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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/19717-8.txt b/19717-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..7a95a3c --- /dev/null +++ b/19717-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,7734 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Bostonians, Vol. I (of II), by Henry James + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Bostonians, Vol. I (of II) + +Author: Henry James + +Release Date: November 5, 2006 [EBook #19717] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BOSTONIANS, VOL. I (OF II) *** + + + + +Produced by R. Cedron, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + THE BOSTONIANS + + A NOVEL + + BY HENRY JAMES + + IN TWO VOLUMES + + VOL. I + + + +MACMILLAN AND CO., LIMITED +ST. MARTIN'S STREET, LONDON +1921 + +_First Published in_ 1886 + + + + +BOOK FIRST + + + + +I + + +"Olive will come down in about ten minutes; she told me to tell you +that. About ten; that is exactly like Olive. Neither five nor fifteen, +and yet not ten exactly, but either nine or eleven. She didn't tell me +to say she was glad to see you, because she doesn't know whether she is +or not, and she wouldn't for the world expose herself to telling a fib. +She is very honest, is Olive Chancellor; she is full of rectitude. +Nobody tells fibs in Boston; I don't know what to make of them all. +Well, I am very glad to see you, at any rate." + +These words were spoken with much volubility by a fair, plump, smiling +woman who entered a narrow drawing-room in which a visitor, kept waiting +for a few moments, was already absorbed in a book. The gentleman had not +even needed to sit down to become interested: apparently he had taken up +the volume from a table as soon as he came in, and, standing there, +after a single glance round the apartment, had lost himself in its +pages. He threw it down at the approach of Mrs. Luna, laughed, shook +hands with her, and said in answer to her last remark, "You imply that +you do tell fibs. Perhaps that is one." + +"Oh no; there is nothing wonderful in my being glad to see you," Mrs. +Luna rejoined, "when I tell you that I have been three long weeks in +this unprevaricating city." + +"That has an unflattering sound for me," said the young man. "I pretend +not to prevaricate." + +"Dear me, what's the good of being a Southerner?" the lady asked. "Olive +told me to tell you she hoped you will stay to dinner. And if she said +it, she does really hope it. She is willing to risk that." + +"Just as I am?" the visitor inquired, presenting himself with rather a +work-a-day aspect. + +Mrs. Luna glanced at him from head to foot, and gave a little smiling +sigh, as if he had been a long sum in addition. And, indeed, he was very +long, Basil Ransom, and he even looked a little hard and discouraging, +like a column of figures, in spite of the friendly face which he bent +upon his hostess's deputy, and which, in its thinness, had a deep dry +line, a sort of premature wrinkle, on either side of the mouth. He was +tall and lean, and dressed throughout in black; his shirt-collar was low +and wide, and the triangle of linen, a little crumpled, exhibited by the +opening of his waistcoat, was adorned by a pin containing a small red +stone. In spite of this decoration the young man looked poor--as poor as +a young man could look who had such a fine head and such magnificent +eyes. Those of Basil Ransom were dark, deep, and glowing; his head had a +character of elevation which fairly added to his stature; it was a head +to be seen above the level of a crowd, on some judicial bench or +political platform, or even on a bronze medal. His forehead was high and +broad, and his thick black hair, perfectly straight and glossy, and +without any division, rolled back from it in a leonine manner. These +things, the eyes especially, with their smouldering fire, might have +indicated that he was to be a great American statesman; or, on the other +hand, they might simply have proved that he came from Carolina or +Alabama. He came, in fact, from Mississippi, and he spoke very +perceptibly with the accent of that country. It is not in my power to +reproduce by any combination of characters this charming dialect; but +the initiated reader will have no difficulty in evoking the sound, which +is to be associated in the present instance with nothing vulgar or vain. +This lean, pale, sallow, shabby, striking young man, with his superior +head, his sedentary shoulders, his expression of bright grimness and +hard enthusiasm, his provincial, distinguished appearance, is, as a +representative of his sex, the most important personage in my narrative; +he played a very active part in the events I have undertaken in some +degree to set forth. And yet the reader who likes a complete image, who +desires to read with the senses as well as with the reason, is entreated +not to forget that he prolonged his consonants and swallowed his vowels, +that he was guilty of elisions and interpolations which were equally +unexpected, and that his discourse was pervaded by something sultry and +vast, something almost African in its rich, basking tone, something that +suggested the teeming expanse of the cotton-field. Mrs. Luna looked up +at all this, but saw only a part of it; otherwise she would not have +replied in a bantering manner, in answer to his inquiry: "Are you ever +different from this?" Mrs. Luna was familiar--intolerably familiar. + +Basil Ransom coloured a little. Then he said: "Oh yes; when I dine out I +usually carry a six-shooter and a bowie-knife." And he took up his hat +vaguely--a soft black hat with a low crown and an immense straight brim. +Mrs. Luna wanted to know what he was doing. She made him sit down; she +assured him that her sister quite expected him, would feel as sorry as +she could ever feel for anything--for she was a kind of fatalist, +anyhow--if he didn't stay to dinner. It was an immense pity--she herself +was going out; in Boston you must jump at invitations. Olive, too, was +going somewhere after dinner, but he mustn't mind that; perhaps he would +like to go with her. It wasn't a party--Olive didn't go to parties; it +was one of those weird meetings she was so fond of. + +"What kind of meetings do you refer to? You speak as if it were a +rendezvous of witches on the Brocken." + +"Well, so it is; they are all witches and wizards, mediums, and +spirit-rappers, and roaring radicals." + +Basil Ransom stared; the yellow light in his brown eyes deepened. "Do +you mean to say your sister's a roaring radical?" + +"A radical? She's a female Jacobin--she's a nihilist. Whatever is, is +wrong, and all that sort of thing. If you are going to dine with her, +you had better know it." + +"Oh, murder!" murmured the young man vaguely, sinking back in his chair +with his arms folded. He looked at Mrs. Luna with intelligent +incredulity. She was sufficiently pretty; her hair was in clusters of +curls, like bunches of grapes; her tight bodice seemed to crack with her +vivacity; and from beneath the stiff little plaits of her petticoat a +small fat foot protruded, resting upon a stilted heel. She was +attractive and impertinent, especially the latter. He seemed to think it +was a great pity, what she had told him; but he lost himself in this +consideration, or, at any rate, said nothing for some time, while his +eyes wandered over Mrs. Luna, and he probably wondered what body of +doctrine _she_ represented, little as she might partake of the nature of +her sister. Many things were strange to Basil Ransom; Boston especially +was strewn with surprises, and he was a man who liked to understand. +Mrs. Luna was drawing on her gloves; Ransom had never seen any that were +so long; they reminded him of stockings, and he wondered how she managed +without garters above the elbow. "Well, I suppose I might have known +that," he continued, at last. + +"You might have known what?" + +"Well, that Miss Chancellor would be all that you say. She was brought +up in the city of reform." + +"Oh, it isn't the city; it's just Olive Chancellor. She would reform the +solar system if she could get hold of it. She'll reform you, if you +don't look out. That's the way I found her when I returned from Europe." + +"Have you been in Europe?" Ransom asked. + +"Mercy, yes! Haven't you?" + +"No, I haven't been anywhere. Has your sister?" + +"Yes; but she stayed only an hour or two. She hates it; she would like +to abolish it. Didn't you know I had been to Europe?" Mrs. Luna went on, +in the slightly aggrieved tone of a woman who discovers the limits of +her reputation. + +Ransom reflected he might answer her that until five minutes ago he +didn't know she existed; but he remembered that this was not the way in +which a Southern gentleman spoke to ladies, and he contented himself +with saying that he must condone his Boeotian ignorance (he was fond +of an elegant phrase); that he lived in a part of the country where they +didn't think much about Europe, and that he had always supposed she was +domiciled in New York. This last remark he made at a venture, for he +had, naturally, not devoted any supposition whatever to Mrs. Luna. His +dishonesty, however, only exposed him the more. + +"If you thought I lived in New York, why in the world didn't you come +and see me?" the lady inquired. + +"Well, you see, I don't go out much, except to the courts." + +"Do you mean the law-courts? Every one has got some profession over +here! Are you very ambitious? You look as if you were." + +"Yes, very," Basil Ransom replied, with a smile, and the curious +feminine softness with which Southern gentlemen enunciate that adverb. + +Mrs. Luna explained that she had been living in Europe for several +years--ever since her husband died--but had come home a month before, +come home with her little boy, the only thing she had in the world, and +was paying a visit to her sister, who, of course, was the nearest thing +after the child. "But it isn't the same," she said. "Olive and I +disagree so much." + +"While you and your little boy don't," the young man remarked. + +"Oh no, I never differ from Newton!" And Mrs. Luna added that now she +was back she didn't know what she should do. That was the worst of +coming back; it was like being born again, at one's age--one had to +begin life afresh. One didn't even know what one had come back for. +There were people who wanted one to spend the winter in Boston; but she +couldn't stand that--she knew, at least, what she had not come back for. +Perhaps she should take a house in Washington; did he ever hear of that +little place? They had invented it while she was away. Besides, Olive +didn't want her in Boston, and didn't go through the form of saying so. +That was one comfort with Olive; she never went through any forms. + +Basil Ransom had got up just as Mrs. Luna made this last declaration; +for a young lady had glided into the room, who stopped short as it fell +upon her ears. She stood there looking, consciously and rather +seriously, at Mr. Ransom; a smile of exceeding faintness played about +her lips--it was just perceptible enough to light up the native gravity +of her face. It might have been likened to a thin ray of moonlight +resting upon the wall of a prison. + +"If that were true," she said, "I shouldn't tell you that I am very +sorry to have kept you waiting." + +Her voice was low and agreeable--a cultivated voice--and she extended a +slender white hand to her visitor, who remarked with some solemnity (he +felt a certain guilt of participation in Mrs. Luna's indiscretion) that +he was intensely happy to make her acquaintance. He observed that Miss +Chancellor's hand was at once cold and limp; she merely placed it in +his, without exerting the smallest pressure. Mrs. Luna explained to her +sister that her freedom of speech was caused by his being a +relation--though, indeed, he didn't seem to know much about them. She +didn't believe he had ever heard of her, Mrs. Luna, though he pretended, +with his Southern chivalry, that he had. She must be off to her dinner +now, she saw the carriage was there, and in her absence Olive might give +any version of her she chose. + +"I have told him you are a radical, and you may tell him, if you like, +that I am a painted Jezebel. Try to reform him; a person from +Mississippi is sure to be all wrong. I shall be back very late; we are +going to a theatre-party; that's why we dine so early. Good-bye, Mr. +Ransom," Mrs. Luna continued, gathering up the feathery white shawl +which added to the volume of her fairness. "I hope you are going to stay +a little, so that you may judge us for yourself. I should like you to +see Newton, too; he is a noble little nature, and I want some advice +about him. You only stay to-morrow? Why, what's the use of that? Well, +mind you come and see me in New York; I shall be sure to be part of the +winter there. I shall send you a card; I won't let you off. Don't come +out; my sister has the first claim. Olive, why don't you take him to +your female convention?" Mrs. Luna's familiarity extended even to her +sister; she remarked to Miss Chancellor that she looked as if she were +got up for a sea-voyage. "I am glad I haven't opinions that prevent my +dressing in the evening!" she declared from the doorway. "The amount of +thought they give to their clothing, the people who are afraid of +looking frivolous!" + + + + +II + + +Whether much or little consideration had been directed to the result, +Miss Chancellor certainly would not have incurred this reproach. She was +habited in a plain dark dress, without any ornaments, and her smooth, +colourless hair was confined as carefully as that of her sister was +encouraged to stray. She had instantly seated herself, and while Mrs. +Luna talked she kept her eyes on the ground, glancing even less toward +Basil Ransom than toward that woman of many words. The young man was +therefore free to look at her; a contemplation which showed him that she +was agitated and trying to conceal it. He wondered why she was agitated, +not foreseeing that he was destined to discover, later, that her nature +was like a skiff in a stormy sea. Even after her sister had passed out +of the room she sat there with her eyes turned away, as if there had +been a spell upon her which forbade her to raise them. Miss Olive +Chancellor, it may be confided to the reader, to whom in the course of +our history I shall be under the necessity of imparting much occult +information, was subject to fits of tragic shyness, during which she was +unable to meet even her own eyes in the mirror. One of these fits had +suddenly seized her now, without any obvious cause, though, indeed, Mrs. +Luna had made it worse by becoming instantly so personal. There was +nothing in the world so personal as Mrs. Luna; her sister could have +hated her for it if she had not forbidden herself this emotion as +directed to individuals. Basil Ransom was a young man of first-rate +intelligence, but conscious of the narrow range, as yet, of his +experience. He was on his guard against generalisations which might be +hasty; but he had arrived at two or three that were of value to a +gentleman lately admitted to the New York bar and looking out for +clients. One of them was to the effect that the simplest division it is +possible to make of the human race is into the people who take things +hard and the people who take them easy. He perceived very quickly that +Miss Chancellor belonged to the former class. This was written so +intensely in her delicate face that he felt an unformulated pity for her +before they had exchanged twenty words. He himself, by nature, took +things easy; if he had put on the screw of late, it was after reflexion, +and because circumstances pressed him close. But this pale girl, with +her light-green eyes, her pointed features and nervous manner, was +visibly morbid; it was as plain as day that she was morbid. Poor Ransom +announced this fact to himself as if he had made a great discovery; but +in reality he had never been so "Boeotian" as at that moment. It proved +nothing of any importance, with regard to Miss Chancellor, to say that +she was morbid; any sufficient account of her would lie very much to the +rear of that. Why was she morbid, and why was her morbidness typical? +Ransom might have exulted if he had gone back far enough to explain that +mystery. The women he had hitherto known had been mainly of his own soft +clime, and it was not often they exhibited the tendency he detected (and +cursorily deplored) in Mrs. Luna's sister. That was the way he liked +them--not to think too much, not to feel any responsibility for the +government of the world, such as he was sure Miss Chancellor felt. If +they would only be private and passive, and have no feeling but for +that, and leave publicity to the sex of tougher hide! Ransom was pleased +with the vision of that remedy; it must be repeated that he was very +provincial. + +These considerations were not present to him as definitely as I have +written them here; they were summed up in the vague compassion which his +cousin's figure excited in his mind, and which was yet accompanied with +a sensible reluctance to know her better, obvious as it was that with +such a face as that she must be remarkable. He was sorry for her, but he +saw in a flash that no one could help her: that was what made her +tragic. He had not, seeking his fortune, come away from the blighted +South, which weighed upon his heart, to look out for tragedies; at least +he didn't want them outside of his office in Pine Street. He broke the +silence ensuing upon Mrs. Luna's departure by one of the courteous +speeches to which blighted regions may still encourage a tendency, and +presently found himself talking comfortably enough with his hostess. +Though he had said to himself that no one could help her, the effect of +his tone was to dispel her shyness; it was her great advantage (for the +career she had proposed to herself) that in certain conditions she was +liable suddenly to become bold. She was reassured at finding that her +visitor was peculiar; the way he spoke told her that it was no wonder he +had fought on the Southern side. She had never yet encountered a +personage so exotic, and she always felt more at her ease in the +presence of anything strange. It was the usual things of life that +filled her with silent rage; which was natural enough, inasmuch as, to +her vision, almost everything that was usual was iniquitous. She had no +difficulty in asking him now whether he would not stay to dinner--she +hoped Adeline had given him her message. It had been when she was +upstairs with Adeline, as his card was brought up, a sudden and very +abnormal inspiration to offer him this (for her) really ultimate favour; +nothing could be further from her common habit than to entertain alone, +at any repast, a gentleman she had never seen. + +It was the same sort of impulse that had moved her to write to Basil +Ransom, in the spring, after hearing accidentally that he had come to +the North and intended, in New York, to practise his profession. It was +her nature to look out for duties, to appeal to her conscience for +tasks. This attentive organ, earnestly consulted, had represented to her +that he was an offshoot of the old slave-holding oligarchy which, within +her own vivid remembrance, had plunged the country into blood and tears, +and that, as associated with such abominations, he was not a worthy +object of patronage for a person whose two brothers--her only ones--had +given up life for the Northern cause. It reminded her, however, on the +other hand, that he too had been much bereaved, and, moreover, that he +had fought and offered his own life, even if it had not been taken. She +could not defend herself against a rich admiration--a kind of tenderness +of envy--of any one who had been so happy as to have that opportunity. +The most secret, the most sacred hope of her nature was that she might +some day have such a chance, that she might be a martyr and die for +something. Basil Ransom had lived, but she knew he had lived to see +bitter hours. His family was ruined; they had lost their slaves, their +property, their friends and relations, their home; had tasted of all the +cruelty of defeat. He had tried for a while to carry on the plantation +himself, but he had a millstone of debt round his neck, and he longed +for some work which would transport him to the haunts of men. The State +of Mississippi seemed to him the state of despair; so he surrendered the +remnants of his patrimony to his mother and sisters, and, at nearly +thirty years of age, alighted for the first time in New York, in the +costume of his province, with fifty dollars in his pocket and a gnawing +hunger in his heart. + +That this incident had revealed to the young man his ignorance of many +things--only, however, to make him say to himself, after the first angry +blush, that here he would enter the game and here he would win it--so +much Olive Chancellor could not know; what was sufficient for her was +that he had rallied, as the French say, had accepted the accomplished +fact, had admitted that North and South were a single, indivisible +political organism. Their cousinship--that of Chancellors and +Ransoms--was not very close; it was the kind of thing that one might +take up or leave alone, as one pleased. It was "in the female line," as +Basil Ransom had written, in answering her letter with a good deal of +form and flourish; he spoke as if they had been royal houses. Her mother +had wished to take it up; it was only the fear of seeming patronising to +people in misfortune that had prevented her from writing to Mississippi. +If it had been possible to send Mrs. Ransom money, or even clothes, she +would have liked that; but she had no means of ascertaining how such an +offering would be taken. By the time Basil came to the North--making +advances, as it were--Mrs. Chancellor had passed away; so it was for +Olive, left alone in the little house in Charles Street (Adeline being +in Europe), to decide. + +She knew what her mother would have done, and that helped her decision; +for her mother always chose the positive course. Olive had a fear of +everything, but her greatest fear was of being afraid. She wished +immensely to be generous, and how could one be generous unless one ran a +risk? She had erected it into a sort of rule of conduct that whenever +she saw a risk she was to take it; and she had frequent humiliations at +finding herself safe after all. She was perfectly safe after writing to +Basil Ransom; and, indeed, it was difficult to see what he could have +done to her except thank her (he was only exceptionally superlative) for +her letter, and assure her that he would come and see her the first time +his business (he was beginning to get a little) should take him to +Boston. He had now come, in redemption of his grateful vow, and even +this did not make Miss Chancellor feel that she had courted danger. She +saw (when once she had looked at him) that he would not put those +worldly interpretations on things which, with her, it was both an +impulse and a principle to defy. He was too simple--too +Mississippian--for that; she was almost disappointed. She certainly had +not hoped that she might have struck him as making unwomanly overtures +(Miss Chancellor hated this epithet almost as much as she hated its +opposite); but she had a presentiment that he would be too good-natured, +primitive to that degree. Of all things in the world, contention was +most sweet to her (though why it is hard to imagine, for it always cost +her tears, headaches, a day or two in bed, acute emotion), and it was +very possible Basil Ransom would not care to contend. Nothing could be +more displeasing than this indifference when people didn't agree with +you. That he should agree she did not in the least expect of him; how +could a Mississippian agree? If she had supposed he would agree, she +would not have written to him. + + + + +III + + +When he had told her that if she would take him as he was he should be +very happy to dine with her, she excused herself a moment and went to +give an order in the dining-room. The young man, left alone, looked +about the parlour--the two parlours which, in their prolonged, adjacent +narrowness, formed evidently one apartment--and wandered to the windows +at the back, where there was a view of the water; Miss Chancellor having +the good fortune to dwell on that side of Charles Street toward which, +in the rear, the afternoon sun slants redly, from an horizon indented at +empty intervals with wooden spires, the masts of lonely boats, the +chimneys of dirty "works," over a brackish expanse of anomalous +character, which is too big for a river and too small for a bay. The +view seemed to him very picturesque, though in the gathered dusk little +was left of it save a cold yellow streak in the west, a gleam of brown +water, and the reflexion of the lights that had begun to show themselves +in a row of houses, impressive to Ransom in their extreme modernness, +which overlooked the same lagoon from a long embankment on the left, +constructed of stones roughly piled. He thought this prospect, from a +city-house, almost romantic; and he turned from it back to the interior +illuminated now by a lamp which the parlour-maid had placed on a table +while he stood at the window as to something still more genial and +interesting. The artistic sense in Basil Ransom had not been highly +cultivated; neither (though he had passed his early years as the son of +a rich man) was his conception of material comfort very definite; it +consisted mainly of the vision of plenty of cigars and brandy and water +and newspapers, and a cane-bottomed arm-chair of the right inclination, +from which he could stretch his legs. Nevertheless it seemed to him he +had never seen an interior that was so much an interior as this queer +corridor-shaped drawing-room of his new-found kinswoman; he had never +felt himself in the presence of so much organised privacy or of so many +objects that spoke of habits and tastes. Most of the people he had +hitherto known had no tastes; they had a few habits, but these were not +of a sort that required much upholstery. He had not as yet been in many +houses in New York, and he had never before seen so many accessories. +The general character of the place struck him as Bostonian; this was, in +fact, very much what he had supposed Boston to be. He had always heard +Boston was a city of culture, and now there was culture in Miss +Chancellor's tables and sofas, in the books that were everywhere, on +little shelves like brackets (as if a book were a statuette), in the +photographs and watercolours that covered the walls, in the curtains +that were festooned rather stiffly in the doorways. He looked at some of +the books and saw that his cousin read German; and his impression of the +importance of this (as a symptom of superiority) was not diminished by +the fact that he himself had mastered the tongue (knowing it contained a +large literature of jurisprudence) during a long, empty, deadly summer +on the plantation. It is a curious proof of a certain crude modesty +inherent in Basil Ransom that the main effect of his observing his +cousin's German books was to give him an idea of the natural energy of +Northerners. He had noticed it often before; he had already told himself +that he must count with it. It was only after much experience he made +the discovery that few Northerners were, in their secret soul, so +energetic as he. Many other persons had made it before that. He knew +very little about Miss Chancellor; he had come to see her only because +she wrote to him; he would never have thought of looking her up, and +since then there had been no one in New York he might ask about her. +Therefore he could only guess that she was a rich young woman; such a +house, inhabited in such a way by a quiet spinster, implied a +considerable income. How much? he asked himself; five thousand, ten +thousand, fifteen thousand a year? There was richness to our panting +young man in the smallest of these figures. He was not of a mercenary +spirit, but he had an immense desire for success, and he had more than +once reflected that a moderate capital was an aid to achievement. He had +seen in his younger years one of the biggest failures that history +commemorates, an immense national _fiasco_, and it had implanted in his +mind a deep aversion to the ineffectual. It came over him, while he +waited for his hostess to reappear, that she was unmarried as well as +rich, that she was sociable (her letter answered for that) as well as +single; and he had for a moment a whimsical vision of becoming a partner +in so flourishing a firm. He ground his teeth a little as he thought of +the contrasts of the human lot; this cushioned feminine nest made him +feel unhoused and underfed. Such a mood, however, could only be +momentary, for he was conscious at bottom of a bigger stomach than all +the culture of Charles Street could fill. + +Afterwards, when his cousin had come back and they had gone down to +dinner together, where he sat facing her at a little table decorated in +the middle with flowers, a position from which he had another view, +through a window where the curtain remained undrawn by her direction +(she called his attention to this--it was for his benefit), of the +dusky, empty river, spotted with points of light--at this period, I say, +it was very easy for him to remark to himself that nothing would induce +him to make love to such a type as that. Several months later, in New +York, in conversation with Mrs. Luna, of whom he was destined to see a +good deal, he alluded by chance to this repast, to the way her sister +had placed him at table, and to the remark with which she had pointed +out the advantage of his seat. + +"That's what they call in Boston being very 'thoughtful,'" Mrs. Luna +said, "giving you the Back Bay (don't you hate the name?) to look at, +and then taking credit for it." + +This, however, was in the future; what Basil Ransom actually perceived +was that Miss Chancellor was a signal old maid. That was her quality, +her destiny; nothing could be more distinctly written. There are women +who are unmarried by accident, and others who are unmarried by option; +but Olive Chancellor was unmarried by every implication of her being. +She was a spinster as Shelley was a lyric poet, or as the month of +August is sultry. She was so essentially a celibate that Ransom found +himself thinking of her as old, though when he came to look at her (as +he said to himself) it was apparent that her years were fewer than his +own. He did not dislike her, she had been so friendly; but, little by +little, she gave him an uneasy feeling--the sense that you could never +be safe with a person who took things so hard. It came over him that it +was because she took things hard she had sought his acquaintance; it had +been because she was strenuous, not because she was genial; she had had +in her eye--and what an extraordinary eye it was!--not a pleasure, but a +duty. She would expect him to be strenuous in return; but he +couldn't--in private life, he couldn't; privacy for Basil Ransom +consisted entirely in what he called "laying off." She was not so plain +on further acquaintance as she had seemed to him at first; even the +young Mississippian had culture enough to see that she was refined. Her +white skin had a singular look of being drawn tightly across her face; +but her features, though sharp and irregular, were delicate in a fashion +that suggested good breeding. Their line was perverse, but it was not +poor. The curious tint of her eyes was a living colour; when she turned +it upon you, you thought vaguely of the glitter of green ice. She had +absolutely no figure, and presented a certain appearance of feeling +cold. With all this, there was something very modern and highly +developed in her aspect; she had the advantages as well as the drawbacks +of a nervous organisation. She smiled constantly at her guest, but from +the beginning to the end of dinner, though he made several remarks that +he thought might prove amusing, she never once laughed. Later, he saw +that she was a woman without laughter; exhilaration, if it ever visited +her, was dumb. Once only, in the course of his subsequent acquaintance +with her, did it find a voice; and then the sound remained in Ransom's +ear as one of the strangest he had heard. + +She asked him a great many questions, and made no comment on his +answers, which only served to suggest to her fresh inquiries. Her +shyness had quite left her, it did not come back; she had confidence +enough to wish him to see that she took a great interest in him. Why +should she? he wondered, He couldn't believe he was one of _her_ kind; +he was conscious of much Bohemianism--he drank beer, in New York, in +cellars, knew no ladies, and was familiar with a "variety" actress. +Certainly, as she knew him better, she would disapprove of him, though, +of course, he would never mention the actress, nor even, if necessary, +the beer. Ransom's conception of vice was purely as a series of special +cases, of explicable accidents. Not that he cared; if it were a part of +the Boston character to be inquiring, he would be to the last a +courteous Mississippian. He would tell her about Mississippi as much as +she liked; he didn't care how much he told her that the old ideas in the +South were played out. She would not understand him any the better for +that; she would not know how little his own views could be gathered from +such a limited admission. What her sister imparted to him about her +mania for "reform" had left in his mouth a kind of unpleasant +aftertaste; he felt, at any rate, that if she had the religion of +humanity--Basil Ransom had read Comte, he had read everything--she would +never understand him. He, too, had a private vision of reform, but the +first principle of it was to reform the reformers. As they drew to the +close of a meal which, in spite of all latent incompatibilities, had +gone off brilliantly, she said to him that she should have to leave him +after dinner, unless perhaps he should be inclined to accompany her. She +was going to a small gathering at the house of a friend who had asked a +few people, "interested in new ideas," to meet Mrs. Farrinder. + +"Oh, thank you," said Basil Ransom. "Is it a party? I haven't been to a +party since Mississippi seceded." + +"No; Miss Birdseye doesn't give parties. She's an ascetic." + +"Oh, well, we have had our dinner," Ransom rejoined, laughing. + +His hostess sat silent a moment, with her eyes on the ground; she looked +at such times as if she were hesitating greatly between several things +she might say, all so important that it was difficult to choose. + +"I think it might interest you," she remarked presently. "You will hear +some discussion, if you are fond of that. Perhaps you wouldn't agree," +she added, resting her strange eyes on him. + +"Perhaps I shouldn't--I don't agree with everything," he said, smiling +and stroking his leg. + +"Don't you care for human progress?" Miss Chancellor went on. + +"I don't know--I never saw any. Are you going to show me some?" + +"I can show you an earnest effort towards it. That's the most one can be +sure of. But I am not sure you are worthy." + +"Is it something very Bostonian? I should like to see that," said Basil +Ransom. + +"There are movements in other cities. Mrs. Farrinder goes everywhere; +she may speak to-night." + +"Mrs. Farrinder, the celebrated----?" + +"Yes, the celebrated; the great apostle of the emancipation of women. +She is a great friend of Miss Birdseye." + +"And who is Miss Birdseye?" + +"She is one of our celebrities. She is the woman in the world, I +suppose, who has laboured most for every wise reform. I think I ought to +tell you," Miss Chancellor went on in a moment, "she was one of the +earliest, one of the most passionate, of the old Abolitionists." + +She had thought, indeed, she ought to tell him that, and it threw her +into a little tremor of excitement to do so. Yet, if she had been afraid +he would show some irritation at this news, she was disappointed at the +geniality with which he exclaimed: + +"Why, poor old lady--she must be quite mature!" + +It was therefore with some severity that she rejoined: + +"She will never be old. She is the youngest spirit I know. But if you +are not in sympathy, perhaps you had better not come," she went on. + +"In sympathy with what, dear madam?" Basil Ransom asked, failing still, +to her perception, to catch the tone of real seriousness. "If, as you +say, there is to be a discussion, there will be different sides, and of +course one can't sympathise with both." + +"Yes, but every one will, in his way--or in her way--plead the cause of +the new truths. If you don't care for them, you won't go with us." + +"I tell you I haven't the least idea what they are! I have never yet +encountered in the world any but old truths--as old as the sun and moon. +How can I know? But _do_ take me; it's such a chance to see Boston." + +"It isn't Boston--it's humanity!" Miss Chancellor, as she made this +remark, rose from her chair, and her movement seemed to say that she +consented. But before she quitted her kinsman to get ready, she observed +to him that she was sure he knew what she meant; he was only pretending +he didn't. + +"Well, perhaps, after all, I have a general idea," he confessed; "but +don't you see how this little reunion will give me a chance to fix it?" + +She lingered an instant, with her anxious face. "Mrs. Farrinder will fix +it!" she said; and she went to prepare herself. + +It was in this poor young lady's nature to be anxious, to have scruple +within scruple and to forecast the consequences of things. She returned +in ten minutes, in her bonnet, which she had apparently assumed in +recognition of Miss Birdseye's asceticism. As she stood there drawing on +her gloves--her visitor had fortified himself against Mrs. Farrinder by +another glass of wine--she declared to him that she quite repented of +having proposed to him to go; something told her that he would be an +unfavourable element. + +"Why, is it going to be a spiritual _séance_?" Basil Ransom asked. + +"Well, I have heard at Miss Birdseye's some inspirational speaking." +Olive Chancellor was determined to look him straight in the face as she +said this; her sense of the way it might strike him operated as a +cogent, not as a deterrent, reason. + +"Why, Miss Olive, it's just got up on purpose for me!" cried the young +Mississippian, radiant, and clasping his hands. She thought him very +handsome as he said this, but reflected that unfortunately men didn't +care for the truth, especially the new kinds, in proportion as they were +good-looking. She had, however, a moral resource that she could always +fall back upon; it had already been a comfort to her, on occasions of +acute feeling, that she hated men, as a class, anyway. "And I want so +much to see an old Abolitionist; I have never laid eyes on one," Basil +Ransom added. + +"Of course you couldn't see one in the South; you were too afraid of +them to let them come there!" She was now trying to think of something +she might say that would be sufficiently disagreeable to make him cease +to insist on accompanying her; for, strange to record--if anything, in a +person of that intense sensibility, be stranger than any other--her +second thought with regard to having asked him had deepened with the +elapsing moments into an unreasoned terror of the effect of his +presence. "Perhaps Miss Birdseye won't like you," she went on, as they +waited for the carriage. + +"I don't know; I reckon she will," said Basil Ransom good-humouredly. He +evidently had no intention of giving up his opportunity. + +From the window of the dining-room, at that moment, they heard the +carriage drive up. Miss Birdseye lived at the South End; the distance +was considerable, and Miss Chancellor had ordered a hackney-coach, it +being one of the advantages of living in Charles Street that stables +were near. The logic of her conduct was none of the clearest; for if she +had been alone she would have proceeded to her destination by the aid of +the street-car; not from economy (for she had the good fortune not to be +obliged to consult it to that degree), and not from any love of +wandering about Boston at night (a kind of exposure she greatly +disliked), but by reason of a theory she devotedly nursed, a theory +which bade her put off invidious differences and mingle in the common +life. She would have gone on foot to Boylston Street, and there she +would have taken the public conveyance (in her heart she loathed it) to +the South End. Boston was full of poor girls who had to walk about at +night and to squeeze into horse-cars in which every sense was +displeased; and why should she hold herself superior to these? Olive +Chancellor regulated her conduct on lofty principles, and this is why, +having to-night the advantage of a gentleman's protection, she sent for +a carriage to obliterate that patronage. If they had gone together in +the common way she would have seemed to owe it to him that she should be +so daring, and he belonged to a sex to which she wished to be under no +obligations. Months before, when she wrote to him, it had been with the +sense, rather, of putting _him_ in debt. As they rolled toward the South +End, side by side, in a good deal of silence, bouncing and bumping over +the railway-tracks very little less, after all, than if their wheels had +been fitted to them, and looking out on either side at rows of red +houses, dusky in the lamp-light, with protuberant fronts, approached by +ladders of stone; as they proceeded, with these contemplative +undulations, Miss Chancellor said to her companion, with a concentrated +desire to defy him, as a punishment for having thrown her (she couldn't +tell why) into such a tremor: + +"Don't you believe, then, in the coming of a better day--in its being +possible to do something for the human race?" + +Poor Ransom perceived the defiance, and he felt rather bewildered; he +wondered what type, after all, he _had_ got hold of, and what game was +being played with him. Why had she made advances, if she wanted to pinch +him this way? However, he was good for any game--that one as well as +another--and he saw that he was "in" for something of which he had long +desired to have a nearer view. "Well, Miss Olive," he answered, putting +on again his big hat, which he had been holding in his lap, "what +strikes me most is that the human race has got to bear its troubles." + +"That's what men say to women, to make them patient in the position they +have made for them." + +"Oh, the position of women!" Basil Ransom exclaimed. "The position of +women is to make fools of men. I would change my position for yours any +day," he went on. "That's what I said to myself as I sat there in your +elegant home." + +He could not see, in the dimness of the carriage, that she had flushed +quickly, and he did not know that she disliked to be reminded of certain +things which, for her, were mitigations of the hard feminine lot. But +the passionate quaver with which, a moment later, she answered him +sufficiently assured him that he had touched her at a tender point. + +"Do you make it a reproach to me that I happen to have a little money? +The dearest wish of my heart is to do something with it for others--for +the miserable." + +Basil Ransom might have greeted this last declaration with the sympathy +it deserved, might have commended the noble aspirations of his +kinswoman. But what struck him, rather, was the oddity of so sudden a +sharpness of pitch in an intercourse which, an hour or two before, had +begun in perfect amity, and he burst once more into an irrepressible +laugh. This made his companion feel, with intensity, how little she was +joking. "I don't know why I should care what you think," she said. + +"Don't care--don't care. What does it matter? It is not of the slightest +importance." + +He might say that, but it was not true; she felt that there were reasons +why she should care. She had brought him into her life, and she should +have to pay for it. But she wished to know the worst at once. "Are you +against our emancipation?" she asked, turning a white face on him in the +momentary radiance of a street-lamp. + +"Do you mean your voting and preaching and all that sort of thing?" He +made this inquiry, but seeing how seriously she would take his answer, +he was almost frightened, and hung fire. "I will tell you when I have +heard Mrs. Farrinder." + +They had arrived at the address given by Miss Chancellor to the +coachman, and their vehicle stopped with a lurch. Basil Ransom got out; +he stood at the door with an extended hand, to assist the young lady. +But she seemed to hesitate; she sat there with her spectral face. "You +hate it!" she exclaimed, in a low tone. + +"Miss Birdseye will convert me," said Ransom, with intention; for he had +grown very curious, and he was afraid that now, at the last, Miss +Chancellor would prevent his entering the house. She alighted without +his help, and behind her he ascended the high steps of Miss Birdseye's +residence. He had grown very curious, and among the things he wanted to +know was why in the world this ticklish spinster had written to him. + + + + +IV + + +She had told him before they started that they should be early; she +wished to see Miss Birdseye alone, before the arrival of any one else. +This was just for the pleasure of seeing her--it was an opportunity; she +was always so taken up with others. She received Miss Chancellor in the +hall of the mansion, which had a salient front, an enormous and very +high number--756--painted in gilt on the glass light above the door, a +tin sign bearing the name of a doctress (Mary J. Prance) suspended from +one of the windows of the basement, and a peculiar look of being both +new and faded--a kind of modern fatigue--like certain articles of +commerce which are sold at a reduction as shop-worn. The hall was very +narrow; a considerable part of it was occupied by a large hat-tree, from +which several coats and shawls already depended; the rest offered space +for certain lateral demonstrations on Miss Birdseye's part. She sidled +about her visitors, and at last went round to open for them a door of +further admission, which happened to be locked inside. She was a little +old lady, with an enormous head; that was the first thing Ransom +noticed--the vast, fair, protuberant, candid, ungarnished brow, +surmounting a pair of weak, kind, tired-looking eyes, and ineffectually +balanced in the rear by a cap which had the air of falling backward, and +which Miss Birdseye suddenly felt for while she talked, with +unsuccessful irrelevant movements. She had a sad, soft, pale face, which +(and it was the effect of her whole head) looked as if it had been +soaked, blurred, and made vague by exposure to some slow dissolvent. The +long practice of philanthropy had not given accent to her features; it +had rubbed out their transitions, their meanings. The waves of sympathy, +of enthusiasm, had wrought upon them in the same way in which the waves +of time finally modify the surface of old marble busts, gradually +washing away their sharpness, their details. In her large countenance +her dim little smile scarcely showed. It was a mere sketch of a smile, a +kind of instalment, or payment on account; it seemed to say that she +would smile more if she had time, but that you could see, without this, +that she was gentle and easy to beguile. + +She always dressed in the same way: she wore a loose black jacket, with +deep pockets, which were stuffed with papers, memoranda of a voluminous +correspondence; and from beneath her jacket depended a short stuff +dress. The brevity of this simple garment was the one device by which +Miss Birdseye managed to suggest that she was a woman of business, that +she wished to be free for action. She belonged to the Short-Skirts +League, as a matter of course; for she belonged to any and every league +that had been founded for almost any purpose whatever. This did not +prevent her being a confused, entangled, inconsequent, discursive old +woman, whose charity began at home and ended nowhere, whose credulity +kept pace with it, and who knew less about her fellow-creatures, if +possible, after fifty years of humanitary zeal, than on the day she had +gone into the field to testify against the iniquity of most +arrangements. Basil Ransom knew very little about such a life as hers, +but she seemed to him a revelation of a class, and a multitude of +socialistic figures, of names and episodes that he had heard of, grouped +themselves behind her. She looked as if she had spent her life on +platforms, in audiences, in conventions, in phalansteries, in _séances_; +in her faded face there was a kind of reflexion of ugly lecture-lamps; +with its habit of an upward angle, it seemed turned toward a public +speaker, with an effort of respiration in the thick air in which social +reforms are usually discussed. She talked continually, in a voice of +which the spring seemed broken, like that of an over-worked bell-wire; +and when Miss Chancellor explained that she had brought Mr. Ransom +because he was so anxious to meet Mrs. Farrinder, she gave the young man +a delicate, dirty, democratic little hand, looking at him kindly, as she +could not help doing, but without the smallest discrimination as against +others who might not have the good fortune (which involved, possibly, an +injustice) to be present on such an interesting occasion. She struck him +as very poor, but it was only afterward that he learned she had never +had a penny in her life. No one had an idea how she lived; whenever +money was given her she gave it away to a negro or a refugee. No woman +could be less invidious, but on the whole she preferred these two +classes of the human race. Since the Civil War much of her occupation +was gone; for before that her best hours had been spent in fancying that +she was helping some Southern slave to escape. It would have been a nice +question whether, in her heart of hearts, for the sake of this +excitement, she did not sometimes wish the blacks back in bondage. She +had suffered in the same way by the relaxation of many European +despotisms, for in former years much of the romance of her life had been +in smoothing the pillow of exile for banished conspirators. Her refugees +had been very precious to her; she was always trying to raise money for +some cadaverous Pole, to obtain lessons for some shirtless Italian. +There was a legend that an Hungarian had once possessed himself of her +affections, and had disappeared after robbing her of everything she +possessed. This, however, was very apocryphal, for she had never +possessed anything, and it was open to grave doubt that she could have +entertained a sentiment so personal. She was in love, even in those +days, only with causes, and she languished only for emancipations. But +they had been the happiest days, for when causes were embodied in +foreigners (what else were the Africans?), they were certainly more +appealing. + +She had just come down to see Doctor Prance--to see whether she wouldn't +like to come up. But she wasn't in her room, and Miss Birdseye guessed +she had gone out to her supper; she got her supper at a boarding-table +about two blocks off. Miss Birdseye expressed the hope that Miss +Chancellor had had hers; she would have had plenty of time to take it, +for no one had come in yet; she didn't know what made them all so late. +Ransom perceived that the garments suspended to the hat-rack were not a +sign that Miss Birdseye's friends had assembled; if he had gone a little +further still he would have recognised the house as one of those in +which mysterious articles of clothing are always hooked to something in +the hall. Miss Birdseye's visitors, those of Doctor Prance, and of other +tenants--for Number 756 was the common residence of several persons, +among whom there prevailed much vagueness of boundary--used to leave +things to be called for; many of them went about with satchels and +reticules, for which they were always looking for places of deposit. +What completed the character of this interior was Miss Birdseye's own +apartment, into which her guests presently made their way, and where +they were joined by various other members of the good lady's circle. +Indeed, it completed Miss Birdseye herself, if anything could be said to +render that office to this essentially formless old woman, who had no +more outline than a bundle of hay. But the bareness of her long, loose, +empty parlour (it was shaped exactly like Miss Chancellor's) told that +she had never had any needs but moral needs, and that all her history +had been that of her sympathies. The place was lighted by a small hot +glare of gas, which made it look white and featureless. It struck even +Basil Ransom with its flatness, and he said to himself that his cousin +must have a very big bee in her bonnet to make her like such a house. He +did not know then, and he never knew, that she mortally disliked it, and +that in a career in which she was constantly exposing herself to offence +and laceration, her most poignant suffering came from the injury of her +taste. She had tried to kill that nerve, to persuade herself that taste +was only frivolity in the disguise of knowledge; but her susceptibility +was constantly blooming afresh and making her wonder whether an absence +of nice arrangements were a necessary part of the enthusiasm of +humanity. Miss Birdseye was always trying to obtain employment, lessons +in drawing, orders for portraits, for poor foreign artists, as to the +greatness of whose talent she pledged herself without reserve; but in +point of fact she had not the faintest sense of the scenic or plastic +side of life. + +Toward nine o'clock the light of her hissing burners smote the majestic +person of Mrs. Farrinder, who might have contributed to answer that +question of Miss Chancellor's in the negative. She was a copious, +handsome woman, in whom angularity had been corrected by the air of +success; she had a rustling dress (it was evident what _she_ thought +about taste), abundant hair of a glossy blackness, a pair of folded +arms, the expression of which seemed to say that rest, in such a career +as hers, was as sweet as it was brief, and a terrible regularity of +feature. I apply that adjective to her fine placid mask because she +seemed to face you with a question of which the answer was preordained, +to ask you how a countenance could fail to be noble of which the +measurements were so correct. You could contest neither the measurements +nor the nobleness, and had to feel that Mrs. Farrinder imposed herself. +There was a lithographic smoothness about her, and a mixture of the +American matron and the public character. There was something public in +her eye, which was large, cold, and quiet; it had acquired a sort of +exposed reticence from the habit of looking down from a lecture-desk, +over a sea of heads, while its distinguished owner was eulogised by a +leading citizen. Mrs. Farrinder, at almost any time, had the air of +being introduced by a few remarks. She talked with great slowness and +distinctness, and evidently a high sense of responsibility; she +pronounced every syllable of every word and insisted on being explicit. +If, in conversation with her, you attempted to take anything for +granted, or to jump two or three steps at a time, she paused, looking at +you with a cold patience, as if she knew that trick, and then went on at +her own measured pace. She lectured on temperance and the rights of +women; the ends she laboured for were to give the ballot to every woman +in the country and to take the flowing bowl from every man. She was held +to have a very fine manner, and to embody the domestic virtues and the +graces of the drawing-room; to be a shining proof, in short, that the +forum, for ladies, is not necessarily hostile to the fireside. She had a +husband, and his name was Amariah. + +Doctor Prance had come back from supper and made her appearance in +response to an invitation that Miss Birdseye's relaxed voice had tinkled +down to her from the hall over the banisters, with much repetition, to +secure attention. She was a plain, spare young woman, with short hair +and an eye-glass; she looked about her with a kind of near-sighted +deprecation, and seemed to hope that she should not be expected to +generalise in any way, or supposed to have come up for any purpose more +social than to see what Miss Birdseye wanted this time. By nine o'clock +twenty other persons had arrived, and had placed themselves in the +chairs that were ranged along the sides of the long, bald room, in which +they ended by producing the similitude of an enormous street-car. The +apartment contained little else but these chairs, many of which had a +borrowed aspect, an implication of bare bedrooms in the upper regions; a +table or two with a discoloured marble top, a few books, and a +collection of newspapers piled up in corners. Ransom could see for +himself that the occasion was not crudely festive; there was a want of +convivial movement, and, among most of the visitors, even of mutual +recognition. They sat there as if they were waiting for something; they +looked obliquely and silently at Mrs. Farrinder, and were plainly under +the impression that, fortunately, they were not there to amuse +themselves. The ladies, who were much the more numerous, wore their +bonnets, like Miss Chancellor; the men were in the garb of toil, many of +them in weary-looking overcoats. Two or three had retained their +overshoes, and as you approached them the odour of the india-rubber was +perceptible. It was not, however, that Miss Birdseye ever noticed +anything of that sort; she neither knew what she smelled nor tasted what +she ate. Most of her friends had an anxious, haggard look, though there +were sundry exceptions--half-a-dozen placid, florid faces. Basil Ransom +wondered who they all were; he had a general idea they were mediums, +communists, vegetarians. It was not, either, that Miss Birdseye failed +to wander about among them with repetitions of inquiry and friendly +absences of attention; she sat down near most of them in turn, saying +"Yes, yes," vaguely and kindly, to remarks they made to her, feeling for +the papers in the pockets of her loosened bodice, recovering her cap and +sacrificing her spectacles, wondering most of all what had been her idea +in convoking these people. Then she remembered that it had been +connected in some way with Mrs. Farrinder; that this eloquent woman had +promised to favour the company with a few reminiscences of her last +campaign; to sketch even, perhaps, the lines on which she intended to +operate during the coming winter. This was what Olive Chancellor had +come to hear; this would be the attraction for the dark-eyed young man +(he looked like a genius) she had brought with her. Miss Birdseye made +her way back to the great lecturess, who was bending an indulgent +attention on Miss Chancellor; the latter compressed into a small space, +to be near her, and sitting with clasped hands and a concentration of +inquiry which by contrast made Mrs. Farrinder's manner seem large and +free. In her transit, however, the hostess was checked by the arrival of +fresh pilgrims; she had no idea she had mentioned the occasion to so +many people--she only remembered, as it were, those she had +forgotten--and it was certainly a proof of the interest felt in Mrs. +Farrinder's work. The people who had just come in were Doctor and Mrs. +Tarrant and their daughter Verena; he was a mesmeric healer and she was +of old Abolitionist stock. Miss Birdseye rested her dim, dry smile upon +the daughter, who was new to her, and it floated before her that she +would probably be remarkable as a genius; her parentage was an +implication of that. There was a genius for Miss Birdseye in every bush. +Selah Tarrant had effected wonderful cures; she knew so many people--if +they would only try him. His wife was a daughter of Abraham Greenstreet; +she had kept a runaway slave in her house for thirty days. That was +years before, when this girl must have been a child; but hadn't it +thrown a kind of rainbow over her cradle, and wouldn't she naturally +have some gift? The girl was very pretty, though she had red hair. + + + + +V + + +Mrs. Farrinder, meanwhile, was not eager to address the assembly. She +confessed as much to Olive Chancellor, with a smile which asked that a +temporary lapse of promptness might not be too harshly judged. She had +addressed so many assemblies, and she wanted to hear what other people +had to say. Miss Chancellor herself had thought so much on the vital +subject; would not she make a few remarks and give them some of her +experiences? How did the ladies on Beacon Street feel about the ballot? +Perhaps she could speak for _them_ more than for some others. That was a +branch of the question on which, it might be, the leaders had not +information enough; but they wanted to take in everything, and why +shouldn't Miss Chancellor just make that field her own? Mrs. Farrinder +spoke in the tone of one who took views so wide that they might easily, +at first, before you could see how she worked round, look almost +meretricious; she was conscious of a scope that exceeded the first +flight of your imagination. She urged upon her companion the idea of +labouring in the world of fashion, appeared to attribute to her familiar +relations with that mysterious realm, and wanted to know why she +shouldn't stir up some of her friends down there on the Mill-dam? + +Olive Chancellor received this appeal with peculiar feelings. With her +immense sympathy for reform, she found herself so often wishing that +reformers were a little different. There was something grand about Mrs. +Farrinder; it lifted one up to be with her: but there was a false note +when she spoke to her young friend about the ladies in Beacon Street. +Olive hated to hear that fine avenue talked about as if it were such a +remarkable place, and to live there were a proof of worldly glory. All +sorts of inferior people lived there, and so brilliant a woman as Mrs. +Farrinder, who lived at Roxbury, ought not to mix things up. It was, of +course, very wretched to be irritated by such mistakes; but this was not +the first time Miss Chancellor had observed that the possession of +nerves was not by itself a reason for embracing the new truths. She knew +her place in the Boston hierarchy, and it was not what Mrs. Farrinder +supposed; so that there was a want of perspective in talking to her as +if she had been a representative of the aristocracy. Nothing could be +weaker, she knew very well, than (in the United States) to apply that +term too literally; nevertheless, it would represent a reality if one +were to say that, by distinction, the Chancellors belonged to the +_bourgeoisie_--the oldest and best. They might care for such a position +or not (as it happened, they were very proud of it), but there they +were, and it made Mrs. Farrinder seem provincial (there was something +provincial, after all, in the way she did her hair too) not to +understand. When Miss Birdseye spoke as if one were a "leader of +society," Olive could forgive her even that odious expression, because, +of course, one never pretended that she, poor dear, had the smallest +sense of the real. She was heroic, she was sublime, the whole moral +history of Boston was reflected in her displaced spectacles; but it was +a part of her originality, as it were, that she was deliciously +provincial. Olive Chancellor seemed to herself to have privileges enough +without being affiliated to the exclusive set and having invitations to +the smaller parties, which were the real test; it was a mercy for her +that she had not that added immorality on her conscience. The ladies +Mrs. Farrinder meant (it was to be supposed she meant some particular +ones) might speak for themselves. She wished to work in another field; +she had long been preoccupied with the romance of the people. She had an +immense desire to know intimately some _very_ poor girl. This might seem +one of the most accessible of pleasures; but, in point of fact, she had +not found it so. There were two or three pale shop-maidens whose +acquaintance she had sought; but they had seemed afraid of her, and the +attempt had come to nothing. She took them more tragically then they +took themselves; they couldn't make out what she wanted them to do, and +they always ended by being odiously mixed up with Charlie. Charlie was a +young man in a white overcoat and a paper collar; it was for him, in the +last analysis, that they cared much the most. They cared far more about +Charlie than about the ballot. Olive Chancellor wondered how Mrs. +Farrinder would treat that branch of the question. In her researches +among her young townswomen she had always found this obtrusive swain +planted in her path, and she grew at last to dislike him extremely. It +filled her with exasperation to think that he should be necessary to the +happiness of his victims (she had learned that whatever they might talk +about with her, it was of him and him only that they discoursed among +themselves), and one of the main recommendations of the evening club for +her fatigued, underpaid sisters, which it had long been her dream to +establish, was that it would in some degree undermine his +position--distinct as her prevision might be that he would be in waiting +at the door. She hardly knew what to say to Mrs. Farrinder when this +momentarily misdirected woman, still preoccupied with the Mill-dam, +returned to the charge. + +"We want labourers in that field, though I know two or three lovely +women--sweet _home-women_--moving in circles that are for the most part +closed to every new voice, who are doing their best to help on the +fight. I have several names that might surprise you, names well known on +State Street. But we can't have too many recruits, especially among +those whose refinement is generally acknowledged. If it be necessary, we +are prepared to take certain steps to conciliate the shrinking. Our +movement is for all--it appeals to the most delicate ladies. Raise the +standard among them, and bring me a thousand names. I know several that +I should like to have. I look after the details as well as the big +currents," Mrs. Farrinder added, in a tone as explanatory as could be +expected of such a woman, and with a smile of which the sweetness was +thrilling to her listener. + +"I can't talk to those people, I can't!" said Olive Chancellor, with a +face which seemed to plead for a remission of responsibility. "I want to +give myself up to others; I want to know everything that lies beneath +and out of sight, don't you know? I want to enter into the lives of +women who are lonely, who are piteous. I want to be near to them--to +help them. I want to do something--oh, I should like so to speak!" + +"We should be glad to have you make a few remarks at present," Mrs. +Farrinder declared, with a punctuality which revealed the faculty of +presiding. + +"Oh dear, no, I can't speak; I have none of that sort of talent. I have +no self-possession, no eloquence; I can't put three words together. But +I do want to contribute." + +"What _have_ you got?" Mrs. Farrinder inquired, looking at her +interlocutress, up and down, with the eye of business, in which there +was a certain chill. "Have you got money?" + +Olive was so agitated for the moment with the hope that this great woman +would approve of her on the financial side that she took no time to +reflect that some other quality might, in courtesy, have been suggested. +But she confessed to possessing a certain capital, and the tone seemed +rich and deep in which Mrs. Farrinder said to her, "Then contribute +that!" She was so good as to develop this idea, and her picture of the +part Miss Chancellor might play by making liberal donations to a fund +for the diffusion among the women of America of a more adequate +conception of their public and private rights--a fund her adviser had +herself lately inaugurated--this bold, rapid sketch had the vividness +which characterised the speaker's most successful public efforts. It +placed Olive under the spell; it made her feel almost inspired. If her +life struck others in that way--especially a woman like Mrs. Farrinder, +whose horizon was so full--then there must be something for her to do. +It was one thing to choose for herself, but now the great representative +of the enfranchisement of their sex (from every form of bondage) had +chosen for her. + +The barren, gas-lighted room grew richer and richer to her earnest eyes; +it seemed to expand, to open itself to the great life of humanity. The +serious, tired people, in their bonnets and overcoats, began to glow +like a company of heroes. Yes, she would do something, Olive Chancellor +said to herself; she would do something to brighten the darkness of that +dreadful image that was always before her, and against which it seemed +to her at times that she had been born to lead a crusade--the image of +the unhappiness of women. The unhappiness of women! The voice of their +silent suffering was always in her ears, the ocean of tears that they +had shed from the beginning of time seemed to pour through her own eyes. +Ages of oppression had rolled over them; uncounted millions had lived +only to be tortured, to be crucified. They were her sisters, they were +her own, and the day of their delivery had dawned. This was the only +sacred cause; this was the great, the just revolution. It must triumph, +it must sweep everything before it; it must exact from the other, the +brutal, blood-stained, ravening race, the last particle of expiation! It +would be the greatest change the world had seen; it would be a new era +for the human family, and the names of those who had helped to show the +way and lead the squadrons would be the brightest in the tables of fame. +They would be names of women weak, insulted, persecuted, but devoted in +every pulse of their being to the cause, and asking no better fate than +to die for it. It was not clear to this interesting girl in what manner +such a sacrifice (as this last) would be required of her, but she saw +the matter through a kind of sunrise-mist of emotion which made danger +as rosy as success. When Miss Birdseye approached, it transfigured her +familiar, her comical shape, and made the poor little humanitary hack +seem already a martyr. Olive Chancellor looked at her with love, +remembered that she had never, in her long, unrewarded, weary life, had +a thought or an impulse for herself. She had been consumed by the +passion of sympathy; it had crumpled her into as many creases as an old +glazed, distended glove. She had been laughed at, but she never knew it; +she was treated as a bore, but she never cared. She had nothing in the +world but the clothes on her back, and when she should go down into the +grave she would leave nothing behind her but her grotesque, +undistinguished, pathetic little name. And yet people said that women +were vain, that they were personal, that they were interested! While +Miss Birdseye stood there, asking Mrs. Farrinder if she wouldn't say +something, Olive Chancellor tenderly fastened a small battered brooch +which confined her collar and which had half detached itself. + + + + +VI + + +"Oh, thank you," said Miss Birdseye, "I shouldn't like to lose it; it +was given me by Mirandola!" He had been one of her refugees in the old +time, when two or three of her friends, acquainted with the limits of +his resources, wondered how he had come into possession of the trinket. +She had been diverted again, after her greeting with Doctor and Mrs. +Tarrant, by stopping to introduce the tall, dark young man whom Miss +Chancellor had brought with her to Doctor Prance. She had become +conscious of his somewhat sombre figure, uplifted against the wall, near +the door; he was leaning there in solitude, unacquainted with +opportunities which Miss Birdseye felt to be, collectively, of value, +and which were really, of course, what strangers came to Boston for. It +did not occur to her to ask herself why Miss Chancellor didn't talk to +him, since she had brought him; Miss Birdseye was incapable of a +speculation of this kind. Olive, in fact, had remained vividly conscious +of her kinsman's isolation until the moment when Mrs. Farrinder lifted +her, with a word, to a higher plane. She watched him across the room; +she saw that he might be bored. But she proposed to herself not to mind +that; she had asked him, after all, not to come. Then he was no worse +off than others; he was only waiting, like the rest; and before they +left she would introduce him to Mrs. Farrinder. She might tell that lady +who he was first; it was not every one that would care to know a person +who had borne such a part in the Southern disloyalty. It came over our +young lady that when she sought the acquaintance of her distant kinsman +she had indeed done a more complicated thing than she suspected. The +sudden uneasiness that he flung over her in the carriage had not left +her, though she felt it less now she was with others, and especially +that she was close to Mrs. Farrinder, who was such a fountain of +strength. At any rate, if he was bored, he could speak to some one; +there were excellent people near him, even if they _were_ ardent +reformers. He could speak to that pretty girl who had just come in--the +one with red hair--if he liked; Southerners were supposed to be so +chivalrous! + +Miss Birdseye reasoned much less, and did not offer to introduce him to +Verena Tarrant, who was apparently being presented by her parents to a +group of friends at the other end of the room. It came back to Miss +Birdseye, in this connexion, that, sure enough, Verena had been away for +a long time--for nearly a year; had been on a visit to friends in the +West, and would therefore naturally be a stranger to most of the Boston +circle. Doctor Prance was looking at her--at Miss Birdseye--with little, +sharp, fixed pupils; and the good lady wondered whether she were angry +at having been induced to come up. She had a general impression that +when genius was original its temper was high, and all this would be the +case with Doctor Prance. She wanted to say to her that she could go down +again if she liked; but even to Miss Birdseye's unsophisticated mind +this scarcely appeared, as regards a guest, an adequate formula of +dismissal. She tried to bring the young Southerner out; she said to him +that she presumed they would have some entertainment soon--Mrs. +Farrinder could be interesting when she tried! And then she bethought +herself to introduce him to Doctor Prance; it might serve as a reason +for having brought her up. Moreover, it would do her good to break up +her work now and then; she pursued her medical studies far into the +night, and Miss Birdseye, who was nothing of a sleeper (Mary Prance, +precisely, had wanted to treat her for it), had heard her, in the +stillness of the small hours, with her open windows (she had fresh air +on the brain), sharpening instruments (it was Miss Birdseye's mild +belief that she dissected), in a little physiological laboratory which +she had set up in her back room, the room which, if she hadn't been a +doctor, might have been her "chamber," and perhaps was, even with the +dissecting, Miss Birdseye didn't know! She explained her young friends +to each other, a trifle incoherently, perhaps, and then went to stir up +Mrs. Farrinder. + +Basil Ransom had already noticed Doctor Prance; he had not been at all +bored, and had observed every one in the room, arriving at all sorts of +ingenious inductions. The little medical lady struck him as a perfect +example of the "Yankee female"--the figure which, in the unregenerate +imagination of the children of the cotton-States, was produced by the +New England school-system, the Puritan code, the ungenial climate, the +absence of chivalry. Spare, dry, hard, without a curve, an inflexion or +a grace, she seemed to ask no odds in the battle of life and to be +prepared to give none. But Ransom could see that she was not an +enthusiast, and after his contact with his cousin's enthusiasm this was +rather a relief to him. She looked like a boy, and not even like a good +boy. It was evident that if she had been a boy, she would have "cut" +school, to try private experiments in mechanics or to make researches in +natural history. It was true that if she had been a boy she would have +borne some relation to a girl, whereas Doctor Prance appeared to bear +none whatever. Except her intelligent eye, she had no features to speak +of. Ransom asked her if she were acquainted with the lioness, and on her +staring at him, without response, explained that he meant the renowned +Mrs. Farrinder. + +"Well, I don't know as I ought to say that I'm acquainted with her; but +I've heard her on the platform. I have paid my half-dollar," the doctor +added, with a certain grimness. + +"Well, did she convince you?" Ransom inquired. + +"Convince me of what, sir?" + +"That women are so superior to men." + +"Oh, deary me!" said Doctor Prance, with a little impatient sigh; "I +guess I know more about women than she does." + +"And that isn't your opinion, I hope," said Ransom, laughing. + +"Men and women are all the same to me," Doctor Prance remarked. "I don't +see any difference. There is room for improvement in both sexes. Neither +of them is up to the standard." And on Ransom's asking her what the +standard appeared to her to be, she said, "Well, they ought to live +better; that's what they ought to do." And she went on to declare, +further, that she thought they all talked too much. This had so long +been Ransom's conviction that his heart quite warmed to Doctor Prance, +and he paid homage to her wisdom in the manner of Mississippi--with a +richness of compliment that made her turn her acute, suspicious eye upon +him. This checked him; she was capable of thinking that _he_ talked too +much--she herself having, apparently, no general conversation. It was +german to the matter, at any rate, for him to observe that he believed +they were to have a lecture from Mrs. Farrinder--he didn't know why she +didn't begin. "Yes," said Doctor Prance, rather dryly, "I suppose that's +what Miss Birdseye called me up for. She seemed to think I wouldn't want +to miss that." + +"Whereas, I infer, you could console yourself for the loss of the +oration," Ransom suggested. + +"Well, I've got some work. I don't want any one to teach me what a woman +can do!" Doctor Prance declared. "She can find out some things, if she +tries. Besides, I am familiar with Mrs. Farrinder's system; I know all +she has got to say." + +"Well, what is it, then, since she continues to remain silent?" + +"Well, what it amounts to is just that women want to have a better time. +That's what it comes to in the end. I am aware of that, without her +telling me." + +"And don't you sympathise with such an aspiration?" + +"Well, I don't know as I cultivate the sentimental side," said Doctor +Prance. "There's plenty of sympathy without mine. If they want to have a +better time, I suppose it's natural; so do men too, I suppose. But I +don't know as it appeals to me--to make sacrifices for it; it ain't such +a wonderful time--the best you _can_ have!" + +This little lady was tough and technical; she evidently didn't care for +great movements; she became more and more interesting to Basil Ransom, +who, it is to be feared, had a fund of cynicism. He asked her if she +knew his cousin, Miss Chancellor, whom he indicated, beside Mrs. +Farrinder; _she_ believed, on the contrary, in wonderful times (she +thought they were coming); she had plenty of sympathy, and he was sure +she was willing to make sacrifices. + +Doctor Prance looked at her across the room for a moment; then she said +she didn't know her, but she guessed she knew others like her--she went +to see them when they were sick. "She's having a private lecture to +herself," Ransom remarked; whereupon Doctor Prance rejoined, "Well, I +guess she'll have to pay for it!" She appeared to regret her own +half-dollar, and to be vaguely impatient of the behaviour of her sex. +Ransom became so sensible of this that he felt it was indelicate to +allude further to the cause of woman, and, for a change, endeavoured to +elicit from his companion some information about the gentlemen present. +He had given her a chance, vainly, to start some topic herself; but he +could see that she had no interests beyond the researches from which, +this evening, she had been torn, and was incapable of asking him a +personal question. She knew two or three of the gentlemen; she had seen +them before at Miss Birdseye's. Of course she knew principally ladies; +the time hadn't come when a lady-doctor was sent for by a gentleman, and +she hoped it never would, though some people seemed to think that this +was what lady-doctors were working for. She knew Mr. Pardon; that was +the young man with the "side-whiskers" and the white hair; he was a kind +of editor, and he wrote, too, "over his signature"--perhaps Basil had +read some of his works; he was under thirty, in spite of his white hair. +He was a great deal thought of in magazine circles. She believed he was +very bright--but she hadn't read anything. She didn't read much--not for +amusement; only the _Transcript_. She believed Mr. Pardon sometimes +wrote in the _Transcript_; well, she supposed he _was_ very bright. The +other that she knew--only she didn't know him (she supposed Basil would +think that queer)--was the tall, pale gentleman, with the black +moustache and the eye-glass. She knew him because she had met him in +society; but she didn't know him--well, because she didn't want to. If +he should come and speak to her--and he looked as if he were going to +work round that way--she should just say to him, "Yes, sir," or "No, +sir," very coldly. She couldn't help it if he did think her dry; if _he_ +were a little more dry, it might be better for him. What was the matter +with him? Oh, she thought she had mentioned that; he was a mesmeric +healer, he made miraculous cures. She didn't believe in his system or +disbelieve in it, one way or the other; she only knew that she had been +called to see ladies he had worked on, and she found that he had made +them lose a lot of valuable time. He talked to them--well, as if he +didn't know what he was saying. She guessed he was quite ignorant of +physiology, and she didn't think he ought to go round taking +responsibilities. She didn't want to be narrow, but she thought a person +ought to know something. She supposed Basil would think her very +uplifted; but he had put the question to her, as she might say. All she +could say was she didn't want him to be laying his hands on any of _her_ +folks; it was all done with the hands--what wasn't done with the tongue! +Basil could see that Doctor Prance was irritated; that this extreme +candour of allusion to her neighbour was probably not habitual to her, +as a member of a society in which the casual expression of strong +opinion generally produced waves of silence. But he blessed her +irritation, for him it was so illuminating; and to draw further profit +from it he asked her who the young lady was with the red hair--the +pretty one, whom he had only noticed during the last ten minutes. She +was Miss Tarrant, the daughter of the healer; hadn't she mentioned his +name? Selah Tarrant; if he wanted to send for him. Doctor Prance wasn't +acquainted with her, beyond knowing that she was the mesmerist's only +child, and having heard something about her having some gift--she +couldn't remember which it was. Oh, if she was his child, she would be +sure to have some gift--if it was only the gift of the g----well, she +didn't mean to say that; but a talent for conversation. Perhaps she +could die and come to life again; perhaps she would show them her gift, +as no one seemed inclined to do anything. Yes, she was pretty-appearing, +but there was a certain indication of anæmia, and Doctor Prance would be +surprised if she didn't eat too much candy. Basil thought she had an +engaging exterior; it was his private reflexion, coloured doubtless by +"sectional" prejudice, that she was the first pretty girl he had seen in +Boston. She was talking with some ladies at the other end of the room; +and she had a large red fan, which she kept constantly in movement. She +was not a quiet girl; she fidgeted, was restless, while she talked, and +had the air of a person who, whatever she might be doing, would wish to +be doing something else. If people watched her a good deal, she also +returned their contemplation, and her charming eyes had several times +encountered those of Basil Ransom. But they wandered mainly in the +direction of Mrs. Farrinder--they lingered upon the serene solidity of +the great oratress. It was easy to see that the girl admired this +beneficent woman, and felt it a privilege to be near her. It was +apparent, indeed, that she was excited by the company in which she found +herself; a fact to be explained by a reference to that recent period of +exile in the West, of which we have had a hint, and in consequence of +which the present occasion may have seemed to her a return to +intellectual life. Ransom secretly wished that his cousin--since fate +was to reserve for him a cousin in Boston--had been more like that. + +By this time a certain agitation was perceptible; several ladies, +impatient of vain delay, had left their places, to appeal personally to +Mrs. Farrinder, who was presently surrounded with sympathetic +remonstrants. Miss Birdseye had given her up; it had been enough for +Miss Birdseye that she should have said, when pressed (so far as her +hostess, muffled in laxity, could press) on the subject of the general +expectation, that she could only deliver her message to an audience +which she felt to be partially hostile. There was no hostility there; +they were all only too much in sympathy. "I don't require sympathy," she +said, with a tranquil smile, to Olive Chancellor; "I am only myself, I +only rise to the occasion, when I see prejudice, when I see bigotry, +when I see injustice, when I see conservatism, massed before me like an +army. Then I feel--I feel as I imagine Napoleon Bonaparte to have felt +on the eve of one of his great victories. I _must_ have unfriendly +elements--I like to win them over." + +Olive thought of Basil Ransom, and wondered whether he would do for an +unfriendly element. She mentioned him to Mrs. Farrinder, who expressed +an earnest hope that if he were opposed to the principles which were so +dear to the rest of them, he might be induced to take the floor and +testify on his own account. "I should be so happy to answer him," said +Mrs. Farrinder, with supreme softness. "I should be so glad, at any +rate, to exchange ideas with him." Olive felt a deep alarm at the idea +of a public dispute between these two vigorous people (she had a +perception that Ransom would be vigorous), not because she doubted of +the happy issue, but because she herself would be in a false position, +as having brought the offensive young man, and she had a horror of false +positions. Miss Birdseye was incapable of resentment; she had invited +forty people to hear Mrs. Farrinder speak, and now Mrs. Farrinder +wouldn't speak. But she had such a beautiful reason for it! There was +something martial and heroic in her pretext, and, besides, it was so +characteristic, so free, that Miss Birdseye was quite consoled, and +wandered away, looking at her other guests vaguely, as if she didn't +know them from each other, while she mentioned to them, at a venture, +the excuse for their disappointment, confident, evidently, that they +would agree with her it was very fine. "But we can't pretend to be on +the other side, just to start her up, can we?" she asked of Mr. Tarrant, +who sat there beside his wife with a rather conscious but by no means +complacent air of isolation from the rest of the company. + +"Well, I don't know--I guess we are all solid here," this gentleman +replied, looking round him with a slow, deliberate smile, which made his +mouth enormous, developed two wrinkles, as long as the wings of a bat, +on either side of it, and showed a set of big, even, carnivorous teeth. + +"Selah," said his wife, laying her hand on the sleeve of his waterproof, +"I wonder whether Miss Birdseye would be interested to hear Verena." + +"Well, if you mean she sings, it's a shame I haven't got a piano," Miss +Birdseye took upon herself to respond. It came back to her that the girl +had a gift. + +"She doesn't want a piano--she doesn't want anything," Selah remarked, +giving no apparent attention to his wife. It was a part of his attitude +in life never to appear to be indebted to another person for a +suggestion, never to be surprised or unprepared. + +"Well, I don't know that the interest in singing is so general," said +Miss Birdseye, quite unconscious of any slackness in preparing a +substitute for the entertainment that had failed her. + +"It isn't singing, you'll see," Mrs. Tarrant declared. + +"What is it, then?" + +Mr. Tarrant unfurled his wrinkles, showed his back teeth. "It's +inspirational." + +Miss Birdseye gave a small, vague, unsceptical laugh. "Well, if you can +guarantee that----" + +"I think it would be acceptable," said Mrs. Tarrant; and putting up a +half-gloved, familiar hand, she drew Miss Birdseye down to her, and the +pair explained in alternation what it was their child could do. + +Meanwhile, Basil Ransom confessed to Doctor Prance that he was, after +all, rather disappointed. He had expected more of a programme; he wanted +to hear some of the new truths. Mrs. Farrinder, as he said, remained +within her tent, and he had hoped not only to see these distinguished +people but also to listen to them. + +"Well, _I_ ain't disappointed," the sturdy little doctress replied. "If +any question had been opened, I suppose I should have had to stay." + +"But I presume you don't propose to retire." + +"Well, I've got to pursue my studies some time. I don't want the +gentlemen-doctors to get ahead of me." + +"Oh, no one will ever get ahead of you, I'm very sure. And there is that +pretty young lady going over to speak to Mrs. Farrinder. She's going to +beg her for a speech--Mrs. Farrinder can't resist that." + +"Well, then, I'll just trickle out before she begins. Good-night, sir," +said Doctor Prance, who by this time had begun to appear to Ransom more +susceptible of domestication, as if she had been a small +forest-creature, a catamount or a ruffled doe, that had learned to stand +still while you stroked it, or even to extend a paw. She ministered to +health, and she was healthy herself; if his cousin could have been even +of this type Basil would have felt himself more fortunate. + +"Good-night, Doctor," he replied. "You haven't told me, after all, your +opinion of the capacity of the ladies." + +"Capacity for what?" said Doctor Prance. "They've got a capacity for +making people waste time. All I know is that I don't want any one to +tell _me_ what a lady can do!" And she edged away from him softly, as if +she had been traversing a hospital-ward, and presently he saw her reach +the door, which, with the arrival of the later comers, had remained +open. She stood there an instant, turning over the whole assembly a +glance like the flash of a watchman's bull's-eye, and then quickly +passed out. Ransom could see that she was impatient of the general +question and bored with being reminded, even for the sake of her rights, +that she was a woman--a detail that she was in the habit of forgetting, +having as many rights as she had time for. It was certain that whatever +might become of the movement at large, Doctor Prance's own little +revolution was a success. + + + + +VII + + +She had no sooner left him than Olive Chancellor came towards him with +eyes that seemed to say, "I don't care whether you are here now or +not--I'm all right!" But what her lips said was much more gracious; she +asked him if she mightn't have the pleasure of introducing him to Mrs. +Farrinder. Ransom consented, with a little of his Southern flourish, and +in a moment the lady got up to receive him from the midst of the circle +that now surrounded her. It was an occasion for her to justify her +reputation of an elegant manner, and it must be impartially related that +she struck Ransom as having a dignity in conversation and a command of +the noble style which could not have been surpassed by a daughter--one +of the most accomplished, most far-descended daughters--of his own +latitude. It was as if she had known that he was not eager for the +changes she advocated, and wished to show him that, especially to a +Southerner who had bitten the dust, her sex could be magnanimous. This +knowledge of his secret heresy seemed to him to be also in the faces of +the other ladies, whose circumspect glances, however (for he had not +been introduced), treated it as a pity rather than as a shame. He was +conscious of all these middle-aged feminine eyes, conscious of curls, +rather limp, that depended from dusky bonnets, of heads poked forward, +as if with a waiting, listening, familiar habit, of no one being very +bright or gay--no one, at least, but that girl he had noticed before, +who had a brilliant head, and who now hovered on the edge of the +conclave. He met her eye again; she was watching him too. It had been in +his thought that Mrs. Farrinder, to whom his cousin might have betrayed +or misrepresented him, would perhaps defy him to combat, and he wondered +whether he could pull himself together (he was extremely embarrassed) +sufficiently to do honour to such a challenge. If she would fling down +the glove on the temperance question, it seemed to him that it would be +in him to pick it up; for the idea of a meddling legislation on this +subject filled him with rage; the taste of liquor being good to him, and +his conviction strong that civilisation itself would be in danger if it +should fall into the power of a herd of vociferating women (I am but the +reporter of his angry _formulae_) to prevent a gentleman from taking his +glass. Mrs. Farrinder proved to him that she had not the eagerness of +insecurity; she asked him if he wouldn't like to give the company some +account of the social and political condition of the South. He begged to +be excused, expressing at the same time a high sense of the honour done +him by such a request, while he smiled to himself at the idea of his +extemporising a lecture. He smiled even while he suspected the meaning +of the look Miss Chancellor gave him: "Well, you are not of much account +after all!" To talk to those people about the South--if they could have +guessed how little he cared to do it! He had a passionate tenderness for +his own country, and a sense of intimate connexion with it which would +have made it as impossible for him to take a roomful of Northern +fanatics into his confidence as to read aloud his mother's or his +mistress's letters. To be quiet about the Southern land, not to touch +her with vulgar hands, to leave her alone with her wounds and her +memories, not prating in the market-place either of her troubles or her +hopes, but waiting as a man should wait, for the slow process, the +sensible beneficence, of time--this was the desire of Ransom's heart, +and he was aware of how little it could minister to the entertainment of +Miss Birdseye's guests. + +"We know so little about the women of the South; they are very +voiceless," Mrs. Farrinder remarked. "How much can we count upon them? +in what numbers would they flock to our standard? I have been +recommended not to lecture in the Southern cities." + +"Ah, madam, that was very cruel advice--for us!" Basil Ransom exclaimed, +with gallantry. + +"_I_ had a magnificent audience last spring in St. Louis," a fresh young +voice announced, over the heads of the gathered group--a voice which, on +Basil's turning, like every one else, for an explanation, appeared to +have proceeded from the pretty girl with red hair. She had coloured a +little with the effort of making this declaration, and she stood there +smiling at her listeners. + +Mrs. Farrinder bent a benignant brow upon her, in spite of her being, +evidently, rather a surprise. "Oh, indeed; and your subject, my dear +young lady?" + +"The past history, the present condition, and the future prospects of +our sex." + +"Oh, well, St. Louis--that's scarcely the South," said one of the +ladies. + +"I'm sure the young lady would have had equal success at Charleston or +New Orleans," Basil Ransom interposed. + +"Well, I wanted to go farther," the girl continued, "but I had no +friends. I have friends in St. Louis." + +"You oughtn't to want for them anywhere," said Mrs. Farrinder, in a +manner which, by this time, had quite explained her reputation. "I am +acquainted with the loyalty of St. Louis." + +"Well, after that, you must let me introduce Miss Tarrant; she's +perfectly dying to know you, Mrs. Farrinder." These words emanated from +one of the gentlemen, the young man with white hair, who had been +mentioned to Ransom by Doctor Prance as a celebrated magazinist. He, +too, up to this moment, had hovered in the background, but he now gently +clove the assembly (several of the ladies made way for him), leading in +the daughter of the mesmerist. + +She laughed and continued to blush--her blush was the faintest pink; she +looked very young and slim and fair as Mrs. Farrinder made way for her +on the sofa which Olive Chancellor had quitted. "I _have_ wanted to know +you; I admire you so much; I hoped so you would speak to-night. It's too +lovely to see you, Mrs. Farrinder." So she expressed herself, while the +company watched the encounter with a look of refreshed inanition. "You +don't know who I am, of course; I'm just a girl who wants to thank you +for all you have done for us. For you have spoken for us girls, just as +much as--just as much as----" She hesitated now, looking about with +enthusiastic eyes at the rest of the group, and meeting once more the +gaze of Basil Ransom. + +"Just as much as for the old women," said Mrs. Farrinder genially. "You +seem very well able to speak for yourself." + +"She speaks so beautifully--if she would only make a little address," +the young man who had introduced her remarked. "It's a new style, quite +original," he added. He stood there with folded arms, looking down at +his work, the conjunction of the two ladies, with a smile; and Basil +Ransom, remembering what Miss Prance had told him, and enlightened by +his observation in New York of some of the sources from which newspapers +are fed, was immediately touched by the conviction that he perceived in +it the material of a paragraph. + +"My dear child, if you'll take the floor, I'll call the meeting to +order," said Mrs. Farrinder. + +The girl looked at her with extraordinary candour and confidence. "If I +could only hear you first--just to give me an atmosphere." + +"I've got no atmosphere; there's very little of the Indian summer about +_me_! I deal with facts--hard facts," Mrs. Farrinder replied. "Have you +ever heard me? If so, you know how crisp I am." + +"Heard you? I've lived on you! It's so much to me to see you. Ask mother +if it ain't!" She had expressed herself, from the first word she +uttered, with a promptness and assurance which gave almost the +impression of a lesson rehearsed in advance. And yet there was a strange +spontaneity in her manner, and an air of artless enthusiasm, of personal +purity. If she was theatrical, she was naturally theatrical. She looked +up at Mrs. Farrinder with all her emotion in her smiling eyes. This lady +had been the object of many ovations; it was familiar to her that the +collective heart of her sex had gone forth to her; but, visibly, she was +puzzled by this unforeseen embodiment of gratitude and fluency, and her +eyes wandered over the girl with a certain reserve, while, within the +depth of her eminently public manner, she asked herself whether Miss +Tarrant were a remarkable young woman or only a forward minx. She found +a response which committed her to neither view; she only said, "We want +the young--of course we want the young!" + +"Who is that charming creature?" Basil Ransom heard his cousin ask, in a +grave, lowered tone, of Matthias Pardon, the young man who had brought +Miss Tarrant forward. He didn't know whether Miss Chancellor knew him, +or whether her curiosity had pushed her to boldness. Ransom was near the +pair, and had the benefit of Mr. Pardon's answer. + +"The daughter of Doctor Tarrant, the mesmeric healer--Miss Verena. She's +a high-class speaker." + +"What do you mean?" Olive asked. "Does she give public addresses?" + +"Oh yes, she has had quite a career in the West. I heard her last spring +at Topeka. They call it inspirational. I don't know what it is--only +it's exquisite; so fresh and poetical. She has to have her father to +start her up. It seems to pass into her." And Mr. Pardon indulged in a +gesture intended to signify the passage. + +Olive Chancellor made no rejoinder save a low, impatient sigh; she +transferred her attention to the girl, who now held Mrs. Farrinder's +hand in both her own, and was pleading with her just to prelude a +little. "I want a starting-point--I want to know where I am," she said. +"Just two or three of your grand old thoughts." + +Basil stepped nearer to his cousin; he remarked to her that Miss Verena +was very pretty. She turned an instant, glanced at him, and then said, +"Do you think so?" An instant later she added, "How you must hate this +place!" + +"Oh, not now, we are going to have some fun," Ransom replied +good-humouredly, if a trifle coarsely; and the declaration had a point, +for Miss Birdseye at this moment reappeared, followed by the mesmeric +healer and his wife. + +"Ah, well, I see you are drawing her out," said Miss Birdseye to Mrs. +Farrinder; and at the idea that this process had been necessary Basil +Ransom broke into a smothered hilarity, a spasm which indicated that, +for him, the fun had already begun, and procured him another grave +glance from Miss Chancellor. Miss Verena seemed to him as far "out" as a +young woman could be. "Here's her father, Doctor Tarrant--he has a +wonderful gift--and her mother--she was a daughter of Abraham +Greenstreet." Miss Birdseye presented her companion; she was sure Mrs. +Farrinder would be interested; she wouldn't want to lose an opportunity, +even if for herself the conditions were not favourable. And then Miss +Birdseye addressed herself to the company more at large, widening the +circle so as to take in the most scattered guests, and evidently feeling +that after all it was a relief that one happened to have an obscurely +inspired maiden on the premises when greater celebrities had betrayed +the whimsicality of genius. It was a part of this whimsicality that Mrs. +Farrinder--the reader may find it difficult to keep pace with her +variations--appeared now to have decided to utter a few of her thoughts, +so that her hostess could elicit a general response to the remark that +it would be delightful to have both the old school and the new. + +"Well, perhaps you'll be disappointed in Verena," said Mrs. Tarrant, +with an air of dolorous resignation to any event, and seating herself, +with her gathered mantle, on the edge of a chair, as if she, at least, +were ready, whoever else might keep on talking. + +"It isn't _me_, mother," Verena rejoined, with soft gravity, rather +detached now from Mrs. Farrinder, and sitting with her eyes fixed +thoughtfully on the ground. With deference to Mrs. Tarrant, a little +more talk was necessary, for the young lady had as yet been +insufficiently explained. Miss Birdseye felt this, but she was rather +helpless about it, and delivered herself, with her universal +familiarity, which embraced every one and everything, of a wandering, +amiable tale, in which Abraham Greenstreet kept reappearing, in which +Doctor Tarrant's miraculous cures were specified, with all the facts +wanting, and in which Verena's successes in the West were related, not +with emphasis or hyperbole, in which Miss Birdseye never indulged, but +as accepted and recognised wonders, natural in an age of new +revelations. She had heard of these things in detail only ten minutes +before, from the girl's parents, but her hospitable soul had needed but +a moment to swallow and assimilate them. If her account of them was not +very lucid, it should be said in excuse for her that it was impossible +to have any idea of Verena Tarrant unless one had heard her, and +therefore still more impossible to give an idea to others. Mrs. +Farrinder was perceptibly irritated; she appeared to have made up her +mind, after her first hesitation, that the Tarrant family were +fantastical and compromising. She had bent an eye of coldness on Selah +and his wife--she might have regarded them all as a company of +mountebanks. + +"Stand up and tell us what you have to say," she remarked, with some +sternness, to Verena, who only raised her eyes to her, silently now, +with the same sweetness, and then rested them on her father. This +gentleman seemed to respond to an irresistible appeal; he looked round +at the company with all his teeth, and said that these flattering +allusions were not so embarrassing as they might otherwise be, inasmuch +as any success that he and his daughter might have had was so thoroughly +impersonal: he insisted on that word. They had just heard her say, "It +is not _me_, mother," and he and Mrs. Tarrant and the girl herself were +all equally aware it was not she. It was some power outside--it seemed +to flow through her; he couldn't pretend to say why his daughter should +be called, more than any one else. But it seemed as if she _was_ called. +When he just calmed her down by laying his hand on her a few moments, it +seemed to come. It so happened that in the West it had taken the form of +a considerable eloquence. She had certainly spoken with great facility +to cultivated and high-minded audiences. She had long followed with +sympathy the movement for the liberation of her sex from every sort of +bondage; it had been her principal interest even as a child (he might +mention that at the age of nine she had christened her favourite doll +Eliza P. Moseley, in memory of a great precursor whom they all +reverenced), and now the inspiration, if he might call it so, seemed +just to flow in that channel. The voice that spoke from her lips seemed +to want to take that form. It didn't seem as if it _could_ take any +other. She let it come out just as it would--she didn't pretend to have +any control. They could judge for themselves whether the whole thing was +not quite unique. That was why he was willing to talk about his own +child that way, before a gathering of ladies and gentlemen; it was +because they took no credit--they felt it was a power outside. If Verena +felt she was going to be stimulated that evening, he was pretty sure +they would be interested. Only he should have to request a few moments' +silence, while she listened for the voice. + +Several of the ladies declared that they should be delighted--they hoped +that Miss Tarrant was in good trim; whereupon they were corrected by +others, who reminded them that it wasn't _her_--she had nothing to do +with it--so her trim didn't matter; and a gentleman added that he +guessed there were many present who had conversed with Eliza P. Moseley. +Meanwhile Verena, more and more withdrawn into herself, but perfectly +undisturbed by the public discussion of her mystic faculty, turned yet +again, very prettily, to Mrs. Farrinder, and asked her if she wouldn't +strike out--just to give her courage. By this time Mrs. Farrinder was in +a condition of overhanging gloom; she greeted the charming suppliant +with the frown of Juno. She disapproved completely of Doctor Tarrant's +little speech, and she had less and less disposition to be associated +with a miracle-monger. Abraham Greenstreet was very well, but Abraham +Greenstreet was in his grave; and Eliza P. Moseley, after all, had been +very tepid. Basil Ransom wondered whether it were effrontery or +innocence that enabled Miss Tarrant to meet with such complacency the +aloofness of the elder lady. At this moment he heard Olive Chancellor, +at his elbow, with the tremor of excitement in her tone, suddenly +exclaim: "Please begin, please begin! A voice, a human voice, is what we +want." + +"I'll speak after you, and if you're a humbug, I'll expose you!" Mrs. +Farrinder said. She was more majestic than facetious. + +"I'm sure we are all solid, as Doctor Tarrant says. I suppose we want to +be quiet," Miss Birdseye remarked. + + + + +VIII + + +Verena Tarrant got up and went to her father in the middle of the room; +Olive Chancellor crossed and resumed her place beside Mrs. Farrinder on +the sofa the girl had quitted; and Miss Birdseye's visitors, for the +rest, settled themselves attentively in chairs or leaned against the +bare sides of the parlour. Verena took her father's hands, held them for +a moment, while she stood before him, not looking at him, with her eyes +towards the company; then, after an instant, her mother, rising, pushed +forward, with an interesting sigh, the chair on which she had been +sitting. Mrs. Tarrant was provided with another seat, and Verena, +relinquishing her father's grasp, placed herself in the chair, which +Tarrant put in position for her. She sat there with closed eyes, and her +father now rested his long, lean hands upon her head. Basil Ransom +watched these proceedings with much interest, for the girl amused and +pleased him. She had far more colour than any one there, for whatever +brightness was to be found in Miss Birdseye's rather faded and dingy +human collection had gathered itself into this attractive but ambiguous +young person. There was nothing ambiguous, by the way, about her +confederate; Ransom simply loathed him, from the moment he opened his +mouth; he was intensely familiar--that is, his type was; he was simply +the detested carpet-bagger. He was false, cunning, vulgar, ignoble; the +cheapest kind of human product. That he should be the father of a +delicate, pretty girl, who was apparently clever too, whether she had a +gift or no, this was an annoying, disconcerting fact. The white, puffy +mother, with the high forehead, in the corner there, looked more like a +lady; but if she were one, it was all the more shame to her to have +mated with such a varlet, Ransom said to himself, making use, as he did +generally, of terms of opprobrium extracted from the older English +literature. He had seen Tarrant, or his equivalent, often before; he had +"whipped" him, as he believed, controversially, again and again, at +political meetings in blighted Southern towns, during the horrible +period of reconstruction. If Mrs. Farrinder had looked at Verena Tarrant +as if she were a mountebank, there was some excuse for it, inasmuch as +the girl made much the same impression on Basil Ransom. He had never +seen such an odd mixture of elements; she had the sweetest, most +unworldly face, and yet, with it, an air of being on exhibition, of +belonging to a troupe, of living in the gaslight, which pervaded even +the details of her dress, fashioned evidently with an attempt at the +histrionic. If she had produced a pair of castanets or a tambourine, he +felt that such accessories would have been quite in keeping. + +Little Doctor Prance, with her hard good sense, had noted that she was +anæmic, and had intimated that she was a deceiver. The value of her +performance was yet to be proved, but she was certainly very pale, white +as women are who have that shade of red hair; they look as if their +blood had gone into it. There was, however, something rich in the +fairness of this young lady; she was strong and supple, there was colour +in her lips and eyes, and her tresses, gathered into a complicated coil, +seemed to glow with the brightness of her nature. She had curious, +radiant, liquid eyes (their smile was a sort of reflexion, like the +glisten of a gem), and though she was not tall, she appeared to spring +up, and carried her head as if it reached rather high. Ransom would have +thought she looked like an Oriental, if it were not that Orientals are +dark; and if she had only had a goat she would have resembled Esmeralda, +though he had but a vague recollection of who Esmeralda had been. She +wore a light-brown dress, of a shape that struck him as fantastic, a +yellow petticoat, and a large crimson sash fastened at the side; while +round her neck, and falling low upon her flat young chest, she had a +double chain of amber beads. It must be added that, in spite of her +melodramatic appearance, there was no symptom that her performance, +whatever it was, would be of a melodramatic character. She was very +quiet now, at least (she had folded her big fan), and her father +continued the mysterious process of calming her down. Ransom wondered +whether he wouldn't put her to sleep; for some minutes her eyes had +remained closed; he heard a lady near him, apparently familiar with +phenomena of this class, remark that she was going off. As yet the +exhibition was not exciting, though it was certainly pleasant to have +such a pretty girl placed there before one, like a moving statue. Doctor +Tarrant looked at no one as he stroked and soothed his daughter; his +eyes wandered round the cornice of the room, and he grinned upward, as +if at an imaginary gallery. "Quietly--quietly," he murmured from time to +time. "It will come, my good child, it will come. Just let it work--just +let it gather. The spirit, you know; you've got to let the spirit come +out when it will." He threw up his arms at moments, to rid himself of +the wings of his long waterproof, which fell forward over his hands. +Basil Ransom noticed all these things, and noticed also, opposite, the +waiting face of his cousin, fixed, from her sofa, upon the closed eyes +of the young prophetess. He grew more impatient at last, not of the +delay of the edifying voice (though some time had elapsed), but of +Tarrant's grotesque manipulations, which he resented as much as if he +himself had felt their touch, and which seemed a dishonour to the +passive maiden. They made him nervous, they made him angry, and it was +only afterwards that he asked himself wherein they concerned him, and +whether even a carpet-bagger hadn't a right to do what he pleased with +his daughter. It was a relief to him when Verena got up from her chair, +with a movement which made Tarrant drop into the background as if his +part were now over. She stood there with a quiet face, serious and +sightless; then, after a short further delay, she began to speak. + +She began incoherently, almost inaudibly, as if she were talking in a +dream. Ransom could not understand her; he thought it very queer, and +wondered what Doctor Prance would have said. "She's just arranging her +ideas, and trying to get in report; she'll come out all right." This +remark he heard dropped in a low tone by the mesmeric healer; "in +report" was apparently Tarrant's version of _en rapport_. His prophecy +was verified, and Verena did come out, after a little; she came out with +a great deal of sweetness--with a very quaint and peculiar effect. She +proceeded slowly, cautiously, as if she were listening for the prompter, +catching, one by one, certain phrases that were whispered to her a great +distance off, behind the scenes of the world. Then memory, or +inspiration, returned to her, and presently she was in possession of her +part. She played it with extraordinary simplicity and grace; at the end +of ten minutes Ransom became aware that the whole audience--Mrs. +Farrinder, Miss Chancellor, and the tough subject from Mississippi--were +under the charm. I speak of ten minutes, but to tell the truth the young +man lost all sense of time. He wondered afterwards how long she had +spoken; then he counted that her strange, sweet, crude, absurd, +enchanting improvisation must have lasted half an hour. It was not what +she said; he didn't care for that, he scarcely understood it; he could +only see that it was all about the gentleness and goodness of women, and +how, during the long ages of history, they had been trampled under the +iron heel of man. It was about their equality--perhaps even (he was not +definitely conscious) about their superiority. It was about their day +having come at last, about the universal sisterhood, about their duty to +themselves and to each other. It was about such matters as these, and +Basil Ransom was delighted to observe that such matters as these didn't +spoil it. The effect was not in what she said, though she said some such +pretty things, but in the picture and figure of the half-bedizened +damsel (playing, now again, with her red fan), the visible freshness and +purity of the little effort. When she had gained confidence she opened +her eyes, and their shining softness was half the effect of her +discourse. It was full of school-girl phrases, of patches of remembered +eloquence, of childish lapses of logic, of flights of fancy which might +indeed have had success at Topeka; but Ransom thought that if it had +been much worse it would have been quite as good, for the argument, the +doctrine, had absolutely nothing to do with it. It was simply an +intensely personal exhibition, and the person making it happened to be +fascinating. She might have offended the taste of certain people--Ransom +could imagine that there were other Boston circles in which she would be +thought pert; but for himself all he could feel was that to _his_ +starved senses she irresistibly appealed. He was the stiffest of +conservatives, and his mind was steeled against the inanities she +uttered--the rights and wrongs of women, the equality of the sexes, the +hysterics of conventions, the further stultification of the suffrage, +the prospect of conscript mothers in the national Senate. It made no +difference; she didn't mean it, she didn't know what she meant, she had +been stuffed with this trash by her father, and she was neither more nor +less willing to say it than to say anything else; for the necessity of +her nature was not to make converts to a ridiculous cause, but to emit +those charming notes of her voice, to stand in those free young +attitudes, to shake her braided locks like a naiad rising from the +waves, to please every one who came near her, and to be happy that she +pleased. I know not whether Ransom was aware of the bearings of this +interpretation, which attributed to Miss Tarrant a singular hollowness +of character; he contented himself with believing that she was as +innocent as she was lovely, and with regarding her as a vocalist of +exquisite faculty, condemned to sing bad music. How prettily, indeed, +she made some of it sound! + +"Of course I only speak to women--to my own dear sisters; I don't speak +to men, for I don't expect them to like what I say. They pretend to +admire us very much, but I should like them to admire us a little less +and to trust us a little more. I don't know what we have ever done to +them that they should keep us out of everything. We have trusted _them_ +too much, and I think the time has come now for us to judge them, and +say that by keeping us out we don't think they have done so well. When I +look around me at the world, and at the state that men have brought it +to, I confess I say to myself, "Well, if women had fixed it this way I +should like to know what they would think of it!" When I see the +dreadful misery of mankind and think of the suffering of which at any +hour, at any moment, the world is full, I say that if this is the best +they can do by themselves, they had better let us come in a little and +see what _we_ can do. We couldn't possibly make it worse, could we? If +we had done only this, we shouldn't boast of it. Poverty, and ignorance, +and crime; disease, and wickedness, and wars! Wars, always more wars, +and always more and more. Blood, blood--the world is drenched with +blood! To kill each other, with all sorts of expensive and perfected +instruments, that is the most brilliant thing they have been able to +invent. It seems to me that we might stop it, we might invent something +better. The cruelty--the cruelty; there is so much, so much! Why +shouldn't tenderness come in? Why should our woman's hearts be so full +of it, and all so wasted and withered, while armies and prisons and +helpless miseries grow greater all the while? I am only a girl, a simple +American girl, and of course I haven't seen much, and there is a great +deal of life that I don't know anything about. But there are some things +I feel--it seems to me as if I had been born to feel them; they are in +my ears in the stillness of the night and before my face in the visions +of the darkness. It is what the great sisterhood of women might do if +they should all join hands, and lift up their voices above the brutal +uproar of the world, in which it is so hard for the plea of mercy or of +justice, the moan of weakness and suffering, to be heard. We should +quench it, we should make it still, and the sound of our lips would +become the voice of universal peace! For this we must trust one another, +we must be true and gentle and kind. We must remember that the world is +ours too, ours--little as we have ever had to say about anything!--and +that the question is _not_ yet definitely settled whether it shall be a +place of injustice or a place of love!" + +It was with this that the young lady finished her harangue, which was +not followed by her sinking exhausted into her chair or by any of the +traces of a laboured climax. She only turned away slowly towards her +mother, smiling over her shoulder at the whole room, as if it had been a +single person, without a flush in her whiteness, or the need of drawing +a longer breath. The performance had evidently been very easy to her, +and there might have been a kind of impertinence in her air of not +having suffered from an exertion which had wrought so powerfully on +every one else. Ransom broke into a genial laugh, which he instantly +swallowed again, at the sweet grotesqueness of this virginal creature's +standing up before a company of middle-aged people to talk to them about +"love," the note on which she had closed her harangue. It was the most +charming touch in the whole thing, and the most vivid proof of her +innocence. She had had immense success, and Mrs. Tarrant, as she took +her into her arms and kissed her, was certainly able to feel that the +audience was not disappointed. They were exceedingly affected; they +broke into exclamations and murmurs. Selah Tarrant went on conversing +ostentatiously with his neighbours, slowly twirling his long thumbs and +looking up at the cornice again, as if there could be nothing in the +brilliant manner in which his daughter had acquitted herself to surprise +_him_, who had heard her when she was still more remarkable, and who, +moreover, remembered that the affair was so impersonal. Miss Birdseye +looked round at the company with dim exultation; her large mild cheeks +were shining with unwiped tears. Young Mr. Pardon remarked, in Ransom's +hearing, that he knew parties who, if they had been present, would want +to engage Miss Verena at a high figure for the winter campaign. And +Ransom heard him add in a lower tone: "There's money for some one in +that girl; you see if she don't have quite a run!" As for our +Mississippian he kept his agreeable sensation for himself, only +wondering whether he might not ask Miss Birdseye to present him to the +heroine of the evening. Not immediately, of course, for the young man +mingled with his Southern pride a shyness which often served all the +purpose of humility. He was aware how much he was an outsider in such a +house as that, and he was ready to wait for his coveted satisfaction +till the others, who all hung together, should have given her the +assurance of an approval which she would value, naturally, more than +anything he could say to her. This episode had imparted animation to the +assembly; a certain gaiety, even, expressed in a higher pitch of +conversation, seemed to float in the heated air. People circulated more +freely, and Verena Tarrant was presently hidden from Ransom's sight by +the close-pressed ranks of the new friends she had made. "Well, I never +heard it put _that_ way!" Ransom heard one of the ladies exclaim; to +which another replied that she wondered one of their bright women hadn't +thought of it before. "Well, it _is_ a gift, and no mistake," and "Well, +they may call it what they please, it's a pleasure to listen to +it"--these genial tributes fell from the lips of a pair of ruminating +gentlemen. It was affirmed within Ransom's hearing that if they had a +few more like that the matter would soon be fixed; and it was rejoined +that they couldn't expect to have a great many--the style was so +peculiar. It was generally admitted that the style was peculiar, but +Miss Tarrant's peculiarity was the explanation of her success. + + + + +IX + + +Ransom approached Mrs. Farrinder again, who had remained on her sofa +with Olive Chancellor; and as she turned her face to him he saw that she +had felt the universal contagion. Her keen eye sparkled, there was a +flush on her matronly cheek, and she had evidently made up her mind what +line to take. Olive Chancellor sat motionless; her eyes were fixed on +the floor with the rigid, alarmed expression of her moments of nervous +diffidence; she gave no sign of observing her kinsman's approach. He +said something to Mrs. Farrinder, something that imperfectly represented +his admiration of Verena; and this lady replied with dignity that it was +no wonder the girl spoke so well--she spoke in such a good cause. "She +is very graceful, has a fine command of language; her father says it's a +natural gift." Ransom saw that he should not in the least discover Mrs. +Farrinder's real opinion, and her dissimulation added to his impression +that she was a woman with a policy. It was none of his business whether +in her heart she thought Verena a parrot or a genius; it was perceptible +to him that she saw she would be effective, would help the cause. He +stood almost appalled for a moment, as he said to himself that she would +take her up and the girl would be ruined, would force her note and +become a screamer. But he quickly dodged this vision, taking refuge in a +mechanical appeal to his cousin, of whom he inquired how she liked Miss +Verena. Olive made no answer; her head remained averted, she bored the +carpet with her conscious eyes. Mrs. Farrinder glanced at her askance, +and then said to Ransom serenely: + +"You praise the grace of your Southern ladies, but you have had to come +North to see a human gazelle. Miss Tarrant is of the best New England +stock--what _I_ call the best!" + +"I'm sure from what I have seen of the Boston ladies, no manifestation +of grace can excite my surprise," Ransom rejoined, looking, with his +smile, at his cousin. + +"She has been powerfully affected," Mrs. Farrinder explained, very +slightly dropping her voice, as Olive, apparently, still remained deaf. + +Miss Birdseye drew near at this moment; she wanted to know if Mrs. +Farrinder didn't want to express some acknowledgment, on the part of the +company at large, for the real stimulus Miss Tarrant had given them. +Mrs. Farrinder said: Oh yes, she would speak now with pleasure; only she +must have a glass of water first. Miss Birdseye replied that there was +some coming in a moment; one of the ladies had asked for it, and Mr. +Pardon had just stepped down to draw some. Basil took advantage of this +intermission to ask Miss Birdseye if she would give him the great +privilege of an introduction to Miss Verena. "Mrs. Farrinder will thank +her for the company," he said, laughing, "but she won't thank her for +me." + +Miss Birdseye manifested the greatest disposition to oblige him; she was +so glad he had been impressed. She was proceeding to lead him toward +Miss Tarrant when Olive Chancellor rose abruptly from her chair and laid +her hand, with an arresting movement, on the arm of her hostess. She +explained to her that she must go, that she was not very well, that her +carriage was there; also that she hoped Miss Birdseye, if it was not +asking too much, would accompany her to the door. + +"Well, you are impressed too," said Miss Birdseye, looking at her +philosophically. "It seems as if no one had escaped." + +Ransom was disappointed; he saw he was going to be taken away, and, +before he could suppress it, an exclamation burst from his lips--the +first exclamation he could think of that would perhaps check his +cousin's retreat: "Ah, Miss Olive, are you going to give up Mrs. +Farrinder?" + +At this Miss Olive looked at him, showed him an extraordinary face, a +face he scarcely understood or even recognised. It was portentously +grave, the eyes were enlarged, there was a red spot in each of the +cheeks, and as directed to him, a quick, piercing question, a kind of +leaping challenge, in the whole expression. He could only answer this +sudden gleam with a stare, and wonder afresh what trick his Northern +kinswoman was destined to play him. Impressed too? He should think he +had been! Mrs. Farrinder, who was decidedly a woman of the world, came +to his assistance, or to Miss Chancellor's, and said she hoped very much +Olive wouldn't stay--she felt these things too much. "If you stay, I +won't speak," she added; "I should upset you altogether." And then she +continued, tenderly, for so preponderantly intellectual a nature: "When +women feel as you do, how can I doubt that we shall come out all right?" + +"Oh, we shall come out all right, I guess," murmured Miss Birdseye. + +"But you must remember Beacon Street," Mrs. Farrinder subjoined. "You +must take advantage of your position--you must wake up the Back Bay!" + +"I'm sick of the Back Bay!" said Olive fiercely; and she passed to the +door with Miss Birdseye, bidding good-bye to no one. She was so agitated +that, evidently, she could not trust herself, and there was nothing for +Ransom but to follow. At the door of the room, however, he was checked +by a sudden pause on the part of the two ladies: Olive stopped and stood +there hesitating. She looked round the room and spied out Verena, where +she sat with her mother, the centre of a gratified group; then, throwing +back her head with an air of decision, she crossed over to her. Ransom +said to himself that now, perhaps, was his chance, and he quickly +accompanied Miss Chancellor. The little knot of reformers watched her as +she arrived; their faces expressed a suspicion of her social importance, +mingled with conscientious scruples as to whether it were right to +recognise it. Verena Tarrant saw that she was the object of this +manifestation, and she got up to meet the lady whose approach was so +full of point. Ransom perceived, however, or thought he perceived, that +she recognised nothing; she had no suspicions of social importance. Yet +she smiled with all her radiance, as she looked from Miss Chancellor to +him; smiled because she liked to smile, to please, to feel her +success--or was it because she was a perfect little actress, and this +was part of her training? She took the hand that Olive put out to her; +the others, rather solemnly, sat looking up from their chairs. + +"You don't know me, but I want to know you," Olive said. "I can thank +you now. Will you come and see me?" + +"Oh yes; where do you live?" Verena answered, in the tone of a girl for +whom an invitation (she hadn't so many) was always an invitation. + +Miss Chancellor syllabled her address, and Mrs. Tarrant came forward, +smiling. "I know about you, Miss Chancellor. I guess your father knew my +father--Mr. Greenstreet. Verena will be very glad to visit you. We shall +be very happy to see you in _our_ home." + +Basil Ransom, while the mother spoke, wanted to say something to the +daughter, who stood there so near him, but he could think of nothing +that would do; certain words that came to him, his Mississippi phrases, +seemed patronising and ponderous. Besides, he didn't wish to assent to +what she had said; he wished simply to tell her she was delightful, and +it was difficult to mark that difference. So he only smiled at her in +silence, and she smiled back at him--a smile that seemed to him quite +for himself. + +"Where do you live?" Olive asked; and Mrs. Tarrant replied that they +lived at Cambridge, and that the horse-cars passed just near their door. +Whereupon Olive insisted "Will you come very soon?" and Verena said, Oh +yes, she would come very soon, and repeated the number in Charles +Street, to show that she had taken heed of it. This was done with +childlike good faith. Ransom saw that she would come and see any one who +would ask her like that, and he regretted for a minute that he was not a +Boston lady, so that he might extend to her such an invitation. Olive +Chancellor held her hand a moment longer, looked at her in farewell, and +then, saying, "Come, Mr. Ransom," drew him out of the room. In the hall +they met Mr. Pardon, coming up from the lower regions with a jug of +water and a tumbler. Miss Chancellor's hackney-coach was there, and when +Basil had put her into it she said to him that she wouldn't trouble him +to drive with her--his hotel was not near Charles Street. He had so +little desire to sit by her side--he wanted to smoke--that it was only +after the vehicle had rolled off that he reflected upon her coolness, +and asked himself why the deuce she had brought him away. She _was_ a +very odd cousin, was this Boston cousin of his. He stood there a moment, +looking at the light in Miss Birdseye's windows and greatly minded to +re-enter the house, now he might speak to the girl. But he contented +himself with the memory of her smile, and turned away with a sense of +relief, after all, at having got out of such wild company, as well as +with (in a different order) a vulgar consciousness of being very +thirsty. + + + + +X + + +Verena Tarrant came in the very next day from Cambridge to Charles +Street; that quarter of Boston is in direct communication with the +academic suburb. It hardly seemed direct to poor Verena, perhaps, who, +in the crowded street-car which deposited her finally at Miss +Chancellor's door, had to stand up all the way, half suspended by a +leathern strap from the glazed roof of the stifling vehicle, like some +blooming cluster dangling in a hothouse. She was used, however, to these +perpendicular journeys, and though, as we have seen, she was not +inclined to accept without question the social arrangements of her time, +it never would have occurred to her to criticise the railways of her +native land. The promptness of her visit to Olive Chancellor had been an +idea of her mother's, and Verena listened open-eyed while this lady, in +the seclusion of the little house in Cambridge, while Selah Tarrant was +"off," as they said, with his patients, sketched out a line of conduct +for her. The girl was both submissive and unworldly, and she listened to +her mother's enumeration of the possible advantages of an intimacy with +Miss Chancellor as she would have listened to any other fairy-tale. It +was still a part of the fairy-tale when this zealous parent put on with +her own hands Verena's smart hat and feather, buttoned her little jacket +(the buttons were immense and gilt), and presented her with twenty cents +to pay her car-fare. + +There was never any knowing in advance how Mrs. Tarrant would take a +thing, and even Verena, who, filially, was much less argumentative than +in her civic and, as it were, public capacity, had a perception that her +mother was queer. She was queer, indeed--a flaccid, relaxed, unhealthy, +whimsical woman, who still had a capacity to cling. What she clung to +was "society," and a position in the world which a secret whisper told +her she had never had and a voice more audible reminded her she was in +danger of losing. To keep it, to recover it, to reconsecrate it, was the +ambition of her heart; this was one of the many reasons why Providence +had judged her worthy of having so wonderful a child. Verena was born +not only to lead their common sex out of bondage, but to remodel a +visiting-list which bulged and contracted in the wrong places, like a +country-made garment. As the daughter of Abraham Greenstreet, Mrs. +Tarrant had passed her youth in the first Abolitionist circles, and she +was aware how much such a prospect was clouded by her union with a young +man who had begun life as an itinerant vendor of lead-pencils (he had +called at Mr. Greenstreet's door in the exercise of this function), had +afterwards been for a while a member of the celebrated Cayuga community, +where there were no wives, or no husbands, or something of that sort +(Mrs. Tarrant could never remember), and had still later (though before +the development of the healing faculty) achieved distinction in the +spiritualistic world. (He was an extraordinarily favoured medium, only +he had had to stop for reasons of which Mrs. Tarrant possessed her +version.) Even in a society much occupied with the effacement of +prejudice there had been certain dim presumptions against this versatile +being, who naturally had not wanted arts to ingratiate himself with Miss +Greenstreet, her eyes, like his own, being fixed exclusively on the +future. The young couple (he was considerably her elder) had gazed on +the future together until they found that the past had completely +forsaken them and that the present offered but a slender foothold. Mrs. +Tarrant, in other words, incurred the displeasure of her family, who +gave her husband to understand that, much as they desired to remove the +shackles from the slave, there were kinds of behaviour which struck them +as too unfettered. These had prevailed, to their thinking, at Cayuga, +and they naturally felt it was no use for him to say that his residence +there had been (for him--the community still existed) but a momentary +episode, inasmuch as there was little more to be urged for the spiritual +picnics and vegetarian camp-meetings in which the discountenanced pair +now sought consolation. + +Such were the narrow views of people hitherto supposed capable of +opening their hearts to all salutary novelties, but now put to a genuine +test, as Mrs. Tarrant felt. Her husband's tastes rubbed off on her soft, +moist moral surface, and the couple lived in an atmosphere of novelty, +in which, occasionally, the accommodating wife encountered the fresh +sensation of being in want of her dinner. Her father died, leaving, +after all, very little money; he had spent his modest fortune upon the +blacks. Selah Tarrant and his companion had strange adventures; she +found herself completely enrolled in the great irregular army of +nostrum-mongers, domiciled in humanitary Bohemia. It absorbed her like a +social swamp; she sank into it a little more every day, without +measuring the inches of her descent. Now she stood there up to her chin; +it may probably be said of her that she had touched bottom. When she +went to Miss Birdseye's it seemed to her that she re-entered society. +The door that admitted her was not the door that admitted some of the +others (she should never forget the tipped-up nose of Mrs. Farrinder), +and the superior portal remained ajar, disclosing possible vistas. She +had lived with long-haired men and short-haired women, she had +contributed a flexible faith and an irremediable want of funds to a +dozen social experiments, she had partaken of the comfort of a hundred +religions, had followed innumerable dietary reforms, chiefly of the +negative order, and had gone of an evening to a _séance_ or a lecture as +regularly as she had eaten her supper. Her husband always had tickets +for lectures; in moments of irritation at the want of a certain sequence +in their career, she had remarked to him that it was the only thing he +did have. The memory of all the winter nights they had tramped through +the slush (the tickets, alas! were not car-tickets) to hear Mrs. Ada T. +P. Foat discourse on the "Summer-land," came back to her with +bitterness. Selah was quite enthusiastic at one time about Mrs. Foat, +and it was his wife's belief that he had been "associated" with her +(that was Selah's expression in referring to such episodes) at Cayuga. +The poor woman, matrimonially, had a great deal to put up with; it took, +at moments, all her belief in his genius to sustain her. She knew that +he was very magnetic (that, in fact, was his genius), and she felt that +it was his magnetism that held her to him. He had carried her through +things where she really didn't know what to think; there were moments +when she suspected that she had lost the strong moral sense for which +the Greenstreets were always so celebrated. + +Of course a woman who had had the bad taste to marry Selah Tarrant would +not have been likely under any circumstances to possess a very straight +judgement; but there is no doubt that this poor lady had grown +dreadfully limp. She had blinked and compromised and shuffled; she asked +herself whether, after all, it was any more than natural that she should +have wanted to help her husband, in those exciting days of his +mediumship, when the table, sometimes, wouldn't rise from the ground, +the sofa wouldn't float through the air, and the soft hand of a lost +loved one was not so alert as it might have been to visit the circle. +Mrs. Tarrant's hand was soft enough for the most supernatural effect, +and she consoled her conscience on such occasions by reflecting +that she ministered to a belief in immortality. She was glad, +somehow, for Verena's sake, that they had emerged from the phase of +spirit-intercourse; her ambition for her daughter took another form than +desiring that she, too, should minister to a belief in immortality. Yet +among Mrs. Tarrant's multifarious memories these reminiscences of the +darkened room, the waiting circle, the little taps on table and wall, +the little touches on cheek and foot, the music in the air, the rain of +flowers, the sense of something mysteriously flitting, were most +tenderly cherished. She hated her husband for having magnetised her so +that she consented to certain things, and even did them, the thought of +which to-day would suddenly make her face burn; hated him for the manner +in which, somehow, as she felt, he had lowered her social tone; yet at +the same time she admired him for an impudence so consummate that it had +ended (in the face of mortifications, exposures, failures, all the +misery of a hand-to-mouth existence) by imposing itself on her as a kind +of infallibility. She knew he was an awful humbug, and yet her knowledge +had this imperfection, that he had never confessed it--a fact that was +really grand when one thought of his opportunities for doing so. He had +never allowed that he wasn't straight; the pair had so often been in the +position of the two augurs behind the altar, and yet he had never given +her a glance that the whole circle mightn't have observed. Even in the +privacy of domestic intercourse he had phrases, excuses, explanations, +ways of putting things, which, as she felt, were too sublime for just +herself; they were pitched, as Selah's nature was pitched, altogether in +the key of public life. + +So it had come to pass, in her distended and demoralised conscience, +that with all the things she despised in her life and all the things she +rather liked, between being worn out with her husband's inability to +earn a living and a kind of terror of his consistency (he had a theory +that they lived delightfully), it happened, I say, that the only very +definite criticism she made of him to-day was that he didn't know how to +speak. That was where the shoe pinched--that was where Selah was slim. +He couldn't hold the attention of an audience, he was not acceptable as +a lecturer. He had plenty of thoughts, but it seemed as if he couldn't +fit them into each other. Public speaking had been a Greenstreet +tradition, and if Mrs. Tarrant had been asked whether in her younger +years she had ever supposed she should marry a mesmeric healer, she +would have replied: "Well, I never thought I should marry a gentleman +who would be silent on the platform!" This was her most general +humiliation; it included and exceeded every other, and it was a poor +consolation that Selah possessed as a substitute--his career as a +healer, to speak of none other, was there to prove it--the eloquence of +the hand. The Greenstreets had never set much store on manual activity; +they believed in the influence of the lips. It may be imagined, +therefore, with what exultation, as time went on, Mrs. Tarrant found +herself the mother of an inspired maiden, a young lady from whose lips +eloquence flowed in streams. The Greenstreet tradition would not perish, +and the dry places of her life would, perhaps, be plentifully watered. +It must be added that, of late, this sandy surface had been irrigated, +in moderation, from another source. Since Selah had addicted himself to +the mesmeric mystery, their home had been a little more what the home of +a Greenstreet should be. He had "considerable many" patients, he got +about two dollars a sitting, and he had effected some most gratifying +cures. A lady in Cambridge had been so much indebted to him that she had +recently persuaded them to take a house near her, in order that Doctor +Tarrant might drop in at any time. He availed himself of this +convenience--they had taken so many houses that another, more or less, +didn't matter--and Mrs. Tarrant began to feel as if they really had +"struck" something. + +Even to Verena, as we know, she was confused and confusing; the girl had +not yet had an opportunity to ascertain the principles on which her +mother's limpness was liable suddenly to become rigid. This phenomenon +occurred when the vapours of social ambition mounted to her brain, when +she extended an arm from which a crumpled dressing-gown fluttered back +to seize the passing occasion. Then she surprised her daughter by a +volubility of exhortation as to the duty of making acquaintances, and by +the apparent wealth of her knowledge of the mysteries of good society. +She had, in particular, a way of explaining confidentially--and in her +desire to be graphic she often made up the oddest faces--the +interpretation that you must sometimes give to the manners of the best +people, and the delicate dignity with which you should meet them, which +made Verena wonder what secret sources of information she possessed. +Verena took life, as yet, very simply; she was not conscious of so many +differences of social complexion. She knew that some people were rich +and others poor, and that her father's house had never been visited by +such abundance as might make one ask one's self whether it were right, +in a world so full of the disinherited, to roll in luxury. But except +when her mother made her slightly dizzy by a resentment of some slight +that she herself had never perceived, or a flutter over some opportunity +that appeared already to have passed (while Mrs. Tarrant was looking for +something to "put on"), Verena had no vivid sense that she was not as +good as any one else, for no authority appealing really to her +imagination had fixed the place of mesmeric healers in the scale of +fashion. It was impossible to know in advance how Mrs. Tarrant would +take things. Sometimes she was abjectly indifferent; at others she +thought that every one who looked at her wished to insult her. At +moments she was full of suspicion of the ladies (they were mainly +ladies) whom Selah mesmerised; then again she appeared to have given up +everything but her slippers and the evening-paper (from this publication +she derived inscrutable solace), so that if Mrs. Foat in person had +returned from the summer-land (to which she had some time since taken +her flight), she would not have disturbed Mrs. Tarrant's almost cynical +equanimity. + +It was, however, in her social subtleties that she was most beyond her +daughter; it was when she discovered extraordinary though latent +longings on the part of people they met to make their acquaintance, that +the girl became conscious of how much she herself had still to learn. +All her desire was to learn, and it must be added that she regarded her +mother, in perfect good faith, as a wonderful teacher. She was perplexed +sometimes by her worldliness; that, somehow, was not a part of the +higher life which every one in such a house as theirs must wish above +all things to lead; and it was not involved in the reign of justice, +which they were all trying to bring about, that such a strict account +should be kept of every little snub. Her father seemed to Verena to move +more consecutively on the high plane; though his indifference to +old-fashioned standards, his perpetual invocation of the brighter day, +had not yet led her to ask herself whether, after all, men are more +disinterested than women. Was it interest that prompted her mother to +respond so warmly to Miss Chancellor, to say to Verena, with an air of +knowingness, that the thing to do was to go in and see her +_immediately_? No italics can represent the earnestness of Mrs. +Tarrant's emphasis. Why hadn't she said, as she had done in former +cases, that if people wanted to see them they could come out to their +home; that she was not so low down in the world as not to know there was +such a ceremony as leaving cards? When Mrs. Tarrant began on the +question of ceremonies she was apt to go far; but she had waived it in +this case; it suited her more to hold that Miss Chancellor had been very +gracious, that she was a most desirable friend, that she had been more +affected than any one by Verena's beautiful outpouring; that she would +open to her the best saloons in Boston; that when she said "Come soon" +she meant the very next day, that this was the way to take it, anyhow +(one must know when to go forward gracefully); and that in short she, +Mrs. Tarrant, knew what she was talking about. + +Verena accepted all this, for she was young enough to enjoy any journey +in a horse-car, and she was ever-curious about the world; she only +wondered a little how her mother knew so much about Miss Chancellor just +from looking at her once. What Verena had mainly observed in the young +lady who came up to her that way the night before was that she was +rather dolefully dressed, that she looked as if she had been crying +(Verena recognised that look quickly, she had seen it so much), and that +she was in a hurry to get away. However, if she was as remarkable as her +mother said, one would very soon see it; and meanwhile there was nothing +in the girl's feeling about herself, in her sense of her importance, to +make it a painful effort for her to run the risk of a mistake. She had +no particular feeling about herself; she only cared, as yet, for outside +things. Even the development of her "gift" had not made her think +herself too precious for mere experiments; she had neither a particle of +diffidence nor a particle of vanity. Though it would have seemed to you +eminently natural that a daughter of Selah Tarrant and his wife should +be an inspirational speaker, yet, as you knew Verena better, you would +have wondered immensely how she came to issue from such a pair. Her +ideas of enjoyment were very simple; she enjoyed putting on her new hat, +with its redundancy of feather, and twenty cents appeared to her a very +large sum. + + + + +XI + + +"I was certain you would come--I have felt it all day--something told +me!" It was with these words that Olive Chancellor greeted her young +visitor, coming to her quickly from the window, where she might have +been waiting for her arrival. Some weeks later she explained to Verena +how definite this prevision had been, how it had filled her all day with +a nervous agitation so violent as to be painful. She told her that such +forebodings were a peculiarity of her organisation, that she didn't know +what to make of them, that she had to accept them; and she mentioned, as +another example, the sudden dread that had come to her the evening +before in the carriage, after proposing to Mr. Ransom to go with her to +Miss Birdseye's. This had been as strange as it had been instinctive, +and the strangeness, of course, was what must have struck Mr. Ransom; +for the idea that he might come had been hers, and yet she suddenly +veered round. She couldn't help it; her heart had begun to throb with +the conviction that if he crossed that threshold some harm would come of +of it for her. She hadn't prevented him, and now she didn't care, for +now, as she intimated, she had the interest of Verena, and that made her +indifferent to every danger, to every ordinary pleasure. By this time +Verena had learned how peculiarly her friend was constituted, how +nervous and serious she was, how personal, how exclusive, what a force +of will she had, what a concentration of purpose. Olive had taken her +up, in the literal sense of the phrase, like a bird of the air, had +spread an extraordinary pair of wings, and carried her through the +dizzying void of space. Verena liked it, for the most part; liked to +shoot upward without an effort of her own and look down upon all +creation, upon all history, from such a height. From this first +interview she felt that she was seized, and she gave herself up, only +shutting her eyes a little, as we do whenever a person in whom we have +perfect confidence proposes, with our assent, to subject us to some +sensation. + +"I want to know you," Olive said, on this occasion; "I felt that I must +last night, as soon as I heard you speak. You seem to me very wonderful. +I don't know what to make of you. I think we ought to be friends; so I +just asked you to come to me straight off, without preliminaries, and I +believed you would come. It is so _right_ that you have come, and it +proves how right I was." These remarks fell from Miss Chancellor's lips +one by one, as she caught her breath, with the tremor that was always in +her voice, even when she was the least excited, while she made Verena +sit down near her on the sofa, and looked at her all over in a manner +that caused the girl to rejoice at having put on the jacket with the +gilt buttons. It was this glance that was the beginning; it was with +this quick survey, omitting nothing, that Olive took possession of her. +"You are very remarkable; I wonder if you know how remarkable!" she went +on, murmuring the words as if she were losing herself, becoming +inadvertent in admiration. + +Verena sat there smiling, without a blush, but with a pure, bright look +which, for her, would always make protests unnecessary. "Oh, it isn't +me, you know; it's something outside!" She tossed this off lightly, as +if she were in the habit of saying it, and Olive wondered whether it +were a sincere disclaimer or only a phrase of the lips. The question was +not a criticism, for she might have been satisfied that the girl was a +mass of fluent catch-words and yet scarcely have liked her the less. It +was just as she was that she liked her; she was so strange, so different +from the girls one usually met, seemed to belong to some queer +gipsy-land or transcendental Bohemia. With her bright, vulgar clothes, +her salient appearance, she might have been a rope-dancer or a +fortune-teller; and this had the immense merit, for Olive, that it +appeared to make her belong to the "people," threw her into the social +dusk of that mysterious democracy which Miss Chancellor held that the +fortunate classes know so little about, and with which (in a future +possibly very near) they will have to count. Moreover, the girl had +moved her as she had never been moved, and the power to do that, from +whatever source it came, was a force that one must admire. Her emotion +was still acute, however much she might speak to her visitor as if +everything that had happened seemed to her natural; and what kept it, +above all, from subsiding was her sense that she found here what she had +been looking for so long--a friend of her own sex with whom she might +have a union of soul. It took a double consent to make a friendship, but +it was not possible that this intensely sympathetic girl would refuse. +Olive had the penetration to discover in a moment that she was a +creature of unlimited generosity. I know not what may have been the +reality of Miss Chancellor's other premonitions, but there is no doubt +that in this respect she took Verena's measure on the spot. This was +what she wanted; after that the rest didn't matter; Miss Tarrant might +wear gilt buttons from head to foot, her soul could not be vulgar. + +"Mother told me I had better come right in," said Verena, looking now +about the room, very glad to find herself in so pleasant a place, and +noticing a great many things that she should like to see in detail. + +"Your mother saw that I meant what I said; it isn't everybody that does +me the honour to perceive that. She saw that I was shaken from head to +foot. I could only say three words--I couldn't have spoken more! What a +power--what a power, Miss Tarrant!" + +"Yes, I suppose it is a power. If it wasn't a power, it couldn't do much +with me!" + +"You are so simple--so much like a child," Olive Chancellor said. That +was the truth, and she wanted to say it because, quickly, without forms +or circumlocutions, it made them familiar. She wished to arrive at this; +her impatience was such that before the girl had been five minutes in +the room she jumped to her point--inquired of her, interrupting herself, +interrupting everything: "Will you be my friend, my friend of friends, +beyond every one, everything, for ever and for ever?" Her face was full +of eagerness and tenderness. + +Verena gave a laugh of clear amusement, without a shade of embarrassment +or confusion. "Perhaps you like me too much." + +"Of course I like you too much! When I like, I like too much. But of +course it's another thing, your liking me," Olive Chancellor added. "We +must wait--we must wait. When I care for anything, I can be patient." +She put out her hand to Verena, and the movement was at once so +appealing and so confident that the girl instinctively placed her own in +it. So, hand in hand, for some moments, these two young women sat +looking at each other. "There is so much I want to ask you," said Olive. + +"Well, I can't say much except when father has worked on me," Verena +answered with an ingenuousness beside which humility would have seemed +pretentious. + +"I don't care anything about your father," Olive Chancellor rejoined +very gravely, with a great air of security. + +"He is very good," Verena said simply. "And he's wonderfully magnetic." + +"It isn't your father, and it isn't your mother; I don't think of them, +and it's not them I want. It's only you--just as you are." + +Verena dropped her eyes over the front of her dress. "Just as she was" +seemed to her indeed very well. + +"Do you want me to give up----?" she demanded, smiling. + +Olive Chancellor drew in her breath for an instant, like a creature in +pain; then, with her quavering voice, touched with a vibration of +anguish, she said; "Oh, how can I ask you to give up? _I_ will give +up--I will give up everything!" + +Filled with the impression of her hostess's agreeable interior, and of +what her mother had told her about Miss Chancellor's wealth, her +position in Boston society, Verena, in her fresh, diverted scrutiny of +the surrounding objects, wondered what could be the need of this scheme +of renunciation. Oh no, indeed, she hoped she wouldn't give up--at least +not before she, Verena, had had a chance to see. She felt, however, that +for the present there would be no answer for her save in the mere +pressure of Miss Chancellor's eager nature, that intensity of emotion +which made her suddenly exclaim, as if in a nervous ecstasy of +anticipation, "But we must wait! Why do we talk of this? We must wait! +All will be right," she added more calmly, with great sweetness. + +Verena wondered afterward why she had not been more afraid of her--why, +indeed, she had not turned and saved herself by darting out of the room. +But it was not in this young woman's nature to be either timid or +cautious; she had as yet to make acquaintance with the sentiment of +fear. She knew too little of the world to have learned to mistrust +sudden enthusiasms, and if she had had a suspicion it would have been +(in accordance with common worldly knowledge) the wrong one--the +suspicion that such a whimsical liking would burn itself out. She could +not have that one, for there was a light in Miss Chancellor's magnified +face which seemed to say that a sentiment, with her, might consume its +object, might consume Miss Chancellor, but would never consume itself. +Verena, as yet, had no sense of being scorched; she was only agreeably +warmed. She also had dreamed of a friendship, though it was not what she +had dreamed of most, and it came over her that this was the one which +fortune might have been keeping. She never held back. + +"Do you live here all alone?" she asked of Olive. + +"I shouldn't if you would come and live with me!" + +Even this really passionate rejoinder failed to make Verena shrink; she +thought it so possible that in the wealthy class people made each other +such easy proposals. It was a part of the romance, the luxury, of +wealth; it belonged to the world of invitations, in which she had had so +little share. But it seemed almost a mockery when she thought of the +little house in Cambridge, where the boards were loose in the steps of +the porch. + +"I must stay with my father and mother," she said. "And then I have my +work, you know. That's the way I must live now." + +"Your work?" Olive repeated, not quite understanding. + +"My gift," said Verena, smiling. + +"Oh yes, you must use it. That's what I mean; you must move the world +with it; it's divine." + +It was so much what she meant that she had lain awake all night thinking +of it, and the substance of her thought was that if she could only +rescue the girl from the danger of vulgar exploitation, could only +constitute herself her protectress and devotee, the two, between them, +might achieve the great result. Verena's genius was a mystery, and it +might remain a mystery; it was impossible to see how this charming, +blooming, simple creature, all youth and grace and innocence, got her +extraordinary powers of reflexion. When her gift was not in exercise she +appeared anything but reflective, and as she sat there now, for +instance, you would never have dreamed that she had had a vivid +revelation. Olive had to content herself, provisionally, with saying +that her precious faculty had come to her just as her beauty and +distinction (to Olive she was full of that quality) had come; it had +dropped straight from heaven, without filtering through her parents, +whom Miss Chancellor decidedly did not fancy. Even among reformers she +discriminated; she thought all wise people wanted great changes, but the +votaries of change were not necessarily wise. She remained silent a +little, after her last remark, and then she repeated again, as if it +were the solution of everything, as if it represented with absolute +certainty some immense happiness in the future--"We must wait, we must +wait!" Verena was perfectly willing to wait, though she did not exactly +know what they were to wait for, and the aspiring frankness of her +assent shone out of her face, and seemed to pacify their mutual gaze. +Olive asked her innumerable questions; she wanted to enter into her +life. It was one of those talks which people remember afterwards, in +which every word has been given and taken, and in which they see the +signs of a beginning that was to be justified. The more Olive learnt of +her visitor's life the more she wanted to enter into it, the more it +took her out of herself. Such strange lives are led in America, she +always knew that; but this was queerer than anything she had dreamed of, +and the queerest part was that the girl herself didn't appear to think +it queer. She had been nursed in darkened rooms, and suckled in the +midst of manifestations; she had begun to "attend lectures," as she +said, when she was quite an infant, because her mother had no one to +leave her with at home. She had sat on the knees of somnambulists, and +had been passed from hand to hand by trance-speakers; she was familiar +with every kind of "cure," and had grown up among lady-editors of +newspapers advocating new religions, and people who disapproved of the +marriage-tie. Verena talked of the marriage-tie as she would have talked +of the last novel--as if she had heard it as frequently discussed; and +at certain times, listening to the answers she made to her questions, +Olive Chancellor closed her eyes in the manner of a person waiting till +giddiness passed. Her young friend's revelations actually gave her a +vertigo; they made her perceive everything from which she should have +rescued her. Verena was perfectly uncontaminated, and she would never be +touched by evil; but though Olive had no views about the marriage-tie +except that she should hate it for herself--that particular reform she +did not propose to consider--she didn't like the "atmosphere" of circles +in which such institutions were called into question. She had no wish +now to enter into an examination of that particular one; nevertheless, +to make sure, she would just ask Verena whether she disapproved of it. + +"Well, I must say," said Miss Tarrant, "I prefer free unions." + +Olive held her breath an instant; such an idea was so disagreeable to +her. Then, for all answer, she murmured, irresolutely, "I wish you would +let me help you!" Yet it seemed, at the same time, that Verena needed +little help, for it was more and more clear that her eloquence, when she +stood up that way before a roomful of people, was literally inspiration. +She answered all her friend's questions with a good-nature which +evidently took no pains to make things plausible, an effort to oblige, +not to please; but, after all, she could give very little account of +herself. This was very visible when Olive asked her where she had got +her "intense realisation" of the suffering of women; for her address at +Miss Birdseye's showed that she, too (like Olive herself), had had that +vision in the watches of the night. Verena thought a moment, as if to +understand what her companion referred to, and then she inquired, always +smiling, where Joan of Arc had got her idea of the suffering of France. +This was so prettily said that Olive could scarcely keep from kissing +her; she looked at the moment as if, like Joan, she might have had +visits from the saints. Olive, of course, remembered afterwards that it +had not literally answered the question; and she also reflected on +something that made an answer seem more difficult--the fact that the +girl had grown up among lady-doctors, lady-mediums, lady-editors, +lady-preachers, lady-healers, women who, having rescued themselves from +a passive existence, could illustrate only partially the misery of the +sex at large. It was true that they might have illustrated it by their +talk, by all they had "been through" and all they could tell a younger +sister; but Olive was sure that Verena's prophetic impulse had not been +stirred by the chatter of women (Miss Chancellor knew that sound as well +as any one); it had proceeded rather out of their silence. She said to +her visitor that whether or no the angels came down to her in glittering +armour, she struck her as the only person she had yet encountered who +had exactly the same tenderness, the same pity, for women that she +herself had. Miss Birdseye had something of it, but Miss Birdseye wanted +passion, wanted keenness, was capable of the weakest concessions. Mrs. +Farrinder was not weak, of course, and she brought a great intellect to +the matter; but she was not personal enough--she was too abstract. +Verena was not abstract; she seemed to have lived in imagination through +all the ages. Verena said she _did_ think she had a certain amount of +imagination; she supposed she couldn't be so effective on the platform +if she hadn't a rich fancy. Then Olive said to her, taking her hand +again, that she wanted her to assure her of this--that it was the only +thing in all the world she cared for, the redemption of women, the thing +she hoped under Providence to give her life to. Verena flushed a little +at this appeal, and the deeper glow of her eyes was the first sign of +exaltation she had offered. "Oh yes--I want to give my life!" she +exclaimed, with a vibrating voice; and then she added gravely, "I want +to do something great!" + +"You will, you will, we both will!" Olive Chancellor cried, in rapture. +But after a little she went on: "I wonder if you know what it means, +young and lovely as you are--giving your life!" + +Verena looked down for a moment in meditation. + +"Well," she replied, "I guess I have thought more than I appear." + +"Do you understand German? Do you know 'Faust'?" said Olive. "'_Entsagen +sollst du, sollst entsagen!_'" + +"I don't know German; I should like so to study it; I want to know +everything." + +"We will work at it together--we will study everything." Olive almost +panted; and while she spoke the peaceful picture hung before her of +still winter evenings under the lamp, with falling snow outside, and tea +on a little table, and successful renderings, with a chosen companion, +of Goethe, almost the only foreign author she cared about; for she hated +the writing of the French, in spite of the importance they have given to +women. Such a vision as this was the highest indulgence she could offer +herself; she had it only at considerable intervals. It seemed as if +Verena caught a glimpse of it too, for her face kindled still more, and +she said she should like that ever so much. At the same time she asked +the meaning of the German words. + +"'Thou shalt renounce, refrain, abstain!' That's the way Bayard Taylor +has translated them," Olive answered. + +"Oh, well, I guess I can abstain!" Verena exclaimed, with a laugh. And +she got up rather quickly, as if by taking leave she might give a proof +of what she meant. Olive put out her hands to hold her, and at this +moment one of the _portières_ of the room was pushed aside, while a +gentleman was ushered in by Miss Chancellor's little parlour-maid. + + + + +XII + + +Verena recognised him; she had seen him the night before at Miss +Birdseye's, and she said to her hostess, "Now I must go--you have got +another caller!" It was Verena's belief that in the fashionable world +(like Mrs. Farrinder, she thought Miss Chancellor belonged to +it--thought that, in standing there, she herself was in it)--in the +highest social walks it was the custom of a prior guest to depart when +another friend arrived. She had been told at people's doors that she +could not be received because the lady of the house had a visitor, and +she had retired on these occasions with a feeling of awe much more than +a sense of injury. They had not been the portals of fashion, but in this +respect, she deemed, they had emulated such bulwarks. Olive Chancellor +offered Basil Ransom a greeting which she believed to be consummately +lady-like, and which the young man, narrating the scene several months +later to Mrs. Luna, whose susceptibilities he did not feel himself +obliged to consider (she considered his so little), described by saying +that she glared at him. Olive had thought it very possible he would come +that day if he was to leave Boston; though she was perfectly mindful +that she had given him no encouragement at the moment they separated. If +he should not come she should be annoyed, and if he should come she +should be furious; she was also sufficiently mindful of that. But she +had a foreboding that, of the two grievances, fortune would confer upon +her only the less; the only one she had as yet was that he had responded +to her letter--a complaint rather wanting in richness. If he came, at +any rate, he would be likely to come shortly before dinner, at the same +hour as yesterday. He had now anticipated this period considerably, and +it seemed to Miss Chancellor that he had taken a base advantage of her, +stolen a march upon her privacy. She was startled, disconcerted, but as +I have said, she was rigorously lady-like. She was determined not again +to be fantastic, as she had been about his coming to Miss Birdseye's. +The strange dread associating itself with that was something which, she +devoutly trusted, she had felt once for all. She didn't know what he +could do to her; he hadn't prevented, on the spot though he was, one of +the happiest things that had befallen her for so long--this quick, +confident visit of Verena Tarrant. It was only just at the last that he +had come in, and Verena must go now; Olive's detaining hand immediately +relaxed itself. + +It is to be feared there was no disguise of Ransom's satisfaction at +finding himself once more face to face with the charming creature with +whom he had exchanged that final speechless smile the evening before. He +was more glad to see her than if she had been an old friend, for it +seemed to him that she had suddenly become a new one. "The delightful +girl," he said to himself; "she smiles at me as if she liked me!" He +could not know that this was fatuous, that she smiled so at every one; +the first time she saw people she treated them as if she recognised +them. Moreover, she did not seat herself again in his honour; she let it +be seen that she was still going. The three stood there together in the +middle of the long, characteristic room, and, for the first time in her +life, Olive Chancellor chose not to introduce two persons who met under +her roof. She hated Europe, but she could be European if it were +necessary. Neither of her companions had an idea that in leaving them +simply planted face to face (the terror of the American heart) she had +so high a warrant; and presently Basil Ransom felt that he didn't care +whether he were introduced or not, for the greatness of an evil didn't +matter if the remedy were equally great. + +"Miss Tarrant won't be surprised if I recognise her--if I take the +liberty to speak to her. She is a public character; she must pay the +penalty of her distinction." These words he boldly addressed to the +girl, with his most gallant Southern manner, saying to himself meanwhile +that she was prettier still by daylight. + +"Oh, a great many gentlemen have spoken to me," Verena said. "There were +quite a number at Topeka----" And her phrase lost itself in her look at +Olive, as if she were wondering what was the matter with her. + +"Now, I am afraid you are going the very moment I appear," Ransom went +on. "Do you know that's very cruel to me? I know what your ideas +are--you expressed them last night in such beautiful language; of course +you convinced me. I am ashamed of being a man; but I am, and I can't +help it, and I'll do penance any way you may prescribe. _Must_ she go, +Miss Olive?" he asked of his cousin. "Do you flee before the individual +male?" And he turned to Verena. + +This young lady gave a laugh that resembled speech in liquid fusion. "Oh +no; I like the individual!" + +As an incarnation of a "movement," Ransom thought her more and more +singular, and he wondered how she came to be closeted so soon with his +kinswoman, to whom, only a few hours before, she had been a complete +stranger. These, however, were doubtless the normal proceedings of +women. He begged her to sit down again; he was sure Miss Chancellor +would be sorry to part with her. Verena, looking at her friend, not for +permission, but for sympathy, dropped again into a chair, and Ransom +waited to see Miss Chancellor do the same. She gratified him after a +moment, because she could not refuse without appearing to put a hurt +upon Verena; but it went hard with her, and she was altogether +discomposed. She had never seen any one so free in her own drawing-room +as this loud Southerner, to whom she had so rashly offered a footing; he +extended invitations to her guests under her nose. That Verena should do +as he asked her was a signal sign of the absence of that "home-culture" +(it was so that Miss Chancellor expressed the missing quality) which she +never supposed the girl possessed: fortunately, as it would be supplied +to her in abundance in Charles Street. (Olive of course held that +home-culture was perfectly compatible with the widest emancipation.) It +was with a perfectly good conscience that Verena complied with Basil +Ransom's request; but it took her quick sensibility only a moment to +discover that her friend was not pleased. She scarcely knew what had +ruffled her, but at the same instant there passed before her the vision +of the anxieties (of this sudden, unexplained sort, for instance, and +much worse) which intimate relations with Miss Chancellor might entail. + +"Now, I want you to tell me this," Basil Ransom said, leaning forward +towards Verena, with his hands on his knees, and completely oblivious to +his hostess. "Do you really believe all that pretty moonshine you talked +last night? I could have listened to you for another hour; but I never +heard such monstrous sentiments, I must protest--I must, as a +calumniated, misrepresented man. Confess you meant it as a kind of +_reductio ad absurdum_--a satire on Mrs. Farrinder?" He spoke in a tone +of the freest pleasantry, with his familiar, friendly Southern cadence. + +Verena looked at him with eyes that grew large. "Why, you don't mean to +say you don't believe in our cause?" + +"Oh, it won't do--it won't do!" Ransom went on, laughing. "You are on +the wrong tack altogether. Do you really take the ground that your sex +has been without influence? Influence? Why, you have led us all by the +nose to where we are now! Wherever we are, it's all you. You are at the +bottom of everything." + +"Oh yes, and we want to be at the top," said Verena. + +"Ah, the bottom is a better place, depend on it, when from there you +move the whole mass! Besides, you are on the top as well; you are +everywhere, you are everything. I am of the opinion of that historical +character--wasn't he some king?--who thought there was a lady behind +everything. Whatever it was, he held, you have only to look for her; she +is the explanation. Well, I always look for her, and I always find her; +of course, I am always delighted to do so; but it proves she is the +universal cause. Now, you don't mean to deny that power, the power of +setting men in motion. You are at the bottom of all the wars." + +"Well, I am like Mrs. Farrinder; I like opposition," Verena exclaimed, +with a happy smile. + +"That proves, as I say, how in spite of your expressions of horror you +delight in the shock of battle. What do you say to Helen of Troy and the +fearful carnage she excited? It is well known that the Empress of France +was at the bottom of the last war in that country. And as for our four +fearful years of slaughter, of course, you won't deny that there the +ladies were the great motive power. The Abolitionists brought it on, and +were not the Abolitionists principally females? Who was that celebrity +that was mentioned last night?--Eliza P. Moseley. I regard Eliza as the +cause of the biggest war of which history preserves the record." + +Basil Ransom enjoyed his humour the more because Verena appeared to +enjoy it; and the look with which she replied to him, at the end of this +little tirade, "Why, sir, you ought to take the platform too; we might +go round together as poison and antidote!"--this made him feel that he +had convinced her, for the moment, quite as much as it was important he +should. In Verena's face, however, it lasted but an instant--an instant +after she had glanced at Olive Chancellor, who, with her eyes fixed +intently on the ground (a look she was to learn to know so well), had a +strange expression. The girl slowly got up; she felt that she must go. +She guessed Miss Chancellor didn't like this handsome joker (it was so +that Basil Ransom struck her); and it was impressed upon her ("in time," +as she thought) that her new friend would be more serious even than she +about the woman-question, serious as she had hitherto believed herself +to be. + +"I should like so much to have the pleasure of seeing you again," Ransom +continued. "I think I should be able to interpret history for you by a +new light." + +"Well, I should be very happy to see you in my home." These words had +barely fallen from Verena's lips (her mother told her they were, in +general, the proper thing to say when people expressed such a desire as +that; she must not let it be assumed that she would come first to +them)--she had hardly uttered this hospitable speech when she felt the +hand of her hostess upon her arm and became aware that a passionate +appeal sat in Olive's eyes. + +"You will just catch the Charles Street car," that young woman murmured, +with muffled sweetness. + +Verena did not understand further than to see that she ought already to +have departed; and the simplest response was to kiss Miss Chancellor, an +act which she briefly performed. Basil Ransom understood still less, and +it was a melancholy commentary on his contention that men are not +inferior, that this meeting could not come, however rapidly, to a close +without his plunging into a blunder which necessarily aggravated those +he had already made. He had been invited by the little prophetess, and +yet he had not been invited; but he did not take that up, because he +must absolutely leave Boston on the morrow, and, besides, Miss +Chancellor appeared to have something to say to it. But he put out his +hand to Verena and said, "Good-bye, Miss Tarrant; are we not to have the +pleasure of hearing you in New York? I am afraid we are sadly sunk." + +"Certainly, I should like to raise my voice in the biggest city," the +girl replied. + +"Well, try to come on. I won't refute you. It would be a very stupid +world, after all, if we always knew what women were going to say." + +Verena was conscious of the approach of the Charles Street car, as well +as of the fact that Miss Chancellor was in pain; but she lingered long +enough to remark that she could see he had the old-fashioned ideas--he +regarded woman as the toy of man. + +"Don't say the toy--say the joy!" Ransom exclaimed. "There is one +statement I will venture to advance; I am quite as fond of you as you +are of each other!" + +"Much he knows about that!" said Verena, with a side-long smile at Olive +Chancellor. + +For Olive, it made her more beautiful than ever; still, there was no +trace of this mere personal elation in the splendid sententiousness with +which, turning to Mr. Ransom, she remarked: "What women may be, or may +not be, to each other, I won't attempt just now to say; but what _the +truth_ may be to a human soul, I think perhaps even a woman may faintly +suspect!" + +"The truth? My dear cousin, your truth is a most vain thing!" + +"Gracious me!" cried Verena Tarrant; and the gay vibration of her voice +as she uttered this simple ejaculation was the last that Ransom heard of +her. Miss Chancellor swept her out of the room, leaving the young man to +extract a relish from the ineffable irony with which she uttered the +words "even a woman." It was to be supposed, on general grounds, that +she would reappear, but there was nothing in the glance she gave him, as +she turned her back, that was an earnest of this. He stood there a +moment, wondering; then his wonder spent itself on the page of a book +which, according to his habit at such times, he had mechanically taken +up, and in which he speedily became interested. He read it for five +minutes in an uncomfortable-looking attitude, and quite forgot that he +had been forsaken. He was recalled to this fact by the entrance of Mrs. +Luna, arrayed as if for the street, and putting on her gloves again--she +seemed always to be putting on her gloves. She wanted to know what in +the world he was doing there alone--whether her sister had not been +notified. + +"Oh yes," said Ransom, "she has just been with me, but she has gone +downstairs with Miss Tarrant." + +"And who in the world is Miss Tarrant?" + +Ransom was surprised that Mrs. Luna should not know of the intimacy of +the two young ladies, in spite of the brevity of their acquaintance, +being already so great. But, apparently, Miss Olive had not mentioned +her new friend. "Well, she is an inspirational speaker--the most +charming creature in the world!" + +Mrs. Luna paused in her manipulations, gave an amazed, amused stare, +then caused the room to ring with her laughter. "You don't mean to say +you are converted--already?" + +"Converted to Miss Tarrant, decidedly." + +"You are not to belong to any Miss Tarrant; you are to belong to me," +Mrs. Luna said, having thought over her Southern kinsman during the +twenty-four hours, and made up her mind that he would be a good man for +a lone woman to know. Then she added: "Did you come here to meet +her--the inspirational speaker?" + +"No; I came to bid your sister good-bye." + +"Are you really going? I haven't made you promise half the things I want +yet. But we will settle that in New York. How do you get on with Olive +Chancellor?" Mrs. Luna continued, making her points, as she always did, +with eagerness, though her roundness and her dimples had hitherto +prevented her from being accused of that vice. It was her practice to +speak of her sister by her whole name, and you would have supposed, from +her usual manner of alluding to her, that Olive was much the older, +instead of having been born ten years later than Adeline. She had as +many ways as possible of marking the gulf that divided them; but she +bridged it over lightly now by saying to Basil Ransom; "Isn't she a dear +old thing?" + +This bridge, he saw, would not bear his weight, and her question seemed +to him to have more audacity than sense. Why should she be so insincere? +She might know that a man couldn't recognise Miss Chancellor in such a +description as that. She was not old--she was sharply young; and it was +inconceivable to him, though he had just seen the little prophetess kiss +her, that she should ever become any one's "dear." Least of all was she +a "thing"; she was intensely, fearfully, a person. He hesitated a +moment, and then he replied: "She's a very remarkable woman." + +"Take care--don't be reckless!" cried Mrs. Luna. "Do you think she is +very dreadful?" + +"Don't say anything against my cousin," Basil answered; and at that +moment Miss Chancellor re-entered the room. She murmured some request +that he would excuse her absence, but her sister interrupted her with an +inquiry about Miss Tarrant. + +"Mr. Ransom thinks her wonderfully charming. Why didn't you show her to +me? Do you want to keep her all to yourself?" + +Olive rested her eyes for some moments upon Mrs. Luna, without speaking. +Then she said: "Your veil is not put on straight, Adeline." + +"I look like a monster--that, evidently, is what you mean!" Adeline +exclaimed, going to the mirror to rearrange the peccant tissue. + +Miss Chancellor did not again ask Ransom to be seated; she appeared to +take it for granted that he would leave her now. But instead of this he +returned to the subject of Verena; he asked her whether she supposed the +girl would come out in public--would go about like Mrs. Farrinder? + +"Come out in public!" Olive repeated; "in public? Why, you don't imagine +that pure voice is to be hushed?" + +"Oh, hushed, no! it's too sweet for that. But not raised to a scream; +not forced and cracked and ruined. She oughtn't to become like the +others. She ought to remain apart." + +"Apart--_apart_?" said Miss Chancellor; "when we shall all be looking to +her, gathering about her, praying for her!" There was an exceeding scorn +in her voice. "If _I_ can help her, she shall be an immense power for +good." + +"An immense power for quackery, my dear Miss Olive!" This broke from +Basil's lips in spite of a vow he had just taken not to say anything +that should "aggravate" his hostess, who was in a state of tension it +was not difficult to detect. But he had lowered his tone to friendly +pleading, and the offensive word was mitigated by his smile. + +She moved away from him, backwards, as if he had given her a push. "Ah, +well, now you are reckless," Mrs. Luna remarked, drawing out her ribbons +before the mirror. + +"I don't think you would interfere if you knew how little you understand +us," Miss Chancellor said to Ransom. + +"Whom do you mean by 'us'--your whole delightful sex? I don't understand +_you_, Miss Olive." + +"Come away with me, and I'll explain her as we go," Mrs. Luna went on, +having finished her toilet. + +Ransom offered his hand in farewell to his hostess; but Olive found it +impossible to do anything but ignore the gesture. She could not have let +him touch her. "Well, then, if you must exhibit her to the multitude, +bring her on to New York," he said, with the same attempt at a light +treatment. + +"You'll have _me_ in New York--you don't want any one else!" Mrs. Luna +ejaculated, coquettishly. "I have made up my mind to winter there now." + +Olive Chancellor looked from one to the other of her two relatives, one +near and the other distant, but each so little in sympathy with her, and +it came over her that there might be a kind of protection for her in +binding them together, entangling them with each other. She had never +had an idea of that kind in her life before, and that this sudden +subtlety should have gleamed upon her as a momentary talisman gives the +measure of her present nervousness. + +"If I could take her to New York, I would take her farther," she +remarked, hoping she was enigmatical. + +"You talk about 'taking' her, as if you were a lecture-agent. Are you +going into that business?" Mrs. Luna asked. + +Ransom could not help noticing that Miss Chancellor would not shake +hands with him, and he felt, on the whole, rather injured. He paused a +moment before leaving the room--standing there with his hand on the knob +of the door. "Look here, Miss Olive, what did you write to me to come +and see you for?" He made this inquiry with a countenance not destitute +of gaiety, but his eyes showed something of that yellow light--just +momentarily lurid--of which mention has been made. Mrs. Luna was on her +way downstairs, and her companions remained face to face. + +"Ask my sister--I think she will tell you," said Olive, turning away +from him and going to the window. She remained there, looking out; she +heard the door of the house close, and saw the two cross the street +together. As they passed out of sight her fingers played, softly, a +little air upon the pane; it seemed to her that she had had an +inspiration. + +Basil Ransom, meanwhile, put the question to Mrs. Luna. "If she was not +going to like me, why in the world did she write to me?" + +"Because she wanted you to know me--she thought _I_ would like you!" And +apparently she had not been wrong; for Mrs. Luna, when they reached +Beacon Street, would not hear of his leaving her to go her way alone, +would not in the least admit his plea that he had only an hour or two +more in Boston (he was to travel, economically, by the boat) and must +devote the time to his business. She appealed to his Southern chivalry, +and not in vain; practically, at least, he admitted the rights of women. + + + + +XIII + + +Mrs. Tarrant was delighted, as may be imagined, with her daughter's +account of Miss Chancellor's interior, and the reception the girl had +found there; and Verena, for the next month, took her way very often to +Charles Street. "Just you be as nice to her as you know how," Mrs. +Tarrant had said to her; and she reflected with some complacency that +her daughter did know--she knew how to do everything of that sort. It +was not that Verena had been taught; that branch of the education of +young ladies which is known as "manners and deportment" had not figured, +as a definite head, in Miss Tarrant's curriculum. She had been told, +indeed, that she must not lie nor steal; but she had been told very +little else about behaviour; her only great advantage, in short, had +been the parental example. But her mother liked to think that she was +quick and graceful, and she questioned her exhaustively as to the +progress of this interesting episode; she didn't see why, as she said, +it shouldn't be a permanent "stand-by" for Verena. In Mrs. Tarrant's +meditations upon the girl's future she had never thought of a fine +marriage as a reward of effort; she would have deemed herself very +immoral if she had endeavoured to capture for her child a rich husband. +She had not, in fact, a very vivid sense of the existence of such agents +of fate; all the rich men she had seen already had wives, and the +unmarried men, who were generally very young, were distinguished from +each other not so much by the figure of their income, which came little +into question, as by the degree of their interest in regenerating ideas. +She supposed Verena would marry some one, some day, and she hoped the +personage would be connected with public life--which meant, for Mrs. +Tarrant, that his name would be visible, in the lamp-light, on a +coloured poster, in the doorway of Tremont Temple. But she was not eager +about this vision, for the implications of matrimony were for the most +part wanting in brightness--consisted of a tired woman holding a baby +over a furnace-register that emitted lukewarm air. A real lovely +friendship with a young woman who had, as Mrs. Tarrant expressed it, +"prop'ty," would occupy agreeably such an interval as might occur before +Verena should meet her sterner fate; it would be a great thing for her +to have a place to run into when she wanted a change, and there was no +knowing but what it might end in her having two homes. For the idea of +the home, like most American women of her quality, Mrs. Tarrant had an +extreme reverence; and it was her candid faith that in all the +vicissitudes of the past twenty years she had preserved the spirit of +this institution. If it should exist in duplicate for Verena, the girl +would be favoured indeed. + +All this was as nothing, however, compared with the fact that Miss +Chancellor seemed to think her young friend's gift _was_ inspirational, +or at any rate, as Selah had so often said, quite unique. She couldn't +make out very exactly, by Verena, what she thought; but if the way Miss +Chancellor had taken hold of her didn't show that she believed she could +rouse the people, Mrs. Tarrant didn't know what it showed. It was a +satisfaction to her that Verena evidently responded freely; she didn't +think anything of what she spent in car-tickets, and indeed she had told +her that Miss Chancellor wanted to stuff her pockets with them. At first +she went in because her mother liked to have her; but now, evidently, +she went because she was so much drawn. She expressed the highest +admiration of her new friend; she said it took her a little while to see +into her, but now that she did, well, she was perfectly splendid. When +Verena wanted to admire she went ahead of every one, and it was +delightful to see how she was stimulated by the young lady in Charles +Street. They thought everything of each other--that was very plain; you +could scarcely tell which thought most. Each thought the other so noble, +and Mrs. Tarrant had a faith that between them they _would_ rouse the +people. What Verena wanted was some one who would know how to handle her +(her father hadn't handled anything except the healing, up to this time, +with real success), and perhaps Miss Chancellor would take hold better +than some that made more of a profession. + +"It's beautiful, the way she draws you out," Verena had said to her +mother; "there's something so searching that the first time I visited +her it quite realised my idea of the Day of Judgement. But she seems to +show all that's in herself at the same time, and then you see how lovely +it is. She's just as pure as she can live; you see if she is not, when +you know her. She's so noble herself that she makes you feel as if you +wouldn't want to be less so. She doesn't care for anything but the +elevation of our sex; if she can work a little toward that, it's all she +asks. I can tell you, she kindles me; she does, mother, really. She +doesn't care a speck what she wears--only to have an elegant parlour. +Well, she _has_ got that; it's a regular dream-like place to sit. She's +going to have a tree in, next week; she says she wants to see me sitting +under a tree. I believe it's some oriental idea; it has lately been +introduced in Paris. She doesn't like French ideas as a general thing; +but she says this has more nature than most. She has got so many of her +own that I shouldn't think she would require to borrow any. I'd sit in a +forest to hear her bring some of them out," Verena went on, with +characteristic raciness. "She just quivers when she describes what our +sex has been through. It's so interesting to me to hear what I have +always felt. If she wasn't afraid of facing the public, she would go far +ahead of me. But she doesn't want to speak herself; she only wants to +call me out. Mother, if she doesn't attract attention to me there isn't +any attention to be attracted. She says I have got the gift of +expression--it doesn't matter where it comes from. She says it's a great +advantage to a movement to be personified in a bright young figure. +Well, of course I'm young, and I feel bright enough when once I get +started. She says my serenity while exposed to the gaze of hundreds is +in itself a qualification; in fact, she seems to think my serenity is +quite God-given. She hasn't got much of it herself; she's the most +emotional woman I have met, up to now. She wants to know how I can speak +the way I do unless I feel; and of course I tell her I do feel, so far +as I realise. She seems to be realising all the time; I never saw any +one that took so little rest. She says I ought to do something great, +and she makes me feel as if I should. She says I ought to have a wide +influence, if I can obtain the ear of the public; and I say to her that +if I do it will be all her influence." + +Selah Tarrant looked at all this from a higher standpoint than his wife; +at least such an attitude on his part was to be inferred from his +increased solemnity. He committed himself to no precipitate elation at +the idea of his daughter's being taken up by a patroness of movements +who happened to have money; he looked at his child only from the point +of view of the service she might render to humanity. To keep her ideal +pointing in the right direction, to guide and animate her moral +life--this was a duty more imperative for a parent so closely identified +with revelations and panaceas than seeing that she formed profitable +worldly connexions. He was "off," moreover, so much of the time that he +could keep little account of her comings and goings, and he had an air +of being but vaguely aware of whom Miss Chancellor, the object now of +his wife's perpetual reference, might be. Verena's initial appearance in +Boston, as he called her performance at Miss Birdseye's, had been a +great success; and this reflexion added, as I say, to his habitually +sacerdotal expression. He looked like the priest of a religion that was +passing through the stage of miracles; he carried his responsibility in +the general elongation of his person, of his gestures (his hands were +now always in the air, as if he were being photographed in postures), of +his words and sentences, as well as in his smile, as noiseless as a +patent hinge, and in the folds of his eternal waterproof. He was +incapable of giving an off-hand answer or opinion on the simplest +occasion, and his tone of high deliberation increased in proportion as +the subject was trivial or domestic. If his wife asked him at dinner if +the potatoes were good, he replied that they were strikingly fine (he +used to speak of the newspaper as "fine"--he applied this term to +objects the most dissimilar), and embarked on a parallel worthy of +Plutarch, in which he compared them with other specimens of the same +vegetable. He produced, or would have liked to produce, the impression +of looking above and beyond everything, of not caring for the immediate, +of reckoning only with the long run. In reality he had one all-absorbing +solicitude--the desire to get paragraphs put into the newspapers, +paragraphs of which he had hitherto been the subject, but of which he +was now to divide the glory with his daughter. The newspapers were his +world, the richest expression, in his eyes, of human life; and, for him, +if a diviner day was to come upon earth, it would be brought about by +copious advertisement in the daily prints. He looked with longing for +the moment when Verena should be advertised among the "personals," and +to his mind the supremely happy people were those (and there were a good +many of them) of whom there was some journalistic mention every day in +the year. Nothing less than this would really have satisfied Selah +Tarrant; his ideal of bliss was to be as regularly and indispensably a +component part of the newspaper as the title and date, or the list of +fires, or the column of Western jokes. The vision of that publicity +haunted his dreams, and he would gladly have sacrificed to it the +innermost sanctities of home. Human existence to him, indeed, was a huge +publicity, in which the only fault was that it was sometimes not +sufficiently effective. There had been a Spiritualist paper of old which +he used to pervade; but he could not persuade himself that through this +medium his personality had attracted general attention; and, moreover, +the sheet, as he said, was played out anyway. Success was not success so +long as his daughter's _physique_, the rumour of her engagement, were +not included in the "Jottings" with the certainty of being extensively +copied. + +The account of her exploits in the West had not made their way to the +seaboard with the promptitude that he had looked for; the reason of this +being, he supposed, that the few addresses she had made had not been +lectures, announced in advance, to which tickets had been sold, but +incidents, of abrupt occurrence, of certain multitudinous meetings, +where there had been other performers better known to fame. They had +brought in no money; they had been delivered only for the good of the +cause. If it could only be known that she spoke for nothing, that might +deepen the reverberation; the only trouble was that her speaking for +nothing was not the way to remind him that he had a remunerative +daughter. It was not the way to stand out so very much either, Selah +Tarrant felt; for there were plenty of others that knew how to make as +little money as she would. To speak--that was the one thing that most +people were willing to do for nothing; it was not a line in which it was +easy to appear conspicuously disinterested. Disinterestedness, too, was +incompatible with receipts; and receipts were what Selah Tarrant was, in +his own parlance, after. He wished to bring about the day when they +would flow in freely; the reader perhaps sees the gesture with which, in +his colloquies with himself, he accompanied this mental image. + +It seemed to him at present that the fruitful time was not far off; it +had been brought appreciably nearer by that fortunate evening at Miss +Birdseye's. If Mrs. Farrinder could be induced to write an "open letter" +about Verena, that would do more than anything else. Selah was not +remarkable for delicacy of perception, but he knew the world he lived in +well enough to be aware that Mrs. Farrinder was liable to rear up, as +they used to say down in Pennsylvania, where he lived before he began to +peddle lead-pencils. She wouldn't always take things as you might +expect, and if it didn't meet her views to pay a public tribute to +Verena, there wasn't any way known to Tarrant's ingenious mind of +getting round her. If it was a question of a favour from Mrs. Farrinder, +you just had to wait for it, as you would for a rise in the thermometer. +He had told Miss Birdseye what he would like, and she seemed to think, +from the way their celebrated friend had been affected, that the idea +might take her some day of just letting the public know all she had +felt. She was off somewhere now (since that evening), but Miss Birdseye +had an idea that when she was back in Roxbury she would send for Verena +and give her a few points. Meanwhile, at any rate, Selah was sure he had +a card; he felt there was money in the air. It might already be said +there were receipts from Charles Street; that rich, peculiar young woman +seemed to want to lavish herself. He pretended, as I have intimated, not +to notice this; but he never saw so much as when he had his eyes fixed +on the cornice. He had no doubt that if he should make up his mind to +take a hall some night, she would tell him where the bill might be sent. +That was what he was thinking of now, whether he had better take a hall +right away, so that Verena might leap at a bound into renown, or wait +till she had made a few more appearances in private, so that curiosity +might be worked up. + +These meditations accompanied him in his multifarious wanderings through +the streets and the suburbs of the New England capital. As I have also +mentioned, he was absent for hours--long periods during which Mrs. +Tarrant, sustaining nature with a hard-boiled egg and a doughnut, +wondered how in the world he stayed his stomach. He never wanted +anything but a piece of pie when he came in; the only thing about which +he was particular was that it should be served up hot. She had a private +conviction that he partook, at the houses of his lady patients, of +little lunches; she applied this term to any episodical repast, at any +hour of the twenty-four. It is but fair to add that once, when she +betrayed her suspicion, Selah remarked that the only refreshment _he_ +ever wanted was the sense that he was doing some good. This effort with +him had many forms; it involved, among other things, a perpetual +perambulation of the streets, a haunting of horse-cars, +railway-stations, shops that were "selling off." But the places that +knew him best were the offices of the newspapers and the vestibules of +the hotels--the big marble-paved chambers of informal reunion which +offer to the streets, through high glass plates, the sight of the +American citizen suspended by his heels. Here, amid the piled-up +luggage, the convenient spittoons, the elbowing loungers, the +disconsolate "guests," the truculent Irish porters, the rows of +shaggy-backed men in strange hats, writing letters at a table inlaid +with advertisements, Selah Tarrant made innumerable contemplative +stations. He could not have told you, at any particular moment, what he +was doing; he only had a general sense that such places were national +nerve-centres, and that the more one looked in, the more one was "on the +spot." The _penetralia_ of the daily press were, however, still more +fascinating, and the fact that they were less accessible, that here he +found barriers in his path, only added to the zest of forcing an +entrance. He abounded in pretexts; he even sometimes brought +contributions; he was persistent and penetrating, he was known as the +irrepressible Tarrant. He hung about, sat too long, took up the time of +busy people, edged into the printing-rooms when he had been eliminated +from the office, talked with the compositors till they set up his +remarks by mistake, and to the newsboys when the compositors had turned +their backs. He was always trying to find out what was "going in"; he +would have liked to go in himself, bodily, and, failing in this, he +hoped to get advertisements inserted gratis. The wish of his soul was +that he might be interviewed; that made him hover at the editorial +elbow. Once he thought he had been, and the headings, five or six deep, +danced for days before his eyes; but the report never appeared. He +expected his revenge for this the day after Verena should have burst +forth; he saw the attitude in which he should receive the emissaries who +would come after his daughter. + + + + +XIV + + +"We ought to have some one to meet her," Mrs. Tarrant said; "I presume +she wouldn't care to come out just to see us." "She," between the mother +and the daughter, at this period, could refer only to Olive Chancellor, +who was discussed in the little house at Cambridge at all hours and from +every possible point of view. It was never Verena now who began, for she +had grown rather weary of the topic; she had her own ways of thinking of +it, which were not her mother's, and if she lent herself to this lady's +extensive considerations it was because that was the best way of keeping +her thoughts to herself. + +Mrs. Tarrant had an idea that she (Mrs. Tarrant) liked to study people, +and that she was now engaged in an analysis of Miss Chancellor. It +carried her far, and she came out at unexpected times with her results. +It was still her purpose to interpret the world to the ingenious mind of +her daughter, and she translated Miss Chancellor with a confidence which +made little account of the fact that she had seen her but once, while +Verena had this advantage nearly every day. Verena felt that by this +time she knew Olive very well, and her mother's most complicated +versions of motive and temperament (Mrs. Tarrant, with the most +imperfect idea of the meaning of the term, was always talking about +people's temperament) rendered small justice to the phenomena it was now +her privilege to observe in Charles Street. Olive was much more +remarkable than Mrs. Tarrant suspected, remarkable as Mrs. Tarrant +believed her to be. She had opened Verena's eyes to extraordinary +pictures, made the girl believe that she had a heavenly mission, given +her, as we have seen, quite a new measure of the interest of life. These +were larger consequences than the possibility of meeting the leaders of +society at Olive's house. She had met no one, as yet, but Mrs. Luna; her +new friend seemed to wish to keep her quite for herself. This was the +only reproach that Mrs. Tarrant directed to the new friend as yet; she +was disappointed that Verena had not obtained more insight into the +world of fashion. It was one of the prime articles of her faith that the +world of fashion was wicked and hollow, and, moreover, Verena told her +that Miss Chancellor loathed and despised it. She could not have +informed you wherein it would profit her daughter (for the way those +ladies shrank from any new gospel was notorious); nevertheless she was +vexed that Verena shouldn't come back to her with a little more of the +fragrance of Beacon Street. The girl herself would have been the most +interested person in the world if she had not been the most resigned; +she took all that was given her and was grateful, and missed nothing +that was withheld; she was the most extraordinary mixture of eagerness +and docility. Mrs. Tarrant theorised about temperaments and she loved +her daughter; but she was only vaguely aware of the fact that she had at +her side the sweetest flower of character (as one might say) that had +ever bloomed on earth. She was proud of Verena's brightness, and of her +special talent; but the commonness of her own surface was a +non-conductor of the girl's quality. Therefore she thought that it would +add to her success in life to know a few high-flyers, if only to put +them to shame; as if anything could add to Verena's success, as if it +were not supreme success simply to have been made as she was made. + +Mrs. Tarrant had gone into town to call upon Miss Chancellor; she +carried out this resolve, on which she had bestowed infinite +consideration, independently of Verena. She had decided that she had a +pretext; her dignity required one, for she felt that at present the +antique pride of the Greenstreets was terribly at the mercy of her +curiosity. She wished to see Miss Chancellor again, and to see her among +her charming appurtenances, which Verena had described to her with great +minuteness. The pretext that she would have valued most was +wanting--that of Olive's having come out to Cambridge to pay the visit +that had been solicited from the first; so she had to take the next +best--she had to say to herself that it was her duty to see what she +should think of a place where her daughter spent so much time. To Miss +Chancellor she would appear to have come to thank her for her +hospitality; she knew, in advance, just the air she should take (or she +fancied she knew it--Mrs. Tarrant's were not always what she supposed), +just the _nuance_ (she had also an impression she knew a little French) +of her tone. Olive, after the lapse of weeks, still showed no symptoms +of presenting herself, and Mrs. Tarrant rebuked Verena with some +sternness for not having made her feel that this attention was due to +the mother of her friend. Verena could scarcely say to her she guessed +Miss Chancellor didn't think much of that personage, true as it was that +the girl had discerned this angular fact, which she attributed to +Olive's extraordinary comprehensiveness of view. Verena herself did not +suppose that her mother occupied a very important place in the universe; +and Miss Chancellor never looked at anything smaller than that. Nor was +she free to report (she was certainly now less frank at home, and, +moreover, the suspicion was only just becoming distinct to her) that +Olive would like to detach her from her parents altogether, and was +therefore not interested in appearing to cultivate relations with them. +Mrs. Tarrant, I may mention, had a further motive: she was consumed with +the desire to behold Mrs. Luna. This circumstance may operate as a proof +that the aridity of her life was great, and if it should have that +effect I shall not be able to gainsay it. She had seen all the people +who went to lectures, but there were hours when she desired, for a +change, to see some who didn't go; and Mrs. Luna, from Verena's +description of her, summed up the characteristics of this eccentric +class. + +Verena had given great attention to Olive's brilliant sister; she had +told her friend everything now--everything but one little secret, +namely, that if she could have chosen at the beginning she would have +liked to resemble Mrs. Luna. This lady fascinated her, carried off her +imagination to strange lands; she should enjoy so much a long evening +with her alone, when she might ask her ten thousand questions. But she +never saw her alone, never saw her at all but in glimpses. Adeline +flitted in and out, dressed for dinners and concerts, always saying +something worldly to the young woman from Cambridge, and something to +Olive that had a freedom which she herself would probably never arrive +at (a failure of foresight on Verena's part). But Miss Chancellor never +detained her, never gave Verena a chance to see her, never appeared to +imagine that she could have the least interest in such a person; only +took up the subject again after Adeline had left them--the subject, of +course, which was always the same, the subject of what they should do +together for their suffering sex. It was not that Verena was not +interested in that--gracious, no; it opened up before her, in those +wonderful colloquies with Olive, in the most inspiring way; but her +fancy would make a dart to right or left when other game crossed their +path, and her companion led her, intellectually, a dance in which her +feet--that is, her head--failed her at times for weariness. Mrs. Tarrant +found Miss Chancellor at home, but she was not gratified by even the +most transient glimpse of Mrs. Luna; a fact which, in her heart, Verena +regarded as fortunate, inasmuch as (she said to herself) if her mother, +returning from Charles Street, began to explain Miss Chancellor to her +with fresh energy, and as if she (Verena) had never seen her, and up to +this time they had had nothing to say about her, to what developments +(of the same sort) would not an encounter with Adeline have given rise? + +When Verena at last said to her friend that she thought she ought to +come out to Cambridge--she didn't understand why she didn't--Olive +expressed her reasons very frankly, admitted that she was jealous, that +she didn't wish to think of the girl's belonging to any one but herself. +Mr. and Mrs. Tarrant would have authority, opposed claims, and she +didn't wish to see them, to remember that they existed. This was true, +so far as it went; but Olive could not tell Verena everything--could not +tell her that she hated that dreadful pair at Cambridge. As we know, she +had forbidden herself this emotion as regards individuals; and she +flattered herself that she considered the Tarrants as a type, a +deplorable one, a class that, with the public at large, discredited the +cause of the new truths. She had talked them over with Miss Birdseye +(Olive was always looking after her now and giving her things--the good +lady appeared at this period in wonderful caps and shawls--for she felt +she couldn't thank her enough), and even Doctor Prance's fellow-lodger, +whose animosity to flourishing evils lived in the happiest (though the +most illicit) union with the mania for finding excuses, even Miss +Birdseye was obliged to confess that if you came to examine his record, +poor Selah didn't amount to so very much. How little he amounted to +Olive perceived after she had made Verena talk, as the girl did +immensely, about her father and mother--quite unconscious, meanwhile, of +the conclusions she suggested to Miss Chancellor. Tarrant was a moralist +without moral sense--that was very clear to Olive as she listened to the +history of his daughter's childhood and youth, which Verena related with +an extraordinary artless vividness. This narrative, tremendously +fascinating to Miss Chancellor, made her feel in all sorts of +ways--prompted her to ask herself whether the girl was also destitute of +the perception of right and wrong. No, she was only supremely innocent; +she didn't understand, she didn't interpret nor see the _portée_ of what +she described; she had no idea whatever of judging her parents. Olive +had wished to "realise" the conditions in which her wonderful young +friend (she thought her more wonderful every day) had developed, and to +this end, as I have related, she prompted her to infinite discourse. But +now she was satisfied, the realisation was complete, and what she would +have liked to impose on the girl was an effectual rupture with her past. +That past she by no means absolutely deplored, for it had the merit of +having initiated Verena (and her patroness, through her agency) into the +miseries and mysteries of the People. It was her theory that Verena (in +spite of the blood of the Greenstreets, and, after all, who were they?) +was a flower of the great Democracy, and that it was impossible to have +had an origin less distinguished than Tarrant himself. His birth, in +some unheard-of place in Pennsylvania, was quite inexpressibly low, and +Olive would have been much disappointed if it had been wanting in this +defect. She liked to think that Verena, in her childhood, had known +almost the extremity of poverty, and there was a kind of ferocity in the +joy with which she reflected that there had been moments when this +delicate creature came near (if the pinch had only lasted a little +longer) to literally going without food. These things added to her value +for Olive; they made that young lady feel that their common undertaking +would, in consequence, be so much more serious. It is always supposed +that revolutionists have been goaded, and the goading would have been +rather deficient here were it not for such happy accidents in Verena's +past. When she conveyed from her mother a summons to Cambridge for a +particular occasion, Olive perceived that the great effort must now be +made. Great efforts were nothing new to her--it was a great effort to +live at all--but this one appeared to her exceptionally cruel. She +determined, however, to make it, promising herself that her first visit +to Mrs. Tarrant should also be her last. Her only consolation was that +she expected to suffer intensely; for the prospect of suffering was +always, spiritually speaking, so much cash in her pocket. It was +arranged that Olive should come to tea (the repast that Selah designated +as his supper), when Mrs. Tarrant, as we have seen, desired to do her +honour by inviting another guest. This guest, after much deliberation +between that lady and Verena, was selected, and the first person Olive +saw on entering the little parlour in Cambridge was a young man with +hair prematurely, or, as one felt that one should say, precociously +white, whom she had a vague impression she had encountered before, and +who was introduced to her as Mr. Matthias Pardon. + +She suffered less than she had hoped--she was so taken up with the +consideration of Verena's interior. It was as bad as she could have +desired; desired in order to feel that (to take her out of such a +_milieu_ as that) she should have a right to draw her altogether to +herself. Olive wished more and more to extract some definite pledge from +her; she could hardly say what it had best be as yet; she only felt that +it must be something that would have an absolute sanctity for Verena and +would bind them together for life. On this occasion it seemed to shape +itself in her mind; she began to see what it ought to be, though she +also saw that she would perhaps have to wait awhile. Mrs. Tarrant, too, +in her own house, became now a complete figure; there was no manner of +doubt left as to her being vulgar. Olive Chancellor despised vulgarity, +had a scent for it which she followed up in her own family, so that +often, with a rising flush, she detected the taint even in Adeline. +There were times, indeed, when every one seemed to have it, every one +but Miss Birdseye (who had nothing to do with it--she was an antique) +and the poorest, humblest people. The toilers and spinners, the very +obscure, these were the only persons who were safe from it. Miss +Chancellor would have been much happier if the movements she was +interested in could have been carried on only by the people she liked, +and if revolutions, somehow, didn't always have to begin with one's +self--with internal convulsions, sacrifices, executions. A common end, +unfortunately, however fine as regards a special result, does not make +community impersonal. + +Mrs. Tarrant, with her soft corpulence, looked to her guest very +bleached and tumid; her complexion had a kind of withered glaze; her +hair, very scanty, was drawn off her forehead _à la Chinoise_; she had +no eyebrows, and her eyes seemed to stare, like those of a figure of +wax. When she talked and wished to insist, and she was always insisting, +she puckered and distorted her face, with an effort to express the +inexpressible, which turned out, after all, to be nothing. She had a +kind of doleful elegance, tried to be confidential, lowered her voice +and looked as if she wished to establish a secret understanding, in +order to ask her visitor if she would venture on an apple-fritter. She +wore a flowing mantle, which resembled her husband's waterproof--a +garment which, when she turned to her daughter or talked about her, +might have passed for the robe of a sort of priestess of maternity. She +endeavoured to keep the conversation in a channel which would enable her +to ask sudden incoherent questions of Olive, mainly as to whether she +knew the principal ladies (the expression was Mrs. Tarrant's), not only +in Boston, but in the other cities which, in her nomadic course, she +herself had visited. Olive knew some of them, and of some of them had +never heard; but she was irritated, and pretended a universal ignorance +(she was conscious that she had never told so many fibs), by which her +hostess was much disconcerted, although her questions had apparently +been questions pure and simple, leading nowhither and without bearings +on any new truth. + + + + +XV + + +Tarrant, however, kept an eye in that direction; he was solemnly civil +to Miss Chancellor, handed her the dishes at table over and over again, +and ventured to intimate that the apple-fritters were very fine; but, +save for this, alluded to nothing more trivial than the regeneration of +humanity and the strong hope he felt that Miss Birdseye would again have +one of her delightful gatherings. With regard to this latter point he +explained that it was not in order that he might again present his +daughter to the company, but simply because on such occasions there was +a valuable interchange of hopeful thought, a contact of mind with mind. +If Verena had anything suggestive to contribute to the social problem, +the opportunity would come--that was part of their faith. They couldn't +reach out for it and try and push their way; if they were wanted, their +hour would strike; if they were not, they would just keep still and let +others press forward who seemed to be called. If they were called, they +would know it; and if they weren't, they could just hold on to each +other as they had always done. Tarrant was very fond of alternatives, +and he mentioned several others; it was never his fault if his listeners +failed to think him impartial. They hadn't much, as Miss Chancellor +could see; she could tell by their manner of life that they hadn't raked +in the dollars; but they had faith that, whether one raised one's voice +or simply worked on in silence, the principal difficulties would +straighten themselves out; and they had also a considerable experience +of great questions. Tarrant spoke as if, as a family, they were prepared +to take charge of them on moderate terms. He always said "ma'am" in +speaking to Olive, to whom, moreover, the air had never been so filled +with the sound of her own name. It was always in her ear, save when Mrs. +Tarrant and Verena conversed in prolonged and ingenuous asides; this was +still for her benefit, but the pronoun sufficed them. She had wished to +judge Doctor Tarrant (not that she believed he had come honestly by his +title), to make up her mind. She had done these things now, and she +expressed to herself the kind of man she believed him to be in +reflecting that if she should offer him ten thousand dollars to renounce +all claim to Verena, keeping--he and his wife--clear of her for the rest +of time, he would probably say, with his fearful smile, "Make it twenty, +money down, and I'll do it." Some image of this transaction, as one of +the possibilities of the future, outlined itself for Olive among the +moral incisions of that evening. It seemed implied in the very place, +the bald bareness of Tarrant's temporary lair, a wooden cottage, with a +rough front yard, a little naked piazza, which seemed rather to expose +than to protect, facing upon an unpaved road, in which the footway was +overlaid with a strip of planks. These planks were embedded in ice or in +liquid thaw, according to the momentary mood of the weather, and the +advancing pedestrian traversed them in the attitude, and with a good +deal of the suspense, of a rope-dancer. There was nothing in the house +to speak of; nothing, to Olive's sense, but a smell of kerosene; though +she had a consciousness of sitting down somewhere--the object creaked +and rocked beneath her--and of the table at tea being covered with a +cloth stamped in bright colours. + +As regards the pecuniary transaction with Selah, it was strange how she +should have seen it through the conviction that Verena would never give +up her parents. Olive was sure that she would never turn her back upon +them, would always share with them. She would have despised her had she +thought her capable of another course; yet it baffled her to understand +why, when parents were so trashy, this natural law should not be +suspended. Such a question brought her back, however, to her perpetual +enigma, the mystery she had already turned over in her mind for hours +together--the wonder of such people being Verena's progenitors at all. +She had explained it, as we explain all exceptional things, by making +the part, as the French say, of the miraculous. She had come to consider +the girl as a wonder of wonders, to hold that no human origin, however +congruous it might superficially appear, would sufficiently account for +her; that her springing up between Selah and his wife was an exquisite +whim of the creative force; and that in such a case a few shades more or +less of the inexplicable didn't matter. It was notorious that great +beauties, great geniuses, great characters, take their own times and +places for coming into the world, leaving the gaping spectators to make +them "fit in," and holding from far-off ancestors, or even, perhaps, +straight from the divine generosity, much more than from their ugly or +stupid progenitors. They were incalculable phenomena, anyway, as Selah +would have said. Verena, for Olive, was the very type and model of the +"gifted being"; her qualities had not been bought and paid for; they +were like some brilliant birthday-present, left at the door by an +unknown messenger, to be delightful for ever as an inexhaustible legacy, +and amusing for ever from the obscurity of its source. They were +superabundantly crude as yet--happily for Olive, who promised herself, +as we know, to train and polish them--but they were as genuine as fruit +and flowers, as the glow of the fire or the plash of water. For her +scrutinising friend Verena had the disposition of the artist, the spirit +to which all charming forms come easily and naturally. It required an +effort at first to imagine an artist so untaught, so mistaught, so poor +in experience; but then it required an effort also to imagine people +like the old Tarrants, or a life so full as her life had been of ugly +things. Only an exquisite creature could have resisted such +associations, only a girl who had some natural light, some divine spark +of taste. There were people like that, fresh from the hand of +Omnipotence; they were far from common, but their existence was as +incontestable as it was beneficent. + +Tarrant's talk about his daughter, her prospects, her enthusiasm, was +terribly painful to Olive; it brought back to her what she had suffered +already from the idea that he laid his hands upon her to make her speak. +That he should be mixed up in any way with this exercise of her genius +was a great injury to the cause, and Olive had already determined that +in future Verena should dispense with his co-operation. The girl had +virtually confessed that she lent herself to it only because it gave him +pleasure, and that anything else would do as well, anything that would +make her quiet a little before she began to "give out." Olive took upon +herself to believe that _she_ could make her quiet, though, certainly, +she had never had that effect upon any one; she would mount the platform +with Verena if necessary, and lay her hands upon her head. Why in the +world had a perverse fate decreed that Tarrant should take an interest +in the affairs of Woman--as if she wanted _his_ aid to arrive at her +goal; a charlatan of the poor, lean, shabby sort, without the humour, +brilliancy, prestige, which sometimes throw a drapery over shallowness? +Mr. Pardon evidently took an interest as well, and there was something +in his appearance that seemed to say that his sympathy would not be +dangerous. He was much at his ease, plainly, beneath the roof of the +Tarrants, and Olive reflected that though Verena had told her much about +him, she had not given her the idea that he was as intimate as that. +What she had mainly said was that he sometimes took her to the theatre. +Olive could enter, to a certain extent, into that; she herself had had a +phase (some time after her father's death--her mother's had preceded +his--when she bought the little house in Charles Street and began to +live alone), during which she accompanied gentlemen to respectable +places of amusement. She was accordingly not shocked at the idea of such +adventures on Verena's part; than which, indeed, judging from her own +experience, nothing could well have been less adventurous. Her +recollections of these expeditions were as of something solemn and +edifying--of the earnest interest in her welfare exhibited by her +companion (there were few occasions on which the young Bostonian +appeared to more advantage), of the comfort of other friends sitting +near, who were sure to know whom she was with, of serious discussion +between the acts in regard to the behaviour of the characters in the +piece, and of the speech at the end with which, as the young man quitted +her at her door, she rewarded his civility--"I must thank you for a very +pleasant evening." She always felt that she made that too prim; her lips +stiffened themselves as she spoke. But the whole affair had always a +primness; this was discernible even to Olive's very limited sense of +humour. It was not so religious as going to evening-service at King's +Chapel; but it was the next thing to it. Of course all girls didn't do +it; there were families that viewed such a custom with disfavour. But +this was where the girls were of the romping sort; there had to be some +things they were known not to do. As a general thing, moreover, the +practice was confined to the decorous; it was a sign of culture and +quiet tastes. All this made it innocent for Verena, whose life had +exposed her to much worse dangers; but the thing referred itself in +Olive's mind to a danger which cast a perpetual shadow there--the +possibility of the girl's embarking with some ingenuous youth on an +expedition that would last much longer than an evening. She was haunted, +in a word, with the fear that Verena would marry, a fate to which she +was altogether unprepared to surrender her; and this made her look with +suspicion upon all male acquaintance. + +Mr. Pardon was not the only one she knew; she had an example of the rest +in the persons of two young Harvard law-students, who presented +themselves after tea on this same occasion. As they sat there Olive +wondered whether Verena had kept something from her, whether she were, +after all (like so many other girls in Cambridge), a college-"belle," an +object of frequentation to undergraduates. It was natural that at the +seat of a big university there should be girls like that, with students +dangling after them, but she didn't want Verena to be one of them. There +were some that received the Seniors and Juniors; others that were +accessible to Sophomores and Freshmen. Certain young ladies +distinguished the professional students; there was a group, even, that +was on the best terms with the young men who were studying for the +Unitarian ministry in that queer little barrack at the end of Divinity +Avenue. The advent of the new visitors made Mrs. Tarrant bustle +immensely; but after she had caused every one to change places two or +three times with every one else the company subsided into a circle which +was occasionally broken by wandering movements on the part of her +husband, who, in the absence of anything to say on any subject whatever, +placed himself at different points in listening attitudes, shaking his +head slowly up and down, and gazing at the carpet with an air of +supernatural attention. Mrs. Tarrant asked the young men from the Law +School about their studies, and whether they meant to follow them up +seriously; said she thought some of the laws were very unjust, and she +hoped they meant to try and improve them. She had suffered by the laws +herself, at the time her father died; she hadn't got half the prop'ty +she should have got if they had been different. She thought they should +be for public matters, not for people's private affairs; the idea always +seemed to her to keep you down if you _were_ down, and to hedge you in +with difficulties. Sometimes she thought it was a wonder how she had +developed in the face of so many; but it was a proof that freedom was +everywhere, if you only knew how to look for it. + +The two young men were in the best humour; they greeted these sallies +with a merriment of which, though it was courteous in form, Olive was by +no means unable to define the spirit. They talked naturally more with +Verena than with her mother; and while they were so engaged Mrs. Tarrant +explained to her who they were, and how one of them, the smaller, who +was not quite so spruce, had brought the other, his particular friend, +to introduce him. This friend, Mr. Burrage, was from New York; he was +very fashionable, he went out a great deal in Boston ("I have no doubt +you know some of the places," said Mrs. Tarrant); his "fam'ly" was very +rich. + +"Well, he knows plenty of that sort," Mrs. Tarrant went on, "but he felt +unsatisfied; he didn't know any one like _us_. He told Mr. Gracie +(that's the little one) that he felt as if he _must_; it seemed as if he +couldn't hold out. So we told Mr. Gracie, of course, to bring him right +round. Well, I hope he'll get something from us, I'm sure. He has been +reported to be engaged to Miss Winkworth; I have no doubt you know who I +mean. But Mr. Gracie says he hasn't looked at her more than twice. +That's the way rumours fly round in that set, I presume. Well, I am glad +we are not in it, wherever we are! Mr. Gracie is very different; he is +intensely plain, but I believe he is very learned. You don't think him +plain? Oh, you don't know? Well, I suppose you don't care, you must see +so many. But I must say, when a young man looks like that, I call him +painfully plain. I heard Doctor Tarrant make the remark the last time he +was here. I don't say but what the plainest are the best. Well, I had no +idea we were going to have a party when I asked you. I wonder whether +Verena hadn't better hand the cake; we generally find the students enjoy +it so much." + +This office was ultimately delegated to Selah, who, after a considerable +absence, reappeared with a dish of dainties, which he presented +successively to each member of the company. Olive saw Verena lavish her +smiles on Mr. Gracie and Mr. Burrage; the liveliest relation had +established itself, and the latter gentleman in especial abounded in +appreciative laughter. It might have been fancied, just from looking at +the group, that Verena's vocation was to smile and talk with young men +who bent towards her; might have been fancied, that is, by a person less +sure of the contrary than Olive, who had reason to know that a "gifted +being" is sent into the world for a very different purpose, and that +making the time pass pleasantly for conceited young men is the last duty +you are bound to think of if you happen to have a talent for embodying a +cause. Olive tried to be glad that her friend had the richness of nature +that makes a woman gracious without latent purposes; she reflected that +Verena was not in the smallest degree a flirt, that she was only +enchantingly and universally genial, that nature had given her a +beautiful smile, which fell impartially on every one, man and woman, +alike. Olive may have been right, but it shall be confided to the reader +that in reality she never knew, by any sense of her own, whether Verena +were a flirt or not. This young lady could not possibly have told her +(even if she herself knew, which she didn't), and Olive, destitute of +the quality, had no means of taking the measure in another of the subtle +feminine desire to please. She could see the difference between Mr. +Gracie and Mr. Burrage; her being bored by Mrs. Tarrant's attempting to +point it out is perhaps a proof of that. It was a curious incident of +her zeal for the regeneration of her sex that manly things were, perhaps +on the whole, what she understood best. Mr. Burrage was rather a +handsome youth, with a laughing, clever face, a certain sumptuosity of +apparel, an air of belonging to the "fast set"--a precocious, +good-natured man of the world, curious of new sensations and containing, +perhaps, the making of a _dilettante_. Being, doubtless, a little +ambitious, and liking to flatter himself that he appreciated worth in +lowly forms, he had associated himself with the ruder but at the same +time acuter personality of a genuine son of New England, who had a +harder head than his own and a humour in reality more cynical, and who, +having earlier knowledge of the Tarrants, had undertaken to show him +something indigenous and curious, possibly even fascinating. Mr. Gracie +was short, with a big head; he wore eye-glasses, looked unkempt, almost +rustic, and said good things with his ugly lips. Verena had replies for +a good many of them, and a pretty colour came into her face as she +talked. Olive could see that she produced herself quite as well as one +of these gentlemen had foretold the other that she would. Miss +Chancellor knew what had passed between them as well as if she had heard +it; Mr. Gracie had promised that he would lead her on, that she should +justify his description and prove the raciest of her class. They would +laugh about her as they went away, lighting their cigars, and for many +days afterwards their discourse would be enlivened with quotations from +the "women's rights girl." + +It was amazing how many ways men had of being antipathetic; these two +were very different from Basil Ransom, and different from each other, +and yet the manner of each conveyed an insult to one's womanhood. The +worst of the case was that Verena would be sure not to perceive this +outrage--not to dislike them in consequence. There were so many things +that she hadn't yet learned to dislike, in spite of her friend's earnest +efforts to teach her. She had the idea vividly (that was the marvel) of +the cruelty of man, of his immemorial injustice; but it remained +abstract, platonic; she didn't detest him in consequence. What was the +use of her having that sharp, inspired vision of the history of the sex +(it was, as she had said herself, exactly like Joan of Arc's absolutely +supernatural apprehension of the state of France) if she wasn't going to +carry it out, if she was going to behave as the ordinary pusillanimous, +conventional young lady? It was all very well for her to have said that +first day that she would renounce: did she look, at such a moment as +this, like a young woman who had renounced? Suppose this glittering, +laughing Burrage youth, with his chains and rings and shining shoes, +should fall in love with her and try to bribe her, with his great +possessions, to practise renunciations of another kind--to give up her +holy work and to go with him to New York, there to live as his wife, +partly bullied, partly pampered, in the accustomed Burrage manner? There +was as little comfort for Olive as there had been on the whole alarm in +the recollection of that off-hand speech of Verena's about her +preference for "free unions." This had been mere maiden flippancy; she +had not known the meaning of what she said. Though she had grown up +among people who took for granted all sorts of queer laxities, she had +kept the consummate innocence of the American girl, that innocence which +was the greatest of all, for it had survived the abolition of walls and +locks; and of the various remarks that had dropped from Verena +expressing this quality that startling observation certainly expressed +it most. It implied, at any rate, that unions of some kind or other had +her approval, and did not exclude the dangers that might arise from +encounters with young men in search of sensations. + + + + +XVI + + +Mr. Pardon, as Olive observed, was a little out of this combination; but +he was not a person to allow himself to droop. He came and seated +himself by Miss Chancellor and broached a literary subject; he asked her +if she were following any of the current "serials" in the magazines. On +her telling him that she never followed anything of that sort, he +undertook a defence of the serial system, which she presently reminded +him that she had not attacked. He was not discouraged by this retort, +but glided gracefully off to the question of Mount Desert; conversation +on some subject or other being evidently a necessity of his nature. He +talked very quickly and softly, with words, and even sentences, +imperfectly formed; there was a certain amiable flatness in his tone, +and he abounded in exclamations--"Goodness gracious!" and "Mercy on +us!"--not much in use among the sex whose profanity is apt to be coarse. +He had small, fair features, remarkably neat, and pretty eyes, and a +moustache that he caressed, and an air of juvenility much at variance +with his grizzled locks, and the free familiar reference in which he was +apt to indulge to his career as a journalist. His friends knew that in +spite of his delicacy and his prattle he was what they called a live +man; his appearance was perfectly reconcilable with a large degree of +literary enterprise. It should be explained that for the most part they +attached to this idea the same meaning as Selah Tarrant--a state of +intimacy with the newspapers, the cultivation of the great arts of +publicity. For this ingenuous son of his age all distinction between the +person and the artist had ceased to exist; the writer was personal, the +person food for newsboys, and everything and every one were every one's +business. All things, with him, referred themselves to print, and print +meant simply infinite reporting, a promptitude of announcement, abusive +when necessary, or even when not, about his fellow-citizens. He poured +contumely on their private life, on their personal appearance, with the +best conscience in the world. His faith, again, was the faith of Selah +Tarrant--that being in the newspapers is a condition of bliss, and that +it would be fastidious to question the terms of the privilege. He was an +_enfant de la balle_, as the French say; he had begun his career, at the +age of fourteen, by going the rounds of the hotels, to cull flowers from +the big, greasy registers which lie on the marble counters; and he might +flatter himself that he had contributed in his measure, and on behalf of +a vigilant public opinion, the pride of a democratic State, to the great +end of preventing the American citizen from attempting clandestine +journeys. Since then he had ascended other steps of the same ladder; he +was the most brilliant young interviewer on the Boston press. He was +particularly successful in drawing out the ladies; he had condensed into +shorthand many of the most celebrated women of his time--some of these +daughters of fame were very voluminous--and he was supposed to have a +remarkably insinuating way of waiting upon _prime donne_ and actresses +the morning after their arrival, or sometimes the very evening, while +their luggage was being brought up. He was only twenty-eight years old, +and, with his hoary head, was a thoroughly modern young man; he had no +idea of not taking advantage of all the modern conveniences. He regarded +the mission of mankind upon earth as a perpetual evolution of telegrams; +everything to him was very much the same, he had no sense of proportion +or quality; but the newest thing was what came nearest exciting in his +mind the sentiment of respect. He was an object of extreme admiration to +Selah Tarrant, who believed that he had mastered all the secrets of +success, and who, when Mrs. Tarrant remarked (as she had done more than +once) that it looked as if Mr. Pardon was really coming after Verena, +declared that if he was, he was one of the few young men he should want +to see in that connexion, one of the few he should be willing to allow +to handle her. It was Tarrant's conviction that if Matthias Pardon +should seek Verena in marriage, it would be with a view to producing her +in public; and the advantage for the girl of having a husband who was at +the same time reporter, interviewer, manager, agent, who had the command +of the principal "dailies," would write her up and work her, as it were, +scientifically--the attraction of all this was too obvious to be +insisted on. Matthias had a mean opinion of Tarrant, thought him quite +second-rate, a votary of played-out causes. It was his impression that +he himself was in love with Verena, but his passion was not a jealous +one, and included a remarkable disposition to share the object of his +affection with the American people. + +He talked some time to Olive about Mount Desert, told her that in his +letters he had described the company at the different hotels. He +remarked, however, that a correspondent suffered a good deal to-day from +the competition of the "lady-writers"; the sort of article they produced +was sometimes more acceptable to the papers. He supposed she would be +glad to hear that--he knew she was so interested in woman's having a +free field. They certainly made lovely correspondents; they picked up +something bright before you could turn round; there wasn't much you +could keep away from them; you had to be lively if you wanted to get +there first. Of course, they were naturally more chatty, and that was +the style of literature that seemed to take most to-day; only they +didn't write much but what ladies would want to read. Of course, he knew +there were millions of lady-readers, but he intimated that _he_ didn't +address himself exclusively to the gynecæum; he tried to put in +something that would interest all parties. If you read a lady's letter +you knew pretty well in advance what you would find. Now, what he tried +for was that you shouldn't have the least idea; he always tried to have +something that would make you jump. Mr. Pardon was not conceited more, +at least, than is proper when youth and success go hand in hand, and it +was natural he should not know in what spirit Miss Chancellor listened +to him. Being aware that she was a woman of culture his desire was +simply to supply her with the pabulum that she would expect. She thought +him very inferior; she had heard he was intensely bright, but there was +probably some mistake; there couldn't be any danger for Verena from a +mind that took merely a gossip's view of great tendencies. Besides, he +wasn't half educated, and it was her belief, or at least her hope, that +an educative process was now going on for Verena (under her own +direction) which would enable her to make such a discovery for herself. +Olive had a standing quarrel with the levity, the good-nature, of the +judgements of the day; many of them seemed to her weak to imbecility, +losing sight of all measures and standards, lavishing superlatives, +delighted to be fooled. The age seemed to her relaxed and demoralised, +and I believe she looked to the influx of the great feminine element to +make it feel and speak more sharply. + +"Well, it's a privilege to hear you two talk together," Mrs. Tarrant +said to her; "it's what I call real conversation. It isn't often we have +anything so fresh; it makes me feel as if I wanted to join in. I +scarcely know whom to listen to most; Verena seems to be having such a +time with those gentlemen. First I catch one thing and then another; it +seems as if I couldn't take it all in. Perhaps I ought to pay more +attention to Mr. Burrage; I don't want him to think we are not so +cordial as they are in New York." + +She decided to draw nearer to the trio on the other side of the room, +for she had perceived (as she devoutly hoped Miss Chancellor had not) +that Verena was endeavouring to persuade either of her companions to go +and talk to her dear friend, and that these unscrupulous young men, +after a glance over their shoulder, appeared to plead for remission, to +intimate that this was not what they had come round for. Selah wandered +out of the room again with his collection of cakes, and Mr. Pardon began +to talk to Olive about Verena, to say that he felt as if he couldn't say +all he did feel with regard to the interest she had shown in her. Olive +could not imagine why he was called upon to say or to feel anything, and +she gave him short answers; while the poor young man, unconscious of his +doom, remarked that he hoped she wasn't going to exercise any influence +that would prevent Miss Tarrant from taking the rank that belonged to +her. He thought there was too much hanging back; he wanted to see her in +a front seat; he wanted to see her name in the biggest kind of bills and +her portrait in the windows of the stores. She had genius, there was no +doubt of that, and she would take a new line altogether. She had charm, +and there was a great demand for that nowadays in connexion with new +ideas. There were so many that seemed to have fallen dead for want of +it. She ought to be carried straight ahead; she ought to walk right up +to the top. There was a want of bold action; he didn't see what they +were waiting for. He didn't suppose they were waiting till she was fifty +years old; there were old ones enough in the field. He knew that Miss +Chancellor appreciated the advantage of her girlhood, because Miss +Verena had told him so. Her father was dreadfully slack, and the winter +was ebbing away. Mr. Pardon went so far as to say that if Dr. Tarrant +didn't see his way to do something, he should feel as if he should want +to take hold himself. He expressed a hope at the same time that Olive +had not any views that would lead her to bring her influence to bear to +make Miss Verena hold back; also that she wouldn't consider that he +pressed in too much. He knew that was a charge that people brought +against newspaper-men--that they were rather apt to cross the line. He +only worried because he thought those who were no doubt nearer to Miss +Verena than he could hope to be were not sufficiently alive. He knew +that she had appeared in two or three parlours since that evening at +Miss Birdseye's, and he had heard of the delightful occasion at Miss +Chancellor's own house, where so many of the first families had been +invited to meet her. (This was an allusion to a small luncheon-party +that Olive had given, when Verena discoursed to a dozen matrons and +spinsters, selected by her hostess with infinite consideration and many +spiritual scruples; a report of the affair, presumably from the hand of +the young Matthias, who naturally had not been present, appeared with +extraordinary promptness in an evening-paper.) That was very well so far +as it went, but he wanted something on another scale, something so big +that people would have to go round if they wanted to get past. Then +lowering his voice a little, he mentioned what it was: a lecture in the +Music Hall, at fifty cents a ticket, without her father, right there on +her own basis. He lowered his voice still more and revealed to Miss +Chancellor his innermost thought, having first assured himself that +Selah was still absent and that Mrs. Tarrant was inquiring of Mr. +Burrage whether he visited much on the new land. The truth was, Miss +Verena wanted to "shed" her father altogether; she didn't want him +pawing round her that way before she began; it didn't add in the least +to the attraction. Mr. Pardon expressed the conviction that Miss +Chancellor agreed with him in this, and it required a great effort of +mind on Olive's part, so small was her desire to act in concert with Mr. +Pardon, to admit to herself that she did. She asked him, with a certain +lofty coldness--he didn't make her shy, now, a bit--whether he took a +great interest in the improvement of the position of women. The question +appeared to strike the young man as abrupt and irrelevant, to come down +on him from a height with which he was not accustomed to hold +intercourse. He was used to quick operations, however, and he had only a +moment of bright blankness before replying: + +"Oh, there is nothing I wouldn't do for the ladies; just give me a +chance and you'll see." + +Olive was silent a moment. "What I mean is--is your sympathy a sympathy +with our sex, or a particular interest in Miss Tarrant?" + +"Well, sympathy is just sympathy--that's all I can say. It takes in Miss +Verena and it takes in all others--except the lady-correspondents," the +young man added, with a jocosity which, as he perceived even at the +moment, was lost on Verena's friend. He was not more successful when he +went on: "It takes in even you, Miss Chancellor!" + +Olive rose to her feet, hesitating; she wanted to go away, and yet she +couldn't bear to leave Verena to be exploited, as she felt that she +would be after her departure, that indeed she had already been, by those +offensive young men. She had a strange sense, too, that her friend had +neglected her for the last half-hour, had not been occupied with her, +had placed a barrier between them--a barrier of broad male backs, of +laughter that verged upon coarseness, of glancing smiles directed across +the room, directed to Olive, which seemed rather to disconnect her with +what was going forward on that side than to invite her to take part in +it. If Verena recognised that Miss Chancellor was not in report, as her +father said, when jocose young men ruled the scene, the discovery +implied no great penetration; but the poor girl might have reflected +further that to see it taken for granted that she was unadapted for such +company could scarcely be more agreeable to Olive than to be dragged +into it. This young lady's worst apprehensions were now justified by +Mrs. Tarrant's crying to her that she must not go, as Mr. Burrage and +Mr. Gracie were trying to persuade Verena to give them a little specimen +of inspirational speaking, and she was sure her daughter would comply in +a moment if Miss Chancellor would just tell her to compose herself. They +had got to own up to it, Miss Chancellor could do more with her than any +one else; but Mr. Gracie and Mr. Burrage had excited her so that she was +afraid it would be rather an unsuccessful effort. The whole group had +got up, and Verena came to Olive with her hands outstretched and no +signs of a bad conscience in her bright face. + +"I know you like me to speak so much--I'll try to say something if you +want me to. But I'm afraid there are not enough people; I can't do much +with a small audience." + +"I wish we had brought some of our friends--they would have been +delighted to come if we had given them a chance," said Mr. Burrage. +"There is an immense desire throughout the University to hear you, and +there is no such sympathetic audience as an audience of Harvard men. +Gracie and I are only two, but Gracie is a host in himself, and I am +sure he will say as much of me." The young man spoke these words freely +and lightly, smiling at Verena, and even a little at Olive, with the air +of one to whom a mastery of clever "chaff" was commonly attributed. + +"Mr. Burrage listens even better than he talks," his companion declared. +"We have the habit of attention at lectures, you know. To be lectured by +you would be an advantage indeed. We are sunk in ignorance and +prejudice." + +"Ah, my prejudices," Burrage went on; "if you could see them--I assure +you they are something monstrous!" + +"Give them a regular ducking and make them gasp," Matthias Pardon cried. +"If you want an opportunity to act on Harvard College, now's your +chance. These gentlemen will carry the news; it will be the narrow end +of the wedge." + +"I can't tell what you like," Verena said, still looking into Olive's +eyes. + +"I'm sure Miss Chancellor likes everything here," Mrs. Tarrant remarked, +with a noble confidence. + +Selah had reappeared by this time; his lofty, contemplative person was +framed by the doorway. "Want to try a little inspiration?" he inquired, +looking round on the circle with an encouraging inflexion. + +"I'll do it alone, if you prefer," Verena said soothingly to her friend. +"It might be a good chance to try without father." + +"You don't mean to say you ain't going to be supported?" Mrs. Tarrant +exclaimed, with dismay. + +"Ah, I beseech you, give us the whole programme--don't omit any leading +feature!" Mr. Burrage was heard to plead. + +"My only interest is to draw her out," said Selah, defending his +integrity. "I will drop right out if I don't seem to vitalise. I have no +desire to draw attention to my own poor gifts." This declaration +appeared to be addressed to Miss Chancellor. + +"Well, there will be more inspiration if you don't touch her," Matthias +Pardon said to him. "It will seem to come right down from--well, +wherever it does come from." + +"Yes, we don't pretend to say that," Mrs. Tarrant murmured. + +This little discussion had brought the blood to Olive's face; she felt +that every one present was looking at her--Verena most of all--and that +here was a chance to take a more complete possession of the girl. Such +chances were agitating; moreover, she didn't like, on any occasion, to +be so prominent. But everything that had been said was benighted and +vulgar; the place seemed thick with the very atmosphere out of which she +wished to lift Verena. They were treating her as a show, as a social +resource, and the two young men from the College were laughing at her +shamelessly. She was not meant for that, and Olive would save her. +Verena was so simple, she couldn't see herself; she was the only pure +spirit in the odious group. + +"I want you to address audiences that are worth addressing--to convince +people who are serious and sincere." Olive herself, as she spoke, heard +the great shake in her voice. "Your mission is not to exhibit yourself +as a pastime for individuals, but to touch the heart of communities, of +nations." + +"Dear madam, I'm sure Miss Tarrant will touch my heart!" Mr. Burrage +objected, gallantly. + +"Well, I don't know but she judges you young men fairly," said Mrs. +Tarrant, with a sigh. + +Verena, diverted a moment from her communion with her friend, considered +Mr. Burrage with a smile. "I don't believe you have got any heart, and I +shouldn't care much if you had!" + +"You have no idea how much the way you say that increases my desire to +hear you speak." + +"Do as you please, my dear," said Olive, almost inaudibly. "My carriage +must be there--I must leave you, in any case." + +"I can see you don't want it," said Verena, wondering. "You would stay +if you liked it, wouldn't you?" + +"I don't know what I should do. Come out with me!" Olive spoke almost +with fierceness. + +"Well, you'll send them away no better than they came," said Matthias +Pardon. + +"I guess you had better come round some other night," Selah suggested +pacifically, but with a significance which fell upon Olive's ear. + +Mr. Gracie seemed inclined to make the sturdiest protest. "Look here, +Miss Tarrant; do you want to save Harvard College, or do you not?" he +demanded, with a humorous frown. + +"I didn't know _you_ were Harvard College!" Verena returned as +humorously. + +"I am afraid you are rather disappointed in your evening if you expected +to obtain some insight into our ideas," said Mrs. Tarrant, with an air +of impotent sympathy, to Mr. Gracie. + +"Well, good-night, Miss Chancellor," she went on; "I hope you've got a +warm wrap. I suppose you'll think we go a good deal by what you say in +this house. Well, most people don't object to that. There's a little +hole right there in the porch; it seems as if Doctor Tarrant couldn't +remember to go for the man to fix it. I am afraid you'll think we're too +much taken up with all these new hopes. Well, we _have_ enjoyed seeing +you in our home; it quite raises my appetite for social intercourse. Did +you come out on wheels? I can't stand a sleigh myself; it makes me +sick." + +This was her hostess's response to Miss Chancellor's very summary +farewell, uttered as the three ladies proceeded together to the door of +the house. Olive had got herself out of the little parlour with a sort +of blind, defiant dash; she had taken no perceptible leave of the rest +of the company. When she was calm she had very good manners, but when +she was agitated she was guilty of lapses, every one of which came back +to her, magnified, in the watches of the night. Sometimes they excited +remorse, and sometimes triumph; in the latter case she felt that she +could not have been so justly vindictive in cold blood. Tarrant wished +to guide her down the steps, out of the little yard, to her carriage; he +reminded her that they had had ashes sprinkled on the planks on purpose. +But she begged him to let her alone, she almost pushed him back; she +drew Verena out into the dark freshness, closing the door of the house +behind her. There was a splendid sky, all blue-black and silver--a +sparkling wintry vault, where the stars were like a myriad points of +ice. The air was silent and sharp, and the vague snow looked cruel. +Olive knew now very definitely what the promise was that she wanted +Verena to make; but it was too cold, she could keep her there bareheaded +but an instant. Mrs. Tarrant, meanwhile, in the parlour, remarked that +it seemed as if she couldn't trust Verena with her own parents; and +Selah intimated that, with a proper invitation, his daughter would be +very happy to address Harvard College at large. Mr. Burrage and Mr. +Gracie said they would invite her on the spot, in the name of the +University; and Matthias Pardon reflected (and asserted) with glee that +this would be the newest thing yet. But he added that they would have a +high time with Miss Chancellor first, and this was evidently the +conviction of the company. + +"I can see you are angry at something," Verena said to Olive, as the two +stood there in the starlight. "I hope it isn't me. What have I done?" + +"I am not angry--I am anxious. I am so afraid I shall lose you. Verena, +don't fail me--don't fail me!" Olive spoke low, with a kind of passion. + +"Fail you? How can I fail?" + +"You can't, of course you can't. Your star is above you. But don't +listen to _them_." + +"To whom do you mean, Olive? To my parents?" + +"Oh no, not your parents," Miss Chancellor replied, with some sharpness. +She paused a moment, and then she said: "I don't care for your parents. +I have told you that before; but now that I have seen them--as they +wished, as you wished, and I didn't--I don't care for them; I must +repeat it, Verena. I should be dishonest if I let you think I did." + +"Why, Olive Chancellor!" Verena murmured, as if she were trying, in +spite of the sadness produced by this declaration, to do justice to her +friend's impartiality. + +"Yes, I am hard; perhaps I am cruel; but we must be hard if we wish to +triumph. Don't listen to young men when they try to mock and muddle you. +They don't care for you; they don't care for _us_. They care only for +their pleasure, for what they believe to be the right of the stronger. +The stronger? I am not so sure!" + +"Some of them care so much--are supposed to care too much--for us," +Verena said, with a smile that looked dim in the darkness. + +"Yes, if we will give up everything. I have asked you before--are you +prepared to give up?" + +"Do you mean, to give _you_ up?" + +"No, all our wretched sisters--all our hopes and purposes--all that we +think Sacred and worth living for!" + +"Oh, they don't want that, Olive." Verena's smile became more distinct, +and she added: "They don't want so much as that!" + +"Well, then, go in and speak for them--and sing for them--and dance for +them!" + +"Olive, you are cruel!" + +"Yes, I am. But promise me one thing, and I shall be--oh, so tender!" + +"What a strange place for promises," said Verena, with a shiver, looking +about her into the night. + +"Yes, I am dreadful; I know it. But promise." And Olive drew the girl +nearer to her, flinging over her with one hand the fold of a cloak that +hung ample upon her own meagre person, and holding her there with the +other, while she looked at her, suppliant but half hesitating. +"Promise!" she repeated. + +"Is it something terrible?" + +"Never to listen to one of them, never to be bribed----" + +At this moment the house-door was opened again, and the light of the +hall projected itself across the little piazza. Matthias Pardon stood in +the aperture, and Tarrant and his wife, with the two other visitors, +appeared to have come forward as well, to see what detained Verena. + +"You seem to have started a kind of lecture out here," Mr. Pardon said. +"You ladies had better look out, or you'll freeze together!" + +Verena was reminded by her mother that she would catch her death, but +she had already heard sharply, low as they were spoken, five last words +from Olive, who now abruptly released her and passed swiftly over the +path from the porch to her waiting carriage. Tarrant creaked along, in +pursuit, to assist Miss Chancellor; the others drew Verena into the +house. "Promise me not to marry!"--that was what echoed in her startled +mind, and repeated itself there when Mr. Burrage returned to the charge, +asking her if she wouldn't at least appoint some evening when they might +listen to her. She knew that Olive's injunction ought not to have +surprised her; she had already felt it in the air; she would have said +at any time, if she had been asked, that she didn't suppose Miss +Chancellor would want her to marry. But the idea, uttered as her friend +had uttered it, had a new solemnity, and the effect of that quick, +violent colloquy was to make her nervous and impatient, as if she had +had a sudden glimpse of futurity. That was rather awful, even if it +represented the fate one would like. + +When the two young men from the College pressed their petition, she +asked, with a laugh that surprised them, whether they wished to "mock +and muddle" her. They went away, assenting to Mrs. Tarrant's last +remark: "I am afraid you'll feel that you don't quite understand us +yet." Matthias Pardon remained; her father and mother, expressing their +perfect confidence that he would excuse them, went to bed and left him +sitting there. He stayed a good while longer, nearly an hour, and said +things that made Verena think that _he_, perhaps, would like to marry +her. But while she listened to him, more abstractedly than her custom +was, she remarked to herself that there could be no difficulty in +promising Olive so far as he was concerned. He was very pleasant, and he +knew an immense deal about everything, or, rather, about every one, and +he would take her right into the midst of life. But she didn't wish to +marry him, all the same, and after he had gone she reflected that, once +she came to think of it, she didn't want to marry any one. So it would +be easy, after all, to make Olive that promise, and it would give her so +much pleasure! + + + + +XVII + + +The next time Verena saw Olive she said to her that she was ready to +make the promise she had asked the other night; but, to her great +surprise, this young woman answered her by a question intended to check +such rashness. Miss Chancellor raised a warning finger; she had an air +of dissuasion almost as solemn as her former pressure; her passionate +impatience appeared to have given way to other considerations, to be +replaced by the resignation that comes with deeper reflexion. It was +tinged in this case, indeed, by such bitterness as might be permitted to +a young lady who cultivated the brightness of a great faith. + +"Don't you want any promise at present?" Verena asked. "Why, Olive, how +you change!" + +"My dear child, you are so young--so strangely young. I am a thousand +years old; I have lived through generations--through centuries. I know +what I know by experience; you know it by imagination. That is +consistent with your being the fresh, bright creature that you are. I am +constantly forgetting the difference between us--that you are a mere +child as yet, though a child destined for great things. I forgot it the +other night, but I have remembered it since. You must pass through a +certain phase, and it would be very wrong in me to pretend to suppress +it. That is all clear to me now; I see it was my jealousy that spoke--my +restless, hungry jealousy. I have far too much of that; I oughtn't to +give any one the right to say that it's a woman's quality. I don't want +your signature; I only want your confidence--only what springs from +that. I hope with all my soul that you won't marry; but if you don't it +must not be because you have promised me. You know what I think--that +there is something noble done when one makes a sacrifice for a great +good. Priests--when they were real priests--never married, and what you +and I dream of doing demands of us a kind of priesthood. It seems to me +very poor, when friendship and faith and charity and the most +interesting occupation in the world--when such a combination as this +doesn't seem, by itself, enough to live for. No man that I have ever +seen cares a straw in his heart for what we are trying to accomplish. +They hate it; they scorn it; they will try to stamp it out whenever they +can. Oh yes, I know there are men who pretend to care for it; but they +are not really men, and I wouldn't be sure even of them! Any man that +one would look at--with him, as a matter of course, it is war upon us to +the knife. I don't mean to say there are not some male beings who are +willing to patronise us a little; to pat us on the back and recommend a +few moderate concessions; to say that there _are_ two or three little +points in which society has not been quite just to us. But any man who +pretends to accept our programme _in toto_, as you and I understand it, +of his own free will, before he is forced to--such a person simply +schemes to betray us. There are gentlemen in plenty who would be glad to +stop your mouth by kissing you! If you become dangerous some day to +their selfishness, to their vested interests, to their immorality--as I +pray heaven every day, my dear friend, that you may!--it will be a grand +thing for one of them if he can persuade you that he loves you. Then you +will see what he will do with you, and how far his love will take him! +It would be a sad day for you and for me and for all of us if you were +to believe something of that kind. You see I am very calm now; I have +thought it all out." + +Verena had listened with earnest eyes. "Why, Olive, you are quite a +speaker yourself!" she exclaimed. "You would far surpass me if you would +let yourself go." + +Miss Chancellor shook her head with a melancholy that was not devoid of +sweetness. "I can speak to _you_; but that is no proof. The very stones +of the street--all the dumb things of nature--might find a voice to talk +to you. I have no facility; I am awkward and embarrassed and dry." When +this young lady, after a struggle with the winds and waves of emotion, +emerged into the quiet stream of a certain high reasonableness, she +presented her most graceful aspect; she had a tone of softness and +sympathy, a gentle dignity, a serenity of wisdom, which sealed the +appreciation of those who knew her well enough to like her, and which +always impressed Verena as something almost august. Such moods, however, +were not often revealed to the public at large; they belonged to Miss +Chancellor's very private life. One of them had possession of her at +present, and she went on to explain the inconsequence which had puzzled +her friend with the same quiet clearness, the detachment from error, of +a woman whose self-scrutiny has been as sharp as her deflexion. + +"Don't think me capricious if I say I would rather trust you without a +pledge. I owe you, I owe every one, an apology for my rudeness and +fierceness at your mother's. It came over me--just seeing those young +men--how exposed you are; and the idea made me (for the moment) frantic. +I see your danger still, but I see other things too, and I have +recovered my balance. You must be safe, Verena--you must be saved; but +your safety must not come from your having tied your hands. It must come +from the growth of your perception; from your seeing things, of +yourself, sincerely and with conviction, in the light in which I see +them; from your feeling that for your work your freedom is essential, +and that there is no freedom for you and me save in religiously _not_ +doing what you will often be asked to do--and I never!" Miss Chancellor +brought out these last words with a proud jerk which was not without its +pathos. "Don't promise, don't promise!" she went on. "I would far rather +you didn't. But don't fail me--don't fail me, or I shall die!" + +Her manner of repairing her inconsistency was altogether feminine: she +wished to extract a certainty at the same time that she wished to +deprecate a pledge, and she would have been delighted to put Verena into +the enjoyment of that freedom which was so important for her by +preventing her exercising it in a particular direction. The girl was now +completely under her influence; she had latent curiosities and +distractions--left to herself, she was not always thinking of the +unhappiness of women; but the touch of Olive's tone worked a spell, and +she found something to which at least a portion of her nature turned +with eagerness in her companion's wider knowledge, her elevation of +view. Miss Chancellor was historic and philosophic; or, at any rate, she +appeared so to Verena, who felt that through such an association one +might at last intellectually command all life. And there was a simpler +impulse; Verena wished to please her if only because she had such a +dread of displeasing her. Olive's displeasures, disappointments, +disapprovals were tragic, truly memorable; she grew white under them, +not shedding many tears, as a general thing, like inferior women (she +cried when she was angry, not when she was hurt), but limping and +panting, morally, as if she had received a wound that she would carry +for life. On the other hand, her commendations, her satisfactions were +as soft as a west wind; and she had this sign, the rarest of all, of +generosity, that she liked obligations of gratitude when they were not +laid upon her by men. Then, indeed, she scarcely recognised them. She +considered men in general as so much in the debt of the opposite sex +that any individual woman had an unlimited credit with them; she could +not possibly overdraw the general feminine account. The unexpected +temperance of her speech on this subject of Verena's accessibility to +matrimonial error seemed to the girl to have an antique beauty, a wisdom +purged of worldly elements; it reminded her of qualities that she +believed to have been proper to Electra or Antigone. This made her wish +the more to do something that would gratify Olive; and in spite of her +friend's dissuasion she declared that she should like to promise. "I +will promise, at any rate, not to marry any of those gentlemen that were +at the house," she said. "Those seemed to be the ones you were +principally afraid of." + +"You will promise not to marry any one you don't like," said Olive. +"That would be a great comfort!" + +"But I do like Mr. Burrage and Mr. Gracie." + +"And Mr. Matthias Pardon? What a name!" + +"Well, he knows how to make himself agreeable. He can tell you +everything you want to know." + +"You mean everything you don't! Well, if you like every one, I haven't +the least objection. It would only be preferences that I should find +alarming. I am not the least afraid of your marrying a repulsive man; +your danger would come from an attractive one." + +"I'm glad to hear you admit that some _are_ attractive!" Verena +exclaimed, with the light laugh which her reverence for Miss Chancellor +had not yet quenched. "It sometimes seems as if there weren't any you +could like!" + +"I can imagine a man I should like very much," Olive replied, after a +moment. "But I don't like those I see. They seem to me poor creatures." +And, indeed, her uppermost feeling in regard to them was a kind of cold +scorn; she thought most of them palterers and bullies. The end of the +colloquy was that Verena, having assented, with her usual docility, to +her companion's optimistic contention that it was a "phase," this taste +for evening-calls from collegians and newspaper-men, and would +consequently pass away with the growth of her mind, remarked that the +injustice of men might be an accident or might be a part of their +nature, but at any rate she should have to change a good deal before she +should want to marry. + +About the middle of December Miss Chancellor received a visit from +Matthias Pardon, who had come to ask her what she meant to do about +Verena. She had never invited him to call upon her, and the appearance +of a gentleman whose desire to see her was so irrepressible as to +dispense with such a preliminary was not in her career an accident +frequent enough to have taught her equanimity. She thought Mr. Pardon's +visit a liberty; but, if she expected to convey this idea to him by +withholding any suggestion that he should sit down, she was greatly +mistaken, inasmuch as he cut the ground from under her feet by himself +offering her a chair. His manner represented hospitality enough for both +of them, and she was obliged to listen, on the edge of her sofa (she +could at least seat herself where she liked), to his extraordinary +inquiry. Of course she was not obliged to answer it, and indeed she +scarcely understood it. He explained that it was prompted by the intense +interest he felt in Miss Verena; but that scarcely made it more +comprehensible, such a sentiment (on his part) being such a curious +mixture. He had a sort of enamel of good humour which showed that his +indelicacy was his profession; and he asked for revelations of the _vie +intime_ of his victims with the bland confidence of a fashionable +physician inquiring about symptoms. He wanted to know what Miss +Chancellor meant to do, because if she didn't mean to do anything, he +had an idea--which he wouldn't conceal from her--of going into the +enterprise himself. "You see, what I should like to know is this: do you +consider that she belongs to you, or that she belongs to the people? If +she belongs to you, why don't you bring her out?" + +He had no purpose and no consciousness of being impertinent; he only +wished to talk over the matter sociably with Miss Chancellor. He knew, +of course, that there was a presumption she would not be sociable, but +no presumption had yet deterred him from presenting a surface which he +believed to be polished till it shone; there was always a larger one in +favour of his power to penetrate and of the majesty of the "great +dailies." Indeed, he took so many things for granted that Olive remained +dumb while she regarded them; and he availed himself of what he +considered as a fortunate opening to be really very frank. He reminded +her that he had known Miss Verena a good deal longer than she; he had +travelled out to Cambridge the other winter (when he could get an +off-night), with the thermometer at ten below zero. He had always +thought her attractive, but it wasn't till this season that his eyes had +been fully opened. Her talent had matured, and now he had no hesitation +in calling her brilliant. Miss Chancellor could imagine whether, as an +old friend, he could watch such a beautiful unfolding with indifference. +She would fascinate the people, just as she had fascinated her (Miss +Chancellor), and, he might be permitted to add, himself. The fact was, +she was a great card, and some one ought to play it. There never had +been a more attractive female speaker before the American public; she +would walk right past Mrs. Farrinder, and Mrs. Farrinder knew it. There +was room for both, no doubt, they had such a different style; anyhow, +what he wanted to show was that there was room for Miss Verena. She +didn't want any more tuning-up, she wanted to break right out. Moreover, +he felt that any gentleman who should lead her to success would win her +esteem; he might even attract her more powerfully--who could tell? If +Miss Chancellor wanted to attach her permanently, she ought to push her +right forward. He gathered from what Miss Verena had told him that she +wanted to make her study up the subject a while longer--follow some kind +of course. Well, now, he could assure her that there was no preparation +so good as just seeing a couple of thousand people down there before you +who have paid their money to have you tell them something. Miss Verena +was a natural genius, and he hoped very much she wasn't going to take +the nature out of her. She could study up as she went along; she had got +the great thing that you couldn't learn, a kind of divine afflatus, as +the ancients used to say, and she had better just begin on that. He +wouldn't deny what was the matter with _him_; he was quite under the +spell, and his admiration made him want to see her where she belonged. +He shouldn't care so much how she got there, but it would certainly add +to his pleasure if he could show her up to her place. Therefore, would +Miss Chancellor just tell him this: How long did she expect to hold her +back; how long did she expect a humble admirer to wait? Of course he +hadn't come there to cross-question her; there was one thing he trusted +he always kept clear of; when he was indiscreet he wanted to know it. He +had come with a proposal of his own, and he hoped it would seem a +sufficient warrant for his visit. Would Miss Chancellor be willing to +divide a--the--well, he might call it the responsibilities? Couldn't +they run Miss Verena together? In this case every one would be +satisfied. She could travel round with her as her companion, and he +would see that the American people walked up. If Miss Chancellor would +just let her go a little, he would look after the rest. He wanted no +odds; he only wanted her for about an hour and a half three or four +evenings a week. + +Olive had time, in the course of this appeal, to make her faculties +converge, to ask herself what she could say to this prodigious young man +that would make him feel as how base a thing she held his proposal that +they should constitute themselves into a company for drawing profit from +Verena. Unfortunately, the most sarcastic inquiry that could occur to +her as a response was also the most obvious one, so that he hesitated +but a moment with his rejoinder after she had asked him how many +thousands of dollars he expected to make. + +"For Miss Verena? It depends upon the time. She'd run for ten years, at +least. I can't figure it up till all the States have been heard from," +he said, smiling. + +"I don't mean for Miss Tarrant, I mean for you," Olive returned, with +the impression that she was looking him straight in the eye. + +"Oh, as many as you'll leave me!" Matthias Pardon answered, with a laugh +that contained all, and more than all, the jocularity of the American +press. "To speak seriously," he added, "I don't want to make money out +of it." + +"What do you want to make then?" + +"Well, I want to make history! I want to help the ladies." + +"The ladies?" Olive murmured. "What do you know about ladies?" she was +on the point of adding, when his promptness checked her. + +"All over the world. I want to work for their emancipation. I regard it +as the great modern question." + +Miss Chancellor got up now; this was rather too strong. Whether, +eventually, she was successful in what she attempted, the reader of her +history will judge; but at this moment she had not that promise of +success which resides in a willingness to make use of every aid that +offers. Such is the penalty of being of a fastidious, exclusive, +uncompromising nature; of seeing things not simply and sharply, but in +perverse relations, in intertwisted strands. It seemed to our young lady +that nothing could be less attractive than to owe her emancipation to +such a one as Matthias Pardon; and it is curious that those qualities +which he had in common with Verena, and which in her seemed to Olive +romantic and touching--her having sprung from the "people," had an +acquaintance with poverty, a hand-to-mouth development, and an +experience of the seamy side of life--availed in no degree to conciliate +Miss Chancellor. I suppose it was because he was a man. She told him +that she was much obliged to him for his offer, but that he evidently +didn't understand Verena and herself. No, not even Miss Tarrant, in +spite of his long acquaintance with her. They had no desire to be +notorious; they only wanted to be useful. They had no wish to make +money; there would always be plenty of money for Miss Tarrant. +Certainly, she should come before the public, and the world would +acclaim her and hang upon her words; but crude, precipitate action was +what both of them least desired. The change in the dreadful position of +women was not a question for to-day simply, or for to-morrow, but for +many years to come; and there would be a great deal to think of, to map +out. One thing they were determined upon--that men shouldn't taunt them +with being superficial. When Verena should appear it would be armed at +all points, like Joan of Arc (this analogy had lodged itself in Olive's +imagination); she should have facts and figures; she should meet men on +their own ground. "What we mean to do, we mean to do well," Miss +Chancellor said to her visitor, with considerable sternness; leaving him +to make such an application to himself as his fancy might suggest. + +This announcement had little comfort for him; he felt baffled and +disheartened--indeed, quite sick. Was it not sickening to hear her talk +of this dreary process of preparation?--as if any one cared about that, +and would know whether Verena were prepared or not! Had Miss Chancellor +no faith in her girlhood? didn't she know what a card that would be? +This was the last inquiry Olive allowed him the opportunity of making. +She remarked to him that they might talk for ever without coming to an +agreement--their points of view were so far apart. Besides, it was a +woman's question; what they wanted was for women, and it should be by +women. It had happened to the young Matthias more than once to be shown +the way to the door, but the path of retreat had never yet seemed to him +so unpleasant. He was naturally amiable, but it had not hitherto +befallen him to be made to feel that he was not--and could not be--a +factor in contemporary history: here was a rapacious woman who proposed +to keep that favourable setting for herself. He let her know that she +was right-down selfish, and that if she chose to sacrifice a beautiful +nature to her antediluvian theories and love of power, a vigilant daily +press--whose business it was to expose wrong-doing--would demand an +account from her. She replied that, if the newspapers chose to insult +her, that was their own affair; one outrage the more to the sex in her +person was of little account. And after he had left her she seemed to +see the glow of dawning success; the battle had begun, and something of +the ecstasy of the martyr. + + + + +XVIII + + +Verena told her, a week after this, that Mr. Pardon wanted so much she +should say she would marry him; and she added, with evident pleasure at +being able to give her so agreeable a piece of news, that she had +declined to say anything of the sort. She thought that now, at least, +Olive must believe in her; for the proposal was more attractive than +Miss Chancellor seemed able to understand. "He does place things in a +very seductive light," Verena said; "he says that if I become his wife I +shall be carried straight along by a force of excitement of which at +present I have no idea. I shall wake up famous, if I marry him; I have +only got to give out my feelings, and he will take care of the rest. He +says every hour of my youth is precious to me, and that we should have a +lovely time travelling round the country. I think you ought to allow +that all that is rather dazzling--for I am not naturally concentrated, +like you!" + +"He promises you success. What do you call success?" Olive inquired, +looking at her friend with a kind of salutary coldness--a suspension of +sympathy--with which Verena was now familiar (though she liked it no +better than at first), and which made approbation more gracious when +approbation came. + +Verena reflected a moment, and then answered, smiling, but with +confidence: "Producing a pressure that shall be irresistible. Causing +certain laws to be repealed by Congress and by the State legislatures, +and others to be enacted." She repeated the words as if they had been +part of a catechism committed to memory, while Olive saw that this +mechanical tone was in the nature of a joke that she could not deny +herself; they had had that definition so often before, and Miss +Chancellor had had occasion so often to remind her what success _really_ +was. Of course it was easy to prove to her now that Mr. Pardon's +glittering bait was a very different thing; was a mere trap and lure, a +bribe to vanity and impatience, a device for making her give herself +away--let alone fill his pockets while she did so. Olive was conscious +enough of the girl's want of continuity; she had seen before how she +could be passionately serious at times, and then perversely, even if +innocently, trivial--as just now, when she seemed to wish to convert one +of their most sacred formulas into a pleasantry. She had already quite +recognised, however, that it was not of importance that Verena should be +just like herself; she was all of one piece, and Verena was of many +pieces, which had, where they fitted together, little capricious chinks, +through which mocking inner lights seemed sometimes to gleam. It was a +part of Verena's being unlike her that she should feel Mr. Pardon's +promise of eternal excitement to be a brilliant thing, should indeed +consider Mr. Pardon with any tolerance at all. But Olive tried afresh to +allow for such aberrations, as a phase of youth and suburban culture; +the more so that, even when she tried most, Verena reproached her--so +far as Verena's incurable softness could reproach--with not allowing +enough. Olive didn't appear to understand that, while Matthias Pardon +drew that picture and tried to hold her hand (this image was +unfortunate), she had given one long, fixed, wistful look, through the +door he opened, at the bright tumult of the world, and then had turned +away, solely for her friend's sake, to an austerer probation and a purer +effort; solely for her friend's, that is, and that of the whole enslaved +sisterhood. The fact remained, at any rate, that Verena had made a +sacrifice; and this thought, after a while, gave Olive a greater sense +of security. It seemed almost to seal the future; for Olive knew that +the young interviewer would not easily be shaken off, and yet she was +sure that Verena would never yield to him. + +It was true that at present Mr. Burrage came a great deal to the little +house at Cambridge; Verena told her about that, told her so much that it +was almost as good as if she had told her all. He came without Mr. +Gracie now; he could find his way alone, and he seemed to wish that +there should be no one else. He had made himself so pleasant to her +mother that she almost always went out of the room; that was the +highest proof Mrs. Tarrant could give of her appreciation of a +"gentleman-caller." They knew everything about him by this time; that +his father was dead, his mother very fashionable and prominent, and he +himself in possession of a handsome patrimony. They thought ever so much +of him in New York. He collected beautiful things, pictures and antiques +and objects that he sent for to Europe on purpose, many of which were +arranged in his rooms at Cambridge. He had intaglios and Spanish +altar-cloths and drawings by the old masters. He was different from most +others; he seemed to want so much to enjoy life, and to think you easily +could if you would only let yourself go. Of course--judging by what _he_ +had--he appeared to think you required a great many things to keep you +up. And then Verena told Olive--she could see it was after a little +delay--that he wanted her to come round to his place and see his +treasures. He wanted to show them to her, he was so sure she would +admire them. Verena was sure also, but she wouldn't go alone, and she +wanted Olive to go with her. They would have tea, and there would be +other ladies, and Olive would tell her what she thought of a life that +was so crowded with beauty. Miss Chancellor made her reflexions on all +this, and the first of them was that it was happy for her that she had +determined for the present to accept these accidents, for otherwise +might she not now have had a deeper alarm? She wished to heaven that +conceited young men with time on their hands would leave Verena alone; +but evidently they wouldn't, and her best safety was in seeing as many +as should turn up. If the type should become frequent, she would very +soon judge it. If Olive had not been so grim, she would have had a smile +to spare for the frankness with which the girl herself adopted this +theory. She was eager to explain that Mr. Burrage didn't seem at all to +want what poor Mr. Pardon had wanted; he made her talk about her views +far more than that gentleman, but gave no sign of offering himself +either as a husband or as a lecture-agent. The furthest he had gone as +yet was to tell her that he liked her for the same reason that he liked +old enamels and old embroideries; and when she said that she didn't see +how she resembled such things, he had replied that it was because she +was so peculiar and so delicate. She might be peculiar, but she had +protested against the idea that she was delicate; it was the last thing +that she wanted to be thought; and Olive could see from this how far she +was from falling in with everything he said. When Miss Chancellor asked +if she respected Mr. Burrage (and how solemn Olive could make that word +she by this time knew), she answered, with her sweet, vain laugh, but +apparently with perfect good faith, that it didn't matter whether she +did or not, for what was the whole thing but simply a phase--the very +one they had talked about? The sooner she got through it the better, was +it not?--and she seemed to think that her transit would be materially +quickened by a visit to Mr. Burrage's rooms. As I say, Verena was +pleased to regard the phase as quite inevitable, and she had said more +than once to Olive that if their struggle was to be with men, the more +they knew about them the better. Miss Chancellor asked her why her +mother should not go with her to see the curiosities, since she +mentioned that their possessor had not neglected to invite Mrs. Tarrant; +and Verena said that this, of course, would be very simple--only her +mother wouldn't be able to tell her so well as Olive whether she ought +to respect Mr. Burrage. This decision as to whether Mr. Burrage should +be respected assumed in the life of these two remarkable young women, +pitched in so high a moral key, the proportions of a momentous event. +Olive shrank at first from facing it--not, indeed, the decision--for we +know that her own mind had long since been made up in regard to the +quantity of esteem due to almost any member of the other sex--but the +incident itself, which, if Mr. Burrage should exasperate her further, +might expose her to the danger of appearing to Verena to be unfair to +him. It was her belief that he was playing a deeper game than the young +Matthias, and she was very willing to watch him; but she thought it +prudent not to attempt to cut short the phase (she adopted that +classification) prematurely--an imputation she should incur if, without +more delay, she were to "shut down," as Verena said, on the young +connoisseur. + +It was settled, therefore, that Mrs. Tarrant should, with her daughter, +accept Mr. Burrage's invitation; and in a few days these ladies paid a +visit to his apartments. Verena subsequently, of course, had much to say +about it, but she dilated even more upon her mother's impressions than +upon her own. Mrs. Tarrant had carried away a supply which would last +her all winter; there had been some New York ladies present who were +"on" at that moment, and with whom her intercourse was rich in emotions. +She had told them all that she should be happy to see them in her home, +but they had not yet picked their way along the little planks of the +front yard. Mr. Burrage, at all events, had been quite lovely, and had +talked about his collections, which were wonderful, in the most +interesting manner. Verena inclined to think he was to be respected. He +admitted that he was not really studying law at all; he had only come to +Cambridge for the form; but she didn't see why it wasn't enough when you +made yourself as pleasant as that. She went so far as to ask Olive +whether taste and art were not something, and her friend could see that +she was certainly very much involved in the phase. Miss Chancellor, of +course, had her answer ready. Taste and art were good when they enlarged +the mind, not when they narrowed it. Verena assented to this, and said +it remained to be seen what effect they had had upon Mr. Burrage--a +remark which led Olive to fear that at such a rate much would remain, +especially when Verena told her, later, that another visit to the young +man's rooms was projected, and that this time she must come, he having +expressed the greatest desire for the honour, and her own wish being +greater still that they should look at some of his beautiful things +together. + +A day or two after this, Mr. Henry Burrage left a card at Miss +Chancellor's door, with a note in which he expressed the hope that she +would take tea with him on a certain day on which he expected the +company of his mother. Olive responded to this invitation, in +conjunction with Verena; but in doing so she was in the position, +singular for her, of not quite understanding what she was about. It +seemed to her strange that Verena should urge her to take such a step +when she was free to go without her, and it proved two things: first, +that she was much interested in Mr. Henry Burrage, and second, that her +nature was extraordinarily beautiful. Could anything, in effect, be less +underhand than such an indifference to what she supposed to be the best +opportunities for carrying on a flirtation? Verena wanted to know the +truth, and it was clear that by this time she believed Olive Chancellor +to have it, for the most part, in her keeping. Her insistence, +therefore, proved, above all, that she cared more for her friend's +opinion of Henry Burrage than for her own--a reminder, certainly, of the +responsibility that Olive had incurred in undertaking to form this +generous young mind, and of the exalted place that she now occupied in +it. Such revelations ought to have been satisfactory; if they failed to +be completely so, it was only on account of the elder girl's regret that +the subject as to which her judgement was wanted should be a young man +destitute of the worst vices. Henry Burrage had contributed to throw +Miss Chancellor into a "state," as these young ladies called it, the +night she met him at Mrs. Tarrant's; but it had none the less been +conveyed to Olive by the voices of the air that he was a gentleman and a +good fellow. + +This was painfully obvious when the visit to his rooms took place; he +was so good-humoured, so amusing, so friendly and considerate, so +attentive to Miss Chancellor, he did the honours of his bachelor-nest +with so easy a grace, that Olive, part of the time, sat dumbly shaking +her conscience, like a watch that wouldn't go, to make it tell her some +better reason why she shouldn't like him. She saw that there would be no +difficulty in disliking his mother; but that, unfortunately, would not +serve her purpose nearly so well. Mrs. Burrage had come to spend a few +days near her son; she was staying at an hotel in Boston. It presented +itself to Olive that after this entertainment it would be an act of +courtesy to call upon her; but here, at least, was the comfort that she +could cover herself with the general absolution extended to the Boston +temperament and leave her alone. It was slightly provoking, indeed, that +Mrs. Burrage should have so much the air of a New Yorker who didn't +particularly notice whether a Bostonian called or not; but there is ever +an imperfection, I suppose, in even the sweetest revenge. She was a +woman of society, large and voluminous, fair (in complexion) and +regularly ugly, looking as if she ought to be slow and rather heavy, but +disappointing this expectation by a quick, amused utterance, a short, +bright, summary laugh, with which she appeared to dispose of the joke +(whatever it was) for ever, and an air of recognising on the instant +everything she saw and heard. She was evidently accustomed to talk, and +even to listen, if not kept waiting too long for details and +parentheses; she was not continuous, but frequent, as it were, and you +could see that she hated explanations, though it was not to be supposed +that she had anything to fear from them. Her favours were general, not +particular; she was civil enough to every one, but not in any case +endearing, and perfectly genial without being confiding, as people were +in Boston when (in moments of exaltation) they wished to mark that they +were not suspicious. There was something in her whole manner which +seemed to say to Olive that she belonged to a larger world than hers; +and our young lady was vexed at not hearing that she had lived for a +good many years in Europe, as this would have made it easy to classify +her as one of the corrupt. She learned, almost with a sense of injury, +that neither the mother nor the son had been longer beyond the seas than +she herself; and if they were to be judged as triflers they must be +dealt with individually. Was it an aid to such a judgement to see that +Mrs. Burrage was very much pleased with Boston, with Harvard College, +with her son's interior, with her cup of tea (it was old Sèvres), which +was not half so bad as she had expected, with the company he had asked +to meet her (there were three or four gentlemen, one of whom was Mr. +Gracie), and, last, not least, with Verena Tarrant, whom she addressed +as a celebrity, kindly, cleverly, but without maternal tenderness or +anything to mark the difference in their age? She spoke to her as if +they were equals in that respect, as if Verena's genius and fame would +make up the disparity, and the girl had no need of encouragement and +patronage. She made no direct allusion, however, to her particular +views, and asked her no question about her "gift"--an omission which +Verena thought strange, and, with the most speculative candour, spoke of +to Olive afterwards. Mrs. Burrage seemed to imply that every one present +had some distinction and some talent, that they were all good company +together. There was nothing in her manner to indicate that she was +afraid of Verena on her son's account; she didn't resemble a person who +would like him to marry the daughter of a mesmeric healer, and yet she +appeared to think it charming that he should have such a young woman +there to give gusto to her hour at Cambridge. Poor Olive was, in the +nature of things, entangled in contradictions; she had a horror of the +idea of Verena's marrying Mr. Burrage, and yet she was angry when his +mother demeaned herself as if the little girl with red hair, whose +freshness she enjoyed, could not be a serious danger. She saw all this +through the blur of her shyness, the conscious, anxious silence to which +she was so much of the time condemned. It may therefore be imagined how +sharp her vision would have been could she only have taken the situation +more simply; for she was intelligent enough not to have needed to be +morbid, even for purposes of self-defence. + +I must add, however, that there was a moment when she came near being +happy--or, at any rate, reflected that it was a pity she could not be +so. Mrs. Burrage asked her son to play "some little thing," and he sat +down to his piano and revealed a talent that might well have gratified +that lady's pride. Olive was extremely susceptible to music, and it was +impossible to her not to be soothed and beguiled by the young man's +charming art. One "little thing" succeeded another; his selections were +all very happy. His guests sat scattered in the red firelight, +listening, silent, in comfortable attitudes; there was a faint fragrance +from the burning logs, which mingled with the perfume of Schubert and +Mendelssohn; the covered lamps made a glow here and there, and the +cabinets and brackets produced brown shadows, out of which some precious +object gleamed--some ivory carving or cinque-cento cup. It was given to +Olive, under these circumstances, for half an hour, to surrender +herself, to enjoy the music, to admit that Mr. Burrage played with +exquisite taste, to feel as if the situation were a kind of truce. Her +nerves were calmed, her problems--for the time--subsided. Civilisation, +under such an influence, in such a setting, appeared to have done its +work; harmony ruled the scene; human life ceased to be a battle. She +went so far as to ask herself why one should have a quarrel with it; the +relations of men and women, in that picturesque grouping, had not the +air of being internecine. In short, she had an interval of unexpected +rest, during which she kept her eyes mainly on Verena, who sat near Mrs. +Burrage, letting herself go, evidently, more completely than Olive. To +her, too, music was a delight, and her listening face turned itself to +different parts of the room, unconsciously, while her eyes vaguely +rested on the _bibelots_ that emerged into the firelight. At moments +Mrs. Burrage bent her countenance upon her and smiled, at random, +kindly; and then Verena smiled back, while her expression seemed to say +that, oh yes, she was giving up everything, all principles, all +projects. Even before it was time to go, Olive felt that they were both +(Verena and she) quite demoralised, and she only summoned energy to take +her companion away when she heard Mrs. Burrage propose to her to come +and spend a fortnight in New York. Then Olive exclaimed to herself, "Is +it a plot? Why in the world can't they let her alone?" and prepared to +throw a fold of her mantle, as she had done before, over her young +friend. Verena answered, somewhat impetuously, that she should be +delighted to visit Mrs. Burrage; then checked her impetuosity, after a +glance from Olive, by adding that perhaps this lady wouldn't ask her if +she knew what strong ground she took on the emancipation of women. Mrs. +Burrage looked at her son and laughed; she said she was perfectly aware +of Verena's views, and that it was impossible to be more in sympathy +with them than she herself. She took the greatest interest in the +emancipation of women; she thought there was so much to be done. These +were the only remarks that passed in reference to the great subject; and +nothing more was said to Verena, either by Henry Burrage or by his +friend Gracie, about her addressing the Harvard students. Verena had +told her father that Olive had put her veto upon that, and Tarrant had +said to the young men that it seemed as if Miss Chancellor was going to +put the thing through in her own way. We know that he thought this way +very circuitous; but Miss Chancellor made him feel that she was in +earnest, and that idea frightened the resistance out of him--it had such +terrible associations. The people he had ever seen who were most in +earnest were a committee of gentlemen who had investigated the phenomena +of the "materialisation" of spirits, some ten years before, and had bent +the fierce light of the scientific method upon him. To Olive it appeared +that Mr. Burrage and Mr. Gracie had ceased to be jocular; but that did +not make them any less cynical. Henry Burrage said to Verena, as she was +going, that he hoped she would think seriously of his mother's +invitation; and she replied that she didn't know whether she should have +much time in the future to give to people who already approved of her +views: she expected to have her hands full with the others, who didn't. + +"Does your scheme of work exclude all distraction, all recreation, +then?" the young man inquired; and his look expressed real suspense. + +Verena referred the matter, as usual, with her air of bright, ungrudging +deference, to her companion. "Does it, should you say--our scheme of +work?" + +"I am afraid the distraction we have had this afternoon must last us for +a long time," Olive said, without harshness, but with considerable +majesty. + +"Well, now, _is_ he to be respected?" Verena demanded, as the two young +women took their way through the early darkness, pacing quietly side by +side, in their winter-robes, like women consecrated to some holy office. + +Olive turned it over a moment. "Yes, very much--as a pianist!" + +Verena went into town with her in the horse-car--she was staying in +Charles Street for a few days--and that evening she startled Olive by +breaking out into a reflexion very similar to the whimsical falterings +of which she herself had been conscious while they sat in Mr. Burrage's +pretty rooms, but against which she had now violently reacted. + +"It would be very nice to do that always--just to take men as they are, +and not to have to think about their badness. It would be very nice not +to have so many questions, but to think they were all comfortably +answered, so that one could sit there on an old Spanish leather chair, +with the curtains drawn and keeping out the cold, the darkness, all the +big, terrible, cruel world--sit there and listen for ever to Schubert +and Mendelssohn. _They_ didn't care anything about female suffrage! And +I didn't feel the want of a vote to-day at all, did you?" Verena +inquired, ending, as she always ended in these few speculations, with an +appeal to Olive. + +This young lady thought it necessary to give her a very firm answer. "I +always feel it--everywhere--night and day. I feel it _here_"; and Olive +laid her hand solemnly on her heart. "I feel it as a deep, unforgettable +wrong; I feel it as one feels a stain that is on one's honour." + +Verena gave a clear laugh, and after that a soft sigh, and then said, +"Do you know, Olive, I sometimes wonder whether, if it wasn't for you, I +should feel it so very much!" + +"My own friend," Olive replied, "you have never yet said anything to me +which expressed so clearly the closeness and sanctity of our union." + +"You do keep me up," Verena went on. "You are my conscience." + +"I should like to be able to say that you are my form--my envelope. But +you are too beautiful for that!" So Olive returned her friend's +compliment; and later she said that, of course, it would be far easier +to give up everything and draw the curtains to and pass one's life in an +artificial atmosphere, with rose-coloured lamps. It would be far easier +to abandon the struggle, to leave all the unhappy women of the world to +their immemorial misery, to lay down one's burden, close one's eyes to +the whole dark picture, and, in short, simply expire. To this Verena +objected that it would not be easy for her to expire at all; that such +an idea was darker than anything the world contained; that she had not +done with life yet, and that she didn't mean to allow her +responsibilities to crush her. And then the two young women concluded, +as they had concluded before, by finding themselves completely, +inspiringly in agreement, full of the purpose to live indeed, and with +high success; to become great, in order not to be obscure, and powerful, +in order not to be useless. Olive had often declared before that her +conception of life was as something sublime or as nothing at all. The +world was full of evil, but she was glad to have been born before it had +been swept away, while it was still there to face, to give one a task +and a reward. When the great reforms should be consummated, when the day +of justice should have dawned, would not life perhaps be rather poor and +pale? She had never pretended to deny that the hope of fame, of the very +highest distinction, was one of her strongest incitements; and she held +that the most effective way of protesting against the state of bondage +of women was for an individual member of the sex to become illustrious. +A person who might have overheard some of the talk of this possibly +infatuated pair would have been touched by their extreme familiarity +with the idea of earthly glory. Verena had not invented it, but she had +taken it eagerly from her friend, and she returned it with interest. To +Olive it appeared that just this partnership of their two minds--each of +them, by itself, lacking an important group of facets--made an organic +whole which, for the work in hand, could not fail to be brilliantly +effective. Verena was often far more irresponsive than she liked to see +her; but the happy thing in her composition was that, after a short +contact with the divine idea--Olive was always trying to flash it at +her, like a jewel in an uncovered case--she kindled, flamed up, took the +words from her friend's less persuasive lips, resolved herself into a +magical voice, became again the pure young sibyl. Then Olive perceived +how fatally, without Verena's tender notes, her crusade would lack +sweetness, what the Catholics call unction; and, on the other hand, how +weak Verena would be on the statistical and logical side if she herself +should not bring up the rear. Together, in short, they would be +complete, they would have everything, and together they would triumph. + + + + +XIX + + +This idea of their triumph, a triumph as yet ultimate and remote, but +preceded by the solemn vista of an effort so religious as never to be +wanting in ecstasy, became tremendously familiar to the two friends, but +especially to Olive, during the winter of 187-, a season which ushered +in the most momentous period of Miss Chancellor's life. About Christmas +a step was taken which advanced her affairs immensely, and put them, to +her apprehension, on a regular footing. This consisted in Verena's +coming in to Charles Street to stay with her, in pursuance of an +arrangement on Olive's part with Selah Tarrant and his wife that she +should remain for many months. The coast was now perfectly clear. Mrs. +Farrinder had started on her annual grand tour; she was rousing the +people, from Maine to Texas; Matthias Pardon (it was to be supposed) had +received, temporarily at least, his quietus; and Mrs. Luna was +established in New York, where she had taken a house for a year, and +whence she wrote to her sister that she was going to engage Basil Ransom +(with whom she was in communication for this purpose) to do her +law-business. Olive wondered what law-business Adeline could have, and +hoped she would get into a pickle with her landlord or her milliner, so +that repeated interviews with Mr. Ransom might become necessary. Mrs. +Luna let her know very soon that these interviews had begun; the young +Mississippian had come to dine with her; he hadn't got started much, by +what she could make out, and she was even afraid that he didn't dine +every day. But he wore a tall hat now, like a Northern gentleman, and +Adeline intimated that she found him really attractive. He had been very +nice to Newton, told him all about the war (quite the Southern version, +of course, but Mrs. Luna didn't care anything about American politics, +and she wanted her son to know all sides), and Newton did nothing but +talk about him, calling him "Rannie," and imitating his pronunciation of +certain words. Adeline subsequently wrote that she had made up her mind +to put her affairs into his hands (Olive sighed, not unmagnanimously, as +she thought of her sister's "affairs"), and later still she mentioned +that she was thinking strongly of taking him to be Newton's tutor. She +wished this interesting child to be privately educated, and it would be +more agreeable to have in that relation a person who was already, as it +were, a member of the family. Mrs. Luna wrote as if he were prepared to +give up his profession to take charge of her son, and Olive was pretty +sure that this was only a part of her grandeur, of the habit she had +contracted, especially since living in Europe, of speaking as if in +every case she required special arrangements. + +In spite of the difference in their age, Olive had long since judged +her, and made up her mind that Adeline lacked every quality that a +person needed to be interesting in her eyes. She was rich (or +sufficiently so), she was conventional and timid, very fond of +attentions from men (with whom indeed she was reputed bold, but Olive +scorned such boldness as that), given up to a merely personal, +egotistical, instinctive life, and as unconscious of the tendencies of +the age, the revenges of the future, the new truths and the great social +questions, as if she had been a mere bundle of dress-trimmings, which +she very nearly was. It was perfectly observable that she had no +conscience, and it irritated Olive deeply to see how much trouble a +woman was spared when she was constructed on that system. Adeline's +"affairs," as I have intimated, her social relations, her views of +Newton's education, her practice and her theory (for she had plenty of +that, such as it was, heaven save the mark!), her spasmodic disposition +to marry again, and her still sillier retreats in the presence of danger +(for she had not even the courage of her frivolity), these things had +been a subject of tragic consideration to Olive ever since the return of +the elder sister to America. The tragedy was not in any particular harm +that Mrs. Luna could do her (for she did her good, rather, that is, she +did her honour by laughing at her), but in the spectacle itself, the +drama, guided by the hand of fate, of which the small, ignoble scenes +unrolled themselves so logically. The _dénouement_ would of course be in +keeping, and would consist simply of the spiritual death of Mrs. Luna, +who would end by understanding no common speech of Olive's at all, and +would sink into mere worldly plumpness, into the last complacency, the +supreme imbecility, of petty, genteel conservatism. As for Newton, he +would be more utterly odious, if possible, as he grew up, than he was +already; in fact, he would not grow up at all, but only grow down, if +his mother should continue her infatuated system with him. He was +insufferably forward and selfish; under the pretext of keeping him, at +any cost, refined, Adeline had coddled and caressed him, having him +always in her petticoats, remitting his lessons when he pretended he had +an earache, drawing him into the conversation, letting him answer her +back, with an impertinence beyond his years, when she administered the +smallest check. The place for him, in Olive's eyes, was one of the +public schools, where the children of the people would teach him his +small importance, teach it, if necessary, by the aid of an occasional +drubbing; and the two ladies had a grand discussion on this point before +Mrs. Luna left Boston--a scene which ended in Adeline's clutching the +irrepressible Newton to her bosom (he came in at the moment), and +demanding of him a vow that he would live and die in the principles of +his mother. Mrs. Luna declared that if she must be trampled upon--and +very likely it was her fate!--she would rather be trampled upon by men +than by women, and that if Olive and her friends should get possession +of the government they would be worse despots than those who were +celebrated in history. Newton took an infant oath that he would never be +a destructive, impious radical, and Olive felt that after this she +needn't trouble herself any more about her sister, whom she simply +committed to her fate. That fate might very properly be to marry an +enemy of her country, a man who, no doubt, desired to treat women with +the lash and manacles, as he and his people had formerly treated the +wretched coloured race. If she was so fond of the fine old institutions +of the past, he would supply them to her in abundance; and if she wanted +so much to be a conservative, she could try first how she liked being a +conservative's wife. If Olive troubled herself little about Adeline, she +troubled herself more about Basil Ransom; she said to herself that since +he hated women who respected themselves (and each other), destiny would +use him rightly in hanging a person like Adeline round his neck. That +would be the way poetic justice ought to work, for him--and the law that +our prejudices, when they act themselves out, punish us in doing so. +Olive considered all this, as it was her effort to consider everything, +from a very high point of view, and ended by feeling sure it was not for +the sake of any nervous personal security that she desired to see her +two relations in New York get mixed up together. If such an event as +their marriage would gratify her sense of fitness, it would be simply as +an illustration of certain laws. Olive, thanks to the philosophic cast +of her mind, was exceedingly fond of illustrations of laws. + +I hardly know, however, what illumination it was that sprang from her +consciousness (now a source of considerable comfort) that Mrs. Farrinder +was carrying the war into distant territories, and would return to +Boston only in time to preside at a grand Female Convention, already +advertised to take place in Boston in the month of June. It was +agreeable to her that this imperial woman should be away; it made the +field more free, the air more light; it suggested an exemption from +official criticism. I have not taken space to mention certain episodes +of the more recent intercourse of these ladies, and must content myself +with tracing them, lightly, in their consequences. These may be summed +up in the remark, which will doubtless startle no one by its freshness, +that two imperial women are scarcely more likely to hit it off together, +as the phrase is, than two imperial men. Since that party at Miss +Birdseye's, so important in its results for Olive, she had had occasion +to approach Mrs. Farrinder more nearly, and those overtures brought +forth the knowledge that the great leader of the feminine revolution was +the one person (in that part of the world) more concentrated, more +determined, than herself. Miss Chancellor's aspirations, of late, had +been immensely quickened; she had begun to believe in herself to a +livelier tune than she had ever listened to before; and she now +perceived that when spirit meets spirit there must either be mutual +absorption or a sharp concussion. It had long been familiar to her that +she should have to count with the obstinacy of the world at large, but +she now discovered that she should have to count also with certain +elements in the feminine camp. This complicated the problem, and such a +complication, naturally, could not make Mrs. Farrinder appear more easy +to assimilate. If Olive's was a high nature and so was hers, the fault +was in neither; it was only an admonition that they were not needed as +landmarks in the same part of the field. If such perceptions are +delicate as between men, the reader need not be reminded of the +exquisite form they may assume in natures more refined. So it was that +Olive passed, in three months, from the stage of veneration to that of +competition; and the process had been accelerated by the introduction of +Verena into the fold. Mrs. Farrinder had behaved in the strangest way +about Verena. First she had been struck with her, and then she hadn't; +first she had seemed to want to take her in, then she had shied at her +unmistakably--intimating to Olive that there were enough of that kind +already. Of "that kind" indeed!--the phrase reverberated in Miss +Chancellor's resentful soul. Was it possible she didn't know the kind +Verena was of, and with what vulgar aspirants to notoriety did she +confound her? It had been Olive's original desire to obtain Mrs. +Farrinder's stamp for her _protégée_; she wished her to hold a +commission from the commander-in-chief. With this view the two young +women had made more than one pilgrimage to Roxbury, and on one of these +occasions the sibylline mood (in its most charming form) had descended +upon Verena. She had fallen into it, naturally and gracefully, in the +course of talk, and poured out a stream of eloquence even more touching +than her regular discourse at Miss Birdseye's. Mrs. Farrinder had taken +it rather dryly, and certainly it didn't resemble her own style of +oratory, remarkable and cogent as this was. There had been considerable +question of her writing a letter to the New York _Tribune_, the effect +of which should be to launch Miss Tarrant into renown; but this +beneficent epistle never appeared, and now Olive saw that there was no +favour to come from the prophetess of Roxbury. There had been +primnesses, pruderies, small reserves, which ended by staying her pen. +If Olive didn't say at once that she was jealous of Verena's more +attractive manner, it was only because such a declaration was destined +to produce more effect a little later. What she did say was that +evidently Mrs. Farrinder wanted to keep the movement in her own +hands--viewed with suspicion certain romantic, esthetic elements which +Olive and Verena seemed to be trying to introduce into it. They insisted +so much, for instance, on the historic unhappiness of women; but Mrs. +Farrinder didn't appear to care anything for that, or indeed to know +much about history at all. She seemed to begin just to-day, and she +demanded their rights for them whether they were unhappy or not. The +upshot of this was that Olive threw herself on Verena's neck with a +movement which was half indignation, half rapture; she exclaimed that +they would have to fight the battle without human help, but, after all, +it was better so. If they were all in all to each other, what more could +they want? They would be isolated, but they would be free; and this view +of the situation brought with it a feeling that they had almost already +begun to be a force. It was not, indeed, that Olive's resentment faded +quite away; for not only had she the sense, doubtless very presumptuous, +that Mrs. Farrinder was the only person thereabouts of a stature to +judge her (a sufficient cause of antagonism in itself, for if we like to +be praised by our betters we prefer that censure should come from the +other sort), but the kind of opinion she had unexpectedly betrayed, +after implying such esteem in the earlier phase of their intercourse, +made Olive's cheeks occasionally flush. She prayed heaven that _she_ +might never become so personal, so narrow. She was frivolous, worldly, +an amateur, a trifler, a frequenter of Beacon Street; her taking up +Verena Tarrant was only a kind of elderly, ridiculous doll-dressing: +this was the light in which Miss Chancellor had reason to believe that +it now suited Mrs. Farrinder to regard her! It was fortunate, perhaps, +that the misrepresentation was so gross; yet, none the less, tears of +wrath rose more than once to Olive's eyes when she reflected that this +particular wrong had been put upon her. Frivolous, worldly, Beacon +Street! She appealed to Verena to share in her pledge that the world +should know in due time how much of that sort of thing there was about +her. As I have already hinted, Verena at such moments quite rose to the +occasion; she had private pangs at committing herself to give the cold +shoulder to Beacon Street for ever; but she was now so completely in +Olive's hands that there was no sacrifice to which she would not have +consented in order to prove that her benefactress was not frivolous. + +The matter of her coming to stay for so long in Charles Street was +arranged during a visit that Selah Tarrant paid there at Miss +Chancellor's request. This interview, which had some curious features, +would be worth describing but I am forbidden to do more than mention the +most striking of these. Olive wished to have an understanding with him; +wished the situation to be clear, so that, disagreeable as it would be +to her to receive him, she sent him a summons for a certain hour--an +hour at which she had planned that Verena should be out of the house. +She withheld this incident from the girl's knowledge, reflecting with +some solemnity that it was the first deception (for Olive her silence +was a deception) that she had yet practised on her friend, and wondering +whether she should have to practise others in the future. She then and +there made up her mind that she would not shrink from others should they +be necessary. She notified Tarrant that she should keep Verena a long +time, and Tarrant remarked that it was certainly very pleasant to see +her so happily located. But he also intimated that he should like to +know what Miss Chancellor laid out to do with her; and the tone of this +suggestion made Olive feel how right she had been to foresee that their +interview would have the stamp of business. It assumed that complexion +very definitely when she crossed over to her desk and wrote Mr. Tarrant +a cheque for a very considerable amount. "Leave us alone--entirely +alone--for a year, and then I will write you another": it was with these +words she handed him the little strip of paper that meant so much, +feeling, as she did so, that surely Mrs. Farrinder herself could not be +less amateurish than that. Selah looked at the cheque, at Miss +Chancellor, at the cheque again, at the ceiling, at the floor, at the +clock, and once more at his hostess; then the document disappeared +beneath the folds of his waterproof, and she saw that he was putting it +into some queer place on his queer person. "Well, if I didn't believe +you were going to help her to develop," he remarked; and he stopped, +while his hands continued to fumble, out of sight, and he treated Olive +to his large joyless smile. She assured him that he need have no fear on +that score; Verena's development was the thing in the world in which she +took most interest; she should have every opportunity for a free +expansion. "Yes, that's the great thing," Selah said; "it's more +important than attracting a crowd. That's all we shall ask of you; let +her act out her nature. Don't all the trouble of humanity come from our +being pressed back? Don't shut down the cover, Miss Chancellor; just let +her overflow!" And again Tarrant illuminated his inquiry, his metaphor, +by the strange and silent lateral movement of his jaws. He added, +presently, that he supposed he should have to fix it with Mis' Tarrant; +but Olive made no answer to that; she only looked at him with a face in +which she intended to express that there was nothing that need detain +him longer. She knew it had been fixed with Mrs. Tarrant; she had been +over all that with Verena, who had told her that her mother was willing +to sacrifice her for her highest good. She had reason to know (not +through Verena, of course) that Mrs. Tarrant had embraced, tenderly, the +idea of a pecuniary compensation, and there was no fear of her making a +scene when Tarrant should come back with a cheque in his pocket. "Well, +I trust she _may_ develop, richly, and that you may accomplish what you +desire; it seems as if we had only a little way to go further," that +worthy observed, as he erected himself for departure. + +"It's not a little way; it's a very long way," Olive replied, rather +sternly. + +Tarrant was on the threshold; he lingered a little, embarrassed by her +grimness, for he himself had always inclined to rose-coloured views of +progress, of the march of truth. He had never met any one so much in +earnest as this definite, literal young woman, who had taken such an +unhoped-for fancy to his daughter; whose longing for the new day had +such perversities of pessimism, and who, in the midst of something that +appeared to be terribly searching in her honesty, was willing to corrupt +him, as a father, with the most extravagant orders on her bank. He +hardly knew in what language to speak to her; it seemed as if there was +nothing soothing enough, when a lady adopted that tone about a movement +which was thought by some of the brightest to be so promising. "Oh, +well, I guess there's some kind of mysterious law...." he murmured, +almost timidly; and so he passed from Miss Chancellor's sight. + + + + +XX + + +She hoped she should not soon see him again, and there appeared to be no +reason she should, if their intercourse was to be conducted by means of +cheques. The understanding with Verena was, of course, complete; she had +promised to stay with her friend as long as her friend should require +it. She had said at first that she couldn't give up her mother, but she +had been made to feel that there was no question of giving up. She +should be as free as air, to go and come; she could spend hours and days +with her mother, whenever Mrs. Tarrant required her attention; all that +Olive asked of her was that, for the time, she should regard Charles +Street as her home. There was no struggle about this, for the simple +reason that by the time the question came to the front Verena was +completely under the charm. The idea of Olive's charm will perhaps make +the reader smile; but I use the word not in its derived, but in its +literal sense. The fine web of authority, of dependence, that her +strenuous companion had woven about her, was now as dense as a suit of +golden mail; and Verena was thoroughly interested in their great +undertaking; she saw it in the light of an active, enthusiastic faith. +The benefit that her father desired for her was now assured; she +expanded, developed, on the most liberal scale. Olive saw the +difference, and you may imagine how she rejoiced in it; she had never +known a greater pleasure. Verena's former attitude had been girlish +submission, grateful, curious sympathy. She had given herself, in her +young, amused surprise, because Olive's stronger will and the incisive +proceedings with which she pointed her purpose drew her on. Besides, she +was held by hospitality, the vision of new social horizons, the sense of +novelty, and the love of change. But now the girl was disinterestedly +attached to the precious things they were to do together; she cared +about them for themselves, believed in them ardently, had them +constantly in mind. Her share in the union of the two young women was no +longer passive, purely appreciative; it was passionate, too, and it put +forth a beautiful energy. If Olive desired to get Verena into training, +she could flatter herself that the process had already begun, and that +her colleague enjoyed it almost as much as she. Therefore she could say +to herself, without the imputation of heartlessness, that when she left +her mother it was for a noble, a sacred use. In point of fact, she left +her very little, and she spent hours in jingling, aching, jostled +journeys between Charles Street and the stale suburban cottage. Mrs. +Tarrant sighed and grimaced, wrapped herself more than ever in her +mantle, said she didn't know as she was fit to struggle alone, and that, +half the time, if Verena was away, she wouldn't have the nerve to answer +the door-bell; she was incapable, of course, of neglecting such an +opportunity to posture as one who paid with her heart's blood for +leading the van of human progress. But Verena had an inner sense (she +judged her mother now, a little, for the first time) that she would be +sorry to be taken at her word, and that she felt safe enough in trusting +to her daughter's generosity. She could not divest herself of the +faith--even now that Mrs. Luna was gone, leaving no trace, and the grey +walls of a sedentary winter were apparently closing about the two young +women--she could not renounce the theory that a residence in Charles +Street must at least produce some contact with the brilliant classes. +She was vexed at her daughter's resignation to not going to parties and +to Miss Chancellor's not giving them; but it was nothing new for her to +have to practise patience, and she could feel, at least, that it was +just as handy for Mr. Burrage to call on the child in town, where he +spent half his time, sleeping constantly at Parker's. + +It was a fact that this fortunate youth called very often, and Verena +saw him with Olive's full concurrence whenever she was at home. It had +now been quite agreed between them that no artificial limits should be +set to the famous phase; and Olive had, while it lasted, a sense of real +heroism in steeling herself against uneasiness. It seemed to her, +moreover, only justice that she should make some concession; if Verena +made a great sacrifice of filial duty in coming to live with her (this, +of course, should be permanent--she would buy off the Tarrants from year +to year), she must not incur the imputation (the world would judge her, +in that case, ferociously) of keeping her from forming common social +ties. The friendship of a young man and a young woman was, according to +the pure code of New England, a common social tie; and as the weeks +elapsed Miss Chancellor saw no reason to repent of her temerity. Verena +was not falling in love; she felt that she should know it, should guess +it on the spot. Verena was fond of human intercourse; she was +essentially a sociable creature; she liked to shine and smile and talk +and listen; and so far as Henry Burrage was concerned he introduced an +element of easy and convenient relaxation into a life now a good deal +stiffened (Olive was perfectly willing to own it) by great civic +purposes. But the girl was being saved, without interference, by the +simple operation of her interest in those very designs. From this time +there was no need of putting pressure on her; her own springs were +working; the fire with which she glowed came from within. Sacredly, +brightly single she would remain; her only espousals would be at the +altar of a great cause. Olive always absented herself when Mr. Burrage +was announced; and when Verena afterwards attempted to give some account +of his conversation she checked her, said she would rather know nothing +about it--all with a very solemn mildness; this made her feel very +superior, truly noble. She knew by this time (I scarcely can tell how, +since Verena could give her no report) exactly what sort of a youth Mr. +Burrage was: he was weakly pretentious, softly original, cultivated +eccentricity, patronised progress, liked to have mysteries, sudden +appointments to keep, anonymous persons to visit, the air of leading a +double life, of being devoted to a girl whom people didn't know, or at +least didn't meet. Of course he liked to make an impression on Verena; +but what he mainly liked was to play her off upon the other girls, the +daughters of fashion, with whom he danced at Papanti's. Such were the +images that proceeded from Olive's rich moral consciousness. "Well, he +_is_ greatly interested in our movement": so much Verena once managed to +announce; but the words rather irritated Miss Chancellor, who, as we +know, did not care to allow for accidental exceptions in the great +masculine conspiracy. + +In the month of March Verena told her that Mr. Burrage was offering +matrimony--offering it with much insistence, begging that she would at +least wait and think of it before giving him a final answer. Verena was +evidently very glad to be able to say to Olive that she had assured him +she couldn't think of it, and that if he expected this he had better not +come any more. He continued to come, and it was therefore to be supposed +that he had ceased to count on such a concession; it was now Olive's +opinion that he really didn't desire it. She had a theory that he +proposed to almost any girl who was not likely to accept him--did it +because he was making a collection of such episodes--a mental album of +declarations, blushes, hesitations, refusals that just missed imposing +themselves as acceptances, quite as he collected enamels and Cremona +violins. He would be very sorry indeed to ally himself to the house of +Tarrant; but such a fear didn't prevent him from holding it becoming in +a man of taste to give that encouragement to low-born girls who were +pretty, for one looked out for the special cases in which, for reasons +(even the lowest might have reasons), they wouldn't "rise." "I told you +I wouldn't marry him, and I won't," Verena said, delightedly, to her +friend; her tone suggested that a certain credit belonged to her for the +way she carried out her assurance. "I never thought you would, if you +didn't want to," Olive replied to this; and Verena could have no +rejoinder but the good-humour that sat in her eyes, unable as she was to +say that she had wanted to. They had a little discussion, however, when +she intimated that she pitied him for his discomfiture, Olive's +contention being that, selfish, conceited, pampered and insincere, he +might properly be left now to digest his affront. Miss Chancellor felt +none of the remorse now that she would have felt six months before at +standing in the way of such a chance for Verena, and she would have been +very angry if any one had asked her if she were not afraid of taking too +much upon herself. She would have said, moreover, that she stood in no +one's way, and that even if she were not there Verena would never think +seriously of a frivolous little man who fiddled while Rome was burning. +This did not prevent Olive from making up her mind that they had better +go to Europe in the spring; a year's residence in that quarter of the +globe would be highly agreeable to Verena, and might even contribute to +the evolution of her genius. It cost Miss Chancellor an effort to admit +that any virtue still lingered in the elder world, and that it could +have any important lesson for two such good Americans as her friend and +herself; but it suited her just then to make this assumption, which was +not altogether sincere. It was recommended by the idea that it would get +her companion out of the way--out of the way of officious +fellow-citizens--till she should be absolutely firm on her feet, and +would also give greater intensity to their own long conversation. On +that continent of strangers they would cleave more closely still to each +other. This, of course, would be to fly before the inevitable "phase," +much more than to face it; but Olive decided that if they should reach +unscathed the term of their delay (the first of July) she should have +faced it as much as either justice or generosity demanded. I may as well +say at once that she traversed most of this period without further +serious alarms and with a great many little thrills of bliss and hope. + +Nothing happened to dissipate the good omens with which her partnership +with Verena Tarrant was at present surrounded. They threw themselves +into study; they had innumerable big books from the Athenæum, and +consumed the midnight oil. Henry Burrage, after Verena had shaken her +head at him so sweetly and sadly, returned to New York, giving no sign; +they only heard that he had taken refuge under the ruffled maternal +wing. (Olive, at least, took for granted the wing was ruffled; she could +fancy how Mrs. Burrage would be affected by the knowledge that her son +had been refused by the daughter of a mesmeric healer. She would be +almost as angry as if she had learnt that he had been accepted.) +Matthias Pardon had not yet taken his revenge in the newspapers; he was +perhaps nursing his thunderbolts; at any rate, now that the operatic +season had begun, he was much occupied in interviewing the principal +singers, one of whom he described in one of the leading journals (Olive, +at least, was sure it was only he who could write like that) as "a dear +little woman with baby dimples and kittenish movements." The Tarrants +were apparently given up to a measure of sensual ease with which they +had not hitherto been familiar, thanks to the increase of income that +they drew from their eccentric protectress. Mrs. Tarrant now enjoyed the +ministrations of a "girl"; it was partly her pride (at any rate, she +chose to give it this turn) that her house had for many years been +conducted without the element--so debasing on both sides--of servile, +mercenary labour. She wrote to Olive (she was perpetually writing to her +now, but Olive never answered) that she was conscious of having fallen +to a lower plane, but she admitted that it was a prop to her wasted +spirit to have some one to converse with when Selah was off. Verena, of +course, perceived the difference, which was inadequately explained by +the theory of a sudden increase of her father's practice (nothing of her +father's had ever increased like that), and ended by guessing the cause +of it--a discovery which did not in the least disturb her equanimity. +She accepted the idea that her parents should receive a pecuniary +tribute from the extraordinary friend whom she had encountered on the +threshold of womanhood, just as she herself accepted that friend's +irresistible hospitality. She had no worldly pride, no traditions of +independence, no ideas of what was done and what was not done; but there +was only one thing that equalled this perfectly gentle and natural +insensibility to favours--namely, the inveteracy of her habit of not +asking them. Olive had had an apprehension that she would flush a little +at learning the terms on which they should now be able to pursue their +career together; but Verena never changed colour; it was either not new +or not disagreeable to her that the authors of her being should be +bought off, silenced by money, treated as the troublesome of the lower +orders are treated when they are not locked up; so that her friend had a +perception, after this, that it would probably be impossible in any way +ever to offend her. She was too rancourless, too detached from +conventional standards, too free from private self-reference. It was too +much to say of her that she forgave injuries, since she was not +conscious of them; there was in forgiveness a certain arrogance of which +she was incapable, and her bright mildness glided over the many traps +that life sets for our consistency. Olive had always held that pride was +necessary to character, but there was no peculiarity of Verena's that +could make her spirit seem less pure. The added luxuries in the little +house at Cambridge, which even with their help was still such a penal +settlement, made her feel afresh that before she came to the rescue the +daughter of that house had traversed a desert of sordid misery. She had +cooked and washed and swept and stitched; she had worked harder than any +of Miss Chancellor's servants. These things had left no trace upon her +person or her mind; everything fresh and fair renewed itself in her with +extraordinary facility, everything ugly and tiresome evaporated as soon +as it touched her; but Olive deemed that, being what she was, she had a +right to immense compensations. In the future she should have exceeding +luxury and ease, and Miss Chancellor had no difficulty in persuading +herself that persons doing the high intellectual and moral work to which +the two young ladies in Charles Street were now committed owed it to +themselves, owed it to the groaning sisterhood, to cultivate the best +material conditions. She herself was nothing of a sybarite, and she had +proved, visiting the alleys and slums of Boston in the service of the +Associated Charities, that there was no foulness of disease or misery +she feared to look in the face; but her house had always been thoroughly +well regulated, she was passionately clean, and she was an excellent +woman of business. Now, however, she elevated daintiness to a religion; +her interior shone with superfluous friction, with punctuality, with +winter roses. Among these soft influences Verena herself bloomed like +the flower that attains such perfection in Boston. Olive had always +rated high the native refinement of her country-women, their latent +"adaptability," their talent for accommodating themselves at a glance to +changed conditions; but the way her companion rose with the level of the +civilisation that surrounded her, the way she assimilated all delicacies +and absorbed all traditions, left this friendly theory halting behind. +The winter days were still, indoors, in Charles Street, and the winter +nights secure from interruption. Our two young women had plenty of +duties, but Olive had never favoured the custom of running in and out. +Much conference on social and reformatory topics went forward under her +roof, and she received her colleagues--she belonged to twenty +associations and committees--only at pre-appointed hours, which she +expected them to observe rigidly. Verena's share in these proceedings +was not active; she hovered over them, smiling, listening, dropping +occasionally a fanciful though never an idle word, like some gently +animated image placed there for good omen. It was understood that her +part was before the scenes, not behind; that she was not a prompter, but +(potentially, at least) a "popular favourite," and that the work over +which Miss Chancellor presided so efficiently was a general preparation +of the platform on which, later, her companion would execute the most +striking steps. + +The western windows of Olive's drawing-room, looking over the water, +took in the red sunsets of winter; the long, low bridge that crawled, on +its staggering posts, across the Charles; the casual patches of ice and +snow; the desolate suburban horizons, peeled and made bald by the rigour +of the season; the general hard, cold void of the prospect; the +extrusion, at Charlestown, at Cambridge, of a few chimneys and steeples, +straight, sordid tubes of factories and engine-shops, or spare, +heavenward finger of the New England meeting-house. There was something +inexorable in the poverty of the scene, shameful in the meanness of its +details, which gave a collective impression of boards and tin and frozen +earth, sheds and rotting piles, railway-lines striding flat across a +thoroughfare of puddles, and tracks of the humbler, the universal +horse-car, traversing obliquely this path of danger; loose fences, +vacant lots, mounds of refuse, yards bestrewn with iron pipes, telegraph +poles, and bare wooden backs of places. Verena thought such a view +lovely, and she was by no means without excuse when, as the afternoon +closed, the ugly picture was tinted with a clear, cold rosiness. The +air, in its windless chill, seemed to tinkle like a crystal, the +faintest gradations of tone were perceptible in the sky, the west became +deep and delicate, everything grew doubly distinct before taking on the +dimness of evening. There were pink flushes on snow, "tender" reflexions +in patches of stiffened marsh, sounds of car-bells, no longer vulgar, +but almost silvery, on the long bridge, lonely outlines of distant dusky +undulations against the fading glow. These agreeable effects used to +light up that end of the drawing-room, and Olive often sat at the window +with her companion before it was time for the lamp. They admired the +sunsets, they rejoiced in the ruddy spots projected upon the +parlour-wall, they followed the darkening perspective in fanciful +excursions. They watched the stellar points come out at last in a colder +heaven, and then, shuddering a little, arm in arm, they turned away, +with a sense that the winter night was even more cruel than the tyranny +of men--turned back to drawn curtains and a brighter fire and a +glittering tea-tray and more and more talk about the long martyrdom of +women, a subject as to which Olive was inexhaustible and really most +interesting. There were some nights of deep snowfall, when Charles +Street was white and muffled and the door-bell foredoomed to silence, +which seemed little islands of lamp-light, of enlarged and intensified +vision. They read a great deal of history together, and read it ever +with the same thought--that of finding confirmation in it for this idea +that their sex had suffered inexpressibly, and that at any moment in the +course of human affairs the state of the world would have been so much +less horrible (history seemed to them in every way horrible) if women +had been able to press down the scale. Verena was full of suggestions +which stimulated discussions; it was she, oftenest, who kept in view the +fact that a good many women in the past had been entrusted with power +and had not always used it amiably, who brought up the wicked queens, +the profligate mistresses of kings. These ladies were easily disposed of +between the two, and the public crimes of Bloody Mary, the private +misdemeanours of Faustina, wife of the pure Marcus Aurelius, were very +satisfactorily classified. If the influence of women in the past +accounted for every act of virtue that men had happened to achieve, it +only made the matter balance properly that the influence of men should +explain the casual irregularities of the other sex. Olive could see how +few books had passed through Verena's hands, and how little the home of +the Tarrants had been a house of reading; but the girl now traversed the +fields of literature with her characteristic lightness of step. +Everything she turned to or took up became an illustration of the +facility, the "giftedness," which Olive, who had so little of it, never +ceased to wonder at and prize. Nothing frightened her; she always smiled +at it, she could do anything she tried. As she knew how to do other +things, she knew how to study; she read quickly and remembered +infallibly; could repeat, days afterward, passages that she appeared +only to have glanced at. Olive, of course, was more and more happy to +think that their cause should have the services of an organisation so +rare. + +All this doubtless sounds rather dry, and I hasten to add that our +friends were not always shut up in Miss Chancellor's strenuous parlour. +In spite of Olive's desire to keep her precious inmate to herself and to +bend her attention upon their common studies, in spite of her constantly +reminding Verena that this winter was to be purely educative and that +the platitudes of the satisfied and unregenerate would have little to +teach her, in spite, in short, of the severe and constant duality of our +young women, it must not be supposed that their life had not many +personal confluents and tributaries. Individual and original as Miss +Chancellor was universally acknowledged to be, she was yet a typical +Bostonian, and as a typical Bostonian she could not fail to belong in +some degree to a "set." It had been said of her that she was in it but +not of it; but she was of it enough to go occasionally into other houses +and to receive their occupants in her own. It was her belief that she +filled her tea-pot with the spoon of hospitality, and made a good many +select spirits feel that they were welcome under her roof at convenient +hours. She had a preference for what she called _real_ people, and there +were several whose reality she had tested by arts known to herself. This +little society was rather suburban and miscellaneous; it was prolific in +ladies who trotted about, early and late, with books from the Athenæum +nursed behind their muff, or little nosegays of exquisite flowers that +they were carrying as presents to each other. Verena, who, when Olive +was not with her, indulged in a good deal of desultory contemplation at +the window, saw them pass the house in Charles Street, always apparently +straining a little, as if they might be too late for something. At +almost any time, for she envied their preoccupation, she would have +taken the chance with them. Very often, when she described them to her +mother, Mrs. Tarrant didn't know who they were; there were even days +(she had so many discouragements) when it seemed as if she didn't want +to know. So long as they were not some one else, it seemed to be no use +that they were themselves; whoever they were, they were sure to have +that defect. Even after all her mother's disquisitions Verena had but +vague ideas as to whom she would have liked them to be; and it was only +when the girl talked of the concerts, to all of which Olive subscribed +and conducted her inseparable friend, that Mrs. Tarrant appeared to feel +in any degree that her daughter was living up to the standard formed for +her in their Cambridge home. As all the world knows, the opportunities +in Boston for hearing good music are numerous and excellent, and it had +long been Miss Chancellor's practice to cultivate the best. She went in, +as the phrase is, for the superior programmes, and that high, dim, +dignified Music Hall, which has echoed in its time to so much eloquence +and so much melody, and of which the very proportions and colour seem to +teach respect and attention, shed the protection of its illuminated +cornice, this winter, upon no faces more intelligently upturned than +those of the young women for whom Bach and Beethoven only repeated, in a +myriad forms, the idea that was always with them. Symphonies and fugues +only stimulated their convictions, excited their revolutionary passion, +led their imagination further in the direction in which it was always +pressing. It lifted them to immeasurable heights; and as they sat +looking at the great florid, sombre organ, overhanging the bronze statue +of Beethoven, they felt that this was the only temple in which the +votaries of their creed could worship. + +And yet their music was not their greatest joy, for they had two others +which they cultivated at least as zealously. One of these was simply the +society of old Miss Birdseye, of whom Olive saw more this winter than +she had ever seen before. It had become apparent that her long and +beautiful career was drawing to a close, her earnest, unremitting work +was over, her old-fashioned weapons were broken and dull. Olive would +have liked to hang them up as venerable relics of a patient fight, and +this was what she seemed to do when she made the poor lady relate her +battles--never glorious and brilliant, but obscure and wastefully +heroic--call back the figures of her companions in arms, exhibit her +medals and scars. Miss Birdseye knew that her uses were ended; she might +pretend still to go about the business of unpopular causes, might fumble +for papers in her immemorial satchel and think she had important +appointments, might sign petitions, attend conventions, say to Doctor +Prance that if she would only make her sleep she should live to see a +great many improvements yet; she ached and was weary, growing almost as +glad to look back (a great anomaly for Miss Birdseye) as to look +forward. She let herself be coddled now by her friends of the new +generation; there were days when she seemed to want nothing better than +to sit by Olive's fire and ramble on about the old struggles, with a +vague, comfortable sense--no physical rapture of Miss Birdseye's could +be very acute--of immunity from wet feet, from the draughts that prevail +at thin meetings, of independence of street-cars that would probably +arrive overflowing; and also a pleased perception, not that she was an +example to these fresh lives which began with more advantages than hers, +but that she was in some degree an encouragement, as she helped them to +measure the way the new truths had advanced--being able to tell them of +such a different state of things when she was a young lady, the daughter +of a very talented teacher (indeed her mother had been a teacher too), +down in Connecticut. She had always had for Olive a kind of aroma of +martyrdom, and her battered, unremunerated, un-pensioned old age brought +angry tears, springing from depths of outraged theory, into Miss +Chancellor's eyes. For Verena, too, she was a picturesque humanitary +figure. Verena had been in the habit of meeting martyrs from her +childhood up, but she had seen none with so many reminiscences as Miss +Birdseye, or who had been so nearly scorched by penal fires. She had had +escapes, in the early days of abolitionism, which it was a marvel she +could tell with so little implication that she had shown courage. She +had roamed through certain parts of the South, carrying the Bible to the +slave; and more than one of her companions, in the course of these +expeditions, had been tarred and feathered. She herself, at one season, +had spent a month in a Georgian jail. She had preached temperance in +Irish circles where the doctrine was received with missiles; she had +interfered between wives and husbands mad with drink; she had taken +filthy children, picked up in the street, to her own poor rooms, and had +removed their pestilent rags and washed their sore bodies with slippery +little hands. In her own person she appeared to Olive and Verena a +representative of suffering humanity; the pity they felt for her was +part of their pity for all who were weakest and most hardly used; and it +struck Miss Chancellor (more especially) that this frumpy little +missionary was the last link in a tradition, and that when she should be +called away the heroic age of New England life--the age of plain living +and high thinking, of pure ideals and earnest effort, of moral passion +and noble experiment--would effectually be closed. It was the perennial +freshness of Miss Birdseye's faith that had had such a contagion for +these modern maidens, the unquenched flame of her transcendentalism, the +simplicity of her vision, the way in which, in spite of mistakes, +deceptions, the changing fashions of reform, which make the remedies of +a previous generation look as ridiculous as their bonnets, the only +thing that was still actual for her was the elevation of the species by +the reading of Emerson and the frequentation of Tremont Temple. Olive +had been active enough, for years, in the city-missions; she too had +scoured dirty children, and, in squalid lodging-houses, had gone into +rooms where the domestic situation was strained and the noises made the +neighbours turn pale. But she reflected that after such exertions she +had the refreshment of a pretty house, a drawing-room full of flowers, a +crackling hearth, where she threw in pine-cones and made them snap, an +imported tea-service, a Chickering piano, and the _Deutsche Rundschau_; +whereas Miss Birdseye had only a bare, vulgar room, with a hideous +flowered carpet (it looked like a dentist's), a cold furnace, the +evening paper, and Doctor Prance. Olive and Verena were present at +another of her gatherings before the winter ended; it resembled the +occasion that we described at the beginning of this history, with the +difference that Mrs. Farrinder was not there to oppress the company with +her greatness, and that Verena made a speech without the co-operation of +her father. This young lady had delivered herself with even finer effect +than before, and Olive could see how much she had gained, in confidence +and range of allusion, since the educative process in Charles Street +began. Her _motif_ was now a kind of unprepared tribute to Miss +Birdseye, the fruit of the occasion and of the unanimous tenderness of +the younger members of the circle, which made her a willing mouthpiece. +She pictured her laborious career, her early associates (Eliza P. +Moseley was not neglected as Verena passed), her difficulties and +dangers and triumphs, her humanising effect upon so many, her serene and +honoured old age--expressed, in short, as one of the ladies said, just +the very way they all felt about her. Verena's face brightened and grew +triumphant as she spoke, but she brought tears into the eyes of most of +the others. It was Olive's opinion that nothing could be more graceful +and touching, and she saw that the impression made was now deeper than +on the former evening. Miss Birdseye went about with her eighty years of +innocence, her undiscriminating spectacles, asking her friends if it +wasn't perfectly splendid; she took none of it to herself, she regarded +it only as a brilliant expression of Verena's gift. Olive thought, +afterwards, that if a collection could only be taken up on the spot, the +good lady would be made easy for the rest of her days; then she +remembered that most of her guests were as impecunious as herself. + +I have intimated that our young friends had a source of fortifying +emotion which was distinct from the hours they spent with Beethoven and +Bach, or in hearing Miss Birdseye describe Concord as it used to be. +This consisted in the wonderful insight they had obtained into the +history of feminine anguish. They perused that chapter perpetually and +zealously, and they derived from it the purest part of their mission. +Olive had pored over it so long, so earnestly, that she was now in +complete possession of the subject; it was the one thing in life which +she felt she had really mastered. She was able to exhibit it to Verena +with the greatest authority and accuracy, to lead her up and down, in +and out, through all the darkest and most tortuous passages. We know +that she was without belief in her own eloquence, but she was very +eloquent when she reminded Verena how the exquisite weakness of women +had never been their defence, but had only exposed them to sufferings +more acute than masculine grossness can conceive. Their odious partner +had trampled upon them from the beginning of time, and their tenderness, +their abnegation, had been his opportunity. All the bullied wives, the +stricken mothers, the dishonoured, deserted maidens who have lived on +the earth and longed to leave it, passed and repassed before her eyes, +and the interminable dim procession seemed to stretch out a myriad hands +to her. She sat with them at their trembling vigils, listened for the +tread, the voice, at which they grew pale and sick, walked with them by +the dark waters that offered to wash away misery and shame, took with +them, even, when the vision grew intense, the last shuddering leap. She +had analysed to an extraordinary fineness their susceptibility, their +softness; she knew (or she thought she knew) all the possible tortures +of anxiety, of suspense and dread; and she had made up her mind that it +was women, in the end, who had paid for everything. In the last resort +the whole burden of the human lot came upon them; it pressed upon them +far more than on the others, the intolerable load of fate. It was they +who sat cramped and chained to receive it; it was they who had done all +the waiting and taken all the wounds. The sacrifices, the blood, the +tears, the terrors were theirs. Their organism was in itself a challenge +to suffering, and men had practised upon it with an impudence that knew +no bounds. As they were the weakest most had been wrung from them, and +as they were the most generous they had been most deceived. Olive +Chancellor would have rested her case, had it been necessary, on those +general facts; and her simple and comprehensive contention was that the +peculiar wretchedness which had been the very essence of the feminine +lot was a monstrous artificial imposition, crying aloud for redress. She +was willing to admit that women, too, could be bad; that there were many +about the world who were false, immoral, vile. But their errors were as +nothing to their sufferings; they had expiated, in advance, an eternity, +if need be, of misconduct. Olive poured forth these views to her +listening and responsive friend; she presented them again and again, and +there was no light in which they did not seem to palpitate with truth. +Verena was immensely wrought upon; a subtle fire passed into her; she +was not so hungry for revenge as Olive, but at the last, before they +went to Europe (I shall take no place to describe the manner in which +she threw herself into that project), she quite agreed with her +companion that after so many ages of wrong (it would also be after the +European journey) men must take _their_ turn, men must pay! + + + + +BOOK SECOND + + + + +XXI + + +Basil Ransom lived in New York, rather far to the eastward, and in the +upper reaches of the town; he occupied two small shabby rooms in a +somewhat decayed mansion which stood next to the corner of the Second +Avenue. The corner itself was formed by a considerable grocer's shop, +the near neighbourhood of which was fatal to any pretensions Ransom and +his fellow-lodgers might have had in regard to gentility of situation. +The house had a red, rusty face, and faded green shutters, of which the +slats were limp and at variance with each other. In one of the lower +windows was suspended a fly-blown card, with the words "Table Board" +affixed in letters cut (not very neatly) out of coloured paper, of +graduated tints, and surrounded with a small band of stamped gilt. The +two sides of the shop were protected by an immense pent-house shed, +which projected over a greasy pavement and was supported by wooden posts +fixed in the curbstone. Beneath it, on the dislocated flags, barrels and +baskets were freely and picturesquely grouped; an open cellarway yawned +beneath the feet of those who might pause to gaze too fondly on the +savoury wares displayed in the window; a strong odour of smoked fish, +combined with a fragrance of molasses, hung about the spot; the +pavement, toward the gutters, was fringed with dirty panniers, heaped +with potatoes, carrots, and onions; and a smart, bright waggon, with the +horse detached from the shafts, drawn up on the edge of the abominable +road (it contained holes and ruts a foot deep, and immemorial +accumulations of stagnant mud), imparted an idle, rural, pastoral air to +a scene otherwise perhaps expressive of a rank civilisation. The +establishment was of the kind known to New Yorkers as a Dutch grocery; +and red-faced, yellow-haired, bare-armed vendors might have been +observed to lounge in the doorway. I mention it not on account of any +particular influence it may have had on the life or the thoughts of +Basil Ransom, but for old acquaintance sake and that of local colour; +besides which, a figure is nothing without a setting, and our young man +came and went every day, with rather an indifferent, unperceiving step, +it is true, among the objects I have briefly designated. One of his +rooms was directly above the street-door of the house; such a dormitory, +when it is so exiguous, is called in the nomenclature of New York a +"hall bedroom." The sitting-room, beside it, was slightly larger, and +they both commanded a row of tenements no less degenerate than Ransom's +own habitation--houses built forty years before, and already sere and +superannuated. These were also painted red, and the bricks were +accentuated by a white line; they were garnished, on the first floor, +with balconies covered with small tin roofs, striped in different +colours, and with an elaborate iron lattice-work, which gave them a +repressive, cage-like appearance, and caused them slightly to resemble +the little boxes for peeping unseen into the street, which are a feature +of oriental towns. Such posts of observation commanded a view of the +grocery on the corner, of the relaxed and disjointed roadway, enlivened +at the curbstone with an occasional ash-barrel or with gas-lamps +drooping from the perpendicular, and westward, at the end of the +truncated vista, of the fantastic skeleton of the Elevated Railway, +overhanging the transverse longitudinal street, which it darkened and +smothered with the immeasurable spinal column and myriad clutching paws +of an antediluvian monster. If the opportunity were not denied me here, +I should like to give some account of Basil Ransom's interior, of +certain curious persons of both sexes, for the most part not favourites +of fortune, who had found an obscure asylum there; some picture of the +crumpled little _table d'hôte_, at two dollars and a half a week, where +everything felt sticky, which went forward in the low-ceiled basement, +under the conduct of a couple of shuffling negresses, who mingled in the +conversation and indulged in low, mysterious chuckles when it took a +facetious turn. But we need, in strictness, concern ourselves with it no +further than to gather the implication that the young Mississippian, +even a year and a half after that momentous visit of his to Boston, had +not made his profession very lucrative. + +He had been diligent, he had been ambitious, but he had not yet been +successful. During the few weeks preceding the moment at which we meet +him again, he had even begun to lose faith altogether in his earthly +destiny. It became much of a question with him whether success in any +form was written there; whether for a hungry young Mississippian, +without means, without friends, wanting, too, in the highest energy, the +wisdom of the serpent, personal arts and national prestige, the game of +life was to be won in New York. He had been on the point of giving it up +and returning to the home of his ancestors, where, as he heard from his +mother, there was still just a sufficient supply of hot corn-cake to +support existence. He had never believed much in his luck, but during +the last year it had been guilty of aberrations surprising even to a +constant, an imperturbable, victim of fate. Not only had he not extended +his connexion, but he had lost most of the little business which was an +object of complacency to him a twelvemonth before. He had had none but +small jobs, and he had made a mess of more than one of them. Such +accidents had not had a happy effect upon his reputation; he had been +able to perceive that this fair flower may be nipped when it is so +tender a bud as scarcely to be palpable. He had formed a partnership +with a person who seemed likely to repair some of his deficiencies--a +young man from Rhode Island, acquainted, according to his own +expression, with the inside track. But this gentleman himself, as it +turned out, would have been better for a good deal of remodelling, and +Ransom's principal deficiency, which was, after all, that of cash, was +not less apparent to him after his colleague, prior to a sudden and +unexplained departure for Europe, had drawn the slender accumulations of +the firm out of the bank. Ransom sat for hours in his office, waiting +for clients who either did not come, or, if they did come, did not seem +to find him encouraging, as they usually left him with the remark that +they would think what they would do. They thought to little purpose, and +seldom reappeared, so that at last he began to wonder whether there were +not a prejudice against his Southern complexion. Perhaps they didn't +like the way he spoke. If they could show him a better way, he was +willing to adopt it; but the manner of New York could not be acquired by +precept, and example, somehow, was not in this case contagious. He +wondered whether he were stupid and unskilled, and he was finally +obliged to confess to himself that he was unpractical. + +This confession was in itself a proof of the fact, for nothing could be +less fruitful than such a speculation, terminating in such a way. He was +perfectly aware that he cared a great deal for the theory, and so his +visitors must have thought when they found him, with one of his long +legs twisted round the other, reading a volume of De Tocqueville. That +was the land of reading he liked; he had thought a great deal about +social and economical questions, forms of government and the happiness +of peoples. The convictions he had arrived at were not such as mix +gracefully with the time-honoured verities a young lawyer looking out +for business is in the habit of taking for granted; but he had to +reflect that these doctrines would probably not contribute any more to +his prosperity in Mississippi than in New York. Indeed, he scarcely +could think of the country where they would be a particular advantage to +him. It came home to him that his opinions were stiff, whereas in +comparison his effort was lax; and he accordingly began to wonder +whether he might not make a living by his opinions. He had always had a +desire for public life; to cause one's ideas to be embodied in national +conduct appeared to him the highest form of human enjoyment. But there +was little enough that was public in his solitary studies, and he asked +himself what was the use of his having an office at all, and why he +might not as well carry on his profession at the Astor Library, where, +in his spare hours and on chance holidays, he did an immense deal of +suggestive reading. He took copious notes and memoranda, and these +things sometimes shaped themselves in a way that might possibly commend +them to the editors of periodicals. Readers perhaps would come, if +clients didn't; so he produced, with a great deal of labour, +half-a-dozen articles, from which, when they were finished, it seemed to +him that he had omitted all the points he wished most to make, and +addressed them to the powers that preside over weekly and monthly +publications. They were all declined with thanks, and he would have been +forced to believe that the accent of his languid clime brought him luck +as little under the pen as on the lips, had not another explanation been +suggested by one of the more explicit of his oracles, in relation to a +paper on the rights of minorities. This gentleman pointed out that his +doctrines were about three hundred years behind the age; doubtless some +magazine of the sixteenth century would have been very happy to print +them. This threw light on his own suspicion that he was attached to +causes that could only, in the nature of things, be unpopular. The +disagreeable editor was right about his being out of date, only he had +got the time wrong. He had come centuries too soon; he was not too old, +but too new. Such an impression, however, would not have prevented him +from going into politics, if there had been any other way to represent +constituencies than by being elected. People might be found eccentric +enough to vote for him in Mississippi, but meanwhile where should he +find the twenty-dollar greenbacks which it was his ambition to transmit +from time to time to his female relations, confined so constantly to a +farinaceous diet? It came over him with some force that his opinions +would not yield interest, and the evaporation of this pleasing +hypothesis made him feel like a man in an open boat, at sea, who should +just have parted with his last rag of canvas. + +I shall not attempt a complete description of Ransom's ill-starred +views, being convinced that the reader will guess them as he goes, for +they had a frolicsome, ingenious way of peeping out of the young man's +conversation. I shall do them sufficient justice in saying that he was +by natural disposition a good deal of a stoic, and that, as the result +of a considerable intellectual experience, he was, in social and +political matters, a reactionary. I suppose he was very conceited, for +he was much addicted to judging his age. He thought it talkative, +querulous, hysterical, maudlin, full of false ideas, of unhealthy germs, +of extravagant, dissipated habits, for which a great reckoning was in +store. He was an immense admirer of the late Thomas Carlyle, and was +very suspicious of the encroachments of modern democracy. I know not +exactly how these queer heresies had planted themselves, but he had a +longish pedigree (it had flowered at one time with English royalists and +cavaliers), and he seemed at moments to be inhabited by some transmitted +spirit of a robust but narrow ancestor, some broad-faced wig-wearer or +sword-bearer, with a more primitive conception of manhood than our +modern temperament appears to require, and a programme of human felicity +much less varied. He liked his pedigree, he revered his forefathers, and +he rather pitied those who might come after him. In saying so, however, +I betray him a little, for he never mentioned such feelings as these. +Though he thought the age too talkative, as I have hinted, he liked to +talk as well as any one; but he could hold his tongue, if that were more +expressive, and he usually did so when his perplexities were greatest. +He had been sitting for several evenings in a beer-cellar, smoking his +pipe with a profundity of reticence. This attitude was so unbroken that +it marked a crisis--the complete, the acute consciousness of his +personal situation. It was the cheapest way he knew of spending an +evening. At this particular establishment the _Schoppen_ were very tall +and the beer was very good; and as the host and most of the guests were +German, and their colloquial tongue was unknown to him, he was not drawn +into any undue expenditure of speech. He watched his smoke and he +thought, thought so hard that at last he appeared to himself to have +exhausted the thinkable. When this moment of combined relief and dismay +arrived (on the last of the evenings that we are concerned with), he +took his way down Third Avenue and reached his humble dwelling. Till +within a short time there had been a resource for him at such an hour +and in such a mood; a little variety-actress, who lived in the house, +and with whom he had established the most cordial relations, was often +having her supper (she took it somewhere, every night, after the +theatre) in the dim, close dining-room, and he used to drop in and talk +to her. But she had lately married, to his great amusement, and her +husband had taken her on a wedding-tour, which was to be at the same +time professional. On this occasion he mounted, with rather a heavy +tread, to his rooms, where (on the rickety writing-table in the parlour) +he found a note from Mrs. Luna. I need not reproduce it _in extenso_; a +pale reflexion of it will serve. She reproached him with neglecting her, +wanted to know what had become of him, whether he had grown too +fashionable for a person who cared only for serious society. She accused +him of having changed, and inquired as to the reason of his coldness. +Was it too much to ask whether he could tell her at least in what manner +she had offended him? She used to think they were so much in +sympathy--he expressed her own ideas about everything so vividly. She +liked intellectual companionship, and she had none now. She hoped very +much he would come and see her--as he used to do six months before--the +following evening; and however much she might have sinned or he might +have altered, she was at least always his affectionate cousin Adeline. + +"What the deuce does she want of me now?" It was with this somewhat +ungracious exclamation that he tossed away his cousin Adeline's missive. +The gesture might have indicated that he meant to take no notice of her; +nevertheless, after a day had elapsed, he presented himself before her. +He knew what she wanted of old--that is, a year ago; she had wanted him +to look after her property and to be tutor to her son. He had lent +himself, good-naturedly, to this desire--he was touched by so much +confidence--but the experiment had speedily collapsed. Mrs. Luna's +affairs were in the hands of trustees, who had complete care of them, +and Ransom instantly perceived that his function would be simply to +meddle in things that didn't concern him. The levity with which she had +exposed him to the derision of the lawful guardians of her fortune +opened his eyes to some of the dangers of cousinship; nevertheless he +said to himself that he might turn an honest penny by giving an hour or +two every day to the education of her little boy. But this, too, proved +a brief illusion. Ransom had to find his time in the afternoon; he left +his business at five o'clock and remained with his young kinsman till +the hour of dinner. At the end of a few weeks he thought himself lucky +in retiring without broken shins. That Newton's little nature was +remarkable had often been insisted on by his mother; but it was +remarkable, Ransom saw, for the absence of any of the qualities which +attach a teacher to a pupil. He was in truth an insufferable child, +entertaining for the Latin language a personal, physical hostility, +which expressed itself in convulsions of rage. During these paroxysms he +kicked furiously at every one and everything--at poor "Rannie," at his +mother, at Messrs. Andrews and Stoddard, at the illustrious men of Rome, +at the universe in general, to which, as he lay on his back on the +carpet, he presented a pair of singularly active little heels. Mrs. Luna +had a way of being present at his lessons, and when they passed, as +sooner or later they were sure to, into the stage I have described, she +interceded for her overwrought darling, reminded Ransom that these were +the signs of an exquisite sensibility, begged that the child might be +allowed to rest a little, and spent the remainder of the time in +conversation with the preceptor. It came to seem to him, very soon, that +he was not earning his fee; besides which, it was disagreeable to him to +have pecuniary relations with a lady who had not the art of concealing +from him that she liked to place him under obligations. He resigned his +tutorship, and drew a long breath, having a vague feeling that he had +escaped a danger. He could not have told you exactly what it was, and he +had a certain sentimental, provincial respect for women which even +prevented him from attempting to give a name to it in his own thoughts. +He was addicted with the ladies to the old forms of address and of +gallantry; he held that they were delicate, agreeable creatures, whom +Providence had placed under the protection of the bearded sex; and it +was not merely a humorous idea with him that whatever might be the +defects of Southern gentlemen, they were at any rate remarkable for +their chivalry. He was a man who still, in a slangy age, could pronounce +that word with a perfectly serious face. + +This boldness did not prevent him from thinking that women were +essentially inferior to men, and infinitely tiresome when they declined +to accept the lot which men had made for them. He had the most definite +notions about their place in nature, in society, and was perfectly easy +in his mind as to whether it excluded them from any proper homage. The +chivalrous man paid that tax with alacrity. He admitted their rights; +these consisted in a standing claim to the generosity and tenderness of +the stronger race. The exercise of such feelings was full of advantage +for both sexes, and they flowed most freely, of course, when women were +gracious and grateful. It may be said that he had a higher conception of +politeness than most of the persons who desired the advent of female +law-makers. When I have added that he hated to see women eager and +argumentative, and thought that their softness and docility were the +inspiration, the opportunity (the highest) of man, I shall have sketched +a state of mind which will doubtless strike many readers as painfully +crude. It had prevented Basil Ransom, at any rate, from putting the dots +on his _i_'s, as the French say, in this gradual discovery that Mrs. +Luna was making love to him. The process went on a long time before he +became aware of it. He had perceived very soon that she was a +tremendously familiar little woman--that she took, more rapidly than he +had ever known, a high degree of intimacy for granted. But as she had +seemed to him neither very fresh nor very beautiful, so he could not +easily have represented to himself why she should take it into her head +to marry (it would never have occurred to him to doubt that she wanted +marriage) an obscure and penniless Mississippian, with womenkind of his +own to provide for. He could not guess that he answered to a certain +secret ideal of Mrs. Luna's, who loved the landed gentry even when +landless, who adored a Southerner under any circumstances, who thought +her kinsman a fine, manly, melancholy, disinterested type, and who was +sure that her views of public matters, the questions of the age, the +vulgar character of modern life, would meet with a perfect response in +his mind. She could see by the way he talked that he was a conservative, +and this was the motto inscribed upon her own silken banner. She took +this unpopular line both by temperament and by reaction from her +sister's "extreme" views, the sight of the dreadful people that they +brought about her. In reality, Olive was distinguished and +discriminating, and Adeline was the dupe of confusions in which the +worse was apt to be mistaken for the better. She talked to Ransom about +the inferiority of republics, the distressing persons she had met abroad +in the legations of the United States, the bad manners of servants and +shopkeepers in that country, the hope she entertained that "the good old +families" would make a stand; but he never suspected that she cultivated +these topics (her treatment of them struck him as highly comical) for +the purpose of leading him to the altar, of beguiling the way. Least of +all could he suppose that she would be indifferent to his want of +income--a point in which he failed to do her justice; for, thinking the +fact that he had remained poor a proof of delicacy in that shopkeeping +age, it gave her much pleasure to reflect that, as Newton's little +property was settled on him (with safeguards which showed how +long-headed poor Mr. Luna had been, and large-hearted, too, since to +what he left _her_ no disagreeable conditions, such as eternal mourning, +for instance, were attached)--that as Newton, I say, enjoyed the +pecuniary independence which befitted his character, her own income was +ample even for two, and she might give herself the luxury of taking a +husband who should owe her something. Basil Ransom did not divine all +this, but he divined that it was not for nothing that Mrs. Luna wrote +him little notes every other day, that she proposed to drive him in the +Park at unnatural hours, and that when he said he had his business to +attend to, she replied: "Oh, a plague on your business! I am sick of +that word--one hears of nothing else in America. There are ways of +getting on without business, if you would only take them!" He seldom +answered her notes, and he disliked extremely the way in which, in spite +of her love of form and order, she attempted to clamber in at the window +of one's house when one had locked the door; so that he began to +interspace his visits considerably, and at last made them very rare. +When I reflect on his habits of almost superstitious politeness to +women, it comes over me that some very strong motive must have operated +to make him give his friendly--his only too friendly--cousin the cold +shoulder. Nevertheless, when he received her reproachful letter (after +it had had time to work a little), he said to himself that he had +perhaps been unjust and even brutal, and as he was easily touched by +remorse of this kind, he took up the broken thread. + + + + +XXII + + +As he sat with Mrs. Luna, in her little back drawing-room, under the +lamp, he felt rather more tolerant than before of the pressure she could +not help putting upon him. Several months had elapsed, and he was no +nearer to the sort of success he had hoped for. It stole over him gently +that there was another sort, pretty visibly open to him, not so elevated +nor so manly, it is true, but on which he should after all, perhaps, be +able to reconcile it with his honour to fall back. Mrs. Luna had had an +inspiration; for once in her life she had held her tongue. She had not +made him a scene, there had been no question of an explanation; she had +received him as if he had been there the day before, with the addition +of a spice of mysterious melancholy. She might have made up her mind +that she had lost him as what she had hoped, but that it was better than +desolation to try and keep him as a friend. It was as if she wished him +to see now how she tried. She was subdued and consolatory, she waited +upon him, moved away a screen that intercepted the fire, remarked that +he looked very tired, and rang for some tea. She made no inquiry about +his affairs, never asked if he had been busy and prosperous; and this +reticence struck him as unexpectedly delicate and discreet; it was as if +she had guessed, by a subtle feminine faculty, that his professional +career was nothing to boast of. There was a simplicity in him which +permitted him to wonder whether she had not improved. The lamp-light was +soft, the fire crackled pleasantly, everything that surrounded him +betrayed a woman's taste and touch; the place was decorated and +cushioned in perfection, delightfully private and personal, the picture +of a well-appointed home. Mrs. Luna had complained of the difficulties +of installing one's self in America, but Ransom remembered that he had +received an impression similar to this in her sister's house in Boston, +and reflected that these ladies had, as a family-trait, the art of +making themselves comfortable. It was better for a winter's evening than +the German beer-cellar (Mrs. Luna's tea was excellent), and his hostess +herself appeared to-night almost as amiable as the variety-actress. At +the end of an hour he felt, I will not say almost marriageable, but +almost married. Images of leisure played before him, leisure in which he +saw himself covering foolscap paper with his views on several subjects, +and with favourable illustrations of Southern eloquence. It became +tolerably vivid to him that if editors wouldn't print one's +lucubrations, it would be a comfort to feel that one was able to publish +them at one's own expense. + +He had a moment of almost complete illusion. Mrs. Luna had taken up her +bit of crochet; she was sitting opposite to him, on the other side of +the fire. Her white hands moved with little jerks as she took her +stitches, and her rings flashed and twinkled in the light of the hearth. +Her head fell a little to one side, exhibiting the plumpness of her chin +and neck, and her dropped eyes (it gave her a little modest air) rested +quietly on her work. A silence of a few moments had fallen upon their +talk, and Adeline--who decidedly _had_ improved--appeared also to feel +the charm of it, not to wish to break it. Basil Ransom was conscious of +all this, and at the same time he was vaguely engaged in a speculation. +If it gave one time, if it gave one leisure, was not that in itself a +high motive? Thorough study of the question he cared for most--was not +the chance for _that_ an infinitely desirable good? He seemed to see +himself, to feel himself, in that very chair, in the evenings of the +future, reading some indispensable book in the still lamp-light--Mrs. +Luna knew where to get such pretty mellowing shades. Should he not be +able to act in that way upon the public opinion of his time, to check +certain tendencies, to point out certain dangers, to indulge in much +salutary criticism? Was it not one's duty to put one's self in the best +conditions for such action? And as the silence continued he almost fell +to musing on his duty, almost persuaded himself that the moral law +commanded him to marry Mrs. Luna. She looked up presently from her work, +their eyes met, and she smiled. He might have believed she had guessed +what he was thinking of. This idea startled him, alarmed him a little, +so that when Mrs. Luna said, with her sociable manner, "There is nothing +I like so much, of a winter's night, as a cosy _tête-à-tête_ by the +fire. It's quite like Darby and Joan; what a pity the kettle has ceased +singing!"--when she uttered these insinuating words he gave himself a +little imperceptible shake, which was, however, enough to break the +spell, and made no response more direct than to ask her, in a moment, in +a tone of cold, mild curiosity, whether she had lately heard from her +sister, and how long Miss Chancellor intended to remain in Europe. + +"Well, you _have_ been living in your hole!" Mrs. Luna exclaimed. "Olive +came home six weeks ago. How long did you expect her to endure it?" + +"I am sure I don't know; I have never been there," Ransom replied. + +"Yes, that's what I like you for," Mrs. Luna remarked sweetly. "If a man +is nice without it, it's such a pleasant change." + +The young man started, then gave a natural laugh. "Lord, how few reasons +there must be!" + +"Oh, I mention that one because I can tell it. I shouldn't care to tell +the others." + +"I am glad you have some to fall back upon, the day I should go," Ransom +went on. "I thought you thought so much of Europe." + +"So I do; but it isn't everything," said Mrs. Luna philosophically. "You +had better go there with me," she added, with a certain inconsequence. + +"One would go to the end of the world with so irresistible a lady!" +Ransom exclaimed, falling into the tone which Mrs. Luna always found so +unsatisfactory. It was a part of his Southern gallantry--his accent +always came out strongly when he said anything of that sort--and it +committed him to nothing in particular. She had had occasion to wish, +more than once, that he wouldn't be so beastly polite, as she used to +hear people say in England. She answered that she didn't care about +ends, she cared about beginnings; but he didn't take up the declaration; +he returned to the subject of Olive, wanted to know what she had done +over there, whether she had worked them up much. + +"Oh, of course, she fascinated every one," said Mrs. Luna. "With her +grace and beauty, her general style, how could she help that?" + +"But did she bring them round, did she swell the host that is prepared +to march under her banner?" + +"I suppose she saw plenty of the strong-minded, plenty of vicious old +maids, and fanatics, and frumps. But I haven't the least idea what she +accomplished--what they call 'wonders,' I suppose." + +"Didn't you see her when she returned?" Basil Ransom asked. + +"How could I see her? I can see pretty far, but I can't see all the way +to Boston." And then, in explaining that it was at this port that her +sister had disembarked, Mrs. Luna further inquired whether he could +imagine Olive doing anything in a first-rate way, as long as there were +inferior ones. "Of course she likes bad ships--Boston steamers--just as +she likes common people, and red-haired hoydens, and preposterous +doctrines." + +Ransom was silent a moment. "Do you mean the--a--rather striking young +lady whom I met in Boston a year ago last October? What was her +name?--Miss Tarrant? Does Miss Chancellor like her as much as ever?" + +"Mercy! don't you know she took her to Europe? It was to form _her_ mind +she went. Didn't I tell you that last summer? You used to come to see me +then." + +"Oh yes, I remember," Ransom said, rather musingly. "And did she bring +her back?" + +"Gracious, you don't suppose she would leave her! Olive thinks she's +born to regenerate the world." + +"I remember you telling me that, too. It comes back to me. Well, is her +mind formed?" + +"As I haven't seen it, I cannot tell you." + +"Aren't you going on there to see----" + +"To see whether Miss Tarrant's mind is formed?" Mrs. Luna broke in. "I +will go if you would like me to. I remember your being immensely excited +about her that time you met her. Don't you recollect that?" + +Ransom hesitated an instant. "I can't say I do. It is too long ago." + +"Yes, I have no doubt that's the way you change, about women! Poor Miss +Tarrant, if she thinks she made an impression on you!" + +"She won't think about such things as that, if her mind has been formed +by your sister," Ransom said. "It does come back to me now, what you +told me about the growth of their intimacy. And do they mean to go on +living together for ever?" + +"I suppose so--unless some one should take it into his head to marry +Verena." + +"Verena--is that her name?" Ransom asked. + +Mrs. Luna looked at him with a suspended needle. "Well! have you +forgotten that too? You told me yourself you thought it so pretty, that +time in Boston, when you walked me up the hill." Ransom declared that he +remembered that walk, but didn't remember everything he had said to her; +and she suggested, very satirically, that perhaps he would like to marry +Verena himself--he seemed so interested in her. Ransom shook his head +sadly, and said he was afraid he was not in a position to marry; +whereupon Mrs. Luna asked him what he meant--did he mean (after a +moment's hesitation) that he was too poor? + +"Never in the world--I am very rich; I make an enormous income!" the +young man exclaimed; so that, remarking his tone, and the slight flush +of annoyance that rose to his face, Mrs. Luna was quick enough to judge +that she had overstepped the mark. She remembered (she ought to have +remembered before) that he had never taken her in the least into his +confidence about his affairs. That was not the Southern way, and he was +at least as proud as he was poor. In this surmise she was just; Basil +Ransom would have despised himself if he had been capable of confessing +to a woman that he couldn't make a living. Such questions were none of +their business (their business was simply to be provided for, practise +the domestic virtues, and be charmingly grateful), and there was, to his +sense, something almost indecent in talking about them. Mrs. Luna felt +doubly sorry for him as she perceived that he denied himself the luxury +of sympathy (that is, of hers), and the vague but comprehensive sigh +that passed her lips as she took up her crochet again was unusually +expressive of helplessness. She said that of course she knew how great +his talents were--he could do anything he wanted; and Basil Ransom +wondered for a moment whether, if she were to ask him point-blank to +marry her, it would be consistent with the high courtesy of a Southern +gentleman to refuse. After she should be his wife he might of course +confess to her that he was too poor to marry, for in that relation even +a Southern gentleman of the highest tone must sometimes unbend. But he +didn't in the least long for this arrangement, and was conscious that +the most pertinent sequel to her conjecture would be for him to take up +his hat and walk away. + +Within five minutes, however, he had come to desire to do this almost as +little as to marry Mrs. Luna. He wanted to hear more about the girl who +lived with Olive Chancellor. Something had revived in him--an old +curiosity, an image half effaced--when he learned that she had come back +to America. He had taken a wrong impression from what Mrs. Luna said, +nearly a year before, about her sister's visit to Europe; he had +supposed it was to be a long absence, that Miss Chancellor wanted +perhaps to get the little prophetess away from her parents, possibly +even away from some amorous entanglement. Then, no doubt, they wanted to +study up the woman-question with the facilities that Europe would offer; +he didn't know much about Europe, but he had an idea that it was a great +place for facilities. His knowledge of Miss Chancellor's departure, +accompanied by her young companion, had checked at the time, on Ransom's +part, a certain habit of idle but none the less entertaining retrospect. +His life, on the whole, had not been rich in episode, and that little +chapter of his visit to his queer, clever, capricious cousin, with his +evening at Miss Birdseye's, and his glimpse, repeated on the morrow, of +the strange, beautiful, ridiculous, red-haired young _improvisatrice_, +unrolled itself in his memory like a page of interesting fiction. The +page seemed to fade, however, when he heard that the two girls had gone, +for an indefinite time, to unknown lands; this carried them out of his +range, spoiled the perspective, diminished their actuality; so that for +several months past, with his increase of anxiety about his own affairs, +and the low pitch of his spirits, he had not thought at all about Verena +Tarrant. The fact that she was once more in Boston, with a certain +contiguity that it seemed to imply between Boston and New York, +presented itself now as important and agreeable. He was conscious that +this was rather an anomaly, and his consciousness made him, had already +made him, dissimulate slightly. He did not pick up his hat to go; he sat +in his chair taking his chance of the tax which Mrs. Luna might lay upon +his urbanity. He remembered that he had not made, as yet, any very eager +inquiry about Newton, who at this late hour had succumbed to the only +influence that tames the untamable and was sleeping the sleep of +childhood, if not of innocence. Ransom repaired his neglect in a manner +which elicited the most copious response from his hostess. The boy had +had a good many tutors since Ransom gave him up, and it could not be +said that his education languished. Mrs. Luna spoke with pride of the +manner in which he went through them; if he did not master his lessons, +he mastered his teachers, and she had the happy conviction that she gave +him every advantage. Ransom's delay was diplomatic, but at the end of +ten minutes he returned to the young ladies in Boston; he asked why, +with their aggressive programme, one hadn't begun to feel their onset, +why the echoes of Miss Tarrant's eloquence hadn't reached his ears. +Hadn't she come out yet in public? was she not coming to stir them up in +New York? He hoped she hadn't broken down. + +"She didn't seem to break down last summer, at the Female Convention," +Mrs. Luna replied. "Have you forgotten that too? Didn't I tell you of +the sensation she produced there, and of what I heard from Boston about +it? Do you mean to say I didn't give you that "Transcript," with the +report of her great speech? It was just before they sailed for Europe; +she went off with flying colours, in a blaze of fireworks." Ransom +protested that he had not heard this affair mentioned till that moment, +and then, when they compared dates, they found it had taken place just +after his last visit to Mrs. Luna. This, of course, gave her a chance to +say that he had treated her even worse than she supposed; it had been +her impression, at any rate, that they had talked together about +Verena's sudden bound into fame. Apparently she confounded him with some +one else, that was very possible; he was not to suppose that he occupied +such a distinct place in her mind, especially when she might die twenty +deaths before he came near her. Ransom demurred to the implication that +Miss Tarrant was famous; if she were famous, wouldn't she be in the New +York papers? He hadn't seen her there, and he had no recollection of +having encountered any mention at the time (last June, was it?) of her +exploits at the Female Convention. A local reputation doubtless she had, +but that had been the case a year and a half before, and what was +expected of her then was to become a first-class national glory. He was +willing to believe that she had created some excitement in Boston, but +he shouldn't attach much importance to that till one began to see her +photograph in the stores. Of course, one must give her time, but he had +supposed Miss Chancellor was going to put her through faster. + +If he had taken a contradictious tone on purpose to draw Mrs. Luna out, +he could not have elicited more of the information he desired. It was +perfectly true that he had seen no reference to Verena's performances in +the preceding June; there were periods when the newspapers seemed to him +so idiotic that for weeks he never looked at one. He learned from Mrs. +Luna that it was not Olive who had sent her the "Transcript" and in +letters had added some private account of the doings at the convention +to the testimony of that amiable sheet; she had been indebted for this +service to a "gentleman-friend," who wrote her everything that happened +in Boston, and what every one had every day for dinner. Not that it was +necessary for her happiness to know; but the gentleman she spoke of +didn't know what to invent to please her. A Bostonian couldn't imagine +that one didn't want to know, and that was their idea of ingratiating +themselves, or, at any rate, it was his, poor man. Olive would never +have gone into particulars about Verena; she regarded her sister as +quite too much one of the profane, and knew Adeline couldn't understand +why, when she took to herself a bosom-friend, she should have been at +such pains to select her in just the most dreadful class in the +community. Verena was a perfect little adventuress, and quite third-rate +into the bargain; but, of course, she was a pretty girl enough, if one +cared for hair of the colour of cochineal. As for her people, they were +too absolutely awful; it was exactly as if she, Mrs. Luna, had struck up +an intimacy with the daughter of her chiropodist. It took Olive to +invent such monstrosities, and to think she was doing something great +for humanity when she did so; though, in spite of her wanting to turn +everything over, and put the lowest highest, she could be just as +contemptuous and invidious, when it came to really mixing, as if she +were some grand old duchess. She must do her the justice to say that she +hated the Tarrants, the father and mother; but, all the same, she let +Verena run to and fro between Charles Street and the horrible hole they +lived in, and Adeline knew from that gentleman who wrote so copiously +that the girl now and then spent a week at a time at Cambridge. Her +mother, who had been ill for some weeks, wanted her to sleep there. Mrs. +Luna knew further, by her correspondent, that Verena had--or had had the +winter before--a great deal of attention from gentlemen. She didn't know +how she worked that into the idea that the female sex was sufficient to +itself; but she had grounds for saying that this was one reason why +Olive had taken her abroad. She was afraid Verena would give in to some +man, and she wanted to make a break. Of course, any such giving in would +be very awkward for a young woman who shrieked out on platforms that old +maids were the highest type. Adeline guessed Olive had perfect control +of her now, unless indeed she used the expeditions to Cambridge as a +cover for meeting gentlemen. She was an artful little minx, and cared as +much for the rights of women as she did for the Panama Canal; the only +right of a woman she wanted was to climb up on top of something, where +the men could look at her. She would stay with Olive as long as it +served her purpose, because Olive, with her great respectability, could +push her, and counteract the effect of her low relations, to say nothing +of paying all her expenses and taking her the tour of Europe. "But, mark +my words," said Mrs. Luna, "she will give Olive the greatest cut she has +ever had in her life. She will run off with some lion-tamer; she will +marry a circus-man!" And Mrs. Luna added that it would serve Olive +Chancellor right. But she would take it hard; look out for tantrums +then! + +Basil Ransom's emotions were peculiar while his hostess delivered +herself, in a manner at once casual and emphatic, of these rather +insidious remarks. He took them all in, for they represented to him +certain very interesting facts; but he perceived at the same time that +Mrs. Luna didn't know what she was talking about. He had seen Verena +Tarrant only twice in his life, but it was no use telling him that she +was an adventuress--though, certainly, it _was_ very likely she would +end by giving Miss Chancellor a cut. He chuckled, with a certain +grimness, as this image passed before him; it was not unpleasing, the +idea that he should be avenged (for it would avenge him to know it) upon +the wanton young woman who had invited him to come and see her in order +simply to slap his face. But he had an odd sense of having lost +something in not knowing of the other girl's appearance at the Women's +Convention--a vague feeling that he had been cheated and trifled with. +The complaint was idle, inasmuch as it was not probable he could have +gone to Boston to listen to her; but it represented to him that he had +not shared, even dimly and remotely, in an event which concerned her +very closely. Why should he share, and what was more natural than that +the things which concerned her closely should not concern him at all? +This question came to him only as he walked home that evening; for the +moment it remained quite in abeyance: therefore he was free to feel also +that his imagination had been rather starved by his ignorance of the +fact that she was near him again (comparatively), that she was in the +dimness of the horizon (no longer beyond the curve of the globe), and +yet he had not perceived it. This sense of personal loss, as I have +called it, made him feel, further, that he had something to make up, to +recover. He could scarcely have told you how he would go about it; but +the idea, formless though it was, led him in a direction very different +from the one he had been following a quarter of an hour before. As he +watched it dance before him he fell into another silence, in the midst +of which Mrs. Luna gave him another mystic smile. The effect of it was +to make him rise to his feet; the whole landscape of his mind had +suddenly been illuminated. Decidedly, it was _not_ his duty to marry +Mrs. Luna, in order to have means to pursue his studies; he jerked +himself back, as if he had been on the point of it. + +"You don't mean to say you are going already? I haven't said half I +wanted to!" she exclaimed. + +He glanced at the clock, saw it was not yet late, took a turn about the +room, then sat down again in a different place, while she followed him +with her eyes, wondering what was the matter with him. Ransom took good +care not to ask her what it was she had still to say, and perhaps it was +to prevent her telling him that he now began to talk, freely, quickly, +in quite a new tone. He stayed half an hour longer, and made himself +very agreeable. It seemed to Mrs. Luna now that he had every distinction +(she had known he had most), that he was really a charming man. He +abounded in conversation, till at last he took up his hat in earnest; he +talked about the state of the South, its social peculiarities, the ruin +wrought by the war, the dilapidated gentry, the queer types of +superannuated fire-eaters, ragged and unreconciled, all the pathos and +all the comedy of it, making her laugh at one moment, almost cry at +another, and say to herself throughout that when he took it into his +head there was no one who could make a lady's evening pass so +pleasantly. It was only afterwards that she asked herself why he had not +taken it into his head till the last, so quickly. She delighted in the +dilapidated gentry; her taste was completely different from her +sister's, who took an interest only in the lower class, as it struggled +to rise; what Adeline cared for was the fallen aristocracy (it seemed to +be falling everywhere very much; was not Basil Ransom an example of it? +was he not like a French _gentilhomme de province_ after the Revolution? +or an old monarchical _émigré_ from the Languedoc?), the despoiled +patriciate, I say, whose attitude was noble and touching, and toward +whom one might exercise a charity as discreet as their pride was +sensitive. In all Mrs. Luna's visions of herself, her discretion was the +leading feature. "Are you going to let ten years elapse again before you +come?" she asked, as Basil Ransom bade her good-night. "You must let me +know, because between this and your next visit I shall have time to go +to Europe and come back. I shall take care to arrive the day before." + +Instead of answering this sally, Ransom said, "Are you not going one of +these days to Boston? Are you not going to pay your sister another +visit?" + +Mrs. Luna stared. "What good will that do _you_? Excuse my stupidity," +she added; "of course, it gets me away. Thank you very much!" + +"I don't want you to go away; but I want to hear more about Miss Olive." + +"Why in the world? You know you loathe her!" Here, before Ransom could +reply, Mrs. Luna again overtook herself. "I verily believe that by Miss +Olive you mean Miss Verena!" Her eyes charged him a moment with this +perverse intention; then she exclaimed, "Basil Ransom, _are_ you in love +with that creature?" + +He gave a perfectly natural laugh, not pleading guilty, in order to +practise on Mrs. Luna, but expressing the simple state of the case. "How +should I be? I have seen her but twice in my life." + +"If you had seen her more, I shouldn't be afraid! Fancy your wanting to +pack me off to Boston!" his hostess went on. "I am in no hurry to stay +with Olive again; besides, that girl takes up the whole house. You had +better go there yourself." + +"I should like nothing better," said Ransom. + +"Perhaps you would like me to ask Verena to spend a month with me--it +might be a way of attracting you to the house," Adeline went on, in the +tone of exuberant provocation. + +Ransom was on the point of replying that it would be a better way than +any other, but he checked himself in time; he had never yet, even in +joke, made so crude, so rude a speech to a lady. You only knew when he +was joking with women by his super-added civility. "I beg you to believe +there is nothing I would do for any woman in the world that I wouldn't +do for you," he said, bending, for the last time, over Mrs. Luna's plump +hand. + +"I shall remember that and keep you up to it!" she cried after him, as +he went. But even with this rather lively exchange of vows he felt that +he had got off rather easily. He walked slowly up Fifth Avenue, into +which, out of Adeline's cross-street, he had turned, by the light of a +fine winter moon; and at every corner he stopped a minute, lingered in +meditation, while he exhaled a soft, vague sigh. This was an +unconscious, involuntary expression of relief, such as a man might utter +who had seen himself on the point of being run over and yet felt that he +was whole. He didn't trouble himself much to ask what had saved him; +whatever it was it had produced a reaction, so that he felt rather +ashamed of having found his look-out of late so blank. By the time he +reached his lodgings, his ambition, his resolution, had rekindled; he +had remembered that he formerly supposed he was a man of ability, that +nothing particular had occurred to make him doubt it (the evidence was +only negative, not positive), and that at any rate he was young enough +to have another try. He whistled that night as he went to bed. + + + + +XXIII + + +Three weeks afterward he stood in front of Olive Chancellor's house, +looking up and down the street and hesitating. He had told Mrs. Luna +that he should like nothing better than to make another journey to +Boston; and it was not simply because he liked it that he had come. I +was on the point of saying that a happy chance had favoured him, but it +occurs to me that one is under no obligation to call chances by +nattering epithets when they have been waited for so long. At any rate, +the darkest hour is before the dawn; and a few days after that +melancholy evening I have described, which Ransom spent in his German +beer-cellar, before a single glass, soon emptied, staring at his future +with an unremunerated eye, he found that the world appeared to have need +of him yet. The "party," as he would have said (I cannot pretend that +his speech was too heroic for that), for whom he had transacted business +in Boston so many months before, and who had expressed at the time but a +limited appreciation of his services (there had been between the lawyer +and his client a divergence of judgement), observing, apparently, that +they proved more fruitful than he expected, had reopened the affair and +presently requested Ransom to transport himself again to the sister +city. His errand demanded more time than before, and for three days he +gave it his constant attention. On the fourth he found he was still +detained; he should have to wait till the evening--some important papers +were to be prepared. He determined to treat the interval as a holiday, +and he wondered what one could do in Boston to give one's morning a +festive complexion. The weather was brilliant enough to minister to any +illusion, and he strolled along the streets, taking it in. In front of +the Music Hall and of Tremont Temple he stopped, looking at the posters +in the doorway; for was it not possible that Miss Chancellor's little +friend might be just then addressing her fellow-citizens? Her name was +absent, however, and this resource seemed to mock him. He knew no one in +the place but Olive Chancellor, so there was no question of a visit to +pay. He was perfectly resolved that he would never go near _her_ again; +she was doubtless a very superior being, but she had been too rough with +him to tempt him further. Politeness, even a largely-interpreted +"chivalry", required nothing more than he had already done; he had +quitted her, the other year, without telling her that she was a vixen, +and that reticence was chivalrous enough. There was also Verena Tarrant, +of course; he saw no reason to dissemble when he spoke of her to +himself, and he allowed himself the entertainment of feeling that he +should like very much to see her again. Very likely she wouldn't seem to +him the same; the impression she had made upon him was due to some +accident of mood or circumstance; and, at any rate, any charm she might +have exhibited then had probably been obliterated by the coarsening +effect of publicity and the tonic influence of his kinswoman. It will be +observed that in this reasoning of Basil Ransom's the impression was +freely recognised, and recognised as a phenomenon still present. The +attraction might have vanished, as he said to himself, but the mental +picture of it was yet vivid. The greater the pity that he couldn't call +upon Verena (he called her by her name in his thoughts, it was so +pretty) without calling upon Olive, and that Olive was so disagreeable +as to place that effort beyond his strength. There was another +consideration, with Ransom, which eminently belonged to the man; he +believed that Miss Chancellor had conceived, in the course of those few +hours, and in a manner that formed so absurd a sequel to her having gone +out of her way to make his acquaintance, such a dislike to him that it +would be odious to her to see him again within her doors; and he would +have felt indelicate in taking warrant from her original invitation +(before she had seen him) to inflict on her a presence which he had no +reason to suppose the lapse of time had made less offensive. She had +given him no sign of pardon or penitence in any of the little ways that +are familiar to women--by sending him a message through her sister, or +even a book, a photograph, a Christmas card, or a newspaper, by the +post. He felt, in a word, not at liberty to ring at her door; he didn't +know what kind of a fit the sight of his long Mississippian person would +give her, and it was characteristic of him that he should wish so to +spare the sensibilities of a young lady whom he had not found tender; +being ever as willing to let women off easily in the particular case as +he was fixed in the belief that the sex in general requires watching. + +Nevertheless, he found himself, at the end of half an hour, standing on +the only spot in Charles Street which had any significance for him. It +had occurred to him that if he couldn't call upon Verena without calling +upon Olive, he should be exempt from that condition if he called upon +Mrs. Tarrant. It was not her mother, truly, who had asked him, it was +the girl herself; and he was conscious, as a candid young American, that +a mother is always less accessible, more guarded by social prejudice, +than a daughter. But he was at a pass in which it was permissible to +strain a point, and he took his way in the direction in which he knew +that Cambridge lay, remembering that Miss Tarrant's invitation had +reference to that quarter and that Mrs. Luna had given him further +evidence. Had she not said that Verena often went back there for visits +of several days--that her mother had been ill and she gave her much +care? There was nothing inconceivable in her being engaged at that hour +(it was getting to be one o'clock) in one of those expeditions--nothing +impossible in the chance that he might find her in Cambridge. The +chance, at any rate, was worth taking; Cambridge, moreover, was worth +seeing, and it was as good a way as another of keeping his holiday. It +occurred to him, indeed, that Cambridge was a big place, and that he had +no particular address. This reflexion overtook him just as he reached +Olive's house, which, oddly enough, he was obliged to pass on his way to +the mysterious suburb. That is partly why he paused there; he asked +himself for a moment why he shouldn't ring the bell and obtain his +needed information from the servant, who would be sure to be able to +give it to him. He had just dismissed this method, as of questionable +taste, when he heard the door of the house open, within the deep +embrasure in which, in Charles Street, the main portals are set, and +which are partly occupied by a flight of steps protected at the bottom +by a second door, whose upper half, in either wing, consists of a sheet +of glass. It was a minute before he could see who had come out, and in +that minute he had time to turn away and then to turn back again, and to +wonder which of the two inmates would appear to him, or whether he +should behold neither or both. + +The person who had issued from the house descended the steps very +slowly, as if on purpose to give him time to escape; and when at last +the glass doors were divided they disclosed a little old lady. Ransom +was disappointed; such an apparition was so scantily to his purpose. But +the next minute his spirits rose again, for he was sure that he had seen +the little old lady before. She stopped on the side-walk, and looked +vaguely about her, in the manner of a person waiting for an omnibus or a +street-car; she had a dingy, loosely-habited air, as if she had worn her +clothes for many years and yet was even now imperfectly acquainted with +them; a large, benignant face, caged in by the glass of her spectacles, +which seemed to cover it almost equally everywhere, and a fat, rusty +satchel, which hung low at her side, as if it wearied her to carry it. +This gave Ransom time to recognise her; he knew in Boston no such figure +as that save Miss Birdseye. Her party, her person, the exalted account +Miss Chancellor gave of her, had kept a very distinct place in his mind; +and while she stood there in dim circumspection she came back to him as +a friend of yesterday. His necessity gave a point to the reminiscences +she evoked; it took him only a moment to reflect that she would be able +to tell him where Verena Tarrant was at that particular time, and where, +if need be, her parents lived. Her eyes rested on him, and as she saw +that he was looking at her she didn't go through the ceremony (she had +broken so completely with all conventions) of removing them; he +evidently represented nothing to her but a sentient fellow-citizen in +the enjoyment of his rights, which included that of staring. Miss +Birdseye's modesty had never pretended that it was not to be publicly +challenged; there were so many bright new motives and ideas in the world +that there might even be reasons for looking at her. When Ransom +approached her and, raising his hat with a smile, said, "Shall I stop +this car for you, Miss Birdseye?" she only looked at him more vaguely, +in her complete failure to seize the idea that this might be simply +Fame. She had trudged about the streets of Boston for fifty years, and +at no period had she received that amount of attention from dark-eyed +young men. She glanced, in an unprejudiced way, at the big +parti-coloured human van which now jingled, toward them from out of the +Cambridge road. "Well, I should like to get into it, if it will take me +home," she answered. "Is this a South End car?" + +The vehicle had been stopped by the conductor, on his perceiving Miss +Birdseye; he evidently recognised her as a frequent passenger. He went, +however, through none of the forms of reassurance beyond remarking, "You +want to get right in here--quick," but stood with his hand raised, in a +threatening way, to the cord of his signal-bell. + +"You must allow me the honour of taking you home, madam; I will tell you +who I am," Basil Ransom said, in obedience to a rapid reflexion. He +helped her into the car, the conductor pressed a fraternal hand upon her +back, and in a moment the young man was seated beside her, and the +jingling had recommenced. At that hour of the day the car was almost +empty, and they had it virtually to themselves. + +"Well, I know you are some one; I don't think you belong round here," +Miss Birdseye declared, as they proceeded. + +"I was once at your house--on a very interesting occasion. Do you +remember a party you gave, a year ago last October, to which Miss +Chancellor came, and another young lady, who made a wonderful speech?" + +"Oh yes! when Verena Tarrant moved us all so! There were a good many +there; I don't remember all." + +"I was one of them," Basil Ransom said; "I came with Miss Chancellor, +who is a kind of relation of mine, and you were very good to me." + +"What did I do?" asked Miss Birdseye candidly. Then, before he could +answer her, she recognised him. "I remember you now, and Olive bringing +you! You're a Southern gentleman--she told me about you afterwards. You +don't approve of our great struggle--you want us to be kept down." The +old lady spoke with perfect mildness, as if she had long ago done with +passion and resentment. Then she added, "Well, I presume we can't have +the sympathy of all." + +"Doesn't it look as if you had my sympathy, when I get into a car on +purpose to see you home--one of the principal agitators?" Ransom +inquired, laughing. + +"Did you get in on purpose?" + +"Quite on purpose. I am not so bad as Miss Chancellor thinks me." + +"Oh, I presume you have your ideas," said Miss Birdseye. "Of course, +Southerners have peculiar views. I suppose they retain more than one +might think. I hope you won't ride too far--I know my way round Boston." + +"Don't object to me, or think me officious," Ransom replied. "I want to +ask you something." + +Miss Birdseye looked at him again. "Oh yes, I place you now; you +conversed some with Doctor Prance." + +"To my great edification!" Ransom exclaimed. "And I hope Doctor Prance +is well." + +"She looks after every one's health but her own," said Miss Birdseye, +smiling. "When I tell her that, she says she hasn't got any to look +after. She says she's the only woman in Boston that hasn't got a doctor. +She was determined she wouldn't be a patient, and it seemed as if the +only way not to be one was to be a doctor. She is trying to make me +sleep; that's her principal occupation." + +"Is it possible you don't sleep yet?" Ransom asked, almost tenderly. + +"Well, just a little. But by the time I get to sleep I have to get up. I +can't sleep when I want to live." + +"You ought to come down South," the young man suggested. "In that +languid air you would doze deliciously!" + +"Well, I don't want to be languid," said Miss Birdseye. "Besides, I have +been down South, in the old times, and I can't say they let me sleep +very much; they were always round after me!" + +"Do you mean on account of the negroes?" + +"Yes, I couldn't think of anything else then. I carried them the Bible." + +Ransom was silent a moment; then he said, in a tone which evidently was +carefully considerate, "I should like to hear all about that!" + +"Well, fortunately, we are not required now; we are required for +something else." And Miss Birdseye looked at him with a wandering, +tentative humour, as if he would know what she meant. + +"You mean for the other slaves!" he exclaimed, with a laugh. "You can +carry them all the Bibles you want." + +"I want to carry them the Statute-book; that must be our Bible now." + +Ransom found himself liking Miss Birdseye very much, and it was quite +without hypocrisy or a tinge too much of the local quality in his speech +that he said: "Wherever you go, madam, it will matter little what you +carry. You will always carry your goodness." + +For a minute she made no response. Then she murmured: "That's the way +Olive Chancellor told me you talked." + +"I am afraid she has told you little good of me." + +"Well, I am sure she thinks she is right." + +"Thinks it?" said Ransom. "Why, she knows it, with supreme certainty! By +the way, I hope she is well." + +Miss Birdseye stared again. "Haven't you seen her? Are you not +visiting?" + +"Oh no, I am not visiting! I was literally passing her house when I met +you." + +"Perhaps you live here now," said Miss Birdseye. And when he had +corrected this impression, she added, in a tone which showed with what +positive confidence he had now inspired her, "Hadn't you better drop +in?" + +"It would give Miss Chancellor no pleasure," Basil Ransom rejoined. "She +regards me as an enemy in the camp." + +"Well, she is very brave." + +"Precisely. And I am very timid." + +"Didn't you fight once?" + +"Yes; but it was in such a good cause!" + +Ransom meant this allusion to the great Secession and, by comparison, to +the attitude of the resisting male (laudable even as that might be), to +be decently jocular; but Miss Birdseye took it very seriously, and sat +there for a good while as speechless as if she meant to convey that she +had been going on too long now to be able to discuss the propriety of +the late rebellion. The young man felt that he had silenced her, and he +was very sorry; for, with all deference to the disinterested Southern +attitude toward the unprotected female, what he had got into the car +with her for was precisely to make her talk. He had wished for general, +as well as for particular, news of Verena Tarrant; it was a topic on +which he had proposed to draw Miss Birdseye out. He preferred not to +broach it himself, and he waited awhile for another opening. At last, +when he was on the point of exposing himself by a direct inquiry (he +reflected that the exposure would in any case not be long averted), she +anticipated him by saying, in a manner which showed that her thoughts +had continued in the same train, "I wonder very much that Miss Tarrant +didn't affect you that evening!" + +"Ah, but she did!" Ransom said, with alacrity. "I thought her very +charming!" + +"Didn't you think her very reasonable?" + +"God forbid, madam! I consider women have no business to be reasonable." + +His companion turned upon him, slowly and mildly, and each of her +glasses, in her aspect of reproach, had the glitter of an enormous tear. +"Do you regard us, then, simply as lovely baubles?" + +The effect of this question, as coming from Miss Birdseye, and referring +in some degree to her own venerable identity, was such as to move him to +irresistible laughter. But he controlled himself quickly enough to say, +with genuine expression, "I regard you as the dearest thing in life, the +only thing which makes it worth living!" + +"Worth living for--you! But for us?" suggested Miss Birdseye. + +"It's worth any woman's while to be admired as I admire you. Miss +Tarrant, of whom we were speaking, affected me, as you say, in this +way--that I think more highly still, if possible, of the sex which +produced such a delightful young lady." + +"Well, we think everything of her here," said Miss Birdseye. "It seems +as if it were a real gift." + +"Does she speak often--is there any chance of my hearing her now?" + +"She raises her voice a good deal in the places round--like Framingham +and Billerica. It seems as if she were gathering strength, just to break +over Boston like a wave. In fact she did break, last summer. She is a +growing power since her great success at the convention." + +"Ah! her success at the convention was very great?" Ransom inquired, +putting discretion into his voice. + +Miss Birdseye hesitated a moment, in order to measure her response by +the bounds of righteousness. "Well," she said, with the tenderness of a +long retrospect, "I have seen nothing like it since I last listened to +Eliza P. Moseley." + +"What a pity she isn't speaking somewhere to-night!" Ransom exclaimed. + +"Oh, to-night she's out in Cambridge. Olive Chancellor mentioned that." + +"Is she making a speech there?" + +"No; she's visiting her home." + +"I thought her home was in Charles Street?" + +"Well, no; that's her residence--her principal one--since she became so +united to your cousin. Isn't Miss Chancellor your cousin?" + +"We don't insist on the relationship," said Ransom, smiling. "Are they +very much united, the two young ladies?" + +"You would say so if you were to see Miss Chancellor when Verena rises +to eloquence. It's as if the chords were strung across her own heart; +she seems to vibrate, to echo with every word. It's a very close and +very beautiful tie, and we think everything of it here. They will work +together for a great good!" + +"I hope so," Ransom remarked. "But in spite of it Miss Tarrant spends a +part of her time with her father and mother." + +"Yes, she seems to have something for every one. If you were to see her +at home, you would think she was all the daughter. She leads a lovely +life!" said Miss Birdseye. + +"See her at home? That's exactly what I want!" Ransom rejoined, feeling +that if he was to come to this he needn't have had scruples at first. "I +haven't forgotten that she invited me, when I met her." + +"Oh, of course she attracts many visitors," said Miss Birdseye, limiting +her encouragement to this statement. + +"Yes; she must be used to admirers. And where, in Cambridge, do her +family live?" + +"Oh, it's on one of those little streets that don't seem to have very +much of a name. But they do call it--they do call it----" she meditated +audibly. + +This process was interrupted by an abrupt allocution from the conductor. +"I guess you change here for _your_ place. You want one of them blue +cars." + +The good lady returned to a sense of the situation, and Ransom helped +her out of the vehicle, with the aid, as before, of a certain amount of +propulsion from the conductor. Her road branched off to the right, and +she had to wait on the corner of a street, there being as yet no blue +car within hail. The corner was quiet and the day favourable to +patience--a day of relaxed rigour and intense brilliancy. It was as if +the touch of the air itself were gloved, and the street-colouring had +the richness of a superficial thaw. Ransom, of course, waited with his +philanthropic companion, though she now protested more vigorously +against the idea that a gentleman from the South should pretend to teach +an old abolitionist the mysteries of Boston. He promised to leave her +when he should have consigned her to the blue car; and meanwhile they +stood in the sun, with their backs against an apothecary's window, and +she tried again, at his suggestion, to remember the name of Doctor +Tarrant's street. "I guess if you ask for Doctor Tarrant, any one can +tell you," she said; and then suddenly the address came to her--the +residence of the mesmeric healer was in Monadnoc Place. + +"But you'll have to ask for that, so it comes to the same," she went on. +After this she added, with a friendliness more personal, "Ain't you +going to see your cousin too?" + +"Not if I can help it!" + +Miss Birdseye gave a little ineffectual sigh. "Well, I suppose every one +must act out their ideal. That's what Olive Chancellor does. She's a +very noble character." + +"Oh yes, a glorious nature." + +"You know their opinions are just the same--hers and Verena's," Miss +Birdseye placidly continued. "So why should you make a distinction?" + +"My dear madam," said Ransom, "does a woman consist of nothing but her +opinions? I like Miss Tarrant's lovely face better, to begin with." + +"Well, she _is_ pretty-looking." And Miss Birdseye gave another sigh, as +if she had had a theory submitted to her--that one about a lady's +opinions--which, with all that was unfamiliar and peculiar lying behind +it, she was really too old to look into much. It might have been the +first time she really felt her age. "There's a blue car," she said, in a +tone of mild relief. + +"It will be some moments before it gets here. Moreover, I don't believe +that at bottom they _are_ Miss Tarrant's opinions," Ransom added. + +"You mustn't think she hasn't a strong hold of them," his companion +exclaimed, more briskly. "If you think she is not sincere, you are very +much mistaken. Those views are just her life." + +"Well, _she_ may bring me round to them," said Ransom, smiling. + +Miss Birdseye had been watching her blue car, the advance of which was +temporarily obstructed. At this, she transferred her eyes to him, gazing +at him solemnly out of the pervasive window of her spectacles. "Well, I +shouldn't wonder if she did! Yes, that will be a good thing. I don't see +how you can help being a good deal shaken by her. She has acted on so +many." + +"I see: no doubt she will act on me." Then it occurred to Ransom to add: +"By the way, Miss Birdseye, perhaps you will be so kind as not to +mention this meeting of ours to my cousin, in case of your seeing her +again. I have a perfectly good conscience in not calling upon her, but I +shouldn't like her to think that I announced my slighting intention all +over the town. I don't want to offend her, and she had better not know +that I have been in Boston. If you don't tell her, no one else will." + +"Do you wish me to conceal----?" murmured Miss Birdseye, panting a +little. + +"No, I don't want you to conceal anything. I only want you to let this +incident pass--to say nothing." + +"Well, I never did anything of that kind." + +"Of what kind?" Ransom was half vexed, half touched by her inability to +enter into his point of view, and her resistance made him hold to his +idea the more. "It is very simple, what I ask of you. You are under no +obligation to tell Miss Chancellor everything that happens to you, are +you?" + +His request seemed still something of a shock to the poor old lady's +candour. "Well, I see her very often, and we talk a great deal. And +then--won't Verena tell her?" + +"I have thought of that--but I hope not." + +"She tells her most everything. Their union is so close." + +"She won't want her to be wounded," Ransom said ingeniously. + +"Well, you _are_ considerate." And Miss Birdseye continued to gaze at +him. "It's a pity you can't sympathise." + +"As I tell you, perhaps Miss Tarrant will bring me round. You have +before you a possible convert," Ransom went on, without, I fear, putting +up the least little prayer to heaven that his dishonesty might be +forgiven. + +"I should be very happy to think that--after I have told you her address +in this secret way." A smile of infinite mildness glimmered in Miss +Birdseye's face, and she added: "Well, I guess that will be your fate. +She _has_ affected so many. I would keep very quiet if I thought that. +Yes, she will bring you round." + +"I will let you know as soon as she does," Basil Ransom said. "Here is +your car at last." + +"Well, I believe in the victory of the truth. I won't say anything." And +she suffered the young man to lead her to the car, which had now stopped +at their corner. + +"I hope very much I shall see you again," he remarked, as they went. + +"Well, I am always round the streets, in Boston." And while, lifting and +pushing, he was helping again to insert her into the oblong receptacle, +she turned a little and repeated, "She _will_ affect you! If that's to +be your secret, I will keep it," Ransom heard her subjoin. He raised his +hat and waved her a farewell, but she didn't see him; she was squeezing +further into the car and making the discovery that this time it was full +and there was no seat for her. Surely, however, he said to himself, +every man in the place would offer his own to such an innocent old dear. + + +END OF VOL. I + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Bostonians, Vol. I (of II), by Henry James + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BOSTONIANS, VOL. I (OF II) *** + +***** This file should be named 19717-8.txt or 19717-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/1/9/7/1/19717/ + +Produced by R. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Bostonians, Vol. I (of II) + +Author: Henry James + +Release Date: November 5, 2006 [EBook #19717] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BOSTONIANS, VOL. I (OF II) *** + + + + +Produced by R. Cedron, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + + + + + + + +<h1>THE BOSTONIANS</h1> + +<h3>A NOVEL</h3> + +<h2>BY HENRY JAMES</h2> + +<h4>IN TWO VOLUMES</h4> + +<h4> VOL. I</h4> + + + +<h4>MACMILLAN AND CO., LIMITED<br /> +ST. MARTIN'S STREET, LONDON<br /> +1921</h4> + +<h4><i>First Published in 1886</i></h4> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<!-- Autogenerated TOC. Modify or delete as required. --> +<p> +<a href="#BOOK_FIRST">BOOK FIRST</a><br /><br /> +<a href="#I">I</a><br /> +<a href="#II">II</a><br /> +<a href="#III">III</a><br /> +<a href="#IV">IV</a><br /> +<a href="#V">V</a><br /> +<a href="#VI">VI</a><br /> +<a href="#VII">VII</a><br /> +<a href="#VIII">VIII</a><br /> +<a href="#IX">IX</a><br /> +<a href="#X">X</a><br /> +<a href="#XI">XI</a><br /> +<a href="#XII">XII</a><br /> +<a href="#XIII">XIII</a><br /> +<a href="#XIV">XIV</a><br /> +<a href="#XV">XV</a><br /> +<a href="#XVI">XVI</a><br /> +<a href="#XVII">XVII</a><br /> +<a href="#XVIII">XVIII</a><br /> +<a href="#XIX">XIX</a><br /> +<a href="#XX">XX</a><br /><br /> +<a href="#BOOK_SECOND">BOOK SECOND</a><br /><br /> +<a href="#XXI">XXI</a><br /> +<a href="#XXII">XXII</a><br /> +<a href="#XXIII">XXIII</a><br /> +</p> +<!-- End Autogenerated TOC. --> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="BOOK_FIRST" id="BOOK_FIRST"></a>BOOK FIRST</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="I" id="I"></a>I</h2> + + +<p>"Olive will come down in about ten minutes; she told me to tell you +that. About ten; that is exactly like Olive. Neither five nor fifteen, +and yet not ten exactly, but either nine or eleven. She didn't tell me +to say she was glad to see you, because she doesn't know whether she is +or not, and she wouldn't for the world expose herself to telling a fib. +She is very honest, is Olive Chancellor; she is full of rectitude. +Nobody tells fibs in Boston; I don't know what to make of them all. +Well, I am very glad to see you, at any rate."</p> + +<p>These words were spoken with much volubility by a fair, plump, smiling +woman who entered a narrow drawing-room in which a visitor, kept waiting +for a few moments, was already absorbed in a book. The gentleman had not +even needed to sit down to become interested: apparently he had taken up +the volume from a table as soon as he came in, and, standing there, +after a single glance round the apartment, had lost himself in its +pages. He threw it down at the approach of Mrs. Luna, laughed, shook +hands with her, and said in answer to her last remark, "You imply that +you do tell fibs. Perhaps that is one."</p> + +<p>"Oh no; there is nothing wonderful in my being glad to see you," Mrs. +Luna rejoined, "when I tell you that I have been three long weeks in +this unprevaricating city."</p> + +<p>"That has an unflattering sound for me," said the young man. "I pretend +not to prevaricate."</p> + +<p>"Dear me, what's the good of being a Southerner?" the lady asked. "Olive +told me to tell you she hoped you will stay to dinner. And if she said +it, she does really hope it. She is willing to risk that."</p> + +<p>"Just as I am?" the visitor inquired, presenting himself with rather a +work-a-day aspect.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luna glanced at him from head to foot, and gave a little smiling +sigh, as if he had been a long sum in addition. And, indeed, he was very +long, Basil Ransom, and he even looked a little hard and discouraging, +like a column of figures, in spite of the friendly face which he bent +upon his hostess's deputy, and which, in its thinness, had a deep dry +line, a sort of premature wrinkle, on either side of the mouth. He was +tall and lean, and dressed throughout in black; his shirt-collar was low +and wide, and the triangle of linen, a little crumpled, exhibited by the +opening of his waistcoat, was adorned by a pin containing a small red +stone. In spite of this decoration the young man looked poor—as poor as +a young man could look who had such a fine head and such magnificent +eyes. Those of Basil Ransom were dark, deep, and glowing; his head had a +character of elevation which fairly added to his stature; it was a head +to be seen above the level of a crowd, on some judicial bench or +political platform, or even on a bronze medal. His forehead was high and +broad, and his thick black hair, perfectly straight and glossy, and +without any division, rolled back from it in a leonine manner. These +things, the eyes especially, with their smouldering fire, might have +indicated that he was to be a great American statesman; or, on the other +hand, they might simply have proved that he came from Carolina or +Alabama. He came, in fact, from Mississippi, and he spoke very +perceptibly with the accent of that country. It is not in my power to +reproduce by any combination of characters this charming dialect; but +the initiated reader will have no difficulty in evoking the sound, which +is to be associated in the present instance with nothing vulgar or vain. +This lean, pale, sallow, shabby, striking young man, with his superior +head, his sedentary shoulders, his expression of bright grimness and +hard enthusiasm, his provincial, distinguished appearance, is, as a +representative of his sex, the most important personage in my narrative; +he played a very active part in the events I have undertaken in some +degree to set forth. And yet the reader who likes a complete image, who +desires to read with the senses as well as with the reason, is entreated +not to forget that he prolonged his consonants and swallowed his vowels, +that he was guilty of elisions and interpolations which were equally +unexpected, and that his discourse was pervaded by something sultry and +vast, something almost African in its rich, basking tone, something that +suggested the teeming expanse of the cotton-field. Mrs. Luna looked up +at all this, but saw only a part of it; otherwise she would not have +replied in a bantering manner, in answer to his inquiry: "Are you ever +different from this?" Mrs. Luna was familiar—intolerably familiar.</p> + +<p>Basil Ransom coloured a little. Then he said: "Oh yes; when I dine out I +usually carry a six-shooter and a bowie-knife." And he took up his hat +vaguely—a soft black hat with a low crown and an immense straight brim. +Mrs. Luna wanted to know what he was doing. She made him sit down; she +assured him that her sister quite expected him, would feel as sorry as +she could ever feel for anything—for she was a kind of fatalist, +anyhow—if he didn't stay to dinner. It was an immense pity—she herself +was going out; in Boston you must jump at invitations. Olive, too, was +going somewhere after dinner, but he mustn't mind that; perhaps he would +like to go with her. It wasn't a party—Olive didn't go to parties; it +was one of those weird meetings she was so fond of.</p> + +<p>"What kind of meetings do you refer to? You speak as if it were a +rendezvous of witches on the Brocken."</p> + +<p>"Well, so it is; they are all witches and wizards, mediums, and +spirit-rappers, and roaring radicals."</p> + +<p>Basil Ransom stared; the yellow light in his brown eyes deepened. "Do +you mean to say your sister's a roaring radical?"</p> + +<p>"A radical? She's a female Jacobin—she's a nihilist. Whatever is, is +wrong, and all that sort of thing. If you are going to dine with her, +you had better know it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, murder!" murmured the young man vaguely, sinking back in his chair +with his arms folded. He looked at Mrs. Luna with intelligent +incredulity. She was sufficiently pretty; her hair was in clusters of +curls, like bunches of grapes; her tight bodice seemed to crack with her +vivacity; and from beneath the stiff little plaits of her petticoat a +small fat foot protruded, resting upon a stilted heel. She was +attractive and impertinent, especially the latter. He seemed to think it +was a great pity, what she had told him; but he lost himself in this +consideration, or, at any rate, said nothing for some time, while his +eyes wandered over Mrs. Luna, and he probably wondered what body of +doctrine <i>she</i> represented, little as she might partake of the nature of +her sister. Many things were strange to Basil Ransom; Boston especially +was strewn with surprises, and he was a man who liked to understand. +Mrs. Luna was drawing on her gloves; Ransom had never seen any that were +so long; they reminded him of stockings, and he wondered how she managed +without garters above the elbow. "Well, I suppose I might have known +that," he continued, at last.</p> + +<p>"You might have known what?"</p> + +<p>"Well, that Miss Chancellor would be all that you say. She was brought +up in the city of reform."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it isn't the city; it's just Olive Chancellor. She would reform the +solar system if she could get hold of it. She'll reform you, if you +don't look out. That's the way I found her when I returned from Europe."</p> + +<p>"Have you been in Europe?" Ransom asked.</p> + +<p>"Mercy, yes! Haven't you?"</p> + +<p>"No, I haven't been anywhere. Has your sister?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; but she stayed only an hour or two. She hates it; she would like +to abolish it. Didn't you know I had been to Europe?" Mrs. Luna went on, +in the slightly aggrieved tone of a woman who discovers the limits of +her reputation.</p> + +<p>Ransom reflected he might answer her that until five minutes ago he +didn't know she existed; but he remembered that this was not the way in +which a Southern gentleman spoke to ladies, and he contented himself +with saying that he must condone his Boeotian ignorance (he was fond +of an elegant phrase); that he lived in a part of the country where they +didn't think much about Europe, and that he had always supposed she was +domiciled in New York. This last remark he made at a venture, for he +had, naturally, not devoted any supposition whatever to Mrs. Luna. His +dishonesty, however, only exposed him the more.</p> + +<p>"If you thought I lived in New York, why in the world didn't you come +and see me?" the lady inquired.</p> + +<p>"Well, you see, I don't go out much, except to the courts."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean the law-courts? Every one has got some profession over +here! Are you very ambitious? You look as if you were."</p> + +<p>"Yes, very," Basil Ransom replied, with a smile, and the curious +feminine softness with which Southern gentlemen enunciate that adverb.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luna explained that she had been living in Europe for several +years—ever since her husband died—but had come home a month before, +come home with her little boy, the only thing she had in the world, and +was paying a visit to her sister, who, of course, was the nearest thing +after the child. "But it isn't the same," she said. "Olive and I +disagree so much."</p> + +<p>"While you and your little boy don't," the young man remarked.</p> + +<p>"Oh no, I never differ from Newton!" And Mrs. Luna added that now she +was back she didn't know what she should do. That was the worst of +coming back; it was like being born again, at one's age—one had to +begin life afresh. One didn't even know what one had come back for. +There were people who wanted one to spend the winter in Boston; but she +couldn't stand that—she knew, at least, what she had not come back for. +Perhaps she should take a house in Washington; did he ever hear of that +little place? They had invented it while she was away. Besides, Olive +didn't want her in Boston, and didn't go through the form of saying so. +That was one comfort with Olive; she never went through any forms.</p> + +<p>Basil Ransom had got up just as Mrs. Luna made this last declaration; +for a young lady had glided into the room, who stopped short as it fell +upon her ears. She stood there looking, consciously and rather +seriously, at Mr. Ransom; a smile of exceeding faintness played about +her lips—it was just perceptible enough to light up the native gravity +of her face. It might have been likened to a thin ray of moonlight +resting upon the wall of a prison.</p> + +<p>"If that were true," she said, "I shouldn't tell you that I am very +sorry to have kept you waiting."</p> + +<p>Her voice was low and agreeable—a cultivated voice—and she extended a +slender white hand to her visitor, who remarked with some solemnity (he +felt a certain guilt of participation in Mrs. Luna's indiscretion) that +he was intensely happy to make her acquaintance. He observed that Miss +Chancellor's hand was at once cold and limp; she merely placed it in +his, without exerting the smallest pressure. Mrs. Luna explained to her +sister that her freedom of speech was caused by his being a +relation—though, indeed, he didn't seem to know much about them. She +didn't believe he had ever heard of her, Mrs. Luna, though he pretended, +with his Southern chivalry, that he had. She must be off to her dinner +now, she saw the carriage was there, and in her absence Olive might give +any version of her she chose.</p> + +<p>"I have told him you are a radical, and you may tell him, if you like, +that I am a painted Jezebel. Try to reform him; a person from +Mississippi is sure to be all wrong. I shall be back very late; we are +going to a theatre-party; that's why we dine so early. Good-bye, Mr. +Ransom," Mrs. Luna continued, gathering up the feathery white shawl +which added to the volume of her fairness. "I hope you are going to stay +a little, so that you may judge us for yourself. I should like you to +see Newton, too; he is a noble little nature, and I want some advice +about him. You only stay to-morrow? Why, what's the use of that? Well, +mind you come and see me in New York; I shall be sure to be part of the +winter there. I shall send you a card; I won't let you off. Don't come +out; my sister has the first claim. Olive, why don't you take him to +your female convention?" Mrs. Luna's familiarity extended even to her +sister; she remarked to Miss Chancellor that she looked as if she were +got up for a sea-voyage. "I am glad I haven't opinions that prevent my +dressing in the evening!" she declared from the doorway. "The amount of +thought they give to their clothing, the people who are afraid of +looking frivolous!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="II" id="II"></a>II</h2> + + +<p>Whether much or little consideration had been directed to the result, +Miss Chancellor certainly would not have incurred this reproach. She was +habited in a plain dark dress, without any ornaments, and her smooth, +colourless hair was confined as carefully as that of her sister was +encouraged to stray. She had instantly seated herself, and while Mrs. +Luna talked she kept her eyes on the ground, glancing even less toward +Basil Ransom than toward that woman of many words. The young man was +therefore free to look at her; a contemplation which showed him that she +was agitated and trying to conceal it. He wondered why she was agitated, +not foreseeing that he was destined to discover, later, that her nature +was like a skiff in a stormy sea. Even after her sister had passed out +of the room she sat there with her eyes turned away, as if there had +been a spell upon her which forbade her to raise them. Miss Olive +Chancellor, it may be confided to the reader, to whom in the course of +our history I shall be under the necessity of imparting much occult +information, was subject to fits of tragic shyness, during which she was +unable to meet even her own eyes in the mirror. One of these fits had +suddenly seized her now, without any obvious cause, though, indeed, Mrs. +Luna had made it worse by becoming instantly so personal. There was +nothing in the world so personal as Mrs. Luna; her sister could have +hated her for it if she had not forbidden herself this emotion as +directed to individuals. Basil Ransom was a young man of first-rate +intelligence, but conscious of the narrow range, as yet, of his +experience. He was on his guard against generalisations which might be +hasty; but he had arrived at two or three that were of value to a +gentleman lately admitted to the New York bar and looking out for +clients. One of them was to the effect that the simplest division it is +possible to make of the human race is into the people who take things +hard and the people who take them easy. He perceived very quickly that +Miss Chancellor belonged to the former class. This was written so +intensely in her delicate face that he felt an unformulated pity for her +before they had exchanged twenty words. He himself, by nature, took +things easy; if he had put on the screw of late, it was after reflexion, +and because circumstances pressed him close. But this pale girl, with +her light-green eyes, her pointed features and nervous manner, was +visibly morbid; it was as plain as day that she was morbid. Poor Ransom +announced this fact to himself as if he had made a great discovery; but +in reality he had never been so "Boeotian" as at that moment. It proved +nothing of any importance, with regard to Miss Chancellor, to say that +she was morbid; any sufficient account of her would lie very much to the +rear of that. Why was she morbid, and why was her morbidness typical? +Ransom might have exulted if he had gone back far enough to explain that +mystery. The women he had hitherto known had been mainly of his own soft +clime, and it was not often they exhibited the tendency he detected (and +cursorily deplored) in Mrs. Luna's sister. That was the way he liked +them—not to think too much, not to feel any responsibility for the +government of the world, such as he was sure Miss Chancellor felt. If +they would only be private and passive, and have no feeling but for +that, and leave publicity to the sex of tougher hide! Ransom was pleased +with the vision of that remedy; it must be repeated that he was very +provincial.</p> + +<p>These considerations were not present to him as definitely as I have +written them here; they were summed up in the vague compassion which his +cousin's figure excited in his mind, and which was yet accompanied with +a sensible reluctance to know her better, obvious as it was that with +such a face as that she must be remarkable. He was sorry for her, but he +saw in a flash that no one could help her: that was what made her +tragic. He had not, seeking his fortune, come away from the blighted +South, which weighed upon his heart, to look out for tragedies; at least +he didn't want them outside of his office in Pine Street. He broke the +silence ensuing upon Mrs. Luna's departure by one of the courteous +speeches to which blighted regions may still encourage a tendency, and +presently found himself talking comfortably enough with his hostess. +Though he had said to himself that no one could help her, the effect of +his tone was to dispel her shyness; it was her great advantage (for the +career she had proposed to herself) that in certain conditions she was +liable suddenly to become bold. She was reassured at finding that her +visitor was peculiar; the way he spoke told her that it was no wonder he +had fought on the Southern side. She had never yet encountered a +personage so exotic, and she always felt more at her ease in the +presence of anything strange. It was the usual things of life that +filled her with silent rage; which was natural enough, inasmuch as, to +her vision, almost everything that was usual was iniquitous. She had no +difficulty in asking him now whether he would not stay to dinner—she +hoped Adeline had given him her message. It had been when she was +upstairs with Adeline, as his card was brought up, a sudden and very +abnormal inspiration to offer him this (for her) really ultimate favour; +nothing could be further from her common habit than to entertain alone, +at any repast, a gentleman she had never seen.</p> + +<p>It was the same sort of impulse that had moved her to write to Basil +Ransom, in the spring, after hearing accidentally that he had come to +the North and intended, in New York, to practise his profession. It was +her nature to look out for duties, to appeal to her conscience for +tasks. This attentive organ, earnestly consulted, had represented to her +that he was an offshoot of the old slave-holding oligarchy which, within +her own vivid remembrance, had plunged the country into blood and tears, +and that, as associated with such abominations, he was not a worthy +object of patronage for a person whose two brothers—her only ones—had +given up life for the Northern cause. It reminded her, however, on the +other hand, that he too had been much bereaved, and, moreover, that he +had fought and offered his own life, even if it had not been taken. She +could not defend herself against a rich admiration—a kind of tenderness +of envy—of any one who had been so happy as to have that opportunity. +The most secret, the most sacred hope of her nature was that she might +some day have such a chance, that she might be a martyr and die for +something. Basil Ransom had lived, but she knew he had lived to see +bitter hours. His family was ruined; they had lost their slaves, their +property, their friends and relations, their home; had tasted of all the +cruelty of defeat. He had tried for a while to carry on the plantation +himself, but he had a millstone of debt round his neck, and he longed +for some work which would transport him to the haunts of men. The State +of Mississippi seemed to him the state of despair; so he surrendered the +remnants of his patrimony to his mother and sisters, and, at nearly +thirty years of age, alighted for the first time in New York, in the +costume of his province, with fifty dollars in his pocket and a gnawing +hunger in his heart.</p> + +<p>That this incident had revealed to the young man his ignorance of many +things—only, however, to make him say to himself, after the first angry +blush, that here he would enter the game and here he would win it—so +much Olive Chancellor could not know; what was sufficient for her was +that he had rallied, as the French say, had accepted the accomplished +fact, had admitted that North and South were a single, indivisible +political organism. Their cousinship—that of Chancellors and +Ransoms—was not very close; it was the kind of thing that one might +take up or leave alone, as one pleased. It was "in the female line," as +Basil Ransom had written, in answering her letter with a good deal of +form and flourish; he spoke as if they had been royal houses. Her mother +had wished to take it up; it was only the fear of seeming patronising to +people in misfortune that had prevented her from writing to Mississippi. +If it had been possible to send Mrs. Ransom money, or even clothes, she +would have liked that; but she had no means of ascertaining how such an +offering would be taken. By the time Basil came to the North—making +advances, as it were—Mrs. Chancellor had passed away; so it was for +Olive, left alone in the little house in Charles Street (Adeline being +in Europe), to decide.</p> + +<p>She knew what her mother would have done, and that helped her decision; +for her mother always chose the positive course. Olive had a fear of +everything, but her greatest fear was of being afraid. She wished +immensely to be generous, and how could one be generous unless one ran a +risk? She had erected it into a sort of rule of conduct that whenever +she saw a risk she was to take it; and she had frequent humiliations at +finding herself safe after all. She was perfectly safe after writing to +Basil Ransom; and, indeed, it was difficult to see what he could have +done to her except thank her (he was only exceptionally superlative) for +her letter, and assure her that he would come and see her the first time +his business (he was beginning to get a little) should take him to +Boston. He had now come, in redemption of his grateful vow, and even +this did not make Miss Chancellor feel that she had courted danger. She +saw (when once she had looked at him) that he would not put those +worldly interpretations on things which, with her, it was both an +impulse and a principle to defy. He was too simple—too +Mississippian—for that; she was almost disappointed. She certainly had +not hoped that she might have struck him as making unwomanly overtures +(Miss Chancellor hated this epithet almost as much as she hated its +opposite); but she had a presentiment that he would be too good-natured, +primitive to that degree. Of all things in the world, contention was +most sweet to her (though why it is hard to imagine, for it always cost +her tears, headaches, a day or two in bed, acute emotion), and it was +very possible Basil Ransom would not care to contend. Nothing could be +more displeasing than this indifference when people didn't agree with +you. That he should agree she did not in the least expect of him; how +could a Mississippian agree? If she had supposed he would agree, she +would not have written to him.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="III" id="III"></a>III</h2> + + +<p>When he had told her that if she would take him as he was he should be +very happy to dine with her, she excused herself a moment and went to +give an order in the dining-room. The young man, left alone, looked +about the parlour—the two parlours which, in their prolonged, adjacent +narrowness, formed evidently one apartment—and wandered to the windows +at the back, where there was a view of the water; Miss Chancellor having +the good fortune to dwell on that side of Charles Street toward which, +in the rear, the afternoon sun slants redly, from an horizon indented at +empty intervals with wooden spires, the masts of lonely boats, the +chimneys of dirty "works," over a brackish expanse of anomalous +character, which is too big for a river and too small for a bay. The +view seemed to him very picturesque, though in the gathered dusk little +was left of it save a cold yellow streak in the west, a gleam of brown +water, and the reflexion of the lights that had begun to show themselves +in a row of houses, impressive to Ransom in their extreme modernness, +which overlooked the same lagoon from a long embankment on the left, +constructed of stones roughly piled. He thought this prospect, from a +city-house, almost romantic; and he turned from it back to the interior +illuminated now by a lamp which the parlour-maid had placed on a table +while he stood at the window as to something still more genial and +interesting. The artistic sense in Basil Ransom had not been highly +cultivated; neither (though he had passed his early years as the son of +a rich man) was his conception of material comfort very definite; it +consisted mainly of the vision of plenty of cigars and brandy and water +and newspapers, and a cane-bottomed arm-chair of the right inclination, +from which he could stretch his legs. Nevertheless it seemed to him he +had never seen an interior that was so much an interior as this queer +corridor-shaped drawing-room of his new-found kinswoman; he had never +felt himself in the presence of so much organised privacy or of so many +objects that spoke of habits and tastes. Most of the people he had +hitherto known had no tastes; they had a few habits, but these were not +of a sort that required much upholstery. He had not as yet been in many +houses in New York, and he had never before seen so many accessories. +The general character of the place struck him as Bostonian; this was, in +fact, very much what he had supposed Boston to be. He had always heard +Boston was a city of culture, and now there was culture in Miss +Chancellor's tables and sofas, in the books that were everywhere, on +little shelves like brackets (as if a book were a statuette), in the +photographs and watercolours that covered the walls, in the curtains +that were festooned rather stiffly in the doorways. He looked at some of +the books and saw that his cousin read German; and his impression of the +importance of this (as a symptom of superiority) was not diminished by +the fact that he himself had mastered the tongue (knowing it contained a +large literature of jurisprudence) during a long, empty, deadly summer +on the plantation. It is a curious proof of a certain crude modesty +inherent in Basil Ransom that the main effect of his observing his +cousin's German books was to give him an idea of the natural energy of +Northerners. He had noticed it often before; he had already told himself +that he must count with it. It was only after much experience he made +the discovery that few Northerners were, in their secret soul, so +energetic as he. Many other persons had made it before that. He knew +very little about Miss Chancellor; he had come to see her only because +she wrote to him; he would never have thought of looking her up, and +since then there had been no one in New York he might ask about her. +Therefore he could only guess that she was a rich young woman; such a +house, inhabited in such a way by a quiet spinster, implied a +considerable income. How much? he asked himself; five thousand, ten +thousand, fifteen thousand a year? There was richness to our panting +young man in the smallest of these figures. He was not of a mercenary +spirit, but he had an immense desire for success, and he had more than +once reflected that a moderate capital was an aid to achievement. He had +seen in his younger years one of the biggest failures that history +commemorates, an immense national <i>fiasco</i>, and it had implanted in his +mind a deep aversion to the ineffectual. It came over him, while he +waited for his hostess to reappear, that she was unmarried as well as +rich, that she was sociable (her letter answered for that) as well as +single; and he had for a moment a whimsical vision of becoming a partner +in so flourishing a firm. He ground his teeth a little as he thought of +the contrasts of the human lot; this cushioned feminine nest made him +feel unhoused and underfed. Such a mood, however, could only be +momentary, for he was conscious at bottom of a bigger stomach than all +the culture of Charles Street could fill.</p> + +<p>Afterwards, when his cousin had come back and they had gone down to +dinner together, where he sat facing her at a little table decorated in +the middle with flowers, a position from which he had another view, +through a window where the curtain remained undrawn by her direction +(she called his attention to this—it was for his benefit), of the +dusky, empty river, spotted with points of light—at this period, I say, +it was very easy for him to remark to himself that nothing would induce +him to make love to such a type as that. Several months later, in New +York, in conversation with Mrs. Luna, of whom he was destined to see a +good deal, he alluded by chance to this repast, to the way her sister +had placed him at table, and to the remark with which she had pointed +out the advantage of his seat.</p> + +<p>"That's what they call in Boston being very 'thoughtful,'" Mrs. Luna +said, "giving you the Back Bay (don't you hate the name?) to look at, +and then taking credit for it."</p> + +<p>This, however, was in the future; what Basil Ransom actually perceived +was that Miss Chancellor was a signal old maid. That was her quality, +her destiny; nothing could be more distinctly written. There are women +who are unmarried by accident, and others who are unmarried by option; +but Olive Chancellor was unmarried by every implication of her being. +She was a spinster as Shelley was a lyric poet, or as the month of +August is sultry. She was so essentially a celibate that Ransom found +himself thinking of her as old, though when he came to look at her (as +he said to himself) it was apparent that her years were fewer than his +own. He did not dislike her, she had been so friendly; but, little by +little, she gave him an uneasy feeling—the sense that you could never +be safe with a person who took things so hard. It came over him that it +was because she took things hard she had sought his acquaintance; it had +been because she was strenuous, not because she was genial; she had had +in her eye—and what an extraordinary eye it was!—not a pleasure, but a +duty. She would expect him to be strenuous in return; but he +couldn't—in private life, he couldn't; privacy for Basil Ransom +consisted entirely in what he called "laying off." She was not so plain +on further acquaintance as she had seemed to him at first; even the +young Mississippian had culture enough to see that she was refined. Her +white skin had a singular look of being drawn tightly across her face; +but her features, though sharp and irregular, were delicate in a fashion +that suggested good breeding. Their line was perverse, but it was not +poor. The curious tint of her eyes was a living colour; when she turned +it upon you, you thought vaguely of the glitter of green ice. She had +absolutely no figure, and presented a certain appearance of feeling +cold. With all this, there was something very modern and highly +developed in her aspect; she had the advantages as well as the drawbacks +of a nervous organisation. She smiled constantly at her guest, but from +the beginning to the end of dinner, though he made several remarks that +he thought might prove amusing, she never once laughed. Later, he saw +that she was a woman without laughter; exhilaration, if it ever visited +her, was dumb. Once only, in the course of his subsequent acquaintance +with her, did it find a voice; and then the sound remained in Ransom's +ear as one of the strangest he had heard.</p> + +<p>She asked him a great many questions, and made no comment on his +answers, which only served to suggest to her fresh inquiries. Her +shyness had quite left her, it did not come back; she had confidence +enough to wish him to see that she took a great interest in him. Why +should she? he wondered, He couldn't believe he was one of <i>her</i> kind; +he was conscious of much Bohemianism—he drank beer, in New York, in +cellars, knew no ladies, and was familiar with a "variety" actress. +Certainly, as she knew him better, she would disapprove of him, though, +of course, he would never mention the actress, nor even, if necessary, +the beer. Ransom's conception of vice was purely as a series of special +cases, of explicable accidents. Not that he cared; if it were a part of +the Boston character to be inquiring, he would be to the last a +courteous Mississippian. He would tell her about Mississippi as much as +she liked; he didn't care how much he told her that the old ideas in the +South were played out. She would not understand him any the better for +that; she would not know how little his own views could be gathered from +such a limited admission. What her sister imparted to him about her +mania for "reform" had left in his mouth a kind of unpleasant +aftertaste; he felt, at any rate, that if she had the religion of +humanity—Basil Ransom had read Comte, he had read everything—she would +never understand him. He, too, had a private vision of reform, but the +first principle of it was to reform the reformers. As they drew to the +close of a meal which, in spite of all latent incompatibilities, had +gone off brilliantly, she said to him that she should have to leave him +after dinner, unless perhaps he should be inclined to accompany her. She +was going to a small gathering at the house of a friend who had asked a +few people, "interested in new ideas," to meet Mrs. Farrinder.</p> + +<p>"Oh, thank you," said Basil Ransom. "Is it a party? I haven't been to a +party since Mississippi seceded."</p> + +<p>"No; Miss Birdseye doesn't give parties. She's an ascetic."</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, we have had our dinner," Ransom rejoined, laughing.</p> + +<p>His hostess sat silent a moment, with her eyes on the ground; she looked +at such times as if she were hesitating greatly between several things +she might say, all so important that it was difficult to choose.</p> + +<p>"I think it might interest you," she remarked presently. "You will hear +some discussion, if you are fond of that. Perhaps you wouldn't agree," +she added, resting her strange eyes on him.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I shouldn't—I don't agree with everything," he said, smiling +and stroking his leg.</p> + +<p>"Don't you care for human progress?" Miss Chancellor went on.</p> + +<p>"I don't know—I never saw any. Are you going to show me some?"</p> + +<p>"I can show you an earnest effort towards it. That's the most one can be +sure of. But I am not sure you are worthy."</p> + +<p>"Is it something very Bostonian? I should like to see that," said Basil +Ransom.</p> + +<p>"There are movements in other cities. Mrs. Farrinder goes everywhere; +she may speak to-night."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Farrinder, the celebrated——?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, the celebrated; the great apostle of the emancipation of women. +She is a great friend of Miss Birdseye."</p> + +<p>"And who is Miss Birdseye?"</p> + +<p>"She is one of our celebrities. She is the woman in the world, I +suppose, who has laboured most for every wise reform. I think I ought to +tell you," Miss Chancellor went on in a moment, "she was one of the +earliest, one of the most passionate, of the old Abolitionists."</p> + +<p>She had thought, indeed, she ought to tell him that, and it threw her +into a little tremor of excitement to do so. Yet, if she had been afraid +he would show some irritation at this news, she was disappointed at the +geniality with which he exclaimed:</p> + +<p>"Why, poor old lady—she must be quite mature!"</p> + +<p>It was therefore with some severity that she rejoined:</p> + +<p>"She will never be old. She is the youngest spirit I know. But if you +are not in sympathy, perhaps you had better not come," she went on.</p> + +<p>"In sympathy with what, dear madam?" Basil Ransom asked, failing still, +to her perception, to catch the tone of real seriousness. "If, as you +say, there is to be a discussion, there will be different sides, and of +course one can't sympathise with both."</p> + +<p>"Yes, but every one will, in his way—or in her way—plead the cause of +the new truths. If you don't care for them, you won't go with us."</p> + +<p>"I tell you I haven't the least idea what they are! I have never yet +encountered in the world any but old truths—as old as the sun and moon. +How can I know? But <i>do</i> take me; it's such a chance to see Boston."</p> + +<p>"It isn't Boston—it's humanity!" Miss Chancellor, as she made this +remark, rose from her chair, and her movement seemed to say that she +consented. But before she quitted her kinsman to get ready, she observed +to him that she was sure he knew what she meant; he was only pretending +he didn't.</p> + +<p>"Well, perhaps, after all, I have a general idea," he confessed; "but +don't you see how this little reunion will give me a chance to fix it?"</p> + +<p>She lingered an instant, with her anxious face. "Mrs. Farrinder will fix +it!" she said; and she went to prepare herself.</p> + +<p>It was in this poor young lady's nature to be anxious, to have scruple +within scruple and to forecast the consequences of things. She returned +in ten minutes, in her bonnet, which she had apparently assumed in +recognition of Miss Birdseye's asceticism. As she stood there drawing on +her gloves—her visitor had fortified himself against Mrs. Farrinder by +another glass of wine—she declared to him that she quite repented of +having proposed to him to go; something told her that he would be an +unfavourable element.</p> + +<p>"Why, is it going to be a spiritual <i>séance</i>?" Basil Ransom asked.</p> + +<p>"Well, I have heard at Miss Birdseye's some inspirational speaking." +Olive Chancellor was determined to look him straight in the face as she +said this; her sense of the way it might strike him operated as a +cogent, not as a deterrent, reason.</p> + +<p>"Why, Miss Olive, it's just got up on purpose for me!" cried the young +Mississippian, radiant, and clasping his hands. She thought him very +handsome as he said this, but reflected that unfortunately men didn't +care for the truth, especially the new kinds, in proportion as they were +good-looking. She had, however, a moral resource that she could always +fall back upon; it had already been a comfort to her, on occasions of +acute feeling, that she hated men, as a class, anyway. "And I want so +much to see an old Abolitionist; I have never laid eyes on one," Basil +Ransom added.</p> + +<p>"Of course you couldn't see one in the South; you were too afraid of +them to let them come there!" She was now trying to think of something +she might say that would be sufficiently disagreeable to make him cease +to insist on accompanying her; for, strange to record—if anything, in a +person of that intense sensibility, be stranger than any other—her +second thought with regard to having asked him had deepened with the +elapsing moments into an unreasoned terror of the effect of his +presence. "Perhaps Miss Birdseye won't like you," she went on, as they +waited for the carriage.</p> + +<p>"I don't know; I reckon she will," said Basil Ransom good-humouredly. He +evidently had no intention of giving up his opportunity.</p> + +<p>From the window of the dining-room, at that moment, they heard the +carriage drive up. Miss Birdseye lived at the South End; the distance +was considerable, and Miss Chancellor had ordered a hackney-coach, it +being one of the advantages of living in Charles Street that stables +were near. The logic of her conduct was none of the clearest; for if she +had been alone she would have proceeded to her destination by the aid of +the street-car; not from economy (for she had the good fortune not to be +obliged to consult it to that degree), and not from any love of +wandering about Boston at night (a kind of exposure she greatly +disliked), but by reason of a theory she devotedly nursed, a theory +which bade her put off invidious differences and mingle in the common +life. She would have gone on foot to Boylston Street, and there she +would have taken the public conveyance (in her heart she loathed it) to +the South End. Boston was full of poor girls who had to walk about at +night and to squeeze into horse-cars in which every sense was +displeased; and why should she hold herself superior to these? Olive +Chancellor regulated her conduct on lofty principles, and this is why, +having to-night the advantage of a gentleman's protection, she sent for +a carriage to obliterate that patronage. If they had gone together in +the common way she would have seemed to owe it to him that she should be +so daring, and he belonged to a sex to which she wished to be under no +obligations. Months before, when she wrote to him, it had been with the +sense, rather, of putting <i>him</i> in debt. As they rolled toward the South +End, side by side, in a good deal of silence, bouncing and bumping over +the railway-tracks very little less, after all, than if their wheels had +been fitted to them, and looking out on either side at rows of red +houses, dusky in the lamp-light, with protuberant fronts, approached by +ladders of stone; as they proceeded, with these contemplative +undulations, Miss Chancellor said to her companion, with a concentrated +desire to defy him, as a punishment for having thrown her (she couldn't +tell why) into such a tremor:</p> + +<p>"Don't you believe, then, in the coming of a better day—in its being +possible to do something for the human race?"</p> + +<p>Poor Ransom perceived the defiance, and he felt rather bewildered; he +wondered what type, after all, he <i>had</i> got hold of, and what game was +being played with him. Why had she made advances, if she wanted to pinch +him this way? However, he was good for any game—that one as well as +another—and he saw that he was "in" for something of which he had long +desired to have a nearer view. "Well, Miss Olive," he answered, putting +on again his big hat, which he had been holding in his lap, "what +strikes me most is that the human race has got to bear its troubles."</p> + +<p>"That's what men say to women, to make them patient in the position they +have made for them."</p> + +<p>"Oh, the position of women!" Basil Ransom exclaimed. "The position of +women is to make fools of men. I would change my position for yours any +day," he went on. "That's what I said to myself as I sat there in your +elegant home."</p> + +<p>He could not see, in the dimness of the carriage, that she had flushed +quickly, and he did not know that she disliked to be reminded of certain +things which, for her, were mitigations of the hard feminine lot. But +the passionate quaver with which, a moment later, she answered him +sufficiently assured him that he had touched her at a tender point.</p> + +<p>"Do you make it a reproach to me that I happen to have a little money? +The dearest wish of my heart is to do something with it for others—for +the miserable."</p> + +<p>Basil Ransom might have greeted this last declaration with the sympathy +it deserved, might have commended the noble aspirations of his +kinswoman. But what struck him, rather, was the oddity of so sudden a +sharpness of pitch in an intercourse which, an hour or two before, had +begun in perfect amity, and he burst once more into an irrepressible +laugh. This made his companion feel, with intensity, how little she was +joking. "I don't know why I should care what you think," she said.</p> + +<p>"Don't care—don't care. What does it matter? It is not of the slightest +importance."</p> + +<p>He might say that, but it was not true; she felt that there were reasons +why she should care. She had brought him into her life, and she should +have to pay for it. But she wished to know the worst at once. "Are you +against our emancipation?" she asked, turning a white face on him in the +momentary radiance of a street-lamp.</p> + +<p>"Do you mean your voting and preaching and all that sort of thing?" He +made this inquiry, but seeing how seriously she would take his answer, +he was almost frightened, and hung fire. "I will tell you when I have +heard Mrs. Farrinder."</p> + +<p>They had arrived at the address given by Miss Chancellor to the +coachman, and their vehicle stopped with a lurch. Basil Ransom got out; +he stood at the door with an extended hand, to assist the young lady. +But she seemed to hesitate; she sat there with her spectral face. "You +hate it!" she exclaimed, in a low tone.</p> + +<p>"Miss Birdseye will convert me," said Ransom, with intention; for he had +grown very curious, and he was afraid that now, at the last, Miss +Chancellor would prevent his entering the house. She alighted without +his help, and behind her he ascended the high steps of Miss Birdseye's +residence. He had grown very curious, and among the things he wanted to +know was why in the world this ticklish spinster had written to him.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="IV" id="IV"></a>IV</h2> + + +<p>She had told him before they started that they should be early; she +wished to see Miss Birdseye alone, before the arrival of any one else. +This was just for the pleasure of seeing her—it was an opportunity; she +was always so taken up with others. She received Miss Chancellor in the +hall of the mansion, which had a salient front, an enormous and very +high number—756—painted in gilt on the glass light above the door, a +tin sign bearing the name of a doctress (Mary J. Prance) suspended from +one of the windows of the basement, and a peculiar look of being both +new and faded—a kind of modern fatigue—like certain articles of +commerce which are sold at a reduction as shop-worn. The hall was very +narrow; a considerable part of it was occupied by a large hat-tree, from +which several coats and shawls already depended; the rest offered space +for certain lateral demonstrations on Miss Birdseye's part. She sidled +about her visitors, and at last went round to open for them a door of +further admission, which happened to be locked inside. She was a little +old lady, with an enormous head; that was the first thing Ransom +noticed—the vast, fair, protuberant, candid, ungarnished brow, +surmounting a pair of weak, kind, tired-looking eyes, and ineffectually +balanced in the rear by a cap which had the air of falling backward, and +which Miss Birdseye suddenly felt for while she talked, with +unsuccessful irrelevant movements. She had a sad, soft, pale face, which +(and it was the effect of her whole head) looked as if it had been +soaked, blurred, and made vague by exposure to some slow dissolvent. The +long practice of philanthropy had not given accent to her features; it +had rubbed out their transitions, their meanings. The waves of sympathy, +of enthusiasm, had wrought upon them in the same way in which the waves +of time finally modify the surface of old marble busts, gradually +washing away their sharpness, their details. In her large countenance +her dim little smile scarcely showed. It was a mere sketch of a smile, a +kind of instalment, or payment on account; it seemed to say that she +would smile more if she had time, but that you could see, without this, +that she was gentle and easy to beguile.</p> + +<p>She always dressed in the same way: she wore a loose black jacket, with +deep pockets, which were stuffed with papers, memoranda of a voluminous +correspondence; and from beneath her jacket depended a short stuff +dress. The brevity of this simple garment was the one device by which +Miss Birdseye managed to suggest that she was a woman of business, that +she wished to be free for action. She belonged to the Short-Skirts +League, as a matter of course; for she belonged to any and every league +that had been founded for almost any purpose whatever. This did not +prevent her being a confused, entangled, inconsequent, discursive old +woman, whose charity began at home and ended nowhere, whose credulity +kept pace with it, and who knew less about her fellow-creatures, if +possible, after fifty years of humanitary zeal, than on the day she had +gone into the field to testify against the iniquity of most +arrangements. Basil Ransom knew very little about such a life as hers, +but she seemed to him a revelation of a class, and a multitude of +socialistic figures, of names and episodes that he had heard of, grouped +themselves behind her. She looked as if she had spent her life on +platforms, in audiences, in conventions, in phalansteries, in <i>séances</i>; +in her faded face there was a kind of reflexion of ugly lecture-lamps; +with its habit of an upward angle, it seemed turned toward a public +speaker, with an effort of respiration in the thick air in which social +reforms are usually discussed. She talked continually, in a voice of +which the spring seemed broken, like that of an over-worked bell-wire; +and when Miss Chancellor explained that she had brought Mr. Ransom +because he was so anxious to meet Mrs. Farrinder, she gave the young man +a delicate, dirty, democratic little hand, looking at him kindly, as she +could not help doing, but without the smallest discrimination as against +others who might not have the good fortune (which involved, possibly, an +injustice) to be present on such an interesting occasion. She struck him +as very poor, but it was only afterward that he learned she had never +had a penny in her life. No one had an idea how she lived; whenever +money was given her she gave it away to a negro or a refugee. No woman +could be less invidious, but on the whole she preferred these two +classes of the human race. Since the Civil War much of her occupation +was gone; for before that her best hours had been spent in fancying that +she was helping some Southern slave to escape. It would have been a nice +question whether, in her heart of hearts, for the sake of this +excitement, she did not sometimes wish the blacks back in bondage. She +had suffered in the same way by the relaxation of many European +despotisms, for in former years much of the romance of her life had been +in smoothing the pillow of exile for banished conspirators. Her refugees +had been very precious to her; she was always trying to raise money for +some cadaverous Pole, to obtain lessons for some shirtless Italian. +There was a legend that an Hungarian had once possessed himself of her +affections, and had disappeared after robbing her of everything she +possessed. This, however, was very apocryphal, for she had never +possessed anything, and it was open to grave doubt that she could have +entertained a sentiment so personal. She was in love, even in those +days, only with causes, and she languished only for emancipations. But +they had been the happiest days, for when causes were embodied in +foreigners (what else were the Africans?), they were certainly more +appealing.</p> + +<p>She had just come down to see Doctor Prance—to see whether she wouldn't +like to come up. But she wasn't in her room, and Miss Birdseye guessed +she had gone out to her supper; she got her supper at a boarding-table +about two blocks off. Miss Birdseye expressed the hope that Miss +Chancellor had had hers; she would have had plenty of time to take it, +for no one had come in yet; she didn't know what made them all so late. +Ransom perceived that the garments suspended to the hat-rack were not a +sign that Miss Birdseye's friends had assembled; if he had gone a little +further still he would have recognised the house as one of those in +which mysterious articles of clothing are always hooked to something in +the hall. Miss Birdseye's visitors, those of Doctor Prance, and of other +tenants—for Number 756 was the common residence of several persons, +among whom there prevailed much vagueness of boundary—used to leave +things to be called for; many of them went about with satchels and +reticules, for which they were always looking for places of deposit. +What completed the character of this interior was Miss Birdseye's own +apartment, into which her guests presently made their way, and where +they were joined by various other members of the good lady's circle. +Indeed, it completed Miss Birdseye herself, if anything could be said to +render that office to this essentially formless old woman, who had no +more outline than a bundle of hay. But the bareness of her long, loose, +empty parlour (it was shaped exactly like Miss Chancellor's) told that +she had never had any needs but moral needs, and that all her history +had been that of her sympathies. The place was lighted by a small hot +glare of gas, which made it look white and featureless. It struck even +Basil Ransom with its flatness, and he said to himself that his cousin +must have a very big bee in her bonnet to make her like such a house. He +did not know then, and he never knew, that she mortally disliked it, and +that in a career in which she was constantly exposing herself to offence +and laceration, her most poignant suffering came from the injury of her +taste. She had tried to kill that nerve, to persuade herself that taste +was only frivolity in the disguise of knowledge; but her susceptibility +was constantly blooming afresh and making her wonder whether an absence +of nice arrangements were a necessary part of the enthusiasm of +humanity. Miss Birdseye was always trying to obtain employment, lessons +in drawing, orders for portraits, for poor foreign artists, as to the +greatness of whose talent she pledged herself without reserve; but in +point of fact she had not the faintest sense of the scenic or plastic +side of life.</p> + +<p>Toward nine o'clock the light of her hissing burners smote the majestic +person of Mrs. Farrinder, who might have contributed to answer that +question of Miss Chancellor's in the negative. She was a copious, +handsome woman, in whom angularity had been corrected by the air of +success; she had a rustling dress (it was evident what <i>she</i> thought +about taste), abundant hair of a glossy blackness, a pair of folded +arms, the expression of which seemed to say that rest, in such a career +as hers, was as sweet as it was brief, and a terrible regularity of +feature. I apply that adjective to her fine placid mask because she +seemed to face you with a question of which the answer was preordained, +to ask you how a countenance could fail to be noble of which the +measurements were so correct. You could contest neither the measurements +nor the nobleness, and had to feel that Mrs. Farrinder imposed herself. +There was a lithographic smoothness about her, and a mixture of the +American matron and the public character. There was something public in +her eye, which was large, cold, and quiet; it had acquired a sort of +exposed reticence from the habit of looking down from a lecture-desk, +over a sea of heads, while its distinguished owner was eulogised by a +leading citizen. Mrs. Farrinder, at almost any time, had the air of +being introduced by a few remarks. She talked with great slowness and +distinctness, and evidently a high sense of responsibility; she +pronounced every syllable of every word and insisted on being explicit. +If, in conversation with her, you attempted to take anything for +granted, or to jump two or three steps at a time, she paused, looking at +you with a cold patience, as if she knew that trick, and then went on at +her own measured pace. She lectured on temperance and the rights of +women; the ends she laboured for were to give the ballot to every woman +in the country and to take the flowing bowl from every man. She was held +to have a very fine manner, and to embody the domestic virtues and the +graces of the drawing-room; to be a shining proof, in short, that the +forum, for ladies, is not necessarily hostile to the fireside. She had a +husband, and his name was Amariah.</p> + +<p>Doctor Prance had come back from supper and made her appearance in +response to an invitation that Miss Birdseye's relaxed voice had tinkled +down to her from the hall over the banisters, with much repetition, to +secure attention. She was a plain, spare young woman, with short hair +and an eye-glass; she looked about her with a kind of near-sighted +deprecation, and seemed to hope that she should not be expected to +generalise in any way, or supposed to have come up for any purpose more +social than to see what Miss Birdseye wanted this time. By nine o'clock +twenty other persons had arrived, and had placed themselves in the +chairs that were ranged along the sides of the long, bald room, in which +they ended by producing the similitude of an enormous street-car. The +apartment contained little else but these chairs, many of which had a +borrowed aspect, an implication of bare bedrooms in the upper regions; a +table or two with a discoloured marble top, a few books, and a +collection of newspapers piled up in corners. Ransom could see for +himself that the occasion was not crudely festive; there was a want of +convivial movement, and, among most of the visitors, even of mutual +recognition. They sat there as if they were waiting for something; they +looked obliquely and silently at Mrs. Farrinder, and were plainly under +the impression that, fortunately, they were not there to amuse +themselves. The ladies, who were much the more numerous, wore their +bonnets, like Miss Chancellor; the men were in the garb of toil, many of +them in weary-looking overcoats. Two or three had retained their +overshoes, and as you approached them the odour of the india-rubber was +perceptible. It was not, however, that Miss Birdseye ever noticed +anything of that sort; she neither knew what she smelled nor tasted what +she ate. Most of her friends had an anxious, haggard look, though there +were sundry exceptions—half-a-dozen placid, florid faces. Basil Ransom +wondered who they all were; he had a general idea they were mediums, +communists, vegetarians. It was not, either, that Miss Birdseye failed +to wander about among them with repetitions of inquiry and friendly +absences of attention; she sat down near most of them in turn, saying +"Yes, yes," vaguely and kindly, to remarks they made to her, feeling for +the papers in the pockets of her loosened bodice, recovering her cap and +sacrificing her spectacles, wondering most of all what had been her idea +in convoking these people. Then she remembered that it had been +connected in some way with Mrs. Farrinder; that this eloquent woman had +promised to favour the company with a few reminiscences of her last +campaign; to sketch even, perhaps, the lines on which she intended to +operate during the coming winter. This was what Olive Chancellor had +come to hear; this would be the attraction for the dark-eyed young man +(he looked like a genius) she had brought with her. Miss Birdseye made +her way back to the great lecturess, who was bending an indulgent +attention on Miss Chancellor; the latter compressed into a small space, +to be near her, and sitting with clasped hands and a concentration of +inquiry which by contrast made Mrs. Farrinder's manner seem large and +free. In her transit, however, the hostess was checked by the arrival of +fresh pilgrims; she had no idea she had mentioned the occasion to so +many people—she only remembered, as it were, those she had +forgotten—and it was certainly a proof of the interest felt in Mrs. +Farrinder's work. The people who had just come in were Doctor and Mrs. +Tarrant and their daughter Verena; he was a mesmeric healer and she was +of old Abolitionist stock. Miss Birdseye rested her dim, dry smile upon +the daughter, who was new to her, and it floated before her that she +would probably be remarkable as a genius; her parentage was an +implication of that. There was a genius for Miss Birdseye in every bush. +Selah Tarrant had effected wonderful cures; she knew so many people—if +they would only try him. His wife was a daughter of Abraham Greenstreet; +she had kept a runaway slave in her house for thirty days. That was +years before, when this girl must have been a child; but hadn't it +thrown a kind of rainbow over her cradle, and wouldn't she naturally +have some gift? The girl was very pretty, though she had red hair.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="V" id="V"></a>V</h2> + + +<p>Mrs. Farrinder, meanwhile, was not eager to address the assembly. She +confessed as much to Olive Chancellor, with a smile which asked that a +temporary lapse of promptness might not be too harshly judged. She had +addressed so many assemblies, and she wanted to hear what other people +had to say. Miss Chancellor herself had thought so much on the vital +subject; would not she make a few remarks and give them some of her +experiences? How did the ladies on Beacon Street feel about the ballot? +Perhaps she could speak for <i>them</i> more than for some others. That was a +branch of the question on which, it might be, the leaders had not +information enough; but they wanted to take in everything, and why +shouldn't Miss Chancellor just make that field her own? Mrs. Farrinder +spoke in the tone of one who took views so wide that they might easily, +at first, before you could see how she worked round, look almost +meretricious; she was conscious of a scope that exceeded the first +flight of your imagination. She urged upon her companion the idea of +labouring in the world of fashion, appeared to attribute to her familiar +relations with that mysterious realm, and wanted to know why she +shouldn't stir up some of her friends down there on the Mill-dam?</p> + +<p>Olive Chancellor received this appeal with peculiar feelings. With her +immense sympathy for reform, she found herself so often wishing that +reformers were a little different. There was something grand about Mrs. +Farrinder; it lifted one up to be with her: but there was a false note +when she spoke to her young friend about the ladies in Beacon Street. +Olive hated to hear that fine avenue talked about as if it were such a +remarkable place, and to live there were a proof of worldly glory. All +sorts of inferior people lived there, and so brilliant a woman as Mrs. +Farrinder, who lived at Roxbury, ought not to mix things up. It was, of +course, very wretched to be irritated by such mistakes; but this was not +the first time Miss Chancellor had observed that the possession of +nerves was not by itself a reason for embracing the new truths. She knew +her place in the Boston hierarchy, and it was not what Mrs. Farrinder +supposed; so that there was a want of perspective in talking to her as +if she had been a representative of the aristocracy. Nothing could be +weaker, she knew very well, than (in the United States) to apply that +term too literally; nevertheless, it would represent a reality if one +were to say that, by distinction, the Chancellors belonged to the +<i>bourgeoisie</i>—the oldest and best. They might care for such a position +or not (as it happened, they were very proud of it), but there they +were, and it made Mrs. Farrinder seem provincial (there was something +provincial, after all, in the way she did her hair too) not to +understand. When Miss Birdseye spoke as if one were a "leader of +society," Olive could forgive her even that odious expression, because, +of course, one never pretended that she, poor dear, had the smallest +sense of the real. She was heroic, she was sublime, the whole moral +history of Boston was reflected in her displaced spectacles; but it was +a part of her originality, as it were, that she was deliciously +provincial. Olive Chancellor seemed to herself to have privileges enough +without being affiliated to the exclusive set and having invitations to +the smaller parties, which were the real test; it was a mercy for her +that she had not that added immorality on her conscience. The ladies +Mrs. Farrinder meant (it was to be supposed she meant some particular +ones) might speak for themselves. She wished to work in another field; +she had long been preoccupied with the romance of the people. She had an +immense desire to know intimately some <i>very</i> poor girl. This might seem +one of the most accessible of pleasures; but, in point of fact, she had +not found it so. There were two or three pale shop-maidens whose +acquaintance she had sought; but they had seemed afraid of her, and the +attempt had come to nothing. She took them more tragically then they +took themselves; they couldn't make out what she wanted them to do, and +they always ended by being odiously mixed up with Charlie. Charlie was a +young man in a white overcoat and a paper collar; it was for him, in the +last analysis, that they cared much the most. They cared far more about +Charlie than about the ballot. Olive Chancellor wondered how Mrs. +Farrinder would treat that branch of the question. In her researches +among her young townswomen she had always found this obtrusive swain +planted in her path, and she grew at last to dislike him extremely. It +filled her with exasperation to think that he should be necessary to the +happiness of his victims (she had learned that whatever they might talk +about with her, it was of him and him only that they discoursed among +themselves), and one of the main recommendations of the evening club for +her fatigued, underpaid sisters, which it had long been her dream to +establish, was that it would in some degree undermine his +position—distinct as her prevision might be that he would be in waiting +at the door. She hardly knew what to say to Mrs. Farrinder when this +momentarily misdirected woman, still preoccupied with the Mill-dam, +returned to the charge.</p> + +<p>"We want labourers in that field, though I know two or three lovely +women—sweet <i>home-women</i>—moving in circles that are for the most part +closed to every new voice, who are doing their best to help on the +fight. I have several names that might surprise you, names well known on +State Street. But we can't have too many recruits, especially among +those whose refinement is generally acknowledged. If it be necessary, we +are prepared to take certain steps to conciliate the shrinking. Our +movement is for all—it appeals to the most delicate ladies. Raise the +standard among them, and bring me a thousand names. I know several that +I should like to have. I look after the details as well as the big +currents," Mrs. Farrinder added, in a tone as explanatory as could be +expected of such a woman, and with a smile of which the sweetness was +thrilling to her listener.</p> + +<p>"I can't talk to those people, I can't!" said Olive Chancellor, with a +face which seemed to plead for a remission of responsibility. "I want to +give myself up to others; I want to know everything that lies beneath +and out of sight, don't you know? I want to enter into the lives of +women who are lonely, who are piteous. I want to be near to them—to +help them. I want to do something—oh, I should like so to speak!"</p> + +<p>"We should be glad to have you make a few remarks at present," Mrs. +Farrinder declared, with a punctuality which revealed the faculty of +presiding.</p> + +<p>"Oh dear, no, I can't speak; I have none of that sort of talent. I have +no self-possession, no eloquence; I can't put three words together. But +I do want to contribute."</p> + +<p>"What <i>have</i> you got?" Mrs. Farrinder inquired, looking at her +interlocutress, up and down, with the eye of business, in which there +was a certain chill. "Have you got money?"</p> + +<p>Olive was so agitated for the moment with the hope that this great woman +would approve of her on the financial side that she took no time to +reflect that some other quality might, in courtesy, have been suggested. +But she confessed to possessing a certain capital, and the tone seemed +rich and deep in which Mrs. Farrinder said to her, "Then contribute +that!" She was so good as to develop this idea, and her picture of the +part Miss Chancellor might play by making liberal donations to a fund +for the diffusion among the women of America of a more adequate +conception of their public and private rights—a fund her adviser had +herself lately inaugurated—this bold, rapid sketch had the vividness +which characterised the speaker's most successful public efforts. It +placed Olive under the spell; it made her feel almost inspired. If her +life struck others in that way—especially a woman like Mrs. Farrinder, +whose horizon was so full—then there must be something for her to do. +It was one thing to choose for herself, but now the great representative +of the enfranchisement of their sex (from every form of bondage) had +chosen for her.</p> + +<p>The barren, gas-lighted room grew richer and richer to her earnest eyes; +it seemed to expand, to open itself to the great life of humanity. The +serious, tired people, in their bonnets and overcoats, began to glow +like a company of heroes. Yes, she would do something, Olive Chancellor +said to herself; she would do something to brighten the darkness of that +dreadful image that was always before her, and against which it seemed +to her at times that she had been born to lead a crusade—the image of +the unhappiness of women. The unhappiness of women! The voice of their +silent suffering was always in her ears, the ocean of tears that they +had shed from the beginning of time seemed to pour through her own eyes. +Ages of oppression had rolled over them; uncounted millions had lived +only to be tortured, to be crucified. They were her sisters, they were +her own, and the day of their delivery had dawned. This was the only +sacred cause; this was the great, the just revolution. It must triumph, +it must sweep everything before it; it must exact from the other, the +brutal, blood-stained, ravening race, the last particle of expiation! It +would be the greatest change the world had seen; it would be a new era +for the human family, and the names of those who had helped to show the +way and lead the squadrons would be the brightest in the tables of fame. +They would be names of women weak, insulted, persecuted, but devoted in +every pulse of their being to the cause, and asking no better fate than +to die for it. It was not clear to this interesting girl in what manner +such a sacrifice (as this last) would be required of her, but she saw +the matter through a kind of sunrise-mist of emotion which made danger +as rosy as success. When Miss Birdseye approached, it transfigured her +familiar, her comical shape, and made the poor little humanitary hack +seem already a martyr. Olive Chancellor looked at her with love, +remembered that she had never, in her long, unrewarded, weary life, had +a thought or an impulse for herself. She had been consumed by the +passion of sympathy; it had crumpled her into as many creases as an old +glazed, distended glove. She had been laughed at, but she never knew it; +she was treated as a bore, but she never cared. She had nothing in the +world but the clothes on her back, and when she should go down into the +grave she would leave nothing behind her but her grotesque, +undistinguished, pathetic little name. And yet people said that women +were vain, that they were personal, that they were interested! While +Miss Birdseye stood there, asking Mrs. Farrinder if she wouldn't say +something, Olive Chancellor tenderly fastened a small battered brooch +which confined her collar and which had half detached itself.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="VI" id="VI"></a>VI</h2> + + +<p>"Oh, thank you," said Miss Birdseye, "I shouldn't like to lose it; it +was given me by Mirandola!" He had been one of her refugees in the old +time, when two or three of her friends, acquainted with the limits of +his resources, wondered how he had come into possession of the trinket. +She had been diverted again, after her greeting with Doctor and Mrs. +Tarrant, by stopping to introduce the tall, dark young man whom Miss +Chancellor had brought with her to Doctor Prance. She had become +conscious of his somewhat sombre figure, uplifted against the wall, near +the door; he was leaning there in solitude, unacquainted with +opportunities which Miss Birdseye felt to be, collectively, of value, +and which were really, of course, what strangers came to Boston for. It +did not occur to her to ask herself why Miss Chancellor didn't talk to +him, since she had brought him; Miss Birdseye was incapable of a +speculation of this kind. Olive, in fact, had remained vividly conscious +of her kinsman's isolation until the moment when Mrs. Farrinder lifted +her, with a word, to a higher plane. She watched him across the room; +she saw that he might be bored. But she proposed to herself not to mind +that; she had asked him, after all, not to come. Then he was no worse +off than others; he was only waiting, like the rest; and before they +left she would introduce him to Mrs. Farrinder. She might tell that lady +who he was first; it was not every one that would care to know a person +who had borne such a part in the Southern disloyalty. It came over our +young lady that when she sought the acquaintance of her distant kinsman +she had indeed done a more complicated thing than she suspected. The +sudden uneasiness that he flung over her in the carriage had not left +her, though she felt it less now she was with others, and especially +that she was close to Mrs. Farrinder, who was such a fountain of +strength. At any rate, if he was bored, he could speak to some one; +there were excellent people near him, even if they <i>were</i> ardent +reformers. He could speak to that pretty girl who had just come in—the +one with red hair—if he liked; Southerners were supposed to be so +chivalrous!</p> + +<p>Miss Birdseye reasoned much less, and did not offer to introduce him to +Verena Tarrant, who was apparently being presented by her parents to a +group of friends at the other end of the room. It came back to Miss +Birdseye, in this connexion, that, sure enough, Verena had been away for +a long time—for nearly a year; had been on a visit to friends in the +West, and would therefore naturally be a stranger to most of the Boston +circle. Doctor Prance was looking at her—at Miss Birdseye—with little, +sharp, fixed pupils; and the good lady wondered whether she were angry +at having been induced to come up. She had a general impression that +when genius was original its temper was high, and all this would be the +case with Doctor Prance. She wanted to say to her that she could go down +again if she liked; but even to Miss Birdseye's unsophisticated mind +this scarcely appeared, as regards a guest, an adequate formula of +dismissal. She tried to bring the young Southerner out; she said to him +that she presumed they would have some entertainment soon—Mrs. +Farrinder could be interesting when she tried! And then she bethought +herself to introduce him to Doctor Prance; it might serve as a reason +for having brought her up. Moreover, it would do her good to break up +her work now and then; she pursued her medical studies far into the +night, and Miss Birdseye, who was nothing of a sleeper (Mary Prance, +precisely, had wanted to treat her for it), had heard her, in the +stillness of the small hours, with her open windows (she had fresh air +on the brain), sharpening instruments (it was Miss Birdseye's mild +belief that she dissected), in a little physiological laboratory which +she had set up in her back room, the room which, if she hadn't been a +doctor, might have been her "chamber," and perhaps was, even with the +dissecting, Miss Birdseye didn't know! She explained her young friends +to each other, a trifle incoherently, perhaps, and then went to stir up +Mrs. Farrinder.</p> + +<p>Basil Ransom had already noticed Doctor Prance; he had not been at all +bored, and had observed every one in the room, arriving at all sorts of +ingenious inductions. The little medical lady struck him as a perfect +example of the "Yankee female"—the figure which, in the unregenerate +imagination of the children of the cotton-States, was produced by the +New England school-system, the Puritan code, the ungenial climate, the +absence of chivalry. Spare, dry, hard, without a curve, an inflexion or +a grace, she seemed to ask no odds in the battle of life and to be +prepared to give none. But Ransom could see that she was not an +enthusiast, and after his contact with his cousin's enthusiasm this was +rather a relief to him. She looked like a boy, and not even like a good +boy. It was evident that if she had been a boy, she would have "cut" +school, to try private experiments in mechanics or to make researches in +natural history. It was true that if she had been a boy she would have +borne some relation to a girl, whereas Doctor Prance appeared to bear +none whatever. Except her intelligent eye, she had no features to speak +of. Ransom asked her if she were acquainted with the lioness, and on her +staring at him, without response, explained that he meant the renowned +Mrs. Farrinder.</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know as I ought to say that I'm acquainted with her; but +I've heard her on the platform. I have paid my half-dollar," the doctor +added, with a certain grimness.</p> + +<p>"Well, did she convince you?" Ransom inquired.</p> + +<p>"Convince me of what, sir?"</p> + +<p>"That women are so superior to men."</p> + +<p>"Oh, deary me!" said Doctor Prance, with a little impatient sigh; "I +guess I know more about women than she does."</p> + +<p>"And that isn't your opinion, I hope," said Ransom, laughing.</p> + +<p>"Men and women are all the same to me," Doctor Prance remarked. "I don't +see any difference. There is room for improvement in both sexes. Neither +of them is up to the standard." And on Ransom's asking her what the +standard appeared to her to be, she said, "Well, they ought to live +better; that's what they ought to do." And she went on to declare, +further, that she thought they all talked too much. This had so long +been Ransom's conviction that his heart quite warmed to Doctor Prance, +and he paid homage to her wisdom in the manner of Mississippi—with a +richness of compliment that made her turn her acute, suspicious eye upon +him. This checked him; she was capable of thinking that <i>he</i> talked too +much—she herself having, apparently, no general conversation. It was +german to the matter, at any rate, for him to observe that he believed +they were to have a lecture from Mrs. Farrinder—he didn't know why she +didn't begin. "Yes," said Doctor Prance, rather dryly, "I suppose that's +what Miss Birdseye called me up for. She seemed to think I wouldn't want +to miss that."</p> + +<p>"Whereas, I infer, you could console yourself for the loss of the +oration," Ransom suggested.</p> + +<p>"Well, I've got some work. I don't want any one to teach me what a woman +can do!" Doctor Prance declared. "She can find out some things, if she +tries. Besides, I am familiar with Mrs. Farrinder's system; I know all +she has got to say."</p> + +<p>"Well, what is it, then, since she continues to remain silent?"</p> + +<p>"Well, what it amounts to is just that women want to have a better time. +That's what it comes to in the end. I am aware of that, without her +telling me."</p> + +<p>"And don't you sympathise with such an aspiration?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know as I cultivate the sentimental side," said Doctor +Prance. "There's plenty of sympathy without mine. If they want to have a +better time, I suppose it's natural; so do men too, I suppose. But I +don't know as it appeals to me—to make sacrifices for it; it ain't such +a wonderful time—the best you <i>can</i> have!"</p> + +<p>This little lady was tough and technical; she evidently didn't care for +great movements; she became more and more interesting to Basil Ransom, +who, it is to be feared, had a fund of cynicism. He asked her if she +knew his cousin, Miss Chancellor, whom he indicated, beside Mrs. +Farrinder; <i>she</i> believed, on the contrary, in wonderful times (she +thought they were coming); she had plenty of sympathy, and he was sure +she was willing to make sacrifices.</p> + +<p>Doctor Prance looked at her across the room for a moment; then she said +she didn't know her, but she guessed she knew others like her—she went +to see them when they were sick. "She's having a private lecture to +herself," Ransom remarked; whereupon Doctor Prance rejoined, "Well, I +guess she'll have to pay for it!" She appeared to regret her own +half-dollar, and to be vaguely impatient of the behaviour of her sex. +Ransom became so sensible of this that he felt it was indelicate to +allude further to the cause of woman, and, for a change, endeavoured to +elicit from his companion some information about the gentlemen present. +He had given her a chance, vainly, to start some topic herself; but he +could see that she had no interests beyond the researches from which, +this evening, she had been torn, and was incapable of asking him a +personal question. She knew two or three of the gentlemen; she had seen +them before at Miss Birdseye's. Of course she knew principally ladies; +the time hadn't come when a lady-doctor was sent for by a gentleman, and +she hoped it never would, though some people seemed to think that this +was what lady-doctors were working for. She knew Mr. Pardon; that was +the young man with the "side-whiskers" and the white hair; he was a kind +of editor, and he wrote, too, "over his signature"—perhaps Basil had +read some of his works; he was under thirty, in spite of his white hair. +He was a great deal thought of in magazine circles. She believed he was +very bright—but she hadn't read anything. She didn't read much—not for +amusement; only the <i>Transcript</i>. She believed Mr. Pardon sometimes +wrote in the <i>Transcript</i>; well, she supposed he <i>was</i> very bright. The +other that she knew—only she didn't know him (she supposed Basil would +think that queer)—was the tall, pale gentleman, with the black +moustache and the eye-glass. She knew him because she had met him in +society; but she didn't know him—well, because she didn't want to. If +he should come and speak to her—and he looked as if he were going to +work round that way—she should just say to him, "Yes, sir," or "No, +sir," very coldly. She couldn't help it if he did think her dry; if <i>he</i> +were a little more dry, it might be better for him. What was the matter +with him? Oh, she thought she had mentioned that; he was a mesmeric +healer, he made miraculous cures. She didn't believe in his system or +disbelieve in it, one way or the other; she only knew that she had been +called to see ladies he had worked on, and she found that he had made +them lose a lot of valuable time. He talked to them—well, as if he +didn't know what he was saying. She guessed he was quite ignorant of +physiology, and she didn't think he ought to go round taking +responsibilities. She didn't want to be narrow, but she thought a person +ought to know something. She supposed Basil would think her very +uplifted; but he had put the question to her, as she might say. All she +could say was she didn't want him to be laying his hands on any of <i>her</i> +folks; it was all done with the hands—what wasn't done with the tongue! +Basil could see that Doctor Prance was irritated; that this extreme +candour of allusion to her neighbour was probably not habitual to her, +as a member of a society in which the casual expression of strong +opinion generally produced waves of silence. But he blessed her +irritation, for him it was so illuminating; and to draw further profit +from it he asked her who the young lady was with the red hair—the +pretty one, whom he had only noticed during the last ten minutes. She +was Miss Tarrant, the daughter of the healer; hadn't she mentioned his +name? Selah Tarrant; if he wanted to send for him. Doctor Prance wasn't +acquainted with her, beyond knowing that she was the mesmerist's only +child, and having heard something about her having some gift—she +couldn't remember which it was. Oh, if she was his child, she would be +sure to have some gift—if it was only the gift of the g——well, she +didn't mean to say that; but a talent for conversation. Perhaps she +could die and come to life again; perhaps she would show them her gift, +as no one seemed inclined to do anything. Yes, she was pretty-appearing, +but there was a certain indication of anæmia, and Doctor Prance would be +surprised if she didn't eat too much candy. Basil thought she had an +engaging exterior; it was his private reflexion, coloured doubtless by +"sectional" prejudice, that she was the first pretty girl he had seen in +Boston. She was talking with some ladies at the other end of the room; +and she had a large red fan, which she kept constantly in movement. She +was not a quiet girl; she fidgeted, was restless, while she talked, and +had the air of a person who, whatever she might be doing, would wish to +be doing something else. If people watched her a good deal, she also +returned their contemplation, and her charming eyes had several times +encountered those of Basil Ransom. But they wandered mainly in the +direction of Mrs. Farrinder—they lingered upon the serene solidity of +the great oratress. It was easy to see that the girl admired this +beneficent woman, and felt it a privilege to be near her. It was +apparent, indeed, that she was excited by the company in which she found +herself; a fact to be explained by a reference to that recent period of +exile in the West, of which we have had a hint, and in consequence of +which the present occasion may have seemed to her a return to +intellectual life. Ransom secretly wished that his cousin—since fate +was to reserve for him a cousin in Boston—had been more like that.</p> + +<p>By this time a certain agitation was perceptible; several ladies, +impatient of vain delay, had left their places, to appeal personally to +Mrs. Farrinder, who was presently surrounded with sympathetic +remonstrants. Miss Birdseye had given her up; it had been enough for +Miss Birdseye that she should have said, when pressed (so far as her +hostess, muffled in laxity, could press) on the subject of the general +expectation, that she could only deliver her message to an audience +which she felt to be partially hostile. There was no hostility there; +they were all only too much in sympathy. "I don't require sympathy," she +said, with a tranquil smile, to Olive Chancellor; "I am only myself, I +only rise to the occasion, when I see prejudice, when I see bigotry, +when I see injustice, when I see conservatism, massed before me like an +army. Then I feel—I feel as I imagine Napoleon Bonaparte to have felt +on the eve of one of his great victories. I <i>must</i> have unfriendly +elements—I like to win them over."</p> + +<p>Olive thought of Basil Ransom, and wondered whether he would do for an +unfriendly element. She mentioned him to Mrs. Farrinder, who expressed +an earnest hope that if he were opposed to the principles which were so +dear to the rest of them, he might be induced to take the floor and +testify on his own account. "I should be so happy to answer him," said +Mrs. Farrinder, with supreme softness. "I should be so glad, at any +rate, to exchange ideas with him." Olive felt a deep alarm at the idea +of a public dispute between these two vigorous people (she had a +perception that Ransom would be vigorous), not because she doubted of +the happy issue, but because she herself would be in a false position, +as having brought the offensive young man, and she had a horror of false +positions. Miss Birdseye was incapable of resentment; she had invited +forty people to hear Mrs. Farrinder speak, and now Mrs. Farrinder +wouldn't speak. But she had such a beautiful reason for it! There was +something martial and heroic in her pretext, and, besides, it was so +characteristic, so free, that Miss Birdseye was quite consoled, and +wandered away, looking at her other guests vaguely, as if she didn't +know them from each other, while she mentioned to them, at a venture, +the excuse for their disappointment, confident, evidently, that they +would agree with her it was very fine. "But we can't pretend to be on +the other side, just to start her up, can we?" she asked of Mr. Tarrant, +who sat there beside his wife with a rather conscious but by no means +complacent air of isolation from the rest of the company.</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know—I guess we are all solid here," this gentleman +replied, looking round him with a slow, deliberate smile, which made his +mouth enormous, developed two wrinkles, as long as the wings of a bat, +on either side of it, and showed a set of big, even, carnivorous teeth.</p> + +<p>"Selah," said his wife, laying her hand on the sleeve of his waterproof, +"I wonder whether Miss Birdseye would be interested to hear Verena."</p> + +<p>"Well, if you mean she sings, it's a shame I haven't got a piano," Miss +Birdseye took upon herself to respond. It came back to her that the girl +had a gift.</p> + +<p>"She doesn't want a piano—she doesn't want anything," Selah remarked, +giving no apparent attention to his wife. It was a part of his attitude +in life never to appear to be indebted to another person for a +suggestion, never to be surprised or unprepared.</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know that the interest in singing is so general," said +Miss Birdseye, quite unconscious of any slackness in preparing a +substitute for the entertainment that had failed her.</p> + +<p>"It isn't singing, you'll see," Mrs. Tarrant declared.</p> + +<p>"What is it, then?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Tarrant unfurled his wrinkles, showed his back teeth. "It's +inspirational."</p> + +<p>Miss Birdseye gave a small, vague, unsceptical laugh. "Well, if you can +guarantee that——"</p> + +<p>"I think it would be acceptable," said Mrs. Tarrant; and putting up a +half-gloved, familiar hand, she drew Miss Birdseye down to her, and the +pair explained in alternation what it was their child could do.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, Basil Ransom confessed to Doctor Prance that he was, after +all, rather disappointed. He had expected more of a programme; he wanted +to hear some of the new truths. Mrs. Farrinder, as he said, remained +within her tent, and he had hoped not only to see these distinguished +people but also to listen to them.</p> + +<p>"Well, <i>I</i> ain't disappointed," the sturdy little doctress replied. "If +any question had been opened, I suppose I should have had to stay."</p> + +<p>"But I presume you don't propose to retire."</p> + +<p>"Well, I've got to pursue my studies some time. I don't want the +gentlemen-doctors to get ahead of me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no one will ever get ahead of you, I'm very sure. And there is that +pretty young lady going over to speak to Mrs. Farrinder. She's going to +beg her for a speech—Mrs. Farrinder can't resist that."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, I'll just trickle out before she begins. Good-night, sir," +said Doctor Prance, who by this time had begun to appear to Ransom more +susceptible of domestication, as if she had been a small +forest-creature, a catamount or a ruffled doe, that had learned to stand +still while you stroked it, or even to extend a paw. She ministered to +health, and she was healthy herself; if his cousin could have been even +of this type Basil would have felt himself more fortunate.</p> + +<p>"Good-night, Doctor," he replied. "You haven't told me, after all, your +opinion of the capacity of the ladies."</p> + +<p>"Capacity for what?" said Doctor Prance. "They've got a capacity for +making people waste time. All I know is that I don't want any one to +tell <i>me</i> what a lady can do!" And she edged away from him softly, as if +she had been traversing a hospital-ward, and presently he saw her reach +the door, which, with the arrival of the later comers, had remained +open. She stood there an instant, turning over the whole assembly a +glance like the flash of a watchman's bull's-eye, and then quickly +passed out. Ransom could see that she was impatient of the general +question and bored with being reminded, even for the sake of her rights, +that she was a woman—a detail that she was in the habit of forgetting, +having as many rights as she had time for. It was certain that whatever +might become of the movement at large, Doctor Prance's own little +revolution was a success.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="VII" id="VII"></a>VII</h2> + + +<p>She had no sooner left him than Olive Chancellor came towards him with +eyes that seemed to say, "I don't care whether you are here now or +not—I'm all right!" But what her lips said was much more gracious; she +asked him if she mightn't have the pleasure of introducing him to Mrs. +Farrinder. Ransom consented, with a little of his Southern flourish, and +in a moment the lady got up to receive him from the midst of the circle +that now surrounded her. It was an occasion for her to justify her +reputation of an elegant manner, and it must be impartially related that +she struck Ransom as having a dignity in conversation and a command of +the noble style which could not have been surpassed by a daughter—one +of the most accomplished, most far-descended daughters—of his own +latitude. It was as if she had known that he was not eager for the +changes she advocated, and wished to show him that, especially to a +Southerner who had bitten the dust, her sex could be magnanimous. This +knowledge of his secret heresy seemed to him to be also in the faces of +the other ladies, whose circumspect glances, however (for he had not +been introduced), treated it as a pity rather than as a shame. He was +conscious of all these middle-aged feminine eyes, conscious of curls, +rather limp, that depended from dusky bonnets, of heads poked forward, +as if with a waiting, listening, familiar habit, of no one being very +bright or gay—no one, at least, but that girl he had noticed before, +who had a brilliant head, and who now hovered on the edge of the +conclave. He met her eye again; she was watching him too. It had been in +his thought that Mrs. Farrinder, to whom his cousin might have betrayed +or misrepresented him, would perhaps defy him to combat, and he wondered +whether he could pull himself together (he was extremely embarrassed) +sufficiently to do honour to such a challenge. If she would fling down +the glove on the temperance question, it seemed to him that it would be +in him to pick it up; for the idea of a meddling legislation on this +subject filled him with rage; the taste of liquor being good to him, and +his conviction strong that civilisation itself would be in danger if it +should fall into the power of a herd of vociferating women (I am but the +reporter of his angry <i>formulae</i>) to prevent a gentleman from taking his +glass. Mrs. Farrinder proved to him that she had not the eagerness of +insecurity; she asked him if he wouldn't like to give the company some +account of the social and political condition of the South. He begged to +be excused, expressing at the same time a high sense of the honour done +him by such a request, while he smiled to himself at the idea of his +extemporising a lecture. He smiled even while he suspected the meaning +of the look Miss Chancellor gave him: "Well, you are not of much account +after all!" To talk to those people about the South—if they could have +guessed how little he cared to do it! He had a passionate tenderness for +his own country, and a sense of intimate connexion with it which would +have made it as impossible for him to take a roomful of Northern +fanatics into his confidence as to read aloud his mother's or his +mistress's letters. To be quiet about the Southern land, not to touch +her with vulgar hands, to leave her alone with her wounds and her +memories, not prating in the market-place either of her troubles or her +hopes, but waiting as a man should wait, for the slow process, the +sensible beneficence, of time—this was the desire of Ransom's heart, +and he was aware of how little it could minister to the entertainment of +Miss Birdseye's guests.</p> + +<p>"We know so little about the women of the South; they are very +voiceless," Mrs. Farrinder remarked. "How much can we count upon them? +in what numbers would they flock to our standard? I have been +recommended not to lecture in the Southern cities."</p> + +<p>"Ah, madam, that was very cruel advice—for us!" Basil Ransom exclaimed, +with gallantry.</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> had a magnificent audience last spring in St. Louis," a fresh young +voice announced, over the heads of the gathered group—a voice which, on +Basil's turning, like every one else, for an explanation, appeared to +have proceeded from the pretty girl with red hair. She had coloured a +little with the effort of making this declaration, and she stood there +smiling at her listeners.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Farrinder bent a benignant brow upon her, in spite of her being, +evidently, rather a surprise. "Oh, indeed; and your subject, my dear +young lady?"</p> + +<p>"The past history, the present condition, and the future prospects of +our sex."</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, St. Louis—that's scarcely the South," said one of the +ladies.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure the young lady would have had equal success at Charleston or +New Orleans," Basil Ransom interposed.</p> + +<p>"Well, I wanted to go farther," the girl continued, "but I had no +friends. I have friends in St. Louis."</p> + +<p>"You oughtn't to want for them anywhere," said Mrs. Farrinder, in a +manner which, by this time, had quite explained her reputation. "I am +acquainted with the loyalty of St. Louis."</p> + +<p>"Well, after that, you must let me introduce Miss Tarrant; she's +perfectly dying to know you, Mrs. Farrinder." These words emanated from +one of the gentlemen, the young man with white hair, who had been +mentioned to Ransom by Doctor Prance as a celebrated magazinist. He, +too, up to this moment, had hovered in the background, but he now gently +clove the assembly (several of the ladies made way for him), leading in +the daughter of the mesmerist.</p> + +<p>She laughed and continued to blush—her blush was the faintest pink; she +looked very young and slim and fair as Mrs. Farrinder made way for her +on the sofa which Olive Chancellor had quitted. "I <i>have</i> wanted to know +you; I admire you so much; I hoped so you would speak to-night. It's too +lovely to see you, Mrs. Farrinder." So she expressed herself, while the +company watched the encounter with a look of refreshed inanition. "You +don't know who I am, of course; I'm just a girl who wants to thank you +for all you have done for us. For you have spoken for us girls, just as +much as—just as much as——" She hesitated now, looking about with +enthusiastic eyes at the rest of the group, and meeting once more the +gaze of Basil Ransom.</p> + +<p>"Just as much as for the old women," said Mrs. Farrinder genially. "You +seem very well able to speak for yourself."</p> + +<p>"She speaks so beautifully—if she would only make a little address," +the young man who had introduced her remarked. "It's a new style, quite +original," he added. He stood there with folded arms, looking down at +his work, the conjunction of the two ladies, with a smile; and Basil +Ransom, remembering what Miss Prance had told him, and enlightened by +his observation in New York of some of the sources from which newspapers +are fed, was immediately touched by the conviction that he perceived in +it the material of a paragraph.</p> + +<p>"My dear child, if you'll take the floor, I'll call the meeting to +order," said Mrs. Farrinder.</p> + +<p>The girl looked at her with extraordinary candour and confidence. "If I +could only hear you first—just to give me an atmosphere."</p> + +<p>"I've got no atmosphere; there's very little of the Indian summer about +<i>me</i>! I deal with facts—hard facts," Mrs. Farrinder replied. "Have you +ever heard me? If so, you know how crisp I am."</p> + +<p>"Heard you? I've lived on you! It's so much to me to see you. Ask mother +if it ain't!" She had expressed herself, from the first word she +uttered, with a promptness and assurance which gave almost the +impression of a lesson rehearsed in advance. And yet there was a strange +spontaneity in her manner, and an air of artless enthusiasm, of personal +purity. If she was theatrical, she was naturally theatrical. She looked +up at Mrs. Farrinder with all her emotion in her smiling eyes. This lady +had been the object of many ovations; it was familiar to her that the +collective heart of her sex had gone forth to her; but, visibly, she was +puzzled by this unforeseen embodiment of gratitude and fluency, and her +eyes wandered over the girl with a certain reserve, while, within the +depth of her eminently public manner, she asked herself whether Miss +Tarrant were a remarkable young woman or only a forward minx. She found +a response which committed her to neither view; she only said, "We want +the young—of course we want the young!"</p> + +<p>"Who is that charming creature?" Basil Ransom heard his cousin ask, in a +grave, lowered tone, of Matthias Pardon, the young man who had brought +Miss Tarrant forward. He didn't know whether Miss Chancellor knew him, +or whether her curiosity had pushed her to boldness. Ransom was near the +pair, and had the benefit of Mr. Pardon's answer.</p> + +<p>"The daughter of Doctor Tarrant, the mesmeric healer—Miss Verena. She's +a high-class speaker."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?" Olive asked. "Does she give public addresses?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, she has had quite a career in the West. I heard her last spring +at Topeka. They call it inspirational. I don't know what it is—only +it's exquisite; so fresh and poetical. She has to have her father to +start her up. It seems to pass into her." And Mr. Pardon indulged in a +gesture intended to signify the passage.</p> + +<p>Olive Chancellor made no rejoinder save a low, impatient sigh; she +transferred her attention to the girl, who now held Mrs. Farrinder's +hand in both her own, and was pleading with her just to prelude a +little. "I want a starting-point—I want to know where I am," she said. +"Just two or three of your grand old thoughts."</p> + +<p>Basil stepped nearer to his cousin; he remarked to her that Miss Verena +was very pretty. She turned an instant, glanced at him, and then said, +"Do you think so?" An instant later she added, "How you must hate this +place!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, not now, we are going to have some fun," Ransom replied +good-humouredly, if a trifle coarsely; and the declaration had a point, +for Miss Birdseye at this moment reappeared, followed by the mesmeric +healer and his wife.</p> + +<p>"Ah, well, I see you are drawing her out," said Miss Birdseye to Mrs. +Farrinder; and at the idea that this process had been necessary Basil +Ransom broke into a smothered hilarity, a spasm which indicated that, +for him, the fun had already begun, and procured him another grave +glance from Miss Chancellor. Miss Verena seemed to him as far "out" as a +young woman could be. "Here's her father, Doctor Tarrant—he has a +wonderful gift—and her mother—she was a daughter of Abraham +Greenstreet." Miss Birdseye presented her companion; she was sure Mrs. +Farrinder would be interested; she wouldn't want to lose an opportunity, +even if for herself the conditions were not favourable. And then Miss +Birdseye addressed herself to the company more at large, widening the +circle so as to take in the most scattered guests, and evidently feeling +that after all it was a relief that one happened to have an obscurely +inspired maiden on the premises when greater celebrities had betrayed +the whimsicality of genius. It was a part of this whimsicality that Mrs. +Farrinder—the reader may find it difficult to keep pace with her +variations—appeared now to have decided to utter a few of her thoughts, +so that her hostess could elicit a general response to the remark that +it would be delightful to have both the old school and the new.</p> + +<p>"Well, perhaps you'll be disappointed in Verena," said Mrs. Tarrant, +with an air of dolorous resignation to any event, and seating herself, +with her gathered mantle, on the edge of a chair, as if she, at least, +were ready, whoever else might keep on talking.</p> + +<p>"It isn't <i>me</i>, mother," Verena rejoined, with soft gravity, rather +detached now from Mrs. Farrinder, and sitting with her eyes fixed +thoughtfully on the ground. With deference to Mrs. Tarrant, a little +more talk was necessary, for the young lady had as yet been +insufficiently explained. Miss Birdseye felt this, but she was rather +helpless about it, and delivered herself, with her universal +familiarity, which embraced every one and everything, of a wandering, +amiable tale, in which Abraham Greenstreet kept reappearing, in which +Doctor Tarrant's miraculous cures were specified, with all the facts +wanting, and in which Verena's successes in the West were related, not +with emphasis or hyperbole, in which Miss Birdseye never indulged, but +as accepted and recognised wonders, natural in an age of new +revelations. She had heard of these things in detail only ten minutes +before, from the girl's parents, but her hospitable soul had needed but +a moment to swallow and assimilate them. If her account of them was not +very lucid, it should be said in excuse for her that it was impossible +to have any idea of Verena Tarrant unless one had heard her, and +therefore still more impossible to give an idea to others. Mrs. +Farrinder was perceptibly irritated; she appeared to have made up her +mind, after her first hesitation, that the Tarrant family were +fantastical and compromising. She had bent an eye of coldness on Selah +and his wife—she might have regarded them all as a company of +mountebanks.</p> + +<p>"Stand up and tell us what you have to say," she remarked, with some +sternness, to Verena, who only raised her eyes to her, silently now, +with the same sweetness, and then rested them on her father. This +gentleman seemed to respond to an irresistible appeal; he looked round +at the company with all his teeth, and said that these flattering +allusions were not so embarrassing as they might otherwise be, inasmuch +as any success that he and his daughter might have had was so thoroughly +impersonal: he insisted on that word. They had just heard her say, "It +is not <i>me</i>, mother," and he and Mrs. Tarrant and the girl herself were +all equally aware it was not she. It was some power outside—it seemed +to flow through her; he couldn't pretend to say why his daughter should +be called, more than any one else. But it seemed as if she <i>was</i> called. +When he just calmed her down by laying his hand on her a few moments, it +seemed to come. It so happened that in the West it had taken the form of +a considerable eloquence. She had certainly spoken with great facility +to cultivated and high-minded audiences. She had long followed with +sympathy the movement for the liberation of her sex from every sort of +bondage; it had been her principal interest even as a child (he might +mention that at the age of nine she had christened her favourite doll +Eliza P. Moseley, in memory of a great precursor whom they all +reverenced), and now the inspiration, if he might call it so, seemed +just to flow in that channel. The voice that spoke from her lips seemed +to want to take that form. It didn't seem as if it <i>could</i> take any +other. She let it come out just as it would—she didn't pretend to have +any control. They could judge for themselves whether the whole thing was +not quite unique. That was why he was willing to talk about his own +child that way, before a gathering of ladies and gentlemen; it was +because they took no credit—they felt it was a power outside. If Verena +felt she was going to be stimulated that evening, he was pretty sure +they would be interested. Only he should have to request a few moments' +silence, while she listened for the voice.</p> + +<p>Several of the ladies declared that they should be delighted—they hoped +that Miss Tarrant was in good trim; whereupon they were corrected by +others, who reminded them that it wasn't <i>her</i>—she had nothing to do +with it—so her trim didn't matter; and a gentleman added that he +guessed there were many present who had conversed with Eliza P. Moseley. +Meanwhile Verena, more and more withdrawn into herself, but perfectly +undisturbed by the public discussion of her mystic faculty, turned yet +again, very prettily, to Mrs. Farrinder, and asked her if she wouldn't +strike out—just to give her courage. By this time Mrs. Farrinder was in +a condition of overhanging gloom; she greeted the charming suppliant +with the frown of Juno. She disapproved completely of Doctor Tarrant's +little speech, and she had less and less disposition to be associated +with a miracle-monger. Abraham Greenstreet was very well, but Abraham +Greenstreet was in his grave; and Eliza P. Moseley, after all, had been +very tepid. Basil Ransom wondered whether it were effrontery or +innocence that enabled Miss Tarrant to meet with such complacency the +aloofness of the elder lady. At this moment he heard Olive Chancellor, +at his elbow, with the tremor of excitement in her tone, suddenly +exclaim: "Please begin, please begin! A voice, a human voice, is what we +want."</p> + +<p>"I'll speak after you, and if you're a humbug, I'll expose you!" Mrs. +Farrinder said. She was more majestic than facetious.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure we are all solid, as Doctor Tarrant says. I suppose we want to +be quiet," Miss Birdseye remarked.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="VIII" id="VIII"></a>VIII</h2> + + +<p>Verena Tarrant got up and went to her father in the middle of the room; +Olive Chancellor crossed and resumed her place beside Mrs. Farrinder on +the sofa the girl had quitted; and Miss Birdseye's visitors, for the +rest, settled themselves attentively in chairs or leaned against the +bare sides of the parlour. Verena took her father's hands, held them for +a moment, while she stood before him, not looking at him, with her eyes +towards the company; then, after an instant, her mother, rising, pushed +forward, with an interesting sigh, the chair on which she had been +sitting. Mrs. Tarrant was provided with another seat, and Verena, +relinquishing her father's grasp, placed herself in the chair, which +Tarrant put in position for her. She sat there with closed eyes, and her +father now rested his long, lean hands upon her head. Basil Ransom +watched these proceedings with much interest, for the girl amused and +pleased him. She had far more colour than any one there, for whatever +brightness was to be found in Miss Birdseye's rather faded and dingy +human collection had gathered itself into this attractive but ambiguous +young person. There was nothing ambiguous, by the way, about her +confederate; Ransom simply loathed him, from the moment he opened his +mouth; he was intensely familiar—that is, his type was; he was simply +the detested carpet-bagger. He was false, cunning, vulgar, ignoble; the +cheapest kind of human product. That he should be the father of a +delicate, pretty girl, who was apparently clever too, whether she had a +gift or no, this was an annoying, disconcerting fact. The white, puffy +mother, with the high forehead, in the corner there, looked more like a +lady; but if she were one, it was all the more shame to her to have +mated with such a varlet, Ransom said to himself, making use, as he did +generally, of terms of opprobrium extracted from the older English +literature. He had seen Tarrant, or his equivalent, often before; he had +"whipped" him, as he believed, controversially, again and again, at +political meetings in blighted Southern towns, during the horrible +period of reconstruction. If Mrs. Farrinder had looked at Verena Tarrant +as if she were a mountebank, there was some excuse for it, inasmuch as +the girl made much the same impression on Basil Ransom. He had never +seen such an odd mixture of elements; she had the sweetest, most +unworldly face, and yet, with it, an air of being on exhibition, of +belonging to a troupe, of living in the gaslight, which pervaded even +the details of her dress, fashioned evidently with an attempt at the +histrionic. If she had produced a pair of castanets or a tambourine, he +felt that such accessories would have been quite in keeping.</p> + +<p>Little Doctor Prance, with her hard good sense, had noted that she was +anæmic, and had intimated that she was a deceiver. The value of her +performance was yet to be proved, but she was certainly very pale, white +as women are who have that shade of red hair; they look as if their +blood had gone into it. There was, however, something rich in the +fairness of this young lady; she was strong and supple, there was colour +in her lips and eyes, and her tresses, gathered into a complicated coil, +seemed to glow with the brightness of her nature. She had curious, +radiant, liquid eyes (their smile was a sort of reflexion, like the +glisten of a gem), and though she was not tall, she appeared to spring +up, and carried her head as if it reached rather high. Ransom would have +thought she looked like an Oriental, if it were not that Orientals are +dark; and if she had only had a goat she would have resembled Esmeralda, +though he had but a vague recollection of who Esmeralda had been. She +wore a light-brown dress, of a shape that struck him as fantastic, a +yellow petticoat, and a large crimson sash fastened at the side; while +round her neck, and falling low upon her flat young chest, she had a +double chain of amber beads. It must be added that, in spite of her +melodramatic appearance, there was no symptom that her performance, +whatever it was, would be of a melodramatic character. She was very +quiet now, at least (she had folded her big fan), and her father +continued the mysterious process of calming her down. Ransom wondered +whether he wouldn't put her to sleep; for some minutes her eyes had +remained closed; he heard a lady near him, apparently familiar with +phenomena of this class, remark that she was going off. As yet the +exhibition was not exciting, though it was certainly pleasant to have +such a pretty girl placed there before one, like a moving statue. Doctor +Tarrant looked at no one as he stroked and soothed his daughter; his +eyes wandered round the cornice of the room, and he grinned upward, as +if at an imaginary gallery. "Quietly—quietly," he murmured from time to +time. "It will come, my good child, it will come. Just let it work—just +let it gather. The spirit, you know; you've got to let the spirit come +out when it will." He threw up his arms at moments, to rid himself of +the wings of his long waterproof, which fell forward over his hands. +Basil Ransom noticed all these things, and noticed also, opposite, the +waiting face of his cousin, fixed, from her sofa, upon the closed eyes +of the young prophetess. He grew more impatient at last, not of the +delay of the edifying voice (though some time had elapsed), but of +Tarrant's grotesque manipulations, which he resented as much as if he +himself had felt their touch, and which seemed a dishonour to the +passive maiden. They made him nervous, they made him angry, and it was +only afterwards that he asked himself wherein they concerned him, and +whether even a carpet-bagger hadn't a right to do what he pleased with +his daughter. It was a relief to him when Verena got up from her chair, +with a movement which made Tarrant drop into the background as if his +part were now over. She stood there with a quiet face, serious and +sightless; then, after a short further delay, she began to speak.</p> + +<p>She began incoherently, almost inaudibly, as if she were talking in a +dream. Ransom could not understand her; he thought it very queer, and +wondered what Doctor Prance would have said. "She's just arranging her +ideas, and trying to get in report; she'll come out all right." This +remark he heard dropped in a low tone by the mesmeric healer; "in +report" was apparently Tarrant's version of <i>en rapport</i>. His prophecy +was verified, and Verena did come out, after a little; she came out with +a great deal of sweetness—with a very quaint and peculiar effect. She +proceeded slowly, cautiously, as if she were listening for the prompter, +catching, one by one, certain phrases that were whispered to her a great +distance off, behind the scenes of the world. Then memory, or +inspiration, returned to her, and presently she was in possession of her +part. She played it with extraordinary simplicity and grace; at the end +of ten minutes Ransom became aware that the whole audience—Mrs. +Farrinder, Miss Chancellor, and the tough subject from Mississippi—were +under the charm. I speak of ten minutes, but to tell the truth the young +man lost all sense of time. He wondered afterwards how long she had +spoken; then he counted that her strange, sweet, crude, absurd, +enchanting improvisation must have lasted half an hour. It was not what +she said; he didn't care for that, he scarcely understood it; he could +only see that it was all about the gentleness and goodness of women, and +how, during the long ages of history, they had been trampled under the +iron heel of man. It was about their equality—perhaps even (he was not +definitely conscious) about their superiority. It was about their day +having come at last, about the universal sisterhood, about their duty to +themselves and to each other. It was about such matters as these, and +Basil Ransom was delighted to observe that such matters as these didn't +spoil it. The effect was not in what she said, though she said some such +pretty things, but in the picture and figure of the half-bedizened +damsel (playing, now again, with her red fan), the visible freshness and +purity of the little effort. When she had gained confidence she opened +her eyes, and their shining softness was half the effect of her +discourse. It was full of school-girl phrases, of patches of remembered +eloquence, of childish lapses of logic, of flights of fancy which might +indeed have had success at Topeka; but Ransom thought that if it had +been much worse it would have been quite as good, for the argument, the +doctrine, had absolutely nothing to do with it. It was simply an +intensely personal exhibition, and the person making it happened to be +fascinating. She might have offended the taste of certain people—Ransom +could imagine that there were other Boston circles in which she would be +thought pert; but for himself all he could feel was that to <i>his</i> +starved senses she irresistibly appealed. He was the stiffest of +conservatives, and his mind was steeled against the inanities she +uttered—the rights and wrongs of women, the equality of the sexes, the +hysterics of conventions, the further stultification of the suffrage, +the prospect of conscript mothers in the national Senate. It made no +difference; she didn't mean it, she didn't know what she meant, she had +been stuffed with this trash by her father, and she was neither more nor +less willing to say it than to say anything else; for the necessity of +her nature was not to make converts to a ridiculous cause, but to emit +those charming notes of her voice, to stand in those free young +attitudes, to shake her braided locks like a naiad rising from the +waves, to please every one who came near her, and to be happy that she +pleased. I know not whether Ransom was aware of the bearings of this +interpretation, which attributed to Miss Tarrant a singular hollowness +of character; he contented himself with believing that she was as +innocent as she was lovely, and with regarding her as a vocalist of +exquisite faculty, condemned to sing bad music. How prettily, indeed, +she made some of it sound!</p> + +<p>"Of course I only speak to women—to my own dear sisters; I don't speak +to men, for I don't expect them to like what I say. They pretend to +admire us very much, but I should like them to admire us a little less +and to trust us a little more. I don't know what we have ever done to +them that they should keep us out of everything. We have trusted <i>them</i> +too much, and I think the time has come now for us to judge them, and +say that by keeping us out we don't think they have done so well. When I +look around me at the world, and at the state that men have brought it +to, I confess I say to myself, "Well, if women had fixed it this way I +should like to know what they would think of it!" When I see the +dreadful misery of mankind and think of the suffering of which at any +hour, at any moment, the world is full, I say that if this is the best +they can do by themselves, they had better let us come in a little and +see what <i>we</i> can do. We couldn't possibly make it worse, could we? If +we had done only this, we shouldn't boast of it. Poverty, and ignorance, +and crime; disease, and wickedness, and wars! Wars, always more wars, +and always more and more. Blood, blood—the world is drenched with +blood! To kill each other, with all sorts of expensive and perfected +instruments, that is the most brilliant thing they have been able to +invent. It seems to me that we might stop it, we might invent something +better. The cruelty—the cruelty; there is so much, so much! Why +shouldn't tenderness come in? Why should our woman's hearts be so full +of it, and all so wasted and withered, while armies and prisons and +helpless miseries grow greater all the while? I am only a girl, a simple +American girl, and of course I haven't seen much, and there is a great +deal of life that I don't know anything about. But there are some things +I feel—it seems to me as if I had been born to feel them; they are in +my ears in the stillness of the night and before my face in the visions +of the darkness. It is what the great sisterhood of women might do if +they should all join hands, and lift up their voices above the brutal +uproar of the world, in which it is so hard for the plea of mercy or of +justice, the moan of weakness and suffering, to be heard. We should +quench it, we should make it still, and the sound of our lips would +become the voice of universal peace! For this we must trust one another, +we must be true and gentle and kind. We must remember that the world is +ours too, ours—little as we have ever had to say about anything!—and +that the question is <i>not</i> yet definitely settled whether it shall be a +place of injustice or a place of love!"</p> + +<p>It was with this that the young lady finished her harangue, which was +not followed by her sinking exhausted into her chair or by any of the +traces of a laboured climax. She only turned away slowly towards her +mother, smiling over her shoulder at the whole room, as if it had been a +single person, without a flush in her whiteness, or the need of drawing +a longer breath. The performance had evidently been very easy to her, +and there might have been a kind of impertinence in her air of not +having suffered from an exertion which had wrought so powerfully on +every one else. Ransom broke into a genial laugh, which he instantly +swallowed again, at the sweet grotesqueness of this virginal creature's +standing up before a company of middle-aged people to talk to them about +"love," the note on which she had closed her harangue. It was the most +charming touch in the whole thing, and the most vivid proof of her +innocence. She had had immense success, and Mrs. Tarrant, as she took +her into her arms and kissed her, was certainly able to feel that the +audience was not disappointed. They were exceedingly affected; they +broke into exclamations and murmurs. Selah Tarrant went on conversing +ostentatiously with his neighbours, slowly twirling his long thumbs and +looking up at the cornice again, as if there could be nothing in the +brilliant manner in which his daughter had acquitted herself to surprise +<i>him</i>, who had heard her when she was still more remarkable, and who, +moreover, remembered that the affair was so impersonal. Miss Birdseye +looked round at the company with dim exultation; her large mild cheeks +were shining with unwiped tears. Young Mr. Pardon remarked, in Ransom's +hearing, that he knew parties who, if they had been present, would want +to engage Miss Verena at a high figure for the winter campaign. And +Ransom heard him add in a lower tone: "There's money for some one in +that girl; you see if she don't have quite a run!" As for our +Mississippian he kept his agreeable sensation for himself, only +wondering whether he might not ask Miss Birdseye to present him to the +heroine of the evening. Not immediately, of course, for the young man +mingled with his Southern pride a shyness which often served all the +purpose of humility. He was aware how much he was an outsider in such a +house as that, and he was ready to wait for his coveted satisfaction +till the others, who all hung together, should have given her the +assurance of an approval which she would value, naturally, more than +anything he could say to her. This episode had imparted animation to the +assembly; a certain gaiety, even, expressed in a higher pitch of +conversation, seemed to float in the heated air. People circulated more +freely, and Verena Tarrant was presently hidden from Ransom's sight by +the close-pressed ranks of the new friends she had made. "Well, I never +heard it put <i>that</i> way!" Ransom heard one of the ladies exclaim; to +which another replied that she wondered one of their bright women hadn't +thought of it before. "Well, it <i>is</i> a gift, and no mistake," and "Well, +they may call it what they please, it's a pleasure to listen to +it"—these genial tributes fell from the lips of a pair of ruminating +gentlemen. It was affirmed within Ransom's hearing that if they had a +few more like that the matter would soon be fixed; and it was rejoined +that they couldn't expect to have a great many—the style was so +peculiar. It was generally admitted that the style was peculiar, but +Miss Tarrant's peculiarity was the explanation of her success.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="IX" id="IX"></a>IX</h2> + + +<p>Ransom approached Mrs. Farrinder again, who had remained on her sofa +with Olive Chancellor; and as she turned her face to him he saw that she +had felt the universal contagion. Her keen eye sparkled, there was a +flush on her matronly cheek, and she had evidently made up her mind what +line to take. Olive Chancellor sat motionless; her eyes were fixed on +the floor with the rigid, alarmed expression of her moments of nervous +diffidence; she gave no sign of observing her kinsman's approach. He +said something to Mrs. Farrinder, something that imperfectly represented +his admiration of Verena; and this lady replied with dignity that it was +no wonder the girl spoke so well—she spoke in such a good cause. "She +is very graceful, has a fine command of language; her father says it's a +natural gift." Ransom saw that he should not in the least discover Mrs. +Farrinder's real opinion, and her dissimulation added to his impression +that she was a woman with a policy. It was none of his business whether +in her heart she thought Verena a parrot or a genius; it was perceptible +to him that she saw she would be effective, would help the cause. He +stood almost appalled for a moment, as he said to himself that she would +take her up and the girl would be ruined, would force her note and +become a screamer. But he quickly dodged this vision, taking refuge in a +mechanical appeal to his cousin, of whom he inquired how she liked Miss +Verena. Olive made no answer; her head remained averted, she bored the +carpet with her conscious eyes. Mrs. Farrinder glanced at her askance, +and then said to Ransom serenely:</p> + +<p>"You praise the grace of your Southern ladies, but you have had to come +North to see a human gazelle. Miss Tarrant is of the best New England +stock—what <i>I</i> call the best!"</p> + +<p>"I'm sure from what I have seen of the Boston ladies, no manifestation +of grace can excite my surprise," Ransom rejoined, looking, with his +smile, at his cousin.</p> + +<p>"She has been powerfully affected," Mrs. Farrinder explained, very +slightly dropping her voice, as Olive, apparently, still remained deaf.</p> + +<p>Miss Birdseye drew near at this moment; she wanted to know if Mrs. +Farrinder didn't want to express some acknowledgment, on the part of the +company at large, for the real stimulus Miss Tarrant had given them. +Mrs. Farrinder said: Oh yes, she would speak now with pleasure; only she +must have a glass of water first. Miss Birdseye replied that there was +some coming in a moment; one of the ladies had asked for it, and Mr. +Pardon had just stepped down to draw some. Basil took advantage of this +intermission to ask Miss Birdseye if she would give him the great +privilege of an introduction to Miss Verena. "Mrs. Farrinder will thank +her for the company," he said, laughing, "but she won't thank her for +me."</p> + +<p>Miss Birdseye manifested the greatest disposition to oblige him; she was +so glad he had been impressed. She was proceeding to lead him toward +Miss Tarrant when Olive Chancellor rose abruptly from her chair and laid +her hand, with an arresting movement, on the arm of her hostess. She +explained to her that she must go, that she was not very well, that her +carriage was there; also that she hoped Miss Birdseye, if it was not +asking too much, would accompany her to the door.</p> + +<p>"Well, you are impressed too," said Miss Birdseye, looking at her +philosophically. "It seems as if no one had escaped."</p> + +<p>Ransom was disappointed; he saw he was going to be taken away, and, +before he could suppress it, an exclamation burst from his lips—the +first exclamation he could think of that would perhaps check his +cousin's retreat: "Ah, Miss Olive, are you going to give up Mrs. +Farrinder?"</p> + +<p>At this Miss Olive looked at him, showed him an extraordinary face, a +face he scarcely understood or even recognised. It was portentously +grave, the eyes were enlarged, there was a red spot in each of the +cheeks, and as directed to him, a quick, piercing question, a kind of +leaping challenge, in the whole expression. He could only answer this +sudden gleam with a stare, and wonder afresh what trick his Northern +kinswoman was destined to play him. Impressed too? He should think he +had been! Mrs. Farrinder, who was decidedly a woman of the world, came +to his assistance, or to Miss Chancellor's, and said she hoped very much +Olive wouldn't stay—she felt these things too much. "If you stay, I +won't speak," she added; "I should upset you altogether." And then she +continued, tenderly, for so preponderantly intellectual a nature: "When +women feel as you do, how can I doubt that we shall come out all right?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, we shall come out all right, I guess," murmured Miss Birdseye.</p> + +<p>"But you must remember Beacon Street," Mrs. Farrinder subjoined. "You +must take advantage of your position—you must wake up the Back Bay!"</p> + +<p>"I'm sick of the Back Bay!" said Olive fiercely; and she passed to the +door with Miss Birdseye, bidding good-bye to no one. She was so agitated +that, evidently, she could not trust herself, and there was nothing for +Ransom but to follow. At the door of the room, however, he was checked +by a sudden pause on the part of the two ladies: Olive stopped and stood +there hesitating. She looked round the room and spied out Verena, where +she sat with her mother, the centre of a gratified group; then, throwing +back her head with an air of decision, she crossed over to her. Ransom +said to himself that now, perhaps, was his chance, and he quickly +accompanied Miss Chancellor. The little knot of reformers watched her as +she arrived; their faces expressed a suspicion of her social importance, +mingled with conscientious scruples as to whether it were right to +recognise it. Verena Tarrant saw that she was the object of this +manifestation, and she got up to meet the lady whose approach was so +full of point. Ransom perceived, however, or thought he perceived, that +she recognised nothing; she had no suspicions of social importance. Yet +she smiled with all her radiance, as she looked from Miss Chancellor to +him; smiled because she liked to smile, to please, to feel her +success—or was it because she was a perfect little actress, and this +was part of her training? She took the hand that Olive put out to her; +the others, rather solemnly, sat looking up from their chairs.</p> + +<p>"You don't know me, but I want to know you," Olive said. "I can thank +you now. Will you come and see me?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes; where do you live?" Verena answered, in the tone of a girl for +whom an invitation (she hadn't so many) was always an invitation.</p> + +<p>Miss Chancellor syllabled her address, and Mrs. Tarrant came forward, +smiling. "I know about you, Miss Chancellor. I guess your father knew my +father—Mr. Greenstreet. Verena will be very glad to visit you. We shall +be very happy to see you in <i>our</i> home."</p> + +<p>Basil Ransom, while the mother spoke, wanted to say something to the +daughter, who stood there so near him, but he could think of nothing +that would do; certain words that came to him, his Mississippi phrases, +seemed patronising and ponderous. Besides, he didn't wish to assent to +what she had said; he wished simply to tell her she was delightful, and +it was difficult to mark that difference. So he only smiled at her in +silence, and she smiled back at him—a smile that seemed to him quite +for himself.</p> + +<p>"Where do you live?" Olive asked; and Mrs. Tarrant replied that they +lived at Cambridge, and that the horse-cars passed just near their door. +Whereupon Olive insisted "Will you come very soon?" and Verena said, Oh +yes, she would come very soon, and repeated the number in Charles +Street, to show that she had taken heed of it. This was done with +childlike good faith. Ransom saw that she would come and see any one who +would ask her like that, and he regretted for a minute that he was not a +Boston lady, so that he might extend to her such an invitation. Olive +Chancellor held her hand a moment longer, looked at her in farewell, and +then, saying, "Come, Mr. Ransom," drew him out of the room. In the hall +they met Mr. Pardon, coming up from the lower regions with a jug of +water and a tumbler. Miss Chancellor's hackney-coach was there, and when +Basil had put her into it she said to him that she wouldn't trouble him +to drive with her—his hotel was not near Charles Street. He had so +little desire to sit by her side—he wanted to smoke—that it was only +after the vehicle had rolled off that he reflected upon her coolness, +and asked himself why the deuce she had brought him away. She <i>was</i> a +very odd cousin, was this Boston cousin of his. He stood there a moment, +looking at the light in Miss Birdseye's windows and greatly minded to +re-enter the house, now he might speak to the girl. But he contented +himself with the memory of her smile, and turned away with a sense of +relief, after all, at having got out of such wild company, as well as +with (in a different order) a vulgar consciousness of being very +thirsty.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="X" id="X"></a>X</h2> + + +<p>Verena Tarrant came in the very next day from Cambridge to Charles +Street; that quarter of Boston is in direct communication with the +academic suburb. It hardly seemed direct to poor Verena, perhaps, who, +in the crowded street-car which deposited her finally at Miss +Chancellor's door, had to stand up all the way, half suspended by a +leathern strap from the glazed roof of the stifling vehicle, like some +blooming cluster dangling in a hothouse. She was used, however, to these +perpendicular journeys, and though, as we have seen, she was not +inclined to accept without question the social arrangements of her time, +it never would have occurred to her to criticise the railways of her +native land. The promptness of her visit to Olive Chancellor had been an +idea of her mother's, and Verena listened open-eyed while this lady, in +the seclusion of the little house in Cambridge, while Selah Tarrant was +"off," as they said, with his patients, sketched out a line of conduct +for her. The girl was both submissive and unworldly, and she listened to +her mother's enumeration of the possible advantages of an intimacy with +Miss Chancellor as she would have listened to any other fairy-tale. It +was still a part of the fairy-tale when this zealous parent put on with +her own hands Verena's smart hat and feather, buttoned her little jacket +(the buttons were immense and gilt), and presented her with twenty cents +to pay her car-fare.</p> + +<p>There was never any knowing in advance how Mrs. Tarrant would take a +thing, and even Verena, who, filially, was much less argumentative than +in her civic and, as it were, public capacity, had a perception that her +mother was queer. She was queer, indeed—a flaccid, relaxed, unhealthy, +whimsical woman, who still had a capacity to cling. What she clung to +was "society," and a position in the world which a secret whisper told +her she had never had and a voice more audible reminded her she was in +danger of losing. To keep it, to recover it, to reconsecrate it, was the +ambition of her heart; this was one of the many reasons why Providence +had judged her worthy of having so wonderful a child. Verena was born +not only to lead their common sex out of bondage, but to remodel a +visiting-list which bulged and contracted in the wrong places, like a +country-made garment. As the daughter of Abraham Greenstreet, Mrs. +Tarrant had passed her youth in the first Abolitionist circles, and she +was aware how much such a prospect was clouded by her union with a young +man who had begun life as an itinerant vendor of lead-pencils (he had +called at Mr. Greenstreet's door in the exercise of this function), had +afterwards been for a while a member of the celebrated Cayuga community, +where there were no wives, or no husbands, or something of that sort +(Mrs. Tarrant could never remember), and had still later (though before +the development of the healing faculty) achieved distinction in the +spiritualistic world. (He was an extraordinarily favoured medium, only +he had had to stop for reasons of which Mrs. Tarrant possessed her +version.) Even in a society much occupied with the effacement of +prejudice there had been certain dim presumptions against this versatile +being, who naturally had not wanted arts to ingratiate himself with Miss +Greenstreet, her eyes, like his own, being fixed exclusively on the +future. The young couple (he was considerably her elder) had gazed on +the future together until they found that the past had completely +forsaken them and that the present offered but a slender foothold. Mrs. +Tarrant, in other words, incurred the displeasure of her family, who +gave her husband to understand that, much as they desired to remove the +shackles from the slave, there were kinds of behaviour which struck them +as too unfettered. These had prevailed, to their thinking, at Cayuga, +and they naturally felt it was no use for him to say that his residence +there had been (for him—the community still existed) but a momentary +episode, inasmuch as there was little more to be urged for the spiritual +picnics and vegetarian camp-meetings in which the discountenanced pair +now sought consolation.</p> + +<p>Such were the narrow views of people hitherto supposed capable of +opening their hearts to all salutary novelties, but now put to a genuine +test, as Mrs. Tarrant felt. Her husband's tastes rubbed off on her soft, +moist moral surface, and the couple lived in an atmosphere of novelty, +in which, occasionally, the accommodating wife encountered the fresh +sensation of being in want of her dinner. Her father died, leaving, +after all, very little money; he had spent his modest fortune upon the +blacks. Selah Tarrant and his companion had strange adventures; she +found herself completely enrolled in the great irregular army of +nostrum-mongers, domiciled in humanitary Bohemia. It absorbed her like a +social swamp; she sank into it a little more every day, without +measuring the inches of her descent. Now she stood there up to her chin; +it may probably be said of her that she had touched bottom. When she +went to Miss Birdseye's it seemed to her that she re-entered society. +The door that admitted her was not the door that admitted some of the +others (she should never forget the tipped-up nose of Mrs. Farrinder), +and the superior portal remained ajar, disclosing possible vistas. She +had lived with long-haired men and short-haired women, she had +contributed a flexible faith and an irremediable want of funds to a +dozen social experiments, she had partaken of the comfort of a hundred +religions, had followed innumerable dietary reforms, chiefly of the +negative order, and had gone of an evening to a <i>séance</i> or a lecture as +regularly as she had eaten her supper. Her husband always had tickets +for lectures; in moments of irritation at the want of a certain sequence +in their career, she had remarked to him that it was the only thing he +did have. The memory of all the winter nights they had tramped through +the slush (the tickets, alas! were not car-tickets) to hear Mrs. Ada T. +P. Foat discourse on the "Summer-land," came back to her with +bitterness. Selah was quite enthusiastic at one time about Mrs. Foat, +and it was his wife's belief that he had been "associated" with her +(that was Selah's expression in referring to such episodes) at Cayuga. +The poor woman, matrimonially, had a great deal to put up with; it took, +at moments, all her belief in his genius to sustain her. She knew that +he was very magnetic (that, in fact, was his genius), and she felt that +it was his magnetism that held her to him. He had carried her through +things where she really didn't know what to think; there were moments +when she suspected that she had lost the strong moral sense for which +the Greenstreets were always so celebrated.</p> + +<p>Of course a woman who had had the bad taste to marry Selah Tarrant would +not have been likely under any circumstances to possess a very straight +judgement; but there is no doubt that this poor lady had grown +dreadfully limp. She had blinked and compromised and shuffled; she asked +herself whether, after all, it was any more than natural that she should +have wanted to help her husband, in those exciting days of his +mediumship, when the table, sometimes, wouldn't rise from the ground, +the sofa wouldn't float through the air, and the soft hand of a lost +loved one was not so alert as it might have been to visit the circle. +Mrs. Tarrant's hand was soft enough for the most supernatural effect, +and she consoled her conscience on such occasions by reflecting +that she ministered to a belief in immortality. She was glad, +somehow, for Verena's sake, that they had emerged from the phase of +spirit-intercourse; her ambition for her daughter took another form than +desiring that she, too, should minister to a belief in immortality. Yet +among Mrs. Tarrant's multifarious memories these reminiscences of the +darkened room, the waiting circle, the little taps on table and wall, +the little touches on cheek and foot, the music in the air, the rain of +flowers, the sense of something mysteriously flitting, were most +tenderly cherished. She hated her husband for having magnetised her so +that she consented to certain things, and even did them, the thought of +which to-day would suddenly make her face burn; hated him for the manner +in which, somehow, as she felt, he had lowered her social tone; yet at +the same time she admired him for an impudence so consummate that it had +ended (in the face of mortifications, exposures, failures, all the +misery of a hand-to-mouth existence) by imposing itself on her as a kind +of infallibility. She knew he was an awful humbug, and yet her knowledge +had this imperfection, that he had never confessed it—a fact that was +really grand when one thought of his opportunities for doing so. He had +never allowed that he wasn't straight; the pair had so often been in the +position of the two augurs behind the altar, and yet he had never given +her a glance that the whole circle mightn't have observed. Even in the +privacy of domestic intercourse he had phrases, excuses, explanations, +ways of putting things, which, as she felt, were too sublime for just +herself; they were pitched, as Selah's nature was pitched, altogether in +the key of public life.</p> + +<p>So it had come to pass, in her distended and demoralised conscience, +that with all the things she despised in her life and all the things she +rather liked, between being worn out with her husband's inability to +earn a living and a kind of terror of his consistency (he had a theory +that they lived delightfully), it happened, I say, that the only very +definite criticism she made of him to-day was that he didn't know how to +speak. That was where the shoe pinched—that was where Selah was slim. +He couldn't hold the attention of an audience, he was not acceptable as +a lecturer. He had plenty of thoughts, but it seemed as if he couldn't +fit them into each other. Public speaking had been a Greenstreet +tradition, and if Mrs. Tarrant had been asked whether in her younger +years she had ever supposed she should marry a mesmeric healer, she +would have replied: "Well, I never thought I should marry a gentleman +who would be silent on the platform!" This was her most general +humiliation; it included and exceeded every other, and it was a poor +consolation that Selah possessed as a substitute—his career as a +healer, to speak of none other, was there to prove it—the eloquence of +the hand. The Greenstreets had never set much store on manual activity; +they believed in the influence of the lips. It may be imagined, +therefore, with what exultation, as time went on, Mrs. Tarrant found +herself the mother of an inspired maiden, a young lady from whose lips +eloquence flowed in streams. The Greenstreet tradition would not perish, +and the dry places of her life would, perhaps, be plentifully watered. +It must be added that, of late, this sandy surface had been irrigated, +in moderation, from another source. Since Selah had addicted himself to +the mesmeric mystery, their home had been a little more what the home of +a Greenstreet should be. He had "considerable many" patients, he got +about two dollars a sitting, and he had effected some most gratifying +cures. A lady in Cambridge had been so much indebted to him that she had +recently persuaded them to take a house near her, in order that Doctor +Tarrant might drop in at any time. He availed himself of this +convenience—they had taken so many houses that another, more or less, +didn't matter—and Mrs. Tarrant began to feel as if they really had +"struck" something.</p> + +<p>Even to Verena, as we know, she was confused and confusing; the girl had +not yet had an opportunity to ascertain the principles on which her +mother's limpness was liable suddenly to become rigid. This phenomenon +occurred when the vapours of social ambition mounted to her brain, when +she extended an arm from which a crumpled dressing-gown fluttered back +to seize the passing occasion. Then she surprised her daughter by a +volubility of exhortation as to the duty of making acquaintances, and by +the apparent wealth of her knowledge of the mysteries of good society. +She had, in particular, a way of explaining confidentially—and in her +desire to be graphic she often made up the oddest faces—the +interpretation that you must sometimes give to the manners of the best +people, and the delicate dignity with which you should meet them, which +made Verena wonder what secret sources of information she possessed. +Verena took life, as yet, very simply; she was not conscious of so many +differences of social complexion. She knew that some people were rich +and others poor, and that her father's house had never been visited by +such abundance as might make one ask one's self whether it were right, +in a world so full of the disinherited, to roll in luxury. But except +when her mother made her slightly dizzy by a resentment of some slight +that she herself had never perceived, or a flutter over some opportunity +that appeared already to have passed (while Mrs. Tarrant was looking for +something to "put on"), Verena had no vivid sense that she was not as +good as any one else, for no authority appealing really to her +imagination had fixed the place of mesmeric healers in the scale of +fashion. It was impossible to know in advance how Mrs. Tarrant would +take things. Sometimes she was abjectly indifferent; at others she +thought that every one who looked at her wished to insult her. At +moments she was full of suspicion of the ladies (they were mainly +ladies) whom Selah mesmerised; then again she appeared to have given up +everything but her slippers and the evening-paper (from this publication +she derived inscrutable solace), so that if Mrs. Foat in person had +returned from the summer-land (to which she had some time since taken +her flight), she would not have disturbed Mrs. Tarrant's almost cynical +equanimity.</p> + +<p>It was, however, in her social subtleties that she was most beyond her +daughter; it was when she discovered extraordinary though latent +longings on the part of people they met to make their acquaintance, that +the girl became conscious of how much she herself had still to learn. +All her desire was to learn, and it must be added that she regarded her +mother, in perfect good faith, as a wonderful teacher. She was perplexed +sometimes by her worldliness; that, somehow, was not a part of the +higher life which every one in such a house as theirs must wish above +all things to lead; and it was not involved in the reign of justice, +which they were all trying to bring about, that such a strict account +should be kept of every little snub. Her father seemed to Verena to move +more consecutively on the high plane; though his indifference to +old-fashioned standards, his perpetual invocation of the brighter day, +had not yet led her to ask herself whether, after all, men are more +disinterested than women. Was it interest that prompted her mother to +respond so warmly to Miss Chancellor, to say to Verena, with an air of +knowingness, that the thing to do was to go in and see her +<i>immediately</i>? No italics can represent the earnestness of Mrs. +Tarrant's emphasis. Why hadn't she said, as she had done in former +cases, that if people wanted to see them they could come out to their +home; that she was not so low down in the world as not to know there was +such a ceremony as leaving cards? When Mrs. Tarrant began on the +question of ceremonies she was apt to go far; but she had waived it in +this case; it suited her more to hold that Miss Chancellor had been very +gracious, that she was a most desirable friend, that she had been more +affected than any one by Verena's beautiful outpouring; that she would +open to her the best saloons in Boston; that when she said "Come soon" +she meant the very next day, that this was the way to take it, anyhow +(one must know when to go forward gracefully); and that in short she, +Mrs. Tarrant, knew what she was talking about.</p> + +<p>Verena accepted all this, for she was young enough to enjoy any journey +in a horse-car, and she was ever-curious about the world; she only +wondered a little how her mother knew so much about Miss Chancellor just +from looking at her once. What Verena had mainly observed in the young +lady who came up to her that way the night before was that she was +rather dolefully dressed, that she looked as if she had been crying +(Verena recognised that look quickly, she had seen it so much), and that +she was in a hurry to get away. However, if she was as remarkable as her +mother said, one would very soon see it; and meanwhile there was nothing +in the girl's feeling about herself, in her sense of her importance, to +make it a painful effort for her to run the risk of a mistake. She had +no particular feeling about herself; she only cared, as yet, for outside +things. Even the development of her "gift" had not made her think +herself too precious for mere experiments; she had neither a particle of +diffidence nor a particle of vanity. Though it would have seemed to you +eminently natural that a daughter of Selah Tarrant and his wife should +be an inspirational speaker, yet, as you knew Verena better, you would +have wondered immensely how she came to issue from such a pair. Her +ideas of enjoyment were very simple; she enjoyed putting on her new hat, +with its redundancy of feather, and twenty cents appeared to her a very +large sum.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XI" id="XI"></a>XI</h2> + + +<p>"I was certain you would come—I have felt it all day—something told +me!" It was with these words that Olive Chancellor greeted her young +visitor, coming to her quickly from the window, where she might have +been waiting for her arrival. Some weeks later she explained to Verena +how definite this prevision had been, how it had filled her all day with +a nervous agitation so violent as to be painful. She told her that such +forebodings were a peculiarity of her organisation, that she didn't know +what to make of them, that she had to accept them; and she mentioned, as +another example, the sudden dread that had come to her the evening +before in the carriage, after proposing to Mr. Ransom to go with her to +Miss Birdseye's. This had been as strange as it had been instinctive, +and the strangeness, of course, was what must have struck Mr. Ransom; +for the idea that he might come had been hers, and yet she suddenly +veered round. She couldn't help it; her heart had begun to throb with +the conviction that if he crossed that threshold some harm would come of +of it for her. She hadn't prevented him, and now she didn't care, for +now, as she intimated, she had the interest of Verena, and that made her +indifferent to every danger, to every ordinary pleasure. By this time +Verena had learned how peculiarly her friend was constituted, how +nervous and serious she was, how personal, how exclusive, what a force +of will she had, what a concentration of purpose. Olive had taken her +up, in the literal sense of the phrase, like a bird of the air, had +spread an extraordinary pair of wings, and carried her through the +dizzying void of space. Verena liked it, for the most part; liked to +shoot upward without an effort of her own and look down upon all +creation, upon all history, from such a height. From this first +interview she felt that she was seized, and she gave herself up, only +shutting her eyes a little, as we do whenever a person in whom we have +perfect confidence proposes, with our assent, to subject us to some +sensation.</p> + +<p>"I want to know you," Olive said, on this occasion; "I felt that I must +last night, as soon as I heard you speak. You seem to me very wonderful. +I don't know what to make of you. I think we ought to be friends; so I +just asked you to come to me straight off, without preliminaries, and I +believed you would come. It is so <i>right</i> that you have come, and it +proves how right I was." These remarks fell from Miss Chancellor's lips +one by one, as she caught her breath, with the tremor that was always in +her voice, even when she was the least excited, while she made Verena +sit down near her on the sofa, and looked at her all over in a manner +that caused the girl to rejoice at having put on the jacket with the +gilt buttons. It was this glance that was the beginning; it was with +this quick survey, omitting nothing, that Olive took possession of her. +"You are very remarkable; I wonder if you know how remarkable!" she went +on, murmuring the words as if she were losing herself, becoming +inadvertent in admiration.</p> + +<p>Verena sat there smiling, without a blush, but with a pure, bright look +which, for her, would always make protests unnecessary. "Oh, it isn't +me, you know; it's something outside!" She tossed this off lightly, as +if she were in the habit of saying it, and Olive wondered whether it +were a sincere disclaimer or only a phrase of the lips. The question was +not a criticism, for she might have been satisfied that the girl was a +mass of fluent catch-words and yet scarcely have liked her the less. It +was just as she was that she liked her; she was so strange, so different +from the girls one usually met, seemed to belong to some queer +gipsy-land or transcendental Bohemia. With her bright, vulgar clothes, +her salient appearance, she might have been a rope-dancer or a +fortune-teller; and this had the immense merit, for Olive, that it +appeared to make her belong to the "people," threw her into the social +dusk of that mysterious democracy which Miss Chancellor held that the +fortunate classes know so little about, and with which (in a future +possibly very near) they will have to count. Moreover, the girl had +moved her as she had never been moved, and the power to do that, from +whatever source it came, was a force that one must admire. Her emotion +was still acute, however much she might speak to her visitor as if +everything that had happened seemed to her natural; and what kept it, +above all, from subsiding was her sense that she found here what she had +been looking for so long—a friend of her own sex with whom she might +have a union of soul. It took a double consent to make a friendship, but +it was not possible that this intensely sympathetic girl would refuse. +Olive had the penetration to discover in a moment that she was a +creature of unlimited generosity. I know not what may have been the +reality of Miss Chancellor's other premonitions, but there is no doubt +that in this respect she took Verena's measure on the spot. This was +what she wanted; after that the rest didn't matter; Miss Tarrant might +wear gilt buttons from head to foot, her soul could not be vulgar.</p> + +<p>"Mother told me I had better come right in," said Verena, looking now +about the room, very glad to find herself in so pleasant a place, and +noticing a great many things that she should like to see in detail.</p> + +<p>"Your mother saw that I meant what I said; it isn't everybody that does +me the honour to perceive that. She saw that I was shaken from head to +foot. I could only say three words—I couldn't have spoken more! What a +power—what a power, Miss Tarrant!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I suppose it is a power. If it wasn't a power, it couldn't do much +with me!"</p> + +<p>"You are so simple—so much like a child," Olive Chancellor said. That +was the truth, and she wanted to say it because, quickly, without forms +or circumlocutions, it made them familiar. She wished to arrive at this; +her impatience was such that before the girl had been five minutes in +the room she jumped to her point—inquired of her, interrupting herself, +interrupting everything: "Will you be my friend, my friend of friends, +beyond every one, everything, for ever and for ever?" Her face was full +of eagerness and tenderness.</p> + +<p>Verena gave a laugh of clear amusement, without a shade of embarrassment +or confusion. "Perhaps you like me too much."</p> + +<p>"Of course I like you too much! When I like, I like too much. But of +course it's another thing, your liking me," Olive Chancellor added. "We +must wait—we must wait. When I care for anything, I can be patient." +She put out her hand to Verena, and the movement was at once so +appealing and so confident that the girl instinctively placed her own in +it. So, hand in hand, for some moments, these two young women sat +looking at each other. "There is so much I want to ask you," said Olive.</p> + +<p>"Well, I can't say much except when father has worked on me," Verena +answered with an ingenuousness beside which humility would have seemed +pretentious.</p> + +<p>"I don't care anything about your father," Olive Chancellor rejoined +very gravely, with a great air of security.</p> + +<p>"He is very good," Verena said simply. "And he's wonderfully magnetic."</p> + +<p>"It isn't your father, and it isn't your mother; I don't think of them, +and it's not them I want. It's only you—just as you are."</p> + +<p>Verena dropped her eyes over the front of her dress. "Just as she was" +seemed to her indeed very well.</p> + +<p>"Do you want me to give up——?" she demanded, smiling.</p> + +<p>Olive Chancellor drew in her breath for an instant, like a creature in +pain; then, with her quavering voice, touched with a vibration of +anguish, she said; "Oh, how can I ask you to give up? <i>I</i> will give +up—I will give up everything!"</p> + +<p>Filled with the impression of her hostess's agreeable interior, and of +what her mother had told her about Miss Chancellor's wealth, her +position in Boston society, Verena, in her fresh, diverted scrutiny of +the surrounding objects, wondered what could be the need of this scheme +of renunciation. Oh no, indeed, she hoped she wouldn't give up—at least +not before she, Verena, had had a chance to see. She felt, however, that +for the present there would be no answer for her save in the mere +pressure of Miss Chancellor's eager nature, that intensity of emotion +which made her suddenly exclaim, as if in a nervous ecstasy of +anticipation, "But we must wait! Why do we talk of this? We must wait! +All will be right," she added more calmly, with great sweetness.</p> + +<p>Verena wondered afterward why she had not been more afraid of her—why, +indeed, she had not turned and saved herself by darting out of the room. +But it was not in this young woman's nature to be either timid or +cautious; she had as yet to make acquaintance with the sentiment of +fear. She knew too little of the world to have learned to mistrust +sudden enthusiasms, and if she had had a suspicion it would have been +(in accordance with common worldly knowledge) the wrong one—the +suspicion that such a whimsical liking would burn itself out. She could +not have that one, for there was a light in Miss Chancellor's magnified +face which seemed to say that a sentiment, with her, might consume its +object, might consume Miss Chancellor, but would never consume itself. +Verena, as yet, had no sense of being scorched; she was only agreeably +warmed. She also had dreamed of a friendship, though it was not what she +had dreamed of most, and it came over her that this was the one which +fortune might have been keeping. She never held back.</p> + +<p>"Do you live here all alone?" she asked of Olive.</p> + +<p>"I shouldn't if you would come and live with me!"</p> + +<p>Even this really passionate rejoinder failed to make Verena shrink; she +thought it so possible that in the wealthy class people made each other +such easy proposals. It was a part of the romance, the luxury, of +wealth; it belonged to the world of invitations, in which she had had so +little share. But it seemed almost a mockery when she thought of the +little house in Cambridge, where the boards were loose in the steps of +the porch.</p> + +<p>"I must stay with my father and mother," she said. "And then I have my +work, you know. That's the way I must live now."</p> + +<p>"Your work?" Olive repeated, not quite understanding.</p> + +<p>"My gift," said Verena, smiling.</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, you must use it. That's what I mean; you must move the world +with it; it's divine."</p> + +<p>It was so much what she meant that she had lain awake all night thinking +of it, and the substance of her thought was that if she could only +rescue the girl from the danger of vulgar exploitation, could only +constitute herself her protectress and devotee, the two, between them, +might achieve the great result. Verena's genius was a mystery, and it +might remain a mystery; it was impossible to see how this charming, +blooming, simple creature, all youth and grace and innocence, got her +extraordinary powers of reflexion. When her gift was not in exercise she +appeared anything but reflective, and as she sat there now, for +instance, you would never have dreamed that she had had a vivid +revelation. Olive had to content herself, provisionally, with saying +that her precious faculty had come to her just as her beauty and +distinction (to Olive she was full of that quality) had come; it had +dropped straight from heaven, without filtering through her parents, +whom Miss Chancellor decidedly did not fancy. Even among reformers she +discriminated; she thought all wise people wanted great changes, but the +votaries of change were not necessarily wise. She remained silent a +little, after her last remark, and then she repeated again, as if it +were the solution of everything, as if it represented with absolute +certainty some immense happiness in the future—"We must wait, we must +wait!" Verena was perfectly willing to wait, though she did not exactly +know what they were to wait for, and the aspiring frankness of her +assent shone out of her face, and seemed to pacify their mutual gaze. +Olive asked her innumerable questions; she wanted to enter into her +life. It was one of those talks which people remember afterwards, in +which every word has been given and taken, and in which they see the +signs of a beginning that was to be justified. The more Olive learnt of +her visitor's life the more she wanted to enter into it, the more it +took her out of herself. Such strange lives are led in America, she +always knew that; but this was queerer than anything she had dreamed of, +and the queerest part was that the girl herself didn't appear to think +it queer. She had been nursed in darkened rooms, and suckled in the +midst of manifestations; she had begun to "attend lectures," as she +said, when she was quite an infant, because her mother had no one to +leave her with at home. She had sat on the knees of somnambulists, and +had been passed from hand to hand by trance-speakers; she was familiar +with every kind of "cure," and had grown up among lady-editors of +newspapers advocating new religions, and people who disapproved of the +marriage-tie. Verena talked of the marriage-tie as she would have talked +of the last novel—as if she had heard it as frequently discussed; and +at certain times, listening to the answers she made to her questions, +Olive Chancellor closed her eyes in the manner of a person waiting till +giddiness passed. Her young friend's revelations actually gave her a +vertigo; they made her perceive everything from which she should have +rescued her. Verena was perfectly uncontaminated, and she would never be +touched by evil; but though Olive had no views about the marriage-tie +except that she should hate it for herself—that particular reform she +did not propose to consider—she didn't like the "atmosphere" of circles +in which such institutions were called into question. She had no wish +now to enter into an examination of that particular one; nevertheless, +to make sure, she would just ask Verena whether she disapproved of it.</p> + +<p>"Well, I must say," said Miss Tarrant, "I prefer free unions."</p> + +<p>Olive held her breath an instant; such an idea was so disagreeable to +her. Then, for all answer, she murmured, irresolutely, "I wish you would +let me help you!" Yet it seemed, at the same time, that Verena needed +little help, for it was more and more clear that her eloquence, when she +stood up that way before a roomful of people, was literally inspiration. +She answered all her friend's questions with a good-nature which +evidently took no pains to make things plausible, an effort to oblige, +not to please; but, after all, she could give very little account of +herself. This was very visible when Olive asked her where she had got +her "intense realisation" of the suffering of women; for her address at +Miss Birdseye's showed that she, too (like Olive herself), had had that +vision in the watches of the night. Verena thought a moment, as if to +understand what her companion referred to, and then she inquired, always +smiling, where Joan of Arc had got her idea of the suffering of France. +This was so prettily said that Olive could scarcely keep from kissing +her; she looked at the moment as if, like Joan, she might have had +visits from the saints. Olive, of course, remembered afterwards that it +had not literally answered the question; and she also reflected on +something that made an answer seem more difficult—the fact that the +girl had grown up among lady-doctors, lady-mediums, lady-editors, +lady-preachers, lady-healers, women who, having rescued themselves from +a passive existence, could illustrate only partially the misery of the +sex at large. It was true that they might have illustrated it by their +talk, by all they had "been through" and all they could tell a younger +sister; but Olive was sure that Verena's prophetic impulse had not been +stirred by the chatter of women (Miss Chancellor knew that sound as well +as any one); it had proceeded rather out of their silence. She said to +her visitor that whether or no the angels came down to her in glittering +armour, she struck her as the only person she had yet encountered who +had exactly the same tenderness, the same pity, for women that she +herself had. Miss Birdseye had something of it, but Miss Birdseye wanted +passion, wanted keenness, was capable of the weakest concessions. Mrs. +Farrinder was not weak, of course, and she brought a great intellect to +the matter; but she was not personal enough—she was too abstract. +Verena was not abstract; she seemed to have lived in imagination through +all the ages. Verena said she <i>did</i> think she had a certain amount of +imagination; she supposed she couldn't be so effective on the platform +if she hadn't a rich fancy. Then Olive said to her, taking her hand +again, that she wanted her to assure her of this—that it was the only +thing in all the world she cared for, the redemption of women, the thing +she hoped under Providence to give her life to. Verena flushed a little +at this appeal, and the deeper glow of her eyes was the first sign of +exaltation she had offered. "Oh yes—I want to give my life!" she +exclaimed, with a vibrating voice; and then she added gravely, "I want +to do something great!"</p> + +<p>"You will, you will, we both will!" Olive Chancellor cried, in rapture. +But after a little she went on: "I wonder if you know what it means, +young and lovely as you are—giving your life!"</p> + +<p>Verena looked down for a moment in meditation.</p> + +<p>"Well," she replied, "I guess I have thought more than I appear."</p> + +<p>"Do you understand German? Do you know 'Faust'?" said Olive. "'<i>Entsagen +sollst du, sollst entsagen!</i>'"</p> + +<p>"I don't know German; I should like so to study it; I want to know +everything."</p> + +<p>"We will work at it together—we will study everything." Olive almost +panted; and while she spoke the peaceful picture hung before her of +still winter evenings under the lamp, with falling snow outside, and tea +on a little table, and successful renderings, with a chosen companion, +of Goethe, almost the only foreign author she cared about; for she hated +the writing of the French, in spite of the importance they have given to +women. Such a vision as this was the highest indulgence she could offer +herself; she had it only at considerable intervals. It seemed as if +Verena caught a glimpse of it too, for her face kindled still more, and +she said she should like that ever so much. At the same time she asked +the meaning of the German words.</p> + +<p>"'Thou shalt renounce, refrain, abstain!' That's the way Bayard Taylor +has translated them," Olive answered.</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, I guess I can abstain!" Verena exclaimed, with a laugh. And +she got up rather quickly, as if by taking leave she might give a proof +of what she meant. Olive put out her hands to hold her, and at this +moment one of the <i>portières</i> of the room was pushed aside, while a +gentleman was ushered in by Miss Chancellor's little parlour-maid.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XII" id="XII"></a>XII</h2> + + +<p>Verena recognised him; she had seen him the night before at Miss +Birdseye's, and she said to her hostess, "Now I must go—you have got +another caller!" It was Verena's belief that in the fashionable world +(like Mrs. Farrinder, she thought Miss Chancellor belonged to +it—thought that, in standing there, she herself was in it)—in the +highest social walks it was the custom of a prior guest to depart when +another friend arrived. She had been told at people's doors that she +could not be received because the lady of the house had a visitor, and +she had retired on these occasions with a feeling of awe much more than +a sense of injury. They had not been the portals of fashion, but in this +respect, she deemed, they had emulated such bulwarks. Olive Chancellor +offered Basil Ransom a greeting which she believed to be consummately +lady-like, and which the young man, narrating the scene several months +later to Mrs. Luna, whose susceptibilities he did not feel himself +obliged to consider (she considered his so little), described by saying +that she glared at him. Olive had thought it very possible he would come +that day if he was to leave Boston; though she was perfectly mindful +that she had given him no encouragement at the moment they separated. If +he should not come she should be annoyed, and if he should come she +should be furious; she was also sufficiently mindful of that. But she +had a foreboding that, of the two grievances, fortune would confer upon +her only the less; the only one she had as yet was that he had responded +to her letter—a complaint rather wanting in richness. If he came, at +any rate, he would be likely to come shortly before dinner, at the same +hour as yesterday. He had now anticipated this period considerably, and +it seemed to Miss Chancellor that he had taken a base advantage of her, +stolen a march upon her privacy. She was startled, disconcerted, but as +I have said, she was rigorously lady-like. She was determined not again +to be fantastic, as she had been about his coming to Miss Birdseye's. +The strange dread associating itself with that was something which, she +devoutly trusted, she had felt once for all. She didn't know what he +could do to her; he hadn't prevented, on the spot though he was, one of +the happiest things that had befallen her for so long—this quick, +confident visit of Verena Tarrant. It was only just at the last that he +had come in, and Verena must go now; Olive's detaining hand immediately +relaxed itself.</p> + +<p>It is to be feared there was no disguise of Ransom's satisfaction at +finding himself once more face to face with the charming creature with +whom he had exchanged that final speechless smile the evening before. He +was more glad to see her than if she had been an old friend, for it +seemed to him that she had suddenly become a new one. "The delightful +girl," he said to himself; "she smiles at me as if she liked me!" He +could not know that this was fatuous, that she smiled so at every one; +the first time she saw people she treated them as if she recognised +them. Moreover, she did not seat herself again in his honour; she let it +be seen that she was still going. The three stood there together in the +middle of the long, characteristic room, and, for the first time in her +life, Olive Chancellor chose not to introduce two persons who met under +her roof. She hated Europe, but she could be European if it were +necessary. Neither of her companions had an idea that in leaving them +simply planted face to face (the terror of the American heart) she had +so high a warrant; and presently Basil Ransom felt that he didn't care +whether he were introduced or not, for the greatness of an evil didn't +matter if the remedy were equally great.</p> + +<p>"Miss Tarrant won't be surprised if I recognise her—if I take the +liberty to speak to her. She is a public character; she must pay the +penalty of her distinction." These words he boldly addressed to the +girl, with his most gallant Southern manner, saying to himself meanwhile +that she was prettier still by daylight.</p> + +<p>"Oh, a great many gentlemen have spoken to me," Verena said. "There were +quite a number at Topeka——" And her phrase lost itself in her look at +Olive, as if she were wondering what was the matter with her.</p> + +<p>"Now, I am afraid you are going the very moment I appear," Ransom went +on. "Do you know that's very cruel to me? I know what your ideas +are—you expressed them last night in such beautiful language; of course +you convinced me. I am ashamed of being a man; but I am, and I can't +help it, and I'll do penance any way you may prescribe. <i>Must</i> she go, +Miss Olive?" he asked of his cousin. "Do you flee before the individual +male?" And he turned to Verena.</p> + +<p>This young lady gave a laugh that resembled speech in liquid fusion. "Oh +no; I like the individual!"</p> + +<p>As an incarnation of a "movement," Ransom thought her more and more +singular, and he wondered how she came to be closeted so soon with his +kinswoman, to whom, only a few hours before, she had been a complete +stranger. These, however, were doubtless the normal proceedings of +women. He begged her to sit down again; he was sure Miss Chancellor +would be sorry to part with her. Verena, looking at her friend, not for +permission, but for sympathy, dropped again into a chair, and Ransom +waited to see Miss Chancellor do the same. She gratified him after a +moment, because she could not refuse without appearing to put a hurt +upon Verena; but it went hard with her, and she was altogether +discomposed. She had never seen any one so free in her own drawing-room +as this loud Southerner, to whom she had so rashly offered a footing; he +extended invitations to her guests under her nose. That Verena should do +as he asked her was a signal sign of the absence of that "home-culture" +(it was so that Miss Chancellor expressed the missing quality) which she +never supposed the girl possessed: fortunately, as it would be supplied +to her in abundance in Charles Street. (Olive of course held that +home-culture was perfectly compatible with the widest emancipation.) It +was with a perfectly good conscience that Verena complied with Basil +Ransom's request; but it took her quick sensibility only a moment to +discover that her friend was not pleased. She scarcely knew what had +ruffled her, but at the same instant there passed before her the vision +of the anxieties (of this sudden, unexplained sort, for instance, and +much worse) which intimate relations with Miss Chancellor might entail.</p> + +<p>"Now, I want you to tell me this," Basil Ransom said, leaning forward +towards Verena, with his hands on his knees, and completely oblivious to +his hostess. "Do you really believe all that pretty moonshine you talked +last night? I could have listened to you for another hour; but I never +heard such monstrous sentiments, I must protest—I must, as a +calumniated, misrepresented man. Confess you meant it as a kind of +<i>reductio ad absurdum</i>—a satire on Mrs. Farrinder?" He spoke in a tone +of the freest pleasantry, with his familiar, friendly Southern cadence.</p> + +<p>Verena looked at him with eyes that grew large. "Why, you don't mean to +say you don't believe in our cause?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, it won't do—it won't do!" Ransom went on, laughing. "You are on +the wrong tack altogether. Do you really take the ground that your sex +has been without influence? Influence? Why, you have led us all by the +nose to where we are now! Wherever we are, it's all you. You are at the +bottom of everything."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, and we want to be at the top," said Verena.</p> + +<p>"Ah, the bottom is a better place, depend on it, when from there you +move the whole mass! Besides, you are on the top as well; you are +everywhere, you are everything. I am of the opinion of that historical +character—wasn't he some king?—who thought there was a lady behind +everything. Whatever it was, he held, you have only to look for her; she +is the explanation. Well, I always look for her, and I always find her; +of course, I am always delighted to do so; but it proves she is the +universal cause. Now, you don't mean to deny that power, the power of +setting men in motion. You are at the bottom of all the wars."</p> + +<p>"Well, I am like Mrs. Farrinder; I like opposition," Verena exclaimed, +with a happy smile.</p> + +<p>"That proves, as I say, how in spite of your expressions of horror you +delight in the shock of battle. What do you say to Helen of Troy and the +fearful carnage she excited? It is well known that the Empress of France +was at the bottom of the last war in that country. And as for our four +fearful years of slaughter, of course, you won't deny that there the +ladies were the great motive power. The Abolitionists brought it on, and +were not the Abolitionists principally females? Who was that celebrity +that was mentioned last night?—Eliza P. Moseley. I regard Eliza as the +cause of the biggest war of which history preserves the record."</p> + +<p>Basil Ransom enjoyed his humour the more because Verena appeared to +enjoy it; and the look with which she replied to him, at the end of this +little tirade, "Why, sir, you ought to take the platform too; we might +go round together as poison and antidote!"—this made him feel that he +had convinced her, for the moment, quite as much as it was important he +should. In Verena's face, however, it lasted but an instant—an instant +after she had glanced at Olive Chancellor, who, with her eyes fixed +intently on the ground (a look she was to learn to know so well), had a +strange expression. The girl slowly got up; she felt that she must go. +She guessed Miss Chancellor didn't like this handsome joker (it was so +that Basil Ransom struck her); and it was impressed upon her ("in time," +as she thought) that her new friend would be more serious even than she +about the woman-question, serious as she had hitherto believed herself +to be.</p> + +<p>"I should like so much to have the pleasure of seeing you again," Ransom +continued. "I think I should be able to interpret history for you by a +new light."</p> + +<p>"Well, I should be very happy to see you in my home." These words had +barely fallen from Verena's lips (her mother told her they were, in +general, the proper thing to say when people expressed such a desire as +that; she must not let it be assumed that she would come first to +them)—she had hardly uttered this hospitable speech when she felt the +hand of her hostess upon her arm and became aware that a passionate +appeal sat in Olive's eyes.</p> + +<p>"You will just catch the Charles Street car," that young woman murmured, +with muffled sweetness.</p> + +<p>Verena did not understand further than to see that she ought already to +have departed; and the simplest response was to kiss Miss Chancellor, an +act which she briefly performed. Basil Ransom understood still less, and +it was a melancholy commentary on his contention that men are not +inferior, that this meeting could not come, however rapidly, to a close +without his plunging into a blunder which necessarily aggravated those +he had already made. He had been invited by the little prophetess, and +yet he had not been invited; but he did not take that up, because he +must absolutely leave Boston on the morrow, and, besides, Miss +Chancellor appeared to have something to say to it. But he put out his +hand to Verena and said, "Good-bye, Miss Tarrant; are we not to have the +pleasure of hearing you in New York? I am afraid we are sadly sunk."</p> + +<p>"Certainly, I should like to raise my voice in the biggest city," the +girl replied.</p> + +<p>"Well, try to come on. I won't refute you. It would be a very stupid +world, after all, if we always knew what women were going to say."</p> + +<p>Verena was conscious of the approach of the Charles Street car, as well +as of the fact that Miss Chancellor was in pain; but she lingered long +enough to remark that she could see he had the old-fashioned ideas—he +regarded woman as the toy of man.</p> + +<p>"Don't say the toy—say the joy!" Ransom exclaimed. "There is one +statement I will venture to advance; I am quite as fond of you as you +are of each other!"</p> + +<p>"Much he knows about that!" said Verena, with a side-long smile at Olive +Chancellor.</p> + +<p>For Olive, it made her more beautiful than ever; still, there was no +trace of this mere personal elation in the splendid sententiousness with +which, turning to Mr. Ransom, she remarked: "What women may be, or may +not be, to each other, I won't attempt just now to say; but what <i>the +truth</i> may be to a human soul, I think perhaps even a woman may faintly +suspect!"</p> + +<p>"The truth? My dear cousin, your truth is a most vain thing!"</p> + +<p>"Gracious me!" cried Verena Tarrant; and the gay vibration of her voice +as she uttered this simple ejaculation was the last that Ransom heard of +her. Miss Chancellor swept her out of the room, leaving the young man to +extract a relish from the ineffable irony with which she uttered the +words "even a woman." It was to be supposed, on general grounds, that +she would reappear, but there was nothing in the glance she gave him, as +she turned her back, that was an earnest of this. He stood there a +moment, wondering; then his wonder spent itself on the page of a book +which, according to his habit at such times, he had mechanically taken +up, and in which he speedily became interested. He read it for five +minutes in an uncomfortable-looking attitude, and quite forgot that he +had been forsaken. He was recalled to this fact by the entrance of Mrs. +Luna, arrayed as if for the street, and putting on her gloves again—she +seemed always to be putting on her gloves. She wanted to know what in +the world he was doing there alone—whether her sister had not been +notified.</p> + +<p>"Oh yes," said Ransom, "she has just been with me, but she has gone +downstairs with Miss Tarrant."</p> + +<p>"And who in the world is Miss Tarrant?"</p> + +<p>Ransom was surprised that Mrs. Luna should not know of the intimacy of +the two young ladies, in spite of the brevity of their acquaintance, +being already so great. But, apparently, Miss Olive had not mentioned +her new friend. "Well, she is an inspirational speaker—the most +charming creature in the world!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luna paused in her manipulations, gave an amazed, amused stare, +then caused the room to ring with her laughter. "You don't mean to say +you are converted—already?"</p> + +<p>"Converted to Miss Tarrant, decidedly."</p> + +<p>"You are not to belong to any Miss Tarrant; you are to belong to me," +Mrs. Luna said, having thought over her Southern kinsman during the +twenty-four hours, and made up her mind that he would be a good man for +a lone woman to know. Then she added: "Did you come here to meet +her—the inspirational speaker?"</p> + +<p>"No; I came to bid your sister good-bye."</p> + +<p>"Are you really going? I haven't made you promise half the things I want +yet. But we will settle that in New York. How do you get on with Olive +Chancellor?" Mrs. Luna continued, making her points, as she always did, +with eagerness, though her roundness and her dimples had hitherto +prevented her from being accused of that vice. It was her practice to +speak of her sister by her whole name, and you would have supposed, from +her usual manner of alluding to her, that Olive was much the older, +instead of having been born ten years later than Adeline. She had as +many ways as possible of marking the gulf that divided them; but she +bridged it over lightly now by saying to Basil Ransom; "Isn't she a dear +old thing?"</p> + +<p>This bridge, he saw, would not bear his weight, and her question seemed +to him to have more audacity than sense. Why should she be so insincere? +She might know that a man couldn't recognise Miss Chancellor in such a +description as that. She was not old—she was sharply young; and it was +inconceivable to him, though he had just seen the little prophetess kiss +her, that she should ever become any one's "dear." Least of all was she +a "thing"; she was intensely, fearfully, a person. He hesitated a +moment, and then he replied: "She's a very remarkable woman."</p> + +<p>"Take care—don't be reckless!" cried Mrs. Luna. "Do you think she is +very dreadful?"</p> + +<p>"Don't say anything against my cousin," Basil answered; and at that +moment Miss Chancellor re-entered the room. She murmured some request +that he would excuse her absence, but her sister interrupted her with an +inquiry about Miss Tarrant.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Ransom thinks her wonderfully charming. Why didn't you show her to +me? Do you want to keep her all to yourself?"</p> + +<p>Olive rested her eyes for some moments upon Mrs. Luna, without speaking. +Then she said: "Your veil is not put on straight, Adeline."</p> + +<p>"I look like a monster—that, evidently, is what you mean!" Adeline +exclaimed, going to the mirror to rearrange the peccant tissue.</p> + +<p>Miss Chancellor did not again ask Ransom to be seated; she appeared to +take it for granted that he would leave her now. But instead of this he +returned to the subject of Verena; he asked her whether she supposed the +girl would come out in public—would go about like Mrs. Farrinder?</p> + +<p>"Come out in public!" Olive repeated; "in public? Why, you don't imagine +that pure voice is to be hushed?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, hushed, no! it's too sweet for that. But not raised to a scream; +not forced and cracked and ruined. She oughtn't to become like the +others. She ought to remain apart."</p> + +<p>"Apart—<i>apart</i>?" said Miss Chancellor; "when we shall all be looking to +her, gathering about her, praying for her!" There was an exceeding scorn +in her voice. "If <i>I</i> can help her, she shall be an immense power for +good."</p> + +<p>"An immense power for quackery, my dear Miss Olive!" This broke from +Basil's lips in spite of a vow he had just taken not to say anything +that should "aggravate" his hostess, who was in a state of tension it +was not difficult to detect. But he had lowered his tone to friendly +pleading, and the offensive word was mitigated by his smile.</p> + +<p>She moved away from him, backwards, as if he had given her a push. "Ah, +well, now you are reckless," Mrs. Luna remarked, drawing out her ribbons +before the mirror.</p> + +<p>"I don't think you would interfere if you knew how little you understand +us," Miss Chancellor said to Ransom.</p> + +<p>"Whom do you mean by 'us'—your whole delightful sex? I don't understand +<i>you</i>, Miss Olive."</p> + +<p>"Come away with me, and I'll explain her as we go," Mrs. Luna went on, +having finished her toilet.</p> + +<p>Ransom offered his hand in farewell to his hostess; but Olive found it +impossible to do anything but ignore the gesture. She could not have let +him touch her. "Well, then, if you must exhibit her to the multitude, +bring her on to New York," he said, with the same attempt at a light +treatment.</p> + +<p>"You'll have <i>me</i> in New York—you don't want any one else!" Mrs. Luna +ejaculated, coquettishly. "I have made up my mind to winter there now."</p> + +<p>Olive Chancellor looked from one to the other of her two relatives, one +near and the other distant, but each so little in sympathy with her, and +it came over her that there might be a kind of protection for her in +binding them together, entangling them with each other. She had never +had an idea of that kind in her life before, and that this sudden +subtlety should have gleamed upon her as a momentary talisman gives the +measure of her present nervousness.</p> + +<p>"If I could take her to New York, I would take her farther," she +remarked, hoping she was enigmatical.</p> + +<p>"You talk about 'taking' her, as if you were a lecture-agent. Are you +going into that business?" Mrs. Luna asked.</p> + +<p>Ransom could not help noticing that Miss Chancellor would not shake +hands with him, and he felt, on the whole, rather injured. He paused a +moment before leaving the room—standing there with his hand on the knob +of the door. "Look here, Miss Olive, what did you write to me to come +and see you for?" He made this inquiry with a countenance not destitute +of gaiety, but his eyes showed something of that yellow light—just +momentarily lurid—of which mention has been made. Mrs. Luna was on her +way downstairs, and her companions remained face to face.</p> + +<p>"Ask my sister—I think she will tell you," said Olive, turning away +from him and going to the window. She remained there, looking out; she +heard the door of the house close, and saw the two cross the street +together. As they passed out of sight her fingers played, softly, a +little air upon the pane; it seemed to her that she had had an +inspiration.</p> + +<p>Basil Ransom, meanwhile, put the question to Mrs. Luna. "If she was not +going to like me, why in the world did she write to me?"</p> + +<p>"Because she wanted you to know me—she thought <i>I</i> would like you!" And +apparently she had not been wrong; for Mrs. Luna, when they reached +Beacon Street, would not hear of his leaving her to go her way alone, +would not in the least admit his plea that he had only an hour or two +more in Boston (he was to travel, economically, by the boat) and must +devote the time to his business. She appealed to his Southern chivalry, +and not in vain; practically, at least, he admitted the rights of women.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XIII" id="XIII"></a>XIII</h2> + + +<p>Mrs. Tarrant was delighted, as may be imagined, with her daughter's +account of Miss Chancellor's interior, and the reception the girl had +found there; and Verena, for the next month, took her way very often to +Charles Street. "Just you be as nice to her as you know how," Mrs. +Tarrant had said to her; and she reflected with some complacency that +her daughter did know—she knew how to do everything of that sort. It +was not that Verena had been taught; that branch of the education of +young ladies which is known as "manners and deportment" had not figured, +as a definite head, in Miss Tarrant's curriculum. She had been told, +indeed, that she must not lie nor steal; but she had been told very +little else about behaviour; her only great advantage, in short, had +been the parental example. But her mother liked to think that she was +quick and graceful, and she questioned her exhaustively as to the +progress of this interesting episode; she didn't see why, as she said, +it shouldn't be a permanent "stand-by" for Verena. In Mrs. Tarrant's +meditations upon the girl's future she had never thought of a fine +marriage as a reward of effort; she would have deemed herself very +immoral if she had endeavoured to capture for her child a rich husband. +She had not, in fact, a very vivid sense of the existence of such agents +of fate; all the rich men she had seen already had wives, and the +unmarried men, who were generally very young, were distinguished from +each other not so much by the figure of their income, which came little +into question, as by the degree of their interest in regenerating ideas. +She supposed Verena would marry some one, some day, and she hoped the +personage would be connected with public life—which meant, for Mrs. +Tarrant, that his name would be visible, in the lamp-light, on a +coloured poster, in the doorway of Tremont Temple. But she was not eager +about this vision, for the implications of matrimony were for the most +part wanting in brightness—consisted of a tired woman holding a baby +over a furnace-register that emitted lukewarm air. A real lovely +friendship with a young woman who had, as Mrs. Tarrant expressed it, +"prop'ty," would occupy agreeably such an interval as might occur before +Verena should meet her sterner fate; it would be a great thing for her +to have a place to run into when she wanted a change, and there was no +knowing but what it might end in her having two homes. For the idea of +the home, like most American women of her quality, Mrs. Tarrant had an +extreme reverence; and it was her candid faith that in all the +vicissitudes of the past twenty years she had preserved the spirit of +this institution. If it should exist in duplicate for Verena, the girl +would be favoured indeed.</p> + +<p>All this was as nothing, however, compared with the fact that Miss +Chancellor seemed to think her young friend's gift <i>was</i> inspirational, +or at any rate, as Selah had so often said, quite unique. She couldn't +make out very exactly, by Verena, what she thought; but if the way Miss +Chancellor had taken hold of her didn't show that she believed she could +rouse the people, Mrs. Tarrant didn't know what it showed. It was a +satisfaction to her that Verena evidently responded freely; she didn't +think anything of what she spent in car-tickets, and indeed she had told +her that Miss Chancellor wanted to stuff her pockets with them. At first +she went in because her mother liked to have her; but now, evidently, +she went because she was so much drawn. She expressed the highest +admiration of her new friend; she said it took her a little while to see +into her, but now that she did, well, she was perfectly splendid. When +Verena wanted to admire she went ahead of every one, and it was +delightful to see how she was stimulated by the young lady in Charles +Street. They thought everything of each other—that was very plain; you +could scarcely tell which thought most. Each thought the other so noble, +and Mrs. Tarrant had a faith that between them they <i>would</i> rouse the +people. What Verena wanted was some one who would know how to handle her +(her father hadn't handled anything except the healing, up to this time, +with real success), and perhaps Miss Chancellor would take hold better +than some that made more of a profession.</p> + +<p>"It's beautiful, the way she draws you out," Verena had said to her +mother; "there's something so searching that the first time I visited +her it quite realised my idea of the Day of Judgement. But she seems to +show all that's in herself at the same time, and then you see how lovely +it is. She's just as pure as she can live; you see if she is not, when +you know her. She's so noble herself that she makes you feel as if you +wouldn't want to be less so. She doesn't care for anything but the +elevation of our sex; if she can work a little toward that, it's all she +asks. I can tell you, she kindles me; she does, mother, really. She +doesn't care a speck what she wears—only to have an elegant parlour. +Well, she <i>has</i> got that; it's a regular dream-like place to sit. She's +going to have a tree in, next week; she says she wants to see me sitting +under a tree. I believe it's some oriental idea; it has lately been +introduced in Paris. She doesn't like French ideas as a general thing; +but she says this has more nature than most. She has got so many of her +own that I shouldn't think she would require to borrow any. I'd sit in a +forest to hear her bring some of them out," Verena went on, with +characteristic raciness. "She just quivers when she describes what our +sex has been through. It's so interesting to me to hear what I have +always felt. If she wasn't afraid of facing the public, she would go far +ahead of me. But she doesn't want to speak herself; she only wants to +call me out. Mother, if she doesn't attract attention to me there isn't +any attention to be attracted. She says I have got the gift of +expression—it doesn't matter where it comes from. She says it's a great +advantage to a movement to be personified in a bright young figure. +Well, of course I'm young, and I feel bright enough when once I get +started. She says my serenity while exposed to the gaze of hundreds is +in itself a qualification; in fact, she seems to think my serenity is +quite God-given. She hasn't got much of it herself; she's the most +emotional woman I have met, up to now. She wants to know how I can speak +the way I do unless I feel; and of course I tell her I do feel, so far +as I realise. She seems to be realising all the time; I never saw any +one that took so little rest. She says I ought to do something great, +and she makes me feel as if I should. She says I ought to have a wide +influence, if I can obtain the ear of the public; and I say to her that +if I do it will be all her influence."</p> + +<p>Selah Tarrant looked at all this from a higher standpoint than his wife; +at least such an attitude on his part was to be inferred from his +increased solemnity. He committed himself to no precipitate elation at +the idea of his daughter's being taken up by a patroness of movements +who happened to have money; he looked at his child only from the point +of view of the service she might render to humanity. To keep her ideal +pointing in the right direction, to guide and animate her moral +life—this was a duty more imperative for a parent so closely identified +with revelations and panaceas than seeing that she formed profitable +worldly connexions. He was "off," moreover, so much of the time that he +could keep little account of her comings and goings, and he had an air +of being but vaguely aware of whom Miss Chancellor, the object now of +his wife's perpetual reference, might be. Verena's initial appearance in +Boston, as he called her performance at Miss Birdseye's, had been a +great success; and this reflexion added, as I say, to his habitually +sacerdotal expression. He looked like the priest of a religion that was +passing through the stage of miracles; he carried his responsibility in +the general elongation of his person, of his gestures (his hands were +now always in the air, as if he were being photographed in postures), of +his words and sentences, as well as in his smile, as noiseless as a +patent hinge, and in the folds of his eternal waterproof. He was +incapable of giving an off-hand answer or opinion on the simplest +occasion, and his tone of high deliberation increased in proportion as +the subject was trivial or domestic. If his wife asked him at dinner if +the potatoes were good, he replied that they were strikingly fine (he +used to speak of the newspaper as "fine"—he applied this term to +objects the most dissimilar), and embarked on a parallel worthy of +Plutarch, in which he compared them with other specimens of the same +vegetable. He produced, or would have liked to produce, the impression +of looking above and beyond everything, of not caring for the immediate, +of reckoning only with the long run. In reality he had one all-absorbing +solicitude—the desire to get paragraphs put into the newspapers, +paragraphs of which he had hitherto been the subject, but of which he +was now to divide the glory with his daughter. The newspapers were his +world, the richest expression, in his eyes, of human life; and, for him, +if a diviner day was to come upon earth, it would be brought about by +copious advertisement in the daily prints. He looked with longing for +the moment when Verena should be advertised among the "personals," and +to his mind the supremely happy people were those (and there were a good +many of them) of whom there was some journalistic mention every day in +the year. Nothing less than this would really have satisfied Selah +Tarrant; his ideal of bliss was to be as regularly and indispensably a +component part of the newspaper as the title and date, or the list of +fires, or the column of Western jokes. The vision of that publicity +haunted his dreams, and he would gladly have sacrificed to it the +innermost sanctities of home. Human existence to him, indeed, was a huge +publicity, in which the only fault was that it was sometimes not +sufficiently effective. There had been a Spiritualist paper of old which +he used to pervade; but he could not persuade himself that through this +medium his personality had attracted general attention; and, moreover, +the sheet, as he said, was played out anyway. Success was not success so +long as his daughter's <i>physique</i>, the rumour of her engagement, were +not included in the "Jottings" with the certainty of being extensively +copied.</p> + +<p>The account of her exploits in the West had not made their way to the +seaboard with the promptitude that he had looked for; the reason of this +being, he supposed, that the few addresses she had made had not been +lectures, announced in advance, to which tickets had been sold, but +incidents, of abrupt occurrence, of certain multitudinous meetings, +where there had been other performers better known to fame. They had +brought in no money; they had been delivered only for the good of the +cause. If it could only be known that she spoke for nothing, that might +deepen the reverberation; the only trouble was that her speaking for +nothing was not the way to remind him that he had a remunerative +daughter. It was not the way to stand out so very much either, Selah +Tarrant felt; for there were plenty of others that knew how to make as +little money as she would. To speak—that was the one thing that most +people were willing to do for nothing; it was not a line in which it was +easy to appear conspicuously disinterested. Disinterestedness, too, was +incompatible with receipts; and receipts were what Selah Tarrant was, in +his own parlance, after. He wished to bring about the day when they +would flow in freely; the reader perhaps sees the gesture with which, in +his colloquies with himself, he accompanied this mental image.</p> + +<p>It seemed to him at present that the fruitful time was not far off; it +had been brought appreciably nearer by that fortunate evening at Miss +Birdseye's. If Mrs. Farrinder could be induced to write an "open letter" +about Verena, that would do more than anything else. Selah was not +remarkable for delicacy of perception, but he knew the world he lived in +well enough to be aware that Mrs. Farrinder was liable to rear up, as +they used to say down in Pennsylvania, where he lived before he began to +peddle lead-pencils. She wouldn't always take things as you might +expect, and if it didn't meet her views to pay a public tribute to +Verena, there wasn't any way known to Tarrant's ingenious mind of +getting round her. If it was a question of a favour from Mrs. Farrinder, +you just had to wait for it, as you would for a rise in the thermometer. +He had told Miss Birdseye what he would like, and she seemed to think, +from the way their celebrated friend had been affected, that the idea +might take her some day of just letting the public know all she had +felt. She was off somewhere now (since that evening), but Miss Birdseye +had an idea that when she was back in Roxbury she would send for Verena +and give her a few points. Meanwhile, at any rate, Selah was sure he had +a card; he felt there was money in the air. It might already be said +there were receipts from Charles Street; that rich, peculiar young woman +seemed to want to lavish herself. He pretended, as I have intimated, not +to notice this; but he never saw so much as when he had his eyes fixed +on the cornice. He had no doubt that if he should make up his mind to +take a hall some night, she would tell him where the bill might be sent. +That was what he was thinking of now, whether he had better take a hall +right away, so that Verena might leap at a bound into renown, or wait +till she had made a few more appearances in private, so that curiosity +might be worked up.</p> + +<p>These meditations accompanied him in his multifarious wanderings through +the streets and the suburbs of the New England capital. As I have also +mentioned, he was absent for hours—long periods during which Mrs. +Tarrant, sustaining nature with a hard-boiled egg and a doughnut, +wondered how in the world he stayed his stomach. He never wanted +anything but a piece of pie when he came in; the only thing about which +he was particular was that it should be served up hot. She had a private +conviction that he partook, at the houses of his lady patients, of +little lunches; she applied this term to any episodical repast, at any +hour of the twenty-four. It is but fair to add that once, when she +betrayed her suspicion, Selah remarked that the only refreshment <i>he</i> +ever wanted was the sense that he was doing some good. This effort with +him had many forms; it involved, among other things, a perpetual +perambulation of the streets, a haunting of horse-cars, +railway-stations, shops that were "selling off." But the places that +knew him best were the offices of the newspapers and the vestibules of +the hotels—the big marble-paved chambers of informal reunion which +offer to the streets, through high glass plates, the sight of the +American citizen suspended by his heels. Here, amid the piled-up +luggage, the convenient spittoons, the elbowing loungers, the +disconsolate "guests," the truculent Irish porters, the rows of +shaggy-backed men in strange hats, writing letters at a table inlaid +with advertisements, Selah Tarrant made innumerable contemplative +stations. He could not have told you, at any particular moment, what he +was doing; he only had a general sense that such places were national +nerve-centres, and that the more one looked in, the more one was "on the +spot." The <i>penetralia</i> of the daily press were, however, still more +fascinating, and the fact that they were less accessible, that here he +found barriers in his path, only added to the zest of forcing an +entrance. He abounded in pretexts; he even sometimes brought +contributions; he was persistent and penetrating, he was known as the +irrepressible Tarrant. He hung about, sat too long, took up the time of +busy people, edged into the printing-rooms when he had been eliminated +from the office, talked with the compositors till they set up his +remarks by mistake, and to the newsboys when the compositors had turned +their backs. He was always trying to find out what was "going in"; he +would have liked to go in himself, bodily, and, failing in this, he +hoped to get advertisements inserted gratis. The wish of his soul was +that he might be interviewed; that made him hover at the editorial +elbow. Once he thought he had been, and the headings, five or six deep, +danced for days before his eyes; but the report never appeared. He +expected his revenge for this the day after Verena should have burst +forth; he saw the attitude in which he should receive the emissaries who +would come after his daughter.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XIV" id="XIV"></a>XIV</h2> + + +<p>"We ought to have some one to meet her," Mrs. Tarrant said; "I presume +she wouldn't care to come out just to see us." "She," between the mother +and the daughter, at this period, could refer only to Olive Chancellor, +who was discussed in the little house at Cambridge at all hours and from +every possible point of view. It was never Verena now who began, for she +had grown rather weary of the topic; she had her own ways of thinking of +it, which were not her mother's, and if she lent herself to this lady's +extensive considerations it was because that was the best way of keeping +her thoughts to herself.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tarrant had an idea that she (Mrs. Tarrant) liked to study people, +and that she was now engaged in an analysis of Miss Chancellor. It +carried her far, and she came out at unexpected times with her results. +It was still her purpose to interpret the world to the ingenious mind of +her daughter, and she translated Miss Chancellor with a confidence which +made little account of the fact that she had seen her but once, while +Verena had this advantage nearly every day. Verena felt that by this +time she knew Olive very well, and her mother's most complicated +versions of motive and temperament (Mrs. Tarrant, with the most +imperfect idea of the meaning of the term, was always talking about +people's temperament) rendered small justice to the phenomena it was now +her privilege to observe in Charles Street. Olive was much more +remarkable than Mrs. Tarrant suspected, remarkable as Mrs. Tarrant +believed her to be. She had opened Verena's eyes to extraordinary +pictures, made the girl believe that she had a heavenly mission, given +her, as we have seen, quite a new measure of the interest of life. These +were larger consequences than the possibility of meeting the leaders of +society at Olive's house. She had met no one, as yet, but Mrs. Luna; her +new friend seemed to wish to keep her quite for herself. This was the +only reproach that Mrs. Tarrant directed to the new friend as yet; she +was disappointed that Verena had not obtained more insight into the +world of fashion. It was one of the prime articles of her faith that the +world of fashion was wicked and hollow, and, moreover, Verena told her +that Miss Chancellor loathed and despised it. She could not have +informed you wherein it would profit her daughter (for the way those +ladies shrank from any new gospel was notorious); nevertheless she was +vexed that Verena shouldn't come back to her with a little more of the +fragrance of Beacon Street. The girl herself would have been the most +interested person in the world if she had not been the most resigned; +she took all that was given her and was grateful, and missed nothing +that was withheld; she was the most extraordinary mixture of eagerness +and docility. Mrs. Tarrant theorised about temperaments and she loved +her daughter; but she was only vaguely aware of the fact that she had at +her side the sweetest flower of character (as one might say) that had +ever bloomed on earth. She was proud of Verena's brightness, and of her +special talent; but the commonness of her own surface was a +non-conductor of the girl's quality. Therefore she thought that it would +add to her success in life to know a few high-flyers, if only to put +them to shame; as if anything could add to Verena's success, as if it +were not supreme success simply to have been made as she was made.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tarrant had gone into town to call upon Miss Chancellor; she +carried out this resolve, on which she had bestowed infinite +consideration, independently of Verena. She had decided that she had a +pretext; her dignity required one, for she felt that at present the +antique pride of the Greenstreets was terribly at the mercy of her +curiosity. She wished to see Miss Chancellor again, and to see her among +her charming appurtenances, which Verena had described to her with great +minuteness. The pretext that she would have valued most was +wanting—that of Olive's having come out to Cambridge to pay the visit +that had been solicited from the first; so she had to take the next +best—she had to say to herself that it was her duty to see what she +should think of a place where her daughter spent so much time. To Miss +Chancellor she would appear to have come to thank her for her +hospitality; she knew, in advance, just the air she should take (or she +fancied she knew it—Mrs. Tarrant's were not always what she supposed), +just the <i>nuance</i> (she had also an impression she knew a little French) +of her tone. Olive, after the lapse of weeks, still showed no symptoms +of presenting herself, and Mrs. Tarrant rebuked Verena with some +sternness for not having made her feel that this attention was due to +the mother of her friend. Verena could scarcely say to her she guessed +Miss Chancellor didn't think much of that personage, true as it was that +the girl had discerned this angular fact, which she attributed to +Olive's extraordinary comprehensiveness of view. Verena herself did not +suppose that her mother occupied a very important place in the universe; +and Miss Chancellor never looked at anything smaller than that. Nor was +she free to report (she was certainly now less frank at home, and, +moreover, the suspicion was only just becoming distinct to her) that +Olive would like to detach her from her parents altogether, and was +therefore not interested in appearing to cultivate relations with them. +Mrs. Tarrant, I may mention, had a further motive: she was consumed with +the desire to behold Mrs. Luna. This circumstance may operate as a proof +that the aridity of her life was great, and if it should have that +effect I shall not be able to gainsay it. She had seen all the people +who went to lectures, but there were hours when she desired, for a +change, to see some who didn't go; and Mrs. Luna, from Verena's +description of her, summed up the characteristics of this eccentric +class.</p> + +<p>Verena had given great attention to Olive's brilliant sister; she had +told her friend everything now—everything but one little secret, +namely, that if she could have chosen at the beginning she would have +liked to resemble Mrs. Luna. This lady fascinated her, carried off her +imagination to strange lands; she should enjoy so much a long evening +with her alone, when she might ask her ten thousand questions. But she +never saw her alone, never saw her at all but in glimpses. Adeline +flitted in and out, dressed for dinners and concerts, always saying +something worldly to the young woman from Cambridge, and something to +Olive that had a freedom which she herself would probably never arrive +at (a failure of foresight on Verena's part). But Miss Chancellor never +detained her, never gave Verena a chance to see her, never appeared to +imagine that she could have the least interest in such a person; only +took up the subject again after Adeline had left them—the subject, of +course, which was always the same, the subject of what they should do +together for their suffering sex. It was not that Verena was not +interested in that—gracious, no; it opened up before her, in those +wonderful colloquies with Olive, in the most inspiring way; but her +fancy would make a dart to right or left when other game crossed their +path, and her companion led her, intellectually, a dance in which her +feet—that is, her head—failed her at times for weariness. Mrs. Tarrant +found Miss Chancellor at home, but she was not gratified by even the +most transient glimpse of Mrs. Luna; a fact which, in her heart, Verena +regarded as fortunate, inasmuch as (she said to herself) if her mother, +returning from Charles Street, began to explain Miss Chancellor to her +with fresh energy, and as if she (Verena) had never seen her, and up to +this time they had had nothing to say about her, to what developments +(of the same sort) would not an encounter with Adeline have given rise?</p> + +<p>When Verena at last said to her friend that she thought she ought to +come out to Cambridge—she didn't understand why she didn't—Olive +expressed her reasons very frankly, admitted that she was jealous, that +she didn't wish to think of the girl's belonging to any one but herself. +Mr. and Mrs. Tarrant would have authority, opposed claims, and she +didn't wish to see them, to remember that they existed. This was true, +so far as it went; but Olive could not tell Verena everything—could not +tell her that she hated that dreadful pair at Cambridge. As we know, she +had forbidden herself this emotion as regards individuals; and she +flattered herself that she considered the Tarrants as a type, a +deplorable one, a class that, with the public at large, discredited the +cause of the new truths. She had talked them over with Miss Birdseye +(Olive was always looking after her now and giving her things—the good +lady appeared at this period in wonderful caps and shawls—for she felt +she couldn't thank her enough), and even Doctor Prance's fellow-lodger, +whose animosity to flourishing evils lived in the happiest (though the +most illicit) union with the mania for finding excuses, even Miss +Birdseye was obliged to confess that if you came to examine his record, +poor Selah didn't amount to so very much. How little he amounted to +Olive perceived after she had made Verena talk, as the girl did +immensely, about her father and mother—quite unconscious, meanwhile, of +the conclusions she suggested to Miss Chancellor. Tarrant was a moralist +without moral sense—that was very clear to Olive as she listened to the +history of his daughter's childhood and youth, which Verena related with +an extraordinary artless vividness. This narrative, tremendously +fascinating to Miss Chancellor, made her feel in all sorts of +ways—prompted her to ask herself whether the girl was also destitute of +the perception of right and wrong. No, she was only supremely innocent; +she didn't understand, she didn't interpret nor see the <i>portée</i> of what +she described; she had no idea whatever of judging her parents. Olive +had wished to "realise" the conditions in which her wonderful young +friend (she thought her more wonderful every day) had developed, and to +this end, as I have related, she prompted her to infinite discourse. But +now she was satisfied, the realisation was complete, and what she would +have liked to impose on the girl was an effectual rupture with her past. +That past she by no means absolutely deplored, for it had the merit of +having initiated Verena (and her patroness, through her agency) into the +miseries and mysteries of the People. It was her theory that Verena (in +spite of the blood of the Greenstreets, and, after all, who were they?) +was a flower of the great Democracy, and that it was impossible to have +had an origin less distinguished than Tarrant himself. His birth, in +some unheard-of place in Pennsylvania, was quite inexpressibly low, and +Olive would have been much disappointed if it had been wanting in this +defect. She liked to think that Verena, in her childhood, had known +almost the extremity of poverty, and there was a kind of ferocity in the +joy with which she reflected that there had been moments when this +delicate creature came near (if the pinch had only lasted a little +longer) to literally going without food. These things added to her value +for Olive; they made that young lady feel that their common undertaking +would, in consequence, be so much more serious. It is always supposed +that revolutionists have been goaded, and the goading would have been +rather deficient here were it not for such happy accidents in Verena's +past. When she conveyed from her mother a summons to Cambridge for a +particular occasion, Olive perceived that the great effort must now be +made. Great efforts were nothing new to her—it was a great effort to +live at all—but this one appeared to her exceptionally cruel. She +determined, however, to make it, promising herself that her first visit +to Mrs. Tarrant should also be her last. Her only consolation was that +she expected to suffer intensely; for the prospect of suffering was +always, spiritually speaking, so much cash in her pocket. It was +arranged that Olive should come to tea (the repast that Selah designated +as his supper), when Mrs. Tarrant, as we have seen, desired to do her +honour by inviting another guest. This guest, after much deliberation +between that lady and Verena, was selected, and the first person Olive +saw on entering the little parlour in Cambridge was a young man with +hair prematurely, or, as one felt that one should say, precociously +white, whom she had a vague impression she had encountered before, and +who was introduced to her as Mr. Matthias Pardon.</p> + +<p>She suffered less than she had hoped—she was so taken up with the +consideration of Verena's interior. It was as bad as she could have +desired; desired in order to feel that (to take her out of such a +<i>milieu</i> as that) she should have a right to draw her altogether to +herself. Olive wished more and more to extract some definite pledge from +her; she could hardly say what it had best be as yet; she only felt that +it must be something that would have an absolute sanctity for Verena and +would bind them together for life. On this occasion it seemed to shape +itself in her mind; she began to see what it ought to be, though she +also saw that she would perhaps have to wait awhile. Mrs. Tarrant, too, +in her own house, became now a complete figure; there was no manner of +doubt left as to her being vulgar. Olive Chancellor despised vulgarity, +had a scent for it which she followed up in her own family, so that +often, with a rising flush, she detected the taint even in Adeline. +There were times, indeed, when every one seemed to have it, every one +but Miss Birdseye (who had nothing to do with it—she was an antique) +and the poorest, humblest people. The toilers and spinners, the very +obscure, these were the only persons who were safe from it. Miss +Chancellor would have been much happier if the movements she was +interested in could have been carried on only by the people she liked, +and if revolutions, somehow, didn't always have to begin with one's +self—with internal convulsions, sacrifices, executions. A common end, +unfortunately, however fine as regards a special result, does not make +community impersonal.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tarrant, with her soft corpulence, looked to her guest very +bleached and tumid; her complexion had a kind of withered glaze; her +hair, very scanty, was drawn off her forehead <i>à la Chinoise</i>; she had +no eyebrows, and her eyes seemed to stare, like those of a figure of +wax. When she talked and wished to insist, and she was always insisting, +she puckered and distorted her face, with an effort to express the +inexpressible, which turned out, after all, to be nothing. She had a +kind of doleful elegance, tried to be confidential, lowered her voice +and looked as if she wished to establish a secret understanding, in +order to ask her visitor if she would venture on an apple-fritter. She +wore a flowing mantle, which resembled her husband's waterproof—a +garment which, when she turned to her daughter or talked about her, +might have passed for the robe of a sort of priestess of maternity. She +endeavoured to keep the conversation in a channel which would enable her +to ask sudden incoherent questions of Olive, mainly as to whether she +knew the principal ladies (the expression was Mrs. Tarrant's), not only +in Boston, but in the other cities which, in her nomadic course, she +herself had visited. Olive knew some of them, and of some of them had +never heard; but she was irritated, and pretended a universal ignorance +(she was conscious that she had never told so many fibs), by which her +hostess was much disconcerted, although her questions had apparently +been questions pure and simple, leading nowhither and without bearings +on any new truth.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XV" id="XV"></a>XV</h2> + + +<p>Tarrant, however, kept an eye in that direction; he was solemnly civil +to Miss Chancellor, handed her the dishes at table over and over again, +and ventured to intimate that the apple-fritters were very fine; but, +save for this, alluded to nothing more trivial than the regeneration of +humanity and the strong hope he felt that Miss Birdseye would again have +one of her delightful gatherings. With regard to this latter point he +explained that it was not in order that he might again present his +daughter to the company, but simply because on such occasions there was +a valuable interchange of hopeful thought, a contact of mind with mind. +If Verena had anything suggestive to contribute to the social problem, +the opportunity would come—that was part of their faith. They couldn't +reach out for it and try and push their way; if they were wanted, their +hour would strike; if they were not, they would just keep still and let +others press forward who seemed to be called. If they were called, they +would know it; and if they weren't, they could just hold on to each +other as they had always done. Tarrant was very fond of alternatives, +and he mentioned several others; it was never his fault if his listeners +failed to think him impartial. They hadn't much, as Miss Chancellor +could see; she could tell by their manner of life that they hadn't raked +in the dollars; but they had faith that, whether one raised one's voice +or simply worked on in silence, the principal difficulties would +straighten themselves out; and they had also a considerable experience +of great questions. Tarrant spoke as if, as a family, they were prepared +to take charge of them on moderate terms. He always said "ma'am" in +speaking to Olive, to whom, moreover, the air had never been so filled +with the sound of her own name. It was always in her ear, save when Mrs. +Tarrant and Verena conversed in prolonged and ingenuous asides; this was +still for her benefit, but the pronoun sufficed them. She had wished to +judge Doctor Tarrant (not that she believed he had come honestly by his +title), to make up her mind. She had done these things now, and she +expressed to herself the kind of man she believed him to be in +reflecting that if she should offer him ten thousand dollars to renounce +all claim to Verena, keeping—he and his wife—clear of her for the rest +of time, he would probably say, with his fearful smile, "Make it twenty, +money down, and I'll do it." Some image of this transaction, as one of +the possibilities of the future, outlined itself for Olive among the +moral incisions of that evening. It seemed implied in the very place, +the bald bareness of Tarrant's temporary lair, a wooden cottage, with a +rough front yard, a little naked piazza, which seemed rather to expose +than to protect, facing upon an unpaved road, in which the footway was +overlaid with a strip of planks. These planks were embedded in ice or in +liquid thaw, according to the momentary mood of the weather, and the +advancing pedestrian traversed them in the attitude, and with a good +deal of the suspense, of a rope-dancer. There was nothing in the house +to speak of; nothing, to Olive's sense, but a smell of kerosene; though +she had a consciousness of sitting down somewhere—the object creaked +and rocked beneath her—and of the table at tea being covered with a +cloth stamped in bright colours.</p> + +<p>As regards the pecuniary transaction with Selah, it was strange how she +should have seen it through the conviction that Verena would never give +up her parents. Olive was sure that she would never turn her back upon +them, would always share with them. She would have despised her had she +thought her capable of another course; yet it baffled her to understand +why, when parents were so trashy, this natural law should not be +suspended. Such a question brought her back, however, to her perpetual +enigma, the mystery she had already turned over in her mind for hours +together—the wonder of such people being Verena's progenitors at all. +She had explained it, as we explain all exceptional things, by making +the part, as the French say, of the miraculous. She had come to consider +the girl as a wonder of wonders, to hold that no human origin, however +congruous it might superficially appear, would sufficiently account for +her; that her springing up between Selah and his wife was an exquisite +whim of the creative force; and that in such a case a few shades more or +less of the inexplicable didn't matter. It was notorious that great +beauties, great geniuses, great characters, take their own times and +places for coming into the world, leaving the gaping spectators to make +them "fit in," and holding from far-off ancestors, or even, perhaps, +straight from the divine generosity, much more than from their ugly or +stupid progenitors. They were incalculable phenomena, anyway, as Selah +would have said. Verena, for Olive, was the very type and model of the +"gifted being"; her qualities had not been bought and paid for; they +were like some brilliant birthday-present, left at the door by an +unknown messenger, to be delightful for ever as an inexhaustible legacy, +and amusing for ever from the obscurity of its source. They were +superabundantly crude as yet—happily for Olive, who promised herself, +as we know, to train and polish them—but they were as genuine as fruit +and flowers, as the glow of the fire or the plash of water. For her +scrutinising friend Verena had the disposition of the artist, the spirit +to which all charming forms come easily and naturally. It required an +effort at first to imagine an artist so untaught, so mistaught, so poor +in experience; but then it required an effort also to imagine people +like the old Tarrants, or a life so full as her life had been of ugly +things. Only an exquisite creature could have resisted such +associations, only a girl who had some natural light, some divine spark +of taste. There were people like that, fresh from the hand of +Omnipotence; they were far from common, but their existence was as +incontestable as it was beneficent.</p> + +<p>Tarrant's talk about his daughter, her prospects, her enthusiasm, was +terribly painful to Olive; it brought back to her what she had suffered +already from the idea that he laid his hands upon her to make her speak. +That he should be mixed up in any way with this exercise of her genius +was a great injury to the cause, and Olive had already determined that +in future Verena should dispense with his co-operation. The girl had +virtually confessed that she lent herself to it only because it gave him +pleasure, and that anything else would do as well, anything that would +make her quiet a little before she began to "give out." Olive took upon +herself to believe that <i>she</i> could make her quiet, though, certainly, +she had never had that effect upon any one; she would mount the platform +with Verena if necessary, and lay her hands upon her head. Why in the +world had a perverse fate decreed that Tarrant should take an interest +in the affairs of Woman—as if she wanted <i>his</i> aid to arrive at her +goal; a charlatan of the poor, lean, shabby sort, without the humour, +brilliancy, prestige, which sometimes throw a drapery over shallowness? +Mr. Pardon evidently took an interest as well, and there was something +in his appearance that seemed to say that his sympathy would not be +dangerous. He was much at his ease, plainly, beneath the roof of the +Tarrants, and Olive reflected that though Verena had told her much about +him, she had not given her the idea that he was as intimate as that. +What she had mainly said was that he sometimes took her to the theatre. +Olive could enter, to a certain extent, into that; she herself had had a +phase (some time after her father's death—her mother's had preceded +his—when she bought the little house in Charles Street and began to +live alone), during which she accompanied gentlemen to respectable +places of amusement. She was accordingly not shocked at the idea of such +adventures on Verena's part; than which, indeed, judging from her own +experience, nothing could well have been less adventurous. Her +recollections of these expeditions were as of something solemn and +edifying—of the earnest interest in her welfare exhibited by her +companion (there were few occasions on which the young Bostonian +appeared to more advantage), of the comfort of other friends sitting +near, who were sure to know whom she was with, of serious discussion +between the acts in regard to the behaviour of the characters in the +piece, and of the speech at the end with which, as the young man quitted +her at her door, she rewarded his civility—"I must thank you for a very +pleasant evening." She always felt that she made that too prim; her lips +stiffened themselves as she spoke. But the whole affair had always a +primness; this was discernible even to Olive's very limited sense of +humour. It was not so religious as going to evening-service at King's +Chapel; but it was the next thing to it. Of course all girls didn't do +it; there were families that viewed such a custom with disfavour. But +this was where the girls were of the romping sort; there had to be some +things they were known not to do. As a general thing, moreover, the +practice was confined to the decorous; it was a sign of culture and +quiet tastes. All this made it innocent for Verena, whose life had +exposed her to much worse dangers; but the thing referred itself in +Olive's mind to a danger which cast a perpetual shadow there—the +possibility of the girl's embarking with some ingenuous youth on an +expedition that would last much longer than an evening. She was haunted, +in a word, with the fear that Verena would marry, a fate to which she +was altogether unprepared to surrender her; and this made her look with +suspicion upon all male acquaintance.</p> + +<p>Mr. Pardon was not the only one she knew; she had an example of the rest +in the persons of two young Harvard law-students, who presented +themselves after tea on this same occasion. As they sat there Olive +wondered whether Verena had kept something from her, whether she were, +after all (like so many other girls in Cambridge), a college-"belle," an +object of frequentation to undergraduates. It was natural that at the +seat of a big university there should be girls like that, with students +dangling after them, but she didn't want Verena to be one of them. There +were some that received the Seniors and Juniors; others that were +accessible to Sophomores and Freshmen. Certain young ladies +distinguished the professional students; there was a group, even, that +was on the best terms with the young men who were studying for the +Unitarian ministry in that queer little barrack at the end of Divinity +Avenue. The advent of the new visitors made Mrs. Tarrant bustle +immensely; but after she had caused every one to change places two or +three times with every one else the company subsided into a circle which +was occasionally broken by wandering movements on the part of her +husband, who, in the absence of anything to say on any subject whatever, +placed himself at different points in listening attitudes, shaking his +head slowly up and down, and gazing at the carpet with an air of +supernatural attention. Mrs. Tarrant asked the young men from the Law +School about their studies, and whether they meant to follow them up +seriously; said she thought some of the laws were very unjust, and she +hoped they meant to try and improve them. She had suffered by the laws +herself, at the time her father died; she hadn't got half the prop'ty +she should have got if they had been different. She thought they should +be for public matters, not for people's private affairs; the idea always +seemed to her to keep you down if you <i>were</i> down, and to hedge you in +with difficulties. Sometimes she thought it was a wonder how she had +developed in the face of so many; but it was a proof that freedom was +everywhere, if you only knew how to look for it.</p> + +<p>The two young men were in the best humour; they greeted these sallies +with a merriment of which, though it was courteous in form, Olive was by +no means unable to define the spirit. They talked naturally more with +Verena than with her mother; and while they were so engaged Mrs. Tarrant +explained to her who they were, and how one of them, the smaller, who +was not quite so spruce, had brought the other, his particular friend, +to introduce him. This friend, Mr. Burrage, was from New York; he was +very fashionable, he went out a great deal in Boston ("I have no doubt +you know some of the places," said Mrs. Tarrant); his "fam'ly" was very +rich.</p> + +<p>"Well, he knows plenty of that sort," Mrs. Tarrant went on, "but he felt +unsatisfied; he didn't know any one like <i>us</i>. He told Mr. Gracie +(that's the little one) that he felt as if he <i>must</i>; it seemed as if he +couldn't hold out. So we told Mr. Gracie, of course, to bring him right +round. Well, I hope he'll get something from us, I'm sure. He has been +reported to be engaged to Miss Winkworth; I have no doubt you know who I +mean. But Mr. Gracie says he hasn't looked at her more than twice. +That's the way rumours fly round in that set, I presume. Well, I am glad +we are not in it, wherever we are! Mr. Gracie is very different; he is +intensely plain, but I believe he is very learned. You don't think him +plain? Oh, you don't know? Well, I suppose you don't care, you must see +so many. But I must say, when a young man looks like that, I call him +painfully plain. I heard Doctor Tarrant make the remark the last time he +was here. I don't say but what the plainest are the best. Well, I had no +idea we were going to have a party when I asked you. I wonder whether +Verena hadn't better hand the cake; we generally find the students enjoy +it so much."</p> + +<p>This office was ultimately delegated to Selah, who, after a considerable +absence, reappeared with a dish of dainties, which he presented +successively to each member of the company. Olive saw Verena lavish her +smiles on Mr. Gracie and Mr. Burrage; the liveliest relation had +established itself, and the latter gentleman in especial abounded in +appreciative laughter. It might have been fancied, just from looking at +the group, that Verena's vocation was to smile and talk with young men +who bent towards her; might have been fancied, that is, by a person less +sure of the contrary than Olive, who had reason to know that a "gifted +being" is sent into the world for a very different purpose, and that +making the time pass pleasantly for conceited young men is the last duty +you are bound to think of if you happen to have a talent for embodying a +cause. Olive tried to be glad that her friend had the richness of nature +that makes a woman gracious without latent purposes; she reflected that +Verena was not in the smallest degree a flirt, that she was only +enchantingly and universally genial, that nature had given her a +beautiful smile, which fell impartially on every one, man and woman, +alike. Olive may have been right, but it shall be confided to the reader +that in reality she never knew, by any sense of her own, whether Verena +were a flirt or not. This young lady could not possibly have told her +(even if she herself knew, which she didn't), and Olive, destitute of +the quality, had no means of taking the measure in another of the subtle +feminine desire to please. She could see the difference between Mr. +Gracie and Mr. Burrage; her being bored by Mrs. Tarrant's attempting to +point it out is perhaps a proof of that. It was a curious incident of +her zeal for the regeneration of her sex that manly things were, perhaps +on the whole, what she understood best. Mr. Burrage was rather a +handsome youth, with a laughing, clever face, a certain sumptuosity of +apparel, an air of belonging to the "fast set"—a precocious, +good-natured man of the world, curious of new sensations and containing, +perhaps, the making of a <i>dilettante</i>. Being, doubtless, a little +ambitious, and liking to flatter himself that he appreciated worth in +lowly forms, he had associated himself with the ruder but at the same +time acuter personality of a genuine son of New England, who had a +harder head than his own and a humour in reality more cynical, and who, +having earlier knowledge of the Tarrants, had undertaken to show him +something indigenous and curious, possibly even fascinating. Mr. Gracie +was short, with a big head; he wore eye-glasses, looked unkempt, almost +rustic, and said good things with his ugly lips. Verena had replies for +a good many of them, and a pretty colour came into her face as she +talked. Olive could see that she produced herself quite as well as one +of these gentlemen had foretold the other that she would. Miss +Chancellor knew what had passed between them as well as if she had heard +it; Mr. Gracie had promised that he would lead her on, that she should +justify his description and prove the raciest of her class. They would +laugh about her as they went away, lighting their cigars, and for many +days afterwards their discourse would be enlivened with quotations from +the "women's rights girl."</p> + +<p>It was amazing how many ways men had of being antipathetic; these two +were very different from Basil Ransom, and different from each other, +and yet the manner of each conveyed an insult to one's womanhood. The +worst of the case was that Verena would be sure not to perceive this +outrage—not to dislike them in consequence. There were so many things +that she hadn't yet learned to dislike, in spite of her friend's earnest +efforts to teach her. She had the idea vividly (that was the marvel) of +the cruelty of man, of his immemorial injustice; but it remained +abstract, platonic; she didn't detest him in consequence. What was the +use of her having that sharp, inspired vision of the history of the sex +(it was, as she had said herself, exactly like Joan of Arc's absolutely +supernatural apprehension of the state of France) if she wasn't going to +carry it out, if she was going to behave as the ordinary pusillanimous, +conventional young lady? It was all very well for her to have said that +first day that she would renounce: did she look, at such a moment as +this, like a young woman who had renounced? Suppose this glittering, +laughing Burrage youth, with his chains and rings and shining shoes, +should fall in love with her and try to bribe her, with his great +possessions, to practise renunciations of another kind—to give up her +holy work and to go with him to New York, there to live as his wife, +partly bullied, partly pampered, in the accustomed Burrage manner? There +was as little comfort for Olive as there had been on the whole alarm in +the recollection of that off-hand speech of Verena's about her +preference for "free unions." This had been mere maiden flippancy; she +had not known the meaning of what she said. Though she had grown up +among people who took for granted all sorts of queer laxities, she had +kept the consummate innocence of the American girl, that innocence which +was the greatest of all, for it had survived the abolition of walls and +locks; and of the various remarks that had dropped from Verena +expressing this quality that startling observation certainly expressed +it most. It implied, at any rate, that unions of some kind or other had +her approval, and did not exclude the dangers that might arise from +encounters with young men in search of sensations.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XVI" id="XVI"></a>XVI</h2> + + +<p>Mr. Pardon, as Olive observed, was a little out of this combination; but +he was not a person to allow himself to droop. He came and seated +himself by Miss Chancellor and broached a literary subject; he asked her +if she were following any of the current "serials" in the magazines. On +her telling him that she never followed anything of that sort, he +undertook a defence of the serial system, which she presently reminded +him that she had not attacked. He was not discouraged by this retort, +but glided gracefully off to the question of Mount Desert; conversation +on some subject or other being evidently a necessity of his nature. He +talked very quickly and softly, with words, and even sentences, +imperfectly formed; there was a certain amiable flatness in his tone, +and he abounded in exclamations—"Goodness gracious!" and "Mercy on +us!"—not much in use among the sex whose profanity is apt to be coarse. +He had small, fair features, remarkably neat, and pretty eyes, and a +moustache that he caressed, and an air of juvenility much at variance +with his grizzled locks, and the free familiar reference in which he was +apt to indulge to his career as a journalist. His friends knew that in +spite of his delicacy and his prattle he was what they called a live +man; his appearance was perfectly reconcilable with a large degree of +literary enterprise. It should be explained that for the most part they +attached to this idea the same meaning as Selah Tarrant—a state of +intimacy with the newspapers, the cultivation of the great arts of +publicity. For this ingenuous son of his age all distinction between the +person and the artist had ceased to exist; the writer was personal, the +person food for newsboys, and everything and every one were every one's +business. All things, with him, referred themselves to print, and print +meant simply infinite reporting, a promptitude of announcement, abusive +when necessary, or even when not, about his fellow-citizens. He poured +contumely on their private life, on their personal appearance, with the +best conscience in the world. His faith, again, was the faith of Selah +Tarrant—that being in the newspapers is a condition of bliss, and that +it would be fastidious to question the terms of the privilege. He was an +<i>enfant de la balle</i>, as the French say; he had begun his career, at the +age of fourteen, by going the rounds of the hotels, to cull flowers from +the big, greasy registers which lie on the marble counters; and he might +flatter himself that he had contributed in his measure, and on behalf of +a vigilant public opinion, the pride of a democratic State, to the great +end of preventing the American citizen from attempting clandestine +journeys. Since then he had ascended other steps of the same ladder; he +was the most brilliant young interviewer on the Boston press. He was +particularly successful in drawing out the ladies; he had condensed into +shorthand many of the most celebrated women of his time—some of these +daughters of fame were very voluminous—and he was supposed to have a +remarkably insinuating way of waiting upon <i>prime donne</i> and actresses +the morning after their arrival, or sometimes the very evening, while +their luggage was being brought up. He was only twenty-eight years old, +and, with his hoary head, was a thoroughly modern young man; he had no +idea of not taking advantage of all the modern conveniences. He regarded +the mission of mankind upon earth as a perpetual evolution of telegrams; +everything to him was very much the same, he had no sense of proportion +or quality; but the newest thing was what came nearest exciting in his +mind the sentiment of respect. He was an object of extreme admiration to +Selah Tarrant, who believed that he had mastered all the secrets of +success, and who, when Mrs. Tarrant remarked (as she had done more than +once) that it looked as if Mr. Pardon was really coming after Verena, +declared that if he was, he was one of the few young men he should want +to see in that connexion, one of the few he should be willing to allow +to handle her. It was Tarrant's conviction that if Matthias Pardon +should seek Verena in marriage, it would be with a view to producing her +in public; and the advantage for the girl of having a husband who was at +the same time reporter, interviewer, manager, agent, who had the command +of the principal "dailies," would write her up and work her, as it were, +scientifically—the attraction of all this was too obvious to be +insisted on. Matthias had a mean opinion of Tarrant, thought him quite +second-rate, a votary of played-out causes. It was his impression that +he himself was in love with Verena, but his passion was not a jealous +one, and included a remarkable disposition to share the object of his +affection with the American people.</p> + +<p>He talked some time to Olive about Mount Desert, told her that in his +letters he had described the company at the different hotels. He +remarked, however, that a correspondent suffered a good deal to-day from +the competition of the "lady-writers"; the sort of article they produced +was sometimes more acceptable to the papers. He supposed she would be +glad to hear that—he knew she was so interested in woman's having a +free field. They certainly made lovely correspondents; they picked up +something bright before you could turn round; there wasn't much you +could keep away from them; you had to be lively if you wanted to get +there first. Of course, they were naturally more chatty, and that was +the style of literature that seemed to take most to-day; only they +didn't write much but what ladies would want to read. Of course, he knew +there were millions of lady-readers, but he intimated that <i>he</i> didn't +address himself exclusively to the gynecæum; he tried to put in +something that would interest all parties. If you read a lady's letter +you knew pretty well in advance what you would find. Now, what he tried +for was that you shouldn't have the least idea; he always tried to have +something that would make you jump. Mr. Pardon was not conceited more, +at least, than is proper when youth and success go hand in hand, and it +was natural he should not know in what spirit Miss Chancellor listened +to him. Being aware that she was a woman of culture his desire was +simply to supply her with the pabulum that she would expect. She thought +him very inferior; she had heard he was intensely bright, but there was +probably some mistake; there couldn't be any danger for Verena from a +mind that took merely a gossip's view of great tendencies. Besides, he +wasn't half educated, and it was her belief, or at least her hope, that +an educative process was now going on for Verena (under her own +direction) which would enable her to make such a discovery for herself. +Olive had a standing quarrel with the levity, the good-nature, of the +judgements of the day; many of them seemed to her weak to imbecility, +losing sight of all measures and standards, lavishing superlatives, +delighted to be fooled. The age seemed to her relaxed and demoralised, +and I believe she looked to the influx of the great feminine element to +make it feel and speak more sharply.</p> + +<p>"Well, it's a privilege to hear you two talk together," Mrs. Tarrant +said to her; "it's what I call real conversation. It isn't often we have +anything so fresh; it makes me feel as if I wanted to join in. I +scarcely know whom to listen to most; Verena seems to be having such a +time with those gentlemen. First I catch one thing and then another; it +seems as if I couldn't take it all in. Perhaps I ought to pay more +attention to Mr. Burrage; I don't want him to think we are not so +cordial as they are in New York."</p> + +<p>She decided to draw nearer to the trio on the other side of the room, +for she had perceived (as she devoutly hoped Miss Chancellor had not) +that Verena was endeavouring to persuade either of her companions to go +and talk to her dear friend, and that these unscrupulous young men, +after a glance over their shoulder, appeared to plead for remission, to +intimate that this was not what they had come round for. Selah wandered +out of the room again with his collection of cakes, and Mr. Pardon began +to talk to Olive about Verena, to say that he felt as if he couldn't say +all he did feel with regard to the interest she had shown in her. Olive +could not imagine why he was called upon to say or to feel anything, and +she gave him short answers; while the poor young man, unconscious of his +doom, remarked that he hoped she wasn't going to exercise any influence +that would prevent Miss Tarrant from taking the rank that belonged to +her. He thought there was too much hanging back; he wanted to see her in +a front seat; he wanted to see her name in the biggest kind of bills and +her portrait in the windows of the stores. She had genius, there was no +doubt of that, and she would take a new line altogether. She had charm, +and there was a great demand for that nowadays in connexion with new +ideas. There were so many that seemed to have fallen dead for want of +it. She ought to be carried straight ahead; she ought to walk right up +to the top. There was a want of bold action; he didn't see what they +were waiting for. He didn't suppose they were waiting till she was fifty +years old; there were old ones enough in the field. He knew that Miss +Chancellor appreciated the advantage of her girlhood, because Miss +Verena had told him so. Her father was dreadfully slack, and the winter +was ebbing away. Mr. Pardon went so far as to say that if Dr. Tarrant +didn't see his way to do something, he should feel as if he should want +to take hold himself. He expressed a hope at the same time that Olive +had not any views that would lead her to bring her influence to bear to +make Miss Verena hold back; also that she wouldn't consider that he +pressed in too much. He knew that was a charge that people brought +against newspaper-men—that they were rather apt to cross the line. He +only worried because he thought those who were no doubt nearer to Miss +Verena than he could hope to be were not sufficiently alive. He knew +that she had appeared in two or three parlours since that evening at +Miss Birdseye's, and he had heard of the delightful occasion at Miss +Chancellor's own house, where so many of the first families had been +invited to meet her. (This was an allusion to a small luncheon-party +that Olive had given, when Verena discoursed to a dozen matrons and +spinsters, selected by her hostess with infinite consideration and many +spiritual scruples; a report of the affair, presumably from the hand of +the young Matthias, who naturally had not been present, appeared with +extraordinary promptness in an evening-paper.) That was very well so far +as it went, but he wanted something on another scale, something so big +that people would have to go round if they wanted to get past. Then +lowering his voice a little, he mentioned what it was: a lecture in the +Music Hall, at fifty cents a ticket, without her father, right there on +her own basis. He lowered his voice still more and revealed to Miss +Chancellor his innermost thought, having first assured himself that +Selah was still absent and that Mrs. Tarrant was inquiring of Mr. +Burrage whether he visited much on the new land. The truth was, Miss +Verena wanted to "shed" her father altogether; she didn't want him +pawing round her that way before she began; it didn't add in the least +to the attraction. Mr. Pardon expressed the conviction that Miss +Chancellor agreed with him in this, and it required a great effort of +mind on Olive's part, so small was her desire to act in concert with Mr. +Pardon, to admit to herself that she did. She asked him, with a certain +lofty coldness—he didn't make her shy, now, a bit—whether he took a +great interest in the improvement of the position of women. The question +appeared to strike the young man as abrupt and irrelevant, to come down +on him from a height with which he was not accustomed to hold +intercourse. He was used to quick operations, however, and he had only a +moment of bright blankness before replying:</p> + +<p>"Oh, there is nothing I wouldn't do for the ladies; just give me a +chance and you'll see."</p> + +<p>Olive was silent a moment. "What I mean is—is your sympathy a sympathy +with our sex, or a particular interest in Miss Tarrant?"</p> + +<p>"Well, sympathy is just sympathy—that's all I can say. It takes in Miss +Verena and it takes in all others—except the lady-correspondents," the +young man added, with a jocosity which, as he perceived even at the +moment, was lost on Verena's friend. He was not more successful when he +went on: "It takes in even you, Miss Chancellor!"</p> + +<p>Olive rose to her feet, hesitating; she wanted to go away, and yet she +couldn't bear to leave Verena to be exploited, as she felt that she +would be after her departure, that indeed she had already been, by those +offensive young men. She had a strange sense, too, that her friend had +neglected her for the last half-hour, had not been occupied with her, +had placed a barrier between them—a barrier of broad male backs, of +laughter that verged upon coarseness, of glancing smiles directed across +the room, directed to Olive, which seemed rather to disconnect her with +what was going forward on that side than to invite her to take part in +it. If Verena recognised that Miss Chancellor was not in report, as her +father said, when jocose young men ruled the scene, the discovery +implied no great penetration; but the poor girl might have reflected +further that to see it taken for granted that she was unadapted for such +company could scarcely be more agreeable to Olive than to be dragged +into it. This young lady's worst apprehensions were now justified by +Mrs. Tarrant's crying to her that she must not go, as Mr. Burrage and +Mr. Gracie were trying to persuade Verena to give them a little specimen +of inspirational speaking, and she was sure her daughter would comply in +a moment if Miss Chancellor would just tell her to compose herself. They +had got to own up to it, Miss Chancellor could do more with her than any +one else; but Mr. Gracie and Mr. Burrage had excited her so that she was +afraid it would be rather an unsuccessful effort. The whole group had +got up, and Verena came to Olive with her hands outstretched and no +signs of a bad conscience in her bright face.</p> + +<p>"I know you like me to speak so much—I'll try to say something if you +want me to. But I'm afraid there are not enough people; I can't do much +with a small audience."</p> + +<p>"I wish we had brought some of our friends—they would have been +delighted to come if we had given them a chance," said Mr. Burrage. +"There is an immense desire throughout the University to hear you, and +there is no such sympathetic audience as an audience of Harvard men. +Gracie and I are only two, but Gracie is a host in himself, and I am +sure he will say as much of me." The young man spoke these words freely +and lightly, smiling at Verena, and even a little at Olive, with the air +of one to whom a mastery of clever "chaff" was commonly attributed.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Burrage listens even better than he talks," his companion declared. +"We have the habit of attention at lectures, you know. To be lectured by +you would be an advantage indeed. We are sunk in ignorance and +prejudice."</p> + +<p>"Ah, my prejudices," Burrage went on; "if you could see them—I assure +you they are something monstrous!"</p> + +<p>"Give them a regular ducking and make them gasp," Matthias Pardon cried. +"If you want an opportunity to act on Harvard College, now's your +chance. These gentlemen will carry the news; it will be the narrow end +of the wedge."</p> + +<p>"I can't tell what you like," Verena said, still looking into Olive's +eyes.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure Miss Chancellor likes everything here," Mrs. Tarrant remarked, +with a noble confidence.</p> + +<p>Selah had reappeared by this time; his lofty, contemplative person was +framed by the doorway. "Want to try a little inspiration?" he inquired, +looking round on the circle with an encouraging inflexion.</p> + +<p>"I'll do it alone, if you prefer," Verena said soothingly to her friend. +"It might be a good chance to try without father."</p> + +<p>"You don't mean to say you ain't going to be supported?" Mrs. Tarrant +exclaimed, with dismay.</p> + +<p>"Ah, I beseech you, give us the whole programme—don't omit any leading +feature!" Mr. Burrage was heard to plead.</p> + +<p>"My only interest is to draw her out," said Selah, defending his +integrity. "I will drop right out if I don't seem to vitalise. I have no +desire to draw attention to my own poor gifts." This declaration +appeared to be addressed to Miss Chancellor.</p> + +<p>"Well, there will be more inspiration if you don't touch her," Matthias +Pardon said to him. "It will seem to come right down from—well, +wherever it does come from."</p> + +<p>"Yes, we don't pretend to say that," Mrs. Tarrant murmured.</p> + +<p>This little discussion had brought the blood to Olive's face; she felt +that every one present was looking at her—Verena most of all—and that +here was a chance to take a more complete possession of the girl. Such +chances were agitating; moreover, she didn't like, on any occasion, to +be so prominent. But everything that had been said was benighted and +vulgar; the place seemed thick with the very atmosphere out of which she +wished to lift Verena. They were treating her as a show, as a social +resource, and the two young men from the College were laughing at her +shamelessly. She was not meant for that, and Olive would save her. +Verena was so simple, she couldn't see herself; she was the only pure +spirit in the odious group.</p> + +<p>"I want you to address audiences that are worth addressing—to convince +people who are serious and sincere." Olive herself, as she spoke, heard +the great shake in her voice. "Your mission is not to exhibit yourself +as a pastime for individuals, but to touch the heart of communities, of +nations."</p> + +<p>"Dear madam, I'm sure Miss Tarrant will touch my heart!" Mr. Burrage +objected, gallantly.</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know but she judges you young men fairly," said Mrs. +Tarrant, with a sigh.</p> + +<p>Verena, diverted a moment from her communion with her friend, considered +Mr. Burrage with a smile. "I don't believe you have got any heart, and I +shouldn't care much if you had!"</p> + +<p>"You have no idea how much the way you say that increases my desire to +hear you speak."</p> + +<p>"Do as you please, my dear," said Olive, almost inaudibly. "My carriage +must be there—I must leave you, in any case."</p> + +<p>"I can see you don't want it," said Verena, wondering. "You would stay +if you liked it, wouldn't you?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know what I should do. Come out with me!" Olive spoke almost +with fierceness.</p> + +<p>"Well, you'll send them away no better than they came," said Matthias +Pardon.</p> + +<p>"I guess you had better come round some other night," Selah suggested +pacifically, but with a significance which fell upon Olive's ear.</p> + +<p>Mr. Gracie seemed inclined to make the sturdiest protest. "Look here, +Miss Tarrant; do you want to save Harvard College, or do you not?" he +demanded, with a humorous frown.</p> + +<p>"I didn't know <i>you</i> were Harvard College!" Verena returned as +humorously.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid you are rather disappointed in your evening if you expected +to obtain some insight into our ideas," said Mrs. Tarrant, with an air +of impotent sympathy, to Mr. Gracie.</p> + +<p>"Well, good-night, Miss Chancellor," she went on; "I hope you've got a +warm wrap. I suppose you'll think we go a good deal by what you say in +this house. Well, most people don't object to that. There's a little +hole right there in the porch; it seems as if Doctor Tarrant couldn't +remember to go for the man to fix it. I am afraid you'll think we're too +much taken up with all these new hopes. Well, we <i>have</i> enjoyed seeing +you in our home; it quite raises my appetite for social intercourse. Did +you come out on wheels? I can't stand a sleigh myself; it makes me +sick."</p> + +<p>This was her hostess's response to Miss Chancellor's very summary +farewell, uttered as the three ladies proceeded together to the door of +the house. Olive had got herself out of the little parlour with a sort +of blind, defiant dash; she had taken no perceptible leave of the rest +of the company. When she was calm she had very good manners, but when +she was agitated she was guilty of lapses, every one of which came back +to her, magnified, in the watches of the night. Sometimes they excited +remorse, and sometimes triumph; in the latter case she felt that she +could not have been so justly vindictive in cold blood. Tarrant wished +to guide her down the steps, out of the little yard, to her carriage; he +reminded her that they had had ashes sprinkled on the planks on purpose. +But she begged him to let her alone, she almost pushed him back; she +drew Verena out into the dark freshness, closing the door of the house +behind her. There was a splendid sky, all blue-black and silver—a +sparkling wintry vault, where the stars were like a myriad points of +ice. The air was silent and sharp, and the vague snow looked cruel. +Olive knew now very definitely what the promise was that she wanted +Verena to make; but it was too cold, she could keep her there bareheaded +but an instant. Mrs. Tarrant, meanwhile, in the parlour, remarked that +it seemed as if she couldn't trust Verena with her own parents; and +Selah intimated that, with a proper invitation, his daughter would be +very happy to address Harvard College at large. Mr. Burrage and Mr. +Gracie said they would invite her on the spot, in the name of the +University; and Matthias Pardon reflected (and asserted) with glee that +this would be the newest thing yet. But he added that they would have a +high time with Miss Chancellor first, and this was evidently the +conviction of the company.</p> + +<p>"I can see you are angry at something," Verena said to Olive, as the two +stood there in the starlight. "I hope it isn't me. What have I done?"</p> + +<p>"I am not angry—I am anxious. I am so afraid I shall lose you. Verena, +don't fail me—don't fail me!" Olive spoke low, with a kind of passion.</p> + +<p>"Fail you? How can I fail?"</p> + +<p>"You can't, of course you can't. Your star is above you. But don't +listen to <i>them</i>."</p> + +<p>"To whom do you mean, Olive? To my parents?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, not your parents," Miss Chancellor replied, with some sharpness. +She paused a moment, and then she said: "I don't care for your parents. +I have told you that before; but now that I have seen them—as they +wished, as you wished, and I didn't—I don't care for them; I must +repeat it, Verena. I should be dishonest if I let you think I did."</p> + +<p>"Why, Olive Chancellor!" Verena murmured, as if she were trying, in +spite of the sadness produced by this declaration, to do justice to her +friend's impartiality.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am hard; perhaps I am cruel; but we must be hard if we wish to +triumph. Don't listen to young men when they try to mock and muddle you. +They don't care for you; they don't care for <i>us</i>. They care only for +their pleasure, for what they believe to be the right of the stronger. +The stronger? I am not so sure!"</p> + +<p>"Some of them care so much—are supposed to care too much—for us," +Verena said, with a smile that looked dim in the darkness.</p> + +<p>"Yes, if we will give up everything. I have asked you before—are you +prepared to give up?"</p> + +<p>"Do you mean, to give <i>you</i> up?"</p> + +<p>"No, all our wretched sisters—all our hopes and purposes—all that we +think Sacred and worth living for!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, they don't want that, Olive." Verena's smile became more distinct, +and she added: "They don't want so much as that!"</p> + +<p>"Well, then, go in and speak for them—and sing for them—and dance for +them!"</p> + +<p>"Olive, you are cruel!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am. But promise me one thing, and I shall be—oh, so tender!"</p> + +<p>"What a strange place for promises," said Verena, with a shiver, looking +about her into the night.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am dreadful; I know it. But promise." And Olive drew the girl +nearer to her, flinging over her with one hand the fold of a cloak that +hung ample upon her own meagre person, and holding her there with the +other, while she looked at her, suppliant but half hesitating. +"Promise!" she repeated.</p> + +<p>"Is it something terrible?"</p> + +<p>"Never to listen to one of them, never to be bribed——"</p> + +<p>At this moment the house-door was opened again, and the light of the +hall projected itself across the little piazza. Matthias Pardon stood in +the aperture, and Tarrant and his wife, with the two other visitors, +appeared to have come forward as well, to see what detained Verena.</p> + +<p>"You seem to have started a kind of lecture out here," Mr. Pardon said. +"You ladies had better look out, or you'll freeze together!"</p> + +<p>Verena was reminded by her mother that she would catch her death, but +she had already heard sharply, low as they were spoken, five last words +from Olive, who now abruptly released her and passed swiftly over the +path from the porch to her waiting carriage. Tarrant creaked along, in +pursuit, to assist Miss Chancellor; the others drew Verena into the +house. "Promise me not to marry!"—that was what echoed in her startled +mind, and repeated itself there when Mr. Burrage returned to the charge, +asking her if she wouldn't at least appoint some evening when they might +listen to her. She knew that Olive's injunction ought not to have +surprised her; she had already felt it in the air; she would have said +at any time, if she had been asked, that she didn't suppose Miss +Chancellor would want her to marry. But the idea, uttered as her friend +had uttered it, had a new solemnity, and the effect of that quick, +violent colloquy was to make her nervous and impatient, as if she had +had a sudden glimpse of futurity. That was rather awful, even if it +represented the fate one would like.</p> + +<p>When the two young men from the College pressed their petition, she +asked, with a laugh that surprised them, whether they wished to "mock +and muddle" her. They went away, assenting to Mrs. Tarrant's last +remark: "I am afraid you'll feel that you don't quite understand us +yet." Matthias Pardon remained; her father and mother, expressing their +perfect confidence that he would excuse them, went to bed and left him +sitting there. He stayed a good while longer, nearly an hour, and said +things that made Verena think that <i>he</i>, perhaps, would like to marry +her. But while she listened to him, more abstractedly than her custom +was, she remarked to herself that there could be no difficulty in +promising Olive so far as he was concerned. He was very pleasant, and he +knew an immense deal about everything, or, rather, about every one, and +he would take her right into the midst of life. But she didn't wish to +marry him, all the same, and after he had gone she reflected that, once +she came to think of it, she didn't want to marry any one. So it would +be easy, after all, to make Olive that promise, and it would give her so +much pleasure!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XVII" id="XVII"></a>XVII</h2> + + +<p>The next time Verena saw Olive she said to her that she was ready to +make the promise she had asked the other night; but, to her great +surprise, this young woman answered her by a question intended to check +such rashness. Miss Chancellor raised a warning finger; she had an air +of dissuasion almost as solemn as her former pressure; her passionate +impatience appeared to have given way to other considerations, to be +replaced by the resignation that comes with deeper reflexion. It was +tinged in this case, indeed, by such bitterness as might be permitted to +a young lady who cultivated the brightness of a great faith.</p> + +<p>"Don't you want any promise at present?" Verena asked. "Why, Olive, how +you change!"</p> + +<p>"My dear child, you are so young—so strangely young. I am a thousand +years old; I have lived through generations—through centuries. I know +what I know by experience; you know it by imagination. That is +consistent with your being the fresh, bright creature that you are. I am +constantly forgetting the difference between us—that you are a mere +child as yet, though a child destined for great things. I forgot it the +other night, but I have remembered it since. You must pass through a +certain phase, and it would be very wrong in me to pretend to suppress +it. That is all clear to me now; I see it was my jealousy that spoke—my +restless, hungry jealousy. I have far too much of that; I oughtn't to +give any one the right to say that it's a woman's quality. I don't want +your signature; I only want your confidence—only what springs from +that. I hope with all my soul that you won't marry; but if you don't it +must not be because you have promised me. You know what I think—that +there is something noble done when one makes a sacrifice for a great +good. Priests—when they were real priests—never married, and what you +and I dream of doing demands of us a kind of priesthood. It seems to me +very poor, when friendship and faith and charity and the most +interesting occupation in the world—when such a combination as this +doesn't seem, by itself, enough to live for. No man that I have ever +seen cares a straw in his heart for what we are trying to accomplish. +They hate it; they scorn it; they will try to stamp it out whenever they +can. Oh yes, I know there are men who pretend to care for it; but they +are not really men, and I wouldn't be sure even of them! Any man that +one would look at—with him, as a matter of course, it is war upon us to +the knife. I don't mean to say there are not some male beings who are +willing to patronise us a little; to pat us on the back and recommend a +few moderate concessions; to say that there <i>are</i> two or three little +points in which society has not been quite just to us. But any man who +pretends to accept our programme <i>in toto</i>, as you and I understand it, +of his own free will, before he is forced to—such a person simply +schemes to betray us. There are gentlemen in plenty who would be glad to +stop your mouth by kissing you! If you become dangerous some day to +their selfishness, to their vested interests, to their immorality—as I +pray heaven every day, my dear friend, that you may!—it will be a grand +thing for one of them if he can persuade you that he loves you. Then you +will see what he will do with you, and how far his love will take him! +It would be a sad day for you and for me and for all of us if you were +to believe something of that kind. You see I am very calm now; I have +thought it all out."</p> + +<p>Verena had listened with earnest eyes. "Why, Olive, you are quite a +speaker yourself!" she exclaimed. "You would far surpass me if you would +let yourself go."</p> + +<p>Miss Chancellor shook her head with a melancholy that was not devoid of +sweetness. "I can speak to <i>you</i>; but that is no proof. The very stones +of the street—all the dumb things of nature—might find a voice to talk +to you. I have no facility; I am awkward and embarrassed and dry." When +this young lady, after a struggle with the winds and waves of emotion, +emerged into the quiet stream of a certain high reasonableness, she +presented her most graceful aspect; she had a tone of softness and +sympathy, a gentle dignity, a serenity of wisdom, which sealed the +appreciation of those who knew her well enough to like her, and which +always impressed Verena as something almost august. Such moods, however, +were not often revealed to the public at large; they belonged to Miss +Chancellor's very private life. One of them had possession of her at +present, and she went on to explain the inconsequence which had puzzled +her friend with the same quiet clearness, the detachment from error, of +a woman whose self-scrutiny has been as sharp as her deflexion.</p> + +<p>"Don't think me capricious if I say I would rather trust you without a +pledge. I owe you, I owe every one, an apology for my rudeness and +fierceness at your mother's. It came over me—just seeing those young +men—how exposed you are; and the idea made me (for the moment) frantic. +I see your danger still, but I see other things too, and I have +recovered my balance. You must be safe, Verena—you must be saved; but +your safety must not come from your having tied your hands. It must come +from the growth of your perception; from your seeing things, of +yourself, sincerely and with conviction, in the light in which I see +them; from your feeling that for your work your freedom is essential, +and that there is no freedom for you and me save in religiously <i>not</i> +doing what you will often be asked to do—and I never!" Miss Chancellor +brought out these last words with a proud jerk which was not without its +pathos. "Don't promise, don't promise!" she went on. "I would far rather +you didn't. But don't fail me—don't fail me, or I shall die!"</p> + +<p>Her manner of repairing her inconsistency was altogether feminine: she +wished to extract a certainty at the same time that she wished to +deprecate a pledge, and she would have been delighted to put Verena into +the enjoyment of that freedom which was so important for her by +preventing her exercising it in a particular direction. The girl was now +completely under her influence; she had latent curiosities and +distractions—left to herself, she was not always thinking of the +unhappiness of women; but the touch of Olive's tone worked a spell, and +she found something to which at least a portion of her nature turned +with eagerness in her companion's wider knowledge, her elevation of +view. Miss Chancellor was historic and philosophic; or, at any rate, she +appeared so to Verena, who felt that through such an association one +might at last intellectually command all life. And there was a simpler +impulse; Verena wished to please her if only because she had such a +dread of displeasing her. Olive's displeasures, disappointments, +disapprovals were tragic, truly memorable; she grew white under them, +not shedding many tears, as a general thing, like inferior women (she +cried when she was angry, not when she was hurt), but limping and +panting, morally, as if she had received a wound that she would carry +for life. On the other hand, her commendations, her satisfactions were +as soft as a west wind; and she had this sign, the rarest of all, of +generosity, that she liked obligations of gratitude when they were not +laid upon her by men. Then, indeed, she scarcely recognised them. She +considered men in general as so much in the debt of the opposite sex +that any individual woman had an unlimited credit with them; she could +not possibly overdraw the general feminine account. The unexpected +temperance of her speech on this subject of Verena's accessibility to +matrimonial error seemed to the girl to have an antique beauty, a wisdom +purged of worldly elements; it reminded her of qualities that she +believed to have been proper to Electra or Antigone. This made her wish +the more to do something that would gratify Olive; and in spite of her +friend's dissuasion she declared that she should like to promise. "I +will promise, at any rate, not to marry any of those gentlemen that were +at the house," she said. "Those seemed to be the ones you were +principally afraid of."</p> + +<p>"You will promise not to marry any one you don't like," said Olive. +"That would be a great comfort!"</p> + +<p>"But I do like Mr. Burrage and Mr. Gracie."</p> + +<p>"And Mr. Matthias Pardon? What a name!"</p> + +<p>"Well, he knows how to make himself agreeable. He can tell you +everything you want to know."</p> + +<p>"You mean everything you don't! Well, if you like every one, I haven't +the least objection. It would only be preferences that I should find +alarming. I am not the least afraid of your marrying a repulsive man; +your danger would come from an attractive one."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad to hear you admit that some <i>are</i> attractive!" Verena +exclaimed, with the light laugh which her reverence for Miss Chancellor +had not yet quenched. "It sometimes seems as if there weren't any you +could like!"</p> + +<p>"I can imagine a man I should like very much," Olive replied, after a +moment. "But I don't like those I see. They seem to me poor creatures." +And, indeed, her uppermost feeling in regard to them was a kind of cold +scorn; she thought most of them palterers and bullies. The end of the +colloquy was that Verena, having assented, with her usual docility, to +her companion's optimistic contention that it was a "phase," this taste +for evening-calls from collegians and newspaper-men, and would +consequently pass away with the growth of her mind, remarked that the +injustice of men might be an accident or might be a part of their +nature, but at any rate she should have to change a good deal before she +should want to marry.</p> + +<p>About the middle of December Miss Chancellor received a visit from +Matthias Pardon, who had come to ask her what she meant to do about +Verena. She had never invited him to call upon her, and the appearance +of a gentleman whose desire to see her was so irrepressible as to +dispense with such a preliminary was not in her career an accident +frequent enough to have taught her equanimity. She thought Mr. Pardon's +visit a liberty; but, if she expected to convey this idea to him by +withholding any suggestion that he should sit down, she was greatly +mistaken, inasmuch as he cut the ground from under her feet by himself +offering her a chair. His manner represented hospitality enough for both +of them, and she was obliged to listen, on the edge of her sofa (she +could at least seat herself where she liked), to his extraordinary +inquiry. Of course she was not obliged to answer it, and indeed she +scarcely understood it. He explained that it was prompted by the intense +interest he felt in Miss Verena; but that scarcely made it more +comprehensible, such a sentiment (on his part) being such a curious +mixture. He had a sort of enamel of good humour which showed that his +indelicacy was his profession; and he asked for revelations of the <i>vie +intime</i> of his victims with the bland confidence of a fashionable +physician inquiring about symptoms. He wanted to know what Miss +Chancellor meant to do, because if she didn't mean to do anything, he +had an idea—which he wouldn't conceal from her—of going into the +enterprise himself. "You see, what I should like to know is this: do you +consider that she belongs to you, or that she belongs to the people? If +she belongs to you, why don't you bring her out?"</p> + +<p>He had no purpose and no consciousness of being impertinent; he only +wished to talk over the matter sociably with Miss Chancellor. He knew, +of course, that there was a presumption she would not be sociable, but +no presumption had yet deterred him from presenting a surface which he +believed to be polished till it shone; there was always a larger one in +favour of his power to penetrate and of the majesty of the "great +dailies." Indeed, he took so many things for granted that Olive remained +dumb while she regarded them; and he availed himself of what he +considered as a fortunate opening to be really very frank. He reminded +her that he had known Miss Verena a good deal longer than she; he had +travelled out to Cambridge the other winter (when he could get an +off-night), with the thermometer at ten below zero. He had always +thought her attractive, but it wasn't till this season that his eyes had +been fully opened. Her talent had matured, and now he had no hesitation +in calling her brilliant. Miss Chancellor could imagine whether, as an +old friend, he could watch such a beautiful unfolding with indifference. +She would fascinate the people, just as she had fascinated her (Miss +Chancellor), and, he might be permitted to add, himself. The fact was, +she was a great card, and some one ought to play it. There never had +been a more attractive female speaker before the American public; she +would walk right past Mrs. Farrinder, and Mrs. Farrinder knew it. There +was room for both, no doubt, they had such a different style; anyhow, +what he wanted to show was that there was room for Miss Verena. She +didn't want any more tuning-up, she wanted to break right out. Moreover, +he felt that any gentleman who should lead her to success would win her +esteem; he might even attract her more powerfully—who could tell? If +Miss Chancellor wanted to attach her permanently, she ought to push her +right forward. He gathered from what Miss Verena had told him that she +wanted to make her study up the subject a while longer—follow some kind +of course. Well, now, he could assure her that there was no preparation +so good as just seeing a couple of thousand people down there before you +who have paid their money to have you tell them something. Miss Verena +was a natural genius, and he hoped very much she wasn't going to take +the nature out of her. She could study up as she went along; she had got +the great thing that you couldn't learn, a kind of divine afflatus, as +the ancients used to say, and she had better just begin on that. He +wouldn't deny what was the matter with <i>him</i>; he was quite under the +spell, and his admiration made him want to see her where she belonged. +He shouldn't care so much how she got there, but it would certainly add +to his pleasure if he could show her up to her place. Therefore, would +Miss Chancellor just tell him this: How long did she expect to hold her +back; how long did she expect a humble admirer to wait? Of course he +hadn't come there to cross-question her; there was one thing he trusted +he always kept clear of; when he was indiscreet he wanted to know it. He +had come with a proposal of his own, and he hoped it would seem a +sufficient warrant for his visit. Would Miss Chancellor be willing to +divide a—the—well, he might call it the responsibilities? Couldn't +they run Miss Verena together? In this case every one would be +satisfied. She could travel round with her as her companion, and he +would see that the American people walked up. If Miss Chancellor would +just let her go a little, he would look after the rest. He wanted no +odds; he only wanted her for about an hour and a half three or four +evenings a week.</p> + +<p>Olive had time, in the course of this appeal, to make her faculties +converge, to ask herself what she could say to this prodigious young man +that would make him feel as how base a thing she held his proposal that +they should constitute themselves into a company for drawing profit from +Verena. Unfortunately, the most sarcastic inquiry that could occur to +her as a response was also the most obvious one, so that he hesitated +but a moment with his rejoinder after she had asked him how many +thousands of dollars he expected to make.</p> + +<p>"For Miss Verena? It depends upon the time. She'd run for ten years, at +least. I can't figure it up till all the States have been heard from," +he said, smiling.</p> + +<p>"I don't mean for Miss Tarrant, I mean for you," Olive returned, with +the impression that she was looking him straight in the eye.</p> + +<p>"Oh, as many as you'll leave me!" Matthias Pardon answered, with a laugh +that contained all, and more than all, the jocularity of the American +press. "To speak seriously," he added, "I don't want to make money out +of it."</p> + +<p>"What do you want to make then?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I want to make history! I want to help the ladies."</p> + +<p>"The ladies?" Olive murmured. "What do you know about ladies?" she was +on the point of adding, when his promptness checked her.</p> + +<p>"All over the world. I want to work for their emancipation. I regard it +as the great modern question."</p> + +<p>Miss Chancellor got up now; this was rather too strong. Whether, +eventually, she was successful in what she attempted, the reader of her +history will judge; but at this moment she had not that promise of +success which resides in a willingness to make use of every aid that +offers. Such is the penalty of being of a fastidious, exclusive, +uncompromising nature; of seeing things not simply and sharply, but in +perverse relations, in intertwisted strands. It seemed to our young lady +that nothing could be less attractive than to owe her emancipation to +such a one as Matthias Pardon; and it is curious that those qualities +which he had in common with Verena, and which in her seemed to Olive +romantic and touching—her having sprung from the "people," had an +acquaintance with poverty, a hand-to-mouth development, and an +experience of the seamy side of life—availed in no degree to conciliate +Miss Chancellor. I suppose it was because he was a man. She told him +that she was much obliged to him for his offer, but that he evidently +didn't understand Verena and herself. No, not even Miss Tarrant, in +spite of his long acquaintance with her. They had no desire to be +notorious; they only wanted to be useful. They had no wish to make +money; there would always be plenty of money for Miss Tarrant. +Certainly, she should come before the public, and the world would +acclaim her and hang upon her words; but crude, precipitate action was +what both of them least desired. The change in the dreadful position of +women was not a question for to-day simply, or for to-morrow, but for +many years to come; and there would be a great deal to think of, to map +out. One thing they were determined upon—that men shouldn't taunt them +with being superficial. When Verena should appear it would be armed at +all points, like Joan of Arc (this analogy had lodged itself in Olive's +imagination); she should have facts and figures; she should meet men on +their own ground. "What we mean to do, we mean to do well," Miss +Chancellor said to her visitor, with considerable sternness; leaving him +to make such an application to himself as his fancy might suggest.</p> + +<p>This announcement had little comfort for him; he felt baffled and +disheartened—indeed, quite sick. Was it not sickening to hear her talk +of this dreary process of preparation?—as if any one cared about that, +and would know whether Verena were prepared or not! Had Miss Chancellor +no faith in her girlhood? didn't she know what a card that would be? +This was the last inquiry Olive allowed him the opportunity of making. +She remarked to him that they might talk for ever without coming to an +agreement—their points of view were so far apart. Besides, it was a +woman's question; what they wanted was for women, and it should be by +women. It had happened to the young Matthias more than once to be shown +the way to the door, but the path of retreat had never yet seemed to him +so unpleasant. He was naturally amiable, but it had not hitherto +befallen him to be made to feel that he was not—and could not be—a +factor in contemporary history: here was a rapacious woman who proposed +to keep that favourable setting for herself. He let her know that she +was right-down selfish, and that if she chose to sacrifice a beautiful +nature to her antediluvian theories and love of power, a vigilant daily +press—whose business it was to expose wrong-doing—would demand an +account from her. She replied that, if the newspapers chose to insult +her, that was their own affair; one outrage the more to the sex in her +person was of little account. And after he had left her she seemed to +see the glow of dawning success; the battle had begun, and something of +the ecstasy of the martyr.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XVIII" id="XVIII"></a>XVIII</h2> + + +<p>Verena told her, a week after this, that Mr. Pardon wanted so much she +should say she would marry him; and she added, with evident pleasure at +being able to give her so agreeable a piece of news, that she had +declined to say anything of the sort. She thought that now, at least, +Olive must believe in her; for the proposal was more attractive than +Miss Chancellor seemed able to understand. "He does place things in a +very seductive light," Verena said; "he says that if I become his wife I +shall be carried straight along by a force of excitement of which at +present I have no idea. I shall wake up famous, if I marry him; I have +only got to give out my feelings, and he will take care of the rest. He +says every hour of my youth is precious to me, and that we should have a +lovely time travelling round the country. I think you ought to allow +that all that is rather dazzling—for I am not naturally concentrated, +like you!"</p> + +<p>"He promises you success. What do you call success?" Olive inquired, +looking at her friend with a kind of salutary coldness—a suspension of +sympathy—with which Verena was now familiar (though she liked it no +better than at first), and which made approbation more gracious when +approbation came.</p> + +<p>Verena reflected a moment, and then answered, smiling, but with +confidence: "Producing a pressure that shall be irresistible. Causing +certain laws to be repealed by Congress and by the State legislatures, +and others to be enacted." She repeated the words as if they had been +part of a catechism committed to memory, while Olive saw that this +mechanical tone was in the nature of a joke that she could not deny +herself; they had had that definition so often before, and Miss +Chancellor had had occasion so often to remind her what success <i>really</i> +was. Of course it was easy to prove to her now that Mr. Pardon's +glittering bait was a very different thing; was a mere trap and lure, a +bribe to vanity and impatience, a device for making her give herself +away—let alone fill his pockets while she did so. Olive was conscious +enough of the girl's want of continuity; she had seen before how she +could be passionately serious at times, and then perversely, even if +innocently, trivial—as just now, when she seemed to wish to convert one +of their most sacred formulas into a pleasantry. She had already quite +recognised, however, that it was not of importance that Verena should be +just like herself; she was all of one piece, and Verena was of many +pieces, which had, where they fitted together, little capricious chinks, +through which mocking inner lights seemed sometimes to gleam. It was a +part of Verena's being unlike her that she should feel Mr. Pardon's +promise of eternal excitement to be a brilliant thing, should indeed +consider Mr. Pardon with any tolerance at all. But Olive tried afresh to +allow for such aberrations, as a phase of youth and suburban culture; +the more so that, even when she tried most, Verena reproached her—so +far as Verena's incurable softness could reproach—with not allowing +enough. Olive didn't appear to understand that, while Matthias Pardon +drew that picture and tried to hold her hand (this image was +unfortunate), she had given one long, fixed, wistful look, through the +door he opened, at the bright tumult of the world, and then had turned +away, solely for her friend's sake, to an austerer probation and a purer +effort; solely for her friend's, that is, and that of the whole enslaved +sisterhood. The fact remained, at any rate, that Verena had made a +sacrifice; and this thought, after a while, gave Olive a greater sense +of security. It seemed almost to seal the future; for Olive knew that +the young interviewer would not easily be shaken off, and yet she was +sure that Verena would never yield to him.</p> + +<p>It was true that at present Mr. Burrage came a great deal to the little +house at Cambridge; Verena told her about that, told her so much that it +was almost as good as if she had told her all. He came without Mr. +Gracie now; he could find his way alone, and he seemed to wish that +there should be no one else. He had made himself so pleasant to her +mother that she almost always went out of the room; that was the +highest proof Mrs. Tarrant could give of her appreciation of a +"gentleman-caller." They knew everything about him by this time; that +his father was dead, his mother very fashionable and prominent, and he +himself in possession of a handsome patrimony. They thought ever so much +of him in New York. He collected beautiful things, pictures and antiques +and objects that he sent for to Europe on purpose, many of which were +arranged in his rooms at Cambridge. He had intaglios and Spanish +altar-cloths and drawings by the old masters. He was different from most +others; he seemed to want so much to enjoy life, and to think you easily +could if you would only let yourself go. Of course—judging by what <i>he</i> +had—he appeared to think you required a great many things to keep you +up. And then Verena told Olive—she could see it was after a little +delay—that he wanted her to come round to his place and see his +treasures. He wanted to show them to her, he was so sure she would +admire them. Verena was sure also, but she wouldn't go alone, and she +wanted Olive to go with her. They would have tea, and there would be +other ladies, and Olive would tell her what she thought of a life that +was so crowded with beauty. Miss Chancellor made her reflexions on all +this, and the first of them was that it was happy for her that she had +determined for the present to accept these accidents, for otherwise +might she not now have had a deeper alarm? She wished to heaven that +conceited young men with time on their hands would leave Verena alone; +but evidently they wouldn't, and her best safety was in seeing as many +as should turn up. If the type should become frequent, she would very +soon judge it. If Olive had not been so grim, she would have had a smile +to spare for the frankness with which the girl herself adopted this +theory. She was eager to explain that Mr. Burrage didn't seem at all to +want what poor Mr. Pardon had wanted; he made her talk about her views +far more than that gentleman, but gave no sign of offering himself +either as a husband or as a lecture-agent. The furthest he had gone as +yet was to tell her that he liked her for the same reason that he liked +old enamels and old embroideries; and when she said that she didn't see +how she resembled such things, he had replied that it was because she +was so peculiar and so delicate. She might be peculiar, but she had +protested against the idea that she was delicate; it was the last thing +that she wanted to be thought; and Olive could see from this how far she +was from falling in with everything he said. When Miss Chancellor asked +if she respected Mr. Burrage (and how solemn Olive could make that word +she by this time knew), she answered, with her sweet, vain laugh, but +apparently with perfect good faith, that it didn't matter whether she +did or not, for what was the whole thing but simply a phase—the very +one they had talked about? The sooner she got through it the better, was +it not?—and she seemed to think that her transit would be materially +quickened by a visit to Mr. Burrage's rooms. As I say, Verena was +pleased to regard the phase as quite inevitable, and she had said more +than once to Olive that if their struggle was to be with men, the more +they knew about them the better. Miss Chancellor asked her why her +mother should not go with her to see the curiosities, since she +mentioned that their possessor had not neglected to invite Mrs. Tarrant; +and Verena said that this, of course, would be very simple—only her +mother wouldn't be able to tell her so well as Olive whether she ought +to respect Mr. Burrage. This decision as to whether Mr. Burrage should +be respected assumed in the life of these two remarkable young women, +pitched in so high a moral key, the proportions of a momentous event. +Olive shrank at first from facing it—not, indeed, the decision—for we +know that her own mind had long since been made up in regard to the +quantity of esteem due to almost any member of the other sex—but the +incident itself, which, if Mr. Burrage should exasperate her further, +might expose her to the danger of appearing to Verena to be unfair to +him. It was her belief that he was playing a deeper game than the young +Matthias, and she was very willing to watch him; but she thought it +prudent not to attempt to cut short the phase (she adopted that +classification) prematurely—an imputation she should incur if, without +more delay, she were to "shut down," as Verena said, on the young +connoisseur.</p> + +<p>It was settled, therefore, that Mrs. Tarrant should, with her daughter, +accept Mr. Burrage's invitation; and in a few days these ladies paid a +visit to his apartments. Verena subsequently, of course, had much to say +about it, but she dilated even more upon her mother's impressions than +upon her own. Mrs. Tarrant had carried away a supply which would last +her all winter; there had been some New York ladies present who were +"on" at that moment, and with whom her intercourse was rich in emotions. +She had told them all that she should be happy to see them in her home, +but they had not yet picked their way along the little planks of the +front yard. Mr. Burrage, at all events, had been quite lovely, and had +talked about his collections, which were wonderful, in the most +interesting manner. Verena inclined to think he was to be respected. He +admitted that he was not really studying law at all; he had only come to +Cambridge for the form; but she didn't see why it wasn't enough when you +made yourself as pleasant as that. She went so far as to ask Olive +whether taste and art were not something, and her friend could see that +she was certainly very much involved in the phase. Miss Chancellor, of +course, had her answer ready. Taste and art were good when they enlarged +the mind, not when they narrowed it. Verena assented to this, and said +it remained to be seen what effect they had had upon Mr. Burrage—a +remark which led Olive to fear that at such a rate much would remain, +especially when Verena told her, later, that another visit to the young +man's rooms was projected, and that this time she must come, he having +expressed the greatest desire for the honour, and her own wish being +greater still that they should look at some of his beautiful things +together.</p> + +<p>A day or two after this, Mr. Henry Burrage left a card at Miss +Chancellor's door, with a note in which he expressed the hope that she +would take tea with him on a certain day on which he expected the +company of his mother. Olive responded to this invitation, in +conjunction with Verena; but in doing so she was in the position, +singular for her, of not quite understanding what she was about. It +seemed to her strange that Verena should urge her to take such a step +when she was free to go without her, and it proved two things: first, +that she was much interested in Mr. Henry Burrage, and second, that her +nature was extraordinarily beautiful. Could anything, in effect, be less +underhand than such an indifference to what she supposed to be the best +opportunities for carrying on a flirtation? Verena wanted to know the +truth, and it was clear that by this time she believed Olive Chancellor +to have it, for the most part, in her keeping. Her insistence, +therefore, proved, above all, that she cared more for her friend's +opinion of Henry Burrage than for her own—a reminder, certainly, of the +responsibility that Olive had incurred in undertaking to form this +generous young mind, and of the exalted place that she now occupied in +it. Such revelations ought to have been satisfactory; if they failed to +be completely so, it was only on account of the elder girl's regret that +the subject as to which her judgement was wanted should be a young man +destitute of the worst vices. Henry Burrage had contributed to throw +Miss Chancellor into a "state," as these young ladies called it, the +night she met him at Mrs. Tarrant's; but it had none the less been +conveyed to Olive by the voices of the air that he was a gentleman and a +good fellow.</p> + +<p>This was painfully obvious when the visit to his rooms took place; he +was so good-humoured, so amusing, so friendly and considerate, so +attentive to Miss Chancellor, he did the honours of his bachelor-nest +with so easy a grace, that Olive, part of the time, sat dumbly shaking +her conscience, like a watch that wouldn't go, to make it tell her some +better reason why she shouldn't like him. She saw that there would be no +difficulty in disliking his mother; but that, unfortunately, would not +serve her purpose nearly so well. Mrs. Burrage had come to spend a few +days near her son; she was staying at an hotel in Boston. It presented +itself to Olive that after this entertainment it would be an act of +courtesy to call upon her; but here, at least, was the comfort that she +could cover herself with the general absolution extended to the Boston +temperament and leave her alone. It was slightly provoking, indeed, that +Mrs. Burrage should have so much the air of a New Yorker who didn't +particularly notice whether a Bostonian called or not; but there is ever +an imperfection, I suppose, in even the sweetest revenge. She was a +woman of society, large and voluminous, fair (in complexion) and +regularly ugly, looking as if she ought to be slow and rather heavy, but +disappointing this expectation by a quick, amused utterance, a short, +bright, summary laugh, with which she appeared to dispose of the joke +(whatever it was) for ever, and an air of recognising on the instant +everything she saw and heard. She was evidently accustomed to talk, and +even to listen, if not kept waiting too long for details and +parentheses; she was not continuous, but frequent, as it were, and you +could see that she hated explanations, though it was not to be supposed +that she had anything to fear from them. Her favours were general, not +particular; she was civil enough to every one, but not in any case +endearing, and perfectly genial without being confiding, as people were +in Boston when (in moments of exaltation) they wished to mark that they +were not suspicious. There was something in her whole manner which +seemed to say to Olive that she belonged to a larger world than hers; +and our young lady was vexed at not hearing that she had lived for a +good many years in Europe, as this would have made it easy to classify +her as one of the corrupt. She learned, almost with a sense of injury, +that neither the mother nor the son had been longer beyond the seas than +she herself; and if they were to be judged as triflers they must be +dealt with individually. Was it an aid to such a judgement to see that +Mrs. Burrage was very much pleased with Boston, with Harvard College, +with her son's interior, with her cup of tea (it was old Sèvres), which +was not half so bad as she had expected, with the company he had asked +to meet her (there were three or four gentlemen, one of whom was Mr. +Gracie), and, last, not least, with Verena Tarrant, whom she addressed +as a celebrity, kindly, cleverly, but without maternal tenderness or +anything to mark the difference in their age? She spoke to her as if +they were equals in that respect, as if Verena's genius and fame would +make up the disparity, and the girl had no need of encouragement and +patronage. She made no direct allusion, however, to her particular +views, and asked her no question about her "gift"—an omission which +Verena thought strange, and, with the most speculative candour, spoke of +to Olive afterwards. Mrs. Burrage seemed to imply that every one present +had some distinction and some talent, that they were all good company +together. There was nothing in her manner to indicate that she was +afraid of Verena on her son's account; she didn't resemble a person who +would like him to marry the daughter of a mesmeric healer, and yet she +appeared to think it charming that he should have such a young woman +there to give gusto to her hour at Cambridge. Poor Olive was, in the +nature of things, entangled in contradictions; she had a horror of the +idea of Verena's marrying Mr. Burrage, and yet she was angry when his +mother demeaned herself as if the little girl with red hair, whose +freshness she enjoyed, could not be a serious danger. She saw all this +through the blur of her shyness, the conscious, anxious silence to which +she was so much of the time condemned. It may therefore be imagined how +sharp her vision would have been could she only have taken the situation +more simply; for she was intelligent enough not to have needed to be +morbid, even for purposes of self-defence.</p> + +<p>I must add, however, that there was a moment when she came near being +happy—or, at any rate, reflected that it was a pity she could not be +so. Mrs. Burrage asked her son to play "some little thing," and he sat +down to his piano and revealed a talent that might well have gratified +that lady's pride. Olive was extremely susceptible to music, and it was +impossible to her not to be soothed and beguiled by the young man's +charming art. One "little thing" succeeded another; his selections were +all very happy. His guests sat scattered in the red firelight, +listening, silent, in comfortable attitudes; there was a faint fragrance +from the burning logs, which mingled with the perfume of Schubert and +Mendelssohn; the covered lamps made a glow here and there, and the +cabinets and brackets produced brown shadows, out of which some precious +object gleamed—some ivory carving or cinque-cento cup. It was given to +Olive, under these circumstances, for half an hour, to surrender +herself, to enjoy the music, to admit that Mr. Burrage played with +exquisite taste, to feel as if the situation were a kind of truce. Her +nerves were calmed, her problems—for the time—subsided. Civilisation, +under such an influence, in such a setting, appeared to have done its +work; harmony ruled the scene; human life ceased to be a battle. She +went so far as to ask herself why one should have a quarrel with it; the +relations of men and women, in that picturesque grouping, had not the +air of being internecine. In short, she had an interval of unexpected +rest, during which she kept her eyes mainly on Verena, who sat near Mrs. +Burrage, letting herself go, evidently, more completely than Olive. To +her, too, music was a delight, and her listening face turned itself to +different parts of the room, unconsciously, while her eyes vaguely +rested on the <i>bibelots</i> that emerged into the firelight. At moments +Mrs. Burrage bent her countenance upon her and smiled, at random, +kindly; and then Verena smiled back, while her expression seemed to say +that, oh yes, she was giving up everything, all principles, all +projects. Even before it was time to go, Olive felt that they were both +(Verena and she) quite demoralised, and she only summoned energy to take +her companion away when she heard Mrs. Burrage propose to her to come +and spend a fortnight in New York. Then Olive exclaimed to herself, "Is +it a plot? Why in the world can't they let her alone?" and prepared to +throw a fold of her mantle, as she had done before, over her young +friend. Verena answered, somewhat impetuously, that she should be +delighted to visit Mrs. Burrage; then checked her impetuosity, after a +glance from Olive, by adding that perhaps this lady wouldn't ask her if +she knew what strong ground she took on the emancipation of women. Mrs. +Burrage looked at her son and laughed; she said she was perfectly aware +of Verena's views, and that it was impossible to be more in sympathy +with them than she herself. She took the greatest interest in the +emancipation of women; she thought there was so much to be done. These +were the only remarks that passed in reference to the great subject; and +nothing more was said to Verena, either by Henry Burrage or by his +friend Gracie, about her addressing the Harvard students. Verena had +told her father that Olive had put her veto upon that, and Tarrant had +said to the young men that it seemed as if Miss Chancellor was going to +put the thing through in her own way. We know that he thought this way +very circuitous; but Miss Chancellor made him feel that she was in +earnest, and that idea frightened the resistance out of him—it had such +terrible associations. The people he had ever seen who were most in +earnest were a committee of gentlemen who had investigated the phenomena +of the "materialisation" of spirits, some ten years before, and had bent +the fierce light of the scientific method upon him. To Olive it appeared +that Mr. Burrage and Mr. Gracie had ceased to be jocular; but that did +not make them any less cynical. Henry Burrage said to Verena, as she was +going, that he hoped she would think seriously of his mother's +invitation; and she replied that she didn't know whether she should have +much time in the future to give to people who already approved of her +views: she expected to have her hands full with the others, who didn't.</p> + +<p>"Does your scheme of work exclude all distraction, all recreation, +then?" the young man inquired; and his look expressed real suspense.</p> + +<p>Verena referred the matter, as usual, with her air of bright, ungrudging +deference, to her companion. "Does it, should you say—our scheme of +work?"</p> + +<p>"I am afraid the distraction we have had this afternoon must last us for +a long time," Olive said, without harshness, but with considerable +majesty.</p> + +<p>"Well, now, <i>is</i> he to be respected?" Verena demanded, as the two young +women took their way through the early darkness, pacing quietly side by +side, in their winter-robes, like women consecrated to some holy office.</p> + +<p>Olive turned it over a moment. "Yes, very much—as a pianist!"</p> + +<p>Verena went into town with her in the horse-car—she was staying in +Charles Street for a few days—and that evening she startled Olive by +breaking out into a reflexion very similar to the whimsical falterings +of which she herself had been conscious while they sat in Mr. Burrage's +pretty rooms, but against which she had now violently reacted.</p> + +<p>"It would be very nice to do that always—just to take men as they are, +and not to have to think about their badness. It would be very nice not +to have so many questions, but to think they were all comfortably +answered, so that one could sit there on an old Spanish leather chair, +with the curtains drawn and keeping out the cold, the darkness, all the +big, terrible, cruel world—sit there and listen for ever to Schubert +and Mendelssohn. <i>They</i> didn't care anything about female suffrage! And +I didn't feel the want of a vote to-day at all, did you?" Verena +inquired, ending, as she always ended in these few speculations, with an +appeal to Olive.</p> + +<p>This young lady thought it necessary to give her a very firm answer. "I +always feel it—everywhere—night and day. I feel it <i>here</i>"; and Olive +laid her hand solemnly on her heart. "I feel it as a deep, unforgettable +wrong; I feel it as one feels a stain that is on one's honour."</p> + +<p>Verena gave a clear laugh, and after that a soft sigh, and then said, +"Do you know, Olive, I sometimes wonder whether, if it wasn't for you, I +should feel it so very much!"</p> + +<p>"My own friend," Olive replied, "you have never yet said anything to me +which expressed so clearly the closeness and sanctity of our union."</p> + +<p>"You do keep me up," Verena went on. "You are my conscience."</p> + +<p>"I should like to be able to say that you are my form—my envelope. But +you are too beautiful for that!" So Olive returned her friend's +compliment; and later she said that, of course, it would be far easier +to give up everything and draw the curtains to and pass one's life in an +artificial atmosphere, with rose-coloured lamps. It would be far easier +to abandon the struggle, to leave all the unhappy women of the world to +their immemorial misery, to lay down one's burden, close one's eyes to +the whole dark picture, and, in short, simply expire. To this Verena +objected that it would not be easy for her to expire at all; that such +an idea was darker than anything the world contained; that she had not +done with life yet, and that she didn't mean to allow her +responsibilities to crush her. And then the two young women concluded, +as they had concluded before, by finding themselves completely, +inspiringly in agreement, full of the purpose to live indeed, and with +high success; to become great, in order not to be obscure, and powerful, +in order not to be useless. Olive had often declared before that her +conception of life was as something sublime or as nothing at all. The +world was full of evil, but she was glad to have been born before it had +been swept away, while it was still there to face, to give one a task +and a reward. When the great reforms should be consummated, when the day +of justice should have dawned, would not life perhaps be rather poor and +pale? She had never pretended to deny that the hope of fame, of the very +highest distinction, was one of her strongest incitements; and she held +that the most effective way of protesting against the state of bondage +of women was for an individual member of the sex to become illustrious. +A person who might have overheard some of the talk of this possibly +infatuated pair would have been touched by their extreme familiarity +with the idea of earthly glory. Verena had not invented it, but she had +taken it eagerly from her friend, and she returned it with interest. To +Olive it appeared that just this partnership of their two minds—each of +them, by itself, lacking an important group of facets—made an organic +whole which, for the work in hand, could not fail to be brilliantly +effective. Verena was often far more irresponsive than she liked to see +her; but the happy thing in her composition was that, after a short +contact with the divine idea—Olive was always trying to flash it at +her, like a jewel in an uncovered case—she kindled, flamed up, took the +words from her friend's less persuasive lips, resolved herself into a +magical voice, became again the pure young sibyl. Then Olive perceived +how fatally, without Verena's tender notes, her crusade would lack +sweetness, what the Catholics call unction; and, on the other hand, how +weak Verena would be on the statistical and logical side if she herself +should not bring up the rear. Together, in short, they would be +complete, they would have everything, and together they would triumph.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XIX" id="XIX"></a>XIX</h2> + + +<p>This idea of their triumph, a triumph as yet ultimate and remote, but +preceded by the solemn vista of an effort so religious as never to be +wanting in ecstasy, became tremendously familiar to the two friends, but +especially to Olive, during the winter of 187-, a season which ushered +in the most momentous period of Miss Chancellor's life. About Christmas +a step was taken which advanced her affairs immensely, and put them, to +her apprehension, on a regular footing. This consisted in Verena's +coming in to Charles Street to stay with her, in pursuance of an +arrangement on Olive's part with Selah Tarrant and his wife that she +should remain for many months. The coast was now perfectly clear. Mrs. +Farrinder had started on her annual grand tour; she was rousing the +people, from Maine to Texas; Matthias Pardon (it was to be supposed) had +received, temporarily at least, his quietus; and Mrs. Luna was +established in New York, where she had taken a house for a year, and +whence she wrote to her sister that she was going to engage Basil Ransom +(with whom she was in communication for this purpose) to do her +law-business. Olive wondered what law-business Adeline could have, and +hoped she would get into a pickle with her landlord or her milliner, so +that repeated interviews with Mr. Ransom might become necessary. Mrs. +Luna let her know very soon that these interviews had begun; the young +Mississippian had come to dine with her; he hadn't got started much, by +what she could make out, and she was even afraid that he didn't dine +every day. But he wore a tall hat now, like a Northern gentleman, and +Adeline intimated that she found him really attractive. He had been very +nice to Newton, told him all about the war (quite the Southern version, +of course, but Mrs. Luna didn't care anything about American politics, +and she wanted her son to know all sides), and Newton did nothing but +talk about him, calling him "Rannie," and imitating his pronunciation of +certain words. Adeline subsequently wrote that she had made up her mind +to put her affairs into his hands (Olive sighed, not unmagnanimously, as +she thought of her sister's "affairs"), and later still she mentioned +that she was thinking strongly of taking him to be Newton's tutor. She +wished this interesting child to be privately educated, and it would be +more agreeable to have in that relation a person who was already, as it +were, a member of the family. Mrs. Luna wrote as if he were prepared to +give up his profession to take charge of her son, and Olive was pretty +sure that this was only a part of her grandeur, of the habit she had +contracted, especially since living in Europe, of speaking as if in +every case she required special arrangements.</p> + +<p>In spite of the difference in their age, Olive had long since judged +her, and made up her mind that Adeline lacked every quality that a +person needed to be interesting in her eyes. She was rich (or +sufficiently so), she was conventional and timid, very fond of +attentions from men (with whom indeed she was reputed bold, but Olive +scorned such boldness as that), given up to a merely personal, +egotistical, instinctive life, and as unconscious of the tendencies of +the age, the revenges of the future, the new truths and the great social +questions, as if she had been a mere bundle of dress-trimmings, which +she very nearly was. It was perfectly observable that she had no +conscience, and it irritated Olive deeply to see how much trouble a +woman was spared when she was constructed on that system. Adeline's +"affairs," as I have intimated, her social relations, her views of +Newton's education, her practice and her theory (for she had plenty of +that, such as it was, heaven save the mark!), her spasmodic disposition +to marry again, and her still sillier retreats in the presence of danger +(for she had not even the courage of her frivolity), these things had +been a subject of tragic consideration to Olive ever since the return of +the elder sister to America. The tragedy was not in any particular harm +that Mrs. Luna could do her (for she did her good, rather, that is, she +did her honour by laughing at her), but in the spectacle itself, the +drama, guided by the hand of fate, of which the small, ignoble scenes +unrolled themselves so logically. The <i>dénouement</i> would of course be in +keeping, and would consist simply of the spiritual death of Mrs. Luna, +who would end by understanding no common speech of Olive's at all, and +would sink into mere worldly plumpness, into the last complacency, the +supreme imbecility, of petty, genteel conservatism. As for Newton, he +would be more utterly odious, if possible, as he grew up, than he was +already; in fact, he would not grow up at all, but only grow down, if +his mother should continue her infatuated system with him. He was +insufferably forward and selfish; under the pretext of keeping him, at +any cost, refined, Adeline had coddled and caressed him, having him +always in her petticoats, remitting his lessons when he pretended he had +an earache, drawing him into the conversation, letting him answer her +back, with an impertinence beyond his years, when she administered the +smallest check. The place for him, in Olive's eyes, was one of the +public schools, where the children of the people would teach him his +small importance, teach it, if necessary, by the aid of an occasional +drubbing; and the two ladies had a grand discussion on this point before +Mrs. Luna left Boston—a scene which ended in Adeline's clutching the +irrepressible Newton to her bosom (he came in at the moment), and +demanding of him a vow that he would live and die in the principles of +his mother. Mrs. Luna declared that if she must be trampled upon—and +very likely it was her fate!—she would rather be trampled upon by men +than by women, and that if Olive and her friends should get possession +of the government they would be worse despots than those who were +celebrated in history. Newton took an infant oath that he would never be +a destructive, impious radical, and Olive felt that after this she +needn't trouble herself any more about her sister, whom she simply +committed to her fate. That fate might very properly be to marry an +enemy of her country, a man who, no doubt, desired to treat women with +the lash and manacles, as he and his people had formerly treated the +wretched coloured race. If she was so fond of the fine old institutions +of the past, he would supply them to her in abundance; and if she wanted +so much to be a conservative, she could try first how she liked being a +conservative's wife. If Olive troubled herself little about Adeline, she +troubled herself more about Basil Ransom; she said to herself that since +he hated women who respected themselves (and each other), destiny would +use him rightly in hanging a person like Adeline round his neck. That +would be the way poetic justice ought to work, for him—and the law that +our prejudices, when they act themselves out, punish us in doing so. +Olive considered all this, as it was her effort to consider everything, +from a very high point of view, and ended by feeling sure it was not for +the sake of any nervous personal security that she desired to see her +two relations in New York get mixed up together. If such an event as +their marriage would gratify her sense of fitness, it would be simply as +an illustration of certain laws. Olive, thanks to the philosophic cast +of her mind, was exceedingly fond of illustrations of laws.</p> + +<p>I hardly know, however, what illumination it was that sprang from her +consciousness (now a source of considerable comfort) that Mrs. Farrinder +was carrying the war into distant territories, and would return to +Boston only in time to preside at a grand Female Convention, already +advertised to take place in Boston in the month of June. It was +agreeable to her that this imperial woman should be away; it made the +field more free, the air more light; it suggested an exemption from +official criticism. I have not taken space to mention certain episodes +of the more recent intercourse of these ladies, and must content myself +with tracing them, lightly, in their consequences. These may be summed +up in the remark, which will doubtless startle no one by its freshness, +that two imperial women are scarcely more likely to hit it off together, +as the phrase is, than two imperial men. Since that party at Miss +Birdseye's, so important in its results for Olive, she had had occasion +to approach Mrs. Farrinder more nearly, and those overtures brought +forth the knowledge that the great leader of the feminine revolution was +the one person (in that part of the world) more concentrated, more +determined, than herself. Miss Chancellor's aspirations, of late, had +been immensely quickened; she had begun to believe in herself to a +livelier tune than she had ever listened to before; and she now +perceived that when spirit meets spirit there must either be mutual +absorption or a sharp concussion. It had long been familiar to her that +she should have to count with the obstinacy of the world at large, but +she now discovered that she should have to count also with certain +elements in the feminine camp. This complicated the problem, and such a +complication, naturally, could not make Mrs. Farrinder appear more easy +to assimilate. If Olive's was a high nature and so was hers, the fault +was in neither; it was only an admonition that they were not needed as +landmarks in the same part of the field. If such perceptions are +delicate as between men, the reader need not be reminded of the +exquisite form they may assume in natures more refined. So it was that +Olive passed, in three months, from the stage of veneration to that of +competition; and the process had been accelerated by the introduction of +Verena into the fold. Mrs. Farrinder had behaved in the strangest way +about Verena. First she had been struck with her, and then she hadn't; +first she had seemed to want to take her in, then she had shied at her +unmistakably—intimating to Olive that there were enough of that kind +already. Of "that kind" indeed!—the phrase reverberated in Miss +Chancellor's resentful soul. Was it possible she didn't know the kind +Verena was of, and with what vulgar aspirants to notoriety did she +confound her? It had been Olive's original desire to obtain Mrs. +Farrinder's stamp for her <i>protégée</i>; she wished her to hold a +commission from the commander-in-chief. With this view the two young +women had made more than one pilgrimage to Roxbury, and on one of these +occasions the sibylline mood (in its most charming form) had descended +upon Verena. She had fallen into it, naturally and gracefully, in the +course of talk, and poured out a stream of eloquence even more touching +than her regular discourse at Miss Birdseye's. Mrs. Farrinder had taken +it rather dryly, and certainly it didn't resemble her own style of +oratory, remarkable and cogent as this was. There had been considerable +question of her writing a letter to the New York <i>Tribune</i>, the effect +of which should be to launch Miss Tarrant into renown; but this +beneficent epistle never appeared, and now Olive saw that there was no +favour to come from the prophetess of Roxbury. There had been +primnesses, pruderies, small reserves, which ended by staying her pen. +If Olive didn't say at once that she was jealous of Verena's more +attractive manner, it was only because such a declaration was destined +to produce more effect a little later. What she did say was that +evidently Mrs. Farrinder wanted to keep the movement in her own +hands—viewed with suspicion certain romantic, esthetic elements which +Olive and Verena seemed to be trying to introduce into it. They insisted +so much, for instance, on the historic unhappiness of women; but Mrs. +Farrinder didn't appear to care anything for that, or indeed to know +much about history at all. She seemed to begin just to-day, and she +demanded their rights for them whether they were unhappy or not. The +upshot of this was that Olive threw herself on Verena's neck with a +movement which was half indignation, half rapture; she exclaimed that +they would have to fight the battle without human help, but, after all, +it was better so. If they were all in all to each other, what more could +they want? They would be isolated, but they would be free; and this view +of the situation brought with it a feeling that they had almost already +begun to be a force. It was not, indeed, that Olive's resentment faded +quite away; for not only had she the sense, doubtless very presumptuous, +that Mrs. Farrinder was the only person thereabouts of a stature to +judge her (a sufficient cause of antagonism in itself, for if we like to +be praised by our betters we prefer that censure should come from the +other sort), but the kind of opinion she had unexpectedly betrayed, +after implying such esteem in the earlier phase of their intercourse, +made Olive's cheeks occasionally flush. She prayed heaven that <i>she</i> +might never become so personal, so narrow. She was frivolous, worldly, +an amateur, a trifler, a frequenter of Beacon Street; her taking up +Verena Tarrant was only a kind of elderly, ridiculous doll-dressing: +this was the light in which Miss Chancellor had reason to believe that +it now suited Mrs. Farrinder to regard her! It was fortunate, perhaps, +that the misrepresentation was so gross; yet, none the less, tears of +wrath rose more than once to Olive's eyes when she reflected that this +particular wrong had been put upon her. Frivolous, worldly, Beacon +Street! She appealed to Verena to share in her pledge that the world +should know in due time how much of that sort of thing there was about +her. As I have already hinted, Verena at such moments quite rose to the +occasion; she had private pangs at committing herself to give the cold +shoulder to Beacon Street for ever; but she was now so completely in +Olive's hands that there was no sacrifice to which she would not have +consented in order to prove that her benefactress was not frivolous.</p> + +<p>The matter of her coming to stay for so long in Charles Street was +arranged during a visit that Selah Tarrant paid there at Miss +Chancellor's request. This interview, which had some curious features, +would be worth describing but I am forbidden to do more than mention the +most striking of these. Olive wished to have an understanding with him; +wished the situation to be clear, so that, disagreeable as it would be +to her to receive him, she sent him a summons for a certain hour—an +hour at which she had planned that Verena should be out of the house. +She withheld this incident from the girl's knowledge, reflecting with +some solemnity that it was the first deception (for Olive her silence +was a deception) that she had yet practised on her friend, and wondering +whether she should have to practise others in the future. She then and +there made up her mind that she would not shrink from others should they +be necessary. She notified Tarrant that she should keep Verena a long +time, and Tarrant remarked that it was certainly very pleasant to see +her so happily located. But he also intimated that he should like to +know what Miss Chancellor laid out to do with her; and the tone of this +suggestion made Olive feel how right she had been to foresee that their +interview would have the stamp of business. It assumed that complexion +very definitely when she crossed over to her desk and wrote Mr. Tarrant +a cheque for a very considerable amount. "Leave us alone—entirely +alone—for a year, and then I will write you another": it was with these +words she handed him the little strip of paper that meant so much, +feeling, as she did so, that surely Mrs. Farrinder herself could not be +less amateurish than that. Selah looked at the cheque, at Miss +Chancellor, at the cheque again, at the ceiling, at the floor, at the +clock, and once more at his hostess; then the document disappeared +beneath the folds of his waterproof, and she saw that he was putting it +into some queer place on his queer person. "Well, if I didn't believe +you were going to help her to develop," he remarked; and he stopped, +while his hands continued to fumble, out of sight, and he treated Olive +to his large joyless smile. She assured him that he need have no fear on +that score; Verena's development was the thing in the world in which she +took most interest; she should have every opportunity for a free +expansion. "Yes, that's the great thing," Selah said; "it's more +important than attracting a crowd. That's all we shall ask of you; let +her act out her nature. Don't all the trouble of humanity come from our +being pressed back? Don't shut down the cover, Miss Chancellor; just let +her overflow!" And again Tarrant illuminated his inquiry, his metaphor, +by the strange and silent lateral movement of his jaws. He added, +presently, that he supposed he should have to fix it with Mis' Tarrant; +but Olive made no answer to that; she only looked at him with a face in +which she intended to express that there was nothing that need detain +him longer. She knew it had been fixed with Mrs. Tarrant; she had been +over all that with Verena, who had told her that her mother was willing +to sacrifice her for her highest good. She had reason to know (not +through Verena, of course) that Mrs. Tarrant had embraced, tenderly, the +idea of a pecuniary compensation, and there was no fear of her making a +scene when Tarrant should come back with a cheque in his pocket. "Well, +I trust she <i>may</i> develop, richly, and that you may accomplish what you +desire; it seems as if we had only a little way to go further," that +worthy observed, as he erected himself for departure.</p> + +<p>"It's not a little way; it's a very long way," Olive replied, rather +sternly.</p> + +<p>Tarrant was on the threshold; he lingered a little, embarrassed by her +grimness, for he himself had always inclined to rose-coloured views of +progress, of the march of truth. He had never met any one so much in +earnest as this definite, literal young woman, who had taken such an +unhoped-for fancy to his daughter; whose longing for the new day had +such perversities of pessimism, and who, in the midst of something that +appeared to be terribly searching in her honesty, was willing to corrupt +him, as a father, with the most extravagant orders on her bank. He +hardly knew in what language to speak to her; it seemed as if there was +nothing soothing enough, when a lady adopted that tone about a movement +which was thought by some of the brightest to be so promising. "Oh, +well, I guess there's some kind of mysterious law...." he murmured, +almost timidly; and so he passed from Miss Chancellor's sight.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XX" id="XX"></a>XX</h2> + + +<p>She hoped she should not soon see him again, and there appeared to be no +reason she should, if their intercourse was to be conducted by means of +cheques. The understanding with Verena was, of course, complete; she had +promised to stay with her friend as long as her friend should require +it. She had said at first that she couldn't give up her mother, but she +had been made to feel that there was no question of giving up. She +should be as free as air, to go and come; she could spend hours and days +with her mother, whenever Mrs. Tarrant required her attention; all that +Olive asked of her was that, for the time, she should regard Charles +Street as her home. There was no struggle about this, for the simple +reason that by the time the question came to the front Verena was +completely under the charm. The idea of Olive's charm will perhaps make +the reader smile; but I use the word not in its derived, but in its +literal sense. The fine web of authority, of dependence, that her +strenuous companion had woven about her, was now as dense as a suit of +golden mail; and Verena was thoroughly interested in their great +undertaking; she saw it in the light of an active, enthusiastic faith. +The benefit that her father desired for her was now assured; she +expanded, developed, on the most liberal scale. Olive saw the +difference, and you may imagine how she rejoiced in it; she had never +known a greater pleasure. Verena's former attitude had been girlish +submission, grateful, curious sympathy. She had given herself, in her +young, amused surprise, because Olive's stronger will and the incisive +proceedings with which she pointed her purpose drew her on. Besides, she +was held by hospitality, the vision of new social horizons, the sense of +novelty, and the love of change. But now the girl was disinterestedly +attached to the precious things they were to do together; she cared +about them for themselves, believed in them ardently, had them +constantly in mind. Her share in the union of the two young women was no +longer passive, purely appreciative; it was passionate, too, and it put +forth a beautiful energy. If Olive desired to get Verena into training, +she could flatter herself that the process had already begun, and that +her colleague enjoyed it almost as much as she. Therefore she could say +to herself, without the imputation of heartlessness, that when she left +her mother it was for a noble, a sacred use. In point of fact, she left +her very little, and she spent hours in jingling, aching, jostled +journeys between Charles Street and the stale suburban cottage. Mrs. +Tarrant sighed and grimaced, wrapped herself more than ever in her +mantle, said she didn't know as she was fit to struggle alone, and that, +half the time, if Verena was away, she wouldn't have the nerve to answer +the door-bell; she was incapable, of course, of neglecting such an +opportunity to posture as one who paid with her heart's blood for +leading the van of human progress. But Verena had an inner sense (she +judged her mother now, a little, for the first time) that she would be +sorry to be taken at her word, and that she felt safe enough in trusting +to her daughter's generosity. She could not divest herself of the +faith—even now that Mrs. Luna was gone, leaving no trace, and the grey +walls of a sedentary winter were apparently closing about the two young +women—she could not renounce the theory that a residence in Charles +Street must at least produce some contact with the brilliant classes. +She was vexed at her daughter's resignation to not going to parties and +to Miss Chancellor's not giving them; but it was nothing new for her to +have to practise patience, and she could feel, at least, that it was +just as handy for Mr. Burrage to call on the child in town, where he +spent half his time, sleeping constantly at Parker's.</p> + +<p>It was a fact that this fortunate youth called very often, and Verena +saw him with Olive's full concurrence whenever she was at home. It had +now been quite agreed between them that no artificial limits should be +set to the famous phase; and Olive had, while it lasted, a sense of real +heroism in steeling herself against uneasiness. It seemed to her, +moreover, only justice that she should make some concession; if Verena +made a great sacrifice of filial duty in coming to live with her (this, +of course, should be permanent—she would buy off the Tarrants from year +to year), she must not incur the imputation (the world would judge her, +in that case, ferociously) of keeping her from forming common social +ties. The friendship of a young man and a young woman was, according to +the pure code of New England, a common social tie; and as the weeks +elapsed Miss Chancellor saw no reason to repent of her temerity. Verena +was not falling in love; she felt that she should know it, should guess +it on the spot. Verena was fond of human intercourse; she was +essentially a sociable creature; she liked to shine and smile and talk +and listen; and so far as Henry Burrage was concerned he introduced an +element of easy and convenient relaxation into a life now a good deal +stiffened (Olive was perfectly willing to own it) by great civic +purposes. But the girl was being saved, without interference, by the +simple operation of her interest in those very designs. From this time +there was no need of putting pressure on her; her own springs were +working; the fire with which she glowed came from within. Sacredly, +brightly single she would remain; her only espousals would be at the +altar of a great cause. Olive always absented herself when Mr. Burrage +was announced; and when Verena afterwards attempted to give some account +of his conversation she checked her, said she would rather know nothing +about it—all with a very solemn mildness; this made her feel very +superior, truly noble. She knew by this time (I scarcely can tell how, +since Verena could give her no report) exactly what sort of a youth Mr. +Burrage was: he was weakly pretentious, softly original, cultivated +eccentricity, patronised progress, liked to have mysteries, sudden +appointments to keep, anonymous persons to visit, the air of leading a +double life, of being devoted to a girl whom people didn't know, or at +least didn't meet. Of course he liked to make an impression on Verena; +but what he mainly liked was to play her off upon the other girls, the +daughters of fashion, with whom he danced at Papanti's. Such were the +images that proceeded from Olive's rich moral consciousness. "Well, he +<i>is</i> greatly interested in our movement": so much Verena once managed to +announce; but the words rather irritated Miss Chancellor, who, as we +know, did not care to allow for accidental exceptions in the great +masculine conspiracy.</p> + +<p>In the month of March Verena told her that Mr. Burrage was offering +matrimony—offering it with much insistence, begging that she would at +least wait and think of it before giving him a final answer. Verena was +evidently very glad to be able to say to Olive that she had assured him +she couldn't think of it, and that if he expected this he had better not +come any more. He continued to come, and it was therefore to be supposed +that he had ceased to count on such a concession; it was now Olive's +opinion that he really didn't desire it. She had a theory that he +proposed to almost any girl who was not likely to accept him—did it +because he was making a collection of such episodes—a mental album of +declarations, blushes, hesitations, refusals that just missed imposing +themselves as acceptances, quite as he collected enamels and Cremona +violins. He would be very sorry indeed to ally himself to the house of +Tarrant; but such a fear didn't prevent him from holding it becoming in +a man of taste to give that encouragement to low-born girls who were +pretty, for one looked out for the special cases in which, for reasons +(even the lowest might have reasons), they wouldn't "rise." "I told you +I wouldn't marry him, and I won't," Verena said, delightedly, to her +friend; her tone suggested that a certain credit belonged to her for the +way she carried out her assurance. "I never thought you would, if you +didn't want to," Olive replied to this; and Verena could have no +rejoinder but the good-humour that sat in her eyes, unable as she was to +say that she had wanted to. They had a little discussion, however, when +she intimated that she pitied him for his discomfiture, Olive's +contention being that, selfish, conceited, pampered and insincere, he +might properly be left now to digest his affront. Miss Chancellor felt +none of the remorse now that she would have felt six months before at +standing in the way of such a chance for Verena, and she would have been +very angry if any one had asked her if she were not afraid of taking too +much upon herself. She would have said, moreover, that she stood in no +one's way, and that even if she were not there Verena would never think +seriously of a frivolous little man who fiddled while Rome was burning. +This did not prevent Olive from making up her mind that they had better +go to Europe in the spring; a year's residence in that quarter of the +globe would be highly agreeable to Verena, and might even contribute to +the evolution of her genius. It cost Miss Chancellor an effort to admit +that any virtue still lingered in the elder world, and that it could +have any important lesson for two such good Americans as her friend and +herself; but it suited her just then to make this assumption, which was +not altogether sincere. It was recommended by the idea that it would get +her companion out of the way—out of the way of officious +fellow-citizens—till she should be absolutely firm on her feet, and +would also give greater intensity to their own long conversation. On +that continent of strangers they would cleave more closely still to each +other. This, of course, would be to fly before the inevitable "phase," +much more than to face it; but Olive decided that if they should reach +unscathed the term of their delay (the first of July) she should have +faced it as much as either justice or generosity demanded. I may as well +say at once that she traversed most of this period without further +serious alarms and with a great many little thrills of bliss and hope.</p> + +<p>Nothing happened to dissipate the good omens with which her partnership +with Verena Tarrant was at present surrounded. They threw themselves +into study; they had innumerable big books from the Athenæum, and +consumed the midnight oil. Henry Burrage, after Verena had shaken her +head at him so sweetly and sadly, returned to New York, giving no sign; +they only heard that he had taken refuge under the ruffled maternal +wing. (Olive, at least, took for granted the wing was ruffled; she could +fancy how Mrs. Burrage would be affected by the knowledge that her son +had been refused by the daughter of a mesmeric healer. She would be +almost as angry as if she had learnt that he had been accepted.) +Matthias Pardon had not yet taken his revenge in the newspapers; he was +perhaps nursing his thunderbolts; at any rate, now that the operatic +season had begun, he was much occupied in interviewing the principal +singers, one of whom he described in one of the leading journals (Olive, +at least, was sure it was only he who could write like that) as "a dear +little woman with baby dimples and kittenish movements." The Tarrants +were apparently given up to a measure of sensual ease with which they +had not hitherto been familiar, thanks to the increase of income that +they drew from their eccentric protectress. Mrs. Tarrant now enjoyed the +ministrations of a "girl"; it was partly her pride (at any rate, she +chose to give it this turn) that her house had for many years been +conducted without the element—so debasing on both sides—of servile, +mercenary labour. She wrote to Olive (she was perpetually writing to her +now, but Olive never answered) that she was conscious of having fallen +to a lower plane, but she admitted that it was a prop to her wasted +spirit to have some one to converse with when Selah was off. Verena, of +course, perceived the difference, which was inadequately explained by +the theory of a sudden increase of her father's practice (nothing of her +father's had ever increased like that), and ended by guessing the cause +of it—a discovery which did not in the least disturb her equanimity. +She accepted the idea that her parents should receive a pecuniary +tribute from the extraordinary friend whom she had encountered on the +threshold of womanhood, just as she herself accepted that friend's +irresistible hospitality. She had no worldly pride, no traditions of +independence, no ideas of what was done and what was not done; but there +was only one thing that equalled this perfectly gentle and natural +insensibility to favours—namely, the inveteracy of her habit of not +asking them. Olive had had an apprehension that she would flush a little +at learning the terms on which they should now be able to pursue their +career together; but Verena never changed colour; it was either not new +or not disagreeable to her that the authors of her being should be +bought off, silenced by money, treated as the troublesome of the lower +orders are treated when they are not locked up; so that her friend had a +perception, after this, that it would probably be impossible in any way +ever to offend her. She was too rancourless, too detached from +conventional standards, too free from private self-reference. It was too +much to say of her that she forgave injuries, since she was not +conscious of them; there was in forgiveness a certain arrogance of which +she was incapable, and her bright mildness glided over the many traps +that life sets for our consistency. Olive had always held that pride was +necessary to character, but there was no peculiarity of Verena's that +could make her spirit seem less pure. The added luxuries in the little +house at Cambridge, which even with their help was still such a penal +settlement, made her feel afresh that before she came to the rescue the +daughter of that house had traversed a desert of sordid misery. She had +cooked and washed and swept and stitched; she had worked harder than any +of Miss Chancellor's servants. These things had left no trace upon her +person or her mind; everything fresh and fair renewed itself in her with +extraordinary facility, everything ugly and tiresome evaporated as soon +as it touched her; but Olive deemed that, being what she was, she had a +right to immense compensations. In the future she should have exceeding +luxury and ease, and Miss Chancellor had no difficulty in persuading +herself that persons doing the high intellectual and moral work to which +the two young ladies in Charles Street were now committed owed it to +themselves, owed it to the groaning sisterhood, to cultivate the best +material conditions. She herself was nothing of a sybarite, and she had +proved, visiting the alleys and slums of Boston in the service of the +Associated Charities, that there was no foulness of disease or misery +she feared to look in the face; but her house had always been thoroughly +well regulated, she was passionately clean, and she was an excellent +woman of business. Now, however, she elevated daintiness to a religion; +her interior shone with superfluous friction, with punctuality, with +winter roses. Among these soft influences Verena herself bloomed like +the flower that attains such perfection in Boston. Olive had always +rated high the native refinement of her country-women, their latent +"adaptability," their talent for accommodating themselves at a glance to +changed conditions; but the way her companion rose with the level of the +civilisation that surrounded her, the way she assimilated all delicacies +and absorbed all traditions, left this friendly theory halting behind. +The winter days were still, indoors, in Charles Street, and the winter +nights secure from interruption. Our two young women had plenty of +duties, but Olive had never favoured the custom of running in and out. +Much conference on social and reformatory topics went forward under her +roof, and she received her colleagues—she belonged to twenty +associations and committees—only at pre-appointed hours, which she +expected them to observe rigidly. Verena's share in these proceedings +was not active; she hovered over them, smiling, listening, dropping +occasionally a fanciful though never an idle word, like some gently +animated image placed there for good omen. It was understood that her +part was before the scenes, not behind; that she was not a prompter, but +(potentially, at least) a "popular favourite," and that the work over +which Miss Chancellor presided so efficiently was a general preparation +of the platform on which, later, her companion would execute the most +striking steps.</p> + +<p>The western windows of Olive's drawing-room, looking over the water, +took in the red sunsets of winter; the long, low bridge that crawled, on +its staggering posts, across the Charles; the casual patches of ice and +snow; the desolate suburban horizons, peeled and made bald by the rigour +of the season; the general hard, cold void of the prospect; the +extrusion, at Charlestown, at Cambridge, of a few chimneys and steeples, +straight, sordid tubes of factories and engine-shops, or spare, +heavenward finger of the New England meeting-house. There was something +inexorable in the poverty of the scene, shameful in the meanness of its +details, which gave a collective impression of boards and tin and frozen +earth, sheds and rotting piles, railway-lines striding flat across a +thoroughfare of puddles, and tracks of the humbler, the universal +horse-car, traversing obliquely this path of danger; loose fences, +vacant lots, mounds of refuse, yards bestrewn with iron pipes, telegraph +poles, and bare wooden backs of places. Verena thought such a view +lovely, and she was by no means without excuse when, as the afternoon +closed, the ugly picture was tinted with a clear, cold rosiness. The +air, in its windless chill, seemed to tinkle like a crystal, the +faintest gradations of tone were perceptible in the sky, the west became +deep and delicate, everything grew doubly distinct before taking on the +dimness of evening. There were pink flushes on snow, "tender" reflexions +in patches of stiffened marsh, sounds of car-bells, no longer vulgar, +but almost silvery, on the long bridge, lonely outlines of distant dusky +undulations against the fading glow. These agreeable effects used to +light up that end of the drawing-room, and Olive often sat at the window +with her companion before it was time for the lamp. They admired the +sunsets, they rejoiced in the ruddy spots projected upon the +parlour-wall, they followed the darkening perspective in fanciful +excursions. They watched the stellar points come out at last in a colder +heaven, and then, shuddering a little, arm in arm, they turned away, +with a sense that the winter night was even more cruel than the tyranny +of men—turned back to drawn curtains and a brighter fire and a +glittering tea-tray and more and more talk about the long martyrdom of +women, a subject as to which Olive was inexhaustible and really most +interesting. There were some nights of deep snowfall, when Charles +Street was white and muffled and the door-bell foredoomed to silence, +which seemed little islands of lamp-light, of enlarged and intensified +vision. They read a great deal of history together, and read it ever +with the same thought—that of finding confirmation in it for this idea +that their sex had suffered inexpressibly, and that at any moment in the +course of human affairs the state of the world would have been so much +less horrible (history seemed to them in every way horrible) if women +had been able to press down the scale. Verena was full of suggestions +which stimulated discussions; it was she, oftenest, who kept in view the +fact that a good many women in the past had been entrusted with power +and had not always used it amiably, who brought up the wicked queens, +the profligate mistresses of kings. These ladies were easily disposed of +between the two, and the public crimes of Bloody Mary, the private +misdemeanours of Faustina, wife of the pure Marcus Aurelius, were very +satisfactorily classified. If the influence of women in the past +accounted for every act of virtue that men had happened to achieve, it +only made the matter balance properly that the influence of men should +explain the casual irregularities of the other sex. Olive could see how +few books had passed through Verena's hands, and how little the home of +the Tarrants had been a house of reading; but the girl now traversed the +fields of literature with her characteristic lightness of step. +Everything she turned to or took up became an illustration of the +facility, the "giftedness," which Olive, who had so little of it, never +ceased to wonder at and prize. Nothing frightened her; she always smiled +at it, she could do anything she tried. As she knew how to do other +things, she knew how to study; she read quickly and remembered +infallibly; could repeat, days afterward, passages that she appeared +only to have glanced at. Olive, of course, was more and more happy to +think that their cause should have the services of an organisation so +rare.</p> + +<p>All this doubtless sounds rather dry, and I hasten to add that our +friends were not always shut up in Miss Chancellor's strenuous parlour. +In spite of Olive's desire to keep her precious inmate to herself and to +bend her attention upon their common studies, in spite of her constantly +reminding Verena that this winter was to be purely educative and that +the platitudes of the satisfied and unregenerate would have little to +teach her, in spite, in short, of the severe and constant duality of our +young women, it must not be supposed that their life had not many +personal confluents and tributaries. Individual and original as Miss +Chancellor was universally acknowledged to be, she was yet a typical +Bostonian, and as a typical Bostonian she could not fail to belong in +some degree to a "set." It had been said of her that she was in it but +not of it; but she was of it enough to go occasionally into other houses +and to receive their occupants in her own. It was her belief that she +filled her tea-pot with the spoon of hospitality, and made a good many +select spirits feel that they were welcome under her roof at convenient +hours. She had a preference for what she called <i>real</i> people, and there +were several whose reality she had tested by arts known to herself. This +little society was rather suburban and miscellaneous; it was prolific in +ladies who trotted about, early and late, with books from the Athenæum +nursed behind their muff, or little nosegays of exquisite flowers that +they were carrying as presents to each other. Verena, who, when Olive +was not with her, indulged in a good deal of desultory contemplation at +the window, saw them pass the house in Charles Street, always apparently +straining a little, as if they might be too late for something. At +almost any time, for she envied their preoccupation, she would have +taken the chance with them. Very often, when she described them to her +mother, Mrs. Tarrant didn't know who they were; there were even days +(she had so many discouragements) when it seemed as if she didn't want +to know. So long as they were not some one else, it seemed to be no use +that they were themselves; whoever they were, they were sure to have +that defect. Even after all her mother's disquisitions Verena had but +vague ideas as to whom she would have liked them to be; and it was only +when the girl talked of the concerts, to all of which Olive subscribed +and conducted her inseparable friend, that Mrs. Tarrant appeared to feel +in any degree that her daughter was living up to the standard formed for +her in their Cambridge home. As all the world knows, the opportunities +in Boston for hearing good music are numerous and excellent, and it had +long been Miss Chancellor's practice to cultivate the best. She went in, +as the phrase is, for the superior programmes, and that high, dim, +dignified Music Hall, which has echoed in its time to so much eloquence +and so much melody, and of which the very proportions and colour seem to +teach respect and attention, shed the protection of its illuminated +cornice, this winter, upon no faces more intelligently upturned than +those of the young women for whom Bach and Beethoven only repeated, in a +myriad forms, the idea that was always with them. Symphonies and fugues +only stimulated their convictions, excited their revolutionary passion, +led their imagination further in the direction in which it was always +pressing. It lifted them to immeasurable heights; and as they sat +looking at the great florid, sombre organ, overhanging the bronze statue +of Beethoven, they felt that this was the only temple in which the +votaries of their creed could worship.</p> + +<p>And yet their music was not their greatest joy, for they had two others +which they cultivated at least as zealously. One of these was simply the +society of old Miss Birdseye, of whom Olive saw more this winter than +she had ever seen before. It had become apparent that her long and +beautiful career was drawing to a close, her earnest, unremitting work +was over, her old-fashioned weapons were broken and dull. Olive would +have liked to hang them up as venerable relics of a patient fight, and +this was what she seemed to do when she made the poor lady relate her +battles—never glorious and brilliant, but obscure and wastefully +heroic—call back the figures of her companions in arms, exhibit her +medals and scars. Miss Birdseye knew that her uses were ended; she might +pretend still to go about the business of unpopular causes, might fumble +for papers in her immemorial satchel and think she had important +appointments, might sign petitions, attend conventions, say to Doctor +Prance that if she would only make her sleep she should live to see a +great many improvements yet; she ached and was weary, growing almost as +glad to look back (a great anomaly for Miss Birdseye) as to look +forward. She let herself be coddled now by her friends of the new +generation; there were days when she seemed to want nothing better than +to sit by Olive's fire and ramble on about the old struggles, with a +vague, comfortable sense—no physical rapture of Miss Birdseye's could +be very acute—of immunity from wet feet, from the draughts that prevail +at thin meetings, of independence of street-cars that would probably +arrive overflowing; and also a pleased perception, not that she was an +example to these fresh lives which began with more advantages than hers, +but that she was in some degree an encouragement, as she helped them to +measure the way the new truths had advanced—being able to tell them of +such a different state of things when she was a young lady, the daughter +of a very talented teacher (indeed her mother had been a teacher too), +down in Connecticut. She had always had for Olive a kind of aroma of +martyrdom, and her battered, unremunerated, un-pensioned old age brought +angry tears, springing from depths of outraged theory, into Miss +Chancellor's eyes. For Verena, too, she was a picturesque humanitary +figure. Verena had been in the habit of meeting martyrs from her +childhood up, but she had seen none with so many reminiscences as Miss +Birdseye, or who had been so nearly scorched by penal fires. She had had +escapes, in the early days of abolitionism, which it was a marvel she +could tell with so little implication that she had shown courage. She +had roamed through certain parts of the South, carrying the Bible to the +slave; and more than one of her companions, in the course of these +expeditions, had been tarred and feathered. She herself, at one season, +had spent a month in a Georgian jail. She had preached temperance in +Irish circles where the doctrine was received with missiles; she had +interfered between wives and husbands mad with drink; she had taken +filthy children, picked up in the street, to her own poor rooms, and had +removed their pestilent rags and washed their sore bodies with slippery +little hands. In her own person she appeared to Olive and Verena a +representative of suffering humanity; the pity they felt for her was +part of their pity for all who were weakest and most hardly used; and it +struck Miss Chancellor (more especially) that this frumpy little +missionary was the last link in a tradition, and that when she should be +called away the heroic age of New England life—the age of plain living +and high thinking, of pure ideals and earnest effort, of moral passion +and noble experiment—would effectually be closed. It was the perennial +freshness of Miss Birdseye's faith that had had such a contagion for +these modern maidens, the unquenched flame of her transcendentalism, the +simplicity of her vision, the way in which, in spite of mistakes, +deceptions, the changing fashions of reform, which make the remedies of +a previous generation look as ridiculous as their bonnets, the only +thing that was still actual for her was the elevation of the species by +the reading of Emerson and the frequentation of Tremont Temple. Olive +had been active enough, for years, in the city-missions; she too had +scoured dirty children, and, in squalid lodging-houses, had gone into +rooms where the domestic situation was strained and the noises made the +neighbours turn pale. But she reflected that after such exertions she +had the refreshment of a pretty house, a drawing-room full of flowers, a +crackling hearth, where she threw in pine-cones and made them snap, an +imported tea-service, a Chickering piano, and the <i>Deutsche Rundschau</i>; +whereas Miss Birdseye had only a bare, vulgar room, with a hideous +flowered carpet (it looked like a dentist's), a cold furnace, the +evening paper, and Doctor Prance. Olive and Verena were present at +another of her gatherings before the winter ended; it resembled the +occasion that we described at the beginning of this history, with the +difference that Mrs. Farrinder was not there to oppress the company with +her greatness, and that Verena made a speech without the co-operation of +her father. This young lady had delivered herself with even finer effect +than before, and Olive could see how much she had gained, in confidence +and range of allusion, since the educative process in Charles Street +began. Her <i>motif</i> was now a kind of unprepared tribute to Miss +Birdseye, the fruit of the occasion and of the unanimous tenderness of +the younger members of the circle, which made her a willing mouthpiece. +She pictured her laborious career, her early associates (Eliza P. +Moseley was not neglected as Verena passed), her difficulties and +dangers and triumphs, her humanising effect upon so many, her serene and +honoured old age—expressed, in short, as one of the ladies said, just +the very way they all felt about her. Verena's face brightened and grew +triumphant as she spoke, but she brought tears into the eyes of most of +the others. It was Olive's opinion that nothing could be more graceful +and touching, and she saw that the impression made was now deeper than +on the former evening. Miss Birdseye went about with her eighty years of +innocence, her undiscriminating spectacles, asking her friends if it +wasn't perfectly splendid; she took none of it to herself, she regarded +it only as a brilliant expression of Verena's gift. Olive thought, +afterwards, that if a collection could only be taken up on the spot, the +good lady would be made easy for the rest of her days; then she +remembered that most of her guests were as impecunious as herself.</p> + +<p>I have intimated that our young friends had a source of fortifying +emotion which was distinct from the hours they spent with Beethoven and +Bach, or in hearing Miss Birdseye describe Concord as it used to be. +This consisted in the wonderful insight they had obtained into the +history of feminine anguish. They perused that chapter perpetually and +zealously, and they derived from it the purest part of their mission. +Olive had pored over it so long, so earnestly, that she was now in +complete possession of the subject; it was the one thing in life which +she felt she had really mastered. She was able to exhibit it to Verena +with the greatest authority and accuracy, to lead her up and down, in +and out, through all the darkest and most tortuous passages. We know +that she was without belief in her own eloquence, but she was very +eloquent when she reminded Verena how the exquisite weakness of women +had never been their defence, but had only exposed them to sufferings +more acute than masculine grossness can conceive. Their odious partner +had trampled upon them from the beginning of time, and their tenderness, +their abnegation, had been his opportunity. All the bullied wives, the +stricken mothers, the dishonoured, deserted maidens who have lived on +the earth and longed to leave it, passed and repassed before her eyes, +and the interminable dim procession seemed to stretch out a myriad hands +to her. She sat with them at their trembling vigils, listened for the +tread, the voice, at which they grew pale and sick, walked with them by +the dark waters that offered to wash away misery and shame, took with +them, even, when the vision grew intense, the last shuddering leap. She +had analysed to an extraordinary fineness their susceptibility, their +softness; she knew (or she thought she knew) all the possible tortures +of anxiety, of suspense and dread; and she had made up her mind that it +was women, in the end, who had paid for everything. In the last resort +the whole burden of the human lot came upon them; it pressed upon them +far more than on the others, the intolerable load of fate. It was they +who sat cramped and chained to receive it; it was they who had done all +the waiting and taken all the wounds. The sacrifices, the blood, the +tears, the terrors were theirs. Their organism was in itself a challenge +to suffering, and men had practised upon it with an impudence that knew +no bounds. As they were the weakest most had been wrung from them, and +as they were the most generous they had been most deceived. Olive +Chancellor would have rested her case, had it been necessary, on those +general facts; and her simple and comprehensive contention was that the +peculiar wretchedness which had been the very essence of the feminine +lot was a monstrous artificial imposition, crying aloud for redress. She +was willing to admit that women, too, could be bad; that there were many +about the world who were false, immoral, vile. But their errors were as +nothing to their sufferings; they had expiated, in advance, an eternity, +if need be, of misconduct. Olive poured forth these views to her +listening and responsive friend; she presented them again and again, and +there was no light in which they did not seem to palpitate with truth. +Verena was immensely wrought upon; a subtle fire passed into her; she +was not so hungry for revenge as Olive, but at the last, before they +went to Europe (I shall take no place to describe the manner in which +she threw herself into that project), she quite agreed with her +companion that after so many ages of wrong (it would also be after the +European journey) men must take <i>their</i> turn, men must pay!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="BOOK_SECOND" id="BOOK_SECOND"></a>BOOK SECOND</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXI" id="XXI"></a>XXI</h2> + + +<p>Basil Ransom lived in New York, rather far to the eastward, and in the +upper reaches of the town; he occupied two small shabby rooms in a +somewhat decayed mansion which stood next to the corner of the Second +Avenue. The corner itself was formed by a considerable grocer's shop, +the near neighbourhood of which was fatal to any pretensions Ransom and +his fellow-lodgers might have had in regard to gentility of situation. +The house had a red, rusty face, and faded green shutters, of which the +slats were limp and at variance with each other. In one of the lower +windows was suspended a fly-blown card, with the words "Table Board" +affixed in letters cut (not very neatly) out of coloured paper, of +graduated tints, and surrounded with a small band of stamped gilt. The +two sides of the shop were protected by an immense pent-house shed, +which projected over a greasy pavement and was supported by wooden posts +fixed in the curbstone. Beneath it, on the dislocated flags, barrels and +baskets were freely and picturesquely grouped; an open cellarway yawned +beneath the feet of those who might pause to gaze too fondly on the +savoury wares displayed in the window; a strong odour of smoked fish, +combined with a fragrance of molasses, hung about the spot; the +pavement, toward the gutters, was fringed with dirty panniers, heaped +with potatoes, carrots, and onions; and a smart, bright waggon, with the +horse detached from the shafts, drawn up on the edge of the abominable +road (it contained holes and ruts a foot deep, and immemorial +accumulations of stagnant mud), imparted an idle, rural, pastoral air to +a scene otherwise perhaps expressive of a rank civilisation. The +establishment was of the kind known to New Yorkers as a Dutch grocery; +and red-faced, yellow-haired, bare-armed vendors might have been +observed to lounge in the doorway. I mention it not on account of any +particular influence it may have had on the life or the thoughts of +Basil Ransom, but for old acquaintance sake and that of local colour; +besides which, a figure is nothing without a setting, and our young man +came and went every day, with rather an indifferent, unperceiving step, +it is true, among the objects I have briefly designated. One of his +rooms was directly above the street-door of the house; such a dormitory, +when it is so exiguous, is called in the nomenclature of New York a +"hall bedroom." The sitting-room, beside it, was slightly larger, and +they both commanded a row of tenements no less degenerate than Ransom's +own habitation—houses built forty years before, and already sere and +superannuated. These were also painted red, and the bricks were +accentuated by a white line; they were garnished, on the first floor, +with balconies covered with small tin roofs, striped in different +colours, and with an elaborate iron lattice-work, which gave them a +repressive, cage-like appearance, and caused them slightly to resemble +the little boxes for peeping unseen into the street, which are a feature +of oriental towns. Such posts of observation commanded a view of the +grocery on the corner, of the relaxed and disjointed roadway, enlivened +at the curbstone with an occasional ash-barrel or with gas-lamps +drooping from the perpendicular, and westward, at the end of the +truncated vista, of the fantastic skeleton of the Elevated Railway, +overhanging the transverse longitudinal street, which it darkened and +smothered with the immeasurable spinal column and myriad clutching paws +of an antediluvian monster. If the opportunity were not denied me here, +I should like to give some account of Basil Ransom's interior, of +certain curious persons of both sexes, for the most part not favourites +of fortune, who had found an obscure asylum there; some picture of the +crumpled little <i>table d'hôte</i>, at two dollars and a half a week, where +everything felt sticky, which went forward in the low-ceiled basement, +under the conduct of a couple of shuffling negresses, who mingled in the +conversation and indulged in low, mysterious chuckles when it took a +facetious turn. But we need, in strictness, concern ourselves with it no +further than to gather the implication that the young Mississippian, +even a year and a half after that momentous visit of his to Boston, had +not made his profession very lucrative.</p> + +<p>He had been diligent, he had been ambitious, but he had not yet been +successful. During the few weeks preceding the moment at which we meet +him again, he had even begun to lose faith altogether in his earthly +destiny. It became much of a question with him whether success in any +form was written there; whether for a hungry young Mississippian, +without means, without friends, wanting, too, in the highest energy, the +wisdom of the serpent, personal arts and national prestige, the game of +life was to be won in New York. He had been on the point of giving it up +and returning to the home of his ancestors, where, as he heard from his +mother, there was still just a sufficient supply of hot corn-cake to +support existence. He had never believed much in his luck, but during +the last year it had been guilty of aberrations surprising even to a +constant, an imperturbable, victim of fate. Not only had he not extended +his connexion, but he had lost most of the little business which was an +object of complacency to him a twelvemonth before. He had had none but +small jobs, and he had made a mess of more than one of them. Such +accidents had not had a happy effect upon his reputation; he had been +able to perceive that this fair flower may be nipped when it is so +tender a bud as scarcely to be palpable. He had formed a partnership +with a person who seemed likely to repair some of his deficiencies—a +young man from Rhode Island, acquainted, according to his own +expression, with the inside track. But this gentleman himself, as it +turned out, would have been better for a good deal of remodelling, and +Ransom's principal deficiency, which was, after all, that of cash, was +not less apparent to him after his colleague, prior to a sudden and +unexplained departure for Europe, had drawn the slender accumulations of +the firm out of the bank. Ransom sat for hours in his office, waiting +for clients who either did not come, or, if they did come, did not seem +to find him encouraging, as they usually left him with the remark that +they would think what they would do. They thought to little purpose, and +seldom reappeared, so that at last he began to wonder whether there were +not a prejudice against his Southern complexion. Perhaps they didn't +like the way he spoke. If they could show him a better way, he was +willing to adopt it; but the manner of New York could not be acquired by +precept, and example, somehow, was not in this case contagious. He +wondered whether he were stupid and unskilled, and he was finally +obliged to confess to himself that he was unpractical.</p> + +<p>This confession was in itself a proof of the fact, for nothing could be +less fruitful than such a speculation, terminating in such a way. He was +perfectly aware that he cared a great deal for the theory, and so his +visitors must have thought when they found him, with one of his long +legs twisted round the other, reading a volume of De Tocqueville. That +was the land of reading he liked; he had thought a great deal about +social and economical questions, forms of government and the happiness +of peoples. The convictions he had arrived at were not such as mix +gracefully with the time-honoured verities a young lawyer looking out +for business is in the habit of taking for granted; but he had to +reflect that these doctrines would probably not contribute any more to +his prosperity in Mississippi than in New York. Indeed, he scarcely +could think of the country where they would be a particular advantage to +him. It came home to him that his opinions were stiff, whereas in +comparison his effort was lax; and he accordingly began to wonder +whether he might not make a living by his opinions. He had always had a +desire for public life; to cause one's ideas to be embodied in national +conduct appeared to him the highest form of human enjoyment. But there +was little enough that was public in his solitary studies, and he asked +himself what was the use of his having an office at all, and why he +might not as well carry on his profession at the Astor Library, where, +in his spare hours and on chance holidays, he did an immense deal of +suggestive reading. He took copious notes and memoranda, and these +things sometimes shaped themselves in a way that might possibly commend +them to the editors of periodicals. Readers perhaps would come, if +clients didn't; so he produced, with a great deal of labour, +half-a-dozen articles, from which, when they were finished, it seemed to +him that he had omitted all the points he wished most to make, and +addressed them to the powers that preside over weekly and monthly +publications. They were all declined with thanks, and he would have been +forced to believe that the accent of his languid clime brought him luck +as little under the pen as on the lips, had not another explanation been +suggested by one of the more explicit of his oracles, in relation to a +paper on the rights of minorities. This gentleman pointed out that his +doctrines were about three hundred years behind the age; doubtless some +magazine of the sixteenth century would have been very happy to print +them. This threw light on his own suspicion that he was attached to +causes that could only, in the nature of things, be unpopular. The +disagreeable editor was right about his being out of date, only he had +got the time wrong. He had come centuries too soon; he was not too old, +but too new. Such an impression, however, would not have prevented him +from going into politics, if there had been any other way to represent +constituencies than by being elected. People might be found eccentric +enough to vote for him in Mississippi, but meanwhile where should he +find the twenty-dollar greenbacks which it was his ambition to transmit +from time to time to his female relations, confined so constantly to a +farinaceous diet? It came over him with some force that his opinions +would not yield interest, and the evaporation of this pleasing +hypothesis made him feel like a man in an open boat, at sea, who should +just have parted with his last rag of canvas.</p> + +<p>I shall not attempt a complete description of Ransom's ill-starred +views, being convinced that the reader will guess them as he goes, for +they had a frolicsome, ingenious way of peeping out of the young man's +conversation. I shall do them sufficient justice in saying that he was +by natural disposition a good deal of a stoic, and that, as the result +of a considerable intellectual experience, he was, in social and +political matters, a reactionary. I suppose he was very conceited, for +he was much addicted to judging his age. He thought it talkative, +querulous, hysterical, maudlin, full of false ideas, of unhealthy germs, +of extravagant, dissipated habits, for which a great reckoning was in +store. He was an immense admirer of the late Thomas Carlyle, and was +very suspicious of the encroachments of modern democracy. I know not +exactly how these queer heresies had planted themselves, but he had a +longish pedigree (it had flowered at one time with English royalists and +cavaliers), and he seemed at moments to be inhabited by some transmitted +spirit of a robust but narrow ancestor, some broad-faced wig-wearer or +sword-bearer, with a more primitive conception of manhood than our +modern temperament appears to require, and a programme of human felicity +much less varied. He liked his pedigree, he revered his forefathers, and +he rather pitied those who might come after him. In saying so, however, +I betray him a little, for he never mentioned such feelings as these. +Though he thought the age too talkative, as I have hinted, he liked to +talk as well as any one; but he could hold his tongue, if that were more +expressive, and he usually did so when his perplexities were greatest. +He had been sitting for several evenings in a beer-cellar, smoking his +pipe with a profundity of reticence. This attitude was so unbroken that +it marked a crisis—the complete, the acute consciousness of his +personal situation. It was the cheapest way he knew of spending an +evening. At this particular establishment the <i>Schoppen</i> were very tall +and the beer was very good; and as the host and most of the guests were +German, and their colloquial tongue was unknown to him, he was not drawn +into any undue expenditure of speech. He watched his smoke and he +thought, thought so hard that at last he appeared to himself to have +exhausted the thinkable. When this moment of combined relief and dismay +arrived (on the last of the evenings that we are concerned with), he +took his way down Third Avenue and reached his humble dwelling. Till +within a short time there had been a resource for him at such an hour +and in such a mood; a little variety-actress, who lived in the house, +and with whom he had established the most cordial relations, was often +having her supper (she took it somewhere, every night, after the +theatre) in the dim, close dining-room, and he used to drop in and talk +to her. But she had lately married, to his great amusement, and her +husband had taken her on a wedding-tour, which was to be at the same +time professional. On this occasion he mounted, with rather a heavy +tread, to his rooms, where (on the rickety writing-table in the parlour) +he found a note from Mrs. Luna. I need not reproduce it <i>in extenso</i>; a +pale reflexion of it will serve. She reproached him with neglecting her, +wanted to know what had become of him, whether he had grown too +fashionable for a person who cared only for serious society. She accused +him of having changed, and inquired as to the reason of his coldness. +Was it too much to ask whether he could tell her at least in what manner +she had offended him? She used to think they were so much in +sympathy—he expressed her own ideas about everything so vividly. She +liked intellectual companionship, and she had none now. She hoped very +much he would come and see her—as he used to do six months before—the +following evening; and however much she might have sinned or he might +have altered, she was at least always his affectionate cousin Adeline.</p> + +<p>"What the deuce does she want of me now?" It was with this somewhat +ungracious exclamation that he tossed away his cousin Adeline's missive. +The gesture might have indicated that he meant to take no notice of her; +nevertheless, after a day had elapsed, he presented himself before her. +He knew what she wanted of old—that is, a year ago; she had wanted him +to look after her property and to be tutor to her son. He had lent +himself, good-naturedly, to this desire—he was touched by so much +confidence—but the experiment had speedily collapsed. Mrs. Luna's +affairs were in the hands of trustees, who had complete care of them, +and Ransom instantly perceived that his function would be simply to +meddle in things that didn't concern him. The levity with which she had +exposed him to the derision of the lawful guardians of her fortune +opened his eyes to some of the dangers of cousinship; nevertheless he +said to himself that he might turn an honest penny by giving an hour or +two every day to the education of her little boy. But this, too, proved +a brief illusion. Ransom had to find his time in the afternoon; he left +his business at five o'clock and remained with his young kinsman till +the hour of dinner. At the end of a few weeks he thought himself lucky +in retiring without broken shins. That Newton's little nature was +remarkable had often been insisted on by his mother; but it was +remarkable, Ransom saw, for the absence of any of the qualities which +attach a teacher to a pupil. He was in truth an insufferable child, +entertaining for the Latin language a personal, physical hostility, +which expressed itself in convulsions of rage. During these paroxysms he +kicked furiously at every one and everything—at poor "Rannie," at his +mother, at Messrs. Andrews and Stoddard, at the illustrious men of Rome, +at the universe in general, to which, as he lay on his back on the +carpet, he presented a pair of singularly active little heels. Mrs. Luna +had a way of being present at his lessons, and when they passed, as +sooner or later they were sure to, into the stage I have described, she +interceded for her overwrought darling, reminded Ransom that these were +the signs of an exquisite sensibility, begged that the child might be +allowed to rest a little, and spent the remainder of the time in +conversation with the preceptor. It came to seem to him, very soon, that +he was not earning his fee; besides which, it was disagreeable to him to +have pecuniary relations with a lady who had not the art of concealing +from him that she liked to place him under obligations. He resigned his +tutorship, and drew a long breath, having a vague feeling that he had +escaped a danger. He could not have told you exactly what it was, and he +had a certain sentimental, provincial respect for women which even +prevented him from attempting to give a name to it in his own thoughts. +He was addicted with the ladies to the old forms of address and of +gallantry; he held that they were delicate, agreeable creatures, whom +Providence had placed under the protection of the bearded sex; and it +was not merely a humorous idea with him that whatever might be the +defects of Southern gentlemen, they were at any rate remarkable for +their chivalry. He was a man who still, in a slangy age, could pronounce +that word with a perfectly serious face.</p> + +<p>This boldness did not prevent him from thinking that women were +essentially inferior to men, and infinitely tiresome when they declined +to accept the lot which men had made for them. He had the most definite +notions about their place in nature, in society, and was perfectly easy +in his mind as to whether it excluded them from any proper homage. The +chivalrous man paid that tax with alacrity. He admitted their rights; +these consisted in a standing claim to the generosity and tenderness of +the stronger race. The exercise of such feelings was full of advantage +for both sexes, and they flowed most freely, of course, when women were +gracious and grateful. It may be said that he had a higher conception of +politeness than most of the persons who desired the advent of female +law-makers. When I have added that he hated to see women eager and +argumentative, and thought that their softness and docility were the +inspiration, the opportunity (the highest) of man, I shall have sketched +a state of mind which will doubtless strike many readers as painfully +crude. It had prevented Basil Ransom, at any rate, from putting the dots +on his <i>i</i>'s, as the French say, in this gradual discovery that Mrs. +Luna was making love to him. The process went on a long time before he +became aware of it. He had perceived very soon that she was a +tremendously familiar little woman—that she took, more rapidly than he +had ever known, a high degree of intimacy for granted. But as she had +seemed to him neither very fresh nor very beautiful, so he could not +easily have represented to himself why she should take it into her head +to marry (it would never have occurred to him to doubt that she wanted +marriage) an obscure and penniless Mississippian, with womenkind of his +own to provide for. He could not guess that he answered to a certain +secret ideal of Mrs. Luna's, who loved the landed gentry even when +landless, who adored a Southerner under any circumstances, who thought +her kinsman a fine, manly, melancholy, disinterested type, and who was +sure that her views of public matters, the questions of the age, the +vulgar character of modern life, would meet with a perfect response in +his mind. She could see by the way he talked that he was a conservative, +and this was the motto inscribed upon her own silken banner. She took +this unpopular line both by temperament and by reaction from her +sister's "extreme" views, the sight of the dreadful people that they +brought about her. In reality, Olive was distinguished and +discriminating, and Adeline was the dupe of confusions in which the +worse was apt to be mistaken for the better. She talked to Ransom about +the inferiority of republics, the distressing persons she had met abroad +in the legations of the United States, the bad manners of servants and +shopkeepers in that country, the hope she entertained that "the good old +families" would make a stand; but he never suspected that she cultivated +these topics (her treatment of them struck him as highly comical) for +the purpose of leading him to the altar, of beguiling the way. Least of +all could he suppose that she would be indifferent to his want of +income—a point in which he failed to do her justice; for, thinking the +fact that he had remained poor a proof of delicacy in that shopkeeping +age, it gave her much pleasure to reflect that, as Newton's little +property was settled on him (with safeguards which showed how +long-headed poor Mr. Luna had been, and large-hearted, too, since to +what he left <i>her</i> no disagreeable conditions, such as eternal mourning, +for instance, were attached)—that as Newton, I say, enjoyed the +pecuniary independence which befitted his character, her own income was +ample even for two, and she might give herself the luxury of taking a +husband who should owe her something. Basil Ransom did not divine all +this, but he divined that it was not for nothing that Mrs. Luna wrote +him little notes every other day, that she proposed to drive him in the +Park at unnatural hours, and that when he said he had his business to +attend to, she replied: "Oh, a plague on your business! I am sick of +that word—one hears of nothing else in America. There are ways of +getting on without business, if you would only take them!" He seldom +answered her notes, and he disliked extremely the way in which, in spite +of her love of form and order, she attempted to clamber in at the window +of one's house when one had locked the door; so that he began to +interspace his visits considerably, and at last made them very rare. +When I reflect on his habits of almost superstitious politeness to +women, it comes over me that some very strong motive must have operated +to make him give his friendly—his only too friendly—cousin the cold +shoulder. Nevertheless, when he received her reproachful letter (after +it had had time to work a little), he said to himself that he had +perhaps been unjust and even brutal, and as he was easily touched by +remorse of this kind, he took up the broken thread.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXII" id="XXII"></a>XXII</h2> + + +<p>As he sat with Mrs. Luna, in her little back drawing-room, under the +lamp, he felt rather more tolerant than before of the pressure she could +not help putting upon him. Several months had elapsed, and he was no +nearer to the sort of success he had hoped for. It stole over him gently +that there was another sort, pretty visibly open to him, not so elevated +nor so manly, it is true, but on which he should after all, perhaps, be +able to reconcile it with his honour to fall back. Mrs. Luna had had an +inspiration; for once in her life she had held her tongue. She had not +made him a scene, there had been no question of an explanation; she had +received him as if he had been there the day before, with the addition +of a spice of mysterious melancholy. She might have made up her mind +that she had lost him as what she had hoped, but that it was better than +desolation to try and keep him as a friend. It was as if she wished him +to see now how she tried. She was subdued and consolatory, she waited +upon him, moved away a screen that intercepted the fire, remarked that +he looked very tired, and rang for some tea. She made no inquiry about +his affairs, never asked if he had been busy and prosperous; and this +reticence struck him as unexpectedly delicate and discreet; it was as if +she had guessed, by a subtle feminine faculty, that his professional +career was nothing to boast of. There was a simplicity in him which +permitted him to wonder whether she had not improved. The lamp-light was +soft, the fire crackled pleasantly, everything that surrounded him +betrayed a woman's taste and touch; the place was decorated and +cushioned in perfection, delightfully private and personal, the picture +of a well-appointed home. Mrs. Luna had complained of the difficulties +of installing one's self in America, but Ransom remembered that he had +received an impression similar to this in her sister's house in Boston, +and reflected that these ladies had, as a family-trait, the art of +making themselves comfortable. It was better for a winter's evening than +the German beer-cellar (Mrs. Luna's tea was excellent), and his hostess +herself appeared to-night almost as amiable as the variety-actress. At +the end of an hour he felt, I will not say almost marriageable, but +almost married. Images of leisure played before him, leisure in which he +saw himself covering foolscap paper with his views on several subjects, +and with favourable illustrations of Southern eloquence. It became +tolerably vivid to him that if editors wouldn't print one's +lucubrations, it would be a comfort to feel that one was able to publish +them at one's own expense.</p> + +<p>He had a moment of almost complete illusion. Mrs. Luna had taken up her +bit of crochet; she was sitting opposite to him, on the other side of +the fire. Her white hands moved with little jerks as she took her +stitches, and her rings flashed and twinkled in the light of the hearth. +Her head fell a little to one side, exhibiting the plumpness of her chin +and neck, and her dropped eyes (it gave her a little modest air) rested +quietly on her work. A silence of a few moments had fallen upon their +talk, and Adeline—who decidedly <i>had</i> improved—appeared also to feel +the charm of it, not to wish to break it. Basil Ransom was conscious of +all this, and at the same time he was vaguely engaged in a speculation. +If it gave one time, if it gave one leisure, was not that in itself a +high motive? Thorough study of the question he cared for most—was not +the chance for <i>that</i> an infinitely desirable good? He seemed to see +himself, to feel himself, in that very chair, in the evenings of the +future, reading some indispensable book in the still lamp-light—Mrs. +Luna knew where to get such pretty mellowing shades. Should he not be +able to act in that way upon the public opinion of his time, to check +certain tendencies, to point out certain dangers, to indulge in much +salutary criticism? Was it not one's duty to put one's self in the best +conditions for such action? And as the silence continued he almost fell +to musing on his duty, almost persuaded himself that the moral law +commanded him to marry Mrs. Luna. She looked up presently from her work, +their eyes met, and she smiled. He might have believed she had guessed +what he was thinking of. This idea startled him, alarmed him a little, +so that when Mrs. Luna said, with her sociable manner, "There is nothing +I like so much, of a winter's night, as a cosy <i>tête-à-tête</i> by the +fire. It's quite like Darby and Joan; what a pity the kettle has ceased +singing!"—when she uttered these insinuating words he gave himself a +little imperceptible shake, which was, however, enough to break the +spell, and made no response more direct than to ask her, in a moment, in +a tone of cold, mild curiosity, whether she had lately heard from her +sister, and how long Miss Chancellor intended to remain in Europe.</p> + +<p>"Well, you <i>have</i> been living in your hole!" Mrs. Luna exclaimed. "Olive +came home six weeks ago. How long did you expect her to endure it?"</p> + +<p>"I am sure I don't know; I have never been there," Ransom replied.</p> + +<p>"Yes, that's what I like you for," Mrs. Luna remarked sweetly. "If a man +is nice without it, it's such a pleasant change."</p> + +<p>The young man started, then gave a natural laugh. "Lord, how few reasons +there must be!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I mention that one because I can tell it. I shouldn't care to tell +the others."</p> + +<p>"I am glad you have some to fall back upon, the day I should go," Ransom +went on. "I thought you thought so much of Europe."</p> + +<p>"So I do; but it isn't everything," said Mrs. Luna philosophically. "You +had better go there with me," she added, with a certain inconsequence.</p> + +<p>"One would go to the end of the world with so irresistible a lady!" +Ransom exclaimed, falling into the tone which Mrs. Luna always found so +unsatisfactory. It was a part of his Southern gallantry—his accent +always came out strongly when he said anything of that sort—and it +committed him to nothing in particular. She had had occasion to wish, +more than once, that he wouldn't be so beastly polite, as she used to +hear people say in England. She answered that she didn't care about +ends, she cared about beginnings; but he didn't take up the declaration; +he returned to the subject of Olive, wanted to know what she had done +over there, whether she had worked them up much.</p> + +<p>"Oh, of course, she fascinated every one," said Mrs. Luna. "With her +grace and beauty, her general style, how could she help that?"</p> + +<p>"But did she bring them round, did she swell the host that is prepared +to march under her banner?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose she saw plenty of the strong-minded, plenty of vicious old +maids, and fanatics, and frumps. But I haven't the least idea what she +accomplished—what they call 'wonders,' I suppose."</p> + +<p>"Didn't you see her when she returned?" Basil Ransom asked.</p> + +<p>"How could I see her? I can see pretty far, but I can't see all the way +to Boston." And then, in explaining that it was at this port that her +sister had disembarked, Mrs. Luna further inquired whether he could +imagine Olive doing anything in a first-rate way, as long as there were +inferior ones. "Of course she likes bad ships—Boston steamers—just as +she likes common people, and red-haired hoydens, and preposterous +doctrines."</p> + +<p>Ransom was silent a moment. "Do you mean the—a—rather striking young +lady whom I met in Boston a year ago last October? What was her +name?—Miss Tarrant? Does Miss Chancellor like her as much as ever?"</p> + +<p>"Mercy! don't you know she took her to Europe? It was to form <i>her</i> mind +she went. Didn't I tell you that last summer? You used to come to see me +then."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, I remember," Ransom said, rather musingly. "And did she bring +her back?"</p> + +<p>"Gracious, you don't suppose she would leave her! Olive thinks she's +born to regenerate the world."</p> + +<p>"I remember you telling me that, too. It comes back to me. Well, is her +mind formed?"</p> + +<p>"As I haven't seen it, I cannot tell you."</p> + +<p>"Aren't you going on there to see——"</p> + +<p>"To see whether Miss Tarrant's mind is formed?" Mrs. Luna broke in. "I +will go if you would like me to. I remember your being immensely excited +about her that time you met her. Don't you recollect that?"</p> + +<p>Ransom hesitated an instant. "I can't say I do. It is too long ago."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I have no doubt that's the way you change, about women! Poor Miss +Tarrant, if she thinks she made an impression on you!"</p> + +<p>"She won't think about such things as that, if her mind has been formed +by your sister," Ransom said. "It does come back to me now, what you +told me about the growth of their intimacy. And do they mean to go on +living together for ever?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose so—unless some one should take it into his head to marry +Verena."</p> + +<p>"Verena—is that her name?" Ransom asked.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luna looked at him with a suspended needle. "Well! have you +forgotten that too? You told me yourself you thought it so pretty, that +time in Boston, when you walked me up the hill." Ransom declared that he +remembered that walk, but didn't remember everything he had said to her; +and she suggested, very satirically, that perhaps he would like to marry +Verena himself—he seemed so interested in her. Ransom shook his head +sadly, and said he was afraid he was not in a position to marry; +whereupon Mrs. Luna asked him what he meant—did he mean (after a +moment's hesitation) that he was too poor?</p> + +<p>"Never in the world—I am very rich; I make an enormous income!" the +young man exclaimed; so that, remarking his tone, and the slight flush +of annoyance that rose to his face, Mrs. Luna was quick enough to judge +that she had overstepped the mark. She remembered (she ought to have +remembered before) that he had never taken her in the least into his +confidence about his affairs. That was not the Southern way, and he was +at least as proud as he was poor. In this surmise she was just; Basil +Ransom would have despised himself if he had been capable of confessing +to a woman that he couldn't make a living. Such questions were none of +their business (their business was simply to be provided for, practise +the domestic virtues, and be charmingly grateful), and there was, to his +sense, something almost indecent in talking about them. Mrs. Luna felt +doubly sorry for him as she perceived that he denied himself the luxury +of sympathy (that is, of hers), and the vague but comprehensive sigh +that passed her lips as she took up her crochet again was unusually +expressive of helplessness. She said that of course she knew how great +his talents were—he could do anything he wanted; and Basil Ransom +wondered for a moment whether, if she were to ask him point-blank to +marry her, it would be consistent with the high courtesy of a Southern +gentleman to refuse. After she should be his wife he might of course +confess to her that he was too poor to marry, for in that relation even +a Southern gentleman of the highest tone must sometimes unbend. But he +didn't in the least long for this arrangement, and was conscious that +the most pertinent sequel to her conjecture would be for him to take up +his hat and walk away.</p> + +<p>Within five minutes, however, he had come to desire to do this almost as +little as to marry Mrs. Luna. He wanted to hear more about the girl who +lived with Olive Chancellor. Something had revived in him—an old +curiosity, an image half effaced—when he learned that she had come back +to America. He had taken a wrong impression from what Mrs. Luna said, +nearly a year before, about her sister's visit to Europe; he had +supposed it was to be a long absence, that Miss Chancellor wanted +perhaps to get the little prophetess away from her parents, possibly +even away from some amorous entanglement. Then, no doubt, they wanted to +study up the woman-question with the facilities that Europe would offer; +he didn't know much about Europe, but he had an idea that it was a great +place for facilities. His knowledge of Miss Chancellor's departure, +accompanied by her young companion, had checked at the time, on Ransom's +part, a certain habit of idle but none the less entertaining retrospect. +His life, on the whole, had not been rich in episode, and that little +chapter of his visit to his queer, clever, capricious cousin, with his +evening at Miss Birdseye's, and his glimpse, repeated on the morrow, of +the strange, beautiful, ridiculous, red-haired young <i>improvisatrice</i>, +unrolled itself in his memory like a page of interesting fiction. The +page seemed to fade, however, when he heard that the two girls had gone, +for an indefinite time, to unknown lands; this carried them out of his +range, spoiled the perspective, diminished their actuality; so that for +several months past, with his increase of anxiety about his own affairs, +and the low pitch of his spirits, he had not thought at all about Verena +Tarrant. The fact that she was once more in Boston, with a certain +contiguity that it seemed to imply between Boston and New York, +presented itself now as important and agreeable. He was conscious that +this was rather an anomaly, and his consciousness made him, had already +made him, dissimulate slightly. He did not pick up his hat to go; he sat +in his chair taking his chance of the tax which Mrs. Luna might lay upon +his urbanity. He remembered that he had not made, as yet, any very eager +inquiry about Newton, who at this late hour had succumbed to the only +influence that tames the untamable and was sleeping the sleep of +childhood, if not of innocence. Ransom repaired his neglect in a manner +which elicited the most copious response from his hostess. The boy had +had a good many tutors since Ransom gave him up, and it could not be +said that his education languished. Mrs. Luna spoke with pride of the +manner in which he went through them; if he did not master his lessons, +he mastered his teachers, and she had the happy conviction that she gave +him every advantage. Ransom's delay was diplomatic, but at the end of +ten minutes he returned to the young ladies in Boston; he asked why, +with their aggressive programme, one hadn't begun to feel their onset, +why the echoes of Miss Tarrant's eloquence hadn't reached his ears. +Hadn't she come out yet in public? was she not coming to stir them up in +New York? He hoped she hadn't broken down.</p> + +<p>"She didn't seem to break down last summer, at the Female Convention," +Mrs. Luna replied. "Have you forgotten that too? Didn't I tell you of +the sensation she produced there, and of what I heard from Boston about +it? Do you mean to say I didn't give you that "Transcript," with the +report of her great speech? It was just before they sailed for Europe; +she went off with flying colours, in a blaze of fireworks." Ransom +protested that he had not heard this affair mentioned till that moment, +and then, when they compared dates, they found it had taken place just +after his last visit to Mrs. Luna. This, of course, gave her a chance to +say that he had treated her even worse than she supposed; it had been +her impression, at any rate, that they had talked together about +Verena's sudden bound into fame. Apparently she confounded him with some +one else, that was very possible; he was not to suppose that he occupied +such a distinct place in her mind, especially when she might die twenty +deaths before he came near her. Ransom demurred to the implication that +Miss Tarrant was famous; if she were famous, wouldn't she be in the New +York papers? He hadn't seen her there, and he had no recollection of +having encountered any mention at the time (last June, was it?) of her +exploits at the Female Convention. A local reputation doubtless she had, +but that had been the case a year and a half before, and what was +expected of her then was to become a first-class national glory. He was +willing to believe that she had created some excitement in Boston, but +he shouldn't attach much importance to that till one began to see her +photograph in the stores. Of course, one must give her time, but he had +supposed Miss Chancellor was going to put her through faster.</p> + +<p>If he had taken a contradictious tone on purpose to draw Mrs. Luna out, +he could not have elicited more of the information he desired. It was +perfectly true that he had seen no reference to Verena's performances in +the preceding June; there were periods when the newspapers seemed to him +so idiotic that for weeks he never looked at one. He learned from Mrs. +Luna that it was not Olive who had sent her the "Transcript" and in +letters had added some private account of the doings at the convention +to the testimony of that amiable sheet; she had been indebted for this +service to a "gentleman-friend," who wrote her everything that happened +in Boston, and what every one had every day for dinner. Not that it was +necessary for her happiness to know; but the gentleman she spoke of +didn't know what to invent to please her. A Bostonian couldn't imagine +that one didn't want to know, and that was their idea of ingratiating +themselves, or, at any rate, it was his, poor man. Olive would never +have gone into particulars about Verena; she regarded her sister as +quite too much one of the profane, and knew Adeline couldn't understand +why, when she took to herself a bosom-friend, she should have been at +such pains to select her in just the most dreadful class in the +community. Verena was a perfect little adventuress, and quite third-rate +into the bargain; but, of course, she was a pretty girl enough, if one +cared for hair of the colour of cochineal. As for her people, they were +too absolutely awful; it was exactly as if she, Mrs. Luna, had struck up +an intimacy with the daughter of her chiropodist. It took Olive to +invent such monstrosities, and to think she was doing something great +for humanity when she did so; though, in spite of her wanting to turn +everything over, and put the lowest highest, she could be just as +contemptuous and invidious, when it came to really mixing, as if she +were some grand old duchess. She must do her the justice to say that she +hated the Tarrants, the father and mother; but, all the same, she let +Verena run to and fro between Charles Street and the horrible hole they +lived in, and Adeline knew from that gentleman who wrote so copiously +that the girl now and then spent a week at a time at Cambridge. Her +mother, who had been ill for some weeks, wanted her to sleep there. Mrs. +Luna knew further, by her correspondent, that Verena had—or had had the +winter before—a great deal of attention from gentlemen. She didn't know +how she worked that into the idea that the female sex was sufficient to +itself; but she had grounds for saying that this was one reason why +Olive had taken her abroad. She was afraid Verena would give in to some +man, and she wanted to make a break. Of course, any such giving in would +be very awkward for a young woman who shrieked out on platforms that old +maids were the highest type. Adeline guessed Olive had perfect control +of her now, unless indeed she used the expeditions to Cambridge as a +cover for meeting gentlemen. She was an artful little minx, and cared as +much for the rights of women as she did for the Panama Canal; the only +right of a woman she wanted was to climb up on top of something, where +the men could look at her. She would stay with Olive as long as it +served her purpose, because Olive, with her great respectability, could +push her, and counteract the effect of her low relations, to say nothing +of paying all her expenses and taking her the tour of Europe. "But, mark +my words," said Mrs. Luna, "she will give Olive the greatest cut she has +ever had in her life. She will run off with some lion-tamer; she will +marry a circus-man!" And Mrs. Luna added that it would serve Olive +Chancellor right. But she would take it hard; look out for tantrums +then!</p> + +<p>Basil Ransom's emotions were peculiar while his hostess delivered +herself, in a manner at once casual and emphatic, of these rather +insidious remarks. He took them all in, for they represented to him +certain very interesting facts; but he perceived at the same time that +Mrs. Luna didn't know what she was talking about. He had seen Verena +Tarrant only twice in his life, but it was no use telling him that she +was an adventuress—though, certainly, it <i>was</i> very likely she would +end by giving Miss Chancellor a cut. He chuckled, with a certain +grimness, as this image passed before him; it was not unpleasing, the +idea that he should be avenged (for it would avenge him to know it) upon +the wanton young woman who had invited him to come and see her in order +simply to slap his face. But he had an odd sense of having lost +something in not knowing of the other girl's appearance at the Women's +Convention—a vague feeling that he had been cheated and trifled with. +The complaint was idle, inasmuch as it was not probable he could have +gone to Boston to listen to her; but it represented to him that he had +not shared, even dimly and remotely, in an event which concerned her +very closely. Why should he share, and what was more natural than that +the things which concerned her closely should not concern him at all? +This question came to him only as he walked home that evening; for the +moment it remained quite in abeyance: therefore he was free to feel also +that his imagination had been rather starved by his ignorance of the +fact that she was near him again (comparatively), that she was in the +dimness of the horizon (no longer beyond the curve of the globe), and +yet he had not perceived it. This sense of personal loss, as I have +called it, made him feel, further, that he had something to make up, to +recover. He could scarcely have told you how he would go about it; but +the idea, formless though it was, led him in a direction very different +from the one he had been following a quarter of an hour before. As he +watched it dance before him he fell into another silence, in the midst +of which Mrs. Luna gave him another mystic smile. The effect of it was +to make him rise to his feet; the whole landscape of his mind had +suddenly been illuminated. Decidedly, it was <i>not</i> his duty to marry +Mrs. Luna, in order to have means to pursue his studies; he jerked +himself back, as if he had been on the point of it.</p> + +<p>"You don't mean to say you are going already? I haven't said half I +wanted to!" she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>He glanced at the clock, saw it was not yet late, took a turn about the +room, then sat down again in a different place, while she followed him +with her eyes, wondering what was the matter with him. Ransom took good +care not to ask her what it was she had still to say, and perhaps it was +to prevent her telling him that he now began to talk, freely, quickly, +in quite a new tone. He stayed half an hour longer, and made himself +very agreeable. It seemed to Mrs. Luna now that he had every distinction +(she had known he had most), that he was really a charming man. He +abounded in conversation, till at last he took up his hat in earnest; he +talked about the state of the South, its social peculiarities, the ruin +wrought by the war, the dilapidated gentry, the queer types of +superannuated fire-eaters, ragged and unreconciled, all the pathos and +all the comedy of it, making her laugh at one moment, almost cry at +another, and say to herself throughout that when he took it into his +head there was no one who could make a lady's evening pass so +pleasantly. It was only afterwards that she asked herself why he had not +taken it into his head till the last, so quickly. She delighted in the +dilapidated gentry; her taste was completely different from her +sister's, who took an interest only in the lower class, as it struggled +to rise; what Adeline cared for was the fallen aristocracy (it seemed to +be falling everywhere very much; was not Basil Ransom an example of it? +was he not like a French <i>gentilhomme de province</i> after the Revolution? +or an old monarchical <i>émigré</i> from the Languedoc?), the despoiled +patriciate, I say, whose attitude was noble and touching, and toward +whom one might exercise a charity as discreet as their pride was +sensitive. In all Mrs. Luna's visions of herself, her discretion was the +leading feature. "Are you going to let ten years elapse again before you +come?" she asked, as Basil Ransom bade her good-night. "You must let me +know, because between this and your next visit I shall have time to go +to Europe and come back. I shall take care to arrive the day before."</p> + +<p>Instead of answering this sally, Ransom said, "Are you not going one of +these days to Boston? Are you not going to pay your sister another +visit?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luna stared. "What good will that do <i>you</i>? Excuse my stupidity," +she added; "of course, it gets me away. Thank you very much!"</p> + +<p>"I don't want you to go away; but I want to hear more about Miss Olive."</p> + +<p>"Why in the world? You know you loathe her!" Here, before Ransom could +reply, Mrs. Luna again overtook herself. "I verily believe that by Miss +Olive you mean Miss Verena!" Her eyes charged him a moment with this +perverse intention; then she exclaimed, "Basil Ransom, <i>are</i> you in love +with that creature?"</p> + +<p>He gave a perfectly natural laugh, not pleading guilty, in order to +practise on Mrs. Luna, but expressing the simple state of the case. "How +should I be? I have seen her but twice in my life."</p> + +<p>"If you had seen her more, I shouldn't be afraid! Fancy your wanting to +pack me off to Boston!" his hostess went on. "I am in no hurry to stay +with Olive again; besides, that girl takes up the whole house. You had +better go there yourself."</p> + +<p>"I should like nothing better," said Ransom.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you would like me to ask Verena to spend a month with me—it +might be a way of attracting you to the house," Adeline went on, in the +tone of exuberant provocation.</p> + +<p>Ransom was on the point of replying that it would be a better way than +any other, but he checked himself in time; he had never yet, even in +joke, made so crude, so rude a speech to a lady. You only knew when he +was joking with women by his super-added civility. "I beg you to believe +there is nothing I would do for any woman in the world that I wouldn't +do for you," he said, bending, for the last time, over Mrs. Luna's plump +hand.</p> + +<p>"I shall remember that and keep you up to it!" she cried after him, as +he went. But even with this rather lively exchange of vows he felt that +he had got off rather easily. He walked slowly up Fifth Avenue, into +which, out of Adeline's cross-street, he had turned, by the light of a +fine winter moon; and at every corner he stopped a minute, lingered in +meditation, while he exhaled a soft, vague sigh. This was an +unconscious, involuntary expression of relief, such as a man might utter +who had seen himself on the point of being run over and yet felt that he +was whole. He didn't trouble himself much to ask what had saved him; +whatever it was it had produced a reaction, so that he felt rather +ashamed of having found his look-out of late so blank. By the time he +reached his lodgings, his ambition, his resolution, had rekindled; he +had remembered that he formerly supposed he was a man of ability, that +nothing particular had occurred to make him doubt it (the evidence was +only negative, not positive), and that at any rate he was young enough +to have another try. He whistled that night as he went to bed.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXIII" id="XXIII"></a>XXIII</h2> + + +<p>Three weeks afterward he stood in front of Olive Chancellor's house, +looking up and down the street and hesitating. He had told Mrs. Luna +that he should like nothing better than to make another journey to +Boston; and it was not simply because he liked it that he had come. I +was on the point of saying that a happy chance had favoured him, but it +occurs to me that one is under no obligation to call chances by +nattering epithets when they have been waited for so long. At any rate, +the darkest hour is before the dawn; and a few days after that +melancholy evening I have described, which Ransom spent in his German +beer-cellar, before a single glass, soon emptied, staring at his future +with an unremunerated eye, he found that the world appeared to have need +of him yet. The "party," as he would have said (I cannot pretend that +his speech was too heroic for that), for whom he had transacted business +in Boston so many months before, and who had expressed at the time but a +limited appreciation of his services (there had been between the lawyer +and his client a divergence of judgement), observing, apparently, that +they proved more fruitful than he expected, had reopened the affair and +presently requested Ransom to transport himself again to the sister +city. His errand demanded more time than before, and for three days he +gave it his constant attention. On the fourth he found he was still +detained; he should have to wait till the evening—some important papers +were to be prepared. He determined to treat the interval as a holiday, +and he wondered what one could do in Boston to give one's morning a +festive complexion. The weather was brilliant enough to minister to any +illusion, and he strolled along the streets, taking it in. In front of +the Music Hall and of Tremont Temple he stopped, looking at the posters +in the doorway; for was it not possible that Miss Chancellor's little +friend might be just then addressing her fellow-citizens? Her name was +absent, however, and this resource seemed to mock him. He knew no one in +the place but Olive Chancellor, so there was no question of a visit to +pay. He was perfectly resolved that he would never go near <i>her</i> again; +she was doubtless a very superior being, but she had been too rough with +him to tempt him further. Politeness, even a largely-interpreted +"chivalry", required nothing more than he had already done; he had +quitted her, the other year, without telling her that she was a vixen, +and that reticence was chivalrous enough. There was also Verena Tarrant, +of course; he saw no reason to dissemble when he spoke of her to +himself, and he allowed himself the entertainment of feeling that he +should like very much to see her again. Very likely she wouldn't seem to +him the same; the impression she had made upon him was due to some +accident of mood or circumstance; and, at any rate, any charm she might +have exhibited then had probably been obliterated by the coarsening +effect of publicity and the tonic influence of his kinswoman. It will be +observed that in this reasoning of Basil Ransom's the impression was +freely recognised, and recognised as a phenomenon still present. The +attraction might have vanished, as he said to himself, but the mental +picture of it was yet vivid. The greater the pity that he couldn't call +upon Verena (he called her by her name in his thoughts, it was so +pretty) without calling upon Olive, and that Olive was so disagreeable +as to place that effort beyond his strength. There was another +consideration, with Ransom, which eminently belonged to the man; he +believed that Miss Chancellor had conceived, in the course of those few +hours, and in a manner that formed so absurd a sequel to her having gone +out of her way to make his acquaintance, such a dislike to him that it +would be odious to her to see him again within her doors; and he would +have felt indelicate in taking warrant from her original invitation +(before she had seen him) to inflict on her a presence which he had no +reason to suppose the lapse of time had made less offensive. She had +given him no sign of pardon or penitence in any of the little ways that +are familiar to women—by sending him a message through her sister, or +even a book, a photograph, a Christmas card, or a newspaper, by the +post. He felt, in a word, not at liberty to ring at her door; he didn't +know what kind of a fit the sight of his long Mississippian person would +give her, and it was characteristic of him that he should wish so to +spare the sensibilities of a young lady whom he had not found tender; +being ever as willing to let women off easily in the particular case as +he was fixed in the belief that the sex in general requires watching.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, he found himself, at the end of half an hour, standing on +the only spot in Charles Street which had any significance for him. It +had occurred to him that if he couldn't call upon Verena without calling +upon Olive, he should be exempt from that condition if he called upon +Mrs. Tarrant. It was not her mother, truly, who had asked him, it was +the girl herself; and he was conscious, as a candid young American, that +a mother is always less accessible, more guarded by social prejudice, +than a daughter. But he was at a pass in which it was permissible to +strain a point, and he took his way in the direction in which he knew +that Cambridge lay, remembering that Miss Tarrant's invitation had +reference to that quarter and that Mrs. Luna had given him further +evidence. Had she not said that Verena often went back there for visits +of several days—that her mother had been ill and she gave her much +care? There was nothing inconceivable in her being engaged at that hour +(it was getting to be one o'clock) in one of those expeditions—nothing +impossible in the chance that he might find her in Cambridge. The +chance, at any rate, was worth taking; Cambridge, moreover, was worth +seeing, and it was as good a way as another of keeping his holiday. It +occurred to him, indeed, that Cambridge was a big place, and that he had +no particular address. This reflexion overtook him just as he reached +Olive's house, which, oddly enough, he was obliged to pass on his way to +the mysterious suburb. That is partly why he paused there; he asked +himself for a moment why he shouldn't ring the bell and obtain his +needed information from the servant, who would be sure to be able to +give it to him. He had just dismissed this method, as of questionable +taste, when he heard the door of the house open, within the deep +embrasure in which, in Charles Street, the main portals are set, and +which are partly occupied by a flight of steps protected at the bottom +by a second door, whose upper half, in either wing, consists of a sheet +of glass. It was a minute before he could see who had come out, and in +that minute he had time to turn away and then to turn back again, and to +wonder which of the two inmates would appear to him, or whether he +should behold neither or both.</p> + +<p>The person who had issued from the house descended the steps very +slowly, as if on purpose to give him time to escape; and when at last +the glass doors were divided they disclosed a little old lady. Ransom +was disappointed; such an apparition was so scantily to his purpose. But +the next minute his spirits rose again, for he was sure that he had seen +the little old lady before. She stopped on the side-walk, and looked +vaguely about her, in the manner of a person waiting for an omnibus or a +street-car; she had a dingy, loosely-habited air, as if she had worn her +clothes for many years and yet was even now imperfectly acquainted with +them; a large, benignant face, caged in by the glass of her spectacles, +which seemed to cover it almost equally everywhere, and a fat, rusty +satchel, which hung low at her side, as if it wearied her to carry it. +This gave Ransom time to recognise her; he knew in Boston no such figure +as that save Miss Birdseye. Her party, her person, the exalted account +Miss Chancellor gave of her, had kept a very distinct place in his mind; +and while she stood there in dim circumspection she came back to him as +a friend of yesterday. His necessity gave a point to the reminiscences +she evoked; it took him only a moment to reflect that she would be able +to tell him where Verena Tarrant was at that particular time, and where, +if need be, her parents lived. Her eyes rested on him, and as she saw +that he was looking at her she didn't go through the ceremony (she had +broken so completely with all conventions) of removing them; he +evidently represented nothing to her but a sentient fellow-citizen in +the enjoyment of his rights, which included that of staring. Miss +Birdseye's modesty had never pretended that it was not to be publicly +challenged; there were so many bright new motives and ideas in the world +that there might even be reasons for looking at her. When Ransom +approached her and, raising his hat with a smile, said, "Shall I stop +this car for you, Miss Birdseye?" she only looked at him more vaguely, +in her complete failure to seize the idea that this might be simply +Fame. She had trudged about the streets of Boston for fifty years, and +at no period had she received that amount of attention from dark-eyed +young men. She glanced, in an unprejudiced way, at the big +parti-coloured human van which now jingled, toward them from out of the +Cambridge road. "Well, I should like to get into it, if it will take me +home," she answered. "Is this a South End car?"</p> + +<p>The vehicle had been stopped by the conductor, on his perceiving Miss +Birdseye; he evidently recognised her as a frequent passenger. He went, +however, through none of the forms of reassurance beyond remarking, "You +want to get right in here—quick," but stood with his hand raised, in a +threatening way, to the cord of his signal-bell.</p> + +<p>"You must allow me the honour of taking you home, madam; I will tell you +who I am," Basil Ransom said, in obedience to a rapid reflexion. He +helped her into the car, the conductor pressed a fraternal hand upon her +back, and in a moment the young man was seated beside her, and the +jingling had recommenced. At that hour of the day the car was almost +empty, and they had it virtually to themselves.</p> + +<p>"Well, I know you are some one; I don't think you belong round here," +Miss Birdseye declared, as they proceeded.</p> + +<p>"I was once at your house—on a very interesting occasion. Do you +remember a party you gave, a year ago last October, to which Miss +Chancellor came, and another young lady, who made a wonderful speech?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes! when Verena Tarrant moved us all so! There were a good many +there; I don't remember all."</p> + +<p>"I was one of them," Basil Ransom said; "I came with Miss Chancellor, +who is a kind of relation of mine, and you were very good to me."</p> + +<p>"What did I do?" asked Miss Birdseye candidly. Then, before he could +answer her, she recognised him. "I remember you now, and Olive bringing +you! You're a Southern gentleman—she told me about you afterwards. You +don't approve of our great struggle—you want us to be kept down." The +old lady spoke with perfect mildness, as if she had long ago done with +passion and resentment. Then she added, "Well, I presume we can't have +the sympathy of all."</p> + +<p>"Doesn't it look as if you had my sympathy, when I get into a car on +purpose to see you home—one of the principal agitators?" Ransom +inquired, laughing.</p> + +<p>"Did you get in on purpose?"</p> + +<p>"Quite on purpose. I am not so bad as Miss Chancellor thinks me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I presume you have your ideas," said Miss Birdseye. "Of course, +Southerners have peculiar views. I suppose they retain more than one +might think. I hope you won't ride too far—I know my way round Boston."</p> + +<p>"Don't object to me, or think me officious," Ransom replied. "I want to +ask you something."</p> + +<p>Miss Birdseye looked at him again. "Oh yes, I place you now; you +conversed some with Doctor Prance."</p> + +<p>"To my great edification!" Ransom exclaimed. "And I hope Doctor Prance +is well."</p> + +<p>"She looks after every one's health but her own," said Miss Birdseye, +smiling. "When I tell her that, she says she hasn't got any to look +after. She says she's the only woman in Boston that hasn't got a doctor. +She was determined she wouldn't be a patient, and it seemed as if the +only way not to be one was to be a doctor. She is trying to make me +sleep; that's her principal occupation."</p> + +<p>"Is it possible you don't sleep yet?" Ransom asked, almost tenderly.</p> + +<p>"Well, just a little. But by the time I get to sleep I have to get up. I +can't sleep when I want to live."</p> + +<p>"You ought to come down South," the young man suggested. "In that +languid air you would doze deliciously!"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't want to be languid," said Miss Birdseye. "Besides, I have +been down South, in the old times, and I can't say they let me sleep +very much; they were always round after me!"</p> + +<p>"Do you mean on account of the negroes?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I couldn't think of anything else then. I carried them the Bible."</p> + +<p>Ransom was silent a moment; then he said, in a tone which evidently was +carefully considerate, "I should like to hear all about that!"</p> + +<p>"Well, fortunately, we are not required now; we are required for +something else." And Miss Birdseye looked at him with a wandering, +tentative humour, as if he would know what she meant.</p> + +<p>"You mean for the other slaves!" he exclaimed, with a laugh. "You can +carry them all the Bibles you want."</p> + +<p>"I want to carry them the Statute-book; that must be our Bible now."</p> + +<p>Ransom found himself liking Miss Birdseye very much, and it was quite +without hypocrisy or a tinge too much of the local quality in his speech +that he said: "Wherever you go, madam, it will matter little what you +carry. You will always carry your goodness."</p> + +<p>For a minute she made no response. Then she murmured: "That's the way +Olive Chancellor told me you talked."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid she has told you little good of me."</p> + +<p>"Well, I am sure she thinks she is right."</p> + +<p>"Thinks it?" said Ransom. "Why, she knows it, with supreme certainty! By +the way, I hope she is well."</p> + +<p>Miss Birdseye stared again. "Haven't you seen her? Are you not +visiting?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, I am not visiting! I was literally passing her house when I met +you."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you live here now," said Miss Birdseye. And when he had +corrected this impression, she added, in a tone which showed with what +positive confidence he had now inspired her, "Hadn't you better drop +in?"</p> + +<p>"It would give Miss Chancellor no pleasure," Basil Ransom rejoined. "She +regards me as an enemy in the camp."</p> + +<p>"Well, she is very brave."</p> + +<p>"Precisely. And I am very timid."</p> + +<p>"Didn't you fight once?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; but it was in such a good cause!"</p> + +<p>Ransom meant this allusion to the great Secession and, by comparison, to +the attitude of the resisting male (laudable even as that might be), to +be decently jocular; but Miss Birdseye took it very seriously, and sat +there for a good while as speechless as if she meant to convey that she +had been going on too long now to be able to discuss the propriety of +the late rebellion. The young man felt that he had silenced her, and he +was very sorry; for, with all deference to the disinterested Southern +attitude toward the unprotected female, what he had got into the car +with her for was precisely to make her talk. He had wished for general, +as well as for particular, news of Verena Tarrant; it was a topic on +which he had proposed to draw Miss Birdseye out. He preferred not to +broach it himself, and he waited awhile for another opening. At last, +when he was on the point of exposing himself by a direct inquiry (he +reflected that the exposure would in any case not be long averted), she +anticipated him by saying, in a manner which showed that her thoughts +had continued in the same train, "I wonder very much that Miss Tarrant +didn't affect you that evening!"</p> + +<p>"Ah, but she did!" Ransom said, with alacrity. "I thought her very +charming!"</p> + +<p>"Didn't you think her very reasonable?"</p> + +<p>"God forbid, madam! I consider women have no business to be reasonable."</p> + +<p>His companion turned upon him, slowly and mildly, and each of her +glasses, in her aspect of reproach, had the glitter of an enormous tear. +"Do you regard us, then, simply as lovely baubles?"</p> + +<p>The effect of this question, as coming from Miss Birdseye, and referring +in some degree to her own venerable identity, was such as to move him to +irresistible laughter. But he controlled himself quickly enough to say, +with genuine expression, "I regard you as the dearest thing in life, the +only thing which makes it worth living!"</p> + +<p>"Worth living for—you! But for us?" suggested Miss Birdseye.</p> + +<p>"It's worth any woman's while to be admired as I admire you. Miss +Tarrant, of whom we were speaking, affected me, as you say, in this +way—that I think more highly still, if possible, of the sex which +produced such a delightful young lady."</p> + +<p>"Well, we think everything of her here," said Miss Birdseye. "It seems +as if it were a real gift."</p> + +<p>"Does she speak often—is there any chance of my hearing her now?"</p> + +<p>"She raises her voice a good deal in the places round—like Framingham +and Billerica. It seems as if she were gathering strength, just to break +over Boston like a wave. In fact she did break, last summer. She is a +growing power since her great success at the convention."</p> + +<p>"Ah! her success at the convention was very great?" Ransom inquired, +putting discretion into his voice.</p> + +<p>Miss Birdseye hesitated a moment, in order to measure her response by +the bounds of righteousness. "Well," she said, with the tenderness of a +long retrospect, "I have seen nothing like it since I last listened to +Eliza P. Moseley."</p> + +<p>"What a pity she isn't speaking somewhere to-night!" Ransom exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Oh, to-night she's out in Cambridge. Olive Chancellor mentioned that."</p> + +<p>"Is she making a speech there?"</p> + +<p>"No; she's visiting her home."</p> + +<p>"I thought her home was in Charles Street?"</p> + +<p>"Well, no; that's her residence—her principal one—since she became so +united to your cousin. Isn't Miss Chancellor your cousin?"</p> + +<p>"We don't insist on the relationship," said Ransom, smiling. "Are they +very much united, the two young ladies?"</p> + +<p>"You would say so if you were to see Miss Chancellor when Verena rises +to eloquence. It's as if the chords were strung across her own heart; +she seems to vibrate, to echo with every word. It's a very close and +very beautiful tie, and we think everything of it here. They will work +together for a great good!"</p> + +<p>"I hope so," Ransom remarked. "But in spite of it Miss Tarrant spends a +part of her time with her father and mother."</p> + +<p>"Yes, she seems to have something for every one. If you were to see her +at home, you would think she was all the daughter. She leads a lovely +life!" said Miss Birdseye.</p> + +<p>"See her at home? That's exactly what I want!" Ransom rejoined, feeling +that if he was to come to this he needn't have had scruples at first. "I +haven't forgotten that she invited me, when I met her."</p> + +<p>"Oh, of course she attracts many visitors," said Miss Birdseye, limiting +her encouragement to this statement.</p> + +<p>"Yes; she must be used to admirers. And where, in Cambridge, do her +family live?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's on one of those little streets that don't seem to have very +much of a name. But they do call it—they do call it——" she meditated +audibly.</p> + +<p>This process was interrupted by an abrupt allocution from the conductor. +"I guess you change here for <i>your</i> place. You want one of them blue +cars."</p> + +<p>The good lady returned to a sense of the situation, and Ransom helped +her out of the vehicle, with the aid, as before, of a certain amount of +propulsion from the conductor. Her road branched off to the right, and +she had to wait on the corner of a street, there being as yet no blue +car within hail. The corner was quiet and the day favourable to +patience—a day of relaxed rigour and intense brilliancy. It was as if +the touch of the air itself were gloved, and the street-colouring had +the richness of a superficial thaw. Ransom, of course, waited with his +philanthropic companion, though she now protested more vigorously +against the idea that a gentleman from the South should pretend to teach +an old abolitionist the mysteries of Boston. He promised to leave her +when he should have consigned her to the blue car; and meanwhile they +stood in the sun, with their backs against an apothecary's window, and +she tried again, at his suggestion, to remember the name of Doctor +Tarrant's street. "I guess if you ask for Doctor Tarrant, any one can +tell you," she said; and then suddenly the address came to her—the +residence of the mesmeric healer was in Monadnoc Place.</p> + +<p>"But you'll have to ask for that, so it comes to the same," she went on. +After this she added, with a friendliness more personal, "Ain't you +going to see your cousin too?"</p> + +<p>"Not if I can help it!"</p> + +<p>Miss Birdseye gave a little ineffectual sigh. "Well, I suppose every one +must act out their ideal. That's what Olive Chancellor does. She's a +very noble character."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, a glorious nature."</p> + +<p>"You know their opinions are just the same—hers and Verena's," Miss +Birdseye placidly continued. "So why should you make a distinction?"</p> + +<p>"My dear madam," said Ransom, "does a woman consist of nothing but her +opinions? I like Miss Tarrant's lovely face better, to begin with."</p> + +<p>"Well, she <i>is</i> pretty-looking." And Miss Birdseye gave another sigh, as +if she had had a theory submitted to her—that one about a lady's +opinions—which, with all that was unfamiliar and peculiar lying behind +it, she was really too old to look into much. It might have been the +first time she really felt her age. "There's a blue car," she said, in a +tone of mild relief.</p> + +<p>"It will be some moments before it gets here. Moreover, I don't believe +that at bottom they <i>are</i> Miss Tarrant's opinions," Ransom added.</p> + +<p>"You mustn't think she hasn't a strong hold of them," his companion +exclaimed, more briskly. "If you think she is not sincere, you are very +much mistaken. Those views are just her life."</p> + +<p>"Well, <i>she</i> may bring me round to them," said Ransom, smiling.</p> + +<p>Miss Birdseye had been watching her blue car, the advance of which was +temporarily obstructed. At this, she transferred her eyes to him, gazing +at him solemnly out of the pervasive window of her spectacles. "Well, I +shouldn't wonder if she did! Yes, that will be a good thing. I don't see +how you can help being a good deal shaken by her. She has acted on so +many."</p> + +<p>"I see: no doubt she will act on me." Then it occurred to Ransom to add: +"By the way, Miss Birdseye, perhaps you will be so kind as not to +mention this meeting of ours to my cousin, in case of your seeing her +again. I have a perfectly good conscience in not calling upon her, but I +shouldn't like her to think that I announced my slighting intention all +over the town. I don't want to offend her, and she had better not know +that I have been in Boston. If you don't tell her, no one else will."</p> + +<p>"Do you wish me to conceal——?" murmured Miss Birdseye, panting a +little.</p> + +<p>"No, I don't want you to conceal anything. I only want you to let this +incident pass—to say nothing."</p> + +<p>"Well, I never did anything of that kind."</p> + +<p>"Of what kind?" Ransom was half vexed, half touched by her inability to +enter into his point of view, and her resistance made him hold to his +idea the more. "It is very simple, what I ask of you. You are under no +obligation to tell Miss Chancellor everything that happens to you, are +you?"</p> + +<p>His request seemed still something of a shock to the poor old lady's +candour. "Well, I see her very often, and we talk a great deal. And +then—won't Verena tell her?"</p> + +<p>"I have thought of that—but I hope not."</p> + +<p>"She tells her most everything. Their union is so close."</p> + +<p>"She won't want her to be wounded," Ransom said ingeniously.</p> + +<p>"Well, you <i>are</i> considerate." And Miss Birdseye continued to gaze at +him. "It's a pity you can't sympathise."</p> + +<p>"As I tell you, perhaps Miss Tarrant will bring me round. You have +before you a possible convert," Ransom went on, without, I fear, putting +up the least little prayer to heaven that his dishonesty might be +forgiven.</p> + +<p>"I should be very happy to think that—after I have told you her address +in this secret way." A smile of infinite mildness glimmered in Miss +Birdseye's face, and she added: "Well, I guess that will be your fate. +She <i>has</i> affected so many. I would keep very quiet if I thought that. +Yes, she will bring you round."</p> + +<p>"I will let you know as soon as she does," Basil Ransom said. "Here is +your car at last."</p> + +<p>"Well, I believe in the victory of the truth. I won't say anything." And +she suffered the young man to lead her to the car, which had now stopped +at their corner.</p> + +<p>"I hope very much I shall see you again," he remarked, as they went.</p> + +<p>"Well, I am always round the streets, in Boston." And while, lifting and +pushing, he was helping again to insert her into the oblong receptacle, +she turned a little and repeated, "She <i>will</i> affect you! If that's to +be your secret, I will keep it," Ransom heard her subjoin. He raised his +hat and waved her a farewell, but she didn't see him; she was squeezing +further into the car and making the discovery that this time it was full +and there was no seat for her. Surely, however, he said to himself, +every man in the place would offer his own to such an innocent old dear.</p> + + +<p>END OF VOL. I</p> + + + + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Bostonians, Vol. I (of II), by Henry James + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BOSTONIANS, VOL. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Bostonians, Vol. I (of II) + +Author: Henry James + +Release Date: November 5, 2006 [EBook #19717] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BOSTONIANS, VOL. I (OF II) *** + + + + +Produced by R. Cedron, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + THE BOSTONIANS + + A NOVEL + + BY HENRY JAMES + + IN TWO VOLUMES + + VOL. I + + + +MACMILLAN AND CO., LIMITED +ST. MARTIN'S STREET, LONDON +1921 + +_First Published in_ 1886 + + + + +BOOK FIRST + + + + +I + + +"Olive will come down in about ten minutes; she told me to tell you +that. About ten; that is exactly like Olive. Neither five nor fifteen, +and yet not ten exactly, but either nine or eleven. She didn't tell me +to say she was glad to see you, because she doesn't know whether she is +or not, and she wouldn't for the world expose herself to telling a fib. +She is very honest, is Olive Chancellor; she is full of rectitude. +Nobody tells fibs in Boston; I don't know what to make of them all. +Well, I am very glad to see you, at any rate." + +These words were spoken with much volubility by a fair, plump, smiling +woman who entered a narrow drawing-room in which a visitor, kept waiting +for a few moments, was already absorbed in a book. The gentleman had not +even needed to sit down to become interested: apparently he had taken up +the volume from a table as soon as he came in, and, standing there, +after a single glance round the apartment, had lost himself in its +pages. He threw it down at the approach of Mrs. Luna, laughed, shook +hands with her, and said in answer to her last remark, "You imply that +you do tell fibs. Perhaps that is one." + +"Oh no; there is nothing wonderful in my being glad to see you," Mrs. +Luna rejoined, "when I tell you that I have been three long weeks in +this unprevaricating city." + +"That has an unflattering sound for me," said the young man. "I pretend +not to prevaricate." + +"Dear me, what's the good of being a Southerner?" the lady asked. "Olive +told me to tell you she hoped you will stay to dinner. And if she said +it, she does really hope it. She is willing to risk that." + +"Just as I am?" the visitor inquired, presenting himself with rather a +work-a-day aspect. + +Mrs. Luna glanced at him from head to foot, and gave a little smiling +sigh, as if he had been a long sum in addition. And, indeed, he was very +long, Basil Ransom, and he even looked a little hard and discouraging, +like a column of figures, in spite of the friendly face which he bent +upon his hostess's deputy, and which, in its thinness, had a deep dry +line, a sort of premature wrinkle, on either side of the mouth. He was +tall and lean, and dressed throughout in black; his shirt-collar was low +and wide, and the triangle of linen, a little crumpled, exhibited by the +opening of his waistcoat, was adorned by a pin containing a small red +stone. In spite of this decoration the young man looked poor--as poor as +a young man could look who had such a fine head and such magnificent +eyes. Those of Basil Ransom were dark, deep, and glowing; his head had a +character of elevation which fairly added to his stature; it was a head +to be seen above the level of a crowd, on some judicial bench or +political platform, or even on a bronze medal. His forehead was high and +broad, and his thick black hair, perfectly straight and glossy, and +without any division, rolled back from it in a leonine manner. These +things, the eyes especially, with their smouldering fire, might have +indicated that he was to be a great American statesman; or, on the other +hand, they might simply have proved that he came from Carolina or +Alabama. He came, in fact, from Mississippi, and he spoke very +perceptibly with the accent of that country. It is not in my power to +reproduce by any combination of characters this charming dialect; but +the initiated reader will have no difficulty in evoking the sound, which +is to be associated in the present instance with nothing vulgar or vain. +This lean, pale, sallow, shabby, striking young man, with his superior +head, his sedentary shoulders, his expression of bright grimness and +hard enthusiasm, his provincial, distinguished appearance, is, as a +representative of his sex, the most important personage in my narrative; +he played a very active part in the events I have undertaken in some +degree to set forth. And yet the reader who likes a complete image, who +desires to read with the senses as well as with the reason, is entreated +not to forget that he prolonged his consonants and swallowed his vowels, +that he was guilty of elisions and interpolations which were equally +unexpected, and that his discourse was pervaded by something sultry and +vast, something almost African in its rich, basking tone, something that +suggested the teeming expanse of the cotton-field. Mrs. Luna looked up +at all this, but saw only a part of it; otherwise she would not have +replied in a bantering manner, in answer to his inquiry: "Are you ever +different from this?" Mrs. Luna was familiar--intolerably familiar. + +Basil Ransom coloured a little. Then he said: "Oh yes; when I dine out I +usually carry a six-shooter and a bowie-knife." And he took up his hat +vaguely--a soft black hat with a low crown and an immense straight brim. +Mrs. Luna wanted to know what he was doing. She made him sit down; she +assured him that her sister quite expected him, would feel as sorry as +she could ever feel for anything--for she was a kind of fatalist, +anyhow--if he didn't stay to dinner. It was an immense pity--she herself +was going out; in Boston you must jump at invitations. Olive, too, was +going somewhere after dinner, but he mustn't mind that; perhaps he would +like to go with her. It wasn't a party--Olive didn't go to parties; it +was one of those weird meetings she was so fond of. + +"What kind of meetings do you refer to? You speak as if it were a +rendezvous of witches on the Brocken." + +"Well, so it is; they are all witches and wizards, mediums, and +spirit-rappers, and roaring radicals." + +Basil Ransom stared; the yellow light in his brown eyes deepened. "Do +you mean to say your sister's a roaring radical?" + +"A radical? She's a female Jacobin--she's a nihilist. Whatever is, is +wrong, and all that sort of thing. If you are going to dine with her, +you had better know it." + +"Oh, murder!" murmured the young man vaguely, sinking back in his chair +with his arms folded. He looked at Mrs. Luna with intelligent +incredulity. She was sufficiently pretty; her hair was in clusters of +curls, like bunches of grapes; her tight bodice seemed to crack with her +vivacity; and from beneath the stiff little plaits of her petticoat a +small fat foot protruded, resting upon a stilted heel. She was +attractive and impertinent, especially the latter. He seemed to think it +was a great pity, what she had told him; but he lost himself in this +consideration, or, at any rate, said nothing for some time, while his +eyes wandered over Mrs. Luna, and he probably wondered what body of +doctrine _she_ represented, little as she might partake of the nature of +her sister. Many things were strange to Basil Ransom; Boston especially +was strewn with surprises, and he was a man who liked to understand. +Mrs. Luna was drawing on her gloves; Ransom had never seen any that were +so long; they reminded him of stockings, and he wondered how she managed +without garters above the elbow. "Well, I suppose I might have known +that," he continued, at last. + +"You might have known what?" + +"Well, that Miss Chancellor would be all that you say. She was brought +up in the city of reform." + +"Oh, it isn't the city; it's just Olive Chancellor. She would reform the +solar system if she could get hold of it. She'll reform you, if you +don't look out. That's the way I found her when I returned from Europe." + +"Have you been in Europe?" Ransom asked. + +"Mercy, yes! Haven't you?" + +"No, I haven't been anywhere. Has your sister?" + +"Yes; but she stayed only an hour or two. She hates it; she would like +to abolish it. Didn't you know I had been to Europe?" Mrs. Luna went on, +in the slightly aggrieved tone of a woman who discovers the limits of +her reputation. + +Ransom reflected he might answer her that until five minutes ago he +didn't know she existed; but he remembered that this was not the way in +which a Southern gentleman spoke to ladies, and he contented himself +with saying that he must condone his Boeotian ignorance (he was fond +of an elegant phrase); that he lived in a part of the country where they +didn't think much about Europe, and that he had always supposed she was +domiciled in New York. This last remark he made at a venture, for he +had, naturally, not devoted any supposition whatever to Mrs. Luna. His +dishonesty, however, only exposed him the more. + +"If you thought I lived in New York, why in the world didn't you come +and see me?" the lady inquired. + +"Well, you see, I don't go out much, except to the courts." + +"Do you mean the law-courts? Every one has got some profession over +here! Are you very ambitious? You look as if you were." + +"Yes, very," Basil Ransom replied, with a smile, and the curious +feminine softness with which Southern gentlemen enunciate that adverb. + +Mrs. Luna explained that she had been living in Europe for several +years--ever since her husband died--but had come home a month before, +come home with her little boy, the only thing she had in the world, and +was paying a visit to her sister, who, of course, was the nearest thing +after the child. "But it isn't the same," she said. "Olive and I +disagree so much." + +"While you and your little boy don't," the young man remarked. + +"Oh no, I never differ from Newton!" And Mrs. Luna added that now she +was back she didn't know what she should do. That was the worst of +coming back; it was like being born again, at one's age--one had to +begin life afresh. One didn't even know what one had come back for. +There were people who wanted one to spend the winter in Boston; but she +couldn't stand that--she knew, at least, what she had not come back for. +Perhaps she should take a house in Washington; did he ever hear of that +little place? They had invented it while she was away. Besides, Olive +didn't want her in Boston, and didn't go through the form of saying so. +That was one comfort with Olive; she never went through any forms. + +Basil Ransom had got up just as Mrs. Luna made this last declaration; +for a young lady had glided into the room, who stopped short as it fell +upon her ears. She stood there looking, consciously and rather +seriously, at Mr. Ransom; a smile of exceeding faintness played about +her lips--it was just perceptible enough to light up the native gravity +of her face. It might have been likened to a thin ray of moonlight +resting upon the wall of a prison. + +"If that were true," she said, "I shouldn't tell you that I am very +sorry to have kept you waiting." + +Her voice was low and agreeable--a cultivated voice--and she extended a +slender white hand to her visitor, who remarked with some solemnity (he +felt a certain guilt of participation in Mrs. Luna's indiscretion) that +he was intensely happy to make her acquaintance. He observed that Miss +Chancellor's hand was at once cold and limp; she merely placed it in +his, without exerting the smallest pressure. Mrs. Luna explained to her +sister that her freedom of speech was caused by his being a +relation--though, indeed, he didn't seem to know much about them. She +didn't believe he had ever heard of her, Mrs. Luna, though he pretended, +with his Southern chivalry, that he had. She must be off to her dinner +now, she saw the carriage was there, and in her absence Olive might give +any version of her she chose. + +"I have told him you are a radical, and you may tell him, if you like, +that I am a painted Jezebel. Try to reform him; a person from +Mississippi is sure to be all wrong. I shall be back very late; we are +going to a theatre-party; that's why we dine so early. Good-bye, Mr. +Ransom," Mrs. Luna continued, gathering up the feathery white shawl +which added to the volume of her fairness. "I hope you are going to stay +a little, so that you may judge us for yourself. I should like you to +see Newton, too; he is a noble little nature, and I want some advice +about him. You only stay to-morrow? Why, what's the use of that? Well, +mind you come and see me in New York; I shall be sure to be part of the +winter there. I shall send you a card; I won't let you off. Don't come +out; my sister has the first claim. Olive, why don't you take him to +your female convention?" Mrs. Luna's familiarity extended even to her +sister; she remarked to Miss Chancellor that she looked as if she were +got up for a sea-voyage. "I am glad I haven't opinions that prevent my +dressing in the evening!" she declared from the doorway. "The amount of +thought they give to their clothing, the people who are afraid of +looking frivolous!" + + + + +II + + +Whether much or little consideration had been directed to the result, +Miss Chancellor certainly would not have incurred this reproach. She was +habited in a plain dark dress, without any ornaments, and her smooth, +colourless hair was confined as carefully as that of her sister was +encouraged to stray. She had instantly seated herself, and while Mrs. +Luna talked she kept her eyes on the ground, glancing even less toward +Basil Ransom than toward that woman of many words. The young man was +therefore free to look at her; a contemplation which showed him that she +was agitated and trying to conceal it. He wondered why she was agitated, +not foreseeing that he was destined to discover, later, that her nature +was like a skiff in a stormy sea. Even after her sister had passed out +of the room she sat there with her eyes turned away, as if there had +been a spell upon her which forbade her to raise them. Miss Olive +Chancellor, it may be confided to the reader, to whom in the course of +our history I shall be under the necessity of imparting much occult +information, was subject to fits of tragic shyness, during which she was +unable to meet even her own eyes in the mirror. One of these fits had +suddenly seized her now, without any obvious cause, though, indeed, Mrs. +Luna had made it worse by becoming instantly so personal. There was +nothing in the world so personal as Mrs. Luna; her sister could have +hated her for it if she had not forbidden herself this emotion as +directed to individuals. Basil Ransom was a young man of first-rate +intelligence, but conscious of the narrow range, as yet, of his +experience. He was on his guard against generalisations which might be +hasty; but he had arrived at two or three that were of value to a +gentleman lately admitted to the New York bar and looking out for +clients. One of them was to the effect that the simplest division it is +possible to make of the human race is into the people who take things +hard and the people who take them easy. He perceived very quickly that +Miss Chancellor belonged to the former class. This was written so +intensely in her delicate face that he felt an unformulated pity for her +before they had exchanged twenty words. He himself, by nature, took +things easy; if he had put on the screw of late, it was after reflexion, +and because circumstances pressed him close. But this pale girl, with +her light-green eyes, her pointed features and nervous manner, was +visibly morbid; it was as plain as day that she was morbid. Poor Ransom +announced this fact to himself as if he had made a great discovery; but +in reality he had never been so "Boeotian" as at that moment. It proved +nothing of any importance, with regard to Miss Chancellor, to say that +she was morbid; any sufficient account of her would lie very much to the +rear of that. Why was she morbid, and why was her morbidness typical? +Ransom might have exulted if he had gone back far enough to explain that +mystery. The women he had hitherto known had been mainly of his own soft +clime, and it was not often they exhibited the tendency he detected (and +cursorily deplored) in Mrs. Luna's sister. That was the way he liked +them--not to think too much, not to feel any responsibility for the +government of the world, such as he was sure Miss Chancellor felt. If +they would only be private and passive, and have no feeling but for +that, and leave publicity to the sex of tougher hide! Ransom was pleased +with the vision of that remedy; it must be repeated that he was very +provincial. + +These considerations were not present to him as definitely as I have +written them here; they were summed up in the vague compassion which his +cousin's figure excited in his mind, and which was yet accompanied with +a sensible reluctance to know her better, obvious as it was that with +such a face as that she must be remarkable. He was sorry for her, but he +saw in a flash that no one could help her: that was what made her +tragic. He had not, seeking his fortune, come away from the blighted +South, which weighed upon his heart, to look out for tragedies; at least +he didn't want them outside of his office in Pine Street. He broke the +silence ensuing upon Mrs. Luna's departure by one of the courteous +speeches to which blighted regions may still encourage a tendency, and +presently found himself talking comfortably enough with his hostess. +Though he had said to himself that no one could help her, the effect of +his tone was to dispel her shyness; it was her great advantage (for the +career she had proposed to herself) that in certain conditions she was +liable suddenly to become bold. She was reassured at finding that her +visitor was peculiar; the way he spoke told her that it was no wonder he +had fought on the Southern side. She had never yet encountered a +personage so exotic, and she always felt more at her ease in the +presence of anything strange. It was the usual things of life that +filled her with silent rage; which was natural enough, inasmuch as, to +her vision, almost everything that was usual was iniquitous. She had no +difficulty in asking him now whether he would not stay to dinner--she +hoped Adeline had given him her message. It had been when she was +upstairs with Adeline, as his card was brought up, a sudden and very +abnormal inspiration to offer him this (for her) really ultimate favour; +nothing could be further from her common habit than to entertain alone, +at any repast, a gentleman she had never seen. + +It was the same sort of impulse that had moved her to write to Basil +Ransom, in the spring, after hearing accidentally that he had come to +the North and intended, in New York, to practise his profession. It was +her nature to look out for duties, to appeal to her conscience for +tasks. This attentive organ, earnestly consulted, had represented to her +that he was an offshoot of the old slave-holding oligarchy which, within +her own vivid remembrance, had plunged the country into blood and tears, +and that, as associated with such abominations, he was not a worthy +object of patronage for a person whose two brothers--her only ones--had +given up life for the Northern cause. It reminded her, however, on the +other hand, that he too had been much bereaved, and, moreover, that he +had fought and offered his own life, even if it had not been taken. She +could not defend herself against a rich admiration--a kind of tenderness +of envy--of any one who had been so happy as to have that opportunity. +The most secret, the most sacred hope of her nature was that she might +some day have such a chance, that she might be a martyr and die for +something. Basil Ransom had lived, but she knew he had lived to see +bitter hours. His family was ruined; they had lost their slaves, their +property, their friends and relations, their home; had tasted of all the +cruelty of defeat. He had tried for a while to carry on the plantation +himself, but he had a millstone of debt round his neck, and he longed +for some work which would transport him to the haunts of men. The State +of Mississippi seemed to him the state of despair; so he surrendered the +remnants of his patrimony to his mother and sisters, and, at nearly +thirty years of age, alighted for the first time in New York, in the +costume of his province, with fifty dollars in his pocket and a gnawing +hunger in his heart. + +That this incident had revealed to the young man his ignorance of many +things--only, however, to make him say to himself, after the first angry +blush, that here he would enter the game and here he would win it--so +much Olive Chancellor could not know; what was sufficient for her was +that he had rallied, as the French say, had accepted the accomplished +fact, had admitted that North and South were a single, indivisible +political organism. Their cousinship--that of Chancellors and +Ransoms--was not very close; it was the kind of thing that one might +take up or leave alone, as one pleased. It was "in the female line," as +Basil Ransom had written, in answering her letter with a good deal of +form and flourish; he spoke as if they had been royal houses. Her mother +had wished to take it up; it was only the fear of seeming patronising to +people in misfortune that had prevented her from writing to Mississippi. +If it had been possible to send Mrs. Ransom money, or even clothes, she +would have liked that; but she had no means of ascertaining how such an +offering would be taken. By the time Basil came to the North--making +advances, as it were--Mrs. Chancellor had passed away; so it was for +Olive, left alone in the little house in Charles Street (Adeline being +in Europe), to decide. + +She knew what her mother would have done, and that helped her decision; +for her mother always chose the positive course. Olive had a fear of +everything, but her greatest fear was of being afraid. She wished +immensely to be generous, and how could one be generous unless one ran a +risk? She had erected it into a sort of rule of conduct that whenever +she saw a risk she was to take it; and she had frequent humiliations at +finding herself safe after all. She was perfectly safe after writing to +Basil Ransom; and, indeed, it was difficult to see what he could have +done to her except thank her (he was only exceptionally superlative) for +her letter, and assure her that he would come and see her the first time +his business (he was beginning to get a little) should take him to +Boston. He had now come, in redemption of his grateful vow, and even +this did not make Miss Chancellor feel that she had courted danger. She +saw (when once she had looked at him) that he would not put those +worldly interpretations on things which, with her, it was both an +impulse and a principle to defy. He was too simple--too +Mississippian--for that; she was almost disappointed. She certainly had +not hoped that she might have struck him as making unwomanly overtures +(Miss Chancellor hated this epithet almost as much as she hated its +opposite); but she had a presentiment that he would be too good-natured, +primitive to that degree. Of all things in the world, contention was +most sweet to her (though why it is hard to imagine, for it always cost +her tears, headaches, a day or two in bed, acute emotion), and it was +very possible Basil Ransom would not care to contend. Nothing could be +more displeasing than this indifference when people didn't agree with +you. That he should agree she did not in the least expect of him; how +could a Mississippian agree? If she had supposed he would agree, she +would not have written to him. + + + + +III + + +When he had told her that if she would take him as he was he should be +very happy to dine with her, she excused herself a moment and went to +give an order in the dining-room. The young man, left alone, looked +about the parlour--the two parlours which, in their prolonged, adjacent +narrowness, formed evidently one apartment--and wandered to the windows +at the back, where there was a view of the water; Miss Chancellor having +the good fortune to dwell on that side of Charles Street toward which, +in the rear, the afternoon sun slants redly, from an horizon indented at +empty intervals with wooden spires, the masts of lonely boats, the +chimneys of dirty "works," over a brackish expanse of anomalous +character, which is too big for a river and too small for a bay. The +view seemed to him very picturesque, though in the gathered dusk little +was left of it save a cold yellow streak in the west, a gleam of brown +water, and the reflexion of the lights that had begun to show themselves +in a row of houses, impressive to Ransom in their extreme modernness, +which overlooked the same lagoon from a long embankment on the left, +constructed of stones roughly piled. He thought this prospect, from a +city-house, almost romantic; and he turned from it back to the interior +illuminated now by a lamp which the parlour-maid had placed on a table +while he stood at the window as to something still more genial and +interesting. The artistic sense in Basil Ransom had not been highly +cultivated; neither (though he had passed his early years as the son of +a rich man) was his conception of material comfort very definite; it +consisted mainly of the vision of plenty of cigars and brandy and water +and newspapers, and a cane-bottomed arm-chair of the right inclination, +from which he could stretch his legs. Nevertheless it seemed to him he +had never seen an interior that was so much an interior as this queer +corridor-shaped drawing-room of his new-found kinswoman; he had never +felt himself in the presence of so much organised privacy or of so many +objects that spoke of habits and tastes. Most of the people he had +hitherto known had no tastes; they had a few habits, but these were not +of a sort that required much upholstery. He had not as yet been in many +houses in New York, and he had never before seen so many accessories. +The general character of the place struck him as Bostonian; this was, in +fact, very much what he had supposed Boston to be. He had always heard +Boston was a city of culture, and now there was culture in Miss +Chancellor's tables and sofas, in the books that were everywhere, on +little shelves like brackets (as if a book were a statuette), in the +photographs and watercolours that covered the walls, in the curtains +that were festooned rather stiffly in the doorways. He looked at some of +the books and saw that his cousin read German; and his impression of the +importance of this (as a symptom of superiority) was not diminished by +the fact that he himself had mastered the tongue (knowing it contained a +large literature of jurisprudence) during a long, empty, deadly summer +on the plantation. It is a curious proof of a certain crude modesty +inherent in Basil Ransom that the main effect of his observing his +cousin's German books was to give him an idea of the natural energy of +Northerners. He had noticed it often before; he had already told himself +that he must count with it. It was only after much experience he made +the discovery that few Northerners were, in their secret soul, so +energetic as he. Many other persons had made it before that. He knew +very little about Miss Chancellor; he had come to see her only because +she wrote to him; he would never have thought of looking her up, and +since then there had been no one in New York he might ask about her. +Therefore he could only guess that she was a rich young woman; such a +house, inhabited in such a way by a quiet spinster, implied a +considerable income. How much? he asked himself; five thousand, ten +thousand, fifteen thousand a year? There was richness to our panting +young man in the smallest of these figures. He was not of a mercenary +spirit, but he had an immense desire for success, and he had more than +once reflected that a moderate capital was an aid to achievement. He had +seen in his younger years one of the biggest failures that history +commemorates, an immense national _fiasco_, and it had implanted in his +mind a deep aversion to the ineffectual. It came over him, while he +waited for his hostess to reappear, that she was unmarried as well as +rich, that she was sociable (her letter answered for that) as well as +single; and he had for a moment a whimsical vision of becoming a partner +in so flourishing a firm. He ground his teeth a little as he thought of +the contrasts of the human lot; this cushioned feminine nest made him +feel unhoused and underfed. Such a mood, however, could only be +momentary, for he was conscious at bottom of a bigger stomach than all +the culture of Charles Street could fill. + +Afterwards, when his cousin had come back and they had gone down to +dinner together, where he sat facing her at a little table decorated in +the middle with flowers, a position from which he had another view, +through a window where the curtain remained undrawn by her direction +(she called his attention to this--it was for his benefit), of the +dusky, empty river, spotted with points of light--at this period, I say, +it was very easy for him to remark to himself that nothing would induce +him to make love to such a type as that. Several months later, in New +York, in conversation with Mrs. Luna, of whom he was destined to see a +good deal, he alluded by chance to this repast, to the way her sister +had placed him at table, and to the remark with which she had pointed +out the advantage of his seat. + +"That's what they call in Boston being very 'thoughtful,'" Mrs. Luna +said, "giving you the Back Bay (don't you hate the name?) to look at, +and then taking credit for it." + +This, however, was in the future; what Basil Ransom actually perceived +was that Miss Chancellor was a signal old maid. That was her quality, +her destiny; nothing could be more distinctly written. There are women +who are unmarried by accident, and others who are unmarried by option; +but Olive Chancellor was unmarried by every implication of her being. +She was a spinster as Shelley was a lyric poet, or as the month of +August is sultry. She was so essentially a celibate that Ransom found +himself thinking of her as old, though when he came to look at her (as +he said to himself) it was apparent that her years were fewer than his +own. He did not dislike her, she had been so friendly; but, little by +little, she gave him an uneasy feeling--the sense that you could never +be safe with a person who took things so hard. It came over him that it +was because she took things hard she had sought his acquaintance; it had +been because she was strenuous, not because she was genial; she had had +in her eye--and what an extraordinary eye it was!--not a pleasure, but a +duty. She would expect him to be strenuous in return; but he +couldn't--in private life, he couldn't; privacy for Basil Ransom +consisted entirely in what he called "laying off." She was not so plain +on further acquaintance as she had seemed to him at first; even the +young Mississippian had culture enough to see that she was refined. Her +white skin had a singular look of being drawn tightly across her face; +but her features, though sharp and irregular, were delicate in a fashion +that suggested good breeding. Their line was perverse, but it was not +poor. The curious tint of her eyes was a living colour; when she turned +it upon you, you thought vaguely of the glitter of green ice. She had +absolutely no figure, and presented a certain appearance of feeling +cold. With all this, there was something very modern and highly +developed in her aspect; she had the advantages as well as the drawbacks +of a nervous organisation. She smiled constantly at her guest, but from +the beginning to the end of dinner, though he made several remarks that +he thought might prove amusing, she never once laughed. Later, he saw +that she was a woman without laughter; exhilaration, if it ever visited +her, was dumb. Once only, in the course of his subsequent acquaintance +with her, did it find a voice; and then the sound remained in Ransom's +ear as one of the strangest he had heard. + +She asked him a great many questions, and made no comment on his +answers, which only served to suggest to her fresh inquiries. Her +shyness had quite left her, it did not come back; she had confidence +enough to wish him to see that she took a great interest in him. Why +should she? he wondered, He couldn't believe he was one of _her_ kind; +he was conscious of much Bohemianism--he drank beer, in New York, in +cellars, knew no ladies, and was familiar with a "variety" actress. +Certainly, as she knew him better, she would disapprove of him, though, +of course, he would never mention the actress, nor even, if necessary, +the beer. Ransom's conception of vice was purely as a series of special +cases, of explicable accidents. Not that he cared; if it were a part of +the Boston character to be inquiring, he would be to the last a +courteous Mississippian. He would tell her about Mississippi as much as +she liked; he didn't care how much he told her that the old ideas in the +South were played out. She would not understand him any the better for +that; she would not know how little his own views could be gathered from +such a limited admission. What her sister imparted to him about her +mania for "reform" had left in his mouth a kind of unpleasant +aftertaste; he felt, at any rate, that if she had the religion of +humanity--Basil Ransom had read Comte, he had read everything--she would +never understand him. He, too, had a private vision of reform, but the +first principle of it was to reform the reformers. As they drew to the +close of a meal which, in spite of all latent incompatibilities, had +gone off brilliantly, she said to him that she should have to leave him +after dinner, unless perhaps he should be inclined to accompany her. She +was going to a small gathering at the house of a friend who had asked a +few people, "interested in new ideas," to meet Mrs. Farrinder. + +"Oh, thank you," said Basil Ransom. "Is it a party? I haven't been to a +party since Mississippi seceded." + +"No; Miss Birdseye doesn't give parties. She's an ascetic." + +"Oh, well, we have had our dinner," Ransom rejoined, laughing. + +His hostess sat silent a moment, with her eyes on the ground; she looked +at such times as if she were hesitating greatly between several things +she might say, all so important that it was difficult to choose. + +"I think it might interest you," she remarked presently. "You will hear +some discussion, if you are fond of that. Perhaps you wouldn't agree," +she added, resting her strange eyes on him. + +"Perhaps I shouldn't--I don't agree with everything," he said, smiling +and stroking his leg. + +"Don't you care for human progress?" Miss Chancellor went on. + +"I don't know--I never saw any. Are you going to show me some?" + +"I can show you an earnest effort towards it. That's the most one can be +sure of. But I am not sure you are worthy." + +"Is it something very Bostonian? I should like to see that," said Basil +Ransom. + +"There are movements in other cities. Mrs. Farrinder goes everywhere; +she may speak to-night." + +"Mrs. Farrinder, the celebrated----?" + +"Yes, the celebrated; the great apostle of the emancipation of women. +She is a great friend of Miss Birdseye." + +"And who is Miss Birdseye?" + +"She is one of our celebrities. She is the woman in the world, I +suppose, who has laboured most for every wise reform. I think I ought to +tell you," Miss Chancellor went on in a moment, "she was one of the +earliest, one of the most passionate, of the old Abolitionists." + +She had thought, indeed, she ought to tell him that, and it threw her +into a little tremor of excitement to do so. Yet, if she had been afraid +he would show some irritation at this news, she was disappointed at the +geniality with which he exclaimed: + +"Why, poor old lady--she must be quite mature!" + +It was therefore with some severity that she rejoined: + +"She will never be old. She is the youngest spirit I know. But if you +are not in sympathy, perhaps you had better not come," she went on. + +"In sympathy with what, dear madam?" Basil Ransom asked, failing still, +to her perception, to catch the tone of real seriousness. "If, as you +say, there is to be a discussion, there will be different sides, and of +course one can't sympathise with both." + +"Yes, but every one will, in his way--or in her way--plead the cause of +the new truths. If you don't care for them, you won't go with us." + +"I tell you I haven't the least idea what they are! I have never yet +encountered in the world any but old truths--as old as the sun and moon. +How can I know? But _do_ take me; it's such a chance to see Boston." + +"It isn't Boston--it's humanity!" Miss Chancellor, as she made this +remark, rose from her chair, and her movement seemed to say that she +consented. But before she quitted her kinsman to get ready, she observed +to him that she was sure he knew what she meant; he was only pretending +he didn't. + +"Well, perhaps, after all, I have a general idea," he confessed; "but +don't you see how this little reunion will give me a chance to fix it?" + +She lingered an instant, with her anxious face. "Mrs. Farrinder will fix +it!" she said; and she went to prepare herself. + +It was in this poor young lady's nature to be anxious, to have scruple +within scruple and to forecast the consequences of things. She returned +in ten minutes, in her bonnet, which she had apparently assumed in +recognition of Miss Birdseye's asceticism. As she stood there drawing on +her gloves--her visitor had fortified himself against Mrs. Farrinder by +another glass of wine--she declared to him that she quite repented of +having proposed to him to go; something told her that he would be an +unfavourable element. + +"Why, is it going to be a spiritual _seance_?" Basil Ransom asked. + +"Well, I have heard at Miss Birdseye's some inspirational speaking." +Olive Chancellor was determined to look him straight in the face as she +said this; her sense of the way it might strike him operated as a +cogent, not as a deterrent, reason. + +"Why, Miss Olive, it's just got up on purpose for me!" cried the young +Mississippian, radiant, and clasping his hands. She thought him very +handsome as he said this, but reflected that unfortunately men didn't +care for the truth, especially the new kinds, in proportion as they were +good-looking. She had, however, a moral resource that she could always +fall back upon; it had already been a comfort to her, on occasions of +acute feeling, that she hated men, as a class, anyway. "And I want so +much to see an old Abolitionist; I have never laid eyes on one," Basil +Ransom added. + +"Of course you couldn't see one in the South; you were too afraid of +them to let them come there!" She was now trying to think of something +she might say that would be sufficiently disagreeable to make him cease +to insist on accompanying her; for, strange to record--if anything, in a +person of that intense sensibility, be stranger than any other--her +second thought with regard to having asked him had deepened with the +elapsing moments into an unreasoned terror of the effect of his +presence. "Perhaps Miss Birdseye won't like you," she went on, as they +waited for the carriage. + +"I don't know; I reckon she will," said Basil Ransom good-humouredly. He +evidently had no intention of giving up his opportunity. + +From the window of the dining-room, at that moment, they heard the +carriage drive up. Miss Birdseye lived at the South End; the distance +was considerable, and Miss Chancellor had ordered a hackney-coach, it +being one of the advantages of living in Charles Street that stables +were near. The logic of her conduct was none of the clearest; for if she +had been alone she would have proceeded to her destination by the aid of +the street-car; not from economy (for she had the good fortune not to be +obliged to consult it to that degree), and not from any love of +wandering about Boston at night (a kind of exposure she greatly +disliked), but by reason of a theory she devotedly nursed, a theory +which bade her put off invidious differences and mingle in the common +life. She would have gone on foot to Boylston Street, and there she +would have taken the public conveyance (in her heart she loathed it) to +the South End. Boston was full of poor girls who had to walk about at +night and to squeeze into horse-cars in which every sense was +displeased; and why should she hold herself superior to these? Olive +Chancellor regulated her conduct on lofty principles, and this is why, +having to-night the advantage of a gentleman's protection, she sent for +a carriage to obliterate that patronage. If they had gone together in +the common way she would have seemed to owe it to him that she should be +so daring, and he belonged to a sex to which she wished to be under no +obligations. Months before, when she wrote to him, it had been with the +sense, rather, of putting _him_ in debt. As they rolled toward the South +End, side by side, in a good deal of silence, bouncing and bumping over +the railway-tracks very little less, after all, than if their wheels had +been fitted to them, and looking out on either side at rows of red +houses, dusky in the lamp-light, with protuberant fronts, approached by +ladders of stone; as they proceeded, with these contemplative +undulations, Miss Chancellor said to her companion, with a concentrated +desire to defy him, as a punishment for having thrown her (she couldn't +tell why) into such a tremor: + +"Don't you believe, then, in the coming of a better day--in its being +possible to do something for the human race?" + +Poor Ransom perceived the defiance, and he felt rather bewildered; he +wondered what type, after all, he _had_ got hold of, and what game was +being played with him. Why had she made advances, if she wanted to pinch +him this way? However, he was good for any game--that one as well as +another--and he saw that he was "in" for something of which he had long +desired to have a nearer view. "Well, Miss Olive," he answered, putting +on again his big hat, which he had been holding in his lap, "what +strikes me most is that the human race has got to bear its troubles." + +"That's what men say to women, to make them patient in the position they +have made for them." + +"Oh, the position of women!" Basil Ransom exclaimed. "The position of +women is to make fools of men. I would change my position for yours any +day," he went on. "That's what I said to myself as I sat there in your +elegant home." + +He could not see, in the dimness of the carriage, that she had flushed +quickly, and he did not know that she disliked to be reminded of certain +things which, for her, were mitigations of the hard feminine lot. But +the passionate quaver with which, a moment later, she answered him +sufficiently assured him that he had touched her at a tender point. + +"Do you make it a reproach to me that I happen to have a little money? +The dearest wish of my heart is to do something with it for others--for +the miserable." + +Basil Ransom might have greeted this last declaration with the sympathy +it deserved, might have commended the noble aspirations of his +kinswoman. But what struck him, rather, was the oddity of so sudden a +sharpness of pitch in an intercourse which, an hour or two before, had +begun in perfect amity, and he burst once more into an irrepressible +laugh. This made his companion feel, with intensity, how little she was +joking. "I don't know why I should care what you think," she said. + +"Don't care--don't care. What does it matter? It is not of the slightest +importance." + +He might say that, but it was not true; she felt that there were reasons +why she should care. She had brought him into her life, and she should +have to pay for it. But she wished to know the worst at once. "Are you +against our emancipation?" she asked, turning a white face on him in the +momentary radiance of a street-lamp. + +"Do you mean your voting and preaching and all that sort of thing?" He +made this inquiry, but seeing how seriously she would take his answer, +he was almost frightened, and hung fire. "I will tell you when I have +heard Mrs. Farrinder." + +They had arrived at the address given by Miss Chancellor to the +coachman, and their vehicle stopped with a lurch. Basil Ransom got out; +he stood at the door with an extended hand, to assist the young lady. +But she seemed to hesitate; she sat there with her spectral face. "You +hate it!" she exclaimed, in a low tone. + +"Miss Birdseye will convert me," said Ransom, with intention; for he had +grown very curious, and he was afraid that now, at the last, Miss +Chancellor would prevent his entering the house. She alighted without +his help, and behind her he ascended the high steps of Miss Birdseye's +residence. He had grown very curious, and among the things he wanted to +know was why in the world this ticklish spinster had written to him. + + + + +IV + + +She had told him before they started that they should be early; she +wished to see Miss Birdseye alone, before the arrival of any one else. +This was just for the pleasure of seeing her--it was an opportunity; she +was always so taken up with others. She received Miss Chancellor in the +hall of the mansion, which had a salient front, an enormous and very +high number--756--painted in gilt on the glass light above the door, a +tin sign bearing the name of a doctress (Mary J. Prance) suspended from +one of the windows of the basement, and a peculiar look of being both +new and faded--a kind of modern fatigue--like certain articles of +commerce which are sold at a reduction as shop-worn. The hall was very +narrow; a considerable part of it was occupied by a large hat-tree, from +which several coats and shawls already depended; the rest offered space +for certain lateral demonstrations on Miss Birdseye's part. She sidled +about her visitors, and at last went round to open for them a door of +further admission, which happened to be locked inside. She was a little +old lady, with an enormous head; that was the first thing Ransom +noticed--the vast, fair, protuberant, candid, ungarnished brow, +surmounting a pair of weak, kind, tired-looking eyes, and ineffectually +balanced in the rear by a cap which had the air of falling backward, and +which Miss Birdseye suddenly felt for while she talked, with +unsuccessful irrelevant movements. She had a sad, soft, pale face, which +(and it was the effect of her whole head) looked as if it had been +soaked, blurred, and made vague by exposure to some slow dissolvent. The +long practice of philanthropy had not given accent to her features; it +had rubbed out their transitions, their meanings. The waves of sympathy, +of enthusiasm, had wrought upon them in the same way in which the waves +of time finally modify the surface of old marble busts, gradually +washing away their sharpness, their details. In her large countenance +her dim little smile scarcely showed. It was a mere sketch of a smile, a +kind of instalment, or payment on account; it seemed to say that she +would smile more if she had time, but that you could see, without this, +that she was gentle and easy to beguile. + +She always dressed in the same way: she wore a loose black jacket, with +deep pockets, which were stuffed with papers, memoranda of a voluminous +correspondence; and from beneath her jacket depended a short stuff +dress. The brevity of this simple garment was the one device by which +Miss Birdseye managed to suggest that she was a woman of business, that +she wished to be free for action. She belonged to the Short-Skirts +League, as a matter of course; for she belonged to any and every league +that had been founded for almost any purpose whatever. This did not +prevent her being a confused, entangled, inconsequent, discursive old +woman, whose charity began at home and ended nowhere, whose credulity +kept pace with it, and who knew less about her fellow-creatures, if +possible, after fifty years of humanitary zeal, than on the day she had +gone into the field to testify against the iniquity of most +arrangements. Basil Ransom knew very little about such a life as hers, +but she seemed to him a revelation of a class, and a multitude of +socialistic figures, of names and episodes that he had heard of, grouped +themselves behind her. She looked as if she had spent her life on +platforms, in audiences, in conventions, in phalansteries, in _seances_; +in her faded face there was a kind of reflexion of ugly lecture-lamps; +with its habit of an upward angle, it seemed turned toward a public +speaker, with an effort of respiration in the thick air in which social +reforms are usually discussed. She talked continually, in a voice of +which the spring seemed broken, like that of an over-worked bell-wire; +and when Miss Chancellor explained that she had brought Mr. Ransom +because he was so anxious to meet Mrs. Farrinder, she gave the young man +a delicate, dirty, democratic little hand, looking at him kindly, as she +could not help doing, but without the smallest discrimination as against +others who might not have the good fortune (which involved, possibly, an +injustice) to be present on such an interesting occasion. She struck him +as very poor, but it was only afterward that he learned she had never +had a penny in her life. No one had an idea how she lived; whenever +money was given her she gave it away to a negro or a refugee. No woman +could be less invidious, but on the whole she preferred these two +classes of the human race. Since the Civil War much of her occupation +was gone; for before that her best hours had been spent in fancying that +she was helping some Southern slave to escape. It would have been a nice +question whether, in her heart of hearts, for the sake of this +excitement, she did not sometimes wish the blacks back in bondage. She +had suffered in the same way by the relaxation of many European +despotisms, for in former years much of the romance of her life had been +in smoothing the pillow of exile for banished conspirators. Her refugees +had been very precious to her; she was always trying to raise money for +some cadaverous Pole, to obtain lessons for some shirtless Italian. +There was a legend that an Hungarian had once possessed himself of her +affections, and had disappeared after robbing her of everything she +possessed. This, however, was very apocryphal, for she had never +possessed anything, and it was open to grave doubt that she could have +entertained a sentiment so personal. She was in love, even in those +days, only with causes, and she languished only for emancipations. But +they had been the happiest days, for when causes were embodied in +foreigners (what else were the Africans?), they were certainly more +appealing. + +She had just come down to see Doctor Prance--to see whether she wouldn't +like to come up. But she wasn't in her room, and Miss Birdseye guessed +she had gone out to her supper; she got her supper at a boarding-table +about two blocks off. Miss Birdseye expressed the hope that Miss +Chancellor had had hers; she would have had plenty of time to take it, +for no one had come in yet; she didn't know what made them all so late. +Ransom perceived that the garments suspended to the hat-rack were not a +sign that Miss Birdseye's friends had assembled; if he had gone a little +further still he would have recognised the house as one of those in +which mysterious articles of clothing are always hooked to something in +the hall. Miss Birdseye's visitors, those of Doctor Prance, and of other +tenants--for Number 756 was the common residence of several persons, +among whom there prevailed much vagueness of boundary--used to leave +things to be called for; many of them went about with satchels and +reticules, for which they were always looking for places of deposit. +What completed the character of this interior was Miss Birdseye's own +apartment, into which her guests presently made their way, and where +they were joined by various other members of the good lady's circle. +Indeed, it completed Miss Birdseye herself, if anything could be said to +render that office to this essentially formless old woman, who had no +more outline than a bundle of hay. But the bareness of her long, loose, +empty parlour (it was shaped exactly like Miss Chancellor's) told that +she had never had any needs but moral needs, and that all her history +had been that of her sympathies. The place was lighted by a small hot +glare of gas, which made it look white and featureless. It struck even +Basil Ransom with its flatness, and he said to himself that his cousin +must have a very big bee in her bonnet to make her like such a house. He +did not know then, and he never knew, that she mortally disliked it, and +that in a career in which she was constantly exposing herself to offence +and laceration, her most poignant suffering came from the injury of her +taste. She had tried to kill that nerve, to persuade herself that taste +was only frivolity in the disguise of knowledge; but her susceptibility +was constantly blooming afresh and making her wonder whether an absence +of nice arrangements were a necessary part of the enthusiasm of +humanity. Miss Birdseye was always trying to obtain employment, lessons +in drawing, orders for portraits, for poor foreign artists, as to the +greatness of whose talent she pledged herself without reserve; but in +point of fact she had not the faintest sense of the scenic or plastic +side of life. + +Toward nine o'clock the light of her hissing burners smote the majestic +person of Mrs. Farrinder, who might have contributed to answer that +question of Miss Chancellor's in the negative. She was a copious, +handsome woman, in whom angularity had been corrected by the air of +success; she had a rustling dress (it was evident what _she_ thought +about taste), abundant hair of a glossy blackness, a pair of folded +arms, the expression of which seemed to say that rest, in such a career +as hers, was as sweet as it was brief, and a terrible regularity of +feature. I apply that adjective to her fine placid mask because she +seemed to face you with a question of which the answer was preordained, +to ask you how a countenance could fail to be noble of which the +measurements were so correct. You could contest neither the measurements +nor the nobleness, and had to feel that Mrs. Farrinder imposed herself. +There was a lithographic smoothness about her, and a mixture of the +American matron and the public character. There was something public in +her eye, which was large, cold, and quiet; it had acquired a sort of +exposed reticence from the habit of looking down from a lecture-desk, +over a sea of heads, while its distinguished owner was eulogised by a +leading citizen. Mrs. Farrinder, at almost any time, had the air of +being introduced by a few remarks. She talked with great slowness and +distinctness, and evidently a high sense of responsibility; she +pronounced every syllable of every word and insisted on being explicit. +If, in conversation with her, you attempted to take anything for +granted, or to jump two or three steps at a time, she paused, looking at +you with a cold patience, as if she knew that trick, and then went on at +her own measured pace. She lectured on temperance and the rights of +women; the ends she laboured for were to give the ballot to every woman +in the country and to take the flowing bowl from every man. She was held +to have a very fine manner, and to embody the domestic virtues and the +graces of the drawing-room; to be a shining proof, in short, that the +forum, for ladies, is not necessarily hostile to the fireside. She had a +husband, and his name was Amariah. + +Doctor Prance had come back from supper and made her appearance in +response to an invitation that Miss Birdseye's relaxed voice had tinkled +down to her from the hall over the banisters, with much repetition, to +secure attention. She was a plain, spare young woman, with short hair +and an eye-glass; she looked about her with a kind of near-sighted +deprecation, and seemed to hope that she should not be expected to +generalise in any way, or supposed to have come up for any purpose more +social than to see what Miss Birdseye wanted this time. By nine o'clock +twenty other persons had arrived, and had placed themselves in the +chairs that were ranged along the sides of the long, bald room, in which +they ended by producing the similitude of an enormous street-car. The +apartment contained little else but these chairs, many of which had a +borrowed aspect, an implication of bare bedrooms in the upper regions; a +table or two with a discoloured marble top, a few books, and a +collection of newspapers piled up in corners. Ransom could see for +himself that the occasion was not crudely festive; there was a want of +convivial movement, and, among most of the visitors, even of mutual +recognition. They sat there as if they were waiting for something; they +looked obliquely and silently at Mrs. Farrinder, and were plainly under +the impression that, fortunately, they were not there to amuse +themselves. The ladies, who were much the more numerous, wore their +bonnets, like Miss Chancellor; the men were in the garb of toil, many of +them in weary-looking overcoats. Two or three had retained their +overshoes, and as you approached them the odour of the india-rubber was +perceptible. It was not, however, that Miss Birdseye ever noticed +anything of that sort; she neither knew what she smelled nor tasted what +she ate. Most of her friends had an anxious, haggard look, though there +were sundry exceptions--half-a-dozen placid, florid faces. Basil Ransom +wondered who they all were; he had a general idea they were mediums, +communists, vegetarians. It was not, either, that Miss Birdseye failed +to wander about among them with repetitions of inquiry and friendly +absences of attention; she sat down near most of them in turn, saying +"Yes, yes," vaguely and kindly, to remarks they made to her, feeling for +the papers in the pockets of her loosened bodice, recovering her cap and +sacrificing her spectacles, wondering most of all what had been her idea +in convoking these people. Then she remembered that it had been +connected in some way with Mrs. Farrinder; that this eloquent woman had +promised to favour the company with a few reminiscences of her last +campaign; to sketch even, perhaps, the lines on which she intended to +operate during the coming winter. This was what Olive Chancellor had +come to hear; this would be the attraction for the dark-eyed young man +(he looked like a genius) she had brought with her. Miss Birdseye made +her way back to the great lecturess, who was bending an indulgent +attention on Miss Chancellor; the latter compressed into a small space, +to be near her, and sitting with clasped hands and a concentration of +inquiry which by contrast made Mrs. Farrinder's manner seem large and +free. In her transit, however, the hostess was checked by the arrival of +fresh pilgrims; she had no idea she had mentioned the occasion to so +many people--she only remembered, as it were, those she had +forgotten--and it was certainly a proof of the interest felt in Mrs. +Farrinder's work. The people who had just come in were Doctor and Mrs. +Tarrant and their daughter Verena; he was a mesmeric healer and she was +of old Abolitionist stock. Miss Birdseye rested her dim, dry smile upon +the daughter, who was new to her, and it floated before her that she +would probably be remarkable as a genius; her parentage was an +implication of that. There was a genius for Miss Birdseye in every bush. +Selah Tarrant had effected wonderful cures; she knew so many people--if +they would only try him. His wife was a daughter of Abraham Greenstreet; +she had kept a runaway slave in her house for thirty days. That was +years before, when this girl must have been a child; but hadn't it +thrown a kind of rainbow over her cradle, and wouldn't she naturally +have some gift? The girl was very pretty, though she had red hair. + + + + +V + + +Mrs. Farrinder, meanwhile, was not eager to address the assembly. She +confessed as much to Olive Chancellor, with a smile which asked that a +temporary lapse of promptness might not be too harshly judged. She had +addressed so many assemblies, and she wanted to hear what other people +had to say. Miss Chancellor herself had thought so much on the vital +subject; would not she make a few remarks and give them some of her +experiences? How did the ladies on Beacon Street feel about the ballot? +Perhaps she could speak for _them_ more than for some others. That was a +branch of the question on which, it might be, the leaders had not +information enough; but they wanted to take in everything, and why +shouldn't Miss Chancellor just make that field her own? Mrs. Farrinder +spoke in the tone of one who took views so wide that they might easily, +at first, before you could see how she worked round, look almost +meretricious; she was conscious of a scope that exceeded the first +flight of your imagination. She urged upon her companion the idea of +labouring in the world of fashion, appeared to attribute to her familiar +relations with that mysterious realm, and wanted to know why she +shouldn't stir up some of her friends down there on the Mill-dam? + +Olive Chancellor received this appeal with peculiar feelings. With her +immense sympathy for reform, she found herself so often wishing that +reformers were a little different. There was something grand about Mrs. +Farrinder; it lifted one up to be with her: but there was a false note +when she spoke to her young friend about the ladies in Beacon Street. +Olive hated to hear that fine avenue talked about as if it were such a +remarkable place, and to live there were a proof of worldly glory. All +sorts of inferior people lived there, and so brilliant a woman as Mrs. +Farrinder, who lived at Roxbury, ought not to mix things up. It was, of +course, very wretched to be irritated by such mistakes; but this was not +the first time Miss Chancellor had observed that the possession of +nerves was not by itself a reason for embracing the new truths. She knew +her place in the Boston hierarchy, and it was not what Mrs. Farrinder +supposed; so that there was a want of perspective in talking to her as +if she had been a representative of the aristocracy. Nothing could be +weaker, she knew very well, than (in the United States) to apply that +term too literally; nevertheless, it would represent a reality if one +were to say that, by distinction, the Chancellors belonged to the +_bourgeoisie_--the oldest and best. They might care for such a position +or not (as it happened, they were very proud of it), but there they +were, and it made Mrs. Farrinder seem provincial (there was something +provincial, after all, in the way she did her hair too) not to +understand. When Miss Birdseye spoke as if one were a "leader of +society," Olive could forgive her even that odious expression, because, +of course, one never pretended that she, poor dear, had the smallest +sense of the real. She was heroic, she was sublime, the whole moral +history of Boston was reflected in her displaced spectacles; but it was +a part of her originality, as it were, that she was deliciously +provincial. Olive Chancellor seemed to herself to have privileges enough +without being affiliated to the exclusive set and having invitations to +the smaller parties, which were the real test; it was a mercy for her +that she had not that added immorality on her conscience. The ladies +Mrs. Farrinder meant (it was to be supposed she meant some particular +ones) might speak for themselves. She wished to work in another field; +she had long been preoccupied with the romance of the people. She had an +immense desire to know intimately some _very_ poor girl. This might seem +one of the most accessible of pleasures; but, in point of fact, she had +not found it so. There were two or three pale shop-maidens whose +acquaintance she had sought; but they had seemed afraid of her, and the +attempt had come to nothing. She took them more tragically then they +took themselves; they couldn't make out what she wanted them to do, and +they always ended by being odiously mixed up with Charlie. Charlie was a +young man in a white overcoat and a paper collar; it was for him, in the +last analysis, that they cared much the most. They cared far more about +Charlie than about the ballot. Olive Chancellor wondered how Mrs. +Farrinder would treat that branch of the question. In her researches +among her young townswomen she had always found this obtrusive swain +planted in her path, and she grew at last to dislike him extremely. It +filled her with exasperation to think that he should be necessary to the +happiness of his victims (she had learned that whatever they might talk +about with her, it was of him and him only that they discoursed among +themselves), and one of the main recommendations of the evening club for +her fatigued, underpaid sisters, which it had long been her dream to +establish, was that it would in some degree undermine his +position--distinct as her prevision might be that he would be in waiting +at the door. She hardly knew what to say to Mrs. Farrinder when this +momentarily misdirected woman, still preoccupied with the Mill-dam, +returned to the charge. + +"We want labourers in that field, though I know two or three lovely +women--sweet _home-women_--moving in circles that are for the most part +closed to every new voice, who are doing their best to help on the +fight. I have several names that might surprise you, names well known on +State Street. But we can't have too many recruits, especially among +those whose refinement is generally acknowledged. If it be necessary, we +are prepared to take certain steps to conciliate the shrinking. Our +movement is for all--it appeals to the most delicate ladies. Raise the +standard among them, and bring me a thousand names. I know several that +I should like to have. I look after the details as well as the big +currents," Mrs. Farrinder added, in a tone as explanatory as could be +expected of such a woman, and with a smile of which the sweetness was +thrilling to her listener. + +"I can't talk to those people, I can't!" said Olive Chancellor, with a +face which seemed to plead for a remission of responsibility. "I want to +give myself up to others; I want to know everything that lies beneath +and out of sight, don't you know? I want to enter into the lives of +women who are lonely, who are piteous. I want to be near to them--to +help them. I want to do something--oh, I should like so to speak!" + +"We should be glad to have you make a few remarks at present," Mrs. +Farrinder declared, with a punctuality which revealed the faculty of +presiding. + +"Oh dear, no, I can't speak; I have none of that sort of talent. I have +no self-possession, no eloquence; I can't put three words together. But +I do want to contribute." + +"What _have_ you got?" Mrs. Farrinder inquired, looking at her +interlocutress, up and down, with the eye of business, in which there +was a certain chill. "Have you got money?" + +Olive was so agitated for the moment with the hope that this great woman +would approve of her on the financial side that she took no time to +reflect that some other quality might, in courtesy, have been suggested. +But she confessed to possessing a certain capital, and the tone seemed +rich and deep in which Mrs. Farrinder said to her, "Then contribute +that!" She was so good as to develop this idea, and her picture of the +part Miss Chancellor might play by making liberal donations to a fund +for the diffusion among the women of America of a more adequate +conception of their public and private rights--a fund her adviser had +herself lately inaugurated--this bold, rapid sketch had the vividness +which characterised the speaker's most successful public efforts. It +placed Olive under the spell; it made her feel almost inspired. If her +life struck others in that way--especially a woman like Mrs. Farrinder, +whose horizon was so full--then there must be something for her to do. +It was one thing to choose for herself, but now the great representative +of the enfranchisement of their sex (from every form of bondage) had +chosen for her. + +The barren, gas-lighted room grew richer and richer to her earnest eyes; +it seemed to expand, to open itself to the great life of humanity. The +serious, tired people, in their bonnets and overcoats, began to glow +like a company of heroes. Yes, she would do something, Olive Chancellor +said to herself; she would do something to brighten the darkness of that +dreadful image that was always before her, and against which it seemed +to her at times that she had been born to lead a crusade--the image of +the unhappiness of women. The unhappiness of women! The voice of their +silent suffering was always in her ears, the ocean of tears that they +had shed from the beginning of time seemed to pour through her own eyes. +Ages of oppression had rolled over them; uncounted millions had lived +only to be tortured, to be crucified. They were her sisters, they were +her own, and the day of their delivery had dawned. This was the only +sacred cause; this was the great, the just revolution. It must triumph, +it must sweep everything before it; it must exact from the other, the +brutal, blood-stained, ravening race, the last particle of expiation! It +would be the greatest change the world had seen; it would be a new era +for the human family, and the names of those who had helped to show the +way and lead the squadrons would be the brightest in the tables of fame. +They would be names of women weak, insulted, persecuted, but devoted in +every pulse of their being to the cause, and asking no better fate than +to die for it. It was not clear to this interesting girl in what manner +such a sacrifice (as this last) would be required of her, but she saw +the matter through a kind of sunrise-mist of emotion which made danger +as rosy as success. When Miss Birdseye approached, it transfigured her +familiar, her comical shape, and made the poor little humanitary hack +seem already a martyr. Olive Chancellor looked at her with love, +remembered that she had never, in her long, unrewarded, weary life, had +a thought or an impulse for herself. She had been consumed by the +passion of sympathy; it had crumpled her into as many creases as an old +glazed, distended glove. She had been laughed at, but she never knew it; +she was treated as a bore, but she never cared. She had nothing in the +world but the clothes on her back, and when she should go down into the +grave she would leave nothing behind her but her grotesque, +undistinguished, pathetic little name. And yet people said that women +were vain, that they were personal, that they were interested! While +Miss Birdseye stood there, asking Mrs. Farrinder if she wouldn't say +something, Olive Chancellor tenderly fastened a small battered brooch +which confined her collar and which had half detached itself. + + + + +VI + + +"Oh, thank you," said Miss Birdseye, "I shouldn't like to lose it; it +was given me by Mirandola!" He had been one of her refugees in the old +time, when two or three of her friends, acquainted with the limits of +his resources, wondered how he had come into possession of the trinket. +She had been diverted again, after her greeting with Doctor and Mrs. +Tarrant, by stopping to introduce the tall, dark young man whom Miss +Chancellor had brought with her to Doctor Prance. She had become +conscious of his somewhat sombre figure, uplifted against the wall, near +the door; he was leaning there in solitude, unacquainted with +opportunities which Miss Birdseye felt to be, collectively, of value, +and which were really, of course, what strangers came to Boston for. It +did not occur to her to ask herself why Miss Chancellor didn't talk to +him, since she had brought him; Miss Birdseye was incapable of a +speculation of this kind. Olive, in fact, had remained vividly conscious +of her kinsman's isolation until the moment when Mrs. Farrinder lifted +her, with a word, to a higher plane. She watched him across the room; +she saw that he might be bored. But she proposed to herself not to mind +that; she had asked him, after all, not to come. Then he was no worse +off than others; he was only waiting, like the rest; and before they +left she would introduce him to Mrs. Farrinder. She might tell that lady +who he was first; it was not every one that would care to know a person +who had borne such a part in the Southern disloyalty. It came over our +young lady that when she sought the acquaintance of her distant kinsman +she had indeed done a more complicated thing than she suspected. The +sudden uneasiness that he flung over her in the carriage had not left +her, though she felt it less now she was with others, and especially +that she was close to Mrs. Farrinder, who was such a fountain of +strength. At any rate, if he was bored, he could speak to some one; +there were excellent people near him, even if they _were_ ardent +reformers. He could speak to that pretty girl who had just come in--the +one with red hair--if he liked; Southerners were supposed to be so +chivalrous! + +Miss Birdseye reasoned much less, and did not offer to introduce him to +Verena Tarrant, who was apparently being presented by her parents to a +group of friends at the other end of the room. It came back to Miss +Birdseye, in this connexion, that, sure enough, Verena had been away for +a long time--for nearly a year; had been on a visit to friends in the +West, and would therefore naturally be a stranger to most of the Boston +circle. Doctor Prance was looking at her--at Miss Birdseye--with little, +sharp, fixed pupils; and the good lady wondered whether she were angry +at having been induced to come up. She had a general impression that +when genius was original its temper was high, and all this would be the +case with Doctor Prance. She wanted to say to her that she could go down +again if she liked; but even to Miss Birdseye's unsophisticated mind +this scarcely appeared, as regards a guest, an adequate formula of +dismissal. She tried to bring the young Southerner out; she said to him +that she presumed they would have some entertainment soon--Mrs. +Farrinder could be interesting when she tried! And then she bethought +herself to introduce him to Doctor Prance; it might serve as a reason +for having brought her up. Moreover, it would do her good to break up +her work now and then; she pursued her medical studies far into the +night, and Miss Birdseye, who was nothing of a sleeper (Mary Prance, +precisely, had wanted to treat her for it), had heard her, in the +stillness of the small hours, with her open windows (she had fresh air +on the brain), sharpening instruments (it was Miss Birdseye's mild +belief that she dissected), in a little physiological laboratory which +she had set up in her back room, the room which, if she hadn't been a +doctor, might have been her "chamber," and perhaps was, even with the +dissecting, Miss Birdseye didn't know! She explained her young friends +to each other, a trifle incoherently, perhaps, and then went to stir up +Mrs. Farrinder. + +Basil Ransom had already noticed Doctor Prance; he had not been at all +bored, and had observed every one in the room, arriving at all sorts of +ingenious inductions. The little medical lady struck him as a perfect +example of the "Yankee female"--the figure which, in the unregenerate +imagination of the children of the cotton-States, was produced by the +New England school-system, the Puritan code, the ungenial climate, the +absence of chivalry. Spare, dry, hard, without a curve, an inflexion or +a grace, she seemed to ask no odds in the battle of life and to be +prepared to give none. But Ransom could see that she was not an +enthusiast, and after his contact with his cousin's enthusiasm this was +rather a relief to him. She looked like a boy, and not even like a good +boy. It was evident that if she had been a boy, she would have "cut" +school, to try private experiments in mechanics or to make researches in +natural history. It was true that if she had been a boy she would have +borne some relation to a girl, whereas Doctor Prance appeared to bear +none whatever. Except her intelligent eye, she had no features to speak +of. Ransom asked her if she were acquainted with the lioness, and on her +staring at him, without response, explained that he meant the renowned +Mrs. Farrinder. + +"Well, I don't know as I ought to say that I'm acquainted with her; but +I've heard her on the platform. I have paid my half-dollar," the doctor +added, with a certain grimness. + +"Well, did she convince you?" Ransom inquired. + +"Convince me of what, sir?" + +"That women are so superior to men." + +"Oh, deary me!" said Doctor Prance, with a little impatient sigh; "I +guess I know more about women than she does." + +"And that isn't your opinion, I hope," said Ransom, laughing. + +"Men and women are all the same to me," Doctor Prance remarked. "I don't +see any difference. There is room for improvement in both sexes. Neither +of them is up to the standard." And on Ransom's asking her what the +standard appeared to her to be, she said, "Well, they ought to live +better; that's what they ought to do." And she went on to declare, +further, that she thought they all talked too much. This had so long +been Ransom's conviction that his heart quite warmed to Doctor Prance, +and he paid homage to her wisdom in the manner of Mississippi--with a +richness of compliment that made her turn her acute, suspicious eye upon +him. This checked him; she was capable of thinking that _he_ talked too +much--she herself having, apparently, no general conversation. It was +german to the matter, at any rate, for him to observe that he believed +they were to have a lecture from Mrs. Farrinder--he didn't know why she +didn't begin. "Yes," said Doctor Prance, rather dryly, "I suppose that's +what Miss Birdseye called me up for. She seemed to think I wouldn't want +to miss that." + +"Whereas, I infer, you could console yourself for the loss of the +oration," Ransom suggested. + +"Well, I've got some work. I don't want any one to teach me what a woman +can do!" Doctor Prance declared. "She can find out some things, if she +tries. Besides, I am familiar with Mrs. Farrinder's system; I know all +she has got to say." + +"Well, what is it, then, since she continues to remain silent?" + +"Well, what it amounts to is just that women want to have a better time. +That's what it comes to in the end. I am aware of that, without her +telling me." + +"And don't you sympathise with such an aspiration?" + +"Well, I don't know as I cultivate the sentimental side," said Doctor +Prance. "There's plenty of sympathy without mine. If they want to have a +better time, I suppose it's natural; so do men too, I suppose. But I +don't know as it appeals to me--to make sacrifices for it; it ain't such +a wonderful time--the best you _can_ have!" + +This little lady was tough and technical; she evidently didn't care for +great movements; she became more and more interesting to Basil Ransom, +who, it is to be feared, had a fund of cynicism. He asked her if she +knew his cousin, Miss Chancellor, whom he indicated, beside Mrs. +Farrinder; _she_ believed, on the contrary, in wonderful times (she +thought they were coming); she had plenty of sympathy, and he was sure +she was willing to make sacrifices. + +Doctor Prance looked at her across the room for a moment; then she said +she didn't know her, but she guessed she knew others like her--she went +to see them when they were sick. "She's having a private lecture to +herself," Ransom remarked; whereupon Doctor Prance rejoined, "Well, I +guess she'll have to pay for it!" She appeared to regret her own +half-dollar, and to be vaguely impatient of the behaviour of her sex. +Ransom became so sensible of this that he felt it was indelicate to +allude further to the cause of woman, and, for a change, endeavoured to +elicit from his companion some information about the gentlemen present. +He had given her a chance, vainly, to start some topic herself; but he +could see that she had no interests beyond the researches from which, +this evening, she had been torn, and was incapable of asking him a +personal question. She knew two or three of the gentlemen; she had seen +them before at Miss Birdseye's. Of course she knew principally ladies; +the time hadn't come when a lady-doctor was sent for by a gentleman, and +she hoped it never would, though some people seemed to think that this +was what lady-doctors were working for. She knew Mr. Pardon; that was +the young man with the "side-whiskers" and the white hair; he was a kind +of editor, and he wrote, too, "over his signature"--perhaps Basil had +read some of his works; he was under thirty, in spite of his white hair. +He was a great deal thought of in magazine circles. She believed he was +very bright--but she hadn't read anything. She didn't read much--not for +amusement; only the _Transcript_. She believed Mr. Pardon sometimes +wrote in the _Transcript_; well, she supposed he _was_ very bright. The +other that she knew--only she didn't know him (she supposed Basil would +think that queer)--was the tall, pale gentleman, with the black +moustache and the eye-glass. She knew him because she had met him in +society; but she didn't know him--well, because she didn't want to. If +he should come and speak to her--and he looked as if he were going to +work round that way--she should just say to him, "Yes, sir," or "No, +sir," very coldly. She couldn't help it if he did think her dry; if _he_ +were a little more dry, it might be better for him. What was the matter +with him? Oh, she thought she had mentioned that; he was a mesmeric +healer, he made miraculous cures. She didn't believe in his system or +disbelieve in it, one way or the other; she only knew that she had been +called to see ladies he had worked on, and she found that he had made +them lose a lot of valuable time. He talked to them--well, as if he +didn't know what he was saying. She guessed he was quite ignorant of +physiology, and she didn't think he ought to go round taking +responsibilities. She didn't want to be narrow, but she thought a person +ought to know something. She supposed Basil would think her very +uplifted; but he had put the question to her, as she might say. All she +could say was she didn't want him to be laying his hands on any of _her_ +folks; it was all done with the hands--what wasn't done with the tongue! +Basil could see that Doctor Prance was irritated; that this extreme +candour of allusion to her neighbour was probably not habitual to her, +as a member of a society in which the casual expression of strong +opinion generally produced waves of silence. But he blessed her +irritation, for him it was so illuminating; and to draw further profit +from it he asked her who the young lady was with the red hair--the +pretty one, whom he had only noticed during the last ten minutes. She +was Miss Tarrant, the daughter of the healer; hadn't she mentioned his +name? Selah Tarrant; if he wanted to send for him. Doctor Prance wasn't +acquainted with her, beyond knowing that she was the mesmerist's only +child, and having heard something about her having some gift--she +couldn't remember which it was. Oh, if she was his child, she would be +sure to have some gift--if it was only the gift of the g----well, she +didn't mean to say that; but a talent for conversation. Perhaps she +could die and come to life again; perhaps she would show them her gift, +as no one seemed inclined to do anything. Yes, she was pretty-appearing, +but there was a certain indication of anaemia, and Doctor Prance would be +surprised if she didn't eat too much candy. Basil thought she had an +engaging exterior; it was his private reflexion, coloured doubtless by +"sectional" prejudice, that she was the first pretty girl he had seen in +Boston. She was talking with some ladies at the other end of the room; +and she had a large red fan, which she kept constantly in movement. She +was not a quiet girl; she fidgeted, was restless, while she talked, and +had the air of a person who, whatever she might be doing, would wish to +be doing something else. If people watched her a good deal, she also +returned their contemplation, and her charming eyes had several times +encountered those of Basil Ransom. But they wandered mainly in the +direction of Mrs. Farrinder--they lingered upon the serene solidity of +the great oratress. It was easy to see that the girl admired this +beneficent woman, and felt it a privilege to be near her. It was +apparent, indeed, that she was excited by the company in which she found +herself; a fact to be explained by a reference to that recent period of +exile in the West, of which we have had a hint, and in consequence of +which the present occasion may have seemed to her a return to +intellectual life. Ransom secretly wished that his cousin--since fate +was to reserve for him a cousin in Boston--had been more like that. + +By this time a certain agitation was perceptible; several ladies, +impatient of vain delay, had left their places, to appeal personally to +Mrs. Farrinder, who was presently surrounded with sympathetic +remonstrants. Miss Birdseye had given her up; it had been enough for +Miss Birdseye that she should have said, when pressed (so far as her +hostess, muffled in laxity, could press) on the subject of the general +expectation, that she could only deliver her message to an audience +which she felt to be partially hostile. There was no hostility there; +they were all only too much in sympathy. "I don't require sympathy," she +said, with a tranquil smile, to Olive Chancellor; "I am only myself, I +only rise to the occasion, when I see prejudice, when I see bigotry, +when I see injustice, when I see conservatism, massed before me like an +army. Then I feel--I feel as I imagine Napoleon Bonaparte to have felt +on the eve of one of his great victories. I _must_ have unfriendly +elements--I like to win them over." + +Olive thought of Basil Ransom, and wondered whether he would do for an +unfriendly element. She mentioned him to Mrs. Farrinder, who expressed +an earnest hope that if he were opposed to the principles which were so +dear to the rest of them, he might be induced to take the floor and +testify on his own account. "I should be so happy to answer him," said +Mrs. Farrinder, with supreme softness. "I should be so glad, at any +rate, to exchange ideas with him." Olive felt a deep alarm at the idea +of a public dispute between these two vigorous people (she had a +perception that Ransom would be vigorous), not because she doubted of +the happy issue, but because she herself would be in a false position, +as having brought the offensive young man, and she had a horror of false +positions. Miss Birdseye was incapable of resentment; she had invited +forty people to hear Mrs. Farrinder speak, and now Mrs. Farrinder +wouldn't speak. But she had such a beautiful reason for it! There was +something martial and heroic in her pretext, and, besides, it was so +characteristic, so free, that Miss Birdseye was quite consoled, and +wandered away, looking at her other guests vaguely, as if she didn't +know them from each other, while she mentioned to them, at a venture, +the excuse for their disappointment, confident, evidently, that they +would agree with her it was very fine. "But we can't pretend to be on +the other side, just to start her up, can we?" she asked of Mr. Tarrant, +who sat there beside his wife with a rather conscious but by no means +complacent air of isolation from the rest of the company. + +"Well, I don't know--I guess we are all solid here," this gentleman +replied, looking round him with a slow, deliberate smile, which made his +mouth enormous, developed two wrinkles, as long as the wings of a bat, +on either side of it, and showed a set of big, even, carnivorous teeth. + +"Selah," said his wife, laying her hand on the sleeve of his waterproof, +"I wonder whether Miss Birdseye would be interested to hear Verena." + +"Well, if you mean she sings, it's a shame I haven't got a piano," Miss +Birdseye took upon herself to respond. It came back to her that the girl +had a gift. + +"She doesn't want a piano--she doesn't want anything," Selah remarked, +giving no apparent attention to his wife. It was a part of his attitude +in life never to appear to be indebted to another person for a +suggestion, never to be surprised or unprepared. + +"Well, I don't know that the interest in singing is so general," said +Miss Birdseye, quite unconscious of any slackness in preparing a +substitute for the entertainment that had failed her. + +"It isn't singing, you'll see," Mrs. Tarrant declared. + +"What is it, then?" + +Mr. Tarrant unfurled his wrinkles, showed his back teeth. "It's +inspirational." + +Miss Birdseye gave a small, vague, unsceptical laugh. "Well, if you can +guarantee that----" + +"I think it would be acceptable," said Mrs. Tarrant; and putting up a +half-gloved, familiar hand, she drew Miss Birdseye down to her, and the +pair explained in alternation what it was their child could do. + +Meanwhile, Basil Ransom confessed to Doctor Prance that he was, after +all, rather disappointed. He had expected more of a programme; he wanted +to hear some of the new truths. Mrs. Farrinder, as he said, remained +within her tent, and he had hoped not only to see these distinguished +people but also to listen to them. + +"Well, _I_ ain't disappointed," the sturdy little doctress replied. "If +any question had been opened, I suppose I should have had to stay." + +"But I presume you don't propose to retire." + +"Well, I've got to pursue my studies some time. I don't want the +gentlemen-doctors to get ahead of me." + +"Oh, no one will ever get ahead of you, I'm very sure. And there is that +pretty young lady going over to speak to Mrs. Farrinder. She's going to +beg her for a speech--Mrs. Farrinder can't resist that." + +"Well, then, I'll just trickle out before she begins. Good-night, sir," +said Doctor Prance, who by this time had begun to appear to Ransom more +susceptible of domestication, as if she had been a small +forest-creature, a catamount or a ruffled doe, that had learned to stand +still while you stroked it, or even to extend a paw. She ministered to +health, and she was healthy herself; if his cousin could have been even +of this type Basil would have felt himself more fortunate. + +"Good-night, Doctor," he replied. "You haven't told me, after all, your +opinion of the capacity of the ladies." + +"Capacity for what?" said Doctor Prance. "They've got a capacity for +making people waste time. All I know is that I don't want any one to +tell _me_ what a lady can do!" And she edged away from him softly, as if +she had been traversing a hospital-ward, and presently he saw her reach +the door, which, with the arrival of the later comers, had remained +open. She stood there an instant, turning over the whole assembly a +glance like the flash of a watchman's bull's-eye, and then quickly +passed out. Ransom could see that she was impatient of the general +question and bored with being reminded, even for the sake of her rights, +that she was a woman--a detail that she was in the habit of forgetting, +having as many rights as she had time for. It was certain that whatever +might become of the movement at large, Doctor Prance's own little +revolution was a success. + + + + +VII + + +She had no sooner left him than Olive Chancellor came towards him with +eyes that seemed to say, "I don't care whether you are here now or +not--I'm all right!" But what her lips said was much more gracious; she +asked him if she mightn't have the pleasure of introducing him to Mrs. +Farrinder. Ransom consented, with a little of his Southern flourish, and +in a moment the lady got up to receive him from the midst of the circle +that now surrounded her. It was an occasion for her to justify her +reputation of an elegant manner, and it must be impartially related that +she struck Ransom as having a dignity in conversation and a command of +the noble style which could not have been surpassed by a daughter--one +of the most accomplished, most far-descended daughters--of his own +latitude. It was as if she had known that he was not eager for the +changes she advocated, and wished to show him that, especially to a +Southerner who had bitten the dust, her sex could be magnanimous. This +knowledge of his secret heresy seemed to him to be also in the faces of +the other ladies, whose circumspect glances, however (for he had not +been introduced), treated it as a pity rather than as a shame. He was +conscious of all these middle-aged feminine eyes, conscious of curls, +rather limp, that depended from dusky bonnets, of heads poked forward, +as if with a waiting, listening, familiar habit, of no one being very +bright or gay--no one, at least, but that girl he had noticed before, +who had a brilliant head, and who now hovered on the edge of the +conclave. He met her eye again; she was watching him too. It had been in +his thought that Mrs. Farrinder, to whom his cousin might have betrayed +or misrepresented him, would perhaps defy him to combat, and he wondered +whether he could pull himself together (he was extremely embarrassed) +sufficiently to do honour to such a challenge. If she would fling down +the glove on the temperance question, it seemed to him that it would be +in him to pick it up; for the idea of a meddling legislation on this +subject filled him with rage; the taste of liquor being good to him, and +his conviction strong that civilisation itself would be in danger if it +should fall into the power of a herd of vociferating women (I am but the +reporter of his angry _formulae_) to prevent a gentleman from taking his +glass. Mrs. Farrinder proved to him that she had not the eagerness of +insecurity; she asked him if he wouldn't like to give the company some +account of the social and political condition of the South. He begged to +be excused, expressing at the same time a high sense of the honour done +him by such a request, while he smiled to himself at the idea of his +extemporising a lecture. He smiled even while he suspected the meaning +of the look Miss Chancellor gave him: "Well, you are not of much account +after all!" To talk to those people about the South--if they could have +guessed how little he cared to do it! He had a passionate tenderness for +his own country, and a sense of intimate connexion with it which would +have made it as impossible for him to take a roomful of Northern +fanatics into his confidence as to read aloud his mother's or his +mistress's letters. To be quiet about the Southern land, not to touch +her with vulgar hands, to leave her alone with her wounds and her +memories, not prating in the market-place either of her troubles or her +hopes, but waiting as a man should wait, for the slow process, the +sensible beneficence, of time--this was the desire of Ransom's heart, +and he was aware of how little it could minister to the entertainment of +Miss Birdseye's guests. + +"We know so little about the women of the South; they are very +voiceless," Mrs. Farrinder remarked. "How much can we count upon them? +in what numbers would they flock to our standard? I have been +recommended not to lecture in the Southern cities." + +"Ah, madam, that was very cruel advice--for us!" Basil Ransom exclaimed, +with gallantry. + +"_I_ had a magnificent audience last spring in St. Louis," a fresh young +voice announced, over the heads of the gathered group--a voice which, on +Basil's turning, like every one else, for an explanation, appeared to +have proceeded from the pretty girl with red hair. She had coloured a +little with the effort of making this declaration, and she stood there +smiling at her listeners. + +Mrs. Farrinder bent a benignant brow upon her, in spite of her being, +evidently, rather a surprise. "Oh, indeed; and your subject, my dear +young lady?" + +"The past history, the present condition, and the future prospects of +our sex." + +"Oh, well, St. Louis--that's scarcely the South," said one of the +ladies. + +"I'm sure the young lady would have had equal success at Charleston or +New Orleans," Basil Ransom interposed. + +"Well, I wanted to go farther," the girl continued, "but I had no +friends. I have friends in St. Louis." + +"You oughtn't to want for them anywhere," said Mrs. Farrinder, in a +manner which, by this time, had quite explained her reputation. "I am +acquainted with the loyalty of St. Louis." + +"Well, after that, you must let me introduce Miss Tarrant; she's +perfectly dying to know you, Mrs. Farrinder." These words emanated from +one of the gentlemen, the young man with white hair, who had been +mentioned to Ransom by Doctor Prance as a celebrated magazinist. He, +too, up to this moment, had hovered in the background, but he now gently +clove the assembly (several of the ladies made way for him), leading in +the daughter of the mesmerist. + +She laughed and continued to blush--her blush was the faintest pink; she +looked very young and slim and fair as Mrs. Farrinder made way for her +on the sofa which Olive Chancellor had quitted. "I _have_ wanted to know +you; I admire you so much; I hoped so you would speak to-night. It's too +lovely to see you, Mrs. Farrinder." So she expressed herself, while the +company watched the encounter with a look of refreshed inanition. "You +don't know who I am, of course; I'm just a girl who wants to thank you +for all you have done for us. For you have spoken for us girls, just as +much as--just as much as----" She hesitated now, looking about with +enthusiastic eyes at the rest of the group, and meeting once more the +gaze of Basil Ransom. + +"Just as much as for the old women," said Mrs. Farrinder genially. "You +seem very well able to speak for yourself." + +"She speaks so beautifully--if she would only make a little address," +the young man who had introduced her remarked. "It's a new style, quite +original," he added. He stood there with folded arms, looking down at +his work, the conjunction of the two ladies, with a smile; and Basil +Ransom, remembering what Miss Prance had told him, and enlightened by +his observation in New York of some of the sources from which newspapers +are fed, was immediately touched by the conviction that he perceived in +it the material of a paragraph. + +"My dear child, if you'll take the floor, I'll call the meeting to +order," said Mrs. Farrinder. + +The girl looked at her with extraordinary candour and confidence. "If I +could only hear you first--just to give me an atmosphere." + +"I've got no atmosphere; there's very little of the Indian summer about +_me_! I deal with facts--hard facts," Mrs. Farrinder replied. "Have you +ever heard me? If so, you know how crisp I am." + +"Heard you? I've lived on you! It's so much to me to see you. Ask mother +if it ain't!" She had expressed herself, from the first word she +uttered, with a promptness and assurance which gave almost the +impression of a lesson rehearsed in advance. And yet there was a strange +spontaneity in her manner, and an air of artless enthusiasm, of personal +purity. If she was theatrical, she was naturally theatrical. She looked +up at Mrs. Farrinder with all her emotion in her smiling eyes. This lady +had been the object of many ovations; it was familiar to her that the +collective heart of her sex had gone forth to her; but, visibly, she was +puzzled by this unforeseen embodiment of gratitude and fluency, and her +eyes wandered over the girl with a certain reserve, while, within the +depth of her eminently public manner, she asked herself whether Miss +Tarrant were a remarkable young woman or only a forward minx. She found +a response which committed her to neither view; she only said, "We want +the young--of course we want the young!" + +"Who is that charming creature?" Basil Ransom heard his cousin ask, in a +grave, lowered tone, of Matthias Pardon, the young man who had brought +Miss Tarrant forward. He didn't know whether Miss Chancellor knew him, +or whether her curiosity had pushed her to boldness. Ransom was near the +pair, and had the benefit of Mr. Pardon's answer. + +"The daughter of Doctor Tarrant, the mesmeric healer--Miss Verena. She's +a high-class speaker." + +"What do you mean?" Olive asked. "Does she give public addresses?" + +"Oh yes, she has had quite a career in the West. I heard her last spring +at Topeka. They call it inspirational. I don't know what it is--only +it's exquisite; so fresh and poetical. She has to have her father to +start her up. It seems to pass into her." And Mr. Pardon indulged in a +gesture intended to signify the passage. + +Olive Chancellor made no rejoinder save a low, impatient sigh; she +transferred her attention to the girl, who now held Mrs. Farrinder's +hand in both her own, and was pleading with her just to prelude a +little. "I want a starting-point--I want to know where I am," she said. +"Just two or three of your grand old thoughts." + +Basil stepped nearer to his cousin; he remarked to her that Miss Verena +was very pretty. She turned an instant, glanced at him, and then said, +"Do you think so?" An instant later she added, "How you must hate this +place!" + +"Oh, not now, we are going to have some fun," Ransom replied +good-humouredly, if a trifle coarsely; and the declaration had a point, +for Miss Birdseye at this moment reappeared, followed by the mesmeric +healer and his wife. + +"Ah, well, I see you are drawing her out," said Miss Birdseye to Mrs. +Farrinder; and at the idea that this process had been necessary Basil +Ransom broke into a smothered hilarity, a spasm which indicated that, +for him, the fun had already begun, and procured him another grave +glance from Miss Chancellor. Miss Verena seemed to him as far "out" as a +young woman could be. "Here's her father, Doctor Tarrant--he has a +wonderful gift--and her mother--she was a daughter of Abraham +Greenstreet." Miss Birdseye presented her companion; she was sure Mrs. +Farrinder would be interested; she wouldn't want to lose an opportunity, +even if for herself the conditions were not favourable. And then Miss +Birdseye addressed herself to the company more at large, widening the +circle so as to take in the most scattered guests, and evidently feeling +that after all it was a relief that one happened to have an obscurely +inspired maiden on the premises when greater celebrities had betrayed +the whimsicality of genius. It was a part of this whimsicality that Mrs. +Farrinder--the reader may find it difficult to keep pace with her +variations--appeared now to have decided to utter a few of her thoughts, +so that her hostess could elicit a general response to the remark that +it would be delightful to have both the old school and the new. + +"Well, perhaps you'll be disappointed in Verena," said Mrs. Tarrant, +with an air of dolorous resignation to any event, and seating herself, +with her gathered mantle, on the edge of a chair, as if she, at least, +were ready, whoever else might keep on talking. + +"It isn't _me_, mother," Verena rejoined, with soft gravity, rather +detached now from Mrs. Farrinder, and sitting with her eyes fixed +thoughtfully on the ground. With deference to Mrs. Tarrant, a little +more talk was necessary, for the young lady had as yet been +insufficiently explained. Miss Birdseye felt this, but she was rather +helpless about it, and delivered herself, with her universal +familiarity, which embraced every one and everything, of a wandering, +amiable tale, in which Abraham Greenstreet kept reappearing, in which +Doctor Tarrant's miraculous cures were specified, with all the facts +wanting, and in which Verena's successes in the West were related, not +with emphasis or hyperbole, in which Miss Birdseye never indulged, but +as accepted and recognised wonders, natural in an age of new +revelations. She had heard of these things in detail only ten minutes +before, from the girl's parents, but her hospitable soul had needed but +a moment to swallow and assimilate them. If her account of them was not +very lucid, it should be said in excuse for her that it was impossible +to have any idea of Verena Tarrant unless one had heard her, and +therefore still more impossible to give an idea to others. Mrs. +Farrinder was perceptibly irritated; she appeared to have made up her +mind, after her first hesitation, that the Tarrant family were +fantastical and compromising. She had bent an eye of coldness on Selah +and his wife--she might have regarded them all as a company of +mountebanks. + +"Stand up and tell us what you have to say," she remarked, with some +sternness, to Verena, who only raised her eyes to her, silently now, +with the same sweetness, and then rested them on her father. This +gentleman seemed to respond to an irresistible appeal; he looked round +at the company with all his teeth, and said that these flattering +allusions were not so embarrassing as they might otherwise be, inasmuch +as any success that he and his daughter might have had was so thoroughly +impersonal: he insisted on that word. They had just heard her say, "It +is not _me_, mother," and he and Mrs. Tarrant and the girl herself were +all equally aware it was not she. It was some power outside--it seemed +to flow through her; he couldn't pretend to say why his daughter should +be called, more than any one else. But it seemed as if she _was_ called. +When he just calmed her down by laying his hand on her a few moments, it +seemed to come. It so happened that in the West it had taken the form of +a considerable eloquence. She had certainly spoken with great facility +to cultivated and high-minded audiences. She had long followed with +sympathy the movement for the liberation of her sex from every sort of +bondage; it had been her principal interest even as a child (he might +mention that at the age of nine she had christened her favourite doll +Eliza P. Moseley, in memory of a great precursor whom they all +reverenced), and now the inspiration, if he might call it so, seemed +just to flow in that channel. The voice that spoke from her lips seemed +to want to take that form. It didn't seem as if it _could_ take any +other. She let it come out just as it would--she didn't pretend to have +any control. They could judge for themselves whether the whole thing was +not quite unique. That was why he was willing to talk about his own +child that way, before a gathering of ladies and gentlemen; it was +because they took no credit--they felt it was a power outside. If Verena +felt she was going to be stimulated that evening, he was pretty sure +they would be interested. Only he should have to request a few moments' +silence, while she listened for the voice. + +Several of the ladies declared that they should be delighted--they hoped +that Miss Tarrant was in good trim; whereupon they were corrected by +others, who reminded them that it wasn't _her_--she had nothing to do +with it--so her trim didn't matter; and a gentleman added that he +guessed there were many present who had conversed with Eliza P. Moseley. +Meanwhile Verena, more and more withdrawn into herself, but perfectly +undisturbed by the public discussion of her mystic faculty, turned yet +again, very prettily, to Mrs. Farrinder, and asked her if she wouldn't +strike out--just to give her courage. By this time Mrs. Farrinder was in +a condition of overhanging gloom; she greeted the charming suppliant +with the frown of Juno. She disapproved completely of Doctor Tarrant's +little speech, and she had less and less disposition to be associated +with a miracle-monger. Abraham Greenstreet was very well, but Abraham +Greenstreet was in his grave; and Eliza P. Moseley, after all, had been +very tepid. Basil Ransom wondered whether it were effrontery or +innocence that enabled Miss Tarrant to meet with such complacency the +aloofness of the elder lady. At this moment he heard Olive Chancellor, +at his elbow, with the tremor of excitement in her tone, suddenly +exclaim: "Please begin, please begin! A voice, a human voice, is what we +want." + +"I'll speak after you, and if you're a humbug, I'll expose you!" Mrs. +Farrinder said. She was more majestic than facetious. + +"I'm sure we are all solid, as Doctor Tarrant says. I suppose we want to +be quiet," Miss Birdseye remarked. + + + + +VIII + + +Verena Tarrant got up and went to her father in the middle of the room; +Olive Chancellor crossed and resumed her place beside Mrs. Farrinder on +the sofa the girl had quitted; and Miss Birdseye's visitors, for the +rest, settled themselves attentively in chairs or leaned against the +bare sides of the parlour. Verena took her father's hands, held them for +a moment, while she stood before him, not looking at him, with her eyes +towards the company; then, after an instant, her mother, rising, pushed +forward, with an interesting sigh, the chair on which she had been +sitting. Mrs. Tarrant was provided with another seat, and Verena, +relinquishing her father's grasp, placed herself in the chair, which +Tarrant put in position for her. She sat there with closed eyes, and her +father now rested his long, lean hands upon her head. Basil Ransom +watched these proceedings with much interest, for the girl amused and +pleased him. She had far more colour than any one there, for whatever +brightness was to be found in Miss Birdseye's rather faded and dingy +human collection had gathered itself into this attractive but ambiguous +young person. There was nothing ambiguous, by the way, about her +confederate; Ransom simply loathed him, from the moment he opened his +mouth; he was intensely familiar--that is, his type was; he was simply +the detested carpet-bagger. He was false, cunning, vulgar, ignoble; the +cheapest kind of human product. That he should be the father of a +delicate, pretty girl, who was apparently clever too, whether she had a +gift or no, this was an annoying, disconcerting fact. The white, puffy +mother, with the high forehead, in the corner there, looked more like a +lady; but if she were one, it was all the more shame to her to have +mated with such a varlet, Ransom said to himself, making use, as he did +generally, of terms of opprobrium extracted from the older English +literature. He had seen Tarrant, or his equivalent, often before; he had +"whipped" him, as he believed, controversially, again and again, at +political meetings in blighted Southern towns, during the horrible +period of reconstruction. If Mrs. Farrinder had looked at Verena Tarrant +as if she were a mountebank, there was some excuse for it, inasmuch as +the girl made much the same impression on Basil Ransom. He had never +seen such an odd mixture of elements; she had the sweetest, most +unworldly face, and yet, with it, an air of being on exhibition, of +belonging to a troupe, of living in the gaslight, which pervaded even +the details of her dress, fashioned evidently with an attempt at the +histrionic. If she had produced a pair of castanets or a tambourine, he +felt that such accessories would have been quite in keeping. + +Little Doctor Prance, with her hard good sense, had noted that she was +anaemic, and had intimated that she was a deceiver. The value of her +performance was yet to be proved, but she was certainly very pale, white +as women are who have that shade of red hair; they look as if their +blood had gone into it. There was, however, something rich in the +fairness of this young lady; she was strong and supple, there was colour +in her lips and eyes, and her tresses, gathered into a complicated coil, +seemed to glow with the brightness of her nature. She had curious, +radiant, liquid eyes (their smile was a sort of reflexion, like the +glisten of a gem), and though she was not tall, she appeared to spring +up, and carried her head as if it reached rather high. Ransom would have +thought she looked like an Oriental, if it were not that Orientals are +dark; and if she had only had a goat she would have resembled Esmeralda, +though he had but a vague recollection of who Esmeralda had been. She +wore a light-brown dress, of a shape that struck him as fantastic, a +yellow petticoat, and a large crimson sash fastened at the side; while +round her neck, and falling low upon her flat young chest, she had a +double chain of amber beads. It must be added that, in spite of her +melodramatic appearance, there was no symptom that her performance, +whatever it was, would be of a melodramatic character. She was very +quiet now, at least (she had folded her big fan), and her father +continued the mysterious process of calming her down. Ransom wondered +whether he wouldn't put her to sleep; for some minutes her eyes had +remained closed; he heard a lady near him, apparently familiar with +phenomena of this class, remark that she was going off. As yet the +exhibition was not exciting, though it was certainly pleasant to have +such a pretty girl placed there before one, like a moving statue. Doctor +Tarrant looked at no one as he stroked and soothed his daughter; his +eyes wandered round the cornice of the room, and he grinned upward, as +if at an imaginary gallery. "Quietly--quietly," he murmured from time to +time. "It will come, my good child, it will come. Just let it work--just +let it gather. The spirit, you know; you've got to let the spirit come +out when it will." He threw up his arms at moments, to rid himself of +the wings of his long waterproof, which fell forward over his hands. +Basil Ransom noticed all these things, and noticed also, opposite, the +waiting face of his cousin, fixed, from her sofa, upon the closed eyes +of the young prophetess. He grew more impatient at last, not of the +delay of the edifying voice (though some time had elapsed), but of +Tarrant's grotesque manipulations, which he resented as much as if he +himself had felt their touch, and which seemed a dishonour to the +passive maiden. They made him nervous, they made him angry, and it was +only afterwards that he asked himself wherein they concerned him, and +whether even a carpet-bagger hadn't a right to do what he pleased with +his daughter. It was a relief to him when Verena got up from her chair, +with a movement which made Tarrant drop into the background as if his +part were now over. She stood there with a quiet face, serious and +sightless; then, after a short further delay, she began to speak. + +She began incoherently, almost inaudibly, as if she were talking in a +dream. Ransom could not understand her; he thought it very queer, and +wondered what Doctor Prance would have said. "She's just arranging her +ideas, and trying to get in report; she'll come out all right." This +remark he heard dropped in a low tone by the mesmeric healer; "in +report" was apparently Tarrant's version of _en rapport_. His prophecy +was verified, and Verena did come out, after a little; she came out with +a great deal of sweetness--with a very quaint and peculiar effect. She +proceeded slowly, cautiously, as if she were listening for the prompter, +catching, one by one, certain phrases that were whispered to her a great +distance off, behind the scenes of the world. Then memory, or +inspiration, returned to her, and presently she was in possession of her +part. She played it with extraordinary simplicity and grace; at the end +of ten minutes Ransom became aware that the whole audience--Mrs. +Farrinder, Miss Chancellor, and the tough subject from Mississippi--were +under the charm. I speak of ten minutes, but to tell the truth the young +man lost all sense of time. He wondered afterwards how long she had +spoken; then he counted that her strange, sweet, crude, absurd, +enchanting improvisation must have lasted half an hour. It was not what +she said; he didn't care for that, he scarcely understood it; he could +only see that it was all about the gentleness and goodness of women, and +how, during the long ages of history, they had been trampled under the +iron heel of man. It was about their equality--perhaps even (he was not +definitely conscious) about their superiority. It was about their day +having come at last, about the universal sisterhood, about their duty to +themselves and to each other. It was about such matters as these, and +Basil Ransom was delighted to observe that such matters as these didn't +spoil it. The effect was not in what she said, though she said some such +pretty things, but in the picture and figure of the half-bedizened +damsel (playing, now again, with her red fan), the visible freshness and +purity of the little effort. When she had gained confidence she opened +her eyes, and their shining softness was half the effect of her +discourse. It was full of school-girl phrases, of patches of remembered +eloquence, of childish lapses of logic, of flights of fancy which might +indeed have had success at Topeka; but Ransom thought that if it had +been much worse it would have been quite as good, for the argument, the +doctrine, had absolutely nothing to do with it. It was simply an +intensely personal exhibition, and the person making it happened to be +fascinating. She might have offended the taste of certain people--Ransom +could imagine that there were other Boston circles in which she would be +thought pert; but for himself all he could feel was that to _his_ +starved senses she irresistibly appealed. He was the stiffest of +conservatives, and his mind was steeled against the inanities she +uttered--the rights and wrongs of women, the equality of the sexes, the +hysterics of conventions, the further stultification of the suffrage, +the prospect of conscript mothers in the national Senate. It made no +difference; she didn't mean it, she didn't know what she meant, she had +been stuffed with this trash by her father, and she was neither more nor +less willing to say it than to say anything else; for the necessity of +her nature was not to make converts to a ridiculous cause, but to emit +those charming notes of her voice, to stand in those free young +attitudes, to shake her braided locks like a naiad rising from the +waves, to please every one who came near her, and to be happy that she +pleased. I know not whether Ransom was aware of the bearings of this +interpretation, which attributed to Miss Tarrant a singular hollowness +of character; he contented himself with believing that she was as +innocent as she was lovely, and with regarding her as a vocalist of +exquisite faculty, condemned to sing bad music. How prettily, indeed, +she made some of it sound! + +"Of course I only speak to women--to my own dear sisters; I don't speak +to men, for I don't expect them to like what I say. They pretend to +admire us very much, but I should like them to admire us a little less +and to trust us a little more. I don't know what we have ever done to +them that they should keep us out of everything. We have trusted _them_ +too much, and I think the time has come now for us to judge them, and +say that by keeping us out we don't think they have done so well. When I +look around me at the world, and at the state that men have brought it +to, I confess I say to myself, "Well, if women had fixed it this way I +should like to know what they would think of it!" When I see the +dreadful misery of mankind and think of the suffering of which at any +hour, at any moment, the world is full, I say that if this is the best +they can do by themselves, they had better let us come in a little and +see what _we_ can do. We couldn't possibly make it worse, could we? If +we had done only this, we shouldn't boast of it. Poverty, and ignorance, +and crime; disease, and wickedness, and wars! Wars, always more wars, +and always more and more. Blood, blood--the world is drenched with +blood! To kill each other, with all sorts of expensive and perfected +instruments, that is the most brilliant thing they have been able to +invent. It seems to me that we might stop it, we might invent something +better. The cruelty--the cruelty; there is so much, so much! Why +shouldn't tenderness come in? Why should our woman's hearts be so full +of it, and all so wasted and withered, while armies and prisons and +helpless miseries grow greater all the while? I am only a girl, a simple +American girl, and of course I haven't seen much, and there is a great +deal of life that I don't know anything about. But there are some things +I feel--it seems to me as if I had been born to feel them; they are in +my ears in the stillness of the night and before my face in the visions +of the darkness. It is what the great sisterhood of women might do if +they should all join hands, and lift up their voices above the brutal +uproar of the world, in which it is so hard for the plea of mercy or of +justice, the moan of weakness and suffering, to be heard. We should +quench it, we should make it still, and the sound of our lips would +become the voice of universal peace! For this we must trust one another, +we must be true and gentle and kind. We must remember that the world is +ours too, ours--little as we have ever had to say about anything!--and +that the question is _not_ yet definitely settled whether it shall be a +place of injustice or a place of love!" + +It was with this that the young lady finished her harangue, which was +not followed by her sinking exhausted into her chair or by any of the +traces of a laboured climax. She only turned away slowly towards her +mother, smiling over her shoulder at the whole room, as if it had been a +single person, without a flush in her whiteness, or the need of drawing +a longer breath. The performance had evidently been very easy to her, +and there might have been a kind of impertinence in her air of not +having suffered from an exertion which had wrought so powerfully on +every one else. Ransom broke into a genial laugh, which he instantly +swallowed again, at the sweet grotesqueness of this virginal creature's +standing up before a company of middle-aged people to talk to them about +"love," the note on which she had closed her harangue. It was the most +charming touch in the whole thing, and the most vivid proof of her +innocence. She had had immense success, and Mrs. Tarrant, as she took +her into her arms and kissed her, was certainly able to feel that the +audience was not disappointed. They were exceedingly affected; they +broke into exclamations and murmurs. Selah Tarrant went on conversing +ostentatiously with his neighbours, slowly twirling his long thumbs and +looking up at the cornice again, as if there could be nothing in the +brilliant manner in which his daughter had acquitted herself to surprise +_him_, who had heard her when she was still more remarkable, and who, +moreover, remembered that the affair was so impersonal. Miss Birdseye +looked round at the company with dim exultation; her large mild cheeks +were shining with unwiped tears. Young Mr. Pardon remarked, in Ransom's +hearing, that he knew parties who, if they had been present, would want +to engage Miss Verena at a high figure for the winter campaign. And +Ransom heard him add in a lower tone: "There's money for some one in +that girl; you see if she don't have quite a run!" As for our +Mississippian he kept his agreeable sensation for himself, only +wondering whether he might not ask Miss Birdseye to present him to the +heroine of the evening. Not immediately, of course, for the young man +mingled with his Southern pride a shyness which often served all the +purpose of humility. He was aware how much he was an outsider in such a +house as that, and he was ready to wait for his coveted satisfaction +till the others, who all hung together, should have given her the +assurance of an approval which she would value, naturally, more than +anything he could say to her. This episode had imparted animation to the +assembly; a certain gaiety, even, expressed in a higher pitch of +conversation, seemed to float in the heated air. People circulated more +freely, and Verena Tarrant was presently hidden from Ransom's sight by +the close-pressed ranks of the new friends she had made. "Well, I never +heard it put _that_ way!" Ransom heard one of the ladies exclaim; to +which another replied that she wondered one of their bright women hadn't +thought of it before. "Well, it _is_ a gift, and no mistake," and "Well, +they may call it what they please, it's a pleasure to listen to +it"--these genial tributes fell from the lips of a pair of ruminating +gentlemen. It was affirmed within Ransom's hearing that if they had a +few more like that the matter would soon be fixed; and it was rejoined +that they couldn't expect to have a great many--the style was so +peculiar. It was generally admitted that the style was peculiar, but +Miss Tarrant's peculiarity was the explanation of her success. + + + + +IX + + +Ransom approached Mrs. Farrinder again, who had remained on her sofa +with Olive Chancellor; and as she turned her face to him he saw that she +had felt the universal contagion. Her keen eye sparkled, there was a +flush on her matronly cheek, and she had evidently made up her mind what +line to take. Olive Chancellor sat motionless; her eyes were fixed on +the floor with the rigid, alarmed expression of her moments of nervous +diffidence; she gave no sign of observing her kinsman's approach. He +said something to Mrs. Farrinder, something that imperfectly represented +his admiration of Verena; and this lady replied with dignity that it was +no wonder the girl spoke so well--she spoke in such a good cause. "She +is very graceful, has a fine command of language; her father says it's a +natural gift." Ransom saw that he should not in the least discover Mrs. +Farrinder's real opinion, and her dissimulation added to his impression +that she was a woman with a policy. It was none of his business whether +in her heart she thought Verena a parrot or a genius; it was perceptible +to him that she saw she would be effective, would help the cause. He +stood almost appalled for a moment, as he said to himself that she would +take her up and the girl would be ruined, would force her note and +become a screamer. But he quickly dodged this vision, taking refuge in a +mechanical appeal to his cousin, of whom he inquired how she liked Miss +Verena. Olive made no answer; her head remained averted, she bored the +carpet with her conscious eyes. Mrs. Farrinder glanced at her askance, +and then said to Ransom serenely: + +"You praise the grace of your Southern ladies, but you have had to come +North to see a human gazelle. Miss Tarrant is of the best New England +stock--what _I_ call the best!" + +"I'm sure from what I have seen of the Boston ladies, no manifestation +of grace can excite my surprise," Ransom rejoined, looking, with his +smile, at his cousin. + +"She has been powerfully affected," Mrs. Farrinder explained, very +slightly dropping her voice, as Olive, apparently, still remained deaf. + +Miss Birdseye drew near at this moment; she wanted to know if Mrs. +Farrinder didn't want to express some acknowledgment, on the part of the +company at large, for the real stimulus Miss Tarrant had given them. +Mrs. Farrinder said: Oh yes, she would speak now with pleasure; only she +must have a glass of water first. Miss Birdseye replied that there was +some coming in a moment; one of the ladies had asked for it, and Mr. +Pardon had just stepped down to draw some. Basil took advantage of this +intermission to ask Miss Birdseye if she would give him the great +privilege of an introduction to Miss Verena. "Mrs. Farrinder will thank +her for the company," he said, laughing, "but she won't thank her for +me." + +Miss Birdseye manifested the greatest disposition to oblige him; she was +so glad he had been impressed. She was proceeding to lead him toward +Miss Tarrant when Olive Chancellor rose abruptly from her chair and laid +her hand, with an arresting movement, on the arm of her hostess. She +explained to her that she must go, that she was not very well, that her +carriage was there; also that she hoped Miss Birdseye, if it was not +asking too much, would accompany her to the door. + +"Well, you are impressed too," said Miss Birdseye, looking at her +philosophically. "It seems as if no one had escaped." + +Ransom was disappointed; he saw he was going to be taken away, and, +before he could suppress it, an exclamation burst from his lips--the +first exclamation he could think of that would perhaps check his +cousin's retreat: "Ah, Miss Olive, are you going to give up Mrs. +Farrinder?" + +At this Miss Olive looked at him, showed him an extraordinary face, a +face he scarcely understood or even recognised. It was portentously +grave, the eyes were enlarged, there was a red spot in each of the +cheeks, and as directed to him, a quick, piercing question, a kind of +leaping challenge, in the whole expression. He could only answer this +sudden gleam with a stare, and wonder afresh what trick his Northern +kinswoman was destined to play him. Impressed too? He should think he +had been! Mrs. Farrinder, who was decidedly a woman of the world, came +to his assistance, or to Miss Chancellor's, and said she hoped very much +Olive wouldn't stay--she felt these things too much. "If you stay, I +won't speak," she added; "I should upset you altogether." And then she +continued, tenderly, for so preponderantly intellectual a nature: "When +women feel as you do, how can I doubt that we shall come out all right?" + +"Oh, we shall come out all right, I guess," murmured Miss Birdseye. + +"But you must remember Beacon Street," Mrs. Farrinder subjoined. "You +must take advantage of your position--you must wake up the Back Bay!" + +"I'm sick of the Back Bay!" said Olive fiercely; and she passed to the +door with Miss Birdseye, bidding good-bye to no one. She was so agitated +that, evidently, she could not trust herself, and there was nothing for +Ransom but to follow. At the door of the room, however, he was checked +by a sudden pause on the part of the two ladies: Olive stopped and stood +there hesitating. She looked round the room and spied out Verena, where +she sat with her mother, the centre of a gratified group; then, throwing +back her head with an air of decision, she crossed over to her. Ransom +said to himself that now, perhaps, was his chance, and he quickly +accompanied Miss Chancellor. The little knot of reformers watched her as +she arrived; their faces expressed a suspicion of her social importance, +mingled with conscientious scruples as to whether it were right to +recognise it. Verena Tarrant saw that she was the object of this +manifestation, and she got up to meet the lady whose approach was so +full of point. Ransom perceived, however, or thought he perceived, that +she recognised nothing; she had no suspicions of social importance. Yet +she smiled with all her radiance, as she looked from Miss Chancellor to +him; smiled because she liked to smile, to please, to feel her +success--or was it because she was a perfect little actress, and this +was part of her training? She took the hand that Olive put out to her; +the others, rather solemnly, sat looking up from their chairs. + +"You don't know me, but I want to know you," Olive said. "I can thank +you now. Will you come and see me?" + +"Oh yes; where do you live?" Verena answered, in the tone of a girl for +whom an invitation (she hadn't so many) was always an invitation. + +Miss Chancellor syllabled her address, and Mrs. Tarrant came forward, +smiling. "I know about you, Miss Chancellor. I guess your father knew my +father--Mr. Greenstreet. Verena will be very glad to visit you. We shall +be very happy to see you in _our_ home." + +Basil Ransom, while the mother spoke, wanted to say something to the +daughter, who stood there so near him, but he could think of nothing +that would do; certain words that came to him, his Mississippi phrases, +seemed patronising and ponderous. Besides, he didn't wish to assent to +what she had said; he wished simply to tell her she was delightful, and +it was difficult to mark that difference. So he only smiled at her in +silence, and she smiled back at him--a smile that seemed to him quite +for himself. + +"Where do you live?" Olive asked; and Mrs. Tarrant replied that they +lived at Cambridge, and that the horse-cars passed just near their door. +Whereupon Olive insisted "Will you come very soon?" and Verena said, Oh +yes, she would come very soon, and repeated the number in Charles +Street, to show that she had taken heed of it. This was done with +childlike good faith. Ransom saw that she would come and see any one who +would ask her like that, and he regretted for a minute that he was not a +Boston lady, so that he might extend to her such an invitation. Olive +Chancellor held her hand a moment longer, looked at her in farewell, and +then, saying, "Come, Mr. Ransom," drew him out of the room. In the hall +they met Mr. Pardon, coming up from the lower regions with a jug of +water and a tumbler. Miss Chancellor's hackney-coach was there, and when +Basil had put her into it she said to him that she wouldn't trouble him +to drive with her--his hotel was not near Charles Street. He had so +little desire to sit by her side--he wanted to smoke--that it was only +after the vehicle had rolled off that he reflected upon her coolness, +and asked himself why the deuce she had brought him away. She _was_ a +very odd cousin, was this Boston cousin of his. He stood there a moment, +looking at the light in Miss Birdseye's windows and greatly minded to +re-enter the house, now he might speak to the girl. But he contented +himself with the memory of her smile, and turned away with a sense of +relief, after all, at having got out of such wild company, as well as +with (in a different order) a vulgar consciousness of being very +thirsty. + + + + +X + + +Verena Tarrant came in the very next day from Cambridge to Charles +Street; that quarter of Boston is in direct communication with the +academic suburb. It hardly seemed direct to poor Verena, perhaps, who, +in the crowded street-car which deposited her finally at Miss +Chancellor's door, had to stand up all the way, half suspended by a +leathern strap from the glazed roof of the stifling vehicle, like some +blooming cluster dangling in a hothouse. She was used, however, to these +perpendicular journeys, and though, as we have seen, she was not +inclined to accept without question the social arrangements of her time, +it never would have occurred to her to criticise the railways of her +native land. The promptness of her visit to Olive Chancellor had been an +idea of her mother's, and Verena listened open-eyed while this lady, in +the seclusion of the little house in Cambridge, while Selah Tarrant was +"off," as they said, with his patients, sketched out a line of conduct +for her. The girl was both submissive and unworldly, and she listened to +her mother's enumeration of the possible advantages of an intimacy with +Miss Chancellor as she would have listened to any other fairy-tale. It +was still a part of the fairy-tale when this zealous parent put on with +her own hands Verena's smart hat and feather, buttoned her little jacket +(the buttons were immense and gilt), and presented her with twenty cents +to pay her car-fare. + +There was never any knowing in advance how Mrs. Tarrant would take a +thing, and even Verena, who, filially, was much less argumentative than +in her civic and, as it were, public capacity, had a perception that her +mother was queer. She was queer, indeed--a flaccid, relaxed, unhealthy, +whimsical woman, who still had a capacity to cling. What she clung to +was "society," and a position in the world which a secret whisper told +her she had never had and a voice more audible reminded her she was in +danger of losing. To keep it, to recover it, to reconsecrate it, was the +ambition of her heart; this was one of the many reasons why Providence +had judged her worthy of having so wonderful a child. Verena was born +not only to lead their common sex out of bondage, but to remodel a +visiting-list which bulged and contracted in the wrong places, like a +country-made garment. As the daughter of Abraham Greenstreet, Mrs. +Tarrant had passed her youth in the first Abolitionist circles, and she +was aware how much such a prospect was clouded by her union with a young +man who had begun life as an itinerant vendor of lead-pencils (he had +called at Mr. Greenstreet's door in the exercise of this function), had +afterwards been for a while a member of the celebrated Cayuga community, +where there were no wives, or no husbands, or something of that sort +(Mrs. Tarrant could never remember), and had still later (though before +the development of the healing faculty) achieved distinction in the +spiritualistic world. (He was an extraordinarily favoured medium, only +he had had to stop for reasons of which Mrs. Tarrant possessed her +version.) Even in a society much occupied with the effacement of +prejudice there had been certain dim presumptions against this versatile +being, who naturally had not wanted arts to ingratiate himself with Miss +Greenstreet, her eyes, like his own, being fixed exclusively on the +future. The young couple (he was considerably her elder) had gazed on +the future together until they found that the past had completely +forsaken them and that the present offered but a slender foothold. Mrs. +Tarrant, in other words, incurred the displeasure of her family, who +gave her husband to understand that, much as they desired to remove the +shackles from the slave, there were kinds of behaviour which struck them +as too unfettered. These had prevailed, to their thinking, at Cayuga, +and they naturally felt it was no use for him to say that his residence +there had been (for him--the community still existed) but a momentary +episode, inasmuch as there was little more to be urged for the spiritual +picnics and vegetarian camp-meetings in which the discountenanced pair +now sought consolation. + +Such were the narrow views of people hitherto supposed capable of +opening their hearts to all salutary novelties, but now put to a genuine +test, as Mrs. Tarrant felt. Her husband's tastes rubbed off on her soft, +moist moral surface, and the couple lived in an atmosphere of novelty, +in which, occasionally, the accommodating wife encountered the fresh +sensation of being in want of her dinner. Her father died, leaving, +after all, very little money; he had spent his modest fortune upon the +blacks. Selah Tarrant and his companion had strange adventures; she +found herself completely enrolled in the great irregular army of +nostrum-mongers, domiciled in humanitary Bohemia. It absorbed her like a +social swamp; she sank into it a little more every day, without +measuring the inches of her descent. Now she stood there up to her chin; +it may probably be said of her that she had touched bottom. When she +went to Miss Birdseye's it seemed to her that she re-entered society. +The door that admitted her was not the door that admitted some of the +others (she should never forget the tipped-up nose of Mrs. Farrinder), +and the superior portal remained ajar, disclosing possible vistas. She +had lived with long-haired men and short-haired women, she had +contributed a flexible faith and an irremediable want of funds to a +dozen social experiments, she had partaken of the comfort of a hundred +religions, had followed innumerable dietary reforms, chiefly of the +negative order, and had gone of an evening to a _seance_ or a lecture as +regularly as she had eaten her supper. Her husband always had tickets +for lectures; in moments of irritation at the want of a certain sequence +in their career, she had remarked to him that it was the only thing he +did have. The memory of all the winter nights they had tramped through +the slush (the tickets, alas! were not car-tickets) to hear Mrs. Ada T. +P. Foat discourse on the "Summer-land," came back to her with +bitterness. Selah was quite enthusiastic at one time about Mrs. Foat, +and it was his wife's belief that he had been "associated" with her +(that was Selah's expression in referring to such episodes) at Cayuga. +The poor woman, matrimonially, had a great deal to put up with; it took, +at moments, all her belief in his genius to sustain her. She knew that +he was very magnetic (that, in fact, was his genius), and she felt that +it was his magnetism that held her to him. He had carried her through +things where she really didn't know what to think; there were moments +when she suspected that she had lost the strong moral sense for which +the Greenstreets were always so celebrated. + +Of course a woman who had had the bad taste to marry Selah Tarrant would +not have been likely under any circumstances to possess a very straight +judgement; but there is no doubt that this poor lady had grown +dreadfully limp. She had blinked and compromised and shuffled; she asked +herself whether, after all, it was any more than natural that she should +have wanted to help her husband, in those exciting days of his +mediumship, when the table, sometimes, wouldn't rise from the ground, +the sofa wouldn't float through the air, and the soft hand of a lost +loved one was not so alert as it might have been to visit the circle. +Mrs. Tarrant's hand was soft enough for the most supernatural effect, +and she consoled her conscience on such occasions by reflecting +that she ministered to a belief in immortality. She was glad, +somehow, for Verena's sake, that they had emerged from the phase of +spirit-intercourse; her ambition for her daughter took another form than +desiring that she, too, should minister to a belief in immortality. Yet +among Mrs. Tarrant's multifarious memories these reminiscences of the +darkened room, the waiting circle, the little taps on table and wall, +the little touches on cheek and foot, the music in the air, the rain of +flowers, the sense of something mysteriously flitting, were most +tenderly cherished. She hated her husband for having magnetised her so +that she consented to certain things, and even did them, the thought of +which to-day would suddenly make her face burn; hated him for the manner +in which, somehow, as she felt, he had lowered her social tone; yet at +the same time she admired him for an impudence so consummate that it had +ended (in the face of mortifications, exposures, failures, all the +misery of a hand-to-mouth existence) by imposing itself on her as a kind +of infallibility. She knew he was an awful humbug, and yet her knowledge +had this imperfection, that he had never confessed it--a fact that was +really grand when one thought of his opportunities for doing so. He had +never allowed that he wasn't straight; the pair had so often been in the +position of the two augurs behind the altar, and yet he had never given +her a glance that the whole circle mightn't have observed. Even in the +privacy of domestic intercourse he had phrases, excuses, explanations, +ways of putting things, which, as she felt, were too sublime for just +herself; they were pitched, as Selah's nature was pitched, altogether in +the key of public life. + +So it had come to pass, in her distended and demoralised conscience, +that with all the things she despised in her life and all the things she +rather liked, between being worn out with her husband's inability to +earn a living and a kind of terror of his consistency (he had a theory +that they lived delightfully), it happened, I say, that the only very +definite criticism she made of him to-day was that he didn't know how to +speak. That was where the shoe pinched--that was where Selah was slim. +He couldn't hold the attention of an audience, he was not acceptable as +a lecturer. He had plenty of thoughts, but it seemed as if he couldn't +fit them into each other. Public speaking had been a Greenstreet +tradition, and if Mrs. Tarrant had been asked whether in her younger +years she had ever supposed she should marry a mesmeric healer, she +would have replied: "Well, I never thought I should marry a gentleman +who would be silent on the platform!" This was her most general +humiliation; it included and exceeded every other, and it was a poor +consolation that Selah possessed as a substitute--his career as a +healer, to speak of none other, was there to prove it--the eloquence of +the hand. The Greenstreets had never set much store on manual activity; +they believed in the influence of the lips. It may be imagined, +therefore, with what exultation, as time went on, Mrs. Tarrant found +herself the mother of an inspired maiden, a young lady from whose lips +eloquence flowed in streams. The Greenstreet tradition would not perish, +and the dry places of her life would, perhaps, be plentifully watered. +It must be added that, of late, this sandy surface had been irrigated, +in moderation, from another source. Since Selah had addicted himself to +the mesmeric mystery, their home had been a little more what the home of +a Greenstreet should be. He had "considerable many" patients, he got +about two dollars a sitting, and he had effected some most gratifying +cures. A lady in Cambridge had been so much indebted to him that she had +recently persuaded them to take a house near her, in order that Doctor +Tarrant might drop in at any time. He availed himself of this +convenience--they had taken so many houses that another, more or less, +didn't matter--and Mrs. Tarrant began to feel as if they really had +"struck" something. + +Even to Verena, as we know, she was confused and confusing; the girl had +not yet had an opportunity to ascertain the principles on which her +mother's limpness was liable suddenly to become rigid. This phenomenon +occurred when the vapours of social ambition mounted to her brain, when +she extended an arm from which a crumpled dressing-gown fluttered back +to seize the passing occasion. Then she surprised her daughter by a +volubility of exhortation as to the duty of making acquaintances, and by +the apparent wealth of her knowledge of the mysteries of good society. +She had, in particular, a way of explaining confidentially--and in her +desire to be graphic she often made up the oddest faces--the +interpretation that you must sometimes give to the manners of the best +people, and the delicate dignity with which you should meet them, which +made Verena wonder what secret sources of information she possessed. +Verena took life, as yet, very simply; she was not conscious of so many +differences of social complexion. She knew that some people were rich +and others poor, and that her father's house had never been visited by +such abundance as might make one ask one's self whether it were right, +in a world so full of the disinherited, to roll in luxury. But except +when her mother made her slightly dizzy by a resentment of some slight +that she herself had never perceived, or a flutter over some opportunity +that appeared already to have passed (while Mrs. Tarrant was looking for +something to "put on"), Verena had no vivid sense that she was not as +good as any one else, for no authority appealing really to her +imagination had fixed the place of mesmeric healers in the scale of +fashion. It was impossible to know in advance how Mrs. Tarrant would +take things. Sometimes she was abjectly indifferent; at others she +thought that every one who looked at her wished to insult her. At +moments she was full of suspicion of the ladies (they were mainly +ladies) whom Selah mesmerised; then again she appeared to have given up +everything but her slippers and the evening-paper (from this publication +she derived inscrutable solace), so that if Mrs. Foat in person had +returned from the summer-land (to which she had some time since taken +her flight), she would not have disturbed Mrs. Tarrant's almost cynical +equanimity. + +It was, however, in her social subtleties that she was most beyond her +daughter; it was when she discovered extraordinary though latent +longings on the part of people they met to make their acquaintance, that +the girl became conscious of how much she herself had still to learn. +All her desire was to learn, and it must be added that she regarded her +mother, in perfect good faith, as a wonderful teacher. She was perplexed +sometimes by her worldliness; that, somehow, was not a part of the +higher life which every one in such a house as theirs must wish above +all things to lead; and it was not involved in the reign of justice, +which they were all trying to bring about, that such a strict account +should be kept of every little snub. Her father seemed to Verena to move +more consecutively on the high plane; though his indifference to +old-fashioned standards, his perpetual invocation of the brighter day, +had not yet led her to ask herself whether, after all, men are more +disinterested than women. Was it interest that prompted her mother to +respond so warmly to Miss Chancellor, to say to Verena, with an air of +knowingness, that the thing to do was to go in and see her +_immediately_? No italics can represent the earnestness of Mrs. +Tarrant's emphasis. Why hadn't she said, as she had done in former +cases, that if people wanted to see them they could come out to their +home; that she was not so low down in the world as not to know there was +such a ceremony as leaving cards? When Mrs. Tarrant began on the +question of ceremonies she was apt to go far; but she had waived it in +this case; it suited her more to hold that Miss Chancellor had been very +gracious, that she was a most desirable friend, that she had been more +affected than any one by Verena's beautiful outpouring; that she would +open to her the best saloons in Boston; that when she said "Come soon" +she meant the very next day, that this was the way to take it, anyhow +(one must know when to go forward gracefully); and that in short she, +Mrs. Tarrant, knew what she was talking about. + +Verena accepted all this, for she was young enough to enjoy any journey +in a horse-car, and she was ever-curious about the world; she only +wondered a little how her mother knew so much about Miss Chancellor just +from looking at her once. What Verena had mainly observed in the young +lady who came up to her that way the night before was that she was +rather dolefully dressed, that she looked as if she had been crying +(Verena recognised that look quickly, she had seen it so much), and that +she was in a hurry to get away. However, if she was as remarkable as her +mother said, one would very soon see it; and meanwhile there was nothing +in the girl's feeling about herself, in her sense of her importance, to +make it a painful effort for her to run the risk of a mistake. She had +no particular feeling about herself; she only cared, as yet, for outside +things. Even the development of her "gift" had not made her think +herself too precious for mere experiments; she had neither a particle of +diffidence nor a particle of vanity. Though it would have seemed to you +eminently natural that a daughter of Selah Tarrant and his wife should +be an inspirational speaker, yet, as you knew Verena better, you would +have wondered immensely how she came to issue from such a pair. Her +ideas of enjoyment were very simple; she enjoyed putting on her new hat, +with its redundancy of feather, and twenty cents appeared to her a very +large sum. + + + + +XI + + +"I was certain you would come--I have felt it all day--something told +me!" It was with these words that Olive Chancellor greeted her young +visitor, coming to her quickly from the window, where she might have +been waiting for her arrival. Some weeks later she explained to Verena +how definite this prevision had been, how it had filled her all day with +a nervous agitation so violent as to be painful. She told her that such +forebodings were a peculiarity of her organisation, that she didn't know +what to make of them, that she had to accept them; and she mentioned, as +another example, the sudden dread that had come to her the evening +before in the carriage, after proposing to Mr. Ransom to go with her to +Miss Birdseye's. This had been as strange as it had been instinctive, +and the strangeness, of course, was what must have struck Mr. Ransom; +for the idea that he might come had been hers, and yet she suddenly +veered round. She couldn't help it; her heart had begun to throb with +the conviction that if he crossed that threshold some harm would come of +of it for her. She hadn't prevented him, and now she didn't care, for +now, as she intimated, she had the interest of Verena, and that made her +indifferent to every danger, to every ordinary pleasure. By this time +Verena had learned how peculiarly her friend was constituted, how +nervous and serious she was, how personal, how exclusive, what a force +of will she had, what a concentration of purpose. Olive had taken her +up, in the literal sense of the phrase, like a bird of the air, had +spread an extraordinary pair of wings, and carried her through the +dizzying void of space. Verena liked it, for the most part; liked to +shoot upward without an effort of her own and look down upon all +creation, upon all history, from such a height. From this first +interview she felt that she was seized, and she gave herself up, only +shutting her eyes a little, as we do whenever a person in whom we have +perfect confidence proposes, with our assent, to subject us to some +sensation. + +"I want to know you," Olive said, on this occasion; "I felt that I must +last night, as soon as I heard you speak. You seem to me very wonderful. +I don't know what to make of you. I think we ought to be friends; so I +just asked you to come to me straight off, without preliminaries, and I +believed you would come. It is so _right_ that you have come, and it +proves how right I was." These remarks fell from Miss Chancellor's lips +one by one, as she caught her breath, with the tremor that was always in +her voice, even when she was the least excited, while she made Verena +sit down near her on the sofa, and looked at her all over in a manner +that caused the girl to rejoice at having put on the jacket with the +gilt buttons. It was this glance that was the beginning; it was with +this quick survey, omitting nothing, that Olive took possession of her. +"You are very remarkable; I wonder if you know how remarkable!" she went +on, murmuring the words as if she were losing herself, becoming +inadvertent in admiration. + +Verena sat there smiling, without a blush, but with a pure, bright look +which, for her, would always make protests unnecessary. "Oh, it isn't +me, you know; it's something outside!" She tossed this off lightly, as +if she were in the habit of saying it, and Olive wondered whether it +were a sincere disclaimer or only a phrase of the lips. The question was +not a criticism, for she might have been satisfied that the girl was a +mass of fluent catch-words and yet scarcely have liked her the less. It +was just as she was that she liked her; she was so strange, so different +from the girls one usually met, seemed to belong to some queer +gipsy-land or transcendental Bohemia. With her bright, vulgar clothes, +her salient appearance, she might have been a rope-dancer or a +fortune-teller; and this had the immense merit, for Olive, that it +appeared to make her belong to the "people," threw her into the social +dusk of that mysterious democracy which Miss Chancellor held that the +fortunate classes know so little about, and with which (in a future +possibly very near) they will have to count. Moreover, the girl had +moved her as she had never been moved, and the power to do that, from +whatever source it came, was a force that one must admire. Her emotion +was still acute, however much she might speak to her visitor as if +everything that had happened seemed to her natural; and what kept it, +above all, from subsiding was her sense that she found here what she had +been looking for so long--a friend of her own sex with whom she might +have a union of soul. It took a double consent to make a friendship, but +it was not possible that this intensely sympathetic girl would refuse. +Olive had the penetration to discover in a moment that she was a +creature of unlimited generosity. I know not what may have been the +reality of Miss Chancellor's other premonitions, but there is no doubt +that in this respect she took Verena's measure on the spot. This was +what she wanted; after that the rest didn't matter; Miss Tarrant might +wear gilt buttons from head to foot, her soul could not be vulgar. + +"Mother told me I had better come right in," said Verena, looking now +about the room, very glad to find herself in so pleasant a place, and +noticing a great many things that she should like to see in detail. + +"Your mother saw that I meant what I said; it isn't everybody that does +me the honour to perceive that. She saw that I was shaken from head to +foot. I could only say three words--I couldn't have spoken more! What a +power--what a power, Miss Tarrant!" + +"Yes, I suppose it is a power. If it wasn't a power, it couldn't do much +with me!" + +"You are so simple--so much like a child," Olive Chancellor said. That +was the truth, and she wanted to say it because, quickly, without forms +or circumlocutions, it made them familiar. She wished to arrive at this; +her impatience was such that before the girl had been five minutes in +the room she jumped to her point--inquired of her, interrupting herself, +interrupting everything: "Will you be my friend, my friend of friends, +beyond every one, everything, for ever and for ever?" Her face was full +of eagerness and tenderness. + +Verena gave a laugh of clear amusement, without a shade of embarrassment +or confusion. "Perhaps you like me too much." + +"Of course I like you too much! When I like, I like too much. But of +course it's another thing, your liking me," Olive Chancellor added. "We +must wait--we must wait. When I care for anything, I can be patient." +She put out her hand to Verena, and the movement was at once so +appealing and so confident that the girl instinctively placed her own in +it. So, hand in hand, for some moments, these two young women sat +looking at each other. "There is so much I want to ask you," said Olive. + +"Well, I can't say much except when father has worked on me," Verena +answered with an ingenuousness beside which humility would have seemed +pretentious. + +"I don't care anything about your father," Olive Chancellor rejoined +very gravely, with a great air of security. + +"He is very good," Verena said simply. "And he's wonderfully magnetic." + +"It isn't your father, and it isn't your mother; I don't think of them, +and it's not them I want. It's only you--just as you are." + +Verena dropped her eyes over the front of her dress. "Just as she was" +seemed to her indeed very well. + +"Do you want me to give up----?" she demanded, smiling. + +Olive Chancellor drew in her breath for an instant, like a creature in +pain; then, with her quavering voice, touched with a vibration of +anguish, she said; "Oh, how can I ask you to give up? _I_ will give +up--I will give up everything!" + +Filled with the impression of her hostess's agreeable interior, and of +what her mother had told her about Miss Chancellor's wealth, her +position in Boston society, Verena, in her fresh, diverted scrutiny of +the surrounding objects, wondered what could be the need of this scheme +of renunciation. Oh no, indeed, she hoped she wouldn't give up--at least +not before she, Verena, had had a chance to see. She felt, however, that +for the present there would be no answer for her save in the mere +pressure of Miss Chancellor's eager nature, that intensity of emotion +which made her suddenly exclaim, as if in a nervous ecstasy of +anticipation, "But we must wait! Why do we talk of this? We must wait! +All will be right," she added more calmly, with great sweetness. + +Verena wondered afterward why she had not been more afraid of her--why, +indeed, she had not turned and saved herself by darting out of the room. +But it was not in this young woman's nature to be either timid or +cautious; she had as yet to make acquaintance with the sentiment of +fear. She knew too little of the world to have learned to mistrust +sudden enthusiasms, and if she had had a suspicion it would have been +(in accordance with common worldly knowledge) the wrong one--the +suspicion that such a whimsical liking would burn itself out. She could +not have that one, for there was a light in Miss Chancellor's magnified +face which seemed to say that a sentiment, with her, might consume its +object, might consume Miss Chancellor, but would never consume itself. +Verena, as yet, had no sense of being scorched; she was only agreeably +warmed. She also had dreamed of a friendship, though it was not what she +had dreamed of most, and it came over her that this was the one which +fortune might have been keeping. She never held back. + +"Do you live here all alone?" she asked of Olive. + +"I shouldn't if you would come and live with me!" + +Even this really passionate rejoinder failed to make Verena shrink; she +thought it so possible that in the wealthy class people made each other +such easy proposals. It was a part of the romance, the luxury, of +wealth; it belonged to the world of invitations, in which she had had so +little share. But it seemed almost a mockery when she thought of the +little house in Cambridge, where the boards were loose in the steps of +the porch. + +"I must stay with my father and mother," she said. "And then I have my +work, you know. That's the way I must live now." + +"Your work?" Olive repeated, not quite understanding. + +"My gift," said Verena, smiling. + +"Oh yes, you must use it. That's what I mean; you must move the world +with it; it's divine." + +It was so much what she meant that she had lain awake all night thinking +of it, and the substance of her thought was that if she could only +rescue the girl from the danger of vulgar exploitation, could only +constitute herself her protectress and devotee, the two, between them, +might achieve the great result. Verena's genius was a mystery, and it +might remain a mystery; it was impossible to see how this charming, +blooming, simple creature, all youth and grace and innocence, got her +extraordinary powers of reflexion. When her gift was not in exercise she +appeared anything but reflective, and as she sat there now, for +instance, you would never have dreamed that she had had a vivid +revelation. Olive had to content herself, provisionally, with saying +that her precious faculty had come to her just as her beauty and +distinction (to Olive she was full of that quality) had come; it had +dropped straight from heaven, without filtering through her parents, +whom Miss Chancellor decidedly did not fancy. Even among reformers she +discriminated; she thought all wise people wanted great changes, but the +votaries of change were not necessarily wise. She remained silent a +little, after her last remark, and then she repeated again, as if it +were the solution of everything, as if it represented with absolute +certainty some immense happiness in the future--"We must wait, we must +wait!" Verena was perfectly willing to wait, though she did not exactly +know what they were to wait for, and the aspiring frankness of her +assent shone out of her face, and seemed to pacify their mutual gaze. +Olive asked her innumerable questions; she wanted to enter into her +life. It was one of those talks which people remember afterwards, in +which every word has been given and taken, and in which they see the +signs of a beginning that was to be justified. The more Olive learnt of +her visitor's life the more she wanted to enter into it, the more it +took her out of herself. Such strange lives are led in America, she +always knew that; but this was queerer than anything she had dreamed of, +and the queerest part was that the girl herself didn't appear to think +it queer. She had been nursed in darkened rooms, and suckled in the +midst of manifestations; she had begun to "attend lectures," as she +said, when she was quite an infant, because her mother had no one to +leave her with at home. She had sat on the knees of somnambulists, and +had been passed from hand to hand by trance-speakers; she was familiar +with every kind of "cure," and had grown up among lady-editors of +newspapers advocating new religions, and people who disapproved of the +marriage-tie. Verena talked of the marriage-tie as she would have talked +of the last novel--as if she had heard it as frequently discussed; and +at certain times, listening to the answers she made to her questions, +Olive Chancellor closed her eyes in the manner of a person waiting till +giddiness passed. Her young friend's revelations actually gave her a +vertigo; they made her perceive everything from which she should have +rescued her. Verena was perfectly uncontaminated, and she would never be +touched by evil; but though Olive had no views about the marriage-tie +except that she should hate it for herself--that particular reform she +did not propose to consider--she didn't like the "atmosphere" of circles +in which such institutions were called into question. She had no wish +now to enter into an examination of that particular one; nevertheless, +to make sure, she would just ask Verena whether she disapproved of it. + +"Well, I must say," said Miss Tarrant, "I prefer free unions." + +Olive held her breath an instant; such an idea was so disagreeable to +her. Then, for all answer, she murmured, irresolutely, "I wish you would +let me help you!" Yet it seemed, at the same time, that Verena needed +little help, for it was more and more clear that her eloquence, when she +stood up that way before a roomful of people, was literally inspiration. +She answered all her friend's questions with a good-nature which +evidently took no pains to make things plausible, an effort to oblige, +not to please; but, after all, she could give very little account of +herself. This was very visible when Olive asked her where she had got +her "intense realisation" of the suffering of women; for her address at +Miss Birdseye's showed that she, too (like Olive herself), had had that +vision in the watches of the night. Verena thought a moment, as if to +understand what her companion referred to, and then she inquired, always +smiling, where Joan of Arc had got her idea of the suffering of France. +This was so prettily said that Olive could scarcely keep from kissing +her; she looked at the moment as if, like Joan, she might have had +visits from the saints. Olive, of course, remembered afterwards that it +had not literally answered the question; and she also reflected on +something that made an answer seem more difficult--the fact that the +girl had grown up among lady-doctors, lady-mediums, lady-editors, +lady-preachers, lady-healers, women who, having rescued themselves from +a passive existence, could illustrate only partially the misery of the +sex at large. It was true that they might have illustrated it by their +talk, by all they had "been through" and all they could tell a younger +sister; but Olive was sure that Verena's prophetic impulse had not been +stirred by the chatter of women (Miss Chancellor knew that sound as well +as any one); it had proceeded rather out of their silence. She said to +her visitor that whether or no the angels came down to her in glittering +armour, she struck her as the only person she had yet encountered who +had exactly the same tenderness, the same pity, for women that she +herself had. Miss Birdseye had something of it, but Miss Birdseye wanted +passion, wanted keenness, was capable of the weakest concessions. Mrs. +Farrinder was not weak, of course, and she brought a great intellect to +the matter; but she was not personal enough--she was too abstract. +Verena was not abstract; she seemed to have lived in imagination through +all the ages. Verena said she _did_ think she had a certain amount of +imagination; she supposed she couldn't be so effective on the platform +if she hadn't a rich fancy. Then Olive said to her, taking her hand +again, that she wanted her to assure her of this--that it was the only +thing in all the world she cared for, the redemption of women, the thing +she hoped under Providence to give her life to. Verena flushed a little +at this appeal, and the deeper glow of her eyes was the first sign of +exaltation she had offered. "Oh yes--I want to give my life!" she +exclaimed, with a vibrating voice; and then she added gravely, "I want +to do something great!" + +"You will, you will, we both will!" Olive Chancellor cried, in rapture. +But after a little she went on: "I wonder if you know what it means, +young and lovely as you are--giving your life!" + +Verena looked down for a moment in meditation. + +"Well," she replied, "I guess I have thought more than I appear." + +"Do you understand German? Do you know 'Faust'?" said Olive. "'_Entsagen +sollst du, sollst entsagen!_'" + +"I don't know German; I should like so to study it; I want to know +everything." + +"We will work at it together--we will study everything." Olive almost +panted; and while she spoke the peaceful picture hung before her of +still winter evenings under the lamp, with falling snow outside, and tea +on a little table, and successful renderings, with a chosen companion, +of Goethe, almost the only foreign author she cared about; for she hated +the writing of the French, in spite of the importance they have given to +women. Such a vision as this was the highest indulgence she could offer +herself; she had it only at considerable intervals. It seemed as if +Verena caught a glimpse of it too, for her face kindled still more, and +she said she should like that ever so much. At the same time she asked +the meaning of the German words. + +"'Thou shalt renounce, refrain, abstain!' That's the way Bayard Taylor +has translated them," Olive answered. + +"Oh, well, I guess I can abstain!" Verena exclaimed, with a laugh. And +she got up rather quickly, as if by taking leave she might give a proof +of what she meant. Olive put out her hands to hold her, and at this +moment one of the _portieres_ of the room was pushed aside, while a +gentleman was ushered in by Miss Chancellor's little parlour-maid. + + + + +XII + + +Verena recognised him; she had seen him the night before at Miss +Birdseye's, and she said to her hostess, "Now I must go--you have got +another caller!" It was Verena's belief that in the fashionable world +(like Mrs. Farrinder, she thought Miss Chancellor belonged to +it--thought that, in standing there, she herself was in it)--in the +highest social walks it was the custom of a prior guest to depart when +another friend arrived. She had been told at people's doors that she +could not be received because the lady of the house had a visitor, and +she had retired on these occasions with a feeling of awe much more than +a sense of injury. They had not been the portals of fashion, but in this +respect, she deemed, they had emulated such bulwarks. Olive Chancellor +offered Basil Ransom a greeting which she believed to be consummately +lady-like, and which the young man, narrating the scene several months +later to Mrs. Luna, whose susceptibilities he did not feel himself +obliged to consider (she considered his so little), described by saying +that she glared at him. Olive had thought it very possible he would come +that day if he was to leave Boston; though she was perfectly mindful +that she had given him no encouragement at the moment they separated. If +he should not come she should be annoyed, and if he should come she +should be furious; she was also sufficiently mindful of that. But she +had a foreboding that, of the two grievances, fortune would confer upon +her only the less; the only one she had as yet was that he had responded +to her letter--a complaint rather wanting in richness. If he came, at +any rate, he would be likely to come shortly before dinner, at the same +hour as yesterday. He had now anticipated this period considerably, and +it seemed to Miss Chancellor that he had taken a base advantage of her, +stolen a march upon her privacy. She was startled, disconcerted, but as +I have said, she was rigorously lady-like. She was determined not again +to be fantastic, as she had been about his coming to Miss Birdseye's. +The strange dread associating itself with that was something which, she +devoutly trusted, she had felt once for all. She didn't know what he +could do to her; he hadn't prevented, on the spot though he was, one of +the happiest things that had befallen her for so long--this quick, +confident visit of Verena Tarrant. It was only just at the last that he +had come in, and Verena must go now; Olive's detaining hand immediately +relaxed itself. + +It is to be feared there was no disguise of Ransom's satisfaction at +finding himself once more face to face with the charming creature with +whom he had exchanged that final speechless smile the evening before. He +was more glad to see her than if she had been an old friend, for it +seemed to him that she had suddenly become a new one. "The delightful +girl," he said to himself; "she smiles at me as if she liked me!" He +could not know that this was fatuous, that she smiled so at every one; +the first time she saw people she treated them as if she recognised +them. Moreover, she did not seat herself again in his honour; she let it +be seen that she was still going. The three stood there together in the +middle of the long, characteristic room, and, for the first time in her +life, Olive Chancellor chose not to introduce two persons who met under +her roof. She hated Europe, but she could be European if it were +necessary. Neither of her companions had an idea that in leaving them +simply planted face to face (the terror of the American heart) she had +so high a warrant; and presently Basil Ransom felt that he didn't care +whether he were introduced or not, for the greatness of an evil didn't +matter if the remedy were equally great. + +"Miss Tarrant won't be surprised if I recognise her--if I take the +liberty to speak to her. She is a public character; she must pay the +penalty of her distinction." These words he boldly addressed to the +girl, with his most gallant Southern manner, saying to himself meanwhile +that she was prettier still by daylight. + +"Oh, a great many gentlemen have spoken to me," Verena said. "There were +quite a number at Topeka----" And her phrase lost itself in her look at +Olive, as if she were wondering what was the matter with her. + +"Now, I am afraid you are going the very moment I appear," Ransom went +on. "Do you know that's very cruel to me? I know what your ideas +are--you expressed them last night in such beautiful language; of course +you convinced me. I am ashamed of being a man; but I am, and I can't +help it, and I'll do penance any way you may prescribe. _Must_ she go, +Miss Olive?" he asked of his cousin. "Do you flee before the individual +male?" And he turned to Verena. + +This young lady gave a laugh that resembled speech in liquid fusion. "Oh +no; I like the individual!" + +As an incarnation of a "movement," Ransom thought her more and more +singular, and he wondered how she came to be closeted so soon with his +kinswoman, to whom, only a few hours before, she had been a complete +stranger. These, however, were doubtless the normal proceedings of +women. He begged her to sit down again; he was sure Miss Chancellor +would be sorry to part with her. Verena, looking at her friend, not for +permission, but for sympathy, dropped again into a chair, and Ransom +waited to see Miss Chancellor do the same. She gratified him after a +moment, because she could not refuse without appearing to put a hurt +upon Verena; but it went hard with her, and she was altogether +discomposed. She had never seen any one so free in her own drawing-room +as this loud Southerner, to whom she had so rashly offered a footing; he +extended invitations to her guests under her nose. That Verena should do +as he asked her was a signal sign of the absence of that "home-culture" +(it was so that Miss Chancellor expressed the missing quality) which she +never supposed the girl possessed: fortunately, as it would be supplied +to her in abundance in Charles Street. (Olive of course held that +home-culture was perfectly compatible with the widest emancipation.) It +was with a perfectly good conscience that Verena complied with Basil +Ransom's request; but it took her quick sensibility only a moment to +discover that her friend was not pleased. She scarcely knew what had +ruffled her, but at the same instant there passed before her the vision +of the anxieties (of this sudden, unexplained sort, for instance, and +much worse) which intimate relations with Miss Chancellor might entail. + +"Now, I want you to tell me this," Basil Ransom said, leaning forward +towards Verena, with his hands on his knees, and completely oblivious to +his hostess. "Do you really believe all that pretty moonshine you talked +last night? I could have listened to you for another hour; but I never +heard such monstrous sentiments, I must protest--I must, as a +calumniated, misrepresented man. Confess you meant it as a kind of +_reductio ad absurdum_--a satire on Mrs. Farrinder?" He spoke in a tone +of the freest pleasantry, with his familiar, friendly Southern cadence. + +Verena looked at him with eyes that grew large. "Why, you don't mean to +say you don't believe in our cause?" + +"Oh, it won't do--it won't do!" Ransom went on, laughing. "You are on +the wrong tack altogether. Do you really take the ground that your sex +has been without influence? Influence? Why, you have led us all by the +nose to where we are now! Wherever we are, it's all you. You are at the +bottom of everything." + +"Oh yes, and we want to be at the top," said Verena. + +"Ah, the bottom is a better place, depend on it, when from there you +move the whole mass! Besides, you are on the top as well; you are +everywhere, you are everything. I am of the opinion of that historical +character--wasn't he some king?--who thought there was a lady behind +everything. Whatever it was, he held, you have only to look for her; she +is the explanation. Well, I always look for her, and I always find her; +of course, I am always delighted to do so; but it proves she is the +universal cause. Now, you don't mean to deny that power, the power of +setting men in motion. You are at the bottom of all the wars." + +"Well, I am like Mrs. Farrinder; I like opposition," Verena exclaimed, +with a happy smile. + +"That proves, as I say, how in spite of your expressions of horror you +delight in the shock of battle. What do you say to Helen of Troy and the +fearful carnage she excited? It is well known that the Empress of France +was at the bottom of the last war in that country. And as for our four +fearful years of slaughter, of course, you won't deny that there the +ladies were the great motive power. The Abolitionists brought it on, and +were not the Abolitionists principally females? Who was that celebrity +that was mentioned last night?--Eliza P. Moseley. I regard Eliza as the +cause of the biggest war of which history preserves the record." + +Basil Ransom enjoyed his humour the more because Verena appeared to +enjoy it; and the look with which she replied to him, at the end of this +little tirade, "Why, sir, you ought to take the platform too; we might +go round together as poison and antidote!"--this made him feel that he +had convinced her, for the moment, quite as much as it was important he +should. In Verena's face, however, it lasted but an instant--an instant +after she had glanced at Olive Chancellor, who, with her eyes fixed +intently on the ground (a look she was to learn to know so well), had a +strange expression. The girl slowly got up; she felt that she must go. +She guessed Miss Chancellor didn't like this handsome joker (it was so +that Basil Ransom struck her); and it was impressed upon her ("in time," +as she thought) that her new friend would be more serious even than she +about the woman-question, serious as she had hitherto believed herself +to be. + +"I should like so much to have the pleasure of seeing you again," Ransom +continued. "I think I should be able to interpret history for you by a +new light." + +"Well, I should be very happy to see you in my home." These words had +barely fallen from Verena's lips (her mother told her they were, in +general, the proper thing to say when people expressed such a desire as +that; she must not let it be assumed that she would come first to +them)--she had hardly uttered this hospitable speech when she felt the +hand of her hostess upon her arm and became aware that a passionate +appeal sat in Olive's eyes. + +"You will just catch the Charles Street car," that young woman murmured, +with muffled sweetness. + +Verena did not understand further than to see that she ought already to +have departed; and the simplest response was to kiss Miss Chancellor, an +act which she briefly performed. Basil Ransom understood still less, and +it was a melancholy commentary on his contention that men are not +inferior, that this meeting could not come, however rapidly, to a close +without his plunging into a blunder which necessarily aggravated those +he had already made. He had been invited by the little prophetess, and +yet he had not been invited; but he did not take that up, because he +must absolutely leave Boston on the morrow, and, besides, Miss +Chancellor appeared to have something to say to it. But he put out his +hand to Verena and said, "Good-bye, Miss Tarrant; are we not to have the +pleasure of hearing you in New York? I am afraid we are sadly sunk." + +"Certainly, I should like to raise my voice in the biggest city," the +girl replied. + +"Well, try to come on. I won't refute you. It would be a very stupid +world, after all, if we always knew what women were going to say." + +Verena was conscious of the approach of the Charles Street car, as well +as of the fact that Miss Chancellor was in pain; but she lingered long +enough to remark that she could see he had the old-fashioned ideas--he +regarded woman as the toy of man. + +"Don't say the toy--say the joy!" Ransom exclaimed. "There is one +statement I will venture to advance; I am quite as fond of you as you +are of each other!" + +"Much he knows about that!" said Verena, with a side-long smile at Olive +Chancellor. + +For Olive, it made her more beautiful than ever; still, there was no +trace of this mere personal elation in the splendid sententiousness with +which, turning to Mr. Ransom, she remarked: "What women may be, or may +not be, to each other, I won't attempt just now to say; but what _the +truth_ may be to a human soul, I think perhaps even a woman may faintly +suspect!" + +"The truth? My dear cousin, your truth is a most vain thing!" + +"Gracious me!" cried Verena Tarrant; and the gay vibration of her voice +as she uttered this simple ejaculation was the last that Ransom heard of +her. Miss Chancellor swept her out of the room, leaving the young man to +extract a relish from the ineffable irony with which she uttered the +words "even a woman." It was to be supposed, on general grounds, that +she would reappear, but there was nothing in the glance she gave him, as +she turned her back, that was an earnest of this. He stood there a +moment, wondering; then his wonder spent itself on the page of a book +which, according to his habit at such times, he had mechanically taken +up, and in which he speedily became interested. He read it for five +minutes in an uncomfortable-looking attitude, and quite forgot that he +had been forsaken. He was recalled to this fact by the entrance of Mrs. +Luna, arrayed as if for the street, and putting on her gloves again--she +seemed always to be putting on her gloves. She wanted to know what in +the world he was doing there alone--whether her sister had not been +notified. + +"Oh yes," said Ransom, "she has just been with me, but she has gone +downstairs with Miss Tarrant." + +"And who in the world is Miss Tarrant?" + +Ransom was surprised that Mrs. Luna should not know of the intimacy of +the two young ladies, in spite of the brevity of their acquaintance, +being already so great. But, apparently, Miss Olive had not mentioned +her new friend. "Well, she is an inspirational speaker--the most +charming creature in the world!" + +Mrs. Luna paused in her manipulations, gave an amazed, amused stare, +then caused the room to ring with her laughter. "You don't mean to say +you are converted--already?" + +"Converted to Miss Tarrant, decidedly." + +"You are not to belong to any Miss Tarrant; you are to belong to me," +Mrs. Luna said, having thought over her Southern kinsman during the +twenty-four hours, and made up her mind that he would be a good man for +a lone woman to know. Then she added: "Did you come here to meet +her--the inspirational speaker?" + +"No; I came to bid your sister good-bye." + +"Are you really going? I haven't made you promise half the things I want +yet. But we will settle that in New York. How do you get on with Olive +Chancellor?" Mrs. Luna continued, making her points, as she always did, +with eagerness, though her roundness and her dimples had hitherto +prevented her from being accused of that vice. It was her practice to +speak of her sister by her whole name, and you would have supposed, from +her usual manner of alluding to her, that Olive was much the older, +instead of having been born ten years later than Adeline. She had as +many ways as possible of marking the gulf that divided them; but she +bridged it over lightly now by saying to Basil Ransom; "Isn't she a dear +old thing?" + +This bridge, he saw, would not bear his weight, and her question seemed +to him to have more audacity than sense. Why should she be so insincere? +She might know that a man couldn't recognise Miss Chancellor in such a +description as that. She was not old--she was sharply young; and it was +inconceivable to him, though he had just seen the little prophetess kiss +her, that she should ever become any one's "dear." Least of all was she +a "thing"; she was intensely, fearfully, a person. He hesitated a +moment, and then he replied: "She's a very remarkable woman." + +"Take care--don't be reckless!" cried Mrs. Luna. "Do you think she is +very dreadful?" + +"Don't say anything against my cousin," Basil answered; and at that +moment Miss Chancellor re-entered the room. She murmured some request +that he would excuse her absence, but her sister interrupted her with an +inquiry about Miss Tarrant. + +"Mr. Ransom thinks her wonderfully charming. Why didn't you show her to +me? Do you want to keep her all to yourself?" + +Olive rested her eyes for some moments upon Mrs. Luna, without speaking. +Then she said: "Your veil is not put on straight, Adeline." + +"I look like a monster--that, evidently, is what you mean!" Adeline +exclaimed, going to the mirror to rearrange the peccant tissue. + +Miss Chancellor did not again ask Ransom to be seated; she appeared to +take it for granted that he would leave her now. But instead of this he +returned to the subject of Verena; he asked her whether she supposed the +girl would come out in public--would go about like Mrs. Farrinder? + +"Come out in public!" Olive repeated; "in public? Why, you don't imagine +that pure voice is to be hushed?" + +"Oh, hushed, no! it's too sweet for that. But not raised to a scream; +not forced and cracked and ruined. She oughtn't to become like the +others. She ought to remain apart." + +"Apart--_apart_?" said Miss Chancellor; "when we shall all be looking to +her, gathering about her, praying for her!" There was an exceeding scorn +in her voice. "If _I_ can help her, she shall be an immense power for +good." + +"An immense power for quackery, my dear Miss Olive!" This broke from +Basil's lips in spite of a vow he had just taken not to say anything +that should "aggravate" his hostess, who was in a state of tension it +was not difficult to detect. But he had lowered his tone to friendly +pleading, and the offensive word was mitigated by his smile. + +She moved away from him, backwards, as if he had given her a push. "Ah, +well, now you are reckless," Mrs. Luna remarked, drawing out her ribbons +before the mirror. + +"I don't think you would interfere if you knew how little you understand +us," Miss Chancellor said to Ransom. + +"Whom do you mean by 'us'--your whole delightful sex? I don't understand +_you_, Miss Olive." + +"Come away with me, and I'll explain her as we go," Mrs. Luna went on, +having finished her toilet. + +Ransom offered his hand in farewell to his hostess; but Olive found it +impossible to do anything but ignore the gesture. She could not have let +him touch her. "Well, then, if you must exhibit her to the multitude, +bring her on to New York," he said, with the same attempt at a light +treatment. + +"You'll have _me_ in New York--you don't want any one else!" Mrs. Luna +ejaculated, coquettishly. "I have made up my mind to winter there now." + +Olive Chancellor looked from one to the other of her two relatives, one +near and the other distant, but each so little in sympathy with her, and +it came over her that there might be a kind of protection for her in +binding them together, entangling them with each other. She had never +had an idea of that kind in her life before, and that this sudden +subtlety should have gleamed upon her as a momentary talisman gives the +measure of her present nervousness. + +"If I could take her to New York, I would take her farther," she +remarked, hoping she was enigmatical. + +"You talk about 'taking' her, as if you were a lecture-agent. Are you +going into that business?" Mrs. Luna asked. + +Ransom could not help noticing that Miss Chancellor would not shake +hands with him, and he felt, on the whole, rather injured. He paused a +moment before leaving the room--standing there with his hand on the knob +of the door. "Look here, Miss Olive, what did you write to me to come +and see you for?" He made this inquiry with a countenance not destitute +of gaiety, but his eyes showed something of that yellow light--just +momentarily lurid--of which mention has been made. Mrs. Luna was on her +way downstairs, and her companions remained face to face. + +"Ask my sister--I think she will tell you," said Olive, turning away +from him and going to the window. She remained there, looking out; she +heard the door of the house close, and saw the two cross the street +together. As they passed out of sight her fingers played, softly, a +little air upon the pane; it seemed to her that she had had an +inspiration. + +Basil Ransom, meanwhile, put the question to Mrs. Luna. "If she was not +going to like me, why in the world did she write to me?" + +"Because she wanted you to know me--she thought _I_ would like you!" And +apparently she had not been wrong; for Mrs. Luna, when they reached +Beacon Street, would not hear of his leaving her to go her way alone, +would not in the least admit his plea that he had only an hour or two +more in Boston (he was to travel, economically, by the boat) and must +devote the time to his business. She appealed to his Southern chivalry, +and not in vain; practically, at least, he admitted the rights of women. + + + + +XIII + + +Mrs. Tarrant was delighted, as may be imagined, with her daughter's +account of Miss Chancellor's interior, and the reception the girl had +found there; and Verena, for the next month, took her way very often to +Charles Street. "Just you be as nice to her as you know how," Mrs. +Tarrant had said to her; and she reflected with some complacency that +her daughter did know--she knew how to do everything of that sort. It +was not that Verena had been taught; that branch of the education of +young ladies which is known as "manners and deportment" had not figured, +as a definite head, in Miss Tarrant's curriculum. She had been told, +indeed, that she must not lie nor steal; but she had been told very +little else about behaviour; her only great advantage, in short, had +been the parental example. But her mother liked to think that she was +quick and graceful, and she questioned her exhaustively as to the +progress of this interesting episode; she didn't see why, as she said, +it shouldn't be a permanent "stand-by" for Verena. In Mrs. Tarrant's +meditations upon the girl's future she had never thought of a fine +marriage as a reward of effort; she would have deemed herself very +immoral if she had endeavoured to capture for her child a rich husband. +She had not, in fact, a very vivid sense of the existence of such agents +of fate; all the rich men she had seen already had wives, and the +unmarried men, who were generally very young, were distinguished from +each other not so much by the figure of their income, which came little +into question, as by the degree of their interest in regenerating ideas. +She supposed Verena would marry some one, some day, and she hoped the +personage would be connected with public life--which meant, for Mrs. +Tarrant, that his name would be visible, in the lamp-light, on a +coloured poster, in the doorway of Tremont Temple. But she was not eager +about this vision, for the implications of matrimony were for the most +part wanting in brightness--consisted of a tired woman holding a baby +over a furnace-register that emitted lukewarm air. A real lovely +friendship with a young woman who had, as Mrs. Tarrant expressed it, +"prop'ty," would occupy agreeably such an interval as might occur before +Verena should meet her sterner fate; it would be a great thing for her +to have a place to run into when she wanted a change, and there was no +knowing but what it might end in her having two homes. For the idea of +the home, like most American women of her quality, Mrs. Tarrant had an +extreme reverence; and it was her candid faith that in all the +vicissitudes of the past twenty years she had preserved the spirit of +this institution. If it should exist in duplicate for Verena, the girl +would be favoured indeed. + +All this was as nothing, however, compared with the fact that Miss +Chancellor seemed to think her young friend's gift _was_ inspirational, +or at any rate, as Selah had so often said, quite unique. She couldn't +make out very exactly, by Verena, what she thought; but if the way Miss +Chancellor had taken hold of her didn't show that she believed she could +rouse the people, Mrs. Tarrant didn't know what it showed. It was a +satisfaction to her that Verena evidently responded freely; she didn't +think anything of what she spent in car-tickets, and indeed she had told +her that Miss Chancellor wanted to stuff her pockets with them. At first +she went in because her mother liked to have her; but now, evidently, +she went because she was so much drawn. She expressed the highest +admiration of her new friend; she said it took her a little while to see +into her, but now that she did, well, she was perfectly splendid. When +Verena wanted to admire she went ahead of every one, and it was +delightful to see how she was stimulated by the young lady in Charles +Street. They thought everything of each other--that was very plain; you +could scarcely tell which thought most. Each thought the other so noble, +and Mrs. Tarrant had a faith that between them they _would_ rouse the +people. What Verena wanted was some one who would know how to handle her +(her father hadn't handled anything except the healing, up to this time, +with real success), and perhaps Miss Chancellor would take hold better +than some that made more of a profession. + +"It's beautiful, the way she draws you out," Verena had said to her +mother; "there's something so searching that the first time I visited +her it quite realised my idea of the Day of Judgement. But she seems to +show all that's in herself at the same time, and then you see how lovely +it is. She's just as pure as she can live; you see if she is not, when +you know her. She's so noble herself that she makes you feel as if you +wouldn't want to be less so. She doesn't care for anything but the +elevation of our sex; if she can work a little toward that, it's all she +asks. I can tell you, she kindles me; she does, mother, really. She +doesn't care a speck what she wears--only to have an elegant parlour. +Well, she _has_ got that; it's a regular dream-like place to sit. She's +going to have a tree in, next week; she says she wants to see me sitting +under a tree. I believe it's some oriental idea; it has lately been +introduced in Paris. She doesn't like French ideas as a general thing; +but she says this has more nature than most. She has got so many of her +own that I shouldn't think she would require to borrow any. I'd sit in a +forest to hear her bring some of them out," Verena went on, with +characteristic raciness. "She just quivers when she describes what our +sex has been through. It's so interesting to me to hear what I have +always felt. If she wasn't afraid of facing the public, she would go far +ahead of me. But she doesn't want to speak herself; she only wants to +call me out. Mother, if she doesn't attract attention to me there isn't +any attention to be attracted. She says I have got the gift of +expression--it doesn't matter where it comes from. She says it's a great +advantage to a movement to be personified in a bright young figure. +Well, of course I'm young, and I feel bright enough when once I get +started. She says my serenity while exposed to the gaze of hundreds is +in itself a qualification; in fact, she seems to think my serenity is +quite God-given. She hasn't got much of it herself; she's the most +emotional woman I have met, up to now. She wants to know how I can speak +the way I do unless I feel; and of course I tell her I do feel, so far +as I realise. She seems to be realising all the time; I never saw any +one that took so little rest. She says I ought to do something great, +and she makes me feel as if I should. She says I ought to have a wide +influence, if I can obtain the ear of the public; and I say to her that +if I do it will be all her influence." + +Selah Tarrant looked at all this from a higher standpoint than his wife; +at least such an attitude on his part was to be inferred from his +increased solemnity. He committed himself to no precipitate elation at +the idea of his daughter's being taken up by a patroness of movements +who happened to have money; he looked at his child only from the point +of view of the service she might render to humanity. To keep her ideal +pointing in the right direction, to guide and animate her moral +life--this was a duty more imperative for a parent so closely identified +with revelations and panaceas than seeing that she formed profitable +worldly connexions. He was "off," moreover, so much of the time that he +could keep little account of her comings and goings, and he had an air +of being but vaguely aware of whom Miss Chancellor, the object now of +his wife's perpetual reference, might be. Verena's initial appearance in +Boston, as he called her performance at Miss Birdseye's, had been a +great success; and this reflexion added, as I say, to his habitually +sacerdotal expression. He looked like the priest of a religion that was +passing through the stage of miracles; he carried his responsibility in +the general elongation of his person, of his gestures (his hands were +now always in the air, as if he were being photographed in postures), of +his words and sentences, as well as in his smile, as noiseless as a +patent hinge, and in the folds of his eternal waterproof. He was +incapable of giving an off-hand answer or opinion on the simplest +occasion, and his tone of high deliberation increased in proportion as +the subject was trivial or domestic. If his wife asked him at dinner if +the potatoes were good, he replied that they were strikingly fine (he +used to speak of the newspaper as "fine"--he applied this term to +objects the most dissimilar), and embarked on a parallel worthy of +Plutarch, in which he compared them with other specimens of the same +vegetable. He produced, or would have liked to produce, the impression +of looking above and beyond everything, of not caring for the immediate, +of reckoning only with the long run. In reality he had one all-absorbing +solicitude--the desire to get paragraphs put into the newspapers, +paragraphs of which he had hitherto been the subject, but of which he +was now to divide the glory with his daughter. The newspapers were his +world, the richest expression, in his eyes, of human life; and, for him, +if a diviner day was to come upon earth, it would be brought about by +copious advertisement in the daily prints. He looked with longing for +the moment when Verena should be advertised among the "personals," and +to his mind the supremely happy people were those (and there were a good +many of them) of whom there was some journalistic mention every day in +the year. Nothing less than this would really have satisfied Selah +Tarrant; his ideal of bliss was to be as regularly and indispensably a +component part of the newspaper as the title and date, or the list of +fires, or the column of Western jokes. The vision of that publicity +haunted his dreams, and he would gladly have sacrificed to it the +innermost sanctities of home. Human existence to him, indeed, was a huge +publicity, in which the only fault was that it was sometimes not +sufficiently effective. There had been a Spiritualist paper of old which +he used to pervade; but he could not persuade himself that through this +medium his personality had attracted general attention; and, moreover, +the sheet, as he said, was played out anyway. Success was not success so +long as his daughter's _physique_, the rumour of her engagement, were +not included in the "Jottings" with the certainty of being extensively +copied. + +The account of her exploits in the West had not made their way to the +seaboard with the promptitude that he had looked for; the reason of this +being, he supposed, that the few addresses she had made had not been +lectures, announced in advance, to which tickets had been sold, but +incidents, of abrupt occurrence, of certain multitudinous meetings, +where there had been other performers better known to fame. They had +brought in no money; they had been delivered only for the good of the +cause. If it could only be known that she spoke for nothing, that might +deepen the reverberation; the only trouble was that her speaking for +nothing was not the way to remind him that he had a remunerative +daughter. It was not the way to stand out so very much either, Selah +Tarrant felt; for there were plenty of others that knew how to make as +little money as she would. To speak--that was the one thing that most +people were willing to do for nothing; it was not a line in which it was +easy to appear conspicuously disinterested. Disinterestedness, too, was +incompatible with receipts; and receipts were what Selah Tarrant was, in +his own parlance, after. He wished to bring about the day when they +would flow in freely; the reader perhaps sees the gesture with which, in +his colloquies with himself, he accompanied this mental image. + +It seemed to him at present that the fruitful time was not far off; it +had been brought appreciably nearer by that fortunate evening at Miss +Birdseye's. If Mrs. Farrinder could be induced to write an "open letter" +about Verena, that would do more than anything else. Selah was not +remarkable for delicacy of perception, but he knew the world he lived in +well enough to be aware that Mrs. Farrinder was liable to rear up, as +they used to say down in Pennsylvania, where he lived before he began to +peddle lead-pencils. She wouldn't always take things as you might +expect, and if it didn't meet her views to pay a public tribute to +Verena, there wasn't any way known to Tarrant's ingenious mind of +getting round her. If it was a question of a favour from Mrs. Farrinder, +you just had to wait for it, as you would for a rise in the thermometer. +He had told Miss Birdseye what he would like, and she seemed to think, +from the way their celebrated friend had been affected, that the idea +might take her some day of just letting the public know all she had +felt. She was off somewhere now (since that evening), but Miss Birdseye +had an idea that when she was back in Roxbury she would send for Verena +and give her a few points. Meanwhile, at any rate, Selah was sure he had +a card; he felt there was money in the air. It might already be said +there were receipts from Charles Street; that rich, peculiar young woman +seemed to want to lavish herself. He pretended, as I have intimated, not +to notice this; but he never saw so much as when he had his eyes fixed +on the cornice. He had no doubt that if he should make up his mind to +take a hall some night, she would tell him where the bill might be sent. +That was what he was thinking of now, whether he had better take a hall +right away, so that Verena might leap at a bound into renown, or wait +till she had made a few more appearances in private, so that curiosity +might be worked up. + +These meditations accompanied him in his multifarious wanderings through +the streets and the suburbs of the New England capital. As I have also +mentioned, he was absent for hours--long periods during which Mrs. +Tarrant, sustaining nature with a hard-boiled egg and a doughnut, +wondered how in the world he stayed his stomach. He never wanted +anything but a piece of pie when he came in; the only thing about which +he was particular was that it should be served up hot. She had a private +conviction that he partook, at the houses of his lady patients, of +little lunches; she applied this term to any episodical repast, at any +hour of the twenty-four. It is but fair to add that once, when she +betrayed her suspicion, Selah remarked that the only refreshment _he_ +ever wanted was the sense that he was doing some good. This effort with +him had many forms; it involved, among other things, a perpetual +perambulation of the streets, a haunting of horse-cars, +railway-stations, shops that were "selling off." But the places that +knew him best were the offices of the newspapers and the vestibules of +the hotels--the big marble-paved chambers of informal reunion which +offer to the streets, through high glass plates, the sight of the +American citizen suspended by his heels. Here, amid the piled-up +luggage, the convenient spittoons, the elbowing loungers, the +disconsolate "guests," the truculent Irish porters, the rows of +shaggy-backed men in strange hats, writing letters at a table inlaid +with advertisements, Selah Tarrant made innumerable contemplative +stations. He could not have told you, at any particular moment, what he +was doing; he only had a general sense that such places were national +nerve-centres, and that the more one looked in, the more one was "on the +spot." The _penetralia_ of the daily press were, however, still more +fascinating, and the fact that they were less accessible, that here he +found barriers in his path, only added to the zest of forcing an +entrance. He abounded in pretexts; he even sometimes brought +contributions; he was persistent and penetrating, he was known as the +irrepressible Tarrant. He hung about, sat too long, took up the time of +busy people, edged into the printing-rooms when he had been eliminated +from the office, talked with the compositors till they set up his +remarks by mistake, and to the newsboys when the compositors had turned +their backs. He was always trying to find out what was "going in"; he +would have liked to go in himself, bodily, and, failing in this, he +hoped to get advertisements inserted gratis. The wish of his soul was +that he might be interviewed; that made him hover at the editorial +elbow. Once he thought he had been, and the headings, five or six deep, +danced for days before his eyes; but the report never appeared. He +expected his revenge for this the day after Verena should have burst +forth; he saw the attitude in which he should receive the emissaries who +would come after his daughter. + + + + +XIV + + +"We ought to have some one to meet her," Mrs. Tarrant said; "I presume +she wouldn't care to come out just to see us." "She," between the mother +and the daughter, at this period, could refer only to Olive Chancellor, +who was discussed in the little house at Cambridge at all hours and from +every possible point of view. It was never Verena now who began, for she +had grown rather weary of the topic; she had her own ways of thinking of +it, which were not her mother's, and if she lent herself to this lady's +extensive considerations it was because that was the best way of keeping +her thoughts to herself. + +Mrs. Tarrant had an idea that she (Mrs. Tarrant) liked to study people, +and that she was now engaged in an analysis of Miss Chancellor. It +carried her far, and she came out at unexpected times with her results. +It was still her purpose to interpret the world to the ingenious mind of +her daughter, and she translated Miss Chancellor with a confidence which +made little account of the fact that she had seen her but once, while +Verena had this advantage nearly every day. Verena felt that by this +time she knew Olive very well, and her mother's most complicated +versions of motive and temperament (Mrs. Tarrant, with the most +imperfect idea of the meaning of the term, was always talking about +people's temperament) rendered small justice to the phenomena it was now +her privilege to observe in Charles Street. Olive was much more +remarkable than Mrs. Tarrant suspected, remarkable as Mrs. Tarrant +believed her to be. She had opened Verena's eyes to extraordinary +pictures, made the girl believe that she had a heavenly mission, given +her, as we have seen, quite a new measure of the interest of life. These +were larger consequences than the possibility of meeting the leaders of +society at Olive's house. She had met no one, as yet, but Mrs. Luna; her +new friend seemed to wish to keep her quite for herself. This was the +only reproach that Mrs. Tarrant directed to the new friend as yet; she +was disappointed that Verena had not obtained more insight into the +world of fashion. It was one of the prime articles of her faith that the +world of fashion was wicked and hollow, and, moreover, Verena told her +that Miss Chancellor loathed and despised it. She could not have +informed you wherein it would profit her daughter (for the way those +ladies shrank from any new gospel was notorious); nevertheless she was +vexed that Verena shouldn't come back to her with a little more of the +fragrance of Beacon Street. The girl herself would have been the most +interested person in the world if she had not been the most resigned; +she took all that was given her and was grateful, and missed nothing +that was withheld; she was the most extraordinary mixture of eagerness +and docility. Mrs. Tarrant theorised about temperaments and she loved +her daughter; but she was only vaguely aware of the fact that she had at +her side the sweetest flower of character (as one might say) that had +ever bloomed on earth. She was proud of Verena's brightness, and of her +special talent; but the commonness of her own surface was a +non-conductor of the girl's quality. Therefore she thought that it would +add to her success in life to know a few high-flyers, if only to put +them to shame; as if anything could add to Verena's success, as if it +were not supreme success simply to have been made as she was made. + +Mrs. Tarrant had gone into town to call upon Miss Chancellor; she +carried out this resolve, on which she had bestowed infinite +consideration, independently of Verena. She had decided that she had a +pretext; her dignity required one, for she felt that at present the +antique pride of the Greenstreets was terribly at the mercy of her +curiosity. She wished to see Miss Chancellor again, and to see her among +her charming appurtenances, which Verena had described to her with great +minuteness. The pretext that she would have valued most was +wanting--that of Olive's having come out to Cambridge to pay the visit +that had been solicited from the first; so she had to take the next +best--she had to say to herself that it was her duty to see what she +should think of a place where her daughter spent so much time. To Miss +Chancellor she would appear to have come to thank her for her +hospitality; she knew, in advance, just the air she should take (or she +fancied she knew it--Mrs. Tarrant's were not always what she supposed), +just the _nuance_ (she had also an impression she knew a little French) +of her tone. Olive, after the lapse of weeks, still showed no symptoms +of presenting herself, and Mrs. Tarrant rebuked Verena with some +sternness for not having made her feel that this attention was due to +the mother of her friend. Verena could scarcely say to her she guessed +Miss Chancellor didn't think much of that personage, true as it was that +the girl had discerned this angular fact, which she attributed to +Olive's extraordinary comprehensiveness of view. Verena herself did not +suppose that her mother occupied a very important place in the universe; +and Miss Chancellor never looked at anything smaller than that. Nor was +she free to report (she was certainly now less frank at home, and, +moreover, the suspicion was only just becoming distinct to her) that +Olive would like to detach her from her parents altogether, and was +therefore not interested in appearing to cultivate relations with them. +Mrs. Tarrant, I may mention, had a further motive: she was consumed with +the desire to behold Mrs. Luna. This circumstance may operate as a proof +that the aridity of her life was great, and if it should have that +effect I shall not be able to gainsay it. She had seen all the people +who went to lectures, but there were hours when she desired, for a +change, to see some who didn't go; and Mrs. Luna, from Verena's +description of her, summed up the characteristics of this eccentric +class. + +Verena had given great attention to Olive's brilliant sister; she had +told her friend everything now--everything but one little secret, +namely, that if she could have chosen at the beginning she would have +liked to resemble Mrs. Luna. This lady fascinated her, carried off her +imagination to strange lands; she should enjoy so much a long evening +with her alone, when she might ask her ten thousand questions. But she +never saw her alone, never saw her at all but in glimpses. Adeline +flitted in and out, dressed for dinners and concerts, always saying +something worldly to the young woman from Cambridge, and something to +Olive that had a freedom which she herself would probably never arrive +at (a failure of foresight on Verena's part). But Miss Chancellor never +detained her, never gave Verena a chance to see her, never appeared to +imagine that she could have the least interest in such a person; only +took up the subject again after Adeline had left them--the subject, of +course, which was always the same, the subject of what they should do +together for their suffering sex. It was not that Verena was not +interested in that--gracious, no; it opened up before her, in those +wonderful colloquies with Olive, in the most inspiring way; but her +fancy would make a dart to right or left when other game crossed their +path, and her companion led her, intellectually, a dance in which her +feet--that is, her head--failed her at times for weariness. Mrs. Tarrant +found Miss Chancellor at home, but she was not gratified by even the +most transient glimpse of Mrs. Luna; a fact which, in her heart, Verena +regarded as fortunate, inasmuch as (she said to herself) if her mother, +returning from Charles Street, began to explain Miss Chancellor to her +with fresh energy, and as if she (Verena) had never seen her, and up to +this time they had had nothing to say about her, to what developments +(of the same sort) would not an encounter with Adeline have given rise? + +When Verena at last said to her friend that she thought she ought to +come out to Cambridge--she didn't understand why she didn't--Olive +expressed her reasons very frankly, admitted that she was jealous, that +she didn't wish to think of the girl's belonging to any one but herself. +Mr. and Mrs. Tarrant would have authority, opposed claims, and she +didn't wish to see them, to remember that they existed. This was true, +so far as it went; but Olive could not tell Verena everything--could not +tell her that she hated that dreadful pair at Cambridge. As we know, she +had forbidden herself this emotion as regards individuals; and she +flattered herself that she considered the Tarrants as a type, a +deplorable one, a class that, with the public at large, discredited the +cause of the new truths. She had talked them over with Miss Birdseye +(Olive was always looking after her now and giving her things--the good +lady appeared at this period in wonderful caps and shawls--for she felt +she couldn't thank her enough), and even Doctor Prance's fellow-lodger, +whose animosity to flourishing evils lived in the happiest (though the +most illicit) union with the mania for finding excuses, even Miss +Birdseye was obliged to confess that if you came to examine his record, +poor Selah didn't amount to so very much. How little he amounted to +Olive perceived after she had made Verena talk, as the girl did +immensely, about her father and mother--quite unconscious, meanwhile, of +the conclusions she suggested to Miss Chancellor. Tarrant was a moralist +without moral sense--that was very clear to Olive as she listened to the +history of his daughter's childhood and youth, which Verena related with +an extraordinary artless vividness. This narrative, tremendously +fascinating to Miss Chancellor, made her feel in all sorts of +ways--prompted her to ask herself whether the girl was also destitute of +the perception of right and wrong. No, she was only supremely innocent; +she didn't understand, she didn't interpret nor see the _portee_ of what +she described; she had no idea whatever of judging her parents. Olive +had wished to "realise" the conditions in which her wonderful young +friend (she thought her more wonderful every day) had developed, and to +this end, as I have related, she prompted her to infinite discourse. But +now she was satisfied, the realisation was complete, and what she would +have liked to impose on the girl was an effectual rupture with her past. +That past she by no means absolutely deplored, for it had the merit of +having initiated Verena (and her patroness, through her agency) into the +miseries and mysteries of the People. It was her theory that Verena (in +spite of the blood of the Greenstreets, and, after all, who were they?) +was a flower of the great Democracy, and that it was impossible to have +had an origin less distinguished than Tarrant himself. His birth, in +some unheard-of place in Pennsylvania, was quite inexpressibly low, and +Olive would have been much disappointed if it had been wanting in this +defect. She liked to think that Verena, in her childhood, had known +almost the extremity of poverty, and there was a kind of ferocity in the +joy with which she reflected that there had been moments when this +delicate creature came near (if the pinch had only lasted a little +longer) to literally going without food. These things added to her value +for Olive; they made that young lady feel that their common undertaking +would, in consequence, be so much more serious. It is always supposed +that revolutionists have been goaded, and the goading would have been +rather deficient here were it not for such happy accidents in Verena's +past. When she conveyed from her mother a summons to Cambridge for a +particular occasion, Olive perceived that the great effort must now be +made. Great efforts were nothing new to her--it was a great effort to +live at all--but this one appeared to her exceptionally cruel. She +determined, however, to make it, promising herself that her first visit +to Mrs. Tarrant should also be her last. Her only consolation was that +she expected to suffer intensely; for the prospect of suffering was +always, spiritually speaking, so much cash in her pocket. It was +arranged that Olive should come to tea (the repast that Selah designated +as his supper), when Mrs. Tarrant, as we have seen, desired to do her +honour by inviting another guest. This guest, after much deliberation +between that lady and Verena, was selected, and the first person Olive +saw on entering the little parlour in Cambridge was a young man with +hair prematurely, or, as one felt that one should say, precociously +white, whom she had a vague impression she had encountered before, and +who was introduced to her as Mr. Matthias Pardon. + +She suffered less than she had hoped--she was so taken up with the +consideration of Verena's interior. It was as bad as she could have +desired; desired in order to feel that (to take her out of such a +_milieu_ as that) she should have a right to draw her altogether to +herself. Olive wished more and more to extract some definite pledge from +her; she could hardly say what it had best be as yet; she only felt that +it must be something that would have an absolute sanctity for Verena and +would bind them together for life. On this occasion it seemed to shape +itself in her mind; she began to see what it ought to be, though she +also saw that she would perhaps have to wait awhile. Mrs. Tarrant, too, +in her own house, became now a complete figure; there was no manner of +doubt left as to her being vulgar. Olive Chancellor despised vulgarity, +had a scent for it which she followed up in her own family, so that +often, with a rising flush, she detected the taint even in Adeline. +There were times, indeed, when every one seemed to have it, every one +but Miss Birdseye (who had nothing to do with it--she was an antique) +and the poorest, humblest people. The toilers and spinners, the very +obscure, these were the only persons who were safe from it. Miss +Chancellor would have been much happier if the movements she was +interested in could have been carried on only by the people she liked, +and if revolutions, somehow, didn't always have to begin with one's +self--with internal convulsions, sacrifices, executions. A common end, +unfortunately, however fine as regards a special result, does not make +community impersonal. + +Mrs. Tarrant, with her soft corpulence, looked to her guest very +bleached and tumid; her complexion had a kind of withered glaze; her +hair, very scanty, was drawn off her forehead _a la Chinoise_; she had +no eyebrows, and her eyes seemed to stare, like those of a figure of +wax. When she talked and wished to insist, and she was always insisting, +she puckered and distorted her face, with an effort to express the +inexpressible, which turned out, after all, to be nothing. She had a +kind of doleful elegance, tried to be confidential, lowered her voice +and looked as if she wished to establish a secret understanding, in +order to ask her visitor if she would venture on an apple-fritter. She +wore a flowing mantle, which resembled her husband's waterproof--a +garment which, when she turned to her daughter or talked about her, +might have passed for the robe of a sort of priestess of maternity. She +endeavoured to keep the conversation in a channel which would enable her +to ask sudden incoherent questions of Olive, mainly as to whether she +knew the principal ladies (the expression was Mrs. Tarrant's), not only +in Boston, but in the other cities which, in her nomadic course, she +herself had visited. Olive knew some of them, and of some of them had +never heard; but she was irritated, and pretended a universal ignorance +(she was conscious that she had never told so many fibs), by which her +hostess was much disconcerted, although her questions had apparently +been questions pure and simple, leading nowhither and without bearings +on any new truth. + + + + +XV + + +Tarrant, however, kept an eye in that direction; he was solemnly civil +to Miss Chancellor, handed her the dishes at table over and over again, +and ventured to intimate that the apple-fritters were very fine; but, +save for this, alluded to nothing more trivial than the regeneration of +humanity and the strong hope he felt that Miss Birdseye would again have +one of her delightful gatherings. With regard to this latter point he +explained that it was not in order that he might again present his +daughter to the company, but simply because on such occasions there was +a valuable interchange of hopeful thought, a contact of mind with mind. +If Verena had anything suggestive to contribute to the social problem, +the opportunity would come--that was part of their faith. They couldn't +reach out for it and try and push their way; if they were wanted, their +hour would strike; if they were not, they would just keep still and let +others press forward who seemed to be called. If they were called, they +would know it; and if they weren't, they could just hold on to each +other as they had always done. Tarrant was very fond of alternatives, +and he mentioned several others; it was never his fault if his listeners +failed to think him impartial. They hadn't much, as Miss Chancellor +could see; she could tell by their manner of life that they hadn't raked +in the dollars; but they had faith that, whether one raised one's voice +or simply worked on in silence, the principal difficulties would +straighten themselves out; and they had also a considerable experience +of great questions. Tarrant spoke as if, as a family, they were prepared +to take charge of them on moderate terms. He always said "ma'am" in +speaking to Olive, to whom, moreover, the air had never been so filled +with the sound of her own name. It was always in her ear, save when Mrs. +Tarrant and Verena conversed in prolonged and ingenuous asides; this was +still for her benefit, but the pronoun sufficed them. She had wished to +judge Doctor Tarrant (not that she believed he had come honestly by his +title), to make up her mind. She had done these things now, and she +expressed to herself the kind of man she believed him to be in +reflecting that if she should offer him ten thousand dollars to renounce +all claim to Verena, keeping--he and his wife--clear of her for the rest +of time, he would probably say, with his fearful smile, "Make it twenty, +money down, and I'll do it." Some image of this transaction, as one of +the possibilities of the future, outlined itself for Olive among the +moral incisions of that evening. It seemed implied in the very place, +the bald bareness of Tarrant's temporary lair, a wooden cottage, with a +rough front yard, a little naked piazza, which seemed rather to expose +than to protect, facing upon an unpaved road, in which the footway was +overlaid with a strip of planks. These planks were embedded in ice or in +liquid thaw, according to the momentary mood of the weather, and the +advancing pedestrian traversed them in the attitude, and with a good +deal of the suspense, of a rope-dancer. There was nothing in the house +to speak of; nothing, to Olive's sense, but a smell of kerosene; though +she had a consciousness of sitting down somewhere--the object creaked +and rocked beneath her--and of the table at tea being covered with a +cloth stamped in bright colours. + +As regards the pecuniary transaction with Selah, it was strange how she +should have seen it through the conviction that Verena would never give +up her parents. Olive was sure that she would never turn her back upon +them, would always share with them. She would have despised her had she +thought her capable of another course; yet it baffled her to understand +why, when parents were so trashy, this natural law should not be +suspended. Such a question brought her back, however, to her perpetual +enigma, the mystery she had already turned over in her mind for hours +together--the wonder of such people being Verena's progenitors at all. +She had explained it, as we explain all exceptional things, by making +the part, as the French say, of the miraculous. She had come to consider +the girl as a wonder of wonders, to hold that no human origin, however +congruous it might superficially appear, would sufficiently account for +her; that her springing up between Selah and his wife was an exquisite +whim of the creative force; and that in such a case a few shades more or +less of the inexplicable didn't matter. It was notorious that great +beauties, great geniuses, great characters, take their own times and +places for coming into the world, leaving the gaping spectators to make +them "fit in," and holding from far-off ancestors, or even, perhaps, +straight from the divine generosity, much more than from their ugly or +stupid progenitors. They were incalculable phenomena, anyway, as Selah +would have said. Verena, for Olive, was the very type and model of the +"gifted being"; her qualities had not been bought and paid for; they +were like some brilliant birthday-present, left at the door by an +unknown messenger, to be delightful for ever as an inexhaustible legacy, +and amusing for ever from the obscurity of its source. They were +superabundantly crude as yet--happily for Olive, who promised herself, +as we know, to train and polish them--but they were as genuine as fruit +and flowers, as the glow of the fire or the plash of water. For her +scrutinising friend Verena had the disposition of the artist, the spirit +to which all charming forms come easily and naturally. It required an +effort at first to imagine an artist so untaught, so mistaught, so poor +in experience; but then it required an effort also to imagine people +like the old Tarrants, or a life so full as her life had been of ugly +things. Only an exquisite creature could have resisted such +associations, only a girl who had some natural light, some divine spark +of taste. There were people like that, fresh from the hand of +Omnipotence; they were far from common, but their existence was as +incontestable as it was beneficent. + +Tarrant's talk about his daughter, her prospects, her enthusiasm, was +terribly painful to Olive; it brought back to her what she had suffered +already from the idea that he laid his hands upon her to make her speak. +That he should be mixed up in any way with this exercise of her genius +was a great injury to the cause, and Olive had already determined that +in future Verena should dispense with his co-operation. The girl had +virtually confessed that she lent herself to it only because it gave him +pleasure, and that anything else would do as well, anything that would +make her quiet a little before she began to "give out." Olive took upon +herself to believe that _she_ could make her quiet, though, certainly, +she had never had that effect upon any one; she would mount the platform +with Verena if necessary, and lay her hands upon her head. Why in the +world had a perverse fate decreed that Tarrant should take an interest +in the affairs of Woman--as if she wanted _his_ aid to arrive at her +goal; a charlatan of the poor, lean, shabby sort, without the humour, +brilliancy, prestige, which sometimes throw a drapery over shallowness? +Mr. Pardon evidently took an interest as well, and there was something +in his appearance that seemed to say that his sympathy would not be +dangerous. He was much at his ease, plainly, beneath the roof of the +Tarrants, and Olive reflected that though Verena had told her much about +him, she had not given her the idea that he was as intimate as that. +What she had mainly said was that he sometimes took her to the theatre. +Olive could enter, to a certain extent, into that; she herself had had a +phase (some time after her father's death--her mother's had preceded +his--when she bought the little house in Charles Street and began to +live alone), during which she accompanied gentlemen to respectable +places of amusement. She was accordingly not shocked at the idea of such +adventures on Verena's part; than which, indeed, judging from her own +experience, nothing could well have been less adventurous. Her +recollections of these expeditions were as of something solemn and +edifying--of the earnest interest in her welfare exhibited by her +companion (there were few occasions on which the young Bostonian +appeared to more advantage), of the comfort of other friends sitting +near, who were sure to know whom she was with, of serious discussion +between the acts in regard to the behaviour of the characters in the +piece, and of the speech at the end with which, as the young man quitted +her at her door, she rewarded his civility--"I must thank you for a very +pleasant evening." She always felt that she made that too prim; her lips +stiffened themselves as she spoke. But the whole affair had always a +primness; this was discernible even to Olive's very limited sense of +humour. It was not so religious as going to evening-service at King's +Chapel; but it was the next thing to it. Of course all girls didn't do +it; there were families that viewed such a custom with disfavour. But +this was where the girls were of the romping sort; there had to be some +things they were known not to do. As a general thing, moreover, the +practice was confined to the decorous; it was a sign of culture and +quiet tastes. All this made it innocent for Verena, whose life had +exposed her to much worse dangers; but the thing referred itself in +Olive's mind to a danger which cast a perpetual shadow there--the +possibility of the girl's embarking with some ingenuous youth on an +expedition that would last much longer than an evening. She was haunted, +in a word, with the fear that Verena would marry, a fate to which she +was altogether unprepared to surrender her; and this made her look with +suspicion upon all male acquaintance. + +Mr. Pardon was not the only one she knew; she had an example of the rest +in the persons of two young Harvard law-students, who presented +themselves after tea on this same occasion. As they sat there Olive +wondered whether Verena had kept something from her, whether she were, +after all (like so many other girls in Cambridge), a college-"belle," an +object of frequentation to undergraduates. It was natural that at the +seat of a big university there should be girls like that, with students +dangling after them, but she didn't want Verena to be one of them. There +were some that received the Seniors and Juniors; others that were +accessible to Sophomores and Freshmen. Certain young ladies +distinguished the professional students; there was a group, even, that +was on the best terms with the young men who were studying for the +Unitarian ministry in that queer little barrack at the end of Divinity +Avenue. The advent of the new visitors made Mrs. Tarrant bustle +immensely; but after she had caused every one to change places two or +three times with every one else the company subsided into a circle which +was occasionally broken by wandering movements on the part of her +husband, who, in the absence of anything to say on any subject whatever, +placed himself at different points in listening attitudes, shaking his +head slowly up and down, and gazing at the carpet with an air of +supernatural attention. Mrs. Tarrant asked the young men from the Law +School about their studies, and whether they meant to follow them up +seriously; said she thought some of the laws were very unjust, and she +hoped they meant to try and improve them. She had suffered by the laws +herself, at the time her father died; she hadn't got half the prop'ty +she should have got if they had been different. She thought they should +be for public matters, not for people's private affairs; the idea always +seemed to her to keep you down if you _were_ down, and to hedge you in +with difficulties. Sometimes she thought it was a wonder how she had +developed in the face of so many; but it was a proof that freedom was +everywhere, if you only knew how to look for it. + +The two young men were in the best humour; they greeted these sallies +with a merriment of which, though it was courteous in form, Olive was by +no means unable to define the spirit. They talked naturally more with +Verena than with her mother; and while they were so engaged Mrs. Tarrant +explained to her who they were, and how one of them, the smaller, who +was not quite so spruce, had brought the other, his particular friend, +to introduce him. This friend, Mr. Burrage, was from New York; he was +very fashionable, he went out a great deal in Boston ("I have no doubt +you know some of the places," said Mrs. Tarrant); his "fam'ly" was very +rich. + +"Well, he knows plenty of that sort," Mrs. Tarrant went on, "but he felt +unsatisfied; he didn't know any one like _us_. He told Mr. Gracie +(that's the little one) that he felt as if he _must_; it seemed as if he +couldn't hold out. So we told Mr. Gracie, of course, to bring him right +round. Well, I hope he'll get something from us, I'm sure. He has been +reported to be engaged to Miss Winkworth; I have no doubt you know who I +mean. But Mr. Gracie says he hasn't looked at her more than twice. +That's the way rumours fly round in that set, I presume. Well, I am glad +we are not in it, wherever we are! Mr. Gracie is very different; he is +intensely plain, but I believe he is very learned. You don't think him +plain? Oh, you don't know? Well, I suppose you don't care, you must see +so many. But I must say, when a young man looks like that, I call him +painfully plain. I heard Doctor Tarrant make the remark the last time he +was here. I don't say but what the plainest are the best. Well, I had no +idea we were going to have a party when I asked you. I wonder whether +Verena hadn't better hand the cake; we generally find the students enjoy +it so much." + +This office was ultimately delegated to Selah, who, after a considerable +absence, reappeared with a dish of dainties, which he presented +successively to each member of the company. Olive saw Verena lavish her +smiles on Mr. Gracie and Mr. Burrage; the liveliest relation had +established itself, and the latter gentleman in especial abounded in +appreciative laughter. It might have been fancied, just from looking at +the group, that Verena's vocation was to smile and talk with young men +who bent towards her; might have been fancied, that is, by a person less +sure of the contrary than Olive, who had reason to know that a "gifted +being" is sent into the world for a very different purpose, and that +making the time pass pleasantly for conceited young men is the last duty +you are bound to think of if you happen to have a talent for embodying a +cause. Olive tried to be glad that her friend had the richness of nature +that makes a woman gracious without latent purposes; she reflected that +Verena was not in the smallest degree a flirt, that she was only +enchantingly and universally genial, that nature had given her a +beautiful smile, which fell impartially on every one, man and woman, +alike. Olive may have been right, but it shall be confided to the reader +that in reality she never knew, by any sense of her own, whether Verena +were a flirt or not. This young lady could not possibly have told her +(even if she herself knew, which she didn't), and Olive, destitute of +the quality, had no means of taking the measure in another of the subtle +feminine desire to please. She could see the difference between Mr. +Gracie and Mr. Burrage; her being bored by Mrs. Tarrant's attempting to +point it out is perhaps a proof of that. It was a curious incident of +her zeal for the regeneration of her sex that manly things were, perhaps +on the whole, what she understood best. Mr. Burrage was rather a +handsome youth, with a laughing, clever face, a certain sumptuosity of +apparel, an air of belonging to the "fast set"--a precocious, +good-natured man of the world, curious of new sensations and containing, +perhaps, the making of a _dilettante_. Being, doubtless, a little +ambitious, and liking to flatter himself that he appreciated worth in +lowly forms, he had associated himself with the ruder but at the same +time acuter personality of a genuine son of New England, who had a +harder head than his own and a humour in reality more cynical, and who, +having earlier knowledge of the Tarrants, had undertaken to show him +something indigenous and curious, possibly even fascinating. Mr. Gracie +was short, with a big head; he wore eye-glasses, looked unkempt, almost +rustic, and said good things with his ugly lips. Verena had replies for +a good many of them, and a pretty colour came into her face as she +talked. Olive could see that she produced herself quite as well as one +of these gentlemen had foretold the other that she would. Miss +Chancellor knew what had passed between them as well as if she had heard +it; Mr. Gracie had promised that he would lead her on, that she should +justify his description and prove the raciest of her class. They would +laugh about her as they went away, lighting their cigars, and for many +days afterwards their discourse would be enlivened with quotations from +the "women's rights girl." + +It was amazing how many ways men had of being antipathetic; these two +were very different from Basil Ransom, and different from each other, +and yet the manner of each conveyed an insult to one's womanhood. The +worst of the case was that Verena would be sure not to perceive this +outrage--not to dislike them in consequence. There were so many things +that she hadn't yet learned to dislike, in spite of her friend's earnest +efforts to teach her. She had the idea vividly (that was the marvel) of +the cruelty of man, of his immemorial injustice; but it remained +abstract, platonic; she didn't detest him in consequence. What was the +use of her having that sharp, inspired vision of the history of the sex +(it was, as she had said herself, exactly like Joan of Arc's absolutely +supernatural apprehension of the state of France) if she wasn't going to +carry it out, if she was going to behave as the ordinary pusillanimous, +conventional young lady? It was all very well for her to have said that +first day that she would renounce: did she look, at such a moment as +this, like a young woman who had renounced? Suppose this glittering, +laughing Burrage youth, with his chains and rings and shining shoes, +should fall in love with her and try to bribe her, with his great +possessions, to practise renunciations of another kind--to give up her +holy work and to go with him to New York, there to live as his wife, +partly bullied, partly pampered, in the accustomed Burrage manner? There +was as little comfort for Olive as there had been on the whole alarm in +the recollection of that off-hand speech of Verena's about her +preference for "free unions." This had been mere maiden flippancy; she +had not known the meaning of what she said. Though she had grown up +among people who took for granted all sorts of queer laxities, she had +kept the consummate innocence of the American girl, that innocence which +was the greatest of all, for it had survived the abolition of walls and +locks; and of the various remarks that had dropped from Verena +expressing this quality that startling observation certainly expressed +it most. It implied, at any rate, that unions of some kind or other had +her approval, and did not exclude the dangers that might arise from +encounters with young men in search of sensations. + + + + +XVI + + +Mr. Pardon, as Olive observed, was a little out of this combination; but +he was not a person to allow himself to droop. He came and seated +himself by Miss Chancellor and broached a literary subject; he asked her +if she were following any of the current "serials" in the magazines. On +her telling him that she never followed anything of that sort, he +undertook a defence of the serial system, which she presently reminded +him that she had not attacked. He was not discouraged by this retort, +but glided gracefully off to the question of Mount Desert; conversation +on some subject or other being evidently a necessity of his nature. He +talked very quickly and softly, with words, and even sentences, +imperfectly formed; there was a certain amiable flatness in his tone, +and he abounded in exclamations--"Goodness gracious!" and "Mercy on +us!"--not much in use among the sex whose profanity is apt to be coarse. +He had small, fair features, remarkably neat, and pretty eyes, and a +moustache that he caressed, and an air of juvenility much at variance +with his grizzled locks, and the free familiar reference in which he was +apt to indulge to his career as a journalist. His friends knew that in +spite of his delicacy and his prattle he was what they called a live +man; his appearance was perfectly reconcilable with a large degree of +literary enterprise. It should be explained that for the most part they +attached to this idea the same meaning as Selah Tarrant--a state of +intimacy with the newspapers, the cultivation of the great arts of +publicity. For this ingenuous son of his age all distinction between the +person and the artist had ceased to exist; the writer was personal, the +person food for newsboys, and everything and every one were every one's +business. All things, with him, referred themselves to print, and print +meant simply infinite reporting, a promptitude of announcement, abusive +when necessary, or even when not, about his fellow-citizens. He poured +contumely on their private life, on their personal appearance, with the +best conscience in the world. His faith, again, was the faith of Selah +Tarrant--that being in the newspapers is a condition of bliss, and that +it would be fastidious to question the terms of the privilege. He was an +_enfant de la balle_, as the French say; he had begun his career, at the +age of fourteen, by going the rounds of the hotels, to cull flowers from +the big, greasy registers which lie on the marble counters; and he might +flatter himself that he had contributed in his measure, and on behalf of +a vigilant public opinion, the pride of a democratic State, to the great +end of preventing the American citizen from attempting clandestine +journeys. Since then he had ascended other steps of the same ladder; he +was the most brilliant young interviewer on the Boston press. He was +particularly successful in drawing out the ladies; he had condensed into +shorthand many of the most celebrated women of his time--some of these +daughters of fame were very voluminous--and he was supposed to have a +remarkably insinuating way of waiting upon _prime donne_ and actresses +the morning after their arrival, or sometimes the very evening, while +their luggage was being brought up. He was only twenty-eight years old, +and, with his hoary head, was a thoroughly modern young man; he had no +idea of not taking advantage of all the modern conveniences. He regarded +the mission of mankind upon earth as a perpetual evolution of telegrams; +everything to him was very much the same, he had no sense of proportion +or quality; but the newest thing was what came nearest exciting in his +mind the sentiment of respect. He was an object of extreme admiration to +Selah Tarrant, who believed that he had mastered all the secrets of +success, and who, when Mrs. Tarrant remarked (as she had done more than +once) that it looked as if Mr. Pardon was really coming after Verena, +declared that if he was, he was one of the few young men he should want +to see in that connexion, one of the few he should be willing to allow +to handle her. It was Tarrant's conviction that if Matthias Pardon +should seek Verena in marriage, it would be with a view to producing her +in public; and the advantage for the girl of having a husband who was at +the same time reporter, interviewer, manager, agent, who had the command +of the principal "dailies," would write her up and work her, as it were, +scientifically--the attraction of all this was too obvious to be +insisted on. Matthias had a mean opinion of Tarrant, thought him quite +second-rate, a votary of played-out causes. It was his impression that +he himself was in love with Verena, but his passion was not a jealous +one, and included a remarkable disposition to share the object of his +affection with the American people. + +He talked some time to Olive about Mount Desert, told her that in his +letters he had described the company at the different hotels. He +remarked, however, that a correspondent suffered a good deal to-day from +the competition of the "lady-writers"; the sort of article they produced +was sometimes more acceptable to the papers. He supposed she would be +glad to hear that--he knew she was so interested in woman's having a +free field. They certainly made lovely correspondents; they picked up +something bright before you could turn round; there wasn't much you +could keep away from them; you had to be lively if you wanted to get +there first. Of course, they were naturally more chatty, and that was +the style of literature that seemed to take most to-day; only they +didn't write much but what ladies would want to read. Of course, he knew +there were millions of lady-readers, but he intimated that _he_ didn't +address himself exclusively to the gynecaeum; he tried to put in +something that would interest all parties. If you read a lady's letter +you knew pretty well in advance what you would find. Now, what he tried +for was that you shouldn't have the least idea; he always tried to have +something that would make you jump. Mr. Pardon was not conceited more, +at least, than is proper when youth and success go hand in hand, and it +was natural he should not know in what spirit Miss Chancellor listened +to him. Being aware that she was a woman of culture his desire was +simply to supply her with the pabulum that she would expect. She thought +him very inferior; she had heard he was intensely bright, but there was +probably some mistake; there couldn't be any danger for Verena from a +mind that took merely a gossip's view of great tendencies. Besides, he +wasn't half educated, and it was her belief, or at least her hope, that +an educative process was now going on for Verena (under her own +direction) which would enable her to make such a discovery for herself. +Olive had a standing quarrel with the levity, the good-nature, of the +judgements of the day; many of them seemed to her weak to imbecility, +losing sight of all measures and standards, lavishing superlatives, +delighted to be fooled. The age seemed to her relaxed and demoralised, +and I believe she looked to the influx of the great feminine element to +make it feel and speak more sharply. + +"Well, it's a privilege to hear you two talk together," Mrs. Tarrant +said to her; "it's what I call real conversation. It isn't often we have +anything so fresh; it makes me feel as if I wanted to join in. I +scarcely know whom to listen to most; Verena seems to be having such a +time with those gentlemen. First I catch one thing and then another; it +seems as if I couldn't take it all in. Perhaps I ought to pay more +attention to Mr. Burrage; I don't want him to think we are not so +cordial as they are in New York." + +She decided to draw nearer to the trio on the other side of the room, +for she had perceived (as she devoutly hoped Miss Chancellor had not) +that Verena was endeavouring to persuade either of her companions to go +and talk to her dear friend, and that these unscrupulous young men, +after a glance over their shoulder, appeared to plead for remission, to +intimate that this was not what they had come round for. Selah wandered +out of the room again with his collection of cakes, and Mr. Pardon began +to talk to Olive about Verena, to say that he felt as if he couldn't say +all he did feel with regard to the interest she had shown in her. Olive +could not imagine why he was called upon to say or to feel anything, and +she gave him short answers; while the poor young man, unconscious of his +doom, remarked that he hoped she wasn't going to exercise any influence +that would prevent Miss Tarrant from taking the rank that belonged to +her. He thought there was too much hanging back; he wanted to see her in +a front seat; he wanted to see her name in the biggest kind of bills and +her portrait in the windows of the stores. She had genius, there was no +doubt of that, and she would take a new line altogether. She had charm, +and there was a great demand for that nowadays in connexion with new +ideas. There were so many that seemed to have fallen dead for want of +it. She ought to be carried straight ahead; she ought to walk right up +to the top. There was a want of bold action; he didn't see what they +were waiting for. He didn't suppose they were waiting till she was fifty +years old; there were old ones enough in the field. He knew that Miss +Chancellor appreciated the advantage of her girlhood, because Miss +Verena had told him so. Her father was dreadfully slack, and the winter +was ebbing away. Mr. Pardon went so far as to say that if Dr. Tarrant +didn't see his way to do something, he should feel as if he should want +to take hold himself. He expressed a hope at the same time that Olive +had not any views that would lead her to bring her influence to bear to +make Miss Verena hold back; also that she wouldn't consider that he +pressed in too much. He knew that was a charge that people brought +against newspaper-men--that they were rather apt to cross the line. He +only worried because he thought those who were no doubt nearer to Miss +Verena than he could hope to be were not sufficiently alive. He knew +that she had appeared in two or three parlours since that evening at +Miss Birdseye's, and he had heard of the delightful occasion at Miss +Chancellor's own house, where so many of the first families had been +invited to meet her. (This was an allusion to a small luncheon-party +that Olive had given, when Verena discoursed to a dozen matrons and +spinsters, selected by her hostess with infinite consideration and many +spiritual scruples; a report of the affair, presumably from the hand of +the young Matthias, who naturally had not been present, appeared with +extraordinary promptness in an evening-paper.) That was very well so far +as it went, but he wanted something on another scale, something so big +that people would have to go round if they wanted to get past. Then +lowering his voice a little, he mentioned what it was: a lecture in the +Music Hall, at fifty cents a ticket, without her father, right there on +her own basis. He lowered his voice still more and revealed to Miss +Chancellor his innermost thought, having first assured himself that +Selah was still absent and that Mrs. Tarrant was inquiring of Mr. +Burrage whether he visited much on the new land. The truth was, Miss +Verena wanted to "shed" her father altogether; she didn't want him +pawing round her that way before she began; it didn't add in the least +to the attraction. Mr. Pardon expressed the conviction that Miss +Chancellor agreed with him in this, and it required a great effort of +mind on Olive's part, so small was her desire to act in concert with Mr. +Pardon, to admit to herself that she did. She asked him, with a certain +lofty coldness--he didn't make her shy, now, a bit--whether he took a +great interest in the improvement of the position of women. The question +appeared to strike the young man as abrupt and irrelevant, to come down +on him from a height with which he was not accustomed to hold +intercourse. He was used to quick operations, however, and he had only a +moment of bright blankness before replying: + +"Oh, there is nothing I wouldn't do for the ladies; just give me a +chance and you'll see." + +Olive was silent a moment. "What I mean is--is your sympathy a sympathy +with our sex, or a particular interest in Miss Tarrant?" + +"Well, sympathy is just sympathy--that's all I can say. It takes in Miss +Verena and it takes in all others--except the lady-correspondents," the +young man added, with a jocosity which, as he perceived even at the +moment, was lost on Verena's friend. He was not more successful when he +went on: "It takes in even you, Miss Chancellor!" + +Olive rose to her feet, hesitating; she wanted to go away, and yet she +couldn't bear to leave Verena to be exploited, as she felt that she +would be after her departure, that indeed she had already been, by those +offensive young men. She had a strange sense, too, that her friend had +neglected her for the last half-hour, had not been occupied with her, +had placed a barrier between them--a barrier of broad male backs, of +laughter that verged upon coarseness, of glancing smiles directed across +the room, directed to Olive, which seemed rather to disconnect her with +what was going forward on that side than to invite her to take part in +it. If Verena recognised that Miss Chancellor was not in report, as her +father said, when jocose young men ruled the scene, the discovery +implied no great penetration; but the poor girl might have reflected +further that to see it taken for granted that she was unadapted for such +company could scarcely be more agreeable to Olive than to be dragged +into it. This young lady's worst apprehensions were now justified by +Mrs. Tarrant's crying to her that she must not go, as Mr. Burrage and +Mr. Gracie were trying to persuade Verena to give them a little specimen +of inspirational speaking, and she was sure her daughter would comply in +a moment if Miss Chancellor would just tell her to compose herself. They +had got to own up to it, Miss Chancellor could do more with her than any +one else; but Mr. Gracie and Mr. Burrage had excited her so that she was +afraid it would be rather an unsuccessful effort. The whole group had +got up, and Verena came to Olive with her hands outstretched and no +signs of a bad conscience in her bright face. + +"I know you like me to speak so much--I'll try to say something if you +want me to. But I'm afraid there are not enough people; I can't do much +with a small audience." + +"I wish we had brought some of our friends--they would have been +delighted to come if we had given them a chance," said Mr. Burrage. +"There is an immense desire throughout the University to hear you, and +there is no such sympathetic audience as an audience of Harvard men. +Gracie and I are only two, but Gracie is a host in himself, and I am +sure he will say as much of me." The young man spoke these words freely +and lightly, smiling at Verena, and even a little at Olive, with the air +of one to whom a mastery of clever "chaff" was commonly attributed. + +"Mr. Burrage listens even better than he talks," his companion declared. +"We have the habit of attention at lectures, you know. To be lectured by +you would be an advantage indeed. We are sunk in ignorance and +prejudice." + +"Ah, my prejudices," Burrage went on; "if you could see them--I assure +you they are something monstrous!" + +"Give them a regular ducking and make them gasp," Matthias Pardon cried. +"If you want an opportunity to act on Harvard College, now's your +chance. These gentlemen will carry the news; it will be the narrow end +of the wedge." + +"I can't tell what you like," Verena said, still looking into Olive's +eyes. + +"I'm sure Miss Chancellor likes everything here," Mrs. Tarrant remarked, +with a noble confidence. + +Selah had reappeared by this time; his lofty, contemplative person was +framed by the doorway. "Want to try a little inspiration?" he inquired, +looking round on the circle with an encouraging inflexion. + +"I'll do it alone, if you prefer," Verena said soothingly to her friend. +"It might be a good chance to try without father." + +"You don't mean to say you ain't going to be supported?" Mrs. Tarrant +exclaimed, with dismay. + +"Ah, I beseech you, give us the whole programme--don't omit any leading +feature!" Mr. Burrage was heard to plead. + +"My only interest is to draw her out," said Selah, defending his +integrity. "I will drop right out if I don't seem to vitalise. I have no +desire to draw attention to my own poor gifts." This declaration +appeared to be addressed to Miss Chancellor. + +"Well, there will be more inspiration if you don't touch her," Matthias +Pardon said to him. "It will seem to come right down from--well, +wherever it does come from." + +"Yes, we don't pretend to say that," Mrs. Tarrant murmured. + +This little discussion had brought the blood to Olive's face; she felt +that every one present was looking at her--Verena most of all--and that +here was a chance to take a more complete possession of the girl. Such +chances were agitating; moreover, she didn't like, on any occasion, to +be so prominent. But everything that had been said was benighted and +vulgar; the place seemed thick with the very atmosphere out of which she +wished to lift Verena. They were treating her as a show, as a social +resource, and the two young men from the College were laughing at her +shamelessly. She was not meant for that, and Olive would save her. +Verena was so simple, she couldn't see herself; she was the only pure +spirit in the odious group. + +"I want you to address audiences that are worth addressing--to convince +people who are serious and sincere." Olive herself, as she spoke, heard +the great shake in her voice. "Your mission is not to exhibit yourself +as a pastime for individuals, but to touch the heart of communities, of +nations." + +"Dear madam, I'm sure Miss Tarrant will touch my heart!" Mr. Burrage +objected, gallantly. + +"Well, I don't know but she judges you young men fairly," said Mrs. +Tarrant, with a sigh. + +Verena, diverted a moment from her communion with her friend, considered +Mr. Burrage with a smile. "I don't believe you have got any heart, and I +shouldn't care much if you had!" + +"You have no idea how much the way you say that increases my desire to +hear you speak." + +"Do as you please, my dear," said Olive, almost inaudibly. "My carriage +must be there--I must leave you, in any case." + +"I can see you don't want it," said Verena, wondering. "You would stay +if you liked it, wouldn't you?" + +"I don't know what I should do. Come out with me!" Olive spoke almost +with fierceness. + +"Well, you'll send them away no better than they came," said Matthias +Pardon. + +"I guess you had better come round some other night," Selah suggested +pacifically, but with a significance which fell upon Olive's ear. + +Mr. Gracie seemed inclined to make the sturdiest protest. "Look here, +Miss Tarrant; do you want to save Harvard College, or do you not?" he +demanded, with a humorous frown. + +"I didn't know _you_ were Harvard College!" Verena returned as +humorously. + +"I am afraid you are rather disappointed in your evening if you expected +to obtain some insight into our ideas," said Mrs. Tarrant, with an air +of impotent sympathy, to Mr. Gracie. + +"Well, good-night, Miss Chancellor," she went on; "I hope you've got a +warm wrap. I suppose you'll think we go a good deal by what you say in +this house. Well, most people don't object to that. There's a little +hole right there in the porch; it seems as if Doctor Tarrant couldn't +remember to go for the man to fix it. I am afraid you'll think we're too +much taken up with all these new hopes. Well, we _have_ enjoyed seeing +you in our home; it quite raises my appetite for social intercourse. Did +you come out on wheels? I can't stand a sleigh myself; it makes me +sick." + +This was her hostess's response to Miss Chancellor's very summary +farewell, uttered as the three ladies proceeded together to the door of +the house. Olive had got herself out of the little parlour with a sort +of blind, defiant dash; she had taken no perceptible leave of the rest +of the company. When she was calm she had very good manners, but when +she was agitated she was guilty of lapses, every one of which came back +to her, magnified, in the watches of the night. Sometimes they excited +remorse, and sometimes triumph; in the latter case she felt that she +could not have been so justly vindictive in cold blood. Tarrant wished +to guide her down the steps, out of the little yard, to her carriage; he +reminded her that they had had ashes sprinkled on the planks on purpose. +But she begged him to let her alone, she almost pushed him back; she +drew Verena out into the dark freshness, closing the door of the house +behind her. There was a splendid sky, all blue-black and silver--a +sparkling wintry vault, where the stars were like a myriad points of +ice. The air was silent and sharp, and the vague snow looked cruel. +Olive knew now very definitely what the promise was that she wanted +Verena to make; but it was too cold, she could keep her there bareheaded +but an instant. Mrs. Tarrant, meanwhile, in the parlour, remarked that +it seemed as if she couldn't trust Verena with her own parents; and +Selah intimated that, with a proper invitation, his daughter would be +very happy to address Harvard College at large. Mr. Burrage and Mr. +Gracie said they would invite her on the spot, in the name of the +University; and Matthias Pardon reflected (and asserted) with glee that +this would be the newest thing yet. But he added that they would have a +high time with Miss Chancellor first, and this was evidently the +conviction of the company. + +"I can see you are angry at something," Verena said to Olive, as the two +stood there in the starlight. "I hope it isn't me. What have I done?" + +"I am not angry--I am anxious. I am so afraid I shall lose you. Verena, +don't fail me--don't fail me!" Olive spoke low, with a kind of passion. + +"Fail you? How can I fail?" + +"You can't, of course you can't. Your star is above you. But don't +listen to _them_." + +"To whom do you mean, Olive? To my parents?" + +"Oh no, not your parents," Miss Chancellor replied, with some sharpness. +She paused a moment, and then she said: "I don't care for your parents. +I have told you that before; but now that I have seen them--as they +wished, as you wished, and I didn't--I don't care for them; I must +repeat it, Verena. I should be dishonest if I let you think I did." + +"Why, Olive Chancellor!" Verena murmured, as if she were trying, in +spite of the sadness produced by this declaration, to do justice to her +friend's impartiality. + +"Yes, I am hard; perhaps I am cruel; but we must be hard if we wish to +triumph. Don't listen to young men when they try to mock and muddle you. +They don't care for you; they don't care for _us_. They care only for +their pleasure, for what they believe to be the right of the stronger. +The stronger? I am not so sure!" + +"Some of them care so much--are supposed to care too much--for us," +Verena said, with a smile that looked dim in the darkness. + +"Yes, if we will give up everything. I have asked you before--are you +prepared to give up?" + +"Do you mean, to give _you_ up?" + +"No, all our wretched sisters--all our hopes and purposes--all that we +think Sacred and worth living for!" + +"Oh, they don't want that, Olive." Verena's smile became more distinct, +and she added: "They don't want so much as that!" + +"Well, then, go in and speak for them--and sing for them--and dance for +them!" + +"Olive, you are cruel!" + +"Yes, I am. But promise me one thing, and I shall be--oh, so tender!" + +"What a strange place for promises," said Verena, with a shiver, looking +about her into the night. + +"Yes, I am dreadful; I know it. But promise." And Olive drew the girl +nearer to her, flinging over her with one hand the fold of a cloak that +hung ample upon her own meagre person, and holding her there with the +other, while she looked at her, suppliant but half hesitating. +"Promise!" she repeated. + +"Is it something terrible?" + +"Never to listen to one of them, never to be bribed----" + +At this moment the house-door was opened again, and the light of the +hall projected itself across the little piazza. Matthias Pardon stood in +the aperture, and Tarrant and his wife, with the two other visitors, +appeared to have come forward as well, to see what detained Verena. + +"You seem to have started a kind of lecture out here," Mr. Pardon said. +"You ladies had better look out, or you'll freeze together!" + +Verena was reminded by her mother that she would catch her death, but +she had already heard sharply, low as they were spoken, five last words +from Olive, who now abruptly released her and passed swiftly over the +path from the porch to her waiting carriage. Tarrant creaked along, in +pursuit, to assist Miss Chancellor; the others drew Verena into the +house. "Promise me not to marry!"--that was what echoed in her startled +mind, and repeated itself there when Mr. Burrage returned to the charge, +asking her if she wouldn't at least appoint some evening when they might +listen to her. She knew that Olive's injunction ought not to have +surprised her; she had already felt it in the air; she would have said +at any time, if she had been asked, that she didn't suppose Miss +Chancellor would want her to marry. But the idea, uttered as her friend +had uttered it, had a new solemnity, and the effect of that quick, +violent colloquy was to make her nervous and impatient, as if she had +had a sudden glimpse of futurity. That was rather awful, even if it +represented the fate one would like. + +When the two young men from the College pressed their petition, she +asked, with a laugh that surprised them, whether they wished to "mock +and muddle" her. They went away, assenting to Mrs. Tarrant's last +remark: "I am afraid you'll feel that you don't quite understand us +yet." Matthias Pardon remained; her father and mother, expressing their +perfect confidence that he would excuse them, went to bed and left him +sitting there. He stayed a good while longer, nearly an hour, and said +things that made Verena think that _he_, perhaps, would like to marry +her. But while she listened to him, more abstractedly than her custom +was, she remarked to herself that there could be no difficulty in +promising Olive so far as he was concerned. He was very pleasant, and he +knew an immense deal about everything, or, rather, about every one, and +he would take her right into the midst of life. But she didn't wish to +marry him, all the same, and after he had gone she reflected that, once +she came to think of it, she didn't want to marry any one. So it would +be easy, after all, to make Olive that promise, and it would give her so +much pleasure! + + + + +XVII + + +The next time Verena saw Olive she said to her that she was ready to +make the promise she had asked the other night; but, to her great +surprise, this young woman answered her by a question intended to check +such rashness. Miss Chancellor raised a warning finger; she had an air +of dissuasion almost as solemn as her former pressure; her passionate +impatience appeared to have given way to other considerations, to be +replaced by the resignation that comes with deeper reflexion. It was +tinged in this case, indeed, by such bitterness as might be permitted to +a young lady who cultivated the brightness of a great faith. + +"Don't you want any promise at present?" Verena asked. "Why, Olive, how +you change!" + +"My dear child, you are so young--so strangely young. I am a thousand +years old; I have lived through generations--through centuries. I know +what I know by experience; you know it by imagination. That is +consistent with your being the fresh, bright creature that you are. I am +constantly forgetting the difference between us--that you are a mere +child as yet, though a child destined for great things. I forgot it the +other night, but I have remembered it since. You must pass through a +certain phase, and it would be very wrong in me to pretend to suppress +it. That is all clear to me now; I see it was my jealousy that spoke--my +restless, hungry jealousy. I have far too much of that; I oughtn't to +give any one the right to say that it's a woman's quality. I don't want +your signature; I only want your confidence--only what springs from +that. I hope with all my soul that you won't marry; but if you don't it +must not be because you have promised me. You know what I think--that +there is something noble done when one makes a sacrifice for a great +good. Priests--when they were real priests--never married, and what you +and I dream of doing demands of us a kind of priesthood. It seems to me +very poor, when friendship and faith and charity and the most +interesting occupation in the world--when such a combination as this +doesn't seem, by itself, enough to live for. No man that I have ever +seen cares a straw in his heart for what we are trying to accomplish. +They hate it; they scorn it; they will try to stamp it out whenever they +can. Oh yes, I know there are men who pretend to care for it; but they +are not really men, and I wouldn't be sure even of them! Any man that +one would look at--with him, as a matter of course, it is war upon us to +the knife. I don't mean to say there are not some male beings who are +willing to patronise us a little; to pat us on the back and recommend a +few moderate concessions; to say that there _are_ two or three little +points in which society has not been quite just to us. But any man who +pretends to accept our programme _in toto_, as you and I understand it, +of his own free will, before he is forced to--such a person simply +schemes to betray us. There are gentlemen in plenty who would be glad to +stop your mouth by kissing you! If you become dangerous some day to +their selfishness, to their vested interests, to their immorality--as I +pray heaven every day, my dear friend, that you may!--it will be a grand +thing for one of them if he can persuade you that he loves you. Then you +will see what he will do with you, and how far his love will take him! +It would be a sad day for you and for me and for all of us if you were +to believe something of that kind. You see I am very calm now; I have +thought it all out." + +Verena had listened with earnest eyes. "Why, Olive, you are quite a +speaker yourself!" she exclaimed. "You would far surpass me if you would +let yourself go." + +Miss Chancellor shook her head with a melancholy that was not devoid of +sweetness. "I can speak to _you_; but that is no proof. The very stones +of the street--all the dumb things of nature--might find a voice to talk +to you. I have no facility; I am awkward and embarrassed and dry." When +this young lady, after a struggle with the winds and waves of emotion, +emerged into the quiet stream of a certain high reasonableness, she +presented her most graceful aspect; she had a tone of softness and +sympathy, a gentle dignity, a serenity of wisdom, which sealed the +appreciation of those who knew her well enough to like her, and which +always impressed Verena as something almost august. Such moods, however, +were not often revealed to the public at large; they belonged to Miss +Chancellor's very private life. One of them had possession of her at +present, and she went on to explain the inconsequence which had puzzled +her friend with the same quiet clearness, the detachment from error, of +a woman whose self-scrutiny has been as sharp as her deflexion. + +"Don't think me capricious if I say I would rather trust you without a +pledge. I owe you, I owe every one, an apology for my rudeness and +fierceness at your mother's. It came over me--just seeing those young +men--how exposed you are; and the idea made me (for the moment) frantic. +I see your danger still, but I see other things too, and I have +recovered my balance. You must be safe, Verena--you must be saved; but +your safety must not come from your having tied your hands. It must come +from the growth of your perception; from your seeing things, of +yourself, sincerely and with conviction, in the light in which I see +them; from your feeling that for your work your freedom is essential, +and that there is no freedom for you and me save in religiously _not_ +doing what you will often be asked to do--and I never!" Miss Chancellor +brought out these last words with a proud jerk which was not without its +pathos. "Don't promise, don't promise!" she went on. "I would far rather +you didn't. But don't fail me--don't fail me, or I shall die!" + +Her manner of repairing her inconsistency was altogether feminine: she +wished to extract a certainty at the same time that she wished to +deprecate a pledge, and she would have been delighted to put Verena into +the enjoyment of that freedom which was so important for her by +preventing her exercising it in a particular direction. The girl was now +completely under her influence; she had latent curiosities and +distractions--left to herself, she was not always thinking of the +unhappiness of women; but the touch of Olive's tone worked a spell, and +she found something to which at least a portion of her nature turned +with eagerness in her companion's wider knowledge, her elevation of +view. Miss Chancellor was historic and philosophic; or, at any rate, she +appeared so to Verena, who felt that through such an association one +might at last intellectually command all life. And there was a simpler +impulse; Verena wished to please her if only because she had such a +dread of displeasing her. Olive's displeasures, disappointments, +disapprovals were tragic, truly memorable; she grew white under them, +not shedding many tears, as a general thing, like inferior women (she +cried when she was angry, not when she was hurt), but limping and +panting, morally, as if she had received a wound that she would carry +for life. On the other hand, her commendations, her satisfactions were +as soft as a west wind; and she had this sign, the rarest of all, of +generosity, that she liked obligations of gratitude when they were not +laid upon her by men. Then, indeed, she scarcely recognised them. She +considered men in general as so much in the debt of the opposite sex +that any individual woman had an unlimited credit with them; she could +not possibly overdraw the general feminine account. The unexpected +temperance of her speech on this subject of Verena's accessibility to +matrimonial error seemed to the girl to have an antique beauty, a wisdom +purged of worldly elements; it reminded her of qualities that she +believed to have been proper to Electra or Antigone. This made her wish +the more to do something that would gratify Olive; and in spite of her +friend's dissuasion she declared that she should like to promise. "I +will promise, at any rate, not to marry any of those gentlemen that were +at the house," she said. "Those seemed to be the ones you were +principally afraid of." + +"You will promise not to marry any one you don't like," said Olive. +"That would be a great comfort!" + +"But I do like Mr. Burrage and Mr. Gracie." + +"And Mr. Matthias Pardon? What a name!" + +"Well, he knows how to make himself agreeable. He can tell you +everything you want to know." + +"You mean everything you don't! Well, if you like every one, I haven't +the least objection. It would only be preferences that I should find +alarming. I am not the least afraid of your marrying a repulsive man; +your danger would come from an attractive one." + +"I'm glad to hear you admit that some _are_ attractive!" Verena +exclaimed, with the light laugh which her reverence for Miss Chancellor +had not yet quenched. "It sometimes seems as if there weren't any you +could like!" + +"I can imagine a man I should like very much," Olive replied, after a +moment. "But I don't like those I see. They seem to me poor creatures." +And, indeed, her uppermost feeling in regard to them was a kind of cold +scorn; she thought most of them palterers and bullies. The end of the +colloquy was that Verena, having assented, with her usual docility, to +her companion's optimistic contention that it was a "phase," this taste +for evening-calls from collegians and newspaper-men, and would +consequently pass away with the growth of her mind, remarked that the +injustice of men might be an accident or might be a part of their +nature, but at any rate she should have to change a good deal before she +should want to marry. + +About the middle of December Miss Chancellor received a visit from +Matthias Pardon, who had come to ask her what she meant to do about +Verena. She had never invited him to call upon her, and the appearance +of a gentleman whose desire to see her was so irrepressible as to +dispense with such a preliminary was not in her career an accident +frequent enough to have taught her equanimity. She thought Mr. Pardon's +visit a liberty; but, if she expected to convey this idea to him by +withholding any suggestion that he should sit down, she was greatly +mistaken, inasmuch as he cut the ground from under her feet by himself +offering her a chair. His manner represented hospitality enough for both +of them, and she was obliged to listen, on the edge of her sofa (she +could at least seat herself where she liked), to his extraordinary +inquiry. Of course she was not obliged to answer it, and indeed she +scarcely understood it. He explained that it was prompted by the intense +interest he felt in Miss Verena; but that scarcely made it more +comprehensible, such a sentiment (on his part) being such a curious +mixture. He had a sort of enamel of good humour which showed that his +indelicacy was his profession; and he asked for revelations of the _vie +intime_ of his victims with the bland confidence of a fashionable +physician inquiring about symptoms. He wanted to know what Miss +Chancellor meant to do, because if she didn't mean to do anything, he +had an idea--which he wouldn't conceal from her--of going into the +enterprise himself. "You see, what I should like to know is this: do you +consider that she belongs to you, or that she belongs to the people? If +she belongs to you, why don't you bring her out?" + +He had no purpose and no consciousness of being impertinent; he only +wished to talk over the matter sociably with Miss Chancellor. He knew, +of course, that there was a presumption she would not be sociable, but +no presumption had yet deterred him from presenting a surface which he +believed to be polished till it shone; there was always a larger one in +favour of his power to penetrate and of the majesty of the "great +dailies." Indeed, he took so many things for granted that Olive remained +dumb while she regarded them; and he availed himself of what he +considered as a fortunate opening to be really very frank. He reminded +her that he had known Miss Verena a good deal longer than she; he had +travelled out to Cambridge the other winter (when he could get an +off-night), with the thermometer at ten below zero. He had always +thought her attractive, but it wasn't till this season that his eyes had +been fully opened. Her talent had matured, and now he had no hesitation +in calling her brilliant. Miss Chancellor could imagine whether, as an +old friend, he could watch such a beautiful unfolding with indifference. +She would fascinate the people, just as she had fascinated her (Miss +Chancellor), and, he might be permitted to add, himself. The fact was, +she was a great card, and some one ought to play it. There never had +been a more attractive female speaker before the American public; she +would walk right past Mrs. Farrinder, and Mrs. Farrinder knew it. There +was room for both, no doubt, they had such a different style; anyhow, +what he wanted to show was that there was room for Miss Verena. She +didn't want any more tuning-up, she wanted to break right out. Moreover, +he felt that any gentleman who should lead her to success would win her +esteem; he might even attract her more powerfully--who could tell? If +Miss Chancellor wanted to attach her permanently, she ought to push her +right forward. He gathered from what Miss Verena had told him that she +wanted to make her study up the subject a while longer--follow some kind +of course. Well, now, he could assure her that there was no preparation +so good as just seeing a couple of thousand people down there before you +who have paid their money to have you tell them something. Miss Verena +was a natural genius, and he hoped very much she wasn't going to take +the nature out of her. She could study up as she went along; she had got +the great thing that you couldn't learn, a kind of divine afflatus, as +the ancients used to say, and she had better just begin on that. He +wouldn't deny what was the matter with _him_; he was quite under the +spell, and his admiration made him want to see her where she belonged. +He shouldn't care so much how she got there, but it would certainly add +to his pleasure if he could show her up to her place. Therefore, would +Miss Chancellor just tell him this: How long did she expect to hold her +back; how long did she expect a humble admirer to wait? Of course he +hadn't come there to cross-question her; there was one thing he trusted +he always kept clear of; when he was indiscreet he wanted to know it. He +had come with a proposal of his own, and he hoped it would seem a +sufficient warrant for his visit. Would Miss Chancellor be willing to +divide a--the--well, he might call it the responsibilities? Couldn't +they run Miss Verena together? In this case every one would be +satisfied. She could travel round with her as her companion, and he +would see that the American people walked up. If Miss Chancellor would +just let her go a little, he would look after the rest. He wanted no +odds; he only wanted her for about an hour and a half three or four +evenings a week. + +Olive had time, in the course of this appeal, to make her faculties +converge, to ask herself what she could say to this prodigious young man +that would make him feel as how base a thing she held his proposal that +they should constitute themselves into a company for drawing profit from +Verena. Unfortunately, the most sarcastic inquiry that could occur to +her as a response was also the most obvious one, so that he hesitated +but a moment with his rejoinder after she had asked him how many +thousands of dollars he expected to make. + +"For Miss Verena? It depends upon the time. She'd run for ten years, at +least. I can't figure it up till all the States have been heard from," +he said, smiling. + +"I don't mean for Miss Tarrant, I mean for you," Olive returned, with +the impression that she was looking him straight in the eye. + +"Oh, as many as you'll leave me!" Matthias Pardon answered, with a laugh +that contained all, and more than all, the jocularity of the American +press. "To speak seriously," he added, "I don't want to make money out +of it." + +"What do you want to make then?" + +"Well, I want to make history! I want to help the ladies." + +"The ladies?" Olive murmured. "What do you know about ladies?" she was +on the point of adding, when his promptness checked her. + +"All over the world. I want to work for their emancipation. I regard it +as the great modern question." + +Miss Chancellor got up now; this was rather too strong. Whether, +eventually, she was successful in what she attempted, the reader of her +history will judge; but at this moment she had not that promise of +success which resides in a willingness to make use of every aid that +offers. Such is the penalty of being of a fastidious, exclusive, +uncompromising nature; of seeing things not simply and sharply, but in +perverse relations, in intertwisted strands. It seemed to our young lady +that nothing could be less attractive than to owe her emancipation to +such a one as Matthias Pardon; and it is curious that those qualities +which he had in common with Verena, and which in her seemed to Olive +romantic and touching--her having sprung from the "people," had an +acquaintance with poverty, a hand-to-mouth development, and an +experience of the seamy side of life--availed in no degree to conciliate +Miss Chancellor. I suppose it was because he was a man. She told him +that she was much obliged to him for his offer, but that he evidently +didn't understand Verena and herself. No, not even Miss Tarrant, in +spite of his long acquaintance with her. They had no desire to be +notorious; they only wanted to be useful. They had no wish to make +money; there would always be plenty of money for Miss Tarrant. +Certainly, she should come before the public, and the world would +acclaim her and hang upon her words; but crude, precipitate action was +what both of them least desired. The change in the dreadful position of +women was not a question for to-day simply, or for to-morrow, but for +many years to come; and there would be a great deal to think of, to map +out. One thing they were determined upon--that men shouldn't taunt them +with being superficial. When Verena should appear it would be armed at +all points, like Joan of Arc (this analogy had lodged itself in Olive's +imagination); she should have facts and figures; she should meet men on +their own ground. "What we mean to do, we mean to do well," Miss +Chancellor said to her visitor, with considerable sternness; leaving him +to make such an application to himself as his fancy might suggest. + +This announcement had little comfort for him; he felt baffled and +disheartened--indeed, quite sick. Was it not sickening to hear her talk +of this dreary process of preparation?--as if any one cared about that, +and would know whether Verena were prepared or not! Had Miss Chancellor +no faith in her girlhood? didn't she know what a card that would be? +This was the last inquiry Olive allowed him the opportunity of making. +She remarked to him that they might talk for ever without coming to an +agreement--their points of view were so far apart. Besides, it was a +woman's question; what they wanted was for women, and it should be by +women. It had happened to the young Matthias more than once to be shown +the way to the door, but the path of retreat had never yet seemed to him +so unpleasant. He was naturally amiable, but it had not hitherto +befallen him to be made to feel that he was not--and could not be--a +factor in contemporary history: here was a rapacious woman who proposed +to keep that favourable setting for herself. He let her know that she +was right-down selfish, and that if she chose to sacrifice a beautiful +nature to her antediluvian theories and love of power, a vigilant daily +press--whose business it was to expose wrong-doing--would demand an +account from her. She replied that, if the newspapers chose to insult +her, that was their own affair; one outrage the more to the sex in her +person was of little account. And after he had left her she seemed to +see the glow of dawning success; the battle had begun, and something of +the ecstasy of the martyr. + + + + +XVIII + + +Verena told her, a week after this, that Mr. Pardon wanted so much she +should say she would marry him; and she added, with evident pleasure at +being able to give her so agreeable a piece of news, that she had +declined to say anything of the sort. She thought that now, at least, +Olive must believe in her; for the proposal was more attractive than +Miss Chancellor seemed able to understand. "He does place things in a +very seductive light," Verena said; "he says that if I become his wife I +shall be carried straight along by a force of excitement of which at +present I have no idea. I shall wake up famous, if I marry him; I have +only got to give out my feelings, and he will take care of the rest. He +says every hour of my youth is precious to me, and that we should have a +lovely time travelling round the country. I think you ought to allow +that all that is rather dazzling--for I am not naturally concentrated, +like you!" + +"He promises you success. What do you call success?" Olive inquired, +looking at her friend with a kind of salutary coldness--a suspension of +sympathy--with which Verena was now familiar (though she liked it no +better than at first), and which made approbation more gracious when +approbation came. + +Verena reflected a moment, and then answered, smiling, but with +confidence: "Producing a pressure that shall be irresistible. Causing +certain laws to be repealed by Congress and by the State legislatures, +and others to be enacted." She repeated the words as if they had been +part of a catechism committed to memory, while Olive saw that this +mechanical tone was in the nature of a joke that she could not deny +herself; they had had that definition so often before, and Miss +Chancellor had had occasion so often to remind her what success _really_ +was. Of course it was easy to prove to her now that Mr. Pardon's +glittering bait was a very different thing; was a mere trap and lure, a +bribe to vanity and impatience, a device for making her give herself +away--let alone fill his pockets while she did so. Olive was conscious +enough of the girl's want of continuity; she had seen before how she +could be passionately serious at times, and then perversely, even if +innocently, trivial--as just now, when she seemed to wish to convert one +of their most sacred formulas into a pleasantry. She had already quite +recognised, however, that it was not of importance that Verena should be +just like herself; she was all of one piece, and Verena was of many +pieces, which had, where they fitted together, little capricious chinks, +through which mocking inner lights seemed sometimes to gleam. It was a +part of Verena's being unlike her that she should feel Mr. Pardon's +promise of eternal excitement to be a brilliant thing, should indeed +consider Mr. Pardon with any tolerance at all. But Olive tried afresh to +allow for such aberrations, as a phase of youth and suburban culture; +the more so that, even when she tried most, Verena reproached her--so +far as Verena's incurable softness could reproach--with not allowing +enough. Olive didn't appear to understand that, while Matthias Pardon +drew that picture and tried to hold her hand (this image was +unfortunate), she had given one long, fixed, wistful look, through the +door he opened, at the bright tumult of the world, and then had turned +away, solely for her friend's sake, to an austerer probation and a purer +effort; solely for her friend's, that is, and that of the whole enslaved +sisterhood. The fact remained, at any rate, that Verena had made a +sacrifice; and this thought, after a while, gave Olive a greater sense +of security. It seemed almost to seal the future; for Olive knew that +the young interviewer would not easily be shaken off, and yet she was +sure that Verena would never yield to him. + +It was true that at present Mr. Burrage came a great deal to the little +house at Cambridge; Verena told her about that, told her so much that it +was almost as good as if she had told her all. He came without Mr. +Gracie now; he could find his way alone, and he seemed to wish that +there should be no one else. He had made himself so pleasant to her +mother that she almost always went out of the room; that was the +highest proof Mrs. Tarrant could give of her appreciation of a +"gentleman-caller." They knew everything about him by this time; that +his father was dead, his mother very fashionable and prominent, and he +himself in possession of a handsome patrimony. They thought ever so much +of him in New York. He collected beautiful things, pictures and antiques +and objects that he sent for to Europe on purpose, many of which were +arranged in his rooms at Cambridge. He had intaglios and Spanish +altar-cloths and drawings by the old masters. He was different from most +others; he seemed to want so much to enjoy life, and to think you easily +could if you would only let yourself go. Of course--judging by what _he_ +had--he appeared to think you required a great many things to keep you +up. And then Verena told Olive--she could see it was after a little +delay--that he wanted her to come round to his place and see his +treasures. He wanted to show them to her, he was so sure she would +admire them. Verena was sure also, but she wouldn't go alone, and she +wanted Olive to go with her. They would have tea, and there would be +other ladies, and Olive would tell her what she thought of a life that +was so crowded with beauty. Miss Chancellor made her reflexions on all +this, and the first of them was that it was happy for her that she had +determined for the present to accept these accidents, for otherwise +might she not now have had a deeper alarm? She wished to heaven that +conceited young men with time on their hands would leave Verena alone; +but evidently they wouldn't, and her best safety was in seeing as many +as should turn up. If the type should become frequent, she would very +soon judge it. If Olive had not been so grim, she would have had a smile +to spare for the frankness with which the girl herself adopted this +theory. She was eager to explain that Mr. Burrage didn't seem at all to +want what poor Mr. Pardon had wanted; he made her talk about her views +far more than that gentleman, but gave no sign of offering himself +either as a husband or as a lecture-agent. The furthest he had gone as +yet was to tell her that he liked her for the same reason that he liked +old enamels and old embroideries; and when she said that she didn't see +how she resembled such things, he had replied that it was because she +was so peculiar and so delicate. She might be peculiar, but she had +protested against the idea that she was delicate; it was the last thing +that she wanted to be thought; and Olive could see from this how far she +was from falling in with everything he said. When Miss Chancellor asked +if she respected Mr. Burrage (and how solemn Olive could make that word +she by this time knew), she answered, with her sweet, vain laugh, but +apparently with perfect good faith, that it didn't matter whether she +did or not, for what was the whole thing but simply a phase--the very +one they had talked about? The sooner she got through it the better, was +it not?--and she seemed to think that her transit would be materially +quickened by a visit to Mr. Burrage's rooms. As I say, Verena was +pleased to regard the phase as quite inevitable, and she had said more +than once to Olive that if their struggle was to be with men, the more +they knew about them the better. Miss Chancellor asked her why her +mother should not go with her to see the curiosities, since she +mentioned that their possessor had not neglected to invite Mrs. Tarrant; +and Verena said that this, of course, would be very simple--only her +mother wouldn't be able to tell her so well as Olive whether she ought +to respect Mr. Burrage. This decision as to whether Mr. Burrage should +be respected assumed in the life of these two remarkable young women, +pitched in so high a moral key, the proportions of a momentous event. +Olive shrank at first from facing it--not, indeed, the decision--for we +know that her own mind had long since been made up in regard to the +quantity of esteem due to almost any member of the other sex--but the +incident itself, which, if Mr. Burrage should exasperate her further, +might expose her to the danger of appearing to Verena to be unfair to +him. It was her belief that he was playing a deeper game than the young +Matthias, and she was very willing to watch him; but she thought it +prudent not to attempt to cut short the phase (she adopted that +classification) prematurely--an imputation she should incur if, without +more delay, she were to "shut down," as Verena said, on the young +connoisseur. + +It was settled, therefore, that Mrs. Tarrant should, with her daughter, +accept Mr. Burrage's invitation; and in a few days these ladies paid a +visit to his apartments. Verena subsequently, of course, had much to say +about it, but she dilated even more upon her mother's impressions than +upon her own. Mrs. Tarrant had carried away a supply which would last +her all winter; there had been some New York ladies present who were +"on" at that moment, and with whom her intercourse was rich in emotions. +She had told them all that she should be happy to see them in her home, +but they had not yet picked their way along the little planks of the +front yard. Mr. Burrage, at all events, had been quite lovely, and had +talked about his collections, which were wonderful, in the most +interesting manner. Verena inclined to think he was to be respected. He +admitted that he was not really studying law at all; he had only come to +Cambridge for the form; but she didn't see why it wasn't enough when you +made yourself as pleasant as that. She went so far as to ask Olive +whether taste and art were not something, and her friend could see that +she was certainly very much involved in the phase. Miss Chancellor, of +course, had her answer ready. Taste and art were good when they enlarged +the mind, not when they narrowed it. Verena assented to this, and said +it remained to be seen what effect they had had upon Mr. Burrage--a +remark which led Olive to fear that at such a rate much would remain, +especially when Verena told her, later, that another visit to the young +man's rooms was projected, and that this time she must come, he having +expressed the greatest desire for the honour, and her own wish being +greater still that they should look at some of his beautiful things +together. + +A day or two after this, Mr. Henry Burrage left a card at Miss +Chancellor's door, with a note in which he expressed the hope that she +would take tea with him on a certain day on which he expected the +company of his mother. Olive responded to this invitation, in +conjunction with Verena; but in doing so she was in the position, +singular for her, of not quite understanding what she was about. It +seemed to her strange that Verena should urge her to take such a step +when she was free to go without her, and it proved two things: first, +that she was much interested in Mr. Henry Burrage, and second, that her +nature was extraordinarily beautiful. Could anything, in effect, be less +underhand than such an indifference to what she supposed to be the best +opportunities for carrying on a flirtation? Verena wanted to know the +truth, and it was clear that by this time she believed Olive Chancellor +to have it, for the most part, in her keeping. Her insistence, +therefore, proved, above all, that she cared more for her friend's +opinion of Henry Burrage than for her own--a reminder, certainly, of the +responsibility that Olive had incurred in undertaking to form this +generous young mind, and of the exalted place that she now occupied in +it. Such revelations ought to have been satisfactory; if they failed to +be completely so, it was only on account of the elder girl's regret that +the subject as to which her judgement was wanted should be a young man +destitute of the worst vices. Henry Burrage had contributed to throw +Miss Chancellor into a "state," as these young ladies called it, the +night she met him at Mrs. Tarrant's; but it had none the less been +conveyed to Olive by the voices of the air that he was a gentleman and a +good fellow. + +This was painfully obvious when the visit to his rooms took place; he +was so good-humoured, so amusing, so friendly and considerate, so +attentive to Miss Chancellor, he did the honours of his bachelor-nest +with so easy a grace, that Olive, part of the time, sat dumbly shaking +her conscience, like a watch that wouldn't go, to make it tell her some +better reason why she shouldn't like him. She saw that there would be no +difficulty in disliking his mother; but that, unfortunately, would not +serve her purpose nearly so well. Mrs. Burrage had come to spend a few +days near her son; she was staying at an hotel in Boston. It presented +itself to Olive that after this entertainment it would be an act of +courtesy to call upon her; but here, at least, was the comfort that she +could cover herself with the general absolution extended to the Boston +temperament and leave her alone. It was slightly provoking, indeed, that +Mrs. Burrage should have so much the air of a New Yorker who didn't +particularly notice whether a Bostonian called or not; but there is ever +an imperfection, I suppose, in even the sweetest revenge. She was a +woman of society, large and voluminous, fair (in complexion) and +regularly ugly, looking as if she ought to be slow and rather heavy, but +disappointing this expectation by a quick, amused utterance, a short, +bright, summary laugh, with which she appeared to dispose of the joke +(whatever it was) for ever, and an air of recognising on the instant +everything she saw and heard. She was evidently accustomed to talk, and +even to listen, if not kept waiting too long for details and +parentheses; she was not continuous, but frequent, as it were, and you +could see that she hated explanations, though it was not to be supposed +that she had anything to fear from them. Her favours were general, not +particular; she was civil enough to every one, but not in any case +endearing, and perfectly genial without being confiding, as people were +in Boston when (in moments of exaltation) they wished to mark that they +were not suspicious. There was something in her whole manner which +seemed to say to Olive that she belonged to a larger world than hers; +and our young lady was vexed at not hearing that she had lived for a +good many years in Europe, as this would have made it easy to classify +her as one of the corrupt. She learned, almost with a sense of injury, +that neither the mother nor the son had been longer beyond the seas than +she herself; and if they were to be judged as triflers they must be +dealt with individually. Was it an aid to such a judgement to see that +Mrs. Burrage was very much pleased with Boston, with Harvard College, +with her son's interior, with her cup of tea (it was old Sevres), which +was not half so bad as she had expected, with the company he had asked +to meet her (there were three or four gentlemen, one of whom was Mr. +Gracie), and, last, not least, with Verena Tarrant, whom she addressed +as a celebrity, kindly, cleverly, but without maternal tenderness or +anything to mark the difference in their age? She spoke to her as if +they were equals in that respect, as if Verena's genius and fame would +make up the disparity, and the girl had no need of encouragement and +patronage. She made no direct allusion, however, to her particular +views, and asked her no question about her "gift"--an omission which +Verena thought strange, and, with the most speculative candour, spoke of +to Olive afterwards. Mrs. Burrage seemed to imply that every one present +had some distinction and some talent, that they were all good company +together. There was nothing in her manner to indicate that she was +afraid of Verena on her son's account; she didn't resemble a person who +would like him to marry the daughter of a mesmeric healer, and yet she +appeared to think it charming that he should have such a young woman +there to give gusto to her hour at Cambridge. Poor Olive was, in the +nature of things, entangled in contradictions; she had a horror of the +idea of Verena's marrying Mr. Burrage, and yet she was angry when his +mother demeaned herself as if the little girl with red hair, whose +freshness she enjoyed, could not be a serious danger. She saw all this +through the blur of her shyness, the conscious, anxious silence to which +she was so much of the time condemned. It may therefore be imagined how +sharp her vision would have been could she only have taken the situation +more simply; for she was intelligent enough not to have needed to be +morbid, even for purposes of self-defence. + +I must add, however, that there was a moment when she came near being +happy--or, at any rate, reflected that it was a pity she could not be +so. Mrs. Burrage asked her son to play "some little thing," and he sat +down to his piano and revealed a talent that might well have gratified +that lady's pride. Olive was extremely susceptible to music, and it was +impossible to her not to be soothed and beguiled by the young man's +charming art. One "little thing" succeeded another; his selections were +all very happy. His guests sat scattered in the red firelight, +listening, silent, in comfortable attitudes; there was a faint fragrance +from the burning logs, which mingled with the perfume of Schubert and +Mendelssohn; the covered lamps made a glow here and there, and the +cabinets and brackets produced brown shadows, out of which some precious +object gleamed--some ivory carving or cinque-cento cup. It was given to +Olive, under these circumstances, for half an hour, to surrender +herself, to enjoy the music, to admit that Mr. Burrage played with +exquisite taste, to feel as if the situation were a kind of truce. Her +nerves were calmed, her problems--for the time--subsided. Civilisation, +under such an influence, in such a setting, appeared to have done its +work; harmony ruled the scene; human life ceased to be a battle. She +went so far as to ask herself why one should have a quarrel with it; the +relations of men and women, in that picturesque grouping, had not the +air of being internecine. In short, she had an interval of unexpected +rest, during which she kept her eyes mainly on Verena, who sat near Mrs. +Burrage, letting herself go, evidently, more completely than Olive. To +her, too, music was a delight, and her listening face turned itself to +different parts of the room, unconsciously, while her eyes vaguely +rested on the _bibelots_ that emerged into the firelight. At moments +Mrs. Burrage bent her countenance upon her and smiled, at random, +kindly; and then Verena smiled back, while her expression seemed to say +that, oh yes, she was giving up everything, all principles, all +projects. Even before it was time to go, Olive felt that they were both +(Verena and she) quite demoralised, and she only summoned energy to take +her companion away when she heard Mrs. Burrage propose to her to come +and spend a fortnight in New York. Then Olive exclaimed to herself, "Is +it a plot? Why in the world can't they let her alone?" and prepared to +throw a fold of her mantle, as she had done before, over her young +friend. Verena answered, somewhat impetuously, that she should be +delighted to visit Mrs. Burrage; then checked her impetuosity, after a +glance from Olive, by adding that perhaps this lady wouldn't ask her if +she knew what strong ground she took on the emancipation of women. Mrs. +Burrage looked at her son and laughed; she said she was perfectly aware +of Verena's views, and that it was impossible to be more in sympathy +with them than she herself. She took the greatest interest in the +emancipation of women; she thought there was so much to be done. These +were the only remarks that passed in reference to the great subject; and +nothing more was said to Verena, either by Henry Burrage or by his +friend Gracie, about her addressing the Harvard students. Verena had +told her father that Olive had put her veto upon that, and Tarrant had +said to the young men that it seemed as if Miss Chancellor was going to +put the thing through in her own way. We know that he thought this way +very circuitous; but Miss Chancellor made him feel that she was in +earnest, and that idea frightened the resistance out of him--it had such +terrible associations. The people he had ever seen who were most in +earnest were a committee of gentlemen who had investigated the phenomena +of the "materialisation" of spirits, some ten years before, and had bent +the fierce light of the scientific method upon him. To Olive it appeared +that Mr. Burrage and Mr. Gracie had ceased to be jocular; but that did +not make them any less cynical. Henry Burrage said to Verena, as she was +going, that he hoped she would think seriously of his mother's +invitation; and she replied that she didn't know whether she should have +much time in the future to give to people who already approved of her +views: she expected to have her hands full with the others, who didn't. + +"Does your scheme of work exclude all distraction, all recreation, +then?" the young man inquired; and his look expressed real suspense. + +Verena referred the matter, as usual, with her air of bright, ungrudging +deference, to her companion. "Does it, should you say--our scheme of +work?" + +"I am afraid the distraction we have had this afternoon must last us for +a long time," Olive said, without harshness, but with considerable +majesty. + +"Well, now, _is_ he to be respected?" Verena demanded, as the two young +women took their way through the early darkness, pacing quietly side by +side, in their winter-robes, like women consecrated to some holy office. + +Olive turned it over a moment. "Yes, very much--as a pianist!" + +Verena went into town with her in the horse-car--she was staying in +Charles Street for a few days--and that evening she startled Olive by +breaking out into a reflexion very similar to the whimsical falterings +of which she herself had been conscious while they sat in Mr. Burrage's +pretty rooms, but against which she had now violently reacted. + +"It would be very nice to do that always--just to take men as they are, +and not to have to think about their badness. It would be very nice not +to have so many questions, but to think they were all comfortably +answered, so that one could sit there on an old Spanish leather chair, +with the curtains drawn and keeping out the cold, the darkness, all the +big, terrible, cruel world--sit there and listen for ever to Schubert +and Mendelssohn. _They_ didn't care anything about female suffrage! And +I didn't feel the want of a vote to-day at all, did you?" Verena +inquired, ending, as she always ended in these few speculations, with an +appeal to Olive. + +This young lady thought it necessary to give her a very firm answer. "I +always feel it--everywhere--night and day. I feel it _here_"; and Olive +laid her hand solemnly on her heart. "I feel it as a deep, unforgettable +wrong; I feel it as one feels a stain that is on one's honour." + +Verena gave a clear laugh, and after that a soft sigh, and then said, +"Do you know, Olive, I sometimes wonder whether, if it wasn't for you, I +should feel it so very much!" + +"My own friend," Olive replied, "you have never yet said anything to me +which expressed so clearly the closeness and sanctity of our union." + +"You do keep me up," Verena went on. "You are my conscience." + +"I should like to be able to say that you are my form--my envelope. But +you are too beautiful for that!" So Olive returned her friend's +compliment; and later she said that, of course, it would be far easier +to give up everything and draw the curtains to and pass one's life in an +artificial atmosphere, with rose-coloured lamps. It would be far easier +to abandon the struggle, to leave all the unhappy women of the world to +their immemorial misery, to lay down one's burden, close one's eyes to +the whole dark picture, and, in short, simply expire. To this Verena +objected that it would not be easy for her to expire at all; that such +an idea was darker than anything the world contained; that she had not +done with life yet, and that she didn't mean to allow her +responsibilities to crush her. And then the two young women concluded, +as they had concluded before, by finding themselves completely, +inspiringly in agreement, full of the purpose to live indeed, and with +high success; to become great, in order not to be obscure, and powerful, +in order not to be useless. Olive had often declared before that her +conception of life was as something sublime or as nothing at all. The +world was full of evil, but she was glad to have been born before it had +been swept away, while it was still there to face, to give one a task +and a reward. When the great reforms should be consummated, when the day +of justice should have dawned, would not life perhaps be rather poor and +pale? She had never pretended to deny that the hope of fame, of the very +highest distinction, was one of her strongest incitements; and she held +that the most effective way of protesting against the state of bondage +of women was for an individual member of the sex to become illustrious. +A person who might have overheard some of the talk of this possibly +infatuated pair would have been touched by their extreme familiarity +with the idea of earthly glory. Verena had not invented it, but she had +taken it eagerly from her friend, and she returned it with interest. To +Olive it appeared that just this partnership of their two minds--each of +them, by itself, lacking an important group of facets--made an organic +whole which, for the work in hand, could not fail to be brilliantly +effective. Verena was often far more irresponsive than she liked to see +her; but the happy thing in her composition was that, after a short +contact with the divine idea--Olive was always trying to flash it at +her, like a jewel in an uncovered case--she kindled, flamed up, took the +words from her friend's less persuasive lips, resolved herself into a +magical voice, became again the pure young sibyl. Then Olive perceived +how fatally, without Verena's tender notes, her crusade would lack +sweetness, what the Catholics call unction; and, on the other hand, how +weak Verena would be on the statistical and logical side if she herself +should not bring up the rear. Together, in short, they would be +complete, they would have everything, and together they would triumph. + + + + +XIX + + +This idea of their triumph, a triumph as yet ultimate and remote, but +preceded by the solemn vista of an effort so religious as never to be +wanting in ecstasy, became tremendously familiar to the two friends, but +especially to Olive, during the winter of 187-, a season which ushered +in the most momentous period of Miss Chancellor's life. About Christmas +a step was taken which advanced her affairs immensely, and put them, to +her apprehension, on a regular footing. This consisted in Verena's +coming in to Charles Street to stay with her, in pursuance of an +arrangement on Olive's part with Selah Tarrant and his wife that she +should remain for many months. The coast was now perfectly clear. Mrs. +Farrinder had started on her annual grand tour; she was rousing the +people, from Maine to Texas; Matthias Pardon (it was to be supposed) had +received, temporarily at least, his quietus; and Mrs. Luna was +established in New York, where she had taken a house for a year, and +whence she wrote to her sister that she was going to engage Basil Ransom +(with whom she was in communication for this purpose) to do her +law-business. Olive wondered what law-business Adeline could have, and +hoped she would get into a pickle with her landlord or her milliner, so +that repeated interviews with Mr. Ransom might become necessary. Mrs. +Luna let her know very soon that these interviews had begun; the young +Mississippian had come to dine with her; he hadn't got started much, by +what she could make out, and she was even afraid that he didn't dine +every day. But he wore a tall hat now, like a Northern gentleman, and +Adeline intimated that she found him really attractive. He had been very +nice to Newton, told him all about the war (quite the Southern version, +of course, but Mrs. Luna didn't care anything about American politics, +and she wanted her son to know all sides), and Newton did nothing but +talk about him, calling him "Rannie," and imitating his pronunciation of +certain words. Adeline subsequently wrote that she had made up her mind +to put her affairs into his hands (Olive sighed, not unmagnanimously, as +she thought of her sister's "affairs"), and later still she mentioned +that she was thinking strongly of taking him to be Newton's tutor. She +wished this interesting child to be privately educated, and it would be +more agreeable to have in that relation a person who was already, as it +were, a member of the family. Mrs. Luna wrote as if he were prepared to +give up his profession to take charge of her son, and Olive was pretty +sure that this was only a part of her grandeur, of the habit she had +contracted, especially since living in Europe, of speaking as if in +every case she required special arrangements. + +In spite of the difference in their age, Olive had long since judged +her, and made up her mind that Adeline lacked every quality that a +person needed to be interesting in her eyes. She was rich (or +sufficiently so), she was conventional and timid, very fond of +attentions from men (with whom indeed she was reputed bold, but Olive +scorned such boldness as that), given up to a merely personal, +egotistical, instinctive life, and as unconscious of the tendencies of +the age, the revenges of the future, the new truths and the great social +questions, as if she had been a mere bundle of dress-trimmings, which +she very nearly was. It was perfectly observable that she had no +conscience, and it irritated Olive deeply to see how much trouble a +woman was spared when she was constructed on that system. Adeline's +"affairs," as I have intimated, her social relations, her views of +Newton's education, her practice and her theory (for she had plenty of +that, such as it was, heaven save the mark!), her spasmodic disposition +to marry again, and her still sillier retreats in the presence of danger +(for she had not even the courage of her frivolity), these things had +been a subject of tragic consideration to Olive ever since the return of +the elder sister to America. The tragedy was not in any particular harm +that Mrs. Luna could do her (for she did her good, rather, that is, she +did her honour by laughing at her), but in the spectacle itself, the +drama, guided by the hand of fate, of which the small, ignoble scenes +unrolled themselves so logically. The _denouement_ would of course be in +keeping, and would consist simply of the spiritual death of Mrs. Luna, +who would end by understanding no common speech of Olive's at all, and +would sink into mere worldly plumpness, into the last complacency, the +supreme imbecility, of petty, genteel conservatism. As for Newton, he +would be more utterly odious, if possible, as he grew up, than he was +already; in fact, he would not grow up at all, but only grow down, if +his mother should continue her infatuated system with him. He was +insufferably forward and selfish; under the pretext of keeping him, at +any cost, refined, Adeline had coddled and caressed him, having him +always in her petticoats, remitting his lessons when he pretended he had +an earache, drawing him into the conversation, letting him answer her +back, with an impertinence beyond his years, when she administered the +smallest check. The place for him, in Olive's eyes, was one of the +public schools, where the children of the people would teach him his +small importance, teach it, if necessary, by the aid of an occasional +drubbing; and the two ladies had a grand discussion on this point before +Mrs. Luna left Boston--a scene which ended in Adeline's clutching the +irrepressible Newton to her bosom (he came in at the moment), and +demanding of him a vow that he would live and die in the principles of +his mother. Mrs. Luna declared that if she must be trampled upon--and +very likely it was her fate!--she would rather be trampled upon by men +than by women, and that if Olive and her friends should get possession +of the government they would be worse despots than those who were +celebrated in history. Newton took an infant oath that he would never be +a destructive, impious radical, and Olive felt that after this she +needn't trouble herself any more about her sister, whom she simply +committed to her fate. That fate might very properly be to marry an +enemy of her country, a man who, no doubt, desired to treat women with +the lash and manacles, as he and his people had formerly treated the +wretched coloured race. If she was so fond of the fine old institutions +of the past, he would supply them to her in abundance; and if she wanted +so much to be a conservative, she could try first how she liked being a +conservative's wife. If Olive troubled herself little about Adeline, she +troubled herself more about Basil Ransom; she said to herself that since +he hated women who respected themselves (and each other), destiny would +use him rightly in hanging a person like Adeline round his neck. That +would be the way poetic justice ought to work, for him--and the law that +our prejudices, when they act themselves out, punish us in doing so. +Olive considered all this, as it was her effort to consider everything, +from a very high point of view, and ended by feeling sure it was not for +the sake of any nervous personal security that she desired to see her +two relations in New York get mixed up together. If such an event as +their marriage would gratify her sense of fitness, it would be simply as +an illustration of certain laws. Olive, thanks to the philosophic cast +of her mind, was exceedingly fond of illustrations of laws. + +I hardly know, however, what illumination it was that sprang from her +consciousness (now a source of considerable comfort) that Mrs. Farrinder +was carrying the war into distant territories, and would return to +Boston only in time to preside at a grand Female Convention, already +advertised to take place in Boston in the month of June. It was +agreeable to her that this imperial woman should be away; it made the +field more free, the air more light; it suggested an exemption from +official criticism. I have not taken space to mention certain episodes +of the more recent intercourse of these ladies, and must content myself +with tracing them, lightly, in their consequences. These may be summed +up in the remark, which will doubtless startle no one by its freshness, +that two imperial women are scarcely more likely to hit it off together, +as the phrase is, than two imperial men. Since that party at Miss +Birdseye's, so important in its results for Olive, she had had occasion +to approach Mrs. Farrinder more nearly, and those overtures brought +forth the knowledge that the great leader of the feminine revolution was +the one person (in that part of the world) more concentrated, more +determined, than herself. Miss Chancellor's aspirations, of late, had +been immensely quickened; she had begun to believe in herself to a +livelier tune than she had ever listened to before; and she now +perceived that when spirit meets spirit there must either be mutual +absorption or a sharp concussion. It had long been familiar to her that +she should have to count with the obstinacy of the world at large, but +she now discovered that she should have to count also with certain +elements in the feminine camp. This complicated the problem, and such a +complication, naturally, could not make Mrs. Farrinder appear more easy +to assimilate. If Olive's was a high nature and so was hers, the fault +was in neither; it was only an admonition that they were not needed as +landmarks in the same part of the field. If such perceptions are +delicate as between men, the reader need not be reminded of the +exquisite form they may assume in natures more refined. So it was that +Olive passed, in three months, from the stage of veneration to that of +competition; and the process had been accelerated by the introduction of +Verena into the fold. Mrs. Farrinder had behaved in the strangest way +about Verena. First she had been struck with her, and then she hadn't; +first she had seemed to want to take her in, then she had shied at her +unmistakably--intimating to Olive that there were enough of that kind +already. Of "that kind" indeed!--the phrase reverberated in Miss +Chancellor's resentful soul. Was it possible she didn't know the kind +Verena was of, and with what vulgar aspirants to notoriety did she +confound her? It had been Olive's original desire to obtain Mrs. +Farrinder's stamp for her _protegee_; she wished her to hold a +commission from the commander-in-chief. With this view the two young +women had made more than one pilgrimage to Roxbury, and on one of these +occasions the sibylline mood (in its most charming form) had descended +upon Verena. She had fallen into it, naturally and gracefully, in the +course of talk, and poured out a stream of eloquence even more touching +than her regular discourse at Miss Birdseye's. Mrs. Farrinder had taken +it rather dryly, and certainly it didn't resemble her own style of +oratory, remarkable and cogent as this was. There had been considerable +question of her writing a letter to the New York _Tribune_, the effect +of which should be to launch Miss Tarrant into renown; but this +beneficent epistle never appeared, and now Olive saw that there was no +favour to come from the prophetess of Roxbury. There had been +primnesses, pruderies, small reserves, which ended by staying her pen. +If Olive didn't say at once that she was jealous of Verena's more +attractive manner, it was only because such a declaration was destined +to produce more effect a little later. What she did say was that +evidently Mrs. Farrinder wanted to keep the movement in her own +hands--viewed with suspicion certain romantic, esthetic elements which +Olive and Verena seemed to be trying to introduce into it. They insisted +so much, for instance, on the historic unhappiness of women; but Mrs. +Farrinder didn't appear to care anything for that, or indeed to know +much about history at all. She seemed to begin just to-day, and she +demanded their rights for them whether they were unhappy or not. The +upshot of this was that Olive threw herself on Verena's neck with a +movement which was half indignation, half rapture; she exclaimed that +they would have to fight the battle without human help, but, after all, +it was better so. If they were all in all to each other, what more could +they want? They would be isolated, but they would be free; and this view +of the situation brought with it a feeling that they had almost already +begun to be a force. It was not, indeed, that Olive's resentment faded +quite away; for not only had she the sense, doubtless very presumptuous, +that Mrs. Farrinder was the only person thereabouts of a stature to +judge her (a sufficient cause of antagonism in itself, for if we like to +be praised by our betters we prefer that censure should come from the +other sort), but the kind of opinion she had unexpectedly betrayed, +after implying such esteem in the earlier phase of their intercourse, +made Olive's cheeks occasionally flush. She prayed heaven that _she_ +might never become so personal, so narrow. She was frivolous, worldly, +an amateur, a trifler, a frequenter of Beacon Street; her taking up +Verena Tarrant was only a kind of elderly, ridiculous doll-dressing: +this was the light in which Miss Chancellor had reason to believe that +it now suited Mrs. Farrinder to regard her! It was fortunate, perhaps, +that the misrepresentation was so gross; yet, none the less, tears of +wrath rose more than once to Olive's eyes when she reflected that this +particular wrong had been put upon her. Frivolous, worldly, Beacon +Street! She appealed to Verena to share in her pledge that the world +should know in due time how much of that sort of thing there was about +her. As I have already hinted, Verena at such moments quite rose to the +occasion; she had private pangs at committing herself to give the cold +shoulder to Beacon Street for ever; but she was now so completely in +Olive's hands that there was no sacrifice to which she would not have +consented in order to prove that her benefactress was not frivolous. + +The matter of her coming to stay for so long in Charles Street was +arranged during a visit that Selah Tarrant paid there at Miss +Chancellor's request. This interview, which had some curious features, +would be worth describing but I am forbidden to do more than mention the +most striking of these. Olive wished to have an understanding with him; +wished the situation to be clear, so that, disagreeable as it would be +to her to receive him, she sent him a summons for a certain hour--an +hour at which she had planned that Verena should be out of the house. +She withheld this incident from the girl's knowledge, reflecting with +some solemnity that it was the first deception (for Olive her silence +was a deception) that she had yet practised on her friend, and wondering +whether she should have to practise others in the future. She then and +there made up her mind that she would not shrink from others should they +be necessary. She notified Tarrant that she should keep Verena a long +time, and Tarrant remarked that it was certainly very pleasant to see +her so happily located. But he also intimated that he should like to +know what Miss Chancellor laid out to do with her; and the tone of this +suggestion made Olive feel how right she had been to foresee that their +interview would have the stamp of business. It assumed that complexion +very definitely when she crossed over to her desk and wrote Mr. Tarrant +a cheque for a very considerable amount. "Leave us alone--entirely +alone--for a year, and then I will write you another": it was with these +words she handed him the little strip of paper that meant so much, +feeling, as she did so, that surely Mrs. Farrinder herself could not be +less amateurish than that. Selah looked at the cheque, at Miss +Chancellor, at the cheque again, at the ceiling, at the floor, at the +clock, and once more at his hostess; then the document disappeared +beneath the folds of his waterproof, and she saw that he was putting it +into some queer place on his queer person. "Well, if I didn't believe +you were going to help her to develop," he remarked; and he stopped, +while his hands continued to fumble, out of sight, and he treated Olive +to his large joyless smile. She assured him that he need have no fear on +that score; Verena's development was the thing in the world in which she +took most interest; she should have every opportunity for a free +expansion. "Yes, that's the great thing," Selah said; "it's more +important than attracting a crowd. That's all we shall ask of you; let +her act out her nature. Don't all the trouble of humanity come from our +being pressed back? Don't shut down the cover, Miss Chancellor; just let +her overflow!" And again Tarrant illuminated his inquiry, his metaphor, +by the strange and silent lateral movement of his jaws. He added, +presently, that he supposed he should have to fix it with Mis' Tarrant; +but Olive made no answer to that; she only looked at him with a face in +which she intended to express that there was nothing that need detain +him longer. She knew it had been fixed with Mrs. Tarrant; she had been +over all that with Verena, who had told her that her mother was willing +to sacrifice her for her highest good. She had reason to know (not +through Verena, of course) that Mrs. Tarrant had embraced, tenderly, the +idea of a pecuniary compensation, and there was no fear of her making a +scene when Tarrant should come back with a cheque in his pocket. "Well, +I trust she _may_ develop, richly, and that you may accomplish what you +desire; it seems as if we had only a little way to go further," that +worthy observed, as he erected himself for departure. + +"It's not a little way; it's a very long way," Olive replied, rather +sternly. + +Tarrant was on the threshold; he lingered a little, embarrassed by her +grimness, for he himself had always inclined to rose-coloured views of +progress, of the march of truth. He had never met any one so much in +earnest as this definite, literal young woman, who had taken such an +unhoped-for fancy to his daughter; whose longing for the new day had +such perversities of pessimism, and who, in the midst of something that +appeared to be terribly searching in her honesty, was willing to corrupt +him, as a father, with the most extravagant orders on her bank. He +hardly knew in what language to speak to her; it seemed as if there was +nothing soothing enough, when a lady adopted that tone about a movement +which was thought by some of the brightest to be so promising. "Oh, +well, I guess there's some kind of mysterious law...." he murmured, +almost timidly; and so he passed from Miss Chancellor's sight. + + + + +XX + + +She hoped she should not soon see him again, and there appeared to be no +reason she should, if their intercourse was to be conducted by means of +cheques. The understanding with Verena was, of course, complete; she had +promised to stay with her friend as long as her friend should require +it. She had said at first that she couldn't give up her mother, but she +had been made to feel that there was no question of giving up. She +should be as free as air, to go and come; she could spend hours and days +with her mother, whenever Mrs. Tarrant required her attention; all that +Olive asked of her was that, for the time, she should regard Charles +Street as her home. There was no struggle about this, for the simple +reason that by the time the question came to the front Verena was +completely under the charm. The idea of Olive's charm will perhaps make +the reader smile; but I use the word not in its derived, but in its +literal sense. The fine web of authority, of dependence, that her +strenuous companion had woven about her, was now as dense as a suit of +golden mail; and Verena was thoroughly interested in their great +undertaking; she saw it in the light of an active, enthusiastic faith. +The benefit that her father desired for her was now assured; she +expanded, developed, on the most liberal scale. Olive saw the +difference, and you may imagine how she rejoiced in it; she had never +known a greater pleasure. Verena's former attitude had been girlish +submission, grateful, curious sympathy. She had given herself, in her +young, amused surprise, because Olive's stronger will and the incisive +proceedings with which she pointed her purpose drew her on. Besides, she +was held by hospitality, the vision of new social horizons, the sense of +novelty, and the love of change. But now the girl was disinterestedly +attached to the precious things they were to do together; she cared +about them for themselves, believed in them ardently, had them +constantly in mind. Her share in the union of the two young women was no +longer passive, purely appreciative; it was passionate, too, and it put +forth a beautiful energy. If Olive desired to get Verena into training, +she could flatter herself that the process had already begun, and that +her colleague enjoyed it almost as much as she. Therefore she could say +to herself, without the imputation of heartlessness, that when she left +her mother it was for a noble, a sacred use. In point of fact, she left +her very little, and she spent hours in jingling, aching, jostled +journeys between Charles Street and the stale suburban cottage. Mrs. +Tarrant sighed and grimaced, wrapped herself more than ever in her +mantle, said she didn't know as she was fit to struggle alone, and that, +half the time, if Verena was away, she wouldn't have the nerve to answer +the door-bell; she was incapable, of course, of neglecting such an +opportunity to posture as one who paid with her heart's blood for +leading the van of human progress. But Verena had an inner sense (she +judged her mother now, a little, for the first time) that she would be +sorry to be taken at her word, and that she felt safe enough in trusting +to her daughter's generosity. She could not divest herself of the +faith--even now that Mrs. Luna was gone, leaving no trace, and the grey +walls of a sedentary winter were apparently closing about the two young +women--she could not renounce the theory that a residence in Charles +Street must at least produce some contact with the brilliant classes. +She was vexed at her daughter's resignation to not going to parties and +to Miss Chancellor's not giving them; but it was nothing new for her to +have to practise patience, and she could feel, at least, that it was +just as handy for Mr. Burrage to call on the child in town, where he +spent half his time, sleeping constantly at Parker's. + +It was a fact that this fortunate youth called very often, and Verena +saw him with Olive's full concurrence whenever she was at home. It had +now been quite agreed between them that no artificial limits should be +set to the famous phase; and Olive had, while it lasted, a sense of real +heroism in steeling herself against uneasiness. It seemed to her, +moreover, only justice that she should make some concession; if Verena +made a great sacrifice of filial duty in coming to live with her (this, +of course, should be permanent--she would buy off the Tarrants from year +to year), she must not incur the imputation (the world would judge her, +in that case, ferociously) of keeping her from forming common social +ties. The friendship of a young man and a young woman was, according to +the pure code of New England, a common social tie; and as the weeks +elapsed Miss Chancellor saw no reason to repent of her temerity. Verena +was not falling in love; she felt that she should know it, should guess +it on the spot. Verena was fond of human intercourse; she was +essentially a sociable creature; she liked to shine and smile and talk +and listen; and so far as Henry Burrage was concerned he introduced an +element of easy and convenient relaxation into a life now a good deal +stiffened (Olive was perfectly willing to own it) by great civic +purposes. But the girl was being saved, without interference, by the +simple operation of her interest in those very designs. From this time +there was no need of putting pressure on her; her own springs were +working; the fire with which she glowed came from within. Sacredly, +brightly single she would remain; her only espousals would be at the +altar of a great cause. Olive always absented herself when Mr. Burrage +was announced; and when Verena afterwards attempted to give some account +of his conversation she checked her, said she would rather know nothing +about it--all with a very solemn mildness; this made her feel very +superior, truly noble. She knew by this time (I scarcely can tell how, +since Verena could give her no report) exactly what sort of a youth Mr. +Burrage was: he was weakly pretentious, softly original, cultivated +eccentricity, patronised progress, liked to have mysteries, sudden +appointments to keep, anonymous persons to visit, the air of leading a +double life, of being devoted to a girl whom people didn't know, or at +least didn't meet. Of course he liked to make an impression on Verena; +but what he mainly liked was to play her off upon the other girls, the +daughters of fashion, with whom he danced at Papanti's. Such were the +images that proceeded from Olive's rich moral consciousness. "Well, he +_is_ greatly interested in our movement": so much Verena once managed to +announce; but the words rather irritated Miss Chancellor, who, as we +know, did not care to allow for accidental exceptions in the great +masculine conspiracy. + +In the month of March Verena told her that Mr. Burrage was offering +matrimony--offering it with much insistence, begging that she would at +least wait and think of it before giving him a final answer. Verena was +evidently very glad to be able to say to Olive that she had assured him +she couldn't think of it, and that if he expected this he had better not +come any more. He continued to come, and it was therefore to be supposed +that he had ceased to count on such a concession; it was now Olive's +opinion that he really didn't desire it. She had a theory that he +proposed to almost any girl who was not likely to accept him--did it +because he was making a collection of such episodes--a mental album of +declarations, blushes, hesitations, refusals that just missed imposing +themselves as acceptances, quite as he collected enamels and Cremona +violins. He would be very sorry indeed to ally himself to the house of +Tarrant; but such a fear didn't prevent him from holding it becoming in +a man of taste to give that encouragement to low-born girls who were +pretty, for one looked out for the special cases in which, for reasons +(even the lowest might have reasons), they wouldn't "rise." "I told you +I wouldn't marry him, and I won't," Verena said, delightedly, to her +friend; her tone suggested that a certain credit belonged to her for the +way she carried out her assurance. "I never thought you would, if you +didn't want to," Olive replied to this; and Verena could have no +rejoinder but the good-humour that sat in her eyes, unable as she was to +say that she had wanted to. They had a little discussion, however, when +she intimated that she pitied him for his discomfiture, Olive's +contention being that, selfish, conceited, pampered and insincere, he +might properly be left now to digest his affront. Miss Chancellor felt +none of the remorse now that she would have felt six months before at +standing in the way of such a chance for Verena, and she would have been +very angry if any one had asked her if she were not afraid of taking too +much upon herself. She would have said, moreover, that she stood in no +one's way, and that even if she were not there Verena would never think +seriously of a frivolous little man who fiddled while Rome was burning. +This did not prevent Olive from making up her mind that they had better +go to Europe in the spring; a year's residence in that quarter of the +globe would be highly agreeable to Verena, and might even contribute to +the evolution of her genius. It cost Miss Chancellor an effort to admit +that any virtue still lingered in the elder world, and that it could +have any important lesson for two such good Americans as her friend and +herself; but it suited her just then to make this assumption, which was +not altogether sincere. It was recommended by the idea that it would get +her companion out of the way--out of the way of officious +fellow-citizens--till she should be absolutely firm on her feet, and +would also give greater intensity to their own long conversation. On +that continent of strangers they would cleave more closely still to each +other. This, of course, would be to fly before the inevitable "phase," +much more than to face it; but Olive decided that if they should reach +unscathed the term of their delay (the first of July) she should have +faced it as much as either justice or generosity demanded. I may as well +say at once that she traversed most of this period without further +serious alarms and with a great many little thrills of bliss and hope. + +Nothing happened to dissipate the good omens with which her partnership +with Verena Tarrant was at present surrounded. They threw themselves +into study; they had innumerable big books from the Athenaeum, and +consumed the midnight oil. Henry Burrage, after Verena had shaken her +head at him so sweetly and sadly, returned to New York, giving no sign; +they only heard that he had taken refuge under the ruffled maternal +wing. (Olive, at least, took for granted the wing was ruffled; she could +fancy how Mrs. Burrage would be affected by the knowledge that her son +had been refused by the daughter of a mesmeric healer. She would be +almost as angry as if she had learnt that he had been accepted.) +Matthias Pardon had not yet taken his revenge in the newspapers; he was +perhaps nursing his thunderbolts; at any rate, now that the operatic +season had begun, he was much occupied in interviewing the principal +singers, one of whom he described in one of the leading journals (Olive, +at least, was sure it was only he who could write like that) as "a dear +little woman with baby dimples and kittenish movements." The Tarrants +were apparently given up to a measure of sensual ease with which they +had not hitherto been familiar, thanks to the increase of income that +they drew from their eccentric protectress. Mrs. Tarrant now enjoyed the +ministrations of a "girl"; it was partly her pride (at any rate, she +chose to give it this turn) that her house had for many years been +conducted without the element--so debasing on both sides--of servile, +mercenary labour. She wrote to Olive (she was perpetually writing to her +now, but Olive never answered) that she was conscious of having fallen +to a lower plane, but she admitted that it was a prop to her wasted +spirit to have some one to converse with when Selah was off. Verena, of +course, perceived the difference, which was inadequately explained by +the theory of a sudden increase of her father's practice (nothing of her +father's had ever increased like that), and ended by guessing the cause +of it--a discovery which did not in the least disturb her equanimity. +She accepted the idea that her parents should receive a pecuniary +tribute from the extraordinary friend whom she had encountered on the +threshold of womanhood, just as she herself accepted that friend's +irresistible hospitality. She had no worldly pride, no traditions of +independence, no ideas of what was done and what was not done; but there +was only one thing that equalled this perfectly gentle and natural +insensibility to favours--namely, the inveteracy of her habit of not +asking them. Olive had had an apprehension that she would flush a little +at learning the terms on which they should now be able to pursue their +career together; but Verena never changed colour; it was either not new +or not disagreeable to her that the authors of her being should be +bought off, silenced by money, treated as the troublesome of the lower +orders are treated when they are not locked up; so that her friend had a +perception, after this, that it would probably be impossible in any way +ever to offend her. She was too rancourless, too detached from +conventional standards, too free from private self-reference. It was too +much to say of her that she forgave injuries, since she was not +conscious of them; there was in forgiveness a certain arrogance of which +she was incapable, and her bright mildness glided over the many traps +that life sets for our consistency. Olive had always held that pride was +necessary to character, but there was no peculiarity of Verena's that +could make her spirit seem less pure. The added luxuries in the little +house at Cambridge, which even with their help was still such a penal +settlement, made her feel afresh that before she came to the rescue the +daughter of that house had traversed a desert of sordid misery. She had +cooked and washed and swept and stitched; she had worked harder than any +of Miss Chancellor's servants. These things had left no trace upon her +person or her mind; everything fresh and fair renewed itself in her with +extraordinary facility, everything ugly and tiresome evaporated as soon +as it touched her; but Olive deemed that, being what she was, she had a +right to immense compensations. In the future she should have exceeding +luxury and ease, and Miss Chancellor had no difficulty in persuading +herself that persons doing the high intellectual and moral work to which +the two young ladies in Charles Street were now committed owed it to +themselves, owed it to the groaning sisterhood, to cultivate the best +material conditions. She herself was nothing of a sybarite, and she had +proved, visiting the alleys and slums of Boston in the service of the +Associated Charities, that there was no foulness of disease or misery +she feared to look in the face; but her house had always been thoroughly +well regulated, she was passionately clean, and she was an excellent +woman of business. Now, however, she elevated daintiness to a religion; +her interior shone with superfluous friction, with punctuality, with +winter roses. Among these soft influences Verena herself bloomed like +the flower that attains such perfection in Boston. Olive had always +rated high the native refinement of her country-women, their latent +"adaptability," their talent for accommodating themselves at a glance to +changed conditions; but the way her companion rose with the level of the +civilisation that surrounded her, the way she assimilated all delicacies +and absorbed all traditions, left this friendly theory halting behind. +The winter days were still, indoors, in Charles Street, and the winter +nights secure from interruption. Our two young women had plenty of +duties, but Olive had never favoured the custom of running in and out. +Much conference on social and reformatory topics went forward under her +roof, and she received her colleagues--she belonged to twenty +associations and committees--only at pre-appointed hours, which she +expected them to observe rigidly. Verena's share in these proceedings +was not active; she hovered over them, smiling, listening, dropping +occasionally a fanciful though never an idle word, like some gently +animated image placed there for good omen. It was understood that her +part was before the scenes, not behind; that she was not a prompter, but +(potentially, at least) a "popular favourite," and that the work over +which Miss Chancellor presided so efficiently was a general preparation +of the platform on which, later, her companion would execute the most +striking steps. + +The western windows of Olive's drawing-room, looking over the water, +took in the red sunsets of winter; the long, low bridge that crawled, on +its staggering posts, across the Charles; the casual patches of ice and +snow; the desolate suburban horizons, peeled and made bald by the rigour +of the season; the general hard, cold void of the prospect; the +extrusion, at Charlestown, at Cambridge, of a few chimneys and steeples, +straight, sordid tubes of factories and engine-shops, or spare, +heavenward finger of the New England meeting-house. There was something +inexorable in the poverty of the scene, shameful in the meanness of its +details, which gave a collective impression of boards and tin and frozen +earth, sheds and rotting piles, railway-lines striding flat across a +thoroughfare of puddles, and tracks of the humbler, the universal +horse-car, traversing obliquely this path of danger; loose fences, +vacant lots, mounds of refuse, yards bestrewn with iron pipes, telegraph +poles, and bare wooden backs of places. Verena thought such a view +lovely, and she was by no means without excuse when, as the afternoon +closed, the ugly picture was tinted with a clear, cold rosiness. The +air, in its windless chill, seemed to tinkle like a crystal, the +faintest gradations of tone were perceptible in the sky, the west became +deep and delicate, everything grew doubly distinct before taking on the +dimness of evening. There were pink flushes on snow, "tender" reflexions +in patches of stiffened marsh, sounds of car-bells, no longer vulgar, +but almost silvery, on the long bridge, lonely outlines of distant dusky +undulations against the fading glow. These agreeable effects used to +light up that end of the drawing-room, and Olive often sat at the window +with her companion before it was time for the lamp. They admired the +sunsets, they rejoiced in the ruddy spots projected upon the +parlour-wall, they followed the darkening perspective in fanciful +excursions. They watched the stellar points come out at last in a colder +heaven, and then, shuddering a little, arm in arm, they turned away, +with a sense that the winter night was even more cruel than the tyranny +of men--turned back to drawn curtains and a brighter fire and a +glittering tea-tray and more and more talk about the long martyrdom of +women, a subject as to which Olive was inexhaustible and really most +interesting. There were some nights of deep snowfall, when Charles +Street was white and muffled and the door-bell foredoomed to silence, +which seemed little islands of lamp-light, of enlarged and intensified +vision. They read a great deal of history together, and read it ever +with the same thought--that of finding confirmation in it for this idea +that their sex had suffered inexpressibly, and that at any moment in the +course of human affairs the state of the world would have been so much +less horrible (history seemed to them in every way horrible) if women +had been able to press down the scale. Verena was full of suggestions +which stimulated discussions; it was she, oftenest, who kept in view the +fact that a good many women in the past had been entrusted with power +and had not always used it amiably, who brought up the wicked queens, +the profligate mistresses of kings. These ladies were easily disposed of +between the two, and the public crimes of Bloody Mary, the private +misdemeanours of Faustina, wife of the pure Marcus Aurelius, were very +satisfactorily classified. If the influence of women in the past +accounted for every act of virtue that men had happened to achieve, it +only made the matter balance properly that the influence of men should +explain the casual irregularities of the other sex. Olive could see how +few books had passed through Verena's hands, and how little the home of +the Tarrants had been a house of reading; but the girl now traversed the +fields of literature with her characteristic lightness of step. +Everything she turned to or took up became an illustration of the +facility, the "giftedness," which Olive, who had so little of it, never +ceased to wonder at and prize. Nothing frightened her; she always smiled +at it, she could do anything she tried. As she knew how to do other +things, she knew how to study; she read quickly and remembered +infallibly; could repeat, days afterward, passages that she appeared +only to have glanced at. Olive, of course, was more and more happy to +think that their cause should have the services of an organisation so +rare. + +All this doubtless sounds rather dry, and I hasten to add that our +friends were not always shut up in Miss Chancellor's strenuous parlour. +In spite of Olive's desire to keep her precious inmate to herself and to +bend her attention upon their common studies, in spite of her constantly +reminding Verena that this winter was to be purely educative and that +the platitudes of the satisfied and unregenerate would have little to +teach her, in spite, in short, of the severe and constant duality of our +young women, it must not be supposed that their life had not many +personal confluents and tributaries. Individual and original as Miss +Chancellor was universally acknowledged to be, she was yet a typical +Bostonian, and as a typical Bostonian she could not fail to belong in +some degree to a "set." It had been said of her that she was in it but +not of it; but she was of it enough to go occasionally into other houses +and to receive their occupants in her own. It was her belief that she +filled her tea-pot with the spoon of hospitality, and made a good many +select spirits feel that they were welcome under her roof at convenient +hours. She had a preference for what she called _real_ people, and there +were several whose reality she had tested by arts known to herself. This +little society was rather suburban and miscellaneous; it was prolific in +ladies who trotted about, early and late, with books from the Athenaeum +nursed behind their muff, or little nosegays of exquisite flowers that +they were carrying as presents to each other. Verena, who, when Olive +was not with her, indulged in a good deal of desultory contemplation at +the window, saw them pass the house in Charles Street, always apparently +straining a little, as if they might be too late for something. At +almost any time, for she envied their preoccupation, she would have +taken the chance with them. Very often, when she described them to her +mother, Mrs. Tarrant didn't know who they were; there were even days +(she had so many discouragements) when it seemed as if she didn't want +to know. So long as they were not some one else, it seemed to be no use +that they were themselves; whoever they were, they were sure to have +that defect. Even after all her mother's disquisitions Verena had but +vague ideas as to whom she would have liked them to be; and it was only +when the girl talked of the concerts, to all of which Olive subscribed +and conducted her inseparable friend, that Mrs. Tarrant appeared to feel +in any degree that her daughter was living up to the standard formed for +her in their Cambridge home. As all the world knows, the opportunities +in Boston for hearing good music are numerous and excellent, and it had +long been Miss Chancellor's practice to cultivate the best. She went in, +as the phrase is, for the superior programmes, and that high, dim, +dignified Music Hall, which has echoed in its time to so much eloquence +and so much melody, and of which the very proportions and colour seem to +teach respect and attention, shed the protection of its illuminated +cornice, this winter, upon no faces more intelligently upturned than +those of the young women for whom Bach and Beethoven only repeated, in a +myriad forms, the idea that was always with them. Symphonies and fugues +only stimulated their convictions, excited their revolutionary passion, +led their imagination further in the direction in which it was always +pressing. It lifted them to immeasurable heights; and as they sat +looking at the great florid, sombre organ, overhanging the bronze statue +of Beethoven, they felt that this was the only temple in which the +votaries of their creed could worship. + +And yet their music was not their greatest joy, for they had two others +which they cultivated at least as zealously. One of these was simply the +society of old Miss Birdseye, of whom Olive saw more this winter than +she had ever seen before. It had become apparent that her long and +beautiful career was drawing to a close, her earnest, unremitting work +was over, her old-fashioned weapons were broken and dull. Olive would +have liked to hang them up as venerable relics of a patient fight, and +this was what she seemed to do when she made the poor lady relate her +battles--never glorious and brilliant, but obscure and wastefully +heroic--call back the figures of her companions in arms, exhibit her +medals and scars. Miss Birdseye knew that her uses were ended; she might +pretend still to go about the business of unpopular causes, might fumble +for papers in her immemorial satchel and think she had important +appointments, might sign petitions, attend conventions, say to Doctor +Prance that if she would only make her sleep she should live to see a +great many improvements yet; she ached and was weary, growing almost as +glad to look back (a great anomaly for Miss Birdseye) as to look +forward. She let herself be coddled now by her friends of the new +generation; there were days when she seemed to want nothing better than +to sit by Olive's fire and ramble on about the old struggles, with a +vague, comfortable sense--no physical rapture of Miss Birdseye's could +be very acute--of immunity from wet feet, from the draughts that prevail +at thin meetings, of independence of street-cars that would probably +arrive overflowing; and also a pleased perception, not that she was an +example to these fresh lives which began with more advantages than hers, +but that she was in some degree an encouragement, as she helped them to +measure the way the new truths had advanced--being able to tell them of +such a different state of things when she was a young lady, the daughter +of a very talented teacher (indeed her mother had been a teacher too), +down in Connecticut. She had always had for Olive a kind of aroma of +martyrdom, and her battered, unremunerated, un-pensioned old age brought +angry tears, springing from depths of outraged theory, into Miss +Chancellor's eyes. For Verena, too, she was a picturesque humanitary +figure. Verena had been in the habit of meeting martyrs from her +childhood up, but she had seen none with so many reminiscences as Miss +Birdseye, or who had been so nearly scorched by penal fires. She had had +escapes, in the early days of abolitionism, which it was a marvel she +could tell with so little implication that she had shown courage. She +had roamed through certain parts of the South, carrying the Bible to the +slave; and more than one of her companions, in the course of these +expeditions, had been tarred and feathered. She herself, at one season, +had spent a month in a Georgian jail. She had preached temperance in +Irish circles where the doctrine was received with missiles; she had +interfered between wives and husbands mad with drink; she had taken +filthy children, picked up in the street, to her own poor rooms, and had +removed their pestilent rags and washed their sore bodies with slippery +little hands. In her own person she appeared to Olive and Verena a +representative of suffering humanity; the pity they felt for her was +part of their pity for all who were weakest and most hardly used; and it +struck Miss Chancellor (more especially) that this frumpy little +missionary was the last link in a tradition, and that when she should be +called away the heroic age of New England life--the age of plain living +and high thinking, of pure ideals and earnest effort, of moral passion +and noble experiment--would effectually be closed. It was the perennial +freshness of Miss Birdseye's faith that had had such a contagion for +these modern maidens, the unquenched flame of her transcendentalism, the +simplicity of her vision, the way in which, in spite of mistakes, +deceptions, the changing fashions of reform, which make the remedies of +a previous generation look as ridiculous as their bonnets, the only +thing that was still actual for her was the elevation of the species by +the reading of Emerson and the frequentation of Tremont Temple. Olive +had been active enough, for years, in the city-missions; she too had +scoured dirty children, and, in squalid lodging-houses, had gone into +rooms where the domestic situation was strained and the noises made the +neighbours turn pale. But she reflected that after such exertions she +had the refreshment of a pretty house, a drawing-room full of flowers, a +crackling hearth, where she threw in pine-cones and made them snap, an +imported tea-service, a Chickering piano, and the _Deutsche Rundschau_; +whereas Miss Birdseye had only a bare, vulgar room, with a hideous +flowered carpet (it looked like a dentist's), a cold furnace, the +evening paper, and Doctor Prance. Olive and Verena were present at +another of her gatherings before the winter ended; it resembled the +occasion that we described at the beginning of this history, with the +difference that Mrs. Farrinder was not there to oppress the company with +her greatness, and that Verena made a speech without the co-operation of +her father. This young lady had delivered herself with even finer effect +than before, and Olive could see how much she had gained, in confidence +and range of allusion, since the educative process in Charles Street +began. Her _motif_ was now a kind of unprepared tribute to Miss +Birdseye, the fruit of the occasion and of the unanimous tenderness of +the younger members of the circle, which made her a willing mouthpiece. +She pictured her laborious career, her early associates (Eliza P. +Moseley was not neglected as Verena passed), her difficulties and +dangers and triumphs, her humanising effect upon so many, her serene and +honoured old age--expressed, in short, as one of the ladies said, just +the very way they all felt about her. Verena's face brightened and grew +triumphant as she spoke, but she brought tears into the eyes of most of +the others. It was Olive's opinion that nothing could be more graceful +and touching, and she saw that the impression made was now deeper than +on the former evening. Miss Birdseye went about with her eighty years of +innocence, her undiscriminating spectacles, asking her friends if it +wasn't perfectly splendid; she took none of it to herself, she regarded +it only as a brilliant expression of Verena's gift. Olive thought, +afterwards, that if a collection could only be taken up on the spot, the +good lady would be made easy for the rest of her days; then she +remembered that most of her guests were as impecunious as herself. + +I have intimated that our young friends had a source of fortifying +emotion which was distinct from the hours they spent with Beethoven and +Bach, or in hearing Miss Birdseye describe Concord as it used to be. +This consisted in the wonderful insight they had obtained into the +history of feminine anguish. They perused that chapter perpetually and +zealously, and they derived from it the purest part of their mission. +Olive had pored over it so long, so earnestly, that she was now in +complete possession of the subject; it was the one thing in life which +she felt she had really mastered. She was able to exhibit it to Verena +with the greatest authority and accuracy, to lead her up and down, in +and out, through all the darkest and most tortuous passages. We know +that she was without belief in her own eloquence, but she was very +eloquent when she reminded Verena how the exquisite weakness of women +had never been their defence, but had only exposed them to sufferings +more acute than masculine grossness can conceive. Their odious partner +had trampled upon them from the beginning of time, and their tenderness, +their abnegation, had been his opportunity. All the bullied wives, the +stricken mothers, the dishonoured, deserted maidens who have lived on +the earth and longed to leave it, passed and repassed before her eyes, +and the interminable dim procession seemed to stretch out a myriad hands +to her. She sat with them at their trembling vigils, listened for the +tread, the voice, at which they grew pale and sick, walked with them by +the dark waters that offered to wash away misery and shame, took with +them, even, when the vision grew intense, the last shuddering leap. She +had analysed to an extraordinary fineness their susceptibility, their +softness; she knew (or she thought she knew) all the possible tortures +of anxiety, of suspense and dread; and she had made up her mind that it +was women, in the end, who had paid for everything. In the last resort +the whole burden of the human lot came upon them; it pressed upon them +far more than on the others, the intolerable load of fate. It was they +who sat cramped and chained to receive it; it was they who had done all +the waiting and taken all the wounds. The sacrifices, the blood, the +tears, the terrors were theirs. Their organism was in itself a challenge +to suffering, and men had practised upon it with an impudence that knew +no bounds. As they were the weakest most had been wrung from them, and +as they were the most generous they had been most deceived. Olive +Chancellor would have rested her case, had it been necessary, on those +general facts; and her simple and comprehensive contention was that the +peculiar wretchedness which had been the very essence of the feminine +lot was a monstrous artificial imposition, crying aloud for redress. She +was willing to admit that women, too, could be bad; that there were many +about the world who were false, immoral, vile. But their errors were as +nothing to their sufferings; they had expiated, in advance, an eternity, +if need be, of misconduct. Olive poured forth these views to her +listening and responsive friend; she presented them again and again, and +there was no light in which they did not seem to palpitate with truth. +Verena was immensely wrought upon; a subtle fire passed into her; she +was not so hungry for revenge as Olive, but at the last, before they +went to Europe (I shall take no place to describe the manner in which +she threw herself into that project), she quite agreed with her +companion that after so many ages of wrong (it would also be after the +European journey) men must take _their_ turn, men must pay! + + + + +BOOK SECOND + + + + +XXI + + +Basil Ransom lived in New York, rather far to the eastward, and in the +upper reaches of the town; he occupied two small shabby rooms in a +somewhat decayed mansion which stood next to the corner of the Second +Avenue. The corner itself was formed by a considerable grocer's shop, +the near neighbourhood of which was fatal to any pretensions Ransom and +his fellow-lodgers might have had in regard to gentility of situation. +The house had a red, rusty face, and faded green shutters, of which the +slats were limp and at variance with each other. In one of the lower +windows was suspended a fly-blown card, with the words "Table Board" +affixed in letters cut (not very neatly) out of coloured paper, of +graduated tints, and surrounded with a small band of stamped gilt. The +two sides of the shop were protected by an immense pent-house shed, +which projected over a greasy pavement and was supported by wooden posts +fixed in the curbstone. Beneath it, on the dislocated flags, barrels and +baskets were freely and picturesquely grouped; an open cellarway yawned +beneath the feet of those who might pause to gaze too fondly on the +savoury wares displayed in the window; a strong odour of smoked fish, +combined with a fragrance of molasses, hung about the spot; the +pavement, toward the gutters, was fringed with dirty panniers, heaped +with potatoes, carrots, and onions; and a smart, bright waggon, with the +horse detached from the shafts, drawn up on the edge of the abominable +road (it contained holes and ruts a foot deep, and immemorial +accumulations of stagnant mud), imparted an idle, rural, pastoral air to +a scene otherwise perhaps expressive of a rank civilisation. The +establishment was of the kind known to New Yorkers as a Dutch grocery; +and red-faced, yellow-haired, bare-armed vendors might have been +observed to lounge in the doorway. I mention it not on account of any +particular influence it may have had on the life or the thoughts of +Basil Ransom, but for old acquaintance sake and that of local colour; +besides which, a figure is nothing without a setting, and our young man +came and went every day, with rather an indifferent, unperceiving step, +it is true, among the objects I have briefly designated. One of his +rooms was directly above the street-door of the house; such a dormitory, +when it is so exiguous, is called in the nomenclature of New York a +"hall bedroom." The sitting-room, beside it, was slightly larger, and +they both commanded a row of tenements no less degenerate than Ransom's +own habitation--houses built forty years before, and already sere and +superannuated. These were also painted red, and the bricks were +accentuated by a white line; they were garnished, on the first floor, +with balconies covered with small tin roofs, striped in different +colours, and with an elaborate iron lattice-work, which gave them a +repressive, cage-like appearance, and caused them slightly to resemble +the little boxes for peeping unseen into the street, which are a feature +of oriental towns. Such posts of observation commanded a view of the +grocery on the corner, of the relaxed and disjointed roadway, enlivened +at the curbstone with an occasional ash-barrel or with gas-lamps +drooping from the perpendicular, and westward, at the end of the +truncated vista, of the fantastic skeleton of the Elevated Railway, +overhanging the transverse longitudinal street, which it darkened and +smothered with the immeasurable spinal column and myriad clutching paws +of an antediluvian monster. If the opportunity were not denied me here, +I should like to give some account of Basil Ransom's interior, of +certain curious persons of both sexes, for the most part not favourites +of fortune, who had found an obscure asylum there; some picture of the +crumpled little _table d'hote_, at two dollars and a half a week, where +everything felt sticky, which went forward in the low-ceiled basement, +under the conduct of a couple of shuffling negresses, who mingled in the +conversation and indulged in low, mysterious chuckles when it took a +facetious turn. But we need, in strictness, concern ourselves with it no +further than to gather the implication that the young Mississippian, +even a year and a half after that momentous visit of his to Boston, had +not made his profession very lucrative. + +He had been diligent, he had been ambitious, but he had not yet been +successful. During the few weeks preceding the moment at which we meet +him again, he had even begun to lose faith altogether in his earthly +destiny. It became much of a question with him whether success in any +form was written there; whether for a hungry young Mississippian, +without means, without friends, wanting, too, in the highest energy, the +wisdom of the serpent, personal arts and national prestige, the game of +life was to be won in New York. He had been on the point of giving it up +and returning to the home of his ancestors, where, as he heard from his +mother, there was still just a sufficient supply of hot corn-cake to +support existence. He had never believed much in his luck, but during +the last year it had been guilty of aberrations surprising even to a +constant, an imperturbable, victim of fate. Not only had he not extended +his connexion, but he had lost most of the little business which was an +object of complacency to him a twelvemonth before. He had had none but +small jobs, and he had made a mess of more than one of them. Such +accidents had not had a happy effect upon his reputation; he had been +able to perceive that this fair flower may be nipped when it is so +tender a bud as scarcely to be palpable. He had formed a partnership +with a person who seemed likely to repair some of his deficiencies--a +young man from Rhode Island, acquainted, according to his own +expression, with the inside track. But this gentleman himself, as it +turned out, would have been better for a good deal of remodelling, and +Ransom's principal deficiency, which was, after all, that of cash, was +not less apparent to him after his colleague, prior to a sudden and +unexplained departure for Europe, had drawn the slender accumulations of +the firm out of the bank. Ransom sat for hours in his office, waiting +for clients who either did not come, or, if they did come, did not seem +to find him encouraging, as they usually left him with the remark that +they would think what they would do. They thought to little purpose, and +seldom reappeared, so that at last he began to wonder whether there were +not a prejudice against his Southern complexion. Perhaps they didn't +like the way he spoke. If they could show him a better way, he was +willing to adopt it; but the manner of New York could not be acquired by +precept, and example, somehow, was not in this case contagious. He +wondered whether he were stupid and unskilled, and he was finally +obliged to confess to himself that he was unpractical. + +This confession was in itself a proof of the fact, for nothing could be +less fruitful than such a speculation, terminating in such a way. He was +perfectly aware that he cared a great deal for the theory, and so his +visitors must have thought when they found him, with one of his long +legs twisted round the other, reading a volume of De Tocqueville. That +was the land of reading he liked; he had thought a great deal about +social and economical questions, forms of government and the happiness +of peoples. The convictions he had arrived at were not such as mix +gracefully with the time-honoured verities a young lawyer looking out +for business is in the habit of taking for granted; but he had to +reflect that these doctrines would probably not contribute any more to +his prosperity in Mississippi than in New York. Indeed, he scarcely +could think of the country where they would be a particular advantage to +him. It came home to him that his opinions were stiff, whereas in +comparison his effort was lax; and he accordingly began to wonder +whether he might not make a living by his opinions. He had always had a +desire for public life; to cause one's ideas to be embodied in national +conduct appeared to him the highest form of human enjoyment. But there +was little enough that was public in his solitary studies, and he asked +himself what was the use of his having an office at all, and why he +might not as well carry on his profession at the Astor Library, where, +in his spare hours and on chance holidays, he did an immense deal of +suggestive reading. He took copious notes and memoranda, and these +things sometimes shaped themselves in a way that might possibly commend +them to the editors of periodicals. Readers perhaps would come, if +clients didn't; so he produced, with a great deal of labour, +half-a-dozen articles, from which, when they were finished, it seemed to +him that he had omitted all the points he wished most to make, and +addressed them to the powers that preside over weekly and monthly +publications. They were all declined with thanks, and he would have been +forced to believe that the accent of his languid clime brought him luck +as little under the pen as on the lips, had not another explanation been +suggested by one of the more explicit of his oracles, in relation to a +paper on the rights of minorities. This gentleman pointed out that his +doctrines were about three hundred years behind the age; doubtless some +magazine of the sixteenth century would have been very happy to print +them. This threw light on his own suspicion that he was attached to +causes that could only, in the nature of things, be unpopular. The +disagreeable editor was right about his being out of date, only he had +got the time wrong. He had come centuries too soon; he was not too old, +but too new. Such an impression, however, would not have prevented him +from going into politics, if there had been any other way to represent +constituencies than by being elected. People might be found eccentric +enough to vote for him in Mississippi, but meanwhile where should he +find the twenty-dollar greenbacks which it was his ambition to transmit +from time to time to his female relations, confined so constantly to a +farinaceous diet? It came over him with some force that his opinions +would not yield interest, and the evaporation of this pleasing +hypothesis made him feel like a man in an open boat, at sea, who should +just have parted with his last rag of canvas. + +I shall not attempt a complete description of Ransom's ill-starred +views, being convinced that the reader will guess them as he goes, for +they had a frolicsome, ingenious way of peeping out of the young man's +conversation. I shall do them sufficient justice in saying that he was +by natural disposition a good deal of a stoic, and that, as the result +of a considerable intellectual experience, he was, in social and +political matters, a reactionary. I suppose he was very conceited, for +he was much addicted to judging his age. He thought it talkative, +querulous, hysterical, maudlin, full of false ideas, of unhealthy germs, +of extravagant, dissipated habits, for which a great reckoning was in +store. He was an immense admirer of the late Thomas Carlyle, and was +very suspicious of the encroachments of modern democracy. I know not +exactly how these queer heresies had planted themselves, but he had a +longish pedigree (it had flowered at one time with English royalists and +cavaliers), and he seemed at moments to be inhabited by some transmitted +spirit of a robust but narrow ancestor, some broad-faced wig-wearer or +sword-bearer, with a more primitive conception of manhood than our +modern temperament appears to require, and a programme of human felicity +much less varied. He liked his pedigree, he revered his forefathers, and +he rather pitied those who might come after him. In saying so, however, +I betray him a little, for he never mentioned such feelings as these. +Though he thought the age too talkative, as I have hinted, he liked to +talk as well as any one; but he could hold his tongue, if that were more +expressive, and he usually did so when his perplexities were greatest. +He had been sitting for several evenings in a beer-cellar, smoking his +pipe with a profundity of reticence. This attitude was so unbroken that +it marked a crisis--the complete, the acute consciousness of his +personal situation. It was the cheapest way he knew of spending an +evening. At this particular establishment the _Schoppen_ were very tall +and the beer was very good; and as the host and most of the guests were +German, and their colloquial tongue was unknown to him, he was not drawn +into any undue expenditure of speech. He watched his smoke and he +thought, thought so hard that at last he appeared to himself to have +exhausted the thinkable. When this moment of combined relief and dismay +arrived (on the last of the evenings that we are concerned with), he +took his way down Third Avenue and reached his humble dwelling. Till +within a short time there had been a resource for him at such an hour +and in such a mood; a little variety-actress, who lived in the house, +and with whom he had established the most cordial relations, was often +having her supper (she took it somewhere, every night, after the +theatre) in the dim, close dining-room, and he used to drop in and talk +to her. But she had lately married, to his great amusement, and her +husband had taken her on a wedding-tour, which was to be at the same +time professional. On this occasion he mounted, with rather a heavy +tread, to his rooms, where (on the rickety writing-table in the parlour) +he found a note from Mrs. Luna. I need not reproduce it _in extenso_; a +pale reflexion of it will serve. She reproached him with neglecting her, +wanted to know what had become of him, whether he had grown too +fashionable for a person who cared only for serious society. She accused +him of having changed, and inquired as to the reason of his coldness. +Was it too much to ask whether he could tell her at least in what manner +she had offended him? She used to think they were so much in +sympathy--he expressed her own ideas about everything so vividly. She +liked intellectual companionship, and she had none now. She hoped very +much he would come and see her--as he used to do six months before--the +following evening; and however much she might have sinned or he might +have altered, she was at least always his affectionate cousin Adeline. + +"What the deuce does she want of me now?" It was with this somewhat +ungracious exclamation that he tossed away his cousin Adeline's missive. +The gesture might have indicated that he meant to take no notice of her; +nevertheless, after a day had elapsed, he presented himself before her. +He knew what she wanted of old--that is, a year ago; she had wanted him +to look after her property and to be tutor to her son. He had lent +himself, good-naturedly, to this desire--he was touched by so much +confidence--but the experiment had speedily collapsed. Mrs. Luna's +affairs were in the hands of trustees, who had complete care of them, +and Ransom instantly perceived that his function would be simply to +meddle in things that didn't concern him. The levity with which she had +exposed him to the derision of the lawful guardians of her fortune +opened his eyes to some of the dangers of cousinship; nevertheless he +said to himself that he might turn an honest penny by giving an hour or +two every day to the education of her little boy. But this, too, proved +a brief illusion. Ransom had to find his time in the afternoon; he left +his business at five o'clock and remained with his young kinsman till +the hour of dinner. At the end of a few weeks he thought himself lucky +in retiring without broken shins. That Newton's little nature was +remarkable had often been insisted on by his mother; but it was +remarkable, Ransom saw, for the absence of any of the qualities which +attach a teacher to a pupil. He was in truth an insufferable child, +entertaining for the Latin language a personal, physical hostility, +which expressed itself in convulsions of rage. During these paroxysms he +kicked furiously at every one and everything--at poor "Rannie," at his +mother, at Messrs. Andrews and Stoddard, at the illustrious men of Rome, +at the universe in general, to which, as he lay on his back on the +carpet, he presented a pair of singularly active little heels. Mrs. Luna +had a way of being present at his lessons, and when they passed, as +sooner or later they were sure to, into the stage I have described, she +interceded for her overwrought darling, reminded Ransom that these were +the signs of an exquisite sensibility, begged that the child might be +allowed to rest a little, and spent the remainder of the time in +conversation with the preceptor. It came to seem to him, very soon, that +he was not earning his fee; besides which, it was disagreeable to him to +have pecuniary relations with a lady who had not the art of concealing +from him that she liked to place him under obligations. He resigned his +tutorship, and drew a long breath, having a vague feeling that he had +escaped a danger. He could not have told you exactly what it was, and he +had a certain sentimental, provincial respect for women which even +prevented him from attempting to give a name to it in his own thoughts. +He was addicted with the ladies to the old forms of address and of +gallantry; he held that they were delicate, agreeable creatures, whom +Providence had placed under the protection of the bearded sex; and it +was not merely a humorous idea with him that whatever might be the +defects of Southern gentlemen, they were at any rate remarkable for +their chivalry. He was a man who still, in a slangy age, could pronounce +that word with a perfectly serious face. + +This boldness did not prevent him from thinking that women were +essentially inferior to men, and infinitely tiresome when they declined +to accept the lot which men had made for them. He had the most definite +notions about their place in nature, in society, and was perfectly easy +in his mind as to whether it excluded them from any proper homage. The +chivalrous man paid that tax with alacrity. He admitted their rights; +these consisted in a standing claim to the generosity and tenderness of +the stronger race. The exercise of such feelings was full of advantage +for both sexes, and they flowed most freely, of course, when women were +gracious and grateful. It may be said that he had a higher conception of +politeness than most of the persons who desired the advent of female +law-makers. When I have added that he hated to see women eager and +argumentative, and thought that their softness and docility were the +inspiration, the opportunity (the highest) of man, I shall have sketched +a state of mind which will doubtless strike many readers as painfully +crude. It had prevented Basil Ransom, at any rate, from putting the dots +on his _i_'s, as the French say, in this gradual discovery that Mrs. +Luna was making love to him. The process went on a long time before he +became aware of it. He had perceived very soon that she was a +tremendously familiar little woman--that she took, more rapidly than he +had ever known, a high degree of intimacy for granted. But as she had +seemed to him neither very fresh nor very beautiful, so he could not +easily have represented to himself why she should take it into her head +to marry (it would never have occurred to him to doubt that she wanted +marriage) an obscure and penniless Mississippian, with womenkind of his +own to provide for. He could not guess that he answered to a certain +secret ideal of Mrs. Luna's, who loved the landed gentry even when +landless, who adored a Southerner under any circumstances, who thought +her kinsman a fine, manly, melancholy, disinterested type, and who was +sure that her views of public matters, the questions of the age, the +vulgar character of modern life, would meet with a perfect response in +his mind. She could see by the way he talked that he was a conservative, +and this was the motto inscribed upon her own silken banner. She took +this unpopular line both by temperament and by reaction from her +sister's "extreme" views, the sight of the dreadful people that they +brought about her. In reality, Olive was distinguished and +discriminating, and Adeline was the dupe of confusions in which the +worse was apt to be mistaken for the better. She talked to Ransom about +the inferiority of republics, the distressing persons she had met abroad +in the legations of the United States, the bad manners of servants and +shopkeepers in that country, the hope she entertained that "the good old +families" would make a stand; but he never suspected that she cultivated +these topics (her treatment of them struck him as highly comical) for +the purpose of leading him to the altar, of beguiling the way. Least of +all could he suppose that she would be indifferent to his want of +income--a point in which he failed to do her justice; for, thinking the +fact that he had remained poor a proof of delicacy in that shopkeeping +age, it gave her much pleasure to reflect that, as Newton's little +property was settled on him (with safeguards which showed how +long-headed poor Mr. Luna had been, and large-hearted, too, since to +what he left _her_ no disagreeable conditions, such as eternal mourning, +for instance, were attached)--that as Newton, I say, enjoyed the +pecuniary independence which befitted his character, her own income was +ample even for two, and she might give herself the luxury of taking a +husband who should owe her something. Basil Ransom did not divine all +this, but he divined that it was not for nothing that Mrs. Luna wrote +him little notes every other day, that she proposed to drive him in the +Park at unnatural hours, and that when he said he had his business to +attend to, she replied: "Oh, a plague on your business! I am sick of +that word--one hears of nothing else in America. There are ways of +getting on without business, if you would only take them!" He seldom +answered her notes, and he disliked extremely the way in which, in spite +of her love of form and order, she attempted to clamber in at the window +of one's house when one had locked the door; so that he began to +interspace his visits considerably, and at last made them very rare. +When I reflect on his habits of almost superstitious politeness to +women, it comes over me that some very strong motive must have operated +to make him give his friendly--his only too friendly--cousin the cold +shoulder. Nevertheless, when he received her reproachful letter (after +it had had time to work a little), he said to himself that he had +perhaps been unjust and even brutal, and as he was easily touched by +remorse of this kind, he took up the broken thread. + + + + +XXII + + +As he sat with Mrs. Luna, in her little back drawing-room, under the +lamp, he felt rather more tolerant than before of the pressure she could +not help putting upon him. Several months had elapsed, and he was no +nearer to the sort of success he had hoped for. It stole over him gently +that there was another sort, pretty visibly open to him, not so elevated +nor so manly, it is true, but on which he should after all, perhaps, be +able to reconcile it with his honour to fall back. Mrs. Luna had had an +inspiration; for once in her life she had held her tongue. She had not +made him a scene, there had been no question of an explanation; she had +received him as if he had been there the day before, with the addition +of a spice of mysterious melancholy. She might have made up her mind +that she had lost him as what she had hoped, but that it was better than +desolation to try and keep him as a friend. It was as if she wished him +to see now how she tried. She was subdued and consolatory, she waited +upon him, moved away a screen that intercepted the fire, remarked that +he looked very tired, and rang for some tea. She made no inquiry about +his affairs, never asked if he had been busy and prosperous; and this +reticence struck him as unexpectedly delicate and discreet; it was as if +she had guessed, by a subtle feminine faculty, that his professional +career was nothing to boast of. There was a simplicity in him which +permitted him to wonder whether she had not improved. The lamp-light was +soft, the fire crackled pleasantly, everything that surrounded him +betrayed a woman's taste and touch; the place was decorated and +cushioned in perfection, delightfully private and personal, the picture +of a well-appointed home. Mrs. Luna had complained of the difficulties +of installing one's self in America, but Ransom remembered that he had +received an impression similar to this in her sister's house in Boston, +and reflected that these ladies had, as a family-trait, the art of +making themselves comfortable. It was better for a winter's evening than +the German beer-cellar (Mrs. Luna's tea was excellent), and his hostess +herself appeared to-night almost as amiable as the variety-actress. At +the end of an hour he felt, I will not say almost marriageable, but +almost married. Images of leisure played before him, leisure in which he +saw himself covering foolscap paper with his views on several subjects, +and with favourable illustrations of Southern eloquence. It became +tolerably vivid to him that if editors wouldn't print one's +lucubrations, it would be a comfort to feel that one was able to publish +them at one's own expense. + +He had a moment of almost complete illusion. Mrs. Luna had taken up her +bit of crochet; she was sitting opposite to him, on the other side of +the fire. Her white hands moved with little jerks as she took her +stitches, and her rings flashed and twinkled in the light of the hearth. +Her head fell a little to one side, exhibiting the plumpness of her chin +and neck, and her dropped eyes (it gave her a little modest air) rested +quietly on her work. A silence of a few moments had fallen upon their +talk, and Adeline--who decidedly _had_ improved--appeared also to feel +the charm of it, not to wish to break it. Basil Ransom was conscious of +all this, and at the same time he was vaguely engaged in a speculation. +If it gave one time, if it gave one leisure, was not that in itself a +high motive? Thorough study of the question he cared for most--was not +the chance for _that_ an infinitely desirable good? He seemed to see +himself, to feel himself, in that very chair, in the evenings of the +future, reading some indispensable book in the still lamp-light--Mrs. +Luna knew where to get such pretty mellowing shades. Should he not be +able to act in that way upon the public opinion of his time, to check +certain tendencies, to point out certain dangers, to indulge in much +salutary criticism? Was it not one's duty to put one's self in the best +conditions for such action? And as the silence continued he almost fell +to musing on his duty, almost persuaded himself that the moral law +commanded him to marry Mrs. Luna. She looked up presently from her work, +their eyes met, and she smiled. He might have believed she had guessed +what he was thinking of. This idea startled him, alarmed him a little, +so that when Mrs. Luna said, with her sociable manner, "There is nothing +I like so much, of a winter's night, as a cosy _tete-a-tete_ by the +fire. It's quite like Darby and Joan; what a pity the kettle has ceased +singing!"--when she uttered these insinuating words he gave himself a +little imperceptible shake, which was, however, enough to break the +spell, and made no response more direct than to ask her, in a moment, in +a tone of cold, mild curiosity, whether she had lately heard from her +sister, and how long Miss Chancellor intended to remain in Europe. + +"Well, you _have_ been living in your hole!" Mrs. Luna exclaimed. "Olive +came home six weeks ago. How long did you expect her to endure it?" + +"I am sure I don't know; I have never been there," Ransom replied. + +"Yes, that's what I like you for," Mrs. Luna remarked sweetly. "If a man +is nice without it, it's such a pleasant change." + +The young man started, then gave a natural laugh. "Lord, how few reasons +there must be!" + +"Oh, I mention that one because I can tell it. I shouldn't care to tell +the others." + +"I am glad you have some to fall back upon, the day I should go," Ransom +went on. "I thought you thought so much of Europe." + +"So I do; but it isn't everything," said Mrs. Luna philosophically. "You +had better go there with me," she added, with a certain inconsequence. + +"One would go to the end of the world with so irresistible a lady!" +Ransom exclaimed, falling into the tone which Mrs. Luna always found so +unsatisfactory. It was a part of his Southern gallantry--his accent +always came out strongly when he said anything of that sort--and it +committed him to nothing in particular. She had had occasion to wish, +more than once, that he wouldn't be so beastly polite, as she used to +hear people say in England. She answered that she didn't care about +ends, she cared about beginnings; but he didn't take up the declaration; +he returned to the subject of Olive, wanted to know what she had done +over there, whether she had worked them up much. + +"Oh, of course, she fascinated every one," said Mrs. Luna. "With her +grace and beauty, her general style, how could she help that?" + +"But did she bring them round, did she swell the host that is prepared +to march under her banner?" + +"I suppose she saw plenty of the strong-minded, plenty of vicious old +maids, and fanatics, and frumps. But I haven't the least idea what she +accomplished--what they call 'wonders,' I suppose." + +"Didn't you see her when she returned?" Basil Ransom asked. + +"How could I see her? I can see pretty far, but I can't see all the way +to Boston." And then, in explaining that it was at this port that her +sister had disembarked, Mrs. Luna further inquired whether he could +imagine Olive doing anything in a first-rate way, as long as there were +inferior ones. "Of course she likes bad ships--Boston steamers--just as +she likes common people, and red-haired hoydens, and preposterous +doctrines." + +Ransom was silent a moment. "Do you mean the--a--rather striking young +lady whom I met in Boston a year ago last October? What was her +name?--Miss Tarrant? Does Miss Chancellor like her as much as ever?" + +"Mercy! don't you know she took her to Europe? It was to form _her_ mind +she went. Didn't I tell you that last summer? You used to come to see me +then." + +"Oh yes, I remember," Ransom said, rather musingly. "And did she bring +her back?" + +"Gracious, you don't suppose she would leave her! Olive thinks she's +born to regenerate the world." + +"I remember you telling me that, too. It comes back to me. Well, is her +mind formed?" + +"As I haven't seen it, I cannot tell you." + +"Aren't you going on there to see----" + +"To see whether Miss Tarrant's mind is formed?" Mrs. Luna broke in. "I +will go if you would like me to. I remember your being immensely excited +about her that time you met her. Don't you recollect that?" + +Ransom hesitated an instant. "I can't say I do. It is too long ago." + +"Yes, I have no doubt that's the way you change, about women! Poor Miss +Tarrant, if she thinks she made an impression on you!" + +"She won't think about such things as that, if her mind has been formed +by your sister," Ransom said. "It does come back to me now, what you +told me about the growth of their intimacy. And do they mean to go on +living together for ever?" + +"I suppose so--unless some one should take it into his head to marry +Verena." + +"Verena--is that her name?" Ransom asked. + +Mrs. Luna looked at him with a suspended needle. "Well! have you +forgotten that too? You told me yourself you thought it so pretty, that +time in Boston, when you walked me up the hill." Ransom declared that he +remembered that walk, but didn't remember everything he had said to her; +and she suggested, very satirically, that perhaps he would like to marry +Verena himself--he seemed so interested in her. Ransom shook his head +sadly, and said he was afraid he was not in a position to marry; +whereupon Mrs. Luna asked him what he meant--did he mean (after a +moment's hesitation) that he was too poor? + +"Never in the world--I am very rich; I make an enormous income!" the +young man exclaimed; so that, remarking his tone, and the slight flush +of annoyance that rose to his face, Mrs. Luna was quick enough to judge +that she had overstepped the mark. She remembered (she ought to have +remembered before) that he had never taken her in the least into his +confidence about his affairs. That was not the Southern way, and he was +at least as proud as he was poor. In this surmise she was just; Basil +Ransom would have despised himself if he had been capable of confessing +to a woman that he couldn't make a living. Such questions were none of +their business (their business was simply to be provided for, practise +the domestic virtues, and be charmingly grateful), and there was, to his +sense, something almost indecent in talking about them. Mrs. Luna felt +doubly sorry for him as she perceived that he denied himself the luxury +of sympathy (that is, of hers), and the vague but comprehensive sigh +that passed her lips as she took up her crochet again was unusually +expressive of helplessness. She said that of course she knew how great +his talents were--he could do anything he wanted; and Basil Ransom +wondered for a moment whether, if she were to ask him point-blank to +marry her, it would be consistent with the high courtesy of a Southern +gentleman to refuse. After she should be his wife he might of course +confess to her that he was too poor to marry, for in that relation even +a Southern gentleman of the highest tone must sometimes unbend. But he +didn't in the least long for this arrangement, and was conscious that +the most pertinent sequel to her conjecture would be for him to take up +his hat and walk away. + +Within five minutes, however, he had come to desire to do this almost as +little as to marry Mrs. Luna. He wanted to hear more about the girl who +lived with Olive Chancellor. Something had revived in him--an old +curiosity, an image half effaced--when he learned that she had come back +to America. He had taken a wrong impression from what Mrs. Luna said, +nearly a year before, about her sister's visit to Europe; he had +supposed it was to be a long absence, that Miss Chancellor wanted +perhaps to get the little prophetess away from her parents, possibly +even away from some amorous entanglement. Then, no doubt, they wanted to +study up the woman-question with the facilities that Europe would offer; +he didn't know much about Europe, but he had an idea that it was a great +place for facilities. His knowledge of Miss Chancellor's departure, +accompanied by her young companion, had checked at the time, on Ransom's +part, a certain habit of idle but none the less entertaining retrospect. +His life, on the whole, had not been rich in episode, and that little +chapter of his visit to his queer, clever, capricious cousin, with his +evening at Miss Birdseye's, and his glimpse, repeated on the morrow, of +the strange, beautiful, ridiculous, red-haired young _improvisatrice_, +unrolled itself in his memory like a page of interesting fiction. The +page seemed to fade, however, when he heard that the two girls had gone, +for an indefinite time, to unknown lands; this carried them out of his +range, spoiled the perspective, diminished their actuality; so that for +several months past, with his increase of anxiety about his own affairs, +and the low pitch of his spirits, he had not thought at all about Verena +Tarrant. The fact that she was once more in Boston, with a certain +contiguity that it seemed to imply between Boston and New York, +presented itself now as important and agreeable. He was conscious that +this was rather an anomaly, and his consciousness made him, had already +made him, dissimulate slightly. He did not pick up his hat to go; he sat +in his chair taking his chance of the tax which Mrs. Luna might lay upon +his urbanity. He remembered that he had not made, as yet, any very eager +inquiry about Newton, who at this late hour had succumbed to the only +influence that tames the untamable and was sleeping the sleep of +childhood, if not of innocence. Ransom repaired his neglect in a manner +which elicited the most copious response from his hostess. The boy had +had a good many tutors since Ransom gave him up, and it could not be +said that his education languished. Mrs. Luna spoke with pride of the +manner in which he went through them; if he did not master his lessons, +he mastered his teachers, and she had the happy conviction that she gave +him every advantage. Ransom's delay was diplomatic, but at the end of +ten minutes he returned to the young ladies in Boston; he asked why, +with their aggressive programme, one hadn't begun to feel their onset, +why the echoes of Miss Tarrant's eloquence hadn't reached his ears. +Hadn't she come out yet in public? was she not coming to stir them up in +New York? He hoped she hadn't broken down. + +"She didn't seem to break down last summer, at the Female Convention," +Mrs. Luna replied. "Have you forgotten that too? Didn't I tell you of +the sensation she produced there, and of what I heard from Boston about +it? Do you mean to say I didn't give you that "Transcript," with the +report of her great speech? It was just before they sailed for Europe; +she went off with flying colours, in a blaze of fireworks." Ransom +protested that he had not heard this affair mentioned till that moment, +and then, when they compared dates, they found it had taken place just +after his last visit to Mrs. Luna. This, of course, gave her a chance to +say that he had treated her even worse than she supposed; it had been +her impression, at any rate, that they had talked together about +Verena's sudden bound into fame. Apparently she confounded him with some +one else, that was very possible; he was not to suppose that he occupied +such a distinct place in her mind, especially when she might die twenty +deaths before he came near her. Ransom demurred to the implication that +Miss Tarrant was famous; if she were famous, wouldn't she be in the New +York papers? He hadn't seen her there, and he had no recollection of +having encountered any mention at the time (last June, was it?) of her +exploits at the Female Convention. A local reputation doubtless she had, +but that had been the case a year and a half before, and what was +expected of her then was to become a first-class national glory. He was +willing to believe that she had created some excitement in Boston, but +he shouldn't attach much importance to that till one began to see her +photograph in the stores. Of course, one must give her time, but he had +supposed Miss Chancellor was going to put her through faster. + +If he had taken a contradictious tone on purpose to draw Mrs. Luna out, +he could not have elicited more of the information he desired. It was +perfectly true that he had seen no reference to Verena's performances in +the preceding June; there were periods when the newspapers seemed to him +so idiotic that for weeks he never looked at one. He learned from Mrs. +Luna that it was not Olive who had sent her the "Transcript" and in +letters had added some private account of the doings at the convention +to the testimony of that amiable sheet; she had been indebted for this +service to a "gentleman-friend," who wrote her everything that happened +in Boston, and what every one had every day for dinner. Not that it was +necessary for her happiness to know; but the gentleman she spoke of +didn't know what to invent to please her. A Bostonian couldn't imagine +that one didn't want to know, and that was their idea of ingratiating +themselves, or, at any rate, it was his, poor man. Olive would never +have gone into particulars about Verena; she regarded her sister as +quite too much one of the profane, and knew Adeline couldn't understand +why, when she took to herself a bosom-friend, she should have been at +such pains to select her in just the most dreadful class in the +community. Verena was a perfect little adventuress, and quite third-rate +into the bargain; but, of course, she was a pretty girl enough, if one +cared for hair of the colour of cochineal. As for her people, they were +too absolutely awful; it was exactly as if she, Mrs. Luna, had struck up +an intimacy with the daughter of her chiropodist. It took Olive to +invent such monstrosities, and to think she was doing something great +for humanity when she did so; though, in spite of her wanting to turn +everything over, and put the lowest highest, she could be just as +contemptuous and invidious, when it came to really mixing, as if she +were some grand old duchess. She must do her the justice to say that she +hated the Tarrants, the father and mother; but, all the same, she let +Verena run to and fro between Charles Street and the horrible hole they +lived in, and Adeline knew from that gentleman who wrote so copiously +that the girl now and then spent a week at a time at Cambridge. Her +mother, who had been ill for some weeks, wanted her to sleep there. Mrs. +Luna knew further, by her correspondent, that Verena had--or had had the +winter before--a great deal of attention from gentlemen. She didn't know +how she worked that into the idea that the female sex was sufficient to +itself; but she had grounds for saying that this was one reason why +Olive had taken her abroad. She was afraid Verena would give in to some +man, and she wanted to make a break. Of course, any such giving in would +be very awkward for a young woman who shrieked out on platforms that old +maids were the highest type. Adeline guessed Olive had perfect control +of her now, unless indeed she used the expeditions to Cambridge as a +cover for meeting gentlemen. She was an artful little minx, and cared as +much for the rights of women as she did for the Panama Canal; the only +right of a woman she wanted was to climb up on top of something, where +the men could look at her. She would stay with Olive as long as it +served her purpose, because Olive, with her great respectability, could +push her, and counteract the effect of her low relations, to say nothing +of paying all her expenses and taking her the tour of Europe. "But, mark +my words," said Mrs. Luna, "she will give Olive the greatest cut she has +ever had in her life. She will run off with some lion-tamer; she will +marry a circus-man!" And Mrs. Luna added that it would serve Olive +Chancellor right. But she would take it hard; look out for tantrums +then! + +Basil Ransom's emotions were peculiar while his hostess delivered +herself, in a manner at once casual and emphatic, of these rather +insidious remarks. He took them all in, for they represented to him +certain very interesting facts; but he perceived at the same time that +Mrs. Luna didn't know what she was talking about. He had seen Verena +Tarrant only twice in his life, but it was no use telling him that she +was an adventuress--though, certainly, it _was_ very likely she would +end by giving Miss Chancellor a cut. He chuckled, with a certain +grimness, as this image passed before him; it was not unpleasing, the +idea that he should be avenged (for it would avenge him to know it) upon +the wanton young woman who had invited him to come and see her in order +simply to slap his face. But he had an odd sense of having lost +something in not knowing of the other girl's appearance at the Women's +Convention--a vague feeling that he had been cheated and trifled with. +The complaint was idle, inasmuch as it was not probable he could have +gone to Boston to listen to her; but it represented to him that he had +not shared, even dimly and remotely, in an event which concerned her +very closely. Why should he share, and what was more natural than that +the things which concerned her closely should not concern him at all? +This question came to him only as he walked home that evening; for the +moment it remained quite in abeyance: therefore he was free to feel also +that his imagination had been rather starved by his ignorance of the +fact that she was near him again (comparatively), that she was in the +dimness of the horizon (no longer beyond the curve of the globe), and +yet he had not perceived it. This sense of personal loss, as I have +called it, made him feel, further, that he had something to make up, to +recover. He could scarcely have told you how he would go about it; but +the idea, formless though it was, led him in a direction very different +from the one he had been following a quarter of an hour before. As he +watched it dance before him he fell into another silence, in the midst +of which Mrs. Luna gave him another mystic smile. The effect of it was +to make him rise to his feet; the whole landscape of his mind had +suddenly been illuminated. Decidedly, it was _not_ his duty to marry +Mrs. Luna, in order to have means to pursue his studies; he jerked +himself back, as if he had been on the point of it. + +"You don't mean to say you are going already? I haven't said half I +wanted to!" she exclaimed. + +He glanced at the clock, saw it was not yet late, took a turn about the +room, then sat down again in a different place, while she followed him +with her eyes, wondering what was the matter with him. Ransom took good +care not to ask her what it was she had still to say, and perhaps it was +to prevent her telling him that he now began to talk, freely, quickly, +in quite a new tone. He stayed half an hour longer, and made himself +very agreeable. It seemed to Mrs. Luna now that he had every distinction +(she had known he had most), that he was really a charming man. He +abounded in conversation, till at last he took up his hat in earnest; he +talked about the state of the South, its social peculiarities, the ruin +wrought by the war, the dilapidated gentry, the queer types of +superannuated fire-eaters, ragged and unreconciled, all the pathos and +all the comedy of it, making her laugh at one moment, almost cry at +another, and say to herself throughout that when he took it into his +head there was no one who could make a lady's evening pass so +pleasantly. It was only afterwards that she asked herself why he had not +taken it into his head till the last, so quickly. She delighted in the +dilapidated gentry; her taste was completely different from her +sister's, who took an interest only in the lower class, as it struggled +to rise; what Adeline cared for was the fallen aristocracy (it seemed to +be falling everywhere very much; was not Basil Ransom an example of it? +was he not like a French _gentilhomme de province_ after the Revolution? +or an old monarchical _emigre_ from the Languedoc?), the despoiled +patriciate, I say, whose attitude was noble and touching, and toward +whom one might exercise a charity as discreet as their pride was +sensitive. In all Mrs. Luna's visions of herself, her discretion was the +leading feature. "Are you going to let ten years elapse again before you +come?" she asked, as Basil Ransom bade her good-night. "You must let me +know, because between this and your next visit I shall have time to go +to Europe and come back. I shall take care to arrive the day before." + +Instead of answering this sally, Ransom said, "Are you not going one of +these days to Boston? Are you not going to pay your sister another +visit?" + +Mrs. Luna stared. "What good will that do _you_? Excuse my stupidity," +she added; "of course, it gets me away. Thank you very much!" + +"I don't want you to go away; but I want to hear more about Miss Olive." + +"Why in the world? You know you loathe her!" Here, before Ransom could +reply, Mrs. Luna again overtook herself. "I verily believe that by Miss +Olive you mean Miss Verena!" Her eyes charged him a moment with this +perverse intention; then she exclaimed, "Basil Ransom, _are_ you in love +with that creature?" + +He gave a perfectly natural laugh, not pleading guilty, in order to +practise on Mrs. Luna, but expressing the simple state of the case. "How +should I be? I have seen her but twice in my life." + +"If you had seen her more, I shouldn't be afraid! Fancy your wanting to +pack me off to Boston!" his hostess went on. "I am in no hurry to stay +with Olive again; besides, that girl takes up the whole house. You had +better go there yourself." + +"I should like nothing better," said Ransom. + +"Perhaps you would like me to ask Verena to spend a month with me--it +might be a way of attracting you to the house," Adeline went on, in the +tone of exuberant provocation. + +Ransom was on the point of replying that it would be a better way than +any other, but he checked himself in time; he had never yet, even in +joke, made so crude, so rude a speech to a lady. You only knew when he +was joking with women by his super-added civility. "I beg you to believe +there is nothing I would do for any woman in the world that I wouldn't +do for you," he said, bending, for the last time, over Mrs. Luna's plump +hand. + +"I shall remember that and keep you up to it!" she cried after him, as +he went. But even with this rather lively exchange of vows he felt that +he had got off rather easily. He walked slowly up Fifth Avenue, into +which, out of Adeline's cross-street, he had turned, by the light of a +fine winter moon; and at every corner he stopped a minute, lingered in +meditation, while he exhaled a soft, vague sigh. This was an +unconscious, involuntary expression of relief, such as a man might utter +who had seen himself on the point of being run over and yet felt that he +was whole. He didn't trouble himself much to ask what had saved him; +whatever it was it had produced a reaction, so that he felt rather +ashamed of having found his look-out of late so blank. By the time he +reached his lodgings, his ambition, his resolution, had rekindled; he +had remembered that he formerly supposed he was a man of ability, that +nothing particular had occurred to make him doubt it (the evidence was +only negative, not positive), and that at any rate he was young enough +to have another try. He whistled that night as he went to bed. + + + + +XXIII + + +Three weeks afterward he stood in front of Olive Chancellor's house, +looking up and down the street and hesitating. He had told Mrs. Luna +that he should like nothing better than to make another journey to +Boston; and it was not simply because he liked it that he had come. I +was on the point of saying that a happy chance had favoured him, but it +occurs to me that one is under no obligation to call chances by +nattering epithets when they have been waited for so long. At any rate, +the darkest hour is before the dawn; and a few days after that +melancholy evening I have described, which Ransom spent in his German +beer-cellar, before a single glass, soon emptied, staring at his future +with an unremunerated eye, he found that the world appeared to have need +of him yet. The "party," as he would have said (I cannot pretend that +his speech was too heroic for that), for whom he had transacted business +in Boston so many months before, and who had expressed at the time but a +limited appreciation of his services (there had been between the lawyer +and his client a divergence of judgement), observing, apparently, that +they proved more fruitful than he expected, had reopened the affair and +presently requested Ransom to transport himself again to the sister +city. His errand demanded more time than before, and for three days he +gave it his constant attention. On the fourth he found he was still +detained; he should have to wait till the evening--some important papers +were to be prepared. He determined to treat the interval as a holiday, +and he wondered what one could do in Boston to give one's morning a +festive complexion. The weather was brilliant enough to minister to any +illusion, and he strolled along the streets, taking it in. In front of +the Music Hall and of Tremont Temple he stopped, looking at the posters +in the doorway; for was it not possible that Miss Chancellor's little +friend might be just then addressing her fellow-citizens? Her name was +absent, however, and this resource seemed to mock him. He knew no one in +the place but Olive Chancellor, so there was no question of a visit to +pay. He was perfectly resolved that he would never go near _her_ again; +she was doubtless a very superior being, but she had been too rough with +him to tempt him further. Politeness, even a largely-interpreted +"chivalry", required nothing more than he had already done; he had +quitted her, the other year, without telling her that she was a vixen, +and that reticence was chivalrous enough. There was also Verena Tarrant, +of course; he saw no reason to dissemble when he spoke of her to +himself, and he allowed himself the entertainment of feeling that he +should like very much to see her again. Very likely she wouldn't seem to +him the same; the impression she had made upon him was due to some +accident of mood or circumstance; and, at any rate, any charm she might +have exhibited then had probably been obliterated by the coarsening +effect of publicity and the tonic influence of his kinswoman. It will be +observed that in this reasoning of Basil Ransom's the impression was +freely recognised, and recognised as a phenomenon still present. The +attraction might have vanished, as he said to himself, but the mental +picture of it was yet vivid. The greater the pity that he couldn't call +upon Verena (he called her by her name in his thoughts, it was so +pretty) without calling upon Olive, and that Olive was so disagreeable +as to place that effort beyond his strength. There was another +consideration, with Ransom, which eminently belonged to the man; he +believed that Miss Chancellor had conceived, in the course of those few +hours, and in a manner that formed so absurd a sequel to her having gone +out of her way to make his acquaintance, such a dislike to him that it +would be odious to her to see him again within her doors; and he would +have felt indelicate in taking warrant from her original invitation +(before she had seen him) to inflict on her a presence which he had no +reason to suppose the lapse of time had made less offensive. She had +given him no sign of pardon or penitence in any of the little ways that +are familiar to women--by sending him a message through her sister, or +even a book, a photograph, a Christmas card, or a newspaper, by the +post. He felt, in a word, not at liberty to ring at her door; he didn't +know what kind of a fit the sight of his long Mississippian person would +give her, and it was characteristic of him that he should wish so to +spare the sensibilities of a young lady whom he had not found tender; +being ever as willing to let women off easily in the particular case as +he was fixed in the belief that the sex in general requires watching. + +Nevertheless, he found himself, at the end of half an hour, standing on +the only spot in Charles Street which had any significance for him. It +had occurred to him that if he couldn't call upon Verena without calling +upon Olive, he should be exempt from that condition if he called upon +Mrs. Tarrant. It was not her mother, truly, who had asked him, it was +the girl herself; and he was conscious, as a candid young American, that +a mother is always less accessible, more guarded by social prejudice, +than a daughter. But he was at a pass in which it was permissible to +strain a point, and he took his way in the direction in which he knew +that Cambridge lay, remembering that Miss Tarrant's invitation had +reference to that quarter and that Mrs. Luna had given him further +evidence. Had she not said that Verena often went back there for visits +of several days--that her mother had been ill and she gave her much +care? There was nothing inconceivable in her being engaged at that hour +(it was getting to be one o'clock) in one of those expeditions--nothing +impossible in the chance that he might find her in Cambridge. The +chance, at any rate, was worth taking; Cambridge, moreover, was worth +seeing, and it was as good a way as another of keeping his holiday. It +occurred to him, indeed, that Cambridge was a big place, and that he had +no particular address. This reflexion overtook him just as he reached +Olive's house, which, oddly enough, he was obliged to pass on his way to +the mysterious suburb. That is partly why he paused there; he asked +himself for a moment why he shouldn't ring the bell and obtain his +needed information from the servant, who would be sure to be able to +give it to him. He had just dismissed this method, as of questionable +taste, when he heard the door of the house open, within the deep +embrasure in which, in Charles Street, the main portals are set, and +which are partly occupied by a flight of steps protected at the bottom +by a second door, whose upper half, in either wing, consists of a sheet +of glass. It was a minute before he could see who had come out, and in +that minute he had time to turn away and then to turn back again, and to +wonder which of the two inmates would appear to him, or whether he +should behold neither or both. + +The person who had issued from the house descended the steps very +slowly, as if on purpose to give him time to escape; and when at last +the glass doors were divided they disclosed a little old lady. Ransom +was disappointed; such an apparition was so scantily to his purpose. But +the next minute his spirits rose again, for he was sure that he had seen +the little old lady before. She stopped on the side-walk, and looked +vaguely about her, in the manner of a person waiting for an omnibus or a +street-car; she had a dingy, loosely-habited air, as if she had worn her +clothes for many years and yet was even now imperfectly acquainted with +them; a large, benignant face, caged in by the glass of her spectacles, +which seemed to cover it almost equally everywhere, and a fat, rusty +satchel, which hung low at her side, as if it wearied her to carry it. +This gave Ransom time to recognise her; he knew in Boston no such figure +as that save Miss Birdseye. Her party, her person, the exalted account +Miss Chancellor gave of her, had kept a very distinct place in his mind; +and while she stood there in dim circumspection she came back to him as +a friend of yesterday. His necessity gave a point to the reminiscences +she evoked; it took him only a moment to reflect that she would be able +to tell him where Verena Tarrant was at that particular time, and where, +if need be, her parents lived. Her eyes rested on him, and as she saw +that he was looking at her she didn't go through the ceremony (she had +broken so completely with all conventions) of removing them; he +evidently represented nothing to her but a sentient fellow-citizen in +the enjoyment of his rights, which included that of staring. Miss +Birdseye's modesty had never pretended that it was not to be publicly +challenged; there were so many bright new motives and ideas in the world +that there might even be reasons for looking at her. When Ransom +approached her and, raising his hat with a smile, said, "Shall I stop +this car for you, Miss Birdseye?" she only looked at him more vaguely, +in her complete failure to seize the idea that this might be simply +Fame. She had trudged about the streets of Boston for fifty years, and +at no period had she received that amount of attention from dark-eyed +young men. She glanced, in an unprejudiced way, at the big +parti-coloured human van which now jingled, toward them from out of the +Cambridge road. "Well, I should like to get into it, if it will take me +home," she answered. "Is this a South End car?" + +The vehicle had been stopped by the conductor, on his perceiving Miss +Birdseye; he evidently recognised her as a frequent passenger. He went, +however, through none of the forms of reassurance beyond remarking, "You +want to get right in here--quick," but stood with his hand raised, in a +threatening way, to the cord of his signal-bell. + +"You must allow me the honour of taking you home, madam; I will tell you +who I am," Basil Ransom said, in obedience to a rapid reflexion. He +helped her into the car, the conductor pressed a fraternal hand upon her +back, and in a moment the young man was seated beside her, and the +jingling had recommenced. At that hour of the day the car was almost +empty, and they had it virtually to themselves. + +"Well, I know you are some one; I don't think you belong round here," +Miss Birdseye declared, as they proceeded. + +"I was once at your house--on a very interesting occasion. Do you +remember a party you gave, a year ago last October, to which Miss +Chancellor came, and another young lady, who made a wonderful speech?" + +"Oh yes! when Verena Tarrant moved us all so! There were a good many +there; I don't remember all." + +"I was one of them," Basil Ransom said; "I came with Miss Chancellor, +who is a kind of relation of mine, and you were very good to me." + +"What did I do?" asked Miss Birdseye candidly. Then, before he could +answer her, she recognised him. "I remember you now, and Olive bringing +you! You're a Southern gentleman--she told me about you afterwards. You +don't approve of our great struggle--you want us to be kept down." The +old lady spoke with perfect mildness, as if she had long ago done with +passion and resentment. Then she added, "Well, I presume we can't have +the sympathy of all." + +"Doesn't it look as if you had my sympathy, when I get into a car on +purpose to see you home--one of the principal agitators?" Ransom +inquired, laughing. + +"Did you get in on purpose?" + +"Quite on purpose. I am not so bad as Miss Chancellor thinks me." + +"Oh, I presume you have your ideas," said Miss Birdseye. "Of course, +Southerners have peculiar views. I suppose they retain more than one +might think. I hope you won't ride too far--I know my way round Boston." + +"Don't object to me, or think me officious," Ransom replied. "I want to +ask you something." + +Miss Birdseye looked at him again. "Oh yes, I place you now; you +conversed some with Doctor Prance." + +"To my great edification!" Ransom exclaimed. "And I hope Doctor Prance +is well." + +"She looks after every one's health but her own," said Miss Birdseye, +smiling. "When I tell her that, she says she hasn't got any to look +after. She says she's the only woman in Boston that hasn't got a doctor. +She was determined she wouldn't be a patient, and it seemed as if the +only way not to be one was to be a doctor. She is trying to make me +sleep; that's her principal occupation." + +"Is it possible you don't sleep yet?" Ransom asked, almost tenderly. + +"Well, just a little. But by the time I get to sleep I have to get up. I +can't sleep when I want to live." + +"You ought to come down South," the young man suggested. "In that +languid air you would doze deliciously!" + +"Well, I don't want to be languid," said Miss Birdseye. "Besides, I have +been down South, in the old times, and I can't say they let me sleep +very much; they were always round after me!" + +"Do you mean on account of the negroes?" + +"Yes, I couldn't think of anything else then. I carried them the Bible." + +Ransom was silent a moment; then he said, in a tone which evidently was +carefully considerate, "I should like to hear all about that!" + +"Well, fortunately, we are not required now; we are required for +something else." And Miss Birdseye looked at him with a wandering, +tentative humour, as if he would know what she meant. + +"You mean for the other slaves!" he exclaimed, with a laugh. "You can +carry them all the Bibles you want." + +"I want to carry them the Statute-book; that must be our Bible now." + +Ransom found himself liking Miss Birdseye very much, and it was quite +without hypocrisy or a tinge too much of the local quality in his speech +that he said: "Wherever you go, madam, it will matter little what you +carry. You will always carry your goodness." + +For a minute she made no response. Then she murmured: "That's the way +Olive Chancellor told me you talked." + +"I am afraid she has told you little good of me." + +"Well, I am sure she thinks she is right." + +"Thinks it?" said Ransom. "Why, she knows it, with supreme certainty! By +the way, I hope she is well." + +Miss Birdseye stared again. "Haven't you seen her? Are you not +visiting?" + +"Oh no, I am not visiting! I was literally passing her house when I met +you." + +"Perhaps you live here now," said Miss Birdseye. And when he had +corrected this impression, she added, in a tone which showed with what +positive confidence he had now inspired her, "Hadn't you better drop +in?" + +"It would give Miss Chancellor no pleasure," Basil Ransom rejoined. "She +regards me as an enemy in the camp." + +"Well, she is very brave." + +"Precisely. And I am very timid." + +"Didn't you fight once?" + +"Yes; but it was in such a good cause!" + +Ransom meant this allusion to the great Secession and, by comparison, to +the attitude of the resisting male (laudable even as that might be), to +be decently jocular; but Miss Birdseye took it very seriously, and sat +there for a good while as speechless as if she meant to convey that she +had been going on too long now to be able to discuss the propriety of +the late rebellion. The young man felt that he had silenced her, and he +was very sorry; for, with all deference to the disinterested Southern +attitude toward the unprotected female, what he had got into the car +with her for was precisely to make her talk. He had wished for general, +as well as for particular, news of Verena Tarrant; it was a topic on +which he had proposed to draw Miss Birdseye out. He preferred not to +broach it himself, and he waited awhile for another opening. At last, +when he was on the point of exposing himself by a direct inquiry (he +reflected that the exposure would in any case not be long averted), she +anticipated him by saying, in a manner which showed that her thoughts +had continued in the same train, "I wonder very much that Miss Tarrant +didn't affect you that evening!" + +"Ah, but she did!" Ransom said, with alacrity. "I thought her very +charming!" + +"Didn't you think her very reasonable?" + +"God forbid, madam! I consider women have no business to be reasonable." + +His companion turned upon him, slowly and mildly, and each of her +glasses, in her aspect of reproach, had the glitter of an enormous tear. +"Do you regard us, then, simply as lovely baubles?" + +The effect of this question, as coming from Miss Birdseye, and referring +in some degree to her own venerable identity, was such as to move him to +irresistible laughter. But he controlled himself quickly enough to say, +with genuine expression, "I regard you as the dearest thing in life, the +only thing which makes it worth living!" + +"Worth living for--you! But for us?" suggested Miss Birdseye. + +"It's worth any woman's while to be admired as I admire you. Miss +Tarrant, of whom we were speaking, affected me, as you say, in this +way--that I think more highly still, if possible, of the sex which +produced such a delightful young lady." + +"Well, we think everything of her here," said Miss Birdseye. "It seems +as if it were a real gift." + +"Does she speak often--is there any chance of my hearing her now?" + +"She raises her voice a good deal in the places round--like Framingham +and Billerica. It seems as if she were gathering strength, just to break +over Boston like a wave. In fact she did break, last summer. She is a +growing power since her great success at the convention." + +"Ah! her success at the convention was very great?" Ransom inquired, +putting discretion into his voice. + +Miss Birdseye hesitated a moment, in order to measure her response by +the bounds of righteousness. "Well," she said, with the tenderness of a +long retrospect, "I have seen nothing like it since I last listened to +Eliza P. Moseley." + +"What a pity she isn't speaking somewhere to-night!" Ransom exclaimed. + +"Oh, to-night she's out in Cambridge. Olive Chancellor mentioned that." + +"Is she making a speech there?" + +"No; she's visiting her home." + +"I thought her home was in Charles Street?" + +"Well, no; that's her residence--her principal one--since she became so +united to your cousin. Isn't Miss Chancellor your cousin?" + +"We don't insist on the relationship," said Ransom, smiling. "Are they +very much united, the two young ladies?" + +"You would say so if you were to see Miss Chancellor when Verena rises +to eloquence. It's as if the chords were strung across her own heart; +she seems to vibrate, to echo with every word. It's a very close and +very beautiful tie, and we think everything of it here. They will work +together for a great good!" + +"I hope so," Ransom remarked. "But in spite of it Miss Tarrant spends a +part of her time with her father and mother." + +"Yes, she seems to have something for every one. If you were to see her +at home, you would think she was all the daughter. She leads a lovely +life!" said Miss Birdseye. + +"See her at home? That's exactly what I want!" Ransom rejoined, feeling +that if he was to come to this he needn't have had scruples at first. "I +haven't forgotten that she invited me, when I met her." + +"Oh, of course she attracts many visitors," said Miss Birdseye, limiting +her encouragement to this statement. + +"Yes; she must be used to admirers. And where, in Cambridge, do her +family live?" + +"Oh, it's on one of those little streets that don't seem to have very +much of a name. But they do call it--they do call it----" she meditated +audibly. + +This process was interrupted by an abrupt allocution from the conductor. +"I guess you change here for _your_ place. You want one of them blue +cars." + +The good lady returned to a sense of the situation, and Ransom helped +her out of the vehicle, with the aid, as before, of a certain amount of +propulsion from the conductor. Her road branched off to the right, and +she had to wait on the corner of a street, there being as yet no blue +car within hail. The corner was quiet and the day favourable to +patience--a day of relaxed rigour and intense brilliancy. It was as if +the touch of the air itself were gloved, and the street-colouring had +the richness of a superficial thaw. Ransom, of course, waited with his +philanthropic companion, though she now protested more vigorously +against the idea that a gentleman from the South should pretend to teach +an old abolitionist the mysteries of Boston. He promised to leave her +when he should have consigned her to the blue car; and meanwhile they +stood in the sun, with their backs against an apothecary's window, and +she tried again, at his suggestion, to remember the name of Doctor +Tarrant's street. "I guess if you ask for Doctor Tarrant, any one can +tell you," she said; and then suddenly the address came to her--the +residence of the mesmeric healer was in Monadnoc Place. + +"But you'll have to ask for that, so it comes to the same," she went on. +After this she added, with a friendliness more personal, "Ain't you +going to see your cousin too?" + +"Not if I can help it!" + +Miss Birdseye gave a little ineffectual sigh. "Well, I suppose every one +must act out their ideal. That's what Olive Chancellor does. She's a +very noble character." + +"Oh yes, a glorious nature." + +"You know their opinions are just the same--hers and Verena's," Miss +Birdseye placidly continued. "So why should you make a distinction?" + +"My dear madam," said Ransom, "does a woman consist of nothing but her +opinions? I like Miss Tarrant's lovely face better, to begin with." + +"Well, she _is_ pretty-looking." And Miss Birdseye gave another sigh, as +if she had had a theory submitted to her--that one about a lady's +opinions--which, with all that was unfamiliar and peculiar lying behind +it, she was really too old to look into much. It might have been the +first time she really felt her age. "There's a blue car," she said, in a +tone of mild relief. + +"It will be some moments before it gets here. Moreover, I don't believe +that at bottom they _are_ Miss Tarrant's opinions," Ransom added. + +"You mustn't think she hasn't a strong hold of them," his companion +exclaimed, more briskly. "If you think she is not sincere, you are very +much mistaken. Those views are just her life." + +"Well, _she_ may bring me round to them," said Ransom, smiling. + +Miss Birdseye had been watching her blue car, the advance of which was +temporarily obstructed. At this, she transferred her eyes to him, gazing +at him solemnly out of the pervasive window of her spectacles. "Well, I +shouldn't wonder if she did! Yes, that will be a good thing. I don't see +how you can help being a good deal shaken by her. She has acted on so +many." + +"I see: no doubt she will act on me." Then it occurred to Ransom to add: +"By the way, Miss Birdseye, perhaps you will be so kind as not to +mention this meeting of ours to my cousin, in case of your seeing her +again. I have a perfectly good conscience in not calling upon her, but I +shouldn't like her to think that I announced my slighting intention all +over the town. I don't want to offend her, and she had better not know +that I have been in Boston. If you don't tell her, no one else will." + +"Do you wish me to conceal----?" murmured Miss Birdseye, panting a +little. + +"No, I don't want you to conceal anything. I only want you to let this +incident pass--to say nothing." + +"Well, I never did anything of that kind." + +"Of what kind?" Ransom was half vexed, half touched by her inability to +enter into his point of view, and her resistance made him hold to his +idea the more. "It is very simple, what I ask of you. You are under no +obligation to tell Miss Chancellor everything that happens to you, are +you?" + +His request seemed still something of a shock to the poor old lady's +candour. "Well, I see her very often, and we talk a great deal. And +then--won't Verena tell her?" + +"I have thought of that--but I hope not." + +"She tells her most everything. Their union is so close." + +"She won't want her to be wounded," Ransom said ingeniously. + +"Well, you _are_ considerate." And Miss Birdseye continued to gaze at +him. "It's a pity you can't sympathise." + +"As I tell you, perhaps Miss Tarrant will bring me round. You have +before you a possible convert," Ransom went on, without, I fear, putting +up the least little prayer to heaven that his dishonesty might be +forgiven. + +"I should be very happy to think that--after I have told you her address +in this secret way." A smile of infinite mildness glimmered in Miss +Birdseye's face, and she added: "Well, I guess that will be your fate. +She _has_ affected so many. I would keep very quiet if I thought that. +Yes, she will bring you round." + +"I will let you know as soon as she does," Basil Ransom said. "Here is +your car at last." + +"Well, I believe in the victory of the truth. I won't say anything." And +she suffered the young man to lead her to the car, which had now stopped +at their corner. + +"I hope very much I shall see you again," he remarked, as they went. + +"Well, I am always round the streets, in Boston." And while, lifting and +pushing, he was helping again to insert her into the oblong receptacle, +she turned a little and repeated, "She _will_ affect you! If that's to +be your secret, I will keep it," Ransom heard her subjoin. He raised his +hat and waved her a farewell, but she didn't see him; she was squeezing +further into the car and making the discovery that this time it was full +and there was no seat for her. Surely, however, he said to himself, +every man in the place would offer his own to such an innocent old dear. + + +END OF VOL. I + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Bostonians, Vol. I (of II), by Henry James + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BOSTONIANS, VOL. I (OF II) *** + +***** This file should be named 19717.txt or 19717.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/1/9/7/1/19717/ + +Produced by R. 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