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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Stories of Achievement, Volume III (of 6) + Orators and Reformers + + +Author: Various + +Editor: Asa Don Dickinson + +Release Date: June 15, 2006 [eBook #18597] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK STORIES OF ACHIEVEMENT, VOLUME III +(OF 6)*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustration. + See 18597-h.htm or 18597-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/5/9/18597/18597-h/18597-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/5/9/18597/18597-h.zip) + + + + + +STORIES OF ACHIEVEMENT, VOLUME III + +Orators and Reformers + +Edited by + +ASA DON DICKINSON + +Orators and Reformers + + DESMOSTHENES + ELIHU BURRITT + JOHN B. GOUGH + FREDERICK DOUGLASS + HENRY WARD BEECHER + BOOKER T. WASHINGTON + BEN. B. LINDSEY + + + + + + + +[Frontispiece: Henry Ward Beecher] + + + + + +Garden City ---- New York +Doubleday, Page & Company +1925 +Copyright, 1916, by +Doubleday, Page & Company +All Rights Reserved + + + + +ACKNOWLEDGMENT + +In the preparation of this volume the publishers have received from +several houses and authors generous permissions to reprint copyright +material. For this they wish to express their cordial gratitude. In +particular, acknowledgments are due to the Houghton Mifflin Company for +the extract concerning Elihu Burritt; to George W. Jacobs & Co. for the +extract from Booker T. Washington's "Frederick Douglass"; to P. B. +Bromfield for permission to use passages from "The Biography of Henry +Ward Beecher"; to the late Booker T. Washington for permission to +reprint extracts from "Up From Slavery"; to Judge Ben. B. Lindsey for +permission to reprint from "The Beast." + + + + +CONTENTS + + +ORATORS AND REFORMERS + +DEMOSTHENES + The Orator Who Stammered + +ELIHU BURRITT + "The Learned Blacksmith" + +JOHN B. GOUGH + The Conquest of a Bad Habit + +FREDERICK DOUGLASS + The Slave Who Stole Freedom + +HENRY WARD BEECHER + The Boy Who Half-heartedly Joined the Church + +BOOKER T. WASHINGTON + The Boy Who Slept Under the Sidewalk + +BEN. B. LINDSEY + The Man Who Fights the Beast + + + + +DEMOSTHENES + +(384-322 B. C.) + +THE ORATOR WHO STAMMERED + +Modern critics are fond of discriminating between talent and genius. +The fire of _genius_, it seems, will flame resplendent even in spite of +an unworthy possessor's neglect. But the man with _talent_ which must +be carefully cherished and increased if he would attain distinction by +its help--that man is the true self-helper to whom our hearts go out in +sympathy. Every schoolboy knows that Demosthenes practised declamation +on the seashore, with his mouth full of pebbles. This description of +the unlovely old Athenian with the compelling tongue is Plutarch's +contribution to the literature of self-help. + + +From Plutarch's "Lives of Illustrious Men." + +The orator Callistratus was to plead in the cause which the city of +Oropus had depending; and the expectation of the public was greatly +raised, both by the powers of the orator, which were then in the +highest repute, and by the importance of the trial. Demosthenes, +hearing the governors and tutors agree among themselves to attend the +trial, with much importunity prevailed on his master to take him to +hear the pleadings. The master, having some acquaintance with the +officers who opened the court, got his young pupil a seat where he +could hear the orators without being seen. Callistratus had great +success, and his abilities were extremely admired. Demosthenes was +fired with a spirit of emulation. When he saw with what distinction +the orator was conducted home, and complimented by the people, he was +struck still more with the power of that commanding eloquence which +could carry all before it. From this time, therefore, he bade adieu to +the other studies and exercises in which boys are engaged, and applied +himself with great assiduity to declaiming, in hopes of being one day +numbered among the orators. Isaeus was the man he made use of as his +preceptor in eloquence, though Isocrates then taught it; whether it was +that the loss of his father incapacitated him to pay the sum of ten +_minae_, which was that rhetorician's usual price, or whether he +preferred the keen and subtle manner of Isaeus as more fit for public +use. + +Hermippus says he met with an account in certain anonymous memoirs that +Demosthenes likewise studied under Plato, and received great assistance +from him in preparing to speak in public. He adds, that Ctesibius used +to say that Demosthenes was privately supplied by Callias the Syracusan +and some others, with the systems of rhetoric taught by Isocrates and +Alcidamus, and made his advantage of them. + +When his minority was expired, he called his guardians to account at +law, and wrote orations against them. As they found many methods of +chicane and delay, he had great opportunity, as Thucydides says, to +exercise his talent for the bar. It was not without much pain and some +risk that he gained his cause; and, at last, it was but a very small +part of his patrimony that he could recover. By this means, however, +he acquired a proper assurance and some experience; and having tasted +the honour and power that go in the train of eloquence, he attempted to +speak in the public debates, and take a share in the administration. +As it is said of Laomedon the Orchomenian, that, by the advice of his +physicians, in some disorder of the spleen, he applied himself to +running, and continued it constantly a great length of way, till he had +gained such excellent health and breath that he tried for the crown at +the public games, and distinguished himself in the long course; so it +happened to Demosthenes, that he first appeared at the bar for the +recovery of his own fortune, which had been so much embezzled; and +having acquired in that cause a persuasive and powerful manner of +speaking, he contested the crown, as I may call it, with the other +orators before the general assembly. + +In his first address to the people he was laughed at and interrupted by +their clamours, for the violence of his manner threw him into a +confusion of periods and a distortion of his argument; besides he had a +weakness and a stammering in his voice, and a want of breath, which +caused such a distraction in his discourse that it was difficult for +the audience to understand him. At last, upon his quitting the +assembly, Eunomous the Thriasian, a man now extremely old, found him +wandering in a dejected condition in the Piraeus, and took upon him to +set him right. "You," said he, "have a manner of speaking very like +that of Pericles, and yet you lose yourself out of mere timidity and +cowardice. You neither bear up against the tumults of a popular +assembly nor prepare your body by exercise for the labour of the +rostrum, but suffer your parts to wither away in negligence and +indolence." + +Another time, we are told, when his speeches had been ill-received, and +he was going home with his head covered, and in the greatest distress, +Satyrus, the player, who was an acquaintance of his, followed and went +in with him. Demosthenes lamented to him, "That though he was the most +laborious of all the orators, and had almost sacrificed his health to +that application, yet he could gain no favour with the people; but +drunken seamen and other unlettered persons were heard, and kept the +rostrum, while he was entirely disregarded." "You say true," answered +Satyrus, "but I will soon provide a remedy, if you will repeat to me +some speech in Euripides or Sophocles." When Demosthenes had done, +Satyrus pronounced the same speech; and he did it with such propriety +of action, and so much in character, that it appeared to the orator +quite a different passage. He now understood so well how much grace +and dignity action adds to the best oration that he thought it a small +matter to premeditate and compose, though with the utmost care, if the +pronunciation and propriety of gesture were not attended to. Upon this +he built himself a subterraneous study which remained to our times. +Thither he repaired every day to form his action and exercise his +voice; and he would often stay there for two or three months together, +shaving one side of his head, that, if he should happen to be ever so +desirous of going abroad, the shame of appearing in that condition +might keep him in. + +When he did go out on a visit, or received one, he would take something +that passed in conversation, some business or fact that was reported to +him, for a subject to exercise himself upon. As soon as he had parted +from his friends, he went to his study, where he repeated the matter in +order as it passed, together with the arguments for and against it. +The substance of the speeches which he heard he committed to memory, +and afterward reduced them to regular sentences and periods, meditating +a variety of corrections and new forms of expression, both of what +others had said to him, and he had addressed to them. Hence, it was +concluded that he was not a man of much genius, and that all his +eloquence was the effect of labour. A strong proof of this seemed to +be that he was seldom heard to speak anything extempore, and though the +people often called upon him by name, as he sat in the assembly, to +speak to the point debated, he would not do it unless he came prepared. +For this many of the orators ridiculed him; and Pytheas, in particular, +told him, "That all his arguments smelled of the lamp." Demosthenes +retorted sharply upon him, "Yes, indeed, but your lamp and mine, my +friend, are not conscious to the same labours." To others he did not +pretend to deny his previous application, but told them, "He either +wrote the whole of his orations, or spoke not without first committing +part to writing." He further affirmed, "That this shewed him a good +member of a democratic state; for the coming prepared to the rostrum +was a mark of respect for the people. Whereas, to be regardless of +what the people might think of a man's address shewed his inclination +for oligarchy, and that he had rather gain his point by force than by +persuasion." Another proof they gave us of his want of confidence on +any sudden occasion is, that when he happened to be put into disorder +by the tumultuary behaviour of the people, Demades often rose up to +support him in an extempore address, but he never did the same for +Demades. . . . + +Upon the whole it appears that Demosthenes did not take Pericles +entirely for his model. He only adopted his action and delivery, and +his prudent resolutions not to make a practice of speaking from a +sudden impulse, or on any occasion that might present itself; being +persuaded that it was to that conduct he owed his greatness. Yet, +while he chose not often to trust the success of his powers to fortune, +he did not absolutely neglect the reputation which may be acquired by +speaking on a sudden occasion; and if we believe Eratosthenes, +Demetrius the Phalerean, and the comic poets, there was a greater +spirit and boldness in his unpremeditated orations than in those he had +committed to writing. Eratosthenes says that in his extemporaneous +harangues he often spoke as from a supernatural impulse; and Demetrius +tells us that in an address to the people, like a man inspired, he once +uttered this oath in verse: + + By earth, by all her fountains, streams, and floods! . . . + +As for his personal defects, Demetrius the Phalerean gives us an +account of the remedies he applied to them; and he says he had it from +Demosthenes in his old age. The hesitation and stammering of his +tongue he corrected by practising to speak with pebbles in his mouth; +and he strengthened his voice by running or walking uphill, and +pronouncing some passage in an oration or a poem during the difficulty +of breath which that caused. He had, moreover, a looking-glass in his +house before which he used to declaim and adjust all his motions. + +It was said that a man came to him one day, and desired him to be his +advocate against a person from whom he had suffered by assault. "Not +you, indeed," said Demosthenes, "you have suffered no such thing." +"What," said the man, raising his voice, "have I not received those +blows?" "Ay, _now_," replied Demosthenes, "you do speak like a person +that has been injured." So much in his opinion do the tone of voice +and the action contribute to gain the speaker credit in what he affirms. + +His action pleased the commonalty much; but people of taste (among whom +was Demetrius the Phalerean) thought there was something in it low, +inelegant, and unmanly. Hermippus acquaints us, Aesion being asked his +opinion of the ancient orators and those of that time, said, "Whoever +has heard the orators of former times must admire the decorum and +dignity with which they spoke. Yet when we read the orations of +Demosthenes, we must allow they have more art in the composition and +greater force." It is needless to mention that in his written orations +there was something extremely cutting and severe; but in his sudden +repartees there was also something of humour. . . . + +When a rascal surnamed Chalcus attempted to jest upon his late studies +and long watchings, he said, "I know my lamp offends thee. But you +need not wonder, my countryman, that we have so many robberies, when we +have thieves of brass [_chalcus_] and walls only of clay." Though more +of his sayings might be produced, we shall pass them over, and go on to +seek the rest of his manners and character in his actions and political +conduct. + +He tells us himself that he entered upon public business in the time of +the Phocian war, and the same may be collected from his Philippics. +For some of the last of them were delivered after that war was +finished; and the former relate to the immediate transactions of it. +It appears, also, that he was thirty-two years old when he was +preparing his oration against Midias; and yet at that time he had +attained no name or power in the administration. . . . + +He had a glorious subject for his political ambition to defend the +cause of Greece against Philip. He defended it like a champion worthy +of such a charge, and soon gained great reputation both for eloquence +and for the bold truths which he spoke. He was admired in Greece, and +courted by the king of Persia. Nay, Philip himself had a much higher +opinion of him than the other orators; and his enemies acknowledged +that they had to contend with a great man. For Aeschines and +Hyperides, in their very accusations, give him such a character. + +I wonder, therefore, how Theopompus could say that he was a man of no +steadiness, who was never long pleased either with the same persons or +things. For, on the contrary, it appears that he abode by the party +and the measures which he first adopted; and was so far from quitting +them during his life that he forfeited his life rather than he would +forsake them. . . . + +It must be acknowledged, however, that he excelled all the orators of +his time, except Phocion, in his life and conversation. And we find in +his orations that he told the people the boldest truths, that he +opposed their inclinations and corrected their errors with the greatest +spirit and freedom. Theopompus also acquaints us that when the +Athenians were for having him manager of a certain impeachment, and +insisted upon it in a tumultuary manner, he would not comply, but rose +up and said, "My friends, I will be your counsellor whether you will or +no; but a false accuser I will not be how much soever you may wish it. +. . ." + +Demosthenes, through the whole course of his political conduct, left +none of the actions of the kin of Macedon undisparaged. Even in time +of peace he laid hold on every opportunity to raise suspicions against +him among the Athenians, and to excite their resentment. Hence Philip +looked upon him as a person of the greatest importance in Athens; and +when he went with nine other deputies to the court of that prince, +after having given them all audience, he answered the speech of +Demosthenes with greater care than the rest. As to other marks of +honour and respect, Demosthenes had not an equal share in them; they +were bestowed principally upon Aeschines and Philocrates. They, +therefore, were large in the praise of Philip on all occasions, and +they insisted, in particular, on his eloquence, his beauty, and even +his being able to drink a great quantity of liquor. Demosthenes, who +could not bear to hear him praised, turned these things off as trifles. +"The first," he said, "was the property of a sophist, the second of a +woman, and the third of a sponge; and not one of them could do any +credit to a king." + +Afterward, it appeared that nothing was to be expected but war; for, on +the one hand, Philip knew not how to sit down in tranquillity; and, on +the other, Demosthenes inflamed the Athenians. In this case, the first +step the orator took was to put the people upon sending an armament to +Euboea, which was brought under the yoke of Philip by its petty +tyrants. Accordingly he drew up an edict, in pursuance of which they +passed over to that peninsula, and drove out the Macedonians. His +second operation was the sending succor to the Byzantians and +Perinthians, with whom Philip was at war. He persuaded the people to +drop their resentment, to forget the faults which both those nations +had committed in the confederate war, and to send a body of troops to +their assistance. They did so, and it saved them from ruin. After +this, he went ambassador to the states of Greece; and, by his animating +address, brought them almost all to join in the league against Philip. +. . . + +Meantime Philip, elated with his success at Amphissa, surprised Elatea, +and possessed himself of Phocis. The Athenians were struck with +astonishment, and none of them durst mount the rostrum; no one knew +what advice to give; but a melancholy silence reigned the city. In +this distress Demosthenes alone stood forth, and proposed that +application should be made to the Thebans. He likewise animated the +people in his usual manner, and inspired them with fresh hopes; in +consequence of which he was sent ambassador to Thebes, some others +being joined in commission with him. Philip, too, on his part, as +Maryas informs us, sent Anyntus and Clearchus, two Macedonians, Doachus +the Thessalian, Thrasidaeus the Elean, to answer the Athenian deputies. +The Thebans were not ignorant what way their true interest pointed, but +each of them had the evils of war before his eyes; for their Phocian +wounds were still fresh upon them. However, the powers of the orator, +as Theopompus tells us, rekindled their courage and ambition so +effectually that all other objects were disregarded. They lost sight +of fear, of caution, of every prior attachment, and, through the force +of his eloquence, fell with enthusiastic transports into the path of +honour. + +So powerful, indeed, were the efforts of the orator that Philip +immediately sent ambassadors to Athens to apply for peace. Greece +recovered her spirits, whilst she stood waiting for the event; and not +only the Athenian generals, but the governors of Boeotia, were ready to +execute the commands of Demosthenes. All the assemblies, as well those +of Thebes as those of Athens, were under his direction: he was equally +beloved, equally powerful, in both places; and, as Theopompus shows, it +was no more than his merit claimed. But the superior power of fortune, +which seems to have been working at revolution, and drawing the +liberties of Greece to a period at that time, opposed and baffled all +the measures that could be taken. The deity discovered many tokens of +the approaching event. + + + + +ELIHU BURRITT + +(1810-1879) + +"THE LEARNED BLACKSMITH" + +This man's career is the star example of the pursuit of knowledge under +difficulties. For years, while earning his living at the forge, he +denied himself all natural pleasures that he might devote every possible +minute to cramming his head with seemingly useless scraps of knowledge. + +The acquisition of knowledge merely for its own sake is of course +foolishness, but it is a very rare kind of foolishness. Nearly always +the learned man pays his debt to society in full measure, if we but give +him time enough. So it was with "The Learned Blacksmith." From his deep +learning, Elihu Burritt at last drew the inspiration which made him a +powerful advocate in the cause of the world's peace. + + +From "Captains of Industry," by James Parton. Houghton, Mifflin & Co., +1884. + +Elihu Burritt, with whom we have all been familiar for many years as the +Learned Blacksmith, was born in 1810 at the beautiful town of New +Britain, in Connecticut, about ten miles from Hartford. He was the +youngest son in an old-fashioned family of ten children. His father +owned and cultivated a small farm, but spent the winters at the +shoemaker's bench, according to the rational custom of Connecticut in +that day. When Elihu was sixteen years of age his father died, and the +lad soon after apprenticed himself to a blacksmith in his native village. + +He was an ardent reader of books from childhood up, and he was enabled to +gratify this taste by means of a very small village library, which +contained several books of history, of which he was naturally fond. This +boy, however, was a shy, devoted student, brave to maintain what he +thought right, but so bashful that he was known to hide in the cellar +when his parents were going to have company. + +As his father's long sickness had kept him out of school for some time, +he was the more earnest to learn during his apprenticeship--particularly +mathematics, since he desired to become, among other things, a good +surveyor. He was obliged to work from ten to twelve hours a day at the +forge, but while he was blowing the bellows he employed his mind in doing +sums in his head. His biographer gives a specimen of these calculations +which he wrought out without making a single figure: + +"How many yards of cloth, three feet in width, cut into strips an inch +wide, and allowing half an inch at each end for the lap, would it require +to reach from the centre of the earth to the surface, and how much would +it all cost at a shilling a yard?" + +He would go home at night with several of these sums done in his head, +and report the results to an elder brother, who had worked his way +through Williams College. His brother would perform the calculations +upon a slate, and usually found his answers correct. + +When he was about half through his apprenticeship he suddenly took it +into his head to learn Latin, and began at once through the assistance of +the same elder brother. In the evenings of one winter he read the Aeneid +of Virgil; and, after going on for a while with Cicero and a few other +Latin authors, he began Greek. During the winter months he was obliged +to spend every hour of daylight at the forge, and even in the summer his +leisure minutes were few and far between. But he carried his Greek +grammar in his hat, and often found a chance, while he was waiting for a +large piece of iron to get hot, to open his book with his black fingers, +and go through a pronoun, an adjective, or part of a verb, without being +noticed by his fellow-apprentices. + +So he worked his way until he was out of his time, when he treated +himself to a whole quarter's schooling at his brother's school, where he +studied mathematics, Latin, and other languages. Then he went back to +the forge, studying hard in the evenings at the same branches, until he +had saved a little money, when he resolved to go to New Haven and spend a +winter in study. It was far from his thoughts, as it was from his means, +to enter Yale College, but he seems to have had an idea that the very +atmosphere of the college would assist him. He was still so timid that +he determined to work his way without asking the least assistance from a +professor or tutor. + +He took lodgings at a cheap tavern in New Haven, and began the very next +morning a course of heroic study. As soon as the fire was made in the +sitting-room of the inn, which was at half-past four in the morning, he +took possession, and studied German until breakfast-time, which was +half-past seven. When the other boarders had gone to business, he sat +down to Homer's Iliad, of which he knew nothing, and with only a +dictionary to help him. + +"The proudest moment of my life," he once wrote, "was when I had first +gained the full meaning of the first fifteen lines of that noble work. I +took a short triumphal walk, in favor of that exploit." + +Just before the boarders came back for their dinner he put away all his +Greek and Latin books and took up a work in Italian, because it was less +likely to attract the notice of the noisy crowd. After dinner he fell +again upon his Greek, and in the evening read Spanish until bedtime. In +this way he lived and labored for three months, a solitary student in the +midst of a community of students; his mind imbued with the grandeurs and +dignity of the past while eating flapjacks and molasses at a poor tavern. + +Returning to his home in New Britain, he obtained the mastership of an +academy in a town near by, but he could not bear a life wholly sedentary; +and at the end of a year abandoned his school and became what is called a +"runner" for one of the manufacturers of New Britain. This business he +pursued until he was about twenty-five years of age, when, tired of +wandering, he came home again, and set up a grocery and provision store, +in which he invested all the money he had saved. Soon came the +commercial crash of 1837, and he was involved in the widespread ruin. He +lost the whole of his capital, and had to begin the world anew. + +He resolved to return to his studies in the languages of the East. +Unable to buy or find the necessary books, he tied up his effects in a +small handkerchief and walked to Boston, one hundred miles distant, +hoping there to find a ship in which he could work his passage across the +ocean, and collect oriental works from port to port. He could not find a +berth. He turned back, and walked as far as Worcester, where he found +work, and found something else which he liked better. There is an +antiquarian society at Worcester, with a large and peculiar library, +containing a great number of books in languages not usually studied, such +as the Icelandic, the Russian, the Celtic dialects, and others. The +directors of the society placed all their treasures at his command, and +he now divided his time between hard study of languages and hard labor at +the forge. To show how he passed his days, I will copy an entry or two +from his private diary he then kept: + +"Monday, June 18. Headache; 40 pages Cuvier's Theory of the Earth; 64 +pages French; 11 hours forging. + +"Tuesday, June 19. 60 lines Hebrew; 30 pages French; 10 pages Cuvier; 8 +lines Syriac; 10 lines Danish; 10 lines Bohemian; 9 lines Polish; 15 +names of stars; 10 hours forging. + +"Wednesday, June 20. 25 lines Hebrew; 8 lines Syriac; 11 hours forging." + + +He spent five years at Worcester in such labors as these. When work at +his trade became slack, or when he had earned a little more money than +usual, he would spend more time in the library; but, on the other hand, +when work in the shop was pressing, he could give less time to study. +After a while he began to think that he might perhaps earn his +subsistence in part by his knowledge of languages, and thus save much +waste of time and vitality at the forge. He wrote a letter to William +Lincoln, of Worcester, who had aided and encouraged him; and in this +letter he gave a short history of his life, and asked whether he could +not find employment in translating some foreign work into English. Mr. +Lincoln was so much struck with his letter that he sent it to Edward +Everett, and he, having occasion soon after to address a convention of +teachers, read it to his audience as a wonderful instance of the pursuit +of knowledge under difficulties. Mr. Everett prefaced it by saying that +such a resolute purpose of improvement against such obstacles excited his +admiration, and even his veneration. + +"It is enough," he added, "to make one who has good opportunities for +education hang his head in shame." + +All this, including the whole of the letter, was published in the +newspapers, with eulogistic comments, in which the student was spoken of +as the "Learned Blacksmith." The bashful scholar was overwhelmed with +shame at finding himself suddenly famous. However, it led to his +entering upon public life. Lecturing was then coming into vogue, and he +was frequently invited to the platform. Accordingly, he wrote a lecture, +entitled "Application and Genius," in which he endeavored to show that +there is no such thing as genius, but that all extraordinary attainments +are the results of application. After delivering this lecture sixty +times in one season, he went back to his forge at Worcester, mingling +study with labor in the old way. + +On sitting down to write a new lecture for the following season, on the +"Anatomy of the Earth," a certain impression was made upon his mind which +changed the current of his life. Studying the globe, he was impressed +with the need that one nation has of other nations, and one zone of +another zone; the tropics producing what assuages life in the northern +latitudes and northern lands furnishing the means of mitigating tropical +discomforts. He felt that the earth was made for friendliness and +coöperation, not for fierce competition and bloody wars. + +Under the influence of these feelings, his lecture became an eloquent +plea for peace, and to this object his after life was chiefly devoted. +The dispute with England upon the Oregon boundary induced him to go to +England with the design of travelling on foot from village to village, +preaching peace, and exposing the horrors and folly of war. His +addresses attracting attention, he was invited to speak to larger bodies, +and, in short, he spent twenty years of his life as a lecturer upon +peace, organizing Peace Congresses, advocating low uniform rates of ocean +postage, and spreading abroad among the people of Europe the feeling +which issued, at length, in the arbitration of the dispute between the +United States and Great Britain, an event which posterity will, perhaps, +consider the most important of this century. He heard Victor Hugo say at +the Paris Congress of 1850: + +"A day will come when a cannon will be exhibited in public museums, just +as an instrument of torture is now, and people will be amazed that such a +thing could ever have been. . . ." + +Elihu Burritt spent the last years of his life upon a little farm which +he had contrived to buy in his native town. He was never married, but +lived with his sister and her daughters. He was not so very much richer +in worldly goods than when he started out for Boston, with his property +wrapped in a small handkerchief. He died in March, 1879, aged sixty-nine +years. + + + + +JOHN B. GOUGH + +(1817-1886) + +THE CONQUEST OF A BAD HABIT + +Happily few human beings sink to the depths in which John B. Gough +found himself at the age of twenty-five years. By sheer force of will +he raised himself from the slough in which he wallowed, till he +attained a position honored among men, and performed a service of +exceptional usefulness to society. + +His story, as told in his own vivid words, is one of the most absorbing +in the annals of self-help. His example must have helped thousands +among the myriads whom he thrilled by the dramatic recital of his +experience. + + +From his "Autobiography." + +I boarded in Grand Street at this time, and soon after laid the +foundation of many of my future sorrows. I possessed a tolerably good +voice, and sang pretty well, having also the faculty of imitation +rather strongly developed; and being well stocked with amusing stories, +I was introduced into the society of thoughtless and dissipated young +men, to whom my talents made me welcome. These companions were what is +termed respectable, but they drank. I now began to attend the theatres +frequently, and felt ambitious of strutting my part upon the stage. By +slow but sure degrees I forgot the lessons of wisdom which my mother +had taught me, lost all relish for the great truths of religion, +neglected my devotions, and considered an actor's situation to be the +_ne plus ultra_ of greatness. + +During my residence at Newburyport my early serious impressions on one +occasion in a measure revived, and I felt some stinging of conscience +for my neglect of the Sabbath and religious observances. I recommenced +attending a place of worship, and for a short time I attended the Rev. +Mr. Campbell's church, by whom, as well as by several of his members, I +was treated with much Christian kindness. I was often invited to Mr. +Campbell's house, as well as to the house of some of his hearers, and +it seemed as if a favorable turning-point or crisis in my fortunes had +arrived. Mr. Campbell was good enough to manifest a very great +interest in my welfare, and frequently expressed a hope that I should +be enabled, although late in life, to obtain an education. And this I +might have acquired had not my evil genius prevented my making any +efforts to obtain so desirable an end. My desire for strong liquors +and company seemed to present an insuperable barrier to all +improvement; and after a few weeks every aspiration after better things +had ceased; every bud of promised comfort was crushed. Again I grieved +the spirit that had been striving with my spirit, and ere long became +even more addicted to the use of the infernal draughts, which had +already wrought me so much woe, than at any previous period of my +existence. + +And now my circumstances began to be desperate indeed. In vain were +all my efforts to obtain work, and at last I became so reduced that at +times I did not know when one meal was ended, where on the face of the +broad earth I should find another. Further mortification awaited me, +and by slow degrees I became aware of it. The young men with whom I +had associated, in barrooms and parlors, and who wore a little better +clothing than I could afford, one after another began to drop my +acquaintance. If I walked in the public streets, I too quickly +perceived the cold look, the averted eye, the half recognition, and to +a sensitive spirit such as I possessed such treatment was almost past +endurance. To add to the mortification caused by such a state of +things, it happened that those who had laughed the loudest at my songs +and stories, and who had been social enough with me in the barroom, +were the very individuals who seemed most ashamed of my acquaintance. +I felt that I was shunned by the respectable portion of the community +also; and once, on asking a lad to accompany me in a walk, he informed +me that his father had cautioned him against associating with me. This +was a cutting reproof, and I felt it more deeply than words can +express. And could I wonder at it? No. Although I may have used +bitter words against that parent, my conscience told me that he had +done no more than his duty in preventing his son being influenced by my +dissipated habits. Oh! how often have I lain down and bitterly +remembered many who had hailed my arrival in their company as a joyous +event. Their plaudits would resound in my ears, and peals of laughter +ring again in my deserted chamber; then would succeed stillness, broken +only by the beatings of my agonized heart, which felt that the gloss of +respectability had worn off and exposed my threadbare condition. To +drown these reflections, I would drink, not from love of the taste of +the liquor, but to become so stupefied by its fumes as to steep my +sorrows in a half oblivion; and from this miserable stupor I would wake +to a fuller consciousness of my situation, and again would I banish my +reflections by liquor. + +There lived in Newburyport at that time a Mr. Law, who was a rum +seller, and I had spent many a shilling at his bar; he proposed to me +that he would purchase some tools, and I could start a bindery on my +own account, paying him by installments. He did so; and I thought it +an act of great kindness then, and for some time afterward, till I +found he had received pay from me for tools he had never paid for +himself, and I was dunned for the account he had failed to settle. He +even borrowed seventy-five dollars from me after I signed the pledge, +which has never been repaid. "Such is life." + +Despite all that had occurred, my good name was not so far gone but +that I might have succeeded, by the aid of common industry and +attention, in my business. I was a good workman, and found no +difficulty in procuring employment, and, I have not the slightest +doubt, should have succeeded in my endeavor to get on in the world but +for the unhappy love of stimulating drinks, and my craving for society. +I was now my own master; all restraint was removed, and, as might be +expected, I did as I pleased in my own shop. I became careless, was +often in the barroom when I should have been at my bindery, and instead +of spending my evenings at home in reading or conversation, they were +almost invariably passed in the company of the rum bottle, which became +almost my sole household deity. Five months only did I remain in +business, and during that short period I gradually sunk deeper and +deeper in the scale of degradation. I was now the slave of a habit +which had become completely my master, and which fastened its +remorseless fangs in my very vitals. Thought was a torturing thing. +When I looked back, memory drew fearful pictures, the lines of lurid +flame, and, whenever I dared anticipate the future, hope refused to +illumine my onward path. I dwelt in one awful present; nothing to +solace me--nothing to beckon me onward to a better state. + +I knew full well that I was proceeding on a downward course, and +crossing the sea of time, as it were, on a bridge perilous as that over +which Mahomet's followers are said to enter paradise. A terrible +feeling was ever present that some evil was impending which would soon +fall on my devoted head, and I would shudder as if the sword of +Damocles, suspended by its single hair, was about to fall and utterly +destroy me. + +Warnings were not wanting, but they had no voice of terror for me. I +was intimately acquainted with a young man in the town, and well +remember his coming to my shop one morning and asking the loan of +ninepence with which to buy rum. I let him have the money, and the +spirit was soon consumed. He begged me to lend him a second ninepence, +but I refused; yet, during my temporary absence, he drank some spirit +of wine which was in a bottle in the shop, and used by me in my +business. He went away, and the next I heard of him was that he had +died shortly afterward. Such an awful circumstance as this might well +have impressed me, but habitual indulgence had almost rendered me +impervious to salutary impressions. I was, at this time, deeper in +degradation than at any period before which I can remember. + +My custom now was to purchase my brandy--which, in consequence of my +limited means, was of the very worst description--and keep it at the +shop, where, by little and little, I drank it, and continually kept +myself in a state of excitement. + +This course of procedure entirely unfitted me for business, and it not +unfrequently happened, when I had books to bind, that I would instead +of attending to business keep my customers waiting, whilst in the +company of desolute companions I drank during the whole day, to the +complete ruin of my prospects in life. So entirely did I give myself +up to the bottle that those of my companions who fancied they still +possessed some claims to respectability gradually withdrew from my +company. At my house, too, I used to keep a bottle of gin, which was +in constant requisition. Indeed, go where I would, stimulant I must +and did have. Such a slave was I to the bottle that I resorted to it +continually, and in vain was every effort which I occasionally made to +conquer the debasing habit. I had become a father; but God in his +mercy removed my little one at so early an age that I did not feel the +loss as much as if it had lived longer, to engage my affections. + +A circumstance now transpired which attracted my attention, and led me +to consider my situation, and whither I was hurrying. A lecture was +advertised to be delivered by the first reformed drunkard, Mr. I. J. +Johnson, who visited Newburyport, and I was invited by some friends, +who seemed to feel an interest, to attend and hear what he had to say. +I determined after some consideration to go and hear what was to be +said on the subject. The meeting was held in the Rev. Mr. Campbell's +church, which was pretty well crowded. I went to the door, but would +go no farther; but in the ten minutes I stood there, I heard him in +graphic and forcible terms depict the misery of the drunkard and the +awful consequences of his conduct, both as they affected himself and +those connected with him. My conscience told that he spoke the +truth--for what had I not suffered! I knew he was right, and I turned +to leave the church when a young man offered me the pledge to sign. I +actually turned to sign it; but at that critical moment the appetite +for strong drink, as if determined to have the mastery over me, came in +all its force. Oh, how I wanted it! and remembering that I had a pint +of brandy at home I deferred signing, and put off to "a more convenient +season," a proceeding that might have saved me so much after sorrow. +I, however, compromised the matter with my conscience by inwardly +resolving that I would drink up what spirit I had by me, and then think +of leaving off altogether. + +I forgot the impressions made upon me by the speaker at the meeting. +Still, I madly drained the inebriating cup, and speedily my state was +worse than ever. Oh, no, I soon ceased to think about it, for my +master passion, like Aaron's rod, swallowed up every thought and +feeling opposed to it which I possessed. + +My business grew gradually worse, and at length my constitution became +so impaired that even when I had the will I did not possess the power +to provide for my daily wants. My hands would at times tremble so that +I could not perform the finer operations of my business, the finishing +and gilding. How could I letter straight, with a hand burning and +shaking from the effects of a debauch. Sometimes, when it was +absolutely necessary to finish off some work, I have entered the shop +with a stern determination not to drink a single drop until I completed +it. I have bitterly felt that my failing was a matter of common +conversation in the town, and a burning sense of shame would flush my +fevered brow at the conviction that I was scorned by the respectable +portion of the community. But these feelings passed away like the +morning cloud or early dew, and I pursued my old course. + +One day I thought I would not go to work, and a great inducement to +remain at home existed in the shape of my enemy, West India rum, of +which I had a quantity in the house. Although the morning was by no +means far advanced, I sat down, intending to do nothing until +dinner-time. I could not sit alone without rum, and I drank glass +after glass until I became so stupefied that I was compelled to lie +down on the bed, where I soon fell asleep. When I awoke it was late in +the afternoon, and then, as I persuaded myself, too late to make a bad +day's work good. I invited a neighbor, who, like myself, was a man of +intemperate habits, to spend the evening with me. He came, and we sat +down to our rum, and drank foully together until late that night, when +he staggered home; and so intoxicated was I that, in moving to go to +bed, I fell over the table, broke a lamp, and lay on the floor for some +time, unable to rise. At last I managed to get to bed, but, oh, I did +not sleep, only dozed at intervals, for the drunkard never knows the +blessings of undisturbed repose. I awoke in the night with a raging +thirst. No sooner was one draught taken than the horrible dry feeling +returned; and so I went on, swallowing repeated glassfuls of the spirit +until at last I had drained the very last drop which the jug contained. +My appetite grew by what it fed on; and, having a little money by me, I +with difficulty got up, made myself look as tidy as possible, and then +went out to buy more rum, with which I returned to the house. + +The fact will, perhaps, seem incredible, but so it was that I drank +spirits continually without tasting a morsel of food for the next three +days. This could not last long; a constitution of iron strength could +not endure such treatment, and mine was partially broken down by +previous dissipation. + +I began to experience a feeling hitherto unknown to me. After the +three days' drinking to which I have just referred, I felt, one night, +as I lay on my bed, an awful sense of something dreadful coming over +me. It was as if I had been partially stunned, and now in an interval +of consciousness was about to have the fearful blow, which had +prostrated me, repeated. There was a craving for sleep, sleep, blessed +sleep, but my eyelids were as if they could not close. Every object +around me I beheld with startling distinctness, and my hearing became +unnaturally acute. Then, to the ringing and roaring in my ears would +suddenly succeed a silence so awful that only the stillness of the +grave might be compared with it. + +At other times, strange voices would whisper unintelligible words, and +the slightest noise would make me start like a guilty thing. But the +horrible, burning thirst was insupportable, and to quench it and induce +sleep I clutched again and again the rum bottle, hugged my enemy, and +poured the infernal fluid down my parched throat. But it was no use, +none; I could not sleep. Then I bethought me of tobacco; and +staggering from my bed to a shelf near by, with great difficulty I +managed to procure a pipe and some matches. I could not stand to light +the latter, so I lay again on the bed, and scraped one on the wall. I +began to smoke, and the narcotic leaf produced a stupefaction. I dozed +a little, but, feeling a warmth on my face, I awoke and discovered my +pillow to be on fire! I had dropped a lighted match on the bed. By a +desperate effort I threw the pillow on the floor, and, too exhausted to +feel annoyed by the burning feathers, I sank into a state of somnolency. + +How long I lay, I do not exactly know; but I was roused from my +lethargy by the neighbors, who, alarmed by the smell of fire, came to +my room to ascertain the cause. When they took me from my bed, the +under part of the straw with which it was stuffed was smouldering, and +in a quarter of an hour more must have burst into a flame. Had such +been the case, how horrible would have been my fate! for it is more +than probable that, in my half-senseless condition, I should have been +suffocated, or burned to death. The fright produced by this incident, +and a very narrow escape, in some degree sobered me, but what I felt +more than anything else was the exposure now; all would be known, and I +feared my name would become, more than ever, a byword and a reproach. + +Will it be believed that I again sought refuge in rum? Yes, so it was. +Scarcely had I recovered from the fright than I sent out, procured a +pint of rum, and drank it all in less than an hour. And now came upon +me many terrible sensations. Cramps attacked me in my limbs, which +raked me with agony, and my temples throbbed as if they would burst. +So ill was I that I became seriously alarmed, and begged the people of +the house to send for a physician. They did so, but I immediately +repented having summoned him, and endeavored, but ineffectually, to get +out of his way when he arrived. He saw at a glance what was the matter +with me, ordered the persons about me to watch me carefully, and on no +account to let me have any spirituous liquors. Everything stimulating +was vigorously denied me; and there came on the drunkard's remorseless +torture: delirium tremens, in all its terrors, attacked me. For three +days I endured more agony than pen could describe, even were it guided +by the mind of Dante. Who can feel the horrors of the horrible malady, +aggravated as it is by the almost ever-abiding consciousness that it is +self-sought. Hideous faces appeared on the wall and on the ceiling and +on the floors; foul things crept along the bedclothes, and glaring eyes +peered into mine. I was at one time surrounded by millions of +monstrous spiders that crawled slowly over every limb, whilst the +beaded drops of perspiration would start to my brow, and my limbs would +shiver until the bed rattled again. Strange lights would dance before +my eyes, and then suddenly the very blackness of darkness would appall +me by its dense gloom. All at once, while gazing at a frightful +creation of my distempered mind, I seemed struck with sudden blindness. +I knew a candle was burning in the room but I could not see it, all was +so pitchy dark. I lost the sense of feeling, too, for I endeavored to +grasp my arm in one hand, but consciousness was gone. I put my hand to +my side, my head, but felt nothing, and still I knew my limbs and frame +were there. And then the scene would change! I was falling--falling +swiftly as an arrow--far down into some terrible abyss; and so like +reality was it that as I fell I could see the rocky sides of the +horrible shaft, where mocking, jibing, fiend-like forms were perched; +and I could feel the air rushing past me, making my hair stream out by +the force of the unwholesome blast. Then the paroxysm sometimes ceased +for a few moments, and I would sink back on my pallet, drenched with +perspiration, utterly exhausted, and feeling a dreadful certainty of +the renewal of my torments. + +By the mercy of God I survived this awful seizure; and when I rose, a +weak, broken-down man, and surveyed my ghastly features in a glass, I +thought of my mother, and asked myself how I had obeyed the +instructions I had received from her lips, and to what advantage I had +turned the lessons she had taught me. I remembered her prayers and +tears, thought of what I had been but a few short months before, and +contrasted my situation with what it then was. Oh! how keen were my +own rebukes; and in the excitement of the moment I resolved to lead a +better life, and abstain from the accursed cup. + +For about a month, terrified by what I had suffered, I adhered to my +resolution, then my wife came home, and in my joy at her return I flung +my good resolutions to the wind, and foolishly fancying that I could +now restrain my appetite, which had for a whole month remained in +subjection, I took a glass of brandy. That glass aroused the +slumbering demon, who would not be satisfied by so tiny a libation. +Another and another succeeded, until I was again far advanced in the +career of intemperance. The night of my wife's return I went to bed +intoxicated. + +I will not detain the reader by the particulars of my everyday life at +this time; they may easily be imagined from what has already been +stated. My previous bitter experience, one would think, might have +operated as a warning; but none save the inebriate can tell the almost +resistless strength of the temptations which assail him. I did not, +however, make quite so deep a plunge as before. My tools I had given +into the hands of Mr. Gray, for whom I worked, receiving about five +dollars a week. My wages were paid me every night, for I was not to be +trusted with much money at a time, so certain was I to spend a great +portion of it in drink. As it was, I regularly got rid of one third of +what I daily received, for rum. + +My wardrobe, as it had, indeed, nearly always been whilst I drank to +excess, was now exceedingly shabby, and it was with the greatest +difficulty that I could manage to procure the necessaries of life. My +wife became very ill. Oh! how miserable I was! Some of the women who +were in attendance on my wife told me to get two quarts of rum. I +procured it, and as it was in the house, and I did not anticipate +serious consequences, I could not withstand the strong temptation to +drink. I did drink, and so freely that the usual effect was produced. +How much I swallowed I cannot tell, but the quantity, judging from the +effects, must have been considerable. + +Ten long weary days of suspense passed, at the end of which my wife and +her infant both died. Then came the terribly oppressive feeling that I +was forgotten of God, as well as abandoned by man. All the +consciousness of my dreadful situation pressed heavily, indeed, upon +me, and keenly as a sensitive mind could, did I feel the loss I had +experienced. I drank now to dispel my gloom, or to drown it in the +maddening cup. And soon was it whispered, from one to another, until +the whole town became aware of it, that my wife and child were lying +dead, and that I was drunk! But if ever I was cursed with the faculty +of thought, in all its intensity, it was then. And this was the +degraded condition of one who had been nursed in the lap of piety, and +whose infant tongue had been taught to utter a prayer against being led +into temptation. There in the room where all who had loved me were; +lying in the unconscious slumber of death was I, gazing, with a maudlin +melancholy imprinted on my features, on the dead forms of those who +were flesh of my flesh and bone of my bone. During the miserable hours +of darkness I would steal from my lonely bed to the place where my dead +wife and child lay, and, in agony of soul, pass my shaking hand over +their cold faces, and then return to my bed after a draught of rum, +which I had obtained and hidden under the pillow of my wretched couch. + +How apt the world is to judge of a man pursuing the course I did as one +destitute of all feeling, with no ambition, no desire for better +things! To speak of such a man's pride seems absurd, and yet drink +does not destroy pride, ambition, or high aspirations. The sting of +his misery is that he has ambition but no expectation; desire for +better things but no hope; pride but no energy; therefore the +possession of these very qualities is an additional burden to his load +of agony. Could he utterly forget his manhood, and wallow with the +beasts that perish, he would be comparatively happy. But his curse is +that he thinks. He is a man, and must think. He cannot always drown +thought or memory. He may, and does, fly for false solace to the +drink, and may stun his enemy in the evening, but it will rend him like +a giant in the morning. A flower, or half-remembered tune, a child's +laughter, will sometimes suffice to flood the victim with recollections +that either madden him to excess or send him crouching to his miserable +room, to sit with face buried in his hands, while the hot, thin tears +trickle over his swollen fingers. + +I believe this to be one reason why I shrink from society; why I have +so often refused kind invitations; why, though I love my personal +friends as strongly and as truly as any man's friends are ever loved, I +have so steadily withdrawn from social parties, dinners, or +introductions. This is the penalty I must ever pay. + +A man can never recover from the effects of such a seven years' +experience, morally or physically. + +The month of October had nearly drawn to a close, and on its last +Sunday evening I wandered out into the streets, pondering as well as I +was able to do--for I was somewhat intoxicated--on my lone and +friendless condition. My frame was much weakened and little fitted to +bear the cold of winter, which had already begun to come on. But I had +no means of protecting myself against the bitter blast, and, as I +anticipated my coming misery, I staggered along, houseless, aimless, +and all but hopeless. + +Some one tapped me on the shoulder. An unusual thing that, to occur to +me, for no one now cared to come in contact with the wretched, +shabby-looking drunkard. I was a disgrace, "a living, walking +disgrace." I could scarcely believe my own senses when I turned and +met a kind look; the thing was so unusual, and so entirely unexpected +that I questioned the reality of it, but so it was. It was the first +touch of kindness which I had known for months; and simple and trifling +as the circumstance may appear to many, it went right to my heart, and +like the wing of an angel, troubled the waters in that stagnant pool of +affection, and made them once more reflect a little of the light of +human love. The person who touched my shoulder was an entire stranger. +I looked at him, wondering what his business was with me. Regarding me +very earnestly, and apparently with much interest, he said: + +"Mr. Gough, I believe?" + +"That is my name," I replied, and was passing on. + +"You have been drinking to-day," said the stranger, in a kind voice, +which arrested my attention, and quite dispelled any anger at what I +might otherwise have considered an officious interference in my affairs. + +"Yes, sir," I replied. "I have----" + +"Why do you not sign the pledge?" was the next query. + +I considered for a moment or two, and then informed the strange friend +who had so unexpectedly interested himself in my behalf that I had no +hope of ever again becoming a sober man, and that I was without a +single friend in the world who cared for me; that I fully expected to +die very soon, cared not how soon, or whether I died drunk or sober, +and, in fact, that I was in a condition of utter recklessness. + +The stranger regarded me with a benevolent look, took me by the arm, +and asked me how I should like to be as I once was, respectable and +esteemed, well clad, and sitting as I used to, in a place of worship; +enabled to meet my friends as in old times, and receive from them the +pleasant nod of recognition as formerly; in fact, become a useful +member of society? + +"Oh," I replied, "I should like all these things first-rate; but I have +no expectation that such a thing will ever happen. Such a change +cannot be possible." + +"Only sign our pledge," remarked my friend, "and I will warrant that it +will be so. Sign it, and I will introduce you myself to good friends, +who will feel an interest in your welfare and take a pleasure in +helping you to keep your good resolution. Only, Mr. Gough, sign the +pledge, and all will be as I have said; ay, and more, too!" + +Oh! how pleasantly fell these words of kindness and promise on my +crushed and bruised heart. I had long been a stranger to feelings such +as now awoke in my bosom; a chord had been touched which vibrated to +the tone of woe. Hope once more dawned; and I began to think, strange +as it appeared, that such things as my friend promised me might come to +pass. On the instant I resolved to try, at least, and said to the +stranger: + +"Well, I will sign it." + +"When?" he asked. + +"I cannot do so to-night," I replied, "for I must have some more drink +presently, but I certainly will to-morrow." + +"We have a temperance meeting to-morrow evening," he said; "will you +sign it then?" + +"I will." + +"That is right," said he, grasping my hand; "I will be there to see +you." + +"You shall," I remarked, and we parted. + +I went on my way much touched by the kind interest which at last some +one had taken in my welfare. I said to myself: "If it should be the +last act of my life, I will perform my promise and sign it, even though +I die in the attempt, for that man has placed confidence in me, and on +that account I love him." + +I then proceeded to a low groggery in Lincoln Square, and in the space +of half an hour drank several glasses of brandy; this in addition to +what I had taken before made me very drunk, and I staggered home as +well as I could. + +Arrived there, I threw myself on the bed and lay in a state of +insensibility until morning. The first thing which occurred to my mind +on awaking was the promise I had made on the evening before, to sign +the pledge; and feeling, as I usually did on the morning succeeding a +drunken bout, wretched and desolate, I was almost sorry that I had +agreed to do so. My tongue was dry, my throat parched, my temples +throbbed as if they would burst, and I had a horrible burning feeling +in my stomach which almost maddened me, and I felt that I must have +some bitters or I should die. So I yielded to my appetite, which would +not be appeased, and repaired to the same hotel where I had squandered +away so many shillings before; there I drank three or four times, until +my nerves were a little strung, and then I went to work. + +All that day the coming event of the evening was continually before my +mind's eye, and it seemed to me as if the appetite which had so long +controlled me exerted more power over me than ever. It grew stronger +than I had any time known it, now that I was about to rid myself of it. +Until noon I struggled against its cravings, and then, unable to endure +my misery any longer, I made some excuse for leaving the shop, and went +nearly a mile from it in order to procure one more glass wherewith to +appease the demon who had so tortured me. The day wore wearily away, +and when evening came I determined, in spite of many a hesitation, to +perform the promise I had made to the stranger the night before. The +meeting was to be held at the lower town hall, Worcester; and thither, +clad in an old brown surtout, closely buttoned up to my chin that my +ragged habiliments beneath might not be visible, I went. I took a +place among the rest, and when an opportunity of speaking offered +itself, I requested permission to be heard, which was readily granted. + +When I stood up to relate my story, I was invited to the stand, to +which I repaired, and on turning to face the audience, I recognized my +acquaintance who had asked me to sign. It was Mr. Joel Stratton. He +greeted me with a smile of approbation, which nerved and strengthened +me for my task, as I tremblingly observed every eye fixed upon me. I +lifted my quivering hand and then and there told what rum had done for +me. I related how I was once respectable and happy, and had a home, +but that now I was a houseless, miserable, scathed, diseased, and +blighted outcast from society. I had scarce a hope remaining to me of +ever becoming that which I once was, but, having promised to sign the +pledge, I had determined not to break my word, and would now affix my +name to it. In my palsied hand I with difficulty grasped the pen, and, +in characters almost as crooked as those of old Stephen Hopkins on the +Declaration of Independence, I signed the total abstinence pledge, and +resolved to free myself from the inexorable tyrant. + +Although still desponding and hopeless, I felt that I was relieved from +a part of my heavy load. It was not because I deemed there was any +supernatural power in the pledge which would prevent my ever again +falling into such depths of woe as I had already become acquainted +with, but the feeling of relief arose from the honest desire I +entertained to keep a good resolution. I had exerted a moral power +which had long remained lying by perfectly useless. The very idea of +what I had done strengthened and encouraged me. Nor was this the only +impulse given me to proceed in my new pathway, for many who witnessed +my signing and heard my simple statement came forward, kindly grasped +my hand, and expressed their satisfaction at the step I had taken. A +new and better day seemed already to have dawned upon me. + +As I left the hall, agitated and enervated, I remember chuckling to +myself, with great gratification, "I have done it--I have done it!" +There was a degree of pleasure in having put my foot on the head of the +tyrant who had so long led me captive at his will, but although I had +"scotched the snake," I had not killed him, for every inch of his frame +was full of venomous vitality, and I felt that all my caution was +necessary to prevent his stinging me afresh. I went home, retired to +bed, but in vain did I try to sleep. I pondered upon the step I had +taken, and passed a restless night. Knowing that I had voluntarily +renounced drink, I endeavored to support my sufferings, and resist the +incessant craving of my remorseless appetite as well as I could, but +the struggle to overcome it was insupportably painful. When I got up +in the morning my brain seemed as though it would burst with the +intensity of its agony; my throat appeared as if it were on fire; and +in my stomach I experienced a dreadful burning sensation, as if the +fire of the pit had been kindled there. My hands trembled so that to +raise water to my feverish lips was almost impossible. I craved, +literally gasped, for my accustomed stimulant, and felt that I should +die if I did not have it; but I persevered in my resolve, and withstood +the temptations which assailed me on every hand. + +Still, during all this frightful time I experienced a feeling somewhat +akin to satisfaction at the position I had taken. I made at least one +step toward reformation. I began to think that it was barely possible +I might see better days, and once more hold up my head in society. +Such feelings as these would alternate with gloomy forebodings and +thick coming fancies of approaching ill. At one time hope, and at +another fear, would predominate, but the raging, dreadful, continued +thirst was always present, to torture and tempt me. + +After breakfast I proceeded to the shop where I was employed, feeling +dreadfully ill. I determined, however, to put a bold face on the +matter, and, in spite of the cloud which seemed to hang over me, +attempt work. I was exceedingly weak, and fancied, as I almost reeled +about the shop, that every eye was fixed upon me suspiciously, although +I exerted myself to the utmost to conceal my agitation. I was +suffering; and those who have never thus suffered cannot comprehend it. +The shivering of the spine, then flushes of heat, causing every pore of +the body to sting, as if punctured with some sharp instrument; the +horrible whisperings in the ear, combined with a longing cry of the +whole system for stimulants. One glass of brandy would steady my +shaking nerves; I cannot hold my hand still; I cannot stand still. A +young man but twenty-five years of age, and I have no control of my +nerves; one glass of brandy would relieve this gnawing, aching, +throbbing stomach, but I have signed the pledge. "I do agree that I +will not use it; and I must fight it out." How I got through the day I +cannot tell. I went to my employer and said: + +"I signed the pledge last night." + +"I know you did." + +"I mean to keep it." + +"So they all say, and I hope you will." + +"You do not believe that I will; you have no confidence in me." + +"None whatever." + +I turned to my work, broken-hearted, crushed in spirit, paralyzed in +energy, feeling how low I had sunk in the esteem of prudent and +sober-minded men. Suddenly the small iron bar I had in my hand began +to move; I felt it move, I gripped it; still it moved and twisted; I +gripped still harder; yet the thing would move till I could feel it, +yes, feel it, tearing the palm out of my hand, then I dropped it, and +there it lay, a curling, shiny snake! I could hear the paper shavings +rustle as the horrible thing writhed before me! If it had been a snake +I should not have minded it. I was never afraid of a snake. I should +have called some one to look at it, I could have killed it, I should +not have been terrified at a thing; but I knew it was a cold dead bar +of iron, and there it was, with its green eyes, its forked, darting +tongue, curling in all its shiny loathsomeness, and the horror filled +me so that my hair seemed to stand up and shiver, and my skin lift from +the scalp to the ankles, and I groaned out, "I cannot fight this +through! Oh! my God, I shall die!" when a gentleman came into the shop +with a cheerful "Good-morning, Mr. Gough." + +"Good-morning, sir." + +"I saw you sign the pledge last night." + +"Yes, sir, I did it." + +"I was very glad to see you do it, and many young men followed your +example. It is such men as you that we want, and I hope you will be +the means of doing a great deal of good. My office is in the exchange; +come in and see me. I shall be happy to make your acquaintance. I +have only a minute or two to spare, but I thought I would just call in +and tell you to keep up a brave heart. Good-bye, God bless you. Come +in and see me." + +That was Jesse Goodrich, then a practising attorney and counselor at +law, in Worcester, now dead; but to the last of his life my true and +faithful friend. It would be impossible to describe how this little +act of kindness cheered me. With the exception of Mr. Stratton, who +was a waiter at a temperance hotel, no one had accosted me for months +in a manner which would lead me to think any one cared for me, or what +might be my fate. Now I was not altogether alone in the world; there +was a hope of my being rescued from the "slough of despond," where I +had been so long floundering. I felt that the fountain of human +kindness was not utterly sealed up, and again a green spot, an oasis, +small, indeed, but cheering, appeared in the desert of my life. I had +something to live for; a new desire for life seemed suddenly to spring +up; the universal boundary of human sympathy included even my wretched +self in its cheering circle. All these sensations were generated by a +few kind words at the right time. Yes, now I can fight; and I did +fight--six days and six nights--encouraged and helped by a few words of +sympathy. He said, "Come in and see me." I will. He said he would be +pleased to make my acquaintance. He shall. He said, "Keep up a brave +heart!" By God's help I will. And so encouraged I fought on with not +one hour of healthy sleep, not one particle of food passing my lips, +for six days and six nights. + +On the evening of the day following that on which I signed the pledge I +went straight home from my workshop, with a dreadful feeling of some +impending calamity haunting me. In spite of the encouragement I had +received, the presentiment of coming evil was so strong that it bowed +me almost to the dust with apprehension. The slakeless thirst still +clung to me; and water, instead of allaying it, seemed only to increase +its intensity. + +I was fated to encounter one struggle more with my enemy before I +became free. Fearful was that struggle. God in his mercy forbid that +any young man should endure but a tenth part of the torture which +racked my frame and agonized my heart. + +As in the former attack, horrible faces glared upon me from the +walls--faces ever changing, and displaying new and still more horrible +features; black bloated insects crawled over my face, and myriads of +burning, concentric rings were revolving incessantly. At one moment +the chamber appeared as red as blood, and in a twinkling it was dark as +the charnel house. I seemed to have a knife with hundreds of blades in +my hand, every blade driven through the flesh, and all so inextricably +bent and tangled together that I could not withdraw them for some time; +and when I did, from my lacerated fingers the bloody fibres would +stretch out all quivering with life. After a frightful paroxysm of +this kind I would start like a maniac from my bed, and beg for life, +life! What I of late thought so worthless seemed now to be of +unappreciable value. I dreaded to die, and clung to existence with a +feeling that my soul's salvation depended on a little more of life. + +In about a week I gained, in a great degree, the mastery over my +accursed appetite; but the strife had made me dreadfully weak. +Gradually my health improved, my spirits recovered, and I ceased to +despair. Once more was I enabled to crawl into the sunshine; but, oh, +how changed! Wan cheeks and hollow eyes, feeble limbs and almost +powerless hands plainly enough indicated that between me and death +there had indeed been but a step; and those who saw me might say as was +said of Dante, when he passed through the streets of France, "There's +the man that has been in hell." + + + + +FREDERICK DOUGLASS + +(1817-1895) + +THE SLAVE WHO STOLE FREEDOM + +To Booker T. Washington, the teller of the tale which follows, +Lincoln's Emancipation Proclamation brought freedom when he was but +three years old. But Mr. Washington's struggles, first for an +education, later in behalf of his black brethren, have endowed him with +understanding and warm sympathy for Douglass, the man who, in his own +generation, preceded Washington as the foremost colored citizen of the +United States. + +In later days, when the Underground Railway was in full operation, the +slave who ran away could be sure of aid and comfort at any one of its +many stations that he might find it possible to reach. But +Douglass--pioneer among these dark-skinned adventurers for +freedom--must needs rely almost wholly upon his own wit and courage in +making his escape. + + +From "Frederick Douglass," by Booker T. Washington. Copyright, 1906, +by George W. Jacobs & Company. + +Frederick Douglass was born in the little town of Tuckahoe, in Talbot +County, on the eastern shore of Maryland, supposedly in the month of +February, 1817. . . . + +Until he was seven years of age, young Fred felt few of the privations +of slavery. In these childhood days he probably was as happy and +carefree as the white children in the "big house." At liberty to come +and go and play in the open sunshine, his early life was typical of the +happier side of the negro life in slavery. What he missed of a +mother's affection and a father's care was partly made up to him by the +indulgent kindness of his good grandmother. + +When Fred was between seven and eight years of age his grandmother was +directed by her master to take her grandson to the Lloyd plantation. +After the boy arrived at his new home, he was put in charge of a +slave-woman for whom the only name we know is "Aunt Katy." This change +brought him the first real hardship of his life. As an early +consequence of it, he lost the care and guidance of his grandmother, +his freedom to play, good food, and that affection which means so much +to a child. When he came under the care of Aunt Katy, he began to feel +for the first time the sting of unkindness. He has given a very +disagreeable picture of this foster-mother. She was a woman of a +hateful disposition, and treated the little stranger from Tuckahoe with +extreme harshness. Her special mode of punishment was to deprive him +of food. Indeed he was forced to go hungry most of the time, and if he +complained was beaten without mercy. He has described his misery on +one particular night. After being sent supperless to bed, his +suffering very soon became more than he could bear, and when everybody +else in the cabin was asleep he quietly took some corn and began to +parch it before the open fireplace. While thus trying to appease his +hunger by stealth, and feeling dejected and homesick, "who but my own +dear mother should come in?" The friendless, hungry, and sorrowing +little boy found himself suddenly caught up in her strong and +protecting arms. + +"I shall never forget," he says, "the indescribable expression of her +countenance when I told her that Aunt Katy had said that she would +starve the life out of me. There was a deep and tender glance at me, +and a fiery look of indignation for Aunt Katy at the same moment, and +when she took the parched corn from me and gave me, instead, a large +ginger-cake, she read Aunt Katy a lecture which was never forgotten. +That night I learned, as never before, that I was not only a child, but +somebody's child. I was grander on my mother's knee than a king upon +his throne. But my triumph was short. I dropped off to sleep and +waked in the morning to find my mother gone, and myself again at the +mercy of the virago in my master's kitchen." + +There is no record of another meeting between mother and son. She +probably died shortly afterward, because if she had been within walking +distance, he certainly would have seen her again. Her memory in his +child's mind was always that of a real and near personality. When he +became older, and conscious of his superiority to his fellows, he was +wont to say: "I am proud to attribute my love of letters, such as I may +have, not to my presumed Anglo-Saxon father, but to my sable, +unprotected, and uncultivated mother." Thus, after his mother died, +his vivid imagination kept before him her image, as she appeared to him +that last time he saw her, through all his struggles for a fuller and +freer life for himself and his race. + +With the loss of his mother and grandmother, he came more and more to +realize the peculiar relation in which he and those about him stood to +Colonel Lloyd and Captain Anthony. His active mind soon grasped the +meaning of "master" and "slave." While still a lad, longing for a +mother's care, he began to feel himself within the grasp of the curious +thing that he afterward learned to know as "slavery." As he grew older +in years and understanding, he came also to see what manner of man his +master was. He described Captain Anthony as a "sad man." At times he +was very gentle, and almost benevolent. But young Douglass was never +able to forget that this same kindly slave-holder had refused to +protect his cousin from a cruel beating by her overseer. The spectacle +he had witnessed, when this beautiful young slave was whipped, had made +a lasting and painful impression upon him. Vaguely he began to +recognize the outlines of the institution which at once permitted, and +to a certain degree made necessary, these cruelties. It was at this +point that he began to speculate on the origin and nature of slavery. +Meanwhile he became, in the course of his life on the plantation, the +witness of other scenes quite as harrowing, and the memory mingled with +his reflections, and embittered them. + +During this time an event occurred which gave a new direction and a new +impetus to the thoughts and purposes slowly taking form within him. +This event was the successful escape of his Aunt Jennie and another +slave. It caused a great commotion on the plantation. Nothing could +happen in a Southern community that excited so many and such varied +emotions as the escape of a slave from bondage: terror and revenge, +hope and fear, mingled with the images of the pursued and the pursuers, +with speculation in regard to the capture of the fugitive, and with +prayers for his success in the minds of the slaves. . . . + +From now on his quick and comprehending mind saw and suffered things +that formerly never affected him. The hard and sometimes cruel +discipline, toil from sunrise to sunset, scant food, the stifling of +ambitions--all these began now to be perceived and felt, and the +impression they left sank into the soul of this rebellious boy. He saw +a slave killed by an overseer, on no other charge than that of being +"impudent." "Crimes" of this nature were committed, as far as he could +see, with impunity, and the memory of them haunted him by day and by +night. + +Thus far Douglass had not felt the overseer's whip. He was too small +for anything except to run errands and to do light chores. Of course, +he had been cuffed about by Aunt Katy; he says he seldom got enough to +eat, and he suffered continually from cold, since his entire wardrobe +consisted of a tow sack. . . . + +When Fred became nine years old the most important event in his life +occurred. His master determined to send him to Baltimore to live with +Hugh Auld, a brother of Thomas Auld. Baltimore at this time was little +more than a name to young Douglass. When he reached the residence of +Mr. and Mrs. Auld and felt the difference between the plantation cabin +and this city home, it was to him, for a time, like living in Paradise. +Mrs. Auld is described as a lady of great kindness of heart, and of a +gentle disposition. She at once took a tender interest in the little +servant from the plantation. He was much petted and well fed, +permitted to wear boy's clothes and shoes, and for the first time in +his life had a good soft bed to sleep in. His only duty was to take +care of and play with Tommy Auld, which he found both an easy and +agreeable task. + +Young Douglass yet knew nothing about reading. A book was as much of a +mystery to him as the stars at night. When he heard his mistress read +aloud from the Bible, his curiosity was aroused. He felt so secure in +her kindness that he had the boldness to ask her to teach him. +Following her natural impulse to do kindness to others, and without, +for a moment, thinking of the danger, she at once consented. He +quickly learned the alphabet and in a short time could spell words of +three syllables. But alas, for his young ambition! When Mr. Auld +discovered what his wife had done, he was both surprised and pained. +He at once stopped the perilous practice, but it was too late. The +precocious young slave had acquired a taste for book learning. He +quickly understood that these mysterious characters called letters were +the keys to a vast empire from which he was separated by an enforced +ignorance. In discussing the matter with his wife, Mr. Auld said: "If +you teach him to read, he will want to know how to write, and with this +accomplished, he will be running away with himself." Mr. Douglass, +referring to this conversation in later years, said: "This was +decidedly the first anti-slavery speech to which I had ever listened. +From that moment, I understood the direct pathway from slavery to +freedom." + +During the subsequent six years that he lived in Baltimore in the home +of Mr. Auld he was more closely watched than he had been before this +incident, and his liberty to go and come was considerably curtailed. +He declares that he was not allowed to be alone, when this could be +helped, lest he would attempt to teach himself. But these were unwise +precautions, since they but whetted his appetite for learning and +incited him to many secret schemes to elude the vigilance of his master +and mistress. Everything now contributed to his enlightenment and +prepared him for that freedom for which he thirsted. His occasional +contact with free colored people, his visit to the wharves where he +could watch the vessels going and coming, and his chance acquaintance +with white boys on the street, all became a part of his education and +were made to serve his plans. He got hold of a blue-back speller and +carried it with him all the time. He would ask his little white +friends in the street how to spell certain words and the meaning of +them. In this way he soon learned to read. The first and most +important book owned by him was called the "Columbian Orator." He +bought it with money secretly earned by blacking boots on the street. +It contained selected passages from such great orators as Lord Chatham, +William Pitt Fox, and Sheridan. These speeches were steeped in the +sentiments of liberty, and were full of references to the "rights of +man." They gave to young Douglass a larger idea of liberty than was +included in his mere dream of freedom for himself, and in addition they +increased his vocabulary of words and phrases. The reading of this +book unfitted him longer for restraint. He became all ears and all +eyes. Everything he saw and read suggested to him a larger world lying +just beyond his reach. The meaning of the term "Abolition" came to him +by a chance look at a Baltimore newspaper. + +Slavery and Abolition! The distance between these two points of +existence seemed to have lessened greatly after he had comprehended +their meaning. "When I heard the Word 'Abolition,' I felt the matter +to be my personal concern. There was hope in this word." As he +afterward went about the city on his ordinary errands, or when at the +wharf, even performing tasks that were not set for him to do, he was +like another being. That word "Abolition" seemed to sing itself into +his very soul, and when he permitted his thoughts to dwell on the +possibilities that it opened to him, he was buoyed up with joyous +expectations. He tried to find out something from everybody. He +learned to write by copying letters on fences and walls and challenging +his white playmates to find his mistakes; and at night, when no one +suspected him of being awake, he copied from an old copy-book of his +young friend Tommy. Before he had formulated any plans for freedom for +himself, he learned the important trick of writing "free passes" for +runaway slaves. + +Notwithstanding his progress in gaining knowledge, his considerate +master and kind mistress, his loving companion in Tommy, his good home, +food, and clothes, he was not happy or contented. None of these things +could stifle his yearning to be free. He has aptly described his own +feelings at this time in speaking of Mrs. Auld: "Poor lady, she did not +understand my trouble, and I could not tell her. Nature made us +friends, but slavery made us enemies. She aimed to keep me ignorant, +but I resolved to know, although knowledge only increased my misery. +My feelings were not the result of any marked cruelty in the treatment +I received. It was slavery, not its mere incidents, I hated. Their +feeding and clothing me well could not atone for taking my liberty from +me. The smiles of my master could not remove the deep sorrow that +dwelt in my young bosom. We were both victims of the same +overshadowing evil--she as mistress, I as slave. I will not censure +her too harshly. . . ." + +After Douglass learned how to write with tolerable ease, he began to +copy from the Bible and the Methodist hymn books at night when he was +supposed to be asleep. He always regarded this religious experience as +the most important part of his education; it had the effect, not only +of enlarging his mind, but also of restraining his impatience, and +softening a disposition that was growing hard and bitter with brooding +over the disadvantages suffered by himself and his race. He greatly +needed something that would help him to look beyond his bondage and +encourage him to hope for ultimate freedom. + +While he was undergoing this, to him, novel religious experience, and +while he was gradually being adjusted to the situation in which he +found himself, there came one of those dreaded changes in the fortunes +of slavemasters that made the status of the slave painfully uncertain. +His real master, Captain Anthony, died, and this event, complicated +with some family quarrel, resulted in Douglass being recalled from +Baltimore to the plantation. . . . + +A man named Edward Covey, living at Bayside, at no great distance from +the campground where Thomas Auld was converted, had a wide reputation +for "breaking in unruly niggers." Covey was a "poor white" and a farm +renter. To this man Douglass was hired out for a year. In the month +of January, 1834, he started for his new master, with his little bundle +of clothes. From what we have already seen of this sensitive, +thoughtful young slave of seventeen years, it is not difficult to +understand his state of mind. Up to this time he had had a +comparatively easy life. He had seldom suffered hardships such as fell +to the lot of many slaves whom he knew. To quote his own words: "I was +now about to sound profounder depths in slave-life. Starvation made me +glad to leave Thomas Auld's, and the cruel lash made me dread to go to +Covey's." Escape, however, was impossible. The picture of the +"slave-driver," painted in the lurid colors that Mr. Douglass's +indignant memories furnished him, shows the dark side of slavery in the +South. During the first six weeks he was with Covey he was whipped, +either with sticks or cowhides, every week. With his body one +continuous ache from his frequent floggings, he was kept at work in +field or woods from the dawn of day until the darkness of night. He +says: "Mr. Covey succeeded in breaking me in body, soul, and spirit. +The overwork and the cruel chastisements of which I was the victim, +combined with the ever-growing and soul-devouring thought, 'I am a +slave--a slave for life, a slave with no rational ground to hope for +freedom,' had done their worst." + +He confesses that at one time he was strongly tempted to take his own +life and that of Covey. Finally, his sufferings of body and soul +became so great that further endurance seemed impossible. While in +this condition he determined upon the daring step of returning to his +master, Thomas Auld, in order to lay before him the story of abuse. He +felt sure that, if for no other reason than the protection of property +from serious impairment, his master would interfere in his behalf. He +even expected sympathy and assurances of future protection. In all +this he was grievously disappointed. Auld not only refused sympathy +and protection, but would not even listen to his complaints, and +immediately sent him back to his dreaded master to face the added +penalty of running away. The poor, lone boy was plunged into the +depths of despair. A feeling that he had been deserted by both God and +man took possession of him. + +Covey was lying in wait for him, knowing full well that he must return +as defenseless as he went away. As soon as Douglass came near the +place where the white man was hiding, the latter made a leap at Fred +for the purpose of tying him for a flogging. But Douglass escaped and +took to the woods, where he concealed himself for a day and a night. +His condition was desperate. He felt that he could not endure another +whipping, and yet there seemed to him no alternative. His first +impulse was to pray, but he remembered that Covey also prayed. +Convinced, at length, that there was no appeal but to his own courage, +he resolved to go back and face whatever must come to him. It so +happened that it was a Sunday morning and, much to his surprise, he met +Covey, who was on his way to church, and who, when he saw the runaway, +greeted him with a pleasant smile. "His religion," says Douglass, +"prevented him from breaking the Sabbath, but not from breaking my +bones on any other day of the week." + +On Monday morning Douglass was up early, half hoping that he would be +permitted to resume his work without punishment. Covey was astir +betimes, too, and had laid aside his Sunday mildness of manner. His +first business was to carry out his fixed purpose of whipping the young +runaway. In the meantime Fred had likewise fully decided upon a course +of action. He was ready to submit to any kind of work, however hard or +unreasonable, but determined to defend himself against any attempt at +another flogging. In the cold passion that took possession of him, the +slave-boy became utterly reckless of consequences, reasoning to himself +that the limit of suffering at the hands of this relentless +slave-breaker had already been reached. He was resolved to fight and +did fight. He began his morning work in peace, obeying promptly every +order from his master, and while he was in the act of going up to the +stable-loft for the purpose of pitching down some hay, he was caught +and thrown by Covey, in an attempt to get a slip knot about his legs. +Douglass flew at Covey's throat recklessly, hurled his antagonist to +the ground, and held him firmly. Blood followed the nails of the +infuriated young slave. He scarcely knew how to account for his +fighting strength, and his daredevil spirit so dumfounded the master +that he gaspingly said: "Are you going to resist me, you young +scoundrel?" "Yes, sir," was the quick reply. + +Finding himself baffled, Covey called for assistance. His cousin +Hughes came to aid him, but as he was attempting to put a noose over +the unruly slave's foot, Douglass promptly gave him a blow in the +stomach which at once put him out of the combat and he fled. After +Hughes had been disabled, Covey called on first one and then another of +his slaves, but each refused to assist him. Finding himself fairly +outdone by his angry antagonist, Covey quit; with the discreet remark: +"Now, you young scoundrel, you go to work; I would not have whipped you +half so hard if you had not resisted." + +Douglass had thus won his first victory, and was never again threatened +or flogged by his master. The effect of this encounter, as far as he +himself was concerned, was to increase his self-respect, and to give +him more courage for the future. He said that, "when a slave cannot be +flogged, he is more than half free." To the other slaves he became a +hero, and Covey was not anxious to advertise his complete failure to +break in this "unruly nigger." It speaks well for the natural dignity +and good sense of young Douglass that he neither boasted of his triumph +nor did anything rash as a consequence of it, as might have been +expected from a boy of his age and spirit. . . . + + +[A carefully planned attempt at escape failed dismally, but he remained +undaunted.] + + +Ever since the first trouble with Auld, he had been pushing his plans +to redeem his pledge to himself that he would run away on Monday, +September 3, 1838. These were anxious days, and many small details had +to be mastered. He must carefully avoid anything in manner or word +which could excite the slightest suspicion. He had to test the +fidelity of a number of free colored people whose aid, in secret ways, +was very essential to him. Who these persons were has never been +revealed, and, in fact, it was not until many years after emancipation +that Mr. Douglass disclosed to the public how he succeeded in making +his daring escape. "Murder itself," he says, "was not more severely +and surely punished in the State of Maryland than aiding and abetting +the escape of a slave." + +Young Douglass's flight had no outward semblance of dramatic incident +or thrilling episode, and yet, as he modestly says, "the courage that +could risk betrayal and the bravery which was ready to encounter death, +if need be, in pursuit of freedom, were features in the undertaking. +My success was due to address rather than to courage, to good luck +rather than bravery. My means of escape were provided by the very +means which were making laws to hold and bind me more securely to +slavery." + +By the laws of the State of Maryland, every free colored person was +required to have what were called "free papers," which must be renewed +frequently, and, of course, a fee was always charged for renewal. They +contained a full and minute description of the holder, for the purpose +of identification. This device, in some measure, defeated itself, +since more than one man could be found to answer the general +description; hence many slaves could get away by impersonating the real +owners of these passes, which were returned by mail after the borrowers +had made good their escape. To use these papers in this manner was +hazardous both for the fugitives and for the lenders. Not every +freeman was willing to put in jeopardy his own liberty that another +might be free. It was, however, often done, and the confidence that it +necessitated was seldom betrayed. Douglass had not many friends among +the free colored people in Baltimore who resembled him sufficiently to +make it safe for him to use their papers. Fortunately, however, he had +one who owned a "sailor's protection," a document describing the holder +and certifying to the fact that he was a "free American sailor." This +"protection" did not describe its bearer very accurately. But it +called for a man very much darker than himself, and a close examination +would have betrayed him at the start. In the face of all these +conditions young Douglass Was relying upon something besides a dubious +written passport. This something was his desperate courage. He had +learned to act the part of a freeman so well that no one suspected him +of being a slave. He had early acquired the habit of studying human +nature. As he grew to understand men, he no longer dreaded them. No +one knew better than he the kind of human nature that he had to deal +with in this perilous undertaking. He knew the speech, manner, and +behavior that would excite suspicion; hence he avoided asking for a +ticket at the railway station, because this would subject him to +examination. He so managed that just as the train started he jumped +on, his bag being thrown after him by some one in waiting. He knew +that scrutiny of him in a crowded car en route would be less exacting +than at the station. He had borrowed a sailor's shirt, tarpaulin, cap, +and black cravat, tied in true sailor fashion, and he acted the part of +an "old salt" so perfectly that he excited no suspicion. When the +conductor came to collect his fare and inspected his "free papers," +Douglass, in the most natural manner, said that he had none, but +promptly showed his "sailor's protection," which the railway official +merely glanced at and passed on without further question. Twice on the +trip he thought he was detected. Once when his car stood opposite a +south-bound train, Douglass observed a well-known citizen of Baltimore, +who knew him well, sitting where he could see him distinctly. At +another time, while still in Maryland, he was noticed by a man who had +met him frequently at the shipyards. In neither of these cases, +however, was he interfered with or molested. When he got into the free +State of Pennsylvania, he felt more joy than he dared express. He had +by his cool temerity and address passed every sentinel undetected, and +no slave, to his knowledge, he afterward said, ever got away from +bondage on so narrow a margin of safety. + + + + +HENRY WARD BEECHER + +(1813-1887) + +THE BOY WHO HALF-HEARTEDLY JOINED THE CHURCH + +There is great encouragement for the seemingly backward, hesitant youth +in the story of Henry Ward Beecher's early life. + +He tells us that he used to be laughed at for talking as though he had +pudding in his mouth. Yet he became one of the greatest orators the +world has seen. + +He joined the church merely because he was expected to do so. It was +only "pride and shamefacedness" that prevented him from expressing his +doubts as to whether he was a Christian. When he actually came to take +the step he wondered whether he should be struck dead for not feeling +more; and afterward he walked home crying and wishing he knew what he +ought to do and how he ought to do it. Yet he became one of the +greatest religious leaders of his time. + + +From the "Biography of Henry Ward Beecher," by W. C. Beecher and +Scoville. C. L. Webster Co., 1888. + +"If I had had the influence of a discreet, sympathetic Christian person +to brood over and help and encourage me, I should have been a Christian +child from my mother's lap, I am persuaded; but I had no such +influence. The influences of a Christian family were about me, to be +sure, but they were generic; and I revolved these speculative +experiences, my strong religious habitudes taking the form of +speculation all through my childhood. I recollect that from the time +that I was about ten years old I began to have periods when my +susceptibilities were so profoundly impressed that the outward +manifestations of my nature were changed. I remember that when my +brother George--who was next older than I, and who was beginning to be +my helpful companion, to whom I looked up--became a Christian, being +awakened and converted in college, it seemed as though a gulf had come +between us, and as though he was a saint on one side of it while I was +a little reprobate on the other side. It was awful to me. If there +had been a total eclipse of the sun I should not have been in more +profound darkness outwardly than I was inwardly. I did not know whom +to go to; I did not dare to go to my father; I had no mother that I +ever went to at such a time; I did not feel like going to my brother; +and I did not go to anybody. I felt that I must try to wrestle out my +own salvation. + +"Once, on coming home, I heard the bell toll, and I learned that it was +for the funeral of one of my companions with whom I had been accustomed +to play, and with whom I had grown up. I did not know that he had been +sick, but he had dropped into eternity; and the ringing, swinging, +booming of that bell, if it had been the sound of an angel trumpet of +the last day, would not have seemed to me more awful. I went into an +ecstasy of anguish. At intervals, for days and weeks, I cried and +prayed. There was scarcely a retired place in the garden, in the +woodhouse, in the carriage-house, or in the barn that was not a scene +of my crying and praying. It was piteous that I should be in such a +state of mind, and that there should be nobody to help me and lead me +out into the light. I do not recollect that to that day one word had +been said to me, or one syllable had been uttered in the pulpit, that +lead me to think there was any mercy in the heart of God for a sinner +like me. For a sinner that had repented it was thought there was +pardon; but how to repent was the very thing I did not know. A +converted sinner might be saved, but for a poor, miserable, faulty boy, +that pouted, and got mad at his brothers and sisters, and did a great +many naughty things, there was no salvation so far as I had learned. +My innumerable shortcomings and misdemeanors were to my mind so many +pimples that marked my terrible depravity; and I never had the remotest +idea of God except that he was a sovereign who sat with a sceptre in +his hand and had his eye on me, and said: 'I see you, and I am after +you.' So I used to live in perpetual fear and dread, and often I +wished myself dead. I tried to submit and lay down the weapons of my +rebellion, I tried to surrender everything; but it did not seem to do +any good, and I thought it was because I did not do it right. I tried +to consecrate myself to God, but all to no purpose. I did everything, +so far as I could, that others did who professed to be Christians, but +I did not feel any better. I passed through two or three revivals. I +remember, when Mr. Nettleton was preaching in Litchfield, going to +carry a note to him from father; and for a sensitive, bashful boy like +me it was a severe ordeal. I went to the room where he was speaking, +with the note in my trembling hand, and had to lay it on the desk +beside him. Before I got halfway across the floor I was dazed and +everything seemed to swim around me, but I made out to get the note to +him, and he said: 'That's enough; go away, boy,' and I sort of backed +and stumbled toward the door (I was always stumbling and blundering in +company) and sat down. He was preaching in those whispered tones which +always seem louder than thunder to the conscience, although they are +only whispers in the ear. He had not uttered more than three sentences +before my feelings were excited, and the more I listened the more awful +I felt; and I said to myself: 'I will stay to the inquiry meeting.' I +heard Mr. Nettleton talking about souls writhing under conviction, and +I thought my soul was writhing under conviction. I had heard father +say that after a person had writhed under conviction a week or two they +began to come out, and I said: 'Perhaps I will get out'; and that +thought produced in me a sort of half-exhilaration of joy. I stayed to +the inquiry meeting, felt better, and trotted home with the hope that I +was on the way toward conversion. I went through this revival with +that hope strengthened; but it did not last long." + +It is evident from this chapter that if we would understand Henry Ward +Beecher and the influences that went to the formation of his character +and to the success of his life, other things than parentage, home, +school, or nature must be taken into the account. The vast things of +the invisible realm have begun to speak to him, and his nature has +proved to be peculiarly sensitive to their influence. + +He is thus early groping, unresting, and unsatisfied; but it is among +mountains, and not in marshes or quicksands. Some day these mountain +truths, among which he now wanders in darkness, shall be radiant in his +sight with the Divine Compassion, and his gloom shall give place to +abiding love, joy, and peace. + +It was in 1827, and Henry was fourteen years old, when he entered the +Mount Pleasant Institute. "He was admitted to the institution at a +price about half the usual charge, for one hundred dollars per year. +His appearance was robust and healthy, rather inclined to fulness of +form, with a slight pink tinge on his cheeks and a frequent smile upon +his face. In his manners and communications he was quiet, orderly, and +respectful. He was a good-looking youth." This is the testimony of +one of his teachers, Mr. George Montague. + +"I think he must have been fond of children, for he was always ready +for a frolic with me. I don't remember how he spoke, except that he +talked a good deal and was full of life and fun." So says a friend in +whose home he boarded, in a letter written during the past year. + +No place could have been better fitted to the condition of the boy, as +he then was, than the one chosen. He was tired of the city with its +brick walls, stone pavements, and artificial restrictions, and longed +for the freedom and the freshness of the country. Amherst at that time +was only a small village, fighting back with indifferent success the +country that pressed in upon it from every side, and offering this +city-sick lad, almost within a stone's throw of the school, the same +kind of fields and forests that were around him at Litchfield, and +spreading out for him a landscape equal in beauty to that of his +childhood home. + +Besides, he has an object in view that stirs his blood. He is to fit +himself for the navy; his father has promised his influence to get him +an appointment, if wanted, and Admiral Nelson and all other brave +admirals and commodores are his models. For the first time in his life +he takes hold of study with enthusiasm. + +The institution was very popular in its day, and a great advance upon +the old academy. It was semi-military in its methods, and in its +government there was great thoroughness without severity. Its teachers +possessed superior qualifications, and all were men of great kindness +as well as of marked ability. Among them were two men who especially +had great influence in directing his energies and preparing him not +only for Amherst College but for the greater work beyond, and who were +ever remembered by him with the deepest gratitude. + +The first of these was W. P. Fitzgerald, the teacher of mathematics at +Mount Pleasant School: + +"He taught me to conquer in studying. There is a very hour in which a +young nature, tugging, discouraged, and weary with books, rises with +the consciousness of victorious power into masterhood. For ever after +he knows that he can learn anything if he pleases. It is a distinct +intellectual conversion. + +"I first went to the blackboard, uncertain, soft, full of whimpering. +'That lesson must be learned,' he said, in a very quiet tone, but with +a terrible intensity and with the certainty of Fate. All explanations +and excuses he trod under foot with utter scornfulness. 'I want that +problem. I don't want any reasons why I don't get it.' + +"'I did study it two hours.' + +"'That's nothing to me; I want the lesson. You need not study it at +all, or you may study it ten hours--just to suit yourself. I want the +lesson. Underwood, go to the blackboard!' + +"'Oh! yes, but Underwood got somebody to _show_ him his lesson.' + +"'What do I care _how_ you get it? That's your business. But you must +have it.' + +"It was tough for a green boy, but it seasoned him. In less than a +month I had the most intense sense of intellectual independence and +courage to defend my recitations. + +"In the midst of a lesson his cold and calm voice would fall upon me in +the midst of a demonstration--'_No_!' I hesitated, stopped, and then +went back to the beginning; and, on reaching the same spot again, +'_No_!' uttered with the tone of perfect conviction, barred my +progress. 'The next!' and I sat down in red confusion. He, too, was +stopped with 'No!' but went right on, finished, and, as he sat down, +was rewarded with, 'Very well.' + +"'Why,' whimpered I, 'I recited it just as he did, and you said No!' + +"'Why didn't you say _Yes_, and stick to it? It is not enough to know +your lesson. You must _know_ that you know it. You have learned +nothing until you are _sure_. If all the world says _No_, your +business is to say _Yes_ and to _prove it!_'" + +The other helper of this period was John E. Lovell. + +In a column of the _Christian Union_, of July 14, 1880, devoted to +"Inquiring Friends," appeared this question with the accompanying +answer: + + +"We heard Mr. Beecher lecture recently in Boston and found the lecture +a grand lesson in elocution. If Mr. Beecher would give through the +column of 'Inquiring Friends' the methods of instruction and practice +pursued by him, it would be very thankfully received by a subscriber +and student. + +"E. D. M." + + +"I had from childhood a thickness of speech arising from a large +palate, so that when a boy I used to be laughed at for talking as if I +had pudding in my mouth. When I went to Amherst I was fortunate in +passing into the hands of John Lovell, a teacher of elocution, and a +better teacher for my purpose I cannot conceive. His system consisted +in drill, or the thorough practice of inflexions by the voice, of +gesture, posture, and articulation. Sometimes I was a whole hour +practising my voice on a word--like 'justice.' I would have to take a +posture, frequently at a mark chalked on the floor. Then we would go +through all the gestures, exercising each movement of the arm and the +throwing open the hand. All gestures except those of precision go in +curves, the arm rising from the side, coming to the front, turning to +the left or right. I was drilled as to how far the arm should come +forward, where it should start from, how far go back, and under what +circumstances these movements should be made. It was drill, drill, +drill, until the motions almost became a second nature. Now I never +know what movements I shall make. My gestures are natural, because +this drill made them natural to me. The only method of acquiring an +effective education is by practice, of not less than an hour a day, +until the student has his voice and himself thoroughly subdued and +trained to right expression. + +"H. W. B." + + +Mr. Montague says: "Mr. Beecher submitted to Mr. Lovell's drilling and +training with a patience which proved his interest in the study to be +great. The piece which was to be spoken was committed to memory from +Mr. Lovell's mouth, the pupil standing on the stage before him, and +every sentence and word, accent and pronunciation, position and +movement of the body, glance of the eye and tone of voice, all were +subjects of study and criticism. And day after day, often for several +weeks in continuance, Mr. Beecher submitted to this drilling upon the +same piece, until his teacher pronounced him perfect." + +His dramatic power was displayed and noted at this early period. Dr. +Thomas Field, a classmate in the school, says: "One incident occurred +during our residence in Mount Pleasant which left an abiding impression +on my mind. At the exhibition at the close of the year, either 1828 or +1829, the drama of 'William Tell' was performed by some of the +students, and your father took the part of the tyrant Gessler. +Although sixty years have passed, I think now, as I thought then, that +it was the most impressive performance I ever witnessed. . . ." + +In a letter dated December 24, 1828, addressed to his sister +Harriet--the first that has come to our hands from Mount Pleasant--he +gives some account of his manner of life at school, and various +experiences: + + +DEAR SISTER: + +. . . . I have to rise in the morning at half-past five o'clock, and +after various little duties, such as fixing of room, washing, etc., +which occupies about an hour, we proceed to breakfast, from thence to +chapel, after which we have about ten minutes to prepare for school. +Then we attend school from eight to twelve. An hour at noon is allowed +for diversions of various sorts. Then dinner. After that school from +half-past one to half-past four. At night we have about an hour and a +half; then tea. After tea we have about ten minutes; then we are +called to our rooms till nine. + +Now I will tell you how I occupy my spare time in reading, writing, and +playing the flute. We are forming a band here. I shall play either +the flute or hautboy. I enjoy myself _pretty_ well. In Latin I am +studying Sallust. As to ease, all I have to do is study straight +ahead. It comes _pretty_ easy. My Greek is rather hard. I am as yet +studying the grammar and Jacob's Greek Reader. In elocution, we read +and speak alternately every other day. + +. . . . I find it hard to keep as a Christian ought to. To be sure, I +find delight in prayer, but I cannot find time to be alone +sufficiently. We have in our room only two, one besides myself, but he +is most of my play-hours practising on some instrument or other. I +have some time, to be sure, but it is very irregular, and I never know +when I shall have an opportunity for private devotions until the time +comes. I do not like to read the Bible as well as to pray, but I +suppose it is the same as it is with a lover, who loves to talk with +his mistress in person better than to write when she is afar off. . . . + +Your affectionate brother, + HENRY. + + +His religious experience, of which we have heard nothing, since he left +Litchfield, the life in Boston apparently not being very favorable to +it, again attracts our attention at this point. He says: + +"When I was fourteen years of age, I left Boston and went to Mount +Pleasant. There broke out while I was there one of those infectious +religious revivals which have no basis of judicious instruction, but +spring from inexperienced zeal. It resulted in many mushroom hopes, +and I had one of them; but I do not know how or why I was converted. I +only know I was in a sort of day-dream, in which I hoped I had given +myself to Christ. + +"I wrote to father expressing this hope; he was overjoyed, and sent me +a long, kind letter on the subject. But in the course of three or four +weeks I was nearly over it; and I never shall forget how I felt, not +long afterward, when a letter from father was handed me in which he +said I must anticipate my vacation a week or two and come home and join +the Church on the next Communion Sabbath. The serious feelings I had +were well-nigh gone, and I was beginning to feel quite jolly again, and +I did not know what to do. I went home, however, and let them take me +into the Church. A kind of pride and shamefacedness kept me from +saying I did not think I was a Christian, and so I was made a Church +member." + +In an editorial in the _Independent_, written in 1862, upon the +disbanding of this old church, the Bowdoin Street--originally Hanover +Street--Church, Boston, he describes this event: + +"If somebody will look in the old records of Hanover Street Church +about 1829 they will find a name there of a boy about fifteen years old +who was brought into the Church on a sympathetic wave, and who well +remembers how cold and almost paralyzed he felt while the committee +questioned him about his 'hope' and 'evidences,' which, upon review, +amounted to this: that the son of such a father ought to be a good and +pious boy. Being tender-hearted and quick to respond to moral +sympathy, he had been caught and inflamed in a school excitement, but +was just getting over it when summoned to Boston to join the Church! +On the morning of the day he went to Church without seeing anything he +looked at. He heard his name called from the pulpit among many others, +and trembled; rose up with every emotion petrified; counted the spots +on the carpet; looked piteously up at the cornice; heard the fans creak +in the pews near him; felt thankful to a fly that lit on his face, as +if something familiar at last had come to break an awful trance; heard +faintly a reading of the Articles of Faith; wondered whether he should +be struck dead for not feeling more--whether he should go to hell for +touching the bread and wine that he did not dare to take nor to refuse; +spent the morning service uncertain whether dreaming, or out of the +body, or in a trance; and at last walked home crying, and wishing he +knew what, now that he was a Christian, he should do, and how he was to +do it. Ah! well, there is a world of things in children's minds that +grown-up people do not imagine, though they, too, once were young." + +Unsatisfactory in many respects as was his religious experience, it +seems to have been powerful enough to change his whole ideal of life. +We hear no more of his becoming a sailor. He appears to have yielded +to the inevitable, and henceforth studies with the ministry in view. + +That he became a minister, as did his brothers, by reason of the +unswerving faith and prayer of the parents, is already well known. +"Out of six sons not one escaped from the pulpit. My mother dedicated +me to the work of the foreign missionary; she laid her hands upon me, +wept over me, and set me apart to preach the Gospel among the heathen, +and I have been doing it all my life long, for it so happens one does +not need to go far from his own country to find his audience before +him." + +Ushered into the preparation for the ministry by the parental faith, +stumbling and discouraged and ready to give up the work, another hand +was not wanting to open still more clearly the way, draw back the +curtains, and let in the light: + +"I beheld Him as a helper, as the soul's mid-wife, as the soul's +physician, and I felt because I was weak I could come to Him; because I +did not know how, and, if I did know, I had not the strength, to do the +things that were right--that was the invitation that He gave to me out +of my conscious weakness and want. I will not repeat the scene of that +morning when light broke fairly on my mind; how one might have thought +that I was a lunatic escaped from confinement; how I ran up and down +through the primeval forest of Ohio, shouting, 'Glory, glory!' +sometimes in loud tones and at other times whispered in an ecstasy of +joy and surprise. All the old troubles gone, and light breaking in on +my mind, I cried: 'I have found my God; I have found my God!' From +that hour I consecrated myself to the work of the ministry anew, for +before that I had about made up my mind to go into some other +profession." + +His early training school for effective preaching was well selected. +It was, as is well known, one of the little villages on the banks of +the Ohio River, where the wants of river bargemen and frontiersmen +demanded his attention. It was there he decided what his life work +should be. + +"My business shall be to save men, and to bring to bear upon them those +views that are my comfort, that are the bread of life to me; and I went +out among them almost entirely cut loose from the ordinary church +institutions and agencies, knowing nothing but 'Christ, and Him +crucified,' the sufferer for mankind. Did not the men round me need +such a Saviour? Was there ever such a field as I found? Every +sympathy of my being was continually solicited for the ignorance, for +the rudeness, for the aberrations, for the avarice, for the +quarrelsomeness of the men among whom I was, and I was trying every +form and presenting Christ as a medicine to men. I went through the +woods and through camp-meetings and over prairies. Everywhere my +vacations were all missionary tours, preaching Christ for the hope of +salvation. I am not saying this to show you how I came to the +knowledge of Christ, but to show you how I came to the habits and forms +of my ministry. I tried everything on to folks." + +Added to the forces of experience and surroundings was always that of +his own personal, natural endowment. This he found fault with and +tried to change, as most people do at some period of their lives, but +finally accepted and concluded to use as best he could, without +murmuring, but always conscious of its limitations. + +"I have my own peculiar temperament, I have my own method of preaching, +and my method and temperament necessitate errors. I am not worthy to +be related in the hundred-thousandth degree to those more happy men who +never make a mistake in the pulpit. I make a great many. I am +impetuous. I am intense at times on subjects that deeply move me. I +feel as though all the ocean were not strong enough to be the power +beyond my words, nor all the thunders that were in the heavens, and it +is of necessity that such a nature as that should give such intensity +at times to parts of doctrine as to exaggerate them when you come to +bring them into connection with a more rounded-out and balanced view. +I know it--I know it as well as you do. I would not do it if I could +help it; but there are times when it is not I that is talking, when I +am caught up and carried away so that I know not whether I am in the +body or out of the body, when I think things in the pulpit that I never +could think in the study, and when I have feelings that are so far +different from any that belong to the lower or normal condition that I +neither can regulate them nor understand them. I see things and I hear +sounds, and seem, if not in the seventh heaven, yet in a condition that +leads me to understand what Paul said--that he heard things which it +was not possible for a man to utter. I am acting under such a +temperament as that. I have got to use it, or not preach at all. I +know very well I do not give crystalline views nor thoroughly guarded +views; there is often an error on this side and an error on that, and I +cannot stop to correct them. A man might run around, like a kitten +after its tail, all his life, if he were going around explaining all +his expressions and all the things he had written. Let them go. They +will correct themselves. The average and general influence of a man's +teaching will be more mighty than any single misconception, or +misapprehension through misconception. + +"There is a deep enjoyment in having devoted yourself, soul and body, +to the welfare of your fellowmen, so that you have no thought and no +care but for them. There is a pleasure in that which is never touched +by any ordinary experiences in human life. It is the highest. I look +back to my missionary days as being transcendently the happiest period +of my life. The sweetest pleasures I have ever known are not those +that I have now, but those that I remember, when I was unknown, in an +unknown land, among a scattered people, mostly poor, and to whom I had +to go and preach the Gospel, man by man, house by house, gathering them +on Sundays, a few--twenty, fifty, or a hundred as the case might +be--and preaching the Gospel more formally to them as they were able to +bear it." + + + + +BOOKER T. WASHINGTON + +(1858-1915) + +THE BOY WHO SLEPT UNDER THE SIDEWALK + +Two or three years before the outbreak of the Civil War a little black +baby was born in the slave quarters on a Virginia plantation. This was +not a surprising event and nobody except the mother paid it any +attention. Even the father of the child ignored it. For some years +the boy "just growed," after the manner of Topsy. Nobody helped him. +But the boy differed in one way from his thoughtless little playmates. +There was a mysterious something in him that drove him eagerly to avail +himself of any opportunity for self-improvement that came along. If +the opportunity, as generally happened, _failed_ to "come along," he +went after it with all his might and main. + +He devoted his life unreservedly to the service of his coloured +brethren, and through his own bitter experience he knew full well the +best way in which to help them. + + +From "Up From Slavery," by Booker T. Washington. Doubleday, Page & +Co., 1901. + +I was born a slave on a plantation in Franklin County, Virginia. I am +not quite sure of the exact place or exact date of my birth, but at any +rate I suspect I must have been born somewhere and at some time. As +nearly as I have been able to learn, I was born near a crossroads +post-office called Hale's Ford and the year was 1858 or 1859. I do not +know the month or the day. The earliest impressions I can now recall +are of the plantation and the slave quarters, the latter being the part +of the plantation where the slaves had their cabins. + +My life had its beginning in the midst of the most miserable, desolate, +and discouraging surroundings. This was so, however, not because my +owners were especially cruel, for they were not, as compared with many +others. I was born in a typical log-cabin, about fourteen by sixteen +feet square. In this cabin I lived with my mother and a brother and +sister till after the Civil War, when we were all declared free. + +Of my ancestry I know almost nothing. In the slave quarters, and even +later, I heard whispered conversations among the coloured people of the +tortures which the slaves, including, no doubt, my ancestors on my +mother's side, suffered in the middle passage of the slaveship while +being conveyed from Africa to America. I have been unsuccessful in +securing any information that would throw any accurate light upon the +history of my family, beyond my mother. She, I remember, had a +half-brother and a half-sister. In the days of slavery not very much +attention was given to family history and family records--that is, +black family records. My mother, I suppose, attracted the attention of +a purchaser who was afterward my owner and hers. Her addition to the +slave family attracted about as much attention as the purchase of a new +horse or cow. Of my father I know even less than of my mother. I do +not even know his name. I have heard reports to the effect that he was +a white man who lived on one of the nearby plantations. Whoever he +was, I never heard of his taking the least interest in me or providing +in any way for my rearing. But I do not find especial fault with him. +He was simply another unfortunate victim of the institution which the +Nation unhappily had engrafted upon it at that time. . . . + +I cannot remember having slept in a bed until after our family was +declared free by the Emancipation Proclamation. Three children--John, +my older brother, Amanda, my sister, and myself--had a pallet on the +dirt floor, or, to be more correct, we slept in and on a bundle of +filthy rags laid upon the dirt floor. + +From the time that I can remember anything, almost every day of my life +has been occupied in some kind of labour; though I think I would now be +a more useful man had I had time for sports. During the period that I +spent in slavery I was not large enough to be of much service, still I +was occupied most of the time in cleaning the yards, carrying water to +the men in the fields, or going to the mill, to which I used to take +the corn, once a week, to be ground. The mill was about three miles +from the plantation. This work I always dreaded. The heavy bag of +corn would be thrown across the back of the horse, and the corn divided +about evenly on each side; but in some way, almost without exception, +on these trips the corn would so shift as to become unbalanced and +would fall off the horse, and often I would fall with it. As I was not +strong enough to reload the corn upon the horse, I would have to wait, +sometimes for many hours, till a chance passerby came along who would +help me out of my trouble. The hours while waiting for some one were +usually spent in crying. The time consumed in this way made me late in +reaching the mill, and by the time I got my corn ground and reached +home it would be far into the night. The road was a lonely one, and +often led through dense forests. I was always frightened. The woods +were said to be full of soldiers who had deserted from the army, and I +had been told that the first thing a deserter did to a Negro boy when +he found him alone was to cut off his ears. Besides, when I was late +in getting home I knew I would always get a severe scolding or a +flogging. + +I had no schooling whatever while I was a slave, though I remember on +several occasions I went as far as the schoolhouse door with one of my +young mistresses to carry her books. The picture of several dozen boys +and girls in a schoolroom engaged in study made a deep impression upon +me, and I had the feeling that to get into a schoolhouse and study in +this way would be about the same as getting into paradise. + +So far as I can now recall, the first knowledge that I got of the fact +that we were slaves, and that freedom of the slaves was being +discussed, was early one morning before day, when I was awakened by my +mother kneeling over her children and fervently praying that Lincoln +and his armies might be successful, and that one day she and her +children might be free. . . . + +I cannot remember a single instance during my childhood or early +boyhood when our entire family sat down to the table together, and +God's blessing was asked, and the family ate a meal in a civilized +manner. On the plantation in Virginia, and even later, meals were +gotten by the children very much as dumb animals get theirs. It was a +piece of bread here and a scrap of meat there. It was a cup of milk at +one time and some potatoes at another. Sometimes a portion of our +family would eat out of the skillet or pot, while some one else would +eat from a tin plate held on the knees, and often using nothing but the +hands with which to hold the food. When I had grown to sufficient +size, I was required to go to the "big house" mealtimes to fan the +flies from the table by means of a large set of paper fans operated by +a pulley. Naturally much of the conversation of the white people +turned upon the subject of freedom and the war, and I absorbed a good +deal of it. I remember that at one time I saw two of my young +mistresses and some lady visitors eating ginger-cakes, in the yard. At +that time those cakes seemed to me to be absolutely the most tempting +and desirable things that I had ever seen; and I then and there +resolved that, if I ever got free, the height of my ambition would be +reached if I could get to the point where I could secure and eat +ginger-cakes in the way that I saw those ladies doing. . . . + +The first pair of shoes that I recall wearing were wooden ones. They +had rough leather on the top, but the bottoms, which were about an inch +thick, were of wood. When I walked they made a fearful noise, and +besides this they were very inconvenient, since there was no yielding +to the natural pressure of the foot. In wearing them one presented an +exceedingly awkward appearance. The most trying ordeal that I was +forced to endure as a slave boy, however, was the wearing of a flax +shirt. In the portion of Virginia where I lived it was common to use +flax as part of the clothing for the slaves. That part of the flax +from which our clothing was made was largely the refuse, which, of +course, was the cheapest and roughest part. I can scarcely imagine any +torture, except, perhaps, the pulling of a tooth, that is equal to that +caused by putting on a new flax shirt for the first time. It is almost +equal to the feeling that one would experience if he had a dozen or +more chestnut burrs, or a hundred small pinpoints in contact with his +flesh. Even to this day, I can recall accurately the tortures that I +underwent when putting on one of these garments. The fact that my +flesh was soft and tender added to the pain. But I had no choice. I +had to wear the flax shirt or none; and had it been left to me to +choose, I should have chosen to wear no covering. . . . + +Until I had grown to be quite a youth this single garment was all that +I wore. . . . + +From the time that I can remember having any thoughts about anything, I +recall that I had an intense longing to learn to read. I determined +when quite a small child, that, if I accomplished nothing else in life, +I would in some way get enough education to enable me to read common +books and newspapers. Soon after we got settled in some manner in our +new cabin in West Virginia, I induced my mother to get hold of a book +for me. How or where she got it I do not know, but in some way she +procured an old copy of Webster's "blue-back" spelling-book, which +contained the alphabet, followed by such meaningless words as "ab," +"ba," "ca," "da." I began at once to devour this book, and I think +that it was the first one I ever had in my hands. I had learned from +somebody that the way to begin to read was to learn the alphabet, so I +tried in all the ways I could think of to learn it--all of course +without a teacher, for I could find no one to teach me. At that time +there was not a single member of my race anywhere near us who could +read, and I was too timid to approach any of the white people. In some +way, within a few weeks, I mastered the greater portion of the +alphabet. In all my efforts to learn to read my mother shared fully my +ambition and sympathized with me and aided me in every way that she +could. Though she was totally ignorant, so far as mere book knowledge +was concerned, she had high ambitions for her children, and a large +fund of good, hard common sense which seemed to enable her to meet and +master every situation. If I have done anything in life worth +attention, I feel sure that I inherited the disposition from my +mother. . . . + +The opening of the school in the Kanawha Valley brought to me one of +the keenest disappointments that I ever experienced. I had been +working in a salt furnace for several months, and my stepfather had +discovered that I had a financial value, and so, when the school +opened, he decided that he could not spare me from my work. This +decision seemed to cloud my every ambition. The disappointment was +made all the more severe by reason of the fact that my place of work +was where I could see the happy children passing to and from school, +morning and afternoons. Despite this disappointment, however, I +determined that I would learn something, anyway. I applied myself with +greater earnestness than ever to the mastering of what was in the +"blue-back" speller. + +My mother sympathized with me in my disappointment, and sought to +comfort me in all the ways she could, and to help me find a way to +learn. After a while I succeeded in making arrangements with the +teacher to give me some lessons at night, after the day's work was +done. These night lessons were so welcome that I think I learned more +at night than the other children did during the day. My own +experiences in the night school gave me faith in the night-school idea, +with which, in after years, had to do both at Hampton and Tuskegee. +But my boyish heart was still set upon going to the day school, and I +let no opportunity slip to push my case. Finally I won, and was +permitted to go to the school in the day for a few months, with the +understanding that I was to rise early in the morning and work in the +furnace till nine o'clock, and return immediately after school closed +in the afternoon for at least two more hours of work. + +The schoolhouse was some distance from the furnace, and as I had to +work till nine o'clock, and the school opened at nine, I found myself +in a difficulty. School would always be begun before I reached it, and +sometimes my class had recited. To get around this difficulty I +yielded to a temptation for which most people, I suppose, will condemn +me; but since it is a fact, I might as well state it. I have great +faith in the power and influence of facts. It is seldom that anything +is permanently gained by holding back a fact. There was a large clock, +in a little office in the furnace. This clock, of course, all the +hundred or more workmen depended upon to regulate their hours of +beginning and ending the day's work. I got the idea that the way for +me to reach school on time was to move the clock hands from half-past +eight up to nine o'clock mark. This I found myself doing morning after +morning, till the furnace "boss" discovered that something was wrong, +and locked the clock in a case. I did not mean to inconvenience +anybody. I simply meant to reach that schoolhouse in time. + +When, however, I found myself at the school for the first time, I also +found myself confronted with two other difficulties. In the first +place, I found that all of the other children wore hats or caps on +their heads, and I had neither hat nor cap. In fact, I do not remember +that up to the time of going to school I had ever worn any kind of +covering upon my head, nor do I recall that either I or anybody else +had even thought anything about the need of covering for my head. But, +of course when I saw how all the other boys were dressed, I began to +feel quite uncomfortable. As usual, I put the case before my mother, +and she explained to me that she had no money with which to buy a +"store hat," which was a rather new institution at that time among the +members of my race and was considered quite the thing for young and old +to own, but that she would find a way to help me out of the difficulty. +She accordingly got two pieces of "homespun" (jeans) and sewed them +together, and I was soon the proud possessor of my first cap. . . . + +My second difficulty was with regard to my name, or, rather, a name. +From the time when I could remember anything, I had been called simply +"Booker." Before going to school it had never occurred to me that it +was needful or appropriate to have an additional name. When I heard +the school-roll called, I noticed that all of the children had at least +two names, and some of them indulged in what seemed to me the +extravagance of having three. I was in deep perplexity, because I knew +that the teacher would demand of me at least two names, and I had only +one. By the time the occasion came for the enrolling of my name, an +idea occurred to me which I thought would make me equal to the +situation; and so, when the teacher asked me what my full name was, I +calmly told him "Booker Washington," as if I had been called by that +name all my life; and by that name I have since been known. Later in +my life I found that my mother had given me the name of "Booker +Taliaferro," soon after I was born, but in some way that part of my +name seemed to disappear and for a long while was forgotten, but as +soon as I found out about it I revived it, and, made my full name +"Booker Taliaferro Washington." I think there are not many men in our +country who have had the privilege of naming themselves in the way that +I have. . . . + +The time that I was permitted to attend school during the day was +short, and my attendance was irregular. It was not long before I had +to stop attending day school altogether, and devote all of my time +again to work. I resorted to the night school again. In fact, the +greater part of the education I secured in my boyhood was gathered +through the night school after my day's work was done. I had +difficulty often in securing a satisfactory teacher. Sometimes, after +I had secured one to teach me at night, I would find, much to my +disappointment, that the teacher knew but little more than I did. +Often I would have to walk miles at night in order to recite my +night-school lessons. There was never a time in my youth, no matter +how dark and discouraging the days might be, when one resolve did not +continually remain with me, and that was a determination to secure an +education at any cost. + +After I had worked in the salt furnace for some time, work was secured +for me in a coal mine which was operated mainly for the purpose of +securing fuel for the salt furnace. . . . + +In those days, and later as a young man, I used to try to picture in my +imagination the feelings and ambitions of a white boy with absolutely +no limit placed upon his aspirations and activities. I used to envy +the white boy who had no obstacles placed in the way of his becoming a +congressman, governor, bishop, or President by reason of the accident +of his birth or race. I used to picture the way that I would act under +such circumstances; how I would begin at the bottom and keep rising +until I reached the highest round of success. . . . + +One day while at work in the coal mine I happened to overhear two +miners talking about a great school for coloured people somewhere in +Virginia. This was the first time that I had ever heard anything about +any kind of school or college that was more pretentious than the little +coloured school in our town. + +In the darkness of the mine I noiselessly crept as close as I could to +the two men who were talking. I heard one tell the other that not only +was the school established for the members of my race, but that +opportunities were provided by which poor but worthy students could +work out all or a part of the cost of board, and at the same time be +taught some trade or industry. + +As they went on describing the school, it seemed to me that it must be +the greatest place on earth, and not even Heaven presented more +attractions for me at that time than did the Hampton Normal and +Agricultural Institute in Virginia, about which these men were talking. +I resolved at once to go to that school, although I had no idea where +it was, or how many miles away, or how I was going to reach it; I +remembered only that I was on fire constantly with one ambition, and +that was to go to Hampton. This thought was with me day and +night. . . . + +In the fall of 1872 I determined to make an effort to get there, +although, as I have stated, I had no definite idea of the direction in +which Hampton was, or of what it would cost to go there. I do not +think that any one thoroughly sympathized with me in my ambition to go +to Hampton unless it was my mother, and she was troubled with a grave +fear that I was starting out on a "wild-goose chase." At any rate, I +got only a half-hearted consent from her that I might start. The small +amount of money that I had earned had been consumed by my stepfather +and the remainder of the family, with the exception of a very few +dollars, and so I had very little with which to buy clothes and pay my +travelling expenses. . . . + +Finally the great day came, and I started for Hampton. I had only a +small, cheap satchel that contained what few articles of clothing I +could get. My mother at the time was rather weak and broken in health. +I hardly expected to see her again, and thus our parting was all the +more sad. She, however, was very brave through it all. At that time +there were no through trains connecting that part of West Virginia with +eastern Virginia. Trains ran only a portion of the way, and the +remainder of the distance was travelled by stage-coaches. + +The distance from Maiden to Hampton is about five hundred miles. I had +not been away from home many hours before it began to grow painfully +evident that I did not have enough money to pay my fare to +Hampton. . . . + +By walking, begging rides both in wagons and in the cars, in some way, +after a number of days, I reached the city of Richmond, Virginia, about +eighty-two miles from Hampton. When I reached there, tired, hungry, +and dirty; it was late in the night. I had never been in a large city +before, and this rather added to my misery. When I reached Richmond I +was completely out of money. I had not a single acquaintance in the +place, and, being unused to city ways, I did not know where to go. I +applied at several places for lodging, but they all wanted money, and +that was what I did not have. Knowing nothing else better to do, I +walked the streets. In doing this I passed by many food-stands where +fried chicken and half-moon apple pies were piled high and made to +present a most tempting appearance. At that time it seemed to me that +I would have promised all that I expected to possess in the future to +have gotten hold of one of those chicken legs or one of those pies. +But I could not get either of these, nor anything else to eat. + +I must have walked the streets till after midnight. At last I became +so exhausted that I could walk no longer. I was tired, I was hungry, I +was everything but discouraged. Just about the time when I reached +extreme physical exhaustion, I came upon a portion of a street where +the board sidewalk was considerably elevated. I waited for a few +minutes, till I was sure that no passersby could see me, and then crept +under the sidewalk and lay for the night upon the ground, with my +satchel of clothing for a pillow. Nearly all night I could hear the +tramp of feet above my head. The next morning I found myself somewhat +refreshed, but I was extremely hungry, because it had been a long time +since I had had sufficient food. As soon as it became light enough for +me to see my surroundings I noticed that I was near a large ship, and +that this ship seemed to be unloading a cargo of pig iron. I went at +once to the vessel and asked the captain to permit me to help unload +the vessel in order to get money for food. The captain, a white man, +who seemed to be kind-hearted, consented. I worked long enough to earn +money for my breakfast, and it seems to me, as I remember it now, to +have been about the best breakfast that I have ever eaten. + +My work pleased the captain so well that he told me if I desired I +could continue working for a small amount per day. This I was very +glad to do. I continued working on this vessel for a number of days. +After buying food with the small wages I received there was not much +left to add to the amount I must get to pay my way to Hampton. In +order to economize in every way possible, so as to be sure to reach +Hampton in a reasonable time, I continued to sleep under the same +sidewalk that gave me shelter the first night I was in Richmond. . . . + +When I had saved what I considered enough money with which to reach +Hampton, I thanked the captain of the vessel for his kindness, and +started again. Without any unusual occurrence I reached Hampton, with +a surplus of exactly fifty cents with which to begin my education, To +me it had been a long, eventful journey; but the first sight of the +large, three-story brick school building seemed to have rewarded me for +all that I had undergone in order to reach the place. . . . + +It seemed to me to be the largest and most beautiful building I had +ever seen. The sight of it seemed to give me new life. I felt that a +new kind of existence had now begun--that life would now have a new +meaning. I felt that I had reached the promised land, and I resolved +to let no obstacle prevent me from putting forth the highest effort to +fit myself to accomplish the most good in the world. + +As soon as possible after reaching the grounds of the Hampton Institute +I presented myself before the head teacher for assignment to a class. +Having been so long without proper food, a bath, and change of +clothing, I did not, of course, make a very favourable impression upon +her, and I could see at once that there were doubts in her mind about +the wisdom of admitting me as a student. I felt that I could hardly +blame her if she got the idea that I was a worthless loafer or tramp. +For some time she did not refuse to admit me, neither did she decide in +my favour, and I continued to linger about her, and to impress her in +all the ways I could with my worthiness. In the meantime I saw her +admitting other students, and that added greatly to my discomfort, for +I felt, deep down in my heart, that I could do as well as they, if I +could only get a chance to show her what was in me. + +After some hours had passed, the head teacher said to me, "The +adjoining recitation-room needs sweeping. Take the broom and sweep it." + +It occurred to me at once that here was my chance. Never did I receive +an order with more delight. I knew that I could sweep, for Mrs. +Ruffner had thoroughly taught me how to do that when I lived with her. + +I swept the recitation-room three times. Then I got a dusting-cloth +and I dusted it four times. All the woodwork around the walls, every +bench, table, and desk, I went over four times with my dusting-cloth. +Besides every piece of furniture had been moved and every closet and +corner in the room had been thoroughly cleaned. I had the feeling that +in a large measure my future depended upon the impression I made upon +the teacher in the cleaning of that room. When I was through, I +reported to the head teacher. She was a "Yankee" woman who knew just +where to look for dirt. She went into the room and inspected the floor +and closets; then she took her handkerchief and rubbed it on the +woodwork, about the walls, and over the table and benches. When she +was unable to find one bit of dirt on the floor, or a particle of dust +on any of the furniture, she quietly remarked: "I guess you will do to +enter this institution." + +I was one of the happiest souls on earth. The sweeping of that room +was my college examination, and never did any youth pass an examination +for entrance into Harvard or Yale that gave him more genuine +satisfaction. I have passed several examinations since then, but I +have always felt that this was the best one I ever passed. . . . + +Life at Hampton was a constant revelation to me; was constantly taking +me into a new world. The matter of having meals at regular hours, or +eating on a tablecloth, using a napkin, the use of the bathtub and of +the toothbrush, as well as the use of sheets upon the bed, were all new +to me. . . . + +I sometimes feel that almost the most valuable lesson I got at the +Hampton Institute was in the use and value of the bath. + +For some time, while a student at Hampton, I possessed but a single +pair of socks, but when I had worn these till they became soiled, I +would wash them at night and hang them by the fire to dry, so that I +might wear them again the next morning. + +The charge for my board at Hampton was ten dollars per month. I was +expected to pay a part of this in cash and to work out the remainder. +To meet this cash payment, as I have stated, I had just fifty cents +when I reached the institution. Aside from a very few dollars that my +brother John was able to send me once in a while, I had no money with +which to pay my board. I was determined from the first to make my work +as janitor so valuable that my services would be indispensable. This I +succeeded in doing to such extent that I was soon informed that I would +be allowed the full cost of my board in return for my work. The cost +of tuition was seventy dollars a year. This, of course, was wholly +beyond my ability to provide. If I had been compelled to pay the +seventy dollars for tuition, in addition to providing for my board, I +would have been compelled to leave the Hampton school. General +Armstrong, however, very kindly got Mr. S. Griffitts Morgan, of New +Bedford, Mass., to defray the cost of my tuition during the whole time +that I was at Hampton. . . . + +After having been for a while at Hampton, I found myself in difficulty +because I did not have books and clothing. Usually, however, I got +around the trouble about books by borrowing from those who were more +fortunate than myself. As to clothes, when I reached Hampton I had +practically nothing. Everything that I possessed was in a small hand +satchel. My anxiety about clothing was increased because of the fact +that General Armstrong made a personal inspection of the young men in +ranks, to see that their clothes were clean. Shoes had to be polished, +there must be no buttons off the clothing, and no grease-spots. To +wear one suit of clothes continually, while at work and in the +schoolroom, and at the same time keep it clean, was rather a hard +problem for me to solve. In some way I managed to get on till the +teachers learned that I was in earnest and meant to succeed, and then +some of them were kind enough to see that I was partly supplied with +second-hand clothing that had been sent in barrels from the North. +These barrels proved a blessing to hundreds of poor but deserving +students. Without them I question whether I should ever have gotten +through Hampton. . . . + +I was completely out of money when I graduated. In company with other +Hampton students, I secured a place as a table waiter in a summer hotel +in Connecticut, and managed to borrow enough money with which to get +there. I had not been in this hotel long before I found out that I +knew practically nothing about waiting on a hotel table. The head +waiter, however, supposed that I was an accomplished waiter. He soon +gave me charge of a table at which there sat four or five wealthy and +rather aristocratic people. My ignorance of how to wait upon them was +so apparent that they scolded me in such a severe manner that I became +frightened and left their table, leaving them sitting there without +food. As a result of this I was reduced from the position of waiter to +that of a dish-carrier. + +But I determined to learn the business of waiting, and did so within a +few weeks, and was restored to my former position. I have had the +satisfaction of being a guest in this hotel several times since I was a +waiter there. + +At the close of the hotel season I returned to my former home in +Malden, and was elected to teach the coloured school at that place. +This was the beginning of one of the happiest periods of my life. I +now felt that I had the opportunity to help the people of my home town +to a higher life. I felt from the first that mere book education was +not all that the young people of that town needed. I began my work at +eight o'clock in the morning, and, as a rule, it did not end until ten +o'clock at night. In addition to the usual routine of teaching, I +taught the pupils to comb their hair, and to keep their hands and faces +clean, as well as their clothing. I gave special attention to teaching +them the proper use of the toothbrush and the bath. + +In all my teaching I have watched carefully the influence of the +toothbrush, and I am convinced that there are few single agencies of +civilization that are more far-reaching. + +There were so many of the older boys and girls in the town, as well as +men and women, who had to work in the daytime but still were craving an +opportunity for some education, that I soon opened a night school. +From the first, this was crowded every night, being about as large as +the school that I taught in the day. The efforts of some of the men +and women, who in many cases were over fifty years of age, to learn, +were in some cases very pathetic. + +My day- and night-school work was not all that I undertook. I +established a small reading-room and a debating society. On Sundays I +taught two Sunday-schools, one in the town of Malden in the afternoon, +and the other in the morning at a place three miles distant from +Malden. In addition to this, I gave private lessons to several young +men whom I was fitting to send to the Hampton Institute. Without +regard to pay and with little thought of it, I taught any one who +wanted to learn, anything that I could teach him. I was supremely +happy in the opportunity of being able to assist somebody else. I did +receive, however, a small salary from the public fund for my work as a +public school teacher. . . . + +In May, 1881, near the close of my first year in teaching the night +school at Hampton Institute, in a way that I had not dared expect, the +opportunity opened for me to begin my life-work. One night in the +chapel, after the usual chapel exercises were over, General Armstrong +referred to the fact that he had received a letter from some gentlemen +in Alabama asking him to recommend some one to take charge of what was +to be a normal school for the coloured people in the little town of +Tuskegee in that State. These gentlemen seemed to take it for granted +that no coloured man suitable for the position could be secured, and +they were expecting the General to recommend a white man for the place. +The next day General Armstrong sent for me to come to his office, and, +much to my surprise, asked me if I thought I could fill the position in +Alabama. I told him that I would be willing to try. Accordingly he +wrote to the people who had applied to him for the information, that he +did not know of any white man to suggest, but if they would be willing +to take a coloured man, he had one whom he could recommend. In this +letter he gave them my name. + +Several days passed before anything more was heard about the matter. +Some time afterward, one Sunday evening during the chapel exercises, a +messenger came in and handed the General a telegram. At the end of the +exercises he read the telegram to the school. In substance, these were +its words: "Booker T. Washington will suit us. Send him at once. . . ." + +I reached Tuskegee early in June, 1881. The first month I spent in +finding accommodations for the school, and in travelling through +Alabama, examining into the actual life of the people, especially in +the country districts, and in getting the school advertised among the +class of people that I wanted to have attend it. The most of my +travelling was done over the country road, with a mule and a cart or a +mule and a buggy wagon for conveyance. I ate and slept with the people +in their little cabins. I saw their farms, their schools, their +churches. Since in the case of the most of these visits there had been +no notice given in advance that a stranger was expected, I had the +advantage of seeing the real, everyday life of the people. . . . + +I confess that what I saw during my month of travel and investigation +left me with a very heavy heart. The work to be done in order to lift +these people up seemed almost beyond accomplishing. I was only one +person, and it seemed to me that the little effort which I could put +forth could go such a short distance toward bringing about results. I +wondered if I could accomplish anything, and if it were worth while for +me to try. + +On one thing I felt more strongly convinced than ever, after spending +this month in seeing the actual life of the coloured people, and that +was that, in order to lift them up, something must be done more than +merely to imitate New England education as it then existed. I saw more +clearly than ever the wisdom of the system which General Armstrong had +inaugurated at Hampton. To take the children of such people as I had +been among for a month, and each day give them a few hours of mere book +education, I felt would be almost a waste of time. + +After consultation with the citizens of Tuskegee, I set July 4, 1881, +as the day for the opening of the school in the little shanty and +church which had been secured for its accommodation. The white people, +as well as the coloured, were greatly interested in the starting of the +new school, and the opening day was looked forward to with much earnest +discussion. There were not a few white people in the vicinity of +Tuskegee who looked with some disfavour upon the project. They +questioned its value to the coloured people, and had a fear that it +might result in bringing about trouble between the races. Some had the +feeling that in proportion as the Negro received education, in the same +proportion would his value decrease as an economic factor in the State. +These people feared the result of education would be that the Negroes +would leave the farms, and that it would be difficult to secure them +for domestic service. + +The white people who questioned the wisdom of starting this new school +had in their minds pictures of what was called an educated Negro, with +a high hat, imitation gold eye-glasses, a showy walking-stick, kid +gloves, fancy boots, and what not--in a word, a man who was determined +to live by his wits. It was difficult for these people to see how +education would produce any other kind of a coloured man. . . . + +On the morning that the school opened thirty students reported for +admission. I was the only teacher. The students were about equally +divided between the sexes. . . . The greater part of the thirty were +public school teachers, and some of them were nearly forty years of age. + +At the end of the first six weeks a new and rare face entered the +school as a co-teacher. This was Miss Olivia A. Davidson, who later +became my wife. . . . + +Miss Davidson and I began consulting as to the future of the school +from the first. The students were making progress in learning books +and in developing their minds; but it became apparent at once, that, if +we were to make any permanent impression upon those who had come to us +for training, we must do something besides teach them mere books. The +students had come from homes where they had had no opportunities for +lessons which would teach them how to care for their bodies. With few +exceptions, the homes in Tuskegee in which the students boarded were +but little improvement upon those from which they had come. We wanted +to teach the students how to bathe; how to care for their teeth and +clothing. We wanted to teach them what to eat, and how to eat it +properly, and how to care for their rooms. Aside from this, we wanted +to give them such a practical knowledge of some one industry, together +with the spirit of industry, thrift, and economy, that they would be +sure of knowing how to make a living after they had left us. We wanted +to teach them to study actual things instead of mere books alone. . . . + +We wanted to give them such an education as would fit a large +proportion of them to be teachers, and at the same time cause them to +return to the plantation districts and show the people there how to put +new energy and new ideas into farming, as well as into the intellectual +and moral and religious life of the people. + +All these ideals and needs crowded themselves upon us with a +seriousness that seemed well-nigh overwhelming. What were we to do? +We had only the little old shanty and the abandoned church which the +good coloured people of the town of Tuskegee had kindly loaned us for +the accommodation of the classes. The number of students was +increasing daily. The more we saw of them, and the more we travelled +through the country districts, the more we saw that our efforts were +reaching, to only a partial degree, the actual needs of the people whom +we wanted to lift up through the medium of the students whom we should +educate and send out as leaders. + +The more we talked with the students, who were then coming to us from +several parts of the State, the more we found that the chief ambition +among a large proportion of them was to get an education so that they +would not have to work any longer with their hands. . . . + +About three months after the opening of the school, and at the time +when we were in the greatest anxiety about our work, there came into +the market for sale an old and abandoned plantation which was situated +about a mile from the town of Tuskegee. The mansion house--or "big +house," as it would have been called--which had been occupied by the +owners during slavery, had been burned. After making a careful +examination of this place, it seemed to be just the location that we +wanted in order to make our work effective and permanent. + +But how were we to get it? The price asked for it was very +little--only five hundred dollars--but we had no money, and we were +strangers in the town and had no credit. The owner of the land agreed +to let us occupy the place if we could make a payment of two hundred +and fifty dollars down, with the understanding that the remaining two +hundred and fifty dollars must be paid within a year. Although five +hundred dollars was cheap for the land, it was a large sum when one did +not have any part of it. + +In the midst of the difficulty I summoned a great deal of courage and +wrote to my friend General J. F. B. Marshall, the Treasurer of the +Hampton Institute, putting the situation before him and beseeching him +to lend me the two hundred and fifty dollars on my own personal +responsibility. Within a few days a reply came to the effect that he +had no authority to lend me money belonging to the Hampton Institute, +but that he would gladly lend me the amount needed from his own +personal funds. . . . + +I lost no time in getting ready to move the school on to the new farm. +At the time we occupied the place there were standing upon it a cabin, +formerly used as the dining-room, an old kitchen, a stable, and an old +hen-house. Within a few weeks we had all of these structures in use. +The stable was repaired and used as a recitation-room, and very +presently the hen-house was utilized for the same purpose. . . . + +Nearly all the work of getting the new location ready for school +purposes was done by the students after school was over in the +afternoon. As soon as we got the cabins in condition to be used I +determined to clear up some land so that we could plant a crop. When I +explained my plan to the young men, I noticed that they did not seem to +take to it very kindly. It was hard for them to see the connection +between clearing land and education. Besides, many of them had been +school-teachers, and they questioned whether or not clearing land would +be in keeping with their dignity. In order to relieve them from any +embarrassment, each afternoon after school I took my axe and led the +way to the woods. When they saw that I was not afraid or ashamed to +work, they began to assist with more enthusiasm. We kept at the work +each afternoon, until we had cleared about twenty acres and had planted +a crop. + +At the end of three months enough was secured to repay the loan of two +hundred and fifty dollars to General Marshall, and within two months +more we had secured the entire five hundred dollars and had received a +deed of the one hundred acres of land. . . . + +Our next effort was in the direction of increasing the cultivation of +the land, so as to secure some return from it, and at the same time +give the students training in agriculture. All the industries at +Tuskegee have been started in natural and logical order, growing out of +the needs of a community settlement. We began with farming, because we +wanted something to eat. + +Many of the students, also, were able to remain in school but a few +weeks at a time, because they had so little money with which to pay +their board. Thus another object which made it desirable to get an +industrial system started was in order to make it available as a means +of helping the students to earn money enough so that they might be able +to remain in school during the nine months' session of the school +year. . . . + +From the very beginning, at Tuskegee, I was determined to have the +students do not only the agricultural and domestic work, but to have +them erect their own building. My plan was to have them, while +performing this service, taught the latest and best methods of labour, +so that the school would not only get the benefit of their efforts, but +the students themselves would be taught to see not only utility in +labour, but beauty and dignity would be taught, in fact, how to lift +labour up from mere drudgery and toil, and would learn to love work for +its own sake. My plan was not to teach them to work in the old way, +but to show them how to make the forces of nature--air, water, steam, +electricity, horsepower--assist them in their labour. . . . + +I now come to that one of the incidents in my life which seems to have +excited the greatest amount of interest, and which perhaps went further +than anything else in giving me a reputation that in a sense might be +called National. I refer to the address which I delivered at the +opening of the Atlanta Cotton States and International Exposition at +Atlanta, Ga., September 18, 1895. . . . + +In the spring of 1895 I received a telegram from a prominent citizen in +Atlanta asking me to accompany a committee from that city to Washington +for the purpose of appearing before a committee of Congress in the +interest of securing Government help for the Exposition. The committee +was composed of about twenty-five of the most prominent and most +influential white men of Georgia. All the members of this committee +were white men except Bishop Grant, Bishop Gaines, and myself. The +Mayor and several other city and State officials spoke before the +committee. They were followed by the two coloured bishops. My name +was the last on the list of speakers. I had never before appeared +before such a committee, nor had I ever delivered any address in the +capital of the Nation. I had many misgivings as to what I ought to +say, and as to the impression that my address would make. While I +cannot recall in detail what I said, I remember that I tried to impress +upon the committee, with all the earnestness and plainness of any +language that I could command, that if Congress wanted to do something +which would assist in ridding the South of the race question and making +friends between the two races, it should in every proper way encourage +the material and intellectual growth of both races. I said that the +Atlanta Exposition would present an opportunity for both races to show +what advance they had made since freedom, and would at the same time +afford encouragement to them to make still greater progress. + +I tried to emphasize the fact that while the Negro should not be +deprived by unfair means of the franchise, political agitation alone +would not save him, and that back of the ballot he must have property, +industry, skill, economy, intelligence, and character, and that no race +without these elements could permanently succeed. I said that in +granting the appropriation Congress could do something that would prove +to be of real and lasting value to both races, and that it was the +first great opportunity of the kind that had been presented since the +close of the Civil War. + +I spoke for fifteen or twenty minutes, and was surprised at the close +of my address to receive the hearty congratulations of the Georgia +committee and of the members of Congress who were present. The +committee was unanimous in making a favourable report, and in a few +days the bill passed Congress. With the passing of this bill the +success of the Atlanta Exposition was assured. + +Soon after this trip to Washington the directors of the Exposition +decided that it would be a fitting recognition of the coloured race to +erect a large and attractive building which should be devoted wholly to +showing the progress of the Negro since freedom. It was further +decided to have the building designed and erected wholly by Negro +mechanics. This plan was carried out. In design, beauty, and general +finish the Negro Building was equal to the others a on the +grounds. . . . + +As the day for the opening of the Exposition drew near, the Board of +Directors began preparing the programme for the opening exercises. In +the discussion from day to day of the various features of this +programme, the question came up as to the advisability of putting a +member of the Negro race on for one of the opening addresses, since the +Negroes had been asked to take such a prominent part in the Exposition. +It was argued, further, that such recognition would mark the good +feeling prevailing between the two races. Of course there were those +who were opposed to any such recognition of the rights of the Negro, +but the Board of Directors, composed of men who represented the best +and most progressive element in the South, had their way, and voted to +invite a black man to speak on the opening day. The next thing was to +decide upon the person who was thus to represent the Negro race. After +the question had been canvassed for several days, the directors voted +unanimously to ask me to deliver one of the opening-day addresses, and +in a few days after that I received the official invitation. + +The receiving of this invitation brought to me a sense of +responsibility that it would be hard for any one not placed in my +position to appreciate. What were my feelings when this invitation +came to me? I remembered that I had been a slave; that my early years +had been spent in the lowest depths of poverty and ignorance, and that +I had had little opportunity to prepare me for such a responsibility as +this. It was only a few years before that time that any white man in +the audience might have claimed me as his slave; and it was easily +possible that some of my former owners might be present to hear me +speak. + +I knew, too, that this was the first time in the entire history of the +Negro that a member of my race had been asked to speak from the same +platform with white Southern men and women on any important National +occasion. I was asked now to speak to an audience composed of the +wealth and culture of the white South, the representative of my former +masters. I knew, too, that while the greater part of my audience would +be composed of Southern people, yet there would be present a large +number of Northern white, as well as a great many men and women of my +own race. + +I was determined to say nothing that I did not feel from the bottom of +my heart to be true and right. When the invitation came to me, there +was not one word of intimation as to what I should say or as to what I +should omit. In this I felt that the Board of Directors had paid a +tribute to me. They knew that by one sentence I could have blasted, in +a large degree, the success of the Exposition. I was also painfully +conscious of the fact that, while I must be true to my own race in my +utterances, I had it in my power to make such an ill-timed address as +would result in preventing any similar invitation being extended to a +black men again for years to come. I was equally determined to be true +to the North, as well as to the best element of the white South, in +what I had to say. + +The papers, North and South, had taken up the discussion of my coming +speech, and as the time for it drew near this discussion became more +and more widespread. Not a few of the Southern white papers were +unfriendly to the idea of my speaking. From my own race I received +many suggestions as to what I ought to say. I prepared myself as best +I could for the address, but as the eighteenth of September drew +nearer, the heavier my heart became, and the more I feared that my +effort would prove a failure and disappointment. + +The invitation had come at a time when I was very busy with my school +work, as it was the beginning of our school year. After preparing my +address, I went through it, as I usually do with all those utterances +which I consider particularly important, with Mrs. Washington, and she +approved of what I intended to say. On the sixteenth of September, the +day before I was to start for Atlanta, so many of the Tuskegee teachers +expressed a desire to hear my address that I consented to read it to +them in a body. When I had done so, and had heard their criticisms and +comments, I felt somewhat relieved, since they seemed to think well of +what I had to say. + +In the course of the journey from Tuskegee to Atlanta both coloured and +white people came to the train to point me out, and discussed with +perfect freedom, in my hearing, what was going to take place the next +day. We were met by a committee in Atlanta. Almost the first thing I +heard when I got off the train in that city was an expression something +like this, from an old coloured man near by: "Dat's de man of my race +what's gwine to make a speech at de Exposition to-morrow. I'se sho' +gwine to hear him." + +Atlanta was literally packed, at the time, with people from all parts +of the country, and with representatives of foreign governments, as +well as with military and civic organizations. The afternoon papers +had forecasts of the next day's proceedings in flaring headlines. All +this tended to add to my burden. I did not sleep much that night. The +next morning, before day, I went carefully over what I intended to say. +I also kneeled down and asked God's blessing upon my effort. Right +here, perhaps, I ought to add that I make it a rule never to go before +an audience, on any occasion, without asking the blessing of God upon +what I want to say. . . . + +Early in the morning a committee called to escort me to my place in the +procession which was to march to the Exposition grounds. + +The procession was about three hours in reaching the Exposition +grounds, and during all of this time the sun was shining down upon us +disagreeably hot. When we reached the grounds, the heat, together with +my nervous anxiety, made me feel as if I were about ready to collapse, +and to feel that my address was not going to be a success. When I +entered the audience-room, I found it packed with humanity from bottom +to top, and there were thousands outside who could not get in. + +The room was very large, and well suited to public speaking. When I +entered the room, there were vigorous cheers from the coloured portion +of the audience, and faint cheers from some of the white people. I had +been told, while I had been in Atlanta, that while many white people +were going to be present to hear me speak, simply out of curiosity, and +that others who would be present would be in full sympathy with me, +there was a still larger element of the audience which would consist of +those who were going to be present for the purpose of hearing me make a +fool of myself, or, at least, of hearing me say some foolish thing, so +that they could say to the officials who had invited me to speak, "I +told you so!" + +One of the trustees of the Tuskegee Institute, as well as my personal +friend, Mr. William H. Baldwin, Jr., was at the time General Manager of +the Southern Railroad, and happened to be in Atlanta on that day. He +was so nervous about the kind of reception that I would have, and the +effect that my speech would produce, that he could not persuade himself +to go into the building, but walked back and forth in the grounds +outside until the opening exercises were over. . . . + +Governor Bullock introduced me with the words, "We have with us to-day +a representative of Negro enterprise and Negro civilization." + +When I arose to speak there was considerable cheering, especially from +the coloured people. As I remember it now, the thing that was +uppermost in my mind was the desire to say something that would cement +the friendship of the races and bring about hearty coöperation between +them. So far as my outward surroundings were concerned, the only thing +that I recall distinctly now is that when I got up I saw thousands of +eyes looking intently into my face. + + + + +BEN B. LINDSEY + +(1869-____) + +THE MAN WHO FIGHTS "THE BEAST" + +[Judge Lindsey is known all the world over for his work in the Juvenile +Court in Denver, Colorado. To his courtroom there come visitors from +every State in this nation, investigators from Europe and officials +from China and Japan to study his laws and observe his methods. But to +himself, his famous Juvenile Court is side issue, a small detail in his +career. For years he has been engaged in a fight of which the founding +of his Juvenile Court was only a skirmish. + +Without money, without powerful friends, without personal popularity, +this one man has codified laws, instituted reforms, founded charities, +and balked corruption.] + + +From "The Beast," by Ben B. Lindsey and Harvey J. O'Higgins. +Doubleday, Page & Company, 1910. + +FINDING THE CAT + +I came to Denver in the spring of 1880, at the age of eleven, as mildly +inoffensive a small boy as ever left a farm--undersized and weakly, so +that at the age of seventeen I commonly passed as twelve, and so +unaccustomed to the sight of buildings that I thought the five-story +Windsor Hotel a miracle of height and magnificence. I had been living +with my maternal grandfather and aunt on a farm in Jackson, Tennessee, +where I had been born; and I had come with my younger brother to join +my parents, who had finally decided that Denver was to be their +permanent home. The conductors on the trains had taken care of us, +because my father was a railroad man, at the head of the telegraph +system; and we had been entertained on the way by the stories of an old +forty-niner with a gray moustache, who told us how he had shot buffalo +on those prairies where we now saw only antelope. I was not +precocious; his stories interested me more than anything else on the +journey; and I stared so hard at the old pioneer that I should +recognize him now, I believe, if I saw him on the street. + +My schooling was not peculiar; there was nothing "holier than thou" in +my bringing up. My father, being a Roman Catholic convert from the +Episcopalian Church, sent me to Notre Dame, Indiana, to be educated; +and there, to be sure, I read the "Lives of the Saints," aspired to be +a saint, and put pebbles in my small shoes to "mortify the flesh," +because I was told that a good priest, Father Hudson--whom I all but +worshipped--used to do so. But even at Notre Dame, and much more in +Denver, I was homesick for the farm; and at last I was allowed to +return to Jackson to be cared for by my Protestant relatives. They +sent me to a Baptist school till I was seventeen. And when I was +recalled to Denver, because of the failure of my father's health, I +went to work to help earn for the household, with no strong attachment +for any church and with no recognized membership in any. + +I suppose there is no one who does not look back upon his past and +wonder what he should have become in life if this or that crucial event +had not occurred to set his destiny. It seems to me that if it had not +been for the sudden death of my father I, too, might have found our +jungle beast a domestic tabby, and have fed it its prey without +realizing what I was about. I should have been a lawyer, I know; for I +had had the ambition from my earliest boyhood, and I had been confirmed +in it by my success in debating at school. (Once, at Notre Dame, I +spoke for a full hour in successful defence of the proposition that +Colorado was the "greatest state in the Union," and proved at least +that I had a lawyer's "wind.") But I should probably have been a +lawyer who has learned his pleasant theories of life in the colleges. +And on the night that my father died, the crushing realities of poverty +put out an awful and compelling hand on me, and my struggle with them +began. + +I was eighteen years old, the eldest of four children. I had been +"writing proofs" in the Denver land office, for claimants who had filed +on Government land; and I had saved $150 of my salary before my work +there ceased. I found, after my father's death, that this $150 was all +we had in the world, and $130 of it went for funeral expenses. His +life had been insured for $15,000, and we believed that the premiums +had all been paid, but we could not find the last receipt; the agent +denied having received the payment; the policy had lapsed on the day +before my father's death; and we got nothing. Our furniture had been +mortgaged; we were allowed only enough of it to furnish a little house +on Santa Fé Avenue; and later we moved to a cottage on lower West +Colfax Avenue, in which Negroes have since lived. + +I went to work at a salary of $10 a month, in a real estate office--as +office boy--and carried a "route" of newspapers in the morning before +the office opened, and did janitor work at night when it closed. After +a month of that, I got a better place, as office boy, with a mining +company, at a salary of $25 a month. And finally, my younger brother +found work in a law office and I "swapped jobs" with him--because I +wished to study law! + +It was the office of Mr. R. D. Thompson, who still practises in Denver; +and his example as an incorruptibly honest lawyer has been one of the +best and strongest influences of my life. + +I had that one ambition--to be a lawyer. Associated with it I seem to +have had an unusual curiosity about politics. And where I got either +the ambition or the curiosity, I have no idea. My father's mother was +a Greenleaf,[1] and related to the author of "Greenleaf on Evidence," +but my father himself had nothing of the legal mind. As a boy, living +in Mississippi, he had joined the Confederate army when he was +preparing for the University of Virginia, had attained the rank of +captain, had become General Forrest's private secretary, and had +written--or largely helped to write--General Forrest's autobiography. +He was idealistic, enthusiastic, of an inventive genius, with a really +remarkable command of English, and an absorbing love of books. My +mother's father was a Barr, from the north of Ireland, a Scotch-Irish +Presbyterian, her mother was a Woodfalk of Jackson County, Tennessee, a +Methodist. The members of the family were practical, strong-willed, +able men and women, but with no bent, that I know of, toward either law +or politics. + +And yet, one of the most vivid memories of my childhood in Jackson is +of attending a political rally with my grandfather and hearing a Civil +War veteran declaim against Republicans who "waved the bloody shirt"--a +memory so strong that for years afterward I never saw a Republican +without expecting to see the gory shirt on his back, and wondering +vaguely why he was not in jail. When I came to Denver, where the +Republicans were dominant, I felt myself in the land of the enemy. And +when I "swapped" myself into Mr. Thompson's office, I was surprised to +find that my employer, though a Republican from Pittsburg, was so human +that one of the first things he did was to give me a suit of clothes. +If there is anything more ridiculously dangerous than to blind a +child's mind with such prejudices, I do not know what it is. + +However, my own observations of what was going on about me were already +opening my eyes. I had read, in the newspapers, of how the Denver +Republicans won the elections by fraud--by ballot-box stuffing and what +not--and I had followed one "Soapy" Smith on the streets, from precinct +to precinct, with his gang of election thieves, and had seen them vote +not once but five times openly. I had seen a young man, whom I knew, +knocked down and arrested for "raising a disturbance" when he objected +to "Soapy" Smith's proceeding; and the policeman who arrested him did +it with a smile and a wink. + +When I came to Mr. Thompson to ask him how he, a Republican, could +countenance such things, he assured me that much of what I had been +reading and hearing of election frauds was a lie--the mere "whine" of +the defeated party--and I saw that he believed what he said. I knew +that he was an honest, upright man; and I was puzzled. What puzzled me +still more was this: although the ministers in the churches and +"prominent citizens" in all walks of life denounced the "election +crooks" with the most laudable fervor, the election returns showed that +the best people in the churches joined the worst people in the dives to +vote the same ticket, and vote it "straight." And I was most of all +puzzled to find that when the elections were over, the opposition +newspaper ceased its scolding, the voice of ministerial denunciation +died away, and the crimes of the election thieves were condoned and +forgotten. + +I was puzzled. I saw the jungle of vice and party prejudice, but I did +not yet see "the Cat." I saw its ears and its eyes there in the +underbrush, but I did not know what they were. I thought they were +connected with the Republican party. + +And then I came upon some more of the brute's anatomy. Members of the +Legislature in Denver were accused of fraud in the purchase of state +supplies, and--some months later--members of the city government were +accused of committing similar frauds with the aid of civic officials +and prominent business men. It was proved in court, for example, that +bills for $3 had been raised to $300, that $200 had been paid for a +bundle of hay worth $2, and $50 for a yard of cheesecloth worth five +cents; barrels of ink had been bought for each legislator, though a +pint would have sufficed; and an official of the Police Department was +found guilty of conniving with a gambler named "Jim" Marshall to rob an +express train. I watched the cases in court. I applauded at the +meetings of leading citizens who denounced the grafters and passed +resolutions in support of the candidates of the opposition party. I +waited to see the criminals punished. And they were not punished. +Their crimes were not denied. They were publicly denounced by the +courts and by the investigating committees, but somehow, for reasons +not clear, they all went scot-free, on appeals. Some mysterious power +protected them, and I, in the boyish ardor of my ignorance, concluded +that they were protected by the Republican "bloody shirt"--and I rushed +into that (to me) great confederation of righteousness and all-decent +government, the Democratic party. + +It would be laughable to me now, if it were not so "sort of sad." + +Meanwhile, I was busy about the office, copying letters, running +errands, carrying books to and from the court rooms, reading law in the +intervals, and at night scrubbing the floors. I was pale, thin, +big-headed, with the body of an underfed child, and an ambition that +kept me up half the night with Von Holst's "Constitutional Law," +Walker's "American Law," or a sheepskin volume of Lawson's "Leading +Cases in Equity." I was so mad to save every penny I could earn that +instead of buying myself food for luncheon, I ate molasses and +gingerbread that all but turned my stomach; and I was so eager to learn +my law that I did not take my sleep when I could get it. The result +was that I was stupid at my tasks, moody, melancholy, and so sensitive +that my employer's natural dissatisfaction with my work put me into +agonies of shame and despair of myself. I became, as the boys say, +"dopy." I remember that one night, after I had scrubbed the floors of +our offices, I took off the old trousers in which I had been working, +hung them in a closet, and started home; and it was not until the cold +wind struck my bare knees that I realized I was on the street in my +shirt. Often, when I was given a brief to work up for Mr. Thompson, I +would slave over it until the small hours of the morning and then, to +his disgust--and my unspeakable mortification--find that my work was +valueless, that I had not seized the fundamental points of the case, or +that I had built all my arguments on some misapprehension of the law. + +Worse than that, I was unhappy at home. Poverty was fraying us all +out. If it was not exactly brutalizing us, it was warping us, breaking +our healths, and ruining our dispositions. My good mother--married out +of a beautiful Southern home where she had lived a life that (as I +remembered it) was all horseback rides and Negro servants--had started +out bravely in this debasing existence in a shanty, but it was wearing +her out. She was passing through a critical period of her life, and +she had no care, no comforts. I have often since been ashamed of +myself that I did not sympathize with her and understand her, but I was +too young to understand, and too miserable myself to sympathize. It +seemed to me that my life was not worth living--that every one had lost +faith in me--that I should never succeed in the law or anything +else--that I had no brains--that I should never do anything but scrub +floors and run messages. And after a day that had been more than +usually discouraging in the office and an evening of exasperated misery +at home, I got a revolver and some cartridges, locked myself in my +room, confronted myself desperately in the mirror, put the muzzle of +the loaded pistol to my temple, and pulled the trigger. + +The hammer snapped sharply on the cartridge; a great wave of horror and +revulsion swept over me in a rush of blood to my head, and I dropped +the revolver on the floor and threw myself on my bed. + +By some miracle the cartridge had not exploded; but the nervous shock +of that instant when I felt the trigger yield and the muzzle rap +against my forehead with the impact of the hammer--that shock was +almost as great as a very bullet in the brain. I realized my folly, my +weakness; and I went back to my life with something of a man's +determination to crush the circumstances that had almost crushed me. + +Why do I tell that? Because there are so many people in the world who +believe that poverty is not sensitive, that the ill-fed, overworked boy +of the slums is as callous as he seems dull. Because so many people +believe that the weak and desperate boy can never be anything but a +weak and vicious man. Because I came out of that morbid period of +adolescence with a sympathy for children that helped to make possible +one of the first courts established in America for the protection as +well as the correction of children. Because I was never afterward as +afraid of anything as of my own weakness, my own cowardice--so that +when the agents of the Beast in the courts and in politics threatened +me with all the abominations of their rage if I did not commit moral +suicide for _them_, my fear of yielding to them was so great that I +attacked them more desperately than ever. + +It was about this time, too, that I first saw the teeth and the claws +of our metaphorical man-eater. That was during the conflict between +Governor Waite and the Fire and Police Board of Denver. He had the +appointment and removal of the members of this Board, under the law, +and when they refused to close the public gambling houses and otherwise +enforce the laws against vice in Denver, he read them out of office. +They refused to go, and defied him, with the police at their backs. He +threatened to call out the militia and drive them from the City Hall. +The whole town was in an uproar. + +One night, in the previous summer, I had followed the excited crowds to +Coliseum Hall to hear the Governor speak, and I had seen him rise like +some old Hebrew prophet, with his long white beard and patriarchal head +of hair, and denounce iniquity and political injustice and the +oppressions of the predatory rich. He appealed to the Bible in a calm +prediction that, if the reign of lawlessness did not cease, in time to +come "blood would flow in the land even unto the horses' bridles." +(And he earned for himself, thereby, the nickname of "Bloody Bridles" +Waite.) + +Now it began to appear that his prediction was about to come true; for +he called out the militia, and the Board armed the police. My brother +was a militiaman, and I kept pace with him as his regiment marched from +the Armouries to attack the City Hall. There were riflemen on the +towers and in the windows of that building; and on the roofs of the +houses for blocks around were sharpshooters and armed gamblers and the +defiant agents of the powers who were behind the Police Board in their +fight. Gatling guns were rushed through the streets; cannon were +trained on the City Hall; the long lines of militia were drawn up +before the building; and amid the excited tumult of the mob and the +eleventh-hour conferences of the Committee of Public Safety, and the +hurry of mounted officers and the marching of troops, we all waited +with our hearts in our mouths for the report of the first shot. +Suddenly, in the silence that expected the storm, we heard the sound of +bugles from the direction of the railroad station, and at the head of +another army--a body of Federal soldiers ordered from Fort Logan by +President Cleveland, at the frantic call of the Committee of Public +Safety--a mounted officer rode between the lines of militia and police, +and in the name of the President commanded peace. + +The militia withdrew. The crowds dispersed. The police and their +partisans put up their guns, and the Beast, still defiant, went back +sullenly to cover. Not until the Supreme Court had decided that +Governor Waite had the right and the power to unseat the Board--not +till then was the City Hall surrendered; and even so, at the next +election (the Beast turning polecat), "Bloody Bridles" Waite was +defeated after a campaign of lies, ridicule, and abuse, and the men +whom he had opposed were returned to office. + +I had eyes, but I did not see. I thought the whole quarrel was a +personal matter between the Police Board and Governor Waite, who seemed +determined merely to show them that he was master; and if my young +brother had been shot down by a policeman that night, I suppose I +should have joined in the curses upon poor old "Bloody Bridles." + +However, my prospects in the office had begun to improve. I had had my +salary raised, and I had ceased doing janitor work. I had become more +of a clerk and less of an office boy. A number of us "kids" had got up +a moot court, rented a room to meet in, and finally obtained the use of +another room in the old Denver University building, where, in the +gaslight, we used to hold "quiz classes" and defend imaginary cases. +(That, by the way, was the beginning of the Denver University Law +School.) I read my Blackstone, Kent, Parsons--working night and +day--and I began really to get some sort of "grasp of the law." Long +before I had passed my examinations and been called to the bar, Mr. +Thompson would give me demurrers to argue in court; and, having been +told that I had only a pretty poor sort of legal mind, I worked twice +as hard to make up for my deficiencies. I argued my first case, a +damage suit, when I was nineteen. And at last there happened one of +those lucky turns common in jury cases, and it set me on my feet. + +A man had been held by the law on several counts of obtaining goods +under false pretences. He had been tried on the first count by an +assistant district attorney, and the jury had acquitted him. He had +been tried on the second count by another assistant, who was one of our +great criminal lawyers, and the jury had disagreed. There was a debate +as to whether it was worth while to try him for a third time, and I +proposed that I should take the case, since I had been working on it +and thought there was still a chance of convicting him. They let me +have my way, and though the evidence in the third charge was the same +as before--except as to the person defrauded--the jury, by good luck, +found against him. It was the turning point in my struggle. It gave +me confidence in myself; and it taught me never to give up. + +And now I began to come upon "the Cat" again. + +I knew a lad named Smith, whom I considered a victim of malpractice at +the hands of a Denver surgeon whose brother was at the head of one of +the great smelter companies of Colorado. The boy had suffered a +fracture of the thigh-bone, and the surgeon--because of a hasty and +ill-considered diagnosis, I believed--had treated him for a bruised +hip. The surgeon, when I told him that the boy was entitled to +damages, called me a blackmailer--and that was enough. I forced the +case to trial. + +I had resigned my clerkship and gone into partnership with a fine young +fellow whom I shall call Charles Gardener[2]--though that was not his +name--and this was to be our first case. We were opposed by Charles J. +Hughes, Jr., the ablest corporation lawyer in the state; and I was +puzzled to find the officers of the gas company and a crowd of +prominent business men in court when the case was argued on a motion to +dismiss it. The judge refused the motion, and for so doing--as he +afterward told me himself--he was "cut" in his Club by the men whose +presence in the court had puzzled me. After a three weeks' trial, in +which we worked night and day for the plaintiff--with X-ray photographs +and medical testimony and fractured bones boiled out over night in the +medical school where I prepared them--the jury stood eleven to one in +our favour, and the case had to be begun all over again. The second +time, after another trial of three weeks, the jury "hung" again, but we +did not give up. It had been all fun for us--and for the town. The +word had gone about the streets: "Go up and see those two kids fighting +the corporation heavyweights. It's more fun than a circus." And we +were confident that we could win; we knew that we were right. + +One evening after dinner, when we were sitting in the dingy little back +room on Champa Street that served us as an office, A. M. +Stevenson--"Big Steve"--politician and attorney for the Denver City +Tramway Company, came shouldering in to see us--a heavy-jowled, +heavy-waisted, red-faced bulk of good-humour--looking as if he had just +walked out of a political cartoon. "Hello, boys," he said jovially. +"How's she going? Making a record for yourselves up in court, eh? +Making a record for yourselves. Well!" + +He sat down and threw a foot up on the desk and smiled at us, with his +inevitable cigarette in his mouth--his ridiculously inadequate +cigarette. (When he puffed it, he looked like a fat boy blowing +bubbles.) "Wearing yourselves out, eh? Working night and day? Ain't +you getting about tired of it?" + +"We got eleven to one each time," I said. "We'll win yet." + +"Uh-huh. You will, eh?" He laughed amusedly. "One man stood out +against you each time, wasn't there?" + +There was. + +"Well," he said, "there always will be. You ain't going to get a +verdict in this case. You can't. Now I'm a friend of you boys, ain't +I? Well, my advice to you is you'd better settle that case. Get +something for your work. Don't be a pair of fools. Settle it." + +"Why can't we get a verdict?" we asked. + +He winked a fat eye. "Jury'll hang. Every time. I'm here to tell you +so. Better settle it." [3] + +We refused to. What was the use of courts if we could not get justice +for this crippled boy? What was the use of practising law if we could +not get a verdict on evidence that would convince a blind man? Settle +it? Never! + +So they went to our client and persuaded the boy to give up. + +"Big Steve," attorney for the tramway company! The gas company's +officers in court! The business men insulting the judge in his Club! +The defendant's brother at the head of one of the smelter companies! I +began to "connect up" "the Cat." + +Gardener and I held a council of war. If it was possible for these men +to "hang" juries whenever they chose, there was need of a law to make +something less than a unanimous decision by a jury sufficient to give a +verdict in civil cases. Colorado needed a "three-fourths jury law." +Gardener was a popular young man, a good "mixer," a member of several +fraternal orders, a hail-fellow-well-met, and as interested as I was in +politics. He had been in the insurance business before he took up law, +and he had friends everywhere. Why should he not go into politics?--as +he had often spoken of doing. + +In the intervals of the Smith suit, we had had a case in which a +mother, whose child had been killed by a street car, had been unable to +recover damages from the tramway company, because the company claimed, +under the law, that her child was worthless alive or dead; and there +was need of a statute permitting such as she to recover damages for +distress and anguish of mind. We had had another case in which a young +factory worker had been injured by the bursting of an emery wheel; and +the law held that the boy was guilty of "contributory negligence" +because he had continued to work at the wheel after he had found a flaw +in it--although he had had no choice except to work at it or leave the +factory and find employment elsewhere. There was need of a law giving +workmen better protection in such circumstances. Why should not +Gardener enter the Legislature and introduce these bills?--which I was +eager to draft. Why not, indeed! The state needed them; the people +wanted them; the courts were crippled and justice was balked because of +the lack of them. Here was an opportunity for worthy ambition to serve +the community and help his fellow-man. + +That night, with all the high hopes and generous ideals and merciful +ignorance of youth, we decided--without knowing what we were about--to +go into the jungle and attack the Beast! + + +THE CAT PURRS + +Denver was then, as it is now, a beautiful city, built on a slope, +between the prairies and mountains, always sunny, cool, and clear-skyed +with the very sparkle of happiness in its air; and on the crown of its +hill, facing the romantic prospect of the Rockies, the State Capitol +raised its dome--as proud as the ambition of a liberty-loving +people--the symbol of an aspiration and the expression of its power. +That Capitol, I confess, was to me a sort of granite temple erected by +the Commonwealth of Colorado to law, to justice, to the ideals of +self-government that have made our republic the promised land of all +the oppressed of Europe; and I could conceive of no nobler work than to +serve those ideals in the assembly halls of that building, with those +eternal mountains on the horizon and that sun of freedom overhead. +Surely a man may confess so much, without shame, of his youth and his +inexperience. . . . It is not merely the gold on the dome of the +Capitol that has given it another look to me now. + +It was the year 1897. I was about twenty-eight years old, and my +partner, Gardener, was three years younger. He was more worldly-wise +than I was, even then; for while I had been busy with briefs and +court-work, he had been the "business head" of the firm, out among +business friends and acquaintances--"mixing," as they say--and through +his innumerable connections, here and there, with this man and that +fraternity, bringing in the cases that kept us employed. He was a +"Silver Republican"; I, a Democrat. But we both knew that if he was to +get into politics it must be with the backing of the party +"organization" and the endorsement of the party "boss." + +The "Silver Republican" boss of the day was a man whom we both +admired--George Graham. Everybody admired him. Everybody was fond of +him. "Why," they would tell you, "there isn't a man in town who is +kinder to his family. He's such a good man in his home! And he's so +charitable!" At Christmas time, when free baskets of food were +distributed to the poor, George Graham was chairman of the committee +for their distribution. He was prominent in the fraternal orders and +used his political power to help the needy, the widow, and the orphan. +He had an engaging manner of fellowship, a personal magnetism, a kindly +interest in aspiring young men, a pleasant appearance--smooth and dark +in complexion, with a gentle way of smiling. I liked him; and he +seemed to discover an affection for both Gardener and me, as we became +more intimate with him, in the course of Gardener's progress toward his +coveted nomination by the party. + +That progress was so rapid and easy that it surprised us. We knew, of +course, that we had attracted some public attention and much newspaper +notice by our legal battles with "the corporation heavyweights" in our +three big cases against the surgeon, the tramway company, and the +factory owner. But this did not account to us for the ease with which +Gardener penetrated to the inner circles of the Boss's court. It did +not explain why Graham should come to see us in our office, and call us +by our first names. The explanation that we tacitly accepted was one +more personal and flattering to us. And when Gardener would come back +from a chat with Graham, full of "inside information" about the party's +plans--about who was to be nominated for this office at the coming +convention, and what chance So-and-so had for that one--the sure proofs +(to us) that he was being admitted to the intimate secrets of the party +and found worthy of the confidence of those in power--I was as proud of +Gardener as only a young man can be of a friend who has all the +brilliant qualities that he himself lacks. Gardener was a handsome +fellow, well built, always well dressed, self-assured and ambitious; I +did not wonder that the politicians admired him and made much of him. +I accepted his success as a tribute to those qualities in him that had +already attached me to him with an affection rather more than brotherly. + +We said nothing to the politicians about our projected bills. Indeed, +from the first, my interest in our measures of reform was greater than +Gardener's. His desire to be in the Legislature Was due to a natural +ambition to "get on" in life, to acquire power in the community as well +as the wealth and distinction that come with power. Such ambitions +were, of course, beyond me; I had none of the qualities that would make +them possible; and I could only enjoy them, as it were, by proxy, in +Gardener's person. I enjoyed, in the same way, his gradual penetration +behind the scenes in politics. I saw, with him, that the party +convention, to which we had at first looked as the source of honours, +was really only a sort of puppet show of which the Boss held the wires. +All the candidates for nomination were selected by Graham in +advance--in secret caucus with his ward leaders, executive +committeemen, and such other "practical" politicians as "Big +Steve"--and the convention, with more or less show of independence, did +nothing but ratify his choice. When I spoke of canvassing some of the +chosen delegates of the convention, Gardener said: "What's the use of +talking to those small fry? If we can get the big fellows, we've got +the rest. They do what the big ones tell them--and won't do anything +they aren't told. You leave it to me." I had only hoped to see him in +the Lower House, but he, with his wiser audacity, soon proclaimed +himself a candidate for the Senate. "We can get the big thing as easy +as the little one," he said. "I'm going to tell Graham it's the Senate +or nothing for me." And he got his promise. And when we knew, at +last, that his name was really on "the slate" of candidates to be +presented to the convention, we were ready to throw up our hats and +cheer for ourselves--and for the Boss. + +The convention met in September, 1898. There had been a fusion of +Silver Republicans, Democrats, and Populists, that year, and the +political offices had been apportioned out among the faithful +machine-men of these parties. Gardener was nominated by "Big Steve," +in a eulogistic speech that was part of the farce; and the convention +ratified the nomination with the unanimity of a stage mob. We knew +that his election was as sure as sunrise, and I set to work looking up +models for my bills with all the enthusiasm of the first reformer. + +Meanwhile there was the question of the campaign and of the campaign +expenses. Gardener had been assessed $500 by the committee as his +share of the legitimate costs of the election, and Boss Graham +generously offered to get the money for him "from friends." We were +rather inclined to let Graham do so, feeling a certain delicacy about +refusing his generosity and being aware, too, that we were not +millionaires. But Graham was not the only one who made the offer; for +example, Ed. Chase, since head of the gambler's syndicate in Denver, +made similar proposals of kindly aid; and we decided, at last, that +perhaps it would be well to be quite independent. Our law practice was +improving. Doubtless, it would continue to improve now that we were +"in right" with the political powers. We put up $250 each and paid the +assessment. + +The usual business of political rallies, mass-meetings, and campaign +speeches followed in due course, and in November, 1898, Gardener was +elected a State Senator on the fusion ticket. I had been busy with my +"three-fourths jury" bill, studying the constitution of the State of +Colorado, comparing it with those of the other states, and making +myself certain that such a law as we proposed was possible. Unlike +most of the state constitutions, Colorado's preserved inviolate the +right of jury trial in criminal cases only, and therefore it seemed to +me that the Legislature had plenary power to regulate it in civil +suits. I found that the Supreme Court of the state had so decided in +two cases, and I felt very properly elated; there seemed to be nothing +to prevent us having a law that should make "hung" juries practically +impossible in Colorado and relieve the courts of an abuse that thwarted +justice in scores of cases. At the same time I prepared a bill +allowing parents to recover damages for "anguish of mind" when a child +of theirs was killed in an accident; and, after much study, I worked up +an "employer's liability" bill to protect men who were compelled by +necessity to work under needlessly dangerous conditions. With these +three bills in his pocket, Senator Gardener went up to the Capitol, +like another David, and I went joyfully with him to aid and abet. + +Happy? I was as happy as if Gardener had been elected President and I +was to be his Secretary of State. I was as happy as a man who has +found his proper work and knows that it is for the good of his fellows. +I would not have changed places that day with any genius of the fine +arts who had three masterpieces to unveil to an admiring world. + +I did not know, of course--but I was soon to learn--that the +Legislature's time was almost wholly taken up with the routine work of +government, that most of the bills passed were concerned with +appropriations and such necessary details of administration, and that +only twenty or thirty bills such as ours--dealing with other +matters--could possibly be passed, among the hundreds offered. It was +Boss Graham who warned us that we had better concentrate on one +measure, if we wished to succeed with any at all, and we decided to put +all our strength behind the "three-fourths jury" bill. Since Graham +seemed to doubt its constitutionality, I went to the Attorney General +for his opinion, and he referred me to his assistant--whom I convinced. +I came back with the assistant's decision that the Legislature had +power to pass such a law, and Gardener promptly introduced it in the +Senate. + +It proved at once mildly unpopular, and after a preliminary debate, in +which the senators rather laughed at it as visionary and +unconstitutional, it was referred to the Attorney General for his +opinion. We waited, confidently. To our amazement he reported it +unconstitutional, and the very assistant who had given me a favourable +opinion before, now conducted the case against it. Nothing daunted, +Gardener fought to get it referred to the Supreme Court, under the law; +and the Senate sent it there. I got up an elaborate brief, had it +printed at our expense, and spent a day in arguing it before the +Supreme Court judges. They held that the Court had already twice found +the Legislature possessed of plenary powers in such matters, and +Gardener brought the bill back into the Senate triumphantly, and got a +favourable report from the Judiciary Committee. + +By this time, Boss Graham was seriously alarmed. He had warned +Gardener that the bill was distasteful to him and to those whom he +called his "friends." It was particularly distasteful, it seemed, to +the Denver City Tramway Company. And he could promise, he said, that +if we dropped the bill, the railway company would see that we got at +least four thousand dollars' worth of litigation a year to handle. To +both Gardener and myself, flushed with success and roused to the +battle, this offer seemed an amusing confession of defeat on the part +of the opposition; and we went ahead more gaily than ever. + +We were enjoying ourselves. If we had been a pair of chums in college, +we could not have had a better time. Whenever I could get away from my +court cases and my office work, I rushed up to watch the fight in the +Senate, as eagerly as a Freshman hurrying from his studies to see his +athletic room-mate carry everything before him in a football game. The +whole atmosphere of the Capitol--with its corridors of coloured marble, +its vistas of arch and pillar, its burnished metal balustrades, its +great staircases--all its majesty of rich grandeur and solidity of +power--affected me with an increased respect for the functions of +government that were discharged there and for the men who had them to +discharge. I felt the reflection of that importance beaming upon +myself when I was introduced as "Senator Gardener's law partner, sir"; +and I accepted the bows and greetings of lobbyists and legislators with +all the pleasure in the world. + +When Gardener got our bill up for its final reading in the Senate, I +was there to watch, and it tickled me to the heart to see him. He made +a fine figure of an orator, the handsomest man in the Senate; and he +was not afraid to raise his voice and look as independent and +determined as his words. He had given the senators to understand that +any one who opposed his bill would have him as an obstinate opponent on +every other measure; and the Senate evidently realized that it would be +wise to let him have his way. The bill was passed. But it had to go +through the Lower House, too, and it was sent there, to be taken care +of by its opponents--with the tongue in the cheek, no doubt. + +I met Boss Graham in the corridor. "Hello, Ben," he greeted me. +"What's the matter with that partner of yours?" I laughed; he looked +worried. "Come in here," he said. "I'd like to have a talk with you." +He led me into a quiet side room and shut the door. "Now look here," +he said. "Did you boys ever stop to think what a boat you'll be in +with this law that you're trying to get, if you ever have to defend a +corporation in a jury suit? Now they tell me down at the tramway +offices"--the offices of the Denver City Tramway Company--"that they're +going to need a lot more legal help. There's every prospect that +they'll appoint you boys assistant counsel. But they can't expect to +do much, even with you bright boys as counsel, if they have this law +against them. You know that all the money there is in law is in +corporation business. I don't see what you're fighting for." + +I explained, as well as I could, that we were fighting for the bill +because we thought it was right--that it was needed. He did not seem +to believe me; he objected that this sort of talk was not "practical." + +"Well," I ended, "we've made up our minds to put it through. And we're +going to try." + +"You'll find you're making a mistake, boy," he warned me. "You'll find +you're making a mistake." + +We laughed over it together--Gardener and I. It was another proof to +us that we had our opponents on their knees. We thought we understood +Graham's position in the matter; he had made no disguise of the fact +that he was intimate and friendly with Mr. William G. Evans--the great +"Bill" Evans--head of the tramway company and an acknowledged power in +politics. And it was natural to us that Graham should do what he could +to induce us to spare his friends. That was all very well, but we had +made no pledges; we were under no obligations to any one except the +public whom we served. Gardener was making himself felt. He did not +intend to stultify himself, even for Graham's good "friends." I, of +course, went along with him, rejoicing. + +He had another bill in hand (House Bill 235) to raise the tax on large +foreign insurance companies so as to help replenish the depleted +treasury of the state. Governor Thomas had been appealing for money; +the increased tax was conceded to be just, and it would add at least +$100,000 in revenue to the public coffers. Gardener handled it well in +the Senate, and--though we were indirectly offered a bribe of $2,500 to +drop it--he got it passed and returned it to the Lower House. He had +two other bills--one our "anguish of mind" provision and the second a +bill regulating the telephone companies; but he was not able to move +them out of committee. The opposition was silent but solid. + +It became my duty to watch the two bills that we had been able to get +as far as the House calendar on final passage--to see that they were +given their turn for consideration. The jury bill came to the top very +soon, but it was passed over, and next day it was on the bottom of the +list. This happened more than once. And once it disappeared from the +calendar altogether. The Clerk of the House, when I demanded an +explanation, said that it was an oversight--a clerical error--and put +it back at the foot. I began to suspect jugglery, but I was not yet +sure of it. + +One day while I was on this sentry duty, a lobbyist who was a member of +a fraternal order to which I belonged, came to me with the fraternal +greeting and a thousand dollars in bills. "Lindsey," he said, "this is +a legal fee for an argument we want you to make before the committee, +as a lawyer, against that insurance bill. It's perfectly legitimate. +We don't want you to do anything except in a legal way. You know our +other lawyer has made an able argument, showing how the extra tax will +come out of the people in increased premiums"--and so on. I refused +the money and continued trying to push along the bill. In a few days +he came back to me, with a grin. "Too bad you didn't take that money," +he said. "There's lots of it going round. But the joke of it is, I +got the whole thing fixed up for $250. Watch Cannon." I watched +Cannon--Wilbur F. Cannon, a member of the House and a "floor leader" +there. He had already voted in favour of the bill. But--to anticipate +somewhat the sequence of events--I saw Wilbur F. Cannon, in the +confusion and excitement of the closing moments of the session, rush +down the aisle toward the Speaker's chair and make a motion concerning +the insurance bill--to what effect I could not hear. The motion was +put, in the midst of the uproar, and declared carried; and the bill was +killed. It was killed so neatly that there is to-day no record of its +decease in the official account of the proceedings of the House! +Expert treason, bold and skilful! [4] + +Meanwhile, I had been standing by our jury bill. It went up and it +went down on the calendar, and at last when it arrived at a hearing it +was referred back to the Judiciary Committee with two other +anti-corporation bills. The session was drawing toward the day +provided by the constitution for its closing, and we could no longer +doubt that we were being juggled out of our last chance by the Clerk +and the Speaker--who was Mr. William G. Smith, since known as "Tramway +Bill." [5] + +"All right," Gardener said. "Not one of Speaker Smith's House bills +will get through the Senate until he lets our jury bill get to a vote." +He told Speaker Smith what he intended to do and next day he began to +do it. + +That afternoon, tired out, I was resting, during a recess of the House, +in a chair that stood in a shadowed corner, when the Speaker hurried by +heavily, evidently unaware of me, and rang a telephone. I heard him +mention the name of "Mr. Evans," in a low, husky voice. I heard, +sleepily, not consciously listening; and I did note at first connect +"Mr. Evans" with William G. Evans of the tramway company. But a little +later I heard the Speaker say: "Well, unless Gardener can be pulled +off, we'll have to let that 'three-fourths' bill out. He's raising +hell with a lot of our measures over in the Senate. . . What? . . . +Yes. . . . Well, get at it pretty quick." + +Those hoarse, significant words wakened like the thrill of an electric +shock--wakened to an understanding of the strength of "special +interests" that were opposed to us--and wakened in me, too, the anger +of a determination to fight to a finish. The Powers that had "fixed" +our juries, were now fixing Legislature. They had laughed at us in the +courts; they were going to laugh at us in the Capitol! + +Speaker Smith came lumbering out. He was a heavily built man, with a +big jaw. And when he saw me there, confronting him, his face changed +from a look of displeased surprise to one of angry contempt--lowering +his head like a bull--as if he were saying to himself: "What! That +d---- little devil! I'll bet he heard me!" But he did not speak. And +neither did I. He went off about whatever business he had in hand, and +I caught up my hat and hastened to Gardener to tell him what I had +heard. + +When the House met again, in committee of the whole, the Speaker, of +course, was not in the Chair, and Gardener found him in the lobby. +Gardener had agreed with me to say nothing of the telephone +conversation but he threatened Smith that unless our jury bill was +"reported out" by the Judiciary Committee and allowed to come to a +vote, he would oppose every House bill in the Senate and talk the +session to death. Smith fumed and blustered, but Gardener, with the +blood in his face, out-blustered and out-fumed him. The Speaker, later +in the day, vented some of his spleen by publicly threatening to eject +me from the floor of the House as a lobbyist. But he had to allow the +bill to come up, and it was finally passed, with very little +opposition--for reasons which I was afterward to understand. + +It had yet to be signed by the Speaker; and it had to be signed before +the close of the session or it could not become a law. I heard rumours +that some anti-corporation bills were going to be "lost" by the Chief +Clerk, so that they might not be signed; and I kept my eye on him. He +was a fat-faced, stupid-looking, flabby creature--by name D. H. +Dickason--who did not appear capable of doing anything very daring. I +saw the chairman of the Enrolling Committee place our bill on +Dickason's desk, among those waiting for the Speaker's signature; +and--while the House was busy--I withdrew it from the pile and placed +it to one side, conspicuously, so that I could see it from a distance. + +When the time came for signing--sure enough! the Clerk was missing, and +some bills were missing with him. The House was crowded--floor and +galleries--and the whole place went into an uproar at once. Nobody +seemed to know which bills were gone; every member who had an +anti-corporation bill thought it was his that had been stolen; and they +all together broke out into denunciations of the Speaker, the Clerk, +and everybody else whom they thought concerned in the outrage. One man +jumped up on his chair and tried to dominate the pandemonium, shouting +and waving his hands. The galleries went wild with noisy excitement. +Men threatened each other with violence on the floor of the House, +cursing and shaking their fists. Others rushed here and there trying +to find some trace of the Clerk. The Speaker, breathless from calling +for order and pounding with his gavel, had to sit down and let them +rage. + +At last, from my place by the wall, on the outskirts of the hubbub, I +saw the Clerk dragged down the aisle by the collar, bleeding, with a +blackened eye, apparently half drunk and evidently frightened into an +abject terror. He had stolen a bill introduced by Senator Bucklin, +providing that cities could own their own water works and gas works; +but the Senator's wife had been watching him; she had followed him to +the basement and stopped him as he tried to escape to the street; and +it was the Senator now who had him by the neck. + +They thrust him back into his chair, got the confusion quieted, and +with muttered threats of the penitentiary for him and everybody +concerned in the affair, they got back to business again with the +desperate haste of men working against time. And our jury bill was +signed! + +It was signed; and we had won! (At least we thought so.) And I walked +out of the crowded glare of the session's close, into an April midnight +that was as wide as all eternity and as quiet. It seemed to me that +the stars, even in Colorado, had never been brighter; they sparkled in +the clear blackness of the sky with a joyful brilliancy. A cool breeze +drew down from the mountains as peacefully as the breath in sleep. It +was a night to make a man take on his hat and breathe out his last +vexation in a sigh. + +We had won. What did it matter that the Boss, the Speaker, the Clerk +and so many more of these miserable creatures were bought and sold in +selfishness? That spring night seemed to answer for it that the truth +and beauty of the world were as big above them as the heavens that +arched so high above the puny dome-light, of the Capitol. Had not even +we, two "boys"--as they called us--put a just law before them and made +them take up the pen and sign it? If we had done so much without even +a whisper from the people and scarcely a line from the public press to +aid and back us, what would the future not do when we found the help +that an aroused community would surely give us? Hope? The whole night +was hushed and peaceful with hope. The very houses that I +passed--walking home up the tree-lined streets--seemed to me in some +way so quiet because they were so sure. All was right with the world. +We had won. + + + +[1] A New England family, to which the poet Whittier was related. + +[2] This is one of the few fictitious names used in the story. Judge +Lindsey wishes it disguised "for old sake's sake." + +[3] Many of the conversations reported in this volume are given from +memory, and they are liable to errors of memory in the use of a word or +a turn of expression. But they are not liable to error in substance. +They are the unadorned truth, clearly recollected.--B. B. L. + +[4] Wilbur F. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: Stories of Achievement, Volume III (of 6)</p> +<p> Orators and Reformers</p> +<p>Author: Various</p> +<p>Editor: Asa Don Dickinson</p> +<p>Release Date: June 15, 2006 [eBook #18597]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK STORIES OF ACHIEVEMENT, VOLUME III (OF 6)***</p> +<br><br><center><h3>E-text prepared by Al Haines</h3></center><br><br> +<hr class="full" noshade> +<BR> +<BR> +<BR> + +<A NAME="img-front"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG SRC="images/img-front.jpg" ALT="Henry Ward Beecher" BORDER="2" WIDTH="320" HEIGHT="506"> +<H3> +[Frontispiece: Henry Ward Beecher] +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<BR><BR> + +<H1 ALIGN="center"> +STORIES OF ACHIEVEMENT +</H1> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +EDITED BY +<BR> +ASA DON DICKINSON +</H3> + +<BR><BR> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +Orators and Reformers +</H2> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +DESMOSTHENES<BR> +ELIHU BURRITT<BR> +JOHN B. GOUGH<BR> +FREDERICK DOUGLASS<BR> +HENRY WARD BEECHER<BR> +BOOKER T. WASHINGTON<BR> +BEN. B. LINDSEY<BR> +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +GARDEN CITY —— NEW YORK +<BR> +DOUBLEDAY, PAGE & COMPANY +<BR> +1925 +</H4> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H5 ALIGN="center"> +COPYRIGHT, 1916, BY +<BR> +DOUBLEDAY, PAGE & COMPANY +<BR> +ALL RIGHTS RESERVED +</H5> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +ACKNOWLEDGMENT +</H3> + +<P> +In the preparation of this volume the publishers have received from +several houses and authors generous permissions to reprint copyright +material. For this they wish to express their cordial gratitude. In +particular, acknowledgments are due to the Houghton Mifflin Company for +the extract concerning Elihu Burritt; to George W. Jacobs & Co. for the +extract from Booker T. Washington's "Frederick Douglass"; to P. B. +Bromfield for permission to use passages from "The Biography of Henry +Ward Beecher"; to the late Booker T. Washington for permission to +reprint extracts from "Up From Slavery"; to Judge Ben. B. Lindsey for +permission to reprint from "The Beast." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +CONTENTS +</H2> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +ORATORS AND REFORMERS +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap01"> +DEMOSTHENES<BR> + The Orator Who Stammered<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap02"> +ELIHU BURRITT<BR> + "The Learned Blacksmith"<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap03"> +JOHN B. GOUGH<BR> + The Conquest of a Bad Habit<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap04"> +FREDERICK DOUGLASS<BR> + The Slave Who Stole Freedom<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap05"> +HENRY WARD BEECHER<BR> + The Boy Who Half-heartedly Joined the Church<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap06"> +BOOKER T. WASHINGTON<BR> + The Boy Who Slept Under the Sidewalk<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap07"> +BEN. B. LINDSEY<BR> + The Man Who Fights the Beast<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap01"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +DEMOSTHENES +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(384-322 B. C.) +</H3> + + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE ORATOR WHO STAMMERED +</H3> + +<P> +Modern critics are fond of discriminating between talent and genius. +The fire of <I>genius</I>, it seems, will flame resplendent even in spite of +an unworthy possessor's neglect. But the man with <I>talent</I> which must +be carefully cherished and increased if he would attain distinction by +its help—that man is the true self-helper to whom our hearts go out in +sympathy. Every schoolboy knows that Demosthenes practised declamation +on the seashore, with his mouth full of pebbles. This description of +the unlovely old Athenian with the compelling tongue is Plutarch's +contribution to the literature of self-help. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From Plutarch's "Lives of Illustrious Men." +</P> + +<P> +The orator Callistratus was to plead in the cause which the city of +Oropus had depending; and the expectation of the public was greatly +raised, both by the powers of the orator, which were then in the +highest repute, and by the importance of the trial. Demosthenes, +hearing the governors and tutors agree among themselves to attend the +trial, with much importunity prevailed on his master to take him to +hear the pleadings. The master, having some acquaintance with the +officers who opened the court, got his young pupil a seat where he +could hear the orators without being seen. Callistratus had great +success, and his abilities were extremely admired. Demosthenes was +fired with a spirit of emulation. When he saw with what distinction +the orator was conducted home, and complimented by the people, he was +struck still more with the power of that commanding eloquence which +could carry all before it. From this time, therefore, he bade adieu to +the other studies and exercises in which boys are engaged, and applied +himself with great assiduity to declaiming, in hopes of being one day +numbered among the orators. Isaeus was the man he made use of as his +preceptor in eloquence, though Isocrates then taught it; whether it was +that the loss of his father incapacitated him to pay the sum of ten +<I>minae</I>, which was that rhetorician's usual price, or whether he +preferred the keen and subtle manner of Isaeus as more fit for public +use. +</P> + +<P> +Hermippus says he met with an account in certain anonymous memoirs that +Demosthenes likewise studied under Plato, and received great assistance +from him in preparing to speak in public. He adds, that Ctesibius used +to say that Demosthenes was privately supplied by Callias the Syracusan +and some others, with the systems of rhetoric taught by Isocrates and +Alcidamus, and made his advantage of them. +</P> + +<P> +When his minority was expired, he called his guardians to account at +law, and wrote orations against them. As they found many methods of +chicane and delay, he had great opportunity, as Thucydides says, to +exercise his talent for the bar. It was not without much pain and some +risk that he gained his cause; and, at last, it was but a very small +part of his patrimony that he could recover. By this means, however, +he acquired a proper assurance and some experience; and having tasted +the honour and power that go in the train of eloquence, he attempted to +speak in the public debates, and take a share in the administration. +As it is said of Laomedon the Orchomenian, that, by the advice of his +physicians, in some disorder of the spleen, he applied himself to +running, and continued it constantly a great length of way, till he had +gained such excellent health and breath that he tried for the crown at +the public games, and distinguished himself in the long course; so it +happened to Demosthenes, that he first appeared at the bar for the +recovery of his own fortune, which had been so much embezzled; and +having acquired in that cause a persuasive and powerful manner of +speaking, he contested the crown, as I may call it, with the other +orators before the general assembly. +</P> + +<P> +In his first address to the people he was laughed at and interrupted by +their clamours, for the violence of his manner threw him into a +confusion of periods and a distortion of his argument; besides he had a +weakness and a stammering in his voice, and a want of breath, which +caused such a distraction in his discourse that it was difficult for +the audience to understand him. At last, upon his quitting the +assembly, Eunomous the Thriasian, a man now extremely old, found him +wandering in a dejected condition in the Piraeus, and took upon him to +set him right. "You," said he, "have a manner of speaking very like +that of Pericles, and yet you lose yourself out of mere timidity and +cowardice. You neither bear up against the tumults of a popular +assembly nor prepare your body by exercise for the labour of the +rostrum, but suffer your parts to wither away in negligence and +indolence." +</P> + +<P> +Another time, we are told, when his speeches had been ill-received, and +he was going home with his head covered, and in the greatest distress, +Satyrus, the player, who was an acquaintance of his, followed and went +in with him. Demosthenes lamented to him, "That though he was the most +laborious of all the orators, and had almost sacrificed his health to +that application, yet he could gain no favour with the people; but +drunken seamen and other unlettered persons were heard, and kept the +rostrum, while he was entirely disregarded." "You say true," answered +Satyrus, "but I will soon provide a remedy, if you will repeat to me +some speech in Euripides or Sophocles." When Demosthenes had done, +Satyrus pronounced the same speech; and he did it with such propriety +of action, and so much in character, that it appeared to the orator +quite a different passage. He now understood so well how much grace +and dignity action adds to the best oration that he thought it a small +matter to premeditate and compose, though with the utmost care, if the +pronunciation and propriety of gesture were not attended to. Upon this +he built himself a subterraneous study which remained to our times. +Thither he repaired every day to form his action and exercise his +voice; and he would often stay there for two or three months together, +shaving one side of his head, that, if he should happen to be ever so +desirous of going abroad, the shame of appearing in that condition +might keep him in. +</P> + +<P> +When he did go out on a visit, or received one, he would take something +that passed in conversation, some business or fact that was reported to +him, for a subject to exercise himself upon. As soon as he had parted +from his friends, he went to his study, where he repeated the matter in +order as it passed, together with the arguments for and against it. +The substance of the speeches which he heard he committed to memory, +and afterward reduced them to regular sentences and periods, meditating +a variety of corrections and new forms of expression, both of what +others had said to him, and he had addressed to them. Hence, it was +concluded that he was not a man of much genius, and that all his +eloquence was the effect of labour. A strong proof of this seemed to +be that he was seldom heard to speak anything extempore, and though the +people often called upon him by name, as he sat in the assembly, to +speak to the point debated, he would not do it unless he came prepared. +For this many of the orators ridiculed him; and Pytheas, in particular, +told him, "That all his arguments smelled of the lamp." Demosthenes +retorted sharply upon him, "Yes, indeed, but your lamp and mine, my +friend, are not conscious to the same labours." To others he did not +pretend to deny his previous application, but told them, "He either +wrote the whole of his orations, or spoke not without first committing +part to writing." He further affirmed, "That this shewed him a good +member of a democratic state; for the coming prepared to the rostrum +was a mark of respect for the people. Whereas, to be regardless of +what the people might think of a man's address shewed his inclination +for oligarchy, and that he had rather gain his point by force than by +persuasion." Another proof they gave us of his want of confidence on +any sudden occasion is, that when he happened to be put into disorder +by the tumultuary behaviour of the people, Demades often rose up to +support him in an extempore address, but he never did the same for +Demades.… +</P> + +<P> +Upon the whole it appears that Demosthenes did not take Pericles +entirely for his model. He only adopted his action and delivery, and +his prudent resolutions not to make a practice of speaking from a +sudden impulse, or on any occasion that might present itself; being +persuaded that it was to that conduct he owed his greatness. Yet, +while he chose not often to trust the success of his powers to fortune, +he did not absolutely neglect the reputation which may be acquired by +speaking on a sudden occasion; and if we believe Eratosthenes, +Demetrius the Phalerean, and the comic poets, there was a greater +spirit and boldness in his unpremeditated orations than in those he had +committed to writing. Eratosthenes says that in his extemporaneous +harangues he often spoke as from a supernatural impulse; and Demetrius +tells us that in an address to the people, like a man inspired, he once +uttered this oath in verse: +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +By earth, by all her fountains, streams, and floods! …<BR> +</P> + +<P> +As for his personal defects, Demetrius the Phalerean gives us an +account of the remedies he applied to them; and he says he had it from +Demosthenes in his old age. The hesitation and stammering of his +tongue he corrected by practising to speak with pebbles in his mouth; +and he strengthened his voice by running or walking uphill, and +pronouncing some passage in an oration or a poem during the difficulty +of breath which that caused. He had, moreover, a looking-glass in his +house before which he used to declaim and adjust all his motions. +</P> + +<P> +It was said that a man came to him one day, and desired him to be his +advocate against a person from whom he had suffered by assault. "Not +you, indeed," said Demosthenes, "you have suffered no such thing." +"What," said the man, raising his voice, "have I not received those +blows?" "Ay, <I>now</I>," replied Demosthenes, "you do speak like a person +that has been injured." So much in his opinion do the tone of voice +and the action contribute to gain the speaker credit in what he affirms. +</P> + +<P> +His action pleased the commonalty much; but people of taste (among whom +was Demetrius the Phalerean) thought there was something in it low, +inelegant, and unmanly. Hermippus acquaints us, Aesion being asked his +opinion of the ancient orators and those of that time, said, "Whoever +has heard the orators of former times must admire the decorum and +dignity with which they spoke. Yet when we read the orations of +Demosthenes, we must allow they have more art in the composition and +greater force." It is needless to mention that in his written orations +there was something extremely cutting and severe; but in his sudden +repartees there was also something of humour.… +</P> + +<P> +When a rascal surnamed Chalcus attempted to jest upon his late studies +and long watchings, he said, "I know my lamp offends thee. But you +need not wonder, my countryman, that we have so many robberies, when we +have thieves of brass [<I>chalcus</I>] and walls only of clay." Though more +of his sayings might be produced, we shall pass them over, and go on to +seek the rest of his manners and character in his actions and political +conduct. +</P> + +<P> +He tells us himself that he entered upon public business in the time of +the Phocian war, and the same may be collected from his Philippics. +For some of the last of them were delivered after that war was +finished; and the former relate to the immediate transactions of it. +It appears, also, that he was thirty-two years old when he was +preparing his oration against Midias; and yet at that time he had +attained no name or power in the administration.… +</P> + +<P> +He had a glorious subject for his political ambition to defend the +cause of Greece against Philip. He defended it like a champion worthy +of such a charge, and soon gained great reputation both for eloquence +and for the bold truths which he spoke. He was admired in Greece, and +courted by the king of Persia. Nay, Philip himself had a much higher +opinion of him than the other orators; and his enemies acknowledged +that they had to contend with a great man. For Aeschines and +Hyperides, in their very accusations, give him such a character. +</P> + +<P> +I wonder, therefore, how Theopompus could say that he was a man of no +steadiness, who was never long pleased either with the same persons or +things. For, on the contrary, it appears that he abode by the party +and the measures which he first adopted; and was so far from quitting +them during his life that he forfeited his life rather than he would +forsake them.… +</P> + +<P> +It must be acknowledged, however, that he excelled all the orators of +his time, except Phocion, in his life and conversation. And we find in +his orations that he told the people the boldest truths, that he +opposed their inclinations and corrected their errors with the greatest +spirit and freedom. Theopompus also acquaints us that when the +Athenians were for having him manager of a certain impeachment, and +insisted upon it in a tumultuary manner, he would not comply, but rose +up and said, "My friends, I will be your counsellor whether you will or +no; but a false accuser I will not be how much soever you may wish it.…" +</P> + +<P> +Demosthenes, through the whole course of his political conduct, left +none of the actions of the kin of Macedon undisparaged. Even in time +of peace he laid hold on every opportunity to raise suspicions against +him among the Athenians, and to excite their resentment. Hence Philip +looked upon him as a person of the greatest importance in Athens; and +when he went with nine other deputies to the court of that prince, +after having given them all audience, he answered the speech of +Demosthenes with greater care than the rest. As to other marks of +honour and respect, Demosthenes had not an equal share in them; they +were bestowed principally upon Aeschines and Philocrates. They, +therefore, were large in the praise of Philip on all occasions, and +they insisted, in particular, on his eloquence, his beauty, and even +his being able to drink a great quantity of liquor. Demosthenes, who +could not bear to hear him praised, turned these things off as trifles. +"The first," he said, "was the property of a sophist, the second of a +woman, and the third of a sponge; and not one of them could do any +credit to a king." +</P> + +<P> +Afterward, it appeared that nothing was to be expected but war; for, on +the one hand, Philip knew not how to sit down in tranquillity; and, on +the other, Demosthenes inflamed the Athenians. In this case, the first +step the orator took was to put the people upon sending an armament to +Euboea, which was brought under the yoke of Philip by its petty +tyrants. Accordingly he drew up an edict, in pursuance of which they +passed over to that peninsula, and drove out the Macedonians. His +second operation was the sending succor to the Byzantians and +Perinthians, with whom Philip was at war. He persuaded the people to +drop their resentment, to forget the faults which both those nations +had committed in the confederate war, and to send a body of troops to +their assistance. They did so, and it saved them from ruin. After +this, he went ambassador to the states of Greece; and, by his animating +address, brought them almost all to join in the league against Philip.… +</P> + +<P> +Meantime Philip, elated with his success at Amphissa, surprised Elatea, +and possessed himself of Phocis. The Athenians were struck with +astonishment, and none of them durst mount the rostrum; no one knew +what advice to give; but a melancholy silence reigned the city. In +this distress Demosthenes alone stood forth, and proposed that +application should be made to the Thebans. He likewise animated the +people in his usual manner, and inspired them with fresh hopes; in +consequence of which he was sent ambassador to Thebes, some others +being joined in commission with him. Philip, too, on his part, as +Maryas informs us, sent Anyntus and Clearchus, two Macedonians, Doachus +the Thessalian, Thrasidaeus the Elean, to answer the Athenian deputies. +The Thebans were not ignorant what way their true interest pointed, but +each of them had the evils of war before his eyes; for their Phocian +wounds were still fresh upon them. However, the powers of the orator, +as Theopompus tells us, rekindled their courage and ambition so +effectually that all other objects were disregarded. They lost sight +of fear, of caution, of every prior attachment, and, through the force +of his eloquence, fell with enthusiastic transports into the path of +honour. +</P> + +<P> +So powerful, indeed, were the efforts of the orator that Philip +immediately sent ambassadors to Athens to apply for peace. Greece +recovered her spirits, whilst she stood waiting for the event; and not +only the Athenian generals, but the governors of Boeotia, were ready to +execute the commands of Demosthenes. All the assemblies, as well those +of Thebes as those of Athens, were under his direction: he was equally +beloved, equally powerful, in both places; and, as Theopompus shows, it +was no more than his merit claimed. But the superior power of fortune, +which seems to have been working at revolution, and drawing the +liberties of Greece to a period at that time, opposed and baffled all +the measures that could be taken. The deity discovered many tokens of +the approaching event. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap02"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +ELIHU BURRITT +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1810-1879) +</H3> + + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +"THE LEARNED BLACKSMITH" +</H3> + +<P> +This man's career is the star example of the pursuit of knowledge under +difficulties. For years, while earning his living at the forge, he +denied himself all natural pleasures that he might devote every possible +minute to cramming his head with seemingly useless scraps of knowledge. +</P> + +<P> +The acquisition of knowledge merely for its own sake is of course +foolishness, but it is a very rare kind of foolishness. Nearly always +the learned man pays his debt to society in full measure, if we but give +him time enough. So it was with "The Learned Blacksmith." From his deep +learning, Elihu Burritt at last drew the inspiration which made him a +powerful advocate in the cause of the world's peace. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From "Captains of Industry," by James Parton. Houghton, Mifflin & Co., +1884. +</P> + +<P> +Elihu Burritt, with whom we have all been familiar for many years as the +Learned Blacksmith, was born in 1810 at the beautiful town of New +Britain, in Connecticut, about ten miles from Hartford. He was the +youngest son in an old-fashioned family of ten children. His father +owned and cultivated a small farm, but spent the winters at the +shoemaker's bench, according to the rational custom of Connecticut in +that day. When Elihu was sixteen years of age his father died, and the +lad soon after apprenticed himself to a blacksmith in his native village. +</P> + +<P> +He was an ardent reader of books from childhood up, and he was enabled to +gratify this taste by means of a very small village library, which +contained several books of history, of which he was naturally fond. This +boy, however, was a shy, devoted student, brave to maintain what he +thought right, but so bashful that he was known to hide in the cellar +when his parents were going to have company. +</P> + +<P> +As his father's long sickness had kept him out of school for some time, +he was the more earnest to learn during his apprenticeship—particularly +mathematics, since he desired to become, among other things, a good +surveyor. He was obliged to work from ten to twelve hours a day at the +forge, but while he was blowing the bellows he employed his mind in doing +sums in his head. His biographer gives a specimen of these calculations +which he wrought out without making a single figure: +</P> + +<P> +"How many yards of cloth, three feet in width, cut into strips an inch +wide, and allowing half an inch at each end for the lap, would it require +to reach from the centre of the earth to the surface, and how much would +it all cost at a shilling a yard?" +</P> + +<P> +He would go home at night with several of these sums done in his head, +and report the results to an elder brother, who had worked his way +through Williams College. His brother would perform the calculations +upon a slate, and usually found his answers correct. +</P> + +<P> +When he was about half through his apprenticeship he suddenly took it +into his head to learn Latin, and began at once through the assistance of +the same elder brother. In the evenings of one winter he read the Aeneid +of Virgil; and, after going on for a while with Cicero and a few other +Latin authors, he began Greek. During the winter months he was obliged +to spend every hour of daylight at the forge, and even in the summer his +leisure minutes were few and far between. But he carried his Greek +grammar in his hat, and often found a chance, while he was waiting for a +large piece of iron to get hot, to open his book with his black fingers, +and go through a pronoun, an adjective, or part of a verb, without being +noticed by his fellow-apprentices. +</P> + +<P> +So he worked his way until he was out of his time, when he treated +himself to a whole quarter's schooling at his brother's school, where he +studied mathematics, Latin, and other languages. Then he went back to +the forge, studying hard in the evenings at the same branches, until he +had saved a little money, when he resolved to go to New Haven and spend a +winter in study. It was far from his thoughts, as it was from his means, +to enter Yale College, but he seems to have had an idea that the very +atmosphere of the college would assist him. He was still so timid that +he determined to work his way without asking the least assistance from a +professor or tutor. +</P> + +<P> +He took lodgings at a cheap tavern in New Haven, and began the very next +morning a course of heroic study. As soon as the fire was made in the +sitting-room of the inn, which was at half-past four in the morning, he +took possession, and studied German until breakfast-time, which was +half-past seven. When the other boarders had gone to business, he sat +down to Homer's Iliad, of which he knew nothing, and with only a +dictionary to help him. +</P> + +<P> +"The proudest moment of my life," he once wrote, "was when I had first +gained the full meaning of the first fifteen lines of that noble work. I +took a short triumphal walk, in favor of that exploit." +</P> + +<P> +Just before the boarders came back for their dinner he put away all his +Greek and Latin books and took up a work in Italian, because it was less +likely to attract the notice of the noisy crowd. After dinner he fell +again upon his Greek, and in the evening read Spanish until bedtime. In +this way he lived and labored for three months, a solitary student in the +midst of a community of students; his mind imbued with the grandeurs and +dignity of the past while eating flapjacks and molasses at a poor tavern. +</P> + +<P> +Returning to his home in New Britain, he obtained the mastership of an +academy in a town near by, but he could not bear a life wholly sedentary; +and at the end of a year abandoned his school and became what is called a +"runner" for one of the manufacturers of New Britain. This business he +pursued until he was about twenty-five years of age, when, tired of +wandering, he came home again, and set up a grocery and provision store, +in which he invested all the money he had saved. Soon came the +commercial crash of 1837, and he was involved in the widespread ruin. He +lost the whole of his capital, and had to begin the world anew. +</P> + +<P> +He resolved to return to his studies in the languages of the East. +Unable to buy or find the necessary books, he tied up his effects in a +small handkerchief and walked to Boston, one hundred miles distant, +hoping there to find a ship in which he could work his passage across the +ocean, and collect oriental works from port to port. He could not find a +berth. He turned back, and walked as far as Worcester, where he found +work, and found something else which he liked better. There is an +antiquarian society at Worcester, with a large and peculiar library, +containing a great number of books in languages not usually studied, such +as the Icelandic, the Russian, the Celtic dialects, and others. The +directors of the society placed all their treasures at his command, and +he now divided his time between hard study of languages and hard labor at +the forge. To show how he passed his days, I will copy an entry or two +from his private diary he then kept: +</P> + +<P> +"Monday, June 18. Headache; 40 pages Cuvier's Theory of the Earth; 64 +pages French; 11 hours forging. +</P> + +<P> +"Tuesday, June 19. 60 lines Hebrew; 30 pages French; 10 pages Cuvier; 8 +lines Syriac; 10 lines Danish; 10 lines Bohemian; 9 lines Polish; 15 +names of stars; 10 hours forging. +</P> + +<P> +"Wednesday, June 20. 25 lines Hebrew; 8 lines Syriac; 11 hours forging." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +He spent five years at Worcester in such labors as these. When work at +his trade became slack, or when he had earned a little more money than +usual, he would spend more time in the library; but, on the other hand, +when work in the shop was pressing, he could give less time to study. +After a while he began to think that he might perhaps earn his +subsistence in part by his knowledge of languages, and thus save much +waste of time and vitality at the forge. He wrote a letter to William +Lincoln, of Worcester, who had aided and encouraged him; and in this +letter he gave a short history of his life, and asked whether he could +not find employment in translating some foreign work into English. Mr. +Lincoln was so much struck with his letter that he sent it to Edward +Everett, and he, having occasion soon after to address a convention of +teachers, read it to his audience as a wonderful instance of the pursuit +of knowledge under difficulties. Mr. Everett prefaced it by saying that +such a resolute purpose of improvement against such obstacles excited his +admiration, and even his veneration. +</P> + +<P> +"It is enough," he added, "to make one who has good opportunities for +education hang his head in shame." +</P> + +<P> +All this, including the whole of the letter, was published in the +newspapers, with eulogistic comments, in which the student was spoken of +as the "Learned Blacksmith." The bashful scholar was overwhelmed with +shame at finding himself suddenly famous. However, it led to his +entering upon public life. Lecturing was then coming into vogue, and he +was frequently invited to the platform. Accordingly, he wrote a lecture, +entitled "Application and Genius," in which he endeavored to show that +there is no such thing as genius, but that all extraordinary attainments +are the results of application. After delivering this lecture sixty +times in one season, he went back to his forge at Worcester, mingling +study with labor in the old way. +</P> + +<P> +On sitting down to write a new lecture for the following season, on the +"Anatomy of the Earth," a certain impression was made upon his mind which +changed the current of his life. Studying the globe, he was impressed +with the need that one nation has of other nations, and one zone of +another zone; the tropics producing what assuages life in the northern +latitudes and northern lands furnishing the means of mitigating tropical +discomforts. He felt that the earth was made for friendliness and +coöperation, not for fierce competition and bloody wars. +</P> + +<P> +Under the influence of these feelings, his lecture became an eloquent +plea for peace, and to this object his after life was chiefly devoted. +The dispute with England upon the Oregon boundary induced him to go to +England with the design of travelling on foot from village to village, +preaching peace, and exposing the horrors and folly of war. His +addresses attracting attention, he was invited to speak to larger bodies, +and, in short, he spent twenty years of his life as a lecturer upon +peace, organizing Peace Congresses, advocating low uniform rates of ocean +postage, and spreading abroad among the people of Europe the feeling +which issued, at length, in the arbitration of the dispute between the +United States and Great Britain, an event which posterity will, perhaps, +consider the most important of this century. He heard Victor Hugo say at +the Paris Congress of 1850: +</P> + +<P> +"A day will come when a cannon will be exhibited in public museums, just +as an instrument of torture is now, and people will be amazed that such a +thing could ever have been.…" +</P> + +<P> +Elihu Burritt spent the last years of his life upon a little farm which +he had contrived to buy in his native town. He was never married, but +lived with his sister and her daughters. He was not so very much richer +in worldly goods than when he started out for Boston, with his property +wrapped in a small handkerchief. He died in March, 1879, aged sixty-nine +years. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap03"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +JOHN B. GOUGH +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1817-1886) +</H3> + + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE CONQUEST OF A BAD HABIT +</H3> + +<P> +Happily few human beings sink to the depths in which John B. Gough +found himself at the age of twenty-five years. By sheer force of will +he raised himself from the slough in which he wallowed, till he +attained a position honored among men, and performed a service of +exceptional usefulness to society. +</P> + +<P> +His story, as told in his own vivid words, is one of the most absorbing +in the annals of self-help. His example must have helped thousands +among the myriads whom he thrilled by the dramatic recital of his +experience. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From his "Autobiography." +</P> + +<P> +I boarded in Grand Street at this time, and soon after laid the +foundation of many of my future sorrows. I possessed a tolerably good +voice, and sang pretty well, having also the faculty of imitation +rather strongly developed; and being well stocked with amusing stories, +I was introduced into the society of thoughtless and dissipated young +men, to whom my talents made me welcome. These companions were what is +termed respectable, but they drank. I now began to attend the theatres +frequently, and felt ambitious of strutting my part upon the stage. By +slow but sure degrees I forgot the lessons of wisdom which my mother +had taught me, lost all relish for the great truths of religion, +neglected my devotions, and considered an actor's situation to be the +<I>ne plus ultra</I> of greatness. +</P> + +<P> +During my residence at Newburyport my early serious impressions on one +occasion in a measure revived, and I felt some stinging of conscience +for my neglect of the Sabbath and religious observances. I recommenced +attending a place of worship, and for a short time I attended the Rev. +Mr. Campbell's church, by whom, as well as by several of his members, I +was treated with much Christian kindness. I was often invited to Mr. +Campbell's house, as well as to the house of some of his hearers, and +it seemed as if a favorable turning-point or crisis in my fortunes had +arrived. Mr. Campbell was good enough to manifest a very great +interest in my welfare, and frequently expressed a hope that I should +be enabled, although late in life, to obtain an education. And this I +might have acquired had not my evil genius prevented my making any +efforts to obtain so desirable an end. My desire for strong liquors +and company seemed to present an insuperable barrier to all +improvement; and after a few weeks every aspiration after better things +had ceased; every bud of promised comfort was crushed. Again I grieved +the spirit that had been striving with my spirit, and ere long became +even more addicted to the use of the infernal draughts, which had +already wrought me so much woe, than at any previous period of my +existence. +</P> + +<P> +And now my circumstances began to be desperate indeed. In vain were +all my efforts to obtain work, and at last I became so reduced that at +times I did not know when one meal was ended, where on the face of the +broad earth I should find another. Further mortification awaited me, +and by slow degrees I became aware of it. The young men with whom I +had associated, in barrooms and parlors, and who wore a little better +clothing than I could afford, one after another began to drop my +acquaintance. If I walked in the public streets, I too quickly +perceived the cold look, the averted eye, the half recognition, and to +a sensitive spirit such as I possessed such treatment was almost past +endurance. To add to the mortification caused by such a state of +things, it happened that those who had laughed the loudest at my songs +and stories, and who had been social enough with me in the barroom, +were the very individuals who seemed most ashamed of my acquaintance. +I felt that I was shunned by the respectable portion of the community +also; and once, on asking a lad to accompany me in a walk, he informed +me that his father had cautioned him against associating with me. This +was a cutting reproof, and I felt it more deeply than words can +express. And could I wonder at it? No. Although I may have used +bitter words against that parent, my conscience told me that he had +done no more than his duty in preventing his son being influenced by my +dissipated habits. Oh! how often have I lain down and bitterly +remembered many who had hailed my arrival in their company as a joyous +event. Their plaudits would resound in my ears, and peals of laughter +ring again in my deserted chamber; then would succeed stillness, broken +only by the beatings of my agonized heart, which felt that the gloss of +respectability had worn off and exposed my threadbare condition. To +drown these reflections, I would drink, not from love of the taste of +the liquor, but to become so stupefied by its fumes as to steep my +sorrows in a half oblivion; and from this miserable stupor I would wake +to a fuller consciousness of my situation, and again would I banish my +reflections by liquor. +</P> + +<P> +There lived in Newburyport at that time a Mr. Law, who was a rum +seller, and I had spent many a shilling at his bar; he proposed to me +that he would purchase some tools, and I could start a bindery on my +own account, paying him by installments. He did so; and I thought it +an act of great kindness then, and for some time afterward, till I +found he had received pay from me for tools he had never paid for +himself, and I was dunned for the account he had failed to settle. He +even borrowed seventy-five dollars from me after I signed the pledge, +which has never been repaid. "Such is life." +</P> + +<P> +Despite all that had occurred, my good name was not so far gone but +that I might have succeeded, by the aid of common industry and +attention, in my business. I was a good workman, and found no +difficulty in procuring employment, and, I have not the slightest +doubt, should have succeeded in my endeavor to get on in the world but +for the unhappy love of stimulating drinks, and my craving for society. +I was now my own master; all restraint was removed, and, as might be +expected, I did as I pleased in my own shop. I became careless, was +often in the barroom when I should have been at my bindery, and instead +of spending my evenings at home in reading or conversation, they were +almost invariably passed in the company of the rum bottle, which became +almost my sole household deity. Five months only did I remain in +business, and during that short period I gradually sunk deeper and +deeper in the scale of degradation. I was now the slave of a habit +which had become completely my master, and which fastened its +remorseless fangs in my very vitals. Thought was a torturing thing. +When I looked back, memory drew fearful pictures, the lines of lurid +flame, and, whenever I dared anticipate the future, hope refused to +illumine my onward path. I dwelt in one awful present; nothing to +solace me—nothing to beckon me onward to a better state. +</P> + +<P> +I knew full well that I was proceeding on a downward course, and +crossing the sea of time, as it were, on a bridge perilous as that over +which Mahomet's followers are said to enter paradise. A terrible +feeling was ever present that some evil was impending which would soon +fall on my devoted head, and I would shudder as if the sword of +Damocles, suspended by its single hair, was about to fall and utterly +destroy me. +</P> + +<P> +Warnings were not wanting, but they had no voice of terror for me. I +was intimately acquainted with a young man in the town, and well +remember his coming to my shop one morning and asking the loan of +ninepence with which to buy rum. I let him have the money, and the +spirit was soon consumed. He begged me to lend him a second ninepence, +but I refused; yet, during my temporary absence, he drank some spirit +of wine which was in a bottle in the shop, and used by me in my +business. He went away, and the next I heard of him was that he had +died shortly afterward. Such an awful circumstance as this might well +have impressed me, but habitual indulgence had almost rendered me +impervious to salutary impressions. I was, at this time, deeper in +degradation than at any period before which I can remember. +</P> + +<P> +My custom now was to purchase my brandy—which, in consequence of my +limited means, was of the very worst description—and keep it at the +shop, where, by little and little, I drank it, and continually kept +myself in a state of excitement. +</P> + +<P> +This course of procedure entirely unfitted me for business, and it not +unfrequently happened, when I had books to bind, that I would instead +of attending to business keep my customers waiting, whilst in the +company of desolute companions I drank during the whole day, to the +complete ruin of my prospects in life. So entirely did I give myself +up to the bottle that those of my companions who fancied they still +possessed some claims to respectability gradually withdrew from my +company. At my house, too, I used to keep a bottle of gin, which was +in constant requisition. Indeed, go where I would, stimulant I must +and did have. Such a slave was I to the bottle that I resorted to it +continually, and in vain was every effort which I occasionally made to +conquer the debasing habit. I had become a father; but God in his +mercy removed my little one at so early an age that I did not feel the +loss as much as if it had lived longer, to engage my affections. +</P> + +<P> +A circumstance now transpired which attracted my attention, and led me +to consider my situation, and whither I was hurrying. A lecture was +advertised to be delivered by the first reformed drunkard, Mr. I. J. +Johnson, who visited Newburyport, and I was invited by some friends, +who seemed to feel an interest, to attend and hear what he had to say. +I determined after some consideration to go and hear what was to be +said on the subject. The meeting was held in the Rev. Mr. Campbell's +church, which was pretty well crowded. I went to the door, but would +go no farther; but in the ten minutes I stood there, I heard him in +graphic and forcible terms depict the misery of the drunkard and the +awful consequences of his conduct, both as they affected himself and +those connected with him. My conscience told that he spoke the +truth—for what had I not suffered! I knew he was right, and I turned +to leave the church when a young man offered me the pledge to sign. I +actually turned to sign it; but at that critical moment the appetite +for strong drink, as if determined to have the mastery over me, came in +all its force. Oh, how I wanted it! and remembering that I had a pint +of brandy at home I deferred signing, and put off to "a more convenient +season," a proceeding that might have saved me so much after sorrow. +I, however, compromised the matter with my conscience by inwardly +resolving that I would drink up what spirit I had by me, and then think +of leaving off altogether. +</P> + +<P> +I forgot the impressions made upon me by the speaker at the meeting. +Still, I madly drained the inebriating cup, and speedily my state was +worse than ever. Oh, no, I soon ceased to think about it, for my +master passion, like Aaron's rod, swallowed up every thought and +feeling opposed to it which I possessed. +</P> + +<P> +My business grew gradually worse, and at length my constitution became +so impaired that even when I had the will I did not possess the power +to provide for my daily wants. My hands would at times tremble so that +I could not perform the finer operations of my business, the finishing +and gilding. How could I letter straight, with a hand burning and +shaking from the effects of a debauch. Sometimes, when it was +absolutely necessary to finish off some work, I have entered the shop +with a stern determination not to drink a single drop until I completed +it. I have bitterly felt that my failing was a matter of common +conversation in the town, and a burning sense of shame would flush my +fevered brow at the conviction that I was scorned by the respectable +portion of the community. But these feelings passed away like the +morning cloud or early dew, and I pursued my old course. +</P> + +<P> +One day I thought I would not go to work, and a great inducement to +remain at home existed in the shape of my enemy, West India rum, of +which I had a quantity in the house. Although the morning was by no +means far advanced, I sat down, intending to do nothing until +dinner-time. I could not sit alone without rum, and I drank glass +after glass until I became so stupefied that I was compelled to lie +down on the bed, where I soon fell asleep. When I awoke it was late in +the afternoon, and then, as I persuaded myself, too late to make a bad +day's work good. I invited a neighbor, who, like myself, was a man of +intemperate habits, to spend the evening with me. He came, and we sat +down to our rum, and drank foully together until late that night, when +he staggered home; and so intoxicated was I that, in moving to go to +bed, I fell over the table, broke a lamp, and lay on the floor for some +time, unable to rise. At last I managed to get to bed, but, oh, I did +not sleep, only dozed at intervals, for the drunkard never knows the +blessings of undisturbed repose. I awoke in the night with a raging +thirst. No sooner was one draught taken than the horrible dry feeling +returned; and so I went on, swallowing repeated glassfuls of the spirit +until at last I had drained the very last drop which the jug contained. +My appetite grew by what it fed on; and, having a little money by me, I +with difficulty got up, made myself look as tidy as possible, and then +went out to buy more rum, with which I returned to the house. +</P> + +<P> +The fact will, perhaps, seem incredible, but so it was that I drank +spirits continually without tasting a morsel of food for the next three +days. This could not last long; a constitution of iron strength could +not endure such treatment, and mine was partially broken down by +previous dissipation. +</P> + +<P> +I began to experience a feeling hitherto unknown to me. After the +three days' drinking to which I have just referred, I felt, one night, +as I lay on my bed, an awful sense of something dreadful coming over +me. It was as if I had been partially stunned, and now in an interval +of consciousness was about to have the fearful blow, which had +prostrated me, repeated. There was a craving for sleep, sleep, blessed +sleep, but my eyelids were as if they could not close. Every object +around me I beheld with startling distinctness, and my hearing became +unnaturally acute. Then, to the ringing and roaring in my ears would +suddenly succeed a silence so awful that only the stillness of the +grave might be compared with it. +</P> + +<P> +At other times, strange voices would whisper unintelligible words, and +the slightest noise would make me start like a guilty thing. But the +horrible, burning thirst was insupportable, and to quench it and induce +sleep I clutched again and again the rum bottle, hugged my enemy, and +poured the infernal fluid down my parched throat. But it was no use, +none; I could not sleep. Then I bethought me of tobacco; and +staggering from my bed to a shelf near by, with great difficulty I +managed to procure a pipe and some matches. I could not stand to light +the latter, so I lay again on the bed, and scraped one on the wall. I +began to smoke, and the narcotic leaf produced a stupefaction. I dozed +a little, but, feeling a warmth on my face, I awoke and discovered my +pillow to be on fire! I had dropped a lighted match on the bed. By a +desperate effort I threw the pillow on the floor, and, too exhausted to +feel annoyed by the burning feathers, I sank into a state of somnolency. +</P> + +<P> +How long I lay, I do not exactly know; but I was roused from my +lethargy by the neighbors, who, alarmed by the smell of fire, came to +my room to ascertain the cause. When they took me from my bed, the +under part of the straw with which it was stuffed was smouldering, and +in a quarter of an hour more must have burst into a flame. Had such +been the case, how horrible would have been my fate! for it is more +than probable that, in my half-senseless condition, I should have been +suffocated, or burned to death. The fright produced by this incident, +and a very narrow escape, in some degree sobered me, but what I felt +more than anything else was the exposure now; all would be known, and I +feared my name would become, more than ever, a byword and a reproach. +</P> + +<P> +Will it be believed that I again sought refuge in rum? Yes, so it was. +Scarcely had I recovered from the fright than I sent out, procured a +pint of rum, and drank it all in less than an hour. And now came upon +me many terrible sensations. Cramps attacked me in my limbs, which +raked me with agony, and my temples throbbed as if they would burst. +So ill was I that I became seriously alarmed, and begged the people of +the house to send for a physician. They did so, but I immediately +repented having summoned him, and endeavored, but ineffectually, to get +out of his way when he arrived. He saw at a glance what was the matter +with me, ordered the persons about me to watch me carefully, and on no +account to let me have any spirituous liquors. Everything stimulating +was vigorously denied me; and there came on the drunkard's remorseless +torture: delirium tremens, in all its terrors, attacked me. For three +days I endured more agony than pen could describe, even were it guided +by the mind of Dante. Who can feel the horrors of the horrible malady, +aggravated as it is by the almost ever-abiding consciousness that it is +self-sought. Hideous faces appeared on the wall and on the ceiling and +on the floors; foul things crept along the bedclothes, and glaring eyes +peered into mine. I was at one time surrounded by millions of +monstrous spiders that crawled slowly over every limb, whilst the +beaded drops of perspiration would start to my brow, and my limbs would +shiver until the bed rattled again. Strange lights would dance before +my eyes, and then suddenly the very blackness of darkness would appall +me by its dense gloom. All at once, while gazing at a frightful +creation of my distempered mind, I seemed struck with sudden blindness. +I knew a candle was burning in the room but I could not see it, all was +so pitchy dark. I lost the sense of feeling, too, for I endeavored to +grasp my arm in one hand, but consciousness was gone. I put my hand to +my side, my head, but felt nothing, and still I knew my limbs and frame +were there. And then the scene would change! I was falling—falling +swiftly as an arrow—far down into some terrible abyss; and so like +reality was it that as I fell I could see the rocky sides of the +horrible shaft, where mocking, jibing, fiend-like forms were perched; +and I could feel the air rushing past me, making my hair stream out by +the force of the unwholesome blast. Then the paroxysm sometimes ceased +for a few moments, and I would sink back on my pallet, drenched with +perspiration, utterly exhausted, and feeling a dreadful certainty of +the renewal of my torments. +</P> + +<P> +By the mercy of God I survived this awful seizure; and when I rose, a +weak, broken-down man, and surveyed my ghastly features in a glass, I +thought of my mother, and asked myself how I had obeyed the +instructions I had received from her lips, and to what advantage I had +turned the lessons she had taught me. I remembered her prayers and +tears, thought of what I had been but a few short months before, and +contrasted my situation with what it then was. Oh! how keen were my +own rebukes; and in the excitement of the moment I resolved to lead a +better life, and abstain from the accursed cup. +</P> + +<P> +For about a month, terrified by what I had suffered, I adhered to my +resolution, then my wife came home, and in my joy at her return I flung +my good resolutions to the wind, and foolishly fancying that I could +now restrain my appetite, which had for a whole month remained in +subjection, I took a glass of brandy. That glass aroused the +slumbering demon, who would not be satisfied by so tiny a libation. +Another and another succeeded, until I was again far advanced in the +career of intemperance. The night of my wife's return I went to bed +intoxicated. +</P> + +<P> +I will not detain the reader by the particulars of my everyday life at +this time; they may easily be imagined from what has already been +stated. My previous bitter experience, one would think, might have +operated as a warning; but none save the inebriate can tell the almost +resistless strength of the temptations which assail him. I did not, +however, make quite so deep a plunge as before. My tools I had given +into the hands of Mr. Gray, for whom I worked, receiving about five +dollars a week. My wages were paid me every night, for I was not to be +trusted with much money at a time, so certain was I to spend a great +portion of it in drink. As it was, I regularly got rid of one third of +what I daily received, for rum. +</P> + +<P> +My wardrobe, as it had, indeed, nearly always been whilst I drank to +excess, was now exceedingly shabby, and it was with the greatest +difficulty that I could manage to procure the necessaries of life. My +wife became very ill. Oh! how miserable I was! Some of the women who +were in attendance on my wife told me to get two quarts of rum. I +procured it, and as it was in the house, and I did not anticipate +serious consequences, I could not withstand the strong temptation to +drink. I did drink, and so freely that the usual effect was produced. +How much I swallowed I cannot tell, but the quantity, judging from the +effects, must have been considerable. +</P> + +<P> +Ten long weary days of suspense passed, at the end of which my wife and +her infant both died. Then came the terribly oppressive feeling that I +was forgotten of God, as well as abandoned by man. All the +consciousness of my dreadful situation pressed heavily, indeed, upon +me, and keenly as a sensitive mind could, did I feel the loss I had +experienced. I drank now to dispel my gloom, or to drown it in the +maddening cup. And soon was it whispered, from one to another, until +the whole town became aware of it, that my wife and child were lying +dead, and that I was drunk! But if ever I was cursed with the faculty +of thought, in all its intensity, it was then. And this was the +degraded condition of one who had been nursed in the lap of piety, and +whose infant tongue had been taught to utter a prayer against being led +into temptation. There in the room where all who had loved me were; +lying in the unconscious slumber of death was I, gazing, with a maudlin +melancholy imprinted on my features, on the dead forms of those who +were flesh of my flesh and bone of my bone. During the miserable hours +of darkness I would steal from my lonely bed to the place where my dead +wife and child lay, and, in agony of soul, pass my shaking hand over +their cold faces, and then return to my bed after a draught of rum, +which I had obtained and hidden under the pillow of my wretched couch. +</P> + +<P> +How apt the world is to judge of a man pursuing the course I did as one +destitute of all feeling, with no ambition, no desire for better +things! To speak of such a man's pride seems absurd, and yet drink +does not destroy pride, ambition, or high aspirations. The sting of +his misery is that he has ambition but no expectation; desire for +better things but no hope; pride but no energy; therefore the +possession of these very qualities is an additional burden to his load +of agony. Could he utterly forget his manhood, and wallow with the +beasts that perish, he would be comparatively happy. But his curse is +that he thinks. He is a man, and must think. He cannot always drown +thought or memory. He may, and does, fly for false solace to the +drink, and may stun his enemy in the evening, but it will rend him like +a giant in the morning. A flower, or half-remembered tune, a child's +laughter, will sometimes suffice to flood the victim with recollections +that either madden him to excess or send him crouching to his miserable +room, to sit with face buried in his hands, while the hot, thin tears +trickle over his swollen fingers. +</P> + +<P> +I believe this to be one reason why I shrink from society; why I have +so often refused kind invitations; why, though I love my personal +friends as strongly and as truly as any man's friends are ever loved, I +have so steadily withdrawn from social parties, dinners, or +introductions. This is the penalty I must ever pay. +</P> + +<P> +A man can never recover from the effects of such a seven years' +experience, morally or physically. +</P> + +<P> +The month of October had nearly drawn to a close, and on its last +Sunday evening I wandered out into the streets, pondering as well as I +was able to do—for I was somewhat intoxicated—on my lone and +friendless condition. My frame was much weakened and little fitted to +bear the cold of winter, which had already begun to come on. But I had +no means of protecting myself against the bitter blast, and, as I +anticipated my coming misery, I staggered along, houseless, aimless, +and all but hopeless. +</P> + +<P> +Some one tapped me on the shoulder. An unusual thing that, to occur to +me, for no one now cared to come in contact with the wretched, +shabby-looking drunkard. I was a disgrace, "a living, walking +disgrace." I could scarcely believe my own senses when I turned and +met a kind look; the thing was so unusual, and so entirely unexpected +that I questioned the reality of it, but so it was. It was the first +touch of kindness which I had known for months; and simple and trifling +as the circumstance may appear to many, it went right to my heart, and +like the wing of an angel, troubled the waters in that stagnant pool of +affection, and made them once more reflect a little of the light of +human love. The person who touched my shoulder was an entire stranger. +I looked at him, wondering what his business was with me. Regarding me +very earnestly, and apparently with much interest, he said: +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Gough, I believe?" +</P> + +<P> +"That is my name," I replied, and was passing on. +</P> + +<P> +"You have been drinking to-day," said the stranger, in a kind voice, +which arrested my attention, and quite dispelled any anger at what I +might otherwise have considered an officious interference in my affairs. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, sir," I replied. "I have——" +</P> + +<P> +"Why do you not sign the pledge?" was the next query. +</P> + +<P> +I considered for a moment or two, and then informed the strange friend +who had so unexpectedly interested himself in my behalf that I had no +hope of ever again becoming a sober man, and that I was without a +single friend in the world who cared for me; that I fully expected to +die very soon, cared not how soon, or whether I died drunk or sober, +and, in fact, that I was in a condition of utter recklessness. +</P> + +<P> +The stranger regarded me with a benevolent look, took me by the arm, +and asked me how I should like to be as I once was, respectable and +esteemed, well clad, and sitting as I used to, in a place of worship; +enabled to meet my friends as in old times, and receive from them the +pleasant nod of recognition as formerly; in fact, become a useful +member of society? +</P> + +<P> +"Oh," I replied, "I should like all these things first-rate; but I have +no expectation that such a thing will ever happen. Such a change +cannot be possible." +</P> + +<P> +"Only sign our pledge," remarked my friend, "and I will warrant that it +will be so. Sign it, and I will introduce you myself to good friends, +who will feel an interest in your welfare and take a pleasure in +helping you to keep your good resolution. Only, Mr. Gough, sign the +pledge, and all will be as I have said; ay, and more, too!" +</P> + +<P> +Oh! how pleasantly fell these words of kindness and promise on my +crushed and bruised heart. I had long been a stranger to feelings such +as now awoke in my bosom; a chord had been touched which vibrated to +the tone of woe. Hope once more dawned; and I began to think, strange +as it appeared, that such things as my friend promised me might come to +pass. On the instant I resolved to try, at least, and said to the +stranger: +</P> + +<P> +"Well, I will sign it." +</P> + +<P> +"When?" he asked. +</P> + +<P> +"I cannot do so to-night," I replied, "for I must have some more drink +presently, but I certainly will to-morrow." +</P> + +<P> +"We have a temperance meeting to-morrow evening," he said; "will you +sign it then?" +</P> + +<P> +"I will." +</P> + +<P> +"That is right," said he, grasping my hand; "I will be there to see +you." +</P> + +<P> +"You shall," I remarked, and we parted. +</P> + +<P> +I went on my way much touched by the kind interest which at last some +one had taken in my welfare. I said to myself: "If it should be the +last act of my life, I will perform my promise and sign it, even though +I die in the attempt, for that man has placed confidence in me, and on +that account I love him." +</P> + +<P> +I then proceeded to a low groggery in Lincoln Square, and in the space +of half an hour drank several glasses of brandy; this in addition to +what I had taken before made me very drunk, and I staggered home as +well as I could. +</P> + +<P> +Arrived there, I threw myself on the bed and lay in a state of +insensibility until morning. The first thing which occurred to my mind +on awaking was the promise I had made on the evening before, to sign +the pledge; and feeling, as I usually did on the morning succeeding a +drunken bout, wretched and desolate, I was almost sorry that I had +agreed to do so. My tongue was dry, my throat parched, my temples +throbbed as if they would burst, and I had a horrible burning feeling +in my stomach which almost maddened me, and I felt that I must have +some bitters or I should die. So I yielded to my appetite, which would +not be appeased, and repaired to the same hotel where I had squandered +away so many shillings before; there I drank three or four times, until +my nerves were a little strung, and then I went to work. +</P> + +<P> +All that day the coming event of the evening was continually before my +mind's eye, and it seemed to me as if the appetite which had so long +controlled me exerted more power over me than ever. It grew stronger +than I had any time known it, now that I was about to rid myself of it. +Until noon I struggled against its cravings, and then, unable to endure +my misery any longer, I made some excuse for leaving the shop, and went +nearly a mile from it in order to procure one more glass wherewith to +appease the demon who had so tortured me. The day wore wearily away, +and when evening came I determined, in spite of many a hesitation, to +perform the promise I had made to the stranger the night before. The +meeting was to be held at the lower town hall, Worcester; and thither, +clad in an old brown surtout, closely buttoned up to my chin that my +ragged habiliments beneath might not be visible, I went. I took a +place among the rest, and when an opportunity of speaking offered +itself, I requested permission to be heard, which was readily granted. +</P> + +<P> +When I stood up to relate my story, I was invited to the stand, to +which I repaired, and on turning to face the audience, I recognized my +acquaintance who had asked me to sign. It was Mr. Joel Stratton. He +greeted me with a smile of approbation, which nerved and strengthened +me for my task, as I tremblingly observed every eye fixed upon me. I +lifted my quivering hand and then and there told what rum had done for +me. I related how I was once respectable and happy, and had a home, +but that now I was a houseless, miserable, scathed, diseased, and +blighted outcast from society. I had scarce a hope remaining to me of +ever becoming that which I once was, but, having promised to sign the +pledge, I had determined not to break my word, and would now affix my +name to it. In my palsied hand I with difficulty grasped the pen, and, +in characters almost as crooked as those of old Stephen Hopkins on the +Declaration of Independence, I signed the total abstinence pledge, and +resolved to free myself from the inexorable tyrant. +</P> + +<P> +Although still desponding and hopeless, I felt that I was relieved from +a part of my heavy load. It was not because I deemed there was any +supernatural power in the pledge which would prevent my ever again +falling into such depths of woe as I had already become acquainted +with, but the feeling of relief arose from the honest desire I +entertained to keep a good resolution. I had exerted a moral power +which had long remained lying by perfectly useless. The very idea of +what I had done strengthened and encouraged me. Nor was this the only +impulse given me to proceed in my new pathway, for many who witnessed +my signing and heard my simple statement came forward, kindly grasped +my hand, and expressed their satisfaction at the step I had taken. A +new and better day seemed already to have dawned upon me. +</P> + +<P> +As I left the hall, agitated and enervated, I remember chuckling to +myself, with great gratification, "I have done it—I have done it!" +There was a degree of pleasure in having put my foot on the head of the +tyrant who had so long led me captive at his will, but although I had +"scotched the snake," I had not killed him, for every inch of his frame +was full of venomous vitality, and I felt that all my caution was +necessary to prevent his stinging me afresh. I went home, retired to +bed, but in vain did I try to sleep. I pondered upon the step I had +taken, and passed a restless night. Knowing that I had voluntarily +renounced drink, I endeavored to support my sufferings, and resist the +incessant craving of my remorseless appetite as well as I could, but +the struggle to overcome it was insupportably painful. When I got up +in the morning my brain seemed as though it would burst with the +intensity of its agony; my throat appeared as if it were on fire; and +in my stomach I experienced a dreadful burning sensation, as if the +fire of the pit had been kindled there. My hands trembled so that to +raise water to my feverish lips was almost impossible. I craved, +literally gasped, for my accustomed stimulant, and felt that I should +die if I did not have it; but I persevered in my resolve, and withstood +the temptations which assailed me on every hand. +</P> + +<P> +Still, during all this frightful time I experienced a feeling somewhat +akin to satisfaction at the position I had taken. I made at least one +step toward reformation. I began to think that it was barely possible +I might see better days, and once more hold up my head in society. +Such feelings as these would alternate with gloomy forebodings and +thick coming fancies of approaching ill. At one time hope, and at +another fear, would predominate, but the raging, dreadful, continued +thirst was always present, to torture and tempt me. +</P> + +<P> +After breakfast I proceeded to the shop where I was employed, feeling +dreadfully ill. I determined, however, to put a bold face on the +matter, and, in spite of the cloud which seemed to hang over me, +attempt work. I was exceedingly weak, and fancied, as I almost reeled +about the shop, that every eye was fixed upon me suspiciously, although +I exerted myself to the utmost to conceal my agitation. I was +suffering; and those who have never thus suffered cannot comprehend it. +The shivering of the spine, then flushes of heat, causing every pore of +the body to sting, as if punctured with some sharp instrument; the +horrible whisperings in the ear, combined with a longing cry of the +whole system for stimulants. One glass of brandy would steady my +shaking nerves; I cannot hold my hand still; I cannot stand still. A +young man but twenty-five years of age, and I have no control of my +nerves; one glass of brandy would relieve this gnawing, aching, +throbbing stomach, but I have signed the pledge. "I do agree that I +will not use it; and I must fight it out." How I got through the day I +cannot tell. I went to my employer and said: +</P> + +<P> +"I signed the pledge last night." +</P> + +<P> +"I know you did." +</P> + +<P> +"I mean to keep it." +</P> + +<P> +"So they all say, and I hope you will." +</P> + +<P> +"You do not believe that I will; you have no confidence in me." +</P> + +<P> +"None whatever." +</P> + +<P> +I turned to my work, broken-hearted, crushed in spirit, paralyzed in +energy, feeling how low I had sunk in the esteem of prudent and +sober-minded men. Suddenly the small iron bar I had in my hand began +to move; I felt it move, I gripped it; still it moved and twisted; I +gripped still harder; yet the thing would move till I could feel it, +yes, feel it, tearing the palm out of my hand, then I dropped it, and +there it lay, a curling, shiny snake! I could hear the paper shavings +rustle as the horrible thing writhed before me! If it had been a snake +I should not have minded it. I was never afraid of a snake. I should +have called some one to look at it, I could have killed it, I should +not have been terrified at a thing; but I knew it was a cold dead bar +of iron, and there it was, with its green eyes, its forked, darting +tongue, curling in all its shiny loathsomeness, and the horror filled +me so that my hair seemed to stand up and shiver, and my skin lift from +the scalp to the ankles, and I groaned out, "I cannot fight this +through! Oh! my God, I shall die!" when a gentleman came into the shop +with a cheerful "Good-morning, Mr. Gough." +</P> + +<P> +"Good-morning, sir." +</P> + +<P> +"I saw you sign the pledge last night." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, sir, I did it." +</P> + +<P> +"I was very glad to see you do it, and many young men followed your +example. It is such men as you that we want, and I hope you will be +the means of doing a great deal of good. My office is in the exchange; +come in and see me. I shall be happy to make your acquaintance. I +have only a minute or two to spare, but I thought I would just call in +and tell you to keep up a brave heart. Good-bye, God bless you. Come +in and see me." +</P> + +<P> +That was Jesse Goodrich, then a practising attorney and counselor at +law, in Worcester, now dead; but to the last of his life my true and +faithful friend. It would be impossible to describe how this little +act of kindness cheered me. With the exception of Mr. Stratton, who +was a waiter at a temperance hotel, no one had accosted me for months +in a manner which would lead me to think any one cared for me, or what +might be my fate. Now I was not altogether alone in the world; there +was a hope of my being rescued from the "slough of despond," where I +had been so long floundering. I felt that the fountain of human +kindness was not utterly sealed up, and again a green spot, an oasis, +small, indeed, but cheering, appeared in the desert of my life. I had +something to live for; a new desire for life seemed suddenly to spring +up; the universal boundary of human sympathy included even my wretched +self in its cheering circle. All these sensations were generated by a +few kind words at the right time. Yes, now I can fight; and I did +fight—six days and six nights—encouraged and helped by a few words of +sympathy. He said, "Come in and see me." I will. He said he would be +pleased to make my acquaintance. He shall. He said, "Keep up a brave +heart!" By God's help I will. And so encouraged I fought on with not +one hour of healthy sleep, not one particle of food passing my lips, +for six days and six nights. +</P> + +<P> +On the evening of the day following that on which I signed the pledge I +went straight home from my workshop, with a dreadful feeling of some +impending calamity haunting me. In spite of the encouragement I had +received, the presentiment of coming evil was so strong that it bowed +me almost to the dust with apprehension. The slakeless thirst still +clung to me; and water, instead of allaying it, seemed only to increase +its intensity. +</P> + +<P> +I was fated to encounter one struggle more with my enemy before I +became free. Fearful was that struggle. God in his mercy forbid that +any young man should endure but a tenth part of the torture which +racked my frame and agonized my heart. +</P> + +<P> +As in the former attack, horrible faces glared upon me from the +walls—faces ever changing, and displaying new and still more horrible +features; black bloated insects crawled over my face, and myriads of +burning, concentric rings were revolving incessantly. At one moment +the chamber appeared as red as blood, and in a twinkling it was dark as +the charnel house. I seemed to have a knife with hundreds of blades in +my hand, every blade driven through the flesh, and all so inextricably +bent and tangled together that I could not withdraw them for some time; +and when I did, from my lacerated fingers the bloody fibres would +stretch out all quivering with life. After a frightful paroxysm of +this kind I would start like a maniac from my bed, and beg for life, +life! What I of late thought so worthless seemed now to be of +unappreciable value. I dreaded to die, and clung to existence with a +feeling that my soul's salvation depended on a little more of life. +</P> + +<P> +In about a week I gained, in a great degree, the mastery over my +accursed appetite; but the strife had made me dreadfully weak. +Gradually my health improved, my spirits recovered, and I ceased to +despair. Once more was I enabled to crawl into the sunshine; but, oh, +how changed! Wan cheeks and hollow eyes, feeble limbs and almost +powerless hands plainly enough indicated that between me and death +there had indeed been but a step; and those who saw me might say as was +said of Dante, when he passed through the streets of France, "There's +the man that has been in hell." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap04"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +FREDERICK DOUGLASS +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1817-1895) +</H3> + + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE SLAVE WHO STOLE FREEDOM +</H3> + +<P> +To Booker T. Washington, the teller of the tale which follows, +Lincoln's Emancipation Proclamation brought freedom when he was but +three years old. But Mr. Washington's struggles, first for an +education, later in behalf of his black brethren, have endowed him with +understanding and warm sympathy for Douglass, the man who, in his own +generation, preceded Washington as the foremost colored citizen of the +United States. +</P> + +<P> +In later days, when the Underground Railway was in full operation, the +slave who ran away could be sure of aid and comfort at any one of its +many stations that he might find it possible to reach. But +Douglass—pioneer among these dark-skinned adventurers for +freedom—must needs rely almost wholly upon his own wit and courage in +making his escape. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From "Frederick Douglass," by Booker T. Washington. Copyright, 1906, +by George W. Jacobs & Company. +</P> + +<P> +Frederick Douglass was born in the little town of Tuckahoe, in Talbot +County, on the eastern shore of Maryland, supposedly in the month of +February, 1817.… +</P> + +<P> +Until he was seven years of age, young Fred felt few of the privations +of slavery. In these childhood days he probably was as happy and +carefree as the white children in the "big house." At liberty to come +and go and play in the open sunshine, his early life was typical of the +happier side of the negro life in slavery. What he missed of a +mother's affection and a father's care was partly made up to him by the +indulgent kindness of his good grandmother. +</P> + +<P> +When Fred was between seven and eight years of age his grandmother was +directed by her master to take her grandson to the Lloyd plantation. +After the boy arrived at his new home, he was put in charge of a +slave-woman for whom the only name we know is "Aunt Katy." This change +brought him the first real hardship of his life. As an early +consequence of it, he lost the care and guidance of his grandmother, +his freedom to play, good food, and that affection which means so much +to a child. When he came under the care of Aunt Katy, he began to feel +for the first time the sting of unkindness. He has given a very +disagreeable picture of this foster-mother. She was a woman of a +hateful disposition, and treated the little stranger from Tuckahoe with +extreme harshness. Her special mode of punishment was to deprive him +of food. Indeed he was forced to go hungry most of the time, and if he +complained was beaten without mercy. He has described his misery on +one particular night. After being sent supperless to bed, his +suffering very soon became more than he could bear, and when everybody +else in the cabin was asleep he quietly took some corn and began to +parch it before the open fireplace. While thus trying to appease his +hunger by stealth, and feeling dejected and homesick, "who but my own +dear mother should come in?" The friendless, hungry, and sorrowing +little boy found himself suddenly caught up in her strong and +protecting arms. +</P> + +<P> +"I shall never forget," he says, "the indescribable expression of her +countenance when I told her that Aunt Katy had said that she would +starve the life out of me. There was a deep and tender glance at me, +and a fiery look of indignation for Aunt Katy at the same moment, and +when she took the parched corn from me and gave me, instead, a large +ginger-cake, she read Aunt Katy a lecture which was never forgotten. +That night I learned, as never before, that I was not only a child, but +somebody's child. I was grander on my mother's knee than a king upon +his throne. But my triumph was short. I dropped off to sleep and +waked in the morning to find my mother gone, and myself again at the +mercy of the virago in my master's kitchen." +</P> + +<P> +There is no record of another meeting between mother and son. She +probably died shortly afterward, because if she had been within walking +distance, he certainly would have seen her again. Her memory in his +child's mind was always that of a real and near personality. When he +became older, and conscious of his superiority to his fellows, he was +wont to say: "I am proud to attribute my love of letters, such as I may +have, not to my presumed Anglo-Saxon father, but to my sable, +unprotected, and uncultivated mother." Thus, after his mother died, +his vivid imagination kept before him her image, as she appeared to him +that last time he saw her, through all his struggles for a fuller and +freer life for himself and his race. +</P> + +<P> +With the loss of his mother and grandmother, he came more and more to +realize the peculiar relation in which he and those about him stood to +Colonel Lloyd and Captain Anthony. His active mind soon grasped the +meaning of "master" and "slave." While still a lad, longing for a +mother's care, he began to feel himself within the grasp of the curious +thing that he afterward learned to know as "slavery." As he grew older +in years and understanding, he came also to see what manner of man his +master was. He described Captain Anthony as a "sad man." At times he +was very gentle, and almost benevolent. But young Douglass was never +able to forget that this same kindly slave-holder had refused to +protect his cousin from a cruel beating by her overseer. The spectacle +he had witnessed, when this beautiful young slave was whipped, had made +a lasting and painful impression upon him. Vaguely he began to +recognize the outlines of the institution which at once permitted, and +to a certain degree made necessary, these cruelties. It was at this +point that he began to speculate on the origin and nature of slavery. +Meanwhile he became, in the course of his life on the plantation, the +witness of other scenes quite as harrowing, and the memory mingled with +his reflections, and embittered them. +</P> + +<P> +During this time an event occurred which gave a new direction and a new +impetus to the thoughts and purposes slowly taking form within him. +This event was the successful escape of his Aunt Jennie and another +slave. It caused a great commotion on the plantation. Nothing could +happen in a Southern community that excited so many and such varied +emotions as the escape of a slave from bondage: terror and revenge, +hope and fear, mingled with the images of the pursued and the pursuers, +with speculation in regard to the capture of the fugitive, and with +prayers for his success in the minds of the slaves.… +</P> + +<P> +From now on his quick and comprehending mind saw and suffered things +that formerly never affected him. The hard and sometimes cruel +discipline, toil from sunrise to sunset, scant food, the stifling of +ambitions—all these began now to be perceived and felt, and the +impression they left sank into the soul of this rebellious boy. He saw +a slave killed by an overseer, on no other charge than that of being +"impudent." "Crimes" of this nature were committed, as far as he could +see, with impunity, and the memory of them haunted him by day and by +night. +</P> + +<P> +Thus far Douglass had not felt the overseer's whip. He was too small +for anything except to run errands and to do light chores. Of course, +he had been cuffed about by Aunt Katy; he says he seldom got enough to +eat, and he suffered continually from cold, since his entire wardrobe +consisted of a tow sack.… +</P> + +<P> +When Fred became nine years old the most important event in his life +occurred. His master determined to send him to Baltimore to live with +Hugh Auld, a brother of Thomas Auld. Baltimore at this time was little +more than a name to young Douglass. When he reached the residence of +Mr. and Mrs. Auld and felt the difference between the plantation cabin +and this city home, it was to him, for a time, like living in Paradise. +Mrs. Auld is described as a lady of great kindness of heart, and of a +gentle disposition. She at once took a tender interest in the little +servant from the plantation. He was much petted and well fed, +permitted to wear boy's clothes and shoes, and for the first time in +his life had a good soft bed to sleep in. His only duty was to take +care of and play with Tommy Auld, which he found both an easy and +agreeable task. +</P> + +<P> +Young Douglass yet knew nothing about reading. A book was as much of a +mystery to him as the stars at night. When he heard his mistress read +aloud from the Bible, his curiosity was aroused. He felt so secure in +her kindness that he had the boldness to ask her to teach him. +Following her natural impulse to do kindness to others, and without, +for a moment, thinking of the danger, she at once consented. He +quickly learned the alphabet and in a short time could spell words of +three syllables. But alas, for his young ambition! When Mr. Auld +discovered what his wife had done, he was both surprised and pained. +He at once stopped the perilous practice, but it was too late. The +precocious young slave had acquired a taste for book learning. He +quickly understood that these mysterious characters called letters were +the keys to a vast empire from which he was separated by an enforced +ignorance. In discussing the matter with his wife, Mr. Auld said: "If +you teach him to read, he will want to know how to write, and with this +accomplished, he will be running away with himself." Mr. Douglass, +referring to this conversation in later years, said: "This was +decidedly the first anti-slavery speech to which I had ever listened. +From that moment, I understood the direct pathway from slavery to +freedom." +</P> + +<P> +During the subsequent six years that he lived in Baltimore in the home +of Mr. Auld he was more closely watched than he had been before this +incident, and his liberty to go and come was considerably curtailed. +He declares that he was not allowed to be alone, when this could be +helped, lest he would attempt to teach himself. But these were unwise +precautions, since they but whetted his appetite for learning and +incited him to many secret schemes to elude the vigilance of his master +and mistress. Everything now contributed to his enlightenment and +prepared him for that freedom for which he thirsted. His occasional +contact with free colored people, his visit to the wharves where he +could watch the vessels going and coming, and his chance acquaintance +with white boys on the street, all became a part of his education and +were made to serve his plans. He got hold of a blue-back speller and +carried it with him all the time. He would ask his little white +friends in the street how to spell certain words and the meaning of +them. In this way he soon learned to read. The first and most +important book owned by him was called the "Columbian Orator." He +bought it with money secretly earned by blacking boots on the street. +It contained selected passages from such great orators as Lord Chatham, +William Pitt Fox, and Sheridan. These speeches were steeped in the +sentiments of liberty, and were full of references to the "rights of +man." They gave to young Douglass a larger idea of liberty than was +included in his mere dream of freedom for himself, and in addition they +increased his vocabulary of words and phrases. The reading of this +book unfitted him longer for restraint. He became all ears and all +eyes. Everything he saw and read suggested to him a larger world lying +just beyond his reach. The meaning of the term "Abolition" came to him +by a chance look at a Baltimore newspaper. +</P> + +<P> +Slavery and Abolition! The distance between these two points of +existence seemed to have lessened greatly after he had comprehended +their meaning. "When I heard the Word 'Abolition,' I felt the matter +to be my personal concern. There was hope in this word." As he +afterward went about the city on his ordinary errands, or when at the +wharf, even performing tasks that were not set for him to do, he was +like another being. That word "Abolition" seemed to sing itself into +his very soul, and when he permitted his thoughts to dwell on the +possibilities that it opened to him, he was buoyed up with joyous +expectations. He tried to find out something from everybody. He +learned to write by copying letters on fences and walls and challenging +his white playmates to find his mistakes; and at night, when no one +suspected him of being awake, he copied from an old copy-book of his +young friend Tommy. Before he had formulated any plans for freedom for +himself, he learned the important trick of writing "free passes" for +runaway slaves. +</P> + +<P> +Notwithstanding his progress in gaining knowledge, his considerate +master and kind mistress, his loving companion in Tommy, his good home, +food, and clothes, he was not happy or contented. None of these things +could stifle his yearning to be free. He has aptly described his own +feelings at this time in speaking of Mrs. Auld: "Poor lady, she did not +understand my trouble, and I could not tell her. Nature made us +friends, but slavery made us enemies. She aimed to keep me ignorant, +but I resolved to know, although knowledge only increased my misery. +My feelings were not the result of any marked cruelty in the treatment +I received. It was slavery, not its mere incidents, I hated. Their +feeding and clothing me well could not atone for taking my liberty from +me. The smiles of my master could not remove the deep sorrow that +dwelt in my young bosom. We were both victims of the same +overshadowing evil—she as mistress, I as slave. I will not censure +her too harshly.…" +</P> + +<P> +After Douglass learned how to write with tolerable ease, he began to +copy from the Bible and the Methodist hymn books at night when he was +supposed to be asleep. He always regarded this religious experience as +the most important part of his education; it had the effect, not only +of enlarging his mind, but also of restraining his impatience, and +softening a disposition that was growing hard and bitter with brooding +over the disadvantages suffered by himself and his race. He greatly +needed something that would help him to look beyond his bondage and +encourage him to hope for ultimate freedom. +</P> + +<P> +While he was undergoing this, to him, novel religious experience, and +while he was gradually being adjusted to the situation in which he +found himself, there came one of those dreaded changes in the fortunes +of slavemasters that made the status of the slave painfully uncertain. +His real master, Captain Anthony, died, and this event, complicated +with some family quarrel, resulted in Douglass being recalled from +Baltimore to the plantation.… +</P> + +<P> +A man named Edward Covey, living at Bayside, at no great distance from +the campground where Thomas Auld was converted, had a wide reputation +for "breaking in unruly niggers." Covey was a "poor white" and a farm +renter. To this man Douglass was hired out for a year. In the month +of January, 1834, he started for his new master, with his little bundle +of clothes. From what we have already seen of this sensitive, +thoughtful young slave of seventeen years, it is not difficult to +understand his state of mind. Up to this time he had had a +comparatively easy life. He had seldom suffered hardships such as fell +to the lot of many slaves whom he knew. To quote his own words: "I was +now about to sound profounder depths in slave-life. Starvation made me +glad to leave Thomas Auld's, and the cruel lash made me dread to go to +Covey's." Escape, however, was impossible. The picture of the +"slave-driver," painted in the lurid colors that Mr. Douglass's +indignant memories furnished him, shows the dark side of slavery in the +South. During the first six weeks he was with Covey he was whipped, +either with sticks or cowhides, every week. With his body one +continuous ache from his frequent floggings, he was kept at work in +field or woods from the dawn of day until the darkness of night. He +says: "Mr. Covey succeeded in breaking me in body, soul, and spirit. +The overwork and the cruel chastisements of which I was the victim, +combined with the ever-growing and soul-devouring thought, 'I am a +slave—a slave for life, a slave with no rational ground to hope for +freedom,' had done their worst." +</P> + +<P> +He confesses that at one time he was strongly tempted to take his own +life and that of Covey. Finally, his sufferings of body and soul +became so great that further endurance seemed impossible. While in +this condition he determined upon the daring step of returning to his +master, Thomas Auld, in order to lay before him the story of abuse. He +felt sure that, if for no other reason than the protection of property +from serious impairment, his master would interfere in his behalf. He +even expected sympathy and assurances of future protection. In all +this he was grievously disappointed. Auld not only refused sympathy +and protection, but would not even listen to his complaints, and +immediately sent him back to his dreaded master to face the added +penalty of running away. The poor, lone boy was plunged into the +depths of despair. A feeling that he had been deserted by both God and +man took possession of him. +</P> + +<P> +Covey was lying in wait for him, knowing full well that he must return +as defenseless as he went away. As soon as Douglass came near the +place where the white man was hiding, the latter made a leap at Fred +for the purpose of tying him for a flogging. But Douglass escaped and +took to the woods, where he concealed himself for a day and a night. +His condition was desperate. He felt that he could not endure another +whipping, and yet there seemed to him no alternative. His first +impulse was to pray, but he remembered that Covey also prayed. +Convinced, at length, that there was no appeal but to his own courage, +he resolved to go back and face whatever must come to him. It so +happened that it was a Sunday morning and, much to his surprise, he met +Covey, who was on his way to church, and who, when he saw the runaway, +greeted him with a pleasant smile. "His religion," says Douglass, +"prevented him from breaking the Sabbath, but not from breaking my +bones on any other day of the week." +</P> + +<P> +On Monday morning Douglass was up early, half hoping that he would be +permitted to resume his work without punishment. Covey was astir +betimes, too, and had laid aside his Sunday mildness of manner. His +first business was to carry out his fixed purpose of whipping the young +runaway. In the meantime Fred had likewise fully decided upon a course +of action. He was ready to submit to any kind of work, however hard or +unreasonable, but determined to defend himself against any attempt at +another flogging. In the cold passion that took possession of him, the +slave-boy became utterly reckless of consequences, reasoning to himself +that the limit of suffering at the hands of this relentless +slave-breaker had already been reached. He was resolved to fight and +did fight. He began his morning work in peace, obeying promptly every +order from his master, and while he was in the act of going up to the +stable-loft for the purpose of pitching down some hay, he was caught +and thrown by Covey, in an attempt to get a slip knot about his legs. +Douglass flew at Covey's throat recklessly, hurled his antagonist to +the ground, and held him firmly. Blood followed the nails of the +infuriated young slave. He scarcely knew how to account for his +fighting strength, and his daredevil spirit so dumfounded the master +that he gaspingly said: "Are you going to resist me, you young +scoundrel?" "Yes, sir," was the quick reply. +</P> + +<P> +Finding himself baffled, Covey called for assistance. His cousin +Hughes came to aid him, but as he was attempting to put a noose over +the unruly slave's foot, Douglass promptly gave him a blow in the +stomach which at once put him out of the combat and he fled. After +Hughes had been disabled, Covey called on first one and then another of +his slaves, but each refused to assist him. Finding himself fairly +outdone by his angry antagonist, Covey quit; with the discreet remark: +"Now, you young scoundrel, you go to work; I would not have whipped you +half so hard if you had not resisted." +</P> + +<P> +Douglass had thus won his first victory, and was never again threatened +or flogged by his master. The effect of this encounter, as far as he +himself was concerned, was to increase his self-respect, and to give +him more courage for the future. He said that, "when a slave cannot be +flogged, he is more than half free." To the other slaves he became a +hero, and Covey was not anxious to advertise his complete failure to +break in this "unruly nigger." It speaks well for the natural dignity +and good sense of young Douglass that he neither boasted of his triumph +nor did anything rash as a consequence of it, as might have been +expected from a boy of his age and spirit.… +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +[A carefully planned attempt at escape failed dismally, but he remained +undaunted.] +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Ever since the first trouble with Auld, he had been pushing his plans +to redeem his pledge to himself that he would run away on Monday, +September 3, 1838. These were anxious days, and many small details had +to be mastered. He must carefully avoid anything in manner or word +which could excite the slightest suspicion. He had to test the +fidelity of a number of free colored people whose aid, in secret ways, +was very essential to him. Who these persons were has never been +revealed, and, in fact, it was not until many years after emancipation +that Mr. Douglass disclosed to the public how he succeeded in making +his daring escape. "Murder itself," he says, "was not more severely +and surely punished in the State of Maryland than aiding and abetting +the escape of a slave." +</P> + +<P> +Young Douglass's flight had no outward semblance of dramatic incident +or thrilling episode, and yet, as he modestly says, "the courage that +could risk betrayal and the bravery which was ready to encounter death, +if need be, in pursuit of freedom, were features in the undertaking. +My success was due to address rather than to courage, to good luck +rather than bravery. My means of escape were provided by the very +means which were making laws to hold and bind me more securely to +slavery." +</P> + +<P> +By the laws of the State of Maryland, every free colored person was +required to have what were called "free papers," which must be renewed +frequently, and, of course, a fee was always charged for renewal. They +contained a full and minute description of the holder, for the purpose +of identification. This device, in some measure, defeated itself, +since more than one man could be found to answer the general +description; hence many slaves could get away by impersonating the real +owners of these passes, which were returned by mail after the borrowers +had made good their escape. To use these papers in this manner was +hazardous both for the fugitives and for the lenders. Not every +freeman was willing to put in jeopardy his own liberty that another +might be free. It was, however, often done, and the confidence that it +necessitated was seldom betrayed. Douglass had not many friends among +the free colored people in Baltimore who resembled him sufficiently to +make it safe for him to use their papers. Fortunately, however, he had +one who owned a "sailor's protection," a document describing the holder +and certifying to the fact that he was a "free American sailor." This +"protection" did not describe its bearer very accurately. But it +called for a man very much darker than himself, and a close examination +would have betrayed him at the start. In the face of all these +conditions young Douglass Was relying upon something besides a dubious +written passport. This something was his desperate courage. He had +learned to act the part of a freeman so well that no one suspected him +of being a slave. He had early acquired the habit of studying human +nature. As he grew to understand men, he no longer dreaded them. No +one knew better than he the kind of human nature that he had to deal +with in this perilous undertaking. He knew the speech, manner, and +behavior that would excite suspicion; hence he avoided asking for a +ticket at the railway station, because this would subject him to +examination. He so managed that just as the train started he jumped +on, his bag being thrown after him by some one in waiting. He knew +that scrutiny of him in a crowded car en route would be less exacting +than at the station. He had borrowed a sailor's shirt, tarpaulin, cap, +and black cravat, tied in true sailor fashion, and he acted the part of +an "old salt" so perfectly that he excited no suspicion. When the +conductor came to collect his fare and inspected his "free papers," +Douglass, in the most natural manner, said that he had none, but +promptly showed his "sailor's protection," which the railway official +merely glanced at and passed on without further question. Twice on the +trip he thought he was detected. Once when his car stood opposite a +south-bound train, Douglass observed a well-known citizen of Baltimore, +who knew him well, sitting where he could see him distinctly. At +another time, while still in Maryland, he was noticed by a man who had +met him frequently at the shipyards. In neither of these cases, +however, was he interfered with or molested. When he got into the free +State of Pennsylvania, he felt more joy than he dared express. He had +by his cool temerity and address passed every sentinel undetected, and +no slave, to his knowledge, he afterward said, ever got away from +bondage on so narrow a margin of safety. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap05"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +HENRY WARD BEECHER +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1813-1887) +</H3> + + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE BOY WHO HALF-HEARTEDLY JOINED THE CHURCH +</H3> + +<P> +There is great encouragement for the seemingly backward, hesitant youth +in the story of Henry Ward Beecher's early life. +</P> + +<P> +He tells us that he used to be laughed at for talking as though he had +pudding in his mouth. Yet he became one of the greatest orators the +world has seen. +</P> + +<P> +He joined the church merely because he was expected to do so. It was +only "pride and shamefacedness" that prevented him from expressing his +doubts as to whether he was a Christian. When he actually came to take +the step he wondered whether he should be struck dead for not feeling +more; and afterward he walked home crying and wishing he knew what he +ought to do and how he ought to do it. Yet he became one of the +greatest religious leaders of his time. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From the "Biography of Henry Ward Beecher," by W. C. Beecher and +Scoville. C. L. Webster Co., 1888. +</P> + +<P> +"If I had had the influence of a discreet, sympathetic Christian person +to brood over and help and encourage me, I should have been a Christian +child from my mother's lap, I am persuaded; but I had no such +influence. The influences of a Christian family were about me, to be +sure, but they were generic; and I revolved these speculative +experiences, my strong religious habitudes taking the form of +speculation all through my childhood. I recollect that from the time +that I was about ten years old I began to have periods when my +susceptibilities were so profoundly impressed that the outward +manifestations of my nature were changed. I remember that when my +brother George—who was next older than I, and who was beginning to be +my helpful companion, to whom I looked up—became a Christian, being +awakened and converted in college, it seemed as though a gulf had come +between us, and as though he was a saint on one side of it while I was +a little reprobate on the other side. It was awful to me. If there +had been a total eclipse of the sun I should not have been in more +profound darkness outwardly than I was inwardly. I did not know whom +to go to; I did not dare to go to my father; I had no mother that I +ever went to at such a time; I did not feel like going to my brother; +and I did not go to anybody. I felt that I must try to wrestle out my +own salvation. +</P> + +<P> +"Once, on coming home, I heard the bell toll, and I learned that it was +for the funeral of one of my companions with whom I had been accustomed +to play, and with whom I had grown up. I did not know that he had been +sick, but he had dropped into eternity; and the ringing, swinging, +booming of that bell, if it had been the sound of an angel trumpet of +the last day, would not have seemed to me more awful. I went into an +ecstasy of anguish. At intervals, for days and weeks, I cried and +prayed. There was scarcely a retired place in the garden, in the +woodhouse, in the carriage-house, or in the barn that was not a scene +of my crying and praying. It was piteous that I should be in such a +state of mind, and that there should be nobody to help me and lead me +out into the light. I do not recollect that to that day one word had +been said to me, or one syllable had been uttered in the pulpit, that +lead me to think there was any mercy in the heart of God for a sinner +like me. For a sinner that had repented it was thought there was +pardon; but how to repent was the very thing I did not know. A +converted sinner might be saved, but for a poor, miserable, faulty boy, +that pouted, and got mad at his brothers and sisters, and did a great +many naughty things, there was no salvation so far as I had learned. +My innumerable shortcomings and misdemeanors were to my mind so many +pimples that marked my terrible depravity; and I never had the remotest +idea of God except that he was a sovereign who sat with a sceptre in +his hand and had his eye on me, and said: 'I see you, and I am after +you.' So I used to live in perpetual fear and dread, and often I +wished myself dead. I tried to submit and lay down the weapons of my +rebellion, I tried to surrender everything; but it did not seem to do +any good, and I thought it was because I did not do it right. I tried +to consecrate myself to God, but all to no purpose. I did everything, +so far as I could, that others did who professed to be Christians, but +I did not feel any better. I passed through two or three revivals. I +remember, when Mr. Nettleton was preaching in Litchfield, going to +carry a note to him from father; and for a sensitive, bashful boy like +me it was a severe ordeal. I went to the room where he was speaking, +with the note in my trembling hand, and had to lay it on the desk +beside him. Before I got halfway across the floor I was dazed and +everything seemed to swim around me, but I made out to get the note to +him, and he said: 'That's enough; go away, boy,' and I sort of backed +and stumbled toward the door (I was always stumbling and blundering in +company) and sat down. He was preaching in those whispered tones which +always seem louder than thunder to the conscience, although they are +only whispers in the ear. He had not uttered more than three sentences +before my feelings were excited, and the more I listened the more awful +I felt; and I said to myself: 'I will stay to the inquiry meeting.' I +heard Mr. Nettleton talking about souls writhing under conviction, and +I thought my soul was writhing under conviction. I had heard father +say that after a person had writhed under conviction a week or two they +began to come out, and I said: 'Perhaps I will get out'; and that +thought produced in me a sort of half-exhilaration of joy. I stayed to +the inquiry meeting, felt better, and trotted home with the hope that I +was on the way toward conversion. I went through this revival with +that hope strengthened; but it did not last long." +</P> + +<P> +It is evident from this chapter that if we would understand Henry Ward +Beecher and the influences that went to the formation of his character +and to the success of his life, other things than parentage, home, +school, or nature must be taken into the account. The vast things of +the invisible realm have begun to speak to him, and his nature has +proved to be peculiarly sensitive to their influence. +</P> + +<P> +He is thus early groping, unresting, and unsatisfied; but it is among +mountains, and not in marshes or quicksands. Some day these mountain +truths, among which he now wanders in darkness, shall be radiant in his +sight with the Divine Compassion, and his gloom shall give place to +abiding love, joy, and peace. +</P> + +<P> +It was in 1827, and Henry was fourteen years old, when he entered the +Mount Pleasant Institute. "He was admitted to the institution at a +price about half the usual charge, for one hundred dollars per year. +His appearance was robust and healthy, rather inclined to fulness of +form, with a slight pink tinge on his cheeks and a frequent smile upon +his face. In his manners and communications he was quiet, orderly, and +respectful. He was a good-looking youth." This is the testimony of +one of his teachers, Mr. George Montague. +</P> + +<P> +"I think he must have been fond of children, for he was always ready +for a frolic with me. I don't remember how he spoke, except that he +talked a good deal and was full of life and fun." So says a friend in +whose home he boarded, in a letter written during the past year. +</P> + +<P> +No place could have been better fitted to the condition of the boy, as +he then was, than the one chosen. He was tired of the city with its +brick walls, stone pavements, and artificial restrictions, and longed +for the freedom and the freshness of the country. Amherst at that time +was only a small village, fighting back with indifferent success the +country that pressed in upon it from every side, and offering this +city-sick lad, almost within a stone's throw of the school, the same +kind of fields and forests that were around him at Litchfield, and +spreading out for him a landscape equal in beauty to that of his +childhood home. +</P> + +<P> +Besides, he has an object in view that stirs his blood. He is to fit +himself for the navy; his father has promised his influence to get him +an appointment, if wanted, and Admiral Nelson and all other brave +admirals and commodores are his models. For the first time in his life +he takes hold of study with enthusiasm. +</P> + +<P> +The institution was very popular in its day, and a great advance upon +the old academy. It was semi-military in its methods, and in its +government there was great thoroughness without severity. Its teachers +possessed superior qualifications, and all were men of great kindness +as well as of marked ability. Among them were two men who especially +had great influence in directing his energies and preparing him not +only for Amherst College but for the greater work beyond, and who were +ever remembered by him with the deepest gratitude. +</P> + +<P> +The first of these was W. P. Fitzgerald, the teacher of mathematics at +Mount Pleasant School: +</P> + +<P> +"He taught me to conquer in studying. There is a very hour in which a +young nature, tugging, discouraged, and weary with books, rises with +the consciousness of victorious power into masterhood. For ever after +he knows that he can learn anything if he pleases. It is a distinct +intellectual conversion. +</P> + +<P> +"I first went to the blackboard, uncertain, soft, full of whimpering. +'That lesson must be learned,' he said, in a very quiet tone, but with +a terrible intensity and with the certainty of Fate. All explanations +and excuses he trod under foot with utter scornfulness. 'I want that +problem. I don't want any reasons why I don't get it.' +</P> + +<P> +"'I did study it two hours.' +</P> + +<P> +"'That's nothing to me; I want the lesson. You need not study it at +all, or you may study it ten hours—just to suit yourself. I want the +lesson. Underwood, go to the blackboard!' +</P> + +<P> +"'Oh! yes, but Underwood got somebody to <I>show</I> him his lesson.' +</P> + +<P> +"'What do I care <I>how</I> you get it? That's your business. But you must +have it.' +</P> + +<P> +"It was tough for a green boy, but it seasoned him. In less than a +month I had the most intense sense of intellectual independence and +courage to defend my recitations. +</P> + +<P> +"In the midst of a lesson his cold and calm voice would fall upon me in +the midst of a demonstration—'<I>No</I>!' I hesitated, stopped, and then +went back to the beginning; and, on reaching the same spot again, +'<I>No</I>!' uttered with the tone of perfect conviction, barred my +progress. 'The next!' and I sat down in red confusion. He, too, was +stopped with 'No!' but went right on, finished, and, as he sat down, +was rewarded with, 'Very well.' +</P> + +<P> +"'Why,' whimpered I, 'I recited it just as he did, and you said No!' +</P> + +<P> +"'Why didn't you say <I>Yes</I>, and stick to it? It is not enough to know +your lesson. You must <I>know</I> that you know it. You have learned +nothing until you are <I>sure</I>. If all the world says <I>No</I>, your +business is to say <I>Yes</I> and to <I>prove it!</I>'" +</P> + +<P> +The other helper of this period was John E. Lovell. +</P> + +<P> +In a column of the <I>Christian Union</I>, of July 14, 1880, devoted to +"Inquiring Friends," appeared this question with the accompanying +answer: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"We heard Mr. Beecher lecture recently in Boston and found the lecture +a grand lesson in elocution. If Mr. Beecher would give through the +column of 'Inquiring Friends' the methods of instruction and practice +pursued by him, it would be very thankfully received by a subscriber +and student. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"E. D. M." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"I had from childhood a thickness of speech arising from a large +palate, so that when a boy I used to be laughed at for talking as if I +had pudding in my mouth. When I went to Amherst I was fortunate in +passing into the hands of John Lovell, a teacher of elocution, and a +better teacher for my purpose I cannot conceive. His system consisted +in drill, or the thorough practice of inflexions by the voice, of +gesture, posture, and articulation. Sometimes I was a whole hour +practising my voice on a word—like 'justice.' I would have to take a +posture, frequently at a mark chalked on the floor. Then we would go +through all the gestures, exercising each movement of the arm and the +throwing open the hand. All gestures except those of precision go in +curves, the arm rising from the side, coming to the front, turning to +the left or right. I was drilled as to how far the arm should come +forward, where it should start from, how far go back, and under what +circumstances these movements should be made. It was drill, drill, +drill, until the motions almost became a second nature. Now I never +know what movements I shall make. My gestures are natural, because +this drill made them natural to me. The only method of acquiring an +effective education is by practice, of not less than an hour a day, +until the student has his voice and himself thoroughly subdued and +trained to right expression. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"H. W. B." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Mr. Montague says: "Mr. Beecher submitted to Mr. Lovell's drilling and +training with a patience which proved his interest in the study to be +great. The piece which was to be spoken was committed to memory from +Mr. Lovell's mouth, the pupil standing on the stage before him, and +every sentence and word, accent and pronunciation, position and +movement of the body, glance of the eye and tone of voice, all were +subjects of study and criticism. And day after day, often for several +weeks in continuance, Mr. Beecher submitted to this drilling upon the +same piece, until his teacher pronounced him perfect." +</P> + +<P> +His dramatic power was displayed and noted at this early period. Dr. +Thomas Field, a classmate in the school, says: "One incident occurred +during our residence in Mount Pleasant which left an abiding impression +on my mind. At the exhibition at the close of the year, either 1828 or +1829, the drama of 'William Tell' was performed by some of the +students, and your father took the part of the tyrant Gessler. +Although sixty years have passed, I think now, as I thought then, that +it was the most impressive performance I ever witnessed.…" +</P> + +<P> +In a letter dated December 24, 1828, addressed to his sister +Harriet—the first that has come to our hands from Mount Pleasant—he +gives some account of his manner of life at school, and various +experiences: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +DEAR SISTER: +</P> + +<P> +.… I have to rise in the morning at half-past five o'clock, and +after various little duties, such as fixing of room, washing, etc., +which occupies about an hour, we proceed to breakfast, from thence to +chapel, after which we have about ten minutes to prepare for school. +Then we attend school from eight to twelve. An hour at noon is allowed +for diversions of various sorts. Then dinner. After that school from +half-past one to half-past four. At night we have about an hour and a +half; then tea. After tea we have about ten minutes; then we are +called to our rooms till nine. +</P> + +<P> +Now I will tell you how I occupy my spare time in reading, writing, and +playing the flute. We are forming a band here. I shall play either +the flute or hautboy. I enjoy myself <I>pretty</I> well. In Latin I am +studying Sallust. As to ease, all I have to do is study straight +ahead. It comes <I>pretty</I> easy. My Greek is rather hard. I am as yet +studying the grammar and Jacob's Greek Reader. In elocution, we read +and speak alternately every other day. +</P> + +<P> +.… I find it hard to keep as a Christian ought to. To be sure, I +find delight in prayer, but I cannot find time to be alone +sufficiently. We have in our room only two, one besides myself, but he +is most of my play-hours practising on some instrument or other. I +have some time, to be sure, but it is very irregular, and I never know +when I shall have an opportunity for private devotions until the time +comes. I do not like to read the Bible as well as to pray, but I +suppose it is the same as it is with a lover, who loves to talk with +his mistress in person better than to write when she is afar off.… +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +Your affectionate brother,<BR> +HENRY.<BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +His religious experience, of which we have heard nothing, since he left +Litchfield, the life in Boston apparently not being very favorable to +it, again attracts our attention at this point. He says: +</P> + +<P> +"When I was fourteen years of age, I left Boston and went to Mount +Pleasant. There broke out while I was there one of those infectious +religious revivals which have no basis of judicious instruction, but +spring from inexperienced zeal. It resulted in many mushroom hopes, +and I had one of them; but I do not know how or why I was converted. I +only know I was in a sort of day-dream, in which I hoped I had given +myself to Christ. +</P> + +<P> +"I wrote to father expressing this hope; he was overjoyed, and sent me +a long, kind letter on the subject. But in the course of three or four +weeks I was nearly over it; and I never shall forget how I felt, not +long afterward, when a letter from father was handed me in which he +said I must anticipate my vacation a week or two and come home and join +the Church on the next Communion Sabbath. The serious feelings I had +were well-nigh gone, and I was beginning to feel quite jolly again, and +I did not know what to do. I went home, however, and let them take me +into the Church. A kind of pride and shamefacedness kept me from +saying I did not think I was a Christian, and so I was made a Church +member." +</P> + +<P> +In an editorial in the <I>Independent</I>, written in 1862, upon the +disbanding of this old church, the Bowdoin Street—originally Hanover +Street—Church, Boston, he describes this event: +</P> + +<P> +"If somebody will look in the old records of Hanover Street Church +about 1829 they will find a name there of a boy about fifteen years old +who was brought into the Church on a sympathetic wave, and who well +remembers how cold and almost paralyzed he felt while the committee +questioned him about his 'hope' and 'evidences,' which, upon review, +amounted to this: that the son of such a father ought to be a good and +pious boy. Being tender-hearted and quick to respond to moral +sympathy, he had been caught and inflamed in a school excitement, but +was just getting over it when summoned to Boston to join the Church! +On the morning of the day he went to Church without seeing anything he +looked at. He heard his name called from the pulpit among many others, +and trembled; rose up with every emotion petrified; counted the spots +on the carpet; looked piteously up at the cornice; heard the fans creak +in the pews near him; felt thankful to a fly that lit on his face, as +if something familiar at last had come to break an awful trance; heard +faintly a reading of the Articles of Faith; wondered whether he should +be struck dead for not feeling more—whether he should go to hell for +touching the bread and wine that he did not dare to take nor to refuse; +spent the morning service uncertain whether dreaming, or out of the +body, or in a trance; and at last walked home crying, and wishing he +knew what, now that he was a Christian, he should do, and how he was to +do it. Ah! well, there is a world of things in children's minds that +grown-up people do not imagine, though they, too, once were young." +</P> + +<P> +Unsatisfactory in many respects as was his religious experience, it +seems to have been powerful enough to change his whole ideal of life. +We hear no more of his becoming a sailor. He appears to have yielded +to the inevitable, and henceforth studies with the ministry in view. +</P> + +<P> +That he became a minister, as did his brothers, by reason of the +unswerving faith and prayer of the parents, is already well known. +"Out of six sons not one escaped from the pulpit. My mother dedicated +me to the work of the foreign missionary; she laid her hands upon me, +wept over me, and set me apart to preach the Gospel among the heathen, +and I have been doing it all my life long, for it so happens one does +not need to go far from his own country to find his audience before +him." +</P> + +<P> +Ushered into the preparation for the ministry by the parental faith, +stumbling and discouraged and ready to give up the work, another hand +was not wanting to open still more clearly the way, draw back the +curtains, and let in the light: +</P> + +<P> +"I beheld Him as a helper, as the soul's mid-wife, as the soul's +physician, and I felt because I was weak I could come to Him; because I +did not know how, and, if I did know, I had not the strength, to do the +things that were right—that was the invitation that He gave to me out +of my conscious weakness and want. I will not repeat the scene of that +morning when light broke fairly on my mind; how one might have thought +that I was a lunatic escaped from confinement; how I ran up and down +through the primeval forest of Ohio, shouting, 'Glory, glory!' +sometimes in loud tones and at other times whispered in an ecstasy of +joy and surprise. All the old troubles gone, and light breaking in on +my mind, I cried: 'I have found my God; I have found my God!' From +that hour I consecrated myself to the work of the ministry anew, for +before that I had about made up my mind to go into some other +profession." +</P> + +<P> +His early training school for effective preaching was well selected. +It was, as is well known, one of the little villages on the banks of +the Ohio River, where the wants of river bargemen and frontiersmen +demanded his attention. It was there he decided what his life work +should be. +</P> + +<P> +"My business shall be to save men, and to bring to bear upon them those +views that are my comfort, that are the bread of life to me; and I went +out among them almost entirely cut loose from the ordinary church +institutions and agencies, knowing nothing but 'Christ, and Him +crucified,' the sufferer for mankind. Did not the men round me need +such a Saviour? Was there ever such a field as I found? Every +sympathy of my being was continually solicited for the ignorance, for +the rudeness, for the aberrations, for the avarice, for the +quarrelsomeness of the men among whom I was, and I was trying every +form and presenting Christ as a medicine to men. I went through the +woods and through camp-meetings and over prairies. Everywhere my +vacations were all missionary tours, preaching Christ for the hope of +salvation. I am not saying this to show you how I came to the +knowledge of Christ, but to show you how I came to the habits and forms +of my ministry. I tried everything on to folks." +</P> + +<P> +Added to the forces of experience and surroundings was always that of +his own personal, natural endowment. This he found fault with and +tried to change, as most people do at some period of their lives, but +finally accepted and concluded to use as best he could, without +murmuring, but always conscious of its limitations. +</P> + +<P> +"I have my own peculiar temperament, I have my own method of preaching, +and my method and temperament necessitate errors. I am not worthy to +be related in the hundred-thousandth degree to those more happy men who +never make a mistake in the pulpit. I make a great many. I am +impetuous. I am intense at times on subjects that deeply move me. I +feel as though all the ocean were not strong enough to be the power +beyond my words, nor all the thunders that were in the heavens, and it +is of necessity that such a nature as that should give such intensity +at times to parts of doctrine as to exaggerate them when you come to +bring them into connection with a more rounded-out and balanced view. +I know it—I know it as well as you do. I would not do it if I could +help it; but there are times when it is not I that is talking, when I +am caught up and carried away so that I know not whether I am in the +body or out of the body, when I think things in the pulpit that I never +could think in the study, and when I have feelings that are so far +different from any that belong to the lower or normal condition that I +neither can regulate them nor understand them. I see things and I hear +sounds, and seem, if not in the seventh heaven, yet in a condition that +leads me to understand what Paul said—that he heard things which it +was not possible for a man to utter. I am acting under such a +temperament as that. I have got to use it, or not preach at all. I +know very well I do not give crystalline views nor thoroughly guarded +views; there is often an error on this side and an error on that, and I +cannot stop to correct them. A man might run around, like a kitten +after its tail, all his life, if he were going around explaining all +his expressions and all the things he had written. Let them go. They +will correct themselves. The average and general influence of a man's +teaching will be more mighty than any single misconception, or +misapprehension through misconception. +</P> + +<P> +"There is a deep enjoyment in having devoted yourself, soul and body, +to the welfare of your fellowmen, so that you have no thought and no +care but for them. There is a pleasure in that which is never touched +by any ordinary experiences in human life. It is the highest. I look +back to my missionary days as being transcendently the happiest period +of my life. The sweetest pleasures I have ever known are not those +that I have now, but those that I remember, when I was unknown, in an +unknown land, among a scattered people, mostly poor, and to whom I had +to go and preach the Gospel, man by man, house by house, gathering them +on Sundays, a few—twenty, fifty, or a hundred as the case might +be—and preaching the Gospel more formally to them as they were able to +bear it." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap06"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +BOOKER T. WASHINGTON +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1858-1915) +</H3> + + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE BOY WHO SLEPT UNDER THE SIDEWALK +</H3> + +<P> +Two or three years before the outbreak of the Civil War a little black +baby was born in the slave quarters on a Virginia plantation. This was +not a surprising event and nobody except the mother paid it any +attention. Even the father of the child ignored it. For some years +the boy "just growed," after the manner of Topsy. Nobody helped him. +But the boy differed in one way from his thoughtless little playmates. +There was a mysterious something in him that drove him eagerly to avail +himself of any opportunity for self-improvement that came along. If +the opportunity, as generally happened, <I>failed</I> to "come along," he +went after it with all his might and main. +</P> + +<P> +He devoted his life unreservedly to the service of his coloured +brethren, and through his own bitter experience he knew full well the +best way in which to help them. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From "Up From Slavery," by Booker T. Washington. Doubleday, Page & +Co., 1901. +</P> + +<P> +I was born a slave on a plantation in Franklin County, Virginia. I am +not quite sure of the exact place or exact date of my birth, but at any +rate I suspect I must have been born somewhere and at some time. As +nearly as I have been able to learn, I was born near a crossroads +post-office called Hale's Ford and the year was 1858 or 1859. I do not +know the month or the day. The earliest impressions I can now recall +are of the plantation and the slave quarters, the latter being the part +of the plantation where the slaves had their cabins. +</P> + +<P> +My life had its beginning in the midst of the most miserable, desolate, +and discouraging surroundings. This was so, however, not because my +owners were especially cruel, for they were not, as compared with many +others. I was born in a typical log-cabin, about fourteen by sixteen +feet square. In this cabin I lived with my mother and a brother and +sister till after the Civil War, when we were all declared free. +</P> + +<P> +Of my ancestry I know almost nothing. In the slave quarters, and even +later, I heard whispered conversations among the coloured people of the +tortures which the slaves, including, no doubt, my ancestors on my +mother's side, suffered in the middle passage of the slaveship while +being conveyed from Africa to America. I have been unsuccessful in +securing any information that would throw any accurate light upon the +history of my family, beyond my mother. She, I remember, had a +half-brother and a half-sister. In the days of slavery not very much +attention was given to family history and family records—that is, +black family records. My mother, I suppose, attracted the attention of +a purchaser who was afterward my owner and hers. Her addition to the +slave family attracted about as much attention as the purchase of a new +horse or cow. Of my father I know even less than of my mother. I do +not even know his name. I have heard reports to the effect that he was +a white man who lived on one of the nearby plantations. Whoever he +was, I never heard of his taking the least interest in me or providing +in any way for my rearing. But I do not find especial fault with him. +He was simply another unfortunate victim of the institution which the +Nation unhappily had engrafted upon it at that time.… +</P> + +<P> +I cannot remember having slept in a bed until after our family was +declared free by the Emancipation Proclamation. Three children—John, +my older brother, Amanda, my sister, and myself—had a pallet on the +dirt floor, or, to be more correct, we slept in and on a bundle of +filthy rags laid upon the dirt floor. +</P> + +<P> +From the time that I can remember anything, almost every day of my life +has been occupied in some kind of labour; though I think I would now be +a more useful man had I had time for sports. During the period that I +spent in slavery I was not large enough to be of much service, still I +was occupied most of the time in cleaning the yards, carrying water to +the men in the fields, or going to the mill, to which I used to take +the corn, once a week, to be ground. The mill was about three miles +from the plantation. This work I always dreaded. The heavy bag of +corn would be thrown across the back of the horse, and the corn divided +about evenly on each side; but in some way, almost without exception, +on these trips the corn would so shift as to become unbalanced and +would fall off the horse, and often I would fall with it. As I was not +strong enough to reload the corn upon the horse, I would have to wait, +sometimes for many hours, till a chance passerby came along who would +help me out of my trouble. The hours while waiting for some one were +usually spent in crying. The time consumed in this way made me late in +reaching the mill, and by the time I got my corn ground and reached +home it would be far into the night. The road was a lonely one, and +often led through dense forests. I was always frightened. The woods +were said to be full of soldiers who had deserted from the army, and I +had been told that the first thing a deserter did to a Negro boy when +he found him alone was to cut off his ears. Besides, when I was late +in getting home I knew I would always get a severe scolding or a +flogging. +</P> + +<P> +I had no schooling whatever while I was a slave, though I remember on +several occasions I went as far as the schoolhouse door with one of my +young mistresses to carry her books. The picture of several dozen boys +and girls in a schoolroom engaged in study made a deep impression upon +me, and I had the feeling that to get into a schoolhouse and study in +this way would be about the same as getting into paradise. +</P> + +<P> +So far as I can now recall, the first knowledge that I got of the fact +that we were slaves, and that freedom of the slaves was being +discussed, was early one morning before day, when I was awakened by my +mother kneeling over her children and fervently praying that Lincoln +and his armies might be successful, and that one day she and her +children might be free.… +</P> + +<P> +I cannot remember a single instance during my childhood or early +boyhood when our entire family sat down to the table together, and +God's blessing was asked, and the family ate a meal in a civilized +manner. On the plantation in Virginia, and even later, meals were +gotten by the children very much as dumb animals get theirs. It was a +piece of bread here and a scrap of meat there. It was a cup of milk at +one time and some potatoes at another. Sometimes a portion of our +family would eat out of the skillet or pot, while some one else would +eat from a tin plate held on the knees, and often using nothing but the +hands with which to hold the food. When I had grown to sufficient +size, I was required to go to the "big house" mealtimes to fan the +flies from the table by means of a large set of paper fans operated by +a pulley. Naturally much of the conversation of the white people +turned upon the subject of freedom and the war, and I absorbed a good +deal of it. I remember that at one time I saw two of my young +mistresses and some lady visitors eating ginger-cakes, in the yard. At +that time those cakes seemed to me to be absolutely the most tempting +and desirable things that I had ever seen; and I then and there +resolved that, if I ever got free, the height of my ambition would be +reached if I could get to the point where I could secure and eat +ginger-cakes in the way that I saw those ladies doing.… +</P> + +<P> +The first pair of shoes that I recall wearing were wooden ones. They +had rough leather on the top, but the bottoms, which were about an inch +thick, were of wood. When I walked they made a fearful noise, and +besides this they were very inconvenient, since there was no yielding +to the natural pressure of the foot. In wearing them one presented an +exceedingly awkward appearance. The most trying ordeal that I was +forced to endure as a slave boy, however, was the wearing of a flax +shirt. In the portion of Virginia where I lived it was common to use +flax as part of the clothing for the slaves. That part of the flax +from which our clothing was made was largely the refuse, which, of +course, was the cheapest and roughest part. I can scarcely imagine any +torture, except, perhaps, the pulling of a tooth, that is equal to that +caused by putting on a new flax shirt for the first time. It is almost +equal to the feeling that one would experience if he had a dozen or +more chestnut burrs, or a hundred small pinpoints in contact with his +flesh. Even to this day, I can recall accurately the tortures that I +underwent when putting on one of these garments. The fact that my +flesh was soft and tender added to the pain. But I had no choice. I +had to wear the flax shirt or none; and had it been left to me to +choose, I should have chosen to wear no covering.… +</P> + +<P> +Until I had grown to be quite a youth this single garment was all that +I wore.… +</P> + +<P> +From the time that I can remember having any thoughts about anything, I +recall that I had an intense longing to learn to read. I determined +when quite a small child, that, if I accomplished nothing else in life, +I would in some way get enough education to enable me to read common +books and newspapers. Soon after we got settled in some manner in our +new cabin in West Virginia, I induced my mother to get hold of a book +for me. How or where she got it I do not know, but in some way she +procured an old copy of Webster's "blue-back" spelling-book, which +contained the alphabet, followed by such meaningless words as "ab," +"ba," "ca," "da." I began at once to devour this book, and I think +that it was the first one I ever had in my hands. I had learned from +somebody that the way to begin to read was to learn the alphabet, so I +tried in all the ways I could think of to learn it—all of course +without a teacher, for I could find no one to teach me. At that time +there was not a single member of my race anywhere near us who could +read, and I was too timid to approach any of the white people. In some +way, within a few weeks, I mastered the greater portion of the +alphabet. In all my efforts to learn to read my mother shared fully my +ambition and sympathized with me and aided me in every way that she +could. Though she was totally ignorant, so far as mere book knowledge +was concerned, she had high ambitions for her children, and a large +fund of good, hard common sense which seemed to enable her to meet and +master every situation. If I have done anything in life worth +attention, I feel sure that I inherited the disposition from my +mother.… +</P> + +<P> +The opening of the school in the Kanawha Valley brought to me one of +the keenest disappointments that I ever experienced. I had been +working in a salt furnace for several months, and my stepfather had +discovered that I had a financial value, and so, when the school +opened, he decided that he could not spare me from my work. This +decision seemed to cloud my every ambition. The disappointment was +made all the more severe by reason of the fact that my place of work +was where I could see the happy children passing to and from school, +morning and afternoons. Despite this disappointment, however, I +determined that I would learn something, anyway. I applied myself with +greater earnestness than ever to the mastering of what was in the +"blue-back" speller. +</P> + +<P> +My mother sympathized with me in my disappointment, and sought to +comfort me in all the ways she could, and to help me find a way to +learn. After a while I succeeded in making arrangements with the +teacher to give me some lessons at night, after the day's work was +done. These night lessons were so welcome that I think I learned more +at night than the other children did during the day. My own +experiences in the night school gave me faith in the night-school idea, +with which, in after years, had to do both at Hampton and Tuskegee. +But my boyish heart was still set upon going to the day school, and I +let no opportunity slip to push my case. Finally I won, and was +permitted to go to the school in the day for a few months, with the +understanding that I was to rise early in the morning and work in the +furnace till nine o'clock, and return immediately after school closed +in the afternoon for at least two more hours of work. +</P> + +<P> +The schoolhouse was some distance from the furnace, and as I had to +work till nine o'clock, and the school opened at nine, I found myself +in a difficulty. School would always be begun before I reached it, and +sometimes my class had recited. To get around this difficulty I +yielded to a temptation for which most people, I suppose, will condemn +me; but since it is a fact, I might as well state it. I have great +faith in the power and influence of facts. It is seldom that anything +is permanently gained by holding back a fact. There was a large clock, +in a little office in the furnace. This clock, of course, all the +hundred or more workmen depended upon to regulate their hours of +beginning and ending the day's work. I got the idea that the way for +me to reach school on time was to move the clock hands from half-past +eight up to nine o'clock mark. This I found myself doing morning after +morning, till the furnace "boss" discovered that something was wrong, +and locked the clock in a case. I did not mean to inconvenience +anybody. I simply meant to reach that schoolhouse in time. +</P> + +<P> +When, however, I found myself at the school for the first time, I also +found myself confronted with two other difficulties. In the first +place, I found that all of the other children wore hats or caps on +their heads, and I had neither hat nor cap. In fact, I do not remember +that up to the time of going to school I had ever worn any kind of +covering upon my head, nor do I recall that either I or anybody else +had even thought anything about the need of covering for my head. But, +of course when I saw how all the other boys were dressed, I began to +feel quite uncomfortable. As usual, I put the case before my mother, +and she explained to me that she had no money with which to buy a +"store hat," which was a rather new institution at that time among the +members of my race and was considered quite the thing for young and old +to own, but that she would find a way to help me out of the difficulty. +She accordingly got two pieces of "homespun" (jeans) and sewed them +together, and I was soon the proud possessor of my first cap.… +</P> + +<P> +My second difficulty was with regard to my name, or, rather, a name. +From the time when I could remember anything, I had been called simply +"Booker." Before going to school it had never occurred to me that it +was needful or appropriate to have an additional name. When I heard +the school-roll called, I noticed that all of the children had at least +two names, and some of them indulged in what seemed to me the +extravagance of having three. I was in deep perplexity, because I knew +that the teacher would demand of me at least two names, and I had only +one. By the time the occasion came for the enrolling of my name, an +idea occurred to me which I thought would make me equal to the +situation; and so, when the teacher asked me what my full name was, I +calmly told him "Booker Washington," as if I had been called by that +name all my life; and by that name I have since been known. Later in +my life I found that my mother had given me the name of "Booker +Taliaferro," soon after I was born, but in some way that part of my +name seemed to disappear and for a long while was forgotten, but as +soon as I found out about it I revived it, and, made my full name +"Booker Taliaferro Washington." I think there are not many men in our +country who have had the privilege of naming themselves in the way that +I have.… +</P> + +<P> +The time that I was permitted to attend school during the day was +short, and my attendance was irregular. It was not long before I had +to stop attending day school altogether, and devote all of my time +again to work. I resorted to the night school again. In fact, the +greater part of the education I secured in my boyhood was gathered +through the night school after my day's work was done. I had +difficulty often in securing a satisfactory teacher. Sometimes, after +I had secured one to teach me at night, I would find, much to my +disappointment, that the teacher knew but little more than I did. +Often I would have to walk miles at night in order to recite my +night-school lessons. There was never a time in my youth, no matter +how dark and discouraging the days might be, when one resolve did not +continually remain with me, and that was a determination to secure an +education at any cost. +</P> + +<P> +After I had worked in the salt furnace for some time, work was secured +for me in a coal mine which was operated mainly for the purpose of +securing fuel for the salt furnace.… +</P> + +<P> +In those days, and later as a young man, I used to try to picture in my +imagination the feelings and ambitions of a white boy with absolutely +no limit placed upon his aspirations and activities. I used to envy +the white boy who had no obstacles placed in the way of his becoming a +congressman, governor, bishop, or President by reason of the accident +of his birth or race. I used to picture the way that I would act under +such circumstances; how I would begin at the bottom and keep rising +until I reached the highest round of success.… +</P> + +<P> +One day while at work in the coal mine I happened to overhear two +miners talking about a great school for coloured people somewhere in +Virginia. This was the first time that I had ever heard anything about +any kind of school or college that was more pretentious than the little +coloured school in our town. +</P> + +<P> +In the darkness of the mine I noiselessly crept as close as I could to +the two men who were talking. I heard one tell the other that not only +was the school established for the members of my race, but that +opportunities were provided by which poor but worthy students could +work out all or a part of the cost of board, and at the same time be +taught some trade or industry. +</P> + +<P> +As they went on describing the school, it seemed to me that it must be +the greatest place on earth, and not even Heaven presented more +attractions for me at that time than did the Hampton Normal and +Agricultural Institute in Virginia, about which these men were talking. +I resolved at once to go to that school, although I had no idea where +it was, or how many miles away, or how I was going to reach it; I +remembered only that I was on fire constantly with one ambition, and +that was to go to Hampton. This thought was with me day and +night.… +</P> + +<P> +In the fall of 1872 I determined to make an effort to get there, +although, as I have stated, I had no definite idea of the direction in +which Hampton was, or of what it would cost to go there. I do not +think that any one thoroughly sympathized with me in my ambition to go +to Hampton unless it was my mother, and she was troubled with a grave +fear that I was starting out on a "wild-goose chase." At any rate, I +got only a half-hearted consent from her that I might start. The small +amount of money that I had earned had been consumed by my stepfather +and the remainder of the family, with the exception of a very few +dollars, and so I had very little with which to buy clothes and pay my +travelling expenses.… +</P> + +<P> +Finally the great day came, and I started for Hampton. I had only a +small, cheap satchel that contained what few articles of clothing I +could get. My mother at the time was rather weak and broken in health. +I hardly expected to see her again, and thus our parting was all the +more sad. She, however, was very brave through it all. At that time +there were no through trains connecting that part of West Virginia with +eastern Virginia. Trains ran only a portion of the way, and the +remainder of the distance was travelled by stage-coaches. +</P> + +<P> +The distance from Maiden to Hampton is about five hundred miles. I had +not been away from home many hours before it began to grow painfully +evident that I did not have enough money to pay my fare to +Hampton.… +</P> + +<P> +By walking, begging rides both in wagons and in the cars, in some way, +after a number of days, I reached the city of Richmond, Virginia, about +eighty-two miles from Hampton. When I reached there, tired, hungry, +and dirty; it was late in the night. I had never been in a large city +before, and this rather added to my misery. When I reached Richmond I +was completely out of money. I had not a single acquaintance in the +place, and, being unused to city ways, I did not know where to go. I +applied at several places for lodging, but they all wanted money, and +that was what I did not have. Knowing nothing else better to do, I +walked the streets. In doing this I passed by many food-stands where +fried chicken and half-moon apple pies were piled high and made to +present a most tempting appearance. At that time it seemed to me that +I would have promised all that I expected to possess in the future to +have gotten hold of one of those chicken legs or one of those pies. +But I could not get either of these, nor anything else to eat. +</P> + +<P> +I must have walked the streets till after midnight. At last I became +so exhausted that I could walk no longer. I was tired, I was hungry, I +was everything but discouraged. Just about the time when I reached +extreme physical exhaustion, I came upon a portion of a street where +the board sidewalk was considerably elevated. I waited for a few +minutes, till I was sure that no passersby could see me, and then crept +under the sidewalk and lay for the night upon the ground, with my +satchel of clothing for a pillow. Nearly all night I could hear the +tramp of feet above my head. The next morning I found myself somewhat +refreshed, but I was extremely hungry, because it had been a long time +since I had had sufficient food. As soon as it became light enough for +me to see my surroundings I noticed that I was near a large ship, and +that this ship seemed to be unloading a cargo of pig iron. I went at +once to the vessel and asked the captain to permit me to help unload +the vessel in order to get money for food. The captain, a white man, +who seemed to be kind-hearted, consented. I worked long enough to earn +money for my breakfast, and it seems to me, as I remember it now, to +have been about the best breakfast that I have ever eaten. +</P> + +<P> +My work pleased the captain so well that he told me if I desired I +could continue working for a small amount per day. This I was very +glad to do. I continued working on this vessel for a number of days. +After buying food with the small wages I received there was not much +left to add to the amount I must get to pay my way to Hampton. In +order to economize in every way possible, so as to be sure to reach +Hampton in a reasonable time, I continued to sleep under the same +sidewalk that gave me shelter the first night I was in Richmond.… +</P> + +<P> +When I had saved what I considered enough money with which to reach +Hampton, I thanked the captain of the vessel for his kindness, and +started again. Without any unusual occurrence I reached Hampton, with +a surplus of exactly fifty cents with which to begin my education, To +me it had been a long, eventful journey; but the first sight of the +large, three-story brick school building seemed to have rewarded me for +all that I had undergone in order to reach the place.… +</P> + +<P> +It seemed to me to be the largest and most beautiful building I had +ever seen. The sight of it seemed to give me new life. I felt that a +new kind of existence had now begun—that life would now have a new +meaning. I felt that I had reached the promised land, and I resolved +to let no obstacle prevent me from putting forth the highest effort to +fit myself to accomplish the most good in the world. +</P> + +<P> +As soon as possible after reaching the grounds of the Hampton Institute +I presented myself before the head teacher for assignment to a class. +Having been so long without proper food, a bath, and change of +clothing, I did not, of course, make a very favourable impression upon +her, and I could see at once that there were doubts in her mind about +the wisdom of admitting me as a student. I felt that I could hardly +blame her if she got the idea that I was a worthless loafer or tramp. +For some time she did not refuse to admit me, neither did she decide in +my favour, and I continued to linger about her, and to impress her in +all the ways I could with my worthiness. In the meantime I saw her +admitting other students, and that added greatly to my discomfort, for +I felt, deep down in my heart, that I could do as well as they, if I +could only get a chance to show her what was in me. +</P> + +<P> +After some hours had passed, the head teacher said to me, "The +adjoining recitation-room needs sweeping. Take the broom and sweep it." +</P> + +<P> +It occurred to me at once that here was my chance. Never did I receive +an order with more delight. I knew that I could sweep, for Mrs. +Ruffner had thoroughly taught me how to do that when I lived with her. +</P> + +<P> +I swept the recitation-room three times. Then I got a dusting-cloth +and I dusted it four times. All the woodwork around the walls, every +bench, table, and desk, I went over four times with my dusting-cloth. +Besides every piece of furniture had been moved and every closet and +corner in the room had been thoroughly cleaned. I had the feeling that +in a large measure my future depended upon the impression I made upon +the teacher in the cleaning of that room. When I was through, I +reported to the head teacher. She was a "Yankee" woman who knew just +where to look for dirt. She went into the room and inspected the floor +and closets; then she took her handkerchief and rubbed it on the +woodwork, about the walls, and over the table and benches. When she +was unable to find one bit of dirt on the floor, or a particle of dust +on any of the furniture, she quietly remarked: "I guess you will do to +enter this institution." +</P> + +<P> +I was one of the happiest souls on earth. The sweeping of that room +was my college examination, and never did any youth pass an examination +for entrance into Harvard or Yale that gave him more genuine +satisfaction. I have passed several examinations since then, but I +have always felt that this was the best one I ever passed.… +</P> + +<P> +Life at Hampton was a constant revelation to me; was constantly taking +me into a new world. The matter of having meals at regular hours, or +eating on a tablecloth, using a napkin, the use of the bathtub and of +the toothbrush, as well as the use of sheets upon the bed, were all new +to me.… +</P> + +<P> +I sometimes feel that almost the most valuable lesson I got at the +Hampton Institute was in the use and value of the bath. +</P> + +<P> +For some time, while a student at Hampton, I possessed but a single +pair of socks, but when I had worn these till they became soiled, I +would wash them at night and hang them by the fire to dry, so that I +might wear them again the next morning. +</P> + +<P> +The charge for my board at Hampton was ten dollars per month. I was +expected to pay a part of this in cash and to work out the remainder. +To meet this cash payment, as I have stated, I had just fifty cents +when I reached the institution. Aside from a very few dollars that my +brother John was able to send me once in a while, I had no money with +which to pay my board. I was determined from the first to make my work +as janitor so valuable that my services would be indispensable. This I +succeeded in doing to such extent that I was soon informed that I would +be allowed the full cost of my board in return for my work. The cost +of tuition was seventy dollars a year. This, of course, was wholly +beyond my ability to provide. If I had been compelled to pay the +seventy dollars for tuition, in addition to providing for my board, I +would have been compelled to leave the Hampton school. General +Armstrong, however, very kindly got Mr. S. Griffitts Morgan, of New +Bedford, Mass., to defray the cost of my tuition during the whole time +that I was at Hampton.… +</P> + +<P> +After having been for a while at Hampton, I found myself in difficulty +because I did not have books and clothing. Usually, however, I got +around the trouble about books by borrowing from those who were more +fortunate than myself. As to clothes, when I reached Hampton I had +practically nothing. Everything that I possessed was in a small hand +satchel. My anxiety about clothing was increased because of the fact +that General Armstrong made a personal inspection of the young men in +ranks, to see that their clothes were clean. Shoes had to be polished, +there must be no buttons off the clothing, and no grease-spots. To +wear one suit of clothes continually, while at work and in the +schoolroom, and at the same time keep it clean, was rather a hard +problem for me to solve. In some way I managed to get on till the +teachers learned that I was in earnest and meant to succeed, and then +some of them were kind enough to see that I was partly supplied with +second-hand clothing that had been sent in barrels from the North. +These barrels proved a blessing to hundreds of poor but deserving +students. Without them I question whether I should ever have gotten +through Hampton.… +</P> + +<P> +I was completely out of money when I graduated. In company with other +Hampton students, I secured a place as a table waiter in a summer hotel +in Connecticut, and managed to borrow enough money with which to get +there. I had not been in this hotel long before I found out that I +knew practically nothing about waiting on a hotel table. The head +waiter, however, supposed that I was an accomplished waiter. He soon +gave me charge of a table at which there sat four or five wealthy and +rather aristocratic people. My ignorance of how to wait upon them was +so apparent that they scolded me in such a severe manner that I became +frightened and left their table, leaving them sitting there without +food. As a result of this I was reduced from the position of waiter to +that of a dish-carrier. +</P> + +<P> +But I determined to learn the business of waiting, and did so within a +few weeks, and was restored to my former position. I have had the +satisfaction of being a guest in this hotel several times since I was a +waiter there. +</P> + +<P> +At the close of the hotel season I returned to my former home in +Malden, and was elected to teach the coloured school at that place. +This was the beginning of one of the happiest periods of my life. I +now felt that I had the opportunity to help the people of my home town +to a higher life. I felt from the first that mere book education was +not all that the young people of that town needed. I began my work at +eight o'clock in the morning, and, as a rule, it did not end until ten +o'clock at night. In addition to the usual routine of teaching, I +taught the pupils to comb their hair, and to keep their hands and faces +clean, as well as their clothing. I gave special attention to teaching +them the proper use of the toothbrush and the bath. +</P> + +<P> +In all my teaching I have watched carefully the influence of the +toothbrush, and I am convinced that there are few single agencies of +civilization that are more far-reaching. +</P> + +<P> +There were so many of the older boys and girls in the town, as well as +men and women, who had to work in the daytime but still were craving an +opportunity for some education, that I soon opened a night school. +From the first, this was crowded every night, being about as large as +the school that I taught in the day. The efforts of some of the men +and women, who in many cases were over fifty years of age, to learn, +were in some cases very pathetic. +</P> + +<P> +My day- and night-school work was not all that I undertook. I +established a small reading-room and a debating society. On Sundays I +taught two Sunday-schools, one in the town of Malden in the afternoon, +and the other in the morning at a place three miles distant from +Malden. In addition to this, I gave private lessons to several young +men whom I was fitting to send to the Hampton Institute. Without +regard to pay and with little thought of it, I taught any one who +wanted to learn, anything that I could teach him. I was supremely +happy in the opportunity of being able to assist somebody else. I did +receive, however, a small salary from the public fund for my work as a +public school teacher.… +</P> + +<P> +In May, 1881, near the close of my first year in teaching the night +school at Hampton Institute, in a way that I had not dared expect, the +opportunity opened for me to begin my life-work. One night in the +chapel, after the usual chapel exercises were over, General Armstrong +referred to the fact that he had received a letter from some gentlemen +in Alabama asking him to recommend some one to take charge of what was +to be a normal school for the coloured people in the little town of +Tuskegee in that State. These gentlemen seemed to take it for granted +that no coloured man suitable for the position could be secured, and +they were expecting the General to recommend a white man for the place. +The next day General Armstrong sent for me to come to his office, and, +much to my surprise, asked me if I thought I could fill the position in +Alabama. I told him that I would be willing to try. Accordingly he +wrote to the people who had applied to him for the information, that he +did not know of any white man to suggest, but if they would be willing +to take a coloured man, he had one whom he could recommend. In this +letter he gave them my name. +</P> + +<P> +Several days passed before anything more was heard about the matter. +Some time afterward, one Sunday evening during the chapel exercises, a +messenger came in and handed the General a telegram. At the end of the +exercises he read the telegram to the school. In substance, these were +its words: "Booker T. Washington will suit us. Send him at once.…" +</P> + +<P> +I reached Tuskegee early in June, 1881. The first month I spent in +finding accommodations for the school, and in travelling through +Alabama, examining into the actual life of the people, especially in +the country districts, and in getting the school advertised among the +class of people that I wanted to have attend it. The most of my +travelling was done over the country road, with a mule and a cart or a +mule and a buggy wagon for conveyance. I ate and slept with the people +in their little cabins. I saw their farms, their schools, their +churches. Since in the case of the most of these visits there had been +no notice given in advance that a stranger was expected, I had the +advantage of seeing the real, everyday life of the people.… +</P> + +<P> +I confess that what I saw during my month of travel and investigation +left me with a very heavy heart. The work to be done in order to lift +these people up seemed almost beyond accomplishing. I was only one +person, and it seemed to me that the little effort which I could put +forth could go such a short distance toward bringing about results. I +wondered if I could accomplish anything, and if it were worth while for +me to try. +</P> + +<P> +On one thing I felt more strongly convinced than ever, after spending +this month in seeing the actual life of the coloured people, and that +was that, in order to lift them up, something must be done more than +merely to imitate New England education as it then existed. I saw more +clearly than ever the wisdom of the system which General Armstrong had +inaugurated at Hampton. To take the children of such people as I had +been among for a month, and each day give them a few hours of mere book +education, I felt would be almost a waste of time. +</P> + +<P> +After consultation with the citizens of Tuskegee, I set July 4, 1881, +as the day for the opening of the school in the little shanty and +church which had been secured for its accommodation. The white people, +as well as the coloured, were greatly interested in the starting of the +new school, and the opening day was looked forward to with much earnest +discussion. There were not a few white people in the vicinity of +Tuskegee who looked with some disfavour upon the project. They +questioned its value to the coloured people, and had a fear that it +might result in bringing about trouble between the races. Some had the +feeling that in proportion as the Negro received education, in the same +proportion would his value decrease as an economic factor in the State. +These people feared the result of education would be that the Negroes +would leave the farms, and that it would be difficult to secure them +for domestic service. +</P> + +<P> +The white people who questioned the wisdom of starting this new school +had in their minds pictures of what was called an educated Negro, with +a high hat, imitation gold eye-glasses, a showy walking-stick, kid +gloves, fancy boots, and what not—in a word, a man who was determined +to live by his wits. It was difficult for these people to see how +education would produce any other kind of a coloured man.… +</P> + +<P> +On the morning that the school opened thirty students reported for +admission. I was the only teacher. The students were about equally +divided between the sexes.… The greater part of the thirty were +public school teachers, and some of them were nearly forty years of age. +</P> + +<P> +At the end of the first six weeks a new and rare face entered the +school as a co-teacher. This was Miss Olivia A. Davidson, who later +became my wife.… +</P> + +<P> +Miss Davidson and I began consulting as to the future of the school +from the first. The students were making progress in learning books +and in developing their minds; but it became apparent at once, that, if +we were to make any permanent impression upon those who had come to us +for training, we must do something besides teach them mere books. The +students had come from homes where they had had no opportunities for +lessons which would teach them how to care for their bodies. With few +exceptions, the homes in Tuskegee in which the students boarded were +but little improvement upon those from which they had come. We wanted +to teach the students how to bathe; how to care for their teeth and +clothing. We wanted to teach them what to eat, and how to eat it +properly, and how to care for their rooms. Aside from this, we wanted +to give them such a practical knowledge of some one industry, together +with the spirit of industry, thrift, and economy, that they would be +sure of knowing how to make a living after they had left us. We wanted +to teach them to study actual things instead of mere books alone.… +</P> + +<P> +We wanted to give them such an education as would fit a large +proportion of them to be teachers, and at the same time cause them to +return to the plantation districts and show the people there how to put +new energy and new ideas into farming, as well as into the intellectual +and moral and religious life of the people. +</P> + +<P> +All these ideals and needs crowded themselves upon us with a +seriousness that seemed well-nigh overwhelming. What were we to do? +We had only the little old shanty and the abandoned church which the +good coloured people of the town of Tuskegee had kindly loaned us for +the accommodation of the classes. The number of students was +increasing daily. The more we saw of them, and the more we travelled +through the country districts, the more we saw that our efforts were +reaching, to only a partial degree, the actual needs of the people whom +we wanted to lift up through the medium of the students whom we should +educate and send out as leaders. +</P> + +<P> +The more we talked with the students, who were then coming to us from +several parts of the State, the more we found that the chief ambition +among a large proportion of them was to get an education so that they +would not have to work any longer with their hands.… +</P> + +<P> +About three months after the opening of the school, and at the time +when we were in the greatest anxiety about our work, there came into +the market for sale an old and abandoned plantation which was situated +about a mile from the town of Tuskegee. The mansion house—or "big +house," as it would have been called—which had been occupied by the +owners during slavery, had been burned. After making a careful +examination of this place, it seemed to be just the location that we +wanted in order to make our work effective and permanent. +</P> + +<P> +But how were we to get it? The price asked for it was very +little—only five hundred dollars—but we had no money, and we were +strangers in the town and had no credit. The owner of the land agreed +to let us occupy the place if we could make a payment of two hundred +and fifty dollars down, with the understanding that the remaining two +hundred and fifty dollars must be paid within a year. Although five +hundred dollars was cheap for the land, it was a large sum when one did +not have any part of it. +</P> + +<P> +In the midst of the difficulty I summoned a great deal of courage and +wrote to my friend General J. F. B. Marshall, the Treasurer of the +Hampton Institute, putting the situation before him and beseeching him +to lend me the two hundred and fifty dollars on my own personal +responsibility. Within a few days a reply came to the effect that he +had no authority to lend me money belonging to the Hampton Institute, +but that he would gladly lend me the amount needed from his own +personal funds.… +</P> + +<P> +I lost no time in getting ready to move the school on to the new farm. +At the time we occupied the place there were standing upon it a cabin, +formerly used as the dining-room, an old kitchen, a stable, and an old +hen-house. Within a few weeks we had all of these structures in use. +The stable was repaired and used as a recitation-room, and very +presently the hen-house was utilized for the same purpose.… +</P> + +<P> +Nearly all the work of getting the new location ready for school +purposes was done by the students after school was over in the +afternoon. As soon as we got the cabins in condition to be used I +determined to clear up some land so that we could plant a crop. When I +explained my plan to the young men, I noticed that they did not seem to +take to it very kindly. It was hard for them to see the connection +between clearing land and education. Besides, many of them had been +school-teachers, and they questioned whether or not clearing land would +be in keeping with their dignity. In order to relieve them from any +embarrassment, each afternoon after school I took my axe and led the +way to the woods. When they saw that I was not afraid or ashamed to +work, they began to assist with more enthusiasm. We kept at the work +each afternoon, until we had cleared about twenty acres and had planted +a crop. +</P> + +<P> +At the end of three months enough was secured to repay the loan of two +hundred and fifty dollars to General Marshall, and within two months +more we had secured the entire five hundred dollars and had received a +deed of the one hundred acres of land.… +</P> + +<P> +Our next effort was in the direction of increasing the cultivation of +the land, so as to secure some return from it, and at the same time +give the students training in agriculture. All the industries at +Tuskegee have been started in natural and logical order, growing out of +the needs of a community settlement. We began with farming, because we +wanted something to eat. +</P> + +<P> +Many of the students, also, were able to remain in school but a few +weeks at a time, because they had so little money with which to pay +their board. Thus another object which made it desirable to get an +industrial system started was in order to make it available as a means +of helping the students to earn money enough so that they might be able +to remain in school during the nine months' session of the school +year.… +</P> + +<P> +From the very beginning, at Tuskegee, I was determined to have the +students do not only the agricultural and domestic work, but to have +them erect their own building. My plan was to have them, while +performing this service, taught the latest and best methods of labour, +so that the school would not only get the benefit of their efforts, but +the students themselves would be taught to see not only utility in +labour, but beauty and dignity would be taught, in fact, how to lift +labour up from mere drudgery and toil, and would learn to love work for +its own sake. My plan was not to teach them to work in the old way, +but to show them how to make the forces of nature—air, water, steam, +electricity, horsepower—assist them in their labour.… +</P> + +<P> +I now come to that one of the incidents in my life which seems to have +excited the greatest amount of interest, and which perhaps went further +than anything else in giving me a reputation that in a sense might be +called National. I refer to the address which I delivered at the +opening of the Atlanta Cotton States and International Exposition at +Atlanta, Ga., September 18, 1895.… +</P> + +<P> +In the spring of 1895 I received a telegram from a prominent citizen in +Atlanta asking me to accompany a committee from that city to Washington +for the purpose of appearing before a committee of Congress in the +interest of securing Government help for the Exposition. The committee +was composed of about twenty-five of the most prominent and most +influential white men of Georgia. All the members of this committee +were white men except Bishop Grant, Bishop Gaines, and myself. The +Mayor and several other city and State officials spoke before the +committee. They were followed by the two coloured bishops. My name +was the last on the list of speakers. I had never before appeared +before such a committee, nor had I ever delivered any address in the +capital of the Nation. I had many misgivings as to what I ought to +say, and as to the impression that my address would make. While I +cannot recall in detail what I said, I remember that I tried to impress +upon the committee, with all the earnestness and plainness of any +language that I could command, that if Congress wanted to do something +which would assist in ridding the South of the race question and making +friends between the two races, it should in every proper way encourage +the material and intellectual growth of both races. I said that the +Atlanta Exposition would present an opportunity for both races to show +what advance they had made since freedom, and would at the same time +afford encouragement to them to make still greater progress. +</P> + +<P> +I tried to emphasize the fact that while the Negro should not be +deprived by unfair means of the franchise, political agitation alone +would not save him, and that back of the ballot he must have property, +industry, skill, economy, intelligence, and character, and that no race +without these elements could permanently succeed. I said that in +granting the appropriation Congress could do something that would prove +to be of real and lasting value to both races, and that it was the +first great opportunity of the kind that had been presented since the +close of the Civil War. +</P> + +<P> +I spoke for fifteen or twenty minutes, and was surprised at the close +of my address to receive the hearty congratulations of the Georgia +committee and of the members of Congress who were present. The +committee was unanimous in making a favourable report, and in a few +days the bill passed Congress. With the passing of this bill the +success of the Atlanta Exposition was assured. +</P> + +<P> +Soon after this trip to Washington the directors of the Exposition +decided that it would be a fitting recognition of the coloured race to +erect a large and attractive building which should be devoted wholly to +showing the progress of the Negro since freedom. It was further +decided to have the building designed and erected wholly by Negro +mechanics. This plan was carried out. In design, beauty, and general +finish the Negro Building was equal to the others a on the +grounds.… +</P> + +<P> +As the day for the opening of the Exposition drew near, the Board of +Directors began preparing the programme for the opening exercises. In +the discussion from day to day of the various features of this +programme, the question came up as to the advisability of putting a +member of the Negro race on for one of the opening addresses, since the +Negroes had been asked to take such a prominent part in the Exposition. +It was argued, further, that such recognition would mark the good +feeling prevailing between the two races. Of course there were those +who were opposed to any such recognition of the rights of the Negro, +but the Board of Directors, composed of men who represented the best +and most progressive element in the South, had their way, and voted to +invite a black man to speak on the opening day. The next thing was to +decide upon the person who was thus to represent the Negro race. After +the question had been canvassed for several days, the directors voted +unanimously to ask me to deliver one of the opening-day addresses, and +in a few days after that I received the official invitation. +</P> + +<P> +The receiving of this invitation brought to me a sense of +responsibility that it would be hard for any one not placed in my +position to appreciate. What were my feelings when this invitation +came to me? I remembered that I had been a slave; that my early years +had been spent in the lowest depths of poverty and ignorance, and that +I had had little opportunity to prepare me for such a responsibility as +this. It was only a few years before that time that any white man in +the audience might have claimed me as his slave; and it was easily +possible that some of my former owners might be present to hear me +speak. +</P> + +<P> +I knew, too, that this was the first time in the entire history of the +Negro that a member of my race had been asked to speak from the same +platform with white Southern men and women on any important National +occasion. I was asked now to speak to an audience composed of the +wealth and culture of the white South, the representative of my former +masters. I knew, too, that while the greater part of my audience would +be composed of Southern people, yet there would be present a large +number of Northern white, as well as a great many men and women of my +own race. +</P> + +<P> +I was determined to say nothing that I did not feel from the bottom of +my heart to be true and right. When the invitation came to me, there +was not one word of intimation as to what I should say or as to what I +should omit. In this I felt that the Board of Directors had paid a +tribute to me. They knew that by one sentence I could have blasted, in +a large degree, the success of the Exposition. I was also painfully +conscious of the fact that, while I must be true to my own race in my +utterances, I had it in my power to make such an ill-timed address as +would result in preventing any similar invitation being extended to a +black men again for years to come. I was equally determined to be true +to the North, as well as to the best element of the white South, in +what I had to say. +</P> + +<P> +The papers, North and South, had taken up the discussion of my coming +speech, and as the time for it drew near this discussion became more +and more widespread. Not a few of the Southern white papers were +unfriendly to the idea of my speaking. From my own race I received +many suggestions as to what I ought to say. I prepared myself as best +I could for the address, but as the eighteenth of September drew +nearer, the heavier my heart became, and the more I feared that my +effort would prove a failure and disappointment. +</P> + +<P> +The invitation had come at a time when I was very busy with my school +work, as it was the beginning of our school year. After preparing my +address, I went through it, as I usually do with all those utterances +which I consider particularly important, with Mrs. Washington, and she +approved of what I intended to say. On the sixteenth of September, the +day before I was to start for Atlanta, so many of the Tuskegee teachers +expressed a desire to hear my address that I consented to read it to +them in a body. When I had done so, and had heard their criticisms and +comments, I felt somewhat relieved, since they seemed to think well of +what I had to say. +</P> + +<P> +In the course of the journey from Tuskegee to Atlanta both coloured and +white people came to the train to point me out, and discussed with +perfect freedom, in my hearing, what was going to take place the next +day. We were met by a committee in Atlanta. Almost the first thing I +heard when I got off the train in that city was an expression something +like this, from an old coloured man near by: "Dat's de man of my race +what's gwine to make a speech at de Exposition to-morrow. I'se sho' +gwine to hear him." +</P> + +<P> +Atlanta was literally packed, at the time, with people from all parts +of the country, and with representatives of foreign governments, as +well as with military and civic organizations. The afternoon papers +had forecasts of the next day's proceedings in flaring headlines. All +this tended to add to my burden. I did not sleep much that night. The +next morning, before day, I went carefully over what I intended to say. +I also kneeled down and asked God's blessing upon my effort. Right +here, perhaps, I ought to add that I make it a rule never to go before +an audience, on any occasion, without asking the blessing of God upon +what I want to say.… +</P> + +<P> +Early in the morning a committee called to escort me to my place in the +procession which was to march to the Exposition grounds. +</P> + +<P> +The procession was about three hours in reaching the Exposition +grounds, and during all of this time the sun was shining down upon us +disagreeably hot. When we reached the grounds, the heat, together with +my nervous anxiety, made me feel as if I were about ready to collapse, +and to feel that my address was not going to be a success. When I +entered the audience-room, I found it packed with humanity from bottom +to top, and there were thousands outside who could not get in. +</P> + +<P> +The room was very large, and well suited to public speaking. When I +entered the room, there were vigorous cheers from the coloured portion +of the audience, and faint cheers from some of the white people. I had +been told, while I had been in Atlanta, that while many white people +were going to be present to hear me speak, simply out of curiosity, and +that others who would be present would be in full sympathy with me, +there was a still larger element of the audience which would consist of +those who were going to be present for the purpose of hearing me make a +fool of myself, or, at least, of hearing me say some foolish thing, so +that they could say to the officials who had invited me to speak, "I +told you so!" +</P> + +<P> +One of the trustees of the Tuskegee Institute, as well as my personal +friend, Mr. William H. Baldwin, Jr., was at the time General Manager of +the Southern Railroad, and happened to be in Atlanta on that day. He +was so nervous about the kind of reception that I would have, and the +effect that my speech would produce, that he could not persuade himself +to go into the building, but walked back and forth in the grounds +outside until the opening exercises were over.… +</P> + +<P> +Governor Bullock introduced me with the words, "We have with us to-day +a representative of Negro enterprise and Negro civilization." +</P> + +<P> +When I arose to speak there was considerable cheering, especially from +the coloured people. As I remember it now, the thing that was +uppermost in my mind was the desire to say something that would cement +the friendship of the races and bring about hearty coöperation between +them. So far as my outward surroundings were concerned, the only thing +that I recall distinctly now is that when I got up I saw thousands of +eyes looking intently into my face. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap07"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +BEN B. LINDSEY +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1869-____) +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE MAN WHO FIGHTS "THE BEAST" +</H3> + +<P> +[Judge Lindsey is known all the world over for his work in the Juvenile +Court in Denver, Colorado. To his courtroom there come visitors from +every State in this nation, investigators from Europe and officials +from China and Japan to study his laws and observe his methods. But to +himself, his famous Juvenile Court is side issue, a small detail in his +career. For years he has been engaged in a fight of which the founding +of his Juvenile Court was only a skirmish. +</P> + +<P> +Without money, without powerful friends, without personal popularity, +this one man has codified laws, instituted reforms, founded charities, +and balked corruption.] +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From "The Beast," by Ben B. Lindsey and Harvey J. O'Higgins. +Doubleday, Page & Company, 1910. +</P> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +FINDING THE CAT +</H3> + +<P> +I came to Denver in the spring of 1880, at the age of eleven, as mildly +inoffensive a small boy as ever left a farm—undersized and weakly, so +that at the age of seventeen I commonly passed as twelve, and so +unaccustomed to the sight of buildings that I thought the five-story +Windsor Hotel a miracle of height and magnificence. I had been living +with my maternal grandfather and aunt on a farm in Jackson, Tennessee, +where I had been born; and I had come with my younger brother to join +my parents, who had finally decided that Denver was to be their +permanent home. The conductors on the trains had taken care of us, +because my father was a railroad man, at the head of the telegraph +system; and we had been entertained on the way by the stories of an old +forty-niner with a gray moustache, who told us how he had shot buffalo +on those prairies where we now saw only antelope. I was not +precocious; his stories interested me more than anything else on the +journey; and I stared so hard at the old pioneer that I should +recognize him now, I believe, if I saw him on the street. +</P> + +<P> +My schooling was not peculiar; there was nothing "holier than thou" in +my bringing up. My father, being a Roman Catholic convert from the +Episcopalian Church, sent me to Notre Dame, Indiana, to be educated; +and there, to be sure, I read the "Lives of the Saints," aspired to be +a saint, and put pebbles in my small shoes to "mortify the flesh," +because I was told that a good priest, Father Hudson—whom I all but +worshipped—used to do so. But even at Notre Dame, and much more in +Denver, I was homesick for the farm; and at last I was allowed to +return to Jackson to be cared for by my Protestant relatives. They +sent me to a Baptist school till I was seventeen. And when I was +recalled to Denver, because of the failure of my father's health, I +went to work to help earn for the household, with no strong attachment +for any church and with no recognized membership in any. +</P> + +<P> +I suppose there is no one who does not look back upon his past and +wonder what he should have become in life if this or that crucial event +had not occurred to set his destiny. It seems to me that if it had not +been for the sudden death of my father I, too, might have found our +jungle beast a domestic tabby, and have fed it its prey without +realizing what I was about. I should have been a lawyer, I know; for I +had had the ambition from my earliest boyhood, and I had been confirmed +in it by my success in debating at school. (Once, at Notre Dame, I +spoke for a full hour in successful defence of the proposition that +Colorado was the "greatest state in the Union," and proved at least +that I had a lawyer's "wind.") But I should probably have been a +lawyer who has learned his pleasant theories of life in the colleges. +And on the night that my father died, the crushing realities of poverty +put out an awful and compelling hand on me, and my struggle with them +began. +</P> + +<P> +I was eighteen years old, the eldest of four children. I had been +"writing proofs" in the Denver land office, for claimants who had filed +on Government land; and I had saved $150 of my salary before my work +there ceased. I found, after my father's death, that this $150 was all +we had in the world, and $130 of it went for funeral expenses. His +life had been insured for $15,000, and we believed that the premiums +had all been paid, but we could not find the last receipt; the agent +denied having received the payment; the policy had lapsed on the day +before my father's death; and we got nothing. Our furniture had been +mortgaged; we were allowed only enough of it to furnish a little house +on Santa Fé Avenue; and later we moved to a cottage on lower West +Colfax Avenue, in which Negroes have since lived. +</P> + +<P> +I went to work at a salary of $10 a month, in a real estate office—as +office boy—and carried a "route" of newspapers in the morning before +the office opened, and did janitor work at night when it closed. After +a month of that, I got a better place, as office boy, with a mining +company, at a salary of $25 a month. And finally, my younger brother +found work in a law office and I "swapped jobs" with him—because I +wished to study law! +</P> + +<P> +It was the office of Mr. R. D. Thompson, who still practises in Denver; +and his example as an incorruptibly honest lawyer has been one of the +best and strongest influences of my life. +</P> + +<P> +I had that one ambition—to be a lawyer. Associated with it I seem to +have had an unusual curiosity about politics. And where I got either +the ambition or the curiosity, I have no idea. My father's mother was +a Greenleaf,[1] and related to the author of "Greenleaf on Evidence," +but my father himself had nothing of the legal mind. As a boy, living +in Mississippi, he had joined the Confederate army when he was +preparing for the University of Virginia, had attained the rank of +captain, had become General Forrest's private secretary, and had +written—or largely helped to write—General Forrest's autobiography. +He was idealistic, enthusiastic, of an inventive genius, with a really +remarkable command of English, and an absorbing love of books. My +mother's father was a Barr, from the north of Ireland, a Scotch-Irish +Presbyterian, her mother was a Woodfalk of Jackson County, Tennessee, a +Methodist. The members of the family were practical, strong-willed, +able men and women, but with no bent, that I know of, toward either law +or politics. +</P> + +<P> +And yet, one of the most vivid memories of my childhood in Jackson is +of attending a political rally with my grandfather and hearing a Civil +War veteran declaim against Republicans who "waved the bloody shirt"—a +memory so strong that for years afterward I never saw a Republican +without expecting to see the gory shirt on his back, and wondering +vaguely why he was not in jail. When I came to Denver, where the +Republicans were dominant, I felt myself in the land of the enemy. And +when I "swapped" myself into Mr. Thompson's office, I was surprised to +find that my employer, though a Republican from Pittsburg, was so human +that one of the first things he did was to give me a suit of clothes. +If there is anything more ridiculously dangerous than to blind a +child's mind with such prejudices, I do not know what it is. +</P> + +<P> +However, my own observations of what was going on about me were already +opening my eyes. I had read, in the newspapers, of how the Denver +Republicans won the elections by fraud—by ballot-box stuffing and what +not—and I had followed one "Soapy" Smith on the streets, from precinct +to precinct, with his gang of election thieves, and had seen them vote +not once but five times openly. I had seen a young man, whom I knew, +knocked down and arrested for "raising a disturbance" when he objected +to "Soapy" Smith's proceeding; and the policeman who arrested him did +it with a smile and a wink. +</P> + +<P> +When I came to Mr. Thompson to ask him how he, a Republican, could +countenance such things, he assured me that much of what I had been +reading and hearing of election frauds was a lie—the mere "whine" of +the defeated party—and I saw that he believed what he said. I knew +that he was an honest, upright man; and I was puzzled. What puzzled me +still more was this: although the ministers in the churches and +"prominent citizens" in all walks of life denounced the "election +crooks" with the most laudable fervor, the election returns showed that +the best people in the churches joined the worst people in the dives to +vote the same ticket, and vote it "straight." And I was most of all +puzzled to find that when the elections were over, the opposition +newspaper ceased its scolding, the voice of ministerial denunciation +died away, and the crimes of the election thieves were condoned and +forgotten. +</P> + +<P> +I was puzzled. I saw the jungle of vice and party prejudice, but I did +not yet see "the Cat." I saw its ears and its eyes there in the +underbrush, but I did not know what they were. I thought they were +connected with the Republican party. +</P> + +<P> +And then I came upon some more of the brute's anatomy. Members of the +Legislature in Denver were accused of fraud in the purchase of state +supplies, and—some months later—members of the city government were +accused of committing similar frauds with the aid of civic officials +and prominent business men. It was proved in court, for example, that +bills for $3 had been raised to $300, that $200 had been paid for a +bundle of hay worth $2, and $50 for a yard of cheesecloth worth five +cents; barrels of ink had been bought for each legislator, though a +pint would have sufficed; and an official of the Police Department was +found guilty of conniving with a gambler named "Jim" Marshall to rob an +express train. I watched the cases in court. I applauded at the +meetings of leading citizens who denounced the grafters and passed +resolutions in support of the candidates of the opposition party. I +waited to see the criminals punished. And they were not punished. +Their crimes were not denied. They were publicly denounced by the +courts and by the investigating committees, but somehow, for reasons +not clear, they all went scot-free, on appeals. Some mysterious power +protected them, and I, in the boyish ardor of my ignorance, concluded +that they were protected by the Republican "bloody shirt"—and I rushed +into that (to me) great confederation of righteousness and all-decent +government, the Democratic party. +</P> + +<P> +It would be laughable to me now, if it were not so "sort of sad." +</P> + +<P> +Meanwhile, I was busy about the office, copying letters, running +errands, carrying books to and from the court rooms, reading law in the +intervals, and at night scrubbing the floors. I was pale, thin, +big-headed, with the body of an underfed child, and an ambition that +kept me up half the night with Von Holst's "Constitutional Law," +Walker's "American Law," or a sheepskin volume of Lawson's "Leading +Cases in Equity." I was so mad to save every penny I could earn that +instead of buying myself food for luncheon, I ate molasses and +gingerbread that all but turned my stomach; and I was so eager to learn +my law that I did not take my sleep when I could get it. The result +was that I was stupid at my tasks, moody, melancholy, and so sensitive +that my employer's natural dissatisfaction with my work put me into +agonies of shame and despair of myself. I became, as the boys say, +"dopy." I remember that one night, after I had scrubbed the floors of +our offices, I took off the old trousers in which I had been working, +hung them in a closet, and started home; and it was not until the cold +wind struck my bare knees that I realized I was on the street in my +shirt. Often, when I was given a brief to work up for Mr. Thompson, I +would slave over it until the small hours of the morning and then, to +his disgust—and my unspeakable mortification—find that my work was +valueless, that I had not seized the fundamental points of the case, or +that I had built all my arguments on some misapprehension of the law. +</P> + +<P> +Worse than that, I was unhappy at home. Poverty was fraying us all +out. If it was not exactly brutalizing us, it was warping us, breaking +our healths, and ruining our dispositions. My good mother—married out +of a beautiful Southern home where she had lived a life that (as I +remembered it) was all horseback rides and Negro servants—had started +out bravely in this debasing existence in a shanty, but it was wearing +her out. She was passing through a critical period of her life, and +she had no care, no comforts. I have often since been ashamed of +myself that I did not sympathize with her and understand her, but I was +too young to understand, and too miserable myself to sympathize. It +seemed to me that my life was not worth living—that every one had lost +faith in me—that I should never succeed in the law or anything +else—that I had no brains—that I should never do anything but scrub +floors and run messages. And after a day that had been more than +usually discouraging in the office and an evening of exasperated misery +at home, I got a revolver and some cartridges, locked myself in my +room, confronted myself desperately in the mirror, put the muzzle of +the loaded pistol to my temple, and pulled the trigger. +</P> + +<P> +The hammer snapped sharply on the cartridge; a great wave of horror and +revulsion swept over me in a rush of blood to my head, and I dropped +the revolver on the floor and threw myself on my bed. +</P> + +<P> +By some miracle the cartridge had not exploded; but the nervous shock +of that instant when I felt the trigger yield and the muzzle rap +against my forehead with the impact of the hammer—that shock was +almost as great as a very bullet in the brain. I realized my folly, my +weakness; and I went back to my life with something of a man's +determination to crush the circumstances that had almost crushed me. +</P> + +<P> +Why do I tell that? Because there are so many people in the world who +believe that poverty is not sensitive, that the ill-fed, overworked boy +of the slums is as callous as he seems dull. Because so many people +believe that the weak and desperate boy can never be anything but a +weak and vicious man. Because I came out of that morbid period of +adolescence with a sympathy for children that helped to make possible +one of the first courts established in America for the protection as +well as the correction of children. Because I was never afterward as +afraid of anything as of my own weakness, my own cowardice—so that +when the agents of the Beast in the courts and in politics threatened +me with all the abominations of their rage if I did not commit moral +suicide for <I>them</I>, my fear of yielding to them was so great that I +attacked them more desperately than ever. +</P> + +<P> +It was about this time, too, that I first saw the teeth and the claws +of our metaphorical man-eater. That was during the conflict between +Governor Waite and the Fire and Police Board of Denver. He had the +appointment and removal of the members of this Board, under the law, +and when they refused to close the public gambling houses and otherwise +enforce the laws against vice in Denver, he read them out of office. +They refused to go, and defied him, with the police at their backs. He +threatened to call out the militia and drive them from the City Hall. +The whole town was in an uproar. +</P> + +<P> +One night, in the previous summer, I had followed the excited crowds to +Coliseum Hall to hear the Governor speak, and I had seen him rise like +some old Hebrew prophet, with his long white beard and patriarchal head +of hair, and denounce iniquity and political injustice and the +oppressions of the predatory rich. He appealed to the Bible in a calm +prediction that, if the reign of lawlessness did not cease, in time to +come "blood would flow in the land even unto the horses' bridles." +(And he earned for himself, thereby, the nickname of "Bloody Bridles" +Waite.) +</P> + +<P> +Now it began to appear that his prediction was about to come true; for +he called out the militia, and the Board armed the police. My brother +was a militiaman, and I kept pace with him as his regiment marched from +the Armouries to attack the City Hall. There were riflemen on the +towers and in the windows of that building; and on the roofs of the +houses for blocks around were sharpshooters and armed gamblers and the +defiant agents of the powers who were behind the Police Board in their +fight. Gatling guns were rushed through the streets; cannon were +trained on the City Hall; the long lines of militia were drawn up +before the building; and amid the excited tumult of the mob and the +eleventh-hour conferences of the Committee of Public Safety, and the +hurry of mounted officers and the marching of troops, we all waited +with our hearts in our mouths for the report of the first shot. +Suddenly, in the silence that expected the storm, we heard the sound of +bugles from the direction of the railroad station, and at the head of +another army—a body of Federal soldiers ordered from Fort Logan by +President Cleveland, at the frantic call of the Committee of Public +Safety—a mounted officer rode between the lines of militia and police, +and in the name of the President commanded peace. +</P> + +<P> +The militia withdrew. The crowds dispersed. The police and their +partisans put up their guns, and the Beast, still defiant, went back +sullenly to cover. Not until the Supreme Court had decided that +Governor Waite had the right and the power to unseat the Board—not +till then was the City Hall surrendered; and even so, at the next +election (the Beast turning polecat), "Bloody Bridles" Waite was +defeated after a campaign of lies, ridicule, and abuse, and the men +whom he had opposed were returned to office. +</P> + +<P> +I had eyes, but I did not see. I thought the whole quarrel was a +personal matter between the Police Board and Governor Waite, who seemed +determined merely to show them that he was master; and if my young +brother had been shot down by a policeman that night, I suppose I +should have joined in the curses upon poor old "Bloody Bridles." +</P> + +<P> +However, my prospects in the office had begun to improve. I had had my +salary raised, and I had ceased doing janitor work. I had become more +of a clerk and less of an office boy. A number of us "kids" had got up +a moot court, rented a room to meet in, and finally obtained the use of +another room in the old Denver University building, where, in the +gaslight, we used to hold "quiz classes" and defend imaginary cases. +(That, by the way, was the beginning of the Denver University Law +School.) I read my Blackstone, Kent, Parsons—working night and +day—and I began really to get some sort of "grasp of the law." Long +before I had passed my examinations and been called to the bar, Mr. +Thompson would give me demurrers to argue in court; and, having been +told that I had only a pretty poor sort of legal mind, I worked twice +as hard to make up for my deficiencies. I argued my first case, a +damage suit, when I was nineteen. And at last there happened one of +those lucky turns common in jury cases, and it set me on my feet. +</P> + +<P> +A man had been held by the law on several counts of obtaining goods +under false pretences. He had been tried on the first count by an +assistant district attorney, and the jury had acquitted him. He had +been tried on the second count by another assistant, who was one of our +great criminal lawyers, and the jury had disagreed. There was a debate +as to whether it was worth while to try him for a third time, and I +proposed that I should take the case, since I had been working on it +and thought there was still a chance of convicting him. They let me +have my way, and though the evidence in the third charge was the same +as before—except as to the person defrauded—the jury, by good luck, +found against him. It was the turning point in my struggle. It gave +me confidence in myself; and it taught me never to give up. +</P> + +<P> +And now I began to come upon "the Cat" again. +</P> + +<P> +I knew a lad named Smith, whom I considered a victim of malpractice at +the hands of a Denver surgeon whose brother was at the head of one of +the great smelter companies of Colorado. The boy had suffered a +fracture of the thigh-bone, and the surgeon—because of a hasty and +ill-considered diagnosis, I believed—had treated him for a bruised +hip. The surgeon, when I told him that the boy was entitled to +damages, called me a blackmailer—and that was enough. I forced the +case to trial. +</P> + +<P> +I had resigned my clerkship and gone into partnership with a fine young +fellow whom I shall call Charles Gardener[2]—though that was not his +name—and this was to be our first case. We were opposed by Charles J. +Hughes, Jr., the ablest corporation lawyer in the state; and I was +puzzled to find the officers of the gas company and a crowd of +prominent business men in court when the case was argued on a motion to +dismiss it. The judge refused the motion, and for so doing—as he +afterward told me himself—he was "cut" in his Club by the men whose +presence in the court had puzzled me. After a three weeks' trial, in +which we worked night and day for the plaintiff—with X-ray photographs +and medical testimony and fractured bones boiled out over night in the +medical school where I prepared them—the jury stood eleven to one in +our favour, and the case had to be begun all over again. The second +time, after another trial of three weeks, the jury "hung" again, but we +did not give up. It had been all fun for us—and for the town. The +word had gone about the streets: "Go up and see those two kids fighting +the corporation heavyweights. It's more fun than a circus." And we +were confident that we could win; we knew that we were right. +</P> + +<P> +One evening after dinner, when we were sitting in the dingy little back +room on Champa Street that served us as an office, A. M. +Stevenson—"Big Steve"—politician and attorney for the Denver City +Tramway Company, came shouldering in to see us—a heavy-jowled, +heavy-waisted, red-faced bulk of good-humour—looking as if he had just +walked out of a political cartoon. "Hello, boys," he said jovially. +"How's she going? Making a record for yourselves up in court, eh? +Making a record for yourselves. Well!" +</P> + +<P> +He sat down and threw a foot up on the desk and smiled at us, with his +inevitable cigarette in his mouth—his ridiculously inadequate +cigarette. (When he puffed it, he looked like a fat boy blowing +bubbles.) "Wearing yourselves out, eh? Working night and day? Ain't +you getting about tired of it?" +</P> + +<P> +"We got eleven to one each time," I said. "We'll win yet." +</P> + +<P> +"Uh-huh. You will, eh?" He laughed amusedly. "One man stood out +against you each time, wasn't there?" +</P> + +<P> +There was. +</P> + +<P> +"Well," he said, "there always will be. You ain't going to get a +verdict in this case. You can't. Now I'm a friend of you boys, ain't +I? Well, my advice to you is you'd better settle that case. Get +something for your work. Don't be a pair of fools. Settle it." +</P> + +<P> +"Why can't we get a verdict?" we asked. +</P> + +<P> +He winked a fat eye. "Jury'll hang. Every time. I'm here to tell you +so. Better settle it." [3] +</P> + +<P> +We refused to. What was the use of courts if we could not get justice +for this crippled boy? What was the use of practising law if we could +not get a verdict on evidence that would convince a blind man? Settle +it? Never! +</P> + +<P> +So they went to our client and persuaded the boy to give up. +</P> + +<P> +"Big Steve," attorney for the tramway company! The gas company's +officers in court! The business men insulting the judge in his Club! +The defendant's brother at the head of one of the smelter companies! I +began to "connect up" "the Cat." +</P> + +<P> +Gardener and I held a council of war. If it was possible for these men +to "hang" juries whenever they chose, there was need of a law to make +something less than a unanimous decision by a jury sufficient to give a +verdict in civil cases. Colorado needed a "three-fourths jury law." +Gardener was a popular young man, a good "mixer," a member of several +fraternal orders, a hail-fellow-well-met, and as interested as I was in +politics. He had been in the insurance business before he took up law, +and he had friends everywhere. Why should he not go into politics?—as +he had often spoken of doing. +</P> + +<P> +In the intervals of the Smith suit, we had had a case in which a +mother, whose child had been killed by a street car, had been unable to +recover damages from the tramway company, because the company claimed, +under the law, that her child was worthless alive or dead; and there +was need of a statute permitting such as she to recover damages for +distress and anguish of mind. We had had another case in which a young +factory worker had been injured by the bursting of an emery wheel; and +the law held that the boy was guilty of "contributory negligence" +because he had continued to work at the wheel after he had found a flaw +in it—although he had had no choice except to work at it or leave the +factory and find employment elsewhere. There was need of a law giving +workmen better protection in such circumstances. Why should not +Gardener enter the Legislature and introduce these bills?—which I was +eager to draft. Why not, indeed! The state needed them; the people +wanted them; the courts were crippled and justice was balked because of +the lack of them. Here was an opportunity for worthy ambition to serve +the community and help his fellow-man. +</P> + +<P> +That night, with all the high hopes and generous ideals and merciful +ignorance of youth, we decided—without knowing what we were about—to +go into the jungle and attack the Beast! +</P> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE CAT PURRS +</H3> + +<P> +Denver was then, as it is now, a beautiful city, built on a slope, +between the prairies and mountains, always sunny, cool, and clear-skyed +with the very sparkle of happiness in its air; and on the crown of its +hill, facing the romantic prospect of the Rockies, the State Capitol +raised its dome—as proud as the ambition of a liberty-loving +people—the symbol of an aspiration and the expression of its power. +That Capitol, I confess, was to me a sort of granite temple erected by +the Commonwealth of Colorado to law, to justice, to the ideals of +self-government that have made our republic the promised land of all +the oppressed of Europe; and I could conceive of no nobler work than to +serve those ideals in the assembly halls of that building, with those +eternal mountains on the horizon and that sun of freedom overhead. +Surely a man may confess so much, without shame, of his youth and his +inexperience.… It is not merely the gold on the dome of the +Capitol that has given it another look to me now. +</P> + +<P> +It was the year 1897. I was about twenty-eight years old, and my +partner, Gardener, was three years younger. He was more worldly-wise +than I was, even then; for while I had been busy with briefs and +court-work, he had been the "business head" of the firm, out among +business friends and acquaintances—"mixing," as they say—and through +his innumerable connections, here and there, with this man and that +fraternity, bringing in the cases that kept us employed. He was a +"Silver Republican"; I, a Democrat. But we both knew that if he was to +get into politics it must be with the backing of the party +"organization" and the endorsement of the party "boss." +</P> + +<P> +The "Silver Republican" boss of the day was a man whom we both +admired—George Graham. Everybody admired him. Everybody was fond of +him. "Why," they would tell you, "there isn't a man in town who is +kinder to his family. He's such a good man in his home! And he's so +charitable!" At Christmas time, when free baskets of food were +distributed to the poor, George Graham was chairman of the committee +for their distribution. He was prominent in the fraternal orders and +used his political power to help the needy, the widow, and the orphan. +He had an engaging manner of fellowship, a personal magnetism, a kindly +interest in aspiring young men, a pleasant appearance—smooth and dark +in complexion, with a gentle way of smiling. I liked him; and he +seemed to discover an affection for both Gardener and me, as we became +more intimate with him, in the course of Gardener's progress toward his +coveted nomination by the party. +</P> + +<P> +That progress was so rapid and easy that it surprised us. We knew, of +course, that we had attracted some public attention and much newspaper +notice by our legal battles with "the corporation heavyweights" in our +three big cases against the surgeon, the tramway company, and the +factory owner. But this did not account to us for the ease with which +Gardener penetrated to the inner circles of the Boss's court. It did +not explain why Graham should come to see us in our office, and call us +by our first names. The explanation that we tacitly accepted was one +more personal and flattering to us. And when Gardener would come back +from a chat with Graham, full of "inside information" about the party's +plans—about who was to be nominated for this office at the coming +convention, and what chance So-and-so had for that one—the sure proofs +(to us) that he was being admitted to the intimate secrets of the party +and found worthy of the confidence of those in power—I was as proud of +Gardener as only a young man can be of a friend who has all the +brilliant qualities that he himself lacks. Gardener was a handsome +fellow, well built, always well dressed, self-assured and ambitious; I +did not wonder that the politicians admired him and made much of him. +I accepted his success as a tribute to those qualities in him that had +already attached me to him with an affection rather more than brotherly. +</P> + +<P> +We said nothing to the politicians about our projected bills. Indeed, +from the first, my interest in our measures of reform was greater than +Gardener's. His desire to be in the Legislature Was due to a natural +ambition to "get on" in life, to acquire power in the community as well +as the wealth and distinction that come with power. Such ambitions +were, of course, beyond me; I had none of the qualities that would make +them possible; and I could only enjoy them, as it were, by proxy, in +Gardener's person. I enjoyed, in the same way, his gradual penetration +behind the scenes in politics. I saw, with him, that the party +convention, to which we had at first looked as the source of honours, +was really only a sort of puppet show of which the Boss held the wires. +All the candidates for nomination were selected by Graham in +advance—in secret caucus with his ward leaders, executive +committeemen, and such other "practical" politicians as "Big +Steve"—and the convention, with more or less show of independence, did +nothing but ratify his choice. When I spoke of canvassing some of the +chosen delegates of the convention, Gardener said: "What's the use of +talking to those small fry? If we can get the big fellows, we've got +the rest. They do what the big ones tell them—and won't do anything +they aren't told. You leave it to me." I had only hoped to see him in +the Lower House, but he, with his wiser audacity, soon proclaimed +himself a candidate for the Senate. "We can get the big thing as easy +as the little one," he said. "I'm going to tell Graham it's the Senate +or nothing for me." And he got his promise. And when we knew, at +last, that his name was really on "the slate" of candidates to be +presented to the convention, we were ready to throw up our hats and +cheer for ourselves—and for the Boss. +</P> + +<P> +The convention met in September, 1898. There had been a fusion of +Silver Republicans, Democrats, and Populists, that year, and the +political offices had been apportioned out among the faithful +machine-men of these parties. Gardener was nominated by "Big Steve," +in a eulogistic speech that was part of the farce; and the convention +ratified the nomination with the unanimity of a stage mob. We knew +that his election was as sure as sunrise, and I set to work looking up +models for my bills with all the enthusiasm of the first reformer. +</P> + +<P> +Meanwhile there was the question of the campaign and of the campaign +expenses. Gardener had been assessed $500 by the committee as his +share of the legitimate costs of the election, and Boss Graham +generously offered to get the money for him "from friends." We were +rather inclined to let Graham do so, feeling a certain delicacy about +refusing his generosity and being aware, too, that we were not +millionaires. But Graham was not the only one who made the offer; for +example, Ed. Chase, since head of the gambler's syndicate in Denver, +made similar proposals of kindly aid; and we decided, at last, that +perhaps it would be well to be quite independent. Our law practice was +improving. Doubtless, it would continue to improve now that we were +"in right" with the political powers. We put up $250 each and paid the +assessment. +</P> + +<P> +The usual business of political rallies, mass-meetings, and campaign +speeches followed in due course, and in November, 1898, Gardener was +elected a State Senator on the fusion ticket. I had been busy with my +"three-fourths jury" bill, studying the constitution of the State of +Colorado, comparing it with those of the other states, and making +myself certain that such a law as we proposed was possible. Unlike +most of the state constitutions, Colorado's preserved inviolate the +right of jury trial in criminal cases only, and therefore it seemed to +me that the Legislature had plenary power to regulate it in civil +suits. I found that the Supreme Court of the state had so decided in +two cases, and I felt very properly elated; there seemed to be nothing +to prevent us having a law that should make "hung" juries practically +impossible in Colorado and relieve the courts of an abuse that thwarted +justice in scores of cases. At the same time I prepared a bill +allowing parents to recover damages for "anguish of mind" when a child +of theirs was killed in an accident; and, after much study, I worked up +an "employer's liability" bill to protect men who were compelled by +necessity to work under needlessly dangerous conditions. With these +three bills in his pocket, Senator Gardener went up to the Capitol, +like another David, and I went joyfully with him to aid and abet. +</P> + +<P> +Happy? I was as happy as if Gardener had been elected President and I +was to be his Secretary of State. I was as happy as a man who has +found his proper work and knows that it is for the good of his fellows. +I would not have changed places that day with any genius of the fine +arts who had three masterpieces to unveil to an admiring world. +</P> + +<P> +I did not know, of course—but I was soon to learn—that the +Legislature's time was almost wholly taken up with the routine work of +government, that most of the bills passed were concerned with +appropriations and such necessary details of administration, and that +only twenty or thirty bills such as ours—dealing with other +matters—could possibly be passed, among the hundreds offered. It was +Boss Graham who warned us that we had better concentrate on one +measure, if we wished to succeed with any at all, and we decided to put +all our strength behind the "three-fourths jury" bill. Since Graham +seemed to doubt its constitutionality, I went to the Attorney General +for his opinion, and he referred me to his assistant—whom I convinced. +I came back with the assistant's decision that the Legislature had +power to pass such a law, and Gardener promptly introduced it in the +Senate. +</P> + +<P> +It proved at once mildly unpopular, and after a preliminary debate, in +which the senators rather laughed at it as visionary and +unconstitutional, it was referred to the Attorney General for his +opinion. We waited, confidently. To our amazement he reported it +unconstitutional, and the very assistant who had given me a favourable +opinion before, now conducted the case against it. Nothing daunted, +Gardener fought to get it referred to the Supreme Court, under the law; +and the Senate sent it there. I got up an elaborate brief, had it +printed at our expense, and spent a day in arguing it before the +Supreme Court judges. They held that the Court had already twice found +the Legislature possessed of plenary powers in such matters, and +Gardener brought the bill back into the Senate triumphantly, and got a +favourable report from the Judiciary Committee. +</P> + +<P> +By this time, Boss Graham was seriously alarmed. He had warned +Gardener that the bill was distasteful to him and to those whom he +called his "friends." It was particularly distasteful, it seemed, to +the Denver City Tramway Company. And he could promise, he said, that +if we dropped the bill, the railway company would see that we got at +least four thousand dollars' worth of litigation a year to handle. To +both Gardener and myself, flushed with success and roused to the +battle, this offer seemed an amusing confession of defeat on the part +of the opposition; and we went ahead more gaily than ever. +</P> + +<P> +We were enjoying ourselves. If we had been a pair of chums in college, +we could not have had a better time. Whenever I could get away from my +court cases and my office work, I rushed up to watch the fight in the +Senate, as eagerly as a Freshman hurrying from his studies to see his +athletic room-mate carry everything before him in a football game. The +whole atmosphere of the Capitol—with its corridors of coloured marble, +its vistas of arch and pillar, its burnished metal balustrades, its +great staircases—all its majesty of rich grandeur and solidity of +power—affected me with an increased respect for the functions of +government that were discharged there and for the men who had them to +discharge. I felt the reflection of that importance beaming upon +myself when I was introduced as "Senator Gardener's law partner, sir"; +and I accepted the bows and greetings of lobbyists and legislators with +all the pleasure in the world. +</P> + +<P> +When Gardener got our bill up for its final reading in the Senate, I +was there to watch, and it tickled me to the heart to see him. He made +a fine figure of an orator, the handsomest man in the Senate; and he +was not afraid to raise his voice and look as independent and +determined as his words. He had given the senators to understand that +any one who opposed his bill would have him as an obstinate opponent on +every other measure; and the Senate evidently realized that it would be +wise to let him have his way. The bill was passed. But it had to go +through the Lower House, too, and it was sent there, to be taken care +of by its opponents—with the tongue in the cheek, no doubt. +</P> + +<P> +I met Boss Graham in the corridor. "Hello, Ben," he greeted me. +"What's the matter with that partner of yours?" I laughed; he looked +worried. "Come in here," he said. "I'd like to have a talk with you." +He led me into a quiet side room and shut the door. "Now look here," +he said. "Did you boys ever stop to think what a boat you'll be in +with this law that you're trying to get, if you ever have to defend a +corporation in a jury suit? Now they tell me down at the tramway +offices"—the offices of the Denver City Tramway Company—"that they're +going to need a lot more legal help. There's every prospect that +they'll appoint you boys assistant counsel. But they can't expect to +do much, even with you bright boys as counsel, if they have this law +against them. You know that all the money there is in law is in +corporation business. I don't see what you're fighting for." +</P> + +<P> +I explained, as well as I could, that we were fighting for the bill +because we thought it was right—that it was needed. He did not seem +to believe me; he objected that this sort of talk was not "practical." +</P> + +<P> +"Well," I ended, "we've made up our minds to put it through. And we're +going to try." +</P> + +<P> +"You'll find you're making a mistake, boy," he warned me. "You'll find +you're making a mistake." +</P> + +<P> +We laughed over it together—Gardener and I. It was another proof to +us that we had our opponents on their knees. We thought we understood +Graham's position in the matter; he had made no disguise of the fact +that he was intimate and friendly with Mr. William G. Evans—the great +"Bill" Evans—head of the tramway company and an acknowledged power in +politics. And it was natural to us that Graham should do what he could +to induce us to spare his friends. That was all very well, but we had +made no pledges; we were under no obligations to any one except the +public whom we served. Gardener was making himself felt. He did not +intend to stultify himself, even for Graham's good "friends." I, of +course, went along with him, rejoicing. +</P> + +<P> +He had another bill in hand (House Bill 235) to raise the tax on large +foreign insurance companies so as to help replenish the depleted +treasury of the state. Governor Thomas had been appealing for money; +the increased tax was conceded to be just, and it would add at least +$100,000 in revenue to the public coffers. Gardener handled it well in +the Senate, and—though we were indirectly offered a bribe of $2,500 to +drop it—he got it passed and returned it to the Lower House. He had +two other bills—one our "anguish of mind" provision and the second a +bill regulating the telephone companies; but he was not able to move +them out of committee. The opposition was silent but solid. +</P> + +<P> +It became my duty to watch the two bills that we had been able to get +as far as the House calendar on final passage—to see that they were +given their turn for consideration. The jury bill came to the top very +soon, but it was passed over, and next day it was on the bottom of the +list. This happened more than once. And once it disappeared from the +calendar altogether. The Clerk of the House, when I demanded an +explanation, said that it was an oversight—a clerical error—and put +it back at the foot. I began to suspect jugglery, but I was not yet +sure of it. +</P> + +<P> +One day while I was on this sentry duty, a lobbyist who was a member of +a fraternal order to which I belonged, came to me with the fraternal +greeting and a thousand dollars in bills. "Lindsey," he said, "this is +a legal fee for an argument we want you to make before the committee, +as a lawyer, against that insurance bill. It's perfectly legitimate. +We don't want you to do anything except in a legal way. You know our +other lawyer has made an able argument, showing how the extra tax will +come out of the people in increased premiums"—and so on. I refused +the money and continued trying to push along the bill. In a few days +he came back to me, with a grin. "Too bad you didn't take that money," +he said. "There's lots of it going round. But the joke of it is, I +got the whole thing fixed up for $250. Watch Cannon." I watched +Cannon—Wilbur F. Cannon, a member of the House and a "floor leader" +there. He had already voted in favour of the bill. But—to anticipate +somewhat the sequence of events—I saw Wilbur F. Cannon, in the +confusion and excitement of the closing moments of the session, rush +down the aisle toward the Speaker's chair and make a motion concerning +the insurance bill—to what effect I could not hear. The motion was +put, in the midst of the uproar, and declared carried; and the bill was +killed. It was killed so neatly that there is to-day no record of its +decease in the official account of the proceedings of the House! +Expert treason, bold and skilful! [4] +</P> + +<P> +Meanwhile, I had been standing by our jury bill. It went up and it +went down on the calendar, and at last when it arrived at a hearing it +was referred back to the Judiciary Committee with two other +anti-corporation bills. The session was drawing toward the day +provided by the constitution for its closing, and we could no longer +doubt that we were being juggled out of our last chance by the Clerk +and the Speaker—who was Mr. William G. Smith, since known as "Tramway +Bill." [5] +</P> + +<P> +"All right," Gardener said. "Not one of Speaker Smith's House bills +will get through the Senate until he lets our jury bill get to a vote." +He told Speaker Smith what he intended to do and next day he began to +do it. +</P> + +<P> +That afternoon, tired out, I was resting, during a recess of the House, +in a chair that stood in a shadowed corner, when the Speaker hurried by +heavily, evidently unaware of me, and rang a telephone. I heard him +mention the name of "Mr. Evans," in a low, husky voice. I heard, +sleepily, not consciously listening; and I did note at first connect +"Mr. Evans" with William G. Evans of the tramway company. But a little +later I heard the Speaker say: "Well, unless Gardener can be pulled +off, we'll have to let that 'three-fourths' bill out. He's raising +hell with a lot of our measures over in the Senate… What?… +Yes.… Well, get at it pretty quick." +</P> + +<P> +Those hoarse, significant words wakened like the thrill of an electric +shock—wakened to an understanding of the strength of "special +interests" that were opposed to us—and wakened in me, too, the anger +of a determination to fight to a finish. The Powers that had "fixed" +our juries, were now fixing Legislature. They had laughed at us in the +courts; they were going to laugh at us in the Capitol! +</P> + +<P> +Speaker Smith came lumbering out. He was a heavily built man, with a +big jaw. And when he saw me there, confronting him, his face changed +from a look of displeased surprise to one of angry contempt—lowering +his head like a bull—as if he were saying to himself: "What! That +d—— little devil! I'll bet he heard me!" But he did not speak. And +neither did I. He went off about whatever business he had in hand, and +I caught up my hat and hastened to Gardener to tell him what I had +heard. +</P> + +<P> +When the House met again, in committee of the whole, the Speaker, of +course, was not in the Chair, and Gardener found him in the lobby. +Gardener had agreed with me to say nothing of the telephone +conversation but he threatened Smith that unless our jury bill was +"reported out" by the Judiciary Committee and allowed to come to a +vote, he would oppose every House bill in the Senate and talk the +session to death. Smith fumed and blustered, but Gardener, with the +blood in his face, out-blustered and out-fumed him. The Speaker, later +in the day, vented some of his spleen by publicly threatening to eject +me from the floor of the House as a lobbyist. But he had to allow the +bill to come up, and it was finally passed, with very little +opposition—for reasons which I was afterward to understand. +</P> + +<P> +It had yet to be signed by the Speaker; and it had to be signed before +the close of the session or it could not become a law. I heard rumours +that some anti-corporation bills were going to be "lost" by the Chief +Clerk, so that they might not be signed; and I kept my eye on him. He +was a fat-faced, stupid-looking, flabby creature—by name D. H. +Dickason—who did not appear capable of doing anything very daring. I +saw the chairman of the Enrolling Committee place our bill on +Dickason's desk, among those waiting for the Speaker's signature; +and—while the House was busy—I withdrew it from the pile and placed +it to one side, conspicuously, so that I could see it from a distance. +</P> + +<P> +When the time came for signing—sure enough! the Clerk was missing, and +some bills were missing with him. The House was crowded—floor and +galleries—and the whole place went into an uproar at once. Nobody +seemed to know which bills were gone; every member who had an +anti-corporation bill thought it was his that had been stolen; and they +all together broke out into denunciations of the Speaker, the Clerk, +and everybody else whom they thought concerned in the outrage. One man +jumped up on his chair and tried to dominate the pandemonium, shouting +and waving his hands. The galleries went wild with noisy excitement. +Men threatened each other with violence on the floor of the House, +cursing and shaking their fists. Others rushed here and there trying +to find some trace of the Clerk. The Speaker, breathless from calling +for order and pounding with his gavel, had to sit down and let them +rage. +</P> + +<P> +At last, from my place by the wall, on the outskirts of the hubbub, I +saw the Clerk dragged down the aisle by the collar, bleeding, with a +blackened eye, apparently half drunk and evidently frightened into an +abject terror. He had stolen a bill introduced by Senator Bucklin, +providing that cities could own their own water works and gas works; +but the Senator's wife had been watching him; she had followed him to +the basement and stopped him as he tried to escape to the street; and +it was the Senator now who had him by the neck. +</P> + +<P> +They thrust him back into his chair, got the confusion quieted, and +with muttered threats of the penitentiary for him and everybody +concerned in the affair, they got back to business again with the +desperate haste of men working against time. And our jury bill was +signed! +</P> + +<P> +It was signed; and we had won! (At least we thought so.) And I walked +out of the crowded glare of the session's close, into an April midnight +that was as wide as all eternity and as quiet. It seemed to me that +the stars, even in Colorado, had never been brighter; they sparkled in +the clear blackness of the sky with a joyful brilliancy. A cool breeze +drew down from the mountains as peacefully as the breath in sleep. It +was a night to make a man take on his hat and breathe out his last +vexation in a sigh. +</P> + +<P> +We had won. What did it matter that the Boss, the Speaker, the Clerk +and so many more of these miserable creatures were bought and sold in +selfishness? That spring night seemed to answer for it that the truth +and beauty of the world were as big above them as the heavens that +arched so high above the puny dome-light, of the Capitol. Had not even +we, two "boys"—as they called us—put a just law before them and made +them take up the pen and sign it? If we had done so much without even +a whisper from the people and scarcely a line from the public press to +aid and back us, what would the future not do when we found the help +that an aroused community would surely give us? Hope? The whole night +was hushed and peaceful with hope. The very houses that I +passed—walking home up the tree-lined streets—seemed to me in some +way so quiet because they were so sure. All was right with the world. +We had won. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[1] A New England family, to which the poet Whittier was related. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[2] This is one of the few fictitious names used in the story. Judge +Lindsey wishes it disguised "for old sake's sake." +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[3] Many of the conversations reported in this volume are given from +memory, and they are liable to errors of memory in the use of a word or +a turn of expression. But they are not liable to error in substance. +They are the unadorned truth, clearly recollected.—B. B. L. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[4] Wilbur F. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Stories of Achievement, Volume III (of 6) + Orators and Reformers + + +Author: Various + +Editor: Asa Don Dickinson + +Release Date: June 15, 2006 [eBook #18597] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK STORIES OF ACHIEVEMENT, VOLUME III +(OF 6)*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustration. + See 18597-h.htm or 18597-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/5/9/18597/18597-h/18597-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/5/9/18597/18597-h.zip) + + + + + +STORIES OF ACHIEVEMENT, VOLUME III + +Orators and Reformers + +Edited by + +ASA DON DICKINSON + +Orators and Reformers + + DESMOSTHENES + ELIHU BURRITT + JOHN B. GOUGH + FREDERICK DOUGLASS + HENRY WARD BEECHER + BOOKER T. WASHINGTON + BEN. B. LINDSEY + + + + + + + +[Frontispiece: Henry Ward Beecher] + + + + + +Garden City ---- New York +Doubleday, Page & Company +1925 +Copyright, 1916, by +Doubleday, Page & Company +All Rights Reserved + + + + +ACKNOWLEDGMENT + +In the preparation of this volume the publishers have received from +several houses and authors generous permissions to reprint copyright +material. For this they wish to express their cordial gratitude. In +particular, acknowledgments are due to the Houghton Mifflin Company for +the extract concerning Elihu Burritt; to George W. Jacobs & Co. for the +extract from Booker T. Washington's "Frederick Douglass"; to P. B. +Bromfield for permission to use passages from "The Biography of Henry +Ward Beecher"; to the late Booker T. Washington for permission to +reprint extracts from "Up From Slavery"; to Judge Ben. B. Lindsey for +permission to reprint from "The Beast." + + + + +CONTENTS + + +ORATORS AND REFORMERS + +DEMOSTHENES + The Orator Who Stammered + +ELIHU BURRITT + "The Learned Blacksmith" + +JOHN B. GOUGH + The Conquest of a Bad Habit + +FREDERICK DOUGLASS + The Slave Who Stole Freedom + +HENRY WARD BEECHER + The Boy Who Half-heartedly Joined the Church + +BOOKER T. WASHINGTON + The Boy Who Slept Under the Sidewalk + +BEN. B. LINDSEY + The Man Who Fights the Beast + + + + +DEMOSTHENES + +(384-322 B. C.) + +THE ORATOR WHO STAMMERED + +Modern critics are fond of discriminating between talent and genius. +The fire of _genius_, it seems, will flame resplendent even in spite of +an unworthy possessor's neglect. But the man with _talent_ which must +be carefully cherished and increased if he would attain distinction by +its help--that man is the true self-helper to whom our hearts go out in +sympathy. Every schoolboy knows that Demosthenes practised declamation +on the seashore, with his mouth full of pebbles. This description of +the unlovely old Athenian with the compelling tongue is Plutarch's +contribution to the literature of self-help. + + +From Plutarch's "Lives of Illustrious Men." + +The orator Callistratus was to plead in the cause which the city of +Oropus had depending; and the expectation of the public was greatly +raised, both by the powers of the orator, which were then in the +highest repute, and by the importance of the trial. Demosthenes, +hearing the governors and tutors agree among themselves to attend the +trial, with much importunity prevailed on his master to take him to +hear the pleadings. The master, having some acquaintance with the +officers who opened the court, got his young pupil a seat where he +could hear the orators without being seen. Callistratus had great +success, and his abilities were extremely admired. Demosthenes was +fired with a spirit of emulation. When he saw with what distinction +the orator was conducted home, and complimented by the people, he was +struck still more with the power of that commanding eloquence which +could carry all before it. From this time, therefore, he bade adieu to +the other studies and exercises in which boys are engaged, and applied +himself with great assiduity to declaiming, in hopes of being one day +numbered among the orators. Isaeus was the man he made use of as his +preceptor in eloquence, though Isocrates then taught it; whether it was +that the loss of his father incapacitated him to pay the sum of ten +_minae_, which was that rhetorician's usual price, or whether he +preferred the keen and subtle manner of Isaeus as more fit for public +use. + +Hermippus says he met with an account in certain anonymous memoirs that +Demosthenes likewise studied under Plato, and received great assistance +from him in preparing to speak in public. He adds, that Ctesibius used +to say that Demosthenes was privately supplied by Callias the Syracusan +and some others, with the systems of rhetoric taught by Isocrates and +Alcidamus, and made his advantage of them. + +When his minority was expired, he called his guardians to account at +law, and wrote orations against them. As they found many methods of +chicane and delay, he had great opportunity, as Thucydides says, to +exercise his talent for the bar. It was not without much pain and some +risk that he gained his cause; and, at last, it was but a very small +part of his patrimony that he could recover. By this means, however, +he acquired a proper assurance and some experience; and having tasted +the honour and power that go in the train of eloquence, he attempted to +speak in the public debates, and take a share in the administration. +As it is said of Laomedon the Orchomenian, that, by the advice of his +physicians, in some disorder of the spleen, he applied himself to +running, and continued it constantly a great length of way, till he had +gained such excellent health and breath that he tried for the crown at +the public games, and distinguished himself in the long course; so it +happened to Demosthenes, that he first appeared at the bar for the +recovery of his own fortune, which had been so much embezzled; and +having acquired in that cause a persuasive and powerful manner of +speaking, he contested the crown, as I may call it, with the other +orators before the general assembly. + +In his first address to the people he was laughed at and interrupted by +their clamours, for the violence of his manner threw him into a +confusion of periods and a distortion of his argument; besides he had a +weakness and a stammering in his voice, and a want of breath, which +caused such a distraction in his discourse that it was difficult for +the audience to understand him. At last, upon his quitting the +assembly, Eunomous the Thriasian, a man now extremely old, found him +wandering in a dejected condition in the Piraeus, and took upon him to +set him right. "You," said he, "have a manner of speaking very like +that of Pericles, and yet you lose yourself out of mere timidity and +cowardice. You neither bear up against the tumults of a popular +assembly nor prepare your body by exercise for the labour of the +rostrum, but suffer your parts to wither away in negligence and +indolence." + +Another time, we are told, when his speeches had been ill-received, and +he was going home with his head covered, and in the greatest distress, +Satyrus, the player, who was an acquaintance of his, followed and went +in with him. Demosthenes lamented to him, "That though he was the most +laborious of all the orators, and had almost sacrificed his health to +that application, yet he could gain no favour with the people; but +drunken seamen and other unlettered persons were heard, and kept the +rostrum, while he was entirely disregarded." "You say true," answered +Satyrus, "but I will soon provide a remedy, if you will repeat to me +some speech in Euripides or Sophocles." When Demosthenes had done, +Satyrus pronounced the same speech; and he did it with such propriety +of action, and so much in character, that it appeared to the orator +quite a different passage. He now understood so well how much grace +and dignity action adds to the best oration that he thought it a small +matter to premeditate and compose, though with the utmost care, if the +pronunciation and propriety of gesture were not attended to. Upon this +he built himself a subterraneous study which remained to our times. +Thither he repaired every day to form his action and exercise his +voice; and he would often stay there for two or three months together, +shaving one side of his head, that, if he should happen to be ever so +desirous of going abroad, the shame of appearing in that condition +might keep him in. + +When he did go out on a visit, or received one, he would take something +that passed in conversation, some business or fact that was reported to +him, for a subject to exercise himself upon. As soon as he had parted +from his friends, he went to his study, where he repeated the matter in +order as it passed, together with the arguments for and against it. +The substance of the speeches which he heard he committed to memory, +and afterward reduced them to regular sentences and periods, meditating +a variety of corrections and new forms of expression, both of what +others had said to him, and he had addressed to them. Hence, it was +concluded that he was not a man of much genius, and that all his +eloquence was the effect of labour. A strong proof of this seemed to +be that he was seldom heard to speak anything extempore, and though the +people often called upon him by name, as he sat in the assembly, to +speak to the point debated, he would not do it unless he came prepared. +For this many of the orators ridiculed him; and Pytheas, in particular, +told him, "That all his arguments smelled of the lamp." Demosthenes +retorted sharply upon him, "Yes, indeed, but your lamp and mine, my +friend, are not conscious to the same labours." To others he did not +pretend to deny his previous application, but told them, "He either +wrote the whole of his orations, or spoke not without first committing +part to writing." He further affirmed, "That this shewed him a good +member of a democratic state; for the coming prepared to the rostrum +was a mark of respect for the people. Whereas, to be regardless of +what the people might think of a man's address shewed his inclination +for oligarchy, and that he had rather gain his point by force than by +persuasion." Another proof they gave us of his want of confidence on +any sudden occasion is, that when he happened to be put into disorder +by the tumultuary behaviour of the people, Demades often rose up to +support him in an extempore address, but he never did the same for +Demades. . . . + +Upon the whole it appears that Demosthenes did not take Pericles +entirely for his model. He only adopted his action and delivery, and +his prudent resolutions not to make a practice of speaking from a +sudden impulse, or on any occasion that might present itself; being +persuaded that it was to that conduct he owed his greatness. Yet, +while he chose not often to trust the success of his powers to fortune, +he did not absolutely neglect the reputation which may be acquired by +speaking on a sudden occasion; and if we believe Eratosthenes, +Demetrius the Phalerean, and the comic poets, there was a greater +spirit and boldness in his unpremeditated orations than in those he had +committed to writing. Eratosthenes says that in his extemporaneous +harangues he often spoke as from a supernatural impulse; and Demetrius +tells us that in an address to the people, like a man inspired, he once +uttered this oath in verse: + + By earth, by all her fountains, streams, and floods! . . . + +As for his personal defects, Demetrius the Phalerean gives us an +account of the remedies he applied to them; and he says he had it from +Demosthenes in his old age. The hesitation and stammering of his +tongue he corrected by practising to speak with pebbles in his mouth; +and he strengthened his voice by running or walking uphill, and +pronouncing some passage in an oration or a poem during the difficulty +of breath which that caused. He had, moreover, a looking-glass in his +house before which he used to declaim and adjust all his motions. + +It was said that a man came to him one day, and desired him to be his +advocate against a person from whom he had suffered by assault. "Not +you, indeed," said Demosthenes, "you have suffered no such thing." +"What," said the man, raising his voice, "have I not received those +blows?" "Ay, _now_," replied Demosthenes, "you do speak like a person +that has been injured." So much in his opinion do the tone of voice +and the action contribute to gain the speaker credit in what he affirms. + +His action pleased the commonalty much; but people of taste (among whom +was Demetrius the Phalerean) thought there was something in it low, +inelegant, and unmanly. Hermippus acquaints us, Aesion being asked his +opinion of the ancient orators and those of that time, said, "Whoever +has heard the orators of former times must admire the decorum and +dignity with which they spoke. Yet when we read the orations of +Demosthenes, we must allow they have more art in the composition and +greater force." It is needless to mention that in his written orations +there was something extremely cutting and severe; but in his sudden +repartees there was also something of humour. . . . + +When a rascal surnamed Chalcus attempted to jest upon his late studies +and long watchings, he said, "I know my lamp offends thee. But you +need not wonder, my countryman, that we have so many robberies, when we +have thieves of brass [_chalcus_] and walls only of clay." Though more +of his sayings might be produced, we shall pass them over, and go on to +seek the rest of his manners and character in his actions and political +conduct. + +He tells us himself that he entered upon public business in the time of +the Phocian war, and the same may be collected from his Philippics. +For some of the last of them were delivered after that war was +finished; and the former relate to the immediate transactions of it. +It appears, also, that he was thirty-two years old when he was +preparing his oration against Midias; and yet at that time he had +attained no name or power in the administration. . . . + +He had a glorious subject for his political ambition to defend the +cause of Greece against Philip. He defended it like a champion worthy +of such a charge, and soon gained great reputation both for eloquence +and for the bold truths which he spoke. He was admired in Greece, and +courted by the king of Persia. Nay, Philip himself had a much higher +opinion of him than the other orators; and his enemies acknowledged +that they had to contend with a great man. For Aeschines and +Hyperides, in their very accusations, give him such a character. + +I wonder, therefore, how Theopompus could say that he was a man of no +steadiness, who was never long pleased either with the same persons or +things. For, on the contrary, it appears that he abode by the party +and the measures which he first adopted; and was so far from quitting +them during his life that he forfeited his life rather than he would +forsake them. . . . + +It must be acknowledged, however, that he excelled all the orators of +his time, except Phocion, in his life and conversation. And we find in +his orations that he told the people the boldest truths, that he +opposed their inclinations and corrected their errors with the greatest +spirit and freedom. Theopompus also acquaints us that when the +Athenians were for having him manager of a certain impeachment, and +insisted upon it in a tumultuary manner, he would not comply, but rose +up and said, "My friends, I will be your counsellor whether you will or +no; but a false accuser I will not be how much soever you may wish it. +. . ." + +Demosthenes, through the whole course of his political conduct, left +none of the actions of the kin of Macedon undisparaged. Even in time +of peace he laid hold on every opportunity to raise suspicions against +him among the Athenians, and to excite their resentment. Hence Philip +looked upon him as a person of the greatest importance in Athens; and +when he went with nine other deputies to the court of that prince, +after having given them all audience, he answered the speech of +Demosthenes with greater care than the rest. As to other marks of +honour and respect, Demosthenes had not an equal share in them; they +were bestowed principally upon Aeschines and Philocrates. They, +therefore, were large in the praise of Philip on all occasions, and +they insisted, in particular, on his eloquence, his beauty, and even +his being able to drink a great quantity of liquor. Demosthenes, who +could not bear to hear him praised, turned these things off as trifles. +"The first," he said, "was the property of a sophist, the second of a +woman, and the third of a sponge; and not one of them could do any +credit to a king." + +Afterward, it appeared that nothing was to be expected but war; for, on +the one hand, Philip knew not how to sit down in tranquillity; and, on +the other, Demosthenes inflamed the Athenians. In this case, the first +step the orator took was to put the people upon sending an armament to +Euboea, which was brought under the yoke of Philip by its petty +tyrants. Accordingly he drew up an edict, in pursuance of which they +passed over to that peninsula, and drove out the Macedonians. His +second operation was the sending succor to the Byzantians and +Perinthians, with whom Philip was at war. He persuaded the people to +drop their resentment, to forget the faults which both those nations +had committed in the confederate war, and to send a body of troops to +their assistance. They did so, and it saved them from ruin. After +this, he went ambassador to the states of Greece; and, by his animating +address, brought them almost all to join in the league against Philip. +. . . + +Meantime Philip, elated with his success at Amphissa, surprised Elatea, +and possessed himself of Phocis. The Athenians were struck with +astonishment, and none of them durst mount the rostrum; no one knew +what advice to give; but a melancholy silence reigned the city. In +this distress Demosthenes alone stood forth, and proposed that +application should be made to the Thebans. He likewise animated the +people in his usual manner, and inspired them with fresh hopes; in +consequence of which he was sent ambassador to Thebes, some others +being joined in commission with him. Philip, too, on his part, as +Maryas informs us, sent Anyntus and Clearchus, two Macedonians, Doachus +the Thessalian, Thrasidaeus the Elean, to answer the Athenian deputies. +The Thebans were not ignorant what way their true interest pointed, but +each of them had the evils of war before his eyes; for their Phocian +wounds were still fresh upon them. However, the powers of the orator, +as Theopompus tells us, rekindled their courage and ambition so +effectually that all other objects were disregarded. They lost sight +of fear, of caution, of every prior attachment, and, through the force +of his eloquence, fell with enthusiastic transports into the path of +honour. + +So powerful, indeed, were the efforts of the orator that Philip +immediately sent ambassadors to Athens to apply for peace. Greece +recovered her spirits, whilst she stood waiting for the event; and not +only the Athenian generals, but the governors of Boeotia, were ready to +execute the commands of Demosthenes. All the assemblies, as well those +of Thebes as those of Athens, were under his direction: he was equally +beloved, equally powerful, in both places; and, as Theopompus shows, it +was no more than his merit claimed. But the superior power of fortune, +which seems to have been working at revolution, and drawing the +liberties of Greece to a period at that time, opposed and baffled all +the measures that could be taken. The deity discovered many tokens of +the approaching event. + + + + +ELIHU BURRITT + +(1810-1879) + +"THE LEARNED BLACKSMITH" + +This man's career is the star example of the pursuit of knowledge under +difficulties. For years, while earning his living at the forge, he +denied himself all natural pleasures that he might devote every possible +minute to cramming his head with seemingly useless scraps of knowledge. + +The acquisition of knowledge merely for its own sake is of course +foolishness, but it is a very rare kind of foolishness. Nearly always +the learned man pays his debt to society in full measure, if we but give +him time enough. So it was with "The Learned Blacksmith." From his deep +learning, Elihu Burritt at last drew the inspiration which made him a +powerful advocate in the cause of the world's peace. + + +From "Captains of Industry," by James Parton. Houghton, Mifflin & Co., +1884. + +Elihu Burritt, with whom we have all been familiar for many years as the +Learned Blacksmith, was born in 1810 at the beautiful town of New +Britain, in Connecticut, about ten miles from Hartford. He was the +youngest son in an old-fashioned family of ten children. His father +owned and cultivated a small farm, but spent the winters at the +shoemaker's bench, according to the rational custom of Connecticut in +that day. When Elihu was sixteen years of age his father died, and the +lad soon after apprenticed himself to a blacksmith in his native village. + +He was an ardent reader of books from childhood up, and he was enabled to +gratify this taste by means of a very small village library, which +contained several books of history, of which he was naturally fond. This +boy, however, was a shy, devoted student, brave to maintain what he +thought right, but so bashful that he was known to hide in the cellar +when his parents were going to have company. + +As his father's long sickness had kept him out of school for some time, +he was the more earnest to learn during his apprenticeship--particularly +mathematics, since he desired to become, among other things, a good +surveyor. He was obliged to work from ten to twelve hours a day at the +forge, but while he was blowing the bellows he employed his mind in doing +sums in his head. His biographer gives a specimen of these calculations +which he wrought out without making a single figure: + +"How many yards of cloth, three feet in width, cut into strips an inch +wide, and allowing half an inch at each end for the lap, would it require +to reach from the centre of the earth to the surface, and how much would +it all cost at a shilling a yard?" + +He would go home at night with several of these sums done in his head, +and report the results to an elder brother, who had worked his way +through Williams College. His brother would perform the calculations +upon a slate, and usually found his answers correct. + +When he was about half through his apprenticeship he suddenly took it +into his head to learn Latin, and began at once through the assistance of +the same elder brother. In the evenings of one winter he read the Aeneid +of Virgil; and, after going on for a while with Cicero and a few other +Latin authors, he began Greek. During the winter months he was obliged +to spend every hour of daylight at the forge, and even in the summer his +leisure minutes were few and far between. But he carried his Greek +grammar in his hat, and often found a chance, while he was waiting for a +large piece of iron to get hot, to open his book with his black fingers, +and go through a pronoun, an adjective, or part of a verb, without being +noticed by his fellow-apprentices. + +So he worked his way until he was out of his time, when he treated +himself to a whole quarter's schooling at his brother's school, where he +studied mathematics, Latin, and other languages. Then he went back to +the forge, studying hard in the evenings at the same branches, until he +had saved a little money, when he resolved to go to New Haven and spend a +winter in study. It was far from his thoughts, as it was from his means, +to enter Yale College, but he seems to have had an idea that the very +atmosphere of the college would assist him. He was still so timid that +he determined to work his way without asking the least assistance from a +professor or tutor. + +He took lodgings at a cheap tavern in New Haven, and began the very next +morning a course of heroic study. As soon as the fire was made in the +sitting-room of the inn, which was at half-past four in the morning, he +took possession, and studied German until breakfast-time, which was +half-past seven. When the other boarders had gone to business, he sat +down to Homer's Iliad, of which he knew nothing, and with only a +dictionary to help him. + +"The proudest moment of my life," he once wrote, "was when I had first +gained the full meaning of the first fifteen lines of that noble work. I +took a short triumphal walk, in favor of that exploit." + +Just before the boarders came back for their dinner he put away all his +Greek and Latin books and took up a work in Italian, because it was less +likely to attract the notice of the noisy crowd. After dinner he fell +again upon his Greek, and in the evening read Spanish until bedtime. In +this way he lived and labored for three months, a solitary student in the +midst of a community of students; his mind imbued with the grandeurs and +dignity of the past while eating flapjacks and molasses at a poor tavern. + +Returning to his home in New Britain, he obtained the mastership of an +academy in a town near by, but he could not bear a life wholly sedentary; +and at the end of a year abandoned his school and became what is called a +"runner" for one of the manufacturers of New Britain. This business he +pursued until he was about twenty-five years of age, when, tired of +wandering, he came home again, and set up a grocery and provision store, +in which he invested all the money he had saved. Soon came the +commercial crash of 1837, and he was involved in the widespread ruin. He +lost the whole of his capital, and had to begin the world anew. + +He resolved to return to his studies in the languages of the East. +Unable to buy or find the necessary books, he tied up his effects in a +small handkerchief and walked to Boston, one hundred miles distant, +hoping there to find a ship in which he could work his passage across the +ocean, and collect oriental works from port to port. He could not find a +berth. He turned back, and walked as far as Worcester, where he found +work, and found something else which he liked better. There is an +antiquarian society at Worcester, with a large and peculiar library, +containing a great number of books in languages not usually studied, such +as the Icelandic, the Russian, the Celtic dialects, and others. The +directors of the society placed all their treasures at his command, and +he now divided his time between hard study of languages and hard labor at +the forge. To show how he passed his days, I will copy an entry or two +from his private diary he then kept: + +"Monday, June 18. Headache; 40 pages Cuvier's Theory of the Earth; 64 +pages French; 11 hours forging. + +"Tuesday, June 19. 60 lines Hebrew; 30 pages French; 10 pages Cuvier; 8 +lines Syriac; 10 lines Danish; 10 lines Bohemian; 9 lines Polish; 15 +names of stars; 10 hours forging. + +"Wednesday, June 20. 25 lines Hebrew; 8 lines Syriac; 11 hours forging." + + +He spent five years at Worcester in such labors as these. When work at +his trade became slack, or when he had earned a little more money than +usual, he would spend more time in the library; but, on the other hand, +when work in the shop was pressing, he could give less time to study. +After a while he began to think that he might perhaps earn his +subsistence in part by his knowledge of languages, and thus save much +waste of time and vitality at the forge. He wrote a letter to William +Lincoln, of Worcester, who had aided and encouraged him; and in this +letter he gave a short history of his life, and asked whether he could +not find employment in translating some foreign work into English. Mr. +Lincoln was so much struck with his letter that he sent it to Edward +Everett, and he, having occasion soon after to address a convention of +teachers, read it to his audience as a wonderful instance of the pursuit +of knowledge under difficulties. Mr. Everett prefaced it by saying that +such a resolute purpose of improvement against such obstacles excited his +admiration, and even his veneration. + +"It is enough," he added, "to make one who has good opportunities for +education hang his head in shame." + +All this, including the whole of the letter, was published in the +newspapers, with eulogistic comments, in which the student was spoken of +as the "Learned Blacksmith." The bashful scholar was overwhelmed with +shame at finding himself suddenly famous. However, it led to his +entering upon public life. Lecturing was then coming into vogue, and he +was frequently invited to the platform. Accordingly, he wrote a lecture, +entitled "Application and Genius," in which he endeavored to show that +there is no such thing as genius, but that all extraordinary attainments +are the results of application. After delivering this lecture sixty +times in one season, he went back to his forge at Worcester, mingling +study with labor in the old way. + +On sitting down to write a new lecture for the following season, on the +"Anatomy of the Earth," a certain impression was made upon his mind which +changed the current of his life. Studying the globe, he was impressed +with the need that one nation has of other nations, and one zone of +another zone; the tropics producing what assuages life in the northern +latitudes and northern lands furnishing the means of mitigating tropical +discomforts. He felt that the earth was made for friendliness and +cooeperation, not for fierce competition and bloody wars. + +Under the influence of these feelings, his lecture became an eloquent +plea for peace, and to this object his after life was chiefly devoted. +The dispute with England upon the Oregon boundary induced him to go to +England with the design of travelling on foot from village to village, +preaching peace, and exposing the horrors and folly of war. His +addresses attracting attention, he was invited to speak to larger bodies, +and, in short, he spent twenty years of his life as a lecturer upon +peace, organizing Peace Congresses, advocating low uniform rates of ocean +postage, and spreading abroad among the people of Europe the feeling +which issued, at length, in the arbitration of the dispute between the +United States and Great Britain, an event which posterity will, perhaps, +consider the most important of this century. He heard Victor Hugo say at +the Paris Congress of 1850: + +"A day will come when a cannon will be exhibited in public museums, just +as an instrument of torture is now, and people will be amazed that such a +thing could ever have been. . . ." + +Elihu Burritt spent the last years of his life upon a little farm which +he had contrived to buy in his native town. He was never married, but +lived with his sister and her daughters. He was not so very much richer +in worldly goods than when he started out for Boston, with his property +wrapped in a small handkerchief. He died in March, 1879, aged sixty-nine +years. + + + + +JOHN B. GOUGH + +(1817-1886) + +THE CONQUEST OF A BAD HABIT + +Happily few human beings sink to the depths in which John B. Gough +found himself at the age of twenty-five years. By sheer force of will +he raised himself from the slough in which he wallowed, till he +attained a position honored among men, and performed a service of +exceptional usefulness to society. + +His story, as told in his own vivid words, is one of the most absorbing +in the annals of self-help. His example must have helped thousands +among the myriads whom he thrilled by the dramatic recital of his +experience. + + +From his "Autobiography." + +I boarded in Grand Street at this time, and soon after laid the +foundation of many of my future sorrows. I possessed a tolerably good +voice, and sang pretty well, having also the faculty of imitation +rather strongly developed; and being well stocked with amusing stories, +I was introduced into the society of thoughtless and dissipated young +men, to whom my talents made me welcome. These companions were what is +termed respectable, but they drank. I now began to attend the theatres +frequently, and felt ambitious of strutting my part upon the stage. By +slow but sure degrees I forgot the lessons of wisdom which my mother +had taught me, lost all relish for the great truths of religion, +neglected my devotions, and considered an actor's situation to be the +_ne plus ultra_ of greatness. + +During my residence at Newburyport my early serious impressions on one +occasion in a measure revived, and I felt some stinging of conscience +for my neglect of the Sabbath and religious observances. I recommenced +attending a place of worship, and for a short time I attended the Rev. +Mr. Campbell's church, by whom, as well as by several of his members, I +was treated with much Christian kindness. I was often invited to Mr. +Campbell's house, as well as to the house of some of his hearers, and +it seemed as if a favorable turning-point or crisis in my fortunes had +arrived. Mr. Campbell was good enough to manifest a very great +interest in my welfare, and frequently expressed a hope that I should +be enabled, although late in life, to obtain an education. And this I +might have acquired had not my evil genius prevented my making any +efforts to obtain so desirable an end. My desire for strong liquors +and company seemed to present an insuperable barrier to all +improvement; and after a few weeks every aspiration after better things +had ceased; every bud of promised comfort was crushed. Again I grieved +the spirit that had been striving with my spirit, and ere long became +even more addicted to the use of the infernal draughts, which had +already wrought me so much woe, than at any previous period of my +existence. + +And now my circumstances began to be desperate indeed. In vain were +all my efforts to obtain work, and at last I became so reduced that at +times I did not know when one meal was ended, where on the face of the +broad earth I should find another. Further mortification awaited me, +and by slow degrees I became aware of it. The young men with whom I +had associated, in barrooms and parlors, and who wore a little better +clothing than I could afford, one after another began to drop my +acquaintance. If I walked in the public streets, I too quickly +perceived the cold look, the averted eye, the half recognition, and to +a sensitive spirit such as I possessed such treatment was almost past +endurance. To add to the mortification caused by such a state of +things, it happened that those who had laughed the loudest at my songs +and stories, and who had been social enough with me in the barroom, +were the very individuals who seemed most ashamed of my acquaintance. +I felt that I was shunned by the respectable portion of the community +also; and once, on asking a lad to accompany me in a walk, he informed +me that his father had cautioned him against associating with me. This +was a cutting reproof, and I felt it more deeply than words can +express. And could I wonder at it? No. Although I may have used +bitter words against that parent, my conscience told me that he had +done no more than his duty in preventing his son being influenced by my +dissipated habits. Oh! how often have I lain down and bitterly +remembered many who had hailed my arrival in their company as a joyous +event. Their plaudits would resound in my ears, and peals of laughter +ring again in my deserted chamber; then would succeed stillness, broken +only by the beatings of my agonized heart, which felt that the gloss of +respectability had worn off and exposed my threadbare condition. To +drown these reflections, I would drink, not from love of the taste of +the liquor, but to become so stupefied by its fumes as to steep my +sorrows in a half oblivion; and from this miserable stupor I would wake +to a fuller consciousness of my situation, and again would I banish my +reflections by liquor. + +There lived in Newburyport at that time a Mr. Law, who was a rum +seller, and I had spent many a shilling at his bar; he proposed to me +that he would purchase some tools, and I could start a bindery on my +own account, paying him by installments. He did so; and I thought it +an act of great kindness then, and for some time afterward, till I +found he had received pay from me for tools he had never paid for +himself, and I was dunned for the account he had failed to settle. He +even borrowed seventy-five dollars from me after I signed the pledge, +which has never been repaid. "Such is life." + +Despite all that had occurred, my good name was not so far gone but +that I might have succeeded, by the aid of common industry and +attention, in my business. I was a good workman, and found no +difficulty in procuring employment, and, I have not the slightest +doubt, should have succeeded in my endeavor to get on in the world but +for the unhappy love of stimulating drinks, and my craving for society. +I was now my own master; all restraint was removed, and, as might be +expected, I did as I pleased in my own shop. I became careless, was +often in the barroom when I should have been at my bindery, and instead +of spending my evenings at home in reading or conversation, they were +almost invariably passed in the company of the rum bottle, which became +almost my sole household deity. Five months only did I remain in +business, and during that short period I gradually sunk deeper and +deeper in the scale of degradation. I was now the slave of a habit +which had become completely my master, and which fastened its +remorseless fangs in my very vitals. Thought was a torturing thing. +When I looked back, memory drew fearful pictures, the lines of lurid +flame, and, whenever I dared anticipate the future, hope refused to +illumine my onward path. I dwelt in one awful present; nothing to +solace me--nothing to beckon me onward to a better state. + +I knew full well that I was proceeding on a downward course, and +crossing the sea of time, as it were, on a bridge perilous as that over +which Mahomet's followers are said to enter paradise. A terrible +feeling was ever present that some evil was impending which would soon +fall on my devoted head, and I would shudder as if the sword of +Damocles, suspended by its single hair, was about to fall and utterly +destroy me. + +Warnings were not wanting, but they had no voice of terror for me. I +was intimately acquainted with a young man in the town, and well +remember his coming to my shop one morning and asking the loan of +ninepence with which to buy rum. I let him have the money, and the +spirit was soon consumed. He begged me to lend him a second ninepence, +but I refused; yet, during my temporary absence, he drank some spirit +of wine which was in a bottle in the shop, and used by me in my +business. He went away, and the next I heard of him was that he had +died shortly afterward. Such an awful circumstance as this might well +have impressed me, but habitual indulgence had almost rendered me +impervious to salutary impressions. I was, at this time, deeper in +degradation than at any period before which I can remember. + +My custom now was to purchase my brandy--which, in consequence of my +limited means, was of the very worst description--and keep it at the +shop, where, by little and little, I drank it, and continually kept +myself in a state of excitement. + +This course of procedure entirely unfitted me for business, and it not +unfrequently happened, when I had books to bind, that I would instead +of attending to business keep my customers waiting, whilst in the +company of desolute companions I drank during the whole day, to the +complete ruin of my prospects in life. So entirely did I give myself +up to the bottle that those of my companions who fancied they still +possessed some claims to respectability gradually withdrew from my +company. At my house, too, I used to keep a bottle of gin, which was +in constant requisition. Indeed, go where I would, stimulant I must +and did have. Such a slave was I to the bottle that I resorted to it +continually, and in vain was every effort which I occasionally made to +conquer the debasing habit. I had become a father; but God in his +mercy removed my little one at so early an age that I did not feel the +loss as much as if it had lived longer, to engage my affections. + +A circumstance now transpired which attracted my attention, and led me +to consider my situation, and whither I was hurrying. A lecture was +advertised to be delivered by the first reformed drunkard, Mr. I. J. +Johnson, who visited Newburyport, and I was invited by some friends, +who seemed to feel an interest, to attend and hear what he had to say. +I determined after some consideration to go and hear what was to be +said on the subject. The meeting was held in the Rev. Mr. Campbell's +church, which was pretty well crowded. I went to the door, but would +go no farther; but in the ten minutes I stood there, I heard him in +graphic and forcible terms depict the misery of the drunkard and the +awful consequences of his conduct, both as they affected himself and +those connected with him. My conscience told that he spoke the +truth--for what had I not suffered! I knew he was right, and I turned +to leave the church when a young man offered me the pledge to sign. I +actually turned to sign it; but at that critical moment the appetite +for strong drink, as if determined to have the mastery over me, came in +all its force. Oh, how I wanted it! and remembering that I had a pint +of brandy at home I deferred signing, and put off to "a more convenient +season," a proceeding that might have saved me so much after sorrow. +I, however, compromised the matter with my conscience by inwardly +resolving that I would drink up what spirit I had by me, and then think +of leaving off altogether. + +I forgot the impressions made upon me by the speaker at the meeting. +Still, I madly drained the inebriating cup, and speedily my state was +worse than ever. Oh, no, I soon ceased to think about it, for my +master passion, like Aaron's rod, swallowed up every thought and +feeling opposed to it which I possessed. + +My business grew gradually worse, and at length my constitution became +so impaired that even when I had the will I did not possess the power +to provide for my daily wants. My hands would at times tremble so that +I could not perform the finer operations of my business, the finishing +and gilding. How could I letter straight, with a hand burning and +shaking from the effects of a debauch. Sometimes, when it was +absolutely necessary to finish off some work, I have entered the shop +with a stern determination not to drink a single drop until I completed +it. I have bitterly felt that my failing was a matter of common +conversation in the town, and a burning sense of shame would flush my +fevered brow at the conviction that I was scorned by the respectable +portion of the community. But these feelings passed away like the +morning cloud or early dew, and I pursued my old course. + +One day I thought I would not go to work, and a great inducement to +remain at home existed in the shape of my enemy, West India rum, of +which I had a quantity in the house. Although the morning was by no +means far advanced, I sat down, intending to do nothing until +dinner-time. I could not sit alone without rum, and I drank glass +after glass until I became so stupefied that I was compelled to lie +down on the bed, where I soon fell asleep. When I awoke it was late in +the afternoon, and then, as I persuaded myself, too late to make a bad +day's work good. I invited a neighbor, who, like myself, was a man of +intemperate habits, to spend the evening with me. He came, and we sat +down to our rum, and drank foully together until late that night, when +he staggered home; and so intoxicated was I that, in moving to go to +bed, I fell over the table, broke a lamp, and lay on the floor for some +time, unable to rise. At last I managed to get to bed, but, oh, I did +not sleep, only dozed at intervals, for the drunkard never knows the +blessings of undisturbed repose. I awoke in the night with a raging +thirst. No sooner was one draught taken than the horrible dry feeling +returned; and so I went on, swallowing repeated glassfuls of the spirit +until at last I had drained the very last drop which the jug contained. +My appetite grew by what it fed on; and, having a little money by me, I +with difficulty got up, made myself look as tidy as possible, and then +went out to buy more rum, with which I returned to the house. + +The fact will, perhaps, seem incredible, but so it was that I drank +spirits continually without tasting a morsel of food for the next three +days. This could not last long; a constitution of iron strength could +not endure such treatment, and mine was partially broken down by +previous dissipation. + +I began to experience a feeling hitherto unknown to me. After the +three days' drinking to which I have just referred, I felt, one night, +as I lay on my bed, an awful sense of something dreadful coming over +me. It was as if I had been partially stunned, and now in an interval +of consciousness was about to have the fearful blow, which had +prostrated me, repeated. There was a craving for sleep, sleep, blessed +sleep, but my eyelids were as if they could not close. Every object +around me I beheld with startling distinctness, and my hearing became +unnaturally acute. Then, to the ringing and roaring in my ears would +suddenly succeed a silence so awful that only the stillness of the +grave might be compared with it. + +At other times, strange voices would whisper unintelligible words, and +the slightest noise would make me start like a guilty thing. But the +horrible, burning thirst was insupportable, and to quench it and induce +sleep I clutched again and again the rum bottle, hugged my enemy, and +poured the infernal fluid down my parched throat. But it was no use, +none; I could not sleep. Then I bethought me of tobacco; and +staggering from my bed to a shelf near by, with great difficulty I +managed to procure a pipe and some matches. I could not stand to light +the latter, so I lay again on the bed, and scraped one on the wall. I +began to smoke, and the narcotic leaf produced a stupefaction. I dozed +a little, but, feeling a warmth on my face, I awoke and discovered my +pillow to be on fire! I had dropped a lighted match on the bed. By a +desperate effort I threw the pillow on the floor, and, too exhausted to +feel annoyed by the burning feathers, I sank into a state of somnolency. + +How long I lay, I do not exactly know; but I was roused from my +lethargy by the neighbors, who, alarmed by the smell of fire, came to +my room to ascertain the cause. When they took me from my bed, the +under part of the straw with which it was stuffed was smouldering, and +in a quarter of an hour more must have burst into a flame. Had such +been the case, how horrible would have been my fate! for it is more +than probable that, in my half-senseless condition, I should have been +suffocated, or burned to death. The fright produced by this incident, +and a very narrow escape, in some degree sobered me, but what I felt +more than anything else was the exposure now; all would be known, and I +feared my name would become, more than ever, a byword and a reproach. + +Will it be believed that I again sought refuge in rum? Yes, so it was. +Scarcely had I recovered from the fright than I sent out, procured a +pint of rum, and drank it all in less than an hour. And now came upon +me many terrible sensations. Cramps attacked me in my limbs, which +raked me with agony, and my temples throbbed as if they would burst. +So ill was I that I became seriously alarmed, and begged the people of +the house to send for a physician. They did so, but I immediately +repented having summoned him, and endeavored, but ineffectually, to get +out of his way when he arrived. He saw at a glance what was the matter +with me, ordered the persons about me to watch me carefully, and on no +account to let me have any spirituous liquors. Everything stimulating +was vigorously denied me; and there came on the drunkard's remorseless +torture: delirium tremens, in all its terrors, attacked me. For three +days I endured more agony than pen could describe, even were it guided +by the mind of Dante. Who can feel the horrors of the horrible malady, +aggravated as it is by the almost ever-abiding consciousness that it is +self-sought. Hideous faces appeared on the wall and on the ceiling and +on the floors; foul things crept along the bedclothes, and glaring eyes +peered into mine. I was at one time surrounded by millions of +monstrous spiders that crawled slowly over every limb, whilst the +beaded drops of perspiration would start to my brow, and my limbs would +shiver until the bed rattled again. Strange lights would dance before +my eyes, and then suddenly the very blackness of darkness would appall +me by its dense gloom. All at once, while gazing at a frightful +creation of my distempered mind, I seemed struck with sudden blindness. +I knew a candle was burning in the room but I could not see it, all was +so pitchy dark. I lost the sense of feeling, too, for I endeavored to +grasp my arm in one hand, but consciousness was gone. I put my hand to +my side, my head, but felt nothing, and still I knew my limbs and frame +were there. And then the scene would change! I was falling--falling +swiftly as an arrow--far down into some terrible abyss; and so like +reality was it that as I fell I could see the rocky sides of the +horrible shaft, where mocking, jibing, fiend-like forms were perched; +and I could feel the air rushing past me, making my hair stream out by +the force of the unwholesome blast. Then the paroxysm sometimes ceased +for a few moments, and I would sink back on my pallet, drenched with +perspiration, utterly exhausted, and feeling a dreadful certainty of +the renewal of my torments. + +By the mercy of God I survived this awful seizure; and when I rose, a +weak, broken-down man, and surveyed my ghastly features in a glass, I +thought of my mother, and asked myself how I had obeyed the +instructions I had received from her lips, and to what advantage I had +turned the lessons she had taught me. I remembered her prayers and +tears, thought of what I had been but a few short months before, and +contrasted my situation with what it then was. Oh! how keen were my +own rebukes; and in the excitement of the moment I resolved to lead a +better life, and abstain from the accursed cup. + +For about a month, terrified by what I had suffered, I adhered to my +resolution, then my wife came home, and in my joy at her return I flung +my good resolutions to the wind, and foolishly fancying that I could +now restrain my appetite, which had for a whole month remained in +subjection, I took a glass of brandy. That glass aroused the +slumbering demon, who would not be satisfied by so tiny a libation. +Another and another succeeded, until I was again far advanced in the +career of intemperance. The night of my wife's return I went to bed +intoxicated. + +I will not detain the reader by the particulars of my everyday life at +this time; they may easily be imagined from what has already been +stated. My previous bitter experience, one would think, might have +operated as a warning; but none save the inebriate can tell the almost +resistless strength of the temptations which assail him. I did not, +however, make quite so deep a plunge as before. My tools I had given +into the hands of Mr. Gray, for whom I worked, receiving about five +dollars a week. My wages were paid me every night, for I was not to be +trusted with much money at a time, so certain was I to spend a great +portion of it in drink. As it was, I regularly got rid of one third of +what I daily received, for rum. + +My wardrobe, as it had, indeed, nearly always been whilst I drank to +excess, was now exceedingly shabby, and it was with the greatest +difficulty that I could manage to procure the necessaries of life. My +wife became very ill. Oh! how miserable I was! Some of the women who +were in attendance on my wife told me to get two quarts of rum. I +procured it, and as it was in the house, and I did not anticipate +serious consequences, I could not withstand the strong temptation to +drink. I did drink, and so freely that the usual effect was produced. +How much I swallowed I cannot tell, but the quantity, judging from the +effects, must have been considerable. + +Ten long weary days of suspense passed, at the end of which my wife and +her infant both died. Then came the terribly oppressive feeling that I +was forgotten of God, as well as abandoned by man. All the +consciousness of my dreadful situation pressed heavily, indeed, upon +me, and keenly as a sensitive mind could, did I feel the loss I had +experienced. I drank now to dispel my gloom, or to drown it in the +maddening cup. And soon was it whispered, from one to another, until +the whole town became aware of it, that my wife and child were lying +dead, and that I was drunk! But if ever I was cursed with the faculty +of thought, in all its intensity, it was then. And this was the +degraded condition of one who had been nursed in the lap of piety, and +whose infant tongue had been taught to utter a prayer against being led +into temptation. There in the room where all who had loved me were; +lying in the unconscious slumber of death was I, gazing, with a maudlin +melancholy imprinted on my features, on the dead forms of those who +were flesh of my flesh and bone of my bone. During the miserable hours +of darkness I would steal from my lonely bed to the place where my dead +wife and child lay, and, in agony of soul, pass my shaking hand over +their cold faces, and then return to my bed after a draught of rum, +which I had obtained and hidden under the pillow of my wretched couch. + +How apt the world is to judge of a man pursuing the course I did as one +destitute of all feeling, with no ambition, no desire for better +things! To speak of such a man's pride seems absurd, and yet drink +does not destroy pride, ambition, or high aspirations. The sting of +his misery is that he has ambition but no expectation; desire for +better things but no hope; pride but no energy; therefore the +possession of these very qualities is an additional burden to his load +of agony. Could he utterly forget his manhood, and wallow with the +beasts that perish, he would be comparatively happy. But his curse is +that he thinks. He is a man, and must think. He cannot always drown +thought or memory. He may, and does, fly for false solace to the +drink, and may stun his enemy in the evening, but it will rend him like +a giant in the morning. A flower, or half-remembered tune, a child's +laughter, will sometimes suffice to flood the victim with recollections +that either madden him to excess or send him crouching to his miserable +room, to sit with face buried in his hands, while the hot, thin tears +trickle over his swollen fingers. + +I believe this to be one reason why I shrink from society; why I have +so often refused kind invitations; why, though I love my personal +friends as strongly and as truly as any man's friends are ever loved, I +have so steadily withdrawn from social parties, dinners, or +introductions. This is the penalty I must ever pay. + +A man can never recover from the effects of such a seven years' +experience, morally or physically. + +The month of October had nearly drawn to a close, and on its last +Sunday evening I wandered out into the streets, pondering as well as I +was able to do--for I was somewhat intoxicated--on my lone and +friendless condition. My frame was much weakened and little fitted to +bear the cold of winter, which had already begun to come on. But I had +no means of protecting myself against the bitter blast, and, as I +anticipated my coming misery, I staggered along, houseless, aimless, +and all but hopeless. + +Some one tapped me on the shoulder. An unusual thing that, to occur to +me, for no one now cared to come in contact with the wretched, +shabby-looking drunkard. I was a disgrace, "a living, walking +disgrace." I could scarcely believe my own senses when I turned and +met a kind look; the thing was so unusual, and so entirely unexpected +that I questioned the reality of it, but so it was. It was the first +touch of kindness which I had known for months; and simple and trifling +as the circumstance may appear to many, it went right to my heart, and +like the wing of an angel, troubled the waters in that stagnant pool of +affection, and made them once more reflect a little of the light of +human love. The person who touched my shoulder was an entire stranger. +I looked at him, wondering what his business was with me. Regarding me +very earnestly, and apparently with much interest, he said: + +"Mr. Gough, I believe?" + +"That is my name," I replied, and was passing on. + +"You have been drinking to-day," said the stranger, in a kind voice, +which arrested my attention, and quite dispelled any anger at what I +might otherwise have considered an officious interference in my affairs. + +"Yes, sir," I replied. "I have----" + +"Why do you not sign the pledge?" was the next query. + +I considered for a moment or two, and then informed the strange friend +who had so unexpectedly interested himself in my behalf that I had no +hope of ever again becoming a sober man, and that I was without a +single friend in the world who cared for me; that I fully expected to +die very soon, cared not how soon, or whether I died drunk or sober, +and, in fact, that I was in a condition of utter recklessness. + +The stranger regarded me with a benevolent look, took me by the arm, +and asked me how I should like to be as I once was, respectable and +esteemed, well clad, and sitting as I used to, in a place of worship; +enabled to meet my friends as in old times, and receive from them the +pleasant nod of recognition as formerly; in fact, become a useful +member of society? + +"Oh," I replied, "I should like all these things first-rate; but I have +no expectation that such a thing will ever happen. Such a change +cannot be possible." + +"Only sign our pledge," remarked my friend, "and I will warrant that it +will be so. Sign it, and I will introduce you myself to good friends, +who will feel an interest in your welfare and take a pleasure in +helping you to keep your good resolution. Only, Mr. Gough, sign the +pledge, and all will be as I have said; ay, and more, too!" + +Oh! how pleasantly fell these words of kindness and promise on my +crushed and bruised heart. I had long been a stranger to feelings such +as now awoke in my bosom; a chord had been touched which vibrated to +the tone of woe. Hope once more dawned; and I began to think, strange +as it appeared, that such things as my friend promised me might come to +pass. On the instant I resolved to try, at least, and said to the +stranger: + +"Well, I will sign it." + +"When?" he asked. + +"I cannot do so to-night," I replied, "for I must have some more drink +presently, but I certainly will to-morrow." + +"We have a temperance meeting to-morrow evening," he said; "will you +sign it then?" + +"I will." + +"That is right," said he, grasping my hand; "I will be there to see +you." + +"You shall," I remarked, and we parted. + +I went on my way much touched by the kind interest which at last some +one had taken in my welfare. I said to myself: "If it should be the +last act of my life, I will perform my promise and sign it, even though +I die in the attempt, for that man has placed confidence in me, and on +that account I love him." + +I then proceeded to a low groggery in Lincoln Square, and in the space +of half an hour drank several glasses of brandy; this in addition to +what I had taken before made me very drunk, and I staggered home as +well as I could. + +Arrived there, I threw myself on the bed and lay in a state of +insensibility until morning. The first thing which occurred to my mind +on awaking was the promise I had made on the evening before, to sign +the pledge; and feeling, as I usually did on the morning succeeding a +drunken bout, wretched and desolate, I was almost sorry that I had +agreed to do so. My tongue was dry, my throat parched, my temples +throbbed as if they would burst, and I had a horrible burning feeling +in my stomach which almost maddened me, and I felt that I must have +some bitters or I should die. So I yielded to my appetite, which would +not be appeased, and repaired to the same hotel where I had squandered +away so many shillings before; there I drank three or four times, until +my nerves were a little strung, and then I went to work. + +All that day the coming event of the evening was continually before my +mind's eye, and it seemed to me as if the appetite which had so long +controlled me exerted more power over me than ever. It grew stronger +than I had any time known it, now that I was about to rid myself of it. +Until noon I struggled against its cravings, and then, unable to endure +my misery any longer, I made some excuse for leaving the shop, and went +nearly a mile from it in order to procure one more glass wherewith to +appease the demon who had so tortured me. The day wore wearily away, +and when evening came I determined, in spite of many a hesitation, to +perform the promise I had made to the stranger the night before. The +meeting was to be held at the lower town hall, Worcester; and thither, +clad in an old brown surtout, closely buttoned up to my chin that my +ragged habiliments beneath might not be visible, I went. I took a +place among the rest, and when an opportunity of speaking offered +itself, I requested permission to be heard, which was readily granted. + +When I stood up to relate my story, I was invited to the stand, to +which I repaired, and on turning to face the audience, I recognized my +acquaintance who had asked me to sign. It was Mr. Joel Stratton. He +greeted me with a smile of approbation, which nerved and strengthened +me for my task, as I tremblingly observed every eye fixed upon me. I +lifted my quivering hand and then and there told what rum had done for +me. I related how I was once respectable and happy, and had a home, +but that now I was a houseless, miserable, scathed, diseased, and +blighted outcast from society. I had scarce a hope remaining to me of +ever becoming that which I once was, but, having promised to sign the +pledge, I had determined not to break my word, and would now affix my +name to it. In my palsied hand I with difficulty grasped the pen, and, +in characters almost as crooked as those of old Stephen Hopkins on the +Declaration of Independence, I signed the total abstinence pledge, and +resolved to free myself from the inexorable tyrant. + +Although still desponding and hopeless, I felt that I was relieved from +a part of my heavy load. It was not because I deemed there was any +supernatural power in the pledge which would prevent my ever again +falling into such depths of woe as I had already become acquainted +with, but the feeling of relief arose from the honest desire I +entertained to keep a good resolution. I had exerted a moral power +which had long remained lying by perfectly useless. The very idea of +what I had done strengthened and encouraged me. Nor was this the only +impulse given me to proceed in my new pathway, for many who witnessed +my signing and heard my simple statement came forward, kindly grasped +my hand, and expressed their satisfaction at the step I had taken. A +new and better day seemed already to have dawned upon me. + +As I left the hall, agitated and enervated, I remember chuckling to +myself, with great gratification, "I have done it--I have done it!" +There was a degree of pleasure in having put my foot on the head of the +tyrant who had so long led me captive at his will, but although I had +"scotched the snake," I had not killed him, for every inch of his frame +was full of venomous vitality, and I felt that all my caution was +necessary to prevent his stinging me afresh. I went home, retired to +bed, but in vain did I try to sleep. I pondered upon the step I had +taken, and passed a restless night. Knowing that I had voluntarily +renounced drink, I endeavored to support my sufferings, and resist the +incessant craving of my remorseless appetite as well as I could, but +the struggle to overcome it was insupportably painful. When I got up +in the morning my brain seemed as though it would burst with the +intensity of its agony; my throat appeared as if it were on fire; and +in my stomach I experienced a dreadful burning sensation, as if the +fire of the pit had been kindled there. My hands trembled so that to +raise water to my feverish lips was almost impossible. I craved, +literally gasped, for my accustomed stimulant, and felt that I should +die if I did not have it; but I persevered in my resolve, and withstood +the temptations which assailed me on every hand. + +Still, during all this frightful time I experienced a feeling somewhat +akin to satisfaction at the position I had taken. I made at least one +step toward reformation. I began to think that it was barely possible +I might see better days, and once more hold up my head in society. +Such feelings as these would alternate with gloomy forebodings and +thick coming fancies of approaching ill. At one time hope, and at +another fear, would predominate, but the raging, dreadful, continued +thirst was always present, to torture and tempt me. + +After breakfast I proceeded to the shop where I was employed, feeling +dreadfully ill. I determined, however, to put a bold face on the +matter, and, in spite of the cloud which seemed to hang over me, +attempt work. I was exceedingly weak, and fancied, as I almost reeled +about the shop, that every eye was fixed upon me suspiciously, although +I exerted myself to the utmost to conceal my agitation. I was +suffering; and those who have never thus suffered cannot comprehend it. +The shivering of the spine, then flushes of heat, causing every pore of +the body to sting, as if punctured with some sharp instrument; the +horrible whisperings in the ear, combined with a longing cry of the +whole system for stimulants. One glass of brandy would steady my +shaking nerves; I cannot hold my hand still; I cannot stand still. A +young man but twenty-five years of age, and I have no control of my +nerves; one glass of brandy would relieve this gnawing, aching, +throbbing stomach, but I have signed the pledge. "I do agree that I +will not use it; and I must fight it out." How I got through the day I +cannot tell. I went to my employer and said: + +"I signed the pledge last night." + +"I know you did." + +"I mean to keep it." + +"So they all say, and I hope you will." + +"You do not believe that I will; you have no confidence in me." + +"None whatever." + +I turned to my work, broken-hearted, crushed in spirit, paralyzed in +energy, feeling how low I had sunk in the esteem of prudent and +sober-minded men. Suddenly the small iron bar I had in my hand began +to move; I felt it move, I gripped it; still it moved and twisted; I +gripped still harder; yet the thing would move till I could feel it, +yes, feel it, tearing the palm out of my hand, then I dropped it, and +there it lay, a curling, shiny snake! I could hear the paper shavings +rustle as the horrible thing writhed before me! If it had been a snake +I should not have minded it. I was never afraid of a snake. I should +have called some one to look at it, I could have killed it, I should +not have been terrified at a thing; but I knew it was a cold dead bar +of iron, and there it was, with its green eyes, its forked, darting +tongue, curling in all its shiny loathsomeness, and the horror filled +me so that my hair seemed to stand up and shiver, and my skin lift from +the scalp to the ankles, and I groaned out, "I cannot fight this +through! Oh! my God, I shall die!" when a gentleman came into the shop +with a cheerful "Good-morning, Mr. Gough." + +"Good-morning, sir." + +"I saw you sign the pledge last night." + +"Yes, sir, I did it." + +"I was very glad to see you do it, and many young men followed your +example. It is such men as you that we want, and I hope you will be +the means of doing a great deal of good. My office is in the exchange; +come in and see me. I shall be happy to make your acquaintance. I +have only a minute or two to spare, but I thought I would just call in +and tell you to keep up a brave heart. Good-bye, God bless you. Come +in and see me." + +That was Jesse Goodrich, then a practising attorney and counselor at +law, in Worcester, now dead; but to the last of his life my true and +faithful friend. It would be impossible to describe how this little +act of kindness cheered me. With the exception of Mr. Stratton, who +was a waiter at a temperance hotel, no one had accosted me for months +in a manner which would lead me to think any one cared for me, or what +might be my fate. Now I was not altogether alone in the world; there +was a hope of my being rescued from the "slough of despond," where I +had been so long floundering. I felt that the fountain of human +kindness was not utterly sealed up, and again a green spot, an oasis, +small, indeed, but cheering, appeared in the desert of my life. I had +something to live for; a new desire for life seemed suddenly to spring +up; the universal boundary of human sympathy included even my wretched +self in its cheering circle. All these sensations were generated by a +few kind words at the right time. Yes, now I can fight; and I did +fight--six days and six nights--encouraged and helped by a few words of +sympathy. He said, "Come in and see me." I will. He said he would be +pleased to make my acquaintance. He shall. He said, "Keep up a brave +heart!" By God's help I will. And so encouraged I fought on with not +one hour of healthy sleep, not one particle of food passing my lips, +for six days and six nights. + +On the evening of the day following that on which I signed the pledge I +went straight home from my workshop, with a dreadful feeling of some +impending calamity haunting me. In spite of the encouragement I had +received, the presentiment of coming evil was so strong that it bowed +me almost to the dust with apprehension. The slakeless thirst still +clung to me; and water, instead of allaying it, seemed only to increase +its intensity. + +I was fated to encounter one struggle more with my enemy before I +became free. Fearful was that struggle. God in his mercy forbid that +any young man should endure but a tenth part of the torture which +racked my frame and agonized my heart. + +As in the former attack, horrible faces glared upon me from the +walls--faces ever changing, and displaying new and still more horrible +features; black bloated insects crawled over my face, and myriads of +burning, concentric rings were revolving incessantly. At one moment +the chamber appeared as red as blood, and in a twinkling it was dark as +the charnel house. I seemed to have a knife with hundreds of blades in +my hand, every blade driven through the flesh, and all so inextricably +bent and tangled together that I could not withdraw them for some time; +and when I did, from my lacerated fingers the bloody fibres would +stretch out all quivering with life. After a frightful paroxysm of +this kind I would start like a maniac from my bed, and beg for life, +life! What I of late thought so worthless seemed now to be of +unappreciable value. I dreaded to die, and clung to existence with a +feeling that my soul's salvation depended on a little more of life. + +In about a week I gained, in a great degree, the mastery over my +accursed appetite; but the strife had made me dreadfully weak. +Gradually my health improved, my spirits recovered, and I ceased to +despair. Once more was I enabled to crawl into the sunshine; but, oh, +how changed! Wan cheeks and hollow eyes, feeble limbs and almost +powerless hands plainly enough indicated that between me and death +there had indeed been but a step; and those who saw me might say as was +said of Dante, when he passed through the streets of France, "There's +the man that has been in hell." + + + + +FREDERICK DOUGLASS + +(1817-1895) + +THE SLAVE WHO STOLE FREEDOM + +To Booker T. Washington, the teller of the tale which follows, +Lincoln's Emancipation Proclamation brought freedom when he was but +three years old. But Mr. Washington's struggles, first for an +education, later in behalf of his black brethren, have endowed him with +understanding and warm sympathy for Douglass, the man who, in his own +generation, preceded Washington as the foremost colored citizen of the +United States. + +In later days, when the Underground Railway was in full operation, the +slave who ran away could be sure of aid and comfort at any one of its +many stations that he might find it possible to reach. But +Douglass--pioneer among these dark-skinned adventurers for +freedom--must needs rely almost wholly upon his own wit and courage in +making his escape. + + +From "Frederick Douglass," by Booker T. Washington. Copyright, 1906, +by George W. Jacobs & Company. + +Frederick Douglass was born in the little town of Tuckahoe, in Talbot +County, on the eastern shore of Maryland, supposedly in the month of +February, 1817. . . . + +Until he was seven years of age, young Fred felt few of the privations +of slavery. In these childhood days he probably was as happy and +carefree as the white children in the "big house." At liberty to come +and go and play in the open sunshine, his early life was typical of the +happier side of the negro life in slavery. What he missed of a +mother's affection and a father's care was partly made up to him by the +indulgent kindness of his good grandmother. + +When Fred was between seven and eight years of age his grandmother was +directed by her master to take her grandson to the Lloyd plantation. +After the boy arrived at his new home, he was put in charge of a +slave-woman for whom the only name we know is "Aunt Katy." This change +brought him the first real hardship of his life. As an early +consequence of it, he lost the care and guidance of his grandmother, +his freedom to play, good food, and that affection which means so much +to a child. When he came under the care of Aunt Katy, he began to feel +for the first time the sting of unkindness. He has given a very +disagreeable picture of this foster-mother. She was a woman of a +hateful disposition, and treated the little stranger from Tuckahoe with +extreme harshness. Her special mode of punishment was to deprive him +of food. Indeed he was forced to go hungry most of the time, and if he +complained was beaten without mercy. He has described his misery on +one particular night. After being sent supperless to bed, his +suffering very soon became more than he could bear, and when everybody +else in the cabin was asleep he quietly took some corn and began to +parch it before the open fireplace. While thus trying to appease his +hunger by stealth, and feeling dejected and homesick, "who but my own +dear mother should come in?" The friendless, hungry, and sorrowing +little boy found himself suddenly caught up in her strong and +protecting arms. + +"I shall never forget," he says, "the indescribable expression of her +countenance when I told her that Aunt Katy had said that she would +starve the life out of me. There was a deep and tender glance at me, +and a fiery look of indignation for Aunt Katy at the same moment, and +when she took the parched corn from me and gave me, instead, a large +ginger-cake, she read Aunt Katy a lecture which was never forgotten. +That night I learned, as never before, that I was not only a child, but +somebody's child. I was grander on my mother's knee than a king upon +his throne. But my triumph was short. I dropped off to sleep and +waked in the morning to find my mother gone, and myself again at the +mercy of the virago in my master's kitchen." + +There is no record of another meeting between mother and son. She +probably died shortly afterward, because if she had been within walking +distance, he certainly would have seen her again. Her memory in his +child's mind was always that of a real and near personality. When he +became older, and conscious of his superiority to his fellows, he was +wont to say: "I am proud to attribute my love of letters, such as I may +have, not to my presumed Anglo-Saxon father, but to my sable, +unprotected, and uncultivated mother." Thus, after his mother died, +his vivid imagination kept before him her image, as she appeared to him +that last time he saw her, through all his struggles for a fuller and +freer life for himself and his race. + +With the loss of his mother and grandmother, he came more and more to +realize the peculiar relation in which he and those about him stood to +Colonel Lloyd and Captain Anthony. His active mind soon grasped the +meaning of "master" and "slave." While still a lad, longing for a +mother's care, he began to feel himself within the grasp of the curious +thing that he afterward learned to know as "slavery." As he grew older +in years and understanding, he came also to see what manner of man his +master was. He described Captain Anthony as a "sad man." At times he +was very gentle, and almost benevolent. But young Douglass was never +able to forget that this same kindly slave-holder had refused to +protect his cousin from a cruel beating by her overseer. The spectacle +he had witnessed, when this beautiful young slave was whipped, had made +a lasting and painful impression upon him. Vaguely he began to +recognize the outlines of the institution which at once permitted, and +to a certain degree made necessary, these cruelties. It was at this +point that he began to speculate on the origin and nature of slavery. +Meanwhile he became, in the course of his life on the plantation, the +witness of other scenes quite as harrowing, and the memory mingled with +his reflections, and embittered them. + +During this time an event occurred which gave a new direction and a new +impetus to the thoughts and purposes slowly taking form within him. +This event was the successful escape of his Aunt Jennie and another +slave. It caused a great commotion on the plantation. Nothing could +happen in a Southern community that excited so many and such varied +emotions as the escape of a slave from bondage: terror and revenge, +hope and fear, mingled with the images of the pursued and the pursuers, +with speculation in regard to the capture of the fugitive, and with +prayers for his success in the minds of the slaves. . . . + +From now on his quick and comprehending mind saw and suffered things +that formerly never affected him. The hard and sometimes cruel +discipline, toil from sunrise to sunset, scant food, the stifling of +ambitions--all these began now to be perceived and felt, and the +impression they left sank into the soul of this rebellious boy. He saw +a slave killed by an overseer, on no other charge than that of being +"impudent." "Crimes" of this nature were committed, as far as he could +see, with impunity, and the memory of them haunted him by day and by +night. + +Thus far Douglass had not felt the overseer's whip. He was too small +for anything except to run errands and to do light chores. Of course, +he had been cuffed about by Aunt Katy; he says he seldom got enough to +eat, and he suffered continually from cold, since his entire wardrobe +consisted of a tow sack. . . . + +When Fred became nine years old the most important event in his life +occurred. His master determined to send him to Baltimore to live with +Hugh Auld, a brother of Thomas Auld. Baltimore at this time was little +more than a name to young Douglass. When he reached the residence of +Mr. and Mrs. Auld and felt the difference between the plantation cabin +and this city home, it was to him, for a time, like living in Paradise. +Mrs. Auld is described as a lady of great kindness of heart, and of a +gentle disposition. She at once took a tender interest in the little +servant from the plantation. He was much petted and well fed, +permitted to wear boy's clothes and shoes, and for the first time in +his life had a good soft bed to sleep in. His only duty was to take +care of and play with Tommy Auld, which he found both an easy and +agreeable task. + +Young Douglass yet knew nothing about reading. A book was as much of a +mystery to him as the stars at night. When he heard his mistress read +aloud from the Bible, his curiosity was aroused. He felt so secure in +her kindness that he had the boldness to ask her to teach him. +Following her natural impulse to do kindness to others, and without, +for a moment, thinking of the danger, she at once consented. He +quickly learned the alphabet and in a short time could spell words of +three syllables. But alas, for his young ambition! When Mr. Auld +discovered what his wife had done, he was both surprised and pained. +He at once stopped the perilous practice, but it was too late. The +precocious young slave had acquired a taste for book learning. He +quickly understood that these mysterious characters called letters were +the keys to a vast empire from which he was separated by an enforced +ignorance. In discussing the matter with his wife, Mr. Auld said: "If +you teach him to read, he will want to know how to write, and with this +accomplished, he will be running away with himself." Mr. Douglass, +referring to this conversation in later years, said: "This was +decidedly the first anti-slavery speech to which I had ever listened. +From that moment, I understood the direct pathway from slavery to +freedom." + +During the subsequent six years that he lived in Baltimore in the home +of Mr. Auld he was more closely watched than he had been before this +incident, and his liberty to go and come was considerably curtailed. +He declares that he was not allowed to be alone, when this could be +helped, lest he would attempt to teach himself. But these were unwise +precautions, since they but whetted his appetite for learning and +incited him to many secret schemes to elude the vigilance of his master +and mistress. Everything now contributed to his enlightenment and +prepared him for that freedom for which he thirsted. His occasional +contact with free colored people, his visit to the wharves where he +could watch the vessels going and coming, and his chance acquaintance +with white boys on the street, all became a part of his education and +were made to serve his plans. He got hold of a blue-back speller and +carried it with him all the time. He would ask his little white +friends in the street how to spell certain words and the meaning of +them. In this way he soon learned to read. The first and most +important book owned by him was called the "Columbian Orator." He +bought it with money secretly earned by blacking boots on the street. +It contained selected passages from such great orators as Lord Chatham, +William Pitt Fox, and Sheridan. These speeches were steeped in the +sentiments of liberty, and were full of references to the "rights of +man." They gave to young Douglass a larger idea of liberty than was +included in his mere dream of freedom for himself, and in addition they +increased his vocabulary of words and phrases. The reading of this +book unfitted him longer for restraint. He became all ears and all +eyes. Everything he saw and read suggested to him a larger world lying +just beyond his reach. The meaning of the term "Abolition" came to him +by a chance look at a Baltimore newspaper. + +Slavery and Abolition! The distance between these two points of +existence seemed to have lessened greatly after he had comprehended +their meaning. "When I heard the Word 'Abolition,' I felt the matter +to be my personal concern. There was hope in this word." As he +afterward went about the city on his ordinary errands, or when at the +wharf, even performing tasks that were not set for him to do, he was +like another being. That word "Abolition" seemed to sing itself into +his very soul, and when he permitted his thoughts to dwell on the +possibilities that it opened to him, he was buoyed up with joyous +expectations. He tried to find out something from everybody. He +learned to write by copying letters on fences and walls and challenging +his white playmates to find his mistakes; and at night, when no one +suspected him of being awake, he copied from an old copy-book of his +young friend Tommy. Before he had formulated any plans for freedom for +himself, he learned the important trick of writing "free passes" for +runaway slaves. + +Notwithstanding his progress in gaining knowledge, his considerate +master and kind mistress, his loving companion in Tommy, his good home, +food, and clothes, he was not happy or contented. None of these things +could stifle his yearning to be free. He has aptly described his own +feelings at this time in speaking of Mrs. Auld: "Poor lady, she did not +understand my trouble, and I could not tell her. Nature made us +friends, but slavery made us enemies. She aimed to keep me ignorant, +but I resolved to know, although knowledge only increased my misery. +My feelings were not the result of any marked cruelty in the treatment +I received. It was slavery, not its mere incidents, I hated. Their +feeding and clothing me well could not atone for taking my liberty from +me. The smiles of my master could not remove the deep sorrow that +dwelt in my young bosom. We were both victims of the same +overshadowing evil--she as mistress, I as slave. I will not censure +her too harshly. . . ." + +After Douglass learned how to write with tolerable ease, he began to +copy from the Bible and the Methodist hymn books at night when he was +supposed to be asleep. He always regarded this religious experience as +the most important part of his education; it had the effect, not only +of enlarging his mind, but also of restraining his impatience, and +softening a disposition that was growing hard and bitter with brooding +over the disadvantages suffered by himself and his race. He greatly +needed something that would help him to look beyond his bondage and +encourage him to hope for ultimate freedom. + +While he was undergoing this, to him, novel religious experience, and +while he was gradually being adjusted to the situation in which he +found himself, there came one of those dreaded changes in the fortunes +of slavemasters that made the status of the slave painfully uncertain. +His real master, Captain Anthony, died, and this event, complicated +with some family quarrel, resulted in Douglass being recalled from +Baltimore to the plantation. . . . + +A man named Edward Covey, living at Bayside, at no great distance from +the campground where Thomas Auld was converted, had a wide reputation +for "breaking in unruly niggers." Covey was a "poor white" and a farm +renter. To this man Douglass was hired out for a year. In the month +of January, 1834, he started for his new master, with his little bundle +of clothes. From what we have already seen of this sensitive, +thoughtful young slave of seventeen years, it is not difficult to +understand his state of mind. Up to this time he had had a +comparatively easy life. He had seldom suffered hardships such as fell +to the lot of many slaves whom he knew. To quote his own words: "I was +now about to sound profounder depths in slave-life. Starvation made me +glad to leave Thomas Auld's, and the cruel lash made me dread to go to +Covey's." Escape, however, was impossible. The picture of the +"slave-driver," painted in the lurid colors that Mr. Douglass's +indignant memories furnished him, shows the dark side of slavery in the +South. During the first six weeks he was with Covey he was whipped, +either with sticks or cowhides, every week. With his body one +continuous ache from his frequent floggings, he was kept at work in +field or woods from the dawn of day until the darkness of night. He +says: "Mr. Covey succeeded in breaking me in body, soul, and spirit. +The overwork and the cruel chastisements of which I was the victim, +combined with the ever-growing and soul-devouring thought, 'I am a +slave--a slave for life, a slave with no rational ground to hope for +freedom,' had done their worst." + +He confesses that at one time he was strongly tempted to take his own +life and that of Covey. Finally, his sufferings of body and soul +became so great that further endurance seemed impossible. While in +this condition he determined upon the daring step of returning to his +master, Thomas Auld, in order to lay before him the story of abuse. He +felt sure that, if for no other reason than the protection of property +from serious impairment, his master would interfere in his behalf. He +even expected sympathy and assurances of future protection. In all +this he was grievously disappointed. Auld not only refused sympathy +and protection, but would not even listen to his complaints, and +immediately sent him back to his dreaded master to face the added +penalty of running away. The poor, lone boy was plunged into the +depths of despair. A feeling that he had been deserted by both God and +man took possession of him. + +Covey was lying in wait for him, knowing full well that he must return +as defenseless as he went away. As soon as Douglass came near the +place where the white man was hiding, the latter made a leap at Fred +for the purpose of tying him for a flogging. But Douglass escaped and +took to the woods, where he concealed himself for a day and a night. +His condition was desperate. He felt that he could not endure another +whipping, and yet there seemed to him no alternative. His first +impulse was to pray, but he remembered that Covey also prayed. +Convinced, at length, that there was no appeal but to his own courage, +he resolved to go back and face whatever must come to him. It so +happened that it was a Sunday morning and, much to his surprise, he met +Covey, who was on his way to church, and who, when he saw the runaway, +greeted him with a pleasant smile. "His religion," says Douglass, +"prevented him from breaking the Sabbath, but not from breaking my +bones on any other day of the week." + +On Monday morning Douglass was up early, half hoping that he would be +permitted to resume his work without punishment. Covey was astir +betimes, too, and had laid aside his Sunday mildness of manner. His +first business was to carry out his fixed purpose of whipping the young +runaway. In the meantime Fred had likewise fully decided upon a course +of action. He was ready to submit to any kind of work, however hard or +unreasonable, but determined to defend himself against any attempt at +another flogging. In the cold passion that took possession of him, the +slave-boy became utterly reckless of consequences, reasoning to himself +that the limit of suffering at the hands of this relentless +slave-breaker had already been reached. He was resolved to fight and +did fight. He began his morning work in peace, obeying promptly every +order from his master, and while he was in the act of going up to the +stable-loft for the purpose of pitching down some hay, he was caught +and thrown by Covey, in an attempt to get a slip knot about his legs. +Douglass flew at Covey's throat recklessly, hurled his antagonist to +the ground, and held him firmly. Blood followed the nails of the +infuriated young slave. He scarcely knew how to account for his +fighting strength, and his daredevil spirit so dumfounded the master +that he gaspingly said: "Are you going to resist me, you young +scoundrel?" "Yes, sir," was the quick reply. + +Finding himself baffled, Covey called for assistance. His cousin +Hughes came to aid him, but as he was attempting to put a noose over +the unruly slave's foot, Douglass promptly gave him a blow in the +stomach which at once put him out of the combat and he fled. After +Hughes had been disabled, Covey called on first one and then another of +his slaves, but each refused to assist him. Finding himself fairly +outdone by his angry antagonist, Covey quit; with the discreet remark: +"Now, you young scoundrel, you go to work; I would not have whipped you +half so hard if you had not resisted." + +Douglass had thus won his first victory, and was never again threatened +or flogged by his master. The effect of this encounter, as far as he +himself was concerned, was to increase his self-respect, and to give +him more courage for the future. He said that, "when a slave cannot be +flogged, he is more than half free." To the other slaves he became a +hero, and Covey was not anxious to advertise his complete failure to +break in this "unruly nigger." It speaks well for the natural dignity +and good sense of young Douglass that he neither boasted of his triumph +nor did anything rash as a consequence of it, as might have been +expected from a boy of his age and spirit. . . . + + +[A carefully planned attempt at escape failed dismally, but he remained +undaunted.] + + +Ever since the first trouble with Auld, he had been pushing his plans +to redeem his pledge to himself that he would run away on Monday, +September 3, 1838. These were anxious days, and many small details had +to be mastered. He must carefully avoid anything in manner or word +which could excite the slightest suspicion. He had to test the +fidelity of a number of free colored people whose aid, in secret ways, +was very essential to him. Who these persons were has never been +revealed, and, in fact, it was not until many years after emancipation +that Mr. Douglass disclosed to the public how he succeeded in making +his daring escape. "Murder itself," he says, "was not more severely +and surely punished in the State of Maryland than aiding and abetting +the escape of a slave." + +Young Douglass's flight had no outward semblance of dramatic incident +or thrilling episode, and yet, as he modestly says, "the courage that +could risk betrayal and the bravery which was ready to encounter death, +if need be, in pursuit of freedom, were features in the undertaking. +My success was due to address rather than to courage, to good luck +rather than bravery. My means of escape were provided by the very +means which were making laws to hold and bind me more securely to +slavery." + +By the laws of the State of Maryland, every free colored person was +required to have what were called "free papers," which must be renewed +frequently, and, of course, a fee was always charged for renewal. They +contained a full and minute description of the holder, for the purpose +of identification. This device, in some measure, defeated itself, +since more than one man could be found to answer the general +description; hence many slaves could get away by impersonating the real +owners of these passes, which were returned by mail after the borrowers +had made good their escape. To use these papers in this manner was +hazardous both for the fugitives and for the lenders. Not every +freeman was willing to put in jeopardy his own liberty that another +might be free. It was, however, often done, and the confidence that it +necessitated was seldom betrayed. Douglass had not many friends among +the free colored people in Baltimore who resembled him sufficiently to +make it safe for him to use their papers. Fortunately, however, he had +one who owned a "sailor's protection," a document describing the holder +and certifying to the fact that he was a "free American sailor." This +"protection" did not describe its bearer very accurately. But it +called for a man very much darker than himself, and a close examination +would have betrayed him at the start. In the face of all these +conditions young Douglass Was relying upon something besides a dubious +written passport. This something was his desperate courage. He had +learned to act the part of a freeman so well that no one suspected him +of being a slave. He had early acquired the habit of studying human +nature. As he grew to understand men, he no longer dreaded them. No +one knew better than he the kind of human nature that he had to deal +with in this perilous undertaking. He knew the speech, manner, and +behavior that would excite suspicion; hence he avoided asking for a +ticket at the railway station, because this would subject him to +examination. He so managed that just as the train started he jumped +on, his bag being thrown after him by some one in waiting. He knew +that scrutiny of him in a crowded car en route would be less exacting +than at the station. He had borrowed a sailor's shirt, tarpaulin, cap, +and black cravat, tied in true sailor fashion, and he acted the part of +an "old salt" so perfectly that he excited no suspicion. When the +conductor came to collect his fare and inspected his "free papers," +Douglass, in the most natural manner, said that he had none, but +promptly showed his "sailor's protection," which the railway official +merely glanced at and passed on without further question. Twice on the +trip he thought he was detected. Once when his car stood opposite a +south-bound train, Douglass observed a well-known citizen of Baltimore, +who knew him well, sitting where he could see him distinctly. At +another time, while still in Maryland, he was noticed by a man who had +met him frequently at the shipyards. In neither of these cases, +however, was he interfered with or molested. When he got into the free +State of Pennsylvania, he felt more joy than he dared express. He had +by his cool temerity and address passed every sentinel undetected, and +no slave, to his knowledge, he afterward said, ever got away from +bondage on so narrow a margin of safety. + + + + +HENRY WARD BEECHER + +(1813-1887) + +THE BOY WHO HALF-HEARTEDLY JOINED THE CHURCH + +There is great encouragement for the seemingly backward, hesitant youth +in the story of Henry Ward Beecher's early life. + +He tells us that he used to be laughed at for talking as though he had +pudding in his mouth. Yet he became one of the greatest orators the +world has seen. + +He joined the church merely because he was expected to do so. It was +only "pride and shamefacedness" that prevented him from expressing his +doubts as to whether he was a Christian. When he actually came to take +the step he wondered whether he should be struck dead for not feeling +more; and afterward he walked home crying and wishing he knew what he +ought to do and how he ought to do it. Yet he became one of the +greatest religious leaders of his time. + + +From the "Biography of Henry Ward Beecher," by W. C. Beecher and +Scoville. C. L. Webster Co., 1888. + +"If I had had the influence of a discreet, sympathetic Christian person +to brood over and help and encourage me, I should have been a Christian +child from my mother's lap, I am persuaded; but I had no such +influence. The influences of a Christian family were about me, to be +sure, but they were generic; and I revolved these speculative +experiences, my strong religious habitudes taking the form of +speculation all through my childhood. I recollect that from the time +that I was about ten years old I began to have periods when my +susceptibilities were so profoundly impressed that the outward +manifestations of my nature were changed. I remember that when my +brother George--who was next older than I, and who was beginning to be +my helpful companion, to whom I looked up--became a Christian, being +awakened and converted in college, it seemed as though a gulf had come +between us, and as though he was a saint on one side of it while I was +a little reprobate on the other side. It was awful to me. If there +had been a total eclipse of the sun I should not have been in more +profound darkness outwardly than I was inwardly. I did not know whom +to go to; I did not dare to go to my father; I had no mother that I +ever went to at such a time; I did not feel like going to my brother; +and I did not go to anybody. I felt that I must try to wrestle out my +own salvation. + +"Once, on coming home, I heard the bell toll, and I learned that it was +for the funeral of one of my companions with whom I had been accustomed +to play, and with whom I had grown up. I did not know that he had been +sick, but he had dropped into eternity; and the ringing, swinging, +booming of that bell, if it had been the sound of an angel trumpet of +the last day, would not have seemed to me more awful. I went into an +ecstasy of anguish. At intervals, for days and weeks, I cried and +prayed. There was scarcely a retired place in the garden, in the +woodhouse, in the carriage-house, or in the barn that was not a scene +of my crying and praying. It was piteous that I should be in such a +state of mind, and that there should be nobody to help me and lead me +out into the light. I do not recollect that to that day one word had +been said to me, or one syllable had been uttered in the pulpit, that +lead me to think there was any mercy in the heart of God for a sinner +like me. For a sinner that had repented it was thought there was +pardon; but how to repent was the very thing I did not know. A +converted sinner might be saved, but for a poor, miserable, faulty boy, +that pouted, and got mad at his brothers and sisters, and did a great +many naughty things, there was no salvation so far as I had learned. +My innumerable shortcomings and misdemeanors were to my mind so many +pimples that marked my terrible depravity; and I never had the remotest +idea of God except that he was a sovereign who sat with a sceptre in +his hand and had his eye on me, and said: 'I see you, and I am after +you.' So I used to live in perpetual fear and dread, and often I +wished myself dead. I tried to submit and lay down the weapons of my +rebellion, I tried to surrender everything; but it did not seem to do +any good, and I thought it was because I did not do it right. I tried +to consecrate myself to God, but all to no purpose. I did everything, +so far as I could, that others did who professed to be Christians, but +I did not feel any better. I passed through two or three revivals. I +remember, when Mr. Nettleton was preaching in Litchfield, going to +carry a note to him from father; and for a sensitive, bashful boy like +me it was a severe ordeal. I went to the room where he was speaking, +with the note in my trembling hand, and had to lay it on the desk +beside him. Before I got halfway across the floor I was dazed and +everything seemed to swim around me, but I made out to get the note to +him, and he said: 'That's enough; go away, boy,' and I sort of backed +and stumbled toward the door (I was always stumbling and blundering in +company) and sat down. He was preaching in those whispered tones which +always seem louder than thunder to the conscience, although they are +only whispers in the ear. He had not uttered more than three sentences +before my feelings were excited, and the more I listened the more awful +I felt; and I said to myself: 'I will stay to the inquiry meeting.' I +heard Mr. Nettleton talking about souls writhing under conviction, and +I thought my soul was writhing under conviction. I had heard father +say that after a person had writhed under conviction a week or two they +began to come out, and I said: 'Perhaps I will get out'; and that +thought produced in me a sort of half-exhilaration of joy. I stayed to +the inquiry meeting, felt better, and trotted home with the hope that I +was on the way toward conversion. I went through this revival with +that hope strengthened; but it did not last long." + +It is evident from this chapter that if we would understand Henry Ward +Beecher and the influences that went to the formation of his character +and to the success of his life, other things than parentage, home, +school, or nature must be taken into the account. The vast things of +the invisible realm have begun to speak to him, and his nature has +proved to be peculiarly sensitive to their influence. + +He is thus early groping, unresting, and unsatisfied; but it is among +mountains, and not in marshes or quicksands. Some day these mountain +truths, among which he now wanders in darkness, shall be radiant in his +sight with the Divine Compassion, and his gloom shall give place to +abiding love, joy, and peace. + +It was in 1827, and Henry was fourteen years old, when he entered the +Mount Pleasant Institute. "He was admitted to the institution at a +price about half the usual charge, for one hundred dollars per year. +His appearance was robust and healthy, rather inclined to fulness of +form, with a slight pink tinge on his cheeks and a frequent smile upon +his face. In his manners and communications he was quiet, orderly, and +respectful. He was a good-looking youth." This is the testimony of +one of his teachers, Mr. George Montague. + +"I think he must have been fond of children, for he was always ready +for a frolic with me. I don't remember how he spoke, except that he +talked a good deal and was full of life and fun." So says a friend in +whose home he boarded, in a letter written during the past year. + +No place could have been better fitted to the condition of the boy, as +he then was, than the one chosen. He was tired of the city with its +brick walls, stone pavements, and artificial restrictions, and longed +for the freedom and the freshness of the country. Amherst at that time +was only a small village, fighting back with indifferent success the +country that pressed in upon it from every side, and offering this +city-sick lad, almost within a stone's throw of the school, the same +kind of fields and forests that were around him at Litchfield, and +spreading out for him a landscape equal in beauty to that of his +childhood home. + +Besides, he has an object in view that stirs his blood. He is to fit +himself for the navy; his father has promised his influence to get him +an appointment, if wanted, and Admiral Nelson and all other brave +admirals and commodores are his models. For the first time in his life +he takes hold of study with enthusiasm. + +The institution was very popular in its day, and a great advance upon +the old academy. It was semi-military in its methods, and in its +government there was great thoroughness without severity. Its teachers +possessed superior qualifications, and all were men of great kindness +as well as of marked ability. Among them were two men who especially +had great influence in directing his energies and preparing him not +only for Amherst College but for the greater work beyond, and who were +ever remembered by him with the deepest gratitude. + +The first of these was W. P. Fitzgerald, the teacher of mathematics at +Mount Pleasant School: + +"He taught me to conquer in studying. There is a very hour in which a +young nature, tugging, discouraged, and weary with books, rises with +the consciousness of victorious power into masterhood. For ever after +he knows that he can learn anything if he pleases. It is a distinct +intellectual conversion. + +"I first went to the blackboard, uncertain, soft, full of whimpering. +'That lesson must be learned,' he said, in a very quiet tone, but with +a terrible intensity and with the certainty of Fate. All explanations +and excuses he trod under foot with utter scornfulness. 'I want that +problem. I don't want any reasons why I don't get it.' + +"'I did study it two hours.' + +"'That's nothing to me; I want the lesson. You need not study it at +all, or you may study it ten hours--just to suit yourself. I want the +lesson. Underwood, go to the blackboard!' + +"'Oh! yes, but Underwood got somebody to _show_ him his lesson.' + +"'What do I care _how_ you get it? That's your business. But you must +have it.' + +"It was tough for a green boy, but it seasoned him. In less than a +month I had the most intense sense of intellectual independence and +courage to defend my recitations. + +"In the midst of a lesson his cold and calm voice would fall upon me in +the midst of a demonstration--'_No_!' I hesitated, stopped, and then +went back to the beginning; and, on reaching the same spot again, +'_No_!' uttered with the tone of perfect conviction, barred my +progress. 'The next!' and I sat down in red confusion. He, too, was +stopped with 'No!' but went right on, finished, and, as he sat down, +was rewarded with, 'Very well.' + +"'Why,' whimpered I, 'I recited it just as he did, and you said No!' + +"'Why didn't you say _Yes_, and stick to it? It is not enough to know +your lesson. You must _know_ that you know it. You have learned +nothing until you are _sure_. If all the world says _No_, your +business is to say _Yes_ and to _prove it!_'" + +The other helper of this period was John E. Lovell. + +In a column of the _Christian Union_, of July 14, 1880, devoted to +"Inquiring Friends," appeared this question with the accompanying +answer: + + +"We heard Mr. Beecher lecture recently in Boston and found the lecture +a grand lesson in elocution. If Mr. Beecher would give through the +column of 'Inquiring Friends' the methods of instruction and practice +pursued by him, it would be very thankfully received by a subscriber +and student. + +"E. D. M." + + +"I had from childhood a thickness of speech arising from a large +palate, so that when a boy I used to be laughed at for talking as if I +had pudding in my mouth. When I went to Amherst I was fortunate in +passing into the hands of John Lovell, a teacher of elocution, and a +better teacher for my purpose I cannot conceive. His system consisted +in drill, or the thorough practice of inflexions by the voice, of +gesture, posture, and articulation. Sometimes I was a whole hour +practising my voice on a word--like 'justice.' I would have to take a +posture, frequently at a mark chalked on the floor. Then we would go +through all the gestures, exercising each movement of the arm and the +throwing open the hand. All gestures except those of precision go in +curves, the arm rising from the side, coming to the front, turning to +the left or right. I was drilled as to how far the arm should come +forward, where it should start from, how far go back, and under what +circumstances these movements should be made. It was drill, drill, +drill, until the motions almost became a second nature. Now I never +know what movements I shall make. My gestures are natural, because +this drill made them natural to me. The only method of acquiring an +effective education is by practice, of not less than an hour a day, +until the student has his voice and himself thoroughly subdued and +trained to right expression. + +"H. W. B." + + +Mr. Montague says: "Mr. Beecher submitted to Mr. Lovell's drilling and +training with a patience which proved his interest in the study to be +great. The piece which was to be spoken was committed to memory from +Mr. Lovell's mouth, the pupil standing on the stage before him, and +every sentence and word, accent and pronunciation, position and +movement of the body, glance of the eye and tone of voice, all were +subjects of study and criticism. And day after day, often for several +weeks in continuance, Mr. Beecher submitted to this drilling upon the +same piece, until his teacher pronounced him perfect." + +His dramatic power was displayed and noted at this early period. Dr. +Thomas Field, a classmate in the school, says: "One incident occurred +during our residence in Mount Pleasant which left an abiding impression +on my mind. At the exhibition at the close of the year, either 1828 or +1829, the drama of 'William Tell' was performed by some of the +students, and your father took the part of the tyrant Gessler. +Although sixty years have passed, I think now, as I thought then, that +it was the most impressive performance I ever witnessed. . . ." + +In a letter dated December 24, 1828, addressed to his sister +Harriet--the first that has come to our hands from Mount Pleasant--he +gives some account of his manner of life at school, and various +experiences: + + +DEAR SISTER: + +. . . . I have to rise in the morning at half-past five o'clock, and +after various little duties, such as fixing of room, washing, etc., +which occupies about an hour, we proceed to breakfast, from thence to +chapel, after which we have about ten minutes to prepare for school. +Then we attend school from eight to twelve. An hour at noon is allowed +for diversions of various sorts. Then dinner. After that school from +half-past one to half-past four. At night we have about an hour and a +half; then tea. After tea we have about ten minutes; then we are +called to our rooms till nine. + +Now I will tell you how I occupy my spare time in reading, writing, and +playing the flute. We are forming a band here. I shall play either +the flute or hautboy. I enjoy myself _pretty_ well. In Latin I am +studying Sallust. As to ease, all I have to do is study straight +ahead. It comes _pretty_ easy. My Greek is rather hard. I am as yet +studying the grammar and Jacob's Greek Reader. In elocution, we read +and speak alternately every other day. + +. . . . I find it hard to keep as a Christian ought to. To be sure, I +find delight in prayer, but I cannot find time to be alone +sufficiently. We have in our room only two, one besides myself, but he +is most of my play-hours practising on some instrument or other. I +have some time, to be sure, but it is very irregular, and I never know +when I shall have an opportunity for private devotions until the time +comes. I do not like to read the Bible as well as to pray, but I +suppose it is the same as it is with a lover, who loves to talk with +his mistress in person better than to write when she is afar off. . . . + +Your affectionate brother, + HENRY. + + +His religious experience, of which we have heard nothing, since he left +Litchfield, the life in Boston apparently not being very favorable to +it, again attracts our attention at this point. He says: + +"When I was fourteen years of age, I left Boston and went to Mount +Pleasant. There broke out while I was there one of those infectious +religious revivals which have no basis of judicious instruction, but +spring from inexperienced zeal. It resulted in many mushroom hopes, +and I had one of them; but I do not know how or why I was converted. I +only know I was in a sort of day-dream, in which I hoped I had given +myself to Christ. + +"I wrote to father expressing this hope; he was overjoyed, and sent me +a long, kind letter on the subject. But in the course of three or four +weeks I was nearly over it; and I never shall forget how I felt, not +long afterward, when a letter from father was handed me in which he +said I must anticipate my vacation a week or two and come home and join +the Church on the next Communion Sabbath. The serious feelings I had +were well-nigh gone, and I was beginning to feel quite jolly again, and +I did not know what to do. I went home, however, and let them take me +into the Church. A kind of pride and shamefacedness kept me from +saying I did not think I was a Christian, and so I was made a Church +member." + +In an editorial in the _Independent_, written in 1862, upon the +disbanding of this old church, the Bowdoin Street--originally Hanover +Street--Church, Boston, he describes this event: + +"If somebody will look in the old records of Hanover Street Church +about 1829 they will find a name there of a boy about fifteen years old +who was brought into the Church on a sympathetic wave, and who well +remembers how cold and almost paralyzed he felt while the committee +questioned him about his 'hope' and 'evidences,' which, upon review, +amounted to this: that the son of such a father ought to be a good and +pious boy. Being tender-hearted and quick to respond to moral +sympathy, he had been caught and inflamed in a school excitement, but +was just getting over it when summoned to Boston to join the Church! +On the morning of the day he went to Church without seeing anything he +looked at. He heard his name called from the pulpit among many others, +and trembled; rose up with every emotion petrified; counted the spots +on the carpet; looked piteously up at the cornice; heard the fans creak +in the pews near him; felt thankful to a fly that lit on his face, as +if something familiar at last had come to break an awful trance; heard +faintly a reading of the Articles of Faith; wondered whether he should +be struck dead for not feeling more--whether he should go to hell for +touching the bread and wine that he did not dare to take nor to refuse; +spent the morning service uncertain whether dreaming, or out of the +body, or in a trance; and at last walked home crying, and wishing he +knew what, now that he was a Christian, he should do, and how he was to +do it. Ah! well, there is a world of things in children's minds that +grown-up people do not imagine, though they, too, once were young." + +Unsatisfactory in many respects as was his religious experience, it +seems to have been powerful enough to change his whole ideal of life. +We hear no more of his becoming a sailor. He appears to have yielded +to the inevitable, and henceforth studies with the ministry in view. + +That he became a minister, as did his brothers, by reason of the +unswerving faith and prayer of the parents, is already well known. +"Out of six sons not one escaped from the pulpit. My mother dedicated +me to the work of the foreign missionary; she laid her hands upon me, +wept over me, and set me apart to preach the Gospel among the heathen, +and I have been doing it all my life long, for it so happens one does +not need to go far from his own country to find his audience before +him." + +Ushered into the preparation for the ministry by the parental faith, +stumbling and discouraged and ready to give up the work, another hand +was not wanting to open still more clearly the way, draw back the +curtains, and let in the light: + +"I beheld Him as a helper, as the soul's mid-wife, as the soul's +physician, and I felt because I was weak I could come to Him; because I +did not know how, and, if I did know, I had not the strength, to do the +things that were right--that was the invitation that He gave to me out +of my conscious weakness and want. I will not repeat the scene of that +morning when light broke fairly on my mind; how one might have thought +that I was a lunatic escaped from confinement; how I ran up and down +through the primeval forest of Ohio, shouting, 'Glory, glory!' +sometimes in loud tones and at other times whispered in an ecstasy of +joy and surprise. All the old troubles gone, and light breaking in on +my mind, I cried: 'I have found my God; I have found my God!' From +that hour I consecrated myself to the work of the ministry anew, for +before that I had about made up my mind to go into some other +profession." + +His early training school for effective preaching was well selected. +It was, as is well known, one of the little villages on the banks of +the Ohio River, where the wants of river bargemen and frontiersmen +demanded his attention. It was there he decided what his life work +should be. + +"My business shall be to save men, and to bring to bear upon them those +views that are my comfort, that are the bread of life to me; and I went +out among them almost entirely cut loose from the ordinary church +institutions and agencies, knowing nothing but 'Christ, and Him +crucified,' the sufferer for mankind. Did not the men round me need +such a Saviour? Was there ever such a field as I found? Every +sympathy of my being was continually solicited for the ignorance, for +the rudeness, for the aberrations, for the avarice, for the +quarrelsomeness of the men among whom I was, and I was trying every +form and presenting Christ as a medicine to men. I went through the +woods and through camp-meetings and over prairies. Everywhere my +vacations were all missionary tours, preaching Christ for the hope of +salvation. I am not saying this to show you how I came to the +knowledge of Christ, but to show you how I came to the habits and forms +of my ministry. I tried everything on to folks." + +Added to the forces of experience and surroundings was always that of +his own personal, natural endowment. This he found fault with and +tried to change, as most people do at some period of their lives, but +finally accepted and concluded to use as best he could, without +murmuring, but always conscious of its limitations. + +"I have my own peculiar temperament, I have my own method of preaching, +and my method and temperament necessitate errors. I am not worthy to +be related in the hundred-thousandth degree to those more happy men who +never make a mistake in the pulpit. I make a great many. I am +impetuous. I am intense at times on subjects that deeply move me. I +feel as though all the ocean were not strong enough to be the power +beyond my words, nor all the thunders that were in the heavens, and it +is of necessity that such a nature as that should give such intensity +at times to parts of doctrine as to exaggerate them when you come to +bring them into connection with a more rounded-out and balanced view. +I know it--I know it as well as you do. I would not do it if I could +help it; but there are times when it is not I that is talking, when I +am caught up and carried away so that I know not whether I am in the +body or out of the body, when I think things in the pulpit that I never +could think in the study, and when I have feelings that are so far +different from any that belong to the lower or normal condition that I +neither can regulate them nor understand them. I see things and I hear +sounds, and seem, if not in the seventh heaven, yet in a condition that +leads me to understand what Paul said--that he heard things which it +was not possible for a man to utter. I am acting under such a +temperament as that. I have got to use it, or not preach at all. I +know very well I do not give crystalline views nor thoroughly guarded +views; there is often an error on this side and an error on that, and I +cannot stop to correct them. A man might run around, like a kitten +after its tail, all his life, if he were going around explaining all +his expressions and all the things he had written. Let them go. They +will correct themselves. The average and general influence of a man's +teaching will be more mighty than any single misconception, or +misapprehension through misconception. + +"There is a deep enjoyment in having devoted yourself, soul and body, +to the welfare of your fellowmen, so that you have no thought and no +care but for them. There is a pleasure in that which is never touched +by any ordinary experiences in human life. It is the highest. I look +back to my missionary days as being transcendently the happiest period +of my life. The sweetest pleasures I have ever known are not those +that I have now, but those that I remember, when I was unknown, in an +unknown land, among a scattered people, mostly poor, and to whom I had +to go and preach the Gospel, man by man, house by house, gathering them +on Sundays, a few--twenty, fifty, or a hundred as the case might +be--and preaching the Gospel more formally to them as they were able to +bear it." + + + + +BOOKER T. WASHINGTON + +(1858-1915) + +THE BOY WHO SLEPT UNDER THE SIDEWALK + +Two or three years before the outbreak of the Civil War a little black +baby was born in the slave quarters on a Virginia plantation. This was +not a surprising event and nobody except the mother paid it any +attention. Even the father of the child ignored it. For some years +the boy "just growed," after the manner of Topsy. Nobody helped him. +But the boy differed in one way from his thoughtless little playmates. +There was a mysterious something in him that drove him eagerly to avail +himself of any opportunity for self-improvement that came along. If +the opportunity, as generally happened, _failed_ to "come along," he +went after it with all his might and main. + +He devoted his life unreservedly to the service of his coloured +brethren, and through his own bitter experience he knew full well the +best way in which to help them. + + +From "Up From Slavery," by Booker T. Washington. Doubleday, Page & +Co., 1901. + +I was born a slave on a plantation in Franklin County, Virginia. I am +not quite sure of the exact place or exact date of my birth, but at any +rate I suspect I must have been born somewhere and at some time. As +nearly as I have been able to learn, I was born near a crossroads +post-office called Hale's Ford and the year was 1858 or 1859. I do not +know the month or the day. The earliest impressions I can now recall +are of the plantation and the slave quarters, the latter being the part +of the plantation where the slaves had their cabins. + +My life had its beginning in the midst of the most miserable, desolate, +and discouraging surroundings. This was so, however, not because my +owners were especially cruel, for they were not, as compared with many +others. I was born in a typical log-cabin, about fourteen by sixteen +feet square. In this cabin I lived with my mother and a brother and +sister till after the Civil War, when we were all declared free. + +Of my ancestry I know almost nothing. In the slave quarters, and even +later, I heard whispered conversations among the coloured people of the +tortures which the slaves, including, no doubt, my ancestors on my +mother's side, suffered in the middle passage of the slaveship while +being conveyed from Africa to America. I have been unsuccessful in +securing any information that would throw any accurate light upon the +history of my family, beyond my mother. She, I remember, had a +half-brother and a half-sister. In the days of slavery not very much +attention was given to family history and family records--that is, +black family records. My mother, I suppose, attracted the attention of +a purchaser who was afterward my owner and hers. Her addition to the +slave family attracted about as much attention as the purchase of a new +horse or cow. Of my father I know even less than of my mother. I do +not even know his name. I have heard reports to the effect that he was +a white man who lived on one of the nearby plantations. Whoever he +was, I never heard of his taking the least interest in me or providing +in any way for my rearing. But I do not find especial fault with him. +He was simply another unfortunate victim of the institution which the +Nation unhappily had engrafted upon it at that time. . . . + +I cannot remember having slept in a bed until after our family was +declared free by the Emancipation Proclamation. Three children--John, +my older brother, Amanda, my sister, and myself--had a pallet on the +dirt floor, or, to be more correct, we slept in and on a bundle of +filthy rags laid upon the dirt floor. + +From the time that I can remember anything, almost every day of my life +has been occupied in some kind of labour; though I think I would now be +a more useful man had I had time for sports. During the period that I +spent in slavery I was not large enough to be of much service, still I +was occupied most of the time in cleaning the yards, carrying water to +the men in the fields, or going to the mill, to which I used to take +the corn, once a week, to be ground. The mill was about three miles +from the plantation. This work I always dreaded. The heavy bag of +corn would be thrown across the back of the horse, and the corn divided +about evenly on each side; but in some way, almost without exception, +on these trips the corn would so shift as to become unbalanced and +would fall off the horse, and often I would fall with it. As I was not +strong enough to reload the corn upon the horse, I would have to wait, +sometimes for many hours, till a chance passerby came along who would +help me out of my trouble. The hours while waiting for some one were +usually spent in crying. The time consumed in this way made me late in +reaching the mill, and by the time I got my corn ground and reached +home it would be far into the night. The road was a lonely one, and +often led through dense forests. I was always frightened. The woods +were said to be full of soldiers who had deserted from the army, and I +had been told that the first thing a deserter did to a Negro boy when +he found him alone was to cut off his ears. Besides, when I was late +in getting home I knew I would always get a severe scolding or a +flogging. + +I had no schooling whatever while I was a slave, though I remember on +several occasions I went as far as the schoolhouse door with one of my +young mistresses to carry her books. The picture of several dozen boys +and girls in a schoolroom engaged in study made a deep impression upon +me, and I had the feeling that to get into a schoolhouse and study in +this way would be about the same as getting into paradise. + +So far as I can now recall, the first knowledge that I got of the fact +that we were slaves, and that freedom of the slaves was being +discussed, was early one morning before day, when I was awakened by my +mother kneeling over her children and fervently praying that Lincoln +and his armies might be successful, and that one day she and her +children might be free. . . . + +I cannot remember a single instance during my childhood or early +boyhood when our entire family sat down to the table together, and +God's blessing was asked, and the family ate a meal in a civilized +manner. On the plantation in Virginia, and even later, meals were +gotten by the children very much as dumb animals get theirs. It was a +piece of bread here and a scrap of meat there. It was a cup of milk at +one time and some potatoes at another. Sometimes a portion of our +family would eat out of the skillet or pot, while some one else would +eat from a tin plate held on the knees, and often using nothing but the +hands with which to hold the food. When I had grown to sufficient +size, I was required to go to the "big house" mealtimes to fan the +flies from the table by means of a large set of paper fans operated by +a pulley. Naturally much of the conversation of the white people +turned upon the subject of freedom and the war, and I absorbed a good +deal of it. I remember that at one time I saw two of my young +mistresses and some lady visitors eating ginger-cakes, in the yard. At +that time those cakes seemed to me to be absolutely the most tempting +and desirable things that I had ever seen; and I then and there +resolved that, if I ever got free, the height of my ambition would be +reached if I could get to the point where I could secure and eat +ginger-cakes in the way that I saw those ladies doing. . . . + +The first pair of shoes that I recall wearing were wooden ones. They +had rough leather on the top, but the bottoms, which were about an inch +thick, were of wood. When I walked they made a fearful noise, and +besides this they were very inconvenient, since there was no yielding +to the natural pressure of the foot. In wearing them one presented an +exceedingly awkward appearance. The most trying ordeal that I was +forced to endure as a slave boy, however, was the wearing of a flax +shirt. In the portion of Virginia where I lived it was common to use +flax as part of the clothing for the slaves. That part of the flax +from which our clothing was made was largely the refuse, which, of +course, was the cheapest and roughest part. I can scarcely imagine any +torture, except, perhaps, the pulling of a tooth, that is equal to that +caused by putting on a new flax shirt for the first time. It is almost +equal to the feeling that one would experience if he had a dozen or +more chestnut burrs, or a hundred small pinpoints in contact with his +flesh. Even to this day, I can recall accurately the tortures that I +underwent when putting on one of these garments. The fact that my +flesh was soft and tender added to the pain. But I had no choice. I +had to wear the flax shirt or none; and had it been left to me to +choose, I should have chosen to wear no covering. . . . + +Until I had grown to be quite a youth this single garment was all that +I wore. . . . + +From the time that I can remember having any thoughts about anything, I +recall that I had an intense longing to learn to read. I determined +when quite a small child, that, if I accomplished nothing else in life, +I would in some way get enough education to enable me to read common +books and newspapers. Soon after we got settled in some manner in our +new cabin in West Virginia, I induced my mother to get hold of a book +for me. How or where she got it I do not know, but in some way she +procured an old copy of Webster's "blue-back" spelling-book, which +contained the alphabet, followed by such meaningless words as "ab," +"ba," "ca," "da." I began at once to devour this book, and I think +that it was the first one I ever had in my hands. I had learned from +somebody that the way to begin to read was to learn the alphabet, so I +tried in all the ways I could think of to learn it--all of course +without a teacher, for I could find no one to teach me. At that time +there was not a single member of my race anywhere near us who could +read, and I was too timid to approach any of the white people. In some +way, within a few weeks, I mastered the greater portion of the +alphabet. In all my efforts to learn to read my mother shared fully my +ambition and sympathized with me and aided me in every way that she +could. Though she was totally ignorant, so far as mere book knowledge +was concerned, she had high ambitions for her children, and a large +fund of good, hard common sense which seemed to enable her to meet and +master every situation. If I have done anything in life worth +attention, I feel sure that I inherited the disposition from my +mother. . . . + +The opening of the school in the Kanawha Valley brought to me one of +the keenest disappointments that I ever experienced. I had been +working in a salt furnace for several months, and my stepfather had +discovered that I had a financial value, and so, when the school +opened, he decided that he could not spare me from my work. This +decision seemed to cloud my every ambition. The disappointment was +made all the more severe by reason of the fact that my place of work +was where I could see the happy children passing to and from school, +morning and afternoons. Despite this disappointment, however, I +determined that I would learn something, anyway. I applied myself with +greater earnestness than ever to the mastering of what was in the +"blue-back" speller. + +My mother sympathized with me in my disappointment, and sought to +comfort me in all the ways she could, and to help me find a way to +learn. After a while I succeeded in making arrangements with the +teacher to give me some lessons at night, after the day's work was +done. These night lessons were so welcome that I think I learned more +at night than the other children did during the day. My own +experiences in the night school gave me faith in the night-school idea, +with which, in after years, had to do both at Hampton and Tuskegee. +But my boyish heart was still set upon going to the day school, and I +let no opportunity slip to push my case. Finally I won, and was +permitted to go to the school in the day for a few months, with the +understanding that I was to rise early in the morning and work in the +furnace till nine o'clock, and return immediately after school closed +in the afternoon for at least two more hours of work. + +The schoolhouse was some distance from the furnace, and as I had to +work till nine o'clock, and the school opened at nine, I found myself +in a difficulty. School would always be begun before I reached it, and +sometimes my class had recited. To get around this difficulty I +yielded to a temptation for which most people, I suppose, will condemn +me; but since it is a fact, I might as well state it. I have great +faith in the power and influence of facts. It is seldom that anything +is permanently gained by holding back a fact. There was a large clock, +in a little office in the furnace. This clock, of course, all the +hundred or more workmen depended upon to regulate their hours of +beginning and ending the day's work. I got the idea that the way for +me to reach school on time was to move the clock hands from half-past +eight up to nine o'clock mark. This I found myself doing morning after +morning, till the furnace "boss" discovered that something was wrong, +and locked the clock in a case. I did not mean to inconvenience +anybody. I simply meant to reach that schoolhouse in time. + +When, however, I found myself at the school for the first time, I also +found myself confronted with two other difficulties. In the first +place, I found that all of the other children wore hats or caps on +their heads, and I had neither hat nor cap. In fact, I do not remember +that up to the time of going to school I had ever worn any kind of +covering upon my head, nor do I recall that either I or anybody else +had even thought anything about the need of covering for my head. But, +of course when I saw how all the other boys were dressed, I began to +feel quite uncomfortable. As usual, I put the case before my mother, +and she explained to me that she had no money with which to buy a +"store hat," which was a rather new institution at that time among the +members of my race and was considered quite the thing for young and old +to own, but that she would find a way to help me out of the difficulty. +She accordingly got two pieces of "homespun" (jeans) and sewed them +together, and I was soon the proud possessor of my first cap. . . . + +My second difficulty was with regard to my name, or, rather, a name. +From the time when I could remember anything, I had been called simply +"Booker." Before going to school it had never occurred to me that it +was needful or appropriate to have an additional name. When I heard +the school-roll called, I noticed that all of the children had at least +two names, and some of them indulged in what seemed to me the +extravagance of having three. I was in deep perplexity, because I knew +that the teacher would demand of me at least two names, and I had only +one. By the time the occasion came for the enrolling of my name, an +idea occurred to me which I thought would make me equal to the +situation; and so, when the teacher asked me what my full name was, I +calmly told him "Booker Washington," as if I had been called by that +name all my life; and by that name I have since been known. Later in +my life I found that my mother had given me the name of "Booker +Taliaferro," soon after I was born, but in some way that part of my +name seemed to disappear and for a long while was forgotten, but as +soon as I found out about it I revived it, and, made my full name +"Booker Taliaferro Washington." I think there are not many men in our +country who have had the privilege of naming themselves in the way that +I have. . . . + +The time that I was permitted to attend school during the day was +short, and my attendance was irregular. It was not long before I had +to stop attending day school altogether, and devote all of my time +again to work. I resorted to the night school again. In fact, the +greater part of the education I secured in my boyhood was gathered +through the night school after my day's work was done. I had +difficulty often in securing a satisfactory teacher. Sometimes, after +I had secured one to teach me at night, I would find, much to my +disappointment, that the teacher knew but little more than I did. +Often I would have to walk miles at night in order to recite my +night-school lessons. There was never a time in my youth, no matter +how dark and discouraging the days might be, when one resolve did not +continually remain with me, and that was a determination to secure an +education at any cost. + +After I had worked in the salt furnace for some time, work was secured +for me in a coal mine which was operated mainly for the purpose of +securing fuel for the salt furnace. . . . + +In those days, and later as a young man, I used to try to picture in my +imagination the feelings and ambitions of a white boy with absolutely +no limit placed upon his aspirations and activities. I used to envy +the white boy who had no obstacles placed in the way of his becoming a +congressman, governor, bishop, or President by reason of the accident +of his birth or race. I used to picture the way that I would act under +such circumstances; how I would begin at the bottom and keep rising +until I reached the highest round of success. . . . + +One day while at work in the coal mine I happened to overhear two +miners talking about a great school for coloured people somewhere in +Virginia. This was the first time that I had ever heard anything about +any kind of school or college that was more pretentious than the little +coloured school in our town. + +In the darkness of the mine I noiselessly crept as close as I could to +the two men who were talking. I heard one tell the other that not only +was the school established for the members of my race, but that +opportunities were provided by which poor but worthy students could +work out all or a part of the cost of board, and at the same time be +taught some trade or industry. + +As they went on describing the school, it seemed to me that it must be +the greatest place on earth, and not even Heaven presented more +attractions for me at that time than did the Hampton Normal and +Agricultural Institute in Virginia, about which these men were talking. +I resolved at once to go to that school, although I had no idea where +it was, or how many miles away, or how I was going to reach it; I +remembered only that I was on fire constantly with one ambition, and +that was to go to Hampton. This thought was with me day and +night. . . . + +In the fall of 1872 I determined to make an effort to get there, +although, as I have stated, I had no definite idea of the direction in +which Hampton was, or of what it would cost to go there. I do not +think that any one thoroughly sympathized with me in my ambition to go +to Hampton unless it was my mother, and she was troubled with a grave +fear that I was starting out on a "wild-goose chase." At any rate, I +got only a half-hearted consent from her that I might start. The small +amount of money that I had earned had been consumed by my stepfather +and the remainder of the family, with the exception of a very few +dollars, and so I had very little with which to buy clothes and pay my +travelling expenses. . . . + +Finally the great day came, and I started for Hampton. I had only a +small, cheap satchel that contained what few articles of clothing I +could get. My mother at the time was rather weak and broken in health. +I hardly expected to see her again, and thus our parting was all the +more sad. She, however, was very brave through it all. At that time +there were no through trains connecting that part of West Virginia with +eastern Virginia. Trains ran only a portion of the way, and the +remainder of the distance was travelled by stage-coaches. + +The distance from Maiden to Hampton is about five hundred miles. I had +not been away from home many hours before it began to grow painfully +evident that I did not have enough money to pay my fare to +Hampton. . . . + +By walking, begging rides both in wagons and in the cars, in some way, +after a number of days, I reached the city of Richmond, Virginia, about +eighty-two miles from Hampton. When I reached there, tired, hungry, +and dirty; it was late in the night. I had never been in a large city +before, and this rather added to my misery. When I reached Richmond I +was completely out of money. I had not a single acquaintance in the +place, and, being unused to city ways, I did not know where to go. I +applied at several places for lodging, but they all wanted money, and +that was what I did not have. Knowing nothing else better to do, I +walked the streets. In doing this I passed by many food-stands where +fried chicken and half-moon apple pies were piled high and made to +present a most tempting appearance. At that time it seemed to me that +I would have promised all that I expected to possess in the future to +have gotten hold of one of those chicken legs or one of those pies. +But I could not get either of these, nor anything else to eat. + +I must have walked the streets till after midnight. At last I became +so exhausted that I could walk no longer. I was tired, I was hungry, I +was everything but discouraged. Just about the time when I reached +extreme physical exhaustion, I came upon a portion of a street where +the board sidewalk was considerably elevated. I waited for a few +minutes, till I was sure that no passersby could see me, and then crept +under the sidewalk and lay for the night upon the ground, with my +satchel of clothing for a pillow. Nearly all night I could hear the +tramp of feet above my head. The next morning I found myself somewhat +refreshed, but I was extremely hungry, because it had been a long time +since I had had sufficient food. As soon as it became light enough for +me to see my surroundings I noticed that I was near a large ship, and +that this ship seemed to be unloading a cargo of pig iron. I went at +once to the vessel and asked the captain to permit me to help unload +the vessel in order to get money for food. The captain, a white man, +who seemed to be kind-hearted, consented. I worked long enough to earn +money for my breakfast, and it seems to me, as I remember it now, to +have been about the best breakfast that I have ever eaten. + +My work pleased the captain so well that he told me if I desired I +could continue working for a small amount per day. This I was very +glad to do. I continued working on this vessel for a number of days. +After buying food with the small wages I received there was not much +left to add to the amount I must get to pay my way to Hampton. In +order to economize in every way possible, so as to be sure to reach +Hampton in a reasonable time, I continued to sleep under the same +sidewalk that gave me shelter the first night I was in Richmond. . . . + +When I had saved what I considered enough money with which to reach +Hampton, I thanked the captain of the vessel for his kindness, and +started again. Without any unusual occurrence I reached Hampton, with +a surplus of exactly fifty cents with which to begin my education, To +me it had been a long, eventful journey; but the first sight of the +large, three-story brick school building seemed to have rewarded me for +all that I had undergone in order to reach the place. . . . + +It seemed to me to be the largest and most beautiful building I had +ever seen. The sight of it seemed to give me new life. I felt that a +new kind of existence had now begun--that life would now have a new +meaning. I felt that I had reached the promised land, and I resolved +to let no obstacle prevent me from putting forth the highest effort to +fit myself to accomplish the most good in the world. + +As soon as possible after reaching the grounds of the Hampton Institute +I presented myself before the head teacher for assignment to a class. +Having been so long without proper food, a bath, and change of +clothing, I did not, of course, make a very favourable impression upon +her, and I could see at once that there were doubts in her mind about +the wisdom of admitting me as a student. I felt that I could hardly +blame her if she got the idea that I was a worthless loafer or tramp. +For some time she did not refuse to admit me, neither did she decide in +my favour, and I continued to linger about her, and to impress her in +all the ways I could with my worthiness. In the meantime I saw her +admitting other students, and that added greatly to my discomfort, for +I felt, deep down in my heart, that I could do as well as they, if I +could only get a chance to show her what was in me. + +After some hours had passed, the head teacher said to me, "The +adjoining recitation-room needs sweeping. Take the broom and sweep it." + +It occurred to me at once that here was my chance. Never did I receive +an order with more delight. I knew that I could sweep, for Mrs. +Ruffner had thoroughly taught me how to do that when I lived with her. + +I swept the recitation-room three times. Then I got a dusting-cloth +and I dusted it four times. All the woodwork around the walls, every +bench, table, and desk, I went over four times with my dusting-cloth. +Besides every piece of furniture had been moved and every closet and +corner in the room had been thoroughly cleaned. I had the feeling that +in a large measure my future depended upon the impression I made upon +the teacher in the cleaning of that room. When I was through, I +reported to the head teacher. She was a "Yankee" woman who knew just +where to look for dirt. She went into the room and inspected the floor +and closets; then she took her handkerchief and rubbed it on the +woodwork, about the walls, and over the table and benches. When she +was unable to find one bit of dirt on the floor, or a particle of dust +on any of the furniture, she quietly remarked: "I guess you will do to +enter this institution." + +I was one of the happiest souls on earth. The sweeping of that room +was my college examination, and never did any youth pass an examination +for entrance into Harvard or Yale that gave him more genuine +satisfaction. I have passed several examinations since then, but I +have always felt that this was the best one I ever passed. . . . + +Life at Hampton was a constant revelation to me; was constantly taking +me into a new world. The matter of having meals at regular hours, or +eating on a tablecloth, using a napkin, the use of the bathtub and of +the toothbrush, as well as the use of sheets upon the bed, were all new +to me. . . . + +I sometimes feel that almost the most valuable lesson I got at the +Hampton Institute was in the use and value of the bath. + +For some time, while a student at Hampton, I possessed but a single +pair of socks, but when I had worn these till they became soiled, I +would wash them at night and hang them by the fire to dry, so that I +might wear them again the next morning. + +The charge for my board at Hampton was ten dollars per month. I was +expected to pay a part of this in cash and to work out the remainder. +To meet this cash payment, as I have stated, I had just fifty cents +when I reached the institution. Aside from a very few dollars that my +brother John was able to send me once in a while, I had no money with +which to pay my board. I was determined from the first to make my work +as janitor so valuable that my services would be indispensable. This I +succeeded in doing to such extent that I was soon informed that I would +be allowed the full cost of my board in return for my work. The cost +of tuition was seventy dollars a year. This, of course, was wholly +beyond my ability to provide. If I had been compelled to pay the +seventy dollars for tuition, in addition to providing for my board, I +would have been compelled to leave the Hampton school. General +Armstrong, however, very kindly got Mr. S. Griffitts Morgan, of New +Bedford, Mass., to defray the cost of my tuition during the whole time +that I was at Hampton. . . . + +After having been for a while at Hampton, I found myself in difficulty +because I did not have books and clothing. Usually, however, I got +around the trouble about books by borrowing from those who were more +fortunate than myself. As to clothes, when I reached Hampton I had +practically nothing. Everything that I possessed was in a small hand +satchel. My anxiety about clothing was increased because of the fact +that General Armstrong made a personal inspection of the young men in +ranks, to see that their clothes were clean. Shoes had to be polished, +there must be no buttons off the clothing, and no grease-spots. To +wear one suit of clothes continually, while at work and in the +schoolroom, and at the same time keep it clean, was rather a hard +problem for me to solve. In some way I managed to get on till the +teachers learned that I was in earnest and meant to succeed, and then +some of them were kind enough to see that I was partly supplied with +second-hand clothing that had been sent in barrels from the North. +These barrels proved a blessing to hundreds of poor but deserving +students. Without them I question whether I should ever have gotten +through Hampton. . . . + +I was completely out of money when I graduated. In company with other +Hampton students, I secured a place as a table waiter in a summer hotel +in Connecticut, and managed to borrow enough money with which to get +there. I had not been in this hotel long before I found out that I +knew practically nothing about waiting on a hotel table. The head +waiter, however, supposed that I was an accomplished waiter. He soon +gave me charge of a table at which there sat four or five wealthy and +rather aristocratic people. My ignorance of how to wait upon them was +so apparent that they scolded me in such a severe manner that I became +frightened and left their table, leaving them sitting there without +food. As a result of this I was reduced from the position of waiter to +that of a dish-carrier. + +But I determined to learn the business of waiting, and did so within a +few weeks, and was restored to my former position. I have had the +satisfaction of being a guest in this hotel several times since I was a +waiter there. + +At the close of the hotel season I returned to my former home in +Malden, and was elected to teach the coloured school at that place. +This was the beginning of one of the happiest periods of my life. I +now felt that I had the opportunity to help the people of my home town +to a higher life. I felt from the first that mere book education was +not all that the young people of that town needed. I began my work at +eight o'clock in the morning, and, as a rule, it did not end until ten +o'clock at night. In addition to the usual routine of teaching, I +taught the pupils to comb their hair, and to keep their hands and faces +clean, as well as their clothing. I gave special attention to teaching +them the proper use of the toothbrush and the bath. + +In all my teaching I have watched carefully the influence of the +toothbrush, and I am convinced that there are few single agencies of +civilization that are more far-reaching. + +There were so many of the older boys and girls in the town, as well as +men and women, who had to work in the daytime but still were craving an +opportunity for some education, that I soon opened a night school. +From the first, this was crowded every night, being about as large as +the school that I taught in the day. The efforts of some of the men +and women, who in many cases were over fifty years of age, to learn, +were in some cases very pathetic. + +My day- and night-school work was not all that I undertook. I +established a small reading-room and a debating society. On Sundays I +taught two Sunday-schools, one in the town of Malden in the afternoon, +and the other in the morning at a place three miles distant from +Malden. In addition to this, I gave private lessons to several young +men whom I was fitting to send to the Hampton Institute. Without +regard to pay and with little thought of it, I taught any one who +wanted to learn, anything that I could teach him. I was supremely +happy in the opportunity of being able to assist somebody else. I did +receive, however, a small salary from the public fund for my work as a +public school teacher. . . . + +In May, 1881, near the close of my first year in teaching the night +school at Hampton Institute, in a way that I had not dared expect, the +opportunity opened for me to begin my life-work. One night in the +chapel, after the usual chapel exercises were over, General Armstrong +referred to the fact that he had received a letter from some gentlemen +in Alabama asking him to recommend some one to take charge of what was +to be a normal school for the coloured people in the little town of +Tuskegee in that State. These gentlemen seemed to take it for granted +that no coloured man suitable for the position could be secured, and +they were expecting the General to recommend a white man for the place. +The next day General Armstrong sent for me to come to his office, and, +much to my surprise, asked me if I thought I could fill the position in +Alabama. I told him that I would be willing to try. Accordingly he +wrote to the people who had applied to him for the information, that he +did not know of any white man to suggest, but if they would be willing +to take a coloured man, he had one whom he could recommend. In this +letter he gave them my name. + +Several days passed before anything more was heard about the matter. +Some time afterward, one Sunday evening during the chapel exercises, a +messenger came in and handed the General a telegram. At the end of the +exercises he read the telegram to the school. In substance, these were +its words: "Booker T. Washington will suit us. Send him at once. . . ." + +I reached Tuskegee early in June, 1881. The first month I spent in +finding accommodations for the school, and in travelling through +Alabama, examining into the actual life of the people, especially in +the country districts, and in getting the school advertised among the +class of people that I wanted to have attend it. The most of my +travelling was done over the country road, with a mule and a cart or a +mule and a buggy wagon for conveyance. I ate and slept with the people +in their little cabins. I saw their farms, their schools, their +churches. Since in the case of the most of these visits there had been +no notice given in advance that a stranger was expected, I had the +advantage of seeing the real, everyday life of the people. . . . + +I confess that what I saw during my month of travel and investigation +left me with a very heavy heart. The work to be done in order to lift +these people up seemed almost beyond accomplishing. I was only one +person, and it seemed to me that the little effort which I could put +forth could go such a short distance toward bringing about results. I +wondered if I could accomplish anything, and if it were worth while for +me to try. + +On one thing I felt more strongly convinced than ever, after spending +this month in seeing the actual life of the coloured people, and that +was that, in order to lift them up, something must be done more than +merely to imitate New England education as it then existed. I saw more +clearly than ever the wisdom of the system which General Armstrong had +inaugurated at Hampton. To take the children of such people as I had +been among for a month, and each day give them a few hours of mere book +education, I felt would be almost a waste of time. + +After consultation with the citizens of Tuskegee, I set July 4, 1881, +as the day for the opening of the school in the little shanty and +church which had been secured for its accommodation. The white people, +as well as the coloured, were greatly interested in the starting of the +new school, and the opening day was looked forward to with much earnest +discussion. There were not a few white people in the vicinity of +Tuskegee who looked with some disfavour upon the project. They +questioned its value to the coloured people, and had a fear that it +might result in bringing about trouble between the races. Some had the +feeling that in proportion as the Negro received education, in the same +proportion would his value decrease as an economic factor in the State. +These people feared the result of education would be that the Negroes +would leave the farms, and that it would be difficult to secure them +for domestic service. + +The white people who questioned the wisdom of starting this new school +had in their minds pictures of what was called an educated Negro, with +a high hat, imitation gold eye-glasses, a showy walking-stick, kid +gloves, fancy boots, and what not--in a word, a man who was determined +to live by his wits. It was difficult for these people to see how +education would produce any other kind of a coloured man. . . . + +On the morning that the school opened thirty students reported for +admission. I was the only teacher. The students were about equally +divided between the sexes. . . . The greater part of the thirty were +public school teachers, and some of them were nearly forty years of age. + +At the end of the first six weeks a new and rare face entered the +school as a co-teacher. This was Miss Olivia A. Davidson, who later +became my wife. . . . + +Miss Davidson and I began consulting as to the future of the school +from the first. The students were making progress in learning books +and in developing their minds; but it became apparent at once, that, if +we were to make any permanent impression upon those who had come to us +for training, we must do something besides teach them mere books. The +students had come from homes where they had had no opportunities for +lessons which would teach them how to care for their bodies. With few +exceptions, the homes in Tuskegee in which the students boarded were +but little improvement upon those from which they had come. We wanted +to teach the students how to bathe; how to care for their teeth and +clothing. We wanted to teach them what to eat, and how to eat it +properly, and how to care for their rooms. Aside from this, we wanted +to give them such a practical knowledge of some one industry, together +with the spirit of industry, thrift, and economy, that they would be +sure of knowing how to make a living after they had left us. We wanted +to teach them to study actual things instead of mere books alone. . . . + +We wanted to give them such an education as would fit a large +proportion of them to be teachers, and at the same time cause them to +return to the plantation districts and show the people there how to put +new energy and new ideas into farming, as well as into the intellectual +and moral and religious life of the people. + +All these ideals and needs crowded themselves upon us with a +seriousness that seemed well-nigh overwhelming. What were we to do? +We had only the little old shanty and the abandoned church which the +good coloured people of the town of Tuskegee had kindly loaned us for +the accommodation of the classes. The number of students was +increasing daily. The more we saw of them, and the more we travelled +through the country districts, the more we saw that our efforts were +reaching, to only a partial degree, the actual needs of the people whom +we wanted to lift up through the medium of the students whom we should +educate and send out as leaders. + +The more we talked with the students, who were then coming to us from +several parts of the State, the more we found that the chief ambition +among a large proportion of them was to get an education so that they +would not have to work any longer with their hands. . . . + +About three months after the opening of the school, and at the time +when we were in the greatest anxiety about our work, there came into +the market for sale an old and abandoned plantation which was situated +about a mile from the town of Tuskegee. The mansion house--or "big +house," as it would have been called--which had been occupied by the +owners during slavery, had been burned. After making a careful +examination of this place, it seemed to be just the location that we +wanted in order to make our work effective and permanent. + +But how were we to get it? The price asked for it was very +little--only five hundred dollars--but we had no money, and we were +strangers in the town and had no credit. The owner of the land agreed +to let us occupy the place if we could make a payment of two hundred +and fifty dollars down, with the understanding that the remaining two +hundred and fifty dollars must be paid within a year. Although five +hundred dollars was cheap for the land, it was a large sum when one did +not have any part of it. + +In the midst of the difficulty I summoned a great deal of courage and +wrote to my friend General J. F. B. Marshall, the Treasurer of the +Hampton Institute, putting the situation before him and beseeching him +to lend me the two hundred and fifty dollars on my own personal +responsibility. Within a few days a reply came to the effect that he +had no authority to lend me money belonging to the Hampton Institute, +but that he would gladly lend me the amount needed from his own +personal funds. . . . + +I lost no time in getting ready to move the school on to the new farm. +At the time we occupied the place there were standing upon it a cabin, +formerly used as the dining-room, an old kitchen, a stable, and an old +hen-house. Within a few weeks we had all of these structures in use. +The stable was repaired and used as a recitation-room, and very +presently the hen-house was utilized for the same purpose. . . . + +Nearly all the work of getting the new location ready for school +purposes was done by the students after school was over in the +afternoon. As soon as we got the cabins in condition to be used I +determined to clear up some land so that we could plant a crop. When I +explained my plan to the young men, I noticed that they did not seem to +take to it very kindly. It was hard for them to see the connection +between clearing land and education. Besides, many of them had been +school-teachers, and they questioned whether or not clearing land would +be in keeping with their dignity. In order to relieve them from any +embarrassment, each afternoon after school I took my axe and led the +way to the woods. When they saw that I was not afraid or ashamed to +work, they began to assist with more enthusiasm. We kept at the work +each afternoon, until we had cleared about twenty acres and had planted +a crop. + +At the end of three months enough was secured to repay the loan of two +hundred and fifty dollars to General Marshall, and within two months +more we had secured the entire five hundred dollars and had received a +deed of the one hundred acres of land. . . . + +Our next effort was in the direction of increasing the cultivation of +the land, so as to secure some return from it, and at the same time +give the students training in agriculture. All the industries at +Tuskegee have been started in natural and logical order, growing out of +the needs of a community settlement. We began with farming, because we +wanted something to eat. + +Many of the students, also, were able to remain in school but a few +weeks at a time, because they had so little money with which to pay +their board. Thus another object which made it desirable to get an +industrial system started was in order to make it available as a means +of helping the students to earn money enough so that they might be able +to remain in school during the nine months' session of the school +year. . . . + +From the very beginning, at Tuskegee, I was determined to have the +students do not only the agricultural and domestic work, but to have +them erect their own building. My plan was to have them, while +performing this service, taught the latest and best methods of labour, +so that the school would not only get the benefit of their efforts, but +the students themselves would be taught to see not only utility in +labour, but beauty and dignity would be taught, in fact, how to lift +labour up from mere drudgery and toil, and would learn to love work for +its own sake. My plan was not to teach them to work in the old way, +but to show them how to make the forces of nature--air, water, steam, +electricity, horsepower--assist them in their labour. . . . + +I now come to that one of the incidents in my life which seems to have +excited the greatest amount of interest, and which perhaps went further +than anything else in giving me a reputation that in a sense might be +called National. I refer to the address which I delivered at the +opening of the Atlanta Cotton States and International Exposition at +Atlanta, Ga., September 18, 1895. . . . + +In the spring of 1895 I received a telegram from a prominent citizen in +Atlanta asking me to accompany a committee from that city to Washington +for the purpose of appearing before a committee of Congress in the +interest of securing Government help for the Exposition. The committee +was composed of about twenty-five of the most prominent and most +influential white men of Georgia. All the members of this committee +were white men except Bishop Grant, Bishop Gaines, and myself. The +Mayor and several other city and State officials spoke before the +committee. They were followed by the two coloured bishops. My name +was the last on the list of speakers. I had never before appeared +before such a committee, nor had I ever delivered any address in the +capital of the Nation. I had many misgivings as to what I ought to +say, and as to the impression that my address would make. While I +cannot recall in detail what I said, I remember that I tried to impress +upon the committee, with all the earnestness and plainness of any +language that I could command, that if Congress wanted to do something +which would assist in ridding the South of the race question and making +friends between the two races, it should in every proper way encourage +the material and intellectual growth of both races. I said that the +Atlanta Exposition would present an opportunity for both races to show +what advance they had made since freedom, and would at the same time +afford encouragement to them to make still greater progress. + +I tried to emphasize the fact that while the Negro should not be +deprived by unfair means of the franchise, political agitation alone +would not save him, and that back of the ballot he must have property, +industry, skill, economy, intelligence, and character, and that no race +without these elements could permanently succeed. I said that in +granting the appropriation Congress could do something that would prove +to be of real and lasting value to both races, and that it was the +first great opportunity of the kind that had been presented since the +close of the Civil War. + +I spoke for fifteen or twenty minutes, and was surprised at the close +of my address to receive the hearty congratulations of the Georgia +committee and of the members of Congress who were present. The +committee was unanimous in making a favourable report, and in a few +days the bill passed Congress. With the passing of this bill the +success of the Atlanta Exposition was assured. + +Soon after this trip to Washington the directors of the Exposition +decided that it would be a fitting recognition of the coloured race to +erect a large and attractive building which should be devoted wholly to +showing the progress of the Negro since freedom. It was further +decided to have the building designed and erected wholly by Negro +mechanics. This plan was carried out. In design, beauty, and general +finish the Negro Building was equal to the others a on the +grounds. . . . + +As the day for the opening of the Exposition drew near, the Board of +Directors began preparing the programme for the opening exercises. In +the discussion from day to day of the various features of this +programme, the question came up as to the advisability of putting a +member of the Negro race on for one of the opening addresses, since the +Negroes had been asked to take such a prominent part in the Exposition. +It was argued, further, that such recognition would mark the good +feeling prevailing between the two races. Of course there were those +who were opposed to any such recognition of the rights of the Negro, +but the Board of Directors, composed of men who represented the best +and most progressive element in the South, had their way, and voted to +invite a black man to speak on the opening day. The next thing was to +decide upon the person who was thus to represent the Negro race. After +the question had been canvassed for several days, the directors voted +unanimously to ask me to deliver one of the opening-day addresses, and +in a few days after that I received the official invitation. + +The receiving of this invitation brought to me a sense of +responsibility that it would be hard for any one not placed in my +position to appreciate. What were my feelings when this invitation +came to me? I remembered that I had been a slave; that my early years +had been spent in the lowest depths of poverty and ignorance, and that +I had had little opportunity to prepare me for such a responsibility as +this. It was only a few years before that time that any white man in +the audience might have claimed me as his slave; and it was easily +possible that some of my former owners might be present to hear me +speak. + +I knew, too, that this was the first time in the entire history of the +Negro that a member of my race had been asked to speak from the same +platform with white Southern men and women on any important National +occasion. I was asked now to speak to an audience composed of the +wealth and culture of the white South, the representative of my former +masters. I knew, too, that while the greater part of my audience would +be composed of Southern people, yet there would be present a large +number of Northern white, as well as a great many men and women of my +own race. + +I was determined to say nothing that I did not feel from the bottom of +my heart to be true and right. When the invitation came to me, there +was not one word of intimation as to what I should say or as to what I +should omit. In this I felt that the Board of Directors had paid a +tribute to me. They knew that by one sentence I could have blasted, in +a large degree, the success of the Exposition. I was also painfully +conscious of the fact that, while I must be true to my own race in my +utterances, I had it in my power to make such an ill-timed address as +would result in preventing any similar invitation being extended to a +black men again for years to come. I was equally determined to be true +to the North, as well as to the best element of the white South, in +what I had to say. + +The papers, North and South, had taken up the discussion of my coming +speech, and as the time for it drew near this discussion became more +and more widespread. Not a few of the Southern white papers were +unfriendly to the idea of my speaking. From my own race I received +many suggestions as to what I ought to say. I prepared myself as best +I could for the address, but as the eighteenth of September drew +nearer, the heavier my heart became, and the more I feared that my +effort would prove a failure and disappointment. + +The invitation had come at a time when I was very busy with my school +work, as it was the beginning of our school year. After preparing my +address, I went through it, as I usually do with all those utterances +which I consider particularly important, with Mrs. Washington, and she +approved of what I intended to say. On the sixteenth of September, the +day before I was to start for Atlanta, so many of the Tuskegee teachers +expressed a desire to hear my address that I consented to read it to +them in a body. When I had done so, and had heard their criticisms and +comments, I felt somewhat relieved, since they seemed to think well of +what I had to say. + +In the course of the journey from Tuskegee to Atlanta both coloured and +white people came to the train to point me out, and discussed with +perfect freedom, in my hearing, what was going to take place the next +day. We were met by a committee in Atlanta. Almost the first thing I +heard when I got off the train in that city was an expression something +like this, from an old coloured man near by: "Dat's de man of my race +what's gwine to make a speech at de Exposition to-morrow. I'se sho' +gwine to hear him." + +Atlanta was literally packed, at the time, with people from all parts +of the country, and with representatives of foreign governments, as +well as with military and civic organizations. The afternoon papers +had forecasts of the next day's proceedings in flaring headlines. All +this tended to add to my burden. I did not sleep much that night. The +next morning, before day, I went carefully over what I intended to say. +I also kneeled down and asked God's blessing upon my effort. Right +here, perhaps, I ought to add that I make it a rule never to go before +an audience, on any occasion, without asking the blessing of God upon +what I want to say. . . . + +Early in the morning a committee called to escort me to my place in the +procession which was to march to the Exposition grounds. + +The procession was about three hours in reaching the Exposition +grounds, and during all of this time the sun was shining down upon us +disagreeably hot. When we reached the grounds, the heat, together with +my nervous anxiety, made me feel as if I were about ready to collapse, +and to feel that my address was not going to be a success. When I +entered the audience-room, I found it packed with humanity from bottom +to top, and there were thousands outside who could not get in. + +The room was very large, and well suited to public speaking. When I +entered the room, there were vigorous cheers from the coloured portion +of the audience, and faint cheers from some of the white people. I had +been told, while I had been in Atlanta, that while many white people +were going to be present to hear me speak, simply out of curiosity, and +that others who would be present would be in full sympathy with me, +there was a still larger element of the audience which would consist of +those who were going to be present for the purpose of hearing me make a +fool of myself, or, at least, of hearing me say some foolish thing, so +that they could say to the officials who had invited me to speak, "I +told you so!" + +One of the trustees of the Tuskegee Institute, as well as my personal +friend, Mr. William H. Baldwin, Jr., was at the time General Manager of +the Southern Railroad, and happened to be in Atlanta on that day. He +was so nervous about the kind of reception that I would have, and the +effect that my speech would produce, that he could not persuade himself +to go into the building, but walked back and forth in the grounds +outside until the opening exercises were over. . . . + +Governor Bullock introduced me with the words, "We have with us to-day +a representative of Negro enterprise and Negro civilization." + +When I arose to speak there was considerable cheering, especially from +the coloured people. As I remember it now, the thing that was +uppermost in my mind was the desire to say something that would cement +the friendship of the races and bring about hearty cooeperation between +them. So far as my outward surroundings were concerned, the only thing +that I recall distinctly now is that when I got up I saw thousands of +eyes looking intently into my face. + + + + +BEN B. LINDSEY + +(1869-____) + +THE MAN WHO FIGHTS "THE BEAST" + +[Judge Lindsey is known all the world over for his work in the Juvenile +Court in Denver, Colorado. To his courtroom there come visitors from +every State in this nation, investigators from Europe and officials +from China and Japan to study his laws and observe his methods. But to +himself, his famous Juvenile Court is side issue, a small detail in his +career. For years he has been engaged in a fight of which the founding +of his Juvenile Court was only a skirmish. + +Without money, without powerful friends, without personal popularity, +this one man has codified laws, instituted reforms, founded charities, +and balked corruption.] + + +From "The Beast," by Ben B. Lindsey and Harvey J. O'Higgins. +Doubleday, Page & Company, 1910. + +FINDING THE CAT + +I came to Denver in the spring of 1880, at the age of eleven, as mildly +inoffensive a small boy as ever left a farm--undersized and weakly, so +that at the age of seventeen I commonly passed as twelve, and so +unaccustomed to the sight of buildings that I thought the five-story +Windsor Hotel a miracle of height and magnificence. I had been living +with my maternal grandfather and aunt on a farm in Jackson, Tennessee, +where I had been born; and I had come with my younger brother to join +my parents, who had finally decided that Denver was to be their +permanent home. The conductors on the trains had taken care of us, +because my father was a railroad man, at the head of the telegraph +system; and we had been entertained on the way by the stories of an old +forty-niner with a gray moustache, who told us how he had shot buffalo +on those prairies where we now saw only antelope. I was not +precocious; his stories interested me more than anything else on the +journey; and I stared so hard at the old pioneer that I should +recognize him now, I believe, if I saw him on the street. + +My schooling was not peculiar; there was nothing "holier than thou" in +my bringing up. My father, being a Roman Catholic convert from the +Episcopalian Church, sent me to Notre Dame, Indiana, to be educated; +and there, to be sure, I read the "Lives of the Saints," aspired to be +a saint, and put pebbles in my small shoes to "mortify the flesh," +because I was told that a good priest, Father Hudson--whom I all but +worshipped--used to do so. But even at Notre Dame, and much more in +Denver, I was homesick for the farm; and at last I was allowed to +return to Jackson to be cared for by my Protestant relatives. They +sent me to a Baptist school till I was seventeen. And when I was +recalled to Denver, because of the failure of my father's health, I +went to work to help earn for the household, with no strong attachment +for any church and with no recognized membership in any. + +I suppose there is no one who does not look back upon his past and +wonder what he should have become in life if this or that crucial event +had not occurred to set his destiny. It seems to me that if it had not +been for the sudden death of my father I, too, might have found our +jungle beast a domestic tabby, and have fed it its prey without +realizing what I was about. I should have been a lawyer, I know; for I +had had the ambition from my earliest boyhood, and I had been confirmed +in it by my success in debating at school. (Once, at Notre Dame, I +spoke for a full hour in successful defence of the proposition that +Colorado was the "greatest state in the Union," and proved at least +that I had a lawyer's "wind.") But I should probably have been a +lawyer who has learned his pleasant theories of life in the colleges. +And on the night that my father died, the crushing realities of poverty +put out an awful and compelling hand on me, and my struggle with them +began. + +I was eighteen years old, the eldest of four children. I had been +"writing proofs" in the Denver land office, for claimants who had filed +on Government land; and I had saved $150 of my salary before my work +there ceased. I found, after my father's death, that this $150 was all +we had in the world, and $130 of it went for funeral expenses. His +life had been insured for $15,000, and we believed that the premiums +had all been paid, but we could not find the last receipt; the agent +denied having received the payment; the policy had lapsed on the day +before my father's death; and we got nothing. Our furniture had been +mortgaged; we were allowed only enough of it to furnish a little house +on Santa Fe Avenue; and later we moved to a cottage on lower West +Colfax Avenue, in which Negroes have since lived. + +I went to work at a salary of $10 a month, in a real estate office--as +office boy--and carried a "route" of newspapers in the morning before +the office opened, and did janitor work at night when it closed. After +a month of that, I got a better place, as office boy, with a mining +company, at a salary of $25 a month. And finally, my younger brother +found work in a law office and I "swapped jobs" with him--because I +wished to study law! + +It was the office of Mr. R. D. Thompson, who still practises in Denver; +and his example as an incorruptibly honest lawyer has been one of the +best and strongest influences of my life. + +I had that one ambition--to be a lawyer. Associated with it I seem to +have had an unusual curiosity about politics. And where I got either +the ambition or the curiosity, I have no idea. My father's mother was +a Greenleaf,[1] and related to the author of "Greenleaf on Evidence," +but my father himself had nothing of the legal mind. As a boy, living +in Mississippi, he had joined the Confederate army when he was +preparing for the University of Virginia, had attained the rank of +captain, had become General Forrest's private secretary, and had +written--or largely helped to write--General Forrest's autobiography. +He was idealistic, enthusiastic, of an inventive genius, with a really +remarkable command of English, and an absorbing love of books. My +mother's father was a Barr, from the north of Ireland, a Scotch-Irish +Presbyterian, her mother was a Woodfalk of Jackson County, Tennessee, a +Methodist. The members of the family were practical, strong-willed, +able men and women, but with no bent, that I know of, toward either law +or politics. + +And yet, one of the most vivid memories of my childhood in Jackson is +of attending a political rally with my grandfather and hearing a Civil +War veteran declaim against Republicans who "waved the bloody shirt"--a +memory so strong that for years afterward I never saw a Republican +without expecting to see the gory shirt on his back, and wondering +vaguely why he was not in jail. When I came to Denver, where the +Republicans were dominant, I felt myself in the land of the enemy. And +when I "swapped" myself into Mr. Thompson's office, I was surprised to +find that my employer, though a Republican from Pittsburg, was so human +that one of the first things he did was to give me a suit of clothes. +If there is anything more ridiculously dangerous than to blind a +child's mind with such prejudices, I do not know what it is. + +However, my own observations of what was going on about me were already +opening my eyes. I had read, in the newspapers, of how the Denver +Republicans won the elections by fraud--by ballot-box stuffing and what +not--and I had followed one "Soapy" Smith on the streets, from precinct +to precinct, with his gang of election thieves, and had seen them vote +not once but five times openly. I had seen a young man, whom I knew, +knocked down and arrested for "raising a disturbance" when he objected +to "Soapy" Smith's proceeding; and the policeman who arrested him did +it with a smile and a wink. + +When I came to Mr. Thompson to ask him how he, a Republican, could +countenance such things, he assured me that much of what I had been +reading and hearing of election frauds was a lie--the mere "whine" of +the defeated party--and I saw that he believed what he said. I knew +that he was an honest, upright man; and I was puzzled. What puzzled me +still more was this: although the ministers in the churches and +"prominent citizens" in all walks of life denounced the "election +crooks" with the most laudable fervor, the election returns showed that +the best people in the churches joined the worst people in the dives to +vote the same ticket, and vote it "straight." And I was most of all +puzzled to find that when the elections were over, the opposition +newspaper ceased its scolding, the voice of ministerial denunciation +died away, and the crimes of the election thieves were condoned and +forgotten. + +I was puzzled. I saw the jungle of vice and party prejudice, but I did +not yet see "the Cat." I saw its ears and its eyes there in the +underbrush, but I did not know what they were. I thought they were +connected with the Republican party. + +And then I came upon some more of the brute's anatomy. Members of the +Legislature in Denver were accused of fraud in the purchase of state +supplies, and--some months later--members of the city government were +accused of committing similar frauds with the aid of civic officials +and prominent business men. It was proved in court, for example, that +bills for $3 had been raised to $300, that $200 had been paid for a +bundle of hay worth $2, and $50 for a yard of cheesecloth worth five +cents; barrels of ink had been bought for each legislator, though a +pint would have sufficed; and an official of the Police Department was +found guilty of conniving with a gambler named "Jim" Marshall to rob an +express train. I watched the cases in court. I applauded at the +meetings of leading citizens who denounced the grafters and passed +resolutions in support of the candidates of the opposition party. I +waited to see the criminals punished. And they were not punished. +Their crimes were not denied. They were publicly denounced by the +courts and by the investigating committees, but somehow, for reasons +not clear, they all went scot-free, on appeals. Some mysterious power +protected them, and I, in the boyish ardor of my ignorance, concluded +that they were protected by the Republican "bloody shirt"--and I rushed +into that (to me) great confederation of righteousness and all-decent +government, the Democratic party. + +It would be laughable to me now, if it were not so "sort of sad." + +Meanwhile, I was busy about the office, copying letters, running +errands, carrying books to and from the court rooms, reading law in the +intervals, and at night scrubbing the floors. I was pale, thin, +big-headed, with the body of an underfed child, and an ambition that +kept me up half the night with Von Holst's "Constitutional Law," +Walker's "American Law," or a sheepskin volume of Lawson's "Leading +Cases in Equity." I was so mad to save every penny I could earn that +instead of buying myself food for luncheon, I ate molasses and +gingerbread that all but turned my stomach; and I was so eager to learn +my law that I did not take my sleep when I could get it. The result +was that I was stupid at my tasks, moody, melancholy, and so sensitive +that my employer's natural dissatisfaction with my work put me into +agonies of shame and despair of myself. I became, as the boys say, +"dopy." I remember that one night, after I had scrubbed the floors of +our offices, I took off the old trousers in which I had been working, +hung them in a closet, and started home; and it was not until the cold +wind struck my bare knees that I realized I was on the street in my +shirt. Often, when I was given a brief to work up for Mr. Thompson, I +would slave over it until the small hours of the morning and then, to +his disgust--and my unspeakable mortification--find that my work was +valueless, that I had not seized the fundamental points of the case, or +that I had built all my arguments on some misapprehension of the law. + +Worse than that, I was unhappy at home. Poverty was fraying us all +out. If it was not exactly brutalizing us, it was warping us, breaking +our healths, and ruining our dispositions. My good mother--married out +of a beautiful Southern home where she had lived a life that (as I +remembered it) was all horseback rides and Negro servants--had started +out bravely in this debasing existence in a shanty, but it was wearing +her out. She was passing through a critical period of her life, and +she had no care, no comforts. I have often since been ashamed of +myself that I did not sympathize with her and understand her, but I was +too young to understand, and too miserable myself to sympathize. It +seemed to me that my life was not worth living--that every one had lost +faith in me--that I should never succeed in the law or anything +else--that I had no brains--that I should never do anything but scrub +floors and run messages. And after a day that had been more than +usually discouraging in the office and an evening of exasperated misery +at home, I got a revolver and some cartridges, locked myself in my +room, confronted myself desperately in the mirror, put the muzzle of +the loaded pistol to my temple, and pulled the trigger. + +The hammer snapped sharply on the cartridge; a great wave of horror and +revulsion swept over me in a rush of blood to my head, and I dropped +the revolver on the floor and threw myself on my bed. + +By some miracle the cartridge had not exploded; but the nervous shock +of that instant when I felt the trigger yield and the muzzle rap +against my forehead with the impact of the hammer--that shock was +almost as great as a very bullet in the brain. I realized my folly, my +weakness; and I went back to my life with something of a man's +determination to crush the circumstances that had almost crushed me. + +Why do I tell that? Because there are so many people in the world who +believe that poverty is not sensitive, that the ill-fed, overworked boy +of the slums is as callous as he seems dull. Because so many people +believe that the weak and desperate boy can never be anything but a +weak and vicious man. Because I came out of that morbid period of +adolescence with a sympathy for children that helped to make possible +one of the first courts established in America for the protection as +well as the correction of children. Because I was never afterward as +afraid of anything as of my own weakness, my own cowardice--so that +when the agents of the Beast in the courts and in politics threatened +me with all the abominations of their rage if I did not commit moral +suicide for _them_, my fear of yielding to them was so great that I +attacked them more desperately than ever. + +It was about this time, too, that I first saw the teeth and the claws +of our metaphorical man-eater. That was during the conflict between +Governor Waite and the Fire and Police Board of Denver. He had the +appointment and removal of the members of this Board, under the law, +and when they refused to close the public gambling houses and otherwise +enforce the laws against vice in Denver, he read them out of office. +They refused to go, and defied him, with the police at their backs. He +threatened to call out the militia and drive them from the City Hall. +The whole town was in an uproar. + +One night, in the previous summer, I had followed the excited crowds to +Coliseum Hall to hear the Governor speak, and I had seen him rise like +some old Hebrew prophet, with his long white beard and patriarchal head +of hair, and denounce iniquity and political injustice and the +oppressions of the predatory rich. He appealed to the Bible in a calm +prediction that, if the reign of lawlessness did not cease, in time to +come "blood would flow in the land even unto the horses' bridles." +(And he earned for himself, thereby, the nickname of "Bloody Bridles" +Waite.) + +Now it began to appear that his prediction was about to come true; for +he called out the militia, and the Board armed the police. My brother +was a militiaman, and I kept pace with him as his regiment marched from +the Armouries to attack the City Hall. There were riflemen on the +towers and in the windows of that building; and on the roofs of the +houses for blocks around were sharpshooters and armed gamblers and the +defiant agents of the powers who were behind the Police Board in their +fight. Gatling guns were rushed through the streets; cannon were +trained on the City Hall; the long lines of militia were drawn up +before the building; and amid the excited tumult of the mob and the +eleventh-hour conferences of the Committee of Public Safety, and the +hurry of mounted officers and the marching of troops, we all waited +with our hearts in our mouths for the report of the first shot. +Suddenly, in the silence that expected the storm, we heard the sound of +bugles from the direction of the railroad station, and at the head of +another army--a body of Federal soldiers ordered from Fort Logan by +President Cleveland, at the frantic call of the Committee of Public +Safety--a mounted officer rode between the lines of militia and police, +and in the name of the President commanded peace. + +The militia withdrew. The crowds dispersed. The police and their +partisans put up their guns, and the Beast, still defiant, went back +sullenly to cover. Not until the Supreme Court had decided that +Governor Waite had the right and the power to unseat the Board--not +till then was the City Hall surrendered; and even so, at the next +election (the Beast turning polecat), "Bloody Bridles" Waite was +defeated after a campaign of lies, ridicule, and abuse, and the men +whom he had opposed were returned to office. + +I had eyes, but I did not see. I thought the whole quarrel was a +personal matter between the Police Board and Governor Waite, who seemed +determined merely to show them that he was master; and if my young +brother had been shot down by a policeman that night, I suppose I +should have joined in the curses upon poor old "Bloody Bridles." + +However, my prospects in the office had begun to improve. I had had my +salary raised, and I had ceased doing janitor work. I had become more +of a clerk and less of an office boy. A number of us "kids" had got up +a moot court, rented a room to meet in, and finally obtained the use of +another room in the old Denver University building, where, in the +gaslight, we used to hold "quiz classes" and defend imaginary cases. +(That, by the way, was the beginning of the Denver University Law +School.) I read my Blackstone, Kent, Parsons--working night and +day--and I began really to get some sort of "grasp of the law." Long +before I had passed my examinations and been called to the bar, Mr. +Thompson would give me demurrers to argue in court; and, having been +told that I had only a pretty poor sort of legal mind, I worked twice +as hard to make up for my deficiencies. I argued my first case, a +damage suit, when I was nineteen. And at last there happened one of +those lucky turns common in jury cases, and it set me on my feet. + +A man had been held by the law on several counts of obtaining goods +under false pretences. He had been tried on the first count by an +assistant district attorney, and the jury had acquitted him. He had +been tried on the second count by another assistant, who was one of our +great criminal lawyers, and the jury had disagreed. There was a debate +as to whether it was worth while to try him for a third time, and I +proposed that I should take the case, since I had been working on it +and thought there was still a chance of convicting him. They let me +have my way, and though the evidence in the third charge was the same +as before--except as to the person defrauded--the jury, by good luck, +found against him. It was the turning point in my struggle. It gave +me confidence in myself; and it taught me never to give up. + +And now I began to come upon "the Cat" again. + +I knew a lad named Smith, whom I considered a victim of malpractice at +the hands of a Denver surgeon whose brother was at the head of one of +the great smelter companies of Colorado. The boy had suffered a +fracture of the thigh-bone, and the surgeon--because of a hasty and +ill-considered diagnosis, I believed--had treated him for a bruised +hip. The surgeon, when I told him that the boy was entitled to +damages, called me a blackmailer--and that was enough. I forced the +case to trial. + +I had resigned my clerkship and gone into partnership with a fine young +fellow whom I shall call Charles Gardener[2]--though that was not his +name--and this was to be our first case. We were opposed by Charles J. +Hughes, Jr., the ablest corporation lawyer in the state; and I was +puzzled to find the officers of the gas company and a crowd of +prominent business men in court when the case was argued on a motion to +dismiss it. The judge refused the motion, and for so doing--as he +afterward told me himself--he was "cut" in his Club by the men whose +presence in the court had puzzled me. After a three weeks' trial, in +which we worked night and day for the plaintiff--with X-ray photographs +and medical testimony and fractured bones boiled out over night in the +medical school where I prepared them--the jury stood eleven to one in +our favour, and the case had to be begun all over again. The second +time, after another trial of three weeks, the jury "hung" again, but we +did not give up. It had been all fun for us--and for the town. The +word had gone about the streets: "Go up and see those two kids fighting +the corporation heavyweights. It's more fun than a circus." And we +were confident that we could win; we knew that we were right. + +One evening after dinner, when we were sitting in the dingy little back +room on Champa Street that served us as an office, A. M. +Stevenson--"Big Steve"--politician and attorney for the Denver City +Tramway Company, came shouldering in to see us--a heavy-jowled, +heavy-waisted, red-faced bulk of good-humour--looking as if he had just +walked out of a political cartoon. "Hello, boys," he said jovially. +"How's she going? Making a record for yourselves up in court, eh? +Making a record for yourselves. Well!" + +He sat down and threw a foot up on the desk and smiled at us, with his +inevitable cigarette in his mouth--his ridiculously inadequate +cigarette. (When he puffed it, he looked like a fat boy blowing +bubbles.) "Wearing yourselves out, eh? Working night and day? Ain't +you getting about tired of it?" + +"We got eleven to one each time," I said. "We'll win yet." + +"Uh-huh. You will, eh?" He laughed amusedly. "One man stood out +against you each time, wasn't there?" + +There was. + +"Well," he said, "there always will be. You ain't going to get a +verdict in this case. You can't. Now I'm a friend of you boys, ain't +I? Well, my advice to you is you'd better settle that case. Get +something for your work. Don't be a pair of fools. Settle it." + +"Why can't we get a verdict?" we asked. + +He winked a fat eye. "Jury'll hang. Every time. I'm here to tell you +so. Better settle it." [3] + +We refused to. What was the use of courts if we could not get justice +for this crippled boy? What was the use of practising law if we could +not get a verdict on evidence that would convince a blind man? Settle +it? Never! + +So they went to our client and persuaded the boy to give up. + +"Big Steve," attorney for the tramway company! The gas company's +officers in court! The business men insulting the judge in his Club! +The defendant's brother at the head of one of the smelter companies! I +began to "connect up" "the Cat." + +Gardener and I held a council of war. If it was possible for these men +to "hang" juries whenever they chose, there was need of a law to make +something less than a unanimous decision by a jury sufficient to give a +verdict in civil cases. Colorado needed a "three-fourths jury law." +Gardener was a popular young man, a good "mixer," a member of several +fraternal orders, a hail-fellow-well-met, and as interested as I was in +politics. He had been in the insurance business before he took up law, +and he had friends everywhere. Why should he not go into politics?--as +he had often spoken of doing. + +In the intervals of the Smith suit, we had had a case in which a +mother, whose child had been killed by a street car, had been unable to +recover damages from the tramway company, because the company claimed, +under the law, that her child was worthless alive or dead; and there +was need of a statute permitting such as she to recover damages for +distress and anguish of mind. We had had another case in which a young +factory worker had been injured by the bursting of an emery wheel; and +the law held that the boy was guilty of "contributory negligence" +because he had continued to work at the wheel after he had found a flaw +in it--although he had had no choice except to work at it or leave the +factory and find employment elsewhere. There was need of a law giving +workmen better protection in such circumstances. Why should not +Gardener enter the Legislature and introduce these bills?--which I was +eager to draft. Why not, indeed! The state needed them; the people +wanted them; the courts were crippled and justice was balked because of +the lack of them. Here was an opportunity for worthy ambition to serve +the community and help his fellow-man. + +That night, with all the high hopes and generous ideals and merciful +ignorance of youth, we decided--without knowing what we were about--to +go into the jungle and attack the Beast! + + +THE CAT PURRS + +Denver was then, as it is now, a beautiful city, built on a slope, +between the prairies and mountains, always sunny, cool, and clear-skyed +with the very sparkle of happiness in its air; and on the crown of its +hill, facing the romantic prospect of the Rockies, the State Capitol +raised its dome--as proud as the ambition of a liberty-loving +people--the symbol of an aspiration and the expression of its power. +That Capitol, I confess, was to me a sort of granite temple erected by +the Commonwealth of Colorado to law, to justice, to the ideals of +self-government that have made our republic the promised land of all +the oppressed of Europe; and I could conceive of no nobler work than to +serve those ideals in the assembly halls of that building, with those +eternal mountains on the horizon and that sun of freedom overhead. +Surely a man may confess so much, without shame, of his youth and his +inexperience. . . . It is not merely the gold on the dome of the +Capitol that has given it another look to me now. + +It was the year 1897. I was about twenty-eight years old, and my +partner, Gardener, was three years younger. He was more worldly-wise +than I was, even then; for while I had been busy with briefs and +court-work, he had been the "business head" of the firm, out among +business friends and acquaintances--"mixing," as they say--and through +his innumerable connections, here and there, with this man and that +fraternity, bringing in the cases that kept us employed. He was a +"Silver Republican"; I, a Democrat. But we both knew that if he was to +get into politics it must be with the backing of the party +"organization" and the endorsement of the party "boss." + +The "Silver Republican" boss of the day was a man whom we both +admired--George Graham. Everybody admired him. Everybody was fond of +him. "Why," they would tell you, "there isn't a man in town who is +kinder to his family. He's such a good man in his home! And he's so +charitable!" At Christmas time, when free baskets of food were +distributed to the poor, George Graham was chairman of the committee +for their distribution. He was prominent in the fraternal orders and +used his political power to help the needy, the widow, and the orphan. +He had an engaging manner of fellowship, a personal magnetism, a kindly +interest in aspiring young men, a pleasant appearance--smooth and dark +in complexion, with a gentle way of smiling. I liked him; and he +seemed to discover an affection for both Gardener and me, as we became +more intimate with him, in the course of Gardener's progress toward his +coveted nomination by the party. + +That progress was so rapid and easy that it surprised us. We knew, of +course, that we had attracted some public attention and much newspaper +notice by our legal battles with "the corporation heavyweights" in our +three big cases against the surgeon, the tramway company, and the +factory owner. But this did not account to us for the ease with which +Gardener penetrated to the inner circles of the Boss's court. It did +not explain why Graham should come to see us in our office, and call us +by our first names. The explanation that we tacitly accepted was one +more personal and flattering to us. And when Gardener would come back +from a chat with Graham, full of "inside information" about the party's +plans--about who was to be nominated for this office at the coming +convention, and what chance So-and-so had for that one--the sure proofs +(to us) that he was being admitted to the intimate secrets of the party +and found worthy of the confidence of those in power--I was as proud of +Gardener as only a young man can be of a friend who has all the +brilliant qualities that he himself lacks. Gardener was a handsome +fellow, well built, always well dressed, self-assured and ambitious; I +did not wonder that the politicians admired him and made much of him. +I accepted his success as a tribute to those qualities in him that had +already attached me to him with an affection rather more than brotherly. + +We said nothing to the politicians about our projected bills. Indeed, +from the first, my interest in our measures of reform was greater than +Gardener's. His desire to be in the Legislature Was due to a natural +ambition to "get on" in life, to acquire power in the community as well +as the wealth and distinction that come with power. Such ambitions +were, of course, beyond me; I had none of the qualities that would make +them possible; and I could only enjoy them, as it were, by proxy, in +Gardener's person. I enjoyed, in the same way, his gradual penetration +behind the scenes in politics. I saw, with him, that the party +convention, to which we had at first looked as the source of honours, +was really only a sort of puppet show of which the Boss held the wires. +All the candidates for nomination were selected by Graham in +advance--in secret caucus with his ward leaders, executive +committeemen, and such other "practical" politicians as "Big +Steve"--and the convention, with more or less show of independence, did +nothing but ratify his choice. When I spoke of canvassing some of the +chosen delegates of the convention, Gardener said: "What's the use of +talking to those small fry? If we can get the big fellows, we've got +the rest. They do what the big ones tell them--and won't do anything +they aren't told. You leave it to me." I had only hoped to see him in +the Lower House, but he, with his wiser audacity, soon proclaimed +himself a candidate for the Senate. "We can get the big thing as easy +as the little one," he said. "I'm going to tell Graham it's the Senate +or nothing for me." And he got his promise. And when we knew, at +last, that his name was really on "the slate" of candidates to be +presented to the convention, we were ready to throw up our hats and +cheer for ourselves--and for the Boss. + +The convention met in September, 1898. There had been a fusion of +Silver Republicans, Democrats, and Populists, that year, and the +political offices had been apportioned out among the faithful +machine-men of these parties. Gardener was nominated by "Big Steve," +in a eulogistic speech that was part of the farce; and the convention +ratified the nomination with the unanimity of a stage mob. We knew +that his election was as sure as sunrise, and I set to work looking up +models for my bills with all the enthusiasm of the first reformer. + +Meanwhile there was the question of the campaign and of the campaign +expenses. Gardener had been assessed $500 by the committee as his +share of the legitimate costs of the election, and Boss Graham +generously offered to get the money for him "from friends." We were +rather inclined to let Graham do so, feeling a certain delicacy about +refusing his generosity and being aware, too, that we were not +millionaires. But Graham was not the only one who made the offer; for +example, Ed. Chase, since head of the gambler's syndicate in Denver, +made similar proposals of kindly aid; and we decided, at last, that +perhaps it would be well to be quite independent. Our law practice was +improving. Doubtless, it would continue to improve now that we were +"in right" with the political powers. We put up $250 each and paid the +assessment. + +The usual business of political rallies, mass-meetings, and campaign +speeches followed in due course, and in November, 1898, Gardener was +elected a State Senator on the fusion ticket. I had been busy with my +"three-fourths jury" bill, studying the constitution of the State of +Colorado, comparing it with those of the other states, and making +myself certain that such a law as we proposed was possible. Unlike +most of the state constitutions, Colorado's preserved inviolate the +right of jury trial in criminal cases only, and therefore it seemed to +me that the Legislature had plenary power to regulate it in civil +suits. I found that the Supreme Court of the state had so decided in +two cases, and I felt very properly elated; there seemed to be nothing +to prevent us having a law that should make "hung" juries practically +impossible in Colorado and relieve the courts of an abuse that thwarted +justice in scores of cases. At the same time I prepared a bill +allowing parents to recover damages for "anguish of mind" when a child +of theirs was killed in an accident; and, after much study, I worked up +an "employer's liability" bill to protect men who were compelled by +necessity to work under needlessly dangerous conditions. With these +three bills in his pocket, Senator Gardener went up to the Capitol, +like another David, and I went joyfully with him to aid and abet. + +Happy? I was as happy as if Gardener had been elected President and I +was to be his Secretary of State. I was as happy as a man who has +found his proper work and knows that it is for the good of his fellows. +I would not have changed places that day with any genius of the fine +arts who had three masterpieces to unveil to an admiring world. + +I did not know, of course--but I was soon to learn--that the +Legislature's time was almost wholly taken up with the routine work of +government, that most of the bills passed were concerned with +appropriations and such necessary details of administration, and that +only twenty or thirty bills such as ours--dealing with other +matters--could possibly be passed, among the hundreds offered. It was +Boss Graham who warned us that we had better concentrate on one +measure, if we wished to succeed with any at all, and we decided to put +all our strength behind the "three-fourths jury" bill. Since Graham +seemed to doubt its constitutionality, I went to the Attorney General +for his opinion, and he referred me to his assistant--whom I convinced. +I came back with the assistant's decision that the Legislature had +power to pass such a law, and Gardener promptly introduced it in the +Senate. + +It proved at once mildly unpopular, and after a preliminary debate, in +which the senators rather laughed at it as visionary and +unconstitutional, it was referred to the Attorney General for his +opinion. We waited, confidently. To our amazement he reported it +unconstitutional, and the very assistant who had given me a favourable +opinion before, now conducted the case against it. Nothing daunted, +Gardener fought to get it referred to the Supreme Court, under the law; +and the Senate sent it there. I got up an elaborate brief, had it +printed at our expense, and spent a day in arguing it before the +Supreme Court judges. They held that the Court had already twice found +the Legislature possessed of plenary powers in such matters, and +Gardener brought the bill back into the Senate triumphantly, and got a +favourable report from the Judiciary Committee. + +By this time, Boss Graham was seriously alarmed. He had warned +Gardener that the bill was distasteful to him and to those whom he +called his "friends." It was particularly distasteful, it seemed, to +the Denver City Tramway Company. And he could promise, he said, that +if we dropped the bill, the railway company would see that we got at +least four thousand dollars' worth of litigation a year to handle. To +both Gardener and myself, flushed with success and roused to the +battle, this offer seemed an amusing confession of defeat on the part +of the opposition; and we went ahead more gaily than ever. + +We were enjoying ourselves. If we had been a pair of chums in college, +we could not have had a better time. Whenever I could get away from my +court cases and my office work, I rushed up to watch the fight in the +Senate, as eagerly as a Freshman hurrying from his studies to see his +athletic room-mate carry everything before him in a football game. The +whole atmosphere of the Capitol--with its corridors of coloured marble, +its vistas of arch and pillar, its burnished metal balustrades, its +great staircases--all its majesty of rich grandeur and solidity of +power--affected me with an increased respect for the functions of +government that were discharged there and for the men who had them to +discharge. I felt the reflection of that importance beaming upon +myself when I was introduced as "Senator Gardener's law partner, sir"; +and I accepted the bows and greetings of lobbyists and legislators with +all the pleasure in the world. + +When Gardener got our bill up for its final reading in the Senate, I +was there to watch, and it tickled me to the heart to see him. He made +a fine figure of an orator, the handsomest man in the Senate; and he +was not afraid to raise his voice and look as independent and +determined as his words. He had given the senators to understand that +any one who opposed his bill would have him as an obstinate opponent on +every other measure; and the Senate evidently realized that it would be +wise to let him have his way. The bill was passed. But it had to go +through the Lower House, too, and it was sent there, to be taken care +of by its opponents--with the tongue in the cheek, no doubt. + +I met Boss Graham in the corridor. "Hello, Ben," he greeted me. +"What's the matter with that partner of yours?" I laughed; he looked +worried. "Come in here," he said. "I'd like to have a talk with you." +He led me into a quiet side room and shut the door. "Now look here," +he said. "Did you boys ever stop to think what a boat you'll be in +with this law that you're trying to get, if you ever have to defend a +corporation in a jury suit? Now they tell me down at the tramway +offices"--the offices of the Denver City Tramway Company--"that they're +going to need a lot more legal help. There's every prospect that +they'll appoint you boys assistant counsel. But they can't expect to +do much, even with you bright boys as counsel, if they have this law +against them. You know that all the money there is in law is in +corporation business. I don't see what you're fighting for." + +I explained, as well as I could, that we were fighting for the bill +because we thought it was right--that it was needed. He did not seem +to believe me; he objected that this sort of talk was not "practical." + +"Well," I ended, "we've made up our minds to put it through. And we're +going to try." + +"You'll find you're making a mistake, boy," he warned me. "You'll find +you're making a mistake." + +We laughed over it together--Gardener and I. It was another proof to +us that we had our opponents on their knees. We thought we understood +Graham's position in the matter; he had made no disguise of the fact +that he was intimate and friendly with Mr. William G. Evans--the great +"Bill" Evans--head of the tramway company and an acknowledged power in +politics. And it was natural to us that Graham should do what he could +to induce us to spare his friends. That was all very well, but we had +made no pledges; we were under no obligations to any one except the +public whom we served. Gardener was making himself felt. He did not +intend to stultify himself, even for Graham's good "friends." I, of +course, went along with him, rejoicing. + +He had another bill in hand (House Bill 235) to raise the tax on large +foreign insurance companies so as to help replenish the depleted +treasury of the state. Governor Thomas had been appealing for money; +the increased tax was conceded to be just, and it would add at least +$100,000 in revenue to the public coffers. Gardener handled it well in +the Senate, and--though we were indirectly offered a bribe of $2,500 to +drop it--he got it passed and returned it to the Lower House. He had +two other bills--one our "anguish of mind" provision and the second a +bill regulating the telephone companies; but he was not able to move +them out of committee. The opposition was silent but solid. + +It became my duty to watch the two bills that we had been able to get +as far as the House calendar on final passage--to see that they were +given their turn for consideration. The jury bill came to the top very +soon, but it was passed over, and next day it was on the bottom of the +list. This happened more than once. And once it disappeared from the +calendar altogether. The Clerk of the House, when I demanded an +explanation, said that it was an oversight--a clerical error--and put +it back at the foot. I began to suspect jugglery, but I was not yet +sure of it. + +One day while I was on this sentry duty, a lobbyist who was a member of +a fraternal order to which I belonged, came to me with the fraternal +greeting and a thousand dollars in bills. "Lindsey," he said, "this is +a legal fee for an argument we want you to make before the committee, +as a lawyer, against that insurance bill. It's perfectly legitimate. +We don't want you to do anything except in a legal way. You know our +other lawyer has made an able argument, showing how the extra tax will +come out of the people in increased premiums"--and so on. I refused +the money and continued trying to push along the bill. In a few days +he came back to me, with a grin. "Too bad you didn't take that money," +he said. "There's lots of it going round. But the joke of it is, I +got the whole thing fixed up for $250. Watch Cannon." I watched +Cannon--Wilbur F. Cannon, a member of the House and a "floor leader" +there. He had already voted in favour of the bill. But--to anticipate +somewhat the sequence of events--I saw Wilbur F. Cannon, in the +confusion and excitement of the closing moments of the session, rush +down the aisle toward the Speaker's chair and make a motion concerning +the insurance bill--to what effect I could not hear. The motion was +put, in the midst of the uproar, and declared carried; and the bill was +killed. It was killed so neatly that there is to-day no record of its +decease in the official account of the proceedings of the House! +Expert treason, bold and skilful! [4] + +Meanwhile, I had been standing by our jury bill. It went up and it +went down on the calendar, and at last when it arrived at a hearing it +was referred back to the Judiciary Committee with two other +anti-corporation bills. The session was drawing toward the day +provided by the constitution for its closing, and we could no longer +doubt that we were being juggled out of our last chance by the Clerk +and the Speaker--who was Mr. William G. Smith, since known as "Tramway +Bill." [5] + +"All right," Gardener said. "Not one of Speaker Smith's House bills +will get through the Senate until he lets our jury bill get to a vote." +He told Speaker Smith what he intended to do and next day he began to +do it. + +That afternoon, tired out, I was resting, during a recess of the House, +in a chair that stood in a shadowed corner, when the Speaker hurried by +heavily, evidently unaware of me, and rang a telephone. I heard him +mention the name of "Mr. Evans," in a low, husky voice. I heard, +sleepily, not consciously listening; and I did note at first connect +"Mr. Evans" with William G. Evans of the tramway company. But a little +later I heard the Speaker say: "Well, unless Gardener can be pulled +off, we'll have to let that 'three-fourths' bill out. He's raising +hell with a lot of our measures over in the Senate. . . What? . . . +Yes. . . . Well, get at it pretty quick." + +Those hoarse, significant words wakened like the thrill of an electric +shock--wakened to an understanding of the strength of "special +interests" that were opposed to us--and wakened in me, too, the anger +of a determination to fight to a finish. The Powers that had "fixed" +our juries, were now fixing Legislature. They had laughed at us in the +courts; they were going to laugh at us in the Capitol! + +Speaker Smith came lumbering out. He was a heavily built man, with a +big jaw. And when he saw me there, confronting him, his face changed +from a look of displeased surprise to one of angry contempt--lowering +his head like a bull--as if he were saying to himself: "What! That +d---- little devil! I'll bet he heard me!" But he did not speak. And +neither did I. He went off about whatever business he had in hand, and +I caught up my hat and hastened to Gardener to tell him what I had +heard. + +When the House met again, in committee of the whole, the Speaker, of +course, was not in the Chair, and Gardener found him in the lobby. +Gardener had agreed with me to say nothing of the telephone +conversation but he threatened Smith that unless our jury bill was +"reported out" by the Judiciary Committee and allowed to come to a +vote, he would oppose every House bill in the Senate and talk the +session to death. Smith fumed and blustered, but Gardener, with the +blood in his face, out-blustered and out-fumed him. The Speaker, later +in the day, vented some of his spleen by publicly threatening to eject +me from the floor of the House as a lobbyist. But he had to allow the +bill to come up, and it was finally passed, with very little +opposition--for reasons which I was afterward to understand. + +It had yet to be signed by the Speaker; and it had to be signed before +the close of the session or it could not become a law. I heard rumours +that some anti-corporation bills were going to be "lost" by the Chief +Clerk, so that they might not be signed; and I kept my eye on him. He +was a fat-faced, stupid-looking, flabby creature--by name D. H. +Dickason--who did not appear capable of doing anything very daring. I +saw the chairman of the Enrolling Committee place our bill on +Dickason's desk, among those waiting for the Speaker's signature; +and--while the House was busy--I withdrew it from the pile and placed +it to one side, conspicuously, so that I could see it from a distance. + +When the time came for signing--sure enough! the Clerk was missing, and +some bills were missing with him. The House was crowded--floor and +galleries--and the whole place went into an uproar at once. Nobody +seemed to know which bills were gone; every member who had an +anti-corporation bill thought it was his that had been stolen; and they +all together broke out into denunciations of the Speaker, the Clerk, +and everybody else whom they thought concerned in the outrage. One man +jumped up on his chair and tried to dominate the pandemonium, shouting +and waving his hands. The galleries went wild with noisy excitement. +Men threatened each other with violence on the floor of the House, +cursing and shaking their fists. Others rushed here and there trying +to find some trace of the Clerk. The Speaker, breathless from calling +for order and pounding with his gavel, had to sit down and let them +rage. + +At last, from my place by the wall, on the outskirts of the hubbub, I +saw the Clerk dragged down the aisle by the collar, bleeding, with a +blackened eye, apparently half drunk and evidently frightened into an +abject terror. He had stolen a bill introduced by Senator Bucklin, +providing that cities could own their own water works and gas works; +but the Senator's wife had been watching him; she had followed him to +the basement and stopped him as he tried to escape to the street; and +it was the Senator now who had him by the neck. + +They thrust him back into his chair, got the confusion quieted, and +with muttered threats of the penitentiary for him and everybody +concerned in the affair, they got back to business again with the +desperate haste of men working against time. And our jury bill was +signed! + +It was signed; and we had won! (At least we thought so.) And I walked +out of the crowded glare of the session's close, into an April midnight +that was as wide as all eternity and as quiet. It seemed to me that +the stars, even in Colorado, had never been brighter; they sparkled in +the clear blackness of the sky with a joyful brilliancy. A cool breeze +drew down from the mountains as peacefully as the breath in sleep. It +was a night to make a man take on his hat and breathe out his last +vexation in a sigh. + +We had won. What did it matter that the Boss, the Speaker, the Clerk +and so many more of these miserable creatures were bought and sold in +selfishness? That spring night seemed to answer for it that the truth +and beauty of the world were as big above them as the heavens that +arched so high above the puny dome-light, of the Capitol. Had not even +we, two "boys"--as they called us--put a just law before them and made +them take up the pen and sign it? If we had done so much without even +a whisper from the people and scarcely a line from the public press to +aid and back us, what would the future not do when we found the help +that an aroused community would surely give us? Hope? The whole night +was hushed and peaceful with hope. The very houses that I +passed--walking home up the tree-lined streets--seemed to me in some +way so quiet because they were so sure. All was right with the world. +We had won. + + + +[1] A New England family, to which the poet Whittier was related. + +[2] This is one of the few fictitious names used in the story. Judge +Lindsey wishes it disguised "for old sake's sake." + +[3] Many of the conversations reported in this volume are given from +memory, and they are liable to errors of memory in the use of a word or +a turn of expression. But they are not liable to error in substance. +They are the unadorned truth, clearly recollected.--B. B. L. + +[4] Wilbur F. 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