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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/18598-8.txt b/18598-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..021b62a --- /dev/null +++ b/18598-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4735 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, Stories of Achievement, Volume IV (of 6), by +Various, Edited by Asa Don Dickinson + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Stories of Achievement, Volume IV (of 6) + Authors and Journalists + + +Author: Various + +Editor: Asa Don Dickinson + +Release Date: June 15, 2006 [eBook #18598] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK STORIES OF ACHIEVEMENT, VOLUME IV +(OF 6)*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustration. + See 18598-h.htm or 18598-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/5/9/18598/18598-h/18598-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/5/9/18598/18598-h.zip) + + + + + +STORIES OF ACHIEVEMENT, VOLUME IV + +Authors and Journalists + +Edited by + +ASA DON DICKINSON + +Authors and Journalists + + JEAN JACQUES ROUSSEAU + ROBERT BURNS + CHARLOTTE BRONTE + CHARLES DICKENS + HORACE GREELEY + LOUISA M. ALCOTT + HENRY GEORGE + WILLIAM H. RIDEING + JACOB A. RIIS + HELEN KELLER + + + + + + + +[Frontispiece: Robert Burns] + + + + + +Garden City ---- New York +Doubleday, Page & Company +1925 +Copyright, 1916, by +Doubleday, Page & Company +All Rights Reserved + + + + +ACKNOWLEDGMENT + +In the preparation of this volume the publishers have received from +several houses and authors generous permissions to reprint copyright +material. For this they wish to express their cordial gratitude. In +particular, acknowledgments are due to the Houghton Mifflin Company for +permission to reprint the sketch of Horace Greeley; to Little, Brown & +Co. for permission to reprint passages from "The Life, Letters, and +Journals of Louisa May Alcott"; to Mr. Henry George, Jr., for the +extract from his life of his father; to William H. Rideing for +permission to reprint extracts from his book "Many Celebrities and a +Few Others"; to the Macmillan Company for permission to use passages +from "The Making of an American," by Jacob A. Riis; to Miss Helen +Keller for permission to reprint from "The Story of My Life." + + + + +CONTENTS + + +AUTHORS AND JOURNALISTS + +JEAN JACQUES ROUSSEAU + The Man to Whom Expression was Travail + +ROBERT BURNS + The Ploughman-poet + +HORACE GREELEY + How the Farm-boy Became an Editor + +CHARLES DICKENS + The Factory Boy + +CHARLOTTE BRONTE + The Country Parson's Daughter + +LOUISA MAY ALCOTT + The Journal of a Brave and Talented Girl + +HENRY GEORGE + The Troubles of a Job Printer + +JACOB RIIS + "The Making of an American" + +WILLIAM H. RIDEING + Rejected Manuscripts + +HELEN ADAMS KELLER + How She Learned to Speak + + + + +JEAN JACQUES ROUSSEAU + +(1712-1778) + +THE MAN TO WHOM EXPRESSION WAS TRAVAIL + +From the "Confessions of Rousseau." + +It is strange to hear that those critics who spoke of Rousseau's +"incomparable gift of expression," of his "easy, natural style," were +ludicrously incorrect in their allusions. From his "Confessions" we +learn that he had no gift of clear, fluent expression; that he was by +nature so incoherent that he could not creditably carry on an ordinary +conversation; and that the ideas which stirred Europe, although +spontaneously conceived, were brought forth and set before the world +only after their progenitor had suffered the real pangs of labor. + +But after all it is the same old story over again. Great things are +rarely said or done easily. + +Two things very opposite unite in me, and in a manner which I cannot +myself conceive. My disposition is extremely ardent, my passions +lively and impetuous, yet my ideas are produced slowly, with great +embarrassment and after much afterthought. It might be said my heart +and understanding do not belong to the same individual. A sentiment +takes possession of my soul with the rapidity of lightning, but instead +of illuminating, it dazzles and confounds me; I feel all, but see +nothing; I am warm but stupid; to think I must be cool. What is +astonishing, my conception is clear and penetrating, if not hurried: I +can make excellent impromptus at leisure, but on the instant could +never say or do anything worth notice. I could hold a tolerable +conversation by the post, as they say the Spaniards play at chess, and +when I read that anecdote of a duke of Savoy, who turned himself round, +while on a journey, to cry out "_a votre gorge, marchand de Paris_!" I +said, "Here is a trait of my character!" + +This slowness of thought, joined to vivacity of feeling, I am not only +sensible of in conversation, but even alone. When I write, my ideas +are arranged with the utmost difficulty. They glance on my imagination +and ferment till they discompose, heat, and bring on a palpitation; +during this state of agitation I see nothing properly, cannot write a +single word, and must wait till all is over. Insensibly the agitation +subsides, the chaos acquires form, and each circumstance takes its +proper place. Have you never seen an opera in Italy where during the +change of scene everything is in confusion, the decorations are +intermingled, and any one would suppose that all would be overthrown; +yet by little and little, everything is arranged, nothing appears +wanting, and we feel surprised to see the tumult succeeded by the most +delightful spectacle. This is a resemblance of what passes in my brain +when I attempt to write; had I always waited till that confusion was +past, and then pointed, in their natural beauties, the objects that had +presented themselves, few authors would have surpassed me. + +Thence arises the extreme difficulty I find in writing; my manuscripts, +blotted, scratched, and scarcely legible, attest the trouble they cost +me; nor is there one of them but I have been obliged to transcribe four +or five times before it went to press. Never could I do anything when +placed at a table, pen in hand; it must be walking among the rocks, or +in the woods; it is at night in my bed, during my wakeful hours, that I +compose; it may be judged how slowly, particularly for a man who has +not the advantage of verbal memory, and never in his life could retain +by heart six verses. Some of my periods I have turned and returned in +my head five or six nights before they were fit to be put to paper: +thus it is that I succeed better in works that require laborious +attention than those that appear more trivial, such as letters, in +which I could never succeed, and being obliged to write one is to me a +serious punishment; nor can I express my thoughts on the most trivial +subjects without it costing me hours of fatigue. If I write +immediately what strikes me, my letter is a long, confused, unconnected +string of expressions, which, when read, can hardly be understood. + +It is not only painful to me to give language to my ideas but even to +receive them. I have studied mankind, and think myself a tolerable +observer, yet I know nothing from what I see, but all from what I +remember, nor have I understanding except in my recollections. From +all that is said, from all that passes in my presence, I feel nothing, +conceive nothing, the exterior sign being all that strikes me; +afterward it returns to my remembrance; I recollect the place, the +time, the manner, the look, and gesture, not a circumstance escapes me; +it is then, from what has been done or said, that I imagine what has +been thought, and I have rarely found myself mistaken. + +So little master of my understanding when alone, let any one judge what +I must be in conversation, where to speak with any degree of ease you +must think of a thousand things at the same time: the bare idea that I +should forget something material would be sufficient to intimidate me. +Nor can I comprehend how people can have the confidence to converse in +large companies, where each word must pass in review before so many, +and where it would be requisite to know their several characters and +histories to avoid saying what might give offence. In this particular, +those who frequent the world would have a great advantage, as they know +better where to be silent, and can speak with greater confidence; yet +even they sometimes let fall absurdities; in what predicament then must +he be who drops as it were from the clouds? It is almost impossible he +should speak ten minutes with impunity. + +In a tête-à-tête there is a still worse inconvenience; that is, the +necessity of talking perpetually, at least, the necessity of answering +when spoken to, and keeping up the conversation when the other is +silent. This insupportable constraint is alone sufficient to disgust +me with variety, for I cannot form an idea of a greater torment than +being obliged to speak continually without time for recollection. I +know not whether it proceeds from my mortal hatred of all constraint; +but if I am obliged to speak, I infallibly talk nonsense. What is +still worse, instead of learning how to be silent when I have +absolutely nothing to say, it is generally at such times that I have a +violent inclination; and, endeavoring to pay my debt of conversation as +speedily as possible, I hastily gabble a number of words without ideas, +happy when they only chance to mean nothing; thus endeavoring to +conquer or hide my incapacity, I rarely fail to show it. + +I think I have said enough to show that, though not a fool, I have +frequently passed for one, even among people capable of judging; this +was the more vexatious, as my physiognomy and eyes promised otherwise, +and expectation being frustrated, my stupidity appeared the more +shocking. This detail, which a particular occasion gave birth to, will +not be useless in the sequel, being a key to many of my actions which +might otherwise appear unaccountable; and have been attributed to a +savage humor I do not possess. I love society as much as any man, was +I not certain to exhibit myself in it, not only disadvantageously, but +totally different from what I really am. The plan I have adopted of +writing and retirement is what exactly suits me. Had I been present, +my worth would never have been known, no one would ever have suspected +it; thus it was with Madam Dupin, a woman of sense, in whose house I +lived for several years; indeed, she has often since owned it to me: +though on the whole this rule may be subject to some exceptions. . . . + +The heat of the summer was this year (1749) excessive. Vincennes is +two leagues from Paris. The state of my finances not permitting me to +pay for hackney coaches, at two o'clock in the afternoon, I went on +foot, when alone, and walked as fast as possible, that I might arrive +the sooner. The trees by the side of the road, always lopped, +according to the custom of the country, afforded but little shade, and +exhausted by fatigue, I frequently threw myself on the ground, being +unable to proceed any farther. I thought a book in my hand might make +me moderate my pace. One day I took the _Mercure de France_, and as I +walked and read, I came to the following question proposed by the +academy of Dijon, for the premium of the ensuing year: Has the progress +of sciences and arts contributed to corrupt or purify morals? + +The moment I had read this, I seemed to behold another world, and +became a different man. Although I have a lively remembrance of the +impression it made upon me, the detail has escaped my mind, since I +communicated it to M. de Malesherbes in one of my four letters to him. +This is one of the singularities of my memory which merits to be +remarked. It serves me in proportion to my dependence upon it; the +moment I have committed to paper that with which it was charged, it +forsakes me, and I have no sooner written a thing than I had forgotten +it entirely. This singularity is the same with respect to music. +Before I learned the use of notes I knew a great number of songs; the +moment I had made a sufficient progress to sing an air of art set to +music, I could not recollect any one of them; and, at present, I much +doubt whether I should be able entirely to go through one of those of +which I was the most fond. All I distinctly recollect upon this +occasion is, that on my arrival at Vincennes, I was in an agitation +which approached a delirium. Diderot perceived it; I told him the +cause, and read to him the prosopopoeia of Fabricius, written with a +pencil under a tree. He encouraged me to pursue my ideas, and to +become a competitor for the premium. I did so, and from that moment I +was ruined. + +All the rest of my misfortunes during my life were the inevitable +effect of this moment of error. + +My sentiments became elevated with the most inconceivable rapidity to +the level of my ideas. All my little passions were stifled by the +enthusiasm of truth, liberty, and virtue; and, what is most +astonishing, this effervescence continued in my mind upward of five +years, to as great a degree, perhaps, as it has ever done in that of +any other man. I composed the discourse in a very singular manner, and +in that style which I have always followed in my other works, I +dedicated to it the hours of the night in which sleep deserted me; I +meditated in my bed with my eyes closed, and in my mind turned over and +over again my periods with incredible labor and care; the moment they +were finished to my satisfaction, I deposited in my memory, until I had +an opportunity of committing them to paper; but the time of rising and +putting on my clothes made me lose everything, and when I took up my +pen I recollected but little of what I had composed. I made Madam le +Vasseur my secretary; I had lodged her with her daughter and husband +nearer to myself; and she, to save me the expense of a servant, came +every morning to make my fire, and to do such other little things as +were necessary. As soon as she arrived I dictated to her while in bed +what I had composed in the night, and this method, which for a long +time I observed, preserved me many things I should otherwise have +forgotten. + +As soon as the discourse was finished, I showed it to Diderot. He was +satisfied with the production, and pointed out some corrections he +thought necessary to be made. However, this composition, full of force +and fire, absolutely wants logic and order; of all the works I ever +wrote, this is the weakest in reasoning, and the most devoid of number +and harmony. With whatever talent a man may be born, the art of +writing is not easily learned. + +I sent off this piece without mentioning it to anybody, except, I +think, to Grimm. + +The year following (1750), not thinking more of my discourse, I learned +it had gained the premium at Dijon. This news awakened all the ideas +which had dictated it to me, gave them new animation, and completed the +fermentation of my heart of that first leaves of heroism and virtue +which my father, my country, and Plutarch had inspired in my infancy. +Nothing now appeared great in my eyes but to be free and virtuous, +superior to fortune and opinion, and independent of all exterior +circumstances; although a false shame, and the fear of disapprobation +at first prevented me from conducting myself according to these +principles, and from suddenly quarrelling with the maxims of the age in +which I lived, I from that moment took a decided resolution to do +it. . . . + + + + +ROBERT BURNS + +(1759-1796) + +THE PLOUGHMAN-POET + +A note of pride in his humble origin rings throughout the following +pages. The ploughman poet was wiser in thought than in deed, and his +life was not a happy one. But, whatever his faults, he did his best +with the one golden talent that Fate bestowed upon him. Each book that +he encountered was made to stand and deliver the message that it +carried for him. Sweethearting and good-fellowship were his bane, yet +he won much good from his practice of the art of correspondence with +sweethearts and boon companions. And although Socrates was perhaps +scarcely a name to him, he studied always to follow the Athenian's +favourite maxim, _Know thyself_; realizing, with his elder brother of +Warwickshire, that "the chiefest study of mankind is man." + + +From an autobiographical sketch sent to Dr. Moore. + +[_To Dr. Moore_] + +MAUCHLINE, August 2, 1787. + +For some months past I have been rambling over the country, but I am +now confined with some lingering complaints, originating, as I take it, +in the stomach. To divert my spirits a little in this miserable fog of +ennui, I have taken a whim to give you a history of myself. My name +has made some little noise in this country; you have done me the honour +to interest yourself very warmly in my behalf; and I think a faithful +account of what character of a man I am, and how I came by that +character, may perhaps amuse you in an idle moment. I will give you an +honest narrative, though I know it will be often at my own expense; for +I assure you, sir, I have, like Solomon, whose character, excepting in +the trifling affair of wisdom, I sometimes think I resemble--I have, I +say, like him turned my eyes to behold madness and folly, and like him, +too, frequently shaken hands with their intoxicating friendship. After +you have perused these pages, should you think them trifling and +impertinent, I only beg leave to tell you that the poor author wrote +them under some twitching qualms of conscience, arising from a +suspicion that he was doing what he ought not to do; a predicament he +has more than once been in before. + +I have not the most distant pretensions to assume that character which +the pye-coated guardians of escutcheons call a gentleman. When at +Edinburgh last winter I got acquainted in the _Herald's_ office; and, +looking through that granary of honors, I there found almost every name +in the kingdom; but for me, + + My ancient but ignoble blood + Has crept thro' scoundrels ever since the flood. + +Gules, purpure, argent, etc., quite disowned me. + +My father was of the north of Scotland, the son of a farmer, and was +thrown by early misfortunes on the world at large; where, after many +years' wanderings and sojournings, he picked up a pretty large quantity +of observation and experience, to which I am indebted for most of my +little pretensions to wisdom. I have met with few who understood men, +their manners and their ways, equal to him; but stubborn, ungainly +integrity, and headlong, ungovernable irascibility, are disqualifying +circumstances; consequently, I was born a very poor man's son. For the +first six or seven years of my life my father was gardener to a worthy +gentleman of small estate in the neighbourhood of Ayr. Had he +continued in that station, I must have marched off to be one of the +little underlings about a farmhouse; but it was his dearest wish and +prayer to have it in his power to keep his children under his own eye +till they could discern between good and evil; so with the assistance +of his generous master, my father ventured on a small farm on his +estate. + +At those years, I was by no means a favourite with anybody. I was a +good deal noted for a retentive memory, a stubborn, sturdy something in +my disposition, and an enthusiastic, idiotic piety. I say idiotic +piety because I was then but a child. Though it cost the schoolmaster +some thrashings, I made an excellent English scholar; and by the time I +was ten or eleven years of age, I was a critic in substantives, verbs, +and particles. In my infant and boyish days, too, I owe much to an old +woman who resided in the family, remarkable for her ignorance, +credulity, and superstition. She had, I suppose, the largest +collection in the country of tales and songs concerning devils, ghosts, +fairies, brownies, witches, warlocks, spunkies, kelpies, elf-candles, +dead-lights, wraiths, apparitions, cantraips, giants, enchanted towers, +dragons, and other trumpery. This cultivated the latent seeds of +poetry; but had so strong an effect on my imagination that to this hour +in my nocturnal rambles I sometimes keep a sharp lookout in suspicious +places; and though nobody can be more sceptical than I am in such +matters, yet it often takes an effort of philosophy to shake off these +idle terrors. + +The earliest composition that I recollect taking pleasure in was "The +Vision of Mirza," and a hymn of Addison's beginning, "How are thy +servants blest, O Lord!" I particularly remember one half-stanza which +was music to my boyish ear-- + + For though on dreadful whirls we hung + High on the broken wave-- + +I met with these pieces in Mason's English Collection, one of my +schoolbooks. The first two books I ever read in private, and which +gave me more pleasure than any two books I ever read since, were "The +Life of Hannibal" and "The History of Sir William Wallace." Hannibal +gave my young ideas such a turn that I used to strut in raptures up and +down after the recruiting drum and bagpipe and wish myself tall enough +to be a soldier; while the story of Wallace poured a Scottish prejudice +into my veins, which will boil along there till the floodgates of life +shut in eternal rest. + +Polemical divinity about this time was putting the country half mad, +and I, ambitious of shining in conversation parties on Sundays, between +sermons, at funerals, etc., used a few years afterward to puzzle +Calvinism with so much heat and indiscretion that I raised a hue and +cry of heresy against me, which has not ceased to this hour. + +My vicinity to Ayr was of some advantage to me. My social disposition, +when not checked by some modifications of spirited pride, was like our +catechism definition of infinitude, without bounds or limits. I formed +several connections with other younkers, who possessed superior +advantages; the youngling actors who were busy in the rehearsal of +parts, in which they were shortly to appear on the stage of life, +where, alas! I was destined to drudge behind the scenes. It is not +commonly at this green age that our young gentry have a just sense of +the immense distance between them and their ragged playfellows. It +takes a few dashes into the world to give the young, great man that +proper, decent, unnoticing disregard for the poor, insignificant, +stupid devils, the mechanics and peasantry around him, who were, +perhaps, born in the same village. My young superiors never insulted +the clouterly appearance of my plough-boy carcase, the two extremes of +which were often exposed to all the inclemencies of all the seasons. +They would give me stray volumes of books; among them, even then, I +could pick up some observations, and one, whose heart, I am sure, not +even the "Munny Begum" scenes have tainted, helped me to a little +French. Parting with these my young friends and benefactors, as they +occasionally went off for the East or West Indies, was often to me a +sore affliction; but I was soon called to more serious evils. My +father's generous master died, the farm proved a ruinous bargain; and +to clench the misfortune, we fell into the hands of a factor, who sat +for the picture I have drawn of one in my tale of "Twa Dogs." My +father was advanced in life when he married; I was the eldest of seven +children, and he, worn out by early hardships, was unfit for labour. +My father's spirit was soon irritated, but not easily broken. There +was a freedom in his lease in two years more, and to weather these two +years, we retrenched our expenses. We lived very poorly; I was a +dexterous ploughman for my age; and the next eldest to me was a brother +(Gilbert), who could drive the plough very well, and help me to thrash +the corn. A novel-writer might, perhaps, have viewed these scenes with +some satisfaction, but so did not I; my indignation yet boils at the +recollection of the scoundrel factor's insolent, threatening letters, +which used to set us all in tears. + +This kind of life--the cheerless gloom of a hermit, with the unceasing +moil of a galley slave, brought me to my sixteenth year; a little +before which period I first committed the sin of rhyme. You know our +country custom of coupling a man and woman together as partners in the +labours of harvest. In my fifteenth autumn my partner was a bewitching +creature, a year younger than myself. My scarcity of English denies me +the power of doing her justice in that language, but you know the +Scottish idiom: she was a "bonnie, sweet, sonsie (engaging) lass." In +short, she, altogether unwittingly to herself, initiated me in that +delicious passion, which, in spite of acid disappointment, gin-horse +prudence, and bookworm philosophy, I hold to be the first of human +joys, our dearest blessing here below! How she caught the contagion I +cannot tell; you medical people talk much of infection from breathing +the same air, the touch, etc., but I never expressly said I loved her. +Indeed I did not know myself why I liked so much to loiter behind with +her when returning in the evening from our labours; why the tones of +her voice made my heartstrings thrill like an Aeolian harp; and +particularly why my pulse beat such a furious ratan, when I looked and +fingered over her little hand to pick out the cruel nettle-stings and +thistles. Among her other love-inspiring qualities, she sung sweetly; +and it was her favourite reel to which I attempted giving an embodied +vehicle in rhyme. I was not so presumptuous as to imagine that I could +make verses like printed ones, composed by men who had Greek and Latin; +but my girl sung a song which was said to be composed by a small +country laird's son, on one of his father's maids with whom he was in +love; and I saw no reason why I might not rhyme as well as he; for, +excepting that he could smear sheep, and cast peats, his father living +in the moorlands, he had no more scholar-craft than myself. + +Thus with me began love and poetry, which at times have been my only, +and till within the last twelve months have been my highest, enjoyment. +My father struggled on till he reached the freedom in his lease, when +he entered on a larger farm, about ten miles farther in the country. +The nature of the bargain he made was such as to throw a little ready +money into his hands at the commencement of his lease, otherwise the +affair would have been impracticable. For four years we lived +comfortably here, but a difference commencing between him and his +landlord as to terms, after three years' tossing and whirling in the +vortex of litigation, my father was just saved from the horrors of a +jail by a consumption which, after two years' promises, kindly stepped +in, and carried him away, to where the wicked cease from troubling, and +where the weary are at rest! + +It is during the time that we lived on this farm that my little story +is most eventful. I was, at the beginning of this period, perhaps the +most ungainly, awkward boy in the parish--no hermit was less acquainted +with the ways of the world. What I knew of ancient story was gathered +from Salmon's and Guthrie's Geographical Grammars; and the ideas I had +formed of modern manners, of literature, and criticism, I got from the +_Spectator_. These, with Pope's Works, some Plays of Shakespeare, +Tull, and Dickson on Agriculture, The "Pantheon," Locke's "Essay on the +Human Understanding," Stackhouse's "History of the Bible," Justice's +"British Gardener's Directory," Boyle's "Lectures," Allan Ramsay's +Works, Taylor's "Scripture Doctrine of Original Sin," "A Select +Collection of English Songs," and Hervey's "Meditations," had formed +the whole of my reading. The collection of songs was my companion, day +and night. I pored over them driving my cart, or walking to labour, +song by song, verse by verse; carefully noting the true, tender, or +sublime, from affectation and fustian. I am convinced I owe to this +practice much of my critic-craft, such as it is. + +In my seventeenth year, to give my manners a brush, I went to a country +dancing-school. My father had an unaccountable antipathy against these +meetings, and my going was, what to this moment I repent, in opposition +to his wishes. My father, as I said before, was subject to strong +passions; from that instance of disobedience in me he took a sort of +dislike to me, which, I believe, was one cause of the dissipation which +marked my succeeding years. I say dissipation, comparatively with the +strictness, and sobriety, and regularity of Presbyterian country life; +for though the will-o'-wisp meteors of thoughtless whim were almost the +sole lights of my path, yet early ingrained piety and virtue kept me +for several years afterward within the line of innocence. The great +misfortune of my life was to want an aim. I had felt early some +stirrings of ambition, but they were the blind gropings of Homer's +Cyclops round the walls of his cave. I saw my father's situation +entailed on me perpetual labour. The only two openings by which I +could enter the temple of fortune were the gate of niggardly economy or +the path of little chicaning bargain-making. The first is so +contracted an aperture I never could squeeze myself into it; the last I +always hated--there was contamination in the very entrance! Thus +abandoned of aim or view in life, with a strong appetite for +sociability, as well from native hilarity as from a pride of +observation and remark; a constitutional melancholy or hypochondriasm +that made me fly solitude; add to these incentives to social life my +reputation for bookish knowledge, a certain wild, logical talent, and a +strength of thought, something like the rudiments of good sense; and it +will not seem surprising that I was generally a welcome guest where I +visited, or any great wonder that always, where two or three met +together, there was I among them. But far beyond all other impulses of +my heart was a leaning toward the adorable half of humankind. My heart +was completely tinder, and was eternally lighted up by some goddess or +other; and, as in every other warfare in this world, my fortune was +various; sometimes I was received with favour, and sometimes I was +mortified with a repulse. At the plough, scythe, or reap-hook I feared +no competitor, and thus I set absolute want at defiance; and as I never +cared further for my labours than while I was in actual exercise, I +spent the evenings in the way after my own heart. + +Another circumstance in my life which made some alteration in my mind +and manners was that I spent my nineteenth summer on a smuggling coast, +a good distance from home, at a noted school, to learn mensuration, +surveying, dialling, etc., in which I made a pretty good progress. But +I made a greater progress in the knowledge of mankind. The contraband +trade was at that time very successful, and it sometimes happened to me +to fall with those who carried it on. Scenes of swaggering riot and +roaring dissipation were, till this time, new to me; but I was no enemy +to social life. + +My reading meantime was enlarged with the very important addition of +Thomson's and Shenstone's Works. I had seen human nature in a new +phase; and I engaged several of my schoolfellows to keep up a literary +correspondence with me. This improved me in composition. I had met +with a collection of letters by the wits of Queen Anne's reign, and +pored over them most devoutly. I kept copies of any of my own letters +that pleased me, and a comparison between them and the composition of +most of my correspondents flattered my vanity. I carried this whim so +far that, though I had not three farthings' worth of business in the +world, yet almost every post brought me as many letters as if I had +been a broad plodding son of the day-book and ledger. + +My life flowed on much in the same course till my twenty-third year. +The addition of two more authors to my library gave me great pleasure: +Sterne and Mackenzie--"Tristram Shandy" and the "Man of Feeling"--were +my bosom favourites. Poesy was still a darling walk for my mind, but +it was only indulged in according to the humour of the hour. I had +usually half a dozen or more pieces on hand; I took up one or other, as +it suited the momentary tone of the mind, and dismissed the work as it +bordered on fatigue. My passions, when once lighted up, raged like so +many devils, till they got vent in rhyme; and then the conning over my +verses, like a spell, soothed all into quiet! None of the rhymes of +those days are in print, except "Winter, a Dirge," the eldest of my +printed pieces; "The Death of Poor Maillie," "John Barleycorn," and +Songs First, Second, and Third. Song Second was the ebullition of that +passion which ended the forementioned school business. + +My twenty-third year was to me an important era. Partly through whim, +and partly that I wished to set about doing something in life, I joined +a flax-dresser in a neighbouring town (Irvine), to learn the trade. +This was an unlucky affair. As we were giving a welcome carousal to +the new year, the shop took fire and burned to ashes, and I was left, +like a true poet, not worth a sixpence. + +I was obliged to give up this scheme, the clouds of misfortune were +gathering thick round my father's head; and, what was worst of all, he +was visibly far gone in a consumption; and to crown my distresses, a +beautiful girl, whom I adored, and who had pledged her soul to meet me +in the field of matrimony, jilted me, with peculiar circumstances of +mortification. The finishing evil that brought up the rear of this +infernal file was my constitutional melancholy being increased to such +a degree that for three months I was in a state of mind scarcely to be +envied by the hopeless wretches who have got their mittimus--depart +from me, ye cursed! + +From this adventure I learned something of a town life; but the +principal thing which gave my mind a turn was a friendship I formed +with a young fellow, a very noble character, but a hapless son of +misfortune. He was the son of a simple mechanic; but a great man in +the neighbourhood taking him under his patronage, gave him a genteel +education, with a view of bettering his situation in life. The patron +dying just as he was ready to launch out into the world, the poor +fellow in despair went to sea; where, after a variety of good and ill +fortune, a little before I was acquainted with him he had been set on +shore by an American privateer, on the wild coast of Connaught, +stripped of everything. I cannot quit this poor fellow's story without +adding that he is at this time master of a large West Indiaman +belonging to the Thames. + +His mind was fraught with independence, magnanimity, and every manly +virtue. I loved and admired him to a degree of enthusiasm, and of +course strove to imitate him. In some measure I succeeded; I had pride +before, but he taught it to flow in proper channels. His knowledge of +the world was vastly superior to mine, and I was all attention to +learn. . . . My reading only increased while in this town by two stray +volumes of "Pamela," and one of "Ferdinand Count Fathom," which gave me +some idea of novels. Rhyme, except some religious pieces that are in +print, I had given up; but meeting with Fergusson's Scottish Poems, I +strung anew my wildly sounding lyre with emulating vigour. When my +father died his all went among the hell-hounds that growl in the kennel +of justice; but we made a shift to collect a little money in the family +amongst us, with which to keep us together; my brother and I took a +neighbouring farm. My brother wanted my hare-brained imagination, as +well as my social and amorous madness; but in good sense, and every +sober qualification, he was far my superior. + +I entered on this farm with a full resolution, "come, go to, I will be +wise!" I read farming books, I calculated crops; I attended markets; +and, in short, in spite of the devil, and the world, and the flesh, I +believe I should have been a wise man; but the first year, from +unfortunately buying bad seed, the second from a late harvest, we lost +half our crops. This overset all my wisdom, and I returned, "like the +dog to his vomit, and the sow that was washed, to her wallowing in the +mire." + +I now began to be known in the neighbourhood as a maker of rhymes. The +first of my poetic offspring that saw the light was a burlesque +lamentation on a quarrel between two reverend Calvinists, both of them +figuring in my "Holy Fair." I had a notion myself that the piece had +some merit; but, to prevent the worst, I gave a copy of it to a friend, +who was very fond of such things, and told him that I could not guess +who was the author of it, but that I thought it pretty clever. With a +certain description of the clergy, as well as laity, it met with a roar +of applause. "Holy Willie's Prayer" next made its appearance, and +alarmed the kirk-session so much, that they held several meetings to +look over their spiritual artillery, if haply any of it might be +pointed against profane rhymers. Unluckily for me, my wanderings led +me on another side, within point-blank shot of their heaviest metal. +This is the unfortunate story that gave rise to my printed poem, "The +Lament." This was a most melancholy affair, which I cannot yet bear to +reflect on, and had very nearly given me one or two of the principal +qualifications for a place among those who have lost the chart, and +mistaken the reckoning of rationality. I gave up my part of the farm +to my brother; in truth, it was only nominally mine; and made what +little preparation was in my power for Jamaica. + +But before leaving my native country forever, I resolved to publish my +poems. I weighed my productions as impartially as was in my power; I +thought they had merit; and it was a delicious idea that I should be +called a clever fellow, even though it should never reach my ears--a +poor Negro driver--or perhaps a victim to that inhospitable clime, and +gone to the world of spirits! I can truly say that, poor and unknown +as I then was, I had pretty nearly as high an idea of myself and of my +works as I have at this moment, when the public has decided in their +favour. It ever was my opinion that the mistakes and blunders, both in +a rational and religious point of view, of which we see thousands daily +guilty, are owing to their ignorance of themselves. To know myself had +been all along my constant study. I weighed myself alone; I balanced +myself with others. I watched every means of information, to see how +much ground I occupied as a man and as a poet; I studied assiduously +Nature's design in my formation--where the lights and shades in my +character were intended. I was pretty confident my poems would meet +with some applause; but at the worst, the roar of the Atlantic would +deafen the voice of censure, and the novelty of West Indian scenes make +me forget neglect. I threw off six hundred copies, of which I had got +subscriptions for about three hundred and fifty. My vanity was highly +gratified by the reception I met with from the public; and besides I +pocketed, all expenses deducted, nearly twenty pounds. This sum came +very seasonably, as I was thinking of indenting myself for want of +money to procure my passage. As soon as I was master of nine guineas, +the price of wafting me to the torrid zone, I took a steerage passage +in the first ship that was to sail from the Clyde, for + + Hungry ruin had me in the wind. + + +I had been for some days skulking from covert to covert, under all the +terrors of a jail; as some ill-advised people had uncoupled the +merciless pack of the law at my heels. I had taken the last farewell +of my few friends; my chest was on the road to Greenock; I had composed +the last song I should ever measure in Caledonia--"The Gloomy Night Is +Gathering Fast," when a letter from Dr. Blacklock to a friend of mine +overthrew all my schemes by opening new prospects to my poetic +ambition. The doctor belonged to a set of critics for whose applause I +had not dared to hope. His opinion, that I would meet with +encouragement in Edinburgh for a second edition, fired me so much, that +away I posted for that city, without a single acquaintance, or a single +letter of introduction. The baneful star that had so long shed its +blasting influence in my zenith for once made a revolution to the +nadir; and a kind Providence placed me under the patronage of one of +the noblest of men, the Earl of Glencairn. _Oublie moi, grand Dieu, si +jamais je l'oublie_ [Forget me, Great God, if I ever forget him!]. + +I need relate no further. At Edinburgh I was in a new world; I mingled +among many classes of men, but all of them new to me, and I was all +attention to "catch" the characters and "the manners living as they +rise." Whether I have profited, time will show. + + +POETS ARE BORN--THEN MADE + +[_To Dr. Moore_] + +ELLISLAND, 4th January, 1789. + +. . . The character and employment of a poet were formerly my pleasure, +but are now my pride. I know that a very great deal of my late _éclat_ +was owing to the singularity of my situation and the honest prejudice +of Scotsmen; but still, as I said in the preface to my first edition, I +do look upon myself as having some pretensions from nature to the +poetic character. I have not a doubt but the knack, the aptitude, to +learn the muses' trade, is a gift bestowed by Him "who forms the secret +bias of the soul"; but I as firmly believe that _excellence_ in the +profession is the fruit of industry, labour, attention, and pains. At +least I am resolved to try my doctrine by the test of experience. +Another appearance from the press I put off to a very distant day, a +day that may never arrive--but poesy I am determined to prosecute with +all my vigour. Nature has given very few, if any, of the profession, +the talents of shining in every species of composition. I shall try +(for until trial it is impossible to know) whether she has qualified me +to shine in any one. + + +THE KINDLY CRITIC IS THE POET'S BEST FRIEND + +[_To Mr. Moore_] + +The worst of it is, by the time one has finished a piece, it has been +so often viewed and reviewed before the mental eye that one loses, in a +good measure, the power of critical discrimination. Here the best +criterion I know is a friend--not only of abilities to judge, but with +good nature enough like a prudent teacher with a young learner to +praise a little more than is exactly just, lest the thin-skinned animal +fall into that most deplorable of all diseases--heart-breaking +despondency of himself. Dare I, sir, already immensely indebted to +your goodness, ask the additional obligation of your being that friend +to me? . . . + + + + +HORACE GREELEY + +(1811-1872) + +HOW THE FARM-BOY BECAME AN EDITOR + +Horace Greeley, the farmer's son, lived most of his life in the +metropolis, yet he always looked like a farmer, and most people would +be willing to admit that he retained the farmer's traditional goodness +of heart, if not quite all of his traditional simplicity. His judgment +was keen and shrewd, and for many years the cracker-box philosophers of +the village store impatiently awaited the sorting of the mail chiefly +that they might learn what "Old Horace" had to say about some new +picture in the kaleidoscope of politics. + + +From "Captains of Industry," by James Parton. Houghton, Mifflin & Co., +1884. + +I have seldom been more interested than in hearing Horace Greeley tell +the story of his coming to New York, in 1831, and gradually working his +way into business there. + +He was living at the age of twenty years with his parents in a small +log-cabin in a new clearing of Western Pennsylvania, about twenty miles +from Erie. His father, a Yankee by birth, had recently moved to that +region and was trying to raise sheep there, as he had been accustomed +to do in Vermont. The wolves were too numerous there. + +It was part of the business of Horace and his brother to watch the +flock of sheep, and sometimes they camped out all night, sleeping with +their feet to the fire, Indian fashion. He told me that occasionally a +pack of wolves would come so near that he could see their eyeballs +glare in the darkness and hear them pant. Even as he lay in the loft +of his father's cabin he could hear them howling in the fields. In +spite of all their care, the wolves killed in one season a hundred of +his father's sheep, and then he gave up the attempt. + +The family were so poor that it was a matter of doubt sometimes whether +they could get food enough to live through the long winter, and so +Horace, who had learned the printer's trade in Vermont, started out on +foot in search of work in a village printing office. He walked from +village to village, and from town to town, until at last he went to +Erie, the largest place in the vicinity. + +There he was taken for a runaway apprentice, and certainly his +appearance justified suspicion. Tall and gawky as he was in person, +with tow-coloured hair, and a scanty suit of shabbiest homespun, his +appearance excited astonishment or ridicule wherever he went. He had +never worn a good suit of clothes in his life. He had a singularly +fair, white complexion, a piping, whining voice, and these +peculiarities gave the effect of his being wanting in intellect. It +was not until people conversed with him that they discovered his worth +and intelligence. He had been an ardent reader from his childhood up, +and had taken of late years the most intense interest in politics and +held very positive opinions, which he defended in conversation with +great earnestness and ability. + +A second application at Erie procured him employment for a few months +in the office of the Erie _Gazette_, and he won his way, not only to +the respect, but to the affection of his companions and his employer. +That employer was Judge J. M. Sterrett, and from him I heard many +curious particulars of Horace Greeley's residence in Erie. As he was +only working in the office as a substitute, the return of the absentee +deprived him of his place, and he was obliged to seek work elsewhere. +His employer said to him one day: + +"Now, Horace, you have a good deal of money coming to you; don't go +about the town any longer in that outlandish rig. Let me give you an +order on the store. Dress up a little, Horace." + +The young man looked down on his clothes as though he had never seen +them before, and then said, by way of apology: + +"You see, Mr. Sterrett, my father is on a new place, and I want to help +him all I can." + +In fact, upon the settlement of his account at the end of his seven +months' labour, he had drawn for his personal expenses six dollars +only. Of the rest of his wages he retained fifteen dollars for +himself, and gave all the rest, amounting to about a hundred and twenty +dollars, to his father, who, I am afraid, did not make the very best +use of all of it. + +With the great sum of fifteen dollars in his pocket, Horace now +resolved upon a bold movement. After spending a few days at home, he +tied up his spare clothes in a bundle, not very large, and took the +shortest road through the woods that led to the Erie Canal. He was +going to New York, and he was going cheap! + +A walk of sixty miles or so, much of it through the primeval forest, +brought him to Buffalo, where he took passage on the Erie Canal, and +after various detentions he reached Albany on a Thursday morning just +in time to see the regular steamboat of the day move out into the +stream. At ten o'clock on the same morning he embarked on board of a +towboat, which required nearly twenty-four hours to descend the river, +and thus afforded him ample time to enjoy the beauty of its shores. + +On the 18th of August, 1831, about sunrise, he set foot in the city of +New York, then containing about two hundred thousand inhabitants. . . . +He had managed his affairs with such strict economy that his journey of +six hundred miles had cost him little more than five dollars, and he +had ten left with which to begin life in the metropolis. This sum of +money and the knowledge of the printer's trade made up his capital. +There was not a person in all New York, as far as he knew, who had ever +seen him before. + +His appearance, too, was much against him, for although he had a really +fine face, a noble forehead, and the most benign expression I ever saw +upon a human countenance, yet his clothes and bearing quite spoiled +him. His round jacket made him look like a tall boy who had grown too +fast for his strength; he stooped a little and walked in a +loose-jointed manner. He was very bashful, and totally destitute of +the power of pushing his way, or arguing with a man who said, "No" to +him. He had brought no letters of recommendation, and had no kind of +evidence to show that he had even learned his trade. + +The first business was, of course, to find an extremely cheap +boarding-house, as he had made up his mind only to try New York as an +experiment, and, if he did not succeed in finding work, to start +homeward while he still had a portion of his money. After walking a +while he went into what looked to him like a low-priced tavern, at the +corner of Wall and Broad streets. + +"How much do you charge for board?" he asked the barkeeper, who was +wiping his decanters, and putting his bar in trim for the business of +the day. + +The barkeeper gave the stranger a look-over and said to him: + +"I guess we're too high for you." + +"Well, how much do you charge?" + +"Six dollars." + +"Yes, that's more than I can afford." + +He walked on until he descried on the North River, near Washington +Market, a boarding-house so very mean and squalid that he was tempted +to go in and inquire the price of board there. The price was two +dollars and a half a week. + +"Ah!" said Horace, "that sounds more like it." + +In ten minutes more he was taking his breakfast at the landlord's +table. Mr. Greeley gratefully remembered this landlord, who was a +friendly Irishman by the name of McGorlick. Breakfast done, the +newcomer sallied forth in quest of work, and began by expending nearly +half of his capital in improving his wardrobe. It was a wise action. +He that goes courting should dress in his best, particularly if he +courts so capricious a jade as Fortune. + +Then he began the weary round of the printing offices, seeking for work +and finding none, all day long. He would enter an office and ask in +his whining note: + +"Do you want a hand?" + +"No," was the inevitable reply, upon receiving which he left without a +word. Mr. Greeley chuckled as he told the reception given him at the +office of the _Journal of Commerce_, a newspaper he was destined to +contend with for many a year in the columns of the _Tribune_. + +"Do you want a hand?" he said to David Hale, one of the owners of the +paper. + +Mr. Hale looked at him from head to foot, and then said: + +"My opinion is, young man, that you're a runaway apprentice, and you'd +better go home to your master." + +The applicant tried to explain, but the busy proprietor merely replied: + +"Be off about your business, and don't bother us." + +The young man laughed good-humouredly and resumed his walk. He went to +bed Saturday night thoroughly tired and a little discouraged. On +Sunday he walked three miles to attend a church, and remembered to the +end of his days the delight he had, for the first time in his life, in +hearing a sermon that he entirely agreed with. In the meantime he had +gained the good will of his landlord and the boarders, and to that +circumstance he owed his first chance in the city. His landlord +mentioned his fruitless search for work to an acquaintance who happened +to call that Sunday afternoon. That acquaintance, who was a shoemaker, +had accidently heard that printers were wanted at No. 85 Chatham Street. + +At half-past five on Monday morning Horace Greeley stood before the +designated house, and discovered the sign, "West's Printing Office," +over the second story, the ground floor being occupied as a bookstore. +Not a soul was stirring up stairs or down. The doors were locked, and +Horace sat down on the steps to wait. Thousands of workmen passed by; +but it was nearly seven before the first of Mr. West's printers +arrived, and he, too, finding the door locked, sat down by the side of +the stranger, and entered into conversation with him. + +"I saw," said the printer to me many years after, "that he was an +honest, good young man, and being a Vermonter myself, I determined to +help him if I could." + +Thus, a second time in New York already, _the native quality of the +man_ gained him, at the critical moment, the advantage that decided his +destiny. His new friend did help him, and it was very much through his +urgent recommendation that the foreman of the printing office gave him +a chance. The foreman did not in the least believe that the +green-looking young fellow before him could set in type one page of the +polyglot Testament for which help was needed. + +"Fix up a case for him," said he, "and we'll see if he _can_ do +anything." + +Horace worked all day with silent intensity, and when he showed to the +foreman at night a printer's proof of his day's work, it was found to +be the best day's work that had yet been done on that most difficult +job. It was greater in quantity and much more correct. The battle was +won. He worked on the Testament for several months, making long hours +and earning only moderate wages, saving all his surplus money, and +sending the greater part of it to his father, who was still in debt for +his farm and not sure of being able to keep it. + +Ten years passed. Horace Greeley from journeyman printer made his way +slowly to partnership in a small printing office. He founded the _New +Yorker_, a weekly paper, the best periodical of its class in the United +States. It brought him great credit and no profit. + +In 1840, when General Harrison was nominated for the Presidency against +Martin Van Buren, his feelings as a politician were deeply stirred, and +he started a little campaign paper called _The Log-Cabin_, which was +incomparably the most spirited thing of the kind ever published in the +United States. It had a circulation of unprecedented extent, beginning +with forty-eight thousand, and rising week after week until it reached +ninety thousand. The price, however, was so low that its great sale +proved rather an embarrassment than a benefit to the proprietors, and +when the campaign ended the firm of Horace Greeley & Co. was rather +more in debt than it was when the first number of _The Log-Cabin_ was +published. + +The little paper had given the editor two things which go far toward +making a success in business: great reputation and some confidence in +himself. The first penny paper had been started. The New York +_Herald_ was making a great stir. The _Sun_ was already a profitable +sheet. And now the idea occurred to Horace Greeley to start a daily +paper which should have the merits of cheapness and abundant news, +without some of the qualities possessed by the others. He wished to +found a cheap daily paper that should be good and salutary as well as +interesting. The last number of _The Log-Cabin_ announced the +forthcoming _Tribune_, price one cent. + +The editor was probably not solvent when he conceived the scheme, and +he borrowed a thousand dollars of his old friend, James Coggeshall, +with which to buy the indispensable material. He began with six +hundred subscribers, printed five thousand of the first number, and +found it difficult to give them all away. The _Tribune_ appeared on +the day set apart in New York for the funeral procession in +commemoration of President Harrison, who died a month after his +inauguration. + +It was a chilly, dismal day in April, and all the town was absorbed in +the imposing pageant. The receipts during the first week were +ninety-two dollars; the expenses five hundred and twenty-five. But the +little paper soon caught public attention, and the circulation +increased for three weeks at the rate of about three hundred a day. It +began its fourth week with six thousand; its seventh week with eleven +thousand. The first number contained four columns of advertisements; +the twelfth, nine columns; the hundredth, thirteen columns. + +In a word, the success of the paper was immediate and very great. It +grew a little faster than the machinery for producing it could be +provided. Its success was due chiefly to the fact that the original +idea of the editor was actually carried out. He aimed to produce a +paper which should morally benefit the public. It was not always +right, but it always meant to be. + + + + +CHARLES DICKENS + +(1812-1870) + +THE FACTORY BOY + +This factory boy felt in his heart that he was qualified for a better +position in life, and great was his humiliation at the wretched +meanness of his surroundings. But his demeanor must have been +admirable, for he succeeded not only in retaining the respect of his +associates, but also in winning their regard. In his case, as in that +of so many others, it was darkest just before the dawn of a better day. + +They are his own words which follow: + + +An autobiographical fragment from Forster's "Life." + +In an evil hour for me, as I often bitterly thought . . . James Lamert, +who had lived with us in Bayham Street, seeing how I was employed from +day to day, and knowing what our domestic circumstances then were, +proposed that I should go into the blacking warehouse, to be as useful +as I could, at a salary, I think, of six shillings a week. I am not +clear whether it was six or seven. I am inclined to believe, from my +uncertainty on this head, that it was six at first, and seven +afterward. At any rate, the offer was accepted very willingly by my +father and mother, and on a Monday morning I went down to the blacking +warehouse to begin my business life. + +It is wonderful to me how I could have been so easily cast away at such +an age. It is wonderful to me that, even after my descent into the +poor little drudge I had been since we came to London, no one had +compassion enough on me--a child of singular abilities, quick, eager, +delicate, and soon hurt, bodily or mentally--to suggest that something +might have been spared, as certainly it might have been, to place me at +any common school. Our friends, I take it, were tired out. No one +made any sign. My father and mother were quite satisfied. They could +hardly have been more so if I had been twenty years of age, +distinguished at a grammar school, and going to Cambridge. + +Our relative had kindly arranged to teach me something in the +dinner-hour, from twelve to one, I think it was, every day. But an +arrangement so incompatible with counting-house business soon died +away, from no fault of his or mine; and for the same reason, my small +work-table, and my grosses of pots, my papers, string, scissors, +paste-pot, and labels, by little and little, vanished out of the recess +in the counting-house, and kept company with the other small +work-tables, grosses of pots, papers, string, scissors, and paste-pots, +downstairs. It was not long before Bob Fagin and I, and another boy +whose name was Paul Green, but who was currently believed to have been +christened Poll (a belief which I transferred, long afterward again, to +Mr. Sweedlepipe, in "Martin Chuzzlewit"), worked generally side by +side. Bob Fagin was an orphan, and lived with his brother-in-law, a +waterman. Poll Green's father had the additional distinction of being +a fireman, and was employed at Drury Lane Theatre, where another +relation of Poll's, I think his little sister, did imps in the +pantomimes. + +No words can express the secret agony of my soul as I sunk into this +companionship; compared these every-day associates with those of my +happier childhood; and felt my early hopes of growing up to be a +learned and distinguished man crushed in my breast. The deep +remembrance of the sense I had of being utterly neglected and hopeless; +of the shame I felt in my position; of the misery it was to my young +heart to believe that, day by day, what I had learned, and thought, and +delighted in, and raised my fancy and my emulation up by, was passing +away from me, never to be brought back any more, cannot be written. My +whole nature was so penetrated with the grief and humiliation of such +considerations that even now, famous and caressed and happy, I often +forget in my dreams that I have a dear wife and children; even that I +am a man; and wander desolately back to that time of my life. + +I know I do not exaggerate, unconsciously and unintentionally, the +scantiness of my resources and the difficulties of my life. I know +that if a shilling or so were given me by any one, I spent it in a +dinner or a tea. I know that I worked, from morning to night, with +common men and boys, a shabby child. I know that I tried, but +ineffectually, not to anticipate my money, and to make it last the week +through; by putting it away in a drawer I had in the counting-house, +wrapped into six little parcels, each parcel containing the same +amount, and labelled with a different day. I know that I have lounged +about the streets, insufficiently and unsatisfactorily fed. I know +that, but for the mercy of God, I might easily have been, for any care +that was taken of me, a little robber or a little vagabond. + + +A LITTLE GENTLEMAN + +But I held some station at the blacking warehouse, too. Besides that +my relative at the counting-house did what a man so occupied, and +dealing with a thing so anomalous, could, to treat me as one upon a +different footing from the rest, I never said, to man or boy, how it +was that I came to be there, or gave the least indication of being +sorry that I was there. That I suffered in secret, and that I suffered +exquisitely, no one ever knew but I. How much I suffered, it is, as I +have said already, utterly beyond my power to tell. No man's +imagination can overstep the reality. But I kept my own counsel, and I +did my work. I knew from the first that if I could not do my work as +well as any of the rest I could not hold myself above slight and +contempt. I soon became at least as expeditious and as skilful with my +hands as either of the other boys. Though perfectly familiar with +them, my conduct and manners were different enough from theirs to place +a space between us. They and the men always spoke of me as "the young +gentleman." A certain man (a soldier once) named Thomas, who was the +foreman, and another man Harry, who was the carman, and wore a red +jacket, used to call me "Charles" sometimes in speaking to me; but I +think it was mostly when we were very confidential, and when I had made +some efforts to entertain them over our work with the results of some +of the old readings, which were fast perishing out of my mind. Poll +Green uprose once, and rebelled against the "young gentleman" usage; +but Bob Fagin settled him speedily. + +My rescue from this kind of existence I considered quite hopeless, and +abandoned as such, altogether; though I am solemnly convinced that I +never, for one hour, was reconciled to it, or was otherwise than +miserably unhappy. I felt keenly, however, the being so cut off from +my parents, my brothers, and sisters; and, when my day's work was done, +going home to such a miserable blank. And _that_, I thought, might be +corrected. One Sunday night I remonstrated with my father on this head +so pathetically and with so many tears that his kind nature gave way. +He began to think that it was not quite right. I do believe he had +never thought so before, or thought about it. It was the first +remonstrance I had ever made about my lot, and perhaps it opened up a +little more than I intended. A back-attic was found for me at the +house of an insolvent court agent, who lived in Lant Street in the +Borough, where Bob Sawyer lodged many years afterward. A bed and +bedding were sent over for me, and made up on the floor. The little +window had a pleasant prospect of a timber-yard; and when I took +possession of my new abode, I thought it was a paradise. + + +A FRIEND IN NEED + +Bob Fagin was very good to me on the occasion of a bad attack of my old +disorder, cramps. I suffered such excruciating pain that time that +they made a temporary bed of straw in my old recess in the +counting-house, and I rolled about on the floor, and Bob filled empty +blacking-bottles with hot water, and applied relays of them to my side, +half the day. I got better, and quite easy toward evening; but Bob +(who was much bigger and older than I) did not like the idea of my +going home alone, and took me under his protection. I was too proud to +let him know about the prison; and after making several efforts to get +rid of him, to all of which Bob Fagin, in his goodness, was deaf, shook +hands with him on the steps of a house near Southwark Bridge on the +Surrey side, making believe that I lived there. As a finishing piece +of reality in case of his looking back, I knocked at the door, I +recollect, and asked, when the woman opened it, if that was Mr. Robert +Fagin's house. + +My usual way home was over Blackfriars Bridge, and down that turning in +the Blackfriars Road which has Rowland Hill's chapel on one side, and +the likeness of a golden dog licking a golden pot over a shop door on +the other. There are a good many little low-browed old shops in that +street, of a wretched kind; and some are unchanged now. I looked into +one a few weeks ago, where I used to buy bootlaces on Saturday nights, +and saw the corner where I once sat down on a stool to have a pair of +ready-made half-boots fitted on. I have been seduced more than once, +in that street on a Saturday night, by a show-van at a corner; and have +gone in, with a very motley assemblage, to see the Fat Pig, the Wild +Indian, and the Little Lady. There were two or three hat manufactories +there then (I think they are there still); and among the things which, +encountered anywhere, or under any circumstances, will instantly recall +that time, is the smell of hat-making. + +I was such a little fellow, with my poor white hat, little jacket, and +corduroy trousers, that frequently, when I went into the bar of a +strange public-house for a glass of ale or porter to wash down the +saveloy and the loaf I had eaten in the street, they didn't like to +give it me. I remember, one evening (I had been somewhere for my +father, and was going back to the Borough over Westminster Bridge), +that I went into a public-house in Parliament Street, which is still +there, though altered, at the corner of the short street leading into +Cannon Row, and said to the landlord behind the bar, "What is your very +best--the VERY _best_--ale a glass?" For the occasion was a festive +one, for some reasons: I forget why. It may have been my birthday, or +somebody else's. "Twopence," says he. "Then," says I, "just draw me a +glass of that, if you please, with a good head to it." The landlord +looked at me, in return, over the bar, from head to foot, with a +strange smile on his face; and instead of drawing the beer, looked +round the screen and said something to his wife, who came out from +behind it, with her work in her hand, and joined him in surveying me. +Here we stand, all three, before me now, in my study in Devonshire +Terrace. The landlord in his shirt-sleeves, leaning against the bar +window-frame; his wife looking over the little half-door; and I, in +some confusion, looking up at them from outside the partition. They +asked me a good many questions, as what my name was, how old I was, +where I lived, how I was employed, etc., etc. To all of which, that I +might commit nobody, I invented appropriate answers. They served me +with the ale, though I suspect it was not the strongest on the +premises; and the landlord's wife, opening the little half-door and +bending down, gave me a kiss that was half-admiring and +half-compassionate, but all womanly and good, I am sure. + + +DELIVERANCE AT LAST + +At last, one day, my father and the relative so often mentioned +quarrelled; quarrelled by letter, for I took the letter from my father +to him which caused the explosion, but quarrelled very fiercely. It +was about me. It may have had some backward reference, in part, for +anything I know, to my employment at the window. All I am certain of +is that, soon after I had given him the letter, my cousin (he was a +sort of cousin by marriage) told me he was very much insulted about me; +and that it was impossible to keep me after that. I cried very much, +partly because it was so sudden, and partly because in his anger he was +violent about my father, though gentle to me. Thomas, the old soldier, +comforted me, and said he was sure it was for the best. With a relief +so strange that it was like oppression, I went home. + +My mother set herself to accommodate the quarrel, and did so next day. +She brought home a request for me to return next morning, and a high +character of me, which I am very sure I deserved. My father said I +should go back no more, and should go to school. I do not write +resentfully or angrily, for I know how all these things have worked +together to make me what I am, but I never afterward forgot, I never +shall forget, I never can forget, that my mother was warm for my being +sent back. + +From that hour until this at which I write no word of that part of my +childhood, which I have now gladly brought to a close, has passed my +lips to any human being. I have no idea how long it lasted; whether +for a year, or much more, or less. From that hour until this, my +father and my mother have been stricken dumb upon it. I have never +heard the least allusion to it, however far off and remote, from either +of them. I have never, until I now impart it to this paper, in any +burst of confidence with any one, my own wife not excepted, raised the +curtain I then dropped, thank God. + + +Dickens sent the following sketch of his early career to Wilkie +Collins. It will be noted that he omits all reference to his +experiences in the blacking factory. The _naïve_ touches of +self-appreciation are delightful to the true lover of "The Inimitable." + + +TAVISTOCK HOUSE, June 6, 1856. + +I have never seen anything about myself in print which has much +correctness in it--any biographical account of myself I mean. I do not +supply such particulars when I am asked for them by editors and +compilers, simply because I am asked for them every day. If you want +to prime Forgues, you may tell him, without fear of anything wrong, +that I was born at Portsmouth on the 7th of February, 1812; that my +father was in the Navy Pay Office; that I was taken by him to Chatham +when I was very young, and lived and was educated there till I was +twelve or thirteen, I suppose; that I was then put to a school near +London, where (as at other places) I distinguished myself like a brick; +that I was put in the office of a solicitor, a friend of my father's, +and didn't much like it; and after a couple of years (as well as I can +remember) applied myself with a celestial or diabolical energy to the +study of such things as would qualify me to be a first-rate +parliamentary reporter--at that time a calling pursued by many clever +men who were young at the Bar; that I made my debut in the gallery (at +about eighteen, I suppose), engaged on a voluminous publication no +longer in existence, called the _Mirror of Parliament_; that when the +_Morning Chronicle_ was purchased by Sir John Easthope and acquired a +large circulation, I was engaged there, and that I remained there until +I had begun to publish "Pickwick," when I found myself in a condition +to relinquish that part of my labours; that I left the reputation +behind me of being the best and most rapid reporter ever known, and +that I could do anything in that way under any sort of circumstances, +and often did. (I daresay I am at this present writing the best +shorthand writer in the world.) + +That I began, without any interest or introduction of any kind, to +write fugitive pieces for the old _Monthly Magazine_, when I was in the +gallery for the _Mirror of Parliament_; that my faculty for descriptive +writing was seized upon the moment I joined the _Morning Chronicle_, +and that I was liberally paid there and handsomely acknowledged, and +wrote the greater part of the short descriptive "Sketches by Boz" in +that paper; that I had been a writer when I was a mere baby, and always +an actor from the same age; that I married the daughter of a writer to +the signet in Edinburgh, who was the great friend and assistant of +Scott, and who first made Lockhart known to him. + +And that here I am. + +Finally, if you want any dates of publication of books, tell Wills and +he'll get them for you. + +This is the first time I ever set down even these particulars, and, +glancing them over, I feel like a wild beast in a caravan describing +himself in the keeper's absence. + +Ever faithfully. + + +The following letter, criticising the work of an inexperienced author, +is valuable in itself, and reveals clearly the essential kindliness of +the man. + + +OFFICE OF HOUSEHOLD WORDS, + Monday, June 1, 1857. + +MY DEAR STONE: + +I know that what I am going to say will not be agreeable; but I rely on +the authoress's good sense; and say it knowing it to be the truth. + +These "Notes" are destroyed by too much smartness. It gives the +appearance of perpetual effort, stabs to the heart the nature that is +in them, and wearies by the manner and not by the matter. It is the +commonest fault in the world (as I have constant occasion to observe +here) but it is a very great one. Just as you couldn't bear to have an +épergne or a candlestick on your table, supported by a light figure +always on tip-toe and evidently in an impossible attitude for the +sustainment of its weight, so all readers would be more or less +oppressed and worried by this presentation of everything in one smart +point of view, when they know it must have other, and weightier, and +more solid properties. Airiness and good spirits are always +delightful, and are inseparable from notes of a cheerful trip; but they +should sympathize with many things as well as see them in a lively way. +It is but a word or a touch that expresses this humanity, but without +that little embellishment of good nature there is no such thing as +humour. In this little MS. everything is too much patronized and +condescended to, whereas the slightest touch of feeling for the rustic +who is of the earth earthy, or of sisterhood with the homely servant +who has made her face shine in her desire to please, would make a +difference that the writer can scarcely imagine without trying it. The +only relief in the twenty-one slips is the little bit about the chimes. +It is a relief, simply because it is an indication of some kind of +sentiment. You don't want any sentiment laboriously made out in such a +thing. You don't want any maudlin show of it. But you do want a +pervading suggestion that it is there. It makes all the difference +between being playful and being cruel. Again I must say, above all +things--especially to young people writing: For the love of God don't +condescend! Don't assume the attitude of saying, "See how clever I am, +and what fun everybody else is!" Take any shape but that. + +I observe an excellent quality of observation throughout, and think the +boy at the shop, and all about him, particularly good. I have no doubt +whatever that the rest of the journal will be much better if the writer +chooses to make it so. If she considers for a moment within herself, +she will know that she derived pleasure from everything she saw, +because she saw it with innumerable lights and shades upon it, and +bound to humanity by innumerable fine links; she cannot possibly +communicate anything of that pleasure to another by showing it from one +little limited point only, and that point, observe, the one from which +it is impossible to detach the exponent as the patroness of a whole +universe of inferior souls. This is what everybody would mean in +objecting to these notes (supposing them to be published), that they +are too smart and too flippant. + +As I understand this matter to be altogether between us three, and as I +think your confidence and hers imposes a duty of friendship on me, I +discharge it to the best of my ability. Perhaps I make more of it than +you may have meant or expected; if so, it is because I am interested +and wish to express it. If there had been anything in my objection not +perfectly easy of removal, I might, after all, have hesitated to state +it; but that is not the case. A very little indeed would make all this +gayety as sound and wholesome and good-natured in the reader's mind as +it is in the writer's. + +Affectionately always. + + +"THE INFINITE CAPACITY FOR TAKING PAINS" + +[_To his sixth son, Henry Fielding Dickens, born in 1849_] + +BALTIMORE, U. S., + +TUESDAY, February 11, 1868. + +MY DEAR HARRY: + +I should have written to you before now but for constant and arduous +occupation. . . . I am very glad to hear of the success of your +reading, and still more glad that you went at it in downright earnest. +I should never have made my success in life if I had been shy of taking +pains, or if I had not bestowed upon the least thing I have ever +undertaken exactly the same attention and care that I have bestowed +upon the greatest. Do everything at your best. It was but this last +year that I set to and learned every word of my readings; and from ten +years ago to last night, I have never read to an audience but I have +watched for an opportunity of striking out something better somewhere. +Look at such of my manuscripts as are in the library at Gad's, and +think of the patient hours devoted year after year to single +lines. . . . + +Ever, my dear Harry, + +Your affectionate Father. + + +"FAREWELL? MY BLESSING SEASON THIS IN THEE" + +[Dickens's last child, Edward Bulwer Lytton Dickens, was born in 1852. +At sixteen he went to Australia, with this parting word from his +father:] + +MY DEAREST PLORN: + +I write this note to-day because your going away is much upon my mind, +and because I want you to have a few parting words from me to think of +now and then at quiet times. I need not tell you that I love you +dearly, and am very, very sorry in my heart to part with you. But this +life is half made up of partings, and these pains must be borne. It is +my comfort and my sincere conviction that you are going to try the life +for which you are best fitted. I think its freedom and wildness more +suited to you than any experiment in a study or office would ever have +been; and without that training, you could have followed no other +suitable occupation. + +What you have already wanted until now has been a set, steady, constant +purpose. I therefore exhort you to persevere in a thorough +determination to do whatever you have to do as well as you can do it. +I was not so old as you are now when I first had to win my food, and do +this out of this determination, and I have never slackened in it since. + +Never take a mean advantage of any one in any transaction, and never be +hard upon people who are in your power. Try to do to others as you +would have them do to you, and do not be discouraged if they fail +sometimes. It is much better for you that they should fail in obeying +the greatest rule laid down by our Saviour than that you should. I put +a New Testament among your books for the very same reasons, and with +the very same hopes that made me write an easy account of it for you, +when you were a little child. Because it is the best book that ever +was, or will be, known in the world; and because it teaches you the +best lessons by which any human creature, who tries to be truthful and +faithful to duty, can possibly be guided. As your brothers have gone +away, one by one, I have written to each such words as I am now writing +to you, and have entreated them all to guide themselves by this Book, +putting aside the interpretations and inventions of man. You will +remember that you have never at home been harassed about religious +observances or mere formalities. I have always been anxious not to +weary my children with such things before they are old enough to form +opinions respecting them. You will therefore understand the better +that I now most solemnly impress upon you the truth and beauty of the +Christian Religion, as it came from Christ Himself, and the +impossibility of your going far wrong if you humbly but heartily +respect it. Only one thing more on this head. The more we are in +earnest as to feeling it, the less we are disposed to hold forth about +it. Never abandon the wholesome practice of saying your own private +prayers, night and morning. I have never abandoned it myself, and I +know the comfort of it. I hope you will always be able to say in after +life that you had a kind father. You cannot show your affection for +him so well, or make him so happy, as by doing your duty. + + + + +CHARLOTTE BRONTË + +(1816-1855) + +THE COUNTRY PARSON'S DAUGHTER + +Mrs. Gaskell's "Life of Charlotte Brontë" is one of the great +biographies of literature, but like other works on the same theme, it +is really a history of the Brontë family during the period of +Charlotte's life. The individuals of this family were for many years +as closely associated with one another as they were closely hidden from +the outside world. The personality of each was influenced by its +house-mates to an unusual degree. They studied each other and they +studied every book that came within reach. Themselves they knew well: +the world, through books only. This probably accounts for the weird +and even morbid character of much of their work. Their vivid +imaginations, unchecked by experience, in a commonplace world were +allowed free play, and as a result we find some of the most original +creations in the whole realm of literature. + +The life of the Brontë sisterhood should convince the literary aspirant +that the creative imagination is sufficient unto itself and independent +of the stimulus of contact with the busy hum of men. If it be +necessary, the literary genius by divination can portray life without +seeing it. Bricks are produced without straw. + + +From "Life of Charlotte Brontë," by Mrs. E. C. Gaskell. + +But the children did not want society. To small infantine gayeties +they were unaccustomed. They were all in all to each other. I do not +suppose that there ever was a family more tenderly bound to each other. +Maria read the newspapers, and reported intelligence to her younger +sisters which it is wonderful they could take an interest in. But I +suspect that they had no "children's books," and their eager minds +"browzed undisturbed among the wholesome pasturage of English +literature," as Charles Lamb expresses it. The servants of the +household appear to have been much impressed with the little Brontës' +extraordinary cleverness. In a letter which I had from him on this +subject, their father writes: "The servants often said they had never +seen such a clever little child" (as Charlotte), "and that they were +obliged to be on their guard as to what they said and did before her. +Yet she and the servants always lived on good terms with each +other. . . ." + +I return to the father's letter. He says: + +"When mere children, as soon as they could read and write, Charlotte +and her brothers and sisters used to invent and act little plays of +their own in which the Duke of Wellington, my daughter Charlotte's +hero, was sure to come off conqueror; when a dispute would not +unfrequently arise amongst them regarding the comparative merits of +him, Bonaparte, Hannibal, and Caesar. When the argument got warm, and +rose to its height, as their mother was then dead, I had sometimes to +come in as arbitrator, and settle the dispute according to the best of +my judgment. Generally, in the management of these concerns, I +frequently thought that I discovered signs of rising talent, which I +had seldom or never before seen in any of their age. . . . A +circumstance now occurs to my mind which I may as well mention. When +my children were very young, when, as far as I can remember, the oldest +was about ten years of age, and the youngest about four, thinking they +knew more than I had yet discovered, in order to make them speak with +less timidity, I deemed that if they were put under a sort of cover I +might gain my end; and happening to have a mask in the house, I told +them all to stand and speak boldly from under cover of the mask. + +"I began with the youngest (Anne, afterward Acton Bell), and asked what +a child like her most wanted; she answered, 'Age and experience.' I +asked the next (Emily, afterward Ellis Bell) what I had best do with +her brother Branwell, who was sometimes a naughty boy; she answered, +'Reason with him, and when he won't listen to reason, whip him.' I +asked Branwell what was the best way of knowing the difference between +the intellects of men and women; he answered, 'By considering the +difference between them as to their bodies.' I then asked Charlotte +what was the best book in the world; she answered, 'The Bible.' And +what was the next best; she answered, 'The Book of Nature.' I then +asked the next what was the best mode of education for a woman; she +answered, 'That which would make her rule her house well.' Lastly I +asked the oldest what was the best mode of spending time; she answered, +'By laying it out in preparation for a happy eternity.' + +"I may not have given precisely their words, but I have nearly done so, +as they made a deep and lasting impression on my memory. The +substance, however, was exactly what I have stated." + +The strange and quaint simplicity of the mode taken by the father to +ascertain the hidden characters of his children, and the tone and +character of these questions and answers, show the curious education +which was made by the circumstances surrounding the Brontës. They knew +no other children. They knew no other modes of thought than what were +suggested to them by the fragments of clerical conversation which they +overheard in the parlour, or the subjects of village and local interest +which they heard discussed in the kitchen. Each had their own strong +characteristic flavour. + +They took a vivid interest in the public characters, and the local and +foreign politics discussed in the newspapers. Long before Maria Brontë +died, at the age of eleven, her father used to say he would converse +with her on any of the leading topics of the day with as much freedom +and pleasure as with any grown-up person. . . . + +Miss Branwell instructed the children at regular hours in all she could +teach, making her bed-chamber into their schoolroom. Their father was +in the habit of relating to them any public news in which he felt an +interest; and from the opinions of his strong and independent mind they +would gather much food for thought; but I do not know whether he gave +them any direct instruction. Charlotte's deep, thoughtful spirit +appears to have felt almost painfully the tender responsibility which +rested upon her with reference to her remaining sisters. She was only +eighteen months older than Emily; but Emily and Anne were simply +companions and playmates, while Charlotte was motherly friend and +guardian to both; and this loving assumption of duties beyond her years +made her feel considerably older than she really was. + +I have had a curious packet confided to me, containing an immense +amount of manuscript, in an inconceivably small space; tales, dramas, +poems, romances, written principally by Charlotte, in a hand which is +almost impossible to decipher without the aid of a magnifying +glass. . . . + +As each volume contains from sixty to a hundred pages . . . the amount +of the whole seems very great, if we remember that it was all written +in about fifteen months. So much for the quantity; the quality strikes +me as of singular merit for a girl of thirteen or fourteen. Both as a +specimen of her prose style at this time, and also as revealing +something of the quiet domestic life led by these children, I take an +extract from the introduction to "Tales of the Islanders," the title of +one of their "Little Magazines": + + +"JUNE the 31st, 1829. + +"The play of the 'Islanders' was formed in December, 1827, in the +following manner: One night, about the time when cold sleet and stormy +fogs of November are succeeded by the snowstorms and high, piercing +night-winds of confirmed winter, we were all sitting round the warm +blazing kitchen fire, having just concluded a quarrel with Tabby +concerning the propriety of lighting a candle, from which she came off +victorious, no candle having been produced. A long pause succeeded, +which was at last broken by Branwell saying in a lazy manner, 'I don't +know what to do.' This was echoed by Emily and Anne. + +"Tabby. 'Wha ya may go t'bed.' + +"Branwell. 'I'd rather do anything than that.' + +"Charlotte. 'Why are you so glum to-night, Tabby? Oh! suppose we had +each an island of our own.' + +"Branwell. 'If we had I would choose the Island of Man.' + +"Charlotte. 'And I would choose the Isle of Wight.' + +"Emily. 'The Isle of Arran for me.' + +"Anne. 'And mine should be Guernsey.' + +"We then chose who would be chief men in our Islands. Branwell chose +John Bull, Astley Cooper, and Leigh Hunt; Emily, Walter Scott, Mr. +Lockhart, Johnny Lockhart; Anne, Michael Sadler, Lord Bentinck, Sir +Henry Halford. I chose the Duke of Wellington and two sons, +Christopher North and Co., and Mr. Abernethy. Here our conversation +was interrupted by the, to us, dismal sound of the clock striking +seven, and we were summoned off to bed. The next day we added many +others to our list of men, till we got almost all the chief men of the +kingdom. After this, for a long time, nothing worth noticing occurred. +In June, 1828, we erected a school on a fictitious island, which was to +contain 1,000 children. The manner of the building was as follows: The +island was fifty miles in circumference, and certainly appeared more +like the work of enchantment than anything real," etc. . . . + + +There is another scrap of paper in this all but illegible handwriting, +written about this time, and which gives some idea of the sources of +their opinions. . . . + + +"Papa and Branwell are gone for the newspaper, the Leeds +_Intelligencer_, a most excellent Tory newspaper, edited by Mr. Wood, +and the proprietor, Mr. Henneman. We take two, and see three, +newspapers a week. We take the Leeds _Intelligencer_, Tory, and the +Leeds _Mercury_, Whig, edited by Mr. Baines, and his brother, +son-in-law, and his two sons, Edward and Talbot. We see the _John +Bull_; it is a high Tory, very violent. Mr. Driver lends us it, as +likewise _Blackwood's Magazine_, the most able periodical there is. +The editor is Mr. Christopher North, an old man seventy-four years of +age; the 1st of April is his birthday; his company are Timothy Tickler, +Morgan O'Doherty, Macrabin Mordecai, Mullion, Warnell, and James Hogg, +a man of most extraordinary genius, a Scottish shepherd. Our plays +were established, 'Young Men,' June, 1826; 'Our Fellows,' July, 1827; +'Islanders,' December, 1827. These are our three great plays that are +not kept secret. Emily's and my best plays were established the 1st of +December, 1827; the others March, 1828. Best plays mean secret plays, +they are very nice ones. All our plays are very strange ones. Their +nature I need not write on paper, for I think I shall always remember +them. The 'Young Men's' play took its rise from some wooden soldiers +Branwell had; 'Our Fellows' from 'Aesop's Fables'; and the 'Islanders' +from several events which happened. I will sketch out the origin of +our plays more explicitly if I can. First, 'Young Men.' Papa brought +Branwell some wooden soldiers at Leeds; when papa came home it was +night, and we were in bed, so next morning Branwell came to our door +with a box of soldiers. Emily and I jumped out of bed, and I snatched +up one and exclaimed, 'This is the Duke of Wellington! This shall be +the Duke!' When I had said this Emily likewise took one up and said it +should be hers; when Anne came down, she said one should be hers. Mine +was the prettiest of the whole, and the tallest, and the most perfect +in every part. Emily's was a grave-looking fellow, and we called him +'Gravey.' Anne's was a queer little thing, much like herself, and we +called him 'Waiting-boy.' Branwell chose his, and called him +'Buonaparte.'" + + +The foregoing extract shows something of the kind of reading in which +the little Brontës were interested; but their desire for knowledge must +have been excited in many directions, for I find a "list of painters +whose works I wish to see," drawn up by Charlotte Brontë when she was +scarcely thirteen: "Guido Reni, Julio Romano Titian, Raphael, Michael +Angelo, Coreggio, Annibal Carracci, Leonardo da Vinci, Fra Bartolomeo, +Carlo Cignani, Vandyke, Rubens, Bartolomeo Ramerghi." + +Here is this little girl, in a remote Yorkshire parsonage, who has +probably never seen anything worthy the name of a painting in her life +studying the names and characteristics of the great old Italian and +Flemish masters, whose works she longs to see some time, in the dim +future that lies before her! There is a paper remaining which contains +minute studies of, and criticisms upon, the engravings in "Friendship's +Offering for 1829," showing how she had early formed those habits of +close observation and patient analysis of cause and effect, which +served so well in after-life as handmaids to her genius. + +The way in which Mr. Brontë made his children sympathize with him in +his great interest in politics must have done much to lift them above +the chances of their minds being limited or tainted by petty local +gossip. I take the only other remaining personal fragment out of +"Tales of the Islanders"; it is a sort of apology, contained in the +introduction to the second volume, for their not having been continued +before; the writers have been for a long time too busy and lately too +much absorbed in politics: + + +"Parliament was opened, and the great Catholic question was brought +forward, and the Duke's measures were disclosed, and all was slander, +violence, party spirit, and confusion. Oh, those six months, from the +time of the King's speech to the end! Nobody could write, think, or +speak on any subject but the Catholic question, and the Duke of +Wellington, and Mr. Peel. I remember the day when the _Intelligence +Extraordinary_ came with Mr. Peel's speech in it, containing the terms +on which the Catholics were to be let in! With what eagerness papa +tore off the cover, and how we all gathered round him, and with what +breathless anxiety we listened, as one by one they were disclosed, and +explained, and argued upon so ably and so well; and then when it was +all out, how aunt said that she thought it was excellent, and that the +Catholics could do no harm with such good security. I remember also +the doubts as to whether it would pass the House of Lords, and the +prophecies that it would not; and when the paper came which was to +decide the question, the anxiety was almost dreadful with which we +listened to the whole affair; the opening of the doors, the hush; the +royal dukes in their robes, and the great duke in green sash and +waistcoat; the rising of all the peeresses when he rose; the reading of +his speech--papa saying that his words were like precious gold; and +lastly, the majority of one to four (sic) in favour of the Bill. But +this is a digression." + + +This must have been written when she was between thirteen and fourteen. + +She was an indefatigable student; constantly reading and learning; with +a strong conviction of the necessity and value of education very +unusual in a girl of fifteen. She never lost a moment of time, and +seemed almost to grudge the necessary leisure for relaxation and +play-hours, which might be partly accounted for by the awkwardness in +all games occasioned by her shortness of sight. Yet, in spite of these +unsociable habits, she was a great favourite with her school-fellows. +She was always ready to try and do what they wished, though not sorry +when they called her awkward, and left her out of their sports. Then, +at night, she was an invaluable story-teller, frightening them almost +out of their wits as they lay in bed. On one occasion the effect was +such that she was led to scream out loud, and Miss Wooler, coming +upstairs, found that one of the listeners had been seized with violent +palpitations, in consequence of the excitement produced by Charlotte's +story. + +Her indefatigable craving for knowledge tempted Miss Wooler on into +setting her longer and longer tasks of reading for examination; and +toward the end of the two years that she remained as a pupil at Roe +Head, she received her first bad mark for an imperfect lesson. She had +had a great quantity of Blair's "Lectures on Belles-Lettres" to read; +and she could not answer some of the questions upon it; Charlotte +Brontë had a bad mark. Miss Wooler was sorry, and regretted that she +had over-tasked so willing a pupil. Charlotte cried bitterly. But her +school-fellows were more than sorry--they were indignant. They +declared that the infliction of ever so slight a punishment on +Charlotte Brontë was unjust--for who had tried to do her duty like +her?--and testified their feeling in a variety of ways, until Miss +Wooler, who was in reality only too willing to pass over her good +pupil's first fault, withdrew the bad mark. . . . + +After her return home she employed herself in teaching her sisters over +whom she had had superior advantages. She writes thus, July 21, 1832, +of her course of life at the parsonage: + + +"An account of one day is an account of all. In the morning, from nine +o'clock till half-past twelve, I instruct my sisters, and draw; then we +walk till dinner-time. After dinner I sew till tea-time, and after tea +I either write, read, or do a little fancywork, or draw, as I please. +Thus, in one delightful though somewhat monotonous course, my life is +passed. I have been out only twice to tea since I came home. We are +expecting company this afternoon, and on Tuesday next we shall have all +the female teachers of the Sunday-school to tea." + + +It was about this time that Mr. Brontë provided his children with a +teacher in drawing, who turned out to be a man of considerable talent +but very little principle. Although they never attained to anything +like proficiency, they took great interest in acquiring this art; +evidently from an instinctive desire to express their powerful +imaginations in visible forms. Charlotte told me that at this period +of her life drawing and walking out with her sisters formed the two +great pleasures and relaxations of her day. . . . + +Quiet days, occupied in teaching and feminine occupations in the house, +did not present much to write about; and Charlotte was naturally driven +to criticise books. + +Of these there were many in different plights, and according to their +plight, kept in different places. The well bound were ranged in the +sanctuary of Mr. Brontë's study; but the purchase of books was a +necessary luxury to him, and as it was often a choice between binding +an old one, or buying a new one, the familiar volume, which had been +hungrily read by all the members of the family, was sometimes in such a +condition that the bedroom shelf was considered its fitting place. Up +and down the house were to be found many standard works of a solid +kind. Sir Walter Scott's writings, Wadsworth's and Southey's poems +were among the lighter literature; while, as having a character of +their own--earnest, wild, and occasionally fanatical, may be named some +of the books which came from the Branwell side of the family--from the +Cornish followers of the saintly John Wesley--and which are touched on +in the account of the works to which Caroline Helstone had access in +"Shirley": "Some venerable Lady's Magazines, that had once performed a +voyage with their owner, and undergone a storm"--(possibly part of the +relics of Mrs. Brontë's possessions, contained in the ship wrecked on +the coast of Cornwall)--"and whose pages were stained with salt water; +some mad Methodist Magazines full of miracles and apparitions, and +preternatural warnings, ominous dreams, and frenzied fanaticism; and +the equally mad Letters of Mrs. Elizabeth Rowe from the Dead to the +Living." + +Mr. Brontë encouraged a taste for reading in his girls; and though Miss +Branwell kept it in due bounds by the variety of household occupations, +in which she expected them not merely to take a part, but to become +proficients, thereby occupying regularly a good portion of every day, +they were allowed to get books from the circulating library at +Keighley; and many a happy walk up those long four miles must they have +had burdened with some new book into which they peeped as they hurried +home. Not that the books were what would generally be called new; in +the beginning of 1833 the two friends [Charlotte and "E.," a school +friend] seem almost simultaneously to have fallen upon "Kenilworth," +and Charlotte writes as follows about it: + + +"I am glad you like 'Kenilworth'; it is certainly more resembling a +romance than a novel; in my opinion, one of the most interesting works +that ever emanated from the great Sir Walter's pen. Varney is +certainly the personification of consummate villainy; and in the +delineation of his dark and profoundly and artful mind, Scott exhibits +a wonderful knowledge of human nature, as well as surprising skill in +embodying his perceptions, so as to enable others to become +participators in that knowledge. . . ." + + +Meanwhile, "The Professor" had met with many refusals from different +publishers; some, I have reason to believe, not over-courteously worded +in writing to an unknown author, and none alleging any distinct reasons +for its rejection. Courtesy is always due; but it is, perhaps, hardly +to be expected that, in the press of business in a great publishing +house, they should find time to explain why they decline particular +works. Yet, though one course of action is not to be wondered at, the +opposite may fall upon a grieved and disappointed mind with all the +graciousness of dew; and I can well sympathize with the published +account which "Currer Bell" gives, of the feelings experienced on +reading Messrs. Smith and Elder's letter containing the rejection of +"The Professor." + + +"As a forlorn hope, we tried one publishing house more. Ere long, in a +much shorter space than that on which experience had taught him to +calculate, there came a letter, which he opened in the dreary +anticipation of finding two hard, hopeless lines, intimating that +'Messrs. Smith and Elder were not disposed to publish the MS.,' and, +instead, he took out the envelope a letter of two pages. He read it, +trembling. It declined, indeed, to publish that tale, for business +reasons, but it discussed its merits and demerits so courteously, so +considerately, in a spirit so rational, with a discrimination so +enlightened, that this very refusal cheered the author better than a +vulgarly expressed acceptance would have done. It was added, that a +work in three volumes would meet with careful attention." + +Mr. Smith has told me a little circumstance connected with the +reception of this manuscript which seems to me indicative of no +ordinary character. It came (accompanied by the note given below) in a +brown paper parcel, to 65 Cornhill. Besides the address to Messrs. +Smith & Co., there were on it those of other publishers to whom the +tale had been sent, not obliterated, but simply scored through, so that +Messrs. Smith at once perceived the names of some of the houses in the +trade to which the unlucky parcel had gone, without success. + + +[_To Messrs. Smith and Elder_] + +"JULY 15th, 1847. + +"Gentlemen--I beg to submit to your consideration the accompanying +manuscript. I should be glad to learn whether it be such as you +approve, and would undertake to publish at as early a period as +possible. Address, Mr. Currer Bell, under cover to Miss Brontë, +Haworth, Bradford, Yorkshire." + + +Some time elapsed before an answer was returned. . . . + + +[_To Messrs. Smith and Elder_] + +"AUGUST 2nd, 1847. + +"Gentlemen--About three weeks since I sent for your consideration a MS. +entitled 'The Professor, a Tale by Currer Bell.' I should be glad to +know whether it reached your hands safely, and likewise to learn, at +your earliest convenience, whether it be such as you can undertake to +publish. I am, gentlemen, yours respectfully, + +"CURRER BELL. + +"I enclose a directed cover for your reply." + + +This time her note met with a prompt answer; for, four days later, she +writes (in reply to the letter she afterward characterized in the +Preface to the second edition of "Wuthering Heights," as containing a +refusal so delicate, reasonable, and courteous as to be more cheering +than some acceptances): + + +"Your objection to the want of varied interest in the tale is, I am +aware, not without grounds; yet it appears to me that it might be +published without serious risk, if its appearance were speedily +followed up by another work from the same pen, of a more striking and +exciting character. The first work might serve as an introduction, and +accustom the public to the author's name: the success of the second +might thereby be rendered more probable. I have a second narrative in +three volumes, now in progress, and nearly completed, to which I have +endeavoured to impart a more vivid interest than belongs to 'The +Professor.' In about a month I hope to finish it, so that if a +publisher were found for 'The Professor' the second narrative might +follow as soon as was deemed advisable; and thus the interest of the +public (if any interest was aroused) might not be suffered to cool. +Will you be kind enough to favour me with your judgment on this +plan?". . . + +Mr. Brontë, too, had his suspicions of something going on; but, never +being spoken to, he did not speak on the subject, and consequently his +ideas were vague and uncertain, only just prophetic enough to keep him +from being actually stunned when, later on, he heard of the success of +"Jane Eyre"; to the progress of which we must now return. + + +[_To Messrs. Smith and Elder_] + +"AUGUST 24th. + +"I now send you per rail a MS. entitled 'Jane Eyre,' a novel in three +volumes, by Currer Bell. I find I cannot prepay the carriage of the +parcel, as money for that purpose is not received at the small +station-house where it is left. If, when you acknowledge the receipt +of the MS., you would have the goodness to mention the amount charged +on delivery, I will immediately transmit it in postage stamps. It is +better in future to address Mr. Currer Bell, under cover to Miss +Brontë, Haworth, Bradford, Yorkshire, as there is a risk of letters +otherwise directed not reaching me at present. To save trouble, I +enclose an envelope." + + +"Jane Eyre" was accepted, and printed and published by October +16th. . . . + +When the manuscript of "Jane Eyre" had been received by the future +publishers of that remarkable novel, it fell to the share of a +gentleman connected with the firm to read it first. He was so +powerfully struck by the character of the tale that he reported his +impression in very strong terms to Mr. Smith, who appears to have been +much amused by the admiration excited. "You seem to have been so +enchanted that I do not know how to believe you," he laughingly said. +But when a second reader, in the person of a clear-headed Scotchman, +not given to enthusiasm, had taken the MS. home in the evening, and +became so deeply interested in it as to sit up half the night to finish +it, Mr. Smith's curiosity was sufficiently excited to prompt him to +read it for himself; and great as were the praises which had been +bestowed upon it, he found that they had not exceeded the truth. + + + + +LOUISA MAY ALCOTT + +(1832-1888) + +He is a hard-hearted churl who can read with unmoistened eyes this +journal of a brave and talented girl. + +With what genuine, _personal_ pleasure one remembers that a full +measure of success and recognition was finally won by her efforts. + + +From "Louisa Mary Alcott: Her Life, Letters, and Journals." Little, +Brown & Co., 1889. + +1852.--_High Street, Boston_.--After the smallpox summer, we went to a +house in High Street. Mother opened an intelligence office, which grew +out of her city missionary work and a desire to find places for good +girls. It was not fit work for her, but it paid; and she always did +what came to her in the work of duty or charity, and let pride, taste, +and comfort suffer for love's sake. + +Anna and I taught; Lizzie was our little housekeeper--our angel in a +cellar kitchen; May went to school; father wrote and talked when he +could get classes or conversations. Our poor little home had much love +and happiness in it, and it was a shelter for lost girls, abused wives, +friendless children, and weak or wicked men. Father and mother had no +money to give, but gave them time, sympathy, help; and if blessings +would make them rich, they would be millionaires. This is practical +Christianity. + +My first story was printed, and $5 paid for it. It was written in +Concord when I was sixteen. Great rubbish! Read it aloud to sisters, +and when they praised it, not knowing the author, I proudly announced +her name. + +Made a resolution to read fewer novels, and those only of the best. +List of books I like: + + Carlyle's French Revolution and Miscellanies. + Hero and Hero-Worship. + Goethe's poems, plays, and novels. + Plutarch's Lives. + Madame Guion. + Paradise Lost and Comus. + Schiller's Plays. + Madame de Staël. + Bettine. + Louis XIV. + Jane Eyre. + Hypatia. + Philothea. + Uncle Tom's Cabin. + Emerson's Poems. . . . + +1853.--In January I started a little school--E. W., W. A., two L's, two +H's--about a dozen in our parlor. In May, when my school closed, I +went to L. as second girl. I needed the change, could do the wash, and +was glad to earn my $2 a week. Home in October with $34 for my wages. +After two days' rest, began school again with ten children. Anna went +to Syracuse to teach; father to the West to try his luck--so poor, so +hopeful, so serene. God be with him! Mother had several boarders, and +May got on well at school. Betty was still the home bird, and had a +little romance with C. + +Pleasant letters from father and Anna. A hard year. Summer +distasteful and lonely; winter tiresome with school and people I didn't +like; I miss Anna, my one bosom friend and comforter. + +1854.--_Pinckney Street_.--I have neglected my journal for months, so +must write it up. School for me month after month. Mother busy with +boarders and sewing. Father doing as well as a philosopher can in a +money-loving world. Anna at S. + +I earned a good deal by sewing in the evening when my day's work was +done. + +In February father came home. Paid his way, but no more. A dramatic +scene when he arrived in the night. We were waked by hearing the bell. +Mother flew down, crying "My husband!" We rushed after, and five white +figures embraced the half-frozen wanderer who came in hungry, tired, +cold, and disappointed, but smiling bravely and as serene as ever. We +fed and warmed and brooded over him, longing to ask if he had made any +money; but no one did till little May said, after he had told all the +pleasant things, "Well, did people pay you?" Then, with a queer look, +he opened his pocketbook and showed one dollar, saying with a smile +that made our eyes fill, "Only that! My overcoat was stolen, and I had +to buy a shawl. Many promises were not kept, and travelling is costly; +but I have opened the way, and another year shall do better." + +I shall never forget how beautifully mother answered him, though the +dear, hopeful soul had built much on his success; but with a beaming +face she kissed him, saying, "I call that doing _very well_. Since you +are safely home, dear, we don't ask anything more." + +Anna and I choked down our tears, and took a little lesson in real +love, which we never forgot, nor the look that the tired man and the +tender woman gave one another. It was half tragic and comic, for +father was very dirty and sleepy, and mother in a big nightcap and +funny old jacket. + +[I began to see the strong contrasts and the fun and follies in +every-day life about this time--L. M. A.] + +Anna came home in March. Kept our school all summer. I got "Flower +Fables" ready to print. + +Louisa also tried service with a relative in the country for a short +time, but teaching, sewing, and writing were her principal occupations +during this residence in Boston. + +These seven years, from Louisa's sixteenth to her twenty-third year, +might be called an apprenticeship to life. She tried various paths, +and learned to know herself and the world about her, although she was +not even yet certain of success in the way which finally opened before +her and led her so successfully to the accomplishment of her +life-purpose. She tried teaching, without satisfaction to herself or +perhaps to others. The kind of education she had herself received +fitted her admirably to understand and influence children, but not to +carry on the routine of a school. Sewing was her resource when nothing +else offered, but it is almost pitiful to think of her as confined to +such work when great powers were lying dormant in her mind. Still +Margaret Fuller said that a year of enforced quiet in the country +devoted mainly to sewing was very useful to her, since she reviewed and +examined the treasures laid up in her memory; and doubtless Louisa +Alcott thought out many a story which afterward delighted the world +while her fingers busily plied the needle. Yet it was a great +deliverance when she first found that the products of her brain would +bring in the needed money for family support. + + +[_L. in Boston to A. in Syracuse_] + +THURSDAY, 27th. + +DEAREST NAN: I was so glad to hear from you, and hear that all are well. + +I am grubbing away as usual, trying to get money enough to buy mother a +nice warm shawl. I have eleven dollars, all my own earnings--five for +a story, and four for the pile of sewing I did for the ladies of Dr. +Gray's society, to give him as a present. + +. . . I got a crimson ribbon for a bonnet for May, and I took my straw +and fixed it nicely with some little duds I had. Her old one has +haunted me all winter, and I want her to look neat. She is so graceful +and pretty and loves beauty so much it is hard for her to be poor and +wear other people's ugly things. You and I have learned not to mind +_much_; but when I think of her I long to dash out and buy the finest +hat the limited sum often dollars can procure. She says so sweetly in +one of her letters: "It is hard sometimes to see other people have so +many nice things and I so few; but I try not to be envious, but +contented with my poor clothes, and cheerful about it." I hope the +little dear will like the bonnet and the frills I made her and some +bows I fixed over from bright ribbons L. W. threw away. I get half my +rarities from her rag-bag, and she doesn't know her own rags when fixed +over. I hope I shall live to see the dear child in silk and lace, with +plenty of pictures and "bottles of cream," Europe, and all she longs +for. + +For our good little Betty, who is wearing all the old gowns we left, I +shall soon be able to buy a new one, and send it with my blessing to +the cheerful saint. She writes me the funniest notes, and tries to +keep the old folks warm and make the lonely house in the snowbanks +cosey and bright. + +To father I shall send new neckties and some paper; then he will be +happy, and can keep on with the beloved diaries though the heavens fall. + +Don't laugh at my plans; I'll carry them out, if I go to service to do +it. Seeing so much money flying about, I long to honestly get a little +and make my dear family more comfortable. I feel weak-minded when I +think of all they need and the little I can do. + +Now about you: Keep the money you have earned by so many tears and +sacrifices, and clothe yourself; for it makes me mad to know that my +good little lass is going round in shabby things, and being looked down +upon by people who are not worthy to touch her patched shoes or the hem +of her ragged old gowns. Make yourself tidy, and if any is left over +send it to mother; for there are always many things needed at home, +though they won't tell us. I only wish I, too, by any amount of +weeping and homesickness could earn as much. But my mite won't come +amiss; and if tears can add to its value, I've shed my quart--first, +over the book not coming out; for that was a sad blow, and I waited so +long it was dreadful when my castle in the air came tumbling about my +ears. Pride made me laugh in public; but I wailed in private, and no +one knew it. The folks at home think I rather enjoyed it, for I wrote +a jolly letter. But my visit was spoiled; and now I'm digging away for +dear life, that I may not have come entirely in vain. I didn't mean to +groan about it; but my lass and I must tell some one our trials, and so +it becomes easy to confide in one another. I never let mother know how +unhappy you were in S. till Uncle wrote. + +My doings are not much this week. I sent a little tale to the Gazette, +and Clapp asked H. W. if five dollars would be enough. Cousin H. said +yes, and gave it to me, with kind words and a nice parcel of paper, +saying in his funny way, "Now, Lu, the door is open, go in and win." +So I shall try to do it. Then cousin L. W. said Mr. B. had got my +play, and told her that if Mrs. B. liked it as well, it must be clever, +and if it didn't cost too much, he would bring it out by and by. Say +nothing about it yet. Dr. W. tells me Mr. F. is very sick; so the +farce cannot be acted yet. But the Doctor is set on its coming out, +and we have fun about it. H. W. takes me often to the theatre when L. +is done with me. I read to her all the P. M. often, as she is poorly, +and in that way I pay my debt to them. + +I'm writing another story for Clapp. I want more fives, and mean to +have them, too. + +Uncle wrote that you were Dr. W.'s pet teacher, and every one loved you +dearly. But if you are not well, don't stay. Come home, and be +cuddled by your old + +Lu. + + +_Pinckney Street, Boston_, January 1, 1855.--The principal event of the +winter is the appearance of my book "Flower Fables." An edition of +sixteen hundred. It has sold very well, and people seem to like it. I +feel quite proud that the little tales that I wrote for Ellen E. when I +was sixteen should now bring money and fame. + +I will put in some of the notices as "varieties," mothers are always +foolish over their first-born. + +Miss Wealthy Stevens paid for the book, and I received $32. + +[A pleasing contrast to the receipts of six months only, in 1886, being +$8,000 for the sale of books, and no new one; but I was prouder over +the $32 than the $8,000.--L. M. A., 1886.] + +_April_, 1855.--I am in the garret with my papers round me, and a pile +of apples to eat while I write my journal, plan stories, and enjoy the +patter of rain on the roof, in peace and quiet. + +[Jo in the garret.--L. M. A.] + +Being behindhand, as usual, I'll make note of the main events up to +date, for I don't waste ink in poetry and pages of rubbish now. I've +begun to live, and have no time for sentimental musing. + +In October I began my school; father talked, mother looked after her +boarders, and tried to help everybody. Anna was in Syracuse teaching +Mrs. S------'s children. + +My book came out; and people began to think that topsy-turvy Louisa +would amount to something after all, since she could do so well as +housemaid, teacher, seamstress, and story-teller. Perhaps she may. + +In February I wrote a story for which C. paid $5 and asked for more. + +In March I wrote a farce for W. Warren, and Dr. W. offered it to him; +but W. W. was too busy. + +Also began another tale, but found little time to work on it, with +school, sewing, and housework. My winter's earnings are: + + School, one quarter . . . . . $50 + Sewing . . . . . . . . . . . . 50 + Stories . . . . . . . . . . . 20 + +if I am ever paid. + +A busy and a pleasant winter, because, though hard at times, I do seem +to be getting on a little; and that encourages me. + +Have heard Lowell and Hedge lecture, acted in plays, and thanks to our +rag-money and good cousin H., have been to the theatre several +times--always my great joy. + +Summer plans are yet unsettled. Father wants to go to England: not a +wise idea, I think. We shall probably stay here, and A. and I go into +the country as governesses. It's a queer way to live, but dramatic, +and I rather like it; for we never know what is to come next. We are +real "Micawbers," and always "ready for a spring." + +I have planned another Christmas book, and hope to be able to write it. + +1855.--Cousin L. W. asks me to pass the summer at Walpole with her. If +I can get no teaching, I shall go; for I long for the hills, and can +write my fairy tales there. + +I delivered my burlesque lecture on "Woman, and Her Position; by +Oronthy Bluggage," last evening at Deacon G's. Had a merry time, and +was asked by Mr. R. to do it at H. for money. Read "Hamlet" at our +club--my favorite play. Saw Mrs. W. H. Smith about the farce; says she +will do it at her benefit. + +_May_.--Father went to C. to talk with Mr. Emerson about the England +trip. I am to go to Walpole. I have made my own gowns, and had money +enough to fit up the girls. So glad to be independent. + +[I wonder if $40 fitted up the whole family. Perhaps so, as my +wardrobe was made up of old clothes from cousins and friends.--L. M. A.] + +_Walpole, N. H., June, 1855_.--Pleasant journey and a kind welcome. +Lovely place, high among the hills. So glad to run and skip in the +woods and up the splendid ravine. Shall write here, I know. + +Helped cousin L. in her garden; and the smell of the fresh earth and +the touch of green leaves did me good. + +Mr. T. came and praised my first book, so I felt much inspired to go +and do another. I remember him at Scituate years ago, when he was a +young shipbuilder and I a curly-haired hoyden of five or six. + +Up at five, and had a lovely run in the ravine, seeing the woods wake. +Planned a little tale which ought to be fresh and true, as it came at +that hour and place--"King Goldenrod." Have lively days--writing in A. +M., driving in P. M., and fun in the eve. My visit is doing me much +good. + +_July_, 1855.--Read "Hyperion." On the 16th the family came to live in +Mr. W.'s house, rent free. No better plan offered, and we were all +tired of the city. Here father can have a garden, mother can rest and +be near her good niece; the children have freedom and fine air; and A. +and I can go from here to our teaching, wherever it may be. + +Busy and happy times as we settle in the little house in the lane near +by my dear ravine--plays, picnics, pleasant people, and good neighbors. +Fanny Kemble came up, Mrs. Kirkland, and others, and Dr. Bellows is the +gayest of the gay. We acted the "Jacobite," "Rivals," and +"Bonnycastles," to an audience of a hundred, and were noticed in the +Boston papers. H. T. was our manager, and Dr. B., D. D., our dramatic +director. Anna was the star, her acting being really very fine. I did +"Mrs. Malaprop," "Widow Pottle," and the old ladies. + +Finished fairy book in September. Ann had an offer from Dr. Wilbur of +Syracuse to teach at the great idiot asylum. She disliked it, but +decided to go. Poor dear! so beauty-loving, timid, and tender. It is +a hard trial; but she is so self-sacrificing she tries to like it +because it is duty. + +_October_.--A. to Syracuse. May illustrated my book and tales called +"Christmas Elves." Better than "Flower Fables." Now I must try to sell +it. + +[Innocent Louisa, to think that a Christmas book could be sold in +October.--L. M. A.] + +_November_.--Decided to seek my fortune; so with my little trunk of +home-made clothes, $20 earned by stories sent to the _Gazette_, and my +MSS., I set forth with mother's blessing one rainy day in the dullest +month in the year. + +[My birth-month; always to be a memorable one.--L. M. A.] + +Found it too late to do anything with the book, so put it away and +tried for teaching, sewing, or any honest work. Won't go home to sit +idle while I have a head and pair of hands. + +_December_.--H. and L. W. very kind, and my dear cousins the Sewalls +take me in. I sew for Mollie and others, and write stories. C. gave +me books to notice. Heard Thackeray. Anxious times; Anna very +homesick. Walpole very cold and dull now the summer butterflies have +gone. Got $5 for a tale and $12 for sewing; sent home a Christmas box +to cheer the dear souls in the snow-banks. + +_January, 1856_.--C. paid $6 for "A Sister's Trial." Gave me more +books to notice, and wants more tales. + +[Should think he would at that price.--L. M. A.] + +Sewed for L. W. Sewall and others. Mr. J. M. Field took my farce to +Mobile to bring out; Mr. Barry of the Boston Theatre has the play. + +Heard Curtis lecture. Began a book for summer--"Beach Bubbles." Mr. +F. of the _Courier_ printed a poem of mine on "Little Nell." Got $10 +for "Bertha," and saw great yellow placards stuck up announcing it. +Acted at the W.'s. + +_March_.--Got $10 for "Genevieve." Prices go up, as people like the +tales and ask who wrote them. Finished "Twelve Bubbles." Sewed a +great deal, and got very tired; one job for Mr. G. of a dozen pillow +cases, one dozen sheets, six fine cambric neckties, and two dozen +handkerchiefs, at which I had to work all one night to get them done, +as they were a gift to him. I got only $4. + +Sewing won't make my fortune; but I can plan my stories while I work, +and then scribble 'em down on Sundays. + +Poem on "Little Paul"; Curtis's lecture on "Dickens" made it go well. +Hear Emerson on "England." + +_May_.--Anna came on her way home, sick and worn out; the work was too +much for her. We had some happy days visiting about. Could not +dispose of B. B. in book form, but C. took them for his paper. Mr. +Field died, so the farce fell through there. Altered the play for Mrs. +Barrow to bring out next winter. + +_June, 1856_.--Home, to find dear Betty very ill with scarlet-fever +caught from some poor children mother nursed when they fell sick, +living over a cellar where pigs had been kept. The landlord (a deacon) +would not clean the place till mother threatened to sue him for +allowing a nuisance. Too late to save two of the poor babies or Lizzie +and May from the fever. + +[L. never recovered, but died of it two years later.--L. M. A.] + +An anxious time, I nursed, did housework, and wrote a story a month +through the summer. + +Dr. Bellows and Father had Sunday eve conversations. + +_October_.--Pleasant letters from father, who went on a tour to New +York, Philadelphia, and Boston. + +Made plans to go to Boston for the winter, as there is nothing to do +here, and there I can support myself and help the family. C. offers +$10 a month, and perhaps more. L. W., M. S., and others, have plenty +of sewing; the play may come out, and Mrs. R. will give me a sky-parlor +for $3 a week, with fire and board. I sew for her also. + +If I can get A. L. to governess I shall be all right. + +I was born with a boy's spirit under my bib and tucker. I _can't wait_ +when I _can work_, so I took my little talent in my hand and forced the +world again, braver than before and wiser for my failures. + +[Jo in N. Y.--L. M. A.] + +I don't often pray in words; but when I set out that day with all my +worldly goods in the little old trunk, my own earnings ($25) in my +pocket, and much hope and resolution in my soul, my heart was very +full, and I said to the Lord, "Help us all, and keep us for one +another," as I never said it before, while I looked back at the dear +faces watching me, so full of love and hope and faith. + +[_Journal_] + +Boston, _November, 1856: Mrs. David Reed's_.--I find my little room up +in the attic very cosey and a house full of boarders very amusing to +study. Mrs. Reed very kind. Fly around and take C. his stories. Go +to see Mrs. L. about A. Don't want me. A blow, but I cheer up and +hunt for sewing. Go to hear Parker, and he does me good. Asks me to +come Sunday evenings to his house. I did go there, and met Phillips, +Garrison, Hedge, and other great men, and sit in my corner weekly, +staring and enjoying myself. + +When I went Mr. Parker said, "God bless you, Louisa; come again"; and +the grasp of his hand gave me courage to face another anxious week. + +_November 3d_.--Wrote all the morning. In the P. M. went to see the +Sumner reception as he comes home after the Brooks affair. I saw him +pass up Beacon Street, pale and feeble, but smiling and bowing. I +rushed to Hancock Street, and was in time to see him bring his proud +old mother to the window when the crowd gave three cheers for her. I +cheered, too, and was very much excited. Mr. Parker met him somewhere +before the ceremony began, and the above P. cheered like a boy; and +Sumner laughed and nodded as his friend pranced and shouted, bareheaded +and beaming. + +My kind cousin, L. W., got tickets for a course of lectures on "Italian +Literature," and seeing my old cloak sent me a new one, with other +needful and pretty things such as girls love to have. I shall never +forget how kind she has always been to me. + +_November 5th_.--Went with H. W. to see Manager Barry about the +everlasting play which is always coming out but never comes. We went +all over the great new theatre, and I danced a jig on the immense +stage. Mr. B. was very kind, and gave me a pass to come whenever I +liked. This was such richness I didn't care if the play was burnt on +the spot, and went home full of joy. In the eve I saw La Grange as +Norma, and felt as if I knew all about that place. Quite stage-struck, +and imagined myself in her place, with white robes and oak-leaf crown. + +_November 6th_.--Sewed happily on my job of twelve sheets for H. W., +and put lots of good will into the work after his kindness to me. + +Walked to Roxbury to see cousin Dr. W. about the play and tell the fine +news. Rode home in the new cars, and found them very nice. + +In the eve went to teach at Warren Street Chapel Charity School. I'll +help as I am helped if I can. Mother says no one so poor he can't do a +little for some one poorer yet. + +_Sunday_.--Heard Parker on "Individuality of Character," and liked it +much. In the eve I went to his house. Mrs. Howe was there, and Sumner +and others. I sat in my usual corner, but Mr. P. came up and said, in +that cordial way of his, "Well, child, how goes it?" "Pretty well, +sir." "That's brave"; and with his warm handshake he went on, leaving +me both proud and happy, though I have my trials. He is like a great +fire where all can come and be warmed and comforted. Bless him! + +Had a talk at tea about him, and fought for him when W. R. said he was +not a Christian. He is my _sort_; for though he may lack reverence for +other people's God, he works bravely for his own, and turns his back on +no one who needs help, as some of the pious do. + +_Monday, 14th_.--May came full of expectation and joy to visit good +aunt B. and study drawing. We walked about and had a good home talk, +then my girl went off to Auntie's to begin what I hope will be a +pleasant and profitable winter. She needs help to develop her talent, +and I can't give it to her. + +Went to see Forrest as Othello. It is funny to see how attentive all +the once cool gentlemen are to Miss Alcott now she has a pass to the +new theatre. + +_November 29th_.--My birthday. Felt forlorn so far from home. Wrote +all day. Seem to be getting on slowly, so should be contented. To a +little party at the B.'s in the eve. May looked very pretty, and +seemed to be a favorite. The boys teased me about being an authoress, +and I said I'd be famous yet. Will if I can, but something else may be +better for me. + +Found a pretty pin from father and a nice letter when I got home. Mr. +H. brought them with letters from mother and Betty, so I went to bed +happy. + +_December_.--Busy with Christmas and New Year's tales. Heard a good +lecture by E. P. Whipple on "Courage." Thought I needed it, being +rather tired of living like a spider--spinning my brains out for money. + +Wrote a story, "The Cross on the Church Tower," suggested by the tower +before my window. + +Called on Mrs. L., and she asked me to come and teach A. for three +hours each day. Just what I wanted; and the children's welcome was +very pretty and comforting to "Our Olly," as they called me. + +Now board is all safe, and something over for home, if stories and +sewing fail. I don't do much, but can send little comforts to mother +and Betty, and keep May neat. + +_December 18th_.--Begin with A. L., in Beacon Street. I taught C. when +we lived in High Street, A. in Pinckney Street, and now Al; so I seem +to be an institution and a success, since I can start the boy, teach +one girl, and take care of the little invalid. It is hard work, but I +can do it; and am glad to sit in a large, fine room part of each day, +after my sky-parlor, which has nothing pretty in it, and only the gray +tower and blue sky outside as I sit at the window writing. I love +luxury, but freedom and independence better. + +[_To her father, written from Mrs. Reed's_] + +_Boston, November 29, 1856_. + +DEAREST FATHER: Your little parcel was very welcome to me as I sat +alone in my room, with snow falling fast outside, and a few tears in +(for birthdays are dismal times to me); and the fine letter, the pretty +gift, and, most of all, the loving thought so kindly taken for your old +absent daughter, made the cold, dark day as warm and bright as summer +to me. + +And now, with the birthday pin upon my bosom, many thanks on my lips, +and a whole heart full of love for its giver, I will tell you a little +about my doings, stupid as they will seem after your own grand +proceedings. How I wish I could be with you, enjoying what I have +always longed for--fine people, fine amusements, and fine books. But +as I can't, I am glad you are; for I love to see your name first among +the lecturers, to hear it kindly spoken of in papers and inquired about +by good people here--to say nothing of the delight and pride I take in +seeing you at last filling the place you are so fitted for, and which +you have waited for so long and patiently. If the New Yorkers raise a +statue to the modern Plato, it will be a wise and highly creditable +action. + + * * * * * * + +I am very well and very happy. Things go smoothly, and I think I shall +come out right, and prove that though an _Alcott_ I _can_ support +myself. I like the independent feeling; and though not an easy life, +it is a free one, and I enjoy it. I can't do much with my hands; so I +will make a battering-ram of my head and make a way through this +rough-and-tumble world. I have very pleasant lectures to amuse my +evenings--Professor Gajani on "Italian Reformers," the Mercantile +Library course, Whipple, Beecher, and others, and, best of all, a free +pass at the Boston Theatre. I saw Mr. Barry, and he gave it to me with +many kind speeches, and promises to bring out the play very soon. I +hope he will. + +My farce is in the hands of Mrs. W. H. Smith, who acts at Laura Keene's +theatre in New York. She took it, saying she would bring it out there. +If you see or hear anything about it, let me know. I want something +doing. My mornings are spent in writing. C. takes one a month, and I +am to see Mr. B., who may take some of my wares. + +In the afternoons I walk and visit my hundred relations, who are all +kind and friendly, and seem interested in our various successes. + +Sunday evenings I go to Parker's parlor, and there meet Phillips, +Garrison, Scherb, Sanborn, and many other pleasant people. All talk, +and I sit in a corner listening, and wishing a certain placid, +gray-haired gentleman was there talking, too. Mrs. Parker calls on me, +reads my stories, and is very good to me. Theodore asks Louisa "how +her worthy parents do," and is otherwise very friendly to the large, +bashful girl who adorns his parlor steadily. + +Abby is preparing for a busy and, I hope, a profitable winter. She has +music lessons already, French and drawing in store, and, if her eyes +hold out, will keep her word and become what none of us can be, "an +accomplished Alcott." Now, dear Father, I shall hope to hear from you +occasionally, and will gladly answer all epistles from the Plato, whose +parlor parish is becoming quite famous. I got the _Tribune_ but not +the letter, and shall look it up. I have been meaning to write, but +did not know where you were. + +Good-bye, and a happy birthday from your ever-loving child, + +LOUISA. + + +[_Journal_] + +_January, 1857_.--Had my first new silk dress from good little L. W.; +very fine; and I felt as if all the Hancocks and Quincys beheld me as I +went to two parties in it on New Year's eve. + +A busy, happy month--taught, wrote, sewed, read aloud to the "little +mother," and went often to the theatre; heard good lectures; and +enjoyed my Parker evenings very much. + +Father came to see me on his way home; little money; had had a good +time, and was asked to come again. Why don't rich people who enjoy his +talk pay for it? Philosophers are always poor, and too modest to pass +round their own hats. + +Sent by him a good bundle to the poor Forlomites among the ten-foot +drifts in W. + +_February_.--Ran home as a valentine on the 14th. + +_March_.--Have several irons in the fire now, and try to keep 'em all +hot. + +_April_.--May did a crayon head of mother with Mrs. Murdock; very good +likeness. All of us as proud as peacocks of our "little Raphael." + +Heard Mrs. Butler read; very fine. + +_May_.--Left the L.'s with my $33; glad to rest. May went home with +her picture, happy in her winter's work and success. + +Father had three talks at W. F. Channing's. Good company--Emerson, +Mrs. Howe, and the rest. + +Saw young Booth in Brutus, and liked him better than his father; went +about and rested after my labors; glad to be with Father, who enjoyed +Boston and friends. + +Home on the 10th, passing Sunday at the Emersons'. I have done what I +planned--supported myself, written eight stories, taught four months, +earned a hundred dollars, and sent money home. + + + + +HENRY GEORGE + +(1839-1897) + +THE TROUBLES OF A JOB PRINTER + +Henry George was a self-helped man, if ever there was one. When less +than fourteen years of age, he left school and started to earn his own +living. He never afterward returned to school. In adolescence, his +eager mind was obsessed by the glamor of the sea, so he began life as a +sailor. After a few years came the desperate poverty of his early +married life in California, as here described. His work as a printer +led to casual employment as a journalist. This was the first step in +his subsequently life-long career as an independent thinker, writer, +and speaker. + +An apparent failure in life, he was obliged when twenty-six years of +age to beg money from a stranger on the street to keep his wife and +babies from actual starvation. But his misery may have been of +incalculable value to the human race, for his bitter personal +experience convinced him that the times were out of joint, and his +brain began to seek the remedy. The doctrine of _single tax_, already +on trial in some parts of the world, is his chief contribution to +economic theory. + + +From "The Life of Henry George, by His Son." Doubleday, Page & +Company, 1900. + +Thus heavily weighted at the outset, the three men opened their office. +But hard times had come. A drought had shortened the grain crop, +killed great numbers of cattle and lessened the gold supply, and the +losses that the farming, ranching, and mineral regions suffered +affected all the commercial and industrial activities of the State, so +that there was a general depression. Business not coming into their +office, the three partners went out to hunt for it; and yet it was +elusive, so that they had very little to do and soon were in +extremities for living necessities, even for wood for the kitchen fire. +Henry George had fitfully kept a pocket diary during 1864, and a few +entries at this job-printing period tell of the pass of affairs. + + +"_December 25_.--Determined to keep a regular journal, and to cultivate +habits of determination, energy, and industry. Feel that I am in a bad +situation, and must use my utmost effort to keep afloat and go ahead. +Will try to follow the following general rules for one week: + +"1st. In every case to determine rationally what is best to be done. + +"2nd. To do everything determined upon immediately, or as soon as an +opportunity presents. + +"3rd. To write down what I shall determine upon doing for the +succeeding day. + +"Saw landlady and told her I was not able to pay rent. + +"_December 26_, 7 A. M.: + +"1st. Propose to-day, in addition to work in office, to write to Boyne. + +"2nd. To get wood in trade. + +"3rd. To talk with Dr. Eaton, and, perhaps, Dr. Morse. + +"Rose at quarter to seven. Stopped at six wood yards trying to get +wood in exchange for printing, but failed. Did very little in office. +Walked and talked with Ike. Felt very blue and thought of drawing out. +Saw Dr. Eaton, but failed to make a trade. In evening saw Dr. Morse. +Have not done all, nor as well as I could wish. Also wrote to Boyne, +but did not mail letter. + +"_January 1 (Sunday)_.--Annie not very well. Got down town about 11 +o'clock. Went with Ike to Chinaman's to see about paper bags. +Returned to office and worked off a lot. + +"_January 2_.--Got down town about 8 o'clock. Worked some labels. Not +much doing. + +"_January 3_.--Working in office all day. De Long called to talk about +getting out a journal. Did our best day's work." + + +From time to time they got a little business, enough at any rate to +encourage Trump and George to continue with the office, though Daley +dropped out; and each day that the money was there the two partners +took out of the business twenty-five cents apiece, which they together +spent for food, Trump's wife being with her relatives and he taking his +dinner with the Georges. They lived chiefly on cornmeal and milk, +potatoes, bread and sturgeon, for meat they could not afford and +sturgeon was the cheapest fish they could find.[1] Mr. George +generally went to the office early without breakfast, saying that he +would get it down town; but knowing that he had no money, his wife more +than suspected that many a morning passed without his getting a +mouthful. Nor could he borrow money except occasionally, for the +drought that had made general business so bad had hurt all his friends, +and, indeed, many of them had already borrowed from him while he had +anything to lend; and he was too proud to complain now to them. Nor +did his wife complain, though what deepened their anxieties was that +they looked for the coming of a second child. Mrs. George would not +run up bills that she did not have money to meet. She parted with her +little pieces of jewellery and smaller trinkets one by one, until only +her wedding ring had not been pawned. And then she told the milkman +that she could no longer afford to take milk, but he offered to +continue to supply it for printed cards, which she accepted. Mr. +George's diary is blank just here, but at another time he said:[2] + +"I came near starving to death, and at one time I was so close to it +that I think I should have done so but for the job of printing a few +cards which enabled us to buy a little cornmeal. In this darkest time +in my life my second child was born." + + +The baby came at seven o'clock in the morning of January 27, 1865. +When it was born the wife heard the doctor say: "Don't stop to wash the +child; he is starving. Feed him!" After the doctor had gone and +mother and baby had fallen asleep, the husband left them alone in the +house, and taking the elder child to a neighbour's, himself went to his +business in a desperate state of mind, for his wife's condition made +money--some money--an absolute and immediate necessity. But nothing +came into the office and he did not know where to borrow. What then +happened he told sixteen years subsequently. + +"I walked along the street and made up my mind to get money from the +first man whose appearance might indicate that he had it to give. I +stopped a man--a stranger--and told him I wanted $5. He asked what I +wanted it for. I told him that my wife was confined and that I had +nothing to give her to eat. He gave me the money. If he had not, I +think I was desperate enough to have killed him." [3] + +The diary notes commence again twenty days after the new baby's birth +and show that the struggle for subsistence was still continuing, that +Henry George abandoned the job-printing office, and that he and his +wife and babies had moved into a smaller house where he had to pay a +rent of only nine dollars a month--just half of his former rent. This +diary consists simply of two half-sheets of white note paper, folded +twice and pinned in the middle, forming two small neat books of eight +pages each of about the size of a visiting card. The writing is very +small, but clear. + + +"_February 17, 1865 (Friday)_ 10:40 P.M.--Gave I. Trump this day bill +of sale for my interest in office, with the understanding that if he +got any money by selling, I am to get some. I am now afloat again, +with the world before me. I have commenced this little book as an +experiment--to aid me in acquiring habits of regularity, punctuality, +and purpose. I will enter in it each evening the principal events of +the day, with notes, if they occur, errors committed or the reverse, +and plans for the morrow and future. I will make a practice of looking +at it on rising in the morning. + +"I am starting out afresh, very much crippled and embarrassed, owing +over $200. I have been unsuccessful in everything. I wish to profit +by my experience and to cultivate those qualities necessary to success +in which I have been lacking. I have not saved as much as I ought, and +am resolved to practice a rigid economy until I have something ahead. + +"1st. To make every cent I can. + +"2nd. To spend nothing unnecessarily. + +"3rd. To put something by each week, if it is only a five-cent piece +borrowed for the purpose. + +"4th. Not to run in debt if it can be avoided." + + +"1st. To endeavour to make an acquaintance and friend of every one +with whom I am brought in contact. + +"2nd. To stay at home less, and be more social. + +"3rd. To strive to think consecutively and decide quickly." + + +"_February 18_.--Rose at 6 o'clock. Took cards to woodman. Went to +post-office and got two letters, one from Wallazz and another from +mother. Heard that Smith was up and would probably not go down. Tried +to hunt him up. Ran around after him a great deal. Saw him; made an +appointment, but he did not come. Finally met him about 4. He said +that he had written up for a man, who had first choice; but he would do +all he could. I was much disappointed. Went back to office; then +after Knowlton, but got no money. Then went to _Alta_ office. Smith +there. Stood talking till they went to work. Then to job office. Ike +had got four bits [50 cents] from Dr. Josselyn. Went home, and he came +out to supper. + +"Got up in good season. + +"Tried to be energetic about seeing Smith. Have not done with that +matter yet, but will try every means. + +"To-morrow will write to Cousin Sophia,[5] and perhaps to Wallazz and +mother, and will try to make acquaintances. Am in very desperate +plight. Courage! + +"_February 19 (Sunday)_.--Rose about 9. Ran a small bill with Wessling +for flour, coffee, and butter. After breakfast took Harry around to +Wilbur's. Talked a while. Went down town. Could not get in office. +Went into _Alta_ office several times. Then walked around, hoping to +strike Smith. Ike to dinner. Afterward walked with him, looking for +house. Was at _Alta_ office at 6, but no work. Went with Ike to +Stickney's and together went to _Californian_ office. Came home and +summed up assets and liabilities. At 10 went to bed, with +determination of getting up at 6 and going to _Bulletin_ office. + +"Have wasted a great deal of time in looking for Smith. Think it would +have been better to have hunted him at once or else trusted to luck. +There seems to be very little show for me down there. Don't know what +to do. + +"_February 20_.--Got up too late to go to the _Bulletin office_. Got +$1 from woodman. Got my pants from the tailor. Saw Smith and had a +long talk with him. He seemed sorry that he had not thought of me, but +said another man had been spoken to and was anxious to go. Went to +_Alta_ office several times. Came home early and went to _Alta_ office +at 6 and to _Call_ at 7, but got no work. Went to Ike Trump's room, +and then came home. + +"Was not prompt enough in rising. Have been walking around a good part +of the day without definite purpose, thereby losing time. + +"_February 21_.--Worked for Ike. Did two cards for $1. Saw about +books, and thought some of travelling with them. Went to _Alta_ before +coming home. In evening had row with Chinaman. Foolish. + +"_February 22_.--Hand very sore. Did not go down till late. Went to +work in _Bulletin_ at 12. Got $3. Saw Boyne. Went to library in +evening. Thinking of economy. + +"_February 26_.--Went to _Bulletin_; no work. Went with Ike Trump to +look at house on hill; came home to breakfast. Decided to take house +on Perry Street with Mrs. Stone; took it. Came home and moved. Paid +$5 of rent. About 6 o'clock went down town. Saw Ike; got 50 cents. +Walked around and went to Typographical Union meeting. Then saw Ike +again. Found Knowlton had paid him for printing plant, and demanded +some of the money. He gave me $5 with very bad humour. + +"_February 27_.--Saw Ike in afternoon and had further talk. In evening +went to work for Col. Strong on _Alta_. Smith lent me $3. + +"_February 28_.--Worked again for Strong. Got $5 from John McComb. + +"_February 29_.--Got $5 from Barstow, and paid Charlie Coddington the +$10 I had borrowed from him on Friday last. On Monday left at Mrs. +Lauder's [the Russ Street landlady] $1.25 for extra rent and $1.50 for +milkman. + +"_March 1_.--Rose early, went to _Bulletin_; but got no work. Looked +in at Valentine's and saw George Foster, who told me to go to Frank +Eastman's [printing office]. Did so and was told to call again. Came +home; had breakfast. Went to _Alta_ in evening, but no work. Went to +Germania Lodge and then to Stickney's. + +"_March 2_.--Went to Eastman's about 11 o'clock and was put to work. + +"_March 3_.--At work. + +"_March 4_.--At work. Got $5 in evening." + + +The strength of the storm had now passed. The young printer began to +get some work at "subbing," though it was scant and irregular. His +wife, who paid the second month's rent of the Perry Street house by +sewing for her landlady, remarked to her husband how contentedly they +should be able to live if he could be sure of making regularly twenty +dollars a week. + + +BEGINS WRITING AND TALKING + +Henry George's career as a writer should be dated from the commencement +of 1865, when he was an irregular, substitute printer at Eastman's and +on the daily newspapers, just after his severe job-office experience. +He now deliberately set himself to self-improvement. These few diary +notes for the end of March and beginning of April are found in a small +blank book that in 1878, while working on "Progress and Poverty," he +also used as a diary. + + +"_Saturday, March 25, 1865_.--As I knew we would have no letter this +morning, I did not hurry down to the office. After getting breakfast, +took the wringing machine which I had been using as a sample back to +Faulkner's; then went to Eastman's and saw to bill; loafed around until +about 2 P. M. Concluded that the best thing I could do would be to go +home and write a little. Came home and wrote for the sake of practice +an essay on the 'Use of Time,' which occupied me until Annie prepared +dinner. Went to Eastman's by six, got money. Went to Union meeting. + +"_Sunday, March 26_.--Did not get out until 11 o'clock. Took Harry +down town and then to Wilbur's. Proposed to have Dick [the new baby] +baptised in afternoon; got Mrs. Casey to come to the house for that +purpose, but concluded to wait. Went to see Dull, who took me to his +shop and showed me the model of his wagon brake. + +"_Monday, March 27_.--Got down to office about one o'clock; but no +proofs yet. Strolled around a little. Went home and wrote +communication for Aleck Kenneday's new paper, _Journal of the Trades +and Workingmen_. Took it down to him. In the evening called on Rev. +Mr. Simonds. + +"_Tuesday, 28_.--Got down late. No work. In afternoon wrote article +about laws relating to sailors. In evening went down to Dull's shop +while he was engaged on model. + +"_Wednesday, 29_.--Went to work about 10:30. In evening corrected +proof for _Journal of the Trades and Workingmen_. + +"_Thursday, 30_.--At work. + +"_Tuesday, April 4_.--Despatch received stating that Richmond and +Petersburgh are both in our possession. + +"_Wednesday, 5_.--Took model of wagon brake to several carriage shops; +also to _Alta_ office. In evening signed agreement with Dull. + +"_Saturday, 8_.--Not working; bill for week, $23. Paid Frank Mahon the +$5 I have been owing for some time. Met Harrison, who had just come +down from up the country. He has a good thing up there. Talked with +Dull and drew up advertisement. In evening, nothing." + + +Thus while he was doing haphazard type-setting, and trying to interest +carriage builders in a new wagon brake, he was also beginning to write. +The first and most important of these pieces of writing mentioned in +the diary notes--on "The Use of Time"--was sent by Mr. George to his +mother, as an indication of his intention to improve himself. +Commencing with boyhood, Henry George, as has been seen, had the power +of simple and clear statement, and if this essay served no other +purpose than to show the development of that natural power, it would be +of value. But as a matter of fact, it has a far greater value; for +while repeating his purpose to practise writing--"to acquire facility +and elegance in the expression" of his thought--it gives an +introspective glimpse into the naturally secretive mind, revealing an +intense desire, if not for the "flesh pots of Egypt," at least for such +creature and intellectual comforts as would enable him and those close +to him "to bask themselves in the warm sunshine of the brief day." +This paper is presented in full: + + +_Essay, Saturday Afternoon, March 25, 1865_. + +"ON THE PROFITABLE EMPLOYMENT OF TIME." + +"Most of us have some principal object of desire at any given time of +our lives; something which we wish more than anything else, either +because its want is more felt, or that it includes other desirable +things, and we are conscious that in gaining it we obtain the means of +gratifying other of our wishes. + +"With most of us this power, in one shape or the other--is money, or +that which is its equivalent or will bring it. + +"For this end we subject ourselves to many sacrifices; for its gain we +are willing to confine ourselves and employ our minds and bodies in +duties which, for their own sakes, are irksome; and if we do not throw +the whole force of our natures into the effort to gain this, it is that +we do not possess the requisite patience, self-command, and penetration +where we may direct our efforts. + +"I am constantly longing for wealth; the wide difference between my +wishes and the means of gratifying them at my command keeps me in +perpetual disquiet. It would bring me comfort and luxury which I +cannot now obtain; it would give me more congenial employment and +associates; it would enable me to cultivate my mind and exert to a +fuller extent my powers; it would give me the ability to minister to +the comfort and enjoyment of those whom I love most, and, therefore, it +is my principal object in life to obtain wealth, or at least more of it +than I have at present. + +"Whether this is right or wrong, I do not now consider; but that it is +so I am conscious. When I look behind at my past life I see that I +have made little or no progress, and am disquieted; when I consider my +present, it is difficult to see that I am moving toward it at all; and +all my comfort in this respect is in the hope of what the future may +bring forth. + +"And yet my hopes are very vague and indistinct, and my efforts in any +direction, save the beaten track in which I have been used to earn my +bread, are, when perceptible, jerky, irregular, and without +intelligent, continuous direction. + +"When I succeed in obtaining employment, I am industrious and work +faithfully, though it does not satisfy my wishes. When I have nothing +to do, I am anxious to be in some way labouring toward the end I wish, +and yet from hour to hour I cannot tell at what to employ myself. + +"To secure any given result it is only necessary to rightly supply +sufficient force. Some men possess a greater amount of natural power +than others and produce quicker and more striking results; yet it is +apparent that the abilities of the majority, if properly and +continuously applied, are sufficient to accomplish much more than they +generally do. + +"The hours which I have idled away, though made miserable by the +consciousness of accomplishing nothing, had been sufficient to make me +master of almost any common branch of study. If, for instance, I had +applied myself to the practice of bookkeeping and arithmetic I might +now have been an expert in those things; or I might have had the +dictionary at my fingers' ends; been a practised, and perhaps an able, +writer; a much better printer; or been able to read and write French, +Spanish, or any other modern or ancient language to which I might have +directed my attention; and the mastery of any of these things now would +give me an additional, appreciable power, and means by which to work to +my end, not to speak of that which would have been gained by exercise +and good mental habits. + +"These truths are not sudden discoveries; but have been as apparent for +years as at this present time; but always wishing for some chance to +make a sudden leap forward, I have never been able to direct my mind +and concentrate my attention upon those slow processes by which +everything mental (and in most cases material) is acquired. + +"Constantly the mind works, and if but a tithe of its attention was +directed to some end, how many matters might it have taken up in +succession, increasing its own stores and power while mastering them? + +"To sum up for the present, though this essay has hardly taken the +direction and shape which at the outset I intended, it is evident to me +that I have not employed the time and means at my command faithfully +and advantageously as I might have done, and consequently, that I have +myself to blame for at least a part of my non-success. And this being +true of the past, in the future like results will flow from like +causes. I will, therefore, try (though, as I know from experience, it +is much easier to form good resolutions than to faithfully carry them +out) to employ my mind in acquiring useful information or practice, +when I have nothing leading more directly to my end claiming my +attention. When practicable, or when I cannot decide upon anything +else, I will endeavour to acquire facility and elegance in the +expression of my thought by writing essays or other matters which I +will preserve for future comparison. And in this practice it will be +well to aim at mechanical neatness and grace, as well as at proper and +polished language." + +Of the two other pieces of writing spoken of in the diary notes, the +"article about laws relating to sailors," has left no trace, but a copy +of the one for the _Journal of the Trades and Workingmen_ has been +preserved. + + + +[1] Unlike that fish on the Atlantic Coast, sturgeon on the Pacific +Coast, or at any rate in California waters, is of fine quality and +could easily be substituted on the table for halibut. + +[2] Meeker notes, October, 1897. + +[3] Henry George related this incident to Dr. James E. Kelly in a +conversation in Dublin during the winter of 1881-82, in proof that +environment has more to do with human actions, and especially with +so-called criminal actions, than we generally concede; and to show how +acute poverty may drive sound-minded, moral men to the commission of +deeds that are supposed to belong entirely to hardened evil natures. +Out of long philosophical and physiological talks together at that time +the two men formed a warm friendship, and subsequently, when he came to +the United States and established himself in New York, Dr. Kelly became +Henry George's family physician and attended him at his deathbed. + +[4] She was now a widow, James George having died in the preceding +August. + + + + +JACOB RIIS. + +(1849-1914) + +"THE MAKING OF AN AMERICAN" + +The intimate friend at once of "the children of the tenements" and of +Theodore Roosevelt, Jacob A. Riis was beloved by countless New Yorkers +for his gallant "battle with the slums," and for the message he brought +as to "how the other half lives." + +From experiences that would have spelled permanent degradation to a man +of baser metal, he won the knowledge, sympathy, and inspiration that +made him one of the most exceptionally useful and exceptionally loved +of American citizens. + + +From "The Making of an American," by Jacob A. Riis. The Macmillan +Company. Copyright, 1901-'08. + +The steamer _Iowa_, from Glasgow, made port after a long and stormy +voyage, on Whitsunday, 1870. She had come up during the night, and +cast anchor off Castle Garden. It was a beautiful spring morning, and +as I looked over the rail at the miles of straight streets, the green +heights of Brooklyn, and the stir of ferryboats and pleasure craft on +the river, my hopes rose high that somewhere in this teeming hive there +would be a place for me. What kind of a place I had myself no clear +notion of; I would let that work out as it could. Of course I had my +trade to fall back on, but I am afraid that is all the use I thought of +putting it to. The love of change belongs to youth, and I meant to +take a hand in things as they came along. I had a pair of strong +hands, and stubbornness enough to do for two; also a strong belief that +in a free country, free from the dominion of custom, of caste, as well +as of men, things would somehow come right in the end, and a man get +shaken into the corner where he belonged if he took a hand in the game. +I think I was right in that. If it took a lot of shaking to get me +where I belonged, that was just what I needed. Even my mother admits +that now. . . . + +I made it my first business to buy a navy revolver of the largest size, +investing in the purchase exactly one-half of my capital. I strapped +the weapon on the outside of my coat and strode up Broadway, conscious +that I was following the fashion of the country. I knew it upon the +authority of a man who had been there before me and had returned, a +gold digger in the early days of California; but America was America to +us. We knew no distinction of West and East. By rights there ought to +have been buffaloes and red Indians charging up and down Broadway. I +am sorry to say that it is easier even to-day to make lots of people +over there believe that than that New York is paved, and lighted with +electric lights, and quite as civilized as Copenhagen. They will have +it that it is in the wilds. I saw none of the signs of this, but I +encountered a friendly policeman, who, sizing me and my pistol up, +tapped it gently with his club and advised me to leave it home, or I +might get robbed of it. This, at first blush, seemed to confirm my +apprehensions; but he was a very nice policeman, and took time to +explain, seeing that I was very green. And I took his advice and put +the revolver away, secretly relieved to get rid of it. It was quite +heavy to carry around. + +I had letters to the Danish Consul and to the president of the American +Banknote Company, Mr. Goodall. I think perhaps he was not then the +president, but became so afterward. Mr. Goodall had once been wrecked +on the Danish coast and rescued by the captain of the lifesaving crew, +a friend of my family. But they were both in Europe, and in just four +days I realized that there was no special public clamor for my services +in New York, and decided to go West. + +A missionary in Castle Garden was getting up a gang of men for the +Brady's Bend Iron Works on the Allegheny River, and I went along. We +started a full score, with tickets paid, but only two of us reached the +Bend. The rest calmly deserted in Pittsburg and went their way. . . . + +The [iron works] company mined its own coal. Such as it was, it +cropped out of the hills right and left in narrow veins, sometimes too +shallow to work, seldom affording more space to the digger than barely +enough to permit him to stand upright. You did not go down through a +shaft, but straight in through the side of a hill to the bowels of the +mountain, following a track on which a little donkey drew the coal to +the mouth of the mine and sent it down the incline to run up and down a +hill a mile or more by its own gravity before it reached the place of +unloading. Through one of these we marched in, Adler and I, one summer +morning, with new pickaxes on our shoulders and nasty little oil lamps +fixed in our hats to light us through the darkness, where every second +we stumbled over chunks of slate rock, or into pools of water that +oozed through from above. An old miner whose way lay past the fork in +the tunnel where our lead began showed us how to use our picks and the +timbers to brace the slate that roofed over the vein, and left us to +ourselves in a chamber perhaps ten feet wide and the height of a man. + +We were to be paid by the ton--I forget how much, but it was very +little--and we lost no time getting to work. We had to dig away the +coal at the floor without picks, lying on our knees to do it, and +afterward drive wedges under the roof to loosen the mass. It was hard +work, and, entirely inexperienced as we were, we made but little +headway. As the day wore on, the darkness and silence grew very +oppressive, and made us start nervously at the least thing. The sudden +arrival of our donkey with its cart gave me a dreadful fright. The +friendly beast greeted us with a joyous bray and rubbed its shaggy +sides against us in the most companionable way. In the flickering +light of my lamp I caught sight of its long ears waving over me--I +don't believe I had seen three donkeys before in my life; there were +none where I came from--and heard that demoniac shriek, and I verily +believe I thought the evil one had come for me in person. I know that +I nearly fainted. + +That donkey was a discerning animal. I think it knew when it first set +eyes on us that we were not going to overwork it; and we didn't. When, +toward evening, we quit work, after narrowly escaping being killed by a +large stone that fell from the roof in consequence of our neglect to +brace it up properly, our united efforts had resulted in barely filling +two of the little carts, and we had earned, if I recollect aright, +something like sixty cents each. The fall of the roof robbed us of all +desire to try mining again. It knocked the lamps from our hats, and, +in darkness that could almost be felt, we groped our way back to the +light along the track, getting more badly frightened as we went. The +last stretch of way we ran, holding each other's hands as though we +were not men and miners, but two frightened children in the dark. . . . + + +[A short time later he learned of the outbreak of the Franco-Prussian +War, and at once determined to enlist.] + + +I reached New York with just one cent in my pocket, and put up at a +boarding-house where the charge was one dollar a day. In this no moral +obliquity was involved. I had simply reached the goal for which I had +sacrificed all, and felt sure that the French people or the Danish +Consul would do the rest quickly. But there was evidently something +wrong somewhere. The Danish Consul could only register my demand to be +returned to Denmark in the event of war. They have my letter at the +office yet, he tells me, and they will call me out with the reserves. +The French were fitting out no volunteer army that I could get on the +track of, and nobody was paying the passage of fighting men. The end +of it was that, after pawning my revolver and my top-boots, the only +valuable possessions I had left, to pay for my lodging, I was thrown on +the street, and told to come back when I had more money. That night I +wandered about New York with a gripsack that had only a linen duster +and a pair of socks in it, turning over in my mind what to do next. +Toward midnight I passed a house in Clinton Place that was lighted up +festively. Laughter and the hum of many voices came from within. I +listened. They spoke French. A society of Frenchmen having their +annual dinner, the watchman in the block told me. There at last was my +chance. I went up the steps and rang the bell. A flunkey in a +dress-suit opened, but when he saw that I was not a guest, but to all +appearances a tramp, he tried to put me out. I, on my part, tried to +explain. There was an altercation and two gentlemen of the society +appeared. They listened impatiently to what I had to say, then, +without a word, thrust me into the street, and slammed the door in my +face. + +It was too much. Inwardly raging, I shook the dust of the city from my +feet and took the most direct route out of it, straight up Third +Avenue. I walked till the stars in the east began to pale, and then +climbed into a wagon that stood at the curb, to sleep. I did not +notice that it was a milk-wagon. The sun had not risen yet when the +driver came, unceremoniously dragged me out by the feet, and dumped me +into the gutter. On I went with my gripsack, straight ahead, until +toward noon I reached Fordham College, famished and footsore. I had +eaten nothing since the previous day, and had vainly tried to make a +bath in the Bronx River do for breakfast. Not yet could I cheat my +stomach that way. + +The college gates were open, and I strolled wearily in, without aim or +purpose. On a lawn some young men were engaged in athletic exercises, +and I stopped to look and admire the beautiful shade-trees and the +imposing building. So at least it seems to me at this distance. An +old monk in a cowl, whose noble face I sometimes recall in my dreams, +came over and asked kindly if I was not hungry. I was in all +conscience fearfully hungry, and I said so, though I did not mean to. +I had never seen a real live monk before, and my Lutheran training had +not exactly inclined me in their favor. I ate of the food set before +me, not without qualms of conscience, and with a secret suspicion that +I would next be asked to abjure my faith, or at least do homage to the +Virgin Mary, which I was firmly resolved not to do. But when, the meal +finished, I was sent on my way with enough to do me for supper, without +the least allusion having been made to my soul, I felt heartily ashamed +of myself. I am just as good a Protestant as I ever was. Among my own +I am a kind of heretic even, because I cannot put up with the apostolic +succession; but I have no quarrel with the excellent charities of the +Roman Church, or with the noble spirit that animated them. I learned +that lesson at Fordham thirty years ago. + +Up the railroad track I went, and at night hired out to a truck-farmer, +with the freedom of his hay-mow for my sleeping quarters. But when I +had hoed cucumbers three days in a scorching sun, till my back ached as +if it were going to break, and the farmer guessed that he would call it +square for three shillings, I went farther. A man is not necessarily a +philanthropist, it seems, because he tills the soil. I did not hire +out again. I did odd jobs to earn my meals, and slept in the fields at +night, still turning over in my mind how to get across the sea. An +incident of those wanderings comes to mind while I am writing. They +were carting in hay, and when night came on, somewhere about Mount +Vernon, I gathered an armful of wisps that had fallen from the loads, +and made a bed for myself in a wagon-shed by the roadside. In the +middle of the night I was awakened by a loud outcry. A fierce light +shone in my face. It was the lamp of a carriage that had been driven +into the shed. I was lying between the horse's feet unhurt. A +gentleman sprang from the carriage, more frightened than I, and bent +over me. When he found that I had suffered no injury, he put his hand +in his pocket and held out a silver quarter. + +"Go," he said, "and drink it up." + +"Drink it up yourself!" I shouted angrily. "What do you take me for?" + +They were rather high heroics, seeing where I was, but he saw nothing +to laugh at. He looked earnestly at me for a moment, then held out his +hand and shook mine heartily. "I believe you," he said; "yet you need +it, or you would not sleep here. Now will you take it from me?" And I +took the money. + +The next day it rained, and the next day after that, and I footed it +back to the city, still on my vain quest. A quarter is not a great +capital to subsist on in New York when one is not a beggar and has no +friends. Two days of it drove me out again to find at least the food +to keep me alive; but in those two days I met the man who, long years +after, was to be my honored chief, Charles A. Dana, the editor of the +_Sun_. There had been an item in the _Sun_ about a volunteer regiment +being fitted out for France. I went up to the office, and was admitted +to Mr. Dana's presence. I fancy I must have appealed to his sense of +the ludicrous, dressed in top-boots and a linen duster much the worse +for wear, and demanding to be sent out to fight. He knew nothing about +recruiting. Was I French? No, Danish; it had been in his paper about +the regiment. He smiled a little at my faith, and said editors +sometimes did not know about everything that was in their papers. I +turned to go, grievously disappointed, but he called me back. + +"Have you," he said, looking searchingly at me; "have you had your +breakfast?" + +No, God knows that I did not; neither that day nor for many days +before. That was one of the things I had at last learned to consider +among the superfluities of an effete civilization. I suppose I had no +need of telling it to him, for it was plain to read in my face. He put +his hand in his pocket and pulled out a dollar. + +"There," he said, "go and get your breakfast; and better give up the +war." + +Give up the war! and for a breakfast. I spurned the dollar hotly. + +"I came here to enlist, not to beg money for breakfast," I said, and +strode out of the office, my head in the air, but my stomach crying out +miserably in rebellion against my pride. I revenged myself upon it by +leaving my top-boots with the "uncle," who was my only friend and +relative here, and filling my stomach upon the proceeds. I had one +good dinner, anyhow, for when I got through there was only twenty-five +cents left of the dollar I borrowed upon my last article of "dress." +That I paid for a ticket to Perth Amboy, near which place I found work +in Pfeiffer's clay-bank. + +Pfeiffer was a German, but his wife was Irish and so were his hands, +all except a giant Norwegian and myself. The third day was Sunday, and +was devoted to drinking much beer, which Pfeiffer, with an eye to +business, furnished on the premises. When they were drunk, the tribe +turned upon the Norwegian, and threw him out. It seems that this was a +regular weekly occurrence. Me they fired out at the same time, but +afterward paid no attention to me. The whole crew of them perched on +the Norwegian and belabored him with broomsticks and balesticks until +they roused the sleeping Berserk in him. As I was coming to his +relief, I saw the human heap heave and rock. From under it arose the +enraged giant, tossed his tormentors aside as if they were so much +chaff, battered down the door of the house in which they took refuge, +and threw them all, Mrs. Pfeiffer included, through the window. They +were not hurt, and within two hours they were drinking more beer +together and swearing at one another endearingly. I concluded that I +had better go on, though Mr. Pfeiffer regretted that he never paid his +hands in the middle of the month. It appeared afterward that he +objected likewise to paying them at the end of the month, or at the +beginning of the next. He owes me two days' wages yet. + +At sunset on the second day after my desertion of Pfeiffer I walked +across a footbridge into a city with many spires, in one of which a +chime of bells rang out a familiar tune. The city was New Brunswick. +I turned down a side street where two stone churches stood side by +side. A gate in the picket fence had been left open, and I went in +looking for a place to sleep. Back in the churchyard I found what I +sought in the brownstone slab covering the tomb of, I know now, an old +pastor of the Dutch Reformed Church, who died full of wisdom and grace. +I am afraid that I was not over-burdened with either, or I might have +gone to bed with a full stomach, too, instead of chewing the last of +the windfall apples that had been my diet on my two days' trip; but if +he slept as peacefully under the slab as I slept on it, he was doing +well. I had for once a dry bed, and brownstone keeps warm long after +the sun has set. The night dews and the snakes, and the dogs that kept +sniffing and growling half the night in the near distance, had made me +tired of sleeping in the fields. The dead were much better company. +They minded their own business, and let a fellow alone. . . . + + +[He found no employment in New Brunswick and after six weeks in a +neighboring brickyard he returned to New York, to be again disappointed +in an effort to enlist.] + + +The city was full of idle men. My last hope, a promise of employment +in a human-hair factory, failed, and, homeless and penniless, I joined +the great army of tramps, wandering about the streets in the daytime +with the one aim of somehow stilling the hunger that gnawed at my +vitals, and fighting at night with vagrant curs or outcasts as +miserable as myself for the protection of some sheltering ash-bin or +doorway. I was too proud in all my misery to beg. I do not believe I +ever did. But I remember well a basement window at the downtown +Delmonico's, the silent appearance of my ravenous face at which, at a +certain hour in the evening, always evoked a generous supply of +meat-bones and rolls from a white-capped cook who spoke French. That +was the saving clause. I accepted his rolls as installment of the debt +his country owed me, or ought to owe me, for my unavailing efforts in +its behalf. + +It was under such auspices that I made the acquaintance of Mulberry +Bend, the Five Points, and the rest of the slums, with which there was +in the years to come to be a reckoning. . . . + +There was until last winter a doorway in Chatham Square, that of the +old Barnum clothing store, which I could never pass without recalling +those nights of hopeless misery with the policeman's periodic "Get up +there! Move on!" reinforced by a prod of his club or the toe of his +boot. I slept there, or tried to, when crowded out of the tenements in +the Bend by their utter nastiness. Cold and wet weather had set in, +and a linen duster was all that covered my back. There was a woollen +blanket in my trunk which I had from home--the one, my mother had told +me, in which I was wrapped when I was born; but the trunk was in the +"hotel" as security for money I owed for board, and I asked for it in +vain. I was now too shabby to get work, even if there had been any to +get. I had letters still to friends of my family in New York who might +have helped me, but hunger and want had not conquered my pride. I +would come to them, if at all, as their equal, and, lest I fall into +temptation, I destroyed the letters. So, having burned my bridges +behind me, I was finally and utterly alone in the city, with the winter +approaching and every shivering night in the streets reminding me that +a time was rapidly coming when such a life as I led could no longer be +endured. + +Not in a thousand years would I be likely to forget the night when it +came. It had rained all day, a cold October storm, and night found me, +with the chill downpour unabated, down by the North River, soaked +through and through, with no chance for a supper, forlorn and +discouraged. I sat on the bulwark, listening to the falling rain and +the swish of the dark tide, and thinking of home. How far it seemed, +and how impassable the gulf now between the "castle" with its refined +ways, between her in her dainty girlhood and me sitting there, numbed +with the cold that was slowly stealing away my senses with my courage. +There was warmth and cheer where she was. Here---- An overpowering +sense of desolation came upon me. I hitched a little nearer the edge. +What if----? Would they miss me or long at home if no word came from +me? Perhaps they might never hear. What was the use of keeping it up +any longer with, God help us, everything against and nothing to back a +lonely lad? + +And even then the help came. A wet and shivering body was pressed +against mine, and I felt rather than heard a piteous whine in my ear. +It was my companion in misery, a little outcast black-and-tan, +afflicted with fits, that had shared the shelter of a friendly doorway +with me one cold night and had clung to me ever since with a loyal +affection that was the one bright spot in my hard life. As my hand +stole mechanically down to caress it, it crept upon my knees and licked +my face, as if it meant to tell me that there was one who understood; +that I was not alone. And the love of the faithful little beast thawed +the icicles in my heart. I picked it up in my arms and fled from the +tempter; fled to where there were lights and men moving, if they cared +less for me than I for them--anywhere so that I saw and heard the river +no more. . . . + + +[After a while he fell in with some Danish friends and there was a +period of more prosperous times, including some experiences on the +lecture platform. Then came further adventures and finally]: + + +I made up my mind to go into the newspaper business. It seemed to me +that a reporter's was the highest and noblest of all callings; no one +could sift wrong from right as he, and punish the wrong. In that I was +right. I have not changed my opinion on that point one whit, and I am +sure I never shall. The power of fact is the mightiest lever of this +or of any day. The reporter has his hand upon it, and it is his +grievous fault if he does not use it well. I thought I would make a +good reporter. My father had edited our local newspaper, and such +little help as I had been of to him had given me a taste for the +business. Being of that mind, I went to the _Courier_ office one +morning and asked for the editor. He was not in. Apparently nobody +was. I wandered through room after room, all empty, till at last I +came to one in which sat a man with a paste-pot and a pair of long +shears. This must be the editor; he had the implements of his trade. +I told him my errand while he clipped away. + +"What is it you want?" he asked, when I had ceased speaking and waited +for an answer. + +"Work," I said. + +"Work!" said he, waving me haughtily away with the shears; "we don't +work here. This is a newspaper office." + +I went, abashed. I tried the _Express_ next. This time I had the +editor pointed out to me. He was just coming through the business +office. At the door I stopped him and preferred my request. He looked +me over, a lad fresh from the shipyard, with horny hands and a rough +coat, and asked: + +"What are you?" + +"A carpenter," I said. + +The man turned upon his heel with a loud, rasping laugh and shut the +door in my face. For a moment I stood there stunned. His ascending +steps on the stairs brought back my senses. I ran to the door, and +flung it open. "You laugh!" I shouted, shaking my fist at him, +standing halfway up the stairs; "you laugh now, but wait----" And then +I got the grip of my temper and slammed the door in my turn. All the +same, in that hour it was settled that I was to be a reporter. I knew +it as I went out into the street. . . . + +With a dim idea of being sent into the farthest wilds as an operator, I +went to a business college on Fourth Avenue and paid $20 to learn +telegraphing. It was the last money I had. I attended the school in +the afternoon. In the morning I peddled flat-irons, earning money for +my board, and so made out. . . . + + +[But there came again a season of hard times for him and the +Newfoundland dog some one had given him, and he had some unhappy +experiences as a book agent]. + + +It was not only breakfast we lacked. The day before we had had only a +crust together. Two days without food is not good preparation for a +day's canvassing. We did the best we could. Bob stood by and wagged +his tail persuasively while I did the talking; but luck was dead +against us, and "Hard Times" stuck to us for all we tried. Evening +came and found us down by the Cooper Institute, with never a cent. +Faint with hunger, I sat down on the steps under the illuminated clock, +while Bob stretched himself at my feet. He had beguiled the cook in +one of the last houses we called at, and his stomach was filled. From +the corner I had looked on enviously. For me there was no supper, as +there had been no dinner and no breakfast. To-morrow there was another +day of starvation. How long was this to last? Was it any use to keep +up a struggle so hopeless? From this very spot I had gone, hungry and +wrathful, three years before when the dining Frenchmen for whom I +wanted to fight thrust me forth from their company. Three wasted +years! Then I had one cent in my pocket, I remembered. To-day I had +not even so much. I was bankrupt in hope and purpose. Nothing had +gone right; nothing would ever go right; and worse, I did not care. I +drummed moodily upon my book. Wasted! Yes, that was right. My life +was wasted, utterly wasted. + +A voice hailed me by name, and Bob sat up, looking attentively at me +for his cue as to the treatment of the owner of it. I recognized in +him the principal of the telegraph school where I had gone until my +money gave out. He seemed suddenly struck by something. + +"Why, what are you doing here?" he asked. I told him Bob and I were +just resting after a day of canvassing. + +"Books!" he snorted. "I guess they won't make you rich. Now, how +would you like to be a reporter, if you have got nothing better to do? +The manager of a news agency downtown asked me to-day to find him a +bright young fellow whom he could break in. It isn't much--$10 a week +to start with. But it is better than peddling books, I know." + +He poked over the book in my hand and read the title. "Hard Times," he +said, with a little laugh. "I guess so. What do you say? I think you +will do. Better come along and let me give you a note to him now." + +As in a dream, I walked across the street with him to his office and +got the letter which was to make me, half-starved and homeless, rich as +Croesus, it seemed to me. . . . + +When the sun rose, I washed my face and hands in a dog's drinking +trough, pulled my clothes into such shape as I could, and went with Bob +to his new home. That parting over, I walked down to 23 Park Row and +delivered my letter to the desk editor in the New York News +Association, up on the top floor. + +He looked me over a little doubtfully, but evidently impressed with the +early hours I kept, told me that I might try. He waved me to a desk, +bidding me wait until he had made out his morning book of assignments; +and with such scant ceremony was I finally introduced to Newspaper Row, +that had been to me like an enchanted land. After twenty-seven years +of hard work in it, during which I have been behind the scenes of most +of the plays that go to make up the sum of the life of the metropolis, +it exercises the old spell over me yet. If my sympathies need +quickening, my point of view adjusting, I have only to go down to Park +Row at eventide, when the crowds are hurrying homeward and the City +Hall clock is lighted, particularly when the snow lies on the grass in +the park, and stand watching them a while, to find all things coming +right. It is Bob who stands by and watches with me then, as on that +night. + +The assignment that fell to my lot when the book was made out, the +first against which my name was written in a New York editor's book, +was a lunch of some sort at the Astor House. I have forgotten what was +the special occasion. I remember the bearskin hats of the Old Guard in +it, but little else. In a kind of haze I beheld half the savory viands +of earth spread under the eyes and nostrils of a man who had not tasted +food for the third day. I did not ask for any. I had reached that +stage of starvation that is like the still centre of a cyclone, when no +hunger is left. But it may be that a touch of it all crept into my +report; for when the editor had read it, he said briefly: + +"You will do. Take that desk, and report at ten every morning, sharp." + +That night, when I was dismissed from the office, I went up the Bowery +to No. 185, where a Danish family kept a boarding-house up under the +roof. I had work and wages now, and could pay. On the stairs I fell +in a swoon and lay there till some one stumbled over me in the dark and +carried me in. My strength had at last given out. + +So began my life as a newspaper man. + + + + +WILLIAM H. RIDEING + +(1853-____) + +REJECTED MANUSCRIPTS + +Nowadays, it seems, every one reads, also writes. There are few +streets where the callous postman does not occasionally render some +doorstep desolate by the delivery of a rejected manuscript. Fellow +feeling makes us wondrous kind, and the first steps in the career of a +successful man of letters are always interesting. You remember how +Franklin slyly dropped his first contribution through the slit in his +brother's printing-house door; and how the young Charles Dickens crept +softly to the letter-box up a dark court, off a dark alley, near Fleet +Street. + +In the case of Mr. Rideing, all must admire and be thankful for the +indomitable spirit which disappointments were unable to discourage. + + +From "Many Celebrities and a Few Others," by William H. Rideing. +Doubleday, Page & Co., 1913. + +I do not know to a certainty just how or when the new ambition found +its cranny and sprouted, and I wonder that it did not perish at once, +like others of its kind which never blossoming were torn from the bed +that nourished them and borne afar like balls of thistledown. How and +why it survived the rest, which seemed more feasible, I am not able to +answer fully or satisfactorily to myself, and other people have yet to +show any curiosity about it. + +How at this period I watched for the postman! Envelopes of portentous +bulk were put into my hands so often that I became inured to +disappointment, unsurprised and unhurt, like a patient father who has +more faith in the abilities of his children than the stupid and +purblind world which will not employ them. + +These rejected essays and tales were my children, and the embarrassing +number of them did not curb my philoprogenitiveness. + +Dawn broke unheeded and without reproach to the novice as he sat by +candle-light at his table giving shape and utterance to dreams which +did not foretell penalties, nor allow any intimation to reach him of +the disillusionings sure to come, sharp-edged and poignant, with the +awakening day. The rocky coast of realities, with its shoals and +whirlpools, which encircles the sphere of dreams, is never visible till +the sun is high. You are not awake till you strike it. + +Up and dressed, careless of breakfast, he hears the postman's knock. + +There is Something for the boy, which at a glance instantly dispels the +clouds of his drowsiness and makes his heart jump: an envelope not +bulky, an envelope whose contents tremble in his hand and grow dim in +his eyes, and have to be read and read again before they can be +believed. One of his stories has at last found a place and will be +printed next month! Life may bestow on us its highest honours, and +wealth beyond the dreams of avarice, the guerdon of a glorious lot, but +it can never transcend or repeat the thrill and ecstasy of the +triumphant apotheosis of such a moment as that. + +It was a fairy story, and though nobody could have suspected it, the +fairy queen was Miss Goodall, much diminished in stature, of course, +with all her indubitable excellencies, her nobility of character, and +her beauty of person sublimated to an essence that only a Lilliputian +vessel could hold. Her instincts were domestic, and her domain was the +hearthstone, and there she and her attendants, miniatures of the +charming damsels in Miss McGinty's peachy and strawberry-legged _corps +de ballet_, rewarded virtue and trampled meanness under their dainty, +twinkling feet. Moreover, the story was to be paid for, a condition of +the greater glory, an irrefragable proof of merit. Only as evidence of +worth was money thought of, and though much needed, it alone was +lightly regarded. The amount turned out to be very small. The editor +handed it out of his trousers pocket--not the golden guinea looked for, +but a few shillings. He must have detected a little disappointment in +the drooping corners of the boy's mouth, for without any remark from +him he said--he was a dingy and inscrutable person--"That is all we +ever pay--four shillings per _colyume_," pronouncing the second +syllable of that word like the second syllable of "volume." + +What did the amount matter to the boy? A paper moist and warm from the +press was in his hands, and as he walked home through sleet and snow +and wind--the weather of the old sea-port was in one of its +tantrums--he stopped time and again to look at his name, his very own +name, shining there in letters as lustrous as the stars of heaven. + +When that little story of mine appeared in all the glory of print, Fame +stood at my door, a daughter of the stars in such array that it blinded +one to look at her. She has never come near me since, and I have +changed my opinion of her: a beguiling minx, with little taste or +judgment, and more than her share of feminine lightness and caprice; an +unconscionable flirt, that is all she is. + +I came to New York, and peeped into the doors of the _Tribune_, the +_World_, the _Times_, and the _Sun_ with all the reverence that a +Moslem may feel when he beholds Mecca. ... + +It was in the August of a bounteous year of fruit. The smell of +peaches and grapes piled in barrows and barrels scented the air, as it +scents the memory still. The odour of a peach brings back to me all +the magic-lantern impressions of a stranger--memories of dazzling, +dancing, tropical light, bustle, babble, and gayety; they made me feel +that I had never been alive before, and the people of the old seaport, +active as I had thought them, became in a bewildered retrospect as slow +and quiet as snails. But far sweeter to me than the fragrance of +peaches were the humid whiffs I breathed from the noisy press rooms in +the Park Row basements, the smell of the printers' ink as it was +received by the warm, moist rolls of paper in the whirring, clattering +presses. There was history in the making, destiny at her loom. +Nothing ever expels it: if once a taste for it is acquired, it ties +itself up with ineffaceable memories and longings, and even in +retirement and changed scenes restores the eagerness and aspirations of +the long-passed hour when it first came over us with a sort of +intoxication. + +I had no introduction and no experience and was prudent enough to +foresee the rebuff that would surely follow a climb up the dusky but +alluring editorial stairs and an application for employment in so +exalted a profession by a boy of seventeen. I decided that I could use +more persuasion and gain a point in hiding my youth, which was a menace +to me, by writing letters, and so I plunged through the post on Horace +Greeley, on L. J. Jennings, the brilliant, forgotten Englishman who +then edited the _Times_, on Mr. Dana, and on the rest. The astonishing +thing of that time, as I look back on it, was my invulnerability to +disappointments; I expected them and was prepared for them, and when +they came they were as spurs and not as arrows nor as any deadly +weapon. They hardly caused a sigh except a sigh of relief from the +chafing uncertainties of waiting, and instead of depressing they +compelled advances in fresh directions which soon became exhilarating, +advances upon which one started with stronger determination and fuller, +not lessened, confidence. O heart of Youth! How unfluttered thy beat! +How invincible thou art in thine own conceit! What gift of heaven or +earth can compare with thy supernal faith! "No matter how small the +cage the bird will sing if it has a voice." + +Had my letters been thrown into the wastepaper basket, after an +impatient glance by the recipients, I should not have been surprised or +more than a little nettled; but I received answers not encouraging from +both Horace Greeley and Mr. Dana. + +Mr. Greeley was brief and final, but Mr. Dana, writing in his own hand +(how friendly it was of him!), qualified an impulse to encourage with a +tag for self-protection. "Your letter does you credit," he wrote. +Those five words put me on the threshold of my goal. "Your letter does +you credit, and I shall be glad to hear from you again----" A door +opened, and a flood of light and warmth from behind it enveloped me as +in a gown of eiderdown. "I shall be glad to hear from you again three +or four years from now!" The door slammed in my face, the gown slipped +off, and left me with a chill. But I did not accuse Mr. Dana of +deliberately hurting me or think that he surmised how a polite evasion +of that sort may without forethought be more cruel than the coldest and +most abrupt negative. + +I went farther afield, despatching my letters to Chicago, Philadelphia, +Boston, and Springfield. In Philadelphia there was a little paper +called the _Day_, and this is what its editor wrote to me: + +"There are several vacancies in the editorial department, but there is +one vacancy still worse on the ground floor, and the cashier is its +much-harried victim. You might come here, but you would starve to +death, and saddle your friends with the expenses of a funeral." + +A man with humour enough for that ought to have prospered, and I +rejoiced to learn soon afterward that he (I think his name was Cobb) +had been saved from his straits by an appointment to the United States +Mint! + +His jocularity did not shake my faith in the seriousness of journalism. +I had not done laughing when I opened another letter written in a fine, +crabbed hand like the scratching of a diamond on a window-pane, and as +I slowly deciphered its contents I could hardly believe what I read. +It was from Samuel Bowles the elder, editor of the Springfield +_Republican_, then as now one of the sanest, most respected, and +influential papers in the country. He wanted a young man to relieve +him of some of his drudgery, and I might come on at once to serve as +his private secretary. He did not doubt that I could be useful to him, +and he was no less sure that he could be useful to me. Moreover, my +idea of salary, he said--it was modest, but forty dollars a +month--"just fitted his." He was one of the great men of his time when +papers were strong or weak, potent in authority or negligible, in +proportion to the personality of the individual controlling them. He +himself was the _Republican_, as Mr. Greeley was the _Tribune_, Mr. +Bennett the _Herald_, Mr. Dana the _Sun_, Mr. Watterson the +_Courier-Journal_, and Mr. Murat Halstead the Cincinnati _Commercial_, +though, of course, like them, he tacitly hid himself behind the sacred +and inviolable screen of anonymity, and none of them exercised greater +power over the affairs of the nation than he, out of the centre, did +from that charming New England town to which he invited me. The +opportunity was worth a premium, such as is paid by apprentices in +England for training in ships and in merchants' and lawyers' offices; +the salary seemed like the gratuity of a too liberal and chivalric +employer, for no fees could procure from any vocational institution so +many advantages as were to be freely had in association with him. He +instructed and inspired, and if he perceived ability and readiness in +his pupil (this was my experience of him), he was as eager to encourage +and improve him as any father could be with a son, looking not for the +most he could take out of him in return for pay, but for the most he +could put into him for his own benefit. + +Journalism to him was not the medium of haste, passion, prejudice, and +faction. He fully recognized all its responsibilities, and the need of +meeting them and respecting them by other than casual, haphazard, and +slipshod methods. He was an economist of words, with an abhorrence of +redundance and irrelevance; not only an economist of words, but also an +economist of syllables, choosing always the fewer, and losing nothing +of force or precision by that choice. He had what was not less than a +passion for brevity. "What," he was asked, "makes a journalist?" and +he replied: "A nose for news." But with him the news had to be sifted, +verified, and reduced to an essence, not inflated, distorted and +garnished with all the verbal spoils of the reporter's last scamper +through the dictionary. + +How sedate and prosperous Springfield looked to me when I arrived there +on an early spring day! How clean, orderly, leisurely, and respectable +after the untidiness and explosive anarchy of New York! I made for the +river, as I always do wherever a river is, and watched it flowing down +in the silver-gray light and catching bits of the rain-washed blue sky. +The trees had lost the brittleness and sharpness of winter's drawing +and their outlines were softening into greenish velvet. In the +coverts, arbutus crept out with a hawthorn-like fragrance from patches +of lingering snow. The main street leading into the town from the +Massasoit House and the station also had an air of repose and dignity +as if those who had business in it were not preoccupied by the frenzy +for bargains, but had time and the inclination for loitering, +politeness, and sociability. That was in 1870, and I fear that +Springfield must have lost some of its old-world simplicity and +leisureliness since then. I regret that I have never been in it since, +though I have passed through it hundreds of times. + +The office of the Republican was in keeping with its environment, an +edifice of stone or brick not more than three or four stories high, +neat, uncrowded, and quiet; very different from the newspaper offices +of Park Row, with their hustle, litter, dust, and noise. I met no one +on my way upstairs to the editorial rooms, and quaked at the oppressive +solemnity and detachment of it. I wondered if people were observing me +from the street and thought how much impressed they would be if they +divined the importance of the person they were looking at, possibly +another Tom Tower. The vanity of youth is in the same measure as its +valour; withdraw one, and the other droops. + +"Now," said Mr. Bowles sharply, after a brusque greeting, "we'll see +what you can do." + +I was dubious of him in that first encounter. He was crisp and quick +in manner, clear-skinned, very spruce, and clear-eyed; his eyes +appraised you in a glance. + +"Take that and see how short you can make it." + +He handed me a column from one of the "exchanges," as the copies of +other papers are called. I spent half an hour at it, striking out +repetitions and superfluous adjectives and knitting long sentences into +brief ones. Condensation is a fine thing, as Charles Reade once said, +and to know how to condense judiciously, to get all the juice, without +any of the rind or pulp, is as important to the journalist as a +knowledge of anatomy to the figure painter. + +I went over it a second time before I handed it back to him as the best +I could do. I had plucked the fatted column to a lean quarter of that +length, yet I trembled and sweated. + +"Bah!" he cried, scoring it with a pencil, which sped as dexterously as +a surgeon's knife. "Read it now. Have I omitted anything essential?" + +He had not; only the verbiage had gone. All that was worthy of +preservation remained in what the printer calls a "stickful." That was +my first lesson in journalism. + + + + +HELEN ADAMS KELLER + +(1880-____) + +HOW SHE LEARNED TO SPEAK + +When nineteen months old Helen Keller was stricken with an illness +which robbed her of both sight and hearing. The infant that is blind +and deaf is of course dumb also, for being unable to see or hear the +speech of others, the child cannot learn to imitate it. + +Despite her enormous handicaps, Miss Keller to-day is a college +graduate, a public speaker, and the author of several charming books. +It need scarcely be explained that this miracle was not wrought by +self-help alone. But if she had not striven with all her might to +respond to the efforts of her devoted teacher, Miss Keller would not +to-day be mistress of the unusual talent for literary expression which +makes her contributions sure of a welcome in the columns of the leading +magazines. + + +From "The Story of My Life," by Helen Keller. Published by Doubleday, +Page & Co. + +The most important day I remember in all my life is the one on which my +teacher, Anne Mansfield Sullivan, came to me. I am filled with wonder +when I consider the immeasurable contrast between the two lives which +it connects. It was the third of March; 1887, three months before I +was seven years old. + +On the afternoon of that eventful day I stood on the porch, dumb, +expectant. I guessed vaguely from my mother's signs and from the +hurrying to and fro in the house that something unusual was about to +happen, so I went to the door and waited on the steps. The afternoon +sun penetrated the mass of honeysuckle that covered the porch, and fell +on my upturned face. My fingers lingered almost unconsciously on the +familiar leaves and blossoms which had just come forth to greet the +sweet southern spring. I did not know what the future held of marvel +or surprise for me. Anger and bitterness had preyed upon me +continually for weeks, and a deep languor had succeeded this passionate +struggle. + +Have you ever been at sea in a dense fog, when it seemed as if a +tangible white darkness shut you in, and the great ship, tense and +anxious, groped her way toward the shore with plummet and +sounding-line, and you waited with beating heart for something to +happen? I was like that ship before my education began, only I was +without compass or sounding-line, and had no way of knowing how near +the harbour was. "Light! give me light!" was the wordless cry of my +soul, and the light of love shone on me in that very hour. + +I felt approaching footsteps. I stretched out my hand as I supposed to +my mother. Some one took it, and I was caught up and held close in the +arms of her who had come to reveal all things to me, and, more than all +things else, to love me. + +The morning after my teacher came she led me into her room and gave me +a doll. The little blind children at the Perkins Institution had sent +it and Laura Bridgman had dressed it; but I did not know this until +afterward. When I had played with it a little while, Miss Sullivan +slowly spelled into my hand the word "d-o-l-l." I was at once +interested in this finger play and tried to imitate it. When I finally +succeeded in making the letters correctly I was flushed with childish +pleasure and pride. Running downstairs to my mother I held up my hand +and made the letters for doll. I did not know that I was spelling a +word or even that words existed; I was simply making my fingers go in +monkey-like imitation. In the days that followed I learned to spell in +this uncomprehending way a great many words, among them _pin_, _hat_, +_cup_, and a few verbs like _sit_, _stand_, and _walk_. But my teacher +had been with me several weeks before I understood that everything has +a name. + +One day, while I was playing with my new doll, Miss Sullivan put my big +rag doll into my lap also, spelled "d-o-l-l" and tried to make me +understand that "d-o-l-l" applied to both. Earlier in the day we had +had a tussle over the words "m-u-g" and "w-a-t-e-r." Miss Sullivan had +tried to impress it upon me that "m-u-g" is mug and that "w-a-t-e-r" is +_water_, but I persisted in confounding the two. In despair she had +dropped the subject for the time, only to renew it at the first +opportunity. I became impatient at her repeated attempts and, seizing +the new doll, I dashed it upon the floor. I was keenly delighted when +I felt the fragments of the broken doll at my feet. Neither sorrow nor +regret followed my passionate outburst. I had not loved the doll. In +the still, dark world in which I lived there was no strong sentiment or +tenderness. I felt my teacher sweep the fragments to one side of the +hearth, and I had a sense of satisfaction that the cause of my +discomfort was removed. She brought me my hat, and I knew I was going +out into the warm sunshine. This thought, if a wordless sensation may +be called a thought, made me hop and skip with pleasure. + +We walked down the path to the well-house, attracted by the fragrance +of the honeysuckle with which it was covered. Some one was drawing +water and my teacher placed my hand under the spout. As the cool +stream gushed over one hand she spelled into the other the word water, +first slowly, then rapidly. I stood still, my whole attention fixed +upon the motions of her fingers. Suddenly I felt a misty consciousness +as of something forgotten--a thrill of returning thought; and somehow +the mystery of language was revealed to me. I knew then that +"w-a-t-e-r" meant the wonderful cool something that was flowing over my +hand. That living word awakened my soul, gave it light, hope, joy, set +it free! There were barriers still, it is true, but barriers that +could in time be swept away. + +I left the well-house eager to learn. Everything had a name, and each +name gave birth to a new thought. As we returned to the house every +object which I touched seemed to quiver with life. That was because I +saw everything with the strange, new sight that had come to me. On +entering the door I remembered the doll I had broken. I felt my way to +the hearth and picked up the pieces. I tried vainly to put them +together. Then my eyes filled with tears; for I realized what I had +done, and for the first time I felt repentance and sorrow. + +I learned a great many new words that day. I do not remember what they +all were; but I do know that _mother_, _father_, _sister_, _teacher_ +were among them--words that were to make the world blossom for me, +"like Aaron's rod, with flowers." It would have been difficult to find +a happier child than I was as I lay in my crib at the close of that +eventful day and lived over the joys it had brought me, and for the +first time longed for a new day to come. + +I had now the key to all language, and I was eager to learn to use it. +Children who hear acquire language without any particular effort; the +words that fall from others' lips they catch on the wing, as it were, +delightedly, while the little deaf child must trap them by a slow and +often painful process. But whatever the process, the result is +wonderful. Gradually from naming an object we advance step by step +until we have traversed the vast distance between our first stammered +syllable and the sweep of thought in a line of Shakespeare. + +At first, when my teacher told me about a new thing I asked very few +questions. My ideas were vague, and my vocabulary was inadequate; but +as my knowledge of things grew, and I learned more and more words, my +field of inquiry broadened, and I would return again and again to the +same subject, eager for further information. Sometimes a new word +revived an image that some earlier experience had engraved on my brain. + +I remember the morning that I first asked the meaning of the word, +"love." This was before I knew many words. I had found a few early +violets in the garden and brought them to my teacher. She tried to +kiss me; but at that time I did not like to have any one kiss me except +my mother. Miss Sullivan put her arm gently round me and spelled into +my hand, "I love Helen." + +"What is love?" I asked. + +She drew me closer to her and said, "It is here," pointing to my heart, +whose beats I was conscious of for the first time. Her words puzzled +me very much because I did not then understand anything unless I +touched it. + +I smelt the violets in her hand and asked, half in words, half in +signs, a question which meant, "Is love the sweetness of flowers?" + +"No," said my teacher. + +Again I thought. The warm sun was shining on us. + +"Is this not love?" I asked, pointing in the direction from which the +heat came, "Is this not love?" + +It seemed to me that there could be nothing more beautiful than the +sun, whose warmth makes all things grow. But Miss Sullivan shook her +head, and I was greatly puzzled and disappointed. I thought it strange +that my teacher could not show me love. + +A day or two afterward I was stringing beads of different sizes in +symmetrical groups--two large beads, three small ones, and so on. I +had made many mistakes, and Miss Sullivan had pointed them out again +and again with gentle patience. Finally I noticed a very obvious error +in the sequence and for an instant I concentrated my attention on the +lesson and tried to think how I should have arranged the beads. Miss +Sullivan touched my forehead and spelled with decided emphasis, "Think." + +In a flash I knew that the word was the name of the process that was +going on in my head. This was my first conscious perception of an +abstract idea. + +For a long time I was still--I was not thinking of the beads in my lap, +but trying to find a meaning for "love" in the light of this new idea. +The sun had been under a cloud all day, and there had been brief +showers; but suddenly the sun broke forth in all its southern splendour. + +Again I asked my teacher, "Is this not love?" + +"Love is something like the clouds that were in the sky before the sun +came out," she replied. Then in simpler words than these, which at +that time I could not have understood, she explained: "You cannot touch +the clouds, you know; but you feel the rain and know how glad the +flowers and the thirsty earth are to have it after a hot day. You +cannot touch love either; but you feel the sweetness that it pours into +everything. Without love you would not be happy or want to play." + +The beautiful truth burst upon my mind--I felt that there were +invisible lines stretched between my spirit and the spirits of others. + +From the beginning of my education Miss Sullivan made it a practice to +speak to me as she would speak to any hearing child; the only +difference was that she spelled the sentences into my hand instead of +speaking them. If I did not know the words and idioms necessary to +express my thoughts she supplied them, even suggesting conversation +when I was unable to keep up my end of the dialogue. + +This process was continued for several years; for the deaf child does +not learn in a month, or even in two or three years, the numberless +idioms and expressions used in the simplest daily intercourse. The +little hearing child learns these from constant repetition and +imitation. The conversation he hears in his home stimulates his mind +and suggests topics and calls forth the spontaneous expression of his +own thoughts. This natural exchange of ideas is denied to the deaf +child. My teacher, realizing this, determined to supply the kinds of +stimulus I lacked. This she did by repeating to me as far as possible, +verbatim, what she heard, and by showing me how I could take part in +the conversation. But it was a long time before I ventured to take the +initiative, and still longer before I could find something appropriate +to say at the right time. + +The next important step in my education was learning to read. + +As soon as I could spell a few words my teacher gave me slips of +cardboard on which were printed words in raised letters. I quickly +learned that each printed word stood for an object, an act, or a +quality. I had a frame in which I could arrange the words in little +sentences; but before I ever put sentences in the frame I used to make +them in objects. I found the slips of paper which represented, for +example, "doll," "is," "on," "bed" and placed each name on its object; +then I put my doll on the bed with the words _is_, _on_, _bed_ arranged +beside the doll, thus making a sentence of the words, and at the same +time carrying out the idea of the sentence with the things themselves. + +One day, Miss Sullivan tells me, I pinned the word _girl_ on my +pinafore and stood in the wardrobe. On the shelf I arranged the words, +_is_, _in_, _wardrobe_. Nothing delighted me so much as this game. My +teacher and I played it for hours at a time. Often everything in the +room was arranged in object sentences. + +From the printed slip it was but a step to the printed book. I took my +"Reader for Beginners" and hunted for the words I knew; when I found +them my joy was like that of a game of hide-and-seek. Thus I began to +read. Of the time when I began to read connected stories I shall speak +later. + +For a long time I had no regular lessons. Even when I studied most +earnestly it seemed more like play than work. Everything Miss Sullivan +taught me she illustrated by a beautiful story or a poem. Whenever +anything delighted or interested me she talked it over with me just as +if she were a little girl herself. What many children think of with +dread, as a painful plodding through grammar, hard sums and harder +definitions, is to-day one of my most precious memories. + +I cannot explain the peculiar sympathy Miss Sullivan had with +my pleasures and desires. Perhaps it was the result of long +association with the blind. Added to this she had a wonderful +faculty for description. She went quickly over uninteresting +details, and never nagged me with questions to see if I remembered the +day-before-yesterday's lesson. She introduced dry technicalities of +science little by little, making every subject so real that I could not +help remembering what she taught. + +We read and studied out of doors, preferring the sunlit woods to the +house. All my early lessons have in them the breath of the woods--the +fine, resinous odour of pine needles, blended with the perfume of wild +grapes. Seated in the gracious shade of a wild tulip tree, I learned +to think that everything has a lesson and a suggestion. + +Our favourite walk was to Keller's Landing, an old tumble-down +lumber-wharf on the Tennessee River, used during the Civil War to land +soldiers. There we spent many happy hours and played at learning +geography. I built dams of pebbles, made islands and lakes, and dug +river-beds, all for fun, and never dreamed that I was learning a +lesson. I listened with increasing wonder to Miss Sullivan's +descriptions of the great round world with its burning mountains, +buried cities, moving rivers of ice, and many other things as strange. +She made raised maps in clay, so that I could feel the mountain ridges +and valleys, and follow with my fingers the devious course of rivers. +I liked this, too; but the division of the earth into zones and poles +confused and teased my mind. The illustrative strings and the orange +stick representing the poles seemed so real that even to this day the +mere mention of temperate zone suggests a series of twine circles; and +I believe that if any one should set about it he could convince me that +white bears actually climb the North Pole. + +Arithmetic seems to have been the only study I did not like. From the +first I was not interested in the science of numbers. Miss Sullivan +tried to teach me to count by stringing beads in groups, and by +arranging kindergarten straws I learned to add and subtract. I never +had patience to arrange more than five or six groups at a time. When I +had accomplished this my conscience was at rest for the day, and I went +out quickly to find my playmates. + +In this same leisurely manner I studied zoology and botany. + +Once a gentleman, whose name I have forgotten, sent me a collection of +fossils--tiny mollusk shells beautifully marked, and bits of sandstone +with the print of birds' claws, and a lovely fern in bas-relief. These +were the keys which unlocked the treasures of the antediluvian world +for me. With trembling fingers I listened to Miss Sullivan's +descriptions of the terrible beasts, with uncouth, unpronounceable +names, which once went tramping through the primeval forests, tearing +down the branches of gigantic trees for food, and died in the dismal +swamps of an unknown age. For a long time these strange creatures +haunted my dreams, and this gloomy period formed a sombre background to +the joyous Now, filled with sunshine and roses and echoing with the +gentle beat of my pony's hoof. + +Another time a beautiful shell was given me, and with a child's +surprise and delight I learned how a tiny mollusk had built the +lustrous coil for his dwelling place, and how on still nights, when +there is no breeze stirring the waves, the Nautilus sails on the blue +waters of the Indian Ocean in his "ship of pearl." + +It was in the spring of 1890 that I learned to speak. The impulse to +utter audible sounds had always been strong within me. I used to make +noises, keeping one hand on my throat while the other hand felt the +movements of my lips. I was pleased with anything that made a noise +and liked to feel the cat purr and the dog bark. I also liked to keep +my hand on a singer's throat, or on a piano when it was being played. +Before I lost my sight and hearing, I was fast learning to talk, but +after my illness it was found that I had ceased to speak because I +could not hear. I used to sit in my mother's lap all day long and keep +my hands on her face because it amused me to feel the motions of her +lips; and I moved my lips, too, although I had forgotten what talking +was. My friends say that I laughed and cried naturally, and for a +while I made many sounds and word-elements, not because they were a +means of communication, but because the need of exercising my vocal +organs was imperative. There was, however, one word the meaning of +which I still remembered, water. I pronounced it "wa-wa." Even this +became less and less intelligible until the time when Miss Sullivan +began to teach me. I stopped using it only after I had learned to +spell the word on my fingers. + +I had known for a long time that the people about me used a method of +communication different from mine; and even before I knew that a deaf +child could be taught to speak, I was conscious of dissatisfaction with +the means of communication I already possessed. One who is entirely +dependent upon the manual alphabet has always a sense of restraint, of +narrowness. This feeling began to agitate me with a vexing, +forward-reaching sense of a lack that should be filled. My thoughts +would often rise and beat up like birds against the wind; and I +persisted in using my lips and voice. Friends tried to discourage this +tendency, fearing lest it would lead to disappointment. But I +persisted, and an accident soon occurred which resulted in the breaking +down of this great barrier--I heard the story of Ragnhild Kaata. + +In 1890 Mrs. Lamson, who had been one of Laura Bridgman's teachers, and +who had just returned from a visit to Norway and Sweden, came to see +me, and told me of Ragnhild Kaata, a deaf and blind girl in Norway who +had actually been taught to speak. Mrs. Lamson had scarcely finished +telling me about this girl's success before I was on fire with +eagerness. I resolved that I, too, would learn to speak. I would not +rest satisfied until my teacher took me, for advice and assistance, to +Miss Sarah Fuller, principal of the Horace Mann School. This lovely, +sweet-natured lady offered to teach me herself, and we began the +twenty-sixth of March, 1890. + +Miss Fuller's method was this: she passed my hand lightly over her +face, and let me feel the position of her tongue and lips when she made +a sound. I was eager to imitate every motion, and in an hour had +learned six elements of speech: M, P, A, S, T, I. Miss Fuller gave me +eleven lessons in all. I shall never forget the surprise and delight I +felt when I uttered my first connected sentence, "It is warm." True, +they were broken and stammering syllables; but they were human speech. +My soul, conscious of new strength, came out of bondage, and was +reaching through those broken symbols of speech to all knowledge and +all faith. + +No deaf child who has earnestly tried to speak the words which he has +never heard--to come out of the prison of silence, where no tone of +love, on song of bird, no strain of music ever pierces the +stillness--can forget the thrill of surprise, the joy of discovery +which came over him when he uttered his first word. Only such a one +can appreciate the eagerness with which I talked to my toys, to stones, +trees, birds and dumb animals, or the delight I felt when at my call +Mildred ran to me or my dogs obeyed my commands. It is an unspeakable +boon to me to be able to speak in winged words that need no +interpretation. As I talked, happy thoughts fluttered up out of my +words that might perhaps have struggled in vain to escape my fingers. + +But it must not be supposed that I could really talk in this short +time. I had learned only the elements of speech. Miss Fuller and Miss +Sullivan could understand me, but most people would not have understood +one word in a hundred. Nor is it true that, after I had learned these +elements, I did the rest of the work myself. But for Miss Sullivan's +genius, untiring perseverance and devotion, I could not have progressed +as far as I have toward natural speech. In the first place, I laboured +night and day before I could be understood even by my most intimate +friends; in the second place, I needed Miss Sullivan's assistance +constantly in my efforts to articulate each sound clearly and to +combine all sounds in a thousand ways. Even now she calls my attention +every day to mispronounced words. + +All teachers of the deaf know what this means, and only they can at all +appreciate the peculiar difficulties with which I had to contend. In +reading my teacher's lips I was wholly dependent on my fingers: I had +to use the sense of touch in catching the vibrations of the throat, the +movements of the mouth, and the expression of the face; and often this +sense was at fault. In such cases I was forced to repeat the words or +sentences, sometimes for hours, until I felt the proper ring in my own +voice. My work was practice, practice, practice. Discouragement and +weariness cast me down frequently; but the next moment the thought that +I should soon be at home and show my loved ones what I had +accomplished, spurred me on, and I eagerly looked forward to their +pleasure in my achievement. + +"My little sister will understand me now," was a thought stronger than +all obstacles. I used to repeat ecstatically, "I am not dumb now." I +could not be despondent while I anticipated the delight of talking to +my mother and reading her responses from her lips. It astonished me to +find how much easier it is to talk than to spell with the fingers, and +I discarded the manual alphabet as a medium of communication on my +part; but Miss Sullivan and a few friends still use it in speaking to +me, for it is more convenient and more rapid than lip-reading. + +Just here, perhaps, I had better explain our use of the manual +alphabet, which seems to puzzle people who do not know us. One who +reads or talks to me spells with his hand, using the single-hand manual +alphabet generally employed by the deaf. I place my hand on the hand +of the speaker so lightly as not to impede its movements. The position +of the hand is as easy to feel as it is to see. I do not feel each +letter any more than you see each letter separately when you read. +Constant practice makes the fingers very flexible, and some of my +friends spell rapidly--about as fast as an expert writes on a +typewriter. The mere spelling is, of course, no more a conscious act +than it is in writing. + +When I had made speech my own, I could not wait to go home. At last +the happiest of happy moments arrived. I had made my homeward journey, +talking constantly to Miss Sullivan, not for the sake of talking, but +determined to improve to the last minute. Almost before I knew it, the +train stopped at the Tuscumbia station, and there on the platform stood +the whole family. My eyes fill with tears now as I think how my mother +pressed me close to her, speechless and trembling with delight, taking +in every syllable that I spoke, while little Mildred seized my free +hand and kissed it and danced, and my father expressed his pride and +affection in a big silence. It was as if Isaiah's prophecy had been +fulfilled in me. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: Stories of Achievement, Volume IV (of 6)</p> +<p> Authors and Journalists</p> +<p>Author: Various</p> +<p>Editor: Asa Don Dickinson</p> +<p>Release Date: June 15, 2006 [eBook #18598]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK STORIES OF ACHIEVEMENT, VOLUME IV (OF 6)***</p> +<br><br><center><h3>E-text prepared by Al Haines</h3></center><br><br> +<hr class="full" noshade> +<BR> +<BR> +<BR> + +<A NAME="img-front"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG SRC="images/img-front.jpg" ALT="Robert Burns" BORDER="2" WIDTH="334" HEIGHT="519"> +<H3> +[Frontispiece: Robert Burns] +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<BR><BR> + +<H1 ALIGN="center"> +STORIES OF ACHIEVEMENT +</H1> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +EDITED BY +<BR> +ASA DON DICKINSON +</H3> + +<BR><BR> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +Authors and Journalists +</H2> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +JEAN JACQUES ROUSSEAU<BR> +ROBERT BURNS<BR> +CHARLOTTE BRONTE<BR> +CHARLES DICKENS<BR> +HORACE GREELEY<BR> +LOUISA M. ALCOTT<BR> +HENRY GEORGE<BR> +WILLIAM H. RIDEING<BR> +JACOB A. RIIS<BR> +HELEN KELLER<BR> +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +GARDEN CITY —— NEW YORK +<BR> +DOUBLEDAY, PAGE & COMPANY +<BR> +1925 +</H4> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H5 ALIGN="center"> +COPYRIGHT, 1916, BY +<BR> +DOUBLEDAY, PAGE & COMPANY +<BR> +ALL RIGHTS RESERVED +</H5> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +ACKNOWLEDGMENT +</H3> + +<P> +In the preparation of this volume the publishers have received from +several houses and authors generous permissions to reprint copyright +material. For this they wish to express their cordial gratitude. In +particular, acknowledgments are due to the Houghton Mifflin Company for +permission to reprint the sketch of Horace Greeley; to Little, Brown & +Co. for permission to reprint passages from "The Life, Letters, and +Journals of Louisa May Alcott"; to Mr. Henry George, Jr., for the +extract from his life of his father; to William H. Rideing for +permission to reprint extracts from his book "Many Celebrities and a +Few Others"; to the Macmillan Company for permission to use passages +from "The Making of an American," by Jacob A. Riis; to Miss Helen +Keller for permission to reprint from "The Story of My Life." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +CONTENTS +</H2> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +AUTHORS AND JOURNALISTS +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap01"> +JEAN JACQUES ROUSSEAU<BR> + The Man to Whom Expression was Travail<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap02"> +ROBERT BURNS<BR> + The Ploughman-poet<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap03"> +HORACE GREELEY<BR> + How the Farm-boy Became an Editor<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap04"> +CHARLES DICKENS<BR> + The Factory Boy<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap05"> +CHARLOTTE BRONTE<BR> + The Country Parson's Daughter<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap06"> +LOUISA MAY ALCOTT<BR> + The Journal of a Brave and Talented Girl<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap07"> +HENRY GEORGE<BR> + The Troubles of a Job Printer<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap08"> +JACOB RIIS<BR> + "The Making of an American"<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap09"> +WILLIAM H. RIDEING<BR> + Rejected Manuscripts<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#chap10"> +HELEN ADAMS KELLER<BR> + How She Learned to Speak<BR> +</A> +</H3> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap01"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +JEAN JACQUES ROUSSEAU +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1712-1778) +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE MAN TO WHOM EXPRESSION WAS TRAVAIL +</H3> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From the "Confessions of Rousseau." +</P> + +<P> +It is strange to hear that those critics who spoke of Rousseau's +"incomparable gift of expression," of his "easy, natural style," were +ludicrously incorrect in their allusions. From his "Confessions" we +learn that he had no gift of clear, fluent expression; that he was by +nature so incoherent that he could not creditably carry on an ordinary +conversation; and that the ideas which stirred Europe, although +spontaneously conceived, were brought forth and set before the world +only after their progenitor had suffered the real pangs of labor. +</P> + +<P> +But after all it is the same old story over again. Great things are +rarely said or done easily. +</P> + +<P> +Two things very opposite unite in me, and in a manner which I cannot +myself conceive. My disposition is extremely ardent, my passions +lively and impetuous, yet my ideas are produced slowly, with great +embarrassment and after much afterthought. It might be said my heart +and understanding do not belong to the same individual. A sentiment +takes possession of my soul with the rapidity of lightning, but instead +of illuminating, it dazzles and confounds me; I feel all, but see +nothing; I am warm but stupid; to think I must be cool. What is +astonishing, my conception is clear and penetrating, if not hurried: I +can make excellent impromptus at leisure, but on the instant could +never say or do anything worth notice. I could hold a tolerable +conversation by the post, as they say the Spaniards play at chess, and +when I read that anecdote of a duke of Savoy, who turned himself round, +while on a journey, to cry out "<I>a votre gorge, marchand de Paris</I>!" I +said, "Here is a trait of my character!" +</P> + +<P> +This slowness of thought, joined to vivacity of feeling, I am not only +sensible of in conversation, but even alone. When I write, my ideas +are arranged with the utmost difficulty. They glance on my imagination +and ferment till they discompose, heat, and bring on a palpitation; +during this state of agitation I see nothing properly, cannot write a +single word, and must wait till all is over. Insensibly the agitation +subsides, the chaos acquires form, and each circumstance takes its +proper place. Have you never seen an opera in Italy where during the +change of scene everything is in confusion, the decorations are +intermingled, and any one would suppose that all would be overthrown; +yet by little and little, everything is arranged, nothing appears +wanting, and we feel surprised to see the tumult succeeded by the most +delightful spectacle. This is a resemblance of what passes in my brain +when I attempt to write; had I always waited till that confusion was +past, and then pointed, in their natural beauties, the objects that had +presented themselves, few authors would have surpassed me. +</P> + +<P> +Thence arises the extreme difficulty I find in writing; my manuscripts, +blotted, scratched, and scarcely legible, attest the trouble they cost +me; nor is there one of them but I have been obliged to transcribe four +or five times before it went to press. Never could I do anything when +placed at a table, pen in hand; it must be walking among the rocks, or +in the woods; it is at night in my bed, during my wakeful hours, that I +compose; it may be judged how slowly, particularly for a man who has +not the advantage of verbal memory, and never in his life could retain +by heart six verses. Some of my periods I have turned and returned in +my head five or six nights before they were fit to be put to paper: +thus it is that I succeed better in works that require laborious +attention than those that appear more trivial, such as letters, in +which I could never succeed, and being obliged to write one is to me a +serious punishment; nor can I express my thoughts on the most trivial +subjects without it costing me hours of fatigue. If I write +immediately what strikes me, my letter is a long, confused, unconnected +string of expressions, which, when read, can hardly be understood. +</P> + +<P> +It is not only painful to me to give language to my ideas but even to +receive them. I have studied mankind, and think myself a tolerable +observer, yet I know nothing from what I see, but all from what I +remember, nor have I understanding except in my recollections. From +all that is said, from all that passes in my presence, I feel nothing, +conceive nothing, the exterior sign being all that strikes me; +afterward it returns to my remembrance; I recollect the place, the +time, the manner, the look, and gesture, not a circumstance escapes me; +it is then, from what has been done or said, that I imagine what has +been thought, and I have rarely found myself mistaken. +</P> + +<P> +So little master of my understanding when alone, let any one judge what +I must be in conversation, where to speak with any degree of ease you +must think of a thousand things at the same time: the bare idea that I +should forget something material would be sufficient to intimidate me. +Nor can I comprehend how people can have the confidence to converse in +large companies, where each word must pass in review before so many, +and where it would be requisite to know their several characters and +histories to avoid saying what might give offence. In this particular, +those who frequent the world would have a great advantage, as they know +better where to be silent, and can speak with greater confidence; yet +even they sometimes let fall absurdities; in what predicament then must +he be who drops as it were from the clouds? It is almost impossible he +should speak ten minutes with impunity. +</P> + +<P> +In a tête-à-tête there is a still worse inconvenience; that is, the +necessity of talking perpetually, at least, the necessity of answering +when spoken to, and keeping up the conversation when the other is +silent. This insupportable constraint is alone sufficient to disgust +me with variety, for I cannot form an idea of a greater torment than +being obliged to speak continually without time for recollection. I +know not whether it proceeds from my mortal hatred of all constraint; +but if I am obliged to speak, I infallibly talk nonsense. What is +still worse, instead of learning how to be silent when I have +absolutely nothing to say, it is generally at such times that I have a +violent inclination; and, endeavoring to pay my debt of conversation as +speedily as possible, I hastily gabble a number of words without ideas, +happy when they only chance to mean nothing; thus endeavoring to +conquer or hide my incapacity, I rarely fail to show it. +</P> + +<P> +I think I have said enough to show that, though not a fool, I have +frequently passed for one, even among people capable of judging; this +was the more vexatious, as my physiognomy and eyes promised otherwise, +and expectation being frustrated, my stupidity appeared the more +shocking. This detail, which a particular occasion gave birth to, will +not be useless in the sequel, being a key to many of my actions which +might otherwise appear unaccountable; and have been attributed to a +savage humor I do not possess. I love society as much as any man, was +I not certain to exhibit myself in it, not only disadvantageously, but +totally different from what I really am. The plan I have adopted of +writing and retirement is what exactly suits me. Had I been present, +my worth would never have been known, no one would ever have suspected +it; thus it was with Madam Dupin, a woman of sense, in whose house I +lived for several years; indeed, she has often since owned it to me: +though on the whole this rule may be subject to some exceptions.… +</P> + +<P> +The heat of the summer was this year (1749) excessive. Vincennes is +two leagues from Paris. The state of my finances not permitting me to +pay for hackney coaches, at two o'clock in the afternoon, I went on +foot, when alone, and walked as fast as possible, that I might arrive +the sooner. The trees by the side of the road, always lopped, +according to the custom of the country, afforded but little shade, and +exhausted by fatigue, I frequently threw myself on the ground, being +unable to proceed any farther. I thought a book in my hand might make +me moderate my pace. One day I took the <I>Mercure de France</I>, and as I +walked and read, I came to the following question proposed by the +academy of Dijon, for the premium of the ensuing year: Has the progress +of sciences and arts contributed to corrupt or purify morals? +</P> + +<P> +The moment I had read this, I seemed to behold another world, and +became a different man. Although I have a lively remembrance of the +impression it made upon me, the detail has escaped my mind, since I +communicated it to M. de Malesherbes in one of my four letters to him. +This is one of the singularities of my memory which merits to be +remarked. It serves me in proportion to my dependence upon it; the +moment I have committed to paper that with which it was charged, it +forsakes me, and I have no sooner written a thing than I had forgotten +it entirely. This singularity is the same with respect to music. +Before I learned the use of notes I knew a great number of songs; the +moment I had made a sufficient progress to sing an air of art set to +music, I could not recollect any one of them; and, at present, I much +doubt whether I should be able entirely to go through one of those of +which I was the most fond. All I distinctly recollect upon this +occasion is, that on my arrival at Vincennes, I was in an agitation +which approached a delirium. Diderot perceived it; I told him the +cause, and read to him the prosopopoeia of Fabricius, written with a +pencil under a tree. He encouraged me to pursue my ideas, and to +become a competitor for the premium. I did so, and from that moment I +was ruined. +</P> + +<P> +All the rest of my misfortunes during my life were the inevitable +effect of this moment of error. +</P> + +<P> +My sentiments became elevated with the most inconceivable rapidity to +the level of my ideas. All my little passions were stifled by the +enthusiasm of truth, liberty, and virtue; and, what is most +astonishing, this effervescence continued in my mind upward of five +years, to as great a degree, perhaps, as it has ever done in that of +any other man. I composed the discourse in a very singular manner, and +in that style which I have always followed in my other works, I +dedicated to it the hours of the night in which sleep deserted me; I +meditated in my bed with my eyes closed, and in my mind turned over and +over again my periods with incredible labor and care; the moment they +were finished to my satisfaction, I deposited in my memory, until I had +an opportunity of committing them to paper; but the time of rising and +putting on my clothes made me lose everything, and when I took up my +pen I recollected but little of what I had composed. I made Madam le +Vasseur my secretary; I had lodged her with her daughter and husband +nearer to myself; and she, to save me the expense of a servant, came +every morning to make my fire, and to do such other little things as +were necessary. As soon as she arrived I dictated to her while in bed +what I had composed in the night, and this method, which for a long +time I observed, preserved me many things I should otherwise have +forgotten. +</P> + +<P> +As soon as the discourse was finished, I showed it to Diderot. He was +satisfied with the production, and pointed out some corrections he +thought necessary to be made. However, this composition, full of force +and fire, absolutely wants logic and order; of all the works I ever +wrote, this is the weakest in reasoning, and the most devoid of number +and harmony. With whatever talent a man may be born, the art of +writing is not easily learned. +</P> + +<P> +I sent off this piece without mentioning it to anybody, except, I +think, to Grimm. +</P> + +<P> +The year following (1750), not thinking more of my discourse, I learned +it had gained the premium at Dijon. This news awakened all the ideas +which had dictated it to me, gave them new animation, and completed the +fermentation of my heart of that first leaves of heroism and virtue +which my father, my country, and Plutarch had inspired in my infancy. +Nothing now appeared great in my eyes but to be free and virtuous, +superior to fortune and opinion, and independent of all exterior +circumstances; although a false shame, and the fear of disapprobation +at first prevented me from conducting myself according to these +principles, and from suddenly quarrelling with the maxims of the age in +which I lived, I from that moment took a decided resolution to do +it.… +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap02"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +ROBERT BURNS +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1759-1796) +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE PLOUGHMAN-POET +</H3> + +<P> +A note of pride in his humble origin rings throughout the following +pages. The ploughman poet was wiser in thought than in deed, and his +life was not a happy one. But, whatever his faults, he did his best +with the one golden talent that Fate bestowed upon him. Each book that +he encountered was made to stand and deliver the message that it +carried for him. Sweethearting and good-fellowship were his bane, yet +he won much good from his practice of the art of correspondence with +sweethearts and boon companions. And although Socrates was perhaps +scarcely a name to him, he studied always to follow the Athenian's +favourite maxim, <I>Know thyself</I>; realizing, with his elder brother of +Warwickshire, that "the chiefest study of mankind is man." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From an autobiographical sketch sent to Dr. Moore. +</P> + +<P> +[<I>To Dr. Moore</I>] +</P> + +<P> +MAUCHLINE, August 2, 1787. +</P> + +<P> +For some months past I have been rambling over the country, but I am +now confined with some lingering complaints, originating, as I take it, +in the stomach. To divert my spirits a little in this miserable fog of +ennui, I have taken a whim to give you a history of myself. My name +has made some little noise in this country; you have done me the honour +to interest yourself very warmly in my behalf; and I think a faithful +account of what character of a man I am, and how I came by that +character, may perhaps amuse you in an idle moment. I will give you an +honest narrative, though I know it will be often at my own expense; for +I assure you, sir, I have, like Solomon, whose character, excepting in +the trifling affair of wisdom, I sometimes think I resemble—I have, I +say, like him turned my eyes to behold madness and folly, and like him, +too, frequently shaken hands with their intoxicating friendship. After +you have perused these pages, should you think them trifling and +impertinent, I only beg leave to tell you that the poor author wrote +them under some twitching qualms of conscience, arising from a +suspicion that he was doing what he ought not to do; a predicament he +has more than once been in before. +</P> + +<P> +I have not the most distant pretensions to assume that character which +the pye-coated guardians of escutcheons call a gentleman. When at +Edinburgh last winter I got acquainted in the <I>Herald's</I> office; and, +looking through that granary of honors, I there found almost every name +in the kingdom; but for me, +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> + My ancient but ignoble blood<BR> +Has crept thro' scoundrels ever since the flood.<BR> +</P> + +<P> +Gules, purpure, argent, etc., quite disowned me. +</P> + +<P> +My father was of the north of Scotland, the son of a farmer, and was +thrown by early misfortunes on the world at large; where, after many +years' wanderings and sojournings, he picked up a pretty large quantity +of observation and experience, to which I am indebted for most of my +little pretensions to wisdom. I have met with few who understood men, +their manners and their ways, equal to him; but stubborn, ungainly +integrity, and headlong, ungovernable irascibility, are disqualifying +circumstances; consequently, I was born a very poor man's son. For the +first six or seven years of my life my father was gardener to a worthy +gentleman of small estate in the neighbourhood of Ayr. Had he +continued in that station, I must have marched off to be one of the +little underlings about a farmhouse; but it was his dearest wish and +prayer to have it in his power to keep his children under his own eye +till they could discern between good and evil; so with the assistance +of his generous master, my father ventured on a small farm on his +estate. +</P> + +<P> +At those years, I was by no means a favourite with anybody. I was a +good deal noted for a retentive memory, a stubborn, sturdy something in +my disposition, and an enthusiastic, idiotic piety. I say idiotic +piety because I was then but a child. Though it cost the schoolmaster +some thrashings, I made an excellent English scholar; and by the time I +was ten or eleven years of age, I was a critic in substantives, verbs, +and particles. In my infant and boyish days, too, I owe much to an old +woman who resided in the family, remarkable for her ignorance, +credulity, and superstition. She had, I suppose, the largest +collection in the country of tales and songs concerning devils, ghosts, +fairies, brownies, witches, warlocks, spunkies, kelpies, elf-candles, +dead-lights, wraiths, apparitions, cantraips, giants, enchanted towers, +dragons, and other trumpery. This cultivated the latent seeds of +poetry; but had so strong an effect on my imagination that to this hour +in my nocturnal rambles I sometimes keep a sharp lookout in suspicious +places; and though nobody can be more sceptical than I am in such +matters, yet it often takes an effort of philosophy to shake off these +idle terrors. +</P> + +<P> +The earliest composition that I recollect taking pleasure in was "The +Vision of Mirza," and a hymn of Addison's beginning, "How are thy +servants blest, O Lord!" I particularly remember one half-stanza which +was music to my boyish ear— +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +For though on dreadful whirls we hung<BR> +High on the broken wave--<BR> +</P> + +<P> +I met with these pieces in Mason's English Collection, one of my +schoolbooks. The first two books I ever read in private, and which +gave me more pleasure than any two books I ever read since, were "The +Life of Hannibal" and "The History of Sir William Wallace." Hannibal +gave my young ideas such a turn that I used to strut in raptures up and +down after the recruiting drum and bagpipe and wish myself tall enough +to be a soldier; while the story of Wallace poured a Scottish prejudice +into my veins, which will boil along there till the floodgates of life +shut in eternal rest. +</P> + +<P> +Polemical divinity about this time was putting the country half mad, +and I, ambitious of shining in conversation parties on Sundays, between +sermons, at funerals, etc., used a few years afterward to puzzle +Calvinism with so much heat and indiscretion that I raised a hue and +cry of heresy against me, which has not ceased to this hour. +</P> + +<P> +My vicinity to Ayr was of some advantage to me. My social disposition, +when not checked by some modifications of spirited pride, was like our +catechism definition of infinitude, without bounds or limits. I formed +several connections with other younkers, who possessed superior +advantages; the youngling actors who were busy in the rehearsal of +parts, in which they were shortly to appear on the stage of life, +where, alas! I was destined to drudge behind the scenes. It is not +commonly at this green age that our young gentry have a just sense of +the immense distance between them and their ragged playfellows. It +takes a few dashes into the world to give the young, great man that +proper, decent, unnoticing disregard for the poor, insignificant, +stupid devils, the mechanics and peasantry around him, who were, +perhaps, born in the same village. My young superiors never insulted +the clouterly appearance of my plough-boy carcase, the two extremes of +which were often exposed to all the inclemencies of all the seasons. +They would give me stray volumes of books; among them, even then, I +could pick up some observations, and one, whose heart, I am sure, not +even the "Munny Begum" scenes have tainted, helped me to a little +French. Parting with these my young friends and benefactors, as they +occasionally went off for the East or West Indies, was often to me a +sore affliction; but I was soon called to more serious evils. My +father's generous master died, the farm proved a ruinous bargain; and +to clench the misfortune, we fell into the hands of a factor, who sat +for the picture I have drawn of one in my tale of "Twa Dogs." My +father was advanced in life when he married; I was the eldest of seven +children, and he, worn out by early hardships, was unfit for labour. +My father's spirit was soon irritated, but not easily broken. There +was a freedom in his lease in two years more, and to weather these two +years, we retrenched our expenses. We lived very poorly; I was a +dexterous ploughman for my age; and the next eldest to me was a brother +(Gilbert), who could drive the plough very well, and help me to thrash +the corn. A novel-writer might, perhaps, have viewed these scenes with +some satisfaction, but so did not I; my indignation yet boils at the +recollection of the scoundrel factor's insolent, threatening letters, +which used to set us all in tears. +</P> + +<P> +This kind of life—the cheerless gloom of a hermit, with the unceasing +moil of a galley slave, brought me to my sixteenth year; a little +before which period I first committed the sin of rhyme. You know our +country custom of coupling a man and woman together as partners in the +labours of harvest. In my fifteenth autumn my partner was a bewitching +creature, a year younger than myself. My scarcity of English denies me +the power of doing her justice in that language, but you know the +Scottish idiom: she was a "bonnie, sweet, sonsie (engaging) lass." In +short, she, altogether unwittingly to herself, initiated me in that +delicious passion, which, in spite of acid disappointment, gin-horse +prudence, and bookworm philosophy, I hold to be the first of human +joys, our dearest blessing here below! How she caught the contagion I +cannot tell; you medical people talk much of infection from breathing +the same air, the touch, etc., but I never expressly said I loved her. +Indeed I did not know myself why I liked so much to loiter behind with +her when returning in the evening from our labours; why the tones of +her voice made my heartstrings thrill like an Aeolian harp; and +particularly why my pulse beat such a furious ratan, when I looked and +fingered over her little hand to pick out the cruel nettle-stings and +thistles. Among her other love-inspiring qualities, she sung sweetly; +and it was her favourite reel to which I attempted giving an embodied +vehicle in rhyme. I was not so presumptuous as to imagine that I could +make verses like printed ones, composed by men who had Greek and Latin; +but my girl sung a song which was said to be composed by a small +country laird's son, on one of his father's maids with whom he was in +love; and I saw no reason why I might not rhyme as well as he; for, +excepting that he could smear sheep, and cast peats, his father living +in the moorlands, he had no more scholar-craft than myself. +</P> + +<P> +Thus with me began love and poetry, which at times have been my only, +and till within the last twelve months have been my highest, enjoyment. +My father struggled on till he reached the freedom in his lease, when +he entered on a larger farm, about ten miles farther in the country. +The nature of the bargain he made was such as to throw a little ready +money into his hands at the commencement of his lease, otherwise the +affair would have been impracticable. For four years we lived +comfortably here, but a difference commencing between him and his +landlord as to terms, after three years' tossing and whirling in the +vortex of litigation, my father was just saved from the horrors of a +jail by a consumption which, after two years' promises, kindly stepped +in, and carried him away, to where the wicked cease from troubling, and +where the weary are at rest! +</P> + +<P> +It is during the time that we lived on this farm that my little story +is most eventful. I was, at the beginning of this period, perhaps the +most ungainly, awkward boy in the parish—no hermit was less acquainted +with the ways of the world. What I knew of ancient story was gathered +from Salmon's and Guthrie's Geographical Grammars; and the ideas I had +formed of modern manners, of literature, and criticism, I got from the +<I>Spectator</I>. These, with Pope's Works, some Plays of Shakespeare, +Tull, and Dickson on Agriculture, The "Pantheon," Locke's "Essay on the +Human Understanding," Stackhouse's "History of the Bible," Justice's +"British Gardener's Directory," Boyle's "Lectures," Allan Ramsay's +Works, Taylor's "Scripture Doctrine of Original Sin," "A Select +Collection of English Songs," and Hervey's "Meditations," had formed +the whole of my reading. The collection of songs was my companion, day +and night. I pored over them driving my cart, or walking to labour, +song by song, verse by verse; carefully noting the true, tender, or +sublime, from affectation and fustian. I am convinced I owe to this +practice much of my critic-craft, such as it is. +</P> + +<P> +In my seventeenth year, to give my manners a brush, I went to a country +dancing-school. My father had an unaccountable antipathy against these +meetings, and my going was, what to this moment I repent, in opposition +to his wishes. My father, as I said before, was subject to strong +passions; from that instance of disobedience in me he took a sort of +dislike to me, which, I believe, was one cause of the dissipation which +marked my succeeding years. I say dissipation, comparatively with the +strictness, and sobriety, and regularity of Presbyterian country life; +for though the will-o'-wisp meteors of thoughtless whim were almost the +sole lights of my path, yet early ingrained piety and virtue kept me +for several years afterward within the line of innocence. The great +misfortune of my life was to want an aim. I had felt early some +stirrings of ambition, but they were the blind gropings of Homer's +Cyclops round the walls of his cave. I saw my father's situation +entailed on me perpetual labour. The only two openings by which I +could enter the temple of fortune were the gate of niggardly economy or +the path of little chicaning bargain-making. The first is so +contracted an aperture I never could squeeze myself into it; the last I +always hated—there was contamination in the very entrance! Thus +abandoned of aim or view in life, with a strong appetite for +sociability, as well from native hilarity as from a pride of +observation and remark; a constitutional melancholy or hypochondriasm +that made me fly solitude; add to these incentives to social life my +reputation for bookish knowledge, a certain wild, logical talent, and a +strength of thought, something like the rudiments of good sense; and it +will not seem surprising that I was generally a welcome guest where I +visited, or any great wonder that always, where two or three met +together, there was I among them. But far beyond all other impulses of +my heart was a leaning toward the adorable half of humankind. My heart +was completely tinder, and was eternally lighted up by some goddess or +other; and, as in every other warfare in this world, my fortune was +various; sometimes I was received with favour, and sometimes I was +mortified with a repulse. At the plough, scythe, or reap-hook I feared +no competitor, and thus I set absolute want at defiance; and as I never +cared further for my labours than while I was in actual exercise, I +spent the evenings in the way after my own heart. +</P> + +<P> +Another circumstance in my life which made some alteration in my mind +and manners was that I spent my nineteenth summer on a smuggling coast, +a good distance from home, at a noted school, to learn mensuration, +surveying, dialling, etc., in which I made a pretty good progress. But +I made a greater progress in the knowledge of mankind. The contraband +trade was at that time very successful, and it sometimes happened to me +to fall with those who carried it on. Scenes of swaggering riot and +roaring dissipation were, till this time, new to me; but I was no enemy +to social life. +</P> + +<P> +My reading meantime was enlarged with the very important addition of +Thomson's and Shenstone's Works. I had seen human nature in a new +phase; and I engaged several of my schoolfellows to keep up a literary +correspondence with me. This improved me in composition. I had met +with a collection of letters by the wits of Queen Anne's reign, and +pored over them most devoutly. I kept copies of any of my own letters +that pleased me, and a comparison between them and the composition of +most of my correspondents flattered my vanity. I carried this whim so +far that, though I had not three farthings' worth of business in the +world, yet almost every post brought me as many letters as if I had +been a broad plodding son of the day-book and ledger. +</P> + +<P> +My life flowed on much in the same course till my twenty-third year. +The addition of two more authors to my library gave me great pleasure: +Sterne and Mackenzie—"Tristram Shandy" and the "Man of Feeling"—were +my bosom favourites. Poesy was still a darling walk for my mind, but +it was only indulged in according to the humour of the hour. I had +usually half a dozen or more pieces on hand; I took up one or other, as +it suited the momentary tone of the mind, and dismissed the work as it +bordered on fatigue. My passions, when once lighted up, raged like so +many devils, till they got vent in rhyme; and then the conning over my +verses, like a spell, soothed all into quiet! None of the rhymes of +those days are in print, except "Winter, a Dirge," the eldest of my +printed pieces; "The Death of Poor Maillie," "John Barleycorn," and +Songs First, Second, and Third. Song Second was the ebullition of that +passion which ended the forementioned school business. +</P> + +<P> +My twenty-third year was to me an important era. Partly through whim, +and partly that I wished to set about doing something in life, I joined +a flax-dresser in a neighbouring town (Irvine), to learn the trade. +This was an unlucky affair. As we were giving a welcome carousal to +the new year, the shop took fire and burned to ashes, and I was left, +like a true poet, not worth a sixpence. +</P> + +<P> +I was obliged to give up this scheme, the clouds of misfortune were +gathering thick round my father's head; and, what was worst of all, he +was visibly far gone in a consumption; and to crown my distresses, a +beautiful girl, whom I adored, and who had pledged her soul to meet me +in the field of matrimony, jilted me, with peculiar circumstances of +mortification. The finishing evil that brought up the rear of this +infernal file was my constitutional melancholy being increased to such +a degree that for three months I was in a state of mind scarcely to be +envied by the hopeless wretches who have got their mittimus—depart +from me, ye cursed! +</P> + +<P> +From this adventure I learned something of a town life; but the +principal thing which gave my mind a turn was a friendship I formed +with a young fellow, a very noble character, but a hapless son of +misfortune. He was the son of a simple mechanic; but a great man in +the neighbourhood taking him under his patronage, gave him a genteel +education, with a view of bettering his situation in life. The patron +dying just as he was ready to launch out into the world, the poor +fellow in despair went to sea; where, after a variety of good and ill +fortune, a little before I was acquainted with him he had been set on +shore by an American privateer, on the wild coast of Connaught, +stripped of everything. I cannot quit this poor fellow's story without +adding that he is at this time master of a large West Indiaman +belonging to the Thames. +</P> + +<P> +His mind was fraught with independence, magnanimity, and every manly +virtue. I loved and admired him to a degree of enthusiasm, and of +course strove to imitate him. In some measure I succeeded; I had pride +before, but he taught it to flow in proper channels. His knowledge of +the world was vastly superior to mine, and I was all attention to +learn.… My reading only increased while in this town by two stray +volumes of "Pamela," and one of "Ferdinand Count Fathom," which gave me +some idea of novels. Rhyme, except some religious pieces that are in +print, I had given up; but meeting with Fergusson's Scottish Poems, I +strung anew my wildly sounding lyre with emulating vigour. When my +father died his all went among the hell-hounds that growl in the kennel +of justice; but we made a shift to collect a little money in the family +amongst us, with which to keep us together; my brother and I took a +neighbouring farm. My brother wanted my hare-brained imagination, as +well as my social and amorous madness; but in good sense, and every +sober qualification, he was far my superior. +</P> + +<P> +I entered on this farm with a full resolution, "come, go to, I will be +wise!" I read farming books, I calculated crops; I attended markets; +and, in short, in spite of the devil, and the world, and the flesh, I +believe I should have been a wise man; but the first year, from +unfortunately buying bad seed, the second from a late harvest, we lost +half our crops. This overset all my wisdom, and I returned, "like the +dog to his vomit, and the sow that was washed, to her wallowing in the +mire." +</P> + +<P> +I now began to be known in the neighbourhood as a maker of rhymes. The +first of my poetic offspring that saw the light was a burlesque +lamentation on a quarrel between two reverend Calvinists, both of them +figuring in my "Holy Fair." I had a notion myself that the piece had +some merit; but, to prevent the worst, I gave a copy of it to a friend, +who was very fond of such things, and told him that I could not guess +who was the author of it, but that I thought it pretty clever. With a +certain description of the clergy, as well as laity, it met with a roar +of applause. "Holy Willie's Prayer" next made its appearance, and +alarmed the kirk-session so much, that they held several meetings to +look over their spiritual artillery, if haply any of it might be +pointed against profane rhymers. Unluckily for me, my wanderings led +me on another side, within point-blank shot of their heaviest metal. +This is the unfortunate story that gave rise to my printed poem, "The +Lament." This was a most melancholy affair, which I cannot yet bear to +reflect on, and had very nearly given me one or two of the principal +qualifications for a place among those who have lost the chart, and +mistaken the reckoning of rationality. I gave up my part of the farm +to my brother; in truth, it was only nominally mine; and made what +little preparation was in my power for Jamaica. +</P> + +<P> +But before leaving my native country forever, I resolved to publish my +poems. I weighed my productions as impartially as was in my power; I +thought they had merit; and it was a delicious idea that I should be +called a clever fellow, even though it should never reach my ears—a +poor Negro driver—or perhaps a victim to that inhospitable clime, and +gone to the world of spirits! I can truly say that, poor and unknown +as I then was, I had pretty nearly as high an idea of myself and of my +works as I have at this moment, when the public has decided in their +favour. It ever was my opinion that the mistakes and blunders, both in +a rational and religious point of view, of which we see thousands daily +guilty, are owing to their ignorance of themselves. To know myself had +been all along my constant study. I weighed myself alone; I balanced +myself with others. I watched every means of information, to see how +much ground I occupied as a man and as a poet; I studied assiduously +Nature's design in my formation—where the lights and shades in my +character were intended. I was pretty confident my poems would meet +with some applause; but at the worst, the roar of the Atlantic would +deafen the voice of censure, and the novelty of West Indian scenes make +me forget neglect. I threw off six hundred copies, of which I had got +subscriptions for about three hundred and fifty. My vanity was highly +gratified by the reception I met with from the public; and besides I +pocketed, all expenses deducted, nearly twenty pounds. This sum came +very seasonably, as I was thinking of indenting myself for want of +money to procure my passage. As soon as I was master of nine guineas, +the price of wafting me to the torrid zone, I took a steerage passage +in the first ship that was to sail from the Clyde, for +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +Hungry ruin had me in the wind.<BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +I had been for some days skulking from covert to covert, under all the +terrors of a jail; as some ill-advised people had uncoupled the +merciless pack of the law at my heels. I had taken the last farewell +of my few friends; my chest was on the road to Greenock; I had composed +the last song I should ever measure in Caledonia—"The Gloomy Night Is +Gathering Fast," when a letter from Dr. Blacklock to a friend of mine +overthrew all my schemes by opening new prospects to my poetic +ambition. The doctor belonged to a set of critics for whose applause I +had not dared to hope. His opinion, that I would meet with +encouragement in Edinburgh for a second edition, fired me so much, that +away I posted for that city, without a single acquaintance, or a single +letter of introduction. The baneful star that had so long shed its +blasting influence in my zenith for once made a revolution to the +nadir; and a kind Providence placed me under the patronage of one of +the noblest of men, the Earl of Glencairn. <I>Oublie moi, grand Dieu, si +jamais je l'oublie</I> [Forget me, Great God, if I ever forget him!]. +</P> + +<P> +I need relate no further. At Edinburgh I was in a new world; I mingled +among many classes of men, but all of them new to me, and I was all +attention to "catch" the characters and "the manners living as they +rise." Whether I have profited, time will show. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +POETS ARE BORN—THEN MADE +</H3> + +<P> +[<I>To Dr. Moore</I>] +</P> + +<P> +ELLISLAND, 4th January, 1789. +</P> + +<P> +…The character and employment of a poet were formerly my pleasure, +but are now my pride. I know that a very great deal of my late <I>éclat</I> +was owing to the singularity of my situation and the honest prejudice +of Scotsmen; but still, as I said in the preface to my first edition, I +do look upon myself as having some pretensions from nature to the +poetic character. I have not a doubt but the knack, the aptitude, to +learn the muses' trade, is a gift bestowed by Him "who forms the secret +bias of the soul"; but I as firmly believe that <I>excellence</I> in the +profession is the fruit of industry, labour, attention, and pains. At +least I am resolved to try my doctrine by the test of experience. +Another appearance from the press I put off to a very distant day, a +day that may never arrive—but poesy I am determined to prosecute with +all my vigour. Nature has given very few, if any, of the profession, +the talents of shining in every species of composition. I shall try +(for until trial it is impossible to know) whether she has qualified me +to shine in any one. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE KINDLY CRITIC IS THE POET'S BEST FRIEND +</H3> + +<P> +[<I>To Mr. Moore</I>] +</P> + +<P> +The worst of it is, by the time one has finished a piece, it has been +so often viewed and reviewed before the mental eye that one loses, in a +good measure, the power of critical discrimination. Here the best +criterion I know is a friend—not only of abilities to judge, but with +good nature enough like a prudent teacher with a young learner to +praise a little more than is exactly just, lest the thin-skinned animal +fall into that most deplorable of all diseases—heart-breaking +despondency of himself. Dare I, sir, already immensely indebted to +your goodness, ask the additional obligation of your being that friend +to me?… +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap03"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +HORACE GREELEY +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1811-1872) +</H3> + + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +HOW THE FARM-BOY BECAME AN EDITOR +</H3> + +<P> +Horace Greeley, the farmer's son, lived most of his life in the +metropolis, yet he always looked like a farmer, and most people would +be willing to admit that he retained the farmer's traditional goodness +of heart, if not quite all of his traditional simplicity. His judgment +was keen and shrewd, and for many years the cracker-box philosophers of +the village store impatiently awaited the sorting of the mail chiefly +that they might learn what "Old Horace" had to say about some new +picture in the kaleidoscope of politics. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From "Captains of Industry," by James Parton. Houghton, Mifflin & Co., +1884. +</P> + +<P> +I have seldom been more interested than in hearing Horace Greeley tell +the story of his coming to New York, in 1831, and gradually working his +way into business there. +</P> + +<P> +He was living at the age of twenty years with his parents in a small +log-cabin in a new clearing of Western Pennsylvania, about twenty miles +from Erie. His father, a Yankee by birth, had recently moved to that +region and was trying to raise sheep there, as he had been accustomed +to do in Vermont. The wolves were too numerous there. +</P> + +<P> +It was part of the business of Horace and his brother to watch the +flock of sheep, and sometimes they camped out all night, sleeping with +their feet to the fire, Indian fashion. He told me that occasionally a +pack of wolves would come so near that he could see their eyeballs +glare in the darkness and hear them pant. Even as he lay in the loft +of his father's cabin he could hear them howling in the fields. In +spite of all their care, the wolves killed in one season a hundred of +his father's sheep, and then he gave up the attempt. +</P> + +<P> +The family were so poor that it was a matter of doubt sometimes whether +they could get food enough to live through the long winter, and so +Horace, who had learned the printer's trade in Vermont, started out on +foot in search of work in a village printing office. He walked from +village to village, and from town to town, until at last he went to +Erie, the largest place in the vicinity. +</P> + +<P> +There he was taken for a runaway apprentice, and certainly his +appearance justified suspicion. Tall and gawky as he was in person, +with tow-coloured hair, and a scanty suit of shabbiest homespun, his +appearance excited astonishment or ridicule wherever he went. He had +never worn a good suit of clothes in his life. He had a singularly +fair, white complexion, a piping, whining voice, and these +peculiarities gave the effect of his being wanting in intellect. It +was not until people conversed with him that they discovered his worth +and intelligence. He had been an ardent reader from his childhood up, +and had taken of late years the most intense interest in politics and +held very positive opinions, which he defended in conversation with +great earnestness and ability. +</P> + +<P> +A second application at Erie procured him employment for a few months +in the office of the Erie <I>Gazette</I>, and he won his way, not only to +the respect, but to the affection of his companions and his employer. +That employer was Judge J. M. Sterrett, and from him I heard many +curious particulars of Horace Greeley's residence in Erie. As he was +only working in the office as a substitute, the return of the absentee +deprived him of his place, and he was obliged to seek work elsewhere. +His employer said to him one day: +</P> + +<P> +"Now, Horace, you have a good deal of money coming to you; don't go +about the town any longer in that outlandish rig. Let me give you an +order on the store. Dress up a little, Horace." +</P> + +<P> +The young man looked down on his clothes as though he had never seen +them before, and then said, by way of apology: +</P> + +<P> +"You see, Mr. Sterrett, my father is on a new place, and I want to help +him all I can." +</P> + +<P> +In fact, upon the settlement of his account at the end of his seven +months' labour, he had drawn for his personal expenses six dollars +only. Of the rest of his wages he retained fifteen dollars for +himself, and gave all the rest, amounting to about a hundred and twenty +dollars, to his father, who, I am afraid, did not make the very best +use of all of it. +</P> + +<P> +With the great sum of fifteen dollars in his pocket, Horace now +resolved upon a bold movement. After spending a few days at home, he +tied up his spare clothes in a bundle, not very large, and took the +shortest road through the woods that led to the Erie Canal. He was +going to New York, and he was going cheap! +</P> + +<P> +A walk of sixty miles or so, much of it through the primeval forest, +brought him to Buffalo, where he took passage on the Erie Canal, and +after various detentions he reached Albany on a Thursday morning just +in time to see the regular steamboat of the day move out into the +stream. At ten o'clock on the same morning he embarked on board of a +towboat, which required nearly twenty-four hours to descend the river, +and thus afforded him ample time to enjoy the beauty of its shores. +</P> + +<P> +On the 18th of August, 1831, about sunrise, he set foot in the city of +New York, then containing about two hundred thousand inhabitants.… +He had managed his affairs with such strict economy that his journey of +six hundred miles had cost him little more than five dollars, and he +had ten left with which to begin life in the metropolis. This sum of +money and the knowledge of the printer's trade made up his capital. +There was not a person in all New York, as far as he knew, who had ever +seen him before. +</P> + +<P> +His appearance, too, was much against him, for although he had a really +fine face, a noble forehead, and the most benign expression I ever saw +upon a human countenance, yet his clothes and bearing quite spoiled +him. His round jacket made him look like a tall boy who had grown too +fast for his strength; he stooped a little and walked in a +loose-jointed manner. He was very bashful, and totally destitute of +the power of pushing his way, or arguing with a man who said, "No" to +him. He had brought no letters of recommendation, and had no kind of +evidence to show that he had even learned his trade. +</P> + +<P> +The first business was, of course, to find an extremely cheap +boarding-house, as he had made up his mind only to try New York as an +experiment, and, if he did not succeed in finding work, to start +homeward while he still had a portion of his money. After walking a +while he went into what looked to him like a low-priced tavern, at the +corner of Wall and Broad streets. +</P> + +<P> +"How much do you charge for board?" he asked the barkeeper, who was +wiping his decanters, and putting his bar in trim for the business of +the day. +</P> + +<P> +The barkeeper gave the stranger a look-over and said to him: +</P> + +<P> +"I guess we're too high for you." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, how much do you charge?" +</P> + +<P> +"Six dollars." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, that's more than I can afford." +</P> + +<P> +He walked on until he descried on the North River, near Washington +Market, a boarding-house so very mean and squalid that he was tempted +to go in and inquire the price of board there. The price was two +dollars and a half a week. +</P> + +<P> +"Ah!" said Horace, "that sounds more like it." +</P> + +<P> +In ten minutes more he was taking his breakfast at the landlord's +table. Mr. Greeley gratefully remembered this landlord, who was a +friendly Irishman by the name of McGorlick. Breakfast done, the +newcomer sallied forth in quest of work, and began by expending nearly +half of his capital in improving his wardrobe. It was a wise action. +He that goes courting should dress in his best, particularly if he +courts so capricious a jade as Fortune. +</P> + +<P> +Then he began the weary round of the printing offices, seeking for work +and finding none, all day long. He would enter an office and ask in +his whining note: +</P> + +<P> +"Do you want a hand?" +</P> + +<P> +"No," was the inevitable reply, upon receiving which he left without a +word. Mr. Greeley chuckled as he told the reception given him at the +office of the <I>Journal of Commerce</I>, a newspaper he was destined to +contend with for many a year in the columns of the <I>Tribune</I>. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you want a hand?" he said to David Hale, one of the owners of the +paper. +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Hale looked at him from head to foot, and then said: +</P> + +<P> +"My opinion is, young man, that you're a runaway apprentice, and you'd +better go home to your master." +</P> + +<P> +The applicant tried to explain, but the busy proprietor merely replied: +</P> + +<P> +"Be off about your business, and don't bother us." +</P> + +<P> +The young man laughed good-humouredly and resumed his walk. He went to +bed Saturday night thoroughly tired and a little discouraged. On +Sunday he walked three miles to attend a church, and remembered to the +end of his days the delight he had, for the first time in his life, in +hearing a sermon that he entirely agreed with. In the meantime he had +gained the good will of his landlord and the boarders, and to that +circumstance he owed his first chance in the city. His landlord +mentioned his fruitless search for work to an acquaintance who happened +to call that Sunday afternoon. That acquaintance, who was a shoemaker, +had accidently heard that printers were wanted at No. 85 Chatham Street. +</P> + +<P> +At half-past five on Monday morning Horace Greeley stood before the +designated house, and discovered the sign, "West's Printing Office," +over the second story, the ground floor being occupied as a bookstore. +Not a soul was stirring up stairs or down. The doors were locked, and +Horace sat down on the steps to wait. Thousands of workmen passed by; +but it was nearly seven before the first of Mr. West's printers +arrived, and he, too, finding the door locked, sat down by the side of +the stranger, and entered into conversation with him. +</P> + +<P> +"I saw," said the printer to me many years after, "that he was an +honest, good young man, and being a Vermonter myself, I determined to +help him if I could." +</P> + +<P> +Thus, a second time in New York already, <I>the native quality of the +man</I> gained him, at the critical moment, the advantage that decided his +destiny. His new friend did help him, and it was very much through his +urgent recommendation that the foreman of the printing office gave him +a chance. The foreman did not in the least believe that the +green-looking young fellow before him could set in type one page of the +polyglot Testament for which help was needed. +</P> + +<P> +"Fix up a case for him," said he, "and we'll see if he <I>can</I> do +anything." +</P> + +<P> +Horace worked all day with silent intensity, and when he showed to the +foreman at night a printer's proof of his day's work, it was found to +be the best day's work that had yet been done on that most difficult +job. It was greater in quantity and much more correct. The battle was +won. He worked on the Testament for several months, making long hours +and earning only moderate wages, saving all his surplus money, and +sending the greater part of it to his father, who was still in debt for +his farm and not sure of being able to keep it. +</P> + +<P> +Ten years passed. Horace Greeley from journeyman printer made his way +slowly to partnership in a small printing office. He founded the <I>New +Yorker</I>, a weekly paper, the best periodical of its class in the United +States. It brought him great credit and no profit. +</P> + +<P> +In 1840, when General Harrison was nominated for the Presidency against +Martin Van Buren, his feelings as a politician were deeply stirred, and +he started a little campaign paper called <I>The Log-Cabin</I>, which was +incomparably the most spirited thing of the kind ever published in the +United States. It had a circulation of unprecedented extent, beginning +with forty-eight thousand, and rising week after week until it reached +ninety thousand. The price, however, was so low that its great sale +proved rather an embarrassment than a benefit to the proprietors, and +when the campaign ended the firm of Horace Greeley & Co. was rather +more in debt than it was when the first number of <I>The Log-Cabin</I> was +published. +</P> + +<P> +The little paper had given the editor two things which go far toward +making a success in business: great reputation and some confidence in +himself. The first penny paper had been started. The New York +<I>Herald</I> was making a great stir. The <I>Sun</I> was already a profitable +sheet. And now the idea occurred to Horace Greeley to start a daily +paper which should have the merits of cheapness and abundant news, +without some of the qualities possessed by the others. He wished to +found a cheap daily paper that should be good and salutary as well as +interesting. The last number of <I>The Log-Cabin</I> announced the +forthcoming <I>Tribune</I>, price one cent. +</P> + +<P> +The editor was probably not solvent when he conceived the scheme, and +he borrowed a thousand dollars of his old friend, James Coggeshall, +with which to buy the indispensable material. He began with six +hundred subscribers, printed five thousand of the first number, and +found it difficult to give them all away. The <I>Tribune</I> appeared on +the day set apart in New York for the funeral procession in +commemoration of President Harrison, who died a month after his +inauguration. +</P> + +<P> +It was a chilly, dismal day in April, and all the town was absorbed in +the imposing pageant. The receipts during the first week were +ninety-two dollars; the expenses five hundred and twenty-five. But the +little paper soon caught public attention, and the circulation +increased for three weeks at the rate of about three hundred a day. It +began its fourth week with six thousand; its seventh week with eleven +thousand. The first number contained four columns of advertisements; +the twelfth, nine columns; the hundredth, thirteen columns. +</P> + +<P> +In a word, the success of the paper was immediate and very great. It +grew a little faster than the machinery for producing it could be +provided. Its success was due chiefly to the fact that the original +idea of the editor was actually carried out. He aimed to produce a +paper which should morally benefit the public. It was not always +right, but it always meant to be. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap04"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHARLES DICKENS +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1812-1870) +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE FACTORY BOY +</H3> + +<P> +This factory boy felt in his heart that he was qualified for a better +position in life, and great was his humiliation at the wretched +meanness of his surroundings. But his demeanor must have been +admirable, for he succeeded not only in retaining the respect of his +associates, but also in winning their regard. In his case, as in that +of so many others, it was darkest just before the dawn of a better day. +</P> + +<P> +They are his own words which follow: +</P> + +<P> +</P> + +<P> +An autobiographical fragment from Forster's "Life." +</P> + +<P> +In an evil hour for me, as I often bitterly thought … James Lamert, +who had lived with us in Bayham Street, seeing how I was employed from +day to day, and knowing what our domestic circumstances then were, +proposed that I should go into the blacking warehouse, to be as useful +as I could, at a salary, I think, of six shillings a week. I am not +clear whether it was six or seven. I am inclined to believe, from my +uncertainty on this head, that it was six at first, and seven +afterward. At any rate, the offer was accepted very willingly by my +father and mother, and on a Monday morning I went down to the blacking +warehouse to begin my business life. +</P> + +<P> +It is wonderful to me how I could have been so easily cast away at such +an age. It is wonderful to me that, even after my descent into the +poor little drudge I had been since we came to London, no one had +compassion enough on me—a child of singular abilities, quick, eager, +delicate, and soon hurt, bodily or mentally—to suggest that something +might have been spared, as certainly it might have been, to place me at +any common school. Our friends, I take it, were tired out. No one +made any sign. My father and mother were quite satisfied. They could +hardly have been more so if I had been twenty years of age, +distinguished at a grammar school, and going to Cambridge. +</P> + +<P> +Our relative had kindly arranged to teach me something in the +dinner-hour, from twelve to one, I think it was, every day. But an +arrangement so incompatible with counting-house business soon died +away, from no fault of his or mine; and for the same reason, my small +work-table, and my grosses of pots, my papers, string, scissors, +paste-pot, and labels, by little and little, vanished out of the recess +in the counting-house, and kept company with the other small +work-tables, grosses of pots, papers, string, scissors, and paste-pots, +downstairs. It was not long before Bob Fagin and I, and another boy +whose name was Paul Green, but who was currently believed to have been +christened Poll (a belief which I transferred, long afterward again, to +Mr. Sweedlepipe, in "Martin Chuzzlewit"), worked generally side by +side. Bob Fagin was an orphan, and lived with his brother-in-law, a +waterman. Poll Green's father had the additional distinction of being +a fireman, and was employed at Drury Lane Theatre, where another +relation of Poll's, I think his little sister, did imps in the +pantomimes. +</P> + +<P> +No words can express the secret agony of my soul as I sunk into this +companionship; compared these every-day associates with those of my +happier childhood; and felt my early hopes of growing up to be a +learned and distinguished man crushed in my breast. The deep +remembrance of the sense I had of being utterly neglected and hopeless; +of the shame I felt in my position; of the misery it was to my young +heart to believe that, day by day, what I had learned, and thought, and +delighted in, and raised my fancy and my emulation up by, was passing +away from me, never to be brought back any more, cannot be written. My +whole nature was so penetrated with the grief and humiliation of such +considerations that even now, famous and caressed and happy, I often +forget in my dreams that I have a dear wife and children; even that I +am a man; and wander desolately back to that time of my life. +</P> + +<P> +I know I do not exaggerate, unconsciously and unintentionally, the +scantiness of my resources and the difficulties of my life. I know +that if a shilling or so were given me by any one, I spent it in a +dinner or a tea. I know that I worked, from morning to night, with +common men and boys, a shabby child. I know that I tried, but +ineffectually, not to anticipate my money, and to make it last the week +through; by putting it away in a drawer I had in the counting-house, +wrapped into six little parcels, each parcel containing the same +amount, and labelled with a different day. I know that I have lounged +about the streets, insufficiently and unsatisfactorily fed. I know +that, but for the mercy of God, I might easily have been, for any care +that was taken of me, a little robber or a little vagabond. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +A LITTLE GENTLEMAN +</H3> + +<P> +But I held some station at the blacking warehouse, too. Besides that +my relative at the counting-house did what a man so occupied, and +dealing with a thing so anomalous, could, to treat me as one upon a +different footing from the rest, I never said, to man or boy, how it +was that I came to be there, or gave the least indication of being +sorry that I was there. That I suffered in secret, and that I suffered +exquisitely, no one ever knew but I. How much I suffered, it is, as I +have said already, utterly beyond my power to tell. No man's +imagination can overstep the reality. But I kept my own counsel, and I +did my work. I knew from the first that if I could not do my work as +well as any of the rest I could not hold myself above slight and +contempt. I soon became at least as expeditious and as skilful with my +hands as either of the other boys. Though perfectly familiar with +them, my conduct and manners were different enough from theirs to place +a space between us. They and the men always spoke of me as "the young +gentleman." A certain man (a soldier once) named Thomas, who was the +foreman, and another man Harry, who was the carman, and wore a red +jacket, used to call me "Charles" sometimes in speaking to me; but I +think it was mostly when we were very confidential, and when I had made +some efforts to entertain them over our work with the results of some +of the old readings, which were fast perishing out of my mind. Poll +Green uprose once, and rebelled against the "young gentleman" usage; +but Bob Fagin settled him speedily. +</P> + +<P> +My rescue from this kind of existence I considered quite hopeless, and +abandoned as such, altogether; though I am solemnly convinced that I +never, for one hour, was reconciled to it, or was otherwise than +miserably unhappy. I felt keenly, however, the being so cut off from +my parents, my brothers, and sisters; and, when my day's work was done, +going home to such a miserable blank. And <I>that</I>, I thought, might be +corrected. One Sunday night I remonstrated with my father on this head +so pathetically and with so many tears that his kind nature gave way. +He began to think that it was not quite right. I do believe he had +never thought so before, or thought about it. It was the first +remonstrance I had ever made about my lot, and perhaps it opened up a +little more than I intended. A back-attic was found for me at the +house of an insolvent court agent, who lived in Lant Street in the +Borough, where Bob Sawyer lodged many years afterward. A bed and +bedding were sent over for me, and made up on the floor. The little +window had a pleasant prospect of a timber-yard; and when I took +possession of my new abode, I thought it was a paradise. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +A FRIEND IN NEED +</H3> + +<P> +Bob Fagin was very good to me on the occasion of a bad attack of my old +disorder, cramps. I suffered such excruciating pain that time that +they made a temporary bed of straw in my old recess in the +counting-house, and I rolled about on the floor, and Bob filled empty +blacking-bottles with hot water, and applied relays of them to my side, +half the day. I got better, and quite easy toward evening; but Bob +(who was much bigger and older than I) did not like the idea of my +going home alone, and took me under his protection. I was too proud to +let him know about the prison; and after making several efforts to get +rid of him, to all of which Bob Fagin, in his goodness, was deaf, shook +hands with him on the steps of a house near Southwark Bridge on the +Surrey side, making believe that I lived there. As a finishing piece +of reality in case of his looking back, I knocked at the door, I +recollect, and asked, when the woman opened it, if that was Mr. Robert +Fagin's house. +</P> + +<P> +My usual way home was over Blackfriars Bridge, and down that turning in +the Blackfriars Road which has Rowland Hill's chapel on one side, and +the likeness of a golden dog licking a golden pot over a shop door on +the other. There are a good many little low-browed old shops in that +street, of a wretched kind; and some are unchanged now. I looked into +one a few weeks ago, where I used to buy bootlaces on Saturday nights, +and saw the corner where I once sat down on a stool to have a pair of +ready-made half-boots fitted on. I have been seduced more than once, +in that street on a Saturday night, by a show-van at a corner; and have +gone in, with a very motley assemblage, to see the Fat Pig, the Wild +Indian, and the Little Lady. There were two or three hat manufactories +there then (I think they are there still); and among the things which, +encountered anywhere, or under any circumstances, will instantly recall +that time, is the smell of hat-making. +</P> + +<P> +I was such a little fellow, with my poor white hat, little jacket, and +corduroy trousers, that frequently, when I went into the bar of a +strange public-house for a glass of ale or porter to wash down the +saveloy and the loaf I had eaten in the street, they didn't like to +give it me. I remember, one evening (I had been somewhere for my +father, and was going back to the Borough over Westminster Bridge), +that I went into a public-house in Parliament Street, which is still +there, though altered, at the corner of the short street leading into +Cannon Row, and said to the landlord behind the bar, "What is your very +best—the VERY <I>best</I>—ale a glass?" For the occasion was a festive +one, for some reasons: I forget why. It may have been my birthday, or +somebody else's. "Twopence," says he. "Then," says I, "just draw me a +glass of that, if you please, with a good head to it." The landlord +looked at me, in return, over the bar, from head to foot, with a +strange smile on his face; and instead of drawing the beer, looked +round the screen and said something to his wife, who came out from +behind it, with her work in her hand, and joined him in surveying me. +Here we stand, all three, before me now, in my study in Devonshire +Terrace. The landlord in his shirt-sleeves, leaning against the bar +window-frame; his wife looking over the little half-door; and I, in +some confusion, looking up at them from outside the partition. They +asked me a good many questions, as what my name was, how old I was, +where I lived, how I was employed, etc., etc. To all of which, that I +might commit nobody, I invented appropriate answers. They served me +with the ale, though I suspect it was not the strongest on the +premises; and the landlord's wife, opening the little half-door and +bending down, gave me a kiss that was half-admiring and +half-compassionate, but all womanly and good, I am sure. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +DELIVERANCE AT LAST +</H3> + +<P> +At last, one day, my father and the relative so often mentioned +quarrelled; quarrelled by letter, for I took the letter from my father +to him which caused the explosion, but quarrelled very fiercely. It +was about me. It may have had some backward reference, in part, for +anything I know, to my employment at the window. All I am certain of +is that, soon after I had given him the letter, my cousin (he was a +sort of cousin by marriage) told me he was very much insulted about me; +and that it was impossible to keep me after that. I cried very much, +partly because it was so sudden, and partly because in his anger he was +violent about my father, though gentle to me. Thomas, the old soldier, +comforted me, and said he was sure it was for the best. With a relief +so strange that it was like oppression, I went home. +</P> + +<P> +My mother set herself to accommodate the quarrel, and did so next day. +She brought home a request for me to return next morning, and a high +character of me, which I am very sure I deserved. My father said I +should go back no more, and should go to school. I do not write +resentfully or angrily, for I know how all these things have worked +together to make me what I am, but I never afterward forgot, I never +shall forget, I never can forget, that my mother was warm for my being +sent back. +</P> + +<P> +From that hour until this at which I write no word of that part of my +childhood, which I have now gladly brought to a close, has passed my +lips to any human being. I have no idea how long it lasted; whether +for a year, or much more, or less. From that hour until this, my +father and my mother have been stricken dumb upon it. I have never +heard the least allusion to it, however far off and remote, from either +of them. I have never, until I now impart it to this paper, in any +burst of confidence with any one, my own wife not excepted, raised the +curtain I then dropped, thank God. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Dickens sent the following sketch of his early career to Wilkie +Collins. It will be noted that he omits all reference to his +experiences in the blacking factory. The <I>naïve</I> touches of +self-appreciation are delightful to the true lover of "The Inimitable." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +TAVISTOCK HOUSE, June 6, 1856. +</P> + +<P> +I have never seen anything about myself in print which has much +correctness in it—any biographical account of myself I mean. I do not +supply such particulars when I am asked for them by editors and +compilers, simply because I am asked for them every day. If you want +to prime Forgues, you may tell him, without fear of anything wrong, +that I was born at Portsmouth on the 7th of February, 1812; that my +father was in the Navy Pay Office; that I was taken by him to Chatham +when I was very young, and lived and was educated there till I was +twelve or thirteen, I suppose; that I was then put to a school near +London, where (as at other places) I distinguished myself like a brick; +that I was put in the office of a solicitor, a friend of my father's, +and didn't much like it; and after a couple of years (as well as I can +remember) applied myself with a celestial or diabolical energy to the +study of such things as would qualify me to be a first-rate +parliamentary reporter—at that time a calling pursued by many clever +men who were young at the Bar; that I made my debut in the gallery (at +about eighteen, I suppose), engaged on a voluminous publication no +longer in existence, called the <I>Mirror of Parliament</I>; that when the +<I>Morning Chronicle</I> was purchased by Sir John Easthope and acquired a +large circulation, I was engaged there, and that I remained there until +I had begun to publish "Pickwick," when I found myself in a condition +to relinquish that part of my labours; that I left the reputation +behind me of being the best and most rapid reporter ever known, and +that I could do anything in that way under any sort of circumstances, +and often did. (I daresay I am at this present writing the best +shorthand writer in the world.) +</P> + +<P> +That I began, without any interest or introduction of any kind, to +write fugitive pieces for the old <I>Monthly Magazine</I>, when I was in the +gallery for the <I>Mirror of Parliament</I>; that my faculty for descriptive +writing was seized upon the moment I joined the <I>Morning Chronicle</I>, +and that I was liberally paid there and handsomely acknowledged, and +wrote the greater part of the short descriptive "Sketches by Boz" in +that paper; that I had been a writer when I was a mere baby, and always +an actor from the same age; that I married the daughter of a writer to +the signet in Edinburgh, who was the great friend and assistant of +Scott, and who first made Lockhart known to him. +</P> + +<P> +And that here I am. +</P> + +<P> +Finally, if you want any dates of publication of books, tell Wills and +he'll get them for you. +</P> + +<P> +This is the first time I ever set down even these particulars, and, +glancing them over, I feel like a wild beast in a caravan describing +himself in the keeper's absence. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +Ever faithfully. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +The following letter, criticising the work of an inexperienced author, +is valuable in itself, and reveals clearly the essential kindliness of +the man. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +OFFICE OF HOUSEHOLD WORDS, +Monday, June 1, 1857.<BR> +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +MY DEAR STONE: +</P> + +<P> +I know that what I am going to say will not be agreeable; but I rely on +the authoress's good sense; and say it knowing it to be the truth. +</P> + +<P> +These "Notes" are destroyed by too much smartness. It gives the +appearance of perpetual effort, stabs to the heart the nature that is +in them, and wearies by the manner and not by the matter. It is the +commonest fault in the world (as I have constant occasion to observe +here) but it is a very great one. Just as you couldn't bear to have an +épergne or a candlestick on your table, supported by a light figure +always on tip-toe and evidently in an impossible attitude for the +sustainment of its weight, so all readers would be more or less +oppressed and worried by this presentation of everything in one smart +point of view, when they know it must have other, and weightier, and +more solid properties. Airiness and good spirits are always +delightful, and are inseparable from notes of a cheerful trip; but they +should sympathize with many things as well as see them in a lively way. +It is but a word or a touch that expresses this humanity, but without +that little embellishment of good nature there is no such thing as +humour. In this little MS. everything is too much patronized and +condescended to, whereas the slightest touch of feeling for the rustic +who is of the earth earthy, or of sisterhood with the homely servant +who has made her face shine in her desire to please, would make a +difference that the writer can scarcely imagine without trying it. The +only relief in the twenty-one slips is the little bit about the chimes. +It is a relief, simply because it is an indication of some kind of +sentiment. You don't want any sentiment laboriously made out in such a +thing. You don't want any maudlin show of it. But you do want a +pervading suggestion that it is there. It makes all the difference +between being playful and being cruel. Again I must say, above all +things—especially to young people writing: For the love of God don't +condescend! Don't assume the attitude of saying, "See how clever I am, +and what fun everybody else is!" Take any shape but that. +</P> + +<P> +I observe an excellent quality of observation throughout, and think the +boy at the shop, and all about him, particularly good. I have no doubt +whatever that the rest of the journal will be much better if the writer +chooses to make it so. If she considers for a moment within herself, +she will know that she derived pleasure from everything she saw, +because she saw it with innumerable lights and shades upon it, and +bound to humanity by innumerable fine links; she cannot possibly +communicate anything of that pleasure to another by showing it from one +little limited point only, and that point, observe, the one from which +it is impossible to detach the exponent as the patroness of a whole +universe of inferior souls. This is what everybody would mean in +objecting to these notes (supposing them to be published), that they +are too smart and too flippant. +</P> + +<P> +As I understand this matter to be altogether between us three, and as I +think your confidence and hers imposes a duty of friendship on me, I +discharge it to the best of my ability. Perhaps I make more of it than +you may have meant or expected; if so, it is because I am interested +and wish to express it. If there had been anything in my objection not +perfectly easy of removal, I might, after all, have hesitated to state +it; but that is not the case. A very little indeed would make all this +gayety as sound and wholesome and good-natured in the reader's mind as +it is in the writer's. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +Affectionately always. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +"THE INFINITE CAPACITY FOR TAKING PAINS" +</H3> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[<I>To his sixth son, Henry Fielding Dickens, born in 1849</I>] +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +BALTIMORE, U. S.,<BR> +TUESDAY, February 11, 1868. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +MY DEAR HARRY: +</P> + +<P> +I should have written to you before now but for constant and arduous +occupation.… I am very glad to hear of the success of your +reading, and still more glad that you went at it in downright earnest. +I should never have made my success in life if I had been shy of taking +pains, or if I had not bestowed upon the least thing I have ever +undertaken exactly the same attention and care that I have bestowed +upon the greatest. Do everything at your best. It was but this last +year that I set to and learned every word of my readings; and from ten +years ago to last night, I have never read to an audience but I have +watched for an opportunity of striking out something better somewhere. +Look at such of my manuscripts as are in the library at Gad's, and +think of the patient hours devoted year after year to single +lines.… +</P> + +<P> +Ever, my dear Harry, +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +Your affectionate Father. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +"FAREWELL? MY BLESSING SEASON THIS IN THEE" +</H3> + +<P> +[Dickens's last child, Edward Bulwer Lytton Dickens, was born in 1852. +At sixteen he went to Australia, with this parting word from his +father:] +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +MY DEAREST PLORN: +</P> + +<P> +I write this note to-day because your going away is much upon my mind, +and because I want you to have a few parting words from me to think of +now and then at quiet times. I need not tell you that I love you +dearly, and am very, very sorry in my heart to part with you. But this +life is half made up of partings, and these pains must be borne. It is +my comfort and my sincere conviction that you are going to try the life +for which you are best fitted. I think its freedom and wildness more +suited to you than any experiment in a study or office would ever have +been; and without that training, you could have followed no other +suitable occupation. +</P> + +<P> +What you have already wanted until now has been a set, steady, constant +purpose. I therefore exhort you to persevere in a thorough +determination to do whatever you have to do as well as you can do it. +I was not so old as you are now when I first had to win my food, and do +this out of this determination, and I have never slackened in it since. +</P> + +<P> +Never take a mean advantage of any one in any transaction, and never be +hard upon people who are in your power. Try to do to others as you +would have them do to you, and do not be discouraged if they fail +sometimes. It is much better for you that they should fail in obeying +the greatest rule laid down by our Saviour than that you should. I put +a New Testament among your books for the very same reasons, and with +the very same hopes that made me write an easy account of it for you, +when you were a little child. Because it is the best book that ever +was, or will be, known in the world; and because it teaches you the +best lessons by which any human creature, who tries to be truthful and +faithful to duty, can possibly be guided. As your brothers have gone +away, one by one, I have written to each such words as I am now writing +to you, and have entreated them all to guide themselves by this Book, +putting aside the interpretations and inventions of man. You will +remember that you have never at home been harassed about religious +observances or mere formalities. I have always been anxious not to +weary my children with such things before they are old enough to form +opinions respecting them. You will therefore understand the better +that I now most solemnly impress upon you the truth and beauty of the +Christian Religion, as it came from Christ Himself, and the +impossibility of your going far wrong if you humbly but heartily +respect it. Only one thing more on this head. The more we are in +earnest as to feeling it, the less we are disposed to hold forth about +it. Never abandon the wholesome practice of saying your own private +prayers, night and morning. I have never abandoned it myself, and I +know the comfort of it. I hope you will always be able to say in after +life that you had a kind father. You cannot show your affection for +him so well, or make him so happy, as by doing your duty. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap05"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHARLOTTE BRONTË +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1816-1855) +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE COUNTRY PARSON'S DAUGHTER +</H3> + +<P> +Mrs. Gaskell's "Life of Charlotte Brontë" is one of the great +biographies of literature, but like other works on the same theme, it +is really a history of the Brontë family during the period of +Charlotte's life. The individuals of this family were for many years +as closely associated with one another as they were closely hidden from +the outside world. The personality of each was influenced by its +house-mates to an unusual degree. They studied each other and they +studied every book that came within reach. Themselves they knew well: +the world, through books only. This probably accounts for the weird +and even morbid character of much of their work. Their vivid +imaginations, unchecked by experience, in a commonplace world were +allowed free play, and as a result we find some of the most original +creations in the whole realm of literature. +</P> + +<P> +The life of the Brontë sisterhood should convince the literary aspirant +that the creative imagination is sufficient unto itself and independent +of the stimulus of contact with the busy hum of men. If it be +necessary, the literary genius by divination can portray life without +seeing it. Bricks are produced without straw. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From "Life of Charlotte Brontë," by Mrs. E. C. Gaskell. +</P> + +<P> +But the children did not want society. To small infantine gayeties +they were unaccustomed. They were all in all to each other. I do not +suppose that there ever was a family more tenderly bound to each other. +Maria read the newspapers, and reported intelligence to her younger +sisters which it is wonderful they could take an interest in. But I +suspect that they had no "children's books," and their eager minds +"browzed undisturbed among the wholesome pasturage of English +literature," as Charles Lamb expresses it. The servants of the +household appear to have been much impressed with the little Brontës' +extraordinary cleverness. In a letter which I had from him on this +subject, their father writes: "The servants often said they had never +seen such a clever little child" (as Charlotte), "and that they were +obliged to be on their guard as to what they said and did before her. +Yet she and the servants always lived on good terms with each +other.…" +</P> + +<P> +I return to the father's letter. He says: +</P> + +<P> +"When mere children, as soon as they could read and write, Charlotte +and her brothers and sisters used to invent and act little plays of +their own in which the Duke of Wellington, my daughter Charlotte's +hero, was sure to come off conqueror; when a dispute would not +unfrequently arise amongst them regarding the comparative merits of +him, Bonaparte, Hannibal, and Caesar. When the argument got warm, and +rose to its height, as their mother was then dead, I had sometimes to +come in as arbitrator, and settle the dispute according to the best of +my judgment. Generally, in the management of these concerns, I +frequently thought that I discovered signs of rising talent, which I +had seldom or never before seen in any of their age.… A +circumstance now occurs to my mind which I may as well mention. When +my children were very young, when, as far as I can remember, the oldest +was about ten years of age, and the youngest about four, thinking they +knew more than I had yet discovered, in order to make them speak with +less timidity, I deemed that if they were put under a sort of cover I +might gain my end; and happening to have a mask in the house, I told +them all to stand and speak boldly from under cover of the mask. +</P> + +<P> +"I began with the youngest (Anne, afterward Acton Bell), and asked what +a child like her most wanted; she answered, 'Age and experience.' I +asked the next (Emily, afterward Ellis Bell) what I had best do with +her brother Branwell, who was sometimes a naughty boy; she answered, +'Reason with him, and when he won't listen to reason, whip him.' I +asked Branwell what was the best way of knowing the difference between +the intellects of men and women; he answered, 'By considering the +difference between them as to their bodies.' I then asked Charlotte +what was the best book in the world; she answered, 'The Bible.' And +what was the next best; she answered, 'The Book of Nature.' I then +asked the next what was the best mode of education for a woman; she +answered, 'That which would make her rule her house well.' Lastly I +asked the oldest what was the best mode of spending time; she answered, +'By laying it out in preparation for a happy eternity.' +</P> + +<P> +"I may not have given precisely their words, but I have nearly done so, +as they made a deep and lasting impression on my memory. The +substance, however, was exactly what I have stated." +</P> + +<P> +The strange and quaint simplicity of the mode taken by the father to +ascertain the hidden characters of his children, and the tone and +character of these questions and answers, show the curious education +which was made by the circumstances surrounding the Brontës. They knew +no other children. They knew no other modes of thought than what were +suggested to them by the fragments of clerical conversation which they +overheard in the parlour, or the subjects of village and local interest +which they heard discussed in the kitchen. Each had their own strong +characteristic flavour. +</P> + +<P> +They took a vivid interest in the public characters, and the local and +foreign politics discussed in the newspapers. Long before Maria Brontë +died, at the age of eleven, her father used to say he would converse +with her on any of the leading topics of the day with as much freedom +and pleasure as with any grown-up person.… +</P> + +<P> +Miss Branwell instructed the children at regular hours in all she could +teach, making her bed-chamber into their schoolroom. Their father was +in the habit of relating to them any public news in which he felt an +interest; and from the opinions of his strong and independent mind they +would gather much food for thought; but I do not know whether he gave +them any direct instruction. Charlotte's deep, thoughtful spirit +appears to have felt almost painfully the tender responsibility which +rested upon her with reference to her remaining sisters. She was only +eighteen months older than Emily; but Emily and Anne were simply +companions and playmates, while Charlotte was motherly friend and +guardian to both; and this loving assumption of duties beyond her years +made her feel considerably older than she really was. +</P> + +<P> +I have had a curious packet confided to me, containing an immense +amount of manuscript, in an inconceivably small space; tales, dramas, +poems, romances, written principally by Charlotte, in a hand which is +almost impossible to decipher without the aid of a magnifying +glass.… +</P> + +<P> +As each volume contains from sixty to a hundred pages … the amount +of the whole seems very great, if we remember that it was all written +in about fifteen months. So much for the quantity; the quality strikes +me as of singular merit for a girl of thirteen or fourteen. Both as a +specimen of her prose style at this time, and also as revealing +something of the quiet domestic life led by these children, I take an +extract from the introduction to "Tales of the Islanders," the title of +one of their "Little Magazines": +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"JUNE the 31st, 1829. +</P> + +<P> +"The play of the 'Islanders' was formed in December, 1827, in the +following manner: One night, about the time when cold sleet and stormy +fogs of November are succeeded by the snowstorms and high, piercing +night-winds of confirmed winter, we were all sitting round the warm +blazing kitchen fire, having just concluded a quarrel with Tabby +concerning the propriety of lighting a candle, from which she came off +victorious, no candle having been produced. A long pause succeeded, +which was at last broken by Branwell saying in a lazy manner, 'I don't +know what to do.' This was echoed by Emily and Anne. +</P> + +<P> +"Tabby. 'Wha ya may go t'bed.' +</P> + +<P> +"Branwell. 'I'd rather do anything than that.' +</P> + +<P> +"Charlotte. 'Why are you so glum to-night, Tabby? Oh! suppose we had +each an island of our own.' +</P> + +<P> +"Branwell. 'If we had I would choose the Island of Man.' +</P> + +<P> +"Charlotte. 'And I would choose the Isle of Wight.' +</P> + +<P> +"Emily. 'The Isle of Arran for me.' +</P> + +<P> +"Anne. 'And mine should be Guernsey.' +</P> + +<P> +"We then chose who would be chief men in our Islands. Branwell chose +John Bull, Astley Cooper, and Leigh Hunt; Emily, Walter Scott, Mr. +Lockhart, Johnny Lockhart; Anne, Michael Sadler, Lord Bentinck, Sir +Henry Halford. I chose the Duke of Wellington and two sons, +Christopher North and Co., and Mr. Abernethy. Here our conversation +was interrupted by the, to us, dismal sound of the clock striking +seven, and we were summoned off to bed. The next day we added many +others to our list of men, till we got almost all the chief men of the +kingdom. After this, for a long time, nothing worth noticing occurred. +In June, 1828, we erected a school on a fictitious island, which was to +contain 1,000 children. The manner of the building was as follows: The +island was fifty miles in circumference, and certainly appeared more +like the work of enchantment than anything real," etc.… +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +There is another scrap of paper in this all but illegible handwriting, +written about this time, and which gives some idea of the sources of +their opinions.… +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"Papa and Branwell are gone for the newspaper, the Leeds +<I>Intelligencer</I>, a most excellent Tory newspaper, edited by Mr. Wood, +and the proprietor, Mr. Henneman. We take two, and see three, +newspapers a week. We take the Leeds <I>Intelligencer</I>, Tory, and the +Leeds <I>Mercury</I>, Whig, edited by Mr. Baines, and his brother, +son-in-law, and his two sons, Edward and Talbot. We see the <I>John +Bull</I>; it is a high Tory, very violent. Mr. Driver lends us it, as +likewise <I>Blackwood's Magazine</I>, the most able periodical there is. +The editor is Mr. Christopher North, an old man seventy-four years of +age; the 1st of April is his birthday; his company are Timothy Tickler, +Morgan O'Doherty, Macrabin Mordecai, Mullion, Warnell, and James Hogg, +a man of most extraordinary genius, a Scottish shepherd. Our plays +were established, 'Young Men,' June, 1826; 'Our Fellows,' July, 1827; +'Islanders,' December, 1827. These are our three great plays that are +not kept secret. Emily's and my best plays were established the 1st of +December, 1827; the others March, 1828. Best plays mean secret plays, +they are very nice ones. All our plays are very strange ones. Their +nature I need not write on paper, for I think I shall always remember +them. The 'Young Men's' play took its rise from some wooden soldiers +Branwell had; 'Our Fellows' from 'Aesop's Fables'; and the 'Islanders' +from several events which happened. I will sketch out the origin of +our plays more explicitly if I can. First, 'Young Men.' Papa brought +Branwell some wooden soldiers at Leeds; when papa came home it was +night, and we were in bed, so next morning Branwell came to our door +with a box of soldiers. Emily and I jumped out of bed, and I snatched +up one and exclaimed, 'This is the Duke of Wellington! This shall be +the Duke!' When I had said this Emily likewise took one up and said it +should be hers; when Anne came down, she said one should be hers. Mine +was the prettiest of the whole, and the tallest, and the most perfect +in every part. Emily's was a grave-looking fellow, and we called him +'Gravey.' Anne's was a queer little thing, much like herself, and we +called him 'Waiting-boy.' Branwell chose his, and called him +'Buonaparte.'" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +The foregoing extract shows something of the kind of reading in which +the little Brontës were interested; but their desire for knowledge must +have been excited in many directions, for I find a "list of painters +whose works I wish to see," drawn up by Charlotte Brontë when she was +scarcely thirteen: "Guido Reni, Julio Romano Titian, Raphael, Michael +Angelo, Coreggio, Annibal Carracci, Leonardo da Vinci, Fra Bartolomeo, +Carlo Cignani, Vandyke, Rubens, Bartolomeo Ramerghi." +</P> + +<P> +Here is this little girl, in a remote Yorkshire parsonage, who has +probably never seen anything worthy the name of a painting in her life +studying the names and characteristics of the great old Italian and +Flemish masters, whose works she longs to see some time, in the dim +future that lies before her! There is a paper remaining which contains +minute studies of, and criticisms upon, the engravings in "Friendship's +Offering for 1829," showing how she had early formed those habits of +close observation and patient analysis of cause and effect, which +served so well in after-life as handmaids to her genius. +</P> + +<P> +The way in which Mr. Brontë made his children sympathize with him in +his great interest in politics must have done much to lift them above +the chances of their minds being limited or tainted by petty local +gossip. I take the only other remaining personal fragment out of +"Tales of the Islanders"; it is a sort of apology, contained in the +introduction to the second volume, for their not having been continued +before; the writers have been for a long time too busy and lately too +much absorbed in politics: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"Parliament was opened, and the great Catholic question was brought +forward, and the Duke's measures were disclosed, and all was slander, +violence, party spirit, and confusion. Oh, those six months, from the +time of the King's speech to the end! Nobody could write, think, or +speak on any subject but the Catholic question, and the Duke of +Wellington, and Mr. Peel. I remember the day when the <I>Intelligence +Extraordinary</I> came with Mr. Peel's speech in it, containing the terms +on which the Catholics were to be let in! With what eagerness papa +tore off the cover, and how we all gathered round him, and with what +breathless anxiety we listened, as one by one they were disclosed, and +explained, and argued upon so ably and so well; and then when it was +all out, how aunt said that she thought it was excellent, and that the +Catholics could do no harm with such good security. I remember also +the doubts as to whether it would pass the House of Lords, and the +prophecies that it would not; and when the paper came which was to +decide the question, the anxiety was almost dreadful with which we +listened to the whole affair; the opening of the doors, the hush; the +royal dukes in their robes, and the great duke in green sash and +waistcoat; the rising of all the peeresses when he rose; the reading of +his speech—papa saying that his words were like precious gold; and +lastly, the majority of one to four (sic) in favour of the Bill. But +this is a digression." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +This must have been written when she was between thirteen and fourteen. +</P> + +<P> +She was an indefatigable student; constantly reading and learning; with +a strong conviction of the necessity and value of education very +unusual in a girl of fifteen. She never lost a moment of time, and +seemed almost to grudge the necessary leisure for relaxation and +play-hours, which might be partly accounted for by the awkwardness in +all games occasioned by her shortness of sight. Yet, in spite of these +unsociable habits, she was a great favourite with her school-fellows. +She was always ready to try and do what they wished, though not sorry +when they called her awkward, and left her out of their sports. Then, +at night, she was an invaluable story-teller, frightening them almost +out of their wits as they lay in bed. On one occasion the effect was +such that she was led to scream out loud, and Miss Wooler, coming +upstairs, found that one of the listeners had been seized with violent +palpitations, in consequence of the excitement produced by Charlotte's +story. +</P> + +<P> +Her indefatigable craving for knowledge tempted Miss Wooler on into +setting her longer and longer tasks of reading for examination; and +toward the end of the two years that she remained as a pupil at Roe +Head, she received her first bad mark for an imperfect lesson. She had +had a great quantity of Blair's "Lectures on Belles-Lettres" to read; +and she could not answer some of the questions upon it; Charlotte +Brontë had a bad mark. Miss Wooler was sorry, and regretted that she +had over-tasked so willing a pupil. Charlotte cried bitterly. But her +school-fellows were more than sorry—they were indignant. They +declared that the infliction of ever so slight a punishment on +Charlotte Brontë was unjust—for who had tried to do her duty like +her?—and testified their feeling in a variety of ways, until Miss +Wooler, who was in reality only too willing to pass over her good +pupil's first fault, withdrew the bad mark.… +</P> + +<P> +After her return home she employed herself in teaching her sisters over +whom she had had superior advantages. She writes thus, July 21, 1832, +of her course of life at the parsonage: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"An account of one day is an account of all. In the morning, from nine +o'clock till half-past twelve, I instruct my sisters, and draw; then we +walk till dinner-time. After dinner I sew till tea-time, and after tea +I either write, read, or do a little fancywork, or draw, as I please. +Thus, in one delightful though somewhat monotonous course, my life is +passed. I have been out only twice to tea since I came home. We are +expecting company this afternoon, and on Tuesday next we shall have all +the female teachers of the Sunday-school to tea." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +It was about this time that Mr. Brontë provided his children with a +teacher in drawing, who turned out to be a man of considerable talent +but very little principle. Although they never attained to anything +like proficiency, they took great interest in acquiring this art; +evidently from an instinctive desire to express their powerful +imaginations in visible forms. Charlotte told me that at this period +of her life drawing and walking out with her sisters formed the two +great pleasures and relaxations of her day.… +</P> + +<P> +Quiet days, occupied in teaching and feminine occupations in the house, +did not present much to write about; and Charlotte was naturally driven +to criticise books. +</P> + +<P> +Of these there were many in different plights, and according to their +plight, kept in different places. The well bound were ranged in the +sanctuary of Mr. Brontë's study; but the purchase of books was a +necessary luxury to him, and as it was often a choice between binding +an old one, or buying a new one, the familiar volume, which had been +hungrily read by all the members of the family, was sometimes in such a +condition that the bedroom shelf was considered its fitting place. Up +and down the house were to be found many standard works of a solid +kind. Sir Walter Scott's writings, Wadsworth's and Southey's poems +were among the lighter literature; while, as having a character of +their own—earnest, wild, and occasionally fanatical, may be named some +of the books which came from the Branwell side of the family—from the +Cornish followers of the saintly John Wesley—and which are touched on +in the account of the works to which Caroline Helstone had access in +"Shirley": "Some venerable Lady's Magazines, that had once performed a +voyage with their owner, and undergone a storm"—(possibly part of the +relics of Mrs. Brontë's possessions, contained in the ship wrecked on +the coast of Cornwall)—"and whose pages were stained with salt water; +some mad Methodist Magazines full of miracles and apparitions, and +preternatural warnings, ominous dreams, and frenzied fanaticism; and +the equally mad Letters of Mrs. Elizabeth Rowe from the Dead to the +Living." +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Brontë encouraged a taste for reading in his girls; and though Miss +Branwell kept it in due bounds by the variety of household occupations, +in which she expected them not merely to take a part, but to become +proficients, thereby occupying regularly a good portion of every day, +they were allowed to get books from the circulating library at +Keighley; and many a happy walk up those long four miles must they have +had burdened with some new book into which they peeped as they hurried +home. Not that the books were what would generally be called new; in +the beginning of 1833 the two friends [Charlotte and "E.," a school +friend] seem almost simultaneously to have fallen upon "Kenilworth," +and Charlotte writes as follows about it: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"I am glad you like 'Kenilworth'; it is certainly more resembling a +romance than a novel; in my opinion, one of the most interesting works +that ever emanated from the great Sir Walter's pen. Varney is +certainly the personification of consummate villainy; and in the +delineation of his dark and profoundly and artful mind, Scott exhibits +a wonderful knowledge of human nature, as well as surprising skill in +embodying his perceptions, so as to enable others to become +participators in that knowledge.…" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Meanwhile, "The Professor" had met with many refusals from different +publishers; some, I have reason to believe, not over-courteously worded +in writing to an unknown author, and none alleging any distinct reasons +for its rejection. Courtesy is always due; but it is, perhaps, hardly +to be expected that, in the press of business in a great publishing +house, they should find time to explain why they decline particular +works. Yet, though one course of action is not to be wondered at, the +opposite may fall upon a grieved and disappointed mind with all the +graciousness of dew; and I can well sympathize with the published +account which "Currer Bell" gives, of the feelings experienced on +reading Messrs. Smith and Elder's letter containing the rejection of +"The Professor." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"As a forlorn hope, we tried one publishing house more. Ere long, in a +much shorter space than that on which experience had taught him to +calculate, there came a letter, which he opened in the dreary +anticipation of finding two hard, hopeless lines, intimating that +'Messrs. Smith and Elder were not disposed to publish the MS.,' and, +instead, he took out the envelope a letter of two pages. He read it, +trembling. It declined, indeed, to publish that tale, for business +reasons, but it discussed its merits and demerits so courteously, so +considerately, in a spirit so rational, with a discrimination so +enlightened, that this very refusal cheered the author better than a +vulgarly expressed acceptance would have done. It was added, that a +work in three volumes would meet with careful attention." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Mr. Smith has told me a little circumstance connected with the +reception of this manuscript which seems to me indicative of no +ordinary character. It came (accompanied by the note given below) in a +brown paper parcel, to 65 Cornhill. Besides the address to Messrs. +Smith & Co., there were on it those of other publishers to whom the +tale had been sent, not obliterated, but simply scored through, so that +Messrs. Smith at once perceived the names of some of the houses in the +trade to which the unlucky parcel had gone, without success. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[<I>To Messrs. Smith and Elder</I>] +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"JULY 15th, 1847. +</P> + +<P> +"Gentlemen—I beg to submit to your consideration the accompanying +manuscript. I should be glad to learn whether it be such as you +approve, and would undertake to publish at as early a period as +possible. Address, Mr. Currer Bell, under cover to Miss Brontë, +Haworth, Bradford, Yorkshire." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Some time elapsed before an answer was returned.… +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[<I>To Messrs. Smith and Elder</I>] +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"AUGUST 2nd, 1847. +</P> + +<P> +"Gentlemen—About three weeks since I sent for your consideration a MS. +entitled 'The Professor, a Tale by Currer Bell.' I should be glad to +know whether it reached your hands safely, and likewise to learn, at +your earliest convenience, whether it be such as you can undertake to +publish. I am, gentlemen, yours respectfully, +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"CURRER BELL. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"I enclose a directed cover for your reply." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +This time her note met with a prompt answer; for, four days later, she +writes (in reply to the letter she afterward characterized in the +Preface to the second edition of "Wuthering Heights," as containing a +refusal so delicate, reasonable, and courteous as to be more cheering +than some acceptances): +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"Your objection to the want of varied interest in the tale is, I am +aware, not without grounds; yet it appears to me that it might be +published without serious risk, if its appearance were speedily +followed up by another work from the same pen, of a more striking and +exciting character. The first work might serve as an introduction, and +accustom the public to the author's name: the success of the second +might thereby be rendered more probable. I have a second narrative in +three volumes, now in progress, and nearly completed, to which I have +endeavoured to impart a more vivid interest than belongs to 'The +Professor.' In about a month I hope to finish it, so that if a +publisher were found for 'The Professor' the second narrative might +follow as soon as was deemed advisable; and thus the interest of the +public (if any interest was aroused) might not be suffered to cool. +Will you be kind enough to favour me with your judgment on this +plan?"… +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Mr. Brontë, too, had his suspicions of something going on; but, never +being spoken to, he did not speak on the subject, and consequently his +ideas were vague and uncertain, only just prophetic enough to keep him +from being actually stunned when, later on, he heard of the success of +"Jane Eyre"; to the progress of which we must now return. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[<I>To Messrs. Smith and Elder</I>] +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"AUGUST 24th. +</P> + +<P> +"I now send you per rail a MS. entitled 'Jane Eyre,' a novel in three +volumes, by Currer Bell. I find I cannot prepay the carriage of the +parcel, as money for that purpose is not received at the small +station-house where it is left. If, when you acknowledge the receipt +of the MS., you would have the goodness to mention the amount charged +on delivery, I will immediately transmit it in postage stamps. It is +better in future to address Mr. Currer Bell, under cover to Miss +Brontë, Haworth, Bradford, Yorkshire, as there is a risk of letters +otherwise directed not reaching me at present. To save trouble, I +enclose an envelope." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"Jane Eyre" was accepted, and printed and published by October +16th.… +</P> + +<P> +When the manuscript of "Jane Eyre" had been received by the future +publishers of that remarkable novel, it fell to the share of a +gentleman connected with the firm to read it first. He was so +powerfully struck by the character of the tale that he reported his +impression in very strong terms to Mr. Smith, who appears to have been +much amused by the admiration excited. "You seem to have been so +enchanted that I do not know how to believe you," he laughingly said. +But when a second reader, in the person of a clear-headed Scotchman, +not given to enthusiasm, had taken the MS. home in the evening, and +became so deeply interested in it as to sit up half the night to finish +it, Mr. Smith's curiosity was sufficiently excited to prompt him to +read it for himself; and great as were the praises which had been +bestowed upon it, he found that they had not exceeded the truth. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap06"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +LOUISA MAY ALCOTT +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1832-1888) +</H3> + + +<P> +He is a hard-hearted churl who can read with unmoistened eyes this +journal of a brave and talented girl. +</P> + +<P> +With what genuine, <I>personal</I> pleasure one remembers that a full +measure of success and recognition was finally won by her efforts. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From "Louisa Mary Alcott: Her Life, Letters, and Journals." Little, +Brown & Co., 1889. +</P> + +<P> +1852.—<I>High Street, Boston</I>.—After the smallpox summer, we went to a +house in High Street. Mother opened an intelligence office, which grew +out of her city missionary work and a desire to find places for good +girls. It was not fit work for her, but it paid; and she always did +what came to her in the work of duty or charity, and let pride, taste, +and comfort suffer for love's sake. +</P> + +<P> +Anna and I taught; Lizzie was our little housekeeper—our angel in a +cellar kitchen; May went to school; father wrote and talked when he +could get classes or conversations. Our poor little home had much love +and happiness in it, and it was a shelter for lost girls, abused wives, +friendless children, and weak or wicked men. Father and mother had no +money to give, but gave them time, sympathy, help; and if blessings +would make them rich, they would be millionaires. This is practical +Christianity. +</P> + +<P> +My first story was printed, and $5 paid for it. It was written in +Concord when I was sixteen. Great rubbish! Read it aloud to sisters, +and when they praised it, not knowing the author, I proudly announced +her name. +</P> + +<P> +Made a resolution to read fewer novels, and those only of the best. +List of books I like: +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +Carlyle's French Revolution and Miscellanies.<BR> +Hero and Hero-Worship.<BR> +Goethe's poems, plays, and novels.<BR> +Plutarch's Lives.<BR> +Madame Guion.<BR> +Paradise Lost and Comus.<BR> +Schiller's Plays.<BR> +Madame de Staël.<BR> +Bettine.<BR> +Louis XIV.<BR> +Jane Eyre.<BR> +Hypatia.<BR> +Philothea.<BR> +Uncle Tom's Cabin.<BR> +Emerson's Poems.…<BR> +</P> + +<P> +1853.—In January I started a little school—E. W., W. A., two L's, two +H's—about a dozen in our parlor. In May, when my school closed, I +went to L. as second girl. I needed the change, could do the wash, and +was glad to earn my $2 a week. Home in October with $34 for my wages. +After two days' rest, began school again with ten children. Anna went +to Syracuse to teach; father to the West to try his luck—so poor, so +hopeful, so serene. God be with him! Mother had several boarders, and +May got on well at school. Betty was still the home bird, and had a +little romance with C. +</P> + +<P> +Pleasant letters from father and Anna. A hard year. Summer +distasteful and lonely; winter tiresome with school and people I didn't +like; I miss Anna, my one bosom friend and comforter. +</P> + +<P> +1854.—<I>Pinckney Street</I>.—I have neglected my journal for months, so +must write it up. School for me month after month. Mother busy with +boarders and sewing. Father doing as well as a philosopher can in a +money-loving world. Anna at S. +</P> + +<P> +I earned a good deal by sewing in the evening when my day's work was +done. +</P> + +<P> +In February father came home. Paid his way, but no more. A dramatic +scene when he arrived in the night. We were waked by hearing the bell. +Mother flew down, crying "My husband!" We rushed after, and five white +figures embraced the half-frozen wanderer who came in hungry, tired, +cold, and disappointed, but smiling bravely and as serene as ever. We +fed and warmed and brooded over him, longing to ask if he had made any +money; but no one did till little May said, after he had told all the +pleasant things, "Well, did people pay you?" Then, with a queer look, +he opened his pocketbook and showed one dollar, saying with a smile +that made our eyes fill, "Only that! My overcoat was stolen, and I had +to buy a shawl. Many promises were not kept, and travelling is costly; +but I have opened the way, and another year shall do better." +</P> + +<P> +I shall never forget how beautifully mother answered him, though the +dear, hopeful soul had built much on his success; but with a beaming +face she kissed him, saying, "I call that doing <I>very well</I>. Since you +are safely home, dear, we don't ask anything more." +</P> + +<P> +Anna and I choked down our tears, and took a little lesson in real +love, which we never forgot, nor the look that the tired man and the +tender woman gave one another. It was half tragic and comic, for +father was very dirty and sleepy, and mother in a big nightcap and +funny old jacket. +</P> + +<P> +[I began to see the strong contrasts and the fun and follies in +every-day life about this time—L. M. A.] +</P> + +<P> +Anna came home in March. Kept our school all summer. I got "Flower +Fables" ready to print. +</P> + +<P> +Louisa also tried service with a relative in the country for a short +time, but teaching, sewing, and writing were her principal occupations +during this residence in Boston. +</P> + +<P> +These seven years, from Louisa's sixteenth to her twenty-third year, +might be called an apprenticeship to life. She tried various paths, +and learned to know herself and the world about her, although she was +not even yet certain of success in the way which finally opened before +her and led her so successfully to the accomplishment of her +life-purpose. She tried teaching, without satisfaction to herself or +perhaps to others. The kind of education she had herself received +fitted her admirably to understand and influence children, but not to +carry on the routine of a school. Sewing was her resource when nothing +else offered, but it is almost pitiful to think of her as confined to +such work when great powers were lying dormant in her mind. Still +Margaret Fuller said that a year of enforced quiet in the country +devoted mainly to sewing was very useful to her, since she reviewed and +examined the treasures laid up in her memory; and doubtless Louisa +Alcott thought out many a story which afterward delighted the world +while her fingers busily plied the needle. Yet it was a great +deliverance when she first found that the products of her brain would +bring in the needed money for family support. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[<I>L. in Boston to A. in Syracuse</I>] +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THURSDAY, 27th. +</P> + +<P> +DEAREST NAN: I was so glad to hear from you, and hear that all are well. +</P> + +<P> +I am grubbing away as usual, trying to get money enough to buy mother a +nice warm shawl. I have eleven dollars, all my own earnings—five for +a story, and four for the pile of sewing I did for the ladies of Dr. +Gray's society, to give him as a present. +</P> + +<P> +…I got a crimson ribbon for a bonnet for May, and I took my straw +and fixed it nicely with some little duds I had. Her old one has +haunted me all winter, and I want her to look neat. She is so graceful +and pretty and loves beauty so much it is hard for her to be poor and +wear other people's ugly things. You and I have learned not to mind +<I>much</I>; but when I think of her I long to dash out and buy the finest +hat the limited sum often dollars can procure. She says so sweetly in +one of her letters: "It is hard sometimes to see other people have so +many nice things and I so few; but I try not to be envious, but +contented with my poor clothes, and cheerful about it." I hope the +little dear will like the bonnet and the frills I made her and some +bows I fixed over from bright ribbons L. W. threw away. I get half my +rarities from her rag-bag, and she doesn't know her own rags when fixed +over. I hope I shall live to see the dear child in silk and lace, with +plenty of pictures and "bottles of cream," Europe, and all she longs +for. +</P> + +<P> +For our good little Betty, who is wearing all the old gowns we left, I +shall soon be able to buy a new one, and send it with my blessing to +the cheerful saint. She writes me the funniest notes, and tries to +keep the old folks warm and make the lonely house in the snowbanks +cosey and bright. +</P> + +<P> +To father I shall send new neckties and some paper; then he will be +happy, and can keep on with the beloved diaries though the heavens fall. +</P> + +<P> +Don't laugh at my plans; I'll carry them out, if I go to service to do +it. Seeing so much money flying about, I long to honestly get a little +and make my dear family more comfortable. I feel weak-minded when I +think of all they need and the little I can do. +</P> + +<P> +Now about you: Keep the money you have earned by so many tears and +sacrifices, and clothe yourself; for it makes me mad to know that my +good little lass is going round in shabby things, and being looked down +upon by people who are not worthy to touch her patched shoes or the hem +of her ragged old gowns. Make yourself tidy, and if any is left over +send it to mother; for there are always many things needed at home, +though they won't tell us. I only wish I, too, by any amount of +weeping and homesickness could earn as much. But my mite won't come +amiss; and if tears can add to its value, I've shed my quart—first, +over the book not coming out; for that was a sad blow, and I waited so +long it was dreadful when my castle in the air came tumbling about my +ears. Pride made me laugh in public; but I wailed in private, and no +one knew it. The folks at home think I rather enjoyed it, for I wrote +a jolly letter. But my visit was spoiled; and now I'm digging away for +dear life, that I may not have come entirely in vain. I didn't mean to +groan about it; but my lass and I must tell some one our trials, and so +it becomes easy to confide in one another. I never let mother know how +unhappy you were in S. till Uncle wrote. +</P> + +<P> +My doings are not much this week. I sent a little tale to the Gazette, +and Clapp asked H. W. if five dollars would be enough. Cousin H. said +yes, and gave it to me, with kind words and a nice parcel of paper, +saying in his funny way, "Now, Lu, the door is open, go in and win." +So I shall try to do it. Then cousin L. W. said Mr. B. had got my +play, and told her that if Mrs. B. liked it as well, it must be clever, +and if it didn't cost too much, he would bring it out by and by. Say +nothing about it yet. Dr. W. tells me Mr. F. is very sick; so the +farce cannot be acted yet. But the Doctor is set on its coming out, +and we have fun about it. H. W. takes me often to the theatre when L. +is done with me. I read to her all the P. M. often, as she is poorly, +and in that way I pay my debt to them. +</P> + +<P> +I'm writing another story for Clapp. I want more fives, and mean to +have them, too. +</P> + +<P> +Uncle wrote that you were Dr. W.'s pet teacher, and every one loved you +dearly. But if you are not well, don't stay. Come home, and be +cuddled by your old +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +Lu. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +<I>Pinckney Street, Boston</I>, January 1, 1855.—The principal event of the +winter is the appearance of my book "Flower Fables." An edition of +sixteen hundred. It has sold very well, and people seem to like it. I +feel quite proud that the little tales that I wrote for Ellen E. when I +was sixteen should now bring money and fame. +</P> + +<P> +I will put in some of the notices as "varieties," mothers are always +foolish over their first-born. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Wealthy Stevens paid for the book, and I received $32. +</P> + +<P> +[A pleasing contrast to the receipts of six months only, in 1886, being +$8,000 for the sale of books, and no new one; but I was prouder over +the $32 than the $8,000.—L. M. A., 1886.] +</P> + +<P> +<I>April</I>, 1855.—I am in the garret with my papers round me, and a pile +of apples to eat while I write my journal, plan stories, and enjoy the +patter of rain on the roof, in peace and quiet. +</P> + +<P> +[Jo in the garret.—L. M. A.] +</P> + +<P> +Being behindhand, as usual, I'll make note of the main events up to +date, for I don't waste ink in poetry and pages of rubbish now. I've +begun to live, and have no time for sentimental musing. +</P> + +<P> +In October I began my school; father talked, mother looked after her +boarders, and tried to help everybody. Anna was in Syracuse teaching +Mrs. S———'s children. +</P> + +<P> +My book came out; and people began to think that topsy-turvy Louisa +would amount to something after all, since she could do so well as +housemaid, teacher, seamstress, and story-teller. Perhaps she may. +</P> + +<P> +In February I wrote a story for which C. paid $5 and asked for more. +</P> + +<P> +In March I wrote a farce for W. Warren, and Dr. W. offered it to him; +but W. W. was too busy. +</P> + +<P> +Also began another tale, but found little time to work on it, with +school, sewing, and housework. My winter's earnings are: +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> + School, one quarter . . . . . $50<BR> + Sewing . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 50<BR> + Stories . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 20<BR> +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +if I am ever paid. +</P> + +<P> +A busy and a pleasant winter, because, though hard at times, I do seem +to be getting on a little; and that encourages me. +</P> + +<P> +Have heard Lowell and Hedge lecture, acted in plays, and thanks to our +rag-money and good cousin H., have been to the theatre several +times—always my great joy. +</P> + +<P> +Summer plans are yet unsettled. Father wants to go to England: not a +wise idea, I think. We shall probably stay here, and A. and I go into +the country as governesses. It's a queer way to live, but dramatic, +and I rather like it; for we never know what is to come next. We are +real "Micawbers," and always "ready for a spring." +</P> + +<P> +I have planned another Christmas book, and hope to be able to write it. +</P> + +<P> +1855.—Cousin L. W. asks me to pass the summer at Walpole with her. If +I can get no teaching, I shall go; for I long for the hills, and can +write my fairy tales there. +</P> + +<P> +I delivered my burlesque lecture on "Woman, and Her Position; by +Oronthy Bluggage," last evening at Deacon G's. Had a merry time, and +was asked by Mr. R. to do it at H. for money. Read "Hamlet" at our +club—my favorite play. Saw Mrs. W. H. Smith about the farce; says she +will do it at her benefit. +</P> + +<P> +<I>May</I>.—Father went to C. to talk with Mr. Emerson about the England +trip. I am to go to Walpole. I have made my own gowns, and had money +enough to fit up the girls. So glad to be independent. +</P> + +<P> +[I wonder if $40 fitted up the whole family. Perhaps so, as my +wardrobe was made up of old clothes from cousins and friends.—L. M. A.] +</P> + +<P> +<I>Walpole, N. H., June, 1855</I>.—Pleasant journey and a kind welcome. +Lovely place, high among the hills. So glad to run and skip in the +woods and up the splendid ravine. Shall write here, I know. +</P> + +<P> +Helped cousin L. in her garden; and the smell of the fresh earth and +the touch of green leaves did me good. +</P> + +<P> +Mr. T. came and praised my first book, so I felt much inspired to go +and do another. I remember him at Scituate years ago, when he was a +young shipbuilder and I a curly-haired hoyden of five or six. +</P> + +<P> +Up at five, and had a lovely run in the ravine, seeing the woods wake. +Planned a little tale which ought to be fresh and true, as it came at +that hour and place—"King Goldenrod." Have lively days—writing in A. +M., driving in P. M., and fun in the eve. My visit is doing me much +good. +</P> + +<P> +<I>July</I>, 1855.—Read "Hyperion." On the 16th the family came to live in +Mr. W.'s house, rent free. No better plan offered, and we were all +tired of the city. Here father can have a garden, mother can rest and +be near her good niece; the children have freedom and fine air; and A. +and I can go from here to our teaching, wherever it may be. +</P> + +<P> +Busy and happy times as we settle in the little house in the lane near +by my dear ravine—plays, picnics, pleasant people, and good neighbors. +Fanny Kemble came up, Mrs. Kirkland, and others, and Dr. Bellows is the +gayest of the gay. We acted the "Jacobite," "Rivals," and +"Bonnycastles," to an audience of a hundred, and were noticed in the +Boston papers. H. T. was our manager, and Dr. B., D. D., our dramatic +director. Anna was the star, her acting being really very fine. I did +"Mrs. Malaprop," "Widow Pottle," and the old ladies. +</P> + +<P> +Finished fairy book in September. Ann had an offer from Dr. Wilbur of +Syracuse to teach at the great idiot asylum. She disliked it, but +decided to go. Poor dear! so beauty-loving, timid, and tender. It is +a hard trial; but she is so self-sacrificing she tries to like it +because it is duty. +</P> + +<P> +<I>October</I>.—A. to Syracuse. May illustrated my book and tales called +"Christmas Elves." Better than "Flower Fables." Now I must try to sell +it. +</P> + +<P> +[Innocent Louisa, to think that a Christmas book could be sold in +October.—L. M. A.] +</P> + +<P> +<I>November</I>.—Decided to seek my fortune; so with my little trunk of +home-made clothes, $20 earned by stories sent to the <I>Gazette</I>, and my +MSS., I set forth with mother's blessing one rainy day in the dullest +month in the year. +</P> + +<P> +[My birth-month; always to be a memorable one.—L. M. A.] +</P> + +<P> +Found it too late to do anything with the book, so put it away and +tried for teaching, sewing, or any honest work. Won't go home to sit +idle while I have a head and pair of hands. +</P> + +<P> +<I>December</I>.—H. and L. W. very kind, and my dear cousins the Sewalls +take me in. I sew for Mollie and others, and write stories. C. gave +me books to notice. Heard Thackeray. Anxious times; Anna very +homesick. Walpole very cold and dull now the summer butterflies have +gone. Got $5 for a tale and $12 for sewing; sent home a Christmas box +to cheer the dear souls in the snow-banks. +</P> + +<P> +<I>January, 1856</I>.—C. paid $6 for "A Sister's Trial." Gave me more +books to notice, and wants more tales. +</P> + +<P> +[Should think he would at that price.—L. M. A.] +</P> + +<P> +Sewed for L. W. Sewall and others. Mr. J. M. Field took my farce to +Mobile to bring out; Mr. Barry of the Boston Theatre has the play. +</P> + +<P> +Heard Curtis lecture. Began a book for summer—"Beach Bubbles." Mr. +F. of the <I>Courier</I> printed a poem of mine on "Little Nell." Got $10 +for "Bertha," and saw great yellow placards stuck up announcing it. +Acted at the W.'s. +</P> + +<P> +<I>March</I>.—Got $10 for "Genevieve." Prices go up, as people like the +tales and ask who wrote them. Finished "Twelve Bubbles." Sewed a +great deal, and got very tired; one job for Mr. G. of a dozen pillow +cases, one dozen sheets, six fine cambric neckties, and two dozen +handkerchiefs, at which I had to work all one night to get them done, +as they were a gift to him. I got only $4. +</P> + +<P> +Sewing won't make my fortune; but I can plan my stories while I work, +and then scribble 'em down on Sundays. +</P> + +<P> +Poem on "Little Paul"; Curtis's lecture on "Dickens" made it go well. +Hear Emerson on "England." +</P> + +<P> +<I>May</I>.—Anna came on her way home, sick and worn out; the work was too +much for her. We had some happy days visiting about. Could not +dispose of B. B. in book form, but C. took them for his paper. Mr. +Field died, so the farce fell through there. Altered the play for Mrs. +Barrow to bring out next winter. +</P> + +<P> +<I>June, 1856</I>.—Home, to find dear Betty very ill with scarlet-fever +caught from some poor children mother nursed when they fell sick, +living over a cellar where pigs had been kept. The landlord (a deacon) +would not clean the place till mother threatened to sue him for +allowing a nuisance. Too late to save two of the poor babies or Lizzie +and May from the fever. +</P> + +<P> +[L. never recovered, but died of it two years later.—L. M. A.] +</P> + +<P> +An anxious time, I nursed, did housework, and wrote a story a month +through the summer. +</P> + +<P> +Dr. Bellows and Father had Sunday eve conversations. +</P> + +<P> +<I>October</I>.—Pleasant letters from father, who went on a tour to New +York, Philadelphia, and Boston. +</P> + +<P> +Made plans to go to Boston for the winter, as there is nothing to do +here, and there I can support myself and help the family. C. offers +$10 a month, and perhaps more. L. W., M. S., and others, have plenty +of sewing; the play may come out, and Mrs. R. will give me a sky-parlor +for $3 a week, with fire and board. I sew for her also. +</P> + +<P> +If I can get A. L. to governess I shall be all right. +</P> + +<P> +I was born with a boy's spirit under my bib and tucker. I <I>can't wait</I> +when I <I>can work</I>, so I took my little talent in my hand and forced the +world again, braver than before and wiser for my failures. +</P> + +<P> +[Jo in N. Y.—L. M. A.] +</P> + +<P> +I don't often pray in words; but when I set out that day with all my +worldly goods in the little old trunk, my own earnings ($25) in my +pocket, and much hope and resolution in my soul, my heart was very +full, and I said to the Lord, "Help us all, and keep us for one +another," as I never said it before, while I looked back at the dear +faces watching me, so full of love and hope and faith. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[<I>Journal</I>] +</P> + +<P> +Boston, <I>November, 1856: Mrs. David Reed's</I>.—I find my little room up +in the attic very cosey and a house full of boarders very amusing to +study. Mrs. Reed very kind. Fly around and take C. his stories. Go +to see Mrs. L. about A. Don't want me. A blow, but I cheer up and +hunt for sewing. Go to hear Parker, and he does me good. Asks me to +come Sunday evenings to his house. I did go there, and met Phillips, +Garrison, Hedge, and other great men, and sit in my corner weekly, +staring and enjoying myself. +</P> + +<P> +When I went Mr. Parker said, "God bless you, Louisa; come again"; and +the grasp of his hand gave me courage to face another anxious week. +</P> + +<P> +<I>November 3d</I>.—Wrote all the morning. In the P. M. went to see the +Sumner reception as he comes home after the Brooks affair. I saw him +pass up Beacon Street, pale and feeble, but smiling and bowing. I +rushed to Hancock Street, and was in time to see him bring his proud +old mother to the window when the crowd gave three cheers for her. I +cheered, too, and was very much excited. Mr. Parker met him somewhere +before the ceremony began, and the above P. cheered like a boy; and +Sumner laughed and nodded as his friend pranced and shouted, bareheaded +and beaming. +</P> + +<P> +My kind cousin, L. W., got tickets for a course of lectures on "Italian +Literature," and seeing my old cloak sent me a new one, with other +needful and pretty things such as girls love to have. I shall never +forget how kind she has always been to me. +</P> + +<P> +<I>November 5th</I>.—Went with H. W. to see Manager Barry about the +everlasting play which is always coming out but never comes. We went +all over the great new theatre, and I danced a jig on the immense +stage. Mr. B. was very kind, and gave me a pass to come whenever I +liked. This was such richness I didn't care if the play was burnt on +the spot, and went home full of joy. In the eve I saw La Grange as +Norma, and felt as if I knew all about that place. Quite stage-struck, +and imagined myself in her place, with white robes and oak-leaf crown. +</P> + +<P> +<I>November 6th</I>.—Sewed happily on my job of twelve sheets for H. W., +and put lots of good will into the work after his kindness to me. +</P> + +<P> +Walked to Roxbury to see cousin Dr. W. about the play and tell the fine +news. Rode home in the new cars, and found them very nice. +</P> + +<P> +In the eve went to teach at Warren Street Chapel Charity School. I'll +help as I am helped if I can. Mother says no one so poor he can't do a +little for some one poorer yet. +</P> + +<P> +<I>Sunday</I>.—Heard Parker on "Individuality of Character," and liked it +much. In the eve I went to his house. Mrs. Howe was there, and Sumner +and others. I sat in my usual corner, but Mr. P. came up and said, in +that cordial way of his, "Well, child, how goes it?" "Pretty well, +sir." "That's brave"; and with his warm handshake he went on, leaving +me both proud and happy, though I have my trials. He is like a great +fire where all can come and be warmed and comforted. Bless him! +</P> + +<P> +Had a talk at tea about him, and fought for him when W. R. said he was +not a Christian. He is my <I>sort</I>; for though he may lack reverence for +other people's God, he works bravely for his own, and turns his back on +no one who needs help, as some of the pious do. +</P> + +<P> +<I>Monday, 14th</I>.—May came full of expectation and joy to visit good +aunt B. and study drawing. We walked about and had a good home talk, +then my girl went off to Auntie's to begin what I hope will be a +pleasant and profitable winter. She needs help to develop her talent, +and I can't give it to her. +</P> + +<P> +Went to see Forrest as Othello. It is funny to see how attentive all +the once cool gentlemen are to Miss Alcott now she has a pass to the +new theatre. +</P> + +<P> +<I>November 29th</I>.—My birthday. Felt forlorn so far from home. Wrote +all day. Seem to be getting on slowly, so should be contented. To a +little party at the B.'s in the eve. May looked very pretty, and +seemed to be a favorite. The boys teased me about being an authoress, +and I said I'd be famous yet. Will if I can, but something else may be +better for me. +</P> + +<P> +Found a pretty pin from father and a nice letter when I got home. Mr. +H. brought them with letters from mother and Betty, so I went to bed +happy. +</P> + +<P> +<I>December</I>.—Busy with Christmas and New Year's tales. Heard a good +lecture by E. P. Whipple on "Courage." Thought I needed it, being +rather tired of living like a spider—spinning my brains out for money. +</P> + +<P> +Wrote a story, "The Cross on the Church Tower," suggested by the tower +before my window. +</P> + +<P> +Called on Mrs. L., and she asked me to come and teach A. for three +hours each day. Just what I wanted; and the children's welcome was +very pretty and comforting to "Our Olly," as they called me. +</P> + +<P> +Now board is all safe, and something over for home, if stories and +sewing fail. I don't do much, but can send little comforts to mother +and Betty, and keep May neat. +</P> + +<P> +<I>December 18th</I>.—Begin with A. L., in Beacon Street. I taught C. when +we lived in High Street, A. in Pinckney Street, and now Al; so I seem +to be an institution and a success, since I can start the boy, teach +one girl, and take care of the little invalid. It is hard work, but I +can do it; and am glad to sit in a large, fine room part of each day, +after my sky-parlor, which has nothing pretty in it, and only the gray +tower and blue sky outside as I sit at the window writing. I love +luxury, but freedom and independence better. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[<I>To her father, written from Mrs. Reed's</I>] +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +<I>Boston, November 29, 1856</I>. +</P> + +<P> +DEAREST FATHER: Your little parcel was very welcome to me as I sat +alone in my room, with snow falling fast outside, and a few tears in +(for birthdays are dismal times to me); and the fine letter, the pretty +gift, and, most of all, the loving thought so kindly taken for your old +absent daughter, made the cold, dark day as warm and bright as summer +to me. +</P> + +<P> +And now, with the birthday pin upon my bosom, many thanks on my lips, +and a whole heart full of love for its giver, I will tell you a little +about my doings, stupid as they will seem after your own grand +proceedings. How I wish I could be with you, enjoying what I have +always longed for—fine people, fine amusements, and fine books. But +as I can't, I am glad you are; for I love to see your name first among +the lecturers, to hear it kindly spoken of in papers and inquired about +by good people here—to say nothing of the delight and pride I take in +seeing you at last filling the place you are so fitted for, and which +you have waited for so long and patiently. If the New Yorkers raise a +statue to the modern Plato, it will be a wise and highly creditable +action. +</P> + +<BR> +<HR WIDTH="60%" ALIGN="center"> +<BR> + +<P> +I am very well and very happy. Things go smoothly, and I think I shall +come out right, and prove that though an <I>Alcott</I> I <I>can</I> support +myself. I like the independent feeling; and though not an easy life, +it is a free one, and I enjoy it. I can't do much with my hands; so I +will make a battering-ram of my head and make a way through this +rough-and-tumble world. I have very pleasant lectures to amuse my +evenings—Professor Gajani on "Italian Reformers," the Mercantile +Library course, Whipple, Beecher, and others, and, best of all, a free +pass at the Boston Theatre. I saw Mr. Barry, and he gave it to me with +many kind speeches, and promises to bring out the play very soon. I +hope he will. +</P> + +<P> +My farce is in the hands of Mrs. W. H. Smith, who acts at Laura Keene's +theatre in New York. She took it, saying she would bring it out there. +If you see or hear anything about it, let me know. I want something +doing. My mornings are spent in writing. C. takes one a month, and I +am to see Mr. B., who may take some of my wares. +</P> + +<P> +In the afternoons I walk and visit my hundred relations, who are all +kind and friendly, and seem interested in our various successes. +</P> + +<P> +Sunday evenings I go to Parker's parlor, and there meet Phillips, +Garrison, Scherb, Sanborn, and many other pleasant people. All talk, +and I sit in a corner listening, and wishing a certain placid, +gray-haired gentleman was there talking, too. Mrs. Parker calls on me, +reads my stories, and is very good to me. Theodore asks Louisa "how +her worthy parents do," and is otherwise very friendly to the large, +bashful girl who adorns his parlor steadily. +</P> + +<P> +Abby is preparing for a busy and, I hope, a profitable winter. She has +music lessons already, French and drawing in store, and, if her eyes +hold out, will keep her word and become what none of us can be, "an +accomplished Alcott." Now, dear Father, I shall hope to hear from you +occasionally, and will gladly answer all epistles from the Plato, whose +parlor parish is becoming quite famous. I got the <I>Tribune</I> but not +the letter, and shall look it up. I have been meaning to write, but +did not know where you were. +</P> + +<P> +Good-bye, and a happy birthday from your ever-loving child, +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +LOUISA. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[<I>Journal</I>] +</P> + +<P> +<I>January, 1857</I>.—Had my first new silk dress from good little L. W.; +very fine; and I felt as if all the Hancocks and Quincys beheld me as I +went to two parties in it on New Year's eve. +</P> + +<P> +A busy, happy month—taught, wrote, sewed, read aloud to the "little +mother," and went often to the theatre; heard good lectures; and +enjoyed my Parker evenings very much. +</P> + +<P> +Father came to see me on his way home; little money; had had a good +time, and was asked to come again. Why don't rich people who enjoy his +talk pay for it? Philosophers are always poor, and too modest to pass +round their own hats. +</P> + +<P> +Sent by him a good bundle to the poor Forlomites among the ten-foot +drifts in W. +</P> + +<P> +<I>February</I>.—Ran home as a valentine on the 14th. +</P> + +<P> +<I>March</I>.—Have several irons in the fire now, and try to keep 'em all +hot. +</P> + +<P> +<I>April</I>.—May did a crayon head of mother with Mrs. Murdock; very good +likeness. All of us as proud as peacocks of our "little Raphael." +</P> + +<P> +Heard Mrs. Butler read; very fine. +</P> + +<P> +<I>May</I>.—Left the L.'s with my $33; glad to rest. May went home with +her picture, happy in her winter's work and success. +</P> + +<P> +Father had three talks at W. F. Channing's. Good company—Emerson, +Mrs. Howe, and the rest. +</P> + +<P> +Saw young Booth in Brutus, and liked him better than his father; went +about and rested after my labors; glad to be with Father, who enjoyed +Boston and friends. +</P> + +<P> +Home on the 10th, passing Sunday at the Emersons'. I have done what I +planned—supported myself, written eight stories, taught four months, +earned a hundred dollars, and sent money home. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap07"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +HENRY GEORGE +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1839-1897) +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE TROUBLES OF A JOB PRINTER +</H3> + +<P> +Henry George was a self-helped man, if ever there was one. When less +than fourteen years of age, he left school and started to earn his own +living. He never afterward returned to school. In adolescence, his +eager mind was obsessed by the glamor of the sea, so he began life as a +sailor. After a few years came the desperate poverty of his early +married life in California, as here described. His work as a printer +led to casual employment as a journalist. This was the first step in +his subsequently life-long career as an independent thinker, writer, +and speaker. +</P> + +<P> +An apparent failure in life, he was obliged when twenty-six years of +age to beg money from a stranger on the street to keep his wife and +babies from actual starvation. But his misery may have been of +incalculable value to the human race, for his bitter personal +experience convinced him that the times were out of joint, and his +brain began to seek the remedy. The doctrine of <I>single tax</I>, already +on trial in some parts of the world, is his chief contribution to +economic theory. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From "The Life of Henry George, by His Son." Doubleday, Page & +Company, 1900. +</P> + +<P> +Thus heavily weighted at the outset, the three men opened their office. +But hard times had come. A drought had shortened the grain crop, +killed great numbers of cattle and lessened the gold supply, and the +losses that the farming, ranching, and mineral regions suffered +affected all the commercial and industrial activities of the State, so +that there was a general depression. Business not coming into their +office, the three partners went out to hunt for it; and yet it was +elusive, so that they had very little to do and soon were in +extremities for living necessities, even for wood for the kitchen fire. +Henry George had fitfully kept a pocket diary during 1864, and a few +entries at this job-printing period tell of the pass of affairs. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"<I>December 25</I>.—Determined to keep a regular journal, and to cultivate +habits of determination, energy, and industry. Feel that I am in a bad +situation, and must use my utmost effort to keep afloat and go ahead. +Will try to follow the following general rules for one week: +</P> + +<P> +"1st. In every case to determine rationally what is best to be done. +</P> + +<P> +"2nd. To do everything determined upon immediately, or as soon as an +opportunity presents. +</P> + +<P> +"3rd. To write down what I shall determine upon doing for the +succeeding day. +</P> + +<P> +"Saw landlady and told her I was not able to pay rent. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>December 26</I>, 7 A. M.: +</P> + +<P> +"1st. Propose to-day, in addition to work in office, to write to Boyne. +</P> + +<P> +"2nd. To get wood in trade. +</P> + +<P> +"3rd. To talk with Dr. Eaton, and, perhaps, Dr. Morse. +</P> + +<P> +"Rose at quarter to seven. Stopped at six wood yards trying to get +wood in exchange for printing, but failed. Did very little in office. +Walked and talked with Ike. Felt very blue and thought of drawing out. +Saw Dr. Eaton, but failed to make a trade. In evening saw Dr. Morse. +Have not done all, nor as well as I could wish. Also wrote to Boyne, +but did not mail letter. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>January 1 (Sunday)</I>.—Annie not very well. Got down town about 11 +o'clock. Went with Ike to Chinaman's to see about paper bags. +Returned to office and worked off a lot. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>January 2</I>.—Got down town about 8 o'clock. Worked some labels. Not +much doing. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>January 3</I>.—Working in office all day. De Long called to talk about +getting out a journal. Did our best day's work." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +From time to time they got a little business, enough at any rate to +encourage Trump and George to continue with the office, though Daley +dropped out; and each day that the money was there the two partners +took out of the business twenty-five cents apiece, which they together +spent for food, Trump's wife being with her relatives and he taking his +dinner with the Georges. They lived chiefly on cornmeal and milk, +potatoes, bread and sturgeon, for meat they could not afford and +sturgeon was the cheapest fish they could find.[1] Mr. George +generally went to the office early without breakfast, saying that he +would get it down town; but knowing that he had no money, his wife more +than suspected that many a morning passed without his getting a +mouthful. Nor could he borrow money except occasionally, for the +drought that had made general business so bad had hurt all his friends, +and, indeed, many of them had already borrowed from him while he had +anything to lend; and he was too proud to complain now to them. Nor +did his wife complain, though what deepened their anxieties was that +they looked for the coming of a second child. Mrs. George would not +run up bills that she did not have money to meet. She parted with her +little pieces of jewellery and smaller trinkets one by one, until only +her wedding ring had not been pawned. And then she told the milkman +that she could no longer afford to take milk, but he offered to +continue to supply it for printed cards, which she accepted. Mr. +George's diary is blank just here, but at another time he said:[2] +</P> + +<P> +"I came near starving to death, and at one time I was so close to it +that I think I should have done so but for the job of printing a few +cards which enabled us to buy a little cornmeal. In this darkest time +in my life my second child was born." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +The baby came at seven o'clock in the morning of January 27, 1865. +When it was born the wife heard the doctor say: "Don't stop to wash the +child; he is starving. Feed him!" After the doctor had gone and +mother and baby had fallen asleep, the husband left them alone in the +house, and taking the elder child to a neighbour's, himself went to his +business in a desperate state of mind, for his wife's condition made +money—some money—an absolute and immediate necessity. But nothing +came into the office and he did not know where to borrow. What then +happened he told sixteen years subsequently. +</P> + +<P> +"I walked along the street and made up my mind to get money from the +first man whose appearance might indicate that he had it to give. I +stopped a man—a stranger—and told him I wanted $5. He asked what I +wanted it for. I told him that my wife was confined and that I had +nothing to give her to eat. He gave me the money. If he had not, I +think I was desperate enough to have killed him." [3] +</P> + +<P> +The diary notes commence again twenty days after the new baby's birth +and show that the struggle for subsistence was still continuing, that +Henry George abandoned the job-printing office, and that he and his +wife and babies had moved into a smaller house where he had to pay a +rent of only nine dollars a month—just half of his former rent. This +diary consists simply of two half-sheets of white note paper, folded +twice and pinned in the middle, forming two small neat books of eight +pages each of about the size of a visiting card. The writing is very +small, but clear. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"<I>February 17, 1865 (Friday)</I> 10:40 P.M.—Gave I. Trump this day bill +of sale for my interest in office, with the understanding that if he +got any money by selling, I am to get some. I am now afloat again, +with the world before me. I have commenced this little book as an +experiment—to aid me in acquiring habits of regularity, punctuality, +and purpose. I will enter in it each evening the principal events of +the day, with notes, if they occur, errors committed or the reverse, +and plans for the morrow and future. I will make a practice of looking +at it on rising in the morning. +</P> + +<P> +"I am starting out afresh, very much crippled and embarrassed, owing +over $200. I have been unsuccessful in everything. I wish to profit +by my experience and to cultivate those qualities necessary to success +in which I have been lacking. I have not saved as much as I ought, and +am resolved to practice a rigid economy until I have something ahead. +</P> + +<P> +"1st. To make every cent I can. +</P> + +<P> +"2nd. To spend nothing unnecessarily. +</P> + +<P> +"3rd. To put something by each week, if it is only a five-cent piece +borrowed for the purpose. +</P> + +<P> +"4th. Not to run in debt if it can be avoided." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"1st. To endeavour to make an acquaintance and friend of every one +with whom I am brought in contact. +</P> + +<P> +"2nd. To stay at home less, and be more social. +</P> + +<P> +"3rd. To strive to think consecutively and decide quickly." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"<I>February 18</I>.—Rose at 6 o'clock. Took cards to woodman. Went to +post-office and got two letters, one from Wallazz and another from +mother. Heard that Smith was up and would probably not go down. Tried +to hunt him up. Ran around after him a great deal. Saw him; made an +appointment, but he did not come. Finally met him about 4. He said +that he had written up for a man, who had first choice; but he would do +all he could. I was much disappointed. Went back to office; then +after Knowlton, but got no money. Then went to <I>Alta</I> office. Smith +there. Stood talking till they went to work. Then to job office. Ike +had got four bits [50 cents] from Dr. Josselyn. Went home, and he came +out to supper. +</P> + +<P> +"Got up in good season. +</P> + +<P> +"Tried to be energetic about seeing Smith. Have not done with that +matter yet, but will try every means. +</P> + +<P> +"To-morrow will write to Cousin Sophia,[5] and perhaps to Wallazz and +mother, and will try to make acquaintances. Am in very desperate +plight. Courage! +</P> + +<P> +"<I>February 19 (Sunday)</I>.—Rose about 9. Ran a small bill with Wessling +for flour, coffee, and butter. After breakfast took Harry around to +Wilbur's. Talked a while. Went down town. Could not get in office. +Went into <I>Alta</I> office several times. Then walked around, hoping to +strike Smith. Ike to dinner. Afterward walked with him, looking for +house. Was at <I>Alta</I> office at 6, but no work. Went with Ike to +Stickney's and together went to <I>Californian</I> office. Came home and +summed up assets and liabilities. At 10 went to bed, with +determination of getting up at 6 and going to <I>Bulletin</I> office. +</P> + +<P> +"Have wasted a great deal of time in looking for Smith. Think it would +have been better to have hunted him at once or else trusted to luck. +There seems to be very little show for me down there. Don't know what +to do. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>February 20</I>.—Got up too late to go to the <I>Bulletin office</I>. Got +$1 from woodman. Got my pants from the tailor. Saw Smith and had a +long talk with him. He seemed sorry that he had not thought of me, but +said another man had been spoken to and was anxious to go. Went to +<I>Alta</I> office several times. Came home early and went to <I>Alta</I> office +at 6 and to <I>Call</I> at 7, but got no work. Went to Ike Trump's room, +and then came home. +</P> + +<P> +"Was not prompt enough in rising. Have been walking around a good part +of the day without definite purpose, thereby losing time. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>February 21</I>.—Worked for Ike. Did two cards for $1. Saw about +books, and thought some of travelling with them. Went to <I>Alta</I> before +coming home. In evening had row with Chinaman. Foolish. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>February 22</I>.—Hand very sore. Did not go down till late. Went to +work in <I>Bulletin</I> at 12. Got $3. Saw Boyne. Went to library in +evening. Thinking of economy. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>February 26</I>.—Went to <I>Bulletin</I>; no work. Went with Ike Trump to +look at house on hill; came home to breakfast. Decided to take house +on Perry Street with Mrs. Stone; took it. Came home and moved. Paid +$5 of rent. About 6 o'clock went down town. Saw Ike; got 50 cents. +Walked around and went to Typographical Union meeting. Then saw Ike +again. Found Knowlton had paid him for printing plant, and demanded +some of the money. He gave me $5 with very bad humour. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>February 27</I>.—Saw Ike in afternoon and had further talk. In evening +went to work for Col. Strong on <I>Alta</I>. Smith lent me $3. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>February 28</I>.—Worked again for Strong. Got $5 from John McComb. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>February 29</I>.—Got $5 from Barstow, and paid Charlie Coddington the +$10 I had borrowed from him on Friday last. On Monday left at Mrs. +Lauder's [the Russ Street landlady] $1.25 for extra rent and $1.50 for +milkman. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>March 1</I>.—Rose early, went to <I>Bulletin</I>; but got no work. Looked +in at Valentine's and saw George Foster, who told me to go to Frank +Eastman's [printing office]. Did so and was told to call again. Came +home; had breakfast. Went to <I>Alta</I> in evening, but no work. Went to +Germania Lodge and then to Stickney's. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>March 2</I>.—Went to Eastman's about 11 o'clock and was put to work. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>March 3</I>.—At work. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>March 4</I>.—At work. Got $5 in evening." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +The strength of the storm had now passed. The young printer began to +get some work at "subbing," though it was scant and irregular. His +wife, who paid the second month's rent of the Perry Street house by +sewing for her landlady, remarked to her husband how contentedly they +should be able to live if he could be sure of making regularly twenty +dollars a week. +</P> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +BEGINS WRITING AND TALKING +</H3> + +<P> +Henry George's career as a writer should be dated from the commencement +of 1865, when he was an irregular, substitute printer at Eastman's and +on the daily newspapers, just after his severe job-office experience. +He now deliberately set himself to self-improvement. These few diary +notes for the end of March and beginning of April are found in a small +blank book that in 1878, while working on "Progress and Poverty," he +also used as a diary. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"<I>Saturday, March 25, 1865</I>.—As I knew we would have no letter this +morning, I did not hurry down to the office. After getting breakfast, +took the wringing machine which I had been using as a sample back to +Faulkner's; then went to Eastman's and saw to bill; loafed around until +about 2 P. M. Concluded that the best thing I could do would be to go +home and write a little. Came home and wrote for the sake of practice +an essay on the 'Use of Time,' which occupied me until Annie prepared +dinner. Went to Eastman's by six, got money. Went to Union meeting. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Sunday, March 26</I>.—Did not get out until 11 o'clock. Took Harry +down town and then to Wilbur's. Proposed to have Dick [the new baby] +baptised in afternoon; got Mrs. Casey to come to the house for that +purpose, but concluded to wait. Went to see Dull, who took me to his +shop and showed me the model of his wagon brake. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Monday, March 27</I>.—Got down to office about one o'clock; but no +proofs yet. Strolled around a little. Went home and wrote +communication for Aleck Kenneday's new paper, <I>Journal of the Trades +and Workingmen</I>. Took it down to him. In the evening called on Rev. +Mr. Simonds. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Tuesday, 28</I>.—Got down late. No work. In afternoon wrote article +about laws relating to sailors. In evening went down to Dull's shop +while he was engaged on model. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Wednesday, 29</I>.—Went to work about 10:30. In evening corrected +proof for <I>Journal of the Trades and Workingmen</I>. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Thursday, 30</I>.—At work. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Tuesday, April 4</I>.—Despatch received stating that Richmond and +Petersburgh are both in our possession. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Wednesday, 5</I>.—Took model of wagon brake to several carriage shops; +also to <I>Alta</I> office. In evening signed agreement with Dull. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Saturday, 8</I>.—Not working; bill for week, $23. Paid Frank Mahon the +$5 I have been owing for some time. Met Harrison, who had just come +down from up the country. He has a good thing up there. Talked with +Dull and drew up advertisement. In evening, nothing." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Thus while he was doing haphazard type-setting, and trying to interest +carriage builders in a new wagon brake, he was also beginning to write. +The first and most important of these pieces of writing mentioned in +the diary notes—on "The Use of Time"—was sent by Mr. George to his +mother, as an indication of his intention to improve himself. +Commencing with boyhood, Henry George, as has been seen, had the power +of simple and clear statement, and if this essay served no other +purpose than to show the development of that natural power, it would be +of value. But as a matter of fact, it has a far greater value; for +while repeating his purpose to practise writing—"to acquire facility +and elegance in the expression" of his thought—it gives an +introspective glimpse into the naturally secretive mind, revealing an +intense desire, if not for the "flesh pots of Egypt," at least for such +creature and intellectual comforts as would enable him and those close +to him "to bask themselves in the warm sunshine of the brief day." +This paper is presented in full: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +<I>Essay, Saturday Afternoon, March 25, 1865</I>. +</P> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +"ON THE PROFITABLE EMPLOYMENT OF TIME." +</H3> + +<P> +"Most of us have some principal object of desire at any given time of +our lives; something which we wish more than anything else, either +because its want is more felt, or that it includes other desirable +things, and we are conscious that in gaining it we obtain the means of +gratifying other of our wishes. +</P> + +<P> +"With most of us this power, in one shape or the other—is money, or +that which is its equivalent or will bring it. +</P> + +<P> +"For this end we subject ourselves to many sacrifices; for its gain we +are willing to confine ourselves and employ our minds and bodies in +duties which, for their own sakes, are irksome; and if we do not throw +the whole force of our natures into the effort to gain this, it is that +we do not possess the requisite patience, self-command, and penetration +where we may direct our efforts. +</P> + +<P> +"I am constantly longing for wealth; the wide difference between my +wishes and the means of gratifying them at my command keeps me in +perpetual disquiet. It would bring me comfort and luxury which I +cannot now obtain; it would give me more congenial employment and +associates; it would enable me to cultivate my mind and exert to a +fuller extent my powers; it would give me the ability to minister to +the comfort and enjoyment of those whom I love most, and, therefore, it +is my principal object in life to obtain wealth, or at least more of it +than I have at present. +</P> + +<P> +"Whether this is right or wrong, I do not now consider; but that it is +so I am conscious. When I look behind at my past life I see that I +have made little or no progress, and am disquieted; when I consider my +present, it is difficult to see that I am moving toward it at all; and +all my comfort in this respect is in the hope of what the future may +bring forth. +</P> + +<P> +"And yet my hopes are very vague and indistinct, and my efforts in any +direction, save the beaten track in which I have been used to earn my +bread, are, when perceptible, jerky, irregular, and without +intelligent, continuous direction. +</P> + +<P> +"When I succeed in obtaining employment, I am industrious and work +faithfully, though it does not satisfy my wishes. When I have nothing +to do, I am anxious to be in some way labouring toward the end I wish, +and yet from hour to hour I cannot tell at what to employ myself. +</P> + +<P> +"To secure any given result it is only necessary to rightly supply +sufficient force. Some men possess a greater amount of natural power +than others and produce quicker and more striking results; yet it is +apparent that the abilities of the majority, if properly and +continuously applied, are sufficient to accomplish much more than they +generally do. +</P> + +<P> +"The hours which I have idled away, though made miserable by the +consciousness of accomplishing nothing, had been sufficient to make me +master of almost any common branch of study. If, for instance, I had +applied myself to the practice of bookkeeping and arithmetic I might +now have been an expert in those things; or I might have had the +dictionary at my fingers' ends; been a practised, and perhaps an able, +writer; a much better printer; or been able to read and write French, +Spanish, or any other modern or ancient language to which I might have +directed my attention; and the mastery of any of these things now would +give me an additional, appreciable power, and means by which to work to +my end, not to speak of that which would have been gained by exercise +and good mental habits. +</P> + +<P> +"These truths are not sudden discoveries; but have been as apparent for +years as at this present time; but always wishing for some chance to +make a sudden leap forward, I have never been able to direct my mind +and concentrate my attention upon those slow processes by which +everything mental (and in most cases material) is acquired. +</P> + +<P> +"Constantly the mind works, and if but a tithe of its attention was +directed to some end, how many matters might it have taken up in +succession, increasing its own stores and power while mastering them? +</P> + +<P> +"To sum up for the present, though this essay has hardly taken the +direction and shape which at the outset I intended, it is evident to me +that I have not employed the time and means at my command faithfully +and advantageously as I might have done, and consequently, that I have +myself to blame for at least a part of my non-success. And this being +true of the past, in the future like results will flow from like +causes. I will, therefore, try (though, as I know from experience, it +is much easier to form good resolutions than to faithfully carry them +out) to employ my mind in acquiring useful information or practice, +when I have nothing leading more directly to my end claiming my +attention. When practicable, or when I cannot decide upon anything +else, I will endeavour to acquire facility and elegance in the +expression of my thought by writing essays or other matters which I +will preserve for future comparison. And in this practice it will be +well to aim at mechanical neatness and grace, as well as at proper and +polished language." +</P> + +<P> +Of the two other pieces of writing spoken of in the diary notes, the +"article about laws relating to sailors," has left no trace, but a copy +of the one for the <I>Journal of the Trades and Workingmen</I> has been +preserved. +</P> + +<BR><BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[1] Unlike that fish on the Atlantic Coast, sturgeon on the Pacific +Coast, or at any rate in California waters, is of fine quality and +could easily be substituted on the table for halibut. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[2] Meeker notes, October, 1897. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[3] Henry George related this incident to Dr. James E. Kelly in a +conversation in Dublin during the winter of 1881-82, in proof that +environment has more to do with human actions, and especially with +so-called criminal actions, than we generally concede; and to show how +acute poverty may drive sound-minded, moral men to the commission of +deeds that are supposed to belong entirely to hardened evil natures. +Out of long philosophical and physiological talks together at that time +the two men formed a warm friendship, and subsequently, when he came to +the United States and established himself in New York, Dr. Kelly became +Henry George's family physician and attended him at his deathbed. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +[4] She was now a widow, James George having died in the preceding +August. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap08"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +JACOB RIIS. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1849-1914) +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +"THE MAKING OF AN AMERICAN" +</H3> + +<P> +The intimate friend at once of "the children of the tenements" and of +Theodore Roosevelt, Jacob A. Riis was beloved by countless New Yorkers +for his gallant "battle with the slums," and for the message he brought +as to "how the other half lives." +</P> + +<P> +From experiences that would have spelled permanent degradation to a man +of baser metal, he won the knowledge, sympathy, and inspiration that +made him one of the most exceptionally useful and exceptionally loved +of American citizens. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From "The Making of an American," by Jacob A. Riis. The Macmillan +Company. Copyright, 1901-'08. +</P> + +<P> +The steamer <I>Iowa</I>, from Glasgow, made port after a long and stormy +voyage, on Whitsunday, 1870. She had come up during the night, and +cast anchor off Castle Garden. It was a beautiful spring morning, and +as I looked over the rail at the miles of straight streets, the green +heights of Brooklyn, and the stir of ferryboats and pleasure craft on +the river, my hopes rose high that somewhere in this teeming hive there +would be a place for me. What kind of a place I had myself no clear +notion of; I would let that work out as it could. Of course I had my +trade to fall back on, but I am afraid that is all the use I thought of +putting it to. The love of change belongs to youth, and I meant to +take a hand in things as they came along. I had a pair of strong +hands, and stubbornness enough to do for two; also a strong belief that +in a free country, free from the dominion of custom, of caste, as well +as of men, things would somehow come right in the end, and a man get +shaken into the corner where he belonged if he took a hand in the game. +I think I was right in that. If it took a lot of shaking to get me +where I belonged, that was just what I needed. Even my mother admits +that now.… +</P> + +<P> +I made it my first business to buy a navy revolver of the largest size, +investing in the purchase exactly one-half of my capital. I strapped +the weapon on the outside of my coat and strode up Broadway, conscious +that I was following the fashion of the country. I knew it upon the +authority of a man who had been there before me and had returned, a +gold digger in the early days of California; but America was America to +us. We knew no distinction of West and East. By rights there ought to +have been buffaloes and red Indians charging up and down Broadway. I +am sorry to say that it is easier even to-day to make lots of people +over there believe that than that New York is paved, and lighted with +electric lights, and quite as civilized as Copenhagen. They will have +it that it is in the wilds. I saw none of the signs of this, but I +encountered a friendly policeman, who, sizing me and my pistol up, +tapped it gently with his club and advised me to leave it home, or I +might get robbed of it. This, at first blush, seemed to confirm my +apprehensions; but he was a very nice policeman, and took time to +explain, seeing that I was very green. And I took his advice and put +the revolver away, secretly relieved to get rid of it. It was quite +heavy to carry around. +</P> + +<P> +I had letters to the Danish Consul and to the president of the American +Banknote Company, Mr. Goodall. I think perhaps he was not then the +president, but became so afterward. Mr. Goodall had once been wrecked +on the Danish coast and rescued by the captain of the lifesaving crew, +a friend of my family. But they were both in Europe, and in just four +days I realized that there was no special public clamor for my services +in New York, and decided to go West. +</P> + +<P> +A missionary in Castle Garden was getting up a gang of men for the +Brady's Bend Iron Works on the Allegheny River, and I went along. We +started a full score, with tickets paid, but only two of us reached the +Bend. The rest calmly deserted in Pittsburg and went their way.… +</P> + +<P> +The [iron works] company mined its own coal. Such as it was, it +cropped out of the hills right and left in narrow veins, sometimes too +shallow to work, seldom affording more space to the digger than barely +enough to permit him to stand upright. You did not go down through a +shaft, but straight in through the side of a hill to the bowels of the +mountain, following a track on which a little donkey drew the coal to +the mouth of the mine and sent it down the incline to run up and down a +hill a mile or more by its own gravity before it reached the place of +unloading. Through one of these we marched in, Adler and I, one summer +morning, with new pickaxes on our shoulders and nasty little oil lamps +fixed in our hats to light us through the darkness, where every second +we stumbled over chunks of slate rock, or into pools of water that +oozed through from above. An old miner whose way lay past the fork in +the tunnel where our lead began showed us how to use our picks and the +timbers to brace the slate that roofed over the vein, and left us to +ourselves in a chamber perhaps ten feet wide and the height of a man. +</P> + +<P> +We were to be paid by the ton—I forget how much, but it was very +little—and we lost no time getting to work. We had to dig away the +coal at the floor without picks, lying on our knees to do it, and +afterward drive wedges under the roof to loosen the mass. It was hard +work, and, entirely inexperienced as we were, we made but little +headway. As the day wore on, the darkness and silence grew very +oppressive, and made us start nervously at the least thing. The sudden +arrival of our donkey with its cart gave me a dreadful fright. The +friendly beast greeted us with a joyous bray and rubbed its shaggy +sides against us in the most companionable way. In the flickering +light of my lamp I caught sight of its long ears waving over me—I +don't believe I had seen three donkeys before in my life; there were +none where I came from—and heard that demoniac shriek, and I verily +believe I thought the evil one had come for me in person. I know that +I nearly fainted. +</P> + +<P> +That donkey was a discerning animal. I think it knew when it first set +eyes on us that we were not going to overwork it; and we didn't. When, +toward evening, we quit work, after narrowly escaping being killed by a +large stone that fell from the roof in consequence of our neglect to +brace it up properly, our united efforts had resulted in barely filling +two of the little carts, and we had earned, if I recollect aright, +something like sixty cents each. The fall of the roof robbed us of all +desire to try mining again. It knocked the lamps from our hats, and, +in darkness that could almost be felt, we groped our way back to the +light along the track, getting more badly frightened as we went. The +last stretch of way we ran, holding each other's hands as though we +were not men and miners, but two frightened children in the dark.… +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +[A short time later he learned of the outbreak of the Franco-Prussian +War, and at once determined to enlist.] +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +I reached New York with just one cent in my pocket, and put up at a +boarding-house where the charge was one dollar a day. In this no moral +obliquity was involved. I had simply reached the goal for which I had +sacrificed all, and felt sure that the French people or the Danish +Consul would do the rest quickly. But there was evidently something +wrong somewhere. The Danish Consul could only register my demand to be +returned to Denmark in the event of war. They have my letter at the +office yet, he tells me, and they will call me out with the reserves. +The French were fitting out no volunteer army that I could get on the +track of, and nobody was paying the passage of fighting men. The end +of it was that, after pawning my revolver and my top-boots, the only +valuable possessions I had left, to pay for my lodging, I was thrown on +the street, and told to come back when I had more money. That night I +wandered about New York with a gripsack that had only a linen duster +and a pair of socks in it, turning over in my mind what to do next. +Toward midnight I passed a house in Clinton Place that was lighted up +festively. Laughter and the hum of many voices came from within. I +listened. They spoke French. A society of Frenchmen having their +annual dinner, the watchman in the block told me. There at last was my +chance. I went up the steps and rang the bell. A flunkey in a +dress-suit opened, but when he saw that I was not a guest, but to all +appearances a tramp, he tried to put me out. I, on my part, tried to +explain. There was an altercation and two gentlemen of the society +appeared. They listened impatiently to what I had to say, then, +without a word, thrust me into the street, and slammed the door in my +face. +</P> + +<P> +It was too much. Inwardly raging, I shook the dust of the city from my +feet and took the most direct route out of it, straight up Third +Avenue. I walked till the stars in the east began to pale, and then +climbed into a wagon that stood at the curb, to sleep. I did not +notice that it was a milk-wagon. The sun had not risen yet when the +driver came, unceremoniously dragged me out by the feet, and dumped me +into the gutter. On I went with my gripsack, straight ahead, until +toward noon I reached Fordham College, famished and footsore. I had +eaten nothing since the previous day, and had vainly tried to make a +bath in the Bronx River do for breakfast. Not yet could I cheat my +stomach that way. +</P> + +<P> +The college gates were open, and I strolled wearily in, without aim or +purpose. On a lawn some young men were engaged in athletic exercises, +and I stopped to look and admire the beautiful shade-trees and the +imposing building. So at least it seems to me at this distance. An +old monk in a cowl, whose noble face I sometimes recall in my dreams, +came over and asked kindly if I was not hungry. I was in all +conscience fearfully hungry, and I said so, though I did not mean to. +I had never seen a real live monk before, and my Lutheran training had +not exactly inclined me in their favor. I ate of the food set before +me, not without qualms of conscience, and with a secret suspicion that +I would next be asked to abjure my faith, or at least do homage to the +Virgin Mary, which I was firmly resolved not to do. But when, the meal +finished, I was sent on my way with enough to do me for supper, without +the least allusion having been made to my soul, I felt heartily ashamed +of myself. I am just as good a Protestant as I ever was. Among my own +I am a kind of heretic even, because I cannot put up with the apostolic +succession; but I have no quarrel with the excellent charities of the +Roman Church, or with the noble spirit that animated them. I learned +that lesson at Fordham thirty years ago. +</P> + +<P> +Up the railroad track I went, and at night hired out to a truck-farmer, +with the freedom of his hay-mow for my sleeping quarters. But when I +had hoed cucumbers three days in a scorching sun, till my back ached as +if it were going to break, and the farmer guessed that he would call it +square for three shillings, I went farther. A man is not necessarily a +philanthropist, it seems, because he tills the soil. I did not hire +out again. I did odd jobs to earn my meals, and slept in the fields at +night, still turning over in my mind how to get across the sea. An +incident of those wanderings comes to mind while I am writing. They +were carting in hay, and when night came on, somewhere about Mount +Vernon, I gathered an armful of wisps that had fallen from the loads, +and made a bed for myself in a wagon-shed by the roadside. In the +middle of the night I was awakened by a loud outcry. A fierce light +shone in my face. It was the lamp of a carriage that had been driven +into the shed. I was lying between the horse's feet unhurt. A +gentleman sprang from the carriage, more frightened than I, and bent +over me. When he found that I had suffered no injury, he put his hand +in his pocket and held out a silver quarter. +</P> + +<P> +"Go," he said, "and drink it up." +</P> + +<P> +"Drink it up yourself!" I shouted angrily. "What do you take me for?" +</P> + +<P> +They were rather high heroics, seeing where I was, but he saw nothing +to laugh at. He looked earnestly at me for a moment, then held out his +hand and shook mine heartily. "I believe you," he said; "yet you need +it, or you would not sleep here. Now will you take it from me?" And I +took the money. +</P> + +<P> +The next day it rained, and the next day after that, and I footed it +back to the city, still on my vain quest. A quarter is not a great +capital to subsist on in New York when one is not a beggar and has no +friends. Two days of it drove me out again to find at least the food +to keep me alive; but in those two days I met the man who, long years +after, was to be my honored chief, Charles A. Dana, the editor of the +<I>Sun</I>. There had been an item in the <I>Sun</I> about a volunteer regiment +being fitted out for France. I went up to the office, and was admitted +to Mr. Dana's presence. I fancy I must have appealed to his sense of +the ludicrous, dressed in top-boots and a linen duster much the worse +for wear, and demanding to be sent out to fight. He knew nothing about +recruiting. Was I French? No, Danish; it had been in his paper about +the regiment. He smiled a little at my faith, and said editors +sometimes did not know about everything that was in their papers. I +turned to go, grievously disappointed, but he called me back. +</P> + +<P> +"Have you," he said, looking searchingly at me; "have you had your +breakfast?" +</P> + +<P> +No, God knows that I did not; neither that day nor for many days +before. That was one of the things I had at last learned to consider +among the superfluities of an effete civilization. I suppose I had no +need of telling it to him, for it was plain to read in my face. He put +his hand in his pocket and pulled out a dollar. +</P> + +<P> +"There," he said, "go and get your breakfast; and better give up the +war." +</P> + +<P> +Give up the war! and for a breakfast. I spurned the dollar hotly. +</P> + +<P> +"I came here to enlist, not to beg money for breakfast," I said, and +strode out of the office, my head in the air, but my stomach crying out +miserably in rebellion against my pride. I revenged myself upon it by +leaving my top-boots with the "uncle," who was my only friend and +relative here, and filling my stomach upon the proceeds. I had one +good dinner, anyhow, for when I got through there was only twenty-five +cents left of the dollar I borrowed upon my last article of "dress." +That I paid for a ticket to Perth Amboy, near which place I found work +in Pfeiffer's clay-bank. +</P> + +<P> +Pfeiffer was a German, but his wife was Irish and so were his hands, +all except a giant Norwegian and myself. The third day was Sunday, and +was devoted to drinking much beer, which Pfeiffer, with an eye to +business, furnished on the premises. When they were drunk, the tribe +turned upon the Norwegian, and threw him out. It seems that this was a +regular weekly occurrence. Me they fired out at the same time, but +afterward paid no attention to me. The whole crew of them perched on +the Norwegian and belabored him with broomsticks and balesticks until +they roused the sleeping Berserk in him. As I was coming to his +relief, I saw the human heap heave and rock. From under it arose the +enraged giant, tossed his tormentors aside as if they were so much +chaff, battered down the door of the house in which they took refuge, +and threw them all, Mrs. Pfeiffer included, through the window. They +were not hurt, and within two hours they were drinking more beer +together and swearing at one another endearingly. I concluded that I +had better go on, though Mr. Pfeiffer regretted that he never paid his +hands in the middle of the month. It appeared afterward that he +objected likewise to paying them at the end of the month, or at the +beginning of the next. He owes me two days' wages yet. +</P> + +<P> +At sunset on the second day after my desertion of Pfeiffer I walked +across a footbridge into a city with many spires, in one of which a +chime of bells rang out a familiar tune. The city was New Brunswick. +I turned down a side street where two stone churches stood side by +side. A gate in the picket fence had been left open, and I went in +looking for a place to sleep. Back in the churchyard I found what I +sought in the brownstone slab covering the tomb of, I know now, an old +pastor of the Dutch Reformed Church, who died full of wisdom and grace. +I am afraid that I was not over-burdened with either, or I might have +gone to bed with a full stomach, too, instead of chewing the last of +the windfall apples that had been my diet on my two days' trip; but if +he slept as peacefully under the slab as I slept on it, he was doing +well. I had for once a dry bed, and brownstone keeps warm long after +the sun has set. The night dews and the snakes, and the dogs that kept +sniffing and growling half the night in the near distance, had made me +tired of sleeping in the fields. The dead were much better company. +They minded their own business, and let a fellow alone.… +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +[He found no employment in New Brunswick and after six weeks in a +neighboring brickyard he returned to New York, to be again disappointed +in an effort to enlist.] +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +The city was full of idle men. My last hope, a promise of employment +in a human-hair factory, failed, and, homeless and penniless, I joined +the great army of tramps, wandering about the streets in the daytime +with the one aim of somehow stilling the hunger that gnawed at my +vitals, and fighting at night with vagrant curs or outcasts as +miserable as myself for the protection of some sheltering ash-bin or +doorway. I was too proud in all my misery to beg. I do not believe I +ever did. But I remember well a basement window at the downtown +Delmonico's, the silent appearance of my ravenous face at which, at a +certain hour in the evening, always evoked a generous supply of +meat-bones and rolls from a white-capped cook who spoke French. That +was the saving clause. I accepted his rolls as installment of the debt +his country owed me, or ought to owe me, for my unavailing efforts in +its behalf. +</P> + +<P> +It was under such auspices that I made the acquaintance of Mulberry +Bend, the Five Points, and the rest of the slums, with which there was +in the years to come to be a reckoning.… +</P> + +<P> +There was until last winter a doorway in Chatham Square, that of the +old Barnum clothing store, which I could never pass without recalling +those nights of hopeless misery with the policeman's periodic "Get up +there! Move on!" reinforced by a prod of his club or the toe of his +boot. I slept there, or tried to, when crowded out of the tenements in +the Bend by their utter nastiness. Cold and wet weather had set in, +and a linen duster was all that covered my back. There was a woollen +blanket in my trunk which I had from home—the one, my mother had told +me, in which I was wrapped when I was born; but the trunk was in the +"hotel" as security for money I owed for board, and I asked for it in +vain. I was now too shabby to get work, even if there had been any to +get. I had letters still to friends of my family in New York who might +have helped me, but hunger and want had not conquered my pride. I +would come to them, if at all, as their equal, and, lest I fall into +temptation, I destroyed the letters. So, having burned my bridges +behind me, I was finally and utterly alone in the city, with the winter +approaching and every shivering night in the streets reminding me that +a time was rapidly coming when such a life as I led could no longer be +endured. +</P> + +<P> +Not in a thousand years would I be likely to forget the night when it +came. It had rained all day, a cold October storm, and night found me, +with the chill downpour unabated, down by the North River, soaked +through and through, with no chance for a supper, forlorn and +discouraged. I sat on the bulwark, listening to the falling rain and +the swish of the dark tide, and thinking of home. How far it seemed, +and how impassable the gulf now between the "castle" with its refined +ways, between her in her dainty girlhood and me sitting there, numbed +with the cold that was slowly stealing away my senses with my courage. +There was warmth and cheer where she was. Here—— An overpowering +sense of desolation came upon me. I hitched a little nearer the edge. +What if——? Would they miss me or long at home if no word came from +me? Perhaps they might never hear. What was the use of keeping it up +any longer with, God help us, everything against and nothing to back a +lonely lad? +</P> + +<P> +And even then the help came. A wet and shivering body was pressed +against mine, and I felt rather than heard a piteous whine in my ear. +It was my companion in misery, a little outcast black-and-tan, +afflicted with fits, that had shared the shelter of a friendly doorway +with me one cold night and had clung to me ever since with a loyal +affection that was the one bright spot in my hard life. As my hand +stole mechanically down to caress it, it crept upon my knees and licked +my face, as if it meant to tell me that there was one who understood; +that I was not alone. And the love of the faithful little beast thawed +the icicles in my heart. I picked it up in my arms and fled from the +tempter; fled to where there were lights and men moving, if they cared +less for me than I for them—anywhere so that I saw and heard the river +no more.… +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +[After a while he fell in with some Danish friends and there was a +period of more prosperous times, including some experiences on the +lecture platform. Then came further adventures and finally]: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +I made up my mind to go into the newspaper business. It seemed to me +that a reporter's was the highest and noblest of all callings; no one +could sift wrong from right as he, and punish the wrong. In that I was +right. I have not changed my opinion on that point one whit, and I am +sure I never shall. The power of fact is the mightiest lever of this +or of any day. The reporter has his hand upon it, and it is his +grievous fault if he does not use it well. I thought I would make a +good reporter. My father had edited our local newspaper, and such +little help as I had been of to him had given me a taste for the +business. Being of that mind, I went to the <I>Courier</I> office one +morning and asked for the editor. He was not in. Apparently nobody +was. I wandered through room after room, all empty, till at last I +came to one in which sat a man with a paste-pot and a pair of long +shears. This must be the editor; he had the implements of his trade. +I told him my errand while he clipped away. +</P> + +<P> +"What is it you want?" he asked, when I had ceased speaking and waited +for an answer. +</P> + +<P> +"Work," I said. +</P> + +<P> +"Work!" said he, waving me haughtily away with the shears; "we don't +work here. This is a newspaper office." +</P> + +<P> +I went, abashed. I tried the <I>Express</I> next. This time I had the +editor pointed out to me. He was just coming through the business +office. At the door I stopped him and preferred my request. He looked +me over, a lad fresh from the shipyard, with horny hands and a rough +coat, and asked: +</P> + +<P> +"What are you?" +</P> + +<P> +"A carpenter," I said. +</P> + +<P> +The man turned upon his heel with a loud, rasping laugh and shut the +door in my face. For a moment I stood there stunned. His ascending +steps on the stairs brought back my senses. I ran to the door, and +flung it open. "You laugh!" I shouted, shaking my fist at him, +standing halfway up the stairs; "you laugh now, but wait——" And then +I got the grip of my temper and slammed the door in my turn. All the +same, in that hour it was settled that I was to be a reporter. I knew +it as I went out into the street.… +</P> + +<P> +With a dim idea of being sent into the farthest wilds as an operator, I +went to a business college on Fourth Avenue and paid $20 to learn +telegraphing. It was the last money I had. I attended the school in +the afternoon. In the morning I peddled flat-irons, earning money for +my board, and so made out.… +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +[But there came again a season of hard times for him and the +Newfoundland dog some one had given him, and he had some unhappy +experiences as a book agent]. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +It was not only breakfast we lacked. The day before we had had only a +crust together. Two days without food is not good preparation for a +day's canvassing. We did the best we could. Bob stood by and wagged +his tail persuasively while I did the talking; but luck was dead +against us, and "Hard Times" stuck to us for all we tried. Evening +came and found us down by the Cooper Institute, with never a cent. +Faint with hunger, I sat down on the steps under the illuminated clock, +while Bob stretched himself at my feet. He had beguiled the cook in +one of the last houses we called at, and his stomach was filled. From +the corner I had looked on enviously. For me there was no supper, as +there had been no dinner and no breakfast. To-morrow there was another +day of starvation. How long was this to last? Was it any use to keep +up a struggle so hopeless? From this very spot I had gone, hungry and +wrathful, three years before when the dining Frenchmen for whom I +wanted to fight thrust me forth from their company. Three wasted +years! Then I had one cent in my pocket, I remembered. To-day I had +not even so much. I was bankrupt in hope and purpose. Nothing had +gone right; nothing would ever go right; and worse, I did not care. I +drummed moodily upon my book. Wasted! Yes, that was right. My life +was wasted, utterly wasted. +</P> + +<P> +A voice hailed me by name, and Bob sat up, looking attentively at me +for his cue as to the treatment of the owner of it. I recognized in +him the principal of the telegraph school where I had gone until my +money gave out. He seemed suddenly struck by something. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, what are you doing here?" he asked. I told him Bob and I were +just resting after a day of canvassing. +</P> + +<P> +"Books!" he snorted. "I guess they won't make you rich. Now, how +would you like to be a reporter, if you have got nothing better to do? +The manager of a news agency downtown asked me to-day to find him a +bright young fellow whom he could break in. It isn't much—$10 a week +to start with. But it is better than peddling books, I know." +</P> + +<P> +He poked over the book in my hand and read the title. "Hard Times," he +said, with a little laugh. "I guess so. What do you say? I think you +will do. Better come along and let me give you a note to him now." +</P> + +<P> +As in a dream, I walked across the street with him to his office and +got the letter which was to make me, half-starved and homeless, rich as +Croesus, it seemed to me.… +</P> + +<P> +When the sun rose, I washed my face and hands in a dog's drinking +trough, pulled my clothes into such shape as I could, and went with Bob +to his new home. That parting over, I walked down to 23 Park Row and +delivered my letter to the desk editor in the New York News +Association, up on the top floor. +</P> + +<P> +He looked me over a little doubtfully, but evidently impressed with the +early hours I kept, told me that I might try. He waved me to a desk, +bidding me wait until he had made out his morning book of assignments; +and with such scant ceremony was I finally introduced to Newspaper Row, +that had been to me like an enchanted land. After twenty-seven years +of hard work in it, during which I have been behind the scenes of most +of the plays that go to make up the sum of the life of the metropolis, +it exercises the old spell over me yet. If my sympathies need +quickening, my point of view adjusting, I have only to go down to Park +Row at eventide, when the crowds are hurrying homeward and the City +Hall clock is lighted, particularly when the snow lies on the grass in +the park, and stand watching them a while, to find all things coming +right. It is Bob who stands by and watches with me then, as on that +night. +</P> + +<P> +The assignment that fell to my lot when the book was made out, the +first against which my name was written in a New York editor's book, +was a lunch of some sort at the Astor House. I have forgotten what was +the special occasion. I remember the bearskin hats of the Old Guard in +it, but little else. In a kind of haze I beheld half the savory viands +of earth spread under the eyes and nostrils of a man who had not tasted +food for the third day. I did not ask for any. I had reached that +stage of starvation that is like the still centre of a cyclone, when no +hunger is left. But it may be that a touch of it all crept into my +report; for when the editor had read it, he said briefly: +</P> + +<P> +"You will do. Take that desk, and report at ten every morning, sharp." +</P> + +<P> +That night, when I was dismissed from the office, I went up the Bowery +to No. 185, where a Danish family kept a boarding-house up under the +roof. I had work and wages now, and could pay. On the stairs I fell +in a swoon and lay there till some one stumbled over me in the dark and +carried me in. My strength had at last given out. +</P> + +<P> +So began my life as a newspaper man. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap09"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +WILLIAM H. RIDEING +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1853-____) +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +REJECTED MANUSCRIPTS +</H3> + +<P> +Nowadays, it seems, every one reads, also writes. There are few +streets where the callous postman does not occasionally render some +doorstep desolate by the delivery of a rejected manuscript. Fellow +feeling makes us wondrous kind, and the first steps in the career of a +successful man of letters are always interesting. You remember how +Franklin slyly dropped his first contribution through the slit in his +brother's printing-house door; and how the young Charles Dickens crept +softly to the letter-box up a dark court, off a dark alley, near Fleet +Street. +</P> + +<P> +In the case of Mr. Rideing, all must admire and be thankful for the +indomitable spirit which disappointments were unable to discourage. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From "Many Celebrities and a Few Others," by William H. Rideing. +Doubleday, Page & Co., 1913. +</P> + +<P> +I do not know to a certainty just how or when the new ambition found +its cranny and sprouted, and I wonder that it did not perish at once, +like others of its kind which never blossoming were torn from the bed +that nourished them and borne afar like balls of thistledown. How and +why it survived the rest, which seemed more feasible, I am not able to +answer fully or satisfactorily to myself, and other people have yet to +show any curiosity about it. +</P> + +<P> +How at this period I watched for the postman! Envelopes of portentous +bulk were put into my hands so often that I became inured to +disappointment, unsurprised and unhurt, like a patient father who has +more faith in the abilities of his children than the stupid and +purblind world which will not employ them. +</P> + +<P> +These rejected essays and tales were my children, and the embarrassing +number of them did not curb my philoprogenitiveness. +</P> + +<P> +Dawn broke unheeded and without reproach to the novice as he sat by +candle-light at his table giving shape and utterance to dreams which +did not foretell penalties, nor allow any intimation to reach him of +the disillusionings sure to come, sharp-edged and poignant, with the +awakening day. The rocky coast of realities, with its shoals and +whirlpools, which encircles the sphere of dreams, is never visible till +the sun is high. You are not awake till you strike it. +</P> + +<P> +Up and dressed, careless of breakfast, he hears the postman's knock. +</P> + +<P> +There is Something for the boy, which at a glance instantly dispels the +clouds of his drowsiness and makes his heart jump: an envelope not +bulky, an envelope whose contents tremble in his hand and grow dim in +his eyes, and have to be read and read again before they can be +believed. One of his stories has at last found a place and will be +printed next month! Life may bestow on us its highest honours, and +wealth beyond the dreams of avarice, the guerdon of a glorious lot, but +it can never transcend or repeat the thrill and ecstasy of the +triumphant apotheosis of such a moment as that. +</P> + +<P> +It was a fairy story, and though nobody could have suspected it, the +fairy queen was Miss Goodall, much diminished in stature, of course, +with all her indubitable excellencies, her nobility of character, and +her beauty of person sublimated to an essence that only a Lilliputian +vessel could hold. Her instincts were domestic, and her domain was the +hearthstone, and there she and her attendants, miniatures of the +charming damsels in Miss McGinty's peachy and strawberry-legged <I>corps +de ballet</I>, rewarded virtue and trampled meanness under their dainty, +twinkling feet. Moreover, the story was to be paid for, a condition of +the greater glory, an irrefragable proof of merit. Only as evidence of +worth was money thought of, and though much needed, it alone was +lightly regarded. The amount turned out to be very small. The editor +handed it out of his trousers pocket—not the golden guinea looked for, +but a few shillings. He must have detected a little disappointment in +the drooping corners of the boy's mouth, for without any remark from +him he said—he was a dingy and inscrutable person—"That is all we +ever pay—four shillings per <I>colyume</I>," pronouncing the second +syllable of that word like the second syllable of "volume." +</P> + +<P> +What did the amount matter to the boy? A paper moist and warm from the +press was in his hands, and as he walked home through sleet and snow +and wind—the weather of the old sea-port was in one of its +tantrums—he stopped time and again to look at his name, his very own +name, shining there in letters as lustrous as the stars of heaven. +</P> + +<P> +When that little story of mine appeared in all the glory of print, Fame +stood at my door, a daughter of the stars in such array that it blinded +one to look at her. She has never come near me since, and I have +changed my opinion of her: a beguiling minx, with little taste or +judgment, and more than her share of feminine lightness and caprice; an +unconscionable flirt, that is all she is. +</P> + +<P> +I came to New York, and peeped into the doors of the <I>Tribune</I>, the +<I>World</I>, the <I>Times</I>, and the <I>Sun</I> with all the reverence that a +Moslem may feel when he beholds Mecca. ... +</P> + +<P> +It was in the August of a bounteous year of fruit. The smell of +peaches and grapes piled in barrows and barrels scented the air, as it +scents the memory still. The odour of a peach brings back to me all +the magic-lantern impressions of a stranger—memories of dazzling, +dancing, tropical light, bustle, babble, and gayety; they made me feel +that I had never been alive before, and the people of the old seaport, +active as I had thought them, became in a bewildered retrospect as slow +and quiet as snails. But far sweeter to me than the fragrance of +peaches were the humid whiffs I breathed from the noisy press rooms in +the Park Row basements, the smell of the printers' ink as it was +received by the warm, moist rolls of paper in the whirring, clattering +presses. There was history in the making, destiny at her loom. +Nothing ever expels it: if once a taste for it is acquired, it ties +itself up with ineffaceable memories and longings, and even in +retirement and changed scenes restores the eagerness and aspirations of +the long-passed hour when it first came over us with a sort of +intoxication. +</P> + +<P> +I had no introduction and no experience and was prudent enough to +foresee the rebuff that would surely follow a climb up the dusky but +alluring editorial stairs and an application for employment in so +exalted a profession by a boy of seventeen. I decided that I could use +more persuasion and gain a point in hiding my youth, which was a menace +to me, by writing letters, and so I plunged through the post on Horace +Greeley, on L. J. Jennings, the brilliant, forgotten Englishman who +then edited the <I>Times</I>, on Mr. Dana, and on the rest. The astonishing +thing of that time, as I look back on it, was my invulnerability to +disappointments; I expected them and was prepared for them, and when +they came they were as spurs and not as arrows nor as any deadly +weapon. They hardly caused a sigh except a sigh of relief from the +chafing uncertainties of waiting, and instead of depressing they +compelled advances in fresh directions which soon became exhilarating, +advances upon which one started with stronger determination and fuller, +not lessened, confidence. O heart of Youth! How unfluttered thy beat! +How invincible thou art in thine own conceit! What gift of heaven or +earth can compare with thy supernal faith! "No matter how small the +cage the bird will sing if it has a voice." +</P> + +<P> +Had my letters been thrown into the wastepaper basket, after an +impatient glance by the recipients, I should not have been surprised or +more than a little nettled; but I received answers not encouraging from +both Horace Greeley and Mr. Dana. +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Greeley was brief and final, but Mr. Dana, writing in his own hand +(how friendly it was of him!), qualified an impulse to encourage with a +tag for self-protection. "Your letter does you credit," he wrote. +Those five words put me on the threshold of my goal. "Your letter does +you credit, and I shall be glad to hear from you again——" A door +opened, and a flood of light and warmth from behind it enveloped me as +in a gown of eiderdown. "I shall be glad to hear from you again three +or four years from now!" The door slammed in my face, the gown slipped +off, and left me with a chill. But I did not accuse Mr. Dana of +deliberately hurting me or think that he surmised how a polite evasion +of that sort may without forethought be more cruel than the coldest and +most abrupt negative. +</P> + +<P> +I went farther afield, despatching my letters to Chicago, Philadelphia, +Boston, and Springfield. In Philadelphia there was a little paper +called the <I>Day</I>, and this is what its editor wrote to me: +</P> + +<P> +"There are several vacancies in the editorial department, but there is +one vacancy still worse on the ground floor, and the cashier is its +much-harried victim. You might come here, but you would starve to +death, and saddle your friends with the expenses of a funeral." +</P> + +<P> +A man with humour enough for that ought to have prospered, and I +rejoiced to learn soon afterward that he (I think his name was Cobb) +had been saved from his straits by an appointment to the United States +Mint! +</P> + +<P> +His jocularity did not shake my faith in the seriousness of journalism. +I had not done laughing when I opened another letter written in a fine, +crabbed hand like the scratching of a diamond on a window-pane, and as +I slowly deciphered its contents I could hardly believe what I read. +It was from Samuel Bowles the elder, editor of the Springfield +<I>Republican</I>, then as now one of the sanest, most respected, and +influential papers in the country. He wanted a young man to relieve +him of some of his drudgery, and I might come on at once to serve as +his private secretary. He did not doubt that I could be useful to him, +and he was no less sure that he could be useful to me. Moreover, my +idea of salary, he said—it was modest, but forty dollars a +month—"just fitted his." He was one of the great men of his time when +papers were strong or weak, potent in authority or negligible, in +proportion to the personality of the individual controlling them. He +himself was the <I>Republican</I>, as Mr. Greeley was the <I>Tribune</I>, Mr. +Bennett the <I>Herald</I>, Mr. Dana the <I>Sun</I>, Mr. Watterson the +<I>Courier-Journal</I>, and Mr. Murat Halstead the Cincinnati <I>Commercial</I>, +though, of course, like them, he tacitly hid himself behind the sacred +and inviolable screen of anonymity, and none of them exercised greater +power over the affairs of the nation than he, out of the centre, did +from that charming New England town to which he invited me. The +opportunity was worth a premium, such as is paid by apprentices in +England for training in ships and in merchants' and lawyers' offices; +the salary seemed like the gratuity of a too liberal and chivalric +employer, for no fees could procure from any vocational institution so +many advantages as were to be freely had in association with him. He +instructed and inspired, and if he perceived ability and readiness in +his pupil (this was my experience of him), he was as eager to encourage +and improve him as any father could be with a son, looking not for the +most he could take out of him in return for pay, but for the most he +could put into him for his own benefit. +</P> + +<P> +Journalism to him was not the medium of haste, passion, prejudice, and +faction. He fully recognized all its responsibilities, and the need of +meeting them and respecting them by other than casual, haphazard, and +slipshod methods. He was an economist of words, with an abhorrence of +redundance and irrelevance; not only an economist of words, but also an +economist of syllables, choosing always the fewer, and losing nothing +of force or precision by that choice. He had what was not less than a +passion for brevity. "What," he was asked, "makes a journalist?" and +he replied: "A nose for news." But with him the news had to be sifted, +verified, and reduced to an essence, not inflated, distorted and +garnished with all the verbal spoils of the reporter's last scamper +through the dictionary. +</P> + +<P> +How sedate and prosperous Springfield looked to me when I arrived there +on an early spring day! How clean, orderly, leisurely, and respectable +after the untidiness and explosive anarchy of New York! I made for the +river, as I always do wherever a river is, and watched it flowing down +in the silver-gray light and catching bits of the rain-washed blue sky. +The trees had lost the brittleness and sharpness of winter's drawing +and their outlines were softening into greenish velvet. In the +coverts, arbutus crept out with a hawthorn-like fragrance from patches +of lingering snow. The main street leading into the town from the +Massasoit House and the station also had an air of repose and dignity +as if those who had business in it were not preoccupied by the frenzy +for bargains, but had time and the inclination for loitering, +politeness, and sociability. That was in 1870, and I fear that +Springfield must have lost some of its old-world simplicity and +leisureliness since then. I regret that I have never been in it since, +though I have passed through it hundreds of times. +</P> + +<P> +The office of the Republican was in keeping with its environment, an +edifice of stone or brick not more than three or four stories high, +neat, uncrowded, and quiet; very different from the newspaper offices +of Park Row, with their hustle, litter, dust, and noise. I met no one +on my way upstairs to the editorial rooms, and quaked at the oppressive +solemnity and detachment of it. I wondered if people were observing me +from the street and thought how much impressed they would be if they +divined the importance of the person they were looking at, possibly +another Tom Tower. The vanity of youth is in the same measure as its +valour; withdraw one, and the other droops. +</P> + +<P> +"Now," said Mr. Bowles sharply, after a brusque greeting, "we'll see +what you can do." +</P> + +<P> +I was dubious of him in that first encounter. He was crisp and quick +in manner, clear-skinned, very spruce, and clear-eyed; his eyes +appraised you in a glance. +</P> + +<P> +"Take that and see how short you can make it." +</P> + +<P> +He handed me a column from one of the "exchanges," as the copies of +other papers are called. I spent half an hour at it, striking out +repetitions and superfluous adjectives and knitting long sentences into +brief ones. Condensation is a fine thing, as Charles Reade once said, +and to know how to condense judiciously, to get all the juice, without +any of the rind or pulp, is as important to the journalist as a +knowledge of anatomy to the figure painter. +</P> + +<P> +I went over it a second time before I handed it back to him as the best +I could do. I had plucked the fatted column to a lean quarter of that +length, yet I trembled and sweated. +</P> + +<P> +"Bah!" he cried, scoring it with a pencil, which sped as dexterously as +a surgeon's knife. "Read it now. Have I omitted anything essential?" +</P> + +<P> +He had not; only the verbiage had gone. All that was worthy of +preservation remained in what the printer calls a "stickful." That was +my first lesson in journalism. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap10"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +HELEN ADAMS KELLER +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +(1880-____) +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +HOW SHE LEARNED TO SPEAK +</H3> + +<P> +When nineteen months old Helen Keller was stricken with an illness +which robbed her of both sight and hearing. The infant that is blind +and deaf is of course dumb also, for being unable to see or hear the +speech of others, the child cannot learn to imitate it. +</P> + +<P> +Despite her enormous handicaps, Miss Keller to-day is a college +graduate, a public speaker, and the author of several charming books. +It need scarcely be explained that this miracle was not wrought by +self-help alone. But if she had not striven with all her might to +respond to the efforts of her devoted teacher, Miss Keller would not +to-day be mistress of the unusual talent for literary expression which +makes her contributions sure of a welcome in the columns of the leading +magazines. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +From "The Story of My Life," by Helen Keller. Published by Doubleday, +Page & Co. +</P> + +<P> +The most important day I remember in all my life is the one on which my +teacher, Anne Mansfield Sullivan, came to me. I am filled with wonder +when I consider the immeasurable contrast between the two lives which +it connects. It was the third of March; 1887, three months before I +was seven years old. +</P> + +<P> +On the afternoon of that eventful day I stood on the porch, dumb, +expectant. I guessed vaguely from my mother's signs and from the +hurrying to and fro in the house that something unusual was about to +happen, so I went to the door and waited on the steps. The afternoon +sun penetrated the mass of honeysuckle that covered the porch, and fell +on my upturned face. My fingers lingered almost unconsciously on the +familiar leaves and blossoms which had just come forth to greet the +sweet southern spring. I did not know what the future held of marvel +or surprise for me. Anger and bitterness had preyed upon me +continually for weeks, and a deep languor had succeeded this passionate +struggle. +</P> + +<P> +Have you ever been at sea in a dense fog, when it seemed as if a +tangible white darkness shut you in, and the great ship, tense and +anxious, groped her way toward the shore with plummet and +sounding-line, and you waited with beating heart for something to +happen? I was like that ship before my education began, only I was +without compass or sounding-line, and had no way of knowing how near +the harbour was. "Light! give me light!" was the wordless cry of my +soul, and the light of love shone on me in that very hour. +</P> + +<P> +I felt approaching footsteps. I stretched out my hand as I supposed to +my mother. Some one took it, and I was caught up and held close in the +arms of her who had come to reveal all things to me, and, more than all +things else, to love me. +</P> + +<P> +The morning after my teacher came she led me into her room and gave me +a doll. The little blind children at the Perkins Institution had sent +it and Laura Bridgman had dressed it; but I did not know this until +afterward. When I had played with it a little while, Miss Sullivan +slowly spelled into my hand the word "d-o-l-l." I was at once +interested in this finger play and tried to imitate it. When I finally +succeeded in making the letters correctly I was flushed with childish +pleasure and pride. Running downstairs to my mother I held up my hand +and made the letters for doll. I did not know that I was spelling a +word or even that words existed; I was simply making my fingers go in +monkey-like imitation. In the days that followed I learned to spell in +this uncomprehending way a great many words, among them <I>pin</I>, <I>hat</I>, +<I>cup</I>, and a few verbs like <I>sit</I>, <I>stand</I>, and <I>walk</I>. But my teacher +had been with me several weeks before I understood that everything has +a name. +</P> + +<P> +One day, while I was playing with my new doll, Miss Sullivan put my big +rag doll into my lap also, spelled "d-o-l-l" and tried to make me +understand that "d-o-l-l" applied to both. Earlier in the day we had +had a tussle over the words "m-u-g" and "w-a-t-e-r." Miss Sullivan had +tried to impress it upon me that "m-u-g" is mug and that "w-a-t-e-r" is +<I>water</I>, but I persisted in confounding the two. In despair she had +dropped the subject for the time, only to renew it at the first +opportunity. I became impatient at her repeated attempts and, seizing +the new doll, I dashed it upon the floor. I was keenly delighted when +I felt the fragments of the broken doll at my feet. Neither sorrow nor +regret followed my passionate outburst. I had not loved the doll. In +the still, dark world in which I lived there was no strong sentiment or +tenderness. I felt my teacher sweep the fragments to one side of the +hearth, and I had a sense of satisfaction that the cause of my +discomfort was removed. She brought me my hat, and I knew I was going +out into the warm sunshine. This thought, if a wordless sensation may +be called a thought, made me hop and skip with pleasure. +</P> + +<P> +We walked down the path to the well-house, attracted by the fragrance +of the honeysuckle with which it was covered. Some one was drawing +water and my teacher placed my hand under the spout. As the cool +stream gushed over one hand she spelled into the other the word water, +first slowly, then rapidly. I stood still, my whole attention fixed +upon the motions of her fingers. Suddenly I felt a misty consciousness +as of something forgotten—a thrill of returning thought; and somehow +the mystery of language was revealed to me. I knew then that +"w-a-t-e-r" meant the wonderful cool something that was flowing over my +hand. That living word awakened my soul, gave it light, hope, joy, set +it free! There were barriers still, it is true, but barriers that +could in time be swept away. +</P> + +<P> +I left the well-house eager to learn. Everything had a name, and each +name gave birth to a new thought. As we returned to the house every +object which I touched seemed to quiver with life. That was because I +saw everything with the strange, new sight that had come to me. On +entering the door I remembered the doll I had broken. I felt my way to +the hearth and picked up the pieces. I tried vainly to put them +together. Then my eyes filled with tears; for I realized what I had +done, and for the first time I felt repentance and sorrow. +</P> + +<P> +I learned a great many new words that day. I do not remember what they +all were; but I do know that <I>mother</I>, <I>father</I>, <I>sister</I>, <I>teacher</I> +were among them—words that were to make the world blossom for me, +"like Aaron's rod, with flowers." It would have been difficult to find +a happier child than I was as I lay in my crib at the close of that +eventful day and lived over the joys it had brought me, and for the +first time longed for a new day to come. +</P> + +<P> +I had now the key to all language, and I was eager to learn to use it. +Children who hear acquire language without any particular effort; the +words that fall from others' lips they catch on the wing, as it were, +delightedly, while the little deaf child must trap them by a slow and +often painful process. But whatever the process, the result is +wonderful. Gradually from naming an object we advance step by step +until we have traversed the vast distance between our first stammered +syllable and the sweep of thought in a line of Shakespeare. +</P> + +<P> +At first, when my teacher told me about a new thing I asked very few +questions. My ideas were vague, and my vocabulary was inadequate; but +as my knowledge of things grew, and I learned more and more words, my +field of inquiry broadened, and I would return again and again to the +same subject, eager for further information. Sometimes a new word +revived an image that some earlier experience had engraved on my brain. +</P> + +<P> +I remember the morning that I first asked the meaning of the word, +"love." This was before I knew many words. I had found a few early +violets in the garden and brought them to my teacher. She tried to +kiss me; but at that time I did not like to have any one kiss me except +my mother. Miss Sullivan put her arm gently round me and spelled into +my hand, "I love Helen." +</P> + +<P> +"What is love?" I asked. +</P> + +<P> +She drew me closer to her and said, "It is here," pointing to my heart, +whose beats I was conscious of for the first time. Her words puzzled +me very much because I did not then understand anything unless I +touched it. +</P> + +<P> +I smelt the violets in her hand and asked, half in words, half in +signs, a question which meant, "Is love the sweetness of flowers?" +</P> + +<P> +"No," said my teacher. +</P> + +<P> +Again I thought. The warm sun was shining on us. +</P> + +<P> +"Is this not love?" I asked, pointing in the direction from which the +heat came, "Is this not love?" +</P> + +<P> +It seemed to me that there could be nothing more beautiful than the +sun, whose warmth makes all things grow. But Miss Sullivan shook her +head, and I was greatly puzzled and disappointed. I thought it strange +that my teacher could not show me love. +</P> + +<P> +A day or two afterward I was stringing beads of different sizes in +symmetrical groups—two large beads, three small ones, and so on. I +had made many mistakes, and Miss Sullivan had pointed them out again +and again with gentle patience. Finally I noticed a very obvious error +in the sequence and for an instant I concentrated my attention on the +lesson and tried to think how I should have arranged the beads. Miss +Sullivan touched my forehead and spelled with decided emphasis, "Think." +</P> + +<P> +In a flash I knew that the word was the name of the process that was +going on in my head. This was my first conscious perception of an +abstract idea. +</P> + +<P> +For a long time I was still—I was not thinking of the beads in my lap, +but trying to find a meaning for "love" in the light of this new idea. +The sun had been under a cloud all day, and there had been brief +showers; but suddenly the sun broke forth in all its southern splendour. +</P> + +<P> +Again I asked my teacher, "Is this not love?" +</P> + +<P> +"Love is something like the clouds that were in the sky before the sun +came out," she replied. Then in simpler words than these, which at +that time I could not have understood, she explained: "You cannot touch +the clouds, you know; but you feel the rain and know how glad the +flowers and the thirsty earth are to have it after a hot day. You +cannot touch love either; but you feel the sweetness that it pours into +everything. Without love you would not be happy or want to play." +</P> + +<P> +The beautiful truth burst upon my mind—I felt that there were +invisible lines stretched between my spirit and the spirits of others. +</P> + +<P> +From the beginning of my education Miss Sullivan made it a practice to +speak to me as she would speak to any hearing child; the only +difference was that she spelled the sentences into my hand instead of +speaking them. If I did not know the words and idioms necessary to +express my thoughts she supplied them, even suggesting conversation +when I was unable to keep up my end of the dialogue. +</P> + +<P> +This process was continued for several years; for the deaf child does +not learn in a month, or even in two or three years, the numberless +idioms and expressions used in the simplest daily intercourse. The +little hearing child learns these from constant repetition and +imitation. The conversation he hears in his home stimulates his mind +and suggests topics and calls forth the spontaneous expression of his +own thoughts. This natural exchange of ideas is denied to the deaf +child. My teacher, realizing this, determined to supply the kinds of +stimulus I lacked. This she did by repeating to me as far as possible, +verbatim, what she heard, and by showing me how I could take part in +the conversation. But it was a long time before I ventured to take the +initiative, and still longer before I could find something appropriate +to say at the right time. +</P> + +<P> +The next important step in my education was learning to read. +</P> + +<P> +As soon as I could spell a few words my teacher gave me slips of +cardboard on which were printed words in raised letters. I quickly +learned that each printed word stood for an object, an act, or a +quality. I had a frame in which I could arrange the words in little +sentences; but before I ever put sentences in the frame I used to make +them in objects. I found the slips of paper which represented, for +example, "doll," "is," "on," "bed" and placed each name on its object; +then I put my doll on the bed with the words <I>is</I>, <I>on</I>, <I>bed</I> arranged +beside the doll, thus making a sentence of the words, and at the same +time carrying out the idea of the sentence with the things themselves. +</P> + +<P> +One day, Miss Sullivan tells me, I pinned the word <I>girl</I> on my +pinafore and stood in the wardrobe. On the shelf I arranged the words, +<I>is</I>, <I>in</I>, <I>wardrobe</I>. Nothing delighted me so much as this game. My +teacher and I played it for hours at a time. Often everything in the +room was arranged in object sentences. +</P> + +<P> +From the printed slip it was but a step to the printed book. I took my +"Reader for Beginners" and hunted for the words I knew; when I found +them my joy was like that of a game of hide-and-seek. Thus I began to +read. Of the time when I began to read connected stories I shall speak +later. +</P> + +<P> +For a long time I had no regular lessons. Even when I studied most +earnestly it seemed more like play than work. Everything Miss Sullivan +taught me she illustrated by a beautiful story or a poem. Whenever +anything delighted or interested me she talked it over with me just as +if she were a little girl herself. What many children think of with +dread, as a painful plodding through grammar, hard sums and harder +definitions, is to-day one of my most precious memories. +</P> + +<P> +I cannot explain the peculiar sympathy Miss Sullivan had with my +pleasures and desires. Perhaps it was the result of long association +with the blind. Added to this she had a wonderful faculty for +description. She went quickly over uninteresting details, and never +nagged me with questions to see if I remembered the +day-before-yesterday's lesson. She introduced dry technicalities of +science little by little, making every subject so real that I could not +help remembering what she taught. +</P> + +<P> +We read and studied out of doors, preferring the sunlit woods to the +house. All my early lessons have in them the breath of the woods—the +fine, resinous odour of pine needles, blended with the perfume of wild +grapes. Seated in the gracious shade of a wild tulip tree, I learned +to think that everything has a lesson and a suggestion. +</P> + +<P> +Our favourite walk was to Keller's Landing, an old tumble-down +lumber-wharf on the Tennessee River, used during the Civil War to land +soldiers. There we spent many happy hours and played at learning +geography. I built dams of pebbles, made islands and lakes, and dug +river-beds, all for fun, and never dreamed that I was learning a +lesson. I listened with increasing wonder to Miss Sullivan's +descriptions of the great round world with its burning mountains, +buried cities, moving rivers of ice, and many other things as strange. +She made raised maps in clay, so that I could feel the mountain ridges +and valleys, and follow with my fingers the devious course of rivers. +I liked this, too; but the division of the earth into zones and poles +confused and teased my mind. The illustrative strings and the orange +stick representing the poles seemed so real that even to this day the +mere mention of temperate zone suggests a series of twine circles; and +I believe that if any one should set about it he could convince me that +white bears actually climb the North Pole. +</P> + +<P> +Arithmetic seems to have been the only study I did not like. From the +first I was not interested in the science of numbers. Miss Sullivan +tried to teach me to count by stringing beads in groups, and by +arranging kindergarten straws I learned to add and subtract. I never +had patience to arrange more than five or six groups at a time. When I +had accomplished this my conscience was at rest for the day, and I went +out quickly to find my playmates. +</P> + +<P> +In this same leisurely manner I studied zoology and botany. +</P> + +<P> +Once a gentleman, whose name I have forgotten, sent me a collection of +fossils—tiny mollusk shells beautifully marked, and bits of sandstone +with the print of birds' claws, and a lovely fern in bas-relief. These +were the keys which unlocked the treasures of the antediluvian world +for me. With trembling fingers I listened to Miss Sullivan's +descriptions of the terrible beasts, with uncouth, unpronounceable +names, which once went tramping through the primeval forests, tearing +down the branches of gigantic trees for food, and died in the dismal +swamps of an unknown age. For a long time these strange creatures +haunted my dreams, and this gloomy period formed a sombre background to +the joyous Now, filled with sunshine and roses and echoing with the +gentle beat of my pony's hoof. +</P> + +<P> +Another time a beautiful shell was given me, and with a child's +surprise and delight I learned how a tiny mollusk had built the +lustrous coil for his dwelling place, and how on still nights, when +there is no breeze stirring the waves, the Nautilus sails on the blue +waters of the Indian Ocean in his "ship of pearl." +</P> + +<P> +It was in the spring of 1890 that I learned to speak. The impulse to +utter audible sounds had always been strong within me. I used to make +noises, keeping one hand on my throat while the other hand felt the +movements of my lips. I was pleased with anything that made a noise +and liked to feel the cat purr and the dog bark. I also liked to keep +my hand on a singer's throat, or on a piano when it was being played. +Before I lost my sight and hearing, I was fast learning to talk, but +after my illness it was found that I had ceased to speak because I +could not hear. I used to sit in my mother's lap all day long and keep +my hands on her face because it amused me to feel the motions of her +lips; and I moved my lips, too, although I had forgotten what talking +was. My friends say that I laughed and cried naturally, and for a +while I made many sounds and word-elements, not because they were a +means of communication, but because the need of exercising my vocal +organs was imperative. There was, however, one word the meaning of +which I still remembered, water. I pronounced it "wa-wa." Even this +became less and less intelligible until the time when Miss Sullivan +began to teach me. I stopped using it only after I had learned to +spell the word on my fingers. +</P> + +<P> +I had known for a long time that the people about me used a method of +communication different from mine; and even before I knew that a deaf +child could be taught to speak, I was conscious of dissatisfaction with +the means of communication I already possessed. One who is entirely +dependent upon the manual alphabet has always a sense of restraint, of +narrowness. This feeling began to agitate me with a vexing, +forward-reaching sense of a lack that should be filled. My thoughts +would often rise and beat up like birds against the wind; and I +persisted in using my lips and voice. Friends tried to discourage this +tendency, fearing lest it would lead to disappointment. But I +persisted, and an accident soon occurred which resulted in the breaking +down of this great barrier—I heard the story of Ragnhild Kaata. +</P> + +<P> +In 1890 Mrs. Lamson, who had been one of Laura Bridgman's teachers, and +who had just returned from a visit to Norway and Sweden, came to see +me, and told me of Ragnhild Kaata, a deaf and blind girl in Norway who +had actually been taught to speak. Mrs. Lamson had scarcely finished +telling me about this girl's success before I was on fire with +eagerness. I resolved that I, too, would learn to speak. I would not +rest satisfied until my teacher took me, for advice and assistance, to +Miss Sarah Fuller, principal of the Horace Mann School. This lovely, +sweet-natured lady offered to teach me herself, and we began the +twenty-sixth of March, 1890. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Fuller's method was this: she passed my hand lightly over her +face, and let me feel the position of her tongue and lips when she made +a sound. I was eager to imitate every motion, and in an hour had +learned six elements of speech: M, P, A, S, T, I. Miss Fuller gave me +eleven lessons in all. I shall never forget the surprise and delight I +felt when I uttered my first connected sentence, "It is warm." True, +they were broken and stammering syllables; but they were human speech. +My soul, conscious of new strength, came out of bondage, and was +reaching through those broken symbols of speech to all knowledge and +all faith. +</P> + +<P> +No deaf child who has earnestly tried to speak the words which he has +never heard—to come out of the prison of silence, where no tone of +love, on song of bird, no strain of music ever pierces the +stillness—can forget the thrill of surprise, the joy of discovery +which came over him when he uttered his first word. Only such a one +can appreciate the eagerness with which I talked to my toys, to stones, +trees, birds and dumb animals, or the delight I felt when at my call +Mildred ran to me or my dogs obeyed my commands. It is an unspeakable +boon to me to be able to speak in winged words that need no +interpretation. As I talked, happy thoughts fluttered up out of my +words that might perhaps have struggled in vain to escape my fingers. +</P> + +<P> +But it must not be supposed that I could really talk in this short +time. I had learned only the elements of speech. Miss Fuller and Miss +Sullivan could understand me, but most people would not have understood +one word in a hundred. Nor is it true that, after I had learned these +elements, I did the rest of the work myself. But for Miss Sullivan's +genius, untiring perseverance and devotion, I could not have progressed +as far as I have toward natural speech. In the first place, I laboured +night and day before I could be understood even by my most intimate +friends; in the second place, I needed Miss Sullivan's assistance +constantly in my efforts to articulate each sound clearly and to +combine all sounds in a thousand ways. Even now she calls my attention +every day to mispronounced words. +</P> + +<P> +All teachers of the deaf know what this means, and only they can at all +appreciate the peculiar difficulties with which I had to contend. In +reading my teacher's lips I was wholly dependent on my fingers: I had +to use the sense of touch in catching the vibrations of the throat, the +movements of the mouth, and the expression of the face; and often this +sense was at fault. In such cases I was forced to repeat the words or +sentences, sometimes for hours, until I felt the proper ring in my own +voice. My work was practice, practice, practice. Discouragement and +weariness cast me down frequently; but the next moment the thought that +I should soon be at home and show my loved ones what I had +accomplished, spurred me on, and I eagerly looked forward to their +pleasure in my achievement. +</P> + +<P> +"My little sister will understand me now," was a thought stronger than +all obstacles. I used to repeat ecstatically, "I am not dumb now." I +could not be despondent while I anticipated the delight of talking to +my mother and reading her responses from her lips. It astonished me to +find how much easier it is to talk than to spell with the fingers, and +I discarded the manual alphabet as a medium of communication on my +part; but Miss Sullivan and a few friends still use it in speaking to +me, for it is more convenient and more rapid than lip-reading. +</P> + +<P> +Just here, perhaps, I had better explain our use of the manual +alphabet, which seems to puzzle people who do not know us. One who +reads or talks to me spells with his hand, using the single-hand manual +alphabet generally employed by the deaf. I place my hand on the hand +of the speaker so lightly as not to impede its movements. The position +of the hand is as easy to feel as it is to see. I do not feel each +letter any more than you see each letter separately when you read. +Constant practice makes the fingers very flexible, and some of my +friends spell rapidly—about as fast as an expert writes on a +typewriter. The mere spelling is, of course, no more a conscious act +than it is in writing. +</P> + +<P> +When I had made speech my own, I could not wait to go home. At last +the happiest of happy moments arrived. I had made my homeward journey, +talking constantly to Miss Sullivan, not for the sake of talking, but +determined to improve to the last minute. Almost before I knew it, the +train stopped at the Tuscumbia station, and there on the platform stood +the whole family. My eyes fill with tears now as I think how my mother +pressed me close to her, speechless and trembling with delight, taking +in every syllable that I spoke, while little Mildred seized my free +hand and kissed it and danced, and my father expressed his pride and +affection in a big silence. It was as if Isaiah's prophecy had been +fulfilled in me. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Stories of Achievement, Volume IV (of 6) + Authors and Journalists + + +Author: Various + +Editor: Asa Don Dickinson + +Release Date: June 15, 2006 [eBook #18598] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK STORIES OF ACHIEVEMENT, VOLUME IV +(OF 6)*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustration. + See 18598-h.htm or 18598-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/5/9/18598/18598-h/18598-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/5/9/18598/18598-h.zip) + + + + + +STORIES OF ACHIEVEMENT, VOLUME IV + +Authors and Journalists + +Edited by + +ASA DON DICKINSON + +Authors and Journalists + + JEAN JACQUES ROUSSEAU + ROBERT BURNS + CHARLOTTE BRONTE + CHARLES DICKENS + HORACE GREELEY + LOUISA M. ALCOTT + HENRY GEORGE + WILLIAM H. RIDEING + JACOB A. RIIS + HELEN KELLER + + + + + + + +[Frontispiece: Robert Burns] + + + + + +Garden City ---- New York +Doubleday, Page & Company +1925 +Copyright, 1916, by +Doubleday, Page & Company +All Rights Reserved + + + + +ACKNOWLEDGMENT + +In the preparation of this volume the publishers have received from +several houses and authors generous permissions to reprint copyright +material. For this they wish to express their cordial gratitude. In +particular, acknowledgments are due to the Houghton Mifflin Company for +permission to reprint the sketch of Horace Greeley; to Little, Brown & +Co. for permission to reprint passages from "The Life, Letters, and +Journals of Louisa May Alcott"; to Mr. Henry George, Jr., for the +extract from his life of his father; to William H. Rideing for +permission to reprint extracts from his book "Many Celebrities and a +Few Others"; to the Macmillan Company for permission to use passages +from "The Making of an American," by Jacob A. Riis; to Miss Helen +Keller for permission to reprint from "The Story of My Life." + + + + +CONTENTS + + +AUTHORS AND JOURNALISTS + +JEAN JACQUES ROUSSEAU + The Man to Whom Expression was Travail + +ROBERT BURNS + The Ploughman-poet + +HORACE GREELEY + How the Farm-boy Became an Editor + +CHARLES DICKENS + The Factory Boy + +CHARLOTTE BRONTE + The Country Parson's Daughter + +LOUISA MAY ALCOTT + The Journal of a Brave and Talented Girl + +HENRY GEORGE + The Troubles of a Job Printer + +JACOB RIIS + "The Making of an American" + +WILLIAM H. RIDEING + Rejected Manuscripts + +HELEN ADAMS KELLER + How She Learned to Speak + + + + +JEAN JACQUES ROUSSEAU + +(1712-1778) + +THE MAN TO WHOM EXPRESSION WAS TRAVAIL + +From the "Confessions of Rousseau." + +It is strange to hear that those critics who spoke of Rousseau's +"incomparable gift of expression," of his "easy, natural style," were +ludicrously incorrect in their allusions. From his "Confessions" we +learn that he had no gift of clear, fluent expression; that he was by +nature so incoherent that he could not creditably carry on an ordinary +conversation; and that the ideas which stirred Europe, although +spontaneously conceived, were brought forth and set before the world +only after their progenitor had suffered the real pangs of labor. + +But after all it is the same old story over again. Great things are +rarely said or done easily. + +Two things very opposite unite in me, and in a manner which I cannot +myself conceive. My disposition is extremely ardent, my passions +lively and impetuous, yet my ideas are produced slowly, with great +embarrassment and after much afterthought. It might be said my heart +and understanding do not belong to the same individual. A sentiment +takes possession of my soul with the rapidity of lightning, but instead +of illuminating, it dazzles and confounds me; I feel all, but see +nothing; I am warm but stupid; to think I must be cool. What is +astonishing, my conception is clear and penetrating, if not hurried: I +can make excellent impromptus at leisure, but on the instant could +never say or do anything worth notice. I could hold a tolerable +conversation by the post, as they say the Spaniards play at chess, and +when I read that anecdote of a duke of Savoy, who turned himself round, +while on a journey, to cry out "_a votre gorge, marchand de Paris_!" I +said, "Here is a trait of my character!" + +This slowness of thought, joined to vivacity of feeling, I am not only +sensible of in conversation, but even alone. When I write, my ideas +are arranged with the utmost difficulty. They glance on my imagination +and ferment till they discompose, heat, and bring on a palpitation; +during this state of agitation I see nothing properly, cannot write a +single word, and must wait till all is over. Insensibly the agitation +subsides, the chaos acquires form, and each circumstance takes its +proper place. Have you never seen an opera in Italy where during the +change of scene everything is in confusion, the decorations are +intermingled, and any one would suppose that all would be overthrown; +yet by little and little, everything is arranged, nothing appears +wanting, and we feel surprised to see the tumult succeeded by the most +delightful spectacle. This is a resemblance of what passes in my brain +when I attempt to write; had I always waited till that confusion was +past, and then pointed, in their natural beauties, the objects that had +presented themselves, few authors would have surpassed me. + +Thence arises the extreme difficulty I find in writing; my manuscripts, +blotted, scratched, and scarcely legible, attest the trouble they cost +me; nor is there one of them but I have been obliged to transcribe four +or five times before it went to press. Never could I do anything when +placed at a table, pen in hand; it must be walking among the rocks, or +in the woods; it is at night in my bed, during my wakeful hours, that I +compose; it may be judged how slowly, particularly for a man who has +not the advantage of verbal memory, and never in his life could retain +by heart six verses. Some of my periods I have turned and returned in +my head five or six nights before they were fit to be put to paper: +thus it is that I succeed better in works that require laborious +attention than those that appear more trivial, such as letters, in +which I could never succeed, and being obliged to write one is to me a +serious punishment; nor can I express my thoughts on the most trivial +subjects without it costing me hours of fatigue. If I write +immediately what strikes me, my letter is a long, confused, unconnected +string of expressions, which, when read, can hardly be understood. + +It is not only painful to me to give language to my ideas but even to +receive them. I have studied mankind, and think myself a tolerable +observer, yet I know nothing from what I see, but all from what I +remember, nor have I understanding except in my recollections. From +all that is said, from all that passes in my presence, I feel nothing, +conceive nothing, the exterior sign being all that strikes me; +afterward it returns to my remembrance; I recollect the place, the +time, the manner, the look, and gesture, not a circumstance escapes me; +it is then, from what has been done or said, that I imagine what has +been thought, and I have rarely found myself mistaken. + +So little master of my understanding when alone, let any one judge what +I must be in conversation, where to speak with any degree of ease you +must think of a thousand things at the same time: the bare idea that I +should forget something material would be sufficient to intimidate me. +Nor can I comprehend how people can have the confidence to converse in +large companies, where each word must pass in review before so many, +and where it would be requisite to know their several characters and +histories to avoid saying what might give offence. In this particular, +those who frequent the world would have a great advantage, as they know +better where to be silent, and can speak with greater confidence; yet +even they sometimes let fall absurdities; in what predicament then must +he be who drops as it were from the clouds? It is almost impossible he +should speak ten minutes with impunity. + +In a tete-a-tete there is a still worse inconvenience; that is, the +necessity of talking perpetually, at least, the necessity of answering +when spoken to, and keeping up the conversation when the other is +silent. This insupportable constraint is alone sufficient to disgust +me with variety, for I cannot form an idea of a greater torment than +being obliged to speak continually without time for recollection. I +know not whether it proceeds from my mortal hatred of all constraint; +but if I am obliged to speak, I infallibly talk nonsense. What is +still worse, instead of learning how to be silent when I have +absolutely nothing to say, it is generally at such times that I have a +violent inclination; and, endeavoring to pay my debt of conversation as +speedily as possible, I hastily gabble a number of words without ideas, +happy when they only chance to mean nothing; thus endeavoring to +conquer or hide my incapacity, I rarely fail to show it. + +I think I have said enough to show that, though not a fool, I have +frequently passed for one, even among people capable of judging; this +was the more vexatious, as my physiognomy and eyes promised otherwise, +and expectation being frustrated, my stupidity appeared the more +shocking. This detail, which a particular occasion gave birth to, will +not be useless in the sequel, being a key to many of my actions which +might otherwise appear unaccountable; and have been attributed to a +savage humor I do not possess. I love society as much as any man, was +I not certain to exhibit myself in it, not only disadvantageously, but +totally different from what I really am. The plan I have adopted of +writing and retirement is what exactly suits me. Had I been present, +my worth would never have been known, no one would ever have suspected +it; thus it was with Madam Dupin, a woman of sense, in whose house I +lived for several years; indeed, she has often since owned it to me: +though on the whole this rule may be subject to some exceptions. . . . + +The heat of the summer was this year (1749) excessive. Vincennes is +two leagues from Paris. The state of my finances not permitting me to +pay for hackney coaches, at two o'clock in the afternoon, I went on +foot, when alone, and walked as fast as possible, that I might arrive +the sooner. The trees by the side of the road, always lopped, +according to the custom of the country, afforded but little shade, and +exhausted by fatigue, I frequently threw myself on the ground, being +unable to proceed any farther. I thought a book in my hand might make +me moderate my pace. One day I took the _Mercure de France_, and as I +walked and read, I came to the following question proposed by the +academy of Dijon, for the premium of the ensuing year: Has the progress +of sciences and arts contributed to corrupt or purify morals? + +The moment I had read this, I seemed to behold another world, and +became a different man. Although I have a lively remembrance of the +impression it made upon me, the detail has escaped my mind, since I +communicated it to M. de Malesherbes in one of my four letters to him. +This is one of the singularities of my memory which merits to be +remarked. It serves me in proportion to my dependence upon it; the +moment I have committed to paper that with which it was charged, it +forsakes me, and I have no sooner written a thing than I had forgotten +it entirely. This singularity is the same with respect to music. +Before I learned the use of notes I knew a great number of songs; the +moment I had made a sufficient progress to sing an air of art set to +music, I could not recollect any one of them; and, at present, I much +doubt whether I should be able entirely to go through one of those of +which I was the most fond. All I distinctly recollect upon this +occasion is, that on my arrival at Vincennes, I was in an agitation +which approached a delirium. Diderot perceived it; I told him the +cause, and read to him the prosopopoeia of Fabricius, written with a +pencil under a tree. He encouraged me to pursue my ideas, and to +become a competitor for the premium. I did so, and from that moment I +was ruined. + +All the rest of my misfortunes during my life were the inevitable +effect of this moment of error. + +My sentiments became elevated with the most inconceivable rapidity to +the level of my ideas. All my little passions were stifled by the +enthusiasm of truth, liberty, and virtue; and, what is most +astonishing, this effervescence continued in my mind upward of five +years, to as great a degree, perhaps, as it has ever done in that of +any other man. I composed the discourse in a very singular manner, and +in that style which I have always followed in my other works, I +dedicated to it the hours of the night in which sleep deserted me; I +meditated in my bed with my eyes closed, and in my mind turned over and +over again my periods with incredible labor and care; the moment they +were finished to my satisfaction, I deposited in my memory, until I had +an opportunity of committing them to paper; but the time of rising and +putting on my clothes made me lose everything, and when I took up my +pen I recollected but little of what I had composed. I made Madam le +Vasseur my secretary; I had lodged her with her daughter and husband +nearer to myself; and she, to save me the expense of a servant, came +every morning to make my fire, and to do such other little things as +were necessary. As soon as she arrived I dictated to her while in bed +what I had composed in the night, and this method, which for a long +time I observed, preserved me many things I should otherwise have +forgotten. + +As soon as the discourse was finished, I showed it to Diderot. He was +satisfied with the production, and pointed out some corrections he +thought necessary to be made. However, this composition, full of force +and fire, absolutely wants logic and order; of all the works I ever +wrote, this is the weakest in reasoning, and the most devoid of number +and harmony. With whatever talent a man may be born, the art of +writing is not easily learned. + +I sent off this piece without mentioning it to anybody, except, I +think, to Grimm. + +The year following (1750), not thinking more of my discourse, I learned +it had gained the premium at Dijon. This news awakened all the ideas +which had dictated it to me, gave them new animation, and completed the +fermentation of my heart of that first leaves of heroism and virtue +which my father, my country, and Plutarch had inspired in my infancy. +Nothing now appeared great in my eyes but to be free and virtuous, +superior to fortune and opinion, and independent of all exterior +circumstances; although a false shame, and the fear of disapprobation +at first prevented me from conducting myself according to these +principles, and from suddenly quarrelling with the maxims of the age in +which I lived, I from that moment took a decided resolution to do +it. . . . + + + + +ROBERT BURNS + +(1759-1796) + +THE PLOUGHMAN-POET + +A note of pride in his humble origin rings throughout the following +pages. The ploughman poet was wiser in thought than in deed, and his +life was not a happy one. But, whatever his faults, he did his best +with the one golden talent that Fate bestowed upon him. Each book that +he encountered was made to stand and deliver the message that it +carried for him. Sweethearting and good-fellowship were his bane, yet +he won much good from his practice of the art of correspondence with +sweethearts and boon companions. And although Socrates was perhaps +scarcely a name to him, he studied always to follow the Athenian's +favourite maxim, _Know thyself_; realizing, with his elder brother of +Warwickshire, that "the chiefest study of mankind is man." + + +From an autobiographical sketch sent to Dr. Moore. + +[_To Dr. Moore_] + +MAUCHLINE, August 2, 1787. + +For some months past I have been rambling over the country, but I am +now confined with some lingering complaints, originating, as I take it, +in the stomach. To divert my spirits a little in this miserable fog of +ennui, I have taken a whim to give you a history of myself. My name +has made some little noise in this country; you have done me the honour +to interest yourself very warmly in my behalf; and I think a faithful +account of what character of a man I am, and how I came by that +character, may perhaps amuse you in an idle moment. I will give you an +honest narrative, though I know it will be often at my own expense; for +I assure you, sir, I have, like Solomon, whose character, excepting in +the trifling affair of wisdom, I sometimes think I resemble--I have, I +say, like him turned my eyes to behold madness and folly, and like him, +too, frequently shaken hands with their intoxicating friendship. After +you have perused these pages, should you think them trifling and +impertinent, I only beg leave to tell you that the poor author wrote +them under some twitching qualms of conscience, arising from a +suspicion that he was doing what he ought not to do; a predicament he +has more than once been in before. + +I have not the most distant pretensions to assume that character which +the pye-coated guardians of escutcheons call a gentleman. When at +Edinburgh last winter I got acquainted in the _Herald's_ office; and, +looking through that granary of honors, I there found almost every name +in the kingdom; but for me, + + My ancient but ignoble blood + Has crept thro' scoundrels ever since the flood. + +Gules, purpure, argent, etc., quite disowned me. + +My father was of the north of Scotland, the son of a farmer, and was +thrown by early misfortunes on the world at large; where, after many +years' wanderings and sojournings, he picked up a pretty large quantity +of observation and experience, to which I am indebted for most of my +little pretensions to wisdom. I have met with few who understood men, +their manners and their ways, equal to him; but stubborn, ungainly +integrity, and headlong, ungovernable irascibility, are disqualifying +circumstances; consequently, I was born a very poor man's son. For the +first six or seven years of my life my father was gardener to a worthy +gentleman of small estate in the neighbourhood of Ayr. Had he +continued in that station, I must have marched off to be one of the +little underlings about a farmhouse; but it was his dearest wish and +prayer to have it in his power to keep his children under his own eye +till they could discern between good and evil; so with the assistance +of his generous master, my father ventured on a small farm on his +estate. + +At those years, I was by no means a favourite with anybody. I was a +good deal noted for a retentive memory, a stubborn, sturdy something in +my disposition, and an enthusiastic, idiotic piety. I say idiotic +piety because I was then but a child. Though it cost the schoolmaster +some thrashings, I made an excellent English scholar; and by the time I +was ten or eleven years of age, I was a critic in substantives, verbs, +and particles. In my infant and boyish days, too, I owe much to an old +woman who resided in the family, remarkable for her ignorance, +credulity, and superstition. She had, I suppose, the largest +collection in the country of tales and songs concerning devils, ghosts, +fairies, brownies, witches, warlocks, spunkies, kelpies, elf-candles, +dead-lights, wraiths, apparitions, cantraips, giants, enchanted towers, +dragons, and other trumpery. This cultivated the latent seeds of +poetry; but had so strong an effect on my imagination that to this hour +in my nocturnal rambles I sometimes keep a sharp lookout in suspicious +places; and though nobody can be more sceptical than I am in such +matters, yet it often takes an effort of philosophy to shake off these +idle terrors. + +The earliest composition that I recollect taking pleasure in was "The +Vision of Mirza," and a hymn of Addison's beginning, "How are thy +servants blest, O Lord!" I particularly remember one half-stanza which +was music to my boyish ear-- + + For though on dreadful whirls we hung + High on the broken wave-- + +I met with these pieces in Mason's English Collection, one of my +schoolbooks. The first two books I ever read in private, and which +gave me more pleasure than any two books I ever read since, were "The +Life of Hannibal" and "The History of Sir William Wallace." Hannibal +gave my young ideas such a turn that I used to strut in raptures up and +down after the recruiting drum and bagpipe and wish myself tall enough +to be a soldier; while the story of Wallace poured a Scottish prejudice +into my veins, which will boil along there till the floodgates of life +shut in eternal rest. + +Polemical divinity about this time was putting the country half mad, +and I, ambitious of shining in conversation parties on Sundays, between +sermons, at funerals, etc., used a few years afterward to puzzle +Calvinism with so much heat and indiscretion that I raised a hue and +cry of heresy against me, which has not ceased to this hour. + +My vicinity to Ayr was of some advantage to me. My social disposition, +when not checked by some modifications of spirited pride, was like our +catechism definition of infinitude, without bounds or limits. I formed +several connections with other younkers, who possessed superior +advantages; the youngling actors who were busy in the rehearsal of +parts, in which they were shortly to appear on the stage of life, +where, alas! I was destined to drudge behind the scenes. It is not +commonly at this green age that our young gentry have a just sense of +the immense distance between them and their ragged playfellows. It +takes a few dashes into the world to give the young, great man that +proper, decent, unnoticing disregard for the poor, insignificant, +stupid devils, the mechanics and peasantry around him, who were, +perhaps, born in the same village. My young superiors never insulted +the clouterly appearance of my plough-boy carcase, the two extremes of +which were often exposed to all the inclemencies of all the seasons. +They would give me stray volumes of books; among them, even then, I +could pick up some observations, and one, whose heart, I am sure, not +even the "Munny Begum" scenes have tainted, helped me to a little +French. Parting with these my young friends and benefactors, as they +occasionally went off for the East or West Indies, was often to me a +sore affliction; but I was soon called to more serious evils. My +father's generous master died, the farm proved a ruinous bargain; and +to clench the misfortune, we fell into the hands of a factor, who sat +for the picture I have drawn of one in my tale of "Twa Dogs." My +father was advanced in life when he married; I was the eldest of seven +children, and he, worn out by early hardships, was unfit for labour. +My father's spirit was soon irritated, but not easily broken. There +was a freedom in his lease in two years more, and to weather these two +years, we retrenched our expenses. We lived very poorly; I was a +dexterous ploughman for my age; and the next eldest to me was a brother +(Gilbert), who could drive the plough very well, and help me to thrash +the corn. A novel-writer might, perhaps, have viewed these scenes with +some satisfaction, but so did not I; my indignation yet boils at the +recollection of the scoundrel factor's insolent, threatening letters, +which used to set us all in tears. + +This kind of life--the cheerless gloom of a hermit, with the unceasing +moil of a galley slave, brought me to my sixteenth year; a little +before which period I first committed the sin of rhyme. You know our +country custom of coupling a man and woman together as partners in the +labours of harvest. In my fifteenth autumn my partner was a bewitching +creature, a year younger than myself. My scarcity of English denies me +the power of doing her justice in that language, but you know the +Scottish idiom: she was a "bonnie, sweet, sonsie (engaging) lass." In +short, she, altogether unwittingly to herself, initiated me in that +delicious passion, which, in spite of acid disappointment, gin-horse +prudence, and bookworm philosophy, I hold to be the first of human +joys, our dearest blessing here below! How she caught the contagion I +cannot tell; you medical people talk much of infection from breathing +the same air, the touch, etc., but I never expressly said I loved her. +Indeed I did not know myself why I liked so much to loiter behind with +her when returning in the evening from our labours; why the tones of +her voice made my heartstrings thrill like an Aeolian harp; and +particularly why my pulse beat such a furious ratan, when I looked and +fingered over her little hand to pick out the cruel nettle-stings and +thistles. Among her other love-inspiring qualities, she sung sweetly; +and it was her favourite reel to which I attempted giving an embodied +vehicle in rhyme. I was not so presumptuous as to imagine that I could +make verses like printed ones, composed by men who had Greek and Latin; +but my girl sung a song which was said to be composed by a small +country laird's son, on one of his father's maids with whom he was in +love; and I saw no reason why I might not rhyme as well as he; for, +excepting that he could smear sheep, and cast peats, his father living +in the moorlands, he had no more scholar-craft than myself. + +Thus with me began love and poetry, which at times have been my only, +and till within the last twelve months have been my highest, enjoyment. +My father struggled on till he reached the freedom in his lease, when +he entered on a larger farm, about ten miles farther in the country. +The nature of the bargain he made was such as to throw a little ready +money into his hands at the commencement of his lease, otherwise the +affair would have been impracticable. For four years we lived +comfortably here, but a difference commencing between him and his +landlord as to terms, after three years' tossing and whirling in the +vortex of litigation, my father was just saved from the horrors of a +jail by a consumption which, after two years' promises, kindly stepped +in, and carried him away, to where the wicked cease from troubling, and +where the weary are at rest! + +It is during the time that we lived on this farm that my little story +is most eventful. I was, at the beginning of this period, perhaps the +most ungainly, awkward boy in the parish--no hermit was less acquainted +with the ways of the world. What I knew of ancient story was gathered +from Salmon's and Guthrie's Geographical Grammars; and the ideas I had +formed of modern manners, of literature, and criticism, I got from the +_Spectator_. These, with Pope's Works, some Plays of Shakespeare, +Tull, and Dickson on Agriculture, The "Pantheon," Locke's "Essay on the +Human Understanding," Stackhouse's "History of the Bible," Justice's +"British Gardener's Directory," Boyle's "Lectures," Allan Ramsay's +Works, Taylor's "Scripture Doctrine of Original Sin," "A Select +Collection of English Songs," and Hervey's "Meditations," had formed +the whole of my reading. The collection of songs was my companion, day +and night. I pored over them driving my cart, or walking to labour, +song by song, verse by verse; carefully noting the true, tender, or +sublime, from affectation and fustian. I am convinced I owe to this +practice much of my critic-craft, such as it is. + +In my seventeenth year, to give my manners a brush, I went to a country +dancing-school. My father had an unaccountable antipathy against these +meetings, and my going was, what to this moment I repent, in opposition +to his wishes. My father, as I said before, was subject to strong +passions; from that instance of disobedience in me he took a sort of +dislike to me, which, I believe, was one cause of the dissipation which +marked my succeeding years. I say dissipation, comparatively with the +strictness, and sobriety, and regularity of Presbyterian country life; +for though the will-o'-wisp meteors of thoughtless whim were almost the +sole lights of my path, yet early ingrained piety and virtue kept me +for several years afterward within the line of innocence. The great +misfortune of my life was to want an aim. I had felt early some +stirrings of ambition, but they were the blind gropings of Homer's +Cyclops round the walls of his cave. I saw my father's situation +entailed on me perpetual labour. The only two openings by which I +could enter the temple of fortune were the gate of niggardly economy or +the path of little chicaning bargain-making. The first is so +contracted an aperture I never could squeeze myself into it; the last I +always hated--there was contamination in the very entrance! Thus +abandoned of aim or view in life, with a strong appetite for +sociability, as well from native hilarity as from a pride of +observation and remark; a constitutional melancholy or hypochondriasm +that made me fly solitude; add to these incentives to social life my +reputation for bookish knowledge, a certain wild, logical talent, and a +strength of thought, something like the rudiments of good sense; and it +will not seem surprising that I was generally a welcome guest where I +visited, or any great wonder that always, where two or three met +together, there was I among them. But far beyond all other impulses of +my heart was a leaning toward the adorable half of humankind. My heart +was completely tinder, and was eternally lighted up by some goddess or +other; and, as in every other warfare in this world, my fortune was +various; sometimes I was received with favour, and sometimes I was +mortified with a repulse. At the plough, scythe, or reap-hook I feared +no competitor, and thus I set absolute want at defiance; and as I never +cared further for my labours than while I was in actual exercise, I +spent the evenings in the way after my own heart. + +Another circumstance in my life which made some alteration in my mind +and manners was that I spent my nineteenth summer on a smuggling coast, +a good distance from home, at a noted school, to learn mensuration, +surveying, dialling, etc., in which I made a pretty good progress. But +I made a greater progress in the knowledge of mankind. The contraband +trade was at that time very successful, and it sometimes happened to me +to fall with those who carried it on. Scenes of swaggering riot and +roaring dissipation were, till this time, new to me; but I was no enemy +to social life. + +My reading meantime was enlarged with the very important addition of +Thomson's and Shenstone's Works. I had seen human nature in a new +phase; and I engaged several of my schoolfellows to keep up a literary +correspondence with me. This improved me in composition. I had met +with a collection of letters by the wits of Queen Anne's reign, and +pored over them most devoutly. I kept copies of any of my own letters +that pleased me, and a comparison between them and the composition of +most of my correspondents flattered my vanity. I carried this whim so +far that, though I had not three farthings' worth of business in the +world, yet almost every post brought me as many letters as if I had +been a broad plodding son of the day-book and ledger. + +My life flowed on much in the same course till my twenty-third year. +The addition of two more authors to my library gave me great pleasure: +Sterne and Mackenzie--"Tristram Shandy" and the "Man of Feeling"--were +my bosom favourites. Poesy was still a darling walk for my mind, but +it was only indulged in according to the humour of the hour. I had +usually half a dozen or more pieces on hand; I took up one or other, as +it suited the momentary tone of the mind, and dismissed the work as it +bordered on fatigue. My passions, when once lighted up, raged like so +many devils, till they got vent in rhyme; and then the conning over my +verses, like a spell, soothed all into quiet! None of the rhymes of +those days are in print, except "Winter, a Dirge," the eldest of my +printed pieces; "The Death of Poor Maillie," "John Barleycorn," and +Songs First, Second, and Third. Song Second was the ebullition of that +passion which ended the forementioned school business. + +My twenty-third year was to me an important era. Partly through whim, +and partly that I wished to set about doing something in life, I joined +a flax-dresser in a neighbouring town (Irvine), to learn the trade. +This was an unlucky affair. As we were giving a welcome carousal to +the new year, the shop took fire and burned to ashes, and I was left, +like a true poet, not worth a sixpence. + +I was obliged to give up this scheme, the clouds of misfortune were +gathering thick round my father's head; and, what was worst of all, he +was visibly far gone in a consumption; and to crown my distresses, a +beautiful girl, whom I adored, and who had pledged her soul to meet me +in the field of matrimony, jilted me, with peculiar circumstances of +mortification. The finishing evil that brought up the rear of this +infernal file was my constitutional melancholy being increased to such +a degree that for three months I was in a state of mind scarcely to be +envied by the hopeless wretches who have got their mittimus--depart +from me, ye cursed! + +From this adventure I learned something of a town life; but the +principal thing which gave my mind a turn was a friendship I formed +with a young fellow, a very noble character, but a hapless son of +misfortune. He was the son of a simple mechanic; but a great man in +the neighbourhood taking him under his patronage, gave him a genteel +education, with a view of bettering his situation in life. The patron +dying just as he was ready to launch out into the world, the poor +fellow in despair went to sea; where, after a variety of good and ill +fortune, a little before I was acquainted with him he had been set on +shore by an American privateer, on the wild coast of Connaught, +stripped of everything. I cannot quit this poor fellow's story without +adding that he is at this time master of a large West Indiaman +belonging to the Thames. + +His mind was fraught with independence, magnanimity, and every manly +virtue. I loved and admired him to a degree of enthusiasm, and of +course strove to imitate him. In some measure I succeeded; I had pride +before, but he taught it to flow in proper channels. His knowledge of +the world was vastly superior to mine, and I was all attention to +learn. . . . My reading only increased while in this town by two stray +volumes of "Pamela," and one of "Ferdinand Count Fathom," which gave me +some idea of novels. Rhyme, except some religious pieces that are in +print, I had given up; but meeting with Fergusson's Scottish Poems, I +strung anew my wildly sounding lyre with emulating vigour. When my +father died his all went among the hell-hounds that growl in the kennel +of justice; but we made a shift to collect a little money in the family +amongst us, with which to keep us together; my brother and I took a +neighbouring farm. My brother wanted my hare-brained imagination, as +well as my social and amorous madness; but in good sense, and every +sober qualification, he was far my superior. + +I entered on this farm with a full resolution, "come, go to, I will be +wise!" I read farming books, I calculated crops; I attended markets; +and, in short, in spite of the devil, and the world, and the flesh, I +believe I should have been a wise man; but the first year, from +unfortunately buying bad seed, the second from a late harvest, we lost +half our crops. This overset all my wisdom, and I returned, "like the +dog to his vomit, and the sow that was washed, to her wallowing in the +mire." + +I now began to be known in the neighbourhood as a maker of rhymes. The +first of my poetic offspring that saw the light was a burlesque +lamentation on a quarrel between two reverend Calvinists, both of them +figuring in my "Holy Fair." I had a notion myself that the piece had +some merit; but, to prevent the worst, I gave a copy of it to a friend, +who was very fond of such things, and told him that I could not guess +who was the author of it, but that I thought it pretty clever. With a +certain description of the clergy, as well as laity, it met with a roar +of applause. "Holy Willie's Prayer" next made its appearance, and +alarmed the kirk-session so much, that they held several meetings to +look over their spiritual artillery, if haply any of it might be +pointed against profane rhymers. Unluckily for me, my wanderings led +me on another side, within point-blank shot of their heaviest metal. +This is the unfortunate story that gave rise to my printed poem, "The +Lament." This was a most melancholy affair, which I cannot yet bear to +reflect on, and had very nearly given me one or two of the principal +qualifications for a place among those who have lost the chart, and +mistaken the reckoning of rationality. I gave up my part of the farm +to my brother; in truth, it was only nominally mine; and made what +little preparation was in my power for Jamaica. + +But before leaving my native country forever, I resolved to publish my +poems. I weighed my productions as impartially as was in my power; I +thought they had merit; and it was a delicious idea that I should be +called a clever fellow, even though it should never reach my ears--a +poor Negro driver--or perhaps a victim to that inhospitable clime, and +gone to the world of spirits! I can truly say that, poor and unknown +as I then was, I had pretty nearly as high an idea of myself and of my +works as I have at this moment, when the public has decided in their +favour. It ever was my opinion that the mistakes and blunders, both in +a rational and religious point of view, of which we see thousands daily +guilty, are owing to their ignorance of themselves. To know myself had +been all along my constant study. I weighed myself alone; I balanced +myself with others. I watched every means of information, to see how +much ground I occupied as a man and as a poet; I studied assiduously +Nature's design in my formation--where the lights and shades in my +character were intended. I was pretty confident my poems would meet +with some applause; but at the worst, the roar of the Atlantic would +deafen the voice of censure, and the novelty of West Indian scenes make +me forget neglect. I threw off six hundred copies, of which I had got +subscriptions for about three hundred and fifty. My vanity was highly +gratified by the reception I met with from the public; and besides I +pocketed, all expenses deducted, nearly twenty pounds. This sum came +very seasonably, as I was thinking of indenting myself for want of +money to procure my passage. As soon as I was master of nine guineas, +the price of wafting me to the torrid zone, I took a steerage passage +in the first ship that was to sail from the Clyde, for + + Hungry ruin had me in the wind. + + +I had been for some days skulking from covert to covert, under all the +terrors of a jail; as some ill-advised people had uncoupled the +merciless pack of the law at my heels. I had taken the last farewell +of my few friends; my chest was on the road to Greenock; I had composed +the last song I should ever measure in Caledonia--"The Gloomy Night Is +Gathering Fast," when a letter from Dr. Blacklock to a friend of mine +overthrew all my schemes by opening new prospects to my poetic +ambition. The doctor belonged to a set of critics for whose applause I +had not dared to hope. His opinion, that I would meet with +encouragement in Edinburgh for a second edition, fired me so much, that +away I posted for that city, without a single acquaintance, or a single +letter of introduction. The baneful star that had so long shed its +blasting influence in my zenith for once made a revolution to the +nadir; and a kind Providence placed me under the patronage of one of +the noblest of men, the Earl of Glencairn. _Oublie moi, grand Dieu, si +jamais je l'oublie_ [Forget me, Great God, if I ever forget him!]. + +I need relate no further. At Edinburgh I was in a new world; I mingled +among many classes of men, but all of them new to me, and I was all +attention to "catch" the characters and "the manners living as they +rise." Whether I have profited, time will show. + + +POETS ARE BORN--THEN MADE + +[_To Dr. Moore_] + +ELLISLAND, 4th January, 1789. + +. . . The character and employment of a poet were formerly my pleasure, +but are now my pride. I know that a very great deal of my late _eclat_ +was owing to the singularity of my situation and the honest prejudice +of Scotsmen; but still, as I said in the preface to my first edition, I +do look upon myself as having some pretensions from nature to the +poetic character. I have not a doubt but the knack, the aptitude, to +learn the muses' trade, is a gift bestowed by Him "who forms the secret +bias of the soul"; but I as firmly believe that _excellence_ in the +profession is the fruit of industry, labour, attention, and pains. At +least I am resolved to try my doctrine by the test of experience. +Another appearance from the press I put off to a very distant day, a +day that may never arrive--but poesy I am determined to prosecute with +all my vigour. Nature has given very few, if any, of the profession, +the talents of shining in every species of composition. I shall try +(for until trial it is impossible to know) whether she has qualified me +to shine in any one. + + +THE KINDLY CRITIC IS THE POET'S BEST FRIEND + +[_To Mr. Moore_] + +The worst of it is, by the time one has finished a piece, it has been +so often viewed and reviewed before the mental eye that one loses, in a +good measure, the power of critical discrimination. Here the best +criterion I know is a friend--not only of abilities to judge, but with +good nature enough like a prudent teacher with a young learner to +praise a little more than is exactly just, lest the thin-skinned animal +fall into that most deplorable of all diseases--heart-breaking +despondency of himself. Dare I, sir, already immensely indebted to +your goodness, ask the additional obligation of your being that friend +to me? . . . + + + + +HORACE GREELEY + +(1811-1872) + +HOW THE FARM-BOY BECAME AN EDITOR + +Horace Greeley, the farmer's son, lived most of his life in the +metropolis, yet he always looked like a farmer, and most people would +be willing to admit that he retained the farmer's traditional goodness +of heart, if not quite all of his traditional simplicity. His judgment +was keen and shrewd, and for many years the cracker-box philosophers of +the village store impatiently awaited the sorting of the mail chiefly +that they might learn what "Old Horace" had to say about some new +picture in the kaleidoscope of politics. + + +From "Captains of Industry," by James Parton. Houghton, Mifflin & Co., +1884. + +I have seldom been more interested than in hearing Horace Greeley tell +the story of his coming to New York, in 1831, and gradually working his +way into business there. + +He was living at the age of twenty years with his parents in a small +log-cabin in a new clearing of Western Pennsylvania, about twenty miles +from Erie. His father, a Yankee by birth, had recently moved to that +region and was trying to raise sheep there, as he had been accustomed +to do in Vermont. The wolves were too numerous there. + +It was part of the business of Horace and his brother to watch the +flock of sheep, and sometimes they camped out all night, sleeping with +their feet to the fire, Indian fashion. He told me that occasionally a +pack of wolves would come so near that he could see their eyeballs +glare in the darkness and hear them pant. Even as he lay in the loft +of his father's cabin he could hear them howling in the fields. In +spite of all their care, the wolves killed in one season a hundred of +his father's sheep, and then he gave up the attempt. + +The family were so poor that it was a matter of doubt sometimes whether +they could get food enough to live through the long winter, and so +Horace, who had learned the printer's trade in Vermont, started out on +foot in search of work in a village printing office. He walked from +village to village, and from town to town, until at last he went to +Erie, the largest place in the vicinity. + +There he was taken for a runaway apprentice, and certainly his +appearance justified suspicion. Tall and gawky as he was in person, +with tow-coloured hair, and a scanty suit of shabbiest homespun, his +appearance excited astonishment or ridicule wherever he went. He had +never worn a good suit of clothes in his life. He had a singularly +fair, white complexion, a piping, whining voice, and these +peculiarities gave the effect of his being wanting in intellect. It +was not until people conversed with him that they discovered his worth +and intelligence. He had been an ardent reader from his childhood up, +and had taken of late years the most intense interest in politics and +held very positive opinions, which he defended in conversation with +great earnestness and ability. + +A second application at Erie procured him employment for a few months +in the office of the Erie _Gazette_, and he won his way, not only to +the respect, but to the affection of his companions and his employer. +That employer was Judge J. M. Sterrett, and from him I heard many +curious particulars of Horace Greeley's residence in Erie. As he was +only working in the office as a substitute, the return of the absentee +deprived him of his place, and he was obliged to seek work elsewhere. +His employer said to him one day: + +"Now, Horace, you have a good deal of money coming to you; don't go +about the town any longer in that outlandish rig. Let me give you an +order on the store. Dress up a little, Horace." + +The young man looked down on his clothes as though he had never seen +them before, and then said, by way of apology: + +"You see, Mr. Sterrett, my father is on a new place, and I want to help +him all I can." + +In fact, upon the settlement of his account at the end of his seven +months' labour, he had drawn for his personal expenses six dollars +only. Of the rest of his wages he retained fifteen dollars for +himself, and gave all the rest, amounting to about a hundred and twenty +dollars, to his father, who, I am afraid, did not make the very best +use of all of it. + +With the great sum of fifteen dollars in his pocket, Horace now +resolved upon a bold movement. After spending a few days at home, he +tied up his spare clothes in a bundle, not very large, and took the +shortest road through the woods that led to the Erie Canal. He was +going to New York, and he was going cheap! + +A walk of sixty miles or so, much of it through the primeval forest, +brought him to Buffalo, where he took passage on the Erie Canal, and +after various detentions he reached Albany on a Thursday morning just +in time to see the regular steamboat of the day move out into the +stream. At ten o'clock on the same morning he embarked on board of a +towboat, which required nearly twenty-four hours to descend the river, +and thus afforded him ample time to enjoy the beauty of its shores. + +On the 18th of August, 1831, about sunrise, he set foot in the city of +New York, then containing about two hundred thousand inhabitants. . . . +He had managed his affairs with such strict economy that his journey of +six hundred miles had cost him little more than five dollars, and he +had ten left with which to begin life in the metropolis. This sum of +money and the knowledge of the printer's trade made up his capital. +There was not a person in all New York, as far as he knew, who had ever +seen him before. + +His appearance, too, was much against him, for although he had a really +fine face, a noble forehead, and the most benign expression I ever saw +upon a human countenance, yet his clothes and bearing quite spoiled +him. His round jacket made him look like a tall boy who had grown too +fast for his strength; he stooped a little and walked in a +loose-jointed manner. He was very bashful, and totally destitute of +the power of pushing his way, or arguing with a man who said, "No" to +him. He had brought no letters of recommendation, and had no kind of +evidence to show that he had even learned his trade. + +The first business was, of course, to find an extremely cheap +boarding-house, as he had made up his mind only to try New York as an +experiment, and, if he did not succeed in finding work, to start +homeward while he still had a portion of his money. After walking a +while he went into what looked to him like a low-priced tavern, at the +corner of Wall and Broad streets. + +"How much do you charge for board?" he asked the barkeeper, who was +wiping his decanters, and putting his bar in trim for the business of +the day. + +The barkeeper gave the stranger a look-over and said to him: + +"I guess we're too high for you." + +"Well, how much do you charge?" + +"Six dollars." + +"Yes, that's more than I can afford." + +He walked on until he descried on the North River, near Washington +Market, a boarding-house so very mean and squalid that he was tempted +to go in and inquire the price of board there. The price was two +dollars and a half a week. + +"Ah!" said Horace, "that sounds more like it." + +In ten minutes more he was taking his breakfast at the landlord's +table. Mr. Greeley gratefully remembered this landlord, who was a +friendly Irishman by the name of McGorlick. Breakfast done, the +newcomer sallied forth in quest of work, and began by expending nearly +half of his capital in improving his wardrobe. It was a wise action. +He that goes courting should dress in his best, particularly if he +courts so capricious a jade as Fortune. + +Then he began the weary round of the printing offices, seeking for work +and finding none, all day long. He would enter an office and ask in +his whining note: + +"Do you want a hand?" + +"No," was the inevitable reply, upon receiving which he left without a +word. Mr. Greeley chuckled as he told the reception given him at the +office of the _Journal of Commerce_, a newspaper he was destined to +contend with for many a year in the columns of the _Tribune_. + +"Do you want a hand?" he said to David Hale, one of the owners of the +paper. + +Mr. Hale looked at him from head to foot, and then said: + +"My opinion is, young man, that you're a runaway apprentice, and you'd +better go home to your master." + +The applicant tried to explain, but the busy proprietor merely replied: + +"Be off about your business, and don't bother us." + +The young man laughed good-humouredly and resumed his walk. He went to +bed Saturday night thoroughly tired and a little discouraged. On +Sunday he walked three miles to attend a church, and remembered to the +end of his days the delight he had, for the first time in his life, in +hearing a sermon that he entirely agreed with. In the meantime he had +gained the good will of his landlord and the boarders, and to that +circumstance he owed his first chance in the city. His landlord +mentioned his fruitless search for work to an acquaintance who happened +to call that Sunday afternoon. That acquaintance, who was a shoemaker, +had accidently heard that printers were wanted at No. 85 Chatham Street. + +At half-past five on Monday morning Horace Greeley stood before the +designated house, and discovered the sign, "West's Printing Office," +over the second story, the ground floor being occupied as a bookstore. +Not a soul was stirring up stairs or down. The doors were locked, and +Horace sat down on the steps to wait. Thousands of workmen passed by; +but it was nearly seven before the first of Mr. West's printers +arrived, and he, too, finding the door locked, sat down by the side of +the stranger, and entered into conversation with him. + +"I saw," said the printer to me many years after, "that he was an +honest, good young man, and being a Vermonter myself, I determined to +help him if I could." + +Thus, a second time in New York already, _the native quality of the +man_ gained him, at the critical moment, the advantage that decided his +destiny. His new friend did help him, and it was very much through his +urgent recommendation that the foreman of the printing office gave him +a chance. The foreman did not in the least believe that the +green-looking young fellow before him could set in type one page of the +polyglot Testament for which help was needed. + +"Fix up a case for him," said he, "and we'll see if he _can_ do +anything." + +Horace worked all day with silent intensity, and when he showed to the +foreman at night a printer's proof of his day's work, it was found to +be the best day's work that had yet been done on that most difficult +job. It was greater in quantity and much more correct. The battle was +won. He worked on the Testament for several months, making long hours +and earning only moderate wages, saving all his surplus money, and +sending the greater part of it to his father, who was still in debt for +his farm and not sure of being able to keep it. + +Ten years passed. Horace Greeley from journeyman printer made his way +slowly to partnership in a small printing office. He founded the _New +Yorker_, a weekly paper, the best periodical of its class in the United +States. It brought him great credit and no profit. + +In 1840, when General Harrison was nominated for the Presidency against +Martin Van Buren, his feelings as a politician were deeply stirred, and +he started a little campaign paper called _The Log-Cabin_, which was +incomparably the most spirited thing of the kind ever published in the +United States. It had a circulation of unprecedented extent, beginning +with forty-eight thousand, and rising week after week until it reached +ninety thousand. The price, however, was so low that its great sale +proved rather an embarrassment than a benefit to the proprietors, and +when the campaign ended the firm of Horace Greeley & Co. was rather +more in debt than it was when the first number of _The Log-Cabin_ was +published. + +The little paper had given the editor two things which go far toward +making a success in business: great reputation and some confidence in +himself. The first penny paper had been started. The New York +_Herald_ was making a great stir. The _Sun_ was already a profitable +sheet. And now the idea occurred to Horace Greeley to start a daily +paper which should have the merits of cheapness and abundant news, +without some of the qualities possessed by the others. He wished to +found a cheap daily paper that should be good and salutary as well as +interesting. The last number of _The Log-Cabin_ announced the +forthcoming _Tribune_, price one cent. + +The editor was probably not solvent when he conceived the scheme, and +he borrowed a thousand dollars of his old friend, James Coggeshall, +with which to buy the indispensable material. He began with six +hundred subscribers, printed five thousand of the first number, and +found it difficult to give them all away. The _Tribune_ appeared on +the day set apart in New York for the funeral procession in +commemoration of President Harrison, who died a month after his +inauguration. + +It was a chilly, dismal day in April, and all the town was absorbed in +the imposing pageant. The receipts during the first week were +ninety-two dollars; the expenses five hundred and twenty-five. But the +little paper soon caught public attention, and the circulation +increased for three weeks at the rate of about three hundred a day. It +began its fourth week with six thousand; its seventh week with eleven +thousand. The first number contained four columns of advertisements; +the twelfth, nine columns; the hundredth, thirteen columns. + +In a word, the success of the paper was immediate and very great. It +grew a little faster than the machinery for producing it could be +provided. Its success was due chiefly to the fact that the original +idea of the editor was actually carried out. He aimed to produce a +paper which should morally benefit the public. It was not always +right, but it always meant to be. + + + + +CHARLES DICKENS + +(1812-1870) + +THE FACTORY BOY + +This factory boy felt in his heart that he was qualified for a better +position in life, and great was his humiliation at the wretched +meanness of his surroundings. But his demeanor must have been +admirable, for he succeeded not only in retaining the respect of his +associates, but also in winning their regard. In his case, as in that +of so many others, it was darkest just before the dawn of a better day. + +They are his own words which follow: + + +An autobiographical fragment from Forster's "Life." + +In an evil hour for me, as I often bitterly thought . . . James Lamert, +who had lived with us in Bayham Street, seeing how I was employed from +day to day, and knowing what our domestic circumstances then were, +proposed that I should go into the blacking warehouse, to be as useful +as I could, at a salary, I think, of six shillings a week. I am not +clear whether it was six or seven. I am inclined to believe, from my +uncertainty on this head, that it was six at first, and seven +afterward. At any rate, the offer was accepted very willingly by my +father and mother, and on a Monday morning I went down to the blacking +warehouse to begin my business life. + +It is wonderful to me how I could have been so easily cast away at such +an age. It is wonderful to me that, even after my descent into the +poor little drudge I had been since we came to London, no one had +compassion enough on me--a child of singular abilities, quick, eager, +delicate, and soon hurt, bodily or mentally--to suggest that something +might have been spared, as certainly it might have been, to place me at +any common school. Our friends, I take it, were tired out. No one +made any sign. My father and mother were quite satisfied. They could +hardly have been more so if I had been twenty years of age, +distinguished at a grammar school, and going to Cambridge. + +Our relative had kindly arranged to teach me something in the +dinner-hour, from twelve to one, I think it was, every day. But an +arrangement so incompatible with counting-house business soon died +away, from no fault of his or mine; and for the same reason, my small +work-table, and my grosses of pots, my papers, string, scissors, +paste-pot, and labels, by little and little, vanished out of the recess +in the counting-house, and kept company with the other small +work-tables, grosses of pots, papers, string, scissors, and paste-pots, +downstairs. It was not long before Bob Fagin and I, and another boy +whose name was Paul Green, but who was currently believed to have been +christened Poll (a belief which I transferred, long afterward again, to +Mr. Sweedlepipe, in "Martin Chuzzlewit"), worked generally side by +side. Bob Fagin was an orphan, and lived with his brother-in-law, a +waterman. Poll Green's father had the additional distinction of being +a fireman, and was employed at Drury Lane Theatre, where another +relation of Poll's, I think his little sister, did imps in the +pantomimes. + +No words can express the secret agony of my soul as I sunk into this +companionship; compared these every-day associates with those of my +happier childhood; and felt my early hopes of growing up to be a +learned and distinguished man crushed in my breast. The deep +remembrance of the sense I had of being utterly neglected and hopeless; +of the shame I felt in my position; of the misery it was to my young +heart to believe that, day by day, what I had learned, and thought, and +delighted in, and raised my fancy and my emulation up by, was passing +away from me, never to be brought back any more, cannot be written. My +whole nature was so penetrated with the grief and humiliation of such +considerations that even now, famous and caressed and happy, I often +forget in my dreams that I have a dear wife and children; even that I +am a man; and wander desolately back to that time of my life. + +I know I do not exaggerate, unconsciously and unintentionally, the +scantiness of my resources and the difficulties of my life. I know +that if a shilling or so were given me by any one, I spent it in a +dinner or a tea. I know that I worked, from morning to night, with +common men and boys, a shabby child. I know that I tried, but +ineffectually, not to anticipate my money, and to make it last the week +through; by putting it away in a drawer I had in the counting-house, +wrapped into six little parcels, each parcel containing the same +amount, and labelled with a different day. I know that I have lounged +about the streets, insufficiently and unsatisfactorily fed. I know +that, but for the mercy of God, I might easily have been, for any care +that was taken of me, a little robber or a little vagabond. + + +A LITTLE GENTLEMAN + +But I held some station at the blacking warehouse, too. Besides that +my relative at the counting-house did what a man so occupied, and +dealing with a thing so anomalous, could, to treat me as one upon a +different footing from the rest, I never said, to man or boy, how it +was that I came to be there, or gave the least indication of being +sorry that I was there. That I suffered in secret, and that I suffered +exquisitely, no one ever knew but I. How much I suffered, it is, as I +have said already, utterly beyond my power to tell. No man's +imagination can overstep the reality. But I kept my own counsel, and I +did my work. I knew from the first that if I could not do my work as +well as any of the rest I could not hold myself above slight and +contempt. I soon became at least as expeditious and as skilful with my +hands as either of the other boys. Though perfectly familiar with +them, my conduct and manners were different enough from theirs to place +a space between us. They and the men always spoke of me as "the young +gentleman." A certain man (a soldier once) named Thomas, who was the +foreman, and another man Harry, who was the carman, and wore a red +jacket, used to call me "Charles" sometimes in speaking to me; but I +think it was mostly when we were very confidential, and when I had made +some efforts to entertain them over our work with the results of some +of the old readings, which were fast perishing out of my mind. Poll +Green uprose once, and rebelled against the "young gentleman" usage; +but Bob Fagin settled him speedily. + +My rescue from this kind of existence I considered quite hopeless, and +abandoned as such, altogether; though I am solemnly convinced that I +never, for one hour, was reconciled to it, or was otherwise than +miserably unhappy. I felt keenly, however, the being so cut off from +my parents, my brothers, and sisters; and, when my day's work was done, +going home to such a miserable blank. And _that_, I thought, might be +corrected. One Sunday night I remonstrated with my father on this head +so pathetically and with so many tears that his kind nature gave way. +He began to think that it was not quite right. I do believe he had +never thought so before, or thought about it. It was the first +remonstrance I had ever made about my lot, and perhaps it opened up a +little more than I intended. A back-attic was found for me at the +house of an insolvent court agent, who lived in Lant Street in the +Borough, where Bob Sawyer lodged many years afterward. A bed and +bedding were sent over for me, and made up on the floor. The little +window had a pleasant prospect of a timber-yard; and when I took +possession of my new abode, I thought it was a paradise. + + +A FRIEND IN NEED + +Bob Fagin was very good to me on the occasion of a bad attack of my old +disorder, cramps. I suffered such excruciating pain that time that +they made a temporary bed of straw in my old recess in the +counting-house, and I rolled about on the floor, and Bob filled empty +blacking-bottles with hot water, and applied relays of them to my side, +half the day. I got better, and quite easy toward evening; but Bob +(who was much bigger and older than I) did not like the idea of my +going home alone, and took me under his protection. I was too proud to +let him know about the prison; and after making several efforts to get +rid of him, to all of which Bob Fagin, in his goodness, was deaf, shook +hands with him on the steps of a house near Southwark Bridge on the +Surrey side, making believe that I lived there. As a finishing piece +of reality in case of his looking back, I knocked at the door, I +recollect, and asked, when the woman opened it, if that was Mr. Robert +Fagin's house. + +My usual way home was over Blackfriars Bridge, and down that turning in +the Blackfriars Road which has Rowland Hill's chapel on one side, and +the likeness of a golden dog licking a golden pot over a shop door on +the other. There are a good many little low-browed old shops in that +street, of a wretched kind; and some are unchanged now. I looked into +one a few weeks ago, where I used to buy bootlaces on Saturday nights, +and saw the corner where I once sat down on a stool to have a pair of +ready-made half-boots fitted on. I have been seduced more than once, +in that street on a Saturday night, by a show-van at a corner; and have +gone in, with a very motley assemblage, to see the Fat Pig, the Wild +Indian, and the Little Lady. There were two or three hat manufactories +there then (I think they are there still); and among the things which, +encountered anywhere, or under any circumstances, will instantly recall +that time, is the smell of hat-making. + +I was such a little fellow, with my poor white hat, little jacket, and +corduroy trousers, that frequently, when I went into the bar of a +strange public-house for a glass of ale or porter to wash down the +saveloy and the loaf I had eaten in the street, they didn't like to +give it me. I remember, one evening (I had been somewhere for my +father, and was going back to the Borough over Westminster Bridge), +that I went into a public-house in Parliament Street, which is still +there, though altered, at the corner of the short street leading into +Cannon Row, and said to the landlord behind the bar, "What is your very +best--the VERY _best_--ale a glass?" For the occasion was a festive +one, for some reasons: I forget why. It may have been my birthday, or +somebody else's. "Twopence," says he. "Then," says I, "just draw me a +glass of that, if you please, with a good head to it." The landlord +looked at me, in return, over the bar, from head to foot, with a +strange smile on his face; and instead of drawing the beer, looked +round the screen and said something to his wife, who came out from +behind it, with her work in her hand, and joined him in surveying me. +Here we stand, all three, before me now, in my study in Devonshire +Terrace. The landlord in his shirt-sleeves, leaning against the bar +window-frame; his wife looking over the little half-door; and I, in +some confusion, looking up at them from outside the partition. They +asked me a good many questions, as what my name was, how old I was, +where I lived, how I was employed, etc., etc. To all of which, that I +might commit nobody, I invented appropriate answers. They served me +with the ale, though I suspect it was not the strongest on the +premises; and the landlord's wife, opening the little half-door and +bending down, gave me a kiss that was half-admiring and +half-compassionate, but all womanly and good, I am sure. + + +DELIVERANCE AT LAST + +At last, one day, my father and the relative so often mentioned +quarrelled; quarrelled by letter, for I took the letter from my father +to him which caused the explosion, but quarrelled very fiercely. It +was about me. It may have had some backward reference, in part, for +anything I know, to my employment at the window. All I am certain of +is that, soon after I had given him the letter, my cousin (he was a +sort of cousin by marriage) told me he was very much insulted about me; +and that it was impossible to keep me after that. I cried very much, +partly because it was so sudden, and partly because in his anger he was +violent about my father, though gentle to me. Thomas, the old soldier, +comforted me, and said he was sure it was for the best. With a relief +so strange that it was like oppression, I went home. + +My mother set herself to accommodate the quarrel, and did so next day. +She brought home a request for me to return next morning, and a high +character of me, which I am very sure I deserved. My father said I +should go back no more, and should go to school. I do not write +resentfully or angrily, for I know how all these things have worked +together to make me what I am, but I never afterward forgot, I never +shall forget, I never can forget, that my mother was warm for my being +sent back. + +From that hour until this at which I write no word of that part of my +childhood, which I have now gladly brought to a close, has passed my +lips to any human being. I have no idea how long it lasted; whether +for a year, or much more, or less. From that hour until this, my +father and my mother have been stricken dumb upon it. I have never +heard the least allusion to it, however far off and remote, from either +of them. I have never, until I now impart it to this paper, in any +burst of confidence with any one, my own wife not excepted, raised the +curtain I then dropped, thank God. + + +Dickens sent the following sketch of his early career to Wilkie +Collins. It will be noted that he omits all reference to his +experiences in the blacking factory. The _naive_ touches of +self-appreciation are delightful to the true lover of "The Inimitable." + + +TAVISTOCK HOUSE, June 6, 1856. + +I have never seen anything about myself in print which has much +correctness in it--any biographical account of myself I mean. I do not +supply such particulars when I am asked for them by editors and +compilers, simply because I am asked for them every day. If you want +to prime Forgues, you may tell him, without fear of anything wrong, +that I was born at Portsmouth on the 7th of February, 1812; that my +father was in the Navy Pay Office; that I was taken by him to Chatham +when I was very young, and lived and was educated there till I was +twelve or thirteen, I suppose; that I was then put to a school near +London, where (as at other places) I distinguished myself like a brick; +that I was put in the office of a solicitor, a friend of my father's, +and didn't much like it; and after a couple of years (as well as I can +remember) applied myself with a celestial or diabolical energy to the +study of such things as would qualify me to be a first-rate +parliamentary reporter--at that time a calling pursued by many clever +men who were young at the Bar; that I made my debut in the gallery (at +about eighteen, I suppose), engaged on a voluminous publication no +longer in existence, called the _Mirror of Parliament_; that when the +_Morning Chronicle_ was purchased by Sir John Easthope and acquired a +large circulation, I was engaged there, and that I remained there until +I had begun to publish "Pickwick," when I found myself in a condition +to relinquish that part of my labours; that I left the reputation +behind me of being the best and most rapid reporter ever known, and +that I could do anything in that way under any sort of circumstances, +and often did. (I daresay I am at this present writing the best +shorthand writer in the world.) + +That I began, without any interest or introduction of any kind, to +write fugitive pieces for the old _Monthly Magazine_, when I was in the +gallery for the _Mirror of Parliament_; that my faculty for descriptive +writing was seized upon the moment I joined the _Morning Chronicle_, +and that I was liberally paid there and handsomely acknowledged, and +wrote the greater part of the short descriptive "Sketches by Boz" in +that paper; that I had been a writer when I was a mere baby, and always +an actor from the same age; that I married the daughter of a writer to +the signet in Edinburgh, who was the great friend and assistant of +Scott, and who first made Lockhart known to him. + +And that here I am. + +Finally, if you want any dates of publication of books, tell Wills and +he'll get them for you. + +This is the first time I ever set down even these particulars, and, +glancing them over, I feel like a wild beast in a caravan describing +himself in the keeper's absence. + +Ever faithfully. + + +The following letter, criticising the work of an inexperienced author, +is valuable in itself, and reveals clearly the essential kindliness of +the man. + + +OFFICE OF HOUSEHOLD WORDS, + Monday, June 1, 1857. + +MY DEAR STONE: + +I know that what I am going to say will not be agreeable; but I rely on +the authoress's good sense; and say it knowing it to be the truth. + +These "Notes" are destroyed by too much smartness. It gives the +appearance of perpetual effort, stabs to the heart the nature that is +in them, and wearies by the manner and not by the matter. It is the +commonest fault in the world (as I have constant occasion to observe +here) but it is a very great one. Just as you couldn't bear to have an +epergne or a candlestick on your table, supported by a light figure +always on tip-toe and evidently in an impossible attitude for the +sustainment of its weight, so all readers would be more or less +oppressed and worried by this presentation of everything in one smart +point of view, when they know it must have other, and weightier, and +more solid properties. Airiness and good spirits are always +delightful, and are inseparable from notes of a cheerful trip; but they +should sympathize with many things as well as see them in a lively way. +It is but a word or a touch that expresses this humanity, but without +that little embellishment of good nature there is no such thing as +humour. In this little MS. everything is too much patronized and +condescended to, whereas the slightest touch of feeling for the rustic +who is of the earth earthy, or of sisterhood with the homely servant +who has made her face shine in her desire to please, would make a +difference that the writer can scarcely imagine without trying it. The +only relief in the twenty-one slips is the little bit about the chimes. +It is a relief, simply because it is an indication of some kind of +sentiment. You don't want any sentiment laboriously made out in such a +thing. You don't want any maudlin show of it. But you do want a +pervading suggestion that it is there. It makes all the difference +between being playful and being cruel. Again I must say, above all +things--especially to young people writing: For the love of God don't +condescend! Don't assume the attitude of saying, "See how clever I am, +and what fun everybody else is!" Take any shape but that. + +I observe an excellent quality of observation throughout, and think the +boy at the shop, and all about him, particularly good. I have no doubt +whatever that the rest of the journal will be much better if the writer +chooses to make it so. If she considers for a moment within herself, +she will know that she derived pleasure from everything she saw, +because she saw it with innumerable lights and shades upon it, and +bound to humanity by innumerable fine links; she cannot possibly +communicate anything of that pleasure to another by showing it from one +little limited point only, and that point, observe, the one from which +it is impossible to detach the exponent as the patroness of a whole +universe of inferior souls. This is what everybody would mean in +objecting to these notes (supposing them to be published), that they +are too smart and too flippant. + +As I understand this matter to be altogether between us three, and as I +think your confidence and hers imposes a duty of friendship on me, I +discharge it to the best of my ability. Perhaps I make more of it than +you may have meant or expected; if so, it is because I am interested +and wish to express it. If there had been anything in my objection not +perfectly easy of removal, I might, after all, have hesitated to state +it; but that is not the case. A very little indeed would make all this +gayety as sound and wholesome and good-natured in the reader's mind as +it is in the writer's. + +Affectionately always. + + +"THE INFINITE CAPACITY FOR TAKING PAINS" + +[_To his sixth son, Henry Fielding Dickens, born in 1849_] + +BALTIMORE, U. S., + +TUESDAY, February 11, 1868. + +MY DEAR HARRY: + +I should have written to you before now but for constant and arduous +occupation. . . . I am very glad to hear of the success of your +reading, and still more glad that you went at it in downright earnest. +I should never have made my success in life if I had been shy of taking +pains, or if I had not bestowed upon the least thing I have ever +undertaken exactly the same attention and care that I have bestowed +upon the greatest. Do everything at your best. It was but this last +year that I set to and learned every word of my readings; and from ten +years ago to last night, I have never read to an audience but I have +watched for an opportunity of striking out something better somewhere. +Look at such of my manuscripts as are in the library at Gad's, and +think of the patient hours devoted year after year to single +lines. . . . + +Ever, my dear Harry, + +Your affectionate Father. + + +"FAREWELL? MY BLESSING SEASON THIS IN THEE" + +[Dickens's last child, Edward Bulwer Lytton Dickens, was born in 1852. +At sixteen he went to Australia, with this parting word from his +father:] + +MY DEAREST PLORN: + +I write this note to-day because your going away is much upon my mind, +and because I want you to have a few parting words from me to think of +now and then at quiet times. I need not tell you that I love you +dearly, and am very, very sorry in my heart to part with you. But this +life is half made up of partings, and these pains must be borne. It is +my comfort and my sincere conviction that you are going to try the life +for which you are best fitted. I think its freedom and wildness more +suited to you than any experiment in a study or office would ever have +been; and without that training, you could have followed no other +suitable occupation. + +What you have already wanted until now has been a set, steady, constant +purpose. I therefore exhort you to persevere in a thorough +determination to do whatever you have to do as well as you can do it. +I was not so old as you are now when I first had to win my food, and do +this out of this determination, and I have never slackened in it since. + +Never take a mean advantage of any one in any transaction, and never be +hard upon people who are in your power. Try to do to others as you +would have them do to you, and do not be discouraged if they fail +sometimes. It is much better for you that they should fail in obeying +the greatest rule laid down by our Saviour than that you should. I put +a New Testament among your books for the very same reasons, and with +the very same hopes that made me write an easy account of it for you, +when you were a little child. Because it is the best book that ever +was, or will be, known in the world; and because it teaches you the +best lessons by which any human creature, who tries to be truthful and +faithful to duty, can possibly be guided. As your brothers have gone +away, one by one, I have written to each such words as I am now writing +to you, and have entreated them all to guide themselves by this Book, +putting aside the interpretations and inventions of man. You will +remember that you have never at home been harassed about religious +observances or mere formalities. I have always been anxious not to +weary my children with such things before they are old enough to form +opinions respecting them. You will therefore understand the better +that I now most solemnly impress upon you the truth and beauty of the +Christian Religion, as it came from Christ Himself, and the +impossibility of your going far wrong if you humbly but heartily +respect it. Only one thing more on this head. The more we are in +earnest as to feeling it, the less we are disposed to hold forth about +it. Never abandon the wholesome practice of saying your own private +prayers, night and morning. I have never abandoned it myself, and I +know the comfort of it. I hope you will always be able to say in after +life that you had a kind father. You cannot show your affection for +him so well, or make him so happy, as by doing your duty. + + + + +CHARLOTTE BRONTE + +(1816-1855) + +THE COUNTRY PARSON'S DAUGHTER + +Mrs. Gaskell's "Life of Charlotte Bronte" is one of the great +biographies of literature, but like other works on the same theme, it +is really a history of the Bronte family during the period of +Charlotte's life. The individuals of this family were for many years +as closely associated with one another as they were closely hidden from +the outside world. The personality of each was influenced by its +house-mates to an unusual degree. They studied each other and they +studied every book that came within reach. Themselves they knew well: +the world, through books only. This probably accounts for the weird +and even morbid character of much of their work. Their vivid +imaginations, unchecked by experience, in a commonplace world were +allowed free play, and as a result we find some of the most original +creations in the whole realm of literature. + +The life of the Bronte sisterhood should convince the literary aspirant +that the creative imagination is sufficient unto itself and independent +of the stimulus of contact with the busy hum of men. If it be +necessary, the literary genius by divination can portray life without +seeing it. Bricks are produced without straw. + + +From "Life of Charlotte Bronte," by Mrs. E. C. Gaskell. + +But the children did not want society. To small infantine gayeties +they were unaccustomed. They were all in all to each other. I do not +suppose that there ever was a family more tenderly bound to each other. +Maria read the newspapers, and reported intelligence to her younger +sisters which it is wonderful they could take an interest in. But I +suspect that they had no "children's books," and their eager minds +"browzed undisturbed among the wholesome pasturage of English +literature," as Charles Lamb expresses it. The servants of the +household appear to have been much impressed with the little Brontes' +extraordinary cleverness. In a letter which I had from him on this +subject, their father writes: "The servants often said they had never +seen such a clever little child" (as Charlotte), "and that they were +obliged to be on their guard as to what they said and did before her. +Yet she and the servants always lived on good terms with each +other. . . ." + +I return to the father's letter. He says: + +"When mere children, as soon as they could read and write, Charlotte +and her brothers and sisters used to invent and act little plays of +their own in which the Duke of Wellington, my daughter Charlotte's +hero, was sure to come off conqueror; when a dispute would not +unfrequently arise amongst them regarding the comparative merits of +him, Bonaparte, Hannibal, and Caesar. When the argument got warm, and +rose to its height, as their mother was then dead, I had sometimes to +come in as arbitrator, and settle the dispute according to the best of +my judgment. Generally, in the management of these concerns, I +frequently thought that I discovered signs of rising talent, which I +had seldom or never before seen in any of their age. . . . A +circumstance now occurs to my mind which I may as well mention. When +my children were very young, when, as far as I can remember, the oldest +was about ten years of age, and the youngest about four, thinking they +knew more than I had yet discovered, in order to make them speak with +less timidity, I deemed that if they were put under a sort of cover I +might gain my end; and happening to have a mask in the house, I told +them all to stand and speak boldly from under cover of the mask. + +"I began with the youngest (Anne, afterward Acton Bell), and asked what +a child like her most wanted; she answered, 'Age and experience.' I +asked the next (Emily, afterward Ellis Bell) what I had best do with +her brother Branwell, who was sometimes a naughty boy; she answered, +'Reason with him, and when he won't listen to reason, whip him.' I +asked Branwell what was the best way of knowing the difference between +the intellects of men and women; he answered, 'By considering the +difference between them as to their bodies.' I then asked Charlotte +what was the best book in the world; she answered, 'The Bible.' And +what was the next best; she answered, 'The Book of Nature.' I then +asked the next what was the best mode of education for a woman; she +answered, 'That which would make her rule her house well.' Lastly I +asked the oldest what was the best mode of spending time; she answered, +'By laying it out in preparation for a happy eternity.' + +"I may not have given precisely their words, but I have nearly done so, +as they made a deep and lasting impression on my memory. The +substance, however, was exactly what I have stated." + +The strange and quaint simplicity of the mode taken by the father to +ascertain the hidden characters of his children, and the tone and +character of these questions and answers, show the curious education +which was made by the circumstances surrounding the Brontes. They knew +no other children. They knew no other modes of thought than what were +suggested to them by the fragments of clerical conversation which they +overheard in the parlour, or the subjects of village and local interest +which they heard discussed in the kitchen. Each had their own strong +characteristic flavour. + +They took a vivid interest in the public characters, and the local and +foreign politics discussed in the newspapers. Long before Maria Bronte +died, at the age of eleven, her father used to say he would converse +with her on any of the leading topics of the day with as much freedom +and pleasure as with any grown-up person. . . . + +Miss Branwell instructed the children at regular hours in all she could +teach, making her bed-chamber into their schoolroom. Their father was +in the habit of relating to them any public news in which he felt an +interest; and from the opinions of his strong and independent mind they +would gather much food for thought; but I do not know whether he gave +them any direct instruction. Charlotte's deep, thoughtful spirit +appears to have felt almost painfully the tender responsibility which +rested upon her with reference to her remaining sisters. She was only +eighteen months older than Emily; but Emily and Anne were simply +companions and playmates, while Charlotte was motherly friend and +guardian to both; and this loving assumption of duties beyond her years +made her feel considerably older than she really was. + +I have had a curious packet confided to me, containing an immense +amount of manuscript, in an inconceivably small space; tales, dramas, +poems, romances, written principally by Charlotte, in a hand which is +almost impossible to decipher without the aid of a magnifying +glass. . . . + +As each volume contains from sixty to a hundred pages . . . the amount +of the whole seems very great, if we remember that it was all written +in about fifteen months. So much for the quantity; the quality strikes +me as of singular merit for a girl of thirteen or fourteen. Both as a +specimen of her prose style at this time, and also as revealing +something of the quiet domestic life led by these children, I take an +extract from the introduction to "Tales of the Islanders," the title of +one of their "Little Magazines": + + +"JUNE the 31st, 1829. + +"The play of the 'Islanders' was formed in December, 1827, in the +following manner: One night, about the time when cold sleet and stormy +fogs of November are succeeded by the snowstorms and high, piercing +night-winds of confirmed winter, we were all sitting round the warm +blazing kitchen fire, having just concluded a quarrel with Tabby +concerning the propriety of lighting a candle, from which she came off +victorious, no candle having been produced. A long pause succeeded, +which was at last broken by Branwell saying in a lazy manner, 'I don't +know what to do.' This was echoed by Emily and Anne. + +"Tabby. 'Wha ya may go t'bed.' + +"Branwell. 'I'd rather do anything than that.' + +"Charlotte. 'Why are you so glum to-night, Tabby? Oh! suppose we had +each an island of our own.' + +"Branwell. 'If we had I would choose the Island of Man.' + +"Charlotte. 'And I would choose the Isle of Wight.' + +"Emily. 'The Isle of Arran for me.' + +"Anne. 'And mine should be Guernsey.' + +"We then chose who would be chief men in our Islands. Branwell chose +John Bull, Astley Cooper, and Leigh Hunt; Emily, Walter Scott, Mr. +Lockhart, Johnny Lockhart; Anne, Michael Sadler, Lord Bentinck, Sir +Henry Halford. I chose the Duke of Wellington and two sons, +Christopher North and Co., and Mr. Abernethy. Here our conversation +was interrupted by the, to us, dismal sound of the clock striking +seven, and we were summoned off to bed. The next day we added many +others to our list of men, till we got almost all the chief men of the +kingdom. After this, for a long time, nothing worth noticing occurred. +In June, 1828, we erected a school on a fictitious island, which was to +contain 1,000 children. The manner of the building was as follows: The +island was fifty miles in circumference, and certainly appeared more +like the work of enchantment than anything real," etc. . . . + + +There is another scrap of paper in this all but illegible handwriting, +written about this time, and which gives some idea of the sources of +their opinions. . . . + + +"Papa and Branwell are gone for the newspaper, the Leeds +_Intelligencer_, a most excellent Tory newspaper, edited by Mr. Wood, +and the proprietor, Mr. Henneman. We take two, and see three, +newspapers a week. We take the Leeds _Intelligencer_, Tory, and the +Leeds _Mercury_, Whig, edited by Mr. Baines, and his brother, +son-in-law, and his two sons, Edward and Talbot. We see the _John +Bull_; it is a high Tory, very violent. Mr. Driver lends us it, as +likewise _Blackwood's Magazine_, the most able periodical there is. +The editor is Mr. Christopher North, an old man seventy-four years of +age; the 1st of April is his birthday; his company are Timothy Tickler, +Morgan O'Doherty, Macrabin Mordecai, Mullion, Warnell, and James Hogg, +a man of most extraordinary genius, a Scottish shepherd. Our plays +were established, 'Young Men,' June, 1826; 'Our Fellows,' July, 1827; +'Islanders,' December, 1827. These are our three great plays that are +not kept secret. Emily's and my best plays were established the 1st of +December, 1827; the others March, 1828. Best plays mean secret plays, +they are very nice ones. All our plays are very strange ones. Their +nature I need not write on paper, for I think I shall always remember +them. The 'Young Men's' play took its rise from some wooden soldiers +Branwell had; 'Our Fellows' from 'Aesop's Fables'; and the 'Islanders' +from several events which happened. I will sketch out the origin of +our plays more explicitly if I can. First, 'Young Men.' Papa brought +Branwell some wooden soldiers at Leeds; when papa came home it was +night, and we were in bed, so next morning Branwell came to our door +with a box of soldiers. Emily and I jumped out of bed, and I snatched +up one and exclaimed, 'This is the Duke of Wellington! This shall be +the Duke!' When I had said this Emily likewise took one up and said it +should be hers; when Anne came down, she said one should be hers. Mine +was the prettiest of the whole, and the tallest, and the most perfect +in every part. Emily's was a grave-looking fellow, and we called him +'Gravey.' Anne's was a queer little thing, much like herself, and we +called him 'Waiting-boy.' Branwell chose his, and called him +'Buonaparte.'" + + +The foregoing extract shows something of the kind of reading in which +the little Brontes were interested; but their desire for knowledge must +have been excited in many directions, for I find a "list of painters +whose works I wish to see," drawn up by Charlotte Bronte when she was +scarcely thirteen: "Guido Reni, Julio Romano Titian, Raphael, Michael +Angelo, Coreggio, Annibal Carracci, Leonardo da Vinci, Fra Bartolomeo, +Carlo Cignani, Vandyke, Rubens, Bartolomeo Ramerghi." + +Here is this little girl, in a remote Yorkshire parsonage, who has +probably never seen anything worthy the name of a painting in her life +studying the names and characteristics of the great old Italian and +Flemish masters, whose works she longs to see some time, in the dim +future that lies before her! There is a paper remaining which contains +minute studies of, and criticisms upon, the engravings in "Friendship's +Offering for 1829," showing how she had early formed those habits of +close observation and patient analysis of cause and effect, which +served so well in after-life as handmaids to her genius. + +The way in which Mr. Bronte made his children sympathize with him in +his great interest in politics must have done much to lift them above +the chances of their minds being limited or tainted by petty local +gossip. I take the only other remaining personal fragment out of +"Tales of the Islanders"; it is a sort of apology, contained in the +introduction to the second volume, for their not having been continued +before; the writers have been for a long time too busy and lately too +much absorbed in politics: + + +"Parliament was opened, and the great Catholic question was brought +forward, and the Duke's measures were disclosed, and all was slander, +violence, party spirit, and confusion. Oh, those six months, from the +time of the King's speech to the end! Nobody could write, think, or +speak on any subject but the Catholic question, and the Duke of +Wellington, and Mr. Peel. I remember the day when the _Intelligence +Extraordinary_ came with Mr. Peel's speech in it, containing the terms +on which the Catholics were to be let in! With what eagerness papa +tore off the cover, and how we all gathered round him, and with what +breathless anxiety we listened, as one by one they were disclosed, and +explained, and argued upon so ably and so well; and then when it was +all out, how aunt said that she thought it was excellent, and that the +Catholics could do no harm with such good security. I remember also +the doubts as to whether it would pass the House of Lords, and the +prophecies that it would not; and when the paper came which was to +decide the question, the anxiety was almost dreadful with which we +listened to the whole affair; the opening of the doors, the hush; the +royal dukes in their robes, and the great duke in green sash and +waistcoat; the rising of all the peeresses when he rose; the reading of +his speech--papa saying that his words were like precious gold; and +lastly, the majority of one to four (sic) in favour of the Bill. But +this is a digression." + + +This must have been written when she was between thirteen and fourteen. + +She was an indefatigable student; constantly reading and learning; with +a strong conviction of the necessity and value of education very +unusual in a girl of fifteen. She never lost a moment of time, and +seemed almost to grudge the necessary leisure for relaxation and +play-hours, which might be partly accounted for by the awkwardness in +all games occasioned by her shortness of sight. Yet, in spite of these +unsociable habits, she was a great favourite with her school-fellows. +She was always ready to try and do what they wished, though not sorry +when they called her awkward, and left her out of their sports. Then, +at night, she was an invaluable story-teller, frightening them almost +out of their wits as they lay in bed. On one occasion the effect was +such that she was led to scream out loud, and Miss Wooler, coming +upstairs, found that one of the listeners had been seized with violent +palpitations, in consequence of the excitement produced by Charlotte's +story. + +Her indefatigable craving for knowledge tempted Miss Wooler on into +setting her longer and longer tasks of reading for examination; and +toward the end of the two years that she remained as a pupil at Roe +Head, she received her first bad mark for an imperfect lesson. She had +had a great quantity of Blair's "Lectures on Belles-Lettres" to read; +and she could not answer some of the questions upon it; Charlotte +Bronte had a bad mark. Miss Wooler was sorry, and regretted that she +had over-tasked so willing a pupil. Charlotte cried bitterly. But her +school-fellows were more than sorry--they were indignant. They +declared that the infliction of ever so slight a punishment on +Charlotte Bronte was unjust--for who had tried to do her duty like +her?--and testified their feeling in a variety of ways, until Miss +Wooler, who was in reality only too willing to pass over her good +pupil's first fault, withdrew the bad mark. . . . + +After her return home she employed herself in teaching her sisters over +whom she had had superior advantages. She writes thus, July 21, 1832, +of her course of life at the parsonage: + + +"An account of one day is an account of all. In the morning, from nine +o'clock till half-past twelve, I instruct my sisters, and draw; then we +walk till dinner-time. After dinner I sew till tea-time, and after tea +I either write, read, or do a little fancywork, or draw, as I please. +Thus, in one delightful though somewhat monotonous course, my life is +passed. I have been out only twice to tea since I came home. We are +expecting company this afternoon, and on Tuesday next we shall have all +the female teachers of the Sunday-school to tea." + + +It was about this time that Mr. Bronte provided his children with a +teacher in drawing, who turned out to be a man of considerable talent +but very little principle. Although they never attained to anything +like proficiency, they took great interest in acquiring this art; +evidently from an instinctive desire to express their powerful +imaginations in visible forms. Charlotte told me that at this period +of her life drawing and walking out with her sisters formed the two +great pleasures and relaxations of her day. . . . + +Quiet days, occupied in teaching and feminine occupations in the house, +did not present much to write about; and Charlotte was naturally driven +to criticise books. + +Of these there were many in different plights, and according to their +plight, kept in different places. The well bound were ranged in the +sanctuary of Mr. Bronte's study; but the purchase of books was a +necessary luxury to him, and as it was often a choice between binding +an old one, or buying a new one, the familiar volume, which had been +hungrily read by all the members of the family, was sometimes in such a +condition that the bedroom shelf was considered its fitting place. Up +and down the house were to be found many standard works of a solid +kind. Sir Walter Scott's writings, Wadsworth's and Southey's poems +were among the lighter literature; while, as having a character of +their own--earnest, wild, and occasionally fanatical, may be named some +of the books which came from the Branwell side of the family--from the +Cornish followers of the saintly John Wesley--and which are touched on +in the account of the works to which Caroline Helstone had access in +"Shirley": "Some venerable Lady's Magazines, that had once performed a +voyage with their owner, and undergone a storm"--(possibly part of the +relics of Mrs. Bronte's possessions, contained in the ship wrecked on +the coast of Cornwall)--"and whose pages were stained with salt water; +some mad Methodist Magazines full of miracles and apparitions, and +preternatural warnings, ominous dreams, and frenzied fanaticism; and +the equally mad Letters of Mrs. Elizabeth Rowe from the Dead to the +Living." + +Mr. Bronte encouraged a taste for reading in his girls; and though Miss +Branwell kept it in due bounds by the variety of household occupations, +in which she expected them not merely to take a part, but to become +proficients, thereby occupying regularly a good portion of every day, +they were allowed to get books from the circulating library at +Keighley; and many a happy walk up those long four miles must they have +had burdened with some new book into which they peeped as they hurried +home. Not that the books were what would generally be called new; in +the beginning of 1833 the two friends [Charlotte and "E.," a school +friend] seem almost simultaneously to have fallen upon "Kenilworth," +and Charlotte writes as follows about it: + + +"I am glad you like 'Kenilworth'; it is certainly more resembling a +romance than a novel; in my opinion, one of the most interesting works +that ever emanated from the great Sir Walter's pen. Varney is +certainly the personification of consummate villainy; and in the +delineation of his dark and profoundly and artful mind, Scott exhibits +a wonderful knowledge of human nature, as well as surprising skill in +embodying his perceptions, so as to enable others to become +participators in that knowledge. . . ." + + +Meanwhile, "The Professor" had met with many refusals from different +publishers; some, I have reason to believe, not over-courteously worded +in writing to an unknown author, and none alleging any distinct reasons +for its rejection. Courtesy is always due; but it is, perhaps, hardly +to be expected that, in the press of business in a great publishing +house, they should find time to explain why they decline particular +works. Yet, though one course of action is not to be wondered at, the +opposite may fall upon a grieved and disappointed mind with all the +graciousness of dew; and I can well sympathize with the published +account which "Currer Bell" gives, of the feelings experienced on +reading Messrs. Smith and Elder's letter containing the rejection of +"The Professor." + + +"As a forlorn hope, we tried one publishing house more. Ere long, in a +much shorter space than that on which experience had taught him to +calculate, there came a letter, which he opened in the dreary +anticipation of finding two hard, hopeless lines, intimating that +'Messrs. Smith and Elder were not disposed to publish the MS.,' and, +instead, he took out the envelope a letter of two pages. He read it, +trembling. It declined, indeed, to publish that tale, for business +reasons, but it discussed its merits and demerits so courteously, so +considerately, in a spirit so rational, with a discrimination so +enlightened, that this very refusal cheered the author better than a +vulgarly expressed acceptance would have done. It was added, that a +work in three volumes would meet with careful attention." + +Mr. Smith has told me a little circumstance connected with the +reception of this manuscript which seems to me indicative of no +ordinary character. It came (accompanied by the note given below) in a +brown paper parcel, to 65 Cornhill. Besides the address to Messrs. +Smith & Co., there were on it those of other publishers to whom the +tale had been sent, not obliterated, but simply scored through, so that +Messrs. Smith at once perceived the names of some of the houses in the +trade to which the unlucky parcel had gone, without success. + + +[_To Messrs. Smith and Elder_] + +"JULY 15th, 1847. + +"Gentlemen--I beg to submit to your consideration the accompanying +manuscript. I should be glad to learn whether it be such as you +approve, and would undertake to publish at as early a period as +possible. Address, Mr. Currer Bell, under cover to Miss Bronte, +Haworth, Bradford, Yorkshire." + + +Some time elapsed before an answer was returned. . . . + + +[_To Messrs. Smith and Elder_] + +"AUGUST 2nd, 1847. + +"Gentlemen--About three weeks since I sent for your consideration a MS. +entitled 'The Professor, a Tale by Currer Bell.' I should be glad to +know whether it reached your hands safely, and likewise to learn, at +your earliest convenience, whether it be such as you can undertake to +publish. I am, gentlemen, yours respectfully, + +"CURRER BELL. + +"I enclose a directed cover for your reply." + + +This time her note met with a prompt answer; for, four days later, she +writes (in reply to the letter she afterward characterized in the +Preface to the second edition of "Wuthering Heights," as containing a +refusal so delicate, reasonable, and courteous as to be more cheering +than some acceptances): + + +"Your objection to the want of varied interest in the tale is, I am +aware, not without grounds; yet it appears to me that it might be +published without serious risk, if its appearance were speedily +followed up by another work from the same pen, of a more striking and +exciting character. The first work might serve as an introduction, and +accustom the public to the author's name: the success of the second +might thereby be rendered more probable. I have a second narrative in +three volumes, now in progress, and nearly completed, to which I have +endeavoured to impart a more vivid interest than belongs to 'The +Professor.' In about a month I hope to finish it, so that if a +publisher were found for 'The Professor' the second narrative might +follow as soon as was deemed advisable; and thus the interest of the +public (if any interest was aroused) might not be suffered to cool. +Will you be kind enough to favour me with your judgment on this +plan?". . . + +Mr. Bronte, too, had his suspicions of something going on; but, never +being spoken to, he did not speak on the subject, and consequently his +ideas were vague and uncertain, only just prophetic enough to keep him +from being actually stunned when, later on, he heard of the success of +"Jane Eyre"; to the progress of which we must now return. + + +[_To Messrs. Smith and Elder_] + +"AUGUST 24th. + +"I now send you per rail a MS. entitled 'Jane Eyre,' a novel in three +volumes, by Currer Bell. I find I cannot prepay the carriage of the +parcel, as money for that purpose is not received at the small +station-house where it is left. If, when you acknowledge the receipt +of the MS., you would have the goodness to mention the amount charged +on delivery, I will immediately transmit it in postage stamps. It is +better in future to address Mr. Currer Bell, under cover to Miss +Bronte, Haworth, Bradford, Yorkshire, as there is a risk of letters +otherwise directed not reaching me at present. To save trouble, I +enclose an envelope." + + +"Jane Eyre" was accepted, and printed and published by October +16th. . . . + +When the manuscript of "Jane Eyre" had been received by the future +publishers of that remarkable novel, it fell to the share of a +gentleman connected with the firm to read it first. He was so +powerfully struck by the character of the tale that he reported his +impression in very strong terms to Mr. Smith, who appears to have been +much amused by the admiration excited. "You seem to have been so +enchanted that I do not know how to believe you," he laughingly said. +But when a second reader, in the person of a clear-headed Scotchman, +not given to enthusiasm, had taken the MS. home in the evening, and +became so deeply interested in it as to sit up half the night to finish +it, Mr. Smith's curiosity was sufficiently excited to prompt him to +read it for himself; and great as were the praises which had been +bestowed upon it, he found that they had not exceeded the truth. + + + + +LOUISA MAY ALCOTT + +(1832-1888) + +He is a hard-hearted churl who can read with unmoistened eyes this +journal of a brave and talented girl. + +With what genuine, _personal_ pleasure one remembers that a full +measure of success and recognition was finally won by her efforts. + + +From "Louisa Mary Alcott: Her Life, Letters, and Journals." Little, +Brown & Co., 1889. + +1852.--_High Street, Boston_.--After the smallpox summer, we went to a +house in High Street. Mother opened an intelligence office, which grew +out of her city missionary work and a desire to find places for good +girls. It was not fit work for her, but it paid; and she always did +what came to her in the work of duty or charity, and let pride, taste, +and comfort suffer for love's sake. + +Anna and I taught; Lizzie was our little housekeeper--our angel in a +cellar kitchen; May went to school; father wrote and talked when he +could get classes or conversations. Our poor little home had much love +and happiness in it, and it was a shelter for lost girls, abused wives, +friendless children, and weak or wicked men. Father and mother had no +money to give, but gave them time, sympathy, help; and if blessings +would make them rich, they would be millionaires. This is practical +Christianity. + +My first story was printed, and $5 paid for it. It was written in +Concord when I was sixteen. Great rubbish! Read it aloud to sisters, +and when they praised it, not knowing the author, I proudly announced +her name. + +Made a resolution to read fewer novels, and those only of the best. +List of books I like: + + Carlyle's French Revolution and Miscellanies. + Hero and Hero-Worship. + Goethe's poems, plays, and novels. + Plutarch's Lives. + Madame Guion. + Paradise Lost and Comus. + Schiller's Plays. + Madame de Stael. + Bettine. + Louis XIV. + Jane Eyre. + Hypatia. + Philothea. + Uncle Tom's Cabin. + Emerson's Poems. . . . + +1853.--In January I started a little school--E. W., W. A., two L's, two +H's--about a dozen in our parlor. In May, when my school closed, I +went to L. as second girl. I needed the change, could do the wash, and +was glad to earn my $2 a week. Home in October with $34 for my wages. +After two days' rest, began school again with ten children. Anna went +to Syracuse to teach; father to the West to try his luck--so poor, so +hopeful, so serene. God be with him! Mother had several boarders, and +May got on well at school. Betty was still the home bird, and had a +little romance with C. + +Pleasant letters from father and Anna. A hard year. Summer +distasteful and lonely; winter tiresome with school and people I didn't +like; I miss Anna, my one bosom friend and comforter. + +1854.--_Pinckney Street_.--I have neglected my journal for months, so +must write it up. School for me month after month. Mother busy with +boarders and sewing. Father doing as well as a philosopher can in a +money-loving world. Anna at S. + +I earned a good deal by sewing in the evening when my day's work was +done. + +In February father came home. Paid his way, but no more. A dramatic +scene when he arrived in the night. We were waked by hearing the bell. +Mother flew down, crying "My husband!" We rushed after, and five white +figures embraced the half-frozen wanderer who came in hungry, tired, +cold, and disappointed, but smiling bravely and as serene as ever. We +fed and warmed and brooded over him, longing to ask if he had made any +money; but no one did till little May said, after he had told all the +pleasant things, "Well, did people pay you?" Then, with a queer look, +he opened his pocketbook and showed one dollar, saying with a smile +that made our eyes fill, "Only that! My overcoat was stolen, and I had +to buy a shawl. Many promises were not kept, and travelling is costly; +but I have opened the way, and another year shall do better." + +I shall never forget how beautifully mother answered him, though the +dear, hopeful soul had built much on his success; but with a beaming +face she kissed him, saying, "I call that doing _very well_. Since you +are safely home, dear, we don't ask anything more." + +Anna and I choked down our tears, and took a little lesson in real +love, which we never forgot, nor the look that the tired man and the +tender woman gave one another. It was half tragic and comic, for +father was very dirty and sleepy, and mother in a big nightcap and +funny old jacket. + +[I began to see the strong contrasts and the fun and follies in +every-day life about this time--L. M. A.] + +Anna came home in March. Kept our school all summer. I got "Flower +Fables" ready to print. + +Louisa also tried service with a relative in the country for a short +time, but teaching, sewing, and writing were her principal occupations +during this residence in Boston. + +These seven years, from Louisa's sixteenth to her twenty-third year, +might be called an apprenticeship to life. She tried various paths, +and learned to know herself and the world about her, although she was +not even yet certain of success in the way which finally opened before +her and led her so successfully to the accomplishment of her +life-purpose. She tried teaching, without satisfaction to herself or +perhaps to others. The kind of education she had herself received +fitted her admirably to understand and influence children, but not to +carry on the routine of a school. Sewing was her resource when nothing +else offered, but it is almost pitiful to think of her as confined to +such work when great powers were lying dormant in her mind. Still +Margaret Fuller said that a year of enforced quiet in the country +devoted mainly to sewing was very useful to her, since she reviewed and +examined the treasures laid up in her memory; and doubtless Louisa +Alcott thought out many a story which afterward delighted the world +while her fingers busily plied the needle. Yet it was a great +deliverance when she first found that the products of her brain would +bring in the needed money for family support. + + +[_L. in Boston to A. in Syracuse_] + +THURSDAY, 27th. + +DEAREST NAN: I was so glad to hear from you, and hear that all are well. + +I am grubbing away as usual, trying to get money enough to buy mother a +nice warm shawl. I have eleven dollars, all my own earnings--five for +a story, and four for the pile of sewing I did for the ladies of Dr. +Gray's society, to give him as a present. + +. . . I got a crimson ribbon for a bonnet for May, and I took my straw +and fixed it nicely with some little duds I had. Her old one has +haunted me all winter, and I want her to look neat. She is so graceful +and pretty and loves beauty so much it is hard for her to be poor and +wear other people's ugly things. You and I have learned not to mind +_much_; but when I think of her I long to dash out and buy the finest +hat the limited sum often dollars can procure. She says so sweetly in +one of her letters: "It is hard sometimes to see other people have so +many nice things and I so few; but I try not to be envious, but +contented with my poor clothes, and cheerful about it." I hope the +little dear will like the bonnet and the frills I made her and some +bows I fixed over from bright ribbons L. W. threw away. I get half my +rarities from her rag-bag, and she doesn't know her own rags when fixed +over. I hope I shall live to see the dear child in silk and lace, with +plenty of pictures and "bottles of cream," Europe, and all she longs +for. + +For our good little Betty, who is wearing all the old gowns we left, I +shall soon be able to buy a new one, and send it with my blessing to +the cheerful saint. She writes me the funniest notes, and tries to +keep the old folks warm and make the lonely house in the snowbanks +cosey and bright. + +To father I shall send new neckties and some paper; then he will be +happy, and can keep on with the beloved diaries though the heavens fall. + +Don't laugh at my plans; I'll carry them out, if I go to service to do +it. Seeing so much money flying about, I long to honestly get a little +and make my dear family more comfortable. I feel weak-minded when I +think of all they need and the little I can do. + +Now about you: Keep the money you have earned by so many tears and +sacrifices, and clothe yourself; for it makes me mad to know that my +good little lass is going round in shabby things, and being looked down +upon by people who are not worthy to touch her patched shoes or the hem +of her ragged old gowns. Make yourself tidy, and if any is left over +send it to mother; for there are always many things needed at home, +though they won't tell us. I only wish I, too, by any amount of +weeping and homesickness could earn as much. But my mite won't come +amiss; and if tears can add to its value, I've shed my quart--first, +over the book not coming out; for that was a sad blow, and I waited so +long it was dreadful when my castle in the air came tumbling about my +ears. Pride made me laugh in public; but I wailed in private, and no +one knew it. The folks at home think I rather enjoyed it, for I wrote +a jolly letter. But my visit was spoiled; and now I'm digging away for +dear life, that I may not have come entirely in vain. I didn't mean to +groan about it; but my lass and I must tell some one our trials, and so +it becomes easy to confide in one another. I never let mother know how +unhappy you were in S. till Uncle wrote. + +My doings are not much this week. I sent a little tale to the Gazette, +and Clapp asked H. W. if five dollars would be enough. Cousin H. said +yes, and gave it to me, with kind words and a nice parcel of paper, +saying in his funny way, "Now, Lu, the door is open, go in and win." +So I shall try to do it. Then cousin L. W. said Mr. B. had got my +play, and told her that if Mrs. B. liked it as well, it must be clever, +and if it didn't cost too much, he would bring it out by and by. Say +nothing about it yet. Dr. W. tells me Mr. F. is very sick; so the +farce cannot be acted yet. But the Doctor is set on its coming out, +and we have fun about it. H. W. takes me often to the theatre when L. +is done with me. I read to her all the P. M. often, as she is poorly, +and in that way I pay my debt to them. + +I'm writing another story for Clapp. I want more fives, and mean to +have them, too. + +Uncle wrote that you were Dr. W.'s pet teacher, and every one loved you +dearly. But if you are not well, don't stay. Come home, and be +cuddled by your old + +Lu. + + +_Pinckney Street, Boston_, January 1, 1855.--The principal event of the +winter is the appearance of my book "Flower Fables." An edition of +sixteen hundred. It has sold very well, and people seem to like it. I +feel quite proud that the little tales that I wrote for Ellen E. when I +was sixteen should now bring money and fame. + +I will put in some of the notices as "varieties," mothers are always +foolish over their first-born. + +Miss Wealthy Stevens paid for the book, and I received $32. + +[A pleasing contrast to the receipts of six months only, in 1886, being +$8,000 for the sale of books, and no new one; but I was prouder over +the $32 than the $8,000.--L. M. A., 1886.] + +_April_, 1855.--I am in the garret with my papers round me, and a pile +of apples to eat while I write my journal, plan stories, and enjoy the +patter of rain on the roof, in peace and quiet. + +[Jo in the garret.--L. M. A.] + +Being behindhand, as usual, I'll make note of the main events up to +date, for I don't waste ink in poetry and pages of rubbish now. I've +begun to live, and have no time for sentimental musing. + +In October I began my school; father talked, mother looked after her +boarders, and tried to help everybody. Anna was in Syracuse teaching +Mrs. S------'s children. + +My book came out; and people began to think that topsy-turvy Louisa +would amount to something after all, since she could do so well as +housemaid, teacher, seamstress, and story-teller. Perhaps she may. + +In February I wrote a story for which C. paid $5 and asked for more. + +In March I wrote a farce for W. Warren, and Dr. W. offered it to him; +but W. W. was too busy. + +Also began another tale, but found little time to work on it, with +school, sewing, and housework. My winter's earnings are: + + School, one quarter . . . . . $50 + Sewing . . . . . . . . . . . . 50 + Stories . . . . . . . . . . . 20 + +if I am ever paid. + +A busy and a pleasant winter, because, though hard at times, I do seem +to be getting on a little; and that encourages me. + +Have heard Lowell and Hedge lecture, acted in plays, and thanks to our +rag-money and good cousin H., have been to the theatre several +times--always my great joy. + +Summer plans are yet unsettled. Father wants to go to England: not a +wise idea, I think. We shall probably stay here, and A. and I go into +the country as governesses. It's a queer way to live, but dramatic, +and I rather like it; for we never know what is to come next. We are +real "Micawbers," and always "ready for a spring." + +I have planned another Christmas book, and hope to be able to write it. + +1855.--Cousin L. W. asks me to pass the summer at Walpole with her. If +I can get no teaching, I shall go; for I long for the hills, and can +write my fairy tales there. + +I delivered my burlesque lecture on "Woman, and Her Position; by +Oronthy Bluggage," last evening at Deacon G's. Had a merry time, and +was asked by Mr. R. to do it at H. for money. Read "Hamlet" at our +club--my favorite play. Saw Mrs. W. H. Smith about the farce; says she +will do it at her benefit. + +_May_.--Father went to C. to talk with Mr. Emerson about the England +trip. I am to go to Walpole. I have made my own gowns, and had money +enough to fit up the girls. So glad to be independent. + +[I wonder if $40 fitted up the whole family. Perhaps so, as my +wardrobe was made up of old clothes from cousins and friends.--L. M. A.] + +_Walpole, N. H., June, 1855_.--Pleasant journey and a kind welcome. +Lovely place, high among the hills. So glad to run and skip in the +woods and up the splendid ravine. Shall write here, I know. + +Helped cousin L. in her garden; and the smell of the fresh earth and +the touch of green leaves did me good. + +Mr. T. came and praised my first book, so I felt much inspired to go +and do another. I remember him at Scituate years ago, when he was a +young shipbuilder and I a curly-haired hoyden of five or six. + +Up at five, and had a lovely run in the ravine, seeing the woods wake. +Planned a little tale which ought to be fresh and true, as it came at +that hour and place--"King Goldenrod." Have lively days--writing in A. +M., driving in P. M., and fun in the eve. My visit is doing me much +good. + +_July_, 1855.--Read "Hyperion." On the 16th the family came to live in +Mr. W.'s house, rent free. No better plan offered, and we were all +tired of the city. Here father can have a garden, mother can rest and +be near her good niece; the children have freedom and fine air; and A. +and I can go from here to our teaching, wherever it may be. + +Busy and happy times as we settle in the little house in the lane near +by my dear ravine--plays, picnics, pleasant people, and good neighbors. +Fanny Kemble came up, Mrs. Kirkland, and others, and Dr. Bellows is the +gayest of the gay. We acted the "Jacobite," "Rivals," and +"Bonnycastles," to an audience of a hundred, and were noticed in the +Boston papers. H. T. was our manager, and Dr. B., D. D., our dramatic +director. Anna was the star, her acting being really very fine. I did +"Mrs. Malaprop," "Widow Pottle," and the old ladies. + +Finished fairy book in September. Ann had an offer from Dr. Wilbur of +Syracuse to teach at the great idiot asylum. She disliked it, but +decided to go. Poor dear! so beauty-loving, timid, and tender. It is +a hard trial; but she is so self-sacrificing she tries to like it +because it is duty. + +_October_.--A. to Syracuse. May illustrated my book and tales called +"Christmas Elves." Better than "Flower Fables." Now I must try to sell +it. + +[Innocent Louisa, to think that a Christmas book could be sold in +October.--L. M. A.] + +_November_.--Decided to seek my fortune; so with my little trunk of +home-made clothes, $20 earned by stories sent to the _Gazette_, and my +MSS., I set forth with mother's blessing one rainy day in the dullest +month in the year. + +[My birth-month; always to be a memorable one.--L. M. A.] + +Found it too late to do anything with the book, so put it away and +tried for teaching, sewing, or any honest work. Won't go home to sit +idle while I have a head and pair of hands. + +_December_.--H. and L. W. very kind, and my dear cousins the Sewalls +take me in. I sew for Mollie and others, and write stories. C. gave +me books to notice. Heard Thackeray. Anxious times; Anna very +homesick. Walpole very cold and dull now the summer butterflies have +gone. Got $5 for a tale and $12 for sewing; sent home a Christmas box +to cheer the dear souls in the snow-banks. + +_January, 1856_.--C. paid $6 for "A Sister's Trial." Gave me more +books to notice, and wants more tales. + +[Should think he would at that price.--L. M. A.] + +Sewed for L. W. Sewall and others. Mr. J. M. Field took my farce to +Mobile to bring out; Mr. Barry of the Boston Theatre has the play. + +Heard Curtis lecture. Began a book for summer--"Beach Bubbles." Mr. +F. of the _Courier_ printed a poem of mine on "Little Nell." Got $10 +for "Bertha," and saw great yellow placards stuck up announcing it. +Acted at the W.'s. + +_March_.--Got $10 for "Genevieve." Prices go up, as people like the +tales and ask who wrote them. Finished "Twelve Bubbles." Sewed a +great deal, and got very tired; one job for Mr. G. of a dozen pillow +cases, one dozen sheets, six fine cambric neckties, and two dozen +handkerchiefs, at which I had to work all one night to get them done, +as they were a gift to him. I got only $4. + +Sewing won't make my fortune; but I can plan my stories while I work, +and then scribble 'em down on Sundays. + +Poem on "Little Paul"; Curtis's lecture on "Dickens" made it go well. +Hear Emerson on "England." + +_May_.--Anna came on her way home, sick and worn out; the work was too +much for her. We had some happy days visiting about. Could not +dispose of B. B. in book form, but C. took them for his paper. Mr. +Field died, so the farce fell through there. Altered the play for Mrs. +Barrow to bring out next winter. + +_June, 1856_.--Home, to find dear Betty very ill with scarlet-fever +caught from some poor children mother nursed when they fell sick, +living over a cellar where pigs had been kept. The landlord (a deacon) +would not clean the place till mother threatened to sue him for +allowing a nuisance. Too late to save two of the poor babies or Lizzie +and May from the fever. + +[L. never recovered, but died of it two years later.--L. M. A.] + +An anxious time, I nursed, did housework, and wrote a story a month +through the summer. + +Dr. Bellows and Father had Sunday eve conversations. + +_October_.--Pleasant letters from father, who went on a tour to New +York, Philadelphia, and Boston. + +Made plans to go to Boston for the winter, as there is nothing to do +here, and there I can support myself and help the family. C. offers +$10 a month, and perhaps more. L. W., M. S., and others, have plenty +of sewing; the play may come out, and Mrs. R. will give me a sky-parlor +for $3 a week, with fire and board. I sew for her also. + +If I can get A. L. to governess I shall be all right. + +I was born with a boy's spirit under my bib and tucker. I _can't wait_ +when I _can work_, so I took my little talent in my hand and forced the +world again, braver than before and wiser for my failures. + +[Jo in N. Y.--L. M. A.] + +I don't often pray in words; but when I set out that day with all my +worldly goods in the little old trunk, my own earnings ($25) in my +pocket, and much hope and resolution in my soul, my heart was very +full, and I said to the Lord, "Help us all, and keep us for one +another," as I never said it before, while I looked back at the dear +faces watching me, so full of love and hope and faith. + +[_Journal_] + +Boston, _November, 1856: Mrs. David Reed's_.--I find my little room up +in the attic very cosey and a house full of boarders very amusing to +study. Mrs. Reed very kind. Fly around and take C. his stories. Go +to see Mrs. L. about A. Don't want me. A blow, but I cheer up and +hunt for sewing. Go to hear Parker, and he does me good. Asks me to +come Sunday evenings to his house. I did go there, and met Phillips, +Garrison, Hedge, and other great men, and sit in my corner weekly, +staring and enjoying myself. + +When I went Mr. Parker said, "God bless you, Louisa; come again"; and +the grasp of his hand gave me courage to face another anxious week. + +_November 3d_.--Wrote all the morning. In the P. M. went to see the +Sumner reception as he comes home after the Brooks affair. I saw him +pass up Beacon Street, pale and feeble, but smiling and bowing. I +rushed to Hancock Street, and was in time to see him bring his proud +old mother to the window when the crowd gave three cheers for her. I +cheered, too, and was very much excited. Mr. Parker met him somewhere +before the ceremony began, and the above P. cheered like a boy; and +Sumner laughed and nodded as his friend pranced and shouted, bareheaded +and beaming. + +My kind cousin, L. W., got tickets for a course of lectures on "Italian +Literature," and seeing my old cloak sent me a new one, with other +needful and pretty things such as girls love to have. I shall never +forget how kind she has always been to me. + +_November 5th_.--Went with H. W. to see Manager Barry about the +everlasting play which is always coming out but never comes. We went +all over the great new theatre, and I danced a jig on the immense +stage. Mr. B. was very kind, and gave me a pass to come whenever I +liked. This was such richness I didn't care if the play was burnt on +the spot, and went home full of joy. In the eve I saw La Grange as +Norma, and felt as if I knew all about that place. Quite stage-struck, +and imagined myself in her place, with white robes and oak-leaf crown. + +_November 6th_.--Sewed happily on my job of twelve sheets for H. W., +and put lots of good will into the work after his kindness to me. + +Walked to Roxbury to see cousin Dr. W. about the play and tell the fine +news. Rode home in the new cars, and found them very nice. + +In the eve went to teach at Warren Street Chapel Charity School. I'll +help as I am helped if I can. Mother says no one so poor he can't do a +little for some one poorer yet. + +_Sunday_.--Heard Parker on "Individuality of Character," and liked it +much. In the eve I went to his house. Mrs. Howe was there, and Sumner +and others. I sat in my usual corner, but Mr. P. came up and said, in +that cordial way of his, "Well, child, how goes it?" "Pretty well, +sir." "That's brave"; and with his warm handshake he went on, leaving +me both proud and happy, though I have my trials. He is like a great +fire where all can come and be warmed and comforted. Bless him! + +Had a talk at tea about him, and fought for him when W. R. said he was +not a Christian. He is my _sort_; for though he may lack reverence for +other people's God, he works bravely for his own, and turns his back on +no one who needs help, as some of the pious do. + +_Monday, 14th_.--May came full of expectation and joy to visit good +aunt B. and study drawing. We walked about and had a good home talk, +then my girl went off to Auntie's to begin what I hope will be a +pleasant and profitable winter. She needs help to develop her talent, +and I can't give it to her. + +Went to see Forrest as Othello. It is funny to see how attentive all +the once cool gentlemen are to Miss Alcott now she has a pass to the +new theatre. + +_November 29th_.--My birthday. Felt forlorn so far from home. Wrote +all day. Seem to be getting on slowly, so should be contented. To a +little party at the B.'s in the eve. May looked very pretty, and +seemed to be a favorite. The boys teased me about being an authoress, +and I said I'd be famous yet. Will if I can, but something else may be +better for me. + +Found a pretty pin from father and a nice letter when I got home. Mr. +H. brought them with letters from mother and Betty, so I went to bed +happy. + +_December_.--Busy with Christmas and New Year's tales. Heard a good +lecture by E. P. Whipple on "Courage." Thought I needed it, being +rather tired of living like a spider--spinning my brains out for money. + +Wrote a story, "The Cross on the Church Tower," suggested by the tower +before my window. + +Called on Mrs. L., and she asked me to come and teach A. for three +hours each day. Just what I wanted; and the children's welcome was +very pretty and comforting to "Our Olly," as they called me. + +Now board is all safe, and something over for home, if stories and +sewing fail. I don't do much, but can send little comforts to mother +and Betty, and keep May neat. + +_December 18th_.--Begin with A. L., in Beacon Street. I taught C. when +we lived in High Street, A. in Pinckney Street, and now Al; so I seem +to be an institution and a success, since I can start the boy, teach +one girl, and take care of the little invalid. It is hard work, but I +can do it; and am glad to sit in a large, fine room part of each day, +after my sky-parlor, which has nothing pretty in it, and only the gray +tower and blue sky outside as I sit at the window writing. I love +luxury, but freedom and independence better. + +[_To her father, written from Mrs. Reed's_] + +_Boston, November 29, 1856_. + +DEAREST FATHER: Your little parcel was very welcome to me as I sat +alone in my room, with snow falling fast outside, and a few tears in +(for birthdays are dismal times to me); and the fine letter, the pretty +gift, and, most of all, the loving thought so kindly taken for your old +absent daughter, made the cold, dark day as warm and bright as summer +to me. + +And now, with the birthday pin upon my bosom, many thanks on my lips, +and a whole heart full of love for its giver, I will tell you a little +about my doings, stupid as they will seem after your own grand +proceedings. How I wish I could be with you, enjoying what I have +always longed for--fine people, fine amusements, and fine books. But +as I can't, I am glad you are; for I love to see your name first among +the lecturers, to hear it kindly spoken of in papers and inquired about +by good people here--to say nothing of the delight and pride I take in +seeing you at last filling the place you are so fitted for, and which +you have waited for so long and patiently. If the New Yorkers raise a +statue to the modern Plato, it will be a wise and highly creditable +action. + + * * * * * * + +I am very well and very happy. Things go smoothly, and I think I shall +come out right, and prove that though an _Alcott_ I _can_ support +myself. I like the independent feeling; and though not an easy life, +it is a free one, and I enjoy it. I can't do much with my hands; so I +will make a battering-ram of my head and make a way through this +rough-and-tumble world. I have very pleasant lectures to amuse my +evenings--Professor Gajani on "Italian Reformers," the Mercantile +Library course, Whipple, Beecher, and others, and, best of all, a free +pass at the Boston Theatre. I saw Mr. Barry, and he gave it to me with +many kind speeches, and promises to bring out the play very soon. I +hope he will. + +My farce is in the hands of Mrs. W. H. Smith, who acts at Laura Keene's +theatre in New York. She took it, saying she would bring it out there. +If you see or hear anything about it, let me know. I want something +doing. My mornings are spent in writing. C. takes one a month, and I +am to see Mr. B., who may take some of my wares. + +In the afternoons I walk and visit my hundred relations, who are all +kind and friendly, and seem interested in our various successes. + +Sunday evenings I go to Parker's parlor, and there meet Phillips, +Garrison, Scherb, Sanborn, and many other pleasant people. All talk, +and I sit in a corner listening, and wishing a certain placid, +gray-haired gentleman was there talking, too. Mrs. Parker calls on me, +reads my stories, and is very good to me. Theodore asks Louisa "how +her worthy parents do," and is otherwise very friendly to the large, +bashful girl who adorns his parlor steadily. + +Abby is preparing for a busy and, I hope, a profitable winter. She has +music lessons already, French and drawing in store, and, if her eyes +hold out, will keep her word and become what none of us can be, "an +accomplished Alcott." Now, dear Father, I shall hope to hear from you +occasionally, and will gladly answer all epistles from the Plato, whose +parlor parish is becoming quite famous. I got the _Tribune_ but not +the letter, and shall look it up. I have been meaning to write, but +did not know where you were. + +Good-bye, and a happy birthday from your ever-loving child, + +LOUISA. + + +[_Journal_] + +_January, 1857_.--Had my first new silk dress from good little L. W.; +very fine; and I felt as if all the Hancocks and Quincys beheld me as I +went to two parties in it on New Year's eve. + +A busy, happy month--taught, wrote, sewed, read aloud to the "little +mother," and went often to the theatre; heard good lectures; and +enjoyed my Parker evenings very much. + +Father came to see me on his way home; little money; had had a good +time, and was asked to come again. Why don't rich people who enjoy his +talk pay for it? Philosophers are always poor, and too modest to pass +round their own hats. + +Sent by him a good bundle to the poor Forlomites among the ten-foot +drifts in W. + +_February_.--Ran home as a valentine on the 14th. + +_March_.--Have several irons in the fire now, and try to keep 'em all +hot. + +_April_.--May did a crayon head of mother with Mrs. Murdock; very good +likeness. All of us as proud as peacocks of our "little Raphael." + +Heard Mrs. Butler read; very fine. + +_May_.--Left the L.'s with my $33; glad to rest. May went home with +her picture, happy in her winter's work and success. + +Father had three talks at W. F. Channing's. Good company--Emerson, +Mrs. Howe, and the rest. + +Saw young Booth in Brutus, and liked him better than his father; went +about and rested after my labors; glad to be with Father, who enjoyed +Boston and friends. + +Home on the 10th, passing Sunday at the Emersons'. I have done what I +planned--supported myself, written eight stories, taught four months, +earned a hundred dollars, and sent money home. + + + + +HENRY GEORGE + +(1839-1897) + +THE TROUBLES OF A JOB PRINTER + +Henry George was a self-helped man, if ever there was one. When less +than fourteen years of age, he left school and started to earn his own +living. He never afterward returned to school. In adolescence, his +eager mind was obsessed by the glamor of the sea, so he began life as a +sailor. After a few years came the desperate poverty of his early +married life in California, as here described. His work as a printer +led to casual employment as a journalist. This was the first step in +his subsequently life-long career as an independent thinker, writer, +and speaker. + +An apparent failure in life, he was obliged when twenty-six years of +age to beg money from a stranger on the street to keep his wife and +babies from actual starvation. But his misery may have been of +incalculable value to the human race, for his bitter personal +experience convinced him that the times were out of joint, and his +brain began to seek the remedy. The doctrine of _single tax_, already +on trial in some parts of the world, is his chief contribution to +economic theory. + + +From "The Life of Henry George, by His Son." Doubleday, Page & +Company, 1900. + +Thus heavily weighted at the outset, the three men opened their office. +But hard times had come. A drought had shortened the grain crop, +killed great numbers of cattle and lessened the gold supply, and the +losses that the farming, ranching, and mineral regions suffered +affected all the commercial and industrial activities of the State, so +that there was a general depression. Business not coming into their +office, the three partners went out to hunt for it; and yet it was +elusive, so that they had very little to do and soon were in +extremities for living necessities, even for wood for the kitchen fire. +Henry George had fitfully kept a pocket diary during 1864, and a few +entries at this job-printing period tell of the pass of affairs. + + +"_December 25_.--Determined to keep a regular journal, and to cultivate +habits of determination, energy, and industry. Feel that I am in a bad +situation, and must use my utmost effort to keep afloat and go ahead. +Will try to follow the following general rules for one week: + +"1st. In every case to determine rationally what is best to be done. + +"2nd. To do everything determined upon immediately, or as soon as an +opportunity presents. + +"3rd. To write down what I shall determine upon doing for the +succeeding day. + +"Saw landlady and told her I was not able to pay rent. + +"_December 26_, 7 A. M.: + +"1st. Propose to-day, in addition to work in office, to write to Boyne. + +"2nd. To get wood in trade. + +"3rd. To talk with Dr. Eaton, and, perhaps, Dr. Morse. + +"Rose at quarter to seven. Stopped at six wood yards trying to get +wood in exchange for printing, but failed. Did very little in office. +Walked and talked with Ike. Felt very blue and thought of drawing out. +Saw Dr. Eaton, but failed to make a trade. In evening saw Dr. Morse. +Have not done all, nor as well as I could wish. Also wrote to Boyne, +but did not mail letter. + +"_January 1 (Sunday)_.--Annie not very well. Got down town about 11 +o'clock. Went with Ike to Chinaman's to see about paper bags. +Returned to office and worked off a lot. + +"_January 2_.--Got down town about 8 o'clock. Worked some labels. Not +much doing. + +"_January 3_.--Working in office all day. De Long called to talk about +getting out a journal. Did our best day's work." + + +From time to time they got a little business, enough at any rate to +encourage Trump and George to continue with the office, though Daley +dropped out; and each day that the money was there the two partners +took out of the business twenty-five cents apiece, which they together +spent for food, Trump's wife being with her relatives and he taking his +dinner with the Georges. They lived chiefly on cornmeal and milk, +potatoes, bread and sturgeon, for meat they could not afford and +sturgeon was the cheapest fish they could find.[1] Mr. George +generally went to the office early without breakfast, saying that he +would get it down town; but knowing that he had no money, his wife more +than suspected that many a morning passed without his getting a +mouthful. Nor could he borrow money except occasionally, for the +drought that had made general business so bad had hurt all his friends, +and, indeed, many of them had already borrowed from him while he had +anything to lend; and he was too proud to complain now to them. Nor +did his wife complain, though what deepened their anxieties was that +they looked for the coming of a second child. Mrs. George would not +run up bills that she did not have money to meet. She parted with her +little pieces of jewellery and smaller trinkets one by one, until only +her wedding ring had not been pawned. And then she told the milkman +that she could no longer afford to take milk, but he offered to +continue to supply it for printed cards, which she accepted. Mr. +George's diary is blank just here, but at another time he said:[2] + +"I came near starving to death, and at one time I was so close to it +that I think I should have done so but for the job of printing a few +cards which enabled us to buy a little cornmeal. In this darkest time +in my life my second child was born." + + +The baby came at seven o'clock in the morning of January 27, 1865. +When it was born the wife heard the doctor say: "Don't stop to wash the +child; he is starving. Feed him!" After the doctor had gone and +mother and baby had fallen asleep, the husband left them alone in the +house, and taking the elder child to a neighbour's, himself went to his +business in a desperate state of mind, for his wife's condition made +money--some money--an absolute and immediate necessity. But nothing +came into the office and he did not know where to borrow. What then +happened he told sixteen years subsequently. + +"I walked along the street and made up my mind to get money from the +first man whose appearance might indicate that he had it to give. I +stopped a man--a stranger--and told him I wanted $5. He asked what I +wanted it for. I told him that my wife was confined and that I had +nothing to give her to eat. He gave me the money. If he had not, I +think I was desperate enough to have killed him." [3] + +The diary notes commence again twenty days after the new baby's birth +and show that the struggle for subsistence was still continuing, that +Henry George abandoned the job-printing office, and that he and his +wife and babies had moved into a smaller house where he had to pay a +rent of only nine dollars a month--just half of his former rent. This +diary consists simply of two half-sheets of white note paper, folded +twice and pinned in the middle, forming two small neat books of eight +pages each of about the size of a visiting card. The writing is very +small, but clear. + + +"_February 17, 1865 (Friday)_ 10:40 P.M.--Gave I. Trump this day bill +of sale for my interest in office, with the understanding that if he +got any money by selling, I am to get some. I am now afloat again, +with the world before me. I have commenced this little book as an +experiment--to aid me in acquiring habits of regularity, punctuality, +and purpose. I will enter in it each evening the principal events of +the day, with notes, if they occur, errors committed or the reverse, +and plans for the morrow and future. I will make a practice of looking +at it on rising in the morning. + +"I am starting out afresh, very much crippled and embarrassed, owing +over $200. I have been unsuccessful in everything. I wish to profit +by my experience and to cultivate those qualities necessary to success +in which I have been lacking. I have not saved as much as I ought, and +am resolved to practice a rigid economy until I have something ahead. + +"1st. To make every cent I can. + +"2nd. To spend nothing unnecessarily. + +"3rd. To put something by each week, if it is only a five-cent piece +borrowed for the purpose. + +"4th. Not to run in debt if it can be avoided." + + +"1st. To endeavour to make an acquaintance and friend of every one +with whom I am brought in contact. + +"2nd. To stay at home less, and be more social. + +"3rd. To strive to think consecutively and decide quickly." + + +"_February 18_.--Rose at 6 o'clock. Took cards to woodman. Went to +post-office and got two letters, one from Wallazz and another from +mother. Heard that Smith was up and would probably not go down. Tried +to hunt him up. Ran around after him a great deal. Saw him; made an +appointment, but he did not come. Finally met him about 4. He said +that he had written up for a man, who had first choice; but he would do +all he could. I was much disappointed. Went back to office; then +after Knowlton, but got no money. Then went to _Alta_ office. Smith +there. Stood talking till they went to work. Then to job office. Ike +had got four bits [50 cents] from Dr. Josselyn. Went home, and he came +out to supper. + +"Got up in good season. + +"Tried to be energetic about seeing Smith. Have not done with that +matter yet, but will try every means. + +"To-morrow will write to Cousin Sophia,[5] and perhaps to Wallazz and +mother, and will try to make acquaintances. Am in very desperate +plight. Courage! + +"_February 19 (Sunday)_.--Rose about 9. Ran a small bill with Wessling +for flour, coffee, and butter. After breakfast took Harry around to +Wilbur's. Talked a while. Went down town. Could not get in office. +Went into _Alta_ office several times. Then walked around, hoping to +strike Smith. Ike to dinner. Afterward walked with him, looking for +house. Was at _Alta_ office at 6, but no work. Went with Ike to +Stickney's and together went to _Californian_ office. Came home and +summed up assets and liabilities. At 10 went to bed, with +determination of getting up at 6 and going to _Bulletin_ office. + +"Have wasted a great deal of time in looking for Smith. Think it would +have been better to have hunted him at once or else trusted to luck. +There seems to be very little show for me down there. Don't know what +to do. + +"_February 20_.--Got up too late to go to the _Bulletin office_. Got +$1 from woodman. Got my pants from the tailor. Saw Smith and had a +long talk with him. He seemed sorry that he had not thought of me, but +said another man had been spoken to and was anxious to go. Went to +_Alta_ office several times. Came home early and went to _Alta_ office +at 6 and to _Call_ at 7, but got no work. Went to Ike Trump's room, +and then came home. + +"Was not prompt enough in rising. Have been walking around a good part +of the day without definite purpose, thereby losing time. + +"_February 21_.--Worked for Ike. Did two cards for $1. Saw about +books, and thought some of travelling with them. Went to _Alta_ before +coming home. In evening had row with Chinaman. Foolish. + +"_February 22_.--Hand very sore. Did not go down till late. Went to +work in _Bulletin_ at 12. Got $3. Saw Boyne. Went to library in +evening. Thinking of economy. + +"_February 26_.--Went to _Bulletin_; no work. Went with Ike Trump to +look at house on hill; came home to breakfast. Decided to take house +on Perry Street with Mrs. Stone; took it. Came home and moved. Paid +$5 of rent. About 6 o'clock went down town. Saw Ike; got 50 cents. +Walked around and went to Typographical Union meeting. Then saw Ike +again. Found Knowlton had paid him for printing plant, and demanded +some of the money. He gave me $5 with very bad humour. + +"_February 27_.--Saw Ike in afternoon and had further talk. In evening +went to work for Col. Strong on _Alta_. Smith lent me $3. + +"_February 28_.--Worked again for Strong. Got $5 from John McComb. + +"_February 29_.--Got $5 from Barstow, and paid Charlie Coddington the +$10 I had borrowed from him on Friday last. On Monday left at Mrs. +Lauder's [the Russ Street landlady] $1.25 for extra rent and $1.50 for +milkman. + +"_March 1_.--Rose early, went to _Bulletin_; but got no work. Looked +in at Valentine's and saw George Foster, who told me to go to Frank +Eastman's [printing office]. Did so and was told to call again. Came +home; had breakfast. Went to _Alta_ in evening, but no work. Went to +Germania Lodge and then to Stickney's. + +"_March 2_.--Went to Eastman's about 11 o'clock and was put to work. + +"_March 3_.--At work. + +"_March 4_.--At work. Got $5 in evening." + + +The strength of the storm had now passed. The young printer began to +get some work at "subbing," though it was scant and irregular. His +wife, who paid the second month's rent of the Perry Street house by +sewing for her landlady, remarked to her husband how contentedly they +should be able to live if he could be sure of making regularly twenty +dollars a week. + + +BEGINS WRITING AND TALKING + +Henry George's career as a writer should be dated from the commencement +of 1865, when he was an irregular, substitute printer at Eastman's and +on the daily newspapers, just after his severe job-office experience. +He now deliberately set himself to self-improvement. These few diary +notes for the end of March and beginning of April are found in a small +blank book that in 1878, while working on "Progress and Poverty," he +also used as a diary. + + +"_Saturday, March 25, 1865_.--As I knew we would have no letter this +morning, I did not hurry down to the office. After getting breakfast, +took the wringing machine which I had been using as a sample back to +Faulkner's; then went to Eastman's and saw to bill; loafed around until +about 2 P. M. Concluded that the best thing I could do would be to go +home and write a little. Came home and wrote for the sake of practice +an essay on the 'Use of Time,' which occupied me until Annie prepared +dinner. Went to Eastman's by six, got money. Went to Union meeting. + +"_Sunday, March 26_.--Did not get out until 11 o'clock. Took Harry +down town and then to Wilbur's. Proposed to have Dick [the new baby] +baptised in afternoon; got Mrs. Casey to come to the house for that +purpose, but concluded to wait. Went to see Dull, who took me to his +shop and showed me the model of his wagon brake. + +"_Monday, March 27_.--Got down to office about one o'clock; but no +proofs yet. Strolled around a little. Went home and wrote +communication for Aleck Kenneday's new paper, _Journal of the Trades +and Workingmen_. Took it down to him. In the evening called on Rev. +Mr. Simonds. + +"_Tuesday, 28_.--Got down late. No work. In afternoon wrote article +about laws relating to sailors. In evening went down to Dull's shop +while he was engaged on model. + +"_Wednesday, 29_.--Went to work about 10:30. In evening corrected +proof for _Journal of the Trades and Workingmen_. + +"_Thursday, 30_.--At work. + +"_Tuesday, April 4_.--Despatch received stating that Richmond and +Petersburgh are both in our possession. + +"_Wednesday, 5_.--Took model of wagon brake to several carriage shops; +also to _Alta_ office. In evening signed agreement with Dull. + +"_Saturday, 8_.--Not working; bill for week, $23. Paid Frank Mahon the +$5 I have been owing for some time. Met Harrison, who had just come +down from up the country. He has a good thing up there. Talked with +Dull and drew up advertisement. In evening, nothing." + + +Thus while he was doing haphazard type-setting, and trying to interest +carriage builders in a new wagon brake, he was also beginning to write. +The first and most important of these pieces of writing mentioned in +the diary notes--on "The Use of Time"--was sent by Mr. George to his +mother, as an indication of his intention to improve himself. +Commencing with boyhood, Henry George, as has been seen, had the power +of simple and clear statement, and if this essay served no other +purpose than to show the development of that natural power, it would be +of value. But as a matter of fact, it has a far greater value; for +while repeating his purpose to practise writing--"to acquire facility +and elegance in the expression" of his thought--it gives an +introspective glimpse into the naturally secretive mind, revealing an +intense desire, if not for the "flesh pots of Egypt," at least for such +creature and intellectual comforts as would enable him and those close +to him "to bask themselves in the warm sunshine of the brief day." +This paper is presented in full: + + +_Essay, Saturday Afternoon, March 25, 1865_. + +"ON THE PROFITABLE EMPLOYMENT OF TIME." + +"Most of us have some principal object of desire at any given time of +our lives; something which we wish more than anything else, either +because its want is more felt, or that it includes other desirable +things, and we are conscious that in gaining it we obtain the means of +gratifying other of our wishes. + +"With most of us this power, in one shape or the other--is money, or +that which is its equivalent or will bring it. + +"For this end we subject ourselves to many sacrifices; for its gain we +are willing to confine ourselves and employ our minds and bodies in +duties which, for their own sakes, are irksome; and if we do not throw +the whole force of our natures into the effort to gain this, it is that +we do not possess the requisite patience, self-command, and penetration +where we may direct our efforts. + +"I am constantly longing for wealth; the wide difference between my +wishes and the means of gratifying them at my command keeps me in +perpetual disquiet. It would bring me comfort and luxury which I +cannot now obtain; it would give me more congenial employment and +associates; it would enable me to cultivate my mind and exert to a +fuller extent my powers; it would give me the ability to minister to +the comfort and enjoyment of those whom I love most, and, therefore, it +is my principal object in life to obtain wealth, or at least more of it +than I have at present. + +"Whether this is right or wrong, I do not now consider; but that it is +so I am conscious. When I look behind at my past life I see that I +have made little or no progress, and am disquieted; when I consider my +present, it is difficult to see that I am moving toward it at all; and +all my comfort in this respect is in the hope of what the future may +bring forth. + +"And yet my hopes are very vague and indistinct, and my efforts in any +direction, save the beaten track in which I have been used to earn my +bread, are, when perceptible, jerky, irregular, and without +intelligent, continuous direction. + +"When I succeed in obtaining employment, I am industrious and work +faithfully, though it does not satisfy my wishes. When I have nothing +to do, I am anxious to be in some way labouring toward the end I wish, +and yet from hour to hour I cannot tell at what to employ myself. + +"To secure any given result it is only necessary to rightly supply +sufficient force. Some men possess a greater amount of natural power +than others and produce quicker and more striking results; yet it is +apparent that the abilities of the majority, if properly and +continuously applied, are sufficient to accomplish much more than they +generally do. + +"The hours which I have idled away, though made miserable by the +consciousness of accomplishing nothing, had been sufficient to make me +master of almost any common branch of study. If, for instance, I had +applied myself to the practice of bookkeeping and arithmetic I might +now have been an expert in those things; or I might have had the +dictionary at my fingers' ends; been a practised, and perhaps an able, +writer; a much better printer; or been able to read and write French, +Spanish, or any other modern or ancient language to which I might have +directed my attention; and the mastery of any of these things now would +give me an additional, appreciable power, and means by which to work to +my end, not to speak of that which would have been gained by exercise +and good mental habits. + +"These truths are not sudden discoveries; but have been as apparent for +years as at this present time; but always wishing for some chance to +make a sudden leap forward, I have never been able to direct my mind +and concentrate my attention upon those slow processes by which +everything mental (and in most cases material) is acquired. + +"Constantly the mind works, and if but a tithe of its attention was +directed to some end, how many matters might it have taken up in +succession, increasing its own stores and power while mastering them? + +"To sum up for the present, though this essay has hardly taken the +direction and shape which at the outset I intended, it is evident to me +that I have not employed the time and means at my command faithfully +and advantageously as I might have done, and consequently, that I have +myself to blame for at least a part of my non-success. And this being +true of the past, in the future like results will flow from like +causes. I will, therefore, try (though, as I know from experience, it +is much easier to form good resolutions than to faithfully carry them +out) to employ my mind in acquiring useful information or practice, +when I have nothing leading more directly to my end claiming my +attention. When practicable, or when I cannot decide upon anything +else, I will endeavour to acquire facility and elegance in the +expression of my thought by writing essays or other matters which I +will preserve for future comparison. And in this practice it will be +well to aim at mechanical neatness and grace, as well as at proper and +polished language." + +Of the two other pieces of writing spoken of in the diary notes, the +"article about laws relating to sailors," has left no trace, but a copy +of the one for the _Journal of the Trades and Workingmen_ has been +preserved. + + + +[1] Unlike that fish on the Atlantic Coast, sturgeon on the Pacific +Coast, or at any rate in California waters, is of fine quality and +could easily be substituted on the table for halibut. + +[2] Meeker notes, October, 1897. + +[3] Henry George related this incident to Dr. James E. Kelly in a +conversation in Dublin during the winter of 1881-82, in proof that +environment has more to do with human actions, and especially with +so-called criminal actions, than we generally concede; and to show how +acute poverty may drive sound-minded, moral men to the commission of +deeds that are supposed to belong entirely to hardened evil natures. +Out of long philosophical and physiological talks together at that time +the two men formed a warm friendship, and subsequently, when he came to +the United States and established himself in New York, Dr. Kelly became +Henry George's family physician and attended him at his deathbed. + +[4] She was now a widow, James George having died in the preceding +August. + + + + +JACOB RIIS. + +(1849-1914) + +"THE MAKING OF AN AMERICAN" + +The intimate friend at once of "the children of the tenements" and of +Theodore Roosevelt, Jacob A. Riis was beloved by countless New Yorkers +for his gallant "battle with the slums," and for the message he brought +as to "how the other half lives." + +From experiences that would have spelled permanent degradation to a man +of baser metal, he won the knowledge, sympathy, and inspiration that +made him one of the most exceptionally useful and exceptionally loved +of American citizens. + + +From "The Making of an American," by Jacob A. Riis. The Macmillan +Company. Copyright, 1901-'08. + +The steamer _Iowa_, from Glasgow, made port after a long and stormy +voyage, on Whitsunday, 1870. She had come up during the night, and +cast anchor off Castle Garden. It was a beautiful spring morning, and +as I looked over the rail at the miles of straight streets, the green +heights of Brooklyn, and the stir of ferryboats and pleasure craft on +the river, my hopes rose high that somewhere in this teeming hive there +would be a place for me. What kind of a place I had myself no clear +notion of; I would let that work out as it could. Of course I had my +trade to fall back on, but I am afraid that is all the use I thought of +putting it to. The love of change belongs to youth, and I meant to +take a hand in things as they came along. I had a pair of strong +hands, and stubbornness enough to do for two; also a strong belief that +in a free country, free from the dominion of custom, of caste, as well +as of men, things would somehow come right in the end, and a man get +shaken into the corner where he belonged if he took a hand in the game. +I think I was right in that. If it took a lot of shaking to get me +where I belonged, that was just what I needed. Even my mother admits +that now. . . . + +I made it my first business to buy a navy revolver of the largest size, +investing in the purchase exactly one-half of my capital. I strapped +the weapon on the outside of my coat and strode up Broadway, conscious +that I was following the fashion of the country. I knew it upon the +authority of a man who had been there before me and had returned, a +gold digger in the early days of California; but America was America to +us. We knew no distinction of West and East. By rights there ought to +have been buffaloes and red Indians charging up and down Broadway. I +am sorry to say that it is easier even to-day to make lots of people +over there believe that than that New York is paved, and lighted with +electric lights, and quite as civilized as Copenhagen. They will have +it that it is in the wilds. I saw none of the signs of this, but I +encountered a friendly policeman, who, sizing me and my pistol up, +tapped it gently with his club and advised me to leave it home, or I +might get robbed of it. This, at first blush, seemed to confirm my +apprehensions; but he was a very nice policeman, and took time to +explain, seeing that I was very green. And I took his advice and put +the revolver away, secretly relieved to get rid of it. It was quite +heavy to carry around. + +I had letters to the Danish Consul and to the president of the American +Banknote Company, Mr. Goodall. I think perhaps he was not then the +president, but became so afterward. Mr. Goodall had once been wrecked +on the Danish coast and rescued by the captain of the lifesaving crew, +a friend of my family. But they were both in Europe, and in just four +days I realized that there was no special public clamor for my services +in New York, and decided to go West. + +A missionary in Castle Garden was getting up a gang of men for the +Brady's Bend Iron Works on the Allegheny River, and I went along. We +started a full score, with tickets paid, but only two of us reached the +Bend. The rest calmly deserted in Pittsburg and went their way. . . . + +The [iron works] company mined its own coal. Such as it was, it +cropped out of the hills right and left in narrow veins, sometimes too +shallow to work, seldom affording more space to the digger than barely +enough to permit him to stand upright. You did not go down through a +shaft, but straight in through the side of a hill to the bowels of the +mountain, following a track on which a little donkey drew the coal to +the mouth of the mine and sent it down the incline to run up and down a +hill a mile or more by its own gravity before it reached the place of +unloading. Through one of these we marched in, Adler and I, one summer +morning, with new pickaxes on our shoulders and nasty little oil lamps +fixed in our hats to light us through the darkness, where every second +we stumbled over chunks of slate rock, or into pools of water that +oozed through from above. An old miner whose way lay past the fork in +the tunnel where our lead began showed us how to use our picks and the +timbers to brace the slate that roofed over the vein, and left us to +ourselves in a chamber perhaps ten feet wide and the height of a man. + +We were to be paid by the ton--I forget how much, but it was very +little--and we lost no time getting to work. We had to dig away the +coal at the floor without picks, lying on our knees to do it, and +afterward drive wedges under the roof to loosen the mass. It was hard +work, and, entirely inexperienced as we were, we made but little +headway. As the day wore on, the darkness and silence grew very +oppressive, and made us start nervously at the least thing. The sudden +arrival of our donkey with its cart gave me a dreadful fright. The +friendly beast greeted us with a joyous bray and rubbed its shaggy +sides against us in the most companionable way. In the flickering +light of my lamp I caught sight of its long ears waving over me--I +don't believe I had seen three donkeys before in my life; there were +none where I came from--and heard that demoniac shriek, and I verily +believe I thought the evil one had come for me in person. I know that +I nearly fainted. + +That donkey was a discerning animal. I think it knew when it first set +eyes on us that we were not going to overwork it; and we didn't. When, +toward evening, we quit work, after narrowly escaping being killed by a +large stone that fell from the roof in consequence of our neglect to +brace it up properly, our united efforts had resulted in barely filling +two of the little carts, and we had earned, if I recollect aright, +something like sixty cents each. The fall of the roof robbed us of all +desire to try mining again. It knocked the lamps from our hats, and, +in darkness that could almost be felt, we groped our way back to the +light along the track, getting more badly frightened as we went. The +last stretch of way we ran, holding each other's hands as though we +were not men and miners, but two frightened children in the dark. . . . + + +[A short time later he learned of the outbreak of the Franco-Prussian +War, and at once determined to enlist.] + + +I reached New York with just one cent in my pocket, and put up at a +boarding-house where the charge was one dollar a day. In this no moral +obliquity was involved. I had simply reached the goal for which I had +sacrificed all, and felt sure that the French people or the Danish +Consul would do the rest quickly. But there was evidently something +wrong somewhere. The Danish Consul could only register my demand to be +returned to Denmark in the event of war. They have my letter at the +office yet, he tells me, and they will call me out with the reserves. +The French were fitting out no volunteer army that I could get on the +track of, and nobody was paying the passage of fighting men. The end +of it was that, after pawning my revolver and my top-boots, the only +valuable possessions I had left, to pay for my lodging, I was thrown on +the street, and told to come back when I had more money. That night I +wandered about New York with a gripsack that had only a linen duster +and a pair of socks in it, turning over in my mind what to do next. +Toward midnight I passed a house in Clinton Place that was lighted up +festively. Laughter and the hum of many voices came from within. I +listened. They spoke French. A society of Frenchmen having their +annual dinner, the watchman in the block told me. There at last was my +chance. I went up the steps and rang the bell. A flunkey in a +dress-suit opened, but when he saw that I was not a guest, but to all +appearances a tramp, he tried to put me out. I, on my part, tried to +explain. There was an altercation and two gentlemen of the society +appeared. They listened impatiently to what I had to say, then, +without a word, thrust me into the street, and slammed the door in my +face. + +It was too much. Inwardly raging, I shook the dust of the city from my +feet and took the most direct route out of it, straight up Third +Avenue. I walked till the stars in the east began to pale, and then +climbed into a wagon that stood at the curb, to sleep. I did not +notice that it was a milk-wagon. The sun had not risen yet when the +driver came, unceremoniously dragged me out by the feet, and dumped me +into the gutter. On I went with my gripsack, straight ahead, until +toward noon I reached Fordham College, famished and footsore. I had +eaten nothing since the previous day, and had vainly tried to make a +bath in the Bronx River do for breakfast. Not yet could I cheat my +stomach that way. + +The college gates were open, and I strolled wearily in, without aim or +purpose. On a lawn some young men were engaged in athletic exercises, +and I stopped to look and admire the beautiful shade-trees and the +imposing building. So at least it seems to me at this distance. An +old monk in a cowl, whose noble face I sometimes recall in my dreams, +came over and asked kindly if I was not hungry. I was in all +conscience fearfully hungry, and I said so, though I did not mean to. +I had never seen a real live monk before, and my Lutheran training had +not exactly inclined me in their favor. I ate of the food set before +me, not without qualms of conscience, and with a secret suspicion that +I would next be asked to abjure my faith, or at least do homage to the +Virgin Mary, which I was firmly resolved not to do. But when, the meal +finished, I was sent on my way with enough to do me for supper, without +the least allusion having been made to my soul, I felt heartily ashamed +of myself. I am just as good a Protestant as I ever was. Among my own +I am a kind of heretic even, because I cannot put up with the apostolic +succession; but I have no quarrel with the excellent charities of the +Roman Church, or with the noble spirit that animated them. I learned +that lesson at Fordham thirty years ago. + +Up the railroad track I went, and at night hired out to a truck-farmer, +with the freedom of his hay-mow for my sleeping quarters. But when I +had hoed cucumbers three days in a scorching sun, till my back ached as +if it were going to break, and the farmer guessed that he would call it +square for three shillings, I went farther. A man is not necessarily a +philanthropist, it seems, because he tills the soil. I did not hire +out again. I did odd jobs to earn my meals, and slept in the fields at +night, still turning over in my mind how to get across the sea. An +incident of those wanderings comes to mind while I am writing. They +were carting in hay, and when night came on, somewhere about Mount +Vernon, I gathered an armful of wisps that had fallen from the loads, +and made a bed for myself in a wagon-shed by the roadside. In the +middle of the night I was awakened by a loud outcry. A fierce light +shone in my face. It was the lamp of a carriage that had been driven +into the shed. I was lying between the horse's feet unhurt. A +gentleman sprang from the carriage, more frightened than I, and bent +over me. When he found that I had suffered no injury, he put his hand +in his pocket and held out a silver quarter. + +"Go," he said, "and drink it up." + +"Drink it up yourself!" I shouted angrily. "What do you take me for?" + +They were rather high heroics, seeing where I was, but he saw nothing +to laugh at. He looked earnestly at me for a moment, then held out his +hand and shook mine heartily. "I believe you," he said; "yet you need +it, or you would not sleep here. Now will you take it from me?" And I +took the money. + +The next day it rained, and the next day after that, and I footed it +back to the city, still on my vain quest. A quarter is not a great +capital to subsist on in New York when one is not a beggar and has no +friends. Two days of it drove me out again to find at least the food +to keep me alive; but in those two days I met the man who, long years +after, was to be my honored chief, Charles A. Dana, the editor of the +_Sun_. There had been an item in the _Sun_ about a volunteer regiment +being fitted out for France. I went up to the office, and was admitted +to Mr. Dana's presence. I fancy I must have appealed to his sense of +the ludicrous, dressed in top-boots and a linen duster much the worse +for wear, and demanding to be sent out to fight. He knew nothing about +recruiting. Was I French? No, Danish; it had been in his paper about +the regiment. He smiled a little at my faith, and said editors +sometimes did not know about everything that was in their papers. I +turned to go, grievously disappointed, but he called me back. + +"Have you," he said, looking searchingly at me; "have you had your +breakfast?" + +No, God knows that I did not; neither that day nor for many days +before. That was one of the things I had at last learned to consider +among the superfluities of an effete civilization. I suppose I had no +need of telling it to him, for it was plain to read in my face. He put +his hand in his pocket and pulled out a dollar. + +"There," he said, "go and get your breakfast; and better give up the +war." + +Give up the war! and for a breakfast. I spurned the dollar hotly. + +"I came here to enlist, not to beg money for breakfast," I said, and +strode out of the office, my head in the air, but my stomach crying out +miserably in rebellion against my pride. I revenged myself upon it by +leaving my top-boots with the "uncle," who was my only friend and +relative here, and filling my stomach upon the proceeds. I had one +good dinner, anyhow, for when I got through there was only twenty-five +cents left of the dollar I borrowed upon my last article of "dress." +That I paid for a ticket to Perth Amboy, near which place I found work +in Pfeiffer's clay-bank. + +Pfeiffer was a German, but his wife was Irish and so were his hands, +all except a giant Norwegian and myself. The third day was Sunday, and +was devoted to drinking much beer, which Pfeiffer, with an eye to +business, furnished on the premises. When they were drunk, the tribe +turned upon the Norwegian, and threw him out. It seems that this was a +regular weekly occurrence. Me they fired out at the same time, but +afterward paid no attention to me. The whole crew of them perched on +the Norwegian and belabored him with broomsticks and balesticks until +they roused the sleeping Berserk in him. As I was coming to his +relief, I saw the human heap heave and rock. From under it arose the +enraged giant, tossed his tormentors aside as if they were so much +chaff, battered down the door of the house in which they took refuge, +and threw them all, Mrs. Pfeiffer included, through the window. They +were not hurt, and within two hours they were drinking more beer +together and swearing at one another endearingly. I concluded that I +had better go on, though Mr. Pfeiffer regretted that he never paid his +hands in the middle of the month. It appeared afterward that he +objected likewise to paying them at the end of the month, or at the +beginning of the next. He owes me two days' wages yet. + +At sunset on the second day after my desertion of Pfeiffer I walked +across a footbridge into a city with many spires, in one of which a +chime of bells rang out a familiar tune. The city was New Brunswick. +I turned down a side street where two stone churches stood side by +side. A gate in the picket fence had been left open, and I went in +looking for a place to sleep. Back in the churchyard I found what I +sought in the brownstone slab covering the tomb of, I know now, an old +pastor of the Dutch Reformed Church, who died full of wisdom and grace. +I am afraid that I was not over-burdened with either, or I might have +gone to bed with a full stomach, too, instead of chewing the last of +the windfall apples that had been my diet on my two days' trip; but if +he slept as peacefully under the slab as I slept on it, he was doing +well. I had for once a dry bed, and brownstone keeps warm long after +the sun has set. The night dews and the snakes, and the dogs that kept +sniffing and growling half the night in the near distance, had made me +tired of sleeping in the fields. The dead were much better company. +They minded their own business, and let a fellow alone. . . . + + +[He found no employment in New Brunswick and after six weeks in a +neighboring brickyard he returned to New York, to be again disappointed +in an effort to enlist.] + + +The city was full of idle men. My last hope, a promise of employment +in a human-hair factory, failed, and, homeless and penniless, I joined +the great army of tramps, wandering about the streets in the daytime +with the one aim of somehow stilling the hunger that gnawed at my +vitals, and fighting at night with vagrant curs or outcasts as +miserable as myself for the protection of some sheltering ash-bin or +doorway. I was too proud in all my misery to beg. I do not believe I +ever did. But I remember well a basement window at the downtown +Delmonico's, the silent appearance of my ravenous face at which, at a +certain hour in the evening, always evoked a generous supply of +meat-bones and rolls from a white-capped cook who spoke French. That +was the saving clause. I accepted his rolls as installment of the debt +his country owed me, or ought to owe me, for my unavailing efforts in +its behalf. + +It was under such auspices that I made the acquaintance of Mulberry +Bend, the Five Points, and the rest of the slums, with which there was +in the years to come to be a reckoning. . . . + +There was until last winter a doorway in Chatham Square, that of the +old Barnum clothing store, which I could never pass without recalling +those nights of hopeless misery with the policeman's periodic "Get up +there! Move on!" reinforced by a prod of his club or the toe of his +boot. I slept there, or tried to, when crowded out of the tenements in +the Bend by their utter nastiness. Cold and wet weather had set in, +and a linen duster was all that covered my back. There was a woollen +blanket in my trunk which I had from home--the one, my mother had told +me, in which I was wrapped when I was born; but the trunk was in the +"hotel" as security for money I owed for board, and I asked for it in +vain. I was now too shabby to get work, even if there had been any to +get. I had letters still to friends of my family in New York who might +have helped me, but hunger and want had not conquered my pride. I +would come to them, if at all, as their equal, and, lest I fall into +temptation, I destroyed the letters. So, having burned my bridges +behind me, I was finally and utterly alone in the city, with the winter +approaching and every shivering night in the streets reminding me that +a time was rapidly coming when such a life as I led could no longer be +endured. + +Not in a thousand years would I be likely to forget the night when it +came. It had rained all day, a cold October storm, and night found me, +with the chill downpour unabated, down by the North River, soaked +through and through, with no chance for a supper, forlorn and +discouraged. I sat on the bulwark, listening to the falling rain and +the swish of the dark tide, and thinking of home. How far it seemed, +and how impassable the gulf now between the "castle" with its refined +ways, between her in her dainty girlhood and me sitting there, numbed +with the cold that was slowly stealing away my senses with my courage. +There was warmth and cheer where she was. Here---- An overpowering +sense of desolation came upon me. I hitched a little nearer the edge. +What if----? Would they miss me or long at home if no word came from +me? Perhaps they might never hear. What was the use of keeping it up +any longer with, God help us, everything against and nothing to back a +lonely lad? + +And even then the help came. A wet and shivering body was pressed +against mine, and I felt rather than heard a piteous whine in my ear. +It was my companion in misery, a little outcast black-and-tan, +afflicted with fits, that had shared the shelter of a friendly doorway +with me one cold night and had clung to me ever since with a loyal +affection that was the one bright spot in my hard life. As my hand +stole mechanically down to caress it, it crept upon my knees and licked +my face, as if it meant to tell me that there was one who understood; +that I was not alone. And the love of the faithful little beast thawed +the icicles in my heart. I picked it up in my arms and fled from the +tempter; fled to where there were lights and men moving, if they cared +less for me than I for them--anywhere so that I saw and heard the river +no more. . . . + + +[After a while he fell in with some Danish friends and there was a +period of more prosperous times, including some experiences on the +lecture platform. Then came further adventures and finally]: + + +I made up my mind to go into the newspaper business. It seemed to me +that a reporter's was the highest and noblest of all callings; no one +could sift wrong from right as he, and punish the wrong. In that I was +right. I have not changed my opinion on that point one whit, and I am +sure I never shall. The power of fact is the mightiest lever of this +or of any day. The reporter has his hand upon it, and it is his +grievous fault if he does not use it well. I thought I would make a +good reporter. My father had edited our local newspaper, and such +little help as I had been of to him had given me a taste for the +business. Being of that mind, I went to the _Courier_ office one +morning and asked for the editor. He was not in. Apparently nobody +was. I wandered through room after room, all empty, till at last I +came to one in which sat a man with a paste-pot and a pair of long +shears. This must be the editor; he had the implements of his trade. +I told him my errand while he clipped away. + +"What is it you want?" he asked, when I had ceased speaking and waited +for an answer. + +"Work," I said. + +"Work!" said he, waving me haughtily away with the shears; "we don't +work here. This is a newspaper office." + +I went, abashed. I tried the _Express_ next. This time I had the +editor pointed out to me. He was just coming through the business +office. At the door I stopped him and preferred my request. He looked +me over, a lad fresh from the shipyard, with horny hands and a rough +coat, and asked: + +"What are you?" + +"A carpenter," I said. + +The man turned upon his heel with a loud, rasping laugh and shut the +door in my face. For a moment I stood there stunned. His ascending +steps on the stairs brought back my senses. I ran to the door, and +flung it open. "You laugh!" I shouted, shaking my fist at him, +standing halfway up the stairs; "you laugh now, but wait----" And then +I got the grip of my temper and slammed the door in my turn. All the +same, in that hour it was settled that I was to be a reporter. I knew +it as I went out into the street. . . . + +With a dim idea of being sent into the farthest wilds as an operator, I +went to a business college on Fourth Avenue and paid $20 to learn +telegraphing. It was the last money I had. I attended the school in +the afternoon. In the morning I peddled flat-irons, earning money for +my board, and so made out. . . . + + +[But there came again a season of hard times for him and the +Newfoundland dog some one had given him, and he had some unhappy +experiences as a book agent]. + + +It was not only breakfast we lacked. The day before we had had only a +crust together. Two days without food is not good preparation for a +day's canvassing. We did the best we could. Bob stood by and wagged +his tail persuasively while I did the talking; but luck was dead +against us, and "Hard Times" stuck to us for all we tried. Evening +came and found us down by the Cooper Institute, with never a cent. +Faint with hunger, I sat down on the steps under the illuminated clock, +while Bob stretched himself at my feet. He had beguiled the cook in +one of the last houses we called at, and his stomach was filled. From +the corner I had looked on enviously. For me there was no supper, as +there had been no dinner and no breakfast. To-morrow there was another +day of starvation. How long was this to last? Was it any use to keep +up a struggle so hopeless? From this very spot I had gone, hungry and +wrathful, three years before when the dining Frenchmen for whom I +wanted to fight thrust me forth from their company. Three wasted +years! Then I had one cent in my pocket, I remembered. To-day I had +not even so much. I was bankrupt in hope and purpose. Nothing had +gone right; nothing would ever go right; and worse, I did not care. I +drummed moodily upon my book. Wasted! Yes, that was right. My life +was wasted, utterly wasted. + +A voice hailed me by name, and Bob sat up, looking attentively at me +for his cue as to the treatment of the owner of it. I recognized in +him the principal of the telegraph school where I had gone until my +money gave out. He seemed suddenly struck by something. + +"Why, what are you doing here?" he asked. I told him Bob and I were +just resting after a day of canvassing. + +"Books!" he snorted. "I guess they won't make you rich. Now, how +would you like to be a reporter, if you have got nothing better to do? +The manager of a news agency downtown asked me to-day to find him a +bright young fellow whom he could break in. It isn't much--$10 a week +to start with. But it is better than peddling books, I know." + +He poked over the book in my hand and read the title. "Hard Times," he +said, with a little laugh. "I guess so. What do you say? I think you +will do. Better come along and let me give you a note to him now." + +As in a dream, I walked across the street with him to his office and +got the letter which was to make me, half-starved and homeless, rich as +Croesus, it seemed to me. . . . + +When the sun rose, I washed my face and hands in a dog's drinking +trough, pulled my clothes into such shape as I could, and went with Bob +to his new home. That parting over, I walked down to 23 Park Row and +delivered my letter to the desk editor in the New York News +Association, up on the top floor. + +He looked me over a little doubtfully, but evidently impressed with the +early hours I kept, told me that I might try. He waved me to a desk, +bidding me wait until he had made out his morning book of assignments; +and with such scant ceremony was I finally introduced to Newspaper Row, +that had been to me like an enchanted land. After twenty-seven years +of hard work in it, during which I have been behind the scenes of most +of the plays that go to make up the sum of the life of the metropolis, +it exercises the old spell over me yet. If my sympathies need +quickening, my point of view adjusting, I have only to go down to Park +Row at eventide, when the crowds are hurrying homeward and the City +Hall clock is lighted, particularly when the snow lies on the grass in +the park, and stand watching them a while, to find all things coming +right. It is Bob who stands by and watches with me then, as on that +night. + +The assignment that fell to my lot when the book was made out, the +first against which my name was written in a New York editor's book, +was a lunch of some sort at the Astor House. I have forgotten what was +the special occasion. I remember the bearskin hats of the Old Guard in +it, but little else. In a kind of haze I beheld half the savory viands +of earth spread under the eyes and nostrils of a man who had not tasted +food for the third day. I did not ask for any. I had reached that +stage of starvation that is like the still centre of a cyclone, when no +hunger is left. But it may be that a touch of it all crept into my +report; for when the editor had read it, he said briefly: + +"You will do. Take that desk, and report at ten every morning, sharp." + +That night, when I was dismissed from the office, I went up the Bowery +to No. 185, where a Danish family kept a boarding-house up under the +roof. I had work and wages now, and could pay. On the stairs I fell +in a swoon and lay there till some one stumbled over me in the dark and +carried me in. My strength had at last given out. + +So began my life as a newspaper man. + + + + +WILLIAM H. RIDEING + +(1853-____) + +REJECTED MANUSCRIPTS + +Nowadays, it seems, every one reads, also writes. There are few +streets where the callous postman does not occasionally render some +doorstep desolate by the delivery of a rejected manuscript. Fellow +feeling makes us wondrous kind, and the first steps in the career of a +successful man of letters are always interesting. You remember how +Franklin slyly dropped his first contribution through the slit in his +brother's printing-house door; and how the young Charles Dickens crept +softly to the letter-box up a dark court, off a dark alley, near Fleet +Street. + +In the case of Mr. Rideing, all must admire and be thankful for the +indomitable spirit which disappointments were unable to discourage. + + +From "Many Celebrities and a Few Others," by William H. Rideing. +Doubleday, Page & Co., 1913. + +I do not know to a certainty just how or when the new ambition found +its cranny and sprouted, and I wonder that it did not perish at once, +like others of its kind which never blossoming were torn from the bed +that nourished them and borne afar like balls of thistledown. How and +why it survived the rest, which seemed more feasible, I am not able to +answer fully or satisfactorily to myself, and other people have yet to +show any curiosity about it. + +How at this period I watched for the postman! Envelopes of portentous +bulk were put into my hands so often that I became inured to +disappointment, unsurprised and unhurt, like a patient father who has +more faith in the abilities of his children than the stupid and +purblind world which will not employ them. + +These rejected essays and tales were my children, and the embarrassing +number of them did not curb my philoprogenitiveness. + +Dawn broke unheeded and without reproach to the novice as he sat by +candle-light at his table giving shape and utterance to dreams which +did not foretell penalties, nor allow any intimation to reach him of +the disillusionings sure to come, sharp-edged and poignant, with the +awakening day. The rocky coast of realities, with its shoals and +whirlpools, which encircles the sphere of dreams, is never visible till +the sun is high. You are not awake till you strike it. + +Up and dressed, careless of breakfast, he hears the postman's knock. + +There is Something for the boy, which at a glance instantly dispels the +clouds of his drowsiness and makes his heart jump: an envelope not +bulky, an envelope whose contents tremble in his hand and grow dim in +his eyes, and have to be read and read again before they can be +believed. One of his stories has at last found a place and will be +printed next month! Life may bestow on us its highest honours, and +wealth beyond the dreams of avarice, the guerdon of a glorious lot, but +it can never transcend or repeat the thrill and ecstasy of the +triumphant apotheosis of such a moment as that. + +It was a fairy story, and though nobody could have suspected it, the +fairy queen was Miss Goodall, much diminished in stature, of course, +with all her indubitable excellencies, her nobility of character, and +her beauty of person sublimated to an essence that only a Lilliputian +vessel could hold. Her instincts were domestic, and her domain was the +hearthstone, and there she and her attendants, miniatures of the +charming damsels in Miss McGinty's peachy and strawberry-legged _corps +de ballet_, rewarded virtue and trampled meanness under their dainty, +twinkling feet. Moreover, the story was to be paid for, a condition of +the greater glory, an irrefragable proof of merit. Only as evidence of +worth was money thought of, and though much needed, it alone was +lightly regarded. The amount turned out to be very small. The editor +handed it out of his trousers pocket--not the golden guinea looked for, +but a few shillings. He must have detected a little disappointment in +the drooping corners of the boy's mouth, for without any remark from +him he said--he was a dingy and inscrutable person--"That is all we +ever pay--four shillings per _colyume_," pronouncing the second +syllable of that word like the second syllable of "volume." + +What did the amount matter to the boy? A paper moist and warm from the +press was in his hands, and as he walked home through sleet and snow +and wind--the weather of the old sea-port was in one of its +tantrums--he stopped time and again to look at his name, his very own +name, shining there in letters as lustrous as the stars of heaven. + +When that little story of mine appeared in all the glory of print, Fame +stood at my door, a daughter of the stars in such array that it blinded +one to look at her. She has never come near me since, and I have +changed my opinion of her: a beguiling minx, with little taste or +judgment, and more than her share of feminine lightness and caprice; an +unconscionable flirt, that is all she is. + +I came to New York, and peeped into the doors of the _Tribune_, the +_World_, the _Times_, and the _Sun_ with all the reverence that a +Moslem may feel when he beholds Mecca. ... + +It was in the August of a bounteous year of fruit. The smell of +peaches and grapes piled in barrows and barrels scented the air, as it +scents the memory still. The odour of a peach brings back to me all +the magic-lantern impressions of a stranger--memories of dazzling, +dancing, tropical light, bustle, babble, and gayety; they made me feel +that I had never been alive before, and the people of the old seaport, +active as I had thought them, became in a bewildered retrospect as slow +and quiet as snails. But far sweeter to me than the fragrance of +peaches were the humid whiffs I breathed from the noisy press rooms in +the Park Row basements, the smell of the printers' ink as it was +received by the warm, moist rolls of paper in the whirring, clattering +presses. There was history in the making, destiny at her loom. +Nothing ever expels it: if once a taste for it is acquired, it ties +itself up with ineffaceable memories and longings, and even in +retirement and changed scenes restores the eagerness and aspirations of +the long-passed hour when it first came over us with a sort of +intoxication. + +I had no introduction and no experience and was prudent enough to +foresee the rebuff that would surely follow a climb up the dusky but +alluring editorial stairs and an application for employment in so +exalted a profession by a boy of seventeen. I decided that I could use +more persuasion and gain a point in hiding my youth, which was a menace +to me, by writing letters, and so I plunged through the post on Horace +Greeley, on L. J. Jennings, the brilliant, forgotten Englishman who +then edited the _Times_, on Mr. Dana, and on the rest. The astonishing +thing of that time, as I look back on it, was my invulnerability to +disappointments; I expected them and was prepared for them, and when +they came they were as spurs and not as arrows nor as any deadly +weapon. They hardly caused a sigh except a sigh of relief from the +chafing uncertainties of waiting, and instead of depressing they +compelled advances in fresh directions which soon became exhilarating, +advances upon which one started with stronger determination and fuller, +not lessened, confidence. O heart of Youth! How unfluttered thy beat! +How invincible thou art in thine own conceit! What gift of heaven or +earth can compare with thy supernal faith! "No matter how small the +cage the bird will sing if it has a voice." + +Had my letters been thrown into the wastepaper basket, after an +impatient glance by the recipients, I should not have been surprised or +more than a little nettled; but I received answers not encouraging from +both Horace Greeley and Mr. Dana. + +Mr. Greeley was brief and final, but Mr. Dana, writing in his own hand +(how friendly it was of him!), qualified an impulse to encourage with a +tag for self-protection. "Your letter does you credit," he wrote. +Those five words put me on the threshold of my goal. "Your letter does +you credit, and I shall be glad to hear from you again----" A door +opened, and a flood of light and warmth from behind it enveloped me as +in a gown of eiderdown. "I shall be glad to hear from you again three +or four years from now!" The door slammed in my face, the gown slipped +off, and left me with a chill. But I did not accuse Mr. Dana of +deliberately hurting me or think that he surmised how a polite evasion +of that sort may without forethought be more cruel than the coldest and +most abrupt negative. + +I went farther afield, despatching my letters to Chicago, Philadelphia, +Boston, and Springfield. In Philadelphia there was a little paper +called the _Day_, and this is what its editor wrote to me: + +"There are several vacancies in the editorial department, but there is +one vacancy still worse on the ground floor, and the cashier is its +much-harried victim. You might come here, but you would starve to +death, and saddle your friends with the expenses of a funeral." + +A man with humour enough for that ought to have prospered, and I +rejoiced to learn soon afterward that he (I think his name was Cobb) +had been saved from his straits by an appointment to the United States +Mint! + +His jocularity did not shake my faith in the seriousness of journalism. +I had not done laughing when I opened another letter written in a fine, +crabbed hand like the scratching of a diamond on a window-pane, and as +I slowly deciphered its contents I could hardly believe what I read. +It was from Samuel Bowles the elder, editor of the Springfield +_Republican_, then as now one of the sanest, most respected, and +influential papers in the country. He wanted a young man to relieve +him of some of his drudgery, and I might come on at once to serve as +his private secretary. He did not doubt that I could be useful to him, +and he was no less sure that he could be useful to me. Moreover, my +idea of salary, he said--it was modest, but forty dollars a +month--"just fitted his." He was one of the great men of his time when +papers were strong or weak, potent in authority or negligible, in +proportion to the personality of the individual controlling them. He +himself was the _Republican_, as Mr. Greeley was the _Tribune_, Mr. +Bennett the _Herald_, Mr. Dana the _Sun_, Mr. Watterson the +_Courier-Journal_, and Mr. Murat Halstead the Cincinnati _Commercial_, +though, of course, like them, he tacitly hid himself behind the sacred +and inviolable screen of anonymity, and none of them exercised greater +power over the affairs of the nation than he, out of the centre, did +from that charming New England town to which he invited me. The +opportunity was worth a premium, such as is paid by apprentices in +England for training in ships and in merchants' and lawyers' offices; +the salary seemed like the gratuity of a too liberal and chivalric +employer, for no fees could procure from any vocational institution so +many advantages as were to be freely had in association with him. He +instructed and inspired, and if he perceived ability and readiness in +his pupil (this was my experience of him), he was as eager to encourage +and improve him as any father could be with a son, looking not for the +most he could take out of him in return for pay, but for the most he +could put into him for his own benefit. + +Journalism to him was not the medium of haste, passion, prejudice, and +faction. He fully recognized all its responsibilities, and the need of +meeting them and respecting them by other than casual, haphazard, and +slipshod methods. He was an economist of words, with an abhorrence of +redundance and irrelevance; not only an economist of words, but also an +economist of syllables, choosing always the fewer, and losing nothing +of force or precision by that choice. He had what was not less than a +passion for brevity. "What," he was asked, "makes a journalist?" and +he replied: "A nose for news." But with him the news had to be sifted, +verified, and reduced to an essence, not inflated, distorted and +garnished with all the verbal spoils of the reporter's last scamper +through the dictionary. + +How sedate and prosperous Springfield looked to me when I arrived there +on an early spring day! How clean, orderly, leisurely, and respectable +after the untidiness and explosive anarchy of New York! I made for the +river, as I always do wherever a river is, and watched it flowing down +in the silver-gray light and catching bits of the rain-washed blue sky. +The trees had lost the brittleness and sharpness of winter's drawing +and their outlines were softening into greenish velvet. In the +coverts, arbutus crept out with a hawthorn-like fragrance from patches +of lingering snow. The main street leading into the town from the +Massasoit House and the station also had an air of repose and dignity +as if those who had business in it were not preoccupied by the frenzy +for bargains, but had time and the inclination for loitering, +politeness, and sociability. That was in 1870, and I fear that +Springfield must have lost some of its old-world simplicity and +leisureliness since then. I regret that I have never been in it since, +though I have passed through it hundreds of times. + +The office of the Republican was in keeping with its environment, an +edifice of stone or brick not more than three or four stories high, +neat, uncrowded, and quiet; very different from the newspaper offices +of Park Row, with their hustle, litter, dust, and noise. I met no one +on my way upstairs to the editorial rooms, and quaked at the oppressive +solemnity and detachment of it. I wondered if people were observing me +from the street and thought how much impressed they would be if they +divined the importance of the person they were looking at, possibly +another Tom Tower. The vanity of youth is in the same measure as its +valour; withdraw one, and the other droops. + +"Now," said Mr. Bowles sharply, after a brusque greeting, "we'll see +what you can do." + +I was dubious of him in that first encounter. He was crisp and quick +in manner, clear-skinned, very spruce, and clear-eyed; his eyes +appraised you in a glance. + +"Take that and see how short you can make it." + +He handed me a column from one of the "exchanges," as the copies of +other papers are called. I spent half an hour at it, striking out +repetitions and superfluous adjectives and knitting long sentences into +brief ones. Condensation is a fine thing, as Charles Reade once said, +and to know how to condense judiciously, to get all the juice, without +any of the rind or pulp, is as important to the journalist as a +knowledge of anatomy to the figure painter. + +I went over it a second time before I handed it back to him as the best +I could do. I had plucked the fatted column to a lean quarter of that +length, yet I trembled and sweated. + +"Bah!" he cried, scoring it with a pencil, which sped as dexterously as +a surgeon's knife. "Read it now. Have I omitted anything essential?" + +He had not; only the verbiage had gone. All that was worthy of +preservation remained in what the printer calls a "stickful." That was +my first lesson in journalism. + + + + +HELEN ADAMS KELLER + +(1880-____) + +HOW SHE LEARNED TO SPEAK + +When nineteen months old Helen Keller was stricken with an illness +which robbed her of both sight and hearing. The infant that is blind +and deaf is of course dumb also, for being unable to see or hear the +speech of others, the child cannot learn to imitate it. + +Despite her enormous handicaps, Miss Keller to-day is a college +graduate, a public speaker, and the author of several charming books. +It need scarcely be explained that this miracle was not wrought by +self-help alone. But if she had not striven with all her might to +respond to the efforts of her devoted teacher, Miss Keller would not +to-day be mistress of the unusual talent for literary expression which +makes her contributions sure of a welcome in the columns of the leading +magazines. + + +From "The Story of My Life," by Helen Keller. Published by Doubleday, +Page & Co. + +The most important day I remember in all my life is the one on which my +teacher, Anne Mansfield Sullivan, came to me. I am filled with wonder +when I consider the immeasurable contrast between the two lives which +it connects. It was the third of March; 1887, three months before I +was seven years old. + +On the afternoon of that eventful day I stood on the porch, dumb, +expectant. I guessed vaguely from my mother's signs and from the +hurrying to and fro in the house that something unusual was about to +happen, so I went to the door and waited on the steps. The afternoon +sun penetrated the mass of honeysuckle that covered the porch, and fell +on my upturned face. My fingers lingered almost unconsciously on the +familiar leaves and blossoms which had just come forth to greet the +sweet southern spring. I did not know what the future held of marvel +or surprise for me. Anger and bitterness had preyed upon me +continually for weeks, and a deep languor had succeeded this passionate +struggle. + +Have you ever been at sea in a dense fog, when it seemed as if a +tangible white darkness shut you in, and the great ship, tense and +anxious, groped her way toward the shore with plummet and +sounding-line, and you waited with beating heart for something to +happen? I was like that ship before my education began, only I was +without compass or sounding-line, and had no way of knowing how near +the harbour was. "Light! give me light!" was the wordless cry of my +soul, and the light of love shone on me in that very hour. + +I felt approaching footsteps. I stretched out my hand as I supposed to +my mother. Some one took it, and I was caught up and held close in the +arms of her who had come to reveal all things to me, and, more than all +things else, to love me. + +The morning after my teacher came she led me into her room and gave me +a doll. The little blind children at the Perkins Institution had sent +it and Laura Bridgman had dressed it; but I did not know this until +afterward. When I had played with it a little while, Miss Sullivan +slowly spelled into my hand the word "d-o-l-l." I was at once +interested in this finger play and tried to imitate it. When I finally +succeeded in making the letters correctly I was flushed with childish +pleasure and pride. Running downstairs to my mother I held up my hand +and made the letters for doll. I did not know that I was spelling a +word or even that words existed; I was simply making my fingers go in +monkey-like imitation. In the days that followed I learned to spell in +this uncomprehending way a great many words, among them _pin_, _hat_, +_cup_, and a few verbs like _sit_, _stand_, and _walk_. But my teacher +had been with me several weeks before I understood that everything has +a name. + +One day, while I was playing with my new doll, Miss Sullivan put my big +rag doll into my lap also, spelled "d-o-l-l" and tried to make me +understand that "d-o-l-l" applied to both. Earlier in the day we had +had a tussle over the words "m-u-g" and "w-a-t-e-r." Miss Sullivan had +tried to impress it upon me that "m-u-g" is mug and that "w-a-t-e-r" is +_water_, but I persisted in confounding the two. In despair she had +dropped the subject for the time, only to renew it at the first +opportunity. I became impatient at her repeated attempts and, seizing +the new doll, I dashed it upon the floor. I was keenly delighted when +I felt the fragments of the broken doll at my feet. Neither sorrow nor +regret followed my passionate outburst. I had not loved the doll. In +the still, dark world in which I lived there was no strong sentiment or +tenderness. I felt my teacher sweep the fragments to one side of the +hearth, and I had a sense of satisfaction that the cause of my +discomfort was removed. She brought me my hat, and I knew I was going +out into the warm sunshine. This thought, if a wordless sensation may +be called a thought, made me hop and skip with pleasure. + +We walked down the path to the well-house, attracted by the fragrance +of the honeysuckle with which it was covered. Some one was drawing +water and my teacher placed my hand under the spout. As the cool +stream gushed over one hand she spelled into the other the word water, +first slowly, then rapidly. I stood still, my whole attention fixed +upon the motions of her fingers. Suddenly I felt a misty consciousness +as of something forgotten--a thrill of returning thought; and somehow +the mystery of language was revealed to me. I knew then that +"w-a-t-e-r" meant the wonderful cool something that was flowing over my +hand. That living word awakened my soul, gave it light, hope, joy, set +it free! There were barriers still, it is true, but barriers that +could in time be swept away. + +I left the well-house eager to learn. Everything had a name, and each +name gave birth to a new thought. As we returned to the house every +object which I touched seemed to quiver with life. That was because I +saw everything with the strange, new sight that had come to me. On +entering the door I remembered the doll I had broken. I felt my way to +the hearth and picked up the pieces. I tried vainly to put them +together. Then my eyes filled with tears; for I realized what I had +done, and for the first time I felt repentance and sorrow. + +I learned a great many new words that day. I do not remember what they +all were; but I do know that _mother_, _father_, _sister_, _teacher_ +were among them--words that were to make the world blossom for me, +"like Aaron's rod, with flowers." It would have been difficult to find +a happier child than I was as I lay in my crib at the close of that +eventful day and lived over the joys it had brought me, and for the +first time longed for a new day to come. + +I had now the key to all language, and I was eager to learn to use it. +Children who hear acquire language without any particular effort; the +words that fall from others' lips they catch on the wing, as it were, +delightedly, while the little deaf child must trap them by a slow and +often painful process. But whatever the process, the result is +wonderful. Gradually from naming an object we advance step by step +until we have traversed the vast distance between our first stammered +syllable and the sweep of thought in a line of Shakespeare. + +At first, when my teacher told me about a new thing I asked very few +questions. My ideas were vague, and my vocabulary was inadequate; but +as my knowledge of things grew, and I learned more and more words, my +field of inquiry broadened, and I would return again and again to the +same subject, eager for further information. Sometimes a new word +revived an image that some earlier experience had engraved on my brain. + +I remember the morning that I first asked the meaning of the word, +"love." This was before I knew many words. I had found a few early +violets in the garden and brought them to my teacher. She tried to +kiss me; but at that time I did not like to have any one kiss me except +my mother. Miss Sullivan put her arm gently round me and spelled into +my hand, "I love Helen." + +"What is love?" I asked. + +She drew me closer to her and said, "It is here," pointing to my heart, +whose beats I was conscious of for the first time. Her words puzzled +me very much because I did not then understand anything unless I +touched it. + +I smelt the violets in her hand and asked, half in words, half in +signs, a question which meant, "Is love the sweetness of flowers?" + +"No," said my teacher. + +Again I thought. The warm sun was shining on us. + +"Is this not love?" I asked, pointing in the direction from which the +heat came, "Is this not love?" + +It seemed to me that there could be nothing more beautiful than the +sun, whose warmth makes all things grow. But Miss Sullivan shook her +head, and I was greatly puzzled and disappointed. I thought it strange +that my teacher could not show me love. + +A day or two afterward I was stringing beads of different sizes in +symmetrical groups--two large beads, three small ones, and so on. I +had made many mistakes, and Miss Sullivan had pointed them out again +and again with gentle patience. Finally I noticed a very obvious error +in the sequence and for an instant I concentrated my attention on the +lesson and tried to think how I should have arranged the beads. Miss +Sullivan touched my forehead and spelled with decided emphasis, "Think." + +In a flash I knew that the word was the name of the process that was +going on in my head. This was my first conscious perception of an +abstract idea. + +For a long time I was still--I was not thinking of the beads in my lap, +but trying to find a meaning for "love" in the light of this new idea. +The sun had been under a cloud all day, and there had been brief +showers; but suddenly the sun broke forth in all its southern splendour. + +Again I asked my teacher, "Is this not love?" + +"Love is something like the clouds that were in the sky before the sun +came out," she replied. Then in simpler words than these, which at +that time I could not have understood, she explained: "You cannot touch +the clouds, you know; but you feel the rain and know how glad the +flowers and the thirsty earth are to have it after a hot day. You +cannot touch love either; but you feel the sweetness that it pours into +everything. Without love you would not be happy or want to play." + +The beautiful truth burst upon my mind--I felt that there were +invisible lines stretched between my spirit and the spirits of others. + +From the beginning of my education Miss Sullivan made it a practice to +speak to me as she would speak to any hearing child; the only +difference was that she spelled the sentences into my hand instead of +speaking them. If I did not know the words and idioms necessary to +express my thoughts she supplied them, even suggesting conversation +when I was unable to keep up my end of the dialogue. + +This process was continued for several years; for the deaf child does +not learn in a month, or even in two or three years, the numberless +idioms and expressions used in the simplest daily intercourse. The +little hearing child learns these from constant repetition and +imitation. The conversation he hears in his home stimulates his mind +and suggests topics and calls forth the spontaneous expression of his +own thoughts. This natural exchange of ideas is denied to the deaf +child. My teacher, realizing this, determined to supply the kinds of +stimulus I lacked. This she did by repeating to me as far as possible, +verbatim, what she heard, and by showing me how I could take part in +the conversation. But it was a long time before I ventured to take the +initiative, and still longer before I could find something appropriate +to say at the right time. + +The next important step in my education was learning to read. + +As soon as I could spell a few words my teacher gave me slips of +cardboard on which were printed words in raised letters. I quickly +learned that each printed word stood for an object, an act, or a +quality. I had a frame in which I could arrange the words in little +sentences; but before I ever put sentences in the frame I used to make +them in objects. I found the slips of paper which represented, for +example, "doll," "is," "on," "bed" and placed each name on its object; +then I put my doll on the bed with the words _is_, _on_, _bed_ arranged +beside the doll, thus making a sentence of the words, and at the same +time carrying out the idea of the sentence with the things themselves. + +One day, Miss Sullivan tells me, I pinned the word _girl_ on my +pinafore and stood in the wardrobe. On the shelf I arranged the words, +_is_, _in_, _wardrobe_. Nothing delighted me so much as this game. My +teacher and I played it for hours at a time. Often everything in the +room was arranged in object sentences. + +From the printed slip it was but a step to the printed book. I took my +"Reader for Beginners" and hunted for the words I knew; when I found +them my joy was like that of a game of hide-and-seek. Thus I began to +read. Of the time when I began to read connected stories I shall speak +later. + +For a long time I had no regular lessons. Even when I studied most +earnestly it seemed more like play than work. Everything Miss Sullivan +taught me she illustrated by a beautiful story or a poem. Whenever +anything delighted or interested me she talked it over with me just as +if she were a little girl herself. What many children think of with +dread, as a painful plodding through grammar, hard sums and harder +definitions, is to-day one of my most precious memories. + +I cannot explain the peculiar sympathy Miss Sullivan had with +my pleasures and desires. Perhaps it was the result of long +association with the blind. Added to this she had a wonderful +faculty for description. She went quickly over uninteresting +details, and never nagged me with questions to see if I remembered the +day-before-yesterday's lesson. She introduced dry technicalities of +science little by little, making every subject so real that I could not +help remembering what she taught. + +We read and studied out of doors, preferring the sunlit woods to the +house. All my early lessons have in them the breath of the woods--the +fine, resinous odour of pine needles, blended with the perfume of wild +grapes. Seated in the gracious shade of a wild tulip tree, I learned +to think that everything has a lesson and a suggestion. + +Our favourite walk was to Keller's Landing, an old tumble-down +lumber-wharf on the Tennessee River, used during the Civil War to land +soldiers. There we spent many happy hours and played at learning +geography. I built dams of pebbles, made islands and lakes, and dug +river-beds, all for fun, and never dreamed that I was learning a +lesson. I listened with increasing wonder to Miss Sullivan's +descriptions of the great round world with its burning mountains, +buried cities, moving rivers of ice, and many other things as strange. +She made raised maps in clay, so that I could feel the mountain ridges +and valleys, and follow with my fingers the devious course of rivers. +I liked this, too; but the division of the earth into zones and poles +confused and teased my mind. The illustrative strings and the orange +stick representing the poles seemed so real that even to this day the +mere mention of temperate zone suggests a series of twine circles; and +I believe that if any one should set about it he could convince me that +white bears actually climb the North Pole. + +Arithmetic seems to have been the only study I did not like. From the +first I was not interested in the science of numbers. Miss Sullivan +tried to teach me to count by stringing beads in groups, and by +arranging kindergarten straws I learned to add and subtract. I never +had patience to arrange more than five or six groups at a time. When I +had accomplished this my conscience was at rest for the day, and I went +out quickly to find my playmates. + +In this same leisurely manner I studied zoology and botany. + +Once a gentleman, whose name I have forgotten, sent me a collection of +fossils--tiny mollusk shells beautifully marked, and bits of sandstone +with the print of birds' claws, and a lovely fern in bas-relief. These +were the keys which unlocked the treasures of the antediluvian world +for me. With trembling fingers I listened to Miss Sullivan's +descriptions of the terrible beasts, with uncouth, unpronounceable +names, which once went tramping through the primeval forests, tearing +down the branches of gigantic trees for food, and died in the dismal +swamps of an unknown age. For a long time these strange creatures +haunted my dreams, and this gloomy period formed a sombre background to +the joyous Now, filled with sunshine and roses and echoing with the +gentle beat of my pony's hoof. + +Another time a beautiful shell was given me, and with a child's +surprise and delight I learned how a tiny mollusk had built the +lustrous coil for his dwelling place, and how on still nights, when +there is no breeze stirring the waves, the Nautilus sails on the blue +waters of the Indian Ocean in his "ship of pearl." + +It was in the spring of 1890 that I learned to speak. The impulse to +utter audible sounds had always been strong within me. I used to make +noises, keeping one hand on my throat while the other hand felt the +movements of my lips. I was pleased with anything that made a noise +and liked to feel the cat purr and the dog bark. I also liked to keep +my hand on a singer's throat, or on a piano when it was being played. +Before I lost my sight and hearing, I was fast learning to talk, but +after my illness it was found that I had ceased to speak because I +could not hear. I used to sit in my mother's lap all day long and keep +my hands on her face because it amused me to feel the motions of her +lips; and I moved my lips, too, although I had forgotten what talking +was. My friends say that I laughed and cried naturally, and for a +while I made many sounds and word-elements, not because they were a +means of communication, but because the need of exercising my vocal +organs was imperative. There was, however, one word the meaning of +which I still remembered, water. I pronounced it "wa-wa." Even this +became less and less intelligible until the time when Miss Sullivan +began to teach me. I stopped using it only after I had learned to +spell the word on my fingers. + +I had known for a long time that the people about me used a method of +communication different from mine; and even before I knew that a deaf +child could be taught to speak, I was conscious of dissatisfaction with +the means of communication I already possessed. One who is entirely +dependent upon the manual alphabet has always a sense of restraint, of +narrowness. This feeling began to agitate me with a vexing, +forward-reaching sense of a lack that should be filled. My thoughts +would often rise and beat up like birds against the wind; and I +persisted in using my lips and voice. Friends tried to discourage this +tendency, fearing lest it would lead to disappointment. But I +persisted, and an accident soon occurred which resulted in the breaking +down of this great barrier--I heard the story of Ragnhild Kaata. + +In 1890 Mrs. Lamson, who had been one of Laura Bridgman's teachers, and +who had just returned from a visit to Norway and Sweden, came to see +me, and told me of Ragnhild Kaata, a deaf and blind girl in Norway who +had actually been taught to speak. Mrs. Lamson had scarcely finished +telling me about this girl's success before I was on fire with +eagerness. I resolved that I, too, would learn to speak. I would not +rest satisfied until my teacher took me, for advice and assistance, to +Miss Sarah Fuller, principal of the Horace Mann School. This lovely, +sweet-natured lady offered to teach me herself, and we began the +twenty-sixth of March, 1890. + +Miss Fuller's method was this: she passed my hand lightly over her +face, and let me feel the position of her tongue and lips when she made +a sound. I was eager to imitate every motion, and in an hour had +learned six elements of speech: M, P, A, S, T, I. Miss Fuller gave me +eleven lessons in all. I shall never forget the surprise and delight I +felt when I uttered my first connected sentence, "It is warm." True, +they were broken and stammering syllables; but they were human speech. +My soul, conscious of new strength, came out of bondage, and was +reaching through those broken symbols of speech to all knowledge and +all faith. + +No deaf child who has earnestly tried to speak the words which he has +never heard--to come out of the prison of silence, where no tone of +love, on song of bird, no strain of music ever pierces the +stillness--can forget the thrill of surprise, the joy of discovery +which came over him when he uttered his first word. Only such a one +can appreciate the eagerness with which I talked to my toys, to stones, +trees, birds and dumb animals, or the delight I felt when at my call +Mildred ran to me or my dogs obeyed my commands. It is an unspeakable +boon to me to be able to speak in winged words that need no +interpretation. As I talked, happy thoughts fluttered up out of my +words that might perhaps have struggled in vain to escape my fingers. + +But it must not be supposed that I could really talk in this short +time. I had learned only the elements of speech. Miss Fuller and Miss +Sullivan could understand me, but most people would not have understood +one word in a hundred. Nor is it true that, after I had learned these +elements, I did the rest of the work myself. But for Miss Sullivan's +genius, untiring perseverance and devotion, I could not have progressed +as far as I have toward natural speech. In the first place, I laboured +night and day before I could be understood even by my most intimate +friends; in the second place, I needed Miss Sullivan's assistance +constantly in my efforts to articulate each sound clearly and to +combine all sounds in a thousand ways. Even now she calls my attention +every day to mispronounced words. + +All teachers of the deaf know what this means, and only they can at all +appreciate the peculiar difficulties with which I had to contend. In +reading my teacher's lips I was wholly dependent on my fingers: I had +to use the sense of touch in catching the vibrations of the throat, the +movements of the mouth, and the expression of the face; and often this +sense was at fault. In such cases I was forced to repeat the words or +sentences, sometimes for hours, until I felt the proper ring in my own +voice. My work was practice, practice, practice. Discouragement and +weariness cast me down frequently; but the next moment the thought that +I should soon be at home and show my loved ones what I had +accomplished, spurred me on, and I eagerly looked forward to their +pleasure in my achievement. + +"My little sister will understand me now," was a thought stronger than +all obstacles. I used to repeat ecstatically, "I am not dumb now." I +could not be despondent while I anticipated the delight of talking to +my mother and reading her responses from her lips. It astonished me to +find how much easier it is to talk than to spell with the fingers, and +I discarded the manual alphabet as a medium of communication on my +part; but Miss Sullivan and a few friends still use it in speaking to +me, for it is more convenient and more rapid than lip-reading. + +Just here, perhaps, I had better explain our use of the manual +alphabet, which seems to puzzle people who do not know us. One who +reads or talks to me spells with his hand, using the single-hand manual +alphabet generally employed by the deaf. I place my hand on the hand +of the speaker so lightly as not to impede its movements. The position +of the hand is as easy to feel as it is to see. I do not feel each +letter any more than you see each letter separately when you read. +Constant practice makes the fingers very flexible, and some of my +friends spell rapidly--about as fast as an expert writes on a +typewriter. The mere spelling is, of course, no more a conscious act +than it is in writing. + +When I had made speech my own, I could not wait to go home. At last +the happiest of happy moments arrived. I had made my homeward journey, +talking constantly to Miss Sullivan, not for the sake of talking, but +determined to improve to the last minute. Almost before I knew it, the +train stopped at the Tuscumbia station, and there on the platform stood +the whole family. My eyes fill with tears now as I think how my mother +pressed me close to her, speechless and trembling with delight, taking +in every syllable that I spoke, while little Mildred seized my free +hand and kissed it and danced, and my father expressed his pride and +affection in a big silence. It was as if Isaiah's prophecy had been +fulfilled in me. 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