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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/17718-8.txt b/17718-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..54f47d9 --- /dev/null +++ b/17718-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,23177 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, Infelice, by Augusta Jane Evans Wilson + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Infelice + + +Author: Augusta Jane Evans Wilson + + + +Release Date: February 8, 2006 [eBook #17718] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK INFELICE*** + + +E-text prepared by Roy Brown + + + +INFELICE + +by + +AUGUSTA J. EVANS WILSON + +Author of "At the Mercy of Tiberius", "St. Elmo" Etc. + +1902 + + + + + + + + "The grace of God forbid + We should be overbold to lay rough hands + On any man's opinion. For opinions + Are, certes, venerable properties, + And those which show the most decrepitude + Should have the gentlest handling." + VANINI + + + + +London +James Nisbet & Co. Limited +21 Berners Street + + + + +INFELICE + + +CHAPTER I. + + +"Did you tell her that Dr. Hargrove is absent?" + +"I did, ma'am; but she says she will wait." + +"But, Hannah, it is very uncertain when he will return, and the night +is so stormy he may remain in town until to-morrow. Advise her to +call again in the morning." + +"I said as much at the door, but she gave me to understand she came a +long way, and should not leave here without seeing the Doctor. She +told the driver of the carriage to call for her in about two hours, +as she did not wish to miss the railroad train." + +"Where did you leave her? Not in that cold, dark parlour, I hope?" + +"She sat down on one of the hall chairs, and I left her there." + +"A hospitable parsonage reception! Do you wish her to freeze? Go and +ask her into the library, to the fire." + +As Hannah left the room, Mrs. Lindsay rose and added two sticks of +oak wood to the mass of coals that glowed between the shining brass +andirons; then carefully removed farther from the flame on the hearth +a silver teapot and covered dish, which contained the pastor's +supper. + +"Walk in, madam. I promise you nobody shall interfere with you. Miss +Elise, she says she wishes to see no one but the Doctor." + +Hannah ushered the visitor in, and stood at the door, beckoning to +her mistress, who paused irresolute, gazing curiously at the muffled +form and veiled face of the stranger. + +"Do not allow me to cause you any inconvenience, madam. My business +is solely with Dr. Hargrove, and I do not fear the cold." + +The voice of the visitor was very sweet though tremulous, and she +would have retreated, but Mrs. Lindsay put her hand on the bolt of +the door, partly closing it. + +"Pray be seated. This room is at your disposal. Hannah, bring the tea +things into the dining-room, and then you need not wait longer; I +will lock the doors after my brother comes in." + +With an ugly furrow of discontent between her heavy brows, Hannah +obeyed, and as she renewed the fire smouldering in the dining-room, +she slowly shook her grizzled head: "Many a time I have heard my +father say, 'Mystery breeds misery,' and take my word for it, there +is always something wrong when a woman shuns women-folks, and hunts +sympathy and advice from men." + +"Hush, Hannah! Charity,--charity; don't forget that you live in a +parsonage, where 'sounding brass or tinkling cymbals' are not +tolerated. All kinds of sorrow come here to be cured, and I fear that +lady is in distress. Did you notice how her voice trembled?" + +"Well, I only hope no silver will be missing to-morrow. I must make +up my buckwheat, and set it to rise. Good-night, Miss Elise." + +It was a tempestuous night in the latter part of January, and +although the rain, which had fallen steadily all day, ceased at dark, +the keen blast from the north shook the branches of the ancient trees +encircling the parsonage, and dashed the drops in showers against the +windows. Not a star was visible, and as the night wore on the wind +increased in violence, roaring through leafless elm limbs, and +whistling drearily around the corners of the old brick house, whose +ivy-mantled chimneys had battled with the storms of seventy years. + +The hands of the china clock on the dining-room mantlepiece pointed +to nine, and Mrs. Lindsay expected to hear the clear sweet strokes of +the pendulum, when other sounds startled her; the sharp, shrill bark +of a dog, and impatient scratching of paws on the hall door. As she +hurried forward and withdrew the inside bolt, a middle-aged man +entered, followed by a bluish-grey Skye terrier. + +"Peyton, what kept you so late?" + +"I was called to Beechgrove to baptize Susan Moffat's only daughter. +The girl died at eight o'clock, and I sat awhile with the stricken +mother, trying to comfort her. Poor Susan! it is a heavy blow, for +she idolized the child. Be quiet, Biörn." + +Mr. Hargrove was leisurely divesting himself of his heavy overcoat, +and the terrier ran up and down the hall, holding his nose high in +the air, and barking furiously. + +"Biörn's instincts rarely deceive him. A stranger is waiting in the +library to see you. Before you go in, let me give you your supper, +for you must be tired and hungry." + +"Thank you, Elise, but first I must see this visitor, whose errand +may be urgent." + +He opened the door of the library, and entered so quietly that the +occupant seemed unaware of his presence. + +A figure draped in black sat before the table which was drawn close +to the hearth, and the arms were crossed wearily, and the head bowed +upon them. The dog barked and bounded toward her, and then she +quickly rose, throwing back her veil, and eagerly advancing. + +"You are the Rev. Peyton Hargrove?" + +"I am. What can I do for you, madam? Pray take this rocking chair." + +She motioned it away, and exclaimed: + +"Can you too have forgotten me?" + +A puzzled expression crossed his countenance as he gazed searchingly +at her, then shook his head. + +The glare of the fire, and the mellow glow of the student's lamp fell +full on the pale features, whose exceeding delicacy is rarely found +outside of the carved gems of the Stosch or Albani Cabinets. On camei +and marble dwell the dainty moulding of the oval cheek, the airy +arched tracery of the brows, the straight, slender nose, and clearly +defined cleft of the rounded chin, and nature only now and then +models them as a whole, in flesh. It was the lovely face of a young +girl, fair as one of the Frate's heavenly visions, but blanched by +some flood of sorrow that had robbed the full tender lips of bloom, +and bereft the large soft brown eyes of the gilding glory of hope. + +"If I ever knew, I certainly have forgotten you." + +"Oh--do not say so! You must recollect me; you are the only person +who can identify me. Four years ago I stood here, in this room. Try +to recall me." + +She came close to him, and he heard her quick and laboured breathing, +and saw the convulsive quivering of her compressed lips. + +"What peculiar circumstances marked my former acquaintance with you? +Your voice is quite familiar, but----" + +He paused, passed his hand across his eyes, and before he could +complete the sentence, she exclaimed: + +"Am I then so entirely changed? Did you not one May morning marry in +this room Minnie Merle to Cuthbert Laurance?" + +"I remember that occasion very vividly, for in opposition to my +judgment I performed the ceremony; but Minnie Merle was a +low-statured, dark-haired child----" again he paused, and keenly +scanned the tall, slender, elegant figure, and the crimped waves of +shining hair that lay like a tangled mass of gold net on the low, +full, white brow. + +"I was Minnie Merle. Your words of benediction made me Minnie +Laurance. God--and the angels know it is my name, my lawful name,-- +but man denies it." + +Something like a sob impeded her utterance, and the minister took her +hand. + +"Where is your husband? Are you widowed so early?" + +"Husband--my husband? One to cherish and protect, to watch over, and +love, and defend me;--if such be the duties and the tests of a +husband,--oh! then indeed I have never had one! Widowed did you say? +That means something holy,--sanctified by the shadow of death, and +the yearning sympathy and pity of the world; a widow has the right to +hug a coffin and a grave all the weary days of her lonely life, and +people look tenderly on her sacred weeds. To me, widowhood would be +indeed a blessing, Sir, I thought I had learned composure, +self-control, but the sight of this room,--of your countenance,--even +the strong breath of the violets and heliotrope there on the mantle, +in the same blood-coloured Bohemian vase where they bloomed that +day,--that May day,--all these bring back so overpoweringly the time +that is for ever dead to me,--that I feel as if I should suffocate." + +She walked to the nearest window, threw up the sash, and while she +stood with the damp chill wind blowing full upon her the pastor heard +a moan, such as comes from meek, dumb creatures, wrung by the throes +of dissolution. + +When she turned once more to the light, he saw an unnatural sparkle +in the dry, lustrous, brown eyes. + +"Dr. Hargrove, give me the license that was handed to you by Cuthbert +Laurance." + +"What value can it possess now?" + +"Just now it is worth more to me than everything else in life,--more +to me than my hopes of heaven." + +"Mrs. Laurance, you must remember that I refused to perform the +marriage ceremony, because I believed you were both entirely too +young. Your grandmother who came with you assured me she was your +sole guardian, and desired the marriage, and your husband, who seemed +to me a mere boy, quieted my objections by producing the license, +which he said exonerated me from censure, and relieved me of all +responsibility. With that morning's work I have never felt fully +satisfied, and though I know that any magistrate would probably have +performed the ceremony, I have sometimes thought I acted rashly, and +have carefully kept that license as my defence and apology." + +"Thank God, that it has been preserved. Give it to me." + +"Pardon me if I say frankly, I prefer to retain it. All licenses are +recorded by the officer who issued them, and by applying to him you +can easily procure a copy." + +"Treachery baffles me there. A most opportune fire broke out eighteen +months ago in the room where those records were kept, and although +the court house was saved, the book containing my marriage license +was of course destroyed." + +"But the clerk should be able to furnish a certificate of the facts." + +"Not when he has been bribed to forget them. Please give me the paper +in your possession." + +She wrung her slender fingers, and her whole frame trembled like a +weed on some bleak hillside, where wintry winds sweep unimpeded. + +A troubled look crossed the grave, placid countenance of the pastor, +and he clasped his hands firmly behind him, as if girding himself to +deny the eloquent pleading of the lovely dark eyes. + +"Sit down, madam, and listen to----" + +"I cannot! A restless fever is consuming me, and nothing but the +possession of that license can quiet me. You have no right to +withhold it,--you cannot be so cruel, so wicked,--unless you also +have been corrupted, bought off!" + +"Be patient enough to hear me. I have always feared there was +something wrong about that strange wedding, and your manner confirms +my suspicions. Now I must be made acquainted with all the facts, must +know your reason for claiming the paper in my possession, before I +surrender it. As a minister of the Gospel, it is incumbent upon me to +act cautiously, lest I innocently become auxiliary to deception, +--possibly to crime." + +A vivid scarlet flamed up in the girl's marble cheeks. + +"Of what do you suspect, or accuse me?" + +"I accuse you of nothing. I demand your reasons for the request you +have made." + +"I want that paper because it is the only proof of my marriage. There +were two witnesses: my grandmother, who died three years ago on a +steamship bound for California, where her only son is living, and +Gerbert Audré, a college student, who is supposed to have been lost +last summer in a fishing smack off the coast of Labrador or +Greenland." + +"I am a witness accessible at any time, should my testimony be +required." + +"Will you live for ever? Nay,--just when I need your evidence, my ill +luck will seal your lips, and drive the screws down in your coffin +lid." + +"What use do you intend to make of the license? Deal candidly with +me." + +"I want to hold it, as the most precious thing left in life; to keep +it concealed securely, until the time comes when it will serve me, +save me, avenge me." + +"Why is it necessary to prove your marriage? Who disputes it?" + +"Cuthbert Laurance and his father." + +"Is it possible! Upon what plea?" + +"That he was a minor, was only twenty, irresponsible, and that the +license was fraudulent." + +"Where is your husband?" + +"I tell you, I have no husband! It were sacrilege to couple that +sacred title with the name of the man who has wronged, deserted, +repudiated me; and who intends if possible to add to the robbery of +my peace and happiness, that of my fair, stainless name. Less than +one month after the day when right here, where I now stand, you +pronounced me his wife in the sight of God and man, he was summoned +home by a telegram from his father. I have never seen him since. +General Laurance took his son immediately to Europe, and, sir, you +will find it difficult to believe me, when I tell you that infamous +father has actually forced the son by threats of disinheritance to +many again,--to----" + +The words seemed to strangle her, and she hastily broke away the +ribbons which held her bonnet and were tied beneath her chin. + +Mr. Hargrove poured some water into a goblet, and as he held it to +her lips, murmured compassionately: + +"Poor child! God help you." + +Perhaps the genuine pity in the tone brought back sweet memories of +the bygone, and for a moment softened the girl's heart, for tears +gathered in the large eyes, giving them a strange quivering radiance. +As if ashamed of the weakness she threw her head back defiantly, and +continued: + +"I was the poor little orphan, whose grandmother did washing and +mending for the college boys--only little unknown Minnie Merle, with +none to aid in asserting her rights;--and she--the new wife--was a +banker's daughter, an heiress, a fashionable belle,--and so Minnie +Merle must be trampled out, and the new Mrs. Cuthbert Laurance dashes +in her splendid equipage through the Bois de Bologne. Sir, give me my +license!" + +Mr. Hargrove opened a secret drawer in the tall writing-desk that +stood in one corner of the room, and, unlocking a square tin box, +took from it a folded slip of paper. After some deliberation he +seated himself, and began to write. + +Impatiently his visitor paced the floor, followed by Biörn, who now +and then growled suspiciously. + +At length, when the pastor laid down his pen, his guest came to his +side, and held out her hand. + +"Madam, the statements you have made are so extraordinary, that you +must pardon me if I am unusually cautious in my course. While I have +no right to doubt your assertions, they seem almost incredible, and +the use you might make of the license----" + +"What! you find it so difficult to credit the villainy of a man--and +yet so easy to suspect, to believe all possible deceit and wickedness +in a poor helpless woman? Oh, man of God! is your mantle of charity +cut to cover only your own sex? Can the wail of down-trodden +orphanage wake no pity in your heart,--or is it locked against me by +the cowardly dread of incurring the hate of the house of Laurance?" + +For an instant a dark flush bathed the tranquil brow of the minister, +but his kind tone was unchanged when he answered slowly: + +"Four years ago I was in doubt concerning my duty, but just now there +is clearly but one course for me to pursue. Unless you wish to make +an improper use of it, this paper which I very willingly hand to you +will serve your purpose. It is an exact copy of the license, and to +it I have appended my certificate, as the officiating clergyman who +performed the marriage ceremony. Examine it carefully, and you will +find the date, and indeed every syllable rigidly accurate. From the +original I shall never part, unless to see it replaced in the court +house records." + +Bending down close to the lamp, she eagerly read and reread the paper +which shook like an aspen in her nervous grasp; then she looked long +and searchingly into the grave face beside her, and a sudden light +broke over her own. + +"Oh, thank you! After all, the original is safer in your hands than +in mine. I might be murdered, but they would never dare to molest +you,--and if I should die, you would not allow them to rob my baby of +her name?" + +"Your baby!" + +He looked at the young girlish figure and face, and it seemed +impossible that the creature before him could be a mother. A +melancholy smile curved her lips. + +"Oh! that is the sting that sometimes goads me almost to desperation. +My own wrongs are sufficiently hard to bear, but when I think of my +innocent baby denied the sight of her father's face, and robbed of +the protection of her father's name, then--I forget that I am only a +woman, I forget that God reigns in heaven to right the wrongs on +earth, and----" + +There was a moment's silence. + +"How old is your child?" + +"Three years." + +"And you? A mere child now." + +"I am only nineteen." + +"Poor thing! I pity you from the depths of my soul." + +The clock struck ten, and the woman started from the table against +which she leaned. + +"I must not miss the train; I promised to return promptly." + +She put on the grey cloak she had thrown aside, buttoned it about her +throat, and tied her bonnet strings. + +"Before you go, explain one thing. Was not your hair very dark when +you were married?" + +"Yes, a dark chestnut brown, but when my child was born I was ill a +long time, and my head was shaved and blistered. When the hair grew +out, it was just as you see it now. Ah! if we had only died then, +baby and I, we might have had a quiet sleep under the violets and +daisies. I see, sir, you doubt whether I am really little Minnie +Merle. Do you not recollect that when you asked for the wedding ring +none had been provided, and Cuthbert took one from his own hand, +which was placed on my finger? Ah! there was a grim fitness in the +selection! A death's head peeping out of a cinerary urn. You will +readily recognize the dainty bridal token." + +She drew from her bosom a slender gold chain on which was suspended a +quaint antique cameo ring of black agate, with a grinning white skull +in the centre, and around the oval border of heavily chased gold +glittered a row of large and very brilliant diamonds. + +"I distinctly remember the circumstance." + +As the minister restored the ring to its owner, she returned it and +the chain to its hiding-place. + +"I do not wear it, I am biding my time. When General Laurance sent +his agent first to attempt to buy me off, and, finding that +impossible, to browbeat and terrify me into silence, one of his +insolent demands was the restoration of this ring, which he said was +an heirloom of untold value in his family, and must belong to none +but a Laurance. He offered five hundred dollars for the delivery of +it into his possession. I would sooner part with my right arm! Were +it iron or lead, its value to me would be the same, for it is the +only symbol of my lawful marriage,--is my child's title deed to a +legitimate name." + +She turned toward the door, and Dr. Hargrove asked: + +"Where is your home?" + +"I have none. I am a waif drifting from city to city, on the +uncertain waves of chance." + +"Have you no relatives?" + +"Only an uncle, somewhere in the gold mines of California." + +"Does General Laurance provide for your maintenance?" + +"Three years ago his agent offered me a passage to San Francisco, and +five thousand dollars, on condition that I withdrew all claim to my +husband and to his name, and pledged myself to 'give the Laurances no +further trouble.' Had I been a man, I would have strangled him. Since +then no communication of any kind has passed between us, except that +all my letters to Cuthbert pleading for his child have been returned +without comment." + +"How, then are you and the babe supported?" + +"That, sir, is my secret." + +She drew herself haughtily to her full height, and would have passed +him, but he placed himself between her and the door. + +"Mrs. Laurance, do not be offended by my friendly frankness. You are +so young and so beautiful, and the circumstances of your life render +you so peculiarly liable to dangerous associations and influences, +that I fear you may----" + +"Fear nothing for me. Can I forget my helpless baby, whose sole dower +just now promises to be her mother's spotless name? Blushing for her +father's perfidy, she shall never need a purer, whiter shield than +her mother's stainless record--so help me, God!" + +"Will you do me the favour to put aside for future contingencies this +small tribute to your child? The amount is not so large that you +should hesitate to receive it; and feeling a deep interest in your +poor little babe, it will give me sincere pleasure to know that you +accept it for her sake, as a memento of one who will always be glad +to hear from you, and to aid you if possible." + +With evident embarrassment he tendered an old-fashioned purse of +knitted silk, through whose meshes gleamed the sheen of gold pieces. +To his astonishment she covered her face with her hands and burst +into a fit of passionate weeping. For some seconds she sobbed aloud, +leaving him in painful uncertainty concerning the nature of her +emotion. + +"Oh, sir!--it has been so long since words of sympathy and real +kindness were spoken to me, that now they unnerve me. I am strong +against calumny and injustice,--but kindness breaks me down. I thank +you in my baby's name, but we cannot take your money. Ministers are +never oppressed with riches, and baby and I can live without charity. +But since you are so good, I should like to say something in strict +confidence to you. I am suspicious now of everybody, but it seems to +me I might surely trust you. I do not yet see my way clearly, and if +anything should happen to me the child would be thrown helpless upon +the world. You have neither wife nor children, and if the time ever +comes when I shall be obliged to leave my little girl for any long +period, may I send her here for safety, until I can claim her? She +shall cost you nothing but care and watchfulness. I could work so +much better, if my mind were only easy about her; if I knew she was +safely housed in this sanctuary of peace." + +Ah! how irresistible was the pathetic pleading of the tearful eyes; +but Mr. Hargrove did not immediately respond to the appeal. + +"I understand your silence--you think me presumptuous in my request, +and I daresay I am, but----" + +"No, madam, not at all presumptuous. I hesitate habitually before +assuming grave responsibility, and I only regret that I did not +hesitate longer--four years ago. A man's first instincts of +propriety, of right and wrong, should never be smothered by +persuasion, nor wrestled down and overcome by subtle and selfish +reasoning. I blame myself for much that has occurred, and I am +willing to do all that I can toward repairing my error. If your child +should ever really need a guardian, bring or send her to me, and I +will shield her to the full extent of my ability." Ere he was aware +of her intention, she caught his hand, and as she carried it to her +lips he felt her tears falling fast. + +"God bless you for your goodness! I have one thing more to ask; +promise me that you will divulge to no one what I have told you. Let +it rest between God and you and me." + +"I promise." + +"In the great city where I labour I bear an assumed name, and none +must know, at least for the present, whom I am. Realizing fully the +unscrupulous character of the men with whom I have to deal, my only +hope of redress is in preserving the secret for some years, and not +even my baby can know her real parentage until I see fit to tell her. +You will not betray me, even to my child?" + +"You may trust me." + +"Thank you, more than mere words could ever express." + +"May God help you, Mrs. Laurance, to walk circumspectly--to lead a +blameless life." + +He took his hat from the stand in the hall, and silently they walked +down to the parsonage gate. The driver dismounted and opened the +carriage door, but the draped figure lingered, with her hand upon the +latch. + +"If I should die before we meet again, you will not allow them to +trample upon my child?" + +"I will do my duty faithfully." + +"Remember that none must know I am Minnie Laurance until I give you +permission; for snares have been set all along my path, and calumny +is ambushed at every turn. Good-bye, sir. The God of orphans will one +day requite you." + +The light from the carriage lamp shone down on her as she turned +toward it, and in subsequent years the pastor was haunted by the +marvellous beauty of the spirituelle features, the mournful splendour +of the large misty eyes, and the golden glint of the rippling hair +that had fallen low upon her temples. + +"If it were not so late, I would accompany you to the railway +station. You will have a lonely ride. Good-bye, Mrs. Laurance." + +"Lonely, sir? Aye--lonely for ever." + +She laughed bitterly, and entered the carriage. + + "Laughed, and the echoes huddling in affright, + Like Odin's hounds fled baying down the night." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +With the night passed the storm which had rendered it so gloomy, and +the fair cold day shone upon a world shrouded in icy cerements; a +hushed, windless world, as full of glittering rime-runes as the +frozen fields of Jotunheim. Each tree and shrub seemed a springing +fountain, suddenly crystallized in mid-air, and not all the mediæval +marvels of Murano equalled the fairy fragile tracery of fine spun, +glassy web, and film, and fringe that stretched along fences, hung +from eaves, and belaced the ivy leaves that lay helpless on the +walls. A blanched waning moon, a mere silver crescent, shivered upon +the edge of the western horizon, fleeing before the scarlet and +orange lances that already bristled along the eastern sky-line, the +advance guard of the conqueror, who would ere many moments smite all +that weird icy realm with consuming flames. The very air seemed +frozen, and refused to vibrate in trills and roulades through the +throaty organs of matutinal birds, that hopped and blinked, plumed +their diamonded breasts, and scattered brilliants enough to set a +tiara; and profound silence brooded over the scene, until rudely +broken by a cry of dismay which rang out startlingly from the +parsonage. The alarm might very readily have been ascribed to +diligent Hannah, who, contemptuous of barometric or thermal +vicissitudes, invariably adhered to the aphorism of Solomon, and, +arising "while it is yet night, looketh well to the ways of her +household." + +With a broom in one hand, and feather dusting-brush in the other, she +ran down the front steps, her white cap strings flying like distress +signals,--bent down to the ground as a blood-hound might in scenting +a trail,--then dashed back into the quiet old house, and uttered a +wolfish cry: + +"Robbers! Burglars! Thieves!" + +Oppressed with compassionate reflections concerning the fate of his +visitor, the minister had found himself unable to sleep as soundly as +usual, and from the troubled slumber into which he sank after +daylight he was aroused by the unwonted excitement that reigned in +the hall, upon which his apartment opened. While hastily dressing, +his toilette labours were expedited by an impatient rap which only +Hannah's heavy hand could have delivered. Wrapped in his +dressing-gown he opened the door, saying benignly: + +"Is there an earthquake or a cyclone? You thunder as if my room were +Mount Celion. Is any one dead?" + +"Some one ought to be! The house was broken open last night, and the +silver urn is missing. Shameless wretch! This comes of mysteries and +veiled women, who are too modest to, look an honest female in the +face, but----!" + +"Oh, Hannah I that tongue of thine is more murderous than Cyrus' +scythed chariots! Here is your urn! I put it away last night, because +I saw from the newspapers that a quantity of plate had recently been +stolen. Poor Hannah! don't scowl so ferociously because I have +spoiled your little tragedy. I believe you are really sorry to see +the dear old thing safe in defiance of your prophecy." + +Mrs. Lindsay came downstairs laughing heartily, and menacing irate +Hannah with the old-fashioned urn, which had supplied three +generations with tea. + +"Is that the sole cause of the disturbance?" asked the master, +stooping to pat Biörn, who was dancing a tarantella on the good man's +velvet slippers. + +Somewhat crestfallen the woman seized the urn, began to polish it +with her apron, and finally said sulkily: + +"I beg pardon for raising a false alarm, but indeed it looked +suspicious and smelled of foul play, when I found the library window +wide open, two chairs upside down on the carpet,--mud on the +window-sill, the inkstand upset,--and no urn on the sideboard. But as +usual I am only an old fool, and you, sir, and Miss Elise know best I +am very sorry I roused you so early with my racket." + +"Did you say the library window wide open? Impossible; I distinctly +recollect closing the blinds, and putting down the sash before I went +to bed. Elise, were you not with me at the time?" + +"Yes, I am sure you secured it, just before bidding me goodnight." + +"Well--no matter, facts are ugly, stubborn things. Now you two just +see for yourselves, what I found this morning." + +Hannah hurried them into the library, where a fire had already been +kindled, and her statement was confirmed by the disarranged +furniture, and traces of mud on the window-sill and carpet. The +inkstand had rolled almost to the hearth, scattering its contents +_en route_, and as he glanced at his desk the minister turned pale. + +The secret drawer which opened with a spring had been pulled out to +its utmost extent, and he saw that the tin box he had so carefully +locked the previous night was missing. Some _MSS_ were scattered +loosely in the drawer, and the purse filled with gold coins, a +handsomely set miniature, and heavy watch chain with seal attached, +all lay untouched, though conspicuously alluring to the cupidity of +burglars. Bending over his rifled sanctuary, Mr. Hargrove sighed, +and a grieved look settled on his countenance. + +"Peyton, do you miss anything?" + +"Only a box of papers." + +"Were they valuable?" + +"Pecuniarily no;--at least not convertible into money. In other +respects, very important." + +"Not your beautiful sermons, I hope," cried his sister, throwing one +arm around his neck, and leaning down to examine the remaining +contents of the drawer. + +"They were more valuable, Elise, than many sermons, and some cannot +be replaced." + +"But how could the burglars have overlooked the money and jewellery?" + +Again the minister sighed heavily, and, closing the drawer, said: + +"Perhaps we may discover some trace in the garden." + +"Aye, sir,--I searched before I raised an uproar, and here is a +handkerchief that I found under that window, on the violet bed. It +was frozen fast to the leaves." + +Hannah held it up between the tips of her fingers, as if fearful of +contamination, and eyed it with an expression of loathing. Mr. +Hargrove took it to the light and examined it, while an unwonted +frown wrinkled his usually placid brow. It was a dainty square of +finest cambric, bordered with a wreath of embroidered lilies, and in +one corner exceedingly embellished "O O" stared like wide wondering +eyes, at the strange hands that profaned it. + +"Do you notice what a curious, outlandish smell it has? It struck my +nostrils sharper than hartshorn when I picked it up. No rum-drinking, +tobacco-smoking burglar in breeches dropped that lace rag." + +Hannah set her stout arms akimbo, and looked "unutterable things" at +the delicate fabric, that as if to deprecate its captors was all the +while breathing out deliciously sweet but vague hints,--now of +eglantine, and now of that subtle spiciness that dwells in daphnes, +and anon plays hide-and-seek in nutmeg geranium blooms. + +Reluctance to admission of the suspicion of unworthiness in others is +the invariable concomitant of true nobility of soul in all pure and +exalted natures,--and with that genuine chivalry, which now, alas! is +welnigh as rare as the _aumônière_ of pilgrims, the pastor bravely +cast around the absent woman the broad, soft ermine of his tender +charity. + +"Hannah, if your insinuations point to the lady who called here last +night, I can easily explain the suspicious fact of the handkerchief, +which certainly belongs to her; for the room was close, and my +visitor, having raised that window and leaned out for fresh air, +doubtless dropped her handkerchief without observing the loss." + +"Do the initials '_O O_' represent her name?" asked Mrs. Lindsay, +whose adroitly propounded interrogatories the previous evening had +elicited no satisfactory information. + +"Do not ladies generally stamp their own monograms when marking +articles that compose their wardrobes?" He put the unlucky piece of +cambric in his pocket, and pertinacious Hannah suddenly stooped and +dealt Biörn a blow, which astonished the spectators even more than +the yelping recipient, who dropped something at her feet and crawled +behind his master. + +"You horrid, greedy pest! Are you in league with the thieves, that +you must needs try to devour the signs and tell-tales they dropped in +the track of their dirty work? It is only a glove this time, sir, and +it was all crumpled, just so,--where I first saw it, when I ran out +to hunt for footprints. It was hanging on the end of a rose bush, +yonder near the snowball, and you see it was rather too far from the +window here to have fallen down with the handkerchief. Look, Miss +Elise, your hands are small, but this would pinch even your fingers." + +She triumphantly lifted a lady's kid glove, brown in colour and +garnished with three small oval silver buttons, the exact mate of one +which Mr. Hargrove had noticed the previous evening, when the visitor +held up the ring for his inspection. Exulting in the unanswerable +logic of this latest fact, Hannah quite unintentionally gave the +glove a scornful toss, which caused it to fall into the fireplace, +and down between two oak logs, where it shrivelled instantaneously. +Unfortunately science is not chivalric, and divulges the unamiable +and ungraceful truth, that perverted female natures from even the +lower beastly types are more implacably vindictive, more subtly +malicious, more ingeniously cruel than the stronger sex; and when a +woman essays to track, to capture, or to punish--_vae victis_. + +"Now, Biörn! improve your opportunity and heap coals of fire on +slanderous Hannah's head, by assuring her you feel convinced she did +not premeditatedly destroy traces, and connive at the escape of the +burglars, by burning that most important glove, which might have +aided us in identifying them." + +As Mr. Hargrove caressed his dog, he smiled, evidently relieved by +the opportune accident; but Mrs. Lindsay looked grave, and an +indignant flush purpled the harsh, pitiless face of the servant, +who sullenly turned away, and busied herself in putting the +furniture in order. + +"Peyton, were the stolen papers of a character to benefit that +person,--or indeed any one but yourself, or your family?" + +He knew the soft blue eyes of his sister were watching him keenly, +saw too that the old servant stood still, and turned her head to +listen, and he answered without hesitation: + +"The box contained the deed to a disputed piece of property, those +iron and lead mines in Missouri,--and I relied upon it to establish +my claim." + +"Was the lady who visited you last night in any manner interested in +that suit, or its result?" + +"Not in the remotest degree. She cannot even be aware of its +existence. In addition to the deed, I have lost the policy of +insurance on this house, which has always been entrusted to me and I +must immediately notify the company of the fact and obtain a +duplicate policy. Elise, will you and Hannah please give me my +breakfast as soon as possible, that I may go into town at once?" + +Walking to the window, he stood for some moments, with his hands +folded behind him, and as he noted the splendour of the spectacle +presented by the risen sun shining upon temples and palaces of ice, +prism-tinting domes and minarets, and burnishing after the similitude +of silver stalactites and arcades which had built themselves into +crystal campaniles, more glorious than Giotto's,--the pastor said: +"The physical world, just as God left it,--how pure, how lovely, how +entirely good;--how sacred from His hallowing touch! Oh that the +world of men and women were half as unchangingly true, stainless, and +holy!" + +An hour later he bent his steps,--not to the lawyer's, nor yet to the +insurance office, but to the depot of the only railroad which passed +through the quiet, old-fashioned, and comparatively unimportant town +of V----. + +The station agent was asleep upon a sofa in the reception-room, but +when aroused informed Dr. Hargrove that the down train bound south +had been accidentally detained four hours, and instead of being "on +time," due at eleven p.m., did not pass through V---- until after +three a.m. A lady, corresponding in all respects with the minister's +description, had arrived about seven on the up train, left a small +valise, or rather traveller's satchel, for safe keeping in the +baggage-room; had inquired at what time she could catch the down +train, signifying her intention to return upon it, and had hired one +of the carriages always waiting for passengers, and disappeared. +About eleven o'clock she came back, paid the coachman, and dismissed +the carriage; seemed very cold, and the agent built a good fire, +telling her she could take a nap as the train was behind time, and he +would call her when he heard the whistle. He then went home, several +squares distant, to see one of his children who was quite ill, and +when he returned to the station and peeped into the reception-room to +see if it kept warm and comfortable not a soul was visible. He +wondered where the lady could have gone at that hour, and upon such a +freezing night, but sat down by the grate in the freight-room, and +when the down train blew for V---- he took his lantern and went out, +and the first person he saw was the missing lady. She asked for her +satchel, which he gave her, and he handed her up to the platform, and +saw her go into the ladies' car. + +"Had she a package or box, when she returned and asked for her +satchel?" + +"I did not see any, but she wore a waterproof of grey cloth that came +down to her feet. There was so much confusion when the train came in +that I scarcely noticed her, but remember she shivered a good deal, +as if almost frozen." + +"Did she buy a return ticket?" + +"No, I asked if I should go to the ticket office for her, but she +thanked me very politely, and said she would not require anything." + +"Can you tell me to what place she was going?" + +"I do not know where she came from, nor where she went. She was most +uncommonly beautiful." + +"Are the telegraph wires working south?" + +"Why bless you, sir! they are down in several places, from the weight +of the ice, so I heard the station operator say, just before you came +in." + +As Dr. Hargrove walked away, an expression of stern indignation +replaced the benign look that usually reigned over his noble +features, and he now resolutely closed all the avenues of compassion, +along which divers fallacious excuses and charitable conjectures had +marched into his heart, and stifled for a time the rigorous verdict +of reason. + +He had known from the moment he learned the tin box was missing, that +only the frail, fair fingers of Minnie Merle could have abstracted +it, but justice demanded that he should have indisputable proof of +her presence in V---- after twelve o'clock, for he had not left the +library until that hour, and knew that the train passed through at +eleven. + +Conviction is the pitiless work of unbiased reason, but faith is the +acceptance thereof, by will, and he would not wholly believe, until +there was no alternative. _Falsus in uno, falsus in omnibus_, and +quite naturally Dr. Hargrove began to discredit the entire narrative +of wrongs, which had attained colossal proportions from her +delineation, and to censure himself most harshly for having suffered +this dazzling Delilah to extort from him a solemn promise of secrecy; +for, unworthy of sympathy as he now deemed her, his rigid rectitude +would not permit him to regard that unworthiness as sufficient +justification for abrogating his plighted word. Suspicious facts +which twelve hours before had been hushed by the soft spell of her +rich plaintive voice, now started up clamorous and accusing, and the +pastor could not avoid beholding the discrepancy between her pleas of +poverty and friendlessness, and the costly appearance of her +apparel,--coupled with her refusal to acquaint him with her means of +maintenance. + +If, as she had averred, the stolen license was--with the exception of +his verbal testimony--the sole proof of her marriage, why was she not +satisfied with the copy given to her unless for some unrighteous +motive she desired to possess in order to destroy all evidence? + +Surmise, with crooked and uncertain finger, had pointed to New +York--whose broad deep bosom shelters so many helpless human +waifs--as her probable place of destination, and had the +telegraph-wires been in successful operation he would have hazarded +the experiment of requesting her arrest at the terminus of the +railway; but this was impracticable, and each succeeding hour aided +in obliterating the only clue in his possession. + +The universal observation of man, ages ago, simmered down and +crystallized into the adage, "Misfortunes never come singly;" and it +is here respectfully submitted--that startling episodes, unexpected +incidents quite as rarely travel alone. Do surprises gravitate into +groups, or are certain facts binary? + +Sometimes for a quarter of a century the sluggish stream of life +oozes by, bearing no hint of deeds, or faces,--that perchance shed +glory, or perhaps lent gloom to the far past,--a past well-nigh +forgotten and inurned in the gathering grey of time,--and suddenly +without premonition, the slow monotonous current ripples and swells +into waves that bear to our feet fateful countenances, unwelcome as +grave-ghouls,--and the world grows garrulous of incidents that once +more galvanize the shrouded Bygone. For four years the minister had +received no tidings of those whom he had so reluctantly joined in the +bonds of wedlock, and not even a reminiscence of that singular bridal +party had floated into his quiet parsonage study; but within +twenty-four hours he seemed destined to garner a plentiful harvest of +disagreeable data for future speculation. He had not yet reached his +lawyer's office, when, hearing his name pronounced vociferously, Dr. +Hargrove looked around and saw the postmaster standing in his door +and calling on him to enter. + +"Pardon me, my dear sir, for shouting after you so unceremoniously; +but I saw you were not coming in, and knew it would promote your +interest to pay me a visit. Fine day at last, after all the rain and +murky weather. This crisp, frosty air sharpens one's wits,--a sort of +atmospheric pumice, don't you see, and tempts me to drive a good +bargain. How much will you give for a letter that has travelled half +around the world, and had as many adventures as Robinson Crusoe, or +Madame Pfeiffer?" + +He took from a drawer a dingy and much-defaced envelope, whose +address was rather indistinct from having encountered a oath on its +journey. + +"Are you sure that it is for me?" asked the minister, trying to +decipher the uncertain characters. + +"Are there two of your name? This is intended for Reverend Peyton +Hargrove of St. ---- Church -- V----, United States of America. It +was enclosed to me by the Postmaster-General, who says that it +arrived last week in the long-lost mail of the steamship _Algol_, +which you doubtless recollect was lost some time ago,--plying +between New York and Havre; It now appears that a Dutch sailing +vessel bound for Tasmania--wherever that may be; somewhere among the +cannibals, I presume--boarded her after she had been deserted by the +crew, and secured the mail bags, intending to put in along the +Spanish coast and land them, but stress of weather drove them so far +out to sea, that they sailed on to some point in Africa, and as the +postmasters in that progressive and enlightened region did not serve +their apprenticeship in the United States Postal Bureau, you perceive +that your document has not had 'despatch.' If salt water is ever a +preservative, your news ought not to be stale." + +"Thank you. I hope the contents will prove worthy of the care and +labour of its transmission. I see it is dated Paris--one year ago, +nearly. I am much obliged by your kind courtesy. Good-day." + +Dr. Hargrove walked on, and, somewhat disappointed in not receiving +a moiety of information by way of recompense, the postmaster added: + +"If you find it is not your letter bring it back, and I will start it +on another voyage of discovery, for it certainly deserves to get +home." + +"There is no doubt whatever about it. It was intended for me." + +Unfolding the letter, he had glanced at the signature, and now +hurrying homeward, read as follows: + + "PARIS, _February 1st_, + + "REV. PEYTON HARGROVE,--Hoping that, while entirely ignorant of + the facts and circumstances, you unintentionally inflicted upon + me an incalculable injury, I reluctantly address you with + reference to a subject fraught with inexpressible pain and + humiliation. Through your agency the happiness and welfare of my + only child, and the proud and unblemished name of a noble family, + have been wellnigh wrecked; but my profound reverence for your + holy office, persuades me to believe that you were unconsciously + the dupe of unprincipled and designing parties. When my son + Cuthbert entered ---- University, he was all that my fond heart + desired, all that his sainted mother could have hoped, and no + young gentleman on the wide Continent gave fairer promise of + future usefulness and distinction; but one year of demoralizing + association with dissipated and reckless youths undermined the + fair moral and intellectual structure I had so laboriously + raised, and in an unlucky hour he fell a victim to alluring + vices. Intemperance gradually gained such supremacy that he was + threatened with expulsion, and to crown all other errors he was, + while intoxicated, inveigled into a so-called marriage with a + young but notorious girl, whose only claim was her pretty face, + while her situation was hopelessly degraded. This creature, + Minnie Merle, had an infirm grandmother, who, in order to save + the reputation of the unfortunate girl, appealed so adroitly to + Cuthbert's high sense of honour, that her arguments, emphasized + by the girl's beauty and helplessness, prevailed over reason, + and--I may add--decency and one day when almost mad with brandy + and morphine he consented to call her his wife. Neither was of + age, and my son was not only a minor (lacking two months of being + twenty), but on that occasion was utterly irrational and + irresponsible, as I am prepared to prove. They intended to + conceal the whole shameful affair from me, but the old + grandmother--fearing that some untoward circumstance might mar + the scheme of possessing the ample fortune she well knew my boy + expected to control--wrote me all the disgraceful facts, + imploring my clemency, and urging me to remove Cuthbert from + associates outside of his classmates, who were dragging him to + ruin. If you, my dear sir, are a father (and I hope you are), + paternal sympathy will enable you to realize approximately the + grief, indignation, almost despairing rage into which I was + plunged. Having informed myself through a special agent sent to + the University of the utter unworthiness and disreputable + character of the connection forced upon me, I telegraphed for + Cuthbert, alleging some extraneous cause for requiring his + presence. Three days after his arrival at home, I extorted a full + confession from him, and we were soon upon the Atlantic. For a + time I feared that inebriation had seriously impaired his + intellect, but, thank God! temperate habits and a good + constitution finally prevailed, and when a year after we left + America Cuthbert realized all that he had hazarded during his + temporary insanity, he was so overwhelmed with mortification and + horror that he threatened to destroy himself. Satisfied that he + was more 'sinned against, than sinning,' I yet endeavoured to + deal justly with the unprincipled authors of the stain upon my + family, and employed a discreet agent to negotiate with them, and + to try to effect some compromise. The old woman went out to + California; the young one refused all overtures, and for a time + disappeared, but, as I am reliably informed, is now living in New + York, supported no one knows exactly by whom. Recently she has + made an imperious demand for the recognition of a child, who she + declares shall one day inherit the Laurance estate; but I have + certain facts in my possession which invalidate this claim, and + if necessary can produce a certificate to prove that the birth of + the child occurred only seven months after the date of the + ceremony, which she contends made her Cuthbert's wife. She + rejects the abundant pecuniary provision which has been + repeatedly offered, and in her last impertinent and insanely + abusive communication, threatens a suit to force the + acknowledgment of the marriage, and of the child, stating that + you, sir, hold the certificate or rather the license warranting + the marriage, and that you will espouse and aid in prosecuting + her iniquitous claims. My son is now a reformed and comparatively + happy man, but should this degrading and bitterly repented + episode of his collage life be thrust before the public, and + allowed to blacken the fair escutcheon we are so jealously + anxious to protect, I dread the consequences. Only horror of a + notorious scandal prevented me long ago from applying for a + divorce, which could very easily have been obtained, but we + shrink from the publicity, and moreover the case does not seem to + demand compliance with even the ordinary forms of law. Believing + that you, my dear sir, would not avow yourself _particeps + criminis_ in so unjust and vile a crusade against the peace and + honour of my family were you acquainted with the facts, I have + taken the liberty of writing you this brief and incomplete + _résumé_ of the outrages perpetrated upon me and mine, and must + refer you for disgraceful details to my agent, Mr. Peleg Peterson + of Whitefield, ---- Co., ----. Hoping that you will not add to + the injury you have already inflicted, by further complicity in + this audacious scheme of fraud and blackmail, + + "I am, dear sir, respectfully + An afflicted father, + RENÉ LAURANCE. + + "P.S.--Should you desire to communicate with me, my address for + several months will be, Care of the American Legation, Paris." + +How many men or women, with lives of average length and incident, +have failed to recognize, nay to cower before the fact, that all +along the highways and byways of the earthly pilgrimage they have +been hounded by a dismal _cortége_ of retarded messages,--lost +opportunities,--miscarried warnings,--procrastinated prayers,--dilatory +deeds,--and laggard faces,--that howl for ever in their shuddering +ears--"Too late." Had Dr. Hargrove received this letter only +twenty-four hours earlier, the result of the interview on the +previous night would probably have been very different; but +unfortunately, while the army of belated facts--the fatal Grouchy +corps--never accomplish their intended mission, they avenge they +failure by a pertinacious presence ever after that is sometimes +almost maddening. + +An uncomfortable consciousness of having been completely overreached +did not soften the minister's feelings toward the new custodian of +his tin box, and an utter revulsion of sentiment ensued, wherein +sympathy for General René Laurance reigned supreme. Oh instability of +human compassion! To-day at the tumultuous flood, we weep for Cæsar +slain; To-morrow in the ebb, we vote a monument to Brutus. + +Ere the sun had gone down behind the sombre frozen firs that fringed +the hills of V---- Dr. Hargrove had written to Mr. Peleg Peterson, +desiring to be furnished with some clue by which he could trace +Minnie Merle, and Hannah had been despatched to the post office, to +expedite the departure of the letter. + +Weeks and months passed, tearful April wept itself away in the +flowery lap of blue-eyed May, and golden June roses died in the fiery +embrace of July, but no answer came; no additional information +drifted upon the waves of chance, and the slow stream of life at the +parsonage once more crept silently and monotonously on. + + "Some griefs gnaw deep. Some woes are hard to bear. + Who knows the Past? and who can judge us right?" + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +The sweet-tongued convent bell had rung the Angelas, and all within +the cloistered courts was hushed, save the low monologue of the +fountain whose minor murmuring made solemn accord with the sacred +harmonious repose of its surroundings. The sun shone hot and blinding +upon the towering mass of brick and slate, which, originally designed +in the form of a parallelogram, had from numerous modern additions +projected here, and curved into a new chapel yonder, until the +acquisitive building had become eminently composite in its present +style of architecture. The belfry, once in the centre, had been left +behind in the onward march of the walls, but it lifted unconquerably +in mid-air its tall gilt cross, untarnished by time, though ambitious +ivy had steadily mounted the buttresses, and partially draped the +Gothic arches, where blue sky once shone freely through. + +The court upon which the ancient monastery opened was laid out in the +stiff geometric style, which universally prevailed when its trim +hedges of box were first planted, and giant rosebushes, stately +lilacs, and snowballs attested the careful training and attention +which many years had bestowed. In the centre of this court, and +surrounded by a wide border of luxuriant lilies, was a triangular +pedestal of granite, now green with moss, and spotted with silver +grey lichen groups, upon which stood a statue of St. Francis, bearing +the stigmata, and wearing the hood drawn over his head, while the +tunic was opened to display the wound in his side, and the skull and +the crucifix lay at his feet. Close to the base of the pedestal +crouched a marble lamb, around whose neck crept a slender chain of +bind-weed, and above whom the rank green lances of leaves shot up to +guard the numerous silver-dusted lilies that swung like snowy bells +in the soft breeze, dispensing perfume instead of chimes. + +Quite distinct from the spacious new chapel--with its gilded shrine, +picture-tapestried walls, and gorgeous stained windows, where the +outside-world believers were allowed to worship--stood a low +cruciform oratory, situated within the stricter confines of the +monastery, and sacred to the exclusive use of the nuns. This chapel +was immediately opposite the St. Francis, and to-day, as the +old-fashioned doors of elaborately carved oak were thrown wide, the +lovely mass of nodding lillies seemed bowing in adoration before the +image of the Virgin and Child, who crowned the altar within, while +the dazzling sheen of noon flashing athwart the tessellated floor +kindles an almost unearthly halo around + + "Virgin and Babe, and Saint, who + With the same cold, calm, beautiful regard," + +had watched for many weary years the kneeling devotees beneath their +marble feet. + +On the steps of the altar were a number of china pots containing rose +and apple geraniums in full bloom, and one luxuriant Grand Duke +jasmine, all starred with creamy flowers, so flooded the place with +fragrance that it seemed as if the vast laboratory of floral aromas +had been suddenly unsealed. + +Upon the stone pavement, immediately in front of the altar, sat a +little figure so motionless, that a casual glance would probably have +included it among the consecrated and permanent images of the silent +sanctuary;--the figure of a child, whose age could not have been +accurately computed from the inspection of the countenance, which +indexed a degree of grave mature wisdom wholly incompatible with the +height of the body and the size of the limbs. + +If devotional promptings had brought her to the Nuns' Chapel, her +orisons had been concluded, for she had turned her back upon the +altar, and sat gazing sorrowfully down at her lap, where lay in +pathetic _pose_ a white rabbit and a snowy pigeon,--both dead, quite +stark and cold,--laid out in state upon the spotless linen apron, +around which a fluted ruffle ran crisp and smooth. One tiny waxen +hand held a broken lily, and the other was vainly pressed upon the +lids of the rabbit's eyes, trying to close lovingly the pink orbs +that now stared so distressingly through glazing film. The first +passionate burst of grief had spent its force in the tears that left +the velvety cheeks and chin as dewy as rain-washed rose leaves, while +not a trace of moisture dimmed the large eyes that wore a proud, +defiant, and much injured look, as though resentment were strangling +sorrow. + +Unto whom or what shall I liken this fair, tender, childish face, +which had in the narrow space of ten years gathered such perfection +of outline, such unearthly purity of colour, such winsome grace, such +complex expressions? Probably amid the fig and olive groves of +Tuscany, Fra Bartolomeo found just such an incarnation of the angelic +ideal, which he afterward placed for the admiration of succeeding +generations in the winged heads that glorify the _Madonna della +Misericordia_. The stipple of time dots so lightly, so slowly, that +at the age of ten a human countenance should present a mere fleshy +_tabula rasa_, but now and then we are startled by meeting a child as +unlike the round, rosy, pulpy, dimpling, unwritten faces of ordinary +life, as the churubs of Raphael to the rigid forms of Byzantine +mosaics, or the stone portraiture of Copan. + +As she sat there, in the golden radiance of the summer noon, she +presented an almost faultless specimen of a type of beauty that is +rarely found nowaday, that has always been peculiar, and bids fair to +become extinct. A complexion of dazzling whiteness and transparency, +rendered more intensely pure by contrast with luxuriant silky hair of +the deepest black,--and large superbly shaped eyes of clear, dark +steel blue, almost violet in hue,--with delicately arched brows and +very long lashes of that purplish black tint which only the trite and +oft-borrowed plumes of ravens adequately illustrate. The forehead was +not remarkable for height, but was peculiarly broad and full with +unusual width between the eyes, and if Strato were correct in his +speculations with reference to Psyche's throne, then verily my little +girl did not cramp her soul in its fleshy palace. Daintily moulded in +figure and face, every feature instinct with a certain delicate +patricianism, that testified to genuine "blue blood," there was +withal a melting tenderness about the parted lips that softened the +regal contour of one who, amid the universal catalogue of feminine +names, could never have been appropriately called other than Regina. + +Over in the new chapel across the court, where the sacristan had +opened two of the crimson and green windows that now lighted the gilt +altar as with sacrificial fire, and now drenched it with cool beryl +tints that extinguished the flames, a low murmur became audible, +swelling and rising upon the air, until the thunder-throated organ +filled all the cloistered recesses with responsive echoes of Rossini. +Some masterly hand played the "Recitative" of _Eia Mater_, bringing +out the bass with powerful emphasis, and concluding with the full +strains of the chorus; then the organ-tones sank into solemn minor +chords indescribably plaintive, and after a while a quartette of +choir voices sang the + + "Sancta Mater! istud agas, + Crucifixi fige plagas," + +ending with the most impassioned strain of the _Stabat Mater_,-- + + "Virgo virginum prædara, + Mihi jam non sis amara, + Fac me tecum plangere." + +Two nuns came out of an arched doorway leading to the +reception-room of the modern building, and looked up and down the +garden walks, talking the while in eager undertones; then paused near +the lily bank, and one called: + +"Regina! Regina!" + +"She must be somewhere in the Academy playground, I will hunt for her +there; or perhaps you might find her over in the church, listening to +the choir practising, you know she is strangely fond of that organ." + +The speaker turned away and disappeared in the cool dim arch, and the +remaining nun moved across the paved walk with the quick, noiseless, +religious tread peculiar to those sacred conventual retreats where +the clatter of heels is an abomination unknown. + +Pausing in front of the chapel door to bend low before the marble +Mother on the shrine, she beheld the object of her search and glided +down the aisle as stealthily as a moonbeam. + +"Regina, didn't you hear Sister Gonzaga calling you just now?" + +"Yes, Sister." + +"Did you answer her?" + +"No, Sister." + +"Are you naughty to-day, and in penance?" + +"I suppose I am always naughty, Sister Perpetua says so; but I am not +in penance." + +"Who gave you permission to come into our chapel? You know it is +contrary to the rules. Did you ask Mother?" + +"I knew she would say no, so I did not ask, because I was determined +to come." + +"Why? what is the matter? you have been crying." + +"Oh, Sister Angela! don't you see?" + +She lifted the corners of her apron where the dead pets lay, and her +chin trembled. + +"Another rabbit gone! How many have you left?" + +"None. And this is my last white dove; the other two have coloured +rings around their necks." + +"I am very sorry for you, dear, you seem so fond of them. But, my +child, why did you come here?" + +"My Bunnie was not dead when I started, and I thought if I could only +get to St. Francis and show it to him he would cure it, and send life +back to my pigeon too. You know, Sister, that Father told us last +week at instruction we must find out all about St. Francis, and next +day Armantine was Refectory Reader, and she read us about St. Francis +preaching to the birds at Bevagno, and how they opened their beaks +and listened, and even let him touch them, and never stirred till he +blessed them and made the sign of the Cross, and then they all flew +away. She read all about the doves at the convent of Ravacciano, and +the nest of larks, and the bad, greedy little lark that St. Francis +ordered to die, and said nothing should eat it, and sure enough, even +the hungry cats ran away from it. Don't you remember that when St. +Francis went walking about the fields, the rabbits jumped into his +bosom, because he loved them so very much? You see, I thought it was +really all true, and that St. Francis could save mine too, and I +carried 'Bunnie' and 'Snowball' to him--out yonder, and laid them on +his feet, and prayed and prayed ever so long, and while I was praying +my 'Bunnie' died right there. Then I knew he could do no good, and I +thought I would try our Blessed Lady over here, because the Nuns' +Chapel seems holier than ours,--but it is no use. I will never pray +to her again, nor to St. Francis either." + +"Hush! you wicked child!" + +Regina rose slowly from the pavement, gathered up her apron very +tenderly, and, looking steadily into the sweet serene face of the +nun, said with much emphasis: + +"What have I done? Sister Angela, I am not wicked." + +"Yes, dear, you are. We are all born full of sin, and desperately +wicked; but if you will only pray and try to be good, I have no doubt +St. Francis will send you some rabbits and doves so lovely, that they +will comfort you for those you have lost." + +"I know just as well as you do that he has no idea of doing anything +of the kind, and you need not tell me pretty tales that you don't +believe yourself. Sister, it is all humbug; 'Bunnie' is dead, and I +sha'n't waste another prayer on St. Francis! If ever I get another +rabbit, it will be when I buy one, as I mean to do just as soon as I +move to some nice place where owls and hawks never come." + +Here the clang of a bell startled Sister Angela, who seized the +child's hand. + +"Five strokes!--that is my bell. Come, Regina, we have been hunting +you for some time, and Mother will be out of patience." + +"Won't you please let me bury Bunnie and Snowball before I go +upstairs to penance? I can dig a grave in the corner of my little +garden and plant verbena and cypress vine over it." + +She shivered as if the thought had chilled her heart, and her voice +trembled, while she pressed the stiffened forms to her, breast. + +"Come along as fast as you can, dear, you are wanted in the parlour. +I believe you are going away." + +"Oh! has my mother come?" + +"I don't know, but I am afraid you will leave us." + +"Will you be sorry, Sister Angela?" + +"Very sorry, dear child, for we love our little girl too well to give +her up willingly." + +Regina paused and pressed her lips to the cold white fingers that +clasped hers, but Sister Angela hurried her on till she reached a +door opening into the Mother's reception-room. Catching the child to +her heart, she kissed her twice, lifted the dead darlings from her +apron, and, pushing her gently into the small parlour, closed the +door. + +It was a cool, lofty, dimly lighted room, where the glare of sunshine +never entered, and several seconds elapsed before Regina could +distinguish any object. At one end a wooden lattice work enclosed a +space about ten feet square, and here Mother Aloysius held audience +with visitors whom friendship or business brought to the convent. +Regina's eager survey showed her only a gentleman, sitting close to +the grating, and an expression of keen disappointment swept over her +countenance, which had been a moment before eloquent with expectation +of meeting her mother. + +"Come here, Regina, and speak to Mr. Palma," said the soft, velvet +voice behind the lattice. + +The visitor turned around, rose, and watched the slowly advancing +figure. + +She was dressed in blue muslin, the front of which was concealed by +her white bib-apron, and her abundant glossy hair was brushed +straight back from her brow, confined at the top of her head by a +blue ribbon, and thence fell in shining waves below her waist. One +hand hung listlessly at her side, the other clasped the drooping lily +and held it against her heart. + +The slightly curious expression of the stranger gave place to +astonishment and involuntary admiration as he critically inspected +the face and form; and, fixing her clear, earnest eyes on him, Regina +saw a tall, commanding man of certainly not less than thirty years, +with a noble massive head, calm pale features almost stern when in +repose, and remarkably brilliant piercing black eyes, that were +doubtless somewhat magnified by the delicate steel-rimmed spectacles +he habitually wore. His closely cut hair clustered in short thick +waves about his prominent forehead, which in pallid smoothness +resembled a slab of marble, and where a slight depression usually +marks the temples his swelled boldly out, rounding the entire outline +of the splendidly developed brow. He wore neither moustache nor +beard, and every line of his handsome mouth and finely modelled chin +indicated the unbending tenacity of purpose and imperial pride which +had made him a ruler even in his cradle, and almost a dictator in +later years. + +In a certain diminished degree children share the instinct whereby +brutes discern almost infallibly the nature of those who in full +fruition of expanded reason tower above and control them; and, awed +by something which she read in this dominative new face, Regina stood +irresolute in front of him, unwilling to accept the shapely white +hand held out to her. + +He advanced a step, and took her fingers into his soft warm palm. + +"I hope, Miss Regina, that you are glad to see me." + +Her eyes fell from his countenance to the broad seal ring on his +little finger, then, gazing steadily up into his, she said: + +"I think I never saw you before, and why should I be glad? Why did +you come and ask for me?" + +"Because your mother sent me to look after you." + +"Then I suppose, sir, you are very good; but I would rather see my +mother. Is she well?" + +"Almost well now, though she has been quite ill. If you promise to be +very good and obedient, I may find a letter for you, somewhere in my +pockets. I have just been telling Mother Aloysius, to whom I brought +a letter, that I have come to remove you from her kind sheltering +care, as your mother wishes you for a while at least to be placed in +a different position, and I have promised to carry out her +instructions. Here is her letter. Shall I read it to you, or are you +sufficiently advanced to be able to spell it out without my +assistance?" + +He held up the letter, and she looked at him proudly, with a faint +curl in her dainty lip, and a sudden lifting of her lovely arched +eyebrows, which, without the aid of verbal protest, he fully +comprehended. A smile hovered about his mouth, and disclosed a set of +glittering perfect teeth, but he silently resumed his seat. As Regina +broke the seal, Mother said: + +"Wait, dear, and read it later. Mr. Palmer has already been detained +some time, and says he is anxious to catch the train. Run up to the +wardrobe, and Sister Helena will change your dress. She is packing +your clothes." + +When the door closed behind her a heavy sigh floated through the +grating, and the sweet seraphic face of the nun clouded. + +"I wish we could keep her always; it is a sadly solemn thing to cast +such a child as she is into the world's whirlpool of sin and sorrow. +To-day she is as spotless in soul as one of our consecrated +annunciation lilies; but the dust of vanity and selfishness will +tarnish, and the shock of adversity will bruise, and the heat of the +battle of life that rages so fiercely in the glare of the outside +world will wither and deface the sweet blossom we have nurtured so +carefully." + +"In view of the peculiar circumstances that surround her, her removal +impresses me as singularly injudicious, and I have advised against +it, but her mother is inflexible." + +"We have never been able to unravel the mystery that seems to hang +about the child, although the Bishop assured us we were quite right +in consenting to assume the charge of her." + +From beneath her heavy black hood, Mother's meek shy eyes searched +the non-committal countenance before her, and found it about as +satisfactorily responsive as some stone sphinx half-sepulchred in +Egyptic sand. + +"May I ask, sir, if you are at all related to Regina?" + +"Not even remotely; am merely her mother's legal counsellor, and the +agent appointed by her to transfer the child to different +guardianship. I repeat, I deem the change inexpedient, but +discretionary powers have not been conferred on me. She seems rather +a mature bit of royalty for ten years of age. Is the intellectual +machinery at all in consonance with the refined perfection of the +external physique?" + +"She has a fine active brain, clear and quick, and is very well +advanced in her studies, for she is fond of her books. Better than +all, her heart is noble, and generous, and she is a conscientious +little thing, never told a story in her life; but at times we have +had great difficulty in controlling her will, which certainly is the +most obstinate I have ever encountered." + +"She evidently does not suggest wax, save in the texture of her fine +skin, and one rarely finds in a child's face so much of steel as is +ambushed in the creases of the rose leaves that serve her as lips. If +her will matches her mother's, this little one certainly was not +afflicted with a misnomer at her baptism." He rose, looked at his +watch, and walked across the room as if to inspect a _Pieta_ that +hung upon the wall. Unwilling to conclude an interview which had +yielded her no information, Mother Aloysius patiently awaited the +result of the examination, but he finally went to the window, and a +certain unmistakable expression of countenance which can be compared +only to a locking of mouth and eyes, warned her that he was alert and +inflexible. With a smothered sigh she left her seat. + +"As you seem impatient, Mr. Palma, I will endeavour to hasten the +preparations for your departure." + +"If you please, Mother; I shall feel indebted to your kind +consideration." + +Nearly an hour elapsed ere she returned leading Regina, and as the +latter stood between Mother and Sister Angela, with a cluster of +fresh fragrant lilies in her hand, and her tender face blanched and +tearful, it seemed to the lawyer as if indeed the pet ewe lamb were +being led away from peaceful flowery pastures, from the sweet +sanctity of the cloistral fold, out through thorny devious paths +where Temptations prowl wolf-fanged, or into fierce conflicts that +end in the social shambles, those bloodless abattoirs where malice +mangles humanity. How many verdure-veiled, rose-garlanded pitfalls +yawned in that treacherous future now stretching before her like +summer air, here all gold and blue, yonder with purple glory crowning +the dim far away? Intuitively she recognized the fact that she was +confronting the first cross roads in her hitherto monotonous life, +and a vague dread flitted like ill-omened birds before her, darkening +her vision. + +In the gladiatorial arena of the court-room, Mr. Palma was regarded +as a large-brained, nimble-witted, marble-hearted man, of vast +ambition and tireless energy in the acquisition of his aims; but his +colleagues and clients would as soon have sought chivalric tenderness +in a bronze statue, or a polished obelisk of porphyry. To-day as he +curiously watched the quivering yet proud little girlish face, her +brave struggles to meet the emergency touched some chord far down in +his reticent stern nature, and he suddenly stooped, and took her +hand, folding it up securely in his. + +"Are you not quite willing to trust yourself with me?" + +She hesitated a moment, then said with a slight wavering in her low +tone: + +"I have been very happy here, and I love the Sisters dearly; but you +are my mother's friend, and whatever she wishes me to do of course +must be right." + +Oh beautiful instinctive faith in maternal love and maternal wisdom! +Wot ye the moulding power ye wield, ye mothers of America? + +Pressing her fingers gently as if to reassure her, he said: + +"I dislike to hurry you away from these kind Sisters, but if your +baggage is ready we have no time to spare." + +The nuns wept silently as she embraced them for the last time, kissed +them on both cheeks, then turned and suffered Mr. Palma to lead her +to the carriage, whither her trunk had already been sent. + +Leaning out, she watched the receding outlines of the convent until a +bend of the road concealed even the belfry, and then she stooped and +kissed the drooping lilies in her lap. + +Her companion expected a burst of tears, but she sat erect and quiet, +and not a word was uttered until they reached the railway station and +entered the cars. Securing a double seat he placed her at the window, +and sat down opposite. It was her introduction to railway travel, and +when the train moved off, and the locomotive sounded its prolonged +shriek of departure, Regina started up, but, as if ashamed of her +timidity, coloured and bit her lip. Observing that she appeared +interested in watching the country through which they sped, Mr. Palma +drew a book from his valise, and soon became so absorbed in the +contents that he forgot tie silent figure on the seat before him. + +The afternoon wore away, the sun went down, and when the lamps were +lighted the lawyer suddenly remembered his charge. + +"Well, Regina, how do you like travelling on the cars?" + +"Not at all; it makes my head ache." + +"Take off your hat, and I will try to make you more comfortable." + +He untied a shawl secured to the outside of his valise, placed it on +the arm of the seat, and made her lay her head upon it. + +Keeping his finger as a mark amid the leaves of his book, he said: + +"We shall not reach our journey's end until to-morrow morning, and I +advise you to sleep as much as possible. Whenever you feel hungry you +will find some sandwiches, cake, and fruit in the basket at your +feet." + +She looked at him intently, and interpreting the expression he added: + +"You wish to ask me something? Am I so very frightful that you dare +not question me?" + +"Will you tell me the truth, if I ask you?" + +"Most assuredly." + +"Mr. Palma, when shall I see my mother?" + +His eyes went down helplessly before the girl's steady gaze, and he +hesitated a moment. + +"Really, I cannot tell exactly,--but I hope----" + +She put up her small hand quickly, with a gesture that silenced him. + +"Don't say any more, please. I never want to know half of anything, +and you can't tell me all. Good-night, Mr. Palma." + +She shut her eyes. + +This man of bronze who could terrify witnesses, torture and overwhelm +the opposition, and thunder so successfully from the legal rostrum, +sat there abashed by the child's tone and manner, and as he watched +her he could not avoid smiling at her imperious mandate. Although +silent, it was one o'clock before she fell into a deep, sound +slumber, and then the lawyer leaned forward and studied the dreamer. + +The light from the lamp shone upon her, and the long silky black +lashes lay heavily on her white cheeks. Now and then a sigh passed +her lips, and once a dry sob shook her frame, as if she were again +passing through the painful ordeal of parting; but gradually the +traces of emotion disappeared, and that marvellous peace which we +find only in children's countenances, or on the faces of the +dead,--and which is nowhere more perfect than in old Greek +statuary,--settled like a benediction over her features. Her frail +hands clasped over her breast still held the faded lilies, and to +Erle Palma she seemed too tender and fair for rude contact with the +selfish world, in which he was so indefatigably carving out fame and +fortune. He wondered how long a time would be requisite to transform +this pure, spotless, ingenuous young thing into one of the fine +fashionable miniature women with frizzed hair and huge _paniers_, +whom he often met in the city, with school-books in their hands, and +bold, full-blown coquetry in their eyes? + +Certainly he was as devoid of all romantic weakness as the +propositions of Euclid, or the pages of Blackstone, but something in +the beauty and helpless innocence of the sleeper appealed with +unwonted power to his dormant sympathy, and, suspecting that lurking +spectres crouched in her future, he mutely entered into a compact +with his own soul, not to lose sight of, but to befriend her +faithfully, whenever circumstances demanded succour. + +"Upon my word, she looks like a piece of Greek sculpture, and be her +father whom he may, there is no better blood than beats there at her +little dimpled wrists. The pencilling of the eyebrows is simply +perfect." + +He spoke inaudibly, and just then she stirred and turned. As she +moved, something white fluttered from one of the ruffled pockets of +her apron, and fell to the floor. He picked it up and saw it was the +letter he had given her some hours before. The sheet was folded +loosely, and glancing at it, as it opened in his hand, he saw in +delicate characters: "Oh, my baby,--my darling! Be patient and trust +your mother." An irresistible impulse made him look up, and the +beautiful solemn eyes of the girl were fixed upon him, but instantly +her black lashes covered them. + +For the first time in years he felt the flush of shame mount into his +cold haughty face, yet even then he noted the refined delicacy which +made her feign sleep. + +"Regina." + +She made no movement. + +"Child, I know you are awake. Do you suppose I would stoop to read +your letter clandestinely? It dropped from your pocket, and I have +seen only one line." + +She put out her slender hand, took the letter, and answered: + +"My mother writes me that you are her best friend, and I intend to +believe that all you say is true." + +"Do you think I read your letter?" + +"I shall think no more about it." + + "I will paint her as I see her, + Ten times have the lilies blown + Since she looked upon the sun, + Face and figure of a child,-- + Though top calm, you think, and tender, + For the childhood you would lend her." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +"Indeed, Peyton, you distress me. What can be the matter? I heard you +walking the floor of your room long after midnight, and feared you +were ill." + +"Not ill, Elise, but sorely perplexed. If I felt at liberty to +communicate all the circumstances to you, doubtless you would readily +comprehend and sympathize with the peculiar difficulties that +surround me; but unfortunately I am bound by a promise which prevents +me from placing all the facts in your possession. Occasionally +ministers involuntarily become the custodians of family secrets that +oppress their hearts and burden them with unwelcome responsibility, +and just now I am suffering from the consequences of a rash promise +which compassion extorted from me years ago. While I heartily regret +it, my conscience will not permit me to fail in its fulfilment." + +An expression of pain and wounded pride overshadowed Mrs. Lindsay's +usually bright, happy face. + +"Peyton, surely you do not share the unjust opinion so fashionable +nowaday, that women are unworthy of being entrusted with a secret? +What has so suddenly imbued you with distrust of the sister who has +always shared your cares, and endeavoured to divide your sorrows? Do +you believe me capable of betraying your confidence? + +"No, dear. In all that concerns myself, you must know I trust you +implicitly,--trust not only your affection, but your womanly +discretion, your subtle, critical judgment; but I have no right to +commit even to your careful guardianship some facts which were +expressly confided solely to my own." + +He laid his hand on his sister's shoulder, and looked fondly, almost +pleadingly, into her clouded countenance, but the flush deepened on +her fair cheek. + +"The conditions of secrecy, the envelope of mystery, strongly implies +something socially disgraceful, or radically wicked, and ministers of +the Gospel should not constitute themselves the locked reservoirs of +such turbid streams." + +"Granting that you actually believe in your own supposition, why are +you so anxious to pollute your ears with the recital of circumstances +that you assume to be degrading, or sinful?" + +"I only fear your misplaced sympathy may induce you to compromise +your ministerial dignity and consistency, for it is quite +evident to me that your judgment does not now acquit you in this +matter--whatever it may be." + +"God forbid that, in obeying the dictates of my conscience, I should +transgress even conventional propriety, or incur the charge of +indiscretion. None can realize more keenly than I that a minister's +character is of the same delicate magnolia-leaf texture as a woman's +name,--a thing so easily stained that it must be ever elevated beyond +the cleaving dust of suspicion, and the scorching breath of gossiping +conjecture. The time has passed (did it ever really exist?) when the +prestige of pastoral office hedged it around with impervious +infallibility, and to-day, instead of partial and extenuating +leniency, pure and uncontaminated society justly denies all +ministerial immunities as regards the rigid mandates of social +decorum and propriety,--and the world demands that, instead of +drawing heavily upon an indefinite fund of charitable confidence and +trust in the clergy, pulpit-people should so live and move that the +microscope of public scrutiny can reveal no flaws. Do you imagine I +share the dangerous heresy that the sanctity of the office entitles +the incumbent to make a football of the restrictions of prudence and +discretion? Elise, I hold that pastors should be as circumspect, as +guarded as Roman vestals; and untainted society, guided by even the +average standard of propriety, tolerates no latitudinarians among its +Levites. I grieve that it is necessary for me to add, that I honour +and bow in obedience to its exactions." + +The chilling severity of his tone smote like a flail the loving +heart, which had rebelled only against the apparent lack of faith in +its owner, and springing forward Mrs. Lindsay threw her arms around +her brother's neck. + +"Oh, Peyton! don't look at me so sternly, as if I were a sort of +domestic Caiaphas set to catechise and condemn you; or as if I were +unjustly impugning your motives. It is all your fault,--of course it +is,--for you have spoiled me by unreserved confidence heretofore, and +you ought not to blame me in the least for feeling hurt when at this +late day you indulge in mysteries. Now kiss me, and forget my ugly +temper, and set it all down to that Pandora legacy of sleepless +curiosity, which dear mother Eve received in her impudent tête-à-tête +with the serpent, and which she spitefully saw fit to bequeath to +every daughter who has succeeded her. So--we are at peace once more? +Now keep your horrid secrets to yourself, and welcome!" + +"You persist in believing that they must inevitably be horrid?" said +he, softly stroking her rosy cheek with his open palm. + +"I persist in begging that you will not expect me to adopt the +acrobatic style, or require me to instantly attain sanctification +_per saltum!_ You must be satisfied with the assurance that you are +indeed my 'Royal Highness,' and that in my creed it is written the +king can do no wrong. There, dear, I am not at all addicted to humble +pie, and I have already disposed of a large and unpalatable slice." + +She made a grimace, whereat he smiled, kissed her again, and answered +very gently: + +"Will you permit me to put an appendix to your creed? 'Charity +suffereth long, and is kind; is not easily provoked, thinketh no +evil.' My sister, I want you to help me. In some things I find myself +as powerless without your co-operation as a pair of scissors with the +rivet lost; I cannot cut through obstacles unless you are in your +proper place." + +"For shame, you spiteful Pequod! to rivet your treacherous appeal +with so sharply pointed an illustration! Scissors, indeed! I will be +revenged by cutting all your work after a biased fashion. How would +it suit you, reverend sir, to take the rivet out of my tongue, and +repair your clerical scissors?" + +"How narrowly you escaped being a genius! That is precisely what I +was about proposing to do, and now, dear, be sure you bid adieu to +all bias. Elise, I received a letter two days since, which annoyed me +beyond expression." + +"I inferred as much, from the vindictive energy with which you thrust +it into the fire, and bored it with the end of the poker. Was it +infected with small-pox or leprosy?" + +She opened her work basket, and began to crochet vigorously, keeping +her eyes upon her needle. + +"Neither. I destroyed it simply and solely because it was the earnest +request of the writer, that I should commit it to the flames." + +"_Par parenthèse!_ from the beginning of time have not discord, +mischief, trouble--been personified by females? Has there been a +serious _imbroglio_ since the days of Troy without some vexatious +Helen? Now don't scold me, if in this case I conjecture,--He? She? +It?" + +"The letter was from a mother, pleading for her child, whom I several +years ago promised to protect and to befriend. Subsequent events +induced me to hope that she would never exact a fulfilment of the +pledge, and I was unpleasantly surprised when the appeal reached me." + +"Let me understand fully the little that you wish to tell me. Do you +mean that you were unprepared for the demand, because the mother had +forfeited the conditions under which you gave the promise?" + +"You unduly intensify the interpretation. My promise was +unconditional, but I certainly have never expected to be called upon +to verify it." + +"What does it involve?" + +"The temporary guardianship of a child ten years old, whom I have +never seen." + +"He? She? It?" + +"A girl, who will in all probability arrive before noon to-day." + +"Peyton!" + +The rose-coloured crochet web fell into her lap, and deep +dissatisfaction spread its sombre leaden banners over her telltale +face. + +"I regret it more keenly than you possibly can; and, Elise, if I +could have seen the mother before it was too late, I should have +declined this painful responsibility." + +"Too late? Is the woman dead?" + +"No, but she has sailed for Europe, and notifies me that she leaves +the little girl under my protection." + +"What a heartless creature she must be to abandon her child." + +"On the contrary, she seems devotedly attached to her, and uses these +words: 'If it were not to promote her interest, do you suppose I +could consent to put the Atlantic between my baby and me?' The +circumstances are so unusual that I daresay you fail to understand my +exact position." + +"I neither desire nor intend to force your confidence; but if you can +willingly answer, tell me whether the mother is in every respect +worthy of your sympathy." + +"I frankly admit that upon some points I have been dissatisfied, and +her letter sorely perplexes me." + +"What claim had she on you, when the promise was extorted?" + +"She had none, save such as human misery always has on human +sympathy. I performed the marriage ceremony for her when she was a +mere child, and felt profound compassion for the wretchedness that +soon overtook her as a wife and mother." + +"Then, my dear brother, there is no alternative, and you must do your +duty; and I shall not fail to help you to the fullest extent of my +feeble ability. Since it cannot be averted, let us try to put our +hearts as well as hands into the work of receiving the waif. Where +has the child been living?" + +"For nearly seven years in a convent." + +"_Tant mieux!_ We may at least safely infer she has been shielded +from vicious and objectionable companionship. How is her education to +be conducted in future?" + +"Her mother has arranged for the semi-annual payment of a sum quite +sufficient to defray all necessary expenses, including tuition at +school; but she urges me, if compatible with my clerical duties, to +retain the school fees, and teach the child at home, as she dreads +outside contaminating associations, and wishes the little one reared +with rigid ideas of rectitude and propriety. Will you receive her +among your music pupils?" + +"Have I a heart of steel, and a soul of flint? And since when did you +successfully trace my pedigree to its amiable source in-- + + 'Gorgons and hydras and chimeras dire'? + +"What is her name?" + +Mr. Hargrove hesitated a moment, and, detecting the faint colour that +tinged his olive cheek, his sister smilingly relieved him. + +"Never mind, dear. What immense latitude we are allowed! If she prove +a meek, sweet cherub, a very saint in bib-aprons,--with velvety eyes +brown as a hazel nut, and silky chestnut ringlets,--I shall gather +her into my heart and coo over her as--Columba, or Umilta, or +Umbeline, or Una; but should we find her spoiled, and thoroughly +leavened with iniquity,--a blonde, yellow-haired tornado,--then a +proper regard for the 'unities will suggest that I vigorously +enter a Christian protest, and lecture her grimly as Jezebel, +Tomyris,--Fulvia or Clytemnestra.'" + +"She shall be called Regina Orme, and if it will not too heavily tax +your kindness, I should like to give her the small room next your +own, and ask Douglass to move across the hall and take the front +chamber opening on the verandah. The little girl may be timid, and it +would comfort her to feel that you are within call should she be sick +or become frightened. I am sure Douglass will not object to the +change." + +"Certainly not. Blessings on his royal heart! He would not be my own +noble boy if he failed to obey any wish of yours." + +I will at once superintend the transfer of his books and clothes, for +if the child comes to-day you have left me little time for +preparation. + +She put away the crochet basket and, looking affectionately at the +grave face that watched her movements, said soberly: + +"Do not look so lugubrious; remember Abraham's example of +hospitality, and let us do all we can for this motherless lamb, or +kid,--whichever she may prove. One thing more, and here-after I shall +hold my peace. You need not live in chronic dread, lest the Guy +Fawkes of female curiosity pry into, and explode your mystery; for I +assure you, Peyton, I shall never directly or indirectly question the +child, and until you voluntarily broach the subject I shall never +mention it to you. Are you satisfied?" + +"Fully satisfied with my sister, and inexpressibly grateful for her +unquestioning faith in me." + +She swept him an exaggerated courtesy, and, despite the grey threads +that began to glint in her auburn hair, ran up the stairway as +lightly as a girl of fifteen. + +For some time he stood with his hands behind him, gazing abstractedly +through the open window, and now and then he heard the busy patter of +hurrying feet in the room over head, while snatches of Easter +anthems, and the swelling "Amen" of a "Gloria" rolled down the steps, +assuring him that all doubt and suspicion had been ejected from the +faithful, fond, sisterly heart. + +Taking his broad-brimmed gardening hat from the table, the pastor +went down among his flower-beds, followed by Biörn, to whose innate +asperity of temper was added the snarling fretfulness of old age. + +A fine young brood of white Brahma chickens, having surreptitiously +effected an entrance into the sacred precincts of the flower-garden, +were now diligently prosecuting their experiments in entomotomy right +in the heart of a border of choice carnations. When Biörn had chased +the marauders to the confines of the poultry yard, and watched the +last awkward fledgling scramble through the palings, his master began +to repair the damage, and soon became absorbed in the favourite task +of tying up the spicy tufts of bloom that deluged the air with +perfume as he lifted and bent the slender stems. His straw hat shut +out the sight of surrounding objects, and he only turned his head +when Mrs. Lindsay put her hand on his shoulder, and exclaimed: + +"Peyton, 'the Philistines _be_ upon thee'!" + +"Do you mean that she has come?" + +"I think so; there is a carriage at the gate, and I noticed a trunk +beside the driver." + +He rose hastily, and stood irresolute, visibly embarrassed. + +"Why, Peyton! Recollect your text last Sunday: 'No man having put his +hand to the plough,' etc., etc., etc. It certainly is rather hard to +be pelted with, one's own sermons, but it would never do to turn your +back upon this benevolent furrow. Come, pluck up courage, and front +the inevitable." + +"Elise, how can you jest? I am sorely burdened with gloomy +forebodings of coming ill. You cannot imagine how I shrink from this +responsibility." + +"It is rather too late, dear, to climb upon the stool of repentance. +Take this beast of Bashan by the horns, and have done with it. There +is the bell! Shall I accompany you?" + +"Oh, certainly." + +Hannah met them, and held up a card. + + ERLE PALMA, + _New York City_. + +As the minister entered his parlour, Mr. Palma advanced to meet him, +holding out his hand. + +"I hope Dr. Hargrove has been prepared for my visit, and understands +its object?" + +"I am glad to know you, sir, and had reason to expect you. Allow me +to present Mr. Palma to my sister, Mrs. Lindsay. I am exceedingly----" + +The sentence was never completed, and he stood with his eyes fastened +on the child who leaned against the window watching him with an eager +breathless interest as some caged creature eyes a new keeper, +wondering, mutely questioning, whether cruelty or kindness will +predominate in the strange custodian. + +For a moment, oblivious of all else, each gazed into the eyes of the +other, and a subtle magnetic current flashed from soul to soul, +revealing certain arcana, which years of ordinary acquaintance +sometimes fail to unveil. From the pastor's countenance melted every +trace of doubt and apprehension; from that of the girl all shadow of +distrust. + +Studying the tableau, Mr. Palma saw the clergyman smile, and as if +involuntarily open his arms; and he was astonished when the shy, +reticent child who had repulsed all his efforts to become acquainted, +suddenly glided forward and into the outstretched arms of her new +guardian. Weary from the long journey and rigid restraint imposed +upon her feelings, the closely pent emotion broke all barriers, and, +clinging to the minister Regina found relief in a flood of tears. Mr. +Hargrove sat down, and, keeping his arm around her, said tenderly: + +"Are you so unwilling to come and live under my care? Would you +prefer to remain with Mr. Palma?" She put her hands up, and, clasping +them at the back of his head, answered brokenly: + +"No--no I it is not that. Your face shows me you are good--so good! +But I can't help crying,--I have tried so hard to keep from it, ever +since I kissed the Sisters good-bye,--and everything is so +strange--and my throat aches, and aches--oh, don't scold me! Please +let me cry!" + +"As much as you please. We know your poor little heart is almost +breaking, and a good cry will help you." + +He gathered her close to his bosom, and the lawyer was amazed at the +confiding manner in which she nestled her head against the stranger's +shoulder. Mrs. Lindsay untied and removed the hat and veil, and, +placing a glass of water to the parched trembling lips, softly kissed +her tearful cheek, and whispered: + +"Now, dear, try to compose yourself. Come with me and bathe your +face, and then you will feel better." + +"Don't take me away. I have stopped crying. It rests me so, to feel +somebody's arms around me." + +"Well--suppose you try my arms awhile? I assure you they are quite +ready to take you in, and hug you close. Just let me show you how I +put my arms around my own child, though he is a man. Come, dear." + +Mrs. Lindsay gently disengaged the clasped hands resting on her +brother's neck, and drew Regina into her arms, while, won by her +sweet voice and soft touch, the latter allowed herself to be led +into another room. + +They had scarcely disappeared when Mr. Palma said: + +"I find I was mistaken in supposing that you and your ward were +strangers." + +"We are strangers, at least I never saw her until to-day." + +"Did you mesmerize her?" + +"Not that I am aware of. What suggests such an idea?" + +"She receives your friendly overtures so graciously, and rejected +mine with such chill politeness. I presume you are aware of the fact +that we have a joint guardianship over this child?" + +"If you will walk into the library, where we can escape intrusion, I +should like to have some confidential conversation with you." + +When he had placed his visitor in his own easy chair, and locked the +door of the library, Mr. Hargrove sat down beside the oval table, +and, folding his hands before him, leaned forward scrutinizing the +handsome non-committal face of the stranger, and conjecturing how far +he would be warranted in unburdening his own oppressed heart. + +Coolly impassive, and without a vestige of curious interest, the +lawyer quietly met his incisive gaze. + +"Mr. Palma, may I ask whether Regina's mother has unreservedly +communicated her history to you?" + +"She has acquainted me with only a few facts, concerning which she +desired legal advice." + +"Has she given you her real name?" + +"I know her only as Madame Odille Orphia Orme, an actress of very +remarkable beauty and great talent." + +"Do you understand the peculiar circumstances that attended her +marriage?" + +"I merely possess her assurance that she was married by you." + +"Have you been informed who is Regina's father?" + +"The name has always been carefully suppressed, but she told me +that Orme was merely an _alias_." + +"Have you ever suspected the truth?" + +"Really, that is a question I cannot answer. I have at times +conjectured, but only in a random unauthorized way. I should very +much like to know, but my client declined giving me all the facts, at +least at present; and while her extreme reticence certainly hampers +me, it prevents me from asking you for the information, which she +promises ere long to give me." + +Mr. Hargrove bowed and leaned back more easily in his chair, fully +satisfied concerning the nature of the man with whom he had to deal. + +"You doubtless think it singular that Mrs. Orme should commit her +daughter to my care, while keeping me in ignorance of her parentage. +A few days since she signed in the presence of witnesses a cautiously +worded instrument, in which she designated you and me as joint +guardians of Regina Orme, and specified that should death or other +causes prevent you from fulfilling the trust, I should assume +exclusive control of her daughter until she attained her majority, +or was otherwise disposed of. To this arrangement I at length very +reluctantly assented, because it is a charge for which I have no +leisure, and even less inclination; but as she seems to anticipate +the time when a lawsuit may be inevitable, and wishes my services, +she finally overruled my repugnance to the office forced upon me." + +"I must ask you one question, which subsequent statements will +explain. Do you regard her in all respects as a worthy, true, good +woman?" + +"The mystery of an assumed name always casts a shadow, implying the +existence of facts or of reports inimical to the party thus ambushed; +and concealment presupposes either indiscretion, shame, or crime. +This circumstance excited unfavourable suspicions in my mind, but she +assured me she had a certificate of her marriage, and that you would +verify this statement. Can you do so? Was she legally married when +very young?" + +"She was legally married in this room eleven years ago." + +"I am glad it is susceptible of proof. This point established, I can +easily answer your question in the affirmative. As far as I am +acquainted with her record, Mrs. Orme is a worthy woman, and I may +add, a remarkably cautious circumspect person for one so +comparatively unaccustomed to the admiration which is now lavished +upon her. I believe it is conceded that she is the most beautiful +woman in New York, but she shelters herself so securely in the +constant presence of a plain but most respectable old couple, with +whom she resides, and who accompany her when travelling, that it is +difficult to see her, except upon the stage. Even in her business +visits to my office she has always been attended by old Mrs. Waul." + +"Can you explain to me how one so uneducated and inexperienced as she +certainly was has so suddenly attained, not only celebrity (which is +often cheaply earned), but eminence in a profession, involving the +amount of culture requisite for dramatic success?" + +A slight smile showed the glittering line of the lawyer's teeth. + +"When did you see her last?" + +"Seven years ago." + +"Then I venture the assertion that you would not recognize her should +you see her in one of her favourite and famous _rôles_. When, where, +or by whom she was trained I know not, but some acquaintance with the +most popular ornaments of her profession justifies my opinion that no +more cultivated or artistic actress now walks the stage than Madame +Odille Orme. She is no mere _amateur_ or novice, but told me she had +laboriously and studiously struggled up from the comparatively menial +position of seamstress. Even in Paris I have never heard a purer, +finer rendition of a passage in _Phèdre_ than one day burst from her +lips in a moment of deep feeling, yet I cannot tell you how or where +she learned French. She made her _début_ in tragedy, somewhere in the +West, and when she reappeared in New York her success was brilliant. +I have never known a woman whose will was so patiently rigid, so +colossal, whose energy was so tireless in the pursuit of one special +aim. She has the vigilance and tenacity of a Spanish bloodhound." + +"In the advancement of her scheme, do you believe her capable of +committing a theft?" + +"What do you denominate a theft?" + +The piercing black eyes of the lawyer were fixed with increased +interest upon the clergyman. + +"Precisely what every honest man means by the term. If Mrs. Orme +resolved to possess a certain paper to which she had been denied +access, do you think she would hesitate to break into a house, open a +secret drawer, and steal the contents?" + +"Not unless she had a legal right to the document, which was unjustly +withheld from her, and even then my knowledge of the lady's character +inclines me to believe that she would hesitate, and resort to other +means." + +"You consider her strictly honest and truthful?" + +"I am possessed of no facts that lead me to indulge a contrary +opinion. Suppose you state the case?" + +Briefly Mr. Hargrove narrated the circumstances attending his last +interview with Regina's mother, and the loss of the tin box, dwelling +in conclusion upon the perplexing fact that in the recent letter +received from her relative to her daughter's removal to the +parsonage, Mrs. Orme had implored him to carefully preserve the +license he had retained as the marriage certificate in her possession +might not be considered convincing proof, should litigation ensue. He +could not understand the policy of this appeal, nor reconcile its +necessity with his conviction that she had stolen the license. + +Joining his scholarly white hands with the tips of his fingers +forming a cone, Mr. Palma leaned back in his chair and listened, +while no hint of surprise or incredulity found expression in his +cold, imperturbable face. When the recital was ended, he merely +inclined his head. + +"Do you not regard this as strong evidence against her? Be frank, Mr. +Palma." + +"It is merely circumstantial. Write to Mr. Orme, inform her of the +loss of the license, and I think you will find that she is as +innocent of the theft as you or I. I know she went to Europe +believing that the final proof of her marriage was in your keeping; +for in the event of her death, while abroad, she has empowered me to +demand that paper from you, and to present it with certain others in +a court of justice." + +"I wish I could see it as you do. I hope it will some day be +satisfactorily cleared up, but meanwhile I must indulge a doubt. On +one point at least my mind is at rest; this little girl is +unquestionably the child of the man who married her mother, for I +have never seen so remarkable a likeness as she bears to him." + +He sighed heavily, and patted the shaggy head which Biörn had some +time before laid unheeded on his knee. + +During the brief silence that ensued the lawyer gazed out of the +window, through which floated the spicy messages of carnations, and +the fainter whispers of pale cream-hearted Noisette roses; then he +rose and put both hands in his pockets. + +"Dr. Hargrove, you and I have been--with, I believe, equal +reluctance--forced into the same boat, and since _bongré malgré_ we +must voyage for a time together, in the interest of this unfortunate +child, candour becomes us both. Men of my profession sometimes resort +to agencies that the members of yours usually shrink from. I too was +once very sceptical concerning the truth of Mrs. Orme's fragmentary +story, for it was the merest _disjecta membra_ which she entrusted to +me, and my credulity declined to honour her heavy drafts. To satisfy +myself, I employed a shrewd female detective to 'shadow' the pretty +actress for nearly a year, and her reports convinced me that my +client, whilst struggling with Napoleonic ambition and pertinacity to +attain the zenith of success in her profession, was as little +addicted to coquetry as the statue of Washington in Union Square, or +the steeple of Trinity Church; and that in the midst of flattery and +adulation she was the same proud, cold, suffering, almost +broken-hearted wife she had always appeared in her conferences with +me. Induging this belief, I have accepted the joint guardianship of +her daughter, on condition that whenever it becomes necessary to +receive her under my immediate protection, I shall be made +acquainted with her real name." + +"Thank you, my dear sir, for your frankness, which I would most +joyfully reciprocate, were I not bound by a promise to make no +revelations until she gives me permission, or her death unseals my +lips. I hope you fully comprehend my awkward position. There is a +conspiracy to defraud her and her child of their social and legal +rights, and I fear both will be victimized; but she insists that +secrecy will deliver her from the snares of her enemies. I suppose +you are aware that General----" + +He paused, and bit his lip, and again the lawyer's handsome mouth +disclosed his perfect teeth. + +"There is no mischief in your dropped stitch; I shall not pick it up. +I know that Mrs. Orme's husband is in Europe, and I was assured that +motives of a personal character induced her to make certain +professional engagements in England and upon the Continent. I am not +enthusiastic, and rarely venture prophecies, but I shall be much +disappointed if her Richelieu tactics do not finally triumph." + +"Can you tell me why she does not openly bring suit against her +husband for bigamy?" + +"Simply because she has been informed that the policy of the defence +would be to at once attack her reputation, which she seems to guard +with almost morbid sensitiveness on account of her daughter. She has +been warned of the dangerous consequences of a suit, but if forced to +extremities will hazard it; hence I bide my time." + +He threw back his lordly head, and his brilliant eyes seemed to +dilate, as though the suggestion of the suit stirred his pulse, as +the breath of carnage and the din of distant battle that of the +war-horse, panting for the onward dash. + +A species of human petrel,--a juridic _Procellaria Pelagica_ +whose _habitat_ was the court-house,--Erle Palma lived amid the +ceaseless surges of litigation, watching the signs of rising tempests +in human hearts, plunging in defiant exultation where the billows +rode highest, never so elated as when borne triumphantly upon the +towering crest of some conquering wave of legal _finesse_, or +impassioned invective, and rarely saddened in the flush of victory by +the pale spectres of strangled hope, fortune, or reputation which +float in the _débris_ of the wrecks that almost every day drift +mournfully away from the precincts of courts of justice. + +The striking of the clock caused him to draw out his watch and +compare the time. + +"I believe the regular train does not leave V---- until night, but +the conductor told me I might catch an excursion train bound south, +and due here about half-past one o'clock. It is necessary for me to +return with as little delay as possible, and after I have spoken to +Regina I must hasten to the depot You will find my address pencilled +on the card, and I presume Mrs. Orme has given you hers. Should you +desire to confer with me at any time relative to the child, I shall +promptly respond to your letters, but have no leisure to spend in +looking after her. The semiannual remittance shall not be neglected, +and Regina has a package for you containing money for contingent +expenses." + +They entered the hall, and found the little stranger sitting alone on +the lowest step of the stairway, where Mrs. Lindsay had left her, +while she went to prepare luncheon for the travellers. She was very +quiet, bore no visible traces of tears, but the tender lips wore a +piteously sad expression of heroically repressed grief, and the +purlish shadows under her solemn blue eyes rendered them more than +ever--pleadingly beautiful. + +As the two gentlemen stood before her she rose, and caught her +breath, pressing one little palm over her heart, while the other +grasped the balustrade. + +"Don't you think, dear, that you ought to be well cared for, when you +have two guardians--two adopted fathers, Mr. Palma and I--to watch +over you? We both intend that you shall be the happiest little girl +in the State. Will you help us?" + +"I will try to be good." + +Her voice was very low, but steady, as if she realized she was making +a compact. + +"Then I know we shall all succeed." + +Mr. Hargrove walked to the front door, and the lawyer put on his hat +and came back to the steps. + +"Regina, I have explained to you that I brought you here because your +mother so directed me, and I believe Dr. Hargrove will be a kind, +good friend. Little one, I do not like to leave you so soon among +strangers, but it cannot be helped. Will you be contented and happy?" + +There was singular emphasis in her reply. + +"I shall never complain to you, Mr. Palma." + +"Because you think I would not 'Sympathize with you? I am not a man +given to soft words, nor am I accustomed to deal with children, but +indeed I should be annoyed if I thought you were unhappy here." + +"Then you must not be annoyed at all." + +His quick nervous laugh seemed to startle her unpleasantly, for she +shrank closer to the balustrade. + +"How partial you are, preferring Dr. Hargrove already, and flying +into his arms at sight! Do you wish to make me jealous?" + +His eyes gleamed mischievously, and he saw the blood rising in her +white cheeks. + +"Dr. Hargrove opened his arms to me, because he saw how miserable I +was." + +"If I should chance to open mine, do you think that by any accident +you would rush into them?" + +"You know you would never have dreamed of doing such a thing. Are you +going away now?" + +"In a moment. If you get into trouble, or need anything, will you +write to me? Remember, I am your mother's friend." + +"Is not Mr. Hargrove also?" + +"Certainly." + +He took her hands, and bending down looked kindly into the delicate +lovely face. + +"Good-bye, Regina." + +"Good-bye, Mr. Palma." + +"I hope, little girl, that we shall always be friends." + +"You are very good to wish it. Thank you for taking care of me. +Because you are my mother's best friend, I shall pray for you every +night." + +His sternly moulded lips twitched with some strange passing +reminiscence of earlier years, but the emotion vanished, and, +pressing her hands gently, he turned and went down the walk leading +to the gate. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +"Please let me come in, and help you." + +Regina knocked timidly at the door of the parsonage guest's chamber, +and Mrs. Lindsay answered from within: + +"Come in? Of course you may, but what help do you imagine you can +render, you useless piece of prettiness? Shall I set you on the +mantlepiece between the china kittens, and the glass lambs, right +under the sharp nose of my grandmother's portrait, where her great +solemn eyes will keep you in order? Whence do all those delectable +odours come? Are you a walking _sachet?_" + +She was kneeling before an open drawer of the bureau, methodically +arranging sundry garments, and, pausing in the task, looked over her +shoulder at the girl who stood near, holding her hands behind her. + +"I am sure I could help you, if I were only allowed to try. I am +quite a large girl now, more than a year older than when I came here, +and Hannah has taught me to do ever so many things. She says I will +be a famous cook some day. You didn't know that I made up the Sally +Lunn for tea?" + +"What an ambitious bit of majesty you are! You wish to reign in the +kitchen, rule in the poultry yard, and now presume to invade my +province--my special kingdom of making things ready for the Bishop? +Have you been anointing yourself with a whole vial of Lubin's extract +of--Ah!--delicious--what is it?" + +"Whatever it may be, will you let me fix it to suit myself on the +Bishop's bureau?" + +"No, you impertinent, wily Delilah in short clothes! I never promise +in the dark; show it to me first, and then perhaps I may negotiate +with you. You know as well as I do that the Bishop dearly loves +perfumes, and if I should generously concede you the privilege of +presenting 'sweet-smelling savours' unto him you might some day +depose me--and I wish you distinctly to understand that I intend to +reign over him as long as I live; not an inch of territory shall you +filch." + +Regina held up her hands, displaying in one several feathery sprays +of Belgian honeysuckle, with half of its petals pearl, half of the +palest pink; in the other a bunch of double violets of the rarest +shade of delicate lilac, so unusual in the floral kingdom. + +"You should be called 'Mab,' and ride about the world on a butterfly, +or a streak of moonshine. How did you coax or conjure that +honeysuckle into blooming before its appointed time?" + +"Here are three pieces, two for the Bishop, and one for you. May I +fasten it in your hair?" + +"You recite a lesson in history every day, don't you?" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"Have you come to the Salem-witches yet?" + +"Not yet. What has my history to do with this honeysuckle?" + +"When you study metaphysics and begin the chase after that +psychological fox--the-law-of-association-of-ideas, you will +understand. Meanwhile, thank your stars, dear, that you did not live +in Massachusetts some years ago, or you would certainly nave gone to +heaven in the shape of smoke. How you stare, you white owl! As if you +thought St. Vitus had rented my tongue for a dancing-saloon. It is +all because the Bishop is coming. My blessed Bishop! Yes, put the +handsomest spray in my hair, and then, if you make me look young and +very pretty, you may do as you like with the others." + +Still kneeling, she inclined her head, while Regina twisted the +wreath around the coil of neatly braided hair. Then, kissing the girl +lightly on her cheek, Mrs. Lindsay closed the drawer and rose. +Drawing a silver cup from her pocket, Regina filled it with water, +placed it close to the mirror, and proceeded to arrange the violets +and honeysuckle. Stepping back to inspect the effect, she folded her +hands and smiled. + +"Mrs. Lindsay, tell him I gathered them for him, because he was kind +to me when I came here a stranger, and I wish to thank him. When he +is at home it seems always summer-time, don't you think so?" + +The mother's eyes filled, and, laying a hand on the girl's head, she +answered: + +"Yes, dear, he is my sunshine, and my summer-time." + +"How long will he stay with us?" + +"He could not say positively when his last letter was written, but I +hope to keep him several months. You know it is possible he may be +forced to go to England, in order to complete some of his studies +before--oh, Regina! could we bear to have two oceans swelling between +our Bishop and us?" + +"Why, then, will you let him go?" + +"Can I help it?" + +"You are his mother, and he would never disobey you." + +"But he is a man, and I cannot tie him to my apron strings as I do my +bunch of keys. I must not stand in the way, and prevent him from +doing his duty." + +"I suppose I don't yet know everything about such matters, but I +should think it was his duty first to please you. How devoted he is +to 'duty'? It must be horrible to leave all one loves, and go out to +India among the heathens." + +"Pray, what do you know about the heathens?" said a manly voice, and +instantly two strong arms gathered the pair in a cordial embrace. + +"My son! You stole a march upon me! Oh, Douglass, I never was half so +glad to see you as now!" + +"If you do not stop crying, I shall feel tempted to doubt you. Tears +are so unusual in your eyes that I shall be disposed to regard your +welcome as equivocal." + +He kissed her on cheek and lips, and added: + +"Regina, can't you contrive to say you are a little glad to see me?" + +There was no reply, and, turning to look for her, he found she had +vanished. + +"Queer little thing, she has gone without a word, though she insisted +on dressing her silver cup with those flowers, which she thought +would suggest to you her gratitude for your numerous little acts of +kindness. Have you seen your uncle?" + +"Yes, mother, I stopped a few moments at the church, where he is +engaged with one of the committee. Uncle Peyton is not looking well. +Has he been sick?" + +"He has suffered a good deal with his throat since you left us, and +now and then I notice he coughs. He is overworked, and now that you +can fill his pulpit he will have an opportunity to rest. Oh, my son! +in every respect your visit is a blessing." + +Leaning her head on his breast, she looked up with proud and almost +adoring tenderness, and, drawing his face down to hers, held it +close, kissing him with that intense clinging fervour which only +mother-love kindles. + +"Does my little mother know that she is spoiling her boy by inches; +making a nursery darling, instead of a hardy soldier of him? You are +weaving silken bonds to fasten me more securely here, when you ought +rather to aid me in snapping the fetters of affection, habit, and +association. Come, be so good as to brush the dust out of my hair, +while you tell me everything about everybody, which you have failed +to write during these long months of absence." + +For some time they talked of family matters, of occurrences in V----, +of some invidious and unkind remarks, some caustic personal +criticisms upon the pastor's household affairs, which had emanated +from Mrs. Prudence Potter, a widowed member of the congregation, who +had once rashly dreamed of presiding over the clerical hearth as Mrs. +Peyton Hargrove, and having failed to possess her kingdom had become +a merciless spy upon all that happened in the forbidden realm. + +"Poor Mrs. Prue! what a warfare exists between her name and her +character. She should petition the legislature to allow her to be +called--Mrs. Echidna! My son, I think modern civilization will remain +incomplete, will not perform its mission, until it relieves society +from the depredations of these scorpions, by colonizing them where +they will expend their poison without dangerous results. If sting +they must, let it be among themselves. If I were lunatic enough to +desire to vote, I should spend my franchise in favour of a 'Gossip +Reservation'--somewhere close to the Great Western Desert, to which +the disappointed widows, spiteful old maids, and snarling dyspeptic +bachelors of this much-suffering generation should be relegated for +domiciliation and reform. Freedom serves America much as Æsop's stork +did the frogs: we are appallingly free to be devoured by envy, +stabbed by calumny, strangled by slander. I believe if I were a +painter, and desired to portray Cleopatra's death, I would assuredly +give to the asp the baleful features and sneering smirk of Mrs. +Prudence. Every Sunday when she twists those two curls on her +forehead till they lift themselves like horns, puts up her +eye-glasses and pays her respects to our pew, I catch myself +whispering '_Cerastes!_' and wishing that I were only the _camera_ +of a photographer." + +"Take care, mother! would you accept a homestead in your contemplated +'Reservation'?" + +She pinched his ear. + +"Don't presume, sir, to preach to me. Really, I often wonder how +Peyton can force himself to smile and parry the vinegar cruets that +woman throws at him in the shape of observations upon the 'rapid +decline of evangelical piety,' and the 'sadly backslidden nature' of +the clergy." + +"Because he is the very best man in the world, and faithfully +practises what he preaches--Christian charity. What is Mrs. Pru's +latest grievance?" + +"That Peyton does not admit her to his confidence, and supply her +with all the particulars of Regina's history and family, which he +withholds even from you and me, and about which we should never dream +of catechizing him. In a better cause, her bold effrontery would be +sublime. Fortunately she was absent in Vermont for some months after +the child came, and curiosity had subsided into indifference until +she returned,--when lo! a geyser of righteous anxiety and suspicion +boiled up in the congregation, and wellnigh scalded us. What do you +suppose she blandly asked me one day, in the child's presence? 'Were +not Mr. Hargrove's friends mistaken in believing he had never +married?' Now I contend that the law of the land should indict for +just such cruel and wicked innuendoes, because these social crimes +that the statutes do not reach work almost as much mischief and +misery as those offences against public peace which the laws declare +penal. I confess Mrs. Potter is my _bête-noire_, and I feel as no +doubt Paul did when he wrote to Timothy: 'Alexander the coppersmith +did me much evil; the Lord reward him according to his works.'" + +"Mother, what reply did you make to her? I can imagine you towering +like Mrs. Siddons." + +"You may be sure I unmasked a battery. I looked straight into her +little faded grey eyes, which straggle away from each other as if +ashamed of their mutual ferret experiences,--for you know one looks +out so, and one turns always up,--and I answered, that my brother had +been exceedingly fortunate, as, notwithstanding the numerous +matrimonial nets adroitly spread for him, he had escaped, like the +Psalmist, 'as a bird out of the snare of the fowlers,' and fled for +safety unto the mountain of celibacy. Bishop, if the new school of +science lack the link that binds us to the ophidian type, I can +furnish a thoroughly 'developed' specimen of an 'evolved' Melusina; +for Mrs. Pru's ancestors must have been not very remotely, +cobra-capellos. Such a chronic blister as she is keeps up more +inflammation in a church than all the theology at Andover can cool. +As for general society here in V----, she damages it more than all +the three hundred foxes of Samson did the corn-fields, vineyards, +and olives of the Philistines. What are you laughing at?" + +"The ludicrous dismay that will seize you when the constablery of +your progressive civilization notify you that you must emigrate to +the Gossip and Slander Reservation. Poor Mrs. Prudence Potter! from +my earliest recollection she has been practising archery upon the +target of her neighbours' characters, and she seeks social martyrdom +as diligently as Sir Galahad hunted the Sangreal. In the form of +ostracism, I think she is certainly reaping her reward. Mother, let +her rest." + +"With all my heart! ''tis a consummation devoutly to be wished;' but +that is just the last thing she proposes, until the muscles of her +tongue and eyes are paralyzed. Rest indeed! Did you ever see a hyena +caged in a menagerie? Did you ever know it to rest for an instant +from its snarling, snapping, grinning round? My son, I would not for +my right hand malign or injure her, but how can I sincerely indulge +charitable reflections concerning a person who has so persistently +persecuted your uncle?" + +"Then, dear little mother, do not think of her at all. Be assured her +ill-natured shafts will fall as blunt and harmless upon the noble +well-tried armour of my uncle's Christian character, as a bombardment +of cambric needles against the fortress of Cronstadt. How rapidly +Regina has grown, since she came among us? Her complexion is perfect. +Is she the same straightforward, guileless child I left her?" + +"Unchanged except in the rapid expansion of her mind, which develops +surprisingly. She is the most mature child I have ever met, and I +presume it is attributable to the fact that she has never been thrown +with children, and having always associated with older persons, has +insensibly imbibed their staid thoughts, and adopted their quiet +ways. I should not be more astonished to see my prim puritanical +grandmother yonder step down from the frame, and turn a somersault on +the carpet, or indulge in leap-frog, than to find Regina guilty of +any boisterous hoidenish behaviour, or unrefined, undignified +language. If she had been born on the _Mayflower_, raised on Plymouth +Rock, and fed three times a day on the 'Blue Laws' of Connecticut, +she could not possibly have proved a more eminently 'proper' child. +Even Hannah, who you may recollect was so surly, harsh, and +suspicious when she first came here, and who really has as little +cordiality or enthusiasm in her nature as a gridiron or a +rolling-pin, seems now to be completely devoted to her; as nearly +infatuated as one of her flinty temperament can be,--and who conquers +old Hannah's heart--you will admit--must be wellnigh perfect." + +"Does my uncle continue to teach her?" + +"Yes, and I think it is one of his greatest pleasures. She is +ambitious and studious, and Peyton is never too weary to explain +whatever puzzles her. She is exceedingly fond of him, and he said +last week that she was his 'Jabez;' he had received her so +reluctantly, and she proved such a comfort and blessing?" + +"I presume her mother writes to her occasionally?" + +"Regularly every fortnight she receives a letter. Sometimes for days +after Regina looks perplexed and sorrowful, but she never divulges +the contents. Once, about two months ago, I found her lying on the +rug in her own room, with her face in her hands, and her mother's +last letter beside her. I asked if she had received any bad news, for +I knew she was crying in her quiet way, and she looked up, and said +in a tone that was really piteous: 'There is nothing new. It is +always the same old thing!--she does not know yet when she can come, +and I must be good and patient. Oh, Mrs. Lindsay! I am so hungry to +see my mother! When I look at her picture, I feel as if I would be +willing to die if I could only kiss her, and hear her say once more, +"My baby! My darling!" Last night I dreamed she took me in her arms +and hugged me tight, and looked at me as she used to do when she came +to the convent, and said, "Papa's own baby! Papa's poor stray lamb!" +Mrs. Lindsay, when I waked I had the pillow in my arms, and was +kissing it.' Now, Douglass, it is a great mystery how a mother could +voluntarily separate herself from such a child as Regina. I asked her +to show me the picture, and she cried a good deal, and said: 'I have +often wished to show it to you, but she says I must let no one see +it. Oh! she is so beautiful! Lovelier than the Madonnas in the +Chapels; only she always has tears in her eyes. I never saw her when +she did not weep. Mrs. Lindsay, help me to be good, teach me to be +smart in everything, that I may be some comfort to my mother.' The +saddest feature in the whole affair is, that Regina begins to suspect +there is some discreditable mystery about her mother and herself; but +Peyton says it is marvellous how delicately she treats the subject. +She came home one day from Sunday school and told him that Mrs. +Prudence asked her in the presence, of her class how her mother could +afford to dress her in such costly clothes; and whether she had ever +seen her father? Peyton wished to know what reply she made, and she +said her answer was: 'Mrs. Potter, if I were you and you were Regina +Orme, I think I would have my tongue cut out, before it should ask +you such questions.' Then Peyton told me she looked at him as if she +were reading his secret soul, and added; 'It is hard not to +understand everything, but I will be patient, for mother writes that +some day I shall know all; and no matter what people say--no matter +how strange things may seem--I will believe in my mother, as I +believe in God!' Most girls of her age would be curious to discover +what is concealed from her, but although your uncle thinks she is +uncertain whether her father be living or dead, she carefully shuns +all reference to the subject. There is the doorbell! Hannah will let +somebody in before I can fly down and tell her to excuse me. How +stupid of people not to know that my Bishop has come! Oh dear! it is +Mrs. Cartney, and she has come for the aprons I promised to make for +the Asylum children, and they have not been touched! Yes, Hannah, I +am coming. Why didn't you say I was engaged with my son?" + +She disappeared, and after awhile Douglass Lindsay went down to the +library, and thence through the door opening upon two steps that led +into the garden. + +It was one of those rare golden-aired days that sometimes break over +the bleak brows of brawling March in sunny prophecy of yet distant +summer; windless days, when rime and haze are equally unknown, and +tender fingers of the timid spring, lifting the shrouding sod, +advance tendril and leaf and bud as heralds of the annual +resurrection. Double daffodils stood erect and conspicuous like +commissioned officers along the line of yellow jonquils that bordered +the walks, and snowy narcissus and purple and rose hyacinths made a +fragrant mosaic over which the brown bees swung, and hummed their +ceaseless hymn--_laborare est orare_. Following the winding path that +led to the palings which shut out the poultry realm, the young +minister leaned against the gate, overshadowed by a tall lilac, and +looked across at the feathered folk, of which from boyhood he had +been particularly fond. + +In the centre of the enclosure was a handsome pigeon-house, circular +in form, and easily accessible by a flight of steps, while upon the +top of a cupola that sprung from the roof was built a small but +prettily painted martin's home, in the quaint shape of the ark as we +find it in Scriptural illustrations. Throughout the length and +breadth of the Continent, probably no other mere _amateur_ fowl +fancier possessed such a collection as Mr. Hargrove had patiently and +gradually gathered from various sources. The peculiarity consisted in +the whiteness of the fowls;--turkeys, guineas, geese, ducks, English +Pile, Leghorn, Brahma chickens all spotlessly pure, while the pigeons +resembling drifting snow-flakes,--and the pheasants gleamed like +silver. + +Upon one of the steps of the columbary sat Regina, with a basket of +mixed grain by her side, and in her lap a pair of white rabbits which +she was feeding with celery and cabbage leaves. At her feet stood two +beautiful Chinese geese, whose golden bills now and then approached +the edge of the basket, or encroached upon the rabbits' evening meal. +The girl was bareheaded, and the fading sunshine lingered lovingly +upon the glossy hair and delicate lovely face which had lost naught +of the purity that characterized it eighteen months before, while +during that time she had grown much taller, and gave promise of +attaining unusual height and symmetry. + +The dress of Marie-Louise blue merino was relieved at the throat by a +neatly crimped ruffle, and, as in days of yore, she wore the white +apron with pretty pockets, and ruffled bands passing over her +shoulders and down to the belt behind, where broad strings of linen +were looped into a bow. Her abundant hair was plaited in two long +thick braids, and passed twice around her head, forming a jet +coronal, and imparting a peculiarly classic contour. + +There was in this quiet fowlyard scene something so innocent, so +peaceful, that it was inexpressibly soothing and attractive to the +man who stood beneath the lilac boughs, jaded with unremitting study, +and laden with wearying schemes of future labour. Douglass Lindsay +was only twenty-five, but the education and habits of a theological +student had stamped a degree of gravity on his handsome face, which +was doubtless enhanced by a slight yet undeniable baldness. + +Closely resembling his mother, except in the brownness of his fine +eyes, his countenance lacked the magnetic warmth and merry shifting +lights that rendered hers so pleasant, yet none who looked earnestly +upon it could doubt for an instant that he would prove a stanch, +faithful, worthy ensign of that Banner of Peace, which Jesus unfurled +among the olive-girdled hills of holy Judea. + +With no leprous taint of bigotry to sully his soul, blur his vision, +or cramp his sphere of action, the broad stream of Christian charity +flowed from his noble, generous heart, sweeping away obstacles that +would have impeded the usefulness of a minister less catholic in +sympathy, more hampered by creed ligaments and denominational +fetters. To an almost womanly tenderness and susceptibility regarding +the sufferings of his fellow-creatures, he united an inflexible +adherence to the dictates of justice and the rigorous promptings of +conscience; and while devoutly yielding allegiance solely to the +Triune God, to whose service he had reverently dedicated his young +life, there were times when in almost ascetic self-abnegation he +unconsciously bowed down to that stem-lipped, stony Teraph who, +under the name of "Duty," sat a cowled and shrouded idol in the +secret oratory of his unselfish heart. Are there not seasons when +even the most orthodox wonder whether the _Dii Involuti_ passed away +for ever, with the _pateræ_ and _fibulæ_ that once rendered service +in the classic shades of Chusium and Monte-pulciana? + +Scholarly in tastes, neither Mr. Lindsay's habits nor inclination led +him often into the flowery mazes of fashionable society, but, +standing upon the verge of Vanity Fair, he had looked curiously down +at the feverish whirl, the gilded shams, the maddening, murderous +conflict for place,--the empty mocking pageantry of the victorious, +the sickening despair and savage irony of the legions of the +defeated; and after the roar and shout and moan of the social +maelstrom, as presented in the great city where his studies had been +pursued, it was pleasant this afternoon to watch the fluttering white +creatures that surrounded that calm beautiful child, and to listen to +the soft cooing of the innocent lovers in the dovecote above her. + +Opening the latticed gate he walked toward the group, and lifting the +basket, sat down on the steps. + +"Why did you not wait, and invite me to come out and inspect your +pretty pets?" + +"I thought your mother could not spare you this first afternoon, she +had so much to say to you; but I am very glad you have not quite +forgotten us. Do you see how tall the China geese have grown? When +the gander stretches his neck he can touch my shoulder with his bill. +Isn't he beautiful?" + +"Decidedly the handsomest gander of my acquaintance. When I went away +you were trying to find a name for him. Did you succeed?" + +"Yes, I call him Alcibiades." + +"Why? Do you wish to insult the memory of the great Athenian?" + +"I wish to compliment him, because he was so graceful and beautiful, +and was so fond of birds he carried them about in his bosom. My +Alcibiades is so good-natured he never fights or hisses at my +pigeons, and just now one of them lighted on his back, and picked up +the barley that had fallen on his feathers. Mr. Hargrove promises me +that just as soon as I can make money enough to pay the brickmason, +he will have a large cemented basin built near the pump, where the +geese and ducks can swim about every day." + +"How do you propose to make money?" asked Douglass, lifting one of +the rabbits into his lap, and offering it a crisp morsel of celery. + +"Don't you know that I sell the eggs? Those of the white guineas +bring three dollars a dozen, and I could sell more of the white +turkeys, at the same price, than we can spare. Our new pigeon palace +was paid for entirely out of the poultry money." + +"Who keeps the poultry book? Have you at last learned to multiply +fractions?" + +She looked up, smiling into his laughing eyes. + +"Mr. Lindsay, I am not so stupid as when you tried so hard to explain +that sum to me. I keep the account, and your uncle examines it once a +week. He says it will teach me to be accurate in my figures." + +"What did you pay for your rabbits? I have a pair of Angolas for you, +but the man from whom I bought them advised me not to remove them +until all danger of cold weather had passed, as they are quite +young." + +"Thank you, Mr. Lindsay. You are very kind to remember that I wished +for them last year. I did not buy these----" + +She raised the rabbit from her apron, and rubbed her cheek against +its soft fur, then added in a lower and touching tone: + +"My mother sent them to me. I can't tell how she found out that of +all things I wished most to have them, but you know, sir, that +mothers seem inspired, they always understand what is in their +children's hearts and minds, and need no telling. So I love these +more than all my pets; they are the latest message from my mother." + +She held out her hand, and interpreting the expression in her superb +eyes, he placed the other rabbit in her arms, and for a moment she +pressed them close. + +"I must shut them up until to-morrow, or the owls might make a supper +of them, as happened to some the Sisters kept at the convent." + +She opened the door of a wired apartment beneath the pigeon-house, +where in an adjoining division the pheasants were settling upon their +perch, and carefully deposited the bouncing furry creatures on a bed +of wheat straw. + +"Mr. Lindsay, the fowls are all going to roost, and you must wait +till morning to see the squabs, and broods of Brahmas and Leghorns. +They look like snowballs rolling about after their food." + +As she locked up the grain, and balanced the key on her fingers, her +companion said: + +"I must persuade Uncle Peyton to get some black Spanish, and a few +Poland chickens." + +"Oh no! We don't want any black things; if they laid a dozen eggs a +day they could not come here. We never raise a fowl that has coloured +feathers; all our beauties must be like snow." + +"I see you have converted my uncle to your pet doctrine, and before +long I suppose you will persuade him to sell his pretty bay, and buy +a white pony?" + +"No, sir, I like 'Sultan' too well to care much about his colour, and +beside, Mr. Hargrove is attached to him. There is one thing we both +want very much indeed, and that is a white Ava cow. Your uncle read +me a description of those cattle last week, and said when you went to +the East he would ask you to try and send him one." + +As he looked down at her perfect face, then at one of the doves that +had perched on her shoulder, and thought of treacherous swart Sepoys, +of Bengal tigers, of all the tangled work that lay before him in +Hindoostan jungles, a shadow fell over the young man's brow, and a +dull pain seemed to tighten the valves of his heart. Just then his +appointed lot in the Master's vineyard did not smile as alluringly as +the sunny slopes of Eschol; but he put aside the contrast. + +"Regina, I saw Mr. Palma in New York." + +"I hope he is well." + +"He certainly looked so. Among other things, he asked if the art of +writing had been altogether omitted in your education. I told him I +was unacquainted with your accomplishments in that line, as I had +written you two letters which remained unanswered." + +"But your mother thanked you for them in my name." + +"Which was very sweet and good in my dear mother, but questionably +courteous in you. Mr. Palma sent you a present." + +"He is very kind indeed, but if I am expected to write and thank him, +I would much rather not receive it." + +"Do you dislike him?" + +"How could I dislike my mother's best friend? I daresay he has a good +heart--of course he must have; but whenever I think of him I feel a +queer chill creep to my very finger-tips, as if the north wind blew +hard upon me, or an iceberg sailed by." + +"Guess what he sent you." + +"A copybook, pen, and ink?" + +"He is too polished a gentleman to punish you so severely. Come and +let me show you his gift." + +He led the way to the gallery at the rear of the house, and here they +found Mr. Hargrove and Mrs. Lindsay admiring a young Newfoundland +dog, which was chained to the balusters. + +"Look, Regina! it is a waddling snow-bank! So round, so soft and +white! Did he come from Nova Zembla, or Hammerfest, or directly from +'Greenland's icy mountains'?" + +"Mr. Palma looked all over New York and Brooklyn before he found a +pure white dog to suit him. It seems he knew Regina's fondness for +snowy pets, and this is the only Newfoundland I have ever seen who +had not even a dark hair. Mr. Palma put this handsome collar and +chain upon him, and asked me to bring him to Regina. He will be very +large when grown; now he is only a few months old." + +Regina softly patted the woolly head, and her eyes glistened with +delight. + +"How did Mr. Palma guess that I wanted a dog?" + +"He requested me to suggest something that would please you, and I +told him that all at the parsonage were grieving over the death of +poor old Biörn. He immediately decided to send you a dog, and this is +a noble sagacious creature." + +"What is his name?" + +"That is left entirely to your taste; but I hope you will not go all +the way to Greece to find a title, as you did for your classic +gander." + +"Then I will call him whatever Mr. Hargrove likes best." + +As she spoke Regina nestled her fingers into the pastor's hand, and +he smiled down into her radiant face. + +"My dear child, exercise your own preference. Have you no choice?" + +"None." + +"Suppose you name him 'Erl-King' in compliment to Mr. Palma?" + +"I should never dare to call him that; it would seem impertinent. He +is such a splendid dog, I should like a fine, uncommon, grand name +out of some of Mr. Hargrove's learned books." + +"Oh don't, Regina! It will be positively cruel to turn Peyton loose +among his folios, and invite him to afflict that innocent orphaned +brute with some dreadful seven-syllabled abomination, which he will +convince you is Arabic, or Sanscrit, classic or mediæval, Gaelic, +Finnish or Norse, but which I warn you will serve your jaws (more +elegant form--'maxillary bones') very much as an attack of mumps +would, and will torture the victim into hydrophobia. Be pitiful, and +say Teazer, Tiger, Towser, but don't throw the sublime nomenclature +of the classics literally to the dogs!" + +"Now, mother, I protest against your infringement of Uncle Peyton's +accorded rights. Be quiet, please, and let him give Regina a few +historic names, from which she can select one." + +Douglass passed his arm over Mrs. Lindsay's shoulder, and both +watched the eager intent face which the girl lifted to the pastor. + +He took off his glasses, wiped them with the end of his coat, and, +readjusting them on his nose, addressed himself to his ward. + +"There is an East Indian tradition that a divinely appointed +greyhound guards the golden herds of stars and sunbeams for the Lord +of Heaven, and collects the nourishing rain-clouds as the celestial +cows to the milking-place. That greyhound was called _Saramá_. Will +that suit you?" + +She shook her head. + +"The Greeks tell us of a dog which was kept in the temple of +Æsculapius at Athens, and on one occasion when a robber entered and +stole the gold and silver treasures from the altar, the dog followed +him for several days and nights, until the thief, who could neither +beat him away nor persuade him to eat meat, was captured and carried +back to Athens. Now, dear, this was a very shrewd and courageous +animal, and his name was Capparus." + +"Why did not his owner change it for something handsome, after he +performed such service?" + +Regina spoke dubiously, and looked down at the new pet, who wagged +his plumy tail as if to deprecate the punishment of such a title. + +"When Pyrrhus died, his favourite and devoted dog refused to stir +from the body, but when it was carried out of the house he leaped +upon the bier, and finally sprang into the funeral pile, and was +burned alive with his master's remains. This exceedingly faithful +creature was Astus." + +"Mr. Hargrove, are all the classic names so ugly?" + +"I am afraid the little girl's ear is not sufficiently cultivated to +appreciate them. I will try once more. The Welsh Prince Llewellyn had +a noble deerhound, whom he trusted to watch the cradle of his baby +boy while he himself was absent. One day returning home, he found the +cradle upset and empty, the clothes and the dog's mouth dripping with +blood. Concluding that the hound had devoured the child, the father +drew his sword and slew the dog, but a moment after the cry of the +babe from behind the cradle showed him his boy was alive. Looking +around, the prince discovered the body of a huge wolf, which had +entered the house to attack and devour the child, but which had been +kept off and killed by this brave dog, who was named Gillert." + +Fearing from the expression of the girl's eloquent face, that Wales +would win the game, Mrs. Lindsay exclaimed with an emphasis that made +the dog prick up his ears: + +"_Gwrâch y Rhibyn_--be merciful! The poor wretch looks as if he were +ready to howl at the bare mention of such a heathen, fabulous name. +Anything would be an improvement on the Welsh--Cambyses, +Sardanapalus, are euphonic in comparison. + +"Mr. Hargrove, I am much obliged to you for your goodness in telling +me so much about celebrated dogs, and if the queer names sound any +sweeter to me after I am well educated, and grow learned, I will take +one of them; but just now I believe would rather call my dog Hero." + +"Regina Orme! you benighted innocent! Don't make Peyton's hair rise +with horror at your slaughter of the 'unities.' Why, my dear, Hero +was a young lady who lived in Sestos a few thousand years ago, and +was not considered a model of prudent behaviour, even then." + +"Are not brave noble men called heroes? Did not Mr. Hargrove say last +week that Philo Smith was a hero, when he jumped into the mill-pond +and saved Lemuel Martin from drowning? Does not my history call +Leonidas a hero? I don't know exactly who the 'unities' are, but +until I learn more I intend to call my dog Hero. To me it seems to +mean everything I wish him to be--good, faithful, brave, grand, and I +shall call him Hero. Come along, Hero, and get some supper." + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +"Mrs. Orme, now that you are comfortable in your wrapper and +slippers, let me take down your hair, and then I will bring you a cup +of tea; not the vile lukewarm stuff they give us here, but good +genuine tea made out of my own caddy, that has some strength, and +will build you up. Rehearsals don't often serve you so badly." + +"Thank you, Mrs. Waul, but the tea would only make me more nervous, +and that is a risk I cannot afford to incur. Please raise both +windows, fresh air, even Parisian air, is better for me than anything +else." + +"You have not seemed quite yourself since we came here, and I don't +understand at all why two nights in Paris serve you worse than a +week's acting elsewhere." + +"Have I not told you that I dread above every other ordeal the +critical Parisian audience?" + +"But you passed so successfully through it! Last night the +galleries absolutely thundered, and people seemed half wild with +delight. William says the papers are full of praise." + +Mrs. Waul crossed the room to lay upon the bureau the steel pins she +had taken from her mistress's hair, and the latter muttered audibly: + +"For me the 'ides of March' are come indeed, but not passed." + +"Did you speak to me?" + +"There comes your husband. I hear his slow, heavy step upon the +stairs. Open the door." + +As an elderly white-haired man entered, Mrs. Orme put put her hand. + +"Letters from home, Mr. Waul?" + +"One from America, two from London, and a note from the American +minister." + +"You saw the minister then? Did he give you the papers we shall +require?" + +"He has been sick, I believe, but said he would be at the theatre +to-night, and would call and see you to-morrow." + +"Hear this sentence, good people, from his note: 'Only indisposition +prevented my attendance at the theatre last night to witness the +brilliant triumph of my countrywomen. Since the palmy days of Rachel +I have not heard such extravagant eulogies, and as an American I +proudly and cordially congratulate you----'" + +"Are you going to faint! Stand back, William, and let me bathe her +face with cologne. What is the matter, Mrs. Orme? You shake as if you +had an ague." + +But her mistress sat with eyes fixed upon a line visible only to +herself: "Your countrymen here are very much elated, and to-night I +shall be accompanied by Mr. and Mrs. Cuthbert Laurance, son of +General René Laurance, whose wealth and social eminence must have at +least rendered his name familiar to all Americans travelling in +Europe." + +"Be quick, Phoebe, and get her a glass of wine. She has no more +colour in her lips than there is in my white beard." + +"No--give me nothing. I only want rest--quiet." + +She crushed the delicate satin paper in her hand, and rallied her +composure. After a moment she added: + +"A slight faintness, that is all. Mr. Waul, before the curtain rises +to-night, I wish you to ascertain in what portion of the house the +American minister's box is located; write it on a slip of paper and +send it to the dressing-room by your wife. Just now I believe I have +no other commissions. If I do not ring my little bell, do not disturb +me until five o'clock, then bring me a cup of strong coffee. And, +Mrs. Waul, please baste a double row of swan's-down around the neck +and sleeves of the white silk I shall wear to-night. Let no one +disturb me; not even the manager." + +As the husband and wife withdrew, she followed them to the door, +locked it on the inside, and returned to the easy chair. With a +whitening, hardening face she reread the note, and thrust it into one +of the silk pockets of her robe. + +Although nine years had elapsed since we saw her first, in the mellow +lamplight of Mr. Hargrove's library, time had touched her so +daintily, so lovingly, that only two lines were discernible about the +mouth, where habitual compression has set its print; and it would +have been difficult to realize that she was twenty-eight, had not the +treacherous eyes betrayed the gloom, the bitterness, the ceaseless +heartache that filled them with shadows, which prematurely aged the +whole countenance. + +The added years seemed only to have ripened and perfected her +exquisite beauty, but with the rounded smoothness, and the fresh, +pure colouring of youth was mingled a weird indescribable expression +of stern hopelessness, of solemn repose, as if she had deliberately +shaken hands for ever with all that makes life bright and precious, +and were fronting with calm smile and quiet pulses a grim and +desperate conflict, which she well knew could have an end only in +the peace of the pall, that long truce, whose signal is the knell and +the requiem. + +Had she been reared amid the fatalistic influences of Arabia, she +could not have more completely adopted and exemplified the marble +motto: "Despair is a free man; Hope is a slave." For her the rosy +mist that usually hovers over futurity had been swept rudely aside, +the softening glow of the To-Come had been precipitated into a dull, +pitiless leaden ever present, at which she never raved nor railed, +but inflexibly fought on, expecting neither sunshine nor succour, +unappalled and patient as some stony figure of Fate, which chiselled +when the race was young, feels the shrouding sands of centuries +drifting around and over it, but makes no moan over the buried youth, +and watches the approaching night with the same calm, steadfast gaze +that looked upon the starry dawn, and the golden glory of the noon. + +The cautious repression which necessity had long ago rendered +habitual had crystallized into a mask, which even when alone she +rarely laid aside for an instant. In actual life, and among strong +positive natures, the deepest feelings find no vent in the +effervescence of passionate verbal outbreaks, and outside the charmed +precincts of the tragic stage, the world would not tolerate the +raving Hamlets and Othellos, the Macbeths and Medeas, that scowl and +storm and anathematize so successfully in the magic glow of the +footlights. + +To-day, as Madame Odille Orme leaned back in her luxuriously +cushioned chair, she seemed quite as a statue, save the restless +movements of her slender fingers, which twined and intertwined +continually; while the concentrated gaze of the imperial eyes never +stirred from the open window, whence she saw--not Parisian monuments +of civic glory and martial splendour--only her own past, her haunting +skull and cross-bones of the Bygone. Her violet-coloured +dressing-gown was unbuttoned at the throat, exposing the graceful +turn of the neck, and the proud poise of the perfectly modelled head, +from which the shining hair fell like Danæ's shower, framing the face +and figure on a back ground as golden as that of some carefully +preserved Byzantine picture. + +At last the heavily fringed lids quivered, drooped, the magnificent +eyes closed as if to shut out some vision too torturing even for +their brave penetrating gaze, and in her rigid whiteness she seemed +some unearthly creature, who had done for ever with feverish life and +the frail toys of time. + +Raising her arms above her head, she rested her clasped hands upon +her brow, and in a low, strangely quiet tone her words dropped like +icicles. + +"It was a groundless fear, that when the long-sought opportunity came +my weak womanish nature would betray me, and I should fail, break +down utterly under the crushing weight of tender memories, sacred +associations. What are they? + +"Three dreamy weeks of delirious wifehood, balanced by thirteen years +of toil, aspersion, hatred, persecution; goaded by want, pursued +ceaselessly by the scorpion scourge whose slanderous lash coiled ever +after my name, my reputation. Three weeks a bride,--unrecognized +as such even then,--twelve years an outcast,--repudiated, +insulted,--mother and child, denied, derided,--cast off as a +serpent's skin!--Ah, memory! thou hast no charm to stir the blackened +ashes in a heart extinguished by the steady sleet of a husband's +repudiation. When love is dead, and regret is decently buried, and +the song of hope is hushed for ever, then revenge mounts the chariot +and gathers the reins in her hands of steel; and beyond the writhing +hearts whose blood dyes her rushing wheels sees only the goal. Some +wise anatomists of that frail yet invincible sphinx--woman's nature, +babble of one weighty fact, one conquering law,--that only the +mother-joy, the mother-love, fully unseals the slumbering sweetness +and latent tenderness of her being; for me, maternity opened the +sluices of a sea of hate and gall. Had I never felt the velvet touch +of tiny fingers on my cheek, a husband's base desertion might in time +have been forgiven, possibly at least, forgotten; but the first wail +from my baby's lips awoke the wolf in me. My wrongs might slumber +till that last assize, when the pitying eyes of Christ sum up the +record, but hers--have made a hungry panther of my soul. Come, +memory, unlock your treasure house, uncoil your spells, chant all +your witching strains, and let us see whether the towers of _Notre +Dame_ will not tremble and dissolve as soon as I?" + +Bending to a trunk near her chair, she unlocked it, and taking out a +_papier-maché_ box, opened it with a small key that hung from her +watch chain, and placed it on the table before her, where she had +thrown the unread letters. Leaning forward, she crossed her arms upon +the marble, and looked down on the contents of the box,--her child's +letters,--her own unanswered appeals in behalf of her babe,--a +photograph of the latter,--and most prominent of all, a large square +ambrotype of a handsome boyish face, with a short curl of black hair +lying inside the case. + +"Idolatrous? Yes all women are, embryo pagans, and the only comfort +is, that when the idol crumbles into clay, mocking our prayers and +offerings, we still worship at the same old shrine, having dusted and +garnished and set thereon--maybe the Furies, which bid fair to +survive the wreck of gods, of creeds, and of time. Like Oenone, we +are all betrayed sooner or later by our rose-lipped Paris,-- + + 'Beautiful Paris, evil-hearted Paris,' + +and after the inevitable foolish tears of vain regret we dry our +eyes, and hunt Cassandra, to listen to the muttering of the thunder +that is gathering to avenge us--in Troy. Bride and bridegroom, face +to face-- Cuthbert! So you looked, when we parted, when you strained +me to your heart, and swore that before a fortnight passed you would +hold 'darling Minnie in your arms once more!' Did you mean it even +then? No, no, already the hounds of slander were snuffing in my path, +and the toils were spread for my unwary feet. Here, look back at me, +my husband, with those fond peerless eyes, as on that day when I saw +you last--all mine! To-night--across the gulf of separation, and of +shameful wrong--we shall look into each other's faces once more, +while another woman wears my name, fills my place at your side. Fair +treacherous face of my first and only love,--handsome as a +god!--false as Apollyon!" + +She had lifted the ambrotype and held it close to her eyes, then her +hand sank until the picture dropped back into its place, and the +lonely desolate woman buried her face in her palms. The pretty guilt +clock on the mantle ticked monotonously, and the hum of life, and the +busy roll of vehicles in the vast city, was borne in through the +window, like the faint roar of yet distant Niagara; and after awhile +when the sharp stroke of the clock announced four the bowed figure +raised herself. + +Sweeping back the blinding veil of hair, her brilliant brown eyes +shone calm and dry, dimmed by no tears of fond womanly regret, and as +they fell upon the photograph of Regina, a smile of indescribable +bitterness curled the lovely lips that might have served as model for +Psyche's. + +"'The trail of the serpent is over all.' Can there be pardon for the +man who makes me shrink shudderingly at times from her whose little +veins were fed from mine, whose pulses are but a throb from my heart, +my baby! My own baby, who, when I snatch her in my arms, smiles at me +with his wonderful eyes of blue; and wellnigh maddens me with the +very echo of a voice whose wily sweetness won my love, to make an +hour's pastime, a cheap toy, soon worn out, worthless and trodden +under foot after three weeks' sport! Stooping over my baby, when she +stretched her little hands and coaxed me to lift her on my lap, I +have started back from the sight of her innocent face, as if a hooded +viper fawned upon me; for the curse of her father's image has smitten +my only darling, my beautiful, proud child! O God! that we had both +died in that dim damp ward of the Hospital, where she first opened +her eyes, unwelcomed by the father, whose features she bears!" + +But beneath this Marah tide that was surging so fiercely over her +long-suffering heart, bubbled the pure, sweet, incorruptible fount of +mother-love, and while she studied the fair childish face her own +softened, as that of some snow image whose features gradually melt as +the sunlight creeps across it. It was a picture taken after Regina's +removal to the parsonage, and represented her with the white rabbits +nestling in her arms. + +"My proud little Regina! my pure sensitive darling! How much longer +must we be separated? Will the time ever come when the only earthly +rest that remains for me can be taken in her soft clinging arms? +Patience--patience. If it were not for her--for my baby--I might +falter even now,--but she must, she shall be righted--at any +sacrifice, at every cost; and may the widow's and the orphan's God be +pitiful--be pitiful--at last." + +She raised her child's picture in her clasped hands, as if appealing +indeed to the justice of Him who "never slumbers, nor sleeps," and +the tremor of her lips and voice told how passionate was the +affection for her daughter, how powerful the motives that sustained +her in the prolonged and torturing ordeal. + +Restoring the portraits to their hiding-place, she locked the trunk, +and as she resumed her seat seemed suddenly to recollect the letters +lying on the table. + +One was a brief note, from the manager of the London theatre where +she had recently been engaged; the second from a celebrated +money-lender, which bore only the signature, "Simon," and was as +follows: + + "DEAR MADAME,--Since our last conversation relative to the + purchase of a certain mortgage, I have ascertained that you can + secure it, by adding one hundred pounds to the amount specified by + the holder. Should you still desire me to effect the transfer, + delay might thwart your negotiation, and I respectfully solicit + prompt instructions." + +Twice she read these lines, then slowly tore the paper into strips, +shredded and threw them toward the grate, while a stony expression +settled once more upon her features. The remaining letter was +post-marked New York, and addressed, in a bold, round, mercantile +hand, but when the envelope had been removed, the formal angular +chirography of a schoolgirl displayed itself, and as the sheet was +opened there issued thence a delicate perfume that gushed like a +breath of spring over the heart of the lonely mother. + +Several leaves of lemon-verbena and a few violets fell from the folds +of the paper, and, picking them up, Mrs. Orme spread them on her +palm. Only a few withered leaves and faded petals that had crossed +the Atlantic to whisper fragrant messages of love, from the trusting +brave young soul whose inexperienced hand had stiffly traced at the +top of the page--"My darling mother." + +Ah! what a yearning tenderness glorified the woman's frozen face, as +the flowers in her hand babbled of the blue eyes that had looked last +upon them, of the childish fingers that brushed the dew from their +purple velvet, of the dainty, almost infantile, lips that had fondly +pressed them, of the holy prayer breathed over them, that ere the +time of violets came again mother and child might be reunited. + +Just now she dared not read the letter, dared not surrender to the +softening influences that might melt the rigid purpose of her soul, +and, kissing the flowers reverently, the mother laid them aside until +a more convenient season, and began to walk slowly to and fro.... + +The play that night was "Kenilworth," and had been cast to admit some +alterations made in the dramatization by Madame Orme, who frequently +introduced startling innovations in her rendering of her parts, and +in almost all her favourite _rôles_ refused rigid adherence to the +written text. The reputation of her beauty and former triumphs, the +success achieved on the previous nights, and certain tart criticisms +upon the freedom of her interpretation of Scott's lovely +heroine--Leicester's wife--combined to draw a crowded house; and ere +the curtain rose every box was occupied save one on the second tier +near the stage. + +As the crash of the orchestra died away, and the play opened with the +interview between Lambourn and Foster, followed by Tressilian, and +the encounter with Varney, the door of the box opened, and the +American minister entered, accompanied by a lady and gentleman, who, +after seating themselves and gathering back the folds of the box +curtains, proceeded to scan the audience. + +As they disposed themselves comfortably a white-haired man, watching +through a crevice in the side scene, scribbled on a piece of paper +which was handed into the dressing-room: "Second box, second tier, +right-hand side. Two gentlemen, and a lady wearing a scarlet cloak." + +Sitting between the minister and her husband, Mrs. Laurance with her +brilliant wrappings was the most prominent of the group, and in the +blaze of the gaslight looked at least thirty-five; a woman of large +proportions compactly built, with broad shoulders that sustained a +rather short thick neck, now exposed in extreme _décolleté_ style, as +if to aid the unsuccessful elongation of nature. Her sallow +complexion was dark, almost bistre, and the strongly marked irregular +features were only redeemed from positive plainness by the large +fiery black eyes, whose beauty was somewhat marred by the intrusive +boldness of their expression. Bowing to some one opposite, her very +full lips parted smilingly over a set of sound strong teeth, rather +uneven in outline, and of the yellowish cast often observed in +persons of humble birth and arduous life. Her dusky hair, belonging +to the family of neutral-brown, was elaborately puffed and frizzed, +and in her ears hung large solitaire diamonds that glowed like globes +of fire, and scattered rays that were reflected in the circlet around +her throat. + +Beside her sat her husband, leaning back with negligent grace, and +carelessly stroking his silky black moustache with one gloved hand, +while the other toyed with a jewelled opera glass. Although only two +years her junior, she bore the appearance of much greater seniority, +and the proud patrician cast of his handsome face contrasted as +vividly with the coarser lower type of hers, as though in ancient +Roman era he had veritably worn the _clavus_ and the _bulla_, while +she trudged in lowly guise among the hard-handed heroines of the +_proletarii_. + +Over his dreamy violet eyes arched the peculiarly fine jet brows that +Mr. Palma had found so distinctive in Regina's face, and his glossy +hair and beard possessed that purplish black tint so rarely combined +with the transparent white complexion, which now gleamed +conspicuously in his broad, full, untanned forehead. + +The indolent _insouciance_ of his bearing was quite in accord with +his social record, as a proud high-born man of cultivated elegant +tastes, and unmistakably dissipated tendencies, which doubtless would +long ago have fructified in thoroughly demoralized habits had not his +wife vigorously exerted her exigeant guardianship. + +"Have you heard the last joke at Count T----'s expense?" said Mrs. +Laurance, tapping the arm of the minister with her gilded fan. + +"Do you refer to the _contretemps_ of the masks at the Grand Ball?" + +"No, something connected with Madame Orme. It seems the Count saw her +in London, became infatuated, as men always are about pretty +actresses, and the first night she played here he was almost frantic; +wrote a note between the acts, and sent it to her twisted in that +costly antique scarf-ring he is so fond of telling people once +belonged to the Duke of Orleans. Before the play ended it was +returned, with the note torn into several strips and bound around it. +Fancy his chagrin! Colonel Thorpe was in the box with him, and told +it next day, when we met at dinner. When I asked T---- his opinion of +Madame, he answered: + +"She is perfectly divine! But alas! only an inspired icicle. She +should be called '_Sulitelma_,' which I believe means--Cuthbert, what +did you tell me it meant?" + +"Queen of Snows. Abbie, do lower your voice a trifle." He answered +without even glancing at her, and she continued: + +"I wanted to see her last night in 'Medea,' but Cuthbert had an opera +engagement, and beside, little Maud had the croup----" + +A storm of applause cut short the nursery budget, and all turned to +the stage where Amy Robsart entered, followed by Janet and by Varney. +Advancing with queenly grace and dignity to a pile of cushions in the +centre of the drawing-room at Cumnor Place, she stood a moment with +downcast eyes, till the acclamation ceased, and Varney renewed his +appeal. + +Her satin dress was of that exquisite tint which in felicitous French +phraseology is termed _de couleur de fleur de pécher_, and swept down +from her slender figure in statuesque folds that ended in a long +court train, particularly becoming in the pose she had selected. The +Elizabethan ruff, with an edge of filmy lace, softened the effect of +the bodice cut squares across the breast, and revealed the string of +pearls--Leicester's last gift--that shone so fair upon his countess's +snowy neck. From the mass of hair heaped high upon her head soft +tendrils clustered to the edge of her brow, and here and there a long +curl strayed over her shoulder, and glittered like burnished gold in +the glare of the quivering footlights. The lovely arms and hands were +unburdened by jewels, and save the pearls around her throat and the +aigrette of brilliants in the upper bandeau of her hair, she wore no +ornaments. The perfect impersonation of a beautiful, innocent, happy +bride, impatiently expectant of her husband's entrance, she stood +listening to his messenger, a tender smile parting her rosy lips. + +The chair of state chanced to be placed in the direction of the +minister's box, and only a few feet distant, and when Varney +attempted to place her upon it, she waved him back, and, raising her +right hand toward it, said in that calm, deep, pure voice which had +such thrilling emphasis in its lowest cadences: + +"No good, Master Richard Varney, I take not my place _there_, until +my lord himself conducts me. I am for the present a disguised +countess, and will not take dignity upon me, until authorized by him, +from whom I derived it." + +In that brief sentence she knew her opportunity and seized it, for +her glance followed her uplifted hand, mounted into the box, and, +sweeping across the minister, dwelt for some seconds on the dark +womanly countenance beside him, and then fastened upon the face of +Mr. Laurance. + +Some whose seats were on that side of the house, and who chanced to +have their lorgnettes levelled at her just then, saw a long shiver +creep over her, as if a blast of cold air had blown down through the +side scene, and a sudden spark blazed up in the dilating eyes, as a +mirror flashes when a candle flame smites its cold dark surface; but +not a muscle quivered in the fair proud face, and only the Varney at +her side noticed that when the slight hand fell back it sought its +mate with a quick groping motion, and the delicate fingers clutched +each other till the nails grew purple. + +For fully a moment that burning gaze rested on the features that +seemed to possess some subtle fascination for her, and wandering back +to the wife, a shadowy smile hovered around the lips that were soon +turned, away to answer Varney. As she moved in the direction of a +window, to listen for the clatter of horse's hoofs, Mrs. Laurance +whispered: + +"Is not she the loveliest creature you ever beheld? I never saw such +superb eyes, they absolutely seemed to lighten just now. Cuthbert, +did you only notice how she looked right at me? I daresay my +solitaires attracted her attention--and no wonder, they are the +largest in the house, and these actresses always have an eye to the +very best jewellery. Of course it must have been my diamonds." + +From the moment when Amy Robsart entered, Cuthbert Laurance felt a +strange magnetic thrill dart through every fibre of his frame; his +sluggish pulse stirred, and as her mesmeric brown eyes, luminous, +overmastering, met his, he drew his breath in quick gasps, and his +heart in its rapid throbbing seemed to pour liquid fire into the +bounding arteries. Some vague bewildering reminiscence danced through +the clouded chambers of his brain, pointing like a mocking fiend now +this way, then in an opposite direction; one instant assuring him +that they had somewhere met before, the next torturing him with the +triumphant taunt that he had hitherto never known any one half so +lovely. Was it merely some lucky accident that had so unexpectedly +brought them during that long flattering gaze thoroughly _en +rapport?_ + +He no more heard his wife's hoarse whisper, than if a cyclone had +whirled between them, and, leaning forward to catch the measured +melody that floated from the countess's lips, a crimson glow fired +his cheek as he caught the lofty words. + +"I know a cure for jealousy. It is to speak truth to my lord at all +times; to hold up my mind, my thoughts, before him as pure as that +polished mirror, so that when he looks into my heart he shall see +only his own features reflected there.[*] _Can he who took my little +hands and made them wifely, laying therein the precious burden of his +honour, afford to doubt the palms are clean?_" + +[Footnote: * Mrs. Orme's interpolations are all italicized.] + +No wonder Varney stared, and the prompter anathematized the sudden +flicker of the gas jet that caused him to lose his place; there was +no such written sentence as the last, and the rehearsal proved no +sure index of all the countess uttered that night, but the play +rolled on, and when the folding doors flew open and Amy sprang to +meet her noble husband, the house began to warm into an earnest +sympathy. + +In the scene that followed she sat with childlike simplicity and +grace on the footstool at Leicester's feet, while he exhibited the +jewelled decorations of his princely garb, and explained the +significance of the various orders; and in the face upturned to him +who filled the chair of state there was a wealth of loving tenderness +that might have moved colder natures than that which now kindled in +the deep violent eyes that watched her from the minister's box. + +Gradually the curious, timid, admiring bride is merged in the wife, +with ambition budding in her heart, and exacting pride pleading for +recognition and wifely dignities, and in this transformation the +power of the woman asserted itself. + +Bending toward Leicester, until from the low seat she sank +unintentionally upon her knees, she prayed with passionate fervour: + +"But shall not your wife, my love, one day soon be surrounded with +the honour which arises neither from the toils of the mechanic who +decks her apartment, nor from the silks and jewels with which your +generosity adorns her, but which is attached to her place among the +matronage, as the avowed wife of England's noblest earl? _'Tis not +the dazzling splendour of your title that I covet, but the richer, +nobler, dearer coronet of your beloved name, the precious privilege +of fronting the world as your acknowledged wife_." + +Again, in answer to his flattering evasive sophistries, she asked in +a voice whose marvellous modulations in the midst of intense feeling +seemed to penetrate every nook of that vast building: + +"But why can it not be? Why can it not immediately take place, this +more perfect uninterrupted union, for which you say you wish, and +which the laws of God and man alike command? _Think you my unshod +feet would shrink from glowing ploughshares, if crossing them I found +the sacred shelter of my husband's name? Ah, husband! dost blanch +before the storm of condemnation, which has no terrors for a wife's +brave heart? It would seem but scant and tardy justice to own thy +wedded wife!_" + +The earl had led her behind the scenes, and the minister had twice +addressed him ere Mr. Laurance recovered himself sufficiently to +perceive that his companions were smiling at his complete absorption. + +"Why--Cuthbert--wake up. You look like some one walking open-eyed in +sleep. Has Madame's beauty dazed you as utterly as poor Count T----?" + +His wife pinched his arm, but without heeding her he looked quite +past her into the laughing eyes of the minister, and asked: + +"Do you know her? Is her husband living?" + +"I shall call by appointment to-morrow, but this is the first time I +have seen her. Of her history I know nothing, but rumour pronounces +her a widow." + +"Which generally means that these pretty actresses have drunken, +worthless husbands, paid comfortable salaries to shut their eyes and +keep out of the way," added Mrs. Laurance, lengthening the range of +her opera glass, and levelling it at a group where the shimmer of +jewels attracted her attention. + +How the words grated on her husband's ear, grown strangely sensitive +within an hour? + +Carelessly glancing over the sea of faces beneath and around him, the +minister continued: + +"English critics contend that Madame Orme's 'Amy Robsart' is so far +from being Scott's ideal creation, that he would fail to recognize it +were he alive; still where she alters the text, and intensifies the +type, they admit that the dramatic effect is heightened. She appears +to have concentrated all her talent upon the passionate impersonation +of one peculiar phrase of feminine suffering and endurance--that of +the outraged and neglected wife; and her favourite _rôles_ are +'Katherine' from Henry VIII., 'Hermione,' and 'Medea,' though she is +said to excel in 'Deborah.' My brother who saw her last night as +'Medea' pronounced her fully equal to Rachel, and said that in that +scene where she attempted to remove her children from the side of the +new wife, the despairing fury of her eyes literally raised the few +thin hairs that still faithfully cling to the top of his head. +Ah--the parting with Leicester--how marvellously beautiful is she!" + +Leaning against a dressing-table loaded with toilet trifles and +_bijouterie_, Amy stood, arrayed in the costume which displayed to +greatest advantage the perfect symmetry of form and the dazzling +purity of her complexion. + +The cymar of white silk bordered with swan's-down exposed the +gleaming dimpled shoulders, and from beneath the pretty lace coif the +unbound glory of her long hair swept around her like a cataract of +gold, touching the hem of her silken gown, where, to complete the +witchery, one slippered foot was visible. When her husband entered to +bid her adieu, and the final petition for public acknowledgment was +once more sternly denied, the long-pent agony in the woman's heart +burst all barriers, overflowed every dictate of wounded pride, and +with an utter _abandon_ of genuine poignant grief, she gave way to a +storm that shook her frame with convulsive sobs, and deluged her +cheeks with tears. Despite her desperate efforts to maintain her +self-control, the sight of her husband's magnetic handsome face, +after thirteen weary years of waiting, unnerved, overwhelmed her. +There in the temple of Art, where critical eyes were bent searchingly +upon her, Nature triumphantly asserted itself, and she who wept +passionately from the bitter realisation of her own accumulated +wrongs, was wildly applauded as the queen of actresses, who so +successfully simulated imaginary woes. + +By what infallible criterion shall criticdom decide the boundaries of +the Actual and the Ideal? Who shall compute the expenditure of +literal heartache that builds up the popularly successful Desdemonas, +Camilles, and Marie Stuarts; the scalding tears that gradually +crystallize into the classic repose essential to the severe +simplicity of the old Greek tragedies? + +The curtain fell upon a bowed and sobbing woman, and the tempest of +applause that shook the building was prolonged until after a time Amy +Robsart, with tears still glistening on her cheeks, came forward to +acknowledge the tribute, and her silken garments were pelted with +bouquets. Among the number that embroidered the stage lay a pyramid +of violets edged with rose geranium leaves, and raising it she bent +her lovely head to the audience and kissed the violets, in memory (?) +of her far-off child--whose withered floral tribute was more precious +to the woman's heart than all the laudatry chaplets of the great +city, which did homage to her genuine tears. + +Some time elapsed while the play shifted to the court, recounting the +feuds of Leicester and Sussex, and when Amy Robsart appeared again it +was in the stormy interview where Varney endeavours to enforce the +earl's command that she shall journey to Kenilworth as Varney's wife. +The trembling submissiveness of earlier scenes was thrown away for +ever, and, as if metamorphosed into a Fury, she rose, towered above +him, every feature quivering with hatred, scorn, and defiance. + +"Look at him, Janet! that I should go with him to Kenilworth, and +before the Queen and nobles, and in presence of my own wedded lord, +that I should acknowledge him,--him there, that very cloak-brushing, +shoe-cleaning fellow,--him there, my lord's lackey, for my liege +lord and husband! I would I were a man but for five minutes!--but go! +begone!" + +She paused panting, then threw back her haughty head, rose on tiptoe, +and, shaking her hand in prophetic wrath and deathless defiance, +almost hissed into the box beneath which Varney stood: + +"Go, tell thy master that when I, like him, can forget my plighted +troth, _turn craven, bury honour, and forswear my marriage vows, +then, oh then! I promise him, I will give him a rival, something +worthy of the name!_" + +Was the avenging lash of conscience uncoiled at last in Cuthbert +Laurance's hardened soul that the blood so suddenly ebbed from his +lips, and he drew his breath like one overshadowed by a vampire? +Only once had he caught the full gleam of her indignant eyes, but +that long look had awakened torture's that would never entirely +slumber again, until the solemn hush of the shroud and the cemetery +was his portion. No suspicion of the truth crossed his mind, even +for an instant,--for what resemblance could be traced between that +regal woman, and the shy, awkward, dark-haired little rustic, who +thirteen years before had frolicked like a spaniel about him,--loving +but lowly? + +In vain he sought to arrest her attention; the actress had only once +looked at the group, and it was not until the close that he succeeded +in catching her glance. + +After her escape from Varney, Amy Robsart reached in disguise the +confines of Kenilworth, and standing there, travel-worn, weary, +dejected, in sight of the princely castle, with its stately towers +and battlements, she first saw the home whose shelter was denied her, +the palatial home where Leicester bowed in homage before Elizabeth. +As a neglected, repudiated wife, creeping stealthily to the hearth +where it was her right to reign, Amy turned her wan, woeful face to +the audience, and, fixing her gaze with strange mournful intentness +upon the eyes that watched her from the box, she seemed to throw her +whole soul into the finest passage of the play. + +"I have given him all that woman has to give. Name and fame, heart +and hand, have I given the lord of all this magnificence--at the +altar, and England's Queen could give him no more. He is my husband; +I am his wife. I will be bold in claiming my right; even the bolder, +that I come thus unexpected and forlorn. Whom God hath joined, man +cannot sunder." + +The irresistible pathos of look and tone electrified that wide +assemblage, and in the midst of such plaudits as only Paris bestows +she allowed her eyes to wander almost dreamily over the surging sea +of human heads, and as if she were in truth some hunted, hopeless, +homeless waif appealing for sympathy, she shrouded her pallid face in +the blue folds of her travelling cloak, and disappeared. + +"She must certainly recognize her countrymen, for that splendid +passage seemed almost thrown to us, as a tribute to our nationality. +What a wonderful voice! And yet--she is so tender, so fragile," said +the minister. + +"Did you observe how pale she grew toward the last, and so +hollow-eyed, as if utterly worn out in the passionate struggle?" +asked Mrs. Laurance. + +"The passion of the remaining parts belongs rather to Leicester and +the Queen. By the way, this is quite a handsome earl, and the whole +cast is decidedly strong and successful. Look, Laurance! were you an +artist, would you desire a finer model for an Egeria? If Madame had +been reared in Canova's studio she could not possibly have +accomplished a more elegant felicitous pose. I should like her +photograph at this moment." + +In the grotto scene, Amy was attired in pale sea-green silk, and her +streaming hair braided it with yellow light, as she shrank back from +the haughty visage of the Queen. + +Rapidly the end approached, courtiers and maids of honour crowded +upon the stage, and thither Elizabeth dragged the unhappy wife, into +the presence of the earl, crying in thunder tones: "My Lord of +Leicester! knowest thou this woman?" + +The craven silence of the husband, the desperate rally of the +suffering wife to shield him from the impending wrath, until at last +she was borne away insensible in Hunsdon's strong arms, all followed +in quick succession, and Amy's ill-starred career approached its +close, in the last interview with her husband. + +When Cuthbert Laurance was a grey-haired man, trembling upon the +brink of eternity, there came a vision in the solemn hours of night, +and the form of Amy, wan as some marble statue, breathed again in his +ear the last words she uttered that night. + +"Take your ill-fated wife by the hand, lead her to the footstool of +Elizabeth's throne; say that 'in a moment of infatuation moved by +supposed beauty, of which none perhaps can now trace even the +remains, I gave my hand to this poor Amy Robsart.' You will then have +done justice to me, and to your own honour; and should law or power +require you to part from me, I will offer no opposition, since I may +then with honour hide a grieved and broken heart in those shades, +from which your love withdrew me. Then--have but a little +patience--and Amy's life will not long darken your brighter +prospects." + +The fatal hour arrived; the gorgeous pomp and ceremonial of the +court-pageant had passed away, and in a dim light the treacherous +balcony at Cumnor Place was visible. In the hush that pervaded the +theatre, the minister heard the ticking of his watch, and Mrs. +Laurance the laboured breathing of her husband. + +Upon the profound silence broke the tramp of a horse's hoofs in the +neighbouring courtyard, then Varney's whistle in imitation of the +earl's signal when visiting the countess. + +Instantly the door of her chamber swung open, and, standing a moment +upon the threshold, Amy in her fleecy-white drapery wavered like a +drifting cloud, then moved forward upon the balcony; the trapdoor +fell, and the lovely marble face with its lustrous brown eyes sank +into the darkness of death. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +To men and women of intensely emotional nature, it sometimes happens +that a day of keen and torturing suspense, or a night's vigil of +great anguish, mars and darkens a countenance more indelibly than the +lapse of several ordinary monotonous years; and as Madame Orme sat in +her reception-room at one o'clock on the following afternoon, +awaiting the visit of the minister, the blanched face was far sterner +and prouder than when yesterday's sun rippled across it, and bluish +shadows beneath the large eyes that had not closed for twenty-four +hours lent them a deeper and more fateful glow. + +The soft creamy folds of her Cashmere robe were relieved at the +throat by a knot of lilac ribbon, and amid its loops were secured +clusters of violets, that matched in hue the long spike of hyacinth +which was fastened in one side of the coiled hair, twined just behind +the ear, and drooped low on the snowy neck. Before her on a gilded +stand was the purple pyramid of flowers she had brought from the +theatre, and beside them lay several perfumed envelopes with +elaborate monograms. These notes contained tributes of praise from +strangers who had been fascinated by her "Amy Robsart," and begged +the honour of an interview, or the favour of a "photograph taken in +the silken cymar which so advantageously displayed the symmetry of +her figure." + +Among the latter she had recognized the handwriting of Mr. Laurance, +though the signature was "Jules Duval," and her fingers had shrunk +from the folds of rose paper, as though scorched by flame. Lying +there on the top of the _billets-doux_, the elegant, graceful +chirography of the "Madame Odille Orme" drew her gaze, like the +loathsome fascination of a basilisk, and taking a package of notes +from her pocket, she held them for a moment close to the satin +envelope. Upon one the name of the popular actress; on the others--in +the same peculiar beautiful characters--"Minnie Merle." She put away +the latter, and a flash of scorn momentarily lighted her rigid face. + +"Craven as of old! Too cowardly to boldly ask the thing his fickle +fancy favours; he begs under borrowed names. Doubtless his courage +wilts before his swarthy, bold-eyed Xantippe, who allows him scant +latitude for flirtations with pretty actresses. To be thrown +aside--trampled down--for such a creature as Abbie Ames! his +coarse-featured, diamond-dowered bride! Ah! my veins run lava; when I +think of her thick heavy lips, pressing that haughty perfect mouth, +where mine once clung so fondly! Last night the two countenances +seemed like 'as Hyperion to a Satyr!' How completely he sold his +treacherous beauty to the banker's daughter, whom to-day he would +willingly betray for a fairer, fresher face. Craven traitor!" + +She passed her handkerchief across her lips, as if to efface some +imaginary stain, and they slowly settled back into their customary +stern curves. + +Just then a timid tap upon the door of the reception-room was +followed almost simultaneously by the entrance of Mrs. Waul, who +held a card in her hand. + +"The waiter has just brought this up. What answer shall he take +back?" + +Mrs. Orme glanced at it, sprang to her feet, and a vivid scarlet +bathed her face and neck. + +"Tell him--No! no--no! Madame Orme begs to decline the honour." + +Then the crimson tide as suddenly ebbed, she grew ghastly in her +colourlessness, and her bloodless lips writhed, as she called after +the retreating figure: + +"Stop! Come back,--let me think." + +She walked to the window, and stood for several moments as still as +the bronze Mercury on the mantel. When she turned around, her +features were as fixed as if they belonged to some sculptured slab +from Persepolis. + +"Pray don't think me weak and fickle, but indeed, Mrs. Waul, some of +my laurels gash like a crown of thorns. Tell the waiter to show this +visitor up, after five minutes, and then I wish you to come back and +sit with your knitting yonder, at the end of the room. And please +drop the curtain there, the pink silk will make me look a trifle less +ghostly after last night's work. You see I am disappointed, I +expected the American minister on business, and he sends this Paris +beau to make his apologies; that is all." + +As the old lady disappeared, Mrs. Orme shuddered, and muttered with +clenched teeth: + +"All have a Gethsemane sooner or later, and mine has overtaken me +before I am quite ready. God grant me some strengthening angel!" + +She sank back into the arm chair, and drew the oval gilt table before +her as a barrier, while some inexplicable, intuitive impulse prompted +her to draw from her bosom a locket containing Regina's miniature. +Touching a spring, she looked at the childish features so singularly +like those she had seen the previous evening, and when Mrs. Waul +returned and seated herself at the end of the room, the spring +snapped, the locket lay in one hand, the minister's card in the +other. + +Mrs. Orme heard the sound on the stairs and along the hall--the +well-remembered step. Amid the tramp of a hundred she could have +singled it out, so often in bygone years had she crouched under the +lilacs that overhung the gate, listening for its rapid approach, +waiting to throw herself into the arms that would clasp her so +fondly; to-day that unaltered step smote her ears like an echo from +the tomb, and for an instant her heart stood still, and she shut her +eyes; but the door swung back, and Mr. Laurance stood upon the +threshold. As he advanced, she rose, and when he stood before her +with outstretched hand, she ignored it, merely rested her palm on the +table between them; and glancing at the card in her fingers said: + +"Mr. Laurance, I believe, introduced by the American minister. A +countryman of mine, he writes. As such I am pleased to see you, sir, +for when abroad the mere name of American is an _open sesame_ to +American sympathy and hospitality. Pray be seated, Mr. Laurance. +Pardon me, not that stiff-backed ancient contrivance of torture, +which must have been invented by Eymeric. You will find that green +velvet Voltaire, like its namesake, far more easy, affording ample +latitude." + +The sweet voice rung its silver chimes as clearly as when she trod +the stage, and no shadow of the past cast its dusky wing over her +proud, pale face, while she gracefully waved him to a seat, and +resumed her own. + +"If Madame Orme, so recently from home, yields readily to the +talismanic spell of 'American' she can perhaps imagine the +fascination it exerts over one who for many years has roamed far +from his roof-tree and his hearthstone; but who never more proudly +exulted in his nationality than last night, when as Queen of Tragedy, +Madame lent new lustre to the land that claims the honour of being +her birthplace." + +"Thanks. Then I may infer you paid me the tribute of your presence +last evening?" + +They looked across the table, into each other's eyes,--hers radiant +with a dangerous steely glitter, his eloquent with the intense +admiration which kindled on the previous evening, now glowed more +fervently from the contemplation of a beauty that to-day appeared +tea-fold more irresistible. The question slightly disconcerted him. + +"I had the honour of accompanying our minister, and sharing his box." + +"Indeed! I have never had the pleasure of meeting him, and hoped to +have seen him to-day, as he fixed this hour for the arrangement of +some business details, concerning which I was advised to consult him. +One really cannot duly appreciate American liberty until one has been +trammelled by foreign formalities and Continental police quibbles." + +An incredulous smile, ambushed in his silky moustache, was reflected +in his fine eyes, as he recalled the flattering emphasis with which +she had certainly singled out his face in that vast auditory, and, +thoroughly appreciating his munificent inheritance of good looks, he +now imagined he fully interpreted her motive in desiring to ignore +the former meeting. + +"Doubtless hundreds who shared with me the delight you conferred by +your performance last night would be equally charmed to possess my +precious privilege of expressing my unbounded admiration of your +genius; but unfortunately the impression prevails that my charming +countrywoman sternly interdicts all gentleman visitors, denies access +even to the most ardent of her worshippers, and I deem myself the +most supremely favoured of men in having triumphantly crossed into +the enchanted realm of your presence. Of this flattering distinction +I confess I am very proud." + +It was a bold challenge, and sincerely he rued his rashness, when, +raising herself haughtily, she answered in a tone that made his +cheeks tingle: + +"Unfortunately your countrywoman has not studied human nature so +superficially as to fail to comprehend the snares and pitfalls which +men's egregious vanity sometimes spring prematurely; and rumour +quotes me aright, in proclaiming me a recluse when the curtain falls +and the lights are extinguished. To-day I deviated from my usual +custom in compliment to the representative of my country, who sends +you--so his card reads--'charged with an explanation of his +unavoidable absence.' As minister-extraordinary, may I venture to +remind Mr. Laurance of his errand?" + +Abashed by the scornful gleam in her keen wide eyes, he replied +hastily: + +"A telegram from Pau summoned him this morning to the bedside of a +member of his family suddenly attacked with dangerous illness, and he +desired me to assure you that so soon as he returned he would seize +the earliest opportunity of congratulating you upon your brilliant +triumph. In the interim he places at your disposal certain printed +regulations, which will supply the information you desire, and which +you will find in this envelope. May I hope, Madame, that the value of +the contents will successfully plead the pardon of the audacious, yet +sufficiently rebuked messenger?" He rose, and with a princely bow +offered the packet. + +Suffering her eyes to follow the motion of his elegantly formed +aristocratic hand, now ungloved, one swift glance showed her that +instead of the unpretending slender gold circlet she had placed on +the little finger of his left hand the day of their marriage--a ring +endeared to her, because it had been her mother's bridal pledge--he +now wore a flashing diamond, in a broad and costly setting. Almost +unconsciously her own left hand glided to the violets on her breast, +beneath which, securely fastened by a strong gold chain, she wore +the antique cameo ring, with its grinning death's head resting upon +her heart. + +Slightly inclining her head, she signed to him to place the papers on +the table, and when he had resumed his sect, she asked: + +"How long, Mr. Laurance, since you left America?" + +"Thirteen or fourteen years ago; yet the memories of my home are +fresh and fragrant as though I quitted it only yesterday." + +"Then happy indeed must have been that hearthstone, whose +rose-coloured reminiscences linger so tenderly around your heart, and +survive the attrition of a long residence in Paris. Your _repertoire_ +of charming memories tempts me almost to the verge of covetousness. +In what portion of the United States did you reside?" + +"My boyhood was spent in one of the middle States, where my estate is +located, but my collegiate life removed me to the north, whence I +came immediately abroad. My residence in Europe confirms the belief +that crossed the Atlantic with me, that in beauty, grace, and all the +nameless charms that constitute the perfect, peerless, fascinating +woman, my own country I pre-eminently bears the palm. Broad as is her +domain, and noble her civil institutions, the crowning glory of +America dwells in her lovely and gifted women." + +He had never looked handsomer than at that moment, as, slightly +bending his head in homage, his dangerously beautiful eyes rested +with an unmistakable expression upon the faultless features before +him; and watching him, a cold smile broke up the icy outline of his +companion's delicate lips: + +"American beauty might question the sincerity of a champion whose +worship is offered only at foreign shrines, and the precious oblation +of whose heart is laid on distant and strange altars." + +"Ah, Madame,--neither at foreign shrines nor strange altars, but ever +unwaveringly at the feet of my divine countrywomen. Is it needful +that I recross the ocean to bow before the reigning muse? Is it not +conceded that the brightest, loveliest planet in Parisian skies, +brought all her splendour from my western home?" + +"How you barb with keen regret the mortifying reflection that I, +alas! cannot as an American lay claim to a moiety of your chivalric +allegiance! Ill-fated Odille Orme!" + +The stinging sarcasm in the liquid voice perplexed him, and the +strange lambent light that seemed now and then to ray out of the +brilliant eyes that had never wandered from his, sent an +uncomfortable thrill over him. + +"Surely the world cannot have erred in according to my own country +the honour of your nationality?" + +"I was born upon a French ship, in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean." + +"Ah, dearest Madame! then it is no marvel that, as you have inherited +the cestus of Aphrodite, your votaries bow as blindly, as helplessly, +as those over whom your ancient Greek mother ruled so despotically. +By divine right of birth you should reign as Odille Anadyomene." + +"Madame Odille Orme has abjured the pagan æsthetics that seem to +trench rather closely upon Mr. Laurance's ethics, and shed far too +rosy an Orientalism over his mind and heart; and hopes he will not +forget her proud boast that by divine right she wears a dearer, +nobler, holier title--Odille Orme, wife and mother." + +Bolder libertinism than found shelter in Mr. Laurance's perverted +nature, would have cowered before the pure face that now leaned far +forward, with dilated, scornful eyes which seemed to run like +electric rays up and down the secret chambers of his heart. + +Involuntarily he shrank back into the depths of his chair, and mutely +questioned as on the previous night, "Where have I heard that voice +before?" + +With some difficulty he recovered himself, and said hastily: + +"Will you forgive me if I tell you frankly, that ever since I saw you +last night I have been tantalized by a vague yet very precious +consciousness that somewhere you and I have met before? When or +where, I cannot conjecture, but of one thing I am painfully certain, +we can never be strangers henceforth. Some charm in your voice, in +the expression of your eyes when as 'Amy Robsart' the loving woman +you looked so fondly into your 'Leicester's' face, awoke dim memories +that will never sleep again. Happy--enviable indeed--that Leicester +who really rules the empire of your love." + +Tightening the clasp of her palms which enclosed the little gold +locket containing the image of their child, a wintry smile broke over +her white face, lending it that mournful glimmer which fading +moonlight sheds on some silent cenotaph in a cemetery. + +"If my stage tricks of glance or tone, my carefully studied and +practised attitudes and modulations, recall some neglected memories +of your sunny past, let me hope that Mr. Laurance links me with the +holy associations that cluster about a mother's or a sister's sacred +features; reviving the earlier years, when he offered at the shrine +of friendship, of honour, and of genius, tributes too sincere to +admit the glozing varnish of fulsome, fashionable adulation, which +degrades alike the lips that utter and the ears that listen. If at +some period in the mysterious future, you, whom--because my +countryman--I reluctantly consented to receive, should really +discover a noble lovely woman before whose worth and beauty that +fickle heart you call your own utterly surrenders, and whom winning +as wife, and cherishing as only husbands can the darlings they +worship, you were finally torn away from--by inexorable death--the +only power that can part husbands and wives, then think you, Mr. +Laurance, that the universe holds a grave deep enough to keep you +quiet in your coffin--if vain heartless men profaned her sacred +widowhood by such utterances as you presume to offer me? The stage is +the arena, where in gladiatorial combat I wage my battle with the +beasts of Poverty and Want: there I receive the swelling acclamations +of triumph, or the pelting hisses of defeat; there before the +footlights where I toil for my bread, I am a legitimate defenceless +target for artistic criticism; but outside the precincts of the +theatre, I hold myself as sacred from the world as if I stood in +stone upon an altar behind some convent's bars, and as a lonely, +sorrow-stricken mother widowed of the father of my child, bereft of a +husband's tenderly jealous guardianship, I have a right to claim the +profound respect, the chivalric courtesy, which every high-toned, +honourable gentleman accords to worthy stainless women. Because as an +actress I barter my smiles and tears for food and raiment for my +fatherless child, it were not quite safe to imagine that I share the +pagan tendencies which appear to have smitten some of my countrymen +with moral leprosy." + +The words seemed to burst forth like a mountain cataract long locked +in snow, which, melting suddenly under some unseasonable fiery +influence, falls in an impetuous icy torrent, bearing the startling +chill of winter into flowery meadows, where tender verdure sown thick +with primroses and daisies smiles peacefully in summer sunshine. + +Twice the visitor half rose and essayed to speak, but that deep +steady voice bore down all interruption, and as he watched her, Mr. +Laurance just then would have given the fortune of the Rothschilds +for the privilege of folding in his own the perfect hands that lay +clasped on the marble slab. + +While her extraordinary beauty moved his heart as no other woman had +yet done, the stern bitterness of her rebuke appealed to the latent +chivalry and slumbering nobility of his worldly soul. Looking upon +his flushed handsome face, interpreting its eloquent varying +expressions by the aid of glancing lights which memory snatched from +long-gone years, she saw the struggle in his dual nature, and hurried +on, warned by the powerful magnetism of his almost invincible eyes +that the melting spell of the Past was twining its relaxing fingers +about the barred gateway of her own throbbing heart. + +"Trained in the easy school of latitudinarianism so fashionable +nowaday on both sides of the Atlantic, doubtless Mr. Laurance deems +his adopted countrywoman a nervous puritanical prude; and upon my +primitive and wellnigh obsolete ideal of social decorum and +propriety, upon my lofty standard of womanly delicacy and manly +honour, I can patiently tolerate none of the encroachments with which +I have recently been threatened. Just here, sir, permit a pertinent +illustration of the impertinence that sometimes annoys me." + +Lifting between the tips of her fingers the pretty peach-bloom-tinted +note, whose accusing characters betrayed the hand that penned it, she +continued, with an outbreak of intense and overwhelming contempt: + +"Listen, if you please, to the turbid libation which some rose-lipped +Paris, some silk-locked Sybarite poured out last night, after leaving +the theatre. Under the pretence of adding a leaf to the chaplets, won +by what he is pleased to tern 'diving dramatic genius,' this 'Jules +Duval'--let me see, I would not libel an honourable name; yes, so it +is signed--this Jules Duval, this brainless, heartless, soulless +Narcissus, with no larger sense of honour than could find ample +waltzing room on the point of a cambric needle, insolently avows his +real sentiments in language that your _valet_ might address to his +favourite _grisette_; and closes like some ardent accepted lover, +with an audacious demand for my photograph, 'to wear for ever over +his fond and loyal heart!' That is fashionable homage to my +genius--it is? I call it an insult to my womanhood! Nay--I am +ashamed to read it! 'Twould stain my cheeks, soil my lips, dishonour +your gentlemanly ears. Mr. Laurance, if ever you should become a +husband, and truly love the woman you make your wife, you will +perhaps comprehend my feelings, when some gay unprincipled gallant +profanes the sanctity of her retirement with such unpardonable, such +unmerited insolence." + +She held it up between thumb and forefinger, shaking out the pink +folds till the signature in violet ink flaunted before the violet +eyes of its owner, then, crushing it as if it were a cobweb, she +tossed it toward the window. + +Turning her head, she said in an altered and elevated tone: + +"Mrs. Waul, may I disturb you for a moment?" + +The quiet figure, clad in sober grey, and wearing a muslin cap whose +crimped ruffle enclosed in a snowy frame the benevolent wrinkled +countenance, came forward, knitting in hand, spectacles on her nose, +and for the first time the visitor became aware of her presence. + +"Please lower the curtain yonder beside the étagère, the sun shines +hot upon Mr. Laurance's brow. Then touch the bell, and order the +carriage to be ready in twenty minutes." + +Humiliated as he had never been before, Mr. Laurance resolved upon +one desperate attempt to regain the position his vanity had rashly +forfeited. Waiting until the Quaker-like _duenna_ had retreated to +her former seat, he rose and leaned across the small table, and under +his rich low voice and passionately pleading eyes the actress held +her breath and clutched the locket till its sharp edge sunk into her +quivering flesh. + +"You dismiss me as unworthy of your presence, and, acknowledging the +justice of your decree, I sincerely deplore the fatuity that prompted +the offence. Your rebuke was warranted by my foolish presumption, +and, confessing the error into which I was betrayed by your +condescending notice last night, I humbly and sorrowfully solicit +your generous forgiveness. Fervid flattering phrases sorely belie my +real character if, sinking me almost beneath your contempt, you deem +me devoid of a high sense of honour, or of chivalric devotion to +noble womanly delicacy. Madame Orme, if your unparalleled beauty, +grace, and talent bewitched me into a passing folly and vain +impertinence, for which indeed I blush, your stern reproof recalls me +to my senses, to my better nature; and I beg that upon the unsullied +word of an American gentleman, you will accept with my apology the +earnest assurance that in quitting this room I honour and revere my +matchless countrywoman far more than when I entered her noble +presence. Fashionable freedom may have demoralized my tongue, but by +the God above us, I swear it has not blackened my heart, nor deadened +my perception and appreciation of all that constitutes true feminine +refinement and purity. You have severely punished my presumptuous +vanity, and now will you not mercifully pardon a man who, finding in +you the perfect fulfilment of his prophetic dreams of lofty as well +as lovely womanhood, humbly but most earnestly craves permission to +reinstate himself in your regard; to attempt to win your esteem and +friendship, which he will value far more highly than the adoration of +any--yes, of all other women?" + +He was so near her that she saw the regular quick flutter of the blue +vein on his fair temples, and as the musical mastering voice so well +remembered and once so fondly loved stole tenderly through the dark, +lonely, dreary recesses of her desolate, aching heart, it waked for +one instant a wild, maddening temptation, an intense longing to lift +her arms, clasp them around his neck, lean forward upon his bosom, +and be at rest. + +In the weary years that followed, how bitterly she denounced and +deplored the fever of implacable revenge that held her back on that +memorable day! Verily for each of us a "Nemean Lion lies in wait +somewhere," and a lost opportunity might have cost even Hercules that +tawny skin he wore as trophy. + +Mr. Laurance saw a slow dumb motion of the pale lips that breathed no +sound to fill the verbal frame they mutely fashioned--"my husband;" +and then with a gradual drooping of the heavily lashed lids, the eyes +closed. Only until one might have leisurely counted five was he +permitted to scan the wan face in its rare beautiful repose, then +again her eyes pitiless as fate met his--so eager, so wistful--and +she too rose, confronting him with a cold proud smile. + +"I fear Mr. Laurance unduly bemoans and magnifies a mistake, which, +whatever its baleful intent, has suffered in my rude inhospitable +hands an 'untimely nipping in the bud,' and most ingloriously failed +of consummation. After to-day the luckless incident of our +acquaintance must vanish like some farthing rushlight set upon a +breezy down to mark a hidden quicksand; for in my future panorama I +shall keep no niche for mortifying painful days like this--and you, +sir, amid the rush and glow and glitter of this bewildering French +capital, will have little leisure and less inclination to recall the +unflattering failure of an attempted flirtation with a pretty but +most utterly heartless actress, who wrung her hands, and did high +tragedy, and stormed and wept for gold! Not for perfumed pink +_billets-doux_, nor yet for adulation and vows of deathless devotion +from high-born gentlemen handsome and heartless enough to serve in _Le +Musée du Louvre_ as statues of Apollo, but for gold, Mr. Laurance, +only for gold!" + +"Do not inexorably exile me--do not refuse my prayer for the +privilege of sometimes seeing you. Permit me to come here and teach +you to believe in my----" + +"_Le jeu n'en vaut pas la chandelle!_" she exclaimed, with a quick +nervous laugh that grated grievously upon his ear. + +"Madame, I implore you not to deny me the delight of an occasional +interview." + +A sudden pallor crept across his eager face, and he attempted to +touch the fair dimpled hand which, still grasping the locket, rested +upon the table. + +Aware of his purpose, she haughtily shrank back, drew herself up, and +folding her arms so tightly over her breast that the cameo ring +pressed close upon her bounding heart, she looked down on him as from +some distant height, with an intensity of quiet scorn that no +language could adequately render, that bruised his heart like +hail-stones. + +"I deny you henceforth all opportunity of sinking yourself still +deeper in my estimation, of annoying me by any future demonstrations +of a style of admiration I neither desire, appreciate, nor intend to +permit. If accident should ever thrust you again across my path, you +will do well to forget that our minister committed the blunder of +sending you here to-day. Mr. Laurance will please accept my thanks +for this package of papers, which shall be returned to-morrow to the +office of the American embassy. Resolved to forget the unpleasant +incidents of to-day, Madame Orme is compelled to bid you good-bye." + +Angry but undaunted, his eloquent eyes boldly bore up under hers, as +if in mortal challenge; and he bowed, with a degree of graceful +_hauteur_, fully equal to her own best efforts. + +"Madame's commands shall be rigidly and literally obeyed, for +Cuthbert Laurance is far too proud to obtrude his presence or his +homage on any woman; but Mrs. Orme's interdict does not include that +public realm, where she has repeatedly assured me that gold always +secures admission to her smiles, and from which no earthly power can +debar me. Watching you from the same spot, where last night you +floated like an angelic dream of my boyhood, like a glorious +revelation upon my vision and my heart, I shall defy the world to mar +the happiness in store for me, so long as you remain in Paris. A +distant but devoted worshipper, cherishing the memory of those +thrilling glances with which 'Amy Robsart' favoured me, permit me to +wish Madame Orme a pleasant ride, and good afternoon." + +He bent his handsome head low before her, and left the room less like +an exile than a conqueror, buoyed by an abiding fatalism, a fond +faith in that magnetic influence and fascination he had hitherto +successfully exerted over all, whom his wayward, fickle, fastidious +fancy had chosen to enslave. + +When the sound of his retreating footsteps was no longer audible, the +slender white-robed figure moved unsteadily across the floor, entered +the adjoining dressing-room, and locked the door. + +The play was over at last, the long tensions of nerve, the iron +strain on brain and heart, the steel manacles on memory, all snapped +simultaneously; the actress was trampled out of sight, the weak, +suffering, long-tortured woman bowed down in helpless and hopeless +agony before her desecrated mouldering altar, was alone with the dust +of her overturned and crumbling idol. + +"My husband! O God! Thou knowest--not hers--not that woman's--but +mine! all mine! My baby's father!--my Cuthbert--my own husband!" + + "Oh past! past the sweet times that I remember well! + Alas that such a tale my heart can tell! + Ah, how I trusted him! what love was mine! + How sweet to feel his arms about me twine, + And my heart beat with his! What wealth of bliss + To hear his praises; all to come to this,-- + That now I durst not look upon his face, + Lest in my heart that other thing have place-- + That which men call hate!" + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +"Nonsense, Elise! She is but a child, and I beg you will not +prematurely magnify her into a woman. There are so few unaffected, +natural children in this generation, that it is as refreshing to +contemplate our little girl's guileless purity and ingenuous +simplicity, as to gaze upon cool green meadows on a sultry, parching +August day. Keep her a child, let her alone." + +Mr. Hargrove wiped his spectacles with his handkerchief, and replaced +them on his Roman nose with the injured air of a man who, having been +interrupted in some favourite study to take cognizance of an +unexpected, unwelcome, and altogether unpleasant fact, majestically +refuses to inspect, and dogmatically waves it aside, as if to ignore +were to annihilate. + +"Now, Peyton, for a sensible man (to say nothing of the astute +philosopher and the erudite theologian), you certainly do indulge in +the most remarkable spasms of wilful, obstinate, premeditated +blindness. You need not stare so desperately at that page, for I +intend to talk to you, and it is useless to try to snub either me or +my facts. Regina is young, I know, not quite fourteen, but she is +more precocious, more mature, than many girls are at sixteen; and you +seem to forget that, having always associated with grown people, she +has imbibed their ideas and caught their expressions, instead of the +more juvenile forms of thought and speech usual in children who live +among children. She has as far outgrown jumping-ropes as you have +tops and kites, and has no more relish for fairy tales than your +reverence has for base-ball, or my Bishop here for marbles. Suppose +last October I had sprinkled a paper of lettuce-seed in the open +border of the garden, and on the same day you had sown a lot of +lettuce in the hot-beds against the brick wall, where all the +sunshine falls: would you refuse your crisp, tempting, forced salad, +because it had reached perfection so rapidity?" + +"Mother, do you intend us to understand that Regina is very tender, +and very verdant?" asked Mr. Lindsay, looking up from a grammar that +lay open before him. + +"I intend you, sir, to study your Hindustanee, and your Tamil, while +I experiment upon the value of analogical reasoning in my discussions +with your uncle. Now, Peyton, you see that child's mind has been for +nearly four years in an intellectual hotbed,--sunned in the light of +religion, moistened with the dew of philosophy, cultivated +systematically with the prongs and hoes of regular study, of example, +and precept; and, being a vigorous sprout when she was transplanted, +she has made good use of her opportunities, and, behold! early mental +salad, and very fine! You men theorize, ratiocinate, declaim, +dogmatize about abstract propositions, and finally get your feet +tangled and stumble over facts right under your noses, that women +would never fail to pick up and put aside. The soul of Thales +possesses you all, whereas we who sit at the cradle, and guide the +little tottering feet, study the ground and sweep away the +stumbling-blocks. Day after day you and Douglass discuss all kinds of +scientific theories, and quote pagan authorities and infidel systems +in the presence of Regina, who sits in her low chair over there in +the corner of the fireplace as quiet as a white mouse, listening to +every word, though 'Hans Christian Andersen' lies open on her lap, +and scarcely winking those blue eyes of hers, that are as solemn as +if they belonged to the Judges of Israel. If a child is raised in a +carpenter's shop, with all manner of sharp, dangerous often two-edged +tools scattered around in every direction, who wonders that the +little fingers are prematurely gashed and scarred? You and Douglass +imagine she is dreaming about the number of elves that dance on the +greensward on moonlight nights, or the spangles on their lace wings; +or that she is studying the latitude and longitude of the capital of +the last territory which Congress elevated to the uncertain and +tormenting dignity of nominal self-government, that once (_vide_ +'obsolete civil hallucinations') inhered in an American State; or +perhaps you believe the child is longing for a pot of sugar candy? +Then rub your eyes, you ecclesiastical bats, and let me show you the +'outcome' of all this wise and learned chat, with which you edify one +another. You know she beguiled me into giving her lessons on the +organ, as well as the piano, and yesterday when I went over to the +church at instruction hour, I was astonished at a prelude, which she +had evidently improvised. Screened from her view, I listened till she +finished playing. Of course I praised her (for really she has +remarkable talent), and asked her when she began to compose, to +improvise. Now what do you suppose she answered? A brigade of +Philadelphia lawyers could never guess. She looked at me very +steadily, and said as nearly as I can quote her words: 'I really +don't know exactly when I began, but I suppose a long time ago, when +I wore brown feathers, and went to sleep with my head under my wing, +as all nightingales do.' Said I: 'What upon earth do you mean?' She +replied: 'Why of course I mean when I was a nightingale, before I +grew to be a human being. Didn't you hear Mr. Hargrove last week +reading from that curious book, in which so many queer things were +told about transmigration, and how the soul of a musical child came +from the nightingale, the sweetest of singers? And don't you +recollect Mr. Lindsay said that Plato believed it; and that Plotinus +taught that people who lead pure lives and yet love music to excess, +go into the bodies of melodious birds when they die? Just now when I +played, I was wondering how a nightingale felt, swinging in a plum +tree all white with fragrant bloom, and watching the cattle cropping +buttercups and dandelions in the field. Mrs. Lindsay, if my soul is +not perfectly fresh and brand new, I hope it never went into a human +body before mine, because I would much lather it came straight to me +from a sweet innocent bird." + +"Surely, Elise, you are as usual, jesting?" exclaimed her brother. + +"On the contrary, I assure you I neither magnify nor embellish. I am +merely stating unvarnished facts, that you may thoroughly understand +into what fertile soil your scattered grains of learning fall. I +promise you, with moderate cultivation it will yield an +hundred-fold." + +"Mother, what did you say to her, by way of a dose of orthodoxy to +antidote the metempsychosis poison?" asked Mr. Lindsay, who could not +forbear laughing, at the astonished expression of his uncle's +countenance. + +"At first I was positively dumb, and stared at the child, very much +as I daresay Mahamaia did, when her boy Arddha-Chiddi stood upon his +feet and spoke five minutes after his entrance into this world of +woe, or when at five months of age he sat unsupported in the air. +Then I shook her, and asked if she had gone to sleep and dreamed she +was a bulbul feeding on rose leaves; whereupon she looked gravely +dignified, and when I proceeded to reason with her concerning the +absurdity of the utterly worn-out doctrine of transmigration, how do +you suppose she met me? With the information that far from being a +worn-out doctrine, learned and scientific men now living were +reviving it as the truth; and that whereas Christianity was only +eighteen hundred years old, that metempsychosis had been believed for +twenty-nine centuries, and at this day numbers more followers, by +millions, than any other religion in the world. I inquired how she +learned all this foolish fustian, and with an indescribable mixture +of pride, pity, and triumph, as if she realized that she was throwing +Mont Blanc at my head, she mentioned you two eminently evangelical +guides, from whose infallible lips she had gleaned her knowledge. As +for you, Douglass, I suggest you abandon Oriental studies, forego the +dim hope of martyrdom in India, and begin your missionary labours at +home. My dear, the Buddhist is at your own door. Now, Peyton, how do +you relish the flavour of your philosophical salad?" + +"I am afraid I have been culpably thoughtless in introducing to her +mind various doctrines and theories which I never imagined she could +comprehend, or would even ponder for a moment. Since my sight has +become so impaired and feeble, I have several times called on her to +read some articles which certainly are not healthful pabulum for a +child, and my conversations with Douglass, relative to scientific +theories, have been carried on unreservedly in her presence. I am +very glad you warned me." + +"And I am exceedingly sorry, if the effect of my mother's words +should be to hamper and cramp the exercise of Regina's faculties. +Free discussion should be dreaded only by hypocrites and fanatics, +and after all, it is the best crucible for eliminating the false from +the true. Does the contemplation of physical monstrosities engender a +predilection or affection for deformity? Does it not rather by +contrast with symmetry and perfect proportion heighten the power and +charm of the latter? The beauty of truth is never so invincible as +when confronted with sophistry or falsehood; just as youth and health +seem doubly fair and precious, in the presence of trembling +decrepitude and revolting disease." + +"Really, Bishop! I thought you had passed the sophomoric stage, and +it is a shameful waste of dialectic ammunition to throw your +antithesis at me. According to your doctrine, America ought to buy up +and import all the deformed unfortunates who are annually exposed in +China, in order that our people should properly appreciate the +superiority of sound limbs, and the value of the five senses; and +healthy young people should throng the lazarettos and alms-houses to +learn the nature of their own disadvantages. It is equally desirable +that wise men like you and Peyton should accustom yourselves to the +society of--well--I use polite diction, of imbeciles, of 'innocents,' +in order to set a true value on learning and your own astute logic?" + +"My dear little mother, you chop your logic so furiously with a broad +axe, that you darken the air with a hurricane of chips and splinters. +Like all ladies who attempt to argue, you rush into the _reductio ad +absurdum_, and find it impossible to discriminate between----" + +"Wisdom and conceit? Bless you, Bishop, observation has taught me all +the shades and delicate gradations of that difference. We women no +more mistake the latter for the former, than the gods who declined to +turn cannibal when they went to dine with Tantalus, and were offered +a fricassee of Pelops. Now I---- + +"Ceres did eat of it!" exclaimed her son, adroitly avoiding a tweak +of the ear, by throwing his head back, beyond the touch of her +fingers. + +"A wretched pagan fable, sir, with which orthodox bishops should hold +no communion. Tell me, you beardless Gamaliel, where you accumulated +your knowledge relative to the education of girls? Present us a chart +of your experience. You talk of hampering and cramping Regina's +faculties, as if I had put her brains in a pair of stays, and daily +tightened the lacers." + +"I am inclined to think the usual forms of female education have +precisely that effect. The fact is, mother, it appears that women in +this country are expected to come the reserve magazines of piety, of +religious fervour, on the certainly powerful principle that +'ignorance is the mother of devotion.' True knowledge, which springs +from fearless investigation, is a far nobler and more reliable +conservator of pure vital Christianity." + +"_Exempli gratia_, Miss Martineau and Madame Dudevant, who are +crowned heads among the _cognoscenti?_ Or perhaps you would prefer a +second 'La Pelouse,' governed by Miss Weber, who certainly agrees +with you, 'that girls are trained too delicately to allow the mind to +expand.' Illuminated and expanded by 'philosophy' and 'social +progress' she and Madame Dudevant long ago literally abjured stays, +and glory in the usurpation of vests, pantaloons, coats, and short +hair. Be pleased to fancy my Regina, my blue-eyed snowbird, shorn of +that + + 'Gloriole of ebon locks on calmed brows'! + +I would rather see her in her coffin, shrouded in a ruffled +pinafore." + +"Much as I love her, so would I; but, Elise, we will anticipate no +such dreadful destiny. She has a clear fine mind, is studious and +ambitious, but certainly not a genius, unless it be in music; and she +can be trained into a cultivated refined woman, sufficiently +conversant with the sciences to comprehend their contemporaneous +development, without threatening us with pedantry, or adopting a +style suitable to the groves of Crotona in the days of Damo, or the +abstruse mystical diction that doomed Hypatia to the mercy of the +monks. After all, why scare up a blue-stockinged ogre, which may have +no intention of depredating upon our peace; for to be really learned +is no holiday amusement in this cumulative age, and offers little +temptation to a young girl. Not long since, I found a sentence +bearing upon this subject, which impressed itself upon my mind, as +both strong and healthy: 'And by this you may recognize true +education from false. False education is a delightful thing, and +warms you, and makes you every day think more of yourself; and true +education is a deadly cold thing, with a gorgon's head on her shield, +and makes you every day think worse of yourself. Worse in two ways +also, more is the pity: it is perpetually increasing the personal +sense of ignorance, and the personal sense of fault.'" + +"In that event, may I venture to wonder where and how you and +Douglass stand in your own estimation? If quotations are _en règle_, +I can match your reverence, though unfortunately my feminine memory +is not like yours, a tireless beast of burden, and I must be allowed +to read. Here is the book close at hand, in my stocking basket. Now, +wise and gentle sirs, this is my ideal of proper, healthful, feminine +education, as contrasted with pur new-fangled method of making girls +either lay-figures for millinery, jewellery, and frizzled false hair, +or else--far more horrible still--social hermaphrodites, who storm +the posts that have been assigned to men ever since that venerable +and sacred time when 'Adam delved and Eve span,' and who, forsaking +holy home haunts, wage war against nature on account of the mistake +made in their sex, and clamour for the 'hallowed inalienable right' +to jostle and be jostled at the polls; to brawl in the market place, +and to rant on the rostrum, like a bevy of bedlamities. Now when I +begin to read, listen, and tell me frankly, whether when you both +make up your minds to present me, one a sister, the other a daughter, +you will select your wives from among quaint Evelyn's almost obsolete +type, or whether you will commit your name, affections, wardrobe, +larder, pantry and poultry to a strong-minded female 'scientist,' who +will neglect your socks and buttons, to ascertain exactly how many +_Vibriones_ and _Bacteria_ float in a drop of fluid, and when you +come home tired and very hungry, will comfort you, and nobly atone +for the injury of an ill-cooked and worse-served dinner, by regaling +your weary ears with her own ingenious and brilliant interpretation +and translation of _Ælia Lælia Crispis!_ Here is my old-fashioned +English damsel, meek as a violet, fresh as a dewy daisy, and sweet as +a bed of thyme and marjoram. 'The style and method of life are quite +changed, as well as the language, since the days of our ancestors, +simple and plain as they were, courting their wives for their +modesty, frugality, keeping at home, good housewifery, and other +economical virtues then in reputation. And when the young damsels +were taught all these at home in the country at their parents' +houses; the portion they brought being more in virtue than money, she +being a richer match than any one who could bring a million, and +nothing else to commend her. The virgins and young ladies of that +golden age put their hands to the spindle, nor disdained the needle; +were obsequious and helpful to their parents, instructed in the +management of the family, and gave presage of making excellent wives. +Their retirements were devout and religious books, their recreations +in the distillery and knowledge of plants and their virtues for the +comfort of their poor neighbours, and use of the family, which +wholesome diet and kitchen physic preserved in health. Then things +were natural, plain, and wholesome; nothing was superfluous, nothing +necessary wanted. The poor were relieved bountifully, and charity was +as warm as the kitchen, where the fire was perpetual.' Now, if Regina +were only my child, I should with some modifications train her after +this mellow old style." + +"Then I am truly thankful she is not my sister! Fancy her pretty +pearly fingers encrusted with gingerbread-dough; or her entrance into +the library heralded by the perfume of moly, or of basil and sage, +tolerable only as the familiars of a dish of sausage meat! Don't soil +my dainty white dove with the dust and soot and rank odours that +belong to the culinary realm." + +"Your white dove? Do you propose to adopt her? A month hence when you +are on your way to India, what difference can it possibly make to +you, whether she is as brown as a quail or black as a crow? Before +you come back, she will have been conscripted into the staid army of +matrons, and transmogrified into stout Mrs. Ptolemy Thomson, or lean +and careworn Mrs. Simon Smith, or worse than all, erudite Mrs. +Professor Belshazzar Brown, spelling Hercules after the learned +style, with the loss of the u, and the substitution of a k; or making +the ghost of Ulysses tear his hair, by writing the name of his +enchantress 'Kirké'!" + +As Mrs. Lindsay spoke the smile vanished from her lips, and looking +keenly at her son's countenance she detected the change that crossed +it, the sudden glow that mounted to the edge of his hair. + +Avoiding her eyes, he answered hastily: "Suppose those distinguished +gentlemen you mention chance to be scholars, _savans_, and disposed +to follow the advice of Joubert in making their matrimonial +selection: 'We should choose for a wife only the woman we should +choose for a friend, were she a man.' Think you mere habits of +domesticity, or skill in herbalism, would arrest and fix their +fancy?" + +"But, Bishop, they might consider the Talmud more venerable authority +than Joubert, and the Talmud says, so I am told: 'Descend a step in +choosing a wife; mount a step in choosing a friend.'" + +"Thank heaven! there is indeed no Salique Law in the realm of +learning. Mother, I believe one of the happiest auguries of the +future consists in the broadening views of education that are now +held by some of our ablest thinkers. If in the morning of our +religious system, St. Peter deemed it obligatory on us to be able and +'ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you a reason +of the hope that is in you,' how doubly imperative is that duty in +this controversial age, when the popular formula has been adopted, +'to doubt, to inquire, to discover;' when the hammer of the geologist +pounds into dust the idols of tradition, and the lenses of astronomy +pierce the blue wastes of space, which in our childhood we fondly +believed were the _habitat_ of cherubim and seraphim. Now, mother, if +you will only insure my ears against those pink tweezers, of which +they bear stinging recollections, I should like to explain myself." + +Mrs. Lindsay plunged her hands into the depths of her stocking +basket, and said sententiously: + +"The temple of Janus is closed." + +"What is the origin of the doctrine that erudition is the sole +prerogative of men, and that it proves as dangerous in a woman's +hands, as phosphorus or gunpowder in those of a baby----" + +"Why Eve's experience, of course. A ton of gunpowder would not have +blown up the garden of Eden more effectually, than did her light +touch upon an outside branch of the tree of knowledge. I should say +Genesis was acceptable authority to a young minister of the Gospel." + +"That is a violation of the truce, Elise. You are skirmishing with +his picket line. Go on, Douglass." + +"It is evidently a remnant of despotic barbarism, a fungoid growth +from Oriental bondage----" + +"Bishop, may I be allowed to ask if you are referring to Genesis?" + +"Dear little mother, I refer to the popular fallacy, that in the same +ratio that you thoroughly educate women, you unfit them for the holy +duties of daughter, wife, and mother. Is there an inherent antagonism +between learning and womanliness?" + +"Indeed, dear, how can I tell? I am not a 'Della-Cruscan.' I only +'strain' milk into my dairy pans." + +"Elise, do be quiet. You break the thread of his argument." + +"Then it is entirely too brittle to hold the ponderous propositions +he intends to string upon it. Proceed, my son." + +"Are we to accept the unjust and humiliating dogma that the more +highly we cultivate feminine intellect, the more un-feminine, +unlovely, unamiable the individual certainly becomes? Is a woman +sweeter, more gentle, more useful to her family and friends, because +she is unlearned? Does knowledge exert an acidulating influence upon +female temper, or produce an ossifying effect on female hearts? Is +ignorance an inevitable concomitant of refinement and delicacy? +Does the knowledge of Greek and Latin cast a blight over the +flower-garden, or a mildew in the pantry and linen closet; or +do the classics possess the power of curdling all the milk of +human-kindness, all the streams of tender sympathy in a woman's +nature, as rennet coagulates a bowl of sweet milk? Can an +acquaintance with literature, art, and science so paralyze a lady's +energies, that she is rendered utterly averse to and incapable of +performing those domestic offices, those household duties, so +pre-eminently suited to her slender, dexterous busy little fingers? +Why, my own wise precious little mother is a living refutation +of so grossly absurd and monstrous a dogma! Have not you boxed my +ears, because, when stumbling through the 'Anabasis,' my Greek +pronunciation tortured your fastidious and correct taste? Did not you +tell me that you read nearly the whole of Sallust by spreading the +book open on the dairy shelf while you churned, thus saving time? And +did not that same sweet golden butter, made under the shadow of a +Latin dictionary, win you the State Fair Premium, of that very silver +cup, from which I drank my milk, as long as I wore knee-pants and +round jackets? Was it not my father's fond boast that his wife's +proficiency in music was equalled only by her wonderful skill in +making muffins, pastry, and _omelette soujflée?_" + +With genuine chivalric tenderness in look and tone he inclined his +head; but though a tear certainly glistened in Mrs. Lindsay's bright +eyes, she answered gayly: + +"Am I Cerberus, to be coaxed and cheated by a well-buttered sop of +flattery? Return to your mutton, reverend sir, and know that I am +incorruptible, and disdain to betray my cause for your thirty pieces +of potent praise." + +"I think," said Mr. Hargrove, taking a bunch of cherries from the +fruit-stand on the library table,--"I think the whole matter may be +resolved into this; the ambitious clamours and Amazonian excesses of +this epoch, are the inevitable consequence of the rigid tyranny of +former ages; which sternly banished women to the numbing darkness of +an intellectual night, denying them the legitimate and natural right +of developing their faculties by untrammelled exercise. This belief +in feminine inferiority is still expressed in Mohammedan lands, by +the custom of placing a slate or tablet of marble on a woman's grave, +while on that of men a pen or penholder is laid, to indicate that +female hearts are mere tablets, on which man writes whatever pleases +him best. In sociology, as well as physics and dynamics,--the angle +of reflection is always equal to the angle of incidence,--the +psychologic rebound is ever in proportion to the mental pressure; one +extreme invariably impinges upon the opposite,--and when the pendulum +has reached one end of the arc, it must of necessity swing back to +the other. In all social revolutions the moderate and reasonable +concessions which might have appeased the discontent in its +incipiency are gladly tendered much too late in the contest, when the +insurgents stung by injustice and conscious of their grievances, +refuse all temperate compromise, and run riot. This woman's-rights +and woman's-suffrage abomination is no suddenly concocted social +bottle of yeast: it has been fermenting for ages, and, having finally +blown out the cork, is rapidly leavening the mass of female +malcontents." + +"But, Uncle Peyton, you surely discriminate between a few noisy +ambitious sciolists who mistake lyceum notoriety for renown, and the +noble band of delicate, refined women whose brilliant attainments in +the republic of letters are surpassed only by their beautiful +devotion to God, family, and home? Fancy Mrs. Somerville demanding a +seat in Parliament, or Miss Herschel elbowing her way to the +hustings! Whose domestic record is more lovely in its pure +womanliness than Hannah More's, or Miss Mitford's, or Mrs. +Browning's? who wears deathless laurels more modestly than Rosa +Bonheur? It seems to me, sir, that it is not so much the amount as +the quality of the learning that just now ought to engage attention. +I see that one of the ablest and strongest thinkers of the day has +handled this matter in a masterly way, and with your permission I +should like to read a passage: 'In these times the educational tree +seems to me to have its roots in the air, its leaves and flowers in +the ground; and I confess I should very much like to turn it upside +down, so that its roots might be solidly embedded among the facts of +Nature, and draw thence a sound nutriment for the foliage and fruit +of literature and of art. No educational system can have a claim to +permanence, unless it recognizes the truth that education has two +great ends, to which everything else must be subordinated. One of +these is to increase knowledge; the other is to develop the love of +right and the hatred of wrong. At present, education is almost +entirely devoted to the cultivation of the power of expression, and +of the sense of literary beauty. The matter of having anything to say +beyond a hash of other people's opinions, or of possessing any +criterion of beauty, so that we may distinguish between the God-like +and the devilish, is left aside as of no moment. I think I do not err +in saying that if science were made the foundation of education, +instead of being at most stuck on as cornice to the edifice, this +state of things could not exist.' Such is the system I should like to +see established in our own country." + +"Provided you could reply upon the moderation of the teachers; for +unless wisely and temperately inculcated, this system would soon make +utter shipwreck of the noblest interests of humanity. For many years +I have watched attentively the doublings of this fox, and while I +yield to no man in solemn fidelity to truth, I want to be sure that +what I accept as such, is not merely old error under new garbs, only +a change of disguising terms. Science has its fetich, as well has +superstition, and abstruse terminology does not always conceal its +stolid gross proportions. The complete overthrow and annihilation of +the belief in a personal, governing, prayer-answering God, is the end +and aim of the gathering cohorts of science, and the sooner masking +technicalities are thrown aside the better for all parties. +Scientific research and analysis, nobly brave, patient, tireless, and +worthy of all honour and gratitude, have manipulated, decomposed, and +then integrated the universal clay, but despite microscope and +telescope, chemical analysis, and vivisection, they can go no further +than the whirring of the Potter's wheel, and the Potter is nowhere +revealed. The moulding Creative hand and the plastic clay are still +as distinct, as when the gauntlet was first flung down by proud +ambitious constructive science. Animal and vegetable organisms have +been analyzed, and 'the idea of adaptation developed into the +conception that life itself, "is the definite combination of +heterogeneous changes, both simultaneous and successive in +correspondence with external co-existence and sequences."' Now to the +masses who are pardonably curious concerning this problem of +existence, is this result perfectly satisfactory? The 'Physical basis +of life' has been driven into a corner, hunted down, seized at last, +and over the heads of an eager, panting, chasing generation, is +triumphantly dangled this 'Scientific Fox' brush, 'Nucleated +Protoplasm, the structural unit!' But how or whence sprang the laws +of 'Protein'? Hatred of certain phrases is more bitter than of the +principles they express, and because theologians cling to the words +God,' Creative Acts, Divine Wisdom, Providential Adaptation, +scientists declare them the _dicta_ of ignorance, superstition, and +tradition, and demand that we shall bow before their superior wisdom, +and substitute such terms as 'Biogenesis,' 'Abiogenesis,' and +'Xenogenesis.' But where is the economy of credulity? The problems +are only crowded by a subtle veil of learned or scientific verbiage, +and their solution does not induce the expenditure of faith. The +change of names is not worth the strife, for the Clay and the Potter +are still distinct, and He who created cosmic laws cannot reasonably +or satisfactorily be confounded with, or merged in His own statutes. +Creeds, theories, systems are not valuable because they are religious +and traditional, or because they are scientific or philosophical, but +solely on account of their truth. So, Douglass, I am not sure that +your essentially scientific method will teach Regina any more real +wisdom in ethics, or in Ætiolgy, than her great-grandmother +possessed." + +"You forget, Uncle Peyton, that in this rapidly advancing age only +improved educational systems will enable men and women to appreciate +the importance of its discoveries." + +"My dear boy, are sudden and violent changes always synonymous with +advancement? Is transition inevitably improvement? Was the social +status of Paris after the revolution of 1790 an appreciable progress +from the morals, religious or political, that existed in the days of +Fenelon? In mechanical, agricultural, and chemical departments the +march is indeed nobly on and upward, the discoveries and improvements +are vast and wonderful, and for these physical material blessings we +are entirely indebted to Science, toiling, heroic, and truly +beneficent Science. In morals, public or private--religion, national +or individual--or in civil polity, have we advanced? Has liberty of +action kept pace with liberty of opinion? Are Americans as truly free +to-day as they certainly were fifty years ago? In æsthetics do we +surpass Phidias and Praxiteles, Raphael and Michael Angelo? Is our +music more perfect than Pergolesi's or Mozart's? Can we exhibit any +marvels of architecture that excel the glory of Philæ, Athens, +Pæstum, and Agra? Are wars less bloody, or is crime less rampant? Our +arrogant assumption of superiority is sometimes mournfully rebuked. +For instance, one of the most eminent and popular scientists of +England emphasised his views on the necessity of 'improving natural +knowledge,' by ascribing the great plague of 1664, and the great fire +of 1666--which in point of population and of houses, nearly swept +London from the face of the globe--to ignorance and neglect of +sanitary laws, and to the failure to provide suitable organizations +for the suppression of conflagrations. He proudly asserted that the +recurrence of such catastrophes is now prohibited by scientific +arrangements 'that never allow even a street to burn down,' and that +'it is the improvement of our own natural knowledge which keeps back +the plague.' I think I am warranted in the assumption that our +American Fire Departments, Insurance Companies, and Boards of Health +are quite as advanced, progressive, and scientific as similar +associations in Great Britain; yet the week after I read his +argument, an immense city lay almost in ruins; and ere many months +passed, several towns and districts of our land were scourged, +desolated by pestilence so fatal, so unconquerable, that the horrors +of the plague were revived, and the living were scarcely able to +sepulchre the dead. Now and then we have solemn admonitions of the +Sisyphian tendency of the attempt so oft defeated, so persistently +renewed to banish a Personal and Ruling God, and substitute the +scientific fetich, 'Force and Matter,' 'Natural Law,' 'Evolution,' or +'Development.' While I desire that the basis of Regina's education +shall be sufficiently broad, liberal, and comprehensive, I intend to +be careful what doctrines are propounded; for unfortunately all who +sympathize with the atheism of Comte, have not his noble frankness, +and fail to print as he did on his title-page: + + '_Réorganiser sans Dieu ni roi, + Par le culte systematique + de l'Humanité_.'" + +"Oh, Peyton! what fearfully, selfishly long sentences you and +Douglass inflict upon each other, and upon me! The colons and +semicolons gather along the lines of conversation like an army of +martyrs, and to my stupidly weary ears that last, that final period, +was a most 'sweet boon'--a crowning blessing. If Regina's nightingale +soul is to be vexed by such disquisitions as those from which you +have been quoting, I must say it made a sorry bargain in exchanging +brown feathers for pink flesh, and would have had a better time +trilling madrigals in some hawthorn thicket or myrtle grove. I see +plainly I might as well carry my dear old Evelyn--fragrant with +mint and marjoram--back upstairs, and wrap it up in ancient +camphor-scented linen, and put it away tenderly to sleep its last +sleep in the venerable cedar chest, where my grandfather's huge +knee-buckles, and my great-grandmother's yellow brocaded silk-dress, +with its waist the length of my little finger, and the sleeves as +wide as a balloon. Gentlemen, permit me one parting paragraph, +before I write 'finis' on this matter of education, and 'hereafter +for ever hold my peace.' Be it distinctly understood, 'by these +presents,' that if that child Regina grows up a blue-stocking, or a +metempsychosist, a scientist or a freedom-shrieker, a professor of +physics or a practitioner of physic, judge of a court or mayor of a +city, biologist, sociologist, heathen or heretic, it will be no work +or wish of mine; for to each and all of these threatened, progressive +abominations, I, Elise Lindsay, do hold up clean hands, and cry, +Avaunt!" + +"I thought my sister had long since learned that borrowing trouble +necessitated the payment of usurious interest? Just now our little +girl carries no gorgon's head; let her alone. The most imperatively +demanded change in our system of female training, is the addition of +a few years in which to work. American girls are turned out upon +society when they should be beginning their apprenticeship under +their mothers' eyes in all household arts and sciences; and they are +wives and mothers before they are able physically, mentally, or +morally to appreciate the sacred, solemn responsibilities that inhere +in such positions. If our girls pursued methodically all the branches +of a liberal and classical education, including domestic economy, +until they were at least twenty, how much misery would be averted! +how many more really elegant interesting women would be added to the +charm of society, usefulness to country, happiness and sanctity of +home! Had I means to bestow in such enterprises, I should +like to endow some institution, and stipulate for a chair of +household-arts-and-sciences-and-home-duties; and Regina should not go +into general society until she had graduated therein." + +"Not another word of conspiracy against my little maid's peace! Lean +forward a little, Peyton, and look at her yonder, coming along the +rose-walk. See how the pigeons follow her. She has been gathering +raspberries, and I promised she should make all she could pick into +jelly for poor old Tobitha Meggs. How pure and fair she looks in her +white dress! Dear little thing! Sometimes I am wicked enough to wish +she had no mother, for then she would be wholly ours, and we could +keep her always. Listen, she is singing Schubert's '_Ave Maria_'." + +After a moment's silence Mrs. Lindsay rose, and, passing her arm +around her son's neck, leaned her cheek against his head, as he sat +near his uncle, and looking through the open door at the slowly +approaching figure. + +"Bishop, if I were an artist, I would paint her as a priestess at +Ephesus, chanting a hymn to Diana; and instead of Hero and the +pigeons, place brown deer and spotted fawns on mossy banks in the +background." + +"Pooh! What a hopeless pagan you are, Elise? If I were a sculptor I +would chisel a statue of purity, and give it her countenance." + +And Mr. Lindsay smiled in his mother's face, and said only for her +ear: + +"Do not her eyes entitle her to be called Glaukopis?" + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +The long sultry August day was drawing to a close, and those who had +found the intense heat almost unendurable watched with delight the +slow hands of the clock, whose lagging fingers finally pointed to +five. The sky seemed brass, the atmosphere a blast from Tophet; and +the sun, still standing at some distance above the horizon, glared +mercilessly down over the panting parched: earth, as if a recent and +unusually copious shower of "meteoric cosmical matter" had fallen +into the solar furnace, and prompted it by increased incandescence to +hotly deny the truth of Helmholtz's assertion: "The inexorable laws +of mechanics show that the store of heat in the sun must be finally +exhausted." Certainly to those who had fanned themselves through the +tedious torture long remembered as the "hot Sunday," the +science-predicted period of returning glaciers and polar snows where +palms and lemons now hold sway, seemed even more distant than the +epoch suggested by the speculative. In proportion to the elevation of +the mercurial vein which mounted to and poisoned itself at 100 +degrees, the religious, the devotional, pulse sank lower, almost to +zero; consequently, although circumstances of unusual interest +attracted the congregation to the church, where Mr. Lindsay intended +to preach his farewell sermon, only a limited number had braved the +heat to shake hands with the young minister, who ere another sunrise +would have started on his long journey to the pagan East. + +At the parsonage it had been a sad day, sad despite the grave +serenity of Mr. Hargrove, the quiet fortitude of Mr. Lindsay, and the +desperate attempts of the mother to drive back tears, compose +fluttering lips, and steady the tones of her usually cheerful voice. +For several days previous, Mr. Hargrove had been quite indisposed, +and as his nephew would leave home at eleven p.m., the customary +Sunday night service had been omitted. + +As the afternoon wore away, the family trio assembled on the shaded +end of the north verandah, and with intuitive delicacy, Regina shrank +from intruding on the final interview which appeared so sacred. + +Followed by Hero, she went through the shrubbery, and down a walk +bordered with ancient cedars, which led to a small gate that opened +into the adjoining churchyard. + +In accordance with a custom long since fallen hopelessly into +desuetude, but prevailing when the venerable church was erected, it +had been placed in the centre of a spacious square, every yard of +which had subsequently become hallowed as the last resting-place of +families who had passed away, since the lofty spire rose like a huge +golden finger pointing heavenward. An avenue of noble elms led from +the iron gate to the broad stone steps; and on either side and +behind the church swelled the lines of mounds, some white with +marble, some green with turf, now and then a heap of mossy +shells--not a few gay with flowers--all scrupulously free from weeds, +and those most melancholy symptoms of neglect, which even in public +cemeteries too often impress the beholder with gloomy premonitions of +his own inevitable future, and recall the solemn admonition of the +Talmud: "Life is a passing shadow. Is it the shadow of a tower, or of +a tree? A shadow that prevails for a while? No, it is the shadow of a +bird in his flight,--away flies the bird, and there remains neither +bird nor shadow." + +Has the profoundly religious sentiment of reverence for the domains +of death lost or gained by the modern practice of municipal monopoly +of the right of sepulture? Who, amid the pomp and splendour of +Greedwood or Mount Auburn, where human vanity builds its own proud +monument in the mausoleums of the dead,--who, in hurrying along the +broad and beautiful avenues thronged with noisy groups of chattering +pedestrians, and with gay equipages that render the name "City of +silence" a misnomer, converting it into a _quasi_ Festa ground, a +scene for subdued Sunday _Fête Champêtre_,--who, passing from these +magnificent city cemeteries, into some primitive old-fashioned +churchyard, such as that of V----, has not suddenly been almost +overpowered by the contrast presented: the deep brooding solemnity, +the holy hush, the pervading indwelling atmosphere of true sanctity +that distinguishes the latter? + +Could any other than the simple ancient churchyard of bygone days +have suggested that sweetest, purest, noblest elegy in our mother +tongue? Do not our hearts yearn with an intense and tender longing +toward that church, at whose font we were baptized, at whose +communion-table we reverently bowed, before whose altar we breathed +the marriage vows, from whose silent chancel we shall one day be +softly and slowly borne away to our last, long sleep? Why not lay us +down to rest, where the organ that pealed at our wedding and sobbed +its requiem over our senseless clay may still breathe its loving +dirges across our graves in winter's leaden storms, or in fragrant +amber-aired summer days? Would worldly vampires, such as political or +financial schemes, track a man's footsteps down the aisle, and flap +their fatal numbing pinions over his soul so securely even in the +Sanctuary of the Lord, if from his family pew his eyes wandered now +and then to the marble slab that lay like a benediction over the +silver head of an honoured father or mother, or the silent form of a +beloved wife, sister, or brother? + +Is there a woman so callous, so steeped in folly, that the tinsel of +Vanity Fair, the paraphernalia of fashion, or all the thousand small +fiends that beleaguer the female soul, could successfully lure her +imagination from holy themes, when sitting in front of the pulpit, +she yet sees through the open windows where butterflies like happy +souls flutter in and out the motionless chiselled cenotaph that rests +like a sentinel above the pulseless heart that once enshrined her +image, called her wife, and beat in changeless devotion against her +own; or the little grassy billow sown thick with violets that speak +to her of the blue eyes beneath them, where in dreamless slumber that +needs no mother's cradling arms, no maternal lullaby, reposes the +waxen form, the darling golden head of her long-lost baby? What spot +so peculiarly suited for "God's acre" as that surrounding God's +temple? + +A residence of dearly four years' duration at the parsonage had +rendered this quiet churchyard a favourite retreat with Regina, and, +divesting the graves of all superstitious terrors, had awakened in +her nature only a most profound and loving reverence for the +precincts of the dead. + +To-day, longing for some secluded spot in which to indulge the +melancholy feelings that oppressed her, she instinctively sought the +church, yielding unconscious homage to its hallowed and soothing +influence. Passing slowly and carefully among the head-stones, she +went into the church, to which she had access at all times by a key, +which enabled her to enter at will and practise on the small organ +that was generally used in Sabbath-school music. + +Fancying that it might be cooler in the gallery, she ascended to the +organ loft, and while Hero stretched himself at her feet, she sat +down on one of the benches close to the open window that looked +toward the mass of trees which so completely embowered the parsonage, +that only one ivy-crowned chimney was visible. Low in the sky, and +just opposite the tall arched window behind the pulpit, the sun +burned like a baleful Cyclopean eye, striking through a mass of ruby +tinted glass that had been designed to represent a lion, and other +symbols of the Redeemer, who soared away above them. + +Are there certain subtle electrical currents sheathed in human flesh +that link us sometimes with the agitated reservoirs of electricity +trembling in the bosom of yet distant clouds? Do not our own highly +charged nervous batteries occasionally give the first premonition of +coming thunderstorms? Long before the low angry growl that came +suddenly from some lightning lair in the far south, below the +sky-line, Regina anticipated the approaching war of elements, and +settled herself to wait for it. + +Not until to-day had she realized how much of the pleasure of her +life at the parsonage was derived from the sunny presence and +sympathizing companionship which she was now about to lose, +certainly for many years, probably for ever. + +Although Mr. Lindsay's age doubled her own, he had entered so fully +into her fancies, humoured so patiently her girlish caprices, with +such tireless interest aided her in her studies, that she seemed to +forget his seniority, and treated him with the quiet affectionate +freedom which she would have indulged toward a young brother. Next to +the memory of her mother, she probably gave him the warmest place in +her heart, but she was a remarkably reserved, composed, and +undemonstrative child, by no means addicted to caresses, and only in +moments of deep feeling betrayed into an impulsive passionate +gesture, or a burst of emotion. + +Sincerely attached to the entire household, who had won not merely +her earnest gratitude, but profound respect and admiration, she was +conscious of a peculiar clinging tenderness for Mr. Lindsay, which +rendered the prospect of his departure the keenest trial that had +hitherto overtaken her; and when she thought of the immense distance +that must soon divide them, the laborious nature of the engagement +that would detain him perhaps a lifetime in the far East, her own dim +uncertain future looked dark and dreary. The blazing sun went down at +last, the fiery radiance of the pulpit window faded, and the birds +that frequented the quiet sheltered enclosure sought their perches in +the thickest foliage where they were wont to sleep. But there was no +abatement of the heat. The air was sulphurous, and its inspiration +was about as refreshing as a draught from Phlegethon; while the +distant occasional growl had grown into a frequent thunderous +muttering that deepened with every repetition, and already began to +shake the windows in its reverberations. Two ladies in deep mourning, +who had been hovering like black spectres around a granite +sarcophagus, where they deposited and arranged the customary Sabbath +arkja of white flowers, concluded their loving tribute to the +sleeper, and left the churchyard; and save the continual challenge +of the thunder drawing nearer, the perfect stillness ominous and +dread, which always precedes a violent storm, seemed brooding in +fearful augury above the home of the dead. + +With one foot resting on Hero's neck, Regina sat leaning against the +window facing, very pale, but bravely fighting this her first great +battle with sorrow. Her face was eloquent with mute suffering, and +her eyes were full of shadows that left no room for tears. + +"Going away to India, perhaps for ever!" was the burden of this woe +that blanched even her lovely coral lips until their curves were lost +in the pallor of her rounded cheek and dimpled chin. "Going away to +India;" like some fateful rune presaging dire disaster, it seemed +traced in characters of flame across the glowing sky, and over the +stony monuments that studded the necropolis. + +Suddenly Hero lifted his head, sniffed the air, and rose, and almost +simultaneously Regina heard the sound of footsteps on the gravel +outside, and the low utterances of a voice which she recognized as +Hannah's. + +"I never told you before, because I was afraid that in the end you +would cheat me out of my share of the profit. But I have watched and +waited, and bided my time as long as I intend to, and I am too old to +work as I have done." + +"It seems to me a queer thing you have hid it so long, so many years, +when you might have turned it into gold. The old General ought to pay +well for the paper. Let's see it." + +The response was in a man's voice, harsh and discordant, and, leaning +slightly forward, Regina saw the old servant from the parsonage +standing immediately beneath the window, fanning herself with her +white apron, and earnestly conversing in subdued tones with a +middle-aged man, whose flushed and rather bloated face still retained +traces of having once been, though in a coarse style, handsome. In +length of limb, and compact muscular development he appeared an +athlete, a very son of Anak; but habitual dissipation had set its +brutalizing stamp upon his countenance, and the expression of the +inflamed eyes and sensuous mouth was sinister and forbidding, as if a +career of vice had left the stain of irremediable ruin on his swarthy +face. + +As he concluded his remark and stretched out his hand, Hannah laughed +scornfully. + +"Do you take me for a fool? Who else would travel around with a match +and a loaded fuse in the same pocket? I haven't it with me; it is too +valuable to be carried about. The care of that scrap of paper has +tormented me all these years, worse than the tomb devils did the +swine that ran down into the sea to cool off; and if I have changed +its hiding-place once, I have twenty times. If the old General +doesn't pay well for it, I shall gnaw off my fingers, on account of +the sin it has cost me. I was an honest woman and could have faced +the world until that night--so many years ago; and since then I have +carried a load on my soul that makes me--even Hannah Hinton, who +never flinched before man or woman or beast--a coward, a quaking +coward! Sin stabs courage, lets it ooze out, as a knife does blood. +Don't bully me, Peleg! I won't bear it. Jeer me if you dare." + +"Never fear, Aunt Hannah. I have no mind to do theatre on a small +scale, and show you Satan reproving sin. After all, what is your bit +of _petit larceny_, your thin slice of theft, in comparison with my +black work? But really I don't in the least begrudge my sins, if only +I might have my revenge,--if I could only get Minnie in my power." + +"Bah! don't sicken me with any more of the Minnie dose! I hate the +name as I do small-pox or cholera. A pretty life you have led, +dancing after her, as an outright fool might after the pewter-bells +on a baby's rattle!" + +"You women can't understand how a man feels when his love changes to +hate; and yet you ought to know all about it, for when you do turn +upon one another you never let go. Aunt Hannah, I loved her better +than everything else upon the broad earth; I would have kissed the +dust where she walked; I always loved her, and she was fond of me, +until that college dandy came between us, and made a fool of her, a +villain of me. When she forsook me, and followed him off, I swore I +would be revenged. There is tiger blood in me, and when I am +thoroughly stirred up I never cool. It is a long, long time since I +lost her trail--soon after the child was born, and eight years ago I +almost gave up and went to Cuba; but if I can only find the track, I +will follow it till I hunt her down. I never received your letters, +or I would have hurried back. Where is Minnie now?" + +"That is more than I know, but I think somewhere in Europe. The +letters are always sent to a lawyer in New York, who directs them to +her. I have tried in every way to find out, but they are all too +smart for me." + +"Why don't you pump the child?" + +"Haven't I? And gained about as much as if I had put a handle on the +side of a lump of cast iron, and pumped. She is closer than sealing +wax, and shrewder than a serpent. If you pumped her till the stars +fell, you would not get an air-bubble, She can neither be scared nor +coaxed." + +"Where is the paper?" + +"Safely buried here, among the dead." + +"What folly! Don't you know the dampness will destroy it? Pshaw! you +have ruined everything." + +"See here, Peleg, all the brains of the family did not lodge in your +skull; and I guess I was wiser at your age than you will be at mine. +The paper was safe and sound when I looked at it a month ago, and it +is wrapped up in oil-silk, then in cotton, and kept in a thick tin +box." + +"When can I see it? Suppose you get it now?" + +"In daylight? You may depend on my steering clear of detection, no +matter what comes. I would take it up to-night, but there is going to +be an awful storm. Do you hear how the thunder keeps bellowing down +yonder, under that dark line crossing the south? There will be wild +work pretty soon; it has been simmering all day, and when it begins +it won't be child's play. Even the marble slabs on the graves are +hot, and the ground scorched my feet, as if Satan and his fires had +burnt through all but a thin crust. I never was afraid of the devil +until my sin brought me close to him. I want to finish this business, +and before day to-morrow I will come over here and dig up my box. +There will be dim moonlight by three o'clock, and if it should be +cloudy, I can shut my eyes and find the place. I tell you, Peleg, I +am sick and tired of this dirty work; and sometimes I think I am no +better than a hyena prowling among dead men's bones. Come around to +the cowshed in the morning, about seven o'clock, when the family will +be in the library holding prayers; and when I go to milk, I will +bring you the paper. Only to look at, to read over, mind you! It +doesn't leave my hands, until the old General's gold jingles in my +pocket. Then he is welcome to it, and Minnie may suffer the +consequences; and you and I will divide the profits. I want to go +away and rest with my sister Penelope the remainder of my life, and +though the family here beg me to stay, I have already given notice +that I intend to stop work next month." + +"Very well, don't fail me; I am as anxious to close up the job as you +possibly can be. I should like to see the child, Minnie's child; but +I might spoil everything if she looks like her mother. Good-bye till +to-morrow." + +The two walked away, one passing down the avenue of elms out into the +street. The other sauntered in the direction of the parsonage, but +ere she reached the small gate, Hannah turned aside to a low iron +railing that enclosed two monuments; a marble angel with expanded +wings standing above a child's grave, and a broken column wreathed +with sculptured ivy, placed on a mound covered with grass. Just +behind the former and close to the railing, rose a noble Lombardy +poplar that towered even above the elms, and at its base a mass of +periwinkle and ground ivy ran hither and thither in luxuriant +confusion, clasping a few ambitious tendrils even about the ancient +trunk. + +Over the railing leaned Hannah, peering down for several moments, at +the lush green creepers, then she walked on to the parsonage gate, +and disappeared. + +Watching her movements, Regina readily surmised that somewhere near +that tree the paper was secreted; and she was painfully puzzled to +unravel the thread that evidently linked her with the mystery. + +"I am the child she spoke of, and she has tried again and again to +'pump' me, as she called it. 'Minnie' must mean my mother; but that +is not her name. Odilie Orphia Orme never could be twisted into +'Minnie;' and that coarse, common, low, wicked man never could have +dared to love my own dear beautiful proud mother! There must be some +dreadful mistake. Somebody is wrong; but not mother,--no, no--never +my mother! Once she wrote that she was forced to keep some things +secret, because she had bitter enemies; and this man must be one of +them, for he said he would hunt her down. But he shall not! Was it +Providence that brought them here to talk over their wicked schemes +where I could hear them? Oh if I only knew all! Mother--mother! you +might trust your child! I can't believe that I am ignorant even of my +mother's name. Surely she never was that red-faced man's 'Minnie'!" + +Covering her face with her hands, she shuddered at the familiar +mention by profane lips of one so hallowed in her estimation, and +this vague threatening of danger to her mother sufficed for a time to +divert her thoughts from the sorrow that for some days past had +engrossed her mind. + +Knowing the affection and confidence with which Hannah had always +been treated by the members of the family, and the great length of +time she had so faithfully served in the parsonage household, Regina +was shocked at the discovery of her complicity in a scheme which she +admitted had made her dishonest. Only two days before she had heard +Mrs. Lindsay lamenting that misfortunes never came single, for as if +Douglass's departure were not disaster enough for one year, Hannah +must even imagine that she felt symptoms of dropsy and desired to go +away somewhere in Iowa or Minnesota, where she could rest, and be +nursed by her relatives. + +This announcement heightened the gloom that already impended, and +various attempts had been made by Mr. Hargrove and his sister to +induce Hannah to reconsider her resolution. But she obstinately +maintained that she was "a worn-out old horse, who ought to be turned +out to pasture in peace the rest of her days;" yet, notwithstanding +her persistency, she evinced much distress at her approaching +separation from the family, and never alluded to it without a flood +of tears. + +What would the members of the household think when they discovered +how mistaken all had been in her real character? But had she a right +to betray Hannah to her employer? Perhaps the paper had no connection +with the parsonage, and no matter whom else she might have wronged, +Hannah had faithfully served the pastor, and repaid his kindness by +devotion to his domestic interests. Regina's nature was generous as +well as just, and she felt grateful to Hannah for many small favours +bestowed on herself, for a uniform willingness to oblige or assist +her, as only servants have it in their power to do. + +Sweetening reminiscences of caramels and crullers, of parenthetic +patty-pancakes not ordered or expected on the parsonage bill of fare, +pleaded pathetically for Hannah, and were ably supported by +recollections of torn dresses deftly darned, of unseasonably and +unreasonably soiled white aprons, which the same skilful hands had +surreptitiously washed and fluted before the regular day for +commencing the laundry work, all of which now made clamorous and +desperate demands on the girl's gratitude and leniency. So complete +had been her trust in Hannah that her reticence concerning her mother +sprang solely from Mr. Hargrove's earnest injunction that she would +permit no one to question her upon the subject; consequently she had +very tenderly intimated to the old woman that she was not at liberty +to discuss that matter with any one. + +"She is going away very soon, bearing a good character. Would it be +right for me to disgrace her in her old age, by telling Mr. Hargrove +what I accidentally overheard? If I only knew 'Minnie' meant mother, +I could be sure this paper did not refer to Mr. Hargrove, and then I +should see my way clearly; for they both said 'old General,' and no +one calls Mr. or Dr. Hargrove 'General.' I only want to do what is +right." + +As she lifted her face from her hands she was surprised at the sudden +gloom that since she last looked out had settled like a pall over the +sky, darkening the church, rendering even the monuments indistinct. + +Hero began to whine and bark, and, starting from her seat, Regina +hurried toward the steps leading down from the organ-loft. Ere she +reached them a fearful sound like the roaring of a vast flood broke +the prophetic silence, then a blinding lurid flash seemed to wrap +everything in flame; there was simultaneously an awful detonating +crash, as if the pillars of the universe had given way, and the +initial note ushered in the thunder-fugue of the tempest, that raged +as if the Destroying Angel rode upon its blast. + +In the height of its fury it bowed the ancient elms as if they were +mere reeds, and shook the stone church to its foundations as a giant +shakes a child's toy. + +Frightened by the trembling of the building, Regina began to descend +the stairs, guided by the incessant flashes of lightning, but when +about half-way down a terrific peal of thunder so startled her that +she missed a step, grasped at the balustrade but failed to find it, +and rolled helplessly to the floor of the vestibule. Stunned and mute +with terror, she attempted to rise, but her left foot, crushed under +her in the fall, refused to serve her, and with a desperate instinct +of faith she crawled through the inside door and down the aisle, +seeking refuge at the altar of God. Dragging the useless member, she +reached the chancel at last, and as the lightning showed her the +railing, she laid herself down, and clasped the mahogany balusters in +both hands. + +In the ghastly electric light she saw the wild eyes of the lion in +the pulpit window glaring at her,--but over all the holy smile of +Christ, as, looking down in benediction, He soared away heavenward; +and above the howling of the hurricane rose her cry to Him who +stilleth tempests, and saith to wind and sea, "Peace, be still!": "O +Jesus! save me, that I may see my mother once more!" + +She imagined there was a lull, certainly the shrieking of the gale +seemed to subside, but only for half a moment, and in the doubly +fierce renewal of elemental strife, amid deafening peals if thunder +and the unearthly glare that preceded each reverberation, there came +other sounds more appalling, and as the church rocked and quivered +some portion of the ancient edifice fell, adding its crash to the +diapason of the storm. + +Believing that the roof was falling upon her, Regina shut her eyes, +and in after years she recalled vividly two sensations that seemed +her last on earth: one, the warm touch of Hero's tongue on her +clenched fingers; the other, a supernatural wail that came down from +the gallery, and that even then she knew was born in the organ. Was +it the weird fingering of the sacrilegious cyclone that concentrated +its rage upon the venerable sanctuary? After a little while the fury +of the wind spent itself, but the rain began to fall heavily, and the +electricity drama continued with unabated vigour and fierceness. + +Although unusually brave for so young a person, Regina had been +completely terrified, and she lay dumb and motionless, still clinging +to the altar railing. At last, when the wind left the war to the +thunder and the rain, Hero, who had been quite until now, began to +bark violently, left her side, and ran to and fro, now and then +uttering a peculiar sound, which with him always indicated delight. +His subtle instinct was stronger than her hope, and as she raised +herself into a sitting posture she saw that he had sprung upon the +top of one of the side aisle pews, and thence into the window, which +had been left open by the sexton. Here he lingered as if irresolute, +and in an agony of dread at the thought of being deserted, she cried +out: + +"Here, Hero! Come back! Hero, don't leave me to die alone." + +He whined in answer, and barked furiously as if to reassure her; then +the whole church was illumined with a lurid glory that seemed to +scorch the eyeballs with its intolerable radiance, and in it she saw +the white figure of the dog plunge into the blackness beyond. + +She knew the worst was over, unless the lightning killed her, for the +wind had ceased, and the walls were still standing; but the +atmosphere was thick with dust, and redolent of lime, and she +conjectured that the plastering in the gallery had fallen, though the +tremendous crash portended something more serious. She tried to stand +up by steadying herself against the balustrade, but the foot refused +to sustain her weight, and she sank back into her former crouching +posture, feeling very desolate, but tearless and quiet as one of the +apostolic figures that looked pityingly upon her whenever the +lightning smote through them. + +She turned her head, so that at every flash she could gaze upon the +placid face of the beatified Christ floating above the pulpit; and in +the intense intervening darkness tried to possess her soul in +patience, thinking of the mercy of God and the love of her mother. + +She knew not how long Hero had left her, for pain and terror are not +accurate chronometers, but after what appeared a weary season of +waiting, she started when his loud bark sounded under the window, +through which he had effected his exit. She tried to call him, but +her throat was dry and parched, and her foot throbbed and ached so +painfully, that she dreaded making any movement. Then a voice always +pleasant to her ears, but sweeter now than an archangel's, shouted +above the steady roar of the rain: + +"Regina! Regina!" + +She rose to her knees, and with a desperate exertion of lungs and +throat, answered: + +"I am here! Mr. Lindsay, I am here!" + +Remembering that words ending in o were more readily distinguished at +a distance, she added: + +"Hero! Oh, Hero!" + +His frantic barking told her that she had been heard, and then +through the window came once more the music of the loved voice. + +"Be patient. I am coming." + +She could not understand why he did not come through the door instead +of standing beneath the window, and it seemed stranger still, that +after a little while all grew silent again. But her confidence never +wavered, and in the darkness she knelt there patiently, knowing that +he would not forsake her. + +It seemed a very long time before Hero's bark greeted her once more, +and, turning toward the window, a lingering zigzag flash of lightning +showed her Douglass Lindsay's face, as he climbed in, followed by the +dog. + +"Regina! where are you?" + +"Oh, here I am!" + +He stood on one of the seats, swinging a lantern in his hand, and as +she spoke he sprang toward her. + +Still clutching the altar railing with one hand, she knelt, with her +white suffering face upturned piteously to him, and stooping he threw +his arms around her and clasped her to his heart. + +"My darling, God has been merciful to you and me!" + +She stole one arm up about his neck, and clung to him, while for the +first time he kissed her cheek and brow. + +"Does my darling know what an awful risk she ran? The steeple has +fallen, and the whole front of the church is blocked up, a mass of +ruins. I could not get in, and feared you were crushed, until I heard +Hero bark from the inside and followed the sound, which brought me to +the window, whence he jumped out to meet me. At last when you +answered my call, I was obliged to go back for a ladder. Here, +darling, at God's altar, let us thank Him for your preservation." + +He bowed his face upon her head, and she heard the whispered +thanksgiving that ascended to the throne of grace, but no words +were audible. Rising he attempted to lift her, but she winced and +moaned, involuntarily sinking back. + +"What is the matter? After all, were you hurt?" + +"When I came down from the gallery it turned so dark I was +frightened, and I stumbled and fell down the steps. I must have +broken something, for when I stand up my ankle gives way, and I can't +walk at all." + +"Then how did you get here? The steps are at the front of the +church." + +"I thought the altar was the safest place, and I crawled here on my +hands and knees." + +He pressed her head against his shoulder, and his deep manly voice +trembled. + +"Thank God, for the thought. It was your salvation, for the stairs +and the spot where you must have fallen are a heap of stone, brick, +and mortar. If you had remained there, you would certainly have been +killed." + +"Yes, it was just after I got here and caught hold of the railing +that the crash came. Oh! is it not awful!" + +"It was an almost miraculous escape, for which you ought to thank and +serve your God all the days of the life He has mercifully spared to +you. Stand up a minute, even if it pains you, and let me find out +what ails your foot. I know something of surgery, for once it was my +intention to study medicine instead of divinity." + +He unbuttoned and removed her shoe, and as he firmly pressed the foot +and ankle, she flinched and sighed. + +"I think there are no bones broken, but probably you have wrenched +and sprained the ankle, for it is much swollen already. Now, little +girl, I must go back for some assistance. You will have to be taken +out through the window, and I am afraid to attempt carrying you down +the ladder unaided and in the darkness. I might break your neck, +instead of your ankle." + +"Oh, please don't leave me here!" + +She stretched out her arms pleadingly, and tears sprang to his eyes +as he noted the pallor of her beautiful face and the nervous +fluttering of her white lips. + +"I shall leave Hero and the lantern with you, and you may be sure I +shall be gone the shortest possible time. The danger is over now, +even the lightning is comparatively distant, and you who have been so +brave all the while certainly will not prove a coward at the last +moment." + +He took her up as easily as if she had been an infant, and laid her +tenderly down on one of the pew cushions; then placed the lantern on +the pulpit desk, and came back. + +"Slip your hand under Hero's collar, to prevent him from following me +if he should try to do so, and keep up your courage. Put yourself in +God's hands, and wait here patiently for Douglass. Don't you know +that I would not leave you here an instant, if it could be avoided? +God bless you, my white dove." + +He stooped and kissed her forehead, then hurried away, and after a +moment Regina knew that she and her dog were once more alone in the +ancient church, with none nearer than the dead, who slept so soundly, +while the soft summer rain fell ceaselessly above their coffins. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +The town clock was striking nine when the renewal of welcome sounds +beneath the window announced to Regina that her weary dark vigil was +ended. Soon after Mr. Lindsay's departure, the lantern above the +altar grew dim, then went out, leaving the church in total darkness, +relieved only by an occasional glimmer from the electric batteries +that had wheeled far away to the north-east. Erect and alert Hero sat +beside his mistress, now and then rubbing his head against her +shoulder, or placing his paw on her arm, as if to encourage her by +mute assurances of faithful guardianship; and even when the voices +outside cheered him into one quick bark of recognition, he made no +effort to leave the prostrate form. + +"All in the dark? Where is your lantern?" asked Mr. Lindsay, as he +climbed through the window. + +"It went out very soon after you left. Can you find me? or shall I +try to come to you?" + +"Keep still, Regina. Come up the ladder, Esau, and hold your torch so +that I can see. It is black as Egypt inside." + +In a few moments the ruddy glare streamed in, and showed the anxious +face of the sexton, and the figure of Mr. Lindsay groping from pew to +pew. Before that cheerful red light how swiftly the trooping spectres +and grim phantoms that had peopled the gloom fled away for ever! What +a blessed, comforting atmosphere of love and protection seemed to +encompass her, when, after handing one of the pew cushions to the +sexton, Mr. Lindsay came to the spot where she lay. + +"How are your wounds?" + +"My foot is very stiff and sore, but if you will let me hold your +arm, I can hop along." + +"Can you, my crippled snow-bird? Suppose I have a different use for +my strong arms?" + +He lifted her very gently, but apparently without effort, and +carried her to the window. + +"Go down, Esau, set the torch in the ground, and hold the +ladder,--press it hard against the wall. I am coming down +backward,--and if I should miss a round, you must be ready to help +me. Come, Hero, jump out first and clear the way. Steady now, Esau." + +Placing his charge on the broad sill, Mr. Lindsay stepped out, +established himself securely on the ladder, and, drawing the girl to +the ledge, took her firmly in his arms, balancing himself with some +difficulty as he did so. + +"Now say your prayers. Clasp your hands tight around my neck, and +shut your eyes." + +His chin rested upon her forehead, as she clung closely about his +neck, and they commenced the perilous descent. + +Once he wavered, almost tottered, but recovered himself, and from the +fierce beating of his heart and the laboured sound of his deep +breathing she knew that it cost him great physical exertion; but at +last his close strain relaxed, he reached the ground safely and stood +resting a moment, while a sigh of relief escaped him. + +"Esau, put the end of the torch sideways in Hero's mouth,--mind, so +that it will not burn him; and lay the cushion on the plank. +No!--that is wrong. Turn the torch the other way, so that as he +walks, the wind will blow the flame in the opposite direction, away +from his face. Take it, Hero! That's a noble fellow! Now home, Hero." + +When the cushion had been adjusted on the broad plank brought for the +purpose, Mr. Lindsay laid Regina upon it, threw a blanket over her, +and, bidding the sexton take one end of the plank, he lifted the +other, and they began the march. + +"Not that way, Hero, although it is the nearest. Truly the 'longest +way round is the shortest way' home this time; for we could not twist +about among the graves, and must go down the avenue, though it is +somewhat obstructed by fallen boughs. Come here, Hero, and walk ahead +of us. Now, Regina, you can shut your eyes and imagine you are riding +in a palankeen, as the Hindustanee ladies do when they go out for +fresh air. The motion is exactly the same, as you will find some day +when you come to Rohilcund or Oude, to see Padre Sahib--Lindsay. You +shall then have a new dooley all curtained close with rose-coloured +silk; but I can't promise that the riding will prove any more easy +than this cushioned plank." + +What a stab seemed each word, bringing back all the bitter suffering +his departure would cause,--the reviving the grief, from which the +storm had temporarily diverted her thoughts. + +"You are not going to-night? You will not try to start, after this +dreadful storm?" she said, in an unsteady voice. + +"Yes, I am obliged to go, in order to keep an appointment for +to-morrow night in New York; otherwise, I would wait a day to learn +the extent of the damage, for I am afraid the hurricane has made sad +havoc. Esau tells me the roof and a portion of the market house was +carried away, and it was the most violent gale I have ever known." + +They had reached the street and were approaching the gate of the +parsonage, where Hero turned back, dropped the torch at Mr. Lindsay's +feet, and shook his head vigorously, rubbing his nose with his paw. + +"Poor fellow! can't you stand it any longer? It must nave scorched +him, as it burnt low. Brave fellow!" + +"Oh, Douglass! is that you?" cried an eager voice at some distance. + +"Yes, mother." + +Mrs. Lindsay ran to meet them. + +"Did you find her?" + +"Yes, I am bringing her home." + +"Bringing her--oh, my God! Is she dead?" + +"No, she is safe." + +"My son, don't try to deceive me. What is the matter? You are +carrying something on a litter." + +"Why do you not speak, Regina, and assure her of your safety?" + +Mrs. Lindsay had groped her way to the side of her son, and put her +hand on the figure stretched upon the cushion. + +"I only sprained my foot badly, and Mr. Lindsay was so good as to +bring me home this way." + +"Have they got her?" shouted Hannah, who accompanied by Mr. Hargrove +had found it impossible to keep pace with Mrs. Lindsay. + +"Oh, it is a corpse you are fetching home!" she added, with a genuine +wail, as in the gloom she dimly saw the outline of several persons. + +"Nobody is dead, but we need a light. Run back and get a candle." + +Thankful that life had been spared, no more questions were asked +until they reached the house, and deposited their burden on the +lounge in the dining-room. + +Then Mr. Lindsay briefly explained what had occurred, and +superintended the anointing and binding up of the bruised ankle, now +much swollen. + +As Hannah knelt, holding the foot in her broad palm, to enable Mrs. +Lindsay to wrap it in a linen cloth saturated with arnica, the former +bent her grey head and tenderly kissed the wounded member. She had +been absent for a few minutes during the recital of the accident, and +now asked: + +"Where were you, that you could not get home before the storm? Heaven +knows that cloud grumbled and gave warning long enough." + +"Hannah, she was in the church, and when she tried to get out, it was +too late." + +"In the church! Why I was in the yard, trying to get a breath of air, +not twenty minutes before the cloud rolled up like a mountain of ink, +and I saw nobody." + +Regina understood her nervous start, and the eager questioning of her +eyes. + +"I was in the organ gallery, and, falling down the steps, I hurt +myself." + +"Honey, did you see me?" + +Her fingers closed so spasmodically over the girl's foot, that she +winced from the pressure. + +"I saw you walking about the churchyard, and would have come home +with you, if I had thought the storm was so near. Please, Hannah, +bring me some cool water." + +She pitied the old woman's evident confusion and anxiety, and +rejoiced when Mr. Hargrove changed the topic. + +"I am very sorry, Douglass, that I cannot accompany you as far as New +York. When I promised this afternoon to do so, of course I did not +anticipate this storm. There may have been lives lost, as well as +steeples blown down, and it is my duty not to leave my people at such +a juncture. If it were not for the sailing of the steamer, I would +insist on your waiting a day or so, in order that I might go with you +and have a personal interview with Dr. Pitcairns. I ought to have +thought of and attended to that matter before this." + +"Pray do not feel annoyed, uncle; it can be easily arranged by +letter. Moreover, as my mother goes with me to Boston, it would not +be right to leave Regina here alone in her present helpless +condition." + +"Do not think of me a moment, Mr. Hargrove. Go with him and stay with +him as long as you can; I would if I could. Hannah will take care of +me." + +"My dear, I think of my duty, and that keeps me at home. Douglass, I +will write a short note to Pitcairns, and you must explain matters to +him. Elise, it is ten o'clock, and you have not much time." + +He went into the library, and Mrs. Lindsay hurried upstairs to put on +her bonnet, calling Hannah to follow and receive, some parting +injunctions. Kneeling by the lounge, Mr. Lindsay took one of the +girl's hands. + +"Regina, I desired and intended to have a long talk with you this +afternoon, but could not find you; and now I have no time, except to +say good-bye. You will never know how hard it is for me to leave my +dear little friend; I did not realize it myself until to-night." + +"Then why will you go away? Can't you stay, and serve God as well by +being a minister in this country? Can't you change your mind?" + +She raised herself on her elbow, and tears gushed over her cheeks, +as, twining her fingers around his, she looked all the intense loving +appeal that words could never have expressed. + +Just then his stony Teraph--Duty--smiled very benignantly at the +aching heart he laid upon her dreary cold altar. + +"Don't tempt me to look back after putting my hand to the plough. I +must do my duty, though at bitter cost. Will you promise never to +forget your friend Douglass?" + +"How could I ever forget you? Oh, if I could only go with you!" + +His fine eyes sparkled, and, drawing her hand across his cheek, he +said eagerly: + +"Do you really wish it? Think of me, write to me, and love me, and +some day, if it please God to let me come home, you may have an +opportunity of going back with me to my work in India. Would you be +willing to leave all, and help me among the heathens?" + +"All but mother. You come next to my mother. Oh, it is hard that I +must be separated from the two I love best!" + +For a moment she sobbed aloud. + +"You are only a young girl now, but some day you will be a woman, and +I hope and believe a very noble woman. Until then we shall be +separated, but when you are grown I shall see you again, if God +spares my life. Peculiar and unfortunate circumstances surround you; +there are trials ahead of you, my darling, and I wish I could shield +you from them, but it seems impossible, and I can only leave you in +God's hands praying continually for you. You say you love me nest to +your mother. All I ask is, that you will allow no one else, no new +friend, to take my place. When I see you again, years hence, I shall +hope to hear you repeat those words, 'next to my mother.' Far away in +the midst of Hindustan my thoughts and hopes will travel back and +centre in my white dove. Oh, child! my heart is bound to you for +ever." + +He drew her head to his shoulder, and held her close, and as in the +church when kneeling before the altar she heard whispers which only +God interpreted. + +Mrs. Lindsay came back equipped for her journey, and Mr. Hargrove +entered at the same moment, but neither spoke. At length, fully aware +of their presence, the young missionary raised his head, and, placing +his hand under Regina's chin, looked long at the spirituelle +beautiful face, as if he wished to photograph every feature on his +memory. Without removing his eyes, he said: + +"Uncle, take care of her always. She is very dear to me. Keep her +just as she is, in soul 'unspotted from the world.'" + +Then his lips quivered, and in a tremulous voice he added: + +"God bless you, my darling! My pure lovely dove." + +He kissed her, rose instantly, and left the room. + +Mrs. Lindsay came to the lounge, and while the tears rolled over her +cheeks she said tenderly: + +"My dear child, it seems unkind to desert you in your crippled +condition, but I feel assured Peyton and Hannah will nurse you +faithfully; and every moment that I can be with Douglass seems doubly +precious now." + +"Do you think I would keep you even if I could from him? Oh! don't +you wish we were going with him to India?" + +"Indeed I do, from the depths of my soul. What shall we do without +our Bishop?" + +Bending over the girl the mother wept unrestrainedly, but Mr. +Hargrove called from the threshold: + +"Come, Elise." + +As Mrs. Lindsay turned to leave the room, she beckoned to Hannah. + +"Carry her upstairs and undress her; and if she suffers much pain, +don't fail to send for the doctor." + +A white image of hopeless misery, Regina lay listening till the sound +of departing steps became inaudible, and when Hannah left the room +the girl groaned aloud in the excess of her grief: + +"I did not even say good-bye. I did not once thank him for all he did +for me in the storm! And now I know, I feel I shall never see him +again! Oh, Douglass!" + +The glass door leading into the flower-garden stood open, and Mr. +Lindsay who had been watching her from the cover of the clustering +honeysuckle, stepped back into the room. + +With a cry of delight, she held out her arms. + +"Dear Mr. Lindsay, I shall thank you, and pray for you, and love you +as long as I live!" + +He put a small packet in her hand, and whispered: + +"Here is something I wish you to keep until you are eighteen. Do not +open it before that time, unless I give you permission, or unless you +know that I am dead." + +He drew her tenderly to his heart, and his lips pressed her cheek. +Then he said brokenly: + +"O God! be merciful in all things, to my darling!" + +A moment after she heard his rapid footsteps on the gravelled walk, +followed by the clang of the gate; then a great loneliness as of +death fell upon her. + +There are indeed sorrows "that bruise the heart like hammers," and +age it suddenly, prematurely. In subsequent years Regina looked back +to the incidents of this eventful Sabbath, and marked it with a black +stone in the calendar of memory as the day on which she "put away +childish things," and began to see life and the world through new, +strange disenchanting lenses, that dispelled all the gilding glamour +of childhood, and unexpectedly let in a grey dull light that chilled +and awed her. + +With tearless but indescribably mournful eyes, she looked vacantly at +the door through which her friend had vanished, as it then seemed, +for ever, and, finding that her own remarks were entirely unheard, +unheeded, Hannah touched her shoulder. + +"Poor thing! Are you ready to let me carry you upstairs?" + +"Thank you, but I am not going upstairs to-night. I want to stay +here, because I am too heavy to be carried up and down, and I can get +about better from here. Bring a pillow and some bedclothes. I can +sleep on this lounge." + +"I shall be scolded if you don't go to bed." + +"Let me alone, Hannah. I intend to stay where I am. Bring the things +I need. Nobody shall scold you if you will only do as I ask." + +"Then I shall have to make a pallet on the floor, for Miss Elise gave +positive orders that I should sleep in your room until she came back. +Don't you mean to undress yourself?" + +"No. Please unfasten my clothes and then leave them as they are. You +must not sleep on the floor. Roll in the hall sofa, and it will make +a nice bed." + +There was no alternative, and when Mr. Hargrove returned at midnight, +he deemed it useless to reprimand or expostulate, as Regina declared +herself very comfortable, and pleaded for permission to remain until +morning. + +Looking very sad and careworn, the pastor stood for some minutes +leaning on his gold-headed cane. As he bade her goodnight and turned +from the lounge, she put her hand on the cane. + +"Please, sir, lend me this until morning. Hannah sleeps soundly, and +if I am forced to wake her, I can easily do so by tapping on the +floor with your cane." + +"Certainly, dear; keep it as long as you choose. But I am afraid none +of us will sleep much to-night. It is a heavy trial to give up +Douglass. He is my younger, better self." + +He walked slowly away, and she thought he looked more aged and infirm +than she had ever seen him, his usually erect head drooping, as if +bowed by deep sorrow. + +For an hour after his departure his footsteps resounded in the room +overhead, as he paced to and fro, but when the distant indistinct +echo of the town clock told two all grew quiet upstairs. + +In the dining-room the shaded lamp burned dimly, and Regina could see +the outline of Hannah's form on the sofa, and knew from the continual +turning first on one side, then on the other, that the old woman was +awake, though no sound escaped her. + +Engrossed by a profound yet silent grief that rendered sleep +impossible, Regina lay with her hands folded over the small packet, +wondering what it contained, regretting that the conditions of the +gift prohibited her opening it for so many long years, and striving +to divest herself of a haunting foreboding that she had looked for +the last time on the bright benignant countenance of the donor, who +was indissolubly linked with the happiest memories of her lonely +life. + +Imagination magnified the perils of the tedious voyage that included +two oceans, and as if to intensify and blacken the horrors of the +future all the fiendish tragedies of Delhi, Meerut, and Cawnpore were +vividly revived among the missionaries to whom Mr. Lindsay was +hastening. Deeply interested in the condition of a people whose +welfare was so dear to his heart, she had eagerly read all the +mission reports, and thus imbibed a keen aversion to the Sepoys, who +had become synonymous with treachery and ingenious atrocity. + +Is there an inherent affinity between brooding shadows of heart and +soul, and that veil of physical darkness that wraps the world during +the silent reign of night? Why do sad thoughts like corporeal +suffering and disease grow more intense, more tormenting, with the +approach of evening's gloom? Who has not realized that trials, +sorrows, bereavements which in daylight we partly conquer and put +aside, rally and triumph, overwhelming us by the aid of night? Why +are the sick always encouraged, and the grief-laden rendered more +cheerful by the coming of dawn? Is there some physical or chemical +foundation for Figuier's wild dream of reviving sun-worship, by +referring all life to the vivifying rays of the King Star? Does the +mind emit gloomy sombre thoughts at night, as plants exhale carbonic +acid? What subtle connection exists between a cheerful spirit, and +the amount of oxygen we inhale in golden daylight? Is hope, radiant +warm sunny hope, only one of those "beings woven of air by light," +whereof Moleschott wrote? + +To Regina the sad vigil seemed interminable, and soon after the clock +struck four she hailed with inexpressible delight the peculiarly +shrill crowing of her favourite white Leghorn cock, which she knew +heralded the advent of day. The China geese responded from their +corner of the fowlyard, and amid the _reveille_ of the poultry Hannah +rose, crept stealthily to the table and extinguished the lamp. +Intently listening to every movement, Regina felt assured she was +dressing rapidly, and in a few moments the tremulous motion of the +floor, and the carefully guarded sound of the bolt turned slowly, +told her that the old woman had started to fulfil her promise. + +Having fully determined her own course, the girl lost no time in +reflection, but hastily fastening her clothes took her shoes in one +hand, the cane in the other, and limping to the glass door softly +unlocked it, loosened the outside Venetian blinds, and sat down on +the steps leading to the garden. Taking off the bandage, she slipped +her shoe on the sprained foot, and wrapping a light white shawl +around her, made her way slowly down the walk that wound toward the +church. + + +Unaccustomed to the cane, she used it with great difficulty, and the +instant her wounded foot touched the ground, sharp twinges renewed +the remonstrance that had been silent until she attempted to walk. + +A waning moon hung above the tree tops on the western boundary of the +enclosure, and its wan spectral lustre lit up the churchyard, showing +Regina the tall form of Hannah, who carried a spade or short shovel +on her shoulder, and had just passed through the gate, leaving it +open. Following as rapidly as she dared, in the direction of the iron +railing, the child was only a few yards in the rear, when the old +woman stopped suddenly, then ran forward, and a cry like that of some +baffled wild beast broke the crystal calm of the morning air. + +"The curse of God is upon it! The poplar is gone!" + +Gliding along, Regina reached the outer edge of the railing, and, +creeping behind the broken granite shaft which shielded her from +observation, she peered cautiously around the corner, and saw that +the noble towering tree had been struck by lightning and fired. +Whether shivered by electricity, or subsequently blown down by the +fury of the gale, none ever knew; but it appeared to have been +twisted off about two feet above the ground, and in its fall smote +and shattered the marble angel, which a few hours before had hovered +with expanded wings over a child's grave. A wreath of blue smoke +curled and floated from the heart of the stump, showing that the +roots were burning, and the ivy and periwinkle so luxuriant on the +previous day were now a mass of ashes and cinders. + +On her knees sank Hannah, raking the hot embers into a heap, and at +last she bent her grey head almost to the ground. Lifting something +on the end of the spade, she uttered a low wail of despair: + +"Melted--burnt up! I thought it was tin: it must have been lead! +Either the curse of God, or the work of the devil!" + +She fell back like one smitten with a stunning blow, and sobs shook +her powerful frame. + +Very near the ground the tree had contained a hollow, hidden by the +rank lush creepers, and in this cavity she had deposited a small can, +cylindrical in form, and similar in appearance to those generally +used for hermetically sealed mushrooms. Upon it several spadefuls of +earth had been thrown, to secure it from detection, should prying +eyes discover the existence of the hollow. + +All that remained was a shapeless lump of molten metal. + +Along the east a broad band of yellow was rapidly mounting into the +sky, and in the blended light of moon and day the churchyard +presented a melancholy scene of devastation. + +The spire and belfry had fallen upon and in front of the church, and +the long building stood like a dismasted vessel among the billowy +graves, that swelled as a restless sea around its grey weather-beaten +sides. Here and there ancient headstones had been blown down on the +mounds they guarded; and one venerable willow in the centre of a +cluster of graves had been torn from the earth, and its network of +roots lifted until they rested against a stone cross. + +Awed by the solemn influence of the time and place, and painfully +reminded of her own peril on the previous night, Regina stepped down +from the base of the monument, and approached the figure crouching +over the blasted smoking roots. There was no rustle of grass or leaf +as she limped across the dewy turf, but warned by that mysterious +magnetic instinct which so often announces some noiseless, invisible +human presence, Hannah lifted and turned her head. With a scream of +superstitious terror she sprang to her feet. + +Very ghostly the girl certainly appeared, in her snowy mull muslin +dress and white shawl, as she leaned forward on the cane, and looked +steadily at the old woman. Her long black hair, loosened and +disordered by tossing about all night, hung over her shoulders and +gave a weird, almost supernatural, aspect to the blanched and +sorrowful young face, which in that strange chill light seemed +wellnigh as rigid and pallid as a corpse. + +"Hannah Hinton!" + +"God have mercy! Who are you?" + +Hannah seized the spade and brandished it, with hands that shook from +terror. + +"You wicked woman, do you want to kill me? Put down that spade." + +Regina advanced, but the old woman retreated, still waving the spade. + +"Hannah, are you afraid of me?" + +"Good Lord! Is it you, Regina?" + +"Your sin makes you a coward. Did you really think me a ghost?" + +"It is true, I am afraid of everything now, even of my own shadow, +and once I was so brave. But what are you doing here? I thought you +were crippled? What are you tracking me for?" + +She threw down the spade, ran forward, and seized the girl's +shoulder, while a scowl of mingled fear and rage darkened her +countenance. + +"You are watching, trailing me like a bloodhound! Is it any of your +business where I go? Suppose I do choose to come here and say my +prayers among the dead, while other folks are sound asleep in their +beds, who has the right to hinder me?" + +"Don't tell stories, Hannah. If you really said your prayers, you +would never have come here to sell your soul to Satan." + +Tightening her clutch, the old woman shook her, as if she had been +a slender weed, and an ashen hue settled upon her wrinkled features, +as she cried in an unnaturally shrill quavering tone: + +"Aha! you were eavesdropping yesterday in the church. How I wish to +God it had all blown down on you! And you watched me,--you mean to +disgrace me,--to ruin me,--to arrest me! You do! But you shall not! I +will strangle you first!" + +"Take your hands off my shoulders, Hannah. Do you think you can scare +me with such wild desperate threats? In the first place, I am not +afraid to die, and in the second you know very well you dare not kill +me. Let go my shoulder, you hurt me." + +Very white but fearless, the young face was lifted to hers, and +before those wrathful glittering eyes that flashed like blue steel, +Hannah quailed. + +"Will you promise not to betray me?" + +"I will promise nothing while you threaten me. Sit down, you are +shaking all over as if you had an ague. When I came here I had no +intention of betraying you; I only wanted to prevent you from +committing a sin. Are you going to have a spasm? Do sit down." + +Hannah's teeth were chattering violently, and her trembling limbs +seemed indeed unable to support her. When she sank down on the stone +base of the shaft, Regina stood before her, leaning more heavily upon +the cane. + +"I heard all that you said yesterday, yet I was not 'eavesdropping.' +You came and stood under the window where I sat, and if you had +looked up would have seen me. When I learned you were engaged in a +wicked plot, I determined to try to stop you before it was too late. +I followed you here, hoping that you would give that paper to me, +instead of to that bold, bad man; for though you did very wrong, I +can't believe that you have a wicked cruel heart." + +She paused, but the only response was a deep groan, and; Hannah +shrouded her face in her arms. + +"Hannah, did my mother ever injure you, ever harm you, in any way?" + +"Yes, she caused me to steal, and I shall hate her as long as I live. +I was as honest as an angel until she came that freezing night so +many years ago, and showed me by her efforts, her anxiety to get the +paper, how valuable it was. Beside, it was on her account that my +nephew went to destruction; and I was sure all the blame and +suspicion would fall on her: it seemed so clear that she stole the +paper. I knew Mr. Hargrove gave her a copy of it, and I only wanted +to sell the paper itself to the old General in Europe because I was +poor, and had not money enough to stop work. I have not had a happy +day since; my conscience has tormented me. I have carried a mountain +of lead upon my soul, day and night, and at last when Peleg came, and +I was about to get my gold, the Lord interfered and took it out of my +hands. Oh! it is an awful thing to shut your eyes and stop your ears, +and run down a steep place to meet the devil who is waiting at the +bottom for you, and to feel yourself suddenly jerked back by +something which you know Almighty God has sent to stop you! He sent +that lightning to burn up the paper, and I feel that His curse will +follow me to my grave." + +"Not if you earnestly repent, and pray for His forgiveness." Hannah +raised her grey head, and gazed incredulously at the pale delicate +face, into the violet eyes that watched her with almost tender +compassion. + +"Oh, child! when our hands are tied, and we are so helpless we can't +do any more mischief, who believes in our repentance?" + +"I do, Hannah; and how much more merciful is God?" + +"You don't mean that you would ever trust me, ever believe in me +again?" + +Her hand caught the white muslin dress, and her haggard wrinkled face +was full of eager, breathless supplication. + +"Yes, Hannah, I would. I do not believe you will ever steal again. +Suppose the lightning had struck you as well as the tree where you +hid the stolen paper, what do you think would have become of your +poor wicked soul? You intended to sell that paper to a person who +hates my mother, and who would have used it to injure her; but she is +in God's hands, and you ought to be glad that this sin at least was +prevented. In a few days you are going away, far out to the west, you +say, where we shall probably never see or hear from you again, unless +you choose to write us. Until you are gone, I shall keep all this +secret. Mrs. Lindsay never shall know anything about it; but if Mr. +Hargrove believes my mother took that paper, it is my duty to her to +tell him the truth; and this I must do after you leave us. I promise +he shall suspect nothing while you remain here. Can you ask me to do +more than this for you?" + +Hannah was crying passionately, and attempted no answer, save by +drawing the girl closer to her, as if she wanted to take the slender +figure in her brawny arms. + +"I am sorry for you, Hannah; sorry for my dear mother; sorry for +myself. The storm came and put an end to all the mischief you meant +to do, so let us be thankful. You say my mother has a copy; and it +would have injured her, if the original paper had been sold. Then you +have harmed only yourself. Don't cry, and don't say anything more. +Let it all rest; I shall never speak to you again on the subject. +Hannah, will you please help me back to the house? My foot pains me +dreadfully, and I begin to feel sick and faint." + +In the mellow orange light that had climbed the sky, and was flooding +the world with a mild glory, wherein the wan moon waned ghostly, the +old woman led the white figure toward the parsonage. When they +reached the little gate, Regina grasped the supporting arm, and a +deadly pallor overspread her features. + +"Where are you, Hannah? I cannot see----" + +The blue eyes closed, she tottered, and as Hannah caught and bore her +up, a swift heavy step on the gravel caused her to glance over her +shoulder. + +"What is the matter, Aunt Hannah? You look ill and frightened. Is +that Minnie's child?" + +"Hush! our game is all up. For God's sake go away until seven +o'clock, then I will explain. Don't make a noise, Peleg. I must get +her in the house without waking any one. If Mr. Hargrove should see +us, we are ruined." + +As Hannah strode swiftly toward the glass door, bearing the slight +form in her stout arms, the stranger pressed forward, eagerly +scrutinizing the girl's face; but at this juncture Hero, barking +violently, sprang down the walk, and the intruder hastily retreated +to the churchyard, securing the gate after he passed through. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +The steamer sailed promptly on the Thursday subsequent to Mrs. +Lindsay's departure from the parsonage, but she had been absent ten +days, detained by the illness of a friend in Boston. + +Impatiently her return was anticipated by every member of the +household, and when a telegram announced that she might be expected +on the following morning, general rejoicing succeeded the gloom which +had hung chill and lowering over the diminished family circle. Under +Hannah's faithful, cautious treatment Regina had sufficiently +recovered from the effects of the sprain to walk once more without +much pain, though she still limped perceptibly; but a nameless, +formless foreboding of some impending evil--some baleful +influence--some grievous calamity hovering near--rendered her +particularly anxious for Mrs. Lindsay's comforting presence. + +The condition of the church, which was undergoing a complete +renovation, as well as repairing of the steeple, prevented the usual +services, and this compulsory rest and leisure seemed singularly +opportune for Mr. Hargrove, who had been quite indisposed and feeble +for some days. The physician ascribed his condition to the lassitude +induced by the excessive heat, and Regina attributed his pale weary +aspect and evident prostration to grief for the loss of his nephew +and adopted son; but Hannah looked deeper, shook her grizzled head, +and "wished Miss Elise would come home." + +The pastor's eyes which had long resented the exaggerated taxation +imposed upon them by years of study, had recently rebelled outright, +and he spoke of the necessity of visiting New York to consult an +eminent oculist, who, Mrs. Lindsay wrote, had gone to Canada, but +would return in September, when he hoped to examine and undertake the +treatment of her brother's eyes. + +During Thursday morning the minister lay upon his library sofa, while +Regina read aloud for several hours, but in the afternoon, receiving +a summons to attend a sick man belonging to his church, he persisted +in walking to a distant part of the town, to discharge what he +considered a clerical obligation. + +In vain Regina protested, assuring him that the heat and fatigue +would completely prostrate him. He only smiled, patted her head, and +said cheerfully as he put on his hat: + +"Is the little girl wiser than her guardian? And has she not yet +learned that a pastor's duty knows neither heat nor cold, neither +fatigue nor bodily weaknesses?" + +"I am so glad Mrs. Lindsay will come to-morrow. She can keep you at +home, and make you take care of yourself." + +Holding his sleeve, she followed him to the front door, and detained +him a moment, to fasten in the button-hole of his coat a tuberose and +sprig of heliotrope, his favourite flowers. + +"Thank you, my dear. You have learned all of Elise's pretty petting +tricks, and some day you will be, I hope, just such a noble, +tender-hearted woman. While I am gone, look after the young guineas; +I have not seen them since yesterday. I shall not stay very long." + +He walked away, and she went out among the various pets in the +poultry yard. + +It was late in August, but the afternoon was unusually close and +warm, and argosies of frail creamy clouds with saffron shadows seemed +becalmed in the still upper air, which was of that peculiar blue that +betokens turbid ether, and hints at showers. + +About sunset Regina rolled the large easy chair out on the verandah +at the west of the library, and, placing a table in front of it, +busied herself in arranging the pastor's evening meal. It consisted +of white home-made lightbread, a pineapple of golden butter, deftly +shaped and printed by her own slender hands, a glass bowl filled +with honey from the home hives--honey that resembled melted amber in +cells of snow, a tiny pyramid of baked apples, and a goblet of iced +milk. + +Upon a spotless square of damask daintily fringed she placed the +supper, and in the centre a crystal vase filled with beautiful Cloth +of Gold and Prince Albert roses, among which royal crimson and white +carnations held up their stately heads and exhaled marvellous +fragrance. Upon the snowy napkin beside the solitary plate, she left +a Grand Duke jasmine lying on the heart of a rose-geranium leaf. + +"Has he come?" asked Hannah, throwing wide the Venetian blinds. + +"Not yet; but he must be here very soon." + +"Well, I am going to milk. Dapple has been lowing these ten minutes +to let me know I am behind time. I waited to see if a cup of tea +would be wanted, but it is getting late. If he should ask for it, the +kettle is boiling, and I guess you can make it in a minute. I have +lighted the lamp and turned it down low." + +She went toward the cattle-shed, swinging her copper milk-pail, which +was burnished to a degree of ruddy glory beautiful to contemplate, +and which, alas! is rarely seen in this age of new fashions and +new-fashioned utensils. + +"Come, Hero, let us go and meet the master." + +But Regina had not left the verandah before Mr. Hargrove came slowly +towards the easy chair, walking wearily, she thought, as if spent +with fatigue. + +"How tired you are! Give me your hat and cane." + +"Yes, dear--very tired. I had something like vertigo, accompanied by +severe palpitation as I came home, and was obliged to sit on the +roadside till it passed." + +"Let me send for Dr. Melville." + +"You silly soft-souled young pigeon! These attacks are not dangerous, +merely annoying while they last." + +"Perhaps a cup of tea will strengthen you?" + +"Thank you, dear; but I believe I prefer some cool water." + +She brought a tumbler of iced water, and a stool which she placed +beneath his feet. + +"How delicious! worth all the tea in China; all the wine in Spain." + +He handed back the empty glass, and sank down in his comfortable +chair. + +"How did you find Mr. Needham?" + +"Much worse than when I saw him last. He had another hemorrhage +to-day, and is evidently sinking. I should not so surprised if I were +recalled before to-morrow, for his poor wife is almost frantic and +wished me to remain all night; but I knew you were lonely here." + +The exertion of speaking wearied him, and he laid his head back, and +closed his eyes. + +"Won't you eat your supper? It will help you; and your milk is +already iced." + +"I will try after a while, when I have rested a little. My child, you +are very good to anticipate my wants. I noticed all you have done for +me, and the flowers are lovely; so deliciously sweet too." + +He opened his eyes, took the Grand Duke, smelled it, smiled and +stroked her hand which rested on the arm of his chair. + +Scarlet plumes and dashes of cirrus cloud that glowed like +sacrificial fires upon the altar of the west, paled, flickered, died +out in ashen grey; and a moon more gold than silver hung in +shimmering splendour among the cloud ships, lending a dazzling fringe +to their edges, and making quaint arabesque patterns of gilt +embroidery on the verandah floor, where the soft light fell through +interlacing vines of woodbine and honeysuckle. With the night came +silence, broken only by the subdued plaint of the pigeons in the +neighbouring yard, and the cooing or a pair of pet ring-doves that +slept in the honeysuckle, and were kept awake by the moonshine which +invaded their nest, and tempted them to gossip. After awhile a +whipporwill which haunted the churchyard elms drew gradually nearer, +finally settling upon a deodar cedar in the flower garden, whence it +poured forth its lonely _miserere_ wail. + +Mr. Hargrove sat so still, that Regina hoped he had fallen asleep, +but very soon he said: + +"My dear, you need not fan me." + +"I hoped you were sleeping, and that a nap would refresh you." + +He took her hand, pressed it gently, and said with the grave +tenderness peculiar to him: + +"What a thoughtful good little nurse you are! Almost as watchful and +patient as Elise. Have you had your supper?" + +"All that I want, some bread and milk. Hero and I ate our supper +before you came. Shall I bring your slippers?" + +"Thank you, I believe not. Before long I will go to sleep. Regina, +open the organ, and play something soft and holy, with the Tremulant. +Sing me that dear old 'Protect us through the coming eight,' which my +Douglass loves so well." + +"I wish I could, but you know, sir, it is a quartette; and beside, I +should never get through my part: it reminds me so painfully of the +last time we all sang it." + +"Well then, my little girl, something else. 'Oh that I had wings like +a dove!' To-night I am almost like a weary child, and only need a +lullaby to hush me to sleep. Go, dear, and sing me to rest." + +Reluctantly she obeyed, brightened the library lamp, and sat down +before the cabinet organ which had been brought over to the parsonage +for safe keeping while the church was being repaired. As she +pulled out the stops, Hannah touched her. + +"Has he finished his supper? Can I move the dishes and table?" + +"Not yet. He is too tired just now to eat." + +"Then I will wait here. To tell you the truth, I have a queer feeling +that scares me, makes my flesh creep. While I was straining the milk +just now, a screech-owl flew on the top of the dairy, and its awful +death-warning almost froze the blood in my veins. How I do wish Miss +Elise was here! I hope it is not a sign of a railroad accident to +her, or that the vessel is lost that carried her boy!" + +"Hush, you superstitious old Hannah! I often hear that screech-owl, +and it is only hunting for mice. Mrs. Lindsay will come to-morrow." + +Her fingers wandered over the keys, and in a sweet, pure, and +remarkably clear voice she sang "Oh that I had wings." With great +earnestness and pathos she rendered the final "to be at rest," +lingering long on the "Amen." + +Then she began one of Mozart's symphonies, and from it glided away +into favourite selections from Rossini's "Moïse." + +Once afloat upon the mighty tide of sacred music she drifted on and +on, now into a requiem, now a "Gloria," and at last the grand +triumphant strains of the pastor's favourite "Jubilate" rolled +through the silent house, out upon the calm lustrous summer night. + +Of the flight of time she had taken no cognizance, and as she closed +the organ and rose she heard the clock striking nine, and saw that +Hannah was nodding in a corner of the sofa. + +Surprised at the lateness of the hour, she stepped out on the +verandah, and approached the arm chair. + +The moon had sunk so low that its light had been diminished, but the +reflection from the library lamp prevented total darkness. Mr. +Hargrove had not moved from the posture in which she left him, and +she said very softly: + +"Are you asleep?" + +He made no answer, and, unwilling to arouse him, she sat down on the +step to wait until he finished his nap. + +As the moon went down a light breeze sprang from some blue depths of +the far west, and began to skim the frail foamy clouds that drifted +imperceptibly across the star-lit sky; and to the crystal fingers of +the dew the numerous flowers in the garden below yielded a generous +tribute of perfume that blended into a wave of varied aromas, and +rolled to and fro in the cool night air. Calm, sweet and holy, the +night seemed a very benison, dispensing peace. + +Watching the white fire of constellations burning in the vault above +her, Regina wondered whether it were a fair night far out at sea, if +the same glittering stellar clusters swung above the deck of the +noble vessel that had been for many days upon the ocean, or if the +storm fiend held cyclone carnival upon the distant Atlantic. + +Her thoughts wandered toward the future, that _terra incognita_ which +Mr. Lindsay's vague words--"There are trials ahead of you"--had +peopled with dread yet intangible phantoms, whose spectral shadows +solemnly presageful, hovered over even the present. Why was her own +history a sealed volume--her father a mystery--her mother a wanderer +in foreign lands? + +From this most unprofitable train of reflection she was gradually +recalled by the restless singular behaviour of her dog. He had been +lying near the table, with his head on his paws, but rose, whined, +came close to his mistress and caught her sleeve between his +teeth--his usual mode of attracting her attention. + +"What is it, Hero? Are you hungry?" + +He barked, ran to the easy chair, rubbed his nose against the +pastor's hand, came back whining to Regina, and finally returning to +the chair, sat down, bent his head to the pastor's feet and uttered a +prolonged and dismal howl. + +An undefinable horror made the girl spring toward the chair. + +The sleeper had not moved, and stooping over she put her hand on his +forehead. The cold damp touch terrified her, and with a cry of +"Hannah! Oh, Hannah!" she darted into the library, and seized the +lamp. By its light held close to the quiet figure, she saw that the +eyes were closed as in slumber, and the lips half parted, as though +in dreaming he had smiled; but the features were rigid, the hands +stiff and cold, and she could feel no flutter in the wrists or +temples. + +"Oh, my God! he is dead!" screamed Hannah, wringing her hands, and +uttering a succession of shrieks, while like a statue of despair the +girl stood staring almost vacantly at the white placid face of the +dead. At last, shuddering from head to foot, she exclaimed: + +"Run for Dr. Melville! Run, Hannah! you can go faster now than I +could." + +"What is the use? He is dead! stone dead!" + +"Perhaps not--he may revive. Oh, Hannah! why don't you go?" + +"Leave you alone in the house--with a corpse?" + +"Run--run! Tell the doctor to hurry. He may do something." + +As the old servant disappeared, Regina fell on her knees, and seizing +the right hand, carried it to her lips; then began to chafe it +violently between her own trembling palms. + +"O Lord, spare him a little while! Spare him till his sister comes?" + +She rushed into the library, procured some brandy which was kept in +the medicine chest, and with the aid of a spoon tried to force some +down his throat, but the muscles refused to relax, and, pouring the +brandy on her handkerchief, she rubbed his face and the hand she had +already chafed. In the left he tightly held the jasmine, as when he +spoke to her last, and she shrank from touching those fingers. + +Finding no change in the fixed white face she took off his shoes and +rubbed his feet with mustard, but no effect encouraged her, and +finally she sat, praying silently, holding the feet tenderly against +her heart. + +How long lasted that lonely vigil with the dead, she never knew. Hope +deserted her, and by degrees she realized the awful truth that the +arrival of the physician so impatiently expected would bring no +succour. How bitterly she upbraided herself for leaving him a moment, +even though in obedience to his wishes. Perhaps he had called and the +organ had drowned his voice. + +Had he died while she sang, and was his spirit already with God when +she repeated the words "Far away in the regions of the blest"? When +she came on tiptoe, and asked, "Are you asleep?" was he indeed verily +"Asleep in Jesus"? While she waited, fearful of disturbing his +slumber, was his released and rejoicing soul nearing the pearly +battlements of the City of Rest, lead by God's most pitying and +tender angel, loving yet silent Death? + +When will humanity reject and disown the hideous, ruthless monster +its own disordered fancy fashioned, and accept instead the beautiful +Oriental Azrael, the most ancient "Help of God," who is sent in +infinite mercy to guide the weary soul into the blessed realm of +Peace? + + "O Land! O Land! + For all the broken-hearted, + The mildest herald by our fate allotted-- + Beckons, and with inverted torch doth stand, + To lead us with a gentle hand + Into the Land of the great departed,-- + Into the Silent Land." + +When the solemn silence that hung like a pall over the parsonage was +broken by the hurried tread of many feet and the confused sound of +strange voices, Regina seemed to be aroused from some horrible +lethargy, and gazed despairingly at the doctor. + +"It is too late. You can't do anything for him now," she said, +clinging to his feet, as an attempt was made to lift them from her +lap. + +"He must have been dead several hours," answered Dr. Melville. + +"None but God and the angels know when he died. I thought he had gone +to sleep; and so indeed he had." + +Hannah had spread the alarm, while searching for the doctor, and very +soon Mr. Hargrove's personal friends and some of the members of the +congregation thronged the library, into which the body of the +minister had been removed. + +An hour afterward Dr. Melville, having searched for the girl all over +the house, found her crouched on the steps leading down to the flower +garden. She sat with her arm around Hero's neck, and her head bowed +against him. Seating himself beside her, the physician said: + +"Poor child, this is an awful ordeal for you, and in Dr. Hargrove's +death you have lost a friend whom the whole world cannot replace. He +was the noblest man, the purest Christian, I ever knew, and if the +church has a hundred pastors in future, none will ever equal him. He +married me, he baptized my children, and when I buried my wife, his +voice brought me the most comfort, the----" + +His tone faltered, and a brief silence ensued. + +"Regina, I wish you would tell me as nearly as you can how he seemed +to-day, and how it all happened. I could get nothing satisfactory put +of old Hannah." + +She described the occurrences of the morning, his debility and entire +lack of appetite, and the long walk in the afternoon, followed by the +attack of vertigo and palpitation, to which he alluded after his +return. When she concluded her recital of the last terrible scene in +the melancholy drama, Dr. Melville sighed, and said: + +"It has ended just as I feared, and predicted. His heart has been +affected for some time, and not a month ago I urged him to give up +his pulpit work for a while at least, and try rest and change of air. +But he answered that he considered his work imperative, and when he +died it would be with the harness on. He would not permit me to +allude to the subject in the presence of his family, because he told +me he did not wish to alarm his sister, who is so devoted to him, or +render the parting with his nephew more painful, by adding +apprehensions concerning his health. I fear his grief at the loss of +Douglass has hastened the end." + +"When Mrs. Lindsay comes to-morrow it will kill her," groaned Regina, +whose soul seemed to grow sick, as she thought of the devoted fond +sister, and the anguish that awaited her already bruised and aching +heart. + +"No, sorrow does not kill people, else the race would become +extinct." + +"It has killed Mr. Hargrove." + +"Not sorrow, but the disease, which sorrow may have aggravated." + +"Mrs. Lindsay would not go to India with her son, because she said +she could not leave her brother whose sight was failing, and who +needed her most. Now she has lost both. Oh, I wish I could run away +to-morrow, somewhere, anywhere, out of sight of her misery!" + +"Some one must meet her at the train, and prepare her for the sad +news. My dear child, you would be the best person for that melancholy +task." + +"I? Never! I would cut off my tongue before it should stab her heart +with such awful news! Are people ever prepared for trouble like +this?" + +"Well, somebody must do it; but, like you, I am not brave enough to +meet her with the tidings. When it is necessary, I can amputate +limbs, and do a great many apparently cruel things, but when it +conies to breaking such bad news as this I am a nervous coward. Mr. +Campbell is a kind, tenderhearted friend of the family, and I will +request him to take a carriage and meet her to-morrow. Poor thing! +what a welcome home!" + +Soon after he left her she heard the whistle of the night express, +which arrived simultaneously with the departure of the outward train +bound south, and she knew that it was eleven o'clock. + +Hannah was in the kitchen talking with Esau the sexton, and when +several gentlemen who offered to remain until morning came out on the +verandah, leaving the blinds of the library windows wide open, Regina +rose and stole away to escape their observation. + +Although walking swiftly she caught sight of the table in the middle +of the room and of a mass of white drapery, on which the lamp-light +fell with ghostly lustre. Twelve hours before she had sat there, +reading to the faithful kind friend whose affectionate gaze rested +all the while upon her; now stiff and icy he was sleeping his last +sleep in the same spot, and his soul? Safely resting, after the +feverish toil and strife of Time, amid the palms of Eternal Peace. +Not the peace of Nirwana; neither the absolute absorption of one +school of philosophy, nor the total extinction inculcated by a yet +grosser system. Not the vague insensate peace of Pantheism, but the +spiritual rest of a heaven of reunion and of recognition promised by +Jesus Christ our Lord, who, conquering death in that lonely rock-hewn +Judæan tomb, won immortal identity for human souls. Not the +succession of progressive changes that constitute the hereafter of-- + + "This age that blots out life with question-marks, + This nineteenth century with its knife and glass + That make thought physical, and thrust far off + The heaven, so neighbourly with man of old, + To voids sparse-sown with alienated stars." + +Among the multitudinous philosophic, psychologic, biologic systems +that have waxed and waned, dazzled and deluded, from the first +utterances of Gotama, to the very latest of the advanced +Evolutionists, is there any other than the Christian solution of the +triple-headed riddle--Whence? Wherefore? Whither?--that will deliver +us from the devouring Sphinx Despair, or yield us even shadowy +consolation when the pinions of gentle yet inexorable death poise +over our household darling, and we stand beside the cold silent clay, +which natural affection and life-long companionship render so +inexpressibly precious? + +When we lower the coffin of our beloved is there soothing comfort in +the satisfactory reflection that perhaps at some distant epoch, by +the harmonious operation of "Natural Selection" and by virtue of the +"Conservation of Force," the "Survival of the fittest" will certainly +ensure the "Differentiation" the "Evolution" of our buried treasure +into some new, strange, superior type of creature, to us for ever +unknown and utterly unrecognizable? Tormented by aspirations which +neither time nor space, force nor matter, will realize or satisfy, +consumed by spiritual hunger fiercer than Ugolino's, we are invited +to seize upon the Barmecide's banquet of "The Law which formulates +organic development as a transformation of the homogeneous into the +heterogeneous;" and that "this universal transformation is a change +from indefinite homogeneity to definite heterogeneity; and that only +when the increasing multiformity is joined with increasing +definiteness, does it constitute Evolution, as distinguished from +other changes that are like it, in respect of increasing +heterogeneity." + +Does this wise and simple pabulum cure spiritual starvation? + +"God said, let us make man in our image, after our likeness. And the +Lord God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his +nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul." +Nay--thunders Science--put away such childish superstition, smite +such traditionary idols; man was first made after the similitude of a +marine ascidian, and once swam as a tadpole in primeval seas. + +In all the wide universe of modern speculation there remains no +unexplored nook or cranny, where an immortal human soul can find +refuge or haven. Having hunted it down, trampled and buried it as one +of the little "inspired legendary" foxes that nibble and bruise the +promising sprouts of the Science Vineyard, what are we requested to +accept in lieu of the doctrine of spiritual immortality? "Natural +Evolution." + +One who has long been regarded as an esoteric in the Eleusis of +Science, and who ranks as a crowned head among its hierophants, +frankly tells us: "What are the core and essence of this hypothesis +Natural Evolution? Strip it naked, and you stand face to face with +the notion that not alone the more ignoble forms of animalcular or +animal life, not alone the nobler forma of the horse and lion, not +alone the exquisite and wonderful mechanism of the human body, but +that the human mind itself--emotion, intellect, will, and all their +phenomena--were once latent in a fiery cloud. Many who hold it would +probably assent to the position that at the present moment all our +philosophy, all our poetry, all our science, all our art--Plato, +Shakespeare, Newton, and Raphael--are potential in the fires of the +sun."... A different pedigree from that offered us by Moses and the +Prophets, Christ and the Apostles; but does it light up the +Hereafter? + +We are instructed that our instincts and consciousness dwell in the +"sensory ganglia," that "an idea is a contradiction, a motion, a +configuration of the intermediate organ of sense," that "memory is +the organic registration of their effects of impressions," and that +the "cerebrum" is the seat of ideas, the home of thought and reason. +But when "grey-matter" that composes this thinking mechanism becomes +diseased, and the cold touch of death stills the action of fibre and +vesicle, what light can our teachers pour upon the future of that +coagulated substance where once reigned hope, ambition, love, or +hate? Those grey granules that were memory, become oblivion. +Certainly physiology has grown to giant stature since the days of St. +Paul, but does it bring to weeping mourners any more comfort than the +doctrine he taught the Corinthians? + +Does the steel Law Mill of Progressive Development grind us either +tonic or balm for the fatal hours of sorest human trial? We have +learned that "the heart of man is constructed upon the recognized +rules of hydraulics, and with its great tubes is furnished with +common mechanical contrivances, valves." + +But when the valvular action is at rest under the stern finger of +death, can all the marvellous appliances of this intensely and +wonderfully mechanical age force one ruddy drop through those great +tubes, or coax one solitary throb, where God has said "Be still"? + +To the stricken mother, bowed over the waxen image of her darling, is +there any system, theory, or creed that promises aught of the Great +Beyond comparable to the Christian's sublime hope that the pet lamb +is safely and tenderly folded by the Shepherd Jesus? + +To the aching heart and lonely soul of sorrowing Regina these vexing +riddles that sit open-mouthed at our religious and scientific +cross-roads, brought no additional gloom; for with the pure holy +faith of unquestioning childhood she seemed to see beside the rigid +form of her pastor and friend the angel who on sea-girt Patmos bade +St. John write, "Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord, from +henceforth; yea, saith the Spirit, that they may rest from their +labours; and their works do follow them." + +Anxious to avoid those who sat within keeping sad watch, the unhappy +girl went around to the front entrance, and sank down on the lowest +step, burying her face in her hands. + +The library was merely a continuation of the hall that ran east and +west through the centre of the house, and though comparatively remote +from the front door was immediately opposite, and from the sight of +that room Regina shrank instinctively. + +Too much shocked and stunned to weep, she became so absorbed by +thoughts of to-morrow's mournful mission, that she failed to notice +the roll of wheels along the street, or the quick rattle of the +gate-latch. The sound of rapid footsteps and the rustle of drapery on +the pebbled walk, finally arrested her attention, and rising she +would have moved aside, but a hand seized her arm. + +"What is the matter? How is my brother?" + +"Oh, Mrs. Lindsay!" + +"Something must have happened. I had such a presentiment of trouble +at home that I could not wait till to-morrow. I came on the night +express. Why is the house all lighted up? Is Peyton ill?" + +Trembling from head to foot, she waited an instant, but Regina only +crouched and groaned, and Mrs. Lindsay sprang up the steps. As she +reached the door, the light in the library revealed the shrouded +table,--the rigid figure resting thereon,--and a piercing wail broke +the silence of death. + +"Merciful God!--not my Peyton?" + +Thrusting her fingers into her ears, Regina fled down the walk out of +the yard, anywhere to escape the sound and sight of that +broken-hearted woman, whose cry was indeed _de profundis_. + +"Console if you will, I can bear it; 'Tis a well-meant alms of +breath; But not all the preaching since Adam Has made Death other +than Death." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +A dreary sunless December day had drawn to a close, prematurely +darkened by a slow drizzling rain, that brought the gloom of early +night, where sunset splendours should have lingered, and deepened the +sombre desolation that mantled the parsonage. In anticipation of the +arrival of the new minister, who was expected the ensuing week, the +furniture had been removed and sold, the books carefully packed and +temporarily stored at the warehouse of a friend, and even the trunks +containing the wearing apparel of the occupants had been despatched +to the railway depot, and checked for transmission by the night +express. + +The melancholy preparations for departure were completed, friends had +paid their final visits, and only Esau the sexton waited with his +lantern, to lock up the deserted house, and take charge of the keys. + +The last mournful tribute had been offered at the grave in the +churchyard, where the beloved pastor slept serenely; and the cold +leaden rain fell upon a mass of beautiful flowers, which quite +covered the mound, that marked his dreamless couch. + +Since that farewell visit to her brother's tomb, Mrs. Lindsay seemed +to have lost her wonted fortitude and composure, and was pacing the +empty library, weeping bitterly, giving vent to the long-pent anguish +which daily duties and business details had compelled her to +restrain. + +Impotent to comfort, Regina stood by the mantlepiece, gazing vacantly +at the wood fire on the hearth, which supplied only a dim fitful and +uncertain light in the bare chill room, once the most cosy and +attractive in the whole cheerful house. + +How utterly desolate everything appeared now, with only the dreary +monotone of the wintry rain on the roof, and the occasional sob that +fell from the black-robed figure walking to and fro. + +It had been such a happy, peaceful, blessed home, where piety, +charity, love, taste, refinement, and education all loaned their +charms to the store of witchery, which made it doubly sad to realize +that henceforth other feet would tread its floors, other voices echo +in its garden and verandahs. + +To the girl who had really never known any other home (save the quiet +convent courts) this parsonage was the dearest spot she had yet +learned to love; and with profound sorrow she now prepared to bid +adieu for ever to the haven where her happiest years had passed like +a rosy dream. + +The dreary deserted aspect of the house recalled to her mind-- + + "How some they have died, and some they have left me, + And some are taken from me; all are departed"-- + +of Charles Lamb's quaint tender "Old familiar faces," as full of +melancholy pathos as human eyes brimming with unshed tears; and from +it her thoughts gradually drifted to another poem, which she had +first heard from Mr. Lindsay during the week of his departure, and +later from the sacred lips that were now placidly smiling beneath the +floral cross and crown in the neighbouring churchyard. + +To-night the words recurred with the mournful iteration of some +dolorous refrain; and yielding to the spell she leaned her forehead +against the chimney-piece, and repeated them sadly and slowly: + + "'We sat and talked until the night + Descending, filled the little room; + Our faces faded from the sight-- + Our voices only broke the gloom. + We spake of many a vanished scene, + Of what we once had thought and said, + Of what had been, and might have been, + And who was changed, and who was dead; + And all that fills the hearts of friends, + When first they feel with secret pain, + Their lives thenceforth have separate ends, + And never can be one again. + The very tones in which we spake + Had something strange, I could but mark; + The leaves of memory seemed to make + A mournful rustling in the dark.'" + +Attracted by the rhythm, which softly beat upon the air like some +muffled prelude striking only minor chords, Mrs. Lindsay came to the +hearth, and with her arm resting on the girl's shoulder, stood +listening. + +"How dearly my Douglass loved those lines." + +"And on the night before he died, Mr. Hargrove repeated them, asking +me afterward to select some sweet solemn sacred tune with an organ +accompaniment, and sing them for him. But what music is there that +would suit a poem, which henceforth will seem as holy as a psalm to +me?" + +"Perhaps after a while you and I may be able to quiet the pain, and +set it to some sweet old chant. Just now our hearts are too sore." + +"After a while? What hope has after a while? It cannot bring back the +lost; and does memory ever die? After a while has not given me my +mother; after a while has not taught me to forget her, or made me +more patient in my waiting. After a while I know death will come to +us all, and then there will be no more heartache; but I can't see +that there is any comfort in after a while, except beyond the grave. +Mrs. Lindsay, I do not wish to be wicked or rebellious, but it seems +very hard that I must leave this dear quiet home, and be separated +from you and Mr. Lindsay whom I dearly love, and go and live in a +city, with that cold, hard, harsh, stern man, of whom I am so much +afraid. He may mean well, but he has such unkind ways of showing it. +You have no idea how dreadful the future looks to me." + +She spoke drearily, and in the fitful flashes of the firelight the +young face looked unnaturally stern. + +"My dear child, you must not despond; at your age one must try to see +only the bright side. If I expected to remain in America, I would not +give you up without a struggle; would beg your mother's permission to +keep you until she claimed you. But I shall only wait to learn that +Douglass has arranged for my arrival. As you know, my sister and +brother-in-law are in Egypt, and if I were with them in Cairo, I +could hear more regularly and frequently from my dear boy. I wish I +could keep you, for you have grown deep into my heart, but my own +future is too uncertain to allow me to involve any one else in my +plans." + +"I understand the circumstances, but if mother only knew everything, +I believe she would not doom me to the care of that man of stone. Oh, +if you could only take me across the ocean, and let me go to Venice +to mother." + +Mrs. Lindsay tightened her arm around the erect slender figure, and +gently stroked back the hair from her temples. + +"My dear, you paint your future guardian too grimly. Mr. Palma +is very reserved, rather haughty, and probably stern, but +notwithstanding has a noble character, I am told, and certainly +appears much interested in and kindly disposed toward you. Dear +Peyton liked him exceedingly, and his two letters to me were full of +generosity and kind sympathy. As I believe I told you, his stepmother +resides with him, and her daughter Miss Neville, though a young lady, +will be more of a companion for you than the older members of the +household. Mr. Palma is one of the most eminent and popular lawyers +in New York, is very ambitious, I have heard, and at his house you +will meet the best society of that great city; by which I mean the +most cultivated, high-toned, and aristocratic people. I am sorry that +he has no religious views, habits, or associations, as I inferred +from the remarks of the lady whom I met in Boston, and who seemed +well acquainted with the Palma household. She told me 'none of that +family had any religion, though of course they kept a pew in the +fashionable church.' But, my dear little girl, I hope your principles +and rules of life are sufficiently established to preserve you from +all free-thinking tendencies. Constant attendance at church does not +constitute religion, any more than the _bonâ fide_ pulpit means the +spiritual Gospel; but I have noticed that where genuine piety exists, +it is generally united with a recognition of church duties and +obligations. The case of books I packed and sent with your trunks +contains some very admirable though old-fashioned works, written by +such women as Hannah More, Mrs. Chapone, Mrs. Opie, and others, to +mould the character of girls, and instruct them in all that is +requisite to make them noble, refined, intelligent, useful Christian +women. Hannah More's 'Lucilla Stanley' is one of the loveliest +portraitures of female excellence in the whole domain of literature, +and you will find some of the passages marked to arrest your +attention. In this age of rapid deviation from the standard rules +that governed feminine deportment and education when I was a +girl, many of the precepts and admonitions penned by the authors +I have mentioned are derided and repudiated as 'puritanical,' +'old-fashioned,' 'strait-laced,' 'stupid and prudish'; but if these +indeed be faults, certainly in the light of modern innovations they +appear 'to lean to virtue's side.' In fashionable society, such as +you are destined to meet at Mr. Palma's, you will find many things +that no doubt will impress you as strange, possibly wrong; but in all +these matters consult the books I have selected for you, read your +Bible, pray regularly, and under all circumstances hold fast to your +principles. Question and listen to your conscience, and no matter how +keen the ridicule, or severe the condemnation to which your views may +subject you, stand firm. Moral cowardice is the inclined plane that +leads to the first step in sin. Be sure you are right, and then +suffer no persuasion or invective to influence you in questions +involving conscientious scruples. You are young and peculiarly +isolated, therefore I have given you a letter to my valued old friend +Mrs. Mason, who will always advise you judiciously, if you will only +consult her. I hope you will devote as much time as possible to +music, for to one gifted with your rare talent it will serve as a +sieve straining out every ignoble discordant suggestion, and will +help to keep your thoughts pure and holy." + +"I suppose there are wicked ways and wicked people everywhere, and it +is not the fashion or the sinfulness that I am afraid of in New York, +but the loneliness I anticipate. I dread being shut up between brick +walls: no flowers, no grass, no cows, no birds, no chickens, none of +the things I care for most." + +"But, my dear child, you forget that you have entered your fifteenth +year, and as you grow older you will gradually lose your inordinate +fondness for pets. Your childish tastes will change as you approach +womanhood." + +"I hope not. Why should they? When I am an old woman with white hair, +spectacles, wrinkled cheeks, and a ruffled muslin cap like poor +Hannah's, I expect to love pigeons and rabbits, and all pretty white +things, just as dearly as I do now. Speaking of Hannah, how I shall +miss her? Since she went away, I shun the kitchen as much as +possible,--everything is so changed, so sad. Oh! the dear, dear +old-dead-and-gone-days will never, never come back to me." + +For some time neither spoke. Mrs. Lindsay wept, the girl only groaned +in spirit; and at length she said suddenly, like one nerved for some +painful task: + +"When we separate at the depot, you to take one train and I another, +we may never meet again in this world, and I must say something to +you, which I could mention to no one else. There is a cloud hanging +over me. I have always lived in its cold shadow, even here where +there is, or was, so much to make me happy, and this mystery renders +me unwilling to go into the world of curious, harsh people, who will +wonder and question. I know that Orme is not my real name, but am +forbidden to ask for information until I am grown. I have full faith +in my mother: I must believe that all she has done is right, no +matter how strange things seem; but on one point I must be satisfied. +Is my mother's name Minnie?" + +"I cannot tell you, for it was the only secret dear Peyton ever kept +from me. In speaking of her, he always called her Mrs. Orme." + +"Do you know anything about the loss of a valuable paper, once in Mr. +Hargrove's possession?" + +"A great many years ago, before you came to live with us, some one +entered this room, opened the secret drawer of Peyton's writing desk, +and carried off a tin box containing some important papers." + +"And suspicion rested on my mother?" + +"My darling girl, who could have been so cruel as to distress you +with such matters? No one----" + +Regina interrupted her, with an imperative motion of her hand: + +"Please answer my question. Truth is better than kindness, is more to +me than sympathy. Did not you and Mr. Hargrove believe that mother +took--stole that box?" + +"Peyton never admitted to me that he suspected her, though some +circumstances seemed to connect the disappearance of the papers with +her visit here the night they were carried off. He accused no one." + +Regina was deeply moved, and her whole face quivered as she answered: + +"Oh! how good, how truly charitable he was! I wonder if in all the +wide borders of America there are any more like him? If I could only +have told him the facts, and satisfied him that my mother was +innocent! But I waited until Hannah could get away in peace, and +before she was ready to start God called him home. In heaven of +course he knows it all now. I promised Hannah to tell no one but him, +and to defer the explanation until she was safe, entirely beyond the +reach of his displeasure; but since you suspected my mother, it is +right that I should justify her in your estimation." + +Very succinctly she narrated what had occurred on the evening of the +storm, and the incidents of the ensuing morning, when she followed +Hannah into the churchyard. As she concluded, an expression of relief +and pleasure succeeded that of astonishment which had rested on Mrs. +Lindsay's worn and faded face. + +"I am heartily glad that at last the truth has been discovered, and +that it fully exonerated your mother from all connection with the +theft; for I confess the circumstances prejudiced me against her. Let +us be encouraged, my dear little girl, to believe that in due time +all the other mysteries will be quite as satisfactorily cleared up." + +"I can't afford to doubt it; if I did, I should not be able to----" + +She paused, while an increasing pallor overspread her features. + +"That is right, dear, believe in her. We should drink and live upon +faith in our mothers, as we did their milk that nourished us. When +children lose faith in their mothers, God pity both! Did you learn +from Hannah the character of the paper?" + +"How could I question a servant concerning my mother's secrets? I +only learned that Mr. Hargrove had given to my mother a copy of that +which was burned by the lightning." + +"In writing to her, did you mention the facts?" + +"I have not as yet. I doubted whether I ought to allude to the +subject, lest she should think I was intruding upon her confidence." + +"Dismiss that fear, and in your next letter acquaint her fully with +all you learned from poor Hannah; it may materially involve her +interest or welfare. Now, Regina, I am about to say something which +you must not misinterpret, for my purpose is to comfort you, to +strengthen your confidence in your mother. I do not know her real +name, I never heard your father's mentioned, but this I do +know,--dear Peyton told me that in this room he performed the +marriage ceremony that made them husband and wife. Why such profound +secrecy was necessary your poor mother will some day explain to you. +Until then, be patient." + +"Thank you, Mrs. Lindsay. It does comfort me to know that Mr. +Hargrove was the minister who married them. Of course it is no secret +to you that my mother is an actress? I discovered it accidentally, +for you know the papers were never left in my way, and in all her +letters she alluded to her 'work being successful,' but never +mentioned what it was; and I always imagined she was a musician +giving concerts. But one day last June, at the Sabbath-school +Festival, Mrs. Potter gave me a Boston paper, containing an article +marked with ink, which she said she wished me to read, because it +would edify a Sunday-school pupil. It was a letter from Italy, +describing one of the theatres there, where Madame Odille Orme was +playing 'Medea.' I cut out the letter, gave it to Mr. Hargrove, and +asked him if it meant my mother. He told me it did, and advised me to +enclose it to her when I wrote. But I could not, I burned it. People +look down on actresses as if they were wicked or degraded, and for +awhile it distressed me very much indeed, but I know there must be +good as well as bad people in all professions. Since then I have been +more anxious to become a perfect musician, so that before long I can +relieve mother from the necessity of working on the stage." + +"It was wickedly malicious in Mrs. Prudence to wound you; and we were +all so anxious to shield you from every misgiving on your mother's +account. Some actresses have brought opprobrium upon the profession, +which certainly is rather dangerous, and subjects women to suspicion +and detraction; but let me assure you, Regina, that there have been +very noble, lovely, good ladies who made their bread exactly as your +mother makes hers. There is no more brilliant, enviable, or stainless +record among gifted women than that of Mrs. Siddons'; or to come down +to the present day, the world honours, respects, and admires none +more than Madame Ristori, or Miss Cushman. Personal characteristics +must decide a woman's reputation, irrespective of the fact that she +lives upon the stage; and it is unjust that the faults of some should +reflect discreditably upon all in any profession. Individually I must +confess I am opposed to theatres and actresses, for I am the widow of +a minister, and have an inherited and a carefully educated prejudice +against all such things; but while I acknowledge this fact, I dare +not assert that some who pass their lives before the footlights may +not be quite as conscientious and upright as I certainly try to be. I +should grieve to see you on the stage, yet should circumstances +induce you to select it as a profession, in the sight of God who +alone can judge human hearts, your and your mother's chances of final +acceptance and rest with Christ might be as good, perhaps better, +than mine Let us 'judge not, lest we be judged.'" + +"The world has not your charity, but let it do its worst. Come what +may, my mother is still my own mother, and God will hold the scales +and see that justice is done. Perhaps some day we may follow you to +India, and spend the remainder of our lives in some cool quiet +valley, under the shadow of the rhododendrons on the Himalayan hills. +Who knows what the end may be? But no matter how far we wander, +or where we rest, we shall never find a home so sweet, so peaceful, +so full of holy and happy associations, as this dear parsonage has +been to me." + +The fire burned low, and in its dull flicker the shadows thickened; +while the rising wind sobbed and wailed mournful as a coranach +around the desolate old house, whence so many generations had glided +into the sheltering bosom of the adjoining necropolis. + +Across the solemn gloomy stillness ran the sharp shivering sound of +the door-bell, and when the jarring had ceased Esau entered with his +lantern in his hand. + +"The carriage is at the gate. The schedule was changed last week, and +the driver says it is nearly train time. Give me the satchels and +basket." + +Slowly the two figures followed the lantern-bearer down the dim bare +hall, and the sound of their departing footsteps echoed strangely, +dismally through the empty, forsaken house. At the front door both +paused and looked back into the darkness that seemed like a vast +tomb, swallowing everything, engulfing all the happy hallowed past. + +But Regina imagined that in the dusky library, by the wan flicker of +the dying fire, she could trace the spectral outline of a white +draped table, and of a tall prostrate form bearing a Grand Duke +jasmine in its icy hand. Shuddering violently, she wrapped her shawl +around her and sprang down the steps into the drizzling rain, while +Mrs. Lindsay slowly followed, weeping silently. + + "Were it mine I would close the shutters, + Like lids when the life is fled, + And the funeral fire should wind it, + This corpse of a home that is dead." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +The snow was falling fast nest morning, when with a long hoarse +shriek the locomotive dashed into New York, and drew up to the +platform, where a crowd of human beings and equipages of every +description had assembled to greet the arrival of the train. + +The din of voices, ringing of bells, whistle of engines, and all the +varied notes of that Babel diapason that so utterly bewilders the +stranger stranded on the bustling streets of busy Gotham, fell upon +Regina's ears with the startling force of novelty. She wondered if +there were thunder mixed with swiftly falling snow--that low, dull, +ceaseless roar--that endless monologue of the paved streets--where +iron and steel ground down the stone highways, along which the +Juggernaut of Traffic rolled ponderously, day in and day out. + +Gazing curiously down from her window at the sea of faces wherein +cabmen, omnibus drivers, porters, vociferated and gesticulated, each +striving to tower above his neighbour, like the tame vipers in the +Egyptian pitcher, whereof Teufelsdröckh discourses in Sator Resartus, +Regina made no attempt to leave her seat, until the courteous +conductor to whose care Mrs. Lindsay had consigned her touched her +arm to arrest her attention. + +"You are Miss Orme, I believe, and here is the gentleman who came to +meet you." + +Turning quickly, with the expectation of seeing Mr. Palma, she found +herself in the presence of an elegantly dressed young gentleman, not +more than twenty-two or three years old, who wore ample hay-coloured +whiskers brushed in English style, after the similitude of the fins +of a fish, or the wings of a bat. A long moustache of the same colour +drooped over a mouth feminine in mould, and as he lifted his brown +fur cap and bowed she saw that his light hair was parted in the +middle of his head. + +He handed her a card on which was printed, "Elliott Roscoe." + +"Regina Orme, I presume. My cousin Mr. Palma desired me to meet you +at the train, and see you safely to his house, as he is not in the +city. I guess you had a tiresome trip; you look worn out. Have you +the checks for your baggage?" + +She handed them to him, took her satchel, and followed him out of the +car, through the dense throng, to a _coupé_. + +The driver, whose handsome blue coat with its glittering gilt buttons +was abundantly embroidered with snow-flakes, opened the door, and as +Mr. Roscoe assisted the stranger to enter, he said: + +"Wait, Farley, until I look after the baggage." + +"Yonder is O'Brien with his express waggon. Give him the checks, and +he will have the trunks at home almost as soon as we get there. +Michael O'Brien!" + +As the ruddy, beaming pleasant countenance of the express man +approached, and he received the checks, Mr. Roscoe sprang into the +carriage, but Regina summoned courage to speak. + +"If you please, I want my dog." + +"Your dog! Did you leave it in the car? Is it a poodle?" + +"Poodle! He is a Newfoundland, and the express agent has him." + +"Then O'Brien will bring him with the trunks," said Mr. Roscoe, +preparing to close the door. + +"I would not like to leave him behind." + +"You certainly do not expect to carry him in the carriage?" answered +the gentleman, staring at her, as if she had been a refugee from some +insane asylum. + +"Why not? There seems plenty of room. I am so much afraid something +might happen to him among all these people. But perhaps you would not +like him shut up in the carriage." + +For an instant she seemed sorely embarrassed, then leaning forward, +addressed the coachman. + +"Would you mind taking my dog up there with you? thank you very much +if you will please be so kind." + +Before the wistful pleading of the violet eyes, and the sweet tones +of the hesitating voice, the surly expression vanished from Farley's +countenance, and, touching his hat, he replied cheerfully: + +"Aye, miss; if he is not venomous, I will take him along." + +"Thank you. Mr. Roscoe, if you will be so good as to go with me to +the express car, I can get my dog." + +"That is not necessary. Besides it is snowing hard, and your wraps +are not very heavy. Give me the receipt, and I will bring him out." + +There was some delay, but after a little while Mr. Roscoe came back +leading Hero by a chain attached to his collar. The dog looked sulky +and followed reluctantly, but at sight of his mistress, sprang +forward, barking joyfully. + +"Poor Hero! poor fellow! Here I am." + +When he had been prevailed upon to jump up beside the driver, and the +carriage rolled homeward, Mr. Roscoe said: + +"That is a superb creature. The only pure white Newfoundland I ever +saw. Where did you get him?" + +"He was bought in Brooklyn several years ago, and sent to me." + +"What is his name?" + +"Hero." + +"How very odd. Bruno, or Nero, or Ponto, or even Fido, would be so +much more suitable." + +"Hero suits him, and suits me." + +Mr. Roscoe looked curiously into the face beside him, and laughed. + +"I presume you are a very romantic young miss, and have been dreaming +about some rustic Leander in round jacket." + +"My dog was not called after the priestess at Sestos. It means hero +the common noun, not Hero the proper name. Holding torches to guide +people across the Hellespont was not heroism." + +If she had addressed him in Aramaic he would not have been more +surprised; and for a moment he stared. + +"I am afraid your Hero will not prove a thoroughly welcome addition +to my cousin's household. He has no fondness whatever for dogs, or +indeed for pets of any kind, and Mrs. Palma, who has a chronic terror +of hydrophobia, will not permit a dog to come near her." + +He saw something like a smile flicker across the girl's mouth, but +she did not look up, and merely asked: + +"Where is Mr. Palma?" + +"He was unexpectedly called to Philadelphia two days ago, on urgent +business. Do you know him?" + +"I have not seen him for several years." + +She turned away, fixing her attention upon the various objects of +interest that flitted by, as they rolled rapidly along one of the +principal streets. The young gentleman who in no respect resembled +Mr. Palma, found it exceedingly pleasant to study the fair delicate +face beside him, and not a detail of her dress, from the shape of +her hat to the fit of her kid gloves, escaped his critical +inspection. + +Almost faultily fastidious in his Broadway trained tastes, he arrived +at the conclusion that she possessed more absolute beauty than any +one in his wide circle of acquaintance; but her travelling suit was +not cut in the approved reigning style, and the bow of ribbon at her +throat did not exactly harmonize with the shade of the feather in her +hat, all of which jarred disagreeably. + +As the carriage entered Fifth Avenue, and drew up before one of the +handsome brown-stone front mansions that stretch like palatial walls +for miles along that most regal and magnificent of American streets, +Mr. Roscoe handed his companion out, and rang the bell. + +Hero leaped to the sidewalk, and, patting his head, Regina said: + +"Driver, I am very much obliged to you for taking care of him for +me." + +"You are quite welcome, miss. He is an uncommon fine brute, and I +will attend to him for you if you wish it." + +The door opened, and Regina was ushered in, and conducted by Mr. +Roscoe into the sitting-room, where a blazing coal fire lent pleasant +warmth and a ruddy glow to the elegantly furnished apartment. + +"Terry, tell the ladies we have come." + +The servant disappeared, and, holding his hands over the fire, Mr. +Roscoe said: + +"I believe you are a stranger to all but my cousin; yet you are +probably aware that his stepmother and her daughter reside with him." + +Before she could reply the door suddenly opened wide, as if moved by +an impatient hand, and a middle-aged lady, dressed in black silk that +rustled proudly at every step, advanced toward Regina. Involuntarily +the girl shivered, as if an icy east wind had blown upon her. + +"Mrs. Palma, I have brought this young lady safely, and transfer her +to your care. This is Regina Orme." + +"Miss Orme has arrived on a cold day, and looks as if she realized +it." + +She put out her hand, barely touched the fingers of the stranger, and +her keen, probing, inquisitorial eyes of palest grey wandered +searchingly over the face and figure; while her haughty tone was +chill--as the damp breath of a vault. + +Catching sight of Hero she started back, and exclaimed with +undisguised displeasure: + +"What! A dog in my sitting-room! Who brought that animal here?" + +Regina laid a protecting hand on the head of her favourite, and said +timidly, in a voice that faltered from embarrassment: + +"It is my dog. Please, madam, allow me to keep him; he will disturb +no one; shall give no trouble." + +"Impossible! Dogs are my pet aversion. I would not even allow my +daughter to accept a lovely Italian greyhound which Count Fagdalini +sent her on her last birthday. That huge brute there would give me +hysterics before dinner-time." + +"Then you shall not see him. I will keep him always out of eight; he +shall never annoy you." + +"Very feasible in a Fifth Avenue house! Do you propose to lock him up +always in your own chamber? How absurd!" + +She touched the bell, and added: + +"It always saves trouble to start exactly as we expect or intend to +continue. I cannot endure dogs--never could, and yours must be +disposed of at once." + +Pitying the distress so eloquently printed on the face of the girl, +Mr. Roscoe interposed: + +"Strike, but hear me! Don't banish the poor fellow so summarily. He +can't go mad before May or June, if then; and at least let her keep +him a few days. She feels strange and lonely, and it will comfort her +to have him for a while." + +"Nonsense, Elliott! Terry, tell Farley I shall want the carriage in +half an hour, and meantime ask him to come here and help you take out +this dog. We have no room for any such pests. Send Hattie to show +this young lady to her own room." + +Mr. Roscoe shrugged his shoulder, and closely inspected his seal +ring. + +There was an awkward silence. Mrs. Palma stirred the coals with the +poker, and at last asked abruptly: + +"Miss Orme, I presume you have breakfasted?" + +"I do not wish any, thank you." + +Something in her quiet tone attracted attention, and as the lady and +gentleman turned to look at her, both noticed a brilliant flush on +her cheek, a peculiar sparkle dancing in her eyes. + +Passing her arm through the handle of her satchel, she put both her +hands upon Hero's silver collar. + +"Hattie will show you up to your room, Miss Orme; and if you need +anything call upon her for it. Farley, take that dog away, and do not +let me see him here again." + +The blunt but kind-hearted coachman looked irresolute, glancing first +at his mistress, and then pityingly at the girl. As he advanced to +obey, Regina said in a quiet but clear and decisive tone: + +"Don't you touch him. He is mine, and no one shall take him from me. +I am sorry, Mrs. Palma, that I have annoyed you so much, and I have +no right to force unpleasant things upon you, even if I had the +power. Come, Hero! we will find a place somewhere; New York is large +enough to hold us both. Good-bye, Mr. Roscoe. Good-day, Mrs. Palma." + +She walked toward the door, leading Hero, who rubbed his head +caressingly against her. + +"Where are you going?" cried Mr. Roscoe following, and catching her +arm. + +"Anywhere--away from this house," she answered very quietly. + +"But Mr. Palma is your guardian! He will be dreadfully displeased." + +"He has no right to be displeased with me. Beside, I would not for +forty guardians give up my Hero. Please stand aside, and let me +pass." + +"Tell me first, what you intend to do." + +"First to get out, where the air is free. Then to find the house of +a lady, to whom I have a letter of introduction from Mrs. Lindsay." + +Mrs. Palma was sorely perplexed, and though she trembled with excess +of anger and chagrin, a politic regard for her own future welfare, +which was contingent upon the maintenance of peaceful relations with +her stepson, impelled her to concede what otherwise she would never +have yielded. Stepping forward she said with undisguised scorn: + +"If this is a sample of his ward's temper, I fear Erle has resumed +guardianship of Tartary. As Miss Orme is a total stranger in New +York, it is sheer madness to talk of leaving here. This is Erle +Palma's house, not mine, else I should not hesitate a moment; but +under the circumstances I shall insist upon this girl remaining here +at least until his return, which must be very soon. Then the dog +question will be speedily decided by the master of the establishment." + +"Let us try and compromise. Suppose you trust your pet to me for a +few days, until matters can be settled? I like dogs, and promise to +take good care of yours, and feed him on game and chicken soup." + +He attempted to put his hand on the collar, but Hero, who seemed to +comprehend that he was a _casus belli_, growled and showed his teeth. + +"Thank you, sir, but we have only each other now. Mrs. Palma, I do +not wish to disturb or annoy you in any way, and as I love my dog +very much, and you have no room for him, I would much rather go away +now and leave you in peace. Please, Mr. Roscoe, let me pass." + +"I can fix things to suit all around, if madam will permit," said the +coachman. + +"Well, Farley, what is your proposition?" + +His mistress was biting her lip from mortification and ill-concealed +rage. + +"I will make a kennel in the corner of the carriage-house, where he +can be chained up, and yet have room to stretch himself; and the +young miss can feed him, and see him as often as she likes, till +matters are better settled." + +"Very well. Attend to it at once. I hope Miss Orme is satisfied?" + +"No, I do not wish to give so much trouble to you all." + +"Oh, miss I it is no trouble worth speaking of; and if you will only +trust me, I will see that no harm happens to him." + +For a moment Regina looked up at the honest, open, though somewhat +harsh Hibernian face, then advanced and laid the chain in his hand. + +"Thank you very much. I will trust you. Be kind to him, and let me +come and see him after awhile. I don't wish him ever to come into the +house again." + +"The baggage-man has brought the trunks," said Terry. + +"Have them taken upstairs. Would you like to go to your room, Miss +Orme?" + +"If you please, madam." + +"Then I must bid you good-bye," said Mr. Roscoe, holding out his +hand. + +"Do you not live here?" + +"Oh no! I am only a student in my cousin's law-office, but come here +very often. I hope the dog-war is amicably settled, but if +hostilities are reopened, and you ever make up your mind to give Hero +away, please remember that I am first candidate for his ownership." + +"I would almost as soon think of giving away my head. Good-bye, sir." + +As she turned to follow the servant out of the room, she ran against +a young lady who hastily entered, singing a bar from "Traviata." + +"Bless me! I beg your pardon. This is----" + +"Miss Orme; Erle's ward." + +"Miss Orme does not appear supremely happy at the prospect of +sojourning with us, beneath this hospitable roof. Mamma, I understand +you have had a regular Austerlitz battle over that magnificent dog I +met in the hall,--and alas! victory perched upon the standard of the +invading enemy! Cheer up, mamma! there is a patent medicine just +advertised in the _Herald_ that hunts down, worries, shakes, and +strangles hydrophobia, as Gustave Billon's Skye terrier does rats. +Good-morning, Mr. Elliott Roscoe! Poor Miss Orme looks strikingly +like a half-famished and wholly hopeless statue of Patience that I +saw on a monument at the last funeral I attended in Greenwood. +Hattie, do take her to her room, and give her some hot chocolate, or +coffee, or whatever she drinks." + +She had taken both the stranger's hands, shook them rather roughly, +and in conclusion pushed her toward the door. + +Olga Neville was twenty-two, tall, finely formed, rather handsome; +with unusually bright reddish-hazel eyes, and a profusion of tawny +hair, which nine persons in ten would unhesitatingly have pronounced +red, but which she persistently asserted was of exactly the classic +shade of ruddy gold, that the Borgia gave to Bembo. Her features were +large, and somewhat irregular in contour, but her complexion was +brilliant, her carriage very graceful, and though one might safely +predict that at some distant day she would prove "fair, fat, and +forty," her full figure had not yet transgressed the laws of +symmetry. + +As the door of the sitting-room closed, she put her large white hands +on her mother's shoulders, shook her a little, and kissed her on the +cheek. + +"Do, mamma, let us have fair play, or I shall desert to the enemy. It +was not right to open your batteries on that little thing before she +got well into position, and established her line. If I am any judge +of human nature, I rather guess from the set of her lips, and the +stars that danced up and down in her eyes, that she is not quite as +easily flanked as a pawn on a chessboard." + +"I wish, Olga, that you were a better judge of common sense, and of +the courtesy due to my opinions. I can tell you we are likely to see +trouble enough with this high-tempered girl added to the family +circle." + +"Why, she has not Lucretia-coloured tresses like my own lovely-spun +gold? I thought her hair looked very black." + +"I will warrant it is not half as black as her disposition. She +looked absolutely diabolical when she pretended to march out into the +world, playing the _rôle_ of injured, persecuted innocence." + +"Now, mamma! She is decidedly the prettiest piece of diabolism I ever +saw. Elliott, what do you think of her?" + +"That some day she will be a most astonishing beauty. Can you +recollect that lovely green and white cameo pin set with diamonds +that Tiffany had last spring? Ned Bartlett bought it for his wife the +day they started to Saratoga. Well, this girl is exactly like that +exquisite white cameo head; I noticed the likeness as soon as I saw +her. But she needs polish, city training, society marks, and her +clothes are at least two seasons old in style. I think too your +mother is quite right in believing she has a will of her own. She was +really in earnest, and would have walked out, if Farley had not come +to the rescue. Olga, what are you laughing at?" + +"I am anticipating the sport in store for me when her will and Erle +Palma's come in conflict. Won't the sparks fly! We shall have a +domestic shower of meteors to enliven our daily dull routine! You +know the stately and august head of this establishment savours of +Fitz-James, and in all matters of controversy acts fully out what +Scott only dreamed: + + 'Come one, come all! this rock shall fly + From its firm base, as soon as I!' + +I daresay it is his terrapin habit that helps Erle Palma to his great +success as a lawyer; when he once takes hold, he never lets go. Now, +mamma, if you do not hoist a white flag as far as that poor girl is +concerned, I shall certainly ask your wary stepson to give her a +sprig of phryxa from Mount Brixaba. Do you understand, Elliott?" + +"Of course not I rarely do understand you when you begin your +spiteful challenges. Now, Olga, I always preserve an unarmed +neutrality, so do let me alone." + + +He made a deprecating gesture, and put on his hat. + +"Free schools and universal education is one of my spavined hobbies, +and a brief canter for your improvement in classic lore would be +charitable, so I proceed: Agatho the Samian says that in the Scythian +Brixaba grows the herb phryxa (hating the wicked), which especially +protects step children; and whenever they are in danger from a +stepmother (observe the antiquity of Stepmotherly characteristics!) +the phryxa gives them warning by emitting a bright flame. You see +Erle Palma remembers his classics, and early in life turned his +attention to the cultivation of phryxa, which flourishes----" + +"Olga, you vex me beyond endurance. Put on your furs at once; it is +time to go to the Studio. Elliott, will you ride down with us, and +look at the portrait?" + +"Thanks! I wish I could, but promised to write out some legal +references before my cousin returns, and must keep my word; for you +very well know he has scant mercy on delinquents." + +"I only hope he will bring his usual iron rule to bear upon this new +element in the household, else her impertinent self-assertion will be +unendurable. Will you be at Mrs. Delafield's reception to-night?" + +"I promised to attend. Suppose I call for you and Olga about nine?" + +"Quite agreeable to all parties. I shall expect you. Good-morning." + +When Regina left the sitting-room she followed the housemaid up two +flights of steps, and into a small but beautifully furnished +apartment, where a fire was not really necessary, as the house was +heated by a furnace, still the absence of the cheerful red light she +had left below made this room seem chill and uninviting. + +The trunks had been brought up, and after lowering the curtain of +the window that looked down on the beautiful Avenue, Hattie said: + +"Will you have tea, coffee, or chocolate?" + +"Neither, I thank you." + +"Have you had any breakfast?" + +"I do not want any." + +"It is no trouble, miss, to get what you like." + +Regina only shook her head, and proceeded to take off her hat and +wrappings. + +"Are you an orphan?" queried Hattie, her heart warming toward a +stranger who avoided giving trouble. + +"No; but my mother is in----is too far for me to go to her." + +"Then you aren't here on charity?" + +"Charity! No, indeed! Mr. Palma is my guardian until I go to my +mother." + +"Well, miss, try to be contented. Miss Olga has a kinder heart than +her mother, and though she has a bitter tongue and rough ways she +will befriend you. Don't fret about your dog, we folks belowstairs +will see that he does not suffer. We will help you take care of him." + +"Thank you, Hattie. I shall be grateful to all who are kind to him. +Please give him some water and a piece of bread when you go down." + +It was a great relief to find herself once more alone, and, sinking +down wearily into a rocking chair, she hid her face in her hands. + +Her heart was heavy, her head ached; her soul rose in rebellion +against the cold selfishness and discourtesy that had characterized +her reception by the inmates of her guardian's house. + +Everything around her betokened wealth, taste, elegance; the carpets +and various articles of furniture were of the most costly materials, +but at the thought of living here she shuddered. Fine and fashionable +in all its appointments, but chilly, empty, surface gilded, she felt +that she would stifle in this mansion. + +By comparison, how dear and sacred seemed the old life at the +parsonage I how desolate and dreary the present! how inexpressibly +lonely and hopeless the future! + +From the thought of Mr. Palma's return, she could borrow no pleasant +auguries, rather additional gloom and apprehension; and his absence +had really been the sole redeeming circumstance that marked her +arrival in New York. With an unconquerable dread which arose from +early childish prejudice and which she never attempted to analyze, +she shrank from meeting him. + +There came a quick low rap on the door, but she neither heard nor +heeded it, and started when a warm hand removed those that covered +her face. + +"Just as I expected, you are having a good cry all to yourself. No, +your eyes are dry and bright as stars. I daresay you have set us all +down as a family of brutes; as more cruel than the Piutes or Modocs; +as stony hearted as Solomon, when he ordered the poor little baby to +be cut in half and distributed among its several mothers. But there +is so little justice left in the world, that I imagine each +individual would do well to contribute a moiety to the awfully +slender public stock. Suppose you pay tithes to the extent of +counting me out of this nest of persecutors? Thank Heaven! I am not a +Palma! My soul does not work like the piston of a steam-engine,--is +not regulated by a gauge-cock and safety-valve to prevent all +explosions, to keep the even, steady, decorous, profitable tenor of +its sternly politic way. I am a Neville. The blood in my veins is not +'blue' like the Palma's, but red,--and hot enough to keep my heart +from freezing, as the Palma's do, and to melt the ice they +manufacture, wherever they breathe. I am no Don Quixote to redress +your grievances, or storm windmills; for verily neither mamma nor +Erle Palma belongs to that class of harmless innocuous bugaboos, as +those will find to their cost who run against them. I am simply Olga +Neville, almost twenty-three, and quite willing to help you if +possible. Shall we enter into an alliance--offensive and defensive?" + +She stood by the mantlepiece, slowly buttoning her glove, and looked +quite handsome, and very elegant in her rich wine-coloured silk and +costly furs. + +Looking up into her face, Regina wondered how far she might trust +that apparently frank open countenance, and Olga smiled, and added: + +"You are a cunning fledgling, not to be caught with chaff. Have they +sent you anything to eat?" + +"I declined having anything. My head aches." + +"Then do as I tell you, and you will soon feel relieved. There is a +bath-room on this floor. Ring for Hattie, and tell her you want a +good hot bath. When you have taken it, lie down and go to sleep. One +word before I go. Do try not to be hard on mamma. Poor mamma! She +married among these Palmas, and very soon from force of habit and +association she too grew politic, cautious; finally she also froze, +and has never quite thawed again. She is not unkind,--you must not +think so for an instant; she only keeps her blood down to the safe, +wise prudent temperature of sherbet. Poor mamma! She does not like +dogs; once she was dreadfully bitten, almost torn to pieces by one, +and very naturally she has developed no remarkable 'affinity' for +them since that episode. Hattie will get you anything you need. Take +your bath and go to sleep, and dream good-natured things about +mamma." + +She nodded, smiled pleasantly, and glided away as noiselessly as she +came, leaving Regina perplexed, and nowise encouraged with reference +to the stern cold character of her guardian. + +She had eaten nothing since the previous day, had been unable to +close her eyes after bidding Mrs. Lindsay farewell; and now, quite +overcome with the reaction from the painful excitement of yesterday's +incidents, she threw herself across the foot of the bed, and clasped +her hands over her throbbing temples. No sound disturbed tier, save +the occasional roll of wheels on the street below, and very soon the +long lashes drooped, and she slept the heavy deep sleep of mental and +physical exhaustion. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +Led by poppy-wreathed wands, through those fabled ivory gates that +open into the enchanted realm of dreams, the weary girl forgot her +woes, and found blessed reunion with the absent dear ones, whose loss +had so beclouded the morning of her life. + +Under the burning sun of India, through the tangled jungles of Oude, +she wandered in quest of the young missionary and his mother, now +springing away from the crouching tigers that glared at her as she +passed; now darting into some Himalayan cavern to escape the wild +ferocious eyes of Nana Sahib, who offered her that wonderful lost +ruby that he carried off in his flight, and when she seized it, +hoping its sale would build a church for mission worship, it +dissolved into blood that stained her fingers. With a fiendish laugh +Nana Sahib told her it was a part of the heart of a beautiful woman +butchered in the "House of Massacre" at Cawnpore. On and on she +pressed, footsore and weary but undaunted, through those awful +mountain solitudes, and finally hearing in the distance the bark of +Hero, she followed the sound, reached the banks of Jumna, and there +amid the ripple of fountains, and the sighing of the cypress, in the +cool shadow cast by the marble minarets and domes of Shah Jehan's +Moomtaj mausoleum, Mr. and Mrs. Lindsay joyfully welcomed her; while +upon the fragrant air floated divine melodies that Douglass told her +were chanted by angels in her mother's grave, beneath the clustering +white columns. + +When after many hours she awoke, it was night. A faint light trembled +in one of the globes of the gas chandelier, and a blanket had been +laid over her. Starting up she saw a figure sitting at the window, +apparently watching what passed in the street below. + +"I hope you feel refreshed. I can testify you have slept as soundly +as the youths whom Decius put to bed some time since near Ephesus." + +Olga rose, turned on the gas that flamed up instantly, and showed her +elaborately dressed in evening toilette. Her shoulders and arms, +round and pearly white, were bare save the shining tracery of jewels +in necklace and bracelets; and in the long train of blue silk that +flowed over the carpet, she looked even taller than in the morning +walking suit. Her ruddy hair, heaped nigh on her head, was surmounted +by a jewelled comb, whence fell a cataract of curls of various +lengths and sizes, that touched the filmy lace which bordered her +shoulders like a line of foam where blue silk broke on dimpled flesh. + +As Regina gazed admiringly at her, Olga came closer, and stood under +the gas-light. + +"A penny for your thoughts! Am I handsome? Somebody says only 'fools +and children tell the truth.' You are not exactly the latter; +certainly not the former; nevertheless, being a rustic, all unversed +in the fashionable accomplishment of 'fibbing,' you may dispense with +the varnish pot and brush. Tell me, Regina, don't you feel inclined +to fall at my feet and worship me?" + +"Not in the least. But I do think you very handsome, and your dress +is quite lovely. Are you going to a party or a ball?" + +"To a 'Reception,' where the people will be crowded like sardines, +where my puffs will be mashed as flat as buckwheat cakes, and my +train will go home with various gentlemen, clinging in scraps to +their boot-heels! Were you ever at the seashore? If you have ever +chanced to walk into a settlement of fiddlers, and seen them +squirming, wriggling, backward, forward, sideways, you may +understand that I am going into a similar promiscuous scramble. +Human ingenuity is vastly fertile in the production of fashionable +tortures; and when that outraged and indignant poet savagely +asserted, that 'Man's inhumanity to man makes countless thousands +mourn,' I have an abiding conviction that he had just been victimized +at a 'Reception,' or 'German,' or 'Kettle-drum,' or 'Masque +Ball,'--or some such fine occasion, where people are amused by +treading on each other's toes, and gnawing (metaphorically) their +nearest neighbour's vertebræ." + +"Do you not enjoy going into society?" + +"_Cela dépend!_ You are an unsophisticated little package of innocent +rusticity, and have yet to learn + + 'Society is now one polished horde, + Formed of two mighty tribes, + The Bores and Bored!' + +I speak advisedly, for lo these four years I have energetically +preyed, and been preyed upon. When I was your age, I was impatient to +break away from my governess, and soar into the flowery pastures of +fashionable gaiety, with the crowd of other butterflies that seemed +so happy, so lovely; but now that I have bruised my pretty wings, and +tarnished the gilding, and rubbed off the fresh enamelling, I would +if I could crawl back into a safe brown cocoon, or hide in some quiet +and forgotten chrysalis. Did you ever hear of Moloch?" + +"Yes, of course; I know it was a brazen image, heated red hot, in +whose arms children were placed by idolatrous heathen parents." + +"No such thing! that is a foolish, obsolete Rabbinical myth. You must +not talk such old-fashioned folly. Hearken to the solemn truth that +underlies that fable; Moloch reigns here, in far more pomp and +splendour than the Ammonites ever dreamed of. Crowned and sceptred, +he is now called 'Wealth and Fashion,' holds daily festivals and +mighty orgies where salads, boned turkeys, charlotte russe, +_fistachio soufflés, creams, ices, champagne-julep, champagne +frappé_, and persicot call the multitude to worship; and there while +the stirring notes of Strauss ring above the sighs and groans of the +heroic victims, fathers and mothers bring their sons and daughters +bravely decked in broadcloth and satin, white kid and diamonds, and +offer them in sacrifice; and Moloch clasps, scorches, blackens all! +Wide wonderful blue eyes, how shocked you look!" + +Olga laughed lightly, shook out the fringed ends of her broad white +silk sash, and glanced in the mirror of the bureau, to see the +effect. + +"Regina, don't begin city life by a system of starvation that would +do infinite credit to a Thebaid anchorite. Eat abundantly. Take +generous care of your body, for spiritual famine is inevitably ahead +of you. Yonder on the table, carefully covered, is your dinner. Of +course it is cold, stone-cold as this world's charity; but people who +sleep until eight o'clock, ought not to expect smoking hot viands. A +good meal gives one far more real philosophy and fortitude, than all +the volumes Aristotle and Plato ever wrote. Do you hear that bell? It +is a signal to attend the festival of Milcom. Oh, Mammon I behold I +come." + +She moved towards the door, and said from the threshold: + +"I say unto you--eat. Then come downstairs and amuse yourself looking +about the house. There are some interesting things in the parlours, +and if you are musical, you will find a piano that cost one thousand +dollars. When I am away, there are no skeletons in this house, so you +need not fear sleeping here alone. My room is on the same floor. +Good-night." + +Refreshed by her sound sleep, Regina bathed her face, rearranged her +hair, and ate the dinner, which although cold, was very temptingly +prepared. When Hattie came to carry down the silver tray containing +the delicate green and gold china dishes, she complimented the +stranger upon the improvement in her appearance, adding: + +"Miss Olga directed me to show you the house, and anything you might +like to look at, so I lighted the palours and reception-room; and the +library always has a fire, and the gas burning. That is next to Mr. +Palma's bedroom, and is his special place. He comes and goes so +irregularly that we never can tell when he is in it. Once last year +he got home at nine o'clock unexpectedly, and sat up all night +writing there in the cold. Next morning he gave orders for fire and +light in that room, whether he was at home or not. Miss, if you don't +mind looking about yourself, I should like to run around to Eighth +Avenue for a few minutes, to see my sick aunt. Terry has gone out, +and Mary promised to answer the bell, if any one called. Farley says +be easy about your dog; he had a hearty dinner of soup and meat, and +is on a softer bed than some poor souls lie on to-night. Can I go?" + +"Certainly, I am not afraid; and when I get sleepy I will come up and +go to bed. When will Mrs. Palma and Miss Neville come home?" + +"Not before midnight, if then." + +She explained to Regina how to elevate and extinguish the gas, and +the two went down to the sitting-room, whence Hattie soon +disappeared. Raising the silk curtain that divided this apartment +from the parlours, Regina walked slowly up and down upon the velvet +carpet in which her feet seemed to sink, as on a bed of moss; and her +eyes wandered admiringly over the gilded stands, gleaming bronzes, +marble statuettes, papier maché, ormolu, silk, lace, brocatel, +moquette, satin and silver which attracted her gaze. + +Beautiful pictures adorned the tinted walls, and the ceiling was +brilliantly frescoed, while one of the wide bay-windows contained a +stand filled with a superb array of wax flowers. Regina opened the +elegant grand piano, but forbore to touch the keys, and at last when +she had feasted her eyes sufficiently upon some lovely landscapes by +Gifford and Bierstadt, she quitted the richly decorated parlours, and +slowly went up the stairs that led to the room which Hattie had +pointed out as Mr. Palma's library. + +Leaving the door partly open, she entered a long lofty apartment, the +floor of which was of marquetry, polished almost as glass, with +furred robes laid here and there before tables, and deep luxurious +easy chairs. + +Four spacious lines of book shelves with glass doors bearing silver +handles, girded the sides of the room, and the walls were painted in +imitation of the Pompeian style; while the corners of the ceiling +held lovely frescoes of the season, and in the centre was a zodiac. +Bronze and marble busts shone here and there, and where the panels of +the wall were divided by representations of columns, metal brackets +and wooden consoles sustained delicate figures and groups of +sculpture. + +Filled with wonder and delight the girl glided across the shining +mosaic floor, gazing now at the glowing garlands, and winged figures +on the wall, and now at the elegantly bound books Whose gilded titles +gleamed through the plate glass. + +She had read of such rooms in "St. Martin's Summer," a volume Mrs. +Lindsay never tired of quoting; but this exquisite reality +transcended all her previous flights of imagination, and, approaching +the bright coal fire, she basked in the genial glow, in the +atmosphere of taste, culture, and rare luxury. A quaint clock inlaid +with designs in malachite, ticked drowsily upon the low black marble +mantle, which represented winged lions bearing up the slab, and near +the hearth was an ebony and gold escritoire which stood open, +revealing a bronze inkstand and velvet penwiper. Before it sat the +revolving chair, with a bright-coloured embroidered cushion for the +feet to rest upon; and in a recess behind the desk, and partly +screened by the sweep of damask Curtains, hung a man's pearl-grey +dressing-gown, lined with silk; while under it rested a pair of black +velvet slippers encrusted with vine leaves and bunches of grapes in +gold bullion. + +Wishing to see the effect, Regina took a taper from the Murrhine cup +on the mantle, and standing on a chair lighted the cluster of burners +shaped like Pompeian lamps, in the chandelier nearest the grate; then +went back to the rug before the fire, and enjoyed the spectacle +presented. + +What treasures of knowledge were contained in this beautiful, quiet, +brilliant room! + +Would she be permitted to explore the contents of those book shelves, +where hundreds of volumes invited her eager investigation? Could she +ever be as happy here as in the humble yet hallowed library at the +dear old parsonage? + +An oval table immediately under the gas-globes held a china stand +filled with cigars, and seeing several books lying near it, she took +up one. + +It was Gustave Doré's "Wandering Jew," and, throwing herself down on +the rug, she propped her head with one hand, while the other slowly +turned the leaves, and she examined the wonderful illustrations. She +was vaguely conscious that the clock struck ten, but paid little +attention to the flight of time, and after awhile she closed the +book, drew the cushion before the desk to the rug in front of the +fire, laid her head on it, and soothed by the warmth and perfect +repose of the room fell asleep. + +Soon after the door opened wider, and Mr. Palma entered, and walked +half way down the room ere he perceived the recumbent figure. He +paused, then advanced on tiptoe and stood by the hearth, warming his +white scholarly hands and looking down on the sleeper. + +With the careless grace of a child, innocent of the art of +attitudinizing, she had made herself thoroughly comfortable; and as +the light streamed full upon her, all the marvellous beauty of the +delicate face and the perfect modelling of the small hands and feet +were clearly revealed. The glossy raven hair clung in waving masses +around her white full forehead, and the long silky lashes lay like +jet fringe on her exquisitely moulded cheeks; while the remarkably +fine pencilling of her arched brows, which had attracted her +guardian's notice when he first saw her at the convent, was still +more apparent in the gradual development of her features. + +Studying the face and form, and rigidly testing both by the +fastidious canons that often rendered him hypercritical, Mr. Palma +could find no flaw in contour or in colouring, save that the +complexion was too dazzlingly white, lacking the rosy tinge which +youth and health are wont to impart. + +Stretching his arm to the escritoire, he softly opened a side drawer, +took out an oval-shaped engraving of his favourite Sappho, and +compared the nose, chin, and ear with those of the unconscious girl. +Satisfied with the result, he restored the picture to its +hiding-place. Four years had materially changed the countenance he +had seen last at the parsonage, but the almost angelic purity of +expression which characterized her as a child, had been intensified +by time and recent grief, and watching her in her motionless repose +he thought that unquestionably she was the fairest image he had ever +seen in flesh; though a certain patient sadness about her beautiful +lips told him that the waves of sorrow were already beating hoarsely +upon the borders of her young life. + +Standing upon his own hearth, a man of magnificent stature and almost +haughty bearing, Erle Palma looked quite forty, though in reality +younger; and the stern repression, the cautious reticence which had +long been habitual, seemed to have hardened his regular handsome +features. Weary with the business cares, the professional details of +a trip that had yielded him additional laurels and distinction, and +gratified his towering pride, he had come home to rest; and found it +singularly refreshing to study the exquisite picture of innocence +lying on his library rug. + +He wondered how the parents of such a child could entrust her to the +guardianship of strangers; and whether it would be possible for her +to carry her peculiar look of holy purity safely into the cloudy +Beyond--of womanhood? + +While he pondered the clock struck, and Regina awoke. + +At sight of that tall stately figure, looming like a black statue +between her and the glow of the grate, she sprang first into a +sitting posture, then to her feet. + +He made no effort to assist her, only watched every movement, and +when she stood beside him, he held out his hand. + +"Regina, I am glad to see you in my house; and am sorry I could not +have been at home to receive you." + +Painfully embarrassed by the thought of the position in which he had +found her, she covered her face with her hand; and at the sound of +his grave deep voice the blood swiftly mounted from her throat to the +tip of her small shell-shaped ears. + +He waited for her to speak, but she could not sufficiently conquer +her agitation, and with a firm hand he drew down the shielding +fingers, holding, them in his. + +"There is nothing very dreadful in your being caught fast asleep, +like a white kitten on a velvet rug. If you are never guilty of +anything worse, you and your guardian will not quarrel." + +Her face had drooped beyond the range of his vision, and when he put +one hand under her chin and raised it, he saw that the missing light +in the alabaster vase had been supplied, and her smooth cheeks were +flushed to brilliant carmine. + +How marvellously lovely she was in that rush of colour that dyed her +dainty lips, and made the large soft eyes seem radiant as stars, when +they bravely struggled up to meet his, so piercing, so coolly +critical. + +"Will you answer me one question, if I ask it?" + +"Certainly, Mr. Palma; at least I will try. + +"Are you afraid of me?" + +The sweet mouth quivered, but the clear lustrous eyes did not sink. + +"Yes, sir; I have always been afraid of you." + +"Do you regard me as a monster of cruelty?" + +"No, sir." + +"Will your conscience allow you to say, 'My guardian, I am glad to +see you'?" + +She was silent. + +"That is right, little girl. Be perfectly truthful, and some day we +may be friends. Sit down." + +He handed her a chair, and, rolling forward one of the deep cushioned +seats, made himself comfortable in its soft luxurious latitude. +Throwing his massive head back against the purple velvet lining, he +adjusted his steel-rimmed spectacles, joined his hands, and built a +pyramid with his fingers; while he scrutinized her as coldly, as +searchingly as Swammerdam or Leeuwenhoek might have inspected some +new and as yet unclassified animalculum, or as Filippi or Pasteur +studied the causes of "_Pébrine_." + +"What do you think of New York?" + +"It seems a vast human sea, in which I could easily lose myself, and +be neither missed nor found." + +"Have you studied mythology at all? Or was your pastor-guardian +afraid of paganizing you? Did you ever hear of Argus?" + +"Yes, sir, I understand you." + +"He was merely a dim prophecy of our police system; and when +adventurous girls grow rebellious and essay to lose themselves a +hundred Arguses are watching them. You seem to like my library?" + +"It is the most beautiful room I have ever seen." + +"Wait until you examine the triumph of upholstering skill and genius +which Mrs. Palma calls her parlours." + +"I saw all the pretty things downstairs, but nothing will compare +with this lovely place." She glanced around with undisguised +admiration. + +"Pretty things! _Objets de luxe!_ Oh, ye gods of fashionable +_bric-à-brac!_ verily 'out of the mouths of babes,' etc., etc. Be +very careful to suppress your heretical and treasonable preference in +the presence of Mrs. Palma, who avoids this pet library of mine as if +it were a magnified Pandora's box. Regina, I have reason to apprehend +that you and she declared war at sight." + +"I know she does not like me." + +"And you fully reciprocate the prejudice?" + +"Mrs. Palma of course has a right to consult her own wishes in the +management of her home and household." + +"Just here permit me to correct you. My house, if you please, my +household, over which at my request she presides. Upon your arrival +you did not find her quite as cordial as you anticipated?" + +Her gaze wandered to the fire, and she was silent. + +"Be so good as to look at me when I speak to you. Mrs. Palma appeared +quite harsh to you to-day?" + +"I have made no complaint against your mother." + +"Pardon me, Mrs. Palma, my father's wife, if you please. Tell me the +particulars of your reception here." + +The beautiful face turned pleadingly to him. + +"You must excuse me, sir. I have nothing to tell you." + +"And if I will not excuse you?" + +She folded her hands together, and compressed her lips. + +"Then I have some things to tell you. I am acquainted with all that +occurred to-day." + +"I thought you were in Philadelphia? How could you know?' + +"Roscoe told me everything, and I have questioned Farley, who has not +taken your vow of silence. Mrs. Palma has some prejudices, which, as +far as is compatible with reason, a due sense of courtesy constrains +me to respect; and as I have invited her to officiate as mistress of +my establishment, it is eminently proper that I should consult her +opinions, and encourage no rebellion against her domestic +regulations. One of her sternest mandates, inexorable as Mede and +Persian statutes, prohibits dogs. Now what do you expect of me?" + +He leaned forward, eyeing her keenly. + +"That you will do exactly----" + +"As I please?" he interrupted. + +"No, sir, exactly right." + +"That amounts to the same thing, does it not?" + +She shook her head. + +"Your impression is, that I will not please to do exactly right?" + +"I have not said so, sir." + +"Your eyes are very brave honest witnesses, and need no support from +your lips. Suppose we enter into negotiations and compromise matters +between Mrs. Palma and you? This troublesome dog is a pestiferous +creature, which might possibly be tolerated in country clover fields, +but is most woefully out of place in a Fifth Avenue house. Beside, +you will soon be a young lady, and your beaux will leave you no +leisure to pet him. You are fifteen?" + +"Not yet; and if I were fifty it would make no difference. I don't +want any beaux, sir; but--I must have my Hero." + +"Of course, all misses in their teens believe that their favourite is +a hero." + +"Mr. Palma, Hero is my dog's name." + +He could detect a quiver in her slender nostril, and understood the +heightening arch of her lip. + +"Oh! is it indeed? Well, no dog that ever barked is worth a household +hurricane. You must make up your mind to surrender him, to shed a few +tears and say _vale_ Hero! Now I am disposed to be generous for once, +though understand that is not my habit, and I will buy him. I will +pay you--let me see--thirty-five, forty--well, say fifty dollars? +That will supply you with Maillard's _bonbons_ for almost a year; +will sweeten your bereavement." + +She rose instantly, with a peculiar sparkle leaping up in her +splendid eyes. + +"There is not gold enough in New York to buy him." + +"What! I must see this surly brute, that in your estimation is beyond +all price. Tell me truly, do you cling to him so fondly, because some +schoolboy sweetheart, some rosy-cheeked lad in V---- gave him to you +as a love token? Trust me; we lawyers are locked iron safes for all +such tender secrets, and I will never betray yours." + +The rich glow overflowed her cheeks once more. + +"I have no sweetheart. I love my Hero, because he is truly noble and +sagacious; because he loves me, and because he is mine--all mine." + +"Truly satisfactory and sufficient reasons. I might ask how he came +into your possession; but probably you shrink from divulging your +little secret, and I am unwilling to force your confidence." + +She looked curiously into his face, but the handsome mouth and chin +might have been chiselled in stone for any visible alteration in +their fixed stern expression, and his piercing black eyes seemed +diving into hers through microscopic glasses. + +"At least, Regina, I venture the hope that he came properly and +honestly into your heart and hands?" + +"I hope so too, because you gave him to me." + +"I?" + +"Yes, sir. You know perfectly well that you sent him to me." + +"I sent you a dog? When? Is he black, brown, striped, or spotted?" + +"Snow-white, and you know as well as I do that you asked Mr. Lindsay +to bring him to me soon after you left me at V----." + +"Indeed! Was I guilty of so foolish a thing? Did you thank me for the +present?" + +"I asked dear Mr. Hargrove to tell you when he wrote that I was +exceedingly grateful for your kindness." + +"Certainly it appears so. All these years the dog was not worth even +a simple note of thanks; now all the banks in Gotham cannot buy him." + +The chill irony of his tone painfully embarrassed her. + +"You positively refuse to sell him to me?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Because you love him?" + +"Because I love him more than I can ever make you comprehend." + +"You regard me as a dullard in comprehending canine qualities?" + +"I did not say so." + +"Do you really find yourself possessed of any sentiment of gratitude +toward me? If so, will you do me a favour?" + +"Certainly, if I can." + +"Thank you. I shall always feel exceedingly obliged. Pray do not look +so uneasy, and grow so white; it is a small matter. I gave you the +dog years ago, little dreaming that I was thereby providing future +discord for my own hearthstone. With a degree of flattering delicacy, +which I assure you I appreciate, you decline to sell what was a +friendly gift; and now I simply appeal to your generosity, and ask +you please to give him back to me." + +She recoiled a step, and her fingers clutched each other. + +"Oh, Mr. Palma! Don't ask me. I cannot give up my Hero. I would give +you anything, everything else that I own." + +"Rash little girl! What else have you to give? Yourself?" + +He was smiling now, and the unbending of his lips, and glitter of his +remarkably fine teeth, gave a strange charm to his countenance, +generally so grave. + +"You would give yourself away, sooner than that unlucky dog?" + +"I belong to my mother. But he belongs to me, and I never, never will +part with him!" + +"_Jacta est alea!_" muttered the lawyer, still smiling. + +"Mr. Palma, I hope you will excuse me. It may seem very selfish and +obstinate in me, and perhaps it really is so, but I can't help it. I +am so lonely now, and Hero is all that I have left to comfort me. +Still I know as well as you or any one else, that it would be very +wrong and unkind to force him into a house where dogs are +particularly disliked; and therefore we will annoy no one here,--we +will go away." + +"Will you? Where?" + +He rose, and they stood side by side. + +Her face wore its old childish look of patient pain, reminding him of +the time when she stood with the cluster of lilies drooping against +her heart. He saw that tears had gathered in her eyes, tendering them +larger, more wistful. + +"I do not know yet. Anywhere that you think best, until we can write +and get mother's permission for me to go to her. Will you not please +use your influence with her?" + +"To send you from the shelter of my roof? That would be eminently +courteous and hospitable on my part. Besides your mother does not +want you." + +Observing how sharply the words wounded her, he added: + +"I mean, that at present she prefers to keep you here, because it is +best for your own interests; and in all that she does, I believe your +future welfare is her chief aim. You understand me, do you not?" + +"I do not understand why or how it can be best for a poor girl to be +separated from her mother, and thrown about the world, burdening +strangers. Still, whatever my mother does must be right." + +"Do you think you burden me?" + +"I believe, sir, that you are willing for mother's sake to do all you +can for me, and I thank you very much; but I must not bring trouble +or annoyance into your family. Can't you place me at school? Mrs. +Lindsay has a dear friend--the widow of a minister--living in New +York, and perhaps she would take me to board in her house? I have a +letter to her. Do help me to go away from here." + +He turned quickly, muttering something that sounded very like a +half-smothered oath, and took her little trembling hand, folding it +gently between his soft warm palms. + +"Little girl, be patient; and in time all things will be conquered. +As long as I have a home, I intend to keep you, or until your mother +sends for you. She trusts me fully, and you must try to do so, even +though sometimes I may appear harsh,--possibly unjust. Of course Hero +cannot remain here at present, but I will take him down to my office, +and have him carefully attended to; and as often as you like you +shall come and see him, and take him to ramble with you through the +parks. As soon as I can arrange matters, you shall have him with you +again." + +"Please, Mr. Palma! send me to a boarding school; or take me back to +the convent." + +"Never!" + +He spoke sternly, and his face suddenly hardened, while his fingers +tightened over hers like a glove of steel. + +"I shall never be contented here." + +"That remains to be seen." + +"Mrs. Palma does not wish me to reside here." + +"It is my house, and in future you will find no cause to doubt your +welcome." + +She knew that she might as efficaciously appeal to an iron column, +and her features settled into an expression that could never have +been called resignation,--that plainly meant hopeless endurance. She +attempted twice to withdraw her hand, but his clasp tightened. +Bending his haughty head, he asked: + +"Will you be reasonable?" + +A heavy sigh broke over her compressed mouth, and she answered in a +low, but almost defiant tone: + +"It seems I cannot help myself." + +"Then yield gracefully to the inevitable, and you will learn that +when struggles end, peace quickly follows." + +She chose neither to argue, nor acquiesce, and slowly shook her head. + +"Regina." + +She merely lifted her eyes. + +"I want you to be happy in my house." + +"Thank you, sir." + +"Don't speak in that sarcastic manner. It does not sound respectable +to one's guardian." + +She was growing paler, and all her old aversion to him was legible in +her countenance. + +"Let us be friends. Try to be a patient, cheerful girl." + +"Patient,--I will try. Cheerful,--no, no, not here! How can I be +happy in this house? Am I a brute, or a stone? Oh! I wish I could +have died with my dear, dear Mr. Hargrove, that calm night when he +went to rest for ever while I sang!" + +One by one the tears stole over her long lashes, and rolled swiftly +down her cheeks. + +"Will you tell me the circumstances of his death?" + +"Please do not ask me now. It would bring back all the sad things +that began when Mr. Lindsay left me. Everything was so bright until +then,--until he went away. Since then nothing but trouble, trouble." + +A frown clouded the lawyer's brow; then with a half smile he asked: + +"Of the two ministers, who did you love best? Mr. Hargrove, or the +young missionary?" + +"I do not know, both were so noble, good, and kind; and both are so +very dear to me. Mr. Palma, please let go my hand; you hurt me." + +"Pardon me! I forgot I held it." + +He opened his hands, and, looking down at the almost childish +fingers, saw that his seal ring had pressed heavily upon, and +reddened the soft palm. + +"I did not intend to bruise you so painfully, but in some respects +you are such a tender little thing, and I am only a harsh, selfish +strong man, and hurt you without knowing it. One word more, before I +send you off to sleep. Olga has the most kindly ways, and really the +most affectionate heart under this roof of mine, and she will do all +she can for your comfort and happiness. Be respectful to Mrs. Palma, +and she shall meet you half way. This is as you say the most +attractive room in the house, this is exclusively and especially +mine; but at all times, whether I am absent, or present, you must +consider yourself thoroughly welcome, and recollect, all it contains +in the book line is at your service. To-morrow I will talk with you +about your studies, and examine you in some of your text-books. _A +propos!_ I take my breakfast alone, before the other members of the +family are up, and unless you choose to rise early and join me at the +seven o'clock table, you need not be surprised if you do not see me +until dinner, which is usually at half-past six. If you require +anything that has not been supplied in your room, do not hesitate to +ring and order it. Try to feel at home." + +"Thank you, sir." + +She moved a few steps, and he added: + +"Do not imagine that Hero is suffering all the torments painted in +Dante's 'Inferno'; but go to sleep like a good child, and accept my +assurance that he is resting quite comfortably. When I came home, I +took a light, went out and examined his kennel; found him liberally +provided with food, water, bed, every accommodation that even your +dog, which all New York can't buy, could possibly wish. Good-night, +little one. Don't dream that I am Blue Beard or Polyphemus." + +"Good-night, Mr. Palma." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +"Mrs. Orme, I am afraid you will overtax your strength. You seem to +forget the doctor's caution." + +"No, I am not in the least fatigued, and this soft fresh air and +sunshine will benefit me more than all the medicine in your ugly +vials. Mrs. Waul, recollect that I have been shut up for two months +in a close room, and this change is really delicious." + +"You have no idea how pale you look." + +"Do I? No wonder, bleached as I have been in a dark house. I daresay +you are tired, and I insist that you sit yonder under the trees, and +rest yourself while I stroll a little farther. No, keep the shawl, +throw it around your own shoulders, which seem afflicted with a +chronic chill. Here is a New York paper; feast on American news till +I come back." + +Upon a seat in the garden of the Tuileries Mrs. Orme placed her +grey-haired Duenna attendant, and gathering her black-lace drapery +about her turned away into one of the broad walks that divided the +flower-bordered lawns. + +Thin, almost emaciated, she appeared far taller than when last she +swept across the stage, and having thrown back her veil, a startling +and painful alteration was visible in the face that had so completely +captivated fastidious Paris. + +Pallid as Mors, the cheeks had lost their symmetrical oval, were +hollow, and under the sunken eyes clung dusky circles that made them +appear unnaturally large, and almost Dantesque in their mournful +gleaming. Even the lips seemed shrunken, changed in their classic +contour; and the ungloved hand that clasped the folds of lace across +her bosom was wasted, wan, diaphanous. + +That brilliant Parisian career, which had opened so auspiciously, +closed summarily during the second week of her engagement in darkness +that threatened to prove the unlifting shadow of death. The severe +tax upon her emotional nature, the continued intense strain on her +nerves, as night after night she played to crowded houses--shunning +as if it contained a basilisk, the sight of that memorable box--where +she felt, rather than saw, that a pair of violet eyes steadily +watched her, all this had conquered even her powerful will, her stern +resolute purpose, and one fatal evening the long-tried woman was +irretrievably vanquished. + +The _rôle_ was "Queen Katherine," and the first premonitory faintness +rendered her voice uneven, as, kneeling before King Henry, the +unhappy wife uttered her appeal: + + ..."Alas, sir, + In what have I offended you? What cause + Hath my behaviour given to your displeasure, + That thus you should proceed to put me off, + And take your good grace from me? Heaven witness, + I have been to you a true and humble wife."... + +As the play proceeded, she was warned by increasing giddiness, and a +tremulousness that defied her efforts to control it; and she rushed +on toward the close, fighting desperately with physical prostration. + +Upon the last speech of the dying and disowned wife she had safely +entered, and a few more minutes would end her own fierce struggle +with numbing faintness, and bring her succour in rest. But swiftly +the blazing footlights began to dance like witches of Walpurgis night +on Brocken heights; now they flickered, suddenly grew blue, then +black, an icy darkness as from some ghoul-haunted crypt seized her, +and while she threw out her hands with a strange groping motion, like +a bird beating the air with dying wings, her own voice sounded far +off, a mere fading echo: + +"Farewell--farewell. Nay, Patience----" + +She could only hear a low hum, as of myriads of buzzing bees; she +realized that she must speak louder, and thus blind, shivering, +reeling, she made her last brave rally: + + ..."Strew me o'er + With maiden flowers, that all the world may know + I was a chaste wife to my grave; embalm + Then lay me forth;--although unqueened,--yet-- + Yet--like--like----" + +The trembling shadowy voice ceased; the lips moved to utter the few +remaining words, but no sound came. The wide eyes stared blankly at +the vast audience, where people held their breath, watching the +ghastly livid pallor that actually settled upon the face of the dying +Queen, and in another instant the proud lovely head drooped like a +broken lily, and she fell forward senseless. + +As the curtain was rung hastily down, Mr. Laurance leaned from his +box, and hurled upon the stage a large crown of white roses, which +struck the shoulder of the prostrate figure, and shattering, +scattered their snowy petals over the marble face and golden hair. + +The enthusiastic acclaim of hundreds of voices announced the triumph +of the magnificent acting; but after repeated calls and prolonged +applause, during which she lay unconscious, the audience was briefly +informed that Madame Orme was too seriously indisposed to appear +again, and receive the tribute she had earned at such fearful cost. + +Recovering slowly from that long swoon, she was carefully wrapped up, +and led away, supported by the arms of Mr. Waul and his wife. As they +lifted her into the carriage at the rear entrance of the theatre, she +sank heavily back upon the cushions, failing to observe a manly form +leaning against the neighbouring lamp-post, or to recognize the +handsome face where the gas shone full lighting up the anxious blue +eyes that followed her. + +For several days she was too languid to move from her couch, where +she persisted in reclining, supported by pillows; still struggling +against the prostration that hourly increased, and at last the +disease asserted itself fever, ensued, bringing unconsciousness and +delirium. + +Not the scorching violent type that rapidly consumes the vital +forces, but a low tenacious fever that baffled all opposition, and +steadily gained ground, creeping upon the nerve centre, and sapping +the foundations of life. + +For many weeks there seemed no hope of rescue, and two physicians, +distinguished by skill and success in their profession, finally +admitted that they were powerless to cope with this typhoid serpent, +whose tightening folds were gradually strangling her. + +At length most unexpectedly, when science laid down its weapons to +watch the close of the struggle, and nature the Divine Doctor quietly +took up the gage of battle, the tide of conflict turned. Slowly the +numbed brain began to exert its force, the fluttering thready pulse +grew calmer, and one day the dreamer awoke to the bitter +consciousness of a renewal of all the galling burden of woes which +the tireless law of compensation had for those long weeks mercifully +loosed and lifted. + +Although guarded with tender care by the faithful pair, who had +followed her across the Atlantic, she convalesced almost +imperceptibly, and out of her busy life two months fruitful alone in +bodily pain glided away to the silent grey of the past. + +Dimly conscious that days and weeks were creeping by unimproved, she +retained in subsequent years only a dreamy reminiscence of the period +dating from the moment when she essayed to utter the last words of +Queen Katherine, words which ran zigzag, hither and thither like an +electric thread through the leaden cloud of her delirium, to the +hour, when with returning strength, keen goading thrusts from the +unsheathed dagger of memory, told her that the Sleeping Furies had +once more been aroused on the threshold of the temple of her life. + +Noticing some rare hothouse flowers in a vase upon the table near her +bed, Mrs. Waul hastened to explain to the invalid that every other +day during her illness, bouquets had been brought to their hotel by +the servant of some American gentleman, who was anxious to receive +constant tidings of Mrs. Orme's condition, adding that the physicians +had forbidden her to keep the flowers in the sick-room, until all +danger seemed passed. No card had been attached, no name given, and +by the sufferer none was needed. Gazing at the superb heart's-ease, +whose white velvet petals were enamelled with scarlet, purple, and +gold, the mockery stung her keenly, and with a groan she turned away, +hiding her face on the pillow. Hearts-ease from the man who had +bruised, trampled, broken her heart? She instructed Mrs. Waul to +decline receiving the bouquet when next the messenger came, and to +request him to assure his master that Madame Orme was fully conscious +once more and wished the floral tribute discontinued. During the +tedious days of convalescence she contracted a cold that attacked her +lungs, and foreboded congestion; and though yielding to medical +treatment, it left her as _souvenir_, a. troublesome cough. + +Her physician informed her that her whole nervous system had received +a shock so severe that only perfect and prolonged rest of mind and +freedom from all excitement could restore its healthful tone. +Interdicting sternly the thought of dramatic labour for at least a +year, they urged her to seek a quiet retreat in Italy, or Southern +France, as her lungs had already become somewhat involved. + +More than once she had been taken in a carnage through the Bois de +Boulogne, but to-day for the first time since her recovery she +ventured on foot, in quest of renewed vigour from outdoor air and +exercise. + +Wrapped in a mental cloud of painful speculation concerning her +future career, a cloud unblessed as yet by silver lining, and +unfringed with gold, she wandered aimlessly along the walk, taking no +notice of passers-by until she approached the water, where swans were +performing their daily regatta evolutions for the amusement of those +who generally came provided with crumbs or grain wherewith to feed +them. + +The sound of a sob attracted Mrs. Orme's attention, and she paused to +witness a scene that quickly aroused her sympathy. + +A child's carriage had been pushed close to the margin of the basin, +to enable the occupant to feast the swans with morsels of cake, and +in leaning over to scatter the food a little hat composed of lace, +silk, and flowers, had fallen into the water. Near the carriage stood +a boy apparently about ten years old, who with a small walking-stick +was maliciously pushing the dainty millinery bubble as far beyond +reach as possible. + +In the carriage, and partly covered by a costly and brilliant afghan, +reclined a forlorn and truly pitiable creature, who seemed to have +sunk down helplessly on the cushions. Although her age was seven +years, the girl's face really appeared much older, and in its +shrunken, sallow, pinched aspect indicated lifelong suffering. + +The short thin dark hair was dry and harsh, lacking the silken gloss +that belongs to childhood, and the complexion a sickly yellowish +pallor. Her brilliant eyes were black, large and prominent, and +across her upper lip ran a diagonal scar, occasionally seen in those +so afflicted as to require the merciful knife of a skilful surgeon to +aid in shaping the mouth. + +The unfortunate victim of physical deformity, increased by a fall +which prevented the possibility of her ever being able to walk, +nature had with unusual malignity stamped her with a feebleness of +intellect that at times bordered almost on imbecility. + +Temporarily deserted by her nurse, the poor little creature was +crying bitterly over the fate of her hat. Walking up behind the boy, +who was too much engrossed by his mischievous sport to observe her +approach, Mrs. Orme seized his arms. + +"You wicked boy! How can you be so cruel as to torment that afflicted +child?" + +Taking his pretty mother-of-pearl-headed cane, she tried to touch the +hat, but it was just beyond her reach, and, resolved to rescue it, +she fastened the cane to the handle of her parasol, using her +handkerchief to bind them together. Thus elongated it sufficed to +draw the hat to the margin, and, raising it, she shook out the water, +and hung the dripping bit of finery upon one of the handles of the +carriage. + +"Give me my walking-stick," said the boy, whose pronunciation +proclaimed him thoroughly English. + +"No, sir. I intend to punish you for your cruelty. You tyrannized +over that helpless little girl, because you were the strongest. I +think I have more strength than you, and you shall feel how pleasant +such conduct is." + +Untying the cane, she raised it in the air, and threw it with all the +force she could command into the middle of the water. + +"Now if you want it, wade in with your best boots and Sunday clothes +and get it; and go home and tell your parents, if you have any, that +you are a bad, rude, ugly-behaved boy. When you need your toy, think +of that hat." + +The cane had sunk instantly, and with a sullen scowl of rage at her, +and a grimace at the occupant of the carriage, the boy walked sulkily +away. + +With her handkerchief, Mrs. Orme wiped off the water that adhered to +the hat, squeezed and shook out the ribbons and laid it upon the +afghan, in reach of the fingers that more nearly resembled claws than +the digits of a human hand. + +"Don't cry, dear. It will soon dry now." + +The solemn black eyes, still glistening with tears, stared up at her, +and impelled by that peculiar pitying tenderness that hovers in the +hearts of all mothers, Mrs. Orme bent down and gently smoothed the +elfish locks around the sallow forehead. + +"Has your nurse run away and left you? Don't be afraid; nothing shall +trouble you. I will stay with you till she comes back." + +"Hellene is gone to buy candy," said the dwarf, timidly, + +"My dear, what is your name?" + +"Maud Ames Laurance." + +The stranger had compassionately taken one of the thin hands in her +own, but throwing it from her as if it had been a serpent, she +recoiled, involuntarily pushing the carriage from its resting-place. +It rolled a few steps and stopped, while she stood shuddering. + +Her first impulse was to hurry away; the second was more feminine in +its promptings, and conquered. Once more she approached the +unfortunate child, and scrutinized her, with eyes that gradually +kindled into a blaze. + +She bore in no respect the faintest resemblance to her father, but +Mrs. Orme fancied she traced the image of the large-featured +bold-eyed mother; and as she contrasted this feeble deformed creature +with the remembered face and figure of her own beautiful darling +girl, a bitter but intensely triumphant laugh broke suddenly on the +air. + +"Maud Ames Laurance! A proud name truly--and royally you grace it! +Ah, Nemesis! Christianity would hunt you down as a pagan myth, but +all honour, glory to you, incorruptible pitiless Avenger! Accept my +homage, repay my wrongs, and then demand in sacrificial tribute what +you will, though it were my heart's best blood! Aha! will she lend +lustre to the family name? Shall the splendour of her high-born +aristocratic beauty gild the crime that gave her being? Yes verily, +it seems that after all, even for me the Mills of the Gods do not +forget to grind. '_The time of their visitation will come, and that +inevitably; for, it is always true, that if the fathers have eaten +sour grapes, the children's teeth are set on edge_' Command my +lifelong allegiance, oh Queenly Nemesis!" + +Sometimes grovelling in the dust of gross selfishness which clings +more or less to all of us, we bow worshipping before the gods, into +which we elevate the meanest qualities of our own nature, +apotheosizing sinful lusts of hate and vengeance; and while we vow +reckless tribute and measureless libations, lo, we are unexpectedly +called upon for speedy payment! + +Looking down with exultant delight on the ugly deformity who stared +back wonderingly at her, Mrs. Orme's wan thin face grew radiant, the +brown eyes dilated, glowed, and the blood leaped to her hollow +cheeks, burning in two scarlet spots; but the invocation seemed +literally answered, when she was suddenly conscious of a strange +bubbling sensation, and over her parted, laughing lips crept the +crimson that fed her heart. + +At this moment the child's nurse, a pretty bright-eyed young +coquette, hurried toward the group, accompanied by a companion of the +same class; and as she approached and seized the handles of the +carriage, Mrs. Orme turned away. The hemorrhage was not copious, but +steady, and lowering her thick veil, she endeavoured to stanch its +flow. Her handkerchief, already damp from contact with the wet hat, +soon became saturated, and she was obliged to substitute the end of +her lace mantle. + +Fortunately Mrs. Waul, impatiently watching for her return, caught a +glimpse of the yet distant figure and hastened to meet her. + +"Are you crying? What is the matter?" + +"My lungs are bleeding; lend me a handkerchief. Try and find a +carriage." + +"What caused it? Something must have happened?" + +"Don't worry me now. Only help me to get home." + +Screened both by veils and parasols, the two had almost gained the +street, when they met a trio of gentlemen. + +One asked in unmistakable New-England English: + +"Laurance, where is your father?" + +And a voice which had once epitomized for Minnie Merle the "music of +the spheres," answered in mellow tones: + +"He has been in London, but goes very soon to Italy." + +Mrs. Waul felt a trembling hand laid on her arm, and turned anxiously +to her companion. + +"Give me time. My strength fails me. I can't walk so fast." + +The excitement of an hour had overthrown the slow work of weeks; and +after many days the physicians peremptorily ordered her away from +Paris. + +"Home! Let us go home. You have not been yourself since we reached +this city. In New York you will get strong." + +As Mrs. Waul spoke she stroked one of the invalid's thin hands, that +hung listlessly over the side of the sofa. + +"I think Phoebe is right. America would cure you," added the +grey-haired man, whose heart was yearning for his native land. + +Alluring, seductive as the Siren song that floated across Sicilian +waves, was the memory of her fair young daughter to this suffering +weary mother; and at the thought of clasping Regina in her arms, of +feeling her tender velvet lips once more on her cheek, the lonely +heart of the desolate woman throbbed fiercely. + +Her sands of life seamed ebbing fast,--the end might not be distant; +who could tell? Why not go back--give up the chase for the empty +shadow of a name--gather her baby to her bosom, and die, finding +under an humble cenotaph the peace that this world denied her? + +An intolerable yearning for the sight of her child, for the sound of +her voice, broke over her like some irresistible wave bearing away +the vehement protests of policy, the sterner barriers of vindictive +purpose, and with a long shivering moan she clasped her hands and +shut her eyes. + +Impatiently the old man and his wife watched her countenance, +confident that the decision would not long be delayed, trusting that +the result would be a compliance with their wishes. But hope began to +fade as they noticed the gradual compression of her pale sorrowful +mouth,--the slow gathering of the brows that met in a heavy +frown,--the tightening of the clenched fingers,--the greyish shadow +that settled down on the face where renunciation was very legibly +written. The temptation had been fierce, but she put it aside, after +bitter struggles to hush the wail of maternal longing; and before she +spoke the two friends looked at each other and sighed. + +Lifting her marble eyelids that seemed so heavy with their sweeping +brown lashes, the invalid raised herself on one elbow, and said +mournfully: + +"Not yet,--oh! not yet. I cannot give up the fight without one more +struggle, even if it should prove that of death to me. I must not +return to America until I win what I came for; I will not. But, my +friends,--for such I consider you, such you have proved,--I will not +selfishly prolong your exile; will not exact the sacrifice of your +dearest wishes. Go back home at once, and enjoy in peace the old age +that deserves to be so happy. I am going to Italy, hoping to regain +my health,--possibly to die; but still I shall go. How long I may be +detained, I know not, but meanwhile you shall return to those you +love." + +"Idle words--all idle words; not worth the waste of your breath. +Phoebe and I are homesick,--we do not deny it, and we are sorry you +can't see things as we do; but since that night when I stumbled over +you in the snow, and carried you to my own hearth, you have been to +Phoebe and me--as the child we lost; and unless you are ready to go +home with us, we stay here. You know we never will forsake you, +especially now. Hush,--don't speak, Phoebe. Come away, wife; she is +crying like a tired child. I never saw her give way like that before. +It will do her good. Every tear softens the spasms that wring her +poor heart when she thinks of her baby. In crossing the ocean she +said that every rolling wave seemed to her a grave, in which she was +burying her blue-eyed baby. Let her alone to-day; keep out of her +sight. To-morrow we will arrange to quit Paris, I hope for ever." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +"Mrs. Palma, if you are at leisure, I should like to see you for a +moment." + +"Certainly, Miss Orme; come in." + +Mrs. Palma looked up for an instant only from the blue sash which she +was embroidering with silver. + +"Is your discourse confidential? If so, I shall certainly retire, and +leave you and mamma to tender communings, and an interchange of +souls," said Olga, who reclined on a lounge in her mother's room, and +slowly turned the leaves of a volume of Balzac. + +"Not at all confidential. Mrs. Palma, I have reason to fear that my +practising has long annoyed you." + +"Upon what do you base your supposition? During the year I have not +found fault with you, have I?" + +"Hattie told me that you often complained that you could no longer +enjoy your morning nap, because the sound of the piano disturbed you; +and I wish to change the hour. The reason why I selected that time +was because I always rose early and practised before breakfast until +I came here; and because later in the day company in the parlours or +reception-room keep me out. I am anxious to do whatever is most +agreeable to you." + +"It is very true that when I am out frequently until two and three +o'clock, with Olga, it is not particularly refreshing to be aroused +at seven by scales and exercises. People who live as continually in +society as we do must have a little rest. + +"I have been trying to arrange, so as to avoid annoying you, but do +not well see how to correct the trouble. From nine until one Mr. Van +Kleik comes to attend to my Latin, German, French, and mathematics, +and from four until five Professor Hurtzsel gives me my lessons. In +the interval persons are frequently calling, and of course interrupt +me. If you will only tell me what you wish, I will gladly consult +your convenience. + +"Indeed, Miss Orme, I do not know when the tiresome practising will +be convenient, though of course it is a necessary evil and must be +borne. The fact is, that magnificent grand piano downstairs ought +never to be thrummed upon for daily practising. I told Erle soon +after you came that it was a shame to have it so abused, but men have +no understanding of the fitness of things." + +"Pray, mamma, do not forget your Bible injunction: 'Render unto Cæsar +the things that are Cæsar's,' and to music, the matters that belong +to its own divine art. Until Regina came among us that melodious +siren in the front parlour had a chronic lock-jaw from want of use. +Some of the white keys stuck fast when they were touched, and the +black ones were so stiff they almost required a hammer to make them +sound. Do let her limber them at her own 'sweet will.' Who wants a +piano locked up, like that hideous old china and heavy glass that +your grandfather's fifth cousin brought over from Amsterdam?" + +"At what time of day did you practise when you were a young girl?" +asked Regina, appealing to the figure now coiled up on the lounge. + +"At none, thank fortune! Regard me as a genuine _rara avis_, a +fashionable young lady with no more aptitude for the 'concord of +sweet sounds,' than for the abstractions of Hegel, or Differential +Calculus. It is traditional, that while in my nurse's arms, I +performed miracles of melody such as Auld Lang Syne, with one little +finger; but such undue precocity, madly stimulated by ambitious mamma +and nurse Nell, resulted fatally in the total destruction of my +marvellous talent, which died of cerebro-musical excitement when +confronted with the gamut. Except as the language in which Strauss +appeals to my waltzing genius, I have no more use for it than for +ancient Aztec. Thank Heaven! this is a progressive age, and girls are +no longer tormented as formerly by piano fiends, who once persisted +in pounding and squeezing music into their poor struggling nauseated +souls, as relentlessly as girls' feet are still squeezed in China. My +talent is not for the musical tones of Pythagoras." + +"I should be truly glad to learn in what direction it tends." said +her mother, rather severely. + +Up rose the head with its tawny crown, and there was evident emphasis +in the ringing voice and in the fiery glance that darted from her +laughing hazel eyes. + +"Cruel mamma! Because Euterpe did not preside when I was lucklessly +ushered into this dancing gilt bubble that we call the world, were +all good gifts denied me? The fairies ordained that I should paint, +should soar like Apelles, Angelo, and Da Vinci into the empyrean of +pure classic art, but no sooner did I dabble in pigment, and plume my +slender artistic pin-feathers, than the granite hands of Palma pride +seized the ambitious ephemeron, cut off the sprouting wings, and bade +me paint only my lips and cheeks, if dabble in paint I must. I am +confident the soul of Zeuxis sleeps in mine, but before the _ukase_ +of the Palmas a stouter than Zeuxis would quail, lie low,--be silent. +Hence I am a young miss who has no talent, except for appreciating +Balzac, caramels, Diavolini, _vanille soufflé_, lobster-croquettes, +and Strauss' waltzes; though envious people do say that I have a +decided genius for 'malapropos historic quotations,' which you know +are regarded as unpardonable offences by those who cannot comprehend +them. Come here, St. John, and let me rub your fur the wrong way. The +world will do it roughly if you survive tender kittenhood, and it is +merciful to initiate you early, and by degrees." + +She took up a young black cat that was curled comfortably on the +skirt of her dress, and stroking him softly, resumed her book. + +Mrs. Palma compressed her lips, knitted her heavy brows, and turned +the silk sash to the light to observe the effect of the silver +snowdrops she was embroidering. + +During her residence under the same roof, Regina had become +accustomed to these verbal tournaments between mother and daughter, +and having been kept in ignorance of the ground of Olga's grievance, +she could not understand allusions that were frequently made in her +presence, and which never failed to irritate Mrs. Palma. + +Desirous of diverting the conversation from a topic that threatened +renewed tilts, she said timidly: + +"You do not in the least assist me, with reference to my music. Would +you object to having a hired piano in the house? I could have it +placed in my room, and then my practising in the middle of the day, +or in the evening would never be interfered with, and you could have +your morning nap." + +"Indeed, Miss Orme, a very good suggestion; a capital idea. I will +speak to Erle about it to-night." + +Regina absolutely coloured at the shadowy compliment. + +"Will it be necessary to trouble Mr. Palma with the matter? He is +always so busy, and besides you know much better than a gentleman +what----" + +"I know nothing better than Erle Palma, where it concerns his +_ménage_, or the expenses incident to its control." + +"But out of my allowance I will pay the rent, and he need know +nothing of the matter." + +"Of course that quite alters the case; and if you propose to pay the +rent, there is no reason why he should be consulted." + +"Then will you please select a piano, and order it to be sent up +to-day or to-morrow? An upright could be most conveniently carried +upstairs." + +"Certainly, if you wish it. We shall be on Broadway this afternoon, +and I will attend to the matter." + +"Thank you, Mrs. Palma." + +"Regina Orme! what an embryo diplomatist, what an incipient +Talleyrand, Kaunitz, Bismarck you are! Mamma is as invulnerable to +all human weaknesses as one of the suits of armour hanging in the +Tower of London; and during my extended and rather intimate +acquaintance with her, I have never discovered but one foible +incident to the flesh, love of her morning nap! You have adroitly +struck Achilles in the heel. Sound the timbrel and sing like Miriam +over your victory; for it were better to propitiate one of the house +of Palma, than to strangle Pharaoh. You should apply for a position +in some foreign legation, where your talents can be fitly trained for +the tangles of diplomacy. Now if you were only a man, how admirably +you would suit the Hon. Erle Palma as Deputy----" + +"He prefers to appoint his deputies without suggestion from others, +and regrets he can find no vacant niche for you," answered Mr. Palma, +from the threshold of the door where he had been standing for several +moments, unperceived by all but the hazel eyes of the graceful figure +on the lounge. + +"Ah! you steal upon one as noiselessly, yet as destructive as the +rats that crept upon the bowstrings at Pelusium! And the music of +your eavesdropping voice;-- + + 'Oh it came o'er my ear like the sweet south + That breathes upon a bank of violets.'" + +She rose, made him a profound salaam, and with the black kitten in +her arms, quitted the room. + +"Will you come, in, Erle? Do you wish to see me?" + +Mrs. Palma always looked ill at ease when Olga and her stepbrother +exchanged words, and Regina had long observed that the entrance of +the latter was generally the signal of departure for the former. + +"I came in search of Regina, but chancing to hear the piano question +discussed, permit me to say that I prefer to take the matter in my +own hands. I will provide whatever may be deemed requisite, so that +this young lady's Rothschild's allowance may continue to flow +uninterruptedly into the coffers of confectioners and flower-dealers. +Mrs. Palma, if you can spare the carriage, I should like the use of +it for an hour or two." + +"Oh, certainly! I had thought of driving to Stewart's, but to-morrow +will suit me quite as well." + +"By no means. You will have ample time after my return. Regina, I +wish to see you." + +She followed him into the hall. + +"In the box of clothing that arrived several days ago, there is a +white cashmere suit with blue silk trimmings?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Be so good as to put it on. Then wrap up well, and when ready come +to the library. Do not keep me waiting. Bring your hair-brush and +comb." + +Her mother had sent from Europe a tasteful wardrobe, which, when +unpacked, Mrs. Palma pronounced perfect; while Olga asserted that one +particular sash surpassed anything of the kind she had ever seen, and +was prevailed upon to accept and wear it. + +With many conjectures concerning the import of Mr. Palma's +supervision of her toilette, Regina obeyed his instructions, and +fearful of trespassing on his patience, hurried down to the library. + +With one arm behind him, and the hand of the other holding a +half-smoked cigar, he was walking meditatively up and down the +polished floor, that reflected his tall shadow. + +"Where do you suppose you are going?" + +"I have no idea." + +"Why do you not inquire?" + +"Because you will not tell me till you choose; and I know that +questions always annoy you." + +"Come in. You linger at the door as if this were the den of a lion at +a menagerie, instead of a room to which you have been cordially +invited several times. I am not voracious, have had my luncheon. You +are quite ready?" + +"Quite ready----" + +She was slowly walking down the long room, and suddenly caught sight +of something that seemed to take away her breath. + +The clock on the mantle had been removed to the desk, and in its +place was a large portrait neither square nor yet exactly kit-cat, +but in proportion more nearly resembled the latter. In imitation of +Da Vinci's celebrated picture in the Louvre, the background +represented a stretch of arid rocky landscape, unrelieved by foliage, +and against it rose in pose and general outline the counterpart of +"_La Joconde_." + +The dress and drapery were of black velvet, utterly bare of ornament, +and out of the canvas looked a face of marvellous, yet mysteriously +mournful beauty. The countenance of a comparatively young woman, +whose radiant brown eyes had dwelt in some penetrale of woe, until +their light was softened, saddened; whose regular features were +statuesque in their solemn repose, and whose gold-tinted hair simply +parted on her white round brow, fell in glinting waves down upon her +polished shoulders. The mystical pale face of one who seemed alike +incapable of hope or of regret, who gazed upon past, present, future, +as proud, as passionless and calm as Destiny; and whose perfect hands +were folded in stern fateful rest. + +As Regina looked up at it she stopped, then run to the hearth, and +stood with her eyes riveted to the canvas, her lips parted and +quivering. + +Watching her, Mr. Palma came to her side, and asked: + +"Whom can it be?" + +Evidently she did not hear him. Her whole heart and soul appeared +centred in the picture; but as she gazed, her own eloquent face grew +whiter, she drew her breath quickly, and tears rolled over her +cheeks, as she lifted her arms toward the painting. + +"Mother I my beautiful sad-eyed mother!" + +Sobs shook her frame, and she pressed toward the mantelpiece till the +skirt of her dress swept dangerously close to the fire. Mr. Palma +drew her back, and said quietly: + +"For an uncultivated young rustic, I must say your appreciation of +fine painting is rather surprising. Few city girls would have paid +such a tearful tribute of heartfelt admiration to my pretty 'Mona +Lisa.'" + +Without removing her fascinated eyes she asked: + +"When did it come?" + +"I have had it several days. I presume that you know it is a copy of +Da Vinci's celebrated picture, upon which he worked four years, and +which now hangs in the gallery of the Louvre at Paris?" + +She merely shook her head. + +"In France it is called '_La Joconde_; but I prefer the softer 'Mona +Lisa' for my treasure." + +"Is it not mine? She must have sent it to me?" + +"She? Are you dreaming? Mona Lisa has been dead three hundred years!" + +"Mr. Palma, it is my mother. No other face ever looked like that, no +other eyes except those in the _Mater Dolorosa_ resemble these +beautiful sad brown eyes, that rained their tears upon my head. Do +you think a child ever mistook another for her own mother? Can the +face I first learned to know and to love, the lovely--oh! how +lovely--face that bent over my cradle ever--ever be forgotten? If I +never saw her again in this world, could I fail to recognise her in +heaven? My own mother!" + +"Obstinate, infatuated little ignoramus! Read--and be convinced." + +He opened and held before her a volume of engravings of the pictures +and statues in the Louvre, and turning to the Leonardo Da Vinci's, +moved his fingers slowly beneath the title. + +Her eyes fell upon "_La Joconde_," then wandered back to the portrait +over the fireplace; and through her tears broke a radiant smile. + +"Yes, sir, I perfectly understand. Your engraving is of Da Vinci's +painting, and of course I suppose it is very fine, though the face is +not pretty; but up yonder! that is mother! My mother who kissed and +cried over me, and hugged me so close to her heart. Oh! Your Da Vinci +never even dreamed of, much less painted, anything half so heavenly +as my darling mother's face!" + +Closing the book, Mr. Palma threw it on the table, and as he glanced +from the lovely countenance of the girl to that of the woman on the +wall, something like a sigh heaved his broad chest. + +Did the wan meek shadow of his own patient much-suffering young +mother lift her melancholy image in the long silent adytum of his +proud heart, over whose chill chambers ambition and selfishness had +passed with ossifying touch? + +Years ago, at the initial steps of his professional career, he had +set before him one glittering goal, the Chief-Justiceship. In +preparing for the long race that stretched ahead of him, seeing only +the Judicial crown that sparkled afar off, he had laid aside his +tender sensibilities, his warmest impulses of affection and +generosity as so many subtle fetters, so much unprofitable luggage, +so much useless weight to retard and burden him. + +While his physical and mental development had brilliantly attested +the efficacy of the stern regiment he systematically imposed,--his +emotional nature long discarded, had grown so feeble and inane from +desuetude, that its very existence had become problematical. But +to-day, deeply impressed by the intensity of love which Regina could +not restrain at the sight of the portrait, strange softening memories +began to stir in their frozen sleep, and to hint of earlier, warmer, +boyish times, even as magnolia, mahogany, and cocoa trunks stranded +along icy European shores, babble of the far sweet sunny south, and +the torrid seas whose restless blue pulses drove them to hyperborean +realms. + +"Is it indeed so striking and unmistakable a likeness? After all, the +instincts of nature are stronger than the canons of art. Your mother +is an exceedingly beautiful woman; but, little girl, let me tell you, +that you are not in the least like her." + +"I know that sad fact, and it often grieves me." + +"You must certainly resemble your father, for I never saw mother and +child so entirely dissimilar." + +He saw the glow of embarrassment, of acute pain tinging her throat +and cheeks, and wondered how much of the past had been committed to +her keeping; how far she shared her mother's confidence. During the +year that she had been an inmate of his house she had never referred +to the mystery of her parentage, and despite his occasional efforts +to become better acquainted had shrunk from his presence, and +remained the same shy reserved stranger she appeared the week of her +arrival. + +"Is not the portrait for me? Mother wrote that she intended sending +me something which she hoped I would value more than all the pretty +clothes, and it must be this, her own beautiful precious face." + +"Yes, it is yours; but I presume you will be satisfied to allow it to +hang where it is. The light is singularly good." + +"No, sir, I want it." + +"Well you have it, where you can see it at any time." + +"But I wish to keep it, all to myself, in my room, where it will be +the last thing I see at night, the first in the morning--my sunrise." + +"How unpardonably selfish you are. Would you deprive me of the +pleasure of admiring a fine work of art, merely to shut it in, +converting yourself into a pagan, and the portrait into an idol?" + +"But, Mr. Palma, you never loved any one or anything so very dearly, +that it seemed holy in your eyes; much too sacred for others to look +at." + +"Certainly not. I am pleased to say that is a mild stage of lunacy, +with which I have as yet never been threatened. Idolatry is a phase +of human weakness I have been unable to tolerate." + +He saw a faint smile lurking about the perfect curves of her rosy +mouth, but her eyes remained fixed on the picture. + +"I should be glad to know what you find so amusing in my remark." + +She shook her head, but the obstinate dimples reappeared. + +"What are you smiling at?" + +"At the assertion that you cannot tolerate idolatry." + +"Well? Of all the men in New York, probably I am the most thoroughly +an iconoclast." + +"Yes, sir, of other people's gods; nevertheless, I think you worship +ardently." + +"Indeed! Have you recently joined the 'Microscopical Society'? I +solicit the benefit of your discoveries, and shall be duly grateful +if you will graciously point out the unknown fane wherein I secretly +worship. Is it Beauty? Genius? Riches?" + +"It is not done in secret. All the world knows that Mr. Palma +imitates the example of Marcus Marcellus, and dedicates his life to +two divinities." + +Standing on either side of the gate, and each pressing a hand upon +the slab of the mantle, the lawyer looked curiously down at the +bright young face. + +"You are quite fresh in foraging from historic fields,--and since I +quitted the classic shade of Alma Mater I have had little leisure for +Roman lore; but college memories suggest that it was to Honour and +Valour that Marcellus erected the splendid double temple at the +Capene Gate. I bow to your parallel, and gratefully appreciate your +ingeniously delicate compliment." + +He laughed sarcastically as he interpreted the protest very legible +in her clear honest eyes, and waited a moment for her to disclaim the +flattery. But she was silently smiling up at her mother's face. + +"Does my very observant ward approve of my homage to the Roman +deities?" + +"Are your favourite divinities those before whom Marcellus bent his +knee?" + +Very steadily her large eyes, blue as the border of a clematis, were +turned to meet his, and involuntarily he took his under lip between +his glittering teeth. + +"My testimony would not be admissible before the bar, at which I have +been arraigned. Since you have explored the Holy of Holies, be so +kind as to describe what you find." + +"You might consider me presumptuous, possibly impertinent." + +"At least I may safely promise not to express any such opinion. What +is there, think you, that Erle Palma worships?" + +"A statue of Ambition that stands in the vestibule of the temple of +Fame." + +"Olga told you that." + +"Oh no, sir! Have not I lived here a year?" + +His eyes sparkled, and a proud smile curled his lips. + +"Do I offer sacrifices?" + +"I think you would, if they were required." + +"Suppose my stone god demanded my heart?" + +"Ah, sir! you know you gave it to him long ago." + +He laughed quite genially, and his whole face softened, warmed. + +"At least let us hope my ambition is not sordid; is unstained with +the dross of avarice. It is a stern god, and I shall not deny that +'Ephraim is joined to his idols! Let him alone.'" + +A short silence followed, during which his thoughts wandered far from +the precincts of that quiet room. + +"Mr. Palma, will you please give me my picture?" + +"It is yours of course, but conditionally. It must remain where it +now hangs: first, because I wish it; secondly, because your mother +prefers (for good reasons) that it should not be known just yet as +her portrait; and if it should be removed to your bed-chamber, the +members of the household would probably gossip. Remaining here, it +will be called an imitation of 'Mona Lisa del Giocondo,' and none +will ever suspect the truth. Pray don't straiten your lips in that +grievously defiant fashion, as Perpetua doubtless did when she heard +the bellowing of beasts or the clash of steel in the amphitheatre. +Make this room your favourite retreat. Now that it contains your +painted Penates, convert it into an _atrium_. Come when you may, you +will never disturb me. In a long letter received this week, your +mother directs that your portrait shall be painted in a certain +position, and wishes you to wear the suit you have on. The carriage +is ready, and I will take you at once to the artist. Put on your +hat." + +During the drive he was abstracted, now and then consulting a paper +of memoranda, carried in the inside breast-pocket of his coat. + +Once introduced into the elegant studio of Mr. Harcourt in Tenth +Street, Regina found much to interest and charm her, while her +guardian arranged the preliminaries, and settled the details of the +picture. Then he removed the hat and cloak, and placed her in the +comfortable seat already prepared. + +The artist went into an adjoining room, and a moment after Hero +bounded in, expressing by a succession of barks his almost frantic +delight at the reunion with his mistress. Since her removal to New +York, she saw him so rarely, that the pleasure was mingled with pain, +and now with her arms around his neck, and her face hidden in his +thick white hair, she cried softly, unable to keep back the tears. + +"Come, Regina, sit up. Make Hero lie on that pile of cushions, which +will enable you to rest one hand easily on his head. Crying! Mr. +Harcourt paints no such weeping demoiselles. Dry your eyes, and take +down your hair. Your mother wishes it flowing, as when she saw you +last." + +While she unbraided the thick coil, and shook out the shining folds, +trying to adjust them smoothly, the lawyer stood patiently beside +her; and once his soft white hand rested on her forehead, as he +stroked back a rippling tress that encroached upon her temple. + +The dress of pearly cashmere was cut in the style usually denominated +"infant waist," and fully exposed the dazzling whiteness and dimpling +roundness of the neck and shoulders; while the short puffed sleeves +showed admirably the fine modelling of the arms. + +Walking away to the easel, Mr. Palma looked back, and critically +contemplated the effect; and he acknowledged it was the fairest +picture his fastidious eyes had ever rested on. + +He put one hand inside his vest, and stood regarding the girl, with +mingled feelings of pride in "Erle Palma's ward," and an increasing +interest in the reticent calm-eyed child, which had first dawned when +he watched her asleep in the railroad car. It was no easy matter to +stir his leaden sympathies, save in some selfish ramification, but +once warmed and set in motion they proved a current difficult to +stem. + +In a low voice the artist said, as he selected some brushes from a +neighbouring stand: + +"How old is she? Her features have a singularly infantile delicacy +and softness, but the eyes and lips seem to belong to a much older +person." + +"Regina, have you not entered upon your sixteenth year?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"I believe, Mr. Palma, it is the loveliest living face I ever saw. It +is so peculiar, so intensely--what shall I say?--prophet-eyed." + +"Yes, I believe that is the right word. When she looks steadily at me +she often reminds me of a Sibyl." + +"But is this her usual, every-day expression?" + +"Rather sadder than customary, I think." + +He went back to the group, and, standing in front of his ward, looked +gravely down in her upturned face. + +"Could you contrive to appear a little less solemn?" + +She forced a smile, but he made an impatient gesture. + +"Oh, don't! Anything would be better than that dire conflict between +the expression of your mouth, and that of your eyes. Have you any +hermetically sealed pleasant thoughts hidden behind that smooth brow, +that you could be prevailed upon to call up for a few moments, just +long enough to cast a glimmer of sunshine over your face? I think you +once indignantly denied ever indulging in the folly of possessing a +sweetheart, but perhaps you have really entertained more _affaires de +coeur_ than you choose to confide to such a grim, iron guardian as +yours? Possibly you may cherish cheerful memories of the kind-hearted +young missionary, whose chances of hastening to heaven, _per_ Sepoy +passport, _viâ_ Delhi route, seem at times to distress you? Does he +ever write you?" + +"His mother has written to me twice since she reached India, and once +enclosed a note from him; but although she said he had written, and I +hoped for a letter, none has come." + +He noted the quick flutter of her lip, and the shadow that crept into +her eyes. + +"Then he went away with the expectation that you would correspond +with him?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"He is quite a bold, audacious young fellow, and you are a very +disrespectful, imprudent, disobedient young ward, to enter into such +an arrangement without my consent and permission. Suppose I forbid +all communication?" + +"I think, sir, you would scarcely be so unreasonable and unjust; and +if you were, I should not obey you. I would appeal to my mother. Mr. +Hargrove, dear good Mr. Hargrove, was my guardian when Mr. Lindsay +went away, and he did not object to the promise I made concerning a +correspondence." + +The starry sparkle which during the last twelve months he had learned +meant the signal of mutiny flashed up in her eyes. + +"Take care! when iron gloves are recklessly thrown down, serious +mischief sometimes ensues. My laws are rarely Draconian, until reason +has been exhausted; but nature endowed me with a miserly share of +patience, and I do not think it entirely politic in you to challenge +me. Here is a document that has an intensely Hindustanee appearance, +and is, as you see, at my mercy. Where it has been since it left +Calcutta last June, I know not. That Padre Sahib penned it, I indulge +no doubt. Pray sit still. So the sunshine has come to your +countenance at last, and all the way from India! Verily, happiness is +the best cosmetic, and hope the brightest illuminator; even more +successful than Bengal lights." + +He held up a letter post-marked Calcutta, and coldly watched the glow +that overspread her face, as her gaze eagerly followed the motion of +his hand. + +"I have not touched the seal; but as your guardian, It is proper that +I should be made acquainted with the contents. When you have devoured +it, I presume you will yield to the promptings of respect due to my +position and wishes. When I assume guardianship of any person or +thing, I invariably exert all the authority, exact all the obedience, +and claim all the privileges and perquisites to which the +responsibility entitles me." + +He placed the letter on the cushion, where Hero nestled, and turning +to the artist, added: + +"I leave Miss Orme in your care, Mr. Harcourt, and shall send Mr. +Roscoe to remain during the sitting, and take her home. Paint her +just as she is now. Good-morning." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +Through the creamy lace curtains that draped the open windows, the +afternoon sun shone into the library, making warm lanes of yellow +light across the rich mosaic of many coloured woods that formed the +polished floor. Upon one of the round tables was a silver salver, +whereon stood a wine-cooler of the same material, representing +Bacchus crushing ripe clusters into the receptacles, that now +contained a bottle of Rüdesheim, and a crystal claret jug. In +tempting proximity rose a Sevres _epergne_ of green and gold, whose +weight was upborne by a lovely figure, evidently modelled in +imitation of Titian's Lavinia; and the crowning basket was heaped +with purple and amber grapes, crimson-cheeked luscious peaches, and +golden pears sun-flushed into carmine flecks. + +Two tall glittering Venice glasses stood upon the salver, casting +prismatic radiance over the silver, as the sunbeams smote their +slender fluted sides, and a pair of ruby tinted finger-bowls +completed the colour chord. + +On one side of the table sat Mr. Palma, who had returned an hour +before from Washington, and was resting comfortably in his favourite +chair, with his head thrown back, and a cigar between his lips. His +eyes were turned to the mantlepiece, where since the day the portrait +was first suspended, ten months ago, Regina had never failed to keep +a fresh dainty bouquet of fragrant flowers. This afternoon, the +little vase held only apple-geranium leaves, and a pyramidal cluster +of tuberoses; and her guardian had observed that when white blossoms +could be bought, coloured ones were never offered in tribute. + +Opposite the lawyer was his cousin _protégé_, and occupied in +peeling a juicy peach, with one of the massive silver fruit-knives. + +"I have never doubted the success of the case; it was a foregone +conclusion when you assumed charge of it. Certainly considering the +strength of the defence, it is a brilliant triumph for you, and +compensates for the toil you have spent upon it. I have never seen +you labour more indefatigably." + +"Yes, for forty-eight hours I did not close my eyes, and of course +the result gratifies me, for the counsel for the defence was the most +stubbornly contestant I have dealt with for a long time. The +Government influence was immense. Where have Mrs. Palma and Olga +gone?" + +"To Manhattanville, I believe." + +"How long since Regina left the house?" + +"Only a few moments before you arrived. It seems to me singularly +imprudent to allow her to wander about the city as she does." + +"Explain yourself." + +"I offered to accompany her as escort, but she rather curtly declined +my attendance." + +"And in your estimation, that constitutes 'imprudence'?" + +"I certainly consider it imprudent for any young girl to stroll +around alone in New York on Sunday afternoon; especially one so very +attractive, so conspicuously beautiful as Regina." + +"During my absence has any one been kidnapped or garrotted in broad +daylight?" + +"I do not study the police records." + +"Do you imagine that she perambulates about the sacred precincts of +'Five Points,' or the purlieus of Chatham Street?" + +"I imagine nothing, sir; but I know that she frequents a distant +portion of this city, where I should think young ladies of her social +status would find no attraction." + +"You have followed her then?" Mr. Palma raised himself and struck the +ashes from his cigar. + +"I have not; but others certainly have, and commented upon the fact." + +"Will you oblige me with the remarks, and the name of the author?" + +"No, Cousin Erle, certainly not the last. But I will tell you that a +couple of young gentlemen met her on Eighth Avenue, and were so +impressed by her face that they turned round and followed her; saw +her finally enter one of a row of poor tenement buildings in ---- +Street. Soon after she came out and retraced her steps. They watched +her till she entered your house, and next day one of them asked me if +she were a sewing girl. No ward of mine should have such latitude." + +"Not Elliott Roscoe; but I happen to be her guardian. She visits by +my permission the house you so vaguely designate, and the first time +she entered it I accompanied her and pointed out the location, and +the line of street cars that would carry her almost to the square. At +present the house is occupied by Mrs. Mason, the widow of a minister +who was related to Mr. Hargrove, Regina's former guardian; and the +references furnished me by the lady give satisfactory assurance that +the acquaintance is unobjectionable, although the widow is evidently +in very reduced circumstances. I consented some weeks ago that my +ward should occasionally spend Sunday afternoon with her." + +"I presume you are the best judge of the grave responsibility of your +position," replied the young gentleman, stiffly. + +"Certainly I think so, sir; and as you may possibly have observed, I +am not particularly grateful for volunteer suggestions relative to my +duty. Has it ever occurred to you that the green goggles you wear at +present may accidentally lend an unhealthy tinge to your vision?" + +A wave of vivid scarlet flowed to the edge of Mr. Roscoe's fair +harvest-hued hair, as he answered angrily: + +"You are the only person who could with impunity make such an +insinuation." + +"In insinuations I never indulge, and impunity I neither arrogate, +nor permit in others. Keep cool, Elliott, or else change your +profession. A man who cannot hold his temper in leash, and who flies +emotional signals from every feature in his face, has slender chance +of success in an avocation which demands that body and soul, heart +and mind, abjure even secret signal service, and deal only in cipher. +The youthful _naïveté_ with which you permit your countenance to +reflect your sentiments, renders it quite easy for me to comprehend +the nature of your feeling for my ward. For some weeks your interest +has been very apparent, and while I am laying no embargo on your +affections, I insist that jealousy must not jaundice your estimate of +my duties, or of Regina's conduct. Moreover, Elliott, I suggest that +you thoroughly reconnoitre the ground before beginning this campaign, +for, my dear fellow, I tell you frankly, I believe Cupid has already +declared himself sworn ally of a certain young minister, who entered, +and enjoys pre-emption right over what amount of heart may have thus +far been developed in the girl. In addition she is too young, not yet +sixteen, and I rigidly interdict all love passages; besides her +parentage is to some extent a secret; she has no fortune but her +face; and you are poor in all save hope and social standing. +_Verbum_, etc., etc." + +Walking to the window, where he stood with his countenance averted, +Mr. Roscoe said hesitatingly: + +"I would rather my weakness had been discovered by the whole world +than that you should know it; you, who never having indulged such +emotions, regard them as the height of folly. I am aware that at this +moment you think me an idiot." + +"Not necessarily. A known weakness thoroughly conquered sometimes +becomes an element of additional strength in human character. As the +exercise of muscle builds up physical vigour, so the persistent +exertion of will develops mental and moral power. Men who have a +paramount aim in life should never hesitate in strangling all +irrelevant and inferior appellants for sympathy. A comparatively +briefless attorney should trample out as he would an invading worm +the temptation to dream rose-coloured visions, wherein bows, arrows, +and bleeding hearts are thick and plentiful as gooseberries. Love in +a cottage with honeysuckle on the porch, and no provisions in the +larder, belongs to the age of fables, is as dead as feudal tenure." + +"That you are quite incapable of such impolitic weakness, I am well +aware; for under the heel of your iron will your heart would not even +struggle. But unfortunately I am an impulsive, foolish, human Roscoe, +not a systematically organized, well-regulated, and unerring Palma." +His cousin bowed complacently. + +"Be kind enough to hand me the cigars. This is defective; will not +smoke." + +He leisurely lighted one, and resumed: "While on the cars to-day I +read an article which contained a passage to this effect, and I offer +it for your future reflection: 'That man, I think, has had a liberal +education, who has been so trained in his youth, that his body is the +ready servant of his will, and does with ease and pleasure all the +work that as a mechanism it is capable of; whose intellect is a +clear, cold, logic engine, with all its parts of equal strength and +in smooth working order; ready like a steam-engine to be turned to +their kind of work.' Elliott, young gentlemen should put their hearts +in their pockets, until they fully decide before what shrine it would +be most remunerative to offer them. The last time we dined at Judge +Van Zandt's, certainly not more than three months ago, you were all +devotion to his second daughter, Clara of the ruby lips and _cèdre_ +hair." + +"Clara Van Zandt, no thank you! I would not give Regina's pure face +and sweet violet eyes for all the other feminine flesh in New York!" + +Had his attention been fixed just then upon Mr. Palma, he might have +detected the sudden flash in his black eyes, and the nervous +clenching of his right hand that rested on the arm of the chair; but +the younger man was absorbed by his own emotions, and very soon his +cousin rose. + +"In future we will not discuss this folly. At present, please +recollect that my ward's face has not yet been offered in the +matrimonial market; consequently your bid is premature. Those papers +I spoke of must be prepared as early as possible in the morning, and +submitted to me for revision. Be careful in copying the record. Have +a cigar? I shall not be back before dark." + +The happiest hours Regina had known during her residence in New York +had been spent in the room where she now sat; a basement room with +low ceiling, and faded olive-tinted walls. The furniture was limited +to an old-fashioned square table of mahogany, rich with that colour +which comes only from the mellowing touch of age, and polished until +it reflected the goblet of white and crimson phlox, which Regina had +placed in the centre; a few chairs, some swinging shelves filled with +books, and a couch or lounge covered with pink and white chintz, +whereon lay a pillow with a freshly ironed linen case, whose ruffled +edges were crisply fluted. + +Upon the whitewashed hearth were several earthen pots, filled with +odorous geraniums; and over the two windows that opened on a narrow +border of ground between the house wall and the street were carefully +trained a solanum jasminoides white with waxen stars, and an +abutilor, whose orange bells striped and veined with scarlet, swung +in every breath of air that fluttered the spotless white cotton +curtains, so daintily trimmed with a calico border of rose-coloured +convolvulus. In the morning when the sun shone hot upon the front of +the building, this room was very bright and cheerful, but its +afternoon aspect was dim, cool, shadowy. A gentle breeze now floated +across a bunch of claret-hued carnations growing in a wooden box on +the window-sill, which was on a level with the ground outside, and +brought on its waves that subtle spiciness that dwells only in the +deep heart of pinks. + +In an old-fashioned maplewood rocking chair sat Mrs. Mason, with her +wasted and almost transparent hands resting on her open Bible. The +faded face which in early years had boasted of unusual comeliness, +bore traces of severe sorrows meekly borne; and the patient sweetness +that sat on the lip, and smiled serenely in the mild grey eyes, +invested it with that irresistible charm that occasionally renders +ripe old age more attractive than flushing dimpled youth. Her hair, +originally pale brown, was as snow-white as the tarlatan cap that now +framed it in a crimped border; and her lustreless black dress was +relieved at the neck and wrists by ruffles of the same material. + +On the Bible lay her spectacles, and upon the third finger of the +left hand was a gold ring, worn so thin that it was a mere glittering +thread. + +Near her sat Regina, playing with a large white and yellow cat that +now and then sprang to catch a spray of lemon-scented geranium, which +was swung teasingly just beyond the reach of her velvet paws. + +"I am glad, my dear, to hear you speak so kindly of the members of +your guardian's family. I have never yet seen that person who had not +some redeeming trait. Many years ago, I knew Louise Neville very +well. She was then the handsome happy bride of a young naval officer, +who was soon after drowned in the Bay of Biscay; before the birth of +their only child, Olga. At first Louise seemed heart-broken by the +loss of her husband, but not more than two years afterward she +married Mr. Godwin Palma, who was reputed very wealthy. I have not +seen her since Olga was a child, but have heard that her second +husband was an exceedingly stem, exacting man; treating her with far +less tenderness than she received from poor Leo Neville, who was +certainly very fond of her. Mr. Godwin Palma died suddenly one day, +while riding down in his carriage to his office on Wall Street, but +he had made a will only a few weeks previous, in which he bequeathed +all his fortune--except a small annuity to Louise--to his son Erle, +whose own mother had possessed a handsome estate. Louise contested +the will, but the court sustained it; and I have heard that Mr. Erle +Palma has always treated her with marked kindness and respect, and +that he provides liberally for her and Olga. Louise is a proud, +ambitious woman, fond of pomp and splendour; but in those tastes she +was educated, and I always liked her, valued her kindness of heart, +and strict integrity of purpose." + +"You do not know my guardian?" + +"I never met him till the day he brought you first to see me, and I +was surprised to find him so comparatively young a man, for he is +rapidly building up a very enviable reputation in his profession. He +has been quite generous in his treatment of some relatives, who were +at one time much reduced. His father's sister, Julia Palma, married a +dissipated young physician named Roscoe, and your guardian has almost +entirely educated one of the boys; sent him to college, and then took +him into his law-office, besides assisting in the maintenance of Mrs. +Roscoe, who died about three years ago. Regina, I had a letter from +Elise Lindsay since you were here. She sends kindest messages of love +to you, and says you must not allow new friends to supplant old ones. +She mentioned also that the climate of India did not seem very +desirable for Douglass, who has been quite sick more than once since +his settlement in Rohilcund. I am glad that Elise has gone to +Douglass, for his father died of consumption, and I always feared he +might have inherited the tendency, though his constitution seems +tolerably good. After Peyton's death, she had nothing to keep her +from her noble boy. God grant that India may never prove as fatal to +all her earthly hopes as it has been to mine." + +A spasm of pain made her gentle patient face quiver, and Regina +remembered that Mrs. Mason's only daughter had married a gentleman +connected with the English Board of Missions, and with her husband +and babe perished in the Sepoy butchery. + +Dropping the fragrant geranium sprig that so tormented the cat, the +girl's fingers interlaced tightly, and she asked almost under her +breath: + +"Is Mr. Lindsay's health seriously impaired?" + +"I hope not Elise merely said he had had two severe attacks of +pneumonia, and it rendered her anxious. No man of his age ranks +higher in the ministry than Douglass Lindsay, and as an Oriental +scholar I am told he has few equals in this country. His death would +be a great loss to his church, and----" + +"Oh, do not speak of it! How can you? It would kill his mother," +cried Regina, passionately, clasping her hands across her eyes, as if +to shut out some horrible vision. + +"Let us pray God to mercifully avert such a heavy blow. But, my dear, +keep this in mind: with terrible bereavement comes the strength to +bear it. The strength of endurance,--a strength born only in the +darkest hours of a soul's anguish; and at last when affliction has +done its worst, and all earthly hope is dead, patience with tender +grace and gentle healing mutely sits down in hope's vacant place. +To-day I found a passage in a new book that impressed me as +beautiful, strong, and true. Would you like to hear it?" + +"If it will teach me patience, please let me hear it." + +"Give me the book lying on the lounge." + +She opened it, put on her spectacles, and read: + +"There is the peace of surrendered, as well as of fulfilled, +hopes,--the peace, not of satisfied, but of extinguished +longings,--the peace, not of the happy love and the secure fireside, +but of unmurmuring and accepted loneliness,--the peace, not of the +heart which lives in joyful serenity afar from trouble and from +strife, but of the heart whose conflicts are over, and whose hopes +are buried,--the peace of the passionless as well as the peace of the +happy;--not the peace which brooded over Eden, but that which crowned +Gethsemane.'" + +"My dear Regina, only religion brings this blessed calm; this is +indeed that promised 'Peace that passeth all understanding,' and +therefore we would all do well to heed the words of Isaiah: 'Their +strength is to sit still.'" + +Looking reverently up at her pale, worn placid face, the girl thought +it might have been considered a psalm of renunciation. Almost +sorrowfully she answered: + +"I begin to see that there is far more shadow than sunshine in this +world; the night is longer than the day." + +"You are too young to realize such solemn things, and should +endeavour to catch all the dew of life that glistens within your +reach; for the withering heat of the noon will come soon enough to +even the most favoured. An erroneous impression has too long +prevailed, that religious fervour, and a cheerful, hopeful, happy +spirit are incompatible; that devoutness manifests itself in a +lugubrious or at least solemn visage, and that a joyous mirthful +temperament is closely allied to 'the world, the flesh, and the +devil.' A more mischievous fallacy never found favour. Innocent +happiness in our hearts is acceptable worship to our God, who has +given us the language of joy, as He gave to birds the power of song. +In the universal canticle which nature sends up to its Creator, shall +humanity, the noblest of the marvellous mechanism, alone be silent? +The innocent joyousness of a pure heart is better than incense swung +in the temples of the Lord." + +"Mrs. Mason, I wish to consult you on a subject that has given me +some anxiety. Would you approve of my attending the theatre and +opera? I have never yet gone, because I think neither Mr. Hargrove +nor Mr. Lindsay would have advised me to do so; and I am perplexed +about the matter, for Mr. Palma says that next winter he shall insist +on my seeing the best plays and operas. What ought I to do?" + +"If you were a member of any church, which expressly prohibited such +amusements, I should say, do not infringe the rules which you +voluntarily promised to respect and obey; but as yet you have taken +no ecclesiastical vows. Habitual attendance upon such scenes as you +refer to is very apt, I think, to vitiate the healthful tone of one's +thoughts and feelings, but an occasional visit would probably injure +none but very weak minds. Your guardian is, I daresay, a prudent +judicious man, and would be careful in selecting plays that could +offend neither morality nor delicacy. There are many things upon the +stage which are sinful, vicious, and vulgar, but there are hundreds +of books quite as bad and dangerous. As we choose only the best +volumes to read, so be sure to select only pure plays and operas. +'Lear' would teach you the awful results of filial disobedience; +'Merchant of Venice,' the sin of avarice; 'Julius Cæsar' that of +unsanctified ambition. There are threads of wisdom, patience, +charity, and heroism which might be gathered from the dramatic +spindle, and woven advantageously into the garment of our daily lives +and thoughts. There is a marvellous pathos, fervour, sanctity, in the +'Casta Diva' of 'Norma' that appeals to my soul, as scarcely any +other piece of music ever has done; and I really should be glad to +hear it played on the organ every Sunday morning. Why? Because I +recognize in it the spirit of prayer from a tortured erring human +soul invoking celestial aid, and to me it is no longer a pagan Druid +song, trilled by the popular Prima-Donna at the Academy of Music, but +a hymn to the Heavenly powers, as consecrated as an _Ave Maria_, or +as Rossini's 'Inflammatus.' Are we lower than the bees, who wisely +discriminate between pure honey and poisonous sweets? Touching these +things, Lowell has nobly set us an example of + + 'Pleading for whatsoever touches life + With upward impulse: be He nowhere else, + God is in all that liberates and lifts, + In all that humbles, sweetens, and consoles,' + +I think that in the matters you mention, you may safely defer to your +guardian's wishes, bearing always in mind this fact, that he +professes no religious faith; and praying God's Holy Spirit to guide +you, and keep your heart faithful and pure." + +Regina longed to ask something more explicit concerning the stage, +but the thought of her mother peremptorily forbade a discussion that +seemed to imply censure of her profession. + +"There is the bell for service. Are you not going to church this +afternoon?" + +"No, dear, I am not very well; and besides, I promised to stay at +home, and see a poor old friend, who has no time to visit during the +week, and is just now in great affliction. You are not afraid to go +alone?" + +"Not afraid, Mrs. Mason, still I wish you could go with me. When you +answer dear Mrs. Lindsay's letter ask her not to forget me, and tell +her I am trying to do right in all things, as far as I can see my +way. Good-bye, Mrs. Mason." + +She bent her head, so that the faded placid lips could kiss her +cheek, and went out into the quiet street. + +Instead of turning homeward, she hastened in an opposite direction, +toward a small brick church whose bell was ringing, and whose +afternoon service she had several times attended with Mrs. Mason. +Walking more slowly as she approached the building, she had not yet +reached it, when steps which she had heard behind her for several +minutes, paused at her side. + +"Regina, is this the way home?" + +"Good-evening, Mr. Palma. I am going to church." + +Although he had been absent a week he did not even offer his hand, +and it never occurred to her to remind him of the omission. + +"Are you in the habit of coming here alone? If so, your visits to +this neighbourhood cease." + +"Mrs. Mason has always accompanied me until this after noon, and as +she could not leave home I came alone." + +"I prefer you should not attend strange churches without a companion, +and now I will see you safely home." + +She looked up, saw a few persons ascending the broad steps, and her +soul rose in rebellion; + +"What possible harm can overtake me in God's house? Don't try to +stand between me and my duty." + +"Do you not consider obedience to my wishes part of your duty?" + +"Sometimes, sir; but not when it conflicts with my conscience." + +"What is conscience?" + +"The feeling God put into my soul when He gave it to me, to teach me +right from wrong." + +"Is it? And if you were a Calmuck or a Mongol, it would teach you to +reverence Shigemooni as the highest god; and bid you fall down and +worship Dalai-lama, praying him to give you a pill of consecrated +dough." + +"You mean that conscience is merely education? Even if it should be +so--which is not true, I think--the Bible says 'the heathen are a law +unto themselves,' and God knows they worship the best they can find +until revelation shows them their error. But I do not live in Lassa, +and my going to church here, is not akin to Lamaism. Nothing will +happen to me, and I assure you, sir, I will come home as soon as the +service is over." + +"Is your eternal salvation dependent on church going?" + +"I don't know, I rather think not; because if it were impossible for +me to attend service the Lord would know it, and He only requires +what He makes possible. But at least you must admit it cannot harm +me; and I enjoy coming to this church more than any I have seen since +I left our own dear old one at V----." + +"It is a small, very plain affair, in no respect comparable to St. +Thomas's Church, where Mrs. Palma takes you every Sunday morning. +Where you not there to-day?" + +"Yes, sir; but----" + +"But--what? Speak out." +"Perhaps I ought not to say so,--and it may be partly my fault, but +indeed there seems to me more real religion in this plain little +chapel, at least it does me more good to come here." + +"For instance, it incites and helps you defy your guardian on the +street!" + +Until now she had resolutely kept her face set churchward, but as he +uttered the last words in a severer tone than he often used in +conversation with her, she turned quite around and retraced her +steps. + +Walking beside her, he could only see the long soft lashes of her +downcast eyes, and the firm compression of her mouth. + +"Little girl, are you very angry?" + +She looked up quickly into his brilliant smiling eyes, and her cheek +dimpled. + +"Mr. Palma, I wanted so very much to go, and I do feel disappointed; +but not angry." + +"Then why do you not ask me to go with you?" + +"You go there? Is it possible that you would ever do such a thing? +Really would you go, sir?" + +"Try me." + +"Please Mr. Palma, go with me." + +He raised his hat, bowed, and said: + +"I will." + +"Oh, thank you!" + +They turned and walked back in silence until they reached the door, +and he asked: + +"Are the pews free?" + +"Yes, sir; but Mrs. Mason and I generally sit yonder by that column." + +"Very well, you must pilot me." + +She turned into the side aisle next the windows, and they seated +themselves in a pew just beyond the projection of the choir gallery. + +The edifice was small, but the altar and pulpit were handsome, and +though the windows were unstained, the light was mellowed by buff +inside blinds. The seats were by no means filled, and the +congregation was composed of people whose appearance denoted that +many belonged to the labouring class, and none to the Brahmin caste +of millionnaires, though all were neatly and genteely apparelled. + +As the silver-haired pastor entered the pulpit the organ began to +throb in a low prelude, and four gentlemen bore shallow waiters +through the assemblage, to receive the contribution for the +"Destitute." Mr. Palma saw his companion take something from her +glove, and when the waiter reached them and she put in her small +alms, which he judged amounted to twenty-five cents, he slipped his +fingers in his vest pocket and dropped a bill on the plate. + +"Is all that huge sum going to India to the missionaries?" he +gravely whispered. + +"It is to feed the poor of this church." + +As the organ swelled fuller and louder, Mr. Palma saw Regina start, +and listen intently; then the choir begin to sing, and she turned +very pale and shut her eyes. He could discover nothing remarkable in +the music,--"Oh that I had wings!" but as it progressed the girl's +emotion increased, became almost uncontrollable, and through the +closed lids the tears forced themselves rapidly, while she trembled +visibly, and seemed trying to swallow her sobs. + +He moved closer to her, and the blue eyes opened and looked at him +with such pleading deprecating misery in their beautiful depths, that +he was touched, and involuntarily laid his ungloved hand on her +little bare fingers. Instantly they closed around it, twining like +soft tendrils about his, and unconsciously his clasp tightened. + +All through the singing her tears fell unchecked, sliding over her +cheeks and upon her white dress, and when the congregation knelt in +prayer, Mr. Palma only leaned his head on the back of the pew in +front, and watched the figure bowed on her knees, close beside him, +crying silently, with her face in her hands. + +When the prayer ended and the minister announced the hymn, she seemed +to have recovered her composure, and finding the page, offered her +pretty gilt hymn-book to her guardian. He accepted it mechanically, +and during the reading of the Scriptures that soon followed he slowly +turned over the leaves until he reached the title-page. On the +fly-leaf that fluttered over was written: "Regina Orme. With the love +and prayers of Douglass Lindsay." + +Closing the book, he laid it in his lap, leaned back and folded his +arms over his chest. + +The preacher read the sixty-third Psalm, and from it selected his +text: "My soul followeth hard after Thee." + +Although certainly not a modern Chrysostom, he was an earnest, +faithful, and enlightened man, full of persuasive fervour; and to the +brief but interesting discourse he delivered--a discourse +occasionally sprinkled with felicitous metaphors and rounded with +several eloquent passages--Mr. Palma appeared to listen quite +attentively. Once a half smile moved his mouth, as he wondered what +his associates at the "Century" would think, if they could look in +upon him there; otherwise his deportment was most gravely decorous. +As he heard the monotonous rise and fall of the minister's tone, the +words soon ceased to bear any meaning to ears that gradually caught +other cadences long hushed; the voice of memory calling him from afar +off, back to the dewy days of his early boyhood, when walking by his +mother's side he had gone to church, and held her book as he now held +Regina's. Since then, how many changes time had wrought! How holy +seemed that distant, dim, church-going season! + +At long intervals, and upon especially august occasions he had now +and then attended service in the elegant church where his pew-rent +was regularly paid; but not until to-day had he been attacked by the +swarming reminiscences of his childhood, all eagerly babbling of the +long-forgotten things once learned-- + + "At that best academe, a mother's knee." + +From the benignant countenance of the earnest preacher his keen cold +eyes began to wander, and after awhile rested upon the pale tender +face at his side. + +Except that the lashes were heavy with moisture that no longer +overflowed in drops, there was no trace of the shower that had +fallen; for hers was one of those rare countenances, no more +disfigured by weeping, than the pictured _Mater Dolorosa_ by the tear +on her cheek. + +To-day in the subdued sadness that filled her heart, while she +pondered the depressing news from India, her face seemed +etherealized, singularly sublimated; and as he watched the expression +of child-like innocence, the delicate tracery of nose and brows, the +transparent purity of the complexion, and the unfathomable purplish +blue of the eyes uplifted to the pulpit, a strange thrill never +experienced before stirred his cold stony heart, and quickened the +beat of his quiet, slow steady pulse. + +He had smiled and bowed before lovely women of various and bewitching +types of beauty, had his abstract speculative ideal of feminine +perfection, and had been feted, flattered, coaxed, baited, and +welcomed to many shrines, whereon grace, wit, and wealth had lavished +their choicest charms; but the carefully watched and well-regulated +valvular machine he was pleased to designate his heart, had never as +yet experienced a warmer sensation than that of mere critical +admiration for classic contours, symmetrical figures, or voluptuous +Paul Veronese colouring. + +Once only, early in his professional career, he had coolly, +dispassionately, sordidly, and with a hand as firm as Astræa's own, +held the matrimonial scales, and weighed the influence and preferment +that he could command by a politic and brilliant marriage, against +the advantages of freedom, and the glory of unassisted success and +advancement. For the lady herself--a bright, mirthful, pretty +brunette, who in contrast with his frigid nature seemed a gaudy +tropical bird fluttering around a stolid arctic auk--he had not even +a shadow of affection; and looked quite beyond the graceful lay +figure draped with his name to the lofty judicial eminence where her +distinguished father held sway, and could rapidly elevate him. + +No softer emotion than ambition had suggested the thought, and after +a patient balancing of the opposing weights of selfishness, he had +utterly thrown aside the thought of entangling himself in any +Hymeneal snares. + +Probably few men have attained his age without having breathed vows +of love into some rosy ear; but his colossal professional pride and +vanity had absolutely absorbed him--left him neither room nor time +for other and softer sentiments. + +The numerous attempts to entrap his dim chilly affections had +somewhat lowered his estimate of female delicacy; and possessing the +flattering assurance that no fair hand was held too high for his +grasp, should he choose to claim it, he had grown rather arrogant. Of +coquetry he was entirely innocent; it seemed too contemptible even +for mere sport, and he scorned the thought of feeding his vanity by +feminine sacrifices. + +Too sternly proud to owe success to any but his own will and +resolution, he had never proposed or even desired to marry any woman; +and was generally regarded as a hopelessly icy bachelor, whom all +welcomed with smiles, but despaired of captivating. + +After forty years' sole undisputed mastery of his heart, something +suddenly and unexpectedly wakened there, groped about, would not +"down" at his bidding; and a new sensation made itself felt. + +A brief sentence of Elliott Roscoe had like Moses' rod smitten the +rock of his affections, and forthwith gushed a flood of riotous +feelings never known before. At the thought of any man claiming +Regina's perfect dainty lips and peerless imperial eyes a hot wave of +indignant protest rolled over his whole being. That she should belong +to another now seemed monstrous, sacrilegious, and all the strength +of his own nature rose in mutiny. + +Never until to-day had he analyzed his sentiments toward his ward, +never had he deemed it possible for his wisely disciplined heart to +bow before anything of flesh; but now, as he sat looking at the sweet +face, he saw that rebellion desperate and uncompromising had broken +out in his rigidly governed, long downtrodden nature, and with the +prompt vigilance habitual to him he calmly counted the cost of +crushing the insurrection. + +Shading his countenance with his fingers he deliberately studied her +features, even the modelling of the waxen hands folded together on +her knee; and then and there, weighing all his achievements, all his +pictured future, so dazzling with coveted ermine, he honestly +confessed to his own soul that the universe held for him nothing so +precious as that fair pure young girl. + +How superlatively presumptuous appeared Elliott Roscoe's avowed +admiration and preference! How dared that humble impecunious divinity +student now sojourning in the "Land of the Veda," lift his eyes +toward this priceless treasure, which Erle Palma wanted to call his +own! + +Just then Regina took her hymn-book to search for the closing verses +designated by the minister, and as she opened the volume the +inscription on the fly-leaf showed conspicuously. The lawyer set his +teeth, and the fingers of his right hand opened, then closed hard and +tight, a gesture in which he often unconsciously indulged when +resolving on some future step. + +The benediction was pronounced, and the congregation dispersed. + +Walking silently beside her guardian, until they had proceeded some +distance from the church, Regina wondered how she should interpret +the grave preoccupied expression of his countenance. Had he been +sadly bored, and did he repent the sacrifice made to gratify her +caprice? + +"Mr. Palma, I am very much obliged to you for kindly consenting to +accompany me. Of course I know this church and service must seem +dull and plain in comparison with that to which you are accustomed, +but I hope you liked Mr. Kelsey's sermon?" + +"In some respects this afternoon has been a revelation, and I am sure +I shall never forget the occasion." + +"Oh! I am so glad you enjoyed going," she said, with evident relief. + +"I did not intend to convey that impression; you infer more than my +words warrant. I was thinking of other and quite irrelevant matters, +and to be frank, really did not listen to the sermon. Do you attend +church from a conviction that penance conduces to a sanitary +improvement of the soul?" + +"Penance? I do not exactly understand you, sir." + +"I certainly have never seen you weep so bitterly; not even when I +ruthlessly tore you from the kind sheltering arms of Mother Aloysius +and Sister Angela. You appeared quite heartbroken. Was it contrition +for your manifold transgressions?" + +"Oh no, sir!" + +"You are resolved not to appoint me your confessor?" + +"Mr. Palma----" her voice faltered. + +"Well, go on." + +"I was very much distressed; it made my heart ache." + +"So I perceived. But was it the bare church, or the minister, or my +ward's sensitive conscience?" + +After a moment she lifted her misty eyes to meet his, and answered +tremulously: + +"It was the singing of 'Oh that I had wings!' I have not heard it +since that dreadful time I sang it last, and you can't possibly +understand my feelings." + +"Certainly not, unless you deign to explain the circumstances." + +"Dear Mr. Hargrove asked me to go in and play on the organ in the +library, and sing that sacred song for him. I sang it, and played for +awhile on the organ, and then went back to him on the verandah, and +he had died--alone, in his chair, while I was singing 'Oh that I had +wings!' To-day, when the choir began it, everything came back so +vividly to me. The dear happy home at the parsonage, the supper I had +set for my dear Mr. Hargrove, the flowers in the garden, the smell of +the carnations, the sound of the ring-doves in the vines, the +moonlight shining so softly on his kind face and white hair--and +Oh!----" + +They walked the length of two squares before either spoke again. + +"I was not aware that you performed on the organ." + +"Mrs. Lindsay gave me lessons, and I used the cabinet organ." + +"Do you prefer it to the piano?" + +"For sacred songs, I do." + +"If we had one in the library, do you suppose you would ever sing for +me?" + +"If you really desired it, perhaps I would try; but of course I know +very well that you care nothing for my music; and our dear old hymns +and chants would only tire and annoy you." + +"To whom does 'our' refer?" + +"My dear Mr. Hargrove and Mrs. Lindsay and her son. We so often sang +quartettes at home in the long, delicious, peaceful summer evenings, +before the awful affliction came and separated us." + +The lamps were lighted, and night closed in, with silvery +constellations overhead, before Mr. Palma and his companion were near +their destination. As they crossed a street, he said, abruptly +breaking a long silence: + +"Take my arm." + +Never before had such a courtesy been tendered, and she looked up in +unfeigned surprise. + +He was so tall, so stately, that the proposition seemed to her +preposterous. + +"Can't you reach it?" + +He took her hand, drew it beneath, and placed the fingers on his arm. + +"Of late you have grown so rapidly, your head is almost on a level +with my shoulder; and you are quite tall enough now to accept my +escort." + +When they were within a square of home, Mr. Palma said very gravely: + +"This afternoon I indulged one of your whims: now will you +recipricate, and gratify a caprice of your guardian?" + +"Have you caprices? I think not but I will oblige you if I can do +so." + +"Thank you. In future you must never walk to see Mrs. Mason, always +go in the carriage; and I am unwilling that you should be out as late +as this, unless Mrs. Palma accompanies you, or I am with you. You +need not ask my reasons; it is sufficient that I wish it, and it is +my caprice to be obeyed without questions. One thing more: I do not +at all like your name--never did. Latinity is not one of my +predilections, and _Regina, Reginae, Reginam_, wearily remind me of +the classic-slough of declensions and conjugations of my Livy, +Sallust, Tacitus. In my mind you have always been associated with the +white lilies that you held at the convent the first time I saw you, +that you held to your heart while asleep on the cars; and hereafter +when only you and I are present, I intend to indulge the caprice of +calling my ward--Lily." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +"Yonder they come! They have just left the carriage, and as usual she +is escorted by her body-guard; those grim old fogies, who watch her +like a pair of grey owls. Now, Doctor, you must contrive an +introduction." + +General René Laurance raised his gold eyeglass, and looked curiously +toward a group of three persons who were walking amid the ruins of +Pozzuoli. + +His companion Dr. Plymley, who was examining an inscription, turned +around and looked in the direction indicated. + +"Are you sure? I am quite near-sighted." + +"Very sure, for no other figure could be mistaken for hers. By all +the gods ever worshipped here, she is the loveliest woman I ever saw, +but as coy as a maid of fifteen. The fact that she secludes herself +so rigidly only stimulates curiosity, and I have sworn a solemn oath +to make her acquaintance; for it is something novel in my experience +to have my overtures rejected, my courtesies ignored." + +"Come this way, General. This encounter must appear purely +accidental, for Madame Orme is very peculiar, very suspicious; and if +she imagines we planned this excursion to meet her, or left Naples +with the intention of joining her party, the chances are that I as +well as you would be snubbed. In her desire to avoid society and +personal attention, one might suppose her an escaped abbess from some +convent, instead of a popular actress. It was with much difficulty +that I prevailed on her to receive my son and wife one afternoon; as +she remarked that her object in coming here was to secure health, not +acquaintances. In treating her professionally, I was called upon to +prescribe for what in her case is more than ordinary sleeplessness, +is veritably _pervigilium_; and when she refused opiates, I asked if +there were not some trouble weighing upon her mind which prevented +her from sleeping. Her reply was singular: 'Many years have passed +since I became a widow and was forced to leave my only child in +America, and the power of sound healthy sleep has deserted me.' Even +in Naples her beauty attracts attention wherever she is seen." + +"Certainly I am not a tyro in these matters, and have probably had as +much experience as any other man of my years and well improved +opportunities, and you can form an estimate of my appreciation of her +charms, when I tell you I have followed her since the night I first +saw her on the stage at Milan. I see your wife beckoning us to join +her." + +Although sixty-five years old, General Laurance carried himself as +erectly as the son he left in Paris, and his proud bearing and +handsome face seemed to contradict the record of years that had +passed so lightly over him. A profusion of silver threads streaked +the black locks that scorned all artificial colouring, and his +moustache and beard were quite grizzled; but as he stood tracing +triangles on the sand with the point of his light cane, and pushed +back the hat from his heated brow, no one unacquainted with his +history would have deemed him more than fifty: a man of distinguished +appearance, commanding stature, with rather haughty, martial mien, +healthful ruddy complexion, and sparkling blue eyes keen and +incisive. + +From boyhood self had been his openly and devoutly worshipped god, +and upon its altars conscience had long ago been securely bound and +silenced. Pride of family, love of pomp, power, and luxury, and an +inordinate personal vanity were the predominating characteristics of +a man, who indulged his inclinations, no matter how devious the paths +into which they strayed, nor how mercilessly obstacles must be +tramped down, in order to facilitate the accomplishment of his +purposes. Naturally neither cruel nor vindictive, he had gradually +grown pitiless in all that conduced to self-aggrandizement or +self-indulgence; incapable of a generosity that involved even slight +sacrifice, a polished handsome epicurean, an experienced man of the +world, putting aside all scruples in the attainment of his selfish +aims. + +From wholly politic motives, and in order to extend his estates and +increase his revenue, he had married early in life, and his +affection, never bestowed upon his wife, had centred in their only +child Cuthbert. When death removed the unloved mother, freedom was +joyfully welcomed, and the memory of his neglected bride rarely +visited the heart, which was not invulnerable to grace and beauty. + +The consummation of an alliance between his son and Abbie Ames, the +banker's daughter, had cost him much manoeuvring and tedious +diplomacy, for like his father, Cuthbert was fastidious in his +tastes, and an ardent devotee to female beauty; but when finally +accomplished, General Laurance considered his paternal obligations +fully discharged, and henceforth roamed from city to city, sipping +such enjoyment as money, aristocratic status, urbane manners, and a +heritage of well-preserved good looks enabled him to taste at will. + +Six months before, he had first seen Madame Orme as "Deborah," in +Mosenthal's popular drama, and, charmed by her face and figure, had +attempted to make her acquaintance. But his floral offerings had been +rejected, his jewels and notes returned, his presentation refused, +his visits interdicted; and as usually occurs in natures like his, +opposition to his wishes intensified them, cold indifference and +denial only deepened and strengthened his determination to crush all +barriers. His pride was wounded, his vanity sorely piqued, and to +compel her acknowledgment of his power, her submission to his sway, +became for the while his special aim, his paramount purpose. Hence +he loitered at Naples, seeking occasions, lying in wait for an +opportunity to open a campaign that promised him new triumphs. + +Dr. Plymley was an English physician travelling with an invalid wife +and consumptive son, and having been consulted by Mrs. Orme on +several occasions in Milan, had at length been prevailed upon by +General Laurance to arrange an apparently casual introduction. + +It was a cloudless spring day, and leaving Mr. and Mrs. Waul to read +a package of American papers, Mrs. Orme walked away toward the lonely +outlines of the Serapeon. + +The delicious balmy atmosphere, the interest of the objects that +lined the drive from Naples, and the exercise of wandering from point +to point had brought a delicate glow to her cheeks, and a brighter +carmine to her lips; and beneath the white chip hat, with its wreath +of clustering pink convolvulus lying on her golden hair, the lovely +face seemed almost unsurpassed in its witchery. + +She wore a sea-green dress of some soft fabric that floated in the +wind as she moved, and over her shoulders was wound a white fleecy +mantle fastened at the throat by a costly green cameo, which also +secured a spray of lemon flowers that lavished their fragrance on the +bright warm air. Closing her parasol, she walked down to the ruined +Temple, and approached the wonderful cipollino columns that bear such +mysterious attestation of the mutations of land and sea, of time and +human religions. Since the days of Agrippina and Julia, had a fairer +prouder face shone under the hoary marble shafts, and mirrored itself +in the marvellous mosaic floor, than that which now looked calmly +down on the placid water flowing so silently over the costly +pavements, where sovereigns once reverently trod? + +In imagination she beheld the vast throng of worshippers, who two +thousand years ago had filled the magnificent court, where the sun +was now shining unimpeded; and above the low musical babble of +wavelets breaking upon the chiselled marbles, rose the hum of the +generations sleeping to-day in the columbaria, and the chant of the +priests before the statue of Serapis, which sacrilegious hands had +borne away from his ancient throne. Were the blue caverns of the +Mediterranean not deep enough to entomb these colossal relics of that +dim vast Past, whose feebly ebbing tide still drifts so mournfully, +so solemnly, so mysteriously upon our listening souls? Did +compassionate Neptune, tenderly guarding the ruins of his own +desecrated fane, once resonant with votive pæans now echoing only +sea-born murmurs, refuse sepulture to Serapis, and again and again +return to the golden light of land the sculptured friezes, that could +find permanent rest neither upon sea not shore? + +To-day the lonely woman, standing amid crumbling cornices and +architraves, wondered whether the sunken pavement of the Serapeon +were a melancholy symbol of her own blighted youth, never utterly +lost to view, often overwhelmed by surging waves of bitterness, hate, +and despair, but now and then lifted by memory to the light, and +found as fresh and glowing as in the sacred bygone? To-day buried +beneath the tide of sorrow, to-morrow shining clear and imperishable? + +Gazing out across the sapphire sea that mirrored a cloudless sapphire +sky, Mrs. Orme's beautiful solemn face seemed almost a part of the +classic surroundings, a statue of Fate shaken from its ancient niche; +and the cameo Sappho on her breast was not more faultlessly cut and +polished than the features that rose above it. + +A shadow fell aslant the glassy water through which was visible the +glint of the submerged pavement, and turning her head, she saw the +familiar countenance of her quondam physician. + +"A glorious day, Dr. Plymley?" + +"Glorious indeed, Madame, for a dinner at Baiæ. I hope you are +feeling quite well, and bright as this delicious sunshine? Mrs. Orme, +will you allow me the favour of presenting my friend General +Laurance, who requests the honour of an introduction?" + +She had been unaware of the presence of his companion, who was +concealed from view, and as he stepped forward and took off his hat, +she drew herself up, and at last they were face to face. + +How her brown eyes widened, lightened, and what a sudden whiteness +fell upon her features, as if June roses had been smitten with snow! +Holding with both hands the frail fluted ivory handle of her parasol, +it snapped, and the carved leopard that constituted the head fell +with a ringing sound upon one of the marble blocks, thence into the +sluggish water beneath; but her eyes had not moved from his,--seemed +to hold them, as with some magnetic spell. A radiant smile parted her +pale lips, and she said in her wonderfully sweet, rich, liquid tones +which sank into people's ears and hearts, as some mellow old wine +creeps through the grey cells of the brain, bringing lotos dreams: +"Is the gentleman before me General René Laurance of America?" + +"I am, Madame; and supremely happy in the accident which enables me +to make an acquaintance so long and earnestly desired. Surely the +ruins amidst which we meet must be those, not of the Serapeon, but of +some antique shrine of Good Fortune, and I vow a libation worthy of +the boon received." + +With that unwavering gaze still upon his dark blue eyes, she drew off +her glove and held out her fair hand, smiling the while, as Circe +doubtless did before her. + +"I am sincerely glad to meet General Laurance, of whom I heard the +American minister at Paris speak in glowing terms of commendation. I +believe I Also met a son of General Laurance in Paris? Certainly he +resembles you most strikingly." + +As he received into his own the pretty pearly hand, and bowed low +over it, he felt agreeably surprised by the cordiality of a reception +which appeared utterly inconsistent with her stern contemptuous +rejection of his previous attempts to form her acquaintance; and he +could not quite reconcile the beaming smile on her lip, and the +sparkling radiance in her eyes, with the pallor which he saw settle +swiftly upon her face when his name was first pronounced. + +"Ah! My son Cuthbert? Handsome young dog, and like his father, finds +beauty the most powerful magnet. Where did you meet him?" + +"Once only, when he was introduced by our minister, who deputized him +to deliver to me some custom-house regulations. + +"Did you meet Mrs. Laurance?" + +"Your wife, sir?" + +Annoyance instantaneously clouded his countenance, and Dr. Plymley +gnawed his lower lip to hide a smile. + +"My son's wife. Cuthbert and I are the only survivors of my own +immediate family." + +"If Madame had not so rigidly adhered to her recluse habits, she +could scarcely have failed to learn from his brilliant campaigns in +gay society that the General is unfettered by matrimonial bonds, and +almost as irresistible and popular as his naughty model D'Orsay." + +"Madame, Plymley is a traitor, jealously stabbing my spotless +reputation. I deny the indictment, and appeal to your heavenly +charity, praying you to believe that I plead guilty only to the +possession of a heart tenderly vulnerable to the shafts of grace and +beauty." + +The earnestness of his tone and manner was unmistakable, and beneath +the bold admiration of his fine eyes, the carmine came swiftly back +to her blanched cheek. + +"_Beau monde_ and its fashionable foibles constitute a sealed volume +to me. My world is apart from that in which General Laurance wins +myrtle crowns, and wears them so royally." + +"When genius like Madame's monopolizes the bay, we less gifted +mortals must even twine myrtle leaves, or else humbly bow, bare of +chaplets. But may I ask why you so sternly taboo that social world +which you are so pre-eminently fitted to grace and adorn? When your +worshippers are wellnigh frenzied with delight, watching you beyond +the footlights, you cruelly withdraw behind the impenetrable curtain +of seclusion; and only at rare intervals allow us tantalizing glimpses +of you, seated in mocking inaccessibility between those two most +abominable ancient griffons, whose claws and beaks are ever +ferociously prominent. When some desperate deluded adorer rashly +hires a band of Neapolitan experts to stab, and bury that grim pair +of jailers in the broad deep grave out there, toward Procida, the +crime of murder will be upon Madame's fair head." + +"And if I answer that that fine world you love so well is to me but +as a grey stone quarry wherein I daily toil, solely for food and +raiment for my child and myself, what then?" + +"Then verily if that be possible, Pygmalion's cold beauty were no +longer a fable; and I should turn sculptor. Do you not find that here +in Parthenope you rapidly drift into the classic tide that strands +you on Paganism?" + +"Has it borne you one inch away from the gods of your life-long +worship?" + +As she spoke, she bent slightly forward, and searched his bright +eyes, as if therein floated his soul. + +"Indeed I can answer reverently, with my band upon my heart, Italy +has given me a new worship, a goddess I never knew before. My +divinity----" + +"Belongs, sir, to the _Dïï Involuti!_ Fortunate provision of fate, +which leaves us at least liberty to deify, you perhaps family pride, +Venus, or even avaricious Pluto; I possibly ambition or revenge. We +all have our veiled gods, shrouded close from curious gaze; 'the +heart knoweth his own bitterness, and the stranger doth not +intermeddle with his joy.'" + +She had interrupted him with an imperious wave of her hand, and spoke +through closed teeth, like one tossing down a gage of battle; but the +brilliant smile still lighted her splendid eyes, and showed the +curves of her temptingly beautiful mouth. + +"Mrs. Orme, my wife and Percy are waiting for me at the amphitheatre, +and we have an engagement to dine at Baiæ. Can I persuade you to join +our party? I promise you a delightful visit to the old home of Rome's +proudest patricians in her palmiest days; and a dinner eaten in +accordance with General Laurance's suggestion on the site of the +temple of Venus, or if you prefer, upon that of Diana. Will you not +contribute the charm of your presence to the pleasure of our +excursion? Remember I am your physician, and this morning prescribe +Baiæ air." + +"You are very kind, Doctor, but I devote to-day to Avernus, Cumæ, and +the infernal gods. Next week I shall bask at Baiæ. Gentlemen, I bid +you good-day, and a pleasant hour over your Falernian." + +She turned once more to the mysterious solemn face of that wonderful +legendary blue bay, and the light died out of her countenance, as in +a room where the lamps are unexpectedly extinguished. She started +visibly, when a voice close beside her asked: + +"Permit me the pleasure of seeing you to your carriage." + +"I am not going just yet. General Laurance should not detain the +Doctor's party." + +"They have a carriage. I am on horseback, and can easily overtake +them; but if I dared, would beg the privilege of accompanying you, +instead of drinking sour wine, and smoking poor cigars among the +ivy-wreathed ruins that await me at Baiæ Ah, may I hope? Be generous, +banish me not. May I attend you to-day? + +"No, sir. Go pay your _devoir_ to friendship and courtesy. I have +faithful guardians in the two coming yonder to meet me." + +She pointed to the heads of Mr. and Mrs. Waul just visible over the +mass of ruins that intervened, and lifting her handkerchief, waved it +twice. + +"You have established a system of signal service with those antique +ogres, griffons? Really they resemble crouching cougars, ready to +spring upon the unwary who dare penetrate to the sacred precincts +that enclose you. Why do you always travel with that grim body-guard? +Surely they are not relatives?" + +"They are faithful old friends who followed me across the Atlantic, +who are invaluable, and shield me from impertinent annoyances, to +which all women of my profession are more or less subjected. The +world to which you belong sometimes seem disposed to forget that +beneath and behind the paint and powder, false hair and fine tragic +airs and costumes they pay to strangle time for them at _San Carlo_, +or _Teatro de' Fiorentini_ there breathes a genuine human thing; a +creature with a true, pure, womanly heart beating under the velvet, +gauze, and tinsel, and with blood that now and then boils under +unprovoked and dastardly insult. If I were cross-eyed, or had been +afflicted with small-pox, or were otherwise disfigured, I should not +require Mr. and Mrs. Waul; but Madame Orme, the lonely widow deprived +by death of a father's or brother's watchful protection, finds her +humble companions a valuable barrier against presumption and +insolence. For instance, when strangers, pleased with my carefully +practised _jeu de theâtre_, send fulsome notes and costly +_bijouterie_ to my lodgings, praying in return a lock of my hair or +a photograph, my griffons, as you facetiously term them, rarely even +consult me, but generally send back the jewels by the bearer, and +twist the _billets-doux_ into tapers to light Mr. Waul's pipe. +Sometimes I see them; often I am saved the trouble of knowing +anything about the impertinence." + +Her voice was sweet and mellow as a Phrygian flute sounding softly on +moonlight nights through acacia and oleander groves, but the scorn +burning in her eyes was intolerable, and before it the old man seemed +to shrink, while a purplish flush swept across his proud face. + +"Mrs. Orme is an anomaly among lovely women, and especially among +popular _tragediennes_, and as I am suffering the consequences of +that unexpected fact, may I venture, in pleading for pardon, to +remind her of that grand prayer: '_Be it my will that my mercy +overpower my justice_.' Will she not nobly forgive errors committed +in ignorance of the peculiar sensitiveness of her nature, the mimosa +delicacy of her admirable character?" + +Not until this moment had the likeness between father and son shown +itself so conspicuously, and in the handsome features and +insinuating, beguiling velvet voice she found sickening resemblances +that made her heart surge, until she seemed suffocating. Hastily she +loosened the ribbons of her hat that were tied beneath her chin. + +"Is General Laurance pleading abstractly for forgiveness for his vain +and presumptuous sex?" + +"Solely for my own audacious impertinence, which, had I known you, +would never have been perpetrated. My rejected emeralds accuse me. +Pardon me, and I will immediately donate them in expiatory offering +to some Foundling Asylum, Hospital, or other public charity." + +"If I condone past offences, it must be upon condition that they are +never repeated, for leniency is not one of my characteristics. +Hitherto we have been strangers; you are from America the land of my +adoption, and have been presented to me as a gentleman, as the friend +of my physician. Henceforth consider that your acquaintance with me +dates from to-day." + +She suffered him to take her hand, and bow low over it, breathing, +volubly his thanks for her goodness, his protestations of profound +repentance, and undying gratitude; and all the while she shut her +eyes as if to hide some approaching horror,--and the blood in her +views seemed to freeze at his touch, gathered like icicles around her +aching heart, turning her gradually to stone. + +Taking his offered arm, they walked back toward the spot where she +had desired her companions to await her return, and as he attempted +to analyze the strange perplexing expression on her chiselled white +face, he said: + +"I trust this delicious climate has fully restored your health?" + +"Thank you. I am as well as I hope to be, until I can go home to +America, and be once more with my baby." + +"It is difficult to realize that you are a mother. How old is this +darling, who steals so many of your thoughts?" + +"Oh, quite a large girl now! able to write me long delightful +letters; still in memory and imagination she remains my baby, for I +have not seen her for nearly seven years." + +"Indeed I you must have married when a mere child?" + +"Yes, unfortunately I did, and lost my husband, became a destitute +widow when I was scarcely older than my own daughter now is. Mr. +Waul, this is your countryman, General Laurance; and doubtless you +have mutual acquaintances in the United States." + +They proceeded to the carriage, and as he assisted her to enter it, +General Laurance asked: + +"Will you grant me the privilege of accompanying you next week to +Baiæ?" + +"I cannot promise that." + +"Then allow me to call upon you to-morrow." + +"To-morrow will be the day for my exercises in Italian recitation and +declamation. I am desirous of perfecting myself in the delicate +inflections of this sweet intoxicating language, which is as +deliciously soft as its native skies, and golden as its Capri +vintage. I long to electrify these fervid enthusiastic yet critical +Neapolitans with one of their own favourite impassioned Italian +dramas." + +She had taken off her hat which pressed heavily upon her throbbing +brow, and as the sun shone full on the coil of glittering hair, with +here and there a golden tress rippling low on her snowy neck and ear, +her ripe loveliness seized the man's senses with irresistible +witchery; and the thought of her reappearance as a public idol, of +her exhibition of her wonderful beauty to the critical gaze of all +Naples, suddenly filled him with jealous horror and genuine pain. As +if utterly weary and indifferent, she leaned back, nestling her head +against the cushions of the carriage; and looking eagerly, almost +hungrily at her, General Laurance silently registered a vow, that the +world should soon know her no more as the Queen of Tragedy, that ere +long the only kingdom over which she reigned should be restricted to +the confines of his own heart and life. + +Pale as marble she coolly met the undisguised ardent admiration in +his gaze, and bending forward he asked pleadingly: + +"Not to-morrow? Then next day, Mrs. Orme?" + +"Perhaps so, if I chance to be at home; which is by no means certain. +Naples is a sorceress and draws me hither and thither at will. +General Laurance, I wish you a pleasant ride to Baiæ, and must bid +you good-bye." + +She inclined her head, smiled proudly, and closed her eyes; and, +watching her as the carriage rolled away, he wondered if mere fatigue +had brought that ghastly pallor to the face he knew he was beginning +to love so madly. + +"Shall we not return to Naples? You look weary, and unhappy," said +Mr. Waul, who did not like the expression of the hopeless, fixed +blanched lips. + +"No, no! We go to Avernus. That is the mouth of Hell, you know, and +to Hecate and all the infernal gods I dedicate this fateful day, and +those that will follow. It is only the storm-beaten worthless wreck +of a life; let it drift--on--on, down! Had I ten times more to lose, +I would not shrink back now; I would offer all--all as an oblation to +Nemesis." + +"The gods have made us mighty certainly--That we can bear such +things, and yet not die." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +"Regina, will you touch the bell for Hattie, that she may come and +carry away all this breakfast, which I have not touched, and the bare +sight of which surfeits me? From the amount supplied, one might +imagine me a modern Polyphemus, or, abjuring the classics, a second +old Mrs. Philipone, who positively drank four cups of tea at the last +'Kettledrum.' How fervently she should pray for continued peace with +China, and low tariff on Pekoe? I scarcely know which is the greater +hardship, to abstain from food when very hungry, or to impose upon +one's digestive apparatus when it piteously protests, asking for +'rest, only rest.'" + +It was twelve o'clock on a bright, cold day in December, but Olga was +still in bed; and as she raised herself, crushing the pillows under +her shoulder for support, Regina, sewing beside her, thought she had +never seen her look so handsome. + +The abundant ruddy hair tossed about in inextricable confusion, +curled and twined, utterly regardless of established style, making a +bright warm frame for the hazel eyes that seemed unusually keen and +sparkling, and the smooth fair cheeks bore a rich scarlet tinge, +rather remarkable from the fact that their owner had danced until +three o'clock that morning. + +"Instead of impairing your complexion, late hours seem to increase +its brilliancy." + +"Regina, never dogmatize; it is a rash and unphilosophic habit that +leads you to ignore secondary causes. I have a fine colour to-day, +_ergo_ the 'German' is superior to any of the patent chemical +cosmetics? No such thing. I am tired enough in body to look just like +what I feel, that traditional Witch of Endor; but a stroke of +wonderful good fortune has so elated my spirits, that despite the +fatigue of outraged muscles and persecuted nerves, my exultant pride +and delight paint my cheeks in becoming tints. How puzzled you look! +You pretty, sober, solemn, demure blue-eyed Annunciation lily, is +there such a thing among flowers? If I tripped in the metaphor, +recollect that I am no adept in floriculture, only know which +blossoms look best on a velvet bonnet or a chip hat, and which dainty +leaves and petals laid upon my Lucretia locks make me most resemble +Hebe. Are you consumed by curiosity?" + +"Not quite; still I should like to know what good fortune has +rendered you so happy?" + +"Wait until Hattie is beyond hearing. Come, take away these dishes, +and be sure to eat every morsel of that omelette, for I would not +willingly mortify Octave's vanity. When you have regaled yourself +with it, show him the empty dish, tell him it was delicious, and that +I send thanks. Hattie, say to mamma I shall not be able to go out +to-day." + +"Miss Regina, I was told to tell you that you must dress for the +rehearsal, as Mrs. Palma will take you in the carriage." + +"Very well. I shall be ready, if go I must." + +"Bravo! How gracefully you break to harness! But when these Palmas +hold the bit, it would be idle to plunge, kick, or attempt to run. +They are for rebellious humanity, what Rarey was for unruly +horseflesh. Once no fiery colt of Ukraine blood more stubbornly +refused the bridle than I did; but Erle Palma smiled and took the +reins, and behold the metamorphosis! Did he command your attendance +at this 'Cantata'?" + +"Not exactly; but he said he would be displeased if I failed to +comply with Mrs. Brompton's request, because she was an old friend; +and moreover that Professor Hurtsel had said they really required my +voice for the principal solo." + +"Did it occur to you to threaten to break down entirely, burst into +tears, and disgrace things generally, if forced to sing before such +an audience? Pride is the only lever that will move him the billionth +fraction of an inch; and he would never risk the possibility of being +publicly mortified by his ward's failure. He dreads humiliation of +any kind, far more than cholera or Asiatic plague, or than even the +eternal loss of that infinitesimal microscopic bit of flint, which he +is pleased in facetious moments to call his soul." + +"Of course I could not threaten him; but I told him the distressing +truth, that I am very much afraid I shall fail if compelled to +attempt a solo in public, for I know the audience at Mrs. Brompton's +will be critical, and I feel extremely timid." + +"And he dared you--under penalty of his everlasting wrath--to break +down? Forbade you at your peril, to allow your frightened heart to +beat the long-roll, or the tattoo?" + +"No, though very positive, he was kind, and urged me to exert my +will; reminding me that the effort was in behalf of destitute +orphans, and that the charitable object should stimulate me." + +"Charity! Madame Roland incautiously blundered in her grand +apostrophe, hastily picked up the wrong word to fling at the heads of +her brutal tormentors. Had she lived in this year of grace, she would +certainly have said: 'Oh, Charity! how much hypocrisy is practised in +thy name!' How many grim and ghastly farces are enacted in thy +honour! Oh, Charity! heavenly maid! what solemn shameful shams are +masked beneath thy celestial garments? Of late this fashionable +amusement called 'Charity' has risen to the dignity of a fine art; +and old-fashioned Benevolence that did its holy work silently and +slyly in a corner, forbidding left hand to eavesdrop, or gossip with +right hand, would never recognize its gaudy, noisy, bustling modern +sister. Understand, it is not peculiar to our own great city,--is a +rank growth that flourishes all over America, possibly elsewhere. At +certain seasons, when it is positively wicked to eat chicken salad, +porter-house steak, and boned turkey, and when the thought of +attending the usual round of parties gives good people nightmare, and +sinful folks yet in the bonds of iniquity a prospective claim to the +pleasant and enticing style of future amusements which Orcagna +painted at Pisa, then Charity rushes to the rescue of _ennuied_ +society, and mercifully bids it give Calico Balls for a Foundling +Hospital, or _Thé Musicale_ for the benefit of a Magdalen Home, or a +Cantata and Refreshments to build a Sailors' Bethel, or help to +clothe and feed the destitute. A few ladies dash around in open +carriages and sell tickets, and somebody's daughters make ample +capital for future investments, as Charity Angels, by riding, +dancing, singing, and eating in becoming piquant costumes, for the +'benefit of the afflicted poor.'" + +"Oh, Olga! how unjustly severe you are! How exceedingly uncharitable! +How can you think so meanly of the people with whom you associate +intimately?" + +"I assure you I am not maligning 'our set,' only refer to a universal +tendency of this advancing age. I merely strip the outside rind, and +look at the kernel, and therefore I 'see the better, my dear,' +horrified little rustic Red Ridinghood! Now, you are quite in +earnest, and you trudge along carrying your alms to this poor old +Grandmother Charity; but before long you will have your eyes opened +roughly, and learn as I did that the dear pitiful grandmother is +utterly dead and gone; and the fangs and claws of the wolf will show +you which way your cake and honey went. A most voracious wolf, this +same Public Charity, and blessed with the digestion of an ostrich. +But go you to the Cantata, and sing your best, and if you happen to +fall at the feet of pretty little Cécile Brompton, you will hear in +the distance a subdued growl; the first note of the lupine fantasia +that inevitably awaits you. Oh! I wonder if ever this green earth +knew a time when hypocrisy and cant did not prowl even among the +young lambs, pasturing in innocence upon the 'thousand hills' of God? +It seems to me that cant cropped out in the first pair that ever were +born, and Cain has left an immense family. Cant everywhere, in +science and religion; in churches and in courts; cant among lawyers, +doctors, preachers; cant around the hearth; cant even around the +hearse. It is the carnival of cant, this age of ours, and heartily as +I despise it, I too have been duly noosed and collared, and taught +the buttery dialect, and I am meekly willing to confess myself 'born +thrall' of cant." + +Regina smiled and shook her head, and tossing her large strong white +hands restlessly over her pillow, Olga continued: + +"Indeed, I am desperately in earnest, and it is a melancholy truth +that Longfellow tells us: 'Things are not what they seem.' You appear +disinclined to believe that I am one of those 'whited sepulchres,' +outwardly fair and comely, but filled with unsavoury dust and ugly +grinning skulls? Life is a huge sham, and we are all masked puppets, +jumping grotesquely, just as the strongest hands pull the wires. +Regina, I have gone to and fro upon the earth long enough to learn +that the most acceptable present is never labelled advice; +nevertheless, I would fain warn your unsophisticated young soul +against some of the pitfalls into which I floundered, and got sadly +bruised. Never openly defy or oppose your apparent destiny, so long +as it is in the soft hands of that willow wand--your present +guardian. Strategy is better than fierce assault, bloodless cunning +than a gory pitched battle; Cambyses' cats took Pelusium more +successfully than the entire Persian army could have done, and the +head dresses Hannibal arranged for his oxen, delivered him from the +clutches of Fabius and the legions. In my ignorance of polite and +prudent tactics, I dashed into the conflict, yelled, clawed +(metaphorically, you understand), and fought like the Austrians at +Wagram; but of course came out always miserably beaten, with trailing +banners and many gaping wounds. Regina, you might just as well stand +below the Palisades, and fire at them with cartridges of boiled rice, +as make open fight with Erle Palma. Be wise and assume the appearance +of submission, no matter how stubbornly you are resolved not to give +up. Don't you know that Cilician geese outwit even the eagles? In +passing over Taurus, the geese always carry stones in their mouths, +and thus by bridling their gabbling tongues they safely cross the +mountain infested with eagles, without being discovered by their +foes. I commend to you the strategy of silence." + +"Do not counsel me to be insincere and deceitful. I consider it +dishonourable and contemptible." + +"Why will you persist in using words that have been out of style as +long as huge hoop-skirts, coal-scuttle bonnets, and long-tailed +frock-coats? Once, I know, ugly things and naughty ways were called +outright by their proper, exact names; but you should not forget that +the world is improving, and _nous avons changé tout cela!_ + + 'We have that sort of courtesy about us, + We would not flatly call a fool a fool.' + +I daresay some benighted denizens of the remote rural districts might +be found, who still say 'tadpole,' whereas we know only that +embryonic batrachians exist: and it is just possible that in the +extreme western wilds a poor girl might rashly state that being +sleepy she intended 'going to bed,' which you must admit could be an +everlasting stigma and disgrace here, where all refined people merely +'retire;' leaving the curious world to conjecture whither,--into the +cabinet of a diplomatist, the confession box of a cathedral, the cell +of an anchorite, or to that very essential and comfortable piece of +household furniture which at this instant I fully appreciate, and +which the Romans kept in their _cubiculum_. Even in my childhood, +when I was soaped and rubbed and rinsed by my nurse, the place where +the daily ablution was performed was frankly called a bath-rub in a +bathroom; but now _créme de la créme_ know only 'lavatory.' Just so, +in the march of culture and reform, such vulgarly nude phrases as +'deceitful' have been taken forcibly to a popular tailor, and when +they are let loose on society again you never dream that you +meet anything but becomingly dressed 'policy;' and fashionable +'diplomacy' has hunted 'insincerity'--that other horrid remnant of +old-fogyism--as far away from civilization as are the lava beds of +the Modocs. If ghosts have risible faculties, how Machiavelli must +laugh, watching us from the Elysian Fields! Sometimes silence is +power; try it." + +"But is seems to me the line of conduct you advise is cowardly, and +that, I think, I could never be." + +"It is purely from ignorance that you fail to appreciate the valuable +social organon I want to teach you. Of course you have heard your +guardian quote Emerson? He is a favourite author with some who +frequent the classic halls of the 'Century;' but perhaps you do not +know that he has investigated 'Courage,' and thrown new light upon +that ancient and rare attribute of noble souls? Now, my dear, in +dealing with Erle Palma, if you desire to trim the lion's claws, and +crimp his mane, adopt the courage of silence." + +"Have you found it successful?" + +"Unfortunately I did not study Emerson early in life, else I night +have been saved many conflicts, and much useless bloodshed. Now I +begin to comprehend Tennyson's admonition, 'Knowledge comes, but +wisdom lingers,' and I generously offer to economize your school +fees, and give you the benefit of my dearly bought experience." + +"Thank you, Olga; but I would rather hear about the wonderful piece +of good fortune, of which you promised to tell me." + +"Ah, I had almost forgotten. Wonderful, glorious good fortune! The +price of Circassian skins has gone up in the matrimonial +slave-market." + +Regina laid aside her sewing, opened her eyes wider, and looked +perplexed. + +"You have not lived in moral Constantinople long enough to comprehend +the terms of traffic? You look like a stupid fawn, the first time the +baying of the hounds scares it from its quiet sleep on dewy moss and +woodland violets! Oh you fair pretty, innocent young thing! Why does +not some friendly hand strangle you right now, before the pack open +on your trial? You ought to be sewed up in white silk, and laid away +safely under marble, before the world soils and spoils you." + +For a moment a mist gathered in the bright eyes that rested so +compassionately, so affectionately on the girlish countenance beside +her, and then Olga continued in a lighter and more mocking tone: + +"Can you keep a secret?" + +"I think so. I will try." + +"Well, then, prepare to envy me. Until yesterday I was poor Olga +Neville, with no heritage but my slender share of good looks, and my +ample dower of sound pink and white, strawberry and cream flesh, +symmetrically spread over a healthy osseous structure. Perhaps you do +not know (yet it would be remarkable if some gossip has not told you) +that poor mamma was sadly cheated in her second marriage; and after +bargaining with Mammon never collected her pay, and was finally cut +off with a limited annuity which ceases at her death. My own poor +father left nothing of this world's goods, consequently I am +unprovided for. We have always been generously and kindly cared for, +well fed, and handsomely clothed by Mr. Erle Palma, who, justice +constrains me to say, in all that pertains to our physical +well-being, has been almost lavish to both of us. But for some years +I have lost favour in his eyes, have lived here as it were on +sufferance, and my bread of late has not been any sweeter than the +ordinary batch of charity loaves. Yesterday I was a pensioner on his +bounty, but the god of this world's riches--_i.e._, Plutus--in +consideration no doubt of my long and faithful worship at his altars, +has suddenly had compassion upon me, and to-day I am prospectively +one of the richest women in New York. Now do you wonder that +Circassia is so jubilant?" + +"Do you mean that some one has died, and left you a fortune?" + +"Oh no! you idiotic cherub! No such heavenly blessing as that. Plutus +is even shrewder than a Wall Street broker, and has a sharp eye to +his own profits. I mean that at last, after many vexatious and +grievous failures, I am promised a most eligible alliance, the +highest market price. Mr. Silas Congreve has offered me his real +estate, his stocks of various kinds, his villa at Newport, and his +fine yacht. Congratulate me." + +"He gives them to you? Adopts and makes you his heiress? How very +good and kind of him, and I am so glad to hear it." + +"He offers to many me, you stupid dove!" + +"Not that Mr. Congreve who dined here last week, and who is so deaf?" + +"That same veritable Midas. You must know he is not deaf from age; oh +no! Scarlet fever when he was teething." + +"You do not intend to marry him?" + +"Why not? Do you suppose I have gone crazy, and lost the power of +computing rents and dividends? Are people ever so utterly mad as +that? If I were capable of hesitating a moment, I should deserve a +strait-jacket for the remainder of my darkened days. Why, I am +reliably informed that his property is unencumbered, and worth at +least two millions three hundred thousand dollars! I think even dear +mamma, who mother-like overrates my charms, never in her rosiest +visions dreamed I could command such a high price. The slave trade +is looking up once more; threatens to grow brisk, in spite of +Congressional prohibition." + +She sat quite erect, with her hands clasped across the back of her +head; a crimson spot burning on each cheek, and an unnatural lustre +in her laughing eyes. + +"Olga, do you love him?" + +"Now I am sure you are the identical white pigeon that Noah let out +of the ark; for nothing less antediluvian could ask such obsolete, +such utterly dead and buried questions! I love dearly and sincerely +rich laces, old wines, fine glass, heavy silver, blooded horses fast +and fiery, large solitaires, rare camei; and all these comfortable +nice little things I shall truly honour, and tenaciously cling to, +'until death us do part,' and as Mrs. Silas Congreve--hush! Here +comes mamma." + +"Olga, why are you not up and dressed? You accepted the invitation to +'lunch' with Mrs. St. Clare, and what excuse can I possibly frame?" + +"I have implicit faith in your ingenuity, and give you _carte +blanche_ in the manufacture of an apology." + +"And my conscience, Olga?" + +"Oh dear! Has it waked up again? I thought you had chloroformed it, +as you did the last spell of toothache a year ago. I hope it is not a +severe attack this time?" + +She took her mother's hand, and kissed it lightly. + +"My daughter, are you really sick?" + +"Very, mamma; such fits of palpitation." + +"I never saw you look better. I shall tell no stories for you to Mrs. +St. Clare." + +"Cruel mamma! when you know how my tender maidenly sensibilities are +just now lacerated by the signal success of such patient manoeuvring! +Tell Mrs. St. Clare that like the man in the Bible who could not +attend the supper, because he had married a wife, I stayed at home to +ponder my brilliant prospects as Madame Silas----" + +"Olga!" exclaimed Mrs. Palma, with a warning gesture toward Regina. + +"Do you think I could hide my bliss from her? She knows the honour +proffered me, and has promised to keep the secret." + +"Until the gentleman had received a positive and final acceptance, I +should imagine such confidence premature." + +Mrs. Palma spoke sternly, and withdrew her fingers from her +daughter's clasp. + +"As if there were even a ghost of a doubt as to the final acceptance! +As if I dared play this heavy fish an instant, with such a frail +line? Ah, mamma! don't tease me by such tactics! I am but an +insignificant mouse, and you and Mr. Congreve are such a grim pair of +cats, that I should never venture the faintest squeak. Don't roll me +under your velvet paws, and pat me playfully, trying to arouse false +hopes of escape, when all the while you are resolved to devour me +presently. Don't! I am a wiry mouse, proud and sensitive, and some +mice, it is said, will not permit insult added to injury." + +"Regina, are you ready? I shall take you to Mrs. Brompton's, and it +is quite time to start." + +Mrs. Palma looked impatiently at Regina, and as the latter rose to +get her hat and wrappings from her own room, she saw the mother lean +over the pillows, saw also that the white arms of the girl were +quickly thrown up around her neck. + +Soon after, she heard the front door-bell ring, and when she started +down the steps, Olga called from her room: + +"Come in. Mamma has to answer a note before she leaves home. When you +go down, please ask Terry to give a half-bottle of that white wine +with the bronze seal to Octave, and tell him to make and send up to +me as soon as possible a wine-chocolate. Mrs. Tarrant's long-promised +grand affair comes off to-night, and I must build myself up for the +occasion." + +"Are you feverish, Olga? Your cheeks are such a brilliant scarlet?" + +"Only the fever of delicious excitement, which all young ladies of my +sentimental temperament are expected to indulge, when assured that +the perilous voyage of portionless maidenhood is blissfully ended in +the comfortable harbour of affluent matrimony. Does that feel like +ordinary fever?" + +She put out her large well-formed hand, and, clasping it between her +own, Regina exclaimed: + +"How very cold! You are ill, or worse still, you are unhappy. Your +heart is not in this marriage." + +"My heart? It is only an automatic contrivance for propelling the +blood through my system, and so long as it keeps me in becoming +colour, I have no right to complain. The theory of hearts entering +into connubial contracts, is as effete as Stahl's Phlogiston! One of +the wisest and wittiest of living authors, recognizing the drift of +the age, offers to supply a great public need, by--'A new proposition +and suited to the tendencies of modern civilization, namely, to +establish a universal Matrimonial Agency, as well ordered as the +Bourse of Paris, and the London Stock Exchange. What is more useful +and justifiable than a Bourse for affairs? Is not marriage an affair? +Is anything else considered in it but the proper proportions? Are not +these proportions values capable of rise and fall, of valuation and +tariff? People declaim against marriage brokers. What else, I pray +you, are the good friends, the near relations who take tie field, +except obliging, sometimes official brokers?' Now, Regina, 'M. +Graindorge,' who makes this proposal to the Parisian world, has lived +long in America, and doubtless received his inspiration in the United +States. Hearts? We modern belles compress our hearts, as the Chinese +do their feet, until they become numb and dwarfed; and some even +roast theirs before the fires of Moloch until they resemble human +_pâté de foie gras_. There are a great many valuable truths taught us +in the ancient myths, and for rugged unvarnished wisdom commend me to +the Scandinavian. Did you ever read the account of Iduna's captivity +in the castle of Thiassi in Jötunheim?" + +"I never did, and what is more, I never will, if it teaches people to +think as harshly of the world as you seem to do." + +"You sweet, simple blue-eyed dunce! How shamefully your guardian +neglects your education! Never even heard of the Ellewomen? Why, they +compose the most brilliant society all over the world. Iduna was a +silly creature, with a large warm heart, and loved her husband +devotedly; and in order to cure her of this arrant absurd folly she +was carried away and shut up with the Ellewomen, very fair creatures +always smiling sweetly. The more bitterly the foolish young wife wept +and implored their pity, the more pleasantly they smiled at her; and +when she examined them closely she found that despite their beauty +they were quite hollow, were made with no hearts at all, and could +compassionate no one. I have an abiding faith that they had Borgia +hair, hazel eyes, red lips, and sloping white shoulders just like +mine. They have peopled the world; a large colony settled in this +country, we are nearly all Ellewomen now, and you are an ignorant, +wretched little Iduna, _minus_ the apples, and must get rid of your +heart at once, in order to smile constantly as we do." + +"Olga, don't libel yourself and society so unmercifully. Don't marry +Mr. Congreve. Think how horrible it must be to spend all your life +with a man whom you do not love!" + +"I assure you, that will form no part either of his programme, or of +mine. I shall have my 'societies' (charitable, of course), my daily +drives, my 'Luncheons,' and box the opera with occasional supper at +Delmonico's; and Mr. Congreve will have his Yacht affairs, and Wall +Street 'corners' to look after, and will of course spend the majority +of his evenings at that fascinating 'Century,' which really is the +only thing that your quartz-souled guardian cherishes any affection +for." + +"But Mr. Palma is not married, and when you are Mr. Congreve's wife, +of course instead of going to his club, your husband will expect to +remain at home with you." + +"That might be possible in the old-fashioned parsonage where you +imbibed so many queer outlandish doctrines; but I do assure you, we +have quite outgrown such an intolerable orthodox system of penance. +The less married people see of each other these days, the fewer +scalps dangle around the hearthstone. The customs of the matrimonial +world have changed since that distant time when sacrificing to Juno +as the Goddess of Wedlock, the gall was so carefully extracted from +the victim and thrown behind the altar; implying that in married life +all anger and bitterness should be exterminated. If Tacitus could +revisit this much-civilized world of the nineteenth century, I wonder +if he could find a nation who would tempt him to repeat what he once +wrote concerning the sanctity of marriage among the Germans? 'There +vice is not laughed at, and corruption is not called the fashion.' +Mr. Silas Congreve is much too enlightened to prefer his slippers at +home to his place at the club. As for sitting up as a rival in the +'Century,' female vanity never soared to so sublime a height of +folly! and if Erle Palma were married forty times, his darling club +would still hold the first place in his flinty affections. It must +be a most marvellously attractive place, that bewitching 'Century,' +to magnetize so completely the iron of his nature. I have my +suspicion that one reason why the husbands cling so fondly to its +beloved precincts is because it corresponds in some respects to the +wonderful 'Peacestead' of the Æsir, whose strongest law was that 'no +angry blow should be struck, and no spiteful word spoken within its +limits.' Hence it is a tempting retreat from the cyclones and +typhoons that sometimes sing among a man's Lares and Penates. In view +of my own gilded matrimonial future, I reverently salute my ally--the +'Century!' There! Mamma calls you. Go trill like a canary at the +Cantata, and waste no sighs on the smiling Ellewoman you leave behind +you. Tell Octave to hurry my wine-chocolate." + +She drew the girl to her, looked at her with sparkling merry eyes, +and kissed her softly on each cheek. + +When Regina reached the door and looked back, she saw that Olga had +thrown herself face downward on the bed, and the hands were clasped +above the tanged mass of ruddy hair. + +During the drive, Mrs. Palma was unusually cheerful, almost +loquacious, and her companion attributed the agreeable change in her +generally reticent manner to maternal pride and pleasure in the +contemplated alliance of her only child. + +No reference was made to the subject, and when they reached Mrs. +Brompton's, Regina was not grieved to learn that the rehearsal had +been postponed until he following day, in consequence of the sickness +of Professor Hurtzsel. + +"Then Farley must take you home, after I get out at Mrs. St. Clare's. +The carriage can return for me about four o'clock." + +"That will not be necessary. I wish to go and see Mrs. Mason, who has +been out of town since July, and I can very easily walk. She has +changed her lodgings." + +"Have you consulted Erle on the subject?" + +"No, ma'am; but I do not think he would object." + +"At least it would be best to obtain his permission, for only last +week when you stayed so long at that floral establishment, he said he +should forbid your going out alone. Wait till to-morrow." + +"To-morrow I shall have no time, and all my studies are over for +to-day. Why should he care? He allows me to go to Mrs. Mason's in the +carriage." + +"It is entirely your own affair, but my advice is to consult him. At +this hour he is probably in his office; drive down and see him, and +if he consents, then go. Here is Mrs. St. Clare's. Farley, take Miss +Orme to Mr. Palma's office, and be sure you are back here at +half-past three. Don't keep me waiting." + +Never before had Regina gone to the law-office, and to-day she very +reluctantly followed the unpalatable advice; but the urgency of Mrs. +Palma's manner constrained obedience. When the carriage stopped, she +went in, feeling uncomfortable and embarrassed, and secretly hoping +that her guardian was absent. At a large desk near the door sat a +young man intently copying some papers, and as the visitor entered, +he rose and stared. "Is Mr. Palma here?" + +"He will be in a few moments. Take a seat." + +Hoping to escape before his return, she said hastily: "I have not +time to wait. Can you give me a pencil and piece of paper? I wish to +leave a note." + +There were two desks in the apartment, but glancing at their dusty +appearance, and then at the dainty pearl-tinted gloves of the +stranger, the young man answered hesitatingly: + +"You will find writing materials on the desk in the next room. The +door is not locked." + +She hurried in, sat down before the desk where a number of papers +were loosely scattered, and took up a pen lying near a handsome +bronze inkstand. + +How should she commence? She had never written him a line, and felt +perplexed. While debating whether she should say Dear Mr. Palma or My +Dear Guardian, her eyes wandered half unconsciously about the +apartment, until they were arrested by a large portrait hanging over +the mantlepiece. It was a copy of the picture her mother had directed +to be painted by Mr. Harcourt, and which had been sent to Europe. + +This copy differed in some respects from the original portrait; Hero +had been entirely omitted, and in the hands of the painted girl were +clusters of beautiful snowy lilies. + +Surprised and gratified that he deemed her portrait worthy of a place +in his office, she hastily wrote on a sheet of legal cap: + + "DEAR MR. PALMA,--Having no engagements until to-morrow, I wish + to spend the afternoon with Mrs. Mason, who has removed to No. + 900, East ---- Street, but Mrs. Palma advised me to ask your + permission. Hoping that you will not object to my making the + visit, without having waited to see you, I am, + + "Very respectfully + Your ward, + REGINA ORME." + +Leaving it open on the desk, where he could not fail to see it, she +glanced once more at the portrait, and hurried away, fearful of being +intercepted ere she reached the carriage. + +"Drive to No. 900, East ---- Street." + +The carriage had not turned the neighbouring corner, when Mr. Palma +leisurely approached his office door, with his thoughts intent upon +an important will case, which was creating much interest and +discussion among the members of the Bar, and which in an appeal form +he had that day consented to argue before the Supreme Court. As he +entered the front room, the clerk looked up. + +"Stuart, has Elliott brought back the papers?" + +"Not yet, sir. There was a young lady here a moment ago. Did you meet +her?" + +"No. What was her business?" + +"She did not say. Asked for you, and would not wait." + +"What name?" + +"Did not give any. Think she left a note on your desk. She was the +loveliest creature I ever looked at." + +"My desk? Hereafter in my absence allow no one to enter my private +office. I did not consider it necessary to caution you, or inform you +that my desk is not public property, but designed for my exclusive +service. In future when I am out keep that door locked. Step around +to Fitzgerald's and get that volume of Reports he borrowed last +week." The young man coloured, picked up his hat, and disappeared; +and the lawyer walked into his sanctum and approached his desk. + +Seating himself in the large revolving chair, his eyes fell instantly +upon the long sheet, with the few lines traced in a delicate feminine +hand. + +Over his cold face swept a marvellous change, strangely softening its +outlines and expression. He examined the writing curiously, taking +off his glasses and holding the paper close to his eyes; and he +detected the alteration in the "Dear," which had evidently been +commenced as "My." + +Laying it open before him, he took the pen, wrote "my" before the +"dear," and drawing a line through the "Regina Orme," substituted +above it "Lily." + +In her haste she had left on the desk one glove, and her small ivory +_porte-monnaie_ which her mother had sent from Rome. + +He took up the little pearl-grey kid, redolent of Lubin's "violet," +and spread out the almost childishly small fingers on his own broad +palm, which suddenly closed over it like a vice; then with a half +smile of strange tenderness, in which all the stony sternness of lips +and chin seemed steeped and melted, he drew the glove softly, +caressingly over his bronzed cheek. + +Pressing the spring of the purse, it opened and showed him two small +gold dollars, and a five dollar bill. In another compartment, wrapped +in tissue paper, was a small bunch of pressed violets, tied with a +bit of blue sewing silk. Upon the inside of the paper was written: + +"Gathered at Agra. April 8th, 18--." + +He knew Mr. Lindsay's handwriting, and his teeth closed firmly as he +refolded the paper, and put the purse and glove in the inside breast +pocket of his coat. Placing the note in an envelope, he addressed it +to "Erle Palma," and locked it up in a private drawer. + +Raising his brilliant eyes to the lovely girlish face on the wall, he +said slowly, sternly: + +"My Lily, and she shall be broken, and withered, and laid to rest in +Greenwood, before any other man's hand touches hers. My Lily, housed +sacredly in my bosom; blooming only in my heart." + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +Dismissing the carriage at the corner of the square, near which she +expected to find Mrs. Mason located in more comfortable lodging, +Regina walked on until she found the building of which she was in +quest, and rang the bell. It was situated in a row of plain, +unpretending but neat tenement houses, kept thoroughly repaired; and +the general appearance of the neighbourhood indicated that the +tenants though doubtless poor were probably genteel, and had formerly +been in more affluent circumstances. + +The door was opened by a girl apparently half grown, who stated that +Mrs. Mason had rented the basement rooms, and that her: visitors were +admitted through the lower entrance, as a different set of lodgers +had the next floor. She offered to show Regina the way, and knocking +at the basement door, the girl suddenly remembered that she had seen +Mrs. Mason visiting at the house directly opposite. + +"Wait, miss, and I will run across and call her." + +While standing at the lower door, and partly screened by the flight +of steps leading to the rooms above, Regina saw a figure advancing +rapidly along the sidewalk, a tall figure whose graceful carriage was +unmistakable; and as the person ran up the steps of the next house in +the row, and impatiently pulled the bell, Regina stepped forward and +looked up. + +A gust of wind just then blew aside the thick brown veil that +concealed the countenance, and showed for an instant only the +strongly marked yet handsome profile of Olga Neville. + +The door opened; her low inaudible question was answered in the +affirmative, and Olga was entering, when the skirt of her dress was +held by a projecting nail, and in disengaging it, she caught a +glimpse of the astonished countenance beneath the steps. She paused, +leaned over the balustrade, threw up both hands with a warning +gesture, then laid her finger on her lips, and hurried in, closing +the door behind her. + +"The lady says Mrs. Mason was there, but left her about a quarter of +an hour ago. What name shall I give when she comes home?" + +"Tell her Regina Orme called, and was very sorry she missed seeing +her. Say I will try to come again on Sunday afternoon, if the weather +is good. Who lives in the next house?" + +"A family named Eggleston. I hear they sculp and paint for a living. +Good-day, miss. I won't forget to tell the old lady you called." + +Walking leisurely homeward, Regina felt sorely perplexed in trying to +reconcile Olga's plea of indisposition and her lingering in bed, with +this sudden appearance in that distant quarter of the city, and her +evident desire to conceal her face, and to secure silence with regard +to the casual meeting. Was Mrs. Palma acquainted with her daughter's +movements, or was the girl's nervous excitement of the morning +indirectly connected with some mystery, of which the mother did not +even dream? That some adroitly hidden sorrow was the secret spring of +Olga's bitterness toward Mr. Palma, and the unfailing source of her +unjust and cynical railings against that society into which she +plunged with such inconsistent recklessness, Regina had long +suspected; and her conjecture was strengthened by the stony +imperturbability with which her guardian received the sarcasms often +aimed at him. Whatever the solution, delicacy forbade all attempts to +lift the veil of concealment, and resolving to banish unfavourable +suspicion concerning a woman to whom she had become sincerely +attached, Regina directed her steps toward one of the numerous small +parks that beautify the great city, and furnish breathing and +gambolling space for the helpless young innocents, who are debarred +all other modes of "airing," save such as are provided by the noble +munificence of New York. The day, though cold, was very bright, the +sky a cloudless grey-blue, the slanting beams of the sun filling the +atmosphere with gold-dust; and in crossing the square to gain the +street beyond Regina was attracted by a group of children romping +along the walk, and laughing gleefully. + +One a toddling wee thing, with a scarlet cloak that swept the ground, +and a hood of the same warm tint drawn over her curly yellow hair and +dimpled round face, had fallen on the walk, unheeded by her +boisterous companions, and becoming entangled in the long garment +could not get up again. Pausing to lift the little creature to her +feet, and restore the piece of cake that had escaped from the chubby +hand, Regina stood smiling sympathetically at the sport of the larger +children, and wondering whether all those rosy-cheeked "olive +branches" clustered around one household altar. + +At that moment a heavy hand was placed on her shoulder, and turning +she saw at her side a powerful man, thick set in stature, and whose +clothing was worn and soiled. Beneath a battered hat drawn +suspiciously low she discerned a swarthy, flushed, saturnine +countenance, which had perhaps once been attractive, before the seal +of intemperance marred and stained its lineament. Somewhere she +certainly had seen that dark face, and a sensation of vague terror +seized her. + +"Regina, it is about time you should meet and recognize me." + +The voice explained all; she knew the man whom Hannah bad met in the +churchyard on the evening of the storm. + +She made an effort to shake off his hand, but it closed firmly upon +her, and he asked: + +"Do you know who I am?" + +"Your name is Peleg, and you are a wicked man, an enemy of my +mother." + +"The same, I do not deny it. But recollect I am also your father." + +She stared almost wildly at him, and her face blanched and quivered +as she uttered a cry of horror. + + +"It is false! You are not--you never could have been! You--Oh! +never--never!" + +So terrible was the thought that she staggered, and sank down on an +iron seat, covering her face with her hands. + +"This comes of separating father and child, and rising you above your +proper place in the world. Your mother taught you to hate me, I knew +she would; but I have waited as long as I can bear it, and I intend +to assert my rights. Who do you suppose is your father? Whose child +did she say you were?" + +"She never told me, but I know--O God, have mercy upon me! You cannot +be my father! It would kill me to believe it!" + +She shuddered violently, and when he attempted to put his hand on +hers, she drew back and cried out, almost fiercely: + +"Don't touch me! If you dare, I will scream for a policeman." + +"Very well, as soon as you please, and when he comes I will explain +to him that you arc my daughter; and if necessary I will carry you +both to the spot where you were born, and prove the fact. Do you know +where you were born? I guess Minnie did not see fit to tell you that, +either. Well, in was in that charity hospital on ---- Street, and I +can tell you the year, and the day of the month. My child, you might +at least pity, and not insult your poor unhappy father." + +Could it be possible after all? Her head swam; her heart seemed +bursting; her very soul sickened, as she tried to realize all that +his assertion implied. What could he expect to accomplish by such a +claim, unless he intended, and felt fully prepared, to establish it +by irrefragable facts? + +"My girl, your mother deserted me before you were born, and has never +dared to let you know the truth. She is living in disguise in Europe, +under an assumed name, and only last week I found out her +whereabouts. She calls herself Mrs. Orme now, and has turned actress. +She was born one; she has played a false part all her life. Do you +think your name is Orme? My dear child, it is untrue, and I, Peleg +Peterson, am your father." + +"No, no! My mother, my beautiful, refined mother never, never could +have loved you! Oh! it is too horrible! Go away, please go away! or I +shall go mad." + +She bound her hands tightly across her eyes, shutting out the +loathsome face, and in the intensity of her agony and dread she +groaned aloud. If it were true, could she hear it, and live? What +would Mr. Lindsay think, if he could see that coarse brutal man +claiming her as his daughter? What would her haughty guardian say, if +he who so sedulously watched over her movements, and fastidiously +chose her associates, could look upon her now? + +Born in a. hospital, owning that repulsive countenance there beside +her as parent? + +Heavy cold drops oozed out, and glistened on her brow, and she +shivered from head to foot, rocking herself to and fro. + +Almost desperate as she thought of the mysterious circumstances that +seemed to entangle her mother as in some inextricable net, the girl +suddenly started up, and exclaimed: + +"It is a fraud, a wicked fraud, or you would never have left me so +long in peace. My father was, must have been, a gentleman; I know, I +feel it! You are--you--Save me, O Lord in heaven, from such a curse +as that!" + +He grasped her arm and hissed: + +"I am poor and obscure, it is true; but Peterson is better than no +name at all, and if you are not my child, then you have no name. That +is all; take your choice." + +What a pall settled on earth and sky! The sun shining so brightly in +the west grew black, and a shadow colder and darker than death seized +her soul. Was it the least of alternate horrors to accept this man, +acknowledging his paternal claim, and thereby defend her mother's +name? How the lovely sad face of that young mother rose like a star, +gilding all this fearful blackness; and her holy abiding faith in her +mother proved a strengthening angel in this Gethsemane. + +Rallying, she forced herself to look steadily at her companion. + +"You say that your name is Peleg Peterson; why did you never come +openly to the parsonage and claim me? I know that my mother was +married in that house, by Mr. Hargrove." + +"Because I never could find out where you were hid away, until my +aunt, Hannah Hinton, told me the week before the great storm. Then +she promised me the marriage license, which she had found in a desk +at the parsonage, on condition that I would not disturb you; as she +thought you were happy and well-cared for, and would be highly +educated, and I was too miserably poor to give you any advantages. +You know the license was burned by lightning, else I would show it to +you." + +"Proving that you are my mother's legal husband?" + +"Certainly, else what use do you suppose I had for it." + +"Oh no! You intended to sell it. Hannah told me so." + +"No such thing. Minnie does not want to own me now, and I intended to +show the license to the father of the man for whom she deserted both +you and me. She has followed him to Europe, though she knows he is a +married man." + +"It is false! How dare you! You shall not slander her dear name. My +mother could never have done that! There is some foul conspiracy to +injure her; not another word against her! No matter what may have +happened, no matter how dark and strange things look, she was not to +blame. She is right, always right; I know, I feel it! I tell you, if +the sun and the stars, and the very archangels in heaven accused her, +I would not listen, I would not believe--no--never! She is my mother, +do you hear me? She is my mother, and God's own angels would go +astray as soon as she!" + +She looked as white and rigid as a corpse twelve hours dead, and her +large defiant eyes burned with a supernatural lustre. + +He comprehended the nature with which he had to deal, and after a +pause, said sullenly: + +"Minnie does not deserve such a child, and it is hard that you, my +own flesh and blood, refuse to recognize me. Regina, I am desperately +poor, or I would take you now, forcibly if necessary; and if Minnie +dared deny my claim, I would publish the facts in a court of justice. +Even your guardian is deceived, and many things would come to light, +utterly disgraceful to you, and to your father and mother. But at +present I cannot take care of you, and I am in need, actual need. +Will my child see her own father want bread and clothing, and refuse +to assist him? Can you not contribute something toward my support, +until I can collect some money due me? If you can help me a little +now, I will try to be patient, and leave you where you are, in luxury +and peace; at least till I can hear from Minnie, to whom I have +written." + +"Why do you not go at once to my guardian, and demand me?" + +"If you wish it I will, before sunset. Come, I am ready. But when I +do, the facts will be blazoned to the world, and you and Minnie and I +shall all go down together in disgrace and ruin. If you are willing +to drag all the shameful history into the papers, I am ready now." + +He rose, but she shrank away, and putting her hand in her pocket, +became aware of the loss of her purse. Had she been robbed, or had +she dropped her _porte-monnaie_ in the carriage? + +"I have not a cent with me. I have lost my purse since I left home." + +She saw the gloomy scowl that lowered on his brow. "When can you give +me some money? Mind, it must not be known that I am literally +begging. I am as proud, my daughter, as you are, and if people find +out that I am getting alms from you, I shall explain that it is from +my own child I receive aid." + +A feeble gleam of hope stole across her soul, and rapidly she +reflected on the best method of escape. + +"I have very little money, but to-morrow I will send you through the +post office every cent I possess. How shall I address it?" + +He shook his head. + +"That would not satisfy me. I want to see you again, to look at your +sweet face. Do you think I do not love my child? Meet me here this +time to-morrow." + +Each word smote like pelting hailstones, and he saw all her loathing +printed on her face. + +"I have an engagement that may detain me beyond this hour; but if I +live, I will be as punctual as circumstances permit." + +"If you tell Palma you have seen me, he must know everything, for +Minnie has hired him to help her deceive you and the world, and all +the while she has kept the truth from him. Shrewd as he is, she has +completely duped him. If he learns you have been with me, I shall +unmask everything; and when he washes his hands of you and your +mother, I will take you where you shall never lay your eyes again on +the two who have taught you to hate me--Minnie and Palma. My child, +do you understand me?" + +She shuddered as he leaned toward her, and stepping back, she +answered resolutely: + +"That threat will prove very effectual. I will meet you here, +bringing the little money I have, and will keep this awful day a +secret from all but God, who never fails to protect the right." + +"You promise that?" + +"What else is left me? My guardian shall know nothing from me until I +can hear from my mother, to whom I shall write this night. Do not +detain me. My absence will excite suspicion." + +"Good-bye, my daughter." + +He held out his hand. + +She looked at him, and her lips writhed as she tried to contemplate +for an instant the bare possibility that after all he might be her +parent. She forced herself to hold out her left hand which was +gloved, but he had scarcely grasped her fingers, when she snatched +them back, turned and darted away, while he called after her: + +"This time to-morrow. Don't fail." + +The glory of the world, and the light of her young life had suddenly +been extinguished, and fearful spectres vague and menacing thronged +the future. Death appeared a mere trifle in comparison with the +lifelong humiliation, perhaps disgrace, that was in store for her; +and bitterly she demanded of fate, why she had been reared so +tenderly, so delicately, in an atmosphere of honour and refinement, +if destined to fall at last into the hands of that coarse vicious +man? The audacity of his claim almost overwhelmed her faint hope that +some infamous imposture was being practised at her expense; and the +severity of the shock, the intensity of her mental suffering, +rendered her utterly oblivious of everything else. + +At another time she would doubtless have heard and recognized a +familiar step that followed her from the moment she quitted the +square; but to-day, almost stupefied, she hurried along the pavement, +mechanically turning the corners, looking neither to right nor left. + +Fifth Avenue was a long way off, and it was late in the afternoon +when she reached home, and ran up to her own room, anxious to escape +observation. + +Hattie was arranging some towels on the washstand, and turning +around, exclaimed: + +"Good gracious, miss! You are as white as the coverlid on the bed! I +guess something has happened?" + +"I am not well. I am tired, so tired. Have they all come home?" + +"Yes, and there will be company to dinner. Two gentlemen, Terry said. +Are you going to wear that dress?" + +"I don't want any dinner. If they ask for me, tell Mrs. Palma I feel +very badly, and that I beg she will excuse me. Where is Olga?" + +"Busy trimming her overskirt with flowers. You know Mrs. Tarrant +gives her ball to-night, and Miss Olga says she has saved herself, +rested all day, to be fresh for it. Lou-Lou has just come to dress +her hair. What a pity you can't go too, you look quite old enough. +Miss Olga has such a gay, splendid time." + +"I do not want to go. I only wish I could lie down and sleep for +ever. Shut the door, and ask them all please to let me alone this +evening." + +How the richness of the furniture and the elegance that prevailed +throughout this house mocked the threadbare raiment and +poverty-stricken aspect of the man who threatened to drag her down to +his own lower plane of life and association? Her innate pride, and +her cultivated fondness for all beautiful objects, rebelled at the +picture which her imagination painted in such sombre hues, and with a +bitter cry of shame and dread she bowed her head against the marble +mantlepiece. + +For many years she had known that some unfortunate cloud hung over +her own and her mother's history, but faith in the latter, and a +perfect trust in the wisdom and goodness of Mr. Hargrove, had +encouraged her in every previous hour of disquiet and apprehension. +Until to-day the positive and hideous ghoul of disgrace had never +actually confronted her, and with the intuitive hopefulness of youth, +she had waved aside all forebodings, believing that at the proper +time her mother would satisfactorily explain the necessity for the +mystery of her conduct. Was Mr. Lindsay acquainted with some terrible +trouble that threatened her future when in bidding her farewell he +had said he would gladly shield her, were it possible, from trials +that he foresaw would be her portion? + +Did he know all, and would he love her less, if that bold bad man +should prove his paternal claim to her? Her father! As she tried to +face the possibility, it was with difficulty that she smothered a +passionate cry, and throwing herself across the foot of the bed, +buried her face in her hands. + +If she could only run away and go to India, where Mr. Lindsay would +shield, pity, and love her! How gratefully she thought of him at this +juncture,--how noble, tender, and generous he had always been! what a +haven of safety and rest his presence would be now! + +As a very dear brother she had ever regarded him, for her affection, +though intense and profound, was as entirely free from all taint of +sentimentality, as that which she entertained for his mother; and her +pure young heart had never indulged a feeling that could have +coloured her cheek with confusion had the world searched its +recesses. + +Were Douglass accessible, she would unhesitatingly have sprung into +his protecting arms, as any suffering young sister might have done, +and, fully unburdening her soul, would have sought brotherly counsel; +but in his absence, to whom was it possible for her to turn? + +To her guardian? As she thought of his fastidious overweening pride, +his haughty scorn of everything plebeian, his detestation of all that +appertained to the ranks of the ill-bred, a keen pang of almost +intolerable shame darted through her heart, and a burning tide surged +over her cheeks, painting them fiery scarlet. Would he accord her the +shelter of his roof, were he aware of all that had occurred that day? + +She started up, prompted by a sudden impulse to seek him and divulge +everything; to ask how much was true, to demand that he would send +her at once to her mother. + +Perhaps he could authoritatively deny that man's statements, and +certainly he was far too prudent to assume guardianship of a girl +whose real parentage was unknown to him. + +Implicit confidence in his wisdom and friendship, and earnest +gratitude for the grave kindness of his conduct toward her since she +became an inmate of his house, had gradually displaced the fear and +aversion that formerly influenced her against him; and just now the +only comfort she could extract from any quarter arose from the +reflection that in every emergency Mr. Palma would protect her from +harm and insult, until he could place her under her mother's care. + +Two years of daily association had taught her to appreciate the +sternness and tenacity of his purpose, and his stubborn iron will, so +often dreaded before, now became a source of consolation, a tower of +refuge to which in extremity she could retreat. + +But if she were indeed the low-born girl that man had dared to +assert, and Mr. Palma should learn that he had been deceived, how +could she ever meet his coldly contemptuous eyes? + +Some one tapped at the door, but she made no response, hoping she +might be considered asleep. Mrs. Palma came in, groping her way. + +"Why have you not a light?" + +"I did not need one. I only wanted to be quiet." + +"Where are the matches?" + +"On the mantlepiece." + +Mrs. Palma lighted the gas, then came to the bed. + +"Regina, are you ill, that you obstinately absent yourself when you +know there is company to dinner?" + +"I feel very badly indeed, and I hoped you would excuse me." + +"Have you fever? You seemed very well when I parted from you at Mrs. +St. Clare's door." + +"No fever, I think; but I felt unable to go downstairs. I shall be +better to-morrow." + +"Erle desired me to say that he wishes to see you this evening, and +you must come down to the library about nine o'clock. He has gone to +his office, and you know he will be displeased if you fail to obey +him." + +"Please, Mrs. Palma, tell him I am not able. Ask him to excuse me +this evening. Intercede for me, will you not?" + +"Oh! I never interfere when Erle gives an order. Beside, I shall not +see him again before midnight. I am going with Olga to Mrs. +Tarrant's, and must leave home quite early because I promised to call +for Melissa Gardner and chaperon her. Of course she will not be +ready, young ladies never are, and we shall have to wait. It is only +eight o'clock now, and an hour's sleep will refresh you. I will +direct Hattie to call you, when your guardian comes in. Do you +require any medicine? You do look very badly." + +"Only rest, I think. Can't you persuade Mr. Palma to go to the party, +or ball, or whatever it may be?" + +"He has promised to drop in, toward the close of the evening and +escort us home. Quite a compliment to Mrs. Tarrant, for Erle rarely +deigns to honour such entertainments; but her husband is a prominent +lawyer, and a college friend of Erle's. Good-night." + +She went out, closing the door softly, and Regina felt more desolate +than ever. Was Mr. Palma displeased, because she had gone visiting +without waiting for his consent? If she had been more patient, might +not this fearful discovery have been averted? Was her sorrow part of +the wages of her disobedient haste? + +What had become of her purse? How could she without exciting +suspicion obtain the money she had so positively promised? + +She rang the bell, and sent Hattie to request Farley to examine the +carriage, and see if she had not dropped her _porte-monnaie_ into +some of its crevices. It was a long time before the servant returned, +alleging in excuse that she had been detained to assist is dressing +Miss Olga. Farley had searched everywhere, and could not find the +purse. + +Hattie hurried away to Mrs. Palma, and Regina unlocked a small drawer +of her bureau, and took out what remained of her semi-annual +allowance of pocket money. She counted it carefully, but found only +thirteen dollars. + +If she could have recovered her _porte-monnaie_ she would have had +twenty dollars to offer, and even that seemed mockingly insufficient, +as the price of silence, of temporary escape from humiliation. + +What could she do? She had never asked a cent from her guardian, and +the necessity of appealing to him was inexpressibly mortifying; but +to whom could she apply? + +"'But Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of +these'--society tiger lilies." + +The door swung wide open, and as she spoke Olga seemed to swim into +the room, so quick yet noiseless was her entrance. + +At the sound of her voice, Regina dropped the money back into the +drawer, and turned to inspect the elegant toilette, which consisted +of gold-coloured silk and Mechlin lace, rich yellow roses with +sulphurous hearts, and a very complete set of topaz, which flashed +amber rays over the neck, ears, and arms of the wearer. With her +brilliant complexion, sparkling eyes, and hair elaborately powdered +with gold dust, she seemed a vision of light, at whom Regina gazed +with unfeigned admiration. + +"Beautiful, Olga; beautiful." + +"The textile fabrics, the silk and lace? Or the human framework, the +flesh and blood machine that serves as lay figure to show off the +statuesque folds, the creamy waves of cosily Mechlin, the Persian +roses, and expensive pebbles?" + +"Both. The dress, and the wearer. I never saw you look so well." + +"Thanks. Behold the result of the morning's self-denial, of a day +passed quietly in bed, with only the companionship of pillows and +dreams. I was forced to choose between Mrs. St. Clare's 'lunch' and +Mrs. Tarrant's 'crush,' 'not that I love Cæsar less, but that I love +Rome more;' and the success of my strategy is brilliant. Am I not the +complete impersonation of sunshine? How deadly white and chill you +look! Come closer and warm yourself in my glorious rays. Do you scout +oneiriomancy as a heathenish fable? To-day I unexpectedly became a +convert to its sublime secrets. After you and mamma deserted me for +Cantata and Luncheon, I fell into a heavy sleep, and dreamed that I +was Danæ, with a mist of gold drizzling over me; and lo! when I began +to dress this evening, my dazzled eyes beheld these superb topaz +gems. 'Compliments of Mr. Erle Palma, who thought they would +harmonize with the gold-coloured silk, and ordered them for the +occasion.' So said the card lying on the velvet case! Do you wonder +if the world is coming to its long-predicted end? Not at all; merely +the close of Olga Neville's career; the sun of my maidenhood setting +in unexpected splendour. Do you understand that scriptural paradox: +'To him that hath shall be given, but from him that hath not shall be +taken,' etc., etc? Once when I was better than I am now, and studied +my Bible, it puzzled me; now I know it means that stiff-necked Olga +Neville finds no favour in Mr. Palma's eyes; but the obedient, and +amiable, prospective Mrs. Silas Congreve shall be furnished with +gewgaws, which very soon she will possess in abundance, and to spare. +Just now mamma gave me the delightful intelligence that, having been +informed of my intention to trade myself off for stocks and +brown-stone-fronts, her very distinguished and magnanimous stepson +signified his approbation by announcing his determination to settle +ten thousand dollars on this Lucretia Borgia head, upon the day when +it wears a bridal veil." + +All this was uttered volubly, as if she feared interruption; and she +stood surveying her brilliant image in the mirror, shaking out the +silk skirt, looping the lace, arranging the rose leaves and turning, +so as to catch her profile reflection. + +Regina readily perceived that she adopted this method of ignoring the +casual meeting in East ---- Street, and resolved to tacitly accept +the cue; but before she could frame a reply, Olga hurried on: + +"Were you really sick and unable to dine, or are you practising the +first steps, the initial measure of that policy system, so cordially +commended to your favourable regard? You missed an unusually good +dinner. Octave seems to have days of culinary inspiration, and this +has been one. The _turbot à la crême_ was fit for Lucullus, the +noyeau-flavoured _gauffres_ as crisp as criticism, as light as one of +Taglioni's movements, the marbled _glacés_ simply perfect. But when +your chair remained vacant your guardian darkened like a +thunder-cloud in an August sky, and Roscoe, poor Elliott Roscoe, +looked precisely as I imagine a hungry wolf feels, when crouching to +catch a tender ewe lamb he finds that the watchful shepherd has +safely locked it in the fold. Evidently he believes that you and Erle +Palma have conspired to starve him out, and really he is ludicrously +irate. Don't trifle with his expanding affections; they are not quite +fledged yet, and are easily bruised. Deal with him kindly; he is +better than his cousin, better than any of us. What have you done to +render him so unmanageable? + +"I have not seen Mr. Roscoe for a week." + +"Certainly he has seen you in much less time--he imagines, as +recently as this afternoon; but appearances are desperately +deceitful, and our fancy often manufactures likenesses. In this world +of fleeting shadows we are often called upon to reject the evidence +of all five of the senses, and what madness, what culpable folly, to +credit that of mere treacherous sight! Shall I tell Elliott that he +was dreaming, and did not see you?" + +"I have no message for him. That he may have seen me sometime to-day, +walking upon the street, is quite possible, but certainly of no +consequence. Your bracelet has become unfastened." + +She bent down to clasp the topaz crescent, and Olga laid her hand on +the girl's shoulder. + +"Something pains you very much, and your face has not yet learned the +great feminine art of masking misery in smiles, and burying it in +dimples. Mind, dear, I do not ask, I do not wish to know what your +hidden fox is, preying so ravenously upon your vitals. Sooner or +later the punishment of the Spartan thief overtakes us all, and after +a while you will learn to bear the gnawing as gaily as I do. I don't +want to know your secret wound, I should only lacerate it with my +callous policy handling, only torment you by pouring into its gaping +mouth the vitriol of my fashionable worldly philosophy, which +consumes what it touches. How I wish stupid society would stand aside +and let me do you a genuine kindness; open your blue veins and let +out gently--slowly--all the pangs and throbs. Dear, it would be a +blessing, like that man in the East who stabbed his devoted wife at +her request, because he loved her and wished to put her at rest; but +something very blind indeed, and which under the cloak of Law mocks +and outrages justice, would blindly hang me! This is the age of Law; +even miracles are severely forbidden, and if the herd of Gadarene +swine had miraculously perished in this generation and country, our +Lord and His disciples would have inevitably been sued for damages. +Don't you know that Erle Palma would have been engaged for the +prosecution? Yes, mamma! quite ready, and coming, Go to sleep, +snowdrop, and dream that you are like me, a topaz-bedizened +_odalisque_ swimming in sunshine." + +She stooped, kissed the girl softly on both cheeks, and looked +tenderly, pityingly at her; then suddenly gathered her close to her +heart, holding her there an instant, as if to shelter her from some +impending storm. + +"If you love your mother, and she loves you, run away now and join +her, before the chains are tightened. Your guardian is setting +snares; little white rabbit, flee for your life, while escape is +possible." + +She floated away like some dazzling gilded cloud, and a moment later +her peculiarly light merry laugh rang through the hall below, as she +ran down to join her mother. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +Unable to throw off the load of painful apprehension that weighed so +heavily on her heart, Regina derived some consolation from the +reflection that she was entirely alone in the house, and could at +least escape scrutiny and curious criticism; for she hoped that Mr. +Palma, forgetting her, would go directly from his office to Mrs. +Tarrant's, allowing her a reprieve until morning. During the second +year of her residence beneath his roof, she had at his request taken +her breakfast with him, sitting at the head of the table, where Mrs. +Palma presided at all other times. Olga and her mother generally +slept quite late, and consequently Regina now looked forward with +dread to the _tête-à-tête_ awaiting her next morning. + +A few days subsequent to the Sunday afternoon on which her guardian +had so unexpectedly accompanied her to church, she had been +pleasantly surprised by finding in the library a handsome Mason & +Hamlin parlour organ; on which lay a slip of paper, expressing Mr. +Palma's desire that she would consider it exclusively hers, and +sometimes play upon it for him. But an unconquerable timidity and +repugnance to using the instrument when he was at home had prevented +a compliance with the request, which was never repeated. + +To-night the thought of the organ brought dear and comforting +memories, and feeling quite secure from intrusion she went down to +the library. As usual the room was bright and comfortable as gas and +anthracite could make it, and failing to observe a sudden movement of +the curtains hanging over the recess behind the writing-desk, Regina +entered, closed the door and walked up to the glowing grate. + +Beneath her mother's portrait sat the customary floral offering, +which on this occasion consisted of double white and blue violets, +and standing awhile on the hearth, the girl gazed up at the picture +with mournful, longing tenderness. Could that proud lovely face ever +have owned as husband, the coarser, meaner, and degraded clay, who +that afternoon had dared with sacrilegious presumption to speak of +her as "Minnie"? + +What was the mystery, and upon whom must rest the blame, possibly the +lifelong shame? + +"Not you, dear sad-eyed mother. Let the whole world condemn, deride, +and despise us; but only your own lips shall teach me to doubt you. +Everything else may crumble beneath me, all may drift away; but faith +and trust in mother shall stand fast--as Jacob's ladder, linking me +with the angels who will surely come down its golden rounds and +comfort me. Oh, mother I the time has come when you and I must clasp +hands and fight the battle together; and God will be merciful to the +right." + +Standing there in her blue cashmere dress, relieved by dainty collar +and cuffs of lace, she seemed indeed no longer a young almost +childish girl, but one who had passed the threshold and entered the +mysterious realm of early womanhood. + +Rather below than above medium height, her figure was exquisitely +moulded, and the beautiful head was poised on the shoulders with that +indescribable proud grace one sometimes sees in perfect marble +sculpture. But the delicate woeful Oenone face, as white and +gleaming under its shining coil of ebon hair, as a statue carved from +the heart of Lygdos; how shall mere words ever portray its peculiar +loveliness, its faultless purity? Unconsciously she had paused in the +exact position selected for that beautiful figure of "Faith" which +Palmer has given to the world; and standing with drooping clasped +hands and uplifted eyes gazing upon her mother's portrait, as the +"Faith" looks to the lonely cross above her the resemblance in form +and features was so striking, that all who have studied that +exquisite marble can readily recall the countenance of the girl in +the library. + +Turning away, she opened the organ, drew out the stops and began to +play. + +As the soft yet sacredly solemn strains rolled through the long room, +hallowed associations of the old parsonage life floated up, +clustering like familiar faces around her. Once more she heard the +cooing of ring-doves in the honeysuckle, and the loved voices, now +silent in death, or far, far away among the palms of India. + +"Cast thy burden on the Lord" had been one of their favourite +selections at V----, and now hoping for comfort she sang it. + +It was the first time she had attempted it since the evening before +the storm, when Mr. Lindsay had sung it with her, while Mr. Hargrove +softly hummed the base, as he walked up and down the verandah, with +his arm on his sister's shoulder. + +How many holy memories rushed like a flood over her heart and soul, +burying for a time the bitter experience of to-day! + +Unable to conclude the song, she leaned back in her chair, and gave +way to the tears that rolled swiftly down her cheeks. + +So wan and hopeless was her face that Mr. Palma, watching her from +the curtained alcove, came quickly forward. + +He was elegantly dressed in full evening toilette, and, throwing his +white gloves on the table, approached his ward. + +At sight of him she started up, and hastily wiped away the tears that +obstinately dripped despite her efforts. + +"Oh, sir! I hoped you would forget to come home, and would go to Mrs. +Tarrant's. I did not know you were in the house." + +"I never forget my duties, and though I am going to Mrs. Tarrant's +after a while, I attend to 'business before pleasure'; it has been my +lifelong habit." + +His new suit of black, and the white vest and cravat were singularly +becoming to him. He was aware of the fact; and even in the midst of +her anxiety and depression, Regina thought she had never seen him +look so handsome. + +"I wish to ask you a few questions. Was it actual bodily sickness, +physical pain, that kept you in your room during dinner, at which I +particularly desired your attendance?" + +"I cannot say that it was." + +"You had no fever, no headache, no fainting-spell?" + +"No, sir." + +"Then why did you absent yourself?" + +"I felt unhappy, and shrank from seeing any one: especially strange +guests." + +"Unhappy? About what?" + +"My heart ached, and I wished to be alone." + +"Heart-ache, so early? However, you are in your seventeenth year, +quite old enough, I suppose, for the premonitory symptoms. What gave +you heart-ache?" + +She was silent. + +"You feared my displeasure, knowing I had cause to feel offended, +when making a pretence of deferring to my wishes, you hurried away +from my office, just as I was returning to it? Why did you not wait?" + +"I was afraid you would refuse your permission, and I wanted so very +much to go to Mrs. Mason's." + +Above all other virtues he reverenced and admired stern unvarnished +truth, and this strong element of her reticent nature had powerfully +attracted him. + +"Little girl, am I such a stony-hearted ogre?" A strangely genial +smile wanned and brightened his usually grave cold face, and +certainly at that moment Erle Palma showed one aspect of his nature +never exhibited before to any human being. + +"What a fascinating person this poor old Mrs. Mason must be; +absolutely tempting you to disobedience. Does she not correspond with +the saints in Oude?" + +"If you mean Mr. Lindsay and his mother, she certainly hears from +them occasionally." + +"Why not phrase it Mrs. Lindsay and her son? Was it the dreadful news +that malarial fever is epidemic at the Missions, or that the Sepoys +are threatening another revolt, that destroyed your appetite, +unfitted you for the social amenities at the dinner-table, and gave +you heart-ache?" + +"If there is such bad news, I did not hear it Mrs. Mason was not at +home." + +"Indeed! Then whom did you see?" + +"When I ascertained she was absent, I had already sent the carriage +away, and I came home, after stopping a few moments in ---- Square." + +She grew very white as she spoke, and he saw her lips quiver. + +"Regina, what is the matter?" + +She did not reply; and bending toward her, he said in a low, winning +voice entirely unlike his usual tone: + +"Lily, trust your guardian." + +Looking into his brilliant eyes, she felt tempted to tell him all, to +repose implicitly upon his wisdom and guidance, but the image of +Peleg Peterson rose like a hideous warning spectre. + +Readily interpreting the varying expression of a countenance which he +had so long and carefully studied, he continued: + +"You wish to tell me frankly, yet you shrink from the ordeal. Lily, +what have you done that you blush to confess to me?" + +"Nothing, sir." + +"Why then do you hesitate?" + +"Because other persons are involved. Oh, Mr. Palma! I am very +unhappy." + +She clasped her hands, and bowed her chin upon them, a peculiar +position into which sorrow always drove her. + +"I inferred as much, from your manner while at the organ. I am very +sorry that my house is not a happy home for my ward. Have you been +subjected to any annoyances from the members of my household?" + +"None whatever. All are kind and considerate. But I can never be +satisfied till I see my mother. I shall write tonight, imploring her +permission to join her in Europe, and I beg that you will please use +your influence in favour of my wishes. Oh, sir, do help me to go to +my mother!" + +His smile froze, his face hardened; and he led her to a low sofa +capable of seating only two persons, and drawn near the fire. + +"Madame Orme does not want her daughter just yet" + +"But I want my mother. Oh, I must go!" + +He took both her hands as they lay folded in her lap, opened the +clenched fingers, clasping them softly in his own, so white and +shapely, and his black eyes glittered: + +"Am I cruel and harsh to my Lily, that she is so anxious to run away +from her guardian?" + +"No, sir, oh no! Kind and very good, consulting what you consider my +welfare in all things. But you can't take mother's place in my +heart." + +"I assure you, little girl, I do not want your mother's place." + +Something peculiar in his tone arrested her notice, and lifting her +large lovely eyes she met his searching gaze. + +"That is right, keep your eyes so, fixed steadily on mine, while I +discharge a rather delicate and embarrassing duty, which sometimes +devolves upon the grim guardians of pretty young ladies. In your +mother's absence I am supposed to occupy a _quasi_ parental position +toward you; and am the authorized custodian of your secrets, should +you, like most persons of your age, chance to possess any. Your +mother, you are aware, invested me with this right as her vicegerent, +consequently you must pardon the inquisition into the state of your +affections, which just now I am compelled to make. Although I +consider you entirely too young for such grave propositions, it is +nevertheless proper that I should be the medium of their presentation +when they become inevitable. Upon the tender and very susceptible +heart of Mr. Elliott Roscoe it appears that either with 'malice +prepense,' or else, let us hope, in innocent unconsciousness, you +have been practising certain feminine wiles and sorcery, which have +so far capsized his reason, that he is incapacitated for attending to +his business. When I remonstrated against the lunacy into which he is +drifting, he in very poetic and chivalric style--which it is +unnecessary to repeat here--assured me that you were the element +which had utterly deranged his cerebral equipoise. Elliott Roscoe is +my cousin, is a young gentleman of good character, good mind, good +education, good heart, and good manners, and in due time may command +a good income from his profession; but just now, in pecuniary +matters, he would not be considered a brilliant match. Mr. Roscoe +informs me that he desires an interview with you to-morrow, for the +purpose of offering you his heart and hand; and while protesting on +the ground of your youth, I have promised to communicate his wishes +to you, and should he be favourably received, write to your mother at +once." + +Perplexed and confused, she had not fully comprehended his purpose +until he uttered the closing sentence, and painful astonishment kept +her silent, while as if spellbound her gaze met his. + +"Now it remains for you to answer one question. Should your mother +give her consent, does Miss Regina Orme intend to become my cousin?" + +"Oh, never! You distress me; you ought not to talk to me of such +things. I am so young, you know mother would not approve of it." + +She blushed scarlet, and attempted to withdraw her hands, but found +it impossible. + +"Quite true, and if crazy young gentlemen could be prevailed upon to +keep silent, rest assured I should never have broached a subject, +which I regard as premature. But while I certainly applaud your good +sense, it is rather problematical whether I should feel gratified at +your summary rejection of an alliance with my cousin. Are you fully +resolved that I shall never be related to you, except as your +guardian?" + +"Yes, sir. I do not wish to be your cousin." + +Once more the smile shone out suddenly, making sunshine in his face. + +"Thank you. At what hour will you see Mr. Roscoe?" + +"At none. Please do not let him come here, or speak to me on that +subject; it would be so extremely painful. I should never meet him +afterward without feeling distressed, and things would be intolerably +disagreeable. Please, Mr. Palma, shield me from it." + +She involuntarily drew closer to him, as if for protection, and +noting the movement, he smiled, and tightened his clasp of her hands. + +"I cannot positively forbid him to address you on this terrible +topic, but if you wish it, I will endeavour to dissuade him. Elliott +has Palma blood in his veins, and that has certain unmistakable +tendencies to obstinacy, though its conduct in love affairs yet +remains to be tested; but it occurs to me that if you are in earnest +in desiring to crush this foolish whim in the bud, you can very +easily accomplish it by empowering me to make to my cousin a simple +statement, which will extinguish the matter beyond all possibility of +resurrection." + +"Then tell him whatever your judgment dictates." + +"My judgment must be instructed by facts, and the simple statement I +propose might involve grave consequences. Do you authorize me to +close the discussion of this matter at once and for ever, by +informing Mr. Roscoe that you cannot entertain the thought of +granting him an interview because his suit is hopeless from the fact +that your affections are already engaged?" + +She was too much embarrassed by his piercing merciless eyes, to +notice that he slipped one finger upon the pulse at her wrist, +keeping her hands firmly in his warm clasp; or that he leaned lower +as he spoke, until his noble massive head very nearly approached +hers. + +"I could not ask you to tell him that. It would be untrue." + +"Are you sure, Lily?" + +"Yes, Mr. Palma." + +"Have you forgotten Mr. Lindsay?" + +He thought for an instant that the pulse stood still, then beat +regularly calmly on, and he wondered if his own tight pressure had +baffled his object. + +"No, I never forget Mr. Lindsay." + +She did not shrink or colour, but a sad hopeless look crept into her +splendid eyes at the mention of his name. + +"You are certain that the young missionary will not prove the +obstacle to your becoming more closely related to your guardian? +Thus far, I have found you singularly truthful in all things; be +careful that just here you deceive neither yourself nor me. There is +a tradition that in the river Inachus is found a peculiar stone +resembling a beryl, which turns black in the hands of those who +intend to bear false witness; and you can readily understand that +lawyers find such stones invaluable in the court-room. I have placed +you on the witness stand, and my beryl-tinted seal ring presses your +palm at this instant. Be frank; are you not very deeply attached to +Mr. Lindsay?" + +Suddenly a burning flush bathed her brow, she struggled to free her +hands in order to hide her face from his glowing probing eyes, but +his hold was unyielding as a band of steel; and hardly conscious +where she found shelter, she turned and pressed her cheek against his +shoulder, striving to avoid that inquisitorial gaze. + +She did not see his face grow grey and stony, or that the white teeth +gnawed the lower lip; but when he spoke his voice was stern, and +indescribably icy. + +"My ward should study her heart before she empowers her guardian to +consider it unoccupied property. You should at least inform your +mother that it has become a mere missionary station." + +With her hot cheeks still hidden against his shoulder, she exclaimed: + +"No, no! You do not at all understand me. I feel to him, to Douglass, +exactly as I did when he went away." + +"So I infer. Your feeling is sufficiently apparent." + +"Not what you imagine. When he left me I promised him I would always +love him as I did then; and I told him what was true: I loved him +next to my mother. But not as you mean, oh no! If God had given me a +brother, I should think of him exactly as I do of dear Douglass. I +miss him very much, more than I can express; and I love him, and want +to see him. But I never had any other thought, except as his adopted +sister, until this moment when you spoke, and it shocked, it almost +humiliated me. Indeed my feeling for him is almost holy, and your +thought, your meaning seems to me sacrilegious. He is my noble true +friend, my dear good brother, and you must not think such things of +him and of me; it hurts me." + +For nearly a moment there was silence. + +Mr. Palma dropped one of her hands, and his arm passed quickly around +her shoulder, while his open palm pressed her head closer against +him. + +"Is my ward sure that if he wished to be more than a brother, she +would never reciprocate, would never cherish a different feeling, a +stronger affection?" + +"He could never wish that. He is so much older and wiser and better +than I am; and looks on me only as a little sister." + +"Is superiority in years and wisdom the only obstacle you can +imagine?" + +"I have never thought of it at all until you spoke, and it is +painful to me. It seems disrespectful to connect such ideas as yours +with the name of one whom I honour as my brother." + +He put his hand under her chin, turning her face to view despite her +struggle to prevent it, and bending his head--he did not kiss her! Oh +no! Erle Palma had never kissed any one since his childhood; but for +one instant his dark cheek was laid close to hers, with a tender +caressing touch, that astonished her as completely as if one of the +bronze statuettes on the console above her head had laughed aloud, +and clapped its metallic hands. + +"Henceforth the 'disrespectful idea' shall never be associated with +the name of Mr. Douglass Lindsay, and in the future I warn you, there +shall be none but a purely fraternal niche allowed him; moreover, it +is not requisite that you should speak of him as 'dear Douglass' in +order to assure me of your sisterly regard. What I shall do with my +unfortunate young cousin is not quite so transparent; for Elliott +will not receive his rejection by proxy." + +He had withdrawn his arm, and released her hand, and rising she +exclaimed impetuously: + +"Tell him that Regina Orme will never permit him to broach that +subject; and tell him, too, that I am a waif, a girl over whose +parentage hangs a shadow dark and chill as a pall. Oh! tell him I +want my mother, and an honourable unsullied name, and until I can +find these I have no room in my mind or heart for a lover!" + +As the events of the day, temporarily banished from her thoughts by +the unexpected character of the interview, rushed back with renewed +force and bitterness, the transient colour died out of her face, +leaving it strangely wan and worn in aspect; and Mr. Palma saw now +that purple shadows lay beneath the deep eyes, rendering them more +than ever prophetic in their solemn mournful expression. + +"What unusual occurrence has stimulated your interest and curiosity +concerning your parentage?" + +"It never slumbers. It is the last thought at night, and the first +when the day dawns. It is a burden that is never lifted, that galls +continually; and sometimes, as to-night, I feel that I cannot endure +it much longer." + +"You must be patient, for awhile at least----" + +"Yes, I have heard that for ten long years, and I have been both +patient and silent: but the time has come when I can bear no more. +Anything positive, definite, susceptible of proof, no matter how +distressing, would be more tolerable than this suspense, this +maddening conjecture. I will see my mother; I must know the truth, be +it what it may!" + +The witchery of childhood had vanished for ever. Even the glimmer of +hope seemed paling in the almost supernatural eyes, that had grown +prematurely womanly; viewing life no more through the rainbow lenses +of sanguine girlhood, but henceforth as an anxious woman haunting the +penetralia of sorrow, never oblivious of the fact that over her path +hovered the gibing spectre of disgrace. + +The unwonted recklessness of her tone and mien annoyed and surprised +her guardian, and while a frown gathered on his brow he rose and +stood beside her. + +"Your petulant vehemence is both unbecoming and displeasing; and in +future you would do well to recollect that, as a child submitted to +my guidance by your mother's desire, it is disrespectful both to her +and to me to insist upon a course at variance with our judgment and +wishes." + +"I am not a child. To-day I know, I feel, I have done for ever with +my old--happy childhood; I am--what I wish I were not, a woman. Oh, +Mr. Palma, be merciful, and send me to mother!" + +He looked down into the worn face gleaming under the gas-lamps of the +chandelier, into the shadowy eloquent eyes, and noting the bloodless +lips drawn sharply into curves of pain, his hand fell upon her +shoulder. + +"Lily, because I am merciful I shall keep you here. I am not a +patient man, am unaccustomed to teasing importunity, and it would +pain me to harshly bruise the white flower I have undertaken to +shelter from storm and dust; therefore you must be quiet, docile, and +annoy me no more with fruitless solicitations. Your mother does not +want you in Europe." + +"You will not let me go?" + +"I will not. Let this subject rest henceforth, until I renew it." + +With a faint moan, she shut her eyes and shivered; and again he took +her little white cold hands. + +"Little snow-statue, why will you not trust me? Tell me what has so +suddenly changed the soft white Lily-bud of yesterday into this +hollow-eyed, defiant young woman?" + +The temptation was powerful to unburden her heart, to demand of him +the truth, with which she suspected he was at least partly +acquainted; but the thought of casting so fearful an imputation upon +her mother sealed her lips. Moreover, she felt assured that her +entreaties would never prevail upon him to disclose what he deemed it +expedient to conceal. + +He watched and understood the struggle, and a cold smile moved his +handsome mouth. + +"You have resolved to withhold your confidence. Very well, I shall +never again solicit it. It is not my habit to petition for that which +I have a right to command. You merely force me to draw the reins +where I preferred you should at least imagine you were unbridled." + +He dropped her hands, looked at his watch, and took up his gloves; +adding, in an entirely altered and indifferent voice: + +"What have you lost to-day?" + +It was with difficulty that she restrained the words: +"My youth, my peace of mind, my hope and faith in my future." + +Raising her hands wearily, she rested her chin upon them, and +answered slowly: + +"Many things, I fear." + +"Valuable articles? Faded flowers, perfumed with choice Oriental +reminiscences?" + +"Yes, sir, I lost my purse, and my Agra violets." + +"What reward will you offer for the recovery of such precious relics +of fraternal affection? A promise of implicit obedience to your +guardian? Certainly, they are worth that trifle?" + +"They are very precious indeed. Where did you find my purse?" + +"On the desk at my office." + +He held up the ivory toy, then laid it on the table. + +"Thank you, sir. Mr. Palma, will you grant me a great favour?" + +"As I never forfeit my word, I avoid entangling myself rashly in the +meshes of promise. Just now I am in no mood to grant your +unreasonable petitions; still, I will be glad to hear what my ward +desires of her guardian." + +Her lip quivered, and his heart smote him as he observed her wounded +expression. She was silent, still resting her drooped head on her +folded hands. + +"Regina, I am waiting to hear you." + +"It is useless. You would refuse me." + +"Probably I should; yet I prefer that you should express your wishes, +and afford me an opportunity of judging of their propriety." + +She sighed and shook her head. + +"I shall not permit such childish trifling. Tell me at once what you +wish me to do." + +"Will you be so kind as to lend me twenty-five dollars, until I +receive my remittance?" + +His eyes fell beneath her timidly pleading gaze, and a deep flush of +embarrassment passed over his face. + +"That depends upon the use you intend to make of it. If you desire to +run away from me, I am afraid you must borrow of some one else. Do +you wish to pay your passage to Europe?" + +"Oh no! I wish that I could. You allow me no such comforting hope." + +"What do you want with it?" + +"I cannot tell you." + +"Because you know that your object is improper?" + +"No, sir; but you would not understand my motives." + +"Try me." + +"I will not I hoped you would have sufficient confidence in me to +grant my request without demanding my reasons." + +"I have confidence in the purity of your motives. I do not question +the goodness of your heart, or the propriety of your intentions; but +I gravely doubt the correctness of your youthful judgment. Do not +force me to refuse you such a trivial thing. Tell me your purpose." + +"No, sir." + +A proud grieved look crossed her delicate features. + +He walked away, reached the door, then came back for one of his +gloves which had fallen on the rug. + +"Mr. Palma." + +"Well, Miss Orme." + +"Trust me." + +He looked down into her beautiful sad eyes, and his heart began to +throb fiercely. + +"Lily, I will." + +"Some day I will explain everything." + +"When do you want the money?" + +"To-morrow morning, if you please." + +"At breakfast you will find it in an envelope under your plate." + +"Thank you, sir. It is for----" + +"Hush! Tell me nothing till you tell me all. I prefer to trust you +entirely, and I shall wait for the hour when no concealment exists +between us; when your secret thoughts are as much my property as my +own. Less than that will never content your exacting guardian, but +that hour is very distant." + +She took his hand and pressed her soft lips upon it, ere he could +snatch it away. + +"God grant that hour may come speedily." + +"Amen, Lily. You look strangely worn and ill; and your eyes are +distressingly elfish and shadowy. Go to sleep, little girl, and +forget that you forced me to be stem and harsh. Remember that your +guardian, in defiance of his judgment, trusts you fully--entirely." + +He turned quickly and quitted the library before she could reply, +and soon after, hearing the street door close, she knew he had gone +to Mrs. Tarrant's. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +The letter which Regina wrote that night was earnest, almost +passionate, in its appeal that she might be permitted to join her +mother; yet no hint of the _bête noire_ of the square darkened its +contents, for the writer felt that only face to face, eye to eye, +could she ask her mother that fearful question, upon which all her +future peace depended. + +Having sealed and addressed the envelope, she extinguished the light, +and tried to find in sleep that blessed oblivion which nature +mercifully provides for aching hearts and heavily laden brains; but +about three o'clock she heard the carriage at the front door, the +voices of the trio ascending the stairs, and once a ringing +triumphant laugh which was peculiarly Olga's, then all grew still in +the house, and quiet in the street. + +Unable to compose herself, tossing restlessly on her bed, with hot +throbbing temples and a sore heart Regina wearily listened for the +low silvery strokes of the clock, and when it announced half-past +three she began to long for daylight. + +Suddenly, although warned by not even the faintest sound, she became +aware that she was not alone; that a human being was breathing the +same atmosphere. Starting into a sitting posture she exclaimed: + +"Who is there?" + +"Hush! I am no burglar. Don't make a noise." + +Simultaneously she heard the stroke of a match, and a small wax taper +was lighted and held high over Olga's head, showing her tall form +enveloped in a cherry-coloured dressing-gown and shawl. Stepping +cautiously across the floor, she lighted one of the gas burners, +placed the taper on the bureau, and came to the bedside. + +"Make room for me. I am cold, my feet are like ice." + +"What is the matter? Has anything happened?" + +"Nothing particularly new or strange. Something happens every hour, +you know; people are born, bartered--die and are buried; lives get +blackened and hearts bleed and are trampled by human hoofs, until +they are crushed beyond recognition. My dear, civilization is a huge +cheat, and the Red Law of Savages in primeval night is worth all the +tomes of jurisprudence, from the Pandects of Justinian to the +Commentaries of Blackstone, and the wisdom of Coke and Story. Oh +halcyon days of prehistoric humanity! When instead of bowing and +smiling, and chatting gracefully with one's deadliest foe, drinking +his Amontillado and eating his truffles, people had the sublime +satisfaction of roasting his flesh and calcining his bones, for an +antediluvian _dejeuner à la fourchette_,--(only, to escape +anachronism) _sans fourchette!_ What a pity I have not the privilege +of _la belle sauvage_, far away in some cannibalistic nook of pagan +Polynesia." + +She was sitting with the bedclothes drawn closely over her, and +Regina could scarcely recognize in the pale, almost haggard face +beside her the radiant, laughing woman who had seemed so dazzling a +few hours before, as she burned away in her festive robes. + +"Olga, you talk like a heathen." + +"Of course. To be sincere, unselfish, honest, and womanly is nowaday +inevitably heathenish. I wish I had a nose as flat as a buckwheat +cake, and lips three inches thick, with huge brass rings dangling +from them both! And for raiment, instead of Worth's miracles, a +mantle of featherwork, or a deerskin cut into fringe, and studded +with blue glass beads! Civilization is a gibing impostor, and +religion is laughing in its sacerdotal sleeves at its own +unblushing----" + +"Hush, Olga! You are blasphemous. No wonder you shiver while you +talk. New York is full of noble Christians, of generous charming +people, and there must be some wickedness everywhere. Don't you know +that God will ultimately overrule all, and evangelize the world?" + +"_Peut-être!_ But I have not even the traditional grain of mustard +seed to sow; and I might answer you as Laplace once did: '_Je n'avais +pas besoin de cette hypothèse_.'" + +"Had you a pleasant evening at Mrs. Tarrant's?" asked Regina, anxious +to change the topic. + +"Wonderfully brilliant, and quite a topaz success. I sparkled, +blazed, and people complimented profusely (criticizing _sotto voce_), +and envied openly; and when I bowed myself out at last, I felt like +Sir Peter Teazle on quitting Lady Sneerwell's: 'I leave my character +behind me.' Mamma was charmed with me, and Mr. Silas Midas looked +proud possession, as if he had in his vest pocket a bill of sale to +every pound of my white flesh,--and Mr. Erle Palma smiled as benignly +as some cast-iron statue of Pluto, freshly painted white, and +glistening in the sunshine. _A propos!_ I asked him to-night if he +would loosen his martinet rein upon you, and permit you to make your +_début_ in society as my bridesmaid? How those maddening white teeth +of his glittered, as he smiled approvingly at the proposition? +Whenever they gleam out, they remind me of a tiger preparing to +crunch the bones of a tender gazelle, or a bleating lamb. Now you +comprehend what brings me here at this unseasonable hour? Armed with +your noble guardian's sanction, I crave the honour of your services +as bridesmaid at my approaching nuptials. Your dress, dear, must be +gentian-coloured silk to match your eyes, and clouded over with +_tulle_ of the same hue, relieved by sprays of gentians with silver +leaves glittering with icicles, and you shall look on that occasion +as lovely as an orthodox Hebrew angel; or, what is far more stylish, +beautiful as ox-eyed Herè poised above Olympos, watching old Zeus +flirt surreptitiously with Aphrodite! Will you be first bridesmaid?" + +"No, I will not be your bridesmaid. I could never co-operate in the +unhallowed scheme of wedding a man whom you despise. Oh, Olga! do not +degrade yourself by such a mercenary traffic." + +"My dear, uncontaminated innocent, don't you see that society, and +mamma, and Erle Palma have all conspired to make an Isaac of me? +Bound hand and foot, I lie on the Moriah of fashionable life; but the +grim fact stares me in the face, that no ram will be forthcoming when +the slaughter begins! No relenting hand will stay the uplifted knife. +Diana will not snatch me into Tauris, and mamma cannot sail +prosperously from the Aulis of Erle Palma's charity until I am +sacrificed. Ah! the pitying tenderness of maternal love!" + +She spoke with intolerable bitterness, and Regina put one arm around +her. + +"Olga, she loves you too well to doom you to lifelong misery. You +always talk so mockingly, and say so many queer things you do not +mean, that she does not realize your true sentiments. Show her your +heart, your real feelings, and she will never consent to see you +marry that man." + +"Do you believe that I successfully mask my heart? Not from mamma, +not from Erle Palma. They know all its tortures, all its wild +desperate struggles, and they are confident that after awhile I shall +wear out my own opposition, and sullenly succumb to their wishes. +They have taken an inventory of Silas Congreve's worldly goods, and +in exchange would gladly brand his name as title-deed upon my brow. +To-night I have danced, laughed, chattered like a yellow parrot, ate, +drank champagne, flattered, flirted, and fibbed, until I am wellnigh +mad. It seems to me that a whole legion of demons lie in wait outside +of your door to seize my shivering desolate soul." + +She shuddered, and pressed her fingers over her glittering eyes. + +"Regina, you are a silly young thing, as ignorant of the ways of the +world as an unfledged Java sparrow; but your heart is pure and true, +and your affection is no adroitly set steel-trap, to spring unawares, +and catch and cut me. From the day when you first came among us with +your sweet childish face and holy eyes, as much out of place in this +house as Abel's saintly countenance would be in Caïna, I have watched +and believed in you; and my wretched worldly heart began to put out +fibres toward you, as those hyacinths there in your bulb-glasses grow +roots. Will it be safe for me to confide in you? Can I trust you?" + +"I think so." + +"Will you promise to keep secret whatever I may tell you?" + +"Does it concern only yourself?" + +"Only myself, and one other person whom you do not even know. If I +venture to tell you anything, you must give me your solemn promise to +betray me to no human being. I want your sympathy at least, for I +feel desperate." + +Looking pityingly at her pale sorrowful face and quivering mouth, +Regina drew closer to her. + +"You may trust me. I will never betray you." + +"Not to mamma, not to your guardian? You promise?" + +Her cold hand seized her companion's, and wistfully her hollow eyes +searched the girl's face. + +"I promise." + +"Would you help me to escape from the misery of this fine marriage? +Are you brave enough to meet your guardian's black frown and freezing +censure? + +"I hope I am brave enough to do right; and you certainly would not +expect or desire me to do anything wrong." + +Olga threw her arms around Regina, and leaned her head on her +shoulder. She seemed for a time shaken by some storm of sorrow that +threatened to bear away all her habitual restraint, and Regina +silently stroked her glossy red hair, waiting to hear some painful +revelation. + +"I think I never should have ventured to divulge my misery to you if +you had not seen me yesterday, and abstained from all allusion to the +matter when you saw that I boldly ignored it. Do you suspect the +nature of my errand to East ---- Street?" + +"I thought it possible that you were engaged in some charitable +mission; at least I hoped so." + +"Charitable! Then you considered the feigned sickness a 'pious +fraud,' and did not condemn me? If charity carried me there, it was +solely charity to my suffering starving heart, which cried out for +its idol. You have heard of Dirce and Damiens dragged by wild +beasts? Theirs was a mere afternoon airing in comparison with the +race I am driven by the lash of your guardian, the spur of mamma, and +the frantic wails of my famished heart. I wish I could speak without +bitterness, and mockery, and exaggeration, but it has grown to be a +part of my nature, as features habituated to a mask insensibly assume +to some extent its outlines. I will try to put aside my flippant +hollow attempts at persiflage, which constitute my worldly mannerism, +and tell you in a few simple words. When I was about your age, I +think my nature must have resembled yours, for many of your ideas and +views of duty in this life remind me in a mournfully vague, tender +way of my own early youth; and from that far distant time taunting +reminiscences float down to me, whispers from my old self long, long +dead. When I was seventeen, I went one June to spend some weeks with +my Grandmother Neville, who was an invalid, and resided on the +Hudson, near a very picturesque spot, which artists were in the habit +of frequenting with their sketch-books. Allowed a degree of liberty +which mamma never accorded me at home, I availed myself of the lax +regimen of my grandmother, and roamed at will about the beautiful +country adjacent. In one of these ill-fated excursions I encountered +a young artist, who was spending a few days in the neighbourhood. I +was a simple-hearted schoolgirl, untutored in worldly wisdom, and had +always spent my vacations with grandmother, who was afflicted with no +aristocratic whims and vagaries; who thought it not wholly +unpardonable to be poor, and was so old-fashioned as to judge people +from their merits, not by the amount of their income tax. + +"Belmont Eggleston was then about twenty-five, very handsome, very +talented, full of chivalric enthusiasm, and as refined and tender in +sensibility as a woman. We met accidentally at a farmhouse, where a +sudden shower drove us for shelter, and from that hour neither could +forget the other. It was the old, old immemorial story--two fresh +young souls united, two hearts exchanged, two lives for ever +entangled. We walked and rode together, he taught me drawing, came +now and then and spent the long summer afternoons, and grandmother +liked and welcomed him; offered no obstacle to the strong current of +love that ran like a golden stream for those few hallowed weeks, and +afterward found only rapids and whirlpools. How deliriously happy I +was! What a glory seems even now to linger about every tree and rock +that we visited together! He told me he was very poor, and was +encumbered with the care of an infirm mother and sister, and of a +young brother who displayed great plastic skill, and gave promise of +becoming renowned in sculpture, while Belmont was devoted to +painting. He frankly explained his poverty, detailed his plans, +expatiated with beautiful poetic fervour upon the hopes that gilded +his future, and asked my sympathy and affection. While he was obscure +he was unwilling to claim me, his love was too unselfish to +transplant me from a sphere of luxury and affluence to one of +pecuniary want; and he only desired that I would patiently wait until +his genius won recognition. One star-lit night, standing on the bank +of the river, with the perfume of jasmines stealing over us, I put my +hand in his, and pledged my heart, my life for his. Nearly eight +years have passed since then, but no shadow of regret has ever +crossed my mind for the solemn promise I gave; and, despite all I +have suffered, were it in my power to cancel the past I would not! +Bitter waves have broken over me, but the memory of my lover, of his +devotion, is sweeter, oh! sweeter than my hopes of heaven! God +forgive me if it be sinful idolatry. It is the one golden link that +held me back, that saves me now, from selling myself to Satan. In the +midst of that rose-crowned June and July, in the height of my +innocent happiness, mamma fell upon us, as a hawk swoops upon a +dovecote, dividing a cooing pair. Disguising nothing, I freely told +her all, and Belmont nobly pleaded for permission to prove his +worthiness. Grandmother was a powerful ally, and perhaps the result +might have been different, and mamma would have ultimately been won +over, had not Erle Palma's counsel been sought. That cold-blooded +tyrant has been the one curse of my life. But for him, I should be +to-day a happy, loving wife. Do you wonder that I hate him? How I +have longed for the seven Apocalyptic vials of wrath! He and mamma +conferred. An investigation concerning the Egglestons elicited the +fatal fact that some branch of the family had once been accused of +embezzlement, had been prosecuted by Erle Palma, and in defiance of +his efforts to convict him had been acquitted. Mamma and your +guardian possessed then, as now, only one criterion: + + 'He is .poor, and that's suspicious; he is unknown, + And that's defenceless!' + +Then and there they sternly prohibited even my acquaintance with one +to whom I had promised all that woman can give of affection, faith, +and deathless constancy. No more pity or regard was shown to my agony +of heart and mind than the cattle drover manifests in driving +innocent dumb horned creatures from quiet clover meadows where they +browsed in peace, to the reeking public shambles. Even a parting +interview was denied me; but clandestinely I found an opportunity to +renew my vows, to assure Belmont that no power on earth should compel +me to renounce him, and that if necessary I would wait twenty years +for him to claim me. Older and wiser than I, he realized what +stretched before me, and while repeatedly assuring me his love was +inextinguishable, he generously attempted to dissuade me from defying +those who had legal control of me. So we parted, pledged irrevocably +one to the other; and whenever we have met since that summer, it has +been by strategy. My mother, from the day when the doom of my love +was decreed, has been as deaf to my pleadings, and my heart-breaking +cries, as the golden calf was to the indignant denunciations of +Moses. I was hurried prematurely into society, thrown into a +maelstrom of gaiety that whirled me as though I were a dancing +dervish, and left me apparently no leisure for retrospection or +regret, or for the indulgence of the rosy dream that lay like a +lovely morning cloud above and behind me. My clothing was costly and +tasteful; I was exhibited at Saratoga, Long Branch, and Newport, +those popular human expositions, where wealth and fashion flock to +display and compare their textile fabrics and jewellery, as less +'developed' cattle still on four feet are hurried to State fairs, to +ascertain the value of their pearly short horns, thin tails, and +satin-coated skins. No expense or pains were spared, and my mother's +stepson certainly lavished his money as well as advice upon me. At +long intervals I had stolen interviews with Belmont, then he went far +south to study for a tropical landscape, and was absent two years. +When he returned, beaming with hope, the cloud over our lives seemed +silvering at the edges, and he was sanguine that his picture would +compel recognition, and bring him fame, which in art means food. +But Earl Palma had resolved otherwise. It was our misfortune, that in +my haste to see the picture, I neglected my usual precautionary +measures to elude suspicion, and your guardian tracked me to the +attic, where the finishing touches were being put on. Unluckily +Belmont was never a favourite among the artists, and he explained to +me that it was because he was proud, reticent, and held himself aloof +from their club life and social haunts. Taking advantage of his +personal unpopularity, your magnanimous guardian organized a cabal +against him. No sooner was the painting exhibited, than a tirade of +ridicule and abuse was poured upon it, and the journal most +influential in forming and directing artistic taste, contained an +overwhelmingly adverse criticism, which was written by a particular +friend and chum of Erle Palma, who, I am convinced, caused its +preparation. Oh, Regina! it was a cruel, cruel stab, that entered my +darling's noble tender heart, and almost maddened him. In literature, +savage criticism defeats its own unamiable purpose, by promoting the +sale of books it is designed to crush; but unfortunately this law +does not often operate in the department of painting. In a fit of +gloomy despondency, Belmont offered his lovely work for a mere +trifle, but the picture dealers declined to touch it at any price, +and rashly cutting it from the frame, he threw the labour of years +into the flames. Meantime grand-mamma had died, and Belmont's mother +became hopelessly bedridden, while his young brother had made his way +to Europe, where he occupied a menial position in a sculptor's +_atelier_ at Florence. A more rigid surveillance was exerted over me, +and the dancing dervishes crowned me queen of their revels. By day +and by night I was surrounded with influence intended to beguile me +from the past, to narcotize memory, to make me in reality the +heartless, soulless, scoffing creature that I certainly seem. But +Erle Palma has found me stiff tough clay, and despite his efforts, I +have been true to the one love of my life. What I have suffered, none +but the listening watching God above us knows; and sometimes I +despise and loathe myself for the miserable subterfuges I am forced +to practise in order to elude my keepers. Poor mamma loves me, after +a selfish worldly fashion, and there are moments when I really think +she pities me; but from Palma influence and association wealth has +long been her most precious fetich. Poverty, obscurity terrify her, +and for the fleshpots of fashion she would literally sell me, as she +once sold herself to Godwin Palma. Repeatedly I have been urged to +accept offers of marriage that revolted every instinct of my nature, +that seemed insulting to a woman who long ago gave away all that was +best, in her heart's idolatrous love. To-day my Belmont is ten-fold +dearer, than when in the dawning flush of womanhood, I plighted my +lifelong faith to him; and reigns more royally than ever over all +that is good and true in my perverted and cynical nature. I cling to +him, to my faith in his noble, manly, unselfish, undying love for me, +unworthy as I have grown, even as a drowning wretch to some +overhanging bough, which alone saves her from the black destruction +beneath. Unable to conquer the opposition he encountered here, +Belmont went West, and finally strayed into the solitudes of Oregon +and British America. At one time, for a year, I did not know whether +he were living or dead, and what torture I silently endured! Six +months ago he returned, buoyed by the hope of retrieving his past; +and one of his pictures was bought by a wealthy man in Philadelphia, +who had commissioned him to paint two more landscapes. At last we +began to dream of an humble little home somewhere, where at least we +should have the blessing of our mutual love and presence. The thought +was magnetic,--it showed me there was some good left in my poor +scoffing soul; that I possessed capacity for happiness, for +self-sacrificing devotion to my noble Belmont,--that made our future +seem a canticle. Oh! how delicious was the release I imagined!" + +She groaned aloud, and rocked herself to and fro, with a hopelessness +that awed and grieved her pale mute listener. + +"The Fates are fond of Erle Palma. They will pet him to the end, for +he is a man after their own flinty hearts; pitiless as those grim +three, whom Michael Angelo must have seen during nightmare. When I +think how he will gloat over the overthrow of my darling hope, I feel +that it is scarcely safe for me to remain under his roof; I am so +powerfully tempted to strangle him. Exposure to the rigour of two +winters in the far North-West has seriously undermined Belmont's +health. His physician apprehends consumption, and orders him to +hasten to Southern Europe, or South America." + +For some moments Olga was silent, and her mournful eyes were fixed on +the wall, with a half vacant stare, as her thoughts wandered to her +unfortunate lover. + +Regina could scarcely realize that this pallid face so full of +anguish was the radiant mocking countenance she had hitherto seen +only in mask, and taking her hand she pressed it gently to recall her +attention. + +"Feeling as you do, dear Olga, how can you think of marrying Mr. +Congreve?" + +"Marrying him! I do not; I am not yet quite so degraded as that +implies. I would sooner buy a pistol, or an ounce of arsenic, and end +all this misery. While Belmont lives, I belong to him; I love him as +I never have loved any one else; but when he is taken from me, only +Heaven sees what will be my wretched fate. Destiny has made a +football of the most precious hope that ever gladdened a woman's +heart, and when the end comes, I rather think Erle Palma will not +curl his granite lips, and taunt me. My assent to the Congreve +purchase is but a _ruse_; in other words, honest words, a disgraceful +subterfuge, fraud, to gain time. I can bear the life I lead no +longer, and ere many days I shall burst my fetters, and snatch +freedom, no matter what cost I pay hereafter." + +"Olga, you cannot mean that you intend----" + +"No matter what I intend, I shall not falter when the time comes. +Yesterday I went to see his mother--poor patient sufferer--and to +learn the latest tidings from my darling. You saw me when I entered, +and no doubt puzzled your brains to reconcile the inconsistency of my +conduct. Your delicate reticence entitles you to this explanation. +Now you know all my sorrow, and no matter what happens you must not +betray my movements. From this house, my letters to Belmont have been +intercepted, and our correspondence has long been conducted under +cover to his mother." + +"Where is he now?" + +"In Philadelphia." + +"How is he?" + +"No better. His physician says January must find him _en route_ to a +warmer climate." + +"When did you see him last?" + +"In September. Even then his cough rendered me anxious, but he +laughed at my apprehensions. O God! be merciful to him and to me! I +know I am unworthy; I know I have a bitter wicked tongue, and a world +of hate in my heart; but if God would be pitiful, if He only spares +my darling's life, I will try to be a better woman." + +She leaned her head once more on Regina's shoulder, and burst into a +flood of tears, the first her companion had ever seen her shed. After +some minutes the sympathizing listener said: + +"Perhaps if you appealed frankly to Mr. Palma, and showed him the +dreadful suffering of your heart, he would relent." + +"You do not know him. Does a lion relent with his paw upon his prey?" + +"His opposition must arise from an erroneous view of what would best +promote your happiness. He cannot be actuated by merely vindictive +motives, and I am sure he would sympathize with you if he realized +the intensity of your feelings." + +"I would as soon expect ancient Cheops to dissolve in tears at the +recital of my woes; or that statue of Washington in Union Place to +dismount and wipe my eyes! An Eggleston once defied and triumphed +over him in the court-room; and defeat Erle Palma never forgets, +never forgives. He proposes to give me ten thousand dollars as a +bridal present, when owning millions, I need it not; and to-day +one-half that amount would make me the happiest woman in all America, +would enable Belmont to travel south and re-establish his health, +would render two wretched souls everlastingly happy and grateful! Ah +how happy!" + +"Tell him so! Try him just once more, and I have an abiding faith +that he will generously respond to your appeal." + +Olga looked compassionately at her companion for an instant, and the +old bitter laugh jarred upon the girl's ears. + +"Poor little dove trying your wings in the upper air, flashing the +silver in the sun; fancying you are free to circle in the heavens so +blue above you! Your wary hawk watches patiently, only waiting for +you to soar a little higher, venture a little farther from the +shelter of the dovecote; then he will strike you down, fasten his +talons in your heart. 'Be ye wise as serpents, and harmless as +doves.' The first yon have yet to leap, and with Erle Palma as your +preceptor, your prospective tuition fees are heavy. You are a sweet +good earnest-hearted child, but in this house you need to be +something quite different--a Seraph. Do you understand? Now you are +only a cherub, which in the original means dove; but some day, if you +live here, you will learn the wisdom of the Seraph, which means +serpent! I know little 'Latin, less of Greek,' no Hebrew; but a +learned seer of New England taught me this." + +She tossed aside the bedclothes, and sprang out upon the floor, +wrapping herself in her cherry-coloured shawl. + +"Five o'clock, I daresay. Out of doors it is grey daylight, and I +must go back to my own room unobserved. What a world of sorrowful +sympathy shines in your wonderful eyes! What a pity you can't die +now, just as you are, for then your pure sinless soul would float +straight to that Fifth Heaven of the Midrash, 'Gan-Eden,' which is +set apart exclusively for the souls of noble women, and Pharaoh's +daughter, who is presumed to be Queen there, would certainly make you +maid of honour! One word more, before I run away. Do you know why +Cleopatra is coming here?'' + +"Olga, I do not in the least understand half you are saying." + +Olga's large white hand smoothed back the hair that clouded the +girl's forehead, and she asked almost incredulously: + +"Don't you really know that the Sorceress of the Nile drifts hither +in her gilded barge? You have heard of Brunella Carew, the richest +woman in the Antilles? She is the most dangerous of smooth-skinned +witches, as fascinating as Phryne, but more wisely discreet. When you +see her you will be at once reminded of Owen Meredith's 'Fatality': + + 'Live hair afloat with snakes of gold, + And a throat as white as snow, + And a stately figure and foot + And that faint pink smile, so sweet, so cold.' + +Just now this Cuban widow is the fashionable lioness; she is also a +pet _clientèle_ of Erle Palma, and comes here to-day on a brief +visit. Heaven grant she prove his Lamia! As she affects Oriental +style, I call her Cleopatra, which pleases her vastly. Having been +endowed at birth with beauty and fortune, her remaining ambition is +to appear fastidious in literature, and _dilettante_ in art, and if +you wish to stretch her on St. Lawrence's gridiron, you have only to +offer a quotation or illustration which she cannot understand. Beware +of the poison of asps. There is an object to be accomplished by +inviting her here, and you may safely indulge the belief that her own +campaign is well matured. Keep your solemn sinless eyes wide open, +and don't under any circumstances quarrel with poor Elliott Roscoe. +One drop of his blood floats more generosity and magnanimity than all +the blue ice in his cousin's body. He was in a savage mood last +night, at Mrs. Tarrant's, and had some angry words with your +guardian, who of course treated him as he would a spoiled boy. Roscoe +at least has or had a heart. There is the day staring at us! I must +be gone. Remember--I have trusted you." + +She left the room, closing the door noiselessly, and Regina was lost +in perplexing conjectures concerning the significance of her parting +warning. + +It was not yet eight o'clock when she descended to the +breakfast-room, but Mr. Palma was already there, and stood at the +window, with an open newspaper which he appeared to scan very +intently. + +In answer to her subdued "Good-morning," he merely bowed, without +turning his head, and she rang the bell and took her place at the +table. + +While she scalded and wiped the cups (one of his requirements), he +walked to the hearth, glanced at his watch, and said: + +"Let me have my coffee at once. I have an early engagement. As it +threatens snow, you must keep indoors today." + +"I am obliged to attend the Cantata rehearsal at Mrs. Brompton's." + +"Then I will order the carriage to be placed at your disposal. What +hour?" + +"One o'clock." + +Upon her plate lay a sealed envelope, and as she put it in her +pocket, his keen eyes searched her countenance. + +"Did you sleep well? I should judge you had not closed your eyes." + +"I wrote a long letter to mother, and afterward I could not sleep." + +"You look as if you had grown five years older, since you gave me my +coffee yesterday. When the rehearsal ends, I wish you to come +directly home and go to sleep; for there will be company here to-day, +and it might be rather unflattering to me as guardian, to present my +ward to strangers, and imagine their comments on your weary hollow +eyes and face as blanched, as 'pale as Seneca's Paulina.'" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +Notwithstanding the snow which fell steadily at one o'clock, all who +were to take part in the "Cantata," assembled punctually at Mrs. +Brompton's, and as Regina hurried down to the carriage, she found +that Mrs. Carew, her little daughter and maid, had just arrived. +Avoiding a presentation, she proceeded at once to the "Rehearsal," +and dismissed the carriage, assuring Farley that it was wrong to keep +the horses out in such inclement weather; and as she was provided +with "waterproof," overshoes, and umbrella, would walk home. + +The musical exercises were unusually tedious, the choruses were +halting and uneven, and the repetition seemed endless. The day +darkened, and the great bronze chandeliers were lighted, and still +Professor Hurtzsel mercilessly flourished his baton, and required new +trials; until at length feverishly impatient, Regina having +satisfactorily rendered her _solos_, requested and received +permission to retire. + +It was almost four o'clock, the hour designated for her meeting, when +she enveloped herself in her waterproof cloak, drew the hood over her +hat, and almost ran for several squares from Mrs. Brompton's, toward +a line of street cars which would convey her to the vicinity of the +park. She succeeded in meeting an upward-bound car, entered, and +breathed more freely. + +It was quite crowded, and, forced to stand up, Regina steadied +herself by one of the leathern straps suspended from the roof. At her +side was an elderly gentleman with very white hair, eyebrows, and +moustache, who was muffled in a heavy overcoat, and leaned upon a +gold-headed cane. Soon after, another passenger pressed in, elbowed +his way forward, and, touching the old gentleman, exclaimed: + +"Colonel Tichnor in America! And above all in a street car! When did +you arrive?" + +"Last week. These cars are too democratic for men with gouty feet; +but I dislike to bring my horses out in such weather. Not more than a +dozen people have stood on my toes during the last fifteen minutes. +Ringold, how is Palma? Prosperous as ever?" + +"If you had been at Mrs. Tarrant's last night, you would not need to +inquire. Positively we younger men have no showing when he deigns to +enter the beaux list. He is striding upward in his profession, and +you know there is no limit to his ambition. Hitherto he had +cautiously steered clear of politics, but it is rumoured that a +certain caucus will probably tender him the nomination for----" + +Here a child close to Regina cried out so sharply that she could not +hear several sentences; and when quiet was restored, the young +gentleman was saying: + +"Very true; there is no accounting for taste. It does appear queer +that after living a bachelor so long, he should at last surrender to +a widow. But, my dear sir, she is a perfect Circe,--and I suspect +those immense estates in Cuba and Jamaica are quite as potential with +Palma as her other undeniable charms. Last night, as he promenaded +with her, it was conceded that they were the handsomest couple in the +room; and Mrs. Grundy has patted them on the head, and bestowed the +approved,--'Heaven bless you, my children.' Palma is the proudest man +in----" + +"Here is my street. Good-day, Ringold." + +The elderly gentleman left the car, and after awhile the young man +also departed; but there seemed no diminution of the crowd, and as +the track was heavy with drifting snow the horses moved slowly. At +last they reached a point where the line of road turned away from the +direction in which Regina desired to go, and quitting the car, she +walked toward East ---- Street. + +After the heated atmosphere she had just left, the sharp biting cold +was refreshing, and against the glistening needles of snow she +pressed rapidly on, until finally the trees in the square gladdened +her eyes. + +Near one of the corners, stood a large close carriage whose driver +was enveloped in a cloak, and protected by an umbrella, while the +yellow silk inside curtains were drawn down over the windows. + +Agitated by contending emotions of reluctance to meeting the man +whose presence was so painful, and of dread lest he had grown +impatient, and might present himself to her guardian, Regina hastened +into the square, and looked eagerly about the deserted walks. + +Pressed against the south side of a leafless tree whose trunk partly +shielded him from the driving snow-laden north-east wind, Peleg +Peterson stood watching her, and as she approached, he came forward. + +"Better late than never. How long did you expect me to wait here, +with the cold eating into my vitals?" + +"Indeed I am very sorry, but I could not come a moment sooner." + +"Who is in that carriage yonder?" + +"I do not know. How should I?" + +"There is something suspicious about it. Is it waiting for you?" + +"Certainly not, No human being knows where I am at this moment. Here +are forty-five dollars, every cent that I possess. You must not +expect me to aid you in future, for I shall not be able; and moreover +I shall be subjected to suspicion if I come here again." + +She handed him the money rolled up in a small package, and he +deposited it in his pocket. + +"You might at least have made it a hundred." + +"I have no more money." + +"Do you still doubt that you are my child?" + +"When you make your claim in a court of justice, as you yesterday +threatened, the proofs must be established. Until then, I shall not +discuss it with you. I have an abiding faith in the instincts of +nature, and I believe that when I stand before my father, my heart +will unmistakably proclaim it. From you it shrinks with dread and +horror." + +"Because Minnie taught you to hate me. I knew she would." + +"Mother never mentioned your name to me. Only to Hannah am I indebted +for any knowledge of you. Where is Hannah now?" + +"I don't know. We quarrelled not long ago. Regina, I want your +photograph. I want to wear my daughter's picture over my heart." + +He moved closer to her, and put out his arm, but she sprang back. + +"You must not touch me, at least not now; not until I can hear from +mother. I have no photographs of myself. The only picture taken for +years is a portrait which Mr. Palma had painted, and sent to mother. +In any emergency that may occur, if you should be really ill, or in +actual suffering and want, write to me, and address your letter +according to the directions on this slip of paper. Mrs. Mason will +always see that your note reaches me safely. You look very cold, and +I must hasten back, or my absence might cause questions and censure. +I shall find out everything from mother, for she will not deceive me; +and if--if what you say is true, then I shall know what is my duty, +and you must believe that I shall perform it. I pray to God that you +may not be my father, and I cannot believe that you are; but if after +all you prove your claim, I will do what is right. I will take your +hand then, and face the world's contempt; and we will bear our +disgrace together as best we may. When I know you are my father, I +will pay you all that a child owes a parent. This I promise you." + +Her face was wellnigh as white as the snow that covered and fringed +her hood; and out of its pallid beauty, the sad eyes looked +steadfastly into the bloated visage before her. + +"I believe you! There spoke my girl! You are true steel, and worth a +hundred of Minnie. Some day, my pretty child, you and I shall know +one another, as father and daughter should." + +He once more attempted to touch her, but vigilant and agile she +eluded his hand, and said decisively: + +"You have all that I can give you now--the money. Don't put your hand +on me, for as yet I deny your parental claim. When I know I am your +child, you shall find me obedient in all things. Now, sir, good-bye." + +Turning, she ran swiftly away, and glanced over her shoulder, fearful +of pursuit, but the figure stood where she had left him; was occupied +in counting the money, and, breathing more freely, Regina shook the +snow from her wrappings, from her umbrella, and walked homeward. + +Had she purchased a sufficient reprieve to keep him quiet until she +could hear from her mother, and receive the expected summons to join +her? Or was this but an illusive relief, a mere momentary lull in the +tempest of humiliation that was muttering and darkening around her? + +She had walked only a short distance from the square, and was turning +a corner, when she ran against a gentleman hurrying from the opposite +direction. + +"Pray pardon me, miss." + +She could not suppress the cry that broke from her lips. + +"Oh, Mr. Palma!" + +He turned as though he had not until now recognized her, but there +was no surprise in his stern fixed face. + +"I thought Mrs. Brompton resided on West ---- Street; had not heard +of her change of residence. From the length of your rehearsal you +certainly should be perfect in your performance. It is now half-past +five, and I think you told me you commenced at one? Rather +disagreeable weather for you to be out. Wait here, under this awning, +till I come back." + +He was absent not more than five minutes, and returned with a close +carriage; but a glance sufficed to show her it was not the one she +had seen in the neighbourhood of the square. + +As he opened the door and beckoned her forward, he took her umbrella, +handed her in, and with one keen cold look into her face, said: + +"I trust my ward's dinner toilette will be an improvement upon her +present appearance, as several guests have been invited. The Cantata +must have bored you immensely." + +He bowed, closed the door, directed the driven to the number of his +residence on Fifth Avenue, and disappeared. + +Sinking down in one corner, Regina shut her eyes, and groaned. Could +his presence have been accidental? She had given no one a clue in her +movements, and how could he have followed her circuitous route after +leaving Mrs. Brompton's? He had evinced no surprise, had asked no +explanation of her conduct, but would he abstain in future? Was his +promise to trust her the cause of his forbearance? Or was it +attributable to the fact that his thoughts were concentrated upon the +lady with whose name people were associating his? + +The strain upon her nerves was beginning to relax; her head ached, +her eyes smarted, and she felt sick and faint. Like one in a +perplexing dream, she was whirled along the streets, and at last +reached home. + +The house was already brilliantly lighted, for the day had closed +prematurely, with the darkness of the increasing snow, and in the +seclusion of her own room the girl threw herself down in a rocking +chair. + +Everything seemed dancing in kaleidoscopic confusion, and amid the +chaos only one grim fact was immovable, she must dress and go down to +dinner. Just now, unwelcome as was the task, she dared not neglect +it, for her absence might stimulate the investigation she so much +dreaded, and wearily she rose and began her toilette. + +At half-past seven Hattie entered. + +"Aren't you ready, miss? Mrs. Palma says you must hurry down, for the +company are all in the parlour, and Mr. Palma has asked for you. Stop +a minute, miss. Your sash is all crooked. There, all right. Let me +tell you there is more lace and velvet downstairs than you can show, +and jewellery! No end of it! But as for born good looks, you can +outface them all." + +"Don't I look very pale and jaded?" + +"Very white, miss; you always do, and red cheeks would be as much out +of your style as paint on a corpse. I can tell you what you do look +like, more than ever I saw you before; that marble figure with the +dove on its finger, which stands in the front parlour bay-window." + +It was Mr. Palma's pet piece of sculpture, a statue of "Innocence," +originally intended for his library, but Mrs. Palma had pleaded for +permission to exhibit it downstairs. + +During Regina's residence in New York scarcely a week elapsed without +her meeting guests at the dinner-table, and the frequency of the +occurrence had quite worn away the awkward shyness with which she had +at first confronted strangers. Yet to-day she felt nervously timid as +she approached the threshold of the brilliant room, and caught a +glimpse of those within. + +Two gentlemen stood on the rug talking with Olga, a third sat on a +sofa engaged in conversation with Mrs. Palma, while Mrs. St. Clare +and her daughter entertained two strangers in the opposite corner, +and on a _tête-â-tête_ drawn conspicuously forward under the +chandelier were Mr. Palma and Mrs. Carew. + +Regina merely glanced at Olga long enough to observe how handsome she +appeared, in her rose-hued silk, with its rich black lace garniture, +and the spray of crushed pink roses drooping against her neck, then +her gaze dwelt upon the woman under the chandelier. + +Unusually tall, and proportionately developed, her size might safely +have been pronounced heroic, and would by comparison have dwarfed a +man of less commanding stature than Mr. Palma; yet so symmetrical was +the outline of face and figure that the type seemed wellnigh +faultless, and she might have served as a large-limbed rounded model +for those majestic women whom Buonaroti painted for the admiration of +all humanity, upon the walls of the Sistine. + +The face was oval, with a remarkably low but full brow, a straight +finely-cut nose, very wide between the eyes, which were large, +almond-shaped, and of a singularly radiant grey, with long curling +gold-tinted lashes. Her complexion was of that peculiar creamy +colourlessness, which is found in the smooth petals of a magnolia, +and the lips were outlined in bright carmine that hinted at chemical +combinations, so ripe and luscious was the tint. + +Had she really stepped down from some glorious old Venetian picture, +bringing that crown of hair, of the true "_biondina_" hue, so rare +nowaday, and never seen in perfection save among the marbles and +lagunes of crumbling Venice? Was it natural, that mass of very pale +gold, so pale that it seemed a flossy heap of raw silk, or had she by +some subtle stroke of skill discovered the secret of that beautiful +artificial colouring, which was so successfully practised in the days +of Giorgione? + +Her dress was velvet, of that light lilac tint which only perfect +complexions dare approach, was cut very low and square in front and +trimmed with a profusion of gossamer white lace. Diamonds flashed on +her neck and arms, and in the centre of the puffed and crimped hair a +large butterfly of diamonds scattered light upon the yellow mass. + +Mr. Palma was smiling at some low spoken sentence that rippled like +Italian poetry over her full lips, when his eye detected the figure +hovering near the door, and at once he advanced, and drew her in. + +Without taking her hand, his fingers just touched her sleeve, as +walking beside her he said: + +"Mrs. Carew must allow me the pleasure of presenting my ward Miss +Orme, who has most unpardonably detained us from our soup." + +The stranger smiled and offered her hand. + +"Ah, Miss Orme! I shall never pardon you for stealing the only heart +whose loyalty I claim. My little Llora saw you at Mrs. Brompton's, +heard you sing, and was enchanted with your eyes, which she assured +me were 'blue as the sky, _ma mère_, and like violets with black lace +quilled around them.'" + +Regina barely touched the ivory hand encrusted with costly jewels, +and Mr. Palma drew her near a sofa, where sat a noble-looking elderly +gentleman, slightly bald, and whose ample beard and long moustache +were snow-white, although his eyebrows were black, and his fine brown +eyes sparkled with the fire and enthusiasm of youth. + +"My ward, Miss Orme, has a juvenile reverence for Congressmen, whom +knowing only historically, she fondly considers above and beyond the +common clay of mankind, regards them as the worthy successors of the +Roman _Patres Conscripti_, and in the Honourable Mr. Chesley she is +doubtless destined to realize all her romantic ideas relative to +American statesmen. Regina, Mr. Chesley represents California in the +council of the nation, and can tell you all about those wonderful +canons of which you were speaking last week." + +The guest took her fingers, shook them cordially, and looking into +his fine face, the girl felt a sudden thrill run through her frame. +What was there in the soft brown eyes, and shape of the brow that was +so familiar, that made her heart beat so fiercely? + +Mechanically she sat down near him, failing to answer some trivial +question from Mrs. Palma, and bowing in an absent preoccupied manner +to the remainder of the guests. + +Fortunately dinner was announced immediately, and as Mrs. Palma moved +away on Mr. Chesley's arm, while Mr. Palma gave his to Mrs. Carew, +Regina felt a cold hand seize hers, and lead her forward. + +"Mr. Roscoe, where did you secrete yourself? I was not aware that you +were in the room." + +"Standing near the window, watching you bow to every one else. Your +guardian requested me to hand you in to dinner." + +Something in his voice and manner annoyed her, and looking up, she +said coldly; + +"My guardian is very kind; but I regret that his consideration in +providing me an escort has taxed your courtesy so severely." + +Before he could reply they had reached the table, and, glancing at +the card attached to the bouquet at each plate, Regina found her +chair had been placed next to Mr. Chesley's, while Olga was her +_vis-à-vis_. + +"If I ask you it question, will you answer it truly?" said Elliott. + +"That depends entirely upon what it may prove. If a proper one, I +shall answer it truly; otherwise, not at all." + +"Was it of your own free will, without advice or bias, that you +refused the interview I asked you to grant me?" + +"It was." + +"My cousin influenced you adversely?" + +"No, sir." + +"He is purely selfish in his course toward----" + +"At least it is ungrateful and unbecoming in you to accuse him, and I +will not hear you." + +She turned her face toward Mr. Chesley, who was carrying on an +animated conversation with Mrs. Palma, and some moments elapsed +before Elliott resumed: + +"Regina, I must see you alone, sometime this evening." + +"Why?" + +"To demand an explanation of what I have seen and heard,--otherwise I +would not credit." + +"I have no explanations to offer on any subject. If you refer to a +conversation which Mr. Palma had with me yesterday at your request, +let me say once for all, that I cannot consent to its revival. Mr. +Roscoe, we are good friends now, I hope; but we should be such no +longer, if you persist in violating my wishes in this matter." + +"What I wish to say to you involves your own safety and happiness." + +"I am grateful for your kind intentions, but they result from some +erroneous impression. My individual welfare is bound up with those +whom you know not, and at all events I prefer not to discuss it." + +"You refuse me the privilege of a confidential talk with you?" + +"Yes, Mr. Roscoe. Now be pleasant, and let us converse on some more +agreeable topic. Did you ever meet Mrs. Carew until to-day?" + +He was too angry to reply immediately; but after a little while +mastered his indignation. + +"I have the pleasure of knowing Mrs. Carew quite well." + +"She is remarkably beautiful." + +"Oh, unquestionably! And she knows it better than any other article +in her creed. New York is spoiling her dreadfully." + +He turned and addressed some remarks to Miss St. Clare, who sat on +his right, and Regina rejoiced in the opportunity afforded her of +becoming a quiet observer and listener. She had never seen her +guardian so animated, so handsome as now, while he smiled genially +and talked with his lovely guest, and watching them, Regina +recollected the remark concerning their appearance which had been +made by the gentleman in the car. + +Was it possible that after all the lawyer's heart had been seriously +interested? Could that satin-cheeked, grey-eyed Circe with pale +yellow hair and lashes, hold him in silken bonds at her feet? The +idea that he could be captivated by any woman seemed utterly +incompatible with all that his ward knew of his life and character, +and it had appeared an established fact that he was incapable of any +tender emotion; but certainly at this instant the expression with +which he was gazing down into Mrs. Carew's lotos face, was earnestly +admiring. While Regina watched the pair, a cold sensation crept over +her as on some mild starlit night, one suddenly and unconsciously +drifts under the lee of some vast, slow-sailing iceberg, and knows +not, dreams not, of danger until smitten with the fatal prophetic +chill. + +Suppose the ambitious middle-aged man intended to marry this wealthy, +petted, lovely widow, was it not in all respects a brilliant suitable +match, which _le beau monde_ would cordially applaud? Was there a +possibility that she would decline an alliance with that proud +patrician, whose future seemed dazzling? + +In birth, fortune, and beauty could he find her superior? + +The flowers in the tall gold _epergne_ in the centre of the table, +and the wreath of scarlet camellias that swung down to meet them from +the green bronze chandelier, began to dance a saraband. Silver, +crystal, china, even the human figures appeared whirling in a misty +circle, across which the orange, emerald, and blue tints of the hock +glasses shot hither and thither like witch-lights on the Brocken; and +indistinct and spectral, yet alluring, gleamed the almond-shaped grey +eyes with their gold fringes. + +With a quick unsteady motion Regina grasped and drained a goblet of +iced-water, and after a little while the mist rolled away, and she +heard once more the voices that had never for an instant ceased their +utterances. + +The shuttlecock of conversation was well kept up from all sides of +the table, and when Regina's thoughts crept back from their numbing +reverie, Mr. Chesley was eloquently describing some of the most +picturesque localities in Oregon and California. + +Across the table floated a liquid response. + +"I saw in Philadelphia a large painting of that particular spot, and +though not remarkably well done, it enables one to form an +approximate idea of the grandeur of the scenery." + +Mr. Chesley bowed to Mrs. Carew, and answered: + "I met the artist, while upon his sketching tour, and was deeply +interested in his success. At one time, I hoped he would cast +matrimonial anchor in San Francisco, and remain among us; but his +fickle fair one deserted him for a young naval officer, and after her +marriage, California possessed few charms for him. I pitied poor +Eggleston most cordially." + +"Then permit me to assure you, that you are needlessly expending your +sympathy, for I bear witness to the fact that his wounds have +cicatrized. A fair Philadelphian has touched them with her fairy +finger, and at present he bows at another shrine." + +Shivering with sympathy for Olga, Regina could not refrain from +looking at her, while Mrs. Carew spoke, and marvelled at the calm +deference, the smiling _insouciance_ with which her hazel eyes rested +on the speaker. Then they wandered as if accidentally to the +countenance of Mr. Palma, and a lambent flame seemed to kindle in +their brown depths. + +"Mr. Eggleston has talent, and I am surprised that he has not been +more successful," replied the Congressman. + +Mr. Palma was pressing Mrs. St. Clare to take more wine, and appeared +deaf to the conversation, but Mrs. Carew's flute-like voice +responded: + +"Yes, a certain order of talent for mere landscape painting; but he +should never attempt a higher or different style. He made a wretched +copy of the Crucifixion for a wealthy retired tailor, who boasts of +his investments in 'virtue and bigotry;' and I fear I gave mortal +offence by venturing to say to the owner, that it reminded me of the +criticism of Luis de Vargas on a similar failure: 'Methinks he is +saying, Forgive them, Lord, for they know not what they do.'" + +"_A propos!_ of pictures. Mrs. Carew, I must arrange to have you see +a superb new painting recently hung upon the wall at the 'Century,' +and ask your opinion of its merit----" + +Regina did not catch the remainder of her guardian's sentence, which +she felt assured was intended to divert the conversation and shield +Olga, for just then Mr. Chesley asked to fill her glass, and the talk +drifted away to less dangerous topics. + +Irresistibly attracted by some subtle charm in his manner she found +herself drawn into a pleasant dialogue with him relative to some +startling incidents which he narrated of the early miners in the far +West. Watching his face, she puzzled her brain with the solution of +the singular familiarity it possessed. She had never met him until +to-day, and yet her heart wanned toward him more and more. + +At length she ventured the question: "Did you leave your family in +California?" + +"Unfortunately I have no family, and no relatives. My dear young +lady, is it not melancholy to find a confirmed old bachelor, verging +fast upon decrepitude, with no one to look after or care for him? +When I was a good-looking young beau, and should have been hunting me +a bonny blue-eyed bride, I was digging gold from the rocky ribs of +mountains in Western solitudes. When I made my fortune, I discovered +too late that I had given my youth in exchange." + + +"I should think, sir, that you might still marry, and be very happy." + +His low pleasant laugh did not embarrass her, and he answered: + +"You are very kind to kindle that beacon of encouragement, but I fear +your charitable sympathy clouds your judgment. Do you imagine any +fair young girl could brave my grey hairs and wrinkles?" + +"A young girl would not suit you, sir; but there must be noble +middle-aged ladies whom you could admire, and trust, and love?" + +He bent his white head, and whispered: + +"Such, for instance, as Mrs. Carew, who converts all places into +Ogygia?" + +Without lifting her eyes, she merely shook her head, and he +continued: + +"Miss Orme, all men have their roseleaf romance. Mine expanded very +early, but fate crumpled, crushed it into a shapeless ruin, and +leaving the wreck behind me, I went to the wilds of California. Since +then, I have missed the humanising influence of home ties, of +feminine association; but as I look down the hill, when the sun of my +life is casting long shadows, I sometimes feel that it would be a +great blessing had I a sister, cousin, niece, or even an adopted +daughter, whom I could love and lean upon in my lonely old age. Once +I seriously entertained the thought of selecting an orphan from some +Asylum, and adopting her into my heart and home." + +"When you do, I sincerely hope she will prove all that you wish, and +faithfully requite your goodness." + +She spoke so earnestly that he smiled, and added: + +"Can you recommend one to me? I envy Palma his guardianship, and if I +could find a young girl like you, I should not hesitate to +solicit----" + +"Pardon me, Mr. Chesley, but Mr. Palma is endeavouring to attract +your notice," said Mrs. Palma. + +The host held in his hand an envelope. + +"A telegram for you. Shall I direct the bearer to wait?" + +"With your permission, I will examine it." + +Having glanced at the lines, he turned the sheet of paper over, and +with a pencil wrote a few words; then handed it to Terry, requesting +him to direct the bearer to have the answer promptly telegraphed. + +"Nothing unpleasant, I trust?" said Mr. Palma. + +"Thank you, no. Only a summons which obliges me to curtail my visit, +and return to Washington by the midnight train." + +Interpreting a look from her stepson, Mrs. Palma hastened the slow +course of the dinner by a whisper to the waiter behind her chair; and +as she asked some questions relative to mutual friends residing in +Washington, Regina had no opportunity of renewing the conversation. + +Mr. Roscoe was assiduous in his attentions to Miss St. Clare, and +Regina looked over at Olga, who was talking very learnedly to a small +gentleman, a prominent and erudite scientist, whose knitted eyebrows +now and then indicated dissatisfaction with her careless manner of +handling his pet theories. + +Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sparkled, and a teasing smile sat upon +her lips, as she recklessly rolled her irreverent ball among his +technical ten pins; and repeated defiantly: + + "Is old Religion but a spectre now, + Haunting the solitude of darkened minds, + Mocked out of memory by the sceptic day? + Is there no corner safe from peeping Doubt?" + +"But, Miss Neville, I must be allowed to say that you do not in the +least grasp the vastness of this wonderful law of 'Natural +Selection,' of the 'Survival of the Fittest,' which is omnipotent +in its influence." + +"Ah, but my reverence for Civilization cries out against your savage +enactments! Look at the bulwarks of defence which Asylums and +Hospitals lift against the operation of your merciless decree. The +maimed, the feeble, the demented, become the wards of religion and +charity; the Unfittest of humanity are carefully preserved, and the +race is retarded it its development. Civilized legislation and +philanthropy are directly opposed to your 'Survival of the Fittest;' +and since I am not a tattooed princess of the South Pacific, allowed +to regale myself with _croquettes_ of human brains, or a _ragoût_ of +baby's ears and hands, well flavoured with wine and lemon, I +accepted civilization. I believe China is the best place for the +successful testing of your theory, for there the unfittest have for +centuries been destroyed; yet I have not heard that the superior, the +'Coming Race,' has appeared among the tea farms." + +Elevating his voice, the small gentleman appealed to his host. + +"I thought Mr. Palma too zealous a disciple of Modern Science to +permit Miss Neville to indulge such flagrant heresies. She has +absolutely denied that the mental development of a horse, or a dog, +or ape is strictly analogous to that of man----" + +"Quote me correctly, I pray you, Doctor; to that of women, if you +please," interrupted Olga. + +"She believes that it is not a difference of degree (which we know to +be the case), but of kind; not comparative, but structural--you +understand. How can you tolerate such schism in your household? +Moreover, she scouts the great Spencerian organon." + +"Olga is too astute not to discover the discrepancy between the +theory of Scientists and the usages of civilized society, whose +sanitary provisions thwart and neutralize your law in its operations +upon the human race. 'Those whom it saves from dying prematurely, it +preserves to propagate dismal and imperfect lives. In our +complicated modern communities, a race is being run between moral and +mental enlightenment, and the deterioration of the physical and moral +constitution through the defeasance of the law of Natural +Selection.'" + +Lifting her champagne glass, Olga sipped the amber bubbles from its +brim, and slightly bent her head in acknowledgment. + +"Thanks. I disclaim any doubt of the accuracy of his pedigree from +the monad, through the ape, up to the present erudite philosopher; +but I humbly crave permission to assert a far different lineage for +myself. Pray, Doctor, train your battery now upon Mr. Palma, and +since he assails you with Greg, _minus_ quotation marks, require him +to avow his real sentiments concerning that sentence in 'De +Profundis': 'That purely political conception of religion which +regards the Ten Commandments as a sort of 'cheap defence' of property +and life, God Almighty as an ubiquitous and unpaid Policeman, and +Hell as a self-supporting jail, a penal settlement at the +Antipodes!'" + +Prudent Mrs. Palma rose at that moment, and the party left the +dining-room. + +Mrs. St. Clare called Regina to her sofa, to make some inquiries +about the Cantata, and when the latter was released, he saw that both +Mr. Chesley and Mr. Palma were absent. + +A half-hour elapsed, during which Olga continued to annoy the learned +small man with her irreverent flippancy, and Mrs. Carew seemed to +fascinate the two gentlemen who hovered about her like eager moths +around a lamp. Then the host and Congressman came in together, and +Regina saw her guardian cross the room, and murmur something to his +fair client, who smilingly assented. + +Mr. Chesley looked at the widow, and at Olga, and his eyes came back, +and dwelt upon the young girl who stood leaning against Mrs. Palma's +chair. + +Her dress was a pearl white alpaca, with no trimming, save tulle +ruchings at throat and wrists, and a few violets fastened in the +cameo Psyche that constituted her brooch. + +Pure, pale, almost sad, she looked in that brilliant drawing-room +like some fragile snowdrop, astray in a bed of gorgeous peonies and +poppies. + +Lifting her eyes to her host, as he leaned over the back of her sofa, +Mrs. Carew said: + +"Miss Orme poses almost faultlessly; she has evidently studied all +the rules of the art. Quite pretty too; and her hair has a peculiar +gloss that reminds one of the pounded peach-stones with which Van +Dyck glazed his pictures." + +The fingers of the hand that hung at his side clenched suddenly, but +adjusting his glasses more firmly he said very quietly: + +"My ward is not quite herself this evening, and is really too unwell +to be downstairs; but appeared at dinner in honour of your presence, +and in deference to my wishes. Shall I ring for your wrappings? The +carriage is waiting." + +"When I have kissed my cherub good-night, I shall be ready." + +He gave her his arm to the foot of the stairs, and returning, +announced his regret that Mrs. Carew was pledged to show herself at a +party, to which he had promised to escort her. Whereupon the other +ladies remembered that they also had promised to be present. + +Mr. Chesley, standing at some distance, had been very attentively +studying Regina's face, and now approaching her, took her hand with a +certain tender courtesy that touched her strangely. + +"My dear Miss Orme, I think we are destined to become firm fast +friends, and were I not compelled to hurry back to Washington to +oppose a certain bill, I should endeavour to improve our +acquaintance. Before long I shall see you again, and meanwhile you +must help me to find an adopted daughter as much like yourself as +possible, or I shall be tempted to steal you from Palma. Good-bye. +God bless you." + +His earnest tone and warm pressure of her fingers thrilled her heart, +and she thought his mild brown eyes held tears. + +"Good-bye, sir. I hope we shall meet again." + +"You may be sure we shall." + +He leaned down, and as he looked at her, she saw his mouth tremble. + +A wild conjecture flashed across her brain, and her hand clutched his +spasmodically, while her heart seemed to stand still. Was Mr. Chesley +her father? + +Before she could collect her thoughts, he turned away and left the +room, accompanied by Mr. Palma, who during the evening bad not once +glanced toward her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +Mrs. Carew had arrived on Tuesday morning, and announced that a +previous engagement would limit her visit to Saturday, at which time +she had promised to become the guest of a friend on Murray Hill. + +During Wednesday and Thursday the house was thronged with visitors. +There was company to dinner and to luncheon, and every imaginable +tribute paid to the taste and vanity of the beautiful woman, who +accepted the incense offered as flowers the dew of heaven, and stars +the light that constitutes their glory. Accustomed from her cradle to +adulation and indulgence, she had a pretty, yet imperious manner of +exacting it from all who ventured within her circle; and could not +forgive the cool indifference which generally characterized Olga's +behaviour. + +Too well-bred to be guilty of rudeness, the latter contrived in a +very adroit way to defy every proposition advanced by the fair guest, +and while she never transcended the bounds of courtesy, she piqued +and harassed and puzzled not only Mrs. Carew, but Mr. Palma. + +At ten o'clock on Thursday night, when the guests invited to dinner +had departed, and the family circle had collected in the sitting-room +to await the carriage which would convey the ladies to a Wedding +Reception, Mrs. Carew came downstairs magnificently attired in a +delicate green satin, covered with an over dress of exquisite white +lace, and adorned with a profusion of emeralds and pearls. + +Her hair was arranged in a unique style (which Olga denominated "Isis +fashion"), and above her forehead rested a jewelled lotos, the petals +of large pearls, the leaves of emeralds. + +As she stood before the grate, with the white lace shawl slipping +from her shoulders, and exposing the bare gleaming bust, Olga +exclaimed: + +"O Queen of the Nile! What Antony awaits your smiles?" + +As if aware that she were scrutinized, the grey eyes, sank to the +carpet, then met Olga's. + +"Miss Neville is not the only person who has found in me a +resemblance to the Egyptian sorceress. When I return to Italy, Story +shall immortalize me in connection with his own impassioned poem. Let +me see, how does it begin: + + 'Here, Charmian, take my bracelets.'" + +She passed her hand across her low wide brow, and, glancing furtively +at Mr. Palma, she daringly repeated the strongest passages of the +poem, while her flute-like tones seemed to gather additional +witchery. + +Sitting in one corner, with an open book in her hand, Regina looked +at her and listened, fascinated by her singular beauty, but +astonished at the emphasis with which she recited imagery that tinged +the girl's cheek with red. + +"If there be a 'cockatoo' in Gotham, doubtless you will own it +to-morrow. But forgive me, oh, Cleopatra! if I venture the heresy +that Story's poem--gorgeous, though I grant it--leaves a bad taste in +one's mouth, like richly spiced wine, hot and sweet and deliciously +intoxicating; but beware of to-morrow! 'Sometimes the poison of asps +is not confined to fig-baskets; and with your permission, I should +like to offer you an infallible antidote, Seraph of the Nile?" + +Mrs. Carew smiled defiantly, and inclined her head, interpreting the +lurking challenge in Olga's fiery hazel eyes. + +Leaning a little forward to note the effect, the latter began and +recited with much skill the entire words of "Maud Muller." Whenever +the name of the Judge was pronounced, she looked at Mr. Palma, and +there was peculiar emphasis in her rendition of the lines: + + "But the lawyers smiled that afternoon, + When he hummed in court an old love tune. + * * * * * + He wedded a wife of richest dower, + Who lived for fashion, as he for power." + +How had Olga discovered the secret which he believed so securely +locked in his own heart? Not a muscle moved in his cold guarded face, +but a faint flush stole across his cheek as he met her sparkling +gaze. + +Mrs. Carew's rosy lip curled scornfully: + +"My dear Miss Neville, should you ever be smitten by the blasts of +adversity, your charming recitative talent would prove wonderfully +remunerative upon the stage." + +"Thanks! but my observation leads me to believe that at the present +day the profession of the Sycophants pays the heaviest dividends. +Does Cleopatra's fondness for figs enable her to appreciate my +worldly wisdom?" + +Regina knew that Olga meant mischief to both host and guest, and +though she did not comprehend the drift of her laughing words, she +noticed the sudden smile that flashed over her guardian's +countenance, and the perplexed expression of Mrs. Carew's eyes. + +"Miss Neville has as usual floundered into her favourite blue mire, +whose stale scraps of learning cannot tempt me to pursuit." + +"Not into the mud of the Nile, oh celestial Isis! but into the +classic lore of Hellas. Ask Mr. Palma why I am opposed to smuggling +figs, especially rose-coloured figs?" + +Olga's light laugh was particularly irritating and disagreeable at +that moment, and her mother, who was a ubiquitous flag of truce on +such occasions, hastened to interpose. + +"My daughter, what possible connection can Mrs. Carew or anybody else +find between the habit of sycophancy and baskets of figs?" + +"Dear mamma, to explain it to you might be construed into an unfilial +and irreverent reflection upon the insufficiency of your education, +and of that admission nothing could induce me to be guilty. But +Regina yonder is still in the clutches of Dominie Sampson, and as she +is such an innocent stupid young dove, I will have mercy upon her +curiously questioning eyes. My dear rustic 'Maud,' Sycophants means +_fig-blabbers_; and when you are patient enough to study, and wise +enough to appreciate Plutarch, you will learn the derivation of the +title which justly belongs to multitudes of people." + +Making as near an approach to a grimace as the lines of grace (which +she never violated) would permit, Mrs. Carew lifted one shoulder +almost out of its satin fetters, and turned to her host. + +"Miss Neville should have reigned at the Hotel de Rambouillet when +_précieuse_ was more honoured than now. I fear if society suspected +the vastness of her learning, it would create a panic wherever she +goes." + +Olga was leaving the room, had almost reached the door, but at the +last words turned, and her face sparkled mischievously. + +"Beautiful Egypt is acquainted with sphinxes, and should be quick at +guessing riddles. Will Cleopatra or Antony answer my conundrum? When +my erudition creates a panic, why am I like those who dwelt about +Chemmis, when the tragical fate of Osiris was accomplished?" + +Mr. Palma answered promptly: + +"Because the Pans who inhabited that region were the first who +learned of the disaster, and as they spread the fatal news among the +people, all sudden public frights and shocks have been ever since +called panics. The carriage is ready. We shall be late at the +wedding. Olga, where is your shawl?" + +As they quitted the room together, he added in an undertone: + +"Your Parthian warfare would have justified me in returning your +arrow, but I was never an expert in the use of small arms." + +With her hand upon the balustrade of the stairs, which she was +ascending, Olga looked down on him, and her eyes blazed with an +intensity of scorn and defiance. + +"To your empty quiver, not your leniency, I am indebted for my +safety. Your arrows were all skilfully barbed, and even the venom of +asps distilled upon them; but you have done your worst, and failed. +Parthian tactics ill suit my temper, let me tell you, and just now I +should infinitely prefer the Scythian style. Were I only for one +brief hour Tomyris, I would carry your head, sir, where she held that +of Cyrus, in a bag." + +He walked on to the front door, and those in the sitting-room heard +Olga run up the steps, singing with _gusto_ that strain from Far +Diavolo, ending, "Diavolo! Diavolo!" + +The "Cantata of Undine" had been composed by a gifted and fashionable +_amateur_, and was performed by young people who belonged to _le beau +monde_, consequently at an early hour on Friday evening, the house +was crowded to witness the appearance of a constellation of +_amateurs_, among whom Regina shone resplendent. When after the +opening chorus, she came first upon the stage, and stood watching the +baton of the leader, a bum of admiration rose from the audience. + +The costume was of some silvery gauze that hung like mist around her +slender figure, and was encrusted here and there with the fragile +white water-lilies that matched the spray which twined across her +head, and strayed down among the unbound hair now floating free, far +below her waist. + +Very pale but calm, she began her solo, at first a little +tremulously, but by degrees the rich voice gained its strength, +asserted its spell, and nobly fulfilled the promise of Professor +Hurtzsel, that New York should hear that night its finest +_contralto_. + +Startled by the burst of applause that succeeded her song, she looked +for the first time at the audience, and saw her guardian's tall +conspicuous figure leaning against a column near the spot where Mrs. +Carew sat. + +Very grave, coolly critical, and quite preoccupied he certainly +looked, and none would have dreamed that the slight motion of his +lips meant "My Lily." + +Twice she sang alone, and finally in a duo which admirably displayed +the compass and _timbre_ of her very peculiar voice, and the floral +hurricane that assailed her attested her complete triumph. + +The unaffected simplicity of her bearing, as contrasted with the +_aplomb_ and artificial manner of the other young ladies who were +performers,--the angelic purity and delicacy of the sweet girlish +face, with a lingering trace of sadness in the superb eyes, which +only deepened their velvet violet,--excited the earnest interest of +all present, and many curious inquiries ran through the audience. + +At the close of the Cantata, Mrs. Palma drew Regina away from the +strangers who pressed forward to offer their congratulations, and, +throwing a fur cloak around her, kissed her cheek. + +It was the first caress the stately woman had ever bestowed, and as +the girl looked up, gratified and astonished, the former said: + +"You sang delightfully, my dear, and we are more than satisfied, +quite proud. Your voice was as even and smooth as a piece of +cream-coloured Persian satin. No, Mrs. Brompton, not to-night. +Pardon me, Professor, but I must hurry her away, for Mrs. Carew and I +have an engagement at Mrs. Quimbey's. I shall be obliged to take our +'Undine' home, and then return for my fair friend, who is as usual +surrounded, and inextricable just now." + +While she spoke, Regina's eyes wandered across the mass of heads, and +rested on the commanding form of her guardian, standing among a group +of gentlemen collected around Mrs. Carew, who clad in white _moire +antique_, with a complete overdress of finest black lace, looped with +diamond sprays, seemed more than usually regal and brilliant. + +Mrs. Palma hurried Regina through a side entrance, and down to the +carriage, and ere long, having seen her enter the hall at home, bade +her good-night, and drove back for Mrs. Carew and Mr. Palma. + +It was only a little after ten o'clock, and Regina went up to the +library, her favourite haunt. She had converted the over-skirt of her +dress into an apron, now filled with bouquets from among the number +showered upon her; and selecting one composed of pelargoniums and +heliotropes, she placed it in the vase beneath her mother's picture, +and laid the remainder in a circle around it. + +"Ah, mother! they praised your child; but your voice was missing. +Would you too have been proud of me? Oh! if I could feel your lips on +mine, and hear you whisper once more, as of old, 'My baby! my +precious baby!'" + +Gazing at the portrait, she spoke with a passionate fervour very +unusual in her composed reserved nature, and unshed tears gathered +and glorified her eyes. + +The house was silent and deserted, save by the servants, by Mrs. +Carew's child and nurse, and throwing off her cloak, Regina remained +standing in front of the portrait, while her thoughts wandered into +grey dreary wastes. + +Since the day of Mrs. Carew's arrival she had not exchanged a +syllable with her guardian, nor had she for an instant seen him +alone, for the early breakfasts had been discontinued, and in honour +of his guest and client, Mr. Palma took his with the assembled +family. + +There was in his deportment toward his ward nothing harsh, nothing +that could have indicated displeasure; but he seemed to have entirely +forgotten her from the moment when he presented her to Mr. Chesley. + +He never even accidentally glanced at her, and patiently watching her +immobile cold face, sparkling only with intelligence, as he +endeavoured to entertain his exacting and imperious guest, Regina +began to realize the vast distance that divided her from him. + +His haughty Brahmimc pride seemed to lift him into some lofty plane, +so far beyond the level of Peleg Peterson, that in contrasting them +the girl groaned and grew sick at heart. She felt that she stood upon +a mine already charged, and that at any moment that wretched man who +held the fatal fuse in his brutal hand, might hurl her and all her +hopes into irremediable chaos and ruin. If the fastidious and +aristocratic people who had kindly applauded her singing a little +while ago could have imagined the dense cloud of social humiliation +that threatened to burst upon her, would she have even been tolerated +in that assemblage? Ignorance of her parentage was her sole passport +into really good society, and the prestige of her guardian's noble +name an ermine mantle of protection, which might be rudely torn away. + +During the last three days, left to the companionship of her own sad +thoughts, and unable to see Olga alone for even a moment, more than +one painful and unutterably bitter discovery had been made. She felt +that indeed her childhood had flown for ever, that the sacred +mysterious chrism of womanhood had been poured upon her young heart. + +Until forced to observe the marked admiration which in his own house +Mr. Palma evinced when conversing with Mrs. Carew, Regina had been +conscious only of a profound respect for him, of a deeply grateful +appreciation of his protecting care; and even when he interrogated +her with reference to her affection for Mr. Lindsay, she had +truthfully averred her conviction that her heart was wholly +disengaged. + +But sternly honest in dealing with her own soul, subsequent events +had painfully shocked her into a realization of the feeling that +first manifested itself as she watched Mr. Palma and Mrs. Carew at +the dinner-table. + +She knew now that the keen pang she suffered that day could mean +nothing less solemn and distressing than the mortifying fact that she +was beginning to love her guardian. Not merely as a grateful, +respectful ward, the august lawyer who represented her mother's +authority, but as a woman once, and once only in life, loves the man, +whom her pure tender heart humbly acknowledges as her king, her +high-priest, her one divinity in clay. + +Although conscience acquitted her of any intentional weakness, her +womanly pride and delicacy bled at every pore, when she arraigned +herself for being guilty of this emotion toward one who regarded her +as a child, who merely pitied her forlorn isolation; and whose eye +would fill with fiery scorn, could he dream of her presumptuous, her +unfeminine folly. + +Despite the chronic sneers with which Olga always referred to his +character and habitual conduct, Regina could not withhold a reverence +for his opinion, and an earnest admiration of his grave, dignified, +yet polished deportment in his household. + +By degrees her early dread and repulsion had melted away, confidence +and respect usurped their place; and gradually he had grown and +heightened in her estimation, until suddenly opening her eyes wide +she saw that Erle Palma filled all the horizon of her hopes. + +During three sleepless nights she had kept her eyes riveted upon this +unexpected and mournful fact, and while deeply humiliated by the +discovery, she proudly resolved to uproot and cast out of her heart +the alien growth, which she felt could prove only the upas of her +future. Allowing herself absolutely no hope, no pardon, no quarter, +she sternly laid the axe of indignant condemnation and destruction to +the daring off-shoot, desperately hewing at her very heart-strings. + +Mrs. Carew's manner left little doubt that she was leaning like a +ripe peach within his reach, ready at a touch to fall into his hand; +and though Regina felt that this low-browed, sibyl-eyed woman was +vastly his inferior in all save beauty and wealth, she knew that even +his failure to marry the widow would furnish no justification for the +further indulgence of her own foolish and unsought preference. + +The dread lest he might suspect it, and despise her, added intensity +to her desire to leave New York, and find safety in joining her +mother; for the thought of his cold contempt, his glittering black +eyes, and curling lips, was unendurable. + +Weeks must elapse ere she could receive an answer to her letter, +praying for permission to sail for Europe, and during this trying +interval, she determined to guard every word and glance, to allow no +hint of her great folly to escape. + +Peleg Peterson's daughter, or else "Nobody's Child," daring to lift +her eyes to the lordly form of Erle Palma! + +As this bitter thought taunted and stung her, she uttered a low cry +of anguish and shame. + +"What is the matter? Don't cry, it will spoil your pretty eyes." + +Regina turned quickly, and saw little Llora Carew standing near, and +arrayed only in her long white night dress, and pink rosetted +slippers. + +"Llora, how came you out of bed? You ought to have been asleep three +hours ago." + +"So I was. But I waked up, and felt so lonesome. Mammie has gone off +and left me, and hunting for somebody I came here. Won't you please +let me stay awhile? I can't go to sleep." + +"But you will catch cold." + +"No, the room is warm, and I have my slippers. Oh! what a pretty +dress! And your arms and neck are like snow, whiter even than my +mamma's. Please do sing something for me. Your voice is sweeter than +my musical box, and then I am going away to-morrow." + +She had curled herself like a pet kitten on the rug, and looking down +at her soft dusky eyes, and rosy cheeks, Regina sighed. + +"I am so tired, dear. I have no voice left." + +"If you could sing before all the people at the Cantata, you might +just one song for little me." + +"Well, pet, I know I ought not to be selfish, and I will try. Come, +kiss me. My mother is so far away, and I have nobody to love me. Hug +me tight." + +There was a door leading from Mr. Palma's sleeping-room, to the +curtained alcove behind the writing desk, and having quietly entered +by that passage soon after Regina came home, the master of the house +sat on a lounge veiled by damask and lace curtains, and holding the +drapery slightly aside, watched what passed in the library. + +He was rising to declare his presence, when Llora came in, and +somewhat vexed at the _contretemps_ he awaited the result. + +As Regina knelt on the rug and opened her arms, the pretty child +sprang into them, kissed her cheeks, and assured her repeatedly that +she loved her very dearly, that she was the loveliest girl she ever +saw, especially in that gauze dress. Particularly fond of children, +Regina toyed with, and caressed her for some minutes, then rose, and +said: + +"Now I will sing you a little song to put you to sleep. Sit here by +the hearth, but be sure not to nod and fall into the fire." + +She opened the organ, and although partly beyond the range of Mr. +Palma's vision, he heard every syllable of the sweet mellow English +words of Kücken's "Schlummerlied," with its soothing refrain: + + "Oh, hush thee now, in slumber mild, + While watch I keep, oh sleep, my child." + +She sang it with strange pathos, thinking of her own far distant +mother, whom fate had denied the privilege of chanting lullabies over +her lonely blue-eyed child. + +Ending, she came back to the hearth, and Llora clasped her tiny +hands, and chirped: + +"Oh, so sweet! When you get to heaven, don't you reckon you will sit +in the choir? Once more, oh! do, please." + +"What a hungry little beggar you are! Come, sit in my lap, and I will +hum you a dear little tune. Then you must positively scamper away to +bed, or your mamma will scold us both, and your mammie also." + +A tall yellow woman with a white handkerchief wound turban-style +around her head, came stealthily forward, and said: + +"Miss, give her to me. I went downstairs for a drink of water, and +when I got back I missed her. Come, baby, let me carry you to bed or +you will have the croup, and the doctors might cut your throat." + +"Wait, mammie, till she sings that little tune she promised; then I +will go." + +Regina sat down in a low cushioned chair, took the little girl on her +lap, and while the curly head nestled on her shoulder, and one arm +clasped her neck, she rested her chin upon the brown hair, and sang +in a very sweet, subdued tone that most soothing of all lullaby +strains, Wallace's "Cradle Song." + +As she proceeded, the turbaned head of the nurse kept time, swaying +to and fro in the background, and a sweeter picture never adorned +canvas than that which Mr. Palma watched in front of his library +fire, and which photographed itself indelibly upon his memory. + +Singer and child occupied very much the same position as the figures +in the _Madonna della Sedia_, and no more lovely woman and child ever +sat for its painter. + +As Mr. Palma's fastidiously critical eyes rested on the sad perfect +face of Regina, with the long black lashes veiling her eyes, and the +bare arms and shoulders gleaming above the silver gauze of her +drapery, he silently admitted that her beauty seemed strangely +sanctified, and more spirituelle than ever before. Contrasting that +sweet white figure, over whose delicate lips floated the dreamy +rhythm of the cradle chant, with the hundreds of handsome, +accomplished, witty, and brilliant women who thronged the ball-room +he had just left, this man of the world confessed that his proud +ambitious heart was hopelessly in bondage to the fair young singer. + + "Sleep, my little one, sleep,-- + Sleep, my pretty one,--sleep." + +At that moment he was powerfully tempted to delay no longer to take +her to his bosom for ever; and it cost him a struggle to sit +patiently, while every fibre of his strong frame was thrilling with a +depth and fervour of feeling that threatened to bear away all +dictates of discretion. Ah! what a divine melody seemed to ring +through all his future as he leaned eagerly forward, and listened to +the closing words, softly reiterated: + + "Sleep, my little one, sleep,-- + Sleep, my pretty one,--sleep." + +When she was his wife, how often in the blessed evenings spent here, +in this hallowed room, he promised himself he would make her sing +that song. No shadow of doubt that whenever he chose, he could win +her for his own, clouded the brightness of the vision, for success in +other pursuits had fed his vanity, until he believed himself +invincible; and although he had studied her character closely, he +failed to comprehend fully the proud obstinacy latent in her quiet +nature. + +Just then even the Chief Justiceship seemed an inferior prize, in +comparison with the possession of that white-browed girl, and her +pure clinging love; and certainly for a time Mr. Erle Palma's +towering pride and insatiable ambition were forgotten in his longing +to snatch the one beloved of all his arid life to the heart that was +throbbing almost beyond even his rigid control. + +For the first time within his recollection he distrusted his power of +self-restraint, and rising passed quickly into his own room, and +thence after some moments out into the hall. Near the stairs he met +the mulatto nurse carrying Llora in her arms. + +"Does Mrs. Carew permit that child to sit up so late?" + +"Oh no, sir! She has been asleep once; but Miss Regina pets her a +good deal, and had her in the library singing to her." + +"Mr. Palma, shall I kiss you good-night?" asked the pretty creole, +lifting her curly head from her "mammie's" shoulder. + +"Good-night, Llora. Such tender birds should have been in their nests +long before this. I shall go and scold Miss Orme for keeping you +awake so late." + +He merely patted her rosy round cheek, and went to the library. + +Hearing his unmistakable step, Regina conjectured that he had +escorted the ladies home much earlier than they were accustomed to +return, and longing to avoid the possibility of a _tête-à-tête_ with +him, she would gladly have escaped before his entrance had been +practicable. + +He closed the door, and came forward, and, leaning back in the chair +where she still sat, her hands closed tightly over each other. + +"I fear my ward is learning to keep late hours. It is after eleven +o'clock, and you should be dreaming of the cool, beryl, aquatic +abodes you have been frequenting as Undine; for indeed you look a +very weary naïad." + +Was he pleased with her success, and would he deem to give her a +morsel of commendation? + +A moment after, she knew that he entertained no such purpose, and +felt that she ought to rejoice; that it was far best he should not, +for praise from his lips would be dangerously sweet. + +Glancing at the floral tribute laid before her mother's portrait, he +said: + +"You certainly are a faithful devotee at your mother's shrine, and no +wonder poor Roscoe is so desperately savage at his failure to engage +a portion of your regard. Did you have a satisfactory interview with +him on Tuesday last? I invited him for that purpose, as he avowed +himself dissatisfied with my efforts as proxy, and demanded the +privilege of pleading his own cause. Permit me to hope that he +successfully improved the opportunity which I provided by requesting +him to escort you to dinner." + +Standing upon the rug, and immediately in front of her, he spoke with +cool indifference, and though the words seemed to her a cruel mockery +they proved a powerful tonic, bringing the grim comfort that at least +her presumptuous madness was not suspected. + +"I had very little conversation with Mr. Roscoe, as I declined to +renew the discussion of a topic which was painful and embarrassing to +me, and I fear I have entirely forfeited his friendship." + +"Then after mature deliberation you still peremptorily refuse to +become more closely related to me? Once there appeared a rosy +possibility that you might one day call me cousin." + +With a sudden resolution she looked straight at him for the first +time since his entrance, and answered quietly: + +"You will be my kind faithful guardian a little while longer, until I +can hear from mother; but we shall never be any more closely +related." + +The reply was not exactly what he expected and desired; but with his +chill, out-door conventional smile he added: + +"Poor Roscoe! his heart frequently outstrips his reason." + +Looking at him, she felt assured that no one could ever justly make +that charge against him; and unwilling to prolong the interview, she +rose. + +"Pardon me, if, notwithstanding the lateness of the hour, I detain +you a few minutes from your Undine dreams. Be so good as to resume +your seat." + +There was an ominous pause, and reluctantly she was forced to look +up. + +He was regarding her very sternly, and as his eyes caught and held +hers he put his fingers in his vest pocket, drawing therefrom a +narrow strip of paper, folded carefully. Holding it out, he asked: + +"Did you ever see this?" + +Before she opened it she knew it contained the address she had given +to Peleg Peterson on Tuesday, and a shiver crept over her. +Mechanically glancing at it, she sighed; a sigh that was almost a +moan. + +"Regina, have the courtesy to answer my question." + +"Of course I have seen it before. You know it is my handwriting." + +"Did you furnish that address with the expectation of conducting a +clandestine correspondence?" + +An increasing pallor overspread her features, but in a very firm +decided voice, she replied: + +"Yes sir." + +"Knowing that your legal guardian would forbid such an interchange of +letters, you directed them enclosed under cover to Mrs. Mason?" + +"I did." + +The slip of paper fluttered to the floor, and her fingers locked each +other. + +"A gentleman picked up that scrap of paper, in one of the squares +located far up town, and recognizing the name of my ward, very +discreetly placed it in the possession of her guardian." + +"Mr. Palma, were you not in a carriage at that square on Tuesday?" + +"I was not. My time is rather too valuable to be wasted in a +rendezvous at out-of-the-way squares while a snowstorm is in full +blast. What possible attraction do you imagine such folly could offer +me?" + +"I met you not very far from that square, and I thought----" + +"Pray take time, and conclude your sentence." + +She shook her head. + +"Some important business connected with my profession, and involving +a case long ago placed in my hands, called me, despite the +unfavourable weather, to that section of the city. Having +particularly desired and instructed you to come home as soon as the +rehearsal at Mrs. Brompton's ended, I certainly had no right to +suppose you intended to disobey me." + +He paused, but she remained a pale image of silent sorrow. + +"A few evenings since you asked me to trust you, and in defiance of +my judgment I reluctantly promised to do so. Have you not forfeited +your guardian's confidence?" + +"Perhaps so; but it was unavoidable." + +"Unavoidable that you should systematically deceive me?" he demanded +very sternly. + +"I have not deceived you." + +"My duty as your guardian forces me to deal plainly with you. With +whom have you arranged this disgraceful clandestine correspondence?" + +Her gaze swept quite past him, ascended to the pitying brown eyes in +her mother's portrait; and though she grew white as her Undine +vesture, and he saw her shudder, her voice was unshaken. + +"I cannot tell you." + +"Representing your mother's authority, I demand an answer." + +After an instant, she said: + +"Though you were twenty times my guardian, I shall not tell you, +sir." + +She seemed like some marble statue, which one might hack and hew in +twain, without extorting a confession. + +"Then you force me to a very shocking and shameful conclusion." + +Was there, she wondered, any conclusion so shameful as the truth, +which at all hazard she was resolved for her mother's sake to hide? + +"You are secretly meeting and arranging to correspond with some +vagrant lover whom you blush so acknowledge." + +"Lover! Oh, merciful God! When I need a father, and a father's +protecting name--when I am heart-sick for my mother, and her +shielding healing love--how can you cruelly talk to me of a lover? +What right has a nameless, homeless waif to think of love? God grant +me a father and a mother, a stainless name, and I shall never need, +never wish, never tolerate a lover! Do not insult my misery." + +She lifted her clenched hands almost menacingly, and her passionate +vehemence startled her companion, who could scarcely recognize in the +glittering defiant gaze that met his the velvet violet eyes over +which the silken fringes had hung with such tender Madonna grace but +a half-hour before. + +"Regina, how could you deceive me so shamefully?" + +"I did not intend to do so. I am innocent of the disgraceful motives +you impute to me; but I cannot explain what you condemn so severely. +In all that I have done I have been impelled by a stern, painful +sense of duty, and my conscience acquits me; but I shall not give you +any explanation. To no human being, except my mother, will I confess +the whole matter. Oh, send me at once to her! I asked you to trust +me, and you believe me utterly unworthy, think I have forfeited your +confidence, even your respect. It is hard, very hard, for I hoped to +possess always your good opinion. But it must be borne, and now at +least, holding me so low in your esteem, you will not keep me under +your roof; you will gladly send me to mother. Let me go. Oh! do let +me go--at once; to-morrow." + +She seemed inexplicably transformed into a woeful desperate woman, +and the man's heart yearned to fold her closely in his arms, +sheltering her for ever. + +Drawing nearer, he spoke in a wholly altered voice. + +"When you asked me to trust you, I did so. Now will you grant me a +similar boon? Lily, trust me." + +His tone had never sounded so low, almost pleading before; and it +thrilled her with an overmastering grief, that when he who was wont +to command, condescended to sue for her confidence, she was forced +to withhold it. + +"Oh, Mr. Palma, do not ask me! I cannot." + +He took her hands, unwinding the cold fingers, and in his peculiar +magnetic way softly folding them in his warm palms; but she struggled +to withdraw them, and he saw the purple shadows deepening under her +large eyes. + +"Little girl, I would not betray your secret Give it to my +safekeeping. Show me your heart." + + +As if fearful he might read it, she involuntarily closed her +eyes, and her answer was almost a sob. + +"It is not my secret, it involves others, and I would rather die +to-morrow, to-night, than have it known. Oh! let me go away at once, +and for ever!" + +Accustomed to compel compliance with his wishes, it was difficult for +him to patiently endure defiance and defeat from that fair young +creature, whom he began to perceive he could neither overawe nor +persuade. + +For several minutes he seemed lost in thought, still holding her +hands firmly; then he suddenly laughed, and stooped toward her. + +"Brave, true little heart! I wonder if some day you will be as +steadfast and faithful in your devotion to your husband, as you have +been in your loving defence of your mother? You need not tell me your +secret, I know everything; and, Lily, I can scarcely forgive you for +venturing within the reach and power of that wretched vagabond." + +He felt her start and shiver, and pitying the terrified expression +that drifted into her countenance, he continued: + +"Unconsciously, you were giving alms to your own and to your mother's +worst enemy. Peleg Peterson has for years stood between you and your +lawful name." + +She reeled, and her fingers closed spasmodically over his, as white +and faint, she gasped: + +"Then he is not--my----" + +The words died on her quivering lips. + +"He is the man who has slandered and traduced your mother, even to +her own husband." + +"Oh! then, he is not, he cannot be my--father!" + +"No more your father than I am! At last I have succeeded in +obtaining----" + +She was beyond the reach even of his voice, and as she drooped he +caught her in his arms. + +Since Monday the terrible strain had known no relaxation, and the +sudden release from the horrible incubus of Peleg Peterson was +overpowering. + +Mr. Palma held her for some seconds clasped to his heart, and placing +the head on his bosom, turned the white face to his. How hungrily the +haughty man hung over those wan features, and what a wealth of +passionate tenderness thrilled in the low trembling voice that +whispered: + +"My Lily. My darling; my own." + +He kissed her softly, as if the cold lips were too sacred even for +his loving touch, and gently placed her on the sofa, holding her with +his encircling arm. + +Since his boyhood no woman's lips had ever pressed his, and the last +kiss he had bestowed was upon his mother's brow, as she lay in her +coffin. + +To-night the freshness of youth came back, and the cold, politic, +non-committal lawyer found himself for the first time an ardent +trembling lover. + +He watched the faint quiver of her blue-veined lids, and heard the +shuddering sigh that assured him consciousness was returning. Softly +stroking her hand, he saw the eyes at last unclose. + +"You certainly have been down among your uncanny Undine caves; for +you quite resemble a drenched lily. Now sit up." + +He lifted her back into the easy chair, as if she had been an infant, +and stood before her. + +As her mind cleared, she recalled what had passed, and said almost in +a whisper: + +"Did I dream, or did you tell me that horrible man is not my father?" + +"I told you so. He is a black-hearted, vindictive miscreant, who +successfully blackmailed you, by practising a vile imposture." + +"Oh! are you quite sure?" + +"Perfectly sure. I have been hunting him for years, and at last have +obtained in black and white his own confession, which nobly +exonerates your mother from his infamous aspirations." + +"Thank God! Thank God!" + +Tears were stealing down her cheeks, and he saw from the twitching of +her face that she was fast losing control of her overtaxed nerves. + +"You must go to your room and rest, or you will be ill." + +"Oh! not if I am sure he will never dare to claim me as his child. +Oh, Mr. Palma! that possibility has almost driven me wild." + +"Dismiss it as you would some hideous nightmare. Go to sleep and +dream of your mother, and of----" + +He bit his lip to check the rash words, and too much agitated to +observe his changed manner, she asked: + +"Where is he now?" + +"No matter where. He is so completely in my power, that he can +trouble us no more." + +She clasped her hands joyfully, but the tears fell faster, and +looking at her mother's picture, she exclaimed: + +"Have mercy upon me, Mr. Palma! Tell me--do you know--whom I am? Do +you really know beyond doubt who was--or is--my father?" + +"This much I can tell you, I know your father's name; but just now I +am forbidden by your mother to disclose it, even to you. Come to your +room." + +He raised her from the chair, and as she stood before him, it was +pitiable to witness the agonized entreaty in her pallid but beautiful +face. + +"Please tell me only one thing, and I can bear all else patiently. +Was he--was my father--a gentleman? Oh! my mother could never have +loved any--but a gentleman." + +"His treatment of her and of you would scarcely entitle him to that +honourable epithet; yet in the eyes of the world your father +assuredly is in every respect a gentleman, is considered even an +aristocrat." + +She sobbed aloud, and the violence of her emotion, which she seemed +unable to control, alarmed him. Leading her to the library door he +said, retaining her hand. + +"Compose yourself, or you will be really sick. Now that your poor +tortured heart is easy, can you not go to sleep?" + +"Oh, thank you! Yes, I will try." + +"Lily, next time trust me. Trust your guardian in everything. +Good-night. God bless you." + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +"'The dice of the gods are always loaded,' and what appears the +merest chance is as inexorably fixed, predetermined, as the rules of +mathematics, or the laws of crystallization. What madness to flout +fate!" + +Mrs. Orme laid down her pen as she spoke, and leaned back in her +chair. + +"Did you speak to me?" inquired Mrs. Waul, who had been nodding over +her worsted work, and was aroused by the sound of the voice. + +"No, I was merely thinking aloud; a foolish habit I have contracted +since I began to aspire to literary laurels. Go to sleep again, and +finish your dream." + +Upon the writing desk lay a _MS_. in morocco cover, and secured by +heavy bronze clasps, into which the owner put a small key attached to +her watch chain, carefully locking and laying it away in a drawer of +the desk. + +Approaching a table in the corner of the room, Mrs. Orme filled +a tall narrow Venetian glass with that violet-flavoured, +violet-perfumed Capri wine, whose golden bubbles danced upon the +brim, and, having drained the last amber drop, she rolled her chair +close to the window, looped back the curtains, and sat down. + +The lodgings she had occupied since her arrival in Naples were +situated on the _Riviera di Chiaja_, near the _Villa Reale_, and not +far from the divergence into the _Strada Mergellina_. Of the +wonderful beauty of the scene beyond her front windows She had never +wearied, and now in the ravishing afternoon glow, with the blue air +all saturated with golden gleams, she yielded to the Parthenopean +spell, which, once felt, seems never to be forgotten. + +Had it the power to chant to rest that sombre past which memory kept +as a funeral theme for ever on its vibrating strings? Was there at +last a file for the serpent, that had so long made its lair in her +distorted and envenomed nature? + +At thirty-three time ceases to tread with feathery feet, and the +years grow self-asserting, italicize themselves in passing; and +across the dial of woman's beauty the shadow of decadence falls +aslant. But although Mrs. Orme had offered sacrifice to that +inexorable Terminus, who dwells at the last border line of youth, the +ripeness and glow of her extraordinary loveliness showed as yet no +hint of the coming eclipse. + +Health lent to cheek and lip its richest, warmest tints, and though +the silvery splendour of hope shone no longer in the eloquent brown +eyes, the light of an almost accomplished triumph imparted a baleful +brilliance, which even the long lashes could not veil. + +Her pale lilac robe showed admirably the transparency of her +complexion, and in her waving gilded hair she wore a cluster of +delicate rose anemones. + +Her gaze seemed to have crossed the blue pavement of sea, and rested +on the purpling outlines of Ischia and Capri; but the dimpling smile +that crossed her face sprang from no dreamy reverie of Parthenope +legends, and her voice was low and deep like one rehearsing for some +tragic outbreak. + +"So Samson felt in Dagon's temple, amid the jubilee of his +tormentors, when silent and calm, girded only by the sense of his +wrongs, he meekly bowed to rest himself; and all the while his arms +groped stealthily around the pillars destined to avenge him. Ah! how +calm, how holy, all outside of my heart seems! How in contrast with +that charnel-house yonder vision of peaceful loveliness appears as +incongruous as the nightingales which the soul of Sophocles heard +singing in the grove of the Furies? After to-day will the world ever +look quite the same to me? Thirty-three years have brought me swiftly +to the last fatal page; and shall the hand falter that writes +_finis_?" + +A strangely solemn expression drifted over her countenance, but at +that moment a tall form darkened the doorway, and she smiled. + +"Come in, General Laurance. Punctuality is essentially an American +virtue, rarely displayed in this _dolce far niente_ land; and you +exemplify its nationality. Five was the hour you named, and my little +Swiss tell-tale is even now sounding the last stroke." + +She did not rise, seemed on the contrary, to sink farther back in her +velvet-lined chair; and bending down General Laurance touched her +hand. + +"When a man's happiness for all time is at stake does he loiter on +his way to receive the verdict? Surely you will----" + +He paused and glanced significantly at the figure whose white cap was +bowed low, as its wearer slumbered over the interminable crochet. + +"May not this interview at least be sacred from the presence of your +keepers?" + +"Poor dear soul, she is happily oblivious, and will take no +stenographic notes. I would as soon declare war against my own shadow +as order her away." + +Evidently chagrined, the visitor stood irresolute, and meanwhile the +gaze of his companion wandered back to the beauty of the Bay. + +He drew a chair close to that which she occupied, and holding his hat +as a screen, should Mrs. Waul's spectacles chance to turn in that +direction, spoke earnestly. + +"Have I been unpardonably presumptuous in interpreting favourably +this permission to see you once more? Have you done me the honour to +ponder the contents of my letter?" + +"I certainly have pondered well the contents." + +She kept her hands beyond his reach, and looking steadily into his +eager handsome face, she saw it flush deeply. + +"Madame, I trust, I believe you are incapable of trifling." + +"In which, you do me bare justice only. With me the time for +trifling is past; and just now life has put on all its tragic +vestments. But how long since General Laurance believed me incapable +of--worse than trifling?" + +"Ever since my infamous folly was reproved by you as it deserved. +Ever since you taught me that you were even more noble in soul than +lovely in person. Be generous, and do not humiliate me by recalling +that temporary insanity. Having blundered fearfully, in my ignorance +of your real character, does not the offer of yesterday embody all +the reparation, all the atonement of which a man is capable?" + +"You desire me to consider the proposal contained in your letter, as +an expiation for past offences, as an _amende honourable_ for what +might have ripened into insult, had it not been nipped in the bud? Do +I translate correctly your gracious diction?" + +"No, you cruelly torment me by referring to an audacious and shameful +offence, for which I blush." + +"Successful sins are unencumbered by penitential oblations, and only +discovered and defeated crimes arouse conscience, and paint one's +cheeks with mortification. General Laurance merely illustrates a +great social law." + +"Do not, dear madame, keep me in this fiery suspense. I have offered +you all that a gentleman can lay at the feet of the woman he loves." + +A cold smile lighted her face, as some arctic moonbeams gleams for an +instant across the spires and doomes of an iceberg. + +"Once you attempted to offer me your heart, or what remains of its +ossified ruins; which I declined. Now you tender me your hand and +name, and indeed it appears that like many of the high-born class you +so nobly represent, your heart and hand have never hitherto been +conjoined in your _devoir_. It were a melancholy pity they should be +eternally divorced." + +Bending over her, he exclaimed: + +"As heaven hears me, I swear I love you better than life, than +everything else that the broad earth holds! You cannot possibly doubt +my sincerity, for you hold the proof in your own hands. Be merciful, +Odille, and end my anxiety." + +He caught her hand, and as she attempted no resistance, he raised it +to his moustached lip. Her eyes were resting upon the blue expanse of +water, as if far away, across the vast vista of the Mediterranean she +sought some strengthening influence, some sacred inspiration; and +after a moment, turning them full upon his countenance, she said with +grave stony composure: + +"You have asked me to become your wife, knowing full well that no +affection would prompt me to entertain the thought; and you must be +thoroughly convinced that only sordid motives of policy could +influence me to accept you. Do men who marry under such circumstances +honour and trust the women, who as a _dernier ressort_ bear their +names? You are not so weak, so egregiously vain, as to delude +yourself for one instant with the supposition that I could ever love +you?" + +"Once my wife, I ask nothing more. Upon my own head and life, be the +failure to make you love me. Only give me this hand, and I will take +your heart Can a lover ask less, and hazard more?" + +"And if you fail--woefully, as fail you must?" + +"I shall not. You cannot awe or discourage me, for I have yet to find +the heart that successfully defies my worship. But if you remained +indifferent--ah, loveliest! you would not! Even then, I should be +blessed by your presence, your society--and that alone were worth all +other women!" + +"Even though it cost you the heavy, galling burden of marriage vows, +an exorbitant price, which only necessity extorts? How vividly we of +the nineteenth century exemplify the wisdom of the classic aphorisms? +_Quem Deus vult perdere, prius dementat_. Have you no fear that you +are seizing with bare fingers a glittering thirsty blade, which may +flesh itself in the hand that dares to caress it?" + +"I fear nothing but your rejection; and though you should prove +Judith or Jael, I would disarm you thus." + +Again he kissed the fair slender hand, and clasped it tenderly +between both his own. + +"A man of your years does not lightly forsake the traditions of his +Caste, and the usages of his ancestors; and what can patricians like +General Laurance hope to secure by stooping to the borders of +_proletaire?_" + +"The woman whom he loves. To you I will confess, that never until +within the past six or eight months have I really comprehended the +power of genuine love. Early in life I married a high-born, gentle, +true-hearted woman, who made me a good faithful wife; but into that +alliance my heart never entered, and although for many years I have +been free to admire whom fickle fancy chose, and have certainly +petted and caressed some whom the world pronounced very lovely, the +impression made upon me was transient, as the perfume of a blossom +plucked and worn for a few hours only. You have exerted over me a +fascination which I can neither explain nor resist. For you I +entertain feelings never aroused in my nature until now; and I speak +only the simple truth, when I solemnly swear to you, upon the honour +of a Laurance, that you are the only woman I have ever truly and +ardently loved." + +"The honour of a Laurance? What more sacred pledge could I possibly +desire?" + +The fingers of her free hand were toying with a small gold chain +around her neck, to which was fastened the hidden wedding ring of +black agate, with its white skull; and as she spoke her scarlet lips +paled perceptibly, and her soft dreamy eyes began to glitter. + +"Ah! I repeat, upon my honour as a gentleman and a Laurance; and a +holier oath no man could offer. Of my proud unsullied name I am +fastidiously careful, and can even you demand or hope a nobler one +than that I now lay at your feet?" + +"The name of Laurance? Certainly I think it would satisfy even my +ambition." + +He felt the pretty hand grow suddenly cold in his grasp, and saw the +thin delicate nostril expand slightly, as she fixed her brilliant +eyes on his, and smiled. Then she continued: + +"Is it not too sacred and aristocratic a mantle to fling around an +obscure actress, of whose pedigree and antecedent life you know +nothing, save that widowhood and penury goaded her to histrionic +exhibitions of a beauty, that sometimes threatened to subject her to +impertinence and insult? Put aside the infatuation which not +unfrequently attacks men, who like you are rapidly descending the +hill of life, approaching the stage of second childlike simplicity, +and listen for a moment to the cold dictates of prudence and policy. +Suppose that ere you surrendered your reason to the magnetism of what +you are pleased to consider my 'physical perfection,' one of your +relatives, a brother, or say even your son, had met me at Milan as +you did; and madly forgetting his family rank, his aristocratic ties, +all the pride and worldly wisdom of heredity, had, while in a fit of +complete dementia, offered as you have done to clothe my humble +obscurity in the splendid name of Laurance? Would General René +Laurance have pardoned him, and received me as his sister, or his +daughter?" + +"Could I censure any man for surrendering to charms which have so +completely vanquished me? Thank heaven! I have neither brother nor +son to rival me. My only child Cuthbert is safely anchored in the +harbour of wedlock, and having his own family ties, I am free to +consult only my heart in the choice of a bride. I have not journeyed +so far down the hill of life as you cruelly persist in asserting, and +the fervour of my emotions denies your unkind imputation. When I +proudly show the world the lovely wife of my heart's choice, you will +find my devotion a noble refutation of your unflattering estimate. +But a moment since, you confessed that to exchange the name of Orme +for that of Laurance would crown your ambition; my dearest, the truth +has escaped you." + +With a sudden gesture of loathing she threw off his hand, struck her +palms together, and he started at the expression that seemed +literally to blaze in her eyes, so vivid, so withering was the light +that rayed out. + +"Yes, the truth escaped my lips. The honourable name of Laurance is +talismanic, and offers much to Odille Orme; yet I will stain my soul +with no dissimulation. With love and romance, I finished long, long +ago; and to-day I have not patience to trifle even with its +phraseology. I am thirty-three, and in my early girlhood the one love +dream of all my life was rudely broken, leaving me no more capacity +to indulge a second, than belongs to those marbles in the _Musée +Bourbonique_. For my dear young husband I felt the only intense, +idolatrous, yes, blindly worshipping devotion, that my nature could +yield to any human being. When I lost him, I lost my heart also; +became doubly widowed, because my grief bereft me of the power of +properly loving even our little baby. For years I have given my body +and soul to the accomplishment of one purpose, the elevation of my +social status, and that of my child. Had my husband been spared to +me, we would not have remained obscure and poor, but after my +widowhood the struggle devolved upon me. I have not had leisure to +think of love, have toiled solely for maintenance and position; and +have sternly held myself aloof from the world that dared to believe +my profession rendered me easy of access. Titles have been laid at my +feet, but their glitter seemed fictitious, did not allure me; and no +other name save yours has ever for an instant tempted me. To-day you +are here to plead my acceptance of that name, and frankly, I tell +you, sir, it dazzles me. As an American I know all that it +represents, all that it would confer on me, all that it would prove +for my child, and I would rather wear the name of Laurance than a +coronet! I confess I have but one ambition, to lift my daughter into +that high social plane, from which fate excluded her mother; and this +eminence I covet for her, marriage with you promises me. I have no +heart to bring you; mine died with all my wifely hopes when I lost my +husband. If I consent to give you my hand, and nominally the claim of +a husband, in exchange for the privilege of merging Orme in Laurance, +it must be upon certain solemn conditions, to the fulfilment of which +your traditional honour is pledged. Is a Laurance safely bound by +vows?" + +Her voice had grown strangely metallic, losing all its liquid +sweetness, and as her gaze searched his face, the striking +resemblance she traced in his eyes and mouth to those of Cuthbert and +Regina seemed to stab her heart. + +To the man who listened and watched with breathless anxiety her +hardening, whitening features, she merely recalled the memory of her +own tragic "Medea" confronting "Jason" at Athens. + +"Only accept my vows at the altar, and I challenge the world to +breathe an imputation upon their sanctity. René Laurance never broke +a promise, never forfeited a pledge; and to keep his name unsullied, +his honour stainless, is his sole religion. Odille, my Queen----" + +She rose and waved him back. + +"Spare me rapsodies that accord neither with your years nor my +sentiments. Understand, it is a mere bargain and a sale, and I am +carefully arranging the conditions. For myself I ask little; but as +you are aware, my daughter is grown, is now in her seventeenth year, +and the man whom the world regards as my husband must share his name +and fortune with my child. Doubtless you deem me calculating and +mercenary, and for her dear sake I am forced to do so; for all the +tenderness that remains in my nature is centred in my little girl. +She has been reared as carefully as a princess, is accomplished and +very beautiful, and when you see her I think you will scarcely refuse +the tribute of your admiration and affection." + +For an instant a grey pallor spread from lip to brow, and the unhappy +woman shuddered; but rallying, she moved across the floor to her +writing desk, and the infatuated man followed, whispering: + +"If she resembles her mother, can you doubt her perfect and prompt +adoption into my heart?" + +"My daughter is unlike me; is so entirely the image of her lost +father, that the sight of her beauty sometimes overwhelms me with +torturing memories. Here. General Laurance is a carefully written +paper, which I submit for your examination and mature reflection. +When in the presence of proper witnesses you sign that contract, you +will have purchased the right to claim my hand--mark you, only my +hand--at the altar." + +It was a cautiously worded marriage settlement, drawn up in +conformity with legal requirements; and its chief exaction was the +adoption of Regina, the transmission of the name of Laurance, and +the settlement upon her of a certain amount of money in stocks and +bonds, exclusive of any real estate. As he received the paper and +opened it, Mrs. Orme added: "Take your own time, and weigh the +conditions carefully and deliberately." + +"Stay, Odille; do not leave me. A few moments will suffice for this +matter, and I am in no mood to endure suspense." + +"Within an hour you can at least comprehend what I demand. I am going +to the terrace of the Villa Reale, and when in accordance with that +contract you decide to adopt my child, and present her to the world +as your own, you will find me on the terrace." + +He would have taken her hand, but she walked away and disappeared, +closing a door behind her. + +His hat had rolled out of sight, and as he searched hurriedly for it, +Mrs. Waul spoke from her distant recess: + +"General Laurance will find his hat between the ottoman and the +window." + +The winding walks of the Villa were comparatively deserted, when Mrs. +Orme began to pace slowly to and fro beneath the trees, whose foliage +swayed softly in the mild evening air. When the few remaining groups +had passed beyond her vision, she threw back the long thick veil that +had effectually concealed her features, and approaching the parapet +that overhung the sea, sat down. Removing her hat and veil, she +placed them beside her on the seat, and resting her hands on the iron +railing, bowed her chin upon them, and looked out upon the sea +murmuring at the foot of the wall. + +The flush and sparkle of an hour ago had vanished so utterly, that it +appeared incredible that colour, light, and dimples could ever wake +again in that frozen face, over whose rigid features brooded the calm +of stone. + + "A woman fair and stately, + But pale as are the dead,"-- + +she seemed some impassive soulless creature, incapable alike of +remorse or of hope, allured by no future, frightened by no past; +silently fronting at last the one sunless, joyless, dreary goal, +whose attainment had been for years the paramount aim of her stranded +life. The rosy glow of dying day yet lingered in the sky and tinged +the sea, and a golden moon followed by a few shy stars watched their +shining images twinkling in the tremulous water; but the loveliest +object upon which their soft light fell was that lonely, wan, +lilac-robed woman. + +So Jephtha's undaunted daughter might have looked, as she saw the +Syrian sun sink below the palms and poppies, knowing that when it +rose once more upon the smiling happy world, her sacrifice would have +been accomplished, her fate for ever sealed; or so perhaps Alcestis +watched the slow-coming footsteps of that dreadful hour, when for her +beloved she voluntarily relinquished life. + +To die for those we love were easy martyrdom, but to live in +sacrificial throes fierce as Dirce's tortures, to endure for tedious +indefinite lingering years, jilted by death, demands a fortitude +higher than that of Cato, Socrates, or Seneca. + +To all of us come sooner or later lurid fateful hours that bring us +face to face with the pale Parcæ; so close that we see the motionless +distaff, and the glitter of the opening shears, and have no wish to +stay the clipping of the frayed and tangled thread. + +In comparison with the grim destiny Mrs. Orme had so systematically +planned the hideous "death in life," upon which she was deliberately +preparing to enter, a leap over that wall into the placid sea beneath +would have been welcome as heaven to tortured Dives; but despite the +loathing and horror of her sickened and outraged soul, she +contemplated her future lot as calmly as St. Lawrence the heating of +his gridiron. + +Over the beautiful blue bay, where the moon had laid her pavement of +gold, floated a low sweet song, a simple barcarolle, that came from a +group of happy souls in a small boat + + "Che cosi vual que pesci + Fiduline! + L'anel que me cascá + Nella bella mia barca + Nella bella se ne vá. + Fiduline." + +Approaching the shore, the ruddy light burning at one end of the boat +showed its occupants; a handsome athletic young fisherman, and his +pretty childish wife, hushing her baby in her arms, with a slow +cradle-like movement that kept time to her husband's song. + + "Te daro cento scudi + Fiduline. + Sta borsa riccamá + Por la bella sua barca + Colla bella se ne vá + Fidulilalo, Fiduline." + +Springing ashore he secured the boat, and held out his arms for the +sleeping bud that contained in its folded petals all their domestic +hopes; and as the star-eyed young mother kissed it lightly and laid +it in its father's arms, the happy pair walked away, leaving the echo +of their gay musical chatter lingering on the air. + +To the woman who watched and listened from the parapet above, it +seemed a panel rosy, dewy, fresh from Tempe, set as a fresco upon the +walls of Hell, to heighten the horrors of the doomed. + +From her chalice fate had stolen all that was sweet and rapturous in +wifehood and motherhood, substituting hemlock; and as the vision of +her own fair child was recalled by the sleeping babe of the Italian +fisherman, she suffered a keen pang in the consciousness that those +tender features of her innocent daughter reproduced vividly the image +of the man who had blackened her life. + +The face in Regina's portrait was so thoroughly Laurance in outline +and Laurance in colour, that the mother had covered it with a thick +veil, unable to meet the deep violet eyes that she had learned to +hate in René Laurance and his son. + +Yet for the sake of that daughter, whose gaze she shunned, she was +about to step down into flames far fiercer than those of Tophet, +silently immolating all that remained of her life. + +Although she neither turned her head nor removed her eyes from the +sea, she knew that the end was at hand. For one instant her heart +seemed to cease beating, then with a keen spasm of pain slowly +resumed its leaden labour. + +The erect, graceful, manly figure at her side bent down, and the +grizzled moustache touched her forehead. + +"Odille, I accept your terms. Henceforth in accordance with your own +conditions you are mine; mine in the sight of God and man." + +Recoiling, she drew her handkerchief across the spot where his lips +had rested, and her voice sounded strangely cold and haughty: + +"God holds Himself aloof from such sacrilege as this, and sometimes I +think He does not witness, or surely would forbid. Just yet, you must +not touch me. You accept the conditions named, and I shall hold +myself bound by the stipulations; but until I am your wife, until you +take my hand as Mrs. Laurance, you will pardon me if I absolutely +prohibit all caresses. I am very frank, you see, and doubtless you +consider me peculiar, probably prudish, but only a husband's lips can +touch mine, only a husband's arm encircle me. When we are +married----" + +She did not complete the sentence, but a peculiar musical laugh +rippled over her lips, and she held out her hand to him. + +"Remember, I promised General Laurance only my hand, and here I +surrender it. You have fairly earned it, but I fear it will not prove +the guerdon you fondly imagine." + +He kissed it tenderly, and keeping it in his, spoke very earnestly: + +"Only one thing, Odille, I desire to stipulate, and that springs +solely from my jealous love. You must promise to abandon the stage +for ever. Indeed, my beautiful darling, I could not endure to see my +wife, my own, before the footlights. In Mrs. Laurance the world must +lose its lovely idol." + +"Am I indeed so precious in General Laurance's eyes! Will he hold me +always such a dainty sacred treasure, safe from censure and +aspersion? Sir, I appreciate the delicate regard that prompts this +expression of your wishes, and with one slight exception, I willingly +accede to them. I have written a little drama, adapting the chief +_rôle_ to my own peculiar line of talent and I desire in that play, +of my own composition, to bid adieu to the stage. In Paris, where +illness curtailed my engagement, I wish to make my parting bow, and +I trust you will not oppose so innocent a pleasure? The marriage +ceremony shall be performed in the afternoon, and that night I +propose to appear in my own play. May I not hope that my husband +will consent to see me on my wedding day in that _rôle_? Only one +night, then adieu for ever to the glittering bauble! Can my +fastidious lover refuse the first boon I ever craved?" + +She turned and placed her disengaged hand on his shoulder, and as the +moonlight shone on her smiling dangerously beguiling face, the +infatuated man laid his lips upon the soft white fingers. + +"Could I refuse you anything, my beautiful brown-eyed empress? Only +once more then; promise me after that night to resign the stage, to +reign solely in my heart and home." + +"You have my promise, and when I break my vows, it will be the +Laurance example that I follow. In your letter you stated that urgent +business demanded your return to Paris, possibly to America. Can you +not postpone the consummation of our marriage?" + +"Impossible! How could I consent to defer what I regard as the +crowning happiness of my life? I have not so many years in store, +that I can afford to waste even an hour without you. When I leave +Europe, I shall take my darling with me." + +The moon was shining full upon her face, and the magnificent eyes +looked steadily into his. There was no movement of nerve and muscle +to betray all that raged in her soul, as she fought and conquered the +temptation to spring forward, and hurl him over the parapet. + +In the flush and enthusiasm of his great happiness, he certainly +seemed far younger in proportion to their respective years than his +companion; and as he softly stroked back a wave of golden hair that +had fallen on her white brow, he leaned until his still handsome face +was close to hers, and whispered: + +"When may I claim you? Do not, my love, delay it a day longer than is +absolutely necessary." + +"To-morrow morning I will give you an answer. Then I am going away +for a few days to Pæstum, and cannot see you again till we meet in +Paris. Recollect, I warned you, I bring no heart, no love; both are +lost hopelessly in the ashes of the past. I never loved but one +man--the husband of my youth, the father of my baby; and his loss I +shall mourn till the coffin closes above me. General Laurance, you +are running a fearful hazard, and the very marble of the altar should +find a voice to cry out and stay your madness." + +She shivered, and her eyes burned almost supernaturally large and +lustrous. + +Charmed by her beauty and grace, which had from the beginning of +their acquaintance attracted him more powerfully than any other woman +had ever done, and encouraged by the colossal vanity that had always +predominated in his character, he merely laughed and caressed her +hand. + +"Can any hazard deter me when the reward will be the privilege, the +right to fold you in my arms? I am afraid of nothing that can result +from making you my wife. Do not cloud my happiness by conjuring up +spectres that only annoy you, that cannot for an instant influence +me. Your hands are icy and you have no shawl. Let me take you home." + +Silently she accepted his arm, and as the fringy acacias trembled and +sighed above her, she walked by his side; wondering if the black +shadow that hung like a pall over the distant crest of Vesuvius were +not a fit symbol of her own wretched doomed existence, threatening a +sudden outbreak that would scatter ruin and despair where least +expected? + +Nearing the Villa gate General Laurance asked: + +"What is the character of your drama? Is it historic?" + +"Eminently historic." + +"In what era?" + +"In the last eighteen or twenty years." + +"When may I read the _MS_? I am impatient to see all that springs +from your dear hands." + +"The dramatic effect will be finer, when you see me act it. Pardon me +if I am vain enough to feel assured that my little play will touch my +husband's heart as ever Racine, Shakespeare, and Euripides never +did!" + +There was a triumphant, exultant ring in her silvery voice that only +charmed her infatuated companion, and tenderly pressing the hand that +lay on his arm, he added pleadingly; + +"At least, my dear Odille, you will tell me the title?" + +She shook off his fingers, and answered quietly: + +"General Laurance, I call it merely--_Infelice_." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +For some days subsequent to Mrs. Carew's departure, Regina saw little +of her guardian, whose manner was unusually preoccupied, and entirely +devoid of the earnest interest and sympathy he had displayed at their +last interview. Ascribing the change to regret at the absence of the +guest whose presence had so enlivened the house, the girl avoided all +unnecessary opportunities of meeting him, and devoted herself +assiduously to her music and studies. + +The marriage of a friend residing in Albany had called Olga thither, +and in the confusion and hurried preparation incident to the journey +she had found, or at least improved, no leisure to refer to the +subject of the remarks made by Mrs. Carew and Mr. Chesley relative to +Mr. Eggleston. + +Mr. Congreve and Mrs. Palma had accompanied Olga to the railroad +depot, and she departed in unusually high spirits. + +Several days elapsed, during which Mr. Palma's abstraction increased, +and by degrees Regina learned from his stepmother that a long pending +suit involving several millions of dollars was drawing to a close. + +As counsel for the plaintiff, he was summing up and preparing his +final speech. An entire day was consumed in its delivery, and on the +following afternoon as Regina sat at the library table writing her +German exercise, she heard, his footsteps ascending with unwonted +rapidity the hall stairs. Outside the door he paused, and accosted +Mrs. Palma who hastened to meet him. + +"Madam, I have won." + +"Indeed, Erle, I congratulate you. I believe it involves a very large +fee?" + +"Yes, twenty thousand dollars; but the victory yields other fruit +quite as valuable to me. Judges McLemore and Mayfield were on the +defence, and it cost me a very hard fight: literally--' _Palma non +sine pulvere_.' The jury deliberated only twenty minutes, and of +course I am much gratified." + +"I am heartily glad, but it really is no more than I expected; for +when did you ever fail in anything of importance?" + +"Most signally in one grave matter, which deeply concerns me. +Despite my efforts, Olga's animosity grows daily more intense, and it +annoys, wounds me; for you are aware that I have a very earnest +interest in her welfare. I question very much the propriety of your +course in urging this match upon her, and you know that from the +beginning I have discouraged the whole scheme. She is vastly +Congreve's superior, and I confess I do not relish the idea of seeing +her sacrifice herself so completely. I attempted to tell her so, +about a fortnight since, but she stormily forbade my mentioning +Congreve's name in her presence, and looked so like an enraged +leopardess that I desisted." + +"It will prove for the best, I hope; and nothing less binding, less +decisive than this marriage will cure her of her obstinate folly. +Time will heal all, and some day, Erle, she will understand you, and +appreciate what you have done." + +"My dear madam, I merely mean that I desire she should regard me as a +brother, anxious to promote her true interests; whereas she considers +me her worst enemy. Just now we will adjourn the subject, as I must +trouble you to pack my valise. I am obliged to start immediately to +Washington, and cannot wait for dinner. Will you direct Octave to +prepare a cup of coffee?" + +"How long will you be absent?" + +"I cannot say positively, as my business is of a character which may +be transacted in three hours, or may detain me as many days. I must +leave here in half an hour." + +The door was open, and hearing what passed, Regina bent lower over +her exercise book when her guardian came forward. + +Although toil-worn and paler than usual, his eyes were of a proud +glad light, that indexed gratification at his success. + +Leaning against the table, he said carelessly: + +"I am going to Washington, and will safely deliver any message you +feel disposed to send to your admirer, Mr. Chesley." + +She glanced inquiringly at him. + +"I hope you reciprocate his regard, for he expressed great interest +in your welfare." + +"I liked him exceedingly; better than any gentleman I ever met, +except dear Mr. Hargrove." + +"A very comprehensive admission, and eminently flattering to poor +Elliott and 'Brother' Douglass." + +"Mr. Chesley is a very noble-looking old man, and seemed to me worthy +of admiration and confidence. He did not impress me as a stranger, +but rather as a dear friend." + +"Doubtless I shall find the chances all against me, when you are +requested to decide between us." + +A perplexed expression crossed the face she raised toward him. + +"I am not as quick as Mrs. Carew in solving enigmas." + +"_ A propos!_ what do you think of my charming fair client?" + +Her heart quickened its pulsations, but the clear sweet voice was +quiet and steady. + +"I think her exceedingly beautiful and graceful." + +"When I am as successful in her suit as in the great case I won +to-day, I shall expect you to offer me very sincere congratulations." + +He smiled pleasantly, as he looked at her pure face, which bad never +seemed so surpassingly lovely as just then, with white hyacinths +nestling in and perfuming her hair. + +"I shall not be here then; but, Mr. Palma, wherever I am, I shall +always congratulate you upon whatever conduces to your happiness." + +"Then I may consider that you have already decided in favour of Mr. +Chesley?" + +"Mr. Palma, I do not quite understand your jest" + +"Pardon me, it threatens to become serious. Mr. Chesley is immensely +wealthy, and having no near relatives desires to adopt some pretty, +well-bred, affectionate-natured girl, who can take care of and cheer +his old age; and to whom he can bequeath his name and fortune. His +covetous eye has fallen upon my ward, and he seriously contemplates +making some grave proposals to your mother, relative to transferring +you to Washington, and thence to San Francisco. As Mr. Chesley's +heiress, your future will be very brilliant, and I presume that in a +voluntary choice of guardians, I am destined to lose my ward." + +"Very soon my mother will be my guardian, and Mr. Chesley is +certainly a gentleman of too much good sense and discretion to +entertain such a thought relative to a stranger, of whom he knows +absolutely nothing. A few polite kindly worded phrases bear no such +serious interpretation." + +She had bent so persistently over her book, that he closed and +removed it beyond her reach, forcing her to regard him; for after the +toil, contention, and brain-wrestling of the courtroom, it was his +reward just now to look into her deep calm eyes, and watch the +expressions vary in her untutored ingenuous countenance. + +"Men, especially confirmed old bachelors, are sometimes very +capricious and foolish; and my friend Mr. Chesley appears to have +fallen hopelessly into the depth of your eyes. In vain I assured him +that Helmholtz has demonstrated that the deepest blue eye is after +all only a turbid medium. In his infatuation he persists that science +is a learned bubble, and that your eyes are wells of truth and +inspiration. Of course you desire that I shall present your +affectionate regards to your future guardian?" + +"You can improvise any message you deem advisable, but I send none." + +A faint colour was stealing into her cheeks, and the long lashes +drooped before the bright black eyes, that had borne down many a +brave face on the witness stand. + +The clock struck, and Mr. Palma compared his watch with its record. + +He was loath to quit that charming quiet room, which held the fair +innocent young queen of his love, and hasten away upon the impending +journey; but it was important that he should not miss the railway +train, and he smothered a sigh: + +"This morning I neglected to give you a letter which arrived +yesterday, and of course I need expect no pardon when you ascertain +that it is from 'India's coral strand.' If 'Brother Douglass' is as +indefatigable in the discharge of his missionary as his epistolary +labours, he deserves a crown of numerous converts. This letter was +enclosed in one addressed to me, and I prefer that you should +postpone your reply until my return. I intended to mention the matter +this morning, but was absorbed in court proceedings, and now I am too +much hurried." + +She put the letter into her pocket, and at the same time drew out a +small envelope containing the amount of money she had borrowed. +Rising, she handed it to him. + +"Allow me to cancel my debt." + +As he received it, their fingers met, and a hot flush rushed over the +lawyer's weary face. He bit his lip, and recovered himself before she +observed his emotion. + +"That alms-giving episode is destined to yield an inestimable harvest +of benefits. But I must hurry away. Pray do not take passage for the +jungles of Oude before I return, for whenever you leave me I should +at least like the ceremony of bidding my ward adieu. Good-bye." + +She gave him her hand. + +"Good-bye, Mr. Palma. I hope you will have a pleasant trip." + +As she stood before him, the rich blue of her soft cashmere dress +rendered her pearly complexion fairer still, and though keen pain +gnawed at her heart, no hint of her suffering marred the perfection +of her face. + +"Lily, where did you get those lovely white hyacinths? Yesterday I +ordered a bouquet of them, but could procure none. Would you mind +giving me the two that smell so deliciously in your hair? I want +them--well--no matter why. Will you oblige me?" + +"Certainly, sir; but I have a handsomer fresher spike of flowers in +a glass in my room, which I will bring down to you." + +She turned, but he detained her. + +"No, these are sufficiently pretty for my purpose, and I am hurried. +I trust I may be pardoned this robbery of your floral ornaments, +since you will probably see neither Mr. Roscoe, Mr. Chesley, nor yet +Padre Sahib this evening." + +She laid the snowy perfumed bells in his outstretched hand, and said: + +"I am exceedingly glad that even in such a trifle I can contribute to +your pleasure, and I assure you that you are perfectly welcome to my +hyacinths." + +The sweet downcast face, and slightly wavering voice appealed to all +that was tender and loving in his cold undemonstrative nature, and +he was strongly tempted to take her in his arms, and tell her the +truth, which every day he found it more difficult to conceal. + +"Thank you. Some day, Lily, I will tell you their mission and fate. +Should I forget, remind me." + +He smiled, bowed, and hurried from the room, leaving her sadly +perplexed. + +At dinner Mrs. Palma said: + +"I have promised to chaperon the Brace sisters to-night to the opera, +and shall take tea at their house. Were I sure of a seat for you, I +should insist upon taking you, for I dislike to leave you so much +alone; but the box might be full, and then things would be awkward." + +"You need have no concern on my account, for I have my books, and am +accustomed to being alone. Moreover, I am not particularly partial to +the music of 'Martha' which will be played to-night." + +"Did your guardian tell you he has just won that great 'Migdol' case +that created so much interest?" + +"He mentioned it. Mrs. Palma, I thought he looked weary and jaded; as +if he needed a rest, rather than a journey." + +"Erle is never weary. His nerves are steel, and he will speedily +forget his court-house cares in Mrs. Carew's charming conversation." + +"But she is not in Washington?" + +"She told me yesterday she would go there this afternoon, and showed +me the most superb maize-coloured satin just received from Worth, +which she intends wearing to-morrow evening at the French +Ambassador's ball, or reception. You know she is very fascinating, +and though Erle thinks little about women, I really believe she will +succeed in driving law books, for a little while at least, out of his +cool clear head. My dear, I am going to write a short note. Will you +please direct Hattie to bring my opera hat, cloak, and glasses?" + +With inexpressible relief, Regina heard the heavy silk rustle across +the hall, when she took her departure, and rejoiced in the assurance +that there was no one to intrude upon her solitude. + +How she wished that she could fly to some desert, where undiscovered +she might cry aloud, in the great agony that possessed her heart. + +The thought that her guardian had hastened away to accompany that +grey-eyed, golden-haired witch of a woman to Washington was +intolerably bitter; and as she contemplated the possibility, nay the +probability, of his speedy marriage, a wild longing seized her to +make her escape, and avoid the sight of such a spectacle. + +When she recalled his proud, handsome, composed face, and tried to +imagine him the husband of Mrs. Carew, bending over, caressing her, +the girl threw her arms on his writing desk, and sunk her face upon +them, as if to shut out the torturing vision. + +She knew that he was singularly reserved and undemonstrative; she had +never seen him fondle or caress anything, and the bare thought that +his stern marble lips would some day seek and press that woman's +scarlet mouth made her shiver with a pang that was almost maddening. + +How cruelly mocking that he should take her favourite snowy hyacinths +to offer them to Mrs. Carew! Did his keen insight penetrate the folly +she had suffered to grow up in her own heart, and had he coolly +resorted to this method of teaching her its hopelessness? + +If she could leave New York before his return, and never see him +again, would it not be best? His eyes were so piercing, he was so +accustomed to reading people's emotions in their countenance, and she +felt that she could not survive his discovery of her secret. + +What did his irony relative to India portend? Hitherto she had quite +forgotten the letter from Mr. Lindsay, and now breaking the seal, +sought an explanation. + +A few faded flowers fell out as she unfolded it, and ere she +completed the perusal a cry escaped her. Mr. Lindsay wrote that his +health had suffered so severely from the climate of India that he had +been compelled to surrender his missionary work to stronger hands, +and would return to his native land. He believed that rest and +America would restore him, and now he fully declared the nature of +his affection, and the happiness with which he anticipated his +reunion with her; reminding her of her farewell promise that none +should have his place in her heart. More than once she read the +closing words of that long letter. + + "I had intended deferring this declaration until you were + eighteen, and restored to your mother's care; but my unexpectedly + early return, and the assurance contained in your letters that + your love has in no degree diminished, determine me to acquaint + you at once with the precious hope that so gladdens the thought + of our approaching reunion. While your decision must of course be + subject to and dependent on your mother's approval, I wish you to + consult only the dictates of your heart, believing that all my + future must be either brightened or clouded by your verdict. Open + the package given to you in our last interview, and if you have + faithfully kept your promise let me see upon your hand the ring + which I shall regard as the pledge of our betrothal. Whether I + live many or few years, God grant that your love may glorify and + sanctify my earthly sojourn. In life or death, my darling Regina, + believe me always, + + "Your devoted + + "DOUGLASS." + +Below the signature, and dated a week later, were several lines in +Mrs. Lindsay's handwriting, informing her that her son had again been +quite ill, but was improving; and that within the ensuing ten days +they expected to sail for Japan, and thence to San Franciso, where +Mrs. Lindsay's only sister resided. In conclusion she earnestly +appealed to Regina, as the daughter of her adoption, not to +extinguish the hope that formed so powerful an element in the +recovery of her son Douglass. + +Was it the mercy of God, or the grim decree of fatalism, or the +merest accident that provided this door of escape, when she was +growing desperate? + +Numb with heart-ache, and strangely bewildered, Regina could +recognize it only as a providential harbour, into which she could +safely retreat from the storm of suffering that was beginning to roar +around her. Recalling the peaceful happy years spent at the +parsonage, and the noble character of the man who loved her so +devotedly, who had so tenderly cared for her through the season of +her childhood, a gush of grateful emotion pleaded that she owed him +all that he now asked. + +When she contrasted the image of the pale student, so affectionate, +so unselfishly considerate in all things, with the commanding figure +and cold, guarded, non-committal face of Mr. Palma, she shivered and +groaned: but the comparison only goaded her to find safety in the +sheltering love, that must at least give her peace. + +If she were Douglass Lindsay's wife, would she not find it far easier +to forget her guardian? Would it be sinful to promise her hand to +one, while her heart stubbornly enshrined the other? She loved Mr. +Lindsay very much: he seemed holy, in his supremely unselfish and +deeply religious life; and after awhile perhaps other feelings would +grow up toward him. + +In re-reading the letter, she saw that Mr. Lindsay had informed Mr. +Palma of the proposal which it contained; as he deemed it due to her +guardian to acquaint him with the sentiments they entertained for +each other. + +Should she reject the priestly hand and loyal heart of the young +missionary, would not Mr. Palma suspect the truth? + +She realized that the love in her heart was of that deep exhaustive +nature which comes but once to women, and since she must bury it for +ever, was it not right that she should dedicate her life to promoting +Mr. Lindsay's happiness? Next to her mother, did she not owe him more +than any other human being? + +As she sat leaning upon Mr. Palma's desk, she saw his handkerchief +near the inkstand, where he had dropped it early that morning; and +taking it up, she drew it caressingly across her check and lips. +Everything in this room, where since her residence in New York she +had been accustomed to see him, grew sacred from association with +him, and all that he touched was strangely dear. + +For two hours she sat there, very quiet, weighing the past, +considering the future; and at last she slowly resolved upon her +course. + +She would write that night to her mother, enclose Mr. Lindsay's +letter, and if her mother's permission could be obtained, she would +give her hand to Douglass, and in his love forget the brief madness +that now made her so wretched. + +From the date of the postscript she discovered that the letter had +been delayed _en route_, and computing the time from Yokohama to San +Francisco, according to information given by Mr. Chesley, she found +that unless some unusual detention had occurred, the vessel in which +Mr. and Mrs. Lindsay intended to sail should have already reached +California. + +Mr. Palma's jest relative to India was explained; and evidently he +had not sufficient interest in her decision even to pause and ask it. +Knowing the contents, he had with cold indifference carried the +letter for two days in his pocket, and handed it to her just as he +was departing. + +She imagined him sitting in the car, beside Mrs. Carew, admiring her +beauty, perhaps uttering in her ear tender vows, never breathed by +his lips to any other person; while she--the waif, the fatherless, +nameless, obscure young girl--sat there alone desperately fighting +the battle of destiny. + +Bitter as was this suggestion of her aching heart, it brought +strength; and rising, she laid aside the handkerchief, and quitted +the apartment that babbled ceaselessly of its absent master. + +Among some precious souvenirs of her mother she kept the package +which had been given to her by Mr. Lindsay with the request that it +should remain unopened until her eighteenth birthday; and how she +unlocked the small ebony box that contained her few treasures. + +The parcel was sealed with red wax, and when she removed the +enveloping pasteboard, she found a heavy gold ring, bearing a large +beautifully tinted opal, surrounded with small diamonds. On the +inside was engraved "Douglass and Regina," with the date of the day +on which he had left the parsonage for India. + +Kneeling beside her bed, she prayed that God would help her to do +right, would guide her into the proper path, would enable her to do +her duty, first to her mother, then to Mr. Lindsay. + +When she rose, the ring shone on her left hand, and though her face +was worn and pallid her mournful eyes were undimmed, and she sat down +to write her mother frankly concerning the feelings of intense +gratitude and perfect confidence which prompted her to accept Mr. +Lindsay's offer, provided Mrs Orme consented to the betrothal. + +Ere she had concluded the task, her attention was attracted by a +noise on the stairs that were situated near her door. + +It was rather too early for Mrs. Palma's return from the opera, and +the servants were all in a different portion of the building. + +Regina laid down her pen, and listened. Slow heavy footsteps were +ascending, and recognizing nothing familiar in the sound, she walked +quickly to the door which stood ajar, and looked out. + +A tall woman wrapped in a heavy shawl had reached the landing, and as +the gaslight fell upon her, Regina started forward. + +"Olga! we did not expect you until to-morrow, but you are disguised! +Oh! what is the matter?" + +Wan and haggard, apparently ten years older than when she ran down +these steps a week previous departing for Albany, Olga stood clinging +to the mahogany rail of the balustrade. Her large straw bonnet had +fallen back, the heavy hair was slipping low on neck and brow, and +her sunken eyes had a dreary stare. + +"Are you ill? What has happened? Dear Olga, speak to me." + +She threw her arms around the regal figure, and felt that she was +shivering from head to foot. + +As she became aware of the close clinging embrace in which Regina +held her, a ghastly smile parted Olga's colourless lips, and she said +said in a husky whisper: + +"Is it you? True little heart; the only one left in all the world." + +After a few seconds, she added: + +"Where is mamma?" + +"At the opera." + +"To see Beelzebub? All the world is singing and playing that now, and +you may be sure that you and I shall be in at the final chorus. +Regina----" + +She swept her hand feebly over her forehead, and seemed to forget +herself. + +Then she rallied, and a sudden spark glowed in her dull eyes, as when +a gust stirs an ash heap, and uncovers a dying ember. + +"Erle Palma?" + +"Has gone to Washington." + +"May he never come back! O God! a hundred deaths would not satisfy +me! A hundred graves were not sufficient to hide him from my sight!" + +She groaned and clasped her hand across her eyes. + +"What dreadful thing has occurred? Tell me, you know that you can +trust me." + +"Trust! no, no; not even the archangels that fan the throne of God. I +have done with trust. Take me in your room a little while. Hide me +from mamma until to-morrow; then it will make no difference who sees +me." + +Regina led her to the low rocking chair in her own room, and took off +the common shawl and bonnet which she had used as a disguise, then +seized her cold nerveless hand. + +"Do tell me your great sorrow." + +"Something rare nowaday. I had a heart, a live, warm, loving heart, +and it is broken; dead--utterly dead. Regina, I was so happy +yesterday. Oh! I stood at the very gate of heaven, so close that all +the glory and the sweetness blew upon me, like June breezes over a +rose hedge; and the angels seemed to beckon me in. I went to meet +Belmont, to join him for ever, to turn my back on the world, and as +his wife pass into the Eden of his love and presence.... Now, another +gate yawns, and the fiends call me to come down, and if there really +be a hell, why then----" + +For nearly a moment she remained silent. + +"Olga, is he ill? Is he dead?" + +A cry as of one indeed broken-hearted came from her quivering lips, +and she clasped her arms over her head. + +"Oh, if he were indeed dead! If I could have seen him and kissed him +in his coffin! And known that he was still mine, all mine, even in +the grave----" + +Her head sank upon her bosom, and after a brief pause she resumed in +an unnaturally calm voice. + +"My world so lovely yesterday has gone to pieces; and for me life is +a black crumbling ruin. I hung all my hopes, my prayers, my fondest +dreams on one shining silver thread of trust, and it snapped, and all +fall together. We ask for fish, and are stung by scorpions; we pray +for bread--only bare bread for famishing hearts--and we are stoned. +Ah! it appears only a hideous dream; but I know it is awfully, +horribly true." + +"What is true? Don't keep me in suspense." + +Olga bent forward, put her large hands on Regina's shoulders as the +latter knelt in front of her, and answered drearily: + +"He is married." + +"Not Mr. Eggleston?" + +"Yes, my Belmont. For so many years he has been entirely mine, and +oh, how I loved him! Now he is that woman's husband. Bought with her +gold. I intended to run away and marry him; go with him to Europe, +where I should never see Erle Palma's cold devilish black eyes again. +Where in some humble little room hid among the mountains, I could be +happy with my darling. I sold my jewellery, even my richest clothing, +that I might have a little money to defray expenses. Then I wrote +Belmont of my plans, told him I had forsaken everything for him, and +appointed a place in this city where we could meet. I hastened down +from Albany, disguised myself, and went to the place of rendezvous. +After waiting a long time, his cousin came; brought me a letter, +showed me the marriage notice. Only two days ago they--Belmont and +that woman--were married, and they sailed for Europe at noon to-day, +in the steamer upon which I had expected to go as a bride. He wrote +that with failing health, penury staring him in the face, and, +despairing at last of being able to win me, he had grown reckless, +and sold himself to that wealthy widow who had long loved him, and +who would provide generously for his helpless mother. He said he +dared not trust himself to see me again. And so, all is over for +ever." + +She dropped her head on her clenched hands, and shuddered. "Dear +Olga, he was not worthy of you, or he would never have deserted you. +If he truly loved you, he never could have married another, for----" + +She paused, for the shimmer of the diamonds on her hand accused her. +Was she not contemplating similar treachery? Loving one man, how dare +she entertain the thought of listening to another's suit. She was +deeply and sincerely attached to Douglass, she reverenced him more +than any living being; but she knew that it was not the same feeling +her heart had declared for her guardian, and she felt condemned by +her own words. + +Olga made an impatient motion, and answered: + +"Hush--not a word against him; none shall dishonour him. He was +maddened, desperate. My poor darling! Erle Palma and mamma were too +much for us, but we shall conquer at last. Belmont will not live many +months; he had a hemorrhage from his lungs last week, and in a little +while we shall be united. He will not long wait to join me." + +She leaned back and smiled triumphantly, and Regina became uneasy as +she noted the unnatural expression of her eyes. + +"What do you mean, Olga? You make me unhappy, and I am afraid you are +ill." + +"No, dear; but I am tired. So tired of everything in this hollow, +heartless, shameful world, that I want to lie down and rest. For +eight years nearly I have leaned on one hope for comfort; now it has +crumbled under me, and I have no strength. Will you let me sleep here +with you to-night? I will not keep you awake." + +"Let me help you to undress. You know I shall be glad to have you +here." + +Regina unbuttoned her shoes, and began to draw them off, while Olga +mechanically took down and twisted her weighty hair. Once she put her +hand on her pocket, and her eyes glittered. + +"I want a glass of wine, or anything that will quiet me. Please go +down to the dining-room, and get me something to put me to sleep. My +head feels as if it were on fire." + +The tone was so unusually coaxing, that Regina's suspicions were +aroused. + +"I don't know where to find the key of the wine closet." + +"Then wake Octave, and tell him to give you some wine He keeps port +and madeira for soups and sauces. You must I would do as much for +you. I will go to Octave." + +She attempted to rise, but Regina feigned acquiescence, and left the +room, closing the door, but leaving a crevice. Outside, she knelt +down and peeped through the key-hole. + +Alarmed by the unnatural expression of the fiery hazel eyes, a +horrible dread overshadowed her, and she trembled from head to foot. + +While she watched, Olga rose, turned her head and listened intently; +then drew something from her pocket, and Regina saw that it was a +glass vial. + +"I win at last. To-morrow, mamma and her stepson will not exult over +this victory. If I have an immortal soul may God--my Maker and +Judge--have mercy upon me!" + +She drew out the cork with her teeth, turned, and as she lifted the +vial to her lips, Regina ran in and seized her arm. + +"Olga, you are mad! Would you murder yourself?" + +They grappled; Olga was much taller and now desperately strong, but +luckily Regina had her fingers also on the glass, and, dragging down +the hand that clenched it, the vial was inverted, and a portion of +the contents fell upon the carpet. + +Feeling the liquid run through her fingers, Olga uttered la cry of +baffled rage of despair, and struck the girl a heavy blow in the face +that made her stagger; but almost frantic with terror Regina improved +the opportunity afforded by the withdrawal of one of the large hands, +to tighten her own grasp, and in the renewed struggle succeeded in +wrenching away the vial. The next instant, she hurled it against the +marble mantlepiece, and saw it splintered into numberless fragments. + +As the wretched woman watched the fluid oozing over the hearth, she +cried out and covered her face with her hands. + +"Dear Olga, you are delirious, and don't know what you are doing. Go +to bed, and when you lie down, I will get the wine for you. Please, +dear Olga! You wring my heart." + +"Oh, you call yourself my friend, and you have been most cruel of +all! You keep me from going to a rest that would have no dreams, and +no waking, and no to-morrow. Do you think I will live and let them +taunt me with my folly, my failure? Let that iron fiend show his +white teeth, and triumph over me? People will know I sold my clothes, +and tried to run away, and was forsaken. Oh! if you had only let me +alone! I should very soon lave been quiet; out of even Erle Palma's +way! Now----" + +She gave utterance to a low, distressing wail, and rocked herself, +murmuring some incoherent words. + +"Olga, your mother has come, and unless you wish her to hear you, and +come in, do try to compose yourself." + +Shuddering at the mention of her mother, she grew silent, moody, and +suffered Regina to undress her. After a long while, during which she +appeared absolutely deaf to all appeals, she rose, smiled strangely, +and threw herself across the bed; but the eyes were beginning to +sparkle, and now and then she laughed almost hysterically. + +When an hour had passed, and no sound came from the prostrate figure, +Regina leaned over to look at her, and discovered that she was +whispering rapidly some unintelligible words. + +Once she startled up, exclaiming: + +"Don't have such a hot fire! My head is scorching." + +Regina watched her anxiously, softly stroking one of her hands, +trying to soothe her to sleep; but after two o'clock, when she grew +more restless and incoherent in her muttering, the young nurse felt +assured she was sinking into delirium, and decided to consult Mrs. +Palma. + +Concealing the shawl and bonnet, and gathering up the most +conspicuous fragments of glass on the hearth, she put them out of +sight, and hurried to Mrs. Palma's room. + +She was astonished to find her still awake, sitting before a table, +and holding a note in her hand. + +"What is the matter, Regina?" + +"Olga has come home, and I fear she is very ill. Certainly she is +delirious." + +"Oh! then she has heard it already! She must have seen the paper. I +knew nothing of it until to-night, when Erle's hasty note from +Philadelphia reached me, after I left the opera. I dreaded the effect +upon my poor, unfortunate child. Where is she?" + +"In my room." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +During the protracted illness that ensued, Olga temporarily lost the +pressure of the burden she had borne for so many years, and entered +into that Eden which her imagination had painted, ere the sudden +crash and demolition of her _Chateaux en Espagne_. Her delirium was +never violent and raving, but took the subdued form of a beatified +existence. In a low voice, that was almost a whisper, she babbled +ceaselessly of her supreme satisfaction in gaining the goal of all +her hopes--and dwelt upon the beauty of her chalet home--the tinkling +music of the bells on distant heights where cattle browsed--the +leaping of mountain torrents just beyond her window--the cooing of +the pigeons upon the tall peaked roof--the breath of mignonette and +violets stealing through the open door. When pounded ice was laid +upon her head, an avalanche was sliding down, and the snow saluted +her in passing; and when the physician ordered more light admitted +that he might examine the unnaturally glowing eyes, she complained +that the sun was setting upon the glacier and the blaze blinded her. +Now she sat on a mossy knoll beside Belmont, reading aloud Buchanan's +"Pan" and "The Siren," while he sketched the ghyll; and anon she +paused in her recitation of favourite passages to watch the colour +deepen on the canvas. + +From the beginning Dr. Suydam had pronounced the case peculiarly +difficult and dangerous, and as the days wore on, bringing no +debatement of cerebral excitement, he expressed the opinion that some +terrible shock had produced the aberration that baffled his skill, +and threatened to permanently disorder her faculties. + +Jealously Regina concealed all that had occurred on the evening of +her return, and though Mrs. Palma briefly referred to her daughter's +unfortunate attachment to an unworthy man, whose marriage had +painfully startled her, she remained unaware of the revelations made +by Olga. Although she evinced no recognition of those about her, the +latter shrank from all save Regina whose tender ministrations were +peculiarly soothing; and clinging to the girl's hand, she would +smilingly talk of the peace and happiness reaped at last by her +marriage with Belmont Eggleston, and enjoin upon her the necessity of +preserving from "mamma and Erle Palma" the secret of her secluded +little cottage home. + +On the fourth night, Mrs. Palma was so prostrated by grief and +watching, that she succumbed to a violent nervous headache, and was +ordered out of the room by the physician, who requested that Regina +might for a few hours be entrusted with the care of his patient. + +"But if anything should happen? And Regina is so inexperienced?" +sobbed the unhappy mother, bending over her child, who was laughing +at the gambols of some young chamois, which delirium painted on the +wall. + +"Miss Orme will at least obey my orders. She is watchful and +possesses unusual self-control, which you, my dear madam, utterly +lack in a sick-room. Beside, Olga yields more readily to her than to +any one else, and I prefer that Miss Orme should have the care of +her. Go to bed, madam, and I will send you an anodyne that will +compose you." + +"If any change occurs, you will call me instantly?" + +"You may rest assured I shall." + +Mrs. Palma leaned over her daughter, and as her tears fell on the +burning face of the sufferer, the latter put up her hands, and said: + +"Belmont, it is raining and your picture will be ruined, and then +mamma will ridicule your failure. Cover it quick." + +"Olga, my darling, kiss mamma good-night." + +But she was busy trying to shield the imaginary painting with one of +the pillows, and began in a quavering voice to sing Longfellow's +"Rainy Day." Her mother pressed her lips to the hot cheek, but she +seemed unconscious of the caress, and weeping bitterly Mrs. Palma +left the room. As she passed into the hall a cry escaped her, and +the broken words: + +"Oh, Erle, I thought you would never come! My poor child!" + +Dr. Suydam closed the door, and drawing Regina to the window, +proceeded to question her closely, and to instruct her concerning the +course of treatment he desired to pursue. Should Olga's pulse sink to +a certain stage, specified doses must be given; and in a possible +condition of the patient he must be instantly notified. + +"I am glad to find Mr. Palma has returned. Though he knows no more +than a judge's gavel of what is needful in a sick-room, he will be a +support and comfort to all, and his nerves never flag, never waver. +Keep a written record of Olga's condition at the hours I have +specified, and shut her mother out of the room as much as possible. I +will try to put her to sleep for the next twelve hours, and by that +time we shall know the result. Good-night." + +Olga had violently opposed the removal from Regina's room, and in +accordance with her wishes she had remained where her weary whirling +brain first rested on the day of her return. Arranging the medicine +and glasses, and turning down the light, Regina put on her pale blue +dressing-gown girded at the waist by a cord and tassel, and loosely +twisted and fastened her hair in a large coil low on her head and +neck. She had slept none since Olga came home, and anxiety and +fatigue had left unmistakable traces on her pale, sad face. The +letter to her mother had been finished and signed, but still lay in +the drawer of her portable writing desk, awaiting envelope and stamp; +and so oppressed had she been by sympathy with Olga's great +suffering, that for a time her own grief was forgotten, or at least +put aside. + +The announcement of Mr. Palma's return vividly recalled all that +beclouded her future, and she began to dread the morrow that would +subject her to his merciless bright eyes, feeling that his presence +was dangerous. Perhaps by careful manoeuvring she might screen +herself in the sick-room for several days, and thus avoid the chance +of an interview, which must result in an inquiry concerning her +answer to Mr. Lindsay's letter. Fearful of her own treacherous heart, +she was unwilling to discuss her decision until assured she had grown +calm and firm, from continued contemplation of her future lot; +moreover, her guardian would probably return from Washington an +accepted lover, and she shrank from the spectacle of his happiness, +as from glowing ploughshares--lying scarlet in her pathway. In this +room she would ensconce herself, and should he send for her, various +excuses might be devised to delay the unwelcome interview. + +Olga had grown more quiet, and for nearly an hour after the doctor's +departure she only now and then resumed her rambling, incoherent +monologue. Sitting beside the bed, Regina watched quietly until the +clock struck twelve, and she coaxed the sufferer to take a spoonful +of a sedative from which the physician hoped much benefit. She bathed +the crimson cheeks with a cloth dipped in iced water, and all the +while the hazel eyes watched her suspiciously. Other reflections +began to colour her vision, and the happy phase was merging into one +of terror, lest her lover should die or be torn away from her. +Leaning over her, Regina endeavoured to compose her by assurances +that Belmont was well and safe, but restlessly she tossed from side +to side. + +At last she began to cry, softly at first, like a fretful weary +child; and while Regina held her hands, essaying to soothe her, a +shadow glided between the gas globe and the bed, and Mr. Palma stood +beside the two. He looked pale, anxious, and troubled, as his eyes +rested sorrowfully on the fevered face upon the pillow, and he saw +that the luxuriant hair had been closely clipped, to facilitate +applications to relieve the brain. The parched lips were browned and +cracked, and the vacant stare in the eyes told him that consciousness +was still a long way off. + +But was there even then a magnetic recognition, dim and vague, of the +person whom she regarded as the inveterate enemy of her happiness? +Cowering among the bedclothes, she trembled and said, in a husky yet +audible whisper: + +"Will you hide us a little while? Belmont and I will soon sail, and +if Erle Palma and mamma knew it, they would tear me from my darling, +and chain me to Silas Congreve, and that would kill me. Oh! I only +want my darling; not the Congreve emeralds, only my Belmont, my +darling." + +Something that in any other man would have been a groan, came from +the lawyer's granite lips, and Regina, who shivered at his presence, +looked up, and said hastily: + +"Please go away, Mr. Palma; the sight of you will make her worse." + +He only folded his arms over his chest, sighed, and sat down, keeping +his eyes fixed on Olga. It was one o'clock before she ceased her +passionate pleading for protection from those whom she believed +intent upon sacrificing her, and then turning her face to the wail +she became silent, only occasionally muttering rapid indistinct +sentences. + +For some time Mr. Palma sat with his elbow on his knee, and his head +resting on his hand, and even in that hour of deep anxiety and dread, +Regina realized that she was completely forgotten; that he had +neither looked at nor spoken to her. + +Nearly a half-hour passed thus, and his gaze had never wandered from +the restless sufferer on the bed, when Regina rose and renewed the +cold cloths on her forehead. She counted the pulse, and while she +still sat on the edge of the bed, Olga half rose, threw herself +forward with her head in Regina's lap, and one arm clasped around +her. Softly the girl motioned to her guardian to place the bowl of +iced water within her reach, and, dipping her left hand in the water, +she stole her fingers lightly across the burning brow. Olga became +quiet, and by degrees the lids drooped over the inflamed eyes. +Patiently Regina continued her gentle cool touches, and at last she +was rewarded by seeing the sufferer sink into the first sleep that +had blessed her during her illness. + +Fearing to move even an inch lest she should arouse her, and knowing +the physician's anxiety to secure repose, the slight figure sat like +a statue, supporting the head and shoulders of the sleeper. The clock +ticked on, and no other sound was audible, save a sigh from Mr. +Palma, and the heavy breathing of Olga. The former was leaning back +in his chair, with his arms crossed, and though Regina avoided +looking at him, she knew from the shimmer of his glasses, that his +eyes were turned upon her. Gradually the room grew cold, and she +raised her hand and pointed to a large shawl lying on a chair within +his reach. Very warily the two spread it lightly over the arms and +shoulders, without disturbing the sleeper. One arm was clasped about +Regina's waist, and the flushed face was pressed against her side. + +So they watched until three o'clock, and then Mr. Palma saw that the +girl was wearied by the constrained, uncomfortable position. He had +been studying the colourless, mournful features that were as regular +and white as if fashioned in Pentelicus, and noted that the heavy +hair coiled low at the back of the head, gave a singularly graceful +outline to the whole. She kept her eyes bent upon the face in her +lap, and the beautiful lashes and snowy lids drooped over their blue +depth. He knew from the paling of her lips that she was faint and +tired, but he realized that she could be relieved only by the +sacrifice of that sound slumber, upon which Olga's welfare was so +dependent. If she stirred even a muscle the sleeper might awake to +renewed delirium. + +The next hour seemed the longest he had ever spent, and several times +he looked at his watch, hoping the clock a laggard. To Regina the +vigil was inexpressibly trying, and sitting there three feet from her +guardian, she dared not lift her gaze to the countenance that was so +dear. + +At four o'clock he took a pillow and lounge cushion and placed them +behind her as a support for her wearied frame, but she dared not lean +against them sufficiently to find relief; and stooping he put his arm +around her shoulder, and pressed her head against him. Laying his +cheek on hers, he whispered very cautiously, for his lips touched her +ear: + +"I am afraid you feel very faint; you look so. Can you bear it a +little while longer?" + +His breath swept warm across her cold cheek, and she hastily inclined +her head. He lowered his arm, but remained close beside her, and at +last she beckoned to him to bend down, and whispered: + +"The fire ought to be renewed in the furnace; will you go down, and +attend to it?" + +Shod in his velvet slippers, he noiselessly left the room. + +How long he was absent, she was unable to determine, for her heart +was beating madly from the pressure of his cheek, and the momentary +touch of his arm; and gazing at the ring on her finger, she fiercely +upbraided herself for this sinful folly. Wearing that opal, was it +not unwomanly and wicked to thrill at the contact with one, who never +could be more than her coolly kind, prudent, sagacious guardian? She +felt numb, sick, giddy, and her heart--ah! how it ached as she tried +to realize fully that some day he would caress Mrs. Carew! + +Olga slept heavily, and when Mr. Palma returned, he brought his warm +scarlet-lined dressing-gown and softly laid it around Regina's +shoulders. She looked up to express her thanks, but he was watching +Olga's face, and soon after walked to the mantlepiece and stood +leaning, with his elbow upon it. + +At last the slumberer moaned, turned, and after a few restless +movements, threw herself back on the bolster, and fell asleep once +more, with disjointed words dying on her lips. It was five o'clock, +and Mr. Palma beckoned Regina to him. + +"She will be better when she wakes. Go to her room, and go to sleep. +I will watch her until her mother comes in." + +"I could not sleep, and am unwilling to leave her until the doctor +arrives." + +"You look utterly exhausted." + +"I am stronger than I seem." + +"Mrs. Palma tells me that you have been made acquainted with the +unfortunate infatuation which has overshadowed poor Olga's life for +some years at least. I should be glad to know what you have learned." + +"All that was communicated to me on the subject was under the seal of +confidence, and I hope you will excuse me if I decline to betray the +trust reposed in me." + +"Do you suppose I am ignorant of what has recently occurred?" + +"At least, sir, I shall not recapitulate what passed between Olga and +myself." + +"You are aware that she considers me the author of all her +wretchedness." + +"She certainly regards you and Mrs. Palma's opposition to her +marriage with Mr. Eggleston as the greatest misfortune of her life." + +"He is utterly unworthy of her affection, is an unscrupulous +dissipated man; and it were better she should die to-day, rather than +have wrecked her future by uniting it with his." + +"But she loved him so devotedly." + +"She was deceived in his character, and refused to listen to a +statement of facts. When she knows him as he really is, she will +despise him." + +"I am afraid not" + +"I know her better than you do. Olga is a noble high-souled woman, +and she will live to thank me for her salvation from Eggleston. Her +marriage with Mr. Congreve must not be consummated; I will never +permit it in my house." + +"She believes you have urged it, have manoeuvred to bring it to +pass, and this has enhanced her bitterness." + +"Manoeuvring is beneath me, and I am justly accused of much for +which I am in no degree responsible. Poor Olga has painted me an +inhuman monster, but her good sense will ere long acquit me, when +this madness has left her and she is once more amenable to reason." + +He walked softly across the floor, leaned over the bed, and for some +minutes watched the sleeper, then quietly left the room. + +Drawing his dressing-gown closely around her, Regina sat down near +the bedside; and as she felt the pleasant warmth of the pearl-grey +merino, and detected the faint odour of cigar smoke in its folds, she +involuntarily pressed her lips to the garment that seemed almost a +part of its owner. + +Day broke clear and cold, and when the sun had risen Regina saw that +the flush was no longer visible in Olga's face, and that to delirium +had succeeded stupor. + +The physician looked anxious, and changed the medicine, and he found +some difficulty in arousing her sufficiently to administer it. Mrs. +Palma resumed her watch at her daughter's side, and Dr. Suydam +remained several hours, urging the pale young nurse to take some +repose; but aware that the crisis of the disease had arrived, the +latter could not consent to quit the room even for a moment. Twice +during the day, Mr. Palma came up from his office, and into the +darkened apartment where life and death were battling for their +prostrate prey; but he exchanged neither word nor glance with his +ward, and after brief consultation with the doctor glided noiselessly +away. + +About seven o'clock Mrs. Palma went down to dinner, leaving Regina +alone with the sufferer, and scarcely five minutes later she heard a +low moan from the figure that had not stirred for many hours. + +Brightening the light, she peered cautiously at the face lying upon +the pillow, and was startled to find the eyes wide open. Trembling +with anxiety she said: + +"Are you not better? You have slept long and soundly." + +Mournfully the hazel eyes looked at her, and the dry brown lips +quivered. + +"I have been awake some time." + +"Before your mother left?" + +"Yes." + +"Dear Olga, is your mind quite clear again?" + +"Terribly clear. I suppose I have been delirious?" + +"Yes, you have known none of us for five days. Here, drink this, the +doctor said you must have it the instant you waked." + +"To keep me from dying? Why should I live? I remember everything so +vividly, and while custom made you all try to save me, you are +obliged to know it would have been better, more kind and merciful, to +have let me die at once. Give me some water." + +After some seconds, she wearily put her hand to her head, and a +ghostly smile hovered over her mouth. + +"All my hair cut off? No matter now, Belmont will never see me again, +and I only cared for my glossy locks because he was so proud of them. +Poor darling." + +She groaned, knitted her brows, and shut her eyes; and though she did +not speak again, Regina knew that she lay wrestling with bitter +memories. When her mother came back, she turned her face toward the +wall, and Mrs. Palma eagerly exclaimed: + +"My darling, do you know me? Kiss your mother." + +Olga only covered her face with her hands and said wearily: + +"Don't touch me yet, mamma. You have broken my heart." + +At the expiration of the fifth day of convalescence, Olga was wrapped +in warm shawls and placed on the couch, which had been drawn near the +grate where a bright fire burned. Thin and wan, she lay back on the +cushions and pillows, with her wasted hands drooping listlessly +beside her. Moody, and taciturn, she refused all aid from any but +Regina, and mercilessly exacted her continual presence. By day the +latter waited upon and read to her; by night she rested on the same +bed, where the unhappy woman remained for hours awake, and +inconsolable, dwelling persistently upon her luckless fate. At Mrs. +Palma's suggestion her stepson had not visited the sick-room since +the recovery of Olga's consciousness; and being closely confined to +the limits of the apartment, Regina had not seen her guardian for +several days. About three o'clock in the afternoon, when she had +finished brushing the short tangled hair that clung in auburn rings +around the invalid's forehead, Olga said: + +"Read me the 'Penelope.'" + +Regina sat down on a low stool close to the couch, and while she +opened the book and read, Olga's right arm stole over her shoulder. +At the opposite side of the hearth her mother sat, watching the pair; +and she saw the door open sufficiently to admit Mr. Palma's head. +Quickly she waved him back with a warning gesture; but he shook his +head resolutely, advanced a few steps, and stood in a position which +prevented the girls from discovering his presence. As Regina paused +to turn a leaf, Olga began a broken recitation, grouping passages +that suited her fancy: + + "Yea, love, I am alone in all the world, + The past grows dark upon me where I wait. + + * * * * * + + Behold how I am mocked! + + * * * * * + + They come to me, mere men of hollow clay, + And whisper odious comfort, and upbraid + The love that follows thee where'er thou art. + + * * * * * + + And they have dragged a promise from my lips + To choose a murderer of my love for thee, + To choose at will from out the rest one man + To slay me with his kisses!"---- + +She groaned, and gently caressing her hand, Regina read on, and +completed the poem. + +When she closed the book, Mr. Palma came forward and stood at the +side of the couch, and in his hand he held several letters. At sight +of him a flush mounted to Olga's hollow cheek, and she put her +fingers over her eyes. He quietly laid one hand on her forehead and +said pleadingly: + +"Olga, dear sister, if you had died without becoming reconciled to +me, I should never have felt satisfied or happy, and I thank God you +have been spared to us; spared to allow me an opportunity of +explaining some thirds which, misunderstood, have caused you to hate +me. Regina let me have this seat a little while, and in half an hour +you ard Mrs. Palma can come back. I wish to talk alone with Olga." + +"To gloze over your deeds and machinations, to deny the dark cowardly +work that has stabbed my peace for ever! No, no! The only service you +can render me now is to keep out of my sight! Erle Palma, I shall +hate you to my dying hour; and my only remaining wish--prayer--is, +that she whom you love may give her pure hand to another; that you +may live to see her belong to other arms than yours, even as you have +helped to thrust Belmont from mine! Oh, I thank God! your cold +selfish heart has stirred at last, and I shall have my revenge, when +you come, like me, to see the lips you love kissed by another, and +the hands that were so sacred to your fond touch clasped by some +other man, wearing the badge and fetter of his ownership! When your +darling is a wife--but not yours--then the agony that you have +inflicted on me will be your portion. Because you love her, as you +never yet loved even yourself, may you lose her for ever!" + +She had struck off his hand, and while struggling up into a sitting +posture, her eyes kindled, and her voice shook with the tempest of +feeling that broke over her. + +Mr. Palma crimsoned, but motioned Mrs. Palma away, and Regina +exclaimed: + +"In her feeble state this excitement may be fatal. Have you no mercy, +Mr. Palma?" + +"Because I wish to be merciful to her, I desire you will leave the +room." + +Mrs. Palma seized the girl's hand and drew her hastily away, and +while the two sat on the staircase near the door of the sickroom, +Regina learned from a hurried and fragmentary narration that her +guardian had for years contributed to the comfort and maintenance of +Mr. Eggleston's mother and sister, that his influence had been +exerted to induce a friend in Philadelphia to purchase the artist's +"California Landscape," and that his persistent opposition to Olga's +marriage had been based upon indubitable proofs that Mr. Eggleston +had deceived her; had addressed three other ladies during the seven +years' clandestine correspondence, and had merely trifled with the +holiest feelings of the girl's trusting heart. In conclusion Mrs. +Palma added: + +"Erle was too proud to defend himself, and sternly prohibited me from +acquainting her with some of his friendly acts. Even those two +helpless Eggleston women do not dream that their annual contribution +of money and fuel comes from him. He would leave Olga in her +prejudice and animosity, did he not think that a knowledge of all +that has occurred might prove to her how unworthy that man is. She +stubbornly persists that my stepson is weary of supporting us, and +desires to force a this marriage with Mr. Congreve; whereas he has +from the beginning assured me he deemed it inexpedient, and dreaded +the result." + +"Mrs. Palma, she insists that she will never marry any one now, and +intends to join one of the Episcopal Church sisterhoods in a western +city." + +"She certainly will not marry Mr. Congreve, for Erle called upon him +and requested him to release Olga from the engagement, alleging, +among other reasons, that her health was very much broken, and that +she would spend some time in Europe. This sisterhood scheme he +declares he will not permit her to accomplish." + +Between the two fell a profound silence, and Regina could think of +nothing but her guardian's flushed confused countenance, when Olga +taxed him with his love for Mrs. Carew. How deeply his heart must be +engaged, when his stem, cold, noncommittal face crimsoned? + +It seemed a long time since they sat down there, and Regina was +growing restless when the front door-bell rang. The servant who +brought up a telegram addressed to Mr. Palma, informed Mrs. Palma +that Mr. Roscoe was waiting in the dining-room to see her. + +"My dear, knock at the door, and hand this to Erle. I will come back +directly." + +She went downstairs, and, glad of any pretext to interrupt an +interview which she believed must be torturing to poor Olga, Regina +tapped at the door. + +"Come in." + +Standing on the threshold, she merely said: + +"Here is a telegraphic despatch, which may require a reply." + +"Come in," repeated Mr. Palma. + +Advancing, she saw with amazement that he was kneeling close to the +couch, with Olga's hand in his, and his bowed head close to her face. +When she reached the lounge she found that Olga was weeping bitterly, +while now and then heavy sobs convulsed her feeble frame. + +"Mr. Palma, do you want to throw her back into delirium by this cruel +excitement? Do go away, and leave us in peace." + +"She will feel far happier after a little while, and tears will ease +her heart. Olga, you have not yet given me your promise." + +"Be patient! Some day you will learn perhaps that though the idol you +worshipped so long has fallen from the niche where you set it, even +the dust is sacred; and you want no strange touch to defile it. Oh +the love, the confidence, the idolatry--I have so lavishly +squandered! Because it was wasted, and all--all is lost, can I mourn +the less?" + +"At least give me your promise to wait two years, to follow my +advice, to accede to my plan for your future." + +He wiped the tears from her cheek, and after some hesitation she said +brokenly: + +"How can you care at all what becomes of me? But since you have saved +me from Mr. Congreve, and contrived to conceal the traces of my +disguise and flight from Albany, I owe you something, owe something +to your family pride. I will think over all you wish, and perhaps +after a time, I can see things in a different light. Now--all is +dark, ruined--utterly----" + +She wept passionately, hiding her face in her hands; and rising, Mr. +Palma placed some open letters on the chair beside her. He walked to +the window, opened and read the telegram, and Regina saw a heavy +frown darken his brow. As if pondering the contents, he stood for +more than a minute, then went to the door, and said from the +threshold: + +"The papers, Olga, are intended for no eye but yours. In reviewing +the past, judge me leniently, for had you been born my own sister I +should have no deeper interest in your welfare. Henceforth try to +trust me as your brother, and I will forgive gladly all your unjust +bitterness and aspersion." + +He disappeared, and almost simultaneously Mrs. Palma came back and +kissed her daughter's forehead. + +With a low piteous wail, Olga threw her white hands up about her +mother's neck, and sobbed: + +"Oh, mamma! mamma! take me to your heart! Pity me!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + + +Since the night of Olga's return, Regina had taken her meals in the +sick-room, gladly availing herself of any pretext for avoiding the +dreadful _tête-à-tête_ breakfasts. + +On the morning after the painful interview between Olga and Mr. +Palma, the former desired to remove into her own apartment, and the +easy chair in which she sat was wheeled carefully to the hearth in +her room. + +"Come close to me, dear child." + +Olga held her companion for some seconds in a tight embrace, then +kissed her cheek and forehead. + +"Patient, true little friend; you saved me from destruction. How worn +and white you look, and I have robbed you so long of sleep! When I am +stronger, I want to talk to you; but to-day I must be alone, must +spend it among my dead hopes, sealing the sepulchres. Jean Ingelow +tells us of 'a Dead Year' 'cased in cedar, and shut in a sacred +gloom;' but I have seven to shroud and bury; and will the day ever +dawn when I can truly say: + + Silent they rest, in solemn salvatory'? + +Go out, dear, into the sunshine; you look so weary. Leave me alone in +the cold crypts of memory; you need not be afraid, I have no second +vial of poison." + +She seemed so hopeless, and her voice was so indescribably mournful, +that Regina's eyes filled with tears, but Mrs. Palma just then called +her into the hall. + +"Erle says you must put on your hat, wrap up closely, and come +downstairs. He is waiting to take you to ride." + +She had not seen her guardian since he left Olga's sofa the previous +day, and answered without reflection. + +"Ask him to excuse me. I am not very well, and prefer remaining in my +own room." + +From the foot of the stairs, Mr. Palma's voice responded: + +"Fresh air will benefit you. I insist upon your coming immediately." + +She leaned over the railing, and saw him buttoning his overcoat. + +"Please, Mr. Palma, excuse me to-day." + +"Pardon me, I cannot. The carriage is waiting." + +She was tempted to rebel outright, to absolutely refuse obedience to +his authority, which threatened her with the dreaded interview, but a +moment's reflection taught her that resistance to his stubborn will +was useless, and she went reluctantly downstairs, forgetting her +gloves in her trepidation. He handed her into the carriage, took a +seat beside her, and directed Farley to drive to Central Park. + +The day though cold was very bright, and he partly lowered the silk +curtains to shut out the glare of the sun. For a half-hour they +rolled along the magnificent Avenue, and only casual observations +upon weather, passing equipages, and similar trivial topics, afforded +Regina time to compose her perturbed thoughts. With his overcoat +buttoned tight across his broad chest, and hat drawn a little low on +his brow, Mr. Palma sat, holding his gloved fingers interlaced; and +his brilliant eyes rested now and then very searching upon the face +at his side, which was almost as white as the snowy fur sack that +enveloped her. + +"What is the matter with your cheek?" he said at length. + +"Why do you ask?" She instantly shielded it with her hand. + +"It has a slightly bluish, bruised appearance." + +"It is of no consequence, and will soon disappear." + +"Olga must indeed have struck you a heavy blow, to leave a mark that +lingers so long. She told me how desperately you wrestled to stay her +suicidal course, and as a family we owe you much for your firm brave +resistance." + +"I am sorry she has betrayed what passed. I hoped you would never +suspect the distressing facts." + +"When a girl deliberately defies parental wishes and counsel, and +scorns the advice and expostulation of those whom experience has +taught something of life and the world, her fate sooner or later is +sad as Olga's. A foolish caprice which young ladies invariably +denominate 'love,' but which is generally merely flattered vanity, +not unfrequently wrecks a woman's entire life; and though Olga will +rally after a time, she cannot forget this humiliating episode, which +has blighted the brightest epoch of her existence. Her rash, blind +obstinacy has cost her very dear. Here, let us go out; I want you to +walk awhile." + +They had entered the Park, and, ordering the driver to await them at +a specified spot, Mr. Palma turned into the Ramble. For some moments +they walked in silence, and finally he pointed to a rustic seat +somewhat secluded, and beyond the observation of the few persons +strolling through the grounds. Regina sat with her muff in her lap, +and her bare hands nervously toying with her white silk tassel. Her +guardian noticed the tremulousness of her lip, and at that moment the +sun, smiting the ring on her finger, kindled the tiny diamonds into a +circle of fire. Mr. Palma drew off his gloves, put them in his +pocket, and just touched the opal, saying coldly: + +"Is that a recent gift from your mother? I never saw you wear it +until the night you bathed poor Olga's forehead." + +"No, sir." + +Involuntarily she laid her palm over the jewels that was beginning to +grow odious in her own sight. + +"May I inquire how long it has been in your possession?" + +"Since before I left the parsonage. I had it when I came to New +York." + +"Why then have you never worn it?" + +"What interest can such a trifle possess for you, sir?" + +"Sufficient at least to require an answer." + +She sat silent. + +"Regina." + +"I hear you, Mr. Palma." + +"Then show me the courtesy of looking at me when you speak. +Circumstances have debarred me until now from referring to a letter +from India, which I gave you before I went to Washington. I presume +you are aware that the writer in enclosing it to me acquainted me +with its tenor and import. Will you permit me to read it?" + +"I sent it to my mother nearly a week ago." + +She had raised her eyes, and looked at him almost defiantly, nerving +herself for the storm that already darkened his countenance. + +"Mr. Lindsay very properly informed me that his letter contained an +offer of marriage, and though I requested you to defer your answer +until my return, I could not of course doubt that it would prove a +positive rejection, since you so earnestly assured me he could never +be more than a brother to you. At least, let me suggest that you +clothe the refusal in the kindest possible terms." + +Her face whitened, and she compressed her lips, but her beautiful +eyes became touchingly mournful in their strained gaze. Mr Palma took +off his glasses, and for the first time in her life she saw the full, +fine bright black eyes, without the medium of lenses. How they looked +down into hers? + +She caught her breath, and he smiled: + +"My ward must be frank with her guardian." + +"I have been frank with my mother, and since nothing has been +concealed from her, no one else has the right to catechise me. To her +it is incumbent upon me to confide even the sacred details to which +you allude, and she knows all; but you can have no real interest in +the matter." + +"Pardon me, I have a very deep interest in all that concerns my ward; +especially when the disposal of her hand is involved. What answer +have you given 'Brother Douglass'?" + +As he spoke, he laid his hand firmly on both of hers, but she +attempted to rise. + +"Oh, Mr. Palma! Ask me no more, spare me this inquisition. You +transcend your authority." + +"Sit still. Answer me frankly. You declined Mr. Lindsay's offer?" + +"No, sir!" + +She felt his hand suddenly clutch hers, and grow cold. + +"Lily! Lily!" + +The very tone was like a prayer. Presently, he said sternly: + +"You must not dare to trifle with me. You cannot intend to accept +him?" + +"Mother will determine for me." + +Mr. Palma had become very pale, and his glittering teeth gnawed his +lower lip. + +"Is your acceptance of that man contingent only on her consent and +approval?" + +For a moment she looked away at the blue heavens bending above her, +and wondered if the sky would blacken when she had irretrievably +committed herself to this union. The thought was hourly growing +horrible, and she shivered. + +He stooped close to her, and even then she noted how laboured was +his breathing, and that his mouth quivered: + +"Answer me; do you mean to marry him?" + +"I do, if mother gives me permission." + +Bravely she met his eyes, but her words were a mere whisper, and she +felt that the worst was over; for her there could be no retraction. + +It was the keenest blow, the most bitter disappointment of Erle +Palma's hitherto successful life, but his face hardened, and he bore +it, as was his habit, without any demonstration, save that +discoverable in his mortal paleness. + +During the brief silence that ensued, he still held his hand firmly +on hers, and when he spoke his tone was cold and stern. + +"My opinion of your probable course in this matter was founded +entirely upon belief in the truthfulness of your statement that Mr. +Lindsay had no claim on your heart. Only a short time since you +assured me of this fact, and my faith in your candour must plead +pardon for my present profound surprise. Certainly I was credulous +enough to consider you incapable of deceit." + +The scorn in his eyes stung her like a lash, and clasping her fingers +spasmodically around his hand, she exclaimed: + +"I never intended to deceive you. Oh, do not despise me!" + +"I presume you understand the meaning of the words you employ; and +when I asked you if I would be justified in softening your rejection +of my cousin by assuring him that your affections were already +engaged you emphatically negatived that statement, saying it would be +untrue." + +"Yes, and I thought so then; but did not know my own heart." + +Her shadowy eyes looked appealingly into his, but he smiled +contemptuously. + +"You did not know your affections had travelled to India, until the +gentleman formally asked for them? Do you expect me to believe that?" + +"Believe anything except that I wilfully deceived you." + +The anguish, the hopelessness written in her blanched face, and the +trembling of the childishly small hands that had unconsciously +tightened around his touched him. + +He put his right hand under her chin and lifted the face. + +"Lily, I want the truth. I intend to have it; and all of it. Now look +me in the eye and answer me solemnly, remembering that the God you +reverence hears your words. Do you really love Mr. Lindsay?" + +"Yes; he is so good, how can I help feeling attached to him?" + +"You love him next to your mother?" + +"I think I do." + +The words cost her a great effort, and her eyes wandered from his. + +"Look straight at me. You love him so well you wish to be his wife?" + +"I want to make him happy if I can." + +"No evasions, if you please. Answer yes, or no. Is Mr. Lindsay dearer +to you than all else in the world?" + +"Next to mother's his happiness is dearest to me." + +"Yes--or no--this time; is there no one you love better?" + +Earth and sky, trees and rocks, seemed whirling into chaos, and she +shut her eyes. + +"You have no right to question me farther. I will answer no more." + +Was the world really coming to an end? She heard her guardian laugh, +and the next moment he had caught her to his heart. What did it +mean? Was she too growing delirious with brain fever? His arm held +her pressed close to his bosom, and his cheek leaned on her head, +while strangely sweet and low were his words: + +"Ah, Lily! Lily! Hush. Be still." + +She wished that she could die then and there, for the thought of Mr. +Lindsay sickened her soul. But the memory of the ring appalled her, +and she struggled to free herself. + +"Let me go! Do let us go home. I am sick." + +His arm drew her closer still. + +"Be quiet, and let me talk to you, and remember I am your guardian. +Lily, I am afraid you are tempted to stray into dangerous paths, and +your tender little heart is not a safe counsellor. You are sincerely +attached to your old friend, you trust and honour him, you are very +grateful to him for years of kindness during your childhood; and now +when his health has failed, and he appeals to you to repay the +affection he has long given you, gratitude seems to assume the form +of duty, and you are trying to persuade yourself that you ought to +grant his prayer. Lily, love is the only chrism that sanctifies +marriage, and though at present you might consent to become Mr. +Lindsay's wife, suppose that in after years you should chance to meet +some other man, perhaps not so holy, so purely Christian as this +noble young missionary, but a man who seized, possessed your +deep--deathless womanly love, and who you knew loved you in return? +What then?" + +"I would still do my duty to my dear Douglass." + +"No doubt you would try. But you would do wrong to marry your friend +feeling as you do; and you ought to wait and fully explain to him the +nature of your sentiments. You are almost a child, and scarcely know +you own heart yet, and I, as your guardian, cannot consent to see you +rashly forge fetters that may possibly gall you in future. The letter +to your mother has not yet been forwarded. Hattie, to whom you +entrusted it, did not give it to me until this morning, alleging in +apology, that she put it in her pocket and forgot it. I have reason +to believe that in a very short time you will see your mother: let +this matter rest until you can converse fully with her, and if she +sanctions your decision I, of course, shall have no right to +expostulate. Lily, I want to see you happy, and while I profoundly +respect Mr. Lindsay, who I daresay is a most estimable gentleman, I +should not very cordially give you away to him." + +She rose and stood before him, clasping her hands tightly over each +other; tearless, tortured, striving to see the path of duty. + +"Mr. Palma, if I can only make him happy! I owe him so much. When I +remember all that he did so tenderly for years, and especially on +that awful night of the storm, I feel that I ought not to refuse what +he asks of me." + +"If he knew how you felt, I think I could safely promise for him that +he would not accept your hand. The heart of the woman he loves, is +the boon that a man holds most precious. Lily, you know your inmost +heart does not prompt you to marry Mr. Lindsay." + +Did he suspect her secret folly? The blood that had seemed to curdle +around her aching heart surged into her cheeks, painting them a vivid +rose, and she said hastily: + +"Indeed he is very dear to me. He is the noblest man I ever knew. How +could I fail to love him?" + +He took her left hand and examined the ring. + +"You wear this, as a pledge of betrothal? Is it not premature when +your mother is in ignorance of your purpose? Tell me, my ward, tell +me, do you not rather keep it here to stimulate your flagging sense +of duty? To strengthen you to adhere to your rash resolve?" + +"He wrote that if I had faithfully kept my farewell promise to him he +wished me to wear it." + +"May I know the nature of that promise?" + +"That I would always love him next to my mother." + +"But I think you admitted that possibly you might some day meet your +ideal who would be dearer even than mother and Douglass. I do not +wish to distress you needlessly, but while you are under my +protection I must unflinchingly do all that honour demands of a +faithful guardian. I can permit no engagement without your mother's +approval; and I honestly confess to you, that I am growing impatient +to place you in her care. Do you still desire your letter forwarded?" + +"If you please." + +"Sit down. I have sad news for you." + +He unbuttoned his coat, took an envelope from his pocket, and she +recognized the telegram which had arrived the previous day. "Regina, +many guardians would doubtless withhold this, but fairness and +perfect candour have been my rule of life, and I prefer frankness to +diplomacy. This telegraphic despatch arrived yesterday, and is +intended for you, though addressed to me." + +He put it in her hand, and filled with an undefined terror that +chilled her she read: + + "SAN FRANCISCO. + + "MR. ERLE PALMA,--Tell your ward that Douglass is too ill to + travel farther. If she wishes to see him alive she must come + immediately. Can't you bring her on at once? + + "ELISE LINDSAY." + + +The despatch fluttered to the ground and the girl moaned and bowed +her face in her hands. He waited some minutes, and with a sob she +said: + +"Oh, let me go to him! It might be a comfort to him, and if he should +die? Oh, do let me go!" + +"Do you think your mother would consent to your taking so grave a +step?" + +"I do not know, but she would not blame me when she learned the +circumstances. If I waited to consult her he might--oh! we are +wasting time! Mr. Palma, pity me! Send me to him--to the friend who +loves me so truly, so devotedly!" + +She started up and wrung her hands, as imagination pictured the noble +friend ill, perhaps dying, and longing to see her. + +"Regina, compose yourself. That telegram has been delayed by an +unprecedented fall of snow that interrupts the operation of the +wires, and it is dated three days ago. Last night I telegraphed to +learn Mr. Lindsay's condition, but up to the time of our leaving +home, the wires were not working through to San Francisco; and the +trains on the Union Pacific are completely snowbound. The agent told +me this morning that it was uncertain when the cars would run +through, as the track is blocked up. Until we ascertain something +definite let me advise you to withhold your letter, enclosing his; +for I ought to tell you that I am daily expecting a summons to send +you to Europe. Come, walk with me and try to be patient." + +He offered her his arm, and they walked for some time in profound +silence. At last she exclaimed passionately: + +"Please let me go home. I want to be alone." + +They finally reached the carriage, and Mr. Palma gave the coachman +directions to drive to the telegraph office. During the ride Regina +leaned back, with her face pressed against the silken curtain on the +side, and her eyes closed. Her companion could see the regular +chiselled profile, so delicate and yet so firm, and as he studied the +curves of her beautiful mouth, he realized that she had fully +resolved to fulfil her promise; that at any cost of personal +suffering she would grant the prayer of the devoted young minister. + +Scientists tell us that "there are in the mineral world certain +crystals, certain forms, for instance of fluor-spar, which have lain +darkly in the earth for ages, but which nevertheless have a potency +of light locked up within them. In their case the potential has never +become actual, the light is, in fact, held back by a molecular +detent. When these crystals are warmed, the detent is lifted, and an +outflow of light immediately begins." How often subtle analogies in +physical nature whisper interpretations of vexing psychological +enigmas? + +Was Erle Palma an animated, human fluor-spar? Had the latent +capacity, the potentiality of tenderness in his character been +suddenly actualized, by the touch of that girl's gentle hands, the +violet splendour of her large soft eyes, which lifted for ever the +detent of his cold isolating selfishness? + +The long-hidden light had flashed at last, making his heart radiant +with a supreme happiness which even the blaze of his towering and +successful ambition had never kindled; and to-day he found it +difficult indeed to stand aside, with folded arms and sealed lips, +while she reeled upon the brink of an abyss, which was so wide and +deep, that it threatened to bury all his hopes of that sacred home +life--which sooner or later sings its dangerous siren song in every +man's heart. + +To his proud worldly nature this dream of pure, deep, unselfish love, +had stolen like the warm, rich spicy breath of June roses--swung +unexpectedly over a glacier, bringing the flush and perfume of early +summer to the glittering blue realms of winter; and he longed +inexpressibly to open all his heart to the sweet sunshine, to gather +it in, garnering it as his own for ever. How his stern soul clung to +that shy, shrinking girl, who seemed in contrast to the gay brilliant +self-asserting women he met in society as some white marble-lidded +Psyche, standing on her pedestal, amid a group of glowing Venetian +Venuses! He had seen riper complexions, and more rounded symmetry; +and had smiled and bowed at graceful polished persiflage, more witty +than aught that ever crossed her quiet, daintily carved lips; but +though he had admired many lovely women of genius and culture, that +pale girl, striving to hide her grieved countenance against his +carriage curtain, was the only one he had ever desired to call his +wife. That any other man dared hope to win or claim her seemed +sacrilegious; and he felt that he would rather see her lying in her +coffin, than know that she was profaned by any touch save his. + +Neither spoke, and when the carriage stopped at the telegraph office, +Mr. Palma went in and remained some time. As he returned, she felt +that he held her destiny for all time in his hands, and in after +years he often recalled the despairing, terrified expression of the +face that leaned forward, with parted quivering lips, and eyes that +looked a prayer for pity. + +"The wires are not yet working fully, but probably messages will go +through during the day. Regina, try to be patient, and believe that +you shall learn the nature of Mrs. Lindsay's answer as soon as I +receive it. Tell Mrs. Palma I shall not come home to dine, have +pressing business at court, and cannot tell how long I may be +detained at my office. Good-bye. The despatch shall be sent to you +without delay." + +He lifted his hat, closed the carriage door, and motioned to Farley +to drive home. + +Locked in her own apartment Olga denied admittance to even her +mother, who improved the opportunity to answer a number of neglected +letters, and Regina was left to the seclusion of her room. As the day +wore slowly away, her restlessness increased, and she paced the floor +until her limbs trembled from weariness. Deliberately she recalled +all the incidents of the long residence at the parsonage, and strove +to live again the happy season, during which the young minister had +contributed so largely to her perfect contentment. The white pets +they had tended and caressed together, the books she had read with +him, the favourite passages he had italicized, the songs he loved +best, the flowers he laid upon her breakfast plate, and now and then +twined in her hair; above all, his loving persuasive tone, quiet +gentle words of affectionate counsel, and tender pet name for her, +"my white dove." + +How fervent had been his prayer that when he returned, he might find +her "unspotted from the world." Was she? Could she bear to deceive +the brave loyal heart that trusted her so completely? + +Once at church she had witnessed a marriage, heard the awfully solemn +vows that the bride registered in the sight of God, and to-day the +words flamed like the sword of the avenging angel, like a menace, a +challenge. Would Douglass take her for his wife, if he knew that Mr. +Palma had become dearer to her than all the world beside? Could she +deny that his voice and the touch of his hand on hers magnetized, +thrilled her, as no one else had power to do? She could think without +pain of Mr. Lindsay selecting some other lady and learning to love +her as his wife, forgetting the child Regina; but when she forced +herself to reflect that her guardian would soon be Mrs. Carew's +husband, the torture seemed unendurable. + +Unlocking a drawer, she spread before her all the little souvenirs +Mr. Lindsay had given her. The faded flowers that once glowed under +the fervid sun of India, the seal and pen, the blue and gold +Tennyson, and Whittier, and the pretty copy of Christina Rossetti's +poems, he had sent from Liverpool. One by one she read his letters +ending with the last which Mr. Palma had laid on her lap when he left +the carriage. + +Despite her efforts, above the dear meek gentle image of the +consecrated and devout missionary towered the stately proud form of +the brilliant lawyer, with his chilling smile and haughty marble +brow; and she knew that he reigned supreme in her heart. He was not +so generous, so nobly self-sacrificing, so holy and pious as Mr. +Lindsay, nor did she reverence him so entirely; but above all else +she loved him. Conscience, pride, and womanly delicacy all clamoured +in behalf of the absent but faithful lover; and the true heart +answered, "Away with sophistry, and gratitude, pitying affection, +and sympathy! I am vassal to but one; give me Erle Palma, my king." + +If she married Douglass and he afterward discovered the truth, could +he be happy, could he ever trust her again? She resolved to go to San +Francisco, to tell Mr. Lindsay without reservation all that she felt, +withholding only the name of the man whom she loved best; and if he +could be content with the little she could give in return for his +attachment, then with no deception flitting like a ghoul between +them, she would ask her mother's permission to dedicate the future to +Douglass Lindsay. She would never see her guardian again, and when he +was married it would be sinful even to think of him, and her duties +and new ties must help her to forget him. + +Pleading weariness and indisposition, she had absented herself from +dinner, and when night came it was upon leaden wings that oppressed +her. Feverish and restless she raised the sash, and though the +temperature was freezing outside, she leaned heavily on the sill and +inhaled the air. A distant clock struck eleven, and she stood looking +at the moon that flooded the Avenue with splendour, and shone like a +sheet of silver on the glass of a window opposite. + +Very soon a peculiarly measured step, slow and firm, rung on the +pavement beneath her, and ere the muffled figure paused at the door, +she recognized her guardian. He entered by means of a latch-key, and +closing the window Regina sat down and listened. Her heart beat like +a drum, drowning other sounds, and all else was so still that after a +little while she supposed no message had been received, and that Mr. +Palma had gone to sleep. + +She dreaded to lie down, knowing that her pillow would prove one not +of roses, but thorns. She prayed long and fervently that God would +help her to do right under all circumstances, would enable her to +conquer and govern her wilful, riotous heart, subduing it to the +dictates of duty; and in conclusion she begged that the heavenly +Father would spare and strengthen His feeble, suffering, consecrated +minister, spare a life she would strive to brighten. + +Rising from her knees she opened a little illustrated Testament Mr. +Lindsay had given her on her thirteenth birthday, and which she was +accustomed to read every night. The fourteenth chapter of St. John +happened to meet her eye. + +"Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid; ye believe +in God, believe also in Me." Just then she heard a low, cautious tap +upon her door. Her heart stood still, she felt paralyzed, but found +voice to say hoarsely: + +"Come in." + +The door was partly opened but no one entered, and she went forward +to the threshold. Mr. Palma was standing outside, with his face +averted, and in his outstretched hand she saw the well-known +telegraphic envelope, which always arouses a thrill of dread, bearing +so frequently the bolt of destruction into tranquil households. +Shaking like aspens when the west wind blows, she took it. + +"Tell me, is he better?" + +Mr. Palma turned, gave one swift pitying glance at her agonized face, +and as if unable to endure the sight, walked quickly away. She shut +the door, stood a moment, spellbound by dread, then held the sheet to +the light. + + "SAN FRANCISCO. + + "MR. ERLE PALMA,--My Douglass died last night. + + "ELISE LINDSAY." + + "Though Duty's face is stern, her path is best; + They sweetly sleep who die upon her breast." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + + +"Your bed is untouched, you did not undress! Why did you sit up all +night, and alone?" + +"Because I knew it was folly to attempt to sleep; and to watch the +bay and the beauty of the night was less wearying than to toss on a +pillow staring at the ceiling. Mrs. Waul, what brings you here so +early?" + +"A package of letters which must have arrived yesterday, but William +only received them a few minutes since. Mrs. Orme, will you have your +coffee now?" + +"After a little while. Have everything in order to leave at a +moment's notice, for I may not return here from Pæstum. Give me the +letters." + +Mrs. Orme tossed back her hair which had been unbound, and as the +letters were placed in her hand, she seemed almost to forget them, so +abstracted was the expression with which her eyes rested on the +dancing waves of the Bay of Naples. The noise of the door closing +behind Mrs. Waul seemed to arouse her, and glancing at the letters +she opened one from Mr. Palma. + +The long and harrowing vigil which had lasted from the moment of +bidding General Laurance good-night, on the previous evening, had +left its weary traces in the beautiful face; but rigid resolution had +also set its stem seal on the compressed mouth, and the eyes were +relentless as those of Irene, waiting for the awful consummation in +the Porphyry chamber at Byzantium. + +The spirit of revenge had effectually banished all the purer, holier +emotions of her nature; and the hope of an overwhelming Nemesis +beckoned her to a fearful sacrifice of womanly sensibility, but just +now nothing seemed too sacred to be immolated upon the altar of her +implacable Hate. To stab the hearts of those who had wronged her, she +gladly subjected her own to the fiery ordeal of a merely nominal +marriage with her husband's father, resolving that her triumph should +be complete. Originally gentle, loving, yielding in nature, injustice +and adversity had gradually petrified her character; yet beneath the +rigid exterior flowed a lava tide, that now and then overflowed its +stony barriers, and threatened irremediable ruin. + +Fully resolved upon the revolting scheme which promised punishment to +the family of Laurance, and + + "Self-girded with torn strips of hope," + +she opened the New York letter. + +The first few lines riveted her attention. She sat erect, leaned +forward, with eyes wide and strained, and gradually rose to her feet, +clutching the letter, until her fingers grew purple. As she hurried +on, breathing like one whose everlasting destiny is being laid in the +balance, a marvellous change overspread her countenance. The blood +glowed in lip and cheek, the wild sparkle sank, extinguished in the +tears that filled her eyes, the hardness melted away from the +resolute features, and at last a cry like that of some doomed spirit +suddenly snatched from the horrors of perdition and set for ever at +rest upon meads of Asphodel and Amaranth, rolled through the room. + +After so many years of reckless hopelessness the transition was +overpowering, and the miserable wife and mother rescued upon the +extreme verge of utter lifelong ruin, fell forward upon her knees, +sobbing and laughing alternately. + +From the hour when she learned of her husband's second marriage she +had ceased to pray, abandoning herself completely to the cynicism and +vindictiveness that overflowed her soul like a wave of Phlegethon; +but now the fountain of gratitude was unsealed, and she poured out a +vehement, passionate, thanksgiving to God. Alternately praying, +weeping, smiling, she knelt there, now and then re-reading portions +of the letters, to assure herself that it was not a mere blessed +dream, and at length when the strain relaxed, she dropped her head on +a chair, and like a spent feeble child, cried heartily, +unrestrainedly. + +Mr. Palma wrote that after years of fruitless effort he had succeeded +in obtaining from Peleg Peterson a full retraction of the charges +made against her name, whereby General Laurance had prevented a suit +against his son. Peterson had made an affidavit of certain facts, +which nobly exonerated her from the heinous imputations with which +she was threatened, should she attempt legal redress for her wrongs, +and which proved that the defence upon which General Laurance relied, +was the result of perjury and bribery. + +In addition to the recantation of Peterson, Mr. Palma communicated +the joyful intelligence that Gerbert Audré, who was believed to have +been lost off the Labrador coast fifteen years before, had been +discovered in Washington, where he was occupying a clerical desk in +one of the departments; and that he had furnished conclusive +testimony as a witness of the marriage, and a friend of Cuthbert +Laurance. + +The lawyer had carefully gathered all the necessary links of +evidence, and was prepared to bring suit against Cuthbert Laurance +for desertion and bigamy; assuring the long-suffering wife that her +name and life would be nobly vindicated. + +Within his letter was one addressed to Mrs. Orme by Peleg Peterson, +and a portion of the scrawl was heavily underlined. + +"For all that I have revealed to Mr. Palma and solemnly sworn to, for +this clearing of your reputation, you may thank your child. But for +her, I should never have declared the truth--would have gone down to +the grave, leaving a blot upon you; for my conscience is too dead to +trouble me, and I hate you, Minnie! Hate you for the wreck you helped +to make of me. But that girl's white angel face touched me, when she +said (and I knew she meant it), 'If I find from mother that you are +indeed my father, then I will do my duty. I will take your hand--I +will own you my father--face the world's contempt, and we will bear +our disgrace together as best me may.' She would have done it, at all +risk, and I have pitied her. It is so clear her, and give her the +name she is entitled to, that at last I have spoken the truth. She is +a noble brave girl, too good for you, too good for her father; far +too good to own René Laurance for her grandfather. When he sees the +child he paid me to claim, he will not need my oath to satisfy him +that in body she is every inch a Laurance; but where she got her +white soul God only knows--certainly it is neither Merle nor +Laurance. You owe your salvation to your sweet, brave child, and have +no cause to thank me, for I shall always hate you." + +Had some ministering angel removed from her hand the hemlock of that +loathsome vengeance she had contemplated, and substituted the nectar +of hope and joy, the renewal of a life unclouded by the dread of +disgrace that had hung over her like a pall for seventeen years? When +gathering her garments about her to plunge into a dark gulf replete +with seething horror, a strong hand had lifted her away from the +fatal ledge, and she heard the voice of her youth calling her to the +almost forgotten vale of peace; while supreme among the thronging +visions of joy gleamed the fair face of her blue-eyed daughter. Had +she been utterly mad in resolving to stain her own pure hand by the +touch of René Laurance? + +In the light of retrospection the unnatural and monstrous deed she +had contemplated, seemed fraught with a horror scarcely inferior to +that which lends such lurid lustre to the "Oedipus;" and now she +cowered in shame and loathing as she reflected upon all that she had +deliberately arranged while sitting upon the terrace of the Villa +Reale. Could the unbridled thirst for revenge have dragged her on +into a monomania that would finally have ended in downright madness? +Once nominally the wife of the man whom she so thoroughly abhorred, +would not reason have fled before the horrors to which she linked +herself? The rebellious bitterness of her soul melted away, and a +fervent gratitude to Heaven fell like dew upon her arid stony heart, +waking words of penitence and praise to which her lips had long been +strangers. + +Adversity in the guise of human injustice and wrong generally +indurates and embitters; and the chastisements that chasten are +those which come directly from the hand of Him "who doeth all things +well." + +When Mrs. Waul came back Mrs. Orme was still kneeling, with her face +hidden in her arms, and the letters lying beside her. Laying her +wrinkled hand on the golden hair, the faithful old woman asked: + +"Did you hear from your baby?" + +"Oh! I have good news that will make me happy as long as I live. I +shall soon see my child; and soon, very soon, all will be clear. Just +now I cannot explain; but thank God for me that these letters came +safely." + +She rose, put back her hair, and rapidly glanced over two other +letters, then walked to and fro, pondering the contents. + +"Where is Mr. Waul?" + +"Reading the papers in our room." + +"Ask him to come to me at once." + +She went to her desk, and wrote to General Laurance that letters +received after their last interview compelled her to hasten to Paris, +whither she had been recalled by a summons from the manager of the +Theatre. She had determined, in accordance with his own earnestly +expressed wishes, that from the day when the world knew her as Mrs. +Laurance it should behold her no more upon the stage; consequently +she would hasten the arrangements for the presentation of her own +play "_Infelice_," and after he had witnessed her rendition of the +new _rôle_, she would confer with him regarding the day appointed for +the celebration of their marriage. Until then, she positively +declined seeing him, but enclosed a tress of her golden hair, and +begged to hear from him frequently; adding directions that would +insure the reception of his letters. Concluding she signed: "Odille +Orme, hoping by the grace of God soon to subscribe myself--Laurance." + +"Mr. Waul, I have unexpectedly altered my entire programme, and, +instead of going to Pæstum, must start at once to Paris. This +fortunately is Tuesday, and the French steamer sails for Marseilles +at three o'clock. Go down at once and arrange for our passage, and be +careful to let no one know by what route I leave Naples. On your way +call at the telegraph office and see that this despatch is forwarded +promptly; and do send me a close carriage immediately. I wish to +avoid an unpleasant engagement, and shall drive to Torre del Greco, +returning in time to meet you at the steamer instead of at this +house. See that the baggage leaves here only time enough to be put +aboard by three o'clock, and I shall not fail to join you there. When +General Laurance calls, Mrs. Waul will instruct the servant to hand +him the note, with the information that I have gone for a farewell +drive around Naples." + +Hurriedly completing her preparations, she entered the carriage, and +was soon borne along the incomparably beautiful road that skirts the +graceful curves of the Bay of Naples. But the glory of the sky, and +the legendary charms of the picturesque scenery that surrounded her, +appealed in vain to senses that were wrapped in the light of other +days, that listened only to the new canticle which hope long dumb was +now singing through all the sunny chambers of her heart. + +Returning again and again to the perusal of the letters to assure +herself that no contingency could arise to defraud her of her +long-delayed recognition, she felt that the galling load of half her +life had suddenly slipped from her weary shoulders; and the world and +the future wore that magic radiance which greeted Miriam, as singing +she looked back upon the destruction escaped, and on toward the +redeemed inheritance awaiting her. + +Reunion with her child, and the triumphant establishment of her +unsullied parentage, glowed as the silver stars in her new sky; while +a baleful lurid haze surrounded the thought of that dire punishment +she was enabled to inflict upon the men who had trampled her prayers +beneath their iron heels. + +She recalled the image of the swarthy, supercilious, be-diamonded +woman who sat that memorable night in the minister's box, claiming as +husband the listless handsome man at her side; and as she pictured +the dismay which would follow the sudden rending of the name of +Laurance from the banker's daughter, and her helpless child, Mrs. +Orme laughed aloud. + +Slowly the day wore on, and General Laurance failed to call at the +appointed hour to arrange the preliminaries of his marriage. His +servant brought a note, which Mrs. Orme read when she reached the +steamer, informing her that sudden and severe indisposition confined +him to his bed, and requested an interview on the ensuing morning. +Mrs. Waul had received the note and despatched in return that given +her by her mistress. + +In the magical glow of that cloudless golden afternoon Mrs. Orme saw +the outlines of St. Elmo fade away, Capri vanish like a purple mist, +Ischia and Procida melt insensibly into the blue of the marvellous +bay; and watching the spark which trembled on the distant summit of +Vesuvius like the dying eye of that cruel destiny from which she +fled, the rescued happy woman exulted in the belief that she was at +last sailing through serene seas. + +Dreaming of her child, whose pure image hovered in the mirage hope +wove before her-- + + "She seemed all earthly matters to forget, + Of all tormenting lines her face was clear, + Her wide brown eyes upon the goal were set, + Calm and unmoved as though no foe were near." + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + + +Since the memorable day of Regina's visit to Central Park many weeks +had elapsed, and one wild stormy evening in March she sat at the +library table writing her translation of a portion of "Egmont." + +The storm--now of sleet, now of snow--darkened the air, and the +globes of the chandelier representing Pompeian lamps were lighted +above the oval table, shedding a bright yet mellow glow over the warm +quiet room. + +Upon a bronze console stood a terra-cotta jar containing a white +azalea in full bloom, and the fragrance of the flowers breathed like +a benediction on the atmosphere; while in the tall glass beneath Mrs. +Orme's portrait two half-blown snowy camellias nestled amid a fringe +of geranium leaves. + +Close to the fire, with her feet upon a Persian patterned cushion, +Olga reclined in the luxurious easy chair that belonged to Mr. +Palma's writing desk, and open on her lap lay a volume entitled "The +Service of the Poor." The former brilliancy of her complexion seemed +to have forsaken her for ever, banished by a settled sallowness; and +she looked thin, feeble, dejected, passing her fingers abstractedly +through the short curling ruddy hair that clustered around her +forehead and upon her neck. + +As if weary of the thoughts suggested by her book, she turned and +looked at the figure writing under the chandelier, and by degrees she +realized the change in the countenance, which three months before had +been pure, serene, and bright as a moonbeam. + +The keen and prolonged anguish which Regina had endured left its +shadow, faint, vague, but unmistakable; and in the eyes lay gloom, +and around the mouth patient yet melancholy lines, which hinted of a +bitter struggle in which the calm-hearted girl died, and the wiser, +sadder woman was born. + +Her grief had been silent but deep for the loss of the dear friend +who symbolized for her all that was noble, heroic, and godly in human +nature; and her suffering was not assuaged by letters from Mrs. +Lindsay, furnishing the sorrowful details of the last illness of the +minister, and the dying words of tender devotion to the young girl +whom he believed his betrothed bride. + +Over these harrowing letters she had wept long and bitterly, accusing +herself continually of her unworthiness in allowing another image to +usurp the throne where the missionary should have reigned supreme; +and the only consolation afforded was in the reflection that Douglass +had died believing her faithful, happy in the perfect trust reposed +in her. He had been buried on a sunny slope of the cemetery not far +from the blue waves of the Pacific, and his mother remained in San +Francisco with her sister, in whose house Mr. Lindsay had quietly +breathed his life away, dying as he had lived, full of hope in Christ +and trust in God. + +Mrs. Palma and Olga only knew that Regina had lost a dear friend whom +she had not seen for years, and none but her guardian understood the +nature of the sacred tie that bound them. + +Day and night she was haunted by memories of the kind face never more +to be seen this side of the City of Peace, and when at length she +received a photograph taken after death, in which, wan and emaciated, +he seemed sleeping soundly, she felt that her life could never again +be quite the same, and that the grey shadowy wings of Regret drooped +low over her future pathway. + +Accompanying the photograph was a brief yet loving note written by +Mr. Lindsay the evening before his death; and to it were appended the +lines from "Jacqueline": + + "Nor shall I leave thee wholly. I shall be-- + An evening thought,--a morning dream to thee,-- + A silence in thy life, when through the night, + The bell strikes, or the sun with sinking light, + Smites all the empty windows. As there sprout + Daisies, and dimpling tufts of violets, out + Among the grass where some corpse lies asleep, + So round thy life, where I lie buried deep, + A thousand little tender thoughts shall spring, + A thousand gentle memories wind and cling." + +As if the opal were a talisman against the revival of reflections +that seemed an insult to the dead, Regina wore the ring constantly; +and whenever a thrill warned her of the old madness, her right hand +caressed the jewels, seeking from their touch a renewal of strength. + +Studiously she manoeuvred to avoid even casual meetings with her +guardian, and except at the table, and in the presence of the family, +she had not seen him for several weeks. Business engagements occupied +him very closely; he was called away to Albany, to Boston, and once +to Philadelphia, but no farewells were exchanged with his ward, and +as if conscious of her sedulous efforts to avoid him, he appeared +almost to ignore her presence. + +During these sad days the girl made no attempt to analyze the +estrangement which she felt was hourly increasing between them. She +presumed he disapproved of her resolution to accept Mr. Lindsay, +because he was poor, and offered no brilliant worldly advantages, +such as her guardian had been trained to regard as paramount +inducements in the grave matter of marriage; and secluding herself +as much as possible she fought her battle with grief and remorse as +best she might, unaided by sympathy. If she could only escape from +that house, with her secret undiscovered, she thought that in time +she would crush her folly and reinstate herself in her own respect. + +After several interviews with Mr. Palma, the details of which Olga +communicated to no one, she had consented to hold her scheme of the +"Sisterhood" in abeyance for twelve months, and to accompany her +mother to Europe, whither she had formerly been eager to travel; and +Mrs. Palma, in accordance with instructions from her stepson, had +perfected her preparations, so as to be able to leave New York at a +day's notice. + +Mrs. Carew had returned to the city, and now and then Mr. Palma +mentioned her name, and delivered messages from her to his +stepmother; but Olga abstained from her old badinage, and Regina +imagined that her forbearance sprang from a knowledge of the +engagement which she supposed must exist between them. She could not +hear her name without a shiver of pain, and longed to get away before +the affair assumed a sufficiently decided form to compel her to +notice and discuss it. To-day, after watching her for some time, Olga +said: + +"You are weary, and pale almost to ghastliness. Put away your books, +and come talk to me." + +Regina sighed, laid down her pen, and came to the fireplace. + +"I thought you promised to go very early to Mrs. St. Clare's and +assist Valeria in arranging her bridal veil?" + +"So I did, and it will soon be time for me to dress. How I dislike to +go back into the gay world, where I have frisked so recklessly and so +long. Do you know I long for the hour when I shall end this +masquerade, and exchange silks and lace and jewellery for coarse blue +gown, blue apron, and white cap?" + +"Do you imagine the colour of your garments will change the +complexion of your heart and mind? You remind me of Alexander's +comment upon Antipater: 'Outwardly Antipater wears only white +clothes, but within he is all purple.'" + +"Ah! but my purple pride has been utterly dethroned, and it seems to +me now that when I find rest in cloistered duties the quiet sacred +seclusion will prove in some degree like the well _Zem-Zem_, in which +Gabriel washed Mohammed's heart, filled it with faith, and restored +it to his bosom. Until I am housed safely from the roar and gibes and +mockery of the world, I shall not grow better; for here + + 'God sends me back my prayers, as a father + Returns unoped the letters of a son + Who has dishonoured him.' + +"To conquer the world is nobler than to shun it, and to a nature such +as yours, Olga, other lines in that poem ought to appeal with +peculiar force: + + 'If thy rich heart is like a palace shattered, + Stand up amid the ruins of thy heart, + And with a calm brow front the solemn stars-- + A brave soul is a thing which all things serve.'" + +The scheme which you are revolving now is one utterly antagonistic to +the wishes of your mother, and God would not bless a step which +involved the sacrifice of your duty to her." + +"After a time mamma will approve; till then I shall be patient. She +has consented for me to go to the Mother House at Kaiserswerth, and +to some of the Deaconess establishments in Paris and Dresden, in +order that I may become thoroughly acquainted with the esoteric +working of the system. I am anxious also to visit the institution for +training nurses at Liverpool, and unless we sail directly for Havre, +we shall soon have an opportunity of gratifying my wishes." + +Regina took the book from her hand, turned over the leaves, and read: + +"'All probationers must be unbetrothed, and their heart still +free.'... 'A short life history of the previous inward and outward +experiences of the future Deaconess pupil. It must be composed and +written by herself.' Olga, what would you do with your past?" + +"I have buried it, dear. All the love of which I was capable I poured +out, nay, I crushed the heart that held it; as the Syrian woman broke +the precious box of costly ointment, anointing the feet of her God! +When my clay idol fell I could not gather back the wasted trust and +affection, and so, all--all is sepulchred in one deep grave. I have +spent my wealth of spicery; the days of my anointing are for ever +ended. To true deep-hearted women it is given to love once only, and +all such scorn to set a second, lesser, lower idol, where formerly +they bowed in worship. Even false gods hold sway long after their +images are defiled, their temples overthrown, and as the Dodonian +Groves still whisper of the old oracular days, to modern travellers, +so a woman's idolatry leaves her no shrine, no libation, no reverence +for new divinities; mutilated though she acknowledges her Hermæ, no +fresh image can profane their pedestal. Memory is the high priestess +who survives the wreck of altars and of gods, and faithfully +ministers amid the gloom of the soul's catacombs. I owe much to +mamma, and something to Erle Palma, who is a nobler man than I have +deemed him, less a bronze Macchiavelli, with a heart of quartz; and +I shall never again as heretofore rashly defy their advice and +wishes. But I know myself too well to hope for happiness in the gay +frivolous insincere world, where I have fluttered out my butterfly +existence of fashionable emptiness. + + 'I kissed the painted bloom off Pleasure's lips + And found them pale as Pain's.' + +I have bruised and singed my Psyche wings, and _le beau monde_ has no +new, strong pinions to replace those beat out in its hard tyrannous +service. You think me cynical and misanthropic, but, dear, I believe +I am only clear-eyed at last. If I had married him for whom I dared +so much, and found too late that all the golden qualities I fondly +dreamed that he possessed were only baser metal, gaudy tinsel that +tarnished in my grasp, I am afraid it would have maddened me beyond +hope of reclamation. I have made shipwreck; but a yet sadder fate +might have overtaken me, and at least my soul has outridden the +storm, thanks to your frail babyish hands, so desperately strong when +they grappled that awful night with suicidal sin. Few women have +suffered more keenly than I, and yet, in Murial's sweet patient +words,-- + + 'God has been good to me; you must not think + That I despair. _There is a quiet time + Like evening in my soul. I have no heart_.'" + +There was more peace in Olga's countenance as she clasped one of +Regina's hands in hers than her companion had yet seen, and after a +moment, she continued: + +"You know, dear, that we are only waiting for Congress to adjourn, in +order to have Mr. Chesley's escort across the ocean, and he will +arrive to-morrow. Erle Palma is exceedingly anxious that you should +accompany us, and I trust your mother will sanction this arrangement, +for I should grieve to leave you here. Perhaps you are not aware that +your guardian has recently sold this house, and intends purchasing +one on Murray Hill." + +"Mr. Palma cannot possibly desire my departure half so earnestly as I +do, and if I am not summoned to join my mother, I shall insist upon +returning to the convent whence he took me seven years ago. There I +can continue my studies, and there I prefer to remain until I can be +restored to my mother. Olga, how soon will Mr. Palma be married?" + +"I do not know. He communicates his plans to no one; but I may safely +say, if he consulted merely his own wishes, it would not be long +delayed. Until quite recently, I did not believe it possible that +that man's cold, proud, ambitious, stony heart would bow before any +woman, but human nature is a riddle which baffles us all--sometimes. +I must dress for the wedding, and mamma will scold me if I am late. +Kiss me, dear child. Ah, velvet violet eyes! if I find a +resting-place in heaven, I shall always want even there to hover near +you." + +She kissed the girl's colourless cheek, and left her; and when the +carriage bore Olga and her mother to Mrs. St. Clare's, Regina +retreated to her own room, dreading lest her guardian should return +and find her in the library. + +At breakfast he had mentioned that he would dine at his club, in +honour of some eminent judge from a distant State, to whom the +members of the "Century" had tendered a dinner, but she endeavoured +to avoid even the possibility of meeting him alone. Had she been less +merciless in her self-denunciation, his avowed impatience to send her +to her mother might have piqued her pride; but it only increased her +scorn of her own fatal folly, and intensified her desire to leave his +presence. Was it to gratify Mrs. Carew's extravagant taste that he +had sold this elegant house, and designed the purchase of one yet +more costly? + +In the midst of her heart-ache she derived some satisfaction from the +reflection, that at least Mr. Palma's wife would never profane the +beautiful library, where his ward had spent so many happy days, and +which was indissolubly linked with sacred memories of its master. +Unwilling to indulge a reverie so fraught with pain and humiliation, +she returned to her "Egmont," resuming her translation of a speech by +"Clärchen." Ere long Hattie knocked at the door: + +"Mr. Palma says, please to come down to the library; he wishes to +speak to you." + +"Ask him if he will not be so kind as to wait till morning? Say I +shall feel very much obliged if he will excuse me tonight." + +In a few minutes she returned: + +"He is sorry he must trouble you to come down this evening, as he +leaves home to-morrow." + +"Very well." + +She went to the drawer that contained all her souvenirs of Mr. +Lindsay, and lingered some minutes, looking sorrowfully at the +photograph; then passed her lips to the melancholy image, and as if +strengthened by communion with the dead face, went down to the +library. + +Mr. Palma was walking slowly up and down the long room, and had +paused in front of the snowy azalea. As she approached he put out his +hand and took hers, for the first time since they had sat together in +the Park. + +"How deliciously this perfumes the room, and it must be yours, for no +other member of the household cares for flowers, and I see a cluster +of the same blossoms in your hair." + +"I had forgotten that Olga fastened them there this afternoon. I +bought it from the greenhouse in ---- Street, where I often get +bouquets to place under mother's picture. Azaleas were Mr. Lindsay's +favourite flowers, and that fact tempted me to make the purchase. We +had just such a one as this at the parsonage, and on his birthday we +covered the pot with white cambric, fringed the edge with violets, +and set it in the centre of the breakfast-table; and the bees came in +and swung over it." + +She had withdrawn her hand, and folding her fingers, leaned her face +on them, a position which she often assumed when troubled. Her left +hand was uppermost, and the opal and diamonds seemed pressed against +her lips, though she was unconscious of their close proximity. Mr. +Palma broke off a cluster of three half-expanded flowers, twisted the +stem into the buttonhole of his coat, and answered coldly: + +"Flowers are always associated in my mind with early recollections of +my mother, who had her own greenhouse and conservatories. They appear +to link you with the home of your former guardian, and the days that +were happier than those you speed here." + +"That dear parsonage was my happiest home, and I shall always cherish +its precious memories." + +"Happier than a residence under my roof has been? Be so good as to +look at me; it is the merest courtesy to do so, when one is being +spoken to." + +"Pardon me, sir, I was not instituting a comparison; and while I am +grateful for the kindness and considerate hospitality shown me by all +in this pleasant house, it has never seemed to me quite the home that +I found the dear old parsonage." + +"Because you prefer country to city life? Love to fondle white +rabbits, and pigeons, and stand ankle deep in clover blooms?" + +"I daresay that is one reason; for my tastes are certainly very +childish still." + +"Then of course you regret the necessity which brought you to reside +here?" + +He bent an unusually keen look upon her, but she quietly met his +eyes, and answered without hesitation: + +"You must forgive me, sir, if your questions compel me to sacrifice +courtesy to candour. I do regret that I ever came to live in this +city; and I believe it would have been better for me, if I had +remained at V---- with Mr. Hargrove and the Lindsays." + +"You mean that you would have been happier with them than with me?" + +As she thought of the keen suffering her love for him had entailed +upon her, of the dreary days and sleepless nights she had recently +passed in that elegant luxurious home, her eyes deepened in tint, +saddened in expression, and she said: + +"You have been very kind and generous to me, and I gratefully +appreciate all you have done; but if you insist on an answer, I must +confess I was happier two years ago than I am now." + +"Thank you. The truth, no matter how unflattering, is always far more +agreeable to me than equivocation, or disingenuous-ness. Does my ward +believe that it will conduce to her future happiness to leave my +roof, and find a residence elsewhere?" + +"I know I should be happier with my mother." + +"Then I congratulate myself as the bearer of delightful tidings +Regina, it gives me pleasure to relieve you from your present +disagreeable surroundings, by informing you of the telegram received +to-day by cable from your mother. It was dated two days ago at +Naples, and is as follows: 'Send Regina to me by the first steamer to +Havre. I will meet her in Paris.'" + +Involuntarily the girl exclaimed: + +"Thank God!" + +The joyful expression of her countenance rendered it impossible to +doubt the genuineness of her satisfaction at the intelligence; and +though Mr. Palma kept close guard over his own features lest they +should betray his emotion, an increasing paleness attested the depth +of his feelings. + +"How soon can I go?" + +"In two days a steamer sails for Havre, and I have already engaged a +passage for you. Doubtless you are aware that Mrs. Palma and Olga +hold themselves in readiness to start at any hour, and your friend +and admirer Mr. Chesley will go over in the same steamer; +consequently with so chivalrous an escort you cannot fail to have a +pleasant voyage. Since you are so anxious to escape from my +guardianship, I may be pardoned for emulating your frankness, and +acknowledging that I am heartily glad you will soon cease to be my +ward. Mr. Chesley is ambitious of succeeding to my authority, and I +have relinquished my claim as guardian, and referred him to your +mother, to whose hands I joyfully resign you. A residence in Europe +will, I hope, soon obliterate the unpleasant associations connected +with my house." + +"A lifetime would never obliterate the memory of all your kindness to +me, or of some hours I have passed in this beautiful library. For all +you have done I now desire, Mr. Palma, to thank you most sincerely." + +She looked up at the grave, composed face so handsome in its regular, +high-bred outlines, and her mouth trembled, while her deep eyes grew +misty. + +"I desire no thanks for the faithful discharge of my duty as a +guardian: my conscience acquits me fully, and that is the reward I +value most. If you really indulge any grateful sentiments on the eve +of your departure, oblige me by singing something. I bought that +organ, hoping that now and then when my business permitted me to +spend a quiet evening at home, I might enjoy your music; but you +sedulously avoid touching it when I am present. This is the last +opportunity you will have, for I must meet Mr. Chesley at noon +to-morrow in Baltimore, and thence I go on to Cincinnati, where I +shall be detained, until the steamer has sailed. After to-night I +shall not see my ward again." + +They were standing near the azalea, and Regina suddenly put her hand +on the back of a chair. To see him no more after this evening--to +know that the broad ocean rolled between--that she might never again +look upon the face that was so inexpressibly dear;--all this swept +over her like a bitter murderous wave, drowning the sweetness of her +life, and she clung to the chair. + +She was not prepared for this sudden separation, but though his eyes +were riveted upon her she bore it bravely. A faint numb sensation +stole over her, and a dark shadow seemed to float through the room, +yet her low voice was steady, when she said: + +"I am sorry I disappointed any pleasant anticipations you indulged +with reference to the organ, which has certainly been a source of +much comfort to me. I have felt very timid about singing before you, +sir; but if it will afford you the least pleasure, I am willing to +do the best of which I am capable." + +"You sang quite successfully before a large audience at Mrs. +Brompton's, and displayed sufficient self-possession." + +"But those were strangers, and the opinion of those with whom we live +is more important, their criticism is more embarrassing." + +"I believe I was present, and heard you on that occasion." + +She moved away to the organ, and sat down, glad of an excuse, for her +limbs trembled. + +"Regina, what was that song you sang for little Llora Carew the night +before she left us? Indeed there were two, one with the other without +an accompaniment?" + +"You were not here at that time." + +"No matter; what were they? The child fancies them exceedingly, and I +promised to get the words for her." + +"Kücken's 'Schlummerlied,' and a little 'Cradle Song' by Wallace." + +"Be so good as to let me hear them." + +Would Mrs. Carew sing them for him when she was far away, utterly +forgotten by her guardian? The thought was unutterably bitter, and it +goaded her, aided her in the ordeal. + +With nerves strung to their extreme tension, she sang as he +requested, and all the while her rich mellow voice rolled through the +room, he walked very slowly from one end of the library to the other. +She forced herself to sing every verse, and when she concluded he was +standing behind her chair. He put his hands on her shoulders, and +prevented her rising, for just then he was unwilling she should see +his countenance, which he feared would betray the suffering he was +resolved to conceal. + +After a moment, he said: + +"Thank you. I shall buy the music in order to secure the words. +Lily----" + +He paused, bent down, and rested his chin on the large coil of hair +at the back of her head, and though she never knew it his proud lips +touched the glossy silken mass. + +"Lily, if I ask a foolish trifle of you, will you grant it, as a +farewell gift to your guardian?" + +"I think, sir, you do not doubt that I will." + +"It is a trivial thing, and will cost you nothing. The night on which +you sang those songs to Llora is associated with something which I +treasure as peculiarly precious; and I merely wish to request that +you will never sing them again for any one unless I give you +permission." + +Swiftly she recalled the fact that on that particular evening he had +escorted Mrs. Carew to a "German" at Mrs. Quimbey's, and she +explained his request by the supposition that her songs to Mrs. +Carew's child commemorated the date of his betrothal to the grey-eyed +mother. Could she bear even to think of them in coming years? + +She hastily pushed back the ivory stops, and shaking off his +detaining palms, rose: + +"I am sorry that I cannot do something of more importance to oblige +my kind guardian; for this trifle involves not the slightest +sacrifice of feeling, and I would gladly improve a better opportunity +of attesting my gratitude. You may rest assured I shall never sing +those words again under any circumstances. Do not buy the music; I +will leave my copies for Llora, and you and her mother can easily +teach her the words." + +"Thanks! You will please place the music on the organ, and when I +come back from Cincinnati it will remind me. I hope your mother will +be pleased with you progress in French German, and music. Your +teachers furnish very flattering reports, and I have enclosed them +with some receipts, bills, and other valuable papers in this large +sealed envelope, which you must give to your mother as soon as you +see her." + +He went to his desk, took out the package, and handed it to her. +Seating himself at the table where she generally wrote and studied, +he pointed to a chair on the opposite side, and mechanically she sat +down. + +"Perhaps you may recollect that some months ago, Mrs. Orme wrote me +she was particularly desirous you should be trained to read well. It +is a graceful accomplishment, especially for a lady, and I ordered a +professor of elocution to give you instruction twice a week. I hope +you have derived benefit from his tuition, as he has fitted one or +two professional readers for the stage, and I should dislike to have +your mother feel disappointed in any of your attainments. Now that I +am called upon to render an account of my stewardship, I trust you +will pardon me, if I examine you a little. Here is Jean Ingelow, +close at hand, and I must trouble you to allow me an opportunity of +testing your proficiency." + +The book which she had been reading that day lay on the table, and +taking it up he leisurely turned over the leaves. A premonitory dread +seized her, and she wrung her hands, which were lying cold in her +lap. + +"Ah!--here is your mark; three purple pansies, crushed in the middle +of 'Divided,'--staining the delicate cream-tinted paper with their +dark blood. Probably you are familiar with this poem, consequently +can interpret it for me without any great effort. Commence at the +first, and let me see what value Professor Chrysostom's training +possesses. Not too fast; recollect Pegasus belongs to poets,--never +to readers." + +He leaned across the marble table, and placed the open book before +her. + +Did he intentionally torture her? With those bright eyes reading her +unwomanly and foolish heart, was he amusing himself, as an +entomologist impales a feeble worm, and from its writhing deduces the +exact character of its nervous and muscular anatomy? + +The thought struck her more severely than the stroke of a lash would +have done, and turning the page to the light, she said quickly: + +"'Divided' is not at all dramatic, and as an exercise is not +comparable to 'High Tide on the Coast of Lincolnshire,' or 'Songs of +Seven,' or even that most exquisite of all, 'Afternoon at a +Parsonage.'" + +"Try 'Divided.'" + +She dared not refuse lest he should despise her utterly, interpreting +correctly her reluctance. For an instant the print danced before her, +but the spirit of defiance was fast mastering her trepidation, and +she sat erect, and obeyed him. + +Thrusting one hand inside his vest, where it rested tightly clenched +over his heart, Mr. Palma sat intently watching her, glad of the +privilege afforded him to study the delicate features. Her excessive +paleness reminded him of the words: + + "That white, white face, set in a night of hair," + +and though the chastening touch of sorrow and continued +heart-ache--that most nimble of all chisellers--had strangely matured +the countenance which when it entered that house was as free from +lines and shadows as an infant's, it still preserved its almost +child-like purity and repose. + +The proud fair face, with its firm yet dainty scarlet lips, baffled +him; and when he reflected that a hundred contingencies might arise +to shut it from his view in future years he suddenly compressed his +mouth to suppress a groan. His vanity demanded an assurance that her +heart was as entirely his as he hoped, yet he knew that he loved her +all the more tenderly, and reverently, because of the true womanly +delicacy that prompted her to shroud her real feelings, with such +desperate tenacity. + +She read the poem with skill and pathos, but no undue tremor of the +smooth, deliciously sweet voice betrayed aught save the natural +timidity of a tyro, essaying her first critical trial. Tonight she +wore a white shawl draped in statuesque folds over her shoulders and +bust, and the snowy flowers in her raven hair were scarcely purer +than her full forehead, borne up by the airy arched black bows that +had always attracted the admiration of her fastidious guardian; and +as the soft radiance of the clustered lamps fell upon her, she looked +as sweet and lovely a woman as ever man placed upon the sacred hearth +of his home, a holy priestess to keep it bright, serene, and warm. + +On that same day, but a few hours earlier, she had perused these +pages, wondering how the unknown gifted poetess beyond the sea had so +accurately etched the suffering in her own young heart, the +loneliness and misery that seemed coiled in the future like serpents +in a lair. Now, holding that bruised palpitating heart under the +steel-clad heel of pride, she was calmly declaiming that portraiture +of her own wretchedness, as any elocutionist might a grand passage +from the "_Antigone_," or "_Prometheus_." Not a throb of pain was +permitted to ripple the rich voice that uttered: + + "But two are walking apart for ever, + And wave their hands in a mute farewell." + +Farther on, nearing the close, Mr. Palma observed a change in the +countenance, a quick gleam in the eyes, a triumphant ring in the deep +and almost passionate tone that cried exultingly: + + "Only my heart to my heart will show it + As I walk desolate day by day." + +He leaned forward and touched the volume: + +"Thank you. Give me the book. I should render the concluding verses +very much as I heard them recently from my fair client, Mrs. +Carew--so." + +In his remarkably clear, full, musical and carefully modulated voice +he read the two remaining verses, then closed the volume and looked +coolly across the table at the girl. + +With what a flash her splendid eyes challenged his, and how proudly +her tender lips curled, as with pitiless scorn she answered: + +"Not so--oh, not so. Jean Ingelow would never recognize her own +jewelled handiwork. She meant this, and any earnest woman who prized +a faithful lover could not fail to read it aright." + +Her eyes sank till they rested on her ring, and slipping it to and +fro upon her slender finger till the diamonds sparkled, she repeated +with indescribable power and pathos: + + "And yet I know, past all doubting, truly,-- + A knowledge greater than grief can dim-- + I know, as he loved, he will love me duly, + Yea better, e'en better than I love him. + And as I walk by the vast calm river, + The awful river so dread to see, + I say 'Thy breadth and thy depth for ever-- + Are bridged by his thoughts that cross to me.'" + +"Regina, do you interpret that the River of Death?" + +She pointed to the jewels on her hand, and the blue eyes cold as +steel met his. + +"Only the river of death could have 'divided' Douglass and me." + +A frown overshadowed his massive brow, but he merely added +composedly: + +"I did not suspect until to-night that you were endowed with your +mother's histrionic talent. Some day you will rival her as an +actress, and at least I may venture to congratulate you upon the +fact that she will scarcely be disappointed in your dramatic skill." + +For nearly a moment, neither spoke. + +"Mr. Palma, you have no objection, I hope, to my carrying mother's +portrait with me?" + +"It is undeniably your property, but since you will so soon possess +the original, I would suggest the propriety of leaving the picture +where it is, until your mother decides where she will reside." + +"I understood that you had sold this house, and feared that in the +removal it might be injured." + +"It will be carefully preserved with my own pictures, and if your +mother wishes it forwarded I will comply with her instructions. All +the business details of your voyage I have arranged with Mrs. Palma +and Mr. Chesley; and you have only to pack your trunks and bid adieu +to such friends as you may deem worthy of a farewell visit. Have you +a copy of Jean Ingelow?" + +"No, sir." + +"Then oblige me by accepting mine. I have no time for poetry." + +He took the book to his desk, wrote upon the fly leaf: "Lily, March +the 10th;" then marked "Divided," and returning to the table held the +volume toward her. + +"Thank you, but indeed, sir, I do not wish to accept it. I much +prefer that you should retain it." + +He inclined his head, and replaced the book on the marble slab. She +rose, and he saw the colour slowly ebbing from her lips. + +"Mr. Palma, I hope you will not deny me one great favour. I cannot +leave my dog; I must have my Hero." + +"Indeed! I thought you had quite forgotten his existence. You have +ceased to manifest any interest in him." + +"Yes, to manifest, but not to feel. You took him from me, and I was +unwilling to annoy you with useless petitions and complaints. You +assured me he was well cared for, and that I need not expect to have +him while I remained here; now I am going away for ever, I want him. +You gave him to me once; he is mine; and you have no right to +withhold him any longer." + +"Circumstances have materially altered. When you were a little girl I +sent you a dog to romp with. Now you are a young lady preparing for +European conquests, and having had his day, Hero must retire to the +rustic shade of your childhood." + +"Years have not changed my feeling for all that I love." + +"Are you sure, Lily, that you have not changed since you came to live +in New York?" + +"Not in my attachment to all that brightened my childhood, and Hero +is closely linked with the dear happy time I spent at the parsonage. +Mr. Palma, I want him." + +Her guardian smiled, and played with his watch chain. + +"Officers of the ocean steamers dislike to furnish passage for dogs; +and they are generally forwarded by sailing vessels. My ward, I +regret to refuse you, particularly when we are about to say good-bye, +possibly for ever. Wait six months, and if at the expiration of that +time, you still desire to have him cross the ocean, I pledge myself +to comply with your wishes. You know I never break a promise." + +"Where is Hero? May I not at least see him before I go?" + +"Just now he is at a farm on Staten Island, and I am sorry I cannot +gratify you in such a trivial matter. Trust me to take care of him." + +Her heart was slowly sinking, for she saw him glance at the clock, +and knew that it was very late. + +"I will bring you good tidings of your pet, when I see you in Europe. +If I live, I shall probably cross the ocean some time during the +summer; and as my business will oblige me to meet your mother, I +shall hope to see my ward during my tour, which will be short." + +He was watching her very closely, and instead of pleased surprise, +discerned the expression of dread, the unmistakable shiver that +greeted the announcement of his projected trip. After all, had he +utterly mistaken her feeling, flattered himself falsely? + +She supposed he referred to his bridal tour, and the thought that +when they next met he would be Brunella Carew's husband, goaded her +to hope that such torture might be averted by seeing him no more. + +While both stood sorrowful and perplexed, the front door bell rang +sharply. Soon after Terry entered, with a large official envelope, +sealed with red wax. + +"From Mr. Rodney, sir." + +"Yes, I was expecting it. Tell Octave I must have a cup of coffee at +daylight, and Farley must not fail to have the _coupé_ ready to take +me to the depot. Let the gas burn in the hall to-night. That is all." + +Mr. Palma broke the seals, glanced at the heading of several sheets +of legal cap, and laid the whole on his desk. + +"Regina, all the money belonging to you I shall leave in Mrs. Palma's +hands, and she will transmit it to you. Mr. Chesley will take charge +of you to-morrow, soon after his arrival, and in the chivalric new +guardian I presume the former grim custodian will speedily be +forgotten. I have some letters to write, and as I shall leave home +before you are awake, I must bid you good-bye to-night. Is there +anything you wish to say to me?" + +Twice she attempted to speak, but no sound was audible. + +Mr. Palma came close to her, and held out his hand. Silently she +placed hers in it, and when he took the other, holding both in a warm +tightening clasp, she felt as if the world were crumbling beneath her +unsteady feet. Her large soft eyes sought his handsome pale face, +wistfully, hungrily, almost despairingly, and oh, how dear he was to +her at that moment! If she could only put her arms around his neck, +and cling to him, feeling as she had once done the touch of his cheek +pressing hers; but there was madness in the thought. + +"Although you are so anxious to leave my care and my house, I hope my +ward will think kindly of me when far distant. It is my misfortune +that you gave your fullest confidence and affection, to your guardian +Mr. Hargrove; but since you were committed to nay hands, I have +endeavoured faithfully, conscientiously, to do my duty in every +respect. In some things it has cost me dear,--how dear I think you +will never realize. If I should live to see you again, I trust I +shall find you the same earnest, true-hearted, pure girl that you +leave me, for in your piety and noble nature I have a deep and +abiding faith. My dear ward, good-bye." + +The beautiful face with its mournful tender eyes told little of the +fierce agony that seemed consuming her, as she gazed into the beloved +countenance for the last time. + +"Good-bye, Mr. Palma. I have no words to thank you for all your care +and goodness." + +"Is that all, Lily? Years ago, when I left you at the parsonage, +looking as if your little heart would break, you said, 'I will pray +for you every night.' Now you leave me without a tear and with no +promise to remember me." + +Tenderly his low voice appealed to her heart, as he bent his head so +close that his hair swept across her brow. + +She raised the hand that held hers, suddenly kissed it with an +overwhelming passionate fervour, and holding it against her cheek, +murmured almost in a whisper: + +"God knows I have never ceased to pray for you, and, Mr. Palma, as +long as I live, come what may to both of us, I shall never fail in my +prayers for you." + +She dropped his hand, and covered her face with her own. + +He stretched his arms toward her, all his love in his fine eyes, so +full of a strange tenderness, a yearning to possess her entirely, but +he checked himself, and, taking one of the hands, led her to the +door. Upon the threshold she rallied, and looked up: + +"Good-bye, Mr. Palma." + +He drew her close to his side, unconscious that he pressed her +fingers so tight that the small points of the diamonds cut into the +flesh. + +"God bless you, Lily. Think of me sometimes." + +They looked in each other's eyes an instant, and she walked away. He +turned and closed the door, and she heard the click of the lock +inside. Blind and tearless, like one staggering from a severe blow, +she reached her own room, and fell heavily across the foot of her +bed. + +Through the long hours of that night she lay motionless, striving to +hush the moans of her crushed heart, and wondering why such anguish +as hers was not fatal. Staring at the wall, she could not close her +eyes, and the only staff that supported her in the ordeal was the +consciousness that she had fought bravely, had not betrayed her +humiliating secret. + +Toward dawn she rose, and opened her window. The sleet had ceased, +and the carriage was standing before the door. An impulse she could +not resist drove her out into the hall, to catch one more glimpse of +the form so precious to her. She heard a door open on the hall +beneath, and recognized her guardian's step. He paused, and she heard +him talking to his stepmother, bidding her adieu. His last words were +deep and gentle in their utterance. + +"Be very tender and patient with Olga. Wounds like hers heal slowly. +Take good care of my ward. God bless you all." + +Descending the steps she saw him distinctly, enveloped in an overcoat +buttoned so close that it showed the fine proportions of his tall +figure; and as he stopped to light his cigar at a gas globe which a +bronze Atalanta held in a niche half way up the stairs, his nobly +formed head and gleaming forehead impressed itself for ever on her +memory. + +Slowly he went down, and leaning over the balustrade to watch the +vanishing figure, the withered azaleas slipped from her hair, and +floated like a snowflake down, down to the lower hall. + +Fearful of discovery she shrank back, but not before he had seen the +drifting flowers, and one swift upward glance showed him the blanched +suffering face pale as a summer cloud, retreating from observation. +Stooping, he snatched the bruised wilted petals that seemed a fit +symbol of the drooping flower he was leaving behind him, kissed them +tenderly, and thrust them into his bosom. + +The blessed assurance so long desired seemed nestling in their +perfumed corollas making all his future fragrant; and how little she +dreamed of the precious message they breathed from her heart to his! + + "What could he do indeed? A weak white girl + Held all his heartstrings in her small white hand; + His hopes, and power, and majesty were hers, + And not his own." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + + +"No, mother; no. Not less, but more beautiful; not so pale as when +you hang over me at the convent, baptizing me with hot, fast dripping +tears. Now a delicate flush like the pink of an apple bloom +overspreads your cheeks; and your eyes, once so sad, eyes which I +remember as shimmering stars, burning always on the brink of clouds, +and magnified and misty through a soft veil of April rain, are +brighter, happier eyes than those I have so fondly dreamed of. Oh, +mother! mother! Draw me close, hold me tight. Earth has no peace so +holy as the blessed rest in a mother's clasping arms. After the long +winter of separation, it is so sweet to bask in your presence, +thawing like a numb dormouse in the sunshine of May. I knew I should +find joy in the reunion, but how deep, how full, anticipation failed +to paint; and only the blessed reality has taught me." + +On the carpet at her mother's feet, with her head in her mother's lap +and her arms folded around her waist, Regina had thrown herself, +feasting her eyes with the beauty of the face smiling down upon her. +It was the second day after her arrival in Paris, and hour after hour +she had poured into eagerly listening ears the recital of her life at +the quiet parsonage, at the stately mansion on Fifth Avenue; and yet +the endless stream of talk flowed on, and neither mother nor child +took cognizance of the flight of time. + +Of her past the girl withheld only the acknowledgment of her profound +interest in Mr. Palma, and when questioned concerning his opposition +to her engagement with Mr. Lindsay she had briefly announced her +belief that he was hastening the preparations for his marriage with +Mrs. Carew. Of him she spoke only in quiet terms of respect and +gratitude, and her mother never suspected the spasm of pain that the +bare mention of his name aroused. + +Thus far no allusion had been hazarded to the long-veiled mystery of +her parentage, and Mrs. Orme wondered at the exceeding delicacy with +which her daughter avoided every reference that might have been +construed into an inquiry. As the soft motherly hand passed +caressingly over the forehead resting so contentedly on her knee, +Regina continued: + +"In all the splendid imagery that makes 'Aurora Leigh' deathless, +nothing affected me half so deeply as the portrait of the motherless +child; and often when I could not sleep, I have whispered in the wee +sma' hours: + + "I felt a mother want about the world, + And still went seeking, like a bleating lamb + Left out at night, in shutting up the fold, + As restless as a nest-deserted bird, + Grown chill through something being away, though what-- + It knows not. So mothers have God's license to be missed." + +"My guardians were noble, kind, high-toned, honourable gentlemen, and +I owe them thanks, but ah! a girl should be ward only to those who +gave her being; and, mother, brown-eyed mother, sweet and holy, it +would have been better for your child had she shared her past with +none but you. Do I weary you with my babble? If so, lay your hand +upon my mouth, and I will watch your dear face, and be silent." + +In answer, the mother stooped and kissed many times the perfect lips +that smiled at the pressure; but the likeness to a mouth dangerously +sweet, treacherously beautiful, mocked her, and Regina saw her turn +away her eyes, and felt rather than heard the strangled moan. + +"Mother-kisses, the sweetest relic of Eden that followed Eve into a +world of pain. All these dreary years I have kept your memory like a +white angel-image, set it up for worship, offered it the best part of +myself; and I know I have grown jealously exacting, where you are +concerned. I studied because I wished you to be proud of me; I +practised simply that my music might be acceptable and pleasant to +you; and when people praised me, said I was pretty, I rejoiced that +one day I might be considered worthy of you. Something wounded me +when at last we met. Let me tell you, my dearest, that you may take +out the thorn, and heal the grieved spot. The day I came,--how long +ago? for I am in a delicious dream, have been eating the luscious +lotos of realized hope,--the day I came, and saw a new, glorious sun +shining from my mother's eyes, you ran to meet me. I hear you again, +'My baby! my baby!' as you rushed across the floor. You opened your +arms, and when you clasped me to your bosom you bent my head back, +and gazed at me--oh! how eagerly, hungrily; and I saw your face turn +ghastly white, and a great agony sweep across it, and the lips that +kissed me were cold and quivering. To me it was all sweet as heaven; +but the cup of delight I drained, had bitter drops for you. Mother, +tell me, were you disappointed in your daughter?" + +"No, darling; no. The little blue-eyed child has grown into a woman, +of whom the haughtiest mother in the land might be proud. My darling +is all I wish her." + +"Ah, mother! the flattery is inexpressibly sweet, falling like dew on +parched leaves; but the eyes of your idolatrous baby have grown very +keen, and I know that the sight of me brings you a terrible pain you +cannot hide. Last night, when Mrs. Waul made me shake out my hair to +show its length, and praised it and my eyebrows, you dropped my hand, +and walked away; and in the mirror on the wall, I saw your +countenance shaken with grief. What is it? We have been apart so +long, do take me into your heart fully; tell me why you look at me, +and turn aside and shiver?" + +Her clasping arms tightened about her mother's waist, and after a +short silence, Mrs. Orme exclaimed: + +"It is true. It has always been so. From the hour when you were born, +and your little round head black with silky locks was first laid upon +my arm, your face stabbed me like a dagger, and your eyes are blue +steel that murder my peace. My daughter, my daughter, you are the +exact counterpart, the beautiful image of your father! It is because +I see in your eyes so wonderfully blue the reproduction of his, and +about your mouth and brows the graceful lines of his, that I shudder +while I look at you. Ah, my darling! is it not hard that your beauty +should sting like a serpent the mother whose blood filled your veins? +The very tones of your voice, the carriage of your head, even the +peculiar shape of your fingers and nails, are his--all his! Oh, my +baby! my white lamb! my precious little one, if I had not fed you +from my bosom--cradled you in my arms--realized that you were indeed +flesh of my flesh--my own unfortunate, unprotected disowned baby, I +believe I should hate you!" + +She bowed her head in her hands, and groaned aloud. + +"Forgive me, mother. If I had imagined the real cause, I would never +have inquired. Let it pass. Tell me nothing that will bring such a +storm of grief as this. God knows I wish I resembled you--only you." + +She covered her mother's hands with kisses, and tears gathered in her +eyes. + +"No; God knew best, and in His wisdom, His mercy for widowhood and +orphanage, He stamped your father's unmistakable likeness indelibly +upon you. Providentially a badge of honourable parentage was set upon +the deserted infant, which neither fraud, slander, nor perjury can +ever remove. The laws God set to work in nature defy the calumny, the +corruption, the vindictive persecution and foul injustice cloaked +under legal statutes, human decrees; and though a world swore to the +contrary, your face proclaims your father, and his own image will +hunt him through all his toils and triumphantly confront him with his +crime. No jury ever empanelled could see you side by side with your +father, and dare to doubt that you were his child! No, bitter as are +the memories your countenance recalls, I hold it the keenest weapon +in the armoury of my revenge." + +"Let us talk of something that grieves and agitates you less. May I +sing you a song always associated with your portrait, an invocation +sacred to my lovely mother?" + +"No, sometime you must know the history I have carefully hidden from +all but Mr. Palma and your dead guardian; and now that the bitter +waves are already roaring over me, why should I delay the narration? +It was not my purpose to tell you thus, I though it would too +completely unnerve me, and I wrote the story of my life in the form +of a drama, and called it _Infelice!_ But the recital is in Mr. +Chesley's hands for perusal; and I shall feel stronger, less +oppressed, when I have talked freely with you. Kiss me, my pure +darling, my own little nameless treasure, my fatherless baby; for +indeed I need the elixir of my daughter's love to keep me human when +I dwell upon the past." + +She strained the girl to her heart, then put her away and rose. +Opening a strong metallic box concealed in a drawer of the +dressing-table, she took out several papers, some yellowed with age, +and blurred with tears, and while Regina still sat, with her arm +resting on the chair, Mrs. Orme locked the door, and began to walk +slowly up and down the room. + +"One moment, mother. I want to know why my heart is drawn so steadily +and so powerfully toward Mr. Chesley, and why something in his face +reminds me tenderly of you? Are you quite willing to tell me why he +seems so deeply interested in me?" + +"Regina, have you never guessed? Orme Chesley is my uncle, my +mother's only brother." + +"Oh, how rejoiced I am! I hoped he was in some mysterious way related +to us, but I feared to lean too much upon the pleasant thought, lest +it proved a disappointment. My own uncle? What a blessing! Does Mr. +Palma know it?" + +"Mr. Palma first suspected and traced the relationship, and it was +from him that Uncle Orme learned of my existence, for it appears he +believed me dead. Mr. Palma has long held all the tangled threads of +my miserable history in his skilful hands, and to his prudent, +patient care you and I shall owe our salvation. For years he has been +to me the truest, wisest, kindest friend a deserted and helpless +woman ever found." + +Regina sank her head upon the chair, afraid that her radiant face +might betray the joy his praises kindled; and while she walked, Mrs. +Orme began her recital: + +"My grandfather, Hubert Chesley, was from Alsace; my grandmother +originally belonged to the French family of Ormes. They had two +children, Orme the eldest, and Minetta, who while very young married +a travelling musician from Switzerland, named Léon Merle. A year +after she became his wife her father died, and the family resolved +to emigrate to America. On the voyage, which was upon a crowded +emigrant ship, I was born; and a few hours after my mother died. +They buried her at sea, and would to God I too had been thrown into +the waves, for then this tale of misery would never torture innocent +ears. But children who have only a heritage of woe, and ought to die, +fight for existence defying adversity, and thrive strangely; so I +lucklessly survived. + +"My first recollections are of a pauper quarter in a large city, +where my father supported us scantily by teaching music. Subsequently +we removed to several villages, and finally settled in one where were +located a college for young gentlemen, and a seminary for girls. In +the latter my father was employed as musical professor, and here we +lived very comfortably until he died of congestion of the lungs. +Uncle Orme at that time was in feeble health, and unable to +contribute toward our maintenance, and soon after father's death he +went out to California to the mining region. I was about ten years +old when he left, and recollect him as a pale, thin, delicate man. +In those days it cost a good deal of money to reach the gold mines, +and this alone prevented him from taking us with him. + +"We were very poor, but grandmother was foolishly, inconsistently +proud, and though compelled to sew for our daily bread, she dressed +me in a style incompatible with our poverty, and contrived to send me +to school. Finally her eyes failed, and with destitution staring +open-jawed upon us, she reluctantly consented to do the washing and +mending for three college boys. She was well educated, and +inordinately vain of her blood, and how this galling necessity +humiliated her! We of course could employ no servant, and once when +she was confined to her bed by inflammatory rheumatism, I was sent to +the college to carry the clothes washed and ironed that week. It was +the only time I was ever permitted to cross the campus, but it +sufficed to wreck my life. On that luckless day I first met Cuthbert +Laurance, then only nineteen, while I was not yet fifteen. Think of +it, my darling; three years younger than you are now, and you a mere +child still! While he paid me the money due, he looked at and talked +to me. Oh, my daughter! my daughter! as I see you at this instant, +with your violet eyes, watching me from under those slender, black +arches, it seems the very same regular, aristocratic, beautiful face +that met me that wretched afternoon, beneath the branching elms that +shaded the campus! So courteous, so winning, so chivalric, so +indescribably handsome did he present himself to my admiring eyes. I +was young, pretty, an innocent, ignorant, foolish child, and I +yielded to the fascination he exerted. + +"Day by day the charm deepened, and he sought numerous opportunities +of seeing me again; gave me books, brought me flowers, became the +king of my waking thoughts, the god of my dreams. In a cottage near +us lived a widow, Mrs. Peterson; whose only child Peleg, a rough +overgrown lad, was a journeyman carpenter, and quite skilful in +carving wooden figures. We had grown up together, and he seemed +particularly fond of and kind to me, rendering me many little +services which a stalwart man can perform for a delicate petted young +creature such as I was then. + +"As grandmother's infirmity increased, and her strict supervision +relaxed, I met Cuthbert more frequently, but as yet without her +knowledge; and gradually be won my childish heart completely. His +father, General René Laurance, was a haughty wealthy planter residing +in one of the Middle States, and Cuthbert was his only child, the +pride of his heart and home. Those happy days seem a misty dream to +me now, I have so utterly outgrown the faith that lent a glory to +that early time. Cuthbert assured me of his affection, swore undying +allegiance to me; and like many other silly, trusting, inexperienced, +doomed young fools, I believed every syllable that he whispered in my +ears. + +"One Sabbath when grandmother supposed I was saying my prayers in the +church, which I had left home to attend, I stole away to our trysting +place in a neighbouring wood, that bordered a small stream. Oh, the +bitter fruits of that filial disobedience! The accursed harvest that +ripened for me, that it seems I shall never have done garnering! +Clandestine interviews concealed, because I knew prohibition would +follow discovery! I am a melancholy monument of the sin of deception; +and that child who deliberately snatches the reins of control from +the hands where God decrees them, and dares substitute her will and +judgment for those of parents or guardians, drives inevitably on to +ruin, and will live to curse her folly. That day Peleg was fishing, +and surprised us at the moment when Cuthbert was bending down to kiss +me. Having heard all that passed, he waited till evening, and finding +me in the little garden attached to our house, he savagely upbraided +me for preferring Cuthbert's society to his, claimed me as his, by +right of devotion; and when I spurned him indignantly, and forbade +him to speak to me in future, he became infuriated, rushed into the +cottage, and disclosed all that he had discovered." + +"I knew it! I felt assured you must always have loathed him!" +exclaimed Regina, with kindling eyes; and catching her mother's dress +as she passed beside her. + +"Why, my darling?" + +"Because he was coarse, brutal! When he dared to call you 'Minnie,' +if I had been a man I would have strangled him!" + +Her mother kissed her, and answered sadly: + +"And yet he loved me infinitely better than the man for whom I +repulsed, nay insulted him. He was poor, unpolished, but at that time +he would have died to defend me from harm. It was reserved for his +courtly, high-bred, elegant rival to betray the trust he won! The +storm that followed Peleg's revelation was fierce, and availing +herself of his jealous surveillance, grandmother allowed me no more +stolen interviews. After a fortnight, Cuthbert came one day and +demanded permission to see me, alleging that we were betrothed, and +that he would give satisfactory explanations of his conduct. +Grandmother was obdurate, but unfortunately I ventured in, and, +seizing me in his arms, he swore that all the world should not +separate us. To her he explained that his father desired him to marry +an heiress who lived not far from the paternal mansion, and possessed +immense estates, upon which the covetous eyes of the Laurances' had +long been fixed; but until he completed his collegiate course matters +must be delayed. He protested that he could love no one but me, and +solemnly vowed that as soon as freed by his majority from parental +control he would make me his wife. I was sufficiently insane to +believe it all; but grandmother was wiser, and sternly interdicted +his visits. + +"A month went by, during which Peleg persecuted me with professions +of love, and offers of marriage. How I detested him, and by contrast +how godlike appeared my refined, polished, proud young lover! At +length Cuthbert wrote to me, entrusting the letter to a college chum +Gerbert Audré, but Peleg's Argus scrutiny could not be baffled, and +again I was detected. + +"Meantime grandmother's strength was evidently failing, and Uncle +Orme was far away in western wilds; who would save me from my own +rash folly if she should die, and leave me unprotected? This +apprehension preyed ceaselessly on her mind, she grew morose, moody, +tyrannical; and when finally Cuthbert came once more, forcing an +entrance into the little cottage, and asking upon what conditions he +might be permitted to visit me, she bluntly told him that she had +determined to take me at all hazards to a convent, and shut me up for +ever, unless within forty-eight hours he married me. The though of +separation made him almost frantic, and after some discussion, it was +arranged that we should be married very secretly in a distant town, +with only grandmother and his room-mate André as witnesses. Our union +would be concealed rigidly until Cuthbert had left college and +attained his majority, which was then nearly two years distant; at +which time he would enter upon the possession of a certain amount of +property left by his mother. An approaching recess of several days, +which would enable him to absent himself without exciting suspicion, +was selected as an auspicious occasion for the consummation we all so +ardently desired, and very quietly the preliminary steps were taken. + +"By what stratagem or fraud a license was obtained, I never learned, +and was too ignorant and unsuspicious to question or understand the +forms essential to legality. One stormy night we were driven across +the country to a railway station, hurried aboard the train, and next +morning reached the town of V----. At the parsonage you know so well +we found Mr. Hargrove, who appeared very reluctant to accede to our +wishes. I was only fifteen, a simple-hearted child, and Cuthbert, +though well grown, was too youthful to assume the duties of the +position for which he presented himself as candidate. The faithful, +prudent pastor expostulated, and declared himself unwilling to bind a +pair of children by ties so solemn and indissoluble; but the license +was triumphantly exhibited as a release from ministerial +responsibility, and grandmother urged in extenuation that in the +event of her death I would be thrown helpless upon the world, and she +as my sole surviving protector and guardian desired to see me +entitled to a husband's care and shelter. + +"At last, with an earnest protest, the conscientious man consented, +and standing before him that sunny morning, in the presence of God, +and of grandmother and Mr. Audré, Cuthbert Laurance and Minnie Merle +were solemnly married! Oh, my daughter! when I think of that day, and +its violated vows--when I remember what I was, and contrast the +Minnie Merle of my girlhood with the blasted, wretched ruin that I +am, my brain reels, my veins run fire!" + +She clasped her palms across her forehead and moaned, as the deluge +of bitter recollections overflowed her. + +Tears were stealing down Regina's cheeks, as she watched the anguish +she felt powerless to relieve, and she began to realize the depth of +woe that had blackened all her past. + +"He promised to love, honour, cherish me, as long as life lasted, and +Mr. Hargrove pronounced me his wife, and blessed me. How dared we +expect a blessing! Cuthbert knew that he was defying, outraging his +father's wishes, and I had earned my title by deception and +disobedience. God help all those who build their hopes upon the +treacherous sands of human constancy. Mr. Hargrove laid his hand upon +my head, and said in a strangely warning tone, I might have known was +prophetic: 'Mrs. Laurance, you are the youngest wife I ever saw, you +are not fit to be out of the nursery; but I trust this union will not +fulfil my forebodings, that the result will sanction my most +reluctant performance of this hallowed ceremony.' + +"How supremely happy I was! How unutterably proud of my handsome +tender husband! I do not know whether even then he truly loved me, or +if he merely intended me as a pretty toy to amuse him during the +tedium of college sessions; I only remember my delirious delight, my +boundless exultation. We returned home, and Cuthbert resumed his +college studies, but through the co-operation of his room-mate, he +spent much of his time in our cottage. Peleg became troublesome, and +invidious reports were set afloat. I am not aware whether grandmother +had always intended to publish the marriage as soon as consummated, +or whether her breach of faith sprang from some facts she +subsequently discovered; but certainly she distrusted Cuthbert's +sincerity of purpose, and taking Peleg into her confidence, +despatched him to inform General Laurance of all that had occurred. +From that hour Peleg Peterson became my most implacable and +dangerous foe. + +"Dreaming of no danger, Cuthbert and I had spent but three weeks of +wedded happiness, when, without premonition, the sun of my joy was +suddenly blotted out. A letter arrived, speedily followed by a +telegram summoning him to the bedside of his father, who was +dangerously ill. Oh, fool that I was! I fancied heaven designed to +remove a cruel parent, and thus obliterate all obstacles to the +completion of my bliss. What blind dolts young people are! Cuthbert +was restless, suspicious, unwilling to leave me, or appeared so, and +when we parted, he took me in his arms, kissed away my tears, +implored heaven to watch over his bride, his treasure, his wife; and +swore that at the earliest possible moment he would hold 'darling +Minnie' to his heart once more. Turn away your face, Regina, for it +too vividly, too intolerably recalls his image as he stood bidding me +farewell; his glossy black hair clinging in rings around his white +brow, his magnetic blue eyes gazing tenderly into mine! Oh, the +wonderful charm of that beautiful treacherous face! Oh, husband of my +love I father of my innocent baby!" + +She threw herself into a corner of the sofa, and the dry sob that +shook her frame told how keen was the torture. Regina followed, +kneeling in front of her, burying her face in her mother's dress. + +"I saw him enter the carriage and drive away, and thirteen years +passed before I looked upon him again. Of course the reported illness +was a mere ruse to lull his apprehensions. His father received him +with a hurricane of reproaches, threats, maledictions. He taunted, +jeered him with having been hoodwinked, cajoled, outwitted by a +'wily old washwoman,' who had inveigled him into a disgraceful +misalliance in order to betray him, to fasten upon and devour his +wealth. One letter only I received from Cuthbert, denouncing +grandmother's treachery, and announcing his father's rage and threats +to disinherit and disown him if he did not repudiate the marriage, +which he stated was invalid on account of his son's minority. He +wrote that he would be compelled for the present to accede to his +father's wishes, since for nearly two years at least he was wholly +dependent on his bounty; but assured me that on the day when he could +claim his inheritance from his mother he would acknowledge his +marriage at all hazards, and proclaim me his wife. That letter, the +first and last I ever received from my husband, you can read at your +leisure. Three days after it was dated, he and his father sailed for +Europe, and he has never returned to America. + +"Although it was a cruel blow to all my brilliant anticipations, I +did not even then dream of the fate designed for me. I loved on, +trusted on, hoped--oh, how sanguinely! My pride was piqued at General +Laurance's haughty, supercilious scorn of my birth and blood, and I +determined to fit myself for the proud niche I would one day fill as +Cuthbert's wife. My grandmother spoke French fluently, it was her +vernacular; and my father had left some valuable and choice books. To +these I turned with avidity, prosecuting my studies with renewed +zest. About three months after my husband left me, Uncle Orme sent +money to defray our expenses to California. Grandmother who foreboded +the future, told me I had been sacrificed, abandoned, repudiated, and +urged me to accompany her. In return, I indignantly refused, charging +her with having fired the temple of my happiness, by the brand of her +betrayal of the secret. Recriminations followed, we parted in anger +and she left me, to join Uncle Orme; but not before acquainting me +with the startling fact that Peleg Peterson had declared his +determination to annul the marriage by furnishing infamous testimony +against my character. + +"After her departure a man who acted as agent for General Laurance +called to negotiate for a separation, advising me to make the best +terms in my power, as it was useless for me to attempt to cope with +General Laurance, who would mercilessly crush me if necessary, by the +publication of disgraceful slanders which my 'old lover Peleg +Peterson' had sworn to prove in open court. He offered me five +thousand dollars and my passage to San Francisco, on condition of my +renouncing all claim to the hand and name of Cuthbert Laurance. My +husband he assured me had reached his father's house in a state of +intoxication; and had since become convinced of my unworthiness, and +of the necessity of severing for ever all connection with me. Not for +an instant did I credit him. It seemed a vile machination, and I +scornfully rejected all overtures for separation, proclaiming my +resolution to assert and maintain my rights as a lawful wife. It was +open war, and how they derided my proud demand for recognition! + +"Mr. Audré left college the week after Cuthbert was called so +unexpectedly away, and disappeared; and grandmother died suddenly +with rheumatism of the heart, when only a few miles distant from the +harbour of her destination. Peleg audaciously proposed that we should +ignore the empty worthless marriage ceremony, accept the Laurance +bribe, and go away to the far west, where we might begin life anew. +He told me my husband believed me unworthy, that he had convinced him +I would dishonour his noble name, and that my reputation was at his +own mercy. In my amazement and horror I defied him, dared him to do +his worst; and recklessly he accepted the rash challenge. Leaving no +clue (as I imagined), I secretly quitted the village, where gossip +was busy with my name, and went to New York. My scanty means rapidly +melted away, and I hired myself as a seamstress in a wealthy family. +Not even at this stage of affairs did I lose faith in my husband, and +bravely I confronted the knowledge that at no distant period I should +be forced to provide for a helpless infant. + +"One day, in going down a steep flight of steps, with a heavy waiter +in my hands, I missed my footing, fell, and was picked up senseless +on the tiled floor at the foot of the stairs. A physician living near +was called in, and as I was only the seamstress, the information he +gave my employer induced her to send me immediately to the hospital +for pauper women. One of my ankles was fractured, and the day after +my admission to the hospital you were born prematurely. In a ward of +that hospital, surrounded by strange but kind sympathetic faces, you, +my darling, opened your blue eyes, unwelcomed by a father's love, +unnoticed by your wretched mother; for I was delirious for many days, +and you were three weeks old when first I knew you were my baby. Ah, +my daughter! why did not a merciful God order us both out of the +world then, before it persecuted and bruised us so cruelly? I have +wished a thousand times that you had died before I ever recognized +you as mine!" + +"Oh, mother, mother, pity me! Do not reproach me with the life I owe +to you." + +Regina's features writhed, and, pressing her face closer against her +mother's knee, she sobbed unrestrainedly: + +"My darling, blessings often come so thoroughly disguised that we +brand them as curses, learning later that they garner all our earthly +hopes, sometimes our heavenly; and when I look at you now, my soul +yearns over you with a love too deep for utterance. I know that you +were born to avenge your wrongs and mine, to aid by your baby fingers +in lifting the load of injustice and libel that has so long borne me +down. You are the one solitary comfort in all the wide earth, and but +for you I should have given up the struggle long ago." + +Softly she stroked the silky hair and tearful cheek, and leaning back +continued: + +"While I was still an inmate of the hospital, where I was known as +Minnie Merle, Peleg Peterson found me, and proclaimed himself your +father. He was partly intoxicated at the time, and was forcibly +ejected; but the excitement of that dastardly horrible charge threw +me into a relapse, and I was dangerously ill. Lying beside me on my +cot, I watched your little face, through the slow hours of +convalescence, and your tiny hands seemed to strengthen me for the +labour that beckoned me back to life. For your dear sake I must brave +the future. To one of the noble-hearted gentle Sisters of Charity who +visited the hospital and ministered like an angel of mercy to you and +me, I told enough of my history to explain my presence there, and +through her influence when I was strong enough to work, I was placed +in a position where I was permitted to keep you with me for a year. I +knew that my only safety lay in hiding for a time from my enemy, and +destroying all trace of my departure from the hospital, I assumed the +name of Odille Orphia Orme, which had belonged to a sister of my +grandmother. + +"I was not sixteen when you were born, and, having had my head shaved +during my illness, my hair grew out the bright gold you see it now, +instead of the dark brown it had hitherto been. A strange freak of +nature, but a providential aid to the disguise I wished to maintain. +I wrote to Cuthbert, informing him of your birth, praying his speedy +return, but no reply came; and again and again I repeated the +petition. At length I was answered by the return of all my letters, +without a line of comment. Then I began to suspect what was in store +for me, but it threatened to drive me wild; and I shut my eyes and +refused to think, set my teeth, and hoped, hoped still. The two years +had almost expired, and when Cuthbert was of age he would fly to his +wife and child, solacing them for all they had endured. I could not +afford to doubt; that way lay madness! + +"When you were fourteen months old, I put you in an Orphan Asylum, +where I could see you often, and took a situation as upper maid and +seamstress in a fashionable family on Fifth Avenue. My duties were +light, my employers were considerate and kind, and the young ladies, +observing my desire to improve myself, gave me the privileges of the +library, which was well selected and extensive. They were very +cultivated, elegant people, and I listened to their conversation, +observed their deportment, and modelled my manners after the example +they furnished. I was so anxious to astonish Cuthbert by my grace and +intelligence, when he presented me to his father, and I exulted in +the thought that even he might one day be proud of his son's wife. + +"How I struggled and toiled, sowing by day, reading, studying by +night. Finding Racine, Euripides, and Shakespeare in the library, I +perused them carefully, and accidentally I discovered my talent. The +ladies of the house on one occasion had private theatricals, and the +play was one with which I chanced to be familiar. At the last +rehearsal, on the night of the play, one of the young ladies was +suddenly seized with such violent giddiness, that she was unable to +appear in the character she personated, and in the dilemma I was +summoned. So successful was my performance that I saw the new path +opening before me, and began to fit myself for it. I gave every spare +moment to dramatic studies, and was progressing rapidly when all hope +was crushed. + +"Cuthbert's birthday came; days, weeks, months rolled by, and I wrote +one more passionate prayer for recognition; pleading that at least +he would allow me to see him once again, that he would just once look +at the lovely face of his child; then if he disowned both wife and +child we would ask him no more. How I counted the weeks that crawled +away! how fondly I still hoped that now, being of age and free, he +would fulfil his promise! + +"You were two years and a half old, and I went one Sunday to visit +you. + +"How well I recollect your appearance on that fatal day! Your bare +pearly feet gleaming on the floor over which I guided your uncertain +steps, as you tottered along clinging to my finger, your dimpled neck +and arms displayed by the white muslin slip my hands had fashioned, +your jetty hair curling thick and close over your round head, your +small milk-white teeth sparkling through your open lips, as your +large soft violet eyes laughed up in my face!--so glad you were to +see me! You had never seemed so lovely before, and I knelt down and +hugged you, my darling. I kissed your dainty feet and hands, your +lips and eyes so like Cuthbert's, and I know as I caressed you my +heart swelled with the fond pride that only mothers can understand +and feel, and I whispered, 'Papa's baby! Papa's own darling! +Cuthbert's baby!' + +"It was harder than usual to quit you that day; you clung to me, +nestled close to me, stole your little hand into my bosom, and +finally fell asleep. When I laid you softly down in your low +truckle-bed, the tears would come and hang on my lashes, and while +I lingered, passing my hand over your dear pretty feet, I determined +that if Cuthbert did not come, or write very soon, I would take you +and go in search of him. What man could shut his arms and heart +against such a lovely babe who owed him her being? + +"It was late when I got home, and the lady with whom I lived sent for +me in great haste. Guests had unexpectedly come from a distance, +dinner must be served, and the butler had been called away +inopportunely to one of his children, who had been terribly scalded. +Could I oblige her by consenting to serve the visitors at table? She +was a good mistress to me, and of course I did not hesitate. One of +the guests was a nephew of the host, and recently returned from +Europe, as I learned from the conversation. When the desert was being +set upon the table, he said: 'No, I rather liked him; none are +perfect, and he has sowed his wild oats, and settled down. Marriage +is a strong social anchor, and his bride is a very heavy-looking +woman, though enormously rich, I hear. It is said that his father +manoeuvred the match, for Cuthbert liked being fancy free.' + +"The name startled me, and the master of the house asked, 'Of whom +are you speaking?' 'Cuthbert Laurance and his recent marriage with +Abbie Ames the banker's daughter. My mistress pulled my dress and +directed me to bring a bottle of champagne from the side table. I +stood like a stone, and she repeated the command. As I lifted the +wine and started back, the stranger added: 'Here is an account of the +wedding; quite a brilliant affair, and as I witnessed the nuptials I +can testify the description is not exaggerated. They were married in +Paris, and General Laurance presented the bride with a beautiful set +of diamonds.' The bottle fell with a crash, and in the confusion I +tottered toward the butler's pantry and sank down insensible. + +"Oh, the awful, intolerable agony that has been my portion ever +since! Do you wonder that Laurance is a synonym for all that is +cruel, wicked? Is it strange that at times I loath the sight of your +face, which mocks me with the assurance that you are his as well as +mine? Oh, most unfortunate child! cursed with the fatal beauty of him +who wrecked your mother's life, and denies you even his infamous +name!" + +She sprang up, broke away from her daughter's arms, and resumed her +walk. + +"After that day I was a different woman, hard, bitter, relentless, +desperate. In the room of hope reigned hate, and I dedicated the +future to revenge. I had heard Mr. Palma's name mentioned as the most +promising lawyer at the bar, and though he was a young man then, he +inspired all who knew him with confidence and respect. Withholding +only my husband's name, I gave him my history, and sought legal +advice. A suit would result in the foul and fatal aspersion, which +Peleg was waiting to pour like an inky stream upon my character, and +we ascertained that he was in the pay of the Laurances, and would +testify according to their wishes and purposes. There was no proof of +my marriage, unless Mr. Hargrove had preserved the license, the +record of which had been destroyed by the burning of the court-house. +Where were the witnesses? Grandmother was dead, and it was rumoured +Mr. Audré had perished in a fishing excursion off the Labrador coast. + +"Mr. Palma advised me to wait, to patiently watch for an opportunity, +pledging himself to do all that legal skill could effect; and nobly +he has redeemed his promise to the desolate, friendless, +broken-hearted woman who appealed to him for aid. + +"I succeeded after several repulses, in securing a very humble +position in one of the small theatres, where I officiated first with +scissors and needle, in fitting costumes and in various other menial +employments; studying ceaselessly all the while to prepare myself for +the stage. The manager became interested, encouraged me, tested me at +rehearsals, and at last after an arduous struggle, I made my _début_ +at the benefit of one of the stock actors. My name was adroitly +whispered about, one or two mysterious paragraphs were published at +the expense of the actor, and so--curiosity gave me an audience and +an opportunity. + +"That night seemed the crisis of my destiny; if I failed, what would +become of my baby? Already, my love, you were my supreme thought. But +I did not, my face was a great success; my acting was pronounced +wonderful by the dramatic critic to whom the beneficiary sent a +complimentary ticket, and after that evening I had no difficulty in +securing an engagement that proved very successful. + +"A year after I learned that Cuthbert had married a second time, I +went to V---- to see Mr. Hargrove, and obtain possession of my +license. The good man only gave me a copy, to which he added his +certificate of the solemnization of my marriage; but he sympathized +very deeply with my unhappy condition, and promised in any emergency +to befriend you, my darling. A few hours after I left the parsonage +it was entered and robbed, and the license he refused me was stolen. +Long afterward I learned he suspected me." + +Here Regina narrated her discovery of the mysterious facts connected +with the loss of the paper, and her first knowledge of Peleg +Peterson. As she explained the occurrences that succeeded the storm, +Mrs. Orme almost scowled, and resumed: + +"He has been the _bête noire_ of my ill-starred life, but even his +malice has been satiated at last. Anxious to shield you from the +possibility of danger, and from all contaminating influences and +association, I carried you to a distant convent; the same with which +grandmother had threatened me, and placed you under the sacred shadow +of the Nuns' protection. Then, assured of your safety and that your +education would not be neglected, I devoted myself completely to my +profession. From city to city I wandered in quest of fame and money, +both so essential to the accomplishment of my scheme; a scheme that +goaded me sleeping and waking, leaving no moment of repose. + +"One night in Chicago, having overtaxed my strength, I fainted on the +street, _en route_ from the theatre, and while my servant fled for +assistance, I was found by Mr. and Mrs. Waul, and taken to their +home. Their kind hearts warmed toward me, and no parents could have +been more tenderly watchful than they have proved ever since. They +supplied a need of protection, of which I was growing painfully +conscious, and I engaged them to travel with me. + +"Once I took three days out of my busy life, and visited the old +family homestead of General Laurance. The owner was in Europe, the +house closed; but, standing unnoticed under the venerable oaks that +formed the avenue of approach to the ancestral halls of my husband, I +looked at the stately pile and the broad fields that surrounded it, +and called upon Heaven to spare me long enough to see my child the +regnant heiress of all that proud domain. There I vowed that cost +what it might, I would accomplish my revenge, would place you there +as owner of that noble inheritance. + +"Through Mr. Palma's inquiries concerning the records, I ascertained +that this property had been settled upon Cuthbert on the week of his +second marriage. You were ten years old when I determined to go to +Europe and consummate my plan. Peleg had disappeared, and I knew that +the other agent of the Laurances had lost all trace of me. You were +so grieved because I left for Europe without bidding you good-bye! +Ah, my sweet child! You never knew that it was the hardest trial of +my life to put the ocean between us, and that I was too cowardly to +witness your distress at the separation that was so uncertain in +duration. + +"Could I have gone without the sight of my precious baby? I reached +the convent about dusk, and informed the sisters that I deemed it +best to transfer you to the guardianship of two gentlemen, one of +whom would come and take you away the ensuing week. Through a crevice +of the dormitory door I watched you undress, envied the gentle nun +who gathered up your long hair and tied over it the little white +ruffled muslin cap; and when you knelt by your small curtained bed, +and repeated your evening prayers, adding a special petition that +'_Heavenly Father would bless dear mother, and keep her safe_,' I +stifled my sobs in my handkerchief. When you were asleep I crept in +on tiptoe, and while Sister Angela held the lamp, I drew aside the +curtain and looked at you. How the sweet face of my baby stirred all +the tenderness that was left in my embittered nature! As you +slumbered, you threw your feet outside the cover, and murmured in +your musical childish babble something indistinct about 'mother, and +our Blessed Lady.' + +"My heart yearned over you, but I could not bear the thought of +hearing your peculiarly plaintive wailing cry, which always pierced +my soul so painfully, and I softly kissed your feet and hurried away. +Come, put your arms around my neck, and kiss me, my lovely +fatherless child!" + +For some seconds Mrs. Orme held her in a warm embrace. "There sit +down. Little remains to be told, but how bitter! Here in Paris, while +playing 'Amy Robsart,' I saw once more, after the lapse of thirteen +years, the man who had so contemptuously repudiated me. Regina, if +ever you are so unfortunate, so deluded, as to deeply and sincerely +love any man, and live to know that you are forgotten, that another +woman wears the name and receives the caresses that once made heaven +in your heart, then, and only then, can you realize what I suffered, +while looking at Cuthbert, with that other creature at his side, +acknowledged his wife! I thought I had petrified, had ceased to feel +aught but loathing and hate, but ah! the agony of that intolerable, +that maddening sight! Ask God for a shroud and coffin, rather than +endure what I suffered that night!" + +She was too much engrossed by her mournful retrospective task, to +observe the deadly pallor that overspread Regina's face, as the girl +rested her head on the arm of the sofa and passed her fingers across +her eyes, striving to veil the image of one beyond the broad +Atlantic's sweep and roar. + +"At last I began to taste the sweet poison of my revenge. Cuthbert +did not suspect my identity, but he was strangely fascinated by my +face and acting. Openly indifferent to the woman with whom his father +had linked him, and provided with no conscientious scruples, he +audaciously expressed his admiration, and contrived an interview to +commence his advances. He avowed sentiments disloyal to the heiress +who wore his name and jewels, and insulting to me had I been what he +supposed me, merely Odille Orme a pretty actress. I repulsed and +derided him, forbidding him my presence; and none can appreciate the +exquisite delight it afforded me to humiliate and torture him. When +it was a crime in the sight of man, he really began to love the +woman, who--in God's sight--was his own lawful wife; and his +punishment was slowly approaching. + +"My health gave way under the unnatural pressure of acting evening +after evening, with his handsome magnetic face watching every +feature, every inflection of my voice. I was ordered to rest in +Italy, and when I learned I should there meet General Laurance, I +consented to go. Before leaving Paris, I saw the only child of that +hideous iniquitous sham marriage; and, darling, when I contrasted +you, my own pure pearl, with the deformed, dwarfish, repulsive +daughter, whom the Nemesis of my wrongs gave to Cuthbert, in little +Maud Laurance, I almost shouted aloud in my great exultation. You so +beautiful, with his own lineaments in every feature, disowned for +that misshapen, imbecile heiress of his proud name. Oh, mills of the +Gods! how delicious the slow music of their grinding! + +"Thus far, my daughter, I have shown you all your mother's wretched +past, and now I shrink from the last blotted pages. Hitherto my +record was blameless, but even now take care how you judge the +mother, who if she has gone astray did it for you, all for you. For +some time I had known that Cuthbert was living in reckless +extravagance, that the affairs of the father-in-law were dangerously +involved, and that without his own father's knowledge Cuthbert had +borrowed large sums in London and Paris, securing the loans by +mortgages on his real estate in America; especially the elegant +homestead, preserved for several generations in his family. Employing +two shrewd Hebrew brokers, I by degrees bought up those mortgages, +straining every effort to effect the purchase. + +"When I reached Milan, I sat one night pondering what was most +expedient. It was apparent that in a suit for and publication of my +real title and rights, I should be defeated by the disgrace hurled +upon me; and to subject the Laurances to the humiliation of a court +scandal would poorly indemnify me for the horrible stain which +Peterson's foul claim would entail upon your innocent but premature +birth. My health was feeble, consumption threatened my lungs, and Mr. +Palma urged me to attempt no legal redress for my injuries. I could +not die without one more struggle to see you lighted, clothed with +your lawful name. + +"My daughter, my darling, let all my love for you plead vehemently in +my defence, when I tell you that for your dear sake I made a +desperate, an awful, a sickening resolve. General Laurance was +infatuated by my beauty, which has been as fatal to his house as his +name to me. Like many handsome old men, he was inordinately vain, and +imagined himself irresistible; and when he persecuted me with +attentions that might have compromised a woman less prudent and +prudish than I bore myself, I determined to force him to an offer of +his hand, to marry him." + +With a sharp cry Regina sprang up. + +"Mother, not him! Not my father's father!" + +"Yes, René Laurance, my husband's father." + +With a gesture of horror the girl groaned and covered her white +convulsed face. + +"Mother! Could my mother commit such a loathsome, awful crime against +God, and nature?" + +"It was for your sake, my darling!" cried Mrs. Orme, wringing her +hands, as she saw the shudder with which her child repulsed her. + +"For my sake that you stained you dear pure hands! For my sake that +you steeped your soul in guilt that even brutal savages abhor, and +loaded your name and memory with infamy! In his desertion my father +sinned against me, and freely because he is my father I could +forgive him; but you, the immaculate mother of my lifelong worship, +you who have reigned white-souled and angelic over all my hopes, my +aspirations, my love and reverence, oh, mother! mother, you have +doubly wronged me! The disgrace of your unnatural and heinous crime I +can never, never pardon!" + +With averted head she stood apart, a pitiable picture of misery, +that could find no adequate expression. + +"My baby, my love, my precious daughter!" + +Ah the pleading pathos of that marvellous voice which had swayed at +will the emotions of vast audiences, as soft fitful zephyrs stir and +bow the tender grasses in quiet meadows! Slowly the girl turned +around, and reluctantly looked at the beloved beautiful face, tearful +yet smiling, beaming with such passionate tenderness upon her. + +Mrs. Orme opened her arms, and Regina sprang forward, sinking on her +knees at her mother's feet, clinging to her dress. + +"You could not smile upon me so, with that sin soiling your soul! Oh, +mother, say you did it not!" + +"God had mercy, and saved me from it." + +"Let us praise and serve Him for ever, in thanksgiving," sobbed the +daughter. + +"I see now that my punishment would have been unendurable, for I +should have lost the one true, pure heart that clings to me. How do +mothers face their retribution, I wonder, when they disgrace their +innocent little ones, and see shame and horror and aversion in the +soft faces that slept upon their bosoms, and once looked in adoration +at the heaven of their eyes? Even in this life the pangs of the lost +must seize all such. + +"I did not marry General Laurance, though I entertained the purpose +of a merely nominal union, and he acceded to my conditions, signing +a marriage contract to adopt you, give you his name, settled upon you +all his remaining fortune, except the real estate which I knew he had +transferred to his son. I think my intense hate and thirst for +vengeance temporarily maddened me; for certainly had I been quite +sane I should never have forced myself to hang upon the verge of such +an odious gulf. I was tempted by the prospect of making you the real +heiress of the Laurance name and wealth, and of beggaring Cuthbert, +his so-called wife and crippled child, by displaying the mortgage I +held; and which will yet sweep them to penury, for the banker has +failed, and Abbie Ames is penniless as Minnie Merle once was. + +"While I floated down the dark stream to ruin, a blessed interposing +hand arrested me. Mr. Palma wrote that at last a glorious day of hope +dawned on my weary, starless night. Gerbert Audré was alive and +anxious to testify to the validity of my marriage, and the perfect +sanity and sobriety of Cuthbert when it was solemnized (his father +was prepared to plead that he was insane from intoxication when he +was inveigled into the ceremony); and oh, better, best of all, my +persecutor had relented! Peleg swore that his assertions regarding my +character were untrue, were prompted by malice, stimulated by +Laurance gold. Having been arrested by Mr. Palma and carried before a +magistrate, he had written and signed a noble vindication of me. To +you he avows I owe his tardy recantation and complete justification +of my past; and you will find among those papers his letter to me +upon this subject. + +"My daughter, what do we not owe to Erle Palma? God bless +him--now--and for ever! And may the dearest, fondest wishes of his +heart be fulfilled as completely as have been his promises to me." + +Regina's face was shrouded by her mother's dress, but thinking of +Mrs. Carew, she sank lower at Mrs. Orme's feet, knowing that her sad +heart could not echo that prayer. + +"As yet my identity has not been suspected, but the end is at hand, +and I am about to break the vials of wrath upon their heads. Mr. +Palma only waits to hear from me to bring suit against Cuthbert for +desertion and bigamy, and against René Laurance, the arch-demon of my +luckless carried life, for wilful slander, premeditated defamation of +character. My lawful unstained wife-hood will be established, your +spotless birth and lineage triumphantly proclaimed; and I shall see +my own darling, my Regina Laurance, reigning as mistress in the halls +of her ancestors. To confront you with your father and grandfather, I +have called you to Paris, and when I have talked with Uncle Orme, +whose step I hear, I shall be able to tell you definitely of the hour +when the thunderbolt will be hurled into the camp of our enemies. +Kiss me good-night. God bless my child." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + + +After a sleepless night, Cuthbert Laurance sat in dressing gown and +slippers before the table, on which was arranged his breakfast. In +his right hand he held, partly lifted, the cup of coffee; upon the +left he rested his head, seeming abstracted, oblivious of the dainty +dishes that invited his attention. + +The graceful _insouciance_ of the Sybarite had vanished, and though +the thirty-seven years of his life had dealt very gently with his +manly beauty, leaving few lines about his womanishly fair brow, he +seemed to-day gravely preoccupied, anxious, and depressed. Pushing +back his chair, he sat for some time in a profound and evidently +painful reverie, and when his father came in, and closed the door +behind him, the cloud of apprehension deepened. + +"Good-morning, Cuthbert, I must compliment you on your early hours. +How is Maud?" + +"I have not seen her this morning. Victorine usually takes her out at +this time of the day. I hope after a night's reflection and rest, you +feel disposed to afford me more comfort than you extended last +evening. The fact is, unless you come forward and help me, I shall be +utterly ruined." + +General Laurance lighted his cigar, and, standing before his son, +answered coldly: + +"I beg you to recollect that my resources are not quite +inexhaustible, and last year when I gave that Chicago property to +you, I explained the necessity of curbing your reckless extravagance. +Were I possessed of Rothschild's income, it would not suffice to keep +upon his feet a man who sells himself to the Devil of the gaming +table, and entertains with the prodigality of a crown prince. I never +dreamed until last night that the real estate at home is encumbered +by mortgages, and it will be an everlasting shame if the homestead +should be sacrificed; but I can do no more for you. This failure of +Ames is a disgraceful affair, and I understand soils his +reputation--past all hope of purification. How long does Abbie expect +to remain in Nice? It does not look well, I can tell you, that she +should go off and leave Maud with her _bonne_." + +"Oh! for that matter, Maud is better off here, where she can be seen +regularly by the physician, and Victorine knows much better what to +do for her than her mother. Abbie is perfectly acquainted with the +change in her father's and in my own affairs, and I should suppose +she would have returned immediately after the receipt of the +intelligence, especially as I informed her that we should be +compelled to return to America." + +"I shall telegraph her to come back at once, for I hear that she is +leading a very gay life at Nice, and that her conduct is not wholly +compatible with her duties as a wife and mother." + +An expression of subdued scorn passed over Cuthbert's face, as he +answered sarcastically: + +"Probably your influence may avail to hasten her return. As for her +peculiar views, and way of conducting herself, I imagine it is rather +too late for you to indulge in fastidious carpings, as you selected +and presented her to me as a suitable bride, particularly acceptable +to you for a daughter-in-law. + +"When men live as you have done since your marriage, it is scarcely +surprising that wives should emulate their lax example. You have +never disguised your indifference as a husband." + +"No, sir. When I made merchandise of my hand, I deemed that sacrifice +sufficient, and have never pretended to include my heart in the +bargain. But why deal in recrimination? Past mistakes are +irremediable, and it behooves me to consider only the future. Were it +not for poor Maud, I really should care very little, but her +helplessness appeals to me now more forcibly than all other +considerations. You say, sir, that you cannot help me--why not? At +this crisis a few shares of stock, and some of those sterling bonds +would enable me to pay off my pressing personal debts; and I could +get away from Paris with less annoying notoriety and scandal, which +above all things I abhor. I only ask the means of retiring from my +associations here without disgrace, and once safely out of France I +shall care little for the future. You certainly cannot consent to see +me stranded here, where my position and _menage_ have been so proud?" + +General Laurance puffed vigorously at his cigar for some seconds, +then tossed it down, put his hands in his pockets, and said abruptly: + +"When I told you last night that I could not help you, I meant it. +The stocks and bonds you require have already been otherwise +appropriated. I daresay, Cuthbert, you will be astonished at what I +am about to communicate, but whatever your opinion of the step I have +determined to take, I request in advance, that you will refrain from +any disagreeable comments. For thirty-seven years I have devoted +myself to the promotion of your interest and happiness, and you must +admit you have often sorely tried my patience. If you have at last +made shipwreck of your favourable financial prospects, it is no +longer in my power to set you afloat again. Cuthbert, I am on the eve +of assuming new responsibilities that require all the means your +luxurious mode of living has left me. I am going to marry again." + +"To marry again! Are you approaching your dotage?" + +The son had risen, and his handsome face was full of undisguised +scorn, as his eyes rested on his father's haughty and offended +countenance. + +"Whatever your dissatisfaction, you will be wise in repressing it at +least in your remarks to me. I am no longer young, but am very far +from senility; and finding no harmony in your household, no peaceful +fireside where I can spend the residue of my days in quiet, I have +finally consulted the dictates of my own heart, and am prompted by +the hope of great happiness with the woman whom I sincerely love--to +marry her. Under these circumstances you can readily appreciate my +inability to transfer the stocks, which it appears you have relied +upon to float you out of this financial storm." + +Cuthbert bowed profoundly, and answered contemptuously: + +"They have, I presume, already been transferred in the form of a +marriage contract? Pardon me, sir; but may I inquire whom you design +to fill my mother's place?" + +"I expect within a few days to present to you as my wife the +loveliest woman in all Europe, one as noble, refined, modest, and +delicate as she is everywhere conceded to be beautiful,--the +celebrated Madame Odille Orme." + +An unconquerable embarrassment caused his eyes to wander from his +son's face as he pronounced the name, else he would have discovered +the start, the pallor with which the intelligence was received. +Cuthbert turned and stood at the window, with his back to his father, +and the convulsive movement of his features attested the profound +pain which the announcement caused. + +"Madame Orme is not an ordinary actress, and has always maintained a +reputation quite rare among those of her profession. I have carefully +studied her character, think I have seen it sufficiently tested to +satisfy even my fastidious standard of female propriety and decorum; +and knowing how proudly and jealously I guard my honour and my name, +you may rest assured I have not risked anything in committing both to +the keeping of this woman, to whom I am very deeply and tenderly +attached. She told me she had met you once. How did she impress you?" + +It cost him a strong effort to answer composedly. + +"She certainly is the most beautiful woman I have seen in Europe." + +"Ah! and sweet as she is lovely! My son, do not diminish my happiness +by unkind thoughts and expressions, which would result in our +estrangement. No father could have devoted himself more assiduously +to a child than I have done to you, and in my old age, if this +marriage brings me so much delight and comfort, have I not earned the +right to consider my own happiness? It is quite natural that you +should be surprised, and to some extent chagrined at my determination +to settle a portion of my property upon a new claimant for my love +and protection; but I hope, for the sake of all concerned, you will +at least indulge in no harsh or disrespectful remarks. I have been +requested to invite you to accompany me to the Theatre to-night to +witness Madame Orme's farewell to the stage, in a drama of her own +composition. After this evening she appears no more in public, and at +the close of the play she desires that we shall meet her at her +hotel. I trust you will courteously fulfil the engagement I have made +for you, as I assured her she might expect us both." + +He lighted a fresh cigar, and drew on his gloves. + +Cuthbert hastily snatched a glass of water from the stand near him, +and laying his hand on the bolt of the door leading to his sleeping +room, looked over his shoulder at his father. + +The face of the son was whitened and sharpened by acute suffering, +and his blue eyes flushed with a peculiarly cold sarcastic light as +he exclaimed bitterly: + +"That General Laurance should so far forget the aristocratic +associations and memories of the past, as to wrap his ambitious name +around the person and character of a pretty _coulisse_ queen, +certainly surprises his son, in whom he would never have forgiven +such a _mésalliance_; but _chacun à son gout!_ Permit me, sir, to +hope that my father may display the same infallible judgment in +selecting a bride for himself that he so successfully manifested in +the choice of one for his son; and the sincere wish of my heart is, +that your wedded life may prove quite as rose-coloured and blissful +as mine." + +He bowed low, and disappeared; and after a few turns up and down the +room, during which he smoothed his ruffled brow, rejoicing that the +announcement had been made, General Laurance went down to his +carriage, and was driven to the hotel, where he hoped to find Mrs. +Orme. + +For several days after the narration of her history to Regina, the +mother had seen comparatively little of her child, her time being +engrossed by numerous rehearsals and the supervision of some scene +painting, which she considered essential to the success of the play. + +Only on the morning of the day appointed for its presentation, did +Regina learn that in "Infelice" her mother had merely written and +dramatically arranged an accurate history of her own eventful life. +By this startling method she had long designed to acquaint General +Laurance and his son with her real name, and the play had been very +carefully cast and prepared; but Regina heard with deep pain and +humiliation of the vindictive nature of the surprise arranged, and +eloquently plead that the sacred past should not be profaned by +casting it before the public for criticism. + +Mr. Chesley earnestly seconded her entreaties that even now a change +of programme might be effected, but Mrs. Orme sternly adhered to her +purpose, declared it was too late for alteration, and that she would +not consent to forfeit the delight of the vengeance, which alone +sweetened the future, neither would she permit her daughter to absent +herself. A box had been secured where, screened from observation, +Regina and Mr. Chesley could not only witness the play, but watch the +two men whose box was opposite. + +When General Laurance called and sent up a basket of choice and +costly flowers, begging for a moment's interview, Mrs. Orme sent down +in reply a tiny perfumed note, stating that she was then hurrying to +the last rehearsal, which it was absolutely necessary she should +attend; and requesting that after the close of the play General +Laurance and his son would do her the honour to take supper at her +hotel, where she would give him a final and very definite answer with +regard to their nuptials. While he read the _billet_ and was +pencilling a second appeal for the privilege of escorting her to the +rehearsal, she ran lightly downstairs, sprang into a carriage, and +eluded him. + +Left in possession of all the records relative to her mother's +history, and furnished for the first time with a printed copy of +"Infelice," Regina spent a melancholy day in her own room. Among the +papers she found her father's letter, promising to claim his wife as +soon as he attained his majority; and as she noted the elegant +chirography and glanced from the letter to the ambrotype which +represented Cuthbert as he looked at the period of his marriage, a +strangely tender new feeling welled up in her heart, dimming her eyes +with unshed tears. + +It was her father's face upon which she looked, and something in +those proud high-bred features plead for him to the soul of his +child. True he had disowned them, but could that face deliberately +hide premeditated treachery? Might there not be some defence, some +extenuating circumstance, that would lessen his crime? + +Suddenly she sprang up and began to array herself in a walking suit. +She would go and see her father, learn what had induced his cruel +course, and perhaps some mistake might be discovered and corrected. +She knew that this step would subject her to her mother's +displeasure, but just then the girl's heart was hardened against +her, in consequence of her persistency in dramatizing a record which +the daughter deemed too mournfully solemn and sacred for the +desecration of the boards and footlights. + +Grieved and mortified by this resolution, over which her passionate +invective and persuasion exerted not the slightest influence, she +availed herself of the absence of her mother and Mrs. Waul to leave +the hotel and get into a carriage. + +The Directory supplied her with the address she sought, and ere many +moments she found herself in front of the stately, palatial pile, in +which Cuthbert Laurance had long dwelt Desiring to see Mr. Laurance +on business, she was shown into the elegant salon, and when the +servant returned to say that he had left the house but a few minutes +before she entered, she still lingered. + +"Can I see Mrs. Laurance?" + +"Madame is at Nice. Only Mademoiselle Maud is at home." + +At that instant a side door opened, and a stout, middle-aged woman +pushed before her into the room a low chair placed on wheels, in +which sat Maud. At sight of the stranger, Victorine turned to retreat +with her charge, but Regina made a quick gesture to detain her, and +went to the spot where the chair rested. + +Maud sat with her lap full of violets and mignonette, which she was +trying to weave into a bouquet, but arrested in her occupation, her +weird black eyes looked wonderingly on the visitor. How vividly they +contrasted, the slender, symmetrical figure of Regina, her perfect +face and graceful bearing, with the swarthy, sallow, dwarfed, and +helpless Maud! As the former looked at the melancholy features, +prematurely aged by suffering, a well of pity gushed in her heart, +and she bent down and took one of the thin hands from which the +flowers were slipping unnoticed. + +"Is this little Maud?" + +"My name is Maud Ames Laurance. What is your name? Why, you are just +like papa! Do you know my papa?" + +"No, dear; but I shall some day. I should very much like to know +you." + +"You look so much like papa. You may kiss me if you like." + +She turned her sallow cheek for the salute, and Victorine said: + +"Is mademoiselle a relative? You are quite the image of Mr. +Laurance." + +"Do you think so? Where can I find General Laurance? Does he reside +here?" + +"Oh no! He never has lived with us. Grandpapa was here this morning, +but we were out in the park. Will you have some flowers? Your eyes +just match my violets! So like papa's." + +Regina gazed sorrowfully at the afflicted figure, and holding those +thin, hot fingers in hers, she silently determined that if possible +the impending blow should be warded off from this pitiable little +sufferer. + +"Did you come to see me?" queried Maud. + +"No, I called to see your papa--on some business, and I am sorry he +is absent. Before long I shall come and see you, and we will make +bouquets and have a pleasant time. Good-bye, Maud." + +Remembering that she was her half-sister, Regina lightly kissed the +hollow cheek of the invalid. + +"Good-bye. I shall ask papa where you got his eyes; for they are my +papa's lovely eyes." + +"Has mademoiselle left her card with Jean?" asked Victorine, whose +curiosity was thoroughly aroused. + +"I have not one with me." + +"Then be pleased to give me your name." + +"No matter now. I will come again, and then you and Maud shall learn +my name." + +She hastened out of the room, and when she reached her mother's +lodgings, met her uncle pacing the floor of the reception-room. + +"Regina, where have you been? You are top total a stranger here to +venture out alone, and I beg that you will not repeat the imprudence. +I have been really uneasy about your mysterious absence." + +"Uncle Orme, I wanted to see my father, and I went to his home." + +She threw her hat upon the sofa, and sighed heavily. + +"My dear child, Minnie will never forgive your premature disclosure!" + +"I made none, because he was not at home. Oh, uncle, I saw something +that made my heart turn sick with pity. I saw that poor little +deformed girl, Maud Laurance, and it seems to me her haggard face, +her utter wretchedness and helplessness would melt a heart of steel! +I longed to take the poor forlorn creature in my arms, and cry over +her; and I tell you, Uncle Orme, I will not be a party to her ruin +and disgrace! I will not, I will not! I am strong and healthy, and +God has given me many talents, and raised up dear friends, you uncle, +the dearest of all, after mother; but what has that unfortunate +cripple? Nothing but her father (for she has been deserted by her +mother), and only her father's name. Do you think I could see her +beggared, reduced to poverty that really pinched, in order that I +might usurp her place as the Laurance heiress? Never." + +"My dear girl, the usurpation is on their part, not yours. The name +and inheritance is lawfully yours, and the attainment of these rights +for you has sustained poor Minnie through her sad, arduous career." + +"Abstract right is not the only thing to be considered at such a +juncture as this. Suppose I could change places with that poor little +deformed creature, would you not think it cruel, nay wicked, to turn +me all helpless and forlorn out of a comfortable home, into the cold +world of want, a nameless waif. Uncle, I know what it is to be +fatherless and nameless! All of that bitterness and humiliation has +been mine for years, but now that my heart is at rest concerning my +parentage, now that _I_ know there is no blemish on mother's past +record, I care little for what the world may think, and much, much +more, what that poor girl would suffer. To-day, when I looked at her +useless feet and shrunken hands and deep hollow eyes, I seemed to +hear a voice from far Judean hills: '_Bear ye one another's +burdens_;' and, Uncle Orme, I am willing to bear Maud's burden to the +end of my life. My shoulders have become accustomed to the load they +have carried for over seventeen years, and I will not shift it to +poor Maud's. I am strong, she is pitiably feeble. I have never known +the blessing of a father's love, have learned to do without it; she +has no other comfort, no other balm, and I will not rob her of the +little God has left her. I understand how mother feels, I cannot +blame her; and while I know that her care and anxiety in this matter +are chiefly on my account, I could never respect, never forgive +myself, if to promote my own importance or interest I selfishly +consented to beggar poor Maud. She cannot live long; death has set a +shadowy mark already upon her weird eyes, and until they close in the +peace of the grave let us leave her the name she seems so proud of. +She pronounced it Maud Ames Laurance, as though it were a royal +title. Let her bear it. I can wait." + +As Mr. Chesley watched the pale gem-like face, with its soft holy +eyes full of a resolution which he knew all the world could not +shake, a sudden mist blurred her image, and taking her hand, he +kissed her forehead. + +"My noble child, if the golden rule you seek to practise were in +universal acceptation and actualization, injustice, fraud, and crime +would overturn the bulwarks of morality and decency. When men violate +the laws of God and man as Cuthbert Laurance certainly has done, even +religion as well as justice requires that his crime should be +punished; although in nearly all such instances the innocent suffer +for the sins of the guilty. Your mother owes it to you, to me, to +herself, to society, to demand recognition of her legal rights; and +though I do not approve all that she proposes (at least, the manner +of its accomplishment), I cannot censure her; and you, dear child, +for whose sake she has borne so much, should pause before you judge +her harshly." + +"God forbid that I should! But oh, uncle! it seems to me something +dreadful, sacrilegious, to act over before a multitude of strangers +those mournful miserable events that ought to be kept sacred. The +thought of being present is very painful to me." + +"None but General Laurance and his son will dream that it is more +than a mere romance. None but they can possibly recognize the scenes, +and the audience cannot suspect that Minnie is acting her own +history. When a suit is instituted, it will probably result in a +recognition of the marriage, and thereupon a large alimony will be +granted to your mother, who will at once apply for a divorce. In the +present condition of their financial affairs this cannot fail to +beggar the Laurances, for I had a cable despatch this morning from +Mr. Palma, intimating that the stock panic had grievously crippled +several of General Laurance's best investments. This news will be +delightful to Minnie, but I see it distresses you. Now, Regina, +regnant, listen to me. Have no controversy with your mother; she is +just now in no mood to bear it, and I want no distrust to grow up +between you. Whether you wish it or not, she will establish her +claim, and she is right in doing so. Now I wish to make a contract +with you. Keep quiet, and if we find that the Laurances will really +be reduced to want, I will supply you with the funds necessary to +provide a comfortable home for them, and you shall give it to your +father and little Maud. Minnie must not know of the matter, she would +never forgive us, and neither can I consent that your father should +consider me as his friend. But all that I have, my sweet girl, is +yours, and Laurance may feel indebted to his own repudiated child for +the gift. It is a bargain?" + +"Oh, Uncle Orme! how good and generous you are! No wonder my heart +warmed to you the first time I ever saw you! How I love and thank +you, my own noble uncle! You have no idea how earnestly I long for +the time when you and mother and I can settle down together in a +quiet home somewhere, shut out from the world that has used us all so +hardly, and safe in our love, and confidence for and in each other." + +She had thrown her arms around his neck, and pressing her head +against his shoulder, looked at him with eyes full of hope and +happiness. + +"I am afraid, my dear girl, that as soon as our imaginary Eden is +arranged satisfactorily, the dove that gives it peace and purity will +be enticed away, caged in a more brilliant mansion. You will love +Minnie and me very much I daresay until some lover steals between us +and lures you away." + +She hid her countenance against his shoulder, and her words impressed +him as singularly solemn and mournful. + +"I shall have no lover. I shall make it the aim and study of all my +future life to love only God, mother, and you. My hope of happiness +centres in the one word Home! We all three have felt the bitter want +of one, and I desire to make ours that serene, holy ideal Home of +which I have so long dreamed: 'We will bear our Penates with us; +their atrium, the heart. Our household gods are the memories of our +childhood, the recollections of the hearth round which we gathered; +of the fostering hands which caressed us, of the scene of all the +joys, anxieties, and hopes, the ineffable yearnings of love, which +made us first acquainted with the mystery and the sanctity of home.' +Such a home, dear uncle, let us fashion, somewhere in sight of the +blue Pacific; and into its sacred rest no lover shall come." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + + +Mrs. Orme had carefully instructed Mrs. Waul concerning the details +of her daughter's _toilette_, and selected certain articles which she +desired her to wear; but Regina saw her mother no more that day, and +late in the afternoon, when she knocked at the door, soliciting +admission, for a moment only, the mother answered from within: + +"No; my child would only unnerve me now, and there is too much at +stake. Uncle Orme understands all that I wish done to-night." + +Regina heard the quick restless tread across the floor, betraying the +extreme agitation that prevailed in her mind and heart; and +sorrowfully the girl went back to her uncle, in whose society she +daily found increasing balm and comfort. + +The theatre was crowded when Mr. Chesley and Regina entered their +box; and though the latter had several times attended the opera in +New York, the elegance and brilliance of the surrounding scene +surpassed all that she had hitherto witnessed. Mrs. Orme had created +a profound impression by her earlier _rôles_ at this theatre, and the +sudden termination of her engagement by the illness that succeeded +her extraordinarily pathetic and touching "Katherine," had aroused +much sympathy, stimulated curiosity and interest; consequently her +reappearance in a new play, of whose plot no hint had yet been made +public, sufficed to fill the house at an early hour. + +Soon after their entrance, Mr. Chesley laid his hand on his +companion's and whispered: + +"Will you promise to be very calm and self-controlled, if I show you +your father?" + +He felt her hand grow cold, and in reply she merely pressed his +fingers. + +"When I hold the curtain slightly aside, look into the second box +immediately opposite, where two gentlemen are sitting. They are your +father and grandfather." + +She leaned and looked, and how eagerly, how yearningly her eyes dwelt +upon the handsome face which still closely resembled the Cuthbert of +college days, and the ambrotype she had studied so carefully since +her arrival in Paris. + +As she watched her breathing became rapid, laboured, her eyes filled, +her face quivered uncontrollably, and she half rose from her seat, +but Mr. Chesley held her back, and dropped the curtain. + +"Oh, uncle! How handsome, how refined, how noble-looking! Poor +darling mother! how could she help giving him her heart? In all my +dreams and fancies, I never even hoped to find him such a man! My +father, my father!" + +She trembled so violently that Mr. Chesley said hastily: + +"Compose yourself, or I shall be forced to take you home, and your +mother will be displeased; for she particularly desired that I would +watch the effect of the play on those two men opposite." + +She leaned back, shut her eyes, and bravely endeavoured to conquer +her agitation, and luckily at this moment the stage-curtain rose. + +By the aid of photographs procured in America, and by dint of +personal supervision and suggestions, Mrs. Orme had successfully +arranged the exact reproduction of certain localities: the +college--the campus--the humble cottage of old Mrs. Chesley with its +peculiar porch, whose column caps were carved to represent dogs' +heads--the interior of a hospital, of an orphan asylum, and of the +library at the parsonage. + +Leaning far back in his chair, a prey to gloomy and indescribably +bitter reflections, as he accustomed himself to the contemplation of +the fact that the beautiful woman in whom his own fickle wayward +heart had become earnestly interested, would sell herself to the +grey-bearded man beside him, Cuthbert gnawed his silky moustache; +while his father watched with feverish impatience for the opening of +the play, and the sight of his enchantress. + +The curtain rose upon a group sitting on the sward before the cottage +door. Minnie Merle in the costume of a very young girl, with her +golden hair all hidden under a thick wig of dark curling locks, that +straggled in childish disorder around her neck and shoulders, while +her sun-bonnet, the veritable green and white gingham of other days, +lay at her feet. Beside her a tall youth, who represented Peleg +Peterson, in the garb of a carpenter, with a tool-box on the ground, +and in his hands a wooden doll, which he was carving for the child. + +In the door of the cottage sat the grandmother knitting and nodding, +with white hair shining under her snowy cap-border; and while the +carpenter carved and whistled an old-fashioned ditty, "Meet me by +moonlight alone," the girl in a quavering voice attempted to +accompany him. + +Minnie sat with her countenance turned fully to the audience, and +when Cuthbert Laurance's eyes fell on the cottage front, and upon +the face under that cloud of dark elfish locks, he caught his breath, +and his eyes seemed almost starting from their sockets. His hand fell +heavily on his father's knee, and he groaned audibly. + +General Laurance turned and whispered: + +"For God's sake, what is the matter? Are you ill?" + +There was no answer from the son, who tightened his clutch upon the +old man's knee, and watched breathlessly what was passing on the +stage. + +The scene was shifted, and now the whole façade of the college rose +before him, with a pretty picture in the foreground; a tall handsome +student, leaning against the trunk of an ancient elm, and talking to +the girl who sat on the turf, with a basket of freshly-ironed shirts +resting on the grass beside her. The identical straw hat, which +Cuthbert had left behind him when summoned home, was upon the +student's head, and as the timid shrinking girl glanced up shyly at +her companion, Cuthbert Laurance almost hissed in his father's ear: +"Great God! It is Minnie herself!" + +General Laurance loosened the curtain next the audience, and as the +folds swept down, concealing somewhat the figure of his son, he +whispered: + +"What do you mean? Are you drunk, or mad?" + +Cuthbert grasped his father's hand, and murmured: + +"Don't you know the college? That is Minnie yonder!" + +"Minnie? My son, what ails you? Go home, you are ill." + +"I tell you, that is Minnie Merle, so surely as there is a God above +us. Mrs. Orme--is Minnie--my Minnie! My wife! She has dramatized her +own life!" + +"Impossible, Cuthbert! You are delirious--insane. You are----" + +"That woman yonder is my wife! Now I understand why such strange +sweet memories thrilled me when I saw her first in 'Amy Robsart.' The +golden hair disguised her. Oh, father!" + +The blank dismay in General Laurance's countenance was succeeded by +an expression of dread, and as he looked from his son's blanched +convulsed face to that of the actress under the arching elms of the +campus, the horrible truth flashed upon him like a lurid glimpse of +Hades. He struck his hand against his forehead, and his grizzled head +sank on his bosom. All that had formerly perplexed him was hideously +apparent, startlingly clear; and he saw the abyss to which she had +lured him, and understood the motives that had prompted her. + +After some moments he pushed his seat back beyond the range of +observation from the audience, and beckoned his son to follow his +example, but Cuthbert stood leaning upon the back of his chair, with +eyes riveted on the play. + +The courtship, the clandestine meetings, the interview in which Peleg +intruded upon the lovers, the revelation to the grandmother, were +accurately delineated, and in each scene the girl grew taller, by +some arrangement of the skirts, which were at first very short, while +she appeared in a sitting posture. + +When the secret marriage was decided upon, and the party left the +cottage by night, Cuthbert turned, rested one hand on his father's +shoulder, and as the scene changed to the quiet parsonage, he pressed +heavily, and muttered: + +"Even the very dress that she wore that day! And--there is the black +agate! On her hand--where I put it! Don't you know it? How she turns +it!" + +In the tableau of the marriage ceremony she had taken her position +with reference to the locality of the box, and as near it as +possible, and in the glare of the footlights the ring was clearly +revealed. + +Lifting his lorgnette, General Laurance inspected the white hand he +had once kissed so rapturously, and by the aid of the lenses he +recognized the costly ring, the valued heirloom, for the recovery of +which he had offered five hundred dollars. Had he still cherished a +shadowy hope that Cuthbert was suffering from some fearful delusion, +the sight of that singular and fatal ring utterly overthrew the last +lingering vestige of doubt. Stunned, miserable, dimly foreboding some +overwhelming _dénouement_, he sat in stony stillness, knowing that +this was but the prelude to some dire catastrophe. + +When the telegram, arrived and the young husband took his bride in +his arms, the girlish face was lifted, and the passionate gleam of +the dilating brown eyes sent a strange thrill to the hearts of both +father and son. Vowing to return very soon and claim her, the husband +tore himself away, and as he vanished through a side door near the +box, Minnie followed, stretched out her arms, and looking up full at +its two tenants she breathed her wild passionate prayer which rang +with indescribable pathos through that vast building: + +"My husband! My husband--do not forsake me!" + +Cuthbert put his hand over his eyes, and but for the voices on the +stage his shuddering groan would have been heard outside the box. In +the scene where Peleg's advances were indignantly repulsed, and his +threats to unleash the bloodhounds of slander, hunting her to infamy, +were fully developed, Cuthbert seemed to rouse himself from his +stupor and a different expression crossed his features. + +Skilfully the part played by General Laurance in bribing Peleg, and +returning the letters of the wretched wife, the disgraceful threats, +the offers to buy up and cancel her conjugal claims, were all +presented. + +When the grandmother departed, and the child-wife secretly made her +way to New York, seeking service that would secure her bread, and +still hopeful of her husband's return, Cuthbert grasped his father's +arm and hissed in his ear: + +"You deceived me! You told me she went with that villain to +California to hide her disgrace!" + +Cowed and powerless, the old man sat, recognizing the faithful +portraiture of his own dark schemes in those early days of the +trouble, and growing numb with a vague prophetic dread that the +foundations of the world were crumbling away. + +His son suddenly drew his chair a little forward and sat down, his +elbow on his knee, his head on his hand; his gaze fixed on the woman +who had contrived to reproduce even the fall that caused her removal +to the hospital. + +The ensuing scene represented the young mother, sitting on a cot in +the hospital, with a babe lying across her knees, and the storm of +horror, hate, and defiance with which she spurned Peleg from her, +calling on heaven to defend her and her baby, and denouncing the +treachery of General Laurance who had bribed Peterson to insult and +defame her. + +As he was dragged from the apartment, vowing that neither she nor her +child should be permitted to enjoy the name to which they were +entitled, the feeble woman, shorn of her brown locks, and wearing a +close cap, lifted her infant, and with streaming eyes implored heaven +to defend it and its hapless mother from cruel persecution. + +In the wonderful power with which she proclaimed her deathless +loyalty to the husband of her love, and her conviction that God would +interpose to shield his helpless child, the audience recognized the +fervour and pathos of the rendition, and the applause that greeted +her, as she bowed sobbing over her baby, told how the hearts of her +hearers thrilled. + +The curtain fell, and Cuthbert's eyes, gleaming like steel, turned to +his father's countenance. + +"Is that true? Dare you deny it?" + +The old man only stared blankly at the carpet on the floor, and his +son's fingers closed like a vice around his arm. + +"You have practised an infernal imposture upon me! You told me she +followed him, and that the child was his." + +"He said so." + +General Laurance's voice was husky, and a grey hue had settled upon +his features. + +"You paid him to proclaim the base falsehood! You whom I trusted so +fully. Father, where is my child?" + +No answer; and the curtain rose on the fair young mother, came +forward with her own golden hair in full splendour. + +Involuntarily the audience testified their recognition of the +beautiful actress who now appeared for the first time, looking as +when she made her _début_ long ago in Paris. She was at the asylum, +with a young child clinging to her finger, tottering at her side, and +as she guided its steps, and hushed it in her arms, many mothers +among the spectators felt the tears rush to their eyes. + +Walking with the infant cradled on her bosom, she passed twice across +the stage, then paused beneath the box, and murmured: + +"Papa's baby--Papa's own precious baby!" and her splendid eyes humid +with tears looked full, straight into those of her husband. + +It was the first time they had met during the evening, and something +she saw in that quivering face made her heart ache with the old +numbing agony. Cuthbert could scarcely restrain himself from leaping +down upon the stage and clasping her in his arms; but she moved away, +and the sorely smitten husband bowed his face in his hand, luckily +shielded from public view by the position in which he sat. + +The dinner scene ensued, and the abrupt announcement of the second +marriage. The anguish and despair of the repudiated wife were +portrayed with a vividness, a marvellous eloquence and passionate +fervour that surpassed all former exhibitions of her genius, and the +people rose, and applauded, as audiences sometimes do, when the +magnetic wave rolls from the heart and brain on the stage to those of +the men and women who watch and listen completely _en rapport_. + +The life of the actress began, the struggle to provide for her child, +the constant care to elude discovery, the application for legal +advice, the statement of her helplessness, the attempt to secure the +license; all were represented, and at last the meeting with her +husband in the theatre. + +Gradually the pathos melted away, she was the stern relentless +outraged wife, intent only upon revenge. She spared not even the +interview in which the faithless husband sought her presence; and as +Cuthbert watched her, repeating the sentences that had so galled his +pride, he asked himself how he had failed to recognize his own wife? + +In the meeting with the child of the second marriage, her wild +exultation, her impassioned invocation of Nemesis, was one of the +most effective passages in the drama; and it caused a shiver to creep +like a serpent over the body of the father, who pitied so tenderly +the afflicted Maud. + +As the scheme of saying her own daughter, by sacrificing herself in a +nominal marriage with the man whom she hated and loathed so +intensely, developed itself, a perceptible chill fell upon the +audience; the unnaturalness of the crime asserted itself. + +While she rendered almost literally the interviews at Pozzuoli and at +Naples, Cuthbert glanced at his father, and saw a purplish flush +steal from neck to forehead, but the old man's eyes never quitted the +floor. He seemed incapable of moving, Gorgonized by the beautiful +Medusa whose invectives against him were scathing, terrible. + +As the play approached its close and the preparation for the +marriage, even the details of the settlement were narrated, suspense +reached its acme. Then came the letters of reprieve, the deliverance +from the bondage of Peterson's vindictive malice, the power of +establishing her claim; and when she wept her thanksgiving for +salvation, many wept in sympathy; while Regina, borne away in +breathless admiration of her mother's wonderful genius, sobbed +unrestrainedly. + +When the letters of Peterson and of the lawyer were read, mapping the +line of prosecution for the recovery of the wife's rights, the father +slowly raised his eyes, and, looking drearily at his son, muttered: + +"It is all over with us, Cuthbert. She has won; we are ruined. Let us +go home." + +He attempted to rise, but with a glare of mingled wrath and scorn his +son held him back. + +The last scene was reached; the triumphant vindication of wife and +child, the condemnation of the two who had conspired to defraud them, +the foreclosure of the mortgages, the penury of the proud +aristocrats, and the disgrace that overwhelmed them. + +Finally the second wife and afflicted child came to crave leniency, +and the husband and the father pleaded for pardon; but with a +malediction upon the house that caused her wretchedness, the +broken-hearted woman retreated to the palatial home she had at last +secured, and under its upas shadow died in the arms of her daughter. + +Her play contained many passages which afforded her scope for the +manifestation of her extraordinary power, and at its close the people +would not depart until she had appeared in acknowledgment of their +plaudits. + +Brilliantly beautiful she looked, with the glittering light of +triumph in her large mesmeric eyes, a rich glow mantling her cheeks, +and rouging her lips; while in heavy folds the black velvet robe +swept around her queenly figure. How stately, elegant, unapproachable +she seemed to the man who leaned forward, gazing with all his heart +in his eyes upon the wife of his youth, the only woman he had ever +really loved, now his most implacable foe! + +The audience dispersed, and Cuthbert and his father sat like those +old Roman Senators, awaiting the breaking of the wave of savage +vengeance that was rolling in upon them. + +At length General Laurance struggled to his feet, and mechanically +quitted the theatre, followed by his son. Reaching the carriage, they +entered, and Cuthbert ordered the coachman to drive to Mrs. Orme's +hotel. + +"Not now! For God's sake, not to-night," groaned the old man. + +"To-night, before another hour, this awful imposture must be +confessed, and reparation offered. I sinned against Minnie, but not +premeditatedly. You deceived me. You made me believe her the foul, +guilty thing you wished her. You intercepted her letters, you never +let me know that I had a child neglected and forsaken; and, father, +God may forgive you, but I never can. My proud, lovely Minnie! My own +wife!" + +Cuthbert buried his face in his hands, and his strong frame shook as +he pictured what might have been, contrasting it with the hideous +reality of his loveless and miserable marriage with the banker's +daughter, who threatened him with social disgrace. + +During that drive General Laurance felt that he was approaching some +offended and avenging Fury, that he was drifting down to ruin, +powerless to lift his hand and stay even for an instant the fatal +descent; that he was gradually petrifying, and things seemed vague +and intangible. + +When they reached the hotel, they were ushered into the salon already +brilliantly lighted as if in expectation of their arrival. Cuthbert +paced the floor; his father sank into a chair, resting his hands on +the top of his cane. + +After a little while, a silk curtain at the lower end of the room was +lifted, and Mrs. Orme came slowly forward. How her lustrous eyes +gleamed as she stood in the centre of the apartment, scorn, triumph, +hate, all struggling for mastery in her lovely face. + +"Gentlemen, you have read the handwriting on the wall. Do you come +for defiance, or capitulation?" + +General Laurance lifted his head, but instantly dropped it on his +bosom; he seemed to have aged suddenly, prematurely. Cuthbert +advanced, stood close beside the woman whose gaze intensified as he +drew near her, and said brokenly: + +"Minnie, I come merely to exonerate myself before God and man. Heaven +is my witness, that I never knew I had a child in America until +to-night, that until to-night I believed you were in California +living as the wife of that base villain Peterson, who wrote +announcing himself your accepted lover. From the day I kissed you +good-bye at the cottage, I never received a line, a word, a message +from you. When I doubted my father's and Peterson's statements +concerning you, and wrote two letters, one to the President of the +college, one to a resident professor, seeking some information of +your whereabouts, in order at least to visit you once more, when I +became twenty-one, both answered me that you had forfeited your fair +name, had been forsaken by your grandmother, and had gone away from +the village accompanied by Peterson, who was regarded as your +favoured lover. I ceased to doubt, I believed you false. I knew no +better until to-night. Father, my honour demands that the truth be +spoken at last. Will you corroborate my statement?" + +Pale and proud, he stood erect, and she saw that a consciousness of +rectitude at least in purpose, sustained him. + +"Mrs. Orme----" began General Laurance. + +"Away with such shams and masks! Mrs. Orme died on the theatrical +boards to-night, and henceforth the world knows me as Minnie +Laurance! Ah! by the grace of God! Minnie Laurance!" + +She laughed derisively, and held up her fair slender hand, exhibiting +the black agate with its grinning skull lighted by the glow of the +large radiant diamonds. + +"Minnie, I never dreamed you were his wife; oh, my God! how horrible +it all is!" + +He seemed bewildered, and his son exclaimed: + +"Who is responsible for the separation from my wife? You, father, or +I?" + +"I did it, my son. I meant it for the best. I naturally believed you +had been entrapped into a shameful alliance, and as any other father +would have done, I was ready to credit the unfavourable estimate +derived from the man Peterson. He told me that Minnie had belonged to +him until she and her grandmother conceived the scheme of inveigling +you into a secret marriage; and afterward he informed me of the birth +of his child. I did not pay him to claim it, but when he pronounced +it his, I gave him money to pay the expenses of the two whom he +claimed to California; and I supposed until to-night that both had +accompanied him. I did not manufacture statements, I only gladly +credited them; and believing all that man told me, I felt justified +in intercepting letters addressed to you by the woman whom he claimed +as mother of his child. Madame, do not blame Cuthbert. I did it all." + +The abject wretchedness of his mien disconcerted her; robbed her of +half her anticipated triumph. How could she exult in trampling upon a +bruised worm which made no attempt to crawl from beneath her heel? He +sat, the image of hopeless dejection, his hands crossed on the gold +head of his cane. + +Mrs. Orme walked to the end of the room, lifted the curtain, and at a +signal Regina joined her. Clasping the girl's fingers firmly she led +her forward, and when to front of the old man, she exclaimed: + +"René Laurance, blood triumphs over malice, perjury, and bribery; +whose is this child? Is she Merle, Peterson, or Laurance?" + +Standing before them, in a dress of some soft snowy shining fabric, +neither silk nor crape, with white starry jasmines in her raven hair +and upon her bosom, Regina seemed some angelic visitant sent to still +the strife of human passions, so lovely and pure was her colourless +face; and as General Laurance looked up at her, he rose suddenly. + +"Pauline Laurance, my sister; the exact, the wonderful image! +Laurance, all Laurance, from head to foot." + +He dropped back into the chair, and smiled vacantly. + +Cuthbert sprang forward, his face all aglow, his eyes radiant, and +eloquent. + +"Minnie, is this indeed _our child?_ Your daughter--and mine?" + +He extended his arms, but she waved him back. + +"Do not touch her! How dare you? This is my baby, my darling, my +treasure. This is the helpless little one, whose wails echoed in a +hospital ward; who came into the world cursed with the likeness of +her father. This is the child you disowned, persecuted; this is the +baby God gave to you and to me; but you forfeited your claim long +years ago, and she has no father, only his name henceforth. She is +wholly, entirely her mother's blue-eyed baby. You have your Maud." + +As she spoke a wealth of proud tenderness shone in her eyes, which +rested on the lily face of her child, and at that moment how she +gloried in her perfect loveliness. + +Her husband groaned, and clasped his hand over his face to conceal +the agony that was intolerable, and in an instant, ere the mother +could suspect or frustrate her design, the girl broke from her hand, +sprang forward and threw herself on Cuthbert's bosom, clasping her +arms around his neck, and sobbing: + +"My father! Take me just once to your heart! Call me daughter; let +me once in my life hear the blessed words from my own father's lips!" + +He strained her to his bosom, and kissed the pure face, while tears +trickled over his cheeks and dripped down on hers. Her mother made a +step forward to snatch her back, but at sight of his tears, of the +close embrace in which he held her, the wife turned away, unable to +look upon the spectacle and preserve her composure. + +A heavy fall startled all present, and a glance showed them General +Laurance lying insensible on the carpet. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + + +In the clear, cold analytical light which the "_Juventui Mundi_" +pours upon the nebulous realm of Hellenic lore and Heroic legend, we +learn that Homer knew "no destiny fighting with the gods, or unless +in the shape of death, defying them,"--and that the "Nemesis often +inaccurately rendered as revenge, was after all but self-judgment, or +sense of moral law." Even in the dim Homeric dawn, Conscience found +personification. + +Aroused suddenly to a realization of the wrongs and wretchedness to +which his inordinate pride and ambition had chiefly contributed, the +Nemesis of self-judgment had opened its grim assize in General +Laurance's soul, and he cowered before the phantoms that stood forth +to testify. + +No father of ordinary prudence and affection could have failed to +oppose the reckless folly of his son's ill-starred marriage, or +hesitated to save him, if compatible with God's law and human +statutes, from the misery and humiliation it threatened to entail. +But when he made a football of marriage vows, and became auxiliary +to a second nuptial ceremony, striving by legal quibbles to cancel +what only Death annuls, the hounds of Retribution leaped from their +leash. + +The deepest, strongest love of his life had bloomed in the sunset +light, wearing the mellow glory of the aftermath; and his heart clung +to the beautiful dream of his old age, with a fierce tenacity that +destroyed it, when rudely torn away by the awful revelations of +"Infelice." To lose at once not only his lovely idol, but that +darling fetich--Laurance _prestige_; to behold the total eclipse of +his proud reputation and family name; to witness the ploughshare of +social degradation and financial ruin driven by avenging hands over +all he held dearest, was a doom which the vanquished old man could +not survive. + +Perhaps the vital forces had already begun to yield to the disease +that so suddenly prostrated him at Naples, dashing the cup of joy +from his thirsty lips; and perchance the grim Kata-clothes had handed +the worn tangled threads of existence to their faithful minister +Paralysis, even before the severe shock that numbed him while sitting +in the theatre _loge_. + +When his eyes closed upon the spectacle of his son, folding in his +arms his firstborn, they shut out for ever the things of time and +sense, and consciousness that forsook him then never reoccupied its +throne. He was carried from the brilliant salon of the popular +actress to the home of his son; medical skill exhausted its +ingenuity, and though forty-eight hours elapsed before the weary +heart ceased its slow feeble pulsations, General Laurance's soul +passed to its final assize, without even a shadowy farewell +recognition of the son, for whom he had hoped, suffered, dared so +much. + +"Some men's sins are open beforehand, going before to judgment; and +some men they follow after." + +During the week that succeeded his temporary entombment in the sacred +repose of _Père La Chaise_, Mrs. Orme completed her brief engagement +at the theatre where she had so dearly earned her freshest laurels; +and though her tragic career closed in undimmed splendour, when she +voluntarily abdicated the throne she had justly won, bidding adieu +for ever to the scene of former triumphs, she heard above the +plaudits of the multitude the stern whisper, "Vengeance is mine, +saith the Lord, I will repay." + +The man whom she most intensely hated, and most ardently longed to +humiliate and abase in public estimation, had escaped the punishment; +housed from reproach by the stony walls of the tomb, mocking her +efforts to requite the suffering he had inflicted; and the keenest +anticipations of her vindictive purpose were foiled, vanquished. + +One morning, ten days after the presentation of "Infelice," Mrs. Orme +sat listening to her daughter, who, observing her restless, +dissatisfied manner, proposed to read aloud. Between the two had +fallen an utter silence with reference to the past, and not an +allusion had been made to Cuthbert Laurance since the night he had +first held his daughter to his heart. Death had dropped like a sacred +seal upon its memorable incidents, which all avoided; but mother and +child seemed hourly to cling more closely to each other. + +To-day sitting on a low ottoman, with her arm thrown across her +mother's knee, while the white hand wearing the black agate wandered +now and then over her drooping head, Regina read the "_Madonna Mia_." + +She had not concluded the perusal, when a card was brought in, and a +glance at her mother's countenance left her no room to doubt the name +it bore. + +"After five minutes, show him in." + +Mrs. Orme closed her eyes, and her lips trembled. + +"My daughter, do you desire to be present at this last earthly +interview?" + +"No, mother. My wrongs I freely forgive, I told him so, but yours I +can never forget; and I would prefer in future not to meet him. God +pity and comfort you both." + +She kissed her mother's cheek, lips, even her hands, and hastily +retreated. As she vanished, Mrs. Orme threw herself on her knees, and +her lips moved rapidly while she wrung her fingers; but the petition +was inaudible, known only to the Searcher of hearts. Was it for +strength to prosecute to the bitter end, or for grace to forgive? + +She placed a strong metal box on the ormolu stand near her chair, and +had just resumed her seat when Mr. Laurance entered, and approached +her. He was in deep mourning, and his intensely pale but composed +face bore the chastening lines of a profound and hopeless sorrow; but +retained the proud unflinching regard peculiar to his family. + +Of the two, he was most calm and self-possessed. Bowing in answer to +the inclination of her head, he drew a chair in front of her, and +when he sat down she saw a package of papers in his hand. + +"I am glad, Mrs. Laurance, that you grant me this opportunity of +saying a few words, which after to-day I shall seek no occasion to +repeat; for with this interview ends all intercourse between us, at +least in this world. These papers I found in poor father's private +desk, and I have read them. They are your notes, and the marriage +contract, which only awaited the signature he intended to affix." + +She held out her hand, and a burning blush dyed her cheek, as she +reflected on the loathsome purpose which had framed that carefully +worded instrument. + +"To-day I leave Paris for America, to front, as best I may, the +changed aspect of life. I have not yet told Abbie of the cloud of +sorrow and humiliation that will soon break over our family circle, +for poor little Maud has been quite ill, and I deferred my bitter +revelation until her mother's mind is composed and clear enough to +grasp the mournful truth. In the suit which I presume you will +commence, as soon as I land in America, you need apprehend no effort +on my part to elude the consequences of my own criminal folly and +rashness. I shall attempt no defence, beyond requiring my counsel to +state that no communication ever reached me from you; that I believed +you the wife of another; and I shall also insist upon the reading of +the two letters in answer to those I wrote, requesting the President +and Professor to ascertain where you were. I was assured that a +marriage contracted during my minority was invalid, and without due +investigation of the statutes of the State in which it was performed +and which had unfortunately undergone a change, I believed it. Your +right as a wife is clear, indisputable, inalienable, and cannot be +withheld; and the divorce you desire will inevitably be granted. I +cannot censure your resolution, it is due to yourself, doubly due to +your child--our child! My child! Oh! that I had known the truth +seventeen years ago! How different your fate and mine!" + +She leaned back, closing her eyes, against the eloquent pleading of +that mesmeric countenance which was slowly robbing her of her stern +purposes; renewing the spell she had never been able to fully resist. + +He saw the spasm of pain that wrinkled her brow, blanched her lips; +and gazing into the lovely face so dear to him, he exclaimed: + +"Minnie! Minnie! Oh, my wife! My own wife!" + +He sank on his knees before her, and his handsome head fell upon the +arm of her chair. She covered her face with her hands, and a +smothered sob broke from her tortured heart. + +"I have sinned, but not intentionally against you. God is my witness +had I known all twenty oceans could not have kept me from my wife and +my baby. When you lived it all over again that night, when I saw you +ill, deserted, in a charity hospital, with the child you say is mine +cradled in your arms, oh! then indeed I suffered what all the pangs +of perdition cannot surpass. When you and I married we were but +children, but I loved you; afterward when I was a man, I madly +renewed those vows to one, whom I was urged, persuaded, to wed. I am +not a villain, and I know my duties to the mother of my afflicted +Maud, to the child of my loveless union, and I intend rigidly to +discharge them. But, Minnie, God knows that you are my true, lawful +wife, and I want here upon my knees, before we part for ever, to tell +you that no other woman ever possessed my heart. I have tried to be a +patient, kind, indulgent husband to Abbie, but when I look at you, +and think of her, remembering that my own rash blindness shut me from +the Eden that now seems so deliciously alluring, when I realize what +might have been for you and me, my punishment indeed appears +unendurable. Ah, no language can describe my feelings, as I looked at +that noble, lovely girl. Oh the fond pride of knowing that she is +mine as well as yours! My wife! my wife, let the holy blue eyes and +pure lips of our baby, our daughter, plead her father's +forgiveness----" + +His voice faltered. There was a deep silence. Although kneeling so +near, he made no attempt to touch her. For fifteen years she had +struggled against all tender memories, and every softening +recollection had been harshly banished. She had trained herself to +despise and hate the man who had so blackened her life at its dewy +threshold; but the mysterious workings of a woman's heart baffle +experience, analysis, and conjecture. + +Listening to the low cadence of the beloved voice that first waked +her from the magic realm of childhood, and unsealed the fountain of +affection, the days of their courtship stole back; the blissful hours +of the brief honeymoon. He was her lover, her noble young husband; +above all, he was the father of her baby; and yielding to the old +irresistible infatuation she suddenly laid her hand upon his head. As +yet she had not uttered a syllable since his entrance, but the +floodgates were lifted, and he heard the despairing cry of her +famished heart: + +"Oh, my husband! My husband, my own husband!" + +He threw his arms around her as she leaned toward him, and drew the +head to his shoulder. So in silence they rested, and he felt that one +arm tightened around him, as he knelt holding her to his heart. + +"Minnie, your true heart forgives your unworthy husband. Tell me so, +and it will enable me to bear all that the future may contain. Say, +Cuthbert, I forgive you." + +She struggled up, gazed into his eyes, and exclaimed: + +"No; I loved you too well, too insanely ever to forgive, had loved +you less, I might have forgiven more. There is no meekness in my +soul, but an intolerable bitterness that mocks and maddens me. I +ought to despise myself, and I certainly shall, for this unpardonable +weakness. But very precious memories unnerved me just then, and I +clung, not to you, not to Abbie Ames' husband, but to the phantom of +the Cuthbert whom long ago I loved so well, to the vision of the +young bridegroom I worshipped so blindly. Let me go. Our interview is +ended." + +She withdrew from his arms, and rose. + +"Before I go, let me see our child once more. Let me tell her that +her father is inexpressibly proud of the daughter who will honour his +unworthy name again." + +"She declines meeting you again." + +"Minnie, don't teach her to hate me." + +"I gave her the opportunity, and she made her own choice, saying she +freely forgave the wrongs committed against her, but her mother's she +could never forget. If I had asked of Heaven the keenest punishment +within the range of vengeance, it seems to me none could exceed the +wretchedness of the man who, owning my darling for his child, is yet +debarred from her love, her reverence, her confidence, and the +precious charm of her continual presence. My sweet, tender, perfect +daughter! The one true heart in all the wide world that loves and +clings to me. You forsook and disowned me, repudiated your vows, +offered them elsewhere, making unto yourself strange new gods; +profaning the altar, where other images should have stood. The +banker's daughter, and the Laurance heiress she bore you, are +entitled to what remains of your fickle selfish heart, and I trust +that the two who supplanted my baby and me will suffice for your +happiness in the future as in the past. Into my own and my darling's +life you can enter no more. 'Whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he +reap. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?' You deem +me relentless and vindictive? Think of all the grey, sunless, woeful +existence I showed you behind the footlights not many nights since, +and censure me if you can. There is no pious resignation in my proud +soul for indeed 'there are chastisements that do not chasten; there +are trials that do not purify, and sorrows that do not elevate; there +are pains and privations that harden the tender heart, without +softening the stubborn will.' Of such are the sombre wrap and woof of +my ill-starred life. When you reach New York Mr. Erle Palma, who is +my counsel, will acquaint you with the course he deems it best to +pursue." + +She looked calm and stately as the Ludovisian Juno, and quite as +lovely, in her pale pride. + +"Minnie, do not part from me in anger. Oh, my wife, let me fold you +in my arms once more! And once, just once, I pray you, let me kiss +you! Are you not my own?" + +She recoiled a step, her brown eyes lightened, and her words fell +crisp as icicles: + +"Since I was a bride, three weeks a wife, since you pressed them +last, no man's lips have touched mine. I hold them too sacred to that +dear buried past to be submitted to a pressure less holy--to be +profaned by those of another woman's husband. Only my daughter kisses +my lips. Yours are soiled with perjury, and belong to the wife and +child of your choice. Go, pay your vows, be true at last to +something. Good-bye." + +He came closer, but her pitiless chill face repulsed him. Seizing her +beautiful hand, white and cold as marble, he lifted it, but the flash +of the diamonds smote his heart like a heavy flail. + +"The death's head that you gave me as a bridal token! Is there not a +fatality even in symbols? Upon my wedding ring stands the cinerary +urn that soon sepulchred my peace, my hopes. A mockery so exquisite +could not have been accidental, and faithfully that grinning skeleton +has walked with me. The ghastly coat of arms of Laurance." + +She had thrown off his clasp, raised her hand, and turned the ring +over, till the jewels glowed, then it fell back nerveless at her +side. + +"Minnie." + +His voice was broken, but her lustrous eyes betrayed no hint of pity. + +"My wife has no pardon for her erring husband. I have merited none, +still I hoped for one kind farewell word from lips that are strangely +dear to me. So be it. Tell my daughter, if her unhappy father dared +to pray, he would invoke Heaven's choicest blessings on her young +innocent head. And, Minnie love, let our baby's eyes and lips +successfully plead pardon for her father's unintentional sins against +the wife he never ceased to love." + +He caught the hand once more, kissed the ring he had placed there +eighteen years before, and, feeling his hot trembling lips upon her +icy fingers, she shut her eyes. When she opened them--she was alone. + + "We twain have met like ships upon the sea, + Who hold an hour's converse, so short, so sweet;-- + One little hour! and then, away they speed, + On lonely paths, through mist, and cloud and foam-- + To meet no more!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + + +From the window of one of those beautiful villas that encrust the +shores of Como, nestling like white birds at the base of the laurel +and vine-clad hills that lave their verdant feet in the blue waters, +Regina watched the sunshine falling across the placid bosom of the +lake. Far away, on the sky-line opposite, and towering above the +intervening mountains, glittered the white fire of the snowy Alps, as +if they longed to quench their dazzling lustre in the peaceful blue +sleeping beneath. + +Luxuriant vines clambered along the hillsides, and where the latter +had been cut in terraces, and seemed swinging like the gardens of +Semiramis, orange, lemon, myrtle, and olive trees showed all their +tender green and soft grey tints, and longhaired acacias waved in the +evening air, that was redolent of the faint delicious vesper incense +swung from the pink chalices of climbing roses. + + "No tree cumbered with creepers let the sunshine through, + But it was caught in scarlet cups, and poured + From these on amber tufts of bloom, and dropped + Lower on azure stars." + +Never weary of studying the wonderful beauty of the surrounding +scenery, Regina surrendered herself to an enjoyment that would have +been unalloyed had not a lurking shadow cast its unwelcome chill on +all. Mr. and Mrs. Waul had returned to America, and for a month Mrs. +Laurance, accompanied by Mr. Chesley and Regina, had been quietly +ensconced in this lovely villa, whose terraces and balconies +projected almost into the water, and commanded some of the finest +views of the lake. + +But anxiety had followed, taking up its dreary watch in the midst of +that witchery which might have exorcised the haunting grey ghost of +care; and though shrouded by every imaginable veil and garland of +beauty, its grim presence was as fully felt as that of the +byssus-clad mummy that played its allotted part at ancient Coptic +feasts. + +The steamer in which Mr. Laurance embarked with his family for +America had been lost in mid Atlantic; and only one boat filled with +a portion of the passengers and crew had been rescued by a West +Indian ship bound for Liverpool. Among the published names of the few +survivors that of Laurance did not appear. + +Had old ocean mercifully opened its crystal bosom and gathered to +coral caves and shrouding purple algae the unfortunate man, who had +quaffed all the rosy foam beading the goblet of life, and for whom it +only remained to drain the bitter lees of public humiliation and +social disgrace? + +When Mrs. Laurance received the first intimation that Cuthbert had +probably perished, with his wife and child, she vehemently and +stubbornly refused her credence. It seemed impossible that envious +death could have so utterly snatched from her grasp the triumph upon +which her eager fingers were already closing. + +Causing advertisements to be inserted in various journals, and +offering therein a reward for information of the missing passengers, +she forbade the topic broached in her presence, and quitting Paris +retired for a season to Lake Como, vainly seeking that coveted +tranquillity which everywhere her own harrowing thoughts and +ceaseless forebodings effectually murdered. + +As time wore on she grew gloomy, taciturn, almost morose, and a +restlessness beyond the remedy of medicine robbed her of the power of +sleep. To-day she clung convulsively to her daughter, unwilling that +she should leave her even for an instant; to-morrow she would lock +herself in, and for hours refuse admittance to any human being. The +rich bloom forsook her cheek, deep shadows underlined her large +melancholy eyes, and her dimpled hands became so diaphanous, so +thin, that the black agate ring with difficulty held its place upon +the wasted fingers. + +With patient loving care, Regina anticipated her wishes, indulged +all her varying caprices, devoted herself assiduously to the task of +diverting her mind, and comforting her heart by the tender +ministrations of her own intense filial affection. By day she read, +talked, sang to her. When in the tormenting still hours of night her +mother refused the thorns of a sleepless pillow, the daughter drew +her out upon the terrace against which the wavelets broke in a +silvery monologue, and directed her thoughts to the glowing stars +that clustered in the blue dome above, and shimmered in the azure +beneath; or with an arm around the mother's waist, led her into the +flowery garden, and up the winding walks that climbed the eminence +behind the villa, where oleanders whitened the gloom, and passionate +jasmines broke their rich hearts upon the dewy air; so, pacing to and +fro, until the moon went down behind myrtle groves, and the bald brow +of distant Alps flushed under the first kiss of day. + +For Mrs. Laurance, nepenthe was indeed a fable, and while she +abstained from even an indirect allusion to the subject that absorbed +her, the nameless anxiety that seemed consuming her, Regina and her +uncle watched her with increasing apprehension. + +This afternoon she had complained of headache, and, throwing herself +on a couch in the recess of the window that overlooked the lake, +desired to be left alone, in the hope of falling asleep. + +Stooping to kiss her, Regina said: + +"Mother, let me sit by you, and while I fan you gently read the +'Lotos Eaters.' The drowsy rhythm will lull you into that realm of +rest,-- + + 'In which it seemed always afternoon.' + +May I?" + +"No. To-day your blue eyes would stab my sleep. I will ring when I +want you." + +Dropping the filmy lace curtains, in order to lessen the reflection +from the water, Regina softly stole away, and sat down at the window +of the salon, where satin-leaved arums and dainty pearly orchids +embellished the consoles, and fragrant heliotrope and geraniums were +blooming in pots clustered upon the stone balcony outside. + +Each day the favourite view of the lake and bending shore line, upon +which she gazed from this spot, developed some new beauty, hidden +hitherto under leafy laurel shadows, or behind the snowy soil of some +fishing-boat, rocking idly upon the azure waves. + +Now the burden of her reflections was: + +"If we could only spend our lives in this marble haven, away from the +turmoil and feverish confusion of the outside world--forgetting the +past, contented with the society of each other--and shut in with God +and nature, how peaceful the future would be! nay, how happy all +might yet become!" + +Sympathy with her mother had forced her to put temporarily aside the +contemplation of her own sorrow, but in secret it preyed upon her +heart; and whenever a letter arrived, she dreaded the announcement of +Mr. Palma's marriage. + +His parting allusion to a brief European visit she had by the aid of +her fears interpreted to mean a bridal tour, curtailed by his +business engagements; and though she never mentioned his name when it +could be avoided, she could not hear it casually pronounced by her +uncle or mother, without feeling her heart bound suddenly. + +Once, soon after her arrival in Paris, her mother, in reading a +letter from Mr. Palma, glanced at her, and said: + +"Your guardian desires me to say, that in your undisguised devotion +to Uncle Orme he presumes he is completely forgotten; but consoles +himself with the reflection, that from time immemorial wards have +been like the Carthaginians--proverbially ungrateful." + +Regina made no response, and since then she had received no message. + +While she sat gazing over Como, a mirage rose glistening between her +eyes, and the emerald shore beyond: the dear familiar outlines of +that Fifth Avenue library, the frescoed walls, polished floor, mellow +gas lamps; and above all, the stately form, massive head, high brow, +so like a slab of marble, and blight black eyes of the dear master. + +She was glad when Mr. Chesley came in, with an open book in his hand, +and stood near her. + +"Is your mother asleep?" + +"I hope so. She sent me away that she might get a nap." + +"Just now I stumbled upon a passage which reminded me so vividly of +the imaginary home you last week painted for us, somewhere along the +Pacific shore, that I thought I would show it to you. That home, +where you hope to indulge your bucolic tastes, your childish fondness +for pets--doves, rabbits, pheasants--and similar rustic appendages to +our cottage--in--the--air. Here, read it, aloud if you will." + +She glanced over the lines, smiled, and read: + + "'Mong the green lanes of Kent stood an antique home + Within its orchard, rich with ruddy fruits; + For the full year was laughing in his prime. + Wealth of all flowers grew in that garden green, + And the old porch with its great oaken door + Was smothered in rose-blooms, while o'er the walls + The honeysuckle clung deliciously. + Before the door there lay a plot of grass + Snowed o'er with daisies,--flower by all beloved, + And famousest in song,--and in the midst + A carved fountain stood,... + On which a peacock perched and sunned itself; + Beneath, two petted rabbits, snowy white, + Squatted upon the sward. + A row of poplars darkly rose behind, + Around whose tops, and the old-fashioned vanes, + White pigeons fluttered; and over all was bent + The mighty sky, with sailing, sunny clouds." + +"Thank you, Uncle Orme. The picture is as sweet as its honeysuckle +blooms, and some day we will frame it with California mountains, and +call it Home. I shall only want to add a gently sloping field, +wherein pearly short-horns stand ankle deep in clover, while my dear +old dog Hero basks upon the doorstep; and upon the lawn,-- + + 'An almond tree + Pink with her blossom and alive with bees, + Standing against the azure.'" + +"Yonder come the letters." + +As he spoke, Mr. Chesley left the room, and soon after a servant +entered with a letter addressed to Regina. + +It was from Olga, dated Baden-baden; and the vein of subdued yet +hopeless melancholy that wandered through its contents, now and then +intertwined strangely with a thread of her old grim humour. + +"Do you ever hear from that legal sphinx--Erle Palma? Mamma only now +and then receives epistles fashioned after those once in vogue in +Laconia. (I wonder if even the old toothless gossips in Sparta were +ever laconic?) I am truly sorry for Erle Palma. That beautifully +crystallized quartz heart of his is no doubt being ground between the +upper and nether millstones of his love and his pride; and Hymen +ought to charge him heavy mill-toll. My dear, _have_ you seen Elliott +Roscoe's little tinted-paper poem? Of course his apostrophe to +'violet eyes, overlaced with jet!' will sound quite Tennysonian to a +certain little shy girl, now hiding at Como, and who 'inspired the +strain.' But aside from the pleasant association that links you with +the verses, they are--pardon me, dear--as thin and flavourless +as--well, as the soup dished out at pauper restaurants. You are at +liberty to consider me consumed by envy, green with jealousy, when I +here spitefully record that Elliott's ambitious poem reminds me of M. +de Bonald's biting criticism on Madame de Krüdener: 'I make bold to +declare, with the Bible in my hand, that the poor we shall always +have with us, were it only the poor in intellect.' Coke and Story +will befriend poor Elliott much more effectually than the Muses, who +have most ingloriously snubbed him. Are you really happy, little +snowbird, nestling in the down of mother-love, which--like the +veritable baby you are--you so pined for? + +"Regina, I am going to tell you something. Bar the windows, lock the +doors, shut it up for ever, close in your own heart. A few nights +ago, I went with an English friend to the _Conversationshaus_. When +we had leaned awhile against one of the columns, and watched the +dancers in the magnificent saloon, he proposed to show me the grand +gambling-room. + +"As we walked slowly along, listening to the click of the gold that +pattered down from trembling hands, I saw, sitting at a _Roulette_ +table, deeply immersed in the game (never tell it!) Belmont +Eggleston. Not the same classic, god-like face that I would once have +followed straight to Hades--not the man upon whom I wasted all the +love that God gives a woman to glorify her life and home; but a +flushed, bloated creature, as unlike the Belmont of my hopes and +dreams as 'Hyperion to a Satyr!' I watched him till my very soul +turned sick, and all Pandemonium seemed to have joined in a jeer at +my former infatuation. Next day, I saw him reel from a saloon to the +steps of his wife's carriage. Years ago, when Erle Palma told me that +my darling drank and gambled, I denied it; and in return for the +warning, emptied more wrath upon my informer than all the Apocalyptic +vials held. Ah! for poor Belmont, I fought as fiercely as a tawny +tigress, when her youngest cub is captured by the hunters. Ashes! +Bitter ashes of love and trust! Truly 'there is no pardon for +desecrated ideals.' I have lived to learn that-- + + 'Man trusts in God; + He is eternal. Woman trusts in man, + And he is shifting sand.'" + +"Regina!" + +The girl looked up, and saw her uncle with an open letter in his +hand. + +"What is it? Some bad news!" + +"Dear little girl, you are indeed fatherless now." + +She bent her head upon the ledge of the window, and after a moment +Mr. Chesley sighed, and smoothed her hair. + +"With all his faults, he was still your father; and having had +several interviews with him in Paris, I was convinced he was more +'sinned against than sinning,' though of course he knew that he could +never have legally married again while Minnie lived. God help us to +forgive, even as we need and hope to be forgiven." + +"He knows I forgave him. I told him so the night he held me to his +heart and kissed me; and you never can know how that thought comforts +me now. But mother! Uncle----" + +She sprang up pale and tearful, but he detained her. + +"Mr. Palma writes me that there remains no longer a doubt that +Laurance perished in the wreck. He encloses a detailed account of the +disaster, from an American naval surgeon, who was returning home on +furlough, when the storm overtook them, and who was one of the few +picked up by the West Indian vessel. Mr. Palma wrote to him, relative +to your father, and it appears from his reply--in my hand--that he +knew the Laurances quite well. He says that during the gale, he was +called to prescribe for Maud, who was really ill, and rendered worse +by terror. When it was evident the steamer could not outlive the +storm, he saw Cuthbert Laurance place his wife in one of the boats, +and return to the cabin for his sick child. Hastening back with the +little cripple in his arms, he found the boats were beyond reach, and +too crowded to admit another passenger. He shouted the nearest to +take his child, only his child; but the violence of the gale rendered +it impossible to do more than keep the boat from swamping, and with +many others, he was left upon the doomed vessel. There was no +remaining boat; night came swiftly on, the storm increased, and next +day there was no vestige of boat or ship visible. Mrs. Laurance was +in the second boat, the largest and strongest, but it was overladen, +and about twilight it capsized in the fury of the gale, and _all went +down_. The surgeon who heard the wild screams of the women knows that +the wife perished, and says he cannot indulge the faintest hope that +the father and child escaped. Cuthbert was a remarkably skilful +swimmer; he had once contended for a wager off Brighton, with a party +of naval officers, and Laurance won it; but none could live in the +sea that boiled and bellowed around that sinking ship, and encumbered +as he was with the helpless child, it was impossible that he would +have survived. I would rather not tell Minnie now, but Mr. Palma +writes that the sister and nephew of General Laurance will force a +suit to secure the remnants of the property, and he wishes to +anticipate their action. Come with me, dear. Minnie is not asleep. As +I passed her door, I heard her walk across the floor." + +"Uncle Orme, can't you wait till to-morrow? I do not know how this +news will affect her, and I dread it." + +"My dear child, her suspense is destroying her. After all, delay will +do no good. Poor Minnie! There is her bell. She knows the hour our +mail is due, and she will ask for letters." + +Opening the door, both paused at the threshold, and neither could +ever forget the picture she represented. + +In a snowy _peignoir_, she sat on the side of the couch, with her +long waving hair falling in disorder to the marble floor, and seemed +indeed like Japhet's "Amarant": + + "She in her locks is like the travelling sun, + Setting, all clad in coifing clouds of gold." + +The wan Phidian face was turned toward them, and was breathless in +its anxious eagerly questioning expression. Her brown eyes widened, +searching theirs; and reading all, in her daughter's tearful pitying +gaze, what a wild look crossed her face! + +Regina pushed her uncle back, closed the door and sprang to the +couch, holding out the letters. + +Sitting as still as stone, Mrs. Laurance did not appear to notice +them. + +"Darling mother, God knows what is best for us all." + +Slowly the strained eyes turned to the appealing face of her +kneeling child, and something there broke up the frozen deeps of her +heart. + +"Are you sure? Is there no hope?" + +"No hope; except to meet him in heaven." + +Throwing her hands above her head, the wretched woman wrung them +despairingly, and the pain of all the bitter past wailed in her +passionate cry: + +"Lost for ever! And I would not forgive him! My husband! My own +husband! When he begged for pardon I spurned, and derided, and +taunted him! Oh! I meant sometime to forgive him; after I had +accomplished all I planned. After he was beggared, and humiliated in +the eyes of the world, and that woman occupied the position where +they all sought to keep me, a mother and yet no lawful wife, after I +had enjoyed my triumph a little while, I fully intended to listen to +my heart long enough to tell him that I forgave him because he was +your father! And now, where is my revenge? Where is my triumph? God +has turned His back upon me; has struck from my hands all that I have +toiled for fifteen years to accomplish. They all triumph over me now, +in their quiet graves, resting in peace; and I live, only to regret! +To regret!" + +Her eyes were dry, and shone like jewels, and when her arms fell, her +clenched hands rested unintentionally on her daughter's head. + +"Mother, he knows now that you forgive him. Remember that for him all +grief is ended; and try to be comforted." + +"And for me? What remains for me?" + +Her voice was so deep, so sepulchral, so despairing, that Regina +clung closer to her. + +"Your child, who loves you so devotedly; and the hope of that blessed +rest in heaven, where marriages are unknown, where at last we shall +all dwell together in peace." + +For some time Mrs. Laurance remained motionless; then her lips moved +inaudibly. At length she said: + +"Yes, my child, our child is all that is left. When he asked to kiss +me once more, I denied him so harshly, so bitterly! When he tried to +draw me for the last time to his bosom, I hurled away his arms, would +not let him touch me. Now I shall never see him again. My husband! +The one only love of my miserable and accursed life! Oh, my beloved! +do you know at last, that the Minnie of your youth, the bride of your +boyhood has never, never ceased to love her faithless, erring +husband?" + +Her voice grew tremulous, husky, and suddenly bending back her +daughter's head, she looked long at the grieved countenance. + +"His last words were: 'Minnie love, let our baby's eyes and lips +plead pardon for her father's unintentional sins.' They do; they +always shall. Cuthbert's own wonderful eyes shining in his +daughter's. My husband's own proud beautiful lips that kiss me so +fondly every time I press his child's mouth! At last I can thank God +that our baby is indeed her father's image; and because in death +Cuthbert is my own again, I can cherish the memory, and pray for the +soul of my husband! Kiss me, kiss me--oh, my darling!" + +She kissed the girl's eyes and lips, held her off, gazing into her +face through gathering mist, then drew her again to her bosom, and +the long hoarded bitterness and agony found vent in a storm of sobs +and tears. + + "I must sit joyless in my place; bereft + As trees that suddenly have dropped their leaves, + And dark as nights that have no moon." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + + +"Uncle Orme, are you awake?" + +"My dear girl, what is the matter? Is Minnie ill?" + +"No, sir; but this is mother's birthday, and, if you please, I want +you. There are a few late peaches hanging too high for my arms, and +such grape-clusters! just beyond my finger tips. Will you be so kind +as to gather them for me? I intended to ask you yesterday afternoon, +but mother kept me on the terrace until it was too late. I have not +heard you moving about? Do get up; the morning air is so delicious, +and the lake lies like a huge rose with crimped petals." + +"You are a tormentingly early lark, chanting your hymns to sunrise, +when you should be sound asleep. You waked me in the midst of a +lovelier rose-coloured dream than your tiresome, stupid lake, and I +shall not excuse you for disturbing me. Where is that worthless, +black-eyed chattering monkey Giulio? Am I a boy to climb peach trees +this time of the day, for your amusement? Oh, the irreverence of +American youth!" + +"Giulio has gone on a different errand, and I never should insult +your venerable years by asking you to climb trees, even in honour of +mother's birthday breakfast. You can easily reach all I want, and +then you may come back and finish your dream, and I will keep +breakfast waiting until you declare yourself ready. Here is the +basket, I am going out to the garden." + +Regina ran down into the flower-plot at the rear of the house, and +after a little while she saw her uncle unencumbered by his coat, +bearing the basket on his arm and ascending one of the winding walks +that terraced the hill. + +To her lifelong custom of early rising she still adhered, and in the +dewy hours spent alone in watching the sun rise over Como she +indulged precious recollections that found audience and favour at no +other season. + +It was her habit to place each morning a fresh bouquet upon her +mother's plate, and also to arrange the flower stand, that since +their residence at the villa had never failed to grace the centre of +the breakfast-table. + +It was a parsonage custom, and had always been associated in her mind +with the pastor's solemn benediction at each meal. + +To-day, while filling her basket with blossoms, some stray waft of +perfume, or perhaps the rich scarlet lips of a geranium glowing +against the grey stone of the wall, prattled of Fifth Avenue, and +recalled a gay _boutonnière_ she once saw Mrs. Carew fasten in Mr. +Palma's coat. + +Like a serpent this thought trailed over all, and the beauty of the +morning suddenly vanished. Was that grey-eyed Cleopatra with +burnished hair, low smooth brow, and lips like Lamia's, resting in +her guardian's arms--his wife? + +Three months had elapsed since the day on which Mr. Chesley received +his last letter, containing tidings that bowed and broke the haughty +spirit of Mrs. Laurance; and if Mr. Palma had written again, Regina +had not been informed of the fact. + +Was he married, and in his happiness as a husband had he for a time +forgotten the existence of the friends in Europe? + +A shadowy hopelessness settled in the girl's eyes when she reflected +that this was probably the correct explanation of his long silence, +and a deep yearning to see him once more rose in her sad heart. She +knew that it was better so, with the Atlantic between them; and yet +it seemed hard, bitter, to think of living out the coming years, and +never looking upon him again. + +A heavy sigh crossed her lips that were beginning to wear the patient +lines of resignation, and turning from the red geranium which had +aroused the memory coiled in her heart she stepped upon the terrace, +leaned over the marble balustrade, and looked out. + +The sun was up, and in the verdant setting of its shore the lake +seemed a huge sapphire, girdled with emerald. + +In the distance a fishing boat glided slowly, its taut sails gleaming +as the sunlight smote them, like the snowy pinions of some vast bird +brooding over the quiet water; and high in the air, just beneath a +strip of orange cloud as filmy as lace, a couple of happy pigeons +circled round and round, each time nearing the sun, that was rapidly +paving the lake with quivering gold. + +Solemn and serene the distant Alps lifted their glittering domes, +which cut sharply like crystal against the sky that was as deeply, +darkly blue as lapis-lazuli; and behind the white villas dotting the +shore, vineyards bowed in amber and purple fruitage, plentiful as +Eshcol, luscious as Schiraz. + +The cool air was burdened with mysterious hints of acacias and roses, +which the dew had stolen from drowsy gardens, and over the gently +rippling waters floated the holy sound of the sweet-tongued bell, +from + + ..."Where yonder church + Stands up to heaven, as if to intercede + For sinful hamlets scattered at its feet." + +Into the house Regina passed slowly, a trifle paler from her matin +reverie; and when she entered the pretty breakfast-room, Mr. Chesley +had just deposited his fruity burden upon the floor. + +"Thank you, dear Uncle Orme. Mother will enjoy her peaches when she +knows you gathered them with the dew still upon their down. Go, +finish your dream; Heaven grant it be sweet! No one shall even pass +your door for the next hour, unless shod with velvet, or with +silence. This is the first of mother's birthdays I have had an +opportunity to celebrate, and I wish to surprise her pleasantly. Go +back to sleep." + +She stood on tiptoe and lightly kissed his swarthy cheek. + +"Unfortunately my brain is not sufficiently vassal to my will, to +implicitly obey its mandates; and dropping on my pillow and falling +into slumber are quite different things. Beside (you need not arch +your eyebrows any higher, when I assure you that), despite my +honourable years, my hearing is as painfully acute as that of the +giant fabled to watch 'Bifrost,' and who 'heard the grass growing in +the fields, and the wool on the backs of young lambs.' Last night, +just as I was lapsing into a preliminary doze, two vagrant +nightingales undertook an opera that brought them to the large myrtle +under my window, where I hoped they had reached the _finale_. But one +of them--the female, I warrant you, from the clatter of her small +tongue (if female nightingales can sing)--audaciously perched on the +stone balcony in front of my open window, and such a tirade of +hemi-demi-semi-quavers never before insulted a sleepy man. I clapped +my hands, but they trilled as if all Persia had sent them a +challenge. Now I am going to take a bath, and since you persisted in +making me get up, I intend to punish you with my society, just as +soon as I finish my toilette. If you see a brace of birds smothered +in truffles on the dinner-table, you may suspect the fate of all who +violate my dreams. Even feathered lovers are a pest. My little girl, +before you begin your reign in my California home, I shall remind you +of your promise, that no lover of yours will ever dare to darken my +doors." + +With a smile lingering about her lip, after her uncle's departure, +Regina filled the _epergne_ on the table with a mass of rose-coloured +oleanders--her mother's favourite flowers, and fringed the edge with +geraniums and fuchsias. On her plate she laid a cluster of tuberoses, +grouped and tied in the shape of a heart, with spicy apple geranium +leaves girdling the waxen petals. The breath of the oleanders +perfumed the room, and when quite satisfied with the arrangement of +the flowers, Regina piled the crimson peaches and golden grapes in a +pyramid on the silver stand in the centre. + +Drawing from her pocket a slender roll of sheet music fastened with +rose ribbon, and a tiny envelope addressed to her mother, she placed +them upon Mrs. Laurance's plate, crowning all with the white heart of +tuberoses. + +For some days she had been haunted by a musical idea, which gradually +developed as she improvised into a _Nocturne_, full of plaintive +minor passages; and this first complete musical composition, written +out by her own hand, she had dedicated to her mother. It was called: +"Dreams of my mother." + +Standing beside the table, her hands folded before her, and her head +slightly drooped, she fell into a brief reverie, wondering how she +could endure to live without the society of this beloved mother, +which imparted such a daily charm to her own existence, and as she +reflected on the past an expression of quiet sadness stole over her +countenance, and into-- + + "The eyes of passionless, peaceful blue + Like twilight which faint stars gaze through." + +In the doorway fronting the east, Mr. Palma had stood for some +seconds unobserved, studying the pretty room and its fair young +queen. + +In honour of her mother's birthday, she wore a white India muslin, +with a blue sash girding her slender waist, and only a knot of blue +ribbon at her throat, where the soft lace was gathered. Her silky +hair rolled in a heavy coil low at the back of her head, and was +secured by a gold comb; and close to one small ear she had fastened +a cluster of snowy velvet pansies, which contrasted daintily with the +glossy blackness of her hair. + +To the man who had crossed the ocean solely to feast his hungry eyes +upon that delicate cameo face, it seemed as pure as an angel's. +Although continual heart-ache, and patient uncomplaining need of +something that she knew and felt God had removed for ever beyond her +reach, had worn the cheek to a thinner oval, and left darker shadows +in her calm eyes, Mr. Palma who had so long and carefully +scrutinized her features, acknowledged now, that indeed-- + + "She grew fairer than her peers; + Still her gentle forehead wears + Holy lights of infant years." + +Nearly eight years before, as he watched her asleep in the railway +car, he had wondered whether it were possible that she could carry +her tender loving heart, straightforward white soul, and saintly +young face untarnished and unbruised into the checkered and feverish +realm of womanhood? + +To-day she stood as fair and pure as in her early childhood, a gentle +image of renunciation, "all unspotted from the world," whose +withering breath he had so dreaded for his flower. + +Watching her, a sudden splendour of hope lighted his fine eyes, and a +glow of intense happiness fired his usually pale cheek. + +Slowly she turned away from the table, and against the glory of the +sunlight streaming through the open door, she saw her guardian's tall +figure outlined. + +Was it a mere blessed vision, born of her recent reverie on the +terrace; or had he died, and his spirit, reading the secret of her +soul, had mercifully flown to comfort her by one farewell appearance? + +He opened his arms and his whole face was radiant with passionate and +tender love. She did not move, but her eyes gazed into his, like one +in a happy dream, who fears to awake. + +He came swiftly forward, and holding out his arms, exclaimed in a +voice that trembled with the excess of his joy: + +"My Lily! My darling!" + +But she did not spring to meet him, as he hoped and expected, and +thrilled by the music of his tone she grew paler standing quite +still, with trembling lips and eyes that shone like stars when autumn +mists begin to gather. + +"My Lily, come to me, of your own dear will." + +"Mr. Palma, I am glad, very glad, to see my guardian once more." + +She put out her hand, which shook, despite her efforts to keep it +steady, and her own voice sounded far, far off, like an echo lost +among strange hills. + +He came a step nearer, but did not take her hand, and when he leaned +toward her, she suddenly clasped her hands and rested her chin upon +them, in the old childish fashion he remembered so well. + +"Does my Lily know why I crossed the Atlantic?" + +A spasm of pain quivered over her features, and though he saw how +white her lips turned at that instant, her answer was clear, cold, +and distinct. + +"Yes, sir. You came on your bridal tour. Is not your wife at Como?" + +"I hope so. I believe so; I certainly expected to see her here." + +He was smiling very proudly just then, but beginning to suspect that +he had tortured her cruelly by the tacit imposture to which he had +assented, his eyes dimmed at the thought of her suffering. + +She misinterpreted the smile, and quickly rallied. + +"Mr. Palma, I hope you brought Llora also with you?" + +"No. Why should I? She is much better off at home with her mother." + +"But, sir, I thought--I understood----" + +She caught her breath, and a perplexed expression came into her +wistful deep eyes, as she met those, fixed laughingly upon her. + +"You thought, you understood what? That after living single all these +years, I am at last foolish enough to want a wife? One to kiss, to +hold in my arms, to love even better than I love myself? Well, what +then? I do not deny it." + +"And I hope, Mr. Palma, that she will make you very happy." + +She spoke with the startling energy of desperation. + +"Thank you, so do I. I believe, I know she will; I swear she shall! +Can you tell me my darling's name?" + +"Yes, sir, it is no secret. All the world knows it is Mrs. Carew." + +She was leaning heavily upon her womanly pride; how long would it +sustain her? Would it snap presently, and let her down for ever into +the dust of humiliation? + +Mr. Palma laughed, and putting his hand under her chin, lifted the +face. + +"All the world is very wise, and my ward quite readily accepted its +teachings. None but Olga suspected the truth. I would not marry +Brunella Carew, if she were the last woman left living on the wide +earth. I do not want a fashion-moth. I would not have the residue of +what once belonged to another. I want a tender, pure, sweet, fresh +white flower that I know, and have long watched expanding from its +pretty bud. I want my darling, whom no other man has kissed, who +never loved any one but me; who will come like the lily she is, and +shelter herself in my strong arms, and bloom out all her fragrant +loveliness in my heart only. Will she come?" + +Once more he opened his arms, and in his brilliant eyes she read his +meaning. + +The revelation burst upon her like the unexpected blinding glow of +sunshine smiting one who approaches the mouth of a cavern, in whose +chill gloom, after weary groping, all hope had died. She felt giddy, +faint, and the world seemed dissolving in a rosy mist. + +"My Lily, my proud little flower! You will not come? Then Erle Palma +must take his own, and hold it, and wear it for ever!" + +He folded his arms around her, strained her to his bosom, and laid +his warm trembling lips on hers. What a long passionate kiss, as +though the hunger of a lifetime could never be satisfied. + +After his stern self-control and patient waiting, the proud man who +had never loved any one but the fair young girl in his arms, +abandoned himself to the ecstasy of possession. He kissed the +eyebrows that were so lovely in his sight, the waving hair on her +white temples, and again and again the soft sweet trembling lips that +glowed under his pressure. + +"My precious violet eyes, so tender and holy. My silver Lily, mine +for ever. Erle Palma's first and last and only love!" + +When, with his cheek resting on hers, he told her why his sense of +honour had sealed his lips while she was a ward beneath his roof, +entrusted by her mother to his guardianship, and dwelt upon the +suffering it had cost him to know that others were suing for her +hand, trying to win away the love, which his regard for duty +prevented him from soliciting, she began to realize the strength +and fervour of the affection that was now shining so deliciously +upon her heart. She learned the fate of the glove he had found on +his desk and locked up; of the two faded white hyacinths he had +begged and worn in his breast pocket because they had rested on her +hair; of the songs he wanted simply for the reason that he had heard +them on the night when she fainted and he had first kissed her cold +unconscious lips. + +Would the brilliant New York Bar have recognized their cool, +inflexible, haughty favourite in the man who was pouring such fervid +passionate declarations into the small pearly ear that felt his lips +more than once? + +Erle Palma had much to tell to the woman of his love, much to explain +concerning the events of the day when Elliott Roscoe witnessed her +first interview with Peleg Peterson, and subsequently aided in his +arrest, but this morning long audience was denied him. + +In the midst of his happy whispers a step which he did not hear came +down the stairs, a form for whom he had no eyes, stood awhile +perplexed, and amazed on the threshold. Then a very stately figure +swept across the marble tiles, and laid a firm hand on Regina's +shoulder. + +"My daughter!" + +The girl looked up, startled, confused; but the encircling arms would +not release her. + +"My dear madam, do not take her away." + +Mrs. Laurance did not heed him, her eyes were riveted on her child. + +"My little girl, have you too deceived and forsaken your unfortunate +mother?" + +She broke away from her lover's clasp, and threw her arms around her +mother's neck. + +Pressing her tightly to her heart, Mrs. Laurance turned to Mr. Palma, +and said sternly: + +"Is there indeed no such thing as honour left among men? You who knew +so well my loneliness and affliction--you, sir, to whom I trusted my +little lamb--have tried to rob me of the only treasure I thought I +possessed, the only comfort left to gladden my sunless life! You have +tried to steal my child's heart, to win her from me." + +"No, mother, he never let me know, and I never dreamed that--that he +cared at all for me until this morning. He did not betray your trust, +even for----" + +"Let Mr. Palma plead his own defence, if he can; look you to yours," +answered her mother, coldly. + +"It is much sweeter from her lips, and you, my dear madam, are very +cruel to deny me the pleasure of hearing it. Lily, my darling, go +away a little while, not far, where I can easily find you, and let me +talk to your mother. If I fail to satisfy her fully on all points, I +shall never ask at her hands the precious boon I came here solely to +solicit." + +He took her hand, drew her from the arms that reluctantly relaxed, +and when they reached the threshold smiled down into her eyes. +Lifting her fingers, he kissed them lightly, and closed the door. + +What ailed the birds that trilled their passionate strains so +joyously as she ran down the garden walk, and into the rose-arbour? +Had clouds and shadows flown for ever from the world, leaving only +heavenly sunshine and Mr. Palma? + +"I wonder if there be indeed a quiet spot on earth where I can hide; +a sacred refuge, where neither nightingale nor human lovers will vex +my soul, or again disturb my peace with their eternal madrigals?" + +She had not seen her uncle, who was sitting in one corner, clumsily +tying up some roses which he intended for a birthday offering to his +niece. + +At the sound of his quiet voice, Regina started up. + +"Oh, Uncle Orme! I did not see you. Pray excuse me. I will not +disturb you." + +She was hurrying away, but he caught her dress. + +"My dear, are you threatened with ophthalmia, that you cannot see a +man three yards distant, who measures six feet two inches? Certainly +I excuse you. A man who is kept awake all night by one set of love +ditties, dragged out of his bed before sunrise, and after taking +exercise and a bath that render him as hungry as a Modoc cut off from +his lava-beds, is expected and forced to hold his famished frame in +peace, while a pair of human lovers exhaust the vocabulary of cooing +that man can patiently excuse much. Sit down, my dear girl. Because +my beard is grey, and crow-feet gather about my eyes, do you suppose +the old man's heart cannot sympathize with the happiness that throbs +in yours, and that renews very sacredly the one sweet love-dream of +his own long-buried youth? I know, dear; you need not try to tell me, +need not blush so painfully. Mr. Palma reached Como last evening; I +knew he was coming, and saw him early this morning. I can guess it +all, and I am very glad. God bless you, dear child. Only be sure you +tell Palma that we allow no lovers in our ideal home." + +He put his hand on her drooping head, and drawing it down, she +silently pressed it in her own. So they sat; how long, neither knew. +She dreaming of that golden future that had opened so unexpectedly +before her; he listening to memory's echoes of a beloved tone long +since hushed in the grave. + +When approaching voices were heard, he rose to steal away and tears +moistened his mild brown eyes. + +"Stay with me, please," she whispered, clinging to his sleeve. + +Through the arched doorway of the arbour, she saw two walking slowly. + +Mrs. Laurance leaned upon Mr. Palma's arm, and as he bent his +uncovered, head, in earnest conversation, his noble brow was placid +and his haughty mouth relaxed in a half-smile. They reached the +arbour, and paused. + +In her morning robe of delicate lilac tint, Mrs. Laurance's sad +tear-stained face seemed in its glory of golden locks, almost as +fair as her child's. But one was just preparing to launch her frail +argosy of loving hopes upon the sunny sea that stretched in liquid +splendour before her dazzled eyes; the other had seen the wreck of +all her heart's most precious freight, in the storm of varied griefs, +that none but Christ could hush with His divine "Be still." + +The repressed sorrow in the countenance of the mother was more +touching than any outbreak could have been, and after a strong +effort, she held out her hand, and said: + +"My daughter." + +Regina sprang up, and hid her face on her mother's neck. + +"When I began to hope in a blind dumb way that nothing more could +happen to wring my heart, because I had my daughter safe, owned her +entire undivided love, and we were all in all to each other; just +when I dared to pray that my sky might be blue for a little while, +because my baby's eyes mirrored it, even then the last, the dearest +is stolen away, and by my best friend too! Child of my love, I would +almost as soon see you in your shroud as under a bridal veil, for you +will love your husband best, and oh! I want all of your dear heart +for my own. How can I ever give you away, my one star-eyed angel of +comfort!" + +Her white hand caressed the head upon her bosom, and clasping her +mother's waist, the girl said distinctly: + +"Let it be as you wish. My mother's happiness is far dearer to me +than my own." + +"Oh, my darling! Do you mean it? Would you give up your lover, for +the sake of your poor desolate mother?" + +She bent back the fair face and gazed eagerly into the girl's eyes. + +"Mother, I should never cease to love him. Life would not be so sweet +as it looked this morning, when I first learned he had given me his +heart; but duty is better than joy, and I owe more to my suffering +mother than to him, or to myself. If it adds to the cup of your many +sorrows to give me even to him, I will try to take the bitter for my +portion, and then sweeten as best I may the life that hitherto you +have devoted to me. Mother, do with your child as seems best to your +dear heart." + +She was very white, but her face was firm, and the fidelity of her +purpose was printed in her sad eyes. + +"God bless my sweet, faithful, trusting child!" + +Mrs. Laurance could not restrain her tears, and Mr. Palma shaded his +eyes with his hand. + +"My little girl, make your choice. Decide between us." + +She moved a few steps, as if to free herself, but in rain; Regina's +arms tightened around her. + +"Between you? Oh no, I cannot. Both are too dear." + +"To whom does your heart cling most closely?" + +"Mother, ask me no more. There is my hand. If you can consent to give +it to him. I shall be--oh, how happy! If it would grieve you too +much, then, mother, hold it, keep it. I will never murmur or +complain, for now, knowing that he loves me, I can bear almost +anything." + +Tears were streaming down the mother's cheeks, and pressing her lips +to the white mournful face of her daughter she beckoned Mr. Palma to +her side. For a moment she hesitated, held up the fair fingers and +kissed them, then as if distrusting herself, quickly laid the little +hand in his. + +"Take my darling; and remember that she is the most precious gift a +miserable mother ever yielded up." + +After a moment Mrs. Laurance whispered something, and very won the +lovely face flushed a brilliant rose, the soft tender eyes were +lifted timidly to Mr. Palma's face, and as he drew her to aim, she +glided from her mother's arms into his, feeling his lips rest like a +blessing from God on her pure brow. + +"Does my Lily love me best?" + +Only the white arms answered his whisper, clasping his neck; and Mrs. +Laurance and Mr. Chesley left them, with the dewy roses overhead +swinging like censers in the glorious autumn morning and the sacred +chimes of church bells dying in silvery echoes, among the olive and +myrtle that clothed the distant hills. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + + +In consenting to bestow Regina's hand on Mr. Palma, Mrs. Laurance had +stipulated that the marriage should be deferred for one year, +alleging that her daughter was yet very young, and having been so +long separated she wished her to remain with her at least for some +months. Mr. Palma reluctantly assented to conditions which compelled +him to return to America without Regina, and in November Mrs. +Laurance removed to Milan, where she desired that her child's fine +voice and musical talent should be trained and developed by the most +superior instruction. + +Swiftly the twelve months sped away, and in revisiting the +Mediterranean shores, linked by so many painful reminiscences with +the period of her former sojourn, Mrs. Laurance, despite the efforts +of her faithful and fond companion, seemed to sink into a confirmed +melancholy. + +By tacit agreement no reference was ever made to her past life, but a +shadow chill and unlifting brooded over her, and the sleeplessness +that no opiate could conquer--a sleeplessness born of heart-ache +which no spell could narcotize--robbed her cheek of its bloom, and +left weary lines on her patient, hopeless face. + +Mr. Chesley had returned with Mr. Palma to the United States, and +late in the following autumn Mrs. Laurance and Regina sailed for New +York. + +The associations of the voyage were peculiarly painful to the unhappy +wife, whose lips never unclosed upon the topic that engrossed her +thoughts, and soon after their arrival her physician advised a trip +to Florida or Cuba, until the rigour of the winter had ended, as an +obstinate cough again aroused fears of consumption. + +To accompany her mother, Regina postponed her marriage until June, +and notwithstanding Mr. Palma's avowed dissatisfaction and earnest +protest, spent the winter and spring in the West Indies. Mrs. +Laurance gradually regained health, but not cheerfulness, and in May, +when they returned to New York, preparations were made for the +wedding, which in deference to her mother's feelings, Regina desired +should be very quiet. + +Her husband's estate had long been in Mrs. Laurance's possession, and +the stately mansion had been repaired and refurnished, awaiting its +owner; but she shrank with a shiver from the mention of the place, +announcing her intention to visit it no more, until she was laid to +rest in the proud family tomb, whither the remains of General René +Laurance had already been removed. + +In accordance with her daughter's wishes, she had taken for the +summer a villa on the Hudson, only a short distance from the city, +and a week before the day appointed for the marriage they took +possession of their country home. + +As the time rapidly approached, Mrs. Laurance's depression of spirits +seemed to increase; she jealously counted the hours that remained, +and her sad eyes rested with fateful foreboding on her daughter's +happy countenance. + +On the afternoon previous to the wedding, the mother sat on the +verandah overlooking the velvet lawn that stretched between the house +and the river. The sun was setting, and the rich red glow rested upon +the crest of distant hills, and smote the sails of two vessels +gliding close to the opposite shore. + +On the stone step sat Regina, her head leaning against her mother's +knee, her hand half buried in the snowy locks of Hero, who crouched +at her side. + +"Mrs. Palma and Uncle Orme will not arrive until noon; but Olga comes +early to-morrow; and, mother, I know you will be glad to learn that +at last her brother has persuaded her to abandon her intention of +joining the----" + +She did not complete the sentence, for glancing up, she saw that Mrs. +Laurance's melancholy eyes were fixed on the crimson sky and purpling +hills far away, and she knew that her thoughts were haunting grey, +ashy crypts of the Bygone. + +For some moments silence prevailed, and mother and child presented a +singular contrast. The former was clad in some violet-coloured +fabric, and her wealth of golden hair was brushed smoothly back and +twisted into a loose knot, where her daughter's fingers had inserted +a moss rose with clustering buds and glossy leaves. + +The girl wore a simple white muslin, high in the throat, where a +quilling of soft lace was secured by a bunch of lemon blooms and +violets; and around her coil of jet hair twined a long spray of +Arabian jasmine that drooped almost to her shoulder. + +One face star-eyed and beaming as Hope, with rosy dreams lurking +about the curves of her perfect mouth; the other pale, dejected, yet +uncomplaining, a lovely statue of Regret. + +Very soon the white hand that wore the black agate, wandered across +the daughter's silky hair. + +"Yonder goes the train; and Mr. Palma will be here in a few minutes. +How little I dreamed that cold, undemonstrative, selfish man would +prove such a patient, tender lover! Truly-- + + 'Beauty hath made our greatest manhoods weak.' + +Kiss me, my darling, before you go to meet him. My blue-eyed baby! +after to-morrow you will be mine no longer. In the hearts of wives +husbands supplant mothers, and reign supreme. Do not speak, my love. +Only kiss me, and go." + +She bent over the face resting on her knee, and a moment after +Regina, followed by the noble old dog, went down the circuitous walk +leading to the iron gate. On either side stood deodar cedars, and +behind one of these she sat down on a rustic seat. + +She had not waited long when footsteps approached, and Mr. Palma's +tall, handsome figure passed through the gate, accompanied by one who +followed slowly. + +"Lily!" + +The lawyer passed his arm around her, drew her to his side, and +whispered: + +"I bring you glad tidings. I bring my darling a very precious bridal +present--her father." + +Turning quickly, he put her in Mr. Laurance's arms. + +"Can my daughter cordially welcome her unhappy and unworthy father?" + +"Oh! how merciful God has been to me! My father alive and +safe--really folding me to his heart? Now my mother can rest, for now +she can utter the forgiveness which her heart long ago pronounced; +but which, having withheld at your painful parting interview, has so +sorely weighed down her spirits. Oh, how bright the world looks! +Thank God! at last mother can find peace." + +Looking fondly at her radiant face, Mr. Laurance asked in an unsteady +voice: + +"Will my Minnie's child plead with her, for the long-lost husband of +her youth?" + +"Oh, father! there is no need. Her love must have triumphed long ago +over the sense of cruel wrong and the memory of the past, for since +we learned that you were among those who perished she has silently +mourned as only a wife can for the husband she loves. Because she +sees in my face the reflex of yours, it has of late grown doubly dear +to her; and sometimes at night when she believes me asleep, she +touches me softly, and whispers, 'My Cuthbert's baby.' But why have +you so long allowed us to believe you were lost on that vessel?" + +Briefly Mr. Laurance outlined the facts of his escape upon a raft, +which was hastily constructed by several of the crew when the boats +were beyond their reach. Upon this he had placed Maud, and on the +morning after the wreck of the vessel they succeeded in getting into +one of the boats which was floating bottom upward, and providentially +drifted quite near the raft. For several days they were tossed +helplessly from wave to wave, exposed to heavy rains, and on the +third evening, poor little Maud who had been unconscious for some +hours, died in her father's arms. At midnight when the moon shone +full and bright, he had wrapped the little form in his coat, and +consigned her to a final resting-place beneath the blue billows, +where her mother had already gone down amid the fury of the gale. He +knew from the colour and lettering of the boat, that it was the same +in which he had placed his terrified wife, and when it floated to +their raft he could not doubt her melancholy fate. A few hours after +Maud's burial, a Danish brig bound for Valparaiso discovered the +boat and its signals of distress, and taking on board the four +survivors, sailed away on its destined track. Mr. Laurance bad made +his way to Rio Janeiro, and subsequently to Havana, but learning from +the published accounts that his wife had indeed perished, and that he +also was numbered among the lost, he determined not to reveal the +fact of his existence to any one. Financially beggared, his ancestral +home covered by mortgages which Mrs. Laurance held, and utterly +hopeless of arousing her compassion or obtaining her pardon, he was +too proud to endure the humiliation that would overwhelm him in the +divorce suit he knew she intended to institute; and resolved never to +return to the United States, where he could expect only disgrace and +sorrow. + +While in Liverpool, preparing to go to Melbourne, he accidentally +found and read Mrs. Laurance's advertisement in the London _Times_, +offering a reward for any definite information concerning Cuthbert +Laurance, reported lost on Steamer ----. Had she relented, would she +pardon him now? He was lonely, desolate; his heart yearned for the +sight of his fair young daughter, doubly dear since the loss of poor +Maud, and he longed inexpressibly to see once more the love of his +early and his later life. + +If still implacably vindictive, would she have continued the +advertisement, which so powerfully tempted him to reveal himself? He +was fully conscious of his own unworthiness, and of the magnitude of +the wrongs inflicted upon her, but after a long struggle with his +pride, which bled sorely at thought of the scornful repulse that +might await him, he had written confidentially to Mr. Palma, and in +accordance with his advice, returned to New York. + +Only the day previous he had arrived, and now came to test the power +of memory over his wife's heart. + +"Father, she is sitting alone on the verandah, with such a world of +sadness in her eyes, which have lost the blessed power of weeping. Go +to her. I believe you need no ally to reach my mother's heart." + +Mr. Laurance kissed her fair forehead, and walked away; and passing +his arm around Regina, Mr. Palma drew her forward across the lawn +till they reached a branching lilac near the verandah. + +Here he paused, took off his glasses, and looked proudly and +tenderly down into the violet eyes that even now met his so shyly. + +"My Lily, to-morrow at this hour you will be my wife." + +His haughty lips were smiling as they sought hers, and with her +lovely flushed face half hidden on his shoulder, and one small hand +clinging to his, she watched her father's figure approaching the +steps. + +Mrs. Laurance sat with her folded hands resting on the rail of the +balustrade, her head slightly drooped upon her bosom; and the +beautiful face was lighted by the dying sunset splendour, that +seemed to kindle a nimbus around the golden head, and rendered her +in her violet drapery like some haloed _Mater Dolorosa_, treading +alone the _Via Crucis_. + +Dusky shadows under the melancholy brown eyes made them appear +darker, deeper, almost prophetic, and over her lips drifted a +fragment from "Regret" + + "Oh that word Regret! + There have been nights and morns, when we have sighed, + 'Let us alone Regret! We are content + To throw thee all our past, so thou wilt sleep + For aye.' But it is patient, and it wakes; + It hath not learned to cry itself to sleep, + But plaineth on the bed that it is bard."... + +"Ahyes. In the room of revenge reigns regret. Where is my revenge? It +gleamed like nectar, and when I drained it consuming poison clung to +my lips. To revenge is to regret--for ever! To-day how utterly +widowed; to-morrow--childless. Oh, stranded life! Infelice! +Infelice!" + +Upon the stone steps stood the man whom her eyes, turned toward the +distant hill-tops, had not yet seen, but when the passionate pathos +of that voice which had so often charmed and swayed its audiences +died away in a sob, a musical yet very tremulous tone fell on the +evening air: + +"Minnie,--my wife! After almost twenty years of neglect, injustice, +and wrong, can the husband of your youth, and the father of your +child, hope for pardon?" + + "There is no ruined life beyond the smile of heaven, + And compensating grace for every loss is given, + The Coliseum's shell is loved of flower and vine, + And through its shattered rents the peaceful planets shine." + + + + + +Printed by Ballantyne, Hanson & Co London & Edinburg + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK INFELICE*** + + +******* This file should be named 17718-8.txt or 17718-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/7/7/1/17718 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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Limited +21 Berners Street + + + + +INFELICE + + +CHAPTER I. + + +"Did you tell her that Dr. Hargrove is absent?" + +"I did, ma'am; but she says she will wait." + +"But, Hannah, it is very uncertain when he will return, and the night +is so stormy he may remain in town until to-morrow. Advise her to +call again in the morning." + +"I said as much at the door, but she gave me to understand she came a +long way, and should not leave here without seeing the Doctor. She +told the driver of the carriage to call for her in about two hours, +as she did not wish to miss the railroad train." + +"Where did you leave her? Not in that cold, dark parlour, I hope?" + +"She sat down on one of the hall chairs, and I left her there." + +"A hospitable parsonage reception! Do you wish her to freeze? Go and +ask her into the library, to the fire." + +As Hannah left the room, Mrs. Lindsay rose and added two sticks of +oak wood to the mass of coals that glowed between the shining brass +andirons; then carefully removed farther from the flame on the hearth +a silver teapot and covered dish, which contained the pastor's +supper. + +"Walk in, madam. I promise you nobody shall interfere with you. Miss +Elise, she says she wishes to see no one but the Doctor." + +Hannah ushered the visitor in, and stood at the door, beckoning to +her mistress, who paused irresolute, gazing curiously at the muffled +form and veiled face of the stranger. + +"Do not allow me to cause you any inconvenience, madam. My business +is solely with Dr. Hargrove, and I do not fear the cold." + +The voice of the visitor was very sweet though tremulous, and she +would have retreated, but Mrs. Lindsay put her hand on the bolt of +the door, partly closing it. + +"Pray be seated. This room is at your disposal. Hannah, bring the tea +things into the dining-room, and then you need not wait longer; I +will lock the doors after my brother comes in." + +With an ugly furrow of discontent between her heavy brows, Hannah +obeyed, and as she renewed the fire smouldering in the dining-room, +she slowly shook her grizzled head: "Many a time I have heard my +father say, 'Mystery breeds misery,' and take my word for it, there +is always something wrong when a woman shuns women-folks, and hunts +sympathy and advice from men." + +"Hush, Hannah! Charity,--charity; don't forget that you live in a +parsonage, where 'sounding brass or tinkling cymbals' are not +tolerated. All kinds of sorrow come here to be cured, and I fear that +lady is in distress. Did you notice how her voice trembled?" + +"Well, I only hope no silver will be missing to-morrow. I must make +up my buckwheat, and set it to rise. Good-night, Miss Elise." + +It was a tempestuous night in the latter part of January, and +although the rain, which had fallen steadily all day, ceased at dark, +the keen blast from the north shook the branches of the ancient trees +encircling the parsonage, and dashed the drops in showers against the +windows. Not a star was visible, and as the night wore on the wind +increased in violence, roaring through leafless elm limbs, and +whistling drearily around the corners of the old brick house, whose +ivy-mantled chimneys had battled with the storms of seventy years. + +The hands of the china clock on the dining-room mantlepiece pointed +to nine, and Mrs. Lindsay expected to hear the clear sweet strokes of +the pendulum, when other sounds startled her; the sharp, shrill bark +of a dog, and impatient scratching of paws on the hall door. As she +hurried forward and withdrew the inside bolt, a middle-aged man +entered, followed by a bluish-grey Skye terrier. + +"Peyton, what kept you so late?" + +"I was called to Beechgrove to baptize Susan Moffat's only daughter. +The girl died at eight o'clock, and I sat awhile with the stricken +mother, trying to comfort her. Poor Susan! it is a heavy blow, for +she idolized the child. Be quiet, Bioern." + +Mr. Hargrove was leisurely divesting himself of his heavy overcoat, +and the terrier ran up and down the hall, holding his nose high in +the air, and barking furiously. + +"Bioern's instincts rarely deceive him. A stranger is waiting in the +library to see you. Before you go in, let me give you your supper, +for you must be tired and hungry." + +"Thank you, Elise, but first I must see this visitor, whose errand +may be urgent." + +He opened the door of the library, and entered so quietly that the +occupant seemed unaware of his presence. + +A figure draped in black sat before the table which was drawn close +to the hearth, and the arms were crossed wearily, and the head bowed +upon them. The dog barked and bounded toward her, and then she +quickly rose, throwing back her veil, and eagerly advancing. + +"You are the Rev. Peyton Hargrove?" + +"I am. What can I do for you, madam? Pray take this rocking chair." + +She motioned it away, and exclaimed: + +"Can you too have forgotten me?" + +A puzzled expression crossed his countenance as he gazed searchingly +at her, then shook his head. + +The glare of the fire, and the mellow glow of the student's lamp fell +full on the pale features, whose exceeding delicacy is rarely found +outside of the carved gems of the Stosch or Albani Cabinets. On camei +and marble dwell the dainty moulding of the oval cheek, the airy +arched tracery of the brows, the straight, slender nose, and clearly +defined cleft of the rounded chin, and nature only now and then +models them as a whole, in flesh. It was the lovely face of a young +girl, fair as one of the Frate's heavenly visions, but blanched by +some flood of sorrow that had robbed the full tender lips of bloom, +and bereft the large soft brown eyes of the gilding glory of hope. + +"If I ever knew, I certainly have forgotten you." + +"Oh--do not say so! You must recollect me; you are the only person +who can identify me. Four years ago I stood here, in this room. Try +to recall me." + +She came close to him, and he heard her quick and laboured breathing, +and saw the convulsive quivering of her compressed lips. + +"What peculiar circumstances marked my former acquaintance with you? +Your voice is quite familiar, but----" + +He paused, passed his hand across his eyes, and before he could +complete the sentence, she exclaimed: + +"Am I then so entirely changed? Did you not one May morning marry in +this room Minnie Merle to Cuthbert Laurance?" + +"I remember that occasion very vividly, for in opposition to my +judgment I performed the ceremony; but Minnie Merle was a +low-statured, dark-haired child----" again he paused, and keenly +scanned the tall, slender, elegant figure, and the crimped waves of +shining hair that lay like a tangled mass of gold net on the low, +full, white brow. + +"I was Minnie Merle. Your words of benediction made me Minnie +Laurance. God--and the angels know it is my name, my lawful name,-- +but man denies it." + +Something like a sob impeded her utterance, and the minister took her +hand. + +"Where is your husband? Are you widowed so early?" + +"Husband--my husband? One to cherish and protect, to watch over, and +love, and defend me;--if such be the duties and the tests of a +husband,--oh! then indeed I have never had one! Widowed did you say? +That means something holy,--sanctified by the shadow of death, and +the yearning sympathy and pity of the world; a widow has the right to +hug a coffin and a grave all the weary days of her lonely life, and +people look tenderly on her sacred weeds. To me, widowhood would be +indeed a blessing, Sir, I thought I had learned composure, +self-control, but the sight of this room,--of your countenance,--even +the strong breath of the violets and heliotrope there on the mantle, +in the same blood-coloured Bohemian vase where they bloomed that +day,--that May day,--all these bring back so overpoweringly the time +that is for ever dead to me,--that I feel as if I should suffocate." + +She walked to the nearest window, threw up the sash, and while she +stood with the damp chill wind blowing full upon her the pastor heard +a moan, such as comes from meek, dumb creatures, wrung by the throes +of dissolution. + +When she turned once more to the light, he saw an unnatural sparkle +in the dry, lustrous, brown eyes. + +"Dr. Hargrove, give me the license that was handed to you by Cuthbert +Laurance." + +"What value can it possess now?" + +"Just now it is worth more to me than everything else in life,--more +to me than my hopes of heaven." + +"Mrs. Laurance, you must remember that I refused to perform the +marriage ceremony, because I believed you were both entirely too +young. Your grandmother who came with you assured me she was your +sole guardian, and desired the marriage, and your husband, who seemed +to me a mere boy, quieted my objections by producing the license, +which he said exonerated me from censure, and relieved me of all +responsibility. With that morning's work I have never felt fully +satisfied, and though I know that any magistrate would probably have +performed the ceremony, I have sometimes thought I acted rashly, and +have carefully kept that license as my defence and apology." + +"Thank God, that it has been preserved. Give it to me." + +"Pardon me if I say frankly, I prefer to retain it. All licenses are +recorded by the officer who issued them, and by applying to him you +can easily procure a copy." + +"Treachery baffles me there. A most opportune fire broke out eighteen +months ago in the room where those records were kept, and although +the court house was saved, the book containing my marriage license +was of course destroyed." + +"But the clerk should be able to furnish a certificate of the facts." + +"Not when he has been bribed to forget them. Please give me the paper +in your possession." + +She wrung her slender fingers, and her whole frame trembled like a +weed on some bleak hillside, where wintry winds sweep unimpeded. + +A troubled look crossed the grave, placid countenance of the pastor, +and he clasped his hands firmly behind him, as if girding himself to +deny the eloquent pleading of the lovely dark eyes. + +"Sit down, madam, and listen to----" + +"I cannot! A restless fever is consuming me, and nothing but the +possession of that license can quiet me. You have no right to +withhold it,--you cannot be so cruel, so wicked,--unless you also +have been corrupted, bought off!" + +"Be patient enough to hear me. I have always feared there was +something wrong about that strange wedding, and your manner confirms +my suspicions. Now I must be made acquainted with all the facts, must +know your reason for claiming the paper in my possession, before I +surrender it. As a minister of the Gospel, it is incumbent upon me to +act cautiously, lest I innocently become auxiliary to deception, +--possibly to crime." + +A vivid scarlet flamed up in the girl's marble cheeks. + +"Of what do you suspect, or accuse me?" + +"I accuse you of nothing. I demand your reasons for the request you +have made." + +"I want that paper because it is the only proof of my marriage. There +were two witnesses: my grandmother, who died three years ago on a +steamship bound for California, where her only son is living, and +Gerbert Audre, a college student, who is supposed to have been lost +last summer in a fishing smack off the coast of Labrador or +Greenland." + +"I am a witness accessible at any time, should my testimony be +required." + +"Will you live for ever? Nay,--just when I need your evidence, my ill +luck will seal your lips, and drive the screws down in your coffin +lid." + +"What use do you intend to make of the license? Deal candidly with +me." + +"I want to hold it, as the most precious thing left in life; to keep +it concealed securely, until the time comes when it will serve me, +save me, avenge me." + +"Why is it necessary to prove your marriage? Who disputes it?" + +"Cuthbert Laurance and his father." + +"Is it possible! Upon what plea?" + +"That he was a minor, was only twenty, irresponsible, and that the +license was fraudulent." + +"Where is your husband?" + +"I tell you, I have no husband! It were sacrilege to couple that +sacred title with the name of the man who has wronged, deserted, +repudiated me; and who intends if possible to add to the robbery of +my peace and happiness, that of my fair, stainless name. Less than +one month after the day when right here, where I now stand, you +pronounced me his wife in the sight of God and man, he was summoned +home by a telegram from his father. I have never seen him since. +General Laurance took his son immediately to Europe, and, sir, you +will find it difficult to believe me, when I tell you that infamous +father has actually forced the son by threats of disinheritance to +many again,--to----" + +The words seemed to strangle her, and she hastily broke away the +ribbons which held her bonnet and were tied beneath her chin. + +Mr. Hargrove poured some water into a goblet, and as he held it to +her lips, murmured compassionately: + +"Poor child! God help you." + +Perhaps the genuine pity in the tone brought back sweet memories of +the bygone, and for a moment softened the girl's heart, for tears +gathered in the large eyes, giving them a strange quivering radiance. +As if ashamed of the weakness she threw her head back defiantly, and +continued: + +"I was the poor little orphan, whose grandmother did washing and +mending for the college boys--only little unknown Minnie Merle, with +none to aid in asserting her rights;--and she--the new wife--was a +banker's daughter, an heiress, a fashionable belle,--and so Minnie +Merle must be trampled out, and the new Mrs. Cuthbert Laurance dashes +in her splendid equipage through the Bois de Bologne. Sir, give me my +license!" + +Mr. Hargrove opened a secret drawer in the tall writing-desk that +stood in one corner of the room, and, unlocking a square tin box, +took from it a folded slip of paper. After some deliberation he +seated himself, and began to write. + +Impatiently his visitor paced the floor, followed by Bioern, who now +and then growled suspiciously. + +At length, when the pastor laid down his pen, his guest came to his +side, and held out her hand. + +"Madam, the statements you have made are so extraordinary, that you +must pardon me if I am unusually cautious in my course. While I have +no right to doubt your assertions, they seem almost incredible, and +the use you might make of the license----" + +"What! you find it so difficult to credit the villainy of a man--and +yet so easy to suspect, to believe all possible deceit and wickedness +in a poor helpless woman? Oh, man of God! is your mantle of charity +cut to cover only your own sex? Can the wail of down-trodden +orphanage wake no pity in your heart,--or is it locked against me by +the cowardly dread of incurring the hate of the house of Laurance?" + +For an instant a dark flush bathed the tranquil brow of the minister, +but his kind tone was unchanged when he answered slowly: + +"Four years ago I was in doubt concerning my duty, but just now there +is clearly but one course for me to pursue. Unless you wish to make +an improper use of it, this paper which I very willingly hand to you +will serve your purpose. It is an exact copy of the license, and to +it I have appended my certificate, as the officiating clergyman who +performed the marriage ceremony. Examine it carefully, and you will +find the date, and indeed every syllable rigidly accurate. From the +original I shall never part, unless to see it replaced in the court +house records." + +Bending down close to the lamp, she eagerly read and reread the paper +which shook like an aspen in her nervous grasp; then she looked long +and searchingly into the grave face beside her, and a sudden light +broke over her own. + +"Oh, thank you! After all, the original is safer in your hands than +in mine. I might be murdered, but they would never dare to molest +you,--and if I should die, you would not allow them to rob my baby of +her name?" + +"Your baby!" + +He looked at the young girlish figure and face, and it seemed +impossible that the creature before him could be a mother. A +melancholy smile curved her lips. + +"Oh! that is the sting that sometimes goads me almost to desperation. +My own wrongs are sufficiently hard to bear, but when I think of my +innocent baby denied the sight of her father's face, and robbed of +the protection of her father's name, then--I forget that I am only a +woman, I forget that God reigns in heaven to right the wrongs on +earth, and----" + +There was a moment's silence. + +"How old is your child?" + +"Three years." + +"And you? A mere child now." + +"I am only nineteen." + +"Poor thing! I pity you from the depths of my soul." + +The clock struck ten, and the woman started from the table against +which she leaned. + +"I must not miss the train; I promised to return promptly." + +She put on the grey cloak she had thrown aside, buttoned it about her +throat, and tied her bonnet strings. + +"Before you go, explain one thing. Was not your hair very dark when +you were married?" + +"Yes, a dark chestnut brown, but when my child was born I was ill a +long time, and my head was shaved and blistered. When the hair grew +out, it was just as you see it now. Ah! if we had only died then, +baby and I, we might have had a quiet sleep under the violets and +daisies. I see, sir, you doubt whether I am really little Minnie +Merle. Do you not recollect that when you asked for the wedding ring +none had been provided, and Cuthbert took one from his own hand, +which was placed on my finger? Ah! there was a grim fitness in the +selection! A death's head peeping out of a cinerary urn. You will +readily recognize the dainty bridal token." + +She drew from her bosom a slender gold chain on which was suspended a +quaint antique cameo ring of black agate, with a grinning white skull +in the centre, and around the oval border of heavily chased gold +glittered a row of large and very brilliant diamonds. + +"I distinctly remember the circumstance." + +As the minister restored the ring to its owner, she returned it and +the chain to its hiding-place. + +"I do not wear it, I am biding my time. When General Laurance sent +his agent first to attempt to buy me off, and, finding that +impossible, to browbeat and terrify me into silence, one of his +insolent demands was the restoration of this ring, which he said was +an heirloom of untold value in his family, and must belong to none +but a Laurance. He offered five hundred dollars for the delivery of +it into his possession. I would sooner part with my right arm! Were +it iron or lead, its value to me would be the same, for it is the +only symbol of my lawful marriage,--is my child's title deed to a +legitimate name." + +She turned toward the door, and Dr. Hargrove asked: + +"Where is your home?" + +"I have none. I am a waif drifting from city to city, on the +uncertain waves of chance." + +"Have you no relatives?" + +"Only an uncle, somewhere in the gold mines of California." + +"Does General Laurance provide for your maintenance?" + +"Three years ago his agent offered me a passage to San Francisco, and +five thousand dollars, on condition that I withdrew all claim to my +husband and to his name, and pledged myself to 'give the Laurances no +further trouble.' Had I been a man, I would have strangled him. Since +then no communication of any kind has passed between us, except that +all my letters to Cuthbert pleading for his child have been returned +without comment." + +"How, then are you and the babe supported?" + +"That, sir, is my secret." + +She drew herself haughtily to her full height, and would have passed +him, but he placed himself between her and the door. + +"Mrs. Laurance, do not be offended by my friendly frankness. You are +so young and so beautiful, and the circumstances of your life render +you so peculiarly liable to dangerous associations and influences, +that I fear you may----" + +"Fear nothing for me. Can I forget my helpless baby, whose sole dower +just now promises to be her mother's spotless name? Blushing for her +father's perfidy, she shall never need a purer, whiter shield than +her mother's stainless record--so help me, God!" + +"Will you do me the favour to put aside for future contingencies this +small tribute to your child? The amount is not so large that you +should hesitate to receive it; and feeling a deep interest in your +poor little babe, it will give me sincere pleasure to know that you +accept it for her sake, as a memento of one who will always be glad +to hear from you, and to aid you if possible." + +With evident embarrassment he tendered an old-fashioned purse of +knitted silk, through whose meshes gleamed the sheen of gold pieces. +To his astonishment she covered her face with her hands and burst +into a fit of passionate weeping. For some seconds she sobbed aloud, +leaving him in painful uncertainty concerning the nature of her +emotion. + +"Oh, sir!--it has been so long since words of sympathy and real +kindness were spoken to me, that now they unnerve me. I am strong +against calumny and injustice,--but kindness breaks me down. I thank +you in my baby's name, but we cannot take your money. Ministers are +never oppressed with riches, and baby and I can live without charity. +But since you are so good, I should like to say something in strict +confidence to you. I am suspicious now of everybody, but it seems to +me I might surely trust you. I do not yet see my way clearly, and if +anything should happen to me the child would be thrown helpless upon +the world. You have neither wife nor children, and if the time ever +comes when I shall be obliged to leave my little girl for any long +period, may I send her here for safety, until I can claim her? She +shall cost you nothing but care and watchfulness. I could work so +much better, if my mind were only easy about her; if I knew she was +safely housed in this sanctuary of peace." + +Ah! how irresistible was the pathetic pleading of the tearful eyes; +but Mr. Hargrove did not immediately respond to the appeal. + +"I understand your silence--you think me presumptuous in my request, +and I daresay I am, but----" + +"No, madam, not at all presumptuous. I hesitate habitually before +assuming grave responsibility, and I only regret that I did not +hesitate longer--four years ago. A man's first instincts of +propriety, of right and wrong, should never be smothered by +persuasion, nor wrestled down and overcome by subtle and selfish +reasoning. I blame myself for much that has occurred, and I am +willing to do all that I can toward repairing my error. If your child +should ever really need a guardian, bring or send her to me, and I +will shield her to the full extent of my ability." Ere he was aware +of her intention, she caught his hand, and as she carried it to her +lips he felt her tears falling fast. + +"God bless you for your goodness! I have one thing more to ask; +promise me that you will divulge to no one what I have told you. Let +it rest between God and you and me." + +"I promise." + +"In the great city where I labour I bear an assumed name, and none +must know, at least for the present, whom I am. Realizing fully the +unscrupulous character of the men with whom I have to deal, my only +hope of redress is in preserving the secret for some years, and not +even my baby can know her real parentage until I see fit to tell her. +You will not betray me, even to my child?" + +"You may trust me." + +"Thank you, more than mere words could ever express." + +"May God help you, Mrs. Laurance, to walk circumspectly--to lead a +blameless life." + +He took his hat from the stand in the hall, and silently they walked +down to the parsonage gate. The driver dismounted and opened the +carriage door, but the draped figure lingered, with her hand upon the +latch. + +"If I should die before we meet again, you will not allow them to +trample upon my child?" + +"I will do my duty faithfully." + +"Remember that none must know I am Minnie Laurance until I give you +permission; for snares have been set all along my path, and calumny +is ambushed at every turn. Good-bye, sir. The God of orphans will one +day requite you." + +The light from the carriage lamp shone down on her as she turned +toward it, and in subsequent years the pastor was haunted by the +marvellous beauty of the spirituelle features, the mournful splendour +of the large misty eyes, and the golden glint of the rippling hair +that had fallen low upon her temples. + +"If it were not so late, I would accompany you to the railway +station. You will have a lonely ride. Good-bye, Mrs. Laurance." + +"Lonely, sir? Aye--lonely for ever." + +She laughed bitterly, and entered the carriage. + + "Laughed, and the echoes huddling in affright, + Like Odin's hounds fled baying down the night." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +With the night passed the storm which had rendered it so gloomy, and +the fair cold day shone upon a world shrouded in icy cerements; a +hushed, windless world, as full of glittering rime-runes as the +frozen fields of Jotunheim. Each tree and shrub seemed a springing +fountain, suddenly crystallized in mid-air, and not all the mediaeval +marvels of Murano equalled the fairy fragile tracery of fine spun, +glassy web, and film, and fringe that stretched along fences, hung +from eaves, and belaced the ivy leaves that lay helpless on the +walls. A blanched waning moon, a mere silver crescent, shivered upon +the edge of the western horizon, fleeing before the scarlet and +orange lances that already bristled along the eastern sky-line, the +advance guard of the conqueror, who would ere many moments smite all +that weird icy realm with consuming flames. The very air seemed +frozen, and refused to vibrate in trills and roulades through the +throaty organs of matutinal birds, that hopped and blinked, plumed +their diamonded breasts, and scattered brilliants enough to set a +tiara; and profound silence brooded over the scene, until rudely +broken by a cry of dismay which rang out startlingly from the +parsonage. The alarm might very readily have been ascribed to +diligent Hannah, who, contemptuous of barometric or thermal +vicissitudes, invariably adhered to the aphorism of Solomon, and, +arising "while it is yet night, looketh well to the ways of her +household." + +With a broom in one hand, and feather dusting-brush in the other, she +ran down the front steps, her white cap strings flying like distress +signals,--bent down to the ground as a blood-hound might in scenting +a trail,--then dashed back into the quiet old house, and uttered a +wolfish cry: + +"Robbers! Burglars! Thieves!" + +Oppressed with compassionate reflections concerning the fate of his +visitor, the minister had found himself unable to sleep as soundly as +usual, and from the troubled slumber into which he sank after +daylight he was aroused by the unwonted excitement that reigned in +the hall, upon which his apartment opened. While hastily dressing, +his toilette labours were expedited by an impatient rap which only +Hannah's heavy hand could have delivered. Wrapped in his +dressing-gown he opened the door, saying benignly: + +"Is there an earthquake or a cyclone? You thunder as if my room were +Mount Celion. Is any one dead?" + +"Some one ought to be! The house was broken open last night, and the +silver urn is missing. Shameless wretch! This comes of mysteries and +veiled women, who are too modest to, look an honest female in the +face, but----!" + +"Oh, Hannah I that tongue of thine is more murderous than Cyrus' +scythed chariots! Here is your urn! I put it away last night, because +I saw from the newspapers that a quantity of plate had recently been +stolen. Poor Hannah! don't scowl so ferociously because I have +spoiled your little tragedy. I believe you are really sorry to see +the dear old thing safe in defiance of your prophecy." + +Mrs. Lindsay came downstairs laughing heartily, and menacing irate +Hannah with the old-fashioned urn, which had supplied three +generations with tea. + +"Is that the sole cause of the disturbance?" asked the master, +stooping to pat Bioern, who was dancing a tarantella on the good man's +velvet slippers. + +Somewhat crestfallen the woman seized the urn, began to polish it +with her apron, and finally said sulkily: + +"I beg pardon for raising a false alarm, but indeed it looked +suspicious and smelled of foul play, when I found the library window +wide open, two chairs upside down on the carpet,--mud on the +window-sill, the inkstand upset,--and no urn on the sideboard. But as +usual I am only an old fool, and you, sir, and Miss Elise know best I +am very sorry I roused you so early with my racket." + +"Did you say the library window wide open? Impossible; I distinctly +recollect closing the blinds, and putting down the sash before I went +to bed. Elise, were you not with me at the time?" + +"Yes, I am sure you secured it, just before bidding me goodnight." + +"Well--no matter, facts are ugly, stubborn things. Now you two just +see for yourselves, what I found this morning." + +Hannah hurried them into the library, where a fire had already been +kindled, and her statement was confirmed by the disarranged +furniture, and traces of mud on the window-sill and carpet. The +inkstand had rolled almost to the hearth, scattering its contents +_en route_, and as he glanced at his desk the minister turned pale. + +The secret drawer which opened with a spring had been pulled out to +its utmost extent, and he saw that the tin box he had so carefully +locked the previous night was missing. Some _MSS_ were scattered +loosely in the drawer, and the purse filled with gold coins, a +handsomely set miniature, and heavy watch chain with seal attached, +all lay untouched, though conspicuously alluring to the cupidity of +burglars. Bending over his rifled sanctuary, Mr. Hargrove sighed, +and a grieved look settled on his countenance. + +"Peyton, do you miss anything?" + +"Only a box of papers." + +"Were they valuable?" + +"Pecuniarily no;--at least not convertible into money. In other +respects, very important." + +"Not your beautiful sermons, I hope," cried his sister, throwing one +arm around his neck, and leaning down to examine the remaining +contents of the drawer. + +"They were more valuable, Elise, than many sermons, and some cannot +be replaced." + +"But how could the burglars have overlooked the money and jewellery?" + +Again the minister sighed heavily, and, closing the drawer, said: + +"Perhaps we may discover some trace in the garden." + +"Aye, sir,--I searched before I raised an uproar, and here is a +handkerchief that I found under that window, on the violet bed. It +was frozen fast to the leaves." + +Hannah held it up between the tips of her fingers, as if fearful of +contamination, and eyed it with an expression of loathing. Mr. +Hargrove took it to the light and examined it, while an unwonted +frown wrinkled his usually placid brow. It was a dainty square of +finest cambric, bordered with a wreath of embroidered lilies, and in +one corner exceedingly embellished "O O" stared like wide wondering +eyes, at the strange hands that profaned it. + +"Do you notice what a curious, outlandish smell it has? It struck my +nostrils sharper than hartshorn when I picked it up. No rum-drinking, +tobacco-smoking burglar in breeches dropped that lace rag." + +Hannah set her stout arms akimbo, and looked "unutterable things" at +the delicate fabric, that as if to deprecate its captors was all the +while breathing out deliciously sweet but vague hints,--now of +eglantine, and now of that subtle spiciness that dwells in daphnes, +and anon plays hide-and-seek in nutmeg geranium blooms. + +Reluctance to admission of the suspicion of unworthiness in others is +the invariable concomitant of true nobility of soul in all pure and +exalted natures,--and with that genuine chivalry, which now, alas! is +welnigh as rare as the _aumoniere_ of pilgrims, the pastor bravely +cast around the absent woman the broad, soft ermine of his tender +charity. + +"Hannah, if your insinuations point to the lady who called here last +night, I can easily explain the suspicious fact of the handkerchief, +which certainly belongs to her; for the room was close, and my +visitor, having raised that window and leaned out for fresh air, +doubtless dropped her handkerchief without observing the loss." + +"Do the initials '_O O_' represent her name?" asked Mrs. Lindsay, +whose adroitly propounded interrogatories the previous evening had +elicited no satisfactory information. + +"Do not ladies generally stamp their own monograms when marking +articles that compose their wardrobes?" He put the unlucky piece of +cambric in his pocket, and pertinacious Hannah suddenly stooped and +dealt Bioern a blow, which astonished the spectators even more than +the yelping recipient, who dropped something at her feet and crawled +behind his master. + +"You horrid, greedy pest! Are you in league with the thieves, that +you must needs try to devour the signs and tell-tales they dropped in +the track of their dirty work? It is only a glove this time, sir, and +it was all crumpled, just so,--where I first saw it, when I ran out +to hunt for footprints. It was hanging on the end of a rose bush, +yonder near the snowball, and you see it was rather too far from the +window here to have fallen down with the handkerchief. Look, Miss +Elise, your hands are small, but this would pinch even your fingers." + +She triumphantly lifted a lady's kid glove, brown in colour and +garnished with three small oval silver buttons, the exact mate of one +which Mr. Hargrove had noticed the previous evening, when the visitor +held up the ring for his inspection. Exulting in the unanswerable +logic of this latest fact, Hannah quite unintentionally gave the +glove a scornful toss, which caused it to fall into the fireplace, +and down between two oak logs, where it shrivelled instantaneously. +Unfortunately science is not chivalric, and divulges the unamiable +and ungraceful truth, that perverted female natures from even the +lower beastly types are more implacably vindictive, more subtly +malicious, more ingeniously cruel than the stronger sex; and when a +woman essays to track, to capture, or to punish--_vae victis_. + +"Now, Bioern! improve your opportunity and heap coals of fire on +slanderous Hannah's head, by assuring her you feel convinced she did +not premeditatedly destroy traces, and connive at the escape of the +burglars, by burning that most important glove, which might have +aided us in identifying them." + +As Mr. Hargrove caressed his dog, he smiled, evidently relieved by +the opportune accident; but Mrs. Lindsay looked grave, and an +indignant flush purpled the harsh, pitiless face of the servant, +who sullenly turned away, and busied herself in putting the +furniture in order. + +"Peyton, were the stolen papers of a character to benefit that +person,--or indeed any one but yourself, or your family?" + +He knew the soft blue eyes of his sister were watching him keenly, +saw too that the old servant stood still, and turned her head to +listen, and he answered without hesitation: + +"The box contained the deed to a disputed piece of property, those +iron and lead mines in Missouri,--and I relied upon it to establish +my claim." + +"Was the lady who visited you last night in any manner interested in +that suit, or its result?" + +"Not in the remotest degree. She cannot even be aware of its +existence. In addition to the deed, I have lost the policy of +insurance on this house, which has always been entrusted to me and I +must immediately notify the company of the fact and obtain a +duplicate policy. Elise, will you and Hannah please give me my +breakfast as soon as possible, that I may go into town at once?" + +Walking to the window, he stood for some moments, with his hands +folded behind him, and as he noted the splendour of the spectacle +presented by the risen sun shining upon temples and palaces of ice, +prism-tinting domes and minarets, and burnishing after the similitude +of silver stalactites and arcades which had built themselves into +crystal campaniles, more glorious than Giotto's,--the pastor said: +"The physical world, just as God left it,--how pure, how lovely, how +entirely good;--how sacred from His hallowing touch! Oh that the +world of men and women were half as unchangingly true, stainless, and +holy!" + +An hour later he bent his steps,--not to the lawyer's, nor yet to the +insurance office, but to the depot of the only railroad which passed +through the quiet, old-fashioned, and comparatively unimportant town +of V----. + +The station agent was asleep upon a sofa in the reception-room, but +when aroused informed Dr. Hargrove that the down train bound south +had been accidentally detained four hours, and instead of being "on +time," due at eleven p.m., did not pass through V---- until after +three a.m. A lady, corresponding in all respects with the minister's +description, had arrived about seven on the up train, left a small +valise, or rather traveller's satchel, for safe keeping in the +baggage-room; had inquired at what time she could catch the down +train, signifying her intention to return upon it, and had hired one +of the carriages always waiting for passengers, and disappeared. +About eleven o'clock she came back, paid the coachman, and dismissed +the carriage; seemed very cold, and the agent built a good fire, +telling her she could take a nap as the train was behind time, and he +would call her when he heard the whistle. He then went home, several +squares distant, to see one of his children who was quite ill, and +when he returned to the station and peeped into the reception-room to +see if it kept warm and comfortable not a soul was visible. He +wondered where the lady could have gone at that hour, and upon such a +freezing night, but sat down by the grate in the freight-room, and +when the down train blew for V---- he took his lantern and went out, +and the first person he saw was the missing lady. She asked for her +satchel, which he gave her, and he handed her up to the platform, and +saw her go into the ladies' car. + +"Had she a package or box, when she returned and asked for her +satchel?" + +"I did not see any, but she wore a waterproof of grey cloth that came +down to her feet. There was so much confusion when the train came in +that I scarcely noticed her, but remember she shivered a good deal, +as if almost frozen." + +"Did she buy a return ticket?" + +"No, I asked if I should go to the ticket office for her, but she +thanked me very politely, and said she would not require anything." + +"Can you tell me to what place she was going?" + +"I do not know where she came from, nor where she went. She was most +uncommonly beautiful." + +"Are the telegraph wires working south?" + +"Why bless you, sir! they are down in several places, from the weight +of the ice, so I heard the station operator say, just before you came +in." + +As Dr. Hargrove walked away, an expression of stern indignation +replaced the benign look that usually reigned over his noble +features, and he now resolutely closed all the avenues of compassion, +along which divers fallacious excuses and charitable conjectures had +marched into his heart, and stifled for a time the rigorous verdict +of reason. + +He had known from the moment he learned the tin box was missing, that +only the frail, fair fingers of Minnie Merle could have abstracted +it, but justice demanded that he should have indisputable proof of +her presence in V---- after twelve o'clock, for he had not left the +library until that hour, and knew that the train passed through at +eleven. + +Conviction is the pitiless work of unbiased reason, but faith is the +acceptance thereof, by will, and he would not wholly believe, until +there was no alternative. _Falsus in uno, falsus in omnibus_, and +quite naturally Dr. Hargrove began to discredit the entire narrative +of wrongs, which had attained colossal proportions from her +delineation, and to censure himself most harshly for having suffered +this dazzling Delilah to extort from him a solemn promise of secrecy; +for, unworthy of sympathy as he now deemed her, his rigid rectitude +would not permit him to regard that unworthiness as sufficient +justification for abrogating his plighted word. Suspicious facts +which twelve hours before had been hushed by the soft spell of her +rich plaintive voice, now started up clamorous and accusing, and the +pastor could not avoid beholding the discrepancy between her pleas of +poverty and friendlessness, and the costly appearance of her +apparel,--coupled with her refusal to acquaint him with her means of +maintenance. + +If, as she had averred, the stolen license was--with the exception of +his verbal testimony--the sole proof of her marriage, why was she not +satisfied with the copy given to her unless for some unrighteous +motive she desired to possess in order to destroy all evidence? + +Surmise, with crooked and uncertain finger, had pointed to New +York--whose broad deep bosom shelters so many helpless human +waifs--as her probable place of destination, and had the +telegraph-wires been in successful operation he would have hazarded +the experiment of requesting her arrest at the terminus of the +railway; but this was impracticable, and each succeeding hour aided +in obliterating the only clue in his possession. + +The universal observation of man, ages ago, simmered down and +crystallized into the adage, "Misfortunes never come singly;" and it +is here respectfully submitted--that startling episodes, unexpected +incidents quite as rarely travel alone. Do surprises gravitate into +groups, or are certain facts binary? + +Sometimes for a quarter of a century the sluggish stream of life +oozes by, bearing no hint of deeds, or faces,--that perchance shed +glory, or perhaps lent gloom to the far past,--a past well-nigh +forgotten and inurned in the gathering grey of time,--and suddenly +without premonition, the slow monotonous current ripples and swells +into waves that bear to our feet fateful countenances, unwelcome as +grave-ghouls,--and the world grows garrulous of incidents that once +more galvanize the shrouded Bygone. For four years the minister had +received no tidings of those whom he had so reluctantly joined in the +bonds of wedlock, and not even a reminiscence of that singular bridal +party had floated into his quiet parsonage study; but within +twenty-four hours he seemed destined to garner a plentiful harvest of +disagreeable data for future speculation. He had not yet reached his +lawyer's office, when, hearing his name pronounced vociferously, Dr. +Hargrove looked around and saw the postmaster standing in his door +and calling on him to enter. + +"Pardon me, my dear sir, for shouting after you so unceremoniously; +but I saw you were not coming in, and knew it would promote your +interest to pay me a visit. Fine day at last, after all the rain and +murky weather. This crisp, frosty air sharpens one's wits,--a sort of +atmospheric pumice, don't you see, and tempts me to drive a good +bargain. How much will you give for a letter that has travelled half +around the world, and had as many adventures as Robinson Crusoe, or +Madame Pfeiffer?" + +He took from a drawer a dingy and much-defaced envelope, whose +address was rather indistinct from having encountered a oath on its +journey. + +"Are you sure that it is for me?" asked the minister, trying to +decipher the uncertain characters. + +"Are there two of your name? This is intended for Reverend Peyton +Hargrove of St. ---- Church -- V----, United States of America. It +was enclosed to me by the Postmaster-General, who says that it +arrived last week in the long-lost mail of the steamship _Algol_, +which you doubtless recollect was lost some time ago,--plying +between New York and Havre; It now appears that a Dutch sailing +vessel bound for Tasmania--wherever that may be; somewhere among the +cannibals, I presume--boarded her after she had been deserted by the +crew, and secured the mail bags, intending to put in along the +Spanish coast and land them, but stress of weather drove them so far +out to sea, that they sailed on to some point in Africa, and as the +postmasters in that progressive and enlightened region did not serve +their apprenticeship in the United States Postal Bureau, you perceive +that your document has not had 'despatch.' If salt water is ever a +preservative, your news ought not to be stale." + +"Thank you. I hope the contents will prove worthy of the care and +labour of its transmission. I see it is dated Paris--one year ago, +nearly. I am much obliged by your kind courtesy. Good-day." + +Dr. Hargrove walked on, and, somewhat disappointed in not receiving +a moiety of information by way of recompense, the postmaster added: + +"If you find it is not your letter bring it back, and I will start it +on another voyage of discovery, for it certainly deserves to get +home." + +"There is no doubt whatever about it. It was intended for me." + +Unfolding the letter, he had glanced at the signature, and now +hurrying homeward, read as follows: + + "PARIS, _February 1st_, + + "REV. PEYTON HARGROVE,--Hoping that, while entirely ignorant of + the facts and circumstances, you unintentionally inflicted upon + me an incalculable injury, I reluctantly address you with + reference to a subject fraught with inexpressible pain and + humiliation. Through your agency the happiness and welfare of my + only child, and the proud and unblemished name of a noble family, + have been wellnigh wrecked; but my profound reverence for your + holy office, persuades me to believe that you were unconsciously + the dupe of unprincipled and designing parties. When my son + Cuthbert entered ---- University, he was all that my fond heart + desired, all that his sainted mother could have hoped, and no + young gentleman on the wide Continent gave fairer promise of + future usefulness and distinction; but one year of demoralizing + association with dissipated and reckless youths undermined the + fair moral and intellectual structure I had so laboriously + raised, and in an unlucky hour he fell a victim to alluring + vices. Intemperance gradually gained such supremacy that he was + threatened with expulsion, and to crown all other errors he was, + while intoxicated, inveigled into a so-called marriage with a + young but notorious girl, whose only claim was her pretty face, + while her situation was hopelessly degraded. This creature, + Minnie Merle, had an infirm grandmother, who, in order to save + the reputation of the unfortunate girl, appealed so adroitly to + Cuthbert's high sense of honour, that her arguments, emphasized + by the girl's beauty and helplessness, prevailed over reason, + and--I may add--decency and one day when almost mad with brandy + and morphine he consented to call her his wife. Neither was of + age, and my son was not only a minor (lacking two months of being + twenty), but on that occasion was utterly irrational and + irresponsible, as I am prepared to prove. They intended to + conceal the whole shameful affair from me, but the old + grandmother--fearing that some untoward circumstance might mar + the scheme of possessing the ample fortune she well knew my boy + expected to control--wrote me all the disgraceful facts, + imploring my clemency, and urging me to remove Cuthbert from + associates outside of his classmates, who were dragging him to + ruin. If you, my dear sir, are a father (and I hope you are), + paternal sympathy will enable you to realize approximately the + grief, indignation, almost despairing rage into which I was + plunged. Having informed myself through a special agent sent to + the University of the utter unworthiness and disreputable + character of the connection forced upon me, I telegraphed for + Cuthbert, alleging some extraneous cause for requiring his + presence. Three days after his arrival at home, I extorted a full + confession from him, and we were soon upon the Atlantic. For a + time I feared that inebriation had seriously impaired his + intellect, but, thank God! temperate habits and a good + constitution finally prevailed, and when a year after we left + America Cuthbert realized all that he had hazarded during his + temporary insanity, he was so overwhelmed with mortification and + horror that he threatened to destroy himself. Satisfied that he + was more 'sinned against, than sinning,' I yet endeavoured to + deal justly with the unprincipled authors of the stain upon my + family, and employed a discreet agent to negotiate with them, and + to try to effect some compromise. The old woman went out to + California; the young one refused all overtures, and for a time + disappeared, but, as I am reliably informed, is now living in New + York, supported no one knows exactly by whom. Recently she has + made an imperious demand for the recognition of a child, who she + declares shall one day inherit the Laurance estate; but I have + certain facts in my possession which invalidate this claim, and + if necessary can produce a certificate to prove that the birth of + the child occurred only seven months after the date of the + ceremony, which she contends made her Cuthbert's wife. She + rejects the abundant pecuniary provision which has been + repeatedly offered, and in her last impertinent and insanely + abusive communication, threatens a suit to force the + acknowledgment of the marriage, and of the child, stating that + you, sir, hold the certificate or rather the license warranting + the marriage, and that you will espouse and aid in prosecuting + her iniquitous claims. My son is now a reformed and comparatively + happy man, but should this degrading and bitterly repented + episode of his collage life be thrust before the public, and + allowed to blacken the fair escutcheon we are so jealously + anxious to protect, I dread the consequences. Only horror of a + notorious scandal prevented me long ago from applying for a + divorce, which could very easily have been obtained, but we + shrink from the publicity, and moreover the case does not seem to + demand compliance with even the ordinary forms of law. Believing + that you, my dear sir, would not avow yourself _particeps + criminis_ in so unjust and vile a crusade against the peace and + honour of my family were you acquainted with the facts, I have + taken the liberty of writing you this brief and incomplete + _resume_ of the outrages perpetrated upon me and mine, and must + refer you for disgraceful details to my agent, Mr. Peleg Peterson + of Whitefield, ---- Co., ----. Hoping that you will not add to + the injury you have already inflicted, by further complicity in + this audacious scheme of fraud and blackmail, + + "I am, dear sir, respectfully + An afflicted father, + RENE LAURANCE. + + "P.S.--Should you desire to communicate with me, my address for + several months will be, Care of the American Legation, Paris." + +How many men or women, with lives of average length and incident, +have failed to recognize, nay to cower before the fact, that all +along the highways and byways of the earthly pilgrimage they have +been hounded by a dismal _cortege_ of retarded messages,--lost +opportunities,--miscarried warnings,--procrastinated prayers,--dilatory +deeds,--and laggard faces,--that howl for ever in their shuddering +ears--"Too late." Had Dr. Hargrove received this letter only +twenty-four hours earlier, the result of the interview on the +previous night would probably have been very different; but +unfortunately, while the army of belated facts--the fatal Grouchy +corps--never accomplish their intended mission, they avenge they +failure by a pertinacious presence ever after that is sometimes +almost maddening. + +An uncomfortable consciousness of having been completely overreached +did not soften the minister's feelings toward the new custodian of +his tin box, and an utter revulsion of sentiment ensued, wherein +sympathy for General Rene Laurance reigned supreme. Oh instability of +human compassion! To-day at the tumultuous flood, we weep for Caesar +slain; To-morrow in the ebb, we vote a monument to Brutus. + +Ere the sun had gone down behind the sombre frozen firs that fringed +the hills of V---- Dr. Hargrove had written to Mr. Peleg Peterson, +desiring to be furnished with some clue by which he could trace +Minnie Merle, and Hannah had been despatched to the post office, to +expedite the departure of the letter. + +Weeks and months passed, tearful April wept itself away in the +flowery lap of blue-eyed May, and golden June roses died in the fiery +embrace of July, but no answer came; no additional information +drifted upon the waves of chance, and the slow stream of life at the +parsonage once more crept silently and monotonously on. + + "Some griefs gnaw deep. Some woes are hard to bear. + Who knows the Past? and who can judge us right?" + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +The sweet-tongued convent bell had rung the Angelas, and all within +the cloistered courts was hushed, save the low monologue of the +fountain whose minor murmuring made solemn accord with the sacred +harmonious repose of its surroundings. The sun shone hot and blinding +upon the towering mass of brick and slate, which, originally designed +in the form of a parallelogram, had from numerous modern additions +projected here, and curved into a new chapel yonder, until the +acquisitive building had become eminently composite in its present +style of architecture. The belfry, once in the centre, had been left +behind in the onward march of the walls, but it lifted unconquerably +in mid-air its tall gilt cross, untarnished by time, though ambitious +ivy had steadily mounted the buttresses, and partially draped the +Gothic arches, where blue sky once shone freely through. + +The court upon which the ancient monastery opened was laid out in the +stiff geometric style, which universally prevailed when its trim +hedges of box were first planted, and giant rosebushes, stately +lilacs, and snowballs attested the careful training and attention +which many years had bestowed. In the centre of this court, and +surrounded by a wide border of luxuriant lilies, was a triangular +pedestal of granite, now green with moss, and spotted with silver +grey lichen groups, upon which stood a statue of St. Francis, bearing +the stigmata, and wearing the hood drawn over his head, while the +tunic was opened to display the wound in his side, and the skull and +the crucifix lay at his feet. Close to the base of the pedestal +crouched a marble lamb, around whose neck crept a slender chain of +bind-weed, and above whom the rank green lances of leaves shot up to +guard the numerous silver-dusted lilies that swung like snowy bells +in the soft breeze, dispensing perfume instead of chimes. + +Quite distinct from the spacious new chapel--with its gilded shrine, +picture-tapestried walls, and gorgeous stained windows, where the +outside-world believers were allowed to worship--stood a low +cruciform oratory, situated within the stricter confines of the +monastery, and sacred to the exclusive use of the nuns. This chapel +was immediately opposite the St. Francis, and to-day, as the +old-fashioned doors of elaborately carved oak were thrown wide, the +lovely mass of nodding lillies seemed bowing in adoration before the +image of the Virgin and Child, who crowned the altar within, while +the dazzling sheen of noon flashing athwart the tessellated floor +kindles an almost unearthly halo around + + "Virgin and Babe, and Saint, who + With the same cold, calm, beautiful regard," + +had watched for many weary years the kneeling devotees beneath their +marble feet. + +On the steps of the altar were a number of china pots containing rose +and apple geraniums in full bloom, and one luxuriant Grand Duke +jasmine, all starred with creamy flowers, so flooded the place with +fragrance that it seemed as if the vast laboratory of floral aromas +had been suddenly unsealed. + +Upon the stone pavement, immediately in front of the altar, sat a +little figure so motionless, that a casual glance would probably have +included it among the consecrated and permanent images of the silent +sanctuary;--the figure of a child, whose age could not have been +accurately computed from the inspection of the countenance, which +indexed a degree of grave mature wisdom wholly incompatible with the +height of the body and the size of the limbs. + +If devotional promptings had brought her to the Nuns' Chapel, her +orisons had been concluded, for she had turned her back upon the +altar, and sat gazing sorrowfully down at her lap, where lay in +pathetic _pose_ a white rabbit and a snowy pigeon,--both dead, quite +stark and cold,--laid out in state upon the spotless linen apron, +around which a fluted ruffle ran crisp and smooth. One tiny waxen +hand held a broken lily, and the other was vainly pressed upon the +lids of the rabbit's eyes, trying to close lovingly the pink orbs +that now stared so distressingly through glazing film. The first +passionate burst of grief had spent its force in the tears that left +the velvety cheeks and chin as dewy as rain-washed rose leaves, while +not a trace of moisture dimmed the large eyes that wore a proud, +defiant, and much injured look, as though resentment were strangling +sorrow. + +Unto whom or what shall I liken this fair, tender, childish face, +which had in the narrow space of ten years gathered such perfection +of outline, such unearthly purity of colour, such winsome grace, such +complex expressions? Probably amid the fig and olive groves of +Tuscany, Fra Bartolomeo found just such an incarnation of the angelic +ideal, which he afterward placed for the admiration of succeeding +generations in the winged heads that glorify the _Madonna della +Misericordia_. The stipple of time dots so lightly, so slowly, that +at the age of ten a human countenance should present a mere fleshy +_tabula rasa_, but now and then we are startled by meeting a child as +unlike the round, rosy, pulpy, dimpling, unwritten faces of ordinary +life, as the churubs of Raphael to the rigid forms of Byzantine +mosaics, or the stone portraiture of Copan. + +As she sat there, in the golden radiance of the summer noon, she +presented an almost faultless specimen of a type of beauty that is +rarely found nowaday, that has always been peculiar, and bids fair to +become extinct. A complexion of dazzling whiteness and transparency, +rendered more intensely pure by contrast with luxuriant silky hair of +the deepest black,--and large superbly shaped eyes of clear, dark +steel blue, almost violet in hue,--with delicately arched brows and +very long lashes of that purplish black tint which only the trite and +oft-borrowed plumes of ravens adequately illustrate. The forehead was +not remarkable for height, but was peculiarly broad and full with +unusual width between the eyes, and if Strato were correct in his +speculations with reference to Psyche's throne, then verily my little +girl did not cramp her soul in its fleshy palace. Daintily moulded in +figure and face, every feature instinct with a certain delicate +patricianism, that testified to genuine "blue blood," there was +withal a melting tenderness about the parted lips that softened the +regal contour of one who, amid the universal catalogue of feminine +names, could never have been appropriately called other than Regina. + +Over in the new chapel across the court, where the sacristan had +opened two of the crimson and green windows that now lighted the gilt +altar as with sacrificial fire, and now drenched it with cool beryl +tints that extinguished the flames, a low murmur became audible, +swelling and rising upon the air, until the thunder-throated organ +filled all the cloistered recesses with responsive echoes of Rossini. +Some masterly hand played the "Recitative" of _Eia Mater_, bringing +out the bass with powerful emphasis, and concluding with the full +strains of the chorus; then the organ-tones sank into solemn minor +chords indescribably plaintive, and after a while a quartette of +choir voices sang the + + "Sancta Mater! istud agas, + Crucifixi fige plagas," + +ending with the most impassioned strain of the _Stabat Mater_,-- + + "Virgo virginum praedara, + Mihi jam non sis amara, + Fac me tecum plangere." + +Two nuns came out of an arched doorway leading to the +reception-room of the modern building, and looked up and down the +garden walks, talking the while in eager undertones; then paused near +the lily bank, and one called: + +"Regina! Regina!" + +"She must be somewhere in the Academy playground, I will hunt for her +there; or perhaps you might find her over in the church, listening to +the choir practising, you know she is strangely fond of that organ." + +The speaker turned away and disappeared in the cool dim arch, and the +remaining nun moved across the paved walk with the quick, noiseless, +religious tread peculiar to those sacred conventual retreats where +the clatter of heels is an abomination unknown. + +Pausing in front of the chapel door to bend low before the marble +Mother on the shrine, she beheld the object of her search and glided +down the aisle as stealthily as a moonbeam. + +"Regina, didn't you hear Sister Gonzaga calling you just now?" + +"Yes, Sister." + +"Did you answer her?" + +"No, Sister." + +"Are you naughty to-day, and in penance?" + +"I suppose I am always naughty, Sister Perpetua says so; but I am not +in penance." + +"Who gave you permission to come into our chapel? You know it is +contrary to the rules. Did you ask Mother?" + +"I knew she would say no, so I did not ask, because I was determined +to come." + +"Why? what is the matter? you have been crying." + +"Oh, Sister Angela! don't you see?" + +She lifted the corners of her apron where the dead pets lay, and her +chin trembled. + +"Another rabbit gone! How many have you left?" + +"None. And this is my last white dove; the other two have coloured +rings around their necks." + +"I am very sorry for you, dear, you seem so fond of them. But, my +child, why did you come here?" + +"My Bunnie was not dead when I started, and I thought if I could only +get to St. Francis and show it to him he would cure it, and send life +back to my pigeon too. You know, Sister, that Father told us last +week at instruction we must find out all about St. Francis, and next +day Armantine was Refectory Reader, and she read us about St. Francis +preaching to the birds at Bevagno, and how they opened their beaks +and listened, and even let him touch them, and never stirred till he +blessed them and made the sign of the Cross, and then they all flew +away. She read all about the doves at the convent of Ravacciano, and +the nest of larks, and the bad, greedy little lark that St. Francis +ordered to die, and said nothing should eat it, and sure enough, even +the hungry cats ran away from it. Don't you remember that when St. +Francis went walking about the fields, the rabbits jumped into his +bosom, because he loved them so very much? You see, I thought it was +really all true, and that St. Francis could save mine too, and I +carried 'Bunnie' and 'Snowball' to him--out yonder, and laid them on +his feet, and prayed and prayed ever so long, and while I was praying +my 'Bunnie' died right there. Then I knew he could do no good, and I +thought I would try our Blessed Lady over here, because the Nuns' +Chapel seems holier than ours,--but it is no use. I will never pray +to her again, nor to St. Francis either." + +"Hush! you wicked child!" + +Regina rose slowly from the pavement, gathered up her apron very +tenderly, and, looking steadily into the sweet serene face of the +nun, said with much emphasis: + +"What have I done? Sister Angela, I am not wicked." + +"Yes, dear, you are. We are all born full of sin, and desperately +wicked; but if you will only pray and try to be good, I have no doubt +St. Francis will send you some rabbits and doves so lovely, that they +will comfort you for those you have lost." + +"I know just as well as you do that he has no idea of doing anything +of the kind, and you need not tell me pretty tales that you don't +believe yourself. Sister, it is all humbug; 'Bunnie' is dead, and I +sha'n't waste another prayer on St. Francis! If ever I get another +rabbit, it will be when I buy one, as I mean to do just as soon as I +move to some nice place where owls and hawks never come." + +Here the clang of a bell startled Sister Angela, who seized the +child's hand. + +"Five strokes!--that is my bell. Come, Regina, we have been hunting +you for some time, and Mother will be out of patience." + +"Won't you please let me bury Bunnie and Snowball before I go +upstairs to penance? I can dig a grave in the corner of my little +garden and plant verbena and cypress vine over it." + +She shivered as if the thought had chilled her heart, and her voice +trembled, while she pressed the stiffened forms to her, breast. + +"Come along as fast as you can, dear, you are wanted in the parlour. +I believe you are going away." + +"Oh! has my mother come?" + +"I don't know, but I am afraid you will leave us." + +"Will you be sorry, Sister Angela?" + +"Very sorry, dear child, for we love our little girl too well to give +her up willingly." + +Regina paused and pressed her lips to the cold white fingers that +clasped hers, but Sister Angela hurried her on till she reached a +door opening into the Mother's reception-room. Catching the child to +her heart, she kissed her twice, lifted the dead darlings from her +apron, and, pushing her gently into the small parlour, closed the +door. + +It was a cool, lofty, dimly lighted room, where the glare of sunshine +never entered, and several seconds elapsed before Regina could +distinguish any object. At one end a wooden lattice work enclosed a +space about ten feet square, and here Mother Aloysius held audience +with visitors whom friendship or business brought to the convent. +Regina's eager survey showed her only a gentleman, sitting close to +the grating, and an expression of keen disappointment swept over her +countenance, which had been a moment before eloquent with expectation +of meeting her mother. + +"Come here, Regina, and speak to Mr. Palma," said the soft, velvet +voice behind the lattice. + +The visitor turned around, rose, and watched the slowly advancing +figure. + +She was dressed in blue muslin, the front of which was concealed by +her white bib-apron, and her abundant glossy hair was brushed +straight back from her brow, confined at the top of her head by a +blue ribbon, and thence fell in shining waves below her waist. One +hand hung listlessly at her side, the other clasped the drooping lily +and held it against her heart. + +The slightly curious expression of the stranger gave place to +astonishment and involuntary admiration as he critically inspected +the face and form; and, fixing her clear, earnest eyes on him, Regina +saw a tall, commanding man of certainly not less than thirty years, +with a noble massive head, calm pale features almost stern when in +repose, and remarkably brilliant piercing black eyes, that were +doubtless somewhat magnified by the delicate steel-rimmed spectacles +he habitually wore. His closely cut hair clustered in short thick +waves about his prominent forehead, which in pallid smoothness +resembled a slab of marble, and where a slight depression usually +marks the temples his swelled boldly out, rounding the entire outline +of the splendidly developed brow. He wore neither moustache nor +beard, and every line of his handsome mouth and finely modelled chin +indicated the unbending tenacity of purpose and imperial pride which +had made him a ruler even in his cradle, and almost a dictator in +later years. + +In a certain diminished degree children share the instinct whereby +brutes discern almost infallibly the nature of those who in full +fruition of expanded reason tower above and control them; and, awed +by something which she read in this dominative new face, Regina stood +irresolute in front of him, unwilling to accept the shapely white +hand held out to her. + +He advanced a step, and took her fingers into his soft warm palm. + +"I hope, Miss Regina, that you are glad to see me." + +Her eyes fell from his countenance to the broad seal ring on his +little finger, then, gazing steadily up into his, she said: + +"I think I never saw you before, and why should I be glad? Why did +you come and ask for me?" + +"Because your mother sent me to look after you." + +"Then I suppose, sir, you are very good; but I would rather see my +mother. Is she well?" + +"Almost well now, though she has been quite ill. If you promise to be +very good and obedient, I may find a letter for you, somewhere in my +pockets. I have just been telling Mother Aloysius, to whom I brought +a letter, that I have come to remove you from her kind sheltering +care, as your mother wishes you for a while at least to be placed in +a different position, and I have promised to carry out her +instructions. Here is her letter. Shall I read it to you, or are you +sufficiently advanced to be able to spell it out without my +assistance?" + +He held up the letter, and she looked at him proudly, with a faint +curl in her dainty lip, and a sudden lifting of her lovely arched +eyebrows, which, without the aid of verbal protest, he fully +comprehended. A smile hovered about his mouth, and disclosed a set of +glittering perfect teeth, but he silently resumed his seat. As Regina +broke the seal, Mother said: + +"Wait, dear, and read it later. Mr. Palmer has already been detained +some time, and says he is anxious to catch the train. Run up to the +wardrobe, and Sister Helena will change your dress. She is packing +your clothes." + +When the door closed behind her a heavy sigh floated through the +grating, and the sweet seraphic face of the nun clouded. + +"I wish we could keep her always; it is a sadly solemn thing to cast +such a child as she is into the world's whirlpool of sin and sorrow. +To-day she is as spotless in soul as one of our consecrated +annunciation lilies; but the dust of vanity and selfishness will +tarnish, and the shock of adversity will bruise, and the heat of the +battle of life that rages so fiercely in the glare of the outside +world will wither and deface the sweet blossom we have nurtured so +carefully." + +"In view of the peculiar circumstances that surround her, her removal +impresses me as singularly injudicious, and I have advised against +it, but her mother is inflexible." + +"We have never been able to unravel the mystery that seems to hang +about the child, although the Bishop assured us we were quite right +in consenting to assume the charge of her." + +From beneath her heavy black hood, Mother's meek shy eyes searched +the non-committal countenance before her, and found it about as +satisfactorily responsive as some stone sphinx half-sepulchred in +Egyptic sand. + +"May I ask, sir, if you are at all related to Regina?" + +"Not even remotely; am merely her mother's legal counsellor, and the +agent appointed by her to transfer the child to different +guardianship. I repeat, I deem the change inexpedient, but +discretionary powers have not been conferred on me. She seems rather +a mature bit of royalty for ten years of age. Is the intellectual +machinery at all in consonance with the refined perfection of the +external physique?" + +"She has a fine active brain, clear and quick, and is very well +advanced in her studies, for she is fond of her books. Better than +all, her heart is noble, and generous, and she is a conscientious +little thing, never told a story in her life; but at times we have +had great difficulty in controlling her will, which certainly is the +most obstinate I have ever encountered." + +"She evidently does not suggest wax, save in the texture of her fine +skin, and one rarely finds in a child's face so much of steel as is +ambushed in the creases of the rose leaves that serve her as lips. If +her will matches her mother's, this little one certainly was not +afflicted with a misnomer at her baptism." He rose, looked at his +watch, and walked across the room as if to inspect a _Pieta_ that +hung upon the wall. Unwilling to conclude an interview which had +yielded her no information, Mother Aloysius patiently awaited the +result of the examination, but he finally went to the window, and a +certain unmistakable expression of countenance which can be compared +only to a locking of mouth and eyes, warned her that he was alert and +inflexible. With a smothered sigh she left her seat. + +"As you seem impatient, Mr. Palma, I will endeavour to hasten the +preparations for your departure." + +"If you please, Mother; I shall feel indebted to your kind +consideration." + +Nearly an hour elapsed ere she returned leading Regina, and as the +latter stood between Mother and Sister Angela, with a cluster of +fresh fragrant lilies in her hand, and her tender face blanched and +tearful, it seemed to the lawyer as if indeed the pet ewe lamb were +being led away from peaceful flowery pastures, from the sweet +sanctity of the cloistral fold, out through thorny devious paths +where Temptations prowl wolf-fanged, or into fierce conflicts that +end in the social shambles, those bloodless abattoirs where malice +mangles humanity. How many verdure-veiled, rose-garlanded pitfalls +yawned in that treacherous future now stretching before her like +summer air, here all gold and blue, yonder with purple glory crowning +the dim far away? Intuitively she recognized the fact that she was +confronting the first cross roads in her hitherto monotonous life, +and a vague dread flitted like ill-omened birds before her, darkening +her vision. + +In the gladiatorial arena of the court-room, Mr. Palma was regarded +as a large-brained, nimble-witted, marble-hearted man, of vast +ambition and tireless energy in the acquisition of his aims; but his +colleagues and clients would as soon have sought chivalric tenderness +in a bronze statue, or a polished obelisk of porphyry. To-day as he +curiously watched the quivering yet proud little girlish face, her +brave struggles to meet the emergency touched some chord far down in +his reticent stern nature, and he suddenly stooped, and took her +hand, folding it up securely in his. + +"Are you not quite willing to trust yourself with me?" + +She hesitated a moment, then said with a slight wavering in her low +tone: + +"I have been very happy here, and I love the Sisters dearly; but you +are my mother's friend, and whatever she wishes me to do of course +must be right." + +Oh beautiful instinctive faith in maternal love and maternal wisdom! +Wot ye the moulding power ye wield, ye mothers of America? + +Pressing her fingers gently as if to reassure her, he said: + +"I dislike to hurry you away from these kind Sisters, but if your +baggage is ready we have no time to spare." + +The nuns wept silently as she embraced them for the last time, kissed +them on both cheeks, then turned and suffered Mr. Palma to lead her +to the carriage, whither her trunk had already been sent. + +Leaning out, she watched the receding outlines of the convent until a +bend of the road concealed even the belfry, and then she stooped and +kissed the drooping lilies in her lap. + +Her companion expected a burst of tears, but she sat erect and quiet, +and not a word was uttered until they reached the railway station and +entered the cars. Securing a double seat he placed her at the window, +and sat down opposite. It was her introduction to railway travel, and +when the train moved off, and the locomotive sounded its prolonged +shriek of departure, Regina started up, but, as if ashamed of her +timidity, coloured and bit her lip. Observing that she appeared +interested in watching the country through which they sped, Mr. Palma +drew a book from his valise, and soon became so absorbed in the +contents that he forgot tie silent figure on the seat before him. + +The afternoon wore away, the sun went down, and when the lamps were +lighted the lawyer suddenly remembered his charge. + +"Well, Regina, how do you like travelling on the cars?" + +"Not at all; it makes my head ache." + +"Take off your hat, and I will try to make you more comfortable." + +He untied a shawl secured to the outside of his valise, placed it on +the arm of the seat, and made her lay her head upon it. + +Keeping his finger as a mark amid the leaves of his book, he said: + +"We shall not reach our journey's end until to-morrow morning, and I +advise you to sleep as much as possible. Whenever you feel hungry you +will find some sandwiches, cake, and fruit in the basket at your +feet." + +She looked at him intently, and interpreting the expression he added: + +"You wish to ask me something? Am I so very frightful that you dare +not question me?" + +"Will you tell me the truth, if I ask you?" + +"Most assuredly." + +"Mr. Palma, when shall I see my mother?" + +His eyes went down helplessly before the girl's steady gaze, and he +hesitated a moment. + +"Really, I cannot tell exactly,--but I hope----" + +She put up her small hand quickly, with a gesture that silenced him. + +"Don't say any more, please. I never want to know half of anything, +and you can't tell me all. Good-night, Mr. Palma." + +She shut her eyes. + +This man of bronze who could terrify witnesses, torture and overwhelm +the opposition, and thunder so successfully from the legal rostrum, +sat there abashed by the child's tone and manner, and as he watched +her he could not avoid smiling at her imperious mandate. Although +silent, it was one o'clock before she fell into a deep, sound +slumber, and then the lawyer leaned forward and studied the dreamer. + +The light from the lamp shone upon her, and the long silky black +lashes lay heavily on her white cheeks. Now and then a sigh passed +her lips, and once a dry sob shook her frame, as if she were again +passing through the painful ordeal of parting; but gradually the +traces of emotion disappeared, and that marvellous peace which we +find only in children's countenances, or on the faces of the +dead,--and which is nowhere more perfect than in old Greek +statuary,--settled like a benediction over her features. Her frail +hands clasped over her breast still held the faded lilies, and to +Erle Palma she seemed too tender and fair for rude contact with the +selfish world, in which he was so indefatigably carving out fame and +fortune. He wondered how long a time would be requisite to transform +this pure, spotless, ingenuous young thing into one of the fine +fashionable miniature women with frizzed hair and huge _paniers_, +whom he often met in the city, with school-books in their hands, and +bold, full-blown coquetry in their eyes? + +Certainly he was as devoid of all romantic weakness as the +propositions of Euclid, or the pages of Blackstone, but something in +the beauty and helpless innocence of the sleeper appealed with +unwonted power to his dormant sympathy, and, suspecting that lurking +spectres crouched in her future, he mutely entered into a compact +with his own soul, not to lose sight of, but to befriend her +faithfully, whenever circumstances demanded succour. + +"Upon my word, she looks like a piece of Greek sculpture, and be her +father whom he may, there is no better blood than beats there at her +little dimpled wrists. The pencilling of the eyebrows is simply +perfect." + +He spoke inaudibly, and just then she stirred and turned. As she +moved, something white fluttered from one of the ruffled pockets of +her apron, and fell to the floor. He picked it up and saw it was the +letter he had given her some hours before. The sheet was folded +loosely, and glancing at it, as it opened in his hand, he saw in +delicate characters: "Oh, my baby,--my darling! Be patient and trust +your mother." An irresistible impulse made him look up, and the +beautiful solemn eyes of the girl were fixed upon him, but instantly +her black lashes covered them. + +For the first time in years he felt the flush of shame mount into his +cold haughty face, yet even then he noted the refined delicacy which +made her feign sleep. + +"Regina." + +She made no movement. + +"Child, I know you are awake. Do you suppose I would stoop to read +your letter clandestinely? It dropped from your pocket, and I have +seen only one line." + +She put out her slender hand, took the letter, and answered: + +"My mother writes me that you are her best friend, and I intend to +believe that all you say is true." + +"Do you think I read your letter?" + +"I shall think no more about it." + + "I will paint her as I see her, + Ten times have the lilies blown + Since she looked upon the sun, + Face and figure of a child,-- + Though top calm, you think, and tender, + For the childhood you would lend her." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +"Indeed, Peyton, you distress me. What can be the matter? I heard you +walking the floor of your room long after midnight, and feared you +were ill." + +"Not ill, Elise, but sorely perplexed. If I felt at liberty to +communicate all the circumstances to you, doubtless you would readily +comprehend and sympathize with the peculiar difficulties that +surround me; but unfortunately I am bound by a promise which prevents +me from placing all the facts in your possession. Occasionally +ministers involuntarily become the custodians of family secrets that +oppress their hearts and burden them with unwelcome responsibility, +and just now I am suffering from the consequences of a rash promise +which compassion extorted from me years ago. While I heartily regret +it, my conscience will not permit me to fail in its fulfilment." + +An expression of pain and wounded pride overshadowed Mrs. Lindsay's +usually bright, happy face. + +"Peyton, surely you do not share the unjust opinion so fashionable +nowaday, that women are unworthy of being entrusted with a secret? +What has so suddenly imbued you with distrust of the sister who has +always shared your cares, and endeavoured to divide your sorrows? Do +you believe me capable of betraying your confidence? + +"No, dear. In all that concerns myself, you must know I trust you +implicitly,--trust not only your affection, but your womanly +discretion, your subtle, critical judgment; but I have no right to +commit even to your careful guardianship some facts which were +expressly confided solely to my own." + +He laid his hand on his sister's shoulder, and looked fondly, almost +pleadingly, into her clouded countenance, but the flush deepened on +her fair cheek. + +"The conditions of secrecy, the envelope of mystery, strongly implies +something socially disgraceful, or radically wicked, and ministers of +the Gospel should not constitute themselves the locked reservoirs of +such turbid streams." + +"Granting that you actually believe in your own supposition, why are +you so anxious to pollute your ears with the recital of circumstances +that you assume to be degrading, or sinful?" + +"I only fear your misplaced sympathy may induce you to compromise +your ministerial dignity and consistency, for it is quite +evident to me that your judgment does not now acquit you in this +matter--whatever it may be." + +"God forbid that, in obeying the dictates of my conscience, I should +transgress even conventional propriety, or incur the charge of +indiscretion. None can realize more keenly than I that a minister's +character is of the same delicate magnolia-leaf texture as a woman's +name,--a thing so easily stained that it must be ever elevated beyond +the cleaving dust of suspicion, and the scorching breath of gossiping +conjecture. The time has passed (did it ever really exist?) when the +prestige of pastoral office hedged it around with impervious +infallibility, and to-day, instead of partial and extenuating +leniency, pure and uncontaminated society justly denies all +ministerial immunities as regards the rigid mandates of social +decorum and propriety,--and the world demands that, instead of +drawing heavily upon an indefinite fund of charitable confidence and +trust in the clergy, pulpit-people should so live and move that the +microscope of public scrutiny can reveal no flaws. Do you imagine I +share the dangerous heresy that the sanctity of the office entitles +the incumbent to make a football of the restrictions of prudence and +discretion? Elise, I hold that pastors should be as circumspect, as +guarded as Roman vestals; and untainted society, guided by even the +average standard of propriety, tolerates no latitudinarians among its +Levites. I grieve that it is necessary for me to add, that I honour +and bow in obedience to its exactions." + +The chilling severity of his tone smote like a flail the loving +heart, which had rebelled only against the apparent lack of faith in +its owner, and springing forward Mrs. Lindsay threw her arms around +her brother's neck. + +"Oh, Peyton! don't look at me so sternly, as if I were a sort of +domestic Caiaphas set to catechise and condemn you; or as if I were +unjustly impugning your motives. It is all your fault,--of course it +is,--for you have spoiled me by unreserved confidence heretofore, and +you ought not to blame me in the least for feeling hurt when at this +late day you indulge in mysteries. Now kiss me, and forget my ugly +temper, and set it all down to that Pandora legacy of sleepless +curiosity, which dear mother Eve received in her impudent tete-a-tete +with the serpent, and which she spitefully saw fit to bequeath to +every daughter who has succeeded her. So--we are at peace once more? +Now keep your horrid secrets to yourself, and welcome!" + +"You persist in believing that they must inevitably be horrid?" said +he, softly stroking her rosy cheek with his open palm. + +"I persist in begging that you will not expect me to adopt the +acrobatic style, or require me to instantly attain sanctification +_per saltum!_ You must be satisfied with the assurance that you are +indeed my 'Royal Highness,' and that in my creed it is written the +king can do no wrong. There, dear, I am not at all addicted to humble +pie, and I have already disposed of a large and unpalatable slice." + +She made a grimace, whereat he smiled, kissed her again, and answered +very gently: + +"Will you permit me to put an appendix to your creed? 'Charity +suffereth long, and is kind; is not easily provoked, thinketh no +evil.' My sister, I want you to help me. In some things I find myself +as powerless without your co-operation as a pair of scissors with the +rivet lost; I cannot cut through obstacles unless you are in your +proper place." + +"For shame, you spiteful Pequod! to rivet your treacherous appeal +with so sharply pointed an illustration! Scissors, indeed! I will be +revenged by cutting all your work after a biased fashion. How would +it suit you, reverend sir, to take the rivet out of my tongue, and +repair your clerical scissors?" + +"How narrowly you escaped being a genius! That is precisely what I +was about proposing to do, and now, dear, be sure you bid adieu to +all bias. Elise, I received a letter two days since, which annoyed me +beyond expression." + +"I inferred as much, from the vindictive energy with which you thrust +it into the fire, and bored it with the end of the poker. Was it +infected with small-pox or leprosy?" + +She opened her work basket, and began to crochet vigorously, keeping +her eyes upon her needle. + +"Neither. I destroyed it simply and solely because it was the earnest +request of the writer, that I should commit it to the flames." + +"_Par parenthese!_ from the beginning of time have not discord, +mischief, trouble--been personified by females? Has there been a +serious _imbroglio_ since the days of Troy without some vexatious +Helen? Now don't scold me, if in this case I conjecture,--He? She? +It?" + +"The letter was from a mother, pleading for her child, whom I several +years ago promised to protect and to befriend. Subsequent events +induced me to hope that she would never exact a fulfilment of the +pledge, and I was unpleasantly surprised when the appeal reached me." + +"Let me understand fully the little that you wish to tell me. Do you +mean that you were unprepared for the demand, because the mother had +forfeited the conditions under which you gave the promise?" + +"You unduly intensify the interpretation. My promise was +unconditional, but I certainly have never expected to be called upon +to verify it." + +"What does it involve?" + +"The temporary guardianship of a child ten years old, whom I have +never seen." + +"He? She? It?" + +"A girl, who will in all probability arrive before noon to-day." + +"Peyton!" + +The rose-coloured crochet web fell into her lap, and deep +dissatisfaction spread its sombre leaden banners over her telltale +face. + +"I regret it more keenly than you possibly can; and, Elise, if I +could have seen the mother before it was too late, I should have +declined this painful responsibility." + +"Too late? Is the woman dead?" + +"No, but she has sailed for Europe, and notifies me that she leaves +the little girl under my protection." + +"What a heartless creature she must be to abandon her child." + +"On the contrary, she seems devotedly attached to her, and uses these +words: 'If it were not to promote her interest, do you suppose I +could consent to put the Atlantic between my baby and me?' The +circumstances are so unusual that I daresay you fail to understand my +exact position." + +"I neither desire nor intend to force your confidence; but if you can +willingly answer, tell me whether the mother is in every respect +worthy of your sympathy." + +"I frankly admit that upon some points I have been dissatisfied, and +her letter sorely perplexes me." + +"What claim had she on you, when the promise was extorted?" + +"She had none, save such as human misery always has on human +sympathy. I performed the marriage ceremony for her when she was a +mere child, and felt profound compassion for the wretchedness that +soon overtook her as a wife and mother." + +"Then, my dear brother, there is no alternative, and you must do your +duty; and I shall not fail to help you to the fullest extent of my +feeble ability. Since it cannot be averted, let us try to put our +hearts as well as hands into the work of receiving the waif. Where +has the child been living?" + +"For nearly seven years in a convent." + +"_Tant mieux!_ We may at least safely infer she has been shielded +from vicious and objectionable companionship. How is her education to +be conducted in future?" + +"Her mother has arranged for the semi-annual payment of a sum quite +sufficient to defray all necessary expenses, including tuition at +school; but she urges me, if compatible with my clerical duties, to +retain the school fees, and teach the child at home, as she dreads +outside contaminating associations, and wishes the little one reared +with rigid ideas of rectitude and propriety. Will you receive her +among your music pupils?" + +"Have I a heart of steel, and a soul of flint? And since when did you +successfully trace my pedigree to its amiable source in-- + + 'Gorgons and hydras and chimeras dire'? + +"What is her name?" + +Mr. Hargrove hesitated a moment, and, detecting the faint colour that +tinged his olive cheek, his sister smilingly relieved him. + +"Never mind, dear. What immense latitude we are allowed! If she prove +a meek, sweet cherub, a very saint in bib-aprons,--with velvety eyes +brown as a hazel nut, and silky chestnut ringlets,--I shall gather +her into my heart and coo over her as--Columba, or Umilta, or +Umbeline, or Una; but should we find her spoiled, and thoroughly +leavened with iniquity,--a blonde, yellow-haired tornado,--then a +proper regard for the 'unities will suggest that I vigorously +enter a Christian protest, and lecture her grimly as Jezebel, +Tomyris,--Fulvia or Clytemnestra.'" + +"She shall be called Regina Orme, and if it will not too heavily tax +your kindness, I should like to give her the small room next your +own, and ask Douglass to move across the hall and take the front +chamber opening on the verandah. The little girl may be timid, and it +would comfort her to feel that you are within call should she be sick +or become frightened. I am sure Douglass will not object to the +change." + +"Certainly not. Blessings on his royal heart! He would not be my own +noble boy if he failed to obey any wish of yours." + +I will at once superintend the transfer of his books and clothes, for +if the child comes to-day you have left me little time for +preparation. + +She put away the crochet basket and, looking affectionately at the +grave face that watched her movements, said soberly: + +"Do not look so lugubrious; remember Abraham's example of +hospitality, and let us do all we can for this motherless lamb, or +kid,--whichever she may prove. One thing more, and here-after I shall +hold my peace. You need not live in chronic dread, lest the Guy +Fawkes of female curiosity pry into, and explode your mystery; for I +assure you, Peyton, I shall never directly or indirectly question the +child, and until you voluntarily broach the subject I shall never +mention it to you. Are you satisfied?" + +"Fully satisfied with my sister, and inexpressibly grateful for her +unquestioning faith in me." + +She swept him an exaggerated courtesy, and, despite the grey threads +that began to glint in her auburn hair, ran up the stairway as +lightly as a girl of fifteen. + +For some time he stood with his hands behind him, gazing abstractedly +through the open window, and now and then he heard the busy patter of +hurrying feet in the room over head, while snatches of Easter +anthems, and the swelling "Amen" of a "Gloria" rolled down the steps, +assuring him that all doubt and suspicion had been ejected from the +faithful, fond, sisterly heart. + +Taking his broad-brimmed gardening hat from the table, the pastor +went down among his flower-beds, followed by Bioern, to whose innate +asperity of temper was added the snarling fretfulness of old age. + +A fine young brood of white Brahma chickens, having surreptitiously +effected an entrance into the sacred precincts of the flower-garden, +were now diligently prosecuting their experiments in entomotomy right +in the heart of a border of choice carnations. When Bioern had chased +the marauders to the confines of the poultry yard, and watched the +last awkward fledgling scramble through the palings, his master began +to repair the damage, and soon became absorbed in the favourite task +of tying up the spicy tufts of bloom that deluged the air with +perfume as he lifted and bent the slender stems. His straw hat shut +out the sight of surrounding objects, and he only turned his head +when Mrs. Lindsay put her hand on his shoulder, and exclaimed: + +"Peyton, 'the Philistines _be_ upon thee'!" + +"Do you mean that she has come?" + +"I think so; there is a carriage at the gate, and I noticed a trunk +beside the driver." + +He rose hastily, and stood irresolute, visibly embarrassed. + +"Why, Peyton! Recollect your text last Sunday: 'No man having put his +hand to the plough,' etc., etc., etc. It certainly is rather hard to +be pelted with, one's own sermons, but it would never do to turn your +back upon this benevolent furrow. Come, pluck up courage, and front +the inevitable." + +"Elise, how can you jest? I am sorely burdened with gloomy +forebodings of coming ill. You cannot imagine how I shrink from this +responsibility." + +"It is rather too late, dear, to climb upon the stool of repentance. +Take this beast of Bashan by the horns, and have done with it. There +is the bell! Shall I accompany you?" + +"Oh, certainly." + +Hannah met them, and held up a card. + + ERLE PALMA, + _New York City_. + +As the minister entered his parlour, Mr. Palma advanced to meet him, +holding out his hand. + +"I hope Dr. Hargrove has been prepared for my visit, and understands +its object?" + +"I am glad to know you, sir, and had reason to expect you. Allow me +to present Mr. Palma to my sister, Mrs. Lindsay. I am exceedingly----" + +The sentence was never completed, and he stood with his eyes fastened +on the child who leaned against the window watching him with an eager +breathless interest as some caged creature eyes a new keeper, +wondering, mutely questioning, whether cruelty or kindness will +predominate in the strange custodian. + +For a moment, oblivious of all else, each gazed into the eyes of the +other, and a subtle magnetic current flashed from soul to soul, +revealing certain arcana, which years of ordinary acquaintance +sometimes fail to unveil. From the pastor's countenance melted every +trace of doubt and apprehension; from that of the girl all shadow of +distrust. + +Studying the tableau, Mr. Palma saw the clergyman smile, and as if +involuntarily open his arms; and he was astonished when the shy, +reticent child who had repulsed all his efforts to become acquainted, +suddenly glided forward and into the outstretched arms of her new +guardian. Weary from the long journey and rigid restraint imposed +upon her feelings, the closely pent emotion broke all barriers, and, +clinging to the minister Regina found relief in a flood of tears. Mr. +Hargrove sat down, and, keeping his arm around her, said tenderly: + +"Are you so unwilling to come and live under my care? Would you +prefer to remain with Mr. Palma?" She put her hands up, and, clasping +them at the back of his head, answered brokenly: + +"No--no I it is not that. Your face shows me you are good--so good! +But I can't help crying,--I have tried so hard to keep from it, ever +since I kissed the Sisters good-bye,--and everything is so +strange--and my throat aches, and aches--oh, don't scold me! Please +let me cry!" + +"As much as you please. We know your poor little heart is almost +breaking, and a good cry will help you." + +He gathered her close to his bosom, and the lawyer was amazed at the +confiding manner in which she nestled her head against the stranger's +shoulder. Mrs. Lindsay untied and removed the hat and veil, and, +placing a glass of water to the parched trembling lips, softly kissed +her tearful cheek, and whispered: + +"Now, dear, try to compose yourself. Come with me and bathe your +face, and then you will feel better." + +"Don't take me away. I have stopped crying. It rests me so, to feel +somebody's arms around me." + +"Well--suppose you try my arms awhile? I assure you they are quite +ready to take you in, and hug you close. Just let me show you how I +put my arms around my own child, though he is a man. Come, dear." + +Mrs. Lindsay gently disengaged the clasped hands resting on her +brother's neck, and drew Regina into her arms, while, won by her +sweet voice and soft touch, the latter allowed herself to be led +into another room. + +They had scarcely disappeared when Mr. Palma said: + +"I find I was mistaken in supposing that you and your ward were +strangers." + +"We are strangers, at least I never saw her until to-day." + +"Did you mesmerize her?" + +"Not that I am aware of. What suggests such an idea?" + +"She receives your friendly overtures so graciously, and rejected +mine with such chill politeness. I presume you are aware of the fact +that we have a joint guardianship over this child?" + +"If you will walk into the library, where we can escape intrusion, I +should like to have some confidential conversation with you." + +When he had placed his visitor in his own easy chair, and locked the +door of the library, Mr. Hargrove sat down beside the oval table, +and, folding his hands before him, leaned forward scrutinizing the +handsome non-committal face of the stranger, and conjecturing how far +he would be warranted in unburdening his own oppressed heart. + +Coolly impassive, and without a vestige of curious interest, the +lawyer quietly met his incisive gaze. + +"Mr. Palma, may I ask whether Regina's mother has unreservedly +communicated her history to you?" + +"She has acquainted me with only a few facts, concerning which she +desired legal advice." + +"Has she given you her real name?" + +"I know her only as Madame Odille Orphia Orme, an actress of very +remarkable beauty and great talent." + +"Do you understand the peculiar circumstances that attended her +marriage?" + +"I merely possess her assurance that she was married by you." + +"Have you been informed who is Regina's father?" + +"The name has always been carefully suppressed, but she told me +that Orme was merely an _alias_." + +"Have you ever suspected the truth?" + +"Really, that is a question I cannot answer. I have at times +conjectured, but only in a random unauthorized way. I should very +much like to know, but my client declined giving me all the facts, at +least at present; and while her extreme reticence certainly hampers +me, it prevents me from asking you for the information, which she +promises ere long to give me." + +Mr. Hargrove bowed and leaned back more easily in his chair, fully +satisfied concerning the nature of the man with whom he had to deal. + +"You doubtless think it singular that Mrs. Orme should commit her +daughter to my care, while keeping me in ignorance of her parentage. +A few days since she signed in the presence of witnesses a cautiously +worded instrument, in which she designated you and me as joint +guardians of Regina Orme, and specified that should death or other +causes prevent you from fulfilling the trust, I should assume +exclusive control of her daughter until she attained her majority, +or was otherwise disposed of. To this arrangement I at length very +reluctantly assented, because it is a charge for which I have no +leisure, and even less inclination; but as she seems to anticipate +the time when a lawsuit may be inevitable, and wishes my services, +she finally overruled my repugnance to the office forced upon me." + +"I must ask you one question, which subsequent statements will +explain. Do you regard her in all respects as a worthy, true, good +woman?" + +"The mystery of an assumed name always casts a shadow, implying the +existence of facts or of reports inimical to the party thus ambushed; +and concealment presupposes either indiscretion, shame, or crime. +This circumstance excited unfavourable suspicions in my mind, but she +assured me she had a certificate of her marriage, and that you would +verify this statement. Can you do so? Was she legally married when +very young?" + +"She was legally married in this room eleven years ago." + +"I am glad it is susceptible of proof. This point established, I can +easily answer your question in the affirmative. As far as I am +acquainted with her record, Mrs. Orme is a worthy woman, and I may +add, a remarkably cautious circumspect person for one so +comparatively unaccustomed to the admiration which is now lavished +upon her. I believe it is conceded that she is the most beautiful +woman in New York, but she shelters herself so securely in the +constant presence of a plain but most respectable old couple, with +whom she resides, and who accompany her when travelling, that it is +difficult to see her, except upon the stage. Even in her business +visits to my office she has always been attended by old Mrs. Waul." + +"Can you explain to me how one so uneducated and inexperienced as she +certainly was has so suddenly attained, not only celebrity (which is +often cheaply earned), but eminence in a profession, involving the +amount of culture requisite for dramatic success?" + +A slight smile showed the glittering line of the lawyer's teeth. + +"When did you see her last?" + +"Seven years ago." + +"Then I venture the assertion that you would not recognize her should +you see her in one of her favourite and famous _roles_. When, where, +or by whom she was trained I know not, but some acquaintance with the +most popular ornaments of her profession justifies my opinion that no +more cultivated or artistic actress now walks the stage than Madame +Odille Orme. She is no mere _amateur_ or novice, but told me she had +laboriously and studiously struggled up from the comparatively menial +position of seamstress. Even in Paris I have never heard a purer, +finer rendition of a passage in _Phedre_ than one day burst from her +lips in a moment of deep feeling, yet I cannot tell you how or where +she learned French. She made her _debut_ in tragedy, somewhere in the +West, and when she reappeared in New York her success was brilliant. +I have never known a woman whose will was so patiently rigid, so +colossal, whose energy was so tireless in the pursuit of one special +aim. She has the vigilance and tenacity of a Spanish bloodhound." + +"In the advancement of her scheme, do you believe her capable of +committing a theft?" + +"What do you denominate a theft?" + +The piercing black eyes of the lawyer were fixed with increased +interest upon the clergyman. + +"Precisely what every honest man means by the term. If Mrs. Orme +resolved to possess a certain paper to which she had been denied +access, do you think she would hesitate to break into a house, open a +secret drawer, and steal the contents?" + +"Not unless she had a legal right to the document, which was unjustly +withheld from her, and even then my knowledge of the lady's character +inclines me to believe that she would hesitate, and resort to other +means." + +"You consider her strictly honest and truthful?" + +"I am possessed of no facts that lead me to indulge a contrary +opinion. Suppose you state the case?" + +Briefly Mr. Hargrove narrated the circumstances attending his last +interview with Regina's mother, and the loss of the tin box, dwelling +in conclusion upon the perplexing fact that in the recent letter +received from her relative to her daughter's removal to the +parsonage, Mrs. Orme had implored him to carefully preserve the +license he had retained as the marriage certificate in her possession +might not be considered convincing proof, should litigation ensue. He +could not understand the policy of this appeal, nor reconcile its +necessity with his conviction that she had stolen the license. + +Joining his scholarly white hands with the tips of his fingers +forming a cone, Mr. Palma leaned back in his chair and listened, +while no hint of surprise or incredulity found expression in his +cold, imperturbable face. When the recital was ended, he merely +inclined his head. + +"Do you not regard this as strong evidence against her? Be frank, Mr. +Palma." + +"It is merely circumstantial. Write to Mr. Orme, inform her of the +loss of the license, and I think you will find that she is as +innocent of the theft as you or I. I know she went to Europe +believing that the final proof of her marriage was in your keeping; +for in the event of her death, while abroad, she has empowered me to +demand that paper from you, and to present it with certain others in +a court of justice." + +"I wish I could see it as you do. I hope it will some day be +satisfactorily cleared up, but meanwhile I must indulge a doubt. On +one point at least my mind is at rest; this little girl is +unquestionably the child of the man who married her mother, for I +have never seen so remarkable a likeness as she bears to him." + +He sighed heavily, and patted the shaggy head which Bioern had some +time before laid unheeded on his knee. + +During the brief silence that ensued the lawyer gazed out of the +window, through which floated the spicy messages of carnations, and +the fainter whispers of pale cream-hearted Noisette roses; then he +rose and put both hands in his pockets. + +"Dr. Hargrove, you and I have been--with, I believe, equal +reluctance--forced into the same boat, and since _bongre malgre_ we +must voyage for a time together, in the interest of this unfortunate +child, candour becomes us both. Men of my profession sometimes resort +to agencies that the members of yours usually shrink from. I too was +once very sceptical concerning the truth of Mrs. Orme's fragmentary +story, for it was the merest _disjecta membra_ which she entrusted to +me, and my credulity declined to honour her heavy drafts. To satisfy +myself, I employed a shrewd female detective to 'shadow' the pretty +actress for nearly a year, and her reports convinced me that my +client, whilst struggling with Napoleonic ambition and pertinacity to +attain the zenith of success in her profession, was as little +addicted to coquetry as the statue of Washington in Union Square, or +the steeple of Trinity Church; and that in the midst of flattery and +adulation she was the same proud, cold, suffering, almost +broken-hearted wife she had always appeared in her conferences with +me. Induging this belief, I have accepted the joint guardianship of +her daughter, on condition that whenever it becomes necessary to +receive her under my immediate protection, I shall be made +acquainted with her real name." + +"Thank you, my dear sir, for your frankness, which I would most +joyfully reciprocate, were I not bound by a promise to make no +revelations until she gives me permission, or her death unseals my +lips. I hope you fully comprehend my awkward position. There is a +conspiracy to defraud her and her child of their social and legal +rights, and I fear both will be victimized; but she insists that +secrecy will deliver her from the snares of her enemies. I suppose +you are aware that General----" + +He paused, and bit his lip, and again the lawyer's handsome mouth +disclosed his perfect teeth. + +"There is no mischief in your dropped stitch; I shall not pick it up. +I know that Mrs. Orme's husband is in Europe, and I was assured that +motives of a personal character induced her to make certain +professional engagements in England and upon the Continent. I am not +enthusiastic, and rarely venture prophecies, but I shall be much +disappointed if her Richelieu tactics do not finally triumph." + +"Can you tell me why she does not openly bring suit against her +husband for bigamy?" + +"Simply because she has been informed that the policy of the defence +would be to at once attack her reputation, which she seems to guard +with almost morbid sensitiveness on account of her daughter. She has +been warned of the dangerous consequences of a suit, but if forced to +extremities will hazard it; hence I bide my time." + +He threw back his lordly head, and his brilliant eyes seemed to +dilate, as though the suggestion of the suit stirred his pulse, as +the breath of carnage and the din of distant battle that of the +war-horse, panting for the onward dash. + +A species of human petrel,--a juridic _Procellaria Pelagica_ +whose _habitat_ was the court-house,--Erle Palma lived amid the +ceaseless surges of litigation, watching the signs of rising tempests +in human hearts, plunging in defiant exultation where the billows +rode highest, never so elated as when borne triumphantly upon the +towering crest of some conquering wave of legal _finesse_, or +impassioned invective, and rarely saddened in the flush of victory by +the pale spectres of strangled hope, fortune, or reputation which +float in the _debris_ of the wrecks that almost every day drift +mournfully away from the precincts of courts of justice. + +The striking of the clock caused him to draw out his watch and +compare the time. + +"I believe the regular train does not leave V---- until night, but +the conductor told me I might catch an excursion train bound south, +and due here about half-past one o'clock. It is necessary for me to +return with as little delay as possible, and after I have spoken to +Regina I must hasten to the depot You will find my address pencilled +on the card, and I presume Mrs. Orme has given you hers. Should you +desire to confer with me at any time relative to the child, I shall +promptly respond to your letters, but have no leisure to spend in +looking after her. The semiannual remittance shall not be neglected, +and Regina has a package for you containing money for contingent +expenses." + +They entered the hall, and found the little stranger sitting alone on +the lowest step of the stairway, where Mrs. Lindsay had left her, +while she went to prepare luncheon for the travellers. She was very +quiet, bore no visible traces of tears, but the tender lips wore a +piteously sad expression of heroically repressed grief, and the +purlish shadows under her solemn blue eyes rendered them more than +ever--pleadingly beautiful. + +As the two gentlemen stood before her she rose, and caught her +breath, pressing one little palm over her heart, while the other +grasped the balustrade. + +"Don't you think, dear, that you ought to be well cared for, when you +have two guardians--two adopted fathers, Mr. Palma and I--to watch +over you? We both intend that you shall be the happiest little girl +in the State. Will you help us?" + +"I will try to be good." + +Her voice was very low, but steady, as if she realized she was making +a compact. + +"Then I know we shall all succeed." + +Mr. Hargrove walked to the front door, and the lawyer put on his hat +and came back to the steps. + +"Regina, I have explained to you that I brought you here because your +mother so directed me, and I believe Dr. Hargrove will be a kind, +good friend. Little one, I do not like to leave you so soon among +strangers, but it cannot be helped. Will you be contented and happy?" + +There was singular emphasis in her reply. + +"I shall never complain to you, Mr. Palma." + +"Because you think I would not 'Sympathize with you? I am not a man +given to soft words, nor am I accustomed to deal with children, but +indeed I should be annoyed if I thought you were unhappy here." + +"Then you must not be annoyed at all." + +His quick nervous laugh seemed to startle her unpleasantly, for she +shrank closer to the balustrade. + +"How partial you are, preferring Dr. Hargrove already, and flying +into his arms at sight! Do you wish to make me jealous?" + +His eyes gleamed mischievously, and he saw the blood rising in her +white cheeks. + +"Dr. Hargrove opened his arms to me, because he saw how miserable I +was." + +"If I should chance to open mine, do you think that by any accident +you would rush into them?" + +"You know you would never have dreamed of doing such a thing. Are you +going away now?" + +"In a moment. If you get into trouble, or need anything, will you +write to me? Remember, I am your mother's friend." + +"Is not Mr. Hargrove also?" + +"Certainly." + +He took her hands, and bending down looked kindly into the delicate +lovely face. + +"Good-bye, Regina." + +"Good-bye, Mr. Palma." + +"I hope, little girl, that we shall always be friends." + +"You are very good to wish it. Thank you for taking care of me. +Because you are my mother's best friend, I shall pray for you every +night." + +His sternly moulded lips twitched with some strange passing +reminiscence of earlier years, but the emotion vanished, and, +pressing her hands gently, he turned and went down the walk leading +to the gate. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +"Please let me come in, and help you." + +Regina knocked timidly at the door of the parsonage guest's chamber, +and Mrs. Lindsay answered from within: + +"Come in? Of course you may, but what help do you imagine you can +render, you useless piece of prettiness? Shall I set you on the +mantlepiece between the china kittens, and the glass lambs, right +under the sharp nose of my grandmother's portrait, where her great +solemn eyes will keep you in order? Whence do all those delectable +odours come? Are you a walking _sachet?_" + +She was kneeling before an open drawer of the bureau, methodically +arranging sundry garments, and, pausing in the task, looked over her +shoulder at the girl who stood near, holding her hands behind her. + +"I am sure I could help you, if I were only allowed to try. I am +quite a large girl now, more than a year older than when I came here, +and Hannah has taught me to do ever so many things. She says I will +be a famous cook some day. You didn't know that I made up the Sally +Lunn for tea?" + +"What an ambitious bit of majesty you are! You wish to reign in the +kitchen, rule in the poultry yard, and now presume to invade my +province--my special kingdom of making things ready for the Bishop? +Have you been anointing yourself with a whole vial of Lubin's extract +of--Ah!--delicious--what is it?" + +"Whatever it may be, will you let me fix it to suit myself on the +Bishop's bureau?" + +"No, you impertinent, wily Delilah in short clothes! I never promise +in the dark; show it to me first, and then perhaps I may negotiate +with you. You know as well as I do that the Bishop dearly loves +perfumes, and if I should generously concede you the privilege of +presenting 'sweet-smelling savours' unto him you might some day +depose me--and I wish you distinctly to understand that I intend to +reign over him as long as I live; not an inch of territory shall you +filch." + +Regina held up her hands, displaying in one several feathery sprays +of Belgian honeysuckle, with half of its petals pearl, half of the +palest pink; in the other a bunch of double violets of the rarest +shade of delicate lilac, so unusual in the floral kingdom. + +"You should be called 'Mab,' and ride about the world on a butterfly, +or a streak of moonshine. How did you coax or conjure that +honeysuckle into blooming before its appointed time?" + +"Here are three pieces, two for the Bishop, and one for you. May I +fasten it in your hair?" + +"You recite a lesson in history every day, don't you?" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"Have you come to the Salem-witches yet?" + +"Not yet. What has my history to do with this honeysuckle?" + +"When you study metaphysics and begin the chase after that +psychological fox--the-law-of-association-of-ideas, you will +understand. Meanwhile, thank your stars, dear, that you did not live +in Massachusetts some years ago, or you would certainly nave gone to +heaven in the shape of smoke. How you stare, you white owl! As if you +thought St. Vitus had rented my tongue for a dancing-saloon. It is +all because the Bishop is coming. My blessed Bishop! Yes, put the +handsomest spray in my hair, and then, if you make me look young and +very pretty, you may do as you like with the others." + +Still kneeling, she inclined her head, while Regina twisted the +wreath around the coil of neatly braided hair. Then, kissing the girl +lightly on her cheek, Mrs. Lindsay closed the drawer and rose. +Drawing a silver cup from her pocket, Regina filled it with water, +placed it close to the mirror, and proceeded to arrange the violets +and honeysuckle. Stepping back to inspect the effect, she folded her +hands and smiled. + +"Mrs. Lindsay, tell him I gathered them for him, because he was kind +to me when I came here a stranger, and I wish to thank him. When he +is at home it seems always summer-time, don't you think so?" + +The mother's eyes filled, and, laying a hand on the girl's head, she +answered: + +"Yes, dear, he is my sunshine, and my summer-time." + +"How long will he stay with us?" + +"He could not say positively when his last letter was written, but I +hope to keep him several months. You know it is possible he may be +forced to go to England, in order to complete some of his studies +before--oh, Regina! could we bear to have two oceans swelling between +our Bishop and us?" + +"Why, then, will you let him go?" + +"Can I help it?" + +"You are his mother, and he would never disobey you." + +"But he is a man, and I cannot tie him to my apron strings as I do my +bunch of keys. I must not stand in the way, and prevent him from +doing his duty." + +"I suppose I don't yet know everything about such matters, but I +should think it was his duty first to please you. How devoted he is +to 'duty'? It must be horrible to leave all one loves, and go out to +India among the heathens." + +"Pray, what do you know about the heathens?" said a manly voice, and +instantly two strong arms gathered the pair in a cordial embrace. + +"My son! You stole a march upon me! Oh, Douglass, I never was half so +glad to see you as now!" + +"If you do not stop crying, I shall feel tempted to doubt you. Tears +are so unusual in your eyes that I shall be disposed to regard your +welcome as equivocal." + +He kissed her on cheek and lips, and added: + +"Regina, can't you contrive to say you are a little glad to see me?" + +There was no reply, and, turning to look for her, he found she had +vanished. + +"Queer little thing, she has gone without a word, though she insisted +on dressing her silver cup with those flowers, which she thought +would suggest to you her gratitude for your numerous little acts of +kindness. Have you seen your uncle?" + +"Yes, mother, I stopped a few moments at the church, where he is +engaged with one of the committee. Uncle Peyton is not looking well. +Has he been sick?" + +"He has suffered a good deal with his throat since you left us, and +now and then I notice he coughs. He is overworked, and now that you +can fill his pulpit he will have an opportunity to rest. Oh, my son! +in every respect your visit is a blessing." + +Leaning her head on his breast, she looked up with proud and almost +adoring tenderness, and, drawing his face down to hers, held it +close, kissing him with that intense clinging fervour which only +mother-love kindles. + +"Does my little mother know that she is spoiling her boy by inches; +making a nursery darling, instead of a hardy soldier of him? You are +weaving silken bonds to fasten me more securely here, when you ought +rather to aid me in snapping the fetters of affection, habit, and +association. Come, be so good as to brush the dust out of my hair, +while you tell me everything about everybody, which you have failed +to write during these long months of absence." + +For some time they talked of family matters, of occurrences in V----, +of some invidious and unkind remarks, some caustic personal +criticisms upon the pastor's household affairs, which had emanated +from Mrs. Prudence Potter, a widowed member of the congregation, who +had once rashly dreamed of presiding over the clerical hearth as Mrs. +Peyton Hargrove, and having failed to possess her kingdom had become +a merciless spy upon all that happened in the forbidden realm. + +"Poor Mrs. Prue! what a warfare exists between her name and her +character. She should petition the legislature to allow her to be +called--Mrs. Echidna! My son, I think modern civilization will remain +incomplete, will not perform its mission, until it relieves society +from the depredations of these scorpions, by colonizing them where +they will expend their poison without dangerous results. If sting +they must, let it be among themselves. If I were lunatic enough to +desire to vote, I should spend my franchise in favour of a 'Gossip +Reservation'--somewhere close to the Great Western Desert, to which +the disappointed widows, spiteful old maids, and snarling dyspeptic +bachelors of this much-suffering generation should be relegated for +domiciliation and reform. Freedom serves America much as AEsop's stork +did the frogs: we are appallingly free to be devoured by envy, +stabbed by calumny, strangled by slander. I believe if I were a +painter, and desired to portray Cleopatra's death, I would assuredly +give to the asp the baleful features and sneering smirk of Mrs. +Prudence. Every Sunday when she twists those two curls on her +forehead till they lift themselves like horns, puts up her +eye-glasses and pays her respects to our pew, I catch myself +whispering '_Cerastes!_' and wishing that I were only the _camera_ +of a photographer." + +"Take care, mother! would you accept a homestead in your contemplated +'Reservation'?" + +She pinched his ear. + +"Don't presume, sir, to preach to me. Really, I often wonder how +Peyton can force himself to smile and parry the vinegar cruets that +woman throws at him in the shape of observations upon the 'rapid +decline of evangelical piety,' and the 'sadly backslidden nature' of +the clergy." + +"Because he is the very best man in the world, and faithfully +practises what he preaches--Christian charity. What is Mrs. Pru's +latest grievance?" + +"That Peyton does not admit her to his confidence, and supply her +with all the particulars of Regina's history and family, which he +withholds even from you and me, and about which we should never dream +of catechizing him. In a better cause, her bold effrontery would be +sublime. Fortunately she was absent in Vermont for some months after +the child came, and curiosity had subsided into indifference until +she returned,--when lo! a geyser of righteous anxiety and suspicion +boiled up in the congregation, and wellnigh scalded us. What do you +suppose she blandly asked me one day, in the child's presence? 'Were +not Mr. Hargrove's friends mistaken in believing he had never +married?' Now I contend that the law of the land should indict for +just such cruel and wicked innuendoes, because these social crimes +that the statutes do not reach work almost as much mischief and +misery as those offences against public peace which the laws declare +penal. I confess Mrs. Potter is my _bete-noire_, and I feel as no +doubt Paul did when he wrote to Timothy: 'Alexander the coppersmith +did me much evil; the Lord reward him according to his works.'" + +"Mother, what reply did you make to her? I can imagine you towering +like Mrs. Siddons." + +"You may be sure I unmasked a battery. I looked straight into her +little faded grey eyes, which straggle away from each other as if +ashamed of their mutual ferret experiences,--for you know one looks +out so, and one turns always up,--and I answered, that my brother had +been exceedingly fortunate, as, notwithstanding the numerous +matrimonial nets adroitly spread for him, he had escaped, like the +Psalmist, 'as a bird out of the snare of the fowlers,' and fled for +safety unto the mountain of celibacy. Bishop, if the new school of +science lack the link that binds us to the ophidian type, I can +furnish a thoroughly 'developed' specimen of an 'evolved' Melusina; +for Mrs. Pru's ancestors must have been not very remotely, +cobra-capellos. Such a chronic blister as she is keeps up more +inflammation in a church than all the theology at Andover can cool. +As for general society here in V----, she damages it more than all +the three hundred foxes of Samson did the corn-fields, vineyards, +and olives of the Philistines. What are you laughing at?" + +"The ludicrous dismay that will seize you when the constablery of +your progressive civilization notify you that you must emigrate to +the Gossip and Slander Reservation. Poor Mrs. Prudence Potter! from +my earliest recollection she has been practising archery upon the +target of her neighbours' characters, and she seeks social martyrdom +as diligently as Sir Galahad hunted the Sangreal. In the form of +ostracism, I think she is certainly reaping her reward. Mother, let +her rest." + +"With all my heart! ''tis a consummation devoutly to be wished;' but +that is just the last thing she proposes, until the muscles of her +tongue and eyes are paralyzed. Rest indeed! Did you ever see a hyena +caged in a menagerie? Did you ever know it to rest for an instant +from its snarling, snapping, grinning round? My son, I would not for +my right hand malign or injure her, but how can I sincerely indulge +charitable reflections concerning a person who has so persistently +persecuted your uncle?" + +"Then, dear little mother, do not think of her at all. Be assured her +ill-natured shafts will fall as blunt and harmless upon the noble +well-tried armour of my uncle's Christian character, as a bombardment +of cambric needles against the fortress of Cronstadt. How rapidly +Regina has grown, since she came among us? Her complexion is perfect. +Is she the same straightforward, guileless child I left her?" + +"Unchanged except in the rapid expansion of her mind, which develops +surprisingly. She is the most mature child I have ever met, and I +presume it is attributable to the fact that she has never been thrown +with children, and having always associated with older persons, has +insensibly imbibed their staid thoughts, and adopted their quiet +ways. I should not be more astonished to see my prim puritanical +grandmother yonder step down from the frame, and turn a somersault on +the carpet, or indulge in leap-frog, than to find Regina guilty of +any boisterous hoidenish behaviour, or unrefined, undignified +language. If she had been born on the _Mayflower_, raised on Plymouth +Rock, and fed three times a day on the 'Blue Laws' of Connecticut, +she could not possibly have proved a more eminently 'proper' child. +Even Hannah, who you may recollect was so surly, harsh, and +suspicious when she first came here, and who really has as little +cordiality or enthusiasm in her nature as a gridiron or a +rolling-pin, seems now to be completely devoted to her; as nearly +infatuated as one of her flinty temperament can be,--and who conquers +old Hannah's heart--you will admit--must be wellnigh perfect." + +"Does my uncle continue to teach her?" + +"Yes, and I think it is one of his greatest pleasures. She is +ambitious and studious, and Peyton is never too weary to explain +whatever puzzles her. She is exceedingly fond of him, and he said +last week that she was his 'Jabez;' he had received her so +reluctantly, and she proved such a comfort and blessing?" + +"I presume her mother writes to her occasionally?" + +"Regularly every fortnight she receives a letter. Sometimes for days +after Regina looks perplexed and sorrowful, but she never divulges +the contents. Once, about two months ago, I found her lying on the +rug in her own room, with her face in her hands, and her mother's +last letter beside her. I asked if she had received any bad news, for +I knew she was crying in her quiet way, and she looked up, and said +in a tone that was really piteous: 'There is nothing new. It is +always the same old thing!--she does not know yet when she can come, +and I must be good and patient. Oh, Mrs. Lindsay! I am so hungry to +see my mother! When I look at her picture, I feel as if I would be +willing to die if I could only kiss her, and hear her say once more, +"My baby! My darling!" Last night I dreamed she took me in her arms +and hugged me tight, and looked at me as she used to do when she came +to the convent, and said, "Papa's own baby! Papa's poor stray lamb!" +Mrs. Lindsay, when I waked I had the pillow in my arms, and was +kissing it.' Now, Douglass, it is a great mystery how a mother could +voluntarily separate herself from such a child as Regina. I asked her +to show me the picture, and she cried a good deal, and said: 'I have +often wished to show it to you, but she says I must let no one see +it. Oh! she is so beautiful! Lovelier than the Madonnas in the +Chapels; only she always has tears in her eyes. I never saw her when +she did not weep. Mrs. Lindsay, help me to be good, teach me to be +smart in everything, that I may be some comfort to my mother.' The +saddest feature in the whole affair is, that Regina begins to suspect +there is some discreditable mystery about her mother and herself; but +Peyton says it is marvellous how delicately she treats the subject. +She came home one day from Sunday school and told him that Mrs. +Prudence asked her in the presence, of her class how her mother could +afford to dress her in such costly clothes; and whether she had ever +seen her father? Peyton wished to know what reply she made, and she +said her answer was: 'Mrs. Potter, if I were you and you were Regina +Orme, I think I would have my tongue cut out, before it should ask +you such questions.' Then Peyton told me she looked at him as if she +were reading his secret soul, and added; 'It is hard not to +understand everything, but I will be patient, for mother writes that +some day I shall know all; and no matter what people say--no matter +how strange things may seem--I will believe in my mother, as I +believe in God!' Most girls of her age would be curious to discover +what is concealed from her, but although your uncle thinks she is +uncertain whether her father be living or dead, she carefully shuns +all reference to the subject. There is the doorbell! Hannah will let +somebody in before I can fly down and tell her to excuse me. How +stupid of people not to know that my Bishop has come! Oh dear! it is +Mrs. Cartney, and she has come for the aprons I promised to make for +the Asylum children, and they have not been touched! Yes, Hannah, I +am coming. Why didn't you say I was engaged with my son?" + +She disappeared, and after awhile Douglass Lindsay went down to the +library, and thence through the door opening upon two steps that led +into the garden. + +It was one of those rare golden-aired days that sometimes break over +the bleak brows of brawling March in sunny prophecy of yet distant +summer; windless days, when rime and haze are equally unknown, and +tender fingers of the timid spring, lifting the shrouding sod, +advance tendril and leaf and bud as heralds of the annual +resurrection. Double daffodils stood erect and conspicuous like +commissioned officers along the line of yellow jonquils that bordered +the walks, and snowy narcissus and purple and rose hyacinths made a +fragrant mosaic over which the brown bees swung, and hummed their +ceaseless hymn--_laborare est orare_. Following the winding path that +led to the palings which shut out the poultry realm, the young +minister leaned against the gate, overshadowed by a tall lilac, and +looked across at the feathered folk, of which from boyhood he had +been particularly fond. + +In the centre of the enclosure was a handsome pigeon-house, circular +in form, and easily accessible by a flight of steps, while upon the +top of a cupola that sprung from the roof was built a small but +prettily painted martin's home, in the quaint shape of the ark as we +find it in Scriptural illustrations. Throughout the length and +breadth of the Continent, probably no other mere _amateur_ fowl +fancier possessed such a collection as Mr. Hargrove had patiently and +gradually gathered from various sources. The peculiarity consisted in +the whiteness of the fowls;--turkeys, guineas, geese, ducks, English +Pile, Leghorn, Brahma chickens all spotlessly pure, while the pigeons +resembling drifting snow-flakes,--and the pheasants gleamed like +silver. + +Upon one of the steps of the columbary sat Regina, with a basket of +mixed grain by her side, and in her lap a pair of white rabbits which +she was feeding with celery and cabbage leaves. At her feet stood two +beautiful Chinese geese, whose golden bills now and then approached +the edge of the basket, or encroached upon the rabbits' evening meal. +The girl was bareheaded, and the fading sunshine lingered lovingly +upon the glossy hair and delicate lovely face which had lost naught +of the purity that characterized it eighteen months before, while +during that time she had grown much taller, and gave promise of +attaining unusual height and symmetry. + +The dress of Marie-Louise blue merino was relieved at the throat by a +neatly crimped ruffle, and, as in days of yore, she wore the white +apron with pretty pockets, and ruffled bands passing over her +shoulders and down to the belt behind, where broad strings of linen +were looped into a bow. Her abundant hair was plaited in two long +thick braids, and passed twice around her head, forming a jet +coronal, and imparting a peculiarly classic contour. + +There was in this quiet fowlyard scene something so innocent, so +peaceful, that it was inexpressibly soothing and attractive to the +man who stood beneath the lilac boughs, jaded with unremitting study, +and laden with wearying schemes of future labour. Douglass Lindsay +was only twenty-five, but the education and habits of a theological +student had stamped a degree of gravity on his handsome face, which +was doubtless enhanced by a slight yet undeniable baldness. + +Closely resembling his mother, except in the brownness of his fine +eyes, his countenance lacked the magnetic warmth and merry shifting +lights that rendered hers so pleasant, yet none who looked earnestly +upon it could doubt for an instant that he would prove a stanch, +faithful, worthy ensign of that Banner of Peace, which Jesus unfurled +among the olive-girdled hills of holy Judea. + +With no leprous taint of bigotry to sully his soul, blur his vision, +or cramp his sphere of action, the broad stream of Christian charity +flowed from his noble, generous heart, sweeping away obstacles that +would have impeded the usefulness of a minister less catholic in +sympathy, more hampered by creed ligaments and denominational +fetters. To an almost womanly tenderness and susceptibility regarding +the sufferings of his fellow-creatures, he united an inflexible +adherence to the dictates of justice and the rigorous promptings of +conscience; and while devoutly yielding allegiance solely to the +Triune God, to whose service he had reverently dedicated his young +life, there were times when in almost ascetic self-abnegation he +unconsciously bowed down to that stem-lipped, stony Teraph who, +under the name of "Duty," sat a cowled and shrouded idol in the +secret oratory of his unselfish heart. Are there not seasons when +even the most orthodox wonder whether the _Dii Involuti_ passed away +for ever, with the _paterae_ and _fibulae_ that once rendered service +in the classic shades of Chusium and Monte-pulciana? + +Scholarly in tastes, neither Mr. Lindsay's habits nor inclination led +him often into the flowery mazes of fashionable society, but, +standing upon the verge of Vanity Fair, he had looked curiously down +at the feverish whirl, the gilded shams, the maddening, murderous +conflict for place,--the empty mocking pageantry of the victorious, +the sickening despair and savage irony of the legions of the +defeated; and after the roar and shout and moan of the social +maelstrom, as presented in the great city where his studies had been +pursued, it was pleasant this afternoon to watch the fluttering white +creatures that surrounded that calm beautiful child, and to listen to +the soft cooing of the innocent lovers in the dovecote above her. + +Opening the latticed gate he walked toward the group, and lifting the +basket, sat down on the steps. + +"Why did you not wait, and invite me to come out and inspect your +pretty pets?" + +"I thought your mother could not spare you this first afternoon, she +had so much to say to you; but I am very glad you have not quite +forgotten us. Do you see how tall the China geese have grown? When +the gander stretches his neck he can touch my shoulder with his bill. +Isn't he beautiful?" + +"Decidedly the handsomest gander of my acquaintance. When I went away +you were trying to find a name for him. Did you succeed?" + +"Yes, I call him Alcibiades." + +"Why? Do you wish to insult the memory of the great Athenian?" + +"I wish to compliment him, because he was so graceful and beautiful, +and was so fond of birds he carried them about in his bosom. My +Alcibiades is so good-natured he never fights or hisses at my +pigeons, and just now one of them lighted on his back, and picked up +the barley that had fallen on his feathers. Mr. Hargrove promises me +that just as soon as I can make money enough to pay the brickmason, +he will have a large cemented basin built near the pump, where the +geese and ducks can swim about every day." + +"How do you propose to make money?" asked Douglass, lifting one of +the rabbits into his lap, and offering it a crisp morsel of celery. + +"Don't you know that I sell the eggs? Those of the white guineas +bring three dollars a dozen, and I could sell more of the white +turkeys, at the same price, than we can spare. Our new pigeon palace +was paid for entirely out of the poultry money." + +"Who keeps the poultry book? Have you at last learned to multiply +fractions?" + +She looked up, smiling into his laughing eyes. + +"Mr. Lindsay, I am not so stupid as when you tried so hard to explain +that sum to me. I keep the account, and your uncle examines it once a +week. He says it will teach me to be accurate in my figures." + +"What did you pay for your rabbits? I have a pair of Angolas for you, +but the man from whom I bought them advised me not to remove them +until all danger of cold weather had passed, as they are quite +young." + +"Thank you, Mr. Lindsay. You are very kind to remember that I wished +for them last year. I did not buy these----" + +She raised the rabbit from her apron, and rubbed her cheek against +its soft fur, then added in a lower and touching tone: + +"My mother sent them to me. I can't tell how she found out that of +all things I wished most to have them, but you know, sir, that +mothers seem inspired, they always understand what is in their +children's hearts and minds, and need no telling. So I love these +more than all my pets; they are the latest message from my mother." + +She held out her hand, and interpreting the expression in her superb +eyes, he placed the other rabbit in her arms, and for a moment she +pressed them close. + +"I must shut them up until to-morrow, or the owls might make a supper +of them, as happened to some the Sisters kept at the convent." + +She opened the door of a wired apartment beneath the pigeon-house, +where in an adjoining division the pheasants were settling upon their +perch, and carefully deposited the bouncing furry creatures on a bed +of wheat straw. + +"Mr. Lindsay, the fowls are all going to roost, and you must wait +till morning to see the squabs, and broods of Brahmas and Leghorns. +They look like snowballs rolling about after their food." + +As she locked up the grain, and balanced the key on her fingers, her +companion said: + +"I must persuade Uncle Peyton to get some black Spanish, and a few +Poland chickens." + +"Oh no! We don't want any black things; if they laid a dozen eggs a +day they could not come here. We never raise a fowl that has coloured +feathers; all our beauties must be like snow." + +"I see you have converted my uncle to your pet doctrine, and before +long I suppose you will persuade him to sell his pretty bay, and buy +a white pony?" + +"No, sir, I like 'Sultan' too well to care much about his colour, and +beside, Mr. Hargrove is attached to him. There is one thing we both +want very much indeed, and that is a white Ava cow. Your uncle read +me a description of those cattle last week, and said when you went to +the East he would ask you to try and send him one." + +As he looked down at her perfect face, then at one of the doves that +had perched on her shoulder, and thought of treacherous swart Sepoys, +of Bengal tigers, of all the tangled work that lay before him in +Hindoostan jungles, a shadow fell over the young man's brow, and a +dull pain seemed to tighten the valves of his heart. Just then his +appointed lot in the Master's vineyard did not smile as alluringly as +the sunny slopes of Eschol; but he put aside the contrast. + +"Regina, I saw Mr. Palma in New York." + +"I hope he is well." + +"He certainly looked so. Among other things, he asked if the art of +writing had been altogether omitted in your education. I told him I +was unacquainted with your accomplishments in that line, as I had +written you two letters which remained unanswered." + +"But your mother thanked you for them in my name." + +"Which was very sweet and good in my dear mother, but questionably +courteous in you. Mr. Palma sent you a present." + +"He is very kind indeed, but if I am expected to write and thank him, +I would much rather not receive it." + +"Do you dislike him?" + +"How could I dislike my mother's best friend? I daresay he has a good +heart--of course he must have; but whenever I think of him I feel a +queer chill creep to my very finger-tips, as if the north wind blew +hard upon me, or an iceberg sailed by." + +"Guess what he sent you." + +"A copybook, pen, and ink?" + +"He is too polished a gentleman to punish you so severely. Come and +let me show you his gift." + +He led the way to the gallery at the rear of the house, and here they +found Mr. Hargrove and Mrs. Lindsay admiring a young Newfoundland +dog, which was chained to the balusters. + +"Look, Regina! it is a waddling snow-bank! So round, so soft and +white! Did he come from Nova Zembla, or Hammerfest, or directly from +'Greenland's icy mountains'?" + +"Mr. Palma looked all over New York and Brooklyn before he found a +pure white dog to suit him. It seems he knew Regina's fondness for +snowy pets, and this is the only Newfoundland I have ever seen who +had not even a dark hair. Mr. Palma put this handsome collar and +chain upon him, and asked me to bring him to Regina. He will be very +large when grown; now he is only a few months old." + +Regina softly patted the woolly head, and her eyes glistened with +delight. + +"How did Mr. Palma guess that I wanted a dog?" + +"He requested me to suggest something that would please you, and I +told him that all at the parsonage were grieving over the death of +poor old Bioern. He immediately decided to send you a dog, and this is +a noble sagacious creature." + +"What is his name?" + +"That is left entirely to your taste; but I hope you will not go all +the way to Greece to find a title, as you did for your classic +gander." + +"Then I will call him whatever Mr. Hargrove likes best." + +As she spoke Regina nestled her fingers into the pastor's hand, and +he smiled down into her radiant face. + +"My dear child, exercise your own preference. Have you no choice?" + +"None." + +"Suppose you name him 'Erl-King' in compliment to Mr. Palma?" + +"I should never dare to call him that; it would seem impertinent. He +is such a splendid dog, I should like a fine, uncommon, grand name +out of some of Mr. Hargrove's learned books." + +"Oh don't, Regina! It will be positively cruel to turn Peyton loose +among his folios, and invite him to afflict that innocent orphaned +brute with some dreadful seven-syllabled abomination, which he will +convince you is Arabic, or Sanscrit, classic or mediaeval, Gaelic, +Finnish or Norse, but which I warn you will serve your jaws (more +elegant form--'maxillary bones') very much as an attack of mumps +would, and will torture the victim into hydrophobia. Be pitiful, and +say Teazer, Tiger, Towser, but don't throw the sublime nomenclature +of the classics literally to the dogs!" + +"Now, mother, I protest against your infringement of Uncle Peyton's +accorded rights. Be quiet, please, and let him give Regina a few +historic names, from which she can select one." + +Douglass passed his arm over Mrs. Lindsay's shoulder, and both +watched the eager intent face which the girl lifted to the pastor. + +He took off his glasses, wiped them with the end of his coat, and, +readjusting them on his nose, addressed himself to his ward. + +"There is an East Indian tradition that a divinely appointed +greyhound guards the golden herds of stars and sunbeams for the Lord +of Heaven, and collects the nourishing rain-clouds as the celestial +cows to the milking-place. That greyhound was called _Sarama_. Will +that suit you?" + +She shook her head. + +"The Greeks tell us of a dog which was kept in the temple of +AEsculapius at Athens, and on one occasion when a robber entered and +stole the gold and silver treasures from the altar, the dog followed +him for several days and nights, until the thief, who could neither +beat him away nor persuade him to eat meat, was captured and carried +back to Athens. Now, dear, this was a very shrewd and courageous +animal, and his name was Capparus." + +"Why did not his owner change it for something handsome, after he +performed such service?" + +Regina spoke dubiously, and looked down at the new pet, who wagged +his plumy tail as if to deprecate the punishment of such a title. + +"When Pyrrhus died, his favourite and devoted dog refused to stir +from the body, but when it was carried out of the house he leaped +upon the bier, and finally sprang into the funeral pile, and was +burned alive with his master's remains. This exceedingly faithful +creature was Astus." + +"Mr. Hargrove, are all the classic names so ugly?" + +"I am afraid the little girl's ear is not sufficiently cultivated to +appreciate them. I will try once more. The Welsh Prince Llewellyn had +a noble deerhound, whom he trusted to watch the cradle of his baby +boy while he himself was absent. One day returning home, he found the +cradle upset and empty, the clothes and the dog's mouth dripping with +blood. Concluding that the hound had devoured the child, the father +drew his sword and slew the dog, but a moment after the cry of the +babe from behind the cradle showed him his boy was alive. Looking +around, the prince discovered the body of a huge wolf, which had +entered the house to attack and devour the child, but which had been +kept off and killed by this brave dog, who was named Gillert." + +Fearing from the expression of the girl's eloquent face, that Wales +would win the game, Mrs. Lindsay exclaimed with an emphasis that made +the dog prick up his ears: + +"_Gwrach y Rhibyn_--be merciful! The poor wretch looks as if he were +ready to howl at the bare mention of such a heathen, fabulous name. +Anything would be an improvement on the Welsh--Cambyses, +Sardanapalus, are euphonic in comparison. + +"Mr. Hargrove, I am much obliged to you for your goodness in telling +me so much about celebrated dogs, and if the queer names sound any +sweeter to me after I am well educated, and grow learned, I will take +one of them; but just now I believe would rather call my dog Hero." + +"Regina Orme! you benighted innocent! Don't make Peyton's hair rise +with horror at your slaughter of the 'unities.' Why, my dear, Hero +was a young lady who lived in Sestos a few thousand years ago, and +was not considered a model of prudent behaviour, even then." + +"Are not brave noble men called heroes? Did not Mr. Hargrove say last +week that Philo Smith was a hero, when he jumped into the mill-pond +and saved Lemuel Martin from drowning? Does not my history call +Leonidas a hero? I don't know exactly who the 'unities' are, but +until I learn more I intend to call my dog Hero. To me it seems to +mean everything I wish him to be--good, faithful, brave, grand, and I +shall call him Hero. Come along, Hero, and get some supper." + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +"Mrs. Orme, now that you are comfortable in your wrapper and +slippers, let me take down your hair, and then I will bring you a cup +of tea; not the vile lukewarm stuff they give us here, but good +genuine tea made out of my own caddy, that has some strength, and +will build you up. Rehearsals don't often serve you so badly." + +"Thank you, Mrs. Waul, but the tea would only make me more nervous, +and that is a risk I cannot afford to incur. Please raise both +windows, fresh air, even Parisian air, is better for me than anything +else." + +"You have not seemed quite yourself since we came here, and I don't +understand at all why two nights in Paris serve you worse than a +week's acting elsewhere." + +"Have I not told you that I dread above every other ordeal the +critical Parisian audience?" + +"But you passed so successfully through it! Last night the +galleries absolutely thundered, and people seemed half wild with +delight. William says the papers are full of praise." + +Mrs. Waul crossed the room to lay upon the bureau the steel pins she +had taken from her mistress's hair, and the latter muttered audibly: + +"For me the 'ides of March' are come indeed, but not passed." + +"Did you speak to me?" + +"There comes your husband. I hear his slow, heavy step upon the +stairs. Open the door." + +As an elderly white-haired man entered, Mrs. Orme put put her hand. + +"Letters from home, Mr. Waul?" + +"One from America, two from London, and a note from the American +minister." + +"You saw the minister then? Did he give you the papers we shall +require?" + +"He has been sick, I believe, but said he would be at the theatre +to-night, and would call and see you to-morrow." + +"Hear this sentence, good people, from his note: 'Only indisposition +prevented my attendance at the theatre last night to witness the +brilliant triumph of my countrywomen. Since the palmy days of Rachel +I have not heard such extravagant eulogies, and as an American I +proudly and cordially congratulate you----'" + +"Are you going to faint! Stand back, William, and let me bathe her +face with cologne. What is the matter, Mrs. Orme? You shake as if you +had an ague." + +But her mistress sat with eyes fixed upon a line visible only to +herself: "Your countrymen here are very much elated, and to-night I +shall be accompanied by Mr. and Mrs. Cuthbert Laurance, son of +General Rene Laurance, whose wealth and social eminence must have at +least rendered his name familiar to all Americans travelling in +Europe." + +"Be quick, Phoebe, and get her a glass of wine. She has no more +colour in her lips than there is in my white beard." + +"No--give me nothing. I only want rest--quiet." + +She crushed the delicate satin paper in her hand, and rallied her +composure. After a moment she added: + +"A slight faintness, that is all. Mr. Waul, before the curtain rises +to-night, I wish you to ascertain in what portion of the house the +American minister's box is located; write it on a slip of paper and +send it to the dressing-room by your wife. Just now I believe I have +no other commissions. If I do not ring my little bell, do not disturb +me until five o'clock, then bring me a cup of strong coffee. And, +Mrs. Waul, please baste a double row of swan's-down around the neck +and sleeves of the white silk I shall wear to-night. Let no one +disturb me; not even the manager." + +As the husband and wife withdrew, she followed them to the door, +locked it on the inside, and returned to the easy chair. With a +whitening, hardening face she reread the note, and thrust it into one +of the silk pockets of her robe. + +Although nine years had elapsed since we saw her first, in the mellow +lamplight of Mr. Hargrove's library, time had touched her so +daintily, so lovingly, that only two lines were discernible about the +mouth, where habitual compression has set its print; and it would +have been difficult to realize that she was twenty-eight, had not the +treacherous eyes betrayed the gloom, the bitterness, the ceaseless +heartache that filled them with shadows, which prematurely aged the +whole countenance. + +The added years seemed only to have ripened and perfected her +exquisite beauty, but with the rounded smoothness, and the fresh, +pure colouring of youth was mingled a weird indescribable expression +of stern hopelessness, of solemn repose, as if she had deliberately +shaken hands for ever with all that makes life bright and precious, +and were fronting with calm smile and quiet pulses a grim and +desperate conflict, which she well knew could have an end only in +the peace of the pall, that long truce, whose signal is the knell and +the requiem. + +Had she been reared amid the fatalistic influences of Arabia, she +could not have more completely adopted and exemplified the marble +motto: "Despair is a free man; Hope is a slave." For her the rosy +mist that usually hovers over futurity had been swept rudely aside, +the softening glow of the To-Come had been precipitated into a dull, +pitiless leaden ever present, at which she never raved nor railed, +but inflexibly fought on, expecting neither sunshine nor succour, +unappalled and patient as some stony figure of Fate, which chiselled +when the race was young, feels the shrouding sands of centuries +drifting around and over it, but makes no moan over the buried youth, +and watches the approaching night with the same calm, steadfast gaze +that looked upon the starry dawn, and the golden glory of the noon. + +The cautious repression which necessity had long ago rendered +habitual had crystallized into a mask, which even when alone she +rarely laid aside for an instant. In actual life, and among strong +positive natures, the deepest feelings find no vent in the +effervescence of passionate verbal outbreaks, and outside the charmed +precincts of the tragic stage, the world would not tolerate the +raving Hamlets and Othellos, the Macbeths and Medeas, that scowl and +storm and anathematize so successfully in the magic glow of the +footlights. + +To-day, as Madame Odille Orme leaned back in her luxuriously +cushioned chair, she seemed quite as a statue, save the restless +movements of her slender fingers, which twined and intertwined +continually; while the concentrated gaze of the imperial eyes never +stirred from the open window, whence she saw--not Parisian monuments +of civic glory and martial splendour--only her own past, her haunting +skull and cross-bones of the Bygone. Her violet-coloured +dressing-gown was unbuttoned at the throat, exposing the graceful +turn of the neck, and the proud poise of the perfectly modelled head, +from which the shining hair fell like Danae's shower, framing the face +and figure on a back ground as golden as that of some carefully +preserved Byzantine picture. + +At last the heavily fringed lids quivered, drooped, the magnificent +eyes closed as if to shut out some vision too torturing even for +their brave penetrating gaze, and in her rigid whiteness she seemed +some unearthly creature, who had done for ever with feverish life and +the frail toys of time. + +Raising her arms above her head, she rested her clasped hands upon +her brow, and in a low, strangely quiet tone her words dropped like +icicles. + +"It was a groundless fear, that when the long-sought opportunity came +my weak womanish nature would betray me, and I should fail, break +down utterly under the crushing weight of tender memories, sacred +associations. What are they? + +"Three dreamy weeks of delirious wifehood, balanced by thirteen years +of toil, aspersion, hatred, persecution; goaded by want, pursued +ceaselessly by the scorpion scourge whose slanderous lash coiled ever +after my name, my reputation. Three weeks a bride,--unrecognized +as such even then,--twelve years an outcast,--repudiated, +insulted,--mother and child, denied, derided,--cast off as a +serpent's skin!--Ah, memory! thou hast no charm to stir the blackened +ashes in a heart extinguished by the steady sleet of a husband's +repudiation. When love is dead, and regret is decently buried, and +the song of hope is hushed for ever, then revenge mounts the chariot +and gathers the reins in her hands of steel; and beyond the writhing +hearts whose blood dyes her rushing wheels sees only the goal. Some +wise anatomists of that frail yet invincible sphinx--woman's nature, +babble of one weighty fact, one conquering law,--that only the +mother-joy, the mother-love, fully unseals the slumbering sweetness +and latent tenderness of her being; for me, maternity opened the +sluices of a sea of hate and gall. Had I never felt the velvet touch +of tiny fingers on my cheek, a husband's base desertion might in time +have been forgiven, possibly at least, forgotten; but the first wail +from my baby's lips awoke the wolf in me. My wrongs might slumber +till that last assize, when the pitying eyes of Christ sum up the +record, but hers--have made a hungry panther of my soul. Come, +memory, unlock your treasure house, uncoil your spells, chant all +your witching strains, and let us see whether the towers of _Notre +Dame_ will not tremble and dissolve as soon as I?" + +Bending to a trunk near her chair, she unlocked it, and taking out a +_papier-mache_ box, opened it with a small key that hung from her +watch chain, and placed it on the table before her, where she had +thrown the unread letters. Leaning forward, she crossed her arms upon +the marble, and looked down on the contents of the box,--her child's +letters,--her own unanswered appeals in behalf of her babe,--a +photograph of the latter,--and most prominent of all, a large square +ambrotype of a handsome boyish face, with a short curl of black hair +lying inside the case. + +"Idolatrous? Yes all women are, embryo pagans, and the only comfort +is, that when the idol crumbles into clay, mocking our prayers and +offerings, we still worship at the same old shrine, having dusted and +garnished and set thereon--maybe the Furies, which bid fair to +survive the wreck of gods, of creeds, and of time. Like Oenone, we +are all betrayed sooner or later by our rose-lipped Paris,-- + + 'Beautiful Paris, evil-hearted Paris,' + +and after the inevitable foolish tears of vain regret we dry our +eyes, and hunt Cassandra, to listen to the muttering of the thunder +that is gathering to avenge us--in Troy. Bride and bridegroom, face +to face-- Cuthbert! So you looked, when we parted, when you strained +me to your heart, and swore that before a fortnight passed you would +hold 'darling Minnie in your arms once more!' Did you mean it even +then? No, no, already the hounds of slander were snuffing in my path, +and the toils were spread for my unwary feet. Here, look back at me, +my husband, with those fond peerless eyes, as on that day when I saw +you last--all mine! To-night--across the gulf of separation, and of +shameful wrong--we shall look into each other's faces once more, +while another woman wears my name, fills my place at your side. Fair +treacherous face of my first and only love,--handsome as a +god!--false as Apollyon!" + +She had lifted the ambrotype and held it close to her eyes, then her +hand sank until the picture dropped back into its place, and the +lonely desolate woman buried her face in her palms. The pretty guilt +clock on the mantle ticked monotonously, and the hum of life, and the +busy roll of vehicles in the vast city, was borne in through the +window, like the faint roar of yet distant Niagara; and after awhile +when the sharp stroke of the clock announced four the bowed figure +raised herself. + +Sweeping back the blinding veil of hair, her brilliant brown eyes +shone calm and dry, dimmed by no tears of fond womanly regret, and as +they fell upon the photograph of Regina, a smile of indescribable +bitterness curled the lovely lips that might have served as model for +Psyche's. + +"'The trail of the serpent is over all.' Can there be pardon for the +man who makes me shrink shudderingly at times from her whose little +veins were fed from mine, whose pulses are but a throb from my heart, +my baby! My own baby, who, when I snatch her in my arms, smiles at me +with his wonderful eyes of blue; and wellnigh maddens me with the +very echo of a voice whose wily sweetness won my love, to make an +hour's pastime, a cheap toy, soon worn out, worthless and trodden +under foot after three weeks' sport! Stooping over my baby, when she +stretched her little hands and coaxed me to lift her on my lap, I +have started back from the sight of her innocent face, as if a hooded +viper fawned upon me; for the curse of her father's image has smitten +my only darling, my beautiful, proud child! O God! that we had both +died in that dim damp ward of the Hospital, where she first opened +her eyes, unwelcomed by the father, whose features she bears!" + +But beneath this Marah tide that was surging so fiercely over her +long-suffering heart, bubbled the pure, sweet, incorruptible fount of +mother-love, and while she studied the fair childish face her own +softened, as that of some snow image whose features gradually melt as +the sunlight creeps across it. It was a picture taken after Regina's +removal to the parsonage, and represented her with the white rabbits +nestling in her arms. + +"My proud little Regina! my pure sensitive darling! How much longer +must we be separated? Will the time ever come when the only earthly +rest that remains for me can be taken in her soft clinging arms? +Patience--patience. If it were not for her--for my baby--I might +falter even now,--but she must, she shall be righted--at any +sacrifice, at every cost; and may the widow's and the orphan's God be +pitiful--be pitiful--at last." + +She raised her child's picture in her clasped hands, as if appealing +indeed to the justice of Him who "never slumbers, nor sleeps," and +the tremor of her lips and voice told how passionate was the +affection for her daughter, how powerful the motives that sustained +her in the prolonged and torturing ordeal. + +Restoring the portraits to their hiding-place, she locked the trunk, +and as she resumed her seat seemed suddenly to recollect the letters +lying on the table. + +One was a brief note, from the manager of the London theatre where +she had recently been engaged; the second from a celebrated +money-lender, which bore only the signature, "Simon," and was as +follows: + + "DEAR MADAME,--Since our last conversation relative to the + purchase of a certain mortgage, I have ascertained that you can + secure it, by adding one hundred pounds to the amount specified by + the holder. Should you still desire me to effect the transfer, + delay might thwart your negotiation, and I respectfully solicit + prompt instructions." + +Twice she read these lines, then slowly tore the paper into strips, +shredded and threw them toward the grate, while a stony expression +settled once more upon her features. The remaining letter was +post-marked New York, and addressed, in a bold, round, mercantile +hand, but when the envelope had been removed, the formal angular +chirography of a schoolgirl displayed itself, and as the sheet was +opened there issued thence a delicate perfume that gushed like a +breath of spring over the heart of the lonely mother. + +Several leaves of lemon-verbena and a few violets fell from the folds +of the paper, and, picking them up, Mrs. Orme spread them on her +palm. Only a few withered leaves and faded petals that had crossed +the Atlantic to whisper fragrant messages of love, from the trusting +brave young soul whose inexperienced hand had stiffly traced at the +top of the page--"My darling mother." + +Ah! what a yearning tenderness glorified the woman's frozen face, as +the flowers in her hand babbled of the blue eyes that had looked last +upon them, of the childish fingers that brushed the dew from their +purple velvet, of the dainty, almost infantile, lips that had fondly +pressed them, of the holy prayer breathed over them, that ere the +time of violets came again mother and child might be reunited. + +Just now she dared not read the letter, dared not surrender to the +softening influences that might melt the rigid purpose of her soul, +and, kissing the flowers reverently, the mother laid them aside until +a more convenient season, and began to walk slowly to and fro.... + +The play that night was "Kenilworth," and had been cast to admit some +alterations made in the dramatization by Madame Orme, who frequently +introduced startling innovations in her rendering of her parts, and +in almost all her favourite _roles_ refused rigid adherence to the +written text. The reputation of her beauty and former triumphs, the +success achieved on the previous nights, and certain tart criticisms +upon the freedom of her interpretation of Scott's lovely +heroine--Leicester's wife--combined to draw a crowded house; and ere +the curtain rose every box was occupied save one on the second tier +near the stage. + +As the crash of the orchestra died away, and the play opened with the +interview between Lambourn and Foster, followed by Tressilian, and +the encounter with Varney, the door of the box opened, and the +American minister entered, accompanied by a lady and gentleman, who, +after seating themselves and gathering back the folds of the box +curtains, proceeded to scan the audience. + +As they disposed themselves comfortably a white-haired man, watching +through a crevice in the side scene, scribbled on a piece of paper +which was handed into the dressing-room: "Second box, second tier, +right-hand side. Two gentlemen, and a lady wearing a scarlet cloak." + +Sitting between the minister and her husband, Mrs. Laurance with her +brilliant wrappings was the most prominent of the group, and in the +blaze of the gaslight looked at least thirty-five; a woman of large +proportions compactly built, with broad shoulders that sustained a +rather short thick neck, now exposed in extreme _decollete_ style, as +if to aid the unsuccessful elongation of nature. Her sallow +complexion was dark, almost bistre, and the strongly marked irregular +features were only redeemed from positive plainness by the large +fiery black eyes, whose beauty was somewhat marred by the intrusive +boldness of their expression. Bowing to some one opposite, her very +full lips parted smilingly over a set of sound strong teeth, rather +uneven in outline, and of the yellowish cast often observed in +persons of humble birth and arduous life. Her dusky hair, belonging +to the family of neutral-brown, was elaborately puffed and frizzed, +and in her ears hung large solitaire diamonds that glowed like globes +of fire, and scattered rays that were reflected in the circlet around +her throat. + +Beside her sat her husband, leaning back with negligent grace, and +carelessly stroking his silky black moustache with one gloved hand, +while the other toyed with a jewelled opera glass. Although only two +years her junior, she bore the appearance of much greater seniority, +and the proud patrician cast of his handsome face contrasted as +vividly with the coarser lower type of hers, as though in ancient +Roman era he had veritably worn the _clavus_ and the _bulla_, while +she trudged in lowly guise among the hard-handed heroines of the +_proletarii_. + +Over his dreamy violet eyes arched the peculiarly fine jet brows that +Mr. Palma had found so distinctive in Regina's face, and his glossy +hair and beard possessed that purplish black tint so rarely combined +with the transparent white complexion, which now gleamed +conspicuously in his broad, full, untanned forehead. + +The indolent _insouciance_ of his bearing was quite in accord with +his social record, as a proud high-born man of cultivated elegant +tastes, and unmistakably dissipated tendencies, which doubtless would +long ago have fructified in thoroughly demoralized habits had not his +wife vigorously exerted her exigeant guardianship. + +"Have you heard the last joke at Count T----'s expense?" said Mrs. +Laurance, tapping the arm of the minister with her gilded fan. + +"Do you refer to the _contretemps_ of the masks at the Grand Ball?" + +"No, something connected with Madame Orme. It seems the Count saw her +in London, became infatuated, as men always are about pretty +actresses, and the first night she played here he was almost frantic; +wrote a note between the acts, and sent it to her twisted in that +costly antique scarf-ring he is so fond of telling people once +belonged to the Duke of Orleans. Before the play ended it was +returned, with the note torn into several strips and bound around it. +Fancy his chagrin! Colonel Thorpe was in the box with him, and told +it next day, when we met at dinner. When I asked T---- his opinion of +Madame, he answered: + +"She is perfectly divine! But alas! only an inspired icicle. She +should be called '_Sulitelma_,' which I believe means--Cuthbert, what +did you tell me it meant?" + +"Queen of Snows. Abbie, do lower your voice a trifle." He answered +without even glancing at her, and she continued: + +"I wanted to see her last night in 'Medea,' but Cuthbert had an opera +engagement, and beside, little Maud had the croup----" + +A storm of applause cut short the nursery budget, and all turned to +the stage where Amy Robsart entered, followed by Janet and by Varney. +Advancing with queenly grace and dignity to a pile of cushions in the +centre of the drawing-room at Cumnor Place, she stood a moment with +downcast eyes, till the acclamation ceased, and Varney renewed his +appeal. + +Her satin dress was of that exquisite tint which in felicitous French +phraseology is termed _de couleur de fleur de pecher_, and swept down +from her slender figure in statuesque folds that ended in a long +court train, particularly becoming in the pose she had selected. The +Elizabethan ruff, with an edge of filmy lace, softened the effect of +the bodice cut squares across the breast, and revealed the string of +pearls--Leicester's last gift--that shone so fair upon his countess's +snowy neck. From the mass of hair heaped high upon her head soft +tendrils clustered to the edge of her brow, and here and there a long +curl strayed over her shoulder, and glittered like burnished gold in +the glare of the quivering footlights. The lovely arms and hands were +unburdened by jewels, and save the pearls around her throat and the +aigrette of brilliants in the upper bandeau of her hair, she wore no +ornaments. The perfect impersonation of a beautiful, innocent, happy +bride, impatiently expectant of her husband's entrance, she stood +listening to his messenger, a tender smile parting her rosy lips. + +The chair of state chanced to be placed in the direction of the +minister's box, and only a few feet distant, and when Varney +attempted to place her upon it, she waved him back, and, raising her +right hand toward it, said in that calm, deep, pure voice which had +such thrilling emphasis in its lowest cadences: + +"No good, Master Richard Varney, I take not my place _there_, until +my lord himself conducts me. I am for the present a disguised +countess, and will not take dignity upon me, until authorized by him, +from whom I derived it." + +In that brief sentence she knew her opportunity and seized it, for +her glance followed her uplifted hand, mounted into the box, and, +sweeping across the minister, dwelt for some seconds on the dark +womanly countenance beside him, and then fastened upon the face of +Mr. Laurance. + +Some whose seats were on that side of the house, and who chanced to +have their lorgnettes levelled at her just then, saw a long shiver +creep over her, as if a blast of cold air had blown down through the +side scene, and a sudden spark blazed up in the dilating eyes, as a +mirror flashes when a candle flame smites its cold dark surface; but +not a muscle quivered in the fair proud face, and only the Varney at +her side noticed that when the slight hand fell back it sought its +mate with a quick groping motion, and the delicate fingers clutched +each other till the nails grew purple. + +For fully a moment that burning gaze rested on the features that +seemed to possess some subtle fascination for her, and wandering back +to the wife, a shadowy smile hovered around the lips that were soon +turned, away to answer Varney. As she moved in the direction of a +window, to listen for the clatter of horse's hoofs, Mrs. Laurance +whispered: + +"Is not she the loveliest creature you ever beheld? I never saw such +superb eyes, they absolutely seemed to lighten just now. Cuthbert, +did you only notice how she looked right at me? I daresay my +solitaires attracted her attention--and no wonder, they are the +largest in the house, and these actresses always have an eye to the +very best jewellery. Of course it must have been my diamonds." + +From the moment when Amy Robsart entered, Cuthbert Laurance felt a +strange magnetic thrill dart through every fibre of his frame; his +sluggish pulse stirred, and as her mesmeric brown eyes, luminous, +overmastering, met his, he drew his breath in quick gasps, and his +heart in its rapid throbbing seemed to pour liquid fire into the +bounding arteries. Some vague bewildering reminiscence danced through +the clouded chambers of his brain, pointing like a mocking fiend now +this way, then in an opposite direction; one instant assuring him +that they had somewhere met before, the next torturing him with the +triumphant taunt that he had hitherto never known any one half so +lovely. Was it merely some lucky accident that had so unexpectedly +brought them during that long flattering gaze thoroughly _en +rapport?_ + +He no more heard his wife's hoarse whisper, than if a cyclone had +whirled between them, and, leaning forward to catch the measured +melody that floated from the countess's lips, a crimson glow fired +his cheek as he caught the lofty words. + +"I know a cure for jealousy. It is to speak truth to my lord at all +times; to hold up my mind, my thoughts, before him as pure as that +polished mirror, so that when he looks into my heart he shall see +only his own features reflected there.[*] _Can he who took my little +hands and made them wifely, laying therein the precious burden of his +honour, afford to doubt the palms are clean?_" + +[Footnote: * Mrs. Orme's interpolations are all italicized.] + +No wonder Varney stared, and the prompter anathematized the sudden +flicker of the gas jet that caused him to lose his place; there was +no such written sentence as the last, and the rehearsal proved no +sure index of all the countess uttered that night, but the play +rolled on, and when the folding doors flew open and Amy sprang to +meet her noble husband, the house began to warm into an earnest +sympathy. + +In the scene that followed she sat with childlike simplicity and +grace on the footstool at Leicester's feet, while he exhibited the +jewelled decorations of his princely garb, and explained the +significance of the various orders; and in the face upturned to him +who filled the chair of state there was a wealth of loving tenderness +that might have moved colder natures than that which now kindled in +the deep violent eyes that watched her from the minister's box. + +Gradually the curious, timid, admiring bride is merged in the wife, +with ambition budding in her heart, and exacting pride pleading for +recognition and wifely dignities, and in this transformation the +power of the woman asserted itself. + +Bending toward Leicester, until from the low seat she sank +unintentionally upon her knees, she prayed with passionate fervour: + +"But shall not your wife, my love, one day soon be surrounded with +the honour which arises neither from the toils of the mechanic who +decks her apartment, nor from the silks and jewels with which your +generosity adorns her, but which is attached to her place among the +matronage, as the avowed wife of England's noblest earl? _'Tis not +the dazzling splendour of your title that I covet, but the richer, +nobler, dearer coronet of your beloved name, the precious privilege +of fronting the world as your acknowledged wife_." + +Again, in answer to his flattering evasive sophistries, she asked in +a voice whose marvellous modulations in the midst of intense feeling +seemed to penetrate every nook of that vast building: + +"But why can it not be? Why can it not immediately take place, this +more perfect uninterrupted union, for which you say you wish, and +which the laws of God and man alike command? _Think you my unshod +feet would shrink from glowing ploughshares, if crossing them I found +the sacred shelter of my husband's name? Ah, husband! dost blanch +before the storm of condemnation, which has no terrors for a wife's +brave heart? It would seem but scant and tardy justice to own thy +wedded wife!_" + +The earl had led her behind the scenes, and the minister had twice +addressed him ere Mr. Laurance recovered himself sufficiently to +perceive that his companions were smiling at his complete absorption. + +"Why--Cuthbert--wake up. You look like some one walking open-eyed in +sleep. Has Madame's beauty dazed you as utterly as poor Count T----?" + +His wife pinched his arm, but without heeding her he looked quite +past her into the laughing eyes of the minister, and asked: + +"Do you know her? Is her husband living?" + +"I shall call by appointment to-morrow, but this is the first time I +have seen her. Of her history I know nothing, but rumour pronounces +her a widow." + +"Which generally means that these pretty actresses have drunken, +worthless husbands, paid comfortable salaries to shut their eyes and +keep out of the way," added Mrs. Laurance, lengthening the range of +her opera glass, and levelling it at a group where the shimmer of +jewels attracted her attention. + +How the words grated on her husband's ear, grown strangely sensitive +within an hour? + +Carelessly glancing over the sea of faces beneath and around him, the +minister continued: + +"English critics contend that Madame Orme's 'Amy Robsart' is so far +from being Scott's ideal creation, that he would fail to recognize it +were he alive; still where she alters the text, and intensifies the +type, they admit that the dramatic effect is heightened. She appears +to have concentrated all her talent upon the passionate impersonation +of one peculiar phrase of feminine suffering and endurance--that of +the outraged and neglected wife; and her favourite _roles_ are +'Katherine' from Henry VIII., 'Hermione,' and 'Medea,' though she is +said to excel in 'Deborah.' My brother who saw her last night as +'Medea' pronounced her fully equal to Rachel, and said that in that +scene where she attempted to remove her children from the side of the +new wife, the despairing fury of her eyes literally raised the few +thin hairs that still faithfully cling to the top of his head. +Ah--the parting with Leicester--how marvellously beautiful is she!" + +Leaning against a dressing-table loaded with toilet trifles and +_bijouterie_, Amy stood, arrayed in the costume which displayed to +greatest advantage the perfect symmetry of form and the dazzling +purity of her complexion. + +The cymar of white silk bordered with swan's-down exposed the +gleaming dimpled shoulders, and from beneath the pretty lace coif the +unbound glory of her long hair swept around her like a cataract of +gold, touching the hem of her silken gown, where, to complete the +witchery, one slippered foot was visible. When her husband entered to +bid her adieu, and the final petition for public acknowledgment was +once more sternly denied, the long-pent agony in the woman's heart +burst all barriers, overflowed every dictate of wounded pride, and +with an utter _abandon_ of genuine poignant grief, she gave way to a +storm that shook her frame with convulsive sobs, and deluged her +cheeks with tears. Despite her desperate efforts to maintain her +self-control, the sight of her husband's magnetic handsome face, +after thirteen weary years of waiting, unnerved, overwhelmed her. +There in the temple of Art, where critical eyes were bent searchingly +upon her, Nature triumphantly asserted itself, and she who wept +passionately from the bitter realisation of her own accumulated +wrongs, was wildly applauded as the queen of actresses, who so +successfully simulated imaginary woes. + +By what infallible criterion shall criticdom decide the boundaries of +the Actual and the Ideal? Who shall compute the expenditure of +literal heartache that builds up the popularly successful Desdemonas, +Camilles, and Marie Stuarts; the scalding tears that gradually +crystallize into the classic repose essential to the severe +simplicity of the old Greek tragedies? + +The curtain fell upon a bowed and sobbing woman, and the tempest of +applause that shook the building was prolonged until after a time Amy +Robsart, with tears still glistening on her cheeks, came forward to +acknowledge the tribute, and her silken garments were pelted with +bouquets. Among the number that embroidered the stage lay a pyramid +of violets edged with rose geranium leaves, and raising it she bent +her lovely head to the audience and kissed the violets, in memory (?) +of her far-off child--whose withered floral tribute was more precious +to the woman's heart than all the laudatry chaplets of the great +city, which did homage to her genuine tears. + +Some time elapsed while the play shifted to the court, recounting the +feuds of Leicester and Sussex, and when Amy Robsart appeared again it +was in the stormy interview where Varney endeavours to enforce the +earl's command that she shall journey to Kenilworth as Varney's wife. +The trembling submissiveness of earlier scenes was thrown away for +ever, and, as if metamorphosed into a Fury, she rose, towered above +him, every feature quivering with hatred, scorn, and defiance. + +"Look at him, Janet! that I should go with him to Kenilworth, and +before the Queen and nobles, and in presence of my own wedded lord, +that I should acknowledge him,--him there, that very cloak-brushing, +shoe-cleaning fellow,--him there, my lord's lackey, for my liege +lord and husband! I would I were a man but for five minutes!--but go! +begone!" + +She paused panting, then threw back her haughty head, rose on tiptoe, +and, shaking her hand in prophetic wrath and deathless defiance, +almost hissed into the box beneath which Varney stood: + +"Go, tell thy master that when I, like him, can forget my plighted +troth, _turn craven, bury honour, and forswear my marriage vows, +then, oh then! I promise him, I will give him a rival, something +worthy of the name!_" + +Was the avenging lash of conscience uncoiled at last in Cuthbert +Laurance's hardened soul that the blood so suddenly ebbed from his +lips, and he drew his breath like one overshadowed by a vampire? +Only once had he caught the full gleam of her indignant eyes, but +that long look had awakened torture's that would never entirely +slumber again, until the solemn hush of the shroud and the cemetery +was his portion. No suspicion of the truth crossed his mind, even +for an instant,--for what resemblance could be traced between that +regal woman, and the shy, awkward, dark-haired little rustic, who +thirteen years before had frolicked like a spaniel about him,--loving +but lowly? + +In vain he sought to arrest her attention; the actress had only once +looked at the group, and it was not until the close that he succeeded +in catching her glance. + +After her escape from Varney, Amy Robsart reached in disguise the +confines of Kenilworth, and standing there, travel-worn, weary, +dejected, in sight of the princely castle, with its stately towers +and battlements, she first saw the home whose shelter was denied her, +the palatial home where Leicester bowed in homage before Elizabeth. +As a neglected, repudiated wife, creeping stealthily to the hearth +where it was her right to reign, Amy turned her wan, woeful face to +the audience, and, fixing her gaze with strange mournful intentness +upon the eyes that watched her from the box, she seemed to throw her +whole soul into the finest passage of the play. + +"I have given him all that woman has to give. Name and fame, heart +and hand, have I given the lord of all this magnificence--at the +altar, and England's Queen could give him no more. He is my husband; +I am his wife. I will be bold in claiming my right; even the bolder, +that I come thus unexpected and forlorn. Whom God hath joined, man +cannot sunder." + +The irresistible pathos of look and tone electrified that wide +assemblage, and in the midst of such plaudits as only Paris bestows +she allowed her eyes to wander almost dreamily over the surging sea +of human heads, and as if she were in truth some hunted, hopeless, +homeless waif appealing for sympathy, she shrouded her pallid face in +the blue folds of her travelling cloak, and disappeared. + +"She must certainly recognize her countrymen, for that splendid +passage seemed almost thrown to us, as a tribute to our nationality. +What a wonderful voice! And yet--she is so tender, so fragile," said +the minister. + +"Did you observe how pale she grew toward the last, and so +hollow-eyed, as if utterly worn out in the passionate struggle?" +asked Mrs. Laurance. + +"The passion of the remaining parts belongs rather to Leicester and +the Queen. By the way, this is quite a handsome earl, and the whole +cast is decidedly strong and successful. Look, Laurance! were you an +artist, would you desire a finer model for an Egeria? If Madame had +been reared in Canova's studio she could not possibly have +accomplished a more elegant felicitous pose. I should like her +photograph at this moment." + +In the grotto scene, Amy was attired in pale sea-green silk, and her +streaming hair braided it with yellow light, as she shrank back from +the haughty visage of the Queen. + +Rapidly the end approached, courtiers and maids of honour crowded +upon the stage, and thither Elizabeth dragged the unhappy wife, into +the presence of the earl, crying in thunder tones: "My Lord of +Leicester! knowest thou this woman?" + +The craven silence of the husband, the desperate rally of the +suffering wife to shield him from the impending wrath, until at last +she was borne away insensible in Hunsdon's strong arms, all followed +in quick succession, and Amy's ill-starred career approached its +close, in the last interview with her husband. + +When Cuthbert Laurance was a grey-haired man, trembling upon the +brink of eternity, there came a vision in the solemn hours of night, +and the form of Amy, wan as some marble statue, breathed again in his +ear the last words she uttered that night. + +"Take your ill-fated wife by the hand, lead her to the footstool of +Elizabeth's throne; say that 'in a moment of infatuation moved by +supposed beauty, of which none perhaps can now trace even the +remains, I gave my hand to this poor Amy Robsart.' You will then have +done justice to me, and to your own honour; and should law or power +require you to part from me, I will offer no opposition, since I may +then with honour hide a grieved and broken heart in those shades, +from which your love withdrew me. Then--have but a little +patience--and Amy's life will not long darken your brighter +prospects." + +The fatal hour arrived; the gorgeous pomp and ceremonial of the +court-pageant had passed away, and in a dim light the treacherous +balcony at Cumnor Place was visible. In the hush that pervaded the +theatre, the minister heard the ticking of his watch, and Mrs. +Laurance the laboured breathing of her husband. + +Upon the profound silence broke the tramp of a horse's hoofs in the +neighbouring courtyard, then Varney's whistle in imitation of the +earl's signal when visiting the countess. + +Instantly the door of her chamber swung open, and, standing a moment +upon the threshold, Amy in her fleecy-white drapery wavered like a +drifting cloud, then moved forward upon the balcony; the trapdoor +fell, and the lovely marble face with its lustrous brown eyes sank +into the darkness of death. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +To men and women of intensely emotional nature, it sometimes happens +that a day of keen and torturing suspense, or a night's vigil of +great anguish, mars and darkens a countenance more indelibly than the +lapse of several ordinary monotonous years; and as Madame Orme sat in +her reception-room at one o'clock on the following afternoon, +awaiting the visit of the minister, the blanched face was far sterner +and prouder than when yesterday's sun rippled across it, and bluish +shadows beneath the large eyes that had not closed for twenty-four +hours lent them a deeper and more fateful glow. + +The soft creamy folds of her Cashmere robe were relieved at the +throat by a knot of lilac ribbon, and amid its loops were secured +clusters of violets, that matched in hue the long spike of hyacinth +which was fastened in one side of the coiled hair, twined just behind +the ear, and drooped low on the snowy neck. Before her on a gilded +stand was the purple pyramid of flowers she had brought from the +theatre, and beside them lay several perfumed envelopes with +elaborate monograms. These notes contained tributes of praise from +strangers who had been fascinated by her "Amy Robsart," and begged +the honour of an interview, or the favour of a "photograph taken in +the silken cymar which so advantageously displayed the symmetry of +her figure." + +Among the latter she had recognized the handwriting of Mr. Laurance, +though the signature was "Jules Duval," and her fingers had shrunk +from the folds of rose paper, as though scorched by flame. Lying +there on the top of the _billets-doux_, the elegant, graceful +chirography of the "Madame Odille Orme" drew her gaze, like the +loathsome fascination of a basilisk, and taking a package of notes +from her pocket, she held them for a moment close to the satin +envelope. Upon one the name of the popular actress; on the others--in +the same peculiar beautiful characters--"Minnie Merle." She put away +the latter, and a flash of scorn momentarily lighted her rigid face. + +"Craven as of old! Too cowardly to boldly ask the thing his fickle +fancy favours; he begs under borrowed names. Doubtless his courage +wilts before his swarthy, bold-eyed Xantippe, who allows him scant +latitude for flirtations with pretty actresses. To be thrown +aside--trampled down--for such a creature as Abbie Ames! his +coarse-featured, diamond-dowered bride! Ah! my veins run lava; when I +think of her thick heavy lips, pressing that haughty perfect mouth, +where mine once clung so fondly! Last night the two countenances +seemed like 'as Hyperion to a Satyr!' How completely he sold his +treacherous beauty to the banker's daughter, whom to-day he would +willingly betray for a fairer, fresher face. Craven traitor!" + +She passed her handkerchief across her lips, as if to efface some +imaginary stain, and they slowly settled back into their customary +stern curves. + +Just then a timid tap upon the door of the reception-room was +followed almost simultaneously by the entrance of Mrs. Waul, who +held a card in her hand. + +"The waiter has just brought this up. What answer shall he take +back?" + +Mrs. Orme glanced at it, sprang to her feet, and a vivid scarlet +bathed her face and neck. + +"Tell him--No! no--no! Madame Orme begs to decline the honour." + +Then the crimson tide as suddenly ebbed, she grew ghastly in her +colourlessness, and her bloodless lips writhed, as she called after +the retreating figure: + +"Stop! Come back,--let me think." + +She walked to the window, and stood for several moments as still as +the bronze Mercury on the mantel. When she turned around, her +features were as fixed as if they belonged to some sculptured slab +from Persepolis. + +"Pray don't think me weak and fickle, but indeed, Mrs. Waul, some of +my laurels gash like a crown of thorns. Tell the waiter to show this +visitor up, after five minutes, and then I wish you to come back and +sit with your knitting yonder, at the end of the room. And please +drop the curtain there, the pink silk will make me look a trifle less +ghostly after last night's work. You see I am disappointed, I +expected the American minister on business, and he sends this Paris +beau to make his apologies; that is all." + +As the old lady disappeared, Mrs. Orme shuddered, and muttered with +clenched teeth: + +"All have a Gethsemane sooner or later, and mine has overtaken me +before I am quite ready. God grant me some strengthening angel!" + +She sank back into the arm chair, and drew the oval gilt table before +her as a barrier, while some inexplicable, intuitive impulse prompted +her to draw from her bosom a locket containing Regina's miniature. +Touching a spring, she looked at the childish features so singularly +like those she had seen the previous evening, and when Mrs. Waul +returned and seated herself at the end of the room, the spring +snapped, the locket lay in one hand, the minister's card in the +other. + +Mrs. Orme heard the sound on the stairs and along the hall--the +well-remembered step. Amid the tramp of a hundred she could have +singled it out, so often in bygone years had she crouched under the +lilacs that overhung the gate, listening for its rapid approach, +waiting to throw herself into the arms that would clasp her so +fondly; to-day that unaltered step smote her ears like an echo from +the tomb, and for an instant her heart stood still, and she shut her +eyes; but the door swung back, and Mr. Laurance stood upon the +threshold. As he advanced, she rose, and when he stood before her +with outstretched hand, she ignored it, merely rested her palm on the +table between them; and glancing at the card in her fingers said: + +"Mr. Laurance, I believe, introduced by the American minister. A +countryman of mine, he writes. As such I am pleased to see you, sir, +for when abroad the mere name of American is an _open sesame_ to +American sympathy and hospitality. Pray be seated, Mr. Laurance. +Pardon me, not that stiff-backed ancient contrivance of torture, +which must have been invented by Eymeric. You will find that green +velvet Voltaire, like its namesake, far more easy, affording ample +latitude." + +The sweet voice rung its silver chimes as clearly as when she trod +the stage, and no shadow of the past cast its dusky wing over her +proud, pale face, while she gracefully waved him to a seat, and +resumed her own. + +"If Madame Orme, so recently from home, yields readily to the +talismanic spell of 'American' she can perhaps imagine the +fascination it exerts over one who for many years has roamed far +from his roof-tree and his hearthstone; but who never more proudly +exulted in his nationality than last night, when as Queen of Tragedy, +Madame lent new lustre to the land that claims the honour of being +her birthplace." + +"Thanks. Then I may infer you paid me the tribute of your presence +last evening?" + +They looked across the table, into each other's eyes,--hers radiant +with a dangerous steely glitter, his eloquent with the intense +admiration which kindled on the previous evening, now glowed more +fervently from the contemplation of a beauty that to-day appeared +tea-fold more irresistible. The question slightly disconcerted him. + +"I had the honour of accompanying our minister, and sharing his box." + +"Indeed! I have never had the pleasure of meeting him, and hoped to +have seen him to-day, as he fixed this hour for the arrangement of +some business details, concerning which I was advised to consult him. +One really cannot duly appreciate American liberty until one has been +trammelled by foreign formalities and Continental police quibbles." + +An incredulous smile, ambushed in his silky moustache, was reflected +in his fine eyes, as he recalled the flattering emphasis with which +she had certainly singled out his face in that vast auditory, and, +thoroughly appreciating his munificent inheritance of good looks, he +now imagined he fully interpreted her motive in desiring to ignore +the former meeting. + +"Doubtless hundreds who shared with me the delight you conferred by +your performance last night would be equally charmed to possess my +precious privilege of expressing my unbounded admiration of your +genius; but unfortunately the impression prevails that my charming +countrywoman sternly interdicts all gentleman visitors, denies access +even to the most ardent of her worshippers, and I deem myself the +most supremely favoured of men in having triumphantly crossed into +the enchanted realm of your presence. Of this flattering distinction +I confess I am very proud." + +It was a bold challenge, and sincerely he rued his rashness, when, +raising herself haughtily, she answered in a tone that made his +cheeks tingle: + +"Unfortunately your countrywoman has not studied human nature so +superficially as to fail to comprehend the snares and pitfalls which +men's egregious vanity sometimes spring prematurely; and rumour +quotes me aright, in proclaiming me a recluse when the curtain falls +and the lights are extinguished. To-day I deviated from my usual +custom in compliment to the representative of my country, who sends +you--so his card reads--'charged with an explanation of his +unavoidable absence.' As minister-extraordinary, may I venture to +remind Mr. Laurance of his errand?" + +Abashed by the scornful gleam in her keen wide eyes, he replied +hastily: + +"A telegram from Pau summoned him this morning to the bedside of a +member of his family suddenly attacked with dangerous illness, and he +desired me to assure you that so soon as he returned he would seize +the earliest opportunity of congratulating you upon your brilliant +triumph. In the interim he places at your disposal certain printed +regulations, which will supply the information you desire, and which +you will find in this envelope. May I hope, Madame, that the value of +the contents will successfully plead the pardon of the audacious, yet +sufficiently rebuked messenger?" He rose, and with a princely bow +offered the packet. + +Suffering her eyes to follow the motion of his elegantly formed +aristocratic hand, now ungloved, one swift glance showed her that +instead of the unpretending slender gold circlet she had placed on +the little finger of his left hand the day of their marriage--a ring +endeared to her, because it had been her mother's bridal pledge--he +now wore a flashing diamond, in a broad and costly setting. Almost +unconsciously her own left hand glided to the violets on her breast, +beneath which, securely fastened by a strong gold chain, she wore +the antique cameo ring, with its grinning death's head resting upon +her heart. + +Slightly inclining her head, she signed to him to place the papers on +the table, and when he had resumed his sect, she asked: + +"How long, Mr. Laurance, since you left America?" + +"Thirteen or fourteen years ago; yet the memories of my home are +fresh and fragrant as though I quitted it only yesterday." + +"Then happy indeed must have been that hearthstone, whose +rose-coloured reminiscences linger so tenderly around your heart, and +survive the attrition of a long residence in Paris. Your _repertoire_ +of charming memories tempts me almost to the verge of covetousness. +In what portion of the United States did you reside?" + +"My boyhood was spent in one of the middle States, where my estate is +located, but my collegiate life removed me to the north, whence I +came immediately abroad. My residence in Europe confirms the belief +that crossed the Atlantic with me, that in beauty, grace, and all the +nameless charms that constitute the perfect, peerless, fascinating +woman, my own country I pre-eminently bears the palm. Broad as is her +domain, and noble her civil institutions, the crowning glory of +America dwells in her lovely and gifted women." + +He had never looked handsomer than at that moment, as, slightly +bending his head in homage, his dangerously beautiful eyes rested +with an unmistakable expression upon the faultless features before +him; and watching him, a cold smile broke up the icy outline of his +companion's delicate lips: + +"American beauty might question the sincerity of a champion whose +worship is offered only at foreign shrines, and the precious oblation +of whose heart is laid on distant and strange altars." + +"Ah, Madame,--neither at foreign shrines nor strange altars, but ever +unwaveringly at the feet of my divine countrywomen. Is it needful +that I recross the ocean to bow before the reigning muse? Is it not +conceded that the brightest, loveliest planet in Parisian skies, +brought all her splendour from my western home?" + +"How you barb with keen regret the mortifying reflection that I, +alas! cannot as an American lay claim to a moiety of your chivalric +allegiance! Ill-fated Odille Orme!" + +The stinging sarcasm in the liquid voice perplexed him, and the +strange lambent light that seemed now and then to ray out of the +brilliant eyes that had never wandered from his, sent an +uncomfortable thrill over him. + +"Surely the world cannot have erred in according to my own country +the honour of your nationality?" + +"I was born upon a French ship, in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean." + +"Ah, dearest Madame! then it is no marvel that, as you have inherited +the cestus of Aphrodite, your votaries bow as blindly, as helplessly, +as those over whom your ancient Greek mother ruled so despotically. +By divine right of birth you should reign as Odille Anadyomene." + +"Madame Odille Orme has abjured the pagan aesthetics that seem to +trench rather closely upon Mr. Laurance's ethics, and shed far too +rosy an Orientalism over his mind and heart; and hopes he will not +forget her proud boast that by divine right she wears a dearer, +nobler, holier title--Odille Orme, wife and mother." + +Bolder libertinism than found shelter in Mr. Laurance's perverted +nature, would have cowered before the pure face that now leaned far +forward, with dilated, scornful eyes which seemed to run like +electric rays up and down the secret chambers of his heart. + +Involuntarily he shrank back into the depths of his chair, and mutely +questioned as on the previous night, "Where have I heard that voice +before?" + +With some difficulty he recovered himself, and said hastily: + +"Will you forgive me if I tell you frankly, that ever since I saw you +last night I have been tantalized by a vague yet very precious +consciousness that somewhere you and I have met before? When or +where, I cannot conjecture, but of one thing I am painfully certain, +we can never be strangers henceforth. Some charm in your voice, in +the expression of your eyes when as 'Amy Robsart' the loving woman +you looked so fondly into your 'Leicester's' face, awoke dim memories +that will never sleep again. Happy--enviable indeed--that Leicester +who really rules the empire of your love." + +Tightening the clasp of her palms which enclosed the little gold +locket containing the image of their child, a wintry smile broke over +her white face, lending it that mournful glimmer which fading +moonlight sheds on some silent cenotaph in a cemetery. + +"If my stage tricks of glance or tone, my carefully studied and +practised attitudes and modulations, recall some neglected memories +of your sunny past, let me hope that Mr. Laurance links me with the +holy associations that cluster about a mother's or a sister's sacred +features; reviving the earlier years, when he offered at the shrine +of friendship, of honour, and of genius, tributes too sincere to +admit the glozing varnish of fulsome, fashionable adulation, which +degrades alike the lips that utter and the ears that listen. If at +some period in the mysterious future, you, whom--because my +countryman--I reluctantly consented to receive, should really +discover a noble lovely woman before whose worth and beauty that +fickle heart you call your own utterly surrenders, and whom winning +as wife, and cherishing as only husbands can the darlings they +worship, you were finally torn away from--by inexorable death--the +only power that can part husbands and wives, then think you, Mr. +Laurance, that the universe holds a grave deep enough to keep you +quiet in your coffin--if vain heartless men profaned her sacred +widowhood by such utterances as you presume to offer me? The stage is +the arena, where in gladiatorial combat I wage my battle with the +beasts of Poverty and Want: there I receive the swelling acclamations +of triumph, or the pelting hisses of defeat; there before the +footlights where I toil for my bread, I am a legitimate defenceless +target for artistic criticism; but outside the precincts of the +theatre, I hold myself as sacred from the world as if I stood in +stone upon an altar behind some convent's bars, and as a lonely, +sorrow-stricken mother widowed of the father of my child, bereft of a +husband's tenderly jealous guardianship, I have a right to claim the +profound respect, the chivalric courtesy, which every high-toned, +honourable gentleman accords to worthy stainless women. Because as an +actress I barter my smiles and tears for food and raiment for my +fatherless child, it were not quite safe to imagine that I share the +pagan tendencies which appear to have smitten some of my countrymen +with moral leprosy." + +The words seemed to burst forth like a mountain cataract long locked +in snow, which, melting suddenly under some unseasonable fiery +influence, falls in an impetuous icy torrent, bearing the startling +chill of winter into flowery meadows, where tender verdure sown thick +with primroses and daisies smiles peacefully in summer sunshine. + +Twice the visitor half rose and essayed to speak, but that deep +steady voice bore down all interruption, and as he watched her, Mr. +Laurance just then would have given the fortune of the Rothschilds +for the privilege of folding in his own the perfect hands that lay +clasped on the marble slab. + +While her extraordinary beauty moved his heart as no other woman had +yet done, the stern bitterness of her rebuke appealed to the latent +chivalry and slumbering nobility of his worldly soul. Looking upon +his flushed handsome face, interpreting its eloquent varying +expressions by the aid of glancing lights which memory snatched from +long-gone years, she saw the struggle in his dual nature, and hurried +on, warned by the powerful magnetism of his almost invincible eyes +that the melting spell of the Past was twining its relaxing fingers +about the barred gateway of her own throbbing heart. + +"Trained in the easy school of latitudinarianism so fashionable +nowaday on both sides of the Atlantic, doubtless Mr. Laurance deems +his adopted countrywoman a nervous puritanical prude; and upon my +primitive and wellnigh obsolete ideal of social decorum and +propriety, upon my lofty standard of womanly delicacy and manly +honour, I can patiently tolerate none of the encroachments with which +I have recently been threatened. Just here, sir, permit a pertinent +illustration of the impertinence that sometimes annoys me." + +Lifting between the tips of her fingers the pretty peach-bloom-tinted +note, whose accusing characters betrayed the hand that penned it, she +continued, with an outbreak of intense and overwhelming contempt: + +"Listen, if you please, to the turbid libation which some rose-lipped +Paris, some silk-locked Sybarite poured out last night, after leaving +the theatre. Under the pretence of adding a leaf to the chaplets, won +by what he is pleased to tern 'diving dramatic genius,' this 'Jules +Duval'--let me see, I would not libel an honourable name; yes, so it +is signed--this Jules Duval, this brainless, heartless, soulless +Narcissus, with no larger sense of honour than could find ample +waltzing room on the point of a cambric needle, insolently avows his +real sentiments in language that your _valet_ might address to his +favourite _grisette_; and closes like some ardent accepted lover, +with an audacious demand for my photograph, 'to wear for ever over +his fond and loyal heart!' That is fashionable homage to my +genius--it is? I call it an insult to my womanhood! Nay--I am +ashamed to read it! 'Twould stain my cheeks, soil my lips, dishonour +your gentlemanly ears. Mr. Laurance, if ever you should become a +husband, and truly love the woman you make your wife, you will +perhaps comprehend my feelings, when some gay unprincipled gallant +profanes the sanctity of her retirement with such unpardonable, such +unmerited insolence." + +She held it up between thumb and forefinger, shaking out the pink +folds till the signature in violet ink flaunted before the violet +eyes of its owner, then, crushing it as if it were a cobweb, she +tossed it toward the window. + +Turning her head, she said in an altered and elevated tone: + +"Mrs. Waul, may I disturb you for a moment?" + +The quiet figure, clad in sober grey, and wearing a muslin cap whose +crimped ruffle enclosed in a snowy frame the benevolent wrinkled +countenance, came forward, knitting in hand, spectacles on her nose, +and for the first time the visitor became aware of her presence. + +"Please lower the curtain yonder beside the etagere, the sun shines +hot upon Mr. Laurance's brow. Then touch the bell, and order the +carriage to be ready in twenty minutes." + +Humiliated as he had never been before, Mr. Laurance resolved upon +one desperate attempt to regain the position his vanity had rashly +forfeited. Waiting until the Quaker-like _duenna_ had retreated to +her former seat, he rose and leaned across the small table, and under +his rich low voice and passionately pleading eyes the actress held +her breath and clutched the locket till its sharp edge sunk into her +quivering flesh. + +"You dismiss me as unworthy of your presence, and, acknowledging the +justice of your decree, I sincerely deplore the fatuity that prompted +the offence. Your rebuke was warranted by my foolish presumption, +and, confessing the error into which I was betrayed by your +condescending notice last night, I humbly and sorrowfully solicit +your generous forgiveness. Fervid flattering phrases sorely belie my +real character if, sinking me almost beneath your contempt, you deem +me devoid of a high sense of honour, or of chivalric devotion to +noble womanly delicacy. Madame Orme, if your unparalleled beauty, +grace, and talent bewitched me into a passing folly and vain +impertinence, for which indeed I blush, your stern reproof recalls me +to my senses, to my better nature; and I beg that upon the unsullied +word of an American gentleman, you will accept with my apology the +earnest assurance that in quitting this room I honour and revere my +matchless countrywoman far more than when I entered her noble +presence. Fashionable freedom may have demoralized my tongue, but by +the God above us, I swear it has not blackened my heart, nor deadened +my perception and appreciation of all that constitutes true feminine +refinement and purity. You have severely punished my presumptuous +vanity, and now will you not mercifully pardon a man who, finding in +you the perfect fulfilment of his prophetic dreams of lofty as well +as lovely womanhood, humbly but most earnestly craves permission to +reinstate himself in your regard; to attempt to win your esteem and +friendship, which he will value far more highly than the adoration of +any--yes, of all other women?" + +He was so near her that she saw the regular quick flutter of the blue +vein on his fair temples, and as the musical mastering voice so well +remembered and once so fondly loved stole tenderly through the dark, +lonely, dreary recesses of her desolate, aching heart, it waked for +one instant a wild, maddening temptation, an intense longing to lift +her arms, clasp them around his neck, lean forward upon his bosom, +and be at rest. + +In the weary years that followed, how bitterly she denounced and +deplored the fever of implacable revenge that held her back on that +memorable day! Verily for each of us a "Nemean Lion lies in wait +somewhere," and a lost opportunity might have cost even Hercules that +tawny skin he wore as trophy. + +Mr. Laurance saw a slow dumb motion of the pale lips that breathed no +sound to fill the verbal frame they mutely fashioned--"my husband;" +and then with a gradual drooping of the heavily lashed lids, the eyes +closed. Only until one might have leisurely counted five was he +permitted to scan the wan face in its rare beautiful repose, then +again her eyes pitiless as fate met his--so eager, so wistful--and +she too rose, confronting him with a cold proud smile. + +"I fear Mr. Laurance unduly bemoans and magnifies a mistake, which, +whatever its baleful intent, has suffered in my rude inhospitable +hands an 'untimely nipping in the bud,' and most ingloriously failed +of consummation. After to-day the luckless incident of our +acquaintance must vanish like some farthing rushlight set upon a +breezy down to mark a hidden quicksand; for in my future panorama I +shall keep no niche for mortifying painful days like this--and you, +sir, amid the rush and glow and glitter of this bewildering French +capital, will have little leisure and less inclination to recall the +unflattering failure of an attempted flirtation with a pretty but +most utterly heartless actress, who wrung her hands, and did high +tragedy, and stormed and wept for gold! Not for perfumed pink +_billets-doux_, nor yet for adulation and vows of deathless devotion +from high-born gentlemen handsome and heartless enough to serve in _Le +Musee du Louvre_ as statues of Apollo, but for gold, Mr. Laurance, +only for gold!" + +"Do not inexorably exile me--do not refuse my prayer for the +privilege of sometimes seeing you. Permit me to come here and teach +you to believe in my----" + +"_Le jeu n'en vaut pas la chandelle!_" she exclaimed, with a quick +nervous laugh that grated grievously upon his ear. + +"Madame, I implore you not to deny me the delight of an occasional +interview." + +A sudden pallor crept across his eager face, and he attempted to +touch the fair dimpled hand which, still grasping the locket, rested +upon the table. + +Aware of his purpose, she haughtily shrank back, drew herself up, and +folding her arms so tightly over her breast that the cameo ring +pressed close upon her bounding heart, she looked down on him as from +some distant height, with an intensity of quiet scorn that no +language could adequately render, that bruised his heart like +hail-stones. + +"I deny you henceforth all opportunity of sinking yourself still +deeper in my estimation, of annoying me by any future demonstrations +of a style of admiration I neither desire, appreciate, nor intend to +permit. If accident should ever thrust you again across my path, you +will do well to forget that our minister committed the blunder of +sending you here to-day. Mr. Laurance will please accept my thanks +for this package of papers, which shall be returned to-morrow to the +office of the American embassy. Resolved to forget the unpleasant +incidents of to-day, Madame Orme is compelled to bid you good-bye." + +Angry but undaunted, his eloquent eyes boldly bore up under hers, as +if in mortal challenge; and he bowed, with a degree of graceful +_hauteur_, fully equal to her own best efforts. + +"Madame's commands shall be rigidly and literally obeyed, for +Cuthbert Laurance is far too proud to obtrude his presence or his +homage on any woman; but Mrs. Orme's interdict does not include that +public realm, where she has repeatedly assured me that gold always +secures admission to her smiles, and from which no earthly power can +debar me. Watching you from the same spot, where last night you +floated like an angelic dream of my boyhood, like a glorious +revelation upon my vision and my heart, I shall defy the world to mar +the happiness in store for me, so long as you remain in Paris. A +distant but devoted worshipper, cherishing the memory of those +thrilling glances with which 'Amy Robsart' favoured me, permit me to +wish Madame Orme a pleasant ride, and good afternoon." + +He bent his handsome head low before her, and left the room less like +an exile than a conqueror, buoyed by an abiding fatalism, a fond +faith in that magnetic influence and fascination he had hitherto +successfully exerted over all, whom his wayward, fickle, fastidious +fancy had chosen to enslave. + +When the sound of his retreating footsteps was no longer audible, the +slender white-robed figure moved unsteadily across the floor, entered +the adjoining dressing-room, and locked the door. + +The play was over at last, the long tensions of nerve, the iron +strain on brain and heart, the steel manacles on memory, all snapped +simultaneously; the actress was trampled out of sight, the weak, +suffering, long-tortured woman bowed down in helpless and hopeless +agony before her desecrated mouldering altar, was alone with the dust +of her overturned and crumbling idol. + +"My husband! O God! Thou knowest--not hers--not that woman's--but +mine! all mine! My baby's father!--my Cuthbert--my own husband!" + + "Oh past! past the sweet times that I remember well! + Alas that such a tale my heart can tell! + Ah, how I trusted him! what love was mine! + How sweet to feel his arms about me twine, + And my heart beat with his! What wealth of bliss + To hear his praises; all to come to this,-- + That now I durst not look upon his face, + Lest in my heart that other thing have place-- + That which men call hate!" + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +"Nonsense, Elise! She is but a child, and I beg you will not +prematurely magnify her into a woman. There are so few unaffected, +natural children in this generation, that it is as refreshing to +contemplate our little girl's guileless purity and ingenuous +simplicity, as to gaze upon cool green meadows on a sultry, parching +August day. Keep her a child, let her alone." + +Mr. Hargrove wiped his spectacles with his handkerchief, and replaced +them on his Roman nose with the injured air of a man who, having been +interrupted in some favourite study to take cognizance of an +unexpected, unwelcome, and altogether unpleasant fact, majestically +refuses to inspect, and dogmatically waves it aside, as if to ignore +were to annihilate. + +"Now, Peyton, for a sensible man (to say nothing of the astute +philosopher and the erudite theologian), you certainly do indulge in +the most remarkable spasms of wilful, obstinate, premeditated +blindness. You need not stare so desperately at that page, for I +intend to talk to you, and it is useless to try to snub either me or +my facts. Regina is young, I know, not quite fourteen, but she is +more precocious, more mature, than many girls are at sixteen; and you +seem to forget that, having always associated with grown people, she +has imbibed their ideas and caught their expressions, instead of the +more juvenile forms of thought and speech usual in children who live +among children. She has as far outgrown jumping-ropes as you have +tops and kites, and has no more relish for fairy tales than your +reverence has for base-ball, or my Bishop here for marbles. Suppose +last October I had sprinkled a paper of lettuce-seed in the open +border of the garden, and on the same day you had sown a lot of +lettuce in the hot-beds against the brick wall, where all the +sunshine falls: would you refuse your crisp, tempting, forced salad, +because it had reached perfection so rapidity?" + +"Mother, do you intend us to understand that Regina is very tender, +and very verdant?" asked Mr. Lindsay, looking up from a grammar that +lay open before him. + +"I intend you, sir, to study your Hindustanee, and your Tamil, while +I experiment upon the value of analogical reasoning in my discussions +with your uncle. Now, Peyton, you see that child's mind has been for +nearly four years in an intellectual hotbed,--sunned in the light of +religion, moistened with the dew of philosophy, cultivated +systematically with the prongs and hoes of regular study, of example, +and precept; and, being a vigorous sprout when she was transplanted, +she has made good use of her opportunities, and, behold! early mental +salad, and very fine! You men theorize, ratiocinate, declaim, +dogmatize about abstract propositions, and finally get your feet +tangled and stumble over facts right under your noses, that women +would never fail to pick up and put aside. The soul of Thales +possesses you all, whereas we who sit at the cradle, and guide the +little tottering feet, study the ground and sweep away the +stumbling-blocks. Day after day you and Douglass discuss all kinds of +scientific theories, and quote pagan authorities and infidel systems +in the presence of Regina, who sits in her low chair over there in +the corner of the fireplace as quiet as a white mouse, listening to +every word, though 'Hans Christian Andersen' lies open on her lap, +and scarcely winking those blue eyes of hers, that are as solemn as +if they belonged to the Judges of Israel. If a child is raised in a +carpenter's shop, with all manner of sharp, dangerous often two-edged +tools scattered around in every direction, who wonders that the +little fingers are prematurely gashed and scarred? You and Douglass +imagine she is dreaming about the number of elves that dance on the +greensward on moonlight nights, or the spangles on their lace wings; +or that she is studying the latitude and longitude of the capital of +the last territory which Congress elevated to the uncertain and +tormenting dignity of nominal self-government, that once (_vide_ +'obsolete civil hallucinations') inhered in an American State; or +perhaps you believe the child is longing for a pot of sugar candy? +Then rub your eyes, you ecclesiastical bats, and let me show you the +'outcome' of all this wise and learned chat, with which you edify one +another. You know she beguiled me into giving her lessons on the +organ, as well as the piano, and yesterday when I went over to the +church at instruction hour, I was astonished at a prelude, which she +had evidently improvised. Screened from her view, I listened till she +finished playing. Of course I praised her (for really she has +remarkable talent), and asked her when she began to compose, to +improvise. Now what do you suppose she answered? A brigade of +Philadelphia lawyers could never guess. She looked at me very +steadily, and said as nearly as I can quote her words: 'I really +don't know exactly when I began, but I suppose a long time ago, when +I wore brown feathers, and went to sleep with my head under my wing, +as all nightingales do.' Said I: 'What upon earth do you mean?' She +replied: 'Why of course I mean when I was a nightingale, before I +grew to be a human being. Didn't you hear Mr. Hargrove last week +reading from that curious book, in which so many queer things were +told about transmigration, and how the soul of a musical child came +from the nightingale, the sweetest of singers? And don't you +recollect Mr. Lindsay said that Plato believed it; and that Plotinus +taught that people who lead pure lives and yet love music to excess, +go into the bodies of melodious birds when they die? Just now when I +played, I was wondering how a nightingale felt, swinging in a plum +tree all white with fragrant bloom, and watching the cattle cropping +buttercups and dandelions in the field. Mrs. Lindsay, if my soul is +not perfectly fresh and brand new, I hope it never went into a human +body before mine, because I would much lather it came straight to me +from a sweet innocent bird." + +"Surely, Elise, you are as usual, jesting?" exclaimed her brother. + +"On the contrary, I assure you I neither magnify nor embellish. I am +merely stating unvarnished facts, that you may thoroughly understand +into what fertile soil your scattered grains of learning fall. I +promise you, with moderate cultivation it will yield an +hundred-fold." + +"Mother, what did you say to her, by way of a dose of orthodoxy to +antidote the metempsychosis poison?" asked Mr. Lindsay, who could not +forbear laughing, at the astonished expression of his uncle's +countenance. + +"At first I was positively dumb, and stared at the child, very much +as I daresay Mahamaia did, when her boy Arddha-Chiddi stood upon his +feet and spoke five minutes after his entrance into this world of +woe, or when at five months of age he sat unsupported in the air. +Then I shook her, and asked if she had gone to sleep and dreamed she +was a bulbul feeding on rose leaves; whereupon she looked gravely +dignified, and when I proceeded to reason with her concerning the +absurdity of the utterly worn-out doctrine of transmigration, how do +you suppose she met me? With the information that far from being a +worn-out doctrine, learned and scientific men now living were +reviving it as the truth; and that whereas Christianity was only +eighteen hundred years old, that metempsychosis had been believed for +twenty-nine centuries, and at this day numbers more followers, by +millions, than any other religion in the world. I inquired how she +learned all this foolish fustian, and with an indescribable mixture +of pride, pity, and triumph, as if she realized that she was throwing +Mont Blanc at my head, she mentioned you two eminently evangelical +guides, from whose infallible lips she had gleaned her knowledge. As +for you, Douglass, I suggest you abandon Oriental studies, forego the +dim hope of martyrdom in India, and begin your missionary labours at +home. My dear, the Buddhist is at your own door. Now, Peyton, how do +you relish the flavour of your philosophical salad?" + +"I am afraid I have been culpably thoughtless in introducing to her +mind various doctrines and theories which I never imagined she could +comprehend, or would even ponder for a moment. Since my sight has +become so impaired and feeble, I have several times called on her to +read some articles which certainly are not healthful pabulum for a +child, and my conversations with Douglass, relative to scientific +theories, have been carried on unreservedly in her presence. I am +very glad you warned me." + +"And I am exceedingly sorry, if the effect of my mother's words +should be to hamper and cramp the exercise of Regina's faculties. +Free discussion should be dreaded only by hypocrites and fanatics, +and after all, it is the best crucible for eliminating the false from +the true. Does the contemplation of physical monstrosities engender a +predilection or affection for deformity? Does it not rather by +contrast with symmetry and perfect proportion heighten the power and +charm of the latter? The beauty of truth is never so invincible as +when confronted with sophistry or falsehood; just as youth and health +seem doubly fair and precious, in the presence of trembling +decrepitude and revolting disease." + +"Really, Bishop! I thought you had passed the sophomoric stage, and +it is a shameful waste of dialectic ammunition to throw your +antithesis at me. According to your doctrine, America ought to buy up +and import all the deformed unfortunates who are annually exposed in +China, in order that our people should properly appreciate the +superiority of sound limbs, and the value of the five senses; and +healthy young people should throng the lazarettos and alms-houses to +learn the nature of their own disadvantages. It is equally desirable +that wise men like you and Peyton should accustom yourselves to the +society of--well--I use polite diction, of imbeciles, of 'innocents,' +in order to set a true value on learning and your own astute logic?" + +"My dear little mother, you chop your logic so furiously with a broad +axe, that you darken the air with a hurricane of chips and splinters. +Like all ladies who attempt to argue, you rush into the _reductio ad +absurdum_, and find it impossible to discriminate between----" + +"Wisdom and conceit? Bless you, Bishop, observation has taught me all +the shades and delicate gradations of that difference. We women no +more mistake the latter for the former, than the gods who declined to +turn cannibal when they went to dine with Tantalus, and were offered +a fricassee of Pelops. Now I---- + +"Ceres did eat of it!" exclaimed her son, adroitly avoiding a tweak +of the ear, by throwing his head back, beyond the touch of her +fingers. + +"A wretched pagan fable, sir, with which orthodox bishops should hold +no communion. Tell me, you beardless Gamaliel, where you accumulated +your knowledge relative to the education of girls? Present us a chart +of your experience. You talk of hampering and cramping Regina's +faculties, as if I had put her brains in a pair of stays, and daily +tightened the lacers." + +"I am inclined to think the usual forms of female education have +precisely that effect. The fact is, mother, it appears that women in +this country are expected to come the reserve magazines of piety, of +religious fervour, on the certainly powerful principle that +'ignorance is the mother of devotion.' True knowledge, which springs +from fearless investigation, is a far nobler and more reliable +conservator of pure vital Christianity." + +"_Exempli gratia_, Miss Martineau and Madame Dudevant, who are +crowned heads among the _cognoscenti?_ Or perhaps you would prefer a +second 'La Pelouse,' governed by Miss Weber, who certainly agrees +with you, 'that girls are trained too delicately to allow the mind to +expand.' Illuminated and expanded by 'philosophy' and 'social +progress' she and Madame Dudevant long ago literally abjured stays, +and glory in the usurpation of vests, pantaloons, coats, and short +hair. Be pleased to fancy my Regina, my blue-eyed snowbird, shorn of +that + + 'Gloriole of ebon locks on calmed brows'! + +I would rather see her in her coffin, shrouded in a ruffled +pinafore." + +"Much as I love her, so would I; but, Elise, we will anticipate no +such dreadful destiny. She has a clear fine mind, is studious and +ambitious, but certainly not a genius, unless it be in music; and she +can be trained into a cultivated refined woman, sufficiently +conversant with the sciences to comprehend their contemporaneous +development, without threatening us with pedantry, or adopting a +style suitable to the groves of Crotona in the days of Damo, or the +abstruse mystical diction that doomed Hypatia to the mercy of the +monks. After all, why scare up a blue-stockinged ogre, which may have +no intention of depredating upon our peace; for to be really learned +is no holiday amusement in this cumulative age, and offers little +temptation to a young girl. Not long since, I found a sentence +bearing upon this subject, which impressed itself upon my mind, as +both strong and healthy: 'And by this you may recognize true +education from false. False education is a delightful thing, and +warms you, and makes you every day think more of yourself; and true +education is a deadly cold thing, with a gorgon's head on her shield, +and makes you every day think worse of yourself. Worse in two ways +also, more is the pity: it is perpetually increasing the personal +sense of ignorance, and the personal sense of fault.'" + +"In that event, may I venture to wonder where and how you and +Douglass stand in your own estimation? If quotations are _en regle_, +I can match your reverence, though unfortunately my feminine memory +is not like yours, a tireless beast of burden, and I must be allowed +to read. Here is the book close at hand, in my stocking basket. Now, +wise and gentle sirs, this is my ideal of proper, healthful, feminine +education, as contrasted with pur new-fangled method of making girls +either lay-figures for millinery, jewellery, and frizzled false hair, +or else--far more horrible still--social hermaphrodites, who storm +the posts that have been assigned to men ever since that venerable +and sacred time when 'Adam delved and Eve span,' and who, forsaking +holy home haunts, wage war against nature on account of the mistake +made in their sex, and clamour for the 'hallowed inalienable right' +to jostle and be jostled at the polls; to brawl in the market place, +and to rant on the rostrum, like a bevy of bedlamities. Now when I +begin to read, listen, and tell me frankly, whether when you both +make up your minds to present me, one a sister, the other a daughter, +you will select your wives from among quaint Evelyn's almost obsolete +type, or whether you will commit your name, affections, wardrobe, +larder, pantry and poultry to a strong-minded female 'scientist,' who +will neglect your socks and buttons, to ascertain exactly how many +_Vibriones_ and _Bacteria_ float in a drop of fluid, and when you +come home tired and very hungry, will comfort you, and nobly atone +for the injury of an ill-cooked and worse-served dinner, by regaling +your weary ears with her own ingenious and brilliant interpretation +and translation of _AElia Laelia Crispis!_ Here is my old-fashioned +English damsel, meek as a violet, fresh as a dewy daisy, and sweet as +a bed of thyme and marjoram. 'The style and method of life are quite +changed, as well as the language, since the days of our ancestors, +simple and plain as they were, courting their wives for their +modesty, frugality, keeping at home, good housewifery, and other +economical virtues then in reputation. And when the young damsels +were taught all these at home in the country at their parents' +houses; the portion they brought being more in virtue than money, she +being a richer match than any one who could bring a million, and +nothing else to commend her. The virgins and young ladies of that +golden age put their hands to the spindle, nor disdained the needle; +were obsequious and helpful to their parents, instructed in the +management of the family, and gave presage of making excellent wives. +Their retirements were devout and religious books, their recreations +in the distillery and knowledge of plants and their virtues for the +comfort of their poor neighbours, and use of the family, which +wholesome diet and kitchen physic preserved in health. Then things +were natural, plain, and wholesome; nothing was superfluous, nothing +necessary wanted. The poor were relieved bountifully, and charity was +as warm as the kitchen, where the fire was perpetual.' Now, if Regina +were only my child, I should with some modifications train her after +this mellow old style." + +"Then I am truly thankful she is not my sister! Fancy her pretty +pearly fingers encrusted with gingerbread-dough; or her entrance into +the library heralded by the perfume of moly, or of basil and sage, +tolerable only as the familiars of a dish of sausage meat! Don't soil +my dainty white dove with the dust and soot and rank odours that +belong to the culinary realm." + +"Your white dove? Do you propose to adopt her? A month hence when you +are on your way to India, what difference can it possibly make to +you, whether she is as brown as a quail or black as a crow? Before +you come back, she will have been conscripted into the staid army of +matrons, and transmogrified into stout Mrs. Ptolemy Thomson, or lean +and careworn Mrs. Simon Smith, or worse than all, erudite Mrs. +Professor Belshazzar Brown, spelling Hercules after the learned +style, with the loss of the u, and the substitution of a k; or making +the ghost of Ulysses tear his hair, by writing the name of his +enchantress 'Kirke'!" + +As Mrs. Lindsay spoke the smile vanished from her lips, and looking +keenly at her son's countenance she detected the change that crossed +it, the sudden glow that mounted to the edge of his hair. + +Avoiding her eyes, he answered hastily: "Suppose those distinguished +gentlemen you mention chance to be scholars, _savans_, and disposed +to follow the advice of Joubert in making their matrimonial +selection: 'We should choose for a wife only the woman we should +choose for a friend, were she a man.' Think you mere habits of +domesticity, or skill in herbalism, would arrest and fix their +fancy?" + +"But, Bishop, they might consider the Talmud more venerable authority +than Joubert, and the Talmud says, so I am told: 'Descend a step in +choosing a wife; mount a step in choosing a friend.'" + +"Thank heaven! there is indeed no Salique Law in the realm of +learning. Mother, I believe one of the happiest auguries of the +future consists in the broadening views of education that are now +held by some of our ablest thinkers. If in the morning of our +religious system, St. Peter deemed it obligatory on us to be able and +'ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you a reason +of the hope that is in you,' how doubly imperative is that duty in +this controversial age, when the popular formula has been adopted, +'to doubt, to inquire, to discover;' when the hammer of the geologist +pounds into dust the idols of tradition, and the lenses of astronomy +pierce the blue wastes of space, which in our childhood we fondly +believed were the _habitat_ of cherubim and seraphim. Now, mother, if +you will only insure my ears against those pink tweezers, of which +they bear stinging recollections, I should like to explain myself." + +Mrs. Lindsay plunged her hands into the depths of her stocking +basket, and said sententiously: + +"The temple of Janus is closed." + +"What is the origin of the doctrine that erudition is the sole +prerogative of men, and that it proves as dangerous in a woman's +hands, as phosphorus or gunpowder in those of a baby----" + +"Why Eve's experience, of course. A ton of gunpowder would not have +blown up the garden of Eden more effectually, than did her light +touch upon an outside branch of the tree of knowledge. I should say +Genesis was acceptable authority to a young minister of the Gospel." + +"That is a violation of the truce, Elise. You are skirmishing with +his picket line. Go on, Douglass." + +"It is evidently a remnant of despotic barbarism, a fungoid growth +from Oriental bondage----" + +"Bishop, may I be allowed to ask if you are referring to Genesis?" + +"Dear little mother, I refer to the popular fallacy, that in the same +ratio that you thoroughly educate women, you unfit them for the holy +duties of daughter, wife, and mother. Is there an inherent antagonism +between learning and womanliness?" + +"Indeed, dear, how can I tell? I am not a 'Della-Cruscan.' I only +'strain' milk into my dairy pans." + +"Elise, do be quiet. You break the thread of his argument." + +"Then it is entirely too brittle to hold the ponderous propositions +he intends to string upon it. Proceed, my son." + +"Are we to accept the unjust and humiliating dogma that the more +highly we cultivate feminine intellect, the more un-feminine, +unlovely, unamiable the individual certainly becomes? Is a woman +sweeter, more gentle, more useful to her family and friends, because +she is unlearned? Does knowledge exert an acidulating influence upon +female temper, or produce an ossifying effect on female hearts? Is +ignorance an inevitable concomitant of refinement and delicacy? +Does the knowledge of Greek and Latin cast a blight over the +flower-garden, or a mildew in the pantry and linen closet; or +do the classics possess the power of curdling all the milk of +human-kindness, all the streams of tender sympathy in a woman's +nature, as rennet coagulates a bowl of sweet milk? Can an +acquaintance with literature, art, and science so paralyze a lady's +energies, that she is rendered utterly averse to and incapable of +performing those domestic offices, those household duties, so +pre-eminently suited to her slender, dexterous busy little fingers? +Why, my own wise precious little mother is a living refutation +of so grossly absurd and monstrous a dogma! Have not you boxed my +ears, because, when stumbling through the 'Anabasis,' my Greek +pronunciation tortured your fastidious and correct taste? Did not you +tell me that you read nearly the whole of Sallust by spreading the +book open on the dairy shelf while you churned, thus saving time? And +did not that same sweet golden butter, made under the shadow of a +Latin dictionary, win you the State Fair Premium, of that very silver +cup, from which I drank my milk, as long as I wore knee-pants and +round jackets? Was it not my father's fond boast that his wife's +proficiency in music was equalled only by her wonderful skill in +making muffins, pastry, and _omelette soujflee?_" + +With genuine chivalric tenderness in look and tone he inclined his +head; but though a tear certainly glistened in Mrs. Lindsay's bright +eyes, she answered gayly: + +"Am I Cerberus, to be coaxed and cheated by a well-buttered sop of +flattery? Return to your mutton, reverend sir, and know that I am +incorruptible, and disdain to betray my cause for your thirty pieces +of potent praise." + +"I think," said Mr. Hargrove, taking a bunch of cherries from the +fruit-stand on the library table,--"I think the whole matter may be +resolved into this; the ambitious clamours and Amazonian excesses of +this epoch, are the inevitable consequence of the rigid tyranny of +former ages; which sternly banished women to the numbing darkness of +an intellectual night, denying them the legitimate and natural right +of developing their faculties by untrammelled exercise. This belief +in feminine inferiority is still expressed in Mohammedan lands, by +the custom of placing a slate or tablet of marble on a woman's grave, +while on that of men a pen or penholder is laid, to indicate that +female hearts are mere tablets, on which man writes whatever pleases +him best. In sociology, as well as physics and dynamics,--the angle +of reflection is always equal to the angle of incidence,--the +psychologic rebound is ever in proportion to the mental pressure; one +extreme invariably impinges upon the opposite,--and when the pendulum +has reached one end of the arc, it must of necessity swing back to +the other. In all social revolutions the moderate and reasonable +concessions which might have appeased the discontent in its +incipiency are gladly tendered much too late in the contest, when the +insurgents stung by injustice and conscious of their grievances, +refuse all temperate compromise, and run riot. This woman's-rights +and woman's-suffrage abomination is no suddenly concocted social +bottle of yeast: it has been fermenting for ages, and, having finally +blown out the cork, is rapidly leavening the mass of female +malcontents." + +"But, Uncle Peyton, you surely discriminate between a few noisy +ambitious sciolists who mistake lyceum notoriety for renown, and the +noble band of delicate, refined women whose brilliant attainments in +the republic of letters are surpassed only by their beautiful +devotion to God, family, and home? Fancy Mrs. Somerville demanding a +seat in Parliament, or Miss Herschel elbowing her way to the +hustings! Whose domestic record is more lovely in its pure +womanliness than Hannah More's, or Miss Mitford's, or Mrs. +Browning's? who wears deathless laurels more modestly than Rosa +Bonheur? It seems to me, sir, that it is not so much the amount as +the quality of the learning that just now ought to engage attention. +I see that one of the ablest and strongest thinkers of the day has +handled this matter in a masterly way, and with your permission I +should like to read a passage: 'In these times the educational tree +seems to me to have its roots in the air, its leaves and flowers in +the ground; and I confess I should very much like to turn it upside +down, so that its roots might be solidly embedded among the facts of +Nature, and draw thence a sound nutriment for the foliage and fruit +of literature and of art. No educational system can have a claim to +permanence, unless it recognizes the truth that education has two +great ends, to which everything else must be subordinated. One of +these is to increase knowledge; the other is to develop the love of +right and the hatred of wrong. At present, education is almost +entirely devoted to the cultivation of the power of expression, and +of the sense of literary beauty. The matter of having anything to say +beyond a hash of other people's opinions, or of possessing any +criterion of beauty, so that we may distinguish between the God-like +and the devilish, is left aside as of no moment. I think I do not err +in saying that if science were made the foundation of education, +instead of being at most stuck on as cornice to the edifice, this +state of things could not exist.' Such is the system I should like to +see established in our own country." + +"Provided you could reply upon the moderation of the teachers; for +unless wisely and temperately inculcated, this system would soon make +utter shipwreck of the noblest interests of humanity. For many years +I have watched attentively the doublings of this fox, and while I +yield to no man in solemn fidelity to truth, I want to be sure that +what I accept as such, is not merely old error under new garbs, only +a change of disguising terms. Science has its fetich, as well has +superstition, and abstruse terminology does not always conceal its +stolid gross proportions. The complete overthrow and annihilation of +the belief in a personal, governing, prayer-answering God, is the end +and aim of the gathering cohorts of science, and the sooner masking +technicalities are thrown aside the better for all parties. +Scientific research and analysis, nobly brave, patient, tireless, and +worthy of all honour and gratitude, have manipulated, decomposed, and +then integrated the universal clay, but despite microscope and +telescope, chemical analysis, and vivisection, they can go no further +than the whirring of the Potter's wheel, and the Potter is nowhere +revealed. The moulding Creative hand and the plastic clay are still +as distinct, as when the gauntlet was first flung down by proud +ambitious constructive science. Animal and vegetable organisms have +been analyzed, and 'the idea of adaptation developed into the +conception that life itself, "is the definite combination of +heterogeneous changes, both simultaneous and successive in +correspondence with external co-existence and sequences."' Now to the +masses who are pardonably curious concerning this problem of +existence, is this result perfectly satisfactory? The 'Physical basis +of life' has been driven into a corner, hunted down, seized at last, +and over the heads of an eager, panting, chasing generation, is +triumphantly dangled this 'Scientific Fox' brush, 'Nucleated +Protoplasm, the structural unit!' But how or whence sprang the laws +of 'Protein'? Hatred of certain phrases is more bitter than of the +principles they express, and because theologians cling to the words +God,' Creative Acts, Divine Wisdom, Providential Adaptation, +scientists declare them the _dicta_ of ignorance, superstition, and +tradition, and demand that we shall bow before their superior wisdom, +and substitute such terms as 'Biogenesis,' 'Abiogenesis,' and +'Xenogenesis.' But where is the economy of credulity? The problems +are only crowded by a subtle veil of learned or scientific verbiage, +and their solution does not induce the expenditure of faith. The +change of names is not worth the strife, for the Clay and the Potter +are still distinct, and He who created cosmic laws cannot reasonably +or satisfactorily be confounded with, or merged in His own statutes. +Creeds, theories, systems are not valuable because they are religious +and traditional, or because they are scientific or philosophical, but +solely on account of their truth. So, Douglass, I am not sure that +your essentially scientific method will teach Regina any more real +wisdom in ethics, or in AEtiolgy, than her great-grandmother +possessed." + +"You forget, Uncle Peyton, that in this rapidly advancing age only +improved educational systems will enable men and women to appreciate +the importance of its discoveries." + +"My dear boy, are sudden and violent changes always synonymous with +advancement? Is transition inevitably improvement? Was the social +status of Paris after the revolution of 1790 an appreciable progress +from the morals, religious or political, that existed in the days of +Fenelon? In mechanical, agricultural, and chemical departments the +march is indeed nobly on and upward, the discoveries and improvements +are vast and wonderful, and for these physical material blessings we +are entirely indebted to Science, toiling, heroic, and truly +beneficent Science. In morals, public or private--religion, national +or individual--or in civil polity, have we advanced? Has liberty of +action kept pace with liberty of opinion? Are Americans as truly free +to-day as they certainly were fifty years ago? In aesthetics do we +surpass Phidias and Praxiteles, Raphael and Michael Angelo? Is our +music more perfect than Pergolesi's or Mozart's? Can we exhibit any +marvels of architecture that excel the glory of Philae, Athens, +Paestum, and Agra? Are wars less bloody, or is crime less rampant? Our +arrogant assumption of superiority is sometimes mournfully rebuked. +For instance, one of the most eminent and popular scientists of +England emphasised his views on the necessity of 'improving natural +knowledge,' by ascribing the great plague of 1664, and the great fire +of 1666--which in point of population and of houses, nearly swept +London from the face of the globe--to ignorance and neglect of +sanitary laws, and to the failure to provide suitable organizations +for the suppression of conflagrations. He proudly asserted that the +recurrence of such catastrophes is now prohibited by scientific +arrangements 'that never allow even a street to burn down,' and that +'it is the improvement of our own natural knowledge which keeps back +the plague.' I think I am warranted in the assumption that our +American Fire Departments, Insurance Companies, and Boards of Health +are quite as advanced, progressive, and scientific as similar +associations in Great Britain; yet the week after I read his +argument, an immense city lay almost in ruins; and ere many months +passed, several towns and districts of our land were scourged, +desolated by pestilence so fatal, so unconquerable, that the horrors +of the plague were revived, and the living were scarcely able to +sepulchre the dead. Now and then we have solemn admonitions of the +Sisyphian tendency of the attempt so oft defeated, so persistently +renewed to banish a Personal and Ruling God, and substitute the +scientific fetich, 'Force and Matter,' 'Natural Law,' 'Evolution,' or +'Development.' While I desire that the basis of Regina's education +shall be sufficiently broad, liberal, and comprehensive, I intend to +be careful what doctrines are propounded; for unfortunately all who +sympathize with the atheism of Comte, have not his noble frankness, +and fail to print as he did on his title-page: + + '_Reorganiser sans Dieu ni roi, + Par le culte systematique + de l'Humanite_.'" + +"Oh, Peyton! what fearfully, selfishly long sentences you and +Douglass inflict upon each other, and upon me! The colons and +semicolons gather along the lines of conversation like an army of +martyrs, and to my stupidly weary ears that last, that final period, +was a most 'sweet boon'--a crowning blessing. If Regina's nightingale +soul is to be vexed by such disquisitions as those from which you +have been quoting, I must say it made a sorry bargain in exchanging +brown feathers for pink flesh, and would have had a better time +trilling madrigals in some hawthorn thicket or myrtle grove. I see +plainly I might as well carry my dear old Evelyn--fragrant with +mint and marjoram--back upstairs, and wrap it up in ancient +camphor-scented linen, and put it away tenderly to sleep its last +sleep in the venerable cedar chest, where my grandfather's huge +knee-buckles, and my great-grandmother's yellow brocaded silk-dress, +with its waist the length of my little finger, and the sleeves as +wide as a balloon. Gentlemen, permit me one parting paragraph, +before I write 'finis' on this matter of education, and 'hereafter +for ever hold my peace.' Be it distinctly understood, 'by these +presents,' that if that child Regina grows up a blue-stocking, or a +metempsychosist, a scientist or a freedom-shrieker, a professor of +physics or a practitioner of physic, judge of a court or mayor of a +city, biologist, sociologist, heathen or heretic, it will be no work +or wish of mine; for to each and all of these threatened, progressive +abominations, I, Elise Lindsay, do hold up clean hands, and cry, +Avaunt!" + +"I thought my sister had long since learned that borrowing trouble +necessitated the payment of usurious interest? Just now our little +girl carries no gorgon's head; let her alone. The most imperatively +demanded change in our system of female training, is the addition of +a few years in which to work. American girls are turned out upon +society when they should be beginning their apprenticeship under +their mothers' eyes in all household arts and sciences; and they are +wives and mothers before they are able physically, mentally, or +morally to appreciate the sacred, solemn responsibilities that inhere +in such positions. If our girls pursued methodically all the branches +of a liberal and classical education, including domestic economy, +until they were at least twenty, how much misery would be averted! +how many more really elegant interesting women would be added to the +charm of society, usefulness to country, happiness and sanctity of +home! Had I means to bestow in such enterprises, I should +like to endow some institution, and stipulate for a chair of +household-arts-and-sciences-and-home-duties; and Regina should not go +into general society until she had graduated therein." + +"Not another word of conspiracy against my little maid's peace! Lean +forward a little, Peyton, and look at her yonder, coming along the +rose-walk. See how the pigeons follow her. She has been gathering +raspberries, and I promised she should make all she could pick into +jelly for poor old Tobitha Meggs. How pure and fair she looks in her +white dress! Dear little thing! Sometimes I am wicked enough to wish +she had no mother, for then she would be wholly ours, and we could +keep her always. Listen, she is singing Schubert's '_Ave Maria_'." + +After a moment's silence Mrs. Lindsay rose, and, passing her arm +around her son's neck, leaned her cheek against his head, as he sat +near his uncle, and looking through the open door at the slowly +approaching figure. + +"Bishop, if I were an artist, I would paint her as a priestess at +Ephesus, chanting a hymn to Diana; and instead of Hero and the +pigeons, place brown deer and spotted fawns on mossy banks in the +background." + +"Pooh! What a hopeless pagan you are, Elise? If I were a sculptor I +would chisel a statue of purity, and give it her countenance." + +And Mr. Lindsay smiled in his mother's face, and said only for her +ear: + +"Do not her eyes entitle her to be called Glaukopis?" + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +The long sultry August day was drawing to a close, and those who had +found the intense heat almost unendurable watched with delight the +slow hands of the clock, whose lagging fingers finally pointed to +five. The sky seemed brass, the atmosphere a blast from Tophet; and +the sun, still standing at some distance above the horizon, glared +mercilessly down over the panting parched: earth, as if a recent and +unusually copious shower of "meteoric cosmical matter" had fallen +into the solar furnace, and prompted it by increased incandescence to +hotly deny the truth of Helmholtz's assertion: "The inexorable laws +of mechanics show that the store of heat in the sun must be finally +exhausted." Certainly to those who had fanned themselves through the +tedious torture long remembered as the "hot Sunday," the +science-predicted period of returning glaciers and polar snows where +palms and lemons now hold sway, seemed even more distant than the +epoch suggested by the speculative. In proportion to the elevation of +the mercurial vein which mounted to and poisoned itself at 100 +degrees, the religious, the devotional, pulse sank lower, almost to +zero; consequently, although circumstances of unusual interest +attracted the congregation to the church, where Mr. Lindsay intended +to preach his farewell sermon, only a limited number had braved the +heat to shake hands with the young minister, who ere another sunrise +would have started on his long journey to the pagan East. + +At the parsonage it had been a sad day, sad despite the grave +serenity of Mr. Hargrove, the quiet fortitude of Mr. Lindsay, and the +desperate attempts of the mother to drive back tears, compose +fluttering lips, and steady the tones of her usually cheerful voice. +For several days previous, Mr. Hargrove had been quite indisposed, +and as his nephew would leave home at eleven p.m., the customary +Sunday night service had been omitted. + +As the afternoon wore away, the family trio assembled on the shaded +end of the north verandah, and with intuitive delicacy, Regina shrank +from intruding on the final interview which appeared so sacred. + +Followed by Hero, she went through the shrubbery, and down a walk +bordered with ancient cedars, which led to a small gate that opened +into the adjoining churchyard. + +In accordance with a custom long since fallen hopelessly into +desuetude, but prevailing when the venerable church was erected, it +had been placed in the centre of a spacious square, every yard of +which had subsequently become hallowed as the last resting-place of +families who had passed away, since the lofty spire rose like a huge +golden finger pointing heavenward. An avenue of noble elms led from +the iron gate to the broad stone steps; and on either side and +behind the church swelled the lines of mounds, some white with +marble, some green with turf, now and then a heap of mossy +shells--not a few gay with flowers--all scrupulously free from weeds, +and those most melancholy symptoms of neglect, which even in public +cemeteries too often impress the beholder with gloomy premonitions of +his own inevitable future, and recall the solemn admonition of the +Talmud: "Life is a passing shadow. Is it the shadow of a tower, or of +a tree? A shadow that prevails for a while? No, it is the shadow of a +bird in his flight,--away flies the bird, and there remains neither +bird nor shadow." + +Has the profoundly religious sentiment of reverence for the domains +of death lost or gained by the modern practice of municipal monopoly +of the right of sepulture? Who, amid the pomp and splendour of +Greedwood or Mount Auburn, where human vanity builds its own proud +monument in the mausoleums of the dead,--who, in hurrying along the +broad and beautiful avenues thronged with noisy groups of chattering +pedestrians, and with gay equipages that render the name "City of +silence" a misnomer, converting it into a _quasi_ Festa ground, a +scene for subdued Sunday _Fete Champetre_,--who, passing from these +magnificent city cemeteries, into some primitive old-fashioned +churchyard, such as that of V----, has not suddenly been almost +overpowered by the contrast presented: the deep brooding solemnity, +the holy hush, the pervading indwelling atmosphere of true sanctity +that distinguishes the latter? + +Could any other than the simple ancient churchyard of bygone days +have suggested that sweetest, purest, noblest elegy in our mother +tongue? Do not our hearts yearn with an intense and tender longing +toward that church, at whose font we were baptized, at whose +communion-table we reverently bowed, before whose altar we breathed +the marriage vows, from whose silent chancel we shall one day be +softly and slowly borne away to our last, long sleep? Why not lay us +down to rest, where the organ that pealed at our wedding and sobbed +its requiem over our senseless clay may still breathe its loving +dirges across our graves in winter's leaden storms, or in fragrant +amber-aired summer days? Would worldly vampires, such as political or +financial schemes, track a man's footsteps down the aisle, and flap +their fatal numbing pinions over his soul so securely even in the +Sanctuary of the Lord, if from his family pew his eyes wandered now +and then to the marble slab that lay like a benediction over the +silver head of an honoured father or mother, or the silent form of a +beloved wife, sister, or brother? + +Is there a woman so callous, so steeped in folly, that the tinsel of +Vanity Fair, the paraphernalia of fashion, or all the thousand small +fiends that beleaguer the female soul, could successfully lure her +imagination from holy themes, when sitting in front of the pulpit, +she yet sees through the open windows where butterflies like happy +souls flutter in and out the motionless chiselled cenotaph that rests +like a sentinel above the pulseless heart that once enshrined her +image, called her wife, and beat in changeless devotion against her +own; or the little grassy billow sown thick with violets that speak +to her of the blue eyes beneath them, where in dreamless slumber that +needs no mother's cradling arms, no maternal lullaby, reposes the +waxen form, the darling golden head of her long-lost baby? What spot +so peculiarly suited for "God's acre" as that surrounding God's +temple? + +A residence of dearly four years' duration at the parsonage had +rendered this quiet churchyard a favourite retreat with Regina, and, +divesting the graves of all superstitious terrors, had awakened in +her nature only a most profound and loving reverence for the +precincts of the dead. + +To-day, longing for some secluded spot in which to indulge the +melancholy feelings that oppressed her, she instinctively sought the +church, yielding unconscious homage to its hallowed and soothing +influence. Passing slowly and carefully among the head-stones, she +went into the church, to which she had access at all times by a key, +which enabled her to enter at will and practise on the small organ +that was generally used in Sabbath-school music. + +Fancying that it might be cooler in the gallery, she ascended to the +organ loft, and while Hero stretched himself at her feet, she sat +down on one of the benches close to the open window that looked +toward the mass of trees which so completely embowered the parsonage, +that only one ivy-crowned chimney was visible. Low in the sky, and +just opposite the tall arched window behind the pulpit, the sun +burned like a baleful Cyclopean eye, striking through a mass of ruby +tinted glass that had been designed to represent a lion, and other +symbols of the Redeemer, who soared away above them. + +Are there certain subtle electrical currents sheathed in human flesh +that link us sometimes with the agitated reservoirs of electricity +trembling in the bosom of yet distant clouds? Do not our own highly +charged nervous batteries occasionally give the first premonition of +coming thunderstorms? Long before the low angry growl that came +suddenly from some lightning lair in the far south, below the +sky-line, Regina anticipated the approaching war of elements, and +settled herself to wait for it. + +Not until to-day had she realized how much of the pleasure of her +life at the parsonage was derived from the sunny presence and +sympathizing companionship which she was now about to lose, +certainly for many years, probably for ever. + +Although Mr. Lindsay's age doubled her own, he had entered so fully +into her fancies, humoured so patiently her girlish caprices, with +such tireless interest aided her in her studies, that she seemed to +forget his seniority, and treated him with the quiet affectionate +freedom which she would have indulged toward a young brother. Next to +the memory of her mother, she probably gave him the warmest place in +her heart, but she was a remarkably reserved, composed, and +undemonstrative child, by no means addicted to caresses, and only in +moments of deep feeling betrayed into an impulsive passionate +gesture, or a burst of emotion. + +Sincerely attached to the entire household, who had won not merely +her earnest gratitude, but profound respect and admiration, she was +conscious of a peculiar clinging tenderness for Mr. Lindsay, which +rendered the prospect of his departure the keenest trial that had +hitherto overtaken her; and when she thought of the immense distance +that must soon divide them, the laborious nature of the engagement +that would detain him perhaps a lifetime in the far East, her own dim +uncertain future looked dark and dreary. The blazing sun went down at +last, the fiery radiance of the pulpit window faded, and the birds +that frequented the quiet sheltered enclosure sought their perches in +the thickest foliage where they were wont to sleep. But there was no +abatement of the heat. The air was sulphurous, and its inspiration +was about as refreshing as a draught from Phlegethon; while the +distant occasional growl had grown into a frequent thunderous +muttering that deepened with every repetition, and already began to +shake the windows in its reverberations. Two ladies in deep mourning, +who had been hovering like black spectres around a granite +sarcophagus, where they deposited and arranged the customary Sabbath +arkja of white flowers, concluded their loving tribute to the +sleeper, and left the churchyard; and save the continual challenge +of the thunder drawing nearer, the perfect stillness ominous and +dread, which always precedes a violent storm, seemed brooding in +fearful augury above the home of the dead. + +With one foot resting on Hero's neck, Regina sat leaning against the +window facing, very pale, but bravely fighting this her first great +battle with sorrow. Her face was eloquent with mute suffering, and +her eyes were full of shadows that left no room for tears. + +"Going away to India, perhaps for ever!" was the burden of this woe +that blanched even her lovely coral lips until their curves were lost +in the pallor of her rounded cheek and dimpled chin. "Going away to +India;" like some fateful rune presaging dire disaster, it seemed +traced in characters of flame across the glowing sky, and over the +stony monuments that studded the necropolis. + +Suddenly Hero lifted his head, sniffed the air, and rose, and almost +simultaneously Regina heard the sound of footsteps on the gravel +outside, and the low utterances of a voice which she recognized as +Hannah's. + +"I never told you before, because I was afraid that in the end you +would cheat me out of my share of the profit. But I have watched and +waited, and bided my time as long as I intend to, and I am too old to +work as I have done." + +"It seems to me a queer thing you have hid it so long, so many years, +when you might have turned it into gold. The old General ought to pay +well for the paper. Let's see it." + +The response was in a man's voice, harsh and discordant, and, leaning +slightly forward, Regina saw the old servant from the parsonage +standing immediately beneath the window, fanning herself with her +white apron, and earnestly conversing in subdued tones with a +middle-aged man, whose flushed and rather bloated face still retained +traces of having once been, though in a coarse style, handsome. In +length of limb, and compact muscular development he appeared an +athlete, a very son of Anak; but habitual dissipation had set its +brutalizing stamp upon his countenance, and the expression of the +inflamed eyes and sensuous mouth was sinister and forbidding, as if a +career of vice had left the stain of irremediable ruin on his swarthy +face. + +As he concluded his remark and stretched out his hand, Hannah laughed +scornfully. + +"Do you take me for a fool? Who else would travel around with a match +and a loaded fuse in the same pocket? I haven't it with me; it is too +valuable to be carried about. The care of that scrap of paper has +tormented me all these years, worse than the tomb devils did the +swine that ran down into the sea to cool off; and if I have changed +its hiding-place once, I have twenty times. If the old General +doesn't pay well for it, I shall gnaw off my fingers, on account of +the sin it has cost me. I was an honest woman and could have faced +the world until that night--so many years ago; and since then I have +carried a load on my soul that makes me--even Hannah Hinton, who +never flinched before man or woman or beast--a coward, a quaking +coward! Sin stabs courage, lets it ooze out, as a knife does blood. +Don't bully me, Peleg! I won't bear it. Jeer me if you dare." + +"Never fear, Aunt Hannah. I have no mind to do theatre on a small +scale, and show you Satan reproving sin. After all, what is your bit +of _petit larceny_, your thin slice of theft, in comparison with my +black work? But really I don't in the least begrudge my sins, if only +I might have my revenge,--if I could only get Minnie in my power." + +"Bah! don't sicken me with any more of the Minnie dose! I hate the +name as I do small-pox or cholera. A pretty life you have led, +dancing after her, as an outright fool might after the pewter-bells +on a baby's rattle!" + +"You women can't understand how a man feels when his love changes to +hate; and yet you ought to know all about it, for when you do turn +upon one another you never let go. Aunt Hannah, I loved her better +than everything else upon the broad earth; I would have kissed the +dust where she walked; I always loved her, and she was fond of me, +until that college dandy came between us, and made a fool of her, a +villain of me. When she forsook me, and followed him off, I swore I +would be revenged. There is tiger blood in me, and when I am +thoroughly stirred up I never cool. It is a long, long time since I +lost her trail--soon after the child was born, and eight years ago I +almost gave up and went to Cuba; but if I can only find the track, I +will follow it till I hunt her down. I never received your letters, +or I would have hurried back. Where is Minnie now?" + +"That is more than I know, but I think somewhere in Europe. The +letters are always sent to a lawyer in New York, who directs them to +her. I have tried in every way to find out, but they are all too +smart for me." + +"Why don't you pump the child?" + +"Haven't I? And gained about as much as if I had put a handle on the +side of a lump of cast iron, and pumped. She is closer than sealing +wax, and shrewder than a serpent. If you pumped her till the stars +fell, you would not get an air-bubble, She can neither be scared nor +coaxed." + +"Where is the paper?" + +"Safely buried here, among the dead." + +"What folly! Don't you know the dampness will destroy it? Pshaw! you +have ruined everything." + +"See here, Peleg, all the brains of the family did not lodge in your +skull; and I guess I was wiser at your age than you will be at mine. +The paper was safe and sound when I looked at it a month ago, and it +is wrapped up in oil-silk, then in cotton, and kept in a thick tin +box." + +"When can I see it? Suppose you get it now?" + +"In daylight? You may depend on my steering clear of detection, no +matter what comes. I would take it up to-night, but there is going to +be an awful storm. Do you hear how the thunder keeps bellowing down +yonder, under that dark line crossing the south? There will be wild +work pretty soon; it has been simmering all day, and when it begins +it won't be child's play. Even the marble slabs on the graves are +hot, and the ground scorched my feet, as if Satan and his fires had +burnt through all but a thin crust. I never was afraid of the devil +until my sin brought me close to him. I want to finish this business, +and before day to-morrow I will come over here and dig up my box. +There will be dim moonlight by three o'clock, and if it should be +cloudy, I can shut my eyes and find the place. I tell you, Peleg, I +am sick and tired of this dirty work; and sometimes I think I am no +better than a hyena prowling among dead men's bones. Come around to +the cowshed in the morning, about seven o'clock, when the family will +be in the library holding prayers; and when I go to milk, I will +bring you the paper. Only to look at, to read over, mind you! It +doesn't leave my hands, until the old General's gold jingles in my +pocket. Then he is welcome to it, and Minnie may suffer the +consequences; and you and I will divide the profits. I want to go +away and rest with my sister Penelope the remainder of my life, and +though the family here beg me to stay, I have already given notice +that I intend to stop work next month." + +"Very well, don't fail me; I am as anxious to close up the job as you +possibly can be. I should like to see the child, Minnie's child; but +I might spoil everything if she looks like her mother. Good-bye till +to-morrow." + +The two walked away, one passing down the avenue of elms out into the +street. The other sauntered in the direction of the parsonage, but +ere she reached the small gate, Hannah turned aside to a low iron +railing that enclosed two monuments; a marble angel with expanded +wings standing above a child's grave, and a broken column wreathed +with sculptured ivy, placed on a mound covered with grass. Just +behind the former and close to the railing, rose a noble Lombardy +poplar that towered even above the elms, and at its base a mass of +periwinkle and ground ivy ran hither and thither in luxuriant +confusion, clasping a few ambitious tendrils even about the ancient +trunk. + +Over the railing leaned Hannah, peering down for several moments, at +the lush green creepers, then she walked on to the parsonage gate, +and disappeared. + +Watching her movements, Regina readily surmised that somewhere near +that tree the paper was secreted; and she was painfully puzzled to +unravel the thread that evidently linked her with the mystery. + +"I am the child she spoke of, and she has tried again and again to +'pump' me, as she called it. 'Minnie' must mean my mother; but that +is not her name. Odilie Orphia Orme never could be twisted into +'Minnie;' and that coarse, common, low, wicked man never could have +dared to love my own dear beautiful proud mother! There must be some +dreadful mistake. Somebody is wrong; but not mother,--no, no--never +my mother! Once she wrote that she was forced to keep some things +secret, because she had bitter enemies; and this man must be one of +them, for he said he would hunt her down. But he shall not! Was it +Providence that brought them here to talk over their wicked schemes +where I could hear them? Oh if I only knew all! Mother--mother! you +might trust your child! I can't believe that I am ignorant even of my +mother's name. Surely she never was that red-faced man's 'Minnie'!" + +Covering her face with her hands, she shuddered at the familiar +mention by profane lips of one so hallowed in her estimation, and +this vague threatening of danger to her mother sufficed for a time to +divert her thoughts from the sorrow that for some days past had +engrossed her mind. + +Knowing the affection and confidence with which Hannah had always +been treated by the members of the family, and the great length of +time she had so faithfully served in the parsonage household, Regina +was shocked at the discovery of her complicity in a scheme which she +admitted had made her dishonest. Only two days before she had heard +Mrs. Lindsay lamenting that misfortunes never came single, for as if +Douglass's departure were not disaster enough for one year, Hannah +must even imagine that she felt symptoms of dropsy and desired to go +away somewhere in Iowa or Minnesota, where she could rest, and be +nursed by her relatives. + +This announcement heightened the gloom that already impended, and +various attempts had been made by Mr. Hargrove and his sister to +induce Hannah to reconsider her resolution. But she obstinately +maintained that she was "a worn-out old horse, who ought to be turned +out to pasture in peace the rest of her days;" yet, notwithstanding +her persistency, she evinced much distress at her approaching +separation from the family, and never alluded to it without a flood +of tears. + +What would the members of the household think when they discovered +how mistaken all had been in her real character? But had she a right +to betray Hannah to her employer? Perhaps the paper had no connection +with the parsonage, and no matter whom else she might have wronged, +Hannah had faithfully served the pastor, and repaid his kindness by +devotion to his domestic interests. Regina's nature was generous as +well as just, and she felt grateful to Hannah for many small favours +bestowed on herself, for a uniform willingness to oblige or assist +her, as only servants have it in their power to do. + +Sweetening reminiscences of caramels and crullers, of parenthetic +patty-pancakes not ordered or expected on the parsonage bill of fare, +pleaded pathetically for Hannah, and were ably supported by +recollections of torn dresses deftly darned, of unseasonably and +unreasonably soiled white aprons, which the same skilful hands had +surreptitiously washed and fluted before the regular day for +commencing the laundry work, all of which now made clamorous and +desperate demands on the girl's gratitude and leniency. So complete +had been her trust in Hannah that her reticence concerning her mother +sprang solely from Mr. Hargrove's earnest injunction that she would +permit no one to question her upon the subject; consequently she had +very tenderly intimated to the old woman that she was not at liberty +to discuss that matter with any one. + +"She is going away very soon, bearing a good character. Would it be +right for me to disgrace her in her old age, by telling Mr. Hargrove +what I accidentally overheard? If I only knew 'Minnie' meant mother, +I could be sure this paper did not refer to Mr. Hargrove, and then I +should see my way clearly; for they both said 'old General,' and no +one calls Mr. or Dr. Hargrove 'General.' I only want to do what is +right." + +As she lifted her face from her hands she was surprised at the sudden +gloom that since she last looked out had settled like a pall over the +sky, darkening the church, rendering even the monuments indistinct. + +Hero began to whine and bark, and, starting from her seat, Regina +hurried toward the steps leading down from the organ-loft. Ere she +reached them a fearful sound like the roaring of a vast flood broke +the prophetic silence, then a blinding lurid flash seemed to wrap +everything in flame; there was simultaneously an awful detonating +crash, as if the pillars of the universe had given way, and the +initial note ushered in the thunder-fugue of the tempest, that raged +as if the Destroying Angel rode upon its blast. + +In the height of its fury it bowed the ancient elms as if they were +mere reeds, and shook the stone church to its foundations as a giant +shakes a child's toy. + +Frightened by the trembling of the building, Regina began to descend +the stairs, guided by the incessant flashes of lightning, but when +about half-way down a terrific peal of thunder so startled her that +she missed a step, grasped at the balustrade but failed to find it, +and rolled helplessly to the floor of the vestibule. Stunned and mute +with terror, she attempted to rise, but her left foot, crushed under +her in the fall, refused to serve her, and with a desperate instinct +of faith she crawled through the inside door and down the aisle, +seeking refuge at the altar of God. Dragging the useless member, she +reached the chancel at last, and as the lightning showed her the +railing, she laid herself down, and clasped the mahogany balusters in +both hands. + +In the ghastly electric light she saw the wild eyes of the lion in +the pulpit window glaring at her,--but over all the holy smile of +Christ, as, looking down in benediction, He soared away heavenward; +and above the howling of the hurricane rose her cry to Him who +stilleth tempests, and saith to wind and sea, "Peace, be still!": "O +Jesus! save me, that I may see my mother once more!" + +She imagined there was a lull, certainly the shrieking of the gale +seemed to subside, but only for half a moment, and in the doubly +fierce renewal of elemental strife, amid deafening peals if thunder +and the unearthly glare that preceded each reverberation, there came +other sounds more appalling, and as the church rocked and quivered +some portion of the ancient edifice fell, adding its crash to the +diapason of the storm. + +Believing that the roof was falling upon her, Regina shut her eyes, +and in after years she recalled vividly two sensations that seemed +her last on earth: one, the warm touch of Hero's tongue on her +clenched fingers; the other, a supernatural wail that came down from +the gallery, and that even then she knew was born in the organ. Was +it the weird fingering of the sacrilegious cyclone that concentrated +its rage upon the venerable sanctuary? After a little while the fury +of the wind spent itself, but the rain began to fall heavily, and the +electricity drama continued with unabated vigour and fierceness. + +Although unusually brave for so young a person, Regina had been +completely terrified, and she lay dumb and motionless, still clinging +to the altar railing. At last, when the wind left the war to the +thunder and the rain, Hero, who had been quite until now, began to +bark violently, left her side, and ran to and fro, now and then +uttering a peculiar sound, which with him always indicated delight. +His subtle instinct was stronger than her hope, and as she raised +herself into a sitting posture she saw that he had sprung upon the +top of one of the side aisle pews, and thence into the window, which +had been left open by the sexton. Here he lingered as if irresolute, +and in an agony of dread at the thought of being deserted, she cried +out: + +"Here, Hero! Come back! Hero, don't leave me to die alone." + +He whined in answer, and barked furiously as if to reassure her; then +the whole church was illumined with a lurid glory that seemed to +scorch the eyeballs with its intolerable radiance, and in it she saw +the white figure of the dog plunge into the blackness beyond. + +She knew the worst was over, unless the lightning killed her, for the +wind had ceased, and the walls were still standing; but the +atmosphere was thick with dust, and redolent of lime, and she +conjectured that the plastering in the gallery had fallen, though the +tremendous crash portended something more serious. She tried to stand +up by steadying herself against the balustrade, but the foot refused +to sustain her weight, and she sank back into her former crouching +posture, feeling very desolate, but tearless and quiet as one of the +apostolic figures that looked pityingly upon her whenever the +lightning smote through them. + +She turned her head, so that at every flash she could gaze upon the +placid face of the beatified Christ floating above the pulpit; and in +the intense intervening darkness tried to possess her soul in +patience, thinking of the mercy of God and the love of her mother. + +She knew not how long Hero had left her, for pain and terror are not +accurate chronometers, but after what appeared a weary season of +waiting, she started when his loud bark sounded under the window, +through which he had effected his exit. She tried to call him, but +her throat was dry and parched, and her foot throbbed and ached so +painfully, that she dreaded making any movement. Then a voice always +pleasant to her ears, but sweeter now than an archangel's, shouted +above the steady roar of the rain: + +"Regina! Regina!" + +She rose to her knees, and with a desperate exertion of lungs and +throat, answered: + +"I am here! Mr. Lindsay, I am here!" + +Remembering that words ending in o were more readily distinguished at +a distance, she added: + +"Hero! Oh, Hero!" + +His frantic barking told her that she had been heard, and then +through the window came once more the music of the loved voice. + +"Be patient. I am coming." + +She could not understand why he did not come through the door instead +of standing beneath the window, and it seemed stranger still, that +after a little while all grew silent again. But her confidence never +wavered, and in the darkness she knelt there patiently, knowing that +he would not forsake her. + +It seemed a very long time before Hero's bark greeted her once more, +and, turning toward the window, a lingering zigzag flash of lightning +showed her Douglass Lindsay's face, as he climbed in, followed by the +dog. + +"Regina! where are you?" + +"Oh, here I am!" + +He stood on one of the seats, swinging a lantern in his hand, and as +she spoke he sprang toward her. + +Still clutching the altar railing with one hand, she knelt, with her +white suffering face upturned piteously to him, and stooping he threw +his arms around her and clasped her to his heart. + +"My darling, God has been merciful to you and me!" + +She stole one arm up about his neck, and clung to him, while for the +first time he kissed her cheek and brow. + +"Does my darling know what an awful risk she ran? The steeple has +fallen, and the whole front of the church is blocked up, a mass of +ruins. I could not get in, and feared you were crushed, until I heard +Hero bark from the inside and followed the sound, which brought me to +the window, whence he jumped out to meet me. At last when you +answered my call, I was obliged to go back for a ladder. Here, +darling, at God's altar, let us thank Him for your preservation." + +He bowed his face upon her head, and she heard the whispered +thanksgiving that ascended to the throne of grace, but no words +were audible. Rising he attempted to lift her, but she winced and +moaned, involuntarily sinking back. + +"What is the matter? After all, were you hurt?" + +"When I came down from the gallery it turned so dark I was +frightened, and I stumbled and fell down the steps. I must have +broken something, for when I stand up my ankle gives way, and I can't +walk at all." + +"Then how did you get here? The steps are at the front of the +church." + +"I thought the altar was the safest place, and I crawled here on my +hands and knees." + +He pressed her head against his shoulder, and his deep manly voice +trembled. + +"Thank God, for the thought. It was your salvation, for the stairs +and the spot where you must have fallen are a heap of stone, brick, +and mortar. If you had remained there, you would certainly have been +killed." + +"Yes, it was just after I got here and caught hold of the railing +that the crash came. Oh! is it not awful!" + +"It was an almost miraculous escape, for which you ought to thank and +serve your God all the days of the life He has mercifully spared to +you. Stand up a minute, even if it pains you, and let me find out +what ails your foot. I know something of surgery, for once it was my +intention to study medicine instead of divinity." + +He unbuttoned and removed her shoe, and as he firmly pressed the foot +and ankle, she flinched and sighed. + +"I think there are no bones broken, but probably you have wrenched +and sprained the ankle, for it is much swollen already. Now, little +girl, I must go back for some assistance. You will have to be taken +out through the window, and I am afraid to attempt carrying you down +the ladder unaided and in the darkness. I might break your neck, +instead of your ankle." + +"Oh, please don't leave me here!" + +She stretched out her arms pleadingly, and tears sprang to his eyes +as he noted the pallor of her beautiful face and the nervous +fluttering of her white lips. + +"I shall leave Hero and the lantern with you, and you may be sure I +shall be gone the shortest possible time. The danger is over now, +even the lightning is comparatively distant, and you who have been so +brave all the while certainly will not prove a coward at the last +moment." + +He took her up as easily as if she had been an infant, and laid her +tenderly down on one of the pew cushions; then placed the lantern on +the pulpit desk, and came back. + +"Slip your hand under Hero's collar, to prevent him from following me +if he should try to do so, and keep up your courage. Put yourself in +God's hands, and wait here patiently for Douglass. Don't you know +that I would not leave you here an instant, if it could be avoided? +God bless you, my white dove." + +He stooped and kissed her forehead, then hurried away, and after a +moment Regina knew that she and her dog were once more alone in the +ancient church, with none nearer than the dead, who slept so soundly, +while the soft summer rain fell ceaselessly above their coffins. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +The town clock was striking nine when the renewal of welcome sounds +beneath the window announced to Regina that her weary dark vigil was +ended. Soon after Mr. Lindsay's departure, the lantern above the +altar grew dim, then went out, leaving the church in total darkness, +relieved only by an occasional glimmer from the electric batteries +that had wheeled far away to the north-east. Erect and alert Hero sat +beside his mistress, now and then rubbing his head against her +shoulder, or placing his paw on her arm, as if to encourage her by +mute assurances of faithful guardianship; and even when the voices +outside cheered him into one quick bark of recognition, he made no +effort to leave the prostrate form. + +"All in the dark? Where is your lantern?" asked Mr. Lindsay, as he +climbed through the window. + +"It went out very soon after you left. Can you find me? or shall I +try to come to you?" + +"Keep still, Regina. Come up the ladder, Esau, and hold your torch so +that I can see. It is black as Egypt inside." + +In a few moments the ruddy glare streamed in, and showed the anxious +face of the sexton, and the figure of Mr. Lindsay groping from pew to +pew. Before that cheerful red light how swiftly the trooping spectres +and grim phantoms that had peopled the gloom fled away for ever! What +a blessed, comforting atmosphere of love and protection seemed to +encompass her, when, after handing one of the pew cushions to the +sexton, Mr. Lindsay came to the spot where she lay. + +"How are your wounds?" + +"My foot is very stiff and sore, but if you will let me hold your +arm, I can hop along." + +"Can you, my crippled snow-bird? Suppose I have a different use for +my strong arms?" + +He lifted her very gently, but apparently without effort, and +carried her to the window. + +"Go down, Esau, set the torch in the ground, and hold the +ladder,--press it hard against the wall. I am coming down +backward,--and if I should miss a round, you must be ready to help +me. Come, Hero, jump out first and clear the way. Steady now, Esau." + +Placing his charge on the broad sill, Mr. Lindsay stepped out, +established himself securely on the ladder, and, drawing the girl to +the ledge, took her firmly in his arms, balancing himself with some +difficulty as he did so. + +"Now say your prayers. Clasp your hands tight around my neck, and +shut your eyes." + +His chin rested upon her forehead, as she clung closely about his +neck, and they commenced the perilous descent. + +Once he wavered, almost tottered, but recovered himself, and from the +fierce beating of his heart and the laboured sound of his deep +breathing she knew that it cost him great physical exertion; but at +last his close strain relaxed, he reached the ground safely and stood +resting a moment, while a sigh of relief escaped him. + +"Esau, put the end of the torch sideways in Hero's mouth,--mind, so +that it will not burn him; and lay the cushion on the plank. +No!--that is wrong. Turn the torch the other way, so that as he +walks, the wind will blow the flame in the opposite direction, away +from his face. Take it, Hero! That's a noble fellow! Now home, Hero." + +When the cushion had been adjusted on the broad plank brought for the +purpose, Mr. Lindsay laid Regina upon it, threw a blanket over her, +and, bidding the sexton take one end of the plank, he lifted the +other, and they began the march. + +"Not that way, Hero, although it is the nearest. Truly the 'longest +way round is the shortest way' home this time; for we could not twist +about among the graves, and must go down the avenue, though it is +somewhat obstructed by fallen boughs. Come here, Hero, and walk ahead +of us. Now, Regina, you can shut your eyes and imagine you are riding +in a palankeen, as the Hindustanee ladies do when they go out for +fresh air. The motion is exactly the same, as you will find some day +when you come to Rohilcund or Oude, to see Padre Sahib--Lindsay. You +shall then have a new dooley all curtained close with rose-coloured +silk; but I can't promise that the riding will prove any more easy +than this cushioned plank." + +What a stab seemed each word, bringing back all the bitter suffering +his departure would cause,--the reviving the grief, from which the +storm had temporarily diverted her thoughts. + +"You are not going to-night? You will not try to start, after this +dreadful storm?" she said, in an unsteady voice. + +"Yes, I am obliged to go, in order to keep an appointment for +to-morrow night in New York; otherwise, I would wait a day to learn +the extent of the damage, for I am afraid the hurricane has made sad +havoc. Esau tells me the roof and a portion of the market house was +carried away, and it was the most violent gale I have ever known." + +They had reached the street and were approaching the gate of the +parsonage, where Hero turned back, dropped the torch at Mr. Lindsay's +feet, and shook his head vigorously, rubbing his nose with his paw. + +"Poor fellow! can't you stand it any longer? It must nave scorched +him, as it burnt low. Brave fellow!" + +"Oh, Douglass! is that you?" cried an eager voice at some distance. + +"Yes, mother." + +Mrs. Lindsay ran to meet them. + +"Did you find her?" + +"Yes, I am bringing her home." + +"Bringing her--oh, my God! Is she dead?" + +"No, she is safe." + +"My son, don't try to deceive me. What is the matter? You are +carrying something on a litter." + +"Why do you not speak, Regina, and assure her of your safety?" + +Mrs. Lindsay had groped her way to the side of her son, and put her +hand on the figure stretched upon the cushion. + +"I only sprained my foot badly, and Mr. Lindsay was so good as to +bring me home this way." + +"Have they got her?" shouted Hannah, who accompanied by Mr. Hargrove +had found it impossible to keep pace with Mrs. Lindsay. + +"Oh, it is a corpse you are fetching home!" she added, with a genuine +wail, as in the gloom she dimly saw the outline of several persons. + +"Nobody is dead, but we need a light. Run back and get a candle." + +Thankful that life had been spared, no more questions were asked +until they reached the house, and deposited their burden on the +lounge in the dining-room. + +Then Mr. Lindsay briefly explained what had occurred, and +superintended the anointing and binding up of the bruised ankle, now +much swollen. + +As Hannah knelt, holding the foot in her broad palm, to enable Mrs. +Lindsay to wrap it in a linen cloth saturated with arnica, the former +bent her grey head and tenderly kissed the wounded member. She had +been absent for a few minutes during the recital of the accident, and +now asked: + +"Where were you, that you could not get home before the storm? Heaven +knows that cloud grumbled and gave warning long enough." + +"Hannah, she was in the church, and when she tried to get out, it was +too late." + +"In the church! Why I was in the yard, trying to get a breath of air, +not twenty minutes before the cloud rolled up like a mountain of ink, +and I saw nobody." + +Regina understood her nervous start, and the eager questioning of her +eyes. + +"I was in the organ gallery, and, falling down the steps, I hurt +myself." + +"Honey, did you see me?" + +Her fingers closed so spasmodically over the girl's foot, that she +winced from the pressure. + +"I saw you walking about the churchyard, and would have come home +with you, if I had thought the storm was so near. Please, Hannah, +bring me some cool water." + +She pitied the old woman's evident confusion and anxiety, and +rejoiced when Mr. Hargrove changed the topic. + +"I am very sorry, Douglass, that I cannot accompany you as far as New +York. When I promised this afternoon to do so, of course I did not +anticipate this storm. There may have been lives lost, as well as +steeples blown down, and it is my duty not to leave my people at such +a juncture. If it were not for the sailing of the steamer, I would +insist on your waiting a day or so, in order that I might go with you +and have a personal interview with Dr. Pitcairns. I ought to have +thought of and attended to that matter before this." + +"Pray do not feel annoyed, uncle; it can be easily arranged by +letter. Moreover, as my mother goes with me to Boston, it would not +be right to leave Regina here alone in her present helpless +condition." + +"Do not think of me a moment, Mr. Hargrove. Go with him and stay with +him as long as you can; I would if I could. Hannah will take care of +me." + +"My dear, I think of my duty, and that keeps me at home. Douglass, I +will write a short note to Pitcairns, and you must explain matters to +him. Elise, it is ten o'clock, and you have not much time." + +He went into the library, and Mrs. Lindsay hurried upstairs to put on +her bonnet, calling Hannah to follow and receive, some parting +injunctions. Kneeling by the lounge, Mr. Lindsay took one of the +girl's hands. + +"Regina, I desired and intended to have a long talk with you this +afternoon, but could not find you; and now I have no time, except to +say good-bye. You will never know how hard it is for me to leave my +dear little friend; I did not realize it myself until to-night." + +"Then why will you go away? Can't you stay, and serve God as well by +being a minister in this country? Can't you change your mind?" + +She raised herself on her elbow, and tears gushed over her cheeks, +as, twining her fingers around his, she looked all the intense loving +appeal that words could never have expressed. + +Just then his stony Teraph--Duty--smiled very benignantly at the +aching heart he laid upon her dreary cold altar. + +"Don't tempt me to look back after putting my hand to the plough. I +must do my duty, though at bitter cost. Will you promise never to +forget your friend Douglass?" + +"How could I ever forget you? Oh, if I could only go with you!" + +His fine eyes sparkled, and, drawing her hand across his cheek, he +said eagerly: + +"Do you really wish it? Think of me, write to me, and love me, and +some day, if it please God to let me come home, you may have an +opportunity of going back with me to my work in India. Would you be +willing to leave all, and help me among the heathens?" + +"All but mother. You come next to my mother. Oh, it is hard that I +must be separated from the two I love best!" + +For a moment she sobbed aloud. + +"You are only a young girl now, but some day you will be a woman, and +I hope and believe a very noble woman. Until then we shall be +separated, but when you are grown I shall see you again, if God +spares my life. Peculiar and unfortunate circumstances surround you; +there are trials ahead of you, my darling, and I wish I could shield +you from them, but it seems impossible, and I can only leave you in +God's hands praying continually for you. You say you love me nest to +your mother. All I ask is, that you will allow no one else, no new +friend, to take my place. When I see you again, years hence, I shall +hope to hear you repeat those words, 'next to my mother.' Far away in +the midst of Hindustan my thoughts and hopes will travel back and +centre in my white dove. Oh, child! my heart is bound to you for +ever." + +He drew her head to his shoulder, and held her close, and as in the +church when kneeling before the altar she heard whispers which only +God interpreted. + +Mrs. Lindsay came back equipped for her journey, and Mr. Hargrove +entered at the same moment, but neither spoke. At length, fully aware +of their presence, the young missionary raised his head, and, placing +his hand under Regina's chin, looked long at the spirituelle +beautiful face, as if he wished to photograph every feature on his +memory. Without removing his eyes, he said: + +"Uncle, take care of her always. She is very dear to me. Keep her +just as she is, in soul 'unspotted from the world.'" + +Then his lips quivered, and in a tremulous voice he added: + +"God bless you, my darling! My pure lovely dove." + +He kissed her, rose instantly, and left the room. + +Mrs. Lindsay came to the lounge, and while the tears rolled over her +cheeks she said tenderly: + +"My dear child, it seems unkind to desert you in your crippled +condition, but I feel assured Peyton and Hannah will nurse you +faithfully; and every moment that I can be with Douglass seems doubly +precious now." + +"Do you think I would keep you even if I could from him? Oh! don't +you wish we were going with him to India?" + +"Indeed I do, from the depths of my soul. What shall we do without +our Bishop?" + +Bending over the girl the mother wept unrestrainedly, but Mr. +Hargrove called from the threshold: + +"Come, Elise." + +As Mrs. Lindsay turned to leave the room, she beckoned to Hannah. + +"Carry her upstairs and undress her; and if she suffers much pain, +don't fail to send for the doctor." + +A white image of hopeless misery, Regina lay listening till the sound +of departing steps became inaudible, and when Hannah left the room +the girl groaned aloud in the excess of her grief: + +"I did not even say good-bye. I did not once thank him for all he did +for me in the storm! And now I know, I feel I shall never see him +again! Oh, Douglass!" + +The glass door leading into the flower-garden stood open, and Mr. +Lindsay who had been watching her from the cover of the clustering +honeysuckle, stepped back into the room. + +With a cry of delight, she held out her arms. + +"Dear Mr. Lindsay, I shall thank you, and pray for you, and love you +as long as I live!" + +He put a small packet in her hand, and whispered: + +"Here is something I wish you to keep until you are eighteen. Do not +open it before that time, unless I give you permission, or unless you +know that I am dead." + +He drew her tenderly to his heart, and his lips pressed her cheek. +Then he said brokenly: + +"O God! be merciful in all things, to my darling!" + +A moment after she heard his rapid footsteps on the gravelled walk, +followed by the clang of the gate; then a great loneliness as of +death fell upon her. + +There are indeed sorrows "that bruise the heart like hammers," and +age it suddenly, prematurely. In subsequent years Regina looked back +to the incidents of this eventful Sabbath, and marked it with a black +stone in the calendar of memory as the day on which she "put away +childish things," and began to see life and the world through new, +strange disenchanting lenses, that dispelled all the gilding glamour +of childhood, and unexpectedly let in a grey dull light that chilled +and awed her. + +With tearless but indescribably mournful eyes, she looked vacantly at +the door through which her friend had vanished, as it then seemed, +for ever, and, finding that her own remarks were entirely unheard, +unheeded, Hannah touched her shoulder. + +"Poor thing! Are you ready to let me carry you upstairs?" + +"Thank you, but I am not going upstairs to-night. I want to stay +here, because I am too heavy to be carried up and down, and I can get +about better from here. Bring a pillow and some bedclothes. I can +sleep on this lounge." + +"I shall be scolded if you don't go to bed." + +"Let me alone, Hannah. I intend to stay where I am. Bring the things +I need. Nobody shall scold you if you will only do as I ask." + +"Then I shall have to make a pallet on the floor, for Miss Elise gave +positive orders that I should sleep in your room until she came back. +Don't you mean to undress yourself?" + +"No. Please unfasten my clothes and then leave them as they are. You +must not sleep on the floor. Roll in the hall sofa, and it will make +a nice bed." + +There was no alternative, and when Mr. Hargrove returned at midnight, +he deemed it useless to reprimand or expostulate, as Regina declared +herself very comfortable, and pleaded for permission to remain until +morning. + +Looking very sad and careworn, the pastor stood for some minutes +leaning on his gold-headed cane. As he bade her goodnight and turned +from the lounge, she put her hand on the cane. + +"Please, sir, lend me this until morning. Hannah sleeps soundly, and +if I am forced to wake her, I can easily do so by tapping on the +floor with your cane." + +"Certainly, dear; keep it as long as you choose. But I am afraid none +of us will sleep much to-night. It is a heavy trial to give up +Douglass. He is my younger, better self." + +He walked slowly away, and she thought he looked more aged and infirm +than she had ever seen him, his usually erect head drooping, as if +bowed by deep sorrow. + +For an hour after his departure his footsteps resounded in the room +overhead, as he paced to and fro, but when the distant indistinct +echo of the town clock told two all grew quiet upstairs. + +In the dining-room the shaded lamp burned dimly, and Regina could see +the outline of Hannah's form on the sofa, and knew from the continual +turning first on one side, then on the other, that the old woman was +awake, though no sound escaped her. + +Engrossed by a profound yet silent grief that rendered sleep +impossible, Regina lay with her hands folded over the small packet, +wondering what it contained, regretting that the conditions of the +gift prohibited her opening it for so many long years, and striving +to divest herself of a haunting foreboding that she had looked for +the last time on the bright benignant countenance of the donor, who +was indissolubly linked with the happiest memories of her lonely +life. + +Imagination magnified the perils of the tedious voyage that included +two oceans, and as if to intensify and blacken the horrors of the +future all the fiendish tragedies of Delhi, Meerut, and Cawnpore were +vividly revived among the missionaries to whom Mr. Lindsay was +hastening. Deeply interested in the condition of a people whose +welfare was so dear to his heart, she had eagerly read all the +mission reports, and thus imbibed a keen aversion to the Sepoys, who +had become synonymous with treachery and ingenious atrocity. + +Is there an inherent affinity between brooding shadows of heart and +soul, and that veil of physical darkness that wraps the world during +the silent reign of night? Why do sad thoughts like corporeal +suffering and disease grow more intense, more tormenting, with the +approach of evening's gloom? Who has not realized that trials, +sorrows, bereavements which in daylight we partly conquer and put +aside, rally and triumph, overwhelming us by the aid of night? Why +are the sick always encouraged, and the grief-laden rendered more +cheerful by the coming of dawn? Is there some physical or chemical +foundation for Figuier's wild dream of reviving sun-worship, by +referring all life to the vivifying rays of the King Star? Does the +mind emit gloomy sombre thoughts at night, as plants exhale carbonic +acid? What subtle connection exists between a cheerful spirit, and +the amount of oxygen we inhale in golden daylight? Is hope, radiant +warm sunny hope, only one of those "beings woven of air by light," +whereof Moleschott wrote? + +To Regina the sad vigil seemed interminable, and soon after the clock +struck four she hailed with inexpressible delight the peculiarly +shrill crowing of her favourite white Leghorn cock, which she knew +heralded the advent of day. The China geese responded from their +corner of the fowlyard, and amid the _reveille_ of the poultry Hannah +rose, crept stealthily to the table and extinguished the lamp. +Intently listening to every movement, Regina felt assured she was +dressing rapidly, and in a few moments the tremulous motion of the +floor, and the carefully guarded sound of the bolt turned slowly, +told her that the old woman had started to fulfil her promise. + +Having fully determined her own course, the girl lost no time in +reflection, but hastily fastening her clothes took her shoes in one +hand, the cane in the other, and limping to the glass door softly +unlocked it, loosened the outside Venetian blinds, and sat down on +the steps leading to the garden. Taking off the bandage, she slipped +her shoe on the sprained foot, and wrapping a light white shawl +around her, made her way slowly down the walk that wound toward the +church. + + +Unaccustomed to the cane, she used it with great difficulty, and the +instant her wounded foot touched the ground, sharp twinges renewed +the remonstrance that had been silent until she attempted to walk. + +A waning moon hung above the tree tops on the western boundary of the +enclosure, and its wan spectral lustre lit up the churchyard, showing +Regina the tall form of Hannah, who carried a spade or short shovel +on her shoulder, and had just passed through the gate, leaving it +open. Following as rapidly as she dared, in the direction of the iron +railing, the child was only a few yards in the rear, when the old +woman stopped suddenly, then ran forward, and a cry like that of some +baffled wild beast broke the crystal calm of the morning air. + +"The curse of God is upon it! The poplar is gone!" + +Gliding along, Regina reached the outer edge of the railing, and, +creeping behind the broken granite shaft which shielded her from +observation, she peered cautiously around the corner, and saw that +the noble towering tree had been struck by lightning and fired. +Whether shivered by electricity, or subsequently blown down by the +fury of the gale, none ever knew; but it appeared to have been +twisted off about two feet above the ground, and in its fall smote +and shattered the marble angel, which a few hours before had hovered +with expanded wings over a child's grave. A wreath of blue smoke +curled and floated from the heart of the stump, showing that the +roots were burning, and the ivy and periwinkle so luxuriant on the +previous day were now a mass of ashes and cinders. + +On her knees sank Hannah, raking the hot embers into a heap, and at +last she bent her grey head almost to the ground. Lifting something +on the end of the spade, she uttered a low wail of despair: + +"Melted--burnt up! I thought it was tin: it must have been lead! +Either the curse of God, or the work of the devil!" + +She fell back like one smitten with a stunning blow, and sobs shook +her powerful frame. + +Very near the ground the tree had contained a hollow, hidden by the +rank lush creepers, and in this cavity she had deposited a small can, +cylindrical in form, and similar in appearance to those generally +used for hermetically sealed mushrooms. Upon it several spadefuls of +earth had been thrown, to secure it from detection, should prying +eyes discover the existence of the hollow. + +All that remained was a shapeless lump of molten metal. + +Along the east a broad band of yellow was rapidly mounting into the +sky, and in the blended light of moon and day the churchyard +presented a melancholy scene of devastation. + +The spire and belfry had fallen upon and in front of the church, and +the long building stood like a dismasted vessel among the billowy +graves, that swelled as a restless sea around its grey weather-beaten +sides. Here and there ancient headstones had been blown down on the +mounds they guarded; and one venerable willow in the centre of a +cluster of graves had been torn from the earth, and its network of +roots lifted until they rested against a stone cross. + +Awed by the solemn influence of the time and place, and painfully +reminded of her own peril on the previous night, Regina stepped down +from the base of the monument, and approached the figure crouching +over the blasted smoking roots. There was no rustle of grass or leaf +as she limped across the dewy turf, but warned by that mysterious +magnetic instinct which so often announces some noiseless, invisible +human presence, Hannah lifted and turned her head. With a scream of +superstitious terror she sprang to her feet. + +Very ghostly the girl certainly appeared, in her snowy mull muslin +dress and white shawl, as she leaned forward on the cane, and looked +steadily at the old woman. Her long black hair, loosened and +disordered by tossing about all night, hung over her shoulders and +gave a weird, almost supernatural, aspect to the blanched and +sorrowful young face, which in that strange chill light seemed +wellnigh as rigid and pallid as a corpse. + +"Hannah Hinton!" + +"God have mercy! Who are you?" + +Hannah seized the spade and brandished it, with hands that shook from +terror. + +"You wicked woman, do you want to kill me? Put down that spade." + +Regina advanced, but the old woman retreated, still waving the spade. + +"Hannah, are you afraid of me?" + +"Good Lord! Is it you, Regina?" + +"Your sin makes you a coward. Did you really think me a ghost?" + +"It is true, I am afraid of everything now, even of my own shadow, +and once I was so brave. But what are you doing here? I thought you +were crippled? What are you tracking me for?" + +She threw down the spade, ran forward, and seized the girl's +shoulder, while a scowl of mingled fear and rage darkened her +countenance. + +"You are watching, trailing me like a bloodhound! Is it any of your +business where I go? Suppose I do choose to come here and say my +prayers among the dead, while other folks are sound asleep in their +beds, who has the right to hinder me?" + +"Don't tell stories, Hannah. If you really said your prayers, you +would never have come here to sell your soul to Satan." + +Tightening her clutch, the old woman shook her, as if she had been +a slender weed, and an ashen hue settled upon her wrinkled features, +as she cried in an unnaturally shrill quavering tone: + +"Aha! you were eavesdropping yesterday in the church. How I wish to +God it had all blown down on you! And you watched me,--you mean to +disgrace me,--to ruin me,--to arrest me! You do! But you shall not! I +will strangle you first!" + +"Take your hands off my shoulders, Hannah. Do you think you can scare +me with such wild desperate threats? In the first place, I am not +afraid to die, and in the second you know very well you dare not kill +me. Let go my shoulder, you hurt me." + +Very white but fearless, the young face was lifted to hers, and +before those wrathful glittering eyes that flashed like blue steel, +Hannah quailed. + +"Will you promise not to betray me?" + +"I will promise nothing while you threaten me. Sit down, you are +shaking all over as if you had an ague. When I came here I had no +intention of betraying you; I only wanted to prevent you from +committing a sin. Are you going to have a spasm? Do sit down." + +Hannah's teeth were chattering violently, and her trembling limbs +seemed indeed unable to support her. When she sank down on the stone +base of the shaft, Regina stood before her, leaning more heavily upon +the cane. + +"I heard all that you said yesterday, yet I was not 'eavesdropping.' +You came and stood under the window where I sat, and if you had +looked up would have seen me. When I learned you were engaged in a +wicked plot, I determined to try to stop you before it was too late. +I followed you here, hoping that you would give that paper to me, +instead of to that bold, bad man; for though you did very wrong, I +can't believe that you have a wicked cruel heart." + +She paused, but the only response was a deep groan, and; Hannah +shrouded her face in her arms. + +"Hannah, did my mother ever injure you, ever harm you, in any way?" + +"Yes, she caused me to steal, and I shall hate her as long as I live. +I was as honest as an angel until she came that freezing night so +many years ago, and showed me by her efforts, her anxiety to get the +paper, how valuable it was. Beside, it was on her account that my +nephew went to destruction; and I was sure all the blame and +suspicion would fall on her: it seemed so clear that she stole the +paper. I knew Mr. Hargrove gave her a copy of it, and I only wanted +to sell the paper itself to the old General in Europe because I was +poor, and had not money enough to stop work. I have not had a happy +day since; my conscience has tormented me. I have carried a mountain +of lead upon my soul, day and night, and at last when Peleg came, and +I was about to get my gold, the Lord interfered and took it out of my +hands. Oh! it is an awful thing to shut your eyes and stop your ears, +and run down a steep place to meet the devil who is waiting at the +bottom for you, and to feel yourself suddenly jerked back by +something which you know Almighty God has sent to stop you! He sent +that lightning to burn up the paper, and I feel that His curse will +follow me to my grave." + +"Not if you earnestly repent, and pray for His forgiveness." Hannah +raised her grey head, and gazed incredulously at the pale delicate +face, into the violet eyes that watched her with almost tender +compassion. + +"Oh, child! when our hands are tied, and we are so helpless we can't +do any more mischief, who believes in our repentance?" + +"I do, Hannah; and how much more merciful is God?" + +"You don't mean that you would ever trust me, ever believe in me +again?" + +Her hand caught the white muslin dress, and her haggard wrinkled face +was full of eager, breathless supplication. + +"Yes, Hannah, I would. I do not believe you will ever steal again. +Suppose the lightning had struck you as well as the tree where you +hid the stolen paper, what do you think would have become of your +poor wicked soul? You intended to sell that paper to a person who +hates my mother, and who would have used it to injure her; but she is +in God's hands, and you ought to be glad that this sin at least was +prevented. In a few days you are going away, far out to the west, you +say, where we shall probably never see or hear from you again, unless +you choose to write us. Until you are gone, I shall keep all this +secret. Mrs. Lindsay never shall know anything about it; but if Mr. +Hargrove believes my mother took that paper, it is my duty to her to +tell him the truth; and this I must do after you leave us. I promise +he shall suspect nothing while you remain here. Can you ask me to do +more than this for you?" + +Hannah was crying passionately, and attempted no answer, save by +drawing the girl closer to her, as if she wanted to take the slender +figure in her brawny arms. + +"I am sorry for you, Hannah; sorry for my dear mother; sorry for +myself. The storm came and put an end to all the mischief you meant +to do, so let us be thankful. You say my mother has a copy; and it +would have injured her, if the original paper had been sold. Then you +have harmed only yourself. Don't cry, and don't say anything more. +Let it all rest; I shall never speak to you again on the subject. +Hannah, will you please help me back to the house? My foot pains me +dreadfully, and I begin to feel sick and faint." + +In the mellow orange light that had climbed the sky, and was flooding +the world with a mild glory, wherein the wan moon waned ghostly, the +old woman led the white figure toward the parsonage. When they +reached the little gate, Regina grasped the supporting arm, and a +deadly pallor overspread her features. + +"Where are you, Hannah? I cannot see----" + +The blue eyes closed, she tottered, and as Hannah caught and bore her +up, a swift heavy step on the gravel caused her to glance over her +shoulder. + +"What is the matter, Aunt Hannah? You look ill and frightened. Is +that Minnie's child?" + +"Hush! our game is all up. For God's sake go away until seven +o'clock, then I will explain. Don't make a noise, Peleg. I must get +her in the house without waking any one. If Mr. Hargrove should see +us, we are ruined." + +As Hannah strode swiftly toward the glass door, bearing the slight +form in her stout arms, the stranger pressed forward, eagerly +scrutinizing the girl's face; but at this juncture Hero, barking +violently, sprang down the walk, and the intruder hastily retreated +to the churchyard, securing the gate after he passed through. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +The steamer sailed promptly on the Thursday subsequent to Mrs. +Lindsay's departure from the parsonage, but she had been absent ten +days, detained by the illness of a friend in Boston. + +Impatiently her return was anticipated by every member of the +household, and when a telegram announced that she might be expected +on the following morning, general rejoicing succeeded the gloom which +had hung chill and lowering over the diminished family circle. Under +Hannah's faithful, cautious treatment Regina had sufficiently +recovered from the effects of the sprain to walk once more without +much pain, though she still limped perceptibly; but a nameless, +formless foreboding of some impending evil--some baleful +influence--some grievous calamity hovering near--rendered her +particularly anxious for Mrs. Lindsay's comforting presence. + +The condition of the church, which was undergoing a complete +renovation, as well as repairing of the steeple, prevented the usual +services, and this compulsory rest and leisure seemed singularly +opportune for Mr. Hargrove, who had been quite indisposed and feeble +for some days. The physician ascribed his condition to the lassitude +induced by the excessive heat, and Regina attributed his pale weary +aspect and evident prostration to grief for the loss of his nephew +and adopted son; but Hannah looked deeper, shook her grizzled head, +and "wished Miss Elise would come home." + +The pastor's eyes which had long resented the exaggerated taxation +imposed upon them by years of study, had recently rebelled outright, +and he spoke of the necessity of visiting New York to consult an +eminent oculist, who, Mrs. Lindsay wrote, had gone to Canada, but +would return in September, when he hoped to examine and undertake the +treatment of her brother's eyes. + +During Thursday morning the minister lay upon his library sofa, while +Regina read aloud for several hours, but in the afternoon, receiving +a summons to attend a sick man belonging to his church, he persisted +in walking to a distant part of the town, to discharge what he +considered a clerical obligation. + +In vain Regina protested, assuring him that the heat and fatigue +would completely prostrate him. He only smiled, patted her head, and +said cheerfully as he put on his hat: + +"Is the little girl wiser than her guardian? And has she not yet +learned that a pastor's duty knows neither heat nor cold, neither +fatigue nor bodily weaknesses?" + +"I am so glad Mrs. Lindsay will come to-morrow. She can keep you at +home, and make you take care of yourself." + +Holding his sleeve, she followed him to the front door, and detained +him a moment, to fasten in the button-hole of his coat a tuberose and +sprig of heliotrope, his favourite flowers. + +"Thank you, my dear. You have learned all of Elise's pretty petting +tricks, and some day you will be, I hope, just such a noble, +tender-hearted woman. While I am gone, look after the young guineas; +I have not seen them since yesterday. I shall not stay very long." + +He walked away, and she went out among the various pets in the +poultry yard. + +It was late in August, but the afternoon was unusually close and +warm, and argosies of frail creamy clouds with saffron shadows seemed +becalmed in the still upper air, which was of that peculiar blue that +betokens turbid ether, and hints at showers. + +About sunset Regina rolled the large easy chair out on the verandah +at the west of the library, and, placing a table in front of it, +busied herself in arranging the pastor's evening meal. It consisted +of white home-made lightbread, a pineapple of golden butter, deftly +shaped and printed by her own slender hands, a glass bowl filled +with honey from the home hives--honey that resembled melted amber in +cells of snow, a tiny pyramid of baked apples, and a goblet of iced +milk. + +Upon a spotless square of damask daintily fringed she placed the +supper, and in the centre a crystal vase filled with beautiful Cloth +of Gold and Prince Albert roses, among which royal crimson and white +carnations held up their stately heads and exhaled marvellous +fragrance. Upon the snowy napkin beside the solitary plate, she left +a Grand Duke jasmine lying on the heart of a rose-geranium leaf. + +"Has he come?" asked Hannah, throwing wide the Venetian blinds. + +"Not yet; but he must be here very soon." + +"Well, I am going to milk. Dapple has been lowing these ten minutes +to let me know I am behind time. I waited to see if a cup of tea +would be wanted, but it is getting late. If he should ask for it, the +kettle is boiling, and I guess you can make it in a minute. I have +lighted the lamp and turned it down low." + +She went toward the cattle-shed, swinging her copper milk-pail, which +was burnished to a degree of ruddy glory beautiful to contemplate, +and which, alas! is rarely seen in this age of new fashions and +new-fashioned utensils. + +"Come, Hero, let us go and meet the master." + +But Regina had not left the verandah before Mr. Hargrove came slowly +towards the easy chair, walking wearily, she thought, as if spent +with fatigue. + +"How tired you are! Give me your hat and cane." + +"Yes, dear--very tired. I had something like vertigo, accompanied by +severe palpitation as I came home, and was obliged to sit on the +roadside till it passed." + +"Let me send for Dr. Melville." + +"You silly soft-souled young pigeon! These attacks are not dangerous, +merely annoying while they last." + +"Perhaps a cup of tea will strengthen you?" + +"Thank you, dear; but I believe I prefer some cool water." + +She brought a tumbler of iced water, and a stool which she placed +beneath his feet. + +"How delicious! worth all the tea in China; all the wine in Spain." + +He handed back the empty glass, and sank down in his comfortable +chair. + +"How did you find Mr. Needham?" + +"Much worse than when I saw him last. He had another hemorrhage +to-day, and is evidently sinking. I should not so surprised if I were +recalled before to-morrow, for his poor wife is almost frantic and +wished me to remain all night; but I knew you were lonely here." + +The exertion of speaking wearied him, and he laid his head back, and +closed his eyes. + +"Won't you eat your supper? It will help you; and your milk is +already iced." + +"I will try after a while, when I have rested a little. My child, you +are very good to anticipate my wants. I noticed all you have done for +me, and the flowers are lovely; so deliciously sweet too." + +He opened his eyes, took the Grand Duke, smelled it, smiled and +stroked her hand which rested on the arm of his chair. + +Scarlet plumes and dashes of cirrus cloud that glowed like +sacrificial fires upon the altar of the west, paled, flickered, died +out in ashen grey; and a moon more gold than silver hung in +shimmering splendour among the cloud ships, lending a dazzling fringe +to their edges, and making quaint arabesque patterns of gilt +embroidery on the verandah floor, where the soft light fell through +interlacing vines of woodbine and honeysuckle. With the night came +silence, broken only by the subdued plaint of the pigeons in the +neighbouring yard, and the cooing or a pair of pet ring-doves that +slept in the honeysuckle, and were kept awake by the moonshine which +invaded their nest, and tempted them to gossip. After awhile a +whipporwill which haunted the churchyard elms drew gradually nearer, +finally settling upon a deodar cedar in the flower garden, whence it +poured forth its lonely _miserere_ wail. + +Mr. Hargrove sat so still, that Regina hoped he had fallen asleep, +but very soon he said: + +"My dear, you need not fan me." + +"I hoped you were sleeping, and that a nap would refresh you." + +He took her hand, pressed it gently, and said with the grave +tenderness peculiar to him: + +"What a thoughtful good little nurse you are! Almost as watchful and +patient as Elise. Have you had your supper?" + +"All that I want, some bread and milk. Hero and I ate our supper +before you came. Shall I bring your slippers?" + +"Thank you, I believe not. Before long I will go to sleep. Regina, +open the organ, and play something soft and holy, with the Tremulant. +Sing me that dear old 'Protect us through the coming eight,' which my +Douglass loves so well." + +"I wish I could, but you know, sir, it is a quartette; and beside, I +should never get through my part: it reminds me so painfully of the +last time we all sang it." + +"Well then, my little girl, something else. 'Oh that I had wings like +a dove!' To-night I am almost like a weary child, and only need a +lullaby to hush me to sleep. Go, dear, and sing me to rest." + +Reluctantly she obeyed, brightened the library lamp, and sat down +before the cabinet organ which had been brought over to the parsonage +for safe keeping while the church was being repaired. As she +pulled out the stops, Hannah touched her. + +"Has he finished his supper? Can I move the dishes and table?" + +"Not yet. He is too tired just now to eat." + +"Then I will wait here. To tell you the truth, I have a queer feeling +that scares me, makes my flesh creep. While I was straining the milk +just now, a screech-owl flew on the top of the dairy, and its awful +death-warning almost froze the blood in my veins. How I do wish Miss +Elise was here! I hope it is not a sign of a railroad accident to +her, or that the vessel is lost that carried her boy!" + +"Hush, you superstitious old Hannah! I often hear that screech-owl, +and it is only hunting for mice. Mrs. Lindsay will come to-morrow." + +Her fingers wandered over the keys, and in a sweet, pure, and +remarkably clear voice she sang "Oh that I had wings." With great +earnestness and pathos she rendered the final "to be at rest," +lingering long on the "Amen." + +Then she began one of Mozart's symphonies, and from it glided away +into favourite selections from Rossini's "Moise." + +Once afloat upon the mighty tide of sacred music she drifted on and +on, now into a requiem, now a "Gloria," and at last the grand +triumphant strains of the pastor's favourite "Jubilate" rolled +through the silent house, out upon the calm lustrous summer night. + +Of the flight of time she had taken no cognizance, and as she closed +the organ and rose she heard the clock striking nine, and saw that +Hannah was nodding in a corner of the sofa. + +Surprised at the lateness of the hour, she stepped out on the +verandah, and approached the arm chair. + +The moon had sunk so low that its light had been diminished, but the +reflection from the library lamp prevented total darkness. Mr. +Hargrove had not moved from the posture in which she left him, and +she said very softly: + +"Are you asleep?" + +He made no answer, and, unwilling to arouse him, she sat down on the +step to wait until he finished his nap. + +As the moon went down a light breeze sprang from some blue depths of +the far west, and began to skim the frail foamy clouds that drifted +imperceptibly across the star-lit sky; and to the crystal fingers of +the dew the numerous flowers in the garden below yielded a generous +tribute of perfume that blended into a wave of varied aromas, and +rolled to and fro in the cool night air. Calm, sweet and holy, the +night seemed a very benison, dispensing peace. + +Watching the white fire of constellations burning in the vault above +her, Regina wondered whether it were a fair night far out at sea, if +the same glittering stellar clusters swung above the deck of the +noble vessel that had been for many days upon the ocean, or if the +storm fiend held cyclone carnival upon the distant Atlantic. + +Her thoughts wandered toward the future, that _terra incognita_ which +Mr. Lindsay's vague words--"There are trials ahead of you"--had +peopled with dread yet intangible phantoms, whose spectral shadows +solemnly presageful, hovered over even the present. Why was her own +history a sealed volume--her father a mystery--her mother a wanderer +in foreign lands? + +From this most unprofitable train of reflection she was gradually +recalled by the restless singular behaviour of her dog. He had been +lying near the table, with his head on his paws, but rose, whined, +came close to his mistress and caught her sleeve between his +teeth--his usual mode of attracting her attention. + +"What is it, Hero? Are you hungry?" + +He barked, ran to the easy chair, rubbed his nose against the +pastor's hand, came back whining to Regina, and finally returning to +the chair, sat down, bent his head to the pastor's feet and uttered a +prolonged and dismal howl. + +An undefinable horror made the girl spring toward the chair. + +The sleeper had not moved, and stooping over she put her hand on his +forehead. The cold damp touch terrified her, and with a cry of +"Hannah! Oh, Hannah!" she darted into the library, and seized the +lamp. By its light held close to the quiet figure, she saw that the +eyes were closed as in slumber, and the lips half parted, as though +in dreaming he had smiled; but the features were rigid, the hands +stiff and cold, and she could feel no flutter in the wrists or +temples. + +"Oh, my God! he is dead!" screamed Hannah, wringing her hands, and +uttering a succession of shrieks, while like a statue of despair the +girl stood staring almost vacantly at the white placid face of the +dead. At last, shuddering from head to foot, she exclaimed: + +"Run for Dr. Melville! Run, Hannah! you can go faster now than I +could." + +"What is the use? He is dead! stone dead!" + +"Perhaps not--he may revive. Oh, Hannah! why don't you go?" + +"Leave you alone in the house--with a corpse?" + +"Run--run! Tell the doctor to hurry. He may do something." + +As the old servant disappeared, Regina fell on her knees, and seizing +the right hand, carried it to her lips; then began to chafe it +violently between her own trembling palms. + +"O Lord, spare him a little while! Spare him till his sister comes?" + +She rushed into the library, procured some brandy which was kept in +the medicine chest, and with the aid of a spoon tried to force some +down his throat, but the muscles refused to relax, and, pouring the +brandy on her handkerchief, she rubbed his face and the hand she had +already chafed. In the left he tightly held the jasmine, as when he +spoke to her last, and she shrank from touching those fingers. + +Finding no change in the fixed white face she took off his shoes and +rubbed his feet with mustard, but no effect encouraged her, and +finally she sat, praying silently, holding the feet tenderly against +her heart. + +How long lasted that lonely vigil with the dead, she never knew. Hope +deserted her, and by degrees she realized the awful truth that the +arrival of the physician so impatiently expected would bring no +succour. How bitterly she upbraided herself for leaving him a moment, +even though in obedience to his wishes. Perhaps he had called and the +organ had drowned his voice. + +Had he died while she sang, and was his spirit already with God when +she repeated the words "Far away in the regions of the blest"? When +she came on tiptoe, and asked, "Are you asleep?" was he indeed verily +"Asleep in Jesus"? While she waited, fearful of disturbing his +slumber, was his released and rejoicing soul nearing the pearly +battlements of the City of Rest, lead by God's most pitying and +tender angel, loving yet silent Death? + +When will humanity reject and disown the hideous, ruthless monster +its own disordered fancy fashioned, and accept instead the beautiful +Oriental Azrael, the most ancient "Help of God," who is sent in +infinite mercy to guide the weary soul into the blessed realm of +Peace? + + "O Land! O Land! + For all the broken-hearted, + The mildest herald by our fate allotted-- + Beckons, and with inverted torch doth stand, + To lead us with a gentle hand + Into the Land of the great departed,-- + Into the Silent Land." + +When the solemn silence that hung like a pall over the parsonage was +broken by the hurried tread of many feet and the confused sound of +strange voices, Regina seemed to be aroused from some horrible +lethargy, and gazed despairingly at the doctor. + +"It is too late. You can't do anything for him now," she said, +clinging to his feet, as an attempt was made to lift them from her +lap. + +"He must have been dead several hours," answered Dr. Melville. + +"None but God and the angels know when he died. I thought he had gone +to sleep; and so indeed he had." + +Hannah had spread the alarm, while searching for the doctor, and very +soon Mr. Hargrove's personal friends and some of the members of the +congregation thronged the library, into which the body of the +minister had been removed. + +An hour afterward Dr. Melville, having searched for the girl all over +the house, found her crouched on the steps leading down to the flower +garden. She sat with her arm around Hero's neck, and her head bowed +against him. Seating himself beside her, the physician said: + +"Poor child, this is an awful ordeal for you, and in Dr. Hargrove's +death you have lost a friend whom the whole world cannot replace. He +was the noblest man, the purest Christian, I ever knew, and if the +church has a hundred pastors in future, none will ever equal him. He +married me, he baptized my children, and when I buried my wife, his +voice brought me the most comfort, the----" + +His tone faltered, and a brief silence ensued. + +"Regina, I wish you would tell me as nearly as you can how he seemed +to-day, and how it all happened. I could get nothing satisfactory put +of old Hannah." + +She described the occurrences of the morning, his debility and entire +lack of appetite, and the long walk in the afternoon, followed by the +attack of vertigo and palpitation, to which he alluded after his +return. When she concluded her recital of the last terrible scene in +the melancholy drama, Dr. Melville sighed, and said: + +"It has ended just as I feared, and predicted. His heart has been +affected for some time, and not a month ago I urged him to give up +his pulpit work for a while at least, and try rest and change of air. +But he answered that he considered his work imperative, and when he +died it would be with the harness on. He would not permit me to +allude to the subject in the presence of his family, because he told +me he did not wish to alarm his sister, who is so devoted to him, or +render the parting with his nephew more painful, by adding +apprehensions concerning his health. I fear his grief at the loss of +Douglass has hastened the end." + +"When Mrs. Lindsay comes to-morrow it will kill her," groaned Regina, +whose soul seemed to grow sick, as she thought of the devoted fond +sister, and the anguish that awaited her already bruised and aching +heart. + +"No, sorrow does not kill people, else the race would become +extinct." + +"It has killed Mr. Hargrove." + +"Not sorrow, but the disease, which sorrow may have aggravated." + +"Mrs. Lindsay would not go to India with her son, because she said +she could not leave her brother whose sight was failing, and who +needed her most. Now she has lost both. Oh, I wish I could run away +to-morrow, somewhere, anywhere, out of sight of her misery!" + +"Some one must meet her at the train, and prepare her for the sad +news. My dear child, you would be the best person for that melancholy +task." + +"I? Never! I would cut off my tongue before it should stab her heart +with such awful news! Are people ever prepared for trouble like +this?" + +"Well, somebody must do it; but, like you, I am not brave enough to +meet her with the tidings. When it is necessary, I can amputate +limbs, and do a great many apparently cruel things, but when it +conies to breaking such bad news as this I am a nervous coward. Mr. +Campbell is a kind, tenderhearted friend of the family, and I will +request him to take a carriage and meet her to-morrow. Poor thing! +what a welcome home!" + +Soon after he left her she heard the whistle of the night express, +which arrived simultaneously with the departure of the outward train +bound south, and she knew that it was eleven o'clock. + +Hannah was in the kitchen talking with Esau the sexton, and when +several gentlemen who offered to remain until morning came out on the +verandah, leaving the blinds of the library windows wide open, Regina +rose and stole away to escape their observation. + +Although walking swiftly she caught sight of the table in the middle +of the room and of a mass of white drapery, on which the lamp-light +fell with ghostly lustre. Twelve hours before she had sat there, +reading to the faithful kind friend whose affectionate gaze rested +all the while upon her; now stiff and icy he was sleeping his last +sleep in the same spot, and his soul? Safely resting, after the +feverish toil and strife of Time, amid the palms of Eternal Peace. +Not the peace of Nirwana; neither the absolute absorption of one +school of philosophy, nor the total extinction inculcated by a yet +grosser system. Not the vague insensate peace of Pantheism, but the +spiritual rest of a heaven of reunion and of recognition promised by +Jesus Christ our Lord, who, conquering death in that lonely rock-hewn +Judaean tomb, won immortal identity for human souls. Not the +succession of progressive changes that constitute the hereafter of-- + + "This age that blots out life with question-marks, + This nineteenth century with its knife and glass + That make thought physical, and thrust far off + The heaven, so neighbourly with man of old, + To voids sparse-sown with alienated stars." + +Among the multitudinous philosophic, psychologic, biologic systems +that have waxed and waned, dazzled and deluded, from the first +utterances of Gotama, to the very latest of the advanced +Evolutionists, is there any other than the Christian solution of the +triple-headed riddle--Whence? Wherefore? Whither?--that will deliver +us from the devouring Sphinx Despair, or yield us even shadowy +consolation when the pinions of gentle yet inexorable death poise +over our household darling, and we stand beside the cold silent clay, +which natural affection and life-long companionship render so +inexpressibly precious? + +When we lower the coffin of our beloved is there soothing comfort in +the satisfactory reflection that perhaps at some distant epoch, by +the harmonious operation of "Natural Selection" and by virtue of the +"Conservation of Force," the "Survival of the fittest" will certainly +ensure the "Differentiation" the "Evolution" of our buried treasure +into some new, strange, superior type of creature, to us for ever +unknown and utterly unrecognizable? Tormented by aspirations which +neither time nor space, force nor matter, will realize or satisfy, +consumed by spiritual hunger fiercer than Ugolino's, we are invited +to seize upon the Barmecide's banquet of "The Law which formulates +organic development as a transformation of the homogeneous into the +heterogeneous;" and that "this universal transformation is a change +from indefinite homogeneity to definite heterogeneity; and that only +when the increasing multiformity is joined with increasing +definiteness, does it constitute Evolution, as distinguished from +other changes that are like it, in respect of increasing +heterogeneity." + +Does this wise and simple pabulum cure spiritual starvation? + +"God said, let us make man in our image, after our likeness. And the +Lord God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his +nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul." +Nay--thunders Science--put away such childish superstition, smite +such traditionary idols; man was first made after the similitude of a +marine ascidian, and once swam as a tadpole in primeval seas. + +In all the wide universe of modern speculation there remains no +unexplored nook or cranny, where an immortal human soul can find +refuge or haven. Having hunted it down, trampled and buried it as one +of the little "inspired legendary" foxes that nibble and bruise the +promising sprouts of the Science Vineyard, what are we requested to +accept in lieu of the doctrine of spiritual immortality? "Natural +Evolution." + +One who has long been regarded as an esoteric in the Eleusis of +Science, and who ranks as a crowned head among its hierophants, +frankly tells us: "What are the core and essence of this hypothesis +Natural Evolution? Strip it naked, and you stand face to face with +the notion that not alone the more ignoble forms of animalcular or +animal life, not alone the nobler forma of the horse and lion, not +alone the exquisite and wonderful mechanism of the human body, but +that the human mind itself--emotion, intellect, will, and all their +phenomena--were once latent in a fiery cloud. Many who hold it would +probably assent to the position that at the present moment all our +philosophy, all our poetry, all our science, all our art--Plato, +Shakespeare, Newton, and Raphael--are potential in the fires of the +sun."... A different pedigree from that offered us by Moses and the +Prophets, Christ and the Apostles; but does it light up the +Hereafter? + +We are instructed that our instincts and consciousness dwell in the +"sensory ganglia," that "an idea is a contradiction, a motion, a +configuration of the intermediate organ of sense," that "memory is +the organic registration of their effects of impressions," and that +the "cerebrum" is the seat of ideas, the home of thought and reason. +But when "grey-matter" that composes this thinking mechanism becomes +diseased, and the cold touch of death stills the action of fibre and +vesicle, what light can our teachers pour upon the future of that +coagulated substance where once reigned hope, ambition, love, or +hate? Those grey granules that were memory, become oblivion. +Certainly physiology has grown to giant stature since the days of St. +Paul, but does it bring to weeping mourners any more comfort than the +doctrine he taught the Corinthians? + +Does the steel Law Mill of Progressive Development grind us either +tonic or balm for the fatal hours of sorest human trial? We have +learned that "the heart of man is constructed upon the recognized +rules of hydraulics, and with its great tubes is furnished with +common mechanical contrivances, valves." + +But when the valvular action is at rest under the stern finger of +death, can all the marvellous appliances of this intensely and +wonderfully mechanical age force one ruddy drop through those great +tubes, or coax one solitary throb, where God has said "Be still"? + +To the stricken mother, bowed over the waxen image of her darling, is +there any system, theory, or creed that promises aught of the Great +Beyond comparable to the Christian's sublime hope that the pet lamb +is safely and tenderly folded by the Shepherd Jesus? + +To the aching heart and lonely soul of sorrowing Regina these vexing +riddles that sit open-mouthed at our religious and scientific +cross-roads, brought no additional gloom; for with the pure holy +faith of unquestioning childhood she seemed to see beside the rigid +form of her pastor and friend the angel who on sea-girt Patmos bade +St. John write, "Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord, from +henceforth; yea, saith the Spirit, that they may rest from their +labours; and their works do follow them." + +Anxious to avoid those who sat within keeping sad watch, the unhappy +girl went around to the front entrance, and sank down on the lowest +step, burying her face in her hands. + +The library was merely a continuation of the hall that ran east and +west through the centre of the house, and though comparatively remote +from the front door was immediately opposite, and from the sight of +that room Regina shrank instinctively. + +Too much shocked and stunned to weep, she became so absorbed by +thoughts of to-morrow's mournful mission, that she failed to notice +the roll of wheels along the street, or the quick rattle of the +gate-latch. The sound of rapid footsteps and the rustle of drapery on +the pebbled walk, finally arrested her attention, and rising she +would have moved aside, but a hand seized her arm. + +"What is the matter? How is my brother?" + +"Oh, Mrs. Lindsay!" + +"Something must have happened. I had such a presentiment of trouble +at home that I could not wait till to-morrow. I came on the night +express. Why is the house all lighted up? Is Peyton ill?" + +Trembling from head to foot, she waited an instant, but Regina only +crouched and groaned, and Mrs. Lindsay sprang up the steps. As she +reached the door, the light in the library revealed the shrouded +table,--the rigid figure resting thereon,--and a piercing wail broke +the silence of death. + +"Merciful God!--not my Peyton?" + +Thrusting her fingers into her ears, Regina fled down the walk out of +the yard, anywhere to escape the sound and sight of that +broken-hearted woman, whose cry was indeed _de profundis_. + +"Console if you will, I can bear it; 'Tis a well-meant alms of +breath; But not all the preaching since Adam Has made Death other +than Death." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +A dreary sunless December day had drawn to a close, prematurely +darkened by a slow drizzling rain, that brought the gloom of early +night, where sunset splendours should have lingered, and deepened the +sombre desolation that mantled the parsonage. In anticipation of the +arrival of the new minister, who was expected the ensuing week, the +furniture had been removed and sold, the books carefully packed and +temporarily stored at the warehouse of a friend, and even the trunks +containing the wearing apparel of the occupants had been despatched +to the railway depot, and checked for transmission by the night +express. + +The melancholy preparations for departure were completed, friends had +paid their final visits, and only Esau the sexton waited with his +lantern, to lock up the deserted house, and take charge of the keys. + +The last mournful tribute had been offered at the grave in the +churchyard, where the beloved pastor slept serenely; and the cold +leaden rain fell upon a mass of beautiful flowers, which quite +covered the mound, that marked his dreamless couch. + +Since that farewell visit to her brother's tomb, Mrs. Lindsay seemed +to have lost her wonted fortitude and composure, and was pacing the +empty library, weeping bitterly, giving vent to the long-pent anguish +which daily duties and business details had compelled her to +restrain. + +Impotent to comfort, Regina stood by the mantlepiece, gazing vacantly +at the wood fire on the hearth, which supplied only a dim fitful and +uncertain light in the bare chill room, once the most cosy and +attractive in the whole cheerful house. + +How utterly desolate everything appeared now, with only the dreary +monotone of the wintry rain on the roof, and the occasional sob that +fell from the black-robed figure walking to and fro. + +It had been such a happy, peaceful, blessed home, where piety, +charity, love, taste, refinement, and education all loaned their +charms to the store of witchery, which made it doubly sad to realize +that henceforth other feet would tread its floors, other voices echo +in its garden and verandahs. + +To the girl who had really never known any other home (save the quiet +convent courts) this parsonage was the dearest spot she had yet +learned to love; and with profound sorrow she now prepared to bid +adieu for ever to the haven where her happiest years had passed like +a rosy dream. + +The dreary deserted aspect of the house recalled to her mind-- + + "How some they have died, and some they have left me, + And some are taken from me; all are departed"-- + +of Charles Lamb's quaint tender "Old familiar faces," as full of +melancholy pathos as human eyes brimming with unshed tears; and from +it her thoughts gradually drifted to another poem, which she had +first heard from Mr. Lindsay during the week of his departure, and +later from the sacred lips that were now placidly smiling beneath the +floral cross and crown in the neighbouring churchyard. + +To-night the words recurred with the mournful iteration of some +dolorous refrain; and yielding to the spell she leaned her forehead +against the chimney-piece, and repeated them sadly and slowly: + + "'We sat and talked until the night + Descending, filled the little room; + Our faces faded from the sight-- + Our voices only broke the gloom. + We spake of many a vanished scene, + Of what we once had thought and said, + Of what had been, and might have been, + And who was changed, and who was dead; + And all that fills the hearts of friends, + When first they feel with secret pain, + Their lives thenceforth have separate ends, + And never can be one again. + The very tones in which we spake + Had something strange, I could but mark; + The leaves of memory seemed to make + A mournful rustling in the dark.'" + +Attracted by the rhythm, which softly beat upon the air like some +muffled prelude striking only minor chords, Mrs. Lindsay came to the +hearth, and with her arm resting on the girl's shoulder, stood +listening. + +"How dearly my Douglass loved those lines." + +"And on the night before he died, Mr. Hargrove repeated them, asking +me afterward to select some sweet solemn sacred tune with an organ +accompaniment, and sing them for him. But what music is there that +would suit a poem, which henceforth will seem as holy as a psalm to +me?" + +"Perhaps after a while you and I may be able to quiet the pain, and +set it to some sweet old chant. Just now our hearts are too sore." + +"After a while? What hope has after a while? It cannot bring back the +lost; and does memory ever die? After a while has not given me my +mother; after a while has not taught me to forget her, or made me +more patient in my waiting. After a while I know death will come to +us all, and then there will be no more heartache; but I can't see +that there is any comfort in after a while, except beyond the grave. +Mrs. Lindsay, I do not wish to be wicked or rebellious, but it seems +very hard that I must leave this dear quiet home, and be separated +from you and Mr. Lindsay whom I dearly love, and go and live in a +city, with that cold, hard, harsh, stern man, of whom I am so much +afraid. He may mean well, but he has such unkind ways of showing it. +You have no idea how dreadful the future looks to me." + +She spoke drearily, and in the fitful flashes of the firelight the +young face looked unnaturally stern. + +"My dear child, you must not despond; at your age one must try to see +only the bright side. If I expected to remain in America, I would not +give you up without a struggle; would beg your mother's permission to +keep you until she claimed you. But I shall only wait to learn that +Douglass has arranged for my arrival. As you know, my sister and +brother-in-law are in Egypt, and if I were with them in Cairo, I +could hear more regularly and frequently from my dear boy. I wish I +could keep you, for you have grown deep into my heart, but my own +future is too uncertain to allow me to involve any one else in my +plans." + +"I understand the circumstances, but if mother only knew everything, +I believe she would not doom me to the care of that man of stone. Oh, +if you could only take me across the ocean, and let me go to Venice +to mother." + +Mrs. Lindsay tightened her arm around the erect slender figure, and +gently stroked back the hair from her temples. + +"My dear, you paint your future guardian too grimly. Mr. Palma +is very reserved, rather haughty, and probably stern, but +notwithstanding has a noble character, I am told, and certainly +appears much interested in and kindly disposed toward you. Dear +Peyton liked him exceedingly, and his two letters to me were full of +generosity and kind sympathy. As I believe I told you, his stepmother +resides with him, and her daughter Miss Neville, though a young lady, +will be more of a companion for you than the older members of the +household. Mr. Palma is one of the most eminent and popular lawyers +in New York, is very ambitious, I have heard, and at his house you +will meet the best society of that great city; by which I mean the +most cultivated, high-toned, and aristocratic people. I am sorry that +he has no religious views, habits, or associations, as I inferred +from the remarks of the lady whom I met in Boston, and who seemed +well acquainted with the Palma household. She told me 'none of that +family had any religion, though of course they kept a pew in the +fashionable church.' But, my dear little girl, I hope your principles +and rules of life are sufficiently established to preserve you from +all free-thinking tendencies. Constant attendance at church does not +constitute religion, any more than the _bona fide_ pulpit means the +spiritual Gospel; but I have noticed that where genuine piety exists, +it is generally united with a recognition of church duties and +obligations. The case of books I packed and sent with your trunks +contains some very admirable though old-fashioned works, written by +such women as Hannah More, Mrs. Chapone, Mrs. Opie, and others, to +mould the character of girls, and instruct them in all that is +requisite to make them noble, refined, intelligent, useful Christian +women. Hannah More's 'Lucilla Stanley' is one of the loveliest +portraitures of female excellence in the whole domain of literature, +and you will find some of the passages marked to arrest your +attention. In this age of rapid deviation from the standard rules +that governed feminine deportment and education when I was a +girl, many of the precepts and admonitions penned by the authors +I have mentioned are derided and repudiated as 'puritanical,' +'old-fashioned,' 'strait-laced,' 'stupid and prudish'; but if these +indeed be faults, certainly in the light of modern innovations they +appear 'to lean to virtue's side.' In fashionable society, such as +you are destined to meet at Mr. Palma's, you will find many things +that no doubt will impress you as strange, possibly wrong; but in all +these matters consult the books I have selected for you, read your +Bible, pray regularly, and under all circumstances hold fast to your +principles. Question and listen to your conscience, and no matter how +keen the ridicule, or severe the condemnation to which your views may +subject you, stand firm. Moral cowardice is the inclined plane that +leads to the first step in sin. Be sure you are right, and then +suffer no persuasion or invective to influence you in questions +involving conscientious scruples. You are young and peculiarly +isolated, therefore I have given you a letter to my valued old friend +Mrs. Mason, who will always advise you judiciously, if you will only +consult her. I hope you will devote as much time as possible to +music, for to one gifted with your rare talent it will serve as a +sieve straining out every ignoble discordant suggestion, and will +help to keep your thoughts pure and holy." + +"I suppose there are wicked ways and wicked people everywhere, and it +is not the fashion or the sinfulness that I am afraid of in New York, +but the loneliness I anticipate. I dread being shut up between brick +walls: no flowers, no grass, no cows, no birds, no chickens, none of +the things I care for most." + +"But, my dear child, you forget that you have entered your fifteenth +year, and as you grow older you will gradually lose your inordinate +fondness for pets. Your childish tastes will change as you approach +womanhood." + +"I hope not. Why should they? When I am an old woman with white hair, +spectacles, wrinkled cheeks, and a ruffled muslin cap like poor +Hannah's, I expect to love pigeons and rabbits, and all pretty white +things, just as dearly as I do now. Speaking of Hannah, how I shall +miss her? Since she went away, I shun the kitchen as much as +possible,--everything is so changed, so sad. Oh! the dear, dear +old-dead-and-gone-days will never, never come back to me." + +For some time neither spoke. Mrs. Lindsay wept, the girl only groaned +in spirit; and at length she said suddenly, like one nerved for some +painful task: + +"When we separate at the depot, you to take one train and I another, +we may never meet again in this world, and I must say something to +you, which I could mention to no one else. There is a cloud hanging +over me. I have always lived in its cold shadow, even here where +there is, or was, so much to make me happy, and this mystery renders +me unwilling to go into the world of curious, harsh people, who will +wonder and question. I know that Orme is not my real name, but am +forbidden to ask for information until I am grown. I have full faith +in my mother: I must believe that all she has done is right, no +matter how strange things seem; but on one point I must be satisfied. +Is my mother's name Minnie?" + +"I cannot tell you, for it was the only secret dear Peyton ever kept +from me. In speaking of her, he always called her Mrs. Orme." + +"Do you know anything about the loss of a valuable paper, once in Mr. +Hargrove's possession?" + +"A great many years ago, before you came to live with us, some one +entered this room, opened the secret drawer of Peyton's writing desk, +and carried off a tin box containing some important papers." + +"And suspicion rested on my mother?" + +"My darling girl, who could have been so cruel as to distress you +with such matters? No one----" + +Regina interrupted her, with an imperative motion of her hand: + +"Please answer my question. Truth is better than kindness, is more to +me than sympathy. Did not you and Mr. Hargrove believe that mother +took--stole that box?" + +"Peyton never admitted to me that he suspected her, though some +circumstances seemed to connect the disappearance of the papers with +her visit here the night they were carried off. He accused no one." + +Regina was deeply moved, and her whole face quivered as she answered: + +"Oh! how good, how truly charitable he was! I wonder if in all the +wide borders of America there are any more like him? If I could only +have told him the facts, and satisfied him that my mother was +innocent! But I waited until Hannah could get away in peace, and +before she was ready to start God called him home. In heaven of +course he knows it all now. I promised Hannah to tell no one but him, +and to defer the explanation until she was safe, entirely beyond the +reach of his displeasure; but since you suspected my mother, it is +right that I should justify her in your estimation." + +Very succinctly she narrated what had occurred on the evening of the +storm, and the incidents of the ensuing morning, when she followed +Hannah into the churchyard. As she concluded, an expression of relief +and pleasure succeeded that of astonishment which had rested on Mrs. +Lindsay's worn and faded face. + +"I am heartily glad that at last the truth has been discovered, and +that it fully exonerated your mother from all connection with the +theft; for I confess the circumstances prejudiced me against her. Let +us be encouraged, my dear little girl, to believe that in due time +all the other mysteries will be quite as satisfactorily cleared up." + +"I can't afford to doubt it; if I did, I should not be able to----" + +She paused, while an increasing pallor overspread her features. + +"That is right, dear, believe in her. We should drink and live upon +faith in our mothers, as we did their milk that nourished us. When +children lose faith in their mothers, God pity both! Did you learn +from Hannah the character of the paper?" + +"How could I question a servant concerning my mother's secrets? I +only learned that Mr. Hargrove had given to my mother a copy of that +which was burned by the lightning." + +"In writing to her, did you mention the facts?" + +"I have not as yet. I doubted whether I ought to allude to the +subject, lest she should think I was intruding upon her confidence." + +"Dismiss that fear, and in your next letter acquaint her fully with +all you learned from poor Hannah; it may materially involve her +interest or welfare. Now, Regina, I am about to say something which +you must not misinterpret, for my purpose is to comfort you, to +strengthen your confidence in your mother. I do not know her real +name, I never heard your father's mentioned, but this I do +know,--dear Peyton told me that in this room he performed the +marriage ceremony that made them husband and wife. Why such profound +secrecy was necessary your poor mother will some day explain to you. +Until then, be patient." + +"Thank you, Mrs. Lindsay. It does comfort me to know that Mr. +Hargrove was the minister who married them. Of course it is no secret +to you that my mother is an actress? I discovered it accidentally, +for you know the papers were never left in my way, and in all her +letters she alluded to her 'work being successful,' but never +mentioned what it was; and I always imagined she was a musician +giving concerts. But one day last June, at the Sabbath-school +Festival, Mrs. Potter gave me a Boston paper, containing an article +marked with ink, which she said she wished me to read, because it +would edify a Sunday-school pupil. It was a letter from Italy, +describing one of the theatres there, where Madame Odille Orme was +playing 'Medea.' I cut out the letter, gave it to Mr. Hargrove, and +asked him if it meant my mother. He told me it did, and advised me to +enclose it to her when I wrote. But I could not, I burned it. People +look down on actresses as if they were wicked or degraded, and for +awhile it distressed me very much indeed, but I know there must be +good as well as bad people in all professions. Since then I have been +more anxious to become a perfect musician, so that before long I can +relieve mother from the necessity of working on the stage." + +"It was wickedly malicious in Mrs. Prudence to wound you; and we were +all so anxious to shield you from every misgiving on your mother's +account. Some actresses have brought opprobrium upon the profession, +which certainly is rather dangerous, and subjects women to suspicion +and detraction; but let me assure you, Regina, that there have been +very noble, lovely, good ladies who made their bread exactly as your +mother makes hers. There is no more brilliant, enviable, or stainless +record among gifted women than that of Mrs. Siddons'; or to come down +to the present day, the world honours, respects, and admires none +more than Madame Ristori, or Miss Cushman. Personal characteristics +must decide a woman's reputation, irrespective of the fact that she +lives upon the stage; and it is unjust that the faults of some should +reflect discreditably upon all in any profession. Individually I must +confess I am opposed to theatres and actresses, for I am the widow of +a minister, and have an inherited and a carefully educated prejudice +against all such things; but while I acknowledge this fact, I dare +not assert that some who pass their lives before the footlights may +not be quite as conscientious and upright as I certainly try to be. I +should grieve to see you on the stage, yet should circumstances +induce you to select it as a profession, in the sight of God who +alone can judge human hearts, your and your mother's chances of final +acceptance and rest with Christ might be as good, perhaps better, +than mine Let us 'judge not, lest we be judged.'" + +"The world has not your charity, but let it do its worst. Come what +may, my mother is still my own mother, and God will hold the scales +and see that justice is done. Perhaps some day we may follow you to +India, and spend the remainder of our lives in some cool quiet +valley, under the shadow of the rhododendrons on the Himalayan hills. +Who knows what the end may be? But no matter how far we wander, +or where we rest, we shall never find a home so sweet, so peaceful, +so full of holy and happy associations, as this dear parsonage has +been to me." + +The fire burned low, and in its dull flicker the shadows thickened; +while the rising wind sobbed and wailed mournful as a coranach +around the desolate old house, whence so many generations had glided +into the sheltering bosom of the adjoining necropolis. + +Across the solemn gloomy stillness ran the sharp shivering sound of +the door-bell, and when the jarring had ceased Esau entered with his +lantern in his hand. + +"The carriage is at the gate. The schedule was changed last week, and +the driver says it is nearly train time. Give me the satchels and +basket." + +Slowly the two figures followed the lantern-bearer down the dim bare +hall, and the sound of their departing footsteps echoed strangely, +dismally through the empty, forsaken house. At the front door both +paused and looked back into the darkness that seemed like a vast +tomb, swallowing everything, engulfing all the happy hallowed past. + +But Regina imagined that in the dusky library, by the wan flicker of +the dying fire, she could trace the spectral outline of a white +draped table, and of a tall prostrate form bearing a Grand Duke +jasmine in its icy hand. Shuddering violently, she wrapped her shawl +around her and sprang down the steps into the drizzling rain, while +Mrs. Lindsay slowly followed, weeping silently. + + "Were it mine I would close the shutters, + Like lids when the life is fled, + And the funeral fire should wind it, + This corpse of a home that is dead." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +The snow was falling fast nest morning, when with a long hoarse +shriek the locomotive dashed into New York, and drew up to the +platform, where a crowd of human beings and equipages of every +description had assembled to greet the arrival of the train. + +The din of voices, ringing of bells, whistle of engines, and all the +varied notes of that Babel diapason that so utterly bewilders the +stranger stranded on the bustling streets of busy Gotham, fell upon +Regina's ears with the startling force of novelty. She wondered if +there were thunder mixed with swiftly falling snow--that low, dull, +ceaseless roar--that endless monologue of the paved streets--where +iron and steel ground down the stone highways, along which the +Juggernaut of Traffic rolled ponderously, day in and day out. + +Gazing curiously down from her window at the sea of faces wherein +cabmen, omnibus drivers, porters, vociferated and gesticulated, each +striving to tower above his neighbour, like the tame vipers in the +Egyptian pitcher, whereof Teufelsdroeckh discourses in Sator Resartus, +Regina made no attempt to leave her seat, until the courteous +conductor to whose care Mrs. Lindsay had consigned her touched her +arm to arrest her attention. + +"You are Miss Orme, I believe, and here is the gentleman who came to +meet you." + +Turning quickly, with the expectation of seeing Mr. Palma, she found +herself in the presence of an elegantly dressed young gentleman, not +more than twenty-two or three years old, who wore ample hay-coloured +whiskers brushed in English style, after the similitude of the fins +of a fish, or the wings of a bat. A long moustache of the same colour +drooped over a mouth feminine in mould, and as he lifted his brown +fur cap and bowed she saw that his light hair was parted in the +middle of his head. + +He handed her a card on which was printed, "Elliott Roscoe." + +"Regina Orme, I presume. My cousin Mr. Palma desired me to meet you +at the train, and see you safely to his house, as he is not in the +city. I guess you had a tiresome trip; you look worn out. Have you +the checks for your baggage?" + +She handed them to him, took her satchel, and followed him out of the +car, through the dense throng, to a _coupe_. + +The driver, whose handsome blue coat with its glittering gilt buttons +was abundantly embroidered with snow-flakes, opened the door, and as +Mr. Roscoe assisted the stranger to enter, he said: + +"Wait, Farley, until I look after the baggage." + +"Yonder is O'Brien with his express waggon. Give him the checks, and +he will have the trunks at home almost as soon as we get there. +Michael O'Brien!" + +As the ruddy, beaming pleasant countenance of the express man +approached, and he received the checks, Mr. Roscoe sprang into the +carriage, but Regina summoned courage to speak. + +"If you please, I want my dog." + +"Your dog! Did you leave it in the car? Is it a poodle?" + +"Poodle! He is a Newfoundland, and the express agent has him." + +"Then O'Brien will bring him with the trunks," said Mr. Roscoe, +preparing to close the door. + +"I would not like to leave him behind." + +"You certainly do not expect to carry him in the carriage?" answered +the gentleman, staring at her, as if she had been a refugee from some +insane asylum. + +"Why not? There seems plenty of room. I am so much afraid something +might happen to him among all these people. But perhaps you would not +like him shut up in the carriage." + +For an instant she seemed sorely embarrassed, then leaning forward, +addressed the coachman. + +"Would you mind taking my dog up there with you? thank you very much +if you will please be so kind." + +Before the wistful pleading of the violet eyes, and the sweet tones +of the hesitating voice, the surly expression vanished from Farley's +countenance, and, touching his hat, he replied cheerfully: + +"Aye, miss; if he is not venomous, I will take him along." + +"Thank you. Mr. Roscoe, if you will be so good as to go with me to +the express car, I can get my dog." + +"That is not necessary. Besides it is snowing hard, and your wraps +are not very heavy. Give me the receipt, and I will bring him out." + +There was some delay, but after a little while Mr. Roscoe came back +leading Hero by a chain attached to his collar. The dog looked sulky +and followed reluctantly, but at sight of his mistress, sprang +forward, barking joyfully. + +"Poor Hero! poor fellow! Here I am." + +When he had been prevailed upon to jump up beside the driver, and the +carriage rolled homeward, Mr. Roscoe said: + +"That is a superb creature. The only pure white Newfoundland I ever +saw. Where did you get him?" + +"He was bought in Brooklyn several years ago, and sent to me." + +"What is his name?" + +"Hero." + +"How very odd. Bruno, or Nero, or Ponto, or even Fido, would be so +much more suitable." + +"Hero suits him, and suits me." + +Mr. Roscoe looked curiously into the face beside him, and laughed. + +"I presume you are a very romantic young miss, and have been dreaming +about some rustic Leander in round jacket." + +"My dog was not called after the priestess at Sestos. It means hero +the common noun, not Hero the proper name. Holding torches to guide +people across the Hellespont was not heroism." + +If she had addressed him in Aramaic he would not have been more +surprised; and for a moment he stared. + +"I am afraid your Hero will not prove a thoroughly welcome addition +to my cousin's household. He has no fondness whatever for dogs, or +indeed for pets of any kind, and Mrs. Palma, who has a chronic terror +of hydrophobia, will not permit a dog to come near her." + +He saw something like a smile flicker across the girl's mouth, but +she did not look up, and merely asked: + +"Where is Mr. Palma?" + +"He was unexpectedly called to Philadelphia two days ago, on urgent +business. Do you know him?" + +"I have not seen him for several years." + +She turned away, fixing her attention upon the various objects of +interest that flitted by, as they rolled rapidly along one of the +principal streets. The young gentleman who in no respect resembled +Mr. Palma, found it exceedingly pleasant to study the fair delicate +face beside him, and not a detail of her dress, from the shape of +her hat to the fit of her kid gloves, escaped his critical +inspection. + +Almost faultily fastidious in his Broadway trained tastes, he arrived +at the conclusion that she possessed more absolute beauty than any +one in his wide circle of acquaintance; but her travelling suit was +not cut in the approved reigning style, and the bow of ribbon at her +throat did not exactly harmonize with the shade of the feather in her +hat, all of which jarred disagreeably. + +As the carriage entered Fifth Avenue, and drew up before one of the +handsome brown-stone front mansions that stretch like palatial walls +for miles along that most regal and magnificent of American streets, +Mr. Roscoe handed his companion out, and rang the bell. + +Hero leaped to the sidewalk, and, patting his head, Regina said: + +"Driver, I am very much obliged to you for taking care of him for +me." + +"You are quite welcome, miss. He is an uncommon fine brute, and I +will attend to him for you if you wish it." + +The door opened, and Regina was ushered in, and conducted by Mr. +Roscoe into the sitting-room, where a blazing coal fire lent pleasant +warmth and a ruddy glow to the elegantly furnished apartment. + +"Terry, tell the ladies we have come." + +The servant disappeared, and, holding his hands over the fire, Mr. +Roscoe said: + +"I believe you are a stranger to all but my cousin; yet you are +probably aware that his stepmother and her daughter reside with him." + +Before she could reply the door suddenly opened wide, as if moved by +an impatient hand, and a middle-aged lady, dressed in black silk that +rustled proudly at every step, advanced toward Regina. Involuntarily +the girl shivered, as if an icy east wind had blown upon her. + +"Mrs. Palma, I have brought this young lady safely, and transfer her +to your care. This is Regina Orme." + +"Miss Orme has arrived on a cold day, and looks as if she realized +it." + +She put out her hand, barely touched the fingers of the stranger, and +her keen, probing, inquisitorial eyes of palest grey wandered +searchingly over the face and figure; while her haughty tone was +chill--as the damp breath of a vault. + +Catching sight of Hero she started back, and exclaimed with +undisguised displeasure: + +"What! A dog in my sitting-room! Who brought that animal here?" + +Regina laid a protecting hand on the head of her favourite, and said +timidly, in a voice that faltered from embarrassment: + +"It is my dog. Please, madam, allow me to keep him; he will disturb +no one; shall give no trouble." + +"Impossible! Dogs are my pet aversion. I would not even allow my +daughter to accept a lovely Italian greyhound which Count Fagdalini +sent her on her last birthday. That huge brute there would give me +hysterics before dinner-time." + +"Then you shall not see him. I will keep him always out of eight; he +shall never annoy you." + +"Very feasible in a Fifth Avenue house! Do you propose to lock him up +always in your own chamber? How absurd!" + +She touched the bell, and added: + +"It always saves trouble to start exactly as we expect or intend to +continue. I cannot endure dogs--never could, and yours must be +disposed of at once." + +Pitying the distress so eloquently printed on the face of the girl, +Mr. Roscoe interposed: + +"Strike, but hear me! Don't banish the poor fellow so summarily. He +can't go mad before May or June, if then; and at least let her keep +him a few days. She feels strange and lonely, and it will comfort her +to have him for a while." + +"Nonsense, Elliott! Terry, tell Farley I shall want the carriage in +half an hour, and meantime ask him to come here and help you take out +this dog. We have no room for any such pests. Send Hattie to show +this young lady to her own room." + +Mr. Roscoe shrugged his shoulder, and closely inspected his seal +ring. + +There was an awkward silence. Mrs. Palma stirred the coals with the +poker, and at last asked abruptly: + +"Miss Orme, I presume you have breakfasted?" + +"I do not wish any, thank you." + +Something in her quiet tone attracted attention, and as the lady and +gentleman turned to look at her, both noticed a brilliant flush on +her cheek, a peculiar sparkle dancing in her eyes. + +Passing her arm through the handle of her satchel, she put both her +hands upon Hero's silver collar. + +"Hattie will show you up to your room, Miss Orme; and if you need +anything call upon her for it. Farley, take that dog away, and do not +let me see him here again." + +The blunt but kind-hearted coachman looked irresolute, glancing first +at his mistress, and then pityingly at the girl. As he advanced to +obey, Regina said in a quiet but clear and decisive tone: + +"Don't you touch him. He is mine, and no one shall take him from me. +I am sorry, Mrs. Palma, that I have annoyed you so much, and I have +no right to force unpleasant things upon you, even if I had the +power. Come, Hero! we will find a place somewhere; New York is large +enough to hold us both. Good-bye, Mr. Roscoe. Good-day, Mrs. Palma." + +She walked toward the door, leading Hero, who rubbed his head +caressingly against her. + +"Where are you going?" cried Mr. Roscoe following, and catching her +arm. + +"Anywhere--away from this house," she answered very quietly. + +"But Mr. Palma is your guardian! He will be dreadfully displeased." + +"He has no right to be displeased with me. Beside, I would not for +forty guardians give up my Hero. Please stand aside, and let me +pass." + +"Tell me first, what you intend to do." + +"First to get out, where the air is free. Then to find the house of +a lady, to whom I have a letter of introduction from Mrs. Lindsay." + +Mrs. Palma was sorely perplexed, and though she trembled with excess +of anger and chagrin, a politic regard for her own future welfare, +which was contingent upon the maintenance of peaceful relations with +her stepson, impelled her to concede what otherwise she would never +have yielded. Stepping forward she said with undisguised scorn: + +"If this is a sample of his ward's temper, I fear Erle has resumed +guardianship of Tartary. As Miss Orme is a total stranger in New +York, it is sheer madness to talk of leaving here. This is Erle +Palma's house, not mine, else I should not hesitate a moment; but +under the circumstances I shall insist upon this girl remaining here +at least until his return, which must be very soon. Then the dog +question will be speedily decided by the master of the establishment." + +"Let us try and compromise. Suppose you trust your pet to me for a +few days, until matters can be settled? I like dogs, and promise to +take good care of yours, and feed him on game and chicken soup." + +He attempted to put his hand on the collar, but Hero, who seemed to +comprehend that he was a _casus belli_, growled and showed his teeth. + +"Thank you, sir, but we have only each other now. Mrs. Palma, I do +not wish to disturb or annoy you in any way, and as I love my dog +very much, and you have no room for him, I would much rather go away +now and leave you in peace. Please, Mr. Roscoe, let me pass." + +"I can fix things to suit all around, if madam will permit," said the +coachman. + +"Well, Farley, what is your proposition?" + +His mistress was biting her lip from mortification and ill-concealed +rage. + +"I will make a kennel in the corner of the carriage-house, where he +can be chained up, and yet have room to stretch himself; and the +young miss can feed him, and see him as often as she likes, till +matters are better settled." + +"Very well. Attend to it at once. I hope Miss Orme is satisfied?" + +"No, I do not wish to give so much trouble to you all." + +"Oh, miss I it is no trouble worth speaking of; and if you will only +trust me, I will see that no harm happens to him." + +For a moment Regina looked up at the honest, open, though somewhat +harsh Hibernian face, then advanced and laid the chain in his hand. + +"Thank you very much. I will trust you. Be kind to him, and let me +come and see him after awhile. I don't wish him ever to come into the +house again." + +"The baggage-man has brought the trunks," said Terry. + +"Have them taken upstairs. Would you like to go to your room, Miss +Orme?" + +"If you please, madam." + +"Then I must bid you good-bye," said Mr. Roscoe, holding out his +hand. + +"Do you not live here?" + +"Oh no! I am only a student in my cousin's law-office, but come here +very often. I hope the dog-war is amicably settled, but if +hostilities are reopened, and you ever make up your mind to give Hero +away, please remember that I am first candidate for his ownership." + +"I would almost as soon think of giving away my head. Good-bye, sir." + +As she turned to follow the servant out of the room, she ran against +a young lady who hastily entered, singing a bar from "Traviata." + +"Bless me! I beg your pardon. This is----" + +"Miss Orme; Erle's ward." + +"Miss Orme does not appear supremely happy at the prospect of +sojourning with us, beneath this hospitable roof. Mamma, I understand +you have had a regular Austerlitz battle over that magnificent dog I +met in the hall,--and alas! victory perched upon the standard of the +invading enemy! Cheer up, mamma! there is a patent medicine just +advertised in the _Herald_ that hunts down, worries, shakes, and +strangles hydrophobia, as Gustave Billon's Skye terrier does rats. +Good-morning, Mr. Elliott Roscoe! Poor Miss Orme looks strikingly +like a half-famished and wholly hopeless statue of Patience that I +saw on a monument at the last funeral I attended in Greenwood. +Hattie, do take her to her room, and give her some hot chocolate, or +coffee, or whatever she drinks." + +She had taken both the stranger's hands, shook them rather roughly, +and in conclusion pushed her toward the door. + +Olga Neville was twenty-two, tall, finely formed, rather handsome; +with unusually bright reddish-hazel eyes, and a profusion of tawny +hair, which nine persons in ten would unhesitatingly have pronounced +red, but which she persistently asserted was of exactly the classic +shade of ruddy gold, that the Borgia gave to Bembo. Her features were +large, and somewhat irregular in contour, but her complexion was +brilliant, her carriage very graceful, and though one might safely +predict that at some distant day she would prove "fair, fat, and +forty," her full figure had not yet transgressed the laws of +symmetry. + +As the door of the sitting-room closed, she put her large white hands +on her mother's shoulders, shook her a little, and kissed her on the +cheek. + +"Do, mamma, let us have fair play, or I shall desert to the enemy. It +was not right to open your batteries on that little thing before she +got well into position, and established her line. If I am any judge +of human nature, I rather guess from the set of her lips, and the +stars that danced up and down in her eyes, that she is not quite as +easily flanked as a pawn on a chessboard." + +"I wish, Olga, that you were a better judge of common sense, and of +the courtesy due to my opinions. I can tell you we are likely to see +trouble enough with this high-tempered girl added to the family +circle." + +"Why, she has not Lucretia-coloured tresses like my own lovely-spun +gold? I thought her hair looked very black." + +"I will warrant it is not half as black as her disposition. She +looked absolutely diabolical when she pretended to march out into the +world, playing the _role_ of injured, persecuted innocence." + +"Now, mamma! She is decidedly the prettiest piece of diabolism I ever +saw. Elliott, what do you think of her?" + +"That some day she will be a most astonishing beauty. Can you +recollect that lovely green and white cameo pin set with diamonds +that Tiffany had last spring? Ned Bartlett bought it for his wife the +day they started to Saratoga. Well, this girl is exactly like that +exquisite white cameo head; I noticed the likeness as soon as I saw +her. But she needs polish, city training, society marks, and her +clothes are at least two seasons old in style. I think too your +mother is quite right in believing she has a will of her own. She was +really in earnest, and would have walked out, if Farley had not come +to the rescue. Olga, what are you laughing at?" + +"I am anticipating the sport in store for me when her will and Erle +Palma's come in conflict. Won't the sparks fly! We shall have a +domestic shower of meteors to enliven our daily dull routine! You +know the stately and august head of this establishment savours of +Fitz-James, and in all matters of controversy acts fully out what +Scott only dreamed: + + 'Come one, come all! this rock shall fly + From its firm base, as soon as I!' + +I daresay it is his terrapin habit that helps Erle Palma to his great +success as a lawyer; when he once takes hold, he never lets go. Now, +mamma, if you do not hoist a white flag as far as that poor girl is +concerned, I shall certainly ask your wary stepson to give her a +sprig of phryxa from Mount Brixaba. Do you understand, Elliott?" + +"Of course not I rarely do understand you when you begin your +spiteful challenges. Now, Olga, I always preserve an unarmed +neutrality, so do let me alone." + + +He made a deprecating gesture, and put on his hat. + +"Free schools and universal education is one of my spavined hobbies, +and a brief canter for your improvement in classic lore would be +charitable, so I proceed: Agatho the Samian says that in the Scythian +Brixaba grows the herb phryxa (hating the wicked), which especially +protects step children; and whenever they are in danger from a +stepmother (observe the antiquity of Stepmotherly characteristics!) +the phryxa gives them warning by emitting a bright flame. You see +Erle Palma remembers his classics, and early in life turned his +attention to the cultivation of phryxa, which flourishes----" + +"Olga, you vex me beyond endurance. Put on your furs at once; it is +time to go to the Studio. Elliott, will you ride down with us, and +look at the portrait?" + +"Thanks! I wish I could, but promised to write out some legal +references before my cousin returns, and must keep my word; for you +very well know he has scant mercy on delinquents." + +"I only hope he will bring his usual iron rule to bear upon this new +element in the household, else her impertinent self-assertion will be +unendurable. Will you be at Mrs. Delafield's reception to-night?" + +"I promised to attend. Suppose I call for you and Olga about nine?" + +"Quite agreeable to all parties. I shall expect you. Good-morning." + +When Regina left the sitting-room she followed the housemaid up two +flights of steps, and into a small but beautifully furnished +apartment, where a fire was not really necessary, as the house was +heated by a furnace, still the absence of the cheerful red light she +had left below made this room seem chill and uninviting. + +The trunks had been brought up, and after lowering the curtain of +the window that looked down on the beautiful Avenue, Hattie said: + +"Will you have tea, coffee, or chocolate?" + +"Neither, I thank you." + +"Have you had any breakfast?" + +"I do not want any." + +"It is no trouble, miss, to get what you like." + +Regina only shook her head, and proceeded to take off her hat and +wrappings. + +"Are you an orphan?" queried Hattie, her heart warming toward a +stranger who avoided giving trouble. + +"No; but my mother is in----is too far for me to go to her." + +"Then you aren't here on charity?" + +"Charity! No, indeed! Mr. Palma is my guardian until I go to my +mother." + +"Well, miss, try to be contented. Miss Olga has a kinder heart than +her mother, and though she has a bitter tongue and rough ways she +will befriend you. Don't fret about your dog, we folks belowstairs +will see that he does not suffer. We will help you take care of him." + +"Thank you, Hattie. I shall be grateful to all who are kind to him. +Please give him some water and a piece of bread when you go down." + +It was a great relief to find herself once more alone, and, sinking +down wearily into a rocking chair, she hid her face in her hands. + +Her heart was heavy, her head ached; her soul rose in rebellion +against the cold selfishness and discourtesy that had characterized +her reception by the inmates of her guardian's house. + +Everything around her betokened wealth, taste, elegance; the carpets +and various articles of furniture were of the most costly materials, +but at the thought of living here she shuddered. Fine and fashionable +in all its appointments, but chilly, empty, surface gilded, she felt +that she would stifle in this mansion. + +By comparison, how dear and sacred seemed the old life at the +parsonage I how desolate and dreary the present! how inexpressibly +lonely and hopeless the future! + +From the thought of Mr. Palma's return, she could borrow no pleasant +auguries, rather additional gloom and apprehension; and his absence +had really been the sole redeeming circumstance that marked her +arrival in New York. With an unconquerable dread which arose from +early childish prejudice and which she never attempted to analyze, +she shrank from meeting him. + +There came a quick low rap on the door, but she neither heard nor +heeded it, and started when a warm hand removed those that covered +her face. + +"Just as I expected, you are having a good cry all to yourself. No, +your eyes are dry and bright as stars. I daresay you have set us all +down as a family of brutes; as more cruel than the Piutes or Modocs; +as stony hearted as Solomon, when he ordered the poor little baby to +be cut in half and distributed among its several mothers. But there +is so little justice left in the world, that I imagine each +individual would do well to contribute a moiety to the awfully +slender public stock. Suppose you pay tithes to the extent of +counting me out of this nest of persecutors? Thank Heaven! I am not a +Palma! My soul does not work like the piston of a steam-engine,--is +not regulated by a gauge-cock and safety-valve to prevent all +explosions, to keep the even, steady, decorous, profitable tenor of +its sternly politic way. I am a Neville. The blood in my veins is not +'blue' like the Palma's, but red,--and hot enough to keep my heart +from freezing, as the Palma's do, and to melt the ice they +manufacture, wherever they breathe. I am no Don Quixote to redress +your grievances, or storm windmills; for verily neither mamma nor +Erle Palma belongs to that class of harmless innocuous bugaboos, as +those will find to their cost who run against them. I am simply Olga +Neville, almost twenty-three, and quite willing to help you if +possible. Shall we enter into an alliance--offensive and defensive?" + +She stood by the mantlepiece, slowly buttoning her glove, and looked +quite handsome, and very elegant in her rich wine-coloured silk and +costly furs. + +Looking up into her face, Regina wondered how far she might trust +that apparently frank open countenance, and Olga smiled, and added: + +"You are a cunning fledgling, not to be caught with chaff. Have they +sent you anything to eat?" + +"I declined having anything. My head aches." + +"Then do as I tell you, and you will soon feel relieved. There is a +bath-room on this floor. Ring for Hattie, and tell her you want a +good hot bath. When you have taken it, lie down and go to sleep. One +word before I go. Do try not to be hard on mamma. Poor mamma! She +married among these Palmas, and very soon from force of habit and +association she too grew politic, cautious; finally she also froze, +and has never quite thawed again. She is not unkind,--you must not +think so for an instant; she only keeps her blood down to the safe, +wise prudent temperature of sherbet. Poor mamma! She does not like +dogs; once she was dreadfully bitten, almost torn to pieces by one, +and very naturally she has developed no remarkable 'affinity' for +them since that episode. Hattie will get you anything you need. Take +your bath and go to sleep, and dream good-natured things about +mamma." + +She nodded, smiled pleasantly, and glided away as noiselessly as she +came, leaving Regina perplexed, and nowise encouraged with reference +to the stern cold character of her guardian. + +She had eaten nothing since the previous day, had been unable to +close her eyes after bidding Mrs. Lindsay farewell; and now, quite +overcome with the reaction from the painful excitement of yesterday's +incidents, she threw herself across the foot of the bed, and clasped +her hands over her throbbing temples. No sound disturbed tier, save +the occasional roll of wheels on the street below, and very soon the +long lashes drooped, and she slept the heavy deep sleep of mental and +physical exhaustion. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +Led by poppy-wreathed wands, through those fabled ivory gates that +open into the enchanted realm of dreams, the weary girl forgot her +woes, and found blessed reunion with the absent dear ones, whose loss +had so beclouded the morning of her life. + +Under the burning sun of India, through the tangled jungles of Oude, +she wandered in quest of the young missionary and his mother, now +springing away from the crouching tigers that glared at her as she +passed; now darting into some Himalayan cavern to escape the wild +ferocious eyes of Nana Sahib, who offered her that wonderful lost +ruby that he carried off in his flight, and when she seized it, +hoping its sale would build a church for mission worship, it +dissolved into blood that stained her fingers. With a fiendish laugh +Nana Sahib told her it was a part of the heart of a beautiful woman +butchered in the "House of Massacre" at Cawnpore. On and on she +pressed, footsore and weary but undaunted, through those awful +mountain solitudes, and finally hearing in the distance the bark of +Hero, she followed the sound, reached the banks of Jumna, and there +amid the ripple of fountains, and the sighing of the cypress, in the +cool shadow cast by the marble minarets and domes of Shah Jehan's +Moomtaj mausoleum, Mr. and Mrs. Lindsay joyfully welcomed her; while +upon the fragrant air floated divine melodies that Douglass told her +were chanted by angels in her mother's grave, beneath the clustering +white columns. + +When after many hours she awoke, it was night. A faint light trembled +in one of the globes of the gas chandelier, and a blanket had been +laid over her. Starting up she saw a figure sitting at the window, +apparently watching what passed in the street below. + +"I hope you feel refreshed. I can testify you have slept as soundly +as the youths whom Decius put to bed some time since near Ephesus." + +Olga rose, turned on the gas that flamed up instantly, and showed her +elaborately dressed in evening toilette. Her shoulders and arms, +round and pearly white, were bare save the shining tracery of jewels +in necklace and bracelets; and in the long train of blue silk that +flowed over the carpet, she looked even taller than in the morning +walking suit. Her ruddy hair, heaped nigh on her head, was surmounted +by a jewelled comb, whence fell a cataract of curls of various +lengths and sizes, that touched the filmy lace which bordered her +shoulders like a line of foam where blue silk broke on dimpled flesh. + +As Regina gazed admiringly at her, Olga came closer, and stood under +the gas-light. + +"A penny for your thoughts! Am I handsome? Somebody says only 'fools +and children tell the truth.' You are not exactly the latter; +certainly not the former; nevertheless, being a rustic, all unversed +in the fashionable accomplishment of 'fibbing,' you may dispense with +the varnish pot and brush. Tell me, Regina, don't you feel inclined +to fall at my feet and worship me?" + +"Not in the least. But I do think you very handsome, and your dress +is quite lovely. Are you going to a party or a ball?" + +"To a 'Reception,' where the people will be crowded like sardines, +where my puffs will be mashed as flat as buckwheat cakes, and my +train will go home with various gentlemen, clinging in scraps to +their boot-heels! Were you ever at the seashore? If you have ever +chanced to walk into a settlement of fiddlers, and seen them +squirming, wriggling, backward, forward, sideways, you may +understand that I am going into a similar promiscuous scramble. +Human ingenuity is vastly fertile in the production of fashionable +tortures; and when that outraged and indignant poet savagely +asserted, that 'Man's inhumanity to man makes countless thousands +mourn,' I have an abiding conviction that he had just been victimized +at a 'Reception,' or 'German,' or 'Kettle-drum,' or 'Masque +Ball,'--or some such fine occasion, where people are amused by +treading on each other's toes, and gnawing (metaphorically) their +nearest neighbour's vertebrae." + +"Do you not enjoy going into society?" + +"_Cela depend!_ You are an unsophisticated little package of innocent +rusticity, and have yet to learn + + 'Society is now one polished horde, + Formed of two mighty tribes, + The Bores and Bored!' + +I speak advisedly, for lo these four years I have energetically +preyed, and been preyed upon. When I was your age, I was impatient to +break away from my governess, and soar into the flowery pastures of +fashionable gaiety, with the crowd of other butterflies that seemed +so happy, so lovely; but now that I have bruised my pretty wings, and +tarnished the gilding, and rubbed off the fresh enamelling, I would +if I could crawl back into a safe brown cocoon, or hide in some quiet +and forgotten chrysalis. Did you ever hear of Moloch?" + +"Yes, of course; I know it was a brazen image, heated red hot, in +whose arms children were placed by idolatrous heathen parents." + +"No such thing! that is a foolish, obsolete Rabbinical myth. You must +not talk such old-fashioned folly. Hearken to the solemn truth that +underlies that fable; Moloch reigns here, in far more pomp and +splendour than the Ammonites ever dreamed of. Crowned and sceptred, +he is now called 'Wealth and Fashion,' holds daily festivals and +mighty orgies where salads, boned turkeys, charlotte russe, +_fistachio souffles, creams, ices, champagne-julep, champagne +frappe_, and persicot call the multitude to worship; and there while +the stirring notes of Strauss ring above the sighs and groans of the +heroic victims, fathers and mothers bring their sons and daughters +bravely decked in broadcloth and satin, white kid and diamonds, and +offer them in sacrifice; and Moloch clasps, scorches, blackens all! +Wide wonderful blue eyes, how shocked you look!" + +Olga laughed lightly, shook out the fringed ends of her broad white +silk sash, and glanced in the mirror of the bureau, to see the +effect. + +"Regina, don't begin city life by a system of starvation that would +do infinite credit to a Thebaid anchorite. Eat abundantly. Take +generous care of your body, for spiritual famine is inevitably ahead +of you. Yonder on the table, carefully covered, is your dinner. Of +course it is cold, stone-cold as this world's charity; but people who +sleep until eight o'clock, ought not to expect smoking hot viands. A +good meal gives one far more real philosophy and fortitude, than all +the volumes Aristotle and Plato ever wrote. Do you hear that bell? It +is a signal to attend the festival of Milcom. Oh, Mammon I behold I +come." + +She moved towards the door, and said from the threshold: + +"I say unto you--eat. Then come downstairs and amuse yourself looking +about the house. There are some interesting things in the parlours, +and if you are musical, you will find a piano that cost one thousand +dollars. When I am away, there are no skeletons in this house, so you +need not fear sleeping here alone. My room is on the same floor. +Good-night." + +Refreshed by her sound sleep, Regina bathed her face, rearranged her +hair, and ate the dinner, which although cold, was very temptingly +prepared. When Hattie came to carry down the silver tray containing +the delicate green and gold china dishes, she complimented the +stranger upon the improvement in her appearance, adding: + +"Miss Olga directed me to show you the house, and anything you might +like to look at, so I lighted the palours and reception-room; and the +library always has a fire, and the gas burning. That is next to Mr. +Palma's bedroom, and is his special place. He comes and goes so +irregularly that we never can tell when he is in it. Once last year +he got home at nine o'clock unexpectedly, and sat up all night +writing there in the cold. Next morning he gave orders for fire and +light in that room, whether he was at home or not. Miss, if you don't +mind looking about yourself, I should like to run around to Eighth +Avenue for a few minutes, to see my sick aunt. Terry has gone out, +and Mary promised to answer the bell, if any one called. Farley says +be easy about your dog; he had a hearty dinner of soup and meat, and +is on a softer bed than some poor souls lie on to-night. Can I go?" + +"Certainly, I am not afraid; and when I get sleepy I will come up and +go to bed. When will Mrs. Palma and Miss Neville come home?" + +"Not before midnight, if then." + +She explained to Regina how to elevate and extinguish the gas, and +the two went down to the sitting-room, whence Hattie soon +disappeared. Raising the silk curtain that divided this apartment +from the parlours, Regina walked slowly up and down upon the velvet +carpet in which her feet seemed to sink, as on a bed of moss; and her +eyes wandered admiringly over the gilded stands, gleaming bronzes, +marble statuettes, papier mache, ormolu, silk, lace, brocatel, +moquette, satin and silver which attracted her gaze. + +Beautiful pictures adorned the tinted walls, and the ceiling was +brilliantly frescoed, while one of the wide bay-windows contained a +stand filled with a superb array of wax flowers. Regina opened the +elegant grand piano, but forbore to touch the keys, and at last when +she had feasted her eyes sufficiently upon some lovely landscapes by +Gifford and Bierstadt, she quitted the richly decorated parlours, and +slowly went up the stairs that led to the room which Hattie had +pointed out as Mr. Palma's library. + +Leaving the door partly open, she entered a long lofty apartment, the +floor of which was of marquetry, polished almost as glass, with +furred robes laid here and there before tables, and deep luxurious +easy chairs. + +Four spacious lines of book shelves with glass doors bearing silver +handles, girded the sides of the room, and the walls were painted in +imitation of the Pompeian style; while the corners of the ceiling +held lovely frescoes of the season, and in the centre was a zodiac. +Bronze and marble busts shone here and there, and where the panels of +the wall were divided by representations of columns, metal brackets +and wooden consoles sustained delicate figures and groups of +sculpture. + +Filled with wonder and delight the girl glided across the shining +mosaic floor, gazing now at the glowing garlands, and winged figures +on the wall, and now at the elegantly bound books Whose gilded titles +gleamed through the plate glass. + +She had read of such rooms in "St. Martin's Summer," a volume Mrs. +Lindsay never tired of quoting; but this exquisite reality +transcended all her previous flights of imagination, and, approaching +the bright coal fire, she basked in the genial glow, in the +atmosphere of taste, culture, and rare luxury. A quaint clock inlaid +with designs in malachite, ticked drowsily upon the low black marble +mantle, which represented winged lions bearing up the slab, and near +the hearth was an ebony and gold escritoire which stood open, +revealing a bronze inkstand and velvet penwiper. Before it sat the +revolving chair, with a bright-coloured embroidered cushion for the +feet to rest upon; and in a recess behind the desk, and partly +screened by the sweep of damask Curtains, hung a man's pearl-grey +dressing-gown, lined with silk; while under it rested a pair of black +velvet slippers encrusted with vine leaves and bunches of grapes in +gold bullion. + +Wishing to see the effect, Regina took a taper from the Murrhine cup +on the mantle, and standing on a chair lighted the cluster of burners +shaped like Pompeian lamps, in the chandelier nearest the grate; then +went back to the rug before the fire, and enjoyed the spectacle +presented. + +What treasures of knowledge were contained in this beautiful, quiet, +brilliant room! + +Would she be permitted to explore the contents of those book shelves, +where hundreds of volumes invited her eager investigation? Could she +ever be as happy here as in the humble yet hallowed library at the +dear old parsonage? + +An oval table immediately under the gas-globes held a china stand +filled with cigars, and seeing several books lying near it, she took +up one. + +It was Gustave Dore's "Wandering Jew," and, throwing herself down on +the rug, she propped her head with one hand, while the other slowly +turned the leaves, and she examined the wonderful illustrations. She +was vaguely conscious that the clock struck ten, but paid little +attention to the flight of time, and after awhile she closed the +book, drew the cushion before the desk to the rug in front of the +fire, laid her head on it, and soothed by the warmth and perfect +repose of the room fell asleep. + +Soon after the door opened wider, and Mr. Palma entered, and walked +half way down the room ere he perceived the recumbent figure. He +paused, then advanced on tiptoe and stood by the hearth, warming his +white scholarly hands and looking down on the sleeper. + +With the careless grace of a child, innocent of the art of +attitudinizing, she had made herself thoroughly comfortable; and as +the light streamed full upon her, all the marvellous beauty of the +delicate face and the perfect modelling of the small hands and feet +were clearly revealed. The glossy raven hair clung in waving masses +around her white full forehead, and the long silky lashes lay like +jet fringe on her exquisitely moulded cheeks; while the remarkably +fine pencilling of her arched brows, which had attracted her +guardian's notice when he first saw her at the convent, was still +more apparent in the gradual development of her features. + +Studying the face and form, and rigidly testing both by the +fastidious canons that often rendered him hypercritical, Mr. Palma +could find no flaw in contour or in colouring, save that the +complexion was too dazzlingly white, lacking the rosy tinge which +youth and health are wont to impart. + +Stretching his arm to the escritoire, he softly opened a side drawer, +took out an oval-shaped engraving of his favourite Sappho, and +compared the nose, chin, and ear with those of the unconscious girl. +Satisfied with the result, he restored the picture to its +hiding-place. Four years had materially changed the countenance he +had seen last at the parsonage, but the almost angelic purity of +expression which characterized her as a child, had been intensified +by time and recent grief, and watching her in her motionless repose +he thought that unquestionably she was the fairest image he had ever +seen in flesh; though a certain patient sadness about her beautiful +lips told him that the waves of sorrow were already beating hoarsely +upon the borders of her young life. + +Standing upon his own hearth, a man of magnificent stature and almost +haughty bearing, Erle Palma looked quite forty, though in reality +younger; and the stern repression, the cautious reticence which had +long been habitual, seemed to have hardened his regular handsome +features. Weary with the business cares, the professional details of +a trip that had yielded him additional laurels and distinction, and +gratified his towering pride, he had come home to rest; and found it +singularly refreshing to study the exquisite picture of innocence +lying on his library rug. + +He wondered how the parents of such a child could entrust her to the +guardianship of strangers; and whether it would be possible for her +to carry her peculiar look of holy purity safely into the cloudy +Beyond--of womanhood? + +While he pondered the clock struck, and Regina awoke. + +At sight of that tall stately figure, looming like a black statue +between her and the glow of the grate, she sprang first into a +sitting posture, then to her feet. + +He made no effort to assist her, only watched every movement, and +when she stood beside him, he held out his hand. + +"Regina, I am glad to see you in my house; and am sorry I could not +have been at home to receive you." + +Painfully embarrassed by the thought of the position in which he had +found her, she covered her face with her hand; and at the sound of +his grave deep voice the blood swiftly mounted from her throat to the +tip of her small shell-shaped ears. + +He waited for her to speak, but she could not sufficiently conquer +her agitation, and with a firm hand he drew down the shielding +fingers, holding, them in his. + +"There is nothing very dreadful in your being caught fast asleep, +like a white kitten on a velvet rug. If you are never guilty of +anything worse, you and your guardian will not quarrel." + +Her face had drooped beyond the range of his vision, and when he put +one hand under her chin and raised it, he saw that the missing light +in the alabaster vase had been supplied, and her smooth cheeks were +flushed to brilliant carmine. + +How marvellously lovely she was in that rush of colour that dyed her +dainty lips, and made the large soft eyes seem radiant as stars, when +they bravely struggled up to meet his, so piercing, so coolly +critical. + +"Will you answer me one question, if I ask it?" + +"Certainly, Mr. Palma; at least I will try. + +"Are you afraid of me?" + +The sweet mouth quivered, but the clear lustrous eyes did not sink. + +"Yes, sir; I have always been afraid of you." + +"Do you regard me as a monster of cruelty?" + +"No, sir." + +"Will your conscience allow you to say, 'My guardian, I am glad to +see you'?" + +She was silent. + +"That is right, little girl. Be perfectly truthful, and some day we +may be friends. Sit down." + +He handed her a chair, and, rolling forward one of the deep cushioned +seats, made himself comfortable in its soft luxurious latitude. +Throwing his massive head back against the purple velvet lining, he +adjusted his steel-rimmed spectacles, joined his hands, and built a +pyramid with his fingers; while he scrutinized her as coldly, as +searchingly as Swammerdam or Leeuwenhoek might have inspected some +new and as yet unclassified animalculum, or as Filippi or Pasteur +studied the causes of "_Pebrine_." + +"What do you think of New York?" + +"It seems a vast human sea, in which I could easily lose myself, and +be neither missed nor found." + +"Have you studied mythology at all? Or was your pastor-guardian +afraid of paganizing you? Did you ever hear of Argus?" + +"Yes, sir, I understand you." + +"He was merely a dim prophecy of our police system; and when +adventurous girls grow rebellious and essay to lose themselves a +hundred Arguses are watching them. You seem to like my library?" + +"It is the most beautiful room I have ever seen." + +"Wait until you examine the triumph of upholstering skill and genius +which Mrs. Palma calls her parlours." + +"I saw all the pretty things downstairs, but nothing will compare +with this lovely place." She glanced around with undisguised +admiration. + +"Pretty things! _Objets de luxe!_ Oh, ye gods of fashionable +_bric-a-brac!_ verily 'out of the mouths of babes,' etc., etc. Be +very careful to suppress your heretical and treasonable preference in +the presence of Mrs. Palma, who avoids this pet library of mine as if +it were a magnified Pandora's box. Regina, I have reason to apprehend +that you and she declared war at sight." + +"I know she does not like me." + +"And you fully reciprocate the prejudice?" + +"Mrs. Palma of course has a right to consult her own wishes in the +management of her home and household." + +"Just here permit me to correct you. My house, if you please, my +household, over which at my request she presides. Upon your arrival +you did not find her quite as cordial as you anticipated?" + +Her gaze wandered to the fire, and she was silent. + +"Be so good as to look at me when I speak to you. Mrs. Palma appeared +quite harsh to you to-day?" + +"I have made no complaint against your mother." + +"Pardon me, Mrs. Palma, my father's wife, if you please. Tell me the +particulars of your reception here." + +The beautiful face turned pleadingly to him. + +"You must excuse me, sir. I have nothing to tell you." + +"And if I will not excuse you?" + +She folded her hands together, and compressed her lips. + +"Then I have some things to tell you. I am acquainted with all that +occurred to-day." + +"I thought you were in Philadelphia? How could you know?' + +"Roscoe told me everything, and I have questioned Farley, who has not +taken your vow of silence. Mrs. Palma has some prejudices, which, as +far as is compatible with reason, a due sense of courtesy constrains +me to respect; and as I have invited her to officiate as mistress of +my establishment, it is eminently proper that I should consult her +opinions, and encourage no rebellion against her domestic +regulations. One of her sternest mandates, inexorable as Mede and +Persian statutes, prohibits dogs. Now what do you expect of me?" + +He leaned forward, eyeing her keenly. + +"That you will do exactly----" + +"As I please?" he interrupted. + +"No, sir, exactly right." + +"That amounts to the same thing, does it not?" + +She shook her head. + +"Your impression is, that I will not please to do exactly right?" + +"I have not said so, sir." + +"Your eyes are very brave honest witnesses, and need no support from +your lips. Suppose we enter into negotiations and compromise matters +between Mrs. Palma and you? This troublesome dog is a pestiferous +creature, which might possibly be tolerated in country clover fields, +but is most woefully out of place in a Fifth Avenue house. Beside, +you will soon be a young lady, and your beaux will leave you no +leisure to pet him. You are fifteen?" + +"Not yet; and if I were fifty it would make no difference. I don't +want any beaux, sir; but--I must have my Hero." + +"Of course, all misses in their teens believe that their favourite is +a hero." + +"Mr. Palma, Hero is my dog's name." + +He could detect a quiver in her slender nostril, and understood the +heightening arch of her lip. + +"Oh! is it indeed? Well, no dog that ever barked is worth a household +hurricane. You must make up your mind to surrender him, to shed a few +tears and say _vale_ Hero! Now I am disposed to be generous for once, +though understand that is not my habit, and I will buy him. I will +pay you--let me see--thirty-five, forty--well, say fifty dollars? +That will supply you with Maillard's _bonbons_ for almost a year; +will sweeten your bereavement." + +She rose instantly, with a peculiar sparkle leaping up in her +splendid eyes. + +"There is not gold enough in New York to buy him." + +"What! I must see this surly brute, that in your estimation is beyond +all price. Tell me truly, do you cling to him so fondly, because some +schoolboy sweetheart, some rosy-cheeked lad in V---- gave him to you +as a love token? Trust me; we lawyers are locked iron safes for all +such tender secrets, and I will never betray yours." + +The rich glow overflowed her cheeks once more. + +"I have no sweetheart. I love my Hero, because he is truly noble and +sagacious; because he loves me, and because he is mine--all mine." + +"Truly satisfactory and sufficient reasons. I might ask how he came +into your possession; but probably you shrink from divulging your +little secret, and I am unwilling to force your confidence." + +She looked curiously into his face, but the handsome mouth and chin +might have been chiselled in stone for any visible alteration in +their fixed stern expression, and his piercing black eyes seemed +diving into hers through microscopic glasses. + +"At least, Regina, I venture the hope that he came properly and +honestly into your heart and hands?" + +"I hope so too, because you gave him to me." + +"I?" + +"Yes, sir. You know perfectly well that you sent him to me." + +"I sent you a dog? When? Is he black, brown, striped, or spotted?" + +"Snow-white, and you know as well as I do that you asked Mr. Lindsay +to bring him to me soon after you left me at V----." + +"Indeed! Was I guilty of so foolish a thing? Did you thank me for the +present?" + +"I asked dear Mr. Hargrove to tell you when he wrote that I was +exceedingly grateful for your kindness." + +"Certainly it appears so. All these years the dog was not worth even +a simple note of thanks; now all the banks in Gotham cannot buy him." + +The chill irony of his tone painfully embarrassed her. + +"You positively refuse to sell him to me?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Because you love him?" + +"Because I love him more than I can ever make you comprehend." + +"You regard me as a dullard in comprehending canine qualities?" + +"I did not say so." + +"Do you really find yourself possessed of any sentiment of gratitude +toward me? If so, will you do me a favour?" + +"Certainly, if I can." + +"Thank you. I shall always feel exceedingly obliged. Pray do not look +so uneasy, and grow so white; it is a small matter. I gave you the +dog years ago, little dreaming that I was thereby providing future +discord for my own hearthstone. With a degree of flattering delicacy, +which I assure you I appreciate, you decline to sell what was a +friendly gift; and now I simply appeal to your generosity, and ask +you please to give him back to me." + +She recoiled a step, and her fingers clutched each other. + +"Oh, Mr. Palma! Don't ask me. I cannot give up my Hero. I would give +you anything, everything else that I own." + +"Rash little girl! What else have you to give? Yourself?" + +He was smiling now, and the unbending of his lips, and glitter of his +remarkably fine teeth, gave a strange charm to his countenance, +generally so grave. + +"You would give yourself away, sooner than that unlucky dog?" + +"I belong to my mother. But he belongs to me, and I never, never will +part with him!" + +"_Jacta est alea!_" muttered the lawyer, still smiling. + +"Mr. Palma, I hope you will excuse me. It may seem very selfish and +obstinate in me, and perhaps it really is so, but I can't help it. I +am so lonely now, and Hero is all that I have left to comfort me. +Still I know as well as you or any one else, that it would be very +wrong and unkind to force him into a house where dogs are +particularly disliked; and therefore we will annoy no one here,--we +will go away." + +"Will you? Where?" + +He rose, and they stood side by side. + +Her face wore its old childish look of patient pain, reminding him of +the time when she stood with the cluster of lilies drooping against +her heart. He saw that tears had gathered in her eyes, tendering them +larger, more wistful. + +"I do not know yet. Anywhere that you think best, until we can write +and get mother's permission for me to go to her. Will you not please +use your influence with her?" + +"To send you from the shelter of my roof? That would be eminently +courteous and hospitable on my part. Besides your mother does not +want you." + +Observing how sharply the words wounded her, he added: + +"I mean, that at present she prefers to keep you here, because it is +best for your own interests; and in all that she does, I believe your +future welfare is her chief aim. You understand me, do you not?" + +"I do not understand why or how it can be best for a poor girl to be +separated from her mother, and thrown about the world, burdening +strangers. Still, whatever my mother does must be right." + +"Do you think you burden me?" + +"I believe, sir, that you are willing for mother's sake to do all you +can for me, and I thank you very much; but I must not bring trouble +or annoyance into your family. Can't you place me at school? Mrs. +Lindsay has a dear friend--the widow of a minister--living in New +York, and perhaps she would take me to board in her house? I have a +letter to her. Do help me to go away from here." + +He turned quickly, muttering something that sounded very like a +half-smothered oath, and took her little trembling hand, folding it +gently between his soft warm palms. + +"Little girl, be patient; and in time all things will be conquered. +As long as I have a home, I intend to keep you, or until your mother +sends for you. She trusts me fully, and you must try to do so, even +though sometimes I may appear harsh,--possibly unjust. Of course Hero +cannot remain here at present, but I will take him down to my office, +and have him carefully attended to; and as often as you like you +shall come and see him, and take him to ramble with you through the +parks. As soon as I can arrange matters, you shall have him with you +again." + +"Please, Mr. Palma! send me to a boarding school; or take me back to +the convent." + +"Never!" + +He spoke sternly, and his face suddenly hardened, while his fingers +tightened over hers like a glove of steel. + +"I shall never be contented here." + +"That remains to be seen." + +"Mrs. Palma does not wish me to reside here." + +"It is my house, and in future you will find no cause to doubt your +welcome." + +She knew that she might as efficaciously appeal to an iron column, +and her features settled into an expression that could never have +been called resignation,--that plainly meant hopeless endurance. She +attempted twice to withdraw her hand, but his clasp tightened. +Bending his haughty head, he asked: + +"Will you be reasonable?" + +A heavy sigh broke over her compressed mouth, and she answered in a +low, but almost defiant tone: + +"It seems I cannot help myself." + +"Then yield gracefully to the inevitable, and you will learn that +when struggles end, peace quickly follows." + +She chose neither to argue, nor acquiesce, and slowly shook her head. + +"Regina." + +She merely lifted her eyes. + +"I want you to be happy in my house." + +"Thank you, sir." + +"Don't speak in that sarcastic manner. It does not sound respectable +to one's guardian." + +She was growing paler, and all her old aversion to him was legible in +her countenance. + +"Let us be friends. Try to be a patient, cheerful girl." + +"Patient,--I will try. Cheerful,--no, no, not here! How can I be +happy in this house? Am I a brute, or a stone? Oh! I wish I could +have died with my dear, dear Mr. Hargrove, that calm night when he +went to rest for ever while I sang!" + +One by one the tears stole over her long lashes, and rolled swiftly +down her cheeks. + +"Will you tell me the circumstances of his death?" + +"Please do not ask me now. It would bring back all the sad things +that began when Mr. Lindsay left me. Everything was so bright until +then,--until he went away. Since then nothing but trouble, trouble." + +A frown clouded the lawyer's brow; then with a half smile he asked: + +"Of the two ministers, who did you love best? Mr. Hargrove, or the +young missionary?" + +"I do not know, both were so noble, good, and kind; and both are so +very dear to me. Mr. Palma, please let go my hand; you hurt me." + +"Pardon me! I forgot I held it." + +He opened his hands, and, looking down at the almost childish +fingers, saw that his seal ring had pressed heavily upon, and +reddened the soft palm. + +"I did not intend to bruise you so painfully, but in some respects +you are such a tender little thing, and I am only a harsh, selfish +strong man, and hurt you without knowing it. One word more, before I +send you off to sleep. Olga has the most kindly ways, and really the +most affectionate heart under this roof of mine, and she will do all +she can for your comfort and happiness. Be respectful to Mrs. Palma, +and she shall meet you half way. This is as you say the most +attractive room in the house, this is exclusively and especially +mine; but at all times, whether I am absent, or present, you must +consider yourself thoroughly welcome, and recollect, all it contains +in the book line is at your service. To-morrow I will talk with you +about your studies, and examine you in some of your text-books. _A +propos!_ I take my breakfast alone, before the other members of the +family are up, and unless you choose to rise early and join me at the +seven o'clock table, you need not be surprised if you do not see me +until dinner, which is usually at half-past six. If you require +anything that has not been supplied in your room, do not hesitate to +ring and order it. Try to feel at home." + +"Thank you, sir." + +She moved a few steps, and he added: + +"Do not imagine that Hero is suffering all the torments painted in +Dante's 'Inferno'; but go to sleep like a good child, and accept my +assurance that he is resting quite comfortably. When I came home, I +took a light, went out and examined his kennel; found him liberally +provided with food, water, bed, every accommodation that even your +dog, which all New York can't buy, could possibly wish. Good-night, +little one. Don't dream that I am Blue Beard or Polyphemus." + +"Good-night, Mr. Palma." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +"Mrs. Orme, I am afraid you will overtax your strength. You seem to +forget the doctor's caution." + +"No, I am not in the least fatigued, and this soft fresh air and +sunshine will benefit me more than all the medicine in your ugly +vials. Mrs. Waul, recollect that I have been shut up for two months +in a close room, and this change is really delicious." + +"You have no idea how pale you look." + +"Do I? No wonder, bleached as I have been in a dark house. I daresay +you are tired, and I insist that you sit yonder under the trees, and +rest yourself while I stroll a little farther. No, keep the shawl, +throw it around your own shoulders, which seem afflicted with a +chronic chill. Here is a New York paper; feast on American news till +I come back." + +Upon a seat in the garden of the Tuileries Mrs. Orme placed her +grey-haired Duenna attendant, and gathering her black-lace drapery +about her turned away into one of the broad walks that divided the +flower-bordered lawns. + +Thin, almost emaciated, she appeared far taller than when last she +swept across the stage, and having thrown back her veil, a startling +and painful alteration was visible in the face that had so completely +captivated fastidious Paris. + +Pallid as Mors, the cheeks had lost their symmetrical oval, were +hollow, and under the sunken eyes clung dusky circles that made them +appear unnaturally large, and almost Dantesque in their mournful +gleaming. Even the lips seemed shrunken, changed in their classic +contour; and the ungloved hand that clasped the folds of lace across +her bosom was wasted, wan, diaphanous. + +That brilliant Parisian career, which had opened so auspiciously, +closed summarily during the second week of her engagement in darkness +that threatened to prove the unlifting shadow of death. The severe +tax upon her emotional nature, the continued intense strain on her +nerves, as night after night she played to crowded houses--shunning +as if it contained a basilisk, the sight of that memorable box--where +she felt, rather than saw, that a pair of violet eyes steadily +watched her, all this had conquered even her powerful will, her stern +resolute purpose, and one fatal evening the long-tried woman was +irretrievably vanquished. + +The _role_ was "Queen Katherine," and the first premonitory faintness +rendered her voice uneven, as, kneeling before King Henry, the +unhappy wife uttered her appeal: + + ..."Alas, sir, + In what have I offended you? What cause + Hath my behaviour given to your displeasure, + That thus you should proceed to put me off, + And take your good grace from me? Heaven witness, + I have been to you a true and humble wife."... + +As the play proceeded, she was warned by increasing giddiness, and a +tremulousness that defied her efforts to control it; and she rushed +on toward the close, fighting desperately with physical prostration. + +Upon the last speech of the dying and disowned wife she had safely +entered, and a few more minutes would end her own fierce struggle +with numbing faintness, and bring her succour in rest. But swiftly +the blazing footlights began to dance like witches of Walpurgis night +on Brocken heights; now they flickered, suddenly grew blue, then +black, an icy darkness as from some ghoul-haunted crypt seized her, +and while she threw out her hands with a strange groping motion, like +a bird beating the air with dying wings, her own voice sounded far +off, a mere fading echo: + +"Farewell--farewell. Nay, Patience----" + +She could only hear a low hum, as of myriads of buzzing bees; she +realized that she must speak louder, and thus blind, shivering, +reeling, she made her last brave rally: + + ..."Strew me o'er + With maiden flowers, that all the world may know + I was a chaste wife to my grave; embalm + Then lay me forth;--although unqueened,--yet-- + Yet--like--like----" + +The trembling shadowy voice ceased; the lips moved to utter the few +remaining words, but no sound came. The wide eyes stared blankly at +the vast audience, where people held their breath, watching the +ghastly livid pallor that actually settled upon the face of the dying +Queen, and in another instant the proud lovely head drooped like a +broken lily, and she fell forward senseless. + +As the curtain was rung hastily down, Mr. Laurance leaned from his +box, and hurled upon the stage a large crown of white roses, which +struck the shoulder of the prostrate figure, and shattering, +scattered their snowy petals over the marble face and golden hair. + +The enthusiastic acclaim of hundreds of voices announced the triumph +of the magnificent acting; but after repeated calls and prolonged +applause, during which she lay unconscious, the audience was briefly +informed that Madame Orme was too seriously indisposed to appear +again, and receive the tribute she had earned at such fearful cost. + +Recovering slowly from that long swoon, she was carefully wrapped up, +and led away, supported by the arms of Mr. Waul and his wife. As they +lifted her into the carriage at the rear entrance of the theatre, she +sank heavily back upon the cushions, failing to observe a manly form +leaning against the neighbouring lamp-post, or to recognize the +handsome face where the gas shone full lighting up the anxious blue +eyes that followed her. + +For several days she was too languid to move from her couch, where +she persisted in reclining, supported by pillows; still struggling +against the prostration that hourly increased, and at last the +disease asserted itself fever, ensued, bringing unconsciousness and +delirium. + +Not the scorching violent type that rapidly consumes the vital +forces, but a low tenacious fever that baffled all opposition, and +steadily gained ground, creeping upon the nerve centre, and sapping +the foundations of life. + +For many weeks there seemed no hope of rescue, and two physicians, +distinguished by skill and success in their profession, finally +admitted that they were powerless to cope with this typhoid serpent, +whose tightening folds were gradually strangling her. + +At length most unexpectedly, when science laid down its weapons to +watch the close of the struggle, and nature the Divine Doctor quietly +took up the gage of battle, the tide of conflict turned. Slowly the +numbed brain began to exert its force, the fluttering thready pulse +grew calmer, and one day the dreamer awoke to the bitter +consciousness of a renewal of all the galling burden of woes which +the tireless law of compensation had for those long weeks mercifully +loosed and lifted. + +Although guarded with tender care by the faithful pair, who had +followed her across the Atlantic, she convalesced almost +imperceptibly, and out of her busy life two months fruitful alone in +bodily pain glided away to the silent grey of the past. + +Dimly conscious that days and weeks were creeping by unimproved, she +retained in subsequent years only a dreamy reminiscence of the period +dating from the moment when she essayed to utter the last words of +Queen Katherine, words which ran zigzag, hither and thither like an +electric thread through the leaden cloud of her delirium, to the +hour, when with returning strength, keen goading thrusts from the +unsheathed dagger of memory, told her that the Sleeping Furies had +once more been aroused on the threshold of the temple of her life. + +Noticing some rare hothouse flowers in a vase upon the table near her +bed, Mrs. Waul hastened to explain to the invalid that every other +day during her illness, bouquets had been brought to their hotel by +the servant of some American gentleman, who was anxious to receive +constant tidings of Mrs. Orme's condition, adding that the physicians +had forbidden her to keep the flowers in the sick-room, until all +danger seemed passed. No card had been attached, no name given, and +by the sufferer none was needed. Gazing at the superb heart's-ease, +whose white velvet petals were enamelled with scarlet, purple, and +gold, the mockery stung her keenly, and with a groan she turned away, +hiding her face on the pillow. Hearts-ease from the man who had +bruised, trampled, broken her heart? She instructed Mrs. Waul to +decline receiving the bouquet when next the messenger came, and to +request him to assure his master that Madame Orme was fully conscious +once more and wished the floral tribute discontinued. During the +tedious days of convalescence she contracted a cold that attacked her +lungs, and foreboded congestion; and though yielding to medical +treatment, it left her as _souvenir_, a. troublesome cough. + +Her physician informed her that her whole nervous system had received +a shock so severe that only perfect and prolonged rest of mind and +freedom from all excitement could restore its healthful tone. +Interdicting sternly the thought of dramatic labour for at least a +year, they urged her to seek a quiet retreat in Italy, or Southern +France, as her lungs had already become somewhat involved. + +More than once she had been taken in a carnage through the Bois de +Boulogne, but to-day for the first time since her recovery she +ventured on foot, in quest of renewed vigour from outdoor air and +exercise. + +Wrapped in a mental cloud of painful speculation concerning her +future career, a cloud unblessed as yet by silver lining, and +unfringed with gold, she wandered aimlessly along the walk, taking no +notice of passers-by until she approached the water, where swans were +performing their daily regatta evolutions for the amusement of those +who generally came provided with crumbs or grain wherewith to feed +them. + +The sound of a sob attracted Mrs. Orme's attention, and she paused to +witness a scene that quickly aroused her sympathy. + +A child's carriage had been pushed close to the margin of the basin, +to enable the occupant to feast the swans with morsels of cake, and +in leaning over to scatter the food a little hat composed of lace, +silk, and flowers, had fallen into the water. Near the carriage stood +a boy apparently about ten years old, who with a small walking-stick +was maliciously pushing the dainty millinery bubble as far beyond +reach as possible. + +In the carriage, and partly covered by a costly and brilliant afghan, +reclined a forlorn and truly pitiable creature, who seemed to have +sunk down helplessly on the cushions. Although her age was seven +years, the girl's face really appeared much older, and in its +shrunken, sallow, pinched aspect indicated lifelong suffering. + +The short thin dark hair was dry and harsh, lacking the silken gloss +that belongs to childhood, and the complexion a sickly yellowish +pallor. Her brilliant eyes were black, large and prominent, and +across her upper lip ran a diagonal scar, occasionally seen in those +so afflicted as to require the merciful knife of a skilful surgeon to +aid in shaping the mouth. + +The unfortunate victim of physical deformity, increased by a fall +which prevented the possibility of her ever being able to walk, +nature had with unusual malignity stamped her with a feebleness of +intellect that at times bordered almost on imbecility. + +Temporarily deserted by her nurse, the poor little creature was +crying bitterly over the fate of her hat. Walking up behind the boy, +who was too much engrossed by his mischievous sport to observe her +approach, Mrs. Orme seized his arms. + +"You wicked boy! How can you be so cruel as to torment that afflicted +child?" + +Taking his pretty mother-of-pearl-headed cane, she tried to touch the +hat, but it was just beyond her reach, and, resolved to rescue it, +she fastened the cane to the handle of her parasol, using her +handkerchief to bind them together. Thus elongated it sufficed to +draw the hat to the margin, and, raising it, she shook out the water, +and hung the dripping bit of finery upon one of the handles of the +carriage. + +"Give me my walking-stick," said the boy, whose pronunciation +proclaimed him thoroughly English. + +"No, sir. I intend to punish you for your cruelty. You tyrannized +over that helpless little girl, because you were the strongest. I +think I have more strength than you, and you shall feel how pleasant +such conduct is." + +Untying the cane, she raised it in the air, and threw it with all the +force she could command into the middle of the water. + +"Now if you want it, wade in with your best boots and Sunday clothes +and get it; and go home and tell your parents, if you have any, that +you are a bad, rude, ugly-behaved boy. When you need your toy, think +of that hat." + +The cane had sunk instantly, and with a sullen scowl of rage at her, +and a grimace at the occupant of the carriage, the boy walked sulkily +away. + +With her handkerchief, Mrs. Orme wiped off the water that adhered to +the hat, squeezed and shook out the ribbons and laid it upon the +afghan, in reach of the fingers that more nearly resembled claws than +the digits of a human hand. + +"Don't cry, dear. It will soon dry now." + +The solemn black eyes, still glistening with tears, stared up at her, +and impelled by that peculiar pitying tenderness that hovers in the +hearts of all mothers, Mrs. Orme bent down and gently smoothed the +elfish locks around the sallow forehead. + +"Has your nurse run away and left you? Don't be afraid; nothing shall +trouble you. I will stay with you till she comes back." + +"Hellene is gone to buy candy," said the dwarf, timidly, + +"My dear, what is your name?" + +"Maud Ames Laurance." + +The stranger had compassionately taken one of the thin hands in her +own, but throwing it from her as if it had been a serpent, she +recoiled, involuntarily pushing the carriage from its resting-place. +It rolled a few steps and stopped, while she stood shuddering. + +Her first impulse was to hurry away; the second was more feminine in +its promptings, and conquered. Once more she approached the +unfortunate child, and scrutinized her, with eyes that gradually +kindled into a blaze. + +She bore in no respect the faintest resemblance to her father, but +Mrs. Orme fancied she traced the image of the large-featured +bold-eyed mother; and as she contrasted this feeble deformed creature +with the remembered face and figure of her own beautiful darling +girl, a bitter but intensely triumphant laugh broke suddenly on the +air. + +"Maud Ames Laurance! A proud name truly--and royally you grace it! +Ah, Nemesis! Christianity would hunt you down as a pagan myth, but +all honour, glory to you, incorruptible pitiless Avenger! Accept my +homage, repay my wrongs, and then demand in sacrificial tribute what +you will, though it were my heart's best blood! Aha! will she lend +lustre to the family name? Shall the splendour of her high-born +aristocratic beauty gild the crime that gave her being? Yes verily, +it seems that after all, even for me the Mills of the Gods do not +forget to grind. '_The time of their visitation will come, and that +inevitably; for, it is always true, that if the fathers have eaten +sour grapes, the children's teeth are set on edge_' Command my +lifelong allegiance, oh Queenly Nemesis!" + +Sometimes grovelling in the dust of gross selfishness which clings +more or less to all of us, we bow worshipping before the gods, into +which we elevate the meanest qualities of our own nature, +apotheosizing sinful lusts of hate and vengeance; and while we vow +reckless tribute and measureless libations, lo, we are unexpectedly +called upon for speedy payment! + +Looking down with exultant delight on the ugly deformity who stared +back wonderingly at her, Mrs. Orme's wan thin face grew radiant, the +brown eyes dilated, glowed, and the blood leaped to her hollow +cheeks, burning in two scarlet spots; but the invocation seemed +literally answered, when she was suddenly conscious of a strange +bubbling sensation, and over her parted, laughing lips crept the +crimson that fed her heart. + +At this moment the child's nurse, a pretty bright-eyed young +coquette, hurried toward the group, accompanied by a companion of the +same class; and as she approached and seized the handles of the +carriage, Mrs. Orme turned away. The hemorrhage was not copious, but +steady, and lowering her thick veil, she endeavoured to stanch its +flow. Her handkerchief, already damp from contact with the wet hat, +soon became saturated, and she was obliged to substitute the end of +her lace mantle. + +Fortunately Mrs. Waul, impatiently watching for her return, caught a +glimpse of the yet distant figure and hastened to meet her. + +"Are you crying? What is the matter?" + +"My lungs are bleeding; lend me a handkerchief. Try and find a +carriage." + +"What caused it? Something must have happened?" + +"Don't worry me now. Only help me to get home." + +Screened both by veils and parasols, the two had almost gained the +street, when they met a trio of gentlemen. + +One asked in unmistakable New-England English: + +"Laurance, where is your father?" + +And a voice which had once epitomized for Minnie Merle the "music of +the spheres," answered in mellow tones: + +"He has been in London, but goes very soon to Italy." + +Mrs. Waul felt a trembling hand laid on her arm, and turned anxiously +to her companion. + +"Give me time. My strength fails me. I can't walk so fast." + +The excitement of an hour had overthrown the slow work of weeks; and +after many days the physicians peremptorily ordered her away from +Paris. + +"Home! Let us go home. You have not been yourself since we reached +this city. In New York you will get strong." + +As Mrs. Waul spoke she stroked one of the invalid's thin hands, that +hung listlessly over the side of the sofa. + +"I think Phoebe is right. America would cure you," added the +grey-haired man, whose heart was yearning for his native land. + +Alluring, seductive as the Siren song that floated across Sicilian +waves, was the memory of her fair young daughter to this suffering +weary mother; and at the thought of clasping Regina in her arms, of +feeling her tender velvet lips once more on her cheek, the lonely +heart of the desolate woman throbbed fiercely. + +Her sands of life seamed ebbing fast,--the end might not be distant; +who could tell? Why not go back--give up the chase for the empty +shadow of a name--gather her baby to her bosom, and die, finding +under an humble cenotaph the peace that this world denied her? + +An intolerable yearning for the sight of her child, for the sound of +her voice, broke over her like some irresistible wave bearing away +the vehement protests of policy, the sterner barriers of vindictive +purpose, and with a long shivering moan she clasped her hands and +shut her eyes. + +Impatiently the old man and his wife watched her countenance, +confident that the decision would not long be delayed, trusting that +the result would be a compliance with their wishes. But hope began to +fade as they noticed the gradual compression of her pale sorrowful +mouth,--the slow gathering of the brows that met in a heavy +frown,--the tightening of the clenched fingers,--the greyish shadow +that settled down on the face where renunciation was very legibly +written. The temptation had been fierce, but she put it aside, after +bitter struggles to hush the wail of maternal longing; and before she +spoke the two friends looked at each other and sighed. + +Lifting her marble eyelids that seemed so heavy with their sweeping +brown lashes, the invalid raised herself on one elbow, and said +mournfully: + +"Not yet,--oh! not yet. I cannot give up the fight without one more +struggle, even if it should prove that of death to me. I must not +return to America until I win what I came for; I will not. But, my +friends,--for such I consider you, such you have proved,--I will not +selfishly prolong your exile; will not exact the sacrifice of your +dearest wishes. Go back home at once, and enjoy in peace the old age +that deserves to be so happy. I am going to Italy, hoping to regain +my health,--possibly to die; but still I shall go. How long I may be +detained, I know not, but meanwhile you shall return to those you +love." + +"Idle words--all idle words; not worth the waste of your breath. +Phoebe and I are homesick,--we do not deny it, and we are sorry you +can't see things as we do; but since that night when I stumbled over +you in the snow, and carried you to my own hearth, you have been to +Phoebe and me--as the child we lost; and unless you are ready to go +home with us, we stay here. You know we never will forsake you, +especially now. Hush,--don't speak, Phoebe. Come away, wife; she is +crying like a tired child. I never saw her give way like that before. +It will do her good. Every tear softens the spasms that wring her +poor heart when she thinks of her baby. In crossing the ocean she +said that every rolling wave seemed to her a grave, in which she was +burying her blue-eyed baby. Let her alone to-day; keep out of her +sight. To-morrow we will arrange to quit Paris, I hope for ever." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +"Mrs. Palma, if you are at leisure, I should like to see you for a +moment." + +"Certainly, Miss Orme; come in." + +Mrs. Palma looked up for an instant only from the blue sash which she +was embroidering with silver. + +"Is your discourse confidential? If so, I shall certainly retire, and +leave you and mamma to tender communings, and an interchange of +souls," said Olga, who reclined on a lounge in her mother's room, and +slowly turned the leaves of a volume of Balzac. + +"Not at all confidential. Mrs. Palma, I have reason to fear that my +practising has long annoyed you." + +"Upon what do you base your supposition? During the year I have not +found fault with you, have I?" + +"Hattie told me that you often complained that you could no longer +enjoy your morning nap, because the sound of the piano disturbed you; +and I wish to change the hour. The reason why I selected that time +was because I always rose early and practised before breakfast until +I came here; and because later in the day company in the parlours or +reception-room keep me out. I am anxious to do whatever is most +agreeable to you." + +"It is very true that when I am out frequently until two and three +o'clock, with Olga, it is not particularly refreshing to be aroused +at seven by scales and exercises. People who live as continually in +society as we do must have a little rest. + +"I have been trying to arrange, so as to avoid annoying you, but do +not well see how to correct the trouble. From nine until one Mr. Van +Kleik comes to attend to my Latin, German, French, and mathematics, +and from four until five Professor Hurtzsel gives me my lessons. In +the interval persons are frequently calling, and of course interrupt +me. If you will only tell me what you wish, I will gladly consult +your convenience. + +"Indeed, Miss Orme, I do not know when the tiresome practising will +be convenient, though of course it is a necessary evil and must be +borne. The fact is, that magnificent grand piano downstairs ought +never to be thrummed upon for daily practising. I told Erle soon +after you came that it was a shame to have it so abused, but men have +no understanding of the fitness of things." + +"Pray, mamma, do not forget your Bible injunction: 'Render unto Caesar +the things that are Caesar's,' and to music, the matters that belong +to its own divine art. Until Regina came among us that melodious +siren in the front parlour had a chronic lock-jaw from want of use. +Some of the white keys stuck fast when they were touched, and the +black ones were so stiff they almost required a hammer to make them +sound. Do let her limber them at her own 'sweet will.' Who wants a +piano locked up, like that hideous old china and heavy glass that +your grandfather's fifth cousin brought over from Amsterdam?" + +"At what time of day did you practise when you were a young girl?" +asked Regina, appealing to the figure now coiled up on the lounge. + +"At none, thank fortune! Regard me as a genuine _rara avis_, a +fashionable young lady with no more aptitude for the 'concord of +sweet sounds,' than for the abstractions of Hegel, or Differential +Calculus. It is traditional, that while in my nurse's arms, I +performed miracles of melody such as Auld Lang Syne, with one little +finger; but such undue precocity, madly stimulated by ambitious mamma +and nurse Nell, resulted fatally in the total destruction of my +marvellous talent, which died of cerebro-musical excitement when +confronted with the gamut. Except as the language in which Strauss +appeals to my waltzing genius, I have no more use for it than for +ancient Aztec. Thank Heaven! this is a progressive age, and girls are +no longer tormented as formerly by piano fiends, who once persisted +in pounding and squeezing music into their poor struggling nauseated +souls, as relentlessly as girls' feet are still squeezed in China. My +talent is not for the musical tones of Pythagoras." + +"I should be truly glad to learn in what direction it tends." said +her mother, rather severely. + +Up rose the head with its tawny crown, and there was evident emphasis +in the ringing voice and in the fiery glance that darted from her +laughing hazel eyes. + +"Cruel mamma! Because Euterpe did not preside when I was lucklessly +ushered into this dancing gilt bubble that we call the world, were +all good gifts denied me? The fairies ordained that I should paint, +should soar like Apelles, Angelo, and Da Vinci into the empyrean of +pure classic art, but no sooner did I dabble in pigment, and plume my +slender artistic pin-feathers, than the granite hands of Palma pride +seized the ambitious ephemeron, cut off the sprouting wings, and bade +me paint only my lips and cheeks, if dabble in paint I must. I am +confident the soul of Zeuxis sleeps in mine, but before the _ukase_ +of the Palmas a stouter than Zeuxis would quail, lie low,--be silent. +Hence I am a young miss who has no talent, except for appreciating +Balzac, caramels, Diavolini, _vanille souffle_, lobster-croquettes, +and Strauss' waltzes; though envious people do say that I have a +decided genius for 'malapropos historic quotations,' which you know +are regarded as unpardonable offences by those who cannot comprehend +them. Come here, St. John, and let me rub your fur the wrong way. The +world will do it roughly if you survive tender kittenhood, and it is +merciful to initiate you early, and by degrees." + +She took up a young black cat that was curled comfortably on the +skirt of her dress, and stroking him softly, resumed her book. + +Mrs. Palma compressed her lips, knitted her heavy brows, and turned +the silk sash to the light to observe the effect of the silver +snowdrops she was embroidering. + +During her residence under the same roof, Regina had become +accustomed to these verbal tournaments between mother and daughter, +and having been kept in ignorance of the ground of Olga's grievance, +she could not understand allusions that were frequently made in her +presence, and which never failed to irritate Mrs. Palma. + +Desirous of diverting the conversation from a topic that threatened +renewed tilts, she said timidly: + +"You do not in the least assist me, with reference to my music. Would +you object to having a hired piano in the house? I could have it +placed in my room, and then my practising in the middle of the day, +or in the evening would never be interfered with, and you could have +your morning nap." + +"Indeed, Miss Orme, a very good suggestion; a capital idea. I will +speak to Erle about it to-night." + +Regina absolutely coloured at the shadowy compliment. + +"Will it be necessary to trouble Mr. Palma with the matter? He is +always so busy, and besides you know much better than a gentleman +what----" + +"I know nothing better than Erle Palma, where it concerns his +_menage_, or the expenses incident to its control." + +"But out of my allowance I will pay the rent, and he need know +nothing of the matter." + +"Of course that quite alters the case; and if you propose to pay the +rent, there is no reason why he should be consulted." + +"Then will you please select a piano, and order it to be sent up +to-day or to-morrow? An upright could be most conveniently carried +upstairs." + +"Certainly, if you wish it. We shall be on Broadway this afternoon, +and I will attend to the matter." + +"Thank you, Mrs. Palma." + +"Regina Orme! what an embryo diplomatist, what an incipient +Talleyrand, Kaunitz, Bismarck you are! Mamma is as invulnerable to +all human weaknesses as one of the suits of armour hanging in the +Tower of London; and during my extended and rather intimate +acquaintance with her, I have never discovered but one foible +incident to the flesh, love of her morning nap! You have adroitly +struck Achilles in the heel. Sound the timbrel and sing like Miriam +over your victory; for it were better to propitiate one of the house +of Palma, than to strangle Pharaoh. You should apply for a position +in some foreign legation, where your talents can be fitly trained for +the tangles of diplomacy. Now if you were only a man, how admirably +you would suit the Hon. Erle Palma as Deputy----" + +"He prefers to appoint his deputies without suggestion from others, +and regrets he can find no vacant niche for you," answered Mr. Palma, +from the threshold of the door where he had been standing for several +moments, unperceived by all but the hazel eyes of the graceful figure +on the lounge. + +"Ah! you steal upon one as noiselessly, yet as destructive as the +rats that crept upon the bowstrings at Pelusium! And the music of +your eavesdropping voice;-- + + 'Oh it came o'er my ear like the sweet south + That breathes upon a bank of violets.'" + +She rose, made him a profound salaam, and with the black kitten in +her arms, quitted the room. + +"Will you come, in, Erle? Do you wish to see me?" + +Mrs. Palma always looked ill at ease when Olga and her stepbrother +exchanged words, and Regina had long observed that the entrance of +the latter was generally the signal of departure for the former. + +"I came in search of Regina, but chancing to hear the piano question +discussed, permit me to say that I prefer to take the matter in my +own hands. I will provide whatever may be deemed requisite, so that +this young lady's Rothschild's allowance may continue to flow +uninterruptedly into the coffers of confectioners and flower-dealers. +Mrs. Palma, if you can spare the carriage, I should like the use of +it for an hour or two." + +"Oh, certainly! I had thought of driving to Stewart's, but to-morrow +will suit me quite as well." + +"By no means. You will have ample time after my return. Regina, I +wish to see you." + +She followed him into the hall. + +"In the box of clothing that arrived several days ago, there is a +white cashmere suit with blue silk trimmings?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Be so good as to put it on. Then wrap up well, and when ready come +to the library. Do not keep me waiting. Bring your hair-brush and +comb." + +Her mother had sent from Europe a tasteful wardrobe, which, when +unpacked, Mrs. Palma pronounced perfect; while Olga asserted that one +particular sash surpassed anything of the kind she had ever seen, and +was prevailed upon to accept and wear it. + +With many conjectures concerning the import of Mr. Palma's +supervision of her toilette, Regina obeyed his instructions, and +fearful of trespassing on his patience, hurried down to the library. + +With one arm behind him, and the hand of the other holding a +half-smoked cigar, he was walking meditatively up and down the +polished floor, that reflected his tall shadow. + +"Where do you suppose you are going?" + +"I have no idea." + +"Why do you not inquire?" + +"Because you will not tell me till you choose; and I know that +questions always annoy you." + +"Come in. You linger at the door as if this were the den of a lion at +a menagerie, instead of a room to which you have been cordially +invited several times. I am not voracious, have had my luncheon. You +are quite ready?" + +"Quite ready----" + +She was slowly walking down the long room, and suddenly caught sight +of something that seemed to take away her breath. + +The clock on the mantle had been removed to the desk, and in its +place was a large portrait neither square nor yet exactly kit-cat, +but in proportion more nearly resembled the latter. In imitation of +Da Vinci's celebrated picture in the Louvre, the background +represented a stretch of arid rocky landscape, unrelieved by foliage, +and against it rose in pose and general outline the counterpart of +"_La Joconde_." + +The dress and drapery were of black velvet, utterly bare of ornament, +and out of the canvas looked a face of marvellous, yet mysteriously +mournful beauty. The countenance of a comparatively young woman, +whose radiant brown eyes had dwelt in some penetrale of woe, until +their light was softened, saddened; whose regular features were +statuesque in their solemn repose, and whose gold-tinted hair simply +parted on her white round brow, fell in glinting waves down upon her +polished shoulders. The mystical pale face of one who seemed alike +incapable of hope or of regret, who gazed upon past, present, future, +as proud, as passionless and calm as Destiny; and whose perfect hands +were folded in stern fateful rest. + +As Regina looked up at it she stopped, then run to the hearth, and +stood with her eyes riveted to the canvas, her lips parted and +quivering. + +Watching her, Mr. Palma came to her side, and asked: + +"Whom can it be?" + +Evidently she did not hear him. Her whole heart and soul appeared +centred in the picture; but as she gazed, her own eloquent face grew +whiter, she drew her breath quickly, and tears rolled over her +cheeks, as she lifted her arms toward the painting. + +"Mother I my beautiful sad-eyed mother!" + +Sobs shook her frame, and she pressed toward the mantelpiece till the +skirt of her dress swept dangerously close to the fire. Mr. Palma +drew her back, and said quietly: + +"For an uncultivated young rustic, I must say your appreciation of +fine painting is rather surprising. Few city girls would have paid +such a tearful tribute of heartfelt admiration to my pretty 'Mona +Lisa.'" + +Without removing her fascinated eyes she asked: + +"When did it come?" + +"I have had it several days. I presume that you know it is a copy of +Da Vinci's celebrated picture, upon which he worked four years, and +which now hangs in the gallery of the Louvre at Paris?" + +She merely shook her head. + +"In France it is called '_La Joconde_; but I prefer the softer 'Mona +Lisa' for my treasure." + +"Is it not mine? She must have sent it to me?" + +"She? Are you dreaming? Mona Lisa has been dead three hundred years!" + +"Mr. Palma, it is my mother. No other face ever looked like that, no +other eyes except those in the _Mater Dolorosa_ resemble these +beautiful sad brown eyes, that rained their tears upon my head. Do +you think a child ever mistook another for her own mother? Can the +face I first learned to know and to love, the lovely--oh! how +lovely--face that bent over my cradle ever--ever be forgotten? If I +never saw her again in this world, could I fail to recognise her in +heaven? My own mother!" + +"Obstinate, infatuated little ignoramus! Read--and be convinced." + +He opened and held before her a volume of engravings of the pictures +and statues in the Louvre, and turning to the Leonardo Da Vinci's, +moved his fingers slowly beneath the title. + +Her eyes fell upon "_La Joconde_," then wandered back to the portrait +over the fireplace; and through her tears broke a radiant smile. + +"Yes, sir, I perfectly understand. Your engraving is of Da Vinci's +painting, and of course I suppose it is very fine, though the face is +not pretty; but up yonder! that is mother! My mother who kissed and +cried over me, and hugged me so close to her heart. Oh! Your Da Vinci +never even dreamed of, much less painted, anything half so heavenly +as my darling mother's face!" + +Closing the book, Mr. Palma threw it on the table, and as he glanced +from the lovely countenance of the girl to that of the woman on the +wall, something like a sigh heaved his broad chest. + +Did the wan meek shadow of his own patient much-suffering young +mother lift her melancholy image in the long silent adytum of his +proud heart, over whose chill chambers ambition and selfishness had +passed with ossifying touch? + +Years ago, at the initial steps of his professional career, he had +set before him one glittering goal, the Chief-Justiceship. In +preparing for the long race that stretched ahead of him, seeing only +the Judicial crown that sparkled afar off, he had laid aside his +tender sensibilities, his warmest impulses of affection and +generosity as so many subtle fetters, so much unprofitable luggage, +so much useless weight to retard and burden him. + +While his physical and mental development had brilliantly attested +the efficacy of the stern regiment he systematically imposed,--his +emotional nature long discarded, had grown so feeble and inane from +desuetude, that its very existence had become problematical. But +to-day, deeply impressed by the intensity of love which Regina could +not restrain at the sight of the portrait, strange softening memories +began to stir in their frozen sleep, and to hint of earlier, warmer, +boyish times, even as magnolia, mahogany, and cocoa trunks stranded +along icy European shores, babble of the far sweet sunny south, and +the torrid seas whose restless blue pulses drove them to hyperborean +realms. + +"Is it indeed so striking and unmistakable a likeness? After all, the +instincts of nature are stronger than the canons of art. Your mother +is an exceedingly beautiful woman; but, little girl, let me tell you, +that you are not in the least like her." + +"I know that sad fact, and it often grieves me." + +"You must certainly resemble your father, for I never saw mother and +child so entirely dissimilar." + +He saw the glow of embarrassment, of acute pain tinging her throat +and cheeks, and wondered how much of the past had been committed to +her keeping; how far she shared her mother's confidence. During the +year that she had been an inmate of his house she had never referred +to the mystery of her parentage, and despite his occasional efforts +to become better acquainted had shrunk from his presence, and +remained the same shy reserved stranger she appeared the week of her +arrival. + +"Is not the portrait for me? Mother wrote that she intended sending +me something which she hoped I would value more than all the pretty +clothes, and it must be this, her own beautiful precious face." + +"Yes, it is yours; but I presume you will be satisfied to allow it to +hang where it is. The light is singularly good." + +"No, sir, I want it." + +"Well you have it, where you can see it at any time." + +"But I wish to keep it, all to myself, in my room, where it will be +the last thing I see at night, the first in the morning--my sunrise." + +"How unpardonably selfish you are. Would you deprive me of the +pleasure of admiring a fine work of art, merely to shut it in, +converting yourself into a pagan, and the portrait into an idol?" + +"But, Mr. Palma, you never loved any one or anything so very dearly, +that it seemed holy in your eyes; much too sacred for others to look +at." + +"Certainly not. I am pleased to say that is a mild stage of lunacy, +with which I have as yet never been threatened. Idolatry is a phase +of human weakness I have been unable to tolerate." + +He saw a faint smile lurking about the perfect curves of her rosy +mouth, but her eyes remained fixed on the picture. + +"I should be glad to know what you find so amusing in my remark." + +She shook her head, but the obstinate dimples reappeared. + +"What are you smiling at?" + +"At the assertion that you cannot tolerate idolatry." + +"Well? Of all the men in New York, probably I am the most thoroughly +an iconoclast." + +"Yes, sir, of other people's gods; nevertheless, I think you worship +ardently." + +"Indeed! Have you recently joined the 'Microscopical Society'? I +solicit the benefit of your discoveries, and shall be duly grateful +if you will graciously point out the unknown fane wherein I secretly +worship. Is it Beauty? Genius? Riches?" + +"It is not done in secret. All the world knows that Mr. Palma +imitates the example of Marcus Marcellus, and dedicates his life to +two divinities." + +Standing on either side of the gate, and each pressing a hand upon +the slab of the mantle, the lawyer looked curiously down at the +bright young face. + +"You are quite fresh in foraging from historic fields,--and since I +quitted the classic shade of Alma Mater I have had little leisure for +Roman lore; but college memories suggest that it was to Honour and +Valour that Marcellus erected the splendid double temple at the +Capene Gate. I bow to your parallel, and gratefully appreciate your +ingeniously delicate compliment." + +He laughed sarcastically as he interpreted the protest very legible +in her clear honest eyes, and waited a moment for her to disclaim the +flattery. But she was silently smiling up at her mother's face. + +"Does my very observant ward approve of my homage to the Roman +deities?" + +"Are your favourite divinities those before whom Marcellus bent his +knee?" + +Very steadily her large eyes, blue as the border of a clematis, were +turned to meet his, and involuntarily he took his under lip between +his glittering teeth. + +"My testimony would not be admissible before the bar, at which I have +been arraigned. Since you have explored the Holy of Holies, be so +kind as to describe what you find." + +"You might consider me presumptuous, possibly impertinent." + +"At least I may safely promise not to express any such opinion. What +is there, think you, that Erle Palma worships?" + +"A statue of Ambition that stands in the vestibule of the temple of +Fame." + +"Olga told you that." + +"Oh no, sir! Have not I lived here a year?" + +His eyes sparkled, and a proud smile curled his lips. + +"Do I offer sacrifices?" + +"I think you would, if they were required." + +"Suppose my stone god demanded my heart?" + +"Ah, sir! you know you gave it to him long ago." + +He laughed quite genially, and his whole face softened, warmed. + +"At least let us hope my ambition is not sordid; is unstained with +the dross of avarice. It is a stern god, and I shall not deny that +'Ephraim is joined to his idols! Let him alone.'" + +A short silence followed, during which his thoughts wandered far from +the precincts of that quiet room. + +"Mr. Palma, will you please give me my picture?" + +"It is yours of course, but conditionally. It must remain where it +now hangs: first, because I wish it; secondly, because your mother +prefers (for good reasons) that it should not be known just yet as +her portrait; and if it should be removed to your bed-chamber, the +members of the household would probably gossip. Remaining here, it +will be called an imitation of 'Mona Lisa del Giocondo,' and none +will ever suspect the truth. Pray don't straiten your lips in that +grievously defiant fashion, as Perpetua doubtless did when she heard +the bellowing of beasts or the clash of steel in the amphitheatre. +Make this room your favourite retreat. Now that it contains your +painted Penates, convert it into an _atrium_. Come when you may, you +will never disturb me. In a long letter received this week, your +mother directs that your portrait shall be painted in a certain +position, and wishes you to wear the suit you have on. The carriage +is ready, and I will take you at once to the artist. Put on your +hat." + +During the drive he was abstracted, now and then consulting a paper +of memoranda, carried in the inside breast-pocket of his coat. + +Once introduced into the elegant studio of Mr. Harcourt in Tenth +Street, Regina found much to interest and charm her, while her +guardian arranged the preliminaries, and settled the details of the +picture. Then he removed the hat and cloak, and placed her in the +comfortable seat already prepared. + +The artist went into an adjoining room, and a moment after Hero +bounded in, expressing by a succession of barks his almost frantic +delight at the reunion with his mistress. Since her removal to New +York, she saw him so rarely, that the pleasure was mingled with pain, +and now with her arms around his neck, and her face hidden in his +thick white hair, she cried softly, unable to keep back the tears. + +"Come, Regina, sit up. Make Hero lie on that pile of cushions, which +will enable you to rest one hand easily on his head. Crying! Mr. +Harcourt paints no such weeping demoiselles. Dry your eyes, and take +down your hair. Your mother wishes it flowing, as when she saw you +last." + +While she unbraided the thick coil, and shook out the shining folds, +trying to adjust them smoothly, the lawyer stood patiently beside +her; and once his soft white hand rested on her forehead, as he +stroked back a rippling tress that encroached upon her temple. + +The dress of pearly cashmere was cut in the style usually denominated +"infant waist," and fully exposed the dazzling whiteness and dimpling +roundness of the neck and shoulders; while the short puffed sleeves +showed admirably the fine modelling of the arms. + +Walking away to the easel, Mr. Palma looked back, and critically +contemplated the effect; and he acknowledged it was the fairest +picture his fastidious eyes had ever rested on. + +He put one hand inside his vest, and stood regarding the girl, with +mingled feelings of pride in "Erle Palma's ward," and an increasing +interest in the reticent calm-eyed child, which had first dawned when +he watched her asleep in the railroad car. It was no easy matter to +stir his leaden sympathies, save in some selfish ramification, but +once warmed and set in motion they proved a current difficult to +stem. + +In a low voice the artist said, as he selected some brushes from a +neighbouring stand: + +"How old is she? Her features have a singularly infantile delicacy +and softness, but the eyes and lips seem to belong to a much older +person." + +"Regina, have you not entered upon your sixteenth year?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"I believe, Mr. Palma, it is the loveliest living face I ever saw. It +is so peculiar, so intensely--what shall I say?--prophet-eyed." + +"Yes, I believe that is the right word. When she looks steadily at me +she often reminds me of a Sibyl." + +"But is this her usual, every-day expression?" + +"Rather sadder than customary, I think." + +He went back to the group, and, standing in front of his ward, looked +gravely down in her upturned face. + +"Could you contrive to appear a little less solemn?" + +She forced a smile, but he made an impatient gesture. + +"Oh, don't! Anything would be better than that dire conflict between +the expression of your mouth, and that of your eyes. Have you any +hermetically sealed pleasant thoughts hidden behind that smooth brow, +that you could be prevailed upon to call up for a few moments, just +long enough to cast a glimmer of sunshine over your face? I think you +once indignantly denied ever indulging in the folly of possessing a +sweetheart, but perhaps you have really entertained more _affaires de +coeur_ than you choose to confide to such a grim, iron guardian as +yours? Possibly you may cherish cheerful memories of the kind-hearted +young missionary, whose chances of hastening to heaven, _per_ Sepoy +passport, _via_ Delhi route, seem at times to distress you? Does he +ever write you?" + +"His mother has written to me twice since she reached India, and once +enclosed a note from him; but although she said he had written, and I +hoped for a letter, none has come." + +He noted the quick flutter of her lip, and the shadow that crept into +her eyes. + +"Then he went away with the expectation that you would correspond +with him?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"He is quite a bold, audacious young fellow, and you are a very +disrespectful, imprudent, disobedient young ward, to enter into such +an arrangement without my consent and permission. Suppose I forbid +all communication?" + +"I think, sir, you would scarcely be so unreasonable and unjust; and +if you were, I should not obey you. I would appeal to my mother. Mr. +Hargrove, dear good Mr. Hargrove, was my guardian when Mr. Lindsay +went away, and he did not object to the promise I made concerning a +correspondence." + +The starry sparkle which during the last twelve months he had learned +meant the signal of mutiny flashed up in her eyes. + +"Take care! when iron gloves are recklessly thrown down, serious +mischief sometimes ensues. My laws are rarely Draconian, until reason +has been exhausted; but nature endowed me with a miserly share of +patience, and I do not think it entirely politic in you to challenge +me. Here is a document that has an intensely Hindustanee appearance, +and is, as you see, at my mercy. Where it has been since it left +Calcutta last June, I know not. That Padre Sahib penned it, I indulge +no doubt. Pray sit still. So the sunshine has come to your +countenance at last, and all the way from India! Verily, happiness is +the best cosmetic, and hope the brightest illuminator; even more +successful than Bengal lights." + +He held up a letter post-marked Calcutta, and coldly watched the glow +that overspread her face, as her gaze eagerly followed the motion of +his hand. + +"I have not touched the seal; but as your guardian, It is proper that +I should be made acquainted with the contents. When you have devoured +it, I presume you will yield to the promptings of respect due to my +position and wishes. When I assume guardianship of any person or +thing, I invariably exert all the authority, exact all the obedience, +and claim all the privileges and perquisites to which the +responsibility entitles me." + +He placed the letter on the cushion, where Hero nestled, and turning +to the artist, added: + +"I leave Miss Orme in your care, Mr. Harcourt, and shall send Mr. +Roscoe to remain during the sitting, and take her home. Paint her +just as she is now. Good-morning." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +Through the creamy lace curtains that draped the open windows, the +afternoon sun shone into the library, making warm lanes of yellow +light across the rich mosaic of many coloured woods that formed the +polished floor. Upon one of the round tables was a silver salver, +whereon stood a wine-cooler of the same material, representing +Bacchus crushing ripe clusters into the receptacles, that now +contained a bottle of Ruedesheim, and a crystal claret jug. In +tempting proximity rose a Sevres _epergne_ of green and gold, whose +weight was upborne by a lovely figure, evidently modelled in +imitation of Titian's Lavinia; and the crowning basket was heaped +with purple and amber grapes, crimson-cheeked luscious peaches, and +golden pears sun-flushed into carmine flecks. + +Two tall glittering Venice glasses stood upon the salver, casting +prismatic radiance over the silver, as the sunbeams smote their +slender fluted sides, and a pair of ruby tinted finger-bowls +completed the colour chord. + +On one side of the table sat Mr. Palma, who had returned an hour +before from Washington, and was resting comfortably in his favourite +chair, with his head thrown back, and a cigar between his lips. His +eyes were turned to the mantlepiece, where since the day the portrait +was first suspended, ten months ago, Regina had never failed to keep +a fresh dainty bouquet of fragrant flowers. This afternoon, the +little vase held only apple-geranium leaves, and a pyramidal cluster +of tuberoses; and her guardian had observed that when white blossoms +could be bought, coloured ones were never offered in tribute. + +Opposite the lawyer was his cousin _protege_, and occupied in +peeling a juicy peach, with one of the massive silver fruit-knives. + +"I have never doubted the success of the case; it was a foregone +conclusion when you assumed charge of it. Certainly considering the +strength of the defence, it is a brilliant triumph for you, and +compensates for the toil you have spent upon it. I have never seen +you labour more indefatigably." + +"Yes, for forty-eight hours I did not close my eyes, and of course +the result gratifies me, for the counsel for the defence was the most +stubbornly contestant I have dealt with for a long time. The +Government influence was immense. Where have Mrs. Palma and Olga +gone?" + +"To Manhattanville, I believe." + +"How long since Regina left the house?" + +"Only a few moments before you arrived. It seems to me singularly +imprudent to allow her to wander about the city as she does." + +"Explain yourself." + +"I offered to accompany her as escort, but she rather curtly declined +my attendance." + +"And in your estimation, that constitutes 'imprudence'?" + +"I certainly consider it imprudent for any young girl to stroll +around alone in New York on Sunday afternoon; especially one so very +attractive, so conspicuously beautiful as Regina." + +"During my absence has any one been kidnapped or garrotted in broad +daylight?" + +"I do not study the police records." + +"Do you imagine that she perambulates about the sacred precincts of +'Five Points,' or the purlieus of Chatham Street?" + +"I imagine nothing, sir; but I know that she frequents a distant +portion of this city, where I should think young ladies of her social +status would find no attraction." + +"You have followed her then?" Mr. Palma raised himself and struck the +ashes from his cigar. + +"I have not; but others certainly have, and commented upon the fact." + +"Will you oblige me with the remarks, and the name of the author?" + +"No, Cousin Erle, certainly not the last. But I will tell you that a +couple of young gentlemen met her on Eighth Avenue, and were so +impressed by her face that they turned round and followed her; saw +her finally enter one of a row of poor tenement buildings in ---- +Street. Soon after she came out and retraced her steps. They watched +her till she entered your house, and next day one of them asked me if +she were a sewing girl. No ward of mine should have such latitude." + +"Not Elliott Roscoe; but I happen to be her guardian. She visits by +my permission the house you so vaguely designate, and the first time +she entered it I accompanied her and pointed out the location, and +the line of street cars that would carry her almost to the square. At +present the house is occupied by Mrs. Mason, the widow of a minister +who was related to Mr. Hargrove, Regina's former guardian; and the +references furnished me by the lady give satisfactory assurance that +the acquaintance is unobjectionable, although the widow is evidently +in very reduced circumstances. I consented some weeks ago that my +ward should occasionally spend Sunday afternoon with her." + +"I presume you are the best judge of the grave responsibility of your +position," replied the young gentleman, stiffly. + +"Certainly I think so, sir; and as you may possibly have observed, I +am not particularly grateful for volunteer suggestions relative to my +duty. Has it ever occurred to you that the green goggles you wear at +present may accidentally lend an unhealthy tinge to your vision?" + +A wave of vivid scarlet flowed to the edge of Mr. Roscoe's fair +harvest-hued hair, as he answered angrily: + +"You are the only person who could with impunity make such an +insinuation." + +"In insinuations I never indulge, and impunity I neither arrogate, +nor permit in others. Keep cool, Elliott, or else change your +profession. A man who cannot hold his temper in leash, and who flies +emotional signals from every feature in his face, has slender chance +of success in an avocation which demands that body and soul, heart +and mind, abjure even secret signal service, and deal only in cipher. +The youthful _naivete_ with which you permit your countenance to +reflect your sentiments, renders it quite easy for me to comprehend +the nature of your feeling for my ward. For some weeks your interest +has been very apparent, and while I am laying no embargo on your +affections, I insist that jealousy must not jaundice your estimate of +my duties, or of Regina's conduct. Moreover, Elliott, I suggest that +you thoroughly reconnoitre the ground before beginning this campaign, +for, my dear fellow, I tell you frankly, I believe Cupid has already +declared himself sworn ally of a certain young minister, who entered, +and enjoys pre-emption right over what amount of heart may have thus +far been developed in the girl. In addition she is too young, not yet +sixteen, and I rigidly interdict all love passages; besides her +parentage is to some extent a secret; she has no fortune but her +face; and you are poor in all save hope and social standing. +_Verbum_, etc., etc." + +Walking to the window, where he stood with his countenance averted, +Mr. Roscoe said hesitatingly: + +"I would rather my weakness had been discovered by the whole world +than that you should know it; you, who never having indulged such +emotions, regard them as the height of folly. I am aware that at this +moment you think me an idiot." + +"Not necessarily. A known weakness thoroughly conquered sometimes +becomes an element of additional strength in human character. As the +exercise of muscle builds up physical vigour, so the persistent +exertion of will develops mental and moral power. Men who have a +paramount aim in life should never hesitate in strangling all +irrelevant and inferior appellants for sympathy. A comparatively +briefless attorney should trample out as he would an invading worm +the temptation to dream rose-coloured visions, wherein bows, arrows, +and bleeding hearts are thick and plentiful as gooseberries. Love in +a cottage with honeysuckle on the porch, and no provisions in the +larder, belongs to the age of fables, is as dead as feudal tenure." + +"That you are quite incapable of such impolitic weakness, I am well +aware; for under the heel of your iron will your heart would not even +struggle. But unfortunately I am an impulsive, foolish, human Roscoe, +not a systematically organized, well-regulated, and unerring Palma." +His cousin bowed complacently. + +"Be kind enough to hand me the cigars. This is defective; will not +smoke." + +He leisurely lighted one, and resumed: "While on the cars to-day I +read an article which contained a passage to this effect, and I offer +it for your future reflection: 'That man, I think, has had a liberal +education, who has been so trained in his youth, that his body is the +ready servant of his will, and does with ease and pleasure all the +work that as a mechanism it is capable of; whose intellect is a +clear, cold, logic engine, with all its parts of equal strength and +in smooth working order; ready like a steam-engine to be turned to +their kind of work.' Elliott, young gentlemen should put their hearts +in their pockets, until they fully decide before what shrine it would +be most remunerative to offer them. The last time we dined at Judge +Van Zandt's, certainly not more than three months ago, you were all +devotion to his second daughter, Clara of the ruby lips and _cedre_ +hair." + +"Clara Van Zandt, no thank you! I would not give Regina's pure face +and sweet violet eyes for all the other feminine flesh in New York!" + +Had his attention been fixed just then upon Mr. Palma, he might have +detected the sudden flash in his black eyes, and the nervous +clenching of his right hand that rested on the arm of the chair; but +the younger man was absorbed by his own emotions, and very soon his +cousin rose. + +"In future we will not discuss this folly. At present, please +recollect that my ward's face has not yet been offered in the +matrimonial market; consequently your bid is premature. Those papers +I spoke of must be prepared as early as possible in the morning, and +submitted to me for revision. Be careful in copying the record. Have +a cigar? I shall not be back before dark." + +The happiest hours Regina had known during her residence in New York +had been spent in the room where she now sat; a basement room with +low ceiling, and faded olive-tinted walls. The furniture was limited +to an old-fashioned square table of mahogany, rich with that colour +which comes only from the mellowing touch of age, and polished until +it reflected the goblet of white and crimson phlox, which Regina had +placed in the centre; a few chairs, some swinging shelves filled with +books, and a couch or lounge covered with pink and white chintz, +whereon lay a pillow with a freshly ironed linen case, whose ruffled +edges were crisply fluted. + +Upon the whitewashed hearth were several earthen pots, filled with +odorous geraniums; and over the two windows that opened on a narrow +border of ground between the house wall and the street were carefully +trained a solanum jasminoides white with waxen stars, and an +abutilor, whose orange bells striped and veined with scarlet, swung +in every breath of air that fluttered the spotless white cotton +curtains, so daintily trimmed with a calico border of rose-coloured +convolvulus. In the morning when the sun shone hot upon the front of +the building, this room was very bright and cheerful, but its +afternoon aspect was dim, cool, shadowy. A gentle breeze now floated +across a bunch of claret-hued carnations growing in a wooden box on +the window-sill, which was on a level with the ground outside, and +brought on its waves that subtle spiciness that dwells only in the +deep heart of pinks. + +In an old-fashioned maplewood rocking chair sat Mrs. Mason, with her +wasted and almost transparent hands resting on her open Bible. The +faded face which in early years had boasted of unusual comeliness, +bore traces of severe sorrows meekly borne; and the patient sweetness +that sat on the lip, and smiled serenely in the mild grey eyes, +invested it with that irresistible charm that occasionally renders +ripe old age more attractive than flushing dimpled youth. Her hair, +originally pale brown, was as snow-white as the tarlatan cap that now +framed it in a crimped border; and her lustreless black dress was +relieved at the neck and wrists by ruffles of the same material. + +On the Bible lay her spectacles, and upon the third finger of the +left hand was a gold ring, worn so thin that it was a mere glittering +thread. + +Near her sat Regina, playing with a large white and yellow cat that +now and then sprang to catch a spray of lemon-scented geranium, which +was swung teasingly just beyond the reach of her velvet paws. + +"I am glad, my dear, to hear you speak so kindly of the members of +your guardian's family. I have never yet seen that person who had not +some redeeming trait. Many years ago, I knew Louise Neville very +well. She was then the handsome happy bride of a young naval officer, +who was soon after drowned in the Bay of Biscay; before the birth of +their only child, Olga. At first Louise seemed heart-broken by the +loss of her husband, but not more than two years afterward she +married Mr. Godwin Palma, who was reputed very wealthy. I have not +seen her since Olga was a child, but have heard that her second +husband was an exceedingly stem, exacting man; treating her with far +less tenderness than she received from poor Leo Neville, who was +certainly very fond of her. Mr. Godwin Palma died suddenly one day, +while riding down in his carriage to his office on Wall Street, but +he had made a will only a few weeks previous, in which he bequeathed +all his fortune--except a small annuity to Louise--to his son Erle, +whose own mother had possessed a handsome estate. Louise contested +the will, but the court sustained it; and I have heard that Mr. Erle +Palma has always treated her with marked kindness and respect, and +that he provides liberally for her and Olga. Louise is a proud, +ambitious woman, fond of pomp and splendour; but in those tastes she +was educated, and I always liked her, valued her kindness of heart, +and strict integrity of purpose." + +"You do not know my guardian?" + +"I never met him till the day he brought you first to see me, and I +was surprised to find him so comparatively young a man, for he is +rapidly building up a very enviable reputation in his profession. He +has been quite generous in his treatment of some relatives, who were +at one time much reduced. His father's sister, Julia Palma, married a +dissipated young physician named Roscoe, and your guardian has almost +entirely educated one of the boys; sent him to college, and then took +him into his law-office, besides assisting in the maintenance of Mrs. +Roscoe, who died about three years ago. Regina, I had a letter from +Elise Lindsay since you were here. She sends kindest messages of love +to you, and says you must not allow new friends to supplant old ones. +She mentioned also that the climate of India did not seem very +desirable for Douglass, who has been quite sick more than once since +his settlement in Rohilcund. I am glad that Elise has gone to +Douglass, for his father died of consumption, and I always feared he +might have inherited the tendency, though his constitution seems +tolerably good. After Peyton's death, she had nothing to keep her +from her noble boy. God grant that India may never prove as fatal to +all her earthly hopes as it has been to mine." + +A spasm of pain made her gentle patient face quiver, and Regina +remembered that Mrs. Mason's only daughter had married a gentleman +connected with the English Board of Missions, and with her husband +and babe perished in the Sepoy butchery. + +Dropping the fragrant geranium sprig that so tormented the cat, the +girl's fingers interlaced tightly, and she asked almost under her +breath: + +"Is Mr. Lindsay's health seriously impaired?" + +"I hope not Elise merely said he had had two severe attacks of +pneumonia, and it rendered her anxious. No man of his age ranks +higher in the ministry than Douglass Lindsay, and as an Oriental +scholar I am told he has few equals in this country. His death would +be a great loss to his church, and----" + +"Oh, do not speak of it! How can you? It would kill his mother," +cried Regina, passionately, clasping her hands across her eyes, as if +to shut out some horrible vision. + +"Let us pray God to mercifully avert such a heavy blow. But, my dear, +keep this in mind: with terrible bereavement comes the strength to +bear it. The strength of endurance,--a strength born only in the +darkest hours of a soul's anguish; and at last when affliction has +done its worst, and all earthly hope is dead, patience with tender +grace and gentle healing mutely sits down in hope's vacant place. +To-day I found a passage in a new book that impressed me as +beautiful, strong, and true. Would you like to hear it?" + +"If it will teach me patience, please let me hear it." + +"Give me the book lying on the lounge." + +She opened it, put on her spectacles, and read: + +"There is the peace of surrendered, as well as of fulfilled, +hopes,--the peace, not of satisfied, but of extinguished +longings,--the peace, not of the happy love and the secure fireside, +but of unmurmuring and accepted loneliness,--the peace, not of the +heart which lives in joyful serenity afar from trouble and from +strife, but of the heart whose conflicts are over, and whose hopes +are buried,--the peace of the passionless as well as the peace of the +happy;--not the peace which brooded over Eden, but that which crowned +Gethsemane.'" + +"My dear Regina, only religion brings this blessed calm; this is +indeed that promised 'Peace that passeth all understanding,' and +therefore we would all do well to heed the words of Isaiah: 'Their +strength is to sit still.'" + +Looking reverently up at her pale, worn placid face, the girl thought +it might have been considered a psalm of renunciation. Almost +sorrowfully she answered: + +"I begin to see that there is far more shadow than sunshine in this +world; the night is longer than the day." + +"You are too young to realize such solemn things, and should +endeavour to catch all the dew of life that glistens within your +reach; for the withering heat of the noon will come soon enough to +even the most favoured. An erroneous impression has too long +prevailed, that religious fervour, and a cheerful, hopeful, happy +spirit are incompatible; that devoutness manifests itself in a +lugubrious or at least solemn visage, and that a joyous mirthful +temperament is closely allied to 'the world, the flesh, and the +devil.' A more mischievous fallacy never found favour. Innocent +happiness in our hearts is acceptable worship to our God, who has +given us the language of joy, as He gave to birds the power of song. +In the universal canticle which nature sends up to its Creator, shall +humanity, the noblest of the marvellous mechanism, alone be silent? +The innocent joyousness of a pure heart is better than incense swung +in the temples of the Lord." + +"Mrs. Mason, I wish to consult you on a subject that has given me +some anxiety. Would you approve of my attending the theatre and +opera? I have never yet gone, because I think neither Mr. Hargrove +nor Mr. Lindsay would have advised me to do so; and I am perplexed +about the matter, for Mr. Palma says that next winter he shall insist +on my seeing the best plays and operas. What ought I to do?" + +"If you were a member of any church, which expressly prohibited such +amusements, I should say, do not infringe the rules which you +voluntarily promised to respect and obey; but as yet you have taken +no ecclesiastical vows. Habitual attendance upon such scenes as you +refer to is very apt, I think, to vitiate the healthful tone of one's +thoughts and feelings, but an occasional visit would probably injure +none but very weak minds. Your guardian is, I daresay, a prudent +judicious man, and would be careful in selecting plays that could +offend neither morality nor delicacy. There are many things upon the +stage which are sinful, vicious, and vulgar, but there are hundreds +of books quite as bad and dangerous. As we choose only the best +volumes to read, so be sure to select only pure plays and operas. +'Lear' would teach you the awful results of filial disobedience; +'Merchant of Venice,' the sin of avarice; 'Julius Caesar' that of +unsanctified ambition. There are threads of wisdom, patience, +charity, and heroism which might be gathered from the dramatic +spindle, and woven advantageously into the garment of our daily lives +and thoughts. There is a marvellous pathos, fervour, sanctity, in the +'Casta Diva' of 'Norma' that appeals to my soul, as scarcely any +other piece of music ever has done; and I really should be glad to +hear it played on the organ every Sunday morning. Why? Because I +recognize in it the spirit of prayer from a tortured erring human +soul invoking celestial aid, and to me it is no longer a pagan Druid +song, trilled by the popular Prima-Donna at the Academy of Music, but +a hymn to the Heavenly powers, as consecrated as an _Ave Maria_, or +as Rossini's 'Inflammatus.' Are we lower than the bees, who wisely +discriminate between pure honey and poisonous sweets? Touching these +things, Lowell has nobly set us an example of + + 'Pleading for whatsoever touches life + With upward impulse: be He nowhere else, + God is in all that liberates and lifts, + In all that humbles, sweetens, and consoles,' + +I think that in the matters you mention, you may safely defer to your +guardian's wishes, bearing always in mind this fact, that he +professes no religious faith; and praying God's Holy Spirit to guide +you, and keep your heart faithful and pure." + +Regina longed to ask something more explicit concerning the stage, +but the thought of her mother peremptorily forbade a discussion that +seemed to imply censure of her profession. + +"There is the bell for service. Are you not going to church this +afternoon?" + +"No, dear, I am not very well; and besides, I promised to stay at +home, and see a poor old friend, who has no time to visit during the +week, and is just now in great affliction. You are not afraid to go +alone?" + +"Not afraid, Mrs. Mason, still I wish you could go with me. When you +answer dear Mrs. Lindsay's letter ask her not to forget me, and tell +her I am trying to do right in all things, as far as I can see my +way. Good-bye, Mrs. Mason." + +She bent her head, so that the faded placid lips could kiss her +cheek, and went out into the quiet street. + +Instead of turning homeward, she hastened in an opposite direction, +toward a small brick church whose bell was ringing, and whose +afternoon service she had several times attended with Mrs. Mason. +Walking more slowly as she approached the building, she had not yet +reached it, when steps which she had heard behind her for several +minutes, paused at her side. + +"Regina, is this the way home?" + +"Good-evening, Mr. Palma. I am going to church." + +Although he had been absent a week he did not even offer his hand, +and it never occurred to her to remind him of the omission. + +"Are you in the habit of coming here alone? If so, your visits to +this neighbourhood cease." + +"Mrs. Mason has always accompanied me until this after noon, and as +she could not leave home I came alone." + +"I prefer you should not attend strange churches without a companion, +and now I will see you safely home." + +She looked up, saw a few persons ascending the broad steps, and her +soul rose in rebellion; + +"What possible harm can overtake me in God's house? Don't try to +stand between me and my duty." + +"Do you not consider obedience to my wishes part of your duty?" + +"Sometimes, sir; but not when it conflicts with my conscience." + +"What is conscience?" + +"The feeling God put into my soul when He gave it to me, to teach me +right from wrong." + +"Is it? And if you were a Calmuck or a Mongol, it would teach you to +reverence Shigemooni as the highest god; and bid you fall down and +worship Dalai-lama, praying him to give you a pill of consecrated +dough." + +"You mean that conscience is merely education? Even if it should be +so--which is not true, I think--the Bible says 'the heathen are a law +unto themselves,' and God knows they worship the best they can find +until revelation shows them their error. But I do not live in Lassa, +and my going to church here, is not akin to Lamaism. Nothing will +happen to me, and I assure you, sir, I will come home as soon as the +service is over." + +"Is your eternal salvation dependent on church going?" + +"I don't know, I rather think not; because if it were impossible for +me to attend service the Lord would know it, and He only requires +what He makes possible. But at least you must admit it cannot harm +me; and I enjoy coming to this church more than any I have seen since +I left our own dear old one at V----." + +"It is a small, very plain affair, in no respect comparable to St. +Thomas's Church, where Mrs. Palma takes you every Sunday morning. +Where you not there to-day?" + +"Yes, sir; but----" + +"But--what? Speak out." +"Perhaps I ought not to say so,--and it may be partly my fault, but +indeed there seems to me more real religion in this plain little +chapel, at least it does me more good to come here." + +"For instance, it incites and helps you defy your guardian on the +street!" + +Until now she had resolutely kept her face set churchward, but as he +uttered the last words in a severer tone than he often used in +conversation with her, she turned quite around and retraced her +steps. + +Walking beside her, he could only see the long soft lashes of her +downcast eyes, and the firm compression of her mouth. + +"Little girl, are you very angry?" + +She looked up quickly into his brilliant smiling eyes, and her cheek +dimpled. + +"Mr. Palma, I wanted so very much to go, and I do feel disappointed; +but not angry." + +"Then why do you not ask me to go with you?" + +"You go there? Is it possible that you would ever do such a thing? +Really would you go, sir?" + +"Try me." + +"Please Mr. Palma, go with me." + +He raised his hat, bowed, and said: + +"I will." + +"Oh, thank you!" + +They turned and walked back in silence until they reached the door, +and he asked: + +"Are the pews free?" + +"Yes, sir; but Mrs. Mason and I generally sit yonder by that column." + +"Very well, you must pilot me." + +She turned into the side aisle next the windows, and they seated +themselves in a pew just beyond the projection of the choir gallery. + +The edifice was small, but the altar and pulpit were handsome, and +though the windows were unstained, the light was mellowed by buff +inside blinds. The seats were by no means filled, and the +congregation was composed of people whose appearance denoted that +many belonged to the labouring class, and none to the Brahmin caste +of millionnaires, though all were neatly and genteely apparelled. + +As the silver-haired pastor entered the pulpit the organ began to +throb in a low prelude, and four gentlemen bore shallow waiters +through the assemblage, to receive the contribution for the +"Destitute." Mr. Palma saw his companion take something from her +glove, and when the waiter reached them and she put in her small +alms, which he judged amounted to twenty-five cents, he slipped his +fingers in his vest pocket and dropped a bill on the plate. + +"Is all that huge sum going to India to the missionaries?" he +gravely whispered. + +"It is to feed the poor of this church." + +As the organ swelled fuller and louder, Mr. Palma saw Regina start, +and listen intently; then the choir begin to sing, and she turned +very pale and shut her eyes. He could discover nothing remarkable in +the music,--"Oh that I had wings!" but as it progressed the girl's +emotion increased, became almost uncontrollable, and through the +closed lids the tears forced themselves rapidly, while she trembled +visibly, and seemed trying to swallow her sobs. + +He moved closer to her, and the blue eyes opened and looked at him +with such pleading deprecating misery in their beautiful depths, that +he was touched, and involuntarily laid his ungloved hand on her +little bare fingers. Instantly they closed around it, twining like +soft tendrils about his, and unconsciously his clasp tightened. + +All through the singing her tears fell unchecked, sliding over her +cheeks and upon her white dress, and when the congregation knelt in +prayer, Mr. Palma only leaned his head on the back of the pew in +front, and watched the figure bowed on her knees, close beside him, +crying silently, with her face in her hands. + +When the prayer ended and the minister announced the hymn, she seemed +to have recovered her composure, and finding the page, offered her +pretty gilt hymn-book to her guardian. He accepted it mechanically, +and during the reading of the Scriptures that soon followed he slowly +turned over the leaves until he reached the title-page. On the +fly-leaf that fluttered over was written: "Regina Orme. With the love +and prayers of Douglass Lindsay." + +Closing the book, he laid it in his lap, leaned back and folded his +arms over his chest. + +The preacher read the sixty-third Psalm, and from it selected his +text: "My soul followeth hard after Thee." + +Although certainly not a modern Chrysostom, he was an earnest, +faithful, and enlightened man, full of persuasive fervour; and to the +brief but interesting discourse he delivered--a discourse +occasionally sprinkled with felicitous metaphors and rounded with +several eloquent passages--Mr. Palma appeared to listen quite +attentively. Once a half smile moved his mouth, as he wondered what +his associates at the "Century" would think, if they could look in +upon him there; otherwise his deportment was most gravely decorous. +As he heard the monotonous rise and fall of the minister's tone, the +words soon ceased to bear any meaning to ears that gradually caught +other cadences long hushed; the voice of memory calling him from afar +off, back to the dewy days of his early boyhood, when walking by his +mother's side he had gone to church, and held her book as he now held +Regina's. Since then, how many changes time had wrought! How holy +seemed that distant, dim, church-going season! + +At long intervals, and upon especially august occasions he had now +and then attended service in the elegant church where his pew-rent +was regularly paid; but not until to-day had he been attacked by the +swarming reminiscences of his childhood, all eagerly babbling of the +long-forgotten things once learned-- + + "At that best academe, a mother's knee." + +From the benignant countenance of the earnest preacher his keen cold +eyes began to wander, and after awhile rested upon the pale tender +face at his side. + +Except that the lashes were heavy with moisture that no longer +overflowed in drops, there was no trace of the shower that had +fallen; for hers was one of those rare countenances, no more +disfigured by weeping, than the pictured _Mater Dolorosa_ by the tear +on her cheek. + +To-day in the subdued sadness that filled her heart, while she +pondered the depressing news from India, her face seemed +etherealized, singularly sublimated; and as he watched the expression +of child-like innocence, the delicate tracery of nose and brows, the +transparent purity of the complexion, and the unfathomable purplish +blue of the eyes uplifted to the pulpit, a strange thrill never +experienced before stirred his cold stony heart, and quickened the +beat of his quiet, slow steady pulse. + +He had smiled and bowed before lovely women of various and bewitching +types of beauty, had his abstract speculative ideal of feminine +perfection, and had been feted, flattered, coaxed, baited, and +welcomed to many shrines, whereon grace, wit, and wealth had lavished +their choicest charms; but the carefully watched and well-regulated +valvular machine he was pleased to designate his heart, had never as +yet experienced a warmer sensation than that of mere critical +admiration for classic contours, symmetrical figures, or voluptuous +Paul Veronese colouring. + +Once only, early in his professional career, he had coolly, +dispassionately, sordidly, and with a hand as firm as Astraea's own, +held the matrimonial scales, and weighed the influence and preferment +that he could command by a politic and brilliant marriage, against +the advantages of freedom, and the glory of unassisted success and +advancement. For the lady herself--a bright, mirthful, pretty +brunette, who in contrast with his frigid nature seemed a gaudy +tropical bird fluttering around a stolid arctic auk--he had not even +a shadow of affection; and looked quite beyond the graceful lay +figure draped with his name to the lofty judicial eminence where her +distinguished father held sway, and could rapidly elevate him. + +No softer emotion than ambition had suggested the thought, and after +a patient balancing of the opposing weights of selfishness, he had +utterly thrown aside the thought of entangling himself in any +Hymeneal snares. + +Probably few men have attained his age without having breathed vows +of love into some rosy ear; but his colossal professional pride and +vanity had absolutely absorbed him--left him neither room nor time +for other and softer sentiments. + +The numerous attempts to entrap his dim chilly affections had +somewhat lowered his estimate of female delicacy; and possessing the +flattering assurance that no fair hand was held too high for his +grasp, should he choose to claim it, he had grown rather arrogant. Of +coquetry he was entirely innocent; it seemed too contemptible even +for mere sport, and he scorned the thought of feeding his vanity by +feminine sacrifices. + +Too sternly proud to owe success to any but his own will and +resolution, he had never proposed or even desired to marry any woman; +and was generally regarded as a hopelessly icy bachelor, whom all +welcomed with smiles, but despaired of captivating. + +After forty years' sole undisputed mastery of his heart, something +suddenly and unexpectedly wakened there, groped about, would not +"down" at his bidding; and a new sensation made itself felt. + +A brief sentence of Elliott Roscoe had like Moses' rod smitten the +rock of his affections, and forthwith gushed a flood of riotous +feelings never known before. At the thought of any man claiming +Regina's perfect dainty lips and peerless imperial eyes a hot wave of +indignant protest rolled over his whole being. That she should belong +to another now seemed monstrous, sacrilegious, and all the strength +of his own nature rose in mutiny. + +Never until to-day had he analyzed his sentiments toward his ward, +never had he deemed it possible for his wisely disciplined heart to +bow before anything of flesh; but now, as he sat looking at the sweet +face, he saw that rebellion desperate and uncompromising had broken +out in his rigidly governed, long downtrodden nature, and with the +prompt vigilance habitual to him he calmly counted the cost of +crushing the insurrection. + +Shading his countenance with his fingers he deliberately studied her +features, even the modelling of the waxen hands folded together on +her knee; and then and there, weighing all his achievements, all his +pictured future, so dazzling with coveted ermine, he honestly +confessed to his own soul that the universe held for him nothing so +precious as that fair pure young girl. + +How superlatively presumptuous appeared Elliott Roscoe's avowed +admiration and preference! How dared that humble impecunious divinity +student now sojourning in the "Land of the Veda," lift his eyes +toward this priceless treasure, which Erle Palma wanted to call his +own! + +Just then Regina took her hymn-book to search for the closing verses +designated by the minister, and as she opened the volume the +inscription on the fly-leaf showed conspicuously. The lawyer set his +teeth, and the fingers of his right hand opened, then closed hard and +tight, a gesture in which he often unconsciously indulged when +resolving on some future step. + +The benediction was pronounced, and the congregation dispersed. + +Walking silently beside her guardian, until they had proceeded some +distance from the church, Regina wondered how she should interpret +the grave preoccupied expression of his countenance. Had he been +sadly bored, and did he repent the sacrifice made to gratify her +caprice? + +"Mr. Palma, I am very much obliged to you for kindly consenting to +accompany me. Of course I know this church and service must seem +dull and plain in comparison with that to which you are accustomed, +but I hope you liked Mr. Kelsey's sermon?" + +"In some respects this afternoon has been a revelation, and I am sure +I shall never forget the occasion." + +"Oh! I am so glad you enjoyed going," she said, with evident relief. + +"I did not intend to convey that impression; you infer more than my +words warrant. I was thinking of other and quite irrelevant matters, +and to be frank, really did not listen to the sermon. Do you attend +church from a conviction that penance conduces to a sanitary +improvement of the soul?" + +"Penance? I do not exactly understand you, sir." + +"I certainly have never seen you weep so bitterly; not even when I +ruthlessly tore you from the kind sheltering arms of Mother Aloysius +and Sister Angela. You appeared quite heartbroken. Was it contrition +for your manifold transgressions?" + +"Oh no, sir!" + +"You are resolved not to appoint me your confessor?" + +"Mr. Palma----" her voice faltered. + +"Well, go on." + +"I was very much distressed; it made my heart ache." + +"So I perceived. But was it the bare church, or the minister, or my +ward's sensitive conscience?" + +After a moment she lifted her misty eyes to meet his, and answered +tremulously: + +"It was the singing of 'Oh that I had wings!' I have not heard it +since that dreadful time I sang it last, and you can't possibly +understand my feelings." + +"Certainly not, unless you deign to explain the circumstances." + +"Dear Mr. Hargrove asked me to go in and play on the organ in the +library, and sing that sacred song for him. I sang it, and played for +awhile on the organ, and then went back to him on the verandah, and +he had died--alone, in his chair, while I was singing 'Oh that I had +wings!' To-day, when the choir began it, everything came back so +vividly to me. The dear happy home at the parsonage, the supper I had +set for my dear Mr. Hargrove, the flowers in the garden, the smell of +the carnations, the sound of the ring-doves in the vines, the +moonlight shining so softly on his kind face and white hair--and +Oh!----" + +They walked the length of two squares before either spoke again. + +"I was not aware that you performed on the organ." + +"Mrs. Lindsay gave me lessons, and I used the cabinet organ." + +"Do you prefer it to the piano?" + +"For sacred songs, I do." + +"If we had one in the library, do you suppose you would ever sing for +me?" + +"If you really desired it, perhaps I would try; but of course I know +very well that you care nothing for my music; and our dear old hymns +and chants would only tire and annoy you." + +"To whom does 'our' refer?" + +"My dear Mr. Hargrove and Mrs. Lindsay and her son. We so often sang +quartettes at home in the long, delicious, peaceful summer evenings, +before the awful affliction came and separated us." + +The lamps were lighted, and night closed in, with silvery +constellations overhead, before Mr. Palma and his companion were near +their destination. As they crossed a street, he said, abruptly +breaking a long silence: + +"Take my arm." + +Never before had such a courtesy been tendered, and she looked up in +unfeigned surprise. + +He was so tall, so stately, that the proposition seemed to her +preposterous. + +"Can't you reach it?" + +He took her hand, drew it beneath, and placed the fingers on his arm. + +"Of late you have grown so rapidly, your head is almost on a level +with my shoulder; and you are quite tall enough now to accept my +escort." + +When they were within a square of home, Mr. Palma said very gravely: + +"This afternoon I indulged one of your whims: now will you +recipricate, and gratify a caprice of your guardian?" + +"Have you caprices? I think not but I will oblige you if I can do +so." + +"Thank you. In future you must never walk to see Mrs. Mason, always +go in the carriage; and I am unwilling that you should be out as late +as this, unless Mrs. Palma accompanies you, or I am with you. You +need not ask my reasons; it is sufficient that I wish it, and it is +my caprice to be obeyed without questions. One thing more: I do not +at all like your name--never did. Latinity is not one of my +predilections, and _Regina, Reginae, Reginam_, wearily remind me of +the classic-slough of declensions and conjugations of my Livy, +Sallust, Tacitus. In my mind you have always been associated with the +white lilies that you held at the convent the first time I saw you, +that you held to your heart while asleep on the cars; and hereafter +when only you and I are present, I intend to indulge the caprice of +calling my ward--Lily." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +"Yonder they come! They have just left the carriage, and as usual she +is escorted by her body-guard; those grim old fogies, who watch her +like a pair of grey owls. Now, Doctor, you must contrive an +introduction." + +General Rene Laurance raised his gold eyeglass, and looked curiously +toward a group of three persons who were walking amid the ruins of +Pozzuoli. + +His companion Dr. Plymley, who was examining an inscription, turned +around and looked in the direction indicated. + +"Are you sure? I am quite near-sighted." + +"Very sure, for no other figure could be mistaken for hers. By all +the gods ever worshipped here, she is the loveliest woman I ever saw, +but as coy as a maid of fifteen. The fact that she secludes herself +so rigidly only stimulates curiosity, and I have sworn a solemn oath +to make her acquaintance; for it is something novel in my experience +to have my overtures rejected, my courtesies ignored." + +"Come this way, General. This encounter must appear purely +accidental, for Madame Orme is very peculiar, very suspicious; and if +she imagines we planned this excursion to meet her, or left Naples +with the intention of joining her party, the chances are that I as +well as you would be snubbed. In her desire to avoid society and +personal attention, one might suppose her an escaped abbess from some +convent, instead of a popular actress. It was with much difficulty +that I prevailed on her to receive my son and wife one afternoon; as +she remarked that her object in coming here was to secure health, not +acquaintances. In treating her professionally, I was called upon to +prescribe for what in her case is more than ordinary sleeplessness, +is veritably _pervigilium_; and when she refused opiates, I asked if +there were not some trouble weighing upon her mind which prevented +her from sleeping. Her reply was singular: 'Many years have passed +since I became a widow and was forced to leave my only child in +America, and the power of sound healthy sleep has deserted me.' Even +in Naples her beauty attracts attention wherever she is seen." + +"Certainly I am not a tyro in these matters, and have probably had as +much experience as any other man of my years and well improved +opportunities, and you can form an estimate of my appreciation of her +charms, when I tell you I have followed her since the night I first +saw her on the stage at Milan. I see your wife beckoning us to join +her." + +Although sixty-five years old, General Laurance carried himself as +erectly as the son he left in Paris, and his proud bearing and +handsome face seemed to contradict the record of years that had +passed so lightly over him. A profusion of silver threads streaked +the black locks that scorned all artificial colouring, and his +moustache and beard were quite grizzled; but as he stood tracing +triangles on the sand with the point of his light cane, and pushed +back the hat from his heated brow, no one unacquainted with his +history would have deemed him more than fifty: a man of distinguished +appearance, commanding stature, with rather haughty, martial mien, +healthful ruddy complexion, and sparkling blue eyes keen and +incisive. + +From boyhood self had been his openly and devoutly worshipped god, +and upon its altars conscience had long ago been securely bound and +silenced. Pride of family, love of pomp, power, and luxury, and an +inordinate personal vanity were the predominating characteristics of +a man, who indulged his inclinations, no matter how devious the paths +into which they strayed, nor how mercilessly obstacles must be +tramped down, in order to facilitate the accomplishment of his +purposes. Naturally neither cruel nor vindictive, he had gradually +grown pitiless in all that conduced to self-aggrandizement or +self-indulgence; incapable of a generosity that involved even slight +sacrifice, a polished handsome epicurean, an experienced man of the +world, putting aside all scruples in the attainment of his selfish +aims. + +From wholly politic motives, and in order to extend his estates and +increase his revenue, he had married early in life, and his +affection, never bestowed upon his wife, had centred in their only +child Cuthbert. When death removed the unloved mother, freedom was +joyfully welcomed, and the memory of his neglected bride rarely +visited the heart, which was not invulnerable to grace and beauty. + +The consummation of an alliance between his son and Abbie Ames, the +banker's daughter, had cost him much manoeuvring and tedious +diplomacy, for like his father, Cuthbert was fastidious in his +tastes, and an ardent devotee to female beauty; but when finally +accomplished, General Laurance considered his paternal obligations +fully discharged, and henceforth roamed from city to city, sipping +such enjoyment as money, aristocratic status, urbane manners, and a +heritage of well-preserved good looks enabled him to taste at will. + +Six months before, he had first seen Madame Orme as "Deborah," in +Mosenthal's popular drama, and, charmed by her face and figure, had +attempted to make her acquaintance. But his floral offerings had been +rejected, his jewels and notes returned, his presentation refused, +his visits interdicted; and as usually occurs in natures like his, +opposition to his wishes intensified them, cold indifference and +denial only deepened and strengthened his determination to crush all +barriers. His pride was wounded, his vanity sorely piqued, and to +compel her acknowledgment of his power, her submission to his sway, +became for the while his special aim, his paramount purpose. Hence +he loitered at Naples, seeking occasions, lying in wait for an +opportunity to open a campaign that promised him new triumphs. + +Dr. Plymley was an English physician travelling with an invalid wife +and consumptive son, and having been consulted by Mrs. Orme on +several occasions in Milan, had at length been prevailed upon by +General Laurance to arrange an apparently casual introduction. + +It was a cloudless spring day, and leaving Mr. and Mrs. Waul to read +a package of American papers, Mrs. Orme walked away toward the lonely +outlines of the Serapeon. + +The delicious balmy atmosphere, the interest of the objects that +lined the drive from Naples, and the exercise of wandering from point +to point had brought a delicate glow to her cheeks, and a brighter +carmine to her lips; and beneath the white chip hat, with its wreath +of clustering pink convolvulus lying on her golden hair, the lovely +face seemed almost unsurpassed in its witchery. + +She wore a sea-green dress of some soft fabric that floated in the +wind as she moved, and over her shoulders was wound a white fleecy +mantle fastened at the throat by a costly green cameo, which also +secured a spray of lemon flowers that lavished their fragrance on the +bright warm air. Closing her parasol, she walked down to the ruined +Temple, and approached the wonderful cipollino columns that bear such +mysterious attestation of the mutations of land and sea, of time and +human religions. Since the days of Agrippina and Julia, had a fairer +prouder face shone under the hoary marble shafts, and mirrored itself +in the marvellous mosaic floor, than that which now looked calmly +down on the placid water flowing so silently over the costly +pavements, where sovereigns once reverently trod? + +In imagination she beheld the vast throng of worshippers, who two +thousand years ago had filled the magnificent court, where the sun +was now shining unimpeded; and above the low musical babble of +wavelets breaking upon the chiselled marbles, rose the hum of the +generations sleeping to-day in the columbaria, and the chant of the +priests before the statue of Serapis, which sacrilegious hands had +borne away from his ancient throne. Were the blue caverns of the +Mediterranean not deep enough to entomb these colossal relics of that +dim vast Past, whose feebly ebbing tide still drifts so mournfully, +so solemnly, so mysteriously upon our listening souls? Did +compassionate Neptune, tenderly guarding the ruins of his own +desecrated fane, once resonant with votive paeans now echoing only +sea-born murmurs, refuse sepulture to Serapis, and again and again +return to the golden light of land the sculptured friezes, that could +find permanent rest neither upon sea not shore? + +To-day the lonely woman, standing amid crumbling cornices and +architraves, wondered whether the sunken pavement of the Serapeon +were a melancholy symbol of her own blighted youth, never utterly +lost to view, often overwhelmed by surging waves of bitterness, hate, +and despair, but now and then lifted by memory to the light, and +found as fresh and glowing as in the sacred bygone? To-day buried +beneath the tide of sorrow, to-morrow shining clear and imperishable? + +Gazing out across the sapphire sea that mirrored a cloudless sapphire +sky, Mrs. Orme's beautiful solemn face seemed almost a part of the +classic surroundings, a statue of Fate shaken from its ancient niche; +and the cameo Sappho on her breast was not more faultlessly cut and +polished than the features that rose above it. + +A shadow fell aslant the glassy water through which was visible the +glint of the submerged pavement, and turning her head, she saw the +familiar countenance of her quondam physician. + +"A glorious day, Dr. Plymley?" + +"Glorious indeed, Madame, for a dinner at Baiae. I hope you are +feeling quite well, and bright as this delicious sunshine? Mrs. Orme, +will you allow me the favour of presenting my friend General +Laurance, who requests the honour of an introduction?" + +She had been unaware of the presence of his companion, who was +concealed from view, and as he stepped forward and took off his hat, +she drew herself up, and at last they were face to face. + +How her brown eyes widened, lightened, and what a sudden whiteness +fell upon her features, as if June roses had been smitten with snow! +Holding with both hands the frail fluted ivory handle of her parasol, +it snapped, and the carved leopard that constituted the head fell +with a ringing sound upon one of the marble blocks, thence into the +sluggish water beneath; but her eyes had not moved from his,--seemed +to hold them, as with some magnetic spell. A radiant smile parted her +pale lips, and she said in her wonderfully sweet, rich, liquid tones +which sank into people's ears and hearts, as some mellow old wine +creeps through the grey cells of the brain, bringing lotos dreams: +"Is the gentleman before me General Rene Laurance of America?" + +"I am, Madame; and supremely happy in the accident which enables me +to make an acquaintance so long and earnestly desired. Surely the +ruins amidst which we meet must be those, not of the Serapeon, but of +some antique shrine of Good Fortune, and I vow a libation worthy of +the boon received." + +With that unwavering gaze still upon his dark blue eyes, she drew off +her glove and held out her fair hand, smiling the while, as Circe +doubtless did before her. + +"I am sincerely glad to meet General Laurance, of whom I heard the +American minister at Paris speak in glowing terms of commendation. I +believe I Also met a son of General Laurance in Paris? Certainly he +resembles you most strikingly." + +As he received into his own the pretty pearly hand, and bowed low +over it, he felt agreeably surprised by the cordiality of a reception +which appeared utterly inconsistent with her stern contemptuous +rejection of his previous attempts to form her acquaintance; and he +could not quite reconcile the beaming smile on her lip, and the +sparkling radiance in her eyes, with the pallor which he saw settle +swiftly upon her face when his name was first pronounced. + +"Ah! My son Cuthbert? Handsome young dog, and like his father, finds +beauty the most powerful magnet. Where did you meet him?" + +"Once only, when he was introduced by our minister, who deputized him +to deliver to me some custom-house regulations. + +"Did you meet Mrs. Laurance?" + +"Your wife, sir?" + +Annoyance instantaneously clouded his countenance, and Dr. Plymley +gnawed his lower lip to hide a smile. + +"My son's wife. Cuthbert and I are the only survivors of my own +immediate family." + +"If Madame had not so rigidly adhered to her recluse habits, she +could scarcely have failed to learn from his brilliant campaigns in +gay society that the General is unfettered by matrimonial bonds, and +almost as irresistible and popular as his naughty model D'Orsay." + +"Madame, Plymley is a traitor, jealously stabbing my spotless +reputation. I deny the indictment, and appeal to your heavenly +charity, praying you to believe that I plead guilty only to the +possession of a heart tenderly vulnerable to the shafts of grace and +beauty." + +The earnestness of his tone and manner was unmistakable, and beneath +the bold admiration of his fine eyes, the carmine came swiftly back +to her blanched cheek. + +"_Beau monde_ and its fashionable foibles constitute a sealed volume +to me. My world is apart from that in which General Laurance wins +myrtle crowns, and wears them so royally." + +"When genius like Madame's monopolizes the bay, we less gifted +mortals must even twine myrtle leaves, or else humbly bow, bare of +chaplets. But may I ask why you so sternly taboo that social world +which you are so pre-eminently fitted to grace and adorn? When your +worshippers are wellnigh frenzied with delight, watching you beyond +the footlights, you cruelly withdraw behind the impenetrable curtain +of seclusion; and only at rare intervals allow us tantalizing glimpses +of you, seated in mocking inaccessibility between those two most +abominable ancient griffons, whose claws and beaks are ever +ferociously prominent. When some desperate deluded adorer rashly +hires a band of Neapolitan experts to stab, and bury that grim pair +of jailers in the broad deep grave out there, toward Procida, the +crime of murder will be upon Madame's fair head." + +"And if I answer that that fine world you love so well is to me but +as a grey stone quarry wherein I daily toil, solely for food and +raiment for my child and myself, what then?" + +"Then verily if that be possible, Pygmalion's cold beauty were no +longer a fable; and I should turn sculptor. Do you not find that here +in Parthenope you rapidly drift into the classic tide that strands +you on Paganism?" + +"Has it borne you one inch away from the gods of your life-long +worship?" + +As she spoke, she bent slightly forward, and searched his bright +eyes, as if therein floated his soul. + +"Indeed I can answer reverently, with my band upon my heart, Italy +has given me a new worship, a goddess I never knew before. My +divinity----" + +"Belongs, sir, to the _Dii Involuti!_ Fortunate provision of fate, +which leaves us at least liberty to deify, you perhaps family pride, +Venus, or even avaricious Pluto; I possibly ambition or revenge. We +all have our veiled gods, shrouded close from curious gaze; 'the +heart knoweth his own bitterness, and the stranger doth not +intermeddle with his joy.'" + +She had interrupted him with an imperious wave of her hand, and spoke +through closed teeth, like one tossing down a gage of battle; but the +brilliant smile still lighted her splendid eyes, and showed the +curves of her temptingly beautiful mouth. + +"Mrs. Orme, my wife and Percy are waiting for me at the amphitheatre, +and we have an engagement to dine at Baiae. Can I persuade you to join +our party? I promise you a delightful visit to the old home of Rome's +proudest patricians in her palmiest days; and a dinner eaten in +accordance with General Laurance's suggestion on the site of the +temple of Venus, or if you prefer, upon that of Diana. Will you not +contribute the charm of your presence to the pleasure of our +excursion? Remember I am your physician, and this morning prescribe +Baiae air." + +"You are very kind, Doctor, but I devote to-day to Avernus, Cumae, and +the infernal gods. Next week I shall bask at Baiae. Gentlemen, I bid +you good-day, and a pleasant hour over your Falernian." + +She turned once more to the mysterious solemn face of that wonderful +legendary blue bay, and the light died out of her countenance, as in +a room where the lamps are unexpectedly extinguished. She started +visibly, when a voice close beside her asked: + +"Permit me the pleasure of seeing you to your carriage." + +"I am not going just yet. General Laurance should not detain the +Doctor's party." + +"They have a carriage. I am on horseback, and can easily overtake +them; but if I dared, would beg the privilege of accompanying you, +instead of drinking sour wine, and smoking poor cigars among the +ivy-wreathed ruins that await me at Baiae Ah, may I hope? Be generous, +banish me not. May I attend you to-day? + +"No, sir. Go pay your _devoir_ to friendship and courtesy. I have +faithful guardians in the two coming yonder to meet me." + +She pointed to the heads of Mr. and Mrs. Waul just visible over the +mass of ruins that intervened, and lifting her handkerchief, waved it +twice. + +"You have established a system of signal service with those antique +ogres, griffons? Really they resemble crouching cougars, ready to +spring upon the unwary who dare penetrate to the sacred precincts +that enclose you. Why do you always travel with that grim body-guard? +Surely they are not relatives?" + +"They are faithful old friends who followed me across the Atlantic, +who are invaluable, and shield me from impertinent annoyances, to +which all women of my profession are more or less subjected. The +world to which you belong sometimes seem disposed to forget that +beneath and behind the paint and powder, false hair and fine tragic +airs and costumes they pay to strangle time for them at _San Carlo_, +or _Teatro de' Fiorentini_ there breathes a genuine human thing; a +creature with a true, pure, womanly heart beating under the velvet, +gauze, and tinsel, and with blood that now and then boils under +unprovoked and dastardly insult. If I were cross-eyed, or had been +afflicted with small-pox, or were otherwise disfigured, I should not +require Mr. and Mrs. Waul; but Madame Orme, the lonely widow deprived +by death of a father's or brother's watchful protection, finds her +humble companions a valuable barrier against presumption and +insolence. For instance, when strangers, pleased with my carefully +practised _jeu de theatre_, send fulsome notes and costly +_bijouterie_ to my lodgings, praying in return a lock of my hair or +a photograph, my griffons, as you facetiously term them, rarely even +consult me, but generally send back the jewels by the bearer, and +twist the _billets-doux_ into tapers to light Mr. Waul's pipe. +Sometimes I see them; often I am saved the trouble of knowing +anything about the impertinence." + +Her voice was sweet and mellow as a Phrygian flute sounding softly on +moonlight nights through acacia and oleander groves, but the scorn +burning in her eyes was intolerable, and before it the old man seemed +to shrink, while a purplish flush swept across his proud face. + +"Mrs. Orme is an anomaly among lovely women, and especially among +popular _tragediennes_, and as I am suffering the consequences of +that unexpected fact, may I venture, in pleading for pardon, to +remind her of that grand prayer: '_Be it my will that my mercy +overpower my justice_.' Will she not nobly forgive errors committed +in ignorance of the peculiar sensitiveness of her nature, the mimosa +delicacy of her admirable character?" + +Not until this moment had the likeness between father and son shown +itself so conspicuously, and in the handsome features and +insinuating, beguiling velvet voice she found sickening resemblances +that made her heart surge, until she seemed suffocating. Hastily she +loosened the ribbons of her hat that were tied beneath her chin. + +"Is General Laurance pleading abstractly for forgiveness for his vain +and presumptuous sex?" + +"Solely for my own audacious impertinence, which, had I known you, +would never have been perpetrated. My rejected emeralds accuse me. +Pardon me, and I will immediately donate them in expiatory offering +to some Foundling Asylum, Hospital, or other public charity." + +"If I condone past offences, it must be upon condition that they are +never repeated, for leniency is not one of my characteristics. +Hitherto we have been strangers; you are from America the land of my +adoption, and have been presented to me as a gentleman, as the friend +of my physician. Henceforth consider that your acquaintance with me +dates from to-day." + +She suffered him to take her hand, and bow low over it, breathing, +volubly his thanks for her goodness, his protestations of profound +repentance, and undying gratitude; and all the while she shut her +eyes as if to hide some approaching horror,--and the blood in her +views seemed to freeze at his touch, gathered like icicles around her +aching heart, turning her gradually to stone. + +Taking his offered arm, they walked back toward the spot where she +had desired her companions to await her return, and as he attempted +to analyze the strange perplexing expression on her chiselled white +face, he said: + +"I trust this delicious climate has fully restored your health?" + +"Thank you. I am as well as I hope to be, until I can go home to +America, and be once more with my baby." + +"It is difficult to realize that you are a mother. How old is this +darling, who steals so many of your thoughts?" + +"Oh, quite a large girl now! able to write me long delightful +letters; still in memory and imagination she remains my baby, for I +have not seen her for nearly seven years." + +"Indeed I you must have married when a mere child?" + +"Yes, unfortunately I did, and lost my husband, became a destitute +widow when I was scarcely older than my own daughter now is. Mr. +Waul, this is your countryman, General Laurance; and doubtless you +have mutual acquaintances in the United States." + +They proceeded to the carriage, and as he assisted her to enter it, +General Laurance asked: + +"Will you grant me the privilege of accompanying you next week to +Baiae?" + +"I cannot promise that." + +"Then allow me to call upon you to-morrow." + +"To-morrow will be the day for my exercises in Italian recitation and +declamation. I am desirous of perfecting myself in the delicate +inflections of this sweet intoxicating language, which is as +deliciously soft as its native skies, and golden as its Capri +vintage. I long to electrify these fervid enthusiastic yet critical +Neapolitans with one of their own favourite impassioned Italian +dramas." + +She had taken off her hat which pressed heavily upon her throbbing +brow, and as the sun shone full on the coil of glittering hair, with +here and there a golden tress rippling low on her snowy neck and ear, +her ripe loveliness seized the man's senses with irresistible +witchery; and the thought of her reappearance as a public idol, of +her exhibition of her wonderful beauty to the critical gaze of all +Naples, suddenly filled him with jealous horror and genuine pain. As +if utterly weary and indifferent, she leaned back, nestling her head +against the cushions of the carriage; and looking eagerly, almost +hungrily at her, General Laurance silently registered a vow, that the +world should soon know her no more as the Queen of Tragedy, that ere +long the only kingdom over which she reigned should be restricted to +the confines of his own heart and life. + +Pale as marble she coolly met the undisguised ardent admiration in +his gaze, and bending forward he asked pleadingly: + +"Not to-morrow? Then next day, Mrs. Orme?" + +"Perhaps so, if I chance to be at home; which is by no means certain. +Naples is a sorceress and draws me hither and thither at will. +General Laurance, I wish you a pleasant ride to Baiae, and must bid +you good-bye." + +She inclined her head, smiled proudly, and closed her eyes; and, +watching her as the carriage rolled away, he wondered if mere fatigue +had brought that ghastly pallor to the face he knew he was beginning +to love so madly. + +"Shall we not return to Naples? You look weary, and unhappy," said +Mr. Waul, who did not like the expression of the hopeless, fixed +blanched lips. + +"No, no! We go to Avernus. That is the mouth of Hell, you know, and +to Hecate and all the infernal gods I dedicate this fateful day, and +those that will follow. It is only the storm-beaten worthless wreck +of a life; let it drift--on--on, down! Had I ten times more to lose, +I would not shrink back now; I would offer all--all as an oblation to +Nemesis." + +"The gods have made us mighty certainly--That we can bear such +things, and yet not die." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +"Regina, will you touch the bell for Hattie, that she may come and +carry away all this breakfast, which I have not touched, and the bare +sight of which surfeits me? From the amount supplied, one might +imagine me a modern Polyphemus, or, abjuring the classics, a second +old Mrs. Philipone, who positively drank four cups of tea at the last +'Kettledrum.' How fervently she should pray for continued peace with +China, and low tariff on Pekoe? I scarcely know which is the greater +hardship, to abstain from food when very hungry, or to impose upon +one's digestive apparatus when it piteously protests, asking for +'rest, only rest.'" + +It was twelve o'clock on a bright, cold day in December, but Olga was +still in bed; and as she raised herself, crushing the pillows under +her shoulder for support, Regina, sewing beside her, thought she had +never seen her look so handsome. + +The abundant ruddy hair tossed about in inextricable confusion, +curled and twined, utterly regardless of established style, making a +bright warm frame for the hazel eyes that seemed unusually keen and +sparkling, and the smooth fair cheeks bore a rich scarlet tinge, +rather remarkable from the fact that their owner had danced until +three o'clock that morning. + +"Instead of impairing your complexion, late hours seem to increase +its brilliancy." + +"Regina, never dogmatize; it is a rash and unphilosophic habit that +leads you to ignore secondary causes. I have a fine colour to-day, +_ergo_ the 'German' is superior to any of the patent chemical +cosmetics? No such thing. I am tired enough in body to look just like +what I feel, that traditional Witch of Endor; but a stroke of +wonderful good fortune has so elated my spirits, that despite the +fatigue of outraged muscles and persecuted nerves, my exultant pride +and delight paint my cheeks in becoming tints. How puzzled you look! +You pretty, sober, solemn, demure blue-eyed Annunciation lily, is +there such a thing among flowers? If I tripped in the metaphor, +recollect that I am no adept in floriculture, only know which +blossoms look best on a velvet bonnet or a chip hat, and which dainty +leaves and petals laid upon my Lucretia locks make me most resemble +Hebe. Are you consumed by curiosity?" + +"Not quite; still I should like to know what good fortune has +rendered you so happy?" + +"Wait until Hattie is beyond hearing. Come, take away these dishes, +and be sure to eat every morsel of that omelette, for I would not +willingly mortify Octave's vanity. When you have regaled yourself +with it, show him the empty dish, tell him it was delicious, and that +I send thanks. Hattie, say to mamma I shall not be able to go out +to-day." + +"Miss Regina, I was told to tell you that you must dress for the +rehearsal, as Mrs. Palma will take you in the carriage." + +"Very well. I shall be ready, if go I must." + +"Bravo! How gracefully you break to harness! But when these Palmas +hold the bit, it would be idle to plunge, kick, or attempt to run. +They are for rebellious humanity, what Rarey was for unruly +horseflesh. Once no fiery colt of Ukraine blood more stubbornly +refused the bridle than I did; but Erle Palma smiled and took the +reins, and behold the metamorphosis! Did he command your attendance +at this 'Cantata'?" + +"Not exactly; but he said he would be displeased if I failed to +comply with Mrs. Brompton's request, because she was an old friend; +and moreover that Professor Hurtsel had said they really required my +voice for the principal solo." + +"Did it occur to you to threaten to break down entirely, burst into +tears, and disgrace things generally, if forced to sing before such +an audience? Pride is the only lever that will move him the billionth +fraction of an inch; and he would never risk the possibility of being +publicly mortified by his ward's failure. He dreads humiliation of +any kind, far more than cholera or Asiatic plague, or than even the +eternal loss of that infinitesimal microscopic bit of flint, which he +is pleased in facetious moments to call his soul." + +"Of course I could not threaten him; but I told him the distressing +truth, that I am very much afraid I shall fail if compelled to +attempt a solo in public, for I know the audience at Mrs. Brompton's +will be critical, and I feel extremely timid." + +"And he dared you--under penalty of his everlasting wrath--to break +down? Forbade you at your peril, to allow your frightened heart to +beat the long-roll, or the tattoo?" + +"No, though very positive, he was kind, and urged me to exert my +will; reminding me that the effort was in behalf of destitute +orphans, and that the charitable object should stimulate me." + +"Charity! Madame Roland incautiously blundered in her grand +apostrophe, hastily picked up the wrong word to fling at the heads of +her brutal tormentors. Had she lived in this year of grace, she would +certainly have said: 'Oh, Charity! how much hypocrisy is practised in +thy name!' How many grim and ghastly farces are enacted in thy +honour! Oh, Charity! heavenly maid! what solemn shameful shams are +masked beneath thy celestial garments? Of late this fashionable +amusement called 'Charity' has risen to the dignity of a fine art; +and old-fashioned Benevolence that did its holy work silently and +slyly in a corner, forbidding left hand to eavesdrop, or gossip with +right hand, would never recognize its gaudy, noisy, bustling modern +sister. Understand, it is not peculiar to our own great city,--is a +rank growth that flourishes all over America, possibly elsewhere. At +certain seasons, when it is positively wicked to eat chicken salad, +porter-house steak, and boned turkey, and when the thought of +attending the usual round of parties gives good people nightmare, and +sinful folks yet in the bonds of iniquity a prospective claim to the +pleasant and enticing style of future amusements which Orcagna +painted at Pisa, then Charity rushes to the rescue of _ennuied_ +society, and mercifully bids it give Calico Balls for a Foundling +Hospital, or _The Musicale_ for the benefit of a Magdalen Home, or a +Cantata and Refreshments to build a Sailors' Bethel, or help to +clothe and feed the destitute. A few ladies dash around in open +carriages and sell tickets, and somebody's daughters make ample +capital for future investments, as Charity Angels, by riding, +dancing, singing, and eating in becoming piquant costumes, for the +'benefit of the afflicted poor.'" + +"Oh, Olga! how unjustly severe you are! How exceedingly uncharitable! +How can you think so meanly of the people with whom you associate +intimately?" + +"I assure you I am not maligning 'our set,' only refer to a universal +tendency of this advancing age. I merely strip the outside rind, and +look at the kernel, and therefore I 'see the better, my dear,' +horrified little rustic Red Ridinghood! Now, you are quite in +earnest, and you trudge along carrying your alms to this poor old +Grandmother Charity; but before long you will have your eyes opened +roughly, and learn as I did that the dear pitiful grandmother is +utterly dead and gone; and the fangs and claws of the wolf will show +you which way your cake and honey went. A most voracious wolf, this +same Public Charity, and blessed with the digestion of an ostrich. +But go you to the Cantata, and sing your best, and if you happen to +fall at the feet of pretty little Cecile Brompton, you will hear in +the distance a subdued growl; the first note of the lupine fantasia +that inevitably awaits you. Oh! I wonder if ever this green earth +knew a time when hypocrisy and cant did not prowl even among the +young lambs, pasturing in innocence upon the 'thousand hills' of God? +It seems to me that cant cropped out in the first pair that ever were +born, and Cain has left an immense family. Cant everywhere, in +science and religion; in churches and in courts; cant among lawyers, +doctors, preachers; cant around the hearth; cant even around the +hearse. It is the carnival of cant, this age of ours, and heartily as +I despise it, I too have been duly noosed and collared, and taught +the buttery dialect, and I am meekly willing to confess myself 'born +thrall' of cant." + +Regina smiled and shook her head, and tossing her large strong white +hands restlessly over her pillow, Olga continued: + +"Indeed, I am desperately in earnest, and it is a melancholy truth +that Longfellow tells us: 'Things are not what they seem.' You appear +disinclined to believe that I am one of those 'whited sepulchres,' +outwardly fair and comely, but filled with unsavoury dust and ugly +grinning skulls? Life is a huge sham, and we are all masked puppets, +jumping grotesquely, just as the strongest hands pull the wires. +Regina, I have gone to and fro upon the earth long enough to learn +that the most acceptable present is never labelled advice; +nevertheless, I would fain warn your unsophisticated young soul +against some of the pitfalls into which I floundered, and got sadly +bruised. Never openly defy or oppose your apparent destiny, so long +as it is in the soft hands of that willow wand--your present +guardian. Strategy is better than fierce assault, bloodless cunning +than a gory pitched battle; Cambyses' cats took Pelusium more +successfully than the entire Persian army could have done, and the +head dresses Hannibal arranged for his oxen, delivered him from the +clutches of Fabius and the legions. In my ignorance of polite and +prudent tactics, I dashed into the conflict, yelled, clawed +(metaphorically, you understand), and fought like the Austrians at +Wagram; but of course came out always miserably beaten, with trailing +banners and many gaping wounds. Regina, you might just as well stand +below the Palisades, and fire at them with cartridges of boiled rice, +as make open fight with Erle Palma. Be wise and assume the appearance +of submission, no matter how stubbornly you are resolved not to give +up. Don't you know that Cilician geese outwit even the eagles? In +passing over Taurus, the geese always carry stones in their mouths, +and thus by bridling their gabbling tongues they safely cross the +mountain infested with eagles, without being discovered by their +foes. I commend to you the strategy of silence." + +"Do not counsel me to be insincere and deceitful. I consider it +dishonourable and contemptible." + +"Why will you persist in using words that have been out of style as +long as huge hoop-skirts, coal-scuttle bonnets, and long-tailed +frock-coats? Once, I know, ugly things and naughty ways were called +outright by their proper, exact names; but you should not forget that +the world is improving, and _nous avons change tout cela!_ + + 'We have that sort of courtesy about us, + We would not flatly call a fool a fool.' + +I daresay some benighted denizens of the remote rural districts might +be found, who still say 'tadpole,' whereas we know only that +embryonic batrachians exist: and it is just possible that in the +extreme western wilds a poor girl might rashly state that being +sleepy she intended 'going to bed,' which you must admit could be an +everlasting stigma and disgrace here, where all refined people merely +'retire;' leaving the curious world to conjecture whither,--into the +cabinet of a diplomatist, the confession box of a cathedral, the cell +of an anchorite, or to that very essential and comfortable piece of +household furniture which at this instant I fully appreciate, and +which the Romans kept in their _cubiculum_. Even in my childhood, +when I was soaped and rubbed and rinsed by my nurse, the place where +the daily ablution was performed was frankly called a bath-rub in a +bathroom; but now _creme de la creme_ know only 'lavatory.' Just so, +in the march of culture and reform, such vulgarly nude phrases as +'deceitful' have been taken forcibly to a popular tailor, and when +they are let loose on society again you never dream that you +meet anything but becomingly dressed 'policy;' and fashionable +'diplomacy' has hunted 'insincerity'--that other horrid remnant of +old-fogyism--as far away from civilization as are the lava beds of +the Modocs. If ghosts have risible faculties, how Machiavelli must +laugh, watching us from the Elysian Fields! Sometimes silence is +power; try it." + +"But is seems to me the line of conduct you advise is cowardly, and +that, I think, I could never be." + +"It is purely from ignorance that you fail to appreciate the valuable +social organon I want to teach you. Of course you have heard your +guardian quote Emerson? He is a favourite author with some who +frequent the classic halls of the 'Century;' but perhaps you do not +know that he has investigated 'Courage,' and thrown new light upon +that ancient and rare attribute of noble souls? Now, my dear, in +dealing with Erle Palma, if you desire to trim the lion's claws, and +crimp his mane, adopt the courage of silence." + +"Have you found it successful?" + +"Unfortunately I did not study Emerson early in life, else I night +have been saved many conflicts, and much useless bloodshed. Now I +begin to comprehend Tennyson's admonition, 'Knowledge comes, but +wisdom lingers,' and I generously offer to economize your school +fees, and give you the benefit of my dearly bought experience." + +"Thank you, Olga; but I would rather hear about the wonderful piece +of good fortune, of which you promised to tell me." + +"Ah, I had almost forgotten. Wonderful, glorious good fortune! The +price of Circassian skins has gone up in the matrimonial +slave-market." + +Regina laid aside her sewing, opened her eyes wider, and looked +perplexed. + +"You have not lived in moral Constantinople long enough to comprehend +the terms of traffic? You look like a stupid fawn, the first time the +baying of the hounds scares it from its quiet sleep on dewy moss and +woodland violets! Oh you fair pretty, innocent young thing! Why does +not some friendly hand strangle you right now, before the pack open +on your trial? You ought to be sewed up in white silk, and laid away +safely under marble, before the world soils and spoils you." + +For a moment a mist gathered in the bright eyes that rested so +compassionately, so affectionately on the girlish countenance beside +her, and then Olga continued in a lighter and more mocking tone: + +"Can you keep a secret?" + +"I think so. I will try." + +"Well, then, prepare to envy me. Until yesterday I was poor Olga +Neville, with no heritage but my slender share of good looks, and my +ample dower of sound pink and white, strawberry and cream flesh, +symmetrically spread over a healthy osseous structure. Perhaps you do +not know (yet it would be remarkable if some gossip has not told you) +that poor mamma was sadly cheated in her second marriage; and after +bargaining with Mammon never collected her pay, and was finally cut +off with a limited annuity which ceases at her death. My own poor +father left nothing of this world's goods, consequently I am +unprovided for. We have always been generously and kindly cared for, +well fed, and handsomely clothed by Mr. Erle Palma, who, justice +constrains me to say, in all that pertains to our physical +well-being, has been almost lavish to both of us. But for some years +I have lost favour in his eyes, have lived here as it were on +sufferance, and my bread of late has not been any sweeter than the +ordinary batch of charity loaves. Yesterday I was a pensioner on his +bounty, but the god of this world's riches--_i.e._, Plutus--in +consideration no doubt of my long and faithful worship at his altars, +has suddenly had compassion upon me, and to-day I am prospectively +one of the richest women in New York. Now do you wonder that +Circassia is so jubilant?" + +"Do you mean that some one has died, and left you a fortune?" + +"Oh no! you idiotic cherub! No such heavenly blessing as that. Plutus +is even shrewder than a Wall Street broker, and has a sharp eye to +his own profits. I mean that at last, after many vexatious and +grievous failures, I am promised a most eligible alliance, the +highest market price. Mr. Silas Congreve has offered me his real +estate, his stocks of various kinds, his villa at Newport, and his +fine yacht. Congratulate me." + +"He gives them to you? Adopts and makes you his heiress? How very +good and kind of him, and I am so glad to hear it." + +"He offers to many me, you stupid dove!" + +"Not that Mr. Congreve who dined here last week, and who is so deaf?" + +"That same veritable Midas. You must know he is not deaf from age; oh +no! Scarlet fever when he was teething." + +"You do not intend to marry him?" + +"Why not? Do you suppose I have gone crazy, and lost the power of +computing rents and dividends? Are people ever so utterly mad as +that? If I were capable of hesitating a moment, I should deserve a +strait-jacket for the remainder of my darkened days. Why, I am +reliably informed that his property is unencumbered, and worth at +least two millions three hundred thousand dollars! I think even dear +mamma, who mother-like overrates my charms, never in her rosiest +visions dreamed I could command such a high price. The slave trade +is looking up once more; threatens to grow brisk, in spite of +Congressional prohibition." + +She sat quite erect, with her hands clasped across the back of her +head; a crimson spot burning on each cheek, and an unnatural lustre +in her laughing eyes. + +"Olga, do you love him?" + +"Now I am sure you are the identical white pigeon that Noah let out +of the ark; for nothing less antediluvian could ask such obsolete, +such utterly dead and buried questions! I love dearly and sincerely +rich laces, old wines, fine glass, heavy silver, blooded horses fast +and fiery, large solitaires, rare camei; and all these comfortable +nice little things I shall truly honour, and tenaciously cling to, +'until death us do part,' and as Mrs. Silas Congreve--hush! Here +comes mamma." + +"Olga, why are you not up and dressed? You accepted the invitation to +'lunch' with Mrs. St. Clare, and what excuse can I possibly frame?" + +"I have implicit faith in your ingenuity, and give you _carte +blanche_ in the manufacture of an apology." + +"And my conscience, Olga?" + +"Oh dear! Has it waked up again? I thought you had chloroformed it, +as you did the last spell of toothache a year ago. I hope it is not a +severe attack this time?" + +She took her mother's hand, and kissed it lightly. + +"My daughter, are you really sick?" + +"Very, mamma; such fits of palpitation." + +"I never saw you look better. I shall tell no stories for you to Mrs. +St. Clare." + +"Cruel mamma! when you know how my tender maidenly sensibilities are +just now lacerated by the signal success of such patient manoeuvring! +Tell Mrs. St. Clare that like the man in the Bible who could not +attend the supper, because he had married a wife, I stayed at home to +ponder my brilliant prospects as Madame Silas----" + +"Olga!" exclaimed Mrs. Palma, with a warning gesture toward Regina. + +"Do you think I could hide my bliss from her? She knows the honour +proffered me, and has promised to keep the secret." + +"Until the gentleman had received a positive and final acceptance, I +should imagine such confidence premature." + +Mrs. Palma spoke sternly, and withdrew her fingers from her +daughter's clasp. + +"As if there were even a ghost of a doubt as to the final acceptance! +As if I dared play this heavy fish an instant, with such a frail +line? Ah, mamma! don't tease me by such tactics! I am but an +insignificant mouse, and you and Mr. Congreve are such a grim pair of +cats, that I should never venture the faintest squeak. Don't roll me +under your velvet paws, and pat me playfully, trying to arouse false +hopes of escape, when all the while you are resolved to devour me +presently. Don't! I am a wiry mouse, proud and sensitive, and some +mice, it is said, will not permit insult added to injury." + +"Regina, are you ready? I shall take you to Mrs. Brompton's, and it +is quite time to start." + +Mrs. Palma looked impatiently at Regina, and as the latter rose to +get her hat and wrappings from her own room, she saw the mother lean +over the pillows, saw also that the white arms of the girl were +quickly thrown up around her neck. + +Soon after, she heard the front door-bell ring, and when she started +down the steps, Olga called from her room: + +"Come in. Mamma has to answer a note before she leaves home. When you +go down, please ask Terry to give a half-bottle of that white wine +with the bronze seal to Octave, and tell him to make and send up to +me as soon as possible a wine-chocolate. Mrs. Tarrant's long-promised +grand affair comes off to-night, and I must build myself up for the +occasion." + +"Are you feverish, Olga? Your cheeks are such a brilliant scarlet?" + +"Only the fever of delicious excitement, which all young ladies of my +sentimental temperament are expected to indulge, when assured that +the perilous voyage of portionless maidenhood is blissfully ended in +the comfortable harbour of affluent matrimony. Does that feel like +ordinary fever?" + +She put out her large well-formed hand, and, clasping it between her +own, Regina exclaimed: + +"How very cold! You are ill, or worse still, you are unhappy. Your +heart is not in this marriage." + +"My heart? It is only an automatic contrivance for propelling the +blood through my system, and so long as it keeps me in becoming +colour, I have no right to complain. The theory of hearts entering +into connubial contracts, is as effete as Stahl's Phlogiston! One of +the wisest and wittiest of living authors, recognizing the drift of +the age, offers to supply a great public need, by--'A new proposition +and suited to the tendencies of modern civilization, namely, to +establish a universal Matrimonial Agency, as well ordered as the +Bourse of Paris, and the London Stock Exchange. What is more useful +and justifiable than a Bourse for affairs? Is not marriage an affair? +Is anything else considered in it but the proper proportions? Are not +these proportions values capable of rise and fall, of valuation and +tariff? People declaim against marriage brokers. What else, I pray +you, are the good friends, the near relations who take tie field, +except obliging, sometimes official brokers?' Now, Regina, 'M. +Graindorge,' who makes this proposal to the Parisian world, has lived +long in America, and doubtless received his inspiration in the United +States. Hearts? We modern belles compress our hearts, as the Chinese +do their feet, until they become numb and dwarfed; and some even +roast theirs before the fires of Moloch until they resemble human +_pate de foie gras_. There are a great many valuable truths taught us +in the ancient myths, and for rugged unvarnished wisdom commend me to +the Scandinavian. Did you ever read the account of Iduna's captivity +in the castle of Thiassi in Joetunheim?" + +"I never did, and what is more, I never will, if it teaches people to +think as harshly of the world as you seem to do." + +"You sweet, simple blue-eyed dunce! How shamefully your guardian +neglects your education! Never even heard of the Ellewomen? Why, they +compose the most brilliant society all over the world. Iduna was a +silly creature, with a large warm heart, and loved her husband +devotedly; and in order to cure her of this arrant absurd folly she +was carried away and shut up with the Ellewomen, very fair creatures +always smiling sweetly. The more bitterly the foolish young wife wept +and implored their pity, the more pleasantly they smiled at her; and +when she examined them closely she found that despite their beauty +they were quite hollow, were made with no hearts at all, and could +compassionate no one. I have an abiding faith that they had Borgia +hair, hazel eyes, red lips, and sloping white shoulders just like +mine. They have peopled the world; a large colony settled in this +country, we are nearly all Ellewomen now, and you are an ignorant, +wretched little Iduna, _minus_ the apples, and must get rid of your +heart at once, in order to smile constantly as we do." + +"Olga, don't libel yourself and society so unmercifully. Don't marry +Mr. Congreve. Think how horrible it must be to spend all your life +with a man whom you do not love!" + +"I assure you, that will form no part either of his programme, or of +mine. I shall have my 'societies' (charitable, of course), my daily +drives, my 'Luncheons,' and box the opera with occasional supper at +Delmonico's; and Mr. Congreve will have his Yacht affairs, and Wall +Street 'corners' to look after, and will of course spend the majority +of his evenings at that fascinating 'Century,' which really is the +only thing that your quartz-souled guardian cherishes any affection +for." + +"But Mr. Palma is not married, and when you are Mr. Congreve's wife, +of course instead of going to his club, your husband will expect to +remain at home with you." + +"That might be possible in the old-fashioned parsonage where you +imbibed so many queer outlandish doctrines; but I do assure you, we +have quite outgrown such an intolerable orthodox system of penance. +The less married people see of each other these days, the fewer +scalps dangle around the hearthstone. The customs of the matrimonial +world have changed since that distant time when sacrificing to Juno +as the Goddess of Wedlock, the gall was so carefully extracted from +the victim and thrown behind the altar; implying that in married life +all anger and bitterness should be exterminated. If Tacitus could +revisit this much-civilized world of the nineteenth century, I wonder +if he could find a nation who would tempt him to repeat what he once +wrote concerning the sanctity of marriage among the Germans? 'There +vice is not laughed at, and corruption is not called the fashion.' +Mr. Silas Congreve is much too enlightened to prefer his slippers at +home to his place at the club. As for sitting up as a rival in the +'Century,' female vanity never soared to so sublime a height of +folly! and if Erle Palma were married forty times, his darling club +would still hold the first place in his flinty affections. It must +be a most marvellously attractive place, that bewitching 'Century,' +to magnetize so completely the iron of his nature. I have my +suspicion that one reason why the husbands cling so fondly to its +beloved precincts is because it corresponds in some respects to the +wonderful 'Peacestead' of the AEsir, whose strongest law was that 'no +angry blow should be struck, and no spiteful word spoken within its +limits.' Hence it is a tempting retreat from the cyclones and +typhoons that sometimes sing among a man's Lares and Penates. In view +of my own gilded matrimonial future, I reverently salute my ally--the +'Century!' There! Mamma calls you. Go trill like a canary at the +Cantata, and waste no sighs on the smiling Ellewoman you leave behind +you. Tell Octave to hurry my wine-chocolate." + +She drew the girl to her, looked at her with sparkling merry eyes, +and kissed her softly on each cheek. + +When Regina reached the door and looked back, she saw that Olga had +thrown herself face downward on the bed, and the hands were clasped +above the tanged mass of ruddy hair. + +During the drive, Mrs. Palma was unusually cheerful, almost +loquacious, and her companion attributed the agreeable change in her +generally reticent manner to maternal pride and pleasure in the +contemplated alliance of her only child. + +No reference was made to the subject, and when they reached Mrs. +Brompton's, Regina was not grieved to learn that the rehearsal had +been postponed until he following day, in consequence of the sickness +of Professor Hurtzsel. + +"Then Farley must take you home, after I get out at Mrs. St. Clare's. +The carriage can return for me about four o'clock." + +"That will not be necessary. I wish to go and see Mrs. Mason, who has +been out of town since July, and I can very easily walk. She has +changed her lodgings." + +"Have you consulted Erle on the subject?" + +"No, ma'am; but I do not think he would object." + +"At least it would be best to obtain his permission, for only last +week when you stayed so long at that floral establishment, he said he +should forbid your going out alone. Wait till to-morrow." + +"To-morrow I shall have no time, and all my studies are over for +to-day. Why should he care? He allows me to go to Mrs. Mason's in the +carriage." + +"It is entirely your own affair, but my advice is to consult him. At +this hour he is probably in his office; drive down and see him, and +if he consents, then go. Here is Mrs. St. Clare's. Farley, take Miss +Orme to Mr. Palma's office, and be sure you are back here at +half-past three. Don't keep me waiting." + +Never before had Regina gone to the law-office, and to-day she very +reluctantly followed the unpalatable advice; but the urgency of Mrs. +Palma's manner constrained obedience. When the carriage stopped, she +went in, feeling uncomfortable and embarrassed, and secretly hoping +that her guardian was absent. At a large desk near the door sat a +young man intently copying some papers, and as the visitor entered, +he rose and stared. "Is Mr. Palma here?" + +"He will be in a few moments. Take a seat." + +Hoping to escape before his return, she said hastily: "I have not +time to wait. Can you give me a pencil and piece of paper? I wish to +leave a note." + +There were two desks in the apartment, but glancing at their dusty +appearance, and then at the dainty pearl-tinted gloves of the +stranger, the young man answered hesitatingly: + +"You will find writing materials on the desk in the next room. The +door is not locked." + +She hurried in, sat down before the desk where a number of papers +were loosely scattered, and took up a pen lying near a handsome +bronze inkstand. + +How should she commence? She had never written him a line, and felt +perplexed. While debating whether she should say Dear Mr. Palma or My +Dear Guardian, her eyes wandered half unconsciously about the +apartment, until they were arrested by a large portrait hanging over +the mantlepiece. It was a copy of the picture her mother had directed +to be painted by Mr. Harcourt, and which had been sent to Europe. + +This copy differed in some respects from the original portrait; Hero +had been entirely omitted, and in the hands of the painted girl were +clusters of beautiful snowy lilies. + +Surprised and gratified that he deemed her portrait worthy of a place +in his office, she hastily wrote on a sheet of legal cap: + + "DEAR MR. PALMA,--Having no engagements until to-morrow, I wish + to spend the afternoon with Mrs. Mason, who has removed to No. + 900, East ---- Street, but Mrs. Palma advised me to ask your + permission. Hoping that you will not object to my making the + visit, without having waited to see you, I am, + + "Very respectfully + Your ward, + REGINA ORME." + +Leaving it open on the desk, where he could not fail to see it, she +glanced once more at the portrait, and hurried away, fearful of being +intercepted ere she reached the carriage. + +"Drive to No. 900, East ---- Street." + +The carriage had not turned the neighbouring corner, when Mr. Palma +leisurely approached his office door, with his thoughts intent upon +an important will case, which was creating much interest and +discussion among the members of the Bar, and which in an appeal form +he had that day consented to argue before the Supreme Court. As he +entered the front room, the clerk looked up. + +"Stuart, has Elliott brought back the papers?" + +"Not yet, sir. There was a young lady here a moment ago. Did you meet +her?" + +"No. What was her business?" + +"She did not say. Asked for you, and would not wait." + +"What name?" + +"Did not give any. Think she left a note on your desk. She was the +loveliest creature I ever looked at." + +"My desk? Hereafter in my absence allow no one to enter my private +office. I did not consider it necessary to caution you, or inform you +that my desk is not public property, but designed for my exclusive +service. In future when I am out keep that door locked. Step around +to Fitzgerald's and get that volume of Reports he borrowed last +week." The young man coloured, picked up his hat, and disappeared; +and the lawyer walked into his sanctum and approached his desk. + +Seating himself in the large revolving chair, his eyes fell instantly +upon the long sheet, with the few lines traced in a delicate feminine +hand. + +Over his cold face swept a marvellous change, strangely softening its +outlines and expression. He examined the writing curiously, taking +off his glasses and holding the paper close to his eyes; and he +detected the alteration in the "Dear," which had evidently been +commenced as "My." + +Laying it open before him, he took the pen, wrote "my" before the +"dear," and drawing a line through the "Regina Orme," substituted +above it "Lily." + +In her haste she had left on the desk one glove, and her small ivory +_porte-monnaie_ which her mother had sent from Rome. + +He took up the little pearl-grey kid, redolent of Lubin's "violet," +and spread out the almost childishly small fingers on his own broad +palm, which suddenly closed over it like a vice; then with a half +smile of strange tenderness, in which all the stony sternness of lips +and chin seemed steeped and melted, he drew the glove softly, +caressingly over his bronzed cheek. + +Pressing the spring of the purse, it opened and showed him two small +gold dollars, and a five dollar bill. In another compartment, wrapped +in tissue paper, was a small bunch of pressed violets, tied with a +bit of blue sewing silk. Upon the inside of the paper was written: + +"Gathered at Agra. April 8th, 18--." + +He knew Mr. Lindsay's handwriting, and his teeth closed firmly as he +refolded the paper, and put the purse and glove in the inside breast +pocket of his coat. Placing the note in an envelope, he addressed it +to "Erle Palma," and locked it up in a private drawer. + +Raising his brilliant eyes to the lovely girlish face on the wall, he +said slowly, sternly: + +"My Lily, and she shall be broken, and withered, and laid to rest in +Greenwood, before any other man's hand touches hers. My Lily, housed +sacredly in my bosom; blooming only in my heart." + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +Dismissing the carriage at the corner of the square, near which she +expected to find Mrs. Mason located in more comfortable lodging, +Regina walked on until she found the building of which she was in +quest, and rang the bell. It was situated in a row of plain, +unpretending but neat tenement houses, kept thoroughly repaired; and +the general appearance of the neighbourhood indicated that the +tenants though doubtless poor were probably genteel, and had formerly +been in more affluent circumstances. + +The door was opened by a girl apparently half grown, who stated that +Mrs. Mason had rented the basement rooms, and that her: visitors were +admitted through the lower entrance, as a different set of lodgers +had the next floor. She offered to show Regina the way, and knocking +at the basement door, the girl suddenly remembered that she had seen +Mrs. Mason visiting at the house directly opposite. + +"Wait, miss, and I will run across and call her." + +While standing at the lower door, and partly screened by the flight +of steps leading to the rooms above, Regina saw a figure advancing +rapidly along the sidewalk, a tall figure whose graceful carriage was +unmistakable; and as the person ran up the steps of the next house in +the row, and impatiently pulled the bell, Regina stepped forward and +looked up. + +A gust of wind just then blew aside the thick brown veil that +concealed the countenance, and showed for an instant only the +strongly marked yet handsome profile of Olga Neville. + +The door opened; her low inaudible question was answered in the +affirmative, and Olga was entering, when the skirt of her dress was +held by a projecting nail, and in disengaging it, she caught a +glimpse of the astonished countenance beneath the steps. She paused, +leaned over the balustrade, threw up both hands with a warning +gesture, then laid her finger on her lips, and hurried in, closing +the door behind her. + +"The lady says Mrs. Mason was there, but left her about a quarter of +an hour ago. What name shall I give when she comes home?" + +"Tell her Regina Orme called, and was very sorry she missed seeing +her. Say I will try to come again on Sunday afternoon, if the weather +is good. Who lives in the next house?" + +"A family named Eggleston. I hear they sculp and paint for a living. +Good-day, miss. I won't forget to tell the old lady you called." + +Walking leisurely homeward, Regina felt sorely perplexed in trying to +reconcile Olga's plea of indisposition and her lingering in bed, with +this sudden appearance in that distant quarter of the city, and her +evident desire to conceal her face, and to secure silence with regard +to the casual meeting. Was Mrs. Palma acquainted with her daughter's +movements, or was the girl's nervous excitement of the morning +indirectly connected with some mystery, of which the mother did not +even dream? That some adroitly hidden sorrow was the secret spring of +Olga's bitterness toward Mr. Palma, and the unfailing source of her +unjust and cynical railings against that society into which she +plunged with such inconsistent recklessness, Regina had long +suspected; and her conjecture was strengthened by the stony +imperturbability with which her guardian received the sarcasms often +aimed at him. Whatever the solution, delicacy forbade all attempts to +lift the veil of concealment, and resolving to banish unfavourable +suspicion concerning a woman to whom she had become sincerely +attached, Regina directed her steps toward one of the numerous small +parks that beautify the great city, and furnish breathing and +gambolling space for the helpless young innocents, who are debarred +all other modes of "airing," save such as are provided by the noble +munificence of New York. The day, though cold, was very bright, the +sky a cloudless grey-blue, the slanting beams of the sun filling the +atmosphere with gold-dust; and in crossing the square to gain the +street beyond Regina was attracted by a group of children romping +along the walk, and laughing gleefully. + +One a toddling wee thing, with a scarlet cloak that swept the ground, +and a hood of the same warm tint drawn over her curly yellow hair and +dimpled round face, had fallen on the walk, unheeded by her +boisterous companions, and becoming entangled in the long garment +could not get up again. Pausing to lift the little creature to her +feet, and restore the piece of cake that had escaped from the chubby +hand, Regina stood smiling sympathetically at the sport of the larger +children, and wondering whether all those rosy-cheeked "olive +branches" clustered around one household altar. + +At that moment a heavy hand was placed on her shoulder, and turning +she saw at her side a powerful man, thick set in stature, and whose +clothing was worn and soiled. Beneath a battered hat drawn +suspiciously low she discerned a swarthy, flushed, saturnine +countenance, which had perhaps once been attractive, before the seal +of intemperance marred and stained its lineament. Somewhere she +certainly had seen that dark face, and a sensation of vague terror +seized her. + +"Regina, it is about time you should meet and recognize me." + +The voice explained all; she knew the man whom Hannah bad met in the +churchyard on the evening of the storm. + +She made an effort to shake off his hand, but it closed firmly upon +her, and he asked: + +"Do you know who I am?" + +"Your name is Peleg, and you are a wicked man, an enemy of my +mother." + +"The same, I do not deny it. But recollect I am also your father." + +She stared almost wildly at him, and her face blanched and quivered +as she uttered a cry of horror. + + +"It is false! You are not--you never could have been! You--Oh! +never--never!" + +So terrible was the thought that she staggered, and sank down on an +iron seat, covering her face with her hands. + +"This comes of separating father and child, and rising you above your +proper place in the world. Your mother taught you to hate me, I knew +she would; but I have waited as long as I can bear it, and I intend +to assert my rights. Who do you suppose is your father? Whose child +did she say you were?" + +"She never told me, but I know--O God, have mercy upon me! You cannot +be my father! It would kill me to believe it!" + +She shuddered violently, and when he attempted to put his hand on +hers, she drew back and cried out, almost fiercely: + +"Don't touch me! If you dare, I will scream for a policeman." + +"Very well, as soon as you please, and when he comes I will explain +to him that you arc my daughter; and if necessary I will carry you +both to the spot where you were born, and prove the fact. Do you know +where you were born? I guess Minnie did not see fit to tell you that, +either. Well, in was in that charity hospital on ---- Street, and I +can tell you the year, and the day of the month. My child, you might +at least pity, and not insult your poor unhappy father." + +Could it be possible after all? Her head swam; her heart seemed +bursting; her very soul sickened, as she tried to realize all that +his assertion implied. What could he expect to accomplish by such a +claim, unless he intended, and felt fully prepared, to establish it +by irrefragable facts? + +"My girl, your mother deserted me before you were born, and has never +dared to let you know the truth. She is living in disguise in Europe, +under an assumed name, and only last week I found out her +whereabouts. She calls herself Mrs. Orme now, and has turned actress. +She was born one; she has played a false part all her life. Do you +think your name is Orme? My dear child, it is untrue, and I, Peleg +Peterson, am your father." + +"No, no! My mother, my beautiful, refined mother never, never could +have loved you! Oh! it is too horrible! Go away, please go away! or I +shall go mad." + +She bound her hands tightly across her eyes, shutting out the +loathsome face, and in the intensity of her agony and dread she +groaned aloud. If it were true, could she hear it, and live? What +would Mr. Lindsay think, if he could see that coarse brutal man +claiming her as his daughter? What would her haughty guardian say, if +he who so sedulously watched over her movements, and fastidiously +chose her associates, could look upon her now? + +Born in a. hospital, owning that repulsive countenance there beside +her as parent? + +Heavy cold drops oozed out, and glistened on her brow, and she +shivered from head to foot, rocking herself to and fro. + +Almost desperate as she thought of the mysterious circumstances that +seemed to entangle her mother as in some inextricable net, the girl +suddenly started up, and exclaimed: + +"It is a fraud, a wicked fraud, or you would never have left me so +long in peace. My father was, must have been, a gentleman; I know, I +feel it! You are--you--Save me, O Lord in heaven, from such a curse +as that!" + +He grasped her arm and hissed: + +"I am poor and obscure, it is true; but Peterson is better than no +name at all, and if you are not my child, then you have no name. That +is all; take your choice." + +What a pall settled on earth and sky! The sun shining so brightly in +the west grew black, and a shadow colder and darker than death seized +her soul. Was it the least of alternate horrors to accept this man, +acknowledging his paternal claim, and thereby defend her mother's +name? How the lovely sad face of that young mother rose like a star, +gilding all this fearful blackness; and her holy abiding faith in her +mother proved a strengthening angel in this Gethsemane. + +Rallying, she forced herself to look steadily at her companion. + +"You say that your name is Peleg Peterson; why did you never come +openly to the parsonage and claim me? I know that my mother was +married in that house, by Mr. Hargrove." + +"Because I never could find out where you were hid away, until my +aunt, Hannah Hinton, told me the week before the great storm. Then +she promised me the marriage license, which she had found in a desk +at the parsonage, on condition that I would not disturb you; as she +thought you were happy and well-cared for, and would be highly +educated, and I was too miserably poor to give you any advantages. +You know the license was burned by lightning, else I would show it to +you." + +"Proving that you are my mother's legal husband?" + +"Certainly, else what use do you suppose I had for it." + +"Oh no! You intended to sell it. Hannah told me so." + +"No such thing. Minnie does not want to own me now, and I intended to +show the license to the father of the man for whom she deserted both +you and me. She has followed him to Europe, though she knows he is a +married man." + +"It is false! How dare you! You shall not slander her dear name. My +mother could never have done that! There is some foul conspiracy to +injure her; not another word against her! No matter what may have +happened, no matter how dark and strange things look, she was not to +blame. She is right, always right; I know, I feel it! I tell you, if +the sun and the stars, and the very archangels in heaven accused her, +I would not listen, I would not believe--no--never! She is my mother, +do you hear me? She is my mother, and God's own angels would go +astray as soon as she!" + +She looked as white and rigid as a corpse twelve hours dead, and her +large defiant eyes burned with a supernatural lustre. + +He comprehended the nature with which he had to deal, and after a +pause, said sullenly: + +"Minnie does not deserve such a child, and it is hard that you, my +own flesh and blood, refuse to recognize me. Regina, I am desperately +poor, or I would take you now, forcibly if necessary; and if Minnie +dared deny my claim, I would publish the facts in a court of justice. +Even your guardian is deceived, and many things would come to light, +utterly disgraceful to you, and to your father and mother. But at +present I cannot take care of you, and I am in need, actual need. +Will my child see her own father want bread and clothing, and refuse +to assist him? Can you not contribute something toward my support, +until I can collect some money due me? If you can help me a little +now, I will try to be patient, and leave you where you are, in luxury +and peace; at least till I can hear from Minnie, to whom I have +written." + +"Why do you not go at once to my guardian, and demand me?" + +"If you wish it I will, before sunset. Come, I am ready. But when I +do, the facts will be blazoned to the world, and you and Minnie and I +shall all go down together in disgrace and ruin. If you are willing +to drag all the shameful history into the papers, I am ready now." + +He rose, but she shrank away, and putting her hand in her pocket, +became aware of the loss of her purse. Had she been robbed, or had +she dropped her _porte-monnaie_ in the carriage? + +"I have not a cent with me. I have lost my purse since I left home." + +She saw the gloomy scowl that lowered on his brow. "When can you give +me some money? Mind, it must not be known that I am literally +begging. I am as proud, my daughter, as you are, and if people find +out that I am getting alms from you, I shall explain that it is from +my own child I receive aid." + +A feeble gleam of hope stole across her soul, and rapidly she +reflected on the best method of escape. + +"I have very little money, but to-morrow I will send you through the +post office every cent I possess. How shall I address it?" + +He shook his head. + +"That would not satisfy me. I want to see you again, to look at your +sweet face. Do you think I do not love my child? Meet me here this +time to-morrow." + +Each word smote like pelting hailstones, and he saw all her loathing +printed on her face. + +"I have an engagement that may detain me beyond this hour; but if I +live, I will be as punctual as circumstances permit." + +"If you tell Palma you have seen me, he must know everything, for +Minnie has hired him to help her deceive you and the world, and all +the while she has kept the truth from him. Shrewd as he is, she has +completely duped him. If he learns you have been with me, I shall +unmask everything; and when he washes his hands of you and your +mother, I will take you where you shall never lay your eyes again on +the two who have taught you to hate me--Minnie and Palma. My child, +do you understand me?" + +She shuddered as he leaned toward her, and stepping back, she +answered resolutely: + +"That threat will prove very effectual. I will meet you here, +bringing the little money I have, and will keep this awful day a +secret from all but God, who never fails to protect the right." + +"You promise that?" + +"What else is left me? My guardian shall know nothing from me until I +can hear from my mother, to whom I shall write this night. Do not +detain me. My absence will excite suspicion." + +"Good-bye, my daughter." + +He held out his hand. + +She looked at him, and her lips writhed as she tried to contemplate +for an instant the bare possibility that after all he might be her +parent. She forced herself to hold out her left hand which was +gloved, but he had scarcely grasped her fingers, when she snatched +them back, turned and darted away, while he called after her: + +"This time to-morrow. Don't fail." + +The glory of the world, and the light of her young life had suddenly +been extinguished, and fearful spectres vague and menacing thronged +the future. Death appeared a mere trifle in comparison with the +lifelong humiliation, perhaps disgrace, that was in store for her; +and bitterly she demanded of fate, why she had been reared so +tenderly, so delicately, in an atmosphere of honour and refinement, +if destined to fall at last into the hands of that coarse vicious +man? The audacity of his claim almost overwhelmed her faint hope that +some infamous imposture was being practised at her expense; and the +severity of the shock, the intensity of her mental suffering, +rendered her utterly oblivious of everything else. + +At another time she would doubtless have heard and recognized a +familiar step that followed her from the moment she quitted the +square; but to-day, almost stupefied, she hurried along the pavement, +mechanically turning the corners, looking neither to right nor left. + +Fifth Avenue was a long way off, and it was late in the afternoon +when she reached home, and ran up to her own room, anxious to escape +observation. + +Hattie was arranging some towels on the washstand, and turning +around, exclaimed: + +"Good gracious, miss! You are as white as the coverlid on the bed! I +guess something has happened?" + +"I am not well. I am tired, so tired. Have they all come home?" + +"Yes, and there will be company to dinner. Two gentlemen, Terry said. +Are you going to wear that dress?" + +"I don't want any dinner. If they ask for me, tell Mrs. Palma I feel +very badly, and that I beg she will excuse me. Where is Olga?" + +"Busy trimming her overskirt with flowers. You know Mrs. Tarrant +gives her ball to-night, and Miss Olga says she has saved herself, +rested all day, to be fresh for it. Lou-Lou has just come to dress +her hair. What a pity you can't go too, you look quite old enough. +Miss Olga has such a gay, splendid time." + +"I do not want to go. I only wish I could lie down and sleep for +ever. Shut the door, and ask them all please to let me alone this +evening." + +How the richness of the furniture and the elegance that prevailed +throughout this house mocked the threadbare raiment and +poverty-stricken aspect of the man who threatened to drag her down to +his own lower plane of life and association? Her innate pride, and +her cultivated fondness for all beautiful objects, rebelled at the +picture which her imagination painted in such sombre hues, and with a +bitter cry of shame and dread she bowed her head against the marble +mantlepiece. + +For many years she had known that some unfortunate cloud hung over +her own and her mother's history, but faith in the latter, and a +perfect trust in the wisdom and goodness of Mr. Hargrove, had +encouraged her in every previous hour of disquiet and apprehension. +Until to-day the positive and hideous ghoul of disgrace had never +actually confronted her, and with the intuitive hopefulness of youth, +she had waved aside all forebodings, believing that at the proper +time her mother would satisfactorily explain the necessity for the +mystery of her conduct. Was Mr. Lindsay acquainted with some terrible +trouble that threatened her future when in bidding her farewell he +had said he would gladly shield her, were it possible, from trials +that he foresaw would be her portion? + +Did he know all, and would he love her less, if that bold bad man +should prove his paternal claim to her? Her father! As she tried to +face the possibility, it was with difficulty that she smothered a +passionate cry, and throwing herself across the foot of the bed, +buried her face in her hands. + +If she could only run away and go to India, where Mr. Lindsay would +shield, pity, and love her! How gratefully she thought of him at this +juncture,--how noble, tender, and generous he had always been! what a +haven of safety and rest his presence would be now! + +As a very dear brother she had ever regarded him, for her affection, +though intense and profound, was as entirely free from all taint of +sentimentality, as that which she entertained for his mother; and her +pure young heart had never indulged a feeling that could have +coloured her cheek with confusion had the world searched its +recesses. + +Were Douglass accessible, she would unhesitatingly have sprung into +his protecting arms, as any suffering young sister might have done, +and, fully unburdening her soul, would have sought brotherly counsel; +but in his absence, to whom was it possible for her to turn? + +To her guardian? As she thought of his fastidious overweening pride, +his haughty scorn of everything plebeian, his detestation of all that +appertained to the ranks of the ill-bred, a keen pang of almost +intolerable shame darted through her heart, and a burning tide surged +over her cheeks, painting them fiery scarlet. Would he accord her the +shelter of his roof, were he aware of all that had occurred that day? + +She started up, prompted by a sudden impulse to seek him and divulge +everything; to ask how much was true, to demand that he would send +her at once to her mother. + +Perhaps he could authoritatively deny that man's statements, and +certainly he was far too prudent to assume guardianship of a girl +whose real parentage was unknown to him. + +Implicit confidence in his wisdom and friendship, and earnest +gratitude for the grave kindness of his conduct toward her since she +became an inmate of his house, had gradually displaced the fear and +aversion that formerly influenced her against him; and just now the +only comfort she could extract from any quarter arose from the +reflection that in every emergency Mr. Palma would protect her from +harm and insult, until he could place her under her mother's care. + +Two years of daily association had taught her to appreciate the +sternness and tenacity of his purpose, and his stubborn iron will, so +often dreaded before, now became a source of consolation, a tower of +refuge to which in extremity she could retreat. + +But if she were indeed the low-born girl that man had dared to +assert, and Mr. Palma should learn that he had been deceived, how +could she ever meet his coldly contemptuous eyes? + +Some one tapped at the door, but she made no response, hoping she +might be considered asleep. Mrs. Palma came in, groping her way. + +"Why have you not a light?" + +"I did not need one. I only wanted to be quiet." + +"Where are the matches?" + +"On the mantlepiece." + +Mrs. Palma lighted the gas, then came to the bed. + +"Regina, are you ill, that you obstinately absent yourself when you +know there is company to dinner?" + +"I feel very badly indeed, and I hoped you would excuse me." + +"Have you fever? You seemed very well when I parted from you at Mrs. +St. Clare's door." + +"No fever, I think; but I felt unable to go downstairs. I shall be +better to-morrow." + +"Erle desired me to say that he wishes to see you this evening, and +you must come down to the library about nine o'clock. He has gone to +his office, and you know he will be displeased if you fail to obey +him." + +"Please, Mrs. Palma, tell him I am not able. Ask him to excuse me +this evening. Intercede for me, will you not?" + +"Oh! I never interfere when Erle gives an order. Beside, I shall not +see him again before midnight. I am going with Olga to Mrs. +Tarrant's, and must leave home quite early because I promised to call +for Melissa Gardner and chaperon her. Of course she will not be +ready, young ladies never are, and we shall have to wait. It is only +eight o'clock now, and an hour's sleep will refresh you. I will +direct Hattie to call you, when your guardian comes in. Do you +require any medicine? You do look very badly." + +"Only rest, I think. Can't you persuade Mr. Palma to go to the party, +or ball, or whatever it may be?" + +"He has promised to drop in, toward the close of the evening and +escort us home. Quite a compliment to Mrs. Tarrant, for Erle rarely +deigns to honour such entertainments; but her husband is a prominent +lawyer, and a college friend of Erle's. Good-night." + +She went out, closing the door softly, and Regina felt more desolate +than ever. Was Mr. Palma displeased, because she had gone visiting +without waiting for his consent? If she had been more patient, might +not this fearful discovery have been averted? Was her sorrow part of +the wages of her disobedient haste? + +What had become of her purse? How could she without exciting +suspicion obtain the money she had so positively promised? + +She rang the bell, and sent Hattie to request Farley to examine the +carriage, and see if she had not dropped her _porte-monnaie_ into +some of its crevices. It was a long time before the servant returned, +alleging in excuse that she had been detained to assist is dressing +Miss Olga. Farley had searched everywhere, and could not find the +purse. + +Hattie hurried away to Mrs. Palma, and Regina unlocked a small drawer +of her bureau, and took out what remained of her semi-annual +allowance of pocket money. She counted it carefully, but found only +thirteen dollars. + +If she could have recovered her _porte-monnaie_ she would have had +twenty dollars to offer, and even that seemed mockingly insufficient, +as the price of silence, of temporary escape from humiliation. + +What could she do? She had never asked a cent from her guardian, and +the necessity of appealing to him was inexpressibly mortifying; but +to whom could she apply? + +"'But Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of +these'--society tiger lilies." + +The door swung wide open, and as she spoke Olga seemed to swim into +the room, so quick yet noiseless was her entrance. + +At the sound of her voice, Regina dropped the money back into the +drawer, and turned to inspect the elegant toilette, which consisted +of gold-coloured silk and Mechlin lace, rich yellow roses with +sulphurous hearts, and a very complete set of topaz, which flashed +amber rays over the neck, ears, and arms of the wearer. With her +brilliant complexion, sparkling eyes, and hair elaborately powdered +with gold dust, she seemed a vision of light, at whom Regina gazed +with unfeigned admiration. + +"Beautiful, Olga; beautiful." + +"The textile fabrics, the silk and lace? Or the human framework, the +flesh and blood machine that serves as lay figure to show off the +statuesque folds, the creamy waves of cosily Mechlin, the Persian +roses, and expensive pebbles?" + +"Both. The dress, and the wearer. I never saw you look so well." + +"Thanks. Behold the result of the morning's self-denial, of a day +passed quietly in bed, with only the companionship of pillows and +dreams. I was forced to choose between Mrs. St. Clare's 'lunch' and +Mrs. Tarrant's 'crush,' 'not that I love Caesar less, but that I love +Rome more;' and the success of my strategy is brilliant. Am I not the +complete impersonation of sunshine? How deadly white and chill you +look! Come closer and warm yourself in my glorious rays. Do you scout +oneiriomancy as a heathenish fable? To-day I unexpectedly became a +convert to its sublime secrets. After you and mamma deserted me for +Cantata and Luncheon, I fell into a heavy sleep, and dreamed that I +was Danae, with a mist of gold drizzling over me; and lo! when I began +to dress this evening, my dazzled eyes beheld these superb topaz +gems. 'Compliments of Mr. Erle Palma, who thought they would +harmonize with the gold-coloured silk, and ordered them for the +occasion.' So said the card lying on the velvet case! Do you wonder +if the world is coming to its long-predicted end? Not at all; merely +the close of Olga Neville's career; the sun of my maidenhood setting +in unexpected splendour. Do you understand that scriptural paradox: +'To him that hath shall be given, but from him that hath not shall be +taken,' etc., etc? Once when I was better than I am now, and studied +my Bible, it puzzled me; now I know it means that stiff-necked Olga +Neville finds no favour in Mr. Palma's eyes; but the obedient, and +amiable, prospective Mrs. Silas Congreve shall be furnished with +gewgaws, which very soon she will possess in abundance, and to spare. +Just now mamma gave me the delightful intelligence that, having been +informed of my intention to trade myself off for stocks and +brown-stone-fronts, her very distinguished and magnanimous stepson +signified his approbation by announcing his determination to settle +ten thousand dollars on this Lucretia Borgia head, upon the day when +it wears a bridal veil." + +All this was uttered volubly, as if she feared interruption; and she +stood surveying her brilliant image in the mirror, shaking out the +silk skirt, looping the lace, arranging the rose leaves and turning, +so as to catch her profile reflection. + +Regina readily perceived that she adopted this method of ignoring the +casual meeting in East ---- Street, and resolved to tacitly accept +the cue; but before she could frame a reply, Olga hurried on: + +"Were you really sick and unable to dine, or are you practising the +first steps, the initial measure of that policy system, so cordially +commended to your favourable regard? You missed an unusually good +dinner. Octave seems to have days of culinary inspiration, and this +has been one. The _turbot a la creme_ was fit for Lucullus, the +noyeau-flavoured _gauffres_ as crisp as criticism, as light as one of +Taglioni's movements, the marbled _glaces_ simply perfect. But when +your chair remained vacant your guardian darkened like a +thunder-cloud in an August sky, and Roscoe, poor Elliott Roscoe, +looked precisely as I imagine a hungry wolf feels, when crouching to +catch a tender ewe lamb he finds that the watchful shepherd has +safely locked it in the fold. Evidently he believes that you and Erle +Palma have conspired to starve him out, and really he is ludicrously +irate. Don't trifle with his expanding affections; they are not quite +fledged yet, and are easily bruised. Deal with him kindly; he is +better than his cousin, better than any of us. What have you done to +render him so unmanageable? + +"I have not seen Mr. Roscoe for a week." + +"Certainly he has seen you in much less time--he imagines, as +recently as this afternoon; but appearances are desperately +deceitful, and our fancy often manufactures likenesses. In this world +of fleeting shadows we are often called upon to reject the evidence +of all five of the senses, and what madness, what culpable folly, to +credit that of mere treacherous sight! Shall I tell Elliott that he +was dreaming, and did not see you?" + +"I have no message for him. That he may have seen me sometime to-day, +walking upon the street, is quite possible, but certainly of no +consequence. Your bracelet has become unfastened." + +She bent down to clasp the topaz crescent, and Olga laid her hand on +the girl's shoulder. + +"Something pains you very much, and your face has not yet learned the +great feminine art of masking misery in smiles, and burying it in +dimples. Mind, dear, I do not ask, I do not wish to know what your +hidden fox is, preying so ravenously upon your vitals. Sooner or +later the punishment of the Spartan thief overtakes us all, and after +a while you will learn to bear the gnawing as gaily as I do. I don't +want to know your secret wound, I should only lacerate it with my +callous policy handling, only torment you by pouring into its gaping +mouth the vitriol of my fashionable worldly philosophy, which +consumes what it touches. How I wish stupid society would stand aside +and let me do you a genuine kindness; open your blue veins and let +out gently--slowly--all the pangs and throbs. Dear, it would be a +blessing, like that man in the East who stabbed his devoted wife at +her request, because he loved her and wished to put her at rest; but +something very blind indeed, and which under the cloak of Law mocks +and outrages justice, would blindly hang me! This is the age of Law; +even miracles are severely forbidden, and if the herd of Gadarene +swine had miraculously perished in this generation and country, our +Lord and His disciples would have inevitably been sued for damages. +Don't you know that Erle Palma would have been engaged for the +prosecution? Yes, mamma! quite ready, and coming, Go to sleep, +snowdrop, and dream that you are like me, a topaz-bedizened +_odalisque_ swimming in sunshine." + +She stooped, kissed the girl softly on both cheeks, and looked +tenderly, pityingly at her; then suddenly gathered her close to her +heart, holding her there an instant, as if to shelter her from some +impending storm. + +"If you love your mother, and she loves you, run away now and join +her, before the chains are tightened. Your guardian is setting +snares; little white rabbit, flee for your life, while escape is +possible." + +She floated away like some dazzling gilded cloud, and a moment later +her peculiarly light merry laugh rang through the hall below, as she +ran down to join her mother. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +Unable to throw off the load of painful apprehension that weighed so +heavily on her heart, Regina derived some consolation from the +reflection that she was entirely alone in the house, and could at +least escape scrutiny and curious criticism; for she hoped that Mr. +Palma, forgetting her, would go directly from his office to Mrs. +Tarrant's, allowing her a reprieve until morning. During the second +year of her residence beneath his roof, she had at his request taken +her breakfast with him, sitting at the head of the table, where Mrs. +Palma presided at all other times. Olga and her mother generally +slept quite late, and consequently Regina now looked forward with +dread to the _tete-a-tete_ awaiting her next morning. + +A few days subsequent to the Sunday afternoon on which her guardian +had so unexpectedly accompanied her to church, she had been +pleasantly surprised by finding in the library a handsome Mason & +Hamlin parlour organ; on which lay a slip of paper, expressing Mr. +Palma's desire that she would consider it exclusively hers, and +sometimes play upon it for him. But an unconquerable timidity and +repugnance to using the instrument when he was at home had prevented +a compliance with the request, which was never repeated. + +To-night the thought of the organ brought dear and comforting +memories, and feeling quite secure from intrusion she went down to +the library. As usual the room was bright and comfortable as gas and +anthracite could make it, and failing to observe a sudden movement of +the curtains hanging over the recess behind the writing-desk, Regina +entered, closed the door and walked up to the glowing grate. + +Beneath her mother's portrait sat the customary floral offering, +which on this occasion consisted of double white and blue violets, +and standing awhile on the hearth, the girl gazed up at the picture +with mournful, longing tenderness. Could that proud lovely face ever +have owned as husband, the coarser, meaner, and degraded clay, who +that afternoon had dared with sacrilegious presumption to speak of +her as "Minnie"? + +What was the mystery, and upon whom must rest the blame, possibly the +lifelong shame? + +"Not you, dear sad-eyed mother. Let the whole world condemn, deride, +and despise us; but only your own lips shall teach me to doubt you. +Everything else may crumble beneath me, all may drift away; but faith +and trust in mother shall stand fast--as Jacob's ladder, linking me +with the angels who will surely come down its golden rounds and +comfort me. Oh, mother I the time has come when you and I must clasp +hands and fight the battle together; and God will be merciful to the +right." + +Standing there in her blue cashmere dress, relieved by dainty collar +and cuffs of lace, she seemed indeed no longer a young almost +childish girl, but one who had passed the threshold and entered the +mysterious realm of early womanhood. + +Rather below than above medium height, her figure was exquisitely +moulded, and the beautiful head was poised on the shoulders with that +indescribable proud grace one sometimes sees in perfect marble +sculpture. But the delicate woeful Oenone face, as white and +gleaming under its shining coil of ebon hair, as a statue carved from +the heart of Lygdos; how shall mere words ever portray its peculiar +loveliness, its faultless purity? Unconsciously she had paused in the +exact position selected for that beautiful figure of "Faith" which +Palmer has given to the world; and standing with drooping clasped +hands and uplifted eyes gazing upon her mother's portrait, as the +"Faith" looks to the lonely cross above her the resemblance in form +and features was so striking, that all who have studied that +exquisite marble can readily recall the countenance of the girl in +the library. + +Turning away, she opened the organ, drew out the stops and began to +play. + +As the soft yet sacredly solemn strains rolled through the long room, +hallowed associations of the old parsonage life floated up, +clustering like familiar faces around her. Once more she heard the +cooing of ring-doves in the honeysuckle, and the loved voices, now +silent in death, or far, far away among the palms of India. + +"Cast thy burden on the Lord" had been one of their favourite +selections at V----, and now hoping for comfort she sang it. + +It was the first time she had attempted it since the evening before +the storm, when Mr. Lindsay had sung it with her, while Mr. Hargrove +softly hummed the base, as he walked up and down the verandah, with +his arm on his sister's shoulder. + +How many holy memories rushed like a flood over her heart and soul, +burying for a time the bitter experience of to-day! + +Unable to conclude the song, she leaned back in her chair, and gave +way to the tears that rolled swiftly down her cheeks. + +So wan and hopeless was her face that Mr. Palma, watching her from +the curtained alcove, came quickly forward. + +He was elegantly dressed in full evening toilette, and, throwing his +white gloves on the table, approached his ward. + +At sight of him she started up, and hastily wiped away the tears that +obstinately dripped despite her efforts. + +"Oh, sir! I hoped you would forget to come home, and would go to Mrs. +Tarrant's. I did not know you were in the house." + +"I never forget my duties, and though I am going to Mrs. Tarrant's +after a while, I attend to 'business before pleasure'; it has been my +lifelong habit." + +His new suit of black, and the white vest and cravat were singularly +becoming to him. He was aware of the fact; and even in the midst of +her anxiety and depression, Regina thought she had never seen him +look so handsome. + +"I wish to ask you a few questions. Was it actual bodily sickness, +physical pain, that kept you in your room during dinner, at which I +particularly desired your attendance?" + +"I cannot say that it was." + +"You had no fever, no headache, no fainting-spell?" + +"No, sir." + +"Then why did you absent yourself?" + +"I felt unhappy, and shrank from seeing any one: especially strange +guests." + +"Unhappy? About what?" + +"My heart ached, and I wished to be alone." + +"Heart-ache, so early? However, you are in your seventeenth year, +quite old enough, I suppose, for the premonitory symptoms. What gave +you heart-ache?" + +She was silent. + +"You feared my displeasure, knowing I had cause to feel offended, +when making a pretence of deferring to my wishes, you hurried away +from my office, just as I was returning to it? Why did you not wait?" + +"I was afraid you would refuse your permission, and I wanted so very +much to go to Mrs. Mason's." + +Above all other virtues he reverenced and admired stern unvarnished +truth, and this strong element of her reticent nature had powerfully +attracted him. + +"Little girl, am I such a stony-hearted ogre?" A strangely genial +smile wanned and brightened his usually grave cold face, and +certainly at that moment Erle Palma showed one aspect of his nature +never exhibited before to any human being. + +"What a fascinating person this poor old Mrs. Mason must be; +absolutely tempting you to disobedience. Does she not correspond with +the saints in Oude?" + +"If you mean Mr. Lindsay and his mother, she certainly hears from +them occasionally." + +"Why not phrase it Mrs. Lindsay and her son? Was it the dreadful news +that malarial fever is epidemic at the Missions, or that the Sepoys +are threatening another revolt, that destroyed your appetite, +unfitted you for the social amenities at the dinner-table, and gave +you heart-ache?" + +"If there is such bad news, I did not hear it Mrs. Mason was not at +home." + +"Indeed! Then whom did you see?" + +"When I ascertained she was absent, I had already sent the carriage +away, and I came home, after stopping a few moments in ---- Square." + +She grew very white as she spoke, and he saw her lips quiver. + +"Regina, what is the matter?" + +She did not reply; and bending toward her, he said in a low, winning +voice entirely unlike his usual tone: + +"Lily, trust your guardian." + +Looking into his brilliant eyes, she felt tempted to tell him all, to +repose implicitly upon his wisdom and guidance, but the image of +Peleg Peterson rose like a hideous warning spectre. + +Readily interpreting the varying expression of a countenance which he +had so long and carefully studied, he continued: + +"You wish to tell me frankly, yet you shrink from the ordeal. Lily, +what have you done that you blush to confess to me?" + +"Nothing, sir." + +"Why then do you hesitate?" + +"Because other persons are involved. Oh, Mr. Palma! I am very +unhappy." + +She clasped her hands, and bowed her chin upon them, a peculiar +position into which sorrow always drove her. + +"I inferred as much, from your manner while at the organ. I am very +sorry that my house is not a happy home for my ward. Have you been +subjected to any annoyances from the members of my household?" + +"None whatever. All are kind and considerate. But I can never be +satisfied till I see my mother. I shall write tonight, imploring her +permission to join her in Europe, and I beg that you will please use +your influence in favour of my wishes. Oh, sir, do help me to go to +my mother!" + +His smile froze, his face hardened; and he led her to a low sofa +capable of seating only two persons, and drawn near the fire. + +"Madame Orme does not want her daughter just yet" + +"But I want my mother. Oh, I must go!" + +He took both her hands as they lay folded in her lap, opened the +clenched fingers, clasping them softly in his own, so white and +shapely, and his black eyes glittered: + +"Am I cruel and harsh to my Lily, that she is so anxious to run away +from her guardian?" + +"No, sir, oh no! Kind and very good, consulting what you consider my +welfare in all things. But you can't take mother's place in my +heart." + +"I assure you, little girl, I do not want your mother's place." + +Something peculiar in his tone arrested her notice, and lifting her +large lovely eyes she met his searching gaze. + +"That is right, keep your eyes so, fixed steadily on mine, while I +discharge a rather delicate and embarrassing duty, which sometimes +devolves upon the grim guardians of pretty young ladies. In your +mother's absence I am supposed to occupy a _quasi_ parental position +toward you; and am the authorized custodian of your secrets, should +you, like most persons of your age, chance to possess any. Your +mother, you are aware, invested me with this right as her vicegerent, +consequently you must pardon the inquisition into the state of your +affections, which just now I am compelled to make. Although I +consider you entirely too young for such grave propositions, it is +nevertheless proper that I should be the medium of their presentation +when they become inevitable. Upon the tender and very susceptible +heart of Mr. Elliott Roscoe it appears that either with 'malice +prepense,' or else, let us hope, in innocent unconsciousness, you +have been practising certain feminine wiles and sorcery, which have +so far capsized his reason, that he is incapacitated for attending to +his business. When I remonstrated against the lunacy into which he is +drifting, he in very poetic and chivalric style--which it is +unnecessary to repeat here--assured me that you were the element +which had utterly deranged his cerebral equipoise. Elliott Roscoe is +my cousin, is a young gentleman of good character, good mind, good +education, good heart, and good manners, and in due time may command +a good income from his profession; but just now, in pecuniary +matters, he would not be considered a brilliant match. Mr. Roscoe +informs me that he desires an interview with you to-morrow, for the +purpose of offering you his heart and hand; and while protesting on +the ground of your youth, I have promised to communicate his wishes +to you, and should he be favourably received, write to your mother at +once." + +Perplexed and confused, she had not fully comprehended his purpose +until he uttered the closing sentence, and painful astonishment kept +her silent, while as if spellbound her gaze met his. + +"Now it remains for you to answer one question. Should your mother +give her consent, does Miss Regina Orme intend to become my cousin?" + +"Oh, never! You distress me; you ought not to talk to me of such +things. I am so young, you know mother would not approve of it." + +She blushed scarlet, and attempted to withdraw her hands, but found +it impossible. + +"Quite true, and if crazy young gentlemen could be prevailed upon to +keep silent, rest assured I should never have broached a subject, +which I regard as premature. But while I certainly applaud your good +sense, it is rather problematical whether I should feel gratified at +your summary rejection of an alliance with my cousin. Are you fully +resolved that I shall never be related to you, except as your +guardian?" + +"Yes, sir. I do not wish to be your cousin." + +Once more the smile shone out suddenly, making sunshine in his face. + +"Thank you. At what hour will you see Mr. Roscoe?" + +"At none. Please do not let him come here, or speak to me on that +subject; it would be so extremely painful. I should never meet him +afterward without feeling distressed, and things would be intolerably +disagreeable. Please, Mr. Palma, shield me from it." + +She involuntarily drew closer to him, as if for protection, and +noting the movement, he smiled, and tightened his clasp of her hands. + +"I cannot positively forbid him to address you on this terrible +topic, but if you wish it, I will endeavour to dissuade him. Elliott +has Palma blood in his veins, and that has certain unmistakable +tendencies to obstinacy, though its conduct in love affairs yet +remains to be tested; but it occurs to me that if you are in earnest +in desiring to crush this foolish whim in the bud, you can very +easily accomplish it by empowering me to make to my cousin a simple +statement, which will extinguish the matter beyond all possibility of +resurrection." + +"Then tell him whatever your judgment dictates." + +"My judgment must be instructed by facts, and the simple statement I +propose might involve grave consequences. Do you authorize me to +close the discussion of this matter at once and for ever, by +informing Mr. Roscoe that you cannot entertain the thought of +granting him an interview because his suit is hopeless from the fact +that your affections are already engaged?" + +She was too much embarrassed by his piercing merciless eyes, to +notice that he slipped one finger upon the pulse at her wrist, +keeping her hands firmly in his warm clasp; or that he leaned lower +as he spoke, until his noble massive head very nearly approached +hers. + +"I could not ask you to tell him that. It would be untrue." + +"Are you sure, Lily?" + +"Yes, Mr. Palma." + +"Have you forgotten Mr. Lindsay?" + +He thought for an instant that the pulse stood still, then beat +regularly calmly on, and he wondered if his own tight pressure had +baffled his object. + +"No, I never forget Mr. Lindsay." + +She did not shrink or colour, but a sad hopeless look crept into her +splendid eyes at the mention of his name. + +"You are certain that the young missionary will not prove the +obstacle to your becoming more closely related to your guardian? +Thus far, I have found you singularly truthful in all things; be +careful that just here you deceive neither yourself nor me. There is +a tradition that in the river Inachus is found a peculiar stone +resembling a beryl, which turns black in the hands of those who +intend to bear false witness; and you can readily understand that +lawyers find such stones invaluable in the court-room. I have placed +you on the witness stand, and my beryl-tinted seal ring presses your +palm at this instant. Be frank; are you not very deeply attached to +Mr. Lindsay?" + +Suddenly a burning flush bathed her brow, she struggled to free her +hands in order to hide her face from his glowing probing eyes, but +his hold was unyielding as a band of steel; and hardly conscious +where she found shelter, she turned and pressed her cheek against his +shoulder, striving to avoid that inquisitorial gaze. + +She did not see his face grow grey and stony, or that the white teeth +gnawed the lower lip; but when he spoke his voice was stern, and +indescribably icy. + +"My ward should study her heart before she empowers her guardian to +consider it unoccupied property. You should at least inform your +mother that it has become a mere missionary station." + +With her hot cheeks still hidden against his shoulder, she exclaimed: + +"No, no! You do not at all understand me. I feel to him, to Douglass, +exactly as I did when he went away." + +"So I infer. Your feeling is sufficiently apparent." + +"Not what you imagine. When he left me I promised him I would always +love him as I did then; and I told him what was true: I loved him +next to my mother. But not as you mean, oh no! If God had given me a +brother, I should think of him exactly as I do of dear Douglass. I +miss him very much, more than I can express; and I love him, and want +to see him. But I never had any other thought, except as his adopted +sister, until this moment when you spoke, and it shocked, it almost +humiliated me. Indeed my feeling for him is almost holy, and your +thought, your meaning seems to me sacrilegious. He is my noble true +friend, my dear good brother, and you must not think such things of +him and of me; it hurts me." + +For nearly a moment there was silence. + +Mr. Palma dropped one of her hands, and his arm passed quickly around +her shoulder, while his open palm pressed her head closer against +him. + +"Is my ward sure that if he wished to be more than a brother, she +would never reciprocate, would never cherish a different feeling, a +stronger affection?" + +"He could never wish that. He is so much older and wiser and better +than I am; and looks on me only as a little sister." + +"Is superiority in years and wisdom the only obstacle you can +imagine?" + +"I have never thought of it at all until you spoke, and it is +painful to me. It seems disrespectful to connect such ideas as yours +with the name of one whom I honour as my brother." + +He put his hand under her chin, turning her face to view despite her +struggle to prevent it, and bending his head--he did not kiss her! Oh +no! Erle Palma had never kissed any one since his childhood; but for +one instant his dark cheek was laid close to hers, with a tender +caressing touch, that astonished her as completely as if one of the +bronze statuettes on the console above her head had laughed aloud, +and clapped its metallic hands. + +"Henceforth the 'disrespectful idea' shall never be associated with +the name of Mr. Douglass Lindsay, and in the future I warn you, there +shall be none but a purely fraternal niche allowed him; moreover, it +is not requisite that you should speak of him as 'dear Douglass' in +order to assure me of your sisterly regard. What I shall do with my +unfortunate young cousin is not quite so transparent; for Elliott +will not receive his rejection by proxy." + +He had withdrawn his arm, and released her hand, and rising she +exclaimed impetuously: + +"Tell him that Regina Orme will never permit him to broach that +subject; and tell him, too, that I am a waif, a girl over whose +parentage hangs a shadow dark and chill as a pall. Oh! tell him I +want my mother, and an honourable unsullied name, and until I can +find these I have no room in my mind or heart for a lover!" + +As the events of the day, temporarily banished from her thoughts by +the unexpected character of the interview, rushed back with renewed +force and bitterness, the transient colour died out of her face, +leaving it strangely wan and worn in aspect; and Mr. Palma saw now +that purple shadows lay beneath the deep eyes, rendering them more +than ever prophetic in their solemn mournful expression. + +"What unusual occurrence has stimulated your interest and curiosity +concerning your parentage?" + +"It never slumbers. It is the last thought at night, and the first +when the day dawns. It is a burden that is never lifted, that galls +continually; and sometimes, as to-night, I feel that I cannot endure +it much longer." + +"You must be patient, for awhile at least----" + +"Yes, I have heard that for ten long years, and I have been both +patient and silent: but the time has come when I can bear no more. +Anything positive, definite, susceptible of proof, no matter how +distressing, would be more tolerable than this suspense, this +maddening conjecture. I will see my mother; I must know the truth, be +it what it may!" + +The witchery of childhood had vanished for ever. Even the glimmer of +hope seemed paling in the almost supernatural eyes, that had grown +prematurely womanly; viewing life no more through the rainbow lenses +of sanguine girlhood, but henceforth as an anxious woman haunting the +penetralia of sorrow, never oblivious of the fact that over her path +hovered the gibing spectre of disgrace. + +The unwonted recklessness of her tone and mien annoyed and surprised +her guardian, and while a frown gathered on his brow he rose and +stood beside her. + +"Your petulant vehemence is both unbecoming and displeasing; and in +future you would do well to recollect that, as a child submitted to +my guidance by your mother's desire, it is disrespectful both to her +and to me to insist upon a course at variance with our judgment and +wishes." + +"I am not a child. To-day I know, I feel, I have done for ever with +my old--happy childhood; I am--what I wish I were not, a woman. Oh, +Mr. Palma, be merciful, and send me to mother!" + +He looked down into the worn face gleaming under the gas-lamps of the +chandelier, into the shadowy eloquent eyes, and noting the bloodless +lips drawn sharply into curves of pain, his hand fell upon her +shoulder. + +"Lily, because I am merciful I shall keep you here. I am not a +patient man, am unaccustomed to teasing importunity, and it would +pain me to harshly bruise the white flower I have undertaken to +shelter from storm and dust; therefore you must be quiet, docile, and +annoy me no more with fruitless solicitations. Your mother does not +want you in Europe." + +"You will not let me go?" + +"I will not. Let this subject rest henceforth, until I renew it." + +With a faint moan, she shut her eyes and shivered; and again he took +her little white cold hands. + +"Little snow-statue, why will you not trust me? Tell me what has so +suddenly changed the soft white Lily-bud of yesterday into this +hollow-eyed, defiant young woman?" + +The temptation was powerful to unburden her heart, to demand of him +the truth, with which she suspected he was at least partly +acquainted; but the thought of casting so fearful an imputation upon +her mother sealed her lips. Moreover, she felt assured that her +entreaties would never prevail upon him to disclose what he deemed it +expedient to conceal. + +He watched and understood the struggle, and a cold smile moved his +handsome mouth. + +"You have resolved to withhold your confidence. Very well, I shall +never again solicit it. It is not my habit to petition for that which +I have a right to command. You merely force me to draw the reins +where I preferred you should at least imagine you were unbridled." + +He dropped her hands, looked at his watch, and took up his gloves; +adding, in an entirely altered and indifferent voice: + +"What have you lost to-day?" + +It was with difficulty that she restrained the words: +"My youth, my peace of mind, my hope and faith in my future." + +Raising her hands wearily, she rested her chin upon them, and +answered slowly: + +"Many things, I fear." + +"Valuable articles? Faded flowers, perfumed with choice Oriental +reminiscences?" + +"Yes, sir, I lost my purse, and my Agra violets." + +"What reward will you offer for the recovery of such precious relics +of fraternal affection? A promise of implicit obedience to your +guardian? Certainly, they are worth that trifle?" + +"They are very precious indeed. Where did you find my purse?" + +"On the desk at my office." + +He held up the ivory toy, then laid it on the table. + +"Thank you, sir. Mr. Palma, will you grant me a great favour?" + +"As I never forfeit my word, I avoid entangling myself rashly in the +meshes of promise. Just now I am in no mood to grant your +unreasonable petitions; still, I will be glad to hear what my ward +desires of her guardian." + +Her lip quivered, and his heart smote him as he observed her wounded +expression. She was silent, still resting her drooped head on her +folded hands. + +"Regina, I am waiting to hear you." + +"It is useless. You would refuse me." + +"Probably I should; yet I prefer that you should express your wishes, +and afford me an opportunity of judging of their propriety." + +She sighed and shook her head. + +"I shall not permit such childish trifling. Tell me at once what you +wish me to do." + +"Will you be so kind as to lend me twenty-five dollars, until I +receive my remittance?" + +His eyes fell beneath her timidly pleading gaze, and a deep flush of +embarrassment passed over his face. + +"That depends upon the use you intend to make of it. If you desire to +run away from me, I am afraid you must borrow of some one else. Do +you wish to pay your passage to Europe?" + +"Oh no! I wish that I could. You allow me no such comforting hope." + +"What do you want with it?" + +"I cannot tell you." + +"Because you know that your object is improper?" + +"No, sir; but you would not understand my motives." + +"Try me." + +"I will not I hoped you would have sufficient confidence in me to +grant my request without demanding my reasons." + +"I have confidence in the purity of your motives. I do not question +the goodness of your heart, or the propriety of your intentions; but +I gravely doubt the correctness of your youthful judgment. Do not +force me to refuse you such a trivial thing. Tell me your purpose." + +"No, sir." + +A proud grieved look crossed her delicate features. + +He walked away, reached the door, then came back for one of his +gloves which had fallen on the rug. + +"Mr. Palma." + +"Well, Miss Orme." + +"Trust me." + +He looked down into her beautiful sad eyes, and his heart began to +throb fiercely. + +"Lily, I will." + +"Some day I will explain everything." + +"When do you want the money?" + +"To-morrow morning, if you please." + +"At breakfast you will find it in an envelope under your plate." + +"Thank you, sir. It is for----" + +"Hush! Tell me nothing till you tell me all. I prefer to trust you +entirely, and I shall wait for the hour when no concealment exists +between us; when your secret thoughts are as much my property as my +own. Less than that will never content your exacting guardian, but +that hour is very distant." + +She took his hand and pressed her soft lips upon it, ere he could +snatch it away. + +"God grant that hour may come speedily." + +"Amen, Lily. You look strangely worn and ill; and your eyes are +distressingly elfish and shadowy. Go to sleep, little girl, and +forget that you forced me to be stem and harsh. Remember that your +guardian, in defiance of his judgment, trusts you fully--entirely." + +He turned quickly and quitted the library before she could reply, +and soon after, hearing the street door close, she knew he had gone +to Mrs. Tarrant's. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +The letter which Regina wrote that night was earnest, almost +passionate, in its appeal that she might be permitted to join her +mother; yet no hint of the _bete noire_ of the square darkened its +contents, for the writer felt that only face to face, eye to eye, +could she ask her mother that fearful question, upon which all her +future peace depended. + +Having sealed and addressed the envelope, she extinguished the light, +and tried to find in sleep that blessed oblivion which nature +mercifully provides for aching hearts and heavily laden brains; but +about three o'clock she heard the carriage at the front door, the +voices of the trio ascending the stairs, and once a ringing +triumphant laugh which was peculiarly Olga's, then all grew still in +the house, and quiet in the street. + +Unable to compose herself, tossing restlessly on her bed, with hot +throbbing temples and a sore heart Regina wearily listened for the +low silvery strokes of the clock, and when it announced half-past +three she began to long for daylight. + +Suddenly, although warned by not even the faintest sound, she became +aware that she was not alone; that a human being was breathing the +same atmosphere. Starting into a sitting posture she exclaimed: + +"Who is there?" + +"Hush! I am no burglar. Don't make a noise." + +Simultaneously she heard the stroke of a match, and a small wax taper +was lighted and held high over Olga's head, showing her tall form +enveloped in a cherry-coloured dressing-gown and shawl. Stepping +cautiously across the floor, she lighted one of the gas burners, +placed the taper on the bureau, and came to the bedside. + +"Make room for me. I am cold, my feet are like ice." + +"What is the matter? Has anything happened?" + +"Nothing particularly new or strange. Something happens every hour, +you know; people are born, bartered--die and are buried; lives get +blackened and hearts bleed and are trampled by human hoofs, until +they are crushed beyond recognition. My dear, civilization is a huge +cheat, and the Red Law of Savages in primeval night is worth all the +tomes of jurisprudence, from the Pandects of Justinian to the +Commentaries of Blackstone, and the wisdom of Coke and Story. Oh +halcyon days of prehistoric humanity! When instead of bowing and +smiling, and chatting gracefully with one's deadliest foe, drinking +his Amontillado and eating his truffles, people had the sublime +satisfaction of roasting his flesh and calcining his bones, for an +antediluvian _dejeuner a la fourchette_,--(only, to escape +anachronism) _sans fourchette!_ What a pity I have not the privilege +of _la belle sauvage_, far away in some cannibalistic nook of pagan +Polynesia." + +She was sitting with the bedclothes drawn closely over her, and +Regina could scarcely recognize in the pale, almost haggard face +beside her the radiant, laughing woman who had seemed so dazzling a +few hours before, as she burned away in her festive robes. + +"Olga, you talk like a heathen." + +"Of course. To be sincere, unselfish, honest, and womanly is nowaday +inevitably heathenish. I wish I had a nose as flat as a buckwheat +cake, and lips three inches thick, with huge brass rings dangling +from them both! And for raiment, instead of Worth's miracles, a +mantle of featherwork, or a deerskin cut into fringe, and studded +with blue glass beads! Civilization is a gibing impostor, and +religion is laughing in its sacerdotal sleeves at its own +unblushing----" + +"Hush, Olga! You are blasphemous. No wonder you shiver while you +talk. New York is full of noble Christians, of generous charming +people, and there must be some wickedness everywhere. Don't you know +that God will ultimately overrule all, and evangelize the world?" + +"_Peut-etre!_ But I have not even the traditional grain of mustard +seed to sow; and I might answer you as Laplace once did: '_Je n'avais +pas besoin de cette hypothese_.'" + +"Had you a pleasant evening at Mrs. Tarrant's?" asked Regina, anxious +to change the topic. + +"Wonderfully brilliant, and quite a topaz success. I sparkled, +blazed, and people complimented profusely (criticizing _sotto voce_), +and envied openly; and when I bowed myself out at last, I felt like +Sir Peter Teazle on quitting Lady Sneerwell's: 'I leave my character +behind me.' Mamma was charmed with me, and Mr. Silas Midas looked +proud possession, as if he had in his vest pocket a bill of sale to +every pound of my white flesh,--and Mr. Erle Palma smiled as benignly +as some cast-iron statue of Pluto, freshly painted white, and +glistening in the sunshine. _A propos!_ I asked him to-night if he +would loosen his martinet rein upon you, and permit you to make your +_debut_ in society as my bridesmaid? How those maddening white teeth +of his glittered, as he smiled approvingly at the proposition? +Whenever they gleam out, they remind me of a tiger preparing to +crunch the bones of a tender gazelle, or a bleating lamb. Now you +comprehend what brings me here at this unseasonable hour? Armed with +your noble guardian's sanction, I crave the honour of your services +as bridesmaid at my approaching nuptials. Your dress, dear, must be +gentian-coloured silk to match your eyes, and clouded over with +_tulle_ of the same hue, relieved by sprays of gentians with silver +leaves glittering with icicles, and you shall look on that occasion +as lovely as an orthodox Hebrew angel; or, what is far more stylish, +beautiful as ox-eyed Here poised above Olympos, watching old Zeus +flirt surreptitiously with Aphrodite! Will you be first bridesmaid?" + +"No, I will not be your bridesmaid. I could never co-operate in the +unhallowed scheme of wedding a man whom you despise. Oh, Olga! do not +degrade yourself by such a mercenary traffic." + +"My dear, uncontaminated innocent, don't you see that society, and +mamma, and Erle Palma have all conspired to make an Isaac of me? +Bound hand and foot, I lie on the Moriah of fashionable life; but the +grim fact stares me in the face, that no ram will be forthcoming when +the slaughter begins! No relenting hand will stay the uplifted knife. +Diana will not snatch me into Tauris, and mamma cannot sail +prosperously from the Aulis of Erle Palma's charity until I am +sacrificed. Ah! the pitying tenderness of maternal love!" + +She spoke with intolerable bitterness, and Regina put one arm around +her. + +"Olga, she loves you too well to doom you to lifelong misery. You +always talk so mockingly, and say so many queer things you do not +mean, that she does not realize your true sentiments. Show her your +heart, your real feelings, and she will never consent to see you +marry that man." + +"Do you believe that I successfully mask my heart? Not from mamma, +not from Erle Palma. They know all its tortures, all its wild +desperate struggles, and they are confident that after awhile I shall +wear out my own opposition, and sullenly succumb to their wishes. +They have taken an inventory of Silas Congreve's worldly goods, and +in exchange would gladly brand his name as title-deed upon my brow. +To-night I have danced, laughed, chattered like a yellow parrot, ate, +drank champagne, flattered, flirted, and fibbed, until I am wellnigh +mad. It seems to me that a whole legion of demons lie in wait outside +of your door to seize my shivering desolate soul." + +She shuddered, and pressed her fingers over her glittering eyes. + +"Regina, you are a silly young thing, as ignorant of the ways of the +world as an unfledged Java sparrow; but your heart is pure and true, +and your affection is no adroitly set steel-trap, to spring unawares, +and catch and cut me. From the day when you first came among us with +your sweet childish face and holy eyes, as much out of place in this +house as Abel's saintly countenance would be in Caina, I have watched +and believed in you; and my wretched worldly heart began to put out +fibres toward you, as those hyacinths there in your bulb-glasses grow +roots. Will it be safe for me to confide in you? Can I trust you?" + +"I think so." + +"Will you promise to keep secret whatever I may tell you?" + +"Does it concern only yourself?" + +"Only myself, and one other person whom you do not even know. If I +venture to tell you anything, you must give me your solemn promise to +betray me to no human being. I want your sympathy at least, for I +feel desperate." + +Looking pityingly at her pale sorrowful face and quivering mouth, +Regina drew closer to her. + +"You may trust me. I will never betray you." + +"Not to mamma, not to your guardian? You promise?" + +Her cold hand seized her companion's, and wistfully her hollow eyes +searched the girl's face. + +"I promise." + +"Would you help me to escape from the misery of this fine marriage? +Are you brave enough to meet your guardian's black frown and freezing +censure? + +"I hope I am brave enough to do right; and you certainly would not +expect or desire me to do anything wrong." + +Olga threw her arms around Regina, and leaned her head on her +shoulder. She seemed for a time shaken by some storm of sorrow that +threatened to bear away all her habitual restraint, and Regina +silently stroked her glossy red hair, waiting to hear some painful +revelation. + +"I think I never should have ventured to divulge my misery to you if +you had not seen me yesterday, and abstained from all allusion to the +matter when you saw that I boldly ignored it. Do you suspect the +nature of my errand to East ---- Street?" + +"I thought it possible that you were engaged in some charitable +mission; at least I hoped so." + +"Charitable! Then you considered the feigned sickness a 'pious +fraud,' and did not condemn me? If charity carried me there, it was +solely charity to my suffering starving heart, which cried out for +its idol. You have heard of Dirce and Damiens dragged by wild +beasts? Theirs was a mere afternoon airing in comparison with the +race I am driven by the lash of your guardian, the spur of mamma, and +the frantic wails of my famished heart. I wish I could speak without +bitterness, and mockery, and exaggeration, but it has grown to be a +part of my nature, as features habituated to a mask insensibly assume +to some extent its outlines. I will try to put aside my flippant +hollow attempts at persiflage, which constitute my worldly mannerism, +and tell you in a few simple words. When I was about your age, I +think my nature must have resembled yours, for many of your ideas and +views of duty in this life remind me in a mournfully vague, tender +way of my own early youth; and from that far distant time taunting +reminiscences float down to me, whispers from my old self long, long +dead. When I was seventeen, I went one June to spend some weeks with +my Grandmother Neville, who was an invalid, and resided on the +Hudson, near a very picturesque spot, which artists were in the habit +of frequenting with their sketch-books. Allowed a degree of liberty +which mamma never accorded me at home, I availed myself of the lax +regimen of my grandmother, and roamed at will about the beautiful +country adjacent. In one of these ill-fated excursions I encountered +a young artist, who was spending a few days in the neighbourhood. I +was a simple-hearted schoolgirl, untutored in worldly wisdom, and had +always spent my vacations with grandmother, who was afflicted with no +aristocratic whims and vagaries; who thought it not wholly +unpardonable to be poor, and was so old-fashioned as to judge people +from their merits, not by the amount of their income tax. + +"Belmont Eggleston was then about twenty-five, very handsome, very +talented, full of chivalric enthusiasm, and as refined and tender in +sensibility as a woman. We met accidentally at a farmhouse, where a +sudden shower drove us for shelter, and from that hour neither could +forget the other. It was the old, old immemorial story--two fresh +young souls united, two hearts exchanged, two lives for ever +entangled. We walked and rode together, he taught me drawing, came +now and then and spent the long summer afternoons, and grandmother +liked and welcomed him; offered no obstacle to the strong current of +love that ran like a golden stream for those few hallowed weeks, and +afterward found only rapids and whirlpools. How deliriously happy I +was! What a glory seems even now to linger about every tree and rock +that we visited together! He told me he was very poor, and was +encumbered with the care of an infirm mother and sister, and of a +young brother who displayed great plastic skill, and gave promise of +becoming renowned in sculpture, while Belmont was devoted to +painting. He frankly explained his poverty, detailed his plans, +expatiated with beautiful poetic fervour upon the hopes that gilded +his future, and asked my sympathy and affection. While he was obscure +he was unwilling to claim me, his love was too unselfish to +transplant me from a sphere of luxury and affluence to one of +pecuniary want; and he only desired that I would patiently wait until +his genius won recognition. One star-lit night, standing on the bank +of the river, with the perfume of jasmines stealing over us, I put my +hand in his, and pledged my heart, my life for his. Nearly eight +years have passed since then, but no shadow of regret has ever +crossed my mind for the solemn promise I gave; and, despite all I +have suffered, were it in my power to cancel the past I would not! +Bitter waves have broken over me, but the memory of my lover, of his +devotion, is sweeter, oh! sweeter than my hopes of heaven! God +forgive me if it be sinful idolatry. It is the one golden link that +held me back, that saves me now, from selling myself to Satan. In the +midst of that rose-crowned June and July, in the height of my +innocent happiness, mamma fell upon us, as a hawk swoops upon a +dovecote, dividing a cooing pair. Disguising nothing, I freely told +her all, and Belmont nobly pleaded for permission to prove his +worthiness. Grandmother was a powerful ally, and perhaps the result +might have been different, and mamma would have ultimately been won +over, had not Erle Palma's counsel been sought. That cold-blooded +tyrant has been the one curse of my life. But for him, I should be +to-day a happy, loving wife. Do you wonder that I hate him? How I +have longed for the seven Apocalyptic vials of wrath! He and mamma +conferred. An investigation concerning the Egglestons elicited the +fatal fact that some branch of the family had once been accused of +embezzlement, had been prosecuted by Erle Palma, and in defiance of +his efforts to convict him had been acquitted. Mamma and your +guardian possessed then, as now, only one criterion: + + 'He is .poor, and that's suspicious; he is unknown, + And that's defenceless!' + +Then and there they sternly prohibited even my acquaintance with one +to whom I had promised all that woman can give of affection, faith, +and deathless constancy. No more pity or regard was shown to my agony +of heart and mind than the cattle drover manifests in driving +innocent dumb horned creatures from quiet clover meadows where they +browsed in peace, to the reeking public shambles. Even a parting +interview was denied me; but clandestinely I found an opportunity to +renew my vows, to assure Belmont that no power on earth should compel +me to renounce him, and that if necessary I would wait twenty years +for him to claim me. Older and wiser than I, he realized what +stretched before me, and while repeatedly assuring me his love was +inextinguishable, he generously attempted to dissuade me from defying +those who had legal control of me. So we parted, pledged irrevocably +one to the other; and whenever we have met since that summer, it has +been by strategy. My mother, from the day when the doom of my love +was decreed, has been as deaf to my pleadings, and my heart-breaking +cries, as the golden calf was to the indignant denunciations of +Moses. I was hurried prematurely into society, thrown into a +maelstrom of gaiety that whirled me as though I were a dancing +dervish, and left me apparently no leisure for retrospection or +regret, or for the indulgence of the rosy dream that lay like a +lovely morning cloud above and behind me. My clothing was costly and +tasteful; I was exhibited at Saratoga, Long Branch, and Newport, +those popular human expositions, where wealth and fashion flock to +display and compare their textile fabrics and jewellery, as less +'developed' cattle still on four feet are hurried to State fairs, to +ascertain the value of their pearly short horns, thin tails, and +satin-coated skins. No expense or pains were spared, and my mother's +stepson certainly lavished his money as well as advice upon me. At +long intervals I had stolen interviews with Belmont, then he went far +south to study for a tropical landscape, and was absent two years. +When he returned, beaming with hope, the cloud over our lives seemed +silvering at the edges, and he was sanguine that his picture would +compel recognition, and bring him fame, which in art means food. +But Earl Palma had resolved otherwise. It was our misfortune, that in +my haste to see the picture, I neglected my usual precautionary +measures to elude suspicion, and your guardian tracked me to the +attic, where the finishing touches were being put on. Unluckily +Belmont was never a favourite among the artists, and he explained to +me that it was because he was proud, reticent, and held himself aloof +from their club life and social haunts. Taking advantage of his +personal unpopularity, your magnanimous guardian organized a cabal +against him. No sooner was the painting exhibited, than a tirade of +ridicule and abuse was poured upon it, and the journal most +influential in forming and directing artistic taste, contained an +overwhelmingly adverse criticism, which was written by a particular +friend and chum of Erle Palma, who, I am convinced, caused its +preparation. Oh, Regina! it was a cruel, cruel stab, that entered my +darling's noble tender heart, and almost maddened him. In literature, +savage criticism defeats its own unamiable purpose, by promoting the +sale of books it is designed to crush; but unfortunately this law +does not often operate in the department of painting. In a fit of +gloomy despondency, Belmont offered his lovely work for a mere +trifle, but the picture dealers declined to touch it at any price, +and rashly cutting it from the frame, he threw the labour of years +into the flames. Meantime grand-mamma had died, and Belmont's mother +became hopelessly bedridden, while his young brother had made his way +to Europe, where he occupied a menial position in a sculptor's +_atelier_ at Florence. A more rigid surveillance was exerted over me, +and the dancing dervishes crowned me queen of their revels. By day +and by night I was surrounded with influence intended to beguile me +from the past, to narcotize memory, to make me in reality the +heartless, soulless, scoffing creature that I certainly seem. But +Erle Palma has found me stiff tough clay, and despite his efforts, I +have been true to the one love of my life. What I have suffered, none +but the listening watching God above us knows; and sometimes I +despise and loathe myself for the miserable subterfuges I am forced +to practise in order to elude my keepers. Poor mamma loves me, after +a selfish worldly fashion, and there are moments when I really think +she pities me; but from Palma influence and association wealth has +long been her most precious fetich. Poverty, obscurity terrify her, +and for the fleshpots of fashion she would literally sell me, as she +once sold herself to Godwin Palma. Repeatedly I have been urged to +accept offers of marriage that revolted every instinct of my nature, +that seemed insulting to a woman who long ago gave away all that was +best, in her heart's idolatrous love. To-day my Belmont is ten-fold +dearer, than when in the dawning flush of womanhood, I plighted my +lifelong faith to him; and reigns more royally than ever over all +that is good and true in my perverted and cynical nature. I cling to +him, to my faith in his noble, manly, unselfish, undying love for me, +unworthy as I have grown, even as a drowning wretch to some +overhanging bough, which alone saves her from the black destruction +beneath. Unable to conquer the opposition he encountered here, +Belmont went West, and finally strayed into the solitudes of Oregon +and British America. At one time, for a year, I did not know whether +he were living or dead, and what torture I silently endured! Six +months ago he returned, buoyed by the hope of retrieving his past; +and one of his pictures was bought by a wealthy man in Philadelphia, +who had commissioned him to paint two more landscapes. At last we +began to dream of an humble little home somewhere, where at least we +should have the blessing of our mutual love and presence. The thought +was magnetic,--it showed me there was some good left in my poor +scoffing soul; that I possessed capacity for happiness, for +self-sacrificing devotion to my noble Belmont,--that made our future +seem a canticle. Oh! how delicious was the release I imagined!" + +She groaned aloud, and rocked herself to and fro, with a hopelessness +that awed and grieved her pale mute listener. + +"The Fates are fond of Erle Palma. They will pet him to the end, for +he is a man after their own flinty hearts; pitiless as those grim +three, whom Michael Angelo must have seen during nightmare. When I +think how he will gloat over the overthrow of my darling hope, I feel +that it is scarcely safe for me to remain under his roof; I am so +powerfully tempted to strangle him. Exposure to the rigour of two +winters in the far North-West has seriously undermined Belmont's +health. His physician apprehends consumption, and orders him to +hasten to Southern Europe, or South America." + +For some moments Olga was silent, and her mournful eyes were fixed on +the wall, with a half vacant stare, as her thoughts wandered to her +unfortunate lover. + +Regina could scarcely realize that this pallid face so full of +anguish was the radiant mocking countenance she had hitherto seen +only in mask, and taking her hand she pressed it gently to recall her +attention. + +"Feeling as you do, dear Olga, how can you think of marrying Mr. +Congreve?" + +"Marrying him! I do not; I am not yet quite so degraded as that +implies. I would sooner buy a pistol, or an ounce of arsenic, and end +all this misery. While Belmont lives, I belong to him; I love him as +I never have loved any one else; but when he is taken from me, only +Heaven sees what will be my wretched fate. Destiny has made a +football of the most precious hope that ever gladdened a woman's +heart, and when the end comes, I rather think Erle Palma will not +curl his granite lips, and taunt me. My assent to the Congreve +purchase is but a _ruse_; in other words, honest words, a disgraceful +subterfuge, fraud, to gain time. I can bear the life I lead no +longer, and ere many days I shall burst my fetters, and snatch +freedom, no matter what cost I pay hereafter." + +"Olga, you cannot mean that you intend----" + +"No matter what I intend, I shall not falter when the time comes. +Yesterday I went to see his mother--poor patient sufferer--and to +learn the latest tidings from my darling. You saw me when I entered, +and no doubt puzzled your brains to reconcile the inconsistency of my +conduct. Your delicate reticence entitles you to this explanation. +Now you know all my sorrow, and no matter what happens you must not +betray my movements. From this house, my letters to Belmont have been +intercepted, and our correspondence has long been conducted under +cover to his mother." + +"Where is he now?" + +"In Philadelphia." + +"How is he?" + +"No better. His physician says January must find him _en route_ to a +warmer climate." + +"When did you see him last?" + +"In September. Even then his cough rendered me anxious, but he +laughed at my apprehensions. O God! be merciful to him and to me! I +know I am unworthy; I know I have a bitter wicked tongue, and a world +of hate in my heart; but if God would be pitiful, if He only spares +my darling's life, I will try to be a better woman." + +She leaned her head once more on Regina's shoulder, and burst into a +flood of tears, the first her companion had ever seen her shed. After +some minutes the sympathizing listener said: + +"Perhaps if you appealed frankly to Mr. Palma, and showed him the +dreadful suffering of your heart, he would relent." + +"You do not know him. Does a lion relent with his paw upon his prey?" + +"His opposition must arise from an erroneous view of what would best +promote your happiness. He cannot be actuated by merely vindictive +motives, and I am sure he would sympathize with you if he realized +the intensity of your feelings." + +"I would as soon expect ancient Cheops to dissolve in tears at the +recital of my woes; or that statue of Washington in Union Place to +dismount and wipe my eyes! An Eggleston once defied and triumphed +over him in the court-room; and defeat Erle Palma never forgets, +never forgives. He proposes to give me ten thousand dollars as a +bridal present, when owning millions, I need it not; and to-day +one-half that amount would make me the happiest woman in all America, +would enable Belmont to travel south and re-establish his health, +would render two wretched souls everlastingly happy and grateful! Ah +how happy!" + +"Tell him so! Try him just once more, and I have an abiding faith +that he will generously respond to your appeal." + +Olga looked compassionately at her companion for an instant, and the +old bitter laugh jarred upon the girl's ears. + +"Poor little dove trying your wings in the upper air, flashing the +silver in the sun; fancying you are free to circle in the heavens so +blue above you! Your wary hawk watches patiently, only waiting for +you to soar a little higher, venture a little farther from the +shelter of the dovecote; then he will strike you down, fasten his +talons in your heart. 'Be ye wise as serpents, and harmless as +doves.' The first yon have yet to leap, and with Erle Palma as your +preceptor, your prospective tuition fees are heavy. You are a sweet +good earnest-hearted child, but in this house you need to be +something quite different--a Seraph. Do you understand? Now you are +only a cherub, which in the original means dove; but some day, if you +live here, you will learn the wisdom of the Seraph, which means +serpent! I know little 'Latin, less of Greek,' no Hebrew; but a +learned seer of New England taught me this." + +She tossed aside the bedclothes, and sprang out upon the floor, +wrapping herself in her cherry-coloured shawl. + +"Five o'clock, I daresay. Out of doors it is grey daylight, and I +must go back to my own room unobserved. What a world of sorrowful +sympathy shines in your wonderful eyes! What a pity you can't die +now, just as you are, for then your pure sinless soul would float +straight to that Fifth Heaven of the Midrash, 'Gan-Eden,' which is +set apart exclusively for the souls of noble women, and Pharaoh's +daughter, who is presumed to be Queen there, would certainly make you +maid of honour! One word more, before I run away. Do you know why +Cleopatra is coming here?'' + +"Olga, I do not in the least understand half you are saying." + +Olga's large white hand smoothed back the hair that clouded the +girl's forehead, and she asked almost incredulously: + +"Don't you really know that the Sorceress of the Nile drifts hither +in her gilded barge? You have heard of Brunella Carew, the richest +woman in the Antilles? She is the most dangerous of smooth-skinned +witches, as fascinating as Phryne, but more wisely discreet. When you +see her you will be at once reminded of Owen Meredith's 'Fatality': + + 'Live hair afloat with snakes of gold, + And a throat as white as snow, + And a stately figure and foot + And that faint pink smile, so sweet, so cold.' + +Just now this Cuban widow is the fashionable lioness; she is also a +pet _clientele_ of Erle Palma, and comes here to-day on a brief +visit. Heaven grant she prove his Lamia! As she affects Oriental +style, I call her Cleopatra, which pleases her vastly. Having been +endowed at birth with beauty and fortune, her remaining ambition is +to appear fastidious in literature, and _dilettante_ in art, and if +you wish to stretch her on St. Lawrence's gridiron, you have only to +offer a quotation or illustration which she cannot understand. Beware +of the poison of asps. There is an object to be accomplished by +inviting her here, and you may safely indulge the belief that her own +campaign is well matured. Keep your solemn sinless eyes wide open, +and don't under any circumstances quarrel with poor Elliott Roscoe. +One drop of his blood floats more generosity and magnanimity than all +the blue ice in his cousin's body. He was in a savage mood last +night, at Mrs. Tarrant's, and had some angry words with your +guardian, who of course treated him as he would a spoiled boy. Roscoe +at least has or had a heart. There is the day staring at us! I must +be gone. Remember--I have trusted you." + +She left the room, closing the door noiselessly, and Regina was lost +in perplexing conjectures concerning the significance of her parting +warning. + +It was not yet eight o'clock when she descended to the +breakfast-room, but Mr. Palma was already there, and stood at the +window, with an open newspaper which he appeared to scan very +intently. + +In answer to her subdued "Good-morning," he merely bowed, without +turning his head, and she rang the bell and took her place at the +table. + +While she scalded and wiped the cups (one of his requirements), he +walked to the hearth, glanced at his watch, and said: + +"Let me have my coffee at once. I have an early engagement. As it +threatens snow, you must keep indoors today." + +"I am obliged to attend the Cantata rehearsal at Mrs. Brompton's." + +"Then I will order the carriage to be placed at your disposal. What +hour?" + +"One o'clock." + +Upon her plate lay a sealed envelope, and as she put it in her +pocket, his keen eyes searched her countenance. + +"Did you sleep well? I should judge you had not closed your eyes." + +"I wrote a long letter to mother, and afterward I could not sleep." + +"You look as if you had grown five years older, since you gave me my +coffee yesterday. When the rehearsal ends, I wish you to come +directly home and go to sleep; for there will be company here to-day, +and it might be rather unflattering to me as guardian, to present my +ward to strangers, and imagine their comments on your weary hollow +eyes and face as blanched, as 'pale as Seneca's Paulina.'" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +Notwithstanding the snow which fell steadily at one o'clock, all who +were to take part in the "Cantata," assembled punctually at Mrs. +Brompton's, and as Regina hurried down to the carriage, she found +that Mrs. Carew, her little daughter and maid, had just arrived. +Avoiding a presentation, she proceeded at once to the "Rehearsal," +and dismissed the carriage, assuring Farley that it was wrong to keep +the horses out in such inclement weather; and as she was provided +with "waterproof," overshoes, and umbrella, would walk home. + +The musical exercises were unusually tedious, the choruses were +halting and uneven, and the repetition seemed endless. The day +darkened, and the great bronze chandeliers were lighted, and still +Professor Hurtzsel mercilessly flourished his baton, and required new +trials; until at length feverishly impatient, Regina having +satisfactorily rendered her _solos_, requested and received +permission to retire. + +It was almost four o'clock, the hour designated for her meeting, when +she enveloped herself in her waterproof cloak, drew the hood over her +hat, and almost ran for several squares from Mrs. Brompton's, toward +a line of street cars which would convey her to the vicinity of the +park. She succeeded in meeting an upward-bound car, entered, and +breathed more freely. + +It was quite crowded, and, forced to stand up, Regina steadied +herself by one of the leathern straps suspended from the roof. At her +side was an elderly gentleman with very white hair, eyebrows, and +moustache, who was muffled in a heavy overcoat, and leaned upon a +gold-headed cane. Soon after, another passenger pressed in, elbowed +his way forward, and, touching the old gentleman, exclaimed: + +"Colonel Tichnor in America! And above all in a street car! When did +you arrive?" + +"Last week. These cars are too democratic for men with gouty feet; +but I dislike to bring my horses out in such weather. Not more than a +dozen people have stood on my toes during the last fifteen minutes. +Ringold, how is Palma? Prosperous as ever?" + +"If you had been at Mrs. Tarrant's last night, you would not need to +inquire. Positively we younger men have no showing when he deigns to +enter the beaux list. He is striding upward in his profession, and +you know there is no limit to his ambition. Hitherto he had +cautiously steered clear of politics, but it is rumoured that a +certain caucus will probably tender him the nomination for----" + +Here a child close to Regina cried out so sharply that she could not +hear several sentences; and when quiet was restored, the young +gentleman was saying: + +"Very true; there is no accounting for taste. It does appear queer +that after living a bachelor so long, he should at last surrender to +a widow. But, my dear sir, she is a perfect Circe,--and I suspect +those immense estates in Cuba and Jamaica are quite as potential with +Palma as her other undeniable charms. Last night, as he promenaded +with her, it was conceded that they were the handsomest couple in the +room; and Mrs. Grundy has patted them on the head, and bestowed the +approved,--'Heaven bless you, my children.' Palma is the proudest man +in----" + +"Here is my street. Good-day, Ringold." + +The elderly gentleman left the car, and after awhile the young man +also departed; but there seemed no diminution of the crowd, and as +the track was heavy with drifting snow the horses moved slowly. At +last they reached a point where the line of road turned away from the +direction in which Regina desired to go, and quitting the car, she +walked toward East ---- Street. + +After the heated atmosphere she had just left, the sharp biting cold +was refreshing, and against the glistening needles of snow she +pressed rapidly on, until finally the trees in the square gladdened +her eyes. + +Near one of the corners, stood a large close carriage whose driver +was enveloped in a cloak, and protected by an umbrella, while the +yellow silk inside curtains were drawn down over the windows. + +Agitated by contending emotions of reluctance to meeting the man +whose presence was so painful, and of dread lest he had grown +impatient, and might present himself to her guardian, Regina hastened +into the square, and looked eagerly about the deserted walks. + +Pressed against the south side of a leafless tree whose trunk partly +shielded him from the driving snow-laden north-east wind, Peleg +Peterson stood watching her, and as she approached, he came forward. + +"Better late than never. How long did you expect me to wait here, +with the cold eating into my vitals?" + +"Indeed I am very sorry, but I could not come a moment sooner." + +"Who is in that carriage yonder?" + +"I do not know. How should I?" + +"There is something suspicious about it. Is it waiting for you?" + +"Certainly not, No human being knows where I am at this moment. Here +are forty-five dollars, every cent that I possess. You must not +expect me to aid you in future, for I shall not be able; and moreover +I shall be subjected to suspicion if I come here again." + +She handed him the money rolled up in a small package, and he +deposited it in his pocket. + +"You might at least have made it a hundred." + +"I have no more money." + +"Do you still doubt that you are my child?" + +"When you make your claim in a court of justice, as you yesterday +threatened, the proofs must be established. Until then, I shall not +discuss it with you. I have an abiding faith in the instincts of +nature, and I believe that when I stand before my father, my heart +will unmistakably proclaim it. From you it shrinks with dread and +horror." + +"Because Minnie taught you to hate me. I knew she would." + +"Mother never mentioned your name to me. Only to Hannah am I indebted +for any knowledge of you. Where is Hannah now?" + +"I don't know. We quarrelled not long ago. Regina, I want your +photograph. I want to wear my daughter's picture over my heart." + +He moved closer to her, and put out his arm, but she sprang back. + +"You must not touch me, at least not now; not until I can hear from +mother. I have no photographs of myself. The only picture taken for +years is a portrait which Mr. Palma had painted, and sent to mother. +In any emergency that may occur, if you should be really ill, or in +actual suffering and want, write to me, and address your letter +according to the directions on this slip of paper. Mrs. Mason will +always see that your note reaches me safely. You look very cold, and +I must hasten back, or my absence might cause questions and censure. +I shall find out everything from mother, for she will not deceive me; +and if--if what you say is true, then I shall know what is my duty, +and you must believe that I shall perform it. I pray to God that you +may not be my father, and I cannot believe that you are; but if after +all you prove your claim, I will do what is right. I will take your +hand then, and face the world's contempt; and we will bear our +disgrace together as best we may. When I know you are my father, I +will pay you all that a child owes a parent. This I promise you." + +Her face was wellnigh as white as the snow that covered and fringed +her hood; and out of its pallid beauty, the sad eyes looked +steadfastly into the bloated visage before her. + +"I believe you! There spoke my girl! You are true steel, and worth a +hundred of Minnie. Some day, my pretty child, you and I shall know +one another, as father and daughter should." + +He once more attempted to touch her, but vigilant and agile she +eluded his hand, and said decisively: + +"You have all that I can give you now--the money. Don't put your hand +on me, for as yet I deny your parental claim. When I know I am your +child, you shall find me obedient in all things. Now, sir, good-bye." + +Turning, she ran swiftly away, and glanced over her shoulder, fearful +of pursuit, but the figure stood where she had left him; was occupied +in counting the money, and, breathing more freely, Regina shook the +snow from her wrappings, from her umbrella, and walked homeward. + +Had she purchased a sufficient reprieve to keep him quiet until she +could hear from her mother, and receive the expected summons to join +her? Or was this but an illusive relief, a mere momentary lull in the +tempest of humiliation that was muttering and darkening around her? + +She had walked only a short distance from the square, and was turning +a corner, when she ran against a gentleman hurrying from the opposite +direction. + +"Pray pardon me, miss." + +She could not suppress the cry that broke from her lips. + +"Oh, Mr. Palma!" + +He turned as though he had not until now recognized her, but there +was no surprise in his stern fixed face. + +"I thought Mrs. Brompton resided on West ---- Street; had not heard +of her change of residence. From the length of your rehearsal you +certainly should be perfect in your performance. It is now half-past +five, and I think you told me you commenced at one? Rather +disagreeable weather for you to be out. Wait here, under this awning, +till I come back." + +He was absent not more than five minutes, and returned with a close +carriage; but a glance sufficed to show her it was not the one she +had seen in the neighbourhood of the square. + +As he opened the door and beckoned her forward, he took her umbrella, +handed her in, and with one keen cold look into her face, said: + +"I trust my ward's dinner toilette will be an improvement upon her +present appearance, as several guests have been invited. The Cantata +must have bored you immensely." + +He bowed, closed the door, directed the driven to the number of his +residence on Fifth Avenue, and disappeared. + +Sinking down in one corner, Regina shut her eyes, and groaned. Could +his presence have been accidental? She had given no one a clue in her +movements, and how could he have followed her circuitous route after +leaving Mrs. Brompton's? He had evinced no surprise, had asked no +explanation of her conduct, but would he abstain in future? Was his +promise to trust her the cause of his forbearance? Or was it +attributable to the fact that his thoughts were concentrated upon the +lady with whose name people were associating his? + +The strain upon her nerves was beginning to relax; her head ached, +her eyes smarted, and she felt sick and faint. Like one in a +perplexing dream, she was whirled along the streets, and at last +reached home. + +The house was already brilliantly lighted, for the day had closed +prematurely, with the darkness of the increasing snow, and in the +seclusion of her own room the girl threw herself down in a rocking +chair. + +Everything seemed dancing in kaleidoscopic confusion, and amid the +chaos only one grim fact was immovable, she must dress and go down to +dinner. Just now, unwelcome as was the task, she dared not neglect +it, for her absence might stimulate the investigation she so much +dreaded, and wearily she rose and began her toilette. + +At half-past seven Hattie entered. + +"Aren't you ready, miss? Mrs. Palma says you must hurry down, for the +company are all in the parlour, and Mr. Palma has asked for you. Stop +a minute, miss. Your sash is all crooked. There, all right. Let me +tell you there is more lace and velvet downstairs than you can show, +and jewellery! No end of it! But as for born good looks, you can +outface them all." + +"Don't I look very pale and jaded?" + +"Very white, miss; you always do, and red cheeks would be as much out +of your style as paint on a corpse. I can tell you what you do look +like, more than ever I saw you before; that marble figure with the +dove on its finger, which stands in the front parlour bay-window." + +It was Mr. Palma's pet piece of sculpture, a statue of "Innocence," +originally intended for his library, but Mrs. Palma had pleaded for +permission to exhibit it downstairs. + +During Regina's residence in New York scarcely a week elapsed without +her meeting guests at the dinner-table, and the frequency of the +occurrence had quite worn away the awkward shyness with which she had +at first confronted strangers. Yet to-day she felt nervously timid as +she approached the threshold of the brilliant room, and caught a +glimpse of those within. + +Two gentlemen stood on the rug talking with Olga, a third sat on a +sofa engaged in conversation with Mrs. Palma, while Mrs. St. Clare +and her daughter entertained two strangers in the opposite corner, +and on a _tete-a-tete_ drawn conspicuously forward under the +chandelier were Mr. Palma and Mrs. Carew. + +Regina merely glanced at Olga long enough to observe how handsome she +appeared, in her rose-hued silk, with its rich black lace garniture, +and the spray of crushed pink roses drooping against her neck, then +her gaze dwelt upon the woman under the chandelier. + +Unusually tall, and proportionately developed, her size might safely +have been pronounced heroic, and would by comparison have dwarfed a +man of less commanding stature than Mr. Palma; yet so symmetrical was +the outline of face and figure that the type seemed wellnigh +faultless, and she might have served as a large-limbed rounded model +for those majestic women whom Buonaroti painted for the admiration of +all humanity, upon the walls of the Sistine. + +The face was oval, with a remarkably low but full brow, a straight +finely-cut nose, very wide between the eyes, which were large, +almond-shaped, and of a singularly radiant grey, with long curling +gold-tinted lashes. Her complexion was of that peculiar creamy +colourlessness, which is found in the smooth petals of a magnolia, +and the lips were outlined in bright carmine that hinted at chemical +combinations, so ripe and luscious was the tint. + +Had she really stepped down from some glorious old Venetian picture, +bringing that crown of hair, of the true "_biondina_" hue, so rare +nowaday, and never seen in perfection save among the marbles and +lagunes of crumbling Venice? Was it natural, that mass of very pale +gold, so pale that it seemed a flossy heap of raw silk, or had she by +some subtle stroke of skill discovered the secret of that beautiful +artificial colouring, which was so successfully practised in the days +of Giorgione? + +Her dress was velvet, of that light lilac tint which only perfect +complexions dare approach, was cut very low and square in front and +trimmed with a profusion of gossamer white lace. Diamonds flashed on +her neck and arms, and in the centre of the puffed and crimped hair a +large butterfly of diamonds scattered light upon the yellow mass. + +Mr. Palma was smiling at some low spoken sentence that rippled like +Italian poetry over her full lips, when his eye detected the figure +hovering near the door, and at once he advanced, and drew her in. + +Without taking her hand, his fingers just touched her sleeve, as +walking beside her he said: + +"Mrs. Carew must allow me the pleasure of presenting my ward Miss +Orme, who has most unpardonably detained us from our soup." + +The stranger smiled and offered her hand. + +"Ah, Miss Orme! I shall never pardon you for stealing the only heart +whose loyalty I claim. My little Llora saw you at Mrs. Brompton's, +heard you sing, and was enchanted with your eyes, which she assured +me were 'blue as the sky, _ma mere_, and like violets with black lace +quilled around them.'" + +Regina barely touched the ivory hand encrusted with costly jewels, +and Mr. Palma drew her near a sofa, where sat a noble-looking elderly +gentleman, slightly bald, and whose ample beard and long moustache +were snow-white, although his eyebrows were black, and his fine brown +eyes sparkled with the fire and enthusiasm of youth. + +"My ward, Miss Orme, has a juvenile reverence for Congressmen, whom +knowing only historically, she fondly considers above and beyond the +common clay of mankind, regards them as the worthy successors of the +Roman _Patres Conscripti_, and in the Honourable Mr. Chesley she is +doubtless destined to realize all her romantic ideas relative to +American statesmen. Regina, Mr. Chesley represents California in the +council of the nation, and can tell you all about those wonderful +canons of which you were speaking last week." + +The guest took her fingers, shook them cordially, and looking into +his fine face, the girl felt a sudden thrill run through her frame. +What was there in the soft brown eyes, and shape of the brow that was +so familiar, that made her heart beat so fiercely? + +Mechanically she sat down near him, failing to answer some trivial +question from Mrs. Palma, and bowing in an absent preoccupied manner +to the remainder of the guests. + +Fortunately dinner was announced immediately, and as Mrs. Palma moved +away on Mr. Chesley's arm, while Mr. Palma gave his to Mrs. Carew, +Regina felt a cold hand seize hers, and lead her forward. + +"Mr. Roscoe, where did you secrete yourself? I was not aware that you +were in the room." + +"Standing near the window, watching you bow to every one else. Your +guardian requested me to hand you in to dinner." + +Something in his voice and manner annoyed her, and looking up, she +said coldly; + +"My guardian is very kind; but I regret that his consideration in +providing me an escort has taxed your courtesy so severely." + +Before he could reply they had reached the table, and, glancing at +the card attached to the bouquet at each plate, Regina found her +chair had been placed next to Mr. Chesley's, while Olga was her +_vis-a-vis_. + +"If I ask you it question, will you answer it truly?" said Elliott. + +"That depends entirely upon what it may prove. If a proper one, I +shall answer it truly; otherwise, not at all." + +"Was it of your own free will, without advice or bias, that you +refused the interview I asked you to grant me?" + +"It was." + +"My cousin influenced you adversely?" + +"No, sir." + +"He is purely selfish in his course toward----" + +"At least it is ungrateful and unbecoming in you to accuse him, and I +will not hear you." + +She turned her face toward Mr. Chesley, who was carrying on an +animated conversation with Mrs. Palma, and some moments elapsed +before Elliott resumed: + +"Regina, I must see you alone, sometime this evening." + +"Why?" + +"To demand an explanation of what I have seen and heard,--otherwise I +would not credit." + +"I have no explanations to offer on any subject. If you refer to a +conversation which Mr. Palma had with me yesterday at your request, +let me say once for all, that I cannot consent to its revival. Mr. +Roscoe, we are good friends now, I hope; but we should be such no +longer, if you persist in violating my wishes in this matter." + +"What I wish to say to you involves your own safety and happiness." + +"I am grateful for your kind intentions, but they result from some +erroneous impression. My individual welfare is bound up with those +whom you know not, and at all events I prefer not to discuss it." + +"You refuse me the privilege of a confidential talk with you?" + +"Yes, Mr. Roscoe. Now be pleasant, and let us converse on some more +agreeable topic. Did you ever meet Mrs. Carew until to-day?" + +He was too angry to reply immediately; but after a little while +mastered his indignation. + +"I have the pleasure of knowing Mrs. Carew quite well." + +"She is remarkably beautiful." + +"Oh, unquestionably! And she knows it better than any other article +in her creed. New York is spoiling her dreadfully." + +He turned and addressed some remarks to Miss St. Clare, who sat on +his right, and Regina rejoiced in the opportunity afforded her of +becoming a quiet observer and listener. She had never seen her +guardian so animated, so handsome as now, while he smiled genially +and talked with his lovely guest, and watching them, Regina +recollected the remark concerning their appearance which had been +made by the gentleman in the car. + +Was it possible that after all the lawyer's heart had been seriously +interested? Could that satin-cheeked, grey-eyed Circe with pale +yellow hair and lashes, hold him in silken bonds at her feet? The +idea that he could be captivated by any woman seemed utterly +incompatible with all that his ward knew of his life and character, +and it had appeared an established fact that he was incapable of any +tender emotion; but certainly at this instant the expression with +which he was gazing down into Mrs. Carew's lotos face, was earnestly +admiring. While Regina watched the pair, a cold sensation crept over +her as on some mild starlit night, one suddenly and unconsciously +drifts under the lee of some vast, slow-sailing iceberg, and knows +not, dreams not, of danger until smitten with the fatal prophetic +chill. + +Suppose the ambitious middle-aged man intended to marry this wealthy, +petted, lovely widow, was it not in all respects a brilliant suitable +match, which _le beau monde_ would cordially applaud? Was there a +possibility that she would decline an alliance with that proud +patrician, whose future seemed dazzling? + +In birth, fortune, and beauty could he find her superior? + +The flowers in the tall gold _epergne_ in the centre of the table, +and the wreath of scarlet camellias that swung down to meet them from +the green bronze chandelier, began to dance a saraband. Silver, +crystal, china, even the human figures appeared whirling in a misty +circle, across which the orange, emerald, and blue tints of the hock +glasses shot hither and thither like witch-lights on the Brocken; and +indistinct and spectral, yet alluring, gleamed the almond-shaped grey +eyes with their gold fringes. + +With a quick unsteady motion Regina grasped and drained a goblet of +iced-water, and after a little while the mist rolled away, and she +heard once more the voices that had never for an instant ceased their +utterances. + +The shuttlecock of conversation was well kept up from all sides of +the table, and when Regina's thoughts crept back from their numbing +reverie, Mr. Chesley was eloquently describing some of the most +picturesque localities in Oregon and California. + +Across the table floated a liquid response. + +"I saw in Philadelphia a large painting of that particular spot, and +though not remarkably well done, it enables one to form an +approximate idea of the grandeur of the scenery." + +Mr. Chesley bowed to Mrs. Carew, and answered: + "I met the artist, while upon his sketching tour, and was deeply +interested in his success. At one time, I hoped he would cast +matrimonial anchor in San Francisco, and remain among us; but his +fickle fair one deserted him for a young naval officer, and after her +marriage, California possessed few charms for him. I pitied poor +Eggleston most cordially." + +"Then permit me to assure you, that you are needlessly expending your +sympathy, for I bear witness to the fact that his wounds have +cicatrized. A fair Philadelphian has touched them with her fairy +finger, and at present he bows at another shrine." + +Shivering with sympathy for Olga, Regina could not refrain from +looking at her, while Mrs. Carew spoke, and marvelled at the calm +deference, the smiling _insouciance_ with which her hazel eyes rested +on the speaker. Then they wandered as if accidentally to the +countenance of Mr. Palma, and a lambent flame seemed to kindle in +their brown depths. + +"Mr. Eggleston has talent, and I am surprised that he has not been +more successful," replied the Congressman. + +Mr. Palma was pressing Mrs. St. Clare to take more wine, and appeared +deaf to the conversation, but Mrs. Carew's flute-like voice +responded: + +"Yes, a certain order of talent for mere landscape painting; but he +should never attempt a higher or different style. He made a wretched +copy of the Crucifixion for a wealthy retired tailor, who boasts of +his investments in 'virtue and bigotry;' and I fear I gave mortal +offence by venturing to say to the owner, that it reminded me of the +criticism of Luis de Vargas on a similar failure: 'Methinks he is +saying, Forgive them, Lord, for they know not what they do.'" + +"_A propos!_ of pictures. Mrs. Carew, I must arrange to have you see +a superb new painting recently hung upon the wall at the 'Century,' +and ask your opinion of its merit----" + +Regina did not catch the remainder of her guardian's sentence, which +she felt assured was intended to divert the conversation and shield +Olga, for just then Mr. Chesley asked to fill her glass, and the talk +drifted away to less dangerous topics. + +Irresistibly attracted by some subtle charm in his manner she found +herself drawn into a pleasant dialogue with him relative to some +startling incidents which he narrated of the early miners in the far +West. Watching his face, she puzzled her brain with the solution of +the singular familiarity it possessed. She had never met him until +to-day, and yet her heart wanned toward him more and more. + +At length she ventured the question: "Did you leave your family in +California?" + +"Unfortunately I have no family, and no relatives. My dear young +lady, is it not melancholy to find a confirmed old bachelor, verging +fast upon decrepitude, with no one to look after or care for him? +When I was a good-looking young beau, and should have been hunting me +a bonny blue-eyed bride, I was digging gold from the rocky ribs of +mountains in Western solitudes. When I made my fortune, I discovered +too late that I had given my youth in exchange." + + +"I should think, sir, that you might still marry, and be very happy." + +His low pleasant laugh did not embarrass her, and he answered: + +"You are very kind to kindle that beacon of encouragement, but I fear +your charitable sympathy clouds your judgment. Do you imagine any +fair young girl could brave my grey hairs and wrinkles?" + +"A young girl would not suit you, sir; but there must be noble +middle-aged ladies whom you could admire, and trust, and love?" + +He bent his white head, and whispered: + +"Such, for instance, as Mrs. Carew, who converts all places into +Ogygia?" + +Without lifting her eyes, she merely shook her head, and he +continued: + +"Miss Orme, all men have their roseleaf romance. Mine expanded very +early, but fate crumpled, crushed it into a shapeless ruin, and +leaving the wreck behind me, I went to the wilds of California. Since +then, I have missed the humanising influence of home ties, of +feminine association; but as I look down the hill, when the sun of my +life is casting long shadows, I sometimes feel that it would be a +great blessing had I a sister, cousin, niece, or even an adopted +daughter, whom I could love and lean upon in my lonely old age. Once +I seriously entertained the thought of selecting an orphan from some +Asylum, and adopting her into my heart and home." + +"When you do, I sincerely hope she will prove all that you wish, and +faithfully requite your goodness." + +She spoke so earnestly that he smiled, and added: + +"Can you recommend one to me? I envy Palma his guardianship, and if I +could find a young girl like you, I should not hesitate to +solicit----" + +"Pardon me, Mr. Chesley, but Mr. Palma is endeavouring to attract +your notice," said Mrs. Palma. + +The host held in his hand an envelope. + +"A telegram for you. Shall I direct the bearer to wait?" + +"With your permission, I will examine it." + +Having glanced at the lines, he turned the sheet of paper over, and +with a pencil wrote a few words; then handed it to Terry, requesting +him to direct the bearer to have the answer promptly telegraphed. + +"Nothing unpleasant, I trust?" said Mr. Palma. + +"Thank you, no. Only a summons which obliges me to curtail my visit, +and return to Washington by the midnight train." + +Interpreting a look from her stepson, Mrs. Palma hastened the slow +course of the dinner by a whisper to the waiter behind her chair; and +as she asked some questions relative to mutual friends residing in +Washington, Regina had no opportunity of renewing the conversation. + +Mr. Roscoe was assiduous in his attentions to Miss St. Clare, and +Regina looked over at Olga, who was talking very learnedly to a small +gentleman, a prominent and erudite scientist, whose knitted eyebrows +now and then indicated dissatisfaction with her careless manner of +handling his pet theories. + +Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sparkled, and a teasing smile sat upon +her lips, as she recklessly rolled her irreverent ball among his +technical ten pins; and repeated defiantly: + + "Is old Religion but a spectre now, + Haunting the solitude of darkened minds, + Mocked out of memory by the sceptic day? + Is there no corner safe from peeping Doubt?" + +"But, Miss Neville, I must be allowed to say that you do not in the +least grasp the vastness of this wonderful law of 'Natural +Selection,' of the 'Survival of the Fittest,' which is omnipotent +in its influence." + +"Ah, but my reverence for Civilization cries out against your savage +enactments! Look at the bulwarks of defence which Asylums and +Hospitals lift against the operation of your merciless decree. The +maimed, the feeble, the demented, become the wards of religion and +charity; the Unfittest of humanity are carefully preserved, and the +race is retarded it its development. Civilized legislation and +philanthropy are directly opposed to your 'Survival of the Fittest;' +and since I am not a tattooed princess of the South Pacific, allowed +to regale myself with _croquettes_ of human brains, or a _ragout_ of +baby's ears and hands, well flavoured with wine and lemon, I +accepted civilization. I believe China is the best place for the +successful testing of your theory, for there the unfittest have for +centuries been destroyed; yet I have not heard that the superior, the +'Coming Race,' has appeared among the tea farms." + +Elevating his voice, the small gentleman appealed to his host. + +"I thought Mr. Palma too zealous a disciple of Modern Science to +permit Miss Neville to indulge such flagrant heresies. She has +absolutely denied that the mental development of a horse, or a dog, +or ape is strictly analogous to that of man----" + +"Quote me correctly, I pray you, Doctor; to that of women, if you +please," interrupted Olga. + +"She believes that it is not a difference of degree (which we know to +be the case), but of kind; not comparative, but structural--you +understand. How can you tolerate such schism in your household? +Moreover, she scouts the great Spencerian organon." + +"Olga is too astute not to discover the discrepancy between the +theory of Scientists and the usages of civilized society, whose +sanitary provisions thwart and neutralize your law in its operations +upon the human race. 'Those whom it saves from dying prematurely, it +preserves to propagate dismal and imperfect lives. In our +complicated modern communities, a race is being run between moral and +mental enlightenment, and the deterioration of the physical and moral +constitution through the defeasance of the law of Natural +Selection.'" + +Lifting her champagne glass, Olga sipped the amber bubbles from its +brim, and slightly bent her head in acknowledgment. + +"Thanks. I disclaim any doubt of the accuracy of his pedigree from +the monad, through the ape, up to the present erudite philosopher; +but I humbly crave permission to assert a far different lineage for +myself. Pray, Doctor, train your battery now upon Mr. Palma, and +since he assails you with Greg, _minus_ quotation marks, require him +to avow his real sentiments concerning that sentence in 'De +Profundis': 'That purely political conception of religion which +regards the Ten Commandments as a sort of 'cheap defence' of property +and life, God Almighty as an ubiquitous and unpaid Policeman, and +Hell as a self-supporting jail, a penal settlement at the +Antipodes!'" + +Prudent Mrs. Palma rose at that moment, and the party left the +dining-room. + +Mrs. St. Clare called Regina to her sofa, to make some inquiries +about the Cantata, and when the latter was released, he saw that both +Mr. Chesley and Mr. Palma were absent. + +A half-hour elapsed, during which Olga continued to annoy the learned +small man with her irreverent flippancy, and Mrs. Carew seemed to +fascinate the two gentlemen who hovered about her like eager moths +around a lamp. Then the host and Congressman came in together, and +Regina saw her guardian cross the room, and murmur something to his +fair client, who smilingly assented. + +Mr. Chesley looked at the widow, and at Olga, and his eyes came back, +and dwelt upon the young girl who stood leaning against Mrs. Palma's +chair. + +Her dress was a pearl white alpaca, with no trimming, save tulle +ruchings at throat and wrists, and a few violets fastened in the +cameo Psyche that constituted her brooch. + +Pure, pale, almost sad, she looked in that brilliant drawing-room +like some fragile snowdrop, astray in a bed of gorgeous peonies and +poppies. + +Lifting her eyes to her host, as he leaned over the back of her sofa, +Mrs. Carew said: + +"Miss Orme poses almost faultlessly; she has evidently studied all +the rules of the art. Quite pretty too; and her hair has a peculiar +gloss that reminds one of the pounded peach-stones with which Van +Dyck glazed his pictures." + +The fingers of the hand that hung at his side clenched suddenly, but +adjusting his glasses more firmly he said very quietly: + +"My ward is not quite herself this evening, and is really too unwell +to be downstairs; but appeared at dinner in honour of your presence, +and in deference to my wishes. Shall I ring for your wrappings? The +carriage is waiting." + +"When I have kissed my cherub good-night, I shall be ready." + +He gave her his arm to the foot of the stairs, and returning, +announced his regret that Mrs. Carew was pledged to show herself at a +party, to which he had promised to escort her. Whereupon the other +ladies remembered that they also had promised to be present. + +Mr. Chesley, standing at some distance, had been very attentively +studying Regina's face, and now approaching her, took her hand with a +certain tender courtesy that touched her strangely. + +"My dear Miss Orme, I think we are destined to become firm fast +friends, and were I not compelled to hurry back to Washington to +oppose a certain bill, I should endeavour to improve our +acquaintance. Before long I shall see you again, and meanwhile you +must help me to find an adopted daughter as much like yourself as +possible, or I shall be tempted to steal you from Palma. Good-bye. +God bless you." + +His earnest tone and warm pressure of her fingers thrilled her heart, +and she thought his mild brown eyes held tears. + +"Good-bye, sir. I hope we shall meet again." + +"You may be sure we shall." + +He leaned down, and as he looked at her, she saw his mouth tremble. + +A wild conjecture flashed across her brain, and her hand clutched his +spasmodically, while her heart seemed to stand still. Was Mr. Chesley +her father? + +Before she could collect her thoughts, he turned away and left the +room, accompanied by Mr. Palma, who during the evening bad not once +glanced toward her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +Mrs. Carew had arrived on Tuesday morning, and announced that a +previous engagement would limit her visit to Saturday, at which time +she had promised to become the guest of a friend on Murray Hill. + +During Wednesday and Thursday the house was thronged with visitors. +There was company to dinner and to luncheon, and every imaginable +tribute paid to the taste and vanity of the beautiful woman, who +accepted the incense offered as flowers the dew of heaven, and stars +the light that constitutes their glory. Accustomed from her cradle to +adulation and indulgence, she had a pretty, yet imperious manner of +exacting it from all who ventured within her circle; and could not +forgive the cool indifference which generally characterized Olga's +behaviour. + +Too well-bred to be guilty of rudeness, the latter contrived in a +very adroit way to defy every proposition advanced by the fair guest, +and while she never transcended the bounds of courtesy, she piqued +and harassed and puzzled not only Mrs. Carew, but Mr. Palma. + +At ten o'clock on Thursday night, when the guests invited to dinner +had departed, and the family circle had collected in the sitting-room +to await the carriage which would convey the ladies to a Wedding +Reception, Mrs. Carew came downstairs magnificently attired in a +delicate green satin, covered with an over dress of exquisite white +lace, and adorned with a profusion of emeralds and pearls. + +Her hair was arranged in a unique style (which Olga denominated "Isis +fashion"), and above her forehead rested a jewelled lotos, the petals +of large pearls, the leaves of emeralds. + +As she stood before the grate, with the white lace shawl slipping +from her shoulders, and exposing the bare gleaming bust, Olga +exclaimed: + +"O Queen of the Nile! What Antony awaits your smiles?" + +As if aware that she were scrutinized, the grey eyes, sank to the +carpet, then met Olga's. + +"Miss Neville is not the only person who has found in me a +resemblance to the Egyptian sorceress. When I return to Italy, Story +shall immortalize me in connection with his own impassioned poem. Let +me see, how does it begin: + + 'Here, Charmian, take my bracelets.'" + +She passed her hand across her low wide brow, and, glancing furtively +at Mr. Palma, she daringly repeated the strongest passages of the +poem, while her flute-like tones seemed to gather additional +witchery. + +Sitting in one corner, with an open book in her hand, Regina looked +at her and listened, fascinated by her singular beauty, but +astonished at the emphasis with which she recited imagery that tinged +the girl's cheek with red. + +"If there be a 'cockatoo' in Gotham, doubtless you will own it +to-morrow. But forgive me, oh, Cleopatra! if I venture the heresy +that Story's poem--gorgeous, though I grant it--leaves a bad taste in +one's mouth, like richly spiced wine, hot and sweet and deliciously +intoxicating; but beware of to-morrow! 'Sometimes the poison of asps +is not confined to fig-baskets; and with your permission, I should +like to offer you an infallible antidote, Seraph of the Nile?" + +Mrs. Carew smiled defiantly, and inclined her head, interpreting the +lurking challenge in Olga's fiery hazel eyes. + +Leaning a little forward to note the effect, the latter began and +recited with much skill the entire words of "Maud Muller." Whenever +the name of the Judge was pronounced, she looked at Mr. Palma, and +there was peculiar emphasis in her rendition of the lines: + + "But the lawyers smiled that afternoon, + When he hummed in court an old love tune. + * * * * * + He wedded a wife of richest dower, + Who lived for fashion, as he for power." + +How had Olga discovered the secret which he believed so securely +locked in his own heart? Not a muscle moved in his cold guarded face, +but a faint flush stole across his cheek as he met her sparkling +gaze. + +Mrs. Carew's rosy lip curled scornfully: + +"My dear Miss Neville, should you ever be smitten by the blasts of +adversity, your charming recitative talent would prove wonderfully +remunerative upon the stage." + +"Thanks! but my observation leads me to believe that at the present +day the profession of the Sycophants pays the heaviest dividends. +Does Cleopatra's fondness for figs enable her to appreciate my +worldly wisdom?" + +Regina knew that Olga meant mischief to both host and guest, and +though she did not comprehend the drift of her laughing words, she +noticed the sudden smile that flashed over her guardian's +countenance, and the perplexed expression of Mrs. Carew's eyes. + +"Miss Neville has as usual floundered into her favourite blue mire, +whose stale scraps of learning cannot tempt me to pursuit." + +"Not into the mud of the Nile, oh celestial Isis! but into the +classic lore of Hellas. Ask Mr. Palma why I am opposed to smuggling +figs, especially rose-coloured figs?" + +Olga's light laugh was particularly irritating and disagreeable at +that moment, and her mother, who was a ubiquitous flag of truce on +such occasions, hastened to interpose. + +"My daughter, what possible connection can Mrs. Carew or anybody else +find between the habit of sycophancy and baskets of figs?" + +"Dear mamma, to explain it to you might be construed into an unfilial +and irreverent reflection upon the insufficiency of your education, +and of that admission nothing could induce me to be guilty. But +Regina yonder is still in the clutches of Dominie Sampson, and as she +is such an innocent stupid young dove, I will have mercy upon her +curiously questioning eyes. My dear rustic 'Maud,' Sycophants means +_fig-blabbers_; and when you are patient enough to study, and wise +enough to appreciate Plutarch, you will learn the derivation of the +title which justly belongs to multitudes of people." + +Making as near an approach to a grimace as the lines of grace (which +she never violated) would permit, Mrs. Carew lifted one shoulder +almost out of its satin fetters, and turned to her host. + +"Miss Neville should have reigned at the Hotel de Rambouillet when +_precieuse_ was more honoured than now. I fear if society suspected +the vastness of her learning, it would create a panic wherever she +goes." + +Olga was leaving the room, had almost reached the door, but at the +last words turned, and her face sparkled mischievously. + +"Beautiful Egypt is acquainted with sphinxes, and should be quick at +guessing riddles. Will Cleopatra or Antony answer my conundrum? When +my erudition creates a panic, why am I like those who dwelt about +Chemmis, when the tragical fate of Osiris was accomplished?" + +Mr. Palma answered promptly: + +"Because the Pans who inhabited that region were the first who +learned of the disaster, and as they spread the fatal news among the +people, all sudden public frights and shocks have been ever since +called panics. The carriage is ready. We shall be late at the +wedding. Olga, where is your shawl?" + +As they quitted the room together, he added in an undertone: + +"Your Parthian warfare would have justified me in returning your +arrow, but I was never an expert in the use of small arms." + +With her hand upon the balustrade of the stairs, which she was +ascending, Olga looked down on him, and her eyes blazed with an +intensity of scorn and defiance. + +"To your empty quiver, not your leniency, I am indebted for my +safety. Your arrows were all skilfully barbed, and even the venom of +asps distilled upon them; but you have done your worst, and failed. +Parthian tactics ill suit my temper, let me tell you, and just now I +should infinitely prefer the Scythian style. Were I only for one +brief hour Tomyris, I would carry your head, sir, where she held that +of Cyrus, in a bag." + +He walked on to the front door, and those in the sitting-room heard +Olga run up the steps, singing with _gusto_ that strain from Far +Diavolo, ending, "Diavolo! Diavolo!" + +The "Cantata of Undine" had been composed by a gifted and fashionable +_amateur_, and was performed by young people who belonged to _le beau +monde_, consequently at an early hour on Friday evening, the house +was crowded to witness the appearance of a constellation of +_amateurs_, among whom Regina shone resplendent. When after the +opening chorus, she came first upon the stage, and stood watching the +baton of the leader, a bum of admiration rose from the audience. + +The costume was of some silvery gauze that hung like mist around her +slender figure, and was encrusted here and there with the fragile +white water-lilies that matched the spray which twined across her +head, and strayed down among the unbound hair now floating free, far +below her waist. + +Very pale but calm, she began her solo, at first a little +tremulously, but by degrees the rich voice gained its strength, +asserted its spell, and nobly fulfilled the promise of Professor +Hurtzsel, that New York should hear that night its finest +_contralto_. + +Startled by the burst of applause that succeeded her song, she looked +for the first time at the audience, and saw her guardian's tall +conspicuous figure leaning against a column near the spot where Mrs. +Carew sat. + +Very grave, coolly critical, and quite preoccupied he certainly +looked, and none would have dreamed that the slight motion of his +lips meant "My Lily." + +Twice she sang alone, and finally in a duo which admirably displayed +the compass and _timbre_ of her very peculiar voice, and the floral +hurricane that assailed her attested her complete triumph. + +The unaffected simplicity of her bearing, as contrasted with the +_aplomb_ and artificial manner of the other young ladies who were +performers,--the angelic purity and delicacy of the sweet girlish +face, with a lingering trace of sadness in the superb eyes, which +only deepened their velvet violet,--excited the earnest interest of +all present, and many curious inquiries ran through the audience. + +At the close of the Cantata, Mrs. Palma drew Regina away from the +strangers who pressed forward to offer their congratulations, and, +throwing a fur cloak around her, kissed her cheek. + +It was the first caress the stately woman had ever bestowed, and as +the girl looked up, gratified and astonished, the former said: + +"You sang delightfully, my dear, and we are more than satisfied, +quite proud. Your voice was as even and smooth as a piece of +cream-coloured Persian satin. No, Mrs. Brompton, not to-night. +Pardon me, Professor, but I must hurry her away, for Mrs. Carew and I +have an engagement at Mrs. Quimbey's. I shall be obliged to take our +'Undine' home, and then return for my fair friend, who is as usual +surrounded, and inextricable just now." + +While she spoke, Regina's eyes wandered across the mass of heads, and +rested on the commanding form of her guardian, standing among a group +of gentlemen collected around Mrs. Carew, who clad in white _moire +antique_, with a complete overdress of finest black lace, looped with +diamond sprays, seemed more than usually regal and brilliant. + +Mrs. Palma hurried Regina through a side entrance, and down to the +carriage, and ere long, having seen her enter the hall at home, bade +her good-night, and drove back for Mrs. Carew and Mr. Palma. + +It was only a little after ten o'clock, and Regina went up to the +library, her favourite haunt. She had converted the over-skirt of her +dress into an apron, now filled with bouquets from among the number +showered upon her; and selecting one composed of pelargoniums and +heliotropes, she placed it in the vase beneath her mother's picture, +and laid the remainder in a circle around it. + +"Ah, mother! they praised your child; but your voice was missing. +Would you too have been proud of me? Oh! if I could feel your lips on +mine, and hear you whisper once more, as of old, 'My baby! my +precious baby!'" + +Gazing at the portrait, she spoke with a passionate fervour very +unusual in her composed reserved nature, and unshed tears gathered +and glorified her eyes. + +The house was silent and deserted, save by the servants, by Mrs. +Carew's child and nurse, and throwing off her cloak, Regina remained +standing in front of the portrait, while her thoughts wandered into +grey dreary wastes. + +Since the day of Mrs. Carew's arrival she had not exchanged a +syllable with her guardian, nor had she for an instant seen him +alone, for the early breakfasts had been discontinued, and in honour +of his guest and client, Mr. Palma took his with the assembled +family. + +There was in his deportment toward his ward nothing harsh, nothing +that could have indicated displeasure; but he seemed to have entirely +forgotten her from the moment when he presented her to Mr. Chesley. + +He never even accidentally glanced at her, and patiently watching her +immobile cold face, sparkling only with intelligence, as he +endeavoured to entertain his exacting and imperious guest, Regina +began to realize the vast distance that divided her from him. + +His haughty Brahmimc pride seemed to lift him into some lofty plane, +so far beyond the level of Peleg Peterson, that in contrasting them +the girl groaned and grew sick at heart. She felt that she stood upon +a mine already charged, and that at any moment that wretched man who +held the fatal fuse in his brutal hand, might hurl her and all her +hopes into irremediable chaos and ruin. If the fastidious and +aristocratic people who had kindly applauded her singing a little +while ago could have imagined the dense cloud of social humiliation +that threatened to burst upon her, would she have even been tolerated +in that assemblage? Ignorance of her parentage was her sole passport +into really good society, and the prestige of her guardian's noble +name an ermine mantle of protection, which might be rudely torn away. + +During the last three days, left to the companionship of her own sad +thoughts, and unable to see Olga alone for even a moment, more than +one painful and unutterably bitter discovery had been made. She felt +that indeed her childhood had flown for ever, that the sacred +mysterious chrism of womanhood had been poured upon her young heart. + +Until forced to observe the marked admiration which in his own house +Mr. Palma evinced when conversing with Mrs. Carew, Regina had been +conscious only of a profound respect for him, of a deeply grateful +appreciation of his protecting care; and even when he interrogated +her with reference to her affection for Mr. Lindsay, she had +truthfully averred her conviction that her heart was wholly +disengaged. + +But sternly honest in dealing with her own soul, subsequent events +had painfully shocked her into a realization of the feeling that +first manifested itself as she watched Mr. Palma and Mrs. Carew at +the dinner-table. + +She knew now that the keen pang she suffered that day could mean +nothing less solemn and distressing than the mortifying fact that she +was beginning to love her guardian. Not merely as a grateful, +respectful ward, the august lawyer who represented her mother's +authority, but as a woman once, and once only in life, loves the man, +whom her pure tender heart humbly acknowledges as her king, her +high-priest, her one divinity in clay. + +Although conscience acquitted her of any intentional weakness, her +womanly pride and delicacy bled at every pore, when she arraigned +herself for being guilty of this emotion toward one who regarded her +as a child, who merely pitied her forlorn isolation; and whose eye +would fill with fiery scorn, could he dream of her presumptuous, her +unfeminine folly. + +Despite the chronic sneers with which Olga always referred to his +character and habitual conduct, Regina could not withhold a reverence +for his opinion, and an earnest admiration of his grave, dignified, +yet polished deportment in his household. + +By degrees her early dread and repulsion had melted away, confidence +and respect usurped their place; and gradually he had grown and +heightened in her estimation, until suddenly opening her eyes wide +she saw that Erle Palma filled all the horizon of her hopes. + +During three sleepless nights she had kept her eyes riveted upon this +unexpected and mournful fact, and while deeply humiliated by the +discovery, she proudly resolved to uproot and cast out of her heart +the alien growth, which she felt could prove only the upas of her +future. Allowing herself absolutely no hope, no pardon, no quarter, +she sternly laid the axe of indignant condemnation and destruction to +the daring off-shoot, desperately hewing at her very heart-strings. + +Mrs. Carew's manner left little doubt that she was leaning like a +ripe peach within his reach, ready at a touch to fall into his hand; +and though Regina felt that this low-browed, sibyl-eyed woman was +vastly his inferior in all save beauty and wealth, she knew that even +his failure to marry the widow would furnish no justification for the +further indulgence of her own foolish and unsought preference. + +The dread lest he might suspect it, and despise her, added intensity +to her desire to leave New York, and find safety in joining her +mother; for the thought of his cold contempt, his glittering black +eyes, and curling lips, was unendurable. + +Weeks must elapse ere she could receive an answer to her letter, +praying for permission to sail for Europe, and during this trying +interval, she determined to guard every word and glance, to allow no +hint of her great folly to escape. + +Peleg Peterson's daughter, or else "Nobody's Child," daring to lift +her eyes to the lordly form of Erle Palma! + +As this bitter thought taunted and stung her, she uttered a low cry +of anguish and shame. + +"What is the matter? Don't cry, it will spoil your pretty eyes." + +Regina turned quickly, and saw little Llora Carew standing near, and +arrayed only in her long white night dress, and pink rosetted +slippers. + +"Llora, how came you out of bed? You ought to have been asleep three +hours ago." + +"So I was. But I waked up, and felt so lonesome. Mammie has gone off +and left me, and hunting for somebody I came here. Won't you please +let me stay awhile? I can't go to sleep." + +"But you will catch cold." + +"No, the room is warm, and I have my slippers. Oh! what a pretty +dress! And your arms and neck are like snow, whiter even than my +mamma's. Please do sing something for me. Your voice is sweeter than +my musical box, and then I am going away to-morrow." + +She had curled herself like a pet kitten on the rug, and looking down +at her soft dusky eyes, and rosy cheeks, Regina sighed. + +"I am so tired, dear. I have no voice left." + +"If you could sing before all the people at the Cantata, you might +just one song for little me." + +"Well, pet, I know I ought not to be selfish, and I will try. Come, +kiss me. My mother is so far away, and I have nobody to love me. Hug +me tight." + +There was a door leading from Mr. Palma's sleeping-room, to the +curtained alcove behind the writing desk, and having quietly entered +by that passage soon after Regina came home, the master of the house +sat on a lounge veiled by damask and lace curtains, and holding the +drapery slightly aside, watched what passed in the library. + +He was rising to declare his presence, when Llora came in, and +somewhat vexed at the _contretemps_ he awaited the result. + +As Regina knelt on the rug and opened her arms, the pretty child +sprang into them, kissed her cheeks, and assured her repeatedly that +she loved her very dearly, that she was the loveliest girl she ever +saw, especially in that gauze dress. Particularly fond of children, +Regina toyed with, and caressed her for some minutes, then rose, and +said: + +"Now I will sing you a little song to put you to sleep. Sit here by +the hearth, but be sure not to nod and fall into the fire." + +She opened the organ, and although partly beyond the range of Mr. +Palma's vision, he heard every syllable of the sweet mellow English +words of Kuecken's "Schlummerlied," with its soothing refrain: + + "Oh, hush thee now, in slumber mild, + While watch I keep, oh sleep, my child." + +She sang it with strange pathos, thinking of her own far distant +mother, whom fate had denied the privilege of chanting lullabies over +her lonely blue-eyed child. + +Ending, she came back to the hearth, and Llora clasped her tiny +hands, and chirped: + +"Oh, so sweet! When you get to heaven, don't you reckon you will sit +in the choir? Once more, oh! do, please." + +"What a hungry little beggar you are! Come, sit in my lap, and I will +hum you a dear little tune. Then you must positively scamper away to +bed, or your mamma will scold us both, and your mammie also." + +A tall yellow woman with a white handkerchief wound turban-style +around her head, came stealthily forward, and said: + +"Miss, give her to me. I went downstairs for a drink of water, and +when I got back I missed her. Come, baby, let me carry you to bed or +you will have the croup, and the doctors might cut your throat." + +"Wait, mammie, till she sings that little tune she promised; then I +will go." + +Regina sat down in a low cushioned chair, took the little girl on her +lap, and while the curly head nestled on her shoulder, and one arm +clasped her neck, she rested her chin upon the brown hair, and sang +in a very sweet, subdued tone that most soothing of all lullaby +strains, Wallace's "Cradle Song." + +As she proceeded, the turbaned head of the nurse kept time, swaying +to and fro in the background, and a sweeter picture never adorned +canvas than that which Mr. Palma watched in front of his library +fire, and which photographed itself indelibly upon his memory. + +Singer and child occupied very much the same position as the figures +in the _Madonna della Sedia_, and no more lovely woman and child ever +sat for its painter. + +As Mr. Palma's fastidiously critical eyes rested on the sad perfect +face of Regina, with the long black lashes veiling her eyes, and the +bare arms and shoulders gleaming above the silver gauze of her +drapery, he silently admitted that her beauty seemed strangely +sanctified, and more spirituelle than ever before. Contrasting that +sweet white figure, over whose delicate lips floated the dreamy +rhythm of the cradle chant, with the hundreds of handsome, +accomplished, witty, and brilliant women who thronged the ball-room +he had just left, this man of the world confessed that his proud +ambitious heart was hopelessly in bondage to the fair young singer. + + "Sleep, my little one, sleep,-- + Sleep, my pretty one,--sleep." + +At that moment he was powerfully tempted to delay no longer to take +her to his bosom for ever; and it cost him a struggle to sit +patiently, while every fibre of his strong frame was thrilling with a +depth and fervour of feeling that threatened to bear away all +dictates of discretion. Ah! what a divine melody seemed to ring +through all his future as he leaned eagerly forward, and listened to +the closing words, softly reiterated: + + "Sleep, my little one, sleep,-- + Sleep, my pretty one,--sleep." + +When she was his wife, how often in the blessed evenings spent here, +in this hallowed room, he promised himself he would make her sing +that song. No shadow of doubt that whenever he chose, he could win +her for his own, clouded the brightness of the vision, for success in +other pursuits had fed his vanity, until he believed himself +invincible; and although he had studied her character closely, he +failed to comprehend fully the proud obstinacy latent in her quiet +nature. + +Just then even the Chief Justiceship seemed an inferior prize, in +comparison with the possession of that white-browed girl, and her +pure clinging love; and certainly for a time Mr. Erle Palma's +towering pride and insatiable ambition were forgotten in his longing +to snatch the one beloved of all his arid life to the heart that was +throbbing almost beyond even his rigid control. + +For the first time within his recollection he distrusted his power of +self-restraint, and rising passed quickly into his own room, and +thence after some moments out into the hall. Near the stairs he met +the mulatto nurse carrying Llora in her arms. + +"Does Mrs. Carew permit that child to sit up so late?" + +"Oh no, sir! She has been asleep once; but Miss Regina pets her a +good deal, and had her in the library singing to her." + +"Mr. Palma, shall I kiss you good-night?" asked the pretty creole, +lifting her curly head from her "mammie's" shoulder. + +"Good-night, Llora. Such tender birds should have been in their nests +long before this. I shall go and scold Miss Orme for keeping you +awake so late." + +He merely patted her rosy round cheek, and went to the library. + +Hearing his unmistakable step, Regina conjectured that he had +escorted the ladies home much earlier than they were accustomed to +return, and longing to avoid the possibility of a _tete-a-tete_ with +him, she would gladly have escaped before his entrance had been +practicable. + +He closed the door, and came forward, and, leaning back in the chair +where she still sat, her hands closed tightly over each other. + +"I fear my ward is learning to keep late hours. It is after eleven +o'clock, and you should be dreaming of the cool, beryl, aquatic +abodes you have been frequenting as Undine; for indeed you look a +very weary naiad." + +Was he pleased with her success, and would he deem to give her a +morsel of commendation? + +A moment after, she knew that he entertained no such purpose, and +felt that she ought to rejoice; that it was far best he should not, +for praise from his lips would be dangerously sweet. + +Glancing at the floral tribute laid before her mother's portrait, he +said: + +"You certainly are a faithful devotee at your mother's shrine, and no +wonder poor Roscoe is so desperately savage at his failure to engage +a portion of your regard. Did you have a satisfactory interview with +him on Tuesday last? I invited him for that purpose, as he avowed +himself dissatisfied with my efforts as proxy, and demanded the +privilege of pleading his own cause. Permit me to hope that he +successfully improved the opportunity which I provided by requesting +him to escort you to dinner." + +Standing upon the rug, and immediately in front of her, he spoke with +cool indifference, and though the words seemed to her a cruel mockery +they proved a powerful tonic, bringing the grim comfort that at least +her presumptuous madness was not suspected. + +"I had very little conversation with Mr. Roscoe, as I declined to +renew the discussion of a topic which was painful and embarrassing to +me, and I fear I have entirely forfeited his friendship." + +"Then after mature deliberation you still peremptorily refuse to +become more closely related to me? Once there appeared a rosy +possibility that you might one day call me cousin." + +With a sudden resolution she looked straight at him for the first +time since his entrance, and answered quietly: + +"You will be my kind faithful guardian a little while longer, until I +can hear from mother; but we shall never be any more closely +related." + +The reply was not exactly what he expected and desired; but with his +chill, out-door conventional smile he added: + +"Poor Roscoe! his heart frequently outstrips his reason." + +Looking at him, she felt assured that no one could ever justly make +that charge against him; and unwilling to prolong the interview, she +rose. + +"Pardon me, if, notwithstanding the lateness of the hour, I detain +you a few minutes from your Undine dreams. Be so good as to resume +your seat." + +There was an ominous pause, and reluctantly she was forced to look +up. + +He was regarding her very sternly, and as his eyes caught and held +hers he put his fingers in his vest pocket, drawing therefrom a +narrow strip of paper, folded carefully. Holding it out, he asked: + +"Did you ever see this?" + +Before she opened it she knew it contained the address she had given +to Peleg Peterson on Tuesday, and a shiver crept over her. +Mechanically glancing at it, she sighed; a sigh that was almost a +moan. + +"Regina, have the courtesy to answer my question." + +"Of course I have seen it before. You know it is my handwriting." + +"Did you furnish that address with the expectation of conducting a +clandestine correspondence?" + +An increasing pallor overspread her features, but in a very firm +decided voice, she replied: + +"Yes sir." + +"Knowing that your legal guardian would forbid such an interchange of +letters, you directed them enclosed under cover to Mrs. Mason?" + +"I did." + +The slip of paper fluttered to the floor, and her fingers locked each +other. + +"A gentleman picked up that scrap of paper, in one of the squares +located far up town, and recognizing the name of my ward, very +discreetly placed it in the possession of her guardian." + +"Mr. Palma, were you not in a carriage at that square on Tuesday?" + +"I was not. My time is rather too valuable to be wasted in a +rendezvous at out-of-the-way squares while a snowstorm is in full +blast. What possible attraction do you imagine such folly could offer +me?" + +"I met you not very far from that square, and I thought----" + +"Pray take time, and conclude your sentence." + +She shook her head. + +"Some important business connected with my profession, and involving +a case long ago placed in my hands, called me, despite the +unfavourable weather, to that section of the city. Having +particularly desired and instructed you to come home as soon as the +rehearsal at Mrs. Brompton's ended, I certainly had no right to +suppose you intended to disobey me." + +He paused, but she remained a pale image of silent sorrow. + +"A few evenings since you asked me to trust you, and in defiance of +my judgment I reluctantly promised to do so. Have you not forfeited +your guardian's confidence?" + +"Perhaps so; but it was unavoidable." + +"Unavoidable that you should systematically deceive me?" he demanded +very sternly. + +"I have not deceived you." + +"My duty as your guardian forces me to deal plainly with you. With +whom have you arranged this disgraceful clandestine correspondence?" + +Her gaze swept quite past him, ascended to the pitying brown eyes in +her mother's portrait; and though she grew white as her Undine +vesture, and he saw her shudder, her voice was unshaken. + +"I cannot tell you." + +"Representing your mother's authority, I demand an answer." + +After an instant, she said: + +"Though you were twenty times my guardian, I shall not tell you, +sir." + +She seemed like some marble statue, which one might hack and hew in +twain, without extorting a confession. + +"Then you force me to a very shocking and shameful conclusion." + +Was there, she wondered, any conclusion so shameful as the truth, +which at all hazard she was resolved for her mother's sake to hide? + +"You are secretly meeting and arranging to correspond with some +vagrant lover whom you blush so acknowledge." + +"Lover! Oh, merciful God! When I need a father, and a father's +protecting name--when I am heart-sick for my mother, and her +shielding healing love--how can you cruelly talk to me of a lover? +What right has a nameless, homeless waif to think of love? God grant +me a father and a mother, a stainless name, and I shall never need, +never wish, never tolerate a lover! Do not insult my misery." + +She lifted her clenched hands almost menacingly, and her passionate +vehemence startled her companion, who could scarcely recognize in the +glittering defiant gaze that met his the velvet violet eyes over +which the silken fringes had hung with such tender Madonna grace but +a half-hour before. + +"Regina, how could you deceive me so shamefully?" + +"I did not intend to do so. I am innocent of the disgraceful motives +you impute to me; but I cannot explain what you condemn so severely. +In all that I have done I have been impelled by a stern, painful +sense of duty, and my conscience acquits me; but I shall not give you +any explanation. To no human being, except my mother, will I confess +the whole matter. Oh, send me at once to her! I asked you to trust +me, and you believe me utterly unworthy, think I have forfeited your +confidence, even your respect. It is hard, very hard, for I hoped to +possess always your good opinion. But it must be borne, and now at +least, holding me so low in your esteem, you will not keep me under +your roof; you will gladly send me to mother. Let me go. Oh! do let +me go--at once; to-morrow." + +She seemed inexplicably transformed into a woeful desperate woman, +and the man's heart yearned to fold her closely in his arms, +sheltering her for ever. + +Drawing nearer, he spoke in a wholly altered voice. + +"When you asked me to trust you, I did so. Now will you grant me a +similar boon? Lily, trust me." + +His tone had never sounded so low, almost pleading before; and it +thrilled her with an overmastering grief, that when he who was wont +to command, condescended to sue for her confidence, she was forced +to withhold it. + +"Oh, Mr. Palma, do not ask me! I cannot." + +He took her hands, unwinding the cold fingers, and in his peculiar +magnetic way softly folding them in his warm palms; but she struggled +to withdraw them, and he saw the purple shadows deepening under her +large eyes. + +"Little girl, I would not betray your secret Give it to my +safekeeping. Show me your heart." + + +As if fearful he might read it, she involuntarily closed her +eyes, and her answer was almost a sob. + +"It is not my secret, it involves others, and I would rather die +to-morrow, to-night, than have it known. Oh! let me go away at once, +and for ever!" + +Accustomed to compel compliance with his wishes, it was difficult for +him to patiently endure defiance and defeat from that fair young +creature, whom he began to perceive he could neither overawe nor +persuade. + +For several minutes he seemed lost in thought, still holding her +hands firmly; then he suddenly laughed, and stooped toward her. + +"Brave, true little heart! I wonder if some day you will be as +steadfast and faithful in your devotion to your husband, as you have +been in your loving defence of your mother? You need not tell me your +secret, I know everything; and, Lily, I can scarcely forgive you for +venturing within the reach and power of that wretched vagabond." + +He felt her start and shiver, and pitying the terrified expression +that drifted into her countenance, he continued: + +"Unconsciously, you were giving alms to your own and to your mother's +worst enemy. Peleg Peterson has for years stood between you and your +lawful name." + +She reeled, and her fingers closed spasmodically over his, as white +and faint, she gasped: + +"Then he is not--my----" + +The words died on her quivering lips. + +"He is the man who has slandered and traduced your mother, even to +her own husband." + +"Oh! then, he is not, he cannot be my--father!" + +"No more your father than I am! At last I have succeeded in +obtaining----" + +She was beyond the reach even of his voice, and as she drooped he +caught her in his arms. + +Since Monday the terrible strain had known no relaxation, and the +sudden release from the horrible incubus of Peleg Peterson was +overpowering. + +Mr. Palma held her for some seconds clasped to his heart, and placing +the head on his bosom, turned the white face to his. How hungrily the +haughty man hung over those wan features, and what a wealth of +passionate tenderness thrilled in the low trembling voice that +whispered: + +"My Lily. My darling; my own." + +He kissed her softly, as if the cold lips were too sacred even for +his loving touch, and gently placed her on the sofa, holding her with +his encircling arm. + +Since his boyhood no woman's lips had ever pressed his, and the last +kiss he had bestowed was upon his mother's brow, as she lay in her +coffin. + +To-night the freshness of youth came back, and the cold, politic, +non-committal lawyer found himself for the first time an ardent +trembling lover. + +He watched the faint quiver of her blue-veined lids, and heard the +shuddering sigh that assured him consciousness was returning. Softly +stroking her hand, he saw the eyes at last unclose. + +"You certainly have been down among your uncanny Undine caves; for +you quite resemble a drenched lily. Now sit up." + +He lifted her back into the easy chair, as if she had been an infant, +and stood before her. + +As her mind cleared, she recalled what had passed, and said almost in +a whisper: + +"Did I dream, or did you tell me that horrible man is not my father?" + +"I told you so. He is a black-hearted, vindictive miscreant, who +successfully blackmailed you, by practising a vile imposture." + +"Oh! are you quite sure?" + +"Perfectly sure. I have been hunting him for years, and at last have +obtained in black and white his own confession, which nobly +exonerates your mother from his infamous aspirations." + +"Thank God! Thank God!" + +Tears were stealing down her cheeks, and he saw from the twitching of +her face that she was fast losing control of her overtaxed nerves. + +"You must go to your room and rest, or you will be ill." + +"Oh! not if I am sure he will never dare to claim me as his child. +Oh, Mr. Palma! that possibility has almost driven me wild." + +"Dismiss it as you would some hideous nightmare. Go to sleep and +dream of your mother, and of----" + +He bit his lip to check the rash words, and too much agitated to +observe his changed manner, she asked: + +"Where is he now?" + +"No matter where. He is so completely in my power, that he can +trouble us no more." + +She clasped her hands joyfully, but the tears fell faster, and +looking at her mother's picture, she exclaimed: + +"Have mercy upon me, Mr. Palma! Tell me--do you know--whom I am? Do +you really know beyond doubt who was--or is--my father?" + +"This much I can tell you, I know your father's name; but just now I +am forbidden by your mother to disclose it, even to you. Come to your +room." + +He raised her from the chair, and as she stood before him, it was +pitiable to witness the agonized entreaty in her pallid but beautiful +face. + +"Please tell me only one thing, and I can bear all else patiently. +Was he--was my father--a gentleman? Oh! my mother could never have +loved any--but a gentleman." + +"His treatment of her and of you would scarcely entitle him to that +honourable epithet; yet in the eyes of the world your father +assuredly is in every respect a gentleman, is considered even an +aristocrat." + +She sobbed aloud, and the violence of her emotion, which she seemed +unable to control, alarmed him. Leading her to the library door he +said, retaining her hand. + +"Compose yourself, or you will be really sick. Now that your poor +tortured heart is easy, can you not go to sleep?" + +"Oh, thank you! Yes, I will try." + +"Lily, next time trust me. Trust your guardian in everything. +Good-night. God bless you." + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +"'The dice of the gods are always loaded,' and what appears the +merest chance is as inexorably fixed, predetermined, as the rules of +mathematics, or the laws of crystallization. What madness to flout +fate!" + +Mrs. Orme laid down her pen as she spoke, and leaned back in her +chair. + +"Did you speak to me?" inquired Mrs. Waul, who had been nodding over +her worsted work, and was aroused by the sound of the voice. + +"No, I was merely thinking aloud; a foolish habit I have contracted +since I began to aspire to literary laurels. Go to sleep again, and +finish your dream." + +Upon the writing desk lay a _MS_. in morocco cover, and secured by +heavy bronze clasps, into which the owner put a small key attached to +her watch chain, carefully locking and laying it away in a drawer of +the desk. + +Approaching a table in the corner of the room, Mrs. Orme filled +a tall narrow Venetian glass with that violet-flavoured, +violet-perfumed Capri wine, whose golden bubbles danced upon the +brim, and, having drained the last amber drop, she rolled her chair +close to the window, looped back the curtains, and sat down. + +The lodgings she had occupied since her arrival in Naples were +situated on the _Riviera di Chiaja_, near the _Villa Reale_, and not +far from the divergence into the _Strada Mergellina_. Of the +wonderful beauty of the scene beyond her front windows She had never +wearied, and now in the ravishing afternoon glow, with the blue air +all saturated with golden gleams, she yielded to the Parthenopean +spell, which, once felt, seems never to be forgotten. + +Had it the power to chant to rest that sombre past which memory kept +as a funeral theme for ever on its vibrating strings? Was there at +last a file for the serpent, that had so long made its lair in her +distorted and envenomed nature? + +At thirty-three time ceases to tread with feathery feet, and the +years grow self-asserting, italicize themselves in passing; and +across the dial of woman's beauty the shadow of decadence falls +aslant. But although Mrs. Orme had offered sacrifice to that +inexorable Terminus, who dwells at the last border line of youth, the +ripeness and glow of her extraordinary loveliness showed as yet no +hint of the coming eclipse. + +Health lent to cheek and lip its richest, warmest tints, and though +the silvery splendour of hope shone no longer in the eloquent brown +eyes, the light of an almost accomplished triumph imparted a baleful +brilliance, which even the long lashes could not veil. + +Her pale lilac robe showed admirably the transparency of her +complexion, and in her waving gilded hair she wore a cluster of +delicate rose anemones. + +Her gaze seemed to have crossed the blue pavement of sea, and rested +on the purpling outlines of Ischia and Capri; but the dimpling smile +that crossed her face sprang from no dreamy reverie of Parthenope +legends, and her voice was low and deep like one rehearsing for some +tragic outbreak. + +"So Samson felt in Dagon's temple, amid the jubilee of his +tormentors, when silent and calm, girded only by the sense of his +wrongs, he meekly bowed to rest himself; and all the while his arms +groped stealthily around the pillars destined to avenge him. Ah! how +calm, how holy, all outside of my heart seems! How in contrast with +that charnel-house yonder vision of peaceful loveliness appears as +incongruous as the nightingales which the soul of Sophocles heard +singing in the grove of the Furies? After to-day will the world ever +look quite the same to me? Thirty-three years have brought me swiftly +to the last fatal page; and shall the hand falter that writes +_finis_?" + +A strangely solemn expression drifted over her countenance, but at +that moment a tall form darkened the doorway, and she smiled. + +"Come in, General Laurance. Punctuality is essentially an American +virtue, rarely displayed in this _dolce far niente_ land; and you +exemplify its nationality. Five was the hour you named, and my little +Swiss tell-tale is even now sounding the last stroke." + +She did not rise, seemed on the contrary, to sink farther back in her +velvet-lined chair; and bending down General Laurance touched her +hand. + +"When a man's happiness for all time is at stake does he loiter on +his way to receive the verdict? Surely you will----" + +He paused and glanced significantly at the figure whose white cap was +bowed low, as its wearer slumbered over the interminable crochet. + +"May not this interview at least be sacred from the presence of your +keepers?" + +"Poor dear soul, she is happily oblivious, and will take no +stenographic notes. I would as soon declare war against my own shadow +as order her away." + +Evidently chagrined, the visitor stood irresolute, and meanwhile the +gaze of his companion wandered back to the beauty of the Bay. + +He drew a chair close to that which she occupied, and holding his hat +as a screen, should Mrs. Waul's spectacles chance to turn in that +direction, spoke earnestly. + +"Have I been unpardonably presumptuous in interpreting favourably +this permission to see you once more? Have you done me the honour to +ponder the contents of my letter?" + +"I certainly have pondered well the contents." + +She kept her hands beyond his reach, and looking steadily into his +eager handsome face, she saw it flush deeply. + +"Madame, I trust, I believe you are incapable of trifling." + +"In which, you do me bare justice only. With me the time for +trifling is past; and just now life has put on all its tragic +vestments. But how long since General Laurance believed me incapable +of--worse than trifling?" + +"Ever since my infamous folly was reproved by you as it deserved. +Ever since you taught me that you were even more noble in soul than +lovely in person. Be generous, and do not humiliate me by recalling +that temporary insanity. Having blundered fearfully, in my ignorance +of your real character, does not the offer of yesterday embody all +the reparation, all the atonement of which a man is capable?" + +"You desire me to consider the proposal contained in your letter, as +an expiation for past offences, as an _amende honourable_ for what +might have ripened into insult, had it not been nipped in the bud? Do +I translate correctly your gracious diction?" + +"No, you cruelly torment me by referring to an audacious and shameful +offence, for which I blush." + +"Successful sins are unencumbered by penitential oblations, and only +discovered and defeated crimes arouse conscience, and paint one's +cheeks with mortification. General Laurance merely illustrates a +great social law." + +"Do not, dear madame, keep me in this fiery suspense. I have offered +you all that a gentleman can lay at the feet of the woman he loves." + +A cold smile lighted her face, as some arctic moonbeams gleams for an +instant across the spires and doomes of an iceberg. + +"Once you attempted to offer me your heart, or what remains of its +ossified ruins; which I declined. Now you tender me your hand and +name, and indeed it appears that like many of the high-born class you +so nobly represent, your heart and hand have never hitherto been +conjoined in your _devoir_. It were a melancholy pity they should be +eternally divorced." + +Bending over her, he exclaimed: + +"As heaven hears me, I swear I love you better than life, than +everything else that the broad earth holds! You cannot possibly doubt +my sincerity, for you hold the proof in your own hands. Be merciful, +Odille, and end my anxiety." + +He caught her hand, and as she attempted no resistance, he raised it +to his moustached lip. Her eyes were resting upon the blue expanse of +water, as if far away, across the vast vista of the Mediterranean she +sought some strengthening influence, some sacred inspiration; and +after a moment, turning them full upon his countenance, she said with +grave stony composure: + +"You have asked me to become your wife, knowing full well that no +affection would prompt me to entertain the thought; and you must be +thoroughly convinced that only sordid motives of policy could +influence me to accept you. Do men who marry under such circumstances +honour and trust the women, who as a _dernier ressort_ bear their +names? You are not so weak, so egregiously vain, as to delude +yourself for one instant with the supposition that I could ever love +you?" + +"Once my wife, I ask nothing more. Upon my own head and life, be the +failure to make you love me. Only give me this hand, and I will take +your heart Can a lover ask less, and hazard more?" + +"And if you fail--woefully, as fail you must?" + +"I shall not. You cannot awe or discourage me, for I have yet to find +the heart that successfully defies my worship. But if you remained +indifferent--ah, loveliest! you would not! Even then, I should be +blessed by your presence, your society--and that alone were worth all +other women!" + +"Even though it cost you the heavy, galling burden of marriage vows, +an exorbitant price, which only necessity extorts? How vividly we of +the nineteenth century exemplify the wisdom of the classic aphorisms? +_Quem Deus vult perdere, prius dementat_. Have you no fear that you +are seizing with bare fingers a glittering thirsty blade, which may +flesh itself in the hand that dares to caress it?" + +"I fear nothing but your rejection; and though you should prove +Judith or Jael, I would disarm you thus." + +Again he kissed the fair slender hand, and clasped it tenderly +between both his own. + +"A man of your years does not lightly forsake the traditions of his +Caste, and the usages of his ancestors; and what can patricians like +General Laurance hope to secure by stooping to the borders of +_proletaire?_" + +"The woman whom he loves. To you I will confess, that never until +within the past six or eight months have I really comprehended the +power of genuine love. Early in life I married a high-born, gentle, +true-hearted woman, who made me a good faithful wife; but into that +alliance my heart never entered, and although for many years I have +been free to admire whom fickle fancy chose, and have certainly +petted and caressed some whom the world pronounced very lovely, the +impression made upon me was transient, as the perfume of a blossom +plucked and worn for a few hours only. You have exerted over me a +fascination which I can neither explain nor resist. For you I +entertain feelings never aroused in my nature until now; and I speak +only the simple truth, when I solemnly swear to you, upon the honour +of a Laurance, that you are the only woman I have ever truly and +ardently loved." + +"The honour of a Laurance? What more sacred pledge could I possibly +desire?" + +The fingers of her free hand were toying with a small gold chain +around her neck, to which was fastened the hidden wedding ring of +black agate, with its white skull; and as she spoke her scarlet lips +paled perceptibly, and her soft dreamy eyes began to glitter. + +"Ah! I repeat, upon my honour as a gentleman and a Laurance; and a +holier oath no man could offer. Of my proud unsullied name I am +fastidiously careful, and can even you demand or hope a nobler one +than that I now lay at your feet?" + +"The name of Laurance? Certainly I think it would satisfy even my +ambition." + +He felt the pretty hand grow suddenly cold in his grasp, and saw the +thin delicate nostril expand slightly, as she fixed her brilliant +eyes on his, and smiled. Then she continued: + +"Is it not too sacred and aristocratic a mantle to fling around an +obscure actress, of whose pedigree and antecedent life you know +nothing, save that widowhood and penury goaded her to histrionic +exhibitions of a beauty, that sometimes threatened to subject her to +impertinence and insult? Put aside the infatuation which not +unfrequently attacks men, who like you are rapidly descending the +hill of life, approaching the stage of second childlike simplicity, +and listen for a moment to the cold dictates of prudence and policy. +Suppose that ere you surrendered your reason to the magnetism of what +you are pleased to consider my 'physical perfection,' one of your +relatives, a brother, or say even your son, had met me at Milan as +you did; and madly forgetting his family rank, his aristocratic ties, +all the pride and worldly wisdom of heredity, had, while in a fit of +complete dementia, offered as you have done to clothe my humble +obscurity in the splendid name of Laurance? Would General Rene +Laurance have pardoned him, and received me as his sister, or his +daughter?" + +"Could I censure any man for surrendering to charms which have so +completely vanquished me? Thank heaven! I have neither brother nor +son to rival me. My only child Cuthbert is safely anchored in the +harbour of wedlock, and having his own family ties, I am free to +consult only my heart in the choice of a bride. I have not journeyed +so far down the hill of life as you cruelly persist in asserting, and +the fervour of my emotions denies your unkind imputation. When I +proudly show the world the lovely wife of my heart's choice, you will +find my devotion a noble refutation of your unflattering estimate. +But a moment since, you confessed that to exchange the name of Orme +for that of Laurance would crown your ambition; my dearest, the truth +has escaped you." + +With a sudden gesture of loathing she threw off his hand, struck her +palms together, and he started at the expression that seemed +literally to blaze in her eyes, so vivid, so withering was the light +that rayed out. + +"Yes, the truth escaped my lips. The honourable name of Laurance is +talismanic, and offers much to Odille Orme; yet I will stain my soul +with no dissimulation. With love and romance, I finished long, long +ago; and to-day I have not patience to trifle even with its +phraseology. I am thirty-three, and in my early girlhood the one love +dream of all my life was rudely broken, leaving me no more capacity +to indulge a second, than belongs to those marbles in the _Musee +Bourbonique_. For my dear young husband I felt the only intense, +idolatrous, yes, blindly worshipping devotion, that my nature could +yield to any human being. When I lost him, I lost my heart also; +became doubly widowed, because my grief bereft me of the power of +properly loving even our little baby. For years I have given my body +and soul to the accomplishment of one purpose, the elevation of my +social status, and that of my child. Had my husband been spared to +me, we would not have remained obscure and poor, but after my +widowhood the struggle devolved upon me. I have not had leisure to +think of love, have toiled solely for maintenance and position; and +have sternly held myself aloof from the world that dared to believe +my profession rendered me easy of access. Titles have been laid at my +feet, but their glitter seemed fictitious, did not allure me; and no +other name save yours has ever for an instant tempted me. To-day you +are here to plead my acceptance of that name, and frankly, I tell +you, sir, it dazzles me. As an American I know all that it +represents, all that it would confer on me, all that it would prove +for my child, and I would rather wear the name of Laurance than a +coronet! I confess I have but one ambition, to lift my daughter into +that high social plane, from which fate excluded her mother; and this +eminence I covet for her, marriage with you promises me. I have no +heart to bring you; mine died with all my wifely hopes when I lost my +husband. If I consent to give you my hand, and nominally the claim of +a husband, in exchange for the privilege of merging Orme in Laurance, +it must be upon certain solemn conditions, to the fulfilment of which +your traditional honour is pledged. Is a Laurance safely bound by +vows?" + +Her voice had grown strangely metallic, losing all its liquid +sweetness, and as her gaze searched his face, the striking +resemblance she traced in his eyes and mouth to those of Cuthbert and +Regina seemed to stab her heart. + +To the man who listened and watched with breathless anxiety her +hardening, whitening features, she merely recalled the memory of her +own tragic "Medea" confronting "Jason" at Athens. + +"Only accept my vows at the altar, and I challenge the world to +breathe an imputation upon their sanctity. Rene Laurance never broke +a promise, never forfeited a pledge; and to keep his name unsullied, +his honour stainless, is his sole religion. Odille, my Queen----" + +She rose and waved him back. + +"Spare me rapsodies that accord neither with your years nor my +sentiments. Understand, it is a mere bargain and a sale, and I am +carefully arranging the conditions. For myself I ask little; but as +you are aware, my daughter is grown, is now in her seventeenth year, +and the man whom the world regards as my husband must share his name +and fortune with my child. Doubtless you deem me calculating and +mercenary, and for her dear sake I am forced to do so; for all the +tenderness that remains in my nature is centred in my little girl. +She has been reared as carefully as a princess, is accomplished and +very beautiful, and when you see her I think you will scarcely refuse +the tribute of your admiration and affection." + +For an instant a grey pallor spread from lip to brow, and the unhappy +woman shuddered; but rallying, she moved across the floor to her +writing desk, and the infatuated man followed, whispering: + +"If she resembles her mother, can you doubt her perfect and prompt +adoption into my heart?" + +"My daughter is unlike me; is so entirely the image of her lost +father, that the sight of her beauty sometimes overwhelms me with +torturing memories. Here. General Laurance is a carefully written +paper, which I submit for your examination and mature reflection. +When in the presence of proper witnesses you sign that contract, you +will have purchased the right to claim my hand--mark you, only my +hand--at the altar." + +It was a cautiously worded marriage settlement, drawn up in +conformity with legal requirements; and its chief exaction was the +adoption of Regina, the transmission of the name of Laurance, and +the settlement upon her of a certain amount of money in stocks and +bonds, exclusive of any real estate. As he received the paper and +opened it, Mrs. Orme added: "Take your own time, and weigh the +conditions carefully and deliberately." + +"Stay, Odille; do not leave me. A few moments will suffice for this +matter, and I am in no mood to endure suspense." + +"Within an hour you can at least comprehend what I demand. I am going +to the terrace of the Villa Reale, and when in accordance with that +contract you decide to adopt my child, and present her to the world +as your own, you will find me on the terrace." + +He would have taken her hand, but she walked away and disappeared, +closing a door behind her. + +His hat had rolled out of sight, and as he searched hurriedly for it, +Mrs. Waul spoke from her distant recess: + +"General Laurance will find his hat between the ottoman and the +window." + +The winding walks of the Villa were comparatively deserted, when Mrs. +Orme began to pace slowly to and fro beneath the trees, whose foliage +swayed softly in the mild evening air. When the few remaining groups +had passed beyond her vision, she threw back the long thick veil that +had effectually concealed her features, and approaching the parapet +that overhung the sea, sat down. Removing her hat and veil, she +placed them beside her on the seat, and resting her hands on the iron +railing, bowed her chin upon them, and looked out upon the sea +murmuring at the foot of the wall. + +The flush and sparkle of an hour ago had vanished so utterly, that it +appeared incredible that colour, light, and dimples could ever wake +again in that frozen face, over whose rigid features brooded the calm +of stone. + + "A woman fair and stately, + But pale as are the dead,"-- + +she seemed some impassive soulless creature, incapable alike of +remorse or of hope, allured by no future, frightened by no past; +silently fronting at last the one sunless, joyless, dreary goal, +whose attainment had been for years the paramount aim of her stranded +life. The rosy glow of dying day yet lingered in the sky and tinged +the sea, and a golden moon followed by a few shy stars watched their +shining images twinkling in the tremulous water; but the loveliest +object upon which their soft light fell was that lonely, wan, +lilac-robed woman. + +So Jephtha's undaunted daughter might have looked, as she saw the +Syrian sun sink below the palms and poppies, knowing that when it +rose once more upon the smiling happy world, her sacrifice would have +been accomplished, her fate for ever sealed; or so perhaps Alcestis +watched the slow-coming footsteps of that dreadful hour, when for her +beloved she voluntarily relinquished life. + +To die for those we love were easy martyrdom, but to live in +sacrificial throes fierce as Dirce's tortures, to endure for tedious +indefinite lingering years, jilted by death, demands a fortitude +higher than that of Cato, Socrates, or Seneca. + +To all of us come sooner or later lurid fateful hours that bring us +face to face with the pale Parcae; so close that we see the motionless +distaff, and the glitter of the opening shears, and have no wish to +stay the clipping of the frayed and tangled thread. + +In comparison with the grim destiny Mrs. Orme had so systematically +planned the hideous "death in life," upon which she was deliberately +preparing to enter, a leap over that wall into the placid sea beneath +would have been welcome as heaven to tortured Dives; but despite the +loathing and horror of her sickened and outraged soul, she +contemplated her future lot as calmly as St. Lawrence the heating of +his gridiron. + +Over the beautiful blue bay, where the moon had laid her pavement of +gold, floated a low sweet song, a simple barcarolle, that came from a +group of happy souls in a small boat + + "Che cosi vual que pesci + Fiduline! + L'anel que me casca + Nella bella mia barca + Nella bella se ne va. + Fiduline." + +Approaching the shore, the ruddy light burning at one end of the boat +showed its occupants; a handsome athletic young fisherman, and his +pretty childish wife, hushing her baby in her arms, with a slow +cradle-like movement that kept time to her husband's song. + + "Te daro cento scudi + Fiduline. + Sta borsa riccama + Por la bella sua barca + Colla bella se ne va + Fidulilalo, Fiduline." + +Springing ashore he secured the boat, and held out his arms for the +sleeping bud that contained in its folded petals all their domestic +hopes; and as the star-eyed young mother kissed it lightly and laid +it in its father's arms, the happy pair walked away, leaving the echo +of their gay musical chatter lingering on the air. + +To the woman who watched and listened from the parapet above, it +seemed a panel rosy, dewy, fresh from Tempe, set as a fresco upon the +walls of Hell, to heighten the horrors of the doomed. + +From her chalice fate had stolen all that was sweet and rapturous in +wifehood and motherhood, substituting hemlock; and as the vision of +her own fair child was recalled by the sleeping babe of the Italian +fisherman, she suffered a keen pang in the consciousness that those +tender features of her innocent daughter reproduced vividly the image +of the man who had blackened her life. + +The face in Regina's portrait was so thoroughly Laurance in outline +and Laurance in colour, that the mother had covered it with a thick +veil, unable to meet the deep violet eyes that she had learned to +hate in Rene Laurance and his son. + +Yet for the sake of that daughter, whose gaze she shunned, she was +about to step down into flames far fiercer than those of Tophet, +silently immolating all that remained of her life. + +Although she neither turned her head nor removed her eyes from the +sea, she knew that the end was at hand. For one instant her heart +seemed to cease beating, then with a keen spasm of pain slowly +resumed its leaden labour. + +The erect, graceful, manly figure at her side bent down, and the +grizzled moustache touched her forehead. + +"Odille, I accept your terms. Henceforth in accordance with your own +conditions you are mine; mine in the sight of God and man." + +Recoiling, she drew her handkerchief across the spot where his lips +had rested, and her voice sounded strangely cold and haughty: + +"God holds Himself aloof from such sacrilege as this, and sometimes I +think He does not witness, or surely would forbid. Just yet, you must +not touch me. You accept the conditions named, and I shall hold +myself bound by the stipulations; but until I am your wife, until you +take my hand as Mrs. Laurance, you will pardon me if I absolutely +prohibit all caresses. I am very frank, you see, and doubtless you +consider me peculiar, probably prudish, but only a husband's lips can +touch mine, only a husband's arm encircle me. When we are +married----" + +She did not complete the sentence, but a peculiar musical laugh +rippled over her lips, and she held out her hand to him. + +"Remember, I promised General Laurance only my hand, and here I +surrender it. You have fairly earned it, but I fear it will not prove +the guerdon you fondly imagine." + +He kissed it tenderly, and keeping it in his, spoke very earnestly: + +"Only one thing, Odille, I desire to stipulate, and that springs +solely from my jealous love. You must promise to abandon the stage +for ever. Indeed, my beautiful darling, I could not endure to see my +wife, my own, before the footlights. In Mrs. Laurance the world must +lose its lovely idol." + +"Am I indeed so precious in General Laurance's eyes! Will he hold me +always such a dainty sacred treasure, safe from censure and +aspersion? Sir, I appreciate the delicate regard that prompts this +expression of your wishes, and with one slight exception, I willingly +accede to them. I have written a little drama, adapting the chief +_role_ to my own peculiar line of talent and I desire in that play, +of my own composition, to bid adieu to the stage. In Paris, where +illness curtailed my engagement, I wish to make my parting bow, and +I trust you will not oppose so innocent a pleasure? The marriage +ceremony shall be performed in the afternoon, and that night I +propose to appear in my own play. May I not hope that my husband +will consent to see me on my wedding day in that _role_? Only one +night, then adieu for ever to the glittering bauble! Can my +fastidious lover refuse the first boon I ever craved?" + +She turned and placed her disengaged hand on his shoulder, and as the +moonlight shone on her smiling dangerously beguiling face, the +infatuated man laid his lips upon the soft white fingers. + +"Could I refuse you anything, my beautiful brown-eyed empress? Only +once more then; promise me after that night to resign the stage, to +reign solely in my heart and home." + +"You have my promise, and when I break my vows, it will be the +Laurance example that I follow. In your letter you stated that urgent +business demanded your return to Paris, possibly to America. Can you +not postpone the consummation of our marriage?" + +"Impossible! How could I consent to defer what I regard as the +crowning happiness of my life? I have not so many years in store, +that I can afford to waste even an hour without you. When I leave +Europe, I shall take my darling with me." + +The moon was shining full upon her face, and the magnificent eyes +looked steadily into his. There was no movement of nerve and muscle +to betray all that raged in her soul, as she fought and conquered the +temptation to spring forward, and hurl him over the parapet. + +In the flush and enthusiasm of his great happiness, he certainly +seemed far younger in proportion to their respective years than his +companion; and as he softly stroked back a wave of golden hair that +had fallen on her white brow, he leaned until his still handsome face +was close to hers, and whispered: + +"When may I claim you? Do not, my love, delay it a day longer than is +absolutely necessary." + +"To-morrow morning I will give you an answer. Then I am going away +for a few days to Paestum, and cannot see you again till we meet in +Paris. Recollect, I warned you, I bring no heart, no love; both are +lost hopelessly in the ashes of the past. I never loved but one +man--the husband of my youth, the father of my baby; and his loss I +shall mourn till the coffin closes above me. General Laurance, you +are running a fearful hazard, and the very marble of the altar should +find a voice to cry out and stay your madness." + +She shivered, and her eyes burned almost supernaturally large and +lustrous. + +Charmed by her beauty and grace, which had from the beginning of +their acquaintance attracted him more powerfully than any other woman +had ever done, and encouraged by the colossal vanity that had always +predominated in his character, he merely laughed and caressed her +hand. + +"Can any hazard deter me when the reward will be the privilege, the +right to fold you in my arms? I am afraid of nothing that can result +from making you my wife. Do not cloud my happiness by conjuring up +spectres that only annoy you, that cannot for an instant influence +me. Your hands are icy and you have no shawl. Let me take you home." + +Silently she accepted his arm, and as the fringy acacias trembled and +sighed above her, she walked by his side; wondering if the black +shadow that hung like a pall over the distant crest of Vesuvius were +not a fit symbol of her own wretched doomed existence, threatening a +sudden outbreak that would scatter ruin and despair where least +expected? + +Nearing the Villa gate General Laurance asked: + +"What is the character of your drama? Is it historic?" + +"Eminently historic." + +"In what era?" + +"In the last eighteen or twenty years." + +"When may I read the _MS_? I am impatient to see all that springs +from your dear hands." + +"The dramatic effect will be finer, when you see me act it. Pardon me +if I am vain enough to feel assured that my little play will touch my +husband's heart as ever Racine, Shakespeare, and Euripides never +did!" + +There was a triumphant, exultant ring in her silvery voice that only +charmed her infatuated companion, and tenderly pressing the hand that +lay on his arm, he added pleadingly; + +"At least, my dear Odille, you will tell me the title?" + +She shook off his fingers, and answered quietly: + +"General Laurance, I call it merely--_Infelice_." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +For some days subsequent to Mrs. Carew's departure, Regina saw little +of her guardian, whose manner was unusually preoccupied, and entirely +devoid of the earnest interest and sympathy he had displayed at their +last interview. Ascribing the change to regret at the absence of the +guest whose presence had so enlivened the house, the girl avoided all +unnecessary opportunities of meeting him, and devoted herself +assiduously to her music and studies. + +The marriage of a friend residing in Albany had called Olga thither, +and in the confusion and hurried preparation incident to the journey +she had found, or at least improved, no leisure to refer to the +subject of the remarks made by Mrs. Carew and Mr. Chesley relative to +Mr. Eggleston. + +Mr. Congreve and Mrs. Palma had accompanied Olga to the railroad +depot, and she departed in unusually high spirits. + +Several days elapsed, during which Mr. Palma's abstraction increased, +and by degrees Regina learned from his stepmother that a long pending +suit involving several millions of dollars was drawing to a close. + +As counsel for the plaintiff, he was summing up and preparing his +final speech. An entire day was consumed in its delivery, and on the +following afternoon as Regina sat at the library table writing her +German exercise, she heard, his footsteps ascending with unwonted +rapidity the hall stairs. Outside the door he paused, and accosted +Mrs. Palma who hastened to meet him. + +"Madam, I have won." + +"Indeed, Erle, I congratulate you. I believe it involves a very large +fee?" + +"Yes, twenty thousand dollars; but the victory yields other fruit +quite as valuable to me. Judges McLemore and Mayfield were on the +defence, and it cost me a very hard fight: literally--' _Palma non +sine pulvere_.' The jury deliberated only twenty minutes, and of +course I am much gratified." + +"I am heartily glad, but it really is no more than I expected; for +when did you ever fail in anything of importance?" + +"Most signally in one grave matter, which deeply concerns me. +Despite my efforts, Olga's animosity grows daily more intense, and it +annoys, wounds me; for you are aware that I have a very earnest +interest in her welfare. I question very much the propriety of your +course in urging this match upon her, and you know that from the +beginning I have discouraged the whole scheme. She is vastly +Congreve's superior, and I confess I do not relish the idea of seeing +her sacrifice herself so completely. I attempted to tell her so, +about a fortnight since, but she stormily forbade my mentioning +Congreve's name in her presence, and looked so like an enraged +leopardess that I desisted." + +"It will prove for the best, I hope; and nothing less binding, less +decisive than this marriage will cure her of her obstinate folly. +Time will heal all, and some day, Erle, she will understand you, and +appreciate what you have done." + +"My dear madam, I merely mean that I desire she should regard me as a +brother, anxious to promote her true interests; whereas she considers +me her worst enemy. Just now we will adjourn the subject, as I must +trouble you to pack my valise. I am obliged to start immediately to +Washington, and cannot wait for dinner. Will you direct Octave to +prepare a cup of coffee?" + +"How long will you be absent?" + +"I cannot say positively, as my business is of a character which may +be transacted in three hours, or may detain me as many days. I must +leave here in half an hour." + +The door was open, and hearing what passed, Regina bent lower over +her exercise book when her guardian came forward. + +Although toil-worn and paler than usual, his eyes were of a proud +glad light, that indexed gratification at his success. + +Leaning against the table, he said carelessly: + +"I am going to Washington, and will safely deliver any message you +feel disposed to send to your admirer, Mr. Chesley." + +She glanced inquiringly at him. + +"I hope you reciprocate his regard, for he expressed great interest +in your welfare." + +"I liked him exceedingly; better than any gentleman I ever met, +except dear Mr. Hargrove." + +"A very comprehensive admission, and eminently flattering to poor +Elliott and 'Brother' Douglass." + +"Mr. Chesley is a very noble-looking old man, and seemed to me worthy +of admiration and confidence. He did not impress me as a stranger, +but rather as a dear friend." + +"Doubtless I shall find the chances all against me, when you are +requested to decide between us." + +A perplexed expression crossed the face she raised toward him. + +"I am not as quick as Mrs. Carew in solving enigmas." + +"_ A propos!_ what do you think of my charming fair client?" + +Her heart quickened its pulsations, but the clear sweet voice was +quiet and steady. + +"I think her exceedingly beautiful and graceful." + +"When I am as successful in her suit as in the great case I won +to-day, I shall expect you to offer me very sincere congratulations." + +He smiled pleasantly, as he looked at her pure face, which bad never +seemed so surpassingly lovely as just then, with white hyacinths +nestling in and perfuming her hair. + +"I shall not be here then; but, Mr. Palma, wherever I am, I shall +always congratulate you upon whatever conduces to your happiness." + +"Then I may consider that you have already decided in favour of Mr. +Chesley?" + +"Mr. Palma, I do not quite understand your jest" + +"Pardon me, it threatens to become serious. Mr. Chesley is immensely +wealthy, and having no near relatives desires to adopt some pretty, +well-bred, affectionate-natured girl, who can take care of and cheer +his old age; and to whom he can bequeath his name and fortune. His +covetous eye has fallen upon my ward, and he seriously contemplates +making some grave proposals to your mother, relative to transferring +you to Washington, and thence to San Francisco. As Mr. Chesley's +heiress, your future will be very brilliant, and I presume that in a +voluntary choice of guardians, I am destined to lose my ward." + +"Very soon my mother will be my guardian, and Mr. Chesley is +certainly a gentleman of too much good sense and discretion to +entertain such a thought relative to a stranger, of whom he knows +absolutely nothing. A few polite kindly worded phrases bear no such +serious interpretation." + +She had bent so persistently over her book, that he closed and +removed it beyond her reach, forcing her to regard him; for after the +toil, contention, and brain-wrestling of the courtroom, it was his +reward just now to look into her deep calm eyes, and watch the +expressions vary in her untutored ingenuous countenance. + +"Men, especially confirmed old bachelors, are sometimes very +capricious and foolish; and my friend Mr. Chesley appears to have +fallen hopelessly into the depth of your eyes. In vain I assured him +that Helmholtz has demonstrated that the deepest blue eye is after +all only a turbid medium. In his infatuation he persists that science +is a learned bubble, and that your eyes are wells of truth and +inspiration. Of course you desire that I shall present your +affectionate regards to your future guardian?" + +"You can improvise any message you deem advisable, but I send none." + +A faint colour was stealing into her cheeks, and the long lashes +drooped before the bright black eyes, that had borne down many a +brave face on the witness stand. + +The clock struck, and Mr. Palma compared his watch with its record. + +He was loath to quit that charming quiet room, which held the fair +innocent young queen of his love, and hasten away upon the impending +journey; but it was important that he should not miss the railway +train, and he smothered a sigh: + +"This morning I neglected to give you a letter which arrived +yesterday, and of course I need expect no pardon when you ascertain +that it is from 'India's coral strand.' If 'Brother Douglass' is as +indefatigable in the discharge of his missionary as his epistolary +labours, he deserves a crown of numerous converts. This letter was +enclosed in one addressed to me, and I prefer that you should +postpone your reply until my return. I intended to mention the matter +this morning, but was absorbed in court proceedings, and now I am too +much hurried." + +She put the letter into her pocket, and at the same time drew out a +small envelope containing the amount of money she had borrowed. +Rising, she handed it to him. + +"Allow me to cancel my debt." + +As he received it, their fingers met, and a hot flush rushed over the +lawyer's weary face. He bit his lip, and recovered himself before she +observed his emotion. + +"That alms-giving episode is destined to yield an inestimable harvest +of benefits. But I must hurry away. Pray do not take passage for the +jungles of Oude before I return, for whenever you leave me I should +at least like the ceremony of bidding my ward adieu. Good-bye." + +She gave him her hand. + +"Good-bye, Mr. Palma. I hope you will have a pleasant trip." + +As she stood before him, the rich blue of her soft cashmere dress +rendered her pearly complexion fairer still, and though keen pain +gnawed at her heart, no hint of her suffering marred the perfection +of her face. + +"Lily, where did you get those lovely white hyacinths? Yesterday I +ordered a bouquet of them, but could procure none. Would you mind +giving me the two that smell so deliciously in your hair? I want +them--well--no matter why. Will you oblige me?" + +"Certainly, sir; but I have a handsomer fresher spike of flowers in +a glass in my room, which I will bring down to you." + +She turned, but he detained her. + +"No, these are sufficiently pretty for my purpose, and I am hurried. +I trust I may be pardoned this robbery of your floral ornaments, +since you will probably see neither Mr. Roscoe, Mr. Chesley, nor yet +Padre Sahib this evening." + +She laid the snowy perfumed bells in his outstretched hand, and said: + +"I am exceedingly glad that even in such a trifle I can contribute to +your pleasure, and I assure you that you are perfectly welcome to my +hyacinths." + +The sweet downcast face, and slightly wavering voice appealed to all +that was tender and loving in his cold undemonstrative nature, and +he was strongly tempted to take her in his arms, and tell her the +truth, which every day he found it more difficult to conceal. + +"Thank you. Some day, Lily, I will tell you their mission and fate. +Should I forget, remind me." + +He smiled, bowed, and hurried from the room, leaving her sadly +perplexed. + +At dinner Mrs. Palma said: + +"I have promised to chaperon the Brace sisters to-night to the opera, +and shall take tea at their house. Were I sure of a seat for you, I +should insist upon taking you, for I dislike to leave you so much +alone; but the box might be full, and then things would be awkward." + +"You need have no concern on my account, for I have my books, and am +accustomed to being alone. Moreover, I am not particularly partial to +the music of 'Martha' which will be played to-night." + +"Did your guardian tell you he has just won that great 'Migdol' case +that created so much interest?" + +"He mentioned it. Mrs. Palma, I thought he looked weary and jaded; as +if he needed a rest, rather than a journey." + +"Erle is never weary. His nerves are steel, and he will speedily +forget his court-house cares in Mrs. Carew's charming conversation." + +"But she is not in Washington?" + +"She told me yesterday she would go there this afternoon, and showed +me the most superb maize-coloured satin just received from Worth, +which she intends wearing to-morrow evening at the French +Ambassador's ball, or reception. You know she is very fascinating, +and though Erle thinks little about women, I really believe she will +succeed in driving law books, for a little while at least, out of his +cool clear head. My dear, I am going to write a short note. Will you +please direct Hattie to bring my opera hat, cloak, and glasses?" + +With inexpressible relief, Regina heard the heavy silk rustle across +the hall, when she took her departure, and rejoiced in the assurance +that there was no one to intrude upon her solitude. + +How she wished that she could fly to some desert, where undiscovered +she might cry aloud, in the great agony that possessed her heart. + +The thought that her guardian had hastened away to accompany that +grey-eyed, golden-haired witch of a woman to Washington was +intolerably bitter; and as she contemplated the possibility, nay the +probability, of his speedy marriage, a wild longing seized her to +make her escape, and avoid the sight of such a spectacle. + +When she recalled his proud, handsome, composed face, and tried to +imagine him the husband of Mrs. Carew, bending over, caressing her, +the girl threw her arms on his writing desk, and sunk her face upon +them, as if to shut out the torturing vision. + +She knew that he was singularly reserved and undemonstrative; she had +never seen him fondle or caress anything, and the bare thought that +his stern marble lips would some day seek and press that woman's +scarlet mouth made her shiver with a pang that was almost maddening. + +How cruelly mocking that he should take her favourite snowy hyacinths +to offer them to Mrs. Carew! Did his keen insight penetrate the folly +she had suffered to grow up in her own heart, and had he coolly +resorted to this method of teaching her its hopelessness? + +If she could leave New York before his return, and never see him +again, would it not be best? His eyes were so piercing, he was so +accustomed to reading people's emotions in their countenance, and she +felt that she could not survive his discovery of her secret. + +What did his irony relative to India portend? Hitherto she had quite +forgotten the letter from Mr. Lindsay, and now breaking the seal, +sought an explanation. + +A few faded flowers fell out as she unfolded it, and ere she +completed the perusal a cry escaped her. Mr. Lindsay wrote that his +health had suffered so severely from the climate of India that he had +been compelled to surrender his missionary work to stronger hands, +and would return to his native land. He believed that rest and +America would restore him, and now he fully declared the nature of +his affection, and the happiness with which he anticipated his +reunion with her; reminding her of her farewell promise that none +should have his place in her heart. More than once she read the +closing words of that long letter. + + "I had intended deferring this declaration until you were + eighteen, and restored to your mother's care; but my unexpectedly + early return, and the assurance contained in your letters that + your love has in no degree diminished, determine me to acquaint + you at once with the precious hope that so gladdens the thought + of our approaching reunion. While your decision must of course be + subject to and dependent on your mother's approval, I wish you to + consult only the dictates of your heart, believing that all my + future must be either brightened or clouded by your verdict. Open + the package given to you in our last interview, and if you have + faithfully kept your promise let me see upon your hand the ring + which I shall regard as the pledge of our betrothal. Whether I + live many or few years, God grant that your love may glorify and + sanctify my earthly sojourn. In life or death, my darling Regina, + believe me always, + + "Your devoted + + "DOUGLASS." + +Below the signature, and dated a week later, were several lines in +Mrs. Lindsay's handwriting, informing her that her son had again been +quite ill, but was improving; and that within the ensuing ten days +they expected to sail for Japan, and thence to San Franciso, where +Mrs. Lindsay's only sister resided. In conclusion she earnestly +appealed to Regina, as the daughter of her adoption, not to +extinguish the hope that formed so powerful an element in the +recovery of her son Douglass. + +Was it the mercy of God, or the grim decree of fatalism, or the +merest accident that provided this door of escape, when she was +growing desperate? + +Numb with heart-ache, and strangely bewildered, Regina could +recognize it only as a providential harbour, into which she could +safely retreat from the storm of suffering that was beginning to roar +around her. Recalling the peaceful happy years spent at the +parsonage, and the noble character of the man who loved her so +devotedly, who had so tenderly cared for her through the season of +her childhood, a gush of grateful emotion pleaded that she owed him +all that he now asked. + +When she contrasted the image of the pale student, so affectionate, +so unselfishly considerate in all things, with the commanding figure +and cold, guarded, non-committal face of Mr. Palma, she shivered and +groaned: but the comparison only goaded her to find safety in the +sheltering love, that must at least give her peace. + +If she were Douglass Lindsay's wife, would she not find it far easier +to forget her guardian? Would it be sinful to promise her hand to +one, while her heart stubbornly enshrined the other? She loved Mr. +Lindsay very much: he seemed holy, in his supremely unselfish and +deeply religious life; and after awhile perhaps other feelings would +grow up toward him. + +In re-reading the letter, she saw that Mr. Lindsay had informed Mr. +Palma of the proposal which it contained; as he deemed it due to her +guardian to acquaint him with the sentiments they entertained for +each other. + +Should she reject the priestly hand and loyal heart of the young +missionary, would not Mr. Palma suspect the truth? + +She realized that the love in her heart was of that deep exhaustive +nature which comes but once to women, and since she must bury it for +ever, was it not right that she should dedicate her life to promoting +Mr. Lindsay's happiness? Next to her mother, did she not owe him more +than any other human being? + +As she sat leaning upon Mr. Palma's desk, she saw his handkerchief +near the inkstand, where he had dropped it early that morning; and +taking it up, she drew it caressingly across her check and lips. +Everything in this room, where since her residence in New York she +had been accustomed to see him, grew sacred from association with +him, and all that he touched was strangely dear. + +For two hours she sat there, very quiet, weighing the past, +considering the future; and at last she slowly resolved upon her +course. + +She would write that night to her mother, enclose Mr. Lindsay's +letter, and if her mother's permission could be obtained, she would +give her hand to Douglass, and in his love forget the brief madness +that now made her so wretched. + +From the date of the postscript she discovered that the letter had +been delayed _en route_, and computing the time from Yokohama to San +Francisco, according to information given by Mr. Chesley, she found +that unless some unusual detention had occurred, the vessel in which +Mr. and Mrs. Lindsay intended to sail should have already reached +California. + +Mr. Palma's jest relative to India was explained; and evidently he +had not sufficient interest in her decision even to pause and ask it. +Knowing the contents, he had with cold indifference carried the +letter for two days in his pocket, and handed it to her just as he +was departing. + +She imagined him sitting in the car, beside Mrs. Carew, admiring her +beauty, perhaps uttering in her ear tender vows, never breathed by +his lips to any other person; while she--the waif, the fatherless, +nameless, obscure young girl--sat there alone desperately fighting +the battle of destiny. + +Bitter as was this suggestion of her aching heart, it brought +strength; and rising, she laid aside the handkerchief, and quitted +the apartment that babbled ceaselessly of its absent master. + +Among some precious souvenirs of her mother she kept the package +which had been given to her by Mr. Lindsay with the request that it +should remain unopened until her eighteenth birthday; and how she +unlocked the small ebony box that contained her few treasures. + +The parcel was sealed with red wax, and when she removed the +enveloping pasteboard, she found a heavy gold ring, bearing a large +beautifully tinted opal, surrounded with small diamonds. On the +inside was engraved "Douglass and Regina," with the date of the day +on which he had left the parsonage for India. + +Kneeling beside her bed, she prayed that God would help her to do +right, would guide her into the proper path, would enable her to do +her duty, first to her mother, then to Mr. Lindsay. + +When she rose, the ring shone on her left hand, and though her face +was worn and pallid her mournful eyes were undimmed, and she sat down +to write her mother frankly concerning the feelings of intense +gratitude and perfect confidence which prompted her to accept Mr. +Lindsay's offer, provided Mrs Orme consented to the betrothal. + +Ere she had concluded the task, her attention was attracted by a +noise on the stairs that were situated near her door. + +It was rather too early for Mrs. Palma's return from the opera, and +the servants were all in a different portion of the building. + +Regina laid down her pen, and listened. Slow heavy footsteps were +ascending, and recognizing nothing familiar in the sound, she walked +quickly to the door which stood ajar, and looked out. + +A tall woman wrapped in a heavy shawl had reached the landing, and as +the gaslight fell upon her, Regina started forward. + +"Olga! we did not expect you until to-morrow, but you are disguised! +Oh! what is the matter?" + +Wan and haggard, apparently ten years older than when she ran down +these steps a week previous departing for Albany, Olga stood clinging +to the mahogany rail of the balustrade. Her large straw bonnet had +fallen back, the heavy hair was slipping low on neck and brow, and +her sunken eyes had a dreary stare. + +"Are you ill? What has happened? Dear Olga, speak to me." + +She threw her arms around the regal figure, and felt that she was +shivering from head to foot. + +As she became aware of the close clinging embrace in which Regina +held her, a ghastly smile parted Olga's colourless lips, and she said +said in a husky whisper: + +"Is it you? True little heart; the only one left in all the world." + +After a few seconds, she added: + +"Where is mamma?" + +"At the opera." + +"To see Beelzebub? All the world is singing and playing that now, and +you may be sure that you and I shall be in at the final chorus. +Regina----" + +She swept her hand feebly over her forehead, and seemed to forget +herself. + +Then she rallied, and a sudden spark glowed in her dull eyes, as when +a gust stirs an ash heap, and uncovers a dying ember. + +"Erle Palma?" + +"Has gone to Washington." + +"May he never come back! O God! a hundred deaths would not satisfy +me! A hundred graves were not sufficient to hide him from my sight!" + +She groaned and clasped her hand across her eyes. + +"What dreadful thing has occurred? Tell me, you know that you can +trust me." + +"Trust! no, no; not even the archangels that fan the throne of God. I +have done with trust. Take me in your room a little while. Hide me +from mamma until to-morrow; then it will make no difference who sees +me." + +Regina led her to the low rocking chair in her own room, and took off +the common shawl and bonnet which she had used as a disguise, then +seized her cold nerveless hand. + +"Do tell me your great sorrow." + +"Something rare nowaday. I had a heart, a live, warm, loving heart, +and it is broken; dead--utterly dead. Regina, I was so happy +yesterday. Oh! I stood at the very gate of heaven, so close that all +the glory and the sweetness blew upon me, like June breezes over a +rose hedge; and the angels seemed to beckon me in. I went to meet +Belmont, to join him for ever, to turn my back on the world, and as +his wife pass into the Eden of his love and presence.... Now, another +gate yawns, and the fiends call me to come down, and if there really +be a hell, why then----" + +For nearly a moment she remained silent. + +"Olga, is he ill? Is he dead?" + +A cry as of one indeed broken-hearted came from her quivering lips, +and she clasped her arms over her head. + +"Oh, if he were indeed dead! If I could have seen him and kissed him +in his coffin! And known that he was still mine, all mine, even in +the grave----" + +Her head sank upon her bosom, and after a brief pause she resumed in +an unnaturally calm voice. + +"My world so lovely yesterday has gone to pieces; and for me life is +a black crumbling ruin. I hung all my hopes, my prayers, my fondest +dreams on one shining silver thread of trust, and it snapped, and all +fall together. We ask for fish, and are stung by scorpions; we pray +for bread--only bare bread for famishing hearts--and we are stoned. +Ah! it appears only a hideous dream; but I know it is awfully, +horribly true." + +"What is true? Don't keep me in suspense." + +Olga bent forward, put her large hands on Regina's shoulders as the +latter knelt in front of her, and answered drearily: + +"He is married." + +"Not Mr. Eggleston?" + +"Yes, my Belmont. For so many years he has been entirely mine, and +oh, how I loved him! Now he is that woman's husband. Bought with her +gold. I intended to run away and marry him; go with him to Europe, +where I should never see Erle Palma's cold devilish black eyes again. +Where in some humble little room hid among the mountains, I could be +happy with my darling. I sold my jewellery, even my richest clothing, +that I might have a little money to defray expenses. Then I wrote +Belmont of my plans, told him I had forsaken everything for him, and +appointed a place in this city where we could meet. I hastened down +from Albany, disguised myself, and went to the place of rendezvous. +After waiting a long time, his cousin came; brought me a letter, +showed me the marriage notice. Only two days ago they--Belmont and +that woman--were married, and they sailed for Europe at noon to-day, +in the steamer upon which I had expected to go as a bride. He wrote +that with failing health, penury staring him in the face, and, +despairing at last of being able to win me, he had grown reckless, +and sold himself to that wealthy widow who had long loved him, and +who would provide generously for his helpless mother. He said he +dared not trust himself to see me again. And so, all is over for +ever." + +She dropped her head on her clenched hands, and shuddered. "Dear +Olga, he was not worthy of you, or he would never have deserted you. +If he truly loved you, he never could have married another, for----" + +She paused, for the shimmer of the diamonds on her hand accused her. +Was she not contemplating similar treachery? Loving one man, how dare +she entertain the thought of listening to another's suit. She was +deeply and sincerely attached to Douglass, she reverenced him more +than any living being; but she knew that it was not the same feeling +her heart had declared for her guardian, and she felt condemned by +her own words. + +Olga made an impatient motion, and answered: + +"Hush--not a word against him; none shall dishonour him. He was +maddened, desperate. My poor darling! Erle Palma and mamma were too +much for us, but we shall conquer at last. Belmont will not live many +months; he had a hemorrhage from his lungs last week, and in a little +while we shall be united. He will not long wait to join me." + +She leaned back and smiled triumphantly, and Regina became uneasy as +she noted the unnatural expression of her eyes. + +"What do you mean, Olga? You make me unhappy, and I am afraid you are +ill." + +"No, dear; but I am tired. So tired of everything in this hollow, +heartless, shameful world, that I want to lie down and rest. For +eight years nearly I have leaned on one hope for comfort; now it has +crumbled under me, and I have no strength. Will you let me sleep here +with you to-night? I will not keep you awake." + +"Let me help you to undress. You know I shall be glad to have you +here." + +Regina unbuttoned her shoes, and began to draw them off, while Olga +mechanically took down and twisted her weighty hair. Once she put her +hand on her pocket, and her eyes glittered. + +"I want a glass of wine, or anything that will quiet me. Please go +down to the dining-room, and get me something to put me to sleep. My +head feels as if it were on fire." + +The tone was so unusually coaxing, that Regina's suspicions were +aroused. + +"I don't know where to find the key of the wine closet." + +"Then wake Octave, and tell him to give you some wine He keeps port +and madeira for soups and sauces. You must I would do as much for +you. I will go to Octave." + +She attempted to rise, but Regina feigned acquiescence, and left the +room, closing the door, but leaving a crevice. Outside, she knelt +down and peeped through the key-hole. + +Alarmed by the unnatural expression of the fiery hazel eyes, a +horrible dread overshadowed her, and she trembled from head to foot. + +While she watched, Olga rose, turned her head and listened intently; +then drew something from her pocket, and Regina saw that it was a +glass vial. + +"I win at last. To-morrow, mamma and her stepson will not exult over +this victory. If I have an immortal soul may God--my Maker and +Judge--have mercy upon me!" + +She drew out the cork with her teeth, turned, and as she lifted the +vial to her lips, Regina ran in and seized her arm. + +"Olga, you are mad! Would you murder yourself?" + +They grappled; Olga was much taller and now desperately strong, but +luckily Regina had her fingers also on the glass, and, dragging down +the hand that clenched it, the vial was inverted, and a portion of +the contents fell upon the carpet. + +Feeling the liquid run through her fingers, Olga uttered la cry of +baffled rage of despair, and struck the girl a heavy blow in the face +that made her stagger; but almost frantic with terror Regina improved +the opportunity afforded by the withdrawal of one of the large hands, +to tighten her own grasp, and in the renewed struggle succeeded in +wrenching away the vial. The next instant, she hurled it against the +marble mantlepiece, and saw it splintered into numberless fragments. + +As the wretched woman watched the fluid oozing over the hearth, she +cried out and covered her face with her hands. + +"Dear Olga, you are delirious, and don't know what you are doing. Go +to bed, and when you lie down, I will get the wine for you. Please, +dear Olga! You wring my heart." + +"Oh, you call yourself my friend, and you have been most cruel of +all! You keep me from going to a rest that would have no dreams, and +no waking, and no to-morrow. Do you think I will live and let them +taunt me with my folly, my failure? Let that iron fiend show his +white teeth, and triumph over me? People will know I sold my clothes, +and tried to run away, and was forsaken. Oh! if you had only let me +alone! I should very soon lave been quiet; out of even Erle Palma's +way! Now----" + +She gave utterance to a low, distressing wail, and rocked herself, +murmuring some incoherent words. + +"Olga, your mother has come, and unless you wish her to hear you, and +come in, do try to compose yourself." + +Shuddering at the mention of her mother, she grew silent, moody, and +suffered Regina to undress her. After a long while, during which she +appeared absolutely deaf to all appeals, she rose, smiled strangely, +and threw herself across the bed; but the eyes were beginning to +sparkle, and now and then she laughed almost hysterically. + +When an hour had passed, and no sound came from the prostrate figure, +Regina leaned over to look at her, and discovered that she was +whispering rapidly some unintelligible words. + +Once she startled up, exclaiming: + +"Don't have such a hot fire! My head is scorching." + +Regina watched her anxiously, softly stroking one of her hands, +trying to soothe her to sleep; but after two o'clock, when she grew +more restless and incoherent in her muttering, the young nurse felt +assured she was sinking into delirium, and decided to consult Mrs. +Palma. + +Concealing the shawl and bonnet, and gathering up the most +conspicuous fragments of glass on the hearth, she put them out of +sight, and hurried to Mrs. Palma's room. + +She was astonished to find her still awake, sitting before a table, +and holding a note in her hand. + +"What is the matter, Regina?" + +"Olga has come home, and I fear she is very ill. Certainly she is +delirious." + +"Oh! then she has heard it already! She must have seen the paper. I +knew nothing of it until to-night, when Erle's hasty note from +Philadelphia reached me, after I left the opera. I dreaded the effect +upon my poor, unfortunate child. Where is she?" + +"In my room." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +During the protracted illness that ensued, Olga temporarily lost the +pressure of the burden she had borne for so many years, and entered +into that Eden which her imagination had painted, ere the sudden +crash and demolition of her _Chateaux en Espagne_. Her delirium was +never violent and raving, but took the subdued form of a beatified +existence. In a low voice, that was almost a whisper, she babbled +ceaselessly of her supreme satisfaction in gaining the goal of all +her hopes--and dwelt upon the beauty of her chalet home--the tinkling +music of the bells on distant heights where cattle browsed--the +leaping of mountain torrents just beyond her window--the cooing of +the pigeons upon the tall peaked roof--the breath of mignonette and +violets stealing through the open door. When pounded ice was laid +upon her head, an avalanche was sliding down, and the snow saluted +her in passing; and when the physician ordered more light admitted +that he might examine the unnaturally glowing eyes, she complained +that the sun was setting upon the glacier and the blaze blinded her. +Now she sat on a mossy knoll beside Belmont, reading aloud Buchanan's +"Pan" and "The Siren," while he sketched the ghyll; and anon she +paused in her recitation of favourite passages to watch the colour +deepen on the canvas. + +From the beginning Dr. Suydam had pronounced the case peculiarly +difficult and dangerous, and as the days wore on, bringing no +debatement of cerebral excitement, he expressed the opinion that some +terrible shock had produced the aberration that baffled his skill, +and threatened to permanently disorder her faculties. + +Jealously Regina concealed all that had occurred on the evening of +her return, and though Mrs. Palma briefly referred to her daughter's +unfortunate attachment to an unworthy man, whose marriage had +painfully startled her, she remained unaware of the revelations made +by Olga. Although she evinced no recognition of those about her, the +latter shrank from all save Regina whose tender ministrations were +peculiarly soothing; and clinging to the girl's hand, she would +smilingly talk of the peace and happiness reaped at last by her +marriage with Belmont Eggleston, and enjoin upon her the necessity of +preserving from "mamma and Erle Palma" the secret of her secluded +little cottage home. + +On the fourth night, Mrs. Palma was so prostrated by grief and +watching, that she succumbed to a violent nervous headache, and was +ordered out of the room by the physician, who requested that Regina +might for a few hours be entrusted with the care of his patient. + +"But if anything should happen? And Regina is so inexperienced?" +sobbed the unhappy mother, bending over her child, who was laughing +at the gambols of some young chamois, which delirium painted on the +wall. + +"Miss Orme will at least obey my orders. She is watchful and +possesses unusual self-control, which you, my dear madam, utterly +lack in a sick-room. Beside, Olga yields more readily to her than to +any one else, and I prefer that Miss Orme should have the care of +her. Go to bed, madam, and I will send you an anodyne that will +compose you." + +"If any change occurs, you will call me instantly?" + +"You may rest assured I shall." + +Mrs. Palma leaned over her daughter, and as her tears fell on the +burning face of the sufferer, the latter put up her hands, and said: + +"Belmont, it is raining and your picture will be ruined, and then +mamma will ridicule your failure. Cover it quick." + +"Olga, my darling, kiss mamma good-night." + +But she was busy trying to shield the imaginary painting with one of +the pillows, and began in a quavering voice to sing Longfellow's +"Rainy Day." Her mother pressed her lips to the hot cheek, but she +seemed unconscious of the caress, and weeping bitterly Mrs. Palma +left the room. As she passed into the hall a cry escaped her, and +the broken words: + +"Oh, Erle, I thought you would never come! My poor child!" + +Dr. Suydam closed the door, and drawing Regina to the window, +proceeded to question her closely, and to instruct her concerning the +course of treatment he desired to pursue. Should Olga's pulse sink to +a certain stage, specified doses must be given; and in a possible +condition of the patient he must be instantly notified. + +"I am glad to find Mr. Palma has returned. Though he knows no more +than a judge's gavel of what is needful in a sick-room, he will be a +support and comfort to all, and his nerves never flag, never waver. +Keep a written record of Olga's condition at the hours I have +specified, and shut her mother out of the room as much as possible. I +will try to put her to sleep for the next twelve hours, and by that +time we shall know the result. Good-night." + +Olga had violently opposed the removal from Regina's room, and in +accordance with her wishes she had remained where her weary whirling +brain first rested on the day of her return. Arranging the medicine +and glasses, and turning down the light, Regina put on her pale blue +dressing-gown girded at the waist by a cord and tassel, and loosely +twisted and fastened her hair in a large coil low on her head and +neck. She had slept none since Olga came home, and anxiety and +fatigue had left unmistakable traces on her pale, sad face. The +letter to her mother had been finished and signed, but still lay in +the drawer of her portable writing desk, awaiting envelope and stamp; +and so oppressed had she been by sympathy with Olga's great +suffering, that for a time her own grief was forgotten, or at least +put aside. + +The announcement of Mr. Palma's return vividly recalled all that +beclouded her future, and she began to dread the morrow that would +subject her to his merciless bright eyes, feeling that his presence +was dangerous. Perhaps by careful manoeuvring she might screen +herself in the sick-room for several days, and thus avoid the chance +of an interview, which must result in an inquiry concerning her +answer to Mr. Lindsay's letter. Fearful of her own treacherous heart, +she was unwilling to discuss her decision until assured she had grown +calm and firm, from continued contemplation of her future lot; +moreover, her guardian would probably return from Washington an +accepted lover, and she shrank from the spectacle of his happiness, +as from glowing ploughshares--lying scarlet in her pathway. In this +room she would ensconce herself, and should he send for her, various +excuses might be devised to delay the unwelcome interview. + +Olga had grown more quiet, and for nearly an hour after the doctor's +departure she only now and then resumed her rambling, incoherent +monologue. Sitting beside the bed, Regina watched quietly until the +clock struck twelve, and she coaxed the sufferer to take a spoonful +of a sedative from which the physician hoped much benefit. She bathed +the crimson cheeks with a cloth dipped in iced water, and all the +while the hazel eyes watched her suspiciously. Other reflections +began to colour her vision, and the happy phase was merging into one +of terror, lest her lover should die or be torn away from her. +Leaning over her, Regina endeavoured to compose her by assurances +that Belmont was well and safe, but restlessly she tossed from side +to side. + +At last she began to cry, softly at first, like a fretful weary +child; and while Regina held her hands, essaying to soothe her, a +shadow glided between the gas globe and the bed, and Mr. Palma stood +beside the two. He looked pale, anxious, and troubled, as his eyes +rested sorrowfully on the fevered face upon the pillow, and he saw +that the luxuriant hair had been closely clipped, to facilitate +applications to relieve the brain. The parched lips were browned and +cracked, and the vacant stare in the eyes told him that consciousness +was still a long way off. + +But was there even then a magnetic recognition, dim and vague, of the +person whom she regarded as the inveterate enemy of her happiness? +Cowering among the bedclothes, she trembled and said, in a husky yet +audible whisper: + +"Will you hide us a little while? Belmont and I will soon sail, and +if Erle Palma and mamma knew it, they would tear me from my darling, +and chain me to Silas Congreve, and that would kill me. Oh! I only +want my darling; not the Congreve emeralds, only my Belmont, my +darling." + +Something that in any other man would have been a groan, came from +the lawyer's granite lips, and Regina, who shivered at his presence, +looked up, and said hastily: + +"Please go away, Mr. Palma; the sight of you will make her worse." + +He only folded his arms over his chest, sighed, and sat down, keeping +his eyes fixed on Olga. It was one o'clock before she ceased her +passionate pleading for protection from those whom she believed +intent upon sacrificing her, and then turning her face to the wail +she became silent, only occasionally muttering rapid indistinct +sentences. + +For some time Mr. Palma sat with his elbow on his knee, and his head +resting on his hand, and even in that hour of deep anxiety and dread, +Regina realized that she was completely forgotten; that he had +neither looked at nor spoken to her. + +Nearly a half-hour passed thus, and his gaze had never wandered from +the restless sufferer on the bed, when Regina rose and renewed the +cold cloths on her forehead. She counted the pulse, and while she +still sat on the edge of the bed, Olga half rose, threw herself +forward with her head in Regina's lap, and one arm clasped around +her. Softly the girl motioned to her guardian to place the bowl of +iced water within her reach, and, dipping her left hand in the water, +she stole her fingers lightly across the burning brow. Olga became +quiet, and by degrees the lids drooped over the inflamed eyes. +Patiently Regina continued her gentle cool touches, and at last she +was rewarded by seeing the sufferer sink into the first sleep that +had blessed her during her illness. + +Fearing to move even an inch lest she should arouse her, and knowing +the physician's anxiety to secure repose, the slight figure sat like +a statue, supporting the head and shoulders of the sleeper. The clock +ticked on, and no other sound was audible, save a sigh from Mr. +Palma, and the heavy breathing of Olga. The former was leaning back +in his chair, with his arms crossed, and though Regina avoided +looking at him, she knew from the shimmer of his glasses, that his +eyes were turned upon her. Gradually the room grew cold, and she +raised her hand and pointed to a large shawl lying on a chair within +his reach. Very warily the two spread it lightly over the arms and +shoulders, without disturbing the sleeper. One arm was clasped about +Regina's waist, and the flushed face was pressed against her side. + +So they watched until three o'clock, and then Mr. Palma saw that the +girl was wearied by the constrained, uncomfortable position. He had +been studying the colourless, mournful features that were as regular +and white as if fashioned in Pentelicus, and noted that the heavy +hair coiled low at the back of the head, gave a singularly graceful +outline to the whole. She kept her eyes bent upon the face in her +lap, and the beautiful lashes and snowy lids drooped over their blue +depth. He knew from the paling of her lips that she was faint and +tired, but he realized that she could be relieved only by the +sacrifice of that sound slumber, upon which Olga's welfare was so +dependent. If she stirred even a muscle the sleeper might awake to +renewed delirium. + +The next hour seemed the longest he had ever spent, and several times +he looked at his watch, hoping the clock a laggard. To Regina the +vigil was inexpressibly trying, and sitting there three feet from her +guardian, she dared not lift her gaze to the countenance that was so +dear. + +At four o'clock he took a pillow and lounge cushion and placed them +behind her as a support for her wearied frame, but she dared not lean +against them sufficiently to find relief; and stooping he put his arm +around her shoulder, and pressed her head against him. Laying his +cheek on hers, he whispered very cautiously, for his lips touched her +ear: + +"I am afraid you feel very faint; you look so. Can you bear it a +little while longer?" + +His breath swept warm across her cold cheek, and she hastily inclined +her head. He lowered his arm, but remained close beside her, and at +last she beckoned to him to bend down, and whispered: + +"The fire ought to be renewed in the furnace; will you go down, and +attend to it?" + +Shod in his velvet slippers, he noiselessly left the room. + +How long he was absent, she was unable to determine, for her heart +was beating madly from the pressure of his cheek, and the momentary +touch of his arm; and gazing at the ring on her finger, she fiercely +upbraided herself for this sinful folly. Wearing that opal, was it +not unwomanly and wicked to thrill at the contact with one, who never +could be more than her coolly kind, prudent, sagacious guardian? She +felt numb, sick, giddy, and her heart--ah! how it ached as she tried +to realize fully that some day he would caress Mrs. Carew! + +Olga slept heavily, and when Mr. Palma returned, he brought his warm +scarlet-lined dressing-gown and softly laid it around Regina's +shoulders. She looked up to express her thanks, but he was watching +Olga's face, and soon after walked to the mantlepiece and stood +leaning, with his elbow upon it. + +At last the slumberer moaned, turned, and after a few restless +movements, threw herself back on the bolster, and fell asleep once +more, with disjointed words dying on her lips. It was five o'clock, +and Mr. Palma beckoned Regina to him. + +"She will be better when she wakes. Go to her room, and go to sleep. +I will watch her until her mother comes in." + +"I could not sleep, and am unwilling to leave her until the doctor +arrives." + +"You look utterly exhausted." + +"I am stronger than I seem." + +"Mrs. Palma tells me that you have been made acquainted with the +unfortunate infatuation which has overshadowed poor Olga's life for +some years at least. I should be glad to know what you have learned." + +"All that was communicated to me on the subject was under the seal of +confidence, and I hope you will excuse me if I decline to betray the +trust reposed in me." + +"Do you suppose I am ignorant of what has recently occurred?" + +"At least, sir, I shall not recapitulate what passed between Olga and +myself." + +"You are aware that she considers me the author of all her +wretchedness." + +"She certainly regards you and Mrs. Palma's opposition to her +marriage with Mr. Eggleston as the greatest misfortune of her life." + +"He is utterly unworthy of her affection, is an unscrupulous +dissipated man; and it were better she should die to-day, rather than +have wrecked her future by uniting it with his." + +"But she loved him so devotedly." + +"She was deceived in his character, and refused to listen to a +statement of facts. When she knows him as he really is, she will +despise him." + +"I am afraid not" + +"I know her better than you do. Olga is a noble high-souled woman, +and she will live to thank me for her salvation from Eggleston. Her +marriage with Mr. Congreve must not be consummated; I will never +permit it in my house." + +"She believes you have urged it, have manoeuvred to bring it to +pass, and this has enhanced her bitterness." + +"Manoeuvring is beneath me, and I am justly accused of much for +which I am in no degree responsible. Poor Olga has painted me an +inhuman monster, but her good sense will ere long acquit me, when +this madness has left her and she is once more amenable to reason." + +He walked softly across the floor, leaned over the bed, and for some +minutes watched the sleeper, then quietly left the room. + +Drawing his dressing-gown closely around her, Regina sat down near +the bedside; and as she felt the pleasant warmth of the pearl-grey +merino, and detected the faint odour of cigar smoke in its folds, she +involuntarily pressed her lips to the garment that seemed almost a +part of its owner. + +Day broke clear and cold, and when the sun had risen Regina saw that +the flush was no longer visible in Olga's face, and that to delirium +had succeeded stupor. + +The physician looked anxious, and changed the medicine, and he found +some difficulty in arousing her sufficiently to administer it. Mrs. +Palma resumed her watch at her daughter's side, and Dr. Suydam +remained several hours, urging the pale young nurse to take some +repose; but aware that the crisis of the disease had arrived, the +latter could not consent to quit the room even for a moment. Twice +during the day, Mr. Palma came up from his office, and into the +darkened apartment where life and death were battling for their +prostrate prey; but he exchanged neither word nor glance with his +ward, and after brief consultation with the doctor glided noiselessly +away. + +About seven o'clock Mrs. Palma went down to dinner, leaving Regina +alone with the sufferer, and scarcely five minutes later she heard a +low moan from the figure that had not stirred for many hours. + +Brightening the light, she peered cautiously at the face lying upon +the pillow, and was startled to find the eyes wide open. Trembling +with anxiety she said: + +"Are you not better? You have slept long and soundly." + +Mournfully the hazel eyes looked at her, and the dry brown lips +quivered. + +"I have been awake some time." + +"Before your mother left?" + +"Yes." + +"Dear Olga, is your mind quite clear again?" + +"Terribly clear. I suppose I have been delirious?" + +"Yes, you have known none of us for five days. Here, drink this, the +doctor said you must have it the instant you waked." + +"To keep me from dying? Why should I live? I remember everything so +vividly, and while custom made you all try to save me, you are +obliged to know it would have been better, more kind and merciful, to +have let me die at once. Give me some water." + +After some seconds, she wearily put her hand to her head, and a +ghostly smile hovered over her mouth. + +"All my hair cut off? No matter now, Belmont will never see me again, +and I only cared for my glossy locks because he was so proud of them. +Poor darling." + +She groaned, knitted her brows, and shut her eyes; and though she did +not speak again, Regina knew that she lay wrestling with bitter +memories. When her mother came back, she turned her face toward the +wall, and Mrs. Palma eagerly exclaimed: + +"My darling, do you know me? Kiss your mother." + +Olga only covered her face with her hands and said wearily: + +"Don't touch me yet, mamma. You have broken my heart." + +At the expiration of the fifth day of convalescence, Olga was wrapped +in warm shawls and placed on the couch, which had been drawn near the +grate where a bright fire burned. Thin and wan, she lay back on the +cushions and pillows, with her wasted hands drooping listlessly +beside her. Moody, and taciturn, she refused all aid from any but +Regina, and mercilessly exacted her continual presence. By day the +latter waited upon and read to her; by night she rested on the same +bed, where the unhappy woman remained for hours awake, and +inconsolable, dwelling persistently upon her luckless fate. At Mrs. +Palma's suggestion her stepson had not visited the sick-room since +the recovery of Olga's consciousness; and being closely confined to +the limits of the apartment, Regina had not seen her guardian for +several days. About three o'clock in the afternoon, when she had +finished brushing the short tangled hair that clung in auburn rings +around the invalid's forehead, Olga said: + +"Read me the 'Penelope.'" + +Regina sat down on a low stool close to the couch, and while she +opened the book and read, Olga's right arm stole over her shoulder. +At the opposite side of the hearth her mother sat, watching the pair; +and she saw the door open sufficiently to admit Mr. Palma's head. +Quickly she waved him back with a warning gesture; but he shook his +head resolutely, advanced a few steps, and stood in a position which +prevented the girls from discovering his presence. As Regina paused +to turn a leaf, Olga began a broken recitation, grouping passages +that suited her fancy: + + "Yea, love, I am alone in all the world, + The past grows dark upon me where I wait. + + * * * * * + + Behold how I am mocked! + + * * * * * + + They come to me, mere men of hollow clay, + And whisper odious comfort, and upbraid + The love that follows thee where'er thou art. + + * * * * * + + And they have dragged a promise from my lips + To choose a murderer of my love for thee, + To choose at will from out the rest one man + To slay me with his kisses!"---- + +She groaned, and gently caressing her hand, Regina read on, and +completed the poem. + +When she closed the book, Mr. Palma came forward and stood at the +side of the couch, and in his hand he held several letters. At sight +of him a flush mounted to Olga's hollow cheek, and she put her +fingers over her eyes. He quietly laid one hand on her forehead and +said pleadingly: + +"Olga, dear sister, if you had died without becoming reconciled to +me, I should never have felt satisfied or happy, and I thank God you +have been spared to us; spared to allow me an opportunity of +explaining some thirds which, misunderstood, have caused you to hate +me. Regina let me have this seat a little while, and in half an hour +you ard Mrs. Palma can come back. I wish to talk alone with Olga." + +"To gloze over your deeds and machinations, to deny the dark cowardly +work that has stabbed my peace for ever! No, no! The only service you +can render me now is to keep out of my sight! Erle Palma, I shall +hate you to my dying hour; and my only remaining wish--prayer--is, +that she whom you love may give her pure hand to another; that you +may live to see her belong to other arms than yours, even as you have +helped to thrust Belmont from mine! Oh, I thank God! your cold +selfish heart has stirred at last, and I shall have my revenge, when +you come, like me, to see the lips you love kissed by another, and +the hands that were so sacred to your fond touch clasped by some +other man, wearing the badge and fetter of his ownership! When your +darling is a wife--but not yours--then the agony that you have +inflicted on me will be your portion. Because you love her, as you +never yet loved even yourself, may you lose her for ever!" + +She had struck off his hand, and while struggling up into a sitting +posture, her eyes kindled, and her voice shook with the tempest of +feeling that broke over her. + +Mr. Palma crimsoned, but motioned Mrs. Palma away, and Regina +exclaimed: + +"In her feeble state this excitement may be fatal. Have you no mercy, +Mr. Palma?" + +"Because I wish to be merciful to her, I desire you will leave the +room." + +Mrs. Palma seized the girl's hand and drew her hastily away, and +while the two sat on the staircase near the door of the sickroom, +Regina learned from a hurried and fragmentary narration that her +guardian had for years contributed to the comfort and maintenance of +Mr. Eggleston's mother and sister, that his influence had been +exerted to induce a friend in Philadelphia to purchase the artist's +"California Landscape," and that his persistent opposition to Olga's +marriage had been based upon indubitable proofs that Mr. Eggleston +had deceived her; had addressed three other ladies during the seven +years' clandestine correspondence, and had merely trifled with the +holiest feelings of the girl's trusting heart. In conclusion Mrs. +Palma added: + +"Erle was too proud to defend himself, and sternly prohibited me from +acquainting her with some of his friendly acts. Even those two +helpless Eggleston women do not dream that their annual contribution +of money and fuel comes from him. He would leave Olga in her +prejudice and animosity, did he not think that a knowledge of all +that has occurred might prove to her how unworthy that man is. She +stubbornly persists that my stepson is weary of supporting us, and +desires to force a this marriage with Mr. Congreve; whereas he has +from the beginning assured me he deemed it inexpedient, and dreaded +the result." + +"Mrs. Palma, she insists that she will never marry any one now, and +intends to join one of the Episcopal Church sisterhoods in a western +city." + +"She certainly will not marry Mr. Congreve, for Erle called upon him +and requested him to release Olga from the engagement, alleging, +among other reasons, that her health was very much broken, and that +she would spend some time in Europe. This sisterhood scheme he +declares he will not permit her to accomplish." + +Between the two fell a profound silence, and Regina could think of +nothing but her guardian's flushed confused countenance, when Olga +taxed him with his love for Mrs. Carew. How deeply his heart must be +engaged, when his stem, cold, noncommittal face crimsoned? + +It seemed a long time since they sat down there, and Regina was +growing restless when the front door-bell rang. The servant who +brought up a telegram addressed to Mr. Palma, informed Mrs. Palma +that Mr. Roscoe was waiting in the dining-room to see her. + +"My dear, knock at the door, and hand this to Erle. I will come back +directly." + +She went downstairs, and, glad of any pretext to interrupt an +interview which she believed must be torturing to poor Olga, Regina +tapped at the door. + +"Come in." + +Standing on the threshold, she merely said: + +"Here is a telegraphic despatch, which may require a reply." + +"Come in," repeated Mr. Palma. + +Advancing, she saw with amazement that he was kneeling close to the +couch, with Olga's hand in his, and his bowed head close to her face. +When she reached the lounge she found that Olga was weeping bitterly, +while now and then heavy sobs convulsed her feeble frame. + +"Mr. Palma, do you want to throw her back into delirium by this cruel +excitement? Do go away, and leave us in peace." + +"She will feel far happier after a little while, and tears will ease +her heart. Olga, you have not yet given me your promise." + +"Be patient! Some day you will learn perhaps that though the idol you +worshipped so long has fallen from the niche where you set it, even +the dust is sacred; and you want no strange touch to defile it. Oh +the love, the confidence, the idolatry--I have so lavishly +squandered! Because it was wasted, and all--all is lost, can I mourn +the less?" + +"At least give me your promise to wait two years, to follow my +advice, to accede to my plan for your future." + +He wiped the tears from her cheek, and after some hesitation she said +brokenly: + +"How can you care at all what becomes of me? But since you have saved +me from Mr. Congreve, and contrived to conceal the traces of my +disguise and flight from Albany, I owe you something, owe something +to your family pride. I will think over all you wish, and perhaps +after a time, I can see things in a different light. Now--all is +dark, ruined--utterly----" + +She wept passionately, hiding her face in her hands; and rising, Mr. +Palma placed some open letters on the chair beside her. He walked to +the window, opened and read the telegram, and Regina saw a heavy +frown darken his brow. As if pondering the contents, he stood for +more than a minute, then went to the door, and said from the +threshold: + +"The papers, Olga, are intended for no eye but yours. In reviewing +the past, judge me leniently, for had you been born my own sister I +should have no deeper interest in your welfare. Henceforth try to +trust me as your brother, and I will forgive gladly all your unjust +bitterness and aspersion." + +He disappeared, and almost simultaneously Mrs. Palma came back and +kissed her daughter's forehead. + +With a low piteous wail, Olga threw her white hands up about her +mother's neck, and sobbed: + +"Oh, mamma! mamma! take me to your heart! Pity me!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + + +Since the night of Olga's return, Regina had taken her meals in the +sick-room, gladly availing herself of any pretext for avoiding the +dreadful _tete-a-tete_ breakfasts. + +On the morning after the painful interview between Olga and Mr. +Palma, the former desired to remove into her own apartment, and the +easy chair in which she sat was wheeled carefully to the hearth in +her room. + +"Come close to me, dear child." + +Olga held her companion for some seconds in a tight embrace, then +kissed her cheek and forehead. + +"Patient, true little friend; you saved me from destruction. How worn +and white you look, and I have robbed you so long of sleep! When I am +stronger, I want to talk to you; but to-day I must be alone, must +spend it among my dead hopes, sealing the sepulchres. Jean Ingelow +tells us of 'a Dead Year' 'cased in cedar, and shut in a sacred +gloom;' but I have seven to shroud and bury; and will the day ever +dawn when I can truly say: + + Silent they rest, in solemn salvatory'? + +Go out, dear, into the sunshine; you look so weary. Leave me alone in +the cold crypts of memory; you need not be afraid, I have no second +vial of poison." + +She seemed so hopeless, and her voice was so indescribably mournful, +that Regina's eyes filled with tears, but Mrs. Palma just then called +her into the hall. + +"Erle says you must put on your hat, wrap up closely, and come +downstairs. He is waiting to take you to ride." + +She had not seen her guardian since he left Olga's sofa the previous +day, and answered without reflection. + +"Ask him to excuse me. I am not very well, and prefer remaining in my +own room." + +From the foot of the stairs, Mr. Palma's voice responded: + +"Fresh air will benefit you. I insist upon your coming immediately." + +She leaned over the railing, and saw him buttoning his overcoat. + +"Please, Mr. Palma, excuse me to-day." + +"Pardon me, I cannot. The carriage is waiting." + +She was tempted to rebel outright, to absolutely refuse obedience to +his authority, which threatened her with the dreaded interview, but a +moment's reflection taught her that resistance to his stubborn will +was useless, and she went reluctantly downstairs, forgetting her +gloves in her trepidation. He handed her into the carriage, took a +seat beside her, and directed Farley to drive to Central Park. + +The day though cold was very bright, and he partly lowered the silk +curtains to shut out the glare of the sun. For a half-hour they +rolled along the magnificent Avenue, and only casual observations +upon weather, passing equipages, and similar trivial topics, afforded +Regina time to compose her perturbed thoughts. With his overcoat +buttoned tight across his broad chest, and hat drawn a little low on +his brow, Mr. Palma sat, holding his gloved fingers interlaced; and +his brilliant eyes rested now and then very searching upon the face +at his side, which was almost as white as the snowy fur sack that +enveloped her. + +"What is the matter with your cheek?" he said at length. + +"Why do you ask?" She instantly shielded it with her hand. + +"It has a slightly bluish, bruised appearance." + +"It is of no consequence, and will soon disappear." + +"Olga must indeed have struck you a heavy blow, to leave a mark that +lingers so long. She told me how desperately you wrestled to stay her +suicidal course, and as a family we owe you much for your firm brave +resistance." + +"I am sorry she has betrayed what passed. I hoped you would never +suspect the distressing facts." + +"When a girl deliberately defies parental wishes and counsel, and +scorns the advice and expostulation of those whom experience has +taught something of life and the world, her fate sooner or later is +sad as Olga's. A foolish caprice which young ladies invariably +denominate 'love,' but which is generally merely flattered vanity, +not unfrequently wrecks a woman's entire life; and though Olga will +rally after a time, she cannot forget this humiliating episode, which +has blighted the brightest epoch of her existence. Her rash, blind +obstinacy has cost her very dear. Here, let us go out; I want you to +walk awhile." + +They had entered the Park, and, ordering the driver to await them at +a specified spot, Mr. Palma turned into the Ramble. For some moments +they walked in silence, and finally he pointed to a rustic seat +somewhat secluded, and beyond the observation of the few persons +strolling through the grounds. Regina sat with her muff in her lap, +and her bare hands nervously toying with her white silk tassel. Her +guardian noticed the tremulousness of her lip, and at that moment the +sun, smiting the ring on her finger, kindled the tiny diamonds into a +circle of fire. Mr. Palma drew off his gloves, put them in his +pocket, and just touched the opal, saying coldly: + +"Is that a recent gift from your mother? I never saw you wear it +until the night you bathed poor Olga's forehead." + +"No, sir." + +Involuntarily she laid her palm over the jewels that was beginning to +grow odious in her own sight. + +"May I inquire how long it has been in your possession?" + +"Since before I left the parsonage. I had it when I came to New +York." + +"Why then have you never worn it?" + +"What interest can such a trifle possess for you, sir?" + +"Sufficient at least to require an answer." + +She sat silent. + +"Regina." + +"I hear you, Mr. Palma." + +"Then show me the courtesy of looking at me when you speak. +Circumstances have debarred me until now from referring to a letter +from India, which I gave you before I went to Washington. I presume +you are aware that the writer in enclosing it to me acquainted me +with its tenor and import. Will you permit me to read it?" + +"I sent it to my mother nearly a week ago." + +She had raised her eyes, and looked at him almost defiantly, nerving +herself for the storm that already darkened his countenance. + +"Mr. Lindsay very properly informed me that his letter contained an +offer of marriage, and though I requested you to defer your answer +until my return, I could not of course doubt that it would prove a +positive rejection, since you so earnestly assured me he could never +be more than a brother to you. At least, let me suggest that you +clothe the refusal in the kindest possible terms." + +Her face whitened, and she compressed her lips, but her beautiful +eyes became touchingly mournful in their strained gaze. Mr Palma took +off his glasses, and for the first time in her life she saw the full, +fine bright black eyes, without the medium of lenses. How they looked +down into hers? + +She caught her breath, and he smiled: + +"My ward must be frank with her guardian." + +"I have been frank with my mother, and since nothing has been +concealed from her, no one else has the right to catechise me. To her +it is incumbent upon me to confide even the sacred details to which +you allude, and she knows all; but you can have no real interest in +the matter." + +"Pardon me, I have a very deep interest in all that concerns my ward; +especially when the disposal of her hand is involved. What answer +have you given 'Brother Douglass'?" + +As he spoke, he laid his hand firmly on both of hers, but she +attempted to rise. + +"Oh, Mr. Palma! Ask me no more, spare me this inquisition. You +transcend your authority." + +"Sit still. Answer me frankly. You declined Mr. Lindsay's offer?" + +"No, sir!" + +She felt his hand suddenly clutch hers, and grow cold. + +"Lily! Lily!" + +The very tone was like a prayer. Presently, he said sternly: + +"You must not dare to trifle with me. You cannot intend to accept +him?" + +"Mother will determine for me." + +Mr. Palma had become very pale, and his glittering teeth gnawed his +lower lip. + +"Is your acceptance of that man contingent only on her consent and +approval?" + +For a moment she looked away at the blue heavens bending above her, +and wondered if the sky would blacken when she had irretrievably +committed herself to this union. The thought was hourly growing +horrible, and she shivered. + +He stooped close to her, and even then she noted how laboured was +his breathing, and that his mouth quivered: + +"Answer me; do you mean to marry him?" + +"I do, if mother gives me permission." + +Bravely she met his eyes, but her words were a mere whisper, and she +felt that the worst was over; for her there could be no retraction. + +It was the keenest blow, the most bitter disappointment of Erle +Palma's hitherto successful life, but his face hardened, and he bore +it, as was his habit, without any demonstration, save that +discoverable in his mortal paleness. + +During the brief silence that ensued, he still held his hand firmly +on hers, and when he spoke his tone was cold and stern. + +"My opinion of your probable course in this matter was founded +entirely upon belief in the truthfulness of your statement that Mr. +Lindsay had no claim on your heart. Only a short time since you +assured me of this fact, and my faith in your candour must plead +pardon for my present profound surprise. Certainly I was credulous +enough to consider you incapable of deceit." + +The scorn in his eyes stung her like a lash, and clasping her fingers +spasmodically around his hand, she exclaimed: + +"I never intended to deceive you. Oh, do not despise me!" + +"I presume you understand the meaning of the words you employ; and +when I asked you if I would be justified in softening your rejection +of my cousin by assuring him that your affections were already +engaged you emphatically negatived that statement, saying it would be +untrue." + +"Yes, and I thought so then; but did not know my own heart." + +Her shadowy eyes looked appealingly into his, but he smiled +contemptuously. + +"You did not know your affections had travelled to India, until the +gentleman formally asked for them? Do you expect me to believe that?" + +"Believe anything except that I wilfully deceived you." + +The anguish, the hopelessness written in her blanched face, and the +trembling of the childishly small hands that had unconsciously +tightened around his touched him. + +He put his right hand under her chin and lifted the face. + +"Lily, I want the truth. I intend to have it; and all of it. Now look +me in the eye and answer me solemnly, remembering that the God you +reverence hears your words. Do you really love Mr. Lindsay?" + +"Yes; he is so good, how can I help feeling attached to him?" + +"You love him next to your mother?" + +"I think I do." + +The words cost her a great effort, and her eyes wandered from his. + +"Look straight at me. You love him so well you wish to be his wife?" + +"I want to make him happy if I can." + +"No evasions, if you please. Answer yes, or no. Is Mr. Lindsay dearer +to you than all else in the world?" + +"Next to mother's his happiness is dearest to me." + +"Yes--or no--this time; is there no one you love better?" + +Earth and sky, trees and rocks, seemed whirling into chaos, and she +shut her eyes. + +"You have no right to question me farther. I will answer no more." + +Was the world really coming to an end? She heard her guardian laugh, +and the next moment he had caught her to his heart. What did it +mean? Was she too growing delirious with brain fever? His arm held +her pressed close to his bosom, and his cheek leaned on her head, +while strangely sweet and low were his words: + +"Ah, Lily! Lily! Hush. Be still." + +She wished that she could die then and there, for the thought of Mr. +Lindsay sickened her soul. But the memory of the ring appalled her, +and she struggled to free herself. + +"Let me go! Do let us go home. I am sick." + +His arm drew her closer still. + +"Be quiet, and let me talk to you, and remember I am your guardian. +Lily, I am afraid you are tempted to stray into dangerous paths, and +your tender little heart is not a safe counsellor. You are sincerely +attached to your old friend, you trust and honour him, you are very +grateful to him for years of kindness during your childhood; and now +when his health has failed, and he appeals to you to repay the +affection he has long given you, gratitude seems to assume the form +of duty, and you are trying to persuade yourself that you ought to +grant his prayer. Lily, love is the only chrism that sanctifies +marriage, and though at present you might consent to become Mr. +Lindsay's wife, suppose that in after years you should chance to meet +some other man, perhaps not so holy, so purely Christian as this +noble young missionary, but a man who seized, possessed your +deep--deathless womanly love, and who you knew loved you in return? +What then?" + +"I would still do my duty to my dear Douglass." + +"No doubt you would try. But you would do wrong to marry your friend +feeling as you do; and you ought to wait and fully explain to him the +nature of your sentiments. You are almost a child, and scarcely know +you own heart yet, and I, as your guardian, cannot consent to see you +rashly forge fetters that may possibly gall you in future. The letter +to your mother has not yet been forwarded. Hattie, to whom you +entrusted it, did not give it to me until this morning, alleging in +apology, that she put it in her pocket and forgot it. I have reason +to believe that in a very short time you will see your mother: let +this matter rest until you can converse fully with her, and if she +sanctions your decision I, of course, shall have no right to +expostulate. Lily, I want to see you happy, and while I profoundly +respect Mr. Lindsay, who I daresay is a most estimable gentleman, I +should not very cordially give you away to him." + +She rose and stood before him, clasping her hands tightly over each +other; tearless, tortured, striving to see the path of duty. + +"Mr. Palma, if I can only make him happy! I owe him so much. When I +remember all that he did so tenderly for years, and especially on +that awful night of the storm, I feel that I ought not to refuse what +he asks of me." + +"If he knew how you felt, I think I could safely promise for him that +he would not accept your hand. The heart of the woman he loves, is +the boon that a man holds most precious. Lily, you know your inmost +heart does not prompt you to marry Mr. Lindsay." + +Did he suspect her secret folly? The blood that had seemed to curdle +around her aching heart surged into her cheeks, painting them a vivid +rose, and she said hastily: + +"Indeed he is very dear to me. He is the noblest man I ever knew. How +could I fail to love him?" + +He took her left hand and examined the ring. + +"You wear this, as a pledge of betrothal? Is it not premature when +your mother is in ignorance of your purpose? Tell me, my ward, tell +me, do you not rather keep it here to stimulate your flagging sense +of duty? To strengthen you to adhere to your rash resolve?" + +"He wrote that if I had faithfully kept my farewell promise to him he +wished me to wear it." + +"May I know the nature of that promise?" + +"That I would always love him next to my mother." + +"But I think you admitted that possibly you might some day meet your +ideal who would be dearer even than mother and Douglass. I do not +wish to distress you needlessly, but while you are under my +protection I must unflinchingly do all that honour demands of a +faithful guardian. I can permit no engagement without your mother's +approval; and I honestly confess to you, that I am growing impatient +to place you in her care. Do you still desire your letter forwarded?" + +"If you please." + +"Sit down. I have sad news for you." + +He unbuttoned his coat, took an envelope from his pocket, and she +recognized the telegram which had arrived the previous day. "Regina, +many guardians would doubtless withhold this, but fairness and +perfect candour have been my rule of life, and I prefer frankness to +diplomacy. This telegraphic despatch arrived yesterday, and is +intended for you, though addressed to me." + +He put it in her hand, and filled with an undefined terror that +chilled her she read: + + "SAN FRANCISCO. + + "MR. ERLE PALMA,--Tell your ward that Douglass is too ill to + travel farther. If she wishes to see him alive she must come + immediately. Can't you bring her on at once? + + "ELISE LINDSAY." + + +The despatch fluttered to the ground and the girl moaned and bowed +her face in her hands. He waited some minutes, and with a sob she +said: + +"Oh, let me go to him! It might be a comfort to him, and if he should +die? Oh, do let me go!" + +"Do you think your mother would consent to your taking so grave a +step?" + +"I do not know, but she would not blame me when she learned the +circumstances. If I waited to consult her he might--oh! we are +wasting time! Mr. Palma, pity me! Send me to him--to the friend who +loves me so truly, so devotedly!" + +She started up and wrung her hands, as imagination pictured the noble +friend ill, perhaps dying, and longing to see her. + +"Regina, compose yourself. That telegram has been delayed by an +unprecedented fall of snow that interrupts the operation of the +wires, and it is dated three days ago. Last night I telegraphed to +learn Mr. Lindsay's condition, but up to the time of our leaving +home, the wires were not working through to San Francisco; and the +trains on the Union Pacific are completely snowbound. The agent told +me this morning that it was uncertain when the cars would run +through, as the track is blocked up. Until we ascertain something +definite let me advise you to withhold your letter, enclosing his; +for I ought to tell you that I am daily expecting a summons to send +you to Europe. Come, walk with me and try to be patient." + +He offered her his arm, and they walked for some time in profound +silence. At last she exclaimed passionately: + +"Please let me go home. I want to be alone." + +They finally reached the carriage, and Mr. Palma gave the coachman +directions to drive to the telegraph office. During the ride Regina +leaned back, with her face pressed against the silken curtain on the +side, and her eyes closed. Her companion could see the regular +chiselled profile, so delicate and yet so firm, and as he studied the +curves of her beautiful mouth, he realized that she had fully +resolved to fulfil her promise; that at any cost of personal +suffering she would grant the prayer of the devoted young minister. + +Scientists tell us that "there are in the mineral world certain +crystals, certain forms, for instance of fluor-spar, which have lain +darkly in the earth for ages, but which nevertheless have a potency +of light locked up within them. In their case the potential has never +become actual, the light is, in fact, held back by a molecular +detent. When these crystals are warmed, the detent is lifted, and an +outflow of light immediately begins." How often subtle analogies in +physical nature whisper interpretations of vexing psychological +enigmas? + +Was Erle Palma an animated, human fluor-spar? Had the latent +capacity, the potentiality of tenderness in his character been +suddenly actualized, by the touch of that girl's gentle hands, the +violet splendour of her large soft eyes, which lifted for ever the +detent of his cold isolating selfishness? + +The long-hidden light had flashed at last, making his heart radiant +with a supreme happiness which even the blaze of his towering and +successful ambition had never kindled; and to-day he found it +difficult indeed to stand aside, with folded arms and sealed lips, +while she reeled upon the brink of an abyss, which was so wide and +deep, that it threatened to bury all his hopes of that sacred home +life--which sooner or later sings its dangerous siren song in every +man's heart. + +To his proud worldly nature this dream of pure, deep, unselfish love, +had stolen like the warm, rich spicy breath of June roses--swung +unexpectedly over a glacier, bringing the flush and perfume of early +summer to the glittering blue realms of winter; and he longed +inexpressibly to open all his heart to the sweet sunshine, to gather +it in, garnering it as his own for ever. How his stern soul clung to +that shy, shrinking girl, who seemed in contrast to the gay brilliant +self-asserting women he met in society as some white marble-lidded +Psyche, standing on her pedestal, amid a group of glowing Venetian +Venuses! He had seen riper complexions, and more rounded symmetry; +and had smiled and bowed at graceful polished persiflage, more witty +than aught that ever crossed her quiet, daintily carved lips; but +though he had admired many lovely women of genius and culture, that +pale girl, striving to hide her grieved countenance against his +carriage curtain, was the only one he had ever desired to call his +wife. That any other man dared hope to win or claim her seemed +sacrilegious; and he felt that he would rather see her lying in her +coffin, than know that she was profaned by any touch save his. + +Neither spoke, and when the carriage stopped at the telegraph office, +Mr. Palma went in and remained some time. As he returned, she felt +that he held her destiny for all time in his hands, and in after +years he often recalled the despairing, terrified expression of the +face that leaned forward, with parted quivering lips, and eyes that +looked a prayer for pity. + +"The wires are not yet working fully, but probably messages will go +through during the day. Regina, try to be patient, and believe that +you shall learn the nature of Mrs. Lindsay's answer as soon as I +receive it. Tell Mrs. Palma I shall not come home to dine, have +pressing business at court, and cannot tell how long I may be +detained at my office. Good-bye. The despatch shall be sent to you +without delay." + +He lifted his hat, closed the carriage door, and motioned to Farley +to drive home. + +Locked in her own apartment Olga denied admittance to even her +mother, who improved the opportunity to answer a number of neglected +letters, and Regina was left to the seclusion of her room. As the day +wore slowly away, her restlessness increased, and she paced the floor +until her limbs trembled from weariness. Deliberately she recalled +all the incidents of the long residence at the parsonage, and strove +to live again the happy season, during which the young minister had +contributed so largely to her perfect contentment. The white pets +they had tended and caressed together, the books she had read with +him, the favourite passages he had italicized, the songs he loved +best, the flowers he laid upon her breakfast plate, and now and then +twined in her hair; above all, his loving persuasive tone, quiet +gentle words of affectionate counsel, and tender pet name for her, +"my white dove." + +How fervent had been his prayer that when he returned, he might find +her "unspotted from the world." Was she? Could she bear to deceive +the brave loyal heart that trusted her so completely? + +Once at church she had witnessed a marriage, heard the awfully solemn +vows that the bride registered in the sight of God, and to-day the +words flamed like the sword of the avenging angel, like a menace, a +challenge. Would Douglass take her for his wife, if he knew that Mr. +Palma had become dearer to her than all the world beside? Could she +deny that his voice and the touch of his hand on hers magnetized, +thrilled her, as no one else had power to do? She could think without +pain of Mr. Lindsay selecting some other lady and learning to love +her as his wife, forgetting the child Regina; but when she forced +herself to reflect that her guardian would soon be Mrs. Carew's +husband, the torture seemed unendurable. + +Unlocking a drawer, she spread before her all the little souvenirs +Mr. Lindsay had given her. The faded flowers that once glowed under +the fervid sun of India, the seal and pen, the blue and gold +Tennyson, and Whittier, and the pretty copy of Christina Rossetti's +poems, he had sent from Liverpool. One by one she read his letters +ending with the last which Mr. Palma had laid on her lap when he left +the carriage. + +Despite her efforts, above the dear meek gentle image of the +consecrated and devout missionary towered the stately proud form of +the brilliant lawyer, with his chilling smile and haughty marble +brow; and she knew that he reigned supreme in her heart. He was not +so generous, so nobly self-sacrificing, so holy and pious as Mr. +Lindsay, nor did she reverence him so entirely; but above all else +she loved him. Conscience, pride, and womanly delicacy all clamoured +in behalf of the absent but faithful lover; and the true heart +answered, "Away with sophistry, and gratitude, pitying affection, +and sympathy! I am vassal to but one; give me Erle Palma, my king." + +If she married Douglass and he afterward discovered the truth, could +he be happy, could he ever trust her again? She resolved to go to San +Francisco, to tell Mr. Lindsay without reservation all that she felt, +withholding only the name of the man whom she loved best; and if he +could be content with the little she could give in return for his +attachment, then with no deception flitting like a ghoul between +them, she would ask her mother's permission to dedicate the future to +Douglass Lindsay. She would never see her guardian again, and when he +was married it would be sinful even to think of him, and her duties +and new ties must help her to forget him. + +Pleading weariness and indisposition, she had absented herself from +dinner, and when night came it was upon leaden wings that oppressed +her. Feverish and restless she raised the sash, and though the +temperature was freezing outside, she leaned heavily on the sill and +inhaled the air. A distant clock struck eleven, and she stood looking +at the moon that flooded the Avenue with splendour, and shone like a +sheet of silver on the glass of a window opposite. + +Very soon a peculiarly measured step, slow and firm, rung on the +pavement beneath her, and ere the muffled figure paused at the door, +she recognized her guardian. He entered by means of a latch-key, and +closing the window Regina sat down and listened. Her heart beat like +a drum, drowning other sounds, and all else was so still that after a +little while she supposed no message had been received, and that Mr. +Palma had gone to sleep. + +She dreaded to lie down, knowing that her pillow would prove one not +of roses, but thorns. She prayed long and fervently that God would +help her to do right under all circumstances, would enable her to +conquer and govern her wilful, riotous heart, subduing it to the +dictates of duty; and in conclusion she begged that the heavenly +Father would spare and strengthen His feeble, suffering, consecrated +minister, spare a life she would strive to brighten. + +Rising from her knees she opened a little illustrated Testament Mr. +Lindsay had given her on her thirteenth birthday, and which she was +accustomed to read every night. The fourteenth chapter of St. John +happened to meet her eye. + +"Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid; ye believe +in God, believe also in Me." Just then she heard a low, cautious tap +upon her door. Her heart stood still, she felt paralyzed, but found +voice to say hoarsely: + +"Come in." + +The door was partly opened but no one entered, and she went forward +to the threshold. Mr. Palma was standing outside, with his face +averted, and in his outstretched hand she saw the well-known +telegraphic envelope, which always arouses a thrill of dread, bearing +so frequently the bolt of destruction into tranquil households. +Shaking like aspens when the west wind blows, she took it. + +"Tell me, is he better?" + +Mr. Palma turned, gave one swift pitying glance at her agonized face, +and as if unable to endure the sight, walked quickly away. She shut +the door, stood a moment, spellbound by dread, then held the sheet to +the light. + + "SAN FRANCISCO. + + "MR. ERLE PALMA,--My Douglass died last night. + + "ELISE LINDSAY." + + "Though Duty's face is stern, her path is best; + They sweetly sleep who die upon her breast." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + + +"Your bed is untouched, you did not undress! Why did you sit up all +night, and alone?" + +"Because I knew it was folly to attempt to sleep; and to watch the +bay and the beauty of the night was less wearying than to toss on a +pillow staring at the ceiling. Mrs. Waul, what brings you here so +early?" + +"A package of letters which must have arrived yesterday, but William +only received them a few minutes since. Mrs. Orme, will you have your +coffee now?" + +"After a little while. Have everything in order to leave at a +moment's notice, for I may not return here from Paestum. Give me the +letters." + +Mrs. Orme tossed back her hair which had been unbound, and as the +letters were placed in her hand, she seemed almost to forget them, so +abstracted was the expression with which her eyes rested on the +dancing waves of the Bay of Naples. The noise of the door closing +behind Mrs. Waul seemed to arouse her, and glancing at the letters +she opened one from Mr. Palma. + +The long and harrowing vigil which had lasted from the moment of +bidding General Laurance good-night, on the previous evening, had +left its weary traces in the beautiful face; but rigid resolution had +also set its stem seal on the compressed mouth, and the eyes were +relentless as those of Irene, waiting for the awful consummation in +the Porphyry chamber at Byzantium. + +The spirit of revenge had effectually banished all the purer, holier +emotions of her nature; and the hope of an overwhelming Nemesis +beckoned her to a fearful sacrifice of womanly sensibility, but just +now nothing seemed too sacred to be immolated upon the altar of her +implacable Hate. To stab the hearts of those who had wronged her, she +gladly subjected her own to the fiery ordeal of a merely nominal +marriage with her husband's father, resolving that her triumph should +be complete. Originally gentle, loving, yielding in nature, injustice +and adversity had gradually petrified her character; yet beneath the +rigid exterior flowed a lava tide, that now and then overflowed its +stony barriers, and threatened irremediable ruin. + +Fully resolved upon the revolting scheme which promised punishment to +the family of Laurance, and + + "Self-girded with torn strips of hope," + +she opened the New York letter. + +The first few lines riveted her attention. She sat erect, leaned +forward, with eyes wide and strained, and gradually rose to her feet, +clutching the letter, until her fingers grew purple. As she hurried +on, breathing like one whose everlasting destiny is being laid in the +balance, a marvellous change overspread her countenance. The blood +glowed in lip and cheek, the wild sparkle sank, extinguished in the +tears that filled her eyes, the hardness melted away from the +resolute features, and at last a cry like that of some doomed spirit +suddenly snatched from the horrors of perdition and set for ever at +rest upon meads of Asphodel and Amaranth, rolled through the room. + +After so many years of reckless hopelessness the transition was +overpowering, and the miserable wife and mother rescued upon the +extreme verge of utter lifelong ruin, fell forward upon her knees, +sobbing and laughing alternately. + +From the hour when she learned of her husband's second marriage she +had ceased to pray, abandoning herself completely to the cynicism and +vindictiveness that overflowed her soul like a wave of Phlegethon; +but now the fountain of gratitude was unsealed, and she poured out a +vehement, passionate, thanksgiving to God. Alternately praying, +weeping, smiling, she knelt there, now and then re-reading portions +of the letters, to assure herself that it was not a mere blessed +dream, and at length when the strain relaxed, she dropped her head on +a chair, and like a spent feeble child, cried heartily, +unrestrainedly. + +Mr. Palma wrote that after years of fruitless effort he had succeeded +in obtaining from Peleg Peterson a full retraction of the charges +made against her name, whereby General Laurance had prevented a suit +against his son. Peterson had made an affidavit of certain facts, +which nobly exonerated her from the heinous imputations with which +she was threatened, should she attempt legal redress for her wrongs, +and which proved that the defence upon which General Laurance relied, +was the result of perjury and bribery. + +In addition to the recantation of Peterson, Mr. Palma communicated +the joyful intelligence that Gerbert Audre, who was believed to have +been lost off the Labrador coast fifteen years before, had been +discovered in Washington, where he was occupying a clerical desk in +one of the departments; and that he had furnished conclusive +testimony as a witness of the marriage, and a friend of Cuthbert +Laurance. + +The lawyer had carefully gathered all the necessary links of +evidence, and was prepared to bring suit against Cuthbert Laurance +for desertion and bigamy; assuring the long-suffering wife that her +name and life would be nobly vindicated. + +Within his letter was one addressed to Mrs. Orme by Peleg Peterson, +and a portion of the scrawl was heavily underlined. + +"For all that I have revealed to Mr. Palma and solemnly sworn to, for +this clearing of your reputation, you may thank your child. But for +her, I should never have declared the truth--would have gone down to +the grave, leaving a blot upon you; for my conscience is too dead to +trouble me, and I hate you, Minnie! Hate you for the wreck you helped +to make of me. But that girl's white angel face touched me, when she +said (and I knew she meant it), 'If I find from mother that you are +indeed my father, then I will do my duty. I will take your hand--I +will own you my father--face the world's contempt, and we will bear +our disgrace together as best me may.' She would have done it, at all +risk, and I have pitied her. It is so clear her, and give her the +name she is entitled to, that at last I have spoken the truth. She is +a noble brave girl, too good for you, too good for her father; far +too good to own Rene Laurance for her grandfather. When he sees the +child he paid me to claim, he will not need my oath to satisfy him +that in body she is every inch a Laurance; but where she got her +white soul God only knows--certainly it is neither Merle nor +Laurance. You owe your salvation to your sweet, brave child, and have +no cause to thank me, for I shall always hate you." + +Had some ministering angel removed from her hand the hemlock of that +loathsome vengeance she had contemplated, and substituted the nectar +of hope and joy, the renewal of a life unclouded by the dread of +disgrace that had hung over her like a pall for seventeen years? When +gathering her garments about her to plunge into a dark gulf replete +with seething horror, a strong hand had lifted her away from the +fatal ledge, and she heard the voice of her youth calling her to the +almost forgotten vale of peace; while supreme among the thronging +visions of joy gleamed the fair face of her blue-eyed daughter. Had +she been utterly mad in resolving to stain her own pure hand by the +touch of Rene Laurance? + +In the light of retrospection the unnatural and monstrous deed she +had contemplated, seemed fraught with a horror scarcely inferior to +that which lends such lurid lustre to the "Oedipus;" and now she +cowered in shame and loathing as she reflected upon all that she had +deliberately arranged while sitting upon the terrace of the Villa +Reale. Could the unbridled thirst for revenge have dragged her on +into a monomania that would finally have ended in downright madness? +Once nominally the wife of the man whom she so thoroughly abhorred, +would not reason have fled before the horrors to which she linked +herself? The rebellious bitterness of her soul melted away, and a +fervent gratitude to Heaven fell like dew upon her arid stony heart, +waking words of penitence and praise to which her lips had long been +strangers. + +Adversity in the guise of human injustice and wrong generally +indurates and embitters; and the chastisements that chasten are +those which come directly from the hand of Him "who doeth all things +well." + +When Mrs. Waul came back Mrs. Orme was still kneeling, with her face +hidden in her arms, and the letters lying beside her. Laying her +wrinkled hand on the golden hair, the faithful old woman asked: + +"Did you hear from your baby?" + +"Oh! I have good news that will make me happy as long as I live. I +shall soon see my child; and soon, very soon, all will be clear. Just +now I cannot explain; but thank God for me that these letters came +safely." + +She rose, put back her hair, and rapidly glanced over two other +letters, then walked to and fro, pondering the contents. + +"Where is Mr. Waul?" + +"Reading the papers in our room." + +"Ask him to come to me at once." + +She went to her desk, and wrote to General Laurance that letters +received after their last interview compelled her to hasten to Paris, +whither she had been recalled by a summons from the manager of the +Theatre. She had determined, in accordance with his own earnestly +expressed wishes, that from the day when the world knew her as Mrs. +Laurance it should behold her no more upon the stage; consequently +she would hasten the arrangements for the presentation of her own +play "_Infelice_," and after he had witnessed her rendition of the +new _role_, she would confer with him regarding the day appointed for +the celebration of their marriage. Until then, she positively +declined seeing him, but enclosed a tress of her golden hair, and +begged to hear from him frequently; adding directions that would +insure the reception of his letters. Concluding she signed: "Odille +Orme, hoping by the grace of God soon to subscribe myself--Laurance." + +"Mr. Waul, I have unexpectedly altered my entire programme, and, +instead of going to Paestum, must start at once to Paris. This +fortunately is Tuesday, and the French steamer sails for Marseilles +at three o'clock. Go down at once and arrange for our passage, and be +careful to let no one know by what route I leave Naples. On your way +call at the telegraph office and see that this despatch is forwarded +promptly; and do send me a close carriage immediately. I wish to +avoid an unpleasant engagement, and shall drive to Torre del Greco, +returning in time to meet you at the steamer instead of at this +house. See that the baggage leaves here only time enough to be put +aboard by three o'clock, and I shall not fail to join you there. When +General Laurance calls, Mrs. Waul will instruct the servant to hand +him the note, with the information that I have gone for a farewell +drive around Naples." + +Hurriedly completing her preparations, she entered the carriage, and +was soon borne along the incomparably beautiful road that skirts the +graceful curves of the Bay of Naples. But the glory of the sky, and +the legendary charms of the picturesque scenery that surrounded her, +appealed in vain to senses that were wrapped in the light of other +days, that listened only to the new canticle which hope long dumb was +now singing through all the sunny chambers of her heart. + +Returning again and again to the perusal of the letters to assure +herself that no contingency could arise to defraud her of her +long-delayed recognition, she felt that the galling load of half her +life had suddenly slipped from her weary shoulders; and the world and +the future wore that magic radiance which greeted Miriam, as singing +she looked back upon the destruction escaped, and on toward the +redeemed inheritance awaiting her. + +Reunion with her child, and the triumphant establishment of her +unsullied parentage, glowed as the silver stars in her new sky; while +a baleful lurid haze surrounded the thought of that dire punishment +she was enabled to inflict upon the men who had trampled her prayers +beneath their iron heels. + +She recalled the image of the swarthy, supercilious, be-diamonded +woman who sat that memorable night in the minister's box, claiming as +husband the listless handsome man at her side; and as she pictured +the dismay which would follow the sudden rending of the name of +Laurance from the banker's daughter, and her helpless child, Mrs. +Orme laughed aloud. + +Slowly the day wore on, and General Laurance failed to call at the +appointed hour to arrange the preliminaries of his marriage. His +servant brought a note, which Mrs. Orme read when she reached the +steamer, informing her that sudden and severe indisposition confined +him to his bed, and requested an interview on the ensuing morning. +Mrs. Waul had received the note and despatched in return that given +her by her mistress. + +In the magical glow of that cloudless golden afternoon Mrs. Orme saw +the outlines of St. Elmo fade away, Capri vanish like a purple mist, +Ischia and Procida melt insensibly into the blue of the marvellous +bay; and watching the spark which trembled on the distant summit of +Vesuvius like the dying eye of that cruel destiny from which she +fled, the rescued happy woman exulted in the belief that she was at +last sailing through serene seas. + +Dreaming of her child, whose pure image hovered in the mirage hope +wove before her-- + + "She seemed all earthly matters to forget, + Of all tormenting lines her face was clear, + Her wide brown eyes upon the goal were set, + Calm and unmoved as though no foe were near." + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + + +Since the memorable day of Regina's visit to Central Park many weeks +had elapsed, and one wild stormy evening in March she sat at the +library table writing her translation of a portion of "Egmont." + +The storm--now of sleet, now of snow--darkened the air, and the +globes of the chandelier representing Pompeian lamps were lighted +above the oval table, shedding a bright yet mellow glow over the warm +quiet room. + +Upon a bronze console stood a terra-cotta jar containing a white +azalea in full bloom, and the fragrance of the flowers breathed like +a benediction on the atmosphere; while in the tall glass beneath Mrs. +Orme's portrait two half-blown snowy camellias nestled amid a fringe +of geranium leaves. + +Close to the fire, with her feet upon a Persian patterned cushion, +Olga reclined in the luxurious easy chair that belonged to Mr. +Palma's writing desk, and open on her lap lay a volume entitled "The +Service of the Poor." The former brilliancy of her complexion seemed +to have forsaken her for ever, banished by a settled sallowness; and +she looked thin, feeble, dejected, passing her fingers abstractedly +through the short curling ruddy hair that clustered around her +forehead and upon her neck. + +As if weary of the thoughts suggested by her book, she turned and +looked at the figure writing under the chandelier, and by degrees she +realized the change in the countenance, which three months before had +been pure, serene, and bright as a moonbeam. + +The keen and prolonged anguish which Regina had endured left its +shadow, faint, vague, but unmistakable; and in the eyes lay gloom, +and around the mouth patient yet melancholy lines, which hinted of a +bitter struggle in which the calm-hearted girl died, and the wiser, +sadder woman was born. + +Her grief had been silent but deep for the loss of the dear friend +who symbolized for her all that was noble, heroic, and godly in human +nature; and her suffering was not assuaged by letters from Mrs. +Lindsay, furnishing the sorrowful details of the last illness of the +minister, and the dying words of tender devotion to the young girl +whom he believed his betrothed bride. + +Over these harrowing letters she had wept long and bitterly, accusing +herself continually of her unworthiness in allowing another image to +usurp the throne where the missionary should have reigned supreme; +and the only consolation afforded was in the reflection that Douglass +had died believing her faithful, happy in the perfect trust reposed +in her. He had been buried on a sunny slope of the cemetery not far +from the blue waves of the Pacific, and his mother remained in San +Francisco with her sister, in whose house Mr. Lindsay had quietly +breathed his life away, dying as he had lived, full of hope in Christ +and trust in God. + +Mrs. Palma and Olga only knew that Regina had lost a dear friend whom +she had not seen for years, and none but her guardian understood the +nature of the sacred tie that bound them. + +Day and night she was haunted by memories of the kind face never more +to be seen this side of the City of Peace, and when at length she +received a photograph taken after death, in which, wan and emaciated, +he seemed sleeping soundly, she felt that her life could never again +be quite the same, and that the grey shadowy wings of Regret drooped +low over her future pathway. + +Accompanying the photograph was a brief yet loving note written by +Mr. Lindsay the evening before his death; and to it were appended the +lines from "Jacqueline": + + "Nor shall I leave thee wholly. I shall be-- + An evening thought,--a morning dream to thee,-- + A silence in thy life, when through the night, + The bell strikes, or the sun with sinking light, + Smites all the empty windows. As there sprout + Daisies, and dimpling tufts of violets, out + Among the grass where some corpse lies asleep, + So round thy life, where I lie buried deep, + A thousand little tender thoughts shall spring, + A thousand gentle memories wind and cling." + +As if the opal were a talisman against the revival of reflections +that seemed an insult to the dead, Regina wore the ring constantly; +and whenever a thrill warned her of the old madness, her right hand +caressed the jewels, seeking from their touch a renewal of strength. + +Studiously she manoeuvred to avoid even casual meetings with her +guardian, and except at the table, and in the presence of the family, +she had not seen him for several weeks. Business engagements occupied +him very closely; he was called away to Albany, to Boston, and once +to Philadelphia, but no farewells were exchanged with his ward, and +as if conscious of her sedulous efforts to avoid him, he appeared +almost to ignore her presence. + +During these sad days the girl made no attempt to analyze the +estrangement which she felt was hourly increasing between them. She +presumed he disapproved of her resolution to accept Mr. Lindsay, +because he was poor, and offered no brilliant worldly advantages, +such as her guardian had been trained to regard as paramount +inducements in the grave matter of marriage; and secluding herself +as much as possible she fought her battle with grief and remorse as +best she might, unaided by sympathy. If she could only escape from +that house, with her secret undiscovered, she thought that in time +she would crush her folly and reinstate herself in her own respect. + +After several interviews with Mr. Palma, the details of which Olga +communicated to no one, she had consented to hold her scheme of the +"Sisterhood" in abeyance for twelve months, and to accompany her +mother to Europe, whither she had formerly been eager to travel; and +Mrs. Palma, in accordance with instructions from her stepson, had +perfected her preparations, so as to be able to leave New York at a +day's notice. + +Mrs. Carew had returned to the city, and now and then Mr. Palma +mentioned her name, and delivered messages from her to his +stepmother; but Olga abstained from her old badinage, and Regina +imagined that her forbearance sprang from a knowledge of the +engagement which she supposed must exist between them. She could not +hear her name without a shiver of pain, and longed to get away before +the affair assumed a sufficiently decided form to compel her to +notice and discuss it. To-day, after watching her for some time, Olga +said: + +"You are weary, and pale almost to ghastliness. Put away your books, +and come talk to me." + +Regina sighed, laid down her pen, and came to the fireplace. + +"I thought you promised to go very early to Mrs. St. Clare's and +assist Valeria in arranging her bridal veil?" + +"So I did, and it will soon be time for me to dress. How I dislike to +go back into the gay world, where I have frisked so recklessly and so +long. Do you know I long for the hour when I shall end this +masquerade, and exchange silks and lace and jewellery for coarse blue +gown, blue apron, and white cap?" + +"Do you imagine the colour of your garments will change the +complexion of your heart and mind? You remind me of Alexander's +comment upon Antipater: 'Outwardly Antipater wears only white +clothes, but within he is all purple.'" + +"Ah! but my purple pride has been utterly dethroned, and it seems to +me now that when I find rest in cloistered duties the quiet sacred +seclusion will prove in some degree like the well _Zem-Zem_, in which +Gabriel washed Mohammed's heart, filled it with faith, and restored +it to his bosom. Until I am housed safely from the roar and gibes and +mockery of the world, I shall not grow better; for here + + 'God sends me back my prayers, as a father + Returns unoped the letters of a son + Who has dishonoured him.' + +"To conquer the world is nobler than to shun it, and to a nature such +as yours, Olga, other lines in that poem ought to appeal with +peculiar force: + + 'If thy rich heart is like a palace shattered, + Stand up amid the ruins of thy heart, + And with a calm brow front the solemn stars-- + A brave soul is a thing which all things serve.'" + +The scheme which you are revolving now is one utterly antagonistic to +the wishes of your mother, and God would not bless a step which +involved the sacrifice of your duty to her." + +"After a time mamma will approve; till then I shall be patient. She +has consented for me to go to the Mother House at Kaiserswerth, and +to some of the Deaconess establishments in Paris and Dresden, in +order that I may become thoroughly acquainted with the esoteric +working of the system. I am anxious also to visit the institution for +training nurses at Liverpool, and unless we sail directly for Havre, +we shall soon have an opportunity of gratifying my wishes." + +Regina took the book from her hand, turned over the leaves, and read: + +"'All probationers must be unbetrothed, and their heart still +free.'... 'A short life history of the previous inward and outward +experiences of the future Deaconess pupil. It must be composed and +written by herself.' Olga, what would you do with your past?" + +"I have buried it, dear. All the love of which I was capable I poured +out, nay, I crushed the heart that held it; as the Syrian woman broke +the precious box of costly ointment, anointing the feet of her God! +When my clay idol fell I could not gather back the wasted trust and +affection, and so, all--all is sepulchred in one deep grave. I have +spent my wealth of spicery; the days of my anointing are for ever +ended. To true deep-hearted women it is given to love once only, and +all such scorn to set a second, lesser, lower idol, where formerly +they bowed in worship. Even false gods hold sway long after their +images are defiled, their temples overthrown, and as the Dodonian +Groves still whisper of the old oracular days, to modern travellers, +so a woman's idolatry leaves her no shrine, no libation, no reverence +for new divinities; mutilated though she acknowledges her Hermae, no +fresh image can profane their pedestal. Memory is the high priestess +who survives the wreck of altars and of gods, and faithfully +ministers amid the gloom of the soul's catacombs. I owe much to +mamma, and something to Erle Palma, who is a nobler man than I have +deemed him, less a bronze Macchiavelli, with a heart of quartz; and +I shall never again as heretofore rashly defy their advice and +wishes. But I know myself too well to hope for happiness in the gay +frivolous insincere world, where I have fluttered out my butterfly +existence of fashionable emptiness. + + 'I kissed the painted bloom off Pleasure's lips + And found them pale as Pain's.' + +I have bruised and singed my Psyche wings, and _le beau monde_ has no +new, strong pinions to replace those beat out in its hard tyrannous +service. You think me cynical and misanthropic, but, dear, I believe +I am only clear-eyed at last. If I had married him for whom I dared +so much, and found too late that all the golden qualities I fondly +dreamed that he possessed were only baser metal, gaudy tinsel that +tarnished in my grasp, I am afraid it would have maddened me beyond +hope of reclamation. I have made shipwreck; but a yet sadder fate +might have overtaken me, and at least my soul has outridden the +storm, thanks to your frail babyish hands, so desperately strong when +they grappled that awful night with suicidal sin. Few women have +suffered more keenly than I, and yet, in Murial's sweet patient +words,-- + + 'God has been good to me; you must not think + That I despair. _There is a quiet time + Like evening in my soul. I have no heart_.'" + +There was more peace in Olga's countenance as she clasped one of +Regina's hands in hers than her companion had yet seen, and after a +moment, she continued: + +"You know, dear, that we are only waiting for Congress to adjourn, in +order to have Mr. Chesley's escort across the ocean, and he will +arrive to-morrow. Erle Palma is exceedingly anxious that you should +accompany us, and I trust your mother will sanction this arrangement, +for I should grieve to leave you here. Perhaps you are not aware that +your guardian has recently sold this house, and intends purchasing +one on Murray Hill." + +"Mr. Palma cannot possibly desire my departure half so earnestly as I +do, and if I am not summoned to join my mother, I shall insist upon +returning to the convent whence he took me seven years ago. There I +can continue my studies, and there I prefer to remain until I can be +restored to my mother. Olga, how soon will Mr. Palma be married?" + +"I do not know. He communicates his plans to no one; but I may safely +say, if he consulted merely his own wishes, it would not be long +delayed. Until quite recently, I did not believe it possible that +that man's cold, proud, ambitious, stony heart would bow before any +woman, but human nature is a riddle which baffles us all--sometimes. +I must dress for the wedding, and mamma will scold me if I am late. +Kiss me, dear child. Ah, velvet violet eyes! if I find a +resting-place in heaven, I shall always want even there to hover near +you." + +She kissed the girl's colourless cheek, and left her; and when the +carriage bore Olga and her mother to Mrs. St. Clare's, Regina +retreated to her own room, dreading lest her guardian should return +and find her in the library. + +At breakfast he had mentioned that he would dine at his club, in +honour of some eminent judge from a distant State, to whom the +members of the "Century" had tendered a dinner, but she endeavoured +to avoid even the possibility of meeting him alone. Had she been less +merciless in her self-denunciation, his avowed impatience to send her +to her mother might have piqued her pride; but it only increased her +scorn of her own fatal folly, and intensified her desire to leave his +presence. Was it to gratify Mrs. Carew's extravagant taste that he +had sold this elegant house, and designed the purchase of one yet +more costly? + +In the midst of her heart-ache she derived some satisfaction from the +reflection, that at least Mr. Palma's wife would never profane the +beautiful library, where his ward had spent so many happy days, and +which was indissolubly linked with sacred memories of its master. +Unwilling to indulge a reverie so fraught with pain and humiliation, +she returned to her "Egmont," resuming her translation of a speech by +"Claerchen." Ere long Hattie knocked at the door: + +"Mr. Palma says, please to come down to the library; he wishes to +speak to you." + +"Ask him if he will not be so kind as to wait till morning? Say I +shall feel very much obliged if he will excuse me tonight." + +In a few minutes she returned: + +"He is sorry he must trouble you to come down this evening, as he +leaves home to-morrow." + +"Very well." + +She went to the drawer that contained all her souvenirs of Mr. +Lindsay, and lingered some minutes, looking sorrowfully at the +photograph; then passed her lips to the melancholy image, and as if +strengthened by communion with the dead face, went down to the +library. + +Mr. Palma was walking slowly up and down the long room, and had +paused in front of the snowy azalea. As she approached he put out his +hand and took hers, for the first time since they had sat together in +the Park. + +"How deliciously this perfumes the room, and it must be yours, for no +other member of the household cares for flowers, and I see a cluster +of the same blossoms in your hair." + +"I had forgotten that Olga fastened them there this afternoon. I +bought it from the greenhouse in ---- Street, where I often get +bouquets to place under mother's picture. Azaleas were Mr. Lindsay's +favourite flowers, and that fact tempted me to make the purchase. We +had just such a one as this at the parsonage, and on his birthday we +covered the pot with white cambric, fringed the edge with violets, +and set it in the centre of the breakfast-table; and the bees came in +and swung over it." + +She had withdrawn her hand, and folding her fingers, leaned her face +on them, a position which she often assumed when troubled. Her left +hand was uppermost, and the opal and diamonds seemed pressed against +her lips, though she was unconscious of their close proximity. Mr. +Palma broke off a cluster of three half-expanded flowers, twisted the +stem into the buttonhole of his coat, and answered coldly: + +"Flowers are always associated in my mind with early recollections of +my mother, who had her own greenhouse and conservatories. They appear +to link you with the home of your former guardian, and the days that +were happier than those you speed here." + +"That dear parsonage was my happiest home, and I shall always cherish +its precious memories." + +"Happier than a residence under my roof has been? Be so good as to +look at me; it is the merest courtesy to do so, when one is being +spoken to." + +"Pardon me, sir, I was not instituting a comparison; and while I am +grateful for the kindness and considerate hospitality shown me by all +in this pleasant house, it has never seemed to me quite the home that +I found the dear old parsonage." + +"Because you prefer country to city life? Love to fondle white +rabbits, and pigeons, and stand ankle deep in clover blooms?" + +"I daresay that is one reason; for my tastes are certainly very +childish still." + +"Then of course you regret the necessity which brought you to reside +here?" + +He bent an unusually keen look upon her, but she quietly met his +eyes, and answered without hesitation: + +"You must forgive me, sir, if your questions compel me to sacrifice +courtesy to candour. I do regret that I ever came to live in this +city; and I believe it would have been better for me, if I had +remained at V---- with Mr. Hargrove and the Lindsays." + +"You mean that you would have been happier with them than with me?" + +As she thought of the keen suffering her love for him had entailed +upon her, of the dreary days and sleepless nights she had recently +passed in that elegant luxurious home, her eyes deepened in tint, +saddened in expression, and she said: + +"You have been very kind and generous to me, and I gratefully +appreciate all you have done; but if you insist on an answer, I must +confess I was happier two years ago than I am now." + +"Thank you. The truth, no matter how unflattering, is always far more +agreeable to me than equivocation, or disingenuous-ness. Does my ward +believe that it will conduce to her future happiness to leave my +roof, and find a residence elsewhere?" + +"I know I should be happier with my mother." + +"Then I congratulate myself as the bearer of delightful tidings +Regina, it gives me pleasure to relieve you from your present +disagreeable surroundings, by informing you of the telegram received +to-day by cable from your mother. It was dated two days ago at +Naples, and is as follows: 'Send Regina to me by the first steamer to +Havre. I will meet her in Paris.'" + +Involuntarily the girl exclaimed: + +"Thank God!" + +The joyful expression of her countenance rendered it impossible to +doubt the genuineness of her satisfaction at the intelligence; and +though Mr. Palma kept close guard over his own features lest they +should betray his emotion, an increasing paleness attested the depth +of his feelings. + +"How soon can I go?" + +"In two days a steamer sails for Havre, and I have already engaged a +passage for you. Doubtless you are aware that Mrs. Palma and Olga +hold themselves in readiness to start at any hour, and your friend +and admirer Mr. Chesley will go over in the same steamer; +consequently with so chivalrous an escort you cannot fail to have a +pleasant voyage. Since you are so anxious to escape from my +guardianship, I may be pardoned for emulating your frankness, and +acknowledging that I am heartily glad you will soon cease to be my +ward. Mr. Chesley is ambitious of succeeding to my authority, and I +have relinquished my claim as guardian, and referred him to your +mother, to whose hands I joyfully resign you. A residence in Europe +will, I hope, soon obliterate the unpleasant associations connected +with my house." + +"A lifetime would never obliterate the memory of all your kindness to +me, or of some hours I have passed in this beautiful library. For all +you have done I now desire, Mr. Palma, to thank you most sincerely." + +She looked up at the grave, composed face so handsome in its regular, +high-bred outlines, and her mouth trembled, while her deep eyes grew +misty. + +"I desire no thanks for the faithful discharge of my duty as a +guardian: my conscience acquits me fully, and that is the reward I +value most. If you really indulge any grateful sentiments on the eve +of your departure, oblige me by singing something. I bought that +organ, hoping that now and then when my business permitted me to +spend a quiet evening at home, I might enjoy your music; but you +sedulously avoid touching it when I am present. This is the last +opportunity you will have, for I must meet Mr. Chesley at noon +to-morrow in Baltimore, and thence I go on to Cincinnati, where I +shall be detained, until the steamer has sailed. After to-night I +shall not see my ward again." + +They were standing near the azalea, and Regina suddenly put her hand +on the back of a chair. To see him no more after this evening--to +know that the broad ocean rolled between--that she might never again +look upon the face that was so inexpressibly dear;--all this swept +over her like a bitter murderous wave, drowning the sweetness of her +life, and she clung to the chair. + +She was not prepared for this sudden separation, but though his eyes +were riveted upon her she bore it bravely. A faint numb sensation +stole over her, and a dark shadow seemed to float through the room, +yet her low voice was steady, when she said: + +"I am sorry I disappointed any pleasant anticipations you indulged +with reference to the organ, which has certainly been a source of +much comfort to me. I have felt very timid about singing before you, +sir; but if it will afford you the least pleasure, I am willing to +do the best of which I am capable." + +"You sang quite successfully before a large audience at Mrs. +Brompton's, and displayed sufficient self-possession." + +"But those were strangers, and the opinion of those with whom we live +is more important, their criticism is more embarrassing." + +"I believe I was present, and heard you on that occasion." + +She moved away to the organ, and sat down, glad of an excuse, for her +limbs trembled. + +"Regina, what was that song you sang for little Llora Carew the night +before she left us? Indeed there were two, one with the other without +an accompaniment?" + +"You were not here at that time." + +"No matter; what were they? The child fancies them exceedingly, and I +promised to get the words for her." + +"Kuecken's 'Schlummerlied,' and a little 'Cradle Song' by Wallace." + +"Be so good as to let me hear them." + +Would Mrs. Carew sing them for him when she was far away, utterly +forgotten by her guardian? The thought was unutterably bitter, and it +goaded her, aided her in the ordeal. + +With nerves strung to their extreme tension, she sang as he +requested, and all the while her rich mellow voice rolled through the +room, he walked very slowly from one end of the library to the other. +She forced herself to sing every verse, and when she concluded he was +standing behind her chair. He put his hands on her shoulders, and +prevented her rising, for just then he was unwilling she should see +his countenance, which he feared would betray the suffering he was +resolved to conceal. + +After a moment, he said: + +"Thank you. I shall buy the music in order to secure the words. +Lily----" + +He paused, bent down, and rested his chin on the large coil of hair +at the back of her head, and though she never knew it his proud lips +touched the glossy silken mass. + +"Lily, if I ask a foolish trifle of you, will you grant it, as a +farewell gift to your guardian?" + +"I think, sir, you do not doubt that I will." + +"It is a trivial thing, and will cost you nothing. The night on which +you sang those songs to Llora is associated with something which I +treasure as peculiarly precious; and I merely wish to request that +you will never sing them again for any one unless I give you +permission." + +Swiftly she recalled the fact that on that particular evening he had +escorted Mrs. Carew to a "German" at Mrs. Quimbey's, and she +explained his request by the supposition that her songs to Mrs. +Carew's child commemorated the date of his betrothal to the grey-eyed +mother. Could she bear even to think of them in coming years? + +She hastily pushed back the ivory stops, and shaking off his +detaining palms, rose: + +"I am sorry that I cannot do something of more importance to oblige +my kind guardian; for this trifle involves not the slightest +sacrifice of feeling, and I would gladly improve a better opportunity +of attesting my gratitude. You may rest assured I shall never sing +those words again under any circumstances. Do not buy the music; I +will leave my copies for Llora, and you and her mother can easily +teach her the words." + +"Thanks! You will please place the music on the organ, and when I +come back from Cincinnati it will remind me. I hope your mother will +be pleased with you progress in French German, and music. Your +teachers furnish very flattering reports, and I have enclosed them +with some receipts, bills, and other valuable papers in this large +sealed envelope, which you must give to your mother as soon as you +see her." + +He went to his desk, took out the package, and handed it to her. +Seating himself at the table where she generally wrote and studied, +he pointed to a chair on the opposite side, and mechanically she sat +down. + +"Perhaps you may recollect that some months ago, Mrs. Orme wrote me +she was particularly desirous you should be trained to read well. It +is a graceful accomplishment, especially for a lady, and I ordered a +professor of elocution to give you instruction twice a week. I hope +you have derived benefit from his tuition, as he has fitted one or +two professional readers for the stage, and I should dislike to have +your mother feel disappointed in any of your attainments. Now that I +am called upon to render an account of my stewardship, I trust you +will pardon me, if I examine you a little. Here is Jean Ingelow, +close at hand, and I must trouble you to allow me an opportunity of +testing your proficiency." + +The book which she had been reading that day lay on the table, and +taking it up he leisurely turned over the leaves. A premonitory dread +seized her, and she wrung her hands, which were lying cold in her +lap. + +"Ah!--here is your mark; three purple pansies, crushed in the middle +of 'Divided,'--staining the delicate cream-tinted paper with their +dark blood. Probably you are familiar with this poem, consequently +can interpret it for me without any great effort. Commence at the +first, and let me see what value Professor Chrysostom's training +possesses. Not too fast; recollect Pegasus belongs to poets,--never +to readers." + +He leaned across the marble table, and placed the open book before +her. + +Did he intentionally torture her? With those bright eyes reading her +unwomanly and foolish heart, was he amusing himself, as an +entomologist impales a feeble worm, and from its writhing deduces the +exact character of its nervous and muscular anatomy? + +The thought struck her more severely than the stroke of a lash would +have done, and turning the page to the light, she said quickly: + +"'Divided' is not at all dramatic, and as an exercise is not +comparable to 'High Tide on the Coast of Lincolnshire,' or 'Songs of +Seven,' or even that most exquisite of all, 'Afternoon at a +Parsonage.'" + +"Try 'Divided.'" + +She dared not refuse lest he should despise her utterly, interpreting +correctly her reluctance. For an instant the print danced before her, +but the spirit of defiance was fast mastering her trepidation, and +she sat erect, and obeyed him. + +Thrusting one hand inside his vest, where it rested tightly clenched +over his heart, Mr. Palma sat intently watching her, glad of the +privilege afforded him to study the delicate features. Her excessive +paleness reminded him of the words: + + "That white, white face, set in a night of hair," + +and though the chastening touch of sorrow and continued +heart-ache--that most nimble of all chisellers--had strangely matured +the countenance which when it entered that house was as free from +lines and shadows as an infant's, it still preserved its almost +child-like purity and repose. + +The proud fair face, with its firm yet dainty scarlet lips, baffled +him; and when he reflected that a hundred contingencies might arise +to shut it from his view in future years he suddenly compressed his +mouth to suppress a groan. His vanity demanded an assurance that her +heart was as entirely his as he hoped, yet he knew that he loved her +all the more tenderly, and reverently, because of the true womanly +delicacy that prompted her to shroud her real feelings, with such +desperate tenacity. + +She read the poem with skill and pathos, but no undue tremor of the +smooth, deliciously sweet voice betrayed aught save the natural +timidity of a tyro, essaying her first critical trial. Tonight she +wore a white shawl draped in statuesque folds over her shoulders and +bust, and the snowy flowers in her raven hair were scarcely purer +than her full forehead, borne up by the airy arched black bows that +had always attracted the admiration of her fastidious guardian; and +as the soft radiance of the clustered lamps fell upon her, she looked +as sweet and lovely a woman as ever man placed upon the sacred hearth +of his home, a holy priestess to keep it bright, serene, and warm. + +On that same day, but a few hours earlier, she had perused these +pages, wondering how the unknown gifted poetess beyond the sea had so +accurately etched the suffering in her own young heart, the +loneliness and misery that seemed coiled in the future like serpents +in a lair. Now, holding that bruised palpitating heart under the +steel-clad heel of pride, she was calmly declaiming that portraiture +of her own wretchedness, as any elocutionist might a grand passage +from the "_Antigone_," or "_Prometheus_." Not a throb of pain was +permitted to ripple the rich voice that uttered: + + "But two are walking apart for ever, + And wave their hands in a mute farewell." + +Farther on, nearing the close, Mr. Palma observed a change in the +countenance, a quick gleam in the eyes, a triumphant ring in the deep +and almost passionate tone that cried exultingly: + + "Only my heart to my heart will show it + As I walk desolate day by day." + +He leaned forward and touched the volume: + +"Thank you. Give me the book. I should render the concluding verses +very much as I heard them recently from my fair client, Mrs. +Carew--so." + +In his remarkably clear, full, musical and carefully modulated voice +he read the two remaining verses, then closed the volume and looked +coolly across the table at the girl. + +With what a flash her splendid eyes challenged his, and how proudly +her tender lips curled, as with pitiless scorn she answered: + +"Not so--oh, not so. Jean Ingelow would never recognize her own +jewelled handiwork. She meant this, and any earnest woman who prized +a faithful lover could not fail to read it aright." + +Her eyes sank till they rested on her ring, and slipping it to and +fro upon her slender finger till the diamonds sparkled, she repeated +with indescribable power and pathos: + + "And yet I know, past all doubting, truly,-- + A knowledge greater than grief can dim-- + I know, as he loved, he will love me duly, + Yea better, e'en better than I love him. + And as I walk by the vast calm river, + The awful river so dread to see, + I say 'Thy breadth and thy depth for ever-- + Are bridged by his thoughts that cross to me.'" + +"Regina, do you interpret that the River of Death?" + +She pointed to the jewels on her hand, and the blue eyes cold as +steel met his. + +"Only the river of death could have 'divided' Douglass and me." + +A frown overshadowed his massive brow, but he merely added +composedly: + +"I did not suspect until to-night that you were endowed with your +mother's histrionic talent. Some day you will rival her as an +actress, and at least I may venture to congratulate you upon the +fact that she will scarcely be disappointed in your dramatic skill." + +For nearly a moment, neither spoke. + +"Mr. Palma, you have no objection, I hope, to my carrying mother's +portrait with me?" + +"It is undeniably your property, but since you will so soon possess +the original, I would suggest the propriety of leaving the picture +where it is, until your mother decides where she will reside." + +"I understood that you had sold this house, and feared that in the +removal it might be injured." + +"It will be carefully preserved with my own pictures, and if your +mother wishes it forwarded I will comply with her instructions. All +the business details of your voyage I have arranged with Mrs. Palma +and Mr. Chesley; and you have only to pack your trunks and bid adieu +to such friends as you may deem worthy of a farewell visit. Have you +a copy of Jean Ingelow?" + +"No, sir." + +"Then oblige me by accepting mine. I have no time for poetry." + +He took the book to his desk, wrote upon the fly leaf: "Lily, March +the 10th;" then marked "Divided," and returning to the table held the +volume toward her. + +"Thank you, but indeed, sir, I do not wish to accept it. I much +prefer that you should retain it." + +He inclined his head, and replaced the book on the marble slab. She +rose, and he saw the colour slowly ebbing from her lips. + +"Mr. Palma, I hope you will not deny me one great favour. I cannot +leave my dog; I must have my Hero." + +"Indeed! I thought you had quite forgotten his existence. You have +ceased to manifest any interest in him." + +"Yes, to manifest, but not to feel. You took him from me, and I was +unwilling to annoy you with useless petitions and complaints. You +assured me he was well cared for, and that I need not expect to have +him while I remained here; now I am going away for ever, I want him. +You gave him to me once; he is mine; and you have no right to +withhold him any longer." + +"Circumstances have materially altered. When you were a little girl I +sent you a dog to romp with. Now you are a young lady preparing for +European conquests, and having had his day, Hero must retire to the +rustic shade of your childhood." + +"Years have not changed my feeling for all that I love." + +"Are you sure, Lily, that you have not changed since you came to live +in New York?" + +"Not in my attachment to all that brightened my childhood, and Hero +is closely linked with the dear happy time I spent at the parsonage. +Mr. Palma, I want him." + +Her guardian smiled, and played with his watch chain. + +"Officers of the ocean steamers dislike to furnish passage for dogs; +and they are generally forwarded by sailing vessels. My ward, I +regret to refuse you, particularly when we are about to say good-bye, +possibly for ever. Wait six months, and if at the expiration of that +time, you still desire to have him cross the ocean, I pledge myself +to comply with your wishes. You know I never break a promise." + +"Where is Hero? May I not at least see him before I go?" + +"Just now he is at a farm on Staten Island, and I am sorry I cannot +gratify you in such a trivial matter. Trust me to take care of him." + +Her heart was slowly sinking, for she saw him glance at the clock, +and knew that it was very late. + +"I will bring you good tidings of your pet, when I see you in Europe. +If I live, I shall probably cross the ocean some time during the +summer; and as my business will oblige me to meet your mother, I +shall hope to see my ward during my tour, which will be short." + +He was watching her very closely, and instead of pleased surprise, +discerned the expression of dread, the unmistakable shiver that +greeted the announcement of his projected trip. After all, had he +utterly mistaken her feeling, flattered himself falsely? + +She supposed he referred to his bridal tour, and the thought that +when they next met he would be Brunella Carew's husband, goaded her +to hope that such torture might be averted by seeing him no more. + +While both stood sorrowful and perplexed, the front door bell rang +sharply. Soon after Terry entered, with a large official envelope, +sealed with red wax. + +"From Mr. Rodney, sir." + +"Yes, I was expecting it. Tell Octave I must have a cup of coffee at +daylight, and Farley must not fail to have the _coupe_ ready to take +me to the depot. Let the gas burn in the hall to-night. That is all." + +Mr. Palma broke the seals, glanced at the heading of several sheets +of legal cap, and laid the whole on his desk. + +"Regina, all the money belonging to you I shall leave in Mrs. Palma's +hands, and she will transmit it to you. Mr. Chesley will take charge +of you to-morrow, soon after his arrival, and in the chivalric new +guardian I presume the former grim custodian will speedily be +forgotten. I have some letters to write, and as I shall leave home +before you are awake, I must bid you good-bye to-night. Is there +anything you wish to say to me?" + +Twice she attempted to speak, but no sound was audible. + +Mr. Palma came close to her, and held out his hand. Silently she +placed hers in it, and when he took the other, holding both in a warm +tightening clasp, she felt as if the world were crumbling beneath her +unsteady feet. Her large soft eyes sought his handsome pale face, +wistfully, hungrily, almost despairingly, and oh, how dear he was to +her at that moment! If she could only put her arms around his neck, +and cling to him, feeling as she had once done the touch of his cheek +pressing hers; but there was madness in the thought. + +"Although you are so anxious to leave my care and my house, I hope my +ward will think kindly of me when far distant. It is my misfortune +that you gave your fullest confidence and affection, to your guardian +Mr. Hargrove; but since you were committed to nay hands, I have +endeavoured faithfully, conscientiously, to do my duty in every +respect. In some things it has cost me dear,--how dear I think you +will never realize. If I should live to see you again, I trust I +shall find you the same earnest, true-hearted, pure girl that you +leave me, for in your piety and noble nature I have a deep and +abiding faith. My dear ward, good-bye." + +The beautiful face with its mournful tender eyes told little of the +fierce agony that seemed consuming her, as she gazed into the beloved +countenance for the last time. + +"Good-bye, Mr. Palma. I have no words to thank you for all your care +and goodness." + +"Is that all, Lily? Years ago, when I left you at the parsonage, +looking as if your little heart would break, you said, 'I will pray +for you every night.' Now you leave me without a tear and with no +promise to remember me." + +Tenderly his low voice appealed to her heart, as he bent his head so +close that his hair swept across her brow. + +She raised the hand that held hers, suddenly kissed it with an +overwhelming passionate fervour, and holding it against her cheek, +murmured almost in a whisper: + +"God knows I have never ceased to pray for you, and, Mr. Palma, as +long as I live, come what may to both of us, I shall never fail in my +prayers for you." + +She dropped his hand, and covered her face with her own. + +He stretched his arms toward her, all his love in his fine eyes, so +full of a strange tenderness, a yearning to possess her entirely, but +he checked himself, and, taking one of the hands, led her to the +door. Upon the threshold she rallied, and looked up: + +"Good-bye, Mr. Palma." + +He drew her close to his side, unconscious that he pressed her +fingers so tight that the small points of the diamonds cut into the +flesh. + +"God bless you, Lily. Think of me sometimes." + +They looked in each other's eyes an instant, and she walked away. He +turned and closed the door, and she heard the click of the lock +inside. Blind and tearless, like one staggering from a severe blow, +she reached her own room, and fell heavily across the foot of her +bed. + +Through the long hours of that night she lay motionless, striving to +hush the moans of her crushed heart, and wondering why such anguish +as hers was not fatal. Staring at the wall, she could not close her +eyes, and the only staff that supported her in the ordeal was the +consciousness that she had fought bravely, had not betrayed her +humiliating secret. + +Toward dawn she rose, and opened her window. The sleet had ceased, +and the carriage was standing before the door. An impulse she could +not resist drove her out into the hall, to catch one more glimpse of +the form so precious to her. She heard a door open on the hall +beneath, and recognized her guardian's step. He paused, and she heard +him talking to his stepmother, bidding her adieu. His last words were +deep and gentle in their utterance. + +"Be very tender and patient with Olga. Wounds like hers heal slowly. +Take good care of my ward. God bless you all." + +Descending the steps she saw him distinctly, enveloped in an overcoat +buttoned so close that it showed the fine proportions of his tall +figure; and as he stopped to light his cigar at a gas globe which a +bronze Atalanta held in a niche half way up the stairs, his nobly +formed head and gleaming forehead impressed itself for ever on her +memory. + +Slowly he went down, and leaning over the balustrade to watch the +vanishing figure, the withered azaleas slipped from her hair, and +floated like a snowflake down, down to the lower hall. + +Fearful of discovery she shrank back, but not before he had seen the +drifting flowers, and one swift upward glance showed him the blanched +suffering face pale as a summer cloud, retreating from observation. +Stooping, he snatched the bruised wilted petals that seemed a fit +symbol of the drooping flower he was leaving behind him, kissed them +tenderly, and thrust them into his bosom. + +The blessed assurance so long desired seemed nestling in their +perfumed corollas making all his future fragrant; and how little she +dreamed of the precious message they breathed from her heart to his! + + "What could he do indeed? A weak white girl + Held all his heartstrings in her small white hand; + His hopes, and power, and majesty were hers, + And not his own." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + + +"No, mother; no. Not less, but more beautiful; not so pale as when +you hang over me at the convent, baptizing me with hot, fast dripping +tears. Now a delicate flush like the pink of an apple bloom +overspreads your cheeks; and your eyes, once so sad, eyes which I +remember as shimmering stars, burning always on the brink of clouds, +and magnified and misty through a soft veil of April rain, are +brighter, happier eyes than those I have so fondly dreamed of. Oh, +mother! mother! Draw me close, hold me tight. Earth has no peace so +holy as the blessed rest in a mother's clasping arms. After the long +winter of separation, it is so sweet to bask in your presence, +thawing like a numb dormouse in the sunshine of May. I knew I should +find joy in the reunion, but how deep, how full, anticipation failed +to paint; and only the blessed reality has taught me." + +On the carpet at her mother's feet, with her head in her mother's lap +and her arms folded around her waist, Regina had thrown herself, +feasting her eyes with the beauty of the face smiling down upon her. +It was the second day after her arrival in Paris, and hour after hour +she had poured into eagerly listening ears the recital of her life at +the quiet parsonage, at the stately mansion on Fifth Avenue; and yet +the endless stream of talk flowed on, and neither mother nor child +took cognizance of the flight of time. + +Of her past the girl withheld only the acknowledgment of her profound +interest in Mr. Palma, and when questioned concerning his opposition +to her engagement with Mr. Lindsay she had briefly announced her +belief that he was hastening the preparations for his marriage with +Mrs. Carew. Of him she spoke only in quiet terms of respect and +gratitude, and her mother never suspected the spasm of pain that the +bare mention of his name aroused. + +Thus far no allusion had been hazarded to the long-veiled mystery of +her parentage, and Mrs. Orme wondered at the exceeding delicacy with +which her daughter avoided every reference that might have been +construed into an inquiry. As the soft motherly hand passed +caressingly over the forehead resting so contentedly on her knee, +Regina continued: + +"In all the splendid imagery that makes 'Aurora Leigh' deathless, +nothing affected me half so deeply as the portrait of the motherless +child; and often when I could not sleep, I have whispered in the wee +sma' hours: + + "I felt a mother want about the world, + And still went seeking, like a bleating lamb + Left out at night, in shutting up the fold, + As restless as a nest-deserted bird, + Grown chill through something being away, though what-- + It knows not. So mothers have God's license to be missed." + +"My guardians were noble, kind, high-toned, honourable gentlemen, and +I owe them thanks, but ah! a girl should be ward only to those who +gave her being; and, mother, brown-eyed mother, sweet and holy, it +would have been better for your child had she shared her past with +none but you. Do I weary you with my babble? If so, lay your hand +upon my mouth, and I will watch your dear face, and be silent." + +In answer, the mother stooped and kissed many times the perfect lips +that smiled at the pressure; but the likeness to a mouth dangerously +sweet, treacherously beautiful, mocked her, and Regina saw her turn +away her eyes, and felt rather than heard the strangled moan. + +"Mother-kisses, the sweetest relic of Eden that followed Eve into a +world of pain. All these dreary years I have kept your memory like a +white angel-image, set it up for worship, offered it the best part of +myself; and I know I have grown jealously exacting, where you are +concerned. I studied because I wished you to be proud of me; I +practised simply that my music might be acceptable and pleasant to +you; and when people praised me, said I was pretty, I rejoiced that +one day I might be considered worthy of you. Something wounded me +when at last we met. Let me tell you, my dearest, that you may take +out the thorn, and heal the grieved spot. The day I came,--how long +ago? for I am in a delicious dream, have been eating the luscious +lotos of realized hope,--the day I came, and saw a new, glorious sun +shining from my mother's eyes, you ran to meet me. I hear you again, +'My baby! my baby!' as you rushed across the floor. You opened your +arms, and when you clasped me to your bosom you bent my head back, +and gazed at me--oh! how eagerly, hungrily; and I saw your face turn +ghastly white, and a great agony sweep across it, and the lips that +kissed me were cold and quivering. To me it was all sweet as heaven; +but the cup of delight I drained, had bitter drops for you. Mother, +tell me, were you disappointed in your daughter?" + +"No, darling; no. The little blue-eyed child has grown into a woman, +of whom the haughtiest mother in the land might be proud. My darling +is all I wish her." + +"Ah, mother! the flattery is inexpressibly sweet, falling like dew on +parched leaves; but the eyes of your idolatrous baby have grown very +keen, and I know that the sight of me brings you a terrible pain you +cannot hide. Last night, when Mrs. Waul made me shake out my hair to +show its length, and praised it and my eyebrows, you dropped my hand, +and walked away; and in the mirror on the wall, I saw your +countenance shaken with grief. What is it? We have been apart so +long, do take me into your heart fully; tell me why you look at me, +and turn aside and shiver?" + +Her clasping arms tightened about her mother's waist, and after a +short silence, Mrs. Orme exclaimed: + +"It is true. It has always been so. From the hour when you were born, +and your little round head black with silky locks was first laid upon +my arm, your face stabbed me like a dagger, and your eyes are blue +steel that murder my peace. My daughter, my daughter, you are the +exact counterpart, the beautiful image of your father! It is because +I see in your eyes so wonderfully blue the reproduction of his, and +about your mouth and brows the graceful lines of his, that I shudder +while I look at you. Ah, my darling! is it not hard that your beauty +should sting like a serpent the mother whose blood filled your veins? +The very tones of your voice, the carriage of your head, even the +peculiar shape of your fingers and nails, are his--all his! Oh, my +baby! my white lamb! my precious little one, if I had not fed you +from my bosom--cradled you in my arms--realized that you were indeed +flesh of my flesh--my own unfortunate, unprotected disowned baby, I +believe I should hate you!" + +She bowed her head in her hands, and groaned aloud. + +"Forgive me, mother. If I had imagined the real cause, I would never +have inquired. Let it pass. Tell me nothing that will bring such a +storm of grief as this. God knows I wish I resembled you--only you." + +She covered her mother's hands with kisses, and tears gathered in her +eyes. + +"No; God knew best, and in His wisdom, His mercy for widowhood and +orphanage, He stamped your father's unmistakable likeness indelibly +upon you. Providentially a badge of honourable parentage was set upon +the deserted infant, which neither fraud, slander, nor perjury can +ever remove. The laws God set to work in nature defy the calumny, the +corruption, the vindictive persecution and foul injustice cloaked +under legal statutes, human decrees; and though a world swore to the +contrary, your face proclaims your father, and his own image will +hunt him through all his toils and triumphantly confront him with his +crime. No jury ever empanelled could see you side by side with your +father, and dare to doubt that you were his child! No, bitter as are +the memories your countenance recalls, I hold it the keenest weapon +in the armoury of my revenge." + +"Let us talk of something that grieves and agitates you less. May I +sing you a song always associated with your portrait, an invocation +sacred to my lovely mother?" + +"No, sometime you must know the history I have carefully hidden from +all but Mr. Palma and your dead guardian; and now that the bitter +waves are already roaring over me, why should I delay the narration? +It was not my purpose to tell you thus, I though it would too +completely unnerve me, and I wrote the story of my life in the form +of a drama, and called it _Infelice!_ But the recital is in Mr. +Chesley's hands for perusal; and I shall feel stronger, less +oppressed, when I have talked freely with you. Kiss me, my pure +darling, my own little nameless treasure, my fatherless baby; for +indeed I need the elixir of my daughter's love to keep me human when +I dwell upon the past." + +She strained the girl to her heart, then put her away and rose. +Opening a strong metallic box concealed in a drawer of the +dressing-table, she took out several papers, some yellowed with age, +and blurred with tears, and while Regina still sat, with her arm +resting on the chair, Mrs. Orme locked the door, and began to walk +slowly up and down the room. + +"One moment, mother. I want to know why my heart is drawn so steadily +and so powerfully toward Mr. Chesley, and why something in his face +reminds me tenderly of you? Are you quite willing to tell me why he +seems so deeply interested in me?" + +"Regina, have you never guessed? Orme Chesley is my uncle, my +mother's only brother." + +"Oh, how rejoiced I am! I hoped he was in some mysterious way related +to us, but I feared to lean too much upon the pleasant thought, lest +it proved a disappointment. My own uncle? What a blessing! Does Mr. +Palma know it?" + +"Mr. Palma first suspected and traced the relationship, and it was +from him that Uncle Orme learned of my existence, for it appears he +believed me dead. Mr. Palma has long held all the tangled threads of +my miserable history in his skilful hands, and to his prudent, +patient care you and I shall owe our salvation. For years he has been +to me the truest, wisest, kindest friend a deserted and helpless +woman ever found." + +Regina sank her head upon the chair, afraid that her radiant face +might betray the joy his praises kindled; and while she walked, Mrs. +Orme began her recital: + +"My grandfather, Hubert Chesley, was from Alsace; my grandmother +originally belonged to the French family of Ormes. They had two +children, Orme the eldest, and Minetta, who while very young married +a travelling musician from Switzerland, named Leon Merle. A year +after she became his wife her father died, and the family resolved +to emigrate to America. On the voyage, which was upon a crowded +emigrant ship, I was born; and a few hours after my mother died. +They buried her at sea, and would to God I too had been thrown into +the waves, for then this tale of misery would never torture innocent +ears. But children who have only a heritage of woe, and ought to die, +fight for existence defying adversity, and thrive strangely; so I +lucklessly survived. + +"My first recollections are of a pauper quarter in a large city, +where my father supported us scantily by teaching music. Subsequently +we removed to several villages, and finally settled in one where were +located a college for young gentlemen, and a seminary for girls. In +the latter my father was employed as musical professor, and here we +lived very comfortably until he died of congestion of the lungs. +Uncle Orme at that time was in feeble health, and unable to +contribute toward our maintenance, and soon after father's death he +went out to California to the mining region. I was about ten years +old when he left, and recollect him as a pale, thin, delicate man. +In those days it cost a good deal of money to reach the gold mines, +and this alone prevented him from taking us with him. + +"We were very poor, but grandmother was foolishly, inconsistently +proud, and though compelled to sew for our daily bread, she dressed +me in a style incompatible with our poverty, and contrived to send me +to school. Finally her eyes failed, and with destitution staring +open-jawed upon us, she reluctantly consented to do the washing and +mending for three college boys. She was well educated, and +inordinately vain of her blood, and how this galling necessity +humiliated her! We of course could employ no servant, and once when +she was confined to her bed by inflammatory rheumatism, I was sent to +the college to carry the clothes washed and ironed that week. It was +the only time I was ever permitted to cross the campus, but it +sufficed to wreck my life. On that luckless day I first met Cuthbert +Laurance, then only nineteen, while I was not yet fifteen. Think of +it, my darling; three years younger than you are now, and you a mere +child still! While he paid me the money due, he looked at and talked +to me. Oh, my daughter! my daughter! as I see you at this instant, +with your violet eyes, watching me from under those slender, black +arches, it seems the very same regular, aristocratic, beautiful face +that met me that wretched afternoon, beneath the branching elms that +shaded the campus! So courteous, so winning, so chivalric, so +indescribably handsome did he present himself to my admiring eyes. I +was young, pretty, an innocent, ignorant, foolish child, and I +yielded to the fascination he exerted. + +"Day by day the charm deepened, and he sought numerous opportunities +of seeing me again; gave me books, brought me flowers, became the +king of my waking thoughts, the god of my dreams. In a cottage near +us lived a widow, Mrs. Peterson; whose only child Peleg, a rough +overgrown lad, was a journeyman carpenter, and quite skilful in +carving wooden figures. We had grown up together, and he seemed +particularly fond of and kind to me, rendering me many little +services which a stalwart man can perform for a delicate petted young +creature such as I was then. + +"As grandmother's infirmity increased, and her strict supervision +relaxed, I met Cuthbert more frequently, but as yet without her +knowledge; and gradually be won my childish heart completely. His +father, General Rene Laurance, was a haughty wealthy planter residing +in one of the Middle States, and Cuthbert was his only child, the +pride of his heart and home. Those happy days seem a misty dream to +me now, I have so utterly outgrown the faith that lent a glory to +that early time. Cuthbert assured me of his affection, swore undying +allegiance to me; and like many other silly, trusting, inexperienced, +doomed young fools, I believed every syllable that he whispered in my +ears. + +"One Sabbath when grandmother supposed I was saying my prayers in the +church, which I had left home to attend, I stole away to our trysting +place in a neighbouring wood, that bordered a small stream. Oh, the +bitter fruits of that filial disobedience! The accursed harvest that +ripened for me, that it seems I shall never have done garnering! +Clandestine interviews concealed, because I knew prohibition would +follow discovery! I am a melancholy monument of the sin of deception; +and that child who deliberately snatches the reins of control from +the hands where God decrees them, and dares substitute her will and +judgment for those of parents or guardians, drives inevitably on to +ruin, and will live to curse her folly. That day Peleg was fishing, +and surprised us at the moment when Cuthbert was bending down to kiss +me. Having heard all that passed, he waited till evening, and finding +me in the little garden attached to our house, he savagely upbraided +me for preferring Cuthbert's society to his, claimed me as his, by +right of devotion; and when I spurned him indignantly, and forbade +him to speak to me in future, he became infuriated, rushed into the +cottage, and disclosed all that he had discovered." + +"I knew it! I felt assured you must always have loathed him!" +exclaimed Regina, with kindling eyes; and catching her mother's dress +as she passed beside her. + +"Why, my darling?" + +"Because he was coarse, brutal! When he dared to call you 'Minnie,' +if I had been a man I would have strangled him!" + +Her mother kissed her, and answered sadly: + +"And yet he loved me infinitely better than the man for whom I +repulsed, nay insulted him. He was poor, unpolished, but at that time +he would have died to defend me from harm. It was reserved for his +courtly, high-bred, elegant rival to betray the trust he won! The +storm that followed Peleg's revelation was fierce, and availing +herself of his jealous surveillance, grandmother allowed me no more +stolen interviews. After a fortnight, Cuthbert came one day and +demanded permission to see me, alleging that we were betrothed, and +that he would give satisfactory explanations of his conduct. +Grandmother was obdurate, but unfortunately I ventured in, and, +seizing me in his arms, he swore that all the world should not +separate us. To her he explained that his father desired him to marry +an heiress who lived not far from the paternal mansion, and possessed +immense estates, upon which the covetous eyes of the Laurances' had +long been fixed; but until he completed his collegiate course matters +must be delayed. He protested that he could love no one but me, and +solemnly vowed that as soon as freed by his majority from parental +control he would make me his wife. I was sufficiently insane to +believe it all; but grandmother was wiser, and sternly interdicted +his visits. + +"A month went by, during which Peleg persecuted me with professions +of love, and offers of marriage. How I detested him, and by contrast +how godlike appeared my refined, polished, proud young lover! At +length Cuthbert wrote to me, entrusting the letter to a college chum +Gerbert Audre, but Peleg's Argus scrutiny could not be baffled, and +again I was detected. + +"Meantime grandmother's strength was evidently failing, and Uncle +Orme was far away in western wilds; who would save me from my own +rash folly if she should die, and leave me unprotected? This +apprehension preyed ceaselessly on her mind, she grew morose, moody, +tyrannical; and when finally Cuthbert came once more, forcing an +entrance into the little cottage, and asking upon what conditions he +might be permitted to visit me, she bluntly told him that she had +determined to take me at all hazards to a convent, and shut me up for +ever, unless within forty-eight hours he married me. The though of +separation made him almost frantic, and after some discussion, it was +arranged that we should be married very secretly in a distant town, +with only grandmother and his room-mate Andre as witnesses. Our union +would be concealed rigidly until Cuthbert had left college and +attained his majority, which was then nearly two years distant; at +which time he would enter upon the possession of a certain amount of +property left by his mother. An approaching recess of several days, +which would enable him to absent himself without exciting suspicion, +was selected as an auspicious occasion for the consummation we all so +ardently desired, and very quietly the preliminary steps were taken. + +"By what stratagem or fraud a license was obtained, I never learned, +and was too ignorant and unsuspicious to question or understand the +forms essential to legality. One stormy night we were driven across +the country to a railway station, hurried aboard the train, and next +morning reached the town of V----. At the parsonage you know so well +we found Mr. Hargrove, who appeared very reluctant to accede to our +wishes. I was only fifteen, a simple-hearted child, and Cuthbert, +though well grown, was too youthful to assume the duties of the +position for which he presented himself as candidate. The faithful, +prudent pastor expostulated, and declared himself unwilling to bind a +pair of children by ties so solemn and indissoluble; but the license +was triumphantly exhibited as a release from ministerial +responsibility, and grandmother urged in extenuation that in the +event of her death I would be thrown helpless upon the world, and she +as my sole surviving protector and guardian desired to see me +entitled to a husband's care and shelter. + +"At last, with an earnest protest, the conscientious man consented, +and standing before him that sunny morning, in the presence of God, +and of grandmother and Mr. Audre, Cuthbert Laurance and Minnie Merle +were solemnly married! Oh, my daughter! when I think of that day, and +its violated vows--when I remember what I was, and contrast the +Minnie Merle of my girlhood with the blasted, wretched ruin that I +am, my brain reels, my veins run fire!" + +She clasped her palms across her forehead and moaned, as the deluge +of bitter recollections overflowed her. + +Tears were stealing down Regina's cheeks, as she watched the anguish +she felt powerless to relieve, and she began to realize the depth of +woe that had blackened all her past. + +"He promised to love, honour, cherish me, as long as life lasted, and +Mr. Hargrove pronounced me his wife, and blessed me. How dared we +expect a blessing! Cuthbert knew that he was defying, outraging his +father's wishes, and I had earned my title by deception and +disobedience. God help all those who build their hopes upon the +treacherous sands of human constancy. Mr. Hargrove laid his hand upon +my head, and said in a strangely warning tone, I might have known was +prophetic: 'Mrs. Laurance, you are the youngest wife I ever saw, you +are not fit to be out of the nursery; but I trust this union will not +fulfil my forebodings, that the result will sanction my most +reluctant performance of this hallowed ceremony.' + +"How supremely happy I was! How unutterably proud of my handsome +tender husband! I do not know whether even then he truly loved me, or +if he merely intended me as a pretty toy to amuse him during the +tedium of college sessions; I only remember my delirious delight, my +boundless exultation. We returned home, and Cuthbert resumed his +college studies, but through the co-operation of his room-mate, he +spent much of his time in our cottage. Peleg became troublesome, and +invidious reports were set afloat. I am not aware whether grandmother +had always intended to publish the marriage as soon as consummated, +or whether her breach of faith sprang from some facts she +subsequently discovered; but certainly she distrusted Cuthbert's +sincerity of purpose, and taking Peleg into her confidence, +despatched him to inform General Laurance of all that had occurred. +From that hour Peleg Peterson became my most implacable and +dangerous foe. + +"Dreaming of no danger, Cuthbert and I had spent but three weeks of +wedded happiness, when, without premonition, the sun of my joy was +suddenly blotted out. A letter arrived, speedily followed by a +telegram summoning him to the bedside of his father, who was +dangerously ill. Oh, fool that I was! I fancied heaven designed to +remove a cruel parent, and thus obliterate all obstacles to the +completion of my bliss. What blind dolts young people are! Cuthbert +was restless, suspicious, unwilling to leave me, or appeared so, and +when we parted, he took me in his arms, kissed away my tears, +implored heaven to watch over his bride, his treasure, his wife; and +swore that at the earliest possible moment he would hold 'darling +Minnie' to his heart once more. Turn away your face, Regina, for it +too vividly, too intolerably recalls his image as he stood bidding me +farewell; his glossy black hair clinging in rings around his white +brow, his magnetic blue eyes gazing tenderly into mine! Oh, the +wonderful charm of that beautiful treacherous face! Oh, husband of my +love I father of my innocent baby!" + +She threw herself into a corner of the sofa, and the dry sob that +shook her frame told how keen was the torture. Regina followed, +kneeling in front of her, burying her face in her mother's dress. + +"I saw him enter the carriage and drive away, and thirteen years +passed before I looked upon him again. Of course the reported illness +was a mere ruse to lull his apprehensions. His father received him +with a hurricane of reproaches, threats, maledictions. He taunted, +jeered him with having been hoodwinked, cajoled, outwitted by a +'wily old washwoman,' who had inveigled him into a disgraceful +misalliance in order to betray him, to fasten upon and devour his +wealth. One letter only I received from Cuthbert, denouncing +grandmother's treachery, and announcing his father's rage and threats +to disinherit and disown him if he did not repudiate the marriage, +which he stated was invalid on account of his son's minority. He +wrote that he would be compelled for the present to accede to his +father's wishes, since for nearly two years at least he was wholly +dependent on his bounty; but assured me that on the day when he could +claim his inheritance from his mother he would acknowledge his +marriage at all hazards, and proclaim me his wife. That letter, the +first and last I ever received from my husband, you can read at your +leisure. Three days after it was dated, he and his father sailed for +Europe, and he has never returned to America. + +"Although it was a cruel blow to all my brilliant anticipations, I +did not even then dream of the fate designed for me. I loved on, +trusted on, hoped--oh, how sanguinely! My pride was piqued at General +Laurance's haughty, supercilious scorn of my birth and blood, and I +determined to fit myself for the proud niche I would one day fill as +Cuthbert's wife. My grandmother spoke French fluently, it was her +vernacular; and my father had left some valuable and choice books. To +these I turned with avidity, prosecuting my studies with renewed +zest. About three months after my husband left me, Uncle Orme sent +money to defray our expenses to California. Grandmother who foreboded +the future, told me I had been sacrificed, abandoned, repudiated, and +urged me to accompany her. In return, I indignantly refused, charging +her with having fired the temple of my happiness, by the brand of her +betrayal of the secret. Recriminations followed, we parted in anger +and she left me, to join Uncle Orme; but not before acquainting me +with the startling fact that Peleg Peterson had declared his +determination to annul the marriage by furnishing infamous testimony +against my character. + +"After her departure a man who acted as agent for General Laurance +called to negotiate for a separation, advising me to make the best +terms in my power, as it was useless for me to attempt to cope with +General Laurance, who would mercilessly crush me if necessary, by the +publication of disgraceful slanders which my 'old lover Peleg +Peterson' had sworn to prove in open court. He offered me five +thousand dollars and my passage to San Francisco, on condition of my +renouncing all claim to the hand and name of Cuthbert Laurance. My +husband he assured me had reached his father's house in a state of +intoxication; and had since become convinced of my unworthiness, and +of the necessity of severing for ever all connection with me. Not for +an instant did I credit him. It seemed a vile machination, and I +scornfully rejected all overtures for separation, proclaiming my +resolution to assert and maintain my rights as a lawful wife. It was +open war, and how they derided my proud demand for recognition! + +"Mr. Audre left college the week after Cuthbert was called so +unexpectedly away, and disappeared; and grandmother died suddenly +with rheumatism of the heart, when only a few miles distant from the +harbour of her destination. Peleg audaciously proposed that we should +ignore the empty worthless marriage ceremony, accept the Laurance +bribe, and go away to the far west, where we might begin life anew. +He told me my husband believed me unworthy, that he had convinced him +I would dishonour his noble name, and that my reputation was at his +own mercy. In my amazement and horror I defied him, dared him to do +his worst; and recklessly he accepted the rash challenge. Leaving no +clue (as I imagined), I secretly quitted the village, where gossip +was busy with my name, and went to New York. My scanty means rapidly +melted away, and I hired myself as a seamstress in a wealthy family. +Not even at this stage of affairs did I lose faith in my husband, and +bravely I confronted the knowledge that at no distant period I should +be forced to provide for a helpless infant. + +"One day, in going down a steep flight of steps, with a heavy waiter +in my hands, I missed my footing, fell, and was picked up senseless +on the tiled floor at the foot of the stairs. A physician living near +was called in, and as I was only the seamstress, the information he +gave my employer induced her to send me immediately to the hospital +for pauper women. One of my ankles was fractured, and the day after +my admission to the hospital you were born prematurely. In a ward of +that hospital, surrounded by strange but kind sympathetic faces, you, +my darling, opened your blue eyes, unwelcomed by a father's love, +unnoticed by your wretched mother; for I was delirious for many days, +and you were three weeks old when first I knew you were my baby. Ah, +my daughter! why did not a merciful God order us both out of the +world then, before it persecuted and bruised us so cruelly? I have +wished a thousand times that you had died before I ever recognized +you as mine!" + +"Oh, mother, mother, pity me! Do not reproach me with the life I owe +to you." + +Regina's features writhed, and, pressing her face closer against her +mother's knee, she sobbed unrestrainedly: + +"My darling, blessings often come so thoroughly disguised that we +brand them as curses, learning later that they garner all our earthly +hopes, sometimes our heavenly; and when I look at you now, my soul +yearns over you with a love too deep for utterance. I know that you +were born to avenge your wrongs and mine, to aid by your baby fingers +in lifting the load of injustice and libel that has so long borne me +down. You are the one solitary comfort in all the wide earth, and but +for you I should have given up the struggle long ago." + +Softly she stroked the silky hair and tearful cheek, and leaning back +continued: + +"While I was still an inmate of the hospital, where I was known as +Minnie Merle, Peleg Peterson found me, and proclaimed himself your +father. He was partly intoxicated at the time, and was forcibly +ejected; but the excitement of that dastardly horrible charge threw +me into a relapse, and I was dangerously ill. Lying beside me on my +cot, I watched your little face, through the slow hours of +convalescence, and your tiny hands seemed to strengthen me for the +labour that beckoned me back to life. For your dear sake I must brave +the future. To one of the noble-hearted gentle Sisters of Charity who +visited the hospital and ministered like an angel of mercy to you and +me, I told enough of my history to explain my presence there, and +through her influence when I was strong enough to work, I was placed +in a position where I was permitted to keep you with me for a year. I +knew that my only safety lay in hiding for a time from my enemy, and +destroying all trace of my departure from the hospital, I assumed the +name of Odille Orphia Orme, which had belonged to a sister of my +grandmother. + +"I was not sixteen when you were born, and, having had my head shaved +during my illness, my hair grew out the bright gold you see it now, +instead of the dark brown it had hitherto been. A strange freak of +nature, but a providential aid to the disguise I wished to maintain. +I wrote to Cuthbert, informing him of your birth, praying his speedy +return, but no reply came; and again and again I repeated the +petition. At length I was answered by the return of all my letters, +without a line of comment. Then I began to suspect what was in store +for me, but it threatened to drive me wild; and I shut my eyes and +refused to think, set my teeth, and hoped, hoped still. The two years +had almost expired, and when Cuthbert was of age he would fly to his +wife and child, solacing them for all they had endured. I could not +afford to doubt; that way lay madness! + +"When you were fourteen months old, I put you in an Orphan Asylum, +where I could see you often, and took a situation as upper maid and +seamstress in a fashionable family on Fifth Avenue. My duties were +light, my employers were considerate and kind, and the young ladies, +observing my desire to improve myself, gave me the privileges of the +library, which was well selected and extensive. They were very +cultivated, elegant people, and I listened to their conversation, +observed their deportment, and modelled my manners after the example +they furnished. I was so anxious to astonish Cuthbert by my grace and +intelligence, when he presented me to his father, and I exulted in +the thought that even he might one day be proud of his son's wife. + +"How I struggled and toiled, sowing by day, reading, studying by +night. Finding Racine, Euripides, and Shakespeare in the library, I +perused them carefully, and accidentally I discovered my talent. The +ladies of the house on one occasion had private theatricals, and the +play was one with which I chanced to be familiar. At the last +rehearsal, on the night of the play, one of the young ladies was +suddenly seized with such violent giddiness, that she was unable to +appear in the character she personated, and in the dilemma I was +summoned. So successful was my performance that I saw the new path +opening before me, and began to fit myself for it. I gave every spare +moment to dramatic studies, and was progressing rapidly when all hope +was crushed. + +"Cuthbert's birthday came; days, weeks, months rolled by, and I wrote +one more passionate prayer for recognition; pleading that at least +he would allow me to see him once again, that he would just once look +at the lovely face of his child; then if he disowned both wife and +child we would ask him no more. How I counted the weeks that crawled +away! how fondly I still hoped that now, being of age and free, he +would fulfil his promise! + +"You were two years and a half old, and I went one Sunday to visit +you. + +"How well I recollect your appearance on that fatal day! Your bare +pearly feet gleaming on the floor over which I guided your uncertain +steps, as you tottered along clinging to my finger, your dimpled neck +and arms displayed by the white muslin slip my hands had fashioned, +your jetty hair curling thick and close over your round head, your +small milk-white teeth sparkling through your open lips, as your +large soft violet eyes laughed up in my face!--so glad you were to +see me! You had never seemed so lovely before, and I knelt down and +hugged you, my darling. I kissed your dainty feet and hands, your +lips and eyes so like Cuthbert's, and I know as I caressed you my +heart swelled with the fond pride that only mothers can understand +and feel, and I whispered, 'Papa's baby! Papa's own darling! +Cuthbert's baby!' + +"It was harder than usual to quit you that day; you clung to me, +nestled close to me, stole your little hand into my bosom, and +finally fell asleep. When I laid you softly down in your low +truckle-bed, the tears would come and hang on my lashes, and while +I lingered, passing my hand over your dear pretty feet, I determined +that if Cuthbert did not come, or write very soon, I would take you +and go in search of him. What man could shut his arms and heart +against such a lovely babe who owed him her being? + +"It was late when I got home, and the lady with whom I lived sent for +me in great haste. Guests had unexpectedly come from a distance, +dinner must be served, and the butler had been called away +inopportunely to one of his children, who had been terribly scalded. +Could I oblige her by consenting to serve the visitors at table? She +was a good mistress to me, and of course I did not hesitate. One of +the guests was a nephew of the host, and recently returned from +Europe, as I learned from the conversation. When the desert was being +set upon the table, he said: 'No, I rather liked him; none are +perfect, and he has sowed his wild oats, and settled down. Marriage +is a strong social anchor, and his bride is a very heavy-looking +woman, though enormously rich, I hear. It is said that his father +manoeuvred the match, for Cuthbert liked being fancy free.' + +"The name startled me, and the master of the house asked, 'Of whom +are you speaking?' 'Cuthbert Laurance and his recent marriage with +Abbie Ames the banker's daughter. My mistress pulled my dress and +directed me to bring a bottle of champagne from the side table. I +stood like a stone, and she repeated the command. As I lifted the +wine and started back, the stranger added: 'Here is an account of the +wedding; quite a brilliant affair, and as I witnessed the nuptials I +can testify the description is not exaggerated. They were married in +Paris, and General Laurance presented the bride with a beautiful set +of diamonds.' The bottle fell with a crash, and in the confusion I +tottered toward the butler's pantry and sank down insensible. + +"Oh, the awful, intolerable agony that has been my portion ever +since! Do you wonder that Laurance is a synonym for all that is +cruel, wicked? Is it strange that at times I loath the sight of your +face, which mocks me with the assurance that you are his as well as +mine? Oh, most unfortunate child! cursed with the fatal beauty of him +who wrecked your mother's life, and denies you even his infamous +name!" + +She sprang up, broke away from her daughter's arms, and resumed her +walk. + +"After that day I was a different woman, hard, bitter, relentless, +desperate. In the room of hope reigned hate, and I dedicated the +future to revenge. I had heard Mr. Palma's name mentioned as the most +promising lawyer at the bar, and though he was a young man then, he +inspired all who knew him with confidence and respect. Withholding +only my husband's name, I gave him my history, and sought legal +advice. A suit would result in the foul and fatal aspersion, which +Peleg was waiting to pour like an inky stream upon my character, and +we ascertained that he was in the pay of the Laurances, and would +testify according to their wishes and purposes. There was no proof of +my marriage, unless Mr. Hargrove had preserved the license, the +record of which had been destroyed by the burning of the court-house. +Where were the witnesses? Grandmother was dead, and it was rumoured +Mr. Audre had perished in a fishing excursion off the Labrador coast. + +"Mr. Palma advised me to wait, to patiently watch for an opportunity, +pledging himself to do all that legal skill could effect; and nobly +he has redeemed his promise to the desolate, friendless, +broken-hearted woman who appealed to him for aid. + +"I succeeded after several repulses, in securing a very humble +position in one of the small theatres, where I officiated first with +scissors and needle, in fitting costumes and in various other menial +employments; studying ceaselessly all the while to prepare myself for +the stage. The manager became interested, encouraged me, tested me at +rehearsals, and at last after an arduous struggle, I made my _debut_ +at the benefit of one of the stock actors. My name was adroitly +whispered about, one or two mysterious paragraphs were published at +the expense of the actor, and so--curiosity gave me an audience and +an opportunity. + +"That night seemed the crisis of my destiny; if I failed, what would +become of my baby? Already, my love, you were my supreme thought. But +I did not, my face was a great success; my acting was pronounced +wonderful by the dramatic critic to whom the beneficiary sent a +complimentary ticket, and after that evening I had no difficulty in +securing an engagement that proved very successful. + +"A year after I learned that Cuthbert had married a second time, I +went to V---- to see Mr. Hargrove, and obtain possession of my +license. The good man only gave me a copy, to which he added his +certificate of the solemnization of my marriage; but he sympathized +very deeply with my unhappy condition, and promised in any emergency +to befriend you, my darling. A few hours after I left the parsonage +it was entered and robbed, and the license he refused me was stolen. +Long afterward I learned he suspected me." + +Here Regina narrated her discovery of the mysterious facts connected +with the loss of the paper, and her first knowledge of Peleg +Peterson. As she explained the occurrences that succeeded the storm, +Mrs. Orme almost scowled, and resumed: + +"He has been the _bete noire_ of my ill-starred life, but even his +malice has been satiated at last. Anxious to shield you from the +possibility of danger, and from all contaminating influences and +association, I carried you to a distant convent; the same with which +grandmother had threatened me, and placed you under the sacred shadow +of the Nuns' protection. Then, assured of your safety and that your +education would not be neglected, I devoted myself completely to my +profession. From city to city I wandered in quest of fame and money, +both so essential to the accomplishment of my scheme; a scheme that +goaded me sleeping and waking, leaving no moment of repose. + +"One night in Chicago, having overtaxed my strength, I fainted on the +street, _en route_ from the theatre, and while my servant fled for +assistance, I was found by Mr. and Mrs. Waul, and taken to their +home. Their kind hearts warmed toward me, and no parents could have +been more tenderly watchful than they have proved ever since. They +supplied a need of protection, of which I was growing painfully +conscious, and I engaged them to travel with me. + +"Once I took three days out of my busy life, and visited the old +family homestead of General Laurance. The owner was in Europe, the +house closed; but, standing unnoticed under the venerable oaks that +formed the avenue of approach to the ancestral halls of my husband, I +looked at the stately pile and the broad fields that surrounded it, +and called upon Heaven to spare me long enough to see my child the +regnant heiress of all that proud domain. There I vowed that cost +what it might, I would accomplish my revenge, would place you there +as owner of that noble inheritance. + +"Through Mr. Palma's inquiries concerning the records, I ascertained +that this property had been settled upon Cuthbert on the week of his +second marriage. You were ten years old when I determined to go to +Europe and consummate my plan. Peleg had disappeared, and I knew that +the other agent of the Laurances had lost all trace of me. You were +so grieved because I left for Europe without bidding you good-bye! +Ah, my sweet child! You never knew that it was the hardest trial of +my life to put the ocean between us, and that I was too cowardly to +witness your distress at the separation that was so uncertain in +duration. + +"Could I have gone without the sight of my precious baby? I reached +the convent about dusk, and informed the sisters that I deemed it +best to transfer you to the guardianship of two gentlemen, one of +whom would come and take you away the ensuing week. Through a crevice +of the dormitory door I watched you undress, envied the gentle nun +who gathered up your long hair and tied over it the little white +ruffled muslin cap; and when you knelt by your small curtained bed, +and repeated your evening prayers, adding a special petition that +'_Heavenly Father would bless dear mother, and keep her safe_,' I +stifled my sobs in my handkerchief. When you were asleep I crept in +on tiptoe, and while Sister Angela held the lamp, I drew aside the +curtain and looked at you. How the sweet face of my baby stirred all +the tenderness that was left in my embittered nature! As you +slumbered, you threw your feet outside the cover, and murmured in +your musical childish babble something indistinct about 'mother, and +our Blessed Lady.' + +"My heart yearned over you, but I could not bear the thought of +hearing your peculiarly plaintive wailing cry, which always pierced +my soul so painfully, and I softly kissed your feet and hurried away. +Come, put your arms around my neck, and kiss me, my lovely +fatherless child!" + +For some seconds Mrs. Orme held her in a warm embrace. "There sit +down. Little remains to be told, but how bitter! Here in Paris, while +playing 'Amy Robsart,' I saw once more, after the lapse of thirteen +years, the man who had so contemptuously repudiated me. Regina, if +ever you are so unfortunate, so deluded, as to deeply and sincerely +love any man, and live to know that you are forgotten, that another +woman wears the name and receives the caresses that once made heaven +in your heart, then, and only then, can you realize what I suffered, +while looking at Cuthbert, with that other creature at his side, +acknowledged his wife! I thought I had petrified, had ceased to feel +aught but loathing and hate, but ah! the agony of that intolerable, +that maddening sight! Ask God for a shroud and coffin, rather than +endure what I suffered that night!" + +She was too much engrossed by her mournful retrospective task, to +observe the deadly pallor that overspread Regina's face, as the girl +rested her head on the arm of the sofa and passed her fingers across +her eyes, striving to veil the image of one beyond the broad +Atlantic's sweep and roar. + +"At last I began to taste the sweet poison of my revenge. Cuthbert +did not suspect my identity, but he was strangely fascinated by my +face and acting. Openly indifferent to the woman with whom his father +had linked him, and provided with no conscientious scruples, he +audaciously expressed his admiration, and contrived an interview to +commence his advances. He avowed sentiments disloyal to the heiress +who wore his name and jewels, and insulting to me had I been what he +supposed me, merely Odille Orme a pretty actress. I repulsed and +derided him, forbidding him my presence; and none can appreciate the +exquisite delight it afforded me to humiliate and torture him. When +it was a crime in the sight of man, he really began to love the +woman, who--in God's sight--was his own lawful wife; and his +punishment was slowly approaching. + +"My health gave way under the unnatural pressure of acting evening +after evening, with his handsome magnetic face watching every +feature, every inflection of my voice. I was ordered to rest in +Italy, and when I learned I should there meet General Laurance, I +consented to go. Before leaving Paris, I saw the only child of that +hideous iniquitous sham marriage; and, darling, when I contrasted +you, my own pure pearl, with the deformed, dwarfish, repulsive +daughter, whom the Nemesis of my wrongs gave to Cuthbert, in little +Maud Laurance, I almost shouted aloud in my great exultation. You so +beautiful, with his own lineaments in every feature, disowned for +that misshapen, imbecile heiress of his proud name. Oh, mills of the +Gods! how delicious the slow music of their grinding! + +"Thus far, my daughter, I have shown you all your mother's wretched +past, and now I shrink from the last blotted pages. Hitherto my +record was blameless, but even now take care how you judge the +mother, who if she has gone astray did it for you, all for you. For +some time I had known that Cuthbert was living in reckless +extravagance, that the affairs of the father-in-law were dangerously +involved, and that without his own father's knowledge Cuthbert had +borrowed large sums in London and Paris, securing the loans by +mortgages on his real estate in America; especially the elegant +homestead, preserved for several generations in his family. Employing +two shrewd Hebrew brokers, I by degrees bought up those mortgages, +straining every effort to effect the purchase. + +"When I reached Milan, I sat one night pondering what was most +expedient. It was apparent that in a suit for and publication of my +real title and rights, I should be defeated by the disgrace hurled +upon me; and to subject the Laurances to the humiliation of a court +scandal would poorly indemnify me for the horrible stain which +Peterson's foul claim would entail upon your innocent but premature +birth. My health was feeble, consumption threatened my lungs, and Mr. +Palma urged me to attempt no legal redress for my injuries. I could +not die without one more struggle to see you lighted, clothed with +your lawful name. + +"My daughter, my darling, let all my love for you plead vehemently in +my defence, when I tell you that for your dear sake I made a +desperate, an awful, a sickening resolve. General Laurance was +infatuated by my beauty, which has been as fatal to his house as his +name to me. Like many handsome old men, he was inordinately vain, and +imagined himself irresistible; and when he persecuted me with +attentions that might have compromised a woman less prudent and +prudish than I bore myself, I determined to force him to an offer of +his hand, to marry him." + +With a sharp cry Regina sprang up. + +"Mother, not him! Not my father's father!" + +"Yes, Rene Laurance, my husband's father." + +With a gesture of horror the girl groaned and covered her white +convulsed face. + +"Mother! Could my mother commit such a loathsome, awful crime against +God, and nature?" + +"It was for your sake, my darling!" cried Mrs. Orme, wringing her +hands, as she saw the shudder with which her child repulsed her. + +"For my sake that you stained you dear pure hands! For my sake that +you steeped your soul in guilt that even brutal savages abhor, and +loaded your name and memory with infamy! In his desertion my father +sinned against me, and freely because he is my father I could +forgive him; but you, the immaculate mother of my lifelong worship, +you who have reigned white-souled and angelic over all my hopes, my +aspirations, my love and reverence, oh, mother! mother, you have +doubly wronged me! The disgrace of your unnatural and heinous crime I +can never, never pardon!" + +With averted head she stood apart, a pitiable picture of misery, +that could find no adequate expression. + +"My baby, my love, my precious daughter!" + +Ah the pleading pathos of that marvellous voice which had swayed at +will the emotions of vast audiences, as soft fitful zephyrs stir and +bow the tender grasses in quiet meadows! Slowly the girl turned +around, and reluctantly looked at the beloved beautiful face, tearful +yet smiling, beaming with such passionate tenderness upon her. + +Mrs. Orme opened her arms, and Regina sprang forward, sinking on her +knees at her mother's feet, clinging to her dress. + +"You could not smile upon me so, with that sin soiling your soul! Oh, +mother, say you did it not!" + +"God had mercy, and saved me from it." + +"Let us praise and serve Him for ever, in thanksgiving," sobbed the +daughter. + +"I see now that my punishment would have been unendurable, for I +should have lost the one true, pure heart that clings to me. How do +mothers face their retribution, I wonder, when they disgrace their +innocent little ones, and see shame and horror and aversion in the +soft faces that slept upon their bosoms, and once looked in adoration +at the heaven of their eyes? Even in this life the pangs of the lost +must seize all such. + +"I did not marry General Laurance, though I entertained the purpose +of a merely nominal union, and he acceded to my conditions, signing +a marriage contract to adopt you, give you his name, settled upon you +all his remaining fortune, except the real estate which I knew he had +transferred to his son. I think my intense hate and thirst for +vengeance temporarily maddened me; for certainly had I been quite +sane I should never have forced myself to hang upon the verge of such +an odious gulf. I was tempted by the prospect of making you the real +heiress of the Laurance name and wealth, and of beggaring Cuthbert, +his so-called wife and crippled child, by displaying the mortgage I +held; and which will yet sweep them to penury, for the banker has +failed, and Abbie Ames is penniless as Minnie Merle once was. + +"While I floated down the dark stream to ruin, a blessed interposing +hand arrested me. Mr. Palma wrote that at last a glorious day of hope +dawned on my weary, starless night. Gerbert Audre was alive and +anxious to testify to the validity of my marriage, and the perfect +sanity and sobriety of Cuthbert when it was solemnized (his father +was prepared to plead that he was insane from intoxication when he +was inveigled into the ceremony); and oh, better, best of all, my +persecutor had relented! Peleg swore that his assertions regarding my +character were untrue, were prompted by malice, stimulated by +Laurance gold. Having been arrested by Mr. Palma and carried before a +magistrate, he had written and signed a noble vindication of me. To +you he avows I owe his tardy recantation and complete justification +of my past; and you will find among those papers his letter to me +upon this subject. + +"My daughter, what do we not owe to Erle Palma? God bless +him--now--and for ever! And may the dearest, fondest wishes of his +heart be fulfilled as completely as have been his promises to me." + +Regina's face was shrouded by her mother's dress, but thinking of +Mrs. Carew, she sank lower at Mrs. Orme's feet, knowing that her sad +heart could not echo that prayer. + +"As yet my identity has not been suspected, but the end is at hand, +and I am about to break the vials of wrath upon their heads. Mr. +Palma only waits to hear from me to bring suit against Cuthbert for +desertion and bigamy, and against Rene Laurance, the arch-demon of my +luckless carried life, for wilful slander, premeditated defamation of +character. My lawful unstained wife-hood will be established, your +spotless birth and lineage triumphantly proclaimed; and I shall see +my own darling, my Regina Laurance, reigning as mistress in the halls +of her ancestors. To confront you with your father and grandfather, I +have called you to Paris, and when I have talked with Uncle Orme, +whose step I hear, I shall be able to tell you definitely of the hour +when the thunderbolt will be hurled into the camp of our enemies. +Kiss me good-night. God bless my child." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + + +After a sleepless night, Cuthbert Laurance sat in dressing gown and +slippers before the table, on which was arranged his breakfast. In +his right hand he held, partly lifted, the cup of coffee; upon the +left he rested his head, seeming abstracted, oblivious of the dainty +dishes that invited his attention. + +The graceful _insouciance_ of the Sybarite had vanished, and though +the thirty-seven years of his life had dealt very gently with his +manly beauty, leaving few lines about his womanishly fair brow, he +seemed to-day gravely preoccupied, anxious, and depressed. Pushing +back his chair, he sat for some time in a profound and evidently +painful reverie, and when his father came in, and closed the door +behind him, the cloud of apprehension deepened. + +"Good-morning, Cuthbert, I must compliment you on your early hours. +How is Maud?" + +"I have not seen her this morning. Victorine usually takes her out at +this time of the day. I hope after a night's reflection and rest, you +feel disposed to afford me more comfort than you extended last +evening. The fact is, unless you come forward and help me, I shall be +utterly ruined." + +General Laurance lighted his cigar, and, standing before his son, +answered coldly: + +"I beg you to recollect that my resources are not quite +inexhaustible, and last year when I gave that Chicago property to +you, I explained the necessity of curbing your reckless extravagance. +Were I possessed of Rothschild's income, it would not suffice to keep +upon his feet a man who sells himself to the Devil of the gaming +table, and entertains with the prodigality of a crown prince. I never +dreamed until last night that the real estate at home is encumbered +by mortgages, and it will be an everlasting shame if the homestead +should be sacrificed; but I can do no more for you. This failure of +Ames is a disgraceful affair, and I understand soils his +reputation--past all hope of purification. How long does Abbie expect +to remain in Nice? It does not look well, I can tell you, that she +should go off and leave Maud with her _bonne_." + +"Oh! for that matter, Maud is better off here, where she can be seen +regularly by the physician, and Victorine knows much better what to +do for her than her mother. Abbie is perfectly acquainted with the +change in her father's and in my own affairs, and I should suppose +she would have returned immediately after the receipt of the +intelligence, especially as I informed her that we should be +compelled to return to America." + +"I shall telegraph her to come back at once, for I hear that she is +leading a very gay life at Nice, and that her conduct is not wholly +compatible with her duties as a wife and mother." + +An expression of subdued scorn passed over Cuthbert's face, as he +answered sarcastically: + +"Probably your influence may avail to hasten her return. As for her +peculiar views, and way of conducting herself, I imagine it is rather +too late for you to indulge in fastidious carpings, as you selected +and presented her to me as a suitable bride, particularly acceptable +to you for a daughter-in-law. + +"When men live as you have done since your marriage, it is scarcely +surprising that wives should emulate their lax example. You have +never disguised your indifference as a husband." + +"No, sir. When I made merchandise of my hand, I deemed that sacrifice +sufficient, and have never pretended to include my heart in the +bargain. But why deal in recrimination? Past mistakes are +irremediable, and it behooves me to consider only the future. Were it +not for poor Maud, I really should care very little, but her +helplessness appeals to me now more forcibly than all other +considerations. You say, sir, that you cannot help me--why not? At +this crisis a few shares of stock, and some of those sterling bonds +would enable me to pay off my pressing personal debts; and I could +get away from Paris with less annoying notoriety and scandal, which +above all things I abhor. I only ask the means of retiring from my +associations here without disgrace, and once safely out of France I +shall care little for the future. You certainly cannot consent to see +me stranded here, where my position and _menage_ have been so proud?" + +General Laurance puffed vigorously at his cigar for some seconds, +then tossed it down, put his hands in his pockets, and said abruptly: + +"When I told you last night that I could not help you, I meant it. +The stocks and bonds you require have already been otherwise +appropriated. I daresay, Cuthbert, you will be astonished at what I +am about to communicate, but whatever your opinion of the step I have +determined to take, I request in advance, that you will refrain from +any disagreeable comments. For thirty-seven years I have devoted +myself to the promotion of your interest and happiness, and you must +admit you have often sorely tried my patience. If you have at last +made shipwreck of your favourable financial prospects, it is no +longer in my power to set you afloat again. Cuthbert, I am on the eve +of assuming new responsibilities that require all the means your +luxurious mode of living has left me. I am going to marry again." + +"To marry again! Are you approaching your dotage?" + +The son had risen, and his handsome face was full of undisguised +scorn, as his eyes rested on his father's haughty and offended +countenance. + +"Whatever your dissatisfaction, you will be wise in repressing it at +least in your remarks to me. I am no longer young, but am very far +from senility; and finding no harmony in your household, no peaceful +fireside where I can spend the residue of my days in quiet, I have +finally consulted the dictates of my own heart, and am prompted by +the hope of great happiness with the woman whom I sincerely love--to +marry her. Under these circumstances you can readily appreciate my +inability to transfer the stocks, which it appears you have relied +upon to float you out of this financial storm." + +Cuthbert bowed profoundly, and answered contemptuously: + +"They have, I presume, already been transferred in the form of a +marriage contract? Pardon me, sir; but may I inquire whom you design +to fill my mother's place?" + +"I expect within a few days to present to you as my wife the +loveliest woman in all Europe, one as noble, refined, modest, and +delicate as she is everywhere conceded to be beautiful,--the +celebrated Madame Odille Orme." + +An unconquerable embarrassment caused his eyes to wander from his +son's face as he pronounced the name, else he would have discovered +the start, the pallor with which the intelligence was received. +Cuthbert turned and stood at the window, with his back to his father, +and the convulsive movement of his features attested the profound +pain which the announcement caused. + +"Madame Orme is not an ordinary actress, and has always maintained a +reputation quite rare among those of her profession. I have carefully +studied her character, think I have seen it sufficiently tested to +satisfy even my fastidious standard of female propriety and decorum; +and knowing how proudly and jealously I guard my honour and my name, +you may rest assured I have not risked anything in committing both to +the keeping of this woman, to whom I am very deeply and tenderly +attached. She told me she had met you once. How did she impress you?" + +It cost him a strong effort to answer composedly. + +"She certainly is the most beautiful woman I have seen in Europe." + +"Ah! and sweet as she is lovely! My son, do not diminish my happiness +by unkind thoughts and expressions, which would result in our +estrangement. No father could have devoted himself more assiduously +to a child than I have done to you, and in my old age, if this +marriage brings me so much delight and comfort, have I not earned the +right to consider my own happiness? It is quite natural that you +should be surprised, and to some extent chagrined at my determination +to settle a portion of my property upon a new claimant for my love +and protection; but I hope, for the sake of all concerned, you will +at least indulge in no harsh or disrespectful remarks. I have been +requested to invite you to accompany me to the Theatre to-night to +witness Madame Orme's farewell to the stage, in a drama of her own +composition. After this evening she appears no more in public, and at +the close of the play she desires that we shall meet her at her +hotel. I trust you will courteously fulfil the engagement I have made +for you, as I assured her she might expect us both." + +He lighted a fresh cigar, and drew on his gloves. + +Cuthbert hastily snatched a glass of water from the stand near him, +and laying his hand on the bolt of the door leading to his sleeping +room, looked over his shoulder at his father. + +The face of the son was whitened and sharpened by acute suffering, +and his blue eyes flushed with a peculiarly cold sarcastic light as +he exclaimed bitterly: + +"That General Laurance should so far forget the aristocratic +associations and memories of the past, as to wrap his ambitious name +around the person and character of a pretty _coulisse_ queen, +certainly surprises his son, in whom he would never have forgiven +such a _mesalliance_; but _chacun a son gout!_ Permit me, sir, to +hope that my father may display the same infallible judgment in +selecting a bride for himself that he so successfully manifested in +the choice of one for his son; and the sincere wish of my heart is, +that your wedded life may prove quite as rose-coloured and blissful +as mine." + +He bowed low, and disappeared; and after a few turns up and down the +room, during which he smoothed his ruffled brow, rejoicing that the +announcement had been made, General Laurance went down to his +carriage, and was driven to the hotel, where he hoped to find Mrs. +Orme. + +For several days after the narration of her history to Regina, the +mother had seen comparatively little of her child, her time being +engrossed by numerous rehearsals and the supervision of some scene +painting, which she considered essential to the success of the play. + +Only on the morning of the day appointed for its presentation, did +Regina learn that in "Infelice" her mother had merely written and +dramatically arranged an accurate history of her own eventful life. +By this startling method she had long designed to acquaint General +Laurance and his son with her real name, and the play had been very +carefully cast and prepared; but Regina heard with deep pain and +humiliation of the vindictive nature of the surprise arranged, and +eloquently plead that the sacred past should not be profaned by +casting it before the public for criticism. + +Mr. Chesley earnestly seconded her entreaties that even now a change +of programme might be effected, but Mrs. Orme sternly adhered to her +purpose, declared it was too late for alteration, and that she would +not consent to forfeit the delight of the vengeance, which alone +sweetened the future, neither would she permit her daughter to absent +herself. A box had been secured where, screened from observation, +Regina and Mr. Chesley could not only witness the play, but watch the +two men whose box was opposite. + +When General Laurance called and sent up a basket of choice and +costly flowers, begging for a moment's interview, Mrs. Orme sent down +in reply a tiny perfumed note, stating that she was then hurrying to +the last rehearsal, which it was absolutely necessary she should +attend; and requesting that after the close of the play General +Laurance and his son would do her the honour to take supper at her +hotel, where she would give him a final and very definite answer with +regard to their nuptials. While he read the _billet_ and was +pencilling a second appeal for the privilege of escorting her to the +rehearsal, she ran lightly downstairs, sprang into a carriage, and +eluded him. + +Left in possession of all the records relative to her mother's +history, and furnished for the first time with a printed copy of +"Infelice," Regina spent a melancholy day in her own room. Among the +papers she found her father's letter, promising to claim his wife as +soon as he attained his majority; and as she noted the elegant +chirography and glanced from the letter to the ambrotype which +represented Cuthbert as he looked at the period of his marriage, a +strangely tender new feeling welled up in her heart, dimming her eyes +with unshed tears. + +It was her father's face upon which she looked, and something in +those proud high-bred features plead for him to the soul of his +child. True he had disowned them, but could that face deliberately +hide premeditated treachery? Might there not be some defence, some +extenuating circumstance, that would lessen his crime? + +Suddenly she sprang up and began to array herself in a walking suit. +She would go and see her father, learn what had induced his cruel +course, and perhaps some mistake might be discovered and corrected. +She knew that this step would subject her to her mother's +displeasure, but just then the girl's heart was hardened against +her, in consequence of her persistency in dramatizing a record which +the daughter deemed too mournfully solemn and sacred for the +desecration of the boards and footlights. + +Grieved and mortified by this resolution, over which her passionate +invective and persuasion exerted not the slightest influence, she +availed herself of the absence of her mother and Mrs. Waul to leave +the hotel and get into a carriage. + +The Directory supplied her with the address she sought, and ere many +moments she found herself in front of the stately, palatial pile, in +which Cuthbert Laurance had long dwelt Desiring to see Mr. Laurance +on business, she was shown into the elegant salon, and when the +servant returned to say that he had left the house but a few minutes +before she entered, she still lingered. + +"Can I see Mrs. Laurance?" + +"Madame is at Nice. Only Mademoiselle Maud is at home." + +At that instant a side door opened, and a stout, middle-aged woman +pushed before her into the room a low chair placed on wheels, in +which sat Maud. At sight of the stranger, Victorine turned to retreat +with her charge, but Regina made a quick gesture to detain her, and +went to the spot where the chair rested. + +Maud sat with her lap full of violets and mignonette, which she was +trying to weave into a bouquet, but arrested in her occupation, her +weird black eyes looked wonderingly on the visitor. How vividly they +contrasted, the slender, symmetrical figure of Regina, her perfect +face and graceful bearing, with the swarthy, sallow, dwarfed, and +helpless Maud! As the former looked at the melancholy features, +prematurely aged by suffering, a well of pity gushed in her heart, +and she bent down and took one of the thin hands from which the +flowers were slipping unnoticed. + +"Is this little Maud?" + +"My name is Maud Ames Laurance. What is your name? Why, you are just +like papa! Do you know my papa?" + +"No, dear; but I shall some day. I should very much like to know +you." + +"You look so much like papa. You may kiss me if you like." + +She turned her sallow cheek for the salute, and Victorine said: + +"Is mademoiselle a relative? You are quite the image of Mr. +Laurance." + +"Do you think so? Where can I find General Laurance? Does he reside +here?" + +"Oh no! He never has lived with us. Grandpapa was here this morning, +but we were out in the park. Will you have some flowers? Your eyes +just match my violets! So like papa's." + +Regina gazed sorrowfully at the afflicted figure, and holding those +thin, hot fingers in hers, she silently determined that if possible +the impending blow should be warded off from this pitiable little +sufferer. + +"Did you come to see me?" queried Maud. + +"No, I called to see your papa--on some business, and I am sorry he +is absent. Before long I shall come and see you, and we will make +bouquets and have a pleasant time. Good-bye, Maud." + +Remembering that she was her half-sister, Regina lightly kissed the +hollow cheek of the invalid. + +"Good-bye. I shall ask papa where you got his eyes; for they are my +papa's lovely eyes." + +"Has mademoiselle left her card with Jean?" asked Victorine, whose +curiosity was thoroughly aroused. + +"I have not one with me." + +"Then be pleased to give me your name." + +"No matter now. I will come again, and then you and Maud shall learn +my name." + +She hastened out of the room, and when she reached her mother's +lodgings, met her uncle pacing the floor of the reception-room. + +"Regina, where have you been? You are top total a stranger here to +venture out alone, and I beg that you will not repeat the imprudence. +I have been really uneasy about your mysterious absence." + +"Uncle Orme, I wanted to see my father, and I went to his home." + +She threw her hat upon the sofa, and sighed heavily. + +"My dear child, Minnie will never forgive your premature disclosure!" + +"I made none, because he was not at home. Oh, uncle, I saw something +that made my heart turn sick with pity. I saw that poor little +deformed girl, Maud Laurance, and it seems to me her haggard face, +her utter wretchedness and helplessness would melt a heart of steel! +I longed to take the poor forlorn creature in my arms, and cry over +her; and I tell you, Uncle Orme, I will not be a party to her ruin +and disgrace! I will not, I will not! I am strong and healthy, and +God has given me many talents, and raised up dear friends, you uncle, +the dearest of all, after mother; but what has that unfortunate +cripple? Nothing but her father (for she has been deserted by her +mother), and only her father's name. Do you think I could see her +beggared, reduced to poverty that really pinched, in order that I +might usurp her place as the Laurance heiress? Never." + +"My dear girl, the usurpation is on their part, not yours. The name +and inheritance is lawfully yours, and the attainment of these rights +for you has sustained poor Minnie through her sad, arduous career." + +"Abstract right is not the only thing to be considered at such a +juncture as this. Suppose I could change places with that poor little +deformed creature, would you not think it cruel, nay wicked, to turn +me all helpless and forlorn out of a comfortable home, into the cold +world of want, a nameless waif. Uncle, I know what it is to be +fatherless and nameless! All of that bitterness and humiliation has +been mine for years, but now that my heart is at rest concerning my +parentage, now that _I_ know there is no blemish on mother's past +record, I care little for what the world may think, and much, much +more, what that poor girl would suffer. To-day, when I looked at her +useless feet and shrunken hands and deep hollow eyes, I seemed to +hear a voice from far Judean hills: '_Bear ye one another's +burdens_;' and, Uncle Orme, I am willing to bear Maud's burden to the +end of my life. My shoulders have become accustomed to the load they +have carried for over seventeen years, and I will not shift it to +poor Maud's. I am strong, she is pitiably feeble. I have never known +the blessing of a father's love, have learned to do without it; she +has no other comfort, no other balm, and I will not rob her of the +little God has left her. I understand how mother feels, I cannot +blame her; and while I know that her care and anxiety in this matter +are chiefly on my account, I could never respect, never forgive +myself, if to promote my own importance or interest I selfishly +consented to beggar poor Maud. She cannot live long; death has set a +shadowy mark already upon her weird eyes, and until they close in the +peace of the grave let us leave her the name she seems so proud of. +She pronounced it Maud Ames Laurance, as though it were a royal +title. Let her bear it. I can wait." + +As Mr. Chesley watched the pale gem-like face, with its soft holy +eyes full of a resolution which he knew all the world could not +shake, a sudden mist blurred her image, and taking her hand, he +kissed her forehead. + +"My noble child, if the golden rule you seek to practise were in +universal acceptation and actualization, injustice, fraud, and crime +would overturn the bulwarks of morality and decency. When men violate +the laws of God and man as Cuthbert Laurance certainly has done, even +religion as well as justice requires that his crime should be +punished; although in nearly all such instances the innocent suffer +for the sins of the guilty. Your mother owes it to you, to me, to +herself, to society, to demand recognition of her legal rights; and +though I do not approve all that she proposes (at least, the manner +of its accomplishment), I cannot censure her; and you, dear child, +for whose sake she has borne so much, should pause before you judge +her harshly." + +"God forbid that I should! But oh, uncle! it seems to me something +dreadful, sacrilegious, to act over before a multitude of strangers +those mournful miserable events that ought to be kept sacred. The +thought of being present is very painful to me." + +"None but General Laurance and his son will dream that it is more +than a mere romance. None but they can possibly recognize the scenes, +and the audience cannot suspect that Minnie is acting her own +history. When a suit is instituted, it will probably result in a +recognition of the marriage, and thereupon a large alimony will be +granted to your mother, who will at once apply for a divorce. In the +present condition of their financial affairs this cannot fail to +beggar the Laurances, for I had a cable despatch this morning from +Mr. Palma, intimating that the stock panic had grievously crippled +several of General Laurance's best investments. This news will be +delightful to Minnie, but I see it distresses you. Now, Regina, +regnant, listen to me. Have no controversy with your mother; she is +just now in no mood to bear it, and I want no distrust to grow up +between you. Whether you wish it or not, she will establish her +claim, and she is right in doing so. Now I wish to make a contract +with you. Keep quiet, and if we find that the Laurances will really +be reduced to want, I will supply you with the funds necessary to +provide a comfortable home for them, and you shall give it to your +father and little Maud. Minnie must not know of the matter, she would +never forgive us, and neither can I consent that your father should +consider me as his friend. But all that I have, my sweet girl, is +yours, and Laurance may feel indebted to his own repudiated child for +the gift. It is a bargain?" + +"Oh, Uncle Orme! how good and generous you are! No wonder my heart +warmed to you the first time I ever saw you! How I love and thank +you, my own noble uncle! You have no idea how earnestly I long for +the time when you and mother and I can settle down together in a +quiet home somewhere, shut out from the world that has used us all so +hardly, and safe in our love, and confidence for and in each other." + +She had thrown her arms around his neck, and pressing her head +against his shoulder, looked at him with eyes full of hope and +happiness. + +"I am afraid, my dear girl, that as soon as our imaginary Eden is +arranged satisfactorily, the dove that gives it peace and purity will +be enticed away, caged in a more brilliant mansion. You will love +Minnie and me very much I daresay until some lover steals between us +and lures you away." + +She hid her countenance against his shoulder, and her words impressed +him as singularly solemn and mournful. + +"I shall have no lover. I shall make it the aim and study of all my +future life to love only God, mother, and you. My hope of happiness +centres in the one word Home! We all three have felt the bitter want +of one, and I desire to make ours that serene, holy ideal Home of +which I have so long dreamed: 'We will bear our Penates with us; +their atrium, the heart. Our household gods are the memories of our +childhood, the recollections of the hearth round which we gathered; +of the fostering hands which caressed us, of the scene of all the +joys, anxieties, and hopes, the ineffable yearnings of love, which +made us first acquainted with the mystery and the sanctity of home.' +Such a home, dear uncle, let us fashion, somewhere in sight of the +blue Pacific; and into its sacred rest no lover shall come." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + + +Mrs. Orme had carefully instructed Mrs. Waul concerning the details +of her daughter's _toilette_, and selected certain articles which she +desired her to wear; but Regina saw her mother no more that day, and +late in the afternoon, when she knocked at the door, soliciting +admission, for a moment only, the mother answered from within: + +"No; my child would only unnerve me now, and there is too much at +stake. Uncle Orme understands all that I wish done to-night." + +Regina heard the quick restless tread across the floor, betraying the +extreme agitation that prevailed in her mind and heart; and +sorrowfully the girl went back to her uncle, in whose society she +daily found increasing balm and comfort. + +The theatre was crowded when Mr. Chesley and Regina entered their +box; and though the latter had several times attended the opera in +New York, the elegance and brilliance of the surrounding scene +surpassed all that she had hitherto witnessed. Mrs. Orme had created +a profound impression by her earlier _roles_ at this theatre, and the +sudden termination of her engagement by the illness that succeeded +her extraordinarily pathetic and touching "Katherine," had aroused +much sympathy, stimulated curiosity and interest; consequently her +reappearance in a new play, of whose plot no hint had yet been made +public, sufficed to fill the house at an early hour. + +Soon after their entrance, Mr. Chesley laid his hand on his +companion's and whispered: + +"Will you promise to be very calm and self-controlled, if I show you +your father?" + +He felt her hand grow cold, and in reply she merely pressed his +fingers. + +"When I hold the curtain slightly aside, look into the second box +immediately opposite, where two gentlemen are sitting. They are your +father and grandfather." + +She leaned and looked, and how eagerly, how yearningly her eyes dwelt +upon the handsome face which still closely resembled the Cuthbert of +college days, and the ambrotype she had studied so carefully since +her arrival in Paris. + +As she watched her breathing became rapid, laboured, her eyes filled, +her face quivered uncontrollably, and she half rose from her seat, +but Mr. Chesley held her back, and dropped the curtain. + +"Oh, uncle! How handsome, how refined, how noble-looking! Poor +darling mother! how could she help giving him her heart? In all my +dreams and fancies, I never even hoped to find him such a man! My +father, my father!" + +She trembled so violently that Mr. Chesley said hastily: + +"Compose yourself, or I shall be forced to take you home, and your +mother will be displeased; for she particularly desired that I would +watch the effect of the play on those two men opposite." + +She leaned back, shut her eyes, and bravely endeavoured to conquer +her agitation, and luckily at this moment the stage-curtain rose. + +By the aid of photographs procured in America, and by dint of +personal supervision and suggestions, Mrs. Orme had successfully +arranged the exact reproduction of certain localities: the +college--the campus--the humble cottage of old Mrs. Chesley with its +peculiar porch, whose column caps were carved to represent dogs' +heads--the interior of a hospital, of an orphan asylum, and of the +library at the parsonage. + +Leaning far back in his chair, a prey to gloomy and indescribably +bitter reflections, as he accustomed himself to the contemplation of +the fact that the beautiful woman in whom his own fickle wayward +heart had become earnestly interested, would sell herself to the +grey-bearded man beside him, Cuthbert gnawed his silky moustache; +while his father watched with feverish impatience for the opening of +the play, and the sight of his enchantress. + +The curtain rose upon a group sitting on the sward before the cottage +door. Minnie Merle in the costume of a very young girl, with her +golden hair all hidden under a thick wig of dark curling locks, that +straggled in childish disorder around her neck and shoulders, while +her sun-bonnet, the veritable green and white gingham of other days, +lay at her feet. Beside her a tall youth, who represented Peleg +Peterson, in the garb of a carpenter, with a tool-box on the ground, +and in his hands a wooden doll, which he was carving for the child. + +In the door of the cottage sat the grandmother knitting and nodding, +with white hair shining under her snowy cap-border; and while the +carpenter carved and whistled an old-fashioned ditty, "Meet me by +moonlight alone," the girl in a quavering voice attempted to +accompany him. + +Minnie sat with her countenance turned fully to the audience, and +when Cuthbert Laurance's eyes fell on the cottage front, and upon +the face under that cloud of dark elfish locks, he caught his breath, +and his eyes seemed almost starting from their sockets. His hand fell +heavily on his father's knee, and he groaned audibly. + +General Laurance turned and whispered: + +"For God's sake, what is the matter? Are you ill?" + +There was no answer from the son, who tightened his clutch upon the +old man's knee, and watched breathlessly what was passing on the +stage. + +The scene was shifted, and now the whole facade of the college rose +before him, with a pretty picture in the foreground; a tall handsome +student, leaning against the trunk of an ancient elm, and talking to +the girl who sat on the turf, with a basket of freshly-ironed shirts +resting on the grass beside her. The identical straw hat, which +Cuthbert had left behind him when summoned home, was upon the +student's head, and as the timid shrinking girl glanced up shyly at +her companion, Cuthbert Laurance almost hissed in his father's ear: +"Great God! It is Minnie herself!" + +General Laurance loosened the curtain next the audience, and as the +folds swept down, concealing somewhat the figure of his son, he +whispered: + +"What do you mean? Are you drunk, or mad?" + +Cuthbert grasped his father's hand, and murmured: + +"Don't you know the college? That is Minnie yonder!" + +"Minnie? My son, what ails you? Go home, you are ill." + +"I tell you, that is Minnie Merle, so surely as there is a God above +us. Mrs. Orme--is Minnie--my Minnie! My wife! She has dramatized her +own life!" + +"Impossible, Cuthbert! You are delirious--insane. You are----" + +"That woman yonder is my wife! Now I understand why such strange +sweet memories thrilled me when I saw her first in 'Amy Robsart.' The +golden hair disguised her. Oh, father!" + +The blank dismay in General Laurance's countenance was succeeded by +an expression of dread, and as he looked from his son's blanched +convulsed face to that of the actress under the arching elms of the +campus, the horrible truth flashed upon him like a lurid glimpse of +Hades. He struck his hand against his forehead, and his grizzled head +sank on his bosom. All that had formerly perplexed him was hideously +apparent, startlingly clear; and he saw the abyss to which she had +lured him, and understood the motives that had prompted her. + +After some moments he pushed his seat back beyond the range of +observation from the audience, and beckoned his son to follow his +example, but Cuthbert stood leaning upon the back of his chair, with +eyes riveted on the play. + +The courtship, the clandestine meetings, the interview in which Peleg +intruded upon the lovers, the revelation to the grandmother, were +accurately delineated, and in each scene the girl grew taller, by +some arrangement of the skirts, which were at first very short, while +she appeared in a sitting posture. + +When the secret marriage was decided upon, and the party left the +cottage by night, Cuthbert turned, rested one hand on his father's +shoulder, and as the scene changed to the quiet parsonage, he pressed +heavily, and muttered: + +"Even the very dress that she wore that day! And--there is the black +agate! On her hand--where I put it! Don't you know it? How she turns +it!" + +In the tableau of the marriage ceremony she had taken her position +with reference to the locality of the box, and as near it as +possible, and in the glare of the footlights the ring was clearly +revealed. + +Lifting his lorgnette, General Laurance inspected the white hand he +had once kissed so rapturously, and by the aid of the lenses he +recognized the costly ring, the valued heirloom, for the recovery of +which he had offered five hundred dollars. Had he still cherished a +shadowy hope that Cuthbert was suffering from some fearful delusion, +the sight of that singular and fatal ring utterly overthrew the last +lingering vestige of doubt. Stunned, miserable, dimly foreboding some +overwhelming _denouement_, he sat in stony stillness, knowing that +this was but the prelude to some dire catastrophe. + +When the telegram, arrived and the young husband took his bride in +his arms, the girlish face was lifted, and the passionate gleam of +the dilating brown eyes sent a strange thrill to the hearts of both +father and son. Vowing to return very soon and claim her, the husband +tore himself away, and as he vanished through a side door near the +box, Minnie followed, stretched out her arms, and looking up full at +its two tenants she breathed her wild passionate prayer which rang +with indescribable pathos through that vast building: + +"My husband! My husband--do not forsake me!" + +Cuthbert put his hand over his eyes, and but for the voices on the +stage his shuddering groan would have been heard outside the box. In +the scene where Peleg's advances were indignantly repulsed, and his +threats to unleash the bloodhounds of slander, hunting her to infamy, +were fully developed, Cuthbert seemed to rouse himself from his +stupor and a different expression crossed his features. + +Skilfully the part played by General Laurance in bribing Peleg, and +returning the letters of the wretched wife, the disgraceful threats, +the offers to buy up and cancel her conjugal claims, were all +presented. + +When the grandmother departed, and the child-wife secretly made her +way to New York, seeking service that would secure her bread, and +still hopeful of her husband's return, Cuthbert grasped his father's +arm and hissed in his ear: + +"You deceived me! You told me she went with that villain to +California to hide her disgrace!" + +Cowed and powerless, the old man sat, recognizing the faithful +portraiture of his own dark schemes in those early days of the +trouble, and growing numb with a vague prophetic dread that the +foundations of the world were crumbling away. + +His son suddenly drew his chair a little forward and sat down, his +elbow on his knee, his head on his hand; his gaze fixed on the woman +who had contrived to reproduce even the fall that caused her removal +to the hospital. + +The ensuing scene represented the young mother, sitting on a cot in +the hospital, with a babe lying across her knees, and the storm of +horror, hate, and defiance with which she spurned Peleg from her, +calling on heaven to defend her and her baby, and denouncing the +treachery of General Laurance who had bribed Peterson to insult and +defame her. + +As he was dragged from the apartment, vowing that neither she nor her +child should be permitted to enjoy the name to which they were +entitled, the feeble woman, shorn of her brown locks, and wearing a +close cap, lifted her infant, and with streaming eyes implored heaven +to defend it and its hapless mother from cruel persecution. + +In the wonderful power with which she proclaimed her deathless +loyalty to the husband of her love, and her conviction that God would +interpose to shield his helpless child, the audience recognized the +fervour and pathos of the rendition, and the applause that greeted +her, as she bowed sobbing over her baby, told how the hearts of her +hearers thrilled. + +The curtain fell, and Cuthbert's eyes, gleaming like steel, turned to +his father's countenance. + +"Is that true? Dare you deny it?" + +The old man only stared blankly at the carpet on the floor, and his +son's fingers closed like a vice around his arm. + +"You have practised an infernal imposture upon me! You told me she +followed him, and that the child was his." + +"He said so." + +General Laurance's voice was husky, and a grey hue had settled upon +his features. + +"You paid him to proclaim the base falsehood! You whom I trusted so +fully. Father, where is my child?" + +No answer; and the curtain rose on the fair young mother, came +forward with her own golden hair in full splendour. + +Involuntarily the audience testified their recognition of the +beautiful actress who now appeared for the first time, looking as +when she made her _debut_ long ago in Paris. She was at the asylum, +with a young child clinging to her finger, tottering at her side, and +as she guided its steps, and hushed it in her arms, many mothers +among the spectators felt the tears rush to their eyes. + +Walking with the infant cradled on her bosom, she passed twice across +the stage, then paused beneath the box, and murmured: + +"Papa's baby--Papa's own precious baby!" and her splendid eyes humid +with tears looked full, straight into those of her husband. + +It was the first time they had met during the evening, and something +she saw in that quivering face made her heart ache with the old +numbing agony. Cuthbert could scarcely restrain himself from leaping +down upon the stage and clasping her in his arms; but she moved away, +and the sorely smitten husband bowed his face in his hand, luckily +shielded from public view by the position in which he sat. + +The dinner scene ensued, and the abrupt announcement of the second +marriage. The anguish and despair of the repudiated wife were +portrayed with a vividness, a marvellous eloquence and passionate +fervour that surpassed all former exhibitions of her genius, and the +people rose, and applauded, as audiences sometimes do, when the +magnetic wave rolls from the heart and brain on the stage to those of +the men and women who watch and listen completely _en rapport_. + +The life of the actress began, the struggle to provide for her child, +the constant care to elude discovery, the application for legal +advice, the statement of her helplessness, the attempt to secure the +license; all were represented, and at last the meeting with her +husband in the theatre. + +Gradually the pathos melted away, she was the stern relentless +outraged wife, intent only upon revenge. She spared not even the +interview in which the faithless husband sought her presence; and as +Cuthbert watched her, repeating the sentences that had so galled his +pride, he asked himself how he had failed to recognize his own wife? + +In the meeting with the child of the second marriage, her wild +exultation, her impassioned invocation of Nemesis, was one of the +most effective passages in the drama; and it caused a shiver to creep +like a serpent over the body of the father, who pitied so tenderly +the afflicted Maud. + +As the scheme of saying her own daughter, by sacrificing herself in a +nominal marriage with the man whom she hated and loathed so +intensely, developed itself, a perceptible chill fell upon the +audience; the unnaturalness of the crime asserted itself. + +While she rendered almost literally the interviews at Pozzuoli and at +Naples, Cuthbert glanced at his father, and saw a purplish flush +steal from neck to forehead, but the old man's eyes never quitted the +floor. He seemed incapable of moving, Gorgonized by the beautiful +Medusa whose invectives against him were scathing, terrible. + +As the play approached its close and the preparation for the +marriage, even the details of the settlement were narrated, suspense +reached its acme. Then came the letters of reprieve, the deliverance +from the bondage of Peterson's vindictive malice, the power of +establishing her claim; and when she wept her thanksgiving for +salvation, many wept in sympathy; while Regina, borne away in +breathless admiration of her mother's wonderful genius, sobbed +unrestrainedly. + +When the letters of Peterson and of the lawyer were read, mapping the +line of prosecution for the recovery of the wife's rights, the father +slowly raised his eyes, and, looking drearily at his son, muttered: + +"It is all over with us, Cuthbert. She has won; we are ruined. Let us +go home." + +He attempted to rise, but with a glare of mingled wrath and scorn his +son held him back. + +The last scene was reached; the triumphant vindication of wife and +child, the condemnation of the two who had conspired to defraud them, +the foreclosure of the mortgages, the penury of the proud +aristocrats, and the disgrace that overwhelmed them. + +Finally the second wife and afflicted child came to crave leniency, +and the husband and the father pleaded for pardon; but with a +malediction upon the house that caused her wretchedness, the +broken-hearted woman retreated to the palatial home she had at last +secured, and under its upas shadow died in the arms of her daughter. + +Her play contained many passages which afforded her scope for the +manifestation of her extraordinary power, and at its close the people +would not depart until she had appeared in acknowledgment of their +plaudits. + +Brilliantly beautiful she looked, with the glittering light of +triumph in her large mesmeric eyes, a rich glow mantling her cheeks, +and rouging her lips; while in heavy folds the black velvet robe +swept around her queenly figure. How stately, elegant, unapproachable +she seemed to the man who leaned forward, gazing with all his heart +in his eyes upon the wife of his youth, the only woman he had ever +really loved, now his most implacable foe! + +The audience dispersed, and Cuthbert and his father sat like those +old Roman Senators, awaiting the breaking of the wave of savage +vengeance that was rolling in upon them. + +At length General Laurance struggled to his feet, and mechanically +quitted the theatre, followed by his son. Reaching the carriage, they +entered, and Cuthbert ordered the coachman to drive to Mrs. Orme's +hotel. + +"Not now! For God's sake, not to-night," groaned the old man. + +"To-night, before another hour, this awful imposture must be +confessed, and reparation offered. I sinned against Minnie, but not +premeditatedly. You deceived me. You made me believe her the foul, +guilty thing you wished her. You intercepted her letters, you never +let me know that I had a child neglected and forsaken; and, father, +God may forgive you, but I never can. My proud, lovely Minnie! My own +wife!" + +Cuthbert buried his face in his hands, and his strong frame shook as +he pictured what might have been, contrasting it with the hideous +reality of his loveless and miserable marriage with the banker's +daughter, who threatened him with social disgrace. + +During that drive General Laurance felt that he was approaching some +offended and avenging Fury, that he was drifting down to ruin, +powerless to lift his hand and stay even for an instant the fatal +descent; that he was gradually petrifying, and things seemed vague +and intangible. + +When they reached the hotel, they were ushered into the salon already +brilliantly lighted as if in expectation of their arrival. Cuthbert +paced the floor; his father sank into a chair, resting his hands on +the top of his cane. + +After a little while, a silk curtain at the lower end of the room was +lifted, and Mrs. Orme came slowly forward. How her lustrous eyes +gleamed as she stood in the centre of the apartment, scorn, triumph, +hate, all struggling for mastery in her lovely face. + +"Gentlemen, you have read the handwriting on the wall. Do you come +for defiance, or capitulation?" + +General Laurance lifted his head, but instantly dropped it on his +bosom; he seemed to have aged suddenly, prematurely. Cuthbert +advanced, stood close beside the woman whose gaze intensified as he +drew near her, and said brokenly: + +"Minnie, I come merely to exonerate myself before God and man. Heaven +is my witness, that I never knew I had a child in America until +to-night, that until to-night I believed you were in California +living as the wife of that base villain Peterson, who wrote +announcing himself your accepted lover. From the day I kissed you +good-bye at the cottage, I never received a line, a word, a message +from you. When I doubted my father's and Peterson's statements +concerning you, and wrote two letters, one to the President of the +college, one to a resident professor, seeking some information of +your whereabouts, in order at least to visit you once more, when I +became twenty-one, both answered me that you had forfeited your fair +name, had been forsaken by your grandmother, and had gone away from +the village accompanied by Peterson, who was regarded as your +favoured lover. I ceased to doubt, I believed you false. I knew no +better until to-night. Father, my honour demands that the truth be +spoken at last. Will you corroborate my statement?" + +Pale and proud, he stood erect, and she saw that a consciousness of +rectitude at least in purpose, sustained him. + +"Mrs. Orme----" began General Laurance. + +"Away with such shams and masks! Mrs. Orme died on the theatrical +boards to-night, and henceforth the world knows me as Minnie +Laurance! Ah! by the grace of God! Minnie Laurance!" + +She laughed derisively, and held up her fair slender hand, exhibiting +the black agate with its grinning skull lighted by the glow of the +large radiant diamonds. + +"Minnie, I never dreamed you were his wife; oh, my God! how horrible +it all is!" + +He seemed bewildered, and his son exclaimed: + +"Who is responsible for the separation from my wife? You, father, or +I?" + +"I did it, my son. I meant it for the best. I naturally believed you +had been entrapped into a shameful alliance, and as any other father +would have done, I was ready to credit the unfavourable estimate +derived from the man Peterson. He told me that Minnie had belonged to +him until she and her grandmother conceived the scheme of inveigling +you into a secret marriage; and afterward he informed me of the birth +of his child. I did not pay him to claim it, but when he pronounced +it his, I gave him money to pay the expenses of the two whom he +claimed to California; and I supposed until to-night that both had +accompanied him. I did not manufacture statements, I only gladly +credited them; and believing all that man told me, I felt justified +in intercepting letters addressed to you by the woman whom he claimed +as mother of his child. Madame, do not blame Cuthbert. I did it all." + +The abject wretchedness of his mien disconcerted her; robbed her of +half her anticipated triumph. How could she exult in trampling upon a +bruised worm which made no attempt to crawl from beneath her heel? He +sat, the image of hopeless dejection, his hands crossed on the gold +head of his cane. + +Mrs. Orme walked to the end of the room, lifted the curtain, and at a +signal Regina joined her. Clasping the girl's fingers firmly she led +her forward, and when to front of the old man, she exclaimed: + +"Rene Laurance, blood triumphs over malice, perjury, and bribery; +whose is this child? Is she Merle, Peterson, or Laurance?" + +Standing before them, in a dress of some soft snowy shining fabric, +neither silk nor crape, with white starry jasmines in her raven hair +and upon her bosom, Regina seemed some angelic visitant sent to still +the strife of human passions, so lovely and pure was her colourless +face; and as General Laurance looked up at her, he rose suddenly. + +"Pauline Laurance, my sister; the exact, the wonderful image! +Laurance, all Laurance, from head to foot." + +He dropped back into the chair, and smiled vacantly. + +Cuthbert sprang forward, his face all aglow, his eyes radiant, and +eloquent. + +"Minnie, is this indeed _our child?_ Your daughter--and mine?" + +He extended his arms, but she waved him back. + +"Do not touch her! How dare you? This is my baby, my darling, my +treasure. This is the helpless little one, whose wails echoed in a +hospital ward; who came into the world cursed with the likeness of +her father. This is the child you disowned, persecuted; this is the +baby God gave to you and to me; but you forfeited your claim long +years ago, and she has no father, only his name henceforth. She is +wholly, entirely her mother's blue-eyed baby. You have your Maud." + +As she spoke a wealth of proud tenderness shone in her eyes, which +rested on the lily face of her child, and at that moment how she +gloried in her perfect loveliness. + +Her husband groaned, and clasped his hand over his face to conceal +the agony that was intolerable, and in an instant, ere the mother +could suspect or frustrate her design, the girl broke from her hand, +sprang forward and threw herself on Cuthbert's bosom, clasping her +arms around his neck, and sobbing: + +"My father! Take me just once to your heart! Call me daughter; let +me once in my life hear the blessed words from my own father's lips!" + +He strained her to his bosom, and kissed the pure face, while tears +trickled over his cheeks and dripped down on hers. Her mother made a +step forward to snatch her back, but at sight of his tears, of the +close embrace in which he held her, the wife turned away, unable to +look upon the spectacle and preserve her composure. + +A heavy fall startled all present, and a glance showed them General +Laurance lying insensible on the carpet. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + + +In the clear, cold analytical light which the "_Juventui Mundi_" +pours upon the nebulous realm of Hellenic lore and Heroic legend, we +learn that Homer knew "no destiny fighting with the gods, or unless +in the shape of death, defying them,"--and that the "Nemesis often +inaccurately rendered as revenge, was after all but self-judgment, or +sense of moral law." Even in the dim Homeric dawn, Conscience found +personification. + +Aroused suddenly to a realization of the wrongs and wretchedness to +which his inordinate pride and ambition had chiefly contributed, the +Nemesis of self-judgment had opened its grim assize in General +Laurance's soul, and he cowered before the phantoms that stood forth +to testify. + +No father of ordinary prudence and affection could have failed to +oppose the reckless folly of his son's ill-starred marriage, or +hesitated to save him, if compatible with God's law and human +statutes, from the misery and humiliation it threatened to entail. +But when he made a football of marriage vows, and became auxiliary +to a second nuptial ceremony, striving by legal quibbles to cancel +what only Death annuls, the hounds of Retribution leaped from their +leash. + +The deepest, strongest love of his life had bloomed in the sunset +light, wearing the mellow glory of the aftermath; and his heart clung +to the beautiful dream of his old age, with a fierce tenacity that +destroyed it, when rudely torn away by the awful revelations of +"Infelice." To lose at once not only his lovely idol, but that +darling fetich--Laurance _prestige_; to behold the total eclipse of +his proud reputation and family name; to witness the ploughshare of +social degradation and financial ruin driven by avenging hands over +all he held dearest, was a doom which the vanquished old man could +not survive. + +Perhaps the vital forces had already begun to yield to the disease +that so suddenly prostrated him at Naples, dashing the cup of joy +from his thirsty lips; and perchance the grim Kata-clothes had handed +the worn tangled threads of existence to their faithful minister +Paralysis, even before the severe shock that numbed him while sitting +in the theatre _loge_. + +When his eyes closed upon the spectacle of his son, folding in his +arms his firstborn, they shut out for ever the things of time and +sense, and consciousness that forsook him then never reoccupied its +throne. He was carried from the brilliant salon of the popular +actress to the home of his son; medical skill exhausted its +ingenuity, and though forty-eight hours elapsed before the weary +heart ceased its slow feeble pulsations, General Laurance's soul +passed to its final assize, without even a shadowy farewell +recognition of the son, for whom he had hoped, suffered, dared so +much. + +"Some men's sins are open beforehand, going before to judgment; and +some men they follow after." + +During the week that succeeded his temporary entombment in the sacred +repose of _Pere La Chaise_, Mrs. Orme completed her brief engagement +at the theatre where she had so dearly earned her freshest laurels; +and though her tragic career closed in undimmed splendour, when she +voluntarily abdicated the throne she had justly won, bidding adieu +for ever to the scene of former triumphs, she heard above the +plaudits of the multitude the stern whisper, "Vengeance is mine, +saith the Lord, I will repay." + +The man whom she most intensely hated, and most ardently longed to +humiliate and abase in public estimation, had escaped the punishment; +housed from reproach by the stony walls of the tomb, mocking her +efforts to requite the suffering he had inflicted; and the keenest +anticipations of her vindictive purpose were foiled, vanquished. + +One morning, ten days after the presentation of "Infelice," Mrs. Orme +sat listening to her daughter, who, observing her restless, +dissatisfied manner, proposed to read aloud. Between the two had +fallen an utter silence with reference to the past, and not an +allusion had been made to Cuthbert Laurance since the night he had +first held his daughter to his heart. Death had dropped like a sacred +seal upon its memorable incidents, which all avoided; but mother and +child seemed hourly to cling more closely to each other. + +To-day sitting on a low ottoman, with her arm thrown across her +mother's knee, while the white hand wearing the black agate wandered +now and then over her drooping head, Regina read the "_Madonna Mia_." + +She had not concluded the perusal, when a card was brought in, and a +glance at her mother's countenance left her no room to doubt the name +it bore. + +"After five minutes, show him in." + +Mrs. Orme closed her eyes, and her lips trembled. + +"My daughter, do you desire to be present at this last earthly +interview?" + +"No, mother. My wrongs I freely forgive, I told him so, but yours I +can never forget; and I would prefer in future not to meet him. God +pity and comfort you both." + +She kissed her mother's cheek, lips, even her hands, and hastily +retreated. As she vanished, Mrs. Orme threw herself on her knees, and +her lips moved rapidly while she wrung her fingers; but the petition +was inaudible, known only to the Searcher of hearts. Was it for +strength to prosecute to the bitter end, or for grace to forgive? + +She placed a strong metal box on the ormolu stand near her chair, and +had just resumed her seat when Mr. Laurance entered, and approached +her. He was in deep mourning, and his intensely pale but composed +face bore the chastening lines of a profound and hopeless sorrow; but +retained the proud unflinching regard peculiar to his family. + +Of the two, he was most calm and self-possessed. Bowing in answer to +the inclination of her head, he drew a chair in front of her, and +when he sat down she saw a package of papers in his hand. + +"I am glad, Mrs. Laurance, that you grant me this opportunity of +saying a few words, which after to-day I shall seek no occasion to +repeat; for with this interview ends all intercourse between us, at +least in this world. These papers I found in poor father's private +desk, and I have read them. They are your notes, and the marriage +contract, which only awaited the signature he intended to affix." + +She held out her hand, and a burning blush dyed her cheek, as she +reflected on the loathsome purpose which had framed that carefully +worded instrument. + +"To-day I leave Paris for America, to front, as best I may, the +changed aspect of life. I have not yet told Abbie of the cloud of +sorrow and humiliation that will soon break over our family circle, +for poor little Maud has been quite ill, and I deferred my bitter +revelation until her mother's mind is composed and clear enough to +grasp the mournful truth. In the suit which I presume you will +commence, as soon as I land in America, you need apprehend no effort +on my part to elude the consequences of my own criminal folly and +rashness. I shall attempt no defence, beyond requiring my counsel to +state that no communication ever reached me from you; that I believed +you the wife of another; and I shall also insist upon the reading of +the two letters in answer to those I wrote, requesting the President +and Professor to ascertain where you were. I was assured that a +marriage contracted during my minority was invalid, and without due +investigation of the statutes of the State in which it was performed +and which had unfortunately undergone a change, I believed it. Your +right as a wife is clear, indisputable, inalienable, and cannot be +withheld; and the divorce you desire will inevitably be granted. I +cannot censure your resolution, it is due to yourself, doubly due to +your child--our child! My child! Oh! that I had known the truth +seventeen years ago! How different your fate and mine!" + +She leaned back, closing her eyes, against the eloquent pleading of +that mesmeric countenance which was slowly robbing her of her stern +purposes; renewing the spell she had never been able to fully resist. + +He saw the spasm of pain that wrinkled her brow, blanched her lips; +and gazing into the lovely face so dear to him, he exclaimed: + +"Minnie! Minnie! Oh, my wife! My own wife!" + +He sank on his knees before her, and his handsome head fell upon the +arm of her chair. She covered her face with her hands, and a +smothered sob broke from her tortured heart. + +"I have sinned, but not intentionally against you. God is my witness +had I known all twenty oceans could not have kept me from my wife and +my baby. When you lived it all over again that night, when I saw you +ill, deserted, in a charity hospital, with the child you say is mine +cradled in your arms, oh! then indeed I suffered what all the pangs +of perdition cannot surpass. When you and I married we were but +children, but I loved you; afterward when I was a man, I madly +renewed those vows to one, whom I was urged, persuaded, to wed. I am +not a villain, and I know my duties to the mother of my afflicted +Maud, to the child of my loveless union, and I intend rigidly to +discharge them. But, Minnie, God knows that you are my true, lawful +wife, and I want here upon my knees, before we part for ever, to tell +you that no other woman ever possessed my heart. I have tried to be a +patient, kind, indulgent husband to Abbie, but when I look at you, +and think of her, remembering that my own rash blindness shut me from +the Eden that now seems so deliciously alluring, when I realize what +might have been for you and me, my punishment indeed appears +unendurable. Ah, no language can describe my feelings, as I looked at +that noble, lovely girl. Oh the fond pride of knowing that she is +mine as well as yours! My wife! my wife, let the holy blue eyes and +pure lips of our baby, our daughter, plead her father's +forgiveness----" + +His voice faltered. There was a deep silence. Although kneeling so +near, he made no attempt to touch her. For fifteen years she had +struggled against all tender memories, and every softening +recollection had been harshly banished. She had trained herself to +despise and hate the man who had so blackened her life at its dewy +threshold; but the mysterious workings of a woman's heart baffle +experience, analysis, and conjecture. + +Listening to the low cadence of the beloved voice that first waked +her from the magic realm of childhood, and unsealed the fountain of +affection, the days of their courtship stole back; the blissful hours +of the brief honeymoon. He was her lover, her noble young husband; +above all, he was the father of her baby; and yielding to the old +irresistible infatuation she suddenly laid her hand upon his head. As +yet she had not uttered a syllable since his entrance, but the +floodgates were lifted, and he heard the despairing cry of her +famished heart: + +"Oh, my husband! My husband, my own husband!" + +He threw his arms around her as she leaned toward him, and drew the +head to his shoulder. So in silence they rested, and he felt that one +arm tightened around him, as he knelt holding her to his heart. + +"Minnie, your true heart forgives your unworthy husband. Tell me so, +and it will enable me to bear all that the future may contain. Say, +Cuthbert, I forgive you." + +She struggled up, gazed into his eyes, and exclaimed: + +"No; I loved you too well, too insanely ever to forgive, had loved +you less, I might have forgiven more. There is no meekness in my +soul, but an intolerable bitterness that mocks and maddens me. I +ought to despise myself, and I certainly shall, for this unpardonable +weakness. But very precious memories unnerved me just then, and I +clung, not to you, not to Abbie Ames' husband, but to the phantom of +the Cuthbert whom long ago I loved so well, to the vision of the +young bridegroom I worshipped so blindly. Let me go. Our interview is +ended." + +She withdrew from his arms, and rose. + +"Before I go, let me see our child once more. Let me tell her that +her father is inexpressibly proud of the daughter who will honour his +unworthy name again." + +"She declines meeting you again." + +"Minnie, don't teach her to hate me." + +"I gave her the opportunity, and she made her own choice, saying she +freely forgave the wrongs committed against her, but her mother's she +could never forget. If I had asked of Heaven the keenest punishment +within the range of vengeance, it seems to me none could exceed the +wretchedness of the man who, owning my darling for his child, is yet +debarred from her love, her reverence, her confidence, and the +precious charm of her continual presence. My sweet, tender, perfect +daughter! The one true heart in all the wide world that loves and +clings to me. You forsook and disowned me, repudiated your vows, +offered them elsewhere, making unto yourself strange new gods; +profaning the altar, where other images should have stood. The +banker's daughter, and the Laurance heiress she bore you, are +entitled to what remains of your fickle selfish heart, and I trust +that the two who supplanted my baby and me will suffice for your +happiness in the future as in the past. Into my own and my darling's +life you can enter no more. 'Whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he +reap. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?' You deem +me relentless and vindictive? Think of all the grey, sunless, woeful +existence I showed you behind the footlights not many nights since, +and censure me if you can. There is no pious resignation in my proud +soul for indeed 'there are chastisements that do not chasten; there +are trials that do not purify, and sorrows that do not elevate; there +are pains and privations that harden the tender heart, without +softening the stubborn will.' Of such are the sombre wrap and woof of +my ill-starred life. When you reach New York Mr. Erle Palma, who is +my counsel, will acquaint you with the course he deems it best to +pursue." + +She looked calm and stately as the Ludovisian Juno, and quite as +lovely, in her pale pride. + +"Minnie, do not part from me in anger. Oh, my wife, let me fold you +in my arms once more! And once, just once, I pray you, let me kiss +you! Are you not my own?" + +She recoiled a step, her brown eyes lightened, and her words fell +crisp as icicles: + +"Since I was a bride, three weeks a wife, since you pressed them +last, no man's lips have touched mine. I hold them too sacred to that +dear buried past to be submitted to a pressure less holy--to be +profaned by those of another woman's husband. Only my daughter kisses +my lips. Yours are soiled with perjury, and belong to the wife and +child of your choice. Go, pay your vows, be true at last to +something. Good-bye." + +He came closer, but her pitiless chill face repulsed him. Seizing her +beautiful hand, white and cold as marble, he lifted it, but the flash +of the diamonds smote his heart like a heavy flail. + +"The death's head that you gave me as a bridal token! Is there not a +fatality even in symbols? Upon my wedding ring stands the cinerary +urn that soon sepulchred my peace, my hopes. A mockery so exquisite +could not have been accidental, and faithfully that grinning skeleton +has walked with me. The ghastly coat of arms of Laurance." + +She had thrown off his clasp, raised her hand, and turned the ring +over, till the jewels glowed, then it fell back nerveless at her +side. + +"Minnie." + +His voice was broken, but her lustrous eyes betrayed no hint of pity. + +"My wife has no pardon for her erring husband. I have merited none, +still I hoped for one kind farewell word from lips that are strangely +dear to me. So be it. Tell my daughter, if her unhappy father dared +to pray, he would invoke Heaven's choicest blessings on her young +innocent head. And, Minnie love, let our baby's eyes and lips +successfully plead pardon for her father's unintentional sins against +the wife he never ceased to love." + +He caught the hand once more, kissed the ring he had placed there +eighteen years before, and, feeling his hot trembling lips upon her +icy fingers, she shut her eyes. When she opened them--she was alone. + + "We twain have met like ships upon the sea, + Who hold an hour's converse, so short, so sweet;-- + One little hour! and then, away they speed, + On lonely paths, through mist, and cloud and foam-- + To meet no more!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + + +From the window of one of those beautiful villas that encrust the +shores of Como, nestling like white birds at the base of the laurel +and vine-clad hills that lave their verdant feet in the blue waters, +Regina watched the sunshine falling across the placid bosom of the +lake. Far away, on the sky-line opposite, and towering above the +intervening mountains, glittered the white fire of the snowy Alps, as +if they longed to quench their dazzling lustre in the peaceful blue +sleeping beneath. + +Luxuriant vines clambered along the hillsides, and where the latter +had been cut in terraces, and seemed swinging like the gardens of +Semiramis, orange, lemon, myrtle, and olive trees showed all their +tender green and soft grey tints, and longhaired acacias waved in the +evening air, that was redolent of the faint delicious vesper incense +swung from the pink chalices of climbing roses. + + "No tree cumbered with creepers let the sunshine through, + But it was caught in scarlet cups, and poured + From these on amber tufts of bloom, and dropped + Lower on azure stars." + +Never weary of studying the wonderful beauty of the surrounding +scenery, Regina surrendered herself to an enjoyment that would have +been unalloyed had not a lurking shadow cast its unwelcome chill on +all. Mr. and Mrs. Waul had returned to America, and for a month Mrs. +Laurance, accompanied by Mr. Chesley and Regina, had been quietly +ensconced in this lovely villa, whose terraces and balconies +projected almost into the water, and commanded some of the finest +views of the lake. + +But anxiety had followed, taking up its dreary watch in the midst of +that witchery which might have exorcised the haunting grey ghost of +care; and though shrouded by every imaginable veil and garland of +beauty, its grim presence was as fully felt as that of the +byssus-clad mummy that played its allotted part at ancient Coptic +feasts. + +The steamer in which Mr. Laurance embarked with his family for +America had been lost in mid Atlantic; and only one boat filled with +a portion of the passengers and crew had been rescued by a West +Indian ship bound for Liverpool. Among the published names of the few +survivors that of Laurance did not appear. + +Had old ocean mercifully opened its crystal bosom and gathered to +coral caves and shrouding purple algae the unfortunate man, who had +quaffed all the rosy foam beading the goblet of life, and for whom it +only remained to drain the bitter lees of public humiliation and +social disgrace? + +When Mrs. Laurance received the first intimation that Cuthbert had +probably perished, with his wife and child, she vehemently and +stubbornly refused her credence. It seemed impossible that envious +death could have so utterly snatched from her grasp the triumph upon +which her eager fingers were already closing. + +Causing advertisements to be inserted in various journals, and +offering therein a reward for information of the missing passengers, +she forbade the topic broached in her presence, and quitting Paris +retired for a season to Lake Como, vainly seeking that coveted +tranquillity which everywhere her own harrowing thoughts and +ceaseless forebodings effectually murdered. + +As time wore on she grew gloomy, taciturn, almost morose, and a +restlessness beyond the remedy of medicine robbed her of the power of +sleep. To-day she clung convulsively to her daughter, unwilling that +she should leave her even for an instant; to-morrow she would lock +herself in, and for hours refuse admittance to any human being. The +rich bloom forsook her cheek, deep shadows underlined her large +melancholy eyes, and her dimpled hands became so diaphanous, so +thin, that the black agate ring with difficulty held its place upon +the wasted fingers. + +With patient loving care, Regina anticipated her wishes, indulged +all her varying caprices, devoted herself assiduously to the task of +diverting her mind, and comforting her heart by the tender +ministrations of her own intense filial affection. By day she read, +talked, sang to her. When in the tormenting still hours of night her +mother refused the thorns of a sleepless pillow, the daughter drew +her out upon the terrace against which the wavelets broke in a +silvery monologue, and directed her thoughts to the glowing stars +that clustered in the blue dome above, and shimmered in the azure +beneath; or with an arm around the mother's waist, led her into the +flowery garden, and up the winding walks that climbed the eminence +behind the villa, where oleanders whitened the gloom, and passionate +jasmines broke their rich hearts upon the dewy air; so, pacing to and +fro, until the moon went down behind myrtle groves, and the bald brow +of distant Alps flushed under the first kiss of day. + +For Mrs. Laurance, nepenthe was indeed a fable, and while she +abstained from even an indirect allusion to the subject that absorbed +her, the nameless anxiety that seemed consuming her, Regina and her +uncle watched her with increasing apprehension. + +This afternoon she had complained of headache, and, throwing herself +on a couch in the recess of the window that overlooked the lake, +desired to be left alone, in the hope of falling asleep. + +Stooping to kiss her, Regina said: + +"Mother, let me sit by you, and while I fan you gently read the +'Lotos Eaters.' The drowsy rhythm will lull you into that realm of +rest,-- + + 'In which it seemed always afternoon.' + +May I?" + +"No. To-day your blue eyes would stab my sleep. I will ring when I +want you." + +Dropping the filmy lace curtains, in order to lessen the reflection +from the water, Regina softly stole away, and sat down at the window +of the salon, where satin-leaved arums and dainty pearly orchids +embellished the consoles, and fragrant heliotrope and geraniums were +blooming in pots clustered upon the stone balcony outside. + +Each day the favourite view of the lake and bending shore line, upon +which she gazed from this spot, developed some new beauty, hidden +hitherto under leafy laurel shadows, or behind the snowy soil of some +fishing-boat, rocking idly upon the azure waves. + +Now the burden of her reflections was: + +"If we could only spend our lives in this marble haven, away from the +turmoil and feverish confusion of the outside world--forgetting the +past, contented with the society of each other--and shut in with God +and nature, how peaceful the future would be! nay, how happy all +might yet become!" + +Sympathy with her mother had forced her to put temporarily aside the +contemplation of her own sorrow, but in secret it preyed upon her +heart; and whenever a letter arrived, she dreaded the announcement of +Mr. Palma's marriage. + +His parting allusion to a brief European visit she had by the aid of +her fears interpreted to mean a bridal tour, curtailed by his +business engagements; and though she never mentioned his name when it +could be avoided, she could not hear it casually pronounced by her +uncle or mother, without feeling her heart bound suddenly. + +Once, soon after her arrival in Paris, her mother, in reading a +letter from Mr. Palma, glanced at her, and said: + +"Your guardian desires me to say, that in your undisguised devotion +to Uncle Orme he presumes he is completely forgotten; but consoles +himself with the reflection, that from time immemorial wards have +been like the Carthaginians--proverbially ungrateful." + +Regina made no response, and since then she had received no message. + +While she sat gazing over Como, a mirage rose glistening between her +eyes, and the emerald shore beyond: the dear familiar outlines of +that Fifth Avenue library, the frescoed walls, polished floor, mellow +gas lamps; and above all, the stately form, massive head, high brow, +so like a slab of marble, and blight black eyes of the dear master. + +She was glad when Mr. Chesley came in, with an open book in his hand, +and stood near her. + +"Is your mother asleep?" + +"I hope so. She sent me away that she might get a nap." + +"Just now I stumbled upon a passage which reminded me so vividly of +the imaginary home you last week painted for us, somewhere along the +Pacific shore, that I thought I would show it to you. That home, +where you hope to indulge your bucolic tastes, your childish fondness +for pets--doves, rabbits, pheasants--and similar rustic appendages to +our cottage--in--the--air. Here, read it, aloud if you will." + +She glanced over the lines, smiled, and read: + + "'Mong the green lanes of Kent stood an antique home + Within its orchard, rich with ruddy fruits; + For the full year was laughing in his prime. + Wealth of all flowers grew in that garden green, + And the old porch with its great oaken door + Was smothered in rose-blooms, while o'er the walls + The honeysuckle clung deliciously. + Before the door there lay a plot of grass + Snowed o'er with daisies,--flower by all beloved, + And famousest in song,--and in the midst + A carved fountain stood,... + On which a peacock perched and sunned itself; + Beneath, two petted rabbits, snowy white, + Squatted upon the sward. + A row of poplars darkly rose behind, + Around whose tops, and the old-fashioned vanes, + White pigeons fluttered; and over all was bent + The mighty sky, with sailing, sunny clouds." + +"Thank you, Uncle Orme. The picture is as sweet as its honeysuckle +blooms, and some day we will frame it with California mountains, and +call it Home. I shall only want to add a gently sloping field, +wherein pearly short-horns stand ankle deep in clover, while my dear +old dog Hero basks upon the doorstep; and upon the lawn,-- + + 'An almond tree + Pink with her blossom and alive with bees, + Standing against the azure.'" + +"Yonder come the letters." + +As he spoke, Mr. Chesley left the room, and soon after a servant +entered with a letter addressed to Regina. + +It was from Olga, dated Baden-baden; and the vein of subdued yet +hopeless melancholy that wandered through its contents, now and then +intertwined strangely with a thread of her old grim humour. + +"Do you ever hear from that legal sphinx--Erle Palma? Mamma only now +and then receives epistles fashioned after those once in vogue in +Laconia. (I wonder if even the old toothless gossips in Sparta were +ever laconic?) I am truly sorry for Erle Palma. That beautifully +crystallized quartz heart of his is no doubt being ground between the +upper and nether millstones of his love and his pride; and Hymen +ought to charge him heavy mill-toll. My dear, _have_ you seen Elliott +Roscoe's little tinted-paper poem? Of course his apostrophe to +'violet eyes, overlaced with jet!' will sound quite Tennysonian to a +certain little shy girl, now hiding at Como, and who 'inspired the +strain.' But aside from the pleasant association that links you with +the verses, they are--pardon me, dear--as thin and flavourless +as--well, as the soup dished out at pauper restaurants. You are at +liberty to consider me consumed by envy, green with jealousy, when I +here spitefully record that Elliott's ambitious poem reminds me of M. +de Bonald's biting criticism on Madame de Kruedener: 'I make bold to +declare, with the Bible in my hand, that the poor we shall always +have with us, were it only the poor in intellect.' Coke and Story +will befriend poor Elliott much more effectually than the Muses, who +have most ingloriously snubbed him. Are you really happy, little +snowbird, nestling in the down of mother-love, which--like the +veritable baby you are--you so pined for? + +"Regina, I am going to tell you something. Bar the windows, lock the +doors, shut it up for ever, close in your own heart. A few nights +ago, I went with an English friend to the _Conversationshaus_. When +we had leaned awhile against one of the columns, and watched the +dancers in the magnificent saloon, he proposed to show me the grand +gambling-room. + +"As we walked slowly along, listening to the click of the gold that +pattered down from trembling hands, I saw, sitting at a _Roulette_ +table, deeply immersed in the game (never tell it!) Belmont +Eggleston. Not the same classic, god-like face that I would once have +followed straight to Hades--not the man upon whom I wasted all the +love that God gives a woman to glorify her life and home; but a +flushed, bloated creature, as unlike the Belmont of my hopes and +dreams as 'Hyperion to a Satyr!' I watched him till my very soul +turned sick, and all Pandemonium seemed to have joined in a jeer at +my former infatuation. Next day, I saw him reel from a saloon to the +steps of his wife's carriage. Years ago, when Erle Palma told me that +my darling drank and gambled, I denied it; and in return for the +warning, emptied more wrath upon my informer than all the Apocalyptic +vials held. Ah! for poor Belmont, I fought as fiercely as a tawny +tigress, when her youngest cub is captured by the hunters. Ashes! +Bitter ashes of love and trust! Truly 'there is no pardon for +desecrated ideals.' I have lived to learn that-- + + 'Man trusts in God; + He is eternal. Woman trusts in man, + And he is shifting sand.'" + +"Regina!" + +The girl looked up, and saw her uncle with an open letter in his +hand. + +"What is it? Some bad news!" + +"Dear little girl, you are indeed fatherless now." + +She bent her head upon the ledge of the window, and after a moment +Mr. Chesley sighed, and smoothed her hair. + +"With all his faults, he was still your father; and having had +several interviews with him in Paris, I was convinced he was more +'sinned against than sinning,' though of course he knew that he could +never have legally married again while Minnie lived. God help us to +forgive, even as we need and hope to be forgiven." + +"He knows I forgave him. I told him so the night he held me to his +heart and kissed me; and you never can know how that thought comforts +me now. But mother! Uncle----" + +She sprang up pale and tearful, but he detained her. + +"Mr. Palma writes me that there remains no longer a doubt that +Laurance perished in the wreck. He encloses a detailed account of the +disaster, from an American naval surgeon, who was returning home on +furlough, when the storm overtook them, and who was one of the few +picked up by the West Indian vessel. Mr. Palma wrote to him, relative +to your father, and it appears from his reply--in my hand--that he +knew the Laurances quite well. He says that during the gale, he was +called to prescribe for Maud, who was really ill, and rendered worse +by terror. When it was evident the steamer could not outlive the +storm, he saw Cuthbert Laurance place his wife in one of the boats, +and return to the cabin for his sick child. Hastening back with the +little cripple in his arms, he found the boats were beyond reach, and +too crowded to admit another passenger. He shouted the nearest to +take his child, only his child; but the violence of the gale rendered +it impossible to do more than keep the boat from swamping, and with +many others, he was left upon the doomed vessel. There was no +remaining boat; night came swiftly on, the storm increased, and next +day there was no vestige of boat or ship visible. Mrs. Laurance was +in the second boat, the largest and strongest, but it was overladen, +and about twilight it capsized in the fury of the gale, and _all went +down_. The surgeon who heard the wild screams of the women knows that +the wife perished, and says he cannot indulge the faintest hope that +the father and child escaped. Cuthbert was a remarkably skilful +swimmer; he had once contended for a wager off Brighton, with a party +of naval officers, and Laurance won it; but none could live in the +sea that boiled and bellowed around that sinking ship, and encumbered +as he was with the helpless child, it was impossible that he would +have survived. I would rather not tell Minnie now, but Mr. Palma +writes that the sister and nephew of General Laurance will force a +suit to secure the remnants of the property, and he wishes to +anticipate their action. Come with me, dear. Minnie is not asleep. As +I passed her door, I heard her walk across the floor." + +"Uncle Orme, can't you wait till to-morrow? I do not know how this +news will affect her, and I dread it." + +"My dear child, her suspense is destroying her. After all, delay will +do no good. Poor Minnie! There is her bell. She knows the hour our +mail is due, and she will ask for letters." + +Opening the door, both paused at the threshold, and neither could +ever forget the picture she represented. + +In a snowy _peignoir_, she sat on the side of the couch, with her +long waving hair falling in disorder to the marble floor, and seemed +indeed like Japhet's "Amarant": + + "She in her locks is like the travelling sun, + Setting, all clad in coifing clouds of gold." + +The wan Phidian face was turned toward them, and was breathless in +its anxious eagerly questioning expression. Her brown eyes widened, +searching theirs; and reading all, in her daughter's tearful pitying +gaze, what a wild look crossed her face! + +Regina pushed her uncle back, closed the door and sprang to the +couch, holding out the letters. + +Sitting as still as stone, Mrs. Laurance did not appear to notice +them. + +"Darling mother, God knows what is best for us all." + +Slowly the strained eyes turned to the appealing face of her +kneeling child, and something there broke up the frozen deeps of her +heart. + +"Are you sure? Is there no hope?" + +"No hope; except to meet him in heaven." + +Throwing her hands above her head, the wretched woman wrung them +despairingly, and the pain of all the bitter past wailed in her +passionate cry: + +"Lost for ever! And I would not forgive him! My husband! My own +husband! When he begged for pardon I spurned, and derided, and +taunted him! Oh! I meant sometime to forgive him; after I had +accomplished all I planned. After he was beggared, and humiliated in +the eyes of the world, and that woman occupied the position where +they all sought to keep me, a mother and yet no lawful wife, after I +had enjoyed my triumph a little while, I fully intended to listen to +my heart long enough to tell him that I forgave him because he was +your father! And now, where is my revenge? Where is my triumph? God +has turned His back upon me; has struck from my hands all that I have +toiled for fifteen years to accomplish. They all triumph over me now, +in their quiet graves, resting in peace; and I live, only to regret! +To regret!" + +Her eyes were dry, and shone like jewels, and when her arms fell, her +clenched hands rested unintentionally on her daughter's head. + +"Mother, he knows now that you forgive him. Remember that for him all +grief is ended; and try to be comforted." + +"And for me? What remains for me?" + +Her voice was so deep, so sepulchral, so despairing, that Regina +clung closer to her. + +"Your child, who loves you so devotedly; and the hope of that blessed +rest in heaven, where marriages are unknown, where at last we shall +all dwell together in peace." + +For some time Mrs. Laurance remained motionless; then her lips moved +inaudibly. At length she said: + +"Yes, my child, our child is all that is left. When he asked to kiss +me once more, I denied him so harshly, so bitterly! When he tried to +draw me for the last time to his bosom, I hurled away his arms, would +not let him touch me. Now I shall never see him again. My husband! +The one only love of my miserable and accursed life! Oh, my beloved! +do you know at last, that the Minnie of your youth, the bride of your +boyhood has never, never ceased to love her faithless, erring +husband?" + +Her voice grew tremulous, husky, and suddenly bending back her +daughter's head, she looked long at the grieved countenance. + +"His last words were: 'Minnie love, let our baby's eyes and lips +plead pardon for her father's unintentional sins.' They do; they +always shall. Cuthbert's own wonderful eyes shining in his +daughter's. My husband's own proud beautiful lips that kiss me so +fondly every time I press his child's mouth! At last I can thank God +that our baby is indeed her father's image; and because in death +Cuthbert is my own again, I can cherish the memory, and pray for the +soul of my husband! Kiss me, kiss me--oh, my darling!" + +She kissed the girl's eyes and lips, held her off, gazing into her +face through gathering mist, then drew her again to her bosom, and +the long hoarded bitterness and agony found vent in a storm of sobs +and tears. + + "I must sit joyless in my place; bereft + As trees that suddenly have dropped their leaves, + And dark as nights that have no moon." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + + +"Uncle Orme, are you awake?" + +"My dear girl, what is the matter? Is Minnie ill?" + +"No, sir; but this is mother's birthday, and, if you please, I want +you. There are a few late peaches hanging too high for my arms, and +such grape-clusters! just beyond my finger tips. Will you be so kind +as to gather them for me? I intended to ask you yesterday afternoon, +but mother kept me on the terrace until it was too late. I have not +heard you moving about? Do get up; the morning air is so delicious, +and the lake lies like a huge rose with crimped petals." + +"You are a tormentingly early lark, chanting your hymns to sunrise, +when you should be sound asleep. You waked me in the midst of a +lovelier rose-coloured dream than your tiresome, stupid lake, and I +shall not excuse you for disturbing me. Where is that worthless, +black-eyed chattering monkey Giulio? Am I a boy to climb peach trees +this time of the day, for your amusement? Oh, the irreverence of +American youth!" + +"Giulio has gone on a different errand, and I never should insult +your venerable years by asking you to climb trees, even in honour of +mother's birthday breakfast. You can easily reach all I want, and +then you may come back and finish your dream, and I will keep +breakfast waiting until you declare yourself ready. Here is the +basket, I am going out to the garden." + +Regina ran down into the flower-plot at the rear of the house, and +after a little while she saw her uncle unencumbered by his coat, +bearing the basket on his arm and ascending one of the winding walks +that terraced the hill. + +To her lifelong custom of early rising she still adhered, and in the +dewy hours spent alone in watching the sun rise over Como she +indulged precious recollections that found audience and favour at no +other season. + +It was her habit to place each morning a fresh bouquet upon her +mother's plate, and also to arrange the flower stand, that since +their residence at the villa had never failed to grace the centre of +the breakfast-table. + +It was a parsonage custom, and had always been associated in her mind +with the pastor's solemn benediction at each meal. + +To-day, while filling her basket with blossoms, some stray waft of +perfume, or perhaps the rich scarlet lips of a geranium glowing +against the grey stone of the wall, prattled of Fifth Avenue, and +recalled a gay _boutonniere_ she once saw Mrs. Carew fasten in Mr. +Palma's coat. + +Like a serpent this thought trailed over all, and the beauty of the +morning suddenly vanished. Was that grey-eyed Cleopatra with +burnished hair, low smooth brow, and lips like Lamia's, resting in +her guardian's arms--his wife? + +Three months had elapsed since the day on which Mr. Chesley received +his last letter, containing tidings that bowed and broke the haughty +spirit of Mrs. Laurance; and if Mr. Palma had written again, Regina +had not been informed of the fact. + +Was he married, and in his happiness as a husband had he for a time +forgotten the existence of the friends in Europe? + +A shadowy hopelessness settled in the girl's eyes when she reflected +that this was probably the correct explanation of his long silence, +and a deep yearning to see him once more rose in her sad heart. She +knew that it was better so, with the Atlantic between them; and yet +it seemed hard, bitter, to think of living out the coming years, and +never looking upon him again. + +A heavy sigh crossed her lips that were beginning to wear the patient +lines of resignation, and turning from the red geranium which had +aroused the memory coiled in her heart she stepped upon the terrace, +leaned over the marble balustrade, and looked out. + +The sun was up, and in the verdant setting of its shore the lake +seemed a huge sapphire, girdled with emerald. + +In the distance a fishing boat glided slowly, its taut sails gleaming +as the sunlight smote them, like the snowy pinions of some vast bird +brooding over the quiet water; and high in the air, just beneath a +strip of orange cloud as filmy as lace, a couple of happy pigeons +circled round and round, each time nearing the sun, that was rapidly +paving the lake with quivering gold. + +Solemn and serene the distant Alps lifted their glittering domes, +which cut sharply like crystal against the sky that was as deeply, +darkly blue as lapis-lazuli; and behind the white villas dotting the +shore, vineyards bowed in amber and purple fruitage, plentiful as +Eshcol, luscious as Schiraz. + +The cool air was burdened with mysterious hints of acacias and roses, +which the dew had stolen from drowsy gardens, and over the gently +rippling waters floated the holy sound of the sweet-tongued bell, +from + + ..."Where yonder church + Stands up to heaven, as if to intercede + For sinful hamlets scattered at its feet." + +Into the house Regina passed slowly, a trifle paler from her matin +reverie; and when she entered the pretty breakfast-room, Mr. Chesley +had just deposited his fruity burden upon the floor. + +"Thank you, dear Uncle Orme. Mother will enjoy her peaches when she +knows you gathered them with the dew still upon their down. Go, +finish your dream; Heaven grant it be sweet! No one shall even pass +your door for the next hour, unless shod with velvet, or with +silence. This is the first of mother's birthdays I have had an +opportunity to celebrate, and I wish to surprise her pleasantly. Go +back to sleep." + +She stood on tiptoe and lightly kissed his swarthy cheek. + +"Unfortunately my brain is not sufficiently vassal to my will, to +implicitly obey its mandates; and dropping on my pillow and falling +into slumber are quite different things. Beside (you need not arch +your eyebrows any higher, when I assure you that), despite my +honourable years, my hearing is as painfully acute as that of the +giant fabled to watch 'Bifrost,' and who 'heard the grass growing in +the fields, and the wool on the backs of young lambs.' Last night, +just as I was lapsing into a preliminary doze, two vagrant +nightingales undertook an opera that brought them to the large myrtle +under my window, where I hoped they had reached the _finale_. But one +of them--the female, I warrant you, from the clatter of her small +tongue (if female nightingales can sing)--audaciously perched on the +stone balcony in front of my open window, and such a tirade of +hemi-demi-semi-quavers never before insulted a sleepy man. I clapped +my hands, but they trilled as if all Persia had sent them a +challenge. Now I am going to take a bath, and since you persisted in +making me get up, I intend to punish you with my society, just as +soon as I finish my toilette. If you see a brace of birds smothered +in truffles on the dinner-table, you may suspect the fate of all who +violate my dreams. Even feathered lovers are a pest. My little girl, +before you begin your reign in my California home, I shall remind you +of your promise, that no lover of yours will ever dare to darken my +doors." + +With a smile lingering about her lip, after her uncle's departure, +Regina filled the _epergne_ on the table with a mass of rose-coloured +oleanders--her mother's favourite flowers, and fringed the edge with +geraniums and fuchsias. On her plate she laid a cluster of tuberoses, +grouped and tied in the shape of a heart, with spicy apple geranium +leaves girdling the waxen petals. The breath of the oleanders +perfumed the room, and when quite satisfied with the arrangement of +the flowers, Regina piled the crimson peaches and golden grapes in a +pyramid on the silver stand in the centre. + +Drawing from her pocket a slender roll of sheet music fastened with +rose ribbon, and a tiny envelope addressed to her mother, she placed +them upon Mrs. Laurance's plate, crowning all with the white heart of +tuberoses. + +For some days she had been haunted by a musical idea, which gradually +developed as she improvised into a _Nocturne_, full of plaintive +minor passages; and this first complete musical composition, written +out by her own hand, she had dedicated to her mother. It was called: +"Dreams of my mother." + +Standing beside the table, her hands folded before her, and her head +slightly drooped, she fell into a brief reverie, wondering how she +could endure to live without the society of this beloved mother, +which imparted such a daily charm to her own existence, and as she +reflected on the past an expression of quiet sadness stole over her +countenance, and into-- + + "The eyes of passionless, peaceful blue + Like twilight which faint stars gaze through." + +In the doorway fronting the east, Mr. Palma had stood for some +seconds unobserved, studying the pretty room and its fair young +queen. + +In honour of her mother's birthday, she wore a white India muslin, +with a blue sash girding her slender waist, and only a knot of blue +ribbon at her throat, where the soft lace was gathered. Her silky +hair rolled in a heavy coil low at the back of her head, and was +secured by a gold comb; and close to one small ear she had fastened +a cluster of snowy velvet pansies, which contrasted daintily with the +glossy blackness of her hair. + +To the man who had crossed the ocean solely to feast his hungry eyes +upon that delicate cameo face, it seemed as pure as an angel's. +Although continual heart-ache, and patient uncomplaining need of +something that she knew and felt God had removed for ever beyond her +reach, had worn the cheek to a thinner oval, and left darker shadows +in her calm eyes, Mr. Palma who had so long and carefully +scrutinized her features, acknowledged now, that indeed-- + + "She grew fairer than her peers; + Still her gentle forehead wears + Holy lights of infant years." + +Nearly eight years before, as he watched her asleep in the railway +car, he had wondered whether it were possible that she could carry +her tender loving heart, straightforward white soul, and saintly +young face untarnished and unbruised into the checkered and feverish +realm of womanhood? + +To-day she stood as fair and pure as in her early childhood, a gentle +image of renunciation, "all unspotted from the world," whose +withering breath he had so dreaded for his flower. + +Watching her, a sudden splendour of hope lighted his fine eyes, and a +glow of intense happiness fired his usually pale cheek. + +Slowly she turned away from the table, and against the glory of the +sunlight streaming through the open door, she saw her guardian's tall +figure outlined. + +Was it a mere blessed vision, born of her recent reverie on the +terrace; or had he died, and his spirit, reading the secret of her +soul, had mercifully flown to comfort her by one farewell appearance? + +He opened his arms and his whole face was radiant with passionate and +tender love. She did not move, but her eyes gazed into his, like one +in a happy dream, who fears to awake. + +He came swiftly forward, and holding out his arms, exclaimed in a +voice that trembled with the excess of his joy: + +"My Lily! My darling!" + +But she did not spring to meet him, as he hoped and expected, and +thrilled by the music of his tone she grew paler standing quite +still, with trembling lips and eyes that shone like stars when autumn +mists begin to gather. + +"My Lily, come to me, of your own dear will." + +"Mr. Palma, I am glad, very glad, to see my guardian once more." + +She put out her hand, which shook, despite her efforts to keep it +steady, and her own voice sounded far, far off, like an echo lost +among strange hills. + +He came a step nearer, but did not take her hand, and when he leaned +toward her, she suddenly clasped her hands and rested her chin upon +them, in the old childish fashion he remembered so well. + +"Does my Lily know why I crossed the Atlantic?" + +A spasm of pain quivered over her features, and though he saw how +white her lips turned at that instant, her answer was clear, cold, +and distinct. + +"Yes, sir. You came on your bridal tour. Is not your wife at Como?" + +"I hope so. I believe so; I certainly expected to see her here." + +He was smiling very proudly just then, but beginning to suspect that +he had tortured her cruelly by the tacit imposture to which he had +assented, his eyes dimmed at the thought of her suffering. + +She misinterpreted the smile, and quickly rallied. + +"Mr. Palma, I hope you brought Llora also with you?" + +"No. Why should I? She is much better off at home with her mother." + +"But, sir, I thought--I understood----" + +She caught her breath, and a perplexed expression came into her +wistful deep eyes, as she met those, fixed laughingly upon her. + +"You thought, you understood what? That after living single all these +years, I am at last foolish enough to want a wife? One to kiss, to +hold in my arms, to love even better than I love myself? Well, what +then? I do not deny it." + +"And I hope, Mr. Palma, that she will make you very happy." + +She spoke with the startling energy of desperation. + +"Thank you, so do I. I believe, I know she will; I swear she shall! +Can you tell me my darling's name?" + +"Yes, sir, it is no secret. All the world knows it is Mrs. Carew." + +She was leaning heavily upon her womanly pride; how long would it +sustain her? Would it snap presently, and let her down for ever into +the dust of humiliation? + +Mr. Palma laughed, and putting his hand under her chin, lifted the +face. + +"All the world is very wise, and my ward quite readily accepted its +teachings. None but Olga suspected the truth. I would not marry +Brunella Carew, if she were the last woman left living on the wide +earth. I do not want a fashion-moth. I would not have the residue of +what once belonged to another. I want a tender, pure, sweet, fresh +white flower that I know, and have long watched expanding from its +pretty bud. I want my darling, whom no other man has kissed, who +never loved any one but me; who will come like the lily she is, and +shelter herself in my strong arms, and bloom out all her fragrant +loveliness in my heart only. Will she come?" + +Once more he opened his arms, and in his brilliant eyes she read his +meaning. + +The revelation burst upon her like the unexpected blinding glow of +sunshine smiting one who approaches the mouth of a cavern, in whose +chill gloom, after weary groping, all hope had died. She felt giddy, +faint, and the world seemed dissolving in a rosy mist. + +"My Lily, my proud little flower! You will not come? Then Erle Palma +must take his own, and hold it, and wear it for ever!" + +He folded his arms around her, strained her to his bosom, and laid +his warm trembling lips on hers. What a long passionate kiss, as +though the hunger of a lifetime could never be satisfied. + +After his stern self-control and patient waiting, the proud man who +had never loved any one but the fair young girl in his arms, +abandoned himself to the ecstasy of possession. He kissed the +eyebrows that were so lovely in his sight, the waving hair on her +white temples, and again and again the soft sweet trembling lips that +glowed under his pressure. + +"My precious violet eyes, so tender and holy. My silver Lily, mine +for ever. Erle Palma's first and last and only love!" + +When, with his cheek resting on hers, he told her why his sense of +honour had sealed his lips while she was a ward beneath his roof, +entrusted by her mother to his guardianship, and dwelt upon the +suffering it had cost him to know that others were suing for her +hand, trying to win away the love, which his regard for duty +prevented him from soliciting, she began to realize the strength +and fervour of the affection that was now shining so deliciously +upon her heart. She learned the fate of the glove he had found on +his desk and locked up; of the two faded white hyacinths he had +begged and worn in his breast pocket because they had rested on her +hair; of the songs he wanted simply for the reason that he had heard +them on the night when she fainted and he had first kissed her cold +unconscious lips. + +Would the brilliant New York Bar have recognized their cool, +inflexible, haughty favourite in the man who was pouring such fervid +passionate declarations into the small pearly ear that felt his lips +more than once? + +Erle Palma had much to tell to the woman of his love, much to explain +concerning the events of the day when Elliott Roscoe witnessed her +first interview with Peleg Peterson, and subsequently aided in his +arrest, but this morning long audience was denied him. + +In the midst of his happy whispers a step which he did not hear came +down the stairs, a form for whom he had no eyes, stood awhile +perplexed, and amazed on the threshold. Then a very stately figure +swept across the marble tiles, and laid a firm hand on Regina's +shoulder. + +"My daughter!" + +The girl looked up, startled, confused; but the encircling arms would +not release her. + +"My dear madam, do not take her away." + +Mrs. Laurance did not heed him, her eyes were riveted on her child. + +"My little girl, have you too deceived and forsaken your unfortunate +mother?" + +She broke away from her lover's clasp, and threw her arms around her +mother's neck. + +Pressing her tightly to her heart, Mrs. Laurance turned to Mr. Palma, +and said sternly: + +"Is there indeed no such thing as honour left among men? You who knew +so well my loneliness and affliction--you, sir, to whom I trusted my +little lamb--have tried to rob me of the only treasure I thought I +possessed, the only comfort left to gladden my sunless life! You have +tried to steal my child's heart, to win her from me." + +"No, mother, he never let me know, and I never dreamed that--that he +cared at all for me until this morning. He did not betray your trust, +even for----" + +"Let Mr. Palma plead his own defence, if he can; look you to yours," +answered her mother, coldly. + +"It is much sweeter from her lips, and you, my dear madam, are very +cruel to deny me the pleasure of hearing it. Lily, my darling, go +away a little while, not far, where I can easily find you, and let me +talk to your mother. If I fail to satisfy her fully on all points, I +shall never ask at her hands the precious boon I came here solely to +solicit." + +He took her hand, drew her from the arms that reluctantly relaxed, +and when they reached the threshold smiled down into her eyes. +Lifting her fingers, he kissed them lightly, and closed the door. + +What ailed the birds that trilled their passionate strains so +joyously as she ran down the garden walk, and into the rose-arbour? +Had clouds and shadows flown for ever from the world, leaving only +heavenly sunshine and Mr. Palma? + +"I wonder if there be indeed a quiet spot on earth where I can hide; +a sacred refuge, where neither nightingale nor human lovers will vex +my soul, or again disturb my peace with their eternal madrigals?" + +She had not seen her uncle, who was sitting in one corner, clumsily +tying up some roses which he intended for a birthday offering to his +niece. + +At the sound of his quiet voice, Regina started up. + +"Oh, Uncle Orme! I did not see you. Pray excuse me. I will not +disturb you." + +She was hurrying away, but he caught her dress. + +"My dear, are you threatened with ophthalmia, that you cannot see a +man three yards distant, who measures six feet two inches? Certainly +I excuse you. A man who is kept awake all night by one set of love +ditties, dragged out of his bed before sunrise, and after taking +exercise and a bath that render him as hungry as a Modoc cut off from +his lava-beds, is expected and forced to hold his famished frame in +peace, while a pair of human lovers exhaust the vocabulary of cooing +that man can patiently excuse much. Sit down, my dear girl. Because +my beard is grey, and crow-feet gather about my eyes, do you suppose +the old man's heart cannot sympathize with the happiness that throbs +in yours, and that renews very sacredly the one sweet love-dream of +his own long-buried youth? I know, dear; you need not try to tell me, +need not blush so painfully. Mr. Palma reached Como last evening; I +knew he was coming, and saw him early this morning. I can guess it +all, and I am very glad. God bless you, dear child. Only be sure you +tell Palma that we allow no lovers in our ideal home." + +He put his hand on her drooping head, and drawing it down, she +silently pressed it in her own. So they sat; how long, neither knew. +She dreaming of that golden future that had opened so unexpectedly +before her; he listening to memory's echoes of a beloved tone long +since hushed in the grave. + +When approaching voices were heard, he rose to steal away and tears +moistened his mild brown eyes. + +"Stay with me, please," she whispered, clinging to his sleeve. + +Through the arched doorway of the arbour, she saw two walking slowly. + +Mrs. Laurance leaned upon Mr. Palma's arm, and as he bent his +uncovered, head, in earnest conversation, his noble brow was placid +and his haughty mouth relaxed in a half-smile. They reached the +arbour, and paused. + +In her morning robe of delicate lilac tint, Mrs. Laurance's sad +tear-stained face seemed in its glory of golden locks, almost as +fair as her child's. But one was just preparing to launch her frail +argosy of loving hopes upon the sunny sea that stretched in liquid +splendour before her dazzled eyes; the other had seen the wreck of +all her heart's most precious freight, in the storm of varied griefs, +that none but Christ could hush with His divine "Be still." + +The repressed sorrow in the countenance of the mother was more +touching than any outbreak could have been, and after a strong +effort, she held out her hand, and said: + +"My daughter." + +Regina sprang up, and hid her face on her mother's neck. + +"When I began to hope in a blind dumb way that nothing more could +happen to wring my heart, because I had my daughter safe, owned her +entire undivided love, and we were all in all to each other; just +when I dared to pray that my sky might be blue for a little while, +because my baby's eyes mirrored it, even then the last, the dearest +is stolen away, and by my best friend too! Child of my love, I would +almost as soon see you in your shroud as under a bridal veil, for you +will love your husband best, and oh! I want all of your dear heart +for my own. How can I ever give you away, my one star-eyed angel of +comfort!" + +Her white hand caressed the head upon her bosom, and clasping her +mother's waist, the girl said distinctly: + +"Let it be as you wish. My mother's happiness is far dearer to me +than my own." + +"Oh, my darling! Do you mean it? Would you give up your lover, for +the sake of your poor desolate mother?" + +She bent back the fair face and gazed eagerly into the girl's eyes. + +"Mother, I should never cease to love him. Life would not be so sweet +as it looked this morning, when I first learned he had given me his +heart; but duty is better than joy, and I owe more to my suffering +mother than to him, or to myself. If it adds to the cup of your many +sorrows to give me even to him, I will try to take the bitter for my +portion, and then sweeten as best I may the life that hitherto you +have devoted to me. Mother, do with your child as seems best to your +dear heart." + +She was very white, but her face was firm, and the fidelity of her +purpose was printed in her sad eyes. + +"God bless my sweet, faithful, trusting child!" + +Mrs. Laurance could not restrain her tears, and Mr. Palma shaded his +eyes with his hand. + +"My little girl, make your choice. Decide between us." + +She moved a few steps, as if to free herself, but in rain; Regina's +arms tightened around her. + +"Between you? Oh no, I cannot. Both are too dear." + +"To whom does your heart cling most closely?" + +"Mother, ask me no more. There is my hand. If you can consent to give +it to him. I shall be--oh, how happy! If it would grieve you too +much, then, mother, hold it, keep it. I will never murmur or +complain, for now, knowing that he loves me, I can bear almost +anything." + +Tears were streaming down the mother's cheeks, and pressing her lips +to the white mournful face of her daughter she beckoned Mr. Palma to +her side. For a moment she hesitated, held up the fair fingers and +kissed them, then as if distrusting herself, quickly laid the little +hand in his. + +"Take my darling; and remember that she is the most precious gift a +miserable mother ever yielded up." + +After a moment Mrs. Laurance whispered something, and very won the +lovely face flushed a brilliant rose, the soft tender eyes were +lifted timidly to Mr. Palma's face, and as he drew her to aim, she +glided from her mother's arms into his, feeling his lips rest like a +blessing from God on her pure brow. + +"Does my Lily love me best?" + +Only the white arms answered his whisper, clasping his neck; and Mrs. +Laurance and Mr. Chesley left them, with the dewy roses overhead +swinging like censers in the glorious autumn morning and the sacred +chimes of church bells dying in silvery echoes, among the olive and +myrtle that clothed the distant hills. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + + +In consenting to bestow Regina's hand on Mr. Palma, Mrs. Laurance had +stipulated that the marriage should be deferred for one year, +alleging that her daughter was yet very young, and having been so +long separated she wished her to remain with her at least for some +months. Mr. Palma reluctantly assented to conditions which compelled +him to return to America without Regina, and in November Mrs. +Laurance removed to Milan, where she desired that her child's fine +voice and musical talent should be trained and developed by the most +superior instruction. + +Swiftly the twelve months sped away, and in revisiting the +Mediterranean shores, linked by so many painful reminiscences with +the period of her former sojourn, Mrs. Laurance, despite the efforts +of her faithful and fond companion, seemed to sink into a confirmed +melancholy. + +By tacit agreement no reference was ever made to her past life, but a +shadow chill and unlifting brooded over her, and the sleeplessness +that no opiate could conquer--a sleeplessness born of heart-ache +which no spell could narcotize--robbed her cheek of its bloom, and +left weary lines on her patient, hopeless face. + +Mr. Chesley had returned with Mr. Palma to the United States, and +late in the following autumn Mrs. Laurance and Regina sailed for New +York. + +The associations of the voyage were peculiarly painful to the unhappy +wife, whose lips never unclosed upon the topic that engrossed her +thoughts, and soon after their arrival her physician advised a trip +to Florida or Cuba, until the rigour of the winter had ended, as an +obstinate cough again aroused fears of consumption. + +To accompany her mother, Regina postponed her marriage until June, +and notwithstanding Mr. Palma's avowed dissatisfaction and earnest +protest, spent the winter and spring in the West Indies. Mrs. +Laurance gradually regained health, but not cheerfulness, and in May, +when they returned to New York, preparations were made for the +wedding, which in deference to her mother's feelings, Regina desired +should be very quiet. + +Her husband's estate had long been in Mrs. Laurance's possession, and +the stately mansion had been repaired and refurnished, awaiting its +owner; but she shrank with a shiver from the mention of the place, +announcing her intention to visit it no more, until she was laid to +rest in the proud family tomb, whither the remains of General Rene +Laurance had already been removed. + +In accordance with her daughter's wishes, she had taken for the +summer a villa on the Hudson, only a short distance from the city, +and a week before the day appointed for the marriage they took +possession of their country home. + +As the time rapidly approached, Mrs. Laurance's depression of spirits +seemed to increase; she jealously counted the hours that remained, +and her sad eyes rested with fateful foreboding on her daughter's +happy countenance. + +On the afternoon previous to the wedding, the mother sat on the +verandah overlooking the velvet lawn that stretched between the house +and the river. The sun was setting, and the rich red glow rested upon +the crest of distant hills, and smote the sails of two vessels +gliding close to the opposite shore. + +On the stone step sat Regina, her head leaning against her mother's +knee, her hand half buried in the snowy locks of Hero, who crouched +at her side. + +"Mrs. Palma and Uncle Orme will not arrive until noon; but Olga comes +early to-morrow; and, mother, I know you will be glad to learn that +at last her brother has persuaded her to abandon her intention of +joining the----" + +She did not complete the sentence, for glancing up, she saw that Mrs. +Laurance's melancholy eyes were fixed on the crimson sky and purpling +hills far away, and she knew that her thoughts were haunting grey, +ashy crypts of the Bygone. + +For some moments silence prevailed, and mother and child presented a +singular contrast. The former was clad in some violet-coloured +fabric, and her wealth of golden hair was brushed smoothly back and +twisted into a loose knot, where her daughter's fingers had inserted +a moss rose with clustering buds and glossy leaves. + +The girl wore a simple white muslin, high in the throat, where a +quilling of soft lace was secured by a bunch of lemon blooms and +violets; and around her coil of jet hair twined a long spray of +Arabian jasmine that drooped almost to her shoulder. + +One face star-eyed and beaming as Hope, with rosy dreams lurking +about the curves of her perfect mouth; the other pale, dejected, yet +uncomplaining, a lovely statue of Regret. + +Very soon the white hand that wore the black agate, wandered across +the daughter's silky hair. + +"Yonder goes the train; and Mr. Palma will be here in a few minutes. +How little I dreamed that cold, undemonstrative, selfish man would +prove such a patient, tender lover! Truly-- + + 'Beauty hath made our greatest manhoods weak.' + +Kiss me, my darling, before you go to meet him. My blue-eyed baby! +after to-morrow you will be mine no longer. In the hearts of wives +husbands supplant mothers, and reign supreme. Do not speak, my love. +Only kiss me, and go." + +She bent over the face resting on her knee, and a moment after +Regina, followed by the noble old dog, went down the circuitous walk +leading to the iron gate. On either side stood deodar cedars, and +behind one of these she sat down on a rustic seat. + +She had not waited long when footsteps approached, and Mr. Palma's +tall, handsome figure passed through the gate, accompanied by one who +followed slowly. + +"Lily!" + +The lawyer passed his arm around her, drew her to his side, and +whispered: + +"I bring you glad tidings. I bring my darling a very precious bridal +present--her father." + +Turning quickly, he put her in Mr. Laurance's arms. + +"Can my daughter cordially welcome her unhappy and unworthy father?" + +"Oh! how merciful God has been to me! My father alive and +safe--really folding me to his heart? Now my mother can rest, for now +she can utter the forgiveness which her heart long ago pronounced; +but which, having withheld at your painful parting interview, has so +sorely weighed down her spirits. Oh, how bright the world looks! +Thank God! at last mother can find peace." + +Looking fondly at her radiant face, Mr. Laurance asked in an unsteady +voice: + +"Will my Minnie's child plead with her, for the long-lost husband of +her youth?" + +"Oh, father! there is no need. Her love must have triumphed long ago +over the sense of cruel wrong and the memory of the past, for since +we learned that you were among those who perished she has silently +mourned as only a wife can for the husband she loves. Because she +sees in my face the reflex of yours, it has of late grown doubly dear +to her; and sometimes at night when she believes me asleep, she +touches me softly, and whispers, 'My Cuthbert's baby.' But why have +you so long allowed us to believe you were lost on that vessel?" + +Briefly Mr. Laurance outlined the facts of his escape upon a raft, +which was hastily constructed by several of the crew when the boats +were beyond their reach. Upon this he had placed Maud, and on the +morning after the wreck of the vessel they succeeded in getting into +one of the boats which was floating bottom upward, and providentially +drifted quite near the raft. For several days they were tossed +helplessly from wave to wave, exposed to heavy rains, and on the +third evening, poor little Maud who had been unconscious for some +hours, died in her father's arms. At midnight when the moon shone +full and bright, he had wrapped the little form in his coat, and +consigned her to a final resting-place beneath the blue billows, +where her mother had already gone down amid the fury of the gale. He +knew from the colour and lettering of the boat, that it was the same +in which he had placed his terrified wife, and when it floated to +their raft he could not doubt her melancholy fate. A few hours after +Maud's burial, a Danish brig bound for Valparaiso discovered the +boat and its signals of distress, and taking on board the four +survivors, sailed away on its destined track. Mr. Laurance bad made +his way to Rio Janeiro, and subsequently to Havana, but learning from +the published accounts that his wife had indeed perished, and that he +also was numbered among the lost, he determined not to reveal the +fact of his existence to any one. Financially beggared, his ancestral +home covered by mortgages which Mrs. Laurance held, and utterly +hopeless of arousing her compassion or obtaining her pardon, he was +too proud to endure the humiliation that would overwhelm him in the +divorce suit he knew she intended to institute; and resolved never to +return to the United States, where he could expect only disgrace and +sorrow. + +While in Liverpool, preparing to go to Melbourne, he accidentally +found and read Mrs. Laurance's advertisement in the London _Times_, +offering a reward for any definite information concerning Cuthbert +Laurance, reported lost on Steamer ----. Had she relented, would she +pardon him now? He was lonely, desolate; his heart yearned for the +sight of his fair young daughter, doubly dear since the loss of poor +Maud, and he longed inexpressibly to see once more the love of his +early and his later life. + +If still implacably vindictive, would she have continued the +advertisement, which so powerfully tempted him to reveal himself? He +was fully conscious of his own unworthiness, and of the magnitude of +the wrongs inflicted upon her, but after a long struggle with his +pride, which bled sorely at thought of the scornful repulse that +might await him, he had written confidentially to Mr. Palma, and in +accordance with his advice, returned to New York. + +Only the day previous he had arrived, and now came to test the power +of memory over his wife's heart. + +"Father, she is sitting alone on the verandah, with such a world of +sadness in her eyes, which have lost the blessed power of weeping. Go +to her. I believe you need no ally to reach my mother's heart." + +Mr. Laurance kissed her fair forehead, and walked away; and passing +his arm around Regina, Mr. Palma drew her forward across the lawn +till they reached a branching lilac near the verandah. + +Here he paused, took off his glasses, and looked proudly and +tenderly down into the violet eyes that even now met his so shyly. + +"My Lily, to-morrow at this hour you will be my wife." + +His haughty lips were smiling as they sought hers, and with her +lovely flushed face half hidden on his shoulder, and one small hand +clinging to his, she watched her father's figure approaching the +steps. + +Mrs. Laurance sat with her folded hands resting on the rail of the +balustrade, her head slightly drooped upon her bosom; and the +beautiful face was lighted by the dying sunset splendour, that +seemed to kindle a nimbus around the golden head, and rendered her +in her violet drapery like some haloed _Mater Dolorosa_, treading +alone the _Via Crucis_. + +Dusky shadows under the melancholy brown eyes made them appear +darker, deeper, almost prophetic, and over her lips drifted a +fragment from "Regret" + + "Oh that word Regret! + There have been nights and morns, when we have sighed, + 'Let us alone Regret! We are content + To throw thee all our past, so thou wilt sleep + For aye.' But it is patient, and it wakes; + It hath not learned to cry itself to sleep, + But plaineth on the bed that it is bard."... + +"Ahyes. In the room of revenge reigns regret. Where is my revenge? It +gleamed like nectar, and when I drained it consuming poison clung to +my lips. To revenge is to regret--for ever! To-day how utterly +widowed; to-morrow--childless. Oh, stranded life! Infelice! +Infelice!" + +Upon the stone steps stood the man whom her eyes, turned toward the +distant hill-tops, had not yet seen, but when the passionate pathos +of that voice which had so often charmed and swayed its audiences +died away in a sob, a musical yet very tremulous tone fell on the +evening air: + +"Minnie,--my wife! After almost twenty years of neglect, injustice, +and wrong, can the husband of your youth, and the father of your +child, hope for pardon?" + + "There is no ruined life beyond the smile of heaven, + And compensating grace for every loss is given, + The Coliseum's shell is loved of flower and vine, + And through its shattered rents the peaceful planets shine." + + + + + +Printed by Ballantyne, Hanson & Co London & Edinburg + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK INFELICE*** + + +******* This file should be named 17718.txt or 17718.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/7/7/1/17718 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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