send up a water-lily, or it might be +something different. He had a feeling that the depths themselves +hardly knew. Or there might be two things of two natures down there in +the lake.... + +Strickland set Alice to translating a French fable, and Jamie to +reconsidering a neglected page of ancient history. Looking through the +west window, he saw that Alexander had taken his geometry out through +the great rent in the wall. Book and student perched beneath the +pine-tree, in a crook made by rock and brown root, overhanging the +autumn world. Strickland at his own desk dipped quill into ink-well +and continued a letter to a friend in England. The minutes went by. +From the courtyard came a subdued, cheerful household clack and +murmur, voices of men and maids, with once Mrs. Jardine's genial, +vigorous tones, and once the laird's deep bell note, calling to his +dogs. On the western side fell only the sough of the breeze in the +pine. + +Jamie ceased the clocklike motion of his body to and fro over the +difficult lesson. "I never understood just what were the Erinnys, +sir?" + +"The Erinnys?" Strickland laid down the pen and turned in his chair. +"I'll have to think a moment, to get it straight for you, Jamie.... +The Erinnys are the Fates as avengers. They are the vengeance-demanding +part of ourselves objectified, supernaturalized, and named. Of old, +where injury was done, the Erinnys were at hand to pull the roof down +upon the head of the injurer. Their office was to provide unerringly +sword for sword, bitter cup for bitter cup. They never forgot, they +always avenged, though sometimes they took years to do it. They +esteemed themselves, and were esteemed, essential to the moral order. +They are the dark and bitter extreme of justice, given power by the +imagination.... Do you think that you know the chapter now?" + +Jamie achieved his recitation, and then was set to mathematics. The +tutor's quill drove on across the page. He looked up. + +"Mr. Touris has come to Black Hill?" + +Jamie and Alice worshiped interruptions. + +"He has twenty carriers bringing fine things all the time--" + +"Mother is going to take me when she goes to see Mrs. Alison, his +sister--" + +"He is going to spend money and make friends--" + +"Mother says Mrs. Alison was most bonny when she was young, but +England may have spoiled her--" + +"The minister told the laird that Mr. Touris put fifty pounds in the +plate--" + +Strickland held up his hand, and the scholars, sighing, returned to +work. _Buzz, buzz!_ went the bees outside the window. The sun climbed +high. Alexander shut his geometry and came through the break in the +wall and across the span of green to the school-room. + +"That's done, Mr. Strickland." + +Strickland looked at the paper that his eldest pupil put before him. +"Yes, that is correct. Do you want, this morning, to take up the +reading?" + +"I had as well, I suppose." + +"If you go to Edinburgh--if you do as your father wishes and apply +yourself to the law--you will need to read well and to speak well. You +do not do badly, but not well enough. So, let's begin!" He put out his +hand and drew from the bookshelf a volume bearing the title, _The +Treasury of Orators_. "Try what you please." + +Alexander took the book and moved to the unoccupied window. Here he +half sat, half stood, the morning light flowing in upon him. He opened +the volume and read, with a questioning inflection, the title beneath +his eyes, "'The Cranes of Ibycus'?" + +"Yes," assented Strickland. "That is a short, graphic thing." + +Alexander read: + + "Ibycus, who sang of love, material and divine, in Rhegium + and in Samos, would wander forth in the world and make his + lyre sound now by the sea and now in the mountain. + Wheresoever he went he was clad in the favor of all who + loved song. He became a wandering minstrel-poet. The + shepherd loved him, and the fisher; the trader and the + mechanic sighed when he sang; the soldier and the king felt + him at their hearts. The old returned in their thoughts to + youth, young men and maidens trembled in heavenly sound and + light. You would think that all the world loved Ibycus. + + "Corinth, the jeweled city, planned her chariot-races and + her festival of song. The strong, the star-eyed young men, + traveled to Corinth from mainland and from island, and those + inner athletes and starry ones, the poets, traveled. Great + feasting was to be in Corinth, and contests of strength and + flights of song, and in the theater, representation of gods + and men. Ibycus, the wandering poet, would go to Corinth, + there perhaps to receive a crown. + + "Ibycus, loved of all who love song, traveled alone, but not + alone. Yet shepherds, or women with their pitchers at the + spring, saw but a poet with a staff and a lyre. Now he was + found upon the highroad, and now the country paths drew him, + and the solemn woods where men most easily find God. And so + he approached Corinth. + + "The day was calm and bright, with a lofty, blue, and + stainless sky. The heart of Ibycus grew warm, and there + seemed a brighter light within the light cast by the sun. + Flower and plant and tree and all living things seemed to + him to be glistening and singing, and to have for him, as he + for them, a loving friendship. And, looking up to the sky, + he saw, drawn out stringwise, a flight of cranes, addressed + to Egypt. And between his heart and them ran, like a + rippling path that the sun sends across the sea, a stream of + good-will and understanding. They seemed a part of himself, + winged in the blue heaven, and aware of the part of him that + trod earth, that was entering the grave and shadowy wood + that neighbored Corinth. + + "The cranes vanished from overhead, the sky arched without + stain. Ibycus, the sacred poet, with his staff and his lyre, + went on into the wood. Now the light faded and there was + green gloom, like the depths of Father Sea. + + "Now robbers lay masked in the wood--" + +Jamie and Alice sat very still, listening. Strickland kept his eyes +on the reading youth. + + "Now robbers lay masked in the wood--violent men and + treacherous, watching for the unwary, to take from them + goods and, if they resisted, life. In a dark place they lay + in wait, and from thence they sprang upon Ibycus. 'What hast + thou? Part it from thyself and leave it with us!' + + "Ibycus, who could sing of the wars of the Greeks and the + Trojans no less well than of the joys of young love, made + stand, held close to him his lyre, but raised on high his + staff of oak. Then from behind one struck him with a keen + knife, and he sank, and lay in his blood. The place was the + edge of a glade, where the trees thinned away and the sky + might be seen overhead. And now, across the blue heaven, + came a second line of the south-ward-going cranes. They flew + low, they flapped their wings, and the wood heard their + crying. Then Ibycus the poet raised his arms to his brothers + the birds. 'Ye cranes, flying between earth and heaven, + avenge shed blood, as is right!' + + "Hoarse screamed the cranes flying overhead. Ibycus the poet + closed his eyes, pressed his lips to Mother Earth, and died. + The cranes screamed again, circling the wood, then in a long + line sailed southward through the blue air until they might + neither be heard nor seen. The robbers stared after them. + They laughed, but without mirth. Then, stooping to the body + of Ibycus, they would have rifled it when, hearing a sudden + sound of men's voices entering the wood, they took violent + fright and fled." + +Strickland looked still at the reader. Alexander had straightened +himself. He was speaking rather than reading. His voice had +intensities and shadows. His brows had drawn together, his eyes +glowed, and he stood with nostrils somewhat distended. The emotion +that he plainly showed seemed to gather about the injury done and the +appeal of Ibycus. The earlier Ibycus had not seemed greatly to +interest him. Strickland was used to stormy youth, to its passional +moments, sudden glows, burnings, sympathies, defiances, lurid shows of +effects with the causes largely unapparent. It was his trade to know +youth, and he had a psychologist's interest. He said now to himself, +"There is something in his character that connects itself with, that +responds to, the idea of vengeance." There came into his memory the +laird's talk, the evening of Mr. Touris's visit, in June. Glenfernie, +who would have wrestled with Grierson of Lagg at the edge of the pit; +Glenfernie's mother and father, who might have had much the same +feeling; their forebears beyond them with like sensations toward the +Griersons of their day.... The long line of them--the long line of +mankind--injured and injurers.... + + "Travelers through the wood, whose voices the robbers heard, + found Ibycus the poet lying upon the ground, ravished of + life. It chanced that he had been known of them, known and + loved. Great mourning arose, and vain search for them who + had done this wrong. But those strong, wicked ones were + gone, fled from their haunts, fled from the wood afar to + Corinth, for the god Pan had thrown against them a pine + cone. So the travelers took the body of Ibycus and bore it + with them to Corinth. + + "A poet had been slain upon the threshold of the house of + song. Sacred blood had spattered the white robes of a queen + dressed for jubilee. Evil unreturned to its doers must + darken the sunshine of the famous days. Corinth uttered a + cry of lamentation and wrath. 'Where are the ill-doers, the + spillers of blood, that we may spill their blood and avenge + Ibycus, showing the gods that we are their helpers?' But + those robbers and murderers might not be found. And the body + of Ibycus was consumed upon a funeral pyre. + + "The festival hours went by in Corinth. And now began to + fill the amphitheater where might find room a host for + number like the acorns of Dodona. The throng was huge, the + sound that it made like the shock of ocean. Around, tier + above tier, swept the rows, and for roof there was the blue + and sunny air. Then the voice of the sea hushed, for now + entered the many-numbered chorus. Slow-circling, it sang of + mighty Fate: '_For every word shall have its echo, and every + deed shall see its face. The word shall say, "Is it my + echo?" and the deed shall say, "Is it my face?"_'-- + + "The chorus passes, singing. The voices die, there falls a + silence, sent as it were from inner space. The open sky is + above the amphitheater. And now there comes, from north to + south, sailing that sea above, high, but not so high that + their shape is indistinguishable, a long flight of cranes. + Heads move, eyes are raised, but none know why that interest + is so keen, so still. Then from out the throng rises, struck + with forgetfulness of gathered Corinth and of its own + reasons for being dumb as is the stone, a man's voice, and + the fear that Pan gives ran yet around in that voice. 'See, + brother, see! The cranes of Ibycus!' + + "'Ibycus!' The crowd about those men pressed in upon them. + 'What do you know of Ibycus?' And great Pan drove them to + show in their faces what they knew. So Corinth took--" + +Alexander Jardine shut the book and, leaving the window, dropped it +upon the table. His hand shook, his face was convulsed. "I've read as +far as needs be. Those things strike me like hammers!" With suddenness +he turned and was gone. + +Strickland was aware that he might not return that day to the +school-room, perhaps not to the house. He went out of the west door +and across the grassy space to the gap in the wall, through which he +disappeared. Beyond was the rough descent to wood and stream. + +Jamie spoke: "He's a queer body! He says he thinks that he lived a +long time ago, and then a shorter time ago, and then now. He says that +some days he sees it all come up in a kind of dark desert." + +Alice put in her word, "Mother says he's many in one, and that the +many and one don't yet recognize each other." + +"Your mother is a wise woman," said the tutor. "Let me see how the +work goes." + +The pine-tree, outside the wall, overhung a rude natural stairway of +stony ledge and outcropping root with patches of moss and heath. Down +this went Alexander into a cool dimness of fir and oak and birch, +watered by a little stream. He kneeled by this, he cooled face and +hands in the water, then flung himself beneath a tree and, burying his +head in his arms, lay still. The waves within subsided, sank to a +long, deep swell, then from that to quiet. The door that wind and tide +had beaten open shut again. Alexander lay without thinking, without +overmuch feeling. At last, turning, he opened his eyes upon the +tree-tops and the August sky. The door was shut upon tales of injury +and revenge. Between boy and man, he lay in a yearning stillness, +colors and sounds and dim poetic strains his ministers of grace. This +lasted for a time, then he rose, first to a sitting posture, then to +his feet. Crows flew through the wood; he had a glimpse of yellow +fields and purple heath. He set forth upon one of the long rambles +which were a prized part of life. + +An hour or so later he stopped at a cotter's, some miles from home. An +old man and a woman gave him an oat cake and a drink of home-brewed. +He was fond of folk like these--at home with them and they with him. +There was no need to make talk, but he sat and looked at the marigolds +while the woman moved about and the old man wove rushes into mats. +From here he took to the hills and walked awhile with a shepherd +numbering his sheep. Finally, in mid-afternoon, he found himself upon +a heath, bare of trees, lifted and purple. + +He sat down amid the warm bloom; he lay down. Within was youth's blind +tumult and longing, a passioning for he knew not what. "I wish that +there were great things in my life. I wish that I were a discoverer, +sailing like Columbus. I wish that I had a friend--" + +He fell into a day-dream, lapped there in warm purple waves, hearing +the bees' interminable murmur. He faced, across a narrow vale, an +abrupt, curiously shaped hill, dark with outstanding granite and with +fir-trees. Where at the eastern end it broke away, where at its base +the vale widened, shone among the lively green of elms turrets and +chimneys of a large house. "Black Hill--Black Hill--Black Hill...." + +A youth of about his own age came up the path from the vale. +Alexander, lying amid the heath, caught at some distance the whole +figure, but as he approached lost him. Then, near at hand, the head +rose above the brow of the ridge. It was a handsome head, with a cap +and feather, with gold-brown hair lightly clustering, and a +countenance of spirit and daring with something subtle rubbed in. +Head, shoulders, a supple figure, not so tall nor so largely made as +was Glenfernie's heir, all came upon the purple hilltop. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +Alexander raised himself from his couch in the heather. + +"Good day!" said the new-comer. + +"Good day!" + +The youth stood beside him. "I am Ian Rullock." + +"I am Alexander Jardine." + +"Of Glenfernie?" + +"Aye, you've got it." + +"Then we're the neighbors that are to be friends." + +"If we are to be we are to be.... I want a friend.... I don't know if +you're the one that is to answer." + +The other dropped beside him upon the heath. "I saw you walking along +the hilltop. So when you did not come on I thought I'd climb and meet +you. This is a lonely, miserable country!" + +Alexander was moved to defend. "There are more miserable! It's got its +points." + +"I don't see them. I want London!" + +"That's Babylon.--It's your own country. You're evening it with +England!" + +"No, I'm not. But you can't deny that it's poor." + +"There's one of its sons, named Touris, that is not poor!" + +Rullock rose upon one knee. "The wise man gets rich and the fool +stays poor. Do you want to be friends or do you want to fight?" + +Alexander clasped his hands behind his head and lay back upon the +earth. "No, I do not want to fight--not now! I wouldn't fight you, +anyhow, for standing up for one to whom you're beholden." + +Silence fell between them, each having eyes upon the other. Something +drew each to each, something repelled each from each. It was a +question, between those forces, which would gain. Alexander did not +feel strange with Ian, nor Ian with Alexander. It was as though they +had met before. But how they had met and why, and where and when, and +what that meeting had entailed and meant, was hidden from their gaze. +The attractive increased over the repellent. Ian spoke. + +"There's none down there but my uncle and his sister, my aunt. Come on +down and let me show you the place." + +"I do not care if I do." He rose, and the two went along the hilltop +and down the path. + +Ian was the readier in talk. "I am going soon to Edinburgh--to +college." + +"I'm going, too. The first of the year. I am going to try if I can +stand the law." + +"I want to be a soldier." + +"I don't know what I want.... I want to journey--and journey--and +journey ... with a book along." + +"Do you like books?" + +"Aye, fine!" + +"I like them right well. Are there any pretty girls around here?" + +"I don't know. I don't like girls." + +"I like them at times, in their places. You must wrestle bravely, +you're so strong in the shoulder and long in the arm!" + +"You're not so big, but you look strong yourself." + +Each measured the other with his eyes. Friendship was already here. It +was as though hand had fitted into glove. + +"What is your dog named?" + +"Hector." + +"Mine's Bran. You come to Glenfernie to-morrow and I'll show you a +place that's all mine. It's the room in the old keep. I've books there +and apples and nuts and curiosities. There's a big fireplace, and my +father's let me build a furnace besides, and I've kettles and +crucibles and pans and vials--" + +"What for?" + +Alexander paused and gazed at Ian, then gave into his keeping the +great secret. "Alchemy. I'm trying to change lead into gold." + +Ian thrilled. "I'll come! I'll ride over. I've a beautiful mare." + +"It's not eight miles--" + +"I'll come. We're just in at Black Hill, you see, and I've had no time +to make a place like that! But I'll show you my room. Here's the park +gate." + +They walked up an avenue overarched by elms, to a house old but not so +old, once half-ruinous, but now mended and being mended, enlarged, and +decorated, the aim a spacious place alike venerable and modern. +Workmen yet swarmed about it. The whole presented a busy, cheerful +aspect--a gracious one, also, for under a monster elm before the +terrace was found the master and owner, Mr. Archibald Touris. He +greeted the youths with a manner meant to exhibit the expansive heart +of a country gentleman. + +"You've found each other out, have you? Why, you look born to be +friends! That's as it should be.--And what, Alexander, do you think of +Black Hill?" + +"It looks finely a rich man's place, sir." + +Mr. Touris laughed at his country bluntness, but did not take the +tribute amiss. "Not so rich--not so mighty rich. But enough, enough! +If Ian here behaves himself he'll have enough!" A master workman +called him away. He went with a large wave of the hand. "Make yourself +at home, Alexander! Take him, Ian, to see your aunt Alison." He was +gone with the workman. + +"I'll take you there presently," said Ian. "I'm fond of Aunt +Alison--you'll like her, too--but she'll keep. Let's go see my mare +Fatima, and then my room." + +Fatima was a most beautiful young, snowy Arabian. Alexander sighed +with delight when they led her out from her stable and she walked +about with Ian beside her, and when presently Ian mounted she curveted +and caracoled. Ian and she suited each other. Indefinably, there was +about him, too, something Eastern. The two went to and fro, the mare's +hoofs striking music from the flags. Behind them ran a gray range of +buildings overtopped by bushy willows. Alexander sat on a stone bench, +hugged his knees, and felt true love for the sight. Ian had come to +him like a gift from the blue. + +Ian dismounted, and they watched Fatima disappear into her stall. +"Come now and see the house." + +The house was large and cumbered with furniture too much and too rich +for the Scotch countryside. Ian's room had a great, rich bed and a +dressing-table that drew from Alexander a whistle, contemplative and +scornful. But there were other matters besides luxury of couch and +toilet. Slung against the wall appeared a fine carbine, the pistols +and sword of Ian's father, and a wonderful long, twisted, and +damascened knife or dirk--creese, Ian called it--that had come in some +trading-ship of his uncle's. And he had books in a small closet room, +and a picture that the two stood before. + +"Where did you get it?" + +"There was an Italian who owed my uncle a debt. He had no money, so he +gave him this. He said that it was painted a long time ago and that it +was very fine." + +"What is it?" + +"It is a Bible piece. This is a city of refuge. This is a sinner +fleeing to it, and here behind him is the avenger of blood. You can't +see, it is so dark. There!" He drew the window-curtain quite aside. A +flood of light came in and washed the picture. + +"I see. What is it doing here?" + +"I don't know. I liked it. I suppose Aunt Alison thought it might hang +here." + +"I like to see pictures in my mind. But things like that poison me! +Let's see the rest of the house." + +They went again through Ian's room. Coming to a fine carved ambry, he +hesitated, then stood still. "I'm going to show you something else! I +show it to you because I trust you. It's like your telling me about +your making gold out of lead." He opened a door of the ambry, pulled +out a drawer, and, pressing some spring, revealed a narrow, secret +shelf. His hand went into the dimness and came out bearing a silver +goblet. This he set carefully upon a neighboring table, and looked at +Alexander somewhat aslant out of long, golden-brown eyes. + +"It's a bonny goblet," said Alexander. "Why do you keep it like that?" + +Ian looked around him. "Years and years ago my father, who is dead +now, was in France. There was a banquet at Saint-Germain. _A very +great person_ gave it and was in presence himself. All the gentlemen +his guests drank a toast for which the finest wine was poured in +especial goblets. Afterward each was given for a token the cup from +which he drank.... Before he died my father gave me this. But of +course I have to keep it secret. My uncle and all the world around +here are Whigs!" + +"James Stewart!" quoth Alexander. "Humph!" + +"Remember that you have not seen it," said Ian, "and that I never said +aught to you but _King George, King George!_" With that he restored +the goblet to the secret shelf, put back the drawer, and shut the +ambry door. "Friends trust one another in little and big.--Now let's +go see Aunt Alison." + +They went in silence along a corridor where every footfall was subdued +in India matting. Alexander spoke once: + +"I feel all through me that we're friends. But you're a terrible fool +there!" + +"I am not," said Ian. His voice carried the truth of his own feeling. +"I am like my father and mother and the chieftains my kin, and I have +been with certain kings ever since there were kings. Others think +otherwise, but I've got my rights!" + +With that they came to the open door of a room. A voice spoke from +within: + +"Ian!" + +Ian crossed the threshold. "May we come in, Aunt Alison? It's +Alexander Jardine of Glenfernie." + +A tall, three-leaved screen pictured with pagodas, palms, and macaws +stood between the door and the rest of the room. "Come, of course!" +said the voice behind this. + +Passing the last pagoda edge, the two entered a white-paneled parlor +where a lady in dove-gray muslin overlooked the unpacking of fine +china. She turned in the great chair where she sat. "I am truly glad +to see Alexander Jardine!" When he went up to her she took his two +hands in hers. "I remember your mother and how fine a lassie she was! +Good mind and good heart--" + +"We've heard of you, too," answered Alexander. He looked at her in +frank admiration, _Eh, but you're bonny!_ written in his gaze. + +Mrs. Alison, as they called her, was something more than bonny. She +had loveliness. More than that, she breathed a cleanliness of spirit, +a lucid peace, a fibered self-mastery passing into light. Alexander +did not analyze his feeling for her, but it was presently one of great +liking. Now she sat in her great chair while the maids went on with +the unpacking, and questioned him about Glenfernie and all the family +and life there. She was slight, not tall, with hair prematurely +white, needing no powder. She sat and talked with her hand upon Ian. +While she talked she glanced from the one youth to the other. At last +she said: + +"Alexander Jardine, I love Ian dearly. He needs and will need +love--great love. If you are going to be friends, remember that love +is bottomless.--And now go, the two of you, for the day is getting +on." + +They passed again the macaw-and-pagoda screen and left the paneled +room. The August light struck slant and gold. The two quitted the +house and crossed the terrace into the avenue without again +encountering the master of the place. + +"I will go with you to the top of the hill," said Ian. They climbed +the ridge that was like a purple cloud. "I'll come to Glenfernie +to-morrow or the next day." + +"Yes, come! I'm fond of Jamie, but he's three years younger than I." + +"You've got a sister?" + +"Alice? She's only twelve. You come. I've been wanting somebody." + +"So have I. I'm lonelier than you." + +They came to the level top of the heath. The sun rode low; the shadow +of the hill stretched at their feet, out over path and harvest-field. + +"Good-by, then!" + +"Good-by!" + +Ian stood still. Alexander, homeward bound, dropped over the crest. +The earth wave hid from him Black Hill, house and all. But, looking +back, he could still see Ian against the sky. Then Ian sank, too. +Alexander strode on toward Glenfernie. He went whistling, in expanded, +golden spirits. Ian--and Ian--and Ian! Going through a grove of oaks, +blackbirds flew overhead, among and above the branches. _The cranes of +Ibycus!_ The phrase flashed into mind. "I wonder why things like that +disturb me so!... I wonder if there's any bottom or top to living +anyhow!... I wonder--!" He looked at the birds and at the violet +evening light at play in the old wood. The phrase went out of his +mind. He left the remnant of the forest and was presently upon open +moor. He whistled again, loud and clear, and strode on happily. +Ian--and Ian--and Ian! + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +The House of Glenfernie and the House of Touris became friends. A +round of country festivities, capped by a great party at Black Hill, +wrought bonds of acquaintanceship for and with the Scots family +returned after long abode in England. Archibald Touris spent money +with a cautious freedom. He set a table and poured a wine better by +half than might be found elsewhere. He kept good horses and good dogs. +Laborers who worked for him praised him; he proved a not ungenerous +landlord. Where he recognized obligations he met them punctually. He +had large merchant virtues, no less than the accompanying limitations. +He returned to the Church of Scotland. + +The laird of Glenfernie and the laird of Black Hill found +constitutional impediments to their being more friendly than need be. +Each was polite to the other to a certain point, then the one glowered +and the other scoffed. It ended in a painstaking keeping of distance +between them, a task which, when they were in company, fell often to +Mrs. Jardine. She did it with tact, with a twist of her large, +humorous mouth toward Strickland if he were by. Admirable as she was, +it was curious to see the difference between her method, if method +there were, and that of Mrs. Alison. The latter showed no effort, but +where she was there fell harmony. William Jardine liked her, liked to +be in the room with her. His great frame and her slight one, his +rough, massive, somewhat unshaped personality and her exquisite +clearness contrasted finely enough. Her brother, who understood her +very little, yet had for her an odd, appealing affection, strange in +one who had so positively settled what was life and the needs of life. +It was his habit to speak of her as though she were more helplessly +dependent even than other women. But at times there might be seen who +was more truly the dependent. + +August passed into September, September into brown October. Alexander +and Ian were almost continually in company. The attraction between +them was so great that it appeared as though it must stretch backward +into some unknown seam of time. If they had differences, these +apparently only served in themselves to keep them revolving the one +about the other. They might almost quarrel, but never enough to drag +their two orbs apart, breaking and rending from the common center. The +sun might go down upon a kind of wrath, but it rose on hearts with the +difference forgotten. Their very unlikenesses pricked each on to seek +himself in the other. + +They were going to Edinburgh after Christmas, to be students there, to +grow to be men. Here at home, upon the eve of their going, rein upon +them was slackened. They would so soon be independent of home +discipline that that independence was to a degree already allowed. +Black Hill did not often question Ian's comings and goings, nor +Glenfernie Alexander's. The school-room saw the latter some part of +each morning. For the rest of the day he might be almost anywhere with +Ian, at Glenfernie, or at Black Hill, or on the road between, or in +the country roundabout. + +William Jardine, chancing to be one day at Black Hill, watched from +Mrs. Alison's parlor the two going down the avenue, the dogs at their +heels. "It's a fair David and Jonathan business!" + +"David needed Jonathan, and Jonathan David." + +"Had Jonathan lived, ma'am, and the two come to conflict about the +kingdom, what then, and where would have flown the friendship?" + +"It would have flown on high, I suppose, and waited for them until +they had grown wings to mount to it." + +"Oh," said the laird, "you're one I can follow only a little way!" + +Ian and Alexander felt only that the earth about them was bright and +warm. + +On a brown-and-gold day the two found themselves in the village of +Glenfernie. Ian had spent the night with Alexander--for some reason +there was school holiday--the two were now abroad early in the day. +The village sent its one street, its few poor lanes, up a bare +hillside to the church atop. Poor and rude enough, it had yet to-day +its cheerful air. High voices called, flaxen-haired children pottered +about, a mill-wheel creaked at the foot of the hill, iron clanged in +the smithy a little higher, the drovers' rough laughter burst from the +tavern midway, and at the height the kirk was seeing a wedding. The +air had a tang of cooled wine, the sky was blue. + +Ian and Alexander, coming over the hill, reached the kirk in time to +see emerge the married pair with their kin and friends. The two stood +with a rabble of children and boys beneath the yew-trees by the gate. +The yellow-haired bride in her finery, the yellow-haired groom in his, +the dressed and festive following, stepped from the kirkyard to some +waiting carts and horses. The most mounted and took place, the +procession put itself into motion with clatter and laughter. The +children and boys ran after to where the road dipped over the hill. A +cluster of village folk turned the long, descending street. In passing +they spoke to Alexander and Ian. + +"Who was married?--Jock Wilson and Janet Macraw, o' Langmuir." + +The two lounged against the kirkyard wall, beneath the yews. + +"_Marry!_ That's a strange, terrible, useless word to me!" + +"I don't know...." + +"Yes, it is!... Ian, do you ever think that you've lived before?" + +"I don't know. I'm living now!" + +"Well, I think that we all lived before. I think that the same things +happen again--" + +"Well, let them--some of them!" said Ian. "Come along, if we're going +through the glen." + +They left the kirkyard for the village street. Here they sauntered, +friends with the whole. They looked in at the tavern upon the drovers, +they watched the blacksmith and his helper. The red iron rang, the +sparks flew. At the foot of the hill flowed the stream and stood the +mill. The wheel turned, the water diamonds dropped in sheets. Their +busy, idle day took them on; they were now in bare, heathy country +with the breathing, winey air. Presently White Farm could be seen +among aspens, and beyond it the wooded mouth of the glen. Some one, +whistling, turned an elbow of the hill and caught up with the two. It +proved to be one several years their senior, a young man in the +holiday dress of a prosperous farmer. He whistled clearly an old +border air and walked without dragging or clumsiness. Coming up, he +ceased his whistling. + +"Good day, the both of ye!" + +"It's Robin Greenlaw," said Alexander, "from Littlefarm.--You've been +to the wedding, Robin?" + +"Aye. Janet's some kind of a cousin. It's a braw day for a wedding! +You've got with you the new laird's nephew?--And how are you liking +Black Hill?" + +"I like it." + +"I suppose you miss grandeurs abune what ye've got there. I have a +liking myself," said Greenlaw, "for grandeurs, though we've none at +all at Littlefarm! That is to say, none that's just obvious. Are you +going to White Farm?" + +Alexander answered: "I've a message from my father for Mr. Barrow. But +after that we're going through the glen. Will you come along?" + +"I would," said Greenlaw, seriously, "if I had not on my best. But I +know how you, Alexander Jardine, take the devil's counsel about +setting foot in places bad for good clothes! So I'll give myself the +pleasure some other time. And so good day!" He turned into a path that +took him presently out of sight and sound. + +"He's a fine one!" said Alexander. "I like him." + +"Who is he?" + +"White Farm's great-nephew. Littlefarm was parted from White Farm. +It's over yonder where you see the water shining." + +"He's free-mannered enough!" + +"That's you and England! He's got as good a pedigree as any, and a +notion of what's a man, besides. He's been to Glasgow to school, too. +I like folk like that." + +"I like them as well as you!" said Ian. "That is, with reservations of +them I cannot like. I'm Scots, too." + +Alexander laughed. They came down to the water and the stepping-stones +before White Farm. The house faced them, long and low, white among +trees from which the leaves were falling. Alexander and Ian crossed +upon the stones, and beyond the fringing hazels the dogs came to meet +them. + +Jarvis Barrow had all the appearance of a figure from that Old +Testament in which he was learned. He might have been a prophet's +right-hand man, he might have been the prophet himself. He stood, at +sixty-five, lean and strong, gray-haired, but with decrepitude far +away. Elder of the kirk, sternly religious, able at his own affairs, +he read his Bible and prospered in his earthly living. Now he listened +to the laird's message, nodding his head, but saying little. His staff +was in his hand; he was on his way to kirk session; tell the laird +that the account was correct. He stood without his door as though he +waited for the youths to give good day and depart. Alexander had made +a movement in this direction when from beyond Jarvis Barrow came a +woman's voice. It belonged to Jenny Barrow, the farmer's unmarried +daughter, who kept house for him. + +"Father, do you gae on, and let the young gentlemen bide a wee and +rest their banes and tell a puir woman wha never gaes onywhere the +news!" + +"Then do ye sit awhile, laddies, with the womenfolk," said Jarvis +Barrow. "But give me pardon if I go, for I canna keep the kirk +waiting." + +He was gone, staff and gray plaid and a collie with him. Jenny, his +daughter, appeared in the door. + +"Come in, Mr. Alexander, and you, too, sir, and have a crack with us! +We're in the dairy-room, Elspeth and Gilian and me." + +She was a woman of forty, raw-boned but not unhandsome, good-natured, +capable, too, but with more heart than head. It was a saying with her +that she had brains enough for kirk on the Sabbath and a warm house +the week round. Everybody knew Jenny Barrow and liked well enough +bread of her baking. + +The room to which she led Ian and Alexander had its floor level with +the turf without the open door. The sun flooded it. There came from +within the sound, up and down, of a churn, and a voice singing: + + "O laddie, will ye gie to me + A ribbon for my fairing?" + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +It grew that Ian was telling stories of cities--of London and of +Paris, for he had been there, and of Rome, for he had been there. He +had seen kings and queens, he had seen the Pope-- + +"Lord save us!" ejaculated Jenny Barrow. + +He leaned against the dairy wall and the sun fell over him, and he +looked something finer and more golden than often came that way. Young +Gilian at the churn stood with parted lips, the long dasher still in +her hands. This was as good as stories of elves, pixies, fays, men of +peace and all! Elspeth let the milk-pans be and sat beside them on the +long bench, and, with hands folded in her lap, looked with brown eyes +many a league away. Neither Elspeth nor Gilian was without book +learning. Behind them and before them were long visits to scholar +kindred in a city in the north and fit schooling there. London and +Paris and Rome.... Foreign lands and the great world. And this was a +glittering young eagle that had sailed and seen! + +Alexander gazed with delight upon Ian spreading triumphant wings. This +was his friend. There was nothing finer than continuously to come upon +praiseworthiness in your friend! + +"And a beautiful lady came by who was the king's favorite--" + +"Gude guide us! The limmer!" + +"And she was walking on rose-colored velvet and her slippers had +diamonds worked in them. Snow was on the ground outside and poor folk +were freezing, but she carried over each arm a garland of roses as +though it were June--" + +Jenny Barrow raised her hands. "She'll sit yet in the cauld blast, in +the sinner's shift!" + +"And after a time there walked in the king, and the courtiers behind +him like the tail of a peacock--" + +They had a happy hour in the White Farm dairy. At last Jenny and the +girls set for the two cold meat and bannocks and ale. And still at +table Ian was the shining one. The sun was at noon and so was his +mood. + +"You're fey!" said Alexander, at last. + +"Na, na!" spoke Jenny. "But, oh, he's the bonny lad!" + +The dinner was eaten. It was time to be going. + +"Shut your book of stories!" said Alexander. "We're for the Kelpie's +Pool, and that's not just a step from here!" + +Elspeth raised her brown eyes. "Why will you go to the Kelpie's Pool? +That's a drear water!" + +"I want to show it to him. He's never seen it." + +"It's drear!" said Elspeth. "A drear, wanrestfu' place!" + +But Ian and Alexander must go. The aunt and nieces accompanied them to +the door, stood and watched them forth, down the bank and into the +path that ran to the glen. Looking back, the youths saw them +there--Elspeth and Gilian and their aunt Jenny. Then the aspens came +between and hid them and the white house and all. + +"They're bonny lasses!" said Ian. + +"Aye. They're so." + +"But, oh, man! you should see Miss Delafield of Tower Place in +Surrey!" + +"Is she so bonny?" + +"She's more than bonny. She's beautiful and high-born and an heiress. +When I'm a colonel of dragoons--" + +"Are you going to be a colonel of dragoons?" + +"Something like that. You talk of thinking that you were this and that +in the past. Well, I was a fighting-man!" + +"We're all fighting-men. It's only what we fight and how." + +"Well, say that I had been a chief, and they lifted me on their +shields and called me king, the very next day I should have made her +queen!" + +"You think like a ballad. And, oh, man, you talk mickle of the +lasses!" + +Ian looked at him with long, narrow, dark-gold eyes. "They're found in +ballads," he said. + +Alexander just paused in his stride. "Humph! that's true!..." + +They entered the glen. The stream began to brawl; on either hand the +hills closed in, towering high. Some of the trees were bare, but to +most yet clung the red-brown or the gold-brown dress. The pines showed +hard, green, and dead in the shadow; in the sunlight, fine, +green-gold, and alive. The fallen leaves, moved by foot or by breeze, +made a light, dry, talking sound. The white birch stems clustered and +leaned; patches of bright-green moss ran between the drifts of leaves. +The sides of the hills came close together, grew fearfully steep. +Crags appeared, and fern-crowded fissures and roots of trees like +knots of frozen serpents. The glen narrowed and deepened; the water +sang with a loud, rough voice. + +Alexander loved this place. He had known it in childhood, often +straying this way with the laird, or with Sandy the shepherd, or Davie +from the house. When he was older he began to come alone. Soon he came +often alone, learned every stick and stone and contour, effect of +light and streak of gloom. As idle or as purposeful as the wind, he +knew the glen from top to bottom. He knew the voice of the stream and +the straining clutch of the roots over the broken crag. He had lain on +all the beds of leaf and moss, and talked with every creeping or +flying or running thing. Sometimes he read a book here, sometimes he +pictured the world, or built fantastic stages, and among fantastic +others acted himself a fantastic part. Sometimes with a blind turning +within he looked for himself. He had his own thoughts of God here, of +God and the Kirk and the devil. Often, too, he neither read, dreamed, +nor thought. He might lie an hour, still, passive, receptive. The +trees and the clouds, crag life, bird life, and flower life, life of +water, earth, and air, came inside. He was so used to his own silence +in the glen that when he walked through it with others he kept it +still. Slightly taciturn everywhere, he was actively so here. The path +narrowing, he and Ian must go in single file. Leading, Alexander +traveled in silence, and Ian, behind, not familiar with the place, +must mind his steps, and so fell silent, too. Here and there, now and +then, Alexander halted. These were recesses, or it might be projecting +platforms of rock, that he liked. Below, the stream made still pools, +or moved in eddies, or leaped with an innumerable hurrying noise from +level to level. Or again there held a reach of quiet water, and the +glen-sides were soft with weeping birch, and there showed a wider arch +of still blue sky. Alexander stood and looked. Ian, behind him, was +glad of the pause. The place dizzied him who for years had been away +from hill and mountain, pass and torrent. Yet he would by no means +tell Alexander so. He would keep up with him. + +There was a mile of this glen, and now the going was worse and now it +was better. Three-fourths of the way through they came to an opening +in the rock, over which, from a shelf above, fell a curtain of brier. + +"See!" said Alexander, and, parting the stems, showed a veritable +cavern. "Come in--sit down! The Kelpie's Pool is out of the glen, but +they say that there's a bogle wons here, too." + +They sat down upon the rocky floor strewn with dead leaves. Through +the dropped curtain they saw the world brokenly; the light in the cave +was sunken and dim, the air cold. Ian drew his shoulders together. + +"Here's a grand place for robbers, wraiths, or dragons!" + +"Robbers, wraiths, or dragons, or just quiet dead leaves and +ourselves. Look here--!" He showed a heap of short fagots in a corner. +"I put these here the last time I came." Dragging them into the middle +of the rock chamber, he swept up with them the dead leaves, then took +from a great pouch that he carried on his rambles a box with flint and +steel. He struck a spark upon dry moss and in a moment had a fire. "Is +not that beautiful?" + +The smoke mounted to the top of the cavern, curled there or passed out +into the glen through the briers that dropped like a portcullis. The +fagots crackled in the flame, the light danced, the warmth was +pleasant. So was the sense of adventure and of _solitude a deux_. They +stretched themselves beside the flame. Alexander produced from his +pouch four small red-cheeked apples. They ate and talked, with between +their words silences of deep content. They were two comrade hunters of +long ago, cavemen who had dispossessed bear or wolf, who might +presently with a sharpened bone and some red pigment draw bison and +deer in procession upon the cave wall.--They were skin-clad hillmen, +shag-haired, with strange, rude weapons, in hiding here after hard +fighting with a disciplined, conquering foe who had swords and shining +breastplates and crested helmets.--They were fellow-soldiers of that +conquering tide, Romans of a band that kept the Wall, proud, with talk +of camps and Caesars.--They were knights of Arthur's table sent by +Merlin on some magic quest.--They were Crusaders, and this cavern an +Eastern, desert cave.--They were men who rose with Wallace, must hide +in caves from Edward Longshanks.--They were outlaws.--They were +wizards--good wizards who caused flowers to bloom in winter for the +unhappy, and made gold here for those who must be ransomed, and fed +themselves with secret bread. The fire roared--they were happy, Ian +and Alexander. + +At last the fagots were burned out. The half-murk that at first was +mystery and enchantment began to put on somberness and melancholy. +They rose from the rocky floor and extinguished the brands with their +feet. But now they had this cavern in common and must arrange it for +their next coming. Going outside, they gathered dead and fallen wood, +broke it into right lengths, and, carrying it within, heaped it in the +corner. With a bough of pine they swept the floor, then, leaving the +treasure hold, dropped the curtain of brier in place. They were not so +old but that there was yet the young boy in them; he hugged himself +over this cave of Robin Hood and swart magician. But now they left it +and went on whistling through the glen: + + Gie ye give ane, then I'll give twa, + For sae the store increases! + +The sides of the glen fell back, grew lower. The leap of the water was +not so marked; there were long pools of quiet. Their path had been a +mounting one; they were now on higher earth, near the plateau or +watershed that marked the top of the glen. The bright sky arched +overhead, the sun shone strongly, the air moved in currents without +violence. + +"You see where that smoke comes up between trees? That's Mother +Binning's cot." + +"Who's she?" + +"She's a wise auld wife. She's a scryer. That's her ash-tree." + +Their path brought them by the hut and its bit of garden. Jock +Binning, that was Mother Binning's crippled son, sat fishing in the +stream. Mother Binning had been working in the garden, but when she +saw the figures on the path below she took her distaff and sat on the +bench in the sun. When they came by she raised her voice. + +"Mr. Alexander, how are the laird and the leddy?" + +"They're very well, Mother." + +"Ye'll be gaeing sune to Edinburgh? Wha may be this laddie?" + +"It is Ian Rullock, of Black Hill." + +"Sae the baith o' ye are gaeing to Edinburgh? Will ye be friends +there?" + +"That we will!" + +"Hech, sirs!" Mother Binning drew a thread from her distaff. The two +were about to travel on when she stopped them again with a gesture. +"Dinna mak sic haste! There's time enough behind us, and time enough +before us. And it's a strange warld, and a large, and an auld! Sit ye +and crack a bit with an auld wife by the road." + +But they had dallied at White Farm and in the cave, and Alexander was +in haste. + +"We cannot stop now, Mother. We're bound for the Kelpie's Pool." + +"And why do ye gae there? That's a drear, wanrestfu' place!" said +Mother Binning. + +"Ian has not seen it yet. I want to show it to him." + +Mother Binning turned her distaff slowly. "Eh, then, if ye maun gae, +gae!... We're a' ane! There's the kelpie pool for a'." + +"We'll stop a bit on the way back," said Alexander. He spoke in a +wheedling, kindly voice, for he and Mother Binning were good friends. + +"Do that then," she said. "I hae a hansel o' coffee by me. I'll mak +twa cups, for I'll warrant that ye'll baith need it!" + +The air was indeed growing colder when the two came at last upon the +moor that ran down to the Kelpie's Pool. Furze and moss and ling, a +wild country stretched around without trees or house or moving form. +The bare sunshine took on a remote, a cool and foreign, aspect. The +small singing of the wind in whin and heather came from a thin, eery +world. Down below them they saw the dark little tarn, the Kelpie's +Pool. It was very clear, but dark, with a bottom of peat. Around it +grew rushes and a few low willows. The two sat upon an outcropping of +stone and gazed down upon it. + +"It's a gey lonely place," said Alexander. "Now I like it as well or +better than I do the cave, and now I would leave it far behind me!" + +"I like the cave best. This is a creepy place." + +"Once I let myself out at Glenfernie without any knowing and came here +by night." + +Ian felt emulation. "Oh, I would do that, too, if there was any need! +Did you see anything?" + +"Do you mean the kelpie?" + +"Yes." + +"No. I saw something--once. But that time I wanted to see how the +stars looked in the water." + +Ian looked at the water, that lay like a round mirror, and then to the +vast shell of the sky above. He, too, had love of beauty--a more +sensuous love than Alexander's, but love. This shared perception made +one of the bonds between them. + +"It was as still--much stiller than it is to-day! The air was clear +and the night dark and grand. I looked down, and there was the +Northern Crown, clasp and all." + +Ian in imagination saw it, too. They sat, chin on knees, upon the +moorside above the Kelpie's Pool. The water was faintly crisped, the +reeds and willow boughs just stirred. + +"But the kelpie--did you ever see that?" + +"Sometimes it is seen as a water-horse, sometimes as a demon. I never +saw anything like that but once. I never told any one about it. It may +have been just one of those willows, after all. But I thought I saw a +woman." + +"Go on!" + +"There was a great mist that day and it was hard to see. Sometimes you +could not see--it was just rolling waves of gray. So I stumbled down, +and I was in the rushes before I knew that I had come to them. It was +spring and the pool was full, and the water plashed and came over my +foot. It was like something holding my ankles.... And then I saw +her--if it was not the willow. She was like a fair woman with dark +hair unsnooded. She looked at me as though she would mock me, and I +thought she laughed--and then the mist rolled down and over, and I +could not see the hills nor the water nor scarce the reeds I was in. +So I lifted my feet from the sucking water and got away.... I do not +know if it was the kelpie's daughter or the willow--but if it was the +willow it could look like a human--or an unhuman--body!" + +Ian gazed at the pool. He had many advantages over Alexander, he knew, +but the latter had this curious daring. He did more things with +himself and of himself than did he, Ian. There was that in Ian that +did not like this, that was jealous of being surpassed. And there was +that in Ian that would not directly display this feeling, that would +provide it, indeed, with all kinds of masks, but would, with +certainty, act from that spurring, though intricate enough might be +the path between the stimulus and the act. + +"It is deep?" + +"Aye. Almost bottomless, you would think, and cold as winter." + +"Let us go swimming." + +"The day's getting late and it's growing cold. However, if you want +to--" + +Ian did not greatly want to. But if Alexander could be so indifferent, +he could be determined and ardent. "What's a little mirk and cold? I +want to say I've swum in it." He began to unbutton his waistcoat. + +They stripped, left their clothes in the stone's keeping, and ran down +the moorside. The light played over their bodies, unblemished, smooth, +and healthfully colored, clean-lined and rightly spare. They had +beautiful postures and movements when they stood, when they ran; a +youthful and austere grace as of Spartan youth plunging down to the +icy Eurotas. The earth around lay as stripped as they; the naked, +ineffable blue ether held them as it did all things; the wandering air +broke against them in invisible surf. They ran down the long slope of +the moor, parted the reeds, and dived to meet their own reflections. +The water was most truly deep and cold. They struck out, they swam to +the middle of the pool, they turned upon their backs and looked up to +the blue zenith, then, turning again, with strong arm strokes they +sent the wave over each other. They rounded the pool under the twisted +willows, beside the shaking reeds; they swam across and across. + +Alexander looked at the sun that was deep in the western quarter. +"Time to be out and going!" He swam to the edge of the pool, but +before he should draw himself out stopped to look up at a willow above +him, the one that he thought he might, in the mist, have taken for the +kelpie's daughter. It was of a height that, seen at a little distance, +might even a tall woman. It put out two broken, shortened branches +like arms.... He lost himself in the study of possibilities, balanced +among the reeds that sighed around. He could not decide, so at last he +shook himself from that consideration, and, pushing into shallow +water, stepped from the pool. He had taken a few steps up the moor ere +with suddenness he felt that Ian was not with him. He turned. Ian was +yet out in the middle ring of the tarn. The light struck upon his +head. Then he dived under--or seemed to dive under. He was long in +coming up; and when he did so it was in the same place and his +backward-drawn face had a strangeness. + +"Ian!" + +Ian sank again. + +"He's crampit!" Alexander flashed like a thrown brand down the way he +had mounted and across the strip of weeds, and in again to the +steel-dark water. "I'm coming!" He gained to his fellow, caught him +ere he sank the third time. + +Dragged from the Kelpie's Pool, Ian lay upon the moor. Alexander, +bringing with haste the clothes from the stone above, knelt beside +him, rubbed and kneaded the life into him. He opened his eyes. + +"Alexander--!" + +Alexander rubbed with vigor. "I'm here. Eh, lad, but you gave me a +fright!" + +In another five minutes he sat up. "I'm--I'm all right now. Let's get +our things on and go." + +They dressed, Alexander helping Ian. The blood came slowly back into +the latter's cheek; he walked, but he shivered yet. + +"Let's go get Mother Binning's coffee!" said Alexander. "Come, I'll +put my arm about you so." They went thus up the moor and across, and +then down to the trees, the stream, and the glen. "There's the smoke +from her chimney! You may have both cups and lie by the fire till +you're warm. Mercy me! how lonely the cave would have been if you had +drowned!" + +They got down to the flowing water. + +"I'm all right now!" said Ian. He released himself, but before he did +so he turned in Alexander's arm, put his own arm around the other's +neck, and kissed him. "You saved my life. Let's be friends forever!" + +"That's what we are," said Alexander, "friends forever." + +"You've proved it to me; one day I'll prove it to you!" + +"We don't need proofs. We just know that we like each other, and +that's all there is about it!" + +"Yes, it's that way," said Ian, and so they came to Mother Binning's +cot, the fire, and the coffee. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Upon a quiet, gray December afternoon, nine years and more from the +June day when he had fished in the glen and Mother Binning had told +him of her vision of the Jacobite gathering at Braemar, English +Strickland, walking for exercise to the village and back, found +himself overtaken by Mr. M'Nab, the minister who in his white manse +dwelt by the white kirk on the top of the windy hill. This was, by +every earthly canon, a good man, but a stern and unsupple. He had not +been long in this parish, and he was sweeping with a strong, new +besom. The old minister, to his mind, had been Erastian and lax, weak +in doctrine and in discipline of the fold. Mr. M'Nab meant not to be +weak. He loathed sin and would compel the sinner also to loathe it. +Now he came up, tall and darkly clad, and in his Calvinistic hand his +Bible. + +"Gude day, sir!" + +"Good day, Mr. M'Nab!" The two went on side by side. The day was very +still, the sky an even gray, snow being prepared. "You saw the laird?" + +"Aye. He's verra low." + +"He'll not recover I think. It's been a slow failing for two +years--ever since Mrs. Jardine's death." + +"She was dead before I came to this kirk. But once, when I was a +young man, I stayed awhile in these parts. I remember her." + +"She was the best of women." + +"So they said. But she had not that grip upon religion that the laird +has!" + +"Maybe not." + +Mr. M'Nab directed his glance upon the Glenfernie tutor. He did not +think that this Englishman, either, had much grip upon religion. He +determined, at the first opportunity, to call his attention to that +fact and to strive to teach his fingers how to clasp. He had a craving +thirst for the saving of souls, and to draw one whole from Laodicea +was next best to lifting from Babylon. But to-day the laird and his +spiritual concerns had the field. + +"He comes, by the mother's side, at least, of godly stock. His +mother's father was martyred for the faith in the auld persecuting +time. His grandmother wearied her mind away in prison. His mother +suffered much when she was a lassie." + +"It's small wonder that he has nursed bitterness," said Strickland. +"He must have drunk in terror and hate with her milk.... He conquered +the terror." + +"_'Do not I hate them, O Lord, that hate thee? and am not I grieved +with those that rise up against thee? I hate them with perfect hatred; +I count them my enemies.'_--What else should his heart do but burn +with a righteous wrath?" + +Strickland sighed, looking at the quiet gray hills and the vast, still +web of cloud above. "It's come to be a withering fire, hunting fuel +everywhere! I remember when he held it in bounds, even when for a time +it seemed to die out. But of late years it has got the better of him. +At last, I think, it is devouring himself." + +M'Nab made a dissenting sound. "He has got the implicit belief in God +that I see sair lack of elsewhere! He holds fast to God." + +"Aye. The God who slays the Amalekites." + +M'Nab turned his wintry glance upon him. "And is not that God?" + +The other looked at the hill and at the vast, quiet, gray field of +cloud. "Perhaps!... Let's talk of something else. I am too tired to +argue. I sat up with him last night." + +The minister would have preferred to continue to discuss the character +of Deity. He turned heavily. "I was in company, not long ago, with +some gentlemen who were wondering why you stayed on at Glenfernie +House. They said that you had good offers elsewhere--much better than +with a Scots laird." + +"I promised Mrs. Jardine that I would stay." + +"While the laird lived?" + +"No, not just that--though I think that she would have liked me to do +so. But so long as the laird would keep Jamie with him at home." + +"What will he do now--Jamie?" + +"He has set his heart on the army. He's strong of body, with a kind of +big, happy-go-luckiness--" + +A horseman came up behind them. It proved to be Robin Greenlaw, of +Littlefarm. He checked his gray and exchanged greetings with the +minister and the tutor. "How does the laird find himself the day?" he +asked Strickland. + +"No better, I think, Mr. Greenlaw." + +"I'm sorry. It's the end, I jalouse! Is Mr. Alexander come?" + +"We look for him to-morrow." + +"The land and the folk'll be blithe to see him--if it was not for the +occasion of his coming! If there's aught a body can do for any at +Glenfernie--?" + +"Every one has been as good as gold, Greenlaw. But you know there's +not much at the last that can be done--" + +"No. We all pass, and they that bide can but make the dirge. But I'll +be obliged if you'll say to Mr. Alexander that if there _is_ aught--" +He gathered up the reins. "It will be snowing presently. I always +thought that I'd like to part on a day like this, gray and quiet, with +all the color and the shouting lifted elsewhere." He was gone, +trotting before them on his big horse. + +Strickland and the minister looked after him. "There's one to be liked +no little!" said Strickland. + +But Mr. M'Nab's answering tone was wintry yet. "He makes mair songs +than he listens to sermons! Jarvis Barrow, that's a strong witness, +should have had another sort of great-nephew! And so he that will be +laird comes home to-morrow? It's little that he has been at home of +late years." + +"Yes, little." + +The manse with the kirk beyond rose before them, drawn against the +pallid sky. "A wanderer to and fro in the earth, and I doubt +not--though we do not hear much of it--an eater of husks!--Will you +not come in, Mr. Strickland?" + +"Another time, Mr. M'Nab. I've an errand in the village.--Touching +Alexander Jardine. I suppose that the whole sense-bound world might be +called by a world farther on an eater of husks. But I know naught to +justify any especial application of the phrase to him. I know, indeed, +a good deal quite to the contrary. You are, it seems to me, something +less than charitable--" + +M'Nab regarded him with an earnest, narrow, wintry look. "I would not +wish to deserve that epithet, Mr. Strickland. But the world is evil, +and Satan stands close at the ear of the young, both the poor and them +of place and world's gear! So I doubt not that he eats the husks. I +doubt not, either, that the Lord has a rod for him, as for us all, +that will drive him, willy-nilly, home. So I'll say good day, sir. +To-morrow I'll go again to the laird, and so every day until his +summons comes." + +They parted at the manse door. The world was gray, the snow swiftening +its approach. Strickland, passing the kirk, kept on down the one +village street. All and any who were out of doors spoke to him, asking +how did the laird. Some asked if "the young laird" had come. + +In the shop where he made his purchase the woman who sold would have +kept him talking an hour: "Wad the laird last the week? Wad he make +friends before he died with Mr. Touris of Black Hill with whom he had +the great quarrel three years since? Eh, sirs! and he never set foot +again in Touris House, nor Mr. Touris in his!--Wad Mr. Jamie gae now +to Edinburgh or on his travels, that had been at home sae lang +because the laird wadna part with him?--Wad Miss Alice, that was as +bonny as a rose and mair friendly than the gowans on a June lea, just +bide on at the house with her aunt, Mrs. Grizel, that came when the +leddy died? Wad--" + +Strickland smiled. "You must just come up to the house, Mrs. Macmurdo, +and have a talk with Mrs. Grizel.--I hope the laird may last the +week." + +"You're a close ane!" thought the disappointed Mrs. Macmurdo. Aloud +she said, "Aweel, sir, Mr. Alexander that will be laird is coming hame +frae foreign parts?" + +"Yes." + +"Sic a wanderer as he has been! But there!" said Mrs. Macmurdo, "ony +that saw him when he was a laddie gaeing here and gaeing there by his +lane-some, glen and brae and muir, might ha' said, 'Ye're a +wanderer--and as sune as ye may ye'll wander farther!'" + +"You're quite right, Mrs. Macmurdo," said Strickland, and took his +parcel from her. + +"A wanderer and a seeker!" Mrs. Macmurdo was loth to let him go. "And +his great friend is still Captain Ian Rullock?" + +"Yes, still." + +Mrs. Macmurdo reluctantly opened the shop door. "Aweel, sir, if ye +maun gae.--There'll be snaw the night, I'm thinking! Do ye stop at the +inn? There's twa-three sogers in town." + +Strickland had not meant to stop. But, coming to the Jardine Arms and +glancing through the window, he saw by the light of the fire in the +common room four men in red coats sitting at table, drinking. He felt +jaded and depressed, needing distraction from the gray chill day and +the laird's dying. Curiosity faintly stretched herself. He turned into +the inn, took a seat by a corner table, and called for a bottle of +wine. In addition to the soldiers the room had a handful of +others--farmers, a lawyer's clerk from Stirling, a petty officer of +the excise, and two or three village nondescripts. From this group +there now disengaged himself Robin Greenlaw, who came across to +Strickland's table. + +"Sit down and have a glass with me," said the latter. "Who are they?" + +"A recruiting party," answered Greenlaw, accepting the invitation. "I +like to hear their talk! I'll listen, drinking your wine and thanking +you, sir! and riding home I'll make a song about them." + +He sat with his arm over the chair-back, his right hand now lifting +and now lowering the wine-glass. He had a look of strength and inner +pleasure that rested and refreshed. + +"What are they saying now?" asked Strickland. + +The soldiers made the center of attention. More or less all in the +room harkened to their talk, disconnected, obscure, idle, and +boisterous as much of it was. The revenue officer, by virtue of being +also the king's paid man, had claimed comrade's right and was drinking +with them and putting questions. He was so obliging as to ask these in +a round tone of voice and to repeat on the same note the information +gathered. + +"Recruits for the King's army, fighting King Louis on the river +Main.--Where's that?--It's in Germany. Our King and the Hanoverians +and the King of Prussia and the Queen of Austria are fighting the King +of France.--Aye, of course ye know that, neighbors, being intelligent +Scots folk, but recapitulation is na out of order!" + +"Ask them what's thought of the Hanoverians." It was the lawyer's +clerk's question. Thereupon rose some noisy difference of opinion +among the drinking redcoats. The excise man finally reported. "They're +na English, nor Scots, nor even Irish. But they're liked weel enough! +They're good fighters. Oh, aye, when ye march and fight alangside +them, they're good enough! They're his Majesty's cousins. God save +King George!" + +The recruiting party banged with tankards upon the table. One of the +number put a question of his own. He had a look half pedant, half +bully, and he spoke with a one-quarter-drunken, owllike solemnity. + +"I may take it from the look of things that there are none hereabouts +but good Whigs and upholders of government? No Tories--no damned black +Jacobites?" + +The excise man hemmed. "Why, ye see we're no sae muckle far from +Hielands and Hielandmen, and it's known what they are, chief, +chieftain, and clan--saving always the duke and every Campbell! And I +wadna say that there are not, here and there, this side the Hielands, +an auld family with leanings the auld way, and even a few gentlemen +who were _out_ in the 'fifteen. But the maist of us, gentle and +simple, are up and down Whig and Kirk and reigning House.--Na, na! +when we drink to the King we dinna pass the glass over the water!" + +A dark, thin soldier put in his word, well garnished with oaths. "Now +that there's war up and down and so many of us are going out of the +country, there's a saying that the Pretender may e'en sail across from +France and beat a drum and give a shout! Then there'll be a sorting--" + +"Them that would rise wouldn't be enough to make a graveyard ghost to +frighten with!" + +"You're mistaken there. They'll frighten ye all right when they answer +the drum! I'm thinking there's some in the army would answer it!" + +"Then they'll be hanged, drawn, and quartered!" averred the corporal. +"Who are ye thinking would do that?" + +"I'm not precisely knowing. But there are some with King George were +brought up on the hope of King James!" + +More liquor appeared upon the table, was poured and drunk. The talk +grew professional. The King's shilling, and the advantage of taking +it, came solely upon the board, and who might or might not 'list from +this dale and the bordering hills. Strickland and Robin Greenlaw left +their corner. + +"I must get back to the house." + +"And I to Littlefarm." + +They went out together. There were few in the street. The snow was +beginning to fall. Greenlaw untied his horse. + +"I hope that we're not facing another 'fifteen! _'Scotland's ain +Stewarts, and Break the Union!'_ It sounds well, but it's not in the +line of progression. What does Captain Ian Rullock think about it?" + +"I don't know. He hasn't been here, you know, for a long while." + +"That's true. He and Mr. Alexander are still like brothers?" + +"Like brothers." + +Greenlaw mounted his horse. "Well, he's a bonny man, but he's got a +piece of the demon in him! So have I, I ken very well, and so, +doubtless, has he who will be Glenfernie, and all the rest of us--" + +"I sit down to supper with mine very often," said Strickland. + +"Oh yes, he's common--the demon! But somehow I could find him in Ian +Rullock, though all covered up with gold. But doubtless," said +Greenlaw, debonairly, "it would be the much of the fellow in me that +would recognize much in another!" He put his gray into motion. "Good +day, sir!" He was gone, disappearing down the long street, into the +snow that was now falling like a veil. + +Strickland turned homeward. The snow fell fast and thick in large +white flakes. Glenfernie House rose before him, crowning the craggy +hill, the modern building and the remnant of the old castle, not a +great place, but an ancient, settled, and rooted, part of a land poor +but not without grandeur, not without a rhythm attained between +grandeur and homeliness. The road swept around and up between leafless +trees and green cone-bearing ones. The snow was whitening the +branches, the snow wrapped house and landscape in its veil. It broke, +in part it obliterated, line and modeling; the whole seemed on the +point of dissolving into a vast and silent unity. "Like a dying man," +thought Strickland. He came upon the narrow level space about the +house, passed the great cedar planted by a pilgrim laird the year of +Flodden Field, and entered by a door in the southern face. + +Davie met him. "Eh, sir, Mr. Alexander's come!" + +"Come!" + +"Aye, just! An hour past, riding Black Alan, with Tam Dickson behind +on Whitefoot, and weary enough thae horses looked! Mr. Alexander wad +ha' gane without bite or sup to the laird's room, but he's lying +asleep. So now he's gane to his ain auld room for a bit of rest. +Haith, sir," said Davie, "but he's like the auld laird when he was +twenty-eight!" + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Strickland went, to the hall, where he found Alice. + +"Come to the fire! I've been watching the snow, but it is so white and +thick and still it fair frightens me! Davie told you that Alexander +has come?" + +"Yes. From Edinburgh to-day." + +"Yes. He left London as soon as he had our letters." + +She stood opposite him, a bright and bonny lass, with a look of her +mother, but with more beauty. The light from the burning logs deepened +the gold in her hair, as the warmth made more vivid the rose of her +cheek. She owned a warm and laughing heart, a natural goodness. +Strickland, who had watched and taught her since she was a slip of a +child, had for her a great fondness. + +Jamie entered the hall. "Father's awake now, but Aunt Grizel and +Tibbie Ross will not tell him Alexander's come until they've given him +something to eat." He came to the fire and stood, his blue eyes +glinting light. "It's fine to see Alexander! The whole place feels +different!" + +"You've got a fine love for Alexander," said Strickland. So long had +he lived with the Jardines of Glenfernie that they had grown like own +folk to him, and he to them. He looked very kindly at the young man, +handsome, big, flushed with feeling. He did not say, "Now you'll be +going, Jamie, and he'll be staying," but the thought was in mind, and +presently Alice gave it voice. + +"He says that he has seen his earth, and that now he means to be a +long time at home." + +Davie appeared. "Mr. Alexander has gone to the laird's room. Mrs. +Grizel wad have ye all come, too, sae be ye move saftly and sit dumb." + +The three went. The laird's room was large and somewhat grimly bare. +When his wife died he would have taken out every luxury. But a great +fire burned on the hearth and gave a touch of redemption. A couch, +too, had been brought in for the watcher at night, and a great +flowered chair. In this now sat Mrs. Grizel Kerr, a pleasant, elderly, +comely body, noted for her housewifery and her garden of herbs. Behind +her, out of a shadowy corner, gleamed the white mutch of Tibbie Ross, +the best nurse in that countryside. Jamie and Alice took two chairs +that had been set for them near the bed. Strickland moved to the +recess of a window. Outside the snow fell in very large flakes, large +and many, straight and steady, there being no wind. + +In a chair drawn close to the great bed, on a line with the sick man's +hand lying on the coverlet, sat the heir of Glenfernie. He sat leaning +forward, with one hand near the hand of his father. The laird's eyes +were closed. He had been given a stimulant and he now lay gathering +his powers that were not far from this life's frontier. The curtains +of the bed had been drawn quite back; propped by pillows into a +half-sitting posture, he was plain to all in the room, in the ruddy +light of the fire. A clock upon the wall ticked, ticked. Those in the +room sat very still. + +The laird drew a determined breath and opened his eyes. "Alexander!" + +"Father!" + +"You look like myself sitting there, and yet not myself. I am going to +die." + +"If that's your will, father." + +"Aye, it's my will, for I've made it mine. I can't talk much. We'll +talk at times and sit still between. Are you going to stay with me +to-night?" + +"Indeed I am, father. Right here beside you." + +"Well, I've missed you. But you had to have your wanderings and your +life of men. I understood that." + +"You've been most good to me. It is in my heart and in the tears of my +eyes." + +"I did not grudge the siller. And I've had a pride in you, Alexander. +Now you'll be the laird. Now let's sit quiet a bit." + +The snow fell, the fire burned, the clock ticked. He spoke again. +"It's before an eye inside that you'll be a wanderer and a goer about +yet--within and without, my laddie, within and without! Do not forget, +though, to hold the old place together that so many Jardines have been +born in, and to care for the tenant bodies and the old folk--and +there's your brother and sister." + +"I will forget nothing that you say, father." + +"I have kept that to say on top of my mind.... The old place and the +tenant bodies and old folk, and your brother and sister. I have your +word, and so," said the laird, "that's done and may drift +by.--Grizel, I wad sleep a bit. Let him go and come again." + +His eyes closed. Alexander rose from the chair beside him. Coming to +Alice, he put his arm around her, and with Jamie at his other hand the +three went from the room. Strickland tarried a moment to consult with +Mrs. Grizel. + +"The doctor comes to-morrow?" + +"Aye. Tibbie thinks him a bit stronger." + +"I will watch to-night with Alexander." + +"Hoot, man! ye maun be weary enough yourself!" said Mrs. Grizel. + +"No, I am not. I will sleep awhile after supper, and come in about +ten. So you and Tibbie may get one good night." + +Some hours later, in the room that had been his since his first coming +to Glenfernie, he gazed out of window before turning to go +down-stairs. The snow had ceased to fall, and out of a great streaming +floe of clouds looked a half-moon. Under it lay wan hill and plain. +The clouds were all of a size and vast in number, a herd of the upper +air. The wind drove them, not like a shepherd, but like a wolf at +their heels. The moon seemed the shepherd, laboring for control. Then +the clouds themselves seemed the wolves, and the moon a traveler +against whom they leaped, who was thrown among them, and rose +again.... Then the moon was a soul, struggling with the wrack and wave +of things. + +Strickland went down the old, winding Glenfernie stair, and came at +last to the laird's room. Tibbie Ross opened the door to him, and he +saw it all in low firelight and made ready for the night. The laird +lay propped as before in the great bed, but seemed asleep. Alexander +sat before the fire, elbows upon knees and chin in hand, brooding over +the red coals. Tibbie murmured a direction or two and showed wine and +bread set in the deep window. Then with a courtesy and a breathed, +"Gie ye gude night, sirs!" she was forth to her own rest. The door +closed softly behind her. Strickland stepped as softly to the chair +beyond Alexander. The couch was spread for the watchers' alternate +use, if so they chose; on a table burned shaded candles. Strickland +had a book in his pocket. Sitting down, he produced this, for he would +not seem to watch the man by the fire. + +Alexander Jardine, large and strong of frame, with a countenance +massive and thoughtful for so young a man, bronzed, with well-turned +features, gazed steadily into the red hollows where the light played, +withdrew and played again. Strickland tried to read, but the sense of +the other's presence affected him, came between his mind and the page. +Involuntarily he began to occupy himself with Alexander and to picture +his life away from Glenfernie, away, too, from Edinburgh and Scotland. +It was now six years since, definitely, he had given up the law, +throwing himself, as it were, on the laird's mercy both for long and +wide travel, and for life among books other than those indicated for +advocates. The laird had let him go his gait--the laird with Mrs. +Jardine a little before him. The Jardine fortune was not a great one, +but there was enough for an heir who showed no inclination to live and +to travel _en prince_, who in certain ways was nearer the ascetic +than the spendthrift.... Before Strickland's mind, strolling dreamily, +came pictures of far back, of years ago, of long since. A by-wind had +brought to the tutor then certain curious bits of knowledge. +Alexander, a student in Edinburgh, had lived for some time upon half +of his allowance in order to accommodate Ian Rullock with the other +half, the latter being in a crisis of quarrel with his uncle, who, +when he quarreled, used always, where he could, the money screw. +Strickland had listened to his Edinburgh informant, but had never +divulged the news given. No more had he told another bit, floated to +him again by that ancient Edinburgh friend and gossip, who had young +cousins at college and listened to their talk. It pertained to a time +a little before that of the shared income. This time it had been +shared blood. Strickland, sitting with his book in the quiet room, saw +in imagination the students' chambers in Edinburgh, and the little +throng of very young men, flushed with wine and with youth, making +friendships, and talking of friendships made, and dubbing Alexander +Damon and Ian Pythias. Then more wine and a bravura passage. Damon and +Pythias opening each a vein with some convenient dagger, smearing into +the wound some drops of the other's blood, and going home each with a +tourniquet above the right wrist.... Well, that was years ago--and +youth loved such passages! + +Alexander, by the fire, stooped to put back a coal that had fallen +upon the oak boards, then sank again into his reverie. Strickland read +a paragraph without any especial comprehension, after which he found +himself again by the stream of Alexander's life. That friendship with +Ian Rullock utterly held, he believed. Well, Ian Rullock, too, seemed +somehow a great personage. Very different from Alexander, and yet +somehow large to match.... Where had Alexander been after +Edinburgh--where had he not been? Very often Ian was with him, but +sometimes and for months he would seem to have been alone. Glenfernie +might receive letters from Germany, from Italy or Egypt, or from +further yet to the east. He had been alone this year, for Ian was now +the King's man and with his regiment, Strickland supposed, wherever +that might be. Alexander had written from Buda-Pesth, from Erfurt, +from Amsterdam, from London. Now he sat here at Glenfernie, looking +into the fire. Strickland, who liked books of travel, wondered what he +saw of old cities, grave or gay, of ruined temples, sphinxes, +monuments, grass-grown battle-fields, and ships at sea, storied lands, +peoples, individual men and women. He had wayfared long; he must have +had many an adventure. He had been from childhood a learner. His touch +upon a book spoke of adeptship in that world.... Well, here he was, +and what would he do now, when he was laird? Strickland lost himself +in speculation. Little or naught had ever been in Alexander's letters +about women. + +The white ash fell, the clock ticked, the wind went around the house +with a faint, banshee crying. The figure by the fire rested there, +silent, still, and brooding. Strickland observed with some wonder its +power of long, concentrated thinking. It sat there, not visibly +tense, seemingly relaxed, yet as evidently looking into some place of +inner motion, wider and swifter than that of the night world about it. +Strickland tried to read. The clock hand moved toward midnight. + +The laird spoke from the great bed. "Alexander--" + +"I am here, father." Alexander rose and went to the sick man's side. +"You slept finely! And here we have food for you, and drops to give +you strength--" + +The laird swallowed the drops and a spoonful or two of broth. "There. +Now I want to talk. Aye, I am strong enough. I feel stronger. I am +strong. It hurts me more to check me. Is that the wind blowing?" + +"Yes. It is a wild night." + +"It is singing. I could almost pick out the words. Alexander, there's +a quarrel I have with Touris of Black Hill. I have no wish to make it +up. He did me a wrong and is a sinner in many ways. But his sister is +different. If you see her tell her that I aye liked her." + +"Would it make you happier to be reconciled to Mr. Touris?" + +"No, it would not! You were never a canting one, Alexander! Let that +be. Anger is anger, and it's weakness to gainsay it! That is," said +the laird, "when it's just--and this is just. Alexander, my bonny +man--" + +"I'm here, father." + +"I've been lying here, gaeing up and down in my thoughts, a bairn +again with my grandmither, gaeing up and down the braes and by the +glen. I want to say somewhat to you. When you see an adder set your +heel upon it! When a wolf goes by take your firelock and after him! +When a denier and a cheat is near you tell the world as much and help +to set the snare! Where there are betrayers and persecutors hunt the +wild plant shall make a cup like their ain!" He fell to coughing, +coughing more and more violently. + +Strickland rose and came to the bedside, and the two watchers gave him +water and wine to drink, and would have had him, when the fit was +over, cease from all speech. He shook them off. + +"Alexander, ye're like me. Ye're mair like me than any think! Where ye +find your Grierson of Lagg, clench with him--clench--Alexander!" + +He coughed, lifting himself in their arms. A blood-vessel broke. +Tibbie Ross, answering the calling, hurried in. "Gude with us! it's +the end!" Mrs. Grizel came, wrapped in a great flowered bed-gown. In a +few minutes all was over. Strickland and Alexander laid him straight +that had been the laird. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +The month was May. The laird of Glenfernie, who had walked to the +Kelpie's Pool, now came down the glen. Mother Binning was yet in her +cot, though an older woman now and somewhat broken. + +"Oh aye, my bonny man! All things die and all things live. To and fro +gaes the shuttle!" + +Glenfernie sat on the door-stone. She took all the news he could +bring, and had her own questions to put. + +"How's the house and all in it?" + +"Well." + +"Ye've got a bonny sister! Whom will she marry? There's Abercrombie +and Fleming and Ferguson." + +"I do not know. The one she likes the best." + +"And when will ye be marrying yourself?" + +"I am not going to marry, Mother. I would marry Wisdom, if I could!" + +"Hoot! she stays single! Do ye love the hunt of Wisdom so?" + +"Aye, I do. But it's a long, long chase--and to tell you the truth, at +times I think she's just a wraith! And at times I am lazy and would +just sit in the sun and be a fool." + +"Like to-day?" + +"Like to-day. And so," said Alexander, rising, "as I feel that way, +I'll e'en be going on!" + +"I'm thinking that maist of the wise have inner tokens by which they +ken the fule. I was ne'er afraid of folly," said Mother Binning. "It's +good growing stuff!" + +Glenfernie laughed and left her and the drone of her wheel. A clucking +hen and her brood, the cot and its ash-tree, sank from sight. A little +longer and he reached the middle glen where the banks approached and +the full stream rushed with a manifold sound. Here was the curtain of +brier masking the cave that he had shared with Ian. He drew it aside +and entered. So much smaller was the place than it had seemed in +boyhood! Twice since they came to be men had he been here with Ian, +and they had smiled over their cavern, but felt for it a tenderness. +In a corner lay the fagots that, the last time, they had gathered with +laughter and left here against outlaws' needs. Ian! He pictured Ian +with his soldiers. + +Outside the cavern, the air came about him like a cloud of fragrance. +As he went down the glen, into its softer sweeps, this increased, as +did the song of birds. The primrose was strewn about in disks of pale +gold, the white thorn lifted great bouquets, the bluebell touched the +heart. A lark sang in the sky, linnet and cuckoo at hand, in the wood +at the top of the glen cooed the doves. The water rippled by the +leaning birches, the wild bees went from flower to flower. The sky was +all sapphire, the air a perfumed ocean. So beautiful rang the spring +that it was like a bell in the heart, in the blood. The laird of +Glenfernie, coming to a great natural chair of sun-warmed rock, sat +down to listen. All was of a sweetness, poignant, intense. But in the +very act of recognizing this, there came upon him an old mood of +melancholy, an inner mist and chill, a gray languor and wanting. The +very bourgeoning and blossoming about him seemed to draw light from +him, not give light. "I brought the Kelpie's Pool back with me," he +thought. He shut his eyes, leaning his head against the stone, at last +with a sideward movement burying it in his folded arms. "More +life--more! What was a great current goes sluggish and landbound. +Where again is the open sea--the more--the boundless? Where +again--where again?" + +He sat for an hour by the wild, singing stream. It drenched him, the +loved place and the sweet season, with its thousand store of beauties. +Its infinite number of touches brought at last response. The vague +crying and longing of nature hushed before a present lullaby. At last +he rose and went on with the calling stream. + +The narrow path, set about with living green, with the spangly +flowers, and between the branches fragments of the blue lift as clear +as glass, led down the glen, widening now to hill and dale. Softening +and widening, the world laughed in May. The stream grew broad and +tranquil, with grassy shores overhung by green boughs. Here and there +the bank extended into the flood a little grassy cape edged with +violets. Alexander, following the spiral of the path, came upon the +view of such a spot as this. It lay just before him, a little below +his road. The stream washed its fairy beach. From the new grass rose +a blooming thorn-tree; beneath this knelt a girl and, resting upon her +hands, looked at her face in the water. + +The laird of Glenfernie stood still. A drooping birch hid him; his +step had been upon moss and was not heard. The face and form upon the +bank, the face in the water, showed no consciousness of any human +neighbor. The face was that of a woman of perhaps twenty-four. The +hair was brown, the eyes brown. The head was beautifully placed on a +round, smooth throat. With a wide forehead, with great width between +the eyes, the face tapered to a small round chin. The mouth and under +the eyes smiled in a thousand different ways. The beauty that was +there was subtle, not discoverable by every one.--The girl settled +back upon the grass beneath the thorn-tree. She was very near +Glenfernie; he could see the rise and fall of her bosom beneath her +blue print gown. It was Elspeth Barrow--he knew her now, though he had +not seen her for a long time. She sat still, her brown eyes raised to +building birds in the thorn-tree. Then she began herself to sing, +clear and sweet. + + "A lad and a lass met ower the brae; + They blushed rose-red, but they said nae word-- + The woodbine fair and the milk-white slae:-- + And frae one to the other gaed a silver bird, + A silver bird. + + "A man set his Wish all odds before, + With sword, with pen, and with gold he stirred + Till the Wish and he met on a conquered shore, + And frae one to the other gaed an ebon bird, + An ebon bird. + + "God looked on a man and said: ''Tis time! + The broken mends, clear flows the blurred. + You and I are two worlds that rhyme!' + And frae one to the other gaed a golden bird, + A golden bird." + +She sang it through, then sat entirely still against the stem of the +thorn, while about her lips played that faint, unapproachable, +glamouring smile. Her hands touched the grass to either side her body; +her slender, blue-clad figure, the all of her, smote him like some +god's line of poetry. + +There was in the laird of Glenfernie's nature an empty palace. It had +been built through ages and every wind of pleasure and pain had blown +about it. Then it had slowly come about that the winds of pain had +increased upon the winds of pleasure. The mind closed the door of the +palace and the nature inclined to turn from it. It was there, but a +sea mist hid it, and a tall thorn-hedge, and a web stretched across +its idle gates. It had hardly come, in this life, into Glenfernie's +waking mind that it was there at all. + +Now with a suddenness every door clanged open. The mist parted, the +thorn-wood sank, the web was torn. The palace stood, shining like +home, and it was he who was afar, in the mist and the wood, and the +web of idleness and oblivion in shreds about him. Set in the +throne-room, upon the throne, he saw the queen. + +His mood, that May day, had given the moment, and wide circumstance +had met it. Now the hand was in the glove, the statue in the niche, +the bow upon the string, the spark in the tinder, the sea through the +dike. Now what had reached being must take its course. + +He felt that so fatally that he did not think of resistance.... +Elspeth, upon the grassy cape, beneath the blooming thorn, heard steps +down the glen path, and turned her eyes to see the young laird moving +between the birch stems. Now he was level with the holding; now he +spoke to her, lifting his hat. She answered, with the smile beneath +her eyes: + +"Aye, Glenfernie, it's a braw day!" + +"May I come into the fairy country and sit awhile and visit?" + +"Aye." She welcomed him to a hillock of green rising from the water's +edge. "It _is_ fairyland, and these are the broad seas around, and I +know if I came here by night I should find the Good People before me!" +She looked at him with friendliness, half shy, half frank. "It is the +best of weather for wandering." + +"Are you fond of that, too? Do you go up and down alone?" + +"By my lee-lane when Gilian's not here. She's in Aberdeen now, where +live our mother's folk." + +"I have not seen you for years." + +"I mind the last time. Your mother lay ill. One evening at sunset Mr. +Ian Rullock and you came to White Farm." + +"It must have been after sunset. It must have been dark." + +"Back of that you and he came from Edinburgh one time. We were down by +the wishing-green, Robin Greenlaw and Gilian and I and three or four +other lads and lassies. Do you remember? Mr. Rullock would have us +dance, and we all took hands--you, too--and went around the ash-tree +as though it were a May-pole. We changed hands, one with another, and +danced upon the green. Then you and he got upon your horses and rode +away. He was riding the white mare Fatima. But oh," said Elspeth, +"then came grandfather, who had seen us from the reaped field, and he +blamed us sair and put no to our playing! He gave word to the +minister, and Sunday the sermon dealt with the ill women of Scripture. +Back of that--" + +"Back of that--" + +"There was the day the two of you would go to the Kelpie's Pool." +Elspeth's eyes enlarged and darkened. "The next morn we heard--Jock +Binning told us--that Mr. Ian had nearly drowned." + +"Almost ten years ago. Once--twice--thrice in ten years. How idly were +they spent, those years!" + +"Oh," cried Elspeth, "they say that you have been to world's end and +have gotten great learning!" + +"One comes home from all that to find world's end and great learning." + +Elspeth leaned from him, back against the thorn-tree. She looked +somewhat disquietedly, somewhat questioningly, at this new laird. +Glenfernie, in his turn, laid upon himself both hands of control. He +thought: + +"Do not peril all--do not peril all--with haste and frightening!" + +He sat upon the green hillock and talked of country news. She met him +with this and that ... White Farm affairs, Littlefarm. + +"Robin," said Alexander, "manages so well that he'll grow wealthy!" + +"Oh no! He manages well, but he'll never grow wealthy outside! But +inside he has great riches." + +_"Does she love him, then?"_ It poured fear into his heart. A magician +with a sword--with a great, evil, written-upon creese like that +hanging at Black Hill--was here before the palace. + +"Do you love him?" asked Alexander, and asked it with so straight a +simplicity that Elspeth Barrow took no offense. + +She looked at him, and those strange smiles played about her lips. +"Robin is a fairy man," she said. "He has ower little of struggle save +with his rhymes," and left him to make what he could of that. + +"She is heart-free," he thought, but still he feared and boded. + +Elspeth rose from the grass, stepped from beneath the blooming tree. +"I must be going. It wears toward noon." + +Together they left the flower-set cape. The laird of Glenfernie looked +back upon it. + +"_Heaven sent a sample down._ You come here when you wish? You walk +about with the spring and summer days?" + +"Aye, when my work's done. Gilian and I love the greenwood." + +He gave her the narrow path, but kept beside her on stone and dead +leaves and mossy root. Though he was so large of frame, he moved with +a practised, habitual ease, as far as might be from any savor of +clumsiness. He had magnetism, and to-day he drew like a planet in +glow. Now he looked at the woman beside him, and now he looked +straight ahead with kindled eyes. + +Elspeth walked with slightly quickened breath, with knitted brows. The +laird of Glenfernie was above her in station, though go to the +ancestors and blood was equal enough! It carried appeal to a young +woman's vanity, to be walking so, to feel that the laird liked well +enough to be where he was. She liked him, too. Glenfernie House was +talked of, talked of, by village and farm and cot, talked of, talked +of, year by year--all the Jardines, their virtues and their vices, +what they said and what they did. She had heard, ever since she was a +bairn, that continual comment, like a little prattling burn running +winter and summer through the dale. So she knew much that was true of +Alexander Jardine, but likewise entertained a sufficient amount of +misapprehension and romancing. Out of it all came, however, for the +dale, and for the women at White Farm who listened to the burn's +voice, a sense of trustworthiness. Elspeth, walking by Glenfernie, +felt kindness for him. If, also, there ran a tremor of feeling that it +was very fair to be Elspeth Barrow and walking so, she was young and +it was natural. But beyond that was a sense, vague, unexplained to +herself, but disturbing. There was feeling in him that was not in her. +She was aware of it as she might be aware of a gathering storm, though +the brain received as yet no clear message. She felt, struggling with +that diffused kindness and young vanity, something like discomfort and +fear. So her mood was complex enough, unharmonized, parted between +opposing currents. She was a riddle to herself. + +But Glenfernie walked in a great simplicity of faeryland or heaven. +She did not love Robin Greenlaw; she was not so young a lass, with a +rose in her cheek for every one; she was come so far without mating +because she had snow in her heart! The palace gleamed, the palace +shone. All the music of earth--of the world--poured through. The sun +had drunk up the mist, time had eaten the thorn-wood, the spider at +the gate had vanished into chaos and old night. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The cows and sheep and work-horses, the dogs, the barn-yard fowls, the +very hives of bees at White Farm, seemed to know well enough that it +was the Sabbath. The flowers knew it that edged the kitchen garden, +the cherry-tree knew it by the southern wall. The sunshine knew it, +wearing its calm Sunday best. Sights and sounds attuned themselves. + +The White Farm family was home from kirk. Jenny Barrow and Elspeth put +away hood and wide hat of straw, slipped from and shook out and folded +on the shelf Sunday gowns and kerchiefs. Then each donned a clean +print and a less fine kerchief and came forth to direct and aid the +two cotter lasses who served at White Farm. These by now had off their +kirk things, but they marked Sunday still by keeping shoes and +stockings. Menie and Merran, Elspeth and Jenny, set the +yesterday-prepared dinner cold upon the table, drew the ale, and +placed chairs and stools. Two men, Thomas and Willy, father and son, +who drove the plow, sowed and reaped, for White Farm, came from the +barn. They were yet Sunday-clad, with very clean, shining faces. "Call +father, Elspeth!" directed Jenny, and set on the table a honeycomb. + +Elspeth went without the door. Before the house grew a great fir-tree +that had a bench built around it. Here, in fine weather, in rest hours +and on Sunday, might be looked for Jarvis Barrow. It was his habit to +take the far side of the tree, with the trunk between him and the +house. So there spread before him the running river, the dale and +moor, and at last the piled hills. Here he sat, leaning hands upon a +great stick shaped like a crook, his Bible open upon his knees. It was +a great book, large of print, read over in every part, but opening +most easily among the prophets. No cry, no denunciation, no longing, +no judgment from Isaiah to Malachi, but was known to the elder of the +kirk. Now he sat here, in his Sunday dress, with the Bible. At a +little distance, on the round bench, sat Robin Greenlaw. The old man +read sternly, concentratedly on; the young one looked at the purple +mountain-heads. Elspeth came around the tree. + +"Grandfather, dinner is ready.--Robin! we didn't know that you were +here--" + +"I went the way around to speak with the laird. Then I thought, 'I +will eat at White Farm--'" + +"You're welcome!--Grandfather, let me take the Book." + +"No," said the old man, and bore it himself withindoors. Spare and +unbent of frame, threescore and ten and five, and able yet at the +plow-stilts, rigid of will, servant to the darker Calvinism, starving +where he might human pride and human affections, and yet with much of +both to starve, he moved and spoke with slow authority, looked a +patriarch and ruled his holding. When presently he came to table in +the clean, sanded room with the sunlight on the wall and floor, and +when, standing, he said the long, the earnest grace, it might have +been taken that here, in the Scotch farm-house, was at least a minor +prophet. The grace was long, a true wrestling in prayer. Ended, a +decent pause was made, then all took place, Jarvis Barrow and his +daughter and granddaughter, Robin Greenlaw, Thomas and Willy, Menie +and Merran. The cold meat, the bread, and other food were passed from +hand to hand, the ale poured. The Sunday hush, the Sunday voices, +continued to hold. Jarvis Barrow would have no laughter and idle +clashes at his table on the Lord's day. Menie and Merran and Willy +kept a stolid air, with only now and then a sidelong half-smile or +nudging request for this or that. Elspeth ate little, sat with her +brown eyes fixed out of the window. Robin Greenlaw ate heartily +enough, but he had an air distrait, and once or twice he frowned. But +Jenny Barrow could not long keep still and incurious, even upon the +Sabbath day. + +"Eh, Robin, what was your crack with the laird?" + +"He wants to buy Warlock for James Jardine. He's got his ensign's +commission to go fight the French." + +"Eh, he'll be a bonny lad on Warlock! I thought you wadna sell him?" + +"I'll sell to Glenfernie." + +The farmer spoke from the head of the table. "I'll na hae talk, Robin, +of buying and selling on the day! It clinks like the money-changers +and sellers of doves." + +Thomas, his helper, raised his head from a plate of cold mutton. +"Glenfernie was na at kirk. He's na the kirkkeeper his father was. Na, +na!" + +"Na," said the farmer. "Bairns dinna walk nowadays in parents' ways." + +Willy had a bit of news he would fain get in. "Nae doot Glenfernie's +brave, but he wadna be a sodger, either! I was gaeing alang wi' the +yowes, and there was he and Drummielaw riding and gabbing. Sae there +cam on a skirling and jumping wind and rain, and we a' gat under a +tree, the yowes and the dogs and Glenfernie and Drummielaw and me. +Then we changed gude day and they went on gabbing. And 'Nae,' says +Glenfernie, 'I am nae lawyer and I am nae sodger. Jamie wad be the +last, but brithers may love and yet be thinking far apairt. The best +friend I hae in the warld is a sodger, but I'm thinking I hae lost the +knack o' fechting. When you lose the taste you lose the knack.'" + +"I's fearing," said Thomas, "that he's lost the taste o' releegion!" + +"Eh," exclaimed Jenny Barrow, "but he's a bonny big man! He came by +yestreen, and I thought, 'For a' there is sae muckle o' ye, ye look as +though ye walked on air!'" + +Thomas groaned. "Muckle tae be saved, muckle tae be lost!" + +Jarvis Barrow spoke from the head of the table. "If fowk canna talk on +the Sabbath o' spiritual things, maybe they can mak shift to haud the +tongue in their chafts! I wad think that what we saw and heard the +day wad put ye ower the burn frae vain converse!" + +Thomas nodded approval. + +"Aweel--" began Jenny, but did not find just the words with which to +continue. + +Elspeth, turning ever so slightly in her chair, looked farther off to +the hills and summer clouds. A slow wave of color came over her face +and throat. Menie and Merran looked sidelong each at the other, then +their blue eyes fell to their plates. But Willy almost audibly smacked +his lips. + +"Gude keep us! the meenister gaed thae sinners their licks!" + +"A sair sight, but an eedifying!" said Thomas. + +Robin Greenlaw pushed back his chair. He saw the inside of the kirk +again, and two miserable, loutish, lawless lovers standing for public +discipline. His color rose. "Aye, it was a sair sight," he said, +abruptly, made a pause, then went on with the impetuousness of a burn +unlocked from winter ice. "If I should say just what I think, I +suppose, uncle, that I could not come here again! So I'll e'en say +only that I think that was a sair sight and that I felt great shame +and pity for all sinners. So, feeling it for all, I felt it for Mallie +and Jock, standing there an hour, first on one foot and then on the +other, to be gloated at and rebukit, and for the minister doing the +rebuking, and for the kirkful all gloating, and thinking, 'Lord, not +such are we!' and for Robin Greenlaw who often enough himself takes +wildfire for true light! I say I think it was sair sight and sair +doing--" + +Barrow's hand came down upon the table. "Robin Greenlaw!" + +"You need not thunder at me, sir. I'm done! I did not mean to make +such a clatter, for in this house what clatter makes any difference? +It's the sinner makes the clatter, and it's just promptly sunk and +lost in godliness!" + +The old man and the young turned in their chairs, faced each other. +They looked somewhat alike, and in the heart of each was fondness for +the other. Greenlaw, eye to eye with the patriarch, felt his wrath +going. + +"Eh, uncle, I did not mean to hurt the Sunday!" + +Jarvis Barrow spoke with the look and the weight of a prophet in +Israel. "What is your quarrel about, and for what are ye flyting +against the kirk and the minister and the kirkkeepers? Are ye wanting +that twa sinners, having sinned, should hae their sin for secret and +sweet to their aneselves, gilded and pairfumed and excused and +unnamed? Are ye wanting that nane should know, and the plague should +live without the doctor and without the mark upon the door? Or are ye +thinking that it is nae plague at all, nae sin, and nae blame? Then ye +be atheist, Robin Greenlaw, and ye gae indeed frae my door, and wad +gae were ye na my nephew, but my son!" He gathered force. "Elder of +the kirk, I sit here, and I tell ye that were it my ain flesh and +blood that did evil, my stick and my plaid I wad take and ower the +moor I wad gae to tell manse and parish that Sin, the wolf, had crept +into the fauld! And I wad see thae folly-crammed and sinfu' sauls, +that had let him in and had his bite, set for shame and shawing and +warning and example before the congregation, and I wad say to the +minister, 'Lift voice against them and spare not!' And I wad be there +the day and in my seat, though my heart o' flesh was like to break!" +His hand fell again heavily upon the board. "Sae weak and womanish is +thae time we live in!" He flashed at his great-nephew. "Sae poetical! +It wasna sae when the Malignants drove us and we fled to the hills and +were fed on the muirs with the word of the Lord! It wasna sae in the +time when Gawin Elliot that Glenfernie draws frae was hanged for +gieing us that word! Then gin a sin-blasted ane was found amang us, +his road indeed was shawn him! Aye, were't man or woman! _'For while +they be folded together as thorns, and while they are drunken as +drunkards, they shall be devoured as stubble fully dry!'_" + +He pushed back his heavy chair; he rose from table and went forth, +tall, ancient, gray, armored in belief. They heard him take his Bible +from where it lay, and knew that he was back under the fir-tree, +facing from the house toward moor and hill and mountain. + +"Eh-h," groaned Thomas, "the elder is a mighty witness!" + +The family at White Farm ate in silence. Elspeth slipped from her +place. + +"Where are ye gaeing, hinny?" asked Jenny. "Ye hae eaten naething." + +"I've finished," said Elspeth. "I'm going to afternoon kirk, and I'll +be getting ready." + +She went into the room that she shared with Gilian and shut the door. +Robin looked after her. + +"When is Gilian coming home?" + +"Naebody knows. She is sae weel at Aberdeen! They write that she is a +great student and is liked abune a', and they clamor to keep her.--Are +ye gaeing to second kirk, Robin?" + +"I do not think so. But I'll walk over the moor with you." + +The meal ended. Thomas and Willy went forth to the barn. Menie and +Merran began to clear the table. They were not going to second kirk, +and so the work was left to their hand. Jenny bustled to get on again +her Sunday gear. She would not have missed, for a pretty, afternoon +kirk and all the neighbors who were twice-goers. It was fair and +theater and promenade and kirk to her in one--though of course she +only said "kirk." + +They walked over the moor, Jarvis Barrow and Jenny and Robin and +Elspeth. And at a crossing path they came upon a figure seated on a +stone and found it to be that of the laird of Glenfernie. + +"Gude day, Glenfernie!" + +"Good day, White Farm!" + +He joined himself to them. For a moment he and Robin Greenlaw were +together. + +"Do you know what I hear them calling you?" quoth the latter. "I hear +them say 'The wandering laird!'" + +Alexander smiled. "That's not so bad a name!" + +He walked now beside Jarvis Barrow. The old man's stride was hardly +shortened by age. The two kept ahead of the two women, Greenlaw, +Thomas, and the sheep-dog Sandy. + +"It's a bonny day, White Farm!" + +"Aye, it's bonny eneuch, Glenfernie. Are ye for kirk?" + +"Maybe so, maybe not. I take much of my kirk out of doors. Moors make +grand kirks. That has a sound, has it not, of heathenish brass +cymbals?" + +"It hae." + +"All the same, I honor every kirk that stands sincere." + +"Wasna your father sincere? Why gae ye not in his steps?" + +"Maybe I do.... Yes, he was sincere. I trust that I am so, too. I +would be." + +"Why gae ye not in his steps, then?" + +"All buildings are not alike and yet they may be built sincerely." + +"Ye're wrong! Ye'll see it one day. Ye'll come round to your father's +steps, only ye'll tread them deeper! Ye've got it in you, to the far +back. I hear good o' ye, and I hear ill o' ye." + +"Belike." + +"Ye've traveled. See if ye can travel out of the ring of God!" + +"What is the ring of God? If it is as large as I think it is," said +Glenfernie, "I'll not travel out of it." + +He looked out over moor and moss. There breathed about him something +that gave the old man wonder. "Hae ye gold-mines and jewels, +Glenfernie? Hae the King made ye Minister?" + +The wandering laird laughed. "Better than that, White Farm, better +than that!" He was tempted then and there to say: "I love your +granddaughter Elspeth. I love Elspeth!" It was his intention to say +something like this as soon as might be to White Farm. "I love Elspeth +and Elspeth loves me. So we would marry, White Farm, and she be lady +beside the laird at Glenfernie." But he could not say it yet, because +he did not know if Elspeth loved him. He was in a condition of hope, +but very humbly so, far from assurance. He never did Elspeth the +indignity of thinking that a lesser thing than love might lead her to +Glenfernie House. If she came she would come because she loved--not +else. + +They left the moor, passed through the hollow of the stream and by the +mill, and began to climb the village street. Folk looked out of door +or window upon them; kirk-goers astir, dressed in their best, with +regulated step and mouth and eyes set aright, gave the correct +greeting, neither more nor less. If the afternoon breeze, if a little +runlet of water going down the street, chose to murmur: "The laird is +thick with White Farm! What makes the laird so thick with White Farm?" +that was breeze or runlet's doing. + +They passed the bare, gaunt manse and came to the kirkyard with the +dark, low stones over the generations dead. But the grass was vivid, +and the daisies bloomed, and even the yew-trees had some kind of +peacock sheen, while the sky overhead burnt essential sapphire. Even +the white of the lark held a friendly tinge as of rose petals mixed +somehow with it. And the bell that was ending its ringing, if it was +solemn, was also silver-sweet. Glenfernie determined that he would go +to church. He entered with the White Farm folk and he sat with them, +leaving the laird's high-walled, curtained pew without human tenancy. +Mrs. Grizel came but to morning sermon. Alice was with a kinswoman of +rank in a great house near Edinburgh, submitting, not without +enjoyment, to certain fine filings and polishings and lacquerings and +contacts. Jamie, who would be a soldier and fight the French, had his +commission and was gone this past week to Carlisle, to his regiment. +English Strickland was yet at Glenfernie House. Between him and the +laird held much liking and respect. Tutor no longer, he stayed on as +secretary and right-hand man. But Strickland was not at church. + +The white cavern, bare and chill, with small, deep windows looking out +upon the hills of June, was but sparely set out with folk. Afternoon +was not morning. Nor was there again the disciplinary vision of the +forenoon. The sinners were not set the second time for a gazing-stock. +It was just usual afternoon kirk. The prayer was made, the psalm was +sung, Mr. M'Nab preached a strong if wintry sermon. Jarvis Barrow, +white-headed, strong-featured, intent, sat as in some tower over +against Jerusalem, considering the foes that beset her. Beside him sat +his daughter Jenny, in striped petticoat and plain overgown, blue +kerchief, and hat of straw. Next to Jenny was Elspeth in a dim-green +stuff, thin, besprent with small flowers, a fine white kerchief, and a +wider straw hat. Robin Greenlaw sat beside Elspeth, and the laird by +Greenlaw. Half the congregation thought with variations: + +"Wha ever heard of the laird's not being in his ain place? He and +White Farm and Littlefarm maun be well acquaint'! He's foreign, +amaist, and gangs his ain gait!" + +Glenfernie, who had broken the conventions, sat in a profound +carelessness of that. The kirk was not gray to him to-day, though he +had thought it so on other days, nor bare, nor chill. June was +without, but June was more within. He also prayed, though his +unuttered words ran in and out between the minister's uttered ones. +Under the wintry sermon he built a dream and it glowed like jewels. At +the psalm, standing, he heard Elspeth's clear voice praising God, and +his heart lifted on that beam of song until it was as though it came +to Heaven. + + "Lord, thou hast been our dwelling-place + In generations all. + Before thou ever hadst brought forth + The mountains great or small, + Ere ever thou hadst formed the earth + And all the world abroad, + Ev'n thou from everlasting art + To everlasting God." + +"Love, love, love!" cried Glenfernie's heart. His nature did with +might what its hand found to do, and now, having turned to love +between man and woman, it loved with a huge, deep, pulsing, world-old +strength. He heard Elspeth, he felt Elspeth only; he but wished to +blend with her and go on with her forever from the heaven to heaven +which, blended so, they would make. + + "... As with an overflowing flood + Thou carriest them away; + They like a sleep are, like the grass + That grows at morn are they. + At morn it flourishes and grows, + Cut down at ev'n doth fade--" + +"Not grass of the field, O Lord," cried Glenfernie's heart, "but the +forest of oaks, but the stars that hold for aye, one to the other--" + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +The glen was dressed in June, at its height of green movement and +song. Alexander and Elspeth walked there and turned aside through a +miniature pass down which flowed a stream in miniature to join the +larger flood. This cleft led them to a green hollow masked by the main +wall of the glen, a fairy place, hidden and lone. Seven times had the +two been in company since that morning of the flower-sprinkled cape +and the thorn-tree. First stood a chance meeting upon the moor, +Elspeth walking from the village with a basket upon her arm and the +laird riding home after business in the nearest considerable town. He +dismounted; he walked beside her to the stepping-stones before the +farm. The second time he went to White Farm, and she and Jenny, with +Merran to help, were laying linen to bleach upon the sun-washed +hillside. He had stayed an hour, and though he was not alone with her, +yet he might look at her, listen to her. She was not a chatterer; she +worked or stood, almost as silent as a master painter's subtle picture +stepped out of its frame, or as Pygmalion's statue-maid, flushing with +life, but as yet tongue-holden. Yet she said certain things, and they +were to him all music and wit. The third time had been by the +wishing-green. That was but for a moment, but he counted it great +gain. + +"Here," she said, "was where we danced! Mr. Ian Rullock and you and +Robin and the rest of us. Don't you remember? It was evening and there +was a fleet of gold clouds in the sky. It is so near the house. I walk +here when I have a glint of time." + +The fourth time, riding Black Alan, he had stopped at the door and +talked with Jarvis Barrow. He was thirsty and had asked for water, and +Jenny had called, "Elspeth, bring the laird a cup frae the well!" She +had brought it, and, taking it from her, all the romance of the world +had seemed to him to close them round, to bear them to some great and +fair and deep and passionate place. The fifth time had been the day +when he went to kirk with White Farm and listened to her voice in the +psalm. The sixth time had been again upon the moor. The seventh time +was this. He had come down through the glen as he had done before. He +had no reason to suppose that this day more than another he would find +her, but there, half a mile from White Farm, he came upon her, +standing, watching a lintwhite's nest. They walked together, and when +that little, right-angled, infant fellow of the glen opened to them +they turned and followed its bright rivulet to the green hidden +hollow. + +The earth lay warm and dry, clad with short turf. They sat down +beneath an oak-tree. None would come this way; they had to themselves +a bright span of time and place. Elspeth looked at him with brown, +friendly eyes. Each time she met him her eyes grew more kind; more and +more she liked the laird. Something fluttered in her nature; like a +bird in a room with many windows and all but one closed, it turned now +this way, now that, seeking the open lattice. There was the lovely +world--which way to it? And the window that in a dream had seemed to +her to open was mayhap closed, and another that she had not noted +mayhap opening.... But Glenfernie, winged, was in that world, and now +all that he desired was that the bright bird should fly to him there. +But until to-day patience and caution and much humility had kept him +from direct speech. He knew that she had not loved, as he had done, at +once. He had set himself to win her to love him. But so great was his +passion that now he thought: + +"Surely not one, but two as one, make this terrible and happy +furnace!" He thought, "I will speak now," and then delayed over the +words. + +"This is a bonny, wee place!" said Elspeth. "Did you never hear the +old folks tell that your great-grandmother, that was among the +persecuted, loved it? When your father was a laddie they often used to +sit here, the two of them. They were great wanderers together." + +"I never heard it," said Alexander. "Almost it seems too bright...." + +They sat in silence, but the train of thought started went on with +Glenfernie: + +"But perhaps she never went so far as the Kelpie's Pool." + +"The Kelpie's Pool!... I do not like that place! Tell me, Glenfernie, +wonders of travel." + +"What shall I tell you?" + +"Tell me of the East. Tell me what like is the Sea of Galilee." + +Glenfernie talked, since Elspeth bade him talk. He talked of what he +had seen and known, and that brought him, with the aid of questions +from the woman listening, to talk of himself. "I had a strange kind of +youth.... So many dim, struggling longings, dreams, aspirings!--but I +think they may be always there with youth." + +"Yes, they are," said Elspeth. + +"We talked of the Kelpie's Pool. Something like that was the +strangeness with me. Black rifts and whirlpools and dead tarns within +me, opening up now and again, lifted as by a trembling of the earth, +coming up from the past! Angers and broodings, and things seen in +flashes--then all gone as the lightning goes, and the mind does not +hold what was shown.... I became a man and it ceased. Sometimes I know +that in sleep or dream I have been beside a kelpie pool. But I think +the better part of me has drained them where they lay under open sky." +He laughed, put his hands over his face for a moment, then, dropping +them, whistled to the blackbirds aloft in the oak-tree. + +"And now?" + +"Now there is clean fire in me!" He turned to her; he drew himself +nearer over the sward. "Elspeth, Elspeth, Elspeth! do not tell me that +you do not know that I love you!" + +"Love me--love me?" answered Elspeth. She rose from her earthen chair; +she moved as if to leave the place; then she stood still. "Perhaps a +part of me knew and a part did not know.... I will try to be honest, +for you are honest, Glenfernie! Yes, I knew, but I would not let +myself perceive and think and say that I knew.... And now what will I +say?" + +"Say that you love me! Say that you love and will marry me!" + +"I like you and I trust you, but I feel no more, Glenfernie, I feel no +more!" + +"It may grow, Elspeth--" + +Elspeth moved to the stem of the oak beneath which they had been +seated. She raised her arm and rested it against the bark, then laid +her forehead upon the warm molded flesh in the blue print sleeve. For +some moments she stayed so, with hidden face, unmoving against the +bole of the tree, like a relief done of old by some wonderful artist. +The laird of Glenfernie, watching her, felt, such was his passion, the +whole of earth and sky, the whole of time, draw to just this point, +hang on just her movement and her word. + +"Elspeth!" he cried at last. "Elspeth!" + +Elspeth turned, but she stood yet against the tree. Now both arms were +lifted; she had for a moment the appearance of one who hung upon the +tree. Her eyes were wet, tears were upon her cheek. She shook them +off, then left the oak and came a step or two toward him. "There is +something in my brain and heart that tells me what love is. When I +love I shall love hard.... I have had fancies.... But, like yours, +Glenfernie, their times are outgrown and gone by.... It's clear to +try. I like you so much! but I do not love now--and I'll not wed and +come to Glenfernie House until I do." + +"'It's clear to try,' you said." + +Elspeth looked at him long. "If it is there, even little and far away, +I'll try to bend my steps the way shall bring it nearer. But, oh, +Glenfernie, it may be that there is naught upon the road!" + +"Will you journey to look for it? That's all I ask now. Will you +journey to look for it?" + +"Yes, I may promise that. And I do not know," said Elspeth, +wonderingly, "what keeps me from thinking I'll meet it." She sat down +among the oak roots. "Let us rest a bit, and say no word, and then go +home." + +The sunlight filled the hollow, the wimpling burn took the blue of the +sky, the breeze whispered among the oak leaves. The two sat and gazed +at the day, at the grass, at the little thorn-trees and hazels that +ringed the place around. They sat very still, seeking composure. She +gained it first. + +"When will your sister be coming home?" + +"It is not settled. Glenfernie House was sad of late years. She ought +to have the life and brightness that she's getting now." + +"And will you travel no more?" + +He saw as in a lightning glare that she pictured no change for him +beyond such as being laird would make. He was glad when the flash went +and he could forget what it had of destructive and desolating. He +would drag hope down from the sky above the sky of lightnings. He +spoke. + +"There were duties now to be taken up. I could not stay away all nor +most nor much of the time. I saw that. But I could study here, and +once in a while run somewhere over the earth.... But now I would stay +in this dale till I die! Unless you were with me--the two of us going +to see the sights of the earth, and then returning home--going and +returning--going and returning--and both a great sweetness--" + +"Oh!" breathed Elspeth. She put her hands again over her eyes, and she +saw, unrolling, a great fair life _if_--_if_--She rose to her feet. +"Let us go! It grows late. They'll miss me." + +They came into the glen and so went down with the stream to the open +land and to White Farm. + +"Where hae you been?" asked Jenny. "Here was father hame frae the +shearing with his eyes blurred, speiring for you to read to him!" + +"I was walking by the glen and the laird came down through, so we made +here together. Where is grandfather?" + +"He wadna sit waiting. He's gane to walk on the muir. Will ye na bide, +Glenfernie?" + +But the laird would not stay. It was wearing toward sunset. Menie, +withindoors, called Jenny. The latter turned away. Glenfernie spoke to +Elspeth. + +"If I find your grandfather on the moor I shall speak of this that is +between us. Do not look so troubled! 'If' or 'if not' it is better to +tell. So you will not be plagued. And, anyhow, it is the wise folks' +road." + +Back came Jenny. "Has he gane? I had for him a tass of wine and a bit +of cake." + +The moor lay like a stiffened billow of the sea, green with purple +glints. The clear western sky was ruddy gold, the sun's great ball +approaching the horizon. But when it dipped the short June night +would know little dark in this northern land. The air struck most +fresh and pure. Glenfernie came presently upon the old farmer, found +him seated upon a bit of bank, his gray plaid about him, his +crook-like stick planted before him, his eyes upon the western sea of +glory. The younger man stopped beside him, settled down upon the bank, +and gazed with the elder into the ocean of colored air. + +"Ae gowden floor as though it were glass," said Jarvis Barrow. "Ae +gowden floor and ae river named of Life, passing the greatness of +Orinoco or Amazon. And the tree of life for the healing of the +nations. And a' the trees that ever leafed or flowered, ta'en +together, but ae withered twig to that!" + +Glenfernie gazed with him. "I do not doubt that there will come a day +when we'll walk over the plains of the sun--the flesh of our body then +as gauze, moved at will where we please and swift as thought--inner +and outer motion keeping time with the beat and rhythm of that _where +we are_--" + +"The young do not speak the auld tongue." + +"Tongues alter with the rest." + +Silence fell while the sun reddened, going nearer to the mountain +brow. The young man and the old, the farmer and the laird, sat still. +The air struck more freshly, stronger, coming from the sea. Far off a +horn was blown, a dog barked. + +"Will ye be hame now for gude, Glenfernie? Lairds should bide in their +ain houses if the land is to have any gude of them." + +"I wish to stay, White Farm, the greatest part of the year round. I +want to speak to you very seriously. Think back a moment to my father +and mother, and to my forebears farther back yet. As they had faults, +and yet had a longing to do the right and struggled toward it over +thick and thin, so I believe I may say of myself. That is, I struggle +toward it," said Alexander, "though I'm not so sure of the thick and +thin." + +"Your mither wasna your father's kind. She had always her smile to the +side and her japes, and she looked to the warld. Not that she didna +mean to do weel in it! She did. But I couldna just see clear the seal +in her forehead." + +"That was because you did not look close enough," said Alexander. "It +was there." + +"I didna mind your uphawding your mither. Aweel, what did ye have to +say?" + +The laird turned full to him. "White Farm, you were once a young man. +You loved and married. So do I love, so would I marry! The woman I +love does not yet love me, but she has, I think, some liking.--I bide +in hope. I would speak to you about it, as is right." + +"Wha is she?" + +"Your granddaughter Elspeth." + +Silence, while the shadows of the trees in the vale below grew longer +and longer. Then said White Farm: + +"She isna what they call your equal in station. And she has nae tocher +or as good as nane." + +"For the last I have enough for us both. For the first the springs of +Barrow and Jardine, back in Time's mountains, are much the same. +Scotland's not the country to bother overmuch if the one stream goes, +in a certain place, through a good farm, and the other by a not +over-rich laird's house." + +"Are ye Whig and Kirk like your father?" + +"I am Whig--until something more to the dawn than that comes up. For +the Kirk ... I will tell truth and say that I have my inner +differences. But they do not lean toward Pope or prelate.... I am +Christian, where Christ is taken very universally--the higher Self, +the mounting Wisdom of us all.... Some high things you and I may view +differently, but I believe that there are high things." + +"And seek them?" + +"And seek them." + +"You always had the air to me," vouchsafed White Farm, "of one wha +hunted gowd elsewhaur than in the earthly mine." He looked at the red +west, and drew his plaid about him, and took firmer clutch upon his +staff. "But the lassie does not love you?" + +"My trust is that she may come to do so." + +The elder got to his feet. Alexander rose also. + +"It's coming night! Ye will be gaeing on over the muir to the House?" + +"Yes. Then, sir, I may come to White Farm, or meet her when I may, and +have my chance?" + +"Aye. If so be I hear nae great thing against ye. If so be ye're +reasonable. If so be that in no way do ye try to hurt the lassie." + +"I'll be reasonable," said the laird of Glenfernie. "And I'd not hurt +Elspeth if I could!" His face shone, his voice was a deep and happy +music. He was so bound, so at the feet of Elspeth, that he could not +but believe in joy and fortune. The sun had dipped; the land lay +dusk, but the sky was a rose. There was a skimming of swallows +overhead, a singing of the wind in the ling. He walked with White Farm +to the foot of the moor, then said good night and turned toward his +own house. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +Two days later Alexander rode to Black Hill. There had been in the +night a storm with thunder and lightning, wind and rain. Huge, ragged +banks of clouds yet hung sullen in the air, though with lakes of blue +between and shafts of sun. The road was wet and shone. Now Black Alan +must pick his way, and now there held long stretches of easy going. +The old laird's quarrel with Mr. Archibald Touris was not the young +laird's. The old laird's liking for Mrs. Alison was strongly the young +laird's. Glenfernie, in the months since his father's death, had +ridden often enough to Black Hill. Now as he journeyed, together with +the summer and melody of his thoughts Elspeth-toward, he was holding +with himself a cogitation upon the subject of Ian and Ian's last +letter. He rode easily a powerful steed, needing to be strong for so +strongly built a horseman. His riding-dress was blue; he wore his own +hair, unpowdered and gathered in a ribbon beneath a three-cornered +hat. There was perplexity and trouble, too, in the Ian complex, but +for all that he rode with the color and sparkle of happiness in his +face. In his gray eyes light played to great depths. + +Black Hill appeared before him, the dark pine and crag of the hill +itself, and below that the house with its far-stretching, well-planted +policy. He passed the gates, rode under the green elm boughs of the +avenue, and was presently before the porch of the house. A man +presented himself to take Black Alan. + +"Aye, sir, there's company. Mr. Touris and Mrs. Alison are with them +in the gardens." + +Glenfernie went there, passing by a terrace walk around the house. +Going under the windows of the room that was yet Ian's when he came +home. Ian still in his mind, he recovered strongly the look of that +room the day Ian had taken him there, in boyhood, when they first met. +Out of that vividness started a nucleus more vivid yet--the picture in +the book-closet of the city of refuge, and the silver goblet drawn +from the hidden shelf of the aumry. The recaptured moment lost shape +and color, returned to the infinite past. He turned the corner of the +house and came into the gardens that Mr. Touris had had laid out after +the French style. + +Here by the fountain he discovered the retired merchant, and with him +a guest, an old trade connection, now a power in the East India +Company. The laird of Black Hill, a little more withered, a little +more stooped than of old, but still fluent, caustic, and with now and +then to the surface a vague, cold froth of insincerity, made up much +to this magnate of commerce. He stood on his own heath, or by his own +fountain, but his neck had in it a deferential crook. Lacs--rupees-- +factories--rajahs--ships--cottons--the words fell like the tinkle of a +golden fountain. Listening to these two stood, with his hands behind +his back, Mr. Wotherspoon, Black Hill's lawyer and man of business +down from Edinburgh. At a little distance Mrs. Alison showed her roses +to the wife of the East India man and to a kinsman, Mr. Munro Touris, +from Inverness way. + +Mr. Touris addressed himself with his careful smile to Alexander. +"Good day, Glenfernie! This, Mr. Goodworth, is a good neighbor of +mine, Mr. Jardine of Glenfernie. Alexander, Mr. Goodworth is art and +part of the East India. You have met Mr. Wotherspoon before, I think? +There are Alison and Mrs. Goodworth and Munro Touris by the roses." + +Glenfernie went over to the roses. Mrs. Alison, smiling upon him, +presented him to Mrs. Goodworth, a dark, bright, black-eyed, talkative +lady. He and Munro Touris nodded to each other. The laird of Black +Hill, the India merchant, and the lawyer now joined them, and all +strolled together along the very wide and straight graveled path. The +talk was chiefly upheld by Black Hill and the great trader, with the +lawyer putting in now and again a shrewd word, and the trader's wife +making aside to Mrs. Alison an embroidery of comment. There had now +been left trade in excelsis and host and guests were upon the state of +the country, an unpopular war, and fall of ministers. Came in phrases +compounded to meet Jacobite complications and dangers. The +Pretender--the Pretender and his son--French aid--French army that +might be sent to Scotland--position of defense--rumors everywhere you +go--disaffected and Stewart-mad--. Munro Touris had a biting word to +say upon the Highland chiefs. The lawyer talked of certain Lowland +lords and gentlemen. Mr. Touris vented a bitter gibe. He had a black +look in his small, sunken eyes. Alexander, reading him, knew that he +thought of Ian. In a moment the whole conversation had dragged that +way. Mrs. Goodworth spoke with vivacity. + +"Lord, sir! I hope that your nephew, now that he wears the King's +coat, has left off talking as he did when he was a boy! He showed his +Highland strain with a warrant! You would have thought that he had +been _out_ himself thirty years ago!" + +Her husband checked her. "You have not seen him since he was sixteen. +Boys like that have wild notions of romance and devotion. They change +when they're older." + +The lawyer took the word. "Captain Rullock doubtless buried all that +years ago. His wearing the King's coat hauds for proof." + +Munro Touris had been college-mate in Edinburgh. "He watered all that +gunpowder in him years ago, did he not, Glenfernie?" + +"'To water gunpowder--to shut off danger.' That's a good figure of +yours, Munro!" said Alexander. Munro, who had been thought dull in the +old days, flushed with pleasure. + +They had come to a kind of summer-house overrun with roses. Mr. +Archibald Touris stopped short and, with his back to this structure, +faced the company with him, brought thus to a halt. He looked at them +with a carefully composed countenance. + +"I am sure, Munro, that Ian Rullock 'watered the gunpowder,' as you +cleverly say. Boys, ma'am"--to Mrs. Goodworth--"are, as your husband +remarks, romantic simpletons. No one takes them and their views of +life seriously. Certainly not their political views! When they come +men they laugh themselves. They are not boys then; they are men. Which +is, as it were, the preface to what I might as well tell you. My +nephew has resigned his captaincy and quitted the army. Apparently he +has come to feel that soldiering is not, after all, the life he +prefers. It may be that he will take to the law, or he may wander and +then laird it when I am gone. Or if he is very wise--I meant to speak +to you of this in private, Goodworth--he might be furnished with +shares and ventures in the East India. He has great abilities." + +"Well, India's the field!" said the London merchant, placidly. "If a +man has the mind and the will he may make and keep and flourish and +taste power--" + +"Left the King's forces!" cried Munro Touris. "Why--! And will he be +coming to Black Hill, sir?" + +"Yes. Next week. We have," said Mr. Touris, and though he tried he +could not keep the saturnine out of his voice--"we have some things to +talk over." + +As he spoke he moved from before the summer-house into a cross-path, +and the others followed him and his Company magnate. The Edinburgh +lawyer and Glenfernie found themselves together. The former lagged a +step and held the younger man back with him; he dropped his voice + +"I've not been three hours in the house. I've had no talk with Mr. +Touris. What's all this about? I know that you and his nephew are as +close as brothers--not that brothers are always close!" + +"He writes only that he is tired of martial life. He has the soldier +in him, but he has much besides. That 'much besides' often steps in to +change a man's profession." + +"Well, I hope you'll persuade him to see the old gunpowder very damp! +I remember that, as a very young man, he talked imprudently. But he +has been," said the lawyer, "far and wide since those days." + +"Yes, far and wide." + +Mr. Wotherspoon with a long forefinger turned a crimson rose seen in +profile full toward him. "I met him--once--when I was in London a year +ago. I had not seen him for years." He let the rose swing back. "He +has a magnificence! Do you know I study a good deal? They say that so +do you. I have an inclination toward fifteenth-century Italian. I +should place him there." He spoke absently, still staring at the rose. +"A dash--not an ill dash, of course--of what you might call the Borgia +... good and evil tied into a sultry, thunderous splendor." + +Glenfernie bent a keen look upon him out of gray eyes. "An enemy might +describe him so, perhaps. I can see that such a one might do so." + +"Ah, you're his friend!" + +"Yes." + +"Well," said Mr. Wotherspoon, straightening himself from the +contemplation of the roses, "there's no greater thing than to have a +steadfast friend!" + +It seemed that an expedition had been planned, for a servant now +appeared to say that coach and horses were at the door. Mr. Touris +explained: + +"I've engaged to show Mr. and Mrs. Goodworth our considerable town. +Mr. Wotherspoon, too, has a moment's business there. Alison will not +come, but Munro Touris rides along. Will you come, too, Glenfernie? +We'll have a bit of dinner at the 'Glorious Occasion.'" + +"No, thank you. I have to get home presently. But I'll stay a little +and talk to Mrs. Alison, if I may." + +"Ah, you may!" said Mrs. Alison. + +From the porch they watched the coach and four away, with Munro Touris +following on a strong and ugly bay mare. The elm boughs of the avenue +hid the whole. The cloud continents and islands were dissolving into +the air ocean, the sun lay in strong beams, the water drops were +drying from leaf and blade. Mrs. Alison and Alexander moved through +the great hall and down a corridor to a little parlor that was hers +alone. They entered it. It gave, through an open door and two windows +set wide, upon a small, choice garden and one wide-spreading, noble, +ancient tree. Glenfernie entered as one who knew the place, but upon +whom, at every coming, it struck with freshness and liking. The room +itself was most simple. + +"I like," said Alexander, "our spare, clean, precise Scotch parlors. +But this is to me like a fine, small prioress's room in a convent of +learned saints!" + +His old friend laughed. "Very little learned, very little saintly, not +at all prior! Let us sit in the doorway, smell the lavender, and hear +the linnets in the tree." + +She took the chair he pushed forward. He sat upon the door-step at her +feet. + +"Concerning Ian," she said. "What do you make out of it all?" + +"I make out that I hope he'll not involve himself in some French and +Tory mad attempt!" + +"What do his letters say?" + +"They speak by indirection. Moreover, they're at present few and +short.... We shall see when he comes!" + +"Do you think that he will tell you all?" + +Alexander's gray eyes glanced at her as earlier they had glanced at +Mr. Wotherspoon. "I do not think that we keep much from each other!... +No, of course you are right! If there is anything that in honor he +cannot tell, or that I--with my pledges, such as they are, in another +urn--may not hear, we shall find silences. I pin my trust to there +being nothing, after all!" + +"The old wreath withered, and a new one better woven and more +evergreen--" + +"I do not know.... I said just now that Ian and I kept little from +each other. In an exceeding great measure that is true. But there are +huge lands in every nature where even the oldest, closest, sworn +friend does not walk. It must be so. Friendship is not falsified nor +betrayed by its being so." + +"Not at all!" said Mrs. Alison. "True friend or lover loves that sense +of the unplumbed, of the infinite, in the cared-for one. To do else +would be to deny the unplumbed, the infinite, in himself, and so the +matching, the equaling, the _oneing_ of love!" She leaned forward in +her chair; she regarded the small, fragrant garden where every sweet +and olden flower seemed to bloom. "Now let us leave Ian, and old, +stanch, trusted, and trusting friendship. It is part of oneness--it +will be cared for!" She turned her bright, calm gaze upon him. "What +other realm have you come into, Alexander? It was plain the last time +that you were here, but I did not speak of it--it is plain to-day!" +She laughed. She had a silver, sweet, and merry laugh. "My dear, there +is a bloom and joy, a _vivification_ about you that may be felt ten +feet away!" She looked at him with affection and now seriously. "I +know, I think, the look of one who comes into spiritual treasures. +This is that and not that. It is the wilderness of lovely +flowers--hardly quite the music of the spheres! It is not the mountain +height, but the waving, leafy, lower slopes--and yet we pass on to the +height by those slopes! Are you in love, Alexander?" + +"You guess so much!" he said. "You have guessed that, too. I do not +care! I am glad that the sun shines through me." + +"You must be happy in your love! Who is she?" + +"Elspeth Barrow, the granddaughter of Jarvis Barrow of White Farm.... +You say that I must be happy in my love. The Lord of Heaven knows that +I am! and yet she is not yet sure that she loves me in her turn. One +might say that I had great uncertainty of bliss. But I love so +strongly that I have no strength of disbelief in me!" + +"Elspeth Barrow!" + +"My old friend--the unworldliest, the better-worldliest soul I +know--do not you join in that hue and cry about world's gear and +position! To be Barrow is as good as to be Jardine. Elspeth is +Elspeth." + +"Oh, I know why I made exclamation! Just the old, dull earthy +surprise! Wait for me a moment, Alexander." She put her hands before +her eyes, then, dropping them, sat with her gaze upon the great tree +shot through with light from the clearing sky. "I see her now. At +first I could not disentangle her and Gilian, for they were always +together. I have not seen them often--just three or four times to +remember, perhaps. But in April I chanced for some reason to go to +White Farm.... I see her now! Yes, she has beauty, though it would not +strike many with the edge of the sword.... Yes, I see--about the mouth +and the eyes and the set of the head. It's subtle--it's like some +pictures I remember in Italy. And intelligence is there. Enchantment +... the more real, perhaps, for not being the most obvious.... So you +are enchained, witched, held by the great sorceress!... Elspeth is +only one of her little names--her great name is just love--love +between man and woman.... Oh yes, the whole of the sweetness is +distilled into one honey-drop--the whole giant thing is shortened into +one image--the whole heaven and earth slip silkenly into one banner, +and you would die for it! You see, my dear," said Mrs. Alison, who had +never married, "I loved one who died. I know." + +Glenfernie took her hand and kissed it. "Nothing is loss to +you--nothing! For me, I am more darkly made. So I hope to God I'll +not lose Elspeth!" + +Her tears, that were hardly of grief, dropped upon his bent head. "Eh, +my laddie! the old love is there in the midst of the wide love. But +the larger controls.... Well, enough of that! And do you mean that you +have asked Elspeth to marry you--and that she does not know her own +heart?" + +They talked, sitting before the fragrant garden, in the little room +that was tranquil, blissful, and recluse. At last he rose. + +"I must go." + +They went out through the garden to the wicket that parted her demesne +from the formal, wide pleasure-sweeps. He stopped for a moment under +the great tree. + +"In a fortnight or so I must go to Edinburgh to see Renwick about that +land. And it is in my mind to travel from there to London for a few +weeks. There are two or three persons whom I know who could put a +stout shoulder to the wheel of Jamie's prospects. Word of mouth is +better with them than would be letters. Jamie is at Windsor. I could +take him with me here or there--give him, doubtless, a little help." + +"You are a world-man," said his friend, "which is quite different from +a worldly man! Come or go as you will, still all is your garden that +you cultivate.... Now you are thinking again of Elspeth!" + +"Perhaps if for a month or two I plague her not, then when I come +again she may have a greater knowledge of herself. Perhaps it is more +generous to be absent for a time--" + +"I see that you will not doubt--that you cannot doubt--that in the +end she loves you!" + +"Is it arrogance, self-love, and ignorance if I think that? Or is it +knowledge? I think it, and I cannot and will not else!" + +They came to the wicket, and stood there a moment ere going on by the +terrace to the front of the house. The day was now clear and vivid, +soft and bright. The birds sang in a long ecstasy, the flowers bloomed +as though all life must be put into June, the droning bees went about +with the steadiest preoccupation. Alexander looked about him. + +"The earth is drunk with sweetness, and I see now how great joy is sib +to great pain!" He shook himself. "Come back to earth and daylight, +Alexander Jardine!" He put a hand, large, strong, and shapely, over +Mrs. Alison's slender ivory one. "She, too, has long fingers, though +her hand is brown. But it is an artist hand--a picture hand--a +thoughtful hand." + +Mrs. Alison laughed, but her eyes were tender over him. "Oh, man! what +a great forest--what an ever-rising song--is this same thing you're +feeling! And so old--and so fire-new!" They walked along the terrace +to the porch. "They're bringing you Black Alan to ride away upon. But +you'll come again as soon as Ian's here?" + +"Yes, of course. You may be assured that if he is free of that Stewart +coil--or if he is in it only so deep that he may yet free himself--I +shall say all that I can to keep him free or to urge him forth. Not +for much would I see Ian take ship in that attempt!" + +"No!... I have been reading the Book of Daniel. Do you know what Ian +is like to me? He is like some great lord--a prince or governor--in +the court maybe of Belshazzar, or Darius the Mede, or Cyrus the +Persian--in that hot and stately land of golden images and old rivers +and the sound of the cornet, flute, harp, sackbut, psaltery, and +dulcimer and all kinds of music. He must serve his tyrant--and yet +Daniel, kneeling in his house, in his chamber, with the windows open +toward Jerusalem, might hear a cry to hold his name in his prayers.... +What strange thoughts we have of ourselves, and of those nearest and +dearest!" + +"Mr. Wotherspoon says that he is fifteenth-century Italian. You have +both done a proper bit of characterization! But I," said Alexander, "I +know another great territory of Ian." + +"I know that, Glenfernie! And so do I know other good realms of Ian. +Yet that was what I thought when I read Daniel. And I had the thought, +too, that those old people were capable of great friendships." + +Black Alan was waiting. Glenfernie mounted, said good-by again; the +green boughs of the elm-trees took him and his steed. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +Ian forestalled Alexander, riding to Glenfernie House the morning +after his arrival at Black Hill. "Let us go," he said, "where we can +talk at ease! The old, alchemical room?" + +They crossed the grass-grown court to the keep, entered and went up +the broken stair to the stone-walled chamber that took up the second +floor, that looked out of loophole windows north, south, east, and +west. The day was high summer, bright and hot. Strong light and less +strong light came in beams from the four quarters and made in the +large place a conflict of light and shadow. The fireplace was great +enough for Gog and Magog to have warmed themselves thereby. Around, in +an orderly litter, yet stood on table or bench or shelf many of the +matters that Alexander had gathered there in his boyhood. In one +corner was the furnace that when he was sixteen his father had let him +build. More recent was the oaken table in the middle of the room, two +deep chairs, and shelves with many books. After the warmth of the sun +the place presented a grave, cool, brown harbor. + +The two, entering, had each an arm over the other's shoulder. Where +they were known their friendship was famed. Youth and manhood, they +had been together when it was possible. When it was not so the +thought of each outtraveled separation. Their differences, their +varied colors of being, seemed but to bind them closer. They entered +this room like David and Jonathan. + +Ian also was tall, but not so largely made as was the other. Lithe, +embrowned, with gold-bronze hair and eyes, knit of a piece, moving as +by one undulation, there was something in him not like the Scot, +something foreign, exotic. Sometimes Alexander called him "Saracen"--a +finding of the imagination that dated from old days upon the moor +above the Kelpie's Pool when they read together the _Faery Queen_. The +other day, at Black Hill, this ancient fancy had played through +Alexander's mind while Mr. Wotherspoon talked of Italy, and Mrs. +Alison of Babylonish lords.... The point was that he relished Paynim +knight and Renaissance noble and prince of Babylon. Let Ian seem or be +all that, and richer yet! Still there would be Ian, outside of all +circles drawn. + +In the room that he called the "alchemical," Ian, disengaging himself, +turned and put both hands on Alexander's shoulders. "Thou Old +Steadfast!" he cried. "God knows how glad I am to see thee!" + +Alexander laughed. "Not more glad than I am at the sight of you! +What's the tidings?" + +"What should they be? I am tired of being King George's soldier!" + +"So that you are tired of being any little king of this earth's +soldier!" + +"Why, I think I am--" + +"Kings 'over the water' included, Ian?" + +"Kings without kingdoms? Well," said Ian, "they don't amount to much, +do they?" + +"They do not." The two moved together to the table and the chairs by +it. "You are free of them, Ian?" + +"What is it to be free of them?" + +"Well, to be plain, out of the Stewart cark and moil! Pretender, +Chevalier de St. George, or uncrowned king--let it drift away like the +dead leaf it is!" + +"A dead leaf. Is it a dead leaf?... I wonder!... But you are usually +right, old Steadfast!" + +"I see that you will not tell me plainly." + +"Are you so anxious? There is nothing to be anxious about." + +"Nothing.... What is 'nothing'?" + +Ian drummed upon the table and whistled "Lillibullero." +"Something--nothing. Nothing--something! Old Steadfast, you are a +sight for sair een! They say you make the best of lairds! Every cotter +sings of just ways!" + +"My father was a good laird. I would not shatter the tradition. Come +with me to Edinburgh and London, on that journey I wrote you of!" + +"No. I want to sink into the summer green and not raise my head from +some old poetry book! I have been marching and countermarching until I +am tired. As for what you have in your mind, don't fash yourself about +it! I will say that, at the moment, I think it _is_ a dead leaf.... Of +course, should the Pope's staff unexpectedly begin to bud and +flower--! But it mayn't--indeed, it only looks at present smooth and +polished and dead.... I left the army because, naturally, I didn't +want to be there in case--just in case--the staff budded. Heigho! It +is the truth. You need not look troubled," said Ian. + +His friend must rest with that. He did so, and put that matter aside. +At any rate, things stood there better than he had feared. "I shall be +gone a month or two. But you'll still be here when I come home?" + +"As far as I know I'll be here through the summer. I have no plans.... +If the leaf remains dry and dead, what should you say to taking ship +at Leith in September for Holland? Amsterdam--then Antwerp--then the +Rhine. We might see the great Frederick--push farther and look at the +Queen of Hungary." + +"No, I may not. I look to be a home-staying laird." + +They sat with the table between them, and the light from the four +sides of the room rippled and crossed over them. Books were on the +table, folios and volumes in less. + +"The home-staying laird--the full scholar--at last the writer--the +master ... it is a good fortune!" + +As Ian spoke he stretched his arms, he leaned back in his chair and +regarded the room, the fireplace, the little furnace, and the shelves +ranged with the quaint, makeshift apparatuses of boyhood. He looked at +the green boughs without the loophole windows and at the crossing +lights and shadows, and the brown books upon the brown table, and at +last, under somewhat lowered lids, at Alexander. What moved in the +bottom of his mind it would be hard to say. He thought that he loved +the man sitting over against him, and so, surely, to some great amount +he did. But somewhere, in the thousand valleys behind them, he had +stayed in an inn of malice and had carried hence poison in a vial as +small as a single cell. What suddenly made that past to burn and set +it in the present it were hard to say. A spark perhaps of envy or of +jealousy, or a movement of contempt for Alexander's "fortune." But he +looked at his friend with half-closed eyes, and under the sea of +consciousness crawled, half-blind, half-asleep, a willingness for +Glenfernie to find some thorn in life. The wish did not come to +consciousness. It was far down. He thought of himself as steel true to +Alexander. And in a moment the old love drew again. He put out his +hands across the board. "When are we going to see Mother Binning and +to light the fire in the cave?... There are not many like you, +Alexander! I'm glad to get back." + +"I'm glad to have you back, old sworn-fellow, old Saracen!" + +They clasped hands. Gray eyes and brown eyes with gold flecks met in a +gaze that was as steady with the one as with the other. It was +Alexander who first loosened handclasp. + +They talked of affairs, particular and general, of Ian's late +proceedings and the lairdship of Alexander, of men and places that +they knew away from this countryside. Ian watched the other as they +talked. Whatever there was that had moved, down there in the abyss, +was asleep again. + +"Old Steadfast, you are ruddy and joyous! How long since I was here, +in the winter? Four months? Well, you've changed. What is it?... Is it +love? Are you in love?" + +"If I am--" Glenfernie rose and paced the room. Coming to one of the +narrow windows, he stood and looked out and down upon bank and brae +and wood and field and moor. He returned to the table. "I'll tell you +about it." + +He told. Ian sat and listened. The light played about him, shook gold +dots and lines over his green coat, over his hands, his faintly +smiling face, his head held straight and high. He was so well to look +at, so "magnificent"! Alexander spoke with the eloquence of a +possessing passion, and Ian listened and felt himself to be the +sympathizing friend. Even the profound, unreasonable, unhumorous +idealism of old Steadfast had its quaint, Utopian appeal. He was going +to marry the farmer's granddaughter, though he might, undoubtedly, +marry better.... Ian listened, questioned, summed up: + +"I have always been the worldly-wise one! Is there any use in my +talking now of worldly wisdom?" + +"No use at all." + +"Then I won't!... Old Alexander the Great, are you happy?" + +"If she gives me her love." + +Ian dismissed that with a wave of his hand. "Oh, I think she'll give +it, dear simpleton!" He looked at Glenfernie now with genial +affection. "Well, on the whole, and balancing one thing against +another, I think that I want you to be happy!" + +Alexander laughed at that minification. "And my happiness is big +enough--or if I get it it will be big enough--not in the least to +disturb our friendship country, Ian!" + +"I'll believe that, too. Our relations are old and rooted." + +"Old and rooted." + +"So I wish you joy.... And I remember when you thought you would not +marry!" + +"Oh--memories! I'm sweeping them away! I'm beginning again!... I hold +fast the memory of friendship. I hold fast the memory that somehow, in +this form or that, I must have loved her from the beginning of +things!" He rose and moved about the room. Going to the fireplace, he +leaned his forehead against the stone and looked down at the laid, not +kindled, wood. He turned and came back to Ian. "The world seems to me +all good." + +Ian laughed at him, half in raillery, but half in a flood of kindness. +If what had stirred had been ancient betrayal, alive and vital one +knew not when, now again it was dead, dead. He rose, he put his arm +again about Alexander's shoulder. "Glenfernie! Glenfernie! you're in +deep! Well, I hope the world will stay heaven, e'en for your sake!" + +They left the old room with its hauntings of a boy's search for gold, +with, back of that, who might know what hauntings of ancient times and +fortress doings, violences and agonies, subduings, revivings, cark and +care and light struggling through, dark nights and waited-for dawns! +They went down the stair and out of the keep. Late June flamed around +them. + +Ian stayed another hour or two ere he rode back to Black Hill. With +Glenfernie he went over Glenfernie House, the known, familiar rooms. +They went to the school-room together and out through the breach in +the old castle wall, and sat among the pine roots, and looked down +through leafy tree-tops to the glint of water. When, in the sun-washed +house and narrow garden and grassy court, they came upon men and women +they stopped and spoke, and all was friendly and merry as it should be +in a land of good folk. Ian had his crack with Davie, with Eppie and +Phemie and old Lauchlinson and others. They sat for a few minutes with +Mrs. Grizel where, in a most housewifely corner, she measured currants +and bargained with pickers of cherries. Strickland they came upon in +the book-room. With the Jardines and this gentleman the sense of +employed and employee had long ago passed into a larger inclusion. He +and the young laird talked and worked together as members of one +family. Now there was some converse among the three, and then the two +left Strickland in the cool, dusky room. Outside the house June flamed +again. For a while they paced up and down under the trees in the +narrow garden atop the craggy height. Then Ian mounted Fatima, who all +these years was kept for him at Black Hill. + +"You'll come over to-morrow?" + +"Yes." + +Glenfernie watched him down the steep-descending, winding road, and +thought of many roads that, good company, he and Ian had traveled +together. + +This was the middle of the day. In the afternoon he walked to White +Farm.... It was sunset when he turned his face homeward. He looked +back and saw Elspeth at the stepping-stones, in a clear flame of +golden sky and golden water. She had seemed kind; he walked on air, +his hand in Hope's. Hope had well-nigh the look of Assurance. He was +going away because it was promised and arranged for and he must go. +But he was coming again--he was coming again. + +A golden moon rose through the clear east. He was in no hurry to reach +Glenfernie House. The aching, panting bliss that he felt, the energy +compressed, held back, straining at the leash, wanted night and +isolation. So it could better dream of day and the clasp of that other +that with him would make one. Now he walked and now stood, his eyes +upon the mounting orb or the greater stars that it could not dim, and +now he stretched himself in the summer heath. At last, not far from +midnight, he came to that face of Glenfernie Hill below the old wall, +to the home stream and the bit of thick wood where once, in boyhood, +he had lain with covered face under the trees and little by little had +put from his mind "The Cranes of Ibycus." The moonlight was all broken +here. Shafts of black and white lay inextricably crossed and mingled. +Alexander passed through the little wood and climbed, with the secure +step of old habit, the steep, rough path to the pine without the wall, +there stooped and came through the broken wall to the moon-silvered +court, and so to the door left open for him. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +The laird of Glenfernie was away to Edinburgh on Black Alan, Tam +Dickson with him on Whitefoot. Ian Rullock riding Fatima, behind him a +Black Hill groom on an iron-gray, came over the moor to the head of +the glen. Ian checked the mare. Behind him rolled the moor, with the +hollow where lay, water in a deep jade cup, the Kelpie's Pool. Before +him struck down the green feathered cleft, opening out at last into +the vale. He could see the water there, and a silver gleam that was +White Farm. He sat for a minute, pondering whether he should ride back +the way he had come or, giving Fatima to Peter Lindsay, walk through +the glen. He looked at his watch, looked, too, at a heap of clouds +along the western horizon. The gleam in the vale at last decided him. +He left the saddle. + +"Take Fatima around to White Farm, Lindsay. I'll walk through the +glen." His thought was, "I might as well see what like is Alexander's +inamorata!" It was true that he had seen her quite long ago, but time +had overlaid the image, or perhaps he had never paid especial note. + +Peter Lindsay stooped to catch the reins that the other tossed him. +"There's weather in thae clouds, sir!" + +"Not before night, I think. They're moving very slowly." + +Lindsay turned with the horses. Ian, light of step, resilient, +"magnificent," turned from the purple moor into the shade of birches. +A few moments and he was near the cot of Mother Binning. A cock +crowed, a feather of blue smoke went up from her peat fire. + +He came to her door, meaning to stay but for a good-natured five +minutes of gossip. She had lived here forever, set in the picture with +ash-tree and boulder. But when he came to the door he found sitting +with her, in the checkered space behind the opening, Glenfernie's +inamorata. + +Now he remembered her.... He wondered if he had truly ever forgotten +her. + +When he had received his welcome he sat down upon the door-step. He +could have touched Elspeth's skirt. When she lowered her eyes they +rested upon his gold-brown head, upon his hand in a little pool of +light. + +"Eh, laddie!" said Mother Binning, "but ye grow mair braw each time ye +come!" + +Elspeth thought him braw. The wishing-green where they danced, hand in +hand!... Now she knew--now she knew--why her heart had lain so cold +and still--for months, for years, cold and still! That was what hearts +did until the sun came.... Definitely, in this hour, for her now, upon +this stretch of the mortal path, Ian became the sun. + +Ian sat daffing, talking. The old woman listened, her wheel idle; the +young woman listened. The young woman, sitting half in shadow, half in +light, put up her hand and drew farther over her face the brim of her +wide hat of country weave. She wished to hide her eyes, her lips. She +sat there pale, and through her ran in fine, innumerable waves human +passion and longing, wild courage and trembling humility. + +The sunlight that flooded the door-stone and patched the cottage floor +began to lessen and withdraw. Low and distant there sounded a roll of +thunder. Jock Binning came upon his crutches from the bench by the +stream where he made a fishing-net. + +"A tempest's daundering up!" + +Elspeth rose. "I must go home--I must get home before it comes!" + +"If ye'll bide, lassie, it may go by." + +"No, I cannot." She had brought to Mother Binning a basket heaped with +bloomy plums. She took it up and set it on the table. "I'll get the +basket when next I come. Now I must go! Hark, there's the thunder +again!" + +Ian had risen also. "I will go with you. Yes! It was my purpose to +walk through to White Farm. I sent Fatima around with Peter Lindsay." + +As they passed the ash-tree there was lightning, but yet the heavens +showed great lakes of blue, and a broken sunlight lay upon the path. + +"There's time enough! We need not go too fast. The path is rough for +that." + +They walked in silence, now side by side, now, where the way was +narrow, one before the other. The blue clouded over, there sprang a +wind. The trees bent and shook, the deep glen grew gray and dark. +That wind died and there was a breathless stillness, heated and heavy. +Each heard the other's breathing as they walked. + +"Let us go more quickly! We have a long way." + +"Will you go back to Mother Binning's?" + +"That, too, is far." + +They had passed the cave a little way and were in mid-glen. It was +dusk in this narrow pass. The trees hung, shadows in a brooding +twilight; between the close-set pillars of the hills the sky showed +slate-hued, with pallid feathers of cloud driven across. Lightning +tore it, the thunder was loud, the trees upon the hilltops began to +move. Some raindrops fell, large, slow, and warm. The lightning ran +again, blindingly bright; the ensuing thunderclap seemed to shake the +rock. As it died, the cataract sound of the wind was heard among the +ranked trees. The drops came faster, came fast. + +"It's no use!" cried Ian. "You'll be drenched and blinded! There's +danger, too, in these tall trees. Come back to the cave and take +shelter!" + +He turned. She followed him, breathless, liking the storm--so that no +bolt struck him. In every nerve, in every vein, she felt life rouse +itself. It was like day to old night, summer to one born in winter, a +passion of revival where she had not known that there was anything to +revive. The past was as it were not, the future was as it were not; +all things poured into a tremendous present. It was proper that there +should be storm without, if within was to be this enormous, aching, +happy tumult that was pain indeed, but pain that one would not spare! + +Ian parted the swinging briers. They entered the cavern. If it was +dim outside in the glen, it was dimmer here. Then the lightning +flashed and all was lit. It vanished, the light from the air in +conflict with itself. All was dark--then the flash again! The rain now +fell in a torrent. + +"At least it is dry here! There is wood, but I have no way to make +fire." + +"I am not cold." + +"Sit here, upon this ledge. Alexander and I cleared it and widened +it." + +She sat down. When he spoke of Alexander she thought of Alexander, +without unkindness, without comparing, without compunction, a thought +colorless and simple, as of one whom she had known and liked a long +time ago. Indeed, it might be said that she had little here with which +to reproach herself. She had been honest--had not said "Take!" where +she could not fulfil.... And now the laird of Glenfernie was like a +form met long ago--long ago! It seemed so long and far away that she +could not even think of him as suffering. As she might leave a +fugitive memory, so she turned her mind from him. + +Ian thought of Alexander ... but he looked, by the lightning's lamp, +at the woman opposite. + +She was not the first that he had desired, but he desired now with +unwonted strength. He did not know why--he did not analyze himself nor +the situation--but all the others seemed gathered up in her. She was +fair to him, desirable!... He thirsted, quite with the mortal honesty +of an Arab, day and night and day again without drink in the desert, +and the oasis palms seen at last on the horizon. In his self-direction +thitherward he was as candid, one-pointed, and ruthless as the Arab +might be. He had no deliberate thought of harm to the woman before +him--as little as the Arab would have of hurting the well whose cool +wave seemed to like the lip touch. Perhaps he as little stopped to +reason as would have done the Arab. Perhaps he had no thought of +deeply injuring a friend. If there were two desert-traversers, or more +than two, making for the well, friendship would not hold one back, +push another forward. Race!--and if the well was but to one, then let +fate and Allah approve the swiftest! Under such circumstances would +not Alexander outdo him if he might? He was willing to believe so. +Glenfernie said himself that the girl did not know if she cared for +him. If, then, the well was not for him, anyway?... _Where was the +wrong?_ Now Ian believed in his own power and easy might and +pleasantness and, on the whole, goodness--believed, too, in the love +of Alexander for him, love that he had tried before, and it held. _And +if he made love to Elspeth Barrow need old Steadfast ever know it?_ +And, finally, and perhaps, unacknowledged to himself, from the first, +he turned to that cabinet of his heart where was the vial made of +pride, that held the drop of malice. The storm continued. They looked +through the portcullis made by the briers upon a world of rain. The +lightning flashed, the thunder rolled; in here was the castle hold, +dim and safe. They were as alone as in a fairy-tale, as alone as +though around the cave beat an ocean that boat had never crossed. + +They sat near each other; once or twice Ian, rising, moved to and fro +in the cave, or at the opening looked into the turmoil without. When +he did this her eyes followed him. Each, in every fiber, had +consciousness of the other. They were as conscious of each other as +lion and lioness in a desert cave. + +They talked, but they did not talk much. What they said was trite +enough. Underneath was the potent language, wave meeting wave with +shock and thrill and exultation. These would not come, here and now, +to outer utterance. But sooner or later they would come. Each knew +that--though not always does one acknowledge what is known. + +When they spoke it was chiefly of weather and of country people.... + +The lightning blazed less frequently, thunder subdued itself. For a +time the rain fell thick and leaden, but after an hour it thinned and +grew silver. Presently it wholly stopped. + +"This storm is over," said Ian. + +Elspeth rose from the ledge of stone. He drew aside the dripping +curtain of leaf and stem, and she stepped forth from the cave, and he +followed. The clouds were breaking, the birds were singing. The day of +creation could not have seen the glen more lucent and fragrant. When, +soon, they came to its lower reaches, with White Farm before them, +they saw overhead a rainbow. + + * * * * * + +The day of the storm and the cave was over, but with no outward word +their inner selves had covenanted to meet again. They met in the leafy +glen. It was easy for her to find an errand to Mother Binning's, or, +even, in the long summer afternoons, to wander forth from White Farm +unquestioned. As for him, he came over the moor, avoided the cot at +the glen head, and plunged down the steep hillside below. Once they +met Jock Binning in the glen. After that they chose for their +trysting-place that green hidden arm that once she and the laird of +Glenfernie had entered. + +Elspeth did not think in those days; she loved. She moved as one who +is moved; she was drawn as by the cords of the sun. The Ancient One, +the Sphinx, had her fast. The reflection of a greater thing claimed +her and taught her, held her like a bayadere in a temple court. + +As for Ian, he also held that he loved. He was the Arab bound for the +well for which he thirsted, single-minded as to that, and without much +present consciousness of tarnish or sin.... But what might arise in +his mind when his thirst was quenched? Ian did not care, in these +blissful days, to think of that. + +He had come on the day of the storm, the cave, and the rainbow to a +fatal place in his very long life. He was upon very still, deep water, +glasslike, with only vague threads and tremors to show what might +issue in resistless currents. He had been in such a place, in his +planetary life, over and over and over again. This concatenation had +formed it, or that concatenation; the surrounding phenomena varied, +but essentially it was always the same, like a dream place. The +question was, would he turn his boat, or raft, or whatever was beneath +him, or his own stroke as swimmer, and escape from this glassy place +whose currents were yet but tendrils? He could do it; it was the +Valley of Decision.... But so often, in all those lives whose bitter +and sweet were distilled into this one, he had not done it. It had +grown much easier not to do it. Sometimes it had been illusory love, +sometimes ambition, sometimes towering pride and self-seeking, +sometimes mere indolent unreadiness, dreamy self-will. On he had gone +out of the lower end of the Valley of Decision, where the tendrils +became arms of giants and decisions might no longer be made. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +The laird of Glenfernie stayed longer from home than, riding away, he +had expected to do. It was the latter half of August when he and Black +Alan, Tam Dickson and Whitefoot, came up the winding road to +Glenfernie door. Phemie it was, at the clothes-lines, who noted them +on the lowest spiral, who turned and ran and informed the household. +"The laird's coming! The laird's coming!" Men and women and dogs began +to stir. + +Strickland, looking from the window of his own high room, saw the +riders in and out of the bronzing woods. Descending, he joined Mrs. +Grizel upon the wide stone step without the hall door. Davie was in +waiting, and a stable-boy or two came at a run. + +"Two months!" said Mrs. Grizel. "But it used to be six months, a year, +two years, and more! He grows a home body, as lairds ought to be!" + +Alexander dismounted at the door, took her in his arms and kissed her +twice, shook hands with Strickland, greeted Davie and the men. "How +good it is to get home! I've pined like a lost bairn. And none of you +look older--Aunt Grizel hasn't a single white hair!" + +"Go along with you, laddie!" said Aunt Grizel. "You haven't been so +long away!" + +The sun was half-way down the western quarter. He changed his +riding-clothes, and they set food for him in the hall. He ate, and +Davie drew the cloth and brought wine and glasses. Some matter or +other called Mrs. Grizel away, but Strickland stayed and drank wine +with him. + +Questions and answers had been exchanged. Glenfernie gave in detail +reasons for his lengthened stay. There had been a business +postponement and complication--in London Jamie's affairs; again, in +Edinburgh, insistence of kindred with whom Alice was blooming, +"growing a fine lady, too!" and at the last a sudden and for a while +dangerous sickness of Tam Dickson's that had kept them a week at an +inn a dozen miles this side of Edinburgh. + +"Each time I started up sprang a stout hedge! But they're all down now +and here I am!" He raised his wine-glass. "To home, and the sweetness +thereof!" said Alexander. + +"I am glad to see you back," said Strickland, and meant it. + +The late sunlight streamed through the open door. Bran, the old hound, +basked in it; it wiped the rust from the ancient weapons on the wall +and wrote hieroglyphics in among them; it made glow the wine in the +glass. Alexander turned in his chair. + +"It's near sunset.... Now what, just, did you hear about Ian Rullock's +going?" + +"We supposed that he would be here through the autumn--certainly until +after your return. Then, three days ago, comes Peter Lindsay with the +note for you, and word that he was gone. Lindsay thought that he had +received letters from great people and had gone to them for a visit." + +Alexander spread the missive that had been given him upon the table. +"It's short!" He held it so that Strickland might read: + + GLENFERNIE,--Perhaps the leaf is not yet wholly sere. + Be that as it may be, I'm leaving Black Hill for a time. + + IAN RULLOCK. + +"That's a puzzling billet!" said Alexander. "'_Glenfernie_--_Ian +Rullock!_'" + +"What does he mean by the leaf not dead?" + +"That was a figure of speech used between us in regard to a certain +thing.... Well, he also has moods! It is my trust that he has not +answered to some one's piping that the leaf's not dead! That is the +likeliest thing--that he answered and has gone. I'll ride to Black +Hill to-morrow." The sun set, twilight passed, candles were lighted. +"Have you seen any from White Farm?" + +"I walked there from Littlefarm with Robin Greenlaw. Jarvis Barrow was +reading Leviticus, looking like a listener in the Plain of Sinai. They +expected Gilian home from Aberdeen. They say the harvest everywhere is +good." + +Alexander asked no further and presently they parted for the night. +The laird of Glenfernie looked from his chamber window, and he looked +toward White Farm. It was dark, clear night, and all the autumn stars +shone like worlds of hope. + +The next morning he mounted his horse and went off to Black Hill. He +would get this matter of Ian straight. It was early when he rode, and +he came to Black Hill to find Mr. Touris and his sister yet at the +breakfast-table. Mrs. Alison, who might have been up hours, sat over +against a dour-looking master of the house who sipped his tea and +crumbled his toast and had few good words for anything. But he was +glad and said that he was glad to see Glenfernie. + +"Now, maybe, we'll have some light on Ian's doings!" + +"I came for light to you, sir." + +"Do you mean that he hasn't written you?" + +"Only a line that I found waiting for me. It says, simply, that he +leaves Black Hill for a while." + +"Well, you won't get light from me! My light's darkness. The women +found in his room a memorandum of ships and two addresses, one a house +in Amsterdam, and one, if you please, in Paris--_Faubourg +Saint-Germain!_" + +"Do you mean that he left without explanation or good-by?" + +Mrs. Alison spoke. "No, Archibald does not mean that. One evening Ian +outdid himself in bonniness and golden talk. Then as we took our +candles he told us that the wander-fever had him and that he would be +riding to Edinburgh. Archibald protested, but he daffed it by. So the +next day he went, and he may be in Edinburgh. It would seem nothing, +if these Highland chiefs were not his kin and if there wasn't this +round and round rumor of the Pretender and the French army! There may +be nothing--he may be riding back almost to-morrow!" + +But Mr. Touris would not shake the black dog from his shoulders. +"He'll bring trouble yet--was born the sort to do it!" + +Alexander defended him. + +"Oh, you're his friend--sworn for thick and thin! As for Alison, she'd +find a good word for the fiend from hell!--not that my sister's son is +anything of that," said the Scotchman. "But he'll bring trouble to +warm, canny, king-and-kirk-abiding folk! He's an Indian macaw in a +dove-cote." + +They rose from table. Out on the terrace they walked up and down in +the soft, bright morning light. Mr. Touris seemed to wish company; he +clung to Glenfernie until the latter must mount his horse and ride +home. Only for a moment did Alexander and Mrs. Alison have speech +together. + +"When will you be seeing Elspeth?" + +"I hope this afternoon." + +"May joy come to you, Alexander!" + +"I want it to come. I want it to come." + +He and Black Alan journeyed home. As he rode he thought now and again +of Ian, perhaps in Edinburgh according to his word of mouth, but +perhaps, despite that word, on board some ship that should place him +in the Low Countries, from which he might travel into France and to +Paris and that group of Jacobites humming like a byke of bees around a +prince, the heir of all the Stewarts. He thought with old affection +and old concern. Whatever Ian did--intrigued with Jacobite interest or +held aloof like a sensible man--yet was he Ian with the old appeal. +_Take me or leave me--me and my dusky gold!_ Alexander drew a deep +breath, shook his shoulders, raised his head. "Let my friend be as he +is!" + +He ceased to think of Ian and turned to the oncoming afternoon--the +afternoon rainbow-hued, coming on to the sound of music. + +Again in his own house, he and Strickland worked an hour or more upon +estate business. That over and dinner past, he went to the room in the +keep. When the hour struck three he passed out of the opening in the +old wall, clambered down the bank, and, going through the wood, took +his way to White Farm. + +Just one foreground wish in his mind was granted. There was an orchard +strip by White Farm, and here, beneath a red-apple tree, he found +Elspeth alone. She was perfectly direct with him. + +"Willy told us that you were home. I thought you might come now to +White Farm. I was watching. I wanted to speak to you where none was +by. Let us cross the burn and walk in the fields." + +The fields were reaped, lay in tawny stubble. The path ran by this and +by a lichened stone wall. Overhead, swallows were skimming. Heath and +bracken, rolled the colored hills. The air swam cool and golden, with +a smell of the harvest earth. + +"Elspeth, I stayed away years and years and years, and I stayed away +not one hour!" + +She stopped; she stood with her back to the wall. The farm-house had +sunk from sight, the sun was westering, the fields lay dim gold and +solitary. She had over her head a silken scarf, the ends of which she +drew together and held with one brown, slender hand against her +breast. She wore a dark gown; he saw her bosom rise and fall. + +"I watched for you to tell you that this must not go on any longer. I +came to my mind when you were gone, Mr. Alexander--I came to my mind! +I think that you are braw and noble, but in the way of loving, as love +is between man and woman, I have none for you--I have none for you!" + +The sun appeared to dip, the fields to darken. Pain came to +Glenfernie, wildering and blinding. He stood silent. + +"I might have known before you went--I might have known from that +first meeting, in May, in the glen! But I was a fool, and vague, and +willing, I suppose, to put tip of tongue to a land of sweetness! If, +mistaken myself, I helped you to mistake, I am bitter sorry and I ask +your forgiveness! But the thing, Glenfernie, the thing stands! It's +for us to part." + +He stared at her dumbly. In every line of her, in every tone of her, +there was finality. He was tenacious of purpose, capable of +long-sustained and patient effort, but he seemed to know that, for +this life, purpose and effort here might as well be laid aside. The +knowledge wrapped him, quiet, gray, and utter. He put his hands to his +brow; he moved a few steps to and fro; he came to the wall and leaned +against it. It seemed to him that he regarded the clay-cold corpse of +his life. + +"O the world!" cried Elspeth. "When we are little it seems so little! +If you suffer, I am sorry." + +"Present suffering may be faced if there's light behind." + +"There's not this light, Glenfernie.... O world! if there is some +other light--" + +"And time will do naught for me, Elspeth?" + +"No. Time will do naught for you. It is over! And the day goes down +and the world spins on." + +They stood apart, without speaking, under their hands the heaped +stones of the wall. The swallows skimmed; a tinkling of sheep-bells +was heard; the stubble and the moor beyond the fields lay in gold, in +sunken green and violet; the hilltops met the sky in a line long, +clean, remote, and still. Elspeth spoke. + +"I am going now, back home. Let's say good-by here, each wishing the +other some good in, or maybe out of, this carefu' world!" + +"You, also, are unhappy. Why?" + +"I am not! Do I seem so? I am sorry for unhappiness--that is all! Of +course we grow older," said Elspeth, "older and wiser. But you nor no +one must think that I am unhappy! For I am not." She put out her hands +to him. "Let us say good-by!" + +"Is it so? Is it so?" + +"Never make doubt of that! I want you to see that it is clean +snapped--clean gone!" + +She gave him her hands. They lay in his grasp untrembling, filled with +a gathered strength. He wrung them, bowed his head upon them, let them +go. They fell at her sides; then she raised them, drew the scarf over +her head and, holding it as before, turned and went away up the path +between the yellow stubble and the wall. She walked quickly, dark +clad; she was gone like a bird into a wood, like a branch of autumn +leaves when the sea fog rolls in. + +The laird of Glenfernie turned to his ancient house on the craggy +hill.... That night he made him a fire in his old loved room in the +keep. He sat beside it; he lighted candles and opened books, and now +and then he sat so still before them that he may have thought that he +read. But the books slipped away, and the candles guttered down, and +the fire went out. At last, in the thick darkness, he spread his arms +upon the table and bowed his head in them, and his frame shook with a +man's slow weeping. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +The bright autumn sank into November, November winds and mists into a +muffled, gray-roofed, white-floored December. And still the laird of +Glenfernie lived with the work of the estate and, when that was done, +and when the long, lonely, rambling daily walk or ride was over, with +books. The room in the keep had now many books. He sat among them, and +he built his fire higher, and his candles burned into late night. +Whether he read or did not read, he stayed among them and drew what +restless comfort he might. Strickland, from his own high room, waking +in the night, saw the loophole slit of light. + +He felt concern. The change that had come to his old pupil was marked +enough. Strickland's mind dwelt on the old laird. Was that the +personality, not of one, but of two, of the whole line, perhaps, +developing all the time, step by step with what seemed the plastic, +otherwise, free time of youth, appearing always in due season, when +its hour struck? Would Alexander, with minor differences, repeat his +father? How of the mother? Would the father drown the mother? In the +enormous all-one, the huge blend, what would arrive? Out of all +fathers and mothers, out of all causes? + +It could not be said that Alexander was surly. Nor, if the weather +was dark with him, that he tried to shake his darkness into others' +skies. Nor that he meanly succumbed to the weight, whatever it was, +that bore upon him. He did his work, and achieved at least the show of +equanimity. Strickland wondered. What was it that had happened? It +never occurred to him that it had happened here in this dale. But in +all that life of Alexander's in the wider world there must needs have +been relationships of lands established. Somewhere, something had +happened to overcloud his day, to uncover ancestral resemblances, +possibilities. Something, somewhere, and he had had news of it this +autumn.... It happened that Strickland had never seen Glenfernie with +Elspeth Barrow. + +Mrs. Grizel was not observant. So that her nephew came to breakfast, +dinner, and supper, so that he was not averse to casual speech of +household interests, so that he seemed to keep his health, so that he +gave her now and then words and a kiss of affection, she was willing +to believe that persons addicted to books and the company of +themselves had a right to stillness and gravity. Alice stayed in +Edinburgh; Jamie soldiered it in Flanders. Strickland wrote and +computed for and with the laird, then watched him forth, a solitary +figure, by the fir-trees, by the leafless trees, and down the circling +road into the winter country. Or he saw firelight in the keep and knew +that Alexander walked to and fro, to and fro, or sat bowed over a +book. Late at night, waking, he saw that Glenfernie still watched. + +It was not Ian Rullock nor anything to do with him that had helped on +this sharp alteration, this turn into some Cimmerian stretch of the +mind's or the emotions' vast landscape. If Strickland had at first +wondered if this might be the case, the thought vanished. Glenfernie, +free to speak of Ian, spoke freely, with the relief of there, at +least, a sunny day. It somewhat amazed and disquieted, even while it +touched, the older man of quiet passions and even ways, the old +strength of this friendship. Glenfernie seemed to brood with a +mother-passion over Ian. To an extent here he confided in Strickland. +The latter knew of the worry about Jacobite plots and the drawing of +Ian into that vortex--Ian known now to be in Paris, writing thence +twice or thrice during this autumn and early winter, letters that came +to Glenfernie's hand by unusual channels, smacking all of them of +Jacobite or High Tory transmissals. Strickland did not see these +letters. Of them Alexander said only that Ian wrote as usual, except +that he made no reference to sere leaves turning green or a dead staff +budding. + +In the room with only the loophole windows, by the firelight, +Alexander read over again the second of these letters. "So you have +loved and lost, old Steadfast? Let it not grieve you too much!" And +that was all of that. And it pleased Alexander that it was all. Ian +was too wise to touch and finger the heart. Ian, Ian, rich and deep +and himself almost! Ten thousand Ian recollections pressed in upon +Alexander. Let Ian, an he would, go a-lusting after old dynasties! Yet +was he Ian! In these months it was Ian memories that chiefly gave +Alexander comfort. + +They gave beyond what, at this time, Mrs. Alison could give. At +considerable intervals he went to Black Hill. But his old friend lived +in a rare, upland air, and he could not yet find rest in her clime. +She saw that. + +"It's for after a while, isn't it, Alexander? Oh, after a while you'll +see that it is the breathing, living air! But do not feel now that you +are in duty bound to come here. Wait until you feel like coming, and +never think that I'll be hurt--" + +"I am a marsh thing," he said. "I feel dull and still and cold, and +over me is a heavy atmosphere filled with motes. Forgive me and let me +come to you farther on and higher up." + +He went back to the gray crag, Glenfernie House and the room in the +keep, the fire and his books, and a brooding traveling over the past, +and, like a pool of gold in a long arctic night, the image, nested and +warm, of Ian. Love was lost, but there stayed the ancient, ancient +friend. + +Two weeks before Christmas Alice came home, bright as a rose. She +talked of a thousand events, large and small. Glenfernie listened, +smiled, asked questions, praised her, and said it was good to have +brightness in the house. + +"Aye, it is!" she answered. "How grave and old you and Mr. Strickland +and the books and the hall and Bran look!" + +"It's heigho! for Jamie, isn't it?" asked Alexander. "Winter makes us +look old. Wait till springtime!" + +That evening she waylaid Strickland. "What is the matter with +Alexander?" + +"I don't know." + +"He looks five years older. He looks as though he had been through +wars." + +"Perhaps he has. I don't know what it is," said Strickland, soberly. + +"Do you think," said Alice--"do you think he could have had--oh, +somewhere out in the world!--a love-affair, and it ended badly? She +died, or there was a rival, or something like that, and he has just +heard of it?" + +"You have been reading novels," said Strickland. "And yet--!" + +That night, seeing from his own window the light in the keep, he +turned to his bed with the thought of the havoc of love. Lying there +with open eyes he saw in procession Unhappy Love. He lay long awake, +but at last he turned and addressed himself to sleep. "He's a strong +climber! Whatever it is, maybe he'll climb out of it." + +But in the keep, Alexander, sitting by the fire with lowered head and +hanging hands, saw not the time when he would climb out of it.... + +He went no more to White Farm. He went, though not every Sunday, to +kirk and sat with his aunt and with Strickland in the laird's boxlike, +curtained pew. Mr. M'Nab preached of original sin and ineffable +condemnation, and of the few, the very, very few, saved as by fire. He +saw Jarvis Barrow sitting motionless, sternly agreeing, and beyond him +Jenny Barrow and then Elspeth and Gilian. Out of kirk, in the +kirkyard, he gave them good day. He studied to keep strangeness out +of his manner; an onlooker would note only a somewhat silent, +preoccupied laird. He might be pondering the sermon. Mr. M'Nab's +sermons were calculated to arouse alarm and concern--or, in the case +of the justified, stern triumph--in the human breast. White Farm made +no quarrel with the laird for that quietude and withdrawing. In the +autumn he had told Jarvis Barrow of that hour with Elspeth in the +stubble-field. The old man listened, then, "They are strange warks, +women!" he said, and almost immediately went on to speak of other +things. There seemed no sympathy and no regret for the earthly +happening. But he liked to debate with the laird election and the +perseverance of the saints. + +Jenny Barrow, only, could not be held from exclamation over +Glenfernie's defection. "Why does he na come as he used to? Wha's done +aught to him or said a word to gie offense?" She talked to Menie and +Merran since Elspeth and Gilian gave her notice that they were wearied +of the subject. Perhaps Jenny's concern with it kept her from the +perception that not Glenfernie only was changing or had changed. +Elspeth--! But Elspeth had been always a dreamer, rather silent, a +listener rather than a speaker. Jenny did not look around corners; the +overt sufficed for a bustling, good-natured life. Gilian's arrival, +moreover, made for a diversion of attention. By the time novelty +subsided again into every day an altered Elspeth had so fitted into +the frame of life that Jenny was unaware of alteration. + +But Gilian was not Jenny. + +Each of Jarvis Barrow's granddaughters had her own small bedroom. +Three nights after Gilian's home-coming she came, when the candles +were out, into Elspeth's room. It was September and, for the season, +warm. A great round moon poured its light into the little room. +Elspeth was seated upon her bed. Her hair was loosened and fell over +her white gown. Her feet were under her; she sat like an Eastern +carving, still in the moonlight. + +"Elspeth!" + +Elspeth took a moment to come back to White Farm. "What is it, +Gilian?" + +Gilian moved to the window and sat in it. She had not undressed. The +moon silvered her, too. "What has happened, Elspeth?" + +"Naught. What should happen?" + +"It's no use telling me that.--We've been away from each other almost +a year. I know that I've changed, grown, in that time, and it's +natural that you should do the same. But it's something besides that!" + +Elspeth laughed and her laughter was like a little, cold, mirthless +chime of silver bells. "You're fanciful, Gilian!... We're no longer +lassies; we're women! So the colors of things get a little +different--that's all!" + +"Don't you love me, Elspeth?" + +"Yes, I love you. What has that to do with it?" + +"Has it not? Has love naught to do with it? Love at all--all love?" + +Elspeth parted her long dark hair into two waves, drew it before her, +and began to braid it, sitting still, her limbs under her, upon the +bed. "I saw you on the moor walking and talking with grandfather. +What did he say to you?" + +"You are changed and I said that you were changed. He had not +noticed--he would not be like to notice! Then he told me about the +laird and you." + +"Yes. About the laird and me." + +"You couldn't love him? They say he is a fine man." + +"No, I couldn't love him. I like him. He understands. No one is to +blame." + +"But if it is not that, what is it--what is it, Elspeth?" + +"It's naught--naught--naught, I tell you!" + +"It's a strange naught that makes you like a dark lady in a +ballad-book!" + +Elspeth laughed again. "Didn't I say that you were fanciful? It's late +and I am sleepy." + +That had been while the leaves were still upon the trees. The next +morning and thenceforward Elspeth seemed to make a point of +cheerfulness. It passed with her aunt and the helpers in the house. +Jarvis Barrow appeared to take no especial note if women laughed or +sighed, so long as they lived irreproachably. + +The leaves bronzed, the autumn rains came, the leaves fell, the trees +stood bare, the winds began to blow, there fell the first snowflakes. +Gilian, walking home from the town, was overtaken on the moor by Robin +Greenlaw. + +"Where is Elspeth?" + +"We are making our winter dresses. She would not leave her sewing." + +The cousins walked upon the moor path together. Gilian was fairer and +more strongly made than Elspeth. They walked in silence; then said +Robin: + +"You're the old Gilian, but I'm sure I miss the old Elspeth!" + +"I think, myself, she's gone visiting! I rack and rack my brains to +find what grief could have come to Elspeth. She will not help me." + +"Gilian, could it be that, after all, her heart is set on the laird?" + +"Did you know about that?" + +"In part I guessed, watching them together. And then I saw how +Glenfernie oldened in a night. Then, being with my uncle one day, he +let drop a word that I followed up. I led him on and he told me. +Glenfernie acted like a true man." + +"If there's one thing of which I'm sure it is that she hardly thinks +of him from Sunday to Sunday. She thinks then for a little because she +sees him in kirk--but that passes, too!" + +"Then what is it?" + +"I don't know. I don't know of anybody else. Maybe no outer thing has +anything to do with it. Sometimes we just have drumlie, dreary seasons +and we do not know why.... She loves the spring. Maybe when spring +comes she'll be Elspeth once more!" + +"I hope so," said Greenlaw. "Spring makes all the world bonny again." + +That was in November. On Christmas Eve Elspeth Barrow drowned herself +in the Kelpie's Pool. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +There had been three hours of light on Christmas Day when Robin +Greenlaw appeared at Glenfernie House and would see the laird. + +"He's in his ain room in the keep," said Davie, and went with the +message. + +Alexander came down the stair and out into the flagged court. The +weather had been unwontedly clement, melting the earlier snows, +letting the brown earth forth again for one look about her. To-day +there was pale sunlight. Greenlaw sat his big gray. The laird came to +him. + +"Get down, man, and come in for Christmas cheer!" + +"Send Davie away," said Greenlaw. + +Alexander's gray eyes glanced. "You're bringing something that is not +Christmas cheer!--Davie, tell Dandie Saunderson to saddle Black Alan +at once.--Now, Robin!" + +"Yesterday," said Greenlaw, "Elspeth Barrow vanished from White Farm. +They wanted to send Christmas fare to old Skene the cotter. She said +she would take a basket there, and so she went away, down the +stream--about ten of the morning they think it was. It was not for +hours that they grew at all anxious. She's never come back. She did +not go to Skene's. We can hear no word of her from any. Her +grandfather and I and the men at White Farm looked for her through the +night. This morning there's an alarm sent up and down the dale." + +"What harm could happen--" + +"She might have strayed into some lonely place--fallen--hurt herself. +There were gipsies seen the other day over by Windyedge. Or she might +have walked on and on upon what road she took, and somehow none +chanced to notice her. I am going now to ride the Edinburgh way." + +"Have you gone up the glen?" + +"That was tried this morning at first light. But that is just opposite +to Skene's and the way she certainly took at first. She would have to +turn and go about through the woods, or White Farm would see her." His +voice had a haunting note of fear and trouble. + +Glenfernie caught it. "She was not out of health nor unhappy?" + +"She is changed from the old Elspeth. When you ask her if she is +unhappy she says that she is not.... I do not know. Something is +wrong. With the others, I am seeking about as though I expected each +moment to see her sitting or standing by the roadside. But I do not +expect to see her. I do not know what I expect. We have sent to +Windyedge to apprehend those gipsies." + +"Let me speak one moment to Mr. Strickland to send the men forth and +go himself. Then I am ready." + +On Black Alan he rode with Robin down the hill and through the wood +and upon the White Farm way. The earth was mainly bare of snow, but +frozen hard. The hoofs rang out but left no print. The air hung still, +light and dry; the sun, far in the south, sent slanting, pale-gold +beams. The two men made little speech as they rode. They passed men +and youths, single figures and clusters. + +"Ony news, Littlefarm? We've been--or we're going--seeking here, or +here--" + +A woman stopped them. "It was thae gipsies, sirs! I had a dream about +them, five nights syne! A lintwhite was flying by them, and they gave +chase. Either it's that or she made away with herself! I had a dream +that might be read that way, too." + +When they came to White Farm it was to find there only Jenny and Menie +and Merran. + +"Somebody maun stay to keep the house warm gin the lassie come +stumbling hame, cauld and hungry and half doited! Eh, Glenfernie, ye +that are a learned man and know the warld, gie us help!" + +"I am going up the glen," said Alexander to Greenlaw. "I do not know +why, but I think it should be tried again. And I know it, root and +branch. I am going afoot. I will leave Black Alan here." + +They wasted no time. He went, while Robin Greenlaw on his gray took +the opposed direction. Looking back, he saw the great fire that Jenny +kept, dancing through the open door and in the pane of the window. +Then the trees and the winding of the path shut it away, shut away +house and field and all token of human life. + +He moved swiftly to the mouth of the glen, but then more slowly. The +trees soared bare, the water rushed with a hoarse sound, snow lay in +clefts. So well he knew the place! There was no spot where foot might +have climbed, no ledge nor opening where form might lay, huddled or +outstretched, that lacked his searching eye or hand. Here was the +pebbly cape with the thorn-tree where in May he had come upon Elspeth, +sitting by the water, singing.... Farther on he turned into that +smaller, that fairy glen, bending like an arm from the main pass. Here +was the oak beneath which they had sat, against which she had leaned. +It wrapt him from himself, this place. He stood, and space around +seemed filled with forms just beyond visibility. What were they? He +did not know, but they seemed to breathe against his heart, to +whisper.... He searched this place well, but there were only the +winter banks and trees, the little burn, the invisible presences. Back +in the deep glen a hawk sailed overhead, across the stripe of +pale-blue sky. Alexander went on by the stream and the projecting rock +and the twisted roots. There was no sound other than the loud voice of +the water, talking only of its return to the sea. When he came to the +cave he pushed aside the masking growth and entered. Dark and barren +here, with the ashes of an old fire! For one moment, as it were +distinctly, he saw Ian. He stood so clear in the mind's eye that it +seemed that one intense effort might have set him bodily in the +cavern. But the central strength let the image go. Alexander moved the +ashes of the fire with his foot, shuddered in the place of cold and +shadow, and, stooping, went out of the cave and on upon his search for +Elspeth Barrow. + +He sought the glen through, and at last, at the head, he came to +Mother Binning's cot. Her fire was burning; she was standing in the +door looking toward him. + +"Eh, Glenfernie! is there news of the lassie?" + +"None. You've got the sight. Can you not _see_?" + +"It's gane from me! When it gaes I'm just like ony bird with a broken +wing." + +"If you cannot see, what do you think?" + +"I dinna want to think and I dinna want to say. Whaur be ye gaeing +now?" + +"On over the moor and down by the Kelpie's Pool." + +"Gae on then. I'll watch for ye coming back." + +He went on. Something strange had him, drawing him. He came out from +the band of trees upon the swelling open moor, bare and brown save +where the snow laced it. Gold filtered over it; a pale sky arched +above; it was wide, still, and awful--a desert. He saw the light run +down and glint upon the pool. Searchers had ridden across this moor +also, he had been told. He went down at once to the pool and stood by +the kelpie willow. He was not thinking, he was not keenly feeling. He +seemed to stand in open, endless, formless space, and in unfenced +time. A clump of dry reeds rose by his knee, and upon the other side +of these he noticed that a stone had been lifted from its bed. He +stooped, and in the reeds he found an inch-long fragment of ribbon--of +a snood. + +He stepped back from the willow. He took off and dropped upon the moor +hat and riding-coat and boots, inner coat and waistcoat. Then he +entered the Kelpie's Pool. He searched it, measure by measure, and at +last he found the body of Elspeth. He drew it up; he loosened and let +fall the stone tied in the plaid that was wrapped around it; he bore +the form out of the pool and laid it upon the bank beyond the willow. +The sunlight showed the whole, the face and figure. The laird of +Glenfernie, kneeling beside it, put back the long drowned hair and +saw, pinned upon the bosom of the gown, the folded letter, wrapped +twice in thicker paper. He took it from her and opened it. The writing +was yet legible. + + I hope that I shall not be found. If I am, let this answer + for me. I was unhappy, more unhappy than you can think. Let + no one be blamed. It was one far from here and you will not + know his name. Do not think of me as wicked nor as a + murderess. The unhappy should have pardon and rest. Good-by + to all--good-by! + +In the upper corner was written, "For White Farm." That was all. + +Glenfernie put this letter into the bosom of his shirt. He then got on +again the clothing he had discarded, and, stooping, put his arms +beneath the lifeless form. He lifted it and bore it from the Kelpie's +Pool and up the moor. He was a man much stronger than the ordinary; he +carried it as though he felt no weight. The icy water of the pool upon +him was as nothing, and as he walked his face was still as a stone +face in a desert. So he came with Elspeth's body back to the glen, and +Mother Binning saw him coming. + +"Hech, sirs! Hech, sirs! Will it hae been that way--will it hae been +that way?" + +He stopped for a moment. He laid his burden down upon the boards just +within the door and smoothed back the streaming hair. "Even the shell +flung out by the ocean is beautiful!" + +"Eh, man! Eh, man! It's wae sometimes to be a woman!" + +"Give me," he said, "a plaid, dry and warm, to hap her in." + +"Will ye na leave her here? Put her in my bed and gae tell White +Farm!" + +"No, I will carry her home." + +Mother Binning took from a chest a gray plaid. He lifted again the +dead woman, and she happed the plaid about her. "Ah, the lassie--the +lassie! Come to me, Glenfernie, and I will scry for you who it was!" + +He looked at her as though he did not hear her. He lifted the body, +holding it against his shoulder like a child, and went forth. He knew +the path so absolutely, he was so strong and light of foot, that he +went without difficulty through the glen, by the loud crying water, by +the points of crag and the curving roots and the drifts of snow, by +the green patches of moss and the trees great and small. He did not +hasten nor drag, he did not think. He went like a bronze Talus, made +simply to find, to carry home. + +Known feature after known feature of the place rose before him, passed +him, fell away. Here was the arm of the glen, and here was the pebbled +cape and the thorn-tree. The winter water swirled around it, sang of +cold and a hateful power. Here was the mouth of the glen. Here were +the fields which had been green and then golden with ripe corn. Here +were the White Farm roof and chimneys and windows, and blue smoke from +the chimney going straight up like a wraith to meet blue sky. Before +him was the open door. + +He had thought of there being only Jenny and the two servant lasses. +But in the time he had been gone there had regathered to White Farm, +for learning each from each, for consultation, for mere rest and food, +a number of the searchers. Jarvis Barrow had returned from the +northward-stretching moor, Thomas and Willy from the southerly fields. +Men who had begun to drag deep places in the stream were here for some +provision. A handful of women, hooded and wrapped, had come from +neighboring farms or from the village. Among them talked Mrs. +Macmurdo, who kept the shop, and the hostess of the Jardine Arms. And +there was here Jock Binning, who, for all his lameness and his +crutches, could go where he wished.... But it was Gilian, crossing +upon the stepping-stones, who saw Glenfernie coming by the stream with +the covered form in his arms. She met him; they went up the bank to +the house together. She had uttered one cry, but no more. + +"The Kelpie's Pool," he had answered. + +Jarvis Barrow came out of the door. "Eh! God help us!" + +They laid the form upon a bed. All the houseful crowded about. There +was no helping that, and as little might be helped Jenny's +lamentations and the ejaculations of others. It was White Farm +himself who took away the plaid. It lay there before them all, the +drowned form. The face was very quiet, strangely like Elspeth again, +the Elspeth of the springtime. All looked, all saw. + +"Gude guide us!" cried Mrs. Macmurdo. "And I wadna be some at the +Judgment Day when come up the beguiled, self-drownit lassies!" + +Jock Binning's voice rose from out the craning group. "Aye, and I +ken--and I ken wha was the man!" + +White Farm turned upon him. He towered, the old man. A winter wrath +and grief, an icy, scintillant, arctic passion, marked two there, the +laird of Glenfernie and the elder of the kirk. Gilian's grief stood +head-high with theirs, but their anger, the old man's disdaining and +the young man's jealousy, was far from her. In Jarvis Barrow's hand +was the paper, taken from Elspeth, given him by Glenfernie. He turned +upon the cripple. "Wha, then? Wha, then? Speak out!" + +He had that power of command that forced an answer. Jock Binning, +crutched and with an elfish face and figure and voice, had pulled down +upon himself the office of revelator. The group swayed a little from +him and he was left facing White Farm and the laird of Glenfernie. He +had a wailing, chanting, elvish manner of speech. Out streamed this +voice: + +"'Twere the last of June, twa-three days after the laird rode to +Edinburgh, and she brought my mither a giftie of plums and sat doon +for a crack with her. By he came and stood and talked. Syne the +clouds thickened and the thunder growlit, and he wad walk with her +hame through the glen--" + +"Wha wad? Wha?" + +"Captain Ian Rullock." + +"_Ian Rullock!_" + +"Aye, Glenfernie! And after that they never came to my mither's again. +But I marked them aft when they didna mark me, in the glen. Aye, and I +marked them ance in the little glen, and there they were lovers +surely--gin kisses and clasped arms mak lovers! She wad come by +herself to their trysting, and he wad come over the muir and down the +crag-side. It was na my business and I never thocht to tell. But eh! +all ill will out, says my mither!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +The early sunlight fell soft and fine upon the river Seine and the +quays and buildings of Paris. The movement and buzz of people had, in +the brightness, something of the small ecstasy of bees emerging from +the hive with the winter pall just slipped. Distant bells were +ringing, hope enticed the grimmest poverty. Much, after all, might be +taken good-naturedly! + +A great, ornate coach, belonging to a person of quality, crossed the +Seine from the south to the north bank. Three gentlemen, seated +within, observed each in his own fashion the soft, shining day. One +was Scots, one was English, and the owner of the coach, a Frenchman. +The first was Ian Rullock. + +"Good weather for your crossing, monsieur!" remarked the person of +quality. He was so markedly of position that the two men whom he had +graciously offered to bring a mile upon their way, and who also were +younger men, answered with deference and followed in their speech only +the lines indicated. + +"It promises fair, sir," said Ian. "In three days Dunkirk, then smooth +seas! Good omens everywhere!" + +"You do not voyage under your own name?" + +"After to-morrow, sir, I am Robert Bonshaw, a Scots physician." + +"Ah, well, good fortune to you, and to the exalted person you serve!" + +The coach, cumbrous and stately, drawn by four white horses, left the +bridge and came under old palace walls, and thence by narrow streets +advanced toward the great house of its owner. Outside was the numerous +throng, the scattering to this side and that of the imperiled foot +travelers. The coach stopped. + +"Here is the street you would reach!" said the helpful person of +quality. + +A footman held open the door; the Scot and the Englishman gave proper +expression of gratitude to their benefactor, descended to earth, +turned again to bow low, and waited bareheaded till the great machine +was once more in motion and monseigneur's wig, countenance, and velvet +coat grew things of the past. Then the two turned into a still and +narrow street overhung by high, ancient structures and roofed with +April sky. + +The one was going from Paris, the other staying. Both were links in a +long chain of political conspiring. They walked now down the street +that was dark and old, underfoot old mire and mica-like glistening of +fresher rain. The Englishman spoke: + +"Have you any news from home?" + +"None. None for a long while. I had it conveyed to my kindred and to +an old friend that I had disappeared from Paris--gone eastward, Heaven +knew where--probably Crim Tartary! So my own world at least, as far as +I am concerned, will be off the scent. That was in the winter. I have +really heard nothing for months.... When the dawn comes up and we are +all rich and famed and gay, _my-lorded_ from John o' Groat's House to +Land's End--then, Warburton, then--" + +"Then?" + +"Then we'll be good!" Ian laughed. "Don't you want, sometimes, to be +good, Warburton? Wise--and simple. Doesn't it rise before you in the +night with a most unearthly beauty?" + +"Oh, I think I am so-so good!" answered the other. "So-so bad, so-so +good. What puts you in this strain?" + +"Tell me and I will tell you! And now I'm going to Scotland, into the +Highlands, to paint a prince who, when he's king, will, no manner of +doubt, wear the tartan and make every thane of Glamis thane of Cawdor +likewise!... One half the creature's body is an old, childish loyalty, +and the other half's ambition. The creature's myself. There are also +bars and circles and splashes of various colors, dark and bright. +Sometimes it dreams of wings--wings of an archangel, no less, +Warburton! The next moment there seems to be an impotency to produce +even beetle wings!... What a weathercock and variorum I am, thou art, +he is!" + +"We're no worse than other men," said Warburton, comfortably. "We're +all pretty ignorant, I take it!" + +They came to a building, old and not without some lingering of +strength and grace. It stood in the angle of two streets and received +sunshine and light as well as cross-tides of sound. The Scot and the +Englishman both lodged here, above a harness-maker and a worker in +fine woods. They passed into the court and to a stair that once had +known a constant, worldly-rich traffic up and down. Now it was still +and twilight, after the streets. Both men had affairs to put in order, +business on hand. They moved now abstractedly, and when Warburton +reached, upon the first landing, the door of his rooms, he turned +aside from Ian with only a negligent, "We'll sup together and say last +things then." + +The Scot went on alone to the next landing and his own room. These +were not his usual lodgings in Paris. Agent now of high Jacobite +interests, shuttle sent from conspirers in France to chiefs in +Scotland, on the eve of a departure in disguise, he had broken old +nest and old relations, and was now as a stranger in a city that he +knew well, and where by not a few he was known. The room that he +turned into had little sign of old, well-liked occupancy; the servant +who at his call entered from a smaller chamber was not the man to whom +he was used, but a Highlander sent him by a Gordon then in Paris. + +"I am back, Donal!" said Ian, and threw himself into a chair by the +table. "Come, give an account of your errands!" + +Donal, middle-aged, faithful, dour and sagacious, and years away from +loch and mountain, gave account. Horses, weapons, clothing, all +correct for Dr. Robert Bonshaw and his servant, riding under high +protection from Paris to Dunkirk, where a well-captained +merchant-vessel stayed for them in port. Ian nodded approval. + +"I'm indebted, Donal, to my cousin Gordon!" + +Donal let a smile come to within a league of the surface. "Her +ainself has a wish to hear the eagle scream over Ben Nevis!" + +Rullock's hand moved over a paper, checking a row of figures. "Did you +manage to get into my old lodging?" + +"Aye. None there. All dusty and bare. But the woman who had the key +gave me--since I said I might make a guess where to find you, +sir--these letters. They came, she said, two weeks ago." Donal laid +them upon the table. + +"Ah!" said Ian, "they must have gotten through before I shut off the +old passageway." He took them in his hand. "There's nothing more now, +Donal. Go out for your dinner." + +The man went. Ian added another column of figures, then took the +letters and with them moved to a window through which streamed the sun +of France. The floor was patched with gold; there was warmth as well +as light. He pushed a chair into it, sat down, and opened first the +packet that he knew had come from his uncle. He broke the seal and +read two pages of Mr. Touris in a mood of anger. There were rumors--. +True it was that Ian had now his own fortune, had it at least until he +lost it and his life together in some mad, unlawful business! But let +him not look longer to be heir of Archibald Touris! Withdraw at once +from ill company, political or other, and return to Scotland, or at +least to England, or take the consequences! The letter bore date the +first week of December. It had been long in passing from hand to hand +in a troubled, warring world. Ian Rullock, fathoms deep in the +present business, held in a web made by many lines of force, both +thick and thin, refolded the paper and made to put it into his +pocketbook, then bethinking himself, tore it instead into small pieces +and, rising, dropped these into a brazier where burned a little +charcoal. He would carry nothing with his proper name upon it. Coming +back to the chair in the sunshine, he sat for a moment with his eyes +upon a gray huddle of roofs visible through the window. Then he broke +the seal and unfolded the letter superscribed in Alexander's strong +writing. + +There were hardly six lines. And they did not tell of how discovery +had been made, nor why, nor when. They said nothing of death nor +life--no word of the Kelpie's Pool. They carried, tersely, a direct +challenge, the ground Ian Rullock's conception of friendship, a +conception tallying nicely with Alexander Jardine's idea of a mortal +enmity. Such a fishing-town, known of both, back of such a sea beach +in Holland--such a tavern in this place. Meet there--wait there, the +one who should reach it first for the other, and--to give all possible +ground to delays of letters, travel, arrangements generally--in so +late a month as April. "Find me there, or await me there, my one-time +friend, henceforth my foe! I--or Justice herself above me--would teach +you certain things!" + +The cartel bore date the 1st of January--later by a month than the +Black Hill letter. It dropped from Ian's hand; he sat with blankness +of mind in the sunlight. Presently he shivered slightly. He leaned +his elbows on his knees and his forehead in his hands and sat still. +Alexander! He felt no hot straining toward meeting, toward fighting, +Alexander. Perversely enough, after a year of impatient, contemptuous +thought in that direction, he had lately felt liking and an ancient +strong respect returning like a tide that was due. And he could not +meet Alexander in April--that was impossible! No private affair could +be attended to now. + +... Elspeth, of whom the letter carried no word, Elspeth from whom he +had not heard since in August he left that countryside, Elspeth who +had agreed with him that love of man and woman was nobody's business +but their own, Elspeth who, when he would go, had let him go with a +fine pale refusal to deal in women's tears and talk of injury, who had +said, indeed, that she did not repent, much bliss being worth some +bale--Elspeth whom he could not be sure that he would see again, but +whom at times before his eyes at night he saw.... Immediately upon his +leaving Black Hill she had broken with Glenfernie. She was clear of +him--the laird could reproach her with nothing! + +What had happened? He had told her how, at need, a letter might be +sent. But one had never come. He himself had never written. Writing +was set in a prickly ring of difficulties and dangers. What had +happened? Strong, secret inclination toward finding least painful +things for himself brought his conclusion. Sitting there in the +sunshine, his will deceiving him, he determined that it was simply +that Elspeth had at last told Glenfernie that she could not love him +because she loved another. Probably--persistence being markedly a +trait of Old Steadfast's--he had been after her once and again, and +she had turned upon him and said much more than in prudence she should +have said! So Alexander would have made his discovery and might, if he +pleased, image other trysts than his own in the glen! Certainly he had +done this, and then sat down and penned his challenge! + +Elspeth! He was unshakably conscious that Glenfernie would tell none +what Elspeth might have been provoked into giving away. Old Steadfast, +there was no denying, had that knightliness. Three now knew--no more +than three. If, through some mischance, there had been wider +discovery, she would have written! The Black Hill letter, too, would +have had somewhat there to say. + +Then, behind the challenge, stood old and new relations between Ian +Rullock and Alexander Jardine! It was what Glenfernie might choose to +term the betrayal of friendship--a deep scarification of Old +Steadfast's pride, a severing cut given to his too imperial +confidence, poison dropped into the wells of domination, "No!" said to +too much happiness, to any surpassing of him, Ian, in happiness, "No!" +to so much reigning! + +Ian shook himself, thrust away the doubtful glimmer of a smile. That +way really did lie hell.... + +He came back to a larger if a much perplexed self. He could not meet +Glenfernie on that sea beach, fight him there. He did not desire to +kill Old Steadfast, though, as the world went, pleasure was to be had +in now and then giving superiority pain. Face to face upon those +sands, some blood shed and honor satisfied, Alexander would be +reasonable--being by nature reasonable! Ian shook himself. + +"Now he draws me like a lodestone, and now I feel Lucifer to his +Michael! What old, past mountain of friendship and enmity has come +around, full wheel?" + +But it was impossible for him to go to that sea strand in Holland. + +Elspeth! He wondered what she was doing this April day. Perhaps she +walked in the glen. It was colder there than here, but yet the trees +would be budding. He saw her face again, and all its ability to show +subtle terror and subtle joy, and the glancing and the running of the +stream between. Elspeth.... He loved her again as he sat there, +somewhat bowed together in the sunlight, Alexander's challenge upon +the floor by his foot. There came creeping to him an odd feeling of +long ago having loved her--long ago and more than once, many times +more than once. Name and place alone flickered. There might be +something in Old Steadfast's contention that one lived of old time and +all time, only there came breaking in dozing and absent-mindedness! +Elspeth-- + +He saw her standing by him, and it seemed as though she had a basket +on her arm, and she looked as she had looked that day of the +thunder-storm and the hour in the cave behind the veil of rain. +Without warning there welled into his mind broken lines from an old +tale in verse of which he was fond: + + "Me dreamed al this night, pardie, + An elf-queen shall my leman be ... + An elf-queen wil I have, I-wis, + For in this world no woman is + Worthy to be my mate ... + Al other women I forsake + And to an elf-queen I me take + By dale and eke by down." + +Syllable and tone died. With his hand he brushed from his eyes the +vision that he knew to be nothing but a heightened memory. Might, +indeed, all women be one woman, one woman be all women, all forms one +form, all times one time, like event fall softly, imperceptibly, upon +like event until there was thickness, until there was made a form of +all recurrent, contributory forms? Events, tendencies, lives-- +unimaginable continuities! Repetitions and repetitions and +repetitions--and no one able to leave the trodden road that ever +returned upon itself--no one able to take one step from the circle +into a new dimension and thence see the form below.... + +Ian put his hands over his eyes, shook himself, started up and stood +at the window. Sky, and roofs on roofs, and in the street below toy +figures, pedestrians. "Come back--come back to breathable air! Now +what's to be done--what's to be done?" After some moments he turned +and picked up the letter upon the floor and read it twice. In memory +and in imagination he could see the fishing-town, the inn there, the +dunes, the ocean beach fretted by the long, incoming wave. Perhaps +and most probably, this very bright afternoon, the laird of Glenfernie +waited for him there, pacing the sands, perhaps, watching the comers +to the inn door.... Well, he must watch in vain. Ian Rullock would one +day give him satisfaction, but certainly not now. Vast affairs might +not be daffed aside for the laird of Glenfernie's convenience! Ian +stood staring out of window at those huddled roofs, the challenge +still in his hand. Then, slowly, he tore the paper to pieces and +committed it to the brazier where was already consumed Black Hill's +communication. + +That evening he supped with Warburton, and the next morning saw him +and Donal riding forth from Paris, by St.-Denis, on toward Dunkirk. +From this place, four days later, sailed the brig _Cock of the North_, +destination the Beauly Firth. Dr. Robert Bonshaw and his man +experienced, despite the prediction of the Frenchman of quality, a +rough and long voyage. But the _Cock of the North_ weathered +tumultuous sea and wind and came, in the northern spring, to anchor in +a great picture of firth and green shore and dark, piled mountains. +Dr. Robert Bonshaw and his man, going ashore and into Inverness, found +hospitality there in the house of a certain merchant. Thence, after a +day or so, he traveled to the castle of a Highland chief of commanding +port. Here occurred a gathering; here letters and asseverations +brought from France were read, listened to, weighed or taken without +much weighing, so did the Highland desire run one way. An old net +added to itself another mesh. + +Dr. Robert Bonshaw, a very fit, invigorating agent, traveled far and +near through the Highlands this May, this June, this July. It was to +him an interesting, difficult, intensely occupied time; he was far +from Lowland Scotland and any echoes therefrom, saving always +political echoes. He had no leisure for his own affairs, saving always +that background consideration that, if the Stewarts really got back +the crown, Ian Rullock was on the road to power and wealth. This +consideration was not articulate, but diffused. It interfered not at +all with the foreground activities and hard planning--no more than did +the fine Highland air. It only spurred him as did the winy air. The +time and place were electric; he worked hard, many hours on end, and +when he sought his bed he dropped at once to needed sleep. From morn +till late at night, whether in castle or house or journeying from clan +to clan, he was always in company. There was no time for old thoughts, +memories, surmises. That was one world and he was now in another. + +Upon the eleventh day of May, the year 1745, was fought in Flanders +the battle of Fontenoy. The Duke of Cumberland, Koenigsegge the +Austrian, and the Dutch Prince of Waldeck had the handling of +something under fifty thousand English. Marshal Saxe with Louis XV at +his side wielded a somewhat larger number of French. The English and +their allies were beaten. French spirits rode on high, French +intentions widened. + +The Stewart interest felt the blood bound in its veins. The bulk of +the British army was on the Continent and shaken by Fontenoy; King +George himself tarried in Hanover. Now was the time--now was the time +for the heir of all the Stewarts to put his fortune to the touch--to +sail from France, to land in Scotland, to raise his banner and draw +his sword and gather Highland chief and Lowland Jacobite, the while in +England rose for him and his father English Jacobites and soon, be +sure, all English Tories! France would send gold and artillery and men +to her ancient ally, Scotland. Up at last with the white Stewart +banner! reconquer for the old line and all it meant to its adherents +the two kingdoms! In the last week of July Prince Charles Edward, +somewhat strangely and meagerly attended, landed at Loch Sunart in the +Highlands. There he was joined by Camerons, Macdonalds, and Stewarts, +and thence he moved, with an ever-increasing Highland _tail_, to +Perth. A bold stream joined him here--northern nobles of power, with +their men. He might now have an army of two thousand. Sir John Cope, +sent to oppose him with what British troops there were in Scotland, +allowed himself to be circumvented. The Prince, having proclaimed his +father, still at Rome, James III, King of Great Britain, and produced +his own commission as Regent, marched from Perth to Edinburgh. The +city capitulated and Charles Edward was presently installed in +Holyrood, titularly at home in his father's kingdom, in his ancient +palace, among his loyal subjects, but actually with far the major +moiety of that kingdom yet to gain. + +The gracious act of rewarding must begin. Claim on royal gratitude is +ever a multitudinous thing! In the general manifoldness, out of the +by no means yet huge store of honey Ian Rullock, for mere first rung +of his fortune's ladder, received the personally given thanks of his +Prince and a captaincy in the none too rapidly growing army. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +The castle, defiant, untakable save by long siege and famine, held for +King George by a garrison of a few hundreds, spread itself like a rock +lion in a high-lifted rock lair. Bands of Highlanders watched its +gates and accesses, guarding against Hanoverian sallies. From the +castle down stretched Edinburgh, heaped upon its long, spinelike hill, +to the palace of Holyrood, and all its tall houses, tall and dark, and +all its wynds and closes, and all its strident voices, and all its +moving folk, seemed to have in mind that palace and the banner before +it. The note of the having rang jubilation in all its degrees, or with +a lower and a muffled sound distaste and fear, or it aimed at a middle +strain neither high nor low, a golden mean to be kept until there +might be seen what motif, after all, was going to prevail! It would +never do, thought some, to be at this juncture too clamorous either +way. But to the unpondering ear the jubilation carried it, as to the +eye tartans and white cockades made color, made high light, splashed +and starred and redeemed the gray town. There was one thing that could +not but appeal. A Scots royal line had come into its home nest at +Holyrood. Not for many and many and many a year had such a thing as +that happened! If matters went in a certain way Edinburgh might +regain ancient pomp and circumstance. That was a consideration that +every hour arranged a new plea in the citizen heart. + +Excitement, restless movement, tendency to come together in a crowd, +were general, as were ejaculation, nervous laughter, declamation. The +roll of drum, call of trumpet, skirl of pipes, did not lack. Charles +Edward's army encamped itself at Duddingston a little to the east of +the city. But its units came in numbers into the town. The warlike hue +diffused itself. Horsemen were frequent, and a continual entering of +new adherents, men in small or large clusters, marching in from the +country, asking the way to the Prince. For all the buzzing and +thronging, great order prevailed. Women sat or stood at windows, or +passed in and out of dark wynds, or, escorted, picked their way at +street crossings. Now and then went by a sedan-chair. Many women +showed in their faces a truly religious fervor, a passionate Jacobite +loyalty, lighting like a flame. Many sewed white cockades. All +Scotland, all England, would surely presently want these! Men of all +ranks, committed to the great venture, moved with a determined gaiety +and _elan_. "This is the stage, we are the actors; the piece is a +great piece, the world looks on!" The town of Edinburgh did present a +grandiose setting. Suspense, the die yet covered, the greatness of the +risk, gave, too, its glamour of height and stateliness. All these men +might see, in some bad moment at night, not only possible battle +death--that was in the counting--but, should the great enterprise +fail, scaffolds and hangmen. Many who went up and down were merely +thoughtless, ignorant, reckless, or held in a vanity of good fortune, +yet to the eye of history all might come into the sweep of great +drama. Place and time rang and were tense. Flare and sonorousness and +a deep vibration of the old massive passions, and through all the +outward air a September sea mist creeping. + +Ian Rullock, walking down the High Street, approaching St. Giles, +heard his name spoken from a little knot of well-dressed citizens. As +he turned his head a gentleman detached himself from the company. It +proved to be Mr. Wotherspoon the advocate, old acquaintance and +adviser of Archibald Touris, of Black Hill. + +"Captain Rullock--" + +"Mr. Wotherspoon, I am glad to see you!" + +Mr. Wotherspoon, old moderate Whig, and the Jacobite officer walked +together down the clanging way. The mist was making pallid garlands +for the tall houses, a trumpet rang at the foot of the street, +Macdonald of Glengarry and fifty clansmen, bright tartan and screaming +pipes, poured by. + +"Auld Reekie sees again a stirring time!" said the lawyer. + +"I am glad to have met you, sir," said Rullock. "I fancy that you can +tell me home news. I have heard none for a long time." + +"You have been, doubtless," said Mr. Wotherspoon, "too engaged with +great, new-time things to be fashed with small, old-time ones." + +"One of our new-time aims," said Ian, "is to give fresh room to an +old-time thing. But we won't let little bolts fly! I am anxious for +knowledge." + +Mr. Wotherspoon seemed to ponder it. "I live just here. Perhaps you +will come up to my rooms, out of this Mars' racket?" + +"In an hour's time I must wait on Lord George Murray. But I have till +then." + +They entered a close, and climbed the stair of a tall, tall house, +dusky and old. Here, half-way up, was the lawyer's lair. He unlocked a +door and the two came, through a small vestibule, into a good-sized, +comfortable, well-furnished room. Rullock glanced at the walls. + +"I was here once or twice, years ago. I remember your books. What a +number you have!" + +"I recall," said Mr. Wotherspoon, "a visit that you paid me with the +now laird of Glenfernie." + +The window to which they moved allowed a glimpse of the colorful +street. Mr. Wotherspoon closed it against the invading noise and the +touch of chill in the misty air. He then pushed two chairs to the +table and took from a cupboard a bottle and glasses. + +"My man is gadding, with eyes like saucers--like the rest of us, like +the rest of us, Captain Rullock!" They sat down. "My profession," said +the lawyer, "can be made to be narrow and narrowing. On the other +hand, if a man has an aptitude for life, there is much about life to +be learned with a lawyer's spy-glass! A lawyer sees a variety of +happenings in a mixed world. He quite especially learns how seldom +black and white are found in anything like a pure condition. A +thousand thousand blends. Be wise and tolerant--or to be wise be +tolerant!" He pushed the bottle. + +Ian smiled. "I take that, sir, to mean that you find _God save King +James!_ not wholly harsh and unmusical--" + +"Perhaps not wholly so," said the lawyer. "I am Whig and Presbyterian +and I prefer _God save King George!_ But I do not look for the world +to end, whether for King George or King James. I did not have in mind +just this public occasion." + +His tone was dry. Ian kept his gold-brown eyes upon him. "Tell me what +you have heard from Black Hill." + +"I was there late in May. Mr. Touris learned at that time that you had +quitted France." + +"May I ask how he learned it?" + +"The laird of Glenfernie, who had been in the Low Countries, told him. +Apparently Glenfernie had acquaintances, agents, who traced it out for +him that you had sailed from Dunkirk for Beauly Firth, under the name +of Robert Bonshaw." + +"_So he was there, pacing the beach_," thought Ian. He lifted his +glass and drank Mr. Wotherspoon's very good wine. That gentleman went +on. + +"It was surmised at Black Hill that you were helping on the event--the +great event, perhaps--that has occurred. Indeed, in July, Mr. Touris, +writing to me, mentioned that you had been seen beyond Inverness. But +the Highlands are deep and you traveled rapidly. Of course, when it +was known that the Prince had landed, your acquaintance assumed your +joining him and becoming, as you have become, an officer in his army." +He made a little bow. + +Ian inclined his head in return. "All at Black Hill are well, I hope? +My aunt--" + +"Mrs. Alison is a saint. All earthly grief, I imagine, only quickens +her homeward step." + +"What grief has she had, sir, beyond--" + +"Beyond?" + +"I know that my aunt will grieve for the break that has come between +my uncle and myself. I have, too," said Ian, with deliberation, "been +quarreled with by an old friend. That also may distress her." + +The lawyer appeared to listen to sounds from the street. Rising, he +moved to the window, then returned. "Bonnet lairds coming into town! +You are referring now to Glenfernie?" + +"Then he has made it common property that he chose to quarrel with +me?" + +"Oh, chose to--" said Mr. Wotherspoon, reflectively. + +There was a silence. Ian set down his wine-glass, made a movement of +drawing together, of determination. + +"I am sure that there is something of which I have not full +understanding. You will much oblige me by attention to what I now say, +Mr. Wotherspoon. It is possible that I may ask you to see that its +substance reaches Black Hill." He leaned back in his chair and with +his gold-brown eyes met the lawyer's keen blue ones. "Nothing now can +be injured by telling you that for a year I have acted under +responsibility of having in keeping greater fortunes than my own. That +kind of thing, none can know better than you, binds a man out of his +own path and his own choices into the path and choices of others. +Secrecy was demanded of me. I ceased to write home, and presently I +removed from old lodgings and purposely blurred indications of where I +was or might be found. In this way--the warring, troubled time +aiding--it occurred that there practically ceased all communication +between me and those of my blood and friendship whose political +thinking differs from mine.... I begin to see that I know little +indeed of what may or may not have occurred in that countryside. Early +in April, however, there came to my hand in Paris two letters--one +from my uncle, written before Christmas, one from Alexander Jardine, +written a month later. My uncle's contained the information that, +lacking my immediate return to this island and the political faith of +his side of the house, I was no longer his nephew and heir. The laird +of Glenfernie, upon an old quarrel into which I need not enter, chose +to send me a challenge simply. _Meet him, on such a sands in +Holland_.... Well, great affairs have right of way over small ones! +Under the circumstances, he might as well have appointed a plain in +the moon! The duel waits.... I tell you what I know of home affairs. I +shall be obliged for any information you may have that I have not." + +Mr. Wotherspoon's sharp blue eyes seemed to consider it. He drummed on +the table. "I am a much older man than you, Captain Rullock, and an +old adviser of your family. Perhaps I may speak without offense? That +subject of quarrel, now, between you and the laird of Glenfernie--" + +The other made a movement, impatient and imperious. "It is not +likely, sir, that he divulged that!" + +"He? No! But fate--fortune--the unrolling course of things--plain +Providence--whatever you choose to call it--seems at times quite below +or above that reticence which we others so naturally prize and +exhibit!" + +"You'll oblige me, sir, by not speaking in riddles." + +The irony dropped from Mr. Wotherspoon's tone. He faced the business +squarely. "Do you mean to say that you do not know of the suicide of +Elspeth Barrow?" + +The chair opposite made a grating sound, pushed violently back upon +the bare, polished floor. Down the street, through the window, came +the sound of Cluny Macpherson's pipers, playing down from the +Lawnmarket. Rullock seemed to have thrust his chair back into the +shadow. Out of it came presently his voice, low and hoarse: + +"No." + +"They found her on Christmas Day--drowned in the Kelpie's Pool. +Self-murder--murder also of a child that would have been." + +Again silence. The lawyer found that he must go through with it, +having come so far. "It seems that there is a cripple fellow of the +neighborhood who had stumbled, unseen, upon your trysts. He told--spoke +it all out to the crowd gathered. There was a letter, too, upon her +which gave a clue. But she never named you and evidently meant not to +name you.... Poor child! She may have thought herself strong, and then +things have come over her wave on wave. Her grandfather--that dark +upbringing on tenets harsh and wrathful--certainty of disgrace. +Pitiful!" + +There came a sound from the chair pushed back from the light. Mr. +Wotherspoon measured the table with his fingers. + +"It seems that the countryside was searching for her. It was the laird +of Glenfernie who, alone and coming upon some trace, entered the +Kelpie's Pool and found her there. They say that he carried her, dead, +in his arms through the glen to White Farm." + +Some proclamation or other was being made at the Cross of Edinburgh. A +trumpet blew and the street was filled with footsteps. + +"The laird of Glenfernie," said the lawyer, "has joined, I hear, Sir +John Cope at Dunbar. It is not impossible that you may have speech +together from opposing battle-lines." He poured wine. "My bag of news +is empty, Captain Rullock." + +Ian rose from his seat. His face was gray and twisted, his voice, when +he spoke, hollow, low, and dry. "I must go now to Lord George +Murray.... It was all news, Mr. Wotherspoon. I--What are words, +anyhow? Give you good day, sir!" + +Mr. Wotherspoon, standing in his door, watched him down the stair and +forth from the house. "He goes brawly! How much is night, and how much +streak of dawn?" + + * * * * * + +Sir John Cope, King George's general in Scotland, had but a small +army. It was necessary in the highest degree that Prince Charles +Edward should meet and defeat this force before it was enlarged, +before from England came more and more regular troops.... A battle +won meant prestige gained, the coming over of doubting thousands, an +echo into England that would bring the definite accession of great +Tory names. Cope and his twenty-five hundred men, regulars and +volunteers, approaching Edinburgh from the east, took position near +the village of Prestonpans. On the morning of the 20th of September +out moved to meet him the Prince and Lord George Murray, behind them +less than two thousand men. + +By afternoon the two forces confronted each the other; but Cope had +chosen well, the right position. The sea guarded one flank, a deep and +wide field ditch full of water the other. In his rear were stone +walls, and before him a wide marsh. The Jacobite strength halted, +reconnoitered, must perforce at last come to a standstill before +Cope's natural fortress. There was little artillery, no great number +of horse. Even the bravest of the brave, Highland or Lowland, might +draw back from the thought of trying to cross that marsh, of meeting +the moat-like ditch under Cope's musket-fire. Sunset came amid +perturbation, a sense of check, impending disaster. + +Ian Rullock, acting for the moment as aide-de-camp, had spent the day +on horseback. Released in the late afternoon, lodged in a hut at the +edge of the small camp, he used the moment's leisure to climb a small +hill and at its height to throw himself down beside a broken cairn. He +shut his eyes, but after a few moments opened them and gazed upon the +camp of Cope, covering also but a little space, so small were the +armies. His lips parted. + +"Well, Old Steadfast, and what if you are there, waiting?..." + +The sun sank. A faint red light diffused itself, then faded into brown +dusk. He rose and went down into the camp. In the brows of many there +might be read depression, uncertainty. But in open places fires had +been built, and about several of these Highlanders were dancing to the +screaming of their pipes. Rullock bent his steps to headquarters. An +officer whom he knew, coming forth, drew him aside in excitement. + +"We've got it--we've got it, Rullock!" + +"What? The plan?" + +"The way through! Here has come to the Prince the man who owns the +marsh! He knows the firm ground. Cope does not know that it is there! +Cope thinks that it is all slough! This man swears that he can and +will take us across, one treading behind another. It's settled. When +sleep seems to wrap us, then we'll move!" + +That was what was done, and done so perfectly, late at night, Sir John +Cope sleeping, thinking himself safe as in a castle. File after file +wound noiselessly, by the one way through the marsh, and upon the +farther side, so near to Cope, formed in the darkness into +battle-lines.... Ian Rullock, passing through the marsh, saw in +imagination Alexander lying with eyes closed. + +The small force, the Stewart hope, prepared for onslaught. The dawn +was coming, there was a smell of it in the air, far away a cock +crowed. There stood, in the universal dimness, a first and strongest +line, a second and weaker, badly armed line. The mass of this army +were Highlanders, alert, strong, accustomed to dawn movements, +dreamlike in the heather, along the glen-sides, in the crooked pass. +They knew the tactics of surprise. They had claymores and targes, and +the most muskets. But the second line had inadequate provision of +weapons. Many here bore scythes fastened to staves. As they carried +these over their shoulders Ian, looking back, saw them against the +palest light like Death in replica. + +The two lines hung motionless, on stout ground, now within the defense +to which Cope had trusted, very close to the latter's sleeping camp. +There were sentries, but the night was dark, the marsh believed to be +unpassable, the crossing carried out with stealthy skill. But now the +night was going. + +In the most uncertain, the faintest light, there seemed to Cope's +watchers, looking that way, a line of bushes not noted the day before. +Officers were awakened. A movement ran through the camp like the +shiver of water under dawn wind. The light thickened. A trumpet rang +with a startled, emphatic note. Drums rolled. _To arms! To arms!_ King +George's army started up in the dawning. Infantry hastened into ranks, +cavalrymen ran to their horses. The line of bushes moved, began to +come forward with great rapidity. + +The Highlanders flung themselves upon Cope's just-forming cavalry. +With their claymores they slashed at the faces of horses. The hurt +beasts wheeled, broke for the rear. Their fellows were wounded. Amid a +whirlwind of blows, screams, shouts, with a suddenness that appalled, +disorder became general. The Highlanders seemed to fight with a +demoniac strength and ferocity and after methods of their own. They +used their claymores, their dirks, their scythes fastened upon poles, +against the horses, then, springing up, put long arms about the +horsemen and, regardless of sword or pistol, dragged them down. They +shouted their Gaelic slogans; their costume, themselves, seemed out of +a fiercer, earlier world. A strangeness overclouded the senses; mist +wreaths were everywhere, and an uncertainty as to the numbers of +demons.... The cavalry broke. Officers tried to save the situation, to +rally the units, to save all from being borne back. But there was no +helping. Befell a panic flight, and at its heels the Highland rush +streamed into and had its way with Cope's infantry. The battle was won +with a swift and horrible completeness and became a massacre. Not much +quarter was given; much that was horrible was done and seen. +Immoderate victory sat and sang to the white-cockaded army. + +Out of the mist-bank before Captain Ian Rullock grew a great horse +with a man upon it of great stature and frame. It came to the Jacobite +like a vision, with a startling and intense reality. He was standing +with his sword drawn; there was a drift of mist, and then there was +the horse and rider--there was Alexander. + +He looked down at Ian, and his face was not pale but set. He made a +gesture that seemed full of satisfaction, and would have dismounted +and drawn his sword. But there came a dash of maddened horses and +their riders and a leaping stream of tartaned men. These drove like a +wedge between; his horse wheeled, would leave no more its fellows; the +tide of brute and man bore him away with it. Ian watched all go +fighting by, a moving frieze, out of the mist into the mist. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +A triumphant Stewart went back to Holyrood, an exultant army, calling +itself, now with some good show of bearing it through, the "royal" +army, carried into Edinburgh its confident step and sanguine hue. +Victory was with the old line, the magnificent attempt! The erstwhile +doubting throng began, stage by stage, to mount toward enthusiasm. It +was the quicker done that Charles Edward, or his wisest advisers, put +forth a series of judicious civic and public measures. And, now that +Cope had fled, King George had in Scotland no regular troops. Every +day there came open accessions to the Prince's strength. The old +Stewarts up again became a magnet, drawing more and more the filings. +The Prince had presently between five and six thousand troops. The +north was his, Edinburgh, the Jacobites scattered through the +Lowlands. The moderate Whig and Presbyterian might begin to think of +compounding, of finding virtues in necessity. The irreconcilables felt +great alarm and saw coming upon them a helplessness. + +But the Stewarts, with French approval behind, aimed at the recovery +of England no less than Scotland. Windsor might well overdazzle +Holyrood. This interest had received many and strong protestations of +support from a wide swathe of English nobility and gentry. Lift the +victorious army over the border, set it and the young Prince bodily +upon English ground, would not great family after great family rouse +its tenants, arm them, join the Prince? So at least it seemed to the +flushed Stewart hope. King George was home from Hanover, British +troops being brought back from the Continent. Best to fan high the +fire of the rising while it might with most ease be fanned--best to +march as soon as might be into England! + +On the 1st of November they marched, three detachments by three roads, +and the meeting-place Carlisle. All went most merrily well. On the +10th of November began the siege of Carlisle. The Prince had cannon +now, some taken at Prestonpans, some arrived, no great time before, +from France, first fruits of French support. The English General Wade +was at Newcastle with a larger army than that of the Jacobites. But +the siege of Carlisle was not lifted by Wade. After three days city +and castle surrendered. Charles Edward and his army entered England. + +From Carlisle they marched to Penrith--to Kendal, Lancaster, Preston, +Manchester--clear, well-conducted marches, the army held well together +and in hand, here and there handfuls of recruits. But no flood of +loyally-shouting gentry, no bearers of great names drawing the sword +for King James III and a gallant, youthful Regent! Each dawn said they +will come! Each eve said they have not come! One month from leaving +Edinburgh found this army of Highland chiefs and their clans, Lowland +Scots, a few Englishmen, a few Irishmen, and a few Frenchmen, led by +skilful enough generals and by a Prince the great-grandson of Charles +I, deep in England, but little advanced in bulk for all that. Old +cavalier England stayed upon its acres. Other times, other manners! +And how to know when an old vortex begins to disintegrate and a mode +of action becomes antiquated, belated? + +Wade was to one side with his army, and now there loomed ahead the +Duke of Cumberland and ten thousand English troops. Battle seemed +imminent, yet again the Scots force pushed by. The 4th of December +found this strange wedge, of no great mass, but of a tested, +rapier-like keenness and hardness, at the town of Derby, with London +not a hundred and thirty miles away. And still no English rising for +the rightful King! Instead Whig armies, and a slow Whiggish buzzing +beginning through all the country. + +The Duke of Cumberland and Marshal Wade, two jaws opening for Jacobite +destruction, had between them twenty thousand men. Spies brought +report of thirty thousand drawn up before London, on Finchley Common. +The Prince might have so many lions of the desert in his Highlanders, +but multitude will make a net that lions cannot break. At Derby also +they had news from that Scotland now so dangerously far behind them. +Royal Scots had landed from France, the Irish brigade from the same +country was on the seas, and French regiments besides. Lord John +Drummond had in Scotland now at least three thousand men and good +promise of more. The Prince held council with the Duke of Perth, Lord +George Murray, Lord Nairn, the many chiefs and leading voices. Return +to Scotland, make with these newly gathered troops and with others a +greater army, expect aid from France, stand in a gained kingdom the +onslaught from Hanoverian England? Or go on--go on toward London? +Encounter, defeat, with half his number, the Duke of Cumberland's ten +thousand, keep Wade from closing in behind them, meet the Finchley +Common thousands, come to the enemy's capital of half a million souls? +Return where there were friends? Go on where false-promising friends +hugged safety? Go on to London, still hoping, trusting still to the +glamour and outcry that ran before them, to extraordinary events +called miracles? Hot was the debate! But on the 6th of December the +Jacobite army turned back toward Scotland. + +It began its homeward march long before dawn. Not all nor most had +been told the decision. Even the changed direction, eyes upon +slow-descending not upon climbing stars, did not at first enlighten. +It might mean some detour, the Duke being out-maneuvered. But at last +rose the winter dawn and lit remembered scene after scene. The news +ran. The army was in retreat. + +Ian Rullock, riding with a kinsman, Gordon, heard, up and down, an +angry lamenting sound. "Little do the clans like turning back!" + +"Hark! The chieftains are telling them it is for the best." + +"Is it for the best? I do not like this month or aught that is done in +it!" + +A week later they were at Lancaster; three days after that at Kendal. +Here Wade might have fallen upon them, but did not. A day or two and +the main column approached Penrith. The no great amount of artillery +was yet precious. Heavy to drag over heavy roads, the guns and +straining horses were left in the rear. Four companies of Lowland +infantry, Macdonald of Glengarry and his five hundred Highlanders, a +few cavalrymen, and Lord George Murray himself tarried with the guns. +The main column disappeared, lost among mountains and hills; this +detached number had the wild country, the forbidding road, the +December day to themselves. To get the guns and ammunition-wagons +along proved a snail-and-tortoise business. Guns and escort fell +farther and farther behind. + +Ian Rullock, acting still as aide, rode from the Prince nearing +Penrith to Lord George Murray, now miles to the rear. Why was the +delay? and 'ware the Duke of Cumberland, certainly close at hand! The +delay was greater, the distance between farther, than the Prince had +supposed. Rullock rode through the late December afternoon by huge +frozen waves of earth, under a roof of pallid blue, in his ears a +small complaining wind like a wailing child. He rode till nightfall, +and only then came to his objective, finding needed rest in the +village of Shap. Here he sought Lord George Murray, gave information +and was given it in turn, ate, drank, and then turned back through the +December night to the Prince. + +He rode and the huge winter stars seemed to watch him with at once a +glittering intentness and a disdain of his pygmy being. Once he looked +up to them with a gesture of his head. "Are we so far apart and so +different?" he asked of Orion. + +He was several miles upon his way to Penrith. Before him appeared a +crossroad, noted by him in the afternoon. A great salient of a hill +overhung it, and on the near side a fir wood crept close. He looked +about him, and as he rode kept his hand upon his pistol. He did not +think to meet an enemy in strength, but there might be lurkers, men of +the countryside ready to fall upon stragglers from the army that had +passed that way. He had left behind the crossroad when from in front, +around the jut of the hill, came four horsemen. He turned his head. +Others had started from the wood. He made to ride on as though he were +of their kindred and cause, but hands were laid upon his bridle. + +"Courier, no doubt--" + +All turned into the narrow road. Half an hour's riding brought in +sight a substantial farm-house and about it the dimly flaring lights +of a considerable camp, both cavalry and infantry. Rullock supposed it +to be a detachment of Wade's, though it was possible that the Duke of +Cumberland might have thrust advance troops thus far. He wished quite +heartily that something might occur to warn Lord George Murray, the +Macdonalds and the Prince's guns, asleep at Shap. For himself, he +might, if he chose, pick out among the glittering constellations a +shape like a scaffold. + +When he dismounted he was brought past a bivouac fire and a coming and +going of men afoot and on horseback, into the farm-house, where two or +three officers sat at table. Questioned, threatened, and +re-questioned, he had of course nothing to divulge. The less pressure +was brought in that these troops were in possession of the facts which +the moment desired. His name and rank he gave, it being idle to +withhold them. In the end he was shut alone into a small room of the +farm-house, behind a guarded door. He saw that there was planned an +attack upon the detachment that with dawn would move from Shap. But +this force of Wade's or of the Duke's was itself a detachment and +apparently of no great mass. He could only hope that Lord George and +the Macdonalds would move warily and when the shock came be found +equal. All that was beyond his control. In the chill darkness he +turned to the consideration of his own affair, which seemed desperate +enough. He found, by groping, a bench against the wall. Wrapping +himself in his cloak, he lay down upon this and tried to sleep, but +could not. With all his will he closed off the future, and then as +best he might the immediately environing present. After all, these +armies--these struggles--these eery ambitions.... The feeling of _out +of it_ crept over him. It was an unfamiliar perception, impermanent. +Yet it might leave a trace to work in the under-consciousness, on a +far day to emerge, be revalued and added to. + +This December air! Fire would be good--and with that thought he seemed +to catch a gleam through the small-paned, small window, and in a +moment through the opening door. He rose from the bench. A man in a +long cloak entered the room, behind him a soldier bearing a lantern +which he set upon a shelf above a litter of boards and kegs. +Dismissed by a gesture, he went out, shutting the door behind him. +The first man dropped his cloak, drew a heavy stool from the +thrust-aside lumber, and sat down beneath the lantern. He spoke: + +"Of all our many meeting-places, this looks most like the old cave in +the glen!" + +Ian moistened his lips. He resumed his seat against the wall. "I +wondered, after Prestonpans, if you went home." + +"Did you?" + +"No, you are right. I did not." + +"At all times it is the liar's wont still to lie. Small things or +great--use or no use!" + +"I am a prisoner and unarmed. You are the captor. To insult lies in +your power." + +"That is a jargon that may be dropped between us. Yet I, too, am bound +by conventions! Seeing that you are a prisoner, and not my prisoner +only, I cannot give you your sword or pistols, and we cannot fight.... +The fighting, too, is a convention. I see that, and that it is not +adequate. Yet so do I hold you in hatred that I would destroy you in +this poor way also!" + +The two sat not eight feet apart. Time was when either, finding +himself in deadly straits, would have seen in the other a sure +rescuer, or a friend to perish with him. One would have come to the +other in a burst of light and warmth. So countless were the +associations between them, so much knowledge, after all, did they have +of each other, that even now, if they hated and contended, it must be, +as it were, a contention within an orb. To each hemisphere, repelling +the other, must yet come in lightning flashes the face of the whole. + +Glenfernie, under the lantern-light, looked like the old laird his +father. "No long time ago," he said, "'revenge,' 'vengeance,' seemed +to me words of a low order! It was not so in my boyhood. Then they +were often to me passionate, immediate, personal, and vindicated +words! But it grew to be that they appeared words of a low order. It +is not so now. As far as that goes I am younger than I was a year ago. +I stand in a hot, bright light where they are vindicated. If fate sets +you free again, yet I do not set you free! I shall be after you. I +entered this place to tell you that." + +"Do as you will!" answered Ian. Scorn mounted in his voice. "I shall +withstand the shock of you!" + +The net of name and form hardened, grew more iron and closer meshed. +Each _I_ contracted, made its carapace thicker. Each _I_ bestrode, +like Apollyon, the path of the other. + +"Why should I undertake to defend myself?" said Ian. "I do not +undertake to do so! So at least I shall escape the hypocrite! It is in +the nature of man to put down other kings and be king himself!" + +"Aye so? The prime difficulty in that is that the others, too, are +immortal." Glenfernie rising, his great frame seemed to fill the +little room. "Sooner may the Kelpie's Pool sink into the earth than I +forego to give again to you what you have given! What is now all my +wish? It is to seem to you, here and hereafter, the avenger of blood +and fraud! Remember me so!" + +He stood looking at the sometime friend with a dark and working face. +Then, abruptly turning, he went away. The door of the small room +closed behind him. Ian heard the bolt driven. + +The night went leadenly by. At last he slept, and was waked by +trumpets blowing. He saw through the window that it was at faintest +dawn. Much later the door opened and a man brought him a poor +breakfast. Rullock questioned him, but could gain nothing beyond the +statement that to-day at latest the "rebels" would be wiped from the +face of the earth. When he was gone Ian climbed to the small window +that, even were it open and unguarded, was yet too small for his body +to pass. But, working with care, he managed to loosen and draw inward +without noise one of the round panes. Outside lay a trampled +farm-yard. A few soldiers, apparently invalided, lounged about, but +there was no such throng such as he had passed through when they +brought him here. He supposed that the attack upon the force at Shap +might be in progress. If the Duke of Cumberland's whole power was at +hand the main column might be set upon. All around him the hills, the +farm inclosure, and these petty walls cut off the outer world. The +hours, the day, limped somehow by. He walked to keep himself warm. +Back and forth and to and fro. December--December--December! How cold +was the Kelpie's Pool? Poisoned love--poisoned friendship--ambition in +ruin--bells ringing for executions! To and fro--to and fro. He had +always felt life as sensuous, rich, and warm, with garlands and +colors. It had been large and aglow, with a profusion of arabesques of +imagination and emotion. Thought had not lacked, but thought, too, +bore a personal, passional cast, and was much interested in a golden +world of sense. Just this December day the world seemed the ocean-bed +of life, where dull creatures moved slowly in cold, thick ooze, and +annihilation was much to be desired.... The day went by. The same man +brought him supper. There seemed to be triumph in his face. "They'll +be bringing in more prisoners--unless we don't make prisoners!" +Nothing more could be gained from that quarter. In the night it began +to rain. He listened to its dash against the window. Black Hill came +into mind, and the rain against his windows there. He was cold, and he +tried, with the regressive sense, to feel himself in that old, warm +nest. His Black Hill room rose about him, firelit. The fire lighted +that Italian painting of a city of refuge and a fleeing man, behind +whom ran the avenger of blood.... Then it was July, and he was in the +glen with Elspeth Barrow. He fought away from the recollection of +that, for it involved a sickness of the soul.... Italy! Think of +Italy. Venice, and a month that he had spent there alone--Old +Steadfast being elsewhere. It had been a warm season, warm and rich, +sun-kissed and languorous, like the fruit, like the Italian women.... +Leave out the women, but try to feel again the sun of Venice! + +He tried, but the cold of his prison fought with the sun. Then +suddenly sprang clamor without. The uproar increased. He rose, he +heard the bolts open, the door open. In came light and voices. +"Captain Rullock! We beat them at Clifton! We learned that you were +here! Lord George sent us back for you...." + +Three days later Scotch earth was again beneath their feet. They +marched to Glasgow; they marched to Stirling; they fought the battle +of Falkirk and again there was Jacobite victory. And now there was an +army of eight thousand.... And then began a time of poor policy, +mistaken moves. And in April befell the battle of Culloden and +far-resounding ruin. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + +The green May rolled around and below the Highland shelter where Ian +lay, fugitive, like thousands of others, after Culloden. The Prince +had stayed to give an order to his broken army. _Sauve qui peut!_ Then +he, too, became a fugitive, passing from one fastness to another of +these glens and the mountains that overtowered them. The Stewart hope +was sunk in the sea of dead hopes. Cumberland, with for the time and +place a great force and with an ugly fury, hunted all who had been in +arms against King George. + +Ian Rullock couched high upon a mountain-side, in a shelter of stone +and felled tree built in an angle of crag, screened by a growth of +birch and oak, made long ago against emergencies. A path, devious and +hidden, connected it first with a hut far below, and then, at several +miles' distance, with the house of a chieftain, now a house of terror, +with the chieftain in prison and his sons in hiding, and the women +watching with hard-beating hearts. Ian, a kinsman of the house, had +been given, _faute de mieux_, this old, secret hold, far up, where at +least he could see danger if it approached. Food had been stored for +him here and sheepskins given for bedding. He was so masked by +splintered and fallen pieces of rock that he might, with great +precautions, kindle a fire. A spring like a fairy cup gave him water. +More than one rude comfort had been provided. He had even a book or +two, caught up from his kinsman's small collection. He had been here +fourteen days. + +At first they were days and nights of vastly needed rest. Bitter had +been the fatigue, privation, wandering, immediately after Culloden! +Now he was rested. + +He was by nature sanguine. When the sun had irretrievably blackened +and gone out he might be expected at least to attempt to gather +materials and ignite another. He was capable of whistling down the wind +those long hopes of fame and fortune that had hung around the Stewart +star. And now he was willing to let go the old half-acknowledged boyish +romance and sentiment, the glamour of the imagination that had dressed +the cause in hues not its own. Two years of actual contact with the +present incarnations of that cause had worn the sentiment threadbare. + +Seated or lying upon the brown earth by the splintered crag, alone +save for the wheeling birds and the sound of wind and water and the +sailing clouds, he had time at last for the rise into mind, definitely +shaped and visible, of much that had been slowly brewing and forming. +He was conscious of a beginning of a readjustment of ideas. For a long +time now he had been pledged to personal daring, to thought forced to +become supple and concentrated, to hard, practical planning, physical +hardship and danger. In the midst of this had begun to grow up a +criticism of all the enterprises upon which he was engaged. Scope--in +many respects the Jacobite character, generally taken, was amiable and +brave, but its prime exhibit was not scope! Somewhat narrow, somewhat +obsolete; Ian's mind now saw Jacobitism in that light. As he sat +without his rock fortress, in the shadow of birch-trees, with lower +hills and glens at his feet, he had a pale vision of Europe, of the +world. Countries and times showed themselves contiguous. "Causes," +dynastic wars, political life, life in other molds and hues, appeared +in chords and sequences and strokes of the eye, rather than in the old +way of innumerable, vivid, but faintly connected points. "I begin to +see," thought Ian, "how things travel together, like with like!" His +body was rested, recovered, his mind invigorated. He had had with him +for long days the very elixir of solitude. Relations and associations +that before had been banked in ignorance came forth and looked at him. +"You surely have known us before, though you had forgotten that you +knew us!" He found that he was taking delight in these expansions of +meaning. He thought, "If I can get abroad out of this danger, out of +old circles, I'll roam and study and go to school to wider plans!" He +suddenly thought, "This kind of thing is what Old Steadfast meant when +he used to say that I did not see widely enough." He moved sharply. A +hot and bitter flood seemed to well up within him. "He himself is +seeing narrowly now--Alexander Jardine!" + +He left the crag and went for a scrambling and somewhat dangerous walk +along the mountain-side. There was peril in leaving that one +rock-curtained place. Two days before he had seen what he thought to +be signs of red-coated soldiers in the glen far below. But he must +walk--he must exercise his body, note old things, not give too much +time to new perceptions! He breathed the keen, sweet mountain air; +with a knife that he had he fell to making a staff from a young oak; +he watched the pass below and the shadows of the clouds; he climbed +fairly to the mountain-top and had a great view; he sang an old song, +not aloud, but under his breath; and at last he must come back with +solitude to his fastness. And here was brooding thought again! + +Two more days passed. The man from the hut below in the pass came at +dusk with food carefully sent from the chieftain's hall. Redcoats had +gone indeed through the glen, but they could never find the path to +this place! They might return or they might not; they were like the +devil who rose by your side when you were most peaceful! Angus went +down the mountain-side. The sound of his footstep died away. Ian had +again Solitude herself. + +Another day and night passed. He watched the sun climb toward noon, +and as the day grew warm he heard a step upon the hidden path. With a +pistol in either hand he moved, as stealthily, as silently as might +be, to a platform of rock that overhung the way of the intruder. In +another moment the latter was in sight--one man climbing steadily the +path to the old robber fastness. He saw that it was Glenfernie. No one +followed him. He came on alone. + +Rullock put by his pistols and, moving to a chair of rock, sat there. +The other's great frame rose level with him, stepped upon the rocky +floor. Ian had been growing to feel an anger at solitude. When he saw +Alexander he had not been able to check an inner movement of welcome. +He felt an old--he even felt a new--affection for the being upon whom, +certainly, he had leaned. There flowed in, in an impatient wave, the +consideration that he must hate.... + +But Glenfernie hated. Ian rose to face him. + +"So you've found your way to my castle? It is a climb! You had best +sit and rest yourself. I have my sword now, and I will give you +satisfaction." + +Glenfernie nodded. He sat upon a piece of fallen rock. "Yes, I will +rest first, thank you! I have searched since dawn, and the mountain is +steep. Besides, I want to talk to you." + +Ian brought from his cupboard oat-cake and a flask of brandy. The +other shook his head. + +"I had food at sunrise, and I drank from a spring below." + +"Very good!" + +The laird of Glenfernie sat looking down the mountain-sides and over +to far hills and moving clouds, much as he used to sit in the crook of +the old pine outside the broken wall at Glenfernie. There was a trick +of posture when he was at certain levels within himself. Ian knew it +well. + +"Perhaps I should tell you," said Alexander, "that I came alone +through the pass and that I have been alone for some days. If there +are soldiers near I do not know of them." + +"It is not necessary," answered Ian. While he spoke he saw in a flash +both that his confidence was profound that it was not necessary, and +that that incapacity to betray that might be predicated of Old +Steadfast was confined to but one of the two upon this rock. The +enlightenment stung, then immediately brought out a reaction. "To each +some specialty in error! I no more than he am monstrous!" There arose +a desire to defend himself, to show Old Steadfast certain things. He +spoke. "We are going to fight presently--" + +"Yes." + +"That's understood. Now listen to me a little! For long years we were +together, friends near and warm! You knew that I saw differently from +you in regard to many things--in regard, for instance, to women. I +remember old discussions.... Well, you differed, and sometimes you +were angry. But for all that, friendship never went out with violence! +You knew the ancient current that I swam in--that it was narrower, +more mixed with earth, than your own! But you were tolerant. You took +me as I was.... What has developed was essentially there then, and you +knew it. The difference is that at last it touched what you held to be +your own. Then, and not till then, the sinner became _anathema!_" + +"In some part you say truth. But my load of inconsistency does not +lighten yours of guilt." + +"Perhaps not. We were friends. Five-sixths of me made a fair enough +friend and comrade. We interlocked. You had gifts and possessions I +had not. I liked the oak-feeling of you--the great ship in sail! In +turn, I had the key, perhaps, to a few lands of bloom and flavor that +you lacked. We interchanged and thought that we were each the richer. +Five-sixths.... Say, then, that the other sixth might be defined as +no-friend, or as false friend! Say that it was wilful, impatient of +superiorities, proud, vain, willing to hurt, betray, and play the +demon generally! Say that once it gave itself swing it darkened some +of the other sixths.... Well, it is done! Yet there was gold. Perhaps, +laird of Glenfernie, there is still gold in the mine!" + +"You are mistaken in your proportions. Gold! You are to me the specter +of the Kelpie's Pool!" + +Silence held for a minute or two. The clouds, passing between earth +and sun, made against the mountain slopes impalpable, dark, fantastic +shapes. An eagle wheeled above its nest at the mountain-top. Ian spoke +again. His tone had altered. + +"If I do not decline remorse, I at least decline the leaden cope of it +you would have me wear! There is such a thing as fair play to oneself! +Two years ago come August Elspeth Barrow and I agreed to part--" + +"Oh, 'agreed'--" + +"Have it so! I said that we must part. She acquiesced--and that +without the appeals that the stage and literature show us. Oh, +doubtless I might have seen a pierced spirit, and did not, and was +brute beast there! But one thing you have got to believe, and that is +that neither of us knew what was to happen. Even with that, she was +aware of how a letter might be sent, with good hope of reaching me. +She was not a weak, ignorant girl.... I went away, and within a +fortnight was deep in that long attempt that ends here. I became +actively an agent for the Prince and his father. A hundred names and +their fates were in my hands. You can fill in the multitude of +activities, each seeming small in itself, but the whole preoccupying +every field.... If Elspeth Barrow wrote I never received her letter. +When my thought turned in that direction, it saw her well and not +necessarily unhappy. Time passed. For reasons, I ceased to write home, +and again for reasons I obliterated paths by which I might be reached. +For months I heard nothing, as I said nothing. I was on the very eve +of quitting Paris, under careful disguise, to go into Scotland. Came +suddenly your challenge--and still, though I knew that to you at least +our relations must have been discovered, I knew no more than that! I +did not know that she was dead.... I could not stay to fight you then. +I left you to brand me as you pleased in your mind." + +"I had already branded you." + +"Later, I saw that you had. Perhaps then I did not wonder. In +September--almost a year from that Christmas Eve--I yet did not know. +Then, in Edinburgh, I came upon Mr. Wotherspoon. He told me.... I had +no wicked intent toward Elspeth Barrow--none according to my canon, +which has been that of the natural man. We met by accident. We loved +at once and deeply. She had in her an elf queen! But at last the human +must have darkened and beset her. Had I known of those fears, those +dangers, I might have turned homeward from France and every shining +scheme...." + +"Ah no, you would not--" + +"... If I would not, then certainly I should have written to Jarvis +Barrow and to others, acknowledging my part--" + +"Perhaps you would have done that. Perhaps not. You might have found +reasons of obligation for not doing so. 'Loved deeply'! You never +loved her deeply! You have loved nothing deeply save yourself!" + +"Perhaps. Yet I think," said Ian, "that I would have done as much as +that. But Alexander Jardine, of course, would not have taken one +erring step!" + +"Have you done now?" + +"Yes." + +Glenfernie rose to his feet. He stood against the gulf of air and his +great frame seemed enlarged, like the figure of the Brocken. He was +like his father, the old laird, but there glowed an extremer dark +anger and power. The old laird had made himself the dream-avenger of +injuries adopted, not felt at first hand. The present laird knew the +wounding, the searing. "All his life my father dreamed of grappling +with Grierson of Lagg. My Grierson of Lagg stands before me in the +guise of a false friend and lover!... What do I care for your weighing +to a scruple how much the heap of wrong falls short of the uttermost? +The dire wrong is there, to me the direst! Had I deep affection for +you once? Now you speak to me of every treacherous morass, every +_ignis fatuus_, past and present! The traveler through life does right +to drain the bogs as they arise--put it out of their power to suck +down man, woman, and child! It is not his cause alone. It is the +general cause. If there be a God, He approves. Draw your sword and let +us fight!" + +They fought. The platform of rock was smooth enough for good footing. +They had no seconds, unless the shadows upon the hills and the +mountain eagles answered for such. Ian was the highly trained fencer, +adept of the sword. Glenfernie's knowledge was lesser, more casual. +But he had his bleak wrath, a passion that did not blind nor overheat, +but burned white, that set him, as it were, in a tingling, crackling +arctic air, where the shadows were sharp-edged, the nerves braced and +the will steel-tipped. They fought with determination and long--Ian +now to save his own life, Alexander for Revenge, whose man he had +become. The clash of blade against blade, the shifting of foot upon +the rock floor, made the dominant sound upon the mountain-side. The +birds stayed silent in the birch-trees. Self-service, pride, anger, +jealousy, hatred--the inner vibrations were heavy. + +The sword of Ian beat down his antagonist's guard, leaped, and gave a +deep wound. Alexander's sword fell from his hand. He staggered and +vision darkened. He came to his knees, then sank upon the ground. Ian +bent over him. He felt his anger ebb. A kind of compunction seized +him. He thought, "Are you so badly hurt, Old Steadfast?" + +Alexander looked at him. His lips moved. "Lo, how the wicked prosper! +But do you think that Justice will have it so?" The blood gushed; he +sank back in a swoon. + +On this mountain-side, some distance below the fastness, a stone, +displaced by a human foot, rolled down the slope with a clattering +sound. The fugitive above heard it, thought, too, that he caught other +sounds. He crossed to the nook whence he had view of the way of +approach. Far down he saw the redcoats, and then, much nearer, coming +out from dwarf woods, still King George's men. + +Ian caught up his belt and pistols. He sheathed his sword. "They'll +find you and save you, Glenfernie! I do not think that you will die!" +Above him sprang the height of crag, seemingly unscalable. But he had +been shown the secret, just possible stair. He mounted it. Masked by +bushes, it swung around an abutment and rose by ledge and natural +tunnel, perilous and dizzy, but the one way out to safety. At last, a +hundred feet above the old shelter, he dipped over the crag head to a +saucer-like depression walled from all redcoat view by the surmounted +rock. With a feeling of triumph he plunged through small firs and +heather, and, passing the mountain brow, took the way that should lead +him to the next glen. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + +The laird of Glenfernie, rising from the great chair by the table, +moved to the window of the room that had been his father's and +mother's, the room where both had died. He remembered the wild night +of snow and wind in which his father had left the body. Now it was +August, and the light golden upon the grass and the pilgrim cedar. +Alexander walked slowly, with a great stick under his hand. Old Bran +was dead, but a young Bran stretched himself, wagged his tail, and +looked beseechingly at the master. + +"I'll let you out," said the latter, "but I am a prisoner; I cannot +let myself out!" + +He moved haltingly to the door, opened it, and the dog ran forth. +Glenfernie returned to the window. "Prisoner." The word brought to his +strongly visualizing mind prisoners and prisons through all Britain +this summer--shackled prisoners, dark prisons, scaffolds.... He leaned +his head against the window-frame. + +"O God that my father and my grandfather served--God of old times--of +Israel in Egypt! I think that I would release them all if I +could--_all but one! Not him!_" He looked at the cedar. "Who was he, +in truth, who planted that, perhaps for a remembrance? And he, and +all men, had and have some one deep wrong that shall not be brooked!" + +He stood in a brown study until there was a tap at the door. "Come +in!" + +Alice entered, bearing before her a bowl of flowers of all fair hues +and shapes. She herself was like a bright, strong, winsome flower. "To +make your room look bonny!" she said, and placed the bowl upon the +table. To do so she pushed aside the books. "What a withered, +snuff-brown lot! Won't you be glad when you are back in the keep with +all the books?" + +Glenfernie, wrapped in a brown gown, came with his stick back to the +great chair before the books. "Bonny--they are bonny!" he said and +touched the flowers. "I've set a week from to-day to be dressed and +out of this and back to the keep. Another week, and I shall ride Black +Alan." + +"Ah," said Alice. "You mustn't determine that you can do it all +yourself! There will be the doctor and the wound!" + +Alexander took her hands and held them. "You are a fine philosopher! +Where is Strickland?" + +"Helping Aunt Grizel with accounts. Do you want him?" + +"When you go. But not for a long while if you will stay." + +Alice regarded him with her mother's shrewdness. "Oh, Glenfernie, for +all you've traveled and are so learned, it's not me nor Mr. +Strickland, but the moon now that you're wanting! I don't know what +your moon is, but it's the moon!" + +Alexander laughed. "And is not the moon a beautiful thing?" + +"The books say that it is cold and almost dead, wrinkled and ashen. +But I've got to go," said Alice, "and I'll send you Mr. Strickland." + +Strickland came presently. "You look much stronger this morning, +Glenfernie. I'm glad of that! Shall I read to you, or write?" + +"Read, I think. My eyes dazzle still when I try. Some strong old +thing--the Plutarch there. Read the _Brutus_." + +Strickland read. He thought that now Alexander listened, and that now +he had traveled afar. The minutes passed. The flowers smelled sweetly, +murmuring sounds came in the open windows. Bran scratched at the door +and was admitted. Far off, Alice's voice was heard singing. Strickland +read on. The laird of Glenfernie was not at Rome, in the Capitol, by +Pompey's statue. He walked with Elspeth Barrow the feathery green +glen. + +Davie appeared in the door. "A letter, sir, come post." He brought it +to Glenfernie's outstretched hand. + +"From Edinburgh--from Jamie," said the latter. + +Strickland laid down his book and moved to the window. Standing there, +his eyes upon the great cedar, massive and tall as though it would +build a tower to heaven, his mind left Brutus, Caesar, and Cassius, and +played somewhat idly over the British Isles. He was recalled by an +exclamation, not loud, but so intense and fierce that it startled like +a meteor of the night. He turned. Glenfernie sat still in his great +chair, but his features were changed, his mouth working, his eyes +shooting light. Strickland advanced toward him. + +"Not bad news of Jamie!" + +"Not of Jamie! From Jamie." He thrust the letter under the other's +eyes. "Read--read it out!" + +Strickland read aloud. + + "Here is authoritative news. Ian Rullock, after lying two + months in the tolbooth, has escaped. A gaoler connived, it + is supposed, else it would seem impossible. Galbraith tells + me he would certainly have been hanged in September. It is + thought that he got to Leith and on board a ship. Three + cleared that day--for Rotterdam, for Lisbon, and Virginia." + +Alexander took the letter again. "That is all of that import." +Strickland once more felt astonishment. Glenfernie's tone was quiet, +almost matter-of-fact. The blood had ebbed from his face; he sat there +collected, a great quiet on the heels of storm. It was impossible not +to admire the power that could with such swiftness exercise control. +Strickland hesitated. He wished to speak, but did not know how far he +might with wisdom. The laird forestalled him. + +"Sit down! This is to be talked over, for again my course of life +alters." + +Strickland took his chair. He leaned his arm upon the table, his chin +upon his hand. He did not look directly at the man opposite, but at +the bowl of flowers between them. + +"When a man has had joy and lost it, what does he do?" Glenfernie's +voice was almost contemplative. + +"One man one thing, and one another," said Strickland. "After his +nature." + +"No. All go seeking it in the teeth of death and horror. That's +universal! Joy must be sought. But it may not wear the old face; it +may wear another." + +"I suppose that true joy has one face." + +"When one platonizes--perhaps! I keep to-day to earth, to the cave. Do +you know," said Alexander, "why I sit here wounded?" + +"Of outward facts I do not know any more than is, I think, pretty +generally known through this countryside." + +"As--?" + +Strickland looked still at the bowl of flowers. "It is known, I think, +that you loved Elspeth Barrow and would have wedded her. And that, +while you were from home, the man who called himself, and was called +by you, your nearest friend, stepped before you--made love to her, +betrayed her--and left her to bear the shame.... I myself know that he +kept you in ignorance, and that, away from here, he let you still +write to him in friendship and answered in that tone.... All know that +she drowned herself because of him, and that you knew naught until you +yourself entered the Kelpie's Pool and found her body and carried her +home.... After that you left the country to find and fight Ian +Rullock. Folk know, too, that he evaded you then. You returned. Then +came this insurrection, and news that he was in Scotland with the +Pretender. You joined the King's forces. Then, after Culloden, you +found the false friend in hiding, in the mountains. The two of you +fought, and, as is often the way, the injurer seemed again to win. You +were dangerously wounded. He fled. Soldiers upon his track found you +lying in your blood. You were carried to Inverness. Dickson and I went +to you, brought you at last home. In the mean time came news that the +man you fought had been taken by the soldiers. I suppose that we have +all had visions of him, in prison, expecting to suffer with other +conspirators." + +"Yes, I have had visions ... outward facts!... Do you know the inner, +northern ocean, where sleep all the wrecks?" + +"As I have watched you since you were a boy, it is improbable that I +should not have some divining power. In Inverness, too, while you were +fevered, you talked and talked.... You have walked with Tragedy, felt +her net and her strong whip." Strickland lifted his eyes from the +bowl, pushed back his chair a little, and looked full at the laird of +Glenfernie. "What then? Rise, Glenfernie, and leave her behind! And if +you do not now, it will soon be hard for you to do so! Remember, too, +that I watched your father--" + +"After I find Ian Rullock in Holland or Lisbon or America--" + +Strickland made a movement of deep concern. "You have met and fought +this man. Do you mean so to nourish vengeance--" + +"I mean so to aid and vindicate distressed Justice." + +"Is it the way?" + +"I think that it is the way." + +Strickland was silent, seeing the uselessness. Glenfernie was one to +whom conviction must come from within. A stillness held in the room, +broken by the laird in the voice that was growing like his father's. +"Nothing lacks now but strength, and I am gaining that--will gain it +the faster now! Travel--travel!... All my travel was preparatory to +this." + +"Do you mean," asked Strickland, "to kill him when you find him?" + +"I like your directness. But I do not know--I do not know!... I mean +to be his following fiend. To have him ever feel me--when he turns his +head ever to see me!" + +The other sighed sharply. He thought to himself, "Oh, mind, thy +abysses!" + +Indeed, Glenfernie looked at this moment stronger. He folded Jamie's +letter and put it by. He drew the bowl of flowers to him and picked +forth a rose. "A week--two at most--and I shall be wholly recovered!" +His voice had fiber, decision, even a kind of cheer. + +Strickland thought, "It is his fancied remedy, at which he snatches!" + +Glenfernie continued: "We'll set to work to-morrow upon long +arrangements! With you to manage here, I will not be missed." Without +waiting for the morrow he took quill and paper and began to figure. + +Strickland watched him. At last he said, "Will you go at once in three +ships to Holland, Portugal, and America?" + +"Has the onlooker room for irony, while to me it looks so simple? I +shall ship first to the likeliest land.... In ten days--in two weeks +at most--to Edinburgh--" + +Strickland left him figuring and, rising, went to the window. He saw +the great cedar, and in mind the pilgrim who planted it there. All the +pilgrims--all the crusaders--all the men in Plutarch; the long frieze +of them, the full ocean of them ... all the self-search, dressed as +search of another. "I, too, I doubt not--I, too!" Buried scenes in his +own life rose before Strickland. Behind him scratched Glenfernie's +pen, sounded Glenfernie's voice: + +"I am going to see presently if I can walk as far as the keep. In two +or three days I shall ride. There are things that I shall know when I +get to Edinburgh. He would take, if he could, the ship that would land +him at the door of France." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + + +Alexander rode across the moors to the glen head. Two or three +solitary farers that he met gave him eager good day. + +"Are ye getting sae weel, laird? I am glad o' that!" + +"Good day, Mr. Jardine! I rejoice to see you recovered. Well, they +hung more of them yesterday!" + +"Gude day, Glenfernie! It's a bonny morn, and sweet to be living!" + +At noon he looked down on the Kelpie's Pool. The air was sweet and +fine, bird sounds came from the purple heather. The great blue arch of +the sky smiled; even the pool, reflecting day, seemed to have +forgotten cold and dread. But for Glenfernie a dull, cold, sick horror +overspread the place. He and Black Alan stood still upon the moor +brow. Large against the long, clean, horizon sweep, they looked the +sun-bathed, stone figures of horse and man, set there long ago, +guarding the moor, giving warning of the kelpie. + +"None has been found to warn. There is none but the kelpie waits +for.... But punish--punish!" + +He and Black Alan pushed on to the head of the glen. Here was Mother +Binning's cot, and here he dismounted, fastening the horse to the +ash-tree. Mother Binning was outdoors, gathering herbs in her apron. + + * * * * * + +She straightened herself as he stepped toward her. "Eh, laird of +Glenfernie, ye gave me a start! I thought ye came out of the ground by +the ash-tree!... Wound is healed, and life runs on to another +springtime?" + +"Yes, it's another springtime.... I do not think that I believe in +scrying, Mother Binning. But I'm where I pick up all straws with which +to build me a nest! Sit down and scry for me, will you?" + +"I canna scry every day, nor every noon, nor every year. What are you +wanting to see, Glenfernie?" + +"Oh, just my soul's desire!" + +Mother Binning turned to her door. She put down the herbs, then +brought a pan of water and set it down upon the door-step, and herself +beside it. "It helps--onything that's still and clear! Wait till the +ripple's gane, and then dinna speak to me. But gin I see onything, it +will na be sae great a thing as a soul's desire." + +She sat still and he stood still, leaning against the side of her +house. Mother Binning sat with fixed gaze. Her lips moved. "There's +the white mist. It's clearing." + +"Tell me if you see a ship." + +"Yes, I see it...." + +"Tell me if you see its port." + +"Yes, I see." + +"Describe it--the houses, the country, the dress and look of the +people--" + +Mother Binning did so. + +"That's not Holland--that would be Lisbon. Look at the ship again, +Mother. Look at the sailors. Look at the passengers if there are any. +Whom do you see?" + +"Ah!" said Mother Binning. "There's a braw wrong-doer for you, sitting +drinking Spanish wine!" + +"Say his name." + +"It's he that once, when you were a lad, you brought alive from the +Kelpie's Pool." + +"Thank you, Mother! That's what I wanted. _Scrying!_ Who gives to +whom--who gives back to whom? The underneath great I, I suppose. Left +hand giving to right--and no brand-new news! All the same, other +drifts concurring, I think that he fled by the Lisbon ship!" + +Mother Binning pushed aside the pan of water and rubbed her hand +across her eyes. She took up her bundle of herbs. "Hoot, Glenfernie! +do ye think that's your soul's desire?" + +Jock came limping around the house. Alexander could not now abide the +sight of this cripple who had spied, and had not shot some fashion of +arrow! He said good-by and loosed Black Alan from the ash-tree and +rode away. He would not tread the glen. His memory recoiled from it as +from some Eastern glen of serpents. He and Black Alan went over the +moors. And still it was early and he had his body strength back. He +rode to Littlefarm. + +Robin Greenlaw was in the field, coat off in the gay, warm weather. +He came to Glenfernie's side, and the latter dismounted and sat with +him under a tree. Greenlaw brought a stone jug and tankard and poured +ale. + +The laird drank. "That's good, Robin!" He put down the tankard. "Are +you still a poet?" + +"If I was so once upon a time, I hope I am so still. At any rate, I +still make verses. And I see poems that I can never write." + +"'Never'--how long a word that is!" + +Greenlaw gazed at the workers in the field. "I met Mr. Strickland the +other day. He says that you will travel again." + +"'Travel'--yes." + +"The Jardine Arms gets it from the Edinburgh road that Ian Rullock +made a daring escape." + +"He had always ingenuity and a certain sort of physical bravery." + +"So has Lucifer, Milton says. But he's not Lucifer." + +"No. He is weak and small." + +"Well, look Glenfernie! I would not waste my soul chasing him!" + +"How dead are you all! You, too, Greenlaw!" + +Robin flushed. "No! I hate all that he did that is vile! If all his +escaping leads him to violent death, I shall not find it in me to +grieve! But all the same, I would not see you narrowed to the +wolf-hunter that will never make the wolf less than the wolf! I don't +know. I've always thought of you as one who would serve Wisdom and +show us her beauty--" + +"To me this is now wisdom--this is now beauty. Poets may stay and +make poetry, but I go after Ian Rullock!" + +"Oh, there's poetry in that, too," said Greenlaw, "because there's +nothing in which there isn't poetry! But you're choosing the kind +you're not best in, or so it seems to me." + +Glenfernie rode from Littlefarm homeward. But the next day he and +Black Alan went to Black Hill. Here he saw Mr. Touris alone. That +gentleman sat with a shrunken and shriveled look. + +"Eh, Glenfernie! I am glad to see that you are yourself again! Well, +my sister's son has broken prison." + +"Yes, one prison." + +"God knows they were all mad! But I could not wish to see him in my +dreams, hanging dark from the King's gallows!" + +"From the King's gallows and for old, mad, Stewart hopes? I find," +said Glenfernie, "that I do not wish that, either. He would have gone +for the lesser thing--and the long true, right vengeance been +delayed!" + +"What is that?" asked Mr. Touris, dully. + +"His wrong shall be ever in his mind, and I the painter's brush to +paint it there! Give me, O God, the power of genius!" + +"Are you going to follow him and kill him?" + +"I am going to follow him. At first I thought that I would kill him. +But my mind is changing as to that." + +Mr. Touris sighed heavily. "I don't know what is the matter with the +world.... One does one's best, but all goes wrong. All kinds of hopes +and plans.... When I look back to when I was a young man, I +wonder.... I set myself an aim in life, to lift me and mine from +poverty. I saved for it, denied for it, was faithful. It came about +and it's ashes in my mouth! Yet I took it as a trust, and was +faithful. What does the Bible say, 'Vanity of vanities'? But I say +that the world's made wrong." + +Glenfernie left him at last, wrinkled and shrunken and shriveled, cold +on a summer day, plying himself with wine, a serving-man mending the +fire upon the hearth. Alexander went to Mrs. Alison's parlor. He found +her deep chair placed in the garden without, and she herself sitting +there, a book in hand, but not read, her form very still, her eyes +upon a shaft of light that was making vivid a row of flowers. The book +dropped beside her on the grass; she rose quickly. The last time they +had met was before Culloden, before Prestonpans. + +She came to him. "You're well, Alexander! Thanks be! Sit down, my +dear, sit down!" She would have made him take her chair, but he +laughed and brought one for himself from the room. "I bless my +ancestors for a physical body that will not keep wounds!" + +She sank into her chair again and sat in silence, gazing at him. Her +clear eyes filled with tears, but she shook them away. At last she +spoke: "Oh, I see the other sort of wounds! Alexander! lay hold of the +nature that will make them, too, to heal!" + +"Saint Alison," he answered, "look full at what went on. Now tell me +if those are wounds easy to heal. And tell me if he were not less than +a man who pocketed the injury, who said to the injurer, 'Go in +peace!'" + +She looked at him mournfully. "Is it to pocket the injury? Will not +all combine--silently, silently--to teach him at last? Less than +man--man--more than man, than to-day's appearing man?... I am not +wise. For yourself and the ring of your moment you may be judging +inevitably, rightly.... But with what will you overcome--and in +overcoming what will you overcome?" + +He made a gesture of impatience. "Oh, friend, once I, too, could be +metaphysical! I cannot now." + +Speech failed between them. They sat with eyes upon the garden, the +old tree, the August blue sky, but perhaps they hardly saw these. At +last she turned. She had a slender, still youthful figure, an oval, +lovely, still young face. Now there was a smile upon her lips, and in +her eyes a light deep, touching, maternal. + +"Go as you will, hunt him as you will, do what you will! And he, +too--Ian! Ian and his sins. Grapes in the wine-press--wheat beneath +the flail--ore in the ardent fire, and over all the clouds of wrath! +Suffering and making to suffer--sinning and making to sin.... And yet +will the dawn come, and yet will you be reconciled!" + +"Not while memory holds!" + +"Ah, there is so much to remember! Ian has so much and you have so +much.... When the great memory comes you will see. But not now, it is +apparent, not now! So go if you will and must, Alexander, with the net +and the spear!" + +"Did he not sin?" + +"Yes." + +"I also sin. But my sin does not match his! God makes use of +instruments, and He shall make use of me!" + +"If He 'shall,' then He shall. Let us leave talk of this. Where you go +may love and light go, too--and work it out, and work it out!" + +He did not stay long in her garden. All Black Hill oppressed him now. +The dark crept in upon the light. She saw that it was so. + +"He can be friends now with none. He sees in each one a partisan--his +own or Ian's." She did not detain him, but when he rose to say good-by +helped him to say it without delay. + +He went, and she paced her garden, thinking of Ian who had done so +great wrong, and Alexander who cried, "My enemy!" She stayed in the +garden an hour, and then she turned and went to play piquet with the +lonely, shriveled man, her brother. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + + +Two days after this Glenfernie rode to White Farm. Jenny Barrow met +him with exclamations. + +"Oh, Mr. Alexander! Oh, Glenfernie! And they say that you are amaist +as weel as ever--but to me you look twelve years older! Eh, and this +warld has brought gray into _my_ hair! Father's gane to kirk session, +and Gilian's awa'." + +He sat down beside her. Her hands went on paring apples, while her +eyes and tongue were busy elsewhere. + +"They say you're gaeing to travel." + +"Yes. I'm starting very soon." + +"It's na _said oot_--but a kind of whisper's been gaeing around." She +hesitated, then, "Are you gaeing after him, Glenfernie?" + +"Yes." + +Jenny put down her knife and apple. She drew a long breath, so that +her bosom heaved under her striped gown. A bright color came into her +cheeks. She laughed. "Aweel, I wadna spare him if I were you!" + +He sat with her longer than he had done with Mrs. Alison. He felt +nearer to her. He could be friends with her, while he moved from the +other as from a bloodless wraith. Here breathed freely all the strong +vindications! He sat, sincere and strong, and sincere and strong was +the countrywoman beside him. + +"Oh aye!" said Jenny. "He's a villain, and I wad gie him all that he +gave of villainy!" + +"That is right," said Alexander, "to look at it simply!" He felt that +those were his friends who felt in this as did he. + +On the moor, riding homeward, he saw before him Jarvis Barrow. +Dismounting, he met the old man beside a cairn, placed there so long +ago that there was only an elfin story for the deeds it commemorated. + +"Gude day, Glenfernie! So that Hieland traitor did not slay ye?" + +"No." + +Jarvis Barrow, white-headed, strong-featured, far yet, it seemed, from +incapacitating old age, took his seat upon a great stone loosened from +the mass. He leaned upon his staff; his collie lay at his feet. "Many +wad say a lang time, with the healing in it of lang time, since a +fause lover sang in the ear of my granddaughter, in the glen there!" + +"Aye, many would say it." + +"I say 'a fause lover.' But the ane to whom she truly listened is an +aulder serpent than he ... wae to her!" + +"No, no!" + +"But I say 'aye!' I am na weak! She that worked evil and looseness, +harlotry, strife, and shame, shall she na have her hire? As, Sunday by +Sunday, I wad ha' set her in kirk, before the congregation, for the +stern rebuking of her sin, so, mak no doubt, the Lord pursues her now! +Aye, He shakes His wrath before her eyes! Wherever she turns she sees +'Fornicatress' writ in flames!" + +"No!" + +"But aye!" + +"Where she was mistaken--where, maybe, she was wilfully blind--she +must learn. Not the learning better, but the old mistake until it is +lost in knowledge, will clothe itself in suffering! But that is but a +part of her! If there is error within, there is also Michael within to +make it of naught! She releases herself. It is horrible to me to see +you angered against her, for you do not discriminate--and you are your +Michael, but not hers!" + +"Adam is speaking--still the woman's lover! I'm not for contending +with you. She tore my heart working folly in my house, and an ill +example, and for herself condemnation!" + +"Leave her alone! She has had great unhappiness!" He moved the small +stones of the cairn with his fingers. "I am going away from +Glenfernie." + +"Aye. It was in mind that ye would! You and he were great friends." + +"The greater foes now." + +"I gie ye full understanding there!" + +"With my father, those he hated were beyond his touch. So he walked +among shadows only. But to me this world is a not unknown wood where +roves, alive and insolent, my utter enemy! I can touch him and I will +touch him!" + +"Not you, but the Lord Wha abides not evil!... How sune will ye be +gaeing, Glenfernie?" + +"As soon as I can ride far. As soon as everything is in order here. I +know that I am going, but I do not know if I am returning." + +"I haud na with dueling. It's un-Christian. But mony's the ancient +gude man that Jehovah used for sword! Aye, and approved the sword that +he used--calling him faithful servant and man after His heart! I am na +judging." + +From the moor Glenfernie rode through the village. Folk spoke to him, +looked after him; children about the doors called to others, "It's tha +laird on Black Alan!" Old and young women, distaff or pan or pot or +pitcher in hand, turned head, gazed, spoke to themselves or to one +another. The Jardine Arms looked out of doors. "He's unco like tha +auld laird!" Auld Willy, that was over a hundred, raised a piping +voice, "Did ye young things remember Gawin Elliot that was his +great-grandfather ye'd be saying, 'Ye might think it was Gawin Elliot +that was hangit!'" Mrs. Macmurdo came to her shop door. "Eh, the +laird, wi' all the straw of all that's past alight in his heart!" + +Alexander answered the "good days," but he did not draw rein. He rode +slowly up the steep village street and over the bare waste bit of hill +until here was the manse, with the kirk beyond it. Coming out of the +manse gate was the minister. Glenfernie checked his mare. All around +spread a bare and lonely hilltop. The manse and the kirk and the +minister's figure buttressed each the others with a grim strength. The +wind swept around them and around Glenfernie. + +Mr. M'Nab, standing beside the laird, spoke earnestly. "We rejoice, +Glenfernie, that you are about once more! There is the making in you +of a grand man, like your father. It would have been down-spiriting if +that son of Belial had again triumphed in mischief. The weak would +have found it so." + +"What is triumph?" + +"Ye may well ask that! And yet," said M'Nab, "I know. It is the +warm-feeling cloak that Good when it hath been naked wraps around it, +seeing the spoiler spoiled and the wicked fallen into the pit that he +digged!" + +"Aye, the naked Good." + +The minister looked afar, a dark glow and energy in his thin face. +"They are in prison, and the scaffolds groan--they who would out with +the Kirk and a Protestant king and in with the French and popery!" + +"Your general wrong," said Glenfernie, "barbed and feathered also for +a Scots minister's own inmost nerve! And is not my wrong general +likewise? Who hates and punishes falsity, though it were found in his +own self, acts for the common good!" + +"Aye!" said the minister. "But there must be assurance that God calls +you and that you hate the sin and not the sinner!" + +"Who assures the assurances? Still it is I!" + +Glenfernie rode on. Mr. M'Nab looked after him with a darkling brow. +"That was heathenish--!" + +Alexander passed kirk and kirkyard. He went home and sat in the room +in the keep, under his hand paper upon which he made figures, +diagrams, words, and sentences. When the next day came he did not +ride, but walked. He walked over the hills, with the kirk spire before +him lifting toward a vast, blue serenity. Presently he came in sight +of the kirkyard, its gravestones and yew-trees. He had met few persons +upon the road, and here on the hilltop held to-day a balmy silence and +solitude. As he approached the gate, to which there mounted five +ancient, rounded steps of stone, he saw sitting on one of these a +woman with a basket of flowers. Nearer still, he found that it was +Gilian Barrow. + +She waited for him to come up to her. He took his place upon the +steps. All around hung still and sunny space. The basket of flowers +between them was heaped with marigolds, pinks, and pansies. + +"For Elspeth," said Gilian. + +"It is almost two years. You have ceased to grieve?" + +"Ah no! But one learns how to marry grief and gladness." + +"Have you learned that? That is a long lesson. But some are quicker +than others or had learned much beforehand.... Where is Elspeth?" + +"Oh, she is safe, Glenfernie!" + +"I wanted her body safe--safe, warm, in my arms!" + +"Spirit and spirit. Meet spirit with spirit!" + +"No! I crave and hunger and am cold. Unless I warm myself--unless I +warm myself--with anger and hatred!" + +"I wish it were not so!" + +"I had a friend.... I warm myself now in the hunt of a foe--in his +look when he sees me!" + +Gilian smote her hands together. "So Elspeth would have loved that! +So the smothered God in you loves that!" + +"It is the God in me that will punish him!" + +"Is it--is it, Glenfernie?" + +He made a wide gesture of impatience. "Cold--languid--pithless! You, +Robin, Strickland, Alison Touris--" + +Gilian looked at her basket of marigolds, pinks, and pansies. "That +word death.... I bring these here, but Elspeth is with me everywhere! +There is a riddle--there is a strange, huge mistake. She must solve +it, she must make that port of all ports--and you and I must make +it.... It is a hard, heroic, long adventure!" + +"I speak of the pine-tree in the blast, and such as you would give me +pansies! I speak of the eagle at the crag-top in the storm, and you +offer butterflies!" + +"Ah, then, go and kill her lover and the man who was your friend!" + +Glenfernie rose from the step, in his face strong anger and denial. He +stood, seeking for words, looking down upon the seated woman and her +flowers. She met him with parted lips and a straight, fearless look. + +"Will you take half the flowers, Glenfernie, and put them for +Elspeth?" + +"No. I cannot go there now!" + +"I thought you would not. Now I am Elspeth. I love her. I would give +her gladness--serve her. She says, 'Let him alone! Do you not know +that his own weird will bring him into dark countries and light +countries, and where he is to go? Is your own tree to be made thwart +and misshapen, that his may be reminded that there is rightness of +growth? He is a tree--he is not a stone, nor will he become a stone. +There is a law a little larger than your fretfulness that will take +care of him! I like Glenfernie better when he is not a busybody!'" + +Alexander stared at her in anger. "Differences where I thought to find +likeness--likenesses where I thought to find differences! He deceived +me, fooled me, played upon me as upon a pipe; took my own--" + +"Ha!" said Gilian. "So you are going a-hunting for more reasons than +one?--Elspeth, Elspeth! come out of it!--for Glenfernie, after all, +avenges himself!" + +Alexander, looking like his father, spoke slowly, with laboring +breath. "Had one asked me, I should have said that you above all might +understand. But you, too, betray!" With a sweep of his arms abroad, a +gesture abrupt and desolate, he turned. He quitted the sunny bare +space, the kirkyard and the woman sitting with her basket of marigolds +and pansies. + +But two nights later he came to this place alone. + +The moon was full. It hung like a wonder lantern above the hill and +the kirk; it made the kirkyard cloth of silver. The yews stood unreal, +or with a delicate, other reality. It was neither warm nor cold. The +moving air neither struck nor caressed, but there breathed a sense of +coming and going, unhurried and unperplexed, from far away to far +away. The laird of Glenfernie crossed long grass to where, for a +hundred years, had been laid the dead from White Farm. There was a +mound bare to the sunlight thrown from the moon. He saw the flowers +that Gilian had brought. + +The flowers were colorless in the moonlight--and yet they could be, +and were, clothed with a hue of anger from himself. They lay before +him purple-crimson. They were withered, but suddenly they had sap, +life, fullness--but a distasteful, reminding life, a life in +opposition! He took them and threw them away. + +Now the mound rested bare. He lay down beside it. He stretched his +arms over it. "Elspeth!"--and "Elspeth!"--and "Elspeth!" But Elspeth +did not answer--only the cool sunlight thrown back from the moon. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + + +Ian traveled toward a pass through the Pyrenees. Behind him stretched +difficult, hazardous, slow travel--weeks of it. Behind those weeks lay +the voyage to Lisbon, and from Lisbon in a second boat north to Vigo. +From Vigo to this day of forested slopes and brawling streams, +steadily worsening road, ruder dwellings, more primitive, impoverished +folk, rolled a time of difficulties small and great, like the mountain +pebbles for number. It took will and wit at strain to dissolve them +all, and so make way out of Spain into France--through France--to +Paris, where were friends. + +Spanish travel was difficult at best--Spanish travel with scarcely any +gold to travel on found the "best" quite winnowed out. Slow at all +times, it grew, lacking money, to be like one of those dreams of +retardation. Ian gathered and blew upon his philosophy, and took +matters at last with some amusement, at times, even, with a sense of +the enjoyable. + +He was not quite penniless. Those who had helped in his escape from +Edinburgh had provided him gold. But, his voyage paid for, he must buy +at Vigo fresh apparel and a horse. When at last he rode eastward and +northward he was poor enough! Food and lodging must be bought for +himself and his steed. Inns and innkeepers, chance folk applied to for +guidance, petty officials in perennially suspicious towns--twenty +people a day stood ready to present a spectral aspect of leech and +gold-sucker! He was expert in traveling, but usually he had borne a +purse quite like that of Fortunatus. Now he must consider that he +might presently have to sell his horse--and it was not a steed of +Roland's, to bring a great price! He might be compelled to go afoot +into France. He might be sufficiently blessed if the millennium did +not find him yet living by his wits in Spain. It was Spanish, that +prospect! Turn what? Ian asked himself. Bull-fighter--fencing-master-- +gipsy--or brigand? He played with the notion of fencing-master. But he +would have to sell his horse to provide room and equipment, and he +must turn aside to some considerable town. Brigand would be easier, in +these wild forests and rock fortresses that climbed and stood upon the +sky-line. Matter enough for perplexity! But the sweep of forest and +mountain wall was admirable--admirable the air, the freedom from the +Edinburgh prison. Except occasionally, in the midst of some +intensification of annoyance, he rode and maneuvered undetected. + +Past happenings might and did come across him in waves. He remembered, +he regretted; he pursued a dialectic with various convenient divisions +of himself. But all that would be lost for long times in the general +miraculous variety of things! On the whole, going through Spain in the +autumn weather, even with poverty making mouths alongside, was not a +sorry business! Zest lived in pitting vigor and wit against mole hills +threatening an aggregation into mountains! As for time, what was it, +anyhow, to matter so much? He owned time and a wide world. + +Delay and delay and delay. In one town the alcalde kept him a week, +denying him the road beyond while inquiries were made as to his +identity or non-identity with some famed outlaw escaping from justice. +Further on, his horse fell badly lame and he stayed day after day in a +miserable village, lounging under a cork-tree, learning patois. There +was a girl with great black eyes. He watched her, two or three times +spoke to her. But when she saw how he must haggle over the price of +food and lodging she laughed, and returned to the side of a muleteer +with a sash and little bells upon his hat. + +All along the road fell these retardations. Then as the mountains +loomed higher, the spirit of contradiction apparently grew tired and +fell behind. For several days he traveled quite easily. "My Lady +Fortune," asked Ian, "what is up your sleeve?" + +The air stayed smiling and sweet. In a town half mountain, half plain, +he made friends at the inn with Don Fernando, son of an ancient, +proud, decaying house, poor as poverty. Don Fernando had been in +Paris, knew by hearsay England, and had heard Scotland mentioned. +Spaniard and Scot drank together. The former was drawn into almost +love of Ian. Here was a help against boundless ennui! Ian and his +horse, and the small mail strapped behind the saddle, finally went off +with Don Fernando to spend a week in his old house on the hillside +just without the town. Here was poverty also, but yet sufficient acres +to set a table and pour good wine and to make the horse forget the +famine road behind him. Here were lounging and siesta, rest for body +and mind, sweet "do well a very little!" Don Fernando would have kept +the guest a second week and then a third. + +But Ian shook his head, laughed, embraced him, promised a return of +good when the great stream made it possible, and set forth upon his +further travel. The horse looked sleek, almost fat. The Scot's jaded +wardrobe was cleaned, mended, refreshed. Living with Don Fernando were +an elder sister and an ancient cousin who had fallen in love with the +big, handsome Don, traveling so oddly. These had set hand-maidens to +work, with the result that Ian felt himself spruce as a newly opened +pink. And Don Fernando gave him a traveling-cloak--very fine--a last +year's gift, it seemed, from a grandee he had obliged. Cold weather +was approaching and its warmth would be grateful. Ian's great need was +for money in purse. These new friends had so little of that that he +chose not to ask for a loan. After all, he could sell the cloak! + +The day was fine, the country mounting as it were by stairs toward the +mountains. Before him climbed a string of pack-mules. The merchant +owning them and their lading traveled with a guard of stout young men. +For some hours Ian had the merchant for companion and heard much of +the woes of the region and the times, the miseries of travel, the +cursed inns, bandits licensed and unlicensed, craft, violence, and +robbery! The merchant bewailed all life and kept a hawk eye upon his +treasure on the Spanish road. At last he and his guard, his mules and +muleteers, turned aside into a skirting way that would bring him to a +town visible at no great distance. Left alone, Ian viewed from a +hilltop the roofs of this place, with a tower or two starting up like +warning fingers. But his road led on through a mountain pass. + +The earth itself seemed to be climbing. The mountain shapes, little +and big, gathered in herds. Cliffs, ravines, the hoarse song of water, +the faces of few human folk, and on these written "Mountains, +mountains! Live as we can! Catch who catch can!" After a time the road +was deprived of even these faces. The Scot thought of home mountains. +He thought of the Highlands. Above him and at some distance to the +right appeared a distribution of cliffs that reminded him of that +hiding-place after Culloden. He looked to see the birchwood, the +wheeling eagle. The sun was at noon. Riding in a solitude, he almost +dozed in the warm light. The Highlands and the eagle wheeling above +the crag.... Black Hill and Glenfernie and White Farm and +Alexander.... Life generally, and all the funny little figures running +full tilt, one against another.... + +His horse sprang violently aside, then stood trembling. Forms, some +ragged, some attired with a violent picturesqueness, had started from +without a fissure in the wood and from behind a huge wayside rock. Ian +knew them at a glance for those brigands of whom he had heard mention +and warning enough. Don Fernando had once described their practices. + +Resistance was idle. He chose instead a genial patience for his +tower, and within it keen wits to keep watch. With his horse he was +taken by the fierce, bedizened dozen up a gorge to so complete and +secure a robber hold that Nature, when she made it, must have been in +robber mood. Here were found yet others of the band, with a bedecked +and mustached chief. He was aware that property, not life, answered to +their desires. His horse, his fine cloak, his weapons, the small mail +and its contents, with any article of his actual wearing they might +fancy, and the little, little, little money within his purse--all +would be taken. All in the luck! To-day to thee, to-morrow to me. What +puzzled him was that evidently more was expected. + +When they condescended to direct speech he could understand their +language well enough. Nor did they indulge in over-brutal handling; +they kept a measure and reminded him sufficiently of old England's own +highwaymen. Of course, like old England's own, they would become +atrocious if they thought that circumstances indicated it. But they +did not seem inclined to go out of their way to be murderous or +tormenting. The only sensible course was to take things good-naturedly +and as all in the song! The worst that might happen would be that he +must proceed to France afoot, without a penny, lacking weapons, Don +Fernando's cloak--all things, in short, but the bare clothing he stood +in. To make loss as small as possible there were in order suavity, +coolness, even gaiety! + +And still appeared the perplexing something he could not resolve. The +over-fine cloak, the horse now in good condition, might have something +to do with it, contrasting as they certainly did with the purse in +the last stages of emaciation. And there seemed a studying of his +general appearance, of his features, even. Two men in especial +appeared detailed to do this. At last his ear caught the word +"ransom." + +Now there was nobody in Spain knowing enough or caring enough of or +for Ian Rullock to entertain the idea of parting with gold pieces in +order to save his life. Don Fernando might be glad to see him live, +but certainly had not the gold pieces! Moreover, it presently leaked +fantastically out that the bandits expected a large ransom. He began +to suspect a mistake in identity. That assumption, increasing in +weight, became certainty. They looked him all around, they compared +notes, they regarded the fine cloak, the refreshed steed. "English, +senor, English?" + +"Scots. You do not understand that? Cousin to English." + +"English. We had word of your traveling--with plenty of gold." + +"It is a world of mistakes. I travel, but I have no gold." + +"It is a usual lack of memory of the truth. We find it often. You are +traveling with escort--with another of your nation, your brother, we +suppose. There are servants. You are rich. For some great freak you +leave all in the town down there and ride on alone. Foreigners often +act like madmen. Perhaps you meant to return to the town. Perhaps to +wait for them in the inn below the pass. You have not gold in your +purse because there is bountiful gold just behind you. Why hurt the +beautiful truth? Sancho and Pedro here were in the inn-yard last +night." + +Sancho's hoarse voice emerged from the generality. "It was dusk, but +we saw you plainly enough, we are sure, senor! In your fine cloak, +speaking English, discussing with a big tall man who rode in with you +and sat down to supper with you and was of your rank and evidently, we +think, your brother or close kinsman!" + +The chief nodded. "It is to him that we apply for your ransom. You, +senor, shall write the letter, and Sancho and Pedro shall carry it +down. It will be placed, without danger to us, in your brother's hand. +We have our ways.... Then, in turn, your brother shall ride forth, +with a single companion, from the town, and in a clear space that we +shall indicate, put the ransom beneath a certain rock, turning his +horse at once and returning the way he came. If the gold is put there, +as much as we ask, and according to our conditions, you shall go free +as a bird, senor, though perhaps with as little luggage as a bird. If +we do not receive the ransom--why, then, the life of a bird is a +little thing! We shall put you to death." + +Ian combated the profound mistake. What was the use? They did not +expect him to speak truth, but they were convinced that they had the +truth themselves. At last it came, on his part, to a titanic +whimsicalness of assent. At least, assenting, he would not die in the +immediate hour! Stubbornly refuse to do their bidding, and his thread +of life would be cut here and now. + +"All events grow to seem unintelligible masks! So why quarrel with +one mask more? Pen, ink, and paper?" + +All were produced. + +"I must write in English?" + +"That is understood, senor. Now this--and this--is what you are to +write in English." + +The captive made a correct guess that not more than one or two of the +captors could read Spanish, and none at all English. + +"Nevertheless, senor," said the chief, "you will know that if the gold +is not put in that place and after that fashion that I tell you, we +shall let you die, and that not easily! So we think that you will not +make English mistakes any more than Spanish ones." + +Ian nodded. He wrote the letter. Sancho put it in his bosom and with +Pedro disappeared from the dark ravine. The situation relaxed. + +"You shall eat, drink, sleep, and be entirely comfortable, senor, +until they return. If they bring the gold you shall pursue your road +at your pleasure even with a piece for yourself, for we are nothing if +not generous! If they do not bring it, why, then, of course--!" + +Ian had long been bedfellow of wild adventure. He thought that he knew +the mood in which it was best met. The mood represented the grist of +much subtle effort, comparing, adjustment, and readjustment. He +cultivated it now. The banditti admired courage, coolness, and good +humor. They had provision of food and wine, the sun still shone warm. +The robber hold was set amid dark, gipsy beauty. + +The sun went down, the moon came up. Ian, lying upon shaggy skins, +knew well that to-morrow night--the night after at most--he might not +see the sun descend, the moon arise. What then? + +Alexander Jardine, sailing from Scotland, came to Lisbon a month after +Ian Rullock. He knew the name of the ship that had carried the +fugitive, and fortune had it that she was yet in this port, waiting +for her return lading. He found the captain, learned that Ian had +transhipped north to Vigo. He followed. At Vigo he picked up a further +trace and began again to follow. He followed across Spain on the long +road to France. He had money, horses, servants when he needed them, +skill in travel, a tireless, great frame, a consuming purpose. He made +mistakes in roads and rectified them; followed false clues, then +turned squarely from them and obtained another leading. He squandered +upon the great task of dogging Ian, facing Ian, showing Ian, again and +again showing Ian, the wrong that had been done, patience, wealth of +kinds, a discovering and prophetic imagination. He traveled until at +last here was the earth, climbing, climbing, and before him the +forested slopes, the mountain walls, the great partition between Spain +and France. An eagle would fly over it, and another eagle would follow +him, for a nest had been robbed and a friendship destroyed! + +As the mountains enlarged he fell in with an Englishman of rank, a +nobleman given to the study of literature and peoples, amateur on the +way to connoisseurship, and now traveling in Spain. He journeyed _en +prince_ with his secretary and his physician, servants and +pack-horses, and, in addition, for at least this part of Spain, an +armed escort furnished by the authorities, at his proper cost, against +just those banditti dangers that haunted this strip of the globe. This +noble found in the laird of Glenfernie a chance-met gentleman worth +cultivating and detaining at his side as long as might be. They had +been together three or four days when at eve they came to the largest +inn of a town set at a short distance from the mountain pass through +which ran their further road. Here, at dusk, they dismounted in the +inn-yard, about them a staring, commenting crowd. Presently they went +to supper together. The Englishman meant to tarry a while in this town +to observe certain antiquities. He might stay a week. He urged that +his companion of the last few days stay as well. But the laird of +Glenfernie could not. + +"I have an errand, you see. I am to find something. I must go on." + +"Two days, then. You say yourself that your horses need rest." + +"They do.... I will stay two days." + +But when morning came the secretary and the physician alone appeared +at table. The nobleman lay abed with a touch of fever. The physician +reported that the trouble was slight--fatigue and a chill taken. A +couple of days' repose and his lordship would be himself again. + +Glenfernie walked through the town. Returning to the inn, he found +that the Englishman had asked for him. For an hour or two he talked or +listened, sitting by the nobleman's bed. Leaving him at last, he went +below to the inn's great room, half open to the courtyard and all the +come and go of the place. It was late afternoon. He sat by a table +placed before the window, and the river seemed to flow by him, and now +he looked at it from a rocky island, and now he looked elsewhere. The +room grew ruddy from the setting sun. An inn servant entered and +busied himself about the place. After him came an aged woman, half +gipsy, it seemed. She approached the seat by the window. Her worn +mantle, her wide sleeve, seemed to touch the deep stone sill. She was +gone like a moth. Glenfernie's eye discovered a folded paper lying in +the window. It had not been there five minutes earlier. Now it lay +before him like a sudden outgrowth from the stone. He put out a hand +and took it up. The woman was gone, the serving-man was gone. Outside +flowed the river. Alexander unfolded the paper. It was addressed to +_Senor Nobody_. It lay upon his knee, and it was Ian's hand. His lips +moved, his vision blurred. Then came steadiness and he read. + +What he read was a statement, at once tense and whimsical, of the +predicament of the writer. The latter, recognizing the confusion of +thought among his captors, wrote because he must, but did not truly +expect any aid from Senor Nobody. The writing would, however, prolong +life for two days, perhaps for three. If at the end of that time +ransom were not forthcoming death would forthcome. Release would +follow ransom. But Senor Nobody truly could not be expected to take +interest! Most conceivably the stranger's lot must remain the +stranger's lot. In that case pardon for the annoyance! If, +miraculously, the bearer did find Senor Nobody--if Senor Nobody read +this letter--if strangers were not strangers to Senor Nobody--if gold +and mercy lay alike in Senor Nobody's keeping--then so and so must be +done. Followed three or four lines of explicit directions. Did all the +above come about, then truly would the undersigned, living, and +pursuing his journey into France, and making return to Senor Nobody +when he might, rest the latter's slave! Followed the signature, _Ian +Rullock_. + +Alexander sat by the window, in the rocky island, and the Spanish +river flowed by. It was dusk. Then came lights, and the English +secretary and physician, with servants to lay the table and bring +supper. Glenfernie ate and drank with the two men. His lordship was +reported better, would doubtless be up to-morrow. The talk fell upon +Greece, to which country the nobleman was, in the end, bound. Greek +art, Greek literature, Greek myth. Here the secretary proved scholar +and enthusiast, a liker especially of the byways of myth. He and +Alexander voyaged here and there among them. "And you remember, too," +said the secretary, "the Cranes of Ibycus--" + +They rose at last from table. Secretary and physician must return to +their patron. "I am going to hunt bed and sleep," said Glenfernie. +"To-morrow, if his lordship is recovered, we'll go see that church." + +In the rude, small bedchamber he found his Spanish servant. Presently +he would dismiss him, but first, "Tell me, Gil, of the banditti in +these mountains." + +Gil told. The foreigner who employed him asked questions, referred +intelligently from answer to answer, and at last had in hand a compact +body of information. He bade Gil good night. Ways of banditti in any +age or place were much the same! + +The room was small, with a rude and narrow bed. There was a window, +small, too, but open to the night. Pouring through this there entered +a vagrant procession of sound, with, in the interstices, a silence +that had its own voice. As the night deepened the procession thinned, +at last died away. + +When he undressed he had taken the letter to Senor Nobody and put it +upon the table. Now, lying still and straight upon the bed in the dark +room, there seemed a blacker darkness where it lay, four feet from +him, a little above the level of his eyes. There it was, a square, a +cube, of Egyptian night, hard, fierce, black, impenetrable. + +For a long time he kept a fixed gaze upon it. Beyond and above it +glimmered the window. The larger square at last drew his eyes. He lay +another long while, very still, with the window before him. Lying so, +thought at last grew quiet, hushed, subdued. Very quietly, very +sweetly, like one long gone, loved in the past, returning home, there +slipped into view, borne upon the stream of consciousness, an old mood +of stillness, repose, dawn-light by which the underneath of things was +seen. Once it had come not infrequently, then blackness and hardness +had whelmed it and it came no more. He had almost forgotten the feel +of it. + +Presently it would go.... It did so, finding at this time a climate +in which it could not long live. But it was powerfully a modifier.... +Glenfernie, dropping his eyes from the window, found the square that +was the letter, a square of iron gray. + +A part of the night he lay still upon the narrow bed, a part he spent +in slow walking up and down the narrow room, a part he stood +motionless by the window. The dawn was faintly in the sky when at last +he took from beneath the pillow his purse and a belt filled with gold +pieces and sat down to count them over and compare the total with the +figures upon a piece of paper. This done, he dressed, the light now +gray around him. The letter to Senor Nobody lay yet upon the table. At +last, dressed, he took it up and put it in the purse with the gold. +Leaving the room, he waked his servant where he lay and gave him +directions. A faint yellow light gleamed in the lowest east. + +He waited an hour, then went to the room where slept the secretary and +the physician. They were both up and dressing. The physician had been +to his patron's room. "Yes, his lordship was better--was awake--meant +after a while to rise." Glenfernie would send in a request. Something +had occurred which made him very desirous to see his lordship. If he +might have a few minutes--? The secretary agreed to make the inquiry, +went and returned with the desired invitation. Glenfernie followed him +to the nobleman's chamber and was greeted with geniality. Seated by +the Englishman's bed, he made his explanation and request. He had so +much gold with him--he showed the contents of the belt and purse--and +he had funds with an agent in Paris and again funds in Amsterdam. Here +were letters of indication. With a total unexpectedness there had come +to him in this town a call that he could not ignore. He could not +explain the nature of it, but a man of honor would feel it imperative. +But it would take nicely all his gold and so many pieces besides. He +asked the loan of these, together with an additional amount sufficient +to bring him through to Paris. Once there he could make repayment. In +the mean time his personal note and word--The Englishman made no +trouble at all. + +"I'll take your countenance and bearing, Mr. Jardine. But I'll make +condition that we do travel together, after all, as far, at least, as +Tours, where I mean to stop awhile." + +"I agree to that," said Glenfernie. + +The secretary counted out for him the needed gold. In the narrow room +in which he had slept he put this with his own in a bag. He put with +it no writing. There was nothing but the bare gold. Carrying it with +him, he went out to find the horses saddled and waiting. With Gil +behind him, he went from the inn and out of the town. The letter to +Senor Nobody had given explicit enough direction. Clear of all +buildings, he drew rein and took bearings. Here was the stream, the +stump of a burned mill, the mountain-going road, narrower and rougher +than the way of main travel. He followed this road; the horses fell +into a plodding deliberateness of pace. The sunshine streamed warm +around, but there was little human life here to feel its rays. After +a time there came emergence into a bare, houseless, almost treeless +plain or plateau. The narrow, little-traveled road went on upon the +edge of this, but a bridle-path led into and across the bareness. +Alexander followed it. Before him, across the waste, sprang cliffs +with forest at their feet. But the waste was wide, and in the sun they +showed like nothing more than a burnished, distant wall. His path +would turn before he reached them. The plain's name might have been +Solitariness. It lay naked of anything more than small scattered +stones and bushes. There upgrew before him the tree to which he was +bound. A solitary, twisted oak it shot out of the plain, its +protruding roots holding stones in their grasp. Around was shelterless +and bare, but the heightening wall of cliff seemed to be watching. +Alexander rode nearer, dismounted, left Gil with the two horses, and, +the bag of gold in his hand, walked to the tree. Here was the stone +shaped like a closed hand. He put the ransom between the stone fingers +and the stone palm. There was no word with it. Senor Nobody had no +name. He turned and strode back to the horses, mounted, and with Gil +rode from the naked, sunny plain. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + + +The Peace of Aix-la-Chapelle lay a year in the future. Yet in Paris, +under certain conditions and auspices, Scot or Englishman might dwell +in security enough. The Jacobite remnant, foe to the British +government, found France its best harbor. A quietly moving Scots +laird, not Jacobite, yet might be lumped by the generality with those +forfeited Scots gentlemen who, having lost all in a cause urged and +supported by France, now, without scruple, took from King Louis a +pension that put food in their mouths, coats on their backs, roofs +over their heads. Alexander Jardine, knowing the city, finding quiet +lodgings in a quiet street, established himself in Paris. It was +winter now, cold, bright weather. + +In old days he had possessed not a few acquaintances in this city. A +circle of thinkers, writers, painters, had powerfully attracted him. +Circumstances brought him now again into relation with one or two of +this group. He did not seek them as formerly he had done. But neither +could he be said to avoid companionship when it came his way. It was +not his wish to become singular or solitary. But he was much alone, +and while he waited for Ian he wandered in the rich Paris of old, +packed life. Street and Seine-side and market knew him; he stood in +churches, and before old altarpieces smoked by candles. Booksellers +remarked him. Where he might he heard music; sometimes he would go to +the play. He carried books to his lodging. He sat late at night over +volumes new and old. The lamp burned dim, the fire sank; he put aside +reading and knowledge gained through reading, and sat, sunk deep into +a dim desert within himself; at last got to bed and fell to sleep and +to dreams that fatigued, that took him nowhere. When the next day was +here he wandered again through the streets. + +One of his old acquaintances he saw oftener than he did others. This +was a scholar, a writer, an encyclopedist of to-morrow who liked the +big Scot and to be in his company. One day, chance met, they leaned +together upon the parapet of a bridge, and watched the crossing +throng. "One's own particles in transit! Can you grasp that, +Deschamps?" + +"I have heard it advanced. No. It is hard to hold." + +"It is like a mighty serpent. You would think you had it and then it +is gone.... If one could hold it it would transform the world." + +"Yes, it would. At what are you staring?" + +"The serpent is gone. I thought that I saw one whom I do not hold to +be art and part with me." He gazed after a crossing horseman. "No! +There was merely a trick of him. It is some other." + +"The man for whom you are waiting?" + +"Yes." + +Deschamps returned to the subject of a moment before. "It is likely +that language bewrays much more than we think it does. I say 'the +man.' You echo it. And I am 'man.' And you are 'man.' 'Man'--'Man'! +Every instant it is said. Yet the identity that we state we never +assume!" + +"I said that we could not hold the serpent." + +Ten days afterward he did see Ian. The latter, after a slow and +difficult progress through France, came afoot into Paris. He sought, +and was glad enough to find, an old acquaintance and sometime +fellow-conspirator--Warburton. + +"Blessed friendship!" he said, and warmed himself by Warburton's fire. +Something within him winced, and would, if it could, have put forward +a different phrase. + +Warburton poured wine for him. "Now tell your tale! For months those +of us who remained in Paris have heard nothing but Trojan woes!" + +Ian told. Culloden and after--Edinburgh--Lisbon--Vigo--travel in +Spain--Senor Nobody-- + +"That was a curious adventure! And you don't know the ransomer's +name?" + +"Not I! Senor Nobody he rests." + +"Well, and after that?" + +Ian related his wanderings from the Pyrenees up to Paris. Scotland, +Spain, and France, the artist in him painted pictures for +Warburton--painted with old ableness and abandon, and, Warburton +thought, with a new subtlety. The friend hugged his knees and enjoyed +it like a well-done play. Here was Rullock's ancient spirit, grown +more richly appealing! Trouble at least had not downed him. Warburton, +who in the past year had been thrown in contact with a number whom it +had downed, and who had suffered depression thereby, felt gratitude to +Ian Rullock for being larger, not smaller, than usual. + +At last, the fire still burning, Ian warmed and refreshed, they +wheeled from retrospect into the present. Warburton revealed how +thoroughly shattered were Stewart hopes. + +"I begin to see, Rullock, that we've simply passed those things by. We +can't go back to that state of mind and affairs." + +"I don't want to go back." + +"I like to hear you say that. I hear so much whining the other way! +Well, as a movement it's over.... And the dead are dead, and the +scarred and impoverished will have to pick themselves up." + +"Quite so. Is there any immediate helping hand?" + +"King Louis gives a pension. It's not much, but it keeps one from +starving. And as for you, I've in keeping a packet for you from +England. It reached me through Goodworth, the India merchant. I've a +notion that your family will manage to put in your hand some annual +amount. Of course your own fortune is sequestered and you can return +neither to England nor to Scotland." + +"My aunt may have had faith that I was living. She would do all that +she could to help.... No, I'll not go back." + +"Your chance would lie in some post here. Take up old acquaintances +where they have power, and recommend yourself to new ones with power. +Great ladies in especial," said Warburton. + +"We haven't passed that by?" + +"Not yet, Rullock, not yet!" + +Ian dreamed over the fire. At last he stretched his arms. "Let us go +sleep, Warburton! I have come miles...." + +"Yes, it is late. Oh, one thing more! Alexander Jardine is in Paris." + +"Alexander!" + +"I don't know what he is doing here. In with the writing, studying +crew, I suppose. I came upon him by accident, near the Sorbonne. He +did not see me and I did not speak." + +"I'll not avoid him!" + +"I remember your telling me that you had quarreled. That was the eve +of your leaving Paris in the springtime, before the Prince went to +Scotland. You haven't made it up?" + +"No. I suppose we'll never make it up." + +"What was it over?" + +"I can't tell you that.... It had a double thread. Did he come to +Paris, I wonder, because he guessed that I would bring up here?" He +rose and stood staring down into the fire. "I think that he did so. +Well, if he means to follow me through the world, let him follow! And +now no more to-night, Warburton! I want sleep--sleep--sleep!" + +The next day and the next and the next began a new French life. He had +luck, or he had the large momentum of a personality not negligible, an +orb covered with a fine network of enchanter's symbols. The packet +from England held money, with an engagement to forward a like sum +twice a year. It was not a great sum, but such as it was he did not in +the least scorn it. It had come, after all, from Archibald +Touris--but Ian knew the influence behind that. + +Warburton presented his name to the Minister who dispensed King +Louis's fund for Scots gentlemen concerned in the late attempt, losers +of all, and now destitute in France. So much would come out of that! +The two together waited upon monseigneur in whose coach they had once +crossed the Seine. He had blood ties with Stewart kings of yesterday, +and in addition to that evidenced a queer, romantic fondness for lost +causes, and a willingness to ferry across rivers those who had been +engaged in them. Now he displayed toward the Englishman and the Scot a +kind of eery, distant graciousness. Ah yes! he would speak here and +there of Monsieur Ian Rullock--he would speak to the King. If there +were things going _ces messieurs_ might as well have some good of +them! Out of old acquaintances in Paris Ian gathered not a few who +were in position to further new fortunes. Some of these were men and +some were women. He took a lodging, neither so good nor so bad. +Warburton found him a servant. He obtained fine clothes, necessary +working-garb where one pushed one's fortune among fine folk. The more +uncertain and hazardous looked his fortunes the more he walked and +spoke as though he were a golden favorite of the woman with the wheel. + +All this moved rapidly. He had not been in Paris a week ere again, as +many times before, he had the stage all set for Success to walk forth +upon it! But it had come December--December--December, and he looked +forward to that month's passing. + +He had not seen Alexander. Then, in the middle of the month he found +himself one evening in a peacock cluster of fine folk, at the +theater--a famous actress to be viewed in a comedy grown the rage. The +play was nearly over when he saw Alexander in the pit, turned from the +stage, gazing steadily upon him. Ian placed himself where he might +still see him, and returned the gaze. + +Going out when the play was over, the two met face to face in the +lighted space between the doors. Each was in company of others--Ian +with a courtier, decked and somewhat loudly laughing group, Glenfernie +with a painter of landscape, Deschamps, and an Oriental, member of +some mission to the West. Meeting so, they stopped short. Their +nostrils dilated, there seemed to come a stirring over their bodies. +Inwardly they felt a painful constriction, a contraction to something +hard, intent, and fanged. This was the more strongly felt by +Alexander, but Ian felt it, too. Did Glenfernie mean to dog him +through life--think that he would be let to do so? Alone in a forest, +very far back, they might, at this point, have flown at each other's +throat. But they had felled many forests since the day when just that +was possible.... The thing conventionally in order for such a moment +as the present was to act as though that annihilation which each +wished upon the other had been achieved. All that they had shared +since the day when first they met, boys on a heath in Scotland, should +be instantaneously blotted out. Two strangers, jostled face to face in +a playhouse, should turn without sign that there had ever been that +heath. So, symbolically, annihilation might be secured! For a moment +each sought for the blank eyes, the unmoved stone face. + +As from a compartment above sifted down a dry light with great power +of lighting. It came into Alexander's mind, into that, too, of Ian.... +How absurd was the human animal! All this saying the opposite left the +truth intact. They were not strangers, each was quite securely seated +in the other. Self-annihilation--self-oblivion!... All these farcical +high horses!... Men went to see comedies and did not see their own +comedy. + +The laird of Glenfernie and Ian Rullock each very slightly and coldly +acknowledged the other's presence. No words passed. But the slow +amenity of life bent by a fraction the head of each, just parted the +lips of each. Then Alexander turned with an abrupt movement of his +great body and with his companions was swallowed by the crowd. + +On his bed that night, lying straight with his hands upon his breast, +he had for the space of one deep breath an overmastering sense of the +suaveness of reality. Crudity, angularity, harshness, seemed to +vanish, to dissolve. He knew dry beds of ancient torrents that were a +long and somewhat wide wilderness of mere broken rock, stone piece by +stone piece, and only the more jagged edges lost and only the surface +worn by the action, through ages, of water. It was as though such a +bed grew beneath his eyes meadow smooth--smoother than that--smooth as +air, air that lost nothing by yielding--smooth as ether that, yielding +all, yielded nothing.... The moment went, but left its memory. As the +moment was large so was its memory. + +He fought against it with tribes of memories, lower and dwarfish, but +myriads strong. The bells from some convent rang, the December stars +blazed beyond his window, he put out his arms to the December cold. + +Ian, despite that moment in the playhouse, looked for the arrival of a +second challenge from Glenfernie. For an instant it might be that they +had seen that things couldn't be so separate, after all! That there +was, as it were, some universal cement. But instants passed, and, +indubitably, the world was a broken field! Enmity still existed, +full-veined. It would be like this Alexander, who had overshot another +Alexander, to send challenge after challenge, never to rest satisfied +with one crossing of weapons, with blood drawn once! Or if there was +no challenge, no formal duel, still there would be duel. He would +pursue--he would cry, "Turn!"--there would be perpetuity of encounter. +To the world's end there was to be the face of menace, of old +reproach--the arrows dropped of pain of many sorts. "In short, +vengeance," said Ian. "Vengeance deep as China! When he used to deny +himself revenge in small things it was all piling up for this!... What +I did slipped the leash for him! Well, aren't we evened?" + +What he looked for came, brought by Deschamps. The two met in a field +outside Paris, with seconds, with all the conventionally correct +paraphernalia. The setting differed from that of their lonely fight on +a Highland mountain-side. But again Ian, still the better swordsman, +wounded Alexander. This time he gave--willed perhaps to give--a slight +hurt. + +"That is nothing!" said Glenfernie. "Continue--" But the seconds, +coming between them, would not have it so. It was understood that +their principals had met before, and upon the same count. Blood had +been drawn. It was France--and mere ugly tooth-and-claw business not +in favor. Blood had flowed--now part! + +"'Must' drives then to-day," said Alexander. "But it is December +still, Ian Rullock!" + +"Turn the world so, if you will, Glenfernie!" answered the other. "And +yet there is June somewhere!" + +They left the field. Alexander, going home in a hired coach with +Deschamps, sat in silence, looking out of the window. His arm was +bandaged and held in a sling. + +"They breed determined foes in Scotland," said Deschamps. + +"That Scotland is in me," Glenfernie answered. "That Scotland and that +December." + +Three days later he wandered alone in Paris, came at last to old stone +steps leading down to the river, in an unpopulous quarter. A few boats +lay fastened to piles, but the landing-place hung deserted in the +winter sunlight. There lacked not a week of Christmas. But the season +had been mild. To-day was not cold, and stiller than still. +Glenfernie, his cloak about him, sat upon the river steps and watched +the stream. It went by, and still it stood there before him. It came +from afar, and it went to afar, and still it shone where his hand +might touch it. It turned like a wheel, from the gulf to the height +and around again. He followed its round--ocean and climbing vapor, +cloud, rain, and far mountain springs, descent and the mother sea. The +mind, expanding, ceased to examine radius by radius, but held the +whole wheel. Alexander sat in inner quiet, forgetting December. + +Turning from that contemplation, he yet remained still, looking now at +the sunshine on the steps.... There seemed to reach him, within and +from within, rays of color and fragrance, the soul of spice pinks, +marigolds, and pansies.... Then, within and from within, Elspeth was +with him. + +Dead! She was not dead.... Of all idle words--! + +It was not as a shade--it was not as a memory, or not as the poor +things that were called memory! But she came in the authority and +integrity of herself, that was also, most dearly, most marvelously, +himself as well--permeative, penetrative, real, a subtle breath named +Elspeth! So subtle, so wide and deep, elastic, universal, with no +horizons that he could see.... To and fro played the tides of +knowledge. + +Elspeth all along--sunshines and shadows--Elspeth a wide, living +life--not crushed into the two moments upon which he had brooded--not +the momentary Elspeth who had walked the glen with him, not the +momentary Elspeth lifted from the Kelpie's Pool, borne in his arms, +cold, rigid, drowned, a long, long way! But Elspeth, integral, +vibrant, living--Elspeth of centillions of moments--Elspeth a +beautiful power moving strongly in abundant space.... + +His form stayed moveless upon the river steps while the wave of +realization played. + +The experience linked itself with that of the other night when the +stony bed of existence, broken, harsh, irregular, had suddenly +dissolved into connections myriad wide, deep, and fine.... He had +prated with philosophers of oneness. Then what he had prated of had +been true! There was a great difference between talking of and +touching truth.... + +But he could not hold the touch. The wings flagged, he fell into the +jungle of words. His body turned upon the steps. The caves and dens of +his being began to echo with cries and counter-cries. + +Hurt? Had she not been hurt at all? But she _was_ hurt--poisoned, +ruined, drawn to death! Had she long and wide and living power to heal +her own harm? Still was it not there--he would have it there! + +Ian Rullock! With a long, inward, violent recoil Alexander shrank into +the old caves of himself. All, the magic web of color and fragrance +dwindled, came to be a willow basket filled with White Farm flowers +placed upon the kirkyard steps. + +Ian Rullock had stolen her--Ian, not Alexander, had been her lover, +kissed her, clasped her, there in the glen! Ian, the Judas of +friendship--thief of a comrade's bliss--cheat, murderer, mocker, and +injurer! + +The wave of oneness fled. + +Glenfernie, looking like the old laird his father, his cloak wrapped +around him, feeling the December air, left the river steps, wandered +away through Paris. + +But when he was alone with the night he tried to recover the wave. It +had been so wonderful. Even the faint, faint echo, the ghostly +afterglow, were exquisite; were worth more than anything he yet had +owned. He tried to recover the earlier part of the wave, separating it +from the later flood that had seemed critical of righteous wrath, just +punishment. But it would not come back on those terms.... But yet he +wanted it, wanted it, longed for it even while he warred against it. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + + +That was one December. The year made twelve steps and here was +December again. With it came to Ian a proffer from the nobleman of the +coach across the Seine. Some ancient business, whether of soul or +sense, carried him to Rome. Monsieur Ian Rullock--said to be for the +moment banished from a certain paradise--might find it in his interest +to come with him--say as traveling companion. Ian found it so. +Monseigneur was starting at once. Good! let us start. + +Ian despatched his servant to the lodging known to be occupied by the +laird of Glenfernie. The man had a note to deliver. Alexander took it +and read: + + GLENFERNIE,--I am quitting Paris with the Duc + de ----, for Rome.--IAN RULLOCK. + +The man gone, Alexander put fire to the missive and burned it, after +which he walked up and down, up and down the wide, bare room. When +some time had passed he came back to chair and table, inkwell and pen, +and a half-written letter. The quill drove on: + + ... None could do better by the estate than you--not I nor + any other. So I beg of you to stay, dear Strickland, who + have stayed by us so long! + +There followed a page of business detail--inquiries--expressed +wishes. Glenfernie paused. Before him, propped against a volume of old +lore, stood a small picture;--Orestes asleep in the grove of the +Furies. He sat leaning back in his chair, regarding it. He had found +it and purchased it months before, and still he studied it. His eyes +fell to the page; he wrote on: + + You ask no questions, and yet I know that you question. + Well, I will tell you--knowing that you will strain out and + give to others only what should be given.... He has been, + and I have been, in Paris a year. He and I have fought three + times--fought, that is, as men call fighting. Once upon that + mountain-side at home, twice here. Now he is going--and I am + going--to Rome. Shall I fight him again--with metal digged + from the earth, fashioned and sharpened in some red-lighted + shop of the earth? I am not sure that I shall--rather, I + think that I shall not.... Is there ever a place where a + kind of growth does not go on? There is a moonrise in me + that tells me that that fighting is to be scorned. But what + shall I do, seeing that he is my foe?... Ah, I do not + know--save haunt him, save bring and bring again my inner + man, to clinch and wrestle with and throw, if may be, his + inner man. And to see that he knows that I do this--that it + tells back upon him--through and through tells back!... It + has been a strange year. Now and then I am aware of curious + far tides, effects from some giant orb of being. But I go + on.... For my daily life in Paris--here it is, your open + page!... You see, I still seek knowledge, for all your gibe + that I sought darkness. And now, as I go to Rome-- + +He wrote on, changing now to details as to communication, placing of +moneys, and such matters. At length came references to the last home +news, expressions of trust and affection. He signed his name, folded, +superscribed and sealed the letter, then sat on, studying the picture +before him. + +Monseigneur, with gold, with fine horses, with an eery, swooping, +steadiness of direction, journeyed fast. He and his traveling +companion reached Rome early in February. There was a villa, there +were attendants, there was the Frenchman's especial circle, set with +bizarre jewels, princes of the Church, Italian nobles of his +acquaintance, exiles, a charlatan of immense note, certain ladies. He +only asked of his guest, Monsieur Rullock, that he help him to +entertain the whole chaplet, giving to his residence in Rome a certain +splendid virility. + +February showed skies like sapphire. There drew on carnival week. +Masks and a wildness of riot--childish, too-- + +Ian leaned against the broken base of an ancient statue, set in the +villa garden, at a point that gave a famous view. Around, the +almond-trees were in bloom. The marble Diana had gazed hence for so +many years, had seen so much that might make the dewy greenwood +forgotten! It was mid-afternoon and flooding light. Here Rome basked, +half-asleep in a dream of sense; here the ant city worked and worked. + +Ian stood between tides, behind him a forenoon, before him an evening +of carnival participation. In the morning he had been with a stream of +persons; presently, with the declining sun, would be with another. +Here was an hour or two of pause, time of day for rest with +half-closed eyes. He looked over the pale rose wave of the almonds, he +saw Peter's dome and St. Angelo. He was conscious of a fatigue of his +powers, a melancholy that they gave him no more than they did. "How it +is all tinsel and falsetto!... I want a clean, cold, searching +wave--desert and night--not life all choked with wax tapers and +harlequins! I want something.... I don't know what I want. I only know +I haven't got it!" + +His arm moved upon the base of the statue. He looked up at the white +form with the arrow in its hands. "Self-containment.... What, goddess, +you would call chastity all around?... All the spilled self somehow +centered. But just that is difficult--difficult--more difficult than +anything Hercules attempted. Oh me!" He sat down beneath the cypress +that stood behind the statue and rested his head within his hands. +From Rome, on all sides, broke into the still light trumpets and +bell-ringing, pipes and drums, shout and singing. It sounded like a +thousand giant cicadae. A group of masks went through the garden, by +the Diana figure. They threw pine cones and confetti at the gold-brown +foreigner seated there. One wore an ass's head, another was dressed as +a demon with horns and tail, a third rolled as Bacchus, a fourth, +fifth, and sixth were his maenads. All went wildly by, the clamor of +the city swelled. + +This was first day of carnival. Succeeding days, succeeding nights, +mounted each a stage to heights of folly. Starred all through was +innocent merrymaking, license held in leash. But the gross, the +whirling, and the sinister elements came continuously and more +strongly into play. Measured sound grew racket, camaraderie turned +into impudence. Came at last pandemonium. All without Rome--Campagna +and mountains--were in Rome. Peasant men and women slept, when they +slept, in and beneath carts and huge wine-wagons camped and parked in +stone forests of imperial ruins. Artisan, mechanic, and merchant Rome +lightened toil and went upon the hunt for pleasure, dropping servility +in the first ditch. Foreigners, artists, men from everywhere, roved, +gazed, and listened, shared. The great made displays, some with +beauty, some of a perverted and monstrous taste. The lords of the +Church nodded, looked sleepily or alertly benevolent. At times all +alike turned mere populace. Courtesans thronged, the robber and the +assassin found their prey. All men and women who might entertain, ever +so coarsely, ever so poorly, were here at market. Mummers and players, +musicians, dancers, jugglers, gipsies, and fortune-tellers floated +thick as May-flies. Voices, voices, and every musical instrument--but +all set in a certain range, and that not the deep nor the sweet. So it +seemed, and yet, doubtless, by searching might have been found the +deep and the sweet. Certainly the air of heaven was sweet, and it went +in and between. + +All who might or who chose went masked. So few did not choose that +street and piazza seemed filled with all orders of being and moments +of time. Terrible, grotesque, fantastic, pleasing, went the rout, and +now the hugest crowd was here and now it was there, and now there were +moments of even diffusion. At night the lights were in multitude, and +in multitude the flaring and strange decorations. Day and night swung +processions, stood spectacles, huge symbolic movements and attitudes, +grown obscure and molded to the letter, now mere stage effects. Day +by day through carnival week the noise increased, restraint lessened. + +At times Ian was in company with monseigneur and those who came to the +villa; at times he sought or was sought by others that he knew in +Rome, fared into carnival with them. Much more rarely he dipped into +the swirl alone. + +The saturnalia drew toward its close. Ash Wednesday, like a great +gray-sailed ship, was seen coming large into port. The noise grew +wild, license general. All available oil must be poured into the fire +of the last day of pleasures. Ian was to have been with monseigneur's +party gathered to view a pageant lit by torches of wax, then to drink +wine, then, in choice masks, to break in upon a dance of nymphs, whirl +away with black or brown eyes.... It was the program, but at the last +he evaded it, slipped from the villa, chose solitary going. Why, he +did not know, save that he felt aching satiety. + +Here in the streets were half-lights, afterglow from the sunken sun +and smoky torches. The latter increased in number, the oil-lamps, +great and small, were lit, the tapers of various qualities and +thicknesses. Where there were open spaces vast heaps of seasoned wood +now flaming caused processions of light and shadow among ruins, +against old triumphal arches, against churches and dwellings old, +half-old, and new, lived in, chanted in still, intact and usable. +Above was star-sown night, but Rome lay under a kobold roof of her own +lighting. Noise held grating sway, mere restless motion enthroned with +her. Worlds of drunken grasshoppers in endless scorched plains! The +masks seemed now demoniac, less beauty than ugliness. + +Ian found himself on the Quirinal, in the great ragged space dominated +by the Colossi. Here burned a bonfire huge enough to make Plutonian +day, and here upon the fringes of that light he encountered a carnival +brawl, and became presently involved in it. He wore a domino striped +black and silver, and a small black mask, a black hat with wide brim +and a long, curling silver feather. He was tall, broad-shouldered, +noticeable.... The quarrel had started among unmasked peasants, then +had swooped in a numerous band dressed as ravens. Light-fingered +gentry, inconspicuously clad, aided in provoking misunderstanding that +should shake for them the orchard trees. A company of wine-bibbers +with monstrous, leering masks, staggering from a side-street, fell +into the whirlpool. With vociferation and blows the whole pulled here +and there, the original cause of the falling out buried now in a host +of new causes. Ian, caught in an eddy, turned to make way out of it. A +peasant woman, there with a group from some rock village, received a +chance buffet, so heavy that she cried out, staggered, then, pushed +against in the melee, fell upon the earth. The raven crew threatened +trampling. "_Jesu Maria!_" she cried, and tried to raise herself, but +could not. Ian, very near her, took a step farther in and, stooping, +lifted her. But now the ravens chose to fall foul of him. The woman +was presently gone, and her peasant fellows.... He was beating off a +drunken Comus crew, with some of active ill-will. His dress was +rich--he was not Roman, evidently--the surge had foamed and dragged +across from the bonfire and the open place to the dark mouth of a poor +street. Many a thing besides light-hearted gaieties happened in +carnival season. + +He became aware that a friendly person had come up, was with him +beating off raven, gorgon, and satyr. He saw that this person was very +big, and caught an old, oft-noted trick in the swing of his arm. +To-night, in carnival time, when there was trouble, it seemed quite +natural and with a touch of home that Old Steadfast should loom forth. + +A clang of music, shouting, and an oncoming array of lights helped to +daunt band of ravens and drunken masks. A procession of fishermen with +nets and monsters of the sea approached, went by. The attackers merged +in the throng that attended or followed, went away with innocent +shouts and songs. A second push followed the first, a great crowd of +masks and spectators bound for a piazza through which was to pass one +of the final large pageants. This wave carried with it Ian and +Alexander. On such a night, where every sea was tumult, one +indication, one propelling touch, was as good as another. The two went +on in company. Alexander was not masked. Ian was, but that did not +to-night hide him from the other. They came into the flaringly lighted +place. Around stood old ruins, piers, broken arches and columns, and +among these modern houses. For the better viewing of the spectacle +banks of seats had been built, tier upon tier rising high, propped +against what had been ancient bath or temple. The crowd surged to +these, filling every stretch and cranny not yet seized upon. There +issued that the tiers were packed; dark, curving, mounting rows where +foot touched shoulder. The piazza turned amphitheater. + +Still, in this carnival night, Ian and Alexander found themselves +together. They were sitting side by side, a third of the way between +pavement and the topmost row. They sat still, broodingly, in a cloud +of things rememberable, no distinct images, but all their common past, +good and bad, and the progress from one to the other, making as it +were one chord, or a mist of one color. They did not reason about this +momentary oneness, but took it as it came. It was carnival season. + +Yet the cloud dripped honey, the color was clear and not unrestful, +the chord sweet and resounding. + +The pageant, fantastic, towering, red and purple lighted, passed by. +The throng upon the seats moved, rose, struck heavily with their feet, +going down the narrow ways. Many torches had been extinguished, many +that were carried had gone on, following the last triumphal car. Here +were semi-darkness, great noise and confusion--weight, too, pressing +upon ground that long ago had been honeycombed; where the crypt of a +three-hundred-year-old church touched through an archway old priest +paths beneath a vanished temple, that in turn gave into a mixed ruin +of dungeons and cellars opening at last to day or night upon a +hillside at some distance from the place of raised benches. Now, the +crowd pressing thickly, the earth crust at one point trembled, +cracked, gave way. Scaffolding and throng came with groans and cries +into a very cavern. Those that were left above, high on narrow, +overswaying platforms, with shouts of terror pushed back from the pit +mouth, managed with accidents, injuries enough, to get to firmer +earth. Then began, among the braver sort, rescue of those who had gone +down with soil and timbers. What with the darkness and the confused +and sunken ruin, this was difficult enough. + +Ian and Alexander, unhurt, clambered down the standing part and by the +light of congregated and improvised torches helped in that rescue, and +helped strongly. Many were pinned beneath wood, smothered by the +caving earth. The rent was wide and in places the ruin afire. Groans, +cries, appeals shook the hearts of the carnival crowd. All would now +have helped, but it was not possible for many. There must be strength +to descend into the pit and work there. + +A beam pinned a man more than near a creeping flame. The two Scots +beat out that fire. Glenfernie heaved away the beam, Ian drew out the +man, badly hurt, moaning of wife and child. Glenfernie lifted him, +mounted with him, over heaped debris, by uncertain ledge and step, +until other arms, outstretched, could take him. Turning back, he took +from Ian a woman's form, lifted it forth. Down again, the two worked +on. Others were with them, there was made a one-minded ring, folly +forgot. + +At last it seemed that all were rescued. A few men only moved now in +the hollow, peering here and there. The fire had taken headway; the +gulf, it was evident, would presently be filled with flame. The heat +beat back those at the rim. "Come out! Come out, every one!" The +rescuers began to clamber forth. + +Came down a roaring pile of red-lit timbers, with smoke and sparks. It +blocked the way for Alexander and Ian. Turning, here threatened a +pillar of choking murk, red-tongued. Behind them was a gaping, narrow +archway. Involuntary recoil before that stinging push of smoke brought +them in under this. They were in a passageway, but when again they +would have made forth and across to the side of the pit, and so, by +climbing, out of it, they found that they could not. Before them lay +now a mere field of fire, and the blowing air drove a biting smoke +against them. + +"Move back, until this burns itself out! The earth gave into some kind +of underground room. This is a passage." + +It stretched black behind them. Glenfernie caught up a thick, arm-long +piece of lighted wood that would answer for brand. They worked through +a long vaulted tunnel, turned at right angles, and came into what +their torch showed to have been an ancient chapel. In a niche stood a +broken statue, on the wall spread a painting of St. Christopher in +midstream. + +"Shall we go on? There must be a way out of this maze." + +"If the torch will last us through." + +They passed out of the chapel into a place where of old the dead had +been buried. They moved between massy pillars, by the shelves of stone +where the bones lay in the dust. It seemed a great enough hall. At the +end of this they discovered an upward-going stair, but it was old and +broken, and when they mounted it they found that it ended flat against +thick stone, roof to it, pavement, perhaps, to some old church. They +saw by a difference in the flags where had been space, the stair +opening into the hollow of the church; but now was only stone, solid +and thick. They struck against it, but it was moveless, and in the +church, if church there were above, none in the dead night to hear +them. They came down the stair, and through a small, half-blocked +doorway stumbled into a labyrinth of passages and narrow chambers. +They found old pieces of wood--what had been a wine-cask, what might +have had other uses. They broke these into torch lengths, lighting one +from another as that burned down. These underways did not seem wholly +neglected, buried, and forgotten. There lacked any total blocking or +demolition, and there was air. But intricacy and uncertainty reigned. + +The mood of the amphitheater when they had sat side by side claimed +them still. There had been a reversion or a coming into fresh space +where quarrel faded like a shadow before light. The light was a +golden, hazy one, made up of myriads of sublimed memories, +associations, judgments, conclusions. Nothing defined emerged from it; +it was simply somewhat golden, somewhat warm light, as from a sun well +under the horizon--a kind of dreamy well-being as of old Together, +unquestioning Acceptance. Suddenly aroused, each might have cried, +"For the moment--it was for a moment only!" Then, for the moment, +there was return, with addition. It came like a winged force from the +bounds of doing or undoing. While it lasted it imposed upon them +quieted minds, withdrew any seeming need for question. They sought for +egress from this place where their bodies moved, explanation of this +material labyrinth. But they did not seek explanation of this mood, +fallen among pride and anger, wrong and revenge. It came from at +large, with the power of largeness. They were back, "for the moment," +in a simplicity of ancient, firm companionship. + +They spoke scarcely at all. It had been a habit of old, in their much +adventuring together, to do so in long silences. Alexander had set the +pace there, Ian learning to follow.... It was as if this were an +adventure of, say, five years ago, and it was as if it were a dream +adventure. Or it was as if some part of themselves, quietly and with a +hidden will separating itself, had sailed away from the huge storm and +cloud and red lightnings.... What they did say had wholly and only to +do with immediate exigencies. Behind, in pure feeling, was the unity. + +Down in this underground place the air began to come more freshly. + +"Look at the flame," said Ian. "It is bending." + +They had left behind rooms and passages lined with unbroken masonry. +Here were newer chambers and excavations, softer walled. + +"They have been opening from this side. That was dug not so long ago." + +Another minute and they came into a ragged, cavern-like space filled +with fresh night air. Presently they were forth upon a low hillside, +and at their feet Tiber mirrored the stars. Rome lay around. The +carnival lights yet flared, the carnival noise beat, beat. This was a +deserted strip, an islet between restless seas. + +Ian and Alexander stood upon trodden earth and grass, about them the +yet encumbering ruins of an ancient building, pillars and architraves +and capitals, broken friezes and headless caryatids. Here was the +river, here the ancient street. They breathed in the air, they looked +at the sky, but then at Rome. Somewhere a trumpet was fiercely crying. +Like an impatient hand, like a spurred foot, it tore the magician's +fabric of the past few hours. + +Ian laughed. "We had best rub our eyes!" To the fine hearing there was +a catch of the breath, a small dancing hope in his laughter. "_Or, +Glenfernie, shall we dream on?_" + +But the other opened his eyes upon things like the Kelpie's Pool and +the old room in the keep where a figure like himself read letters that +lied. He saw in many places a figure like himself, injured and fooled, +stuck full of poisoned arrows. The figure grew as he watched it, until +it overloomed him, until he was passionately its partisan. He said no +word, but he flung the smoking torch yet held in hand among the ruins, +and, leaving Ian and his black and silver, plunged down the slope to +the old, old street along which now poured a wave of carnival. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + + +The laird of Glenfernie lay in the flowering grass, beneath a +pine-tree, rising lonely from the Roman Campagna. The grass flowed for +miles, a multitudinous green speculating upon other colors, here and +there clearly donning a gold, an amethyst, a blue. The pine-tree +looked afar to other pine-trees. Each seemed solitary. Yet all had the +oneness of the great stage, and if it could comprehend the stage might +swim with its little solitariness into a wider uniqueness. In the +distance lay Rome. He could see St. Peter's dome. But around streamed +the ocean of grass and the ocean of air. Lifted from the one, bathed +in the other, strewed afar, appeared the wreckage of an older Rome. +There was no moving in Rome or its Campagna without moving among +time-cleansed bones and vestiges. Rome and its Campagna were like +Sargasso Seas and held the hulks of what had been great galleons. The +air swam above endless grass, endless minute flowers. In long +perspective traveled the arches of an Aqueduct. + +He lay in the shadow of a broken tomb. It was midspring. The bland +stillness of this world was grateful to him, after long inner storm. +He lay motionless, not far from the skirts of Contemplation. + +The long line of the Aqueduct, arch after arch, succession fixed, +sequence which the gaze made unitary, toled on his thought. He was +regarding span after span of imagery held together, a very wide and +deep landscape of numerous sequences, more planes than one. He was +seeing, around the cells, the shadowy force lines of the organ, around +the organ the luminous mist of the organism. He passed calmly from one +great landscape to another. + +Rome. To-day and yesterday and the day before, and to-morrow. The +"to-morrow" put in the life, guaranteeing an endless present, endless +breathing. He saw Rome the giant, the stone and earth of her, the vast +animal life of her, the vast passional, the mental clutch and +hammer-blow. The spiritual Rome? He sought it--it must be there. At +last, among the far arches, it rose, a light, a leaven, an ether.... +Rome. + +If there were boundaries in this ocean of air they were gauze-thin and +floating. He looked here and there, into landscapes Rome led to. Like +and like, and synthesis of syntheses! Images, finding that of which +they were images, lost their grotesqueness or meaninglessness of line, +their quality of caricature, lost unripeness, lost the dull annoy of +riddles never meant to be answered.... He had a great fund of images, +material so full that it must begin to build higher. Building higher +meant arrival in a fluid world where all aggregates were penetrable. + +He lay still among the grasses, and it was as though he lay also amid +the wide, simple, first growths of a larger, more potent living. Now +and again, through years, he had been aware of approaches, always +momentary, to this condition, to a country that lay behind time and +space, cause and effect, as he ordinarily knew them. The lightning +went--but always left something transforming. And then for three years +all gleams stopped, a leaden wall that they could not pierce rearing +itself. + +Latterly they had begun to return.... The proud will might rise +against them, but they came. Then it must be so, he would have said of +another, that the will was divided. Part of it must still have kept +its seat before the door whence the lights came, stayed there with its +face in its hands, waiting its season. And a part that had said no +must be coming to say yes, going and taking its place beside the other +by the door. And together they were strong enough to bring the +gleaming back, watching the propitious moment. But still there was the +opposed will, and it was strong.... When the light came it sought out +old traces of itself, and these became revivified. Then all joined +together to make a flood against the abundant darkness. A day like +this joined itself through likeness to others on the other side of the +three years, and also to moments of the months just passed and +passing. Union was made with a sleepless night in an inn of Spain, +with the hours after his encounter with Ian in the Paris theater, with +that time he sat upon the river steps and saw that the dead were +living and the prisoners free, with the hour in the amphitheater and +after, in carnival. + +He saw and heard, felt and tasted, life in greater lengths and +breadths. He comprehended more of the pattern. The tones and +semi-tones fell into the long scale. Such moments brought always +elevation, deep satisfaction.... More of the will particles traveled +from below to the center by the door. + +The soul turned the mind and directed it upon Alexander Jardine's own +history. It spread like a landscape, like a continent viewed from the +air, and here it sang with attainment and here it had not attained; +and here it was light, and here there were darknesses; right-doing +here and wrong-doing there and every shade between. He saw that there +was right- and wrong-doing quite outside of conventional standards. + +Where were frontiers? The edges of the continent were merely spectral. +Where did others end and he begin, or he end and others begin? He saw +that his history was very wide and very deep and very high. Through +him faintly, by nerve paths in the making, traveled the touch of +oneness. + +Alexander Jardine--Elspeth Barrow--Ian Rullock. And all others--and +all others. + +There swam upon him another great perspective. He saw Christ in light, +Buddha in light. The glorified--the unified. _Union._ + +Alexander Jardine--Elspeth Barrow--Ian Rullock. And all others--and +all others. _For we are members, one of another._ + +The feathered, flowered grass, miles of it, and the sea of air.... By +degrees the level of consciousness sank. The splendid, steadfast +moment could not be long sustained. Consciousness drew difficult +breath in the pure ether, it felt weight, it sank. Alexander moved +against the old tomb, turned, and buried his face in his arms. The +completer moment went by, here was the torn self again. But he strove +to find footing on the thickening impressions of all such moments. + +Moving back to Rome, along the old way where had marched all the +legions, by the ruins, under the blue sky, he had a sense of going +with Caesar's legions, step by step, targe by targe, and then of his +footstep halting, turning out, breaking rhythm.... From this it was +suddenly a winter night and at Glenfernie, and he sat by the fire in +his father's death-room. His father spoke to him from the bed and he +went to his side and listened to dying words, distilled from a wide +garden that had relaxed into bitterness, growths, and trails of ideal +hatred.... _What was it, setting one's foot upon an adder?... What was +the adder?_ + +He entered the city. His lodging was above the workroom and shop of a +recoverer of ancient coins and intaglios, skilful cleanser and mender +of these and merchant to whom would buy. The man was artist besides, +maker of strange drawings whom few ever understood or bought. + +Glenfernie liked him--an elderly, fine, thin, hook-nosed, dark-eyed, +subtle-lipped, little-speaking personage. No great custom came to the +shop in front; the owner of it might work all day in the room behind, +with only two or three peals of a small silvery summoning bell. The +lodger acquired the habit of sitting for perhaps an hour out of each +twenty-four in this workroom. He might study at the window gem or coin +and the finish of old designs, or he might lift and look at sheet +after sheet of the man's drawings, or watch him at his work, or have +with him some talk. + +The drawings had a fascination for him. "What did you mean behind this +outward meaning? Now here I see this, and I see that, but here I don't +penetrate." The man laid down his mending a broken Eros and came and +stood by the table and spoke. Glenfernie listened, the wood propping +elbow, the hand propping chin, the eyes upon the drawing. Or he leaned +back in the great visitor's chair and looked instead at the draftsman. +They were strange drawings, and the draftsman's models were not +materially visible. + +To-day Glenfernie came from the noise of Rome without into this room. +His host was sitting before a drawing-board. Alexander stood and +looked. + +"Are you trying to bring the world of the plane up a dimension? Then +you work from an idea above the world of the solid?" + +"_Si._ Up a dimension." + +"What are these forms?" + +"I am dreaming the new eye, the new ear, the new hand." + +Glenfernie watched the moving and the resting hand. Later in the day +he returned to the room. + +"It has been a fertile season," said the artist. "Look!" + +At the top of a sheet of paper was written large in Latin, LOVE IS +BLIND. Beneath stood a figure filled with eyes. "It is the same +thing," said the man. + +The next day, at sunset, going up to his room after restless wandering +in this city, he found there from Ian another intimation of the +latter's movements: + + GLENFERNIE,--I am going northward. There will be a + month spent at monseigneur's villa upon the Lake of Como. + Then France again.--IAN RULLOCK. + +Alexander laid the paper upon the table before him, and now he stared +at it, and now he gazed at space beyond, and where he gazed seemed +dark and empty. It was deep night when finally he dipped quill into +ink and wrote: + + IAN RULLOCK,--Stay or go as you will! I do not + follow you now as I did before. I come to see the crudeness, + the barrenness, of that. But within--oh, are you not my + enemy still? I ask Justice that, and what can she do but + echo back my words? "Within" is a universe.--ALEXANDER + JARDINE. + +Five days later he knew that Ian with the Frenchman in whose company +he was had departed Rome. On that morning he went again without the +city and lay among the grasses. But the sky to-day was closed, and all +dead Rome that had been proud or violent or a lover of self seemed to +move around him multitudinous. He fought the shapes down, but the sea +in storm then turned sluggish, dead and weary.... What was he going to +do? Scotland? Was he going back to Scotland? The glen, the moor, White +Farm and the kirk, Black Hill and his own house--all seemed cold and +without tint, gray, small, and withered, and yet oppressive. All that +would be importunate, officious. He cried out, "O my God, I want +healing!" For a long time he lay there still, then, rising, went +wandering by arches and broken columns, choked doorways, graved slabs +sunken in fairy jungles. Into his mind came a journey years before +when he had just brushed a desert. The East, the Out-of-Europe, called +to him now. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + + +Ian guided the boat to the water steps. Above, over the wall, streamed +roses, a great, soundless fall of them, reflected, mass and color, in +the lake. Above the roses sprang deep trees, shade behind shade, and +here sang nightingales. Facing him sat the Milanese song-bird, the +singer Antonia Castinelli. She had the throat of the nightingale and +the beauty of the velvety open rose. + +"Why land?" she said. "Why climb the steps to the chatter in the +villa?" + +"Why indeed?" + +"They are not singing! They are talking. There is deep, sweet shadow +around that point." + +The boat turned glidingly. Now it was under tall rock, parapeted with +trees. + +"Let Giovanni have the boat. Come and sit beside me! You are too far +away for singing together." + +Old Giovanni at the helm, boatman upon this lake since youth, used +long since to murmuring words, to touching hands, stayed brown and +wrinkled and silent and unspeculative as a walnut. Perhaps his mind +was sunk in his own stone hut behind vine leaves. The two under the +rose-and-white-fringed canopy leaned toward each other. + +"Tell me of your strange, foreign land! Have you roses +there--roses--roses? And nightingales that sing out your heart under +the moon?" + +"I will tell you of the heather, the lark, and the mavis." + +She listened. "Oh, it does not taste as tastes this lake! Give me +pain! Tell me of women you have loved.... Oh, hear! The nightingales +stop singing." + +"Do you ever listen to the silence?" + +"Of course ... when a friend dies--or I go to Mass--and sometimes when +I am singing very passionately. But this lake--" + +She began to sing. The contralto throbbed, painted, told, brought +delight and melancholy. He sat with his hand loosened from hers, his +eyes upon the lake's blue-green depths. At last she stopped. + +"Oh--h!... Let us go back to the talking shore and the chattering +villa! Somebody else is singing--somebody or something! I hear +silence--I hear it in the silence.... Some things I can sing against, +and some things I can't." + +They went underneath the wall of roses. Her arm, sleeved as with mist, +touched his; her low, wide brow and great liquid eyes were at his +shoulder, at his breast. "O foreigner--and yet not at all foreign! +Tell me your English words for roses--walls of roses--and music that +never ceases in the night--and pleasing, pleasing, pleasing love!" + +The boat came to the water steps. The two left it, climbing between +flowers. Down to them came a wave of laughter and hand-clapping. + +"Celestina recites--but I do not think she does it so well!... That +is my window--see, where the roses mount!" + +The company, flowing forth, caught them upon the terrace. "Lo, the +truants!" + +But that night, instead of climbing where the roses climbed, he took a +boat from the number moored by the steps and rowed himself across the +lake to a piece of shore, bare of houses, lifting by steep slope and +crag into the mountain masses. He fastened the boat and climbed here. +The moon was round, the night merely a paler day. He went up among low +trees and bushes until he came to naked rock. He climbed here as far +as he might, found some manner of platform, and threw himself down, +below him the lake, around him the mountains. + +He lay still until the expended energy was replaced. At last the mind +moved and, apprentice-bound to feeling, began again a hot and heavy +and bitter work, laid aside at times and then renewed. It was upon the +vindication to himself of Ian Rullock. + +It was made to work hard.... Its old task used to be to keep asleep +upon the subject. But now for a considerable time this had been its +task. Old feeling, old egoism, awakened up and down, drove it hard! It +had to make bricks without straw. It had to fetch and carry from the +ends of the earth. + +Emotion, when it must rest, provided for it a dull place of +listlessness and discontent. But the taskmaster now would have it up +at all hours, fashioning reasons and justifications. The soonest found +straw in the fields lay in the faults of others--of the world in +general and Alexander Jardine in particular. Feeling got its anodyne +in gloating over these. It had the pounce of a panther for such a +bitter berry, such a weed, such a shameful form. It did not always +gloat, but it always held up and said, _Who could be weaker here--more +open to question?_ It made constant, sore comparison. + +The lake gleamed below him, the herded mountains slept in a gray +silver light. How many were the faults of the laird of Glenfernie! +Faults! He looked at the dark old plains of the moon. That was a light +word! He saw Alexander pitted and scarred. + +Pride! That had always been in the core of Glenfernie. That has been +his old fortress, walled and moated against trespass. Pride so high +that it was careless--that its possessor could seem peaceable and +humble.... But find the quick and touch it--and you saw! What was his +was his. What he deemed to be his, whether it was so or not! Touch him +there and out jumped jealousy, hate, and implacableness--and all the +time one had been thinking of him as a kind of seer! + +Ian turned upon the rock above Como. And Glenfernie was ignorant! The +seer had seen very little, after all. His touch had not been precisely +permeative when it came to the world, Ian Rullock. If liking meant +understanding, there had not been much understanding--which left +liking but a word. If liking was a degree of love, where then had been +love, where the friend at all? After all, and all the time, +Glenfernie's notion of friendship was a sieve. The notion that he had +held up as though it were the North Star! + +The world, Ian Rullock, could not be so contemned.... + +He felt with heat and pain the truth of that. It was a wrong that +Glenfernie should not understand! The world, Ian Rullock, might be +incomplete, imperfect--might have taken, more than once, wrong turns, +left its path, so to speak, in the heavens. But what of the world, +Alexander Jardine? Had it no memories? He brooded over what these +memories might be--must be; he tried to taste and handle that other's +faults in time and space. But he could not plunge into Alexander's +depths of wrath. As he could not, he made himself contemptuous of all +that--of Old Steadfast's power of reaction! + +A star shot across the moon-filled night, so large a meteor that it +made light even against that silver. A mass within Ian made a slow +turn, with effort, with thrilling, changed its inclination. He saw +that disdain, that it was shallow and streaked with ebony. He moved +with a kind of groan. "Was there--is there--wickedness?... What, O +God, is wickedness?" + +He pressed the rock with his hand--sat up. The old taskmaster, +alarmed, gathered his forces. "I say that it is just that--pride, +vengefulness, hard misunderstanding!" + +A voice within him answered. "Even so, is it not still yourself?" + +He stared after the meteor track. There was a conception here that he +had not dreamed of. + +It seemed best to keep still upon the rock. He sat in inner wonder. +There was a sense of purity, of a fresh coolness not physical, of +awe. He was in presence of something comprehensive, immortal. + +"Is it myself? Then let it pour out and make of naught the old poison +of myself!" + +The perception could not hold. It flagged and sank, echoing down into +the caves. He sat still and felt the old taskmaster stir. But this +time he found strength to resist. There resulted, not the divine +novelty and largeness of that one moment, but a kind of dim and bare +desert waste of wide extent. And as it ate up all width, so it seemed +timeless. Across this, like a person, unheralded, came and went two +lines from "Richard III" + + Clarence is come--false, fleeting, perjured Clarence, + That stabbed me in the field by Tewksbury. + +It went and left awareness of the desert. +"False--fleeting--perjured...." + +He saw himself as in mirrors. + +The desert ached and became a place of thorns and briers and +bewilderment. Then rose, like Antaeus, the taskmaster. "_And what of +all that--if I like life so?_" + +Sense of the villa and the roses and the nightingales in the +coverts--sense of wide, mobile sweeps and flowing currents inwashing, +indrawing, pleasure-crafts great and small--desire and desire for +desire--lust for sweetness, lust for salt--the rose to be plucked, the +grapes to be eaten--and all for self, all for Ian.... + +He started up from the rock above Como, and turned to descend to the +boat. That within him that set itself to make thin cloud of the +taskmaster pulled him back as by the hair of the head and cast him +down upon the rocky floor. + +He lay still, half upon his face buried in the bend of his arm. He +felt misery. + +"My soul is sick--a beggar--like to become an outcast!" + +How long he lay here now he did not know. The nadir of night was +passed, but there was cold and voidness, an abyss. He felt as one +fallen from a great height long ago. "There is no help here! Let me +only go to an eternal sleep--" + +A wind began. In the east the sky grew whiter than elsewhere. There +came a sword-blow from an unseen hand, ripping and tearing veils. +_Elspeth--Elspeth Barrow!_ + +In a bitterness as of myrrh he came into touch with cleanness, purity, +wholeness. Henceforth there was invisible light. Its first action was +not to show him scorchingly the night of Egypt, but with the quietness +of the whitening east to bring a larger understanding of Elspeth. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + + +The caravan, having spent three days in a town the edge of the desert, +set forth in the afternoon. The caravan was a considerable one. Three +hundred camels, more than a hundred asses, went heavily laden. Twenty +men rode excellent horses; ten, poorer steeds; the company of others +mounted with the merchandise or, staff in hand, strode beside. In safe +stretches occurred a long stringing out, with lagging at the rear; in +stretches where robber bands or other dangers might be apprehended +things became compact. Besides traders and their employ, there rode or +walked a handful of chance folk who had occasion for the desert or for +places beyond it. These paid some much, some little, but all something +for the advantage of this convoy. The traders did not look to lose, +whoever went with them. Altogether, several hundred men journeyed in +company. + +The elected chief of the caravan was a tall Arab, Zeyn al-Din. Twelve +of the camels were his; he was a merchant of spices, of wrought stuff, +girdles, and gems--a man of forty, bold and with scope. He rode a fine +horse and kept usually at the head of the caravan. But now and again +he went up and down, seeing to things. Then there was talking, loud +or low, between the head man and units of the march. + +Starting from its home city, this caravan had been for two days in +good spirits. Then had become to creep in disaster, not excessive, but +persistent. One thing and another befell, and at last a stealing +sickness, none knew what, attacking both beast and man. They had made +the town at the edge of the desert. Physicians were found and rest +taken. Recuperation and trading proceeded amicably together. The day +of departure wheeling round, the noontide prayer was made with an +especial fervor and attention. Then from the _caravanserai_ forth +stepped the camels. + +The sun descending, the caravan threw a giant shadow upon the sand. +Ridge and wave of sterile earth broke it, confused it, made it an +unintelligible, ragged, moving, and monstrous shade. The sun was red +and huge. As it lowered to the desert rim Zeyn al-Din gave the order +for the seven-hour halt. The orb touched the sand; prayer carpets were +spread. + +Night of stars unnumbered, the ineffable tent, arched the desert. The +caravan, a small thing in the world, lay at rest. The meal was over. +Here was coolness after heat, repose after toil. The fires that had +been kindled from scrub and waste lessened, died away. Zeyn al-Din +appointed the guards for the night, went himself the rounds. + +Where one of the fires had burned he found certain of those men who +were not merchants nor servants of merchants, yet traveled with the +caravan. Here were Hassan the Scribe, and Ali the Wanderer, and the +dervish Abdallah, and others. Here was the big Christian from some +outlandish far-away country, who had dwelt for the better part of a +year in the city whence the caravan started, who had money and a wish +to reach the city toward which the caravan journeyed. In the first +city he had become, it seemed, well liked by Yusuf the Physician, that +was the man that Zeyn al-Din most admired in life. It was Yusuf who +had recommended the Christian to Zeyn, who did not like infidel +sojourners with caravans. Zeyn himself was liberal and did not so much +mind, but he had had experience with troubles created along the way +and in the column itself. The more ignorant or the stiffer sort +thought it unpleasing to Allah. But Zeyn al-Din would do anything +really that Yusuf the Physician wanted. So in the end the big +Christian came along. Zeyn, interpreting fealty to Yusuf to mean care +in some measure for this infidel's well-being, began at once with a +few minutes' riding each day beside him. These insensibly expanded to +more than a few. He presently liked the infidel. "He is a man!" said +Zeyn and that was the praise that he considered highest. The big +Christian rode strongly a strong horse; he did not fret over small +troubles nor apparently fear great ones; he did not say, "This is my +way," and infer that it was better than others; he liked the red +camel, the white, and the brown. "Who dances with the sand is not +stifled," said Zeyn. + +Now he found the Christian with Hassan, listening at ease, stretched +upon the sand, to Ali the Wanderer. The head man, welcomed, listened, +too, to Ali bringing his story to a close. "That is good, Ali the +Wanderer! Just where grows the tree from which one gathers that +fruit?" + +"It can't be told unless you already know," said Ali. + +"Allah my refuge! Then I would not be asking you!" answered Zeyn. "I +should have shaken the tree and gathered the diamonds, rubies, and +emeralds, and been off with them!" + +"You did not hear what was said. Ibn the Happy found that they could +not be taken from the tree. He had tried what you propose. He broke +off a great number and ran away with them. But they turned to black +dust in his bosom. He put them all down, and when he looked back he +saw them still shining on the tree." + +"What did Ibn the Happy do?" + +"He climbed into the tree and lived there." + +In the distance jackals were barking. "I like nothing better than +listening to stories," said Zeyn al-Din. "But, Allah! Just now there +are more important things to do! Yusuf the Red, I name you watcher +here until moonrise. Then waken Melec, who already sleeps there!" + +His eyes touched in passing the big Christian. "Oh yes, you would be a +good watcher," thought Zeyn. "But there's a folly in this caravan! +Wait till good fortune has a steadier foot!" + +But good fortune continued a wavering, evanishing thing. Deep in the +night, from behind a stiffened wave of earth, rose and dashed a +mounted band of Bedouin robbers. Yusuf the Red and other watchers had +and gave some warning. Zeyn al-Din's voice was presently heard like a +trumpet. The caravan repelled the robbers. But five of its number were +lost, some camels and mules driven off. The Bedouins departing with +wild cries, there were left confusion and bewailing, slowly +straightening, slowly sinking. The caravan, with a pang, recognized +that ill luck was a traveler with it. + +The dead received burial; the wounded were looked to, at last hoisted, +groaning, upon the camels, among the merchandise. Unrested, bemoaning +loss, the trading company made their morning start three hours behind +the set time. For stars in the sky, there was the yellow light and the +sun at a bound, strewing heat. In the melee the robbers had thrust +lance or knife into several of the water-skins. Yet there was, it was +held, provision enough. The caravan went on. At midday the Bedouins +returned, reinforced. Zeyn al-Din and his mustered force beat them +off. No loss of goods or life, but much of time! The caravan went on, +that with laden beasts must move at best much like a tortoise. That +night the rest was shortened. Two hours after midnight and the strings +of camels were moving again, the asses and mules so monstrously +misshapen with bales of goods, the horses and horsemen and those +afoot. At dawn, not these Bedouins, but another roving band, harassed +them. Time was running like water from a cracked pitcher. + +This day they cleared the robber bands. There spread before them, +around them, clean desert. Then returned that sickness. + +"_O Zeyn al-Din, what could we expect who travel with him who denies +Allah?_" + +The stricken caravan crept under the blaze across the red waste. +Camels fell and died. Their burdens were lifted from them and added to +the packs of others; their bodies were left to light and heat and +moving air.... It grew that an enchantment seemed to hold the feet of +the caravan. Evils came upon them, sickness of men and beasts. And now +it was seen that there was indeed little water. + +"O Zeyn al-Din, rid us of this infidel!" + +"The infidel is in you!" answered Zeyn al-Din. "Much speaking makes +for thirst and impedes motion. Let us cross this desert." + +"O Zeyn al-Din, if you be no right head man we shall choose another!" + +"Choose!" said Zeyn al-Din, and went to the head of a camel who would +not rise from the sand. + +Ill luck clung and clung. Twelve hours and there began to be cabals. +These grew to factions. The larger of these swallowed the small fry, +swelled and mounted, took the shape of practically the whole caravan. +"Zeyn al-Din, if you do not harken to us it will be the worse for you! +Drive away the Christian dog!" + +"Abu al-Salam, are you the chief, or I?--Now, companions, listen! +These are the reasons in nature for our troubles--" + +But no! It was the noon halt. The desert swam in light and silence. +The great majority of the traders and their company undertook to play +divining, judging, determining Allah. The big Christian stood over +against them and looked at them, his arms folded. + +"It is no such great matter!... Very good then! What do you want me +to do?" + +"Turn your head and your eyes from us, and go to what fate Allah +parcels out to you!" + +There arose a buzzing. "Better we slay him here and now! So Allah will +know our side!" + +Zeyn al-Din stepped forth. "This is the friend of my friend and I am +pledged. Slay, and you will have two to slay! O Allah! what a thing it +is to stare at the west when the riders are in the east!" + +"Zeyn al-Din, we have chosen for head man Abu al-Salam." + +"Allah with you! I should say you had chosen well. I have twelve +camels," said Zeyn al-Din. "I make another caravan! Mansur, Omar, and +Melec, draw you forth my camels and mules!" + +With a weaker man there might have been interference, stoppage. But +Zeyn's mass and force acquired clear space for his own movements. He +made his caravan. He had with him so many men. Three of these stood by +him; the others cowered into the great caravan, into the shadow of Abu +al-Salam. + +Zeyn threw a withering look. "Oh, precious is the skin!" + +The big infidel came to him. "Zeyn al-Din, I do not want all this +peril for me. I have ridden away alone before to-day. Now I shall go +in that direction, and I shall find a garden." + +"Perhaps we shall find it," said Zeyn. "Does any other go with my +caravan?" + +It seemed that Ali the Wanderer went, and the dervish Abdallah.... +There was more ado, but at last the caravan parted.... The great one, +the long string of beads, drew with slow toil across the waste, along +the old track. The very small one, the tiny string of beads, departed +at right angles. Space grew between them. The dervish Abdallah turned +upon his camel. + +"It seems that we part. But, O Allah! around 'We part' is drawn 'We +are together!'" + +Zeyn al-Din made a gesture of assent. "O I shall meet in bazaars Abu +al-Salam! 'Ha! Zeyn al-Din!'--'Ha! Abu al-Salam!'" + +The sun sank lower. The vastly larger caravan drew away, drew away, +over the desert rim. Between the two was now a sea of desert waves. +Where the great string of camels, the asses, the riders, the men could +be seen, all were like little figures cut from dark paper, drawn by +some invisible finger, slowly, slowly across a wide floor. Before long +there were only dots, far in the distance. Around Zeyn al-Din's +caravan swept a great solitude. + +"Halt!" said Zeyn. "Now they observe us no longer, and this is what we +do!" + +All the merchant lading was taken from the camels. The bales of wealth +strewed the sand. "Wealth is a comfortable garment," said Zeyn, "but +life is a richer yet! That which gathers wealth is wealth. Now we +shall go thrice as fast as Abu al-Salam!" + +"Far over there," said Ali the Wanderer, and nodded his head toward +the quarter, "is the small oasis called the Garland." + +"I have heard of it, though I have not been there," answered Zeyn. +"Well, we shall not rest to-night; we shall ride!" + +They rode in the desert beneath the stars, going fast, camels and +horses, unencumbered by bales and packs unwieldy and heavy. But there +were guarded, as though they were a train of the costliest +merchandise, the shrunken water-skins.... + +The laird of Glenfernie, riding in silence by Zeyn al-Din, whom he had +thanked once with emphasis, and then had accepted as he himself was +accepted, looked now at the desert and now at the stars and now at +past things. A year and more--he had been a year and more in the East. +If you had it in you to grow, the East was good growing-ground.... He +looked toward the stars beneath which lay Scotland. + +The night passed. The yellow dawn came up, the sun and the heat of +day. And they must still press on.... At last the horses could not do +that. At eve they shot the horses, having no water for them. They went +on upon camels. Great suffering came upon them. They went stoically, +the Arabs and the Scot. The eternal waste, the sand, the arrows of the +sun.... The most of the camels died. Day and night and morn, and, +almost dead themselves, the men saw upon the verge the palms of the +desert oasis called the Garland. + + * * * * * + +Seven men dwelt seven days in the Garland. Uninhabited it stood, a +spring, date-palms, lesser verdure, a few birds and small beasts and +winged insects. It was an emerald set in ashy gold. + +The dervish Abdallah sat in contemplation under a palm. Ali the +Wanderer lay and dreamed. Zeyn al-Din and his men, Mansur, Omar, and +Melec, were as active as time and place admitted. The camels tasted +rich repose. Day went by in dry light, in a pleasant rustling and +waving of palm fronds. Night sprang in starshine, wonderful soft lamps +orbed in a blue vault. Presently was born and grew a white moon. + +Alexander Jardine, standing at the edge of the emerald, watched it. He +could not sleep. The first nights in the Garland he with the others +had slept profoundly. But now there was recuperation, strength again. +Around swept the circle of the desert. Above him he saw Canopus. + +He ceased to look directly at the moon, or the desert, or Canopus. He +stretched himself upon the clear sand and was back in the inner vast +that searched for the upper vast. Since the grasses of the Campagna +there had been a long search, and his bark had encountered many a +wind, head winds and favoring winds, and had beaten from coast to +coast. + +"O God, for the open, divine sea and Wisdom the compass--" + +He lay beneath the palm; he put his arm over his eyes. For an hour he +had been whelmed in an old sense, bitter and stately, of the woe, the +broken knowledge, the ailing and the pain of the world. All the +world.... That other caravan, where was it?... Where were all +caravans? And all the bewilderment and all the false hopes and all the +fool's paradises. All the crying in the night. Children.... + +Little by little he recognized that he was seeing it as panorama.... +None saw a panorama until one was out of the plane of its +components--out of the immediate plane. Gotten out as all must get +out, by the struggling Thought, which, the thing done, uses its +eyes.... + +He looked at his past. He did not beat his breast nor cry out in +repentance, but he saw with a kind of wonder the plains of darkness. +Oh, the deserts, and the slow-moving caravans in them! + +He lay very still beneath the palm. All the world.... _All._ + +"_All is myself._" + +"Ian? Myself--myself--myself!" + +He heard a step upon the sand--the putting by of a branch. The Sufi +Abdallah stood beside him. Alexander made a movement. + +"Lie still," said the other, "I will sit here, for sweet is the +night." He took his place, white-robed, a gleaming upon the sand. +Silent almost always, it was nothing that he should sit silent now, +quiet, moveless, gone away apparently among the stars. + +The moments dropped, each a larger round. Glenfernie moved, sat up. + +"I've felt you and your calm in our caravaning. Let me see if my +Arabic will carry me here!--What have you that I have not and that I +long for?" + +"I have nought that you have not." + +"But you see the having, and I do not." + +"You are beginning to see." + +The wind breathed in the oasis palms. The earth turned, seeking the +sun for her every chamber, the earth made pilgrimage around the sun, +eying point after point of that excellence, the earth journeyed with +the sun, held by the invisible cords. + +"I wish new sight--I wish new touch--I wish comprehension!" + +"You are beginning to have it." + +"I have more than I had.... Yes, I know it--" + +"There is birth.... Then comes the joy of birth. At last comes the +knowledge of why there is joy. Strive to be fully born." + +"And if I were so--?" + +"Then life alters and there is strong embrace." + +A great stillness lay upon the oasis and the desert around. Men and +beasts were sleeping, only these two waking, just here, just now. +After a moment the dervish spoke again. "The holder-back is the sense +of disunity. Sit fast and gather yourself to yourself.... Then will +you find how large is your brood!" + +He rose, stood a moment above Glenfernie, then went away. The man whom +he left sat on, struck from within by fresh shafts. Perception now +came in this way, with inner beam. How huge was the landscape that it +lighted up!... Alexander sat still. He bent his head--there was a +sense, extending to the physical, of a broken shell, of escape, +freedom.... He found that he was weeping. He lay upon the sand, and +the tears came as they might from a young boy. When they were past, +when he lifted himself again, the morning star was in the sky. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + + +Strickland, in the deep summer glen, saw before him the feather of +smoke from Mother Binning's cot. The singing stream ran clearly, the +sky arched blue above. The air held calm and fine, filled as it were +with golden points. He met a white hen and her brood, he heard the +slow drone of Mother Binning's wheel. She sat in the doorway, an old +wise wife, active still. + +"Eh, mon, and it's you!--Wish, and afttimes ye'll get!" She pushed her +wheel aside. "I've had a feeling a' the day!" + +Strickland leaned against her ash-tree. "It's high summer, Mother--one +of the poised, blissful days." + +"Aye. I've a feeling.... Hae ye ony news at the House?" + +"Alice sings beautifully this summer. Jamie is marrying down in +England--beauty and worth he says, and they say." + +"Miss Alice doesna marry?" + +"She's not the marrying kind, she says." + +"Eh, then! She's bonny and gude, juist the same! Did ye come by White +Farm?" + +"Yes. Jarvis Barrow fails. He sits under his fir-tree, with his Bible +beside him and his eyes on the hills. Littlefarm manages now for White +Farm." + +"Robin's sunny and keen. But he aye irked Jarvis with his profane +sangs." She drew out the adjective with a humorous downward drag of +her lip. + +Strickland smiled. "The old man's softer now. You see that by the +places at which his Bible opens." + +"Oh aye! We're journeyers--rock and tree and Kelpie's Pool with the +rest of us." + +She seemed to catch her own speech and look at it. "That's a word I +hae been wanting the morn!--The Kelpie's Pool, with the moor sae green +and purple around it." She sat bent forward, her wrinkled hands in her +lap, her eyes, rather wide, fixed upon the ash-tree. + +"We have not heard from the laird," said Strickland, "this long time." + +"The laird--now there! What ye want further comes when the mind +strains and then waits! I see in one ring the day and Glenfernie and +yonder water. Wherever the laird be, he thinks to-day of Scotland." + +"I wish that he would think to returning," said Strickland. He had +been leaning against the doorpost. Now he straightened himself. "I +will go on as far as the pool." + +Mother Binning loosed her hands. "Did ye have that thought when ye +left hame?" + +"No, I believe not." + +"Gae on, then! The day's bonny, and the Lord's gude has a wide ring!" + +Strickland walking on, left the stream and the glen head. Now he was +upon the moor. It dipped and rose like a Titan wave of a Titan sea. +Its long, long unbroken crest, clean line against clean space, +brought a sense of quiet, distance, might. Here solitude was at home. +Now Strickland moved, and now he stood and watched the quiet. Turning +at last a shoulder of the moor, he saw at some distance below him the +pool, like a small mirror. He descended toward it, without noise over +the springy earth. + +A horse appeared between him and the water. Strickland felt a most +involuntary startling and thrill--then half laughed to think that he +had feared that he saw the water-steed, the kelpie. The horse was +fastened to a stake that once had been the bole of an ancient willow. +It grazed around--somewhere would be a master.... Presently +Strickland's eye found the latter--a man lying upon the moorside, just +above the water. Again with a shock and thrill--though not like the +first--it came to him who it was. + +The laird of Glenfernie lay very still, his eyes upon the Kelpie's +Pool. His old tutor, long his friend, quiet and stanch, gazed unseen. +When he had moved a few feet an outcropping of rock hid his form, but +his eyes could still dwell upon the pool and the man its visitor. He +turned to go away, then he stood still. + +"What if he means a closer going yet?" Strickland settled back against +the rock. "He would loose his horse first--he would not leave it +fastened here. If he does that then I will go down to him." + +Glenfernie lay still. There was no wind to-day. The reeds stood +straight, the willow leaves slept, the water stayed like dusky glass. +The air, pure and light, hung at rest in the ether. Minutes went by, +an hour. He might, Strickland thought, have lain there a long time. At +last he sat up, rose, began to walk around the pool. He went around it +thrice. Then again he sat down, his arms upon his knees, watching the +dusk water. He did not go nor sit like one overwrought or frenzied or +despairing. His great frame, his bearing, the air of him, had +quietude, but not listlessness; there seemed at once calm and +intensity as of a still center that had flung off the storm. Time +flowed. Thought Strickland: + +"He is as far as I am from death in that water. I'll cease to spy." + +He moved away, moss and ling muffling step, gained and dipped behind +the shoulder of the moor. The horse grazed on. The laird sat still, +his arms upon his knees, his head a little lifted, his eyes crossing +the Kelpie's Pool to the wave-line against the sky. + +Strickland went to where the moor path ran by the outermost trees of +the glen head. Here he sat down beneath an oak and waited. Another +hour passed; then he heard the horse's hoofs. He rose and met +Glenfernie home-returning. + +"It is good to see you, Strickland!" + +"I found you yonder by the Kelpie's Pool. Then I came here and +waited." + +"I have spent hours there.... They were not unhappy. They were not at +all unhappy." + +They moved together along the moor track, the horse following. + +"I am glad and glad again that you have come--" + +"I have been coming a good while. But there were preventions." + +"We have heard nothing direct for almost a year." + +"Then my letters did not reach you. I wrote, but knew that they might +not. There is the smoke from Mother Binning's cot." He stood still to +watch the mounting feather. "I remember when first I saw that, a +six-year-old, climbing the glen with my father, carried on his +shoulder when I was tired. I thought it was a hut in a fairy-tale.... +So it is!" + +To Strickland the remarkable thing lay in the lack of strain, the +simplicity and fullness. Glenfernie was unfeignedly glad to see him, +glad to see home shapes and colors. The blue feather among the trees +had simply pleased him as it could not please a heart fastened to rage +and sorrow. The stream of memories that it had beckoned--many others, +it must be, besides that of the six-year-old's visit--seemed to have +washed itself clear, to have disintegrated, dissolved venom and +stinging. Strickland, pondering even while he talked, found the word +he wanted: "Comprehensiveness.... He always tended to that." + +Said Glenfernie, "I've had another birth, Strickland, and all things +are the same and yet not the same." He gave it as an explanation, but +then left it. They were going the moorland way to Glenfernie House. He +was looking from side to side, recovering old landscape in sweep and +in detail. Bit by bit, as they came to it, Strickland gave him the +country news. At last there was the house before them, among the firs +and oaks, topping the crag. They came into the wood at the base of the +hill. The stream--the trees--above, the broken, ancient wall, the +roofs of the new house that was not so new, the old, outstanding keep. +The whole rested, mellowed, lifted, still, against a serene and azure +sky. Alexander stood and gazed. + +"The keep. The pine still knots and clings there by the school-room. +Do you remember, Strickland, a day when you set me to read 'The Cranes +of Ibycus'?" + +"I remember." + +"Life within life, and sky above sky!--I hear Bran!" + + * * * * * + +They mounted the hill. It seemed to run before them that the laird had +come home. Bran and Davie and the men and maids and Alice, a bonny +woman, and Mrs. Grizel, very little withered, exclaimed and ran. +Tibbie Ross was there that day, and Black Alan neighed from his stall. +Even the waving trees--even the flowers in the garden--Home, and its +taste and fragrance--its dear, close emanations.... + +That evening at supper Mrs. Grizel made a remark. She leaned back in +her chair and looked at Glenfernie. "I never thought you like your +mother before! Oh aye! there's your father, too, and a kind of grand +man he was, for all that he saw things dark. But will you look, Mr. +Strickland, and see Margaret--" + +Much later, from his own room, Strickland, gazing forth, saw light in +the keep. Alexander would be sitting there among the books and every +ancient memorial. Strickland felt a touch of doubt and apprehension. +Suppose that to-morrow should find not this Alexander, at once old and +new, but only the Alexander who had ridden from Glenfernie, who had +shipped to Lisbon, nearly three years ago? To-day's deep satisfaction +only a dream! Strickland shook off the fear. + +"He breathed lasting growth.... O Christ! the help for all in winged +men!" + +He turned to his bed. Lying awake he went in imagination to the +desert, to the Eastern places, that in few words the laird had +painted. + +And in the morning he found still the old-new Alexander. He saw that +the new had always been in the old, the oak in the acorn.... There was +a great, sane naturalness in the alteration, in the advance. +Strickland caught glimpses of larger orders. + +"_I will make thee ruler over many things._" + +The day was deep and bright. The laird fell at once into the old +routine. For none at Glenfernie was there restlessness; there was only +ache gone, and a feeling of fulfilling. Mrs. Grizel pattered to and +fro. Alice sang like a lark, gathering pansy seed from her garden. +Phemie and Eppie sang. The men whistled at their work. Davie +discoursed to himself. But Tibbie Ross was wild to get away early and +to the village with the news. By the foot of the hill she began to +meet wayfarers. + +"Oh, aye, this is the real weather! Did ye know--" + +Alexander did not leave home that day. In their old work-room he +listened to Strickland's account of his stewardship. + +"Strickland, I love you!" he said, when it was all given. + +He wrote to Jamie; he sat in the garden seat built against the garden +wall and watched Alice as she moved from plant to plant. + +"You do not say much," thought Alice, "but I like you--I like you--I +like you!" + +In the afternoon Strickland met him coming from the little green +beyond the school-room. + +"I have been out through the wall, under the old pine. I seemed to +hold many things in the palm of the hand.... I believe that you know +what it is to make essences." + +After bedtime Strickland saw again the light in the keep. But he had +ceased to fear. "Oh All-Being, how rich and stately and various and +surprising you are!" In the morning, outside in the court, he found +Black Alan saddled. + +"The laird will be riding to Black Hill," said Tam Dickson. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + + +Mr. Archibald Touris put out a wrinkled hand to his wine-glass. "You +have been in warm countries. I envy you! I wish that I could get +warm." + +"Black Hill is looking finely. All the young trees--" + +"Yes. I took pride in planting.--But what for--what for--what for?" He +shivered. "Glenfernie, please close that window!" + +Alexander, coming back, stood above the master of Black Hill. "Will +you tell me, sir, where Ian is now?" + +Mr. Touris twitched back a little in his chair. "Don't you know? I +thought perhaps that you did." + +"I ceased to follow him two years ago. I dived into the East, and I +have been long where you do not hear from the West." + +The other fingered his wine-glass. "Well, I haven't heard myself, for +quite a while.... You would think that he might come back to England +now. But he can't. Doubtless he would never wish to come again to +Black Hill. But England, now.... But they are ferocious yet against +every head great and small of the attempt. And I am told there are +aggravating circumstances. He had worn the King's coat. He was among +the plotters and instigators. He broke prison. Impossible to show +mercy!" Mr. Touris twitched again. "That's a phrase like a gravestone! +If the Almighty uses it, then of course he can't be Almighty.... Well, +the moral is that none named Ian Rullock can come again to Scotland or +England." + +"Have you knowledge that he wishes to do so?" + +Mr. Touris moved again. "I don't know.... I told you that we hadn't +heard. But--" + +He stopped and sat staring into his wine-glass. Alexander read on as +by starlight: "_But I did hear--through old channels. And there is +danger of his trying to return._" + +The master of Black Hill put the wine to his lips. "And so you have +been everywhere?" + +"No. But in places where I had not been before." + +"The East India has ways of gathering information. Through Goodworth I +can get at a good deal when I want to.... There is Wotherspoon, also. +I am practically certain that Ian is in France." + +"When did he write?" + +"Alison has a letter maybe twice a year. One's overdue now." + +"How does he write?" + +"They are very short. He doesn't touch on old things--except, perhaps, +back into boyhood. She likes to get them. When you see her, don't +speak of anything save his staying in France, as he ought to." He +dragged toward him a jar of snuff. "There are informers and seekers +out everywhere. Do you remember a man in Edinburgh named Gleig?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, he's one of them. And for some reason he has a personal enmity +toward Ian. So, you see--" + +He lapsed into silence, a small, aging, chilly, wrinkled, troubled +man. Then with suddenness a wintry red crept into his cheek, a +brightness into his eyes. "You've changed so, Glenfernie, you've +cheated me! You are his foe yourself. Perhaps even--" + +"Perhaps even--?" + +The other gave a shriveled response to the smile. "No. I certainly did +not mean that." He took his head in his hands and sighed. "What a +world it is! As I go down the hill I wish sometimes that I had +Alison's eyes.... Well, tell me about yourself." + +"The one thing that I want to tell you just now, Black Hill, is that I +am not any longer bloodhound at the heels of Ian. What was done is +done. Let us go on to better things. So at last will be unknit what +was done." + +Black Hill both seemed and did not seem to pay attention. The man who +sat before him was big and straight and gave forth warmth and light. +He needed warmth and light; he needed a big tree to lean against. He +vaguely hoped that Glenfernie was home to stay. He rubbed his hands +and drank more wine. + +"No one has known for a long time where you were.... Goodworth has an +agent in Paris who says that Ian tried once to find out that." + +"To find out where I was?" + +"Yes." + +Alexander gazed out of window, beyond the terrace and the old trees +to the long hill, purple with heath, sunny and clear atop. + +A servant came to the door. "Mrs. Alison has returned, sir." + +Glenfernie rose. "I will go find her then.--I will ride over often if +I may." + +"I wish you would!" said Black Hill. "I was sorry about that quarrel +with your father." + +The old laird's son walked down the matted corridor. The drawing-room +door stood open; he saw one panel of the tall screen covered with +pagodas, palms, and macaws. Further on was the room, clean and +fragrant, known as Mrs. Alison's room. This door, too, was wide. He +stood by his old friend. They put hands into hands; eyes met, eyes +held in a long look. + +She said, "O God, I praise Thee!" + +They sat within the garden door, on one side the clear, still room, on +the other the green and growing things, the great tree loved by birds. +The place was like a cloister. He stayed with her an hour, and in all +that time there was not a great deal said with the outer tongue. But +each grew more happy, deeper and stronger. + +He talked to her of the Roman Campagna, of the East and the desert.... + +As the hour closed he spoke directly of Ian. "That is myself now, as +Elspeth is myself now. I falter, I fail, but I go on to profounder +Oneness." + +"Christ is born, then he grows up." + +"May I see Ian's last letters?" + +She put them in his hands. "They are very short. They speak almost +always of external things." + +He read, then sat musing, his eyes upon the tree. "This last one--You +answered that it was not known where I was?" + +"Yes. But he says here at the last, 'I feel it somewhere that he is on +his way to Scotland.'" + +"I'll have to think it out." + +"Every letter is objective like this. But for all that, I divine, in +the dark, a ferment.... As you see, we have not heard for months." + +The laird of Glenfernie rode at last from Black Hill. It was +afternoon, white drifts of clouds in the sky, light and shadow moving +upon field and moor and distant, framing mountains. He rode by +Littlefarm and he called at the house gate for Robin Greenlaw. It +seemed that the latter was away in White Farm fields. The laird might +meet him riding home. A mile farther on he saw the gray horse crossing +the stream. + +Glenfernie and Greenlaw, meeting, left each the saddle, went near to +embracing, sat at last by a stone wall in the late sunshine, and felt +a tide of liking, stronger, not weaker, than that of old days. + +"You are looking after White Farm?" + +"Yes. The old man fails. Jenny has become a cripple. Gilian and I are +the rulers." + +"Or servers?" + +"It amounts to the same.... Gilian has a splendid soul." + +"The poems, Robin. Do you make them yet?" + +"Oh yes! Now and then. All this helps.... And you, Glenfernie, I could +make a poem of you!" + +The laird laughed. "I suppose you could of all men.... Gilian and you +do not marry?" + +"We are not the marrying kind. But I shouldn't love beauty inside if I +didn't love Gilian.... I see that something big has come to you, +Glenfernie, and made itself at home. You'll be wanting it taken as a +matter of course, and I take it that way.... No matter what you have +seen, is not this vale fair?" + +"Fair as fair! Loved because of child and boy and man.... Robin, +something beyond all years as we count them can be put into +moments.... A moment can be as sizable as a sun." + +"I believe it. We are all treading toward the land of wonders." + +When he parted from Robin it was nearly sunset. He did not mean to +stop to-day at White Farm, but he turned Black Alan in that direction. +He would ride by the house and the shining stream with the +stepping-stones. Coming beneath the bank thick with willow and aspen, +he checked the horse and sat looking at the long, low house. It held +there in a sunset stillness, a sunset glory, a dream of dawn. He +dismounted, left the horse, and climbed to the strip of green before +the place. None seemed about, all seemed within. Here was the fir-tree +with the bench around--so old a tree, watching life so long!... Now he +saw that Jarvis Barrow sat here. But the old man was asleep. He sat +with closed eyes, and his Bible was under his hand. Beside him, tall +and fair, wide-browed, gray-eyed, stood Gilian. Her head was turned +toward the fringed bank; when she saw Alexander she put her finger +against her lips. He made a gesture of understanding and went no +nearer. For a moment he stood regarding all, then drew back into +shadow of willow and aspen, descended the bank, and, mounting Black +Alan, rode home through the purple light. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + + +The countryside, the village--the Jardine Arms--Mrs. Macmurdo in her +shop to all who entered--talked of the laird's homecoming. "He's a +strange sort!" + +"Some do say he's been to America and found a gold-mine." + +"Na! He's just been journeying around in himself." + +"I am na spekalative. He's contentit, and sae am I. It's a mair +natural warld than ye think." + +"Three year syne when he went away, he lookit like ane o' thae figures +o' tragedy--" + +"Aweel, then, he's swallowed himself and digested it." + +"I ca' it fair miracle! The Lord touched him in the night." + +"Do ye haud that he'll gang to kirk the morn?" + +"I dinna precisely ken. He micht, and he micht not." + +He went, entering with Mrs. Grizel, Alice, and Strickland, sitting in +the House pew. How many kirks he thought of, sitting there--what +cathedrals, chapels; what rude, earnest places; what temples, mosques, +caves, ancient groves; what fanes; what worshiped gods! One, one! +Temple and image, worshiped and worshiper. Self helping self. "O my +Self, daily and deeply help myself!" + +The little white stone building--the earnest, strenuous, narrow man in +the pulpit, the Scots congregation--old, old, familiar, with an inner +odor not unpungent, not unliked! Life Everlasting--Everlasting +Life.... + +"_That ye may have life and have it more abundantly._" + +White Farm sat in the White Farm place. Jarvis Barrow was there. But +he did not sit erect as of yore; he leaned upon his staff. Jenny was +missed. Lame now, she stayed at home and watched the passing, and +talked to herself or talked to others. Gilian sat beside the old man. +Behind were Menie and Merran, Thomas and Willy. Glenfernie's eyes +dwelt quietly upon Jarvis and his granddaughter. When he willed he +could see Elspeth beside Gilian. + +The prayers, the sermon, the hymns.... All through the world-body the +straining toward the larger thing, the enveloping Person! As he sat +there he felt blood-warmth, touch, with every foot that sought hold, +with every hand that reached. He saw the backward-falling, and he saw +that they did not fall forever, that they caught and held and climbed +again. He saw that because he had done that, time and time again done +that. + +Mr. M'Nab preached a courageous, if harsh, sermon. The old words of +commination! They were not empty--but in among them, fine as ether, +now ran a gloss.... The sermon ended, the final psalm was sung. + + "When Zion's bondage God turned back, + As men that dreamed were we. + Then filled with laughter was our mouth. + Our tongue with melody--" + +But the Scots congregation went out, to the eye sober, stern, and +staid. Glenfernie spoke to Jarvis Barrow. He meant to do no more than +give a word of greeting. But the old man put forth an emaciated hand +and held him. + +"Is it the auld laird? My eyes are na gude.--Eh, laird, I remember the +sermons of your grandfather, Gawin Elliot! Aye, aye! he was a lion +against sinners! I hae seen them cringe!... It is the auld laird, +Gilian?" + +"No, Grandfather. You remember that the old laird was William. This is +Mr. Alexander." + +"He that was always aff somewhere alane?" White Farm drew his mind +together. "I see now! You're right. I remember." + +"I am coming to White Farm to-morrow, Mr. Barrow." + +"Come then.... Is Grierson slain?" + +"He's away in past time," said Gilian. "Grandfather, here's Willy to +help you.--Don't say anything more to him now, Glenfernie." + +The next day he rode to White Farm. Jenny, through the window, saw him +coming, but Jarvis Barrow, old bodily habits changing, lay sleeping on +his own bed. Nor was Gilian at hand. The laird sat and talked with +Jenny in the clean, spare living-room. All the story of her crippling +was to be told, and a packed chest of country happenings gone over. +Jenny had a happy, voluble half-hour. At last, the immediate bag +exhausted, she began to cast her mind in a wider circle. Her words +came at a slower pace, at last halted. She sat in silence, an apple +red in her cheeks. She eyed askance the man over against her, and at +last burst forth: + +"Gilian said I should na speir--but, eh, Glenfernie, I wad gie mair +than a bawbee to ken what you did to him!" + +"Nothing." + +"Naething?" + +"Nothing that you would call anything." + +Jenny sat with open mouth. "They said you'd changed, even to look +at--and sae you have!--_Naething!_" + +Jarvis Barrow entered the room, and with him came Gilian. The old man +failed, failed. Now he knew Glenfernie and spoke to him of to-day and +of yesterday--and now he addressed him as though he were his father, +the old laird, or even his grandfather. And after a few minutes he +said that he would go out to the fir-tree. Alexander helped him there. +Gilian took the Bible and placed it beside him. + +"Open at eleventh Isaiah," he said. "'_And there shall come forth a +rod out of the stem of Jesse, and a Branch shall grow out of his +roots--_'" + +Gilian opened the book. "You read," and she sat down beside him. + +"I wish to talk to you," said Alexander to her. "When--?" + +"I am going to town to-morrow afternoon. I'll walk back over the +moor." + +When he came upon the moor next day it was bathed by a sun half-way +down the western quarter. The colors of it were lit, the vast slopes +had alike tenderness and majesty. He moved over the moor; then he sat +down by a furze-bush and waited. Gilian came at last, sat down near +him in the dry, sweet growth. She put her arms over her knees; she +held her head back and drank the ineffable rich compassion of the sky. +She spoke at last. + +"Oh, laird, life's a marvel!" + +"I feel the soul now," he said, "of marigolds and pansies. That is the +difference to me." + +"What shall you do? Stay here and grow--or travel again and grow?" + +"I do not yet know.... It depends." + +"It depends on Ian, does it not?" + +"Yes.... Now you speak as Gilian and now you speak as Elspeth." + +"That is the marvel of the world.... That Person whom we call Being +has also a long name.--My name, her name, your name, his name, its +name, all names! Side by side, one over another, one through +another.... Who comes out but just that Person?" + +They sat and watched the orb that itself, with its members the +planets, went a great journey. Gilian began to talk about Elspeth. She +talked with quietness, with depth, insight, and love, sitting there on +the golden moor. Elspeth--childhood and girlhood and womanhood. The +sister of Elspeth spoke simply, but the sifted words came from a +poet's granary. She made pictures, she made melodies for Alexander. +Glints of vision, fugitive strains of music, echoes of a quaint and +subtle mirth, something elemental, faylike--that was Elspeth. And +lightning in the south in summer, just shown, swiftly withdrawn--power +and passion--sudden similitudes with great love-women of old +story--that also was Elspeth. And a crying and calling for the Star +that gathers all stars--that likewise was Elspeth. Such and such did +Elspeth show herself to Gilian. And that half-year that they knew +about of grief and madness--it was not scanted nor its misery denied! +It, too, was, or had been, of Elspeth. Deep through ages, again and +again, something like that might have worked forth. But it was not all +nor most of that nature--had not been and would not be--would not +be--would not be. The sister of Elspeth spoke with pure, convinced +passion as to that. Who denied the dark? There were the dark and the +light, and the million million tones of each! And there was the +eternal space where differences trembled into harmony. + +With the sunset they moved over the great, clean slope to where it ran +down to fields and trees. Before them was White Farm, below them the +glistening stream, coral and gold between and around the +stepping-stones. They parted here, Gilian going on to the house, the +laird turning again over the moor. + +He passed the village; he came by the white kirk and the yew-trees and +the kirkyard. All were lifted upon the hilltop, all wore the color of +sunset and the color of dawn. The laird of Glenfernie moved beside the +kirkyard wall. He seemed to hold in his hand marigolds, pinks, and +pansies. He saw a green mound, and he seemed to put the flowers there, +out of old custom and tenderness. But no longer did he feel that +Elspeth was beneath the mound. A wide tapering cloud, golden-feathered, +like a wing of glory, stretched half across the sky. He looked at it; +he looked at that in which it rested. His lips moved, he spoke aloud. + +"_O Death! where is thy sting? O grave! where is thy victory?_" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + + +Days and weeks went by. Autumn came and stepped in russet toward +winter. Yet it was not cold and the mists and winds delayed. The +homecoming of the laird of Glenfernie slipped into received fact--a +fact rather large, acceptable, bringing into the neighborhood +situation of things in general a perceptible amount of expansion and +depth, but settling now, for the general run, into comfortable +every-day. They were used--until these late years--to seeing a laird +of Glenfernie about. When he was not there it was a missed part of the +landscape. When he was in presence Nature showed herself correctly +filled out. This laird was like and not like the old lairds. Big like +the one before him in outward frame and seeming, there were certainly +inner differences. Dale and village pondered these differences. It +came at last to a judgment that this Glenfernie was larger and kinder. +The neighborhood considered that he would make a good home body, and +if he was a scholar, sitting late in the old keep over great books, +that harmed no one, redounded, indeed, to the dale's credit. His very +wanderings might so redound now that they were over. "That's the laird +of Glenfernie," the dale might say to strangers. + +It was dim, gray, late November weather. There poured rain, shrieked +a wind. Then the sky cleared and the air stilled. There came three +wonderful days, one after the other, and between them wonderful nights +with a waxing moon. Alexander, riding home from Littlefarm, found +waiting for him in the court Peter Lindsay, of Black Hill. This was a +trusted man. + +"I hae a bit letter frae Mistress Alison, laird." Giving it to him, +Peter came close, his eye upon the approaching stable-boy. "Dinna look +at it here, but when ye're alone. I'll bide and tak the answer." + +Alexander nodded, turned, and crossed to the keep. Within its ancient, +deep entrance he broke seal and opened the paper superscribed by Mrs. +Alison. Within was not her handwriting. There ran but two lines, in a +hand with which he was well acquainted: + +"_Will you meet one that you know in the cave to-night four hours +after moonrise?_" + +He went back to the messenger. "The answer is, 'Yes.' Say just that, +Peter Lindsay." + +The day went by. He worked with Strickland. The latter thought him a +little absent, but the accounts were checked and decisions made. At +the supper-table he was more quiet than usual. + +"Full moon to-night," said Alice. "What does it look like, Alexander, +when it shines in Rome and when it comes up right out of the desert?" + +"It lights the ruins and it is pale day in the desert. What makes you +think to-night of Rome and the desert?" + +"I do not know. I see the rim now out of window." + +The moon climbed. It shone with an intense silver behind leafless +boughs and behind the dark-clad boughs of firs. It came above the +trees. The night hung windless and deeply clear. A fire burned upon +the hearth of the room in the keep. Alexander sat before it and he sat +very still, and vast pictures came to the inner eye, and to the inner +ear meanings of old words.... + +He rose at last, took a cloak, and went down the stone stair into a +night cold, still, and bright. The path by the school-house, the +hand's-breadth of silvered earth, the broken, silvered wall, the pine, +the rough descent.... He went through the dark wood where the shining +fell broken like a shattered mirror. Beyond held open country until he +came to the glen mouth. The moon was high. He heard faint sounds of +the far night-time, and his own step upon the silver earth. He came to +the glen and the sound of water streaming to the sea. + +How well he knew this place! Thick trees spread arms above, rock that +leaned darkened the narrow path. But his foot knew where to tread. In +some more open span down poured the twice-broken light; then came +darkness. There was a great checkering of light and darkness and the +slumbrous sound of water. The path grew steeper and rougher. He was +approaching the middle of the place. + +At last he came to the cave mouth and the leafless briers that +curtained it. Just before it was reached, the moonbeams struck through +clear air. There was a silver lightness. A form moved from where it +had rested against the rock. Ian's voice spoke. + +"Alexander?" + +"Yes, it is I." + +"The night is so still. I heard you coming a long way off. I have +lighted a fire in the cave." + +They entered it--the old boyhood haunt. All the air was moted for them +with memories. Ian had made the fire and had laid fagots for mending. +The flame played and murmured and reddened the walls. The roof was +high, and at one place the light smoke made hidden exit. It was dead +night. Even in the daytime the glen was a solitary place. + +Alexander put down his cloak. He looked about the place, then, +squarely turning, looked at Ian. Long time had passed since they had +spoken each to other in Rome. Now they stood in that ancient haunt +where the very making of the fire sang of the old always-done, +never-to-be-omitted, here in the cave. The light was sufficient for +each to study the other's face. Alexander spoke: + +"You have changed." + +"And you. Let us sit down. There is much that I want to say." + +They sat, and again it was as they used to do, with the fire between +them, but out of plane, so that they might fully view each other. The +cave kept stillness. Subtly and silently its walls became penetrable. +They crumbled, dissolved. Around now was space and the two were men. + +Ian looked worn, with a lined face. But the old brown-gold splendor, +though dusked over, drew yet. No one might feel him negligible. And +something was there, quivering in the dusk.... He and Alexander rested +without speech--or rather about them whirled inaudible speech-- +intuitions, divinations. At last words formed themselves. Ian spoke: + +"I came from France on the chance that you were here.... For a long +time I have been driven, driven, by one with a scourge. Then that +changed to a longing. At last I resolved.... The driving was +within--as within as longing and determination. I have heard Aunt +Alison say that every myth, all world stories, are but symbols, +figures, of what goes on within. Well, I have found out about the +Furies, and about some other myths." + +"Yes. They tried to tell inner things." + +"I came here to say that I wronged folk from whom a man within me +cannot part. One is dead, and I have to seek her along another road. +But you are living, breathing there! I made myself your foe, and now I +wish that I could unmake what I made.... I was and am a sinful +soul.... It is for you to say if it is anything to you, what I +confess." He rose from the fire and moved once or twice the length of +the place. At last he came and stood before the other. "It is no +wonder if it be not given," he said. "But I ask your forgiveness, +Alexander!" + +"Well, I give it to you," said Alexander. His face worked. He got to +his feet and went to Ian. He put his hands upon the other's shoulders. +"_Old Saracen!_" he said. + +Ian shook. With the dropping of Alexander's hands he went back a step; +he sat down and hid his head in his arms. + +Said Alexander: "You did thus and thus, obeying inner weakness, +calling it all the time strength. And do I not know that I, too, made +myself a shadow going after shadows? My own make of selfishness, +arrogance, and hatred.... Let us do better, you and I!" He mended the +fire. "By understanding the past may be altered. Already it is altered +with you and me.... I was here the other day. I stayed a long time. +There seemed two boys in the cave and there seemed a girl beside them. +The three felt with and understood and were one another." He came and +knelt beside Ian. "Let us forge a stronger friendship!" + +Ian, face to the rock, was weeping, weeping. Alexander knelt beside +him, lay beside him, arm over heaving shoulders. Old Steadfast--Old +Saracen--and Elspeth Barrow, also, and around and through, pulsing, +cohering, interpenetrating, healing, a sense of something greater.... + +It passed--the torrent force, long pent, aching against its barriers. +Ian lay still, at last sat up. + +"Come outside," said Alexander, "into the cold and the air." + +They left the cave for the moonlight night. They leaned against the +rock, and about them hung the sleeping trees. The crag was silvered, +the stream ran with a deep under-sound. The air struck pure and cold. +The large stars shone down through all the flooding radiance of the +moon. The familiar place, the strange place, the old-new place.... At +last Ian spoke, "Have you been to the Kelpie's Pool?" + +"Yes. The day I came home I lay for hours beside it." + +"I was there to-night. I came here from there." + +"It is with us. But far beside it is also with us!" + +"The carnival at Rome. When I left Rome I went to the Lake of Como. I +want to tell you of a night there--and of nights and days later, +elsewhere--" + +"Come within, as we used to do, and talk the heart out." + +They went back to the fire. It played and sang. The minutes, poignant, +full, went by. + +"So at last prison and scaffold risks ceased to count. I took what +disguise I could and came." + +"All at Black Hill know?" + +"Yes. But they are not betrayers. I do not show myself and am not +called by my name. I am Senor Nobody." + +"Senor Nobody." + +"When I broke Edinburgh gaol I fled to France through Spain. There in +the mountains I fell among brigands. I had to find ransom. Senor +Nobody provided it. I never saw him nor do I know his name.... +Alexander!" + +"Aye." + +"Was it you?" + +"Aye. I hated while I gave.... But I don't hate now. I don't hate +myself. Ian!" + +The fire played, the fire sang. + +Alexander spoke: "Now your bodily danger again--You've put your head +into the lion's mouth!" + +"That lion weighs nothing here." + +"I am glad that you came. But now I wish to see you go!" + +"Yes, I must go." + +"Is it back to France?" + +"Yes--or to America. I do not know. I have thought of that. But here, +first, I thought that I should go to White Farm." + +"It would add risk. I do not think that it is needed." + +"Jarvis Barrow--" + +"The old man lies abed and his wits wander. He would hardly know you, +I think--would not understand. Leave him now, except as you find him +within." + +"Her sister?" + +"I will tell Gilian. That is a wide and wise spirit. She will +understand." + +"Then it is come and gone--" + +"Disappear as you appeared! None here wants your peril, and the griefs +and evils were you taken." + +"I expected to go back. The brig _Seawing_ brought me. It sails in a +week's time." + +"You must be upon it, then." + +"Yes, I suppose so." He drew a long, impatient breath. "Let us leave +all that! Sufficient to the day--I wander and wander, and there are +stones and thorns--and Circe, too!... You have the steady light, but I +have not! The wind blows it--it flickers!" + +"Ah, I know flickering, too!" + +"Is there a great Senor Somebody? Sometimes I feel it--and then there +is only the wild ass in the desert! The dust blinds and the mire +sticks." + +"Ah, Old Saracen--" + +The other pushed the embers together. "This cave--this glen.... Do you +remember that time we were in Amsterdam and each dreamed one night the +same dream?" + +"I remember." + +The fire was sinking for the night. The moon was down in the western +sky. Around and around the cave and the glen and the night the inner +ear heard, as it were, a long, faint, wordless cry for help. Alexander +brooded, brooded, his eyes upon the lessening flame. At last, with a +sudden movement, he rose. "I smell the morning air. Let us be going!" + +The two covered the embers and left the cave. The moon stood above the +western rim of the glen, the sound of the water was deep and full, +frost hung in the air, the trees great and small stood quiet, in a +winter dream. Ian and Alexander climbed the glen-side, avoiding Mother +Binning's cot. Now they were in open country, moving toward Black +Hill. + +The walk was not a short one. Daybreak was just behind the east when +they came to the long heath-grown hill that faced the house, the +purple ridge where as boys they had met. They climbed it, and in the +east was light. Beneath them, among the trees, Black Hill showed roof +and chimney. Then up the path toward them came Peter Lindsay. + +He seemed to come in haste and a kind of fear. When he saw the two he +threw up his hands, then violently gestured to them to go back upon +their path, drop beneath the hilltop. They obeyed, and he came to them +himself, panting, sweat upon him for all the chill night. "Mr. +Ian--Laird! Sogers at the house--" + +"Ah!" + +"Twelve of them. They rade in an hour syne. The lieutenant swears +ye're there, Mr. Ian, and they search the house. Didna ye see the +lights? Mrs. Alison tauld me to gae warn ye--" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + + +The soldiers, having fruitlessly searched Black Hill, for the present +set up quarters there, and searched the neighborhood. They gave a wide +cast to that word. It seemed to include all this part of Scotland. +Before long they appeared, not unforeseen, at Glenfernie. + +The lieutenant was a wiry, wide-nostriled man, determined to please +superiors and win promotion. He had now men at the Jardine Arms no +less than men at Black Hill. Face to face with the laird of Glenfernie +in the latter's hall, he explained his errand. + +"Yes," said Glenfernie. "I saw you coming up the hill. Will you take +wine?" + +"To your health, sir!" + +"To your health!" + +The lieutenant set down the glass and wiped his lips. "I have orders, +Mr. Jardine, which I may not disobey." + +"Exactly so, Lieutenant." + +"My duty, therefore, brings me in at your door--though of course I may +say that you and your household are hardly under suspicion of +harboring a proscribed rebel! A good Whig"--he bowed stiffly--"a +volunteer serving with the Duke in the late trouble, and, last but +not least, a personal enemy of the man we seek--" + +"The catalogue is ample!" said Glenfernie. "But still, having your +orders to make no exception, you must search my house. It is at your +service. I will show you from room to room." + +Lieutenant and soldiers and laird went through the place, high and low +and up and down. "Perfunctory!" said the lieutenant twice. "But we +must do as we are told!" + +"Yes," said the laird. "This is my sister's garden. The small building +there is an old school-room." + +They met Alice walking in the garden, in the winter sunshine. +Strickland, too, joined them here. Presentations over, the lieutenant +again repeated his story. + +"Perfunctory, of course, here--perfunctory! The only trace that we +think we have we found in a glen near you. There is a cave there that +I understand he used to haunt. We found ashes, still warm, where had +been a fire. Pity is, the ground is so frozen no footstep shows!" + +"You are making escape difficult," said Strickland. + +"I flatter myself that we'll get him between here and the sea! I am +going presently," said the lieutenant, "to a place called White Farm. +But I am given to understand that there are good reasons--saving the +lady's presence--why he'll find no shelter there." + +"Over yonder is the old keep," said Glenfernie. "When that is passed, +I think you will have seen everything." + +They left Strickland and Alice and went to the keep. Their footsteps +and those of the soldiers behind them rang upon the stone stairs. + +"Above is the room," said the laird of Glenfernie, "where as a boy I +used to play at alchemy. I built a furnace. I had an intention of +making lead into gold. I keep old treasures there still, and it is +still my dear old lair--though with a difference as I travel on, +though with a difference, Lieutenant, as we travel on!" + +They came into the room, quiet, filled with books and old apparatus, +with a burning fire, with sunlight and shadow dappling floor and wall. +"Well, he would hardly hide here!" said the lieutenant. + +"Not by received canons," answered Glenfernie. + +The lieutenant spoke to the soldiers. "Go about and look beneath and +behind matters. There are no closets?" + +"There are only these presses built against the stone." The laird +opened them as he spoke. "You see--blank space!" He moved toward a +corner. "This structure is my ancient furnace of which I spoke. I +still keep it fuel-filled for firing." As he spoke he opened a sizable +door. + +The lieutenant, stooping, saw the piled wood. "I don't know much of +alchemy," he said. "I've never had time to get around to those things. +It's bringing out sleeping values isn't it?" + +"Something like that." He shut the furnace door, and they stood +watching the soldiers search the room. In no long time this stood a +completed process. + +"Perfunctory!" said again the lieutenant. "Now men, we'll to White +Farm!" + +"There is food and drink for them below, on this chilly day," said +the laird, "and perhaps in the hall you'll drink another glass of +wine?" + +All went down the stairs and out of the keep. Another half-hour and +the detail, lieutenant and men, mounted and rode away. Glenfernie and +Strickland watched them down the winding road, clear of the hill, out +upon the highway. + +Alexander went back alone to the keep that, also, from its widened +loopholes, might watch the searchers ride away. He mounted the stair; +he came into his old room. Ian stood beside the table. The sizable +furnace door hung open, the screen of heaped wood was disarranged. + +"It was a good notion, that recess behind my old furnace!" said +Glenfernie. "You took no harm beyond some cobwebs and ashes?" + +"None, Senor Nobody," said Ian. + +That day went by. The laird and Strickland talked together in low +voices in the old school-room. Davie, too, appeared there once, and an +old, trusted stableman. At sunset came Robin Greenlaw, and stayed an +hour. The stars shone out, around drew a high, windy crystal night. + +Mrs. Grizel went to bed. Alexander, with Alice and Strickland, sat by +the fire in the hall. There was much that the laird wished to say that +he said. They spoke in low voices, leaning toward the burning logs, +the light playing over their faces, the light laughing upon old armor, +crossed weapons, upon the walls. Alice, a bonny woman with sense and +courage, sat beside Glenfernie. Strickland, from his corner, saw how +much she looked like her mother; how much, to-night, Alexander looked +like her. + +They talked until late. They came to agreement, quiet, moved, but +thorough. Glenfernie rose. He took Alice in his arms and kissed her +thrice. Moisture was in the eyes of both. + +"Sleep, dear, sleep! So we understand, things grow easy!" + +"I think that you are right, and that is a long way to comfort," said +Alice. "Good night, good night, Alexander!" + +When she was gone the two men talked yet a little longer, over the +dying fire. Then they, too, wished each other good night. Strickland +went to his room, but Alexander left the house and crossed the +moon-filled night to the keep. It was now he and Ian. + +There was no strain. "Old Steadfast" and "Old Saracen," and a long +pilgrimage together, and every difference granted, yet, in the +background, a vast, an oceanic unity.... Ian rose from the settle. He +and the laird of Glenfernie sat by the table and with pen and paper +made a diagram of escape. They bent to the task in hand, and when it +was done, and a few more words had been said, they turned to the +pallets which Davie had spread on either side of the hearth. The moon +and the low fire made a strange half-light in the room. The two lay +still, addressed to sleep. They spoke and answered but once. + +Said Ian: "I felt just then the waves of the sea!--The waves of the +sea and the roads of France.... The waves and roads of the days and +nights and months and years. I there and you here. There is an ether, +doubtless, that links, but I don't tread it firmly.... Be sure I'll +turn to you, call to you, often, over the long roads, from out of the +trough of the waves! _Senor Nobody! Senor Nobody!_" He laughed, but +with a catch of the breath. "Good night!" + +"Good night, Old Saracen!" said Alexander. + +Morn came. That day Glenfernie House heard still that all that region +was searched. The day went by, short, gray, with flurries of snow. By +afternoon it settled to a great, down-drifting pall of white. It was +falling thick and fast when Alexander Jardine and Ian Rullock passed +through the broken wall beyond the school-room. The pine branches were +whitening, the narrow, rugged path ran a zigzag of white. + +Strickland had parted from them at the wall, and yet Strickland seemed +to be upon the path, following Glenfernie. Ian wore a dress of +Strickland's, a hat and cloak that the countryside knew. He and +Strickland were nearly of a height. Keeping silence and moving through +a dimness of the descending day and the shaken veil of the snow, +almost any chance-met neighbor would have said, in passing, "Good day, +Mr. Strickland!" + +The path led into the wood. Trees rose about them, phantoms in the +snowstorm. The snow fell in large flakes, straight, undriven by wind. +Footprints made transient shapes. The snow obliterated them as in the +desert moving sand obliterated. Ian and Alexander, leaving the wood, +took a way that led by field and moor to Littlefarm. + +The earth seemed a Solitary, with no child nor lover of hers abroad. +The day declined, the snow fell. Ian and Alexander moved on, hardly +speaking. The outer landscape rolled dimmed, softened, withdrawn. The +inner world moved among its own contours. The day flowed toward +night, as the night would flow toward day. + +They came to the foot of the moor that stretched between White Farm +and Littlefarm. + +"There is a woman standing by that tree," said Ian. + +"Yes. It is Gilian." + +They moved toward her. Tall, fair, wide-browed and gray-eyed, she +leaned against the oak stem and seemed to be at home here, too. The +wide falling snow, the mystic light and quietness, were hers for +mantle. As they approached she stirred. + +"Good day, Glenfernie!--Good day, Ian Rullock!--Glenfernie, you cannot +go this way! Soldiers are at Littlefarm." + +"Did Robin--" + +"He got word to me an hour since. They are chance-fallen, the second +time. They will get no news and soon be gone. He trusted me to give +you warning. He says wait for him at the cot that was old Skene's. It +stands empty and folk say that it is haunted and go round about." She +left the tree and took the path with them. "It lies between us and +White Farm. This snow is friendly. It covers marks--it keeps folk +within-doors--nor does it mean to fall too long or too heavily." + +They moved together through the falling snow. + +It was a mile to old Skene's cot. They walked it almost in +silence--upon Ian's part in silence. The snow fell; it covered their +footprints. All outlines showed vague and looming. The three seemed +three vital points moving in a world dissolving or a world forming. + +The empty cot rose before them, the thatch whitened, the door-stone +whitened. Glenfernie pushed the door. It opened; they found a clean, +bare place, twilight now, still, with the falling snow without. + +Gilian spoke. "I'll go on now to White Farm. Robin will come. In no +long time you'll be upon the farther road.... Now I will say Fare you +well!" + +Alexander took her hands. "Farewell, Gilian!" + +Gray eyes met gray eyes. "Be it short time or be it long time--soon +home to Glenfernie, or long, long gone--farewell, and God bless you, +Glenfernie!" + +"And you, Gilian!" + +She turned to Ian. "Ian Rullock--farewell, too, and God bless you, +too!" + +She was gone. They watched through the door her form moving amid +falling snow. The veil between thickened; she vanished; there were +only the white particles of the dissolving or the forming world. The +two kept silence. + +Twilight deepened, night came, the snow ceased to fall for a time, +then began again, but less thickly. One hour went by, two, three. Then +came Robin Greenlaw and Peter Lindsay, riding, and with them horses +for the two who waited at Skene's cot. + +Four men rode through the December night. At dawn they neared the sea. +The snow fell no longer. When the purple bars came into the east they +saw in the first light the huddled roofs of a small seaport. Beyond +lay gray water, with shipping in the harbor. + +At a crossroads the party divided. Robin Greenlaw and Peter Lindsay +took a way that should lead them far aside from this port, and then +with circuitousness home. Before they reached it they would separate, +coming singly into their own dale, back to Black Hill, back to +Littlefarm. The laird of Glenfernie and Littlefarm, dismounting, +moving aside, talked together for a few moments. Ian gave Peter +Lindsay a message for Mrs. Alison.... Good-bys were said. Greenlaw +remounted; he and Peter Lindsay moved slowly from the two bound to the +port. A dip of the earth presently hid them. Alexander and Ian were +left in the gray dawn. + +"Alexander, I know the safe house and the safe man and the safe ship. +Why should you run further danger? Let us say good-by now!" + +"No, not now." + +"You have come to the edge of Scotland. Say farewell here, and danger +saved, rather than on the water stairs in a little while--" + +"No. I will go farther, Ian. There is Mackenzie's house, over there." + +They rode through the winter dawn to the house at the edge of the +port, where lived a quiet man and wife, under obligations to the +Jardines. There visited them now the laird of Glenfernie and his +secretary, Mr. Strickland. + +The latter, it seemed, was not well--kept his room that day. The laird +of Glenfernie went about, indeed, but never once went near the +waterside.... And yet, at eve, the master of the _Seawing_, riding in +the harbor, took the resolution to sail by cockcrow. + +The sun went down with red and gold, in a winter splendor. Dark night +followed, but, late, there rose a moon. Alexander and Ian, coming down +to the harbor edge at a specified place, found there the waiting boat +with two rowers. It hung before them on the just-lit water. "Now, Old +Steadfast, farewell!" said Ian. + +"I am going a little farther. Step in, man!" + +The boat drove across, under the moon, to the _Seawing_. The two +mounted the brig's side and, touching deck, found the captain, known +to Ian, who had sailed before upon the _Seawing_, and known since +yesterday to Glenfernie. The captain welcomed them, his only +passengers, using not their own names, but others that had been +chosen. In the cabin, under the swinging lantern, there followed a few +words as to weather, ports, and sailing. The tide served, the +_Seawing_ would be forth in an hour. The captain, work calling, left +them in the small lighted place. + +"The boat is waiting. Now, Old Steadfast--Senor Nobody--" + +"Old Saracen, we used to say that we'd go one day to India--" + +"Yes--" + +"Well, let us go!" + +"_Us_--" + +"Why not?" + +They stood with the table between them. Alexander's hands moved toward +Ian's. They took hands; there followed a strong, a convulsive +pressure. + +"We sin in differing ways and at differing times," said Alexander, +"but we all sin. And we all struggle with it and through it and +onward! And there must be some kind of star upon our heights. Well, +let us work toward it together, Old Saracen!" + +They went out of the cabin and upon the deck. The boat that had +brought them was gone. They saw it in the moonlight, half-way back to +the quay. On the _Seawing_, sailors were lifting anchor. They stood +and watched. The moon was paling; there came the scent of morning; far +upon the shore a cock crew. The _Seawing's_ crew were making sail. Out +and up went her pinions, filled with a steady and favoring wind. She +thrilled; she moved; she left the harbor for a new voyage, fresh +wonder of the eternal world. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FOES*** + + +******* This file should be named 16554.txt or 16554.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/6/5/5/16554 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. Special rules, +set forth in the General Terms of Use part of this license, apply to +copying and distributing Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works to +protect the PROJECT GUTENBERG-tm concept and trademark. 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