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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/19718-8.txt b/19718-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..030f5c0 --- /dev/null +++ b/19718-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,8559 @@ +Project Gutenberg's The Bostonians, Vol. II (of II), by Henry James + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Bostonians, Vol. II (of II) + +Author: Henry James + +Release Date: November 5, 2006 [EBook #19718] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BOSTONIANS, VOL. II (OF II) *** + + + + +Produced by Suzanne Lybarger, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + THE BOSTONIANS + + A NOVEL + + BY HENRY JAMES + + IN TWO VOLUMES + + VOL. II + + + +MACMILLAN AND CO., LIMITED +ST. MARTIN'S STREET, LONDON +1921 + +_First published in 1886_ + + + + +BOOK SECOND (_Continued_) + + + + +XXIV + + +A little more than an hour after this he stood in the parlour of Doctor +Tarrant's suburban residence, in Monadnoc Place. He had induced a +juvenile maid-servant, by an appeal somewhat impassioned, to let the +ladies know that he was there; and she had returned, after a long +absence, to say that Miss Tarrant would come down to him in a little +while. He possessed himself, according to his wont, of the nearest book +(it lay on the table, with an old magazine and a little japanned tray +containing Tarrant's professional cards--his denomination as a mesmeric +healer), and spent ten minutes in turning it over. It was a biography of +Mrs. Ada T. P. Foat, the celebrated trance-lecturer, and was embellished +by a portrait representing the lady with a surprised expression and +innumerable ringlets. Ransom said to himself, after reading a few pages, +that much ridicule had been cast upon Southern literature; but if that +was a fair specimen of Northern!--and he threw it back upon the table +with a gesture almost as contemptuous as if he had not known perfectly, +after so long a residence in the North, that it was not, while he +wondered whether this was the sort of thing Miss Tarrant had been +brought up on. There was no other book to be seen, and he remembered to +have read the magazine; so there was finally nothing for him, as the +occupants of the house failed still to appear, but to stare before him, +into the bright, bare, common little room, which was so hot that he +wished to open a window, and of which an ugly, undraped cross-light +seemed to have taken upon itself to reveal the poverty. Ransom, as I +have mentioned, had not a high standard of comfort and noticed little, +usually, how people's houses were furnished--it was only when they were +very pretty that he observed; but what he saw while he waited at Doctor +Tarrant's made him say to himself that it was no wonder Verena liked +better to live with Olive Chancellor. He even began to wonder whether it +were for the sake of that superior softness she had cultivated Miss +Chancellor's favour, and whether Mrs. Luna had been right about her +being mercenary and insincere. So many minutes elapsed before she +appeared that he had time to remember he really knew nothing to the +contrary, as well as to consider the oddity (so great when one did +consider it) of his coming out to Cambridge to see her, when he had only +a few hours in Boston to spare, a year and a half after she had given +him her very casual invitation. She had not refused to receive him, at +any rate; she was free to, if it didn't please her. And not only this, +but she was apparently making herself fine in his honour, inasmuch as he +heard a rapid footstep move to and fro above his head, and even, through +the slightness which in Monadnoc Place did service for an upper floor, +the sound of drawers and presses opened and closed. Some one was "flying +round," as they said in Mississippi. At last the stairs creaked under a +light tread, and the next moment a brilliant person came into the room. + +His reminiscence of her had been very pretty; but now that she had +developed and matured, the little prophetess was prettier still. Her +splendid hair seemed to shine; her cheek and chin had a curve which +struck him by its fineness; her eyes and lips were full of smiles and +greetings. She had appeared to him before as a creature of brightness, +but now she lighted up the place, she irradiated, she made everything +that surrounded her of no consequence; dropping upon the shabby sofa +with an effect as charming as if she had been a nymph sinking on a +leopard-skin, and with the native sweetness of her voice forcing him to +listen till she spoke again. It was not long before he perceived that +this added lustre was simply success; she was young and tender still, +but the sound of a great applauding audience had been in her ears; it +formed an element in which she felt buoyant and floated. Still, +however, her glance was as pure as it was direct, and that fantastic +fairness hung about her which had made an impression on him of old, +and which reminded him of unworldly places--he didn't know +where--convent-cloisters or vales of Arcady. At that other time she had +been parti-coloured and bedizened, and she had always an air of costume, +only now her costume was richer and more chastened. It was her line, her +condition, part of her expression. If at Miss Birdseye's, and afterwards +in Charles Street, she might have been a rope-dancer, to-day she made a +"scene" of the mean little room in Monadnoc Place, such a scene as a +prima donna makes of daubed canvas and dusty boards. She addressed Basil +Ransom as if she had seen him the other week and his merits were fresh +to her, though she let him, while she sat smiling at him, explain in his +own rather ceremonious way why it was he had presumed to call upon her +on so slight an acquaintance--on an invitation which she herself had had +more than time to forget. His explanation, as a finished and +satisfactory thing, quite broke down; there was no more impressive +reason than that he had simply wished to see her. He became aware that +this motive loomed large, and that her listening smile, innocent as it +was, in the Arcadian manner, of mockery, seemed to accuse him of not +having the courage of his inclination. He had alluded especially to +their meeting at Miss Chancellor's; there it was that she had told him +she should be glad to see him in her home. + +"Oh yes, I remember perfectly, and I remember quite as well seeing you +at Miss Birdseye's the night before. I made a speech--don't you +remember? That was delightful." + +"It was delightful indeed," said Basil Ransom. + +"I don't mean my speech; I mean the whole thing. It was then I made Miss +Chancellor's acquaintance. I don't know whether you know how we work +together. She has done so much for me." + +"Do you still make speeches?" Ransom asked, conscious, as soon as he had +uttered it, that the question was below the mark. + +"Still? Why, I should hope so; it's all I'm good for! It's my life--or +it's going to be. And it's Miss Chancellor's too. We are determined to +do something." + +"And does she make speeches too?" + +"Well, she makes mine--or the best part of them. She tells me what to +say--the real things, the strong things. It's Miss Chancellor as much as +me!" said the singular girl, with a generous complacency which was yet +half ludicrous. + +"I should like to hear you again," Basil Ransom rejoined. + +"Well, you must come some night. You will have plenty of chances. We are +going on from triumph to triumph." + +Her brightness, her self-possession, her air of being a public +character, her mixture of the girlish and the comprehensive, startled +and confounded her visitor, who felt that if he had come to gratify his +curiosity he should be in danger of going away still more curious than +satiated. She added in her gay, friendly, trustful tone--the tone of +facile intercourse, the tone in which happy, flower-crowned maidens may +have talked to sunburnt young men in the golden age--"I am very familiar +with your name; Miss Chancellor has told me all about you." + +"All about me?" Ransom raised his black eyebrows. "How could she do +that? She doesn't know anything about me!" + +"Well, she told me you are a great enemy to our movement. Isn't that +true? I think you expressed some unfavourable idea that day I met you at +her house." + +"If you regard me as an enemy, it's very kind of you to receive me." + +"Oh, a great many gentlemen call," Verena said, calmly and brightly. +"Some call simply to inquire. Some call because they have heard of me, +or been present on some occasion when I have moved them. Every one is so +interested." + +"And you have been in Europe," Ransom remarked, in a moment. + +"Oh yes, we went over to see if they were in advance. We had a +magnificent time--we saw all the leaders." + +"The leaders?" Ransom repeated. + +"Of the emancipation of our sex. There are gentlemen there, as well as +ladies. Olive had splendid introductions in all countries, and we +conversed with all the earnest people. We heard much that was +suggestive. And as for Europe!"--and the young lady paused, smiling at +him and ending in a happy sigh, as if there were more to say on the +subject than she could attempt on such short notice. + +"I suppose it's very attractive," said Ransom encouragingly. + +"It's just a dream!" + +"And did you find that they were in advance?" + +"Well, Miss Chancellor thought they were. She was surprised at some +things we observed, and concluded that perhaps she hadn't done the +Europeans justice--she has got such an open mind, it's as wide as the +sea!--while I incline to the opinion that on the whole _we_ make the +better show. The state of the movement there reflects their general +culture, and their general culture is higher than ours (I mean taking +the term in its broadest sense). On the other hand, the _special_ +condition--moral, social, personal--of our sex seems to me to be +superior in this country; I mean regarded in relation--in proportion as +it were--to the social phase at large. I must add that we did see some +noble specimens over there. In England we met some lovely women, highly +cultivated, and of immense organising power. In France we saw some +wonderful, contagious types; we passed a delightful evening with the +celebrated Marie Verneuil; she was released from prison, you know, only +a few weeks before. Our total impression was that it is only a question +of time--the future is ours. But everywhere we heard one cry--'How long, +O Lord, how long?'" + +Basil Ransom listened to this considerable statement with a feeling +which, as the current of Miss Tarrant's facile utterance flowed on, took +the form of an hilarity charmed into stillness by the fear of losing +something. There was indeed a sweet comicality in seeing this pretty +girl sit there and, in answer to a casual, civil inquiry, drop into +oratory as a natural thing. Had she forgotten where she was, and did she +take him for a full house? She had the same turns and cadences, almost +the same gestures, as if she had been on the platform; and the great +queerness of it was that, with such a manner, she should escape being +odious. She was not odious, she was delightful; she was not dogmatic, +she was genial. No wonder she was a success, if she speechified as a +bird sings! Ransom could see, too, from her easy lapse, how the +lecture-tone was the thing in the world with which, by education, by +association, she was most familiar. He didn't know what to make of her; +she was an astounding young phenomenon. The other time came back to him +afresh, and how she had stood up at Miss Birdseye's; it occurred to him +that an element, here, had been wanting. Several moments after she had +ceased speaking he became conscious that the expression of his face +presented a perceptible analogy to a broad grin. He changed his posture, +saying the first thing that came into his head. "I presume you do +without your father now." + +"Without my father?" + +"To set you going, as he did that time I heard you." + +"Oh, I see; you thought I had begun a lecture!" And she laughed, in +perfect good humour. "They tell me I speak as I talk, so I suppose I +talk as I speak. But you mustn't put me on what I saw and heard in +Europe. That's to be the title of an address I am now preparing, by the +way. Yes, I don't depend on father any more," she went on, while +Ransom's sense of having said too sarcastic a thing was deepened by her +perfect indifference to it. "He finds his patients draw off about +enough, any way. But I owe him everything; if it hadn't been for him, no +one would ever have known I had a gift--not even myself. He started me +so, once for all, that I now go alone." + +"You go beautifully," said Ransom, wanting to say something agreeable, +and even respectfully tender, to her, but troubled by the fact that +there was nothing he could say that didn't sound rather like chaff. +There was no resentment in her, however, for in a moment she said to +him, as quickly as it occurred to her, in the manner of a person +repairing an accidental omission, "It was very good of you to come so +far." + +This was a sort of speech it was never safe to make to Ransom; there was +no telling what retribution it might entail. "Do you suppose any journey +is too great, too wearisome, when it's a question of so great a +pleasure?" On this occasion it was not worse than that. + +"Well, people _have_ come from other cities," Verena answered, not with +pretended humility, but with pretended pride. "Do you know Cambridge?" + +"This is the first time I have ever been here." + +"Well, I suppose you have heard of the university; it's so celebrated." + +"Yes--even in Mississippi. I suppose it's very fine." + +"I presume it is," said Verena; "but you can't expect me to speak with +much admiration of an institution of which the doors are closed to our +sex." + +"Do you then advocate a system of education in common?" + +"I advocate equal rights, equal opportunities, equal privileges. So does +Miss Chancellor," Verena added, with just a perceptible air of feeling +that her declaration needed support. + +"Oh, I thought what she wanted was simply a different inequality--simply +to turn out the men altogether," Ransom said. + +"Well, she thinks we have great arrears to make up. I do tell her, +sometimes, that what she desires is not only justice but vengeance. I +think she admits that," Verena continued, with a certain solemnity. The +subject, however, held her but an instant, and before Ransom had time to +make any comment, she went on, in a different tone: "You don't mean to +say you live in Mississippi _now_? Miss Chancellor told me when you were +in Boston before, that you had located in New York." She persevered in +this reference to himself, for when he had assented to her remark about +New York, she asked him whether he had quite given up the South. + +"Given it up--the poor, dear, desolate old South? Heaven forbid!" Basil +Ransom exclaimed. + +She looked at him for a moment with an added softness. "I presume it is +natural you should love your home. But I am afraid you think I don't +love mine much; I have been here--for so long--so little. Miss +Chancellor _has_ absorbed me--there is no doubt about that. But it's a +pity I wasn't with her to-day." Ransom made no answer to this; he was +incapable of telling Miss Tarrant that if she had been he would not have +called upon her. It was not, indeed, that he was not incapable of +hypocrisy, for when she had asked him if he had seen his cousin the +night before, and he had replied that he hadn't seen her at all, and she +had exclaimed with a candour which the next minute made her blush, "Ah, +you don't mean to say you haven't forgiven her!"--after this he put on a +look of innocence sufficient to carry off the inquiry, "Forgiven her for +what?" + +Verena coloured at the sound of her own words. "Well, I could see how +much she felt, that time at her house." + +"What did she feel?" Basil Ransom asked, with the natural provokingness +of a man. + +I know not whether Verena was provoked, but she answered with more +spirit than sequence: "Well, you know you _did_ pour contempt on us, +ever so much; I could see how it worked Olive up. Are you not going to +see her at all?" + +"Well, I shall think about that; I am here only for three or four days," +said Ransom, smiling as men smile when they are perfectly +unsatisfactory. + +It is very possible that Verena was provoked, inaccessible as she was, +in a general way, to irritation; for she rejoined in a moment, with a +little deliberate air: "Well, perhaps it's as well you shouldn't go, if +you haven't changed at all." + +"I haven't changed at all," said the young man, smiling still, with his +elbows on the arms of his chair, his shoulders pushed up a little, and +his thin brown hands interlocked in front of him. + +"Well, I have had visitors who were quite opposed!" Verena announced, as +if such news could not possibly alarm her. Then she added, "How then did +you know I was out here?" + +"Miss Birdseye told me." + +"Oh, I am so glad you went to see _her_!" the girl cried, speaking again +with the impetuosity of a moment before. + +"I didn't go to see her. I met her in the street, just as she was +leaving Miss Chancellor's door. I spoke to her, and accompanied her some +distance. I passed that way because I knew it was the direct way to +Cambridge--from the Common--and I was coming out to see you any way--on +the chance." + +"On the chance?" Verena repeated. + +"Yes; Mrs. Luna, in New York, told me you were sometimes here, and I +wanted, at any rate, to make the attempt to find you." + +It may be communicated to the reader that it was very agreeable to +Verena to learn that her visitor had made this arduous pilgrimage (for +she knew well enough how people in Boston regarded a winter journey to +the academic suburb) with only half the prospect of a reward; but her +pleasure was mixed with other feelings, or at least with the +consciousness that the whole situation was rather less simple than the +elements of her life had been hitherto. There was the germ of disorder +in this invidious distinction which Mr. Ransom had suddenly made between +Olive Chancellor, who was related to him by blood, and herself, who had +never been related to him in any way whatever. She knew Olive by this +time well enough to wish not to reveal it to her, and yet it would be +something quite new for her to undertake to conceal such an incident as +her having spent an hour with Mr. Ransom during a flying visit he had +made to Boston. She had spent hours with other gentlemen, whom Olive +didn't see; but that was different, because her friend knew about her +doing it and didn't care, in regard to the persons--didn't care, that +is, as she would care in this case. It was vivid to Verena's mind that +now Olive _would_ care. She had talked about Mr. Burrage, and Mr. +Pardon, and even about some gentlemen in Europe, and she had not (after +the first few days, a year and a half before) talked about Mr. Ransom. + +Nevertheless there were reasons, clear to Verena's view, for wishing +either that he would go and see Olive or would keep away from _her_; and +the responsibility of treating the fact that he had not so kept away as +a secret seemed the greater, perhaps, in the light of this other fact, +that so far as simply seeing Mr. Ransom went--why, she quite liked it. +She had remembered him perfectly after their two former meetings, +superficial as their contact then had been; she had thought of him at +moments and wondered whether she should like him if she were to know him +better. Now, at the end of twenty minutes, she did know him better, and +found that he had rather a curious, but still a pleasant way. There he +was, at any rate, and she didn't wish his call to be spoiled by any +uncomfortable implication of consequences. So she glanced off, at the +touch of Mrs. Luna's name; it seemed to afford relief. "Oh yes, Mrs. +Luna--isn't she fascinating?" + +Ransom hesitated a little. "Well, no, I don't think she is." + +"You ought to like her--she hates our movement!" And Verena asked, +further, numerous questions about the brilliant Adeline; whether he saw +her often, whether she went out much, whether she was admired in New +York, whether he thought her very handsome. He answered to the best of +his ability, but soon made the reflexion that he had not come out to +Monadnoc Place to talk about Mrs. Luna; in consequence of which, to +change the subject (as well as to acquit himself of a social duty), he +began to speak of Verena's parents, to express regret that Mrs. Tarrant +had been sick, and fear that he was not to have the pleasure of seeing +her. "She is a great deal better," Verena said; "but she's lying down; +she lies down a great deal when she has got nothing else to do. Mother's +very peculiar," she added in a moment; "she lies down when she feels +well and happy, and when she's sick she walks about--she roams all round +the house. If you hear her on the stairs a good deal, you can be pretty +sure she's very bad. She'll be very much interested to hear about you +after you have left." + +Ransom glanced at his watch. "I hope I am not staying too long--that I +am not taking you away from her." + +"Oh no; she likes visitors, even when she can't see them. If it didn't +take her so long to rise, she would have been down here by this time. I +suppose you think she has missed me, since I have been so absorbed. +Well, so she has, but she knows it's for my good. She would make any +sacrifice for affection." + +The fancy suddenly struck Ransom of asking, in response to this, "And +you? would you make any?" + +Verena gave him a bright natural stare. "Any sacrifice for affection?" +She thought a moment, and then she said: "I don't think I have a right +to say, because I have never been asked. I don't remember ever to have +had to make a sacrifice--not an important one." + +"Lord! you must have had a happy life!" + +"I have been very fortunate, I know that. I don't know what to do when I +think how some women--how most women--suffer. But I must not speak of +that," she went on, with her smile coming back to her. "If you oppose +our movement, you won't want to hear of the suffering of women!" + +"The suffering of women is the suffering of all humanity," Ransom +returned. "Do you think any movement is going to stop that--or all the +lectures from now to doomsday? We are born to suffer--and to bear it, +like decent people." + +"Oh, I adore heroism!" Verena interposed. + +"And as for women," Ransom went on, "they have one source of happiness +that is closed to us--the consciousness that their presence here below +lifts half the load of _our_ suffering." + +Verena thought this very graceful, but she was not sure it was not +rather sophistical; she would have liked to have Olive's judgement upon +it. As that was not possible for the present, she abandoned the question +(since learning that Mr. Ransom had passed over Olive, to come to her, +she had become rather fidgety), and inquired of the young man, +irrelevantly, whether he knew any one else in Cambridge. + +"Not a creature; as I tell you, I have never been here before. Your +image alone attracted me; this charming interview will be henceforth my +only association with the place." + +"It's a pity you couldn't have a few more," said Verena musingly. + +"A few more interviews? I should be unspeakably delighted!" + +"A few more associations. Did you see the colleges as you came?" + +"I had a glimpse of a large enclosure, with some big buildings. Perhaps +I can look at them better as I go back to Boston." + +"Oh yes, you ought to see them--they have improved so much of late. The +inner life, of course, is the greatest interest, but there is some fine +architecture, if you are not familiar with Europe." She paused a moment, +looking at him with an eye that seemed to brighten, and continued +quickly, like a person who had collected herself for a little jump, "If +you would like to walk round a little, I shall be very glad to show +you." + +"To walk round--with you to show me?" Ransom repeated. "My dear Miss +Tarrant, it would be the greatest privilege--the greatest happiness--of +my life. What a delightful idea--what an ideal guide!" + +Verena got up; she would go and put on her hat; he must wait a little. +Her offer had a frankness and friendliness which gave him a new +sensation, and he could not know that as soon as she had made it (though +she had hesitated too, with a moment of intense reflexion), she seemed +to herself strangely reckless. An impulse pushed her; she obeyed it with +her eyes open. She felt as a girl feels when she commits her first +conscious indiscretion. She had done many things before which many +people would have called indiscreet, but that quality had not even +faintly belonged to them in her own mind; she had done them in perfect +good faith and with a remarkable absence of palpitation. This +superficially ingenuous proposal to walk around the colleges with Mr. +Ransom had really another colour; it deepened the ambiguity of her +position, by reason of a prevision which I shall presently mention. If +Olive was not to know that she had seen him, this extension of their +interview would double her secret. And yet, while she saw it grow--this +monstrous little mystery--she couldn't feel sorry that she was going out +with Olive's cousin. As I have already said, she had become nervous. She +went to put on her hat, but at the door of the room she stopped, turned +round, and presented herself to her visitor with a small spot in either +cheek, which had appeared there within the instant. "I have suggested +this, because it seems to me I ought to do something for you--in +return," she said. "It's nothing, simply sitting there with me. And we +haven't got anything else. This is our only hospitality. And the day +seems so splendid." + +The modesty, the sweetness, of this little explanation, with a kind of +intimated desire, constituting almost an appeal, for rightness, which +seemed to pervade it, left a fragrance in the air after she had +vanished. Ransom walked up and down the room, with his hands in his +pockets, under the influence of it, without taking up even once the book +about Mrs. Foat. He occupied the time in asking himself by what +perversity of fate or of inclination such a charming creature was +ranting upon platforms and living in Olive Chancellor's pocket, or how a +ranter and sycophant could possibly be so engaging. And she was so +disturbingly beautiful, too. This last fact was not less evident when +she came down arranged for their walk. They left the house, and as they +proceeded he remembered that he had asked himself earlier how he could +do honour to such a combination of leisure and ethereal mildness as he +had waked up to that morning--a mildness that seemed the very breath of +his own latitude. This question was answered now; to do exactly what he +was doing at that moment was an observance sufficiently festive. + + + + +XXV + + +They passed through two or three small, short streets, which, with their +little wooden houses, with still more wooden door-yards, looked as if +they had been constructed by the nearest carpenter and his boy--a +sightless, soundless, interspaced, embryonic region--and entered a long +avenue which, fringed on either side with fresh villas, offering +themselves trustfully to the public, had the distinction of a wide +pavement of neat red brick. The new paint on the square detached houses +shone afar off in the transparent air: they had, on top, little cupolas +and belvederes, in front a pillared piazza, made bare by the indoor life +of winter, on either side a bow-window or two, and everywhere an +embellishment of scallops, brackets, cornices, wooden flourishes. They +stood, for the most part, on small eminences, lifted above the +impertinence of hedge or paling, well up before the world, with all the +good conscience which in many cases came, as Ransom saw (and he had +noticed the same ornament when he traversed with Olive the quarter of +Boston inhabited by Miss Birdseye), from a silvered number, affixed to +the glass above the door, in figures huge enough to be read by the +people who, in the periodic horse-cars, travelled along the middle of +the avenue. It was to these glittering badges that many of the houses on +either side owed their principal identity. One of the horse-cars now +advanced in the straight, spacious distance; it was almost the only +object that animated the prospect, which, in its large cleanness, its +implication of strict business-habits on the part of all the people who +were not there, Ransom thought very impressive. As he went on with +Verena he asked her about the Women's Convention, the year before; +whether it had accomplished much work and she had enjoyed it. + +"What do you care about the work it accomplished?" said the girl. "You +don't take any interest in that." + +"You mistake my attitude. I don't like it, but I greatly fear it." + +In answer to this Verena gave a free laugh. "I don't believe you fear +much!" + +"The bravest men have been afraid of women. Won't you even tell me +whether you enjoyed it? I am told you made an immense sensation +there--that you leaped into fame." + +Verena never waved off an allusion to her ability, her eloquence; she +took it seriously, without any flutter or protest, and had no more +manner about it than if it concerned the goddess Minerva. "I believe I +attracted considerable attention; of course, that's what Olive wants--it +paves the way for future work. I have no doubt I reached many that +wouldn't have been reached otherwise. They think that's my great use--to +take hold of the outsiders, as it were; of those who are prejudiced or +thoughtless, or who don't care about anything unless it's amusing. I +wake up the attention." + +"That's the class to which I belong," Ransom said. "Am I not an +outsider? I wonder whether you would have reached me--or waked up my +attention!" + +Verena was silent awhile, as they walked; he heard the light click of +her boots on the smooth bricks. Then--"I think I _have_ waked it up a +little," she replied, looking straight before her. + +"Most assuredly! You have made me wish tremendously to contradict you." + +"Well, that's a good sign." + +"I suppose it was very exciting--your convention," Ransom went on, in a +moment; "the sort of thing you would miss very much if you were to +return to the ancient fold." + +"The ancient fold, you say very well, where women were slaughtered like +sheep! Oh, last June, for a week, we just quivered! There were delegates +from every State and every city; we lived in a crowd of people and of +ideas; the heat was intense, the weather magnificent, and great thoughts +and brilliant sayings flew round like darting fireflies. Olive had six +celebrated, high-minded women staying in her house--two in a room; and +in the summer evenings we sat in the open windows, in her parlour, +looking out on the bay, with the lights gleaming in the water, and +talked over the doings of the morning, the speeches, the incidents, the +fresh contributions to the cause. We had some tremendously earnest +discussions, which it would have been a benefit to you to hear, or any +man who doesn't think that we can rise to the highest point. Then we had +some refreshment--we consumed quantities of ice-cream!" said Verena, in +whom the note of gaiety alternated with that of earnestness, almost of +exaltation, in a manner which seemed to Basil Ransom absolutely and +fascinatingly original. "Those were great nights!" she added, between a +laugh and a sigh. + +Her description of the convention put the scene before him vividly; he +seemed to see the crowded, overheated hall, which he was sure was filled +with carpet-baggers, to hear flushed women, with loosened +bonnet-strings, forcing thin voices into ineffectual shrillness. It made +him angry, and all the more angry, that he hadn't a reason, to think of +the charming creature at his side being mixed up with such elements, +pushed and elbowed by them, conjoined with them in emulation, in +unsightly strainings and clappings and shoutings, in wordy, windy +iteration of inanities. Worst of all was the idea that she should have +expressed such a congregation to itself so acceptably, have been +acclaimed and applauded by hoarse throats, have been lifted up, to all +the vulgar multitude, as the queen of the occasion. He made the +reflexion, afterwards, that he was singularly ill-grounded in his wrath, +inasmuch as it was none of his business what use Miss Tarrant chose to +make of her energies, and, in addition to this, nothing else was to have +been expected of her. But that reflexion was absent now, and in its +absence he saw only the fact that his companion had been odiously +perverted. "Well, Miss Tarrant," he said, with a deeper seriousness than +showed in his voice, "I am forced to the painful conclusion that you are +simply ruined." + +"Ruined? Ruined yourself!" + +"Oh, I know the kind of women that Miss Chancellor had at her house, and +what a group you must have made when you looked out at the Back Bay! It +depresses me very much to think of it." + +"We made a lovely, interesting group, and if we had had a spare minute +we would have been photographed," Verena said. + +This led him to ask her if she had ever subjected herself to the +process; and she answered that a photographer had been after her as soon +as she got back from Europe, and that she had sat for him, and that +there were certain shops in Boston where her portrait could be obtained. +She gave him this information very simply, without pretence of vagueness +of knowledge, spoke of the matter rather respectfully, indeed, as if it +might be of some importance; and when he said that he should go and buy +one of the little pictures as soon as he returned to town, contented +herself with replying, "Well, be sure you pick out a good one!" He had +not been altogether without a hope that she would offer to give him one, +with her name written beneath, which was a mode of acquisition he would +greatly have preferred; but this, evidently, had not occurred to her, +and now, as they went further, her thought was following a different +train. That was proved by her remarking, at the end of a silence, +inconsequently, "Well, it showed I have a great use!" As he stared, +wondering what she meant, she explained that she referred to the +brilliancy of her success at the convention. "It proved I have a great +use," she repeated, "and that is all I care for!" + +"The use of a truly amiable woman is to make some honest man happy," +Ransom said, with a sententiousness of which he was perfectly aware. + +It was so marked that it caused her to stop short in the middle of the +broad walk, while she looked at him with shining eyes. "See here, Mr. +Ransom, do you know what strikes me?" she exclaimed. "The interest you +take in me isn't really controversial--a bit. It's quite personal!" She +was the most extraordinary girl; she could speak such words as those +without the smallest look of added consciousness coming into her face, +without the least supposable intention of coquetry, or any visible +purpose of challenging the young man to say more. + +"My interest in you--my interest in you," he began. Then hesitating, he +broke off suddenly. "It is certain your discovery doesn't make it any +less!" + +"Well, that's better," she went on; "for we needn't dispute." + +He laughed at the way she arranged it, and they presently reached the +irregular group of heterogeneous buildings--chapels, dormitories, +libraries, halls--which, scattered among slender trees, over a space +reserved by means of a low rustic fence, rather than enclosed (for +Harvard knows nothing either of the jealousy or the dignity of high +walls and guarded gateways), constitutes the great university of +Massachusetts. The yard, or college-precinct, is traversed by a number +of straight little paths, over which, at certain hours of the day, a +thousand undergraduates, with books under their arm and youth in their +step, flit from one school to another. Verena Tarrant knew her way +round, as she said to her companion; it was not the first time she had +taken an admiring visitor to see the local monuments. Basil Ransom, +walking with her from point to point, admired them all, and thought +several of them exceedingly quaint and venerable. The rectangular +structures of old red brick especially gratified his eye; the afternoon +sun was yellow on their homely faces; their windows showed a peep of +flower-pots and bright-coloured curtains; they wore an expression of +scholastic quietude, and exhaled for the young Mississippian a +tradition, an antiquity. "This is the place where I ought to have been," +he said to his charming guide. "I should have had a good time if I had +been able to study here." + +"Yes; I presume you feel yourself drawn to any place where ancient +prejudices are garnered up," she answered, not without archness. "I know +by the stand you take about our cause that you share the superstitions +of the old bookmen. You ought to have been at one of those really +mediæval universities that we saw on the other side, at Oxford, or +Göttingen, or Padua. You would have been in perfect sympathy with their +spirit." + +"Well, I don't know much about those old haunts," Ransom rejoined. "I +reckon this is good enough for me. And then it would have had the +advantage that your residence isn't far, you know." + +"Oh, I guess we shouldn't have seen you much at my residence! As you +live in New York, you come, but here you wouldn't; that is always the +way." With this light philosophy Verena beguiled the transit to the +library, into which she introduced her companion with the air of a +person familiar with the sanctified spot. This edifice, a diminished +copy of the chapel of King's College, at the greater Cambridge, is a +rich and impressive institution; and as he stood there, in the bright, +heated stillness, which seemed suffused with the odour of old print and +old bindings, and looked up into the high, light vaults that hung over +quiet book-laden galleries, alcoves and tables, and glazed cases where +rarer treasures gleamed more vaguely, over busts of benefactors and +portraits of worthies, bowed heads of working students and the gentle +creak of passing messengers--as he took possession, in a comprehensive +glance, of the wealth and wisdom of the place, he felt more than ever +the soreness of an opportunity missed; but he abstained from expressing +it (it was too deep for that), and in a moment Verena had introduced him +to a young lady, a friend of hers, who, as she explained, was working on +the catalogue, and whom she had asked for on entering the library, at a +desk where another young lady was occupied. Miss Catching, the +first-mentioned young lady, presented herself with promptness, offered +Verena a low-toned but appreciative greeting, and, after a little, +undertook to explain to Ransom the mysteries of the catalogue, which +consisted of a myriad little cards, disposed alphabetically in immense +chests of drawers. Ransom was deeply interested, and as, with Verena, he +followed Miss Catching about (she was so good as to show them the +establishment in all its ramifications), he considered with attention +the young lady's fair ringlets and refined, anxious expression, saying +to himself that this was in the highest degree a New England type. +Verena found an opportunity to mention to him that she was wrapped up in +the cause, and there was a moment during which he was afraid that his +companion would expose him to her as one of its traducers; but there was +that in Miss Catching's manner (and in the influence of the lofty halls) +which deprecated loud pleasantry, and seemed to say, moreover, that if +she were treated to such a revelation she should not know under what +letter to range it. + +"Now there is one place where perhaps it would be indelicate to take a +Mississippian," Verena said, after this episode. "I mean the great place +that towers above the others--that big building with the beautiful +pinnacles, which you see from every point." But Basil Ransom had heard +of the great Memorial Hall; he knew what memories it enshrined, and the +worst that he should have to suffer there; and the ornate, overtopping +structure, which was the finest piece of architecture he had ever seen, +had moreover solicited his enlarged curiosity for the last half-hour. He +thought there was rather too much brick about it, but it was buttressed, +cloistered, turreted, dedicated, superscribed, as he had never seen +anything; though it didn't look old, it looked significant; it covered a +large area, and it sprang majestic into the winter air. It was detached +from the rest of the collegiate group, and stood in a grassy triangle of +its own. As he approached it with Verena she suddenly stopped, to +decline responsibility. "Now mind, if you don't like what's inside, it +isn't my fault." + +He looked at her an instant, smiling. "Is there anything against +Mississippi?" + +"Well, no, I don't think she is mentioned. But there is great praise of +our young men in the war." + +"It says they were brave, I suppose." + +"Yes, it says so in Latin." + +"Well, so they were--I know something about that," Basil Ransom said. "I +must be brave enough to face them--it isn't the first time." And they +went up the low steps and passed into the tall doors. The Memorial Hall +of Harvard consists of three main divisions: one of them a theatre, for +academic ceremonies; another a vast refectory, covered with a timbered +roof, hung about with portraits and lighted by stained windows, like the +halls of the colleges of Oxford; and the third, the most interesting, a +chamber high, dim, and severe, consecrated to the sons of the university +who fell in the long Civil War. Ransom and his companion wandered from +one part of the building to another, and stayed their steps at several +impressive points; but they lingered longest in the presence of the +white, ranged tablets, each of which, in its proud, sad clearness, is +inscribed with the name of a student-soldier. The effect of the place is +singularly noble and solemn, and it is impossible to feel it without a +lifting of the heart. It stands there for duty and honour, it speaks of +sacrifice and example, seems a kind of temple to youth, manhood, +generosity. Most of them were young, all were in their prime, and all of +them had fallen; this simple idea hovers before the visitor and makes +him read with tenderness each name and place--names often without other +history, and forgotten Southern battles. For Ransom these things were +not a challenge nor a taunt; they touched him with respect, with the +sentiment of beauty. He was capable of being a generous foeman, and he +forgot, now, the whole question of sides and parties; the simple emotion +of the old fighting-time came back to him, and the monument around him +seemed an embodiment of that memory; it arched over friends as well as +enemies, the victims of defeat as well as the sons of triumph. + +"It is very beautiful--but I think it is very dreadful!" This remark, +from Verena, called him back to the present. "It's a real sin to put up +such a building, just to glorify a lot of bloodshed. If it wasn't so +majestic, I would have it pulled down." + +"That is delightful feminine logic!" Ransom answered. "If, when women +have the conduct of affairs, they fight as well as they reason, surely +for them too we shall have to set up memorials." + +Verena retorted that they would reason so well they would have no need +to fight--they would usher in the reign of peace. "But this is very +peaceful too," she added, looking about her; and she sat down on a low +stone ledge, as if to enjoy the influence of the scene. Ransom left her +alone for ten minutes; he wished to take another look at the inscribed +tablets, and read again the names of the various engagements, at several +of which he had been present. When he came back to her she greeted him +abruptly, with a question which had no reference to the solemnity of the +spot. "If Miss Birdseye knew you were coming out to see me, can't _she_ +easily tell Olive? Then won't Olive make her reflexions about your +neglect of herself?" + +"I don't care for her reflexions. At any rate, I asked Miss Birdseye, as +a favour, not to mention to her that she had met me," Ransom added. + +Verena was silent a moment. "Your logic is most as good as a woman's. Do +change your mind and go to see her now," she went on. "She will probably +be at home by the time you get to Charles Street. If she was a little +strange, a little stiff with you before (I know just how she must have +been), all that will be different to-day." + +"Why will it be different?" + +"Oh, she will be easier, more genial, much softer." + +"I don't believe it," said Ransom; and his scepticism seemed none the +less complete because it was light and smiling. + +"She is much happier now--she can afford not to mind you." + +"Not to mind me? That's a nice inducement for a gentleman to go and see +a lady!" + +"Well, she will be more gracious, because she feels now that she is more +successful." + +"You mean because she has brought you out? Oh, I have no doubt that has +cleared the air for her immensely, and you have improved her very much. +But I have got a charming impression out here, and I have no wish to put +another--which won't be charming, anyhow you arrange it--on top of it." + +"Well, she will be sure to know you have been round here, at any rate," +Verena rejoined. + +"How will she know, unless you tell her?" + +"I tell her everything," said the girl; and now as soon as she had +spoken, she blushed. He stood before her, tracing a figure on the mosaic +pavement with his cane, conscious that in a moment they had become more +intimate. They were discussing their affairs, which had nothing to do +with the heroic symbols that surrounded them; but their affairs had +suddenly grown so serious that there was no want of decency in their +lingering there for the purpose. The implication that his visit might +remain as a secret between them made them both feel it differently. To +ask her to keep it so would have been, as it seemed to Ransom, a +liberty, and, moreover, he didn't care so much as that; but if she were +to prefer to do so such a preference would only make him consider the +more that his expedition had been a success. + +"Oh, then, you can tell her this!" he said in a moment. + +"If I shouldn't, it would be the first----" And Verena checked herself. + +"You must arrange that with your conscience," Ransom went on, laughing. + +They came out of the hall, passed down the steps, and emerged from the +Delta, as that portion of the college precinct is called. The afternoon +had begun to wane, but the air was filled with a pink brightness, and +there was a cool, pure smell, a vague breath of spring. + +"Well, if I don't tell Olive, then you must leave me here," said Verena, +stopping in the path and putting out a hand of farewell. + +"I don't understand. What has that to do with it? Besides I thought you +said you _must_ tell," Ransom added. In playing with the subject this +way, in enjoying her visible hesitation, he was slightly conscious of a +man's brutality--of being pushed by an impulse to test her good-nature, +which seemed to have no limit. It showed no sign of perturbation as she +answered: + +"Well, I want to be free--to do as I think best. And, if there is a +chance of my keeping it back, there mustn't be anything more--there must +not, Mr. Ransom, really." + +"Anything more? Why, what are you afraid there will be--if I should +simply walk home with you?" + +"I must go alone, I must hurry back to mother," she said, for all reply. +And she again put out her hand, which he had not taken before. + +Of course he took it now, and even held it a moment; he didn't like +being dismissed, and was thinking of pretexts to linger. "Miss Birdseye +said you would convert me, but you haven't yet," it came into his head +to say. + +"You can't tell yet; wait a little. My influence is peculiar; it +sometimes comes out a long time afterwards!" This speech, on Verena's +part, was evidently perfunctory, and the grandeur of her self-reference +jocular; she was much more serious when she went on quickly, "Do you +mean to say Miss Birdseye promised you that?" + +"Oh yes. Talk about influence! you should have seen the influence I +obtained over her." + +"Well, what good will it do, if I'm going to tell Olive about your +visit?" + +"Well, you see, I think she hopes you won't. She believes you are going +to convert me privately--so that I shall blaze forth, suddenly, out of +the darkness of Mississippi, as a first-class proselyte: very effective +and dramatic." + +Verena struck Basil Ransom as constantly simple, but there were moments +when her candour seemed to him preternatural. "If I thought that would +be the effect, I might make an exception," she remarked, speaking as if +such a result were, after all, possible. + +"Oh, Miss Tarrant, you will convert me enough, any way," said the young +man. + +"Enough? What do you mean by enough?" + +"Enough to make me terribly unhappy." + +She looked at him a moment, evidently not understanding; but she tossed +him a retort at a venture, turned away, and took her course homeward. +The retort was that if he should be unhappy it would serve him right--a +form of words that committed her to nothing. As he returned to Boston he +saw how curious he should be to learn whether she had betrayed him, as +it were, to Miss Chancellor. He might learn through Mrs. Luna; that +would almost reconcile him to going to see her again. Olive would +mention it in writing to her sister, and Adeline would repeat the +complaint. Perhaps she herself would even make him a scene about it; +that would be, for him, part of the unhappiness he had foretold to +Verena Tarrant. + + + + +XXVI + + +"Mrs. Henry Burrage, at home Wednesday evening, March 26th, at half-past +nine o'clock." It was in consequence of having received a card with +these words inscribed upon it that Basil Ransom presented himself, on +the evening she had designated, at the house of a lady he had never +heard of before. The account of the relation of effect to cause is not +complete, however, unless I mention that the card bore, furthermore, in +the left-hand lower corner, the words: "An Address from Miss Verena +Tarrant." He had an idea (it came mainly from the look and even the +odour of the engraved pasteboard) that Mrs. Burrage was a member of the +fashionable world, and it was with considerable surprise that he found +himself in such an element. He wondered what had induced a denizen of +that fine air to send him an invitation; then he said to himself that, +obviously, Verena Tarrant had simply requested that this should be done. +Mrs. Henry Burrage, whoever she might be, had asked her if she shouldn't +like some of her own friends to be present, and she had said, Oh yes, +and mentioned him in the happy group. She had been able to give Mrs. +Burrage his address, for had it not been contained in the short letter +he despatched to Monadnoc Place soon after his return from Boston, in +which he thanked Miss Tarrant afresh for the charming hour she had +enabled him to spend at Cambridge? She had not answered his letter at +the time, but Mrs. Burrage's card was a very good answer. Such a missive +deserved a rejoinder, and it was by way of rejoinder that he entered the +street car which, on the evening of March 26th, was to deposit him at a +corner adjacent to Mrs. Burrage's dwelling. He almost never went to +evening parties (he knew scarcely any one who gave them, though Mrs. +Luna had broken him in a little), and he was sure this occasion was of +festive intention, would have nothing in common with the nocturnal +"exercises" at Miss Birdseye's; but he would have exposed himself to +almost any social discomfort in order to see Verena Tarrant on the +platform. The platform it evidently was to be--private if not +public--since one was admitted by a ticket given away if not sold. He +took his in his pocket, quite ready to present it at the door. It would +take some time for me to explain the contradiction to the reader; but +Basil Ransom's desire to be present at one of Verena's regular +performances was not diminished by the fact that he detested her views +and thought the whole business a poor perversity. He understood her now +very well (since his visit to Cambridge); he saw she was honest and +natural; she had queer, bad lecture-blood in her veins, and a comically +false idea of the aptitude of little girls for conducting movements; but +her enthusiasm was of the purest, her illusions had a fragrance, and so +far as the mania for producing herself personally was concerned, it had +been distilled into her by people who worked her for ends which to Basil +Ransom could only appear insane. She was a touching, ingenuous victim, +unconscious of the pernicious forces which were hurrying her to her +ruin. With this idea of ruin there had already associated itself in the +young man's mind, the idea--a good deal more dim and incomplete--of +rescue; and it was the disposition to confirm himself in the view that +her charm was her own, and her fallacies, her absurdity, a mere +reflexion of unlucky circumstance, that led him to make an effort to +behold her in the position in which he could least bear to think of her. +Such a glimpse was all that was wanted to prove to him that she was a +person for whom he might open an unlimited credit of tender compassion. +He expected to suffer--to suffer deliciously. + +By the time he had crossed Mrs. Burrage's threshold there was no doubt +whatever in his mind that he was in the fashionable world. It was +embodied strikingly in the stout, elderly, ugly lady, dressed in a +brilliant colour, with a twinkle of jewels and a bosom much uncovered, +who stood near the door of the first room, and with whom the people +passing in before him were shaking hands. Ransom made her a Mississipian +bow, and she said she was delighted to see him, while people behind him +pressed him forward. He yielded to the impulsion, and found himself in a +great saloon, amid lights and flowers, where the company was dense, and +there were more twinkling, smiling ladies, with uncovered bosoms. It was +certainly the fashionable world, for there was no one there whom he had +ever seen before. The walls of the room were covered with pictures--the +very ceiling was painted and framed. The people pushed each other a +little, edged about, advanced and retreated, looking at each other with +differing faces--sometimes blandly, unperceivingly, sometimes with a +harshness of contemplation, a kind of cruelty, Ransom thought; sometimes +with sudden nods and grimaces, inarticulate murmurs, followed by a quick +reaction, a sort of gloom. He was now absolutely certain that he was in +the best society. He was carried further and further forward, and saw +that another room stretched beyond the one he had entered, in which +there was a sort of little stage, covered with a red cloth, and an +immense collection of chairs, arranged in rows. He became aware that +people looked at him, as well as at each other, rather more, indeed, +than at each other, and he wondered whether it were very visible in his +appearance that his being there was a kind of exception. He didn't know +how much his head looked over the heads of others, or that his brown +complexion, fuliginous eye, and straight black hair, the leonine fall of +which I mentioned in the first pages of this narrative, gave him that +relief which, in the best society, has the great advantage of suggesting +a topic. But there were other topics besides, as was proved by a +fragment of conversation, between two ladies, which reached his ear +while he stood rather wistfully wondering where Verena Tarrant might be. + +"Are you a member?" one of the ladies said to the other. "I didn't know +you had joined." + +"Oh, I haven't; nothing would induce me." + +"That's not fair; you have all the fun and none of the responsibility." + +"Oh, the--the fun!" exclaimed the second lady. + +"You needn't abuse us, or I will never invite you," said the first. + +"Well, I thought it was meant to be improving; that's all I mean; very +good for the mind. Now, this woman to-night; isn't she from Boston?" + +"Yes, I believe they have brought her on, just for this." + +"Well, you must be pretty desperate when you have got to go to Boston +for your entertainment." + +"Well, there's a similar society there, and I never heard of their +sending to New York." + +"Of course not, they think they have got everything. But doesn't it make +your life a burden thinking what you can possibly have?" + +"Oh dear, no. I am going to have Professor Gougenheim--all about the +Talmud. You must come." + +"Well, I'll come," said the second lady; "but nothing would induce me to +be a regular member." + +Whatever the mystic circle might be, Ransom agreed with the second lady +that regular membership must have terrors, and he admired her +independence in such an artificial world. A considerable part of the +company had now directed itself to the further apartment--people had +begun to occupy the chairs, to confront the empty platform. He reached +the wide doors, and saw that the place was a spacious music-room, +decorated in white and gold, with a polished floor and marble busts of +composers, on brackets attached to the delicate panels. He forbore to +enter, however, being shy about taking a seat, and seeing that the +ladies were arranging themselves first. He turned back into the first +room, to wait till the audience had massed itself, conscious that even +if he were behind every one he should be able to make a long neck; and +here, suddenly, in a corner, his eyes rested upon Olive Chancellor. She +was seated a little apart, in an angle of the room, and she was looking +straight at him; but as soon as she perceived that he saw her she +dropped her eyes, giving no sign of recognition. Ransom hesitated a +moment, but the next he went straight over to her. It had been in his +mind that if Verena Tarrant was there, _she_ would be there; an instinct +told him that Miss Chancellor would not allow her dear friend to come to +New York without her. It was very possible she meant to "cut" +him--especially if she knew of his having cut her, the other week, in +Boston; but it was his duty to take for granted she would speak to him, +until the contrary should be definitely proved. Though he had seen her +only twice he remembered well how acutely shy she was capable of being, +and he thought it possible one of these spasms had seized her at the +present time. + +When he stood before her he found his conjecture perfectly just; she was +white with the intensity of her self-consciousness; she was altogether +in a very uncomfortable state. She made no response to his offer to +shake hands with her, and he saw that she would never go through that +ceremony again. She looked up at him when he spoke to her, and her lips +moved; but her face was intensely grave and her eye had almost a +feverish light. She had evidently got into her corner to be out of the +way; he recognised in her the air of an interloper, as he had felt it in +himself. The small sofa on which she had placed herself had the form to +which the French give the name of _causeuse_; there was room on it for +just another person, and Ransom asked her, with a cheerful accent, if he +might sit down beside her. She turned towards him when he had done so, +turned everything but her eyes, and opened and shut her fan while she +waited for her fit of diffidence to pass away. Ransom himself did not +wait; he took a jocular tone about their encounter, asking her if she +had come to New York to rouse the people. She glanced round the room; +the backs of Mrs. Burrage's guests, mainly, were presented to them, and +their position was partly masked by a pyramid of flowers which rose from +a pedestal close to Olive's end of the sofa and diffused a fragrance in +the air. + +"Do you call these 'the people'?" she asked. + +"I haven't the least idea. I don't know who any of them are, not even +who Mrs. Henry Burrage is, I simply received an invitation." + +Miss Chancellor gave him no information on the point he had mentioned; +she only said, in a moment: "Do you go wherever you are invited?" + +"Why, I go if I think I may find you there," the young man replied +gallantly. "My card mentioned that Miss Tarrant would give an address, +and I knew that wherever she is you are not far off. I have heard you +are inseparable, from Mrs. Luna." + +"Yes, we are inseparable. That is exactly why I am here." + +"It's the fashionable world, then, you are going to stir up." + +Olive remained for some time with her eyes fastened to the floor; then +she flashed them up at her interlocutor. "It's a part of our life to go +anywhere--to carry our work where it seems most needed. We have taught +ourselves to stifle repulsion, distaste." + +"Oh, I think this is very amusing," said Ransom. "It's a beautiful +house, and there are some very pretty faces. We haven't anything so +brilliant in Mississippi." + +To everything he said Olive offered at first a momentary silence, but +the worst of her shyness was apparently leaving her. + +"Are you successful in New York? do you like it?" she presently asked, +uttering the inquiry in a tone of infinite melancholy, as if the eternal +sense of duty forced it from her lips. + +"Oh, successful! I am not successful as you and Miss Tarrant are; for +(to my barbaric eyes) it is a great sign of prosperity to be the +heroines of an occasion like this." + +"Do I look like the heroine of an occasion?" asked Olive Chancellor, +without an intention of humour, but with an effect that was almost +comical. + +"You would if you didn't hide yourself away. Are you not going into the +other room to hear the speech? Everything is prepared." + +"I am going when I am notified--when I am invited." + +There was considerable majesty in her tone, and Ransom saw that +something was wrong, that she felt neglected. To see that she was as +ticklish with others as she had been with him made him feel forgiving, +and there was in his manner a perfect disposition to forget their +differences as he said, "Oh, there is plenty of time; the place isn't +half full yet." + +She made no direct rejoinder to this, but she asked him about his mother +and sisters, what news he received from the South. "Have they any +happiness?" she inquired, rather as if she warned him to take care not +to pretend they had. He neglected her warning to the point of saying +that there was one happiness they always had--that of having learned not +to think about it too much, and to make the best of their circumstances. +She listened to this with an air of great reserve, and apparently +thought he had wished to give her a lesson; for she suddenly broke out, +"You mean that you have traced a certain line for them, and that that's +all you know about it!" + +Ransom stared at her, surprised; he felt, now, that she would always +surprise him. "Ah, don't be rough with me," he said, in his soft +Southern voice; "don't you remember how you knocked me about when I +called on you in Boston?" + +"You hold us in chains, and then, when we writhe in our agony, you say +we don't behave prettily!" These words, which did not lessen Ransom's +wonderment, were the young lady's answer to his deprecatory speech. She +saw that he was honestly bewildered and that in a moment more he would +laugh at her, as he had done a year and a half before (she remembered it +as if it had been yesterday); and to stop that off, at any cost, she +went on hurriedly--"If you listen to Miss Tarrant, you will know what I +mean." + +"Oh, Miss Tarrant--Miss Tarrant!" And Basil Ransom's laughter came. + +She had not escaped that mockery, after all, and she looked at him +sharply now, her embarrassment having quite cleared up. "What do you +know about her? What observation have you had?" + +Ransom met her eye, and for a moment they scrutinised each other. Did +she know of his interview with Verena a month before, and was her +reserve simply the wish to place on him the burden of declaring that he +had been to Boston since they last met, and yet had not called in +Charles Street? He thought there was suspicion in her face; but in +regard to Verena she would always be suspicious. If he had done at that +moment just what would gratify him he would have said to her that he +knew a great deal about Miss Tarrant, having lately had a long walk and +talk with her; but he checked himself, with the reflexion that if Verena +had not betrayed him it would be very wrong in him to betray her. The +sweetness of the idea that she should have thought the episode of his +visit to Monadnoc Place worth placing under the rose, was quenched for +the moment in his regret at not being able to let his disagreeable +cousin know that he had passed _her_ over. "Don't you remember my +hearing her speak that night at Miss Birdseye's?" he said presently. +"And I met her the next day at your house, you know." + +"She has developed greatly since then," Olive remarked dryly; and Ransom +felt sure that Verena had held her tongue. + +At this moment a gentleman made his way through the clusters of Mrs. +Burrage's guests and presented himself to Olive. "If you will do me the +honour to take my arm I will find a good seat for you in the other room. +It's getting to be time for Miss Tarrant to reveal herself. I have been +taking her into the picture-room; there were some things she wanted to +see. She is with my mother now," he added, as if Miss Chancellor's grave +face constituted a sort of demand for an explanation of her friend's +absence. "She said she was a little nervous; so I thought we would just +move about." + +"It's the first time I have ever heard of that!" said Olive Chancellor, +preparing to surrender herself to the young man's guidance. He told her +that he had reserved the best seat for her; it was evidently his desire +to conciliate her, to treat her as a person of importance. Before +leading her away, he shook hands with Ransom and remarked that he was +very glad to see him; and Ransom saw that he must be the master of the +house, though he could scarcely be the son of the stout lady in the +doorway. He was a fresh, pleasant, handsome young man, with a bright +friendly manner; he recommended Ransom to take a seat in the other room, +without delay; if he had never heard Miss Tarrant he would have one of +the greatest pleasures of his life. + +"Oh, Mr. Ransom only comes to ventilate his prejudices," Miss Chancellor +said, as she turned her back to her kinsman. He shrank from pushing into +the front of the company, which was now rapidly filling the music-room, +and contented himself with lingering in the doorway, where several +gentlemen were stationed. The seats were all occupied; all, that is, +save one, towards which he saw Miss Chancellor and her companion direct +themselves, squeezing and edging past the people who were standing up +against the walls. This was quite in front, close to the little +platform; every one noticed Olive as she went, and Ransom heard a +gentleman near him say to another--"I guess she's one of the same kind." +He looked for Verena, but she was apparently keeping out of sight. +Suddenly he felt himself smartly tapped on the back, and, turning round, +perceived Mrs. Luna, who had been prodding him with her fan. + + + + +XXVII + + +"You won't speak to me in my own house--that I have almost grown used +to; but if you are going to pass me over in public I think you might +give me warning first." This was only her archness, and he knew what to +make of that now; she was dressed in yellow and looked very plump and +gay. He wondered at the unerring instinct by which she had discovered +his exposed quarter. The outer room was completely empty; she had come +in at the further door and found the field free for her operations. He +offered to find her a place where she could see and hear Miss Tarrant, +to get her a chair to stand on, even, if she wished to look over the +heads of the gentlemen in the doorway; a proposal which she greeted with +the inquiry--"Do you suppose I came here for the sake of that +chatterbox? haven't I told you what I think of her?" + +"Well, you certainly did not come here for my sake," said Ransom, +anticipating this insinuation; "for you couldn't possibly have known I +was coming." + +"I guessed it--a presentiment told me!" Mrs. Luna declared; and she +looked up at him with searching, accusing eyes. "I know what you have +come for," she cried in a moment. "You never mentioned to me that you +knew Mrs. Burrage!" + +"I don't--I never had heard of her till she asked me." + +"Then why in the world _did_ she ask you?" + +Ransom had spoken a trifle rashly; it came over him, quickly, that there +were reasons why he had better not have said that. But almost as quickly +he covered up his mistake. "I suppose your sister was so good as to ask +for a card for me." + +"My sister? My grandmother! I know how Olive loves you. Mr. Ransom, you +are very deep." She had drawn him well into the room, out of earshot of +the group in the doorway, and he felt that if she should be able to +compass her wish she would organise a little entertainment for herself, +in the outer drawing-room, in opposition to Miss Tarrant's address. +"Please come and sit down here a moment; we shall be quite undisturbed. +I have something very particular to say to you." She led the way to the +little sofa in the corner, where he had been talking with Olive a few +minutes before, and he accompanied her, with extreme reluctance, +grudging the moments that he should be obliged to give to her. He had +quite forgotten that he once had a vision of spending his life in her +society, and he looked at his watch as he made the observation: + +"I haven't the least idea of losing any of the sport in there, you +know." + +He felt, the next instant, that he oughtn't to have said that either; +but he was irritated, disconcerted, and he couldn't help it. It was in +the nature of a gallant Mississippian to do everything a lady asked him, +and he had never, remarkable as it may appear, been in the position of +finding such a request so incompatible with his own desires as now. It +was a new predicament, for Mrs. Luna evidently meant to keep him if she +could. She looked round the room, more and more pleased at their having +it to themselves, and for the moment said nothing more about the +singularity of his being there. On the contrary, she became freshly +jocular, remarked that now they had got hold of him they wouldn't easily +let him go, they would make him entertain them, induce him to give a +lecture--on the "Lights and Shadows of Southern Life," or the "Social +Peculiarities of Mississippi"--before the Wednesday Club. + +"And what in the world is the Wednesday Club? I suppose it's what those +ladies were talking about," Ransom said. + +"I don't know your ladies, but the Wednesday Club is this thing. I don't +mean you and me here together, but all those deluded beings in the other +room. It is New York trying to be like Boston. It is the culture, the +good form, of the metropolis. You might not think it, but it is. It's +the 'quiet set'; they _are_ quiet enough; you might hear a pin drop, in +there. Is some one going to offer up a prayer? How happy Olive must be, +to be taken so seriously! They form an association for meeting at each +other's houses, every week, and having some performance, or some paper +read, or some subject explained. The more dreary it is and the more +fearful the subject, the more they think it is what it ought to be. They +have an idea this is the way to make New York society intellectual. +There's a sumptuary law--isn't that what you call it?--about suppers, +and they restrict themselves to a kind of Spartan broth. When it's made +by their French cooks it isn't bad. Mrs. Burrage is one of the principal +members--one of the founders, I believe; and when her turn has come +round, formerly--it comes only once in the winter for each--I am told +she has usually had very good music. But that is thought rather a base +evasion, a begging of the question; the vulgar set can easily keep up +with them on music. So Mrs. Burrage conceived the extraordinary +idea"--and it was wonderful to hear how Mrs. Luna pronounced that +adjective--"of sending on to Boston for that girl. It was her son, of +course, who put it into her head; he has been at Cambridge for some +years--that's where Verena lived, you know--and he was as thick with her +as you please out there. Now that he is no longer there it suits him +very well to have her here. She is coming on a visit to his mother when +Olive goes. I asked them to stay with me, but Olive declined, +majestically; she said they wished to be in some place where they would +be free to receive 'sympathising friends.' So they are staying at some +extraordinary kind of New Jerusalem boarding-house, in Tenth Street; +Olive thinks it's her duty to go to such places. I was greatly surprised +that she should let Verena be drawn into such a worldly crowd as this; +but she told me they had made up their minds not to let _any_ occasion +slip, that they could sow the seed of truth in drawing-rooms as well as +in workshops, and that if a single person was brought round to their +ideas they should have been justified in coming on. That's what they are +doing in there--sowing the seed; but you shall not be the one that's +brought round, I shall take care of that. Have you seen my delightful +sister yet? The way she _does_ arrange herself when she wants to protest +against frills! She looks as if she thought it pretty barren ground +round here, now she has come to see it. I don't think she thinks you can +be saved in a French dress, anyhow. I must say I call it a _very_ base +evasion of Mrs. Burrage's, producing Verena Tarrant; it's worse than the +meretricious music. Why didn't she honestly send for a _ballerina_ from +Niblo's--if she wanted a young woman capering about on a platform? They +don't care a fig about poor Olive's ideas; it's only because Verena has +strange hair, and shiny eyes, and gets herself up like a +prestidigitator's assistant. I have never understood how Olive can +reconcile herself to Verena's really low style of dress. I suppose it's +only because her clothes are so fearfully made. You look as if you +didn't believe me--but I assure you that the cut is revolutionary; and +that's a salve to Olive's conscience." + +Ransom was surprised to hear that he looked as if he didn't believe her, +for he had found himself, after his first uneasiness, listening with +considerable interest to her account of the circumstances under which +Miss Tarrant was visiting New York. After a moment, as the result of +some private reflexion, he propounded this question: "Is the son of the +lady of the house a handsome young man, very polite, in a white vest?" + +"I don't know the colour of his vest--but he has a kind of fawning +manner. Verena judges from that that he is in love with her." + +"Perhaps he is," said Ransom. "You say it was his idea to get her to +come on." + +"Oh, he likes to flirt; that is highly probable." + +"Perhaps she has brought him round." + +"Not to where she wants, I think. The property is very large; he will +have it all one of these days." + +"Do you mean she wishes to impose on him the yoke of matrimony?" Ransom +asked, with Southern languor. + +"I believe she thinks matrimony an exploded superstition; but there is +here and there a case in which it is still the best thing; when the +gentleman's name happens to be Burrage and the young lady's Tarrant. I +don't admire 'Burrage' so much myself. But I think she would have +captured this present scion if it hadn't been for Olive. Olive stands +between them--she wants to keep her in the single sisterhood; to keep +her, above all, for herself. Of course she won't listen to her marrying, +and she has put a spoke in the wheel. She has brought her to New York; +that may seem against what I say; but the girl pulls hard, she has to +humour her, to give her her head sometimes, to throw something +overboard, in short, to save the rest. You may say, as regards Mr. +Burrage, that it's a queer taste in a gentleman; but there is no arguing +about that. It's queer taste in a lady, too; for she is a lady, poor +Olive. You can see that to-night. She is dressed like a book-agent, but +she is more distinguished than any one here. Verena, beside her, looks +like a walking advertisement." + +When Mrs. Luna paused, Basil Ransom became aware that, in the other +room, Verena's address had begun; the sound of her clear, bright, +ringing voice, an admirable voice for public uses, came to them from the +distance. His eagerness to stand where he could hear her better, and see +her into the bargain, made him start in his place, and this movement +produced an outgush of mocking laughter on the part of his companion. +But she didn't say--"Go, go, deluded man, I take pity on you!" she only +remarked, with light impertinence, that he surely wouldn't be so wanting +in gallantry as to leave a lady absolutely alone in a public place--it +was so Mrs. Luna was pleased to qualify Mrs. Burrage's drawing-room--in +the face of her entreaty that he would remain with her. She had the +better of poor Ransom, thanks to the superstitions of Mississippi. It +was in his simple code a gross rudeness to withdraw from conversation +with a lady at a party before another gentleman should have come to take +one's place; it was to inflict on the lady a kind of outrage. The other +gentlemen, at Mrs. Burrage's, were all too well occupied; there was not +the smallest chance of one of them coming to his rescue. He couldn't +leave Mrs. Luna, and yet he couldn't stay with her and lose the only +thing he had come so much out of his way for. "Let me at least find you +a place over there, in the doorway. You can stand upon a chair--you can +lean on me." + +"Thank you very much; I would much rather lean on this sofa. And I am +much too tired to stand on chairs. Besides, I wouldn't for the world +that either Verena or Olive should see me craning over the heads of the +crowd--as if I attached the smallest importance to their perorations!" + +"It isn't time for the peroration yet," Ransom said, with savage +dryness; and he sat forward, with his elbow on his knees, his eyes on +the ground, a flush in his sallow cheek. + +"It's never time to say such things as those," Mrs. Luna remarked, +arranging her laces. + +"How do you know what she is saying?" + +"I can tell by the way her voice goes up and down. It sounds so silly." + +Ransom sat there five minutes longer--minutes which, he felt, the +recording angel ought to write down to his credit--and asked himself how +Mrs. Luna could be such a goose as not to see that she was making him +hate her. But she was goose enough for anything. He tried to appear +indifferent, and it occurred to him to doubt whether the Mississippi +system could be right, after all. It certainly hadn't foreseen such a +case as this. "It's as plain as day that Mr. Burrage intends to marry +her--if he can," he said in a minute; that remark being better +calculated than any other he could think of to dissimulate his real +state of mind. + +It drew no rejoinder from his companion, and after an instant he turned +his head a little and glanced at her. The result of something that +silently passed between them was to make her say, abruptly: "Mr. Ransom, +my sister never sent you an invitation to this place. Didn't it come +from Verena Tarrant?" + +"I haven't the least idea." + +"As you hadn't the least acquaintance with Mrs. Burrage, who else could +it have come from?" + +"If it came from Miss Tarrant, I ought at least to recognise her +courtesy by listening to her." + +"If you rise from this sofa I will tell Olive what I suspect. She will +be perfectly capable of carrying Verena off to China--or anywhere out of +your reach." + +"And pray what is it you suspect?" + +"That you two have been in correspondence." + +"Tell her whatever you like, Mrs. Luna," said the young man, with the +grimness of resignation. + +"You are quite unable to deny it, I see." + +"I never contradict a lady." + +"We shall see if I can't make you tell a fib. Haven't you been seeing +Miss Tarrant, too?" + +"Where should I have seen her? I can't see all the way to Boston, as you +said the other day." + +"Haven't you been there--on secret visits?" + +Ransom started just perceptibly; but to conceal it, the next instant, he +stood up. + +"They wouldn't be secret if I were to tell you." + +Looking down at her he saw that her words were a happy hit, not the +result of definite knowledge. But she appeared to him vain, egotistical, +grasping, odious. + +"Well, I shall give the alarm," she went on; "that is, I will if you +leave me. Is that the way a Southern gentleman treats a lady? Do as I +wish, and I will let you off!" + +"You won't let me off from staying with you." + +"Is it such a _corvée_? I never heard of such rudeness!" Mrs. Luna +cried. "All the same, I am determined to keep you if I can!" + +Ransom felt that she must be in the wrong, and yet superficially she +seemed (and it was quite intolerable) to have right on her side. All +this while Verena's golden voice, with her words indistinct, solicited, +tantalised his ear. The question had evidently got on Mrs. Luna's +nerves; she had reached that point of feminine embroilment when a woman +is perverse for the sake of perversity, and even with a clear vision of +bad consequences. + +"You have lost your head," he relieved himself by saying, as he looked +down at her. + +"I wish you would go and get me some tea." + +"You say that only to embarrass me." He had hardly spoken when a great +sound of applause, the clapping of many hands, and the cry from fifty +throats of "Brava, brava!" floated in and died away. All Ransom's pulses +throbbed, he flung his scruples to the winds, and after remarking to +Mrs. Luna--still with all due ceremony--that he feared he must resign +himself to forfeiting her good opinion, turned his back upon her and +strode away to the open door of the music-room. "Well, I have never been +so insulted!" he heard her exclaim, with exceeding sharpness, as he left +her; and, glancing back at her, as he took up his position, he saw her +still seated on her sofa--alone in the lamp-lit desert--with her eyes +making, across the empty space, little vindictive points. Well, she +could come where he was, if she wanted him so much; he would support her +on an ottoman, and make it easy for her to see. But Mrs. Luna was +uncompromising; he became aware, after a minute, that she had withdrawn, +majestically, from the place, and he did not see her again that evening. + + + + +XXVIII + + +He could command the music-room very well from where he stood, behind a +thick outer fringe of intently listening men. Verena Tarrant was erect +on her little platform, dressed in white, with flowers in her bosom. The +red cloth beneath her feet looked rich in the light of lamps placed on +high pedestals on either side of the stage; it gave her figure a setting +of colour which made it more pure and salient. She moved freely in her +exposed isolation, yet with great sobriety of gesture; there was no +table in front of her, and she had no notes in her hand, but stood there +like an actress before the footlights, or a singer spinning vocal sounds +to a silver thread. There was such a risk that a slim provincial girl, +pretending to fascinate a couple of hundred _blasé_ New Yorkers by +simply giving them her ideas, would fail of her effect, that at the end +of a few moments Basil Ransom became aware that he was watching her in +very much the same excited way as if she had been performing, high above +his head, on the trapeze. Yet, as one listened, it was impossible not to +perceive that she was in perfect possession of her faculties, her +subject, her audience; and he remembered the other time at Miss +Birdseye's well enough to be able to measure the ground she had +travelled since then. This exhibition was much more complete, her manner +much more assured; she seemed to speak and survey the whole place from a +much greater height. Her voice, too, had developed; he had forgotten how +beautiful it could be when she raised it to its full capacity. Such a +tone as that, so pure and rich, and yet so young, so natural, +constituted in itself a talent; he didn't wonder that they had made a +fuss about her at the Female Convention, if she filled their hideous +hall with such a music. He had read, of old, of the _improvisatrice_ of +Italy, and this was a chastened, modern, American version of the type, a +New England Corinna, with a mission instead of a lyre. The most graceful +part of her was her earnestness, the way her delightful eyes, wandering +over the "fashionable audience" (before which she was so perfectly +unabashed), as if she wished to resolve it into a single sentient +personality, seemed to say that the only thing in life she cared for was +to put the truth into a form that would render conviction irresistible. +She was as simple as she was charming, and there was not a glance or +motion that did not seem part of the pure, still-burning passion that +animated her. She had indeed--it was manifest--reduced the company to +unanimity; their attention was anything but languid; they smiled back at +her when she smiled; they were noiseless, motionless when she was +solemn; and it was evident that the entertainment which Mrs. Burrage had +had the happy thought of offering to her friends would be memorable in +the annals of the Wednesday Club. It was agreeable to Basil Ransom to +think that Verena noticed him in his corner; her eyes played over her +listeners so freely that you couldn't say they rested in one place more +than another; nevertheless, a single rapid ray, which, however, didn't +in the least strike him as a deviation from her ridiculous, fantastic, +delightful argument, let him now that he had been missed and now was +particularly spoken to. This glance was a sufficient assurance that his +invitation had come to him by the girl's request. He took for granted +the matter of her speech was ridiculous; how could it help being, and +what did it signify if it was? She was none the less charming for that, +and the moonshine she had been plied with was none the less moonshine +for her being charming. After he had stood there a quarter of an hour he +became conscious that he should not be able to repeat a word she had +said; he had not definitely heeded it, and yet he had not lost a +vibration of her voice. He had discovered Olive Chancellor by this time; +she was in the front row of chairs, at the end, on the left; her back +was turned to him, but he could see half her sharp profile, bent down a +little and absolutely motionless. Even across the wide interval her +attitude expressed to him a kind of rapturous stillness, the +concentration of triumph. There were several irrepressible effusions of +applause, instantly self-checked, but Olive never looked up, at the +loudest, and such a calmness as that could only be the result of +passionate volition. Success was in the air, and she was tasting it; she +tasted it, as she did everything, in a way of her own. Success for +Verena was success for her, and Ransom was sure that the only thing +wanting to her triumph was that he should have been placed in the line +of her vision, so that she might enjoy his embarrassment and confusion, +might say to him, in one of her dumb, cold flashes--"_Now_ do you think +our movement is not a force--_now_ do you think that women are meant to +be slaves?" Honestly, he was not conscious of any confusion; it +subverted none of his heresies to perceive that Verena Tarrant had even +more power to fix his attention than he had hitherto supposed. It was +fixed in a way it had not been yet, however, by his at last +understanding her speech, feeling it reach his inner sense through the +impediment of mere dazzled vision. Certain phrases took on a meaning for +him--an appeal she was making to those who still resisted the beneficent +influence of the truth. They appeared to be mocking, cynical men, +mainly; many of whom were such triflers and idlers, so heartless and +brainless that it didn't matter much what they thought on any subject; +if the old tyranny needed to be propped up by _them_ it showed it was in +a pretty bad way. But there were others whose prejudice was stronger and +more cultivated, pretended to rest upon study and argument. To those she +wished particularly to address herself; she wanted to waylay them, to +say, "Look here, you're all wrong; you'll be so much happier when I have +convinced you. Just give me five minutes," she should like to say; "just +sit down here and let me ask a simple question. Do you think any state +of society can come to good that is based upon an organised wrong?" That +was the simple question that Verena desired to propound, and Basil +smiled across the room at her with an amused tenderness as he gathered +that she conceived it to be a poser. He didn't think it would frighten +him much if she were to ask him that, and he would sit down with her for +as many minutes as she liked. + +He, of course, was one of the systematic scoffers, one of those to whom +she said--"Do you know how you strike me? You strike me as men who are +starving to death while they have a cupboard at home, all full of bread +and meat and wine; or as blind, demented beings who let themselves be +cast into a debtor's prison, while in their pocket they have the key of +vaults and treasure-chests heaped up with gold and silver. The meat and +wine, the gold and silver," Verena went on, "are simply the suppressed +and wasted force, the precious sovereign remedy, of which society +insanely deprives itself--the genius, the intelligence, the inspiration +of women. It is dying, inch by inch, in the midst of old superstitions +which it invokes in vain, and yet it has the elixir of life in its +hands. Let it drink but a draught, and it will bloom once more; it will +be refreshed, radiant; it will find its youth again. The heart, the +heart is cold, and nothing but the touch of woman can warm it, make it +act. We _are_ the Heart of humanity, and let us have the courage to +insist on it! The public life of the world will move in the same barren, +mechanical, vicious circle--the circle of egotism, cruelty, ferocity, +jealousy, greed, of blind striving to do things only for _some_, at the +cost of others, instead of trying to do everything for all. All, all? +Who dares to say 'all' when we are not there? We are an equal, a +splendid, an inestimable part. Try us and you'll see--you will wonder +how, without us, society has ever dragged itself even this distance--so +wretchedly small compared with what it might have been--on its painful +earthly pilgrimage. That is what I should like above all to pour into +the ears of those who still hold out, who stiffen their necks and repeat +hard, empty formulas, which are as dry as a broken gourd that has been +flung away in the desert. I would take them by their selfishness, their +indolence, their interest. I am not here to recriminate, nor to deepen +the gulf that already yawns between the sexes, and I don't accept the +doctrine that they are natural enemies, since my plea is for a union far +more intimate--provided it be equal--than any that the sages and +philosophers of former times have ever dreamed of. Therefore I shall not +touch upon the subject of men's being most easily influenced by +considerations of what is most agreeable and profitable for _them_; I +shall simply assume that they _are_ so influenced, and I shall say to +them that our cause would long ago have been gained if their vision were +not so dim, so veiled, even in matters in which their own interests are +concerned. If they had the same quick sight as women, if they had the +intelligence of the heart, the world would be very different now; and I +assure you that half the bitterness of our lot is to see so clearly and +not to be able to do! Good gentlemen all, if I could make you believe +how much brighter and fairer and sweeter the garden of life would be for +you, if you would only let us help you to keep it in order! You would +like so much better to walk there, and you would find grass and trees +and flowers that would make you think you were in Eden. That is what I +should like to press home to each of you, personally, individually--to +give him the vision of the world as it hangs perpetually before me, +redeemed, transfigured, by a new moral tone. There would be generosity, +tenderness, sympathy, where there is now only brute force and sordid +rivalry. But you really do strike me as stupid even about your own +welfare! Some of you say that we have already all the influence we can +possibly require, and talk as if we ought to be grateful that we are +allowed even to breathe. Pray, who shall judge what we require if not we +ourselves? We require simply freedom; we require the lid to be taken off +the box in which we have been kept for centuries. You say it's a very +comfortable, cozy, convenient box, with nice glass sides, so that we can +see out, and that all that's wanted is to give another quiet turn to the +key. That is very easily answered. Good gentlemen, you have never been +in the box, and you haven't the least idea how it feels!" + +The historian who has gathered these documents together does not deem it +necessary to give a larger specimen of Verena's eloquence, especially as +Basil Ransom, through whose ears we are listening to it, arrived, at +this point, at a definite conclusion. He had taken her measure as a +public speaker, judged her importance in the field of discussion, the +cause of reform. Her speech, in itself, had about the value of a pretty +essay, committed to memory and delivered by a bright girl at an +"academy"; it was vague, thin, rambling, a tissue of generalities that +glittered agreeably enough in Mrs. Burrage's veiled lamplight. From any +serious point of view it was neither worth answering nor worth +considering, and Basil Ransom made his reflexions on the crazy character +of the age in which such a performance as that was treated as an +intellectual effort, a contribution to a question. He asked himself what +either he or any one else would think of it if Miss Chancellor--or even +Mrs. Luna--had been on the platform instead of the actual declaimer. +Nevertheless, its importance was high, and consisted precisely, in part, +of the fact that the voice was not the voice of Olive or of Adeline. Its +importance was that Verena was unspeakably attractive, and this was all +the greater for him in the light of the fact, which quietly dawned upon +him as he stood there, that he was falling in love with her. It had +tapped at his heart for recognition, and before he could hesitate or +challenge, the door had sprung open and the mansion was illuminated. He +gave no outward sign; he stood gazing as at a picture; but the room +wavered before his eyes, even Verena's figure danced a little. This did +not make the sequel of her discourse more clear to him; her meaning +faded again into the agreeable vague, and he simply felt her presence, +tasted her voice. Yet the act of reflexion was not suspended; he found +himself rejoicing that she was so weak in argument, so inevitably +verbose. The idea that she was brilliant, that she counted as a factor +only because the public mind was in a muddle, was not an humiliation but +a delight to him; it was a proof that her apostleship was all nonsense, +the most passing of fashions, the veriest of delusions, and that she was +meant for something divinely different--for privacy, for him, for love. +He took no measure of the duration of her talk; he only knew, when it +was over and succeeded by a clapping of hands, an immense buzz of voices +and shuffling of chairs, that it had been capitally bad, and that her +personal success, wrapping it about with a glamour like the silver mist +that surrounds a fountain, was such as to prevent its badness from being +a cause of mortification to her lover. The company--such of it as did +not immediately close together around Verena--filed away into the other +rooms, bore him in its current into the neighbourhood of a table spread +for supper, where he looked for signs of the sumptuary law mentioned to +him by Mrs. Luna. It appeared to be embodied mainly in the glitter of +crystal and silver, and the fresh tints of mysterious viands and +jellies, which looked desirable in the soft circle projected by +lace-fringed lamps. He heard the popping of corks, he felt a pressure of +elbows, a thickening of the crowd, perceived that he was glowered at, +squeezed against the table, by contending gentlemen who observed that he +usurped space, was neither feeding himself nor helping others to feed. +He had lost sight of Verena; she had been borne away in clouds of +compliment; but he found himself thinking--almost paternally--that +she must be hungry after so much chatter, and he hoped some one was +getting her something to eat. After a moment, just as he was edging +away, for his own opportunity to sup much better than usual was +not what was uppermost in his mind, this little vision was suddenly +embodied--embodied by the appearance of Miss Tarrant, who faced him, in +the press, attached to the arm of a young man now recognisable to him as +the son of the house--the smiling, fragrant youth who an hour before had +interrupted his colloquy with Olive. He was leading her to the table, +while people made way for them, covering Verena with gratulations of +word and look. Ransom could see that, according to a phrase which came +back to him just then, oddly, out of some novel or poem he had read of +old, she was the cynosure of every eye. She looked beautiful, and they +were a beautiful couple. As soon as she saw him, she put out her left +hand to him--the other was in Mr. Burrage's arm--and said: "Well, don't +you think it's all true?" + +"No, not a word of it!" Ransom answered, with a kind of joyous +sincerity. "But it doesn't make any difference." + +"Oh, it makes a great deal of difference to me!" Verena cried. + +"I mean to me. I don't care in the least whether I agree with you," +Ransom said, looking askance at young Mr. Burrage, who had detached +himself and was getting something for Verena to eat. + +"Ah, well, if you are so indifferent!" + +"It's not because I'm indifferent!" His eyes came back to her own, the +expression of which had changed before they quitted them. She began to +complain to her companion, who brought her something very dainty on a +plate, that Mr. Ransom was "standing out," that he was about the hardest +subject she had encountered yet. Henry Burrage smiled upon Ransom in a +way that was meant to show he remembered having already spoken to him, +while the Mississippian said to himself that there was nothing on the +face of it to make it strange there should be between these fair, +successful young persons some such question of love or marriage as Mrs. +Luna had tattled about. Mr. Burrage was successful, he could see that in +the turn of an eye; not perhaps as having a commanding intellect or a +very strong character, but as being rich, polite, handsome, happy, +amiable, and as wearing a splendid camellia in his buttonhole. And that +_he_, at any rate, thought Verena had succeeded was proved by the +casual, civil tone, and the contented distraction of eye, with which he +exclaimed, "You don't mean to say you were not moved by that! It's my +opinion that Miss Tarrant will carry everything before her." He was so +pleased himself, and so safe in his conviction, that it didn't matter to +him what any one else thought; which was, after all, just Basil Ransom's +own state of mind. + +"Oh! I didn't say I wasn't moved," the Mississippian remarked. + +"Moved the wrong way!" said Verena. "Never mind; you'll be left behind." + +"If I am, you will come back to console me." + +"_Back?_ I shall never come back!" the girl replied gaily. + +"You'll be the very first!" Ransom went on, feeling himself now, and as +if by a sudden clearing up of his spiritual atmosphere, no longer in the +vein for making the concessions of chivalry, and yet conscious that his +words were an expression of homage. + +"Oh, I call that presumptuous!" Mr. Burrage exclaimed, turning away to +get a glass of water for Verena, who had refused to accept champagne, +mentioning that she had never drunk any in her life and that she +associated a kind of iniquity with it. Olive had no wine in her house +(not that Verena gave this explanation) but her father's old madeira and +a little claret; of the former of which liquors Basil Ransom had highly +approved the day he dined with her. + +"Does he believe in all those lunacies?" he inquired, knowing perfectly +what to think about the charge of presumption brought by Mr. Burrage. + +"Why, he's crazy about our movement," Verena responded. "He's one of my +most gratifying converts." + +"And don't you despise him for it?" + +"Despise him? Why, you seem to think I swing round pretty often!" + +"Well, I have an idea that I shall see you swing round yet," Ransom +remarked, in a tone in which it would have appeared to Henry Burrage, +had he heard these words, that presumption was pushed to fatuity. + +On Verena, however, they produced no impression that prevented her from +saying simply, without the least rancour, "Well, if you expect to draw +me back five hundred years, I hope you won't tell Miss Birdseye." And as +Ransom did not seize immediately the reason of her allusion, she went +on, "You know she is convinced it will be just the other way. I went to +see her after you had been at Cambridge--almost immediately." + +"Darling old lady--I hope she's well," the young man said. + +"Well, she's tremendously interested." + +"She's always interested in something, isn't she?" + +"Well, this time it's in our relations, yours and mine," Verena replied, +in a tone in which only Verena could say a thing like that. "You ought +to see how she throws herself into them. She is sure it will all work +round for your good." + +"All what, Miss Tarrant?" Ransom asked. + +"Well, what I told her. She is sure you are going to become one of our +leaders, that you are very gifted for treating great questions and +acting on masses of people, that you will become quite enthusiastic +about our uprising, and that when you go up to the top as one of our +champions it will all have been through me." + +Ransom stood there, smiling at her; the dusky glow in his eyes expressed +a softness representing no prevision of such laurels, but which +testified none the less to Verena's influence. "And what you want is +that I shouldn't undeceive her?" + +"Well, I don't want you to be hypocritical--if you shouldn't take our +side; but I do think that it would be sweet if the dear old thing could +just cling to her illusion. She won't live so very long, probably; she +told me the other day she was ready for her final rest; so it wouldn't +interfere much with your freedom. She feels quite romantic about +it--your being a Southerner and all, and not naturally in sympathy with +Boston ideas, and your meeting her that way in the street and making +yourself known to her. She won't believe but what I shall move you." + +"Don't fear, Miss Tarrant, she shall be satisfied," Ransom said, with a +laugh which he could see she but partially understood. He was prevented +from making his meaning more clear by the return of Mr. Burrage, +bringing not only Verena's glass of water but a smooth-faced, rosy, +smiling old gentleman, who had a velvet waistcoat, and thin white hair, +brushed effectively, and whom he introduced to Verena under a name which +Ransom recognised as that of a rich and venerable citizen, conspicuous +for his public spirit and his large almsgiving. Ransom had lived long +enough in New York to know that a request from this ancient worthy to be +made known to Miss Tarrant would mark her for the approval of the +respectable, stamp her as a success of no vulgar sort; and as he turned +away, a faint, inaudible sigh passed his lips, dictated by the sense +that he himself belonged to a terribly small and obscure minority. He +turned away because, as we know, he had been taught that a gentleman +talking to a lady must always do that when a new gentleman is presented; +though he observed, looking back, after a minute, that young Mr. Burrage +evidently had no intention of abdicating in favour of the eminent +philanthropist. He thought he had better go home; he didn't know what +might happen at such a party as that, nor when the proceedings might be +supposed to terminate; but after considering it a minute he dismissed +the idea that there was a chance of Verena's speaking again. If he was a +little vague about this, however, there was no doubt in his mind as to +the obligation he was under to take leave first of Mrs. Burrage. He +wished he knew where Verena was staying; he wanted to see her alone, not +in a supper-room crowded with millionaires. As he looked about for the +hostess it occurred to him that she would know, and that if he were able +to quench a certain shyness sufficiently to ask her, she would tell him. +Having satisfied himself presently that she was not in the supper-room, +he made his way back to the parlours, where the company now was much +diminished. He looked again into the music-room, tenanted only by +half-a-dozen couples, who were cultivating privacy among the empty +chairs, and here he perceived Mrs. Burrage sitting in conversation with +Olive Chancellor (the latter, apparently, had not moved from her place), +before the deserted scene of Verena's triumph. His search had been so +little for Olive that at the sight of her he faltered a moment; then he +pulled himself together, advancing with a consciousness of the +Mississippi manner. He felt Olive's eyes receiving him; she looked at +him as if it was just the hope that she shouldn't meet him again that +had made her remain where she was. Mrs. Burrage got up, as he bade her +good-night, and Olive followed her example. + +"So glad you were able to come. Wonderful creature, isn't she? She can +do anything she wants." + +These words from the elder lady Ransom received at first with a reserve +which, as he trusted, suggested extreme respect; and it was a fact that +his silence had a kind of Southern solemnity in it. Then he said, in a +tone equally expressive of great deliberation: + +"Yes, madam, I think I never was present at an exhibition, an +entertainment of any kind, which held me more completely under the +charm." + +"Delighted you liked it. I didn't know what in the world to have, and +this has proved an inspiration--for me as well as for Miss Tarrant. Miss +Chancellor has been telling me how they have worked together; it's +really quite beautiful. Miss Chancellor is Miss Tarrant's great friend +and colleague. Miss Tarrant assures me that she couldn't do anything +without her." After which explanation, turning to Olive, Mrs. Burrage +murmured: "Let me introduce Mr. ---- introduce Mr. ----" + +But she had forgotten poor Ransom's name, forgotten who had asked her +for a card for him; and, perceiving it, he came to her rescue with the +observation that he was a kind of cousin of Miss Olive's, if she didn't +repudiate him, and that he knew what a tremendous partnership existed +between the two young ladies. "When I applauded I was applauding the +firm--that is, you too," he said, smiling, to his kinswoman. + +"Your applause? I confess I don't understand it," Olive replied, with +much promptitude. + +"Well, to tell the truth, I didn't myself!" + +"Oh yes, of course, I know; that's why--that's why----" And this further +speech of Mrs. Burrage's, in reference to the relationship between the +young man and her companion, faded also into vagueness. She had been on +the point of saying it was the reason why he was in her house; but she +had bethought herself in time that this ought to pass as a matter of +course. Basil Ransom could see she was a woman who could carry off an +awkwardness like that, and he considered her with a sense of her +importance. She had a brisk, familiar, slightly impatient way, and if +she had not spoken so fast, and had more of the softness of the Southern +matron, she would have reminded him of a certain type of woman he had +seen of old, before the changes in his own part of the world--the +clever, capable, hospitable proprietress, widowed or unmarried, of a big +plantation carried on by herself. "If you are her cousin, do take Miss +Chancellor to have some supper--instead of going away," she went on, +with her infelicitous readiness. + +At this Olive instantly seated herself again. + +"I am much obliged to you; I never touch supper. I shall not leave this +room--I like it." + +"Then let me send you something--or let Mr. ----, your cousin, remain +with you." + +Olive looked at Mrs. Burrage with a strange beseechingness, "I am very +tired, I must rest. These occasions leave me exhausted." + +"Ah yes, I can imagine that. Well, then, you shall be quite quiet--I +shall come back to you." And with a smile of farewell for Basil Ransom, +Mrs. Burrage moved away. + +Basil lingered a moment, though he saw that Olive wished to get rid of +him. "I won't disturb you further than to ask you a single question," he +said. "Where are you staying? I want to come and see Miss Tarrant. I +don't say I want to come and see you, because I have an idea that it +would give you no pleasure." It had occurred to him that he might obtain +their address from Mrs. Luna--he only knew vaguely it was Tenth Street; +much as he had displeased her she couldn't refuse him that; but suddenly +the greater simplicity and frankness of applying directly to Olive, even +at the risk of appearing to brave her, recommended itself. He couldn't, +of course, call upon Verena without her knowing it, and she might as +well make her protest (since he proposed to pay no heed to it) sooner as +later. He had seen nothing, personally, of their life together, but it +had come over him that what Miss Chancellor most disliked in him (had +she not, on the very threshold of their acquaintance, had a sort of +mystical foreboding of it?) was the possibility that he would interfere. +It was quite on the cards that he might; yet it was decent, all the +same, to ask her rather than any one else. It was better that his +interference should be accompanied with all the forms of chivalry. + +Olive took no notice of his remark as to how she herself might be +affected by his visit; but she asked in a moment why he should think it +necessary to call on Miss Tarrant. "You know you are not in sympathy," +she added, in a tone which contained a really touching element of +entreaty that he would not even pretend to prove he was. + +I know not whether Basil was touched, but he said, with every appearance +of a conciliatory purpose--"I wish to thank her for all the interesting +information she has given me this evening." + +"If you think it generous to come and scoff at her, of course she has no +defence; you will be glad to know that." + +"Dear Miss Chancellor, if you are not a defence--a battery of many +guns!" Ransom exclaimed. + +"Well, she at least is not mine!" Olive returned, springing to her feet. +She looked round her as if she were really pressed too hard, panting +like a hunted creature. + +"Your defence is your certain immunity from attack. Perhaps if you won't +tell me where you are staying, you will kindly ask Miss Tarrant herself +to do so. Would she send me a word on a card?" + +"We are in West Tenth Street," Olive said; and she gave the number. "Of +course you are free to come." + +"Of course I am! Why shouldn't I be? But I am greatly obliged to you for +the information. I will ask her to come out, so that you won't see us." +And he turned away, with the sense that it was really insufferable, her +attempt always to give him the air of being in the wrong. If that was +the kind of spirit in which women were going to act when they had more +power! + + + + +XXIX + + +Mrs. Luna was early in the field the next day, and her sister wondered +to what she owed the honour of a visit from her at eleven o'clock in the +morning. She very soon saw, when Adeline asked her whether it had been +she who procured for Basil Ransom an invitation to Mrs. Burrage's. + +"Me--why in the world should it have been me?" Olive asked, feeling +something of a pang at the implication that it had not been Adeline, as +she supposed. + +"I didn't know--but you took him up so." + +"Why, Adeline Luna, when did I ever----?" Miss Chancellor exclaimed, +staring and intensely grave. + +"You don't mean to say you have forgotten how you brought him on to see +you, a year and a half ago!" + +"I didn't bring him on--I said if he happened to be there." + +"Yes, I remember how it was: he did happen, and then you happened to +hate him, and tried to get out of it." + +Miss Chancellor saw, I say, why Adeline had come to her at the hour she +knew she was always writing letters, after having given her all the +attention that was necessary the day before; she had come simply to make +herself disagreeable, as Olive knew, of old, the spirit sometimes moved +her irresistibly to do. It seemed to her that Adeline had been +disagreeable enough in not having beguiled Basil Ransom into a marriage, +according to that memorable calculation of probabilities in which she +indulged (with a licence that she scarcely liked definitely to recall) +when the pair made acquaintance under her eyes in Charles Street, and +Mrs. Luna seemed to take to him as much as she herself did little. She +would gladly have accepted him as a brother-in-law, for the harm such a +relation could do one was limited and definite; whereas in his general +capacity of being at large in her life the ability of the young +Mississippian to injure her seemed somehow immense. "I wrote to +him--that time--for a perfectly definite reason," she said. "I thought +mother would have liked us to know him. But it was a mistake." + +"How do you know it was a mistake? Mother would have liked him, I +daresay." + +"I mean my acting as I did; it was a theory of duty which I allowed to +press me too much. I always do. Duty should be obvious; one shouldn't +hunt round for it." + +"Was it very obvious when it brought you on here?" asked Mrs. Luna, who +was distinctly out of humour. + +Olive looked for a moment at the toe of her shoe. "I had an idea that +you would have married him by this time," she presently remarked. + +"Marry him yourself, my dear! What put such an idea into your head?" + +"You wrote to me at first so much about him. You told me he was +tremendously attentive, and that you liked him." + +"His state of mind is one thing and mine is another. How can I marry +every man that hangs about me--that dogs my footsteps? I might as well +become a Mormon at once!" Mrs. Luna delivered herself of this argument +with a certain charitable air, as if her sister could not be expected to +understand such a situation by her own light. + +Olive waived the discussion, and simply said: "I took for granted _you_ +had got him the invitation." + +"I, my dear? That would be quite at variance with my attitude of +discouragement." + +"Then she simply sent it herself." + +"Whom do you mean by 'she'?" + +"Mrs. Burrage, of course." + +"I thought that you might mean Verena," said Mrs. Luna casually. + +"Verena--to him? Why in the world----?" And Olive gave the cold glare +with which her sister was familiar. + +"Why in the world not--since she knows him?" + +"She had seen him twice in her life before last night, when she met him +for the third time and spoke to him." + +"Did she tell you that?" + +"She tells me everything." + +"Are you very sure?" + +"Adeline Luna, what _do_ you mean?" Miss Chancellor murmured. + +"Are you very sure that last night was only the third time?" Mrs. Luna +went on. + +Olive threw back her head and swept her sister from her bonnet to her +lowest flounce. "You have no right to hint at such a thing as that +unless you know!" + +"Oh, I know--I know, at any rate, more than you do!" And then Mrs. Luna, +sitting with her sister, much withdrawn, in one of the windows of the +big, hot, faded parlour of the boarding-house in Tenth Street, where +there was a rug before the chimney representing a Newfoundland dog +saving a child from drowning, and a row of chromo-lithographs on the +walls, imparted to her the impression she had received the evening +before--the impression of Basil Ransom's keen curiosity about Verena +Tarrant. Verena must have asked Mrs. Burrage to send him a card, and +asked it without mentioning the fact to Olive--for wouldn't Olive +certainly have remembered it? It was no use her saying that Mrs. Burrage +might have sent it of her own movement, because she wasn't aware of his +existence, and why should she be? Basil Ransom himself had told her he +didn't know Mrs. Burrage. Mrs. Luna knew whom he knew and whom he +didn't, or at least the sort of people, and they were not the sort that +belonged to the Wednesday Club. That was one reason why she didn't care +about him for any intimate relation--that he didn't seem to have any +taste for making nice friends. Olive would know what _her_ taste was in +this respect, though it wasn't that young woman's own any more than his. +It was positive that the suggestion about the card could only have come +from Verena. At any rate Olive could easily ask, or if she was afraid of +her telling a fib she could ask Mrs. Burrage. It was true Mrs. Burrage +might have been put on her guard by Verena, and would perhaps invent +some other account of the matter; therefore Olive had better just +believe what _she_ believed, that Verena had secured his presence at the +party and had had private reasons for doing so. It is to be feared that +Ransom's remark to Mrs. Luna the night before about her having lost her +head was near to the mark; for if she had not been blinded by her +rancour she would have guessed the horror with which she inspired her +sister when she spoke in that offhand way of Verena's lying and Mrs. +Burrage's lying. Did people lie like that in Mrs. Luna's set? It was +Olive's plan of life not to lie, and attributing a similar disposition +to people she liked, it was impossible for her to believe that Verena +had had the intention of deceiving her. Mrs. Luna, in a calmer hour, +might also have divined that Olive would make her private comments on +the strange story of Basil Ransom's having made up to Verena out of +pique at Adeline's rebuff; for this was the account of the matter that +she now offered to Miss Chancellor. Olive did two things: she listened +intently and eagerly, judging there was distinct danger in the air +(which, however, she had not wanted Mrs. Luna to tell her, having +perceived it for herself the night before); and she saw that poor +Adeline was fabricating fearfully, that the "rebuff" was altogether an +invention. Mr. Ransom was evidently preoccupied with Verena, but he had +not needed Mrs. Luna's cruelty to make him so. So Olive maintained an +attitude of great reserve; she did not take upon herself to announce +that her own version was that Adeline, for reasons absolutely +imperceptible to others, had tried to catch Basil Ransom, had failed in +her attempt, and, furious at seeing Verena preferred to a person of her +importance (Olive remembered the _spretae injuria formae_), now wished +to do both him and the girl an ill turn. This would be accomplished if +she could induce Olive to interfere. Miss Chancellor was conscious of an +abundant readiness to interfere, but it was not because she cared for +Adeline's mortification. I am not sure, even, that she did not think her +_fiasco_ but another illustration of her sister's general uselessness, +and rather despise her for it; being perfectly able at once to hold that +nothing is baser than the effort to entrap a man, and to think it very +ignoble to have to renounce it because you can't. Olive kept these +reflexions to herself, but she went so far as to say to her sister that +she didn't see where the "pique" came in. How could it hurt Adeline that +he should turn his attention to Verena? What was Verena to her? + +"Why, Olive Chancellor, how can you ask?" Mrs. Luna boldly responded. +"Isn't Verena everything to you, and aren't you everything to me, and +wouldn't an attempt--a successful one--to take Verena away from you +knock you up fearfully, and shouldn't I suffer, as you know I suffer, by +sympathy?" + +I have said that it was Miss Chancellor's plan of life not to lie, but +such a plan was compatible with a kind of consideration for the truth +which led her to shrink from producing it on poor occasions. So she +didn't say, "Dear me, Adeline, what humbug! you know you hate Verena and +would be very glad if she were drowned!" She only said, "Well, I see; +but it's very roundabout." What she did see was that Mrs. Luna was eager +to help her to stop off Basil Ransom from "making head," as the phrase +was; and the fact that her motive was spite, and not tenderness for the +Bostonians, would not make her assistance less welcome if the danger +were real. She herself had a nervous dread, but she had that about +everything; still, Adeline had perhaps seen something, and what in the +world did she mean by her reference to Verena's having had secret +meetings? When pressed on this point, Mrs. Luna could only say that she +didn't pretend to give definite information, and she wasn't a spy +anyway, but that the night before he had positively flaunted in her face +his admiration for the girl, his enthusiasm for her way of standing up +there. Of course he hated her ideas, but he was quite conceited enough +to think she would give them up. Perhaps it was all directed at +_her_--as if she cared! It would depend a good deal on the girl herself; +certainly, if there was any likelihood of Verena's being affected, she +should advise Olive to look out. She knew best what to do; it was only +Adeline's duty to give her the benefit of her own impression, whether +she was thanked for it or not. She only wished to put her on her guard, +and it was just like Olive to receive such information so coldly; she +was the most disappointing woman she knew. + +Miss Chancellor's coldness was not diminished by this rebuke; for it had +come over her that, after all, she had never opened herself at that rate +to Adeline, had never let her see the real intensity of her desire to +keep the sort of danger there was now a question of away from Verena, +had given her no warrant for regarding her as her friend's keeper; so +that she was taken aback by the flatness of Mrs. Luna's assumption that +she was ready to enter into a conspiracy to circumvent and frustrate the +girl. Olive put on all her majesty to dispel this impression, and if she +could not help being aware that she made Mrs. Luna still angrier, on the +whole, than at first, she felt that she would much rather disappoint her +than give herself away to her--especially as she was intensely eager to +profit by her warning! + + + + +XXX + + +Mrs. Luna would have been still less satisfied with the manner in which +Olive received her proffered assistance had she known how many +confidences that reticent young woman might have made her in return. +Olive's whole life now was a matter for whispered communications; she +felt this herself, as she sought the privacy of her own apartment after +her interview with her sister. She had for the moment time to think; +Verena having gone out with Mr. Burrage, who had made an appointment the +night before to call for her to drive at that early hour. They had other +engagements in the afternoon--the principal of which was to meet a group +of earnest people at the house of one of the great local promoters. +Olive would whisk Verena off to these appointments directly after lunch; +she flattered herself that she could arrange matters so that there would +not be half an hour in the day during which Basil Ransom, complacently +calling, would find the Bostonians in the house. She had had this well +in mind when, at Mrs. Burrage's, she was driven to give him their +address; and she had had it also in mind that she would ask Verena, as a +special favour, to accompany her back to Boston on the next day but one, +which was the morning of the morrow. There had been considerable talk of +her staying a few days with Mrs. Burrage--staying on after her own +departure; but Verena backed out of it spontaneously, seeing how the +idea worried her friend. Olive had accepted the sacrifice, and their +visit to New York was now cut down, in intention, to four days, one of +which, the moment she perceived whither Basil Ransom was tending, Miss +Chancellor promised herself also to suppress. She had not mentioned that +to Verena yet; she hesitated a little, having a slightly bad conscience +about the concessions she had already obtained from her friend. Verena +made such concessions with a generosity which caused one's heart to ache +for admiration, even while one asked for them; and never once had Olive +known her to demand the smallest credit for any virtue she showed in +this way, or to bargain for an instant about any effort she made to +oblige. She had been delighted with the idea of spending a week under +Mrs. Burrage's roof; she had said, too, that she believed her mother +would die happy (not that there was the least prospect of Mrs. Tarrant's +dying) if she could hear of her having such an experience as that; and +yet, perceiving how solemn Olive looked about it, how she blanched and +brooded at the prospect, she had offered to give it up, with a smile +sweeter, if possible, than any that had ever sat in her eyes. Olive knew +what that meant for her, knew what a power of enjoyment she still had, +in spite of the tension of their common purpose, their vital work, which +had now, as they equally felt, passed into the stage of realisation, of +fruition; and that is why her conscience rather pricked her for +consenting to this further act of renunciation, especially as their +position seemed really so secure, on the part of one who had already +given herself away so sublimely. + +Secure as their position might be, Olive called herself a blind idiot +for having, in spite of all her first shrinkings, agreed to bring Verena +to New York. Verena had jumped at the invitation, the very +unexpectedness of which on Mrs. Burrage's part--it was such an odd idea +to have come to a mere worldling--carried a kind of persuasion with it. +Olive's immediate sentiment had been an instinctive general fear; but, +later, she had dismissed that as unworthy; she had decided (and such a +decision was nothing new) that where their mission was concerned they +ought to face everything. Such an opportunity would contribute too much +to Verena's reputation and authority to justify a refusal at the bidding +of apprehensions which were after all only vague. Olive's specific +terrors and dangers had by this time very much blown over; Basil Ransom +had given no sign of life for ages, and Henry Burrage had certainly got +his quietus before they went to Europe. If it had occurred to his mother +that she might convert Verena into the animating principle of a big +soiree, she was at least acting in good faith, for it could be no more +her wish to-day that he should marry Selah Tarrant's daughter than it +was her wish a year before. And then they should do some good to the +benighted, the most benighted, the fashionable benighted; they should +perhaps make them furious--there was always some good in that. Lastly, +Olive was conscious of a personal temptation in the matter; she was not +insensible to the pleasure of appearing in a distinguished New York +circle as a representative woman, an important Bostonian, the prompter, +colleague, associate of one of the most original girls of the time. +Basil Ransom was the person she had least expected to meet at Mrs. +Burrage's; it had been her belief that they might easily spend four days +in a city of more than a million of inhabitants without that +disagreeable accident. But it had occurred; nothing was wanting to make +it seem serious; and, setting her teeth, she shook herself, morally, +hard, for having fallen into the trap of fate. Well, she would scramble +out, with only a scare, probably. Henry Burrage was very attentive, but +somehow she didn't fear him now; and it was only natural he should feel +that he couldn't be polite enough, after they had consented to be +exploited in that worldly way by his mother. The other danger was the +worst; the palpitation of her strange dread, the night of Miss +Birdseye's party, came back to her. Mr. Burrage seemed, indeed, a +protection; she reflected, with relief, that it had been arranged that +after taking Verena to drive in the Park and see the Museum of Art in +the morning, they should in the evening dine with him at Delmonico's (he +was to invite another gentleman), and go afterwards to the German opera. +Olive had kept all this to herself, as I have said; revealing to her +sister neither the vividness of her prevision that Basil Ransom would +look blank when he came down to Tenth Street and learned they had +flitted, nor the eagerness of her desire just to find herself once more +in the Boston train. It had been only this prevision that sustained her +when she gave Mr. Ransom their number. + +Verena came to her room shortly before luncheon, to let her know she had +returned; and while they sat there, waiting to stop their ears when the +gong announcing the repast was beaten, at the foot of the stairs, by a +negro in a white jacket, she narrated to her friend her adventures with +Mr. Burrage--expatiated on the beauty of the park, the splendour and +interest of the Museum, the wonder of the young man's acquaintance with +everything it contained, the swiftness of his horses, the softness of +his English cart, the pleasure of rolling at that pace over roads as +firm as marble, the entertainment he promised them for the evening. +Olive listened in serious silence; she saw Verena was quite carried +away; of course she hadn't gone so far with her without knowing that +phase. + +"Did Mr. Burrage try to make love to you?" Miss Chancellor inquired at +last, without a smile. + +Verena had taken off her hat to arrange her feather, and as she placed +it on her head again, her uplifted arms making a frame for her face, she +said: "Yes, I suppose it was meant for love." + +Olive waited for her to tell more, to tell how she had treated him, kept +him in his place, made him feel that that question was over long ago; +but as Verena gave her no further information she did not insist, +conscious as she always was that in such a relation as theirs there +should be a great respect on either side for the liberty of each. She +had never yet infringed on Verena's, and of course she wouldn't begin +now. Moreover, with the request that she meant presently to make of her +she felt that she must be discreet. She wondered whether Henry Burrage +were really going to begin again; whether his mother had only been +acting in his interest in getting them to come on. Certainly, the bright +spot in such a prospect was that if she listened to him she couldn't +listen to Basil Ransom; and he _had_ told Olive herself last night, when +he put them into their carriage, that he hoped to prove to her yet that +he had come round to her gospel. But the old sickness stole upon her +again, the faintness of discouragement, as she asked herself why in the +name of pity Verena should listen to any one at all but Olive +Chancellor. Again it came over her, when she saw the brightness, the +happy look, the girl brought back, as it had done in the earlier months, +that the great trouble was that weak spot of Verena's, that sole +infirmity and subtle flaw, which she had expressed to her very soon +after they began to live together, in saying (she remembered it through +the ineffaceable impression made by her friend's avowal), "I'll tell you +what is the matter with you--you don't dislike men as a class!" Verena +had replied on this occasion, "Well, no, I don't dislike them when they +are pleasant!" As if organised atrociousness could ever be pleasant! +Olive disliked them most when they were least unpleasant. After a +little, at present, she remarked, referring to Henry Burrage: "It is not +right of him, not decent, after your making him feel how, while he was +at Cambridge, he wearied you, tormented you." + +"Oh, I didn't show anything," said Verena gaily. "I am learning to +dissimulate," she added in a moment. "I suppose you have to as you go +along. I pretend not to notice." + +At this moment the gong sounded for luncheon, and the two young women +covered up their ears, face to face, Verena with her quick smile, Olive +with her pale patience. When they could hear themselves speak, the +latter said abruptly: + +"How did Mrs. Burrage come to invite Mr. Ransom to her party? He told +Adeline he had never seen her before." + +"Oh, I asked her to send him an invitation--after she had written to me, +to thank me, when it was definitely settled we should come on. She asked +me in her letter if there were any friends of mine in the city to whom I +should like her to send cards, and I mentioned Mr. Ransom." + +Verena spoke without a single instant's hesitation, and the only sign of +embarrassment she gave was that she got up from her chair, passing in +this manner a little out of Olive's scrutiny. It was easy for her not to +falter, because she was glad of the chance. She wanted to be very simple +in all her relations with her friend, and of course it was not simple so +soon as she began to keep things back. She could at any rate keep back +as little as possible, and she felt as if she were making up for a +dereliction when she answered Olive's inquiry so promptly. + +"You never told me of that," Miss Chancellor remarked, in a low tone. + +"I didn't want to. I know you don't like him, and I thought it would +give you pain. Yet I wanted him to be there--I wanted him to hear." + +"What does it matter--why should you care about him?" + +"Well, because he is so awfully opposed!" + +"How do you know that, Verena?" + +At this point Verena began to hesitate. It was not, after all, so easy +to keep back only a little; it appeared rather as if one must either +tell everything or hide everything. The former course had already +presented itself to her as unduly harsh; it was because it seemed so +that she had ended by keeping the incident of Basil Ransom's visit to +Monadnoc Place buried in unspoken, in unspeakable, considerations, the +only secret she had in the world--the only thing that was all her own. +She was so glad to say what she could without betraying herself that it +was only after she had spoken that she perceived there was a danger of +Olive's pushing the inquiry to the point where, to defend herself as it +were, she should be obliged to practise a positive deception; and she +was conscious at the same time that the moment her secret was threatened +it became dearer to her. She began to pray silently that Olive might not +push; for it would be odious, it would be impossible, to defend herself +by a lie. Meanwhile, however, she had to answer, and the way she +answered was by exclaiming, much more quickly than the reflexions I note +might have appeared to permit, "Well, if you can't tell from his +appearance! He's the type of the reactionary." + +Verena went to the toilet-glass to see that she had put on her hat +properly, and Olive slowly got up, in the manner of a person not in the +least eager for food. "Let him react as he likes--for heaven's sake +don't mind him!" That was Miss Chancellor's rejoinder, and Verena felt +that it didn't say all that was in her mind. She wished she would come +down to luncheon, for she, at least, was honestly hungry. She even +suspected Olive had an idea she was afraid to express, such distress it +would bring with it. "Well, you know, Verena, this isn't our _real_ +life--it isn't our work," Olive went on. + +"Well, no, it isn't, certainly," said Verena, not pretending at first +that she did not know what Olive meant. In a moment, however, she added, +"Do you refer to this social intercourse with Mr. Burrage?" + +"Not to that only." Then Olive asked abruptly, looking at her, "How did +you know his address?" + +"His address?" + +"Mr. Ransom's--to enable Mrs. Burrage to invite him?" + +They stood for a moment interchanging a gaze. "It was in a letter I got +from him." + +At these words there came into Olive's face an expression which made her +companion cross over to her directly and take her by the hand. But the +tone was different from what Verena expected, when she said, with cold +surprise: "Oh, you are in correspondence!" It showed an immense effort +of self-control. + +"He wrote to me once--I never told you," Verena rejoined, smiling. She +felt that her friend's strange, uneasy eyes searched very far; a little +more and they would go to the very bottom. Well, they might go if they +would; she didn't, after all, care so much about her secret as that. For +the moment, however, Verena did not learn what Olive had discovered, +inasmuch as she only remarked presently that it was really time to go +down. As they descended the staircase she put her arm into Miss +Chancellor's and perceived that she was trembling. + +Of course there were plenty of people in New York interested in the +uprising, and Olive had made appointments, in advance, which filled the +whole afternoon. Everybody wanted to meet them, and wanted everybody +else to do so, and Verena saw they could easily have quite a vogue, if +they only chose to stay and work that vein. Very likely, as Olive said, +it wasn't their real life, and people didn't seem to have such a grip of +the movement as they had in Boston; but there was something in the air +that carried one along, and a sense of vastness and variety, of the +infinite possibilities of a great city, which--Verena hardly knew +whether she ought to confess it to herself--might in the end make up for +the want of the Boston earnestness. Certainly, the people seemed very +much alive, and there was no other place where so many cheering reports +could flow in, owing to the number of electric feelers that stretched +away everywhere. The principal centre appeared to be Mrs. Croucher's, on +Fifty-sixth Street, where there was an informal gathering of +sympathisers who didn't seem as if they could forgive her when they +learned that she had been speaking the night before in a circle in which +none of them were acquainted. Certainly, they were very different from +the group she had addressed at Mrs. Burrage's, and Verena heaved a thin, +private sigh, expressive of some helplessness, as she thought what a +big, complicated world it was, and how it evidently contained a little +of everything. There was a general demand that she should repeat her +address in a more congenial atmosphere; to which she replied that Olive +made her engagements for her, and that as the address had been intended +just to lead people on, perhaps she would think Mrs. Croucher's friends +had reached a higher point. She was as cautious as this because she saw +that Olive was now just straining to get out of the city; she didn't +want to say anything that would tie them. When she felt her trembling +that way before luncheon it made her quite sick to realise how much her +friend was wrapped up in her--how terribly she would suffer from the +least deviation. After they had started for their round of engagements +the very first thing Verena spoke of in the carriage (Olive had taken +one, in her liberal way, for the whole time) was the fact that her +correspondence with Mr. Ransom, as her friend had called it, had +consisted on his part of only one letter. It was a very short one, too; +it had come to her a little more than a month before. Olive knew she got +letters from gentlemen; she didn't see why she should attach such +importance to this one. Miss Chancellor was leaning back in the +carriage, very still, very grave, with her head against the cushioned +surface, only turning her eyes towards the girl. + +"You attach importance yourself; otherwise you would have told me." + +"I knew you wouldn't like it--because you don't like _him_." + +"I don't think of him," said Olive; "he's nothing to me." Then she +added, suddenly, "Have you noticed that I am afraid to face what I don't +like?" + +Verena could not say that she had, and yet it was not just on Olive's +part to speak as if she were an easy person to tell such a thing to: the +way she lay there, white and weak, like a wounded creature, sufficiently +proved the contrary. "You have such a fearful power of suffering," she +replied in a moment. + +To this at first Miss Chancellor made no rejoinder; but after a little +she said, in the same attitude, "Yes, _you_ could make me." + +Verena took her hand and held it awhile. "I never will, till I have been +through everything myself." + +"_You_ were not made to suffer--you were made to enjoy," Olive said, in +very much the same tone in which she had told her that what was the +matter with her was that she didn't dislike men as a class--a tone which +implied that the contrary would have been much more natural and perhaps +rather higher. Perhaps it would; but Verena was unable to rebut the +charge; she felt this, as she looked out of the window of the carriage +at the bright, amusing city, where the elements seemed so numerous, the +animation so immense, the shops so brilliant, the women so strikingly +dressed, and knew that these things quickened her curiosity, all her +pulses. + +"Well, I suppose I mustn't presume on it," she remarked, glancing back +at Olive with her natural sweetness, her uncontradicting grace. + +That young lady lifted her hand to her lips--held it there a moment; the +movement seemed to say, "When you are so divinely docile, how can I help +the dread of losing you?" This idea, however, was unspoken, and Olive +Chancellor's uttered words, as the carriage rolled on, were different. + +"Verena, I don't understand why he wrote to you." + +"He wrote to me because he likes me. Perhaps you'll say you don't +understand why he likes me," the girl continued, laughing. "He liked me +the first time he saw me." + +"Oh, that time!" Olive murmured. + +"And still more the second." + +"Did he tell you that in his letter?" Miss Chancellor inquired. + +"Yes, my dear, he told me that. Only he expressed it more gracefully." +Verena was very happy to say that; a written phrase of Basil Ransom's +sufficiently justified her. + +"It was my intuition--it was my foreboding!" Olive exclaimed, closing +her eyes. + +"I thought you said you didn't dislike him." + +"It isn't dislike--it's simple dread. Is that all there is between you?" + +"Why, Olive Chancellor, what do you think?" Verena asked, feeling now +distinctly like a coward. Five minutes afterwards she said to Olive that +if it would give her pleasure they would leave New York on the morrow, +without taking a fourth day; and as soon as she had done so she felt +better, especially when she saw how gratefully Olive looked at her for +the concession, how eagerly she rose to the offer in saying, "Well, if +you _do_ feel that it isn't our own life--our very own!" It was with +these words, and others besides, and with an unusually weak, indefinite +kiss, as if she wished to protest that, after all, a single day didn't +matter, and yet accepted the sacrifice and was a little ashamed of +it--it was in this manner that the agreement as to an immediate retreat +was sealed. Verena could not shut her eyes to the fact that for a month +she had been less frank, and if she wished to do penance this +abbreviation of their pleasure in New York, even if it made her almost +completely miss Basil Ransom, was easier than to tell Olive just now +that the letter was _not_ all, that there had been a long visit, a talk, +and a walk besides, which she had been covering up for ever so many +weeks. And of what consequence, anyway, was the missing? Was it such a +pleasure to converse with a gentleman who only wanted to let you +know--and why he should want it so much Verena couldn't guess--that he +thought you quite preposterous? Olive took her from place to place, and +she ended by forgetting everything but the present hour, and the bigness +and variety of New York, and the entertainment of rolling about in a +carriage with silk cushions, and meeting new faces, new expressions of +curiosity and sympathy, assurances that one was watched and followed. +Mingled with this was a bright consciousness, sufficient for the moment, +that one was moreover to dine at Delmonico's and go to the German opera. +There was enough of the epicurean in Verena's composition to make it +easy for her in certain conditions to live only for the hour. + + + + +XXXI + + +When she returned with her companion to the establishment in Tenth +Street she saw two notes lying on the table in the hall; one of which +she perceived to be addressed to Miss Chancellor, the other to herself. +The hand was different, but she recognised both. Olive was behind her on +the steps, talking to the coachman about sending another carriage for +them in half an hour (they had left themselves but just time to dress); +so that she simply possessed herself of her own note and ascended to her +room. As she did so she felt that all the while she had known it would +be there, and was conscious of a kind of treachery, an unfriendly +wilfulness, in not being more prepared for it. If she could roll about +New York the whole afternoon and forget that there might be difficulties +ahead, that didn't alter the fact that there _were_ difficulties, and +that they might even become considerable--might not be settled by her +simply going back to Boston. Half an hour later, as she drove up the +Fifth Avenue with Olive (there seemed to be so much crowded into that +one day), smoothing her light gloves, wishing her fan were a little +nicer, and proving by the answering, familiar brightness with which she +looked out on the lamp-lighted streets that, whatever theory might be +entertained as to the genesis of her talent and her personal nature, the +blood of the lecture-going, night-walking Tarrants did distinctly flow +in her veins; as the pair proceeded, I say, to the celebrated +restaurant, at the door of which Mr. Burrage had promised to be in +vigilant expectancy of their carriage, Verena found a sufficiently gay +and natural tone of voice for remarking to her friend that Mr. Ransom +had called upon her while they were out, and had left a note in which +there were many compliments for Miss Chancellor. + +"That's wholly your own affair, my dear," Olive replied, with a +melancholy sigh, gazing down the vista of Fourteenth Street (which they +happened just then to be traversing, with much agitation), toward the +queer barrier of the elevated railway. + +It was nothing new to Verena that if the great striving of Olive's life +was for justice she yet sometimes failed to arrive at it in particular +cases; and she reflected that it was rather late for her to say, like +that, that Basil Ransom's letters were only his correspondent's +business. Had not his kinswoman quite made the subject her own during +their drive that afternoon? Verena determined now that her companion +should hear all there was to be heard about the letter; asking herself +whether, if she told her at present more than she cared to know, it +wouldn't make up for her hitherto having told her less. "He brought it +with him, written, in case I should be out. He wants to see me +to-morrow--he says he has ever so much to say to me. He proposes an +hour--says he hopes it won't be inconvenient for me to see him about +eleven in the morning; thinks I may have no other engagement so early as +that. Of course our return to Boston settles it," Verena added, with +serenity. + +Miss Chancellor said nothing for a moment; then she replied, "Yes, +unless you invite him to come on with you in the train." + +"Why, Olive, how bitter you are!" Verena exclaimed, in genuine surprise. + +Olive could not justify her bitterness by saying that her companion had +spoken as if she were disappointed, because Verena had not. So she +simply remarked, "I don't see what he can have to say to you--that would +be worth your hearing." + +"Well, of course, it's the other side. He has got it on the brain!" said +Verena, with a laugh which seemed to relegate the whole matter to the +category of the unimportant. + +"If we should stay, would you see him--at eleven o'clock?" Olive +inquired. + +"Why do you ask that--when I have given it up?" + +"Do you consider it such a tremendous sacrifice?" + +"No," said Verena good-naturedly; "but I confess I am curious." + +"Curious--how do you mean?" + +"Well, to hear the other side." + +"Oh heaven!" Olive Chancellor murmured, turning her face upon her. + +"You must remember I have never heard it." And Verena smiled into her +friend's wan gaze. + +"Do you want to hear all the infamy that is in the world?" + +"No, it isn't that; but the more he should talk the better chance he +would give me. I guess I can meet him." + +"Life is too short. Leave him as he is." + +"Well," Verena went on, "there are many I haven't cared to move at all, +whom I might have been more interested in than in him. But to make him +give in just at two or three points--that I should like better than +anything I have done." + +"You have no business to enter upon a contest that isn't equal; and it +wouldn't be, with Mr. Ransom." + +"The inequality would be that I have right on my side." + +"What is that--for a man? For what was their brutality given them, but +to make that up?" + +"I don't think he's brutal; I should like to see," said Verena gaily. + +Olive's eyes lingered a little on her own; then they turned away, +vaguely, blindly, out of the carriage-window, and Verena made the +reflexion that she looked strangely little like a person who was going +to dine at Delmonico's. How terribly she worried about everything, and +how tragical was her nature; how anxious, suspicious, exposed to subtle +influences! In their long intimacy Verena had come to revere most of her +friend's peculiarities; they were a proof of her depth and devotion, and +were so bound up with what was noble in her that she was rarely provoked +to criticise them separately. But at present, suddenly, Olive's +earnestness began to appear as inharmonious with the scheme of the +universe as if it had been a broken saw; and she was positively glad she +had not told her about Basil Ransom's appearance in Monadnoc Place. If +she worried so about what she knew, how much would she not have worried +about the rest! Verena had by this time made up her mind that her +acquaintance with Mr. Ransom was the most episodical, most superficial, +most unimportant of all possible relations. + +Olive Chancellor watched Henry Burrage very closely that evening; she +had a special reason for doing so, and her entertainment, during the +successive hours, was derived much less from the delicate little feast +over which this insinuating proselyte presided, in the brilliant public +room of the establishment, where French waiters flitted about on deep +carpets and parties at neighbouring tables excited curiosity and +conjecture, or even from the magnificent music of _Lohengrin_, than from +a secret process of comparison and verification, which shall presently +be explained to the reader. As some discredit has possibly been thrown +upon her impartiality it is a pleasure to be able to say that on her +return from the opera she took a step dictated by an earnest +consideration of justice--of the promptness with which Verena had told +her of the note left by Basil Ransom in the afternoon. She drew Verena +into her room with her. The girl, on the way back to Tenth Street, had +spoken only of Wagner's music, of the singers, the orchestra, the +immensity of the house, her tremendous pleasure. Olive could see how +fond she might become of New York, where that kind of pleasure was so +much more in the air. + +"Well, Mr. Burrage was certainly very kind to us--no one could have been +more thoughtful," Olive said; and she coloured a little at the look with +which Verena greeted this tribute of appreciation from Miss Chancellor +to a single gentleman. + +"I am so glad you were struck with that, because I do think we have been +a little rough to him." Verena's _we_ was angelic. "He was particularly +attentive to you, my dear; he has got over me. He looked at you so +sweetly. Dearest Olive, if you marry him----!" And Miss Tarrant, who was +in high spirits, embraced her companion, to check her own silliness. + +"He wants you to stay there, all the same. They haven't given _that_ +up," Olive remarked, turning to a drawer, out of which she took a +letter. + +"Did he tell you that, pray? He said nothing more about it to me." + +"When we came in this afternoon I found this note from Mrs. Burrage. You +had better read it." And she presented the document, open, to Verena. + +The purpose of it was to say that Mrs. Burrage could really not +reconcile herself to the loss of Verena's visit, on which both she and +her son had counted so much. She was sure they would be able to make it +as interesting to Miss Tarrant as it would be to themselves. She, Mrs. +Burrage, moreover, felt as if she hadn't heard half she wanted about +Miss Tarrant's views, and there were so many more who were present at +the address, who had come to her that afternoon (losing not a minute, as +Miss Chancellor could see) to ask how in the world they too could learn +more--how they could get at the fair speaker and question her about +certain details. She hoped so much, therefore, that even if the young +ladies should be unable to alter their decision about the visit they +might at least see their way to staying over long enough to allow her to +arrange an informal meeting for some of these poor thirsty souls. Might +she not at least talk over the question with Miss Chancellor? She gave +her notice that she would attack her on the subject of the visit too. +Might she not see her on the morrow, and might she ask of her the very +great favour that the interview should be at Mrs. Burrage's own house? +She had something very particular to say to her, as regards which +perfect privacy was a great consideration, and Miss Chancellor would +doubtless recognise that this would be best secured under Mrs. Burrage's +roof. She would therefore send her carriage for Miss Chancellor at any +hour that would be convenient to the latter. She really thought much +good might come from their having a satisfactory talk. + +Verena read this epistle with much deliberation; it seemed to her +mysterious, and confirmed the idea she had received the night +before--the idea that she had not got quite a correct impression of this +clever, worldly, curious woman on the occasion of her visit to +Cambridge, when they met her at her son's rooms. As she gave the letter +back to Olive she said, "That's why he didn't seem to believe we are +really leaving to-morrow. He knows she had written that, and he thinks +it will keep us." + +"Well, if I were to say it may--should you think me too miserably +changeful?" + +Verena stared, with all her candour, and it was so very queer that Olive +should now wish to linger that the sense of it, for the moment, almost +covered the sense of its being pleasant. But that came out after an +instant, and she said, with great honesty, "You needn't drag me away for +consistency's sake. It would be absurd for me to pretend that I don't +like being here." + +"I think perhaps I ought to see her." Olive was very thoughtful. + +"How lovely it must be to have a secret with Mrs. Burrage!" Verena +exclaimed. + +"It won't be a secret from you." + +"Dearest, you needn't tell me unless you want," Verena went on, thinking +of her own unimparted knowledge. + +"I thought it was our plan to divide everything. It was certainly mine." + +"Ah, don't talk about plans!" Verena exclaimed, rather ruefully. "You +see, if we _are_ going to stay to-morrow, how foolish it was to have +any. There is more in her letter than is expressed," she added, as Olive +appeared to be studying in her face the reasons for and against making +this concession to Mrs. Burrage, and that was rather embarrassing. + +"I thought it over all the evening--so that if now you will consent we +will stay." + +"Darling--what a spirit you have got! All through all those dear little +dishes--all through _Lohengrin_! As I haven't thought it over at all, +you must settle it. You know I am not difficult." + +"And would you go and stay with Mrs. Burrage, after all, if she should +say anything to me that seems to make it desirable?" + +Verena broke into a laugh. "You know it's not our real life!" + +Olive said nothing for a moment; then she replied: "Don't think _I_ can +forget that. If I suggest a deviation, it's only because it sometimes +seems to me that perhaps, after all, almost anything is better than the +form reality _may_ take with us." This was slightly obscure, as well as +very melancholy, and Verena was relieved when her companion remarked, in +a moment, "You must think me strangely inconsequent"; for this gave her +a chance to reply, soothingly: + +"Why, you don't suppose I expect you to keep always screwed up! I will +stay a week with Mrs. Burrage, or a fortnight, or a month, or anything +you like," she pursued; "anything it may seem to you best to tell her +after you have seen her." + +"Do you leave it all to me? You don't give me much help," Olive said. + +"Help to what?" + +"Help to help _you_." + +"I don't want any help; I am quite strong enough!" Verena cried gaily. +The next moment she inquired, in an appeal half comical, half touching, +"My dear colleague, why do you make me say such conceited things?" + +"And if you do stay--just even to-morrow--shall you be--very much of the +time--with Mr. Ransom?" + +As Verena for the moment appeared ironically-minded, she might have +found a fresh subject for hilarity in the tremulous, tentative tone in +which Olive made this inquiry. But it had not that effect; it produced +the first manifestation of impatience--the first, literally, and the +first note of reproach--that had occurred in the course of their +remarkable intimacy. The colour rose to Verena's cheek, and her eye for +an instant looked moist. + +"I don't know what you always think, Olive, nor why you don't seem able +to trust me. You didn't, from the first, with gentlemen. Perhaps you +were right then--I don't say; but surely it is very different now. I +don't think I ought to be suspected so much. Why have you a manner as if +I had to be watched, as if I wanted to run away with every man that +speaks to me? I should think I had proved how little I care. I thought +you had discovered by this time that I am serious; that I have dedicated +my life; that there is something unspeakably dear to me. But you begin +again, every time--you don't do me justice. I must take everything that +comes. I mustn't be afraid. I thought we had agreed that we were to do +our work in the midst of the world, facing everything, keeping straight +on, always taking hold. And now that it all opens out so magnificently, +and victory is really sitting on our banners, it is strange of you to +doubt of me, to suppose I am not more wedded to all our old dreams than +ever. I told you the first time I saw you that I could renounce, and +knowing better to-day, perhaps, what that means, I am ready to say it +again. That I can, that I will! Why, Olive Chancellor," Verena cried, +panting, a moment, with her eloquence, and with the rush of a +culminating idea, "haven't you discovered by this time that I _have_ +renounced?" + +The habit of public speaking, the training, the practice, in which she +had been immersed, enabled Verena to unroll a coil of propositions +dedicated even to a private interest with the most touching, most +cumulative effect. Olive was completely aware of this, and she stilled +herself, while the girl uttered one soft, pleading sentence after +another, into the same rapt attention she was in the habit of sending up +from the benches of an auditorium. She looked at Verena fixedly, felt +that she was stirred to her depths, that she was exquisitely passionate +and sincere, that she was a quivering, spotless, consecrated maiden, +that she really had renounced, that they were both safe, and that her +own injustice and indelicacy had been great. She came to her slowly, +took her in her arms and held her long--giving her a silent kiss. From +which Verena knew that she believed her. + + + + +XXXII + + +The hour that Olive proposed to Mrs. Burrage, in a note sent early the +next morning, for the interview to which she consented to lend herself, +was the stroke of noon; this period of the day being chosen in +consequence of a prevision of many subsequent calls upon her time. She +remarked in her note that she did not wish any carriage to be sent for +her, and she surged and swayed up the Fifth Avenue on one of the +convulsive, clattering omnibuses which circulate in that thoroughfare. +One of her reasons for mentioning twelve o'clock had been that she knew +Basil Ransom was to call at Tenth Street at eleven, and (as she supposed +he didn't intend to stay all day) this would give her time to see him +come and go. It had been tacitly agreed between them, the night before, +that Verena was quite firm enough in her faith to submit to his visit, +and that such a course would be much more dignified than dodging it. +This understanding passed from one to the other during that dumb embrace +which I have described as taking place before they separated for the +night. Shortly before noon, Olive, passing out of the house, looked into +the big, sunny double parlour, where, in the morning, with all the +husbands absent for the day and all the wives and spinsters launched +upon the town, a young man desiring to hold a debate with a young lady +might enjoy every advantage in the way of a clear field. Basil Ransom +was still there; he and Verena, with the place to themselves, were +standing in the recess of a window, their backs presented to the door. +If he had got up, perhaps he was going, and Olive, softly closing the +door again, waited a little in the hall, ready to pass into the back +part of the house if she should hear him coming out. No sound, however, +reached her ear; apparently he did mean to stay all day, and she should +find him there on her return. She left the house, knowing they were +looking at her from the window as she descended the steps, but feeling +she could not bear to see Basil Ransom's face. As she walked, averting +her own, towards the Fifth Avenue, on the sunny side, she was barely +conscious of the loveliness of the day, the perfect weather, all +suffused and tinted with spring, which sometimes descends upon New York +when the winds of March have been stilled; she was given up only to the +remembrance of that moment when she herself had stood at a window (the +second time he came to see her in Boston), and watched Basil Ransom pass +out with Adeline--with Adeline who had seemed capable then of getting +such a hold on him but had proved as ineffectual in this respect as she +was in every other. She recalled the vision she had allowed to dance +before her as she saw the pair cross the street together, laughing and +talking, and how it seemed to interpose itself against the fears which +already then--so strangely--haunted her. Now that she saw it so +fruitless--and that Verena, moreover, had turned out really so +great--she was rather ashamed of it; she felt associated, however +remotely, in the reasons which had made Mrs. Luna tell her so many fibs +the day before, and there could be nothing elevating in that. As for the +other reasons why her fidgety sister had failed and Mr. Ransom had held +his own course, naturally Miss Chancellor didn't like to think of them. + +If she had wondered what Mrs. Burrage wished so particularly to talk +about, she waited some time for the clearing-up of the mystery. During +this interval she sat in a remarkably pretty boudoir, where there were +flowers and faiences and little French pictures, and watched her hostess +revolve round the subject in circles the vagueness of which she tried to +dissimulate. Olive believed she was a person who never could enjoy +asking a favour, especially of a votary of the new ideas; and that was +evidently what was coming. She had asked one already, but that had been +handsomely paid for; the note from Mrs. Burrage which Verena found +awaiting her in Tenth Street, on her arrival, contained the largest +cheque this young woman had ever received for an address. The request +that hung fire had reference to Verena too, of course; and Olive needed +no prompting to feel that her friend's being a young person who took +money could not make Mrs. Burrage's present effort more agreeable. To +this taking of money (for when it came to Verena it was as if it came to +her as well) she herself was now completely inured; money was a +tremendous force, and when one wanted to assault the wrong with every +engine one was happy not to lack the sinews of war. She liked her +hostess better this morning than she had liked her before; she had more +than ever the air of taking all sorts of sentiments and views for +granted between them; which could only be flattering to Olive so long as +it was really Mrs. Burrage who made each advance, while her visitor sat +watchful and motionless. She had a light, clever, familiar way of +traversing an immense distance with a very few words, as when she +remarked, "Well, then, it is settled that she will come, and will stay +till she is tired." + +Nothing of the kind had been settled, but Olive helped Mrs. Burrage +(this time) more than she knew by saying, "Why do you want her to visit +you, Mrs. Burrage? why do you want her socially? Are you not aware that +your son, a year ago, desired to marry her?" + +"My dear Miss Chancellor, that is just what I wish to talk to you about. +I am aware of everything; I don't believe you ever met any one who is +aware of more things than I." And Olive had to believe this, as Mrs. +Burrage held up, smiling, her intelligent, proud, good-natured, +successful head. "I knew a year ago that my son was in love with your +friend, I know that he has been so ever since, and that in consequence +he would like to marry her to-day. I daresay you don't like the idea of +her marrying at all; it would break up a friendship which is so full of +interest" (Olive wondered for a moment whether she had been going to say +"so full of profit") "for you. This is why I hesitated; but since you +are willing to talk about it, that is just what I want." + +"I don't see what good it will do," Olive said. + +"How can we tell till we try? I never give a thing up till I have turned +it over in every sense." + +It was Mrs. Burrage, however, who did most of the talking; Olive only +inserted from time to time an inquiry, a protest, a correction, an +ejaculation tinged with irony. None of these things checked or diverted +her hostess; Olive saw more and more that she wished to please her, to +win her over, to smooth matters down, to place them in a new and +original light. She was very clever and (little by little Olive said to +herself) absolutely unscrupulous, but she didn't think she was clever +enough for what she had undertaken. This was neither more nor less, in +the first place, than to persuade Miss Chancellor that she and her son +were consumed with sympathy for the movement to which Miss Chancellor +had dedicated her life. But how could Olive believe that, when she saw +the type to which Mrs. Burrage belonged--a type into which nature +herself had inserted a face turned in the very opposite way from all +earnest and improving things? People like Mrs. Burrage lived and +fattened on abuses, prejudices, privileges, on the petrified, cruel +fashions of the past. It must be added, however, that if her hostess was +a humbug, Olive had never met one who provoked her less; she was such a +brilliant, genial, artistic one, with such a recklessness of perfidy, +such a willingness to bribe you if she couldn't deceive you. She seemed +to be offering Olive all the kingdoms of the earth if she would only +exert herself to bring about a state of feeling on Verena Tarrant's part +which would lead the girl to accept Henry Burrage. + +"We know it's you--the whole business; that you can do what you please. +You could decide it to-morrow with a word." + +She had hesitated at first, and spoken of her hesitation, and it might +have appeared that she would need all her courage to say to Olive, that +way, face to face, that Verena was in such subjection to her. But she +didn't look afraid; she only looked as if it were an infinite pity Miss +Chancellor couldn't understand what immense advantages and rewards there +would be for her in striking an alliance with the house of Burrage. +Olive was so impressed with this, so occupied, even, in wondering what +these mystic benefits might be, and whether after all there might not be +a protection in them (from something worse), a fund of some sort that +she and Verena might convert to a large use, setting aside the mother +and son when once they had got what they had to give--she was so +arrested with the vague daze of this vision, the sense of Mrs. Burrage's +full hands, her eagerness, her thinking it worth while to flatter and +conciliate, whatever her pretexts and pretensions might be, that she was +almost insensible, for the time, to the strangeness of such a woman's +coming round to a positive desire for a connexion with the Tarrants. +Mrs. Burrage had indeed explained this partly by saying that her son's +condition was wearing her out, and that she would enter into anything +that would make him happier, make him better. She was fonder of him than +of the whole world beside, and it was an anguish to her to see him +yearning for Miss Tarrant only to lose her. She made that charge about +Olive's power in the matter in such a way that it seemed at the same +time a tribute to her force of character. + +"I don't know on what terms you suppose me to be with my friend," Olive +returned, with considerable majesty. "She will do exactly as she likes, +in such a case as the one you allude to. She is absolutely free; you +speak as if I were her keeper!" + +Then Mrs. Burrage explained that of course she didn't mean that Miss +Chancellor exercised a conscious tyranny; but only that Verena had a +boundless admiration for her, saw through her eyes, took the impress of +all her opinions, preferences. She was sure that if Olive would only +take a favourable view of her son Miss Tarrant would instantly throw +herself into it. "It's very true that you may ask me," added Mrs. +Burrage, smiling, "how you can take a favourable view of a young man who +wants to marry the very person in the world you want most to keep +unmarried!" + +This description of Verena was of course perfectly correct; but it was +not agreeable to Olive to have the fact in question so clearly +perceived, even by a person who expressed it with an air intimating that +there was nothing in the world _she_ couldn't understand. + +"Did your son know that you were going to speak to me about this?" Olive +asked, rather coldly, waiving the question of her influence on Verena +and the state in which she wished her to remain. + +"Oh yes, poor dear boy; we had a long talk yesterday, and I told him I +would do what I could for him. Do you remember the little visit I paid +to Cambridge last spring, when I saw you at his rooms? Then it was I +began to perceive how the wind was setting; but yesterday we had a real +_éclaircissement_. I didn't like it at all, at first; I don't mind +telling you that, now--now that I am really enthusiastic about it. When +a girl is as charming, as original, as Miss Tarrant, it doesn't in the +least matter who she is; she makes herself the standard by which you +measure her; she makes her own position. And then Miss Tarrant has such +a future!" Mrs. Burrage added, quickly, as if that were the last thing +to be overlooked. "The whole question has come up again--the feeling +that Henry tried to think dead, or at least dying, has revived, through +the--I hardly know what to call it, but I really may say the +unexpectedly great effect of her appearance here. She was really +wonderful on Wednesday evening; prejudice, conventionality, every +presumption there might be against her, had to fall to the ground. I +expected a success, but I didn't expect what you gave us," Mrs. Burrage +went on, smiling, while Olive noted her "you." "In short, my poor boy +flamed up again; and now I see that he will never again care for any +girl as he cares for that one. My dear Miss Chancellor, _j'en ai pris +mon parti_, and perhaps you know my way of doing that sort of thing. I +am not at all good at resigning myself, but I am excellent at taking up +a craze. I haven't renounced, I have only changed sides. For or against, +I must be a partisan. Don't you know that kind of nature? Henry has put +the affair into my hands, and you see I put it into yours. Do help me; +let us work together." + +This was a long, explicit speech for Mrs. Burrage, who dealt, usually, +in the cursory and allusive; and she may very well have expected that +Miss Chancellor would recognise its importance. What Olive did, in fact, +was simply to inquire, by way of rejoinder: "Why did you ask us to come +on?" + +If Mrs. Burrage hesitated now, it was only for twenty seconds. "Simply +because we are so interested in your work." + +"That surprises me," said Olive thoughtfully. + +"I daresay you don't believe it; but such a judgement is superficial. I +am sure we give proof in the offer we make," Mrs. Burrage remarked, with +a good deal of point. "There are plenty of girls--without any views at +all--who would be delighted to marry my son. He is very clever, and he +has a large fortune. Add to that that he's an angel!" + +That was very true, and Olive felt all the more that the attitude of +these fortunate people, for whom the world was so well arranged just as +it was, was very curious. But as she sat there it came over her that the +human spirit has many variations, that the influence of the truth is +great, and that there are such things in life as happy surprises, quite +as well as disagreeable ones. Nothing, certainly, forced such people to +fix their affections on the daughter of a "healer"; it would be very +clumsy to pick her out of her generation only for the purpose of +frustrating her. Moreover, her observation of their young host at +Delmonico's and in the spacious box at the Academy of Music, where they +had privacy and ease, and murmured words could pass without making +neighbours more given up to the stage turn their heads--her +consideration of Henry Burrage's manner, suggested to her that she had +measured him rather scantily the year before, that he was as much in +love as the feebler passions of the age permitted (for though Miss +Chancellor believed in the amelioration of humanity, she thought there +was too much water in the blood of all of us), that he prized Verena for +her rarity, which was her genius, her gift, and would therefore have an +interest in promoting it, and that he was of so soft and fine a paste +that his wife might do what she liked with him. Of course there would be +the mother-in-law to count with; but unless she was perjuring herself +shamelessly Mrs. Burrage really had the wish to project herself into the +new atmosphere, or at least to be generous personally; so that, oddly +enough, the fear that most glanced before Olive was not that this high, +free matron, slightly irritable with cleverness and at the same time +good-natured with prosperity, would bully her son's bride, but rather +that she might take too fond a possession of her. It was a fear which +may be described as a presentiment of jealousy. It occurred, +accordingly, to Miss Chancellor's quick conscience that, possibly, the +proposal which presented itself in circumstances so complicated and +anomalous was simply a magnificent chance, an improvement on the very +best, even, that she had dreamed of for Verena. It meant a large command +of money--much larger than her own; the association of a couple of +clever people who simulated conviction very well, whether they felt it +or not, and who had a hundred useful worldly ramifications, and a kind +of social pedestal from which she might really shine afar. The +conscience I have spoken of grew positively sick as it thought of having +such a problem as that to consider, such an ordeal to traverse. In the +presence of such a contingency the poor girl felt grim and helpless; she +could only vaguely wonder whether she were called upon in the name of +duty to lend a hand to the torture of her own spirit. + +"And if she should marry him, how could I be sure that--afterwards--you +would care so much about the question which has all our thoughts, hers +and mine?" This inquiry evolved itself from Olive's rapid meditation; +but even to herself it seemed a little rough. + +Mrs. Burrage took it admirably. "You think we are feigning an interest, +only to get hold of her? That's not very nice of you, Miss Chancellor; +but of course you have to be tremendously careful. I assure you my son +tells me he firmly believes your movement is the great question of the +immediate future, that it has entered into a new phase; into what does +he call it? the domain of practical politics. As for me, you don't +suppose I don't want everything we poor women can get, or that I would +refuse any privilege or advantage that's offered me? I don't rant or +rave about anything, but I have--as I told you just now--my own quiet +way of being zealous. If you had no worse partisan than I, you would do +very well. My son has talked to me immensely about your ideas; and even +if I should enter into them only because he does, I should do so quite +enough. You may say you don't see Henry dangling about after a wife who +gives public addresses; but I am convinced that a great many things are +coming to pass--very soon, too--that we don't see in advance. Henry is a +gentleman to his finger-tips, and there is not a situation in which he +will not conduct himself with tact." + +Olive could see that they really wanted Verena immensely, and it was +impossible for her to believe that if they were to get her they would +not treat her well. It came to her that they would even overindulge her, +flatter her, spoil her; she was perfectly capable, for the moment, of +assuming that Verena was susceptible of deterioration and that her own +treatment of her had been discriminatingly severe. She had a hundred +protests, objections, replies; her only embarrassment could be as to +which she should use first. + +"I think you have never seen Doctor Tarrant and his wife," she remarked, +with a calmness which she felt to be very pregnant. + +"You mean they are absolutely fearful? My son has told me they are quite +impossible, and I am quite prepared for that. Do you ask how we should +get on with them? My dear young lady, we should get on as you do!" + +If Olive had answers, so had Mrs. Burrage; she had still an answer when +her visitor, taking up the supposition that it was in her power to +dispose in any manner whatsoever of Verena, declared that she didn't +know why Mrs. Burrage addressed herself to _her_, that Miss Tarrant was +free as air, that her future was in her own hands, that such a matter as +this was a kind of thing with which it could never occur to one to +interfere. "Dear Miss Chancellor, we don't ask you to interfere. The +only thing we ask of you is simply _not_ to interfere." + +"And have you sent for me only for that?" + +"For that, and for what I hinted at in my note; that you would really +exercise your influence with Miss Tarrant to induce her to come to us +now for a week or two. That is really, after all, the main thing I ask. +Lend her to us, here, for a little while, and we will take care of the +rest. That sounds conceited--but she _would_ have a good time." + +"She doesn't live for that," said Olive. + +"What I mean is that she should deliver an address every night!" Mrs. +Burrage returned, smiling. + +"I think you try to prove too much. You do believe--though you pretend +you don't--that I control her actions, and as far as possible her +desires, and that I am jealous of any other relations she may possibly +form. I can imagine that we may perhaps have that air, though it only +proves how little such an association as ours is understood, and how +superficial is still"--Olive felt that her "still" was really +historical--"the interpretation of many of the elements in the activity +of women, how much the public conscience with regard to them needs to be +educated. Your conviction with respect to my attitude being what I +believe it to be," Miss Chancellor went on, "I am surprised at your not +perceiving how little it is in my interest to deliver my--my victim up +to you." + +If we were at this moment to take, in a single glance, an inside view of +Mrs. Burrage (a liberty we have not yet ventured on), I suspect we +should find that she was considerably exasperated at her visitor's +superior tone, at seeing herself regarded by this dry, shy, obstinate, +provincial young woman as superficial. If she liked Verena very nearly +as much as she tried to convince Miss Chancellor, she was conscious of +disliking Miss Chancellor more than she should probably ever be able to +reveal to Verena. It was doubtless partly her irritation that found a +voice as she said, after a self-administered pinch of caution not to say +too much, "Of course it would be absurd in us to assume that Miss +Tarrant would find my son irresistible, especially as she has already +refused him. But even if she should remain obdurate, should you consider +yourself quite safe as regards others?" + +The manner in which Miss Chancellor rose from her chair on hearing these +words showed her hostess that if she had wished to take a little revenge +by frightening her, the experiment was successful. "What others do you +mean?" Olive asked, standing very straight, and turning down her eyes as +from a great height. + +Mrs. Burrage--since we have begun to look into her mind we may continue +the process--had not meant any one in particular; but a train of +association was suddenly kindled in her thought by the flash of the +girl's resentment. She remembered the gentleman who had come up to her +in the music-room, after Miss Tarrant's address, while she was talking +with Olive, and to whom that young lady had given so cold a welcome. "I +don't mean any one in particular; but, for instance, there is the young +man to whom she asked me to send an invitation to my party, and who +looked to me like a possible admirer." Mrs. Burrage also got up; then +she stood a moment, closer to her visitor. "Don't you think it's a good +deal to expect that, young, pretty, attractive, clever, charming as she +is, you should be able to keep her always, to exclude other affections, +to cut off a whole side of life, to defend her against dangers--if you +call them dangers--to which every young woman who is not positively +repulsive is exposed? My dear young lady, I wonder if I might give you +three words of advice?" Mrs. Burrage did not wait till Olive had +answered this inquiry; she went on quickly, with her air of knowing +exactly what she wanted to say and feeling at the same time that, good +as it might be, the manner of saying it, like the manner of saying most +other things, was not worth troubling much about. "Don't attempt the +impossible. You have got hold of a good thing; don't spoil it by trying +to stretch it too far. If you don't take the better, perhaps you will +have to take the worse; if it's safety you want I should think she was +much safer with my son--for with us you know the worst--than as a +possible prey to adventurers, to exploiters, or to people who, once they +had got hold of her, would shut her up altogether." + +Olive dropped her eyes; she couldn't endure Mrs. Burrage's horrible +expression of being near the mark, her look of worldly cleverness, of a +confidence born of much experience. She felt that nothing would be +spared her, that she should have to go to the end, that this ordeal also +must be faced, and that, in particular, there was a detestable wisdom in +her hostess's advice. She was conscious, however, of no obligation to +recognise it then and there; she wanted to get off, and even to carry +Mrs. Burrage's sapient words along with her--to hurry to some place +where she might be alone and think. "I don't know why you have thought +it right to send for me only to say this. I take no interest whatever in +your son--in his settling in life." And she gathered her mantle more +closely about her, turning away. + +"It is exceedingly kind of you to have come," said Mrs. Burrage +imperturbably. "Think of what I have said; I am sure you won't feel that +you have wasted your hour." + +"I have a great many things to think of!" Olive exclaimed insincerely; +for she knew that Mrs. Burrage's ideas would haunt her. + +"And tell her that if she will make us the little visit, all New York +shall sit at her feet!" + +That was what Olive wanted, and yet it seemed a mockery to hear Mrs. +Burrage say it. Miss Chancellor retreated, making no response even when +her hostess declared again that she was under great obligations to her +for coming. When she reached the street she found she was deeply +agitated, but not with a sense of weakness; she hurried along, excited +and dismayed, feeling that her insufferable conscience was bristling +like some irritated animal, that a magnificent offer had really been +made to Verena, and that there was no way for her to persuade herself +she might be silent about it. Of course, if Verena should be tempted by +the idea of being made so much of by the Burrages, the danger of Basil +Ransom getting any kind of hold on her would cease to be pressing. That +was what was present to Olive as she walked along, and that was what +made her nervous, conscious only of this problem that had suddenly +turned the bright day to greyness, heedless of the sophisticated-looking +people who passed her on the wide Fifth Avenue pavement. It had risen in +her mind the day before, planted first by Mrs. Burrage's note; and then, +as we know, she had vaguely entertained the conception, asking Verena +whether she would make the visit if it were again to be pressed upon +them. It had been pressed, certainly, and the terms of the problem were +now so much sharper that they seemed cruel. What had been in her own +mind was that if Verena should appear to lend herself to the Burrages +Basil Ransom might be discouraged--might think that, shabby and poor, +there was no chance for him as against people with every advantage of +fortune and position. She didn't see him relax his purpose so easily; +she knew she didn't believe he was of that pusillanimous fibre. Still, +it was a chance, and any chance that might help her had been worth +considering. At present she saw it was a question not of Verena's +lending herself, but of a positive gift, or at least of a bargain in +which the terms would be immensely liberal. It would be impossible to +use the Burrages as a shelter on the assumption that they were not +dangerous, for they became dangerous from the moment they set up as +sympathisers, took the ground that what they offered the girl was simply +a boundless opportunity. It came back to Olive, again and again, that +this was, and could only be, fantastic and false; but it was always +possible that Verena might not think it so, might trust them all the +way. When Miss Chancellor had a pair of alternatives to consider, a +question of duty to study, she put a kind of passion into it--felt, +above all, that the matter must be settled that very hour, before +anything in life could go on. It seemed to her at present that she +couldn't re-enter the house in Tenth Street without having decided first +whether she might trust the Burrages or not. By "trust" them, she meant +trust them to fail in winning Verena over, while at the same time they +put Basil Ransom on a false scent. Olive was able to say to herself that +he probably wouldn't have the hardihood to push after her into those +gilded saloons, which, in any event, would be closed to him as soon as +the mother and son should discover what he wanted. She even asked +herself whether Verena would not be still better defended from the young +Southerner in New York, amid complicated hospitalities, than in Boston +with a cousin of the enemy. She continued to walk down the Fifth Avenue, +without noticing the cross-streets, and after a while became conscious +that she was approaching Washington Square. By this time she had also +definitely reasoned it out that Basil Ransom and Henry Burrage could not +both capture Miss Tarrant, that therefore there could not be two +dangers, but only one; that this was a good deal gained, and that it +behoved her to determine which peril had most reality, in order that she +might deal with that one only. She held her way to the Square, which, as +all the world knows, is of great extent and open to the encircling +street. The trees and grass-plats had begun to bud and sprout, the +fountains plashed in the sunshine, the children of the quarter, both the +dingier types from the south side, who played games that required much +chalking of the paved walks, and much sprawling and crouching there, +under the feet of passers, and the little curled and feathered people +who drove their hoops under the eyes of French nursemaids--all the +infant population filled the vernal air with small sounds which had a +crude, tender quality, like the leaves and the thin herbage. Olive +wandered through the place, and ended by sitting down on one of the +continuous benches. It was a long time since she had done anything so +vague, so wasteful. There were a dozen things which, as she was staying +over in New York, she ought to do; but she forgot them, or, if she +thought of them, felt that they were now of no moment. She remained in +her place an hour, brooding, tremulous, turning over and over certain +thoughts. It seemed to her that she was face to face with a crisis of +her destiny, and that she must not shrink from seeing it exactly as it +was. Before she rose to return to Tenth Street she had made up her mind +that there was no menace so great as the menace of Basil Ransom; she had +accepted in thought any arrangement which would deliver her from that. +If the Burrages were to take Verena they would take her from Olive +immeasurably less than he would do; it was from him, from him they would +take her most. She walked back to her boarding-house, and the servant +who admitted her said, in answer to her inquiry as to whether Verena +were at home, that Miss Tarrant had gone out with the gentleman who +called in the morning, and had not yet come in. Olive stood staring; the +clock in the hall marked three. + + + + +XXXIII + + +"Come out with me, Miss Tarrant; come out with me. _Do_ come out with +me." That was what Basil Ransom had been saying to Verena when they +stood where Olive perceived them, in the embrasure of the window. It had +of course taken considerable talk to lead up to this; for the tone, even +more than the words, indicated a large increase of intimacy. Verena was +mindful of this when he spoke; and it frightened her a little, made her +uneasy, which was one of the reasons why she got up from her chair and +went to the window--an inconsequent movement, inasmuch as her wish was +to impress upon him that it was impossible she should comply with his +request. It would have served this end much better for her to sit, very +firmly, in her place. He made her nervous and restless; she was +beginning to perceive that he produced a peculiar effect upon her. +Certainly, she had been out with him at home the very first time he +called upon her; but it seemed to her to make an important difference +that she herself should then have proposed the walk--simply because it +was the easiest thing to do when a person came to see you in Monadnoc +Place. + +They had gone out that time because she wanted to, not because he did. +And then it was one thing for her to stroll with him round Cambridge, +where she knew every step and had the confidence and freedom which came +from being on her own ground, and the pretext, which was perfectly +natural, of wanting to show him the colleges, and quite another thing to +go wandering with him through the streets of this great strange city, +which, attractive, delightful as it was, had not the suitableness even +of being his home, not his real one. He wanted to show her something, he +wanted to show her everything; but she was not sure now--after an hour's +talk--that she particularly wanted to see anything more that he could +show her. He had shown her a great deal while he sat there, especially +what balderdash he thought it--the whole idea of women's being equal to +men. He seemed to have come only for that, for he was all the while +revolving round it; she couldn't speak of anything but what he brought +it back to the question of some new truth like that. He didn't say so in +so many words; on the contrary, he was tremendously insinuating and +satirical, and pretended to think she had proved all and a great deal +more than she wanted to prove; but his exaggeration, and the way he rung +all the changes on two or three of the points she had made at Mrs. +Burrage's, were just the sign that he was a scoffer of scoffers. He +wouldn't do anything but laugh; he seemed to think that he might laugh +at her all day without her taking offence. Well, he might if it amused +him; but she didn't see why she should ramble round New York with him to +give him his opportunity. + +She had told him, and she had told Olive, that she was determined to +produce some effect on him; but now, suddenly, she felt differently +about that--she ceased to care whether she produced any effect or not. +She didn't see why she should take him so seriously, when he wouldn't +take her so; that is, wouldn't take her ideas. She had guessed before +that he didn't want to discuss them; this had been in her mind when she +said to him at Cambridge that his interest in her was personal, not +controversial. Then she had simply meant that, as an inquiring young +Southerner, he had wanted to see what a bright New England girl was +like; but since then it had become a little more clear to her--her short +talk with Ransom at Mrs. Burrage's threw some light upon the +question--what the personal interest of a young Southerner (however +inquiring merely) might amount to. Did he too want to make love to her? +This idea made Verena rather impatient, weary in advance. The thing she +desired least in the world was to be put into the wrong with Olive; for +she had certainly given her ground to believe (not only in their scene +the night before, which was a simple repetition, but all along, from the +very first) that she really had an interest which would transcend any +attraction coming from such a source as that. If yesterday it seemed to +her that she should like to struggle with Mr. Ransom, to refute and +convince him, she had this morning gone into the parlour to receive him +with the idea that, now they were alone together in a quiet, favourable +place, he would perhaps take up the different points of her address one +by one, as several gentlemen had done after hearing her on other +occasions. There was nothing she liked so well as that, and Olive never +had anything to say against it. But he hadn't taken up anything; he had +simply laughed and chaffed, and unrolled a string of queer fancies about +the delightful way women would fix things when, as she said in her +address, they should get out of their box. He kept talking about the +box; he seemed as if he wouldn't let go that simile. He said that he had +come to look at her through the glass sides, and if he wasn't afraid of +hurting her he would smash them in. He was determined to find the key +that would open it, if he had to look for it all over the world; it was +tantalising only to be able to talk to her through the keyhole. If he +didn't want to take up the subject, he at least wanted to take _her_ +up--to keep his hand upon her as long as he could. Verena had had no +such sensation since the first day she went in to see Olive Chancellor, +when she felt herself plucked from the earth and borne aloft. + +"It's the most lovely day, and I should like so much to show you New +York, as you showed me your beautiful Harvard," Basil Ransom went on, +pressing her to accede to his proposal. "You said that was the only +thing you could do for me then, and so this is the only thing I can do +for you here. It would be odious to see you go away, giving me nothing +but this stiff little talk in a boarding-house parlour." + +"Mercy, if you call this stiff!" Verena exclaimed, laughing, while at +that moment Olive passed out of the house and descended the steps before +her eyes. + +"My poor cousin's stiff; she won't turn her head a hair's breadth to +look at us," said the young man. Olive's figure, as she went by, was, +for Verena, full of a queer, touching, tragic expression, saying ever so +many things, both familiar and strange; and Basil Ransom's companion +privately remarked how little men knew about women, or indeed about what +was really delicate, that he, without any cruel intention, should attach +an idea of ridicule to such an incarnation of the pathetic, should speak +rough, derisive words about it. Ransom, in truth, to-day, was not +disposed to be very scrupulous, and he only wanted to get rid of Olive +Chancellor, whose image, at last, decidedly bothered and bored him. He +was glad to see her go out; but that was not sufficient, she would come +back quick enough; the place itself contained her, expressed her. For +to-day he wanted to take possession of Verena, to carry her to a +distance, to reproduce a little the happy conditions they had enjoyed +the day of his visit to Cambridge. And the fact that in the nature of +things it could only be for to-day made his desire more keen, more full +of purpose. He had thought over the whole question in the last +forty-eight hours, and it was his belief that he saw things in their +absolute reality. He took a greater interest in her than he had taken in +any one yet, but he proposed, after to-day, not to let that accident +make any difference. This was precisely what gave its high value to the +present limited occasion. He was too shamefully poor, too shabbily and +meagrely equipped, to have the right to talk of marriage to a girl in +Verena's very peculiar position. He understood now how good that +position was, from a worldly point of view; her address at Mrs. +Burrage's gave him something definite to go upon, showed him what she +could do, that people would flock in thousands to an exhibition so +charming (and small blame to them); that she might easily have a big +career, like that of a distinguished actress or singer, and that she +would make money in quantities only slightly smaller than performers of +that kind. Who wouldn't pay half a dollar for such an hour as he had +passed at Mrs. Burrage's? The sort of thing she was able to do, to say, +was an article for which there was more and more demand--fluent, pretty, +third-rate palaver, conscious or unconscious perfected humbug; the +stupid, gregarious, gullible public, the enlightened democracy of his +native land, could swallow unlimited draughts of it. He was sure she +could go, like that, for several years, with her portrait in the +druggists' windows and her posters on the fences, and during that time +would make a fortune sufficient to keep her in affluence for evermore. I +shall perhaps expose our young man to the contempt of superior minds if +I say that all this seemed to him an insuperable impediment to his +making up to Verena. His scruples were doubtless begotten of a false +pride, a sentiment in which there was a thread of moral tinsel, as there +was in the Southern idea of chivalry; but he felt ashamed of his own +poverty, the positive flatness of his situation, when he thought of the +gilded nimbus that surrounded the protégée of Mrs. Burrage. This shame +was possible to him even while he was conscious of what a mean business +it was to practise upon human imbecility, how much better it was even to +be seedy and obscure, discouraged about one's self. He had been born to +the prospect of a fortune, and in spite of the years of misery that +followed the war had never rid himself of the belief that a gentleman +who desired to unite himself to a charming girl couldn't yet ask her to +come and live with him in sordid conditions. On the other hand it was no +possible basis of matrimony that Verena should continue for his +advantage the exercise of her remunerative profession; if he should +become her husband he should know a way to strike her dumb. In the midst +of this an irrepressible desire urged him on to taste, for once, deeply, +all that he was condemned to lose, or at any rate forbidden to attempt +to gain. To spend a day with her and not to see her again--that +presented itself to him at once as the least and the most that was +possible. He did not need even to remind himself that young Mr. Burrage +was able to offer her everything _he_ lacked, including the most amiable +adhesion to her views. + +"It will be charming in the Park to-day. Why not take a stroll with me +there as I did with you in the little park at Harvard?" he asked, when +Olive had disappeared. + +"Oh, I have seen it, very well, in every corner. A friend of mine kindly +took me to drive there yesterday," Verena said. + +"A friend?--do you mean Mr. Burrage?" And Ransom stood looking at her +with his extraordinary eyes. "Of course, I haven't a vehicle to drive +you in; but we can sit on a bench and talk." She didn't say it was Mr. +Burrage, but she was unable to say it was not, and something in her face +showed him that he had guessed. So he went on: "Is it only with him you +can go out? Won't he like it, and may you only do what he likes? Mrs. +Luna told me he wants to marry you, and I saw at his mother's how he +stuck to you. If you are going to marry him, you can drive with him +every day in the year, and that's just a reason for your giving me an +hour or two now, before it becomes impossible." He didn't mind much what +he said--it had been his plan not to mind much to-day--and so long as he +made her do what he wanted he didn't care much how he did it. But he saw +that his words brought the colour to her face; she stared, surprised at +his freedom and familiarity. He went on, dropping the hardness, the +irony of which he was conscious, out of his tone. "I know it's no +business of mine whom you marry, or even whom you drive with, and I beg +your pardon if I seem indiscreet and obtrusive; but I would give +anything just to detach you a little from your ties, your belongings, +and feel for an hour or two, as if--as if----" And he paused. + +"As if what?" she asked, very seriously. + +"As if there were no such person as Mr. Burrage--as Miss Chancellor--in +the whole place." This had not been what he was going to say; he used +different words. + +"I don't know what you mean, why you speak of other persons. I can do as +I like, perfectly. But I don't know why you should take so for granted +that _that_ would be it!" Verena spoke these words not out of coquetry, +or to make him beg her more for a favour, but because she was thinking, +and she wanted to gain a moment. His allusion to Henry Burrage touched +her, his belief that she had been in the Park under circumstances more +agreeable than those he proposed. They were not; somehow, she wanted him +to know that. To wander there with a companion, slowly stopping, +lounging, looking at the animals as she had seen the people do the day +before; to sit down in some out-of-the-way part where there were distant +views, which she had noticed from her high perch beside Henry +Burrage--she had to look down so, it made her feel unduly fine: that was +much more to her taste, much more her idea of true enjoyment. It came +over her that Mr. Ransom had given up his work to come to her at such an +hour; people of his kind, in the morning, were always getting their +living, and it was only for Mr. Burrage that it didn't matter, inasmuch +as he had no profession. Mr. Ransom simply wanted to give up his whole +day. That pressed upon her; she was, as the most good-natured girl in +the world, too entirely tender not to feel any sacrifice that was made +for her; she had always done everything that people asked. Then, if +Olive should make that strange arrangement for her to go to Mrs. +Burrage's he would take it as a proof that there was something serious +between her and the gentleman of the house, in spite of anything she +might say to the contrary; moreover, if she should go she wouldn't be +able to receive Mr. Ransom there. Olive would trust her not to, and she +must certainly, in future, not disappoint Olive nor keep anything back +from her, whatever she might have done in the past. Besides, she didn't +want to do that; she thought it much better not. It was this idea of the +episode which was possibly in store for her in New York, and from which +her present companion would be so completely excluded, that worked upon +her now with a rapid transition, urging her to grant him what he asked, +so that in advance she should have made up for what she might not do for +him later. But most of all she disliked his thinking she was engaged to +some one. She didn't know, it is true, why she should mind it; and +indeed, at this moment, our young lady's feelings were not in any way +clear to her. She did not see what was the use of letting her +acquaintance with Mr. Ransom become much closer (since his interest did +really seem personal); and yet she presently asked him why he wanted her +to go out with him, and whether there was anything particular he wanted +to say to her (there was no one like Verena for making speeches +apparently flirtatious, with the best faith and the most innocent +intention in the world); as if that would not be precisely a reason to +make it well she should get rid of him altogether. + +"Of course I have something particular to say to you--I have a +tremendous lot to say to you!" the young man exclaimed. "Far more than I +can say in this stuck-up, confined room, which is public, too, so that +any one may come in from one moment to another. Besides," he added +sophistically, "it isn't proper for me to pay a visit of three hours." + +Verena did not take up the sophistry, nor ask him whether it would be +more proper for her to ramble about the city with him for an equal +period; she only said, "Is it something that I shall care to hear, or +that will do me any good?" + +"Well, I hope it will do you good; but I don't suppose you will care +much to hear it." Basil Ransom hesitated a moment, smiling at her; then +he went on: "It's to tell you, once for all, how much I really do differ +from you!" He said this at a venture, but it was a happy inspiration. + +If it was only that, Verena thought she might go, for that was not +personal. "Well, I'm glad you care so much," she answered musingly. But +she had another scruple still, and she expressed it in saying that she +should like Olive very much to find her when she came in. + +"That's all very well," Ransom returned; "but does she think that she +only has a right to go out? Does she expect you to keep the house +because she's abroad? If she stays out long enough, she will find you +when she comes in." + +"Her going out that way--it proves that she trusts me," Verena said, +with a candour which alarmed her as soon as she had spoken. + +Her alarm was just, for Basil Ransom instantly caught up her words, with +a great mocking amazement. "Trusts you? and why shouldn't she trust you? +Are you a little girl of ten and she your governess? Haven't you any +liberty at all, and is she always watching you and holding you to an +account? Have you such vagabond instincts that you are only thought safe +when you are between four walls?" Ransom was going on to speak, in the +same tone, of her having felt it necessary to keep Olive in ignorance of +his visit to Cambridge--a fact they had touched on, by implication, in +their short talk at Mrs. Burrage's; but in a moment he saw that he had +said enough. As for Verena, she had said more than she meant, and the +simplest way to unsay it was to go and get her bonnet and jacket and let +him take her where he liked. Five minutes later he was walking up and +down the parlour, waiting while she prepared herself to go out. + +They went up to the Central Park by the elevated railway, and Verena +reflected, as they proceeded, that anyway Olive was probably disposing +of her somehow at Mrs. Burrage's, and that therefore there wasn't much +harm in her just taking this little run on her own responsibility, +especially as she should only be out an hour--which would be just the +duration of Olive's absence. The beauty of the "elevated" was that it +took you up to the Park and brought you back in a few minutes, and you +had all the rest of the hour to walk about and see the place. It was so +pleasant now that one was glad to see it twice over. The long, narrow +enclosure, across which the houses in the streets that border it look at +each other with their glittering windows, bristled with the raw delicacy +of April, and, in spite of its rockwork grottoes and tunnels, its +pavilions and statues, its too numerous paths and pavements, lakes too +big for the landscape and bridges too big for the lakes, expressed all +the fragrance and freshness of the most charming moment of the year. +Once Verena was fairly launched the spirit of the day took possession of +her; she was glad to have come, she forgot about Olive, enjoyed the +sense of wandering in the great city with a remarkable young man who +would take beautiful care of her, while no one else in the world knew +where she was. It was very different from her drive yesterday with Mr. +Burrage, but it was more free, more intense, more full of amusing +incident and opportunity. She could stop and look at everything now, and +indulge all her curiosities, even the most childish; she could feel as +if she were out for the day, though she was not really--as she had not +done since she was a little girl, when in the country, once or twice, +when her father and mother had drifted into summer quarters, gone out of +town like people of fashion, she had, with a chance companion, strayed +far from home, spent hours in the woods and fields, looking for +raspberries and playing she was a gipsy. Basil Ransom had begun with +proposing, strenuously, that she should come somewhere and have +luncheon; he had brought her out half an hour before that meal was +served in West Tenth Street, and he maintained that he owed her the +compensation of seeing that she was properly fed; he knew a very quiet, +luxurious French restaurant, near the top of the Fifth Avenue: he didn't +tell her that he knew it through having once lunched there in company +with Mrs. Luna. Verena for the present declined his hospitality--said +she was going to be out so short a time that it wasn't worth the +trouble; she should not be hungry, luncheon to her was nothing, she +would eat when she went home. When he pressed her she said she would see +later, perhaps, if she should find she wanted something. She would have +liked immensely to go with him to an eating-house, and yet, with this, +she was afraid, just as she was rather afraid, at bottom, and in the +intervals of her quick pulsations of amusement, of the whole expedition, +not knowing why she had come, though it made her happy, and reflecting +that there was really nothing Mr. Ransom could have to say to her that +would concern her closely enough. He knew what he intended about her +sharing the noon-day repast with him somehow; it had been part of his +plan that she should sit opposite him at a little table, taking her +napkin out of its curious folds--sit there smiling back at him while he +said to her certain things that hummed, like memories of tunes, in his +fancy, and they waited till something extremely good, and a little +vague, chosen out of a French _carte_, was brought them. That was not at +all compatible with her going home at the end of half an hour, as she +seemed to expect to. They visited the animals in the little zoological +garden which forms one of the attractions of the Central Park; they +observed the swans in the ornamental water, and they even considered the +question of taking a boat for half an hour, Ransom saying that they +needed this to make their visit complete. Verena replied that she didn't +see why it should be complete, and after having threaded the devious +ways of the Ramble, lost themselves in the Maze, and admired all the +statues and busts of great men with which the grounds are decorated, +they contented themselves with resting on a sequestered bench, where, +however, there was a pretty glimpse of the distance and an occasional +stroller creaked by on the asphalt walk. + +They had had by this time a great deal of talk, none of which, +nevertheless, had been serious to Verena's view. Mr. Ransom continued to +joke about everything, including the emancipation of women; Verena, who +had always lived with people who took the world very earnestly, had +never encountered such a power of disparagement or heard so much sarcasm +levelled at the institutions of her country and the tendencies of the +age. At first she replied to him, contradicted, showed a high spirit of +retort, turning his irreverence against himself; she was too quick and +ingenious not to be able to think of something to oppose--talking in a +fanciful strain--to almost everything he said. But little by little she +grew weary and rather sad; brought up, as she had been, to admire new +ideas, to criticise the social arrangements that one met almost +everywhere, and to disapprove of a great many things, she had yet never +dreamed of such a wholesale arraignment as Mr. Ransom's, so much +bitterness as she saw lurking beneath his exaggerations, his +misrepresentations. She knew he was an intense conservative, but she +didn't know that being a conservative could make a person so aggressive +and unmerciful. She thought conservatives were only smug and stubborn +and self-complacent, satisfied with what actually existed; but Mr. +Ransom didn't seem any more satisfied with what existed than with what +she wanted to exist, and he was ready to say worse things about some of +those whom she would have supposed to be on his own side than she +thought it right to say about almost any one. She ceased after a while +to care to argue with him, and wondered what could have happened to him +to make him so perverse. Probably something had gone wrong in his +life--he had had some misfortune that coloured his whole view of the +world. He was a cynic; she had often heard about that state of mind, +though she had never encountered it, for all the people she had seen +only cared, if possible, too much. Of Basil Ransom's personal history +she knew only what Olive had told her, and that was but a general +outline, which left plenty of room for private dramas, secret +disappointments and sufferings. As she sat there beside him she thought +of some of these things, asked herself whether they were what he was +thinking of when he said, for instance, that he was sick of all the +modern cant about freedom and had no sympathy with those who wanted an +extension of it. What was needed for the good of the world was that +people should make a better use of the liberty they possessed. Such +declarations as this took Verena's breath away; she didn't suppose you +could hear any one say such a thing as that in the nineteenth century, +even the least advanced. It was of a piece with his denouncing the +spread of education; he thought the spread of education a gigantic +farce--people stuffing their heads with a lot of empty catchwords that +prevented them from doing their work quietly and honestly. You had a +right to an education only if you had an intelligence, and if you looked +at the matter with any desire to see things as they are you soon +perceived that an intelligence was a very rare luxury, the attribute of +one person in a hundred. He seemed to take a pretty low view of +humanity, anyway. Verena hoped that something really bad had happened to +him--not by way of gratifying any resentment he aroused in her nature, +but to help herself to forgive him for so much contempt and brutality. +She wanted to forgive him, for after they had sat on their bench half an +hour and his jesting mood had abated a little, so that he talked with +more consideration (as it seemed) and more sincerity, a strange feeling +came over her, a perfect willingness not to keep insisting on her own +side and a desire not to part from him with a mere accentuation of their +differences. Strange I call the nature of her reflexions, for they +softly battled with each other as she listened, in the warm, still air, +touched with the far-away hum of the immense city, to his deep, sweet, +distinct voice, expressing monstrous opinions with exotic cadences and +mild, familiar laughs, which, as he leaned towards her, almost tickled +her cheek and ear. It seemed to her strangely harsh, almost cruel, to +have brought her out only to say to her things which, after all, free as +she was to contradict them and tolerant as she always tried to be, could +only give her pain; yet there was a spell upon her as she listened; it +was in her nature to be easily submissive, to like being overborne. She +could be silent when people insisted, and silent without acrimony. Her +whole relation to Olive was a kind of tacit, tender assent to passionate +insistence, and if this had ended by being easy and agreeable to her +(and indeed had never been anything else), it may be supposed that the +struggle of yielding to a will which she felt to be stronger even than +Olive's was not of long duration. Ransom's will had the effect of making +her linger even while she knew the afternoon was going on, that Olive +would have come back and found her still absent, and would have been +submerged again in the bitter waves of anxiety. She saw her, in fact, as +she must be at that moment, posted at the window of her room in Tenth +Street, watching for some sign of her return, listening for her step on +the staircase, her voice in the hall. Verena looked at this image as at +a painted picture, perceived all it represented, every detail. If it +didn't move her more, make her start to her feet, dart away from Basil +Ransom and hurry back to her friend, this was because the very torment +to which she was conscious of subjecting that friend made her say to +herself that it must be the very last. This was the last time she could +ever sit by Mr. Ransom and hear him express himself in a manner that +interfered so with her life; the ordeal had been so personal and so +complete that she forgot, for the moment, it was also the first time it +had occurred. It might have been going on for months. She was perfectly +aware that it could bring them to nothing, for one must lead one's own +life; it was impossible to lead the life of another, especially when +that other was so different, so arbitrary and unscrupulous. + + + + +XXXIV + + +"I presume you are the only person in this country who feels as you do," +she observed at last. + +"Not the only person who feels so, but very possibly the only person who +thinks so. I have an idea that my convictions exist in a vague, +unformulated state in the minds of a great many of my fellow-citizens. +If I should succeed some day in giving them adequate expression I should +simply put into shape the slumbering instincts of an important +minority." + +"I am glad you admit it's a minority!" Verena exclaimed. "That's +fortunate for us poor creatures. And what do you call adequate +expression? I presume you would like to be President of the United +States?" + +"And breathe forth my views in glowing messages to a palpitating Senate? +That is exactly what I should like to be; you read my aspirations +wonderfully well." + +"Well, do you consider that you have advanced far in that direction, as +yet?" Verena asked. + +This question, with the tone in which it happened to be uttered, seemed +to the young man to project rather an ironical light upon his present +beggarly condition, so that for a moment he said nothing; a moment +during which if his neighbour had glanced round at his face she would +have seen it ornamented by an incipient blush. Her words had for him the +effect of a sudden, though, on the part of a young woman who had of +course every right to defend herself, a perfectly legitimate taunt. They +appeared only to repeat in another form (so at least his exaggerated +Southern pride, his hot sensibility, interpreted the matter) the idea +that a gentleman so dreadfully backward in the path of fortune had no +right to take up the time of a brilliant, successful girl, even for the +purpose of satisfying himself that he renounced her. But the reminder +only sharpened his wish to make her feel that if he had renounced, it +was simply on account of that same ugly, accidental, outside +backwardness; and if he had not, he went so far as to flatter himself, +he might triumph over the whole accumulation of her prejudices--over all +the bribes of her notoriety. The deepest feeling in Ransom's bosom in +relation to her was the conviction that she was made for love, as he had +said to himself while he listened to her at Mrs. Burrage's. She was +profoundly unconscious of it, and another ideal, crude and thin and +artificial, had interposed itself; but in the presence of a man she +should really care for, this false, flimsy structure would rattle to her +feet, and the emancipation of Olive Chancellor's sex (what sex was it, +great heaven? he used profanely to ask himself) would be relegated to +the land of vapours, of dead phrases. The reader may imagine whether +such an impression as this made it any more agreeable to Basil to have +to believe it would be indelicate in him to try to woo her. He would +have resented immensely the imputation that he had done anything of that +sort yet. "Ah, Miss Tarrant, my success in life is one thing--my +ambition is another!" he exclaimed presently, in answer to her inquiry. +"Nothing is more possible than that I may be poor and unheard of all my +days; and in that case no one but myself will know the visions of +greatness I have stifled and buried." + +"Why do you talk of being poor and unheard of? Aren't you getting on +quite well in this city?" + +This question of Verena's left him no time, or at least no coolness, to +remember that to Mrs. Luna and to Olive he had put a fine face on his +prospects, and that any impression the girl might have about them was +but the natural echo of what these ladies believed. It had to his ear +such a subtly mocking, defiant, unconsciously injurious quality, that +the only answer he could make to it seemed to him for the moment to be +an outstretched arm, which, passing round her waist, should draw her so +close to him as to enable him to give her a concise account of his +situation in the form of a deliberate kiss. If the moment I speak of had +lasted a few seconds longer I know not what monstrous proceeding of this +kind it would have been my difficult duty to describe; it was +fortunately arrested by the arrival of a nursery-maid pushing a +perambulator and accompanied by an infant who toddled in her wake. Both +the nurse and her companion gazed fixedly, and it seemed to Ransom even +sternly, at the striking couple on the bench; and meanwhile Verena, +looking with a quickened eye at the children (she adored children), went +on-- + +"It sounds too flat for you to talk about your remaining unheard of. Of +course you are ambitious; any one can see that, to look at you. And once +your ambition is excited in any particular direction, people had better +look out. With your will!" she added, with a curious mocking candour. + +"What do you know about my will?" he asked, laughing a little awkwardly, +as if he had really attempted to kiss her--in the course of the second +independent interview he had ever had with her--and been rebuffed. + +"I know it's stronger than mine. It made me come out, when I thought I +had much better not, and it keeps me sitting here long after I should +have started for home." + +"Give me the day, dear Miss Tarrant, give me the day," Basil Ransom +murmured; and as she turned her face upon him, moved by the expression +of his voice, he added--"Come and dine with me, since you wouldn't +lunch. Are you really not faint and weak?" + +"I am faint and weak at all the horrible things you have said; I have +lunched on abominations. And now you want me to dine with you? Thank +you; I think you're cool!" Verena cried, with a laugh which her +chronicler knows to have been expressive of some embarrassment, though +Basil Ransom did not. + +"You must remember that I have, on two different occasions, listened to +you for an hour, in speechless, submissive attention, and that I shall +probably do it a great many times more." + +"Why should you ever listen to me again, when you loathe my ideas?" + +"I don't listen to your ideas; I listen to your voice." + +"Ah, I told Olive!" said Verena, quickly, as if his words had confirmed +an old fear; which was general, however, and did not relate particularly +to him. + +Ransom still had an impression that he was not making love to her, +especially when he could observe, with all the superiority of a man--"I +wonder whether you have understood ten words I have said to you?" + +"I should think you had made it clear enough--you had rubbed it in!" + +"What have you understood, then?" + +"Why, that you want to put us back further than we have been at any +period." + +"I have been joking; I have been piling it up," Ransom said, making that +concession unexpectedly to the girl. Every now and then he had an air of +relaxing himself, becoming absent, ceasing to care to discuss. + +She was capable of noticing this, and in a moment she asked--"Why don't +you write out your ideas?" + +This touched again upon the matter of his failure; it was curious how +she couldn't keep off it, hit it every time. "Do you mean for the +public? I have written many things, but I can't get them printed." + +"Then it would seem that there are not so many people--so many as you +said just now--who agree with you." + +"Well," said Basil Ransom, "editors are a mean, timorous lot, always +saying they want something original, but deadly afraid of it when it +comes." + +"Is it for papers, magazines?" As it sank into Verena's mind more deeply +that the contributions of this remarkable young man had been +rejected--contributions in which, apparently, everything she held dear +was riddled with scorn--she felt a strange pity and sadness, a sense of +injustice. "I am very sorry you can't get published," she said, so +simply that he looked up at her, from the figure he was scratching on +the asphalt with his stick, to see whether such a tone as that, in +relation to such a fact, were not "put on." But it was evidently +genuine, and Verena added that she supposed getting published was very +difficult always; she remembered, though she didn't mention, how little +success her father had when he tried. She hoped Mr. Ransom would keep +on; he would be sure to succeed at last. Then she continued, smiling, +with more irony: "You may denounce me by name if you like. Only please +don't say anything about Olive Chancellor." + +"How little you understand what I want to achieve!" Basil Ransom +exclaimed. "There you are--you women--all over; always meaning, +yourselves, something personal, and always thinking it is meant by +others!" + +"Yes, that's the charge they make," said Verena gaily. + +"I don't want to touch you, or Miss Chancellor, or Mrs. Farrinder, or +Miss Birdseye, or the shade of Eliza P. Moseley, or any other gifted and +celebrated being on earth--or in heaven." + +"Oh, I suppose you want to destroy us by neglect, by silence!" Verena +exclaimed, with the same brightness. + +"No, I don't want to destroy you, any more than I want to save you. +There has been far too much talk about you, and I want to leave you +alone altogether. My interest is in my own sex; yours evidently can look +after itself. That's what I want to save." + +Verena saw that he was more serious now than he had been before, that he +was not piling it up satirically, but saying really and a trifle +wearily, as if suddenly he were tired of much talk, what he meant. "To +save it from what?" she asked. + +"From the most damnable feminisation! I am so far from thinking, as you +set forth the other night, that there is not enough women in our general +life, that it has long been pressed home to me that there is a great +deal too much. The whole generation is womanised; the masculine tone is +passing out of the world; it's a feminine, a nervous, hysterical, +chattering, canting age, an age of hollow phrases and false delicacy and +exaggerated solicitudes and coddled sensibilities, which, if we don't +soon look out, will usher in the reign of mediocrity, of the feeblest +and flattest and the most pretentious that has ever been. The masculine +character, the ability to dare and endure, to know and yet not fear +reality, to look the world in the face and take it for what it is--a +very queer and partly very base mixture--that is what I want to +preserve, or rather, as I may say, to recover; and I must tell you that +I don't in the least care what becomes of you ladies while I make the +attempt!" + +The poor fellow delivered himself of these narrow notions (the rejection +of which by leading periodicals was certainly not a matter for surprise) +with low, soft earnestness, bending towards her so as to give out his +whole idea, yet apparently forgetting for the moment how offensive it +must be to her now that it was articulated in that calm, severe way, in +which no allowance was to be made for hyperbole. Verena did not remind +herself of this; she was too much impressed by his manner and by the +novelty of a man taking that sort of religious tone about such a cause. +It told her on the spot, from one minute to the other and once for all, +that the man who could give her that impression would never come round. +She felt cold, slightly sick, though she replied that now he summed up +his creed in such a distinct, lucid way, it was much more +comfortable--one knew with what one was dealing; a declaration much at +variance with the fact, for Verena had never felt less gratified in her +life. The ugliness of her companion's profession of faith made her +shiver; it would have been difficult to her to imagine anything more +crudely profane. She was determined, however, not to betray any shudder +that could suggest weakness, and the best way she could think of to +disguise her emotion was to remark in a tone which, although not assumed +for that purpose, was really the most effective revenge, inasmuch as it +always produced on Ransom's part (it was not peculiar, among women, to +Verena) an angry helplessness--"Mr. Ransom, I assure you this is an age +of conscience." + +"That's a part of your cant. It's an age of unspeakable shams, as +Carlyle says." + +"Well," returned Verena, "it's all very comfortable for you to say that +you wish to leave us alone. But you can't leave us alone. We are here, +and we have got to be disposed of. You have got to put us somewhere. +It's a remarkable social system that has no place for _us_!" the girl +went on, with her most charming laugh. + +"No place in public. My plan is to keep you at home and have a better +time with you there than ever." + +"I'm glad it's to be better; there's room for it. Woe to American +womanhood when you start a movement for being more--what you like to +be--at home!" + +"Lord, how you're perverted; you, the very genius!" Basil Ransom +murmured, looking at her with the kindest eyes. + +She paid no attention to this, she went on, "And those who have got no +home (there are millions, you know), what are you going to do with +_them_? You must remember that women marry--are given in marriage--less +and less; that isn't their career, as a matter of course, any more. You +can't tell them to go and mind their husband and children, when they +have no husband and children to mind." + +"Oh," said Ransom, "that's a detail! And for myself, I confess, I have +such a boundless appreciation of your sex in private life that I am +perfectly ready to advocate a man's having a half-a-dozen wives." + +"The civilisation of the Turks, then, strikes you as the highest?" + +"The Turks have a second-rate religion; they are fatalists, and that +keeps them down. Besides, their women are not nearly so charming as +ours--or as ours would be if this modern pestilence were eradicated. +Think what a confession you make when you say that women are less and +less sought in marriage; what a testimony that is to the pernicious +effect on their manners, their person, their nature, of this fatuous +agitation." + +"That's very complimentary to me!" Verena broke in, lightly. + +But Ransom was carried over her interruption by the current of his +argument. "There are a thousand ways in which any woman, all women, +married or single, may find occupation. They may find it in making +society agreeable." + +"Agreeable to men, of course." + +"To whom else, pray? Dear Miss Tarrant, what is most agreeable to women +is to be agreeable to men! That is a truth as old as the human race, and +don't let Olive Chancellor persuade you that she and Mrs. Farrinder have +invented any that can take its place, or that is more profound, more +durable." + +Verena waived this point of the discussion; she only said: "Well, I am +glad to hear you are prepared to see the place all choked up with old +maids!" + +"I don't object to the _old_ old maids; they were delightful; they had +always plenty to do, and didn't wander about the world crying out for a +vocation. It is the new old maid that you have invented from whom I pray +to be delivered." He didn't say he meant Olive Chancellor, but Verena +looked at him as if she suspected him of doing so; and to put her off +that scent he went on, taking up what she had said a moment before: "As +for its not being complimentary to you, my remark about the effect on +the women themselves of this pernicious craze, my dear Miss Tarrant, you +may be quite at your ease. You stand apart, you are unique, +extraordinary; you constitute a category by yourself. In you the +elements have been mixed in a manner so felicitous that I regard you as +quite incorruptible. I don't know where you come from nor how you come +to be what you are, but you are outside and above all vulgarising +influences. Besides, you ought to know," the young man proceeded, in the +same cool, mild, deliberate tone, as if he were demonstrating a +mathematical solution, "you ought to know that your connexion with all +these rantings and ravings is the most unreal, accidental, illusory +thing in the world. You think you care about them, but you don't at all. +They were imposed upon you by circumstances, by unfortunate +associations, and you accepted them as you would have accepted any other +burden, on account of the sweetness of your nature. You always want to +please some one, and now you go lecturing about the country, and trying +to provoke demonstrations, in order to please Miss Chancellor, just as +you did it before to please your father and mother. It isn't _you_, the +least in the world, but an inflated little figure (very remarkable in +its way too) whom you have invented and set on its feet, pulling +strings, behind it, to make it move and speak, while you try to conceal +and efface yourself there. Ah, Miss Tarrant, if it's a question of +pleasing, how much you might please some one else by tipping your +preposterous puppet over and standing forth in your freedom as well as +in your loveliness!" + +While Basil Ransom spoke--and he had not spoken just that way +yet--Verena sat there deeply attentive, with her eyes on the ground; but +as soon as he ceased she sprang to her feet--something made her feel +that their association had already lasted quite too long. She turned +away from him as if she wished to leave him, and indeed were about to +attempt to do so. She didn't desire to look at him now, or even to have +much more conversation with him. "Something," I say, made her feel so, +but it was partly his curious manner--so serene and explicit, as if he +knew the whole thing to an absolute certainty--which partly scared her +and partly made her feel angry. She began to move along the path to one +of the gates, as if it were settled that they should immediately leave +the place. He laid it all out so clearly; if he had had a revelation he +couldn't speak otherwise. That description of herself as something +different from what she was trying to be, the charge of want of reality, +made her heart beat with pain; she was sure, at any rate, it was her +real self that was there with him now, where she oughtn't to be. In a +moment he was at her side again, going with her; and as they walked it +came over her that some of the things he had said to her were far beyond +what Olive could have imagined as the very worst possible. What would be +her state now, poor forsaken friend, if some of them had been borne to +her in the voices of the air? Verena had been affected by her +companion's speech (his manner had changed so; it seemed to express +something quite different) in a way that pushed her to throw up the +discussion and determine that as soon as they should get out of the park +she would go off by herself; but she still had her wits about her +sufficiently to think it important she should give no sign of +discomposure, of confessing that she was driven from the field. She +appeared to herself to notice and reply to his extraordinary +observations enough, without taking them up too much, when she said, +tossing the words over her shoulder at Ransom, while she moved quickly: +"I presume, from what you say, that you don't think I have much +ability." + +He hesitated before answering, while his long legs easily kept pace with +her rapid step--her charming, touching, hurrying step, which expressed +all the trepidation she was anxious to conceal. "Immense ability, but +not in the line in which you most try to have it. In a very different +line, Miss Tarrant! Ability is no word for it; it's genius!" + +She felt his eyes on her face--ever so close and fixed there--after he +had chosen to reply to her question that way. She was beginning to +blush; if he had kept them longer, and on the part of any one else, she +would have called such a stare impertinent. Verena had been commended of +old by Olive for her serenity "while exposed to the gaze of hundreds"; +but a change had taken place, and she was now unable to endure the +contemplation of an individual. She wished to detach him, to lead him +off again into the general; and for this purpose, at the end of a +moment, she made another inquiry: "I am to understand, then, as your +last word that you regard us as quite inferior?" + +"For public, civic uses, absolutely--perfectly weak and second-rate. I +know nothing more indicative of the muddled sentiment of the time than +that any number of men should be found to pretend that they regard you +in any other light. But privately, personally, it's another affair. In +the realm of family life and the domestic affections----" + +At this Verena broke in, with a nervous laugh, "Don't say that; it's +only a phrase!" + +"Well, it's a better one than any of yours," said Basil Ransom, turning +with her out of one of the smaller gates--the first they had come to. +They emerged into the species of _plaza_ formed by the numbered street +which constitutes the southern extremity of the park and the termination +of the Sixth Avenue. The glow of the splendid afternoon was over +everything, and the day seemed to Ransom still in its youth. The bowers +and boskages stretched behind them, the artificial lakes and cockneyfied +landscapes, making all the region bright with the sense of air and +space, and raw natural tints, and vegetation too diminutive to +overshadow. The chocolate-coloured houses, in tall, new rows, surveyed +the expanse; the street cars rattled in the foreground, changing horses +while the horses steamed, and absorbing and emitting passengers; and the +beer-saloons, with exposed shoulders and sides, which in New York do a +good deal towards representing the picturesque, the "bit" appreciated by +painters, announced themselves in signs of large lettering to the sky. +Groups of the unemployed, the children of disappointment from beyond the +seas, propped themselves against the low, sunny wall of the park; and on +the other side the commercial vista of the Sixth Avenue stretched away +with a remarkable absence of aerial perspective. + +"I must go home; good-bye," Verena said, abruptly, to her companion. + +"Go home? You won't come and dine, then?" + +Verena knew people who dined at midday and others who dined in the +evening, and others still who never dined at all; but she knew no one +who dined at half-past three. Ransom's attachment to this idea therefore +struck her as queer and infelicitous, and she supposed it betrayed the +habits of Mississippi. But that couldn't make it any more acceptable to +her, in spite of his looking so disappointed--with his dimly-glowing +eyes--that he was heedless for the moment that the main fact connected +with her return to Tenth Street was that she wished to go alone. + +"I must leave you, right away," she said. "Please don't ask me to stay; +you wouldn't if you knew how little I want to!" Her manner was different +now, and her face as well, and though she smiled more than ever she had +never seemed to him more serious. + +"Alone, do you mean? Really I can't let you do that," Ransom replied, +extremely shocked at this sacrifice being asked of him. "I have brought +you this immense distance, I am responsible for you, and I must place +you where I found you." + +"Mr. Ransom, I must, I will!" she exclaimed, in a tone he had not yet +heard her use; so that, a good deal amazed, puzzled and pained, he saw +that he should make a mistake if he were to insist. He had known that +their expedition must end in a separation which could not be sweet, but +he had counted on making some of the terms of it himself. When he +expressed the hope that she would at least allow him to put her into a +car, she replied that she wished no car; she wanted to walk. This image +of her "streaking off" by herself, as he figured it, did not mend the +matter; but in the presence of her sudden nervous impatience he felt +that here was a feminine mystery which must be allowed to take its +course. + +"It costs me more than you probably suspect, but I submit. Heaven guard +you and bless you, Miss Tarrant!" + +She turned her face away from him as if she were straining at a leash; +then she rejoined, in the most unexpected manner: "I hope very much you +_will_ get printed." + +"Get my articles published?" He stared, and broke out: "Oh, you +delightful being!" + +"Good-bye," she repeated; and now she gave him her hand. As he held it a +moment, and asked her if she were really leaving the city so soon that +she mightn't see him again, she answered: "If I stay it will be at a +place to which you mustn't come. They wouldn't let you see me." + +He had not intended to put that question to her; he had set himself a +limit. But the limit had suddenly moved on. "Do you mean at that house +where I heard you speak?" + +"I may go there for a few days." + +"If it's forbidden to me to go and see you there, why did you send me a +card?" + +"Because I wanted to convert you then." + +"And now you give me up?" + +"No, no; I want you to remain as you are!" + +She looked strange, with her more mechanical smile, as she said this, +and he didn't know what idea was in her head. She had already left him, +but he called after her, "If you do stay, I will come!" She neither +turned nor made an answer, and all that was left to him was to watch her +till she passed out of sight. Her back, with its charming young form, +seemed to repeat that last puzzle, which was almost a challenge. + +For this, however, Verena Tarrant had not meant it. She wanted, in spite +of the greater delay and the way Olive would wonder, to walk home, +because it gave her time to think, and think again, how glad she was +(really, positively, _now_) that Mr. Ransom was on the wrong side. If he +had been on the right----! She did not finish this proposition. She +found Olive waiting for her in exactly the manner she had foreseen; she +turned to her, as she came in, a face sufficiently terrible. Verena +instantly explained herself, related exactly what she had been doing; +then went on, without giving her friend time for question or comment: +"And you--you paid your visit to Mrs. Burrage?" + +"Yes, I went through that." + +"And did she press the question of my coming there?" + +"Very much indeed." + +"And what did you say?" + +"I said very little, but she gave me such assurances----" + +"That you thought I ought to go?" + +Olive was silent a moment; then she said: "She declares they are devoted +to the cause, and that New York will be at your feet." + +Verena took Miss Chancellor's shoulders in each of her hands, and gave +her back, for an instant, her gaze, her silence. Then she broke out, +with a kind of passion: "I don't care for her assurances--I don't care +for New York! I won't go to them--I won't--do you understand?" Suddenly +her voice changed, she passed her arms round her friend and buried her +face in her neck. "Olive Chancellor, take me away, take me away!" she +went on. In a moment Olive felt that she was sobbing and that the +question was settled, the question she herself had debated in anguish a +couple of hours before. + + + + +BOOK THIRD + + + + +XXXV + + +The August night had gathered by the time Basil Ransom, having finished +his supper, stepped out upon the piazza of the little hotel. It was a +very little hotel and of a very slight and loose construction; the tread +of a tall Mississippian made the staircase groan and the windows rattle +in their frames. He was very hungry when he arrived, having not had a +moment, in Boston, on his way through, to eat even the frugal morsel +with which he was accustomed to sustain nature between a breakfast that +consisted of a cup of coffee and a dinner that consisted of a cup of +tea. He had had his cup of tea now, and very bad it was, brought him by +a pale, round-backed young lady, with auburn ringlets, a fancy belt, and +an expression of limited tolerance for a gentleman who could not choose +quickly between fried fish, fried steak, and baked beans. The train for +Marmion left Boston at four o'clock in the afternoon, and rambled +fitfully toward the southern cape, while the shadows grew long in the +stony pastures and the slanting light gilded the straggling, shabby +woods, and painted the ponds and marshes with yellow gleams. The +ripeness of summer lay upon the land, and yet there was nothing in the +country Basil Ransom traversed that seemed susceptible of maturity; +nothing but the apples in the little tough, dense orchards, which gave a +suggestion of sour fruition here and there, and the tall, bright +goldenrod at the bottom of the bare stone dykes. There were no fields of +yellow grain; only here and there a crop of brown hay. But there was a +kind of soft scrubbiness in the landscape, and a sweetness begotten of +low horizons, of mild air, with a possibility of summer haze, of +unregarded inlets where on August mornings the water must be brightly +blue. Ransom had heard that the Cape was the Italy, so to speak, of +Massachusetts; it had been described to him as the drowsy Cape, the +languid Cape, the Cape not of storms, but of eternal peace. He knew that +the Bostonians had been drawn thither, for the hot weeks, by its +sedative influence, by the conviction that its toneless air would +minister to perfect rest. In a career in which there was so much nervous +excitement as in theirs they had no wish to be wound up when they went +out of town; they were sufficiently wound up at all times by the sense +of all their sex had been through. They wanted to live idly, to unbend +and lie in hammocks, and also to keep out of the crowd, the rush of the +watering-place. Ransom could see there was no crowd at Marmion, as soon +as he got there, though indeed there was a rush, which directed itself +to the only vehicle in waiting outside of the small, lonely, hut-like +station, so distant from the village that, as far as one looked along +the sandy, sketchy road which was supposed to lead to it, one saw only +an empty land on either side. Six or eight men in "dusters," carrying +parcels and handbags, projected themselves upon the solitary, rickety +carry-all, so that Ransom could read his own fate, while the ruminating +conductor of the vehicle, a lean, shambling citizen, with a long neck +and a tuft on his chin, guessed that if he wanted to get to the hotel +before dusk he would have to strike out. His valise was attached in a +precarious manner to the rear of the carry-all. "Well, I'll chance it," +the driver remarked sadly, when Ransom protested against its insecure +position. He recognised the southern quality of that picturesque +fatalism--judged that Miss Chancellor and Verena Tarrant must be pretty +thoroughly relaxed if they had given themselves up to the genius of the +place. This was what he hoped for and counted on, as he took his way, +the sole pedestrian in the group that had quitted the train, in the wake +of the overladen carry-all. It helped him to enjoy the first country +walk he had had for many months, for more than months, for years, that +the reflexion was forced upon him as he went (the mild, vague scenery, +just beginning to be dim with twilight, suggested it at every step) that +the two young women who constituted, at Marmion, his whole prefigurement +of a social circle, must, in such a locality as that, be taking a +regular holiday. The sense of all the wrongs they had still to redress +must be lighter there than it was in Boston; the ardent young man had, +for the hour, an ingenuous hope that they had left their opinions in the +city. He liked the very smell of the soil as he wandered along; cool, +soft whiffs of evening met him at bends of the road which disclosed very +little more--unless it might be a band of straight-stemmed woodland, +keeping, a little, the red glow from the west, or (as he went further) +an old house, shingled all over, grey and slightly collapsing, which +looked down at him from a steep bank, at the top of wooden steps. He was +already refreshed; he had tasted the breath of nature, measured his long +grind in New York, without a vacation, with the repetition of the daily +movement up and down the long, straight, maddening city, like a bucket +in a well or a shuttle in a loom. + +He lit his cigar in the office of the hotel--a small room on the right +of the door, where a "register," meagrely inscribed, led a terribly +public life on the little bare desk, and got its pages dogs'-eared +before they were covered. Local worthies, of a vague identity, used to +lounge there, as Ransom perceived the next day, by the hour. They tipped +back their chairs against the wall, seldom spoke, and might have been +supposed, with their converging vision, to be watching something out of +the window, if there had been anything at Marmion to watch. Sometimes +one of them got up and went to the desk, on which he leaned his elbows, +hunching a pair of sloping shoulders to an uncollared neck. For the +fiftieth time he perused the fly-blown page of the recording volume, +where the names followed each other with such jumps of date. The others +watched him while he did so--or contemplated in silence some "guest" of +the hostelry, when such a personage entered the place with an air of +appealing from the general irresponsibility of the establishment and +found no one but the village-philosophers to address himself to. It was +an establishment conducted by invisible, elusive agencies; they had a +kind of stronghold in the dining-room, which was kept locked at all but +sacramental hours. There was a tradition that a "boy" exercised some +tutelary function as regards the crumpled register; but when he was +inquired about, it was usually elicited from the impartial circle in the +office either that he was somewhere round or that he had gone a-fishing. +Except the haughty waitress who has just been mentioned as giving Ransom +his supper, and who only emerged at meal-times from her mystic +seclusion, this impalpable youth was the single person on the premises +who represented domestic service. Anxious lady-boarders, wrapped in +shawls, were seen waiting for him, as if he had been the doctor, on +horse-hair rocking-chairs, in the little public parlour; others peered +vaguely out of back doors and windows, thinking that if he were +somewhere round they might see him. Sometimes people went to the door of +the dining-room and tried it, shaking it a little, timidly, to see if it +would yield; then, finding it fast, came away, looking, if they had been +observed, shy and snubbed, at their fellows. Some of them went so far as +to say that they didn't think it was a very good hotel. + +Ransom, however, didn't much care whether it were good or not; he hadn't +come to Marmion for the love of the hotel. Now that he had got there, +however, he didn't know exactly what to do; his course seemed rather +less easy than it had done when, suddenly, the night before, tired, sick +of the city-air, and hungry for a holiday, he decided to take the next +morning's train to Boston, and there take another to the shores of +Buzzard's Bay. The hotel itself offered few resources; the inmates were +not numerous; they moved about a little outside, on the small piazza and +in the rough yard which interposed between the house and the road, and +then they dropped off into the unmitigated dusk. This element, touched +only in two or three places by a far-away dim glimmer, presented itself +to Ransom as his sole entertainment. Though it was pervaded by that +curious, pure, earthy smell which in New England, in summer, hangs in +the nocturnal air, Ransom bethought himself that the place might be a +little dull for persons who had not come to it, as he had, to take +possession of Verena Tarrant. The unfriendly inn, which suggested +dreadfully to Ransom (he despised the practice) an early bed-time, +seemed to have no relation to anything, not even to itself; but a +fellow-tenant of whom he made an inquiry told him the village was +sprinkled round. Basil presently walked along the road in search of it, +under the stars, smoking one of the good cigars which constituted his +only tribute to luxury. He reflected that it would hardly do to begin +his attack that night; he ought to give the Bostonians a certain amount +of notice of his appearance on the scene. He thought it very possible, +indeed, that they might be addicted to the vile habit of "retiring" with +the cocks and hens. He was sure that was one of the things Olive +Chancellor would do so long as he should stay--on purpose to spite him; +she would make Verena Tarrant go to bed at unnatural hours, just to +deprive him of his evenings. He walked some distance without +encountering a creature or discerning an habitation; but he enjoyed the +splendid starlight, the stillness, the shrill melancholy of the +crickets, which seemed to make all the vague forms of the country +pulsate around him; the whole impression was a bath of freshness after +the long strain of the preceding two years and his recent sweltering +weeks in New York. At the end of ten minutes (his stroll had been slow) +a figure drew near him, at first indistinct, but presently defining +itself as that of a woman. She was walking apparently without purpose, +like himself, or without other purpose than that of looking at the +stars, which she paused for an instant, throwing back her head, to +contemplate, as he drew nearer to her. In a moment he was very close; he +saw her look at him, through the clear gloom, as they passed each other. +She was small and slim; he made out her head and face, saw that her hair +was cropped; had an impression of having seen her before. He noticed +that as she went by she turned as well as himself, and that there was a +sort of recognition in her movement. Then he felt sure that he had seen +her elsewhere, and before she had added to the distance that separated +them he stopped short, looking after her. She noticed his halt, paused +equally, and for a moment they stood there face to face, at a certain +interval, in the darkness. + +"I beg your pardon--is it Doctor Prance?" he found himself demanding. + +For a minute there was no answer; then came the voice of the little +lady: + +"Yes, sir; I am Doctor Prance. Any one sick at the hotel?" + +"I hope not; I don't know," Ransom said, laughing. + +Then he took a few steps, mentioned his name, recalled his having met +her at Miss Birdseye's, ever so long before (nearly two years), and +expressed the hope that she had not forgotten that. + +She thought it over a little--she was evidently addicted neither to +empty phrases nor to unconsidered assertions. "I presume you mean that +night Miss Tarrant launched out so." + +"That very night. We had a very interesting conversation." + +"Well, I remember I lost a good deal," said Doctor Prance. + +"Well, I don't know; I have an idea you made it up in other ways," +Ransom returned, laughing still. + +He saw her bright little eyes engage with his own. Staying, apparently, +in the village, she had come out, bare-headed, for an evening walk, and +if it had been possible to imagine Doctor Prance bored and in want of +recreation, the way she lingered there as if she were quite willing to +have another talk might have suggested to Basil Ransom this condition. +"Why, don't you consider her career very remarkable?" + +"Oh yes; everything is remarkable nowadays; we live in an age of +wonders!" the young man replied, much amused to find himself discussing +the object of his adoration in this casual way, in the dark, on a lonely +country-road, with a short-haired female physician. It was astonishing +how quickly Doctor Prance and he had made friends again. "I suppose, by +the way, you know Miss Tarrant and Miss Chancellor are staying down +here?" he went on. + +"Well, yes, I suppose I know it. I am visiting Miss Chancellor," the dry +little woman added. + +"Oh indeed? I am delighted to hear it!" Ransom exclaimed, feeling that +he might have a friend in the camp. "Then you can inform me where those +ladies have their house." + +"Yes, I guess I can tell it in the dark. I will show you round now, if +you like." + +"I shall be glad to see it, though I am not sure I shall go in +immediately. I must reconnoitre a little first. That makes me so very +happy to have met you. I think it's very wonderful--your knowing me." + +Doctor Prance did not repudiate this compliment, but she presently +observed: "You didn't pass out of my mind entirely, because I have heard +about you since, from Miss Birdseye." + +"Ah yes, I saw her in the spring. I hope she is in health and +happiness." + +"She is always in happiness, but she can't be said to be in health. She +is very weak; she is failing." + +"I am very sorry for that." + +"She is also visiting Miss Chancellor," Doctor Prance observed, after a +pause which was an illustration of an appearance she had of thinking +that certain things didn't at all imply some others. + +"Why, my cousin has got all the distinguished women!" Basil Ransom +exclaimed. + +"Is Miss Chancellor your cousin? There isn't much family resemblance. +Miss Birdseye came down for the benefit of the country air, and I came +down to see if I could help her to get some good from it. She wouldn't +much, if she were left to herself. Miss Birdseye has a very fine +character, but she hasn't much idea of hygiene." Doctor Prance was +evidently more and more disposed to be chatty. Ransom appreciated this +fact, and said he hoped she, too, was getting some good from the +country-air--he was afraid she was very much confined to her profession, +in Boston; to which she replied--"Well, I was just taking a little +exercise along the road. I presume you don't realise what it is to be +one of four ladies grouped together in a small frame-house." + +Ransom remembered how he had liked her before, and he felt that, as the +phrase was, he was going to like her again. He wanted to express his +good-will to her, and would greatly have enjoyed being at liberty to +offer her a cigar. He didn't know what to offer her or what to do, +unless he should invite her to sit with him on a fence. He did realise +perfectly what the situation in the small frame-house must be, and +entered with instant sympathy into the feelings which had led Doctor +Prance to detach herself from the circle and wander forth under the +constellations, all of which he was sure she knew. He asked her +permission to accompany her on her walk, but she said she was not going +much further in that direction; she was going to turn round. He turned +round with her, and they went back together to the village, in which he +at last began to discover a certain consistency, signs of habitation, +houses disposed with a rough resemblance to a plan. The road wandered +among them with a kind of accommodating sinuosity, and there were even +cross-streets, and an oil-lamp on a corner, and here and there the small +sign of a closed shop, with an indistinctly countrified lettering. There +were lights now in the windows of some of the houses, and Doctor Prance +mentioned to her companion several of the inhabitants of the little +town, who appeared all to rejoice in the prefix of captain. They were +retired shipmasters; there was quite a little nest of these worthies, +two or three of whom might be seen lingering in their dim doorways, as +if they were conscious of a want of encouragement to sit up, and yet +remembered the nights in far-away waters when they would not have +thought of turning in at all. Marmion called itself a town, but it was a +good deal shrunken since the decline in the shipbuilding interest; it +turned out a good many vessels every year, in the palmy days, before the +war. There were shipyards still, where you could almost pick up the old +shavings, the old nails and rivets, but they were grass-grown now, and +the water lapped them without anything to interfere. There was a kind of +arm of the sea put in; it went up some way, it wasn't the real sea, but +very quiet, like a river; that was more attractive to some. Doctor +Prance didn't say the place was picturesque, or quaint, or weird; but he +could see that was what she meant when she said it was mouldering away. +Even under the mantle of night he himself gathered the impression that +it had had a larger life, seen better days. Doctor Prance made no remark +designed to elicit from him an account of his motives in coming to +Marmion; she asked him neither when he had arrived nor how long he +intended to stay. His allusion to his cousinship with Miss Chancellor +might have served to her mind as a reason; yet, on the other hand, it +would have been open to her to wonder why, if he had come to see the +young ladies from Charles Street, he was not in more of a hurry to +present himself. It was plain Doctor Prance didn't go into that kind of +analysis. If Ransom had complained to her of a sore throat she would +have inquired with precision about his symptoms; but she was incapable +of asking him any question with a social bearing. Sociably enough, +however, they continued to wander through the principal street of the +little town, darkened in places by immense old elms, which made a +blackness overhead. There was a salt smell in the air, as if they were +nearer the water; Doctor Prance said that Olive's house was at the other +end. + +"I shall take it as a kindness if, for this evening, you don't mention +that you have happened to meet me," Ransom remarked, after a little. He +had changed his mind about giving notice. + +"Well, I wouldn't," his companion replied; as if she didn't need any +caution in regard to making vain statements. + +"I want to keep my arrival a little surprise for to-morrow. It will be a +great pleasure to me to see Miss Birdseye," he went on, rather +hypocritically, as if that at bottom had been to his mind the main +attraction of Marmion. + +Doctor Prance did not reveal her private comment, whatever it was, on +this intimation; she only said, after some hesitation--"Well, I presume +the old lady will take quite an interest in your being here." + +"I have no doubt she is capable even of that degree of philanthropy." + +"Well, she has charity for all, but she does--even she--prefer her own +side. She regards you as quite an acquisition." + +Ransom could not but feel flattered at the idea that he had been a +subject of conversation--as this implied--in the little circle at Miss +Chancellor's; but he was at a loss, for the moment, to perceive what he +had done up to this time to gratify the senior member of the group. "I +hope she will find me an acquisition after I have been here a few days," +he said, laughing. + +"Well, she thinks you are one of the most important converts yet," +Doctor Prance replied, in a colourless way, as if she would not have +pretended to explain why. + +"A convert--me? Do you mean of Miss Tarrant's?" It had come over him +that Miss Birdseye, in fact, when he was parting with her after their +meeting in Boston, had assented to his request for secrecy (which at +first had struck her as somewhat unholy) on the ground that Verena would +bring him into the fold. He wondered whether that young lady had been +telling her old friend that she had succeeded with him. He thought this +improbable; but it didn't matter, and he said, gaily, "Well, I can +easily let her suppose so!" + +It was evident that it would be no easier for Doctor Prance to subscribe +to a deception than it had been for her venerable patient; but she went +so far as to reply, "Well, I hope you won't let her suppose you are +where you were that time I conversed with you. I could see where you +were then!" + +"It was in about the same place you were, wasn't it?" + +"Well," said Doctor Prance, with a small sigh, "I am afraid I have moved +back, if anything!" Her sigh told him a good deal; it seemed a thin, +self-controlled protest against the tone of Miss Chancellor's interior, +of which it was her present fortune to form a part: and the way she +hovered round, indistinct in the gloom, as if she were rather loath to +resume her place there, completed his impression that the little +doctress had a line of her own. + +"That, at least, must distress Miss Birdseye," he said reproachfully. + +"Not much, because I am not of importance. They think women the equals +of men; but they are a great deal more pleased when a man joins than +when a woman does." + +Ransom complimented Doctor Prance on the lucidity of her mind, and then +he said: "Is Miss Birdseye really sick? Is her condition very +precarious?" + +"Well, she is very old, and very--very gentle," Doctor Prance answered, +hesitating a moment for her adjective. "Under those circumstances a +person may flicker out." + +"We must trim the lamp," said Ransom; "I will take my turn, with +pleasure, in watching the sacred flame." + +"It will be a pity if she doesn't live to hear Miss Tarrant's great +effort," his companion went on. + +"Miss Tarrant's? What's that?" + +"Well, it's the principal interest, in there." And Doctor Prance now +vaguely indicated, with a movement of her head, a small white house, +much detached from its neighbours, which stood on their left, with its +back to the water, at a little distance from the road. It exhibited more +signs of animation than any of its fellows; several windows, notably +those of the ground floor, were open to the warm evening, and a large +shaft of light was projected upon the grassy wayside in front of it. +Ransom, in his determination to be discreet, checked the advance of his +companion, who added presently, with a short, suppressed laugh--"You can +see it is, from that!" He listened, to ascertain what she meant, and +after an instant a sound came to his ear--a sound he knew already well, +which carried the accents of Verena Tarrant, in ample periods and +cadences, out into the stillness of the August night. + +"Murder, what a lovely voice!" he exclaimed involuntarily. + +Doctor Prance's eye gleamed towards him a moment, and she observed, +humorously (she was relaxing immensely), "Perhaps Miss Birdseye is +right!" Then, as he made no rejoinder, only listening to the vocal +inflexions that floated out of the house, she went on--"She's practising +her speech." + +"Her speech? Is she going to deliver one here?" + +"No, as soon as they go back to town--at the Music Hall." + +Ransom's attention was now transferred to his companion. "Is that why +you call it her great effort?" + +"Well, so they think it, I believe. She practises that way every night; +she reads portions of it aloud to Miss Chancellor and Miss Birdseye." + +"And that's the time you choose for your walk?" Ransom said, smiling. + +"Well, it's the time my old lady has least need of me; she's too +absorbed." + +Doctor Prance dealt in facts; Ransom had already discovered that; and +some of her facts were very interesting. + +"The Music Hall--isn't that your great building?" he asked. + +"Well, it's the biggest we've got; it's pretty big, but it isn't so big +as Miss Chancellor's ideas," added Doctor Prance. "She has taken it to +bring out Miss Tarrant before the general public--she has never appeared +that way in Boston--on a great scale. She expects her to make a big +sensation. It will be a great night, and they are preparing for it. They +consider it her real beginning." + +"And this is the preparation?" Basil Ransom said. + +"Yes; as I say, it's their principal interest." + +Ransom listened, and while he listened he meditated. He had thought it +possible Verena's principles might have been shaken by the profession of +faith to which he treated her in New York; but this hardly looked like +it. For some moments Doctor Prance and he stood together in silence. + +"You don't hear the words," the doctor remarked, with a smile which, in +the dark, looked Mephistophelean. + +"Oh, I know the words!" the young man exclaimed, with rather a groan, as +he offered her his hand for good-night. + + + + +XXXVI + + +A certain prudence had determined him to put off his visit till the +morning; he thought it more probable that at that time he should be able +to see Verena alone, whereas in the evening the two young women would be +sure to be sitting together. When the morrow dawned, however, Basil +Ransom felt none of the trepidation of the procrastinator; he knew +nothing of the reception that awaited him, but he took his way to the +cottage designated to him over-night by Doctor Prance, with the step of +a man much more conscious of his own purpose than of possible obstacles. +He made the reflexion, as he went, that to see a place for the first +time at night is like reading a foreign author in a translation. At the +present hour--it was getting towards eleven o'clock--he felt that he was +dealing with the original. The little straggling, loosely-clustered town +lay along the edge of a blue inlet, on the other side of which was a +low, wooded shore, with a gleam of white sand where it touched the +water. The narrow bay carried the vision outward to a picture that +seemed at once bright and dim--a shining, slumbering summer sea, and a +far-off, circling line of coast, which, under the August sun, was hazy +and delicate. Ransom regarded the place as a town because Doctor Prance +had called it one; but it was a town where you smelt the breath of the +hay in the streets and you might gather blackberries in the principal +square. The houses looked at each other across the grass--low, rusty, +crooked, distended houses, with dry, cracked faces and the dim eyes of +small-paned, stiffly-sliding windows. Their little door-yards bristled +with rank, old-fashioned flowers, mostly yellow; and on the quarter that +stood back from the sea the fields sloped upward, and the woods in which +they presently lost themselves looked down over the roofs. Bolts and +bars were not a part of the domestic machinery of Marmion, and the +responsive menial, receiving the visitor on the threshold, was a +creature rather desired than definitely possessed; so that Basil Ransom +found Miss Chancellor's house-door gaping wide (as he had seen it the +night before), and destitute even of a knocker or a bell-handle. From +where he stood in the porch he could see the whole of the little +sitting-room on the left of the hall--see that it stretched straight +through to the back windows; that it was garnished with photographs of +foreign works of art, pinned upon the walls, and enriched with a piano +and other little extemporised embellishments, such as ingenious women +lavish upon the houses they hire for a few weeks. Verena told him +afterwards that Olive had taken her cottage furnished, but that the +paucity of chairs and tables and bedsteads was such that their little +party used almost to sit down, to lie down, in turn. On the other hand +they had all George Eliot's writings, and two photographs of the Sistine +Madonna. Ransom rapped with his stick on the lintel of the door, but no +one came to receive him; so he made his way into the parlour, where he +observed that his cousin Olive had as many German books as ever lying +about. He dipped into this literature, momentarily, according to his +wont, and then remembered that this was not what he had come for and +that as he waited at the door he had seen, through another door, opening +at the opposite end of the hall, signs of a small verandah attached to +the other face of the house. Thinking the ladies might be assembled +there in the shade, he pushed aside the muslin curtain of the back +window, and saw that the advantages of Miss Chancellor's summer +residence were in this quarter. There was a verandah, in fact, to which +a wide, horizontal trellis, covered with an ancient vine, formed a kind +of extension. Beyond the trellis was a small, lonely garden; beyond the +garden was a large, vague, woody space, where a few piles of old timber +were disposed, and which he afterwards learned to be a relic of the +shipbuilding era described to him by Doctor Prance; and still beyond +this again was the charming lake-like estuary he had already admired. +His eyes did not rest upon the distance; they were attracted by a figure +seated under the trellis, where the chequers of sun, in the interstices +of the vine leaves, fell upon a bright-coloured rug spread out on the +ground. The floor of the roughly-constructed verandah was so low that +there was virtually no difference in the level. It took Ransom only a +moment to recognise Miss Birdseye, though her back was turned to the +house. She was alone; she sat there motionless (she had a newspaper in +her lap, but her attitude was not that of a reader), looking at the +shimmering bay. She might be asleep; that was why Ransom moderated the +process of his long legs as he came round through the house to join her. +This precaution represented his only scruple. He stepped across the +verandah and stood close to her, but she did not appear to notice him. +Visibly, she was dozing, or presumably, rather, for her head was +enveloped in an old faded straw hat, which concealed the upper part of +her face. There were two or three other chairs near her, and a table on +which were half-a-dozen books and periodicals, together with a glass +containing a colourless liquid, on the top of which a spoon was laid. +Ransom desired only to respect her repose, so he sat down in one of the +chairs and waited till she should become aware of his presence. He +thought Miss Chancellor's back-garden a delightful spot, and his jaded +senses tasted the breeze--the idle, wandering summer wind--that stirred +the vine leaves over his head. The hazy shores on the other side of the +water, which had tints more delicate than the street vistas of New York +(they seemed powdered with silver, a sort of midsummer light), suggested +to him a land of dreams, a country in a picture. Basil Ransom had seen +very few pictures, there were none in Mississippi; but he had a vision +at times of something that would be more refined than the real world, +and the situation in which he now found himself pleased him almost as +much as if it had been a striking work of art. He was unable to see, as +I have said, whether Miss Birdseye were taking in the prospect through +open or only, imagination aiding (she had plenty of that), through +closed, tired, dazzled eyes. She appeared to him, as the minutes elapsed +and he sat beside her, the incarnation of well-earned rest, of patient, +submissive superannuation. At the end of her long day's work she might +have been placed there to enjoy this dim prevision of the peaceful +river, the gleaming shores, of the paradise her unselfish life had +certainly qualified her to enter, and which, apparently, would so soon +be opened to her. After a while she said, placidly, without turning: + +"I suppose it's about time I should take my remedy again. It does seem +as if she had found the right thing; don't you think so?" + +"Do you mean the contents of that tumbler? I shall be delighted to give +it to you, and you must tell me how much you take." And Basil Ransom, +getting up, possessed himself of the glass on the table. + +At the sound of his voice Miss Birdseye pushed back her straw hat by a +movement that was familiar to her, and twisting about her muffled figure +a little (even in August she felt the cold, and had to be much covered +up to sit out), directed at him a speculative, unastonished gaze. + +"One spoonful--two?" Ransom asked, stirring the dose and smiling. + +"Well, I guess I'll take two this time." + +"Certainly, Doctor Prance couldn't help finding the right thing," Ransom +said, as he administered the medicine; while the movement with which she +extended her face to take it made her seem doubly childlike. + +He put down the glass, and she relapsed into her position; she seemed to +be considering. "It's homeopathic," she remarked, in a moment. + +"Oh, I have no doubt of that; I presume you wouldn't take anything +else." + +"Well, it's generally admitted now to be the true system." + +Ransom moved closer to her, placed himself where she could see him +better. "It's a great thing to have the true system," he said, bending +towards her in a friendly way; "I'm sure you have it in everything." He +was not often hypocritical; but when he was he went all lengths. + +"Well, I don't know that any one has a right to say that. I thought you +were Verena," she added in a moment, taking him in again with her mild, +deliberate vision. + +"I have been waiting for you to recognise me; of course you didn't know +I was here--I only arrived last night." + +"Well, I'm glad you have come to see Olive now." + +"You remember that I wouldn't do that when I met you last?" + +"You asked me not to mention to her that I had met you; that's what I +principally recall." + +"And don't you remember what I told you I wanted to do? I wanted to go +out to Cambridge and see Miss Tarrant. Thanks to the information that +you were so good as to give me, I was able to do so." + +"Yes, she gave me quite a little description of your visit," said Miss +Birdseye, with a smile and a vague sound in her throat--a sort of +pensive, private reference to the idea of laughter--of which Ransom +never learned the exact significance, though he retained for a long time +afterwards a kindly memory of the old lady's manner at the moment. + +"I don't know how much she enjoyed it, but it was an immense pleasure to +me; so great a one that, as you see, I have come to call upon her +again." + +"Then, I presume, she _has_ shaken you?" + +"She has shaken me tremendously!" said Ransom, laughing. + +"Well, you'll be a great addition," Miss Birdseye returned. "And this +time your visit is also for Miss Chancellor?" + +"That depends on whether she will receive me." + +"Well, if she knows you are shaken, that will go a great way," said Miss +Birdseye, a little musingly, as if even to her unsophisticated mind it +had been manifested that one's relations with Miss Chancellor might be +ticklish. "But she can't receive you now--can she?--because she's out. +She has gone to the post office for the Boston letters, and they get so +many every day that she had to take Verena with her to help her carry +them home. One of them wanted to stay with me, because Doctor Prance has +gone fishing, but I said I presumed I could be left alone for about +seven minutes. I know how they love to be together; it seems as if one +_couldn't_ go out without the other. That's what they came down here +for, because it's quiet, and it didn't look as if there was any one else +they would be much drawn to. So it would be a pity for me to come down +after them just to spoil it!" + +"I am afraid I shall spoil it, Miss Birdseye." + +"Oh, well, a gentleman," murmured the ancient woman. + +"Yes, what can you expect of a gentleman? I certainly shall spoil it if +I can." + +"You had better go fishing with Doctor Prance," said Miss Birdseye, with +a serenity which showed that she was far from measuring the sinister +quality of the announcement he had just made. + +"I shan't object to that at all. The days here must be very long--very +full of hours. Have you got the doctor with you?" Ransom inquired, as if +he knew nothing at all about her. + +"Yes, Miss Chancellor invited us both; she is very thoughtful. She is +not merely a theoretic philanthropist--she goes into details," said Miss +Birdseye, presenting her large person, in her chair, as if she herself +were only an item. "It seems as if we were not so much wanted in Boston, +just in August." + +"And here you sit and enjoy the breeze, and admire the view," the young +man remarked, wondering when the two messengers, whose seven minutes +must long since have expired, would return from the post office. + +"Yes, I enjoy everything in this little old-world place; I didn't +suppose I should be satisfied to be so passive. It's a great contrast to +my former exertions. But somehow it doesn't seem as if there were any +trouble, or any wrong round here; and if there should be, there are Miss +Chancellor and Miss Tarrant to look after it. They seem to think I had +better fold my hands. Besides, when helpful, generous minds begin to +flock in from _your_ part of the country," Miss Birdseye continued, +looking at him from under the distorted and discoloured canopy of her +hat with a benignity which completed the idea in any cheerful sense he +chose. + +He felt by this time that he was committed to rather a dishonest part; +he was pledged not to give a shock to her optimism. This might cost him, +in the coming days, a good deal of dissimulation, but he was now saved +from any further expenditure of ingenuity by certain warning sounds +which admonished him that he must keep his wits about him for a purpose +more urgent. There were voices in the hall of the house, voices he knew, +which came nearer, quickly; so that before he had time to rise one of +the speakers had come out with the exclamation--"Dear Miss Birdseye, +here are seven letters for you!" The words fell to the ground, indeed, +before they were fairly spoken, and when Ransom got up, turning, he saw +Olive Chancellor standing there, with the parcel from the post office in +her hand. She stared at him in sudden horror; for the moment her +self-possession completely deserted her. There was so little of any +greeting in her face save the greeting of dismay, that he felt there was +nothing for him to say to her, nothing that could mitigate the odious +fact of his being there. He could only let her take it in, let her +divine that, this time, he was not to be got rid of. In an instant--to +ease off the situation--he held out his hand for Miss Birdseye's +letters, and it was a proof of Olive's having turned rather faint and +weak that she gave them up to him. He delivered the packet to the old +lady, and now Verena had appeared in the doorway of the house. As soon +as she saw him, she blushed crimson; but she did not, like Olive, stand +voiceless. + +"Why, Mr. Ransom," she cried out, "where in the world were _you_ washed +ashore?" Miss Birdseye, meanwhile, taking her letters, had no appearance +of observing that the encounter between Olive and her visitor was a kind +of concussion. + +It was Verena who eased off the situation; her gay challenge rose to her +lips as promptly as if she had had no cause for embarrassment. She was +not confused even when she blushed, and her alertness may perhaps be +explained by the habit of public speaking. Ransom smiled at her while +she came forward, but he spoke first to Olive, who had already turned +her eyes away from him and gazed at the blue sea-view as if she were +wondering what was going to happen to her at last. + +"Of course you are very much surprised to see me; but I hope to be able +to induce you to regard me not absolutely in the light of an intruder. I +found your door open, and I walked in, and Miss Birdseye seemed to think +I might stay. Miss Birdseye, I put myself under your protection; I +invoke you; I appeal to you," the young man went on. "Adopt me, answer +for me, cover me with the mantle of your charity!" + +Miss Birdseye looked up from her letters, as if at first she had only +faintly heard his appeal. She turned her eyes from Olive to Verena; then +she said, "Doesn't it seem as if we had room for all? When I remember +what I have seen in the South, Mr. Ransom's being here strikes me as a +great triumph." + +Olive evidently failed to understand, and Verena broke in with +eagerness, "It was by my letter, of course, that you knew we were here. +The one I wrote just before we came, Olive," she went on. "Don't you +remember I showed it to you?" + +At the mention of this act of submission on her friend's part Olive +started, flashing her a strange look; then she said to Basil that she +didn't see why he should explain so much about his coming; every one had +a right to come. It was a very charming place; it ought to do any one +good. "But it will have one defect for you," she added; "three-quarters +of the summer residents are women!" + +This attempted pleasantry on Miss Chancellor's part, so unexpected, so +incongruous, uttered with white lips and cold eyes, struck Ransom to +that degree by its oddity that he could not resist exchanging a glance +of wonder with Verena, who, if she had had the opportunity, could +probably have explained to him the phenomenon. Olive had recovered +herself, reminded herself that she was safe, that her companion in New +York had repudiated, denounced her pursuer; and, as a proof to her own +sense of her security, as well as a touching mark to Verena that now, +after what had passed, she had no fear, she felt that a certain light +mockery would be effective. + +"Ah, Miss Olive, don't pretend to think I love your sex so little, when +you know that what you really object to in me is that I love it too +much!" Ransom was not brazen, he was not impudent, he was really a very +modest man; but he was aware that whatever he said or did he was +condemned to seem impudent now, and he argued within himself that if he +was to have the dishonour of being thought brazen he might as well have +the comfort. He didn't care a straw, in truth, how he was judged or how +he might offend; he had a purpose which swallowed up such inanities as +that, and he was so full of it that it kept him firm, balanced him, gave +him an assurance that might easily have been confounded with a cold +detachment. "This place will do me good," he pursued; "I haven't had a +holiday for more than two years, I couldn't have gone another day; I was +finished. I would have written to you beforehand that I was coming, but +I only started at a few hours' notice. It occurred to me that this would +be just what I wanted; I remembered what Miss Tarrant had said in her +note, that it was a place where people could lie on the ground and wear +their old clothes. I delight to lie on the ground, and all my clothes +are old. I hope to be able to stay three or four weeks." + +Olive listened till he had done speaking; she stood a single moment +longer, and then, without a word, a glance, she rushed into the house. +Ransom saw that Miss Birdseye was immersed in her letters; so he went +straight to Verena and stood before her, looking far into her eyes. He +was not smiling now, as he had been in speaking to Olive. "Will you come +somewhere apart, where I can speak to you alone?" + +"Why have you done this? It was not right in you to come!" Verena looked +still as if she were blushing, but Ransom perceived he must allow for +her having been delicately scorched by the sun. + +"I have come because it is necessary--because I have something very +important to say to you. A great number of things." + +"The same things you said in New York? I don't want to hear them +again--they were horrible!" + +"No, not the same--different ones. I want you to come out with me, away +from here." + +"You always want me to come out! We can't go out here; we _are_ out, as +much as we can be!" Verena laughed. She tried to turn it off--feeling +that something really impended. + +"Come down into the garden, and out beyond there--to the water, where we +can speak. It's what I have come for; it was not for what I told Miss +Olive!" + +He had lowered his voice, as if Miss Olive might still hear them, and +there was something strangely grave--altogether solemn, indeed--in its +tone. Verena looked around her, at the splendid summer day, at the +much-swathed, formless figure of Miss Birdseye, holding her letter +inside her hat. "Mr. Ransom!" she articulated then, simply; and as her +eyes met his again they showed him a couple of tears. + +"It's not to make you suffer, I honestly believe. I don't want to say +anything that will hurt you. How can I possibly hurt you, when I feel to +you as I do?" he went on, with suppressed force. + +She said no more, but all her face entreated him to let her off, to +spare her; and as this look deepened, a quick sense of elation and +success began to throb in his heart, for it told him exactly what he +wanted to know. It told him that she was afraid of him, that she had +ceased to trust herself, that the way he had read her nature was the +right way (she was tremendously open to attack, she was meant for love, +she was meant for him), and that his arriving at the point at which he +wished to arrive was only a question of time. This happy consciousness +made him extraordinarily tender to her; he couldn't put enough +reassurance into his smile, his low murmur, as he said: "Only give me +ten minutes; don't receive me by turning me away. It's my holiday--my +poor little holiday; don't spoil it." + +Three minutes later Miss Birdseye, looking up from her letter, saw them +move together through the bristling garden and traverse a gap in the old +fence which enclosed the further side of it. They passed into the +ancient shipyard which lay beyond, and which was now a mere vague, +grass-grown approach to the waterside, bestrewn with a few remnants of +supererogatory timber. She saw them stroll forward to the edge of the +bay and stand there, taking the soft breeze in their faces. She watched +them a little, and it warmed her heart to see the stiff-necked young +Southerner led captive by a daughter of New England trained in the right +school, who would impose her opinions in their integrity. Considering +how prejudiced he must have been he was certainly behaving very well; +even at that distance Miss Birdseye dimly made out that there was +something positively humble in the way he invited Verena Tarrant to seat +herself on a low pile of weather-blackened planks, which constituted the +principal furniture of the place, and something, perhaps, just a trifle +too expressive of righteous triumph in the manner in which the girl put +the suggestion by and stood where she liked, a little proudly, turning a +good deal away from him. Miss Birdseye could see as much as this, but +she couldn't hear, so that she didn't know what it was that made Verena +turn suddenly back to him, at something he said. If she had known, +perhaps his observation would have struck her as less singular--under +the circumstances in which these two young persons met--than it may +appear to the reader. + +"They have accepted one of my articles; I think it's the best." These +were the first words that passed Basil Ransom's lips after the pair had +withdrawn as far as it was possible to withdraw (in that direction) from +the house. + +"Oh, is it printed--when does it appear?" Verena asked that question +instantly; it sprang from her lips in a manner that completely belied +the air of keeping herself at a distance from him which she had worn a +few moments before. + +He didn't tell her again this time, as he had told her when, on the +occasion of their walk together in New York, she expressed an +inconsequent hope that his fortune as a rejected contributor would take +a turn--he didn't remark to her once more that she was a delightful +being; he only went on (as if her revulsion were a matter of course) to +explain everything he could, so that she might as soon as possible know +him better and see how completely she could trust him. "That was, at +bottom, the reason I came here. The essay in question is the most +important thing I have done in the way of a literary attempt, and I +determined to give up the game or to persist, according as I should be +able to bring it to the light or not. The other day I got a letter from +the editor of the _Rational Review_, telling me that he should be very +happy to print it, that he thought it very remarkable, and that he +should be glad to hear from me again. He shall hear from me again--he +needn't be afraid! It contained a good many of the opinions I have +expressed to you, and a good many more besides. I really believe it will +attract some attention. At any rate, the simple fact that it is to be +published makes an era in my life. This will seem pitiful to you, no +doubt, who publish yourself, have been before the world these several +years, and are flushed with every kind of triumph; but to me it's simply +a tremendous affair. It makes me believe I may do something; it has +changed the whole way I look at my future. I have been building castles +in the air, and I have put you in the biggest and fairest of them. +That's a great change, and, as I say, it's really why I came on." + +Verena lost not a word of this gentle, conciliatory, explicit statement; +it was full of surprises for her, and as soon as Ransom had stopped +speaking she inquired: "Why, didn't you feel satisfied about your future +before?" + +Her tone made him feel how little she had suspected he could have the +weakness of a discouragement, how little of a question it must have +seemed to her that he would one day triumph on his own erratic line. It +was the sweetest tribute he had yet received to the idea that he might +have ability; the letter of the editor of the _Rational Review_ was +nothing to it. "No, I felt very blue; it didn't seem to me at all clear +that there was a place for me in the world." + +"Gracious!" said Verena Tarrant. + +A quarter of an hour later Miss Birdseye, who had returned to her +letters (she had a correspondent at Framingham who usually wrote fifteen +pages), became aware that Verena, who was now alone, was re-entering the +house. She stopped her on her way, and said she hoped she hadn't pushed +Mr. Ransom overboard. + +"Oh no; he has gone off--round the other way." + +"Well, I hope he is going to speak for us soon." + +Verena hesitated a moment. "He speaks with the pen. He has written a +very fine article--for the _Rational Review_." + +Miss Birdseye gazed at her young friend complacently; the sheets of her +interminable letter fluttered in the breeze. "Well, it's delightful to +see the way it goes on, isn't it?" + +Verena scarcely knew what to say; then, remembering that Doctor Prance +had told her that they might lose their dear old companion any day, and +confronting it with something Basil Ransom had just said--that the +_Rational Review_ was a quarterly and the editor had notified him that +his article would appear only in the number after the next--she +reflected that perhaps Miss Birdseye wouldn't be there, so many months +later, to see how it was her supposed consort had spoken. She might, +therefore, be left to believe what she liked to believe, without fear of +a day of reckoning. Verena committed herself to nothing more +confirmatory than a kiss, however, which the old lady's displaced +head-gear enabled her to imprint upon her forehead and which caused Miss +Birdseye to exclaim, "Why, Verena Tarrant, how cold your lips are!" It +was not surprising to Verena to hear that her lips were cold; a mortal +chill had crept over her, for she knew that this time she should have a +tremendous scene with Olive. + +She found her in her room, to which she had fled on quitting Mr. +Ransom's presence; she sat in the window, having evidently sunk into a +chair the moment she came in, a position from which she must have seen +Verena walk through the garden and down to the water with the intruder. +She remained as she had collapsed, quite prostrate; her attitude was the +same as that other time Verena had found her waiting, in New York. What +Olive was likely to say to her first the girl scarcely knew; her mind, +at any rate, was full of an intention of her own. She went straight to +her and fell on her knees before her, taking hold of the hands which +were clasped together, with nervous intensity, in Miss Chancellor's lap. +Verena remained a moment, looking up at her, and then said: + +"There is something I want to tell you now, without a moment's delay; +something I didn't tell you at the time it happened, nor afterwards. Mr. +Ransom came out to see me once, at Cambridge, a little while before we +went to New York. He spent a couple of hours with me; we took a walk +together and saw the colleges. It was after that that he wrote to +me--when I answered his letter, as I told you in New York. I didn't tell +you then of his visit. We had a great deal of talk about him, and I kept +that back. I did so on purpose; I can't explain why, except that I +didn't like to tell you, and that I thought it better. But now I want +you to know everything; when you know that, you _will_ know everything. +It was only one visit--about two hours. I enjoyed it very much--he +seemed so much interested. One reason I didn't tell you was that I +didn't want you to know that he had come on to Boston, and called on me +in Cambridge, without going to see you. I thought it might affect you +disagreeably. I suppose you will think I deceived you; certainly I left +you with a wrong impression. But now I want you to know all--all!" + +Verena spoke with breathless haste and eagerness; there was a kind of +passion in the way she tried to expiate her former want of candour. +Olive listened, staring; at first she seemed scarcely to understand. But +Verena perceived that she understood sufficiently when she broke out: +"You deceived me--you deceived me! Well, I must say I like your deceit +better than such dreadful revelations! And what does anything matter +when he has come after you now? What does he want--what has he come +for?" + +"He has come to ask me to be his wife." + +Verena said this with the same eagerness, with as determined an air of +not incurring any reproach this time. But as soon as she had spoken she +buried her head in Olive's lap. + +Olive made no attempt to raise it again, and returned none of the +pressure of her hands; she only sat silent for a time, during which +Verena wondered that the idea of the episode at Cambridge, laid bare +only after so many months, should not have struck her more deeply. +Presently she saw it was because the horror of what had just happened +drew her off from it. At last Olive asked: "Is that what he told you, +off there by the water?" + +"Yes"--and Verena looked up--"he wanted me to know it right away. He +says it's only fair to you that he should give notice of his intentions. +He wants to try and make me like him--so he says. He wants to see more +of me, and he wants me to know him better." + +Olive lay back in her chair, with dilated eyes and parted lips. "Verena +Tarrant, what _is_ there between you? what _can_ I hold on to, what +_can_ I believe? Two hours, in Cambridge, before we went to New York?" +The sense that Verena had been perfidious there--perfidious in her +reticence--now began to roll over her. "Mercy of heaven, how you did +act!" + +"Olive, it was to spare you." + +"To spare me? If you really wished to spare me he wouldn't be here now!" + +Miss Chancellor flashed this out with a sudden violence, a spasm which +threw Verena off and made her rise to her feet. For an instant the two +young women stood confronted, and a person who had seen them at that +moment might have taken them for enemies rather than friends. But any +such opposition could last but a few seconds. Verena replied, with a +tremor in her voice which was not that of passion, but of charity: "Do +you mean that I expected him, that I brought him? I never in my life was +more surprised at anything than when I saw him there." + +"Hasn't he the delicacy of one of his own slave-drivers? Doesn't he know +you loathe him?" + +Verena looked at her friend with a degree of majesty which, with her, +was rare. "I don't loathe him--I only dislike his opinions." + +"Dislike! Oh, misery!" And Olive turned away to the open window, leaning +her forehead against the lifted sash. + +Verena hesitated, then went to her, passing her arm round her. "Don't +scold me! help me--help me!" she murmured. + +Olive gave her a sidelong look; then, catching her up and facing her +again--"Will you come away, now, by the next train?" + +"Flee from him again, as I did in New York? No, no, Olive Chancellor, +that's not the way," Verena went on, reasoningly, as if all the wisdom +of the ages were seated on her lips. "Then how can we leave Miss +Birdseye, in her state? We must stay here--we must fight it out here." + +"Why not be honest, if you have been false--really honest, not only half +so? Why not tell him plainly that you love him?" + +"Love him, Olive? why, I scarcely know him." + +"You'll have a chance, if he stays a month!" + +"I don't dislike him, certainly, as you do. But how can I love him when +he tells me he wants me to give up everything, all our work, our faith, +our future, never to give another address, to open my lips in public? +How can I consent to that?" Verena went on, smiling strangely. + +"He asks you that, just that way?" + +"No; it's not that way. It's very kindly." + +"Kindly? Heaven help you, don't grovel! Doesn't he know it's my house?" +Olive added, in a moment. + +"Of course he won't come into it, if you forbid him." + +"So that you may meet him in other places--on the shore, in the +country?" + +"I certainly shan't avoid him, hide away from him," said Verena proudly. +"I thought I made you believe, in New York, that I really cared for our +aspirations. The way for me then is to meet him, feeling conscious of my +strength. What if I do like him? what does it matter? I like my work in +the world, I like everything I believe in, better." + +Olive listened to this, and the memory of how, in the house in Tenth +Street, Verena had rebuked her doubts, professed her own faith anew, +came back to her with a force which made the present situation appear +slightly less terrific. Nevertheless, she gave no assent to the girl's +logic; she only replied: "But you didn't meet him there; you hurried +away from New York, after I was willing you should stay. He affected you +very much there; you were not so calm when you came back to me from your +expedition to the park as you pretend to be now. To get away from him +you gave up all the rest." + +"I know I wasn't so calm. But now I have had three months to think about +it--about the way he affected me there. I take it very quietly." + +"No, you don't; you are not calm now!" + +Verena was silent a moment, while Olive's eyes continued to search her, +accuse her, condemn her. "It's all the more reason you shouldn't give me +stab after stab," she replied, with a gentleness which was infinitely +touching. + +It had an instant effect upon Olive; she burst into tears, threw herself +on her friend's bosom. "Oh, don't desert me--don't desert me, or you'll +kill me in torture," she moaned, shuddering. + +"You must help me--you must help me!" cried Verena, imploringly too. + + + + +XXXVII + + +Basil Ransom spent nearly a month at Marmion; in announcing this fact I +am very conscious of its extraordinary character. Poor Olive may well +have been thrown back into her alarms by his presenting himself there; +for after her return from New York she took to her soul the conviction +that she had really done with him. Not only did the impulse of revulsion +under which Verena had demanded that their departure from Tenth Street +should be immediate appear to her a proof that it had been sufficient +for her young friend to touch Mr. Ransom's moral texture with her +finger, as it were, in order to draw back for ever; but what she had +learned from her companion of his own manifestations, his apparent +disposition to throw up the game, added to her feeling of security. He +had spoken to Verena of their little excursion as his last opportunity, +let her know that he regarded it not as the beginning of a more intimate +acquaintance but as the end even of such relations as already existed +between them. He gave her up, for reasons best known to himself; if he +wanted to frighten Olive he judged that he had frightened her enough: +his Southern chivalry suggested to him perhaps that he ought to let her +off before he had worried her to death. Doubtless, too, he had perceived +how vain it was to hope to make Verena abjure a faith so solidly +founded; and though he admired her enough to wish to possess her on his +own terms, he shrank from the mortification which the future would have +in keeping for him--that of finding that, after six months of courting +and in spite of all her sympathy, her desire to do what people expected +of her, she despised his opinions as much as the first day. Olive +Chancellor was able to a certain extent to believe what she wished to +believe, and that was one reason why she had twisted Verena's flight +from New York, just after she let her friend see how much she should +like to drink deeper of the cup, into a warrant for living in a fool's +paradise. If she had been less afraid, she would have read things more +clearly; she would have seen that we don't run away from people unless +we fear them and that we don't fear them unless we know that we are +unarmed. Verena feared Basil Ransom now (though this time she declined +to run); but now she had taken up her weapons, she had told Olive she +was exposed, she had asked _her_ to be her defence. Poor Olive was +stricken as she had never been before, but the extremity of her danger +gave her a desperate energy. The only comfort in her situation was that +this time Verena had confessed her peril, had thrown herself into her +hands. "I like him--I can't help it--I do like him. I don't want to +marry him, I don't want to embrace his ideas, which are unspeakably +false and horrible; but I like him better than any gentleman I have +seen." So much as this the girl announced to her friend as soon as the +conversation of which I have just given a sketch was resumed, as it was +very soon, you may be sure, and very often, in the course of the next +few days. That was her way of saying that a great crisis had arrived in +her life, and the statement needed very little amplification to stand as +a shy avowal that she too had succumbed to the universal passion. Olive +had had her suspicions, her terrors, before; but she perceived now how +idle and foolish they had been, and that this was a different affair +from any of the "phases" of which she had hitherto anxiously watched the +development. As I say, she felt it to be a considerable mercy that +Verena's attitude was frank, for it gave her something to take hold of; +she could no longer be put off with sophistries about receiving visits +from handsome and unscrupulous young men for the sake of the +opportunities it gave one to convert them. She took hold, accordingly, +with passion, with fury; after the shock of Ransom's arrival had passed +away she determined that he should not find her chilled into dumb +submission. Verena had told her that she wanted her to hold her tight, +to rescue her; and there was no fear that, for an instant, she should +sleep at her post. + +"I like him--I like him; but I want to hate----" + +"You want to hate him!" Olive broke in. + +"No, I want to hate my liking. I want you to keep before me all the +reasons why I should--many of them so fearfully important. Don't let me +lose sight of anything! Don't be afraid I shall not be grateful when you +remind me." + +That was one of the singular speeches that Verena made in the course of +their constant discussion of the terrible question, and it must be +confessed that she made a great many. The strangest of all was when she +protested, as she did again and again to Olive, against the idea of +their seeking safety in retreat. She said there was a want of dignity in +it--that she had been ashamed, afterwards, of what she had done in +rushing away from New York. This care for her moral appearance was, on +Verena's part, something new; inasmuch as, though she had struck that +note on previous occasions--had insisted on its being her duty to face +the accidents and alarms of life--she had never erected such a standard +in the face of a disaster so sharply possible. It was not her habit +either to talk or to think about her dignity, and when Olive found her +taking that tone she felt more than ever that the dreadful, ominous, +fatal part of the situation was simply that now, for the first time in +all the history of their sacred friendship, Verena was not sincere. She +was not sincere when she told her that she wanted to be helped against +Mr. Ransom--when she exhorted her, that way, to keep everything that was +salutary and fortifying before her eyes. Olive did not go so far as to +believe that she was playing a part and putting her off with words +which, glossing over her treachery, only made it more cruel; she would +have admitted that that treachery was as yet unwitting, that Verena +deceived herself first of all, thinking she really wished to be saved. +Her phrases about her dignity were insincere, as well as her pretext +that they must stay to look after Miss Birdseye: as if Doctor Prance +were not abundantly able to discharge that function and would not be +enchanted to get them out of the house! Olive had perfectly divined by +this time that Doctor Prance had no sympathy with their movement, no +general ideas; that she was simply shut up to petty questions of +physiological science and of her own professional activity. She would +never have invited her down if she had realised this in advance so much +as the doctor's dry detachment from all their discussions, their +readings and practisings, her constant expeditions to fish and botanise, +subsequently enabled her to do. She was very narrow, but it did seem as +if she knew more about Miss Birdseye's peculiar physical +conditions--they were _very_ peculiar--than any one else, and this was a +comfort at a time when that admirable woman seemed to be suffering a +loss of vitality. + +"The great point is that it must be met some time, and it will be a +tremendous relief to have it over. He is determined to have it out with +me, and if the battle doesn't come off to-day we shall have to fight it +to-morrow. I don't see why this isn't as good a time as any other. My +lecture for the Music Hall is as good as finished, and I haven't got +anything else to do; so I can give all my attention to our personal +struggle. It requires a good deal, you would admit, if you knew how +wonderfully he can talk. If we should leave this place to-morrow he +would come after us to the very next one. He would follow us everywhere. +A little while ago we could have escaped him, because he says that then +he had no money. He hasn't got much now, but he has got enough to pay +his way. He is so encouraged by the reception of his article by the +editor of the _Rational Review_, that he is sure that in future his pen +will be a resource." + +These remarks were uttered by Verena after Basil Ransom had been three +days at Marmion, and when she reached this point her companion +interrupted her with the inquiry, "Is that what he proposes to support +you with--his pen?" + +"Oh yes; of course he admits we should be terribly poor." + +"And this vision of a literary career is based entirely upon an article +that hasn't yet seen the light? I don't see how a man of any refinement +can approach a woman with so beggarly an account of his position in +life." + +"He says he wouldn't--he would have been ashamed--three months ago; that +was why, when we were in New York, and he felt, even then--well (so he +says) all he feels now, he made up his mind not to persist, to let me +go. But just lately a change has taken place; his state of mind altered +completely, in the course of a week, in consequence of the letter that +editor wrote him about his contribution, and his paying for it right +off. It was a remarkably flattering letter. He says he believes in his +future now; he has before him a vision of distinction, of influence, and +of fortune, not great, perhaps, but sufficient to make life tolerable. +He doesn't think life is very delightful, in the nature of things; but +one of the best things a man can do with it is to get hold of some woman +(of course, she must please him very much, to make it worth while) whom +he may draw close to him." + +"And couldn't he get hold of any one but you--among all the exposed +millions of our sex?" poor Olive groaned. "Why must he pick you out, +when everything he knew about you showed you to be, exactly, the very +last?" + +"That's just what I have asked him, and he only remarks that there is no +reasoning about such things. He fell in love with me that first evening, +at Miss Birdseye's. So you see there was some ground for that mystic +apprehension of yours. It seems as if I pleased him more than any one." + +Olive flung herself over on the couch, burying her face in the cushions, +which she tumbled in her despair, and moaning out that he didn't love +Verena, he never had loved her, it was only his hatred of their cause +that made him pretend it; he wanted to do that an injury, to do it the +worst he could think of. He didn't love her, he hated her, he only +wanted to smother her, to crush her, to kill her--as she would +infallibly see that he would if she listened to him. It was because he +knew that her voice had magic in it, and from the moment he caught its +first note he had determined to destroy it. It was not tenderness that +moved him--it was devilish malignity; tenderness would be incapable of +requiring the horrible sacrifice that he was not ashamed to ask, of +requiring her to commit perjury and blasphemy, to desert a work, an +interest, with which her very heart-strings were interlaced, to give the +lie to her whole young past, to her purest, holiest ambitions. Olive put +forward no claim of her own, breathed, at first, at least, not a word of +remonstrance in the name of her personal loss, of their blighted union; +she only dwelt upon the unspeakable tragedy of a defection from their +standard, of a failure on Verena's part to carry out what she had +undertaken, of the horror of seeing her bright career blotted out with +darkness and tears, of the joy and elation that would fill the breast of +all their adversaries at this illustrious, consummate proof of the +fickleness, the futility, the predestined servility, of women. A man had +only to whistle for her, and she who had pretended most was delighted to +come and kneel at his feet. Olive's most passionate protest was summed +up in her saying that if Verena were to forsake them it would put back +the emancipation of women a hundred years. She did not, during these +dreadful days, talk continuously; she had long periods of pale, +intensely anxious, watchful silence, interrupted by outbreaks of +passionate argument, entreaty, invocation. It was Verena who talked +incessantly, Verena who was in a state entirely new to her, and, as any +one could see, in an attitude entirely unnatural and overdone. If she +was deceiving herself, as Olive said, there was something very affecting +in her effort, her ingenuity. If she tried to appear to Olive impartial, +coldly judicious, in her attitude with regard to Basil Ransom, and only +anxious to see, for the moral satisfaction of the thing, how good a +case, as a lover, he might make out for himself and how much he might +touch her susceptibilities, she endeavoured, still more earnestly, to +practise this fraud upon her own imagination. She abounded in every +proof that she should be in despair if she should be overborne, and she +thought of arguments even more convincing, if possible, than Olive's, +why she should hold on to her old faith, why she should resist even at +the cost of acute temporary suffering. She was voluble, fluent, +feverish; she was perpetually bringing up the subject, as if to +encourage her friend, to show how she kept possession of her judgement, +how independent she remained. + +No stranger situation can be imagined than that of these extraordinary +young women at this juncture; it was so singular on Verena's part, in +particular, that I despair of presenting it to the reader with the air +of reality. To understand it, one must bear in mind her peculiar +frankness, natural and acquired, her habit of discussing questions, +sentiments, moralities, her education, in the atmosphere of +lecture-rooms, of _séances_, her familiarity with the vocabulary of +emotion, the mysteries of "the spiritual life." She had learned to +breathe and move in a rarefied air, as she would have learned to speak +Chinese if her success in life had depended upon it; but this dazzling +trick, and all her artlessly artful facilities, were not a part of her +essence, an expression of her innermost preferences. What _was_ a part +of her essence was the extraordinary generosity with which she could +expose herself, give herself away, turn herself inside out, for the +satisfaction of a person who made demands of her. Olive, as we know, had +made the reflexion that no one was naturally less preoccupied with the +idea of her dignity, and though Verena put it forward as an excuse for +remaining where they were, it must be admitted that in reality she was +very deficient in the desire to be consistent with herself. Olive had +contributed with all her zeal to the development of Verena's gift; but I +scarcely venture to think now, what she may have said to herself, in the +secrecy of deep meditation, about the consequences of cultivating an +abundant eloquence. Did she say that Verena was attempting to smother +her now in her own phrases? did she view with dismay the fatal effect of +trying to have an answer for everything? From Olive's condition during +these lamentable weeks there is a certain propriety--a delicacy enjoined +by the respect for misfortune--in averting our head. She neither ate nor +slept; she could scarcely speak without bursting into tears; she felt so +implacably, insidiously baffled. She remembered the magnanimity with +which she had declined (the winter before the last) to receive the vow +of eternal maidenhood which she had at first demanded and then put by as +too crude a test, but which Verena, for a precious hour, for ever flown, +would _then_ have been willing to take. She repented of it with +bitterness and rage; and then she asked herself, more desperately still, +whether even if she held that pledge she should be brave enough to +enforce it in the face of actual complications. She believed that if it +were in her power to say, "No, I won't let you off; I have your solemn +word, and I won't!" Verena would bow to that decree and remain with her; +but the magic would have passed out of her spirit for ever, the +sweetness out of their friendship, the efficacy out of their work. She +said to her again and again that she had utterly changed since that hour +she came to her, in New York, after her morning with Mr. Ransom, and +sobbed out that they must hurry away. Then she had been wounded, +outraged, sickened, and in the interval nothing had happened, nothing +but that one exchange of letters, which she knew about, to bring her +round to a shameless tolerance. Shameless Verena admitted it to be; she +assented over and over to this proposition, and explained, as eagerly +each time as if it were the first, what it was that had come to pass, +what it was that had brought her round. It had simply come over her that +she liked him, that this was the true point of view, the only one from +which one could consider the situation in a way that would lead to what +she called a _real_ solution--a permanent rest. On this particular point +Verena never responded, in the liberal way I have mentioned, without +asseverating at the same time that what she desired most in the world +was to prove (the picture Olive had held up from the first) that a woman +_could_ live on persistently, clinging to a great, vivifying, redemptory +idea, without the help of a man. To testify to the end against the stale +superstition--mother of every misery--that those gentry were as +indispensable as they had proclaimed themselves on the house-tops--that, +she passionately protested, was as inspiring a thought in the present +poignant crisis as it had ever been. + +The one grain of comfort that Olive extracted from the terrors that +pressed upon her was that now she knew the worst; she knew it since +Verena had told her, after so long and so ominous a reticence, of the +detestable episode at Cambridge. That seemed to her the worst, because +it had been thunder in a clear sky; the incident had sprung from a +quarter from which, months before, all symptoms appeared to have +vanished. Though Verena had now done all she could to make up for her +perfidious silence by repeating everything that passed between them as +she sat with Mr. Ransom in Monadnoc Place or strolled with him through +the colleges, it imposed itself upon Olive that that occasion was the +key of all that had happened since, that he had then obtained an +irremediable hold upon her. If Verena had spoken at the time, she would +never have let her go to New York; the sole compensation for that +hideous mistake was that the girl, recognising it to the full, evidently +deemed now that she couldn't be communicative enough. There were certain +afternoons in August, long, beautiful and terrible, when one felt that +the summer was rounding its curve, and the rustle of the full-leaved +trees in the slanting golden light, in the breeze that ought to be +delicious, seemed the voice of the coming autumn, of the warnings and +dangers of life--portentous, insufferable hours when, as she sat under +the softly swaying vine-leaves of the trellis with Miss Birdseye and +tried, in order to still her nerves, to read something aloud to her +guest, the sound of her own quavering voice made her think more of that +baleful day at Cambridge than even of the fact that at that very moment +Verena was "off" with Mr. Ransom--had gone to take the little daily walk +with him to which it had been arranged that their enjoyment of each +other's society should be reduced. Arranged, I say; but that is not +exactly the word to describe the compromise arrived at by a kind of +tacit exchange of tearful entreaty and tightened grasp, after Ransom had +made it definite to Verena that he was indeed going to stay a month and +she had promised that she would not resort to base evasions, to flight +(which would avail her nothing, he notified her), but would give him a +chance, would listen to him a few minutes every day. He had insisted +that the few minutes should be an hour, and the way to spend it was +obvious. They wandered along the waterside to a rocky, shrub-covered +point, which made a walk of just the right duration. Here all the homely +languor of the region, the mild, fragrant Cape-quality, the sweetness of +white sands, quiet waters, low promontories where there were paths among +the barberries and tidal pools gleamed in the sunset--here all the +spirit of a ripe summer afternoon seemed to hang in the air. There were +wood-walks too; they sometimes followed bosky uplands, where accident +had grouped the trees with odd effects of "style," and where in grassy +intervals and fragrant nooks of rest they came out upon sudden patches +of Arcady. In such places Verena listened to her companion with her +watch in her hand, and she wondered, very sincerely, how he could care +for a girl who made the conditions of courtship so odious. He had +recognised, of course, at the very first, that he could not inflict +himself again upon Miss Chancellor, and after that awkward morning-call +I have described he did not again, for the first three weeks of his stay +at Marmion, penetrate into the cottage whose back windows overlooked the +deserted shipyard. Olive, as may be imagined, made, on this occasion, no +protest for the sake of being ladylike or of preventing him from putting +her apparently in the wrong. The situation between them was too grim; it +was war to the knife, it was a question of which should pull hardest. So +Verena took a tryst with the young man as if she had been a maid-servant +and Basil Ransom a "follower." They met a little way from the house; +beyond it, outside the village. + + + + +XXXVIII + + +Olive thought she knew the worst, as we have perceived; but the worst +was really something she could not know, inasmuch as up to this time +Verena chose as little to confide to her on that one point as she was +careful to expatiate with her on every other. The change that had taken +place in the object of Basil Ransom's merciless devotion since the +episode in New York was, briefly, just this change--that the words he +had spoken to her there about her genuine vocation, as distinguished +from the hollow and factitious ideal with which her family and her +association with Olive Chancellor had saddled her--these words, the most +effective and penetrating he had uttered, had sunk into her soul and +worked and fermented there. She had come at last to believe them, and +that was the alteration, the transformation. They had kindled a light in +which she saw herself afresh and, strange to say, liked herself better +than in the old exaggerated glamour of the lecture-lamps. She could not +tell Olive this yet, for it struck at the root of everything, and the +dreadful, delightful sensation filled her with a kind of awe at all that +it implied and portended. She was to burn everything she had adored; she +was to adore everything she had burned. The extraordinary part of it was +that though she felt the situation to be, as I say, tremendously +serious, she was not ashamed of the treachery which she--yes, decidedly, +by this time she must admit it to herself--she meditated. It was simply +that the truth had changed sides; that radiant image began to look at +her from Basil Ransom's expressive eyes. She loved, she was in love--she +felt it in every throb of her being. Instead of being constituted by +nature for entertaining that sentiment in an exceptionally small degree +(which had been the implication of her whole crusade, the warrant for +her offer of old to Olive to renounce), she was framed, apparently, to +allow it the largest range, the highest intensity. It was always +passion, in fact; but now the object was other. Formerly she had been +convinced that the fire of her spirit was a kind of double flame, one +half of which was responsive friendship for a most extraordinary person, +and the other pity for the sufferings of women in general. Verena gazed +aghast at the colourless dust into which, in three short months +(counting from the episode in New York), such a conviction as that could +crumble; she felt it must be a magical touch that could bring about such +a cataclysm. Why Basil Ransom had been deputed by fate to exercise this +spell was more than she could say--poor Verena, who up to so lately had +flattered herself that she had a wizard's wand in her own pocket. + +When she saw him a little way off, about five o'clock--the hour she +usually went out to meet him--waiting for her at a bend of the road +which lost itself, after a winding, straggling mile or two, in the +indented, insulated "point," where the wandering bee droned through the +hot hours with a vague, misguided flight, she felt that his tall, +watching figure, with the low horizon behind, represented well the +importance, the towering eminence he had in her mind--the fact that he +was just now, to her vision, the most definite and upright, the most +incomparable, object in the world. If he had not been at his post when +she expected him she would have had to stop and lean against something, +for weakness; her whole being would have throbbed more painfully than it +throbbed at present, though finding him there made her nervous enough. +And who was he, what was he? she asked herself. What did he offer her +besides a chance (in which there was no compensation of brilliancy or +fashion) to falsify, in a conspicuous manner, every hope and pledge she +had hitherto given? He allowed her, certainly, no illusion on the +subject of the fate she should meet as his wife; he flung over it no +rosiness of promised ease; he let her know that she should be poor, +withdrawn from view, a partner of his struggle, of his severe, hard, +unique stoicism. When he spoke of such things as these, and bent his +eyes on her, she could not keep the tears from her own; she felt that to +throw herself into his life (bare and arid as for the time it was) was +the condition of happiness for her, and yet that the obstacles were +terrible, cruel. It must not be thought that the revolution which was +taking place in her was unaccompanied with suffering. She suffered less +than Olive certainly, for her bent was not, like her friend's, in that +direction; but as the wheel of her experience went round she had the +sensation of being ground very small indeed. With her light, bright +texture, her complacent responsiveness, her genial, graceful, ornamental +cast, her desire to keep on pleasing others at the time when a force she +had never felt before was pushing her to please herself, poor Verena +lived in these days in a state of moral tension--with a sense of being +strained and aching--which she didn't betray more only because it was +absolutely not in her power to look desperate. An immense pity for Olive +sat in her heart, and she asked herself how far it was necessary to go +in the path of self-sacrifice. Nothing was wanting to make the wrong she +should do her complete; she had deceived her up to the very last; only +three months earlier she had reasserted her vows, given her word, with +every show of fidelity and enthusiasm. There were hours when it seemed +to Verena that she must really push her inquiry no further, but content +herself with the conclusion that she loved as deeply as a woman could +love and that it didn't make any difference. She felt Olive's grasp too +clinching, too terrible. She said to herself that she should never dare, +that she might as well give up early as late; that the scene, at the +end, would be something she couldn't face; that she had no right to +blast the poor creature's whole future. She had a vision of those +dreadful years; she knew that Olive would never get over the +disappointment. It would touch her in the point where she felt +everything most keenly; she would be incurably lonely and eternally +humiliated. It was a very peculiar thing, their friendship; it had +elements which made it probably as complete as any (between women) that +had ever existed. Of course it had been more on Olive's side than on +hers, she had always known that; but that, again, didn't make any +difference. It was of no use for her to tell herself that Olive had +begun it entirely and she had only responded out of a kind of charmed +politeness, at first, to a tremendous appeal. She had lent herself, +given herself, utterly, and she ought to have known better if she didn't +mean to abide by it. At the end of three weeks she felt that her inquiry +was complete, but that after all nothing was gained except an immense +interest in Basil Ransom's views and the prospect of an eternal +heartache. He had told her he wanted her to know him, and now she knew +him pretty thoroughly. She knew him and she adored him, but it didn't +make any difference. To give him up or to give Olive up--this effort +would be the greater of the two. + +If Basil Ransom had the advantage, as far back as that day in New York, +of having struck a note which was to reverberate, it may easily be +imagined that he did not fail to follow it up. If he had projected a new +light into Verena's mind, and made the idea of giving herself to a man +more agreeable to her than that of giving herself to a movement, he +found means to deepen this illumination, to drag her former standard in +the dust. He was in a very odd situation indeed, carrying on his siege +with his hands tied. As he had to do everything in an hour a day, he +perceived that he must confine himself to the essential. The essential +was to show her how much he loved her, and then to press, to press, +always to press. His hovering about Miss Chancellor's habitation without +going in was a strange regimen to be subjected to, and he was sorry not +to see more of Miss Birdseye, besides often not knowing what to do with +himself in the mornings and evenings. Fortunately he had brought plenty +of books (volumes of rusty aspect, picked up at New York bookstalls), +and in such an affair as this he could take the less when the more was +forbidden him. For the mornings, sometimes, he had the resource of +Doctor Prance, with whom he made a great many excursions on the water. +She was devoted to boating and an ardent fisherwoman, and they used to +pull out into the bay together, cast their lines, and talk a prodigious +amount of heresy. She met him, as Verena met him, "in the environs," but +in a different spirit. He was immensely amused at her attitude, and saw +that nothing in the world could, as he expressed it, make her wink. She +would never blench nor show surprise; she had an air of taking +everything abnormal for granted; betrayed no consciousness of the oddity +of Ransom's situation; said nothing to indicate she had noticed that +Miss Chancellor was in a frenzy or that Verena had a daily appointment. +You might have supposed from her manner that it was as natural for +Ransom to sit on a fence half a mile off as in one of the red +rocking-chairs, of the so-called "Shaker" species, which adorned Miss +Chancellor's back verandah. The only thing our young man didn't like +about Doctor Prance was the impression she gave him (out of the crevices +of her reticence he hardly knew how it leaked) that she thought Verena +rather slim. She took an ironical view of almost any kind of courtship, +and he could see she didn't wonder women were such featherheads, so long +as, whatever brittle follies they cultivated, they could get men to come +and sit on fences for them. Doctor Prance told him Miss Birdseye noticed +nothing; she had sunk, within a few days, into a kind of transfigured +torpor; she didn't seem to know whether Mr. Ransom were anywhere round +or not. She guessed she thought he had just come down for a day and gone +off again; she probably supposed he just wanted to get toned up a little +by Miss Tarrant. Sometimes, out in the boat, when she looked at him in +vague, sociable silence, while she waited for a bite (she delighted in a +bite), she had an expression of diabolical shrewdness. When Ransom was +not scorching there beside her (he didn't mind the sun of +Massachusetts), he lounged about in the pastoral land which hung (at a +very moderate elevation) above the shore. He always had a book in his +pocket, and he lay under whispering trees and kicked his heels and made +up his mind on what side he should take Verena the next time. At the end +of a fortnight he had succeeded (so he believed, at least) far better +than he had hoped, in this sense, that the girl had now the air of +making much more light of her "gift." He was indeed quite appalled at +the facility with which she threw it over, gave up the idea that it was +useful and precious. That had been what he wanted her to do, and the +fact of the sacrifice (once she had fairly looked at it) costing her so +little only proved his contention, only made it clear that it was not +necessary to her happiness to spend half her life ranting (no matter how +prettily) in public. All the same he said to himself that, to make up +for the loss of whatever was sweet in the reputation of the thing, he +should have to be tremendously nice to her in all the coming years. +During the first week he was at Marmion she made of him an inquiry which +touched on this point. + +"Well, if it's all a mere delusion, why should this facility have been +given me--why should I have been saddled with a superfluous talent? I +don't care much about it--I don't mind telling you that; but I confess I +should like to know what is to become of all that part of me, if I +retire into private life, and live, as you say, simply to be charming +for you. I shall be like a singer with a beautiful voice (you have told +me yourself my voice is beautiful) who has accepted some decree of never +raising a note. Isn't that a great waste, a great violation of nature? +Were not our talents given us to use, and have we any right to smother +them and deprive our fellow-creatures of such pleasure as they may +confer? In the arrangement you propose" (that was Verena's way of +speaking of the question of their marriage) "I don't see what provision +is made for the poor faithful, dismissed servant. It is all very well to +be charming to you, but there are people who have told me that once I +get on a platform I am charming to all the world. There is no harm in my +speaking of that, because you have told me so yourself. Perhaps you +intend to have a platform erected in our front parlour, where I can +address you every evening, and put you to sleep after your work. I say +our _front_ parlour, as if it were certain we should have two! It +doesn't look as if our means would permit that--and we must have some +place to dine, if there is to be a platform in our sitting-room." + +"My dear young woman, it will be easy to solve the difficulty: the +dining-table itself shall be our platform, and you shall mount on top of +that." This was Basil Ransom's sportive reply to his companion's very +natural appeal for light, and the reader will remark that if it led her +to push her investigation no further, she was very easily satisfied. +There was more reason, however, as well as more appreciation of a very +considerable mystery, in what he went on to say. "Charming to me, +charming to all the world? What will become of your charm?--is that what +you want to know? It will be about five thousand times greater than it +is now; that's what will become of it. We shall find plenty of room for +your facility; it will lubricate our whole existence. Believe me, Miss +Tarrant, these things will take care of themselves. You won't sing in +the Music Hall, but you will sing to me; you will sing to every one who +knows you and approaches you. Your gift is indestructible; don't talk as +if I either wanted to wipe it out or should be able to make it a +particle less divine. I want to give it another direction, certainly; +but I don't want to stop your activity. Your gift is the gift of +expression, and there is nothing I can do for you that will make you +less expressive. It won't gush out at a fixed hour and on a fixed day, +but it will irrigate, it will fertilise, it will brilliantly adorn your +conversation. Think how delightful it will be when your influence +becomes really social. Your facility, as you call it, will simply make +you, in conversation, the most charming woman in America." + +It is to be feared, indeed, that Verena was easily satisfied (convinced, +I mean, not that she ought to succumb to him, but that there were +lovely, neglected, almost unsuspected truths on his side); and there is +further evidence on the same head in the fact that after the first once +or twice she found nothing to say to him (much as she was always saying +to herself) about the cruel effect her apostasy would have upon Olive. +She forbore to plead that reason after she had seen how angry it made +him, and with how almost savage a contempt he denounced so flimsy a +pretext. He wanted to know since when it was more becoming to take up +with a morbid old maid than with an honourable young man; and when +Verena pronounced the sacred name of friendship he inquired what +fanatical sophistry excluded him from a similar privilege. She had told +him, in a moment of expansion (Verena believed she was immensely on her +guard, but her guard was very apt to be lowered), that his visits to +Marmion cast in Olive's view a remarkable light upon his chivalry; she +chose to regard his resolute pursuit of Verena as a covert persecution +of herself. Verena repented, as soon as she had spoken, of having given +further currency to this taunt; but she perceived the next moment no +harm was done, Basil Ransom taking in perfectly good part Miss +Chancellor's reflexions on his delicacy, and making them the subject of +much free laughter. She could not know, for in the midst of his hilarity +the young man did not compose himself to tell her, that he had made up +his mind on this question before he left New York--as long ago as when +he wrote her the note (subsequent to her departure from that city) to +which allusion has already been made, and which was simply the fellow of +the letter addressed to her after his visit to Cambridge: a friendly, +respectful, yet rather pregnant sign that, decidedly, on second +thoughts, separation didn't imply for him the intention of silence. We +know a little about his second thoughts, as much as is essential, and +especially how the occasion of their springing up had been the windfall +of an editor's encouragement. The importance of that encouragement, to +Basil's imagination, was doubtless much augmented by his desire for an +excuse to take up again a line of behaviour which he had forsworn (small +as had, as yet, been his opportunity to indulge in it) very much less +than he supposed; still, it worked an appreciable revolution in his view +of his case, and made him ask himself what amount of consideration he +should (from the most refined Southern point of view) owe Miss +Chancellor in the event of his deciding to go after Verena Tarrant in +earnest. He was not slow to decide that he owed her none. Chivalry had +to do with one's relations with people one hated, not with those one +loved. He didn't hate poor Miss Olive, though she might make him yet; +and even if he did, any chivalry was all moonshine which should require +him to give up the girl he adored in order that his third cousin should +see he could be gallant. Chivalry was forbearance and generosity with +regard to the weak; and there was nothing weak about Miss Olive, she was +a fighting woman, and she would fight him to the death, giving him not +an inch of odds. He felt that she was fighting there all day long, in +her cottage fortress; her resistance was in the air he breathed, and +Verena came out to him sometimes quite limp and pale from the tussle. + +It was in the same jocose spirit with which he regarded Olive's view of +the sort of standard a Mississippian should live up to that he talked to +Verena about the lecture she was preparing for her great exhibition at +the Music Hall. He learned from her that she was to take the field in +the manner of Mrs. Farrinder, for a winter campaign, carrying with her a +tremendous big gun. Her engagements were all made, her route was marked +out; she expected to repeat her lecture in about fifty different places. +It was to be called "A Woman's Reason," and both Olive and Miss Birdseye +thought it, so far as they could tell in advance, her most promising +effort. She wasn't going to trust to inspiration this time; she didn't +want to meet a big Boston audience without knowing where she was. +Inspiration, moreover, seemed rather to have faded away; in consequence +of Olive's influence she had read and studied so much that it seemed now +as if everything must take form beforehand. Olive was a splendid critic, +whether he liked her or not, and she had made her go over every word of +her lecture twenty times. There wasn't an intonation she hadn't made her +practise; it was very different from the old system, when her father had +worked her up. If Basil considered women superficial, it was a pity he +couldn't see what Olive's standard of preparation was, or be present at +their rehearsals, in the evening, in their little parlour. Ransom's +state of mind in regard to the affair at the Music Hall was simply +this--that he was determined to circumvent it if he could. He covered it +with ridicule, in talking of it to Verena, and the shafts he levelled at +it went so far that he could see she thought he exaggerated his dislike +to it. In point of fact he could not have overstated that; so odious did +the idea seem to him that she was soon to be launched in a more +infatuated career. He vowed to himself that she should never take that +fresh start which would commit her irretrievably if she should succeed +(and she would succeed--he had not the slightest doubt of her power to +produce a sensation in the Music Hall), to the acclamations of the +newspapers. He didn't care for her engagements, her campaigns, or all +the expectancy of her friends; to "squelch" all that, at a stroke, was +the dearest wish of his heart. It would represent to him his own +success, it would symbolise his victory. It became a fixed idea with +him, and he warned her again and again. When she laughed and said she +didn't see how he could stop her unless he kidnapped her, he really +pitied her for not perceiving, beneath his ominous pleasantries, the +firmness of his resolution. He felt almost capable of kidnapping her. It +was palpably in the air that she would become "widely popular," and that +idea simply sickened him. He felt as differently as possible about it +from Mr. Matthias Pardon. + +One afternoon, as he returned with Verena from a walk which had been +accomplished completely within the prescribed conditions, he saw, from a +distance, Doctor Prance, who had emerged bare-headed from the cottage, +and, shading her eyes from the red, declining sun, was looking up and +down the road. It was part of the regulation that Ransom should separate +from Verena before reaching the house, and they had just paused to +exchange their last words (which every day promoted the situation more +than any others), when Doctor Prance began to beckon to them with much +animation. They hurried forward, Verena pressing her hand to her heart, +for she had instantly guessed that something terrible had happened to +Olive--she had given out, fainted away, perhaps fallen dead, with the +cruelty of the strain. Doctor Prance watched them come, with a curious +look in her face; it was not a smile, but a kind of exaggerated +intimation that she noticed nothing. In an instant she had told them +what was the matter. Miss Birdseye had had a sudden weakness; she had +remarked abruptly that she was dying, and her pulse, sure enough, had +fallen to nothing. She was down on the piazza with Miss Chancellor and +herself, and they had tried to get her up to bed. But she wouldn't let +them move her; she was passing away, and she wanted to pass away just +there, in such a pleasant place, in her customary chair, looking at the +sunset. She asked for Miss Tarrant, and Miss Chancellor told her she was +out--walking with Mr. Ransom. Then she wanted to know if Mr. Ransom was +still there--she supposed he had gone. (Basil knew, by Verena, apart +from this, that his name had not been mentioned to the old lady since +the morning he saw her.) She expressed a wish to see him--she had +something to say to him; and Miss Chancellor told her that he would be +back soon, with Verena, and that they would bring him in. Miss Birdseye +said she hoped they wouldn't be long, because she was sinking; and +Doctor Prance now added, like a person who knew what she was talking +about, that it was, in fact, the end. She had darted out two or three +times to look for them, and they must step right in. Verena had scarcely +given her time to tell her story; she had already rushed into the house. +Ransom followed with Doctor Prance, conscious that for him the occasion +was doubly solemn; inasmuch as if he was to see poor Miss Birdseye yield +up her philanthropic soul, he was on the other hand doubtless to receive +from Miss Chancellor a reminder that _she_ had no intention of quitting +the game. + +By the time he had made this reflexion he stood in the presence of his +kinswoman and her venerable guest, who was sitting just as he had seen +her before, muffled and bonneted, on the back piazza of the cottage. +Olive Chancellor was on one side of her holding one of her hands, and on +the other was Verena, who had dropped on her knees, close to her, +bending over those of the old lady. "Did you ask for me--did you want +me?" the girl said tenderly. "I will never leave you again." + +"Oh, I won't keep you long. I only wanted to see you once more." Miss +Birdseye's voice was very low, like that of a person breathing with +difficulty; but it had no painful nor querulous note--it expressed only +the cheerful weariness which had marked all this last period of her +life, and which seemed to make it now as blissful as it was suitable +that she should pass away. Her head was thrown back against the top of +the chair, the ribbon which confined her ancient hat hung loose, and the +late afternoon light covered her octogenarian face and gave it a kind of +fairness, a double placidity. There was, to Ransom, something almost +august in the trustful renunciation of her countenance; something in it +seemed to say that she had been ready long before, but as the time was +not ripe she had waited, with her usual faith that all was for the best; +only, at present, since the right conditions met, she couldn't help +feeling that it was quite a luxury, the greatest she had ever tasted. +Ransom knew why it was that Verena had tears in her eyes as she looked +up at her patient old friend; she had spoken to him, often, during the +last three weeks, of the stories Miss Birdseye had told her of the great +work of her life, her mission, repeated year after year, among the +Southern blacks. She had gone among them with every precaution, to teach +them to read and write; she had carried them Bibles and told them of the +friends they had in the North who prayed for their deliverance. Ransom +knew that Verena didn't reproduce these legends with a view to making +him ashamed of his Southern origin, his connexion with people who, in a +past not yet remote, had made that kind of apostleship necessary; he +knew this because she had heard what he thought of all that chapter +himself; he had given her a kind of historical summary of the slavery +question which left her no room to say that he was more tender to that +particular example of human imbecility than he was to any other. But she +had told him that this was what _she_ would have liked to do--to wander, +alone, with her life in her hand, on an errand of mercy, through a +country in which society was arrayed against her; she would have liked +it much better than simply talking about the right from the gas-lighted +vantage of the New England platform. Ransom had replied simply +"Balderdash!" it being his theory, as we have perceived, that he knew +much more about Verena's native bent than the young lady herself. This +did not, however, as he was perfectly aware, prevent her feeling that +she had come too late for the heroic age of New England life, and +regarding Miss Birdseye as a battered, immemorial monument of it. Ransom +could share such an admiration as that, especially at this moment; he +had said to Verena, more than once, that he wished he might have met the +old lady in Carolina or Georgia before the war--shown her round among +the negroes and talked over New England ideas with her; there were a +good many he didn't care much about now, but at that time they would +have been tremendously refreshing. Miss Birdseye had given herself away +so lavishly all her life that it was rather odd there was anything left +of her for the supreme surrender. When he looked at Olive he saw that +she meant to ignore him; and during the few minutes he remained on the +spot his kinswoman never met his eye. She turned away, indeed, as soon +as Doctor Prance said, leaning over Miss Birdseye, "I have brought Mr. +Ransom to you. Don't you remember you asked for him?" + +"I am very glad to see you again," Ransom remarked. "It was very good of +you to think of me." At the sound of his voice Olive rose and left her +place; she sank into a chair at the other end of the piazza, turning +round to rest her arms on the back and bury her head in them. + +Miss Birdseye looked at the young man still more dimly than she had ever +done before. "I thought you were gone. You never came back." + +"He spends all his time in long walks; he enjoys the country so much," +Verena said. + +"Well, it's very beautiful, what I see from here. I haven't been strong +enough to move round since the first days. But I am going to move now." +She smiled when Ransom made a gesture as if to help her, and added: "Oh, +I don't mean I am going to move out of my chair." + +"Mr. Ransom has been out in a boat with me several times. I have been +showing him how to cast a line," said Doctor Prance, who appeared to +deprecate a sentimental tendency. + +"Oh, well, then, you have been one of our party; there seems to be every +reason why you should feel that you belong to us." Miss Birdseye looked +at the visitor with a sort of misty earnestness, as if she wished to +communicate with him further; then her glance turned slightly aside; she +tried to see what had become of Olive. She perceived that Miss +Chancellor had withdrawn herself, and, closing her eyes, she mused, +ineffectually, on the mystery she had not grasped, the peculiarity of +Basil Ransom's relations with her hostess. She was visibly too weak to +concern herself with it very actively; she only felt, now that she +seemed really to be going, a desire to reconcile and harmonise. But she +presently exhaled a low, soft sigh--a kind of confession that it was too +mixed, that she gave it up. Ransom had feared for a moment that she was +about to indulge in some appeal to Olive, some attempt to make him join +hands with that young lady, as a supreme satisfaction to herself. But he +saw that her strength failed her, and that, besides, things were getting +less clear to her; to his considerable relief, inasmuch as, though he +would not have objected to joining hands, the expression of Miss +Chancellor's figure and her averted face, with their desperate collapse, +showed him well enough how _she_ would have met such a proposal. What +Miss Birdseye clung to, with benignant perversity, was the idea that, in +spite of his exclusion from the house, which was perhaps only the result +of a certain high-strung jealousy on Olive's part of her friend's other +personal ties, Verena had drawn him in, had made him sympathise with the +great reform and desire to work for it. Ransom saw no reason why such an +illusion should be dear to Miss Birdseye; his contact with her in the +past had been so momentary that he could not account for her taking an +interest in his views, in his throwing his weight into the right scale. +It was part of the general desire for justice that fermented within her, +the passion for progress; and it was also in some degree her interest in +Verena--a suspicion, innocent and idyllic, as any such suspicion on Miss +Birdseye's part must be, that there was something between them, that the +closest of all unions (as Miss Birdseye at least supposed it was) was +preparing itself. Then his being a Southerner gave a point to the whole +thing; to bring round a Southerner would be a real encouragement for one +who had seen, even at a time when she was already an old woman, what was +the tone of opinion in the cotton States. Ransom had no wish to +discourage her, and he bore well in mind the caution Doctor Prance had +given him about destroying her last theory. He only bowed his head very +humbly, not knowing what he had done to earn the honour of being the +subject of it. His eyes met Verena's as she looked up at him from her +place at Miss Birdseye's feet, and he saw she was following his thought, +throwing herself into it, and trying to communicate to him a wish. The +wish touched him immensely; she was dreadfully afraid he would betray +her to Miss Birdseye--let her know how she had cooled off. Verena was +ashamed of that now, and trembled at the danger of exposure; her eyes +adjured him to be careful of what he said. Her tremor made him glow a +little in return, for it seemed to him the fullest confession of his +influence she had yet made. + +"We have been a very happy little party," she said to the old lady. "It +is delightful that you should have been able to be with us all these +weeks." + +"It has been a great rest. I am very tired. I can't speak much. It has +been a lovely time. I have done so much--so many things." + +"I guess I wouldn't talk much, Miss Birdseye," said Doctor Prance, who +had now knelt down on the other side of her. "We know how much you have +done. Don't you suppose every one knows _your_ life?" + +"It isn't much--only I tried to take hold. When I look back from here, +from where we've sat, I can measure the progress. That's what I wanted +to say to you and Mr. Ransom--because I'm going fast. Hold on to me, +that's right; but you can't keep me. I don't want to stay now; I presume +I shall join some of the others that we lost long ago. Their faces come +back to me now, quite fresh. It seems as if they might be waiting; as if +they were all there; as if they wanted to hear. You mustn't think +there's no progress because you don't see it all right off; that's what +I wanted to say. It isn't till you have gone a long way that you can +feel what's been done. That's what I see when I look back from here; I +see that the community wasn't half waked up when I was young." + +"It is you that have waked it up more than any one else, and it's for +that we honour you, Miss Birdseye!" Verena cried, with a sudden violence +of emotion. "If you were to live for a thousand years, you would think +only of others--you would think only of helping on humanity. You are our +heroine, you are our saint, and there has never been any one like you!" +Verena had no glance for Ransom now, and there was neither deprecation +nor entreaty in her face. A wave of contrition, of shame, had swept over +her--a quick desire to atone for her secret swerving by a renewed +recognition of the nobleness of such a life as Miss Birdseye's. + +"Oh, I haven't effected very much; I have only cared and hoped. You will +do more than I have ever done--you and Olive Chancellor, because you are +young and bright, brighter than I ever was; and besides, everything has +got started." + +"Well, you've got started, Miss Birdseye," Doctor Prance remarked, with +raised eyebrows, protesting dryly but kindly, and putting forward, with +an air as if, after all, it didn't matter much, an authority that had +been superseded. The manner in which this competent little woman +indulged her patient showed sufficiently that the good lady was sinking +fast. + +"We will think of you always, and your name will be sacred to us, and +that will teach us singleness and devotion," Verena went on, in the same +tone, still not meeting Ransom's eyes again, and speaking as if she were +trying now to stop herself, to tie herself by a vow. + +"Well, it's the thing you and Olive have given your lives to that has +absorbed me most, of late years. I did want to see justice done--to us. +I haven't seen it, but you will. And Olive will. Where is she--why isn't +she near me, to bid me farewell? And Mr. Ransom will--and he will be +proud to have helped." + +"Oh, mercy, mercy!" cried Verena, burying her head in Miss Birdseye's +lap. + +"You are not mistaken if you think I desire above all things that your +weakness, your generosity, should be protected," Ransom said, rather +ambiguously, but with pointed respectfulness. "I shall remember you as +an example of what women are capable of," he added; and he had no +subsequent compunctions for the speech, for he thought poor Miss +Birdseye, for all her absence of profile, essentially feminine. + +A kind of frantic moan from Olive Chancellor responded to these words, +which had evidently struck her as an insolent sarcasm; and at the same +moment Doctor Prance sent Ransom a glance which was an adjuration to +depart. + +"Good-bye, Olive Chancellor," Miss Birdseye murmured. "I don't want to +stay, though I should like to see what you will see." + +"I shall see nothing but shame and ruin!" Olive shrieked, rushing across +to her old friend, while Ransom discreetly quitted the scene. + + + + +XXXIX + + +He met Doctor Prance in the village the next morning, and as soon as he +looked at her he saw that the event which had been impending at Miss +Chancellor's had taken place. It was not that her aspect was funereal; +but it contained, somehow, an announcement that she had, for the +present, no more thought to give to casting a line. Miss Birdseye had +quietly passed away, in the evening, an hour or two after Ransom's +visit. They had wheeled her chair into the house; there had been nothing +to do but wait for complete extinction. Miss Chancellor and Miss Tarrant +had sat by her there, without moving, each of her hands in theirs, and +she had just melted away, towards eight o'clock. It was a lovely death; +Doctor Prance intimated that she had never seen any that she thought +more seasonable. She added that she was a good woman--one of the old +sort; and that was the only funeral oration that Basil Ransom was +destined to hear pronounced upon Miss Birdseye. The impression of the +simplicity and humility of her end remained with him, and he reflected +more than once, during the days that followed, that the absence of pomp +and circumstance which had marked her career marked also the +consecration of her memory. She had been almost celebrated, she had been +active, earnest, ubiquitous beyond any one else, she had given herself +utterly to charities and creeds and causes; and yet the only persons, +apparently, to whom her death made a real difference were three young +women in a small "frame-house" on Cape Cod. Ransom learned from Doctor +Prance that her mortal remains were to be committed to their rest in the +little cemetery at Marmion, in sight of the pretty sea-view she loved to +gaze at, among old mossy headstones of mariners and fisher-folk. She had +seen the place when she first came down, when she was able to drive out +a little, and she had said she thought it must be pleasant to lie there. +It was not an injunction, a definite request; it had not occurred to +Miss Birdseye, at the end of her days, to take an exacting line or to +make, for the first time in eighty years, a personal claim. But Olive +Chancellor and Verena had put their construction on her appreciation of +the quietest corner of the striving, suffering world so weary a pilgrim +of philanthropy had ever beheld. + +In the course of the day Ransom received a note of five lines from +Verena, the purport of which was to tell him that he must not expect to +see her again for the present; she wished to be very quiet and think +things over. She added the recommendation that he should leave the +neighbourhood for three or four days; there were plenty of strange old +places to see in that part of the country. Ransom meditated deeply on +this missive, and perceived that he should be guilty of very bad taste +in not immediately absenting himself. He knew that to Olive Chancellor's +vision his conduct already wore that stain, and it was useless, +therefore, for him to consider how he could displease her either less or +more. But he wished to convey to Verena the impression that he would do +anything in the wide world to gratify _her_ except give her up, and as +he packed his valise he had an idea that he was both behaving +beautifully and showing the finest diplomatic sense. To go away proved +to himself how secure he felt, what a conviction he had that however she +might turn and twist in his grasp he held her fast. The emotion she had +expressed as he stood there before poor Miss Birdseye was only one of +her instinctive contortions; he had taken due note of that--said to +himself that a good many more would probably occur before she would be +quiet. A woman that listens is lost, the old proverb says; and what had +Verena done for the last three weeks but listen?--not very long each +day, but with a degree of attention of which her not withdrawing from +Marmion was the measure. She had not told him that Olive wanted to whisk +her away, but he had not needed this confidence to know that if she +stayed on the field it was because she preferred to. She probably had an +idea she was fighting, but if she should fight no harder than she had +fought up to now he should continue to take the same view of his +success. She meant her request that he should go away for a few days as +something combative; but, decidedly, he scarcely felt the blow. He liked +to think that he had great tact with women, and he was sure Verena would +be struck with this quality in reading, in the note he presently +addressed her in reply to her own, that he had determined to take a +little run to Provincetown. As there was no one under the rather +ineffectual roof which sheltered him to whose hand he could entrust the +billet--at the Marmion hotel one had to be one's own messenger--he +walked to the village post-office to request that his note should be put +into Miss Chancellor's box. Here he met Doctor Prance, for a second time +that day; she had come to deposit the letters by which Olive notified a +few of Miss Birdseye's friends of the time and place of her obsequies. +This young lady was shut up with Verena, and Doctor Prance was +transacting all their business for them. Ransom felt that he made no +admission that would impugn his estimate of the sex to which she in a +manner belonged, in reflecting that she would acquit herself of these +delegated duties with the greatest rapidity and accuracy. He told her he +was going to absent himself for a few days, and expressed a friendly +hope that he should find her at Marmion on his return. + +Her keen eye gauged him a moment, to see if he were joking; then she +said, "Well, I presume you think I can do as I like. But I can't." + +"You mean you have got to go back to work?" + +"Well, yes; my place is empty in the city." + +"So is every other place. You had better remain till the end of the +season." + +"It's all one season to me. I want to see my office-slate. I wouldn't +have stayed so long for any one but her." + +"Well, then, good-bye," Ransom said. "I shall always remember our little +expeditions. And I wish you every professional distinction." + +"That's why I want to go back," Doctor Prance replied, with her flat, +limited manner. He kept her a moment; he wanted to ask her about Verena. +While he was hesitating how to form his question she remarked, evidently +wishing to leave him a little memento of her sympathy, "Well, I hope you +will be able to follow up your views." + +"My views, Miss Prance? I am sure I have never mentioned them to you!" +Then Ransom added, "How is Miss Tarrant to-day? is she more calm?" + +"Oh no, she isn't calm at all," Doctor Prance answered, very definitely. + +"Do you mean she's excited, emotional?" + +"Well, she doesn't talk, she's perfectly still, and so is Miss +Chancellor. They're as still as two watchers--they don't speak. But you +can hear the silence vibrate." + +"Vibrate?" + +"Well, they are very nervous." + +Ransom was confident, as I say, yet the effort that he made to extract a +good omen from this characterisation of the two ladies at the cottage +was not altogether successful. He would have liked to ask Doctor Prance +whether she didn't think he might count on Verena in the end; but he was +too shy for this, the subject of his relations with Miss Tarrant never +yet having been touched upon between them; and, besides, he didn't care +to hear himself put a question which was more or less an implication of +a doubt. So he compromised, with a sort of oblique and general inquiry +about Olive; that might draw some light. "What do you think of Miss +Chancellor--how does she strike you?" + +Doctor Prance reflected a little, with an apparent consciousness that he +meant more than he asked. "Well, she's losing flesh," she presently +replied; and Ransom turned away, not encouraged, and feeling that, no +doubt, the little doctress had better go back to her office-slate. + +He did the thing handsomely, remained at Provincetown a week, inhaling +the delicious air, smoking innumerable cigars, and lounging among the +ancient wharves, where the grass grew thick and the impression of fallen +greatness was still stronger than at Marmion. Like his friends the +Bostonians he was very nervous; there were days when he felt he must +rush back to the margin of that mild inlet; the voices of the air +whispered to him that in his absence he was being outwitted. +Nevertheless he stayed the time he had determined to stay; quieting +himself with the reflexion that there was nothing they could do to elude +him unless, perhaps, they should start again for Europe, which they were +not likely to do. If Miss Olive tried to hide Verena away in the United +States he would undertake to find her--though he was obliged to confess +that a flight to Europe would baffle him, owing to his want of cash for +pursuit. Nothing, however, was less probable than that they would cross +the Atlantic on the eve of Verena's projected _début_ at the Music Hall. +Before he went back to Marmion he wrote to this young lady, to announce +his reappearance there and let her know that he expected she would come +out to meet him the morning after. This conveyed the assurance that he +intended to take as much of the day as he could get; he had had enough +of the system of dragging through all the hours till a mere fraction of +time was left before night, and he couldn't wait so long, at any rate, +the day after his return. It was the afternoon train that had brought +him back from Provincetown, and in the evening he ascertained that the +Bostonians had not deserted the field. There were lights in the windows +of the house under the elms, and he stood where he had stood that +evening with Doctor Prance and listened to the waves of Verena's voice, +as she rehearsed her lecture. There were no waves this time, no sounds, +and no sign of life but the lamps; the place had apparently not ceased +to be given over to the conscious silence described by Doctor Prance. +Ransom felt that he gave an immense proof of chivalry in not calling +upon Verena to grant him an interview on the spot. She had not answered +his last note, but the next day she kept the tryst, at the hour he had +proposed; he saw her advance along the road, in a white dress, under a +big parasol, and again he found himself liking immensely the way she +walked. He was dismayed, however, at her face and what it portended; +pale, with red eyes, graver than she had ever been before, she appeared +to have spent the period of his absence in violent weeping. Yet that it +was not for him she had been crying was proved by the very first word +she spoke. + +"I only came out to tell you definitely it's impossible! I have thought +over everything, taking plenty of time--over and over; and that is my +answer, finally, positively. You must take it--you shall have no other." + +Basil Ransom gazed, frowning fearfully. "And why not, pray?" + +"Because I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't!" she repeated passionately, +with her altered, distorted face. + +"Damnation!" murmured the young man. He seized her hand, drew it into +his arm, forcing her to walk with him along the road. + +That afternoon Olive Chancellor came out of her house and wandered for a +long time upon the shore. She looked up and down the bay, at the sails +that gleamed on the blue water, shifting in the breeze and the light; +they were a source of interest to her that they had never been before. +It was a day she was destined never to forget; she felt it to be the +saddest, the most wounding of her life. Unrest and haunting fear had not +possession of her now, as they had held her in New York when Basil +Ransom carried off Verena, to mark her for his own, in the park. But an +immeasurable load of misery seemed to sit upon her soul; she ached with +the bitterness of her melancholy, she was dumb and cold with despair. +She had spent the violence of her terror, the eagerness of her grief, +and now she was too weary to struggle with fate. She appeared to herself +almost to have accepted it, as she wandered forth in the beautiful +afternoon with the knowledge that the "ten minutes" which Verena had +told her she meant to devote to Mr. Ransom that morning had developed +suddenly into an embarkation for the day. They had gone out in a boat +together; one of the village worthies, from whom small craft were to be +hired, had, at Verena's request, sent his little son to Miss +Chancellor's cottage with that information. She had not understood +whether they had taken the boatman with them. Even when the information +came (and it came at a moment of considerable reassurance), Olive's +nerves were not ploughed up by it as they had been, for instance, by the +other expedition, in New York; and she could measure the distance she +had traversed since then. It had not driven her away on the instant to +pace the shore in frenzy, to challenge every boat that passed, and beg +that the young lady who was sailing somewhere in the bay with a dark +gentleman with long hair should be entreated immediately to return. On +the contrary, after the first quiver of pain inflicted by the news she +had been able to occupy herself, to look after her house, to write her +morning's letters, to go into her accounts, which she had had some time +on her mind. She had wanted to put off thinking, for she knew to what +hideous recognitions that would bring her round again. These were summed +up in the fact that Verena was now not to be trusted for an hour. She +had sworn to her the night before, with a face like a lacerated angel's, +that her choice was made, that their union and their work were more to +her than any other life could ever be, and that she deeply believed that +should she forswear these holy things she would simply waste away, in +the end, with remorse and shame. She would see Mr. Ransom just once +more, for ten minutes, to utter one or two supreme truths to him, and +then they would take up their old, happy, active, fruitful days again, +would throw themselves more than ever into their splendid effort. Olive +had seen how Verena was moved by Miss Birdseye's death, how at the sight +of that unique woman's majestically simple withdrawal from a scene in +which she had held every vulgar aspiration, every worldly standard and +lure, so cheap, the girl had been touched again with the spirit of their +most confident hours, had flamed up with the faith that no narrow +personal joy could compare in sweetness with the idea of doing something +for those who had always suffered and who waited still. This helped +Olive to believe that she might begin to count upon her again, conscious +as she was at the same time that Verena had been strangely weakened and +strained by her odious ordeal. Oh, Olive knew that she loved him--knew +what the passion was with which the wretched girl had to struggle; and +she did her the justice to believe that her professions were sincere, +her effort was real. Harassed and embittered as she was, Olive +Chancellor still proposed to herself to be rigidly just, and that is why +she pitied Verena now with an unspeakable pity, regarded her as the +victim of an atrocious spell, and reserved all her execration and +contempt for the author of their common misery. If Verena had stepped +into a boat with him half an hour after declaring that she would give +him his dismissal in twenty words, that was because he had ways, known +to himself and other men, of creating situations without an issue, of +forcing her to do things she could do only with sharp repugnance, under +the menace of pain that would be sharper still. But all the same, what +actually stared her in the face was that Verena was not to be trusted, +even after rallying again as passionately as she had done during the +days that followed Miss Birdseye's death. Olive would have liked to know +the pang of penance that _she_ would have been afraid, in her place, to +incur; to see the locked door which _she_ would not have managed to +force open! + +This inexpressibly mournful sense that, after all, Verena, in her +exquisite delicacy and generosity, was appointed only to show how women +had from the beginning of time been the sport of men's selfishness and +avidity, this dismal conviction accompanied Olive on her walk, which +lasted all the afternoon, and in which she found a kind of tragic +relief. She went very far, keeping in the lonely places, unveiling her +face to the splendid light, which seemed to make a mock of the darkness +and bitterness of her spirit. There were little sandy coves, where the +rocks were clean, where she made long stations, sinking down in them as +if she hoped she should never rise again. It was the first time she had +been out since Miss Birdseye's death, except the hour when, with the +dozen sympathisers who came from Boston, she stood by the tired old +woman's grave. Since then, for three days, she had been writing letters, +narrating, describing to those who hadn't come; there were some, she +thought, who might have managed to do so, instead of despatching her +pages of diffuse reminiscence and asking her for all particulars in +return. Selah Tarrant and his wife had come, obtrusively, as she +thought, for they never had had very much intercourse with Miss +Birdseye; and if it was for Verena's sake, Verena was there to pay every +tribute herself. Mrs. Tarrant had evidently hoped Miss Chancellor would +ask her to stay on at Marmion, but Olive felt how little she was in a +state for such heroics of hospitality. It was precisely in order that +she should not have to do that sort of thing that she had given Selah +such considerable sums, on two occasions, at a year's interval. If the +Tarrants wanted a change of air they could travel all over the +country--their present means permitted it; they could go to Saratoga or +Newport if they liked. Their appearance showed that they could put their +hands into their pockets (or into hers); at least Mrs. Tarrant's did. +Selah still sported (on a hot day in August) his immemorial waterproof; +but his wife rustled over the low tombstones at Marmion in garments of +which (little as she was versed in such inquiries) Olive could see that +the cost had been large. Besides, after Doctor Prance had gone (when all +was over), she felt what a relief it was that Verena and she could be +just together--together with the monstrous wedge of a question that had +come up between them. That was company enough, great heaven! and she had +not got rid of such an inmate as Doctor Prance only to put Mrs. Tarrant +in her place. + +Did Verena's strange aberration, on this particular day, suggest to +Olive that it was no use striving, that the world was all a great trap +or trick, of which women were ever the punctual dupes, so that it was +the worst of the curse that rested upon them that they must most +humiliate those who had most their cause at heart? Did she say to +herself that their weakness was not only lamentable but hideous--hideous +their predestined subjection to man's larger and grosser insistence? Did +she ask herself why she should give up her life to save a sex which, +after all, didn't wish to be saved, and which rejected the truth even +after it had bathed them with its auroral light and they had pretended +to be fed and fortified? These are mysteries into which I shall not +attempt to enter, speculations with which I have no concern; it is +sufficient for us to know that all human effort had never seemed to her +so barren and thankless as on that fatal afternoon. Her eyes rested on +the boats she saw in the distance, and she wondered if in one of them +Verena were floating to her fate; but so far from straining forward to +beckon her home she almost wished that she might glide away for ever, +that _she_ might never see her again, never undergo the horrible details +of a more deliberate separation. Olive lived over, in her miserable +musings, her life for the last two years; she knew, again, how noble and +beautiful her scheme had been, but how it had all rested on an illusion +of which the very thought made her feel faint and sick. What was before +her now was the reality, with the beautiful, indifferent sky pouring +down its complacent rays upon it. The reality was simply that Verena had +been more to her than she ever was to Verena, and that, with her +exquisite natural art, the girl had cared for their cause only because, +for the time, no interest, no fascination, was greater. Her talent, the +talent which was to achieve such wonders, was nothing to her; it was too +easy, she could leave it alone, as she might close her piano, for +months; it was only to Olive that it was everything. Verena had +submitted, she had responded, she had lent herself to Olive's incitement +and exhortation, because she was sympathetic and young and abundant and +fanciful; but it had been a kind of hothouse loyalty, the mere contagion +of example, and a sentiment springing up from within had easily breathed +a chill upon it. Did Olive ask herself whether, for so many months, her +companion had been only the most unconscious and most successful of +humbugs? Here again I must plead a certain incompetence to give an +answer. Positive it is that she spared herself none of the inductions of +a reverie that seemed to dry up the mists and ambiguities of life. These +hours of backward clearness come to all men and women, once at least, +when they read the past in the light of the present, with the reasons of +things, like unobserved finger-posts, protruding where they never saw +them before. The journey behind them is mapped out and figured, with its +false steps, its wrong observations, all its infatuated, deluded +geography. They understand as Olive understood, but it is probable that +they rarely suffer as she suffered. The sense of regret for her baffled +calculations burned within her like a fire, and the splendour of the +vision over which the curtain of mourning now was dropped brought to her +eyes slow, still tears, tears that came one by one, neither easing her +nerves nor lightening her load of pain. She thought of her innumerable +talks with Verena, of the pledges they had exchanged, of their earnest +studies, their faithful work, their certain reward, the winter nights +under the lamp, when they thrilled with previsions as just and a passion +as high as had ever found shelter in a pair of human hearts. The pity of +it, the misery of such a fall after such a flight, could express itself +only, as the poor girl prolonged the vague pauses of her unnoticed +ramble, in a low, inarticulate murmur of anguish. + +The afternoon waned, bringing with it the slight chill which, at the +summer's end, begins to mark the shortening days. She turned her face +homeward, and by this time became conscious that if Verena's companion +had not yet brought her back there might be ground for uneasiness as to +what had happened to them. It seemed to her that no sail-boat could have +put into the town without passing more or less before her eyes and +showing her whom it carried; she had seen a dozen, freighted only with +the figures of men. An accident was perfectly possible (what could +Ransom, with his plantation habits, know about the management of a +sail?), and once that danger loomed before her--the signal loveliness of +the weather had prevented its striking her before--Olive's imagination +hurried, with a bound, to the worst. She saw the boat overturned and +drifting out to sea, and (after a week of nameless horror) the body of +an unknown young woman, defaced beyond recognition, but with long auburn +hair and in a white dress, washed up in some far-away cove. An hour +before, her mind had rested with a sort of relief on the idea that +Verena should sink for ever beneath the horizon, so that their +tremendous trouble might never be; but now, with the lateness of the +hour, a sharp, immediate anxiety took the place of that intended +resignation; and she quickened her step, with a heart that galloped too +as she went. Then it was, above all, that she felt how _she_ had +understood friendship, and how never again to see the face of the +creature she had taken to her soul would be for her as the stroke of +blindness. The twilight had become thick by the time she reached Marmion +and paused for an instant in front of her house, over which the elms +that stood on the grassy wayside appeared to her to hang a blacker +curtain than ever before. + +There was no candle in any window, and when she pushed in and stood in +the hall, listening a moment, her step awakened no answering sound. Her +heart failed her; Verena's staying out in a boat from ten o'clock in the +morning till nightfall was too unnatural, and she gave a cry, as she +rushed into the low, dim parlour (darkened on one side, at that hour, by +the wide-armed foliage, and on the other by the veranda and trellis), +which expressed only a wild personal passion, a desire to take her +friend in her arms again on any terms, even the most cruel to herself. +The next moment she started back, with another and a different +exclamation, for Verena was in the room, motionless, in a corner--the +first place in which she had seated herself on re-entering the +house--looking at her with a silent face which seemed strange, +unnatural, in the dusk. Olive stopped short, and for a minute the two +women remained as they were, gazing at each other in the dimness. After +that, too, Olive still said nothing; she only went to Verena and sat +down beside her. She didn't know what to make of her manner; she had +never been like that before. She was unwilling to speak; she seemed +crushed and humbled. This was almost the worst--if anything could be +worse than what had gone before; and Olive took her hand with an +irresistible impulse of compassion and assurance. From the way it lay in +her own she guessed her whole feeling--saw it was a kind of shame, shame +for her weakness, her swift surrender, her insane gyration, in the +morning. Verena expressed it by no protest and no explanation; she +appeared not even to wish to hear the sound of her own voice. Her +silence itself was an appeal--an appeal to Olive to ask no questions +(she could trust her to inflict no spoken reproach); only to wait till +she could lift up her head again. Olive understood, or thought she +understood, and the woefulness of it all only seemed the deeper. She +would just sit there and hold her hand; that was all she could do; they +were beyond each other's help in any other way now. Verena leaned her +head back and closed her eyes, and for an hour, as nightfall settled in +the room, neither of the young women spoke. Distinctly, it was a kind of +shame. After a while the parlour-maid, very casual, in the manner of the +servants at Marmion, appeared on the threshold with a lamp; but Olive +motioned her frantically away. She wished to keep the darkness. It was a +kind of shame. + +The next morning Basil Ransom rapped loudly with his walking-stick on +the lintel of Miss Chancellor's house-door, which, as usual on fine +days, stood open. There was no need he should wait till the servant had +answered his summons; for Olive, who had reason to believe he would +come, and who had been lurking in the sitting-room for a purpose of her +own, stepped forth into the little hall. + +"I am sorry to disturb you; I had the hope that--for a moment--I might +see Miss Tarrant." That was the speech with which (and a measured +salutation) he greeted his advancing kinswoman. She faced him an +instant, and her strange green eyes caught the light. + +"It's impossible. You may believe that when I say it." + +"Why is it impossible?" he asked, smiling in spite of an inward +displeasure. And as Olive gave him no answer, only gazing at him with a +cold audacity which he had not hitherto observed in her, he added a +little explanation. "It is simply to have seen her before I go--to have +said five words to her. I want her to know that I have made up my +mind--since yesterday--to leave this place; I shall take the train at +noon." + +It was not to gratify Olive Chancellor that he had determined to go +away, or even that he told her this; yet he was surprised that his words +brought no expression of pleasure to her face. "I don't think it is of +much importance whether you go away or not. Miss Tarrant herself has +gone away." + +"Miss Tarrant--gone away?" This announcement was so much at variance +with Verena's apparent intentions the night before that his ejaculation +expressed chagrin as well as surprise, and in doing so it gave Olive a +momentary advantage. It was the only one she had ever had, and the poor +girl may be excused for having enjoyed it--so far as enjoyment was +possible to her. Basil Ransom's visible discomfiture was more agreeable +to her than anything had been for a long time. + +"I went with her myself to the early train; and I saw it leave the +station." And Olive kept her eyes unaverted, for the satisfaction of +seeing how he took it. + +It must be confessed that he took it rather ill. He had decided it was +best he should retire, but Verena's retiring was another matter. "And +where is she gone?" he asked, with a frown. + +"I don't think I am obliged to tell you." + +"Of course not! Excuse my asking. It is much better that I should find +it out for myself, because if I owed the information to you I should +perhaps feel a certain delicacy as regards profiting by it." + +"Gracious heaven!" cried Miss Chancellor, at the idea of Ransom's +delicacy. Then she added more deliberately: "You will not find out for +yourself." + +"You think not?" + +"I am sure of it!" And her enjoyment of the situation becoming acute, +there broke from her lips a shrill, unfamiliar, troubled sound, which +performed the office of a laugh, a laugh of triumph, but which, at a +distance, might have passed almost as well for a wail of despair. It +rang in Ransom's ears as he quickly turned away. + + + + +XL + + +It was Mrs. Luna who received him, as she had received him on the +occasion of his first visit to Charles Street; by which I do not mean +quite in the same way. She had known very little about him then, but she +knew too much for her happiness to-day, and she had with him now a +little invidious, contemptuous manner, as if everything he should say or +do could be a proof only of abominable duplicity and perversity. She had +a theory that he had treated her shamefully; and he knew it--I do not +mean the fact, but the theory: which led him to reflect that her +resentments were as shallow as her opinions, inasmuch as if she really +believed in her grievance, or if it had had any dignity, she would not +have consented to see him. He had not presented himself at Miss +Chancellor's door without a very good reason, and having done so he +could not turn away so long as there was any one in the house of whom he +might have speech. He had sent up his name to Mrs. Luna, after being +told that she was staying there, on the mere chance that she would see +him; for he thought a refusal a very possible sequel to the letters she +had written him during the past four or five months--letters he had +scarcely read, full of allusions of the most cutting sort to proceedings +of his, in the past, of which he had no recollection whatever. They +bored him, for he had quite other matters in his mind. + +"I don't wonder you have the bad taste, the crudity," she said, as soon +as he came into the room, looking at him more sternly than he would have +believed possible to her. + +He saw that this was an allusion to his not having been to see her since +the period of her sister's visit to New York; he having conceived for +her, the evening of Mrs. Burrage's party, a sentiment of aversion which +put an end to such attentions. He didn't laugh, he was too worried and +preoccupied; but he replied, in a tone which apparently annoyed her as +much as any indecent mirth: "I thought it very possible you wouldn't see +me." + +"Why shouldn't I see you, if I should take it into my head? Do you +suppose I care whether I see you or not?" + +"I supposed you wanted to, from your letters." + +"Then why did you think I would refuse?" + +"Because that's the sort of thing women do." + +"Women--women! You know much about them!" + +"I am learning something every day." + +"You haven't learned yet, apparently, to answer their letters. It's +rather a surprise to me that you don't pretend not to have received +mine." + +Ransom could smile now; the opportunity to vent the exasperation that +had been consuming him almost restored his good humour. "What could I +say? You overwhelmed me. Besides, I did answer one of them." + +"One of them? You speak as if I had written you a dozen!" Mrs. Luna +cried. + +"I thought that was your contention--that you had done me the honour to +address me so many. They were crushing, and when a man's crushed, it's +all over." + +"Yes, you look as if you were in very small pieces! I am glad that I +shall never see you again." + +"I can see now why you received me--to tell me that," Ransom said. + +"It is a kind of pleasure. I am going back to Europe." + +"Really? for Newton's education?" + +"Ah, I wonder you can have the face to speak of that--after the way you +deserted him!" + +"Let us abandon the subject, then, and I will tell you what I want." + +"I don't in the least care what you want," Mrs. Luna remarked. "And you +haven't even the grace to ask me where I am going--over there." + +"What difference does that make to me--once you leave these shores?" + +Mrs. Luna rose to her feet. "Ah, chivalry, chivalry!" she exclaimed. And +she walked away to the window--one of the windows from which Ransom had +first enjoyed, at Olive's solicitation, the view of the Back Bay. Mrs. +Luna looked forth at it with little of the air of a person who was sorry +to be about to lose it. "I am determined you shall know where I am +going," she said in a moment. "I am going to Florence." + +"Don't be afraid!" he replied. "I shall go to Rome." + +"And you'll carry there more impertinence than has been seen there since +the old emperors." + +"Were the emperors impertinent, in addition to their other vices? I am +determined, on my side, that you shall know what I have come for," +Ransom said. "I wouldn't ask you if I could ask any one else; but I am +very hard pressed, and I don't know who can help me." + +Mrs. Luna turned on him a face of the frankest derision. "Help you? Do +you remember the last time I asked you to help me?" + +"That evening at Mrs. Burrage's? Surely I wasn't wanting then; I +remember urging on your acceptance a chair, so that you might stand on +it, to see and to hear." + +"To see and to hear what, please? Your disgusting infatuation!" + +"It's just about that I want to speak to you," Ransom pursued. "As you +already know all about it, you have no new shock to receive, and I +therefore venture to ask you----" + +"Where tickets for her lecture to-night can be obtained? Is it possible +she hasn't sent you one?" + +"I assure you I didn't come to Boston to hear it," said Ransom, with a +sadness which Mrs. Luna evidently regarded as a refinement of outrage. +"What I should like to ascertain is where Miss Tarrant may be found at +the present moment." + +"And do you think that's a delicate inquiry to make of _me_?" + +"I don't see why it shouldn't be, but I know you don't think it is, and +that is why, as I say, I mention the matter to you only because I can +imagine absolutely no one else who is in a position to assist me. I have +been to the house of Miss Tarrant's parents, in Cambridge, but it is +closed and empty, destitute of any sign of life. I went there first, on +arriving this morning, and rang at this door only when my journey to +Monadnoc Place had proved fruitless. Your sister's servant told me that +Miss Tarrant was not staying here, but she added that Mrs. Luna was. No +doubt you won't be pleased at having been spoken of as a sort of +equivalent; and I didn't say to myself--or to the servant--that you +would do as well; I only reflected that I could at least try you. I +didn't even ask for Miss Chancellor, as I am sure she would give me no +information whatever." + +Mrs. Luna listened to this candid account of the young man's proceedings +with her head turned a little over her shoulder at him, and her eyes +fixed as unsympathetically as possible upon his own. "What you propose, +then, as I understand it," she said in a moment, "is that I should +betray my sister to you." + +"Worse than that; I propose that you should betray Miss Tarrant +herself." + +"What do I care about Miss Tarrant? I don't know what you are talking +about." + +"Haven't you really any idea where she is living? Haven't you seen her +here? Are Miss Olive and she not constantly together?" + +Mrs. Luna, at this, turned full round upon him, and, with folded arms +and her head tossed back, exclaimed: "Look here, Basil Ransom, I never +thought you were a fool, but it strikes me that since we last met you +have lost your wits!" + +"There is no doubt of that," Ransom answered, smiling. + +"Do you mean to tell me you don't know everything about Miss Tarrant +that can be known?" + +"I have neither seen her nor heard of her for the last ten weeks; Miss +Chancellor has hidden her away." + +"Hidden her away, with all the walls and fences of Boston flaming to-day +with her name?" + +"Oh yes, I have noticed that, and I have no doubt that by waiting till +this evening I shall be able to see her. But I don't want to wait till +this evening; I want to see her now, and not in public--in private." + +"Do you indeed?--how interesting!" cried Mrs. Luna, with rippling +laughter. "And pray what do you want to do with her?" + +Ransom hesitated a little. "I think I would rather not tell you." + +"Your charming frankness, then, has its limits! My poor cousin, you are +really too _naïf_. Do you suppose it matters a straw to me?" + +Ransom made no answer to this appeal, but after an instant he broke out: +"Honestly, Mrs. Luna, can you give me no clue?" + +"Lord, what terrible eyes you make, and what terrible words you use! +'Honestly,' quoth he! Do you think I am so fond of the creature that I +want to keep her all to myself?" + +"I don't know; I don't understand," said Ransom, slowly and softly, but +still with his terrible eyes. + +"And do you think I understand any better? You are not a very edifying +young man," Mrs. Luna went on; "but I really think you have deserved a +better fate than to be jilted and thrown over by a girl of that class." + +"I haven't been jilted. I like her very much, but she never encouraged +me." + +At this Mrs. Luna broke again into articulate scoffing. "It is very odd +that at your age you should be so little a man of the world!" + +Ransom made her no other answer than to remark, thoughtfully and rather +absently: "Your sister is really very clever." + +"By which you mean, I suppose, that I am not!" Mrs. Luna suddenly +changed her tone, and said, with the greatest sweetness and humility: +"God knows, I have never pretended to be!" + +Ransom looked at her a moment, and guessed the meaning of this altered +note. It had suddenly come over her that with her portrait in half the +shop-fronts, her advertisement on all the fences, and the great occasion +on which she was to reveal herself to the country at large close at +hand, Verena had become so conscious of high destinies that her dear +friend's Southern kinsman really appeared to her very small game, and +she might therefore be regarded as having cast him off. If this were the +case, it would perhaps be well for Mrs. Luna still to hold on. Basil's +induction was very rapid, but it gave him time to decide that the best +thing to say to his interlocutress was: "On what day do you sail for +Europe?" + +"Perhaps I shall not sail at all," Mrs. Luna replied, looking out of the +window. + +"And in that case--poor Newton's education?" + +"I should try to content myself with a country which has given you +yours." + +"Don't you want him, then, to be a man of the world?" + +"Ah, the world, the world!" she murmured, while she watched, in the +deepening dusk, the lights of the town begin to reflect themselves in +the Back Bay. "Has it been such a source of happiness to me that I +belong to it?" + +"Perhaps, after all, I shall be able to go to Florence!" said Ransom, +laughing. + +She faced him once more, this time slowly, and declared that she had +never known anything so strange as his state of mind--she would be so +glad to have an explanation of it. With the opinions he professed (it +was for them she had liked him--she didn't like his character), why on +earth should he be running after a little fifth-rate _poseuse_, and in +such a frenzy to get hold of her? He might say it was none of her +business, and of course she would have no answer to that; therefore she +admitted that she asked simply out of intellectual curiosity, and +because one always was tormented at the sight of a painful +contradiction. With the things she had heard him say about his +convictions and theories, his view of life and the great questions of +the future, she should have thought he would find Miss Tarrant's +attitudinising absolutely nauseous. Were not her views the same as +Olive's and hadn't Olive and he signally failed to hit it off together? +Mrs. Luna only asked because she was really quite puzzled. "Don't you +know that some minds, when they see a mystery, can't rest till they +clear it up?" + +"You can't be more puzzled than I am," said Ransom. "Apparently the +explanation is to be found in a sort of reversal of the formula you were +so good, just now, as to apply to me. You like my opinions, but you +entertain a different sentiment for my character. I deplore Miss +Tarrant's opinions, but her character--well, her character pleases me." + +Mrs. Luna stared, as if she were waiting, the explanation surely not +being complete. "But as much as that?" she inquired. + +"As much as what?" said Ransom, smiling. Then he added, "Your sister has +beaten me." + +"I thought she had beaten some one of late; she has seemed so gay and +happy. I didn't suppose it was _all_ because I was going away." + +"Has she seemed very gay?" Ransom inquired, with a sinking of the heart. +He wore such a long face, as he asked this question, that Mrs. Luna was +again moved to audible mirth, after which she explained: + +"Of course I mean gay for her. Everything is relative. With her +impatience for this lecture of her friend's to-night, she's in an +unspeakable state! She can't sit still for three minutes, she goes out +fifteen times a day, and there has been enough arranging and +interviewing, and discussing and telegraphing and advertising, enough +wire-pulling and rushing about, to put an army in the field. What is it +they are always doing to the armies in Europe?--mobilising them? Well, +Verena has been mobilised, and this has been headquarters." + +"And shall you go to the Music Hall to-night?" + +"For what do you take me? I have no desire to be shrieked at for an +hour." + +"No doubt, no doubt, Miss Olive must be in a state," Ransom went on, +rather absently. Then he said, with abruptness, in a different tone: "If +this house has been, as you say, headquarters, how comes it you haven't +seen her?" + +"Seen Olive? I have seen nothing else!" + +"I mean Miss Tarrant. She must be somewhere--in the place--if she's to +speak to-night." + +"Should you like me to go out and look for her? _Il ne manquerait plus +que cela!_" cried Mrs. Luna. "What's the matter with you, Basil Ransom, +and what are you after?" she demanded, with considerable sharpness. She +had tried haughtiness and she had tried humility, but they brought her +equally face to face with a competitor whom she couldn't take seriously, +yet who was none the less objectionable for all that. + +I know not whether Ransom would have attempted to answer her question +had an obstacle not presented itself; at any rate, at the moment she +spoke, the curtain in the doorway was pushed aside, and a visitor +crossed the threshold. "Mercy! how provoking!" Mrs. Luna exclaimed, +audibly enough; and without moving from her place she bent an +uncharitable eye upon the invader, a gentleman whom Ransom had the sense +of having met before. He was a young man with a fresh face and abundant +locks, prematurely white; he stood smiling at Mrs. Luna, quite undaunted +by the absence of any demonstration in his favour. She looked as if she +didn't know him, while Ransom prepared to depart, leaving them to settle +it together. + +"I'm afraid you don't remember me, though I have seen you before," said +the young man, very amiably. "I was here a week ago, and Miss Chancellor +presented me to you." + +"Oh yes; she's not at home now," Mrs. Luna returned vaguely. + +"So I was told--but I didn't let that prevent me." And the young man +included Basil Ransom in the smile with which he made himself more +welcome than Mrs. Luna appeared disposed to make him, and by which he +seemed to call attention to his superiority. "There is a matter on which +I want very much to obtain some information, and I have no doubt you +will be so good as to give it to me." + +"It comes back to me--you have something to do with the newspapers," +said Mrs. Luna; and Ransom too, by this time, had placed the young man +among his reminiscences. He had been at Miss Birdseye's famous party, +and Doctor Prance had there described him as a brilliant journalist. + +It was quite with the air of such a personage that he accepted Mrs. +Luna's definition, and he continued to radiate towards Ransom (as if, in +return, he remembered _his_ face), while he dropped, confidentially, the +word that expressed everything--"The _Vesper_, don't you know?" Then he +went on: "Now, Mrs. Luna, I don't care, I'm not going to let you off! We +want the last news about Miss Verena, and it has got to come out of this +house." + +"Oh murder!" Ransom muttered, beneath his breath, taking up his hat. + +"Miss Chancellor has hidden her away; I have been scouring the city in +search of her, and her own father hasn't seen her for a week. We have +got his ideas; they are very easy to get, but that isn't what we want." + +"And what do you want?" Ransom was now impelled to inquire, as Mr. +Pardon (even the name at present came back to him) appeared sufficiently +to have introduced himself. + +"We want to know how she feels about to-night; what report she makes of +her nerves, her anticipations; how she looked, what she had on, up to +six o'clock. Gracious! if I could see her I should know what I wanted, +and so would she, I guess!" Mr. Pardon exclaimed. "You must know +something, Mrs. Luna; it isn't natural you shouldn't. I won't inquire +any further where she is, because that might seem a little pushing, if +she does wish to withdraw herself--though I am bound to say I think she +makes a mistake; we could work up these last hours for her! But can't +you tell me any little personal items--the sort of thing the people +like? What is she going to have for supper? or is she going to +speak--a--without previous nourishment?" + +"Really, sir, I don't know, and I don't in the least care; I have +nothing to do with the business!" Mrs. Luna cried angrily. + +The reporter stared; then, eagerly, "You have nothing to do with it--you +take an unfavourable view, you protest?" And he was already feeling in a +side-pocket for his notebook. + +"Mercy on us! are you going to put _that_ in the paper?" Mrs. Luna +exclaimed; and in spite of the sense, detestable to him, that everything +he wished most to avert was fast closing over the girl, Ransom broke +into cynical laughter. + +"Ah, but do protest, madam; let us at least have that fragment!" Mr. +Pardon went on. "A protest from this house would be a charming note. We +_must_ have it--we've got nothing else! The public are almost as much +interested in your sister as they are in Miss Verena; they know to what +extent she has backed her: and I should be so delighted (I see the +heading, from here, so attractive!) just to take down 'What Miss +Chancellor's Family Think about It!'" + +Mrs. Luna sank into the nearest chair, with a groan, covering her face +with her hands. "Heaven help me, I am glad I am going to Europe!" + +"That is another little item--everything counts," said Matthias Pardon, +making a rapid entry in his tablets. "May I inquire whether you are +going to Europe in consequence of your disapproval of your sister's +views?" + +Mrs. Luna sprang up again, almost snatching the memoranda out of his +hand. "If you have the impertinence to publish a word about me, or to +mention my name in print, I will come to your office and make such a +scene!" + +"Dearest lady, that would be a godsend!" Mr. Pardon cried +enthusiastically; but he put his notebook back into his pocket. + +"Have you made an exhaustive search for Miss Tarrant?" Basil Ransom +asked of him. Mr. Pardon, at this inquiry, eyed him with a sudden, +familiar archness, expressive of the idea of competition; so that Ransom +added: "You needn't be afraid, I'm not a reporter." + +"I didn't know but what you had come on from New York." + +"So I have--but not as the representative of a newspaper." + +"Fancy his taking you----" Mrs. Luna murmured, with indignation. + +"Well, I have been everywhere I could think of," Mr. Pardon remarked. "I +have been hunting round after your sister's agent, but I haven't been +able to catch up with him; I suppose he has been hunting on his side. +Miss Chancellor told me--Mrs. Luna may remember it--that she shouldn't +be here at all during the week, and that she preferred not to tell me +either where or how she was to spend her time until the momentous +evening. Of course I let her know that I should find out if I could, and +you may remember," he said to Mrs. Luna, "the conversation we had on the +subject. I remarked, candidly, that if they didn't look out they would +overdo the quietness. Doctor Tarrant has felt very low about it. +However, I have done what I could with the material at my command, and +the _Vesper_ has let the public know that her whereabouts was the +biggest mystery of the season. It's difficult to get round the +_Vesper_." + +"I am almost afraid to open my lips in your presence," Mrs. Luna broke +in, "but I must say that I think my sister was strangely communicative. +She told you ever so much that I wouldn't have breathed." + +"I should like to try you with something you know!" Matthias Pardon +returned imperturbably. "This isn't a fair trial, because you don't +know. Miss Chancellor came round--came round considerably, there's no +doubt of that; because a year or two ago she was terribly +unapproachable. If I have mollified her, madam, why shouldn't I mollify +you? She realises that I can help her now, and as I ain't rancorous I am +willing to help her all she'll let me. The trouble is, she won't let me +enough, yet; it seems as if she couldn't believe it of me. At any rate," +he pursued, addressing himself more particularly to Ransom, "half an +hour ago, at the Hall, they knew nothing whatever about Miss Tarrant, +beyond the fact that about a month ago she came there, with Miss +Chancellor, to try her voice, which rang all over the place, like +silver, and that Miss Chancellor guaranteed her absolute punctuality +to-night." + +"Well, that's all that is required," said Ransom, at hazard; and he put +out his hand, in farewell, to Mrs. Luna. + +"Do you desert me already?" she demanded, giving him a glance which +would have embarrassed any spectator but a reporter of the _Vesper_. + +"I have fifty things to do; you must excuse me." He was nervous, +restless, his heart was beating much faster than usual; he couldn't +stand still, and he had no compunction whatever about leaving her to get +rid, by herself, of Mr. Pardon. + +This gentleman continued to mix in the conversation, possibly from the +hope that if he should linger either Miss Tarrant or Miss Chancellor +would make her appearance. "Every seat in the Hall is sold; the crowd is +expected to be immense. When our Boston public _does_ take an idea!" Mr. +Pardon exclaimed. + +Ransom only wanted to get away, and in order to facilitate his release +by implying that in such a case he should see her again, he said to Mrs. +Luna, rather hypocritically, from the threshold, "You had really better +come to-night." + +"I am not like the Boston public--I don't take an idea!" she replied. + +"Do you mean to say you are not going?" cried Mr. Pardon, with widely +open eyes, clapping his hand again to his pocket. "Don't you regard her +as a wonderful genius?" + +Mrs. Luna was sorely tried, and the vexation of seeing Ransom slip away +from her with his thoughts visibly on Verena, leaving her face to face +with the odious newspaper man, whose presence made passionate protest +impossible--the annoyance of seeing everything and every one mock at her +and fail to compensate her was such that she lost her head, while +rashness leaped to her lips and jerked out the answer--"No indeed; I +think her a vulgar idiot!" + +"Ah, madam, I should never permit myself to print that!" Ransom heard +Mr. Pardon rejoin reproachfully, as he dropped the _portière_ of the +drawing-room. + + + + +XLI + + +He walked about for the next two hours, walked all over Boston, heedless +of his course, and conscious only of an unwillingness to return to his +hotel and an inability to eat his dinner or rest his weary legs. He had +been roaming in very much the same desperate fashion, at once eager and +purposeless, for many days before he left New York, and he knew that his +agitation and suspense must wear themselves out. At present they pressed +him more than ever; they had become tremendously acute. The early dusk +of the last half of November had gathered thick, but the evening was +fine and the lighted streets had the animation and variety of a winter +that had begun with brilliancy. The shop-fronts glowed through frosty +panes, the passers bustled on the pavement, the bells of the street-cars +jangled in the cold air, the newsboys hawked the evening papers, the +vestibules of the theatres, illuminated and flanked with coloured +posters and the photographs of actresses, exhibited seductively their +swinging doors of red leather or baize, spotted with little brass nails. +Behind great plates of glass the interior of the hotels became visible, +with marble-paved lobbies, white with electric lamps, and columns, and +Westerners on divans stretching their legs, while behind a counter, set +apart and covered with an array of periodicals and novels in paper +covers, little boys, with the faces of old men, showing plans of the +play-houses and offering librettos, sold orchestra-chairs at a premium. +When from time to time Ransom paused at a corner, hesitating which way +to drift, he looked up and saw the stars, sharp and near, scintillating +over the town. Boston seemed to him big and full of nocturnal life, very +much awake and preparing for an evening of pleasure. + +He passed and repassed the Music Hall, saw Verena immensely advertised, +gazed down the vista, the approach for pedestrians, which leads out of +School Street, and thought it looked expectant and ominous. People had +not begun to enter yet, but the place was ready, lighted and open, and +the interval would be only too short. So it appeared to Ransom, while at +the same time he wished immensely the crisis were over. Everything that +surrounded him referred itself to the idea with which his mind was +palpitating, the question whether he might not still intervene as +against the girl's jump into the abyss. He believed that all Boston was +going to hear her, or that at least every one was whom he saw in the +streets; and there was a kind of incentive and inspiration in this +thought. The vision of wresting her from the mighty multitude set him +off again, to stride through the population that would fight for her. It +was not too late, for he felt strong; it would not be too late even if +she should already stand there before thousands of converging eyes. He +had had his ticket since the morning, and now the time was going on. He +went back to his hotel at last for ten minutes, and refreshed himself by +dressing a little and by drinking a glass of wine. Then he took his way +once more to the Music Hall, and saw that people were beginning to go +in--the first drops of the great stream, among whom there were many +women. Since seven o'clock the minutes had moved fast--before that they +had dragged--and now there was only half an hour. Ransom passed in with +the others; he knew just where his seat was; he had chosen it, on +reaching Boston, from the few that were left, with what he believed to +be care. But now, as he stood beneath the far-away panelled roof, +stretching above the line of little tongues of flame which marked its +junction with the walls, he felt that this didn't matter much, since he +certainly was not going to subside into his place. He was not one of the +audience; he was apart, unique, and had come on a business altogether +special. It wouldn't have mattered if, in advance, he had got no place +at all and had just left himself to pay for standing-room at the last. +The people came pouring in, and in a very short time there would only be +standing-room left. Ransom had no definite plan; he had mainly wanted to +get inside of the building, so that, on a view of the field, he might +make up his mind. He had never been in the Music Hall before, and its +lofty vaults and rows of overhanging balconies made it to his +imagination immense and impressive. There were two or three moments +during which he felt as he could imagine a young man to feel who, +waiting in a public place, has made up his mind, for reasons of his own, +to discharge a pistol at the king or the president. + +The place struck him with a kind of Roman vastness; the doors which +opened out of the upper balconies, high aloft, and which were constantly +swinging to and fro with the passage of spectators and ushers, reminded +him of the _vomitoria_ that he had read about in descriptions of the +Colosseum. The huge organ, the background of the stage--a stage occupied +with tiers of seats for choruses and civic worthies--lifted to the dome +its shining pipes and sculptured pinnacles, and some genius of music or +oratory erected himself in monumental bronze at the base. The hall was +so capacious and serious, and the audience increased so rapidly without +filling it, giving Ransom a sense of the numbers it would contain when +it was packed, that the courage of the two young women, face to face +with so tremendous an ordeal, hovered before him as really sublime, +especially the conscious tension of poor Olive, who would have been +spared none of the anxieties and tremors, none of the previsions of +accident or calculations of failure. In the front of the stage was a +slim, high desk, like a music-stand, with a cover of red velvet, and +near it was a light ornamental chair, on which he was sure Verena would +not seat herself, though he could fancy her leaning at moments on the +back. Behind this was a kind of semicircle of a dozen arm-chairs, which +had evidently been arranged for the friends of the speaker, her sponsors +and patrons. The hall was more and more full of premonitory sounds; +people making a noise as they unfolded, on hinges, their seats, and +itinerant boys, whose voices as they cried out "Photographs of Miss +Tarrant--sketch of her life!" or "Portraits of the Speaker--story of her +career!" sounded small and piping in the general immensity. Before +Ransom was aware of it several of the arm-chairs, in the row behind the +lecturer's desk, were occupied, with gaps, and in a moment he +recognised, even across the interval, three of the persons who had +appeared. The straight-featured woman with bands of glossy hair and +eyebrows that told at a distance, could only be Mrs. Farrinder, just as +the gentleman beside her, in a white overcoat, with an umbrella and a +vague face, was probably her husband Amariah. At the opposite end of the +row were another pair, whom Ransom, unacquainted with certain chapters +of Verena's history, perceived without surprise to be Mrs. Burrage and +her insinuating son. Apparently their interest in Miss Tarrant was more +than a momentary fad, since--like himself--they had made the journey +from New York to hear her. There were other figures, unknown to our +young man, here and there, in the semicircle; but several places were +still empty (one of which was of course reserved for Olive), and it +occurred to Ransom, even in his preoccupation, that one of them ought to +remain so--ought to be left to symbolise the presence, in the spirit, of +Miss Birdseye. + +He bought one of the photographs of Verena, and thought it shockingly +bad, and bought also the sketch of her life, which many people seemed to +be reading, but crumpled it up in his pocket for future consideration. +Verena was not in the least present to him in connexion with this +exhibition of enterprise and puffery; what he saw was Olive, struggling +and yielding, making every sacrifice of taste for the sake of the +largest hearing, and conforming herself to a great popular system. +Whether she had struggled or not, there was a catch-penny effect about +the whole thing which added to the fever in his cheek and made him wish +he had money to buy up the stock of the vociferous little boys. Suddenly +the notes of the organ rolled out into the hall, and he became aware +that the overture or prelude had begun. This, too, seemed to him a piece +of claptrap, but he didn't wait to think of it; he instantly edged out +of his place, which he had chosen near the end of a row, and reached one +of the numerous doors. If he had had no definite plan he now had at +least an irresistible impulse, and he felt the prick of shame at having +faltered for a moment. It had been his tacit calculation that Verena, +still enshrined in mystery by her companion, would not have reached the +scene of her performance till within a few minutes of the time at which +she was to come forth; so that he had lost nothing by waiting, up to +this moment, before the platform. But now he must overtake his +opportunity. Before passing out of the hall into the lobby he paused, +and with his back to the stage, gave a look at the gathered auditory. It +had become densely numerous, and, suffused with the evenly distributed +gaslight, which fell from a great elevation, and the thick atmosphere +that hangs for ever in such places, it appeared to pile itself high and +to look dimly expectant and formidable. He had a throb of uneasiness at +his private purpose of balking it of its entertainment, its victim--a +glimpse of the ferocity that lurks in a disappointed mob. But the +thought of that danger only made him pass more quickly through the ugly +corridors; he felt that his plan was definite enough now, and he found +that he had no need even of asking the way to a certain small door (one +or more of them), which he meant to push open. In taking his place in +the morning he had assured himself as to the side of the house on which +(with its approach to the platform) the withdrawing room of singers and +speakers was situated; he had chosen his seat in that quarter, and he +now had not far to go before he reached it. No one heeded or challenged +him; Miss Tarrant's auditors were still pouring in (the occasion was +evidently to have been an unprecedented success of curiosity), and had +all the attention of the ushers. Ransom opened a door at the end of the +passage, and it admitted him into a sort of vestibule, quite bare save +that at a second door, opposite to him, stood a figure at the sight of +which he paused for a moment in his advance. + +The figure was simply that of a robust policeman, in his helmet and +brass buttons--a policeman who was expecting him--Ransom could see that +in a twinkling. He judged in the same space of time that Olive +Chancellor had heard of his having arrived and had applied for the +protection of this functionary, who was now simply guarding the ingress +and was prepared to defend it against all comers. There was a slight +element of surprise in this, as he had reasoned that his nervous +kinswoman was absent from her house for the day--had been spending it +all in Verena's retreat, wherever that was. The surprise was not great +enough, however, to interrupt his course for more than an instant, and +he crossed the room and stood before the belted sentinel. For a moment +neither spoke; they looked at each other very hard in the eyes, and +Ransom heard the organ, beyond partitions, launching its waves of sound +through the hall. They seemed to be very near it, and the whole place +vibrated. The policeman was a tall, lean-faced, sallow man, with a stoop +of the shoulders, a small, steady eye, and something in his mouth which +made a protuberance in his cheek. Ransom could see that he was very +strong, but he believed that he himself was not materially less so. +However, he had not come there to show physical fight--a public tussle +about Verena was not an attractive idea, except perhaps, after all, if +he should get the worst of it, from the point of view of Olive's new +system of advertising; and, moreover, it would not be in the least +necessary. Still he said nothing, and still the policeman remained dumb, +and there was something in the way the moments elapsed and in our young +man's consciousness that Verena was separated from him only by a couple +of thin planks, which made him feel that she too expected him, but in +another sense; that she had nothing to do with this parade of +resistance, that she would know in a moment, by quick intuition, that he +was there, and that she was only praying to be rescued, to be saved. +Face to face with Olive she hadn't the courage, but she would have it +with her hand in his. It came to him that there was no one in the world +less sure of her business just at that moment than Olive Chancellor; it +was as if he could see, through the door, the terrible way her eyes were +fixed on Verena while she held her watch in her hand and Verena looked +away from her. Olive would have been so thankful that she should begin +before the hour, but of course that was impossible. Ransom asked no +questions--that seemed a waste of time; he only said, after a minute, to +the policeman: + +"I should like very much to see Miss Tarrant, if you will be so good as +to take in my card." + +The guardian of order, well planted just between him and the handle of +the door, took from Ransom the morsel of pasteboard which he held out to +him, read slowly the name inscribed on it, turned it over and looked at +the back, then returned it to his interlocutor. "Well, I guess it ain't +much use," he remarked. + +"How can you know that? You have no business to decline my request." + +"Well, I guess I have about as much business as you have to make it." +Then he added, "You are just the very man she wants to keep out." + +"I don't think Miss Tarrant wants to keep me out," Ransom returned. + +"I don't know much about her, she hasn't hired the hall. It's the other +one--Miss Chancellor; it's her that runs this lecture." + +"And she has asked you to keep me out? How absurd!" exclaimed Ransom +ingeniously. + +"She tells me you're none too fit to be round alone; you have got this +thing on the brain. I guess you'd better be quiet," said the policeman. + +"Quiet? Is it possible to be more quiet than I am?" + +"Well, I've seen crazy folks that were a good deal like you. If you want +to see the speaker why don't you go and set round in the hall, with the +rest of the public?" And the policeman waited, in an immovable, +ruminating, reasonable manner, for an answer to this inquiry. + +Ransom had one, on the instant, at his service. "Because I don't want +simply to see her; I want also to speak to her--in private." + +"Yes--it's always intensely private," said the policeman. "Now I +wouldn't lose the lecture if I was you. I guess it will do you good." + +"The lecture?" Ransom repeated, laughing. "It won't take place." + +"Yes it will--as quick as the organ stops." Then the policeman added, as +to himself, "Why the devil don't it?" + +"Because Miss Tarrant has sent up to the organist to tell him to keep +on." + +"Who has she sent, do you s'pose?" And Ransom's new acquaintance entered +into his humour. "I guess Miss Chancellor isn't her nigger." + +"She has sent her father, or perhaps even her mother. They are in there +too." + +"How do you know that?" asked the policeman consideringly. + +"Oh, I know everything," Ransom answered, smiling. + +"Well, I guess they didn't come here to listen to that organ. We'll hear +something else before long, if he doesn't stop." + +"You will hear a good deal, very soon," Ransom remarked. + +The serenity of his self-confidence appeared at last to make an +impression on his antagonist, who lowered his head a little, like some +butting animal, and looked at the young man from beneath bushy eyebrows. +"Well, I _have_ heard a good deal, since I've been in Boston." + +"Oh, Boston's a great place," Ransom rejoined inattentively. He was not +listening to the policeman or to the organ now, for the sound of voices +had reached him from the other side of the door. The policeman took no +further notice of it than to lean back against the panels, with folded +arms; and there was another pause, between them, during which the +playing of the organ ceased. + +"I will just wait here, with your permission," said Ransom, "and +presently I shall be called." + +"Who do you s'pose will call you?" + +"Well, Miss Tarrant, I hope." + +"She'll have to square the other one first." + +Ransom took out his watch, which he had adapted, on purpose, several +hours before, to Boston time, and saw that the minutes had sped with +increasing velocity during this interview, and that it now marked five +minutes past eight. "Miss Chancellor will have to square the public," he +said in a moment; and the words were far from being an empty profession +of security, for the conviction already in possession of him, that a +drama in which he, though cut off, was an actor, had been going on for +some time in the apartment he was prevented from entering, that the +situation was extraordinarily strained there, and that it could not come +to an end without an appeal to him--this transcendental assumption +acquired an infinitely greater force the instant he perceived that +Verena was even now keeping her audience waiting. Why didn't she go on? +Why, except that she knew he was there, and was gaining time? + +"Well, I guess she has shown herself," said the door-keeper, whose +discussion with Ransom now appeared to have passed, on his own part, and +without the slightest prejudice to his firmness, into a sociable, +gossiping phase. + +"If she had shown herself, we should hear the reception, the applause." + +"Well, there they air; they are going to give it to her," the policeman +announced. + +He had an odious appearance of being in the right, for there indeed they +seemed to be--they were giving it to her. A general hubbub rose from the +floor and the galleries of the hall--the sound of several thousand +people stamping with their feet and rapping with their umbrellas and +sticks. Ransom felt faint, and for a little while he stood with his gaze +interlocked with that of the policeman. Then suddenly a wave of coolness +seemed to break over him, and he exclaimed: "My dear fellow, that isn't +applause--it's impatience. It isn't a reception, it's a call!" + +The policeman neither assented to this proposition nor denied it; he +only transferred the protuberance in his cheek to the other side, and +observed: + +"I guess she's sick." + +"Oh, I hope not!" said Ransom, very gently. The stamping and rapping +swelled and swelled for a minute, and then it subsided; but before it +had done so Ransom's definition of it had plainly become the true one. +The tone of the manifestation was good-humoured, but it was not +gratulatory. He looked at his watch again, and saw that five minutes +more had elapsed, and he remembered what the newspaperman in Charles +Street had said about Olive's guaranteeing Verena's punctuality. Oddly +enough, at the moment the image of this gentleman recurred to him, the +gentleman himself burst through the other door, in a state of the +liveliest agitation. + +"Why in the name of goodness don't she go on? If she wants to make them +call her, they've done it about enough!" Mr. Pardon turned, pressingly, +from Ransom to the policeman and back again, and in his preoccupation +gave no sign of having met the Mississippian before. + +"I guess she's sick," said the policeman. + +"The public'll be sick!" cried the distressed reporter. "If she's sick, +why doesn't she send for a doctor? All Boston is packed into this house, +and she has got to talk to it. I want to go in and see." + +"You can't go in," said the policeman drily. + +"Why can't I go in, I should like to know? I want to go in for the +_Vesper_"! + +"You can't go in for anything. I'm keeping this man out, too," the +policeman added genially, as if to make Mr. Pardon's exclusion appear +less invidious. + +"Why, they'd ought to let _you_ in," said Matthias, staring a moment at +Ransom. + +"May be they'd ought, but they won't," the policeman remarked. + +"Gracious me!" panted Mr. Pardon; "I knew from the first Miss Chancellor +would make a mess of it! Where's Mr. Filer?" he went on eagerly, +addressing himself apparently to either of the others, or to both. + +"I guess he's at the door, counting the money," said the policeman. + +"Well, he'll have to give it back if he don't look out!" + +"Maybe he will. I'll let _him_ in if he comes, but he's the only one. +She is on now," the policeman added, without emotion. + +His ear had caught the first faint murmur of another explosion of sound. +This time, unmistakably, it was applause--the clapping of multitudinous +hands, mingled with the noise of many throats. The demonstration, +however, though considerable, was not what might have been expected, and +it died away quickly. Mr. Pardon stood listening, with an expression of +some alarm. "Merciful fathers! can't they give her more than that?" he +cried. "I'll just fly round and see!" + +When he had hurried away again, Ransom said to the policeman--"Who is +Mr. Filer?" + +"Oh, he's an old friend of mine. He's the man that runs Miss +Chancellor." + +"That runs her?" + +"Just the same as she runs Miss Tarrant. He runs the pair, as you might +say. He's in the lecture-business." + +"Then he had better talk to the public himself." + +"Oh, _he_ can't talk; he can only boss!" + +The opposite door at this moment was pushed open again, and a large, +heated-looking man, with a little stiff beard on the end of his chin and +his overcoat flying behind him, strode forward with an imprecation. +"What the h---- are they doing in the parlour? This sort of thing's +about played out!" + +"Ain't she up there now?" the policeman asked. + +"It's not Miss Tarrant," Ransom said, as if he knew all about it. He +perceived in a moment that this was Mr. Filer, Olive Chancellor's agent; +an inference instantly followed by the reflexion that such a personage +would have been warned against him by his kinswoman and would doubtless +attempt to hold him, or his influence, accountable for Verena's +unexpected delay. Mr. Filer only glanced at him, however, and to +Ransom's surprise appeared to have no theory of his identity; a fact +implying that Miss Chancellor had considered that the greater discretion +was (except to the policeman) to hold her tongue about him altogether. + +"Up there? It's her jackass of a father that's up there!" cried Mr. +Filer, with his hand on the latch of the door, which the policeman had +allowed him to approach. + +"Is he asking for a doctor?" the latter inquired dispassionately. + +"You're the sort of doctor he'll want, if he doesn't produce the girl! +You don't mean to say they've locked themselves in? What the plague are +they after?" + +"They've got the key on that side," said the policeman, while Mr. Filer +discharged at the door a volley of sharp knocks, at the same time +violently shaking the handle. + +"If the door was locked, what was the good of your standing before it?" +Ransom inquired. + +"So as you couldn't do that"; and the policeman nodded at Mr. Filer. + +"You see your interference has done very little good." + +"I dunno; she has got to come out yet." + +Mr. Filer meanwhile had continued to thump and shake, demanding instant +admission and inquiring if they were going to let the audience pull the +house down. Another round of applause had broken out, directed +perceptibly to some apology, some solemn circumlocution, of Selah +Tarrant's; this covered the sound of the agent's voice, as well as that +of a confused and divided response, proceeding from the parlour. For a +minute nothing definite was audible; the door remained closed, and +Matthias Pardon reappeared in the vestibule. + +"He says she's just a little faint--from nervousness. She'll be all +ready in about three minutes." This announcement was Mr. Pardon's +contribution to the crisis; and he added that the crowd was a lovely +crowd, it was a real Boston crowd, it was perfectly good-humoured. + +"There's a lovely crowd, and a real Boston one too, I guess, in here!" +cried Mr. Filer, now banging very hard. "I've handled prima donnas, and +I've handled natural curiosities, but I've never seen anything up to +this. Mind what I say, ladies; if you don't let me in, I'll smash down +the door!" + +"Don't seem as if _you_ could make it much worse, does it?" the +policeman observed to Ransom, strolling aside a little, with the air of +being superseded. + + + + +XLII + + +Ransom made no reply; he was watching the door, which at that moment +gave way from within. Verena stood there--it was she, evidently, who had +opened it--and her eyes went straight to his. She was dressed in white, +and her face was whiter than her garment; above it her hair seemed to +shine like fire. She took a step forward; but before she could take +another he had come down to her, on the threshold of the room. Her face +was full of suffering, and he did not attempt--before all those eyes--to +take her hand; he only said in a low tone, "I have been waiting for +you--a long time!" + +"I know it--I saw you in your seat--I want to speak to you." + +"Well, Miss Tarrant, don't you think you'd better be on the platform?" +cried Mr. Filer, making with both his arms a movement as if to sweep her +before him, through the waiting-room, up into the presence of the +public. + +"In a moment I shall be ready. My father is making that all right." And, +to Ransom's surprise, she smiled, with all her sweetness, at the +irrepressible agent; appeared to wish genuinely to reassure him. + +The three had moved together into the waiting-room, and there at the +farther end of it, beyond the vulgar, perfunctory chairs and tables, +under the flaring gas, he saw Mrs. Tarrant sitting upright on a sofa, +with immense rigidity, and a large flushed visage, full of suppressed +distortion, and beside her prostrate, fallen over, her head buried in +the lap of Verena's mother, the tragic figure of Olive Chancellor. +Ransom could scarcely know how much Olive's having flung herself upon +Mrs. Tarrant's bosom testified to the convulsive scene that had just +taken place behind the locked door. He closed it again, sharply, in the +face of the reporter and the policeman, and at the same moment Selah +Tarrant descended, through the aperture leading to the platform, from +his brief communion with the public. On seeing Ransom he stopped short, +and, gathering his waterproof about him, measured the young man from +head to foot. + +"Well, sir, perhaps _you_ would like to go and explain our hitch," he +remarked, indulging in a smile so comprehensive that the corners of his +mouth seemed almost to meet behind. "I presume that you, better than any +one else, can give them an insight into our difficulties!" + +"Father, be still; father, it will come out all right in a moment!" +cried Verena, below her breath, panting like an emergent diver. + +"There's one thing I want to know: are we going to spend half an hour +talking over our domestic affairs?" Mr. Filer demanded, wiping his +indignant countenance. "Is Miss Tarrant going to lecture, or ain't she +going to lecture? If she ain't, she'll please to show cause why. Is she +aware that every quarter of a second, at the present instant, is worth +about five hundred dollars?" + +"I know that--I know that, Mr. Filer; I will begin in a moment!" Verena +went on. "I only want to speak to Mr. Ransom--just three words. They are +perfectly quiet--don't you see how quiet they are? They trust me, they +trust me, don't they, father? I only want to speak to Mr. Ransom." + +"Who the devil is Mr. Ransom?" cried the exasperated, bewildered Filer. + +Verena spoke to the others, but she looked at her lover, and the +expression of her eyes was ineffably touching and beseeching. She +trembled with nervous passion, there were sobs and supplications in her +voice, and Ransom felt himself flushing with pure pity for her pain--her +inevitable agony. But at the same moment he had another perception, +which brushed aside remorse; he saw that he could do what he wanted, +that she begged him, with all her being, to spare her, but that so long +as he should protest she was submissive, helpless. What he wanted, in +this light, flamed before him and challenged all his manhood, tossing +his determination to a height from which not only Doctor Tarrant, and +Mr. Filer, and Olive, over there, in her sightless, soundless shame, but +the great expectant hall as well, and the mighty multitude, in suspense, +keeping quiet from minute to minute and holding the breath of its +anger--from which all these things looked small, surmountable, and of +the moment only. He didn't quite understand, as yet, however; he saw +that Verena had not refused, but temporised, that the spell upon +her--thanks to which he should still be able to rescue her--had been the +knowledge that he was near. + +"Come away, come away," he murmured quickly, putting out his two hands +to her. + +She took one of them, as if to plead, not to consent. "Oh, let me off, +let me off--for _her_, for the others! It's too terrible, it's +impossible!" + +"What I want to know is why Mr. Ransom isn't in the hands of the +police!" wailed Mrs. Tarrant, from her sofa. + +"I have been, madam, for the last quarter of an hour." Ransom felt more +and more that he could manage it, if he only kept cool. He bent over +Verena with a tenderness in which he was careless, now, of observation. +"Dearest, I told you, I warned you. I left you alone for ten weeks; but +could that make you doubt it was coming? Not for worlds, not for +millions, shall you give yourself to that roaring crowd. Don't ask me to +care for them, or for any one! What do they care for you but to gape and +grin and babble? You are mine, you are not theirs." + +"What under the sun is the man talking about? With the most magnificent +audience ever brought together! The city of Boston is under this roof!" +Mr. Filer gaspingly interposed. + +"The city of Boston be damned!" said Ransom. + +"Mr. Ransom is very much interested in my daughter. He doesn't approve +of our views," Selah Tarrant explained. + +"It's the most horrible, wicked, immoral selfishness I ever heard in my +life!" roared Mrs. Tarrant. + +"Selfishness! Mrs. Tarrant, do you suppose I pretend not to be selfish?" + +"Do you want us all murdered by the mob, then?" + +"They can have their money--can't you give them back their money?" cried +Verena, turning frantically round the circle. + +"Verena Tarrant, you don't mean to say you are going to back down?" her +mother shrieked. + +"Good God! that I should make her suffer like this!" said Ransom to +himself; and to put an end to the odious scene he would have seized +Verena in his arms and broken away into the outer world, if Olive, who +at Mrs. Tarrant's last loud challenge had sprung to her feet, had not at +the same time thrown herself between them with a force which made the +girl relinquish her grasp of Ransom's hand. To his astonishment, the +eyes that looked at him out of her scared, haggard face were, like +Verena's, eyes of tremendous entreaty. There was a moment during which +she would have been ready to go down on her knees to him, in order that +the lecture should go on. + +"If you don't agree with her, take her up on the platform, and have it +out there; the public would like that, first-rate!" Mr. Filer said to +Ransom, as if he thought this suggestion practical. + +"She had prepared a lovely address!" Selah remarked mournfully, as if to +the company in general. + +No one appeared to heed the observation, but his wife broke out again. +"Verena Tarrant, I should like to slap you! Do you call such a man as +that a gentleman? I don't know where your father's spirit is, to let him +stay!" + +Olive, meanwhile, was literally praying to her kinsman. "Let her appear +this once, just this once: not to ruin, not to shame! Haven't you any +pity; do you want me to be hooted? It's only for an hour. Haven't you +any soul?" + +Her face and voice were terrible to Ransom; she had flung herself upon +Verena and was holding her close, and he could see that her friend's +suffering was faint in comparison to her own. "Why for an hour, when +it's all false and damnable? An hour is as bad as ten years! She's mine +or she isn't, and if she's mine, she's all mine!" + +"Yours! Yours! Verena, think, think what you're doing!" Olive moaned, +bending over her. + +Mr. Filer was now pouring forth his nature in objurgations and oaths, +and brandishing before the culprits--Verena and Ransom--the extreme +penalty of the law. Mrs. Tarrant had burst into violent hysterics, while +Selah revolved vaguely about the room and declared that it seemed as if +the better day was going to be put off for quite a while. "Don't you see +how good, how sweet they are--giving us all this time? Don't you think +that when they behave like that--without a sound, for five minutes--they +ought to be rewarded?" Verena asked, smiling divinely, at Ransom. +Nothing could have been more tender, more exquisite, than the way she +put her appeal upon the ground of simple charity, kindness to the great +good-natured, childish public. + +"Miss Chancellor may reward them in any way she likes. Give them back +their money and a little present to each." + +"Money and presents? I should like to shoot you, sir!" yelled Mr. Filer. +The audience had really been very patient, and up to this point deserved +Verena's praise; but it was now long past eight o'clock, and symptoms of +irritation--cries and groans and hisses--began again to proceed from the +hall. Mr. Filer launched himself into the passage leading to the stage, +and Selah rushed after him. Mrs. Tarrant extended herself, sobbing, on +the sofa, and Olive, quivering in the storm, inquired of Ransom what he +wanted her to do, what humiliation, what degradation, what sacrifice he +imposed. + +"I'll do anything--I'll be abject--I'll be vile--I'll go down in the +dust!" + +"I ask nothing of you, and I have nothing to do with you," Ransom said. +"That is, I ask, at the most, that you shouldn't expect that, wishing to +make Verena my wife, I should say to her, 'Oh yes, you can take an hour +or two out of it!' Verena," he went on, "all this is out of +it--dreadfully, odiously--and it's a great deal too much! Come, come as +far away from here as possible, and we'll settle the rest!" + +The combined effort of Mr. Filer and Selah Tarrant to pacify the public +had not, apparently, the success it deserved; the house continued in +uproar and the volume of sound increased. "Leave us alone, leave us +alone for a single minute!" cried Verena; "just let me speak to him, and +it will be all right!" She rushed over to her mother, drew her, dragged +her from the sofa, led her to the door of the room. Mrs. Tarrant, on the +way, reunited herself with Olive (the horror of the situation had at +least that compensation for her), and, clinging and staggering together, +the distracted women, pushed by Verena, passed into the vestibule, now, +as Ransom saw, deserted by the policeman and the reporter, who had +rushed round to where the battle was thickest. + +"Oh, why did you come--why, why?" And Verena, turning back, threw +herself upon him with a protest which was all, and more than all, a +surrender. She had never yet given herself to him so much as in that +movement of reproach. + +"Didn't you expect me, and weren't you sure?" he asked, smiling at her +and standing there till she arrived. + +"I didn't know--it was terrible--it's awful! I saw you in your place, in +the house, when you came. As soon as we got here I went out to those +steps that go up to the stage and I looked out, with my father--from +behind him--and saw you in a minute. Then I felt too nervous to speak! I +could never, never, if you were there! My father didn't know you, and I +said nothing, but Olive guessed as soon as I came back. She rushed at +me, and she looked at me--oh, how she looked! and she guessed. She +didn't need to go out to see for herself, and when she saw how I was +trembling she began to tremble herself, to believe, as I believed, we +were lost. Listen to them, listen to them, in the house! Now I want you +to go away--I will see you to-morrow, as long as you wish. That's all I +want now; if you will only go away it's not too late, and everything +will be all right!" + +Preoccupied as Ransom was with the simple purpose of getting her bodily +out of the place, he could yet notice her strange, touching tone, and +her air of believing that she might really persuade him. She had +evidently given up everything now--every pretence of a different +conviction and of loyalty to her cause; all this had fallen from her as +soon as she felt him near, and she asked him to go away just as any +plighted maiden might have asked any favour of her lover. But it was the +poor girl's misfortune that whatever she did or said, or left unsaid, +only had the effect of making her dearer to him and making the people +who were clamouring for her seem more and more a raving rabble. + +He indulged not in the smallest recognition of her request, and simply +said, "Surely Olive must have believed, must have known, I would come." + +"She would have been sure if you hadn't become so unexpectedly quiet +after I left Marmion. You seemed to concur, to be willing to wait." + +"So I was, for a few weeks. But they ended yesterday. I was furious that +morning, when I learned your flight, and during the week that followed I +made two or three attempts to find you. Then I stopped--I thought it +better. I saw you were very well hidden; I determined not even to write. +I felt I _could_ wait--with that last day at Marmion to think of. +Besides, to leave you with her awhile, for the last, seemed more decent. +Perhaps you'll tell me now where you were." + +"I was with father and mother. She sent me to them that morning, with a +letter. I don't know what was in it. Perhaps there was money," said +Verena, who evidently now would tell him everything. + +"And where did they take you?" + +"I don't know--to places. I was in Boston once, for a day; but only in a +carriage. They were as frightened as Olive; they were bound to save me!" + +"They shouldn't have brought you here to-night then. How could you +possibly doubt of my coming?" + +"I don't know what I thought, and I didn't know, till I saw you, that +all the strength I had hoped for would leave me in a flash, and that if +I attempted to speak--with you sitting there--I should make the most +shameful failure. We had a sickening scene here--I begged for delay, for +time to recover. We waited and waited, and when I heard you at the door +talking to the policeman, it seemed to me everything was gone. But it +will still come back, if you will leave me. They are quiet again--father +must be interesting them." + +"I hope he is!" Ransom exclaimed. "If Miss Chancellor ordered the +policeman, she must have expected me." + +"That was only after she knew you were in the house. She flew out into +the lobby with father, and they seized him and posted him there. She +locked the door; she seemed to think they would break it down. I didn't +wait for that, but from the moment I knew you were on the other side of +it I couldn't go on--I was paralysed. It has made me feel better to talk +to you--and now I could appear," Verena added. + +"My darling child, haven't you a shawl or a mantle?" Ransom returned, +for all answer, looking about him. He perceived, tossed upon a chair, a +long, furred cloak, which he caught up and, before she could resist, +threw over her. She even let him arrange it, and, standing there, draped +from head to foot in it, contented herself with saying, after a moment: + +"I don't understand--where shall we go? Where will you take me?" + +"We shall catch the night-train for New York, and the first thing in the +morning we shall be married." + +Verena remained gazing at him, with swimming eyes. "And what will the +people do? Listen, listen!" + +"Your father is ceasing to interest them. They'll howl and thump, +according to their nature." + +"Ah, their nature's fine!" Verena pleaded. + +"Dearest, that's one of the fallacies I shall have to woo you from. Hear +them, the senseless brutes!" The storm was now raging in the hall, and +it deepened, to such a point that Verena turned to him in a supreme +appeal. + +"I could soothe them with a word!" + +"Keep your soothing words for me--you will have need of them all, in our +coming time," Ransom said, laughing. He pulled open the door again, +which led into the lobby, but he was driven back, with Verena, by a +furious onset from Mrs. Tarrant. Seeing her daughter fairly arrayed for +departure, she hurled herself upon her, half in indignation, half in a +blind impulse to cling, and with an outpouring of tears, reproaches, +prayers, strange scraps of argument and iterations of farewell, closed +her about with an embrace which was partly a supreme caress, partly the +salutary castigation she had, three minutes before, expressed the wish +to administer, and altogether for the moment a check upon the girl's +flight. + +"Mother, dearest, it's all for the best, I can't help it, I love you +just the same; let me go, let me go!" Verena stammered, kissing her +again, struggling to free herself, and holding out her hand to Ransom. +He saw now that she only wanted to get away, to leave everything behind +her. Olive was close at hand, on the threshold of the room, and as soon +as Ransom looked at her he became aware that the weakness she had just +shown had passed away. She had straightened herself again, and she was +upright in her desolation. The expression of her face was a thing to +remain with him for ever; it was impossible to imagine a more vivid +presentment of blighted hope and wounded pride. Dry, desperate, rigid, +she yet wavered and seemed uncertain; her pale, glittering eyes +straining forward, as if they were looking for death. Ransom had a +vision, even at that crowded moment, that if she could have met it there +and then, bristling with steel or lurid with fire, she would have rushed +on it without a tremor, like the heroine that she was. All this while +the great agitation in the hall rose and fell, in waves and surges, as +if Selah Tarrant and the agent were talking to the multitude, trying to +calm them, succeeding for the moment, and then letting them loose again. +Whirled down by one of the fitful gusts, a lady and a gentleman issued +from the passage, and Ransom, glancing at them, recognised Mrs. +Farrinder and her husband. + +"Well, Miss Chancellor," said that more successful woman, with +considerable asperity, "if this is the way you're going to reinstate our +sex!" She passed rapidly through the room, followed by Amariah, who +remarked in his transit that it seemed as if there had been a want of +organisation, and the two retreated expeditiously, without the lady's +having taken the smallest notice of Verena, whose conflict with her +mother prolonged itself. Ransom, striving, with all needful +consideration for Mrs. Tarrant, to separate these two, addressed not a +word to Olive; it was the last of her, for him, and he neither saw how +her livid face suddenly glowed, as if Mrs. Farrinder's words had been a +lash, nor how, as if with a sudden inspiration, she rushed to the +approach to the platform. If he had observed her, it might have seemed +to him that she hoped to find the fierce expiation she sought for in +exposure to the thousands she had disappointed and deceived, in offering +herself to be trampled to death and torn to pieces. She might have +suggested to him some feminine firebrand of Paris revolutions, erect on +a barricade, or even the sacrificial figure of Hypatia, whirled through +the furious mob of Alexandria. She was arrested an instant by the +arrival of Mrs. Burrage and her son, who had quitted the stage on +observing the withdrawal of the Farrinders, and who swept into the room +in the manner of people seeking shelter from a thunderstorm. The +mother's face expressed the well-bred surprise of a person who should +have been asked out to dinner and seen the cloth pulled off the table; +the young man, who supported her on his arm, instantly lost himself in +the spectacle of Verena disengaging herself from Mrs. Tarrant, only to +be again overwhelmed, and in the unexpected presence of the +Mississippian. His handsome blue eyes turned from one to the other, and +he looked infinitely annoyed and bewildered. It even seemed to occur to +him that he might, perhaps, interpose with effect, and he evidently +would have liked to say that, without really bragging, _he_ would at +least have kept the affair from turning into a row. But Verena, muffled +and escaping, was deaf to him, and Ransom didn't look the right person +to address such a remark as that to. Mrs. Burrage and Olive, as the +latter shot past, exchanged a glance which represented quick irony on +one side and indiscriminating defiance on the other. + +"Oh, are _you_ going to speak?" the lady from New York inquired, with +her cursory laugh. + +Olive had already disappeared; but Ransom heard her answer flung behind +her into the room. "I am going to be hissed and hooted and insulted!" + +"Olive, Olive!" Verena suddenly shrieked; and her piercing cry might +have reached the front. But Ransom had already, by muscular force, +wrenched her away, and was hurrying her out, leaving Mrs. Tarrant to +heave herself into the arms of Mrs. Burrage, who, he was sure, would, +within a minute, loom upon her attractively through her tears, and +supply her with a reminiscence, destined to be valuable, of aristocratic +support and clever composure. In the outer labyrinth hasty groups, a +little scared, were leaving the hall, giving up the game. Ransom, as he +went, thrust the hood of Verena's long cloak over her head, to conceal +her face and her identity. It quite prevented recognition, and as they +mingled in the issuing crowd he perceived the quick, complete, +tremendous silence which, in the hall, had greeted Olive Chancellor's +rush to the front. Every sound instantly dropped, the hush was +respectful, the great public waited, and whatever she should say to them +(and he thought she might indeed be rather embarrassed) it was not +apparent that they were likely to hurl the benches at her. Ransom, +palpitating with his victory, felt now a little sorry for her, and was +relieved to know that, even when exasperated, a Boston audience is not +ungenerous. "Ah, now I am glad!" said Verena, when they reached the +street. But though she was glad, he presently discovered that, beneath +her hood, she was in tears. It is to be feared that with the union, so +far from brilliant, into which she was about to enter, these were not +the last she was destined to shed. + +THE END + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Bostonians, Vol. II (of II), by Henry James + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BOSTONIANS, VOL. II (OF II) *** + +***** This file should be named 19718-8.txt or 19718-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/1/9/7/1/19718/ + +Produced by Suzanne Lybarger, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Bostonians, Vol. II (of II) + +Author: Henry James + +Release Date: November 5, 2006 [EBook #19718] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BOSTONIANS, VOL. II (OF II) *** + + + + +Produced by Suzanne Lybarger, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + + + + + + + + +<h1>THE BOSTONIANS</h1> + +<h3>A NOVEL</h3> + +<h2>BY HENRY JAMES</h2> + +<h4>IN TWO VOLUMES</h4> + +<h4>VOL. II</h4> + +<h4>MACMILLAN AND CO., LIMITED<br /> +ST. MARTIN'S STREET, LONDON<br /> +1921</h4> + + + +<h4><i>First published in 1886</i></h4> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<!-- Autogenerated TOC. Modify or delete as required. --> +<p> +<a href="#BOOK_SECOND">BOOK SECOND (<i>Continued</i>)</a><br /><br /> +<a href="#XXIV">XXIV</a><br /> +<a href="#XXV">XXV</a><br /> +<a href="#XXVI">XXVI</a><br /> +<a href="#XXVII">XXVII</a><br /> +<a href="#XXVIII">XXVIII</a><br /> +<a href="#XXIX">XXIX</a><br /> +<a href="#XXX">XXX</a><br /> +<a href="#XXXI">XXXI</a><br /> +<a href="#XXXII">XXXII</a><br /> +<a href="#XXXIII">XXXIII</a><br /> +<a href="#XXXIV">XXXIV</a><br /><br /> +<a href="#BOOK_THIRD">BOOK THIRD</a><br /><br /> +<a href="#XXXV">XXXV</a><br /> +<a href="#XXXVI">XXXVI</a><br /> +<a href="#XXXVII">XXXVII</a><br /> +<a href="#XXXVIII">XXXVIII</a><br /> +<a href="#XXXIX">XXXIX</a><br /> +<a href="#XL">XL</a><br /> +<a href="#XLI">XLI</a><br /> +<a href="#XLII">XLII</a><br /> +</p> +<!-- End Autogenerated TOC. --> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="BOOK_SECOND" id="BOOK_SECOND"></a>BOOK SECOND</h2> + +<h3>(<i>Continued</i>)</h3> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXIV" id="XXIV"></a>XXIV</h2> + + +<p>A little more than an hour after this he stood in the parlour of Doctor +Tarrant's suburban residence, in Monadnoc Place. He had induced a +juvenile maid-servant, by an appeal somewhat impassioned, to let the +ladies know that he was there; and she had returned, after a long +absence, to say that Miss Tarrant would come down to him in a little +while. He possessed himself, according to his wont, of the nearest book +(it lay on the table, with an old magazine and a little japanned tray +containing Tarrant's professional cards—his denomination as a mesmeric +healer), and spent ten minutes in turning it over. It was a biography of +Mrs. Ada T. P. Foat, the celebrated trance-lecturer, and was embellished +by a portrait representing the lady with a surprised expression and +innumerable ringlets. Ransom said to himself, after reading a few pages, +that much ridicule had been cast upon Southern literature; but if that +was a fair specimen of Northern!—and he threw it back upon the table +with a gesture almost as contemptuous as if he had not known perfectly, +after so long a residence in the North, that it was not, while he +wondered whether this was the sort of thing Miss Tarrant had been +brought up on. There was no other book to be seen, and he remembered to +have read the magazine; so there was finally nothing for him, as the +occupants of the house failed still to appear, but to stare before him, +into the bright, bare, common little room, which was so hot that he +wished to open a window, and of which an ugly, undraped cross-light +seemed to have taken upon itself to reveal the poverty. Ransom, as I +have mentioned, had not a high standard of comfort and noticed little, +usually, how people's houses were furnished—it was only when they were +very pretty that he observed; but what he saw while he waited at Doctor +Tarrant's made him say to himself that it was no wonder Verena liked +better to live with Olive Chancellor. He even began to wonder whether it +were for the sake of that superior softness she had cultivated Miss +Chancellor's favour, and whether Mrs. Luna had been right about her +being mercenary and insincere. So many minutes elapsed before she +appeared that he had time to remember he really knew nothing to the +contrary, as well as to consider the oddity (so great when one did +consider it) of his coming out to Cambridge to see her, when he had only +a few hours in Boston to spare, a year and a half after she had given +him her very casual invitation. She had not refused to receive him, at +any rate; she was free to, if it didn't please her. And not only this, +but she was apparently making herself fine in his honour, inasmuch as he +heard a rapid footstep move to and fro above his head, and even, through +the slightness which in Monadnoc Place did service for an upper floor, +the sound of drawers and presses opened and closed. Some one was "flying +round," as they said in Mississippi. At last the stairs creaked under a +light tread, and the next moment a brilliant person came into the room.</p> + +<p>His reminiscence of her had been very pretty; but now that she had +developed and matured, the little prophetess was prettier still. Her +splendid hair seemed to shine; her cheek and chin had a curve which +struck him by its fineness; her eyes and lips were full of smiles and +greetings. She had appeared to him before as a creature of brightness, +but now she lighted up the place, she irradiated, she made everything +that surrounded her of no consequence; dropping upon the shabby sofa +with an effect as charming as if she had been a nymph sinking on a +leopard-skin, and with the native sweetness of her voice forcing him to +listen till she spoke again. It was not long before he perceived that +this added lustre was simply success; she was young and tender still, +but the sound of a great applauding audience had been in her ears; it +formed an element in which she felt buoyant and floated. Still, +however, her glance was as pure as it was direct, and that fantastic +fairness hung about her which had made an impression on him of old, +and which reminded him of unworldly places—he didn't know +where—convent-cloisters or vales of Arcady. At that other time she had +been parti-coloured and bedizened, and she had always an air of costume, +only now her costume was richer and more chastened. It was her line, her +condition, part of her expression. If at Miss Birdseye's, and afterwards +in Charles Street, she might have been a rope-dancer, to-day she made a +"scene" of the mean little room in Monadnoc Place, such a scene as a +prima donna makes of daubed canvas and dusty boards. She addressed Basil +Ransom as if she had seen him the other week and his merits were fresh +to her, though she let him, while she sat smiling at him, explain in his +own rather ceremonious way why it was he had presumed to call upon her +on so slight an acquaintance—on an invitation which she herself had had +more than time to forget. His explanation, as a finished and +satisfactory thing, quite broke down; there was no more impressive +reason than that he had simply wished to see her. He became aware that +this motive loomed large, and that her listening smile, innocent as it +was, in the Arcadian manner, of mockery, seemed to accuse him of not +having the courage of his inclination. He had alluded especially to +their meeting at Miss Chancellor's; there it was that she had told him +she should be glad to see him in her home.</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, I remember perfectly, and I remember quite as well seeing you +at Miss Birdseye's the night before. I made a speech—don't you +remember? That was delightful."</p> + +<p>"It was delightful indeed," said Basil Ransom.</p> + +<p>"I don't mean my speech; I mean the whole thing. It was then I made Miss +Chancellor's acquaintance. I don't know whether you know how we work +together. She has done so much for me."</p> + +<p>"Do you still make speeches?" Ransom asked, conscious, as soon as he had +uttered it, that the question was below the mark.</p> + +<p>"Still? Why, I should hope so; it's all I'm good for! It's my life—or +it's going to be. And it's Miss Chancellor's too. We are determined to +do something."</p> + +<p>"And does she make speeches too?"</p> + +<p>"Well, she makes mine—or the best part of them. She tells me what to +say—the real things, the strong things. It's Miss Chancellor as much as +me!" said the singular girl, with a generous complacency which was yet +half ludicrous.</p> + +<p>"I should like to hear you again," Basil Ransom rejoined.</p> + +<p>"Well, you must come some night. You will have plenty of chances. We are +going on from triumph to triumph."</p> + +<p>Her brightness, her self-possession, her air of being a public +character, her mixture of the girlish and the comprehensive, startled +and confounded her visitor, who felt that if he had come to gratify his +curiosity he should be in danger of going away still more curious than +satiated. She added in her gay, friendly, trustful tone—the tone of +facile intercourse, the tone in which happy, flower-crowned maidens may +have talked to sunburnt young men in the golden age—"I am very familiar +with your name; Miss Chancellor has told me all about you."</p> + +<p>"All about me?" Ransom raised his black eyebrows. "How could she do +that? She doesn't know anything about me!"</p> + +<p>"Well, she told me you are a great enemy to our movement. Isn't that +true? I think you expressed some unfavourable idea that day I met you at +her house."</p> + +<p>"If you regard me as an enemy, it's very kind of you to receive me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, a great many gentlemen call," Verena said, calmly and brightly. +"Some call simply to inquire. Some call because they have heard of me, +or been present on some occasion when I have moved them. Every one is so +interested."</p> + +<p>"And you have been in Europe," Ransom remarked, in a moment.</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, we went over to see if they were in advance. We had a +magnificent time—we saw all the leaders."</p> + +<p>"The leaders?" Ransom repeated.</p> + +<p>"Of the emancipation of our sex. There are gentlemen there, as well as +ladies. Olive had splendid introductions in all countries, and we +conversed with all the earnest people. We heard much that was +suggestive. And as for Europe!"—and the young lady paused, smiling at +him and ending in a happy sigh, as if there were more to say on the +subject than she could attempt on such short notice.</p> + +<p>"I suppose it's very attractive," said Ransom encouragingly.</p> + +<p>"It's just a dream!"</p> + +<p>"And did you find that they were in advance?"</p> + +<p>"Well, Miss Chancellor thought they were. She was surprised at some +things we observed, and concluded that perhaps she hadn't done the +Europeans justice—she has got such an open mind, it's as wide as the +sea!—while I incline to the opinion that on the whole <i>we</i> make the +better show. The state of the movement there reflects their general +culture, and their general culture is higher than ours (I mean taking +the term in its broadest sense). On the other hand, the <i>special</i> +condition—moral, social, personal—of our sex seems to me to be +superior in this country; I mean regarded in relation—in proportion as +it were—to the social phase at large. I must add that we did see some +noble specimens over there. In England we met some lovely women, highly +cultivated, and of immense organising power. In France we saw some +wonderful, contagious types; we passed a delightful evening with the +celebrated Marie Verneuil; she was released from prison, you know, only +a few weeks before. Our total impression was that it is only a question +of time—the future is ours. But everywhere we heard one cry—'How long, +O Lord, how long?'"</p> + +<p>Basil Ransom listened to this considerable statement with a feeling +which, as the current of Miss Tarrant's facile utterance flowed on, took +the form of an hilarity charmed into stillness by the fear of losing +something. There was indeed a sweet comicality in seeing this pretty +girl sit there and, in answer to a casual, civil inquiry, drop into +oratory as a natural thing. Had she forgotten where she was, and did she +take him for a full house? She had the same turns and cadences, almost +the same gestures, as if she had been on the platform; and the great +queerness of it was that, with such a manner, she should escape being +odious. She was not odious, she was delightful; she was not dogmatic, +she was genial. No wonder she was a success, if she speechified as a +bird sings! Ransom could see, too, from her easy lapse, how the +lecture-tone was the thing in the world with which, by education, by +association, she was most familiar. He didn't know what to make of her; +she was an astounding young phenomenon. The other time came back to him +afresh, and how she had stood up at Miss Birdseye's; it occurred to him +that an element, here, had been wanting. Several moments after she had +ceased speaking he became conscious that the expression of his face +presented a perceptible analogy to a broad grin. He changed his posture, +saying the first thing that came into his head. "I presume you do +without your father now."</p> + +<p>"Without my father?"</p> + +<p>"To set you going, as he did that time I heard you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I see; you thought I had begun a lecture!" And she laughed, in +perfect good humour. "They tell me I speak as I talk, so I suppose I +talk as I speak. But you mustn't put me on what I saw and heard in +Europe. That's to be the title of an address I am now preparing, by the +way. Yes, I don't depend on father any more," she went on, while +Ransom's sense of having said too sarcastic a thing was deepened by her +perfect indifference to it. "He finds his patients draw off about +enough, any way. But I owe him everything; if it hadn't been for him, no +one would ever have known I had a gift—not even myself. He started me +so, once for all, that I now go alone."</p> + +<p>"You go beautifully," said Ransom, wanting to say something agreeable, +and even respectfully tender, to her, but troubled by the fact that +there was nothing he could say that didn't sound rather like chaff. +There was no resentment in her, however, for in a moment she said to +him, as quickly as it occurred to her, in the manner of a person +repairing an accidental omission, "It was very good of you to come so +far."</p> + +<p>This was a sort of speech it was never safe to make to Ransom; there was +no telling what retribution it might entail. "Do you suppose any journey +is too great, too wearisome, when it's a question of so great a +pleasure?" On this occasion it was not worse than that.</p> + +<p>"Well, people <i>have</i> come from other cities," Verena answered, not with +pretended humility, but with pretended pride. "Do you know Cambridge?"</p> + +<p>"This is the first time I have ever been here."</p> + +<p>"Well, I suppose you have heard of the university; it's so celebrated."</p> + +<p>"Yes—even in Mississippi. I suppose it's very fine."</p> + +<p>"I presume it is," said Verena; "but you can't expect me to speak with +much admiration of an institution of which the doors are closed to our +sex."</p> + +<p>"Do you then advocate a system of education in common?"</p> + +<p>"I advocate equal rights, equal opportunities, equal privileges. So does +Miss Chancellor," Verena added, with just a perceptible air of feeling +that her declaration needed support.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I thought what she wanted was simply a different inequality—simply +to turn out the men altogether," Ransom said.</p> + +<p>"Well, she thinks we have great arrears to make up. I do tell her, +sometimes, that what she desires is not only justice but vengeance. I +think she admits that," Verena continued, with a certain solemnity. The +subject, however, held her but an instant, and before Ransom had time to +make any comment, she went on, in a different tone: "You don't mean to +say you live in Mississippi <i>now</i>? Miss Chancellor told me when you were +in Boston before, that you had located in New York." She persevered in +this reference to himself, for when he had assented to her remark about +New York, she asked him whether he had quite given up the South.</p> + +<p>"Given it up—the poor, dear, desolate old South? Heaven forbid!" Basil +Ransom exclaimed.</p> + +<p>She looked at him for a moment with an added softness. "I presume it is +natural you should love your home. But I am afraid you think I don't +love mine much; I have been here—for so long—so little. Miss +Chancellor <i>has</i> absorbed me—there is no doubt about that. But it's a +pity I wasn't with her to-day." Ransom made no answer to this; he was +incapable of telling Miss Tarrant that if she had been he would not have +called upon her. It was not, indeed, that he was not incapable of +hypocrisy, for when she had asked him if he had seen his cousin the +night before, and he had replied that he hadn't seen her at all, and she +had exclaimed with a candour which the next minute made her blush, "Ah, +you don't mean to say you haven't forgiven her!"—after this he put on a +look of innocence sufficient to carry off the inquiry, "Forgiven her for +what?"</p> + +<p>Verena coloured at the sound of her own words. "Well, I could see how +much she felt, that time at her house."</p> + +<p>"What did she feel?" Basil Ransom asked, with the natural provokingness +of a man.</p> + +<p>I know not whether Verena was provoked, but she answered with more +spirit than sequence: "Well, you know you <i>did</i> pour contempt on us, +ever so much; I could see how it worked Olive up. Are you not going to +see her at all?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I shall think about that; I am here only for three or four days," +said Ransom, smiling as men smile when they are perfectly +unsatisfactory.</p> + +<p>It is very possible that Verena was provoked, inaccessible as she was, +in a general way, to irritation; for she rejoined in a moment, with a +little deliberate air: "Well, perhaps it's as well you shouldn't go, if +you haven't changed at all."</p> + +<p>"I haven't changed at all," said the young man, smiling still, with his +elbows on the arms of his chair, his shoulders pushed up a little, and +his thin brown hands interlocked in front of him.</p> + +<p>"Well, I have had visitors who were quite opposed!" Verena announced, as +if such news could not possibly alarm her. Then she added, "How then did +you know I was out here?"</p> + +<p>"Miss Birdseye told me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I am so glad you went to see <i>her</i>!" the girl cried, speaking again +with the impetuosity of a moment before.</p> + +<p>"I didn't go to see her. I met her in the street, just as she was +leaving Miss Chancellor's door. I spoke to her, and accompanied her some +distance. I passed that way because I knew it was the direct way to +Cambridge—from the Common—and I was coming out to see you any way—on +the chance."</p> + +<p>"On the chance?" Verena repeated.</p> + +<p>"Yes; Mrs. Luna, in New York, told me you were sometimes here, and I +wanted, at any rate, to make the attempt to find you."</p> + +<p>It may be communicated to the reader that it was very agreeable to +Verena to learn that her visitor had made this arduous pilgrimage (for +she knew well enough how people in Boston regarded a winter journey to +the academic suburb) with only half the prospect of a reward; but her +pleasure was mixed with other feelings, or at least with the +consciousness that the whole situation was rather less simple than the +elements of her life had been hitherto. There was the germ of disorder +in this invidious distinction which Mr. Ransom had suddenly made between +Olive Chancellor, who was related to him by blood, and herself, who had +never been related to him in any way whatever. She knew Olive by this +time well enough to wish not to reveal it to her, and yet it would be +something quite new for her to undertake to conceal such an incident as +her having spent an hour with Mr. Ransom during a flying visit he had +made to Boston. She had spent hours with other gentlemen, whom Olive +didn't see; but that was different, because her friend knew about her +doing it and didn't care, in regard to the persons—didn't care, that +is, as she would care in this case. It was vivid to Verena's mind that +now Olive <i>would</i> care. She had talked about Mr. Burrage, and Mr. +Pardon, and even about some gentlemen in Europe, and she had not (after +the first few days, a year and a half before) talked about Mr. Ransom.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless there were reasons, clear to Verena's view, for wishing +either that he would go and see Olive or would keep away from <i>her</i>; and +the responsibility of treating the fact that he had not so kept away as +a secret seemed the greater, perhaps, in the light of this other fact, +that so far as simply seeing Mr. Ransom went—why, she quite liked it. +She had remembered him perfectly after their two former meetings, +superficial as their contact then had been; she had thought of him at +moments and wondered whether she should like him if she were to know him +better. Now, at the end of twenty minutes, she did know him better, and +found that he had rather a curious, but still a pleasant way. There he +was, at any rate, and she didn't wish his call to be spoiled by any +uncomfortable implication of consequences. So she glanced off, at the +touch of Mrs. Luna's name; it seemed to afford relief. "Oh yes, Mrs. +Luna—isn't she fascinating?"</p> + +<p>Ransom hesitated a little. "Well, no, I don't think she is."</p> + +<p>"You ought to like her—she hates our movement!" And Verena asked, +further, numerous questions about the brilliant Adeline; whether he saw +her often, whether she went out much, whether she was admired in New +York, whether he thought her very handsome. He answered to the best of +his ability, but soon made the reflexion that he had not come out to +Monadnoc Place to talk about Mrs. Luna; in consequence of which, to +change the subject (as well as to acquit himself of a social duty), he +began to speak of Verena's parents, to express regret that Mrs. Tarrant +had been sick, and fear that he was not to have the pleasure of seeing +her. "She is a great deal better," Verena said; "but she's lying down; +she lies down a great deal when she has got nothing else to do. Mother's +very peculiar," she added in a moment; "she lies down when she feels +well and happy, and when she's sick she walks about—she roams all round +the house. If you hear her on the stairs a good deal, you can be pretty +sure she's very bad. She'll be very much interested to hear about you +after you have left."</p> + +<p>Ransom glanced at his watch. "I hope I am not staying too long—that I +am not taking you away from her."</p> + +<p>"Oh no; she likes visitors, even when she can't see them. If it didn't +take her so long to rise, she would have been down here by this time. I +suppose you think she has missed me, since I have been so absorbed. +Well, so she has, but she knows it's for my good. She would make any +sacrifice for affection."</p> + +<p>The fancy suddenly struck Ransom of asking, in response to this, "And +you? would you make any?"</p> + +<p>Verena gave him a bright natural stare. "Any sacrifice for affection?" +She thought a moment, and then she said: "I don't think I have a right +to say, because I have never been asked. I don't remember ever to have +had to make a sacrifice—not an important one."</p> + +<p>"Lord! you must have had a happy life!"</p> + +<p>"I have been very fortunate, I know that. I don't know what to do when I +think how some women—how most women—suffer. But I must not speak of +that," she went on, with her smile coming back to her. "If you oppose +our movement, you won't want to hear of the suffering of women!"</p> + +<p>"The suffering of women is the suffering of all humanity," Ransom +returned. "Do you think any movement is going to stop that—or all the +lectures from now to doomsday? We are born to suffer—and to bear it, +like decent people."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I adore heroism!" Verena interposed.</p> + +<p>"And as for women," Ransom went on, "they have one source of happiness +that is closed to us—the consciousness that their presence here below +lifts half the load of <i>our</i> suffering."</p> + +<p>Verena thought this very graceful, but she was not sure it was not +rather sophistical; she would have liked to have Olive's judgement upon +it. As that was not possible for the present, she abandoned the question +(since learning that Mr. Ransom had passed over Olive, to come to her, +she had become rather fidgety), and inquired of the young man, +irrelevantly, whether he knew any one else in Cambridge.</p> + +<p>"Not a creature; as I tell you, I have never been here before. Your +image alone attracted me; this charming interview will be henceforth my +only association with the place."</p> + +<p>"It's a pity you couldn't have a few more," said Verena musingly.</p> + +<p>"A few more interviews? I should be unspeakably delighted!"</p> + +<p>"A few more associations. Did you see the colleges as you came?"</p> + +<p>"I had a glimpse of a large enclosure, with some big buildings. Perhaps +I can look at them better as I go back to Boston."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, you ought to see them—they have improved so much of late. The +inner life, of course, is the greatest interest, but there is some fine +architecture, if you are not familiar with Europe." She paused a moment, +looking at him with an eye that seemed to brighten, and continued +quickly, like a person who had collected herself for a little jump, "If +you would like to walk round a little, I shall be very glad to show +you."</p> + +<p>"To walk round—with you to show me?" Ransom repeated. "My dear Miss +Tarrant, it would be the greatest privilege—the greatest happiness—of +my life. What a delightful idea—what an ideal guide!"</p> + +<p>Verena got up; she would go and put on her hat; he must wait a little. +Her offer had a frankness and friendliness which gave him a new +sensation, and he could not know that as soon as she had made it (though +she had hesitated too, with a moment of intense reflexion), she seemed +to herself strangely reckless. An impulse pushed her; she obeyed it with +her eyes open. She felt as a girl feels when she commits her first +conscious indiscretion. She had done many things before which many +people would have called indiscreet, but that quality had not even +faintly belonged to them in her own mind; she had done them in perfect +good faith and with a remarkable absence of palpitation. This +superficially ingenuous proposal to walk around the colleges with Mr. +Ransom had really another colour; it deepened the ambiguity of her +position, by reason of a prevision which I shall presently mention. If +Olive was not to know that she had seen him, this extension of their +interview would double her secret. And yet, while she saw it grow—this +monstrous little mystery—she couldn't feel sorry that she was going out +with Olive's cousin. As I have already said, she had become nervous. She +went to put on her hat, but at the door of the room she stopped, turned +round, and presented herself to her visitor with a small spot in either +cheek, which had appeared there within the instant. "I have suggested +this, because it seems to me I ought to do something for you—in +return," she said. "It's nothing, simply sitting there with me. And we +haven't got anything else. This is our only hospitality. And the day +seems so splendid."</p> + +<p>The modesty, the sweetness, of this little explanation, with a kind of +intimated desire, constituting almost an appeal, for rightness, which +seemed to pervade it, left a fragrance in the air after she had +vanished. Ransom walked up and down the room, with his hands in his +pockets, under the influence of it, without taking up even once the book +about Mrs. Foat. He occupied the time in asking himself by what +perversity of fate or of inclination such a charming creature was +ranting upon platforms and living in Olive Chancellor's pocket, or how a +ranter and sycophant could possibly be so engaging. And she was so +disturbingly beautiful, too. This last fact was not less evident when +she came down arranged for their walk. They left the house, and as they +proceeded he remembered that he had asked himself earlier how he could +do honour to such a combination of leisure and ethereal mildness as he +had waked up to that morning—a mildness that seemed the very breath of +his own latitude. This question was answered now; to do exactly what he +was doing at that moment was an observance sufficiently festive.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXV" id="XXV"></a>XXV</h2> + + +<p>They passed through two or three small, short streets, which, with their +little wooden houses, with still more wooden door-yards, looked as if +they had been constructed by the nearest carpenter and his boy—a +sightless, soundless, interspaced, embryonic region—and entered a long +avenue which, fringed on either side with fresh villas, offering +themselves trustfully to the public, had the distinction of a wide +pavement of neat red brick. The new paint on the square detached houses +shone afar off in the transparent air: they had, on top, little cupolas +and belvederes, in front a pillared piazza, made bare by the indoor life +of winter, on either side a bow-window or two, and everywhere an +embellishment of scallops, brackets, cornices, wooden flourishes. They +stood, for the most part, on small eminences, lifted above the +impertinence of hedge or paling, well up before the world, with all the +good conscience which in many cases came, as Ransom saw (and he had +noticed the same ornament when he traversed with Olive the quarter of +Boston inhabited by Miss Birdseye), from a silvered number, affixed to +the glass above the door, in figures huge enough to be read by the +people who, in the periodic horse-cars, travelled along the middle of +the avenue. It was to these glittering badges that many of the houses on +either side owed their principal identity. One of the horse-cars now +advanced in the straight, spacious distance; it was almost the only +object that animated the prospect, which, in its large cleanness, its +implication of strict business-habits on the part of all the people who +were not there, Ransom thought very impressive. As he went on with +Verena he asked her about the Women's Convention, the year before; +whether it had accomplished much work and she had enjoyed it.</p> + +<p>"What do you care about the work it accomplished?" said the girl. "You +don't take any interest in that."</p> + +<p>"You mistake my attitude. I don't like it, but I greatly fear it."</p> + +<p>In answer to this Verena gave a free laugh. "I don't believe you fear +much!"</p> + +<p>"The bravest men have been afraid of women. Won't you even tell me +whether you enjoyed it? I am told you made an immense sensation +there—that you leaped into fame."</p> + +<p>Verena never waved off an allusion to her ability, her eloquence; she +took it seriously, without any flutter or protest, and had no more +manner about it than if it concerned the goddess Minerva. "I believe I +attracted considerable attention; of course, that's what Olive wants—it +paves the way for future work. I have no doubt I reached many that +wouldn't have been reached otherwise. They think that's my great use—to +take hold of the outsiders, as it were; of those who are prejudiced or +thoughtless, or who don't care about anything unless it's amusing. I +wake up the attention."</p> + +<p>"That's the class to which I belong," Ransom said. "Am I not an +outsider? I wonder whether you would have reached me—or waked up my +attention!"</p> + +<p>Verena was silent awhile, as they walked; he heard the light click of +her boots on the smooth bricks. Then—"I think I <i>have</i> waked it up a +little," she replied, looking straight before her.</p> + +<p>"Most assuredly! You have made me wish tremendously to contradict you."</p> + +<p>"Well, that's a good sign."</p> + +<p>"I suppose it was very exciting—your convention," Ransom went on, in a +moment; "the sort of thing you would miss very much if you were to +return to the ancient fold."</p> + +<p>"The ancient fold, you say very well, where women were slaughtered like +sheep! Oh, last June, for a week, we just quivered! There were delegates +from every State and every city; we lived in a crowd of people and of +ideas; the heat was intense, the weather magnificent, and great thoughts +and brilliant sayings flew round like darting fireflies. Olive had six +celebrated, high-minded women staying in her house—two in a room; and +in the summer evenings we sat in the open windows, in her parlour, +looking out on the bay, with the lights gleaming in the water, and +talked over the doings of the morning, the speeches, the incidents, the +fresh contributions to the cause. We had some tremendously earnest +discussions, which it would have been a benefit to you to hear, or any +man who doesn't think that we can rise to the highest point. Then we had +some refreshment—we consumed quantities of ice-cream!" said Verena, in +whom the note of gaiety alternated with that of earnestness, almost of +exaltation, in a manner which seemed to Basil Ransom absolutely and +fascinatingly original. "Those were great nights!" she added, between a +laugh and a sigh.</p> + +<p>Her description of the convention put the scene before him vividly; he +seemed to see the crowded, overheated hall, which he was sure was filled +with carpet-baggers, to hear flushed women, with loosened +bonnet-strings, forcing thin voices into ineffectual shrillness. It made +him angry, and all the more angry, that he hadn't a reason, to think of +the charming creature at his side being mixed up with such elements, +pushed and elbowed by them, conjoined with them in emulation, in +unsightly strainings and clappings and shoutings, in wordy, windy +iteration of inanities. Worst of all was the idea that she should have +expressed such a congregation to itself so acceptably, have been +acclaimed and applauded by hoarse throats, have been lifted up, to all +the vulgar multitude, as the queen of the occasion. He made the +reflexion, afterwards, that he was singularly ill-grounded in his wrath, +inasmuch as it was none of his business what use Miss Tarrant chose to +make of her energies, and, in addition to this, nothing else was to have +been expected of her. But that reflexion was absent now, and in its +absence he saw only the fact that his companion had been odiously +perverted. "Well, Miss Tarrant," he said, with a deeper seriousness than +showed in his voice, "I am forced to the painful conclusion that you are +simply ruined."</p> + +<p>"Ruined? Ruined yourself!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know the kind of women that Miss Chancellor had at her house, and +what a group you must have made when you looked out at the Back Bay! It +depresses me very much to think of it."</p> + +<p>"We made a lovely, interesting group, and if we had had a spare minute +we would have been photographed," Verena said.</p> + +<p>This led him to ask her if she had ever subjected herself to the +process; and she answered that a photographer had been after her as soon +as she got back from Europe, and that she had sat for him, and that +there were certain shops in Boston where her portrait could be obtained. +She gave him this information very simply, without pretence of vagueness +of knowledge, spoke of the matter rather respectfully, indeed, as if it +might be of some importance; and when he said that he should go and buy +one of the little pictures as soon as he returned to town, contented +herself with replying, "Well, be sure you pick out a good one!" He had +not been altogether without a hope that she would offer to give him one, +with her name written beneath, which was a mode of acquisition he would +greatly have preferred; but this, evidently, had not occurred to her, +and now, as they went further, her thought was following a different +train. That was proved by her remarking, at the end of a silence, +inconsequently, "Well, it showed I have a great use!" As he stared, +wondering what she meant, she explained that she referred to the +brilliancy of her success at the convention. "It proved I have a great +use," she repeated, "and that is all I care for!"</p> + +<p>"The use of a truly amiable woman is to make some honest man happy," +Ransom said, with a sententiousness of which he was perfectly aware.</p> + +<p>It was so marked that it caused her to stop short in the middle of the +broad walk, while she looked at him with shining eyes. "See here, Mr. +Ransom, do you know what strikes me?" she exclaimed. "The interest you +take in me isn't really controversial—a bit. It's quite personal!" She +was the most extraordinary girl; she could speak such words as those +without the smallest look of added consciousness coming into her face, +without the least supposable intention of coquetry, or any visible +purpose of challenging the young man to say more.</p> + +<p>"My interest in you—my interest in you," he began. Then hesitating, he +broke off suddenly. "It is certain your discovery doesn't make it any +less!"</p> + +<p>"Well, that's better," she went on; "for we needn't dispute."</p> + +<p>He laughed at the way she arranged it, and they presently reached the +irregular group of heterogeneous buildings—chapels, dormitories, +libraries, halls—which, scattered among slender trees, over a space +reserved by means of a low rustic fence, rather than enclosed (for +Harvard knows nothing either of the jealousy or the dignity of high +walls and guarded gateways), constitutes the great university of +Massachusetts. The yard, or college-precinct, is traversed by a number +of straight little paths, over which, at certain hours of the day, a +thousand undergraduates, with books under their arm and youth in their +step, flit from one school to another. Verena Tarrant knew her way +round, as she said to her companion; it was not the first time she had +taken an admiring visitor to see the local monuments. Basil Ransom, +walking with her from point to point, admired them all, and thought +several of them exceedingly quaint and venerable. The rectangular +structures of old red brick especially gratified his eye; the afternoon +sun was yellow on their homely faces; their windows showed a peep of +flower-pots and bright-coloured curtains; they wore an expression of +scholastic quietude, and exhaled for the young Mississippian a +tradition, an antiquity. "This is the place where I ought to have been," +he said to his charming guide. "I should have had a good time if I had +been able to study here."</p> + +<p>"Yes; I presume you feel yourself drawn to any place where ancient +prejudices are garnered up," she answered, not without archness. "I know +by the stand you take about our cause that you share the superstitions +of the old bookmen. You ought to have been at one of those really +mediæval universities that we saw on the other side, at Oxford, or +Göttingen, or Padua. You would have been in perfect sympathy with their +spirit."</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know much about those old haunts," Ransom rejoined. "I +reckon this is good enough for me. And then it would have had the +advantage that your residence isn't far, you know."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I guess we shouldn't have seen you much at my residence! As you +live in New York, you come, but here you wouldn't; that is always the +way." With this light philosophy Verena beguiled the transit to the +library, into which she introduced her companion with the air of a +person familiar with the sanctified spot. This edifice, a diminished +copy of the chapel of King's College, at the greater Cambridge, is a +rich and impressive institution; and as he stood there, in the bright, +heated stillness, which seemed suffused with the odour of old print and +old bindings, and looked up into the high, light vaults that hung over +quiet book-laden galleries, alcoves and tables, and glazed cases where +rarer treasures gleamed more vaguely, over busts of benefactors and +portraits of worthies, bowed heads of working students and the gentle +creak of passing messengers—as he took possession, in a comprehensive +glance, of the wealth and wisdom of the place, he felt more than ever +the soreness of an opportunity missed; but he abstained from expressing +it (it was too deep for that), and in a moment Verena had introduced him +to a young lady, a friend of hers, who, as she explained, was working on +the catalogue, and whom she had asked for on entering the library, at a +desk where another young lady was occupied. Miss Catching, the +first-mentioned young lady, presented herself with promptness, offered +Verena a low-toned but appreciative greeting, and, after a little, +undertook to explain to Ransom the mysteries of the catalogue, which +consisted of a myriad little cards, disposed alphabetically in immense +chests of drawers. Ransom was deeply interested, and as, with Verena, he +followed Miss Catching about (she was so good as to show them the +establishment in all its ramifications), he considered with attention +the young lady's fair ringlets and refined, anxious expression, saying +to himself that this was in the highest degree a New England type. +Verena found an opportunity to mention to him that she was wrapped up in +the cause, and there was a moment during which he was afraid that his +companion would expose him to her as one of its traducers; but there was +that in Miss Catching's manner (and in the influence of the lofty halls) +which deprecated loud pleasantry, and seemed to say, moreover, that if +she were treated to such a revelation she should not know under what +letter to range it.</p> + +<p>"Now there is one place where perhaps it would be indelicate to take a +Mississippian," Verena said, after this episode. "I mean the great place +that towers above the others—that big building with the beautiful +pinnacles, which you see from every point." But Basil Ransom had heard +of the great Memorial Hall; he knew what memories it enshrined, and the +worst that he should have to suffer there; and the ornate, overtopping +structure, which was the finest piece of architecture he had ever seen, +had moreover solicited his enlarged curiosity for the last half-hour. He +thought there was rather too much brick about it, but it was buttressed, +cloistered, turreted, dedicated, superscribed, as he had never seen +anything; though it didn't look old, it looked significant; it covered a +large area, and it sprang majestic into the winter air. It was detached +from the rest of the collegiate group, and stood in a grassy triangle of +its own. As he approached it with Verena she suddenly stopped, to +decline responsibility. "Now mind, if you don't like what's inside, it +isn't my fault."</p> + +<p>He looked at her an instant, smiling. "Is there anything against +Mississippi?"</p> + +<p>"Well, no, I don't think she is mentioned. But there is great praise of +our young men in the war."</p> + +<p>"It says they were brave, I suppose."</p> + +<p>"Yes, it says so in Latin."</p> + +<p>"Well, so they were—I know something about that," Basil Ransom said. "I +must be brave enough to face them—it isn't the first time." And they +went up the low steps and passed into the tall doors. The Memorial Hall +of Harvard consists of three main divisions: one of them a theatre, for +academic ceremonies; another a vast refectory, covered with a timbered +roof, hung about with portraits and lighted by stained windows, like the +halls of the colleges of Oxford; and the third, the most interesting, a +chamber high, dim, and severe, consecrated to the sons of the university +who fell in the long Civil War. Ransom and his companion wandered from +one part of the building to another, and stayed their steps at several +impressive points; but they lingered longest in the presence of the +white, ranged tablets, each of which, in its proud, sad clearness, is +inscribed with the name of a student-soldier. The effect of the place is +singularly noble and solemn, and it is impossible to feel it without a +lifting of the heart. It stands there for duty and honour, it speaks of +sacrifice and example, seems a kind of temple to youth, manhood, +generosity. Most of them were young, all were in their prime, and all of +them had fallen; this simple idea hovers before the visitor and makes +him read with tenderness each name and place—names often without other +history, and forgotten Southern battles. For Ransom these things were +not a challenge nor a taunt; they touched him with respect, with the +sentiment of beauty. He was capable of being a generous foeman, and he +forgot, now, the whole question of sides and parties; the simple emotion +of the old fighting-time came back to him, and the monument around him +seemed an embodiment of that memory; it arched over friends as well as +enemies, the victims of defeat as well as the sons of triumph.</p> + +<p>"It is very beautiful—but I think it is very dreadful!" This remark, +from Verena, called him back to the present. "It's a real sin to put up +such a building, just to glorify a lot of bloodshed. If it wasn't so +majestic, I would have it pulled down."</p> + +<p>"That is delightful feminine logic!" Ransom answered. "If, when women +have the conduct of affairs, they fight as well as they reason, surely +for them too we shall have to set up memorials."</p> + +<p>Verena retorted that they would reason so well they would have no need +to fight—they would usher in the reign of peace. "But this is very +peaceful too," she added, looking about her; and she sat down on a low +stone ledge, as if to enjoy the influence of the scene. Ransom left her +alone for ten minutes; he wished to take another look at the inscribed +tablets, and read again the names of the various engagements, at several +of which he had been present. When he came back to her she greeted him +abruptly, with a question which had no reference to the solemnity of the +spot. "If Miss Birdseye knew you were coming out to see me, can't <i>she</i> +easily tell Olive? Then won't Olive make her reflexions about your +neglect of herself?"</p> + +<p>"I don't care for her reflexions. At any rate, I asked Miss Birdseye, as +a favour, not to mention to her that she had met me," Ransom added.</p> + +<p>Verena was silent a moment. "Your logic is most as good as a woman's. Do +change your mind and go to see her now," she went on. "She will probably +be at home by the time you get to Charles Street. If she was a little +strange, a little stiff with you before (I know just how she must have +been), all that will be different to-day."</p> + +<p>"Why will it be different?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, she will be easier, more genial, much softer."</p> + +<p>"I don't believe it," said Ransom; and his scepticism seemed none the +less complete because it was light and smiling.</p> + +<p>"She is much happier now—she can afford not to mind you."</p> + +<p>"Not to mind me? That's a nice inducement for a gentleman to go and see +a lady!"</p> + +<p>"Well, she will be more gracious, because she feels now that she is more +successful."</p> + +<p>"You mean because she has brought you out? Oh, I have no doubt that has +cleared the air for her immensely, and you have improved her very much. +But I have got a charming impression out here, and I have no wish to put +another—which won't be charming, anyhow you arrange it—on top of it."</p> + +<p>"Well, she will be sure to know you have been round here, at any rate," +Verena rejoined.</p> + +<p>"How will she know, unless you tell her?"</p> + +<p>"I tell her everything," said the girl; and now as soon as she had +spoken, she blushed. He stood before her, tracing a figure on the mosaic +pavement with his cane, conscious that in a moment they had become more +intimate. They were discussing their affairs, which had nothing to do +with the heroic symbols that surrounded them; but their affairs had +suddenly grown so serious that there was no want of decency in their +lingering there for the purpose. The implication that his visit might +remain as a secret between them made them both feel it differently. To +ask her to keep it so would have been, as it seemed to Ransom, a +liberty, and, moreover, he didn't care so much as that; but if she were +to prefer to do so such a preference would only make him consider the +more that his expedition had been a success.</p> + +<p>"Oh, then, you can tell her this!" he said in a moment.</p> + +<p>"If I shouldn't, it would be the first——" And Verena checked herself.</p> + +<p>"You must arrange that with your conscience," Ransom went on, laughing.</p> + +<p>They came out of the hall, passed down the steps, and emerged from the +Delta, as that portion of the college precinct is called. The afternoon +had begun to wane, but the air was filled with a pink brightness, and +there was a cool, pure smell, a vague breath of spring.</p> + +<p>"Well, if I don't tell Olive, then you must leave me here," said Verena, +stopping in the path and putting out a hand of farewell.</p> + +<p>"I don't understand. What has that to do with it? Besides I thought you +said you <i>must</i> tell," Ransom added. In playing with the subject this +way, in enjoying her visible hesitation, he was slightly conscious of a +man's brutality—of being pushed by an impulse to test her good-nature, +which seemed to have no limit. It showed no sign of perturbation as she +answered:</p> + +<p>"Well, I want to be free—to do as I think best. And, if there is a +chance of my keeping it back, there mustn't be anything more—there must +not, Mr. Ransom, really."</p> + +<p>"Anything more? Why, what are you afraid there will be—if I should +simply walk home with you?"</p> + +<p>"I must go alone, I must hurry back to mother," she said, for all reply. +And she again put out her hand, which he had not taken before.</p> + +<p>Of course he took it now, and even held it a moment; he didn't like +being dismissed, and was thinking of pretexts to linger. "Miss Birdseye +said you would convert me, but you haven't yet," it came into his head +to say.</p> + +<p>"You can't tell yet; wait a little. My influence is peculiar; it +sometimes comes out a long time afterwards!" This speech, on Verena's +part, was evidently perfunctory, and the grandeur of her self-reference +jocular; she was much more serious when she went on quickly, "Do you +mean to say Miss Birdseye promised you that?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes. Talk about influence! you should have seen the influence I +obtained over her."</p> + +<p>"Well, what good will it do, if I'm going to tell Olive about your +visit?"</p> + +<p>"Well, you see, I think she hopes you won't. She believes you are going +to convert me privately—so that I shall blaze forth, suddenly, out of +the darkness of Mississippi, as a first-class proselyte: very effective +and dramatic."</p> + +<p>Verena struck Basil Ransom as constantly simple, but there were moments +when her candour seemed to him preternatural. "If I thought that would +be the effect, I might make an exception," she remarked, speaking as if +such a result were, after all, possible.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Tarrant, you will convert me enough, any way," said the young +man.</p> + +<p>"Enough? What do you mean by enough?"</p> + +<p>"Enough to make me terribly unhappy."</p> + +<p>She looked at him a moment, evidently not understanding; but she tossed +him a retort at a venture, turned away, and took her course homeward. +The retort was that if he should be unhappy it would serve him right—a +form of words that committed her to nothing. As he returned to Boston he +saw how curious he should be to learn whether she had betrayed him, as +it were, to Miss Chancellor. He might learn through Mrs. Luna; that +would almost reconcile him to going to see her again. Olive would +mention it in writing to her sister, and Adeline would repeat the +complaint. Perhaps she herself would even make him a scene about it; +that would be, for him, part of the unhappiness he had foretold to +Verena Tarrant.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXVI" id="XXVI"></a>XXVI</h2> + + +<p>"Mrs. Henry Burrage, at home Wednesday evening, March 26th, at half-past +nine o'clock." It was in consequence of having received a card with +these words inscribed upon it that Basil Ransom presented himself, on +the evening she had designated, at the house of a lady he had never +heard of before. The account of the relation of effect to cause is not +complete, however, unless I mention that the card bore, furthermore, in +the left-hand lower corner, the words: "An Address from Miss Verena +Tarrant." He had an idea (it came mainly from the look and even the +odour of the engraved pasteboard) that Mrs. Burrage was a member of the +fashionable world, and it was with considerable surprise that he found +himself in such an element. He wondered what had induced a denizen of +that fine air to send him an invitation; then he said to himself that, +obviously, Verena Tarrant had simply requested that this should be done. +Mrs. Henry Burrage, whoever she might be, had asked her if she shouldn't +like some of her own friends to be present, and she had said, Oh yes, +and mentioned him in the happy group. She had been able to give Mrs. +Burrage his address, for had it not been contained in the short letter +he despatched to Monadnoc Place soon after his return from Boston, in +which he thanked Miss Tarrant afresh for the charming hour she had +enabled him to spend at Cambridge? She had not answered his letter at +the time, but Mrs. Burrage's card was a very good answer. Such a missive +deserved a rejoinder, and it was by way of rejoinder that he entered the +street car which, on the evening of March 26th, was to deposit him at a +corner adjacent to Mrs. Burrage's dwelling. He almost never went to +evening parties (he knew scarcely any one who gave them, though Mrs. +Luna had broken him in a little), and he was sure this occasion was of +festive intention, would have nothing in common with the nocturnal +"exercises" at Miss Birdseye's; but he would have exposed himself to +almost any social discomfort in order to see Verena Tarrant on the +platform. The platform it evidently was to be—private if not +public—since one was admitted by a ticket given away if not sold. He +took his in his pocket, quite ready to present it at the door. It would +take some time for me to explain the contradiction to the reader; but +Basil Ransom's desire to be present at one of Verena's regular +performances was not diminished by the fact that he detested her views +and thought the whole business a poor perversity. He understood her now +very well (since his visit to Cambridge); he saw she was honest and +natural; she had queer, bad lecture-blood in her veins, and a comically +false idea of the aptitude of little girls for conducting movements; but +her enthusiasm was of the purest, her illusions had a fragrance, and so +far as the mania for producing herself personally was concerned, it had +been distilled into her by people who worked her for ends which to Basil +Ransom could only appear insane. She was a touching, ingenuous victim, +unconscious of the pernicious forces which were hurrying her to her +ruin. With this idea of ruin there had already associated itself in the +young man's mind, the idea—a good deal more dim and incomplete—of +rescue; and it was the disposition to confirm himself in the view that +her charm was her own, and her fallacies, her absurdity, a mere +reflexion of unlucky circumstance, that led him to make an effort to +behold her in the position in which he could least bear to think of her. +Such a glimpse was all that was wanted to prove to him that she was a +person for whom he might open an unlimited credit of tender compassion. +He expected to suffer—to suffer deliciously.</p> + +<p>By the time he had crossed Mrs. Burrage's threshold there was no doubt +whatever in his mind that he was in the fashionable world. It was +embodied strikingly in the stout, elderly, ugly lady, dressed in a +brilliant colour, with a twinkle of jewels and a bosom much uncovered, +who stood near the door of the first room, and with whom the people +passing in before him were shaking hands. Ransom made her a Mississipian +bow, and she said she was delighted to see him, while people behind him +pressed him forward. He yielded to the impulsion, and found himself in a +great saloon, amid lights and flowers, where the company was dense, and +there were more twinkling, smiling ladies, with uncovered bosoms. It was +certainly the fashionable world, for there was no one there whom he had +ever seen before. The walls of the room were covered with pictures—the +very ceiling was painted and framed. The people pushed each other a +little, edged about, advanced and retreated, looking at each other with +differing faces—sometimes blandly, unperceivingly, sometimes with a +harshness of contemplation, a kind of cruelty, Ransom thought; sometimes +with sudden nods and grimaces, inarticulate murmurs, followed by a quick +reaction, a sort of gloom. He was now absolutely certain that he was in +the best society. He was carried further and further forward, and saw +that another room stretched beyond the one he had entered, in which +there was a sort of little stage, covered with a red cloth, and an +immense collection of chairs, arranged in rows. He became aware that +people looked at him, as well as at each other, rather more, indeed, +than at each other, and he wondered whether it were very visible in his +appearance that his being there was a kind of exception. He didn't know +how much his head looked over the heads of others, or that his brown +complexion, fuliginous eye, and straight black hair, the leonine fall of +which I mentioned in the first pages of this narrative, gave him that +relief which, in the best society, has the great advantage of suggesting +a topic. But there were other topics besides, as was proved by a +fragment of conversation, between two ladies, which reached his ear +while he stood rather wistfully wondering where Verena Tarrant might be.</p> + +<p>"Are you a member?" one of the ladies said to the other. "I didn't know +you had joined."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I haven't; nothing would induce me."</p> + +<p>"That's not fair; you have all the fun and none of the responsibility."</p> + +<p>"Oh, the—the fun!" exclaimed the second lady.</p> + +<p>"You needn't abuse us, or I will never invite you," said the first.</p> + +<p>"Well, I thought it was meant to be improving; that's all I mean; very +good for the mind. Now, this woman to-night; isn't she from Boston?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I believe they have brought her on, just for this."</p> + +<p>"Well, you must be pretty desperate when you have got to go to Boston +for your entertainment."</p> + +<p>"Well, there's a similar society there, and I never heard of their +sending to New York."</p> + +<p>"Of course not, they think they have got everything. But doesn't it make +your life a burden thinking what you can possibly have?"</p> + +<p>"Oh dear, no. I am going to have Professor Gougenheim—all about the +Talmud. You must come."</p> + +<p>"Well, I'll come," said the second lady; "but nothing would induce me to +be a regular member."</p> + +<p>Whatever the mystic circle might be, Ransom agreed with the second lady +that regular membership must have terrors, and he admired her +independence in such an artificial world. A considerable part of the +company had now directed itself to the further apartment—people had +begun to occupy the chairs, to confront the empty platform. He reached +the wide doors, and saw that the place was a spacious music-room, +decorated in white and gold, with a polished floor and marble busts of +composers, on brackets attached to the delicate panels. He forbore to +enter, however, being shy about taking a seat, and seeing that the +ladies were arranging themselves first. He turned back into the first +room, to wait till the audience had massed itself, conscious that even +if he were behind every one he should be able to make a long neck; and +here, suddenly, in a corner, his eyes rested upon Olive Chancellor. She +was seated a little apart, in an angle of the room, and she was looking +straight at him; but as soon as she perceived that he saw her she +dropped her eyes, giving no sign of recognition. Ransom hesitated a +moment, but the next he went straight over to her. It had been in his +mind that if Verena Tarrant was there, <i>she</i> would be there; an instinct +told him that Miss Chancellor would not allow her dear friend to come to +New York without her. It was very possible she meant to "cut" +him—especially if she knew of his having cut her, the other week, in +Boston; but it was his duty to take for granted she would speak to him, +until the contrary should be definitely proved. Though he had seen her +only twice he remembered well how acutely shy she was capable of being, +and he thought it possible one of these spasms had seized her at the +present time.</p> + +<p>When he stood before her he found his conjecture perfectly just; she was +white with the intensity of her self-consciousness; she was altogether +in a very uncomfortable state. She made no response to his offer to +shake hands with her, and he saw that she would never go through that +ceremony again. She looked up at him when he spoke to her, and her lips +moved; but her face was intensely grave and her eye had almost a +feverish light. She had evidently got into her corner to be out of the +way; he recognised in her the air of an interloper, as he had felt it in +himself. The small sofa on which she had placed herself had the form to +which the French give the name of <i>causeuse</i>; there was room on it for +just another person, and Ransom asked her, with a cheerful accent, if he +might sit down beside her. She turned towards him when he had done so, +turned everything but her eyes, and opened and shut her fan while she +waited for her fit of diffidence to pass away. Ransom himself did not +wait; he took a jocular tone about their encounter, asking her if she +had come to New York to rouse the people. She glanced round the room; +the backs of Mrs. Burrage's guests, mainly, were presented to them, and +their position was partly masked by a pyramid of flowers which rose from +a pedestal close to Olive's end of the sofa and diffused a fragrance in +the air.</p> + +<p>"Do you call these 'the people'?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"I haven't the least idea. I don't know who any of them are, not even +who Mrs. Henry Burrage is, I simply received an invitation."</p> + +<p>Miss Chancellor gave him no information on the point he had mentioned; +she only said, in a moment: "Do you go wherever you are invited?"</p> + +<p>"Why, I go if I think I may find you there," the young man replied +gallantly. "My card mentioned that Miss Tarrant would give an address, +and I knew that wherever she is you are not far off. I have heard you +are inseparable, from Mrs. Luna."</p> + +<p>"Yes, we are inseparable. That is exactly why I am here."</p> + +<p>"It's the fashionable world, then, you are going to stir up."</p> + +<p>Olive remained for some time with her eyes fastened to the floor; then +she flashed them up at her interlocutor. "It's a part of our life to go +anywhere—to carry our work where it seems most needed. We have taught +ourselves to stifle repulsion, distaste."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I think this is very amusing," said Ransom. "It's a beautiful +house, and there are some very pretty faces. We haven't anything so +brilliant in Mississippi."</p> + +<p>To everything he said Olive offered at first a momentary silence, but +the worst of her shyness was apparently leaving her.</p> + +<p>"Are you successful in New York? do you like it?" she presently asked, +uttering the inquiry in a tone of infinite melancholy, as if the eternal +sense of duty forced it from her lips.</p> + +<p>"Oh, successful! I am not successful as you and Miss Tarrant are; for +(to my barbaric eyes) it is a great sign of prosperity to be the +heroines of an occasion like this."</p> + +<p>"Do I look like the heroine of an occasion?" asked Olive Chancellor, +without an intention of humour, but with an effect that was almost +comical.</p> + +<p>"You would if you didn't hide yourself away. Are you not going into the +other room to hear the speech? Everything is prepared."</p> + +<p>"I am going when I am notified—when I am invited."</p> + +<p>There was considerable majesty in her tone, and Ransom saw that +something was wrong, that she felt neglected. To see that she was as +ticklish with others as she had been with him made him feel forgiving, +and there was in his manner a perfect disposition to forget their +differences as he said, "Oh, there is plenty of time; the place isn't +half full yet."</p> + +<p>She made no direct rejoinder to this, but she asked him about his mother +and sisters, what news he received from the South. "Have they any +happiness?" she inquired, rather as if she warned him to take care not +to pretend they had. He neglected her warning to the point of saying +that there was one happiness they always had—that of having learned not +to think about it too much, and to make the best of their circumstances. +She listened to this with an air of great reserve, and apparently +thought he had wished to give her a lesson; for she suddenly broke out, +"You mean that you have traced a certain line for them, and that that's +all you know about it!"</p> + +<p>Ransom stared at her, surprised; he felt, now, that she would always +surprise him. "Ah, don't be rough with me," he said, in his soft +Southern voice; "don't you remember how you knocked me about when I +called on you in Boston?"</p> + +<p>"You hold us in chains, and then, when we writhe in our agony, you say +we don't behave prettily!" These words, which did not lessen Ransom's +wonderment, were the young lady's answer to his deprecatory speech. She +saw that he was honestly bewildered and that in a moment more he would +laugh at her, as he had done a year and a half before (she remembered it +as if it had been yesterday); and to stop that off, at any cost, she +went on hurriedly—"If you listen to Miss Tarrant, you will know what I +mean."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Tarrant—Miss Tarrant!" And Basil Ransom's laughter came.</p> + +<p>She had not escaped that mockery, after all, and she looked at him +sharply now, her embarrassment having quite cleared up. "What do you +know about her? What observation have you had?"</p> + +<p>Ransom met her eye, and for a moment they scrutinised each other. Did +she know of his interview with Verena a month before, and was her +reserve simply the wish to place on him the burden of declaring that he +had been to Boston since they last met, and yet had not called in +Charles Street? He thought there was suspicion in her face; but in +regard to Verena she would always be suspicious. If he had done at that +moment just what would gratify him he would have said to her that he +knew a great deal about Miss Tarrant, having lately had a long walk and +talk with her; but he checked himself, with the reflexion that if Verena +had not betrayed him it would be very wrong in him to betray her. The +sweetness of the idea that she should have thought the episode of his +visit to Monadnoc Place worth placing under the rose, was quenched for +the moment in his regret at not being able to let his disagreeable +cousin know that he had passed <i>her</i> over. "Don't you remember my +hearing her speak that night at Miss Birdseye's?" he said presently. +"And I met her the next day at your house, you know."</p> + +<p>"She has developed greatly since then," Olive remarked dryly; and Ransom +felt sure that Verena had held her tongue.</p> + +<p>At this moment a gentleman made his way through the clusters of Mrs. +Burrage's guests and presented himself to Olive. "If you will do me the +honour to take my arm I will find a good seat for you in the other room. +It's getting to be time for Miss Tarrant to reveal herself. I have been +taking her into the picture-room; there were some things she wanted to +see. She is with my mother now," he added, as if Miss Chancellor's grave +face constituted a sort of demand for an explanation of her friend's +absence. "She said she was a little nervous; so I thought we would just +move about."</p> + +<p>"It's the first time I have ever heard of that!" said Olive Chancellor, +preparing to surrender herself to the young man's guidance. He told her +that he had reserved the best seat for her; it was evidently his desire +to conciliate her, to treat her as a person of importance. Before +leading her away, he shook hands with Ransom and remarked that he was +very glad to see him; and Ransom saw that he must be the master of the +house, though he could scarcely be the son of the stout lady in the +doorway. He was a fresh, pleasant, handsome young man, with a bright +friendly manner; he recommended Ransom to take a seat in the other room, +without delay; if he had never heard Miss Tarrant he would have one of +the greatest pleasures of his life.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Ransom only comes to ventilate his prejudices," Miss Chancellor +said, as she turned her back to her kinsman. He shrank from pushing into +the front of the company, which was now rapidly filling the music-room, +and contented himself with lingering in the doorway, where several +gentlemen were stationed. The seats were all occupied; all, that is, +save one, towards which he saw Miss Chancellor and her companion direct +themselves, squeezing and edging past the people who were standing up +against the walls. This was quite in front, close to the little +platform; every one noticed Olive as she went, and Ransom heard a +gentleman near him say to another—"I guess she's one of the same kind." +He looked for Verena, but she was apparently keeping out of sight. +Suddenly he felt himself smartly tapped on the back, and, turning round, +perceived Mrs. Luna, who had been prodding him with her fan.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXVII" id="XXVII"></a>XXVII</h2> + + +<p>"You won't speak to me in my own house—that I have almost grown used +to; but if you are going to pass me over in public I think you might +give me warning first." This was only her archness, and he knew what to +make of that now; she was dressed in yellow and looked very plump and +gay. He wondered at the unerring instinct by which she had discovered +his exposed quarter. The outer room was completely empty; she had come +in at the further door and found the field free for her operations. He +offered to find her a place where she could see and hear Miss Tarrant, +to get her a chair to stand on, even, if she wished to look over the +heads of the gentlemen in the doorway; a proposal which she greeted with +the inquiry—"Do you suppose I came here for the sake of that +chatterbox? haven't I told you what I think of her?"</p> + +<p>"Well, you certainly did not come here for my sake," said Ransom, +anticipating this insinuation; "for you couldn't possibly have known I +was coming."</p> + +<p>"I guessed it—a presentiment told me!" Mrs. Luna declared; and she +looked up at him with searching, accusing eyes. "I know what you have +come for," she cried in a moment. "You never mentioned to me that you +knew Mrs. Burrage!"</p> + +<p>"I don't—I never had heard of her till she asked me."</p> + +<p>"Then why in the world <i>did</i> she ask you?"</p> + +<p>Ransom had spoken a trifle rashly; it came over him, quickly, that there +were reasons why he had better not have said that. But almost as quickly +he covered up his mistake. "I suppose your sister was so good as to ask +for a card for me."</p> + +<p>"My sister? My grandmother! I know how Olive loves you. Mr. Ransom, you +are very deep." She had drawn him well into the room, out of earshot of +the group in the doorway, and he felt that if she should be able to +compass her wish she would organise a little entertainment for herself, +in the outer drawing-room, in opposition to Miss Tarrant's address. +"Please come and sit down here a moment; we shall be quite undisturbed. +I have something very particular to say to you." She led the way to the +little sofa in the corner, where he had been talking with Olive a few +minutes before, and he accompanied her, with extreme reluctance, +grudging the moments that he should be obliged to give to her. He had +quite forgotten that he once had a vision of spending his life in her +society, and he looked at his watch as he made the observation:</p> + +<p>"I haven't the least idea of losing any of the sport in there, you +know."</p> + +<p>He felt, the next instant, that he oughtn't to have said that either; +but he was irritated, disconcerted, and he couldn't help it. It was in +the nature of a gallant Mississippian to do everything a lady asked him, +and he had never, remarkable as it may appear, been in the position of +finding such a request so incompatible with his own desires as now. It +was a new predicament, for Mrs. Luna evidently meant to keep him if she +could. She looked round the room, more and more pleased at their having +it to themselves, and for the moment said nothing more about the +singularity of his being there. On the contrary, she became freshly +jocular, remarked that now they had got hold of him they wouldn't easily +let him go, they would make him entertain them, induce him to give a +lecture—on the "Lights and Shadows of Southern Life," or the "Social +Peculiarities of Mississippi"—before the Wednesday Club.</p> + +<p>"And what in the world is the Wednesday Club? I suppose it's what those +ladies were talking about," Ransom said.</p> + +<p>"I don't know your ladies, but the Wednesday Club is this thing. I don't +mean you and me here together, but all those deluded beings in the other +room. It is New York trying to be like Boston. It is the culture, the +good form, of the metropolis. You might not think it, but it is. It's +the 'quiet set'; they <i>are</i> quiet enough; you might hear a pin drop, in +there. Is some one going to offer up a prayer? How happy Olive must be, +to be taken so seriously! They form an association for meeting at each +other's houses, every week, and having some performance, or some paper +read, or some subject explained. The more dreary it is and the more +fearful the subject, the more they think it is what it ought to be. They +have an idea this is the way to make New York society intellectual. +There's a sumptuary law—isn't that what you call it?—about suppers, +and they restrict themselves to a kind of Spartan broth. When it's made +by their French cooks it isn't bad. Mrs. Burrage is one of the principal +members—one of the founders, I believe; and when her turn has come +round, formerly—it comes only once in the winter for each—I am told +she has usually had very good music. But that is thought rather a base +evasion, a begging of the question; the vulgar set can easily keep up +with them on music. So Mrs. Burrage conceived the extraordinary +idea"—and it was wonderful to hear how Mrs. Luna pronounced that +adjective—"of sending on to Boston for that girl. It was her son, of +course, who put it into her head; he has been at Cambridge for some +years—that's where Verena lived, you know—and he was as thick with her +as you please out there. Now that he is no longer there it suits him +very well to have her here. She is coming on a visit to his mother when +Olive goes. I asked them to stay with me, but Olive declined, +majestically; she said they wished to be in some place where they would +be free to receive 'sympathising friends.' So they are staying at some +extraordinary kind of New Jerusalem boarding-house, in Tenth Street; +Olive thinks it's her duty to go to such places. I was greatly surprised +that she should let Verena be drawn into such a worldly crowd as this; +but she told me they had made up their minds not to let <i>any</i> occasion +slip, that they could sow the seed of truth in drawing-rooms as well as +in workshops, and that if a single person was brought round to their +ideas they should have been justified in coming on. That's what they are +doing in there—sowing the seed; but you shall not be the one that's +brought round, I shall take care of that. Have you seen my delightful +sister yet? The way she <i>does</i> arrange herself when she wants to protest +against frills! She looks as if she thought it pretty barren ground +round here, now she has come to see it. I don't think she thinks you can +be saved in a French dress, anyhow. I must say I call it a <i>very</i> base +evasion of Mrs. Burrage's, producing Verena Tarrant; it's worse than the +meretricious music. Why didn't she honestly send for a <i>ballerina</i> from +Niblo's—if she wanted a young woman capering about on a platform? They +don't care a fig about poor Olive's ideas; it's only because Verena has +strange hair, and shiny eyes, and gets herself up like a +prestidigitator's assistant. I have never understood how Olive can +reconcile herself to Verena's really low style of dress. I suppose it's +only because her clothes are so fearfully made. You look as if you +didn't believe me—but I assure you that the cut is revolutionary; and +that's a salve to Olive's conscience."</p> + +<p>Ransom was surprised to hear that he looked as if he didn't believe her, +for he had found himself, after his first uneasiness, listening with +considerable interest to her account of the circumstances under which +Miss Tarrant was visiting New York. After a moment, as the result of +some private reflexion, he propounded this question: "Is the son of the +lady of the house a handsome young man, very polite, in a white vest?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know the colour of his vest—but he has a kind of fawning +manner. Verena judges from that that he is in love with her."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps he is," said Ransom. "You say it was his idea to get her to +come on."</p> + +<p>"Oh, he likes to flirt; that is highly probable."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps she has brought him round."</p> + +<p>"Not to where she wants, I think. The property is very large; he will +have it all one of these days."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean she wishes to impose on him the yoke of matrimony?" Ransom +asked, with Southern languor.</p> + +<p>"I believe she thinks matrimony an exploded superstition; but there is +here and there a case in which it is still the best thing; when the +gentleman's name happens to be Burrage and the young lady's Tarrant. I +don't admire 'Burrage' so much myself. But I think she would have +captured this present scion if it hadn't been for Olive. Olive stands +between them—she wants to keep her in the single sisterhood; to keep +her, above all, for herself. Of course she won't listen to her marrying, +and she has put a spoke in the wheel. She has brought her to New York; +that may seem against what I say; but the girl pulls hard, she has to +humour her, to give her her head sometimes, to throw something +overboard, in short, to save the rest. You may say, as regards Mr. +Burrage, that it's a queer taste in a gentleman; but there is no arguing +about that. It's queer taste in a lady, too; for she is a lady, poor +Olive. You can see that to-night. She is dressed like a book-agent, but +she is more distinguished than any one here. Verena, beside her, looks +like a walking advertisement."</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Luna paused, Basil Ransom became aware that, in the other +room, Verena's address had begun; the sound of her clear, bright, +ringing voice, an admirable voice for public uses, came to them from the +distance. His eagerness to stand where he could hear her better, and see +her into the bargain, made him start in his place, and this movement +produced an outgush of mocking laughter on the part of his companion. +But she didn't say—"Go, go, deluded man, I take pity on you!" she only +remarked, with light impertinence, that he surely wouldn't be so wanting +in gallantry as to leave a lady absolutely alone in a public place—it +was so Mrs. Luna was pleased to qualify Mrs. Burrage's drawing-room—in +the face of her entreaty that he would remain with her. She had the +better of poor Ransom, thanks to the superstitions of Mississippi. It +was in his simple code a gross rudeness to withdraw from conversation +with a lady at a party before another gentleman should have come to take +one's place; it was to inflict on the lady a kind of outrage. The other +gentlemen, at Mrs. Burrage's, were all too well occupied; there was not +the smallest chance of one of them coming to his rescue. He couldn't +leave Mrs. Luna, and yet he couldn't stay with her and lose the only +thing he had come so much out of his way for. "Let me at least find you +a place over there, in the doorway. You can stand upon a chair—you can +lean on me."</p> + +<p>"Thank you very much; I would much rather lean on this sofa. And I am +much too tired to stand on chairs. Besides, I wouldn't for the world +that either Verena or Olive should see me craning over the heads of the +crowd—as if I attached the smallest importance to their perorations!"</p> + +<p>"It isn't time for the peroration yet," Ransom said, with savage +dryness; and he sat forward, with his elbow on his knees, his eyes on +the ground, a flush in his sallow cheek.</p> + +<p>"It's never time to say such things as those," Mrs. Luna remarked, +arranging her laces.</p> + +<p>"How do you know what she is saying?"</p> + +<p>"I can tell by the way her voice goes up and down. It sounds so silly."</p> + +<p>Ransom sat there five minutes longer—minutes which, he felt, the +recording angel ought to write down to his credit—and asked himself how +Mrs. Luna could be such a goose as not to see that she was making him +hate her. But she was goose enough for anything. He tried to appear +indifferent, and it occurred to him to doubt whether the Mississippi +system could be right, after all. It certainly hadn't foreseen such a +case as this. "It's as plain as day that Mr. Burrage intends to marry +her—if he can," he said in a minute; that remark being better +calculated than any other he could think of to dissimulate his real +state of mind.</p> + +<p>It drew no rejoinder from his companion, and after an instant he turned +his head a little and glanced at her. The result of something that +silently passed between them was to make her say, abruptly: "Mr. Ransom, +my sister never sent you an invitation to this place. Didn't it come +from Verena Tarrant?"</p> + +<p>"I haven't the least idea."</p> + +<p>"As you hadn't the least acquaintance with Mrs. Burrage, who else could +it have come from?"</p> + +<p>"If it came from Miss Tarrant, I ought at least to recognise her +courtesy by listening to her."</p> + +<p>"If you rise from this sofa I will tell Olive what I suspect. She will +be perfectly capable of carrying Verena off to China—or anywhere out of +your reach."</p> + +<p>"And pray what is it you suspect?"</p> + +<p>"That you two have been in correspondence."</p> + +<p>"Tell her whatever you like, Mrs. Luna," said the young man, with the +grimness of resignation.</p> + +<p>"You are quite unable to deny it, I see."</p> + +<p>"I never contradict a lady."</p> + +<p>"We shall see if I can't make you tell a fib. Haven't you been seeing +Miss Tarrant, too?"</p> + +<p>"Where should I have seen her? I can't see all the way to Boston, as you +said the other day."</p> + +<p>"Haven't you been there—on secret visits?"</p> + +<p>Ransom started just perceptibly; but to conceal it, the next instant, he +stood up.</p> + +<p>"They wouldn't be secret if I were to tell you."</p> + +<p>Looking down at her he saw that her words were a happy hit, not the +result of definite knowledge. But she appeared to him vain, egotistical, +grasping, odious.</p> + +<p>"Well, I shall give the alarm," she went on; "that is, I will if you +leave me. Is that the way a Southern gentleman treats a lady? Do as I +wish, and I will let you off!"</p> + +<p>"You won't let me off from staying with you."</p> + +<p>"Is it such a <i>corvée</i>? I never heard of such rudeness!" Mrs. Luna +cried. "All the same, I am determined to keep you if I can!"</p> + +<p>Ransom felt that she must be in the wrong, and yet superficially she +seemed (and it was quite intolerable) to have right on her side. All +this while Verena's golden voice, with her words indistinct, solicited, +tantalised his ear. The question had evidently got on Mrs. Luna's +nerves; she had reached that point of feminine embroilment when a woman +is perverse for the sake of perversity, and even with a clear vision of +bad consequences.</p> + +<p>"You have lost your head," he relieved himself by saying, as he looked +down at her.</p> + +<p>"I wish you would go and get me some tea."</p> + +<p>"You say that only to embarrass me." He had hardly spoken when a great +sound of applause, the clapping of many hands, and the cry from fifty +throats of "Brava, brava!" floated in and died away. All Ransom's pulses +throbbed, he flung his scruples to the winds, and after remarking to +Mrs. Luna—still with all due ceremony—that he feared he must resign +himself to forfeiting her good opinion, turned his back upon her and +strode away to the open door of the music-room. "Well, I have never been +so insulted!" he heard her exclaim, with exceeding sharpness, as he left +her; and, glancing back at her, as he took up his position, he saw her +still seated on her sofa—alone in the lamp-lit desert—with her eyes +making, across the empty space, little vindictive points. Well, she +could come where he was, if she wanted him so much; he would support her +on an ottoman, and make it easy for her to see. But Mrs. Luna was +uncompromising; he became aware, after a minute, that she had withdrawn, +majestically, from the place, and he did not see her again that evening.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXVIII" id="XXVIII"></a>XXVIII</h2> + + +<p>He could command the music-room very well from where he stood, behind a +thick outer fringe of intently listening men. Verena Tarrant was erect +on her little platform, dressed in white, with flowers in her bosom. The +red cloth beneath her feet looked rich in the light of lamps placed on +high pedestals on either side of the stage; it gave her figure a setting +of colour which made it more pure and salient. She moved freely in her +exposed isolation, yet with great sobriety of gesture; there was no +table in front of her, and she had no notes in her hand, but stood there +like an actress before the footlights, or a singer spinning vocal sounds +to a silver thread. There was such a risk that a slim provincial girl, +pretending to fascinate a couple of hundred <i>blasé</i> New Yorkers by +simply giving them her ideas, would fail of her effect, that at the end +of a few moments Basil Ransom became aware that he was watching her in +very much the same excited way as if she had been performing, high above +his head, on the trapeze. Yet, as one listened, it was impossible not to +perceive that she was in perfect possession of her faculties, her +subject, her audience; and he remembered the other time at Miss +Birdseye's well enough to be able to measure the ground she had +travelled since then. This exhibition was much more complete, her manner +much more assured; she seemed to speak and survey the whole place from a +much greater height. Her voice, too, had developed; he had forgotten how +beautiful it could be when she raised it to its full capacity. Such a +tone as that, so pure and rich, and yet so young, so natural, +constituted in itself a talent; he didn't wonder that they had made a +fuss about her at the Female Convention, if she filled their hideous +hall with such a music. He had read, of old, of the <i>improvisatrice</i> of +Italy, and this was a chastened, modern, American version of the type, a +New England Corinna, with a mission instead of a lyre. The most graceful +part of her was her earnestness, the way her delightful eyes, wandering +over the "fashionable audience" (before which she was so perfectly +unabashed), as if she wished to resolve it into a single sentient +personality, seemed to say that the only thing in life she cared for was +to put the truth into a form that would render conviction irresistible. +She was as simple as she was charming, and there was not a glance or +motion that did not seem part of the pure, still-burning passion that +animated her. She had indeed—it was manifest—reduced the company to +unanimity; their attention was anything but languid; they smiled back at +her when she smiled; they were noiseless, motionless when she was +solemn; and it was evident that the entertainment which Mrs. Burrage had +had the happy thought of offering to her friends would be memorable in +the annals of the Wednesday Club. It was agreeable to Basil Ransom to +think that Verena noticed him in his corner; her eyes played over her +listeners so freely that you couldn't say they rested in one place more +than another; nevertheless, a single rapid ray, which, however, didn't +in the least strike him as a deviation from her ridiculous, fantastic, +delightful argument, let him now that he had been missed and now was +particularly spoken to. This glance was a sufficient assurance that his +invitation had come to him by the girl's request. He took for granted +the matter of her speech was ridiculous; how could it help being, and +what did it signify if it was? She was none the less charming for that, +and the moonshine she had been plied with was none the less moonshine +for her being charming. After he had stood there a quarter of an hour he +became conscious that he should not be able to repeat a word she had +said; he had not definitely heeded it, and yet he had not lost a +vibration of her voice. He had discovered Olive Chancellor by this time; +she was in the front row of chairs, at the end, on the left; her back +was turned to him, but he could see half her sharp profile, bent down a +little and absolutely motionless. Even across the wide interval her +attitude expressed to him a kind of rapturous stillness, the +concentration of triumph. There were several irrepressible effusions of +applause, instantly self-checked, but Olive never looked up, at the +loudest, and such a calmness as that could only be the result of +passionate volition. Success was in the air, and she was tasting it; she +tasted it, as she did everything, in a way of her own. Success for +Verena was success for her, and Ransom was sure that the only thing +wanting to her triumph was that he should have been placed in the line +of her vision, so that she might enjoy his embarrassment and confusion, +might say to him, in one of her dumb, cold flashes—"<i>Now</i> do you think +our movement is not a force—<i>now</i> do you think that women are meant to +be slaves?" Honestly, he was not conscious of any confusion; it +subverted none of his heresies to perceive that Verena Tarrant had even +more power to fix his attention than he had hitherto supposed. It was +fixed in a way it had not been yet, however, by his at last +understanding her speech, feeling it reach his inner sense through the +impediment of mere dazzled vision. Certain phrases took on a meaning for +him—an appeal she was making to those who still resisted the beneficent +influence of the truth. They appeared to be mocking, cynical men, +mainly; many of whom were such triflers and idlers, so heartless and +brainless that it didn't matter much what they thought on any subject; +if the old tyranny needed to be propped up by <i>them</i> it showed it was in +a pretty bad way. But there were others whose prejudice was stronger and +more cultivated, pretended to rest upon study and argument. To those she +wished particularly to address herself; she wanted to waylay them, to +say, "Look here, you're all wrong; you'll be so much happier when I have +convinced you. Just give me five minutes," she should like to say; "just +sit down here and let me ask a simple question. Do you think any state +of society can come to good that is based upon an organised wrong?" That +was the simple question that Verena desired to propound, and Basil +smiled across the room at her with an amused tenderness as he gathered +that she conceived it to be a poser. He didn't think it would frighten +him much if she were to ask him that, and he would sit down with her for +as many minutes as she liked.</p> + +<p>He, of course, was one of the systematic scoffers, one of those to whom +she said—"Do you know how you strike me? You strike me as men who are +starving to death while they have a cupboard at home, all full of bread +and meat and wine; or as blind, demented beings who let themselves be +cast into a debtor's prison, while in their pocket they have the key of +vaults and treasure-chests heaped up with gold and silver. The meat and +wine, the gold and silver," Verena went on, "are simply the suppressed +and wasted force, the precious sovereign remedy, of which society +insanely deprives itself—the genius, the intelligence, the inspiration +of women. It is dying, inch by inch, in the midst of old superstitions +which it invokes in vain, and yet it has the elixir of life in its +hands. Let it drink but a draught, and it will bloom once more; it will +be refreshed, radiant; it will find its youth again. The heart, the +heart is cold, and nothing but the touch of woman can warm it, make it +act. We <i>are</i> the Heart of humanity, and let us have the courage to +insist on it! The public life of the world will move in the same barren, +mechanical, vicious circle—the circle of egotism, cruelty, ferocity, +jealousy, greed, of blind striving to do things only for <i>some</i>, at the +cost of others, instead of trying to do everything for all. All, all? +Who dares to say 'all' when we are not there? We are an equal, a +splendid, an inestimable part. Try us and you'll see—you will wonder +how, without us, society has ever dragged itself even this distance—so +wretchedly small compared with what it might have been—on its painful +earthly pilgrimage. That is what I should like above all to pour into +the ears of those who still hold out, who stiffen their necks and repeat +hard, empty formulas, which are as dry as a broken gourd that has been +flung away in the desert. I would take them by their selfishness, their +indolence, their interest. I am not here to recriminate, nor to deepen +the gulf that already yawns between the sexes, and I don't accept the +doctrine that they are natural enemies, since my plea is for a union far +more intimate—provided it be equal—than any that the sages and +philosophers of former times have ever dreamed of. Therefore I shall not +touch upon the subject of men's being most easily influenced by +considerations of what is most agreeable and profitable for <i>them</i>; I +shall simply assume that they <i>are</i> so influenced, and I shall say to +them that our cause would long ago have been gained if their vision were +not so dim, so veiled, even in matters in which their own interests are +concerned. If they had the same quick sight as women, if they had the +intelligence of the heart, the world would be very different now; and I +assure you that half the bitterness of our lot is to see so clearly and +not to be able to do! Good gentlemen all, if I could make you believe +how much brighter and fairer and sweeter the garden of life would be for +you, if you would only let us help you to keep it in order! You would +like so much better to walk there, and you would find grass and trees +and flowers that would make you think you were in Eden. That is what I +should like to press home to each of you, personally, individually—to +give him the vision of the world as it hangs perpetually before me, +redeemed, transfigured, by a new moral tone. There would be generosity, +tenderness, sympathy, where there is now only brute force and sordid +rivalry. But you really do strike me as stupid even about your own +welfare! Some of you say that we have already all the influence we can +possibly require, and talk as if we ought to be grateful that we are +allowed even to breathe. Pray, who shall judge what we require if not we +ourselves? We require simply freedom; we require the lid to be taken off +the box in which we have been kept for centuries. You say it's a very +comfortable, cozy, convenient box, with nice glass sides, so that we can +see out, and that all that's wanted is to give another quiet turn to the +key. That is very easily answered. Good gentlemen, you have never been +in the box, and you haven't the least idea how it feels!"</p> + +<p>The historian who has gathered these documents together does not deem it +necessary to give a larger specimen of Verena's eloquence, especially as +Basil Ransom, through whose ears we are listening to it, arrived, at +this point, at a definite conclusion. He had taken her measure as a +public speaker, judged her importance in the field of discussion, the +cause of reform. Her speech, in itself, had about the value of a pretty +essay, committed to memory and delivered by a bright girl at an +"academy"; it was vague, thin, rambling, a tissue of generalities that +glittered agreeably enough in Mrs. Burrage's veiled lamplight. From any +serious point of view it was neither worth answering nor worth +considering, and Basil Ransom made his reflexions on the crazy character +of the age in which such a performance as that was treated as an +intellectual effort, a contribution to a question. He asked himself what +either he or any one else would think of it if Miss Chancellor—or even +Mrs. Luna—had been on the platform instead of the actual declaimer. +Nevertheless, its importance was high, and consisted precisely, in part, +of the fact that the voice was not the voice of Olive or of Adeline. Its +importance was that Verena was unspeakably attractive, and this was all +the greater for him in the light of the fact, which quietly dawned upon +him as he stood there, that he was falling in love with her. It had +tapped at his heart for recognition, and before he could hesitate or +challenge, the door had sprung open and the mansion was illuminated. He +gave no outward sign; he stood gazing as at a picture; but the room +wavered before his eyes, even Verena's figure danced a little. This did +not make the sequel of her discourse more clear to him; her meaning +faded again into the agreeable vague, and he simply felt her presence, +tasted her voice. Yet the act of reflexion was not suspended; he found +himself rejoicing that she was so weak in argument, so inevitably +verbose. The idea that she was brilliant, that she counted as a factor +only because the public mind was in a muddle, was not an humiliation but +a delight to him; it was a proof that her apostleship was all nonsense, +the most passing of fashions, the veriest of delusions, and that she was +meant for something divinely different—for privacy, for him, for love. +He took no measure of the duration of her talk; he only knew, when it +was over and succeeded by a clapping of hands, an immense buzz of voices +and shuffling of chairs, that it had been capitally bad, and that her +personal success, wrapping it about with a glamour like the silver mist +that surrounds a fountain, was such as to prevent its badness from being +a cause of mortification to her lover. The company—such of it as did +not immediately close together around Verena—filed away into the other +rooms, bore him in its current into the neighbourhood of a table spread +for supper, where he looked for signs of the sumptuary law mentioned to +him by Mrs. Luna. It appeared to be embodied mainly in the glitter of +crystal and silver, and the fresh tints of mysterious viands and +jellies, which looked desirable in the soft circle projected by +lace-fringed lamps. He heard the popping of corks, he felt a pressure of +elbows, a thickening of the crowd, perceived that he was glowered at, +squeezed against the table, by contending gentlemen who observed that he +usurped space, was neither feeding himself nor helping others to feed. +He had lost sight of Verena; she had been borne away in clouds of +compliment; but he found himself thinking—almost paternally—that +she must be hungry after so much chatter, and he hoped some one was +getting her something to eat. After a moment, just as he was edging +away, for his own opportunity to sup much better than usual was +not what was uppermost in his mind, this little vision was suddenly +embodied—embodied by the appearance of Miss Tarrant, who faced him, in +the press, attached to the arm of a young man now recognisable to him as +the son of the house—the smiling, fragrant youth who an hour before had +interrupted his colloquy with Olive. He was leading her to the table, +while people made way for them, covering Verena with gratulations of +word and look. Ransom could see that, according to a phrase which came +back to him just then, oddly, out of some novel or poem he had read of +old, she was the cynosure of every eye. She looked beautiful, and they +were a beautiful couple. As soon as she saw him, she put out her left +hand to him—the other was in Mr. Burrage's arm—and said: "Well, don't +you think it's all true?"</p> + +<p>"No, not a word of it!" Ransom answered, with a kind of joyous +sincerity. "But it doesn't make any difference."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it makes a great deal of difference to me!" Verena cried.</p> + +<p>"I mean to me. I don't care in the least whether I agree with you," +Ransom said, looking askance at young Mr. Burrage, who had detached +himself and was getting something for Verena to eat.</p> + +<p>"Ah, well, if you are so indifferent!"</p> + +<p>"It's not because I'm indifferent!" His eyes came back to her own, the +expression of which had changed before they quitted them. She began to +complain to her companion, who brought her something very dainty on a +plate, that Mr. Ransom was "standing out," that he was about the hardest +subject she had encountered yet. Henry Burrage smiled upon Ransom in a +way that was meant to show he remembered having already spoken to him, +while the Mississippian said to himself that there was nothing on the +face of it to make it strange there should be between these fair, +successful young persons some such question of love or marriage as Mrs. +Luna had tattled about. Mr. Burrage was successful, he could see that in +the turn of an eye; not perhaps as having a commanding intellect or a +very strong character, but as being rich, polite, handsome, happy, +amiable, and as wearing a splendid camellia in his buttonhole. And that +<i>he</i>, at any rate, thought Verena had succeeded was proved by the +casual, civil tone, and the contented distraction of eye, with which he +exclaimed, "You don't mean to say you were not moved by that! It's my +opinion that Miss Tarrant will carry everything before her." He was so +pleased himself, and so safe in his conviction, that it didn't matter to +him what any one else thought; which was, after all, just Basil Ransom's +own state of mind.</p> + +<p>"Oh! I didn't say I wasn't moved," the Mississippian remarked.</p> + +<p>"Moved the wrong way!" said Verena. "Never mind; you'll be left behind."</p> + +<p>"If I am, you will come back to console me."</p> + +<p>"<i>Back?</i> I shall never come back!" the girl replied gaily.</p> + +<p>"You'll be the very first!" Ransom went on, feeling himself now, and as +if by a sudden clearing up of his spiritual atmosphere, no longer in the +vein for making the concessions of chivalry, and yet conscious that his +words were an expression of homage.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I call that presumptuous!" Mr. Burrage exclaimed, turning away to +get a glass of water for Verena, who had refused to accept champagne, +mentioning that she had never drunk any in her life and that she +associated a kind of iniquity with it. Olive had no wine in her house +(not that Verena gave this explanation) but her father's old madeira and +a little claret; of the former of which liquors Basil Ransom had highly +approved the day he dined with her.</p> + +<p>"Does he believe in all those lunacies?" he inquired, knowing perfectly +what to think about the charge of presumption brought by Mr. Burrage.</p> + +<p>"Why, he's crazy about our movement," Verena responded. "He's one of my +most gratifying converts."</p> + +<p>"And don't you despise him for it?"</p> + +<p>"Despise him? Why, you seem to think I swing round pretty often!"</p> + +<p>"Well, I have an idea that I shall see you swing round yet," Ransom +remarked, in a tone in which it would have appeared to Henry Burrage, +had he heard these words, that presumption was pushed to fatuity.</p> + +<p>On Verena, however, they produced no impression that prevented her from +saying simply, without the least rancour, "Well, if you expect to draw +me back five hundred years, I hope you won't tell Miss Birdseye." And as +Ransom did not seize immediately the reason of her allusion, she went +on, "You know she is convinced it will be just the other way. I went to +see her after you had been at Cambridge—almost immediately."</p> + +<p>"Darling old lady—I hope she's well," the young man said.</p> + +<p>"Well, she's tremendously interested."</p> + +<p>"She's always interested in something, isn't she?"</p> + +<p>"Well, this time it's in our relations, yours and mine," Verena replied, +in a tone in which only Verena could say a thing like that. "You ought +to see how she throws herself into them. She is sure it will all work +round for your good."</p> + +<p>"All what, Miss Tarrant?" Ransom asked.</p> + +<p>"Well, what I told her. She is sure you are going to become one of our +leaders, that you are very gifted for treating great questions and +acting on masses of people, that you will become quite enthusiastic +about our uprising, and that when you go up to the top as one of our +champions it will all have been through me."</p> + +<p>Ransom stood there, smiling at her; the dusky glow in his eyes expressed +a softness representing no prevision of such laurels, but which +testified none the less to Verena's influence. "And what you want is +that I shouldn't undeceive her?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't want you to be hypocritical—if you shouldn't take our +side; but I do think that it would be sweet if the dear old thing could +just cling to her illusion. She won't live so very long, probably; she +told me the other day she was ready for her final rest; so it wouldn't +interfere much with your freedom. She feels quite romantic about +it—your being a Southerner and all, and not naturally in sympathy with +Boston ideas, and your meeting her that way in the street and making +yourself known to her. She won't believe but what I shall move you."</p> + +<p>"Don't fear, Miss Tarrant, she shall be satisfied," Ransom said, with a +laugh which he could see she but partially understood. He was prevented +from making his meaning more clear by the return of Mr. Burrage, +bringing not only Verena's glass of water but a smooth-faced, rosy, +smiling old gentleman, who had a velvet waistcoat, and thin white hair, +brushed effectively, and whom he introduced to Verena under a name which +Ransom recognised as that of a rich and venerable citizen, conspicuous +for his public spirit and his large almsgiving. Ransom had lived long +enough in New York to know that a request from this ancient worthy to be +made known to Miss Tarrant would mark her for the approval of the +respectable, stamp her as a success of no vulgar sort; and as he turned +away, a faint, inaudible sigh passed his lips, dictated by the sense +that he himself belonged to a terribly small and obscure minority. He +turned away because, as we know, he had been taught that a gentleman +talking to a lady must always do that when a new gentleman is presented; +though he observed, looking back, after a minute, that young Mr. Burrage +evidently had no intention of abdicating in favour of the eminent +philanthropist. He thought he had better go home; he didn't know what +might happen at such a party as that, nor when the proceedings might be +supposed to terminate; but after considering it a minute he dismissed +the idea that there was a chance of Verena's speaking again. If he was a +little vague about this, however, there was no doubt in his mind as to +the obligation he was under to take leave first of Mrs. Burrage. He +wished he knew where Verena was staying; he wanted to see her alone, not +in a supper-room crowded with millionaires. As he looked about for the +hostess it occurred to him that she would know, and that if he were able +to quench a certain shyness sufficiently to ask her, she would tell him. +Having satisfied himself presently that she was not in the supper-room, +he made his way back to the parlours, where the company now was much +diminished. He looked again into the music-room, tenanted only by +half-a-dozen couples, who were cultivating privacy among the empty +chairs, and here he perceived Mrs. Burrage sitting in conversation with +Olive Chancellor (the latter, apparently, had not moved from her place), +before the deserted scene of Verena's triumph. His search had been so +little for Olive that at the sight of her he faltered a moment; then he +pulled himself together, advancing with a consciousness of the +Mississippi manner. He felt Olive's eyes receiving him; she looked at +him as if it was just the hope that she shouldn't meet him again that +had made her remain where she was. Mrs. Burrage got up, as he bade her +good-night, and Olive followed her example.</p> + +<p>"So glad you were able to come. Wonderful creature, isn't she? She can +do anything she wants."</p> + +<p>These words from the elder lady Ransom received at first with a reserve +which, as he trusted, suggested extreme respect; and it was a fact that +his silence had a kind of Southern solemnity in it. Then he said, in a +tone equally expressive of great deliberation:</p> + +<p>"Yes, madam, I think I never was present at an exhibition, an +entertainment of any kind, which held me more completely under the +charm."</p> + +<p>"Delighted you liked it. I didn't know what in the world to have, and +this has proved an inspiration—for me as well as for Miss Tarrant. Miss +Chancellor has been telling me how they have worked together; it's +really quite beautiful. Miss Chancellor is Miss Tarrant's great friend +and colleague. Miss Tarrant assures me that she couldn't do anything +without her." After which explanation, turning to Olive, Mrs. Burrage +murmured: "Let me introduce Mr. —— introduce Mr. ——"</p> + +<p>But she had forgotten poor Ransom's name, forgotten who had asked her +for a card for him; and, perceiving it, he came to her rescue with the +observation that he was a kind of cousin of Miss Olive's, if she didn't +repudiate him, and that he knew what a tremendous partnership existed +between the two young ladies. "When I applauded I was applauding the +firm—that is, you too," he said, smiling, to his kinswoman.</p> + +<p>"Your applause? I confess I don't understand it," Olive replied, with +much promptitude.</p> + +<p>"Well, to tell the truth, I didn't myself!"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, of course, I know; that's why—that's why——" And this further +speech of Mrs. Burrage's, in reference to the relationship between the +young man and her companion, faded also into vagueness. She had been on +the point of saying it was the reason why he was in her house; but she +had bethought herself in time that this ought to pass as a matter of +course. Basil Ransom could see she was a woman who could carry off an +awkwardness like that, and he considered her with a sense of her +importance. She had a brisk, familiar, slightly impatient way, and if +she had not spoken so fast, and had more of the softness of the Southern +matron, she would have reminded him of a certain type of woman he had +seen of old, before the changes in his own part of the world—the +clever, capable, hospitable proprietress, widowed or unmarried, of a big +plantation carried on by herself. "If you are her cousin, do take Miss +Chancellor to have some supper—instead of going away," she went on, +with her infelicitous readiness.</p> + +<p>At this Olive instantly seated herself again.</p> + +<p>"I am much obliged to you; I never touch supper. I shall not leave this +room—I like it."</p> + +<p>"Then let me send you something—or let Mr. ——, your cousin, remain +with you."</p> + +<p>Olive looked at Mrs. Burrage with a strange beseechingness, "I am very +tired, I must rest. These occasions leave me exhausted."</p> + +<p>"Ah yes, I can imagine that. Well, then, you shall be quite quiet—I +shall come back to you." And with a smile of farewell for Basil Ransom, +Mrs. Burrage moved away.</p> + +<p>Basil lingered a moment, though he saw that Olive wished to get rid of +him. "I won't disturb you further than to ask you a single question," he +said. "Where are you staying? I want to come and see Miss Tarrant. I +don't say I want to come and see you, because I have an idea that it +would give you no pleasure." It had occurred to him that he might obtain +their address from Mrs. Luna—he only knew vaguely it was Tenth Street; +much as he had displeased her she couldn't refuse him that; but suddenly +the greater simplicity and frankness of applying directly to Olive, even +at the risk of appearing to brave her, recommended itself. He couldn't, +of course, call upon Verena without her knowing it, and she might as +well make her protest (since he proposed to pay no heed to it) sooner as +later. He had seen nothing, personally, of their life together, but it +had come over him that what Miss Chancellor most disliked in him (had +she not, on the very threshold of their acquaintance, had a sort of +mystical foreboding of it?) was the possibility that he would interfere. +It was quite on the cards that he might; yet it was decent, all the +same, to ask her rather than any one else. It was better that his +interference should be accompanied with all the forms of chivalry.</p> + +<p>Olive took no notice of his remark as to how she herself might be +affected by his visit; but she asked in a moment why he should think it +necessary to call on Miss Tarrant. "You know you are not in sympathy," +she added, in a tone which contained a really touching element of +entreaty that he would not even pretend to prove he was.</p> + +<p>I know not whether Basil was touched, but he said, with every appearance +of a conciliatory purpose—"I wish to thank her for all the interesting +information she has given me this evening."</p> + +<p>"If you think it generous to come and scoff at her, of course she has no +defence; you will be glad to know that."</p> + +<p>"Dear Miss Chancellor, if you are not a defence—a battery of many +guns!" Ransom exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Well, she at least is not mine!" Olive returned, springing to her feet. +She looked round her as if she were really pressed too hard, panting +like a hunted creature.</p> + +<p>"Your defence is your certain immunity from attack. Perhaps if you won't +tell me where you are staying, you will kindly ask Miss Tarrant herself +to do so. Would she send me a word on a card?"</p> + +<p>"We are in West Tenth Street," Olive said; and she gave the number. "Of +course you are free to come."</p> + +<p>"Of course I am! Why shouldn't I be? But I am greatly obliged to you for +the information. I will ask her to come out, so that you won't see us." +And he turned away, with the sense that it was really insufferable, her +attempt always to give him the air of being in the wrong. If that was +the kind of spirit in which women were going to act when they had more +power!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXIX" id="XXIX"></a>XXIX</h2> + + +<p>Mrs. Luna was early in the field the next day, and her sister wondered +to what she owed the honour of a visit from her at eleven o'clock in the +morning. She very soon saw, when Adeline asked her whether it had been +she who procured for Basil Ransom an invitation to Mrs. Burrage's.</p> + +<p>"Me—why in the world should it have been me?" Olive asked, feeling +something of a pang at the implication that it had not been Adeline, as +she supposed.</p> + +<p>"I didn't know—but you took him up so."</p> + +<p>"Why, Adeline Luna, when did I ever——?" Miss Chancellor exclaimed, +staring and intensely grave.</p> + +<p>"You don't mean to say you have forgotten how you brought him on to see +you, a year and a half ago!"</p> + +<p>"I didn't bring him on—I said if he happened to be there."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I remember how it was: he did happen, and then you happened to +hate him, and tried to get out of it."</p> + +<p>Miss Chancellor saw, I say, why Adeline had come to her at the hour she +knew she was always writing letters, after having given her all the +attention that was necessary the day before; she had come simply to make +herself disagreeable, as Olive knew, of old, the spirit sometimes moved +her irresistibly to do. It seemed to her that Adeline had been +disagreeable enough in not having beguiled Basil Ransom into a marriage, +according to that memorable calculation of probabilities in which she +indulged (with a licence that she scarcely liked definitely to recall) +when the pair made acquaintance under her eyes in Charles Street, and +Mrs. Luna seemed to take to him as much as she herself did little. She +would gladly have accepted him as a brother-in-law, for the harm such a +relation could do one was limited and definite; whereas in his general +capacity of being at large in her life the ability of the young +Mississippian to injure her seemed somehow immense. "I wrote to +him—that time—for a perfectly definite reason," she said. "I thought +mother would have liked us to know him. But it was a mistake."</p> + +<p>"How do you know it was a mistake? Mother would have liked him, I +daresay."</p> + +<p>"I mean my acting as I did; it was a theory of duty which I allowed to +press me too much. I always do. Duty should be obvious; one shouldn't +hunt round for it."</p> + +<p>"Was it very obvious when it brought you on here?" asked Mrs. Luna, who +was distinctly out of humour.</p> + +<p>Olive looked for a moment at the toe of her shoe. "I had an idea that +you would have married him by this time," she presently remarked.</p> + +<p>"Marry him yourself, my dear! What put such an idea into your head?"</p> + +<p>"You wrote to me at first so much about him. You told me he was +tremendously attentive, and that you liked him."</p> + +<p>"His state of mind is one thing and mine is another. How can I marry +every man that hangs about me—that dogs my footsteps? I might as well +become a Mormon at once!" Mrs. Luna delivered herself of this argument +with a certain charitable air, as if her sister could not be expected to +understand such a situation by her own light.</p> + +<p>Olive waived the discussion, and simply said: "I took for granted <i>you</i> +had got him the invitation."</p> + +<p>"I, my dear? That would be quite at variance with my attitude of +discouragement."</p> + +<p>"Then she simply sent it herself."</p> + +<p>"Whom do you mean by 'she'?"</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Burrage, of course."</p> + +<p>"I thought that you might mean Verena," said Mrs. Luna casually.</p> + +<p>"Verena—to him? Why in the world——?" And Olive gave the cold glare +with which her sister was familiar.</p> + +<p>"Why in the world not—since she knows him?"</p> + +<p>"She had seen him twice in her life before last night, when she met him +for the third time and spoke to him."</p> + +<p>"Did she tell you that?"</p> + +<p>"She tells me everything."</p> + +<p>"Are you very sure?"</p> + +<p>"Adeline Luna, what <i>do</i> you mean?" Miss Chancellor murmured.</p> + +<p>"Are you very sure that last night was only the third time?" Mrs. Luna +went on.</p> + +<p>Olive threw back her head and swept her sister from her bonnet to her +lowest flounce. "You have no right to hint at such a thing as that +unless you know!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know—I know, at any rate, more than you do!" And then Mrs. Luna, +sitting with her sister, much withdrawn, in one of the windows of the +big, hot, faded parlour of the boarding-house in Tenth Street, where +there was a rug before the chimney representing a Newfoundland dog +saving a child from drowning, and a row of chromo-lithographs on the +walls, imparted to her the impression she had received the evening +before—the impression of Basil Ransom's keen curiosity about Verena +Tarrant. Verena must have asked Mrs. Burrage to send him a card, and +asked it without mentioning the fact to Olive—for wouldn't Olive +certainly have remembered it? It was no use her saying that Mrs. Burrage +might have sent it of her own movement, because she wasn't aware of his +existence, and why should she be? Basil Ransom himself had told her he +didn't know Mrs. Burrage. Mrs. Luna knew whom he knew and whom he +didn't, or at least the sort of people, and they were not the sort that +belonged to the Wednesday Club. That was one reason why she didn't care +about him for any intimate relation—that he didn't seem to have any +taste for making nice friends. Olive would know what <i>her</i> taste was in +this respect, though it wasn't that young woman's own any more than his. +It was positive that the suggestion about the card could only have come +from Verena. At any rate Olive could easily ask, or if she was afraid of +her telling a fib she could ask Mrs. Burrage. It was true Mrs. Burrage +might have been put on her guard by Verena, and would perhaps invent +some other account of the matter; therefore Olive had better just +believe what <i>she</i> believed, that Verena had secured his presence at the +party and had had private reasons for doing so. It is to be feared that +Ransom's remark to Mrs. Luna the night before about her having lost her +head was near to the mark; for if she had not been blinded by her +rancour she would have guessed the horror with which she inspired her +sister when she spoke in that offhand way of Verena's lying and Mrs. +Burrage's lying. Did people lie like that in Mrs. Luna's set? It was +Olive's plan of life not to lie, and attributing a similar disposition +to people she liked, it was impossible for her to believe that Verena +had had the intention of deceiving her. Mrs. Luna, in a calmer hour, +might also have divined that Olive would make her private comments on +the strange story of Basil Ransom's having made up to Verena out of +pique at Adeline's rebuff; for this was the account of the matter that +she now offered to Miss Chancellor. Olive did two things: she listened +intently and eagerly, judging there was distinct danger in the air +(which, however, she had not wanted Mrs. Luna to tell her, having +perceived it for herself the night before); and she saw that poor +Adeline was fabricating fearfully, that the "rebuff" was altogether an +invention. Mr. Ransom was evidently preoccupied with Verena, but he had +not needed Mrs. Luna's cruelty to make him so. So Olive maintained an +attitude of great reserve; she did not take upon herself to announce +that her own version was that Adeline, for reasons absolutely +imperceptible to others, had tried to catch Basil Ransom, had failed in +her attempt, and, furious at seeing Verena preferred to a person of her +importance (Olive remembered the <i>spretae injuria formae</i>), now wished +to do both him and the girl an ill turn. This would be accomplished if +she could induce Olive to interfere. Miss Chancellor was conscious of an +abundant readiness to interfere, but it was not because she cared for +Adeline's mortification. I am not sure, even, that she did not think her +<i>fiasco</i> but another illustration of her sister's general uselessness, +and rather despise her for it; being perfectly able at once to hold that +nothing is baser than the effort to entrap a man, and to think it very +ignoble to have to renounce it because you can't. Olive kept these +reflexions to herself, but she went so far as to say to her sister that +she didn't see where the "pique" came in. How could it hurt Adeline that +he should turn his attention to Verena? What was Verena to her?</p> + +<p>"Why, Olive Chancellor, how can you ask?" Mrs. Luna boldly responded. +"Isn't Verena everything to you, and aren't you everything to me, and +wouldn't an attempt—a successful one—to take Verena away from you +knock you up fearfully, and shouldn't I suffer, as you know I suffer, by +sympathy?"</p> + +<p>I have said that it was Miss Chancellor's plan of life not to lie, but +such a plan was compatible with a kind of consideration for the truth +which led her to shrink from producing it on poor occasions. So she +didn't say, "Dear me, Adeline, what humbug! you know you hate Verena and +would be very glad if she were drowned!" She only said, "Well, I see; +but it's very roundabout." What she did see was that Mrs. Luna was eager +to help her to stop off Basil Ransom from "making head," as the phrase +was; and the fact that her motive was spite, and not tenderness for the +Bostonians, would not make her assistance less welcome if the danger +were real. She herself had a nervous dread, but she had that about +everything; still, Adeline had perhaps seen something, and what in the +world did she mean by her reference to Verena's having had secret +meetings? When pressed on this point, Mrs. Luna could only say that she +didn't pretend to give definite information, and she wasn't a spy +anyway, but that the night before he had positively flaunted in her face +his admiration for the girl, his enthusiasm for her way of standing up +there. Of course he hated her ideas, but he was quite conceited enough +to think she would give them up. Perhaps it was all directed at +<i>her</i>—as if she cared! It would depend a good deal on the girl herself; +certainly, if there was any likelihood of Verena's being affected, she +should advise Olive to look out. She knew best what to do; it was only +Adeline's duty to give her the benefit of her own impression, whether +she was thanked for it or not. She only wished to put her on her guard, +and it was just like Olive to receive such information so coldly; she +was the most disappointing woman she knew.</p> + +<p>Miss Chancellor's coldness was not diminished by this rebuke; for it had +come over her that, after all, she had never opened herself at that rate +to Adeline, had never let her see the real intensity of her desire to +keep the sort of danger there was now a question of away from Verena, +had given her no warrant for regarding her as her friend's keeper; so +that she was taken aback by the flatness of Mrs. Luna's assumption that +she was ready to enter into a conspiracy to circumvent and frustrate the +girl. Olive put on all her majesty to dispel this impression, and if she +could not help being aware that she made Mrs. Luna still angrier, on the +whole, than at first, she felt that she would much rather disappoint her +than give herself away to her—especially as she was intensely eager to +profit by her warning!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXX" id="XXX"></a>XXX</h2> + + +<p>Mrs. Luna would have been still less satisfied with the manner in which +Olive received her proffered assistance had she known how many +confidences that reticent young woman might have made her in return. +Olive's whole life now was a matter for whispered communications; she +felt this herself, as she sought the privacy of her own apartment after +her interview with her sister. She had for the moment time to think; +Verena having gone out with Mr. Burrage, who had made an appointment the +night before to call for her to drive at that early hour. They had other +engagements in the afternoon—the principal of which was to meet a group +of earnest people at the house of one of the great local promoters. +Olive would whisk Verena off to these appointments directly after lunch; +she flattered herself that she could arrange matters so that there would +not be half an hour in the day during which Basil Ransom, complacently +calling, would find the Bostonians in the house. She had had this well +in mind when, at Mrs. Burrage's, she was driven to give him their +address; and she had had it also in mind that she would ask Verena, as a +special favour, to accompany her back to Boston on the next day but one, +which was the morning of the morrow. There had been considerable talk of +her staying a few days with Mrs. Burrage—staying on after her own +departure; but Verena backed out of it spontaneously, seeing how the +idea worried her friend. Olive had accepted the sacrifice, and their +visit to New York was now cut down, in intention, to four days, one of +which, the moment she perceived whither Basil Ransom was tending, Miss +Chancellor promised herself also to suppress. She had not mentioned that +to Verena yet; she hesitated a little, having a slightly bad conscience +about the concessions she had already obtained from her friend. Verena +made such concessions with a generosity which caused one's heart to ache +for admiration, even while one asked for them; and never once had Olive +known her to demand the smallest credit for any virtue she showed in +this way, or to bargain for an instant about any effort she made to +oblige. She had been delighted with the idea of spending a week under +Mrs. Burrage's roof; she had said, too, that she believed her mother +would die happy (not that there was the least prospect of Mrs. Tarrant's +dying) if she could hear of her having such an experience as that; and +yet, perceiving how solemn Olive looked about it, how she blanched and +brooded at the prospect, she had offered to give it up, with a smile +sweeter, if possible, than any that had ever sat in her eyes. Olive knew +what that meant for her, knew what a power of enjoyment she still had, +in spite of the tension of their common purpose, their vital work, which +had now, as they equally felt, passed into the stage of realisation, of +fruition; and that is why her conscience rather pricked her for +consenting to this further act of renunciation, especially as their +position seemed really so secure, on the part of one who had already +given herself away so sublimely.</p> + +<p>Secure as their position might be, Olive called herself a blind idiot +for having, in spite of all her first shrinkings, agreed to bring Verena +to New York. Verena had jumped at the invitation, the very +unexpectedness of which on Mrs. Burrage's part—it was such an odd idea +to have come to a mere worldling—carried a kind of persuasion with it. +Olive's immediate sentiment had been an instinctive general fear; but, +later, she had dismissed that as unworthy; she had decided (and such a +decision was nothing new) that where their mission was concerned they +ought to face everything. Such an opportunity would contribute too much +to Verena's reputation and authority to justify a refusal at the bidding +of apprehensions which were after all only vague. Olive's specific +terrors and dangers had by this time very much blown over; Basil Ransom +had given no sign of life for ages, and Henry Burrage had certainly got +his quietus before they went to Europe. If it had occurred to his mother +that she might convert Verena into the animating principle of a big +soiree, she was at least acting in good faith, for it could be no more +her wish to-day that he should marry Selah Tarrant's daughter than it +was her wish a year before. And then they should do some good to the +benighted, the most benighted, the fashionable benighted; they should +perhaps make them furious—there was always some good in that. Lastly, +Olive was conscious of a personal temptation in the matter; she was not +insensible to the pleasure of appearing in a distinguished New York +circle as a representative woman, an important Bostonian, the prompter, +colleague, associate of one of the most original girls of the time. +Basil Ransom was the person she had least expected to meet at Mrs. +Burrage's; it had been her belief that they might easily spend four days +in a city of more than a million of inhabitants without that +disagreeable accident. But it had occurred; nothing was wanting to make +it seem serious; and, setting her teeth, she shook herself, morally, +hard, for having fallen into the trap of fate. Well, she would scramble +out, with only a scare, probably. Henry Burrage was very attentive, but +somehow she didn't fear him now; and it was only natural he should feel +that he couldn't be polite enough, after they had consented to be +exploited in that worldly way by his mother. The other danger was the +worst; the palpitation of her strange dread, the night of Miss +Birdseye's party, came back to her. Mr. Burrage seemed, indeed, a +protection; she reflected, with relief, that it had been arranged that +after taking Verena to drive in the Park and see the Museum of Art in +the morning, they should in the evening dine with him at Delmonico's (he +was to invite another gentleman), and go afterwards to the German opera. +Olive had kept all this to herself, as I have said; revealing to her +sister neither the vividness of her prevision that Basil Ransom would +look blank when he came down to Tenth Street and learned they had +flitted, nor the eagerness of her desire just to find herself once more +in the Boston train. It had been only this prevision that sustained her +when she gave Mr. Ransom their number.</p> + +<p>Verena came to her room shortly before luncheon, to let her know she had +returned; and while they sat there, waiting to stop their ears when the +gong announcing the repast was beaten, at the foot of the stairs, by a +negro in a white jacket, she narrated to her friend her adventures with +Mr. Burrage—expatiated on the beauty of the park, the splendour and +interest of the Museum, the wonder of the young man's acquaintance with +everything it contained, the swiftness of his horses, the softness of +his English cart, the pleasure of rolling at that pace over roads as +firm as marble, the entertainment he promised them for the evening. +Olive listened in serious silence; she saw Verena was quite carried +away; of course she hadn't gone so far with her without knowing that +phase.</p> + +<p>"Did Mr. Burrage try to make love to you?" Miss Chancellor inquired at +last, without a smile.</p> + +<p>Verena had taken off her hat to arrange her feather, and as she placed +it on her head again, her uplifted arms making a frame for her face, she +said: "Yes, I suppose it was meant for love."</p> + +<p>Olive waited for her to tell more, to tell how she had treated him, kept +him in his place, made him feel that that question was over long ago; +but as Verena gave her no further information she did not insist, +conscious as she always was that in such a relation as theirs there +should be a great respect on either side for the liberty of each. She +had never yet infringed on Verena's, and of course she wouldn't begin +now. Moreover, with the request that she meant presently to make of her +she felt that she must be discreet. She wondered whether Henry Burrage +were really going to begin again; whether his mother had only been +acting in his interest in getting them to come on. Certainly, the bright +spot in such a prospect was that if she listened to him she couldn't +listen to Basil Ransom; and he <i>had</i> told Olive herself last night, when +he put them into their carriage, that he hoped to prove to her yet that +he had come round to her gospel. But the old sickness stole upon her +again, the faintness of discouragement, as she asked herself why in the +name of pity Verena should listen to any one at all but Olive +Chancellor. Again it came over her, when she saw the brightness, the +happy look, the girl brought back, as it had done in the earlier months, +that the great trouble was that weak spot of Verena's, that sole +infirmity and subtle flaw, which she had expressed to her very soon +after they began to live together, in saying (she remembered it through +the ineffaceable impression made by her friend's avowal), "I'll tell you +what is the matter with you—you don't dislike men as a class!" Verena +had replied on this occasion, "Well, no, I don't dislike them when they +are pleasant!" As if organised atrociousness could ever be pleasant! +Olive disliked them most when they were least unpleasant. After a +little, at present, she remarked, referring to Henry Burrage: "It is not +right of him, not decent, after your making him feel how, while he was +at Cambridge, he wearied you, tormented you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I didn't show anything," said Verena gaily. "I am learning to +dissimulate," she added in a moment. "I suppose you have to as you go +along. I pretend not to notice."</p> + +<p>At this moment the gong sounded for luncheon, and the two young women +covered up their ears, face to face, Verena with her quick smile, Olive +with her pale patience. When they could hear themselves speak, the +latter said abruptly:</p> + +<p>"How did Mrs. Burrage come to invite Mr. Ransom to her party? He told +Adeline he had never seen her before."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I asked her to send him an invitation—after she had written to me, +to thank me, when it was definitely settled we should come on. She asked +me in her letter if there were any friends of mine in the city to whom I +should like her to send cards, and I mentioned Mr. Ransom."</p> + +<p>Verena spoke without a single instant's hesitation, and the only sign of +embarrassment she gave was that she got up from her chair, passing in +this manner a little out of Olive's scrutiny. It was easy for her not to +falter, because she was glad of the chance. She wanted to be very simple +in all her relations with her friend, and of course it was not simple so +soon as she began to keep things back. She could at any rate keep back +as little as possible, and she felt as if she were making up for a +dereliction when she answered Olive's inquiry so promptly.</p> + +<p>"You never told me of that," Miss Chancellor remarked, in a low tone.</p> + +<p>"I didn't want to. I know you don't like him, and I thought it would +give you pain. Yet I wanted him to be there—I wanted him to hear."</p> + +<p>"What does it matter—why should you care about him?"</p> + +<p>"Well, because he is so awfully opposed!"</p> + +<p>"How do you know that, Verena?"</p> + +<p>At this point Verena began to hesitate. It was not, after all, so easy +to keep back only a little; it appeared rather as if one must either +tell everything or hide everything. The former course had already +presented itself to her as unduly harsh; it was because it seemed so +that she had ended by keeping the incident of Basil Ransom's visit to +Monadnoc Place buried in unspoken, in unspeakable, considerations, the +only secret she had in the world—the only thing that was all her own. +She was so glad to say what she could without betraying herself that it +was only after she had spoken that she perceived there was a danger of +Olive's pushing the inquiry to the point where, to defend herself as it +were, she should be obliged to practise a positive deception; and she +was conscious at the same time that the moment her secret was threatened +it became dearer to her. She began to pray silently that Olive might not +push; for it would be odious, it would be impossible, to defend herself +by a lie. Meanwhile, however, she had to answer, and the way she +answered was by exclaiming, much more quickly than the reflexions I note +might have appeared to permit, "Well, if you can't tell from his +appearance! He's the type of the reactionary."</p> + +<p>Verena went to the toilet-glass to see that she had put on her hat +properly, and Olive slowly got up, in the manner of a person not in the +least eager for food. "Let him react as he likes—for heaven's sake +don't mind him!" That was Miss Chancellor's rejoinder, and Verena felt +that it didn't say all that was in her mind. She wished she would come +down to luncheon, for she, at least, was honestly hungry. She even +suspected Olive had an idea she was afraid to express, such distress it +would bring with it. "Well, you know, Verena, this isn't our <i>real</i> +life—it isn't our work," Olive went on.</p> + +<p>"Well, no, it isn't, certainly," said Verena, not pretending at first +that she did not know what Olive meant. In a moment, however, she added, +"Do you refer to this social intercourse with Mr. Burrage?"</p> + +<p>"Not to that only." Then Olive asked abruptly, looking at her, "How did +you know his address?"</p> + +<p>"His address?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Ransom's—to enable Mrs. Burrage to invite him?"</p> + +<p>They stood for a moment interchanging a gaze. "It was in a letter I got +from him."</p> + +<p>At these words there came into Olive's face an expression which made her +companion cross over to her directly and take her by the hand. But the +tone was different from what Verena expected, when she said, with cold +surprise: "Oh, you are in correspondence!" It showed an immense effort +of self-control.</p> + +<p>"He wrote to me once—I never told you," Verena rejoined, smiling. She +felt that her friend's strange, uneasy eyes searched very far; a little +more and they would go to the very bottom. Well, they might go if they +would; she didn't, after all, care so much about her secret as that. For +the moment, however, Verena did not learn what Olive had discovered, +inasmuch as she only remarked presently that it was really time to go +down. As they descended the staircase she put her arm into Miss +Chancellor's and perceived that she was trembling.</p> + +<p>Of course there were plenty of people in New York interested in the +uprising, and Olive had made appointments, in advance, which filled the +whole afternoon. Everybody wanted to meet them, and wanted everybody +else to do so, and Verena saw they could easily have quite a vogue, if +they only chose to stay and work that vein. Very likely, as Olive said, +it wasn't their real life, and people didn't seem to have such a grip of +the movement as they had in Boston; but there was something in the air +that carried one along, and a sense of vastness and variety, of the +infinite possibilities of a great city, which—Verena hardly knew +whether she ought to confess it to herself—might in the end make up for +the want of the Boston earnestness. Certainly, the people seemed very +much alive, and there was no other place where so many cheering reports +could flow in, owing to the number of electric feelers that stretched +away everywhere. The principal centre appeared to be Mrs. Croucher's, on +Fifty-sixth Street, where there was an informal gathering of +sympathisers who didn't seem as if they could forgive her when they +learned that she had been speaking the night before in a circle in which +none of them were acquainted. Certainly, they were very different from +the group she had addressed at Mrs. Burrage's, and Verena heaved a thin, +private sigh, expressive of some helplessness, as she thought what a +big, complicated world it was, and how it evidently contained a little +of everything. There was a general demand that she should repeat her +address in a more congenial atmosphere; to which she replied that Olive +made her engagements for her, and that as the address had been intended +just to lead people on, perhaps she would think Mrs. Croucher's friends +had reached a higher point. She was as cautious as this because she saw +that Olive was now just straining to get out of the city; she didn't +want to say anything that would tie them. When she felt her trembling +that way before luncheon it made her quite sick to realise how much her +friend was wrapped up in her—how terribly she would suffer from the +least deviation. After they had started for their round of engagements +the very first thing Verena spoke of in the carriage (Olive had taken +one, in her liberal way, for the whole time) was the fact that her +correspondence with Mr. Ransom, as her friend had called it, had +consisted on his part of only one letter. It was a very short one, too; +it had come to her a little more than a month before. Olive knew she got +letters from gentlemen; she didn't see why she should attach such +importance to this one. Miss Chancellor was leaning back in the +carriage, very still, very grave, with her head against the cushioned +surface, only turning her eyes towards the girl.</p> + +<p>"You attach importance yourself; otherwise you would have told me."</p> + +<p>"I knew you wouldn't like it—because you don't like <i>him</i>."</p> + +<p>"I don't think of him," said Olive; "he's nothing to me." Then she +added, suddenly, "Have you noticed that I am afraid to face what I don't +like?"</p> + +<p>Verena could not say that she had, and yet it was not just on Olive's +part to speak as if she were an easy person to tell such a thing to: the +way she lay there, white and weak, like a wounded creature, sufficiently +proved the contrary. "You have such a fearful power of suffering," she +replied in a moment.</p> + +<p>To this at first Miss Chancellor made no rejoinder; but after a little +she said, in the same attitude, "Yes, <i>you</i> could make me."</p> + +<p>Verena took her hand and held it awhile. "I never will, till I have been +through everything myself."</p> + +<p>"<i>You</i> were not made to suffer—you were made to enjoy," Olive said, in +very much the same tone in which she had told her that what was the +matter with her was that she didn't dislike men as a class—a tone which +implied that the contrary would have been much more natural and perhaps +rather higher. Perhaps it would; but Verena was unable to rebut the +charge; she felt this, as she looked out of the window of the carriage +at the bright, amusing city, where the elements seemed so numerous, the +animation so immense, the shops so brilliant, the women so strikingly +dressed, and knew that these things quickened her curiosity, all her +pulses.</p> + +<p>"Well, I suppose I mustn't presume on it," she remarked, glancing back +at Olive with her natural sweetness, her uncontradicting grace.</p> + +<p>That young lady lifted her hand to her lips—held it there a moment; the +movement seemed to say, "When you are so divinely docile, how can I help +the dread of losing you?" This idea, however, was unspoken, and Olive +Chancellor's uttered words, as the carriage rolled on, were different.</p> + +<p>"Verena, I don't understand why he wrote to you."</p> + +<p>"He wrote to me because he likes me. Perhaps you'll say you don't +understand why he likes me," the girl continued, laughing. "He liked me +the first time he saw me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that time!" Olive murmured.</p> + +<p>"And still more the second."</p> + +<p>"Did he tell you that in his letter?" Miss Chancellor inquired.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my dear, he told me that. Only he expressed it more gracefully." +Verena was very happy to say that; a written phrase of Basil Ransom's +sufficiently justified her.</p> + +<p>"It was my intuition—it was my foreboding!" Olive exclaimed, closing +her eyes.</p> + +<p>"I thought you said you didn't dislike him."</p> + +<p>"It isn't dislike—it's simple dread. Is that all there is between you?"</p> + +<p>"Why, Olive Chancellor, what do you think?" Verena asked, feeling now +distinctly like a coward. Five minutes afterwards she said to Olive that +if it would give her pleasure they would leave New York on the morrow, +without taking a fourth day; and as soon as she had done so she felt +better, especially when she saw how gratefully Olive looked at her for +the concession, how eagerly she rose to the offer in saying, "Well, if +you <i>do</i> feel that it isn't our own life—our very own!" It was with +these words, and others besides, and with an unusually weak, indefinite +kiss, as if she wished to protest that, after all, a single day didn't +matter, and yet accepted the sacrifice and was a little ashamed of +it—it was in this manner that the agreement as to an immediate retreat +was sealed. Verena could not shut her eyes to the fact that for a month +she had been less frank, and if she wished to do penance this +abbreviation of their pleasure in New York, even if it made her almost +completely miss Basil Ransom, was easier than to tell Olive just now +that the letter was <i>not</i> all, that there had been a long visit, a talk, +and a walk besides, which she had been covering up for ever so many +weeks. And of what consequence, anyway, was the missing? Was it such a +pleasure to converse with a gentleman who only wanted to let you +know—and why he should want it so much Verena couldn't guess—that he +thought you quite preposterous? Olive took her from place to place, and +she ended by forgetting everything but the present hour, and the bigness +and variety of New York, and the entertainment of rolling about in a +carriage with silk cushions, and meeting new faces, new expressions of +curiosity and sympathy, assurances that one was watched and followed. +Mingled with this was a bright consciousness, sufficient for the moment, +that one was moreover to dine at Delmonico's and go to the German opera. +There was enough of the epicurean in Verena's composition to make it +easy for her in certain conditions to live only for the hour.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXXI" id="XXXI"></a>XXXI</h2> + + +<p>When she returned with her companion to the establishment in Tenth +Street she saw two notes lying on the table in the hall; one of which +she perceived to be addressed to Miss Chancellor, the other to herself. +The hand was different, but she recognised both. Olive was behind her on +the steps, talking to the coachman about sending another carriage for +them in half an hour (they had left themselves but just time to dress); +so that she simply possessed herself of her own note and ascended to her +room. As she did so she felt that all the while she had known it would +be there, and was conscious of a kind of treachery, an unfriendly +wilfulness, in not being more prepared for it. If she could roll about +New York the whole afternoon and forget that there might be difficulties +ahead, that didn't alter the fact that there <i>were</i> difficulties, and +that they might even become considerable—might not be settled by her +simply going back to Boston. Half an hour later, as she drove up the +Fifth Avenue with Olive (there seemed to be so much crowded into that +one day), smoothing her light gloves, wishing her fan were a little +nicer, and proving by the answering, familiar brightness with which she +looked out on the lamp-lighted streets that, whatever theory might be +entertained as to the genesis of her talent and her personal nature, the +blood of the lecture-going, night-walking Tarrants did distinctly flow +in her veins; as the pair proceeded, I say, to the celebrated +restaurant, at the door of which Mr. Burrage had promised to be in +vigilant expectancy of their carriage, Verena found a sufficiently gay +and natural tone of voice for remarking to her friend that Mr. Ransom +had called upon her while they were out, and had left a note in which +there were many compliments for Miss Chancellor.</p> + +<p>"That's wholly your own affair, my dear," Olive replied, with a +melancholy sigh, gazing down the vista of Fourteenth Street (which they +happened just then to be traversing, with much agitation), toward the +queer barrier of the elevated railway.</p> + +<p>It was nothing new to Verena that if the great striving of Olive's life +was for justice she yet sometimes failed to arrive at it in particular +cases; and she reflected that it was rather late for her to say, like +that, that Basil Ransom's letters were only his correspondent's +business. Had not his kinswoman quite made the subject her own during +their drive that afternoon? Verena determined now that her companion +should hear all there was to be heard about the letter; asking herself +whether, if she told her at present more than she cared to know, it +wouldn't make up for her hitherto having told her less. "He brought it +with him, written, in case I should be out. He wants to see me +to-morrow—he says he has ever so much to say to me. He proposes an +hour—says he hopes it won't be inconvenient for me to see him about +eleven in the morning; thinks I may have no other engagement so early as +that. Of course our return to Boston settles it," Verena added, with +serenity.</p> + +<p>Miss Chancellor said nothing for a moment; then she replied, "Yes, +unless you invite him to come on with you in the train."</p> + +<p>"Why, Olive, how bitter you are!" Verena exclaimed, in genuine surprise.</p> + +<p>Olive could not justify her bitterness by saying that her companion had +spoken as if she were disappointed, because Verena had not. So she +simply remarked, "I don't see what he can have to say to you—that would +be worth your hearing."</p> + +<p>"Well, of course, it's the other side. He has got it on the brain!" said +Verena, with a laugh which seemed to relegate the whole matter to the +category of the unimportant.</p> + +<p>"If we should stay, would you see him—at eleven o'clock?" Olive +inquired.</p> + +<p>"Why do you ask that—when I have given it up?"</p> + +<p>"Do you consider it such a tremendous sacrifice?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Verena good-naturedly; "but I confess I am curious."</p> + +<p>"Curious—how do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"Well, to hear the other side."</p> + +<p>"Oh heaven!" Olive Chancellor murmured, turning her face upon her.</p> + +<p>"You must remember I have never heard it." And Verena smiled into her +friend's wan gaze.</p> + +<p>"Do you want to hear all the infamy that is in the world?"</p> + +<p>"No, it isn't that; but the more he should talk the better chance he +would give me. I guess I can meet him."</p> + +<p>"Life is too short. Leave him as he is."</p> + +<p>"Well," Verena went on, "there are many I haven't cared to move at all, +whom I might have been more interested in than in him. But to make him +give in just at two or three points—that I should like better than +anything I have done."</p> + +<p>"You have no business to enter upon a contest that isn't equal; and it +wouldn't be, with Mr. Ransom."</p> + +<p>"The inequality would be that I have right on my side."</p> + +<p>"What is that—for a man? For what was their brutality given them, but +to make that up?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think he's brutal; I should like to see," said Verena gaily.</p> + +<p>Olive's eyes lingered a little on her own; then they turned away, +vaguely, blindly, out of the carriage-window, and Verena made the +reflexion that she looked strangely little like a person who was going +to dine at Delmonico's. How terribly she worried about everything, and +how tragical was her nature; how anxious, suspicious, exposed to subtle +influences! In their long intimacy Verena had come to revere most of her +friend's peculiarities; they were a proof of her depth and devotion, and +were so bound up with what was noble in her that she was rarely provoked +to criticise them separately. But at present, suddenly, Olive's +earnestness began to appear as inharmonious with the scheme of the +universe as if it had been a broken saw; and she was positively glad she +had not told her about Basil Ransom's appearance in Monadnoc Place. If +she worried so about what she knew, how much would she not have worried +about the rest! Verena had by this time made up her mind that her +acquaintance with Mr. Ransom was the most episodical, most superficial, +most unimportant of all possible relations.</p> + +<p>Olive Chancellor watched Henry Burrage very closely that evening; she +had a special reason for doing so, and her entertainment, during the +successive hours, was derived much less from the delicate little feast +over which this insinuating proselyte presided, in the brilliant public +room of the establishment, where French waiters flitted about on deep +carpets and parties at neighbouring tables excited curiosity and +conjecture, or even from the magnificent music of <i>Lohengrin</i>, than from +a secret process of comparison and verification, which shall presently +be explained to the reader. As some discredit has possibly been thrown +upon her impartiality it is a pleasure to be able to say that on her +return from the opera she took a step dictated by an earnest +consideration of justice—of the promptness with which Verena had told +her of the note left by Basil Ransom in the afternoon. She drew Verena +into her room with her. The girl, on the way back to Tenth Street, had +spoken only of Wagner's music, of the singers, the orchestra, the +immensity of the house, her tremendous pleasure. Olive could see how +fond she might become of New York, where that kind of pleasure was so +much more in the air.</p> + +<p>"Well, Mr. Burrage was certainly very kind to us—no one could have been +more thoughtful," Olive said; and she coloured a little at the look with +which Verena greeted this tribute of appreciation from Miss Chancellor +to a single gentleman.</p> + +<p>"I am so glad you were struck with that, because I do think we have been +a little rough to him." Verena's <i>we</i> was angelic. "He was particularly +attentive to you, my dear; he has got over me. He looked at you so +sweetly. Dearest Olive, if you marry him——!" And Miss Tarrant, who was +in high spirits, embraced her companion, to check her own silliness.</p> + +<p>"He wants you to stay there, all the same. They haven't given <i>that</i> +up," Olive remarked, turning to a drawer, out of which she took a +letter.</p> + +<p>"Did he tell you that, pray? He said nothing more about it to me."</p> + +<p>"When we came in this afternoon I found this note from Mrs. Burrage. You +had better read it." And she presented the document, open, to Verena.</p> + +<p>The purpose of it was to say that Mrs. Burrage could really not +reconcile herself to the loss of Verena's visit, on which both she and +her son had counted so much. She was sure they would be able to make it +as interesting to Miss Tarrant as it would be to themselves. She, Mrs. +Burrage, moreover, felt as if she hadn't heard half she wanted about +Miss Tarrant's views, and there were so many more who were present at +the address, who had come to her that afternoon (losing not a minute, as +Miss Chancellor could see) to ask how in the world they too could learn +more—how they could get at the fair speaker and question her about +certain details. She hoped so much, therefore, that even if the young +ladies should be unable to alter their decision about the visit they +might at least see their way to staying over long enough to allow her to +arrange an informal meeting for some of these poor thirsty souls. Might +she not at least talk over the question with Miss Chancellor? She gave +her notice that she would attack her on the subject of the visit too. +Might she not see her on the morrow, and might she ask of her the very +great favour that the interview should be at Mrs. Burrage's own house? +She had something very particular to say to her, as regards which +perfect privacy was a great consideration, and Miss Chancellor would +doubtless recognise that this would be best secured under Mrs. Burrage's +roof. She would therefore send her carriage for Miss Chancellor at any +hour that would be convenient to the latter. She really thought much +good might come from their having a satisfactory talk.</p> + +<p>Verena read this epistle with much deliberation; it seemed to her +mysterious, and confirmed the idea she had received the night +before—the idea that she had not got quite a correct impression of this +clever, worldly, curious woman on the occasion of her visit to +Cambridge, when they met her at her son's rooms. As she gave the letter +back to Olive she said, "That's why he didn't seem to believe we are +really leaving to-morrow. He knows she had written that, and he thinks +it will keep us."</p> + +<p>"Well, if I were to say it may—should you think me too miserably +changeful?"</p> + +<p>Verena stared, with all her candour, and it was so very queer that Olive +should now wish to linger that the sense of it, for the moment, almost +covered the sense of its being pleasant. But that came out after an +instant, and she said, with great honesty, "You needn't drag me away for +consistency's sake. It would be absurd for me to pretend that I don't +like being here."</p> + +<p>"I think perhaps I ought to see her." Olive was very thoughtful.</p> + +<p>"How lovely it must be to have a secret with Mrs. Burrage!" Verena +exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"It won't be a secret from you."</p> + +<p>"Dearest, you needn't tell me unless you want," Verena went on, thinking +of her own unimparted knowledge.</p> + +<p>"I thought it was our plan to divide everything. It was certainly mine."</p> + +<p>"Ah, don't talk about plans!" Verena exclaimed, rather ruefully. "You +see, if we <i>are</i> going to stay to-morrow, how foolish it was to have +any. There is more in her letter than is expressed," she added, as Olive +appeared to be studying in her face the reasons for and against making +this concession to Mrs. Burrage, and that was rather embarrassing.</p> + +<p>"I thought it over all the evening—so that if now you will consent we +will stay."</p> + +<p>"Darling—what a spirit you have got! All through all those dear little +dishes—all through <i>Lohengrin</i>! As I haven't thought it over at all, +you must settle it. You know I am not difficult."</p> + +<p>"And would you go and stay with Mrs. Burrage, after all, if she should +say anything to me that seems to make it desirable?"</p> + +<p>Verena broke into a laugh. "You know it's not our real life!"</p> + +<p>Olive said nothing for a moment; then she replied: "Don't think <i>I</i> can +forget that. If I suggest a deviation, it's only because it sometimes +seems to me that perhaps, after all, almost anything is better than the +form reality <i>may</i> take with us." This was slightly obscure, as well as +very melancholy, and Verena was relieved when her companion remarked, in +a moment, "You must think me strangely inconsequent"; for this gave her +a chance to reply, soothingly:</p> + +<p>"Why, you don't suppose I expect you to keep always screwed up! I will +stay a week with Mrs. Burrage, or a fortnight, or a month, or anything +you like," she pursued; "anything it may seem to you best to tell her +after you have seen her."</p> + +<p>"Do you leave it all to me? You don't give me much help," Olive said.</p> + +<p>"Help to what?"</p> + +<p>"Help to help <i>you</i>."</p> + +<p>"I don't want any help; I am quite strong enough!" Verena cried gaily. +The next moment she inquired, in an appeal half comical, half touching, +"My dear colleague, why do you make me say such conceited things?"</p> + +<p>"And if you do stay—just even to-morrow—shall you be—very much of the +time—with Mr. Ransom?"</p> + +<p>As Verena for the moment appeared ironically-minded, she might have +found a fresh subject for hilarity in the tremulous, tentative tone in +which Olive made this inquiry. But it had not that effect; it produced +the first manifestation of impatience—the first, literally, and the +first note of reproach—that had occurred in the course of their +remarkable intimacy. The colour rose to Verena's cheek, and her eye for +an instant looked moist.</p> + +<p>"I don't know what you always think, Olive, nor why you don't seem able +to trust me. You didn't, from the first, with gentlemen. Perhaps you +were right then—I don't say; but surely it is very different now. I +don't think I ought to be suspected so much. Why have you a manner as if +I had to be watched, as if I wanted to run away with every man that +speaks to me? I should think I had proved how little I care. I thought +you had discovered by this time that I am serious; that I have dedicated +my life; that there is something unspeakably dear to me. But you begin +again, every time—you don't do me justice. I must take everything that +comes. I mustn't be afraid. I thought we had agreed that we were to do +our work in the midst of the world, facing everything, keeping straight +on, always taking hold. And now that it all opens out so magnificently, +and victory is really sitting on our banners, it is strange of you to +doubt of me, to suppose I am not more wedded to all our old dreams than +ever. I told you the first time I saw you that I could renounce, and +knowing better to-day, perhaps, what that means, I am ready to say it +again. That I can, that I will! Why, Olive Chancellor," Verena cried, +panting, a moment, with her eloquence, and with the rush of a +culminating idea, "haven't you discovered by this time that I <i>have</i> +renounced?"</p> + +<p>The habit of public speaking, the training, the practice, in which she +had been immersed, enabled Verena to unroll a coil of propositions +dedicated even to a private interest with the most touching, most +cumulative effect. Olive was completely aware of this, and she stilled +herself, while the girl uttered one soft, pleading sentence after +another, into the same rapt attention she was in the habit of sending up +from the benches of an auditorium. She looked at Verena fixedly, felt +that she was stirred to her depths, that she was exquisitely passionate +and sincere, that she was a quivering, spotless, consecrated maiden, +that she really had renounced, that they were both safe, and that her +own injustice and indelicacy had been great. She came to her slowly, +took her in her arms and held her long—giving her a silent kiss. From +which Verena knew that she believed her.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXXII" id="XXXII"></a>XXXII</h2> + + +<p>The hour that Olive proposed to Mrs. Burrage, in a note sent early the +next morning, for the interview to which she consented to lend herself, +was the stroke of noon; this period of the day being chosen in +consequence of a prevision of many subsequent calls upon her time. She +remarked in her note that she did not wish any carriage to be sent for +her, and she surged and swayed up the Fifth Avenue on one of the +convulsive, clattering omnibuses which circulate in that thoroughfare. +One of her reasons for mentioning twelve o'clock had been that she knew +Basil Ransom was to call at Tenth Street at eleven, and (as she supposed +he didn't intend to stay all day) this would give her time to see him +come and go. It had been tacitly agreed between them, the night before, +that Verena was quite firm enough in her faith to submit to his visit, +and that such a course would be much more dignified than dodging it. +This understanding passed from one to the other during that dumb embrace +which I have described as taking place before they separated for the +night. Shortly before noon, Olive, passing out of the house, looked into +the big, sunny double parlour, where, in the morning, with all the +husbands absent for the day and all the wives and spinsters launched +upon the town, a young man desiring to hold a debate with a young lady +might enjoy every advantage in the way of a clear field. Basil Ransom +was still there; he and Verena, with the place to themselves, were +standing in the recess of a window, their backs presented to the door. +If he had got up, perhaps he was going, and Olive, softly closing the +door again, waited a little in the hall, ready to pass into the back +part of the house if she should hear him coming out. No sound, however, +reached her ear; apparently he did mean to stay all day, and she should +find him there on her return. She left the house, knowing they were +looking at her from the window as she descended the steps, but feeling +she could not bear to see Basil Ransom's face. As she walked, averting +her own, towards the Fifth Avenue, on the sunny side, she was barely +conscious of the loveliness of the day, the perfect weather, all +suffused and tinted with spring, which sometimes descends upon New York +when the winds of March have been stilled; she was given up only to the +remembrance of that moment when she herself had stood at a window (the +second time he came to see her in Boston), and watched Basil Ransom pass +out with Adeline—with Adeline who had seemed capable then of getting +such a hold on him but had proved as ineffectual in this respect as she +was in every other. She recalled the vision she had allowed to dance +before her as she saw the pair cross the street together, laughing and +talking, and how it seemed to interpose itself against the fears which +already then—so strangely—haunted her. Now that she saw it so +fruitless—and that Verena, moreover, had turned out really so +great—she was rather ashamed of it; she felt associated, however +remotely, in the reasons which had made Mrs. Luna tell her so many fibs +the day before, and there could be nothing elevating in that. As for the +other reasons why her fidgety sister had failed and Mr. Ransom had held +his own course, naturally Miss Chancellor didn't like to think of them.</p> + +<p>If she had wondered what Mrs. Burrage wished so particularly to talk +about, she waited some time for the clearing-up of the mystery. During +this interval she sat in a remarkably pretty boudoir, where there were +flowers and faiences and little French pictures, and watched her hostess +revolve round the subject in circles the vagueness of which she tried to +dissimulate. Olive believed she was a person who never could enjoy +asking a favour, especially of a votary of the new ideas; and that was +evidently what was coming. She had asked one already, but that had been +handsomely paid for; the note from Mrs. Burrage which Verena found +awaiting her in Tenth Street, on her arrival, contained the largest +cheque this young woman had ever received for an address. The request +that hung fire had reference to Verena too, of course; and Olive needed +no prompting to feel that her friend's being a young person who took +money could not make Mrs. Burrage's present effort more agreeable. To +this taking of money (for when it came to Verena it was as if it came to +her as well) she herself was now completely inured; money was a +tremendous force, and when one wanted to assault the wrong with every +engine one was happy not to lack the sinews of war. She liked her +hostess better this morning than she had liked her before; she had more +than ever the air of taking all sorts of sentiments and views for +granted between them; which could only be flattering to Olive so long as +it was really Mrs. Burrage who made each advance, while her visitor sat +watchful and motionless. She had a light, clever, familiar way of +traversing an immense distance with a very few words, as when she +remarked, "Well, then, it is settled that she will come, and will stay +till she is tired."</p> + +<p>Nothing of the kind had been settled, but Olive helped Mrs. Burrage +(this time) more than she knew by saying, "Why do you want her to visit +you, Mrs. Burrage? why do you want her socially? Are you not aware that +your son, a year ago, desired to marry her?"</p> + +<p>"My dear Miss Chancellor, that is just what I wish to talk to you about. +I am aware of everything; I don't believe you ever met any one who is +aware of more things than I." And Olive had to believe this, as Mrs. +Burrage held up, smiling, her intelligent, proud, good-natured, +successful head. "I knew a year ago that my son was in love with your +friend, I know that he has been so ever since, and that in consequence +he would like to marry her to-day. I daresay you don't like the idea of +her marrying at all; it would break up a friendship which is so full of +interest" (Olive wondered for a moment whether she had been going to say +"so full of profit") "for you. This is why I hesitated; but since you +are willing to talk about it, that is just what I want."</p> + +<p>"I don't see what good it will do," Olive said.</p> + +<p>"How can we tell till we try? I never give a thing up till I have turned +it over in every sense."</p> + +<p>It was Mrs. Burrage, however, who did most of the talking; Olive only +inserted from time to time an inquiry, a protest, a correction, an +ejaculation tinged with irony. None of these things checked or diverted +her hostess; Olive saw more and more that she wished to please her, to +win her over, to smooth matters down, to place them in a new and +original light. She was very clever and (little by little Olive said to +herself) absolutely unscrupulous, but she didn't think she was clever +enough for what she had undertaken. This was neither more nor less, in +the first place, than to persuade Miss Chancellor that she and her son +were consumed with sympathy for the movement to which Miss Chancellor +had dedicated her life. But how could Olive believe that, when she saw +the type to which Mrs. Burrage belonged—a type into which nature +herself had inserted a face turned in the very opposite way from all +earnest and improving things? People like Mrs. Burrage lived and +fattened on abuses, prejudices, privileges, on the petrified, cruel +fashions of the past. It must be added, however, that if her hostess was +a humbug, Olive had never met one who provoked her less; she was such a +brilliant, genial, artistic one, with such a recklessness of perfidy, +such a willingness to bribe you if she couldn't deceive you. She seemed +to be offering Olive all the kingdoms of the earth if she would only +exert herself to bring about a state of feeling on Verena Tarrant's part +which would lead the girl to accept Henry Burrage.</p> + +<p>"We know it's you—the whole business; that you can do what you please. +You could decide it to-morrow with a word."</p> + +<p>She had hesitated at first, and spoken of her hesitation, and it might +have appeared that she would need all her courage to say to Olive, that +way, face to face, that Verena was in such subjection to her. But she +didn't look afraid; she only looked as if it were an infinite pity Miss +Chancellor couldn't understand what immense advantages and rewards there +would be for her in striking an alliance with the house of Burrage. +Olive was so impressed with this, so occupied, even, in wondering what +these mystic benefits might be, and whether after all there might not be +a protection in them (from something worse), a fund of some sort that +she and Verena might convert to a large use, setting aside the mother +and son when once they had got what they had to give—she was so +arrested with the vague daze of this vision, the sense of Mrs. Burrage's +full hands, her eagerness, her thinking it worth while to flatter and +conciliate, whatever her pretexts and pretensions might be, that she was +almost insensible, for the time, to the strangeness of such a woman's +coming round to a positive desire for a connexion with the Tarrants. +Mrs. Burrage had indeed explained this partly by saying that her son's +condition was wearing her out, and that she would enter into anything +that would make him happier, make him better. She was fonder of him than +of the whole world beside, and it was an anguish to her to see him +yearning for Miss Tarrant only to lose her. She made that charge about +Olive's power in the matter in such a way that it seemed at the same +time a tribute to her force of character.</p> + +<p>"I don't know on what terms you suppose me to be with my friend," Olive +returned, with considerable majesty. "She will do exactly as she likes, +in such a case as the one you allude to. She is absolutely free; you +speak as if I were her keeper!"</p> + +<p>Then Mrs. Burrage explained that of course she didn't mean that Miss +Chancellor exercised a conscious tyranny; but only that Verena had a +boundless admiration for her, saw through her eyes, took the impress of +all her opinions, preferences. She was sure that if Olive would only +take a favourable view of her son Miss Tarrant would instantly throw +herself into it. "It's very true that you may ask me," added Mrs. +Burrage, smiling, "how you can take a favourable view of a young man who +wants to marry the very person in the world you want most to keep +unmarried!"</p> + +<p>This description of Verena was of course perfectly correct; but it was +not agreeable to Olive to have the fact in question so clearly +perceived, even by a person who expressed it with an air intimating that +there was nothing in the world <i>she</i> couldn't understand.</p> + +<p>"Did your son know that you were going to speak to me about this?" Olive +asked, rather coldly, waiving the question of her influence on Verena +and the state in which she wished her to remain.</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, poor dear boy; we had a long talk yesterday, and I told him I +would do what I could for him. Do you remember the little visit I paid +to Cambridge last spring, when I saw you at his rooms? Then it was I +began to perceive how the wind was setting; but yesterday we had a real +<i>éclaircissement</i>. I didn't like it at all, at first; I don't mind +telling you that, now—now that I am really enthusiastic about it. When +a girl is as charming, as original, as Miss Tarrant, it doesn't in the +least matter who she is; she makes herself the standard by which you +measure her; she makes her own position. And then Miss Tarrant has such +a future!" Mrs. Burrage added, quickly, as if that were the last thing +to be overlooked. "The whole question has come up again—the feeling +that Henry tried to think dead, or at least dying, has revived, through +the—I hardly know what to call it, but I really may say the +unexpectedly great effect of her appearance here. She was really +wonderful on Wednesday evening; prejudice, conventionality, every +presumption there might be against her, had to fall to the ground. I +expected a success, but I didn't expect what you gave us," Mrs. Burrage +went on, smiling, while Olive noted her "you." "In short, my poor boy +flamed up again; and now I see that he will never again care for any +girl as he cares for that one. My dear Miss Chancellor, <i>j'en ai pris +mon parti</i>, and perhaps you know my way of doing that sort of thing. I +am not at all good at resigning myself, but I am excellent at taking up +a craze. I haven't renounced, I have only changed sides. For or against, +I must be a partisan. Don't you know that kind of nature? Henry has put +the affair into my hands, and you see I put it into yours. Do help me; +let us work together."</p> + +<p>This was a long, explicit speech for Mrs. Burrage, who dealt, usually, +in the cursory and allusive; and she may very well have expected that +Miss Chancellor would recognise its importance. What Olive did, in fact, +was simply to inquire, by way of rejoinder: "Why did you ask us to come +on?"</p> + +<p>If Mrs. Burrage hesitated now, it was only for twenty seconds. "Simply +because we are so interested in your work."</p> + +<p>"That surprises me," said Olive thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>"I daresay you don't believe it; but such a judgement is superficial. I +am sure we give proof in the offer we make," Mrs. Burrage remarked, with +a good deal of point. "There are plenty of girls—without any views at +all—who would be delighted to marry my son. He is very clever, and he +has a large fortune. Add to that that he's an angel!"</p> + +<p>That was very true, and Olive felt all the more that the attitude of +these fortunate people, for whom the world was so well arranged just as +it was, was very curious. But as she sat there it came over her that the +human spirit has many variations, that the influence of the truth is +great, and that there are such things in life as happy surprises, quite +as well as disagreeable ones. Nothing, certainly, forced such people to +fix their affections on the daughter of a "healer"; it would be very +clumsy to pick her out of her generation only for the purpose of +frustrating her. Moreover, her observation of their young host at +Delmonico's and in the spacious box at the Academy of Music, where they +had privacy and ease, and murmured words could pass without making +neighbours more given up to the stage turn their heads—her +consideration of Henry Burrage's manner, suggested to her that she had +measured him rather scantily the year before, that he was as much in +love as the feebler passions of the age permitted (for though Miss +Chancellor believed in the amelioration of humanity, she thought there +was too much water in the blood of all of us), that he prized Verena for +her rarity, which was her genius, her gift, and would therefore have an +interest in promoting it, and that he was of so soft and fine a paste +that his wife might do what she liked with him. Of course there would be +the mother-in-law to count with; but unless she was perjuring herself +shamelessly Mrs. Burrage really had the wish to project herself into the +new atmosphere, or at least to be generous personally; so that, oddly +enough, the fear that most glanced before Olive was not that this high, +free matron, slightly irritable with cleverness and at the same time +good-natured with prosperity, would bully her son's bride, but rather +that she might take too fond a possession of her. It was a fear which +may be described as a presentiment of jealousy. It occurred, +accordingly, to Miss Chancellor's quick conscience that, possibly, the +proposal which presented itself in circumstances so complicated and +anomalous was simply a magnificent chance, an improvement on the very +best, even, that she had dreamed of for Verena. It meant a large command +of money—much larger than her own; the association of a couple of +clever people who simulated conviction very well, whether they felt it +or not, and who had a hundred useful worldly ramifications, and a kind +of social pedestal from which she might really shine afar. The +conscience I have spoken of grew positively sick as it thought of having +such a problem as that to consider, such an ordeal to traverse. In the +presence of such a contingency the poor girl felt grim and helpless; she +could only vaguely wonder whether she were called upon in the name of +duty to lend a hand to the torture of her own spirit.</p> + +<p>"And if she should marry him, how could I be sure that—afterwards—you +would care so much about the question which has all our thoughts, hers +and mine?" This inquiry evolved itself from Olive's rapid meditation; +but even to herself it seemed a little rough.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Burrage took it admirably. "You think we are feigning an interest, +only to get hold of her? That's not very nice of you, Miss Chancellor; +but of course you have to be tremendously careful. I assure you my son +tells me he firmly believes your movement is the great question of the +immediate future, that it has entered into a new phase; into what does +he call it? the domain of practical politics. As for me, you don't +suppose I don't want everything we poor women can get, or that I would +refuse any privilege or advantage that's offered me? I don't rant or +rave about anything, but I have—as I told you just now—my own quiet +way of being zealous. If you had no worse partisan than I, you would do +very well. My son has talked to me immensely about your ideas; and even +if I should enter into them only because he does, I should do so quite +enough. You may say you don't see Henry dangling about after a wife who +gives public addresses; but I am convinced that a great many things are +coming to pass—very soon, too—that we don't see in advance. Henry is a +gentleman to his finger-tips, and there is not a situation in which he +will not conduct himself with tact."</p> + +<p>Olive could see that they really wanted Verena immensely, and it was +impossible for her to believe that if they were to get her they would +not treat her well. It came to her that they would even overindulge her, +flatter her, spoil her; she was perfectly capable, for the moment, of +assuming that Verena was susceptible of deterioration and that her own +treatment of her had been discriminatingly severe. She had a hundred +protests, objections, replies; her only embarrassment could be as to +which she should use first.</p> + +<p>"I think you have never seen Doctor Tarrant and his wife," she remarked, +with a calmness which she felt to be very pregnant.</p> + +<p>"You mean they are absolutely fearful? My son has told me they are quite +impossible, and I am quite prepared for that. Do you ask how we should +get on with them? My dear young lady, we should get on as you do!"</p> + +<p>If Olive had answers, so had Mrs. Burrage; she had still an answer when +her visitor, taking up the supposition that it was in her power to +dispose in any manner whatsoever of Verena, declared that she didn't +know why Mrs. Burrage addressed herself to <i>her</i>, that Miss Tarrant was +free as air, that her future was in her own hands, that such a matter as +this was a kind of thing with which it could never occur to one to +interfere. "Dear Miss Chancellor, we don't ask you to interfere. The +only thing we ask of you is simply <i>not</i> to interfere."</p> + +<p>"And have you sent for me only for that?"</p> + +<p>"For that, and for what I hinted at in my note; that you would really +exercise your influence with Miss Tarrant to induce her to come to us +now for a week or two. That is really, after all, the main thing I ask. +Lend her to us, here, for a little while, and we will take care of the +rest. That sounds conceited—but she <i>would</i> have a good time."</p> + +<p>"She doesn't live for that," said Olive.</p> + +<p>"What I mean is that she should deliver an address every night!" Mrs. +Burrage returned, smiling.</p> + +<p>"I think you try to prove too much. You do believe—though you pretend +you don't—that I control her actions, and as far as possible her +desires, and that I am jealous of any other relations she may possibly +form. I can imagine that we may perhaps have that air, though it only +proves how little such an association as ours is understood, and how +superficial is still"—Olive felt that her "still" was really +historical—"the interpretation of many of the elements in the activity +of women, how much the public conscience with regard to them needs to be +educated. Your conviction with respect to my attitude being what I +believe it to be," Miss Chancellor went on, "I am surprised at your not +perceiving how little it is in my interest to deliver my—my victim up +to you."</p> + +<p>If we were at this moment to take, in a single glance, an inside view of +Mrs. Burrage (a liberty we have not yet ventured on), I suspect we +should find that she was considerably exasperated at her visitor's +superior tone, at seeing herself regarded by this dry, shy, obstinate, +provincial young woman as superficial. If she liked Verena very nearly +as much as she tried to convince Miss Chancellor, she was conscious of +disliking Miss Chancellor more than she should probably ever be able to +reveal to Verena. It was doubtless partly her irritation that found a +voice as she said, after a self-administered pinch of caution not to say +too much, "Of course it would be absurd in us to assume that Miss +Tarrant would find my son irresistible, especially as she has already +refused him. But even if she should remain obdurate, should you consider +yourself quite safe as regards others?"</p> + +<p>The manner in which Miss Chancellor rose from her chair on hearing these +words showed her hostess that if she had wished to take a little revenge +by frightening her, the experiment was successful. "What others do you +mean?" Olive asked, standing very straight, and turning down her eyes as +from a great height.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Burrage—since we have begun to look into her mind we may continue +the process—had not meant any one in particular; but a train of +association was suddenly kindled in her thought by the flash of the +girl's resentment. She remembered the gentleman who had come up to her +in the music-room, after Miss Tarrant's address, while she was talking +with Olive, and to whom that young lady had given so cold a welcome. "I +don't mean any one in particular; but, for instance, there is the young +man to whom she asked me to send an invitation to my party, and who +looked to me like a possible admirer." Mrs. Burrage also got up; then +she stood a moment, closer to her visitor. "Don't you think it's a good +deal to expect that, young, pretty, attractive, clever, charming as she +is, you should be able to keep her always, to exclude other affections, +to cut off a whole side of life, to defend her against dangers—if you +call them dangers—to which every young woman who is not positively +repulsive is exposed? My dear young lady, I wonder if I might give you +three words of advice?" Mrs. Burrage did not wait till Olive had +answered this inquiry; she went on quickly, with her air of knowing +exactly what she wanted to say and feeling at the same time that, good +as it might be, the manner of saying it, like the manner of saying most +other things, was not worth troubling much about. "Don't attempt the +impossible. You have got hold of a good thing; don't spoil it by trying +to stretch it too far. If you don't take the better, perhaps you will +have to take the worse; if it's safety you want I should think she was +much safer with my son—for with us you know the worst—than as a +possible prey to adventurers, to exploiters, or to people who, once they +had got hold of her, would shut her up altogether."</p> + +<p>Olive dropped her eyes; she couldn't endure Mrs. Burrage's horrible +expression of being near the mark, her look of worldly cleverness, of a +confidence born of much experience. She felt that nothing would be +spared her, that she should have to go to the end, that this ordeal also +must be faced, and that, in particular, there was a detestable wisdom in +her hostess's advice. She was conscious, however, of no obligation to +recognise it then and there; she wanted to get off, and even to carry +Mrs. Burrage's sapient words along with her—to hurry to some place +where she might be alone and think. "I don't know why you have thought +it right to send for me only to say this. I take no interest whatever in +your son—in his settling in life." And she gathered her mantle more +closely about her, turning away.</p> + +<p>"It is exceedingly kind of you to have come," said Mrs. Burrage +imperturbably. "Think of what I have said; I am sure you won't feel that +you have wasted your hour."</p> + +<p>"I have a great many things to think of!" Olive exclaimed insincerely; +for she knew that Mrs. Burrage's ideas would haunt her.</p> + +<p>"And tell her that if she will make us the little visit, all New York +shall sit at her feet!"</p> + +<p>That was what Olive wanted, and yet it seemed a mockery to hear Mrs. +Burrage say it. Miss Chancellor retreated, making no response even when +her hostess declared again that she was under great obligations to her +for coming. When she reached the street she found she was deeply +agitated, but not with a sense of weakness; she hurried along, excited +and dismayed, feeling that her insufferable conscience was bristling +like some irritated animal, that a magnificent offer had really been +made to Verena, and that there was no way for her to persuade herself +she might be silent about it. Of course, if Verena should be tempted by +the idea of being made so much of by the Burrages, the danger of Basil +Ransom getting any kind of hold on her would cease to be pressing. That +was what was present to Olive as she walked along, and that was what +made her nervous, conscious only of this problem that had suddenly +turned the bright day to greyness, heedless of the sophisticated-looking +people who passed her on the wide Fifth Avenue pavement. It had risen in +her mind the day before, planted first by Mrs. Burrage's note; and then, +as we know, she had vaguely entertained the conception, asking Verena +whether she would make the visit if it were again to be pressed upon +them. It had been pressed, certainly, and the terms of the problem were +now so much sharper that they seemed cruel. What had been in her own +mind was that if Verena should appear to lend herself to the Burrages +Basil Ransom might be discouraged—might think that, shabby and poor, +there was no chance for him as against people with every advantage of +fortune and position. She didn't see him relax his purpose so easily; +she knew she didn't believe he was of that pusillanimous fibre. Still, +it was a chance, and any chance that might help her had been worth +considering. At present she saw it was a question not of Verena's +lending herself, but of a positive gift, or at least of a bargain in +which the terms would be immensely liberal. It would be impossible to +use the Burrages as a shelter on the assumption that they were not +dangerous, for they became dangerous from the moment they set up as +sympathisers, took the ground that what they offered the girl was simply +a boundless opportunity. It came back to Olive, again and again, that +this was, and could only be, fantastic and false; but it was always +possible that Verena might not think it so, might trust them all the +way. When Miss Chancellor had a pair of alternatives to consider, a +question of duty to study, she put a kind of passion into it—felt, +above all, that the matter must be settled that very hour, before +anything in life could go on. It seemed to her at present that she +couldn't re-enter the house in Tenth Street without having decided first +whether she might trust the Burrages or not. By "trust" them, she meant +trust them to fail in winning Verena over, while at the same time they +put Basil Ransom on a false scent. Olive was able to say to herself that +he probably wouldn't have the hardihood to push after her into those +gilded saloons, which, in any event, would be closed to him as soon as +the mother and son should discover what he wanted. She even asked +herself whether Verena would not be still better defended from the young +Southerner in New York, amid complicated hospitalities, than in Boston +with a cousin of the enemy. She continued to walk down the Fifth Avenue, +without noticing the cross-streets, and after a while became conscious +that she was approaching Washington Square. By this time she had also +definitely reasoned it out that Basil Ransom and Henry Burrage could not +both capture Miss Tarrant, that therefore there could not be two +dangers, but only one; that this was a good deal gained, and that it +behoved her to determine which peril had most reality, in order that she +might deal with that one only. She held her way to the Square, which, as +all the world knows, is of great extent and open to the encircling +street. The trees and grass-plats had begun to bud and sprout, the +fountains plashed in the sunshine, the children of the quarter, both the +dingier types from the south side, who played games that required much +chalking of the paved walks, and much sprawling and crouching there, +under the feet of passers, and the little curled and feathered people +who drove their hoops under the eyes of French nursemaids—all the +infant population filled the vernal air with small sounds which had a +crude, tender quality, like the leaves and the thin herbage. Olive +wandered through the place, and ended by sitting down on one of the +continuous benches. It was a long time since she had done anything so +vague, so wasteful. There were a dozen things which, as she was staying +over in New York, she ought to do; but she forgot them, or, if she +thought of them, felt that they were now of no moment. She remained in +her place an hour, brooding, tremulous, turning over and over certain +thoughts. It seemed to her that she was face to face with a crisis of +her destiny, and that she must not shrink from seeing it exactly as it +was. Before she rose to return to Tenth Street she had made up her mind +that there was no menace so great as the menace of Basil Ransom; she had +accepted in thought any arrangement which would deliver her from that. +If the Burrages were to take Verena they would take her from Olive +immeasurably less than he would do; it was from him, from him they would +take her most. She walked back to her boarding-house, and the servant +who admitted her said, in answer to her inquiry as to whether Verena +were at home, that Miss Tarrant had gone out with the gentleman who +called in the morning, and had not yet come in. Olive stood staring; the +clock in the hall marked three.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXXIII" id="XXXIII"></a>XXXIII</h2> + + +<p>"Come out with me, Miss Tarrant; come out with me. <i>Do</i> come out with +me." That was what Basil Ransom had been saying to Verena when they +stood where Olive perceived them, in the embrasure of the window. It had +of course taken considerable talk to lead up to this; for the tone, even +more than the words, indicated a large increase of intimacy. Verena was +mindful of this when he spoke; and it frightened her a little, made her +uneasy, which was one of the reasons why she got up from her chair and +went to the window—an inconsequent movement, inasmuch as her wish was +to impress upon him that it was impossible she should comply with his +request. It would have served this end much better for her to sit, very +firmly, in her place. He made her nervous and restless; she was +beginning to perceive that he produced a peculiar effect upon her. +Certainly, she had been out with him at home the very first time he +called upon her; but it seemed to her to make an important difference +that she herself should then have proposed the walk—simply because it +was the easiest thing to do when a person came to see you in Monadnoc +Place.</p> + +<p>They had gone out that time because she wanted to, not because he did. +And then it was one thing for her to stroll with him round Cambridge, +where she knew every step and had the confidence and freedom which came +from being on her own ground, and the pretext, which was perfectly +natural, of wanting to show him the colleges, and quite another thing to +go wandering with him through the streets of this great strange city, +which, attractive, delightful as it was, had not the suitableness even +of being his home, not his real one. He wanted to show her something, he +wanted to show her everything; but she was not sure now—after an hour's +talk—that she particularly wanted to see anything more that he could +show her. He had shown her a great deal while he sat there, especially +what balderdash he thought it—the whole idea of women's being equal to +men. He seemed to have come only for that, for he was all the while +revolving round it; she couldn't speak of anything but what he brought +it back to the question of some new truth like that. He didn't say so in +so many words; on the contrary, he was tremendously insinuating and +satirical, and pretended to think she had proved all and a great deal +more than she wanted to prove; but his exaggeration, and the way he rung +all the changes on two or three of the points she had made at Mrs. +Burrage's, were just the sign that he was a scoffer of scoffers. He +wouldn't do anything but laugh; he seemed to think that he might laugh +at her all day without her taking offence. Well, he might if it amused +him; but she didn't see why she should ramble round New York with him to +give him his opportunity.</p> + +<p>She had told him, and she had told Olive, that she was determined to +produce some effect on him; but now, suddenly, she felt differently +about that—she ceased to care whether she produced any effect or not. +She didn't see why she should take him so seriously, when he wouldn't +take her so; that is, wouldn't take her ideas. She had guessed before +that he didn't want to discuss them; this had been in her mind when she +said to him at Cambridge that his interest in her was personal, not +controversial. Then she had simply meant that, as an inquiring young +Southerner, he had wanted to see what a bright New England girl was +like; but since then it had become a little more clear to her—her short +talk with Ransom at Mrs. Burrage's threw some light upon the +question—what the personal interest of a young Southerner (however +inquiring merely) might amount to. Did he too want to make love to her? +This idea made Verena rather impatient, weary in advance. The thing she +desired least in the world was to be put into the wrong with Olive; for +she had certainly given her ground to believe (not only in their scene +the night before, which was a simple repetition, but all along, from the +very first) that she really had an interest which would transcend any +attraction coming from such a source as that. If yesterday it seemed to +her that she should like to struggle with Mr. Ransom, to refute and +convince him, she had this morning gone into the parlour to receive him +with the idea that, now they were alone together in a quiet, favourable +place, he would perhaps take up the different points of her address one +by one, as several gentlemen had done after hearing her on other +occasions. There was nothing she liked so well as that, and Olive never +had anything to say against it. But he hadn't taken up anything; he had +simply laughed and chaffed, and unrolled a string of queer fancies about +the delightful way women would fix things when, as she said in her +address, they should get out of their box. He kept talking about the +box; he seemed as if he wouldn't let go that simile. He said that he had +come to look at her through the glass sides, and if he wasn't afraid of +hurting her he would smash them in. He was determined to find the key +that would open it, if he had to look for it all over the world; it was +tantalising only to be able to talk to her through the keyhole. If he +didn't want to take up the subject, he at least wanted to take <i>her</i> +up—to keep his hand upon her as long as he could. Verena had had no +such sensation since the first day she went in to see Olive Chancellor, +when she felt herself plucked from the earth and borne aloft.</p> + +<p>"It's the most lovely day, and I should like so much to show you New +York, as you showed me your beautiful Harvard," Basil Ransom went on, +pressing her to accede to his proposal. "You said that was the only +thing you could do for me then, and so this is the only thing I can do +for you here. It would be odious to see you go away, giving me nothing +but this stiff little talk in a boarding-house parlour."</p> + +<p>"Mercy, if you call this stiff!" Verena exclaimed, laughing, while at +that moment Olive passed out of the house and descended the steps before +her eyes.</p> + +<p>"My poor cousin's stiff; she won't turn her head a hair's breadth to +look at us," said the young man. Olive's figure, as she went by, was, +for Verena, full of a queer, touching, tragic expression, saying ever so +many things, both familiar and strange; and Basil Ransom's companion +privately remarked how little men knew about women, or indeed about what +was really delicate, that he, without any cruel intention, should attach +an idea of ridicule to such an incarnation of the pathetic, should speak +rough, derisive words about it. Ransom, in truth, to-day, was not +disposed to be very scrupulous, and he only wanted to get rid of Olive +Chancellor, whose image, at last, decidedly bothered and bored him. He +was glad to see her go out; but that was not sufficient, she would come +back quick enough; the place itself contained her, expressed her. For +to-day he wanted to take possession of Verena, to carry her to a +distance, to reproduce a little the happy conditions they had enjoyed +the day of his visit to Cambridge. And the fact that in the nature of +things it could only be for to-day made his desire more keen, more full +of purpose. He had thought over the whole question in the last +forty-eight hours, and it was his belief that he saw things in their +absolute reality. He took a greater interest in her than he had taken in +any one yet, but he proposed, after to-day, not to let that accident +make any difference. This was precisely what gave its high value to the +present limited occasion. He was too shamefully poor, too shabbily and +meagrely equipped, to have the right to talk of marriage to a girl in +Verena's very peculiar position. He understood now how good that +position was, from a worldly point of view; her address at Mrs. +Burrage's gave him something definite to go upon, showed him what she +could do, that people would flock in thousands to an exhibition so +charming (and small blame to them); that she might easily have a big +career, like that of a distinguished actress or singer, and that she +would make money in quantities only slightly smaller than performers of +that kind. Who wouldn't pay half a dollar for such an hour as he had +passed at Mrs. Burrage's? The sort of thing she was able to do, to say, +was an article for which there was more and more demand—fluent, pretty, +third-rate palaver, conscious or unconscious perfected humbug; the +stupid, gregarious, gullible public, the enlightened democracy of his +native land, could swallow unlimited draughts of it. He was sure she +could go, like that, for several years, with her portrait in the +druggists' windows and her posters on the fences, and during that time +would make a fortune sufficient to keep her in affluence for evermore. I +shall perhaps expose our young man to the contempt of superior minds if +I say that all this seemed to him an insuperable impediment to his +making up to Verena. His scruples were doubtless begotten of a false +pride, a sentiment in which there was a thread of moral tinsel, as there +was in the Southern idea of chivalry; but he felt ashamed of his own +poverty, the positive flatness of his situation, when he thought of the +gilded nimbus that surrounded the protégée of Mrs. Burrage. This shame +was possible to him even while he was conscious of what a mean business +it was to practise upon human imbecility, how much better it was even to +be seedy and obscure, discouraged about one's self. He had been born to +the prospect of a fortune, and in spite of the years of misery that +followed the war had never rid himself of the belief that a gentleman +who desired to unite himself to a charming girl couldn't yet ask her to +come and live with him in sordid conditions. On the other hand it was no +possible basis of matrimony that Verena should continue for his +advantage the exercise of her remunerative profession; if he should +become her husband he should know a way to strike her dumb. In the midst +of this an irrepressible desire urged him on to taste, for once, deeply, +all that he was condemned to lose, or at any rate forbidden to attempt +to gain. To spend a day with her and not to see her again—that +presented itself to him at once as the least and the most that was +possible. He did not need even to remind himself that young Mr. Burrage +was able to offer her everything <i>he</i> lacked, including the most amiable +adhesion to her views.</p> + +<p>"It will be charming in the Park to-day. Why not take a stroll with me +there as I did with you in the little park at Harvard?" he asked, when +Olive had disappeared.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I have seen it, very well, in every corner. A friend of mine kindly +took me to drive there yesterday," Verena said.</p> + +<p>"A friend?—do you mean Mr. Burrage?" And Ransom stood looking at her +with his extraordinary eyes. "Of course, I haven't a vehicle to drive +you in; but we can sit on a bench and talk." She didn't say it was Mr. +Burrage, but she was unable to say it was not, and something in her face +showed him that he had guessed. So he went on: "Is it only with him you +can go out? Won't he like it, and may you only do what he likes? Mrs. +Luna told me he wants to marry you, and I saw at his mother's how he +stuck to you. If you are going to marry him, you can drive with him +every day in the year, and that's just a reason for your giving me an +hour or two now, before it becomes impossible." He didn't mind much what +he said—it had been his plan not to mind much to-day—and so long as he +made her do what he wanted he didn't care much how he did it. But he saw +that his words brought the colour to her face; she stared, surprised at +his freedom and familiarity. He went on, dropping the hardness, the +irony of which he was conscious, out of his tone. "I know it's no +business of mine whom you marry, or even whom you drive with, and I beg +your pardon if I seem indiscreet and obtrusive; but I would give +anything just to detach you a little from your ties, your belongings, +and feel for an hour or two, as if—as if——" And he paused.</p> + +<p>"As if what?" she asked, very seriously.</p> + +<p>"As if there were no such person as Mr. Burrage—as Miss Chancellor—in +the whole place." This had not been what he was going to say; he used +different words.</p> + +<p>"I don't know what you mean, why you speak of other persons. I can do as +I like, perfectly. But I don't know why you should take so for granted +that <i>that</i> would be it!" Verena spoke these words not out of coquetry, +or to make him beg her more for a favour, but because she was thinking, +and she wanted to gain a moment. His allusion to Henry Burrage touched +her, his belief that she had been in the Park under circumstances more +agreeable than those he proposed. They were not; somehow, she wanted him +to know that. To wander there with a companion, slowly stopping, +lounging, looking at the animals as she had seen the people do the day +before; to sit down in some out-of-the-way part where there were distant +views, which she had noticed from her high perch beside Henry +Burrage—she had to look down so, it made her feel unduly fine: that was +much more to her taste, much more her idea of true enjoyment. It came +over her that Mr. Ransom had given up his work to come to her at such an +hour; people of his kind, in the morning, were always getting their +living, and it was only for Mr. Burrage that it didn't matter, inasmuch +as he had no profession. Mr. Ransom simply wanted to give up his whole +day. That pressed upon her; she was, as the most good-natured girl in +the world, too entirely tender not to feel any sacrifice that was made +for her; she had always done everything that people asked. Then, if +Olive should make that strange arrangement for her to go to Mrs. +Burrage's he would take it as a proof that there was something serious +between her and the gentleman of the house, in spite of anything she +might say to the contrary; moreover, if she should go she wouldn't be +able to receive Mr. Ransom there. Olive would trust her not to, and she +must certainly, in future, not disappoint Olive nor keep anything back +from her, whatever she might have done in the past. Besides, she didn't +want to do that; she thought it much better not. It was this idea of the +episode which was possibly in store for her in New York, and from which +her present companion would be so completely excluded, that worked upon +her now with a rapid transition, urging her to grant him what he asked, +so that in advance she should have made up for what she might not do for +him later. But most of all she disliked his thinking she was engaged to +some one. She didn't know, it is true, why she should mind it; and +indeed, at this moment, our young lady's feelings were not in any way +clear to her. She did not see what was the use of letting her +acquaintance with Mr. Ransom become much closer (since his interest did +really seem personal); and yet she presently asked him why he wanted her +to go out with him, and whether there was anything particular he wanted +to say to her (there was no one like Verena for making speeches +apparently flirtatious, with the best faith and the most innocent +intention in the world); as if that would not be precisely a reason to +make it well she should get rid of him altogether.</p> + +<p>"Of course I have something particular to say to you—I have a +tremendous lot to say to you!" the young man exclaimed. "Far more than I +can say in this stuck-up, confined room, which is public, too, so that +any one may come in from one moment to another. Besides," he added +sophistically, "it isn't proper for me to pay a visit of three hours."</p> + +<p>Verena did not take up the sophistry, nor ask him whether it would be +more proper for her to ramble about the city with him for an equal +period; she only said, "Is it something that I shall care to hear, or +that will do me any good?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I hope it will do you good; but I don't suppose you will care +much to hear it." Basil Ransom hesitated a moment, smiling at her; then +he went on: "It's to tell you, once for all, how much I really do differ +from you!" He said this at a venture, but it was a happy inspiration.</p> + +<p>If it was only that, Verena thought she might go, for that was not +personal. "Well, I'm glad you care so much," she answered musingly. But +she had another scruple still, and she expressed it in saying that she +should like Olive very much to find her when she came in.</p> + +<p>"That's all very well," Ransom returned; "but does she think that she +only has a right to go out? Does she expect you to keep the house +because she's abroad? If she stays out long enough, she will find you +when she comes in."</p> + +<p>"Her going out that way—it proves that she trusts me," Verena said, +with a candour which alarmed her as soon as she had spoken.</p> + +<p>Her alarm was just, for Basil Ransom instantly caught up her words, with +a great mocking amazement. "Trusts you? and why shouldn't she trust you? +Are you a little girl of ten and she your governess? Haven't you any +liberty at all, and is she always watching you and holding you to an +account? Have you such vagabond instincts that you are only thought safe +when you are between four walls?" Ransom was going on to speak, in the +same tone, of her having felt it necessary to keep Olive in ignorance of +his visit to Cambridge—a fact they had touched on, by implication, in +their short talk at Mrs. Burrage's; but in a moment he saw that he had +said enough. As for Verena, she had said more than she meant, and the +simplest way to unsay it was to go and get her bonnet and jacket and let +him take her where he liked. Five minutes later he was walking up and +down the parlour, waiting while she prepared herself to go out.</p> + +<p>They went up to the Central Park by the elevated railway, and Verena +reflected, as they proceeded, that anyway Olive was probably disposing +of her somehow at Mrs. Burrage's, and that therefore there wasn't much +harm in her just taking this little run on her own responsibility, +especially as she should only be out an hour—which would be just the +duration of Olive's absence. The beauty of the "elevated" was that it +took you up to the Park and brought you back in a few minutes, and you +had all the rest of the hour to walk about and see the place. It was so +pleasant now that one was glad to see it twice over. The long, narrow +enclosure, across which the houses in the streets that border it look at +each other with their glittering windows, bristled with the raw delicacy +of April, and, in spite of its rockwork grottoes and tunnels, its +pavilions and statues, its too numerous paths and pavements, lakes too +big for the landscape and bridges too big for the lakes, expressed all +the fragrance and freshness of the most charming moment of the year. +Once Verena was fairly launched the spirit of the day took possession of +her; she was glad to have come, she forgot about Olive, enjoyed the +sense of wandering in the great city with a remarkable young man who +would take beautiful care of her, while no one else in the world knew +where she was. It was very different from her drive yesterday with Mr. +Burrage, but it was more free, more intense, more full of amusing +incident and opportunity. She could stop and look at everything now, and +indulge all her curiosities, even the most childish; she could feel as +if she were out for the day, though she was not really—as she had not +done since she was a little girl, when in the country, once or twice, +when her father and mother had drifted into summer quarters, gone out of +town like people of fashion, she had, with a chance companion, strayed +far from home, spent hours in the woods and fields, looking for +raspberries and playing she was a gipsy. Basil Ransom had begun with +proposing, strenuously, that she should come somewhere and have +luncheon; he had brought her out half an hour before that meal was +served in West Tenth Street, and he maintained that he owed her the +compensation of seeing that she was properly fed; he knew a very quiet, +luxurious French restaurant, near the top of the Fifth Avenue: he didn't +tell her that he knew it through having once lunched there in company +with Mrs. Luna. Verena for the present declined his hospitality—said +she was going to be out so short a time that it wasn't worth the +trouble; she should not be hungry, luncheon to her was nothing, she +would eat when she went home. When he pressed her she said she would see +later, perhaps, if she should find she wanted something. She would have +liked immensely to go with him to an eating-house, and yet, with this, +she was afraid, just as she was rather afraid, at bottom, and in the +intervals of her quick pulsations of amusement, of the whole expedition, +not knowing why she had come, though it made her happy, and reflecting +that there was really nothing Mr. Ransom could have to say to her that +would concern her closely enough. He knew what he intended about her +sharing the noon-day repast with him somehow; it had been part of his +plan that she should sit opposite him at a little table, taking her +napkin out of its curious folds—sit there smiling back at him while he +said to her certain things that hummed, like memories of tunes, in his +fancy, and they waited till something extremely good, and a little +vague, chosen out of a French <i>carte</i>, was brought them. That was not at +all compatible with her going home at the end of half an hour, as she +seemed to expect to. They visited the animals in the little zoological +garden which forms one of the attractions of the Central Park; they +observed the swans in the ornamental water, and they even considered the +question of taking a boat for half an hour, Ransom saying that they +needed this to make their visit complete. Verena replied that she didn't +see why it should be complete, and after having threaded the devious +ways of the Ramble, lost themselves in the Maze, and admired all the +statues and busts of great men with which the grounds are decorated, +they contented themselves with resting on a sequestered bench, where, +however, there was a pretty glimpse of the distance and an occasional +stroller creaked by on the asphalt walk.</p> + +<p>They had had by this time a great deal of talk, none of which, +nevertheless, had been serious to Verena's view. Mr. Ransom continued to +joke about everything, including the emancipation of women; Verena, who +had always lived with people who took the world very earnestly, had +never encountered such a power of disparagement or heard so much sarcasm +levelled at the institutions of her country and the tendencies of the +age. At first she replied to him, contradicted, showed a high spirit of +retort, turning his irreverence against himself; she was too quick and +ingenious not to be able to think of something to oppose—talking in a +fanciful strain—to almost everything he said. But little by little she +grew weary and rather sad; brought up, as she had been, to admire new +ideas, to criticise the social arrangements that one met almost +everywhere, and to disapprove of a great many things, she had yet never +dreamed of such a wholesale arraignment as Mr. Ransom's, so much +bitterness as she saw lurking beneath his exaggerations, his +misrepresentations. She knew he was an intense conservative, but she +didn't know that being a conservative could make a person so aggressive +and unmerciful. She thought conservatives were only smug and stubborn +and self-complacent, satisfied with what actually existed; but Mr. +Ransom didn't seem any more satisfied with what existed than with what +she wanted to exist, and he was ready to say worse things about some of +those whom she would have supposed to be on his own side than she +thought it right to say about almost any one. She ceased after a while +to care to argue with him, and wondered what could have happened to him +to make him so perverse. Probably something had gone wrong in his +life—he had had some misfortune that coloured his whole view of the +world. He was a cynic; she had often heard about that state of mind, +though she had never encountered it, for all the people she had seen +only cared, if possible, too much. Of Basil Ransom's personal history +she knew only what Olive had told her, and that was but a general +outline, which left plenty of room for private dramas, secret +disappointments and sufferings. As she sat there beside him she thought +of some of these things, asked herself whether they were what he was +thinking of when he said, for instance, that he was sick of all the +modern cant about freedom and had no sympathy with those who wanted an +extension of it. What was needed for the good of the world was that +people should make a better use of the liberty they possessed. Such +declarations as this took Verena's breath away; she didn't suppose you +could hear any one say such a thing as that in the nineteenth century, +even the least advanced. It was of a piece with his denouncing the +spread of education; he thought the spread of education a gigantic +farce—people stuffing their heads with a lot of empty catchwords that +prevented them from doing their work quietly and honestly. You had a +right to an education only if you had an intelligence, and if you looked +at the matter with any desire to see things as they are you soon +perceived that an intelligence was a very rare luxury, the attribute of +one person in a hundred. He seemed to take a pretty low view of +humanity, anyway. Verena hoped that something really bad had happened to +him—not by way of gratifying any resentment he aroused in her nature, +but to help herself to forgive him for so much contempt and brutality. +She wanted to forgive him, for after they had sat on their bench half an +hour and his jesting mood had abated a little, so that he talked with +more consideration (as it seemed) and more sincerity, a strange feeling +came over her, a perfect willingness not to keep insisting on her own +side and a desire not to part from him with a mere accentuation of their +differences. Strange I call the nature of her reflexions, for they +softly battled with each other as she listened, in the warm, still air, +touched with the far-away hum of the immense city, to his deep, sweet, +distinct voice, expressing monstrous opinions with exotic cadences and +mild, familiar laughs, which, as he leaned towards her, almost tickled +her cheek and ear. It seemed to her strangely harsh, almost cruel, to +have brought her out only to say to her things which, after all, free as +she was to contradict them and tolerant as she always tried to be, could +only give her pain; yet there was a spell upon her as she listened; it +was in her nature to be easily submissive, to like being overborne. She +could be silent when people insisted, and silent without acrimony. Her +whole relation to Olive was a kind of tacit, tender assent to passionate +insistence, and if this had ended by being easy and agreeable to her +(and indeed had never been anything else), it may be supposed that the +struggle of yielding to a will which she felt to be stronger even than +Olive's was not of long duration. Ransom's will had the effect of making +her linger even while she knew the afternoon was going on, that Olive +would have come back and found her still absent, and would have been +submerged again in the bitter waves of anxiety. She saw her, in fact, as +she must be at that moment, posted at the window of her room in Tenth +Street, watching for some sign of her return, listening for her step on +the staircase, her voice in the hall. Verena looked at this image as at +a painted picture, perceived all it represented, every detail. If it +didn't move her more, make her start to her feet, dart away from Basil +Ransom and hurry back to her friend, this was because the very torment +to which she was conscious of subjecting that friend made her say to +herself that it must be the very last. This was the last time she could +ever sit by Mr. Ransom and hear him express himself in a manner that +interfered so with her life; the ordeal had been so personal and so +complete that she forgot, for the moment, it was also the first time it +had occurred. It might have been going on for months. She was perfectly +aware that it could bring them to nothing, for one must lead one's own +life; it was impossible to lead the life of another, especially when +that other was so different, so arbitrary and unscrupulous.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXXIV" id="XXXIV"></a>XXXIV</h2> + + +<p>"I presume you are the only person in this country who feels as you do," +she observed at last.</p> + +<p>"Not the only person who feels so, but very possibly the only person who +thinks so. I have an idea that my convictions exist in a vague, +unformulated state in the minds of a great many of my fellow-citizens. +If I should succeed some day in giving them adequate expression I should +simply put into shape the slumbering instincts of an important +minority."</p> + +<p>"I am glad you admit it's a minority!" Verena exclaimed. "That's +fortunate for us poor creatures. And what do you call adequate +expression? I presume you would like to be President of the United +States?"</p> + +<p>"And breathe forth my views in glowing messages to a palpitating Senate? +That is exactly what I should like to be; you read my aspirations +wonderfully well."</p> + +<p>"Well, do you consider that you have advanced far in that direction, as +yet?" Verena asked.</p> + +<p>This question, with the tone in which it happened to be uttered, seemed +to the young man to project rather an ironical light upon his present +beggarly condition, so that for a moment he said nothing; a moment +during which if his neighbour had glanced round at his face she would +have seen it ornamented by an incipient blush. Her words had for him the +effect of a sudden, though, on the part of a young woman who had of +course every right to defend herself, a perfectly legitimate taunt. They +appeared only to repeat in another form (so at least his exaggerated +Southern pride, his hot sensibility, interpreted the matter) the idea +that a gentleman so dreadfully backward in the path of fortune had no +right to take up the time of a brilliant, successful girl, even for the +purpose of satisfying himself that he renounced her. But the reminder +only sharpened his wish to make her feel that if he had renounced, it +was simply on account of that same ugly, accidental, outside +backwardness; and if he had not, he went so far as to flatter himself, +he might triumph over the whole accumulation of her prejudices—over all +the bribes of her notoriety. The deepest feeling in Ransom's bosom in +relation to her was the conviction that she was made for love, as he had +said to himself while he listened to her at Mrs. Burrage's. She was +profoundly unconscious of it, and another ideal, crude and thin and +artificial, had interposed itself; but in the presence of a man she +should really care for, this false, flimsy structure would rattle to her +feet, and the emancipation of Olive Chancellor's sex (what sex was it, +great heaven? he used profanely to ask himself) would be relegated to +the land of vapours, of dead phrases. The reader may imagine whether +such an impression as this made it any more agreeable to Basil to have +to believe it would be indelicate in him to try to woo her. He would +have resented immensely the imputation that he had done anything of that +sort yet. "Ah, Miss Tarrant, my success in life is one thing—my +ambition is another!" he exclaimed presently, in answer to her inquiry. +"Nothing is more possible than that I may be poor and unheard of all my +days; and in that case no one but myself will know the visions of +greatness I have stifled and buried."</p> + +<p>"Why do you talk of being poor and unheard of? Aren't you getting on +quite well in this city?"</p> + +<p>This question of Verena's left him no time, or at least no coolness, to +remember that to Mrs. Luna and to Olive he had put a fine face on his +prospects, and that any impression the girl might have about them was +but the natural echo of what these ladies believed. It had to his ear +such a subtly mocking, defiant, unconsciously injurious quality, that +the only answer he could make to it seemed to him for the moment to be +an outstretched arm, which, passing round her waist, should draw her so +close to him as to enable him to give her a concise account of his +situation in the form of a deliberate kiss. If the moment I speak of had +lasted a few seconds longer I know not what monstrous proceeding of this +kind it would have been my difficult duty to describe; it was +fortunately arrested by the arrival of a nursery-maid pushing a +perambulator and accompanied by an infant who toddled in her wake. Both +the nurse and her companion gazed fixedly, and it seemed to Ransom even +sternly, at the striking couple on the bench; and meanwhile Verena, +looking with a quickened eye at the children (she adored children), went +on—</p> + +<p>"It sounds too flat for you to talk about your remaining unheard of. Of +course you are ambitious; any one can see that, to look at you. And once +your ambition is excited in any particular direction, people had better +look out. With your will!" she added, with a curious mocking candour.</p> + +<p>"What do you know about my will?" he asked, laughing a little awkwardly, +as if he had really attempted to kiss her—in the course of the second +independent interview he had ever had with her—and been rebuffed.</p> + +<p>"I know it's stronger than mine. It made me come out, when I thought I +had much better not, and it keeps me sitting here long after I should +have started for home."</p> + +<p>"Give me the day, dear Miss Tarrant, give me the day," Basil Ransom +murmured; and as she turned her face upon him, moved by the expression +of his voice, he added—"Come and dine with me, since you wouldn't +lunch. Are you really not faint and weak?"</p> + +<p>"I am faint and weak at all the horrible things you have said; I have +lunched on abominations. And now you want me to dine with you? Thank +you; I think you're cool!" Verena cried, with a laugh which her +chronicler knows to have been expressive of some embarrassment, though +Basil Ransom did not.</p> + +<p>"You must remember that I have, on two different occasions, listened to +you for an hour, in speechless, submissive attention, and that I shall +probably do it a great many times more."</p> + +<p>"Why should you ever listen to me again, when you loathe my ideas?"</p> + +<p>"I don't listen to your ideas; I listen to your voice."</p> + +<p>"Ah, I told Olive!" said Verena, quickly, as if his words had confirmed +an old fear; which was general, however, and did not relate particularly +to him.</p> + +<p>Ransom still had an impression that he was not making love to her, +especially when he could observe, with all the superiority of a man—"I +wonder whether you have understood ten words I have said to you?"</p> + +<p>"I should think you had made it clear enough—you had rubbed it in!"</p> + +<p>"What have you understood, then?"</p> + +<p>"Why, that you want to put us back further than we have been at any +period."</p> + +<p>"I have been joking; I have been piling it up," Ransom said, making that +concession unexpectedly to the girl. Every now and then he had an air of +relaxing himself, becoming absent, ceasing to care to discuss.</p> + +<p>She was capable of noticing this, and in a moment she asked—"Why don't +you write out your ideas?"</p> + +<p>This touched again upon the matter of his failure; it was curious how +she couldn't keep off it, hit it every time. "Do you mean for the +public? I have written many things, but I can't get them printed."</p> + +<p>"Then it would seem that there are not so many people—so many as you +said just now—who agree with you."</p> + +<p>"Well," said Basil Ransom, "editors are a mean, timorous lot, always +saying they want something original, but deadly afraid of it when it +comes."</p> + +<p>"Is it for papers, magazines?" As it sank into Verena's mind more deeply +that the contributions of this remarkable young man had been +rejected—contributions in which, apparently, everything she held dear +was riddled with scorn—she felt a strange pity and sadness, a sense of +injustice. "I am very sorry you can't get published," she said, so +simply that he looked up at her, from the figure he was scratching on +the asphalt with his stick, to see whether such a tone as that, in +relation to such a fact, were not "put on." But it was evidently +genuine, and Verena added that she supposed getting published was very +difficult always; she remembered, though she didn't mention, how little +success her father had when he tried. She hoped Mr. Ransom would keep +on; he would be sure to succeed at last. Then she continued, smiling, +with more irony: "You may denounce me by name if you like. Only please +don't say anything about Olive Chancellor."</p> + +<p>"How little you understand what I want to achieve!" Basil Ransom +exclaimed. "There you are—you women—all over; always meaning, +yourselves, something personal, and always thinking it is meant by +others!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, that's the charge they make," said Verena gaily.</p> + +<p>"I don't want to touch you, or Miss Chancellor, or Mrs. Farrinder, or +Miss Birdseye, or the shade of Eliza P. Moseley, or any other gifted and +celebrated being on earth—or in heaven."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I suppose you want to destroy us by neglect, by silence!" Verena +exclaimed, with the same brightness.</p> + +<p>"No, I don't want to destroy you, any more than I want to save you. +There has been far too much talk about you, and I want to leave you +alone altogether. My interest is in my own sex; yours evidently can look +after itself. That's what I want to save."</p> + +<p>Verena saw that he was more serious now than he had been before, that he +was not piling it up satirically, but saying really and a trifle +wearily, as if suddenly he were tired of much talk, what he meant. "To +save it from what?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"From the most damnable feminisation! I am so far from thinking, as you +set forth the other night, that there is not enough women in our general +life, that it has long been pressed home to me that there is a great +deal too much. The whole generation is womanised; the masculine tone is +passing out of the world; it's a feminine, a nervous, hysterical, +chattering, canting age, an age of hollow phrases and false delicacy and +exaggerated solicitudes and coddled sensibilities, which, if we don't +soon look out, will usher in the reign of mediocrity, of the feeblest +and flattest and the most pretentious that has ever been. The masculine +character, the ability to dare and endure, to know and yet not fear +reality, to look the world in the face and take it for what it is—a +very queer and partly very base mixture—that is what I want to +preserve, or rather, as I may say, to recover; and I must tell you that +I don't in the least care what becomes of you ladies while I make the +attempt!"</p> + +<p>The poor fellow delivered himself of these narrow notions (the rejection +of which by leading periodicals was certainly not a matter for surprise) +with low, soft earnestness, bending towards her so as to give out his +whole idea, yet apparently forgetting for the moment how offensive it +must be to her now that it was articulated in that calm, severe way, in +which no allowance was to be made for hyperbole. Verena did not remind +herself of this; she was too much impressed by his manner and by the +novelty of a man taking that sort of religious tone about such a cause. +It told her on the spot, from one minute to the other and once for all, +that the man who could give her that impression would never come round. +She felt cold, slightly sick, though she replied that now he summed up +his creed in such a distinct, lucid way, it was much more +comfortable—one knew with what one was dealing; a declaration much at +variance with the fact, for Verena had never felt less gratified in her +life. The ugliness of her companion's profession of faith made her +shiver; it would have been difficult to her to imagine anything more +crudely profane. She was determined, however, not to betray any shudder +that could suggest weakness, and the best way she could think of to +disguise her emotion was to remark in a tone which, although not assumed +for that purpose, was really the most effective revenge, inasmuch as it +always produced on Ransom's part (it was not peculiar, among women, to +Verena) an angry helplessness—"Mr. Ransom, I assure you this is an age +of conscience."</p> + +<p>"That's a part of your cant. It's an age of unspeakable shams, as +Carlyle says."</p> + +<p>"Well," returned Verena, "it's all very comfortable for you to say that +you wish to leave us alone. But you can't leave us alone. We are here, +and we have got to be disposed of. You have got to put us somewhere. +It's a remarkable social system that has no place for <i>us</i>!" the girl +went on, with her most charming laugh.</p> + +<p>"No place in public. My plan is to keep you at home and have a better +time with you there than ever."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad it's to be better; there's room for it. Woe to American +womanhood when you start a movement for being more—what you like to +be—at home!"</p> + +<p>"Lord, how you're perverted; you, the very genius!" Basil Ransom +murmured, looking at her with the kindest eyes.</p> + +<p>She paid no attention to this, she went on, "And those who have got no +home (there are millions, you know), what are you going to do with +<i>them</i>? You must remember that women marry—are given in marriage—less +and less; that isn't their career, as a matter of course, any more. You +can't tell them to go and mind their husband and children, when they +have no husband and children to mind."</p> + +<p>"Oh," said Ransom, "that's a detail! And for myself, I confess, I have +such a boundless appreciation of your sex in private life that I am +perfectly ready to advocate a man's having a half-a-dozen wives."</p> + +<p>"The civilisation of the Turks, then, strikes you as the highest?"</p> + +<p>"The Turks have a second-rate religion; they are fatalists, and that +keeps them down. Besides, their women are not nearly so charming as +ours—or as ours would be if this modern pestilence were eradicated. +Think what a confession you make when you say that women are less and +less sought in marriage; what a testimony that is to the pernicious +effect on their manners, their person, their nature, of this fatuous +agitation."</p> + +<p>"That's very complimentary to me!" Verena broke in, lightly.</p> + +<p>But Ransom was carried over her interruption by the current of his +argument. "There are a thousand ways in which any woman, all women, +married or single, may find occupation. They may find it in making +society agreeable."</p> + +<p>"Agreeable to men, of course."</p> + +<p>"To whom else, pray? Dear Miss Tarrant, what is most agreeable to women +is to be agreeable to men! That is a truth as old as the human race, and +don't let Olive Chancellor persuade you that she and Mrs. Farrinder have +invented any that can take its place, or that is more profound, more +durable."</p> + +<p>Verena waived this point of the discussion; she only said: "Well, I am +glad to hear you are prepared to see the place all choked up with old +maids!"</p> + +<p>"I don't object to the <i>old</i> old maids; they were delightful; they had +always plenty to do, and didn't wander about the world crying out for a +vocation. It is the new old maid that you have invented from whom I pray +to be delivered." He didn't say he meant Olive Chancellor, but Verena +looked at him as if she suspected him of doing so; and to put her off +that scent he went on, taking up what she had said a moment before: "As +for its not being complimentary to you, my remark about the effect on +the women themselves of this pernicious craze, my dear Miss Tarrant, you +may be quite at your ease. You stand apart, you are unique, +extraordinary; you constitute a category by yourself. In you the +elements have been mixed in a manner so felicitous that I regard you as +quite incorruptible. I don't know where you come from nor how you come +to be what you are, but you are outside and above all vulgarising +influences. Besides, you ought to know," the young man proceeded, in the +same cool, mild, deliberate tone, as if he were demonstrating a +mathematical solution, "you ought to know that your connexion with all +these rantings and ravings is the most unreal, accidental, illusory +thing in the world. You think you care about them, but you don't at all. +They were imposed upon you by circumstances, by unfortunate +associations, and you accepted them as you would have accepted any other +burden, on account of the sweetness of your nature. You always want to +please some one, and now you go lecturing about the country, and trying +to provoke demonstrations, in order to please Miss Chancellor, just as +you did it before to please your father and mother. It isn't <i>you</i>, the +least in the world, but an inflated little figure (very remarkable in +its way too) whom you have invented and set on its feet, pulling +strings, behind it, to make it move and speak, while you try to conceal +and efface yourself there. Ah, Miss Tarrant, if it's a question of +pleasing, how much you might please some one else by tipping your +preposterous puppet over and standing forth in your freedom as well as +in your loveliness!"</p> + +<p>While Basil Ransom spoke—and he had not spoken just that way +yet—Verena sat there deeply attentive, with her eyes on the ground; but +as soon as he ceased she sprang to her feet—something made her feel +that their association had already lasted quite too long. She turned +away from him as if she wished to leave him, and indeed were about to +attempt to do so. She didn't desire to look at him now, or even to have +much more conversation with him. "Something," I say, made her feel so, +but it was partly his curious manner—so serene and explicit, as if he +knew the whole thing to an absolute certainty—which partly scared her +and partly made her feel angry. She began to move along the path to one +of the gates, as if it were settled that they should immediately leave +the place. He laid it all out so clearly; if he had had a revelation he +couldn't speak otherwise. That description of herself as something +different from what she was trying to be, the charge of want of reality, +made her heart beat with pain; she was sure, at any rate, it was her +real self that was there with him now, where she oughtn't to be. In a +moment he was at her side again, going with her; and as they walked it +came over her that some of the things he had said to her were far beyond +what Olive could have imagined as the very worst possible. What would be +her state now, poor forsaken friend, if some of them had been borne to +her in the voices of the air? Verena had been affected by her +companion's speech (his manner had changed so; it seemed to express +something quite different) in a way that pushed her to throw up the +discussion and determine that as soon as they should get out of the park +she would go off by herself; but she still had her wits about her +sufficiently to think it important she should give no sign of +discomposure, of confessing that she was driven from the field. She +appeared to herself to notice and reply to his extraordinary +observations enough, without taking them up too much, when she said, +tossing the words over her shoulder at Ransom, while she moved quickly: +"I presume, from what you say, that you don't think I have much +ability."</p> + +<p>He hesitated before answering, while his long legs easily kept pace with +her rapid step—her charming, touching, hurrying step, which expressed +all the trepidation she was anxious to conceal. "Immense ability, but +not in the line in which you most try to have it. In a very different +line, Miss Tarrant! Ability is no word for it; it's genius!"</p> + +<p>She felt his eyes on her face—ever so close and fixed there—after he +had chosen to reply to her question that way. She was beginning to +blush; if he had kept them longer, and on the part of any one else, she +would have called such a stare impertinent. Verena had been commended of +old by Olive for her serenity "while exposed to the gaze of hundreds"; +but a change had taken place, and she was now unable to endure the +contemplation of an individual. She wished to detach him, to lead him +off again into the general; and for this purpose, at the end of a +moment, she made another inquiry: "I am to understand, then, as your +last word that you regard us as quite inferior?"</p> + +<p>"For public, civic uses, absolutely—perfectly weak and second-rate. I +know nothing more indicative of the muddled sentiment of the time than +that any number of men should be found to pretend that they regard you +in any other light. But privately, personally, it's another affair. In +the realm of family life and the domestic affections——"</p> + +<p>At this Verena broke in, with a nervous laugh, "Don't say that; it's +only a phrase!"</p> + +<p>"Well, it's a better one than any of yours," said Basil Ransom, turning +with her out of one of the smaller gates—the first they had come to. +They emerged into the species of <i>plaza</i> formed by the numbered street +which constitutes the southern extremity of the park and the termination +of the Sixth Avenue. The glow of the splendid afternoon was over +everything, and the day seemed to Ransom still in its youth. The bowers +and boskages stretched behind them, the artificial lakes and cockneyfied +landscapes, making all the region bright with the sense of air and +space, and raw natural tints, and vegetation too diminutive to +overshadow. The chocolate-coloured houses, in tall, new rows, surveyed +the expanse; the street cars rattled in the foreground, changing horses +while the horses steamed, and absorbing and emitting passengers; and the +beer-saloons, with exposed shoulders and sides, which in New York do a +good deal towards representing the picturesque, the "bit" appreciated by +painters, announced themselves in signs of large lettering to the sky. +Groups of the unemployed, the children of disappointment from beyond the +seas, propped themselves against the low, sunny wall of the park; and on +the other side the commercial vista of the Sixth Avenue stretched away +with a remarkable absence of aerial perspective.</p> + +<p>"I must go home; good-bye," Verena said, abruptly, to her companion.</p> + +<p>"Go home? You won't come and dine, then?"</p> + +<p>Verena knew people who dined at midday and others who dined in the +evening, and others still who never dined at all; but she knew no one +who dined at half-past three. Ransom's attachment to this idea therefore +struck her as queer and infelicitous, and she supposed it betrayed the +habits of Mississippi. But that couldn't make it any more acceptable to +her, in spite of his looking so disappointed—with his dimly-glowing +eyes—that he was heedless for the moment that the main fact connected +with her return to Tenth Street was that she wished to go alone.</p> + +<p>"I must leave you, right away," she said. "Please don't ask me to stay; +you wouldn't if you knew how little I want to!" Her manner was different +now, and her face as well, and though she smiled more than ever she had +never seemed to him more serious.</p> + +<p>"Alone, do you mean? Really I can't let you do that," Ransom replied, +extremely shocked at this sacrifice being asked of him. "I have brought +you this immense distance, I am responsible for you, and I must place +you where I found you."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Ransom, I must, I will!" she exclaimed, in a tone he had not yet +heard her use; so that, a good deal amazed, puzzled and pained, he saw +that he should make a mistake if he were to insist. He had known that +their expedition must end in a separation which could not be sweet, but +he had counted on making some of the terms of it himself. When he +expressed the hope that she would at least allow him to put her into a +car, she replied that she wished no car; she wanted to walk. This image +of her "streaking off" by herself, as he figured it, did not mend the +matter; but in the presence of her sudden nervous impatience he felt +that here was a feminine mystery which must be allowed to take its +course.</p> + +<p>"It costs me more than you probably suspect, but I submit. Heaven guard +you and bless you, Miss Tarrant!"</p> + +<p>She turned her face away from him as if she were straining at a leash; +then she rejoined, in the most unexpected manner: "I hope very much you +<i>will</i> get printed."</p> + +<p>"Get my articles published?" He stared, and broke out: "Oh, you +delightful being!"</p> + +<p>"Good-bye," she repeated; and now she gave him her hand. As he held it a +moment, and asked her if she were really leaving the city so soon that +she mightn't see him again, she answered: "If I stay it will be at a +place to which you mustn't come. They wouldn't let you see me."</p> + +<p>He had not intended to put that question to her; he had set himself a +limit. But the limit had suddenly moved on. "Do you mean at that house +where I heard you speak?"</p> + +<p>"I may go there for a few days."</p> + +<p>"If it's forbidden to me to go and see you there, why did you send me a +card?"</p> + +<p>"Because I wanted to convert you then."</p> + +<p>"And now you give me up?"</p> + +<p>"No, no; I want you to remain as you are!"</p> + +<p>She looked strange, with her more mechanical smile, as she said this, +and he didn't know what idea was in her head. She had already left him, +but he called after her, "If you do stay, I will come!" She neither +turned nor made an answer, and all that was left to him was to watch her +till she passed out of sight. Her back, with its charming young form, +seemed to repeat that last puzzle, which was almost a challenge.</p> + +<p>For this, however, Verena Tarrant had not meant it. She wanted, in spite +of the greater delay and the way Olive would wonder, to walk home, +because it gave her time to think, and think again, how glad she was +(really, positively, <i>now</i>) that Mr. Ransom was on the wrong side. If he +had been on the right——! She did not finish this proposition. She +found Olive waiting for her in exactly the manner she had foreseen; she +turned to her, as she came in, a face sufficiently terrible. Verena +instantly explained herself, related exactly what she had been doing; +then went on, without giving her friend time for question or comment: +"And you—you paid your visit to Mrs. Burrage?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I went through that."</p> + +<p>"And did she press the question of my coming there?"</p> + +<p>"Very much indeed."</p> + +<p>"And what did you say?"</p> + +<p>"I said very little, but she gave me such assurances——"</p> + +<p>"That you thought I ought to go?"</p> + +<p>Olive was silent a moment; then she said: "She declares they are devoted +to the cause, and that New York will be at your feet."</p> + +<p>Verena took Miss Chancellor's shoulders in each of her hands, and gave +her back, for an instant, her gaze, her silence. Then she broke out, +with a kind of passion: "I don't care for her assurances—I don't care +for New York! I won't go to them—I won't—do you understand?" Suddenly +her voice changed, she passed her arms round her friend and buried her +face in her neck. "Olive Chancellor, take me away, take me away!" she +went on. In a moment Olive felt that she was sobbing and that the +question was settled, the question she herself had debated in anguish a +couple of hours before.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="BOOK_THIRD" id="BOOK_THIRD"></a>BOOK THIRD</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXXV" id="XXXV"></a>XXXV</h2> + + +<p>The August night had gathered by the time Basil Ransom, having finished +his supper, stepped out upon the piazza of the little hotel. It was a +very little hotel and of a very slight and loose construction; the tread +of a tall Mississippian made the staircase groan and the windows rattle +in their frames. He was very hungry when he arrived, having not had a +moment, in Boston, on his way through, to eat even the frugal morsel +with which he was accustomed to sustain nature between a breakfast that +consisted of a cup of coffee and a dinner that consisted of a cup of +tea. He had had his cup of tea now, and very bad it was, brought him by +a pale, round-backed young lady, with auburn ringlets, a fancy belt, and +an expression of limited tolerance for a gentleman who could not choose +quickly between fried fish, fried steak, and baked beans. The train for +Marmion left Boston at four o'clock in the afternoon, and rambled +fitfully toward the southern cape, while the shadows grew long in the +stony pastures and the slanting light gilded the straggling, shabby +woods, and painted the ponds and marshes with yellow gleams. The +ripeness of summer lay upon the land, and yet there was nothing in the +country Basil Ransom traversed that seemed susceptible of maturity; +nothing but the apples in the little tough, dense orchards, which gave a +suggestion of sour fruition here and there, and the tall, bright +goldenrod at the bottom of the bare stone dykes. There were no fields of +yellow grain; only here and there a crop of brown hay. But there was a +kind of soft scrubbiness in the landscape, and a sweetness begotten of +low horizons, of mild air, with a possibility of summer haze, of +unregarded inlets where on August mornings the water must be brightly +blue. Ransom had heard that the Cape was the Italy, so to speak, of +Massachusetts; it had been described to him as the drowsy Cape, the +languid Cape, the Cape not of storms, but of eternal peace. He knew that +the Bostonians had been drawn thither, for the hot weeks, by its +sedative influence, by the conviction that its toneless air would +minister to perfect rest. In a career in which there was so much nervous +excitement as in theirs they had no wish to be wound up when they went +out of town; they were sufficiently wound up at all times by the sense +of all their sex had been through. They wanted to live idly, to unbend +and lie in hammocks, and also to keep out of the crowd, the rush of the +watering-place. Ransom could see there was no crowd at Marmion, as soon +as he got there, though indeed there was a rush, which directed itself +to the only vehicle in waiting outside of the small, lonely, hut-like +station, so distant from the village that, as far as one looked along +the sandy, sketchy road which was supposed to lead to it, one saw only +an empty land on either side. Six or eight men in "dusters," carrying +parcels and handbags, projected themselves upon the solitary, rickety +carry-all, so that Ransom could read his own fate, while the ruminating +conductor of the vehicle, a lean, shambling citizen, with a long neck +and a tuft on his chin, guessed that if he wanted to get to the hotel +before dusk he would have to strike out. His valise was attached in a +precarious manner to the rear of the carry-all. "Well, I'll chance it," +the driver remarked sadly, when Ransom protested against its insecure +position. He recognised the southern quality of that picturesque +fatalism—judged that Miss Chancellor and Verena Tarrant must be pretty +thoroughly relaxed if they had given themselves up to the genius of the +place. This was what he hoped for and counted on, as he took his way, +the sole pedestrian in the group that had quitted the train, in the wake +of the overladen carry-all. It helped him to enjoy the first country +walk he had had for many months, for more than months, for years, that +the reflexion was forced upon him as he went (the mild, vague scenery, +just beginning to be dim with twilight, suggested it at every step) that +the two young women who constituted, at Marmion, his whole prefigurement +of a social circle, must, in such a locality as that, be taking a +regular holiday. The sense of all the wrongs they had still to redress +must be lighter there than it was in Boston; the ardent young man had, +for the hour, an ingenuous hope that they had left their opinions in the +city. He liked the very smell of the soil as he wandered along; cool, +soft whiffs of evening met him at bends of the road which disclosed very +little more—unless it might be a band of straight-stemmed woodland, +keeping, a little, the red glow from the west, or (as he went further) +an old house, shingled all over, grey and slightly collapsing, which +looked down at him from a steep bank, at the top of wooden steps. He was +already refreshed; he had tasted the breath of nature, measured his long +grind in New York, without a vacation, with the repetition of the daily +movement up and down the long, straight, maddening city, like a bucket +in a well or a shuttle in a loom.</p> + +<p>He lit his cigar in the office of the hotel—a small room on the right +of the door, where a "register," meagrely inscribed, led a terribly +public life on the little bare desk, and got its pages dogs'-eared +before they were covered. Local worthies, of a vague identity, used to +lounge there, as Ransom perceived the next day, by the hour. They tipped +back their chairs against the wall, seldom spoke, and might have been +supposed, with their converging vision, to be watching something out of +the window, if there had been anything at Marmion to watch. Sometimes +one of them got up and went to the desk, on which he leaned his elbows, +hunching a pair of sloping shoulders to an uncollared neck. For the +fiftieth time he perused the fly-blown page of the recording volume, +where the names followed each other with such jumps of date. The others +watched him while he did so—or contemplated in silence some "guest" of +the hostelry, when such a personage entered the place with an air of +appealing from the general irresponsibility of the establishment and +found no one but the village-philosophers to address himself to. It was +an establishment conducted by invisible, elusive agencies; they had a +kind of stronghold in the dining-room, which was kept locked at all but +sacramental hours. There was a tradition that a "boy" exercised some +tutelary function as regards the crumpled register; but when he was +inquired about, it was usually elicited from the impartial circle in the +office either that he was somewhere round or that he had gone a-fishing. +Except the haughty waitress who has just been mentioned as giving Ransom +his supper, and who only emerged at meal-times from her mystic +seclusion, this impalpable youth was the single person on the premises +who represented domestic service. Anxious lady-boarders, wrapped in +shawls, were seen waiting for him, as if he had been the doctor, on +horse-hair rocking-chairs, in the little public parlour; others peered +vaguely out of back doors and windows, thinking that if he were +somewhere round they might see him. Sometimes people went to the door of +the dining-room and tried it, shaking it a little, timidly, to see if it +would yield; then, finding it fast, came away, looking, if they had been +observed, shy and snubbed, at their fellows. Some of them went so far as +to say that they didn't think it was a very good hotel.</p> + +<p>Ransom, however, didn't much care whether it were good or not; he hadn't +come to Marmion for the love of the hotel. Now that he had got there, +however, he didn't know exactly what to do; his course seemed rather +less easy than it had done when, suddenly, the night before, tired, sick +of the city-air, and hungry for a holiday, he decided to take the next +morning's train to Boston, and there take another to the shores of +Buzzard's Bay. The hotel itself offered few resources; the inmates were +not numerous; they moved about a little outside, on the small piazza and +in the rough yard which interposed between the house and the road, and +then they dropped off into the unmitigated dusk. This element, touched +only in two or three places by a far-away dim glimmer, presented itself +to Ransom as his sole entertainment. Though it was pervaded by that +curious, pure, earthy smell which in New England, in summer, hangs in +the nocturnal air, Ransom bethought himself that the place might be a +little dull for persons who had not come to it, as he had, to take +possession of Verena Tarrant. The unfriendly inn, which suggested +dreadfully to Ransom (he despised the practice) an early bed-time, +seemed to have no relation to anything, not even to itself; but a +fellow-tenant of whom he made an inquiry told him the village was +sprinkled round. Basil presently walked along the road in search of it, +under the stars, smoking one of the good cigars which constituted his +only tribute to luxury. He reflected that it would hardly do to begin +his attack that night; he ought to give the Bostonians a certain amount +of notice of his appearance on the scene. He thought it very possible, +indeed, that they might be addicted to the vile habit of "retiring" with +the cocks and hens. He was sure that was one of the things Olive +Chancellor would do so long as he should stay—on purpose to spite him; +she would make Verena Tarrant go to bed at unnatural hours, just to +deprive him of his evenings. He walked some distance without +encountering a creature or discerning an habitation; but he enjoyed the +splendid starlight, the stillness, the shrill melancholy of the +crickets, which seemed to make all the vague forms of the country +pulsate around him; the whole impression was a bath of freshness after +the long strain of the preceding two years and his recent sweltering +weeks in New York. At the end of ten minutes (his stroll had been slow) +a figure drew near him, at first indistinct, but presently defining +itself as that of a woman. She was walking apparently without purpose, +like himself, or without other purpose than that of looking at the +stars, which she paused for an instant, throwing back her head, to +contemplate, as he drew nearer to her. In a moment he was very close; he +saw her look at him, through the clear gloom, as they passed each other. +She was small and slim; he made out her head and face, saw that her hair +was cropped; had an impression of having seen her before. He noticed +that as she went by she turned as well as himself, and that there was a +sort of recognition in her movement. Then he felt sure that he had seen +her elsewhere, and before she had added to the distance that separated +them he stopped short, looking after her. She noticed his halt, paused +equally, and for a moment they stood there face to face, at a certain +interval, in the darkness.</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon—is it Doctor Prance?" he found himself demanding.</p> + +<p>For a minute there was no answer; then came the voice of the little +lady:</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir; I am Doctor Prance. Any one sick at the hotel?"</p> + +<p>"I hope not; I don't know," Ransom said, laughing.</p> + +<p>Then he took a few steps, mentioned his name, recalled his having met +her at Miss Birdseye's, ever so long before (nearly two years), and +expressed the hope that she had not forgotten that.</p> + +<p>She thought it over a little—she was evidently addicted neither to +empty phrases nor to unconsidered assertions. "I presume you mean that +night Miss Tarrant launched out so."</p> + +<p>"That very night. We had a very interesting conversation."</p> + +<p>"Well, I remember I lost a good deal," said Doctor Prance.</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know; I have an idea you made it up in other ways," +Ransom returned, laughing still.</p> + +<p>He saw her bright little eyes engage with his own. Staying, apparently, +in the village, she had come out, bare-headed, for an evening walk, and +if it had been possible to imagine Doctor Prance bored and in want of +recreation, the way she lingered there as if she were quite willing to +have another talk might have suggested to Basil Ransom this condition. +"Why, don't you consider her career very remarkable?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes; everything is remarkable nowadays; we live in an age of +wonders!" the young man replied, much amused to find himself discussing +the object of his adoration in this casual way, in the dark, on a lonely +country-road, with a short-haired female physician. It was astonishing +how quickly Doctor Prance and he had made friends again. "I suppose, by +the way, you know Miss Tarrant and Miss Chancellor are staying down +here?" he went on.</p> + +<p>"Well, yes, I suppose I know it. I am visiting Miss Chancellor," the dry +little woman added.</p> + +<p>"Oh indeed? I am delighted to hear it!" Ransom exclaimed, feeling that +he might have a friend in the camp. "Then you can inform me where those +ladies have their house."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I guess I can tell it in the dark. I will show you round now, if +you like."</p> + +<p>"I shall be glad to see it, though I am not sure I shall go in +immediately. I must reconnoitre a little first. That makes me so very +happy to have met you. I think it's very wonderful—your knowing me."</p> + +<p>Doctor Prance did not repudiate this compliment, but she presently +observed: "You didn't pass out of my mind entirely, because I have heard +about you since, from Miss Birdseye."</p> + +<p>"Ah yes, I saw her in the spring. I hope she is in health and +happiness."</p> + +<p>"She is always in happiness, but she can't be said to be in health. She +is very weak; she is failing."</p> + +<p>"I am very sorry for that."</p> + +<p>"She is also visiting Miss Chancellor," Doctor Prance observed, after a +pause which was an illustration of an appearance she had of thinking +that certain things didn't at all imply some others.</p> + +<p>"Why, my cousin has got all the distinguished women!" Basil Ransom +exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Is Miss Chancellor your cousin? There isn't much family resemblance. +Miss Birdseye came down for the benefit of the country air, and I came +down to see if I could help her to get some good from it. She wouldn't +much, if she were left to herself. Miss Birdseye has a very fine +character, but she hasn't much idea of hygiene." Doctor Prance was +evidently more and more disposed to be chatty. Ransom appreciated this +fact, and said he hoped she, too, was getting some good from the +country-air—he was afraid she was very much confined to her profession, +in Boston; to which she replied—"Well, I was just taking a little +exercise along the road. I presume you don't realise what it is to be +one of four ladies grouped together in a small frame-house."</p> + +<p>Ransom remembered how he had liked her before, and he felt that, as the +phrase was, he was going to like her again. He wanted to express his +good-will to her, and would greatly have enjoyed being at liberty to +offer her a cigar. He didn't know what to offer her or what to do, +unless he should invite her to sit with him on a fence. He did realise +perfectly what the situation in the small frame-house must be, and +entered with instant sympathy into the feelings which had led Doctor +Prance to detach herself from the circle and wander forth under the +constellations, all of which he was sure she knew. He asked her +permission to accompany her on her walk, but she said she was not going +much further in that direction; she was going to turn round. He turned +round with her, and they went back together to the village, in which he +at last began to discover a certain consistency, signs of habitation, +houses disposed with a rough resemblance to a plan. The road wandered +among them with a kind of accommodating sinuosity, and there were even +cross-streets, and an oil-lamp on a corner, and here and there the small +sign of a closed shop, with an indistinctly countrified lettering. There +were lights now in the windows of some of the houses, and Doctor Prance +mentioned to her companion several of the inhabitants of the little +town, who appeared all to rejoice in the prefix of captain. They were +retired shipmasters; there was quite a little nest of these worthies, +two or three of whom might be seen lingering in their dim doorways, as +if they were conscious of a want of encouragement to sit up, and yet +remembered the nights in far-away waters when they would not have +thought of turning in at all. Marmion called itself a town, but it was a +good deal shrunken since the decline in the shipbuilding interest; it +turned out a good many vessels every year, in the palmy days, before the +war. There were shipyards still, where you could almost pick up the old +shavings, the old nails and rivets, but they were grass-grown now, and +the water lapped them without anything to interfere. There was a kind of +arm of the sea put in; it went up some way, it wasn't the real sea, but +very quiet, like a river; that was more attractive to some. Doctor +Prance didn't say the place was picturesque, or quaint, or weird; but he +could see that was what she meant when she said it was mouldering away. +Even under the mantle of night he himself gathered the impression that +it had had a larger life, seen better days. Doctor Prance made no remark +designed to elicit from him an account of his motives in coming to +Marmion; she asked him neither when he had arrived nor how long he +intended to stay. His allusion to his cousinship with Miss Chancellor +might have served to her mind as a reason; yet, on the other hand, it +would have been open to her to wonder why, if he had come to see the +young ladies from Charles Street, he was not in more of a hurry to +present himself. It was plain Doctor Prance didn't go into that kind of +analysis. If Ransom had complained to her of a sore throat she would +have inquired with precision about his symptoms; but she was incapable +of asking him any question with a social bearing. Sociably enough, +however, they continued to wander through the principal street of the +little town, darkened in places by immense old elms, which made a +blackness overhead. There was a salt smell in the air, as if they were +nearer the water; Doctor Prance said that Olive's house was at the other +end.</p> + +<p>"I shall take it as a kindness if, for this evening, you don't mention +that you have happened to meet me," Ransom remarked, after a little. He +had changed his mind about giving notice.</p> + +<p>"Well, I wouldn't," his companion replied; as if she didn't need any +caution in regard to making vain statements.</p> + +<p>"I want to keep my arrival a little surprise for to-morrow. It will be a +great pleasure to me to see Miss Birdseye," he went on, rather +hypocritically, as if that at bottom had been to his mind the main +attraction of Marmion.</p> + +<p>Doctor Prance did not reveal her private comment, whatever it was, on +this intimation; she only said, after some hesitation—"Well, I presume +the old lady will take quite an interest in your being here."</p> + +<p>"I have no doubt she is capable even of that degree of philanthropy."</p> + +<p>"Well, she has charity for all, but she does—even she—prefer her own +side. She regards you as quite an acquisition."</p> + +<p>Ransom could not but feel flattered at the idea that he had been a +subject of conversation—as this implied—in the little circle at Miss +Chancellor's; but he was at a loss, for the moment, to perceive what he +had done up to this time to gratify the senior member of the group. "I +hope she will find me an acquisition after I have been here a few days," +he said, laughing.</p> + +<p>"Well, she thinks you are one of the most important converts yet," +Doctor Prance replied, in a colourless way, as if she would not have +pretended to explain why.</p> + +<p>"A convert—me? Do you mean of Miss Tarrant's?" It had come over him +that Miss Birdseye, in fact, when he was parting with her after their +meeting in Boston, had assented to his request for secrecy (which at +first had struck her as somewhat unholy) on the ground that Verena would +bring him into the fold. He wondered whether that young lady had been +telling her old friend that she had succeeded with him. He thought this +improbable; but it didn't matter, and he said, gaily, "Well, I can +easily let her suppose so!"</p> + +<p>It was evident that it would be no easier for Doctor Prance to subscribe +to a deception than it had been for her venerable patient; but she went +so far as to reply, "Well, I hope you won't let her suppose you are +where you were that time I conversed with you. I could see where you +were then!"</p> + +<p>"It was in about the same place you were, wasn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Well," said Doctor Prance, with a small sigh, "I am afraid I have moved +back, if anything!" Her sigh told him a good deal; it seemed a thin, +self-controlled protest against the tone of Miss Chancellor's interior, +of which it was her present fortune to form a part: and the way she +hovered round, indistinct in the gloom, as if she were rather loath to +resume her place there, completed his impression that the little +doctress had a line of her own.</p> + +<p>"That, at least, must distress Miss Birdseye," he said reproachfully.</p> + +<p>"Not much, because I am not of importance. They think women the equals +of men; but they are a great deal more pleased when a man joins than +when a woman does."</p> + +<p>Ransom complimented Doctor Prance on the lucidity of her mind, and then +he said: "Is Miss Birdseye really sick? Is her condition very +precarious?"</p> + +<p>"Well, she is very old, and very—very gentle," Doctor Prance answered, +hesitating a moment for her adjective. "Under those circumstances a +person may flicker out."</p> + +<p>"We must trim the lamp," said Ransom; "I will take my turn, with +pleasure, in watching the sacred flame."</p> + +<p>"It will be a pity if she doesn't live to hear Miss Tarrant's great +effort," his companion went on.</p> + +<p>"Miss Tarrant's? What's that?"</p> + +<p>"Well, it's the principal interest, in there." And Doctor Prance now +vaguely indicated, with a movement of her head, a small white house, +much detached from its neighbours, which stood on their left, with its +back to the water, at a little distance from the road. It exhibited more +signs of animation than any of its fellows; several windows, notably +those of the ground floor, were open to the warm evening, and a large +shaft of light was projected upon the grassy wayside in front of it. +Ransom, in his determination to be discreet, checked the advance of his +companion, who added presently, with a short, suppressed laugh—"You can +see it is, from that!" He listened, to ascertain what she meant, and +after an instant a sound came to his ear—a sound he knew already well, +which carried the accents of Verena Tarrant, in ample periods and +cadences, out into the stillness of the August night.</p> + +<p>"Murder, what a lovely voice!" he exclaimed involuntarily.</p> + +<p>Doctor Prance's eye gleamed towards him a moment, and she observed, +humorously (she was relaxing immensely), "Perhaps Miss Birdseye is +right!" Then, as he made no rejoinder, only listening to the vocal +inflexions that floated out of the house, she went on—"She's practising +her speech."</p> + +<p>"Her speech? Is she going to deliver one here?"</p> + +<p>"No, as soon as they go back to town—at the Music Hall."</p> + +<p>Ransom's attention was now transferred to his companion. "Is that why +you call it her great effort?"</p> + +<p>"Well, so they think it, I believe. She practises that way every night; +she reads portions of it aloud to Miss Chancellor and Miss Birdseye."</p> + +<p>"And that's the time you choose for your walk?" Ransom said, smiling.</p> + +<p>"Well, it's the time my old lady has least need of me; she's too +absorbed."</p> + +<p>Doctor Prance dealt in facts; Ransom had already discovered that; and +some of her facts were very interesting.</p> + +<p>"The Music Hall—isn't that your great building?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Well, it's the biggest we've got; it's pretty big, but it isn't so big +as Miss Chancellor's ideas," added Doctor Prance. "She has taken it to +bring out Miss Tarrant before the general public—she has never appeared +that way in Boston—on a great scale. She expects her to make a big +sensation. It will be a great night, and they are preparing for it. They +consider it her real beginning."</p> + +<p>"And this is the preparation?" Basil Ransom said.</p> + +<p>"Yes; as I say, it's their principal interest."</p> + +<p>Ransom listened, and while he listened he meditated. He had thought it +possible Verena's principles might have been shaken by the profession of +faith to which he treated her in New York; but this hardly looked like +it. For some moments Doctor Prance and he stood together in silence.</p> + +<p>"You don't hear the words," the doctor remarked, with a smile which, in +the dark, looked Mephistophelean.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know the words!" the young man exclaimed, with rather a groan, as +he offered her his hand for good-night.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXXVI" id="XXXVI"></a>XXXVI</h2> + + +<p>A certain prudence had determined him to put off his visit till the +morning; he thought it more probable that at that time he should be able +to see Verena alone, whereas in the evening the two young women would be +sure to be sitting together. When the morrow dawned, however, Basil +Ransom felt none of the trepidation of the procrastinator; he knew +nothing of the reception that awaited him, but he took his way to the +cottage designated to him over-night by Doctor Prance, with the step of +a man much more conscious of his own purpose than of possible obstacles. +He made the reflexion, as he went, that to see a place for the first +time at night is like reading a foreign author in a translation. At the +present hour—it was getting towards eleven o'clock—he felt that he was +dealing with the original. The little straggling, loosely-clustered town +lay along the edge of a blue inlet, on the other side of which was a +low, wooded shore, with a gleam of white sand where it touched the +water. The narrow bay carried the vision outward to a picture that +seemed at once bright and dim—a shining, slumbering summer sea, and a +far-off, circling line of coast, which, under the August sun, was hazy +and delicate. Ransom regarded the place as a town because Doctor Prance +had called it one; but it was a town where you smelt the breath of the +hay in the streets and you might gather blackberries in the principal +square. The houses looked at each other across the grass—low, rusty, +crooked, distended houses, with dry, cracked faces and the dim eyes of +small-paned, stiffly-sliding windows. Their little door-yards bristled +with rank, old-fashioned flowers, mostly yellow; and on the quarter that +stood back from the sea the fields sloped upward, and the woods in which +they presently lost themselves looked down over the roofs. Bolts and +bars were not a part of the domestic machinery of Marmion, and the +responsive menial, receiving the visitor on the threshold, was a +creature rather desired than definitely possessed; so that Basil Ransom +found Miss Chancellor's house-door gaping wide (as he had seen it the +night before), and destitute even of a knocker or a bell-handle. From +where he stood in the porch he could see the whole of the little +sitting-room on the left of the hall—see that it stretched straight +through to the back windows; that it was garnished with photographs of +foreign works of art, pinned upon the walls, and enriched with a piano +and other little extemporised embellishments, such as ingenious women +lavish upon the houses they hire for a few weeks. Verena told him +afterwards that Olive had taken her cottage furnished, but that the +paucity of chairs and tables and bedsteads was such that their little +party used almost to sit down, to lie down, in turn. On the other hand +they had all George Eliot's writings, and two photographs of the Sistine +Madonna. Ransom rapped with his stick on the lintel of the door, but no +one came to receive him; so he made his way into the parlour, where he +observed that his cousin Olive had as many German books as ever lying +about. He dipped into this literature, momentarily, according to his +wont, and then remembered that this was not what he had come for and +that as he waited at the door he had seen, through another door, opening +at the opposite end of the hall, signs of a small verandah attached to +the other face of the house. Thinking the ladies might be assembled +there in the shade, he pushed aside the muslin curtain of the back +window, and saw that the advantages of Miss Chancellor's summer +residence were in this quarter. There was a verandah, in fact, to which +a wide, horizontal trellis, covered with an ancient vine, formed a kind +of extension. Beyond the trellis was a small, lonely garden; beyond the +garden was a large, vague, woody space, where a few piles of old timber +were disposed, and which he afterwards learned to be a relic of the +shipbuilding era described to him by Doctor Prance; and still beyond +this again was the charming lake-like estuary he had already admired. +His eyes did not rest upon the distance; they were attracted by a figure +seated under the trellis, where the chequers of sun, in the interstices +of the vine leaves, fell upon a bright-coloured rug spread out on the +ground. The floor of the roughly-constructed verandah was so low that +there was virtually no difference in the level. It took Ransom only a +moment to recognise Miss Birdseye, though her back was turned to the +house. She was alone; she sat there motionless (she had a newspaper in +her lap, but her attitude was not that of a reader), looking at the +shimmering bay. She might be asleep; that was why Ransom moderated the +process of his long legs as he came round through the house to join her. +This precaution represented his only scruple. He stepped across the +verandah and stood close to her, but she did not appear to notice him. +Visibly, she was dozing, or presumably, rather, for her head was +enveloped in an old faded straw hat, which concealed the upper part of +her face. There were two or three other chairs near her, and a table on +which were half-a-dozen books and periodicals, together with a glass +containing a colourless liquid, on the top of which a spoon was laid. +Ransom desired only to respect her repose, so he sat down in one of the +chairs and waited till she should become aware of his presence. He +thought Miss Chancellor's back-garden a delightful spot, and his jaded +senses tasted the breeze—the idle, wandering summer wind—that stirred +the vine leaves over his head. The hazy shores on the other side of the +water, which had tints more delicate than the street vistas of New York +(they seemed powdered with silver, a sort of midsummer light), suggested +to him a land of dreams, a country in a picture. Basil Ransom had seen +very few pictures, there were none in Mississippi; but he had a vision +at times of something that would be more refined than the real world, +and the situation in which he now found himself pleased him almost as +much as if it had been a striking work of art. He was unable to see, as +I have said, whether Miss Birdseye were taking in the prospect through +open or only, imagination aiding (she had plenty of that), through +closed, tired, dazzled eyes. She appeared to him, as the minutes elapsed +and he sat beside her, the incarnation of well-earned rest, of patient, +submissive superannuation. At the end of her long day's work she might +have been placed there to enjoy this dim prevision of the peaceful +river, the gleaming shores, of the paradise her unselfish life had +certainly qualified her to enter, and which, apparently, would so soon +be opened to her. After a while she said, placidly, without turning:</p> + +<p>"I suppose it's about time I should take my remedy again. It does seem +as if she had found the right thing; don't you think so?"</p> + +<p>"Do you mean the contents of that tumbler? I shall be delighted to give +it to you, and you must tell me how much you take." And Basil Ransom, +getting up, possessed himself of the glass on the table.</p> + +<p>At the sound of his voice Miss Birdseye pushed back her straw hat by a +movement that was familiar to her, and twisting about her muffled figure +a little (even in August she felt the cold, and had to be much covered +up to sit out), directed at him a speculative, unastonished gaze.</p> + +<p>"One spoonful—two?" Ransom asked, stirring the dose and smiling.</p> + +<p>"Well, I guess I'll take two this time."</p> + +<p>"Certainly, Doctor Prance couldn't help finding the right thing," Ransom +said, as he administered the medicine; while the movement with which she +extended her face to take it made her seem doubly childlike.</p> + +<p>He put down the glass, and she relapsed into her position; she seemed to +be considering. "It's homeopathic," she remarked, in a moment.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I have no doubt of that; I presume you wouldn't take anything +else."</p> + +<p>"Well, it's generally admitted now to be the true system."</p> + +<p>Ransom moved closer to her, placed himself where she could see him +better. "It's a great thing to have the true system," he said, bending +towards her in a friendly way; "I'm sure you have it in everything." He +was not often hypocritical; but when he was he went all lengths.</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know that any one has a right to say that. I thought you +were Verena," she added in a moment, taking him in again with her mild, +deliberate vision.</p> + +<p>"I have been waiting for you to recognise me; of course you didn't know +I was here—I only arrived last night."</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm glad you have come to see Olive now."</p> + +<p>"You remember that I wouldn't do that when I met you last?"</p> + +<p>"You asked me not to mention to her that I had met you; that's what I +principally recall."</p> + +<p>"And don't you remember what I told you I wanted to do? I wanted to go +out to Cambridge and see Miss Tarrant. Thanks to the information that +you were so good as to give me, I was able to do so."</p> + +<p>"Yes, she gave me quite a little description of your visit," said Miss +Birdseye, with a smile and a vague sound in her throat—a sort of +pensive, private reference to the idea of laughter—of which Ransom +never learned the exact significance, though he retained for a long time +afterwards a kindly memory of the old lady's manner at the moment.</p> + +<p>"I don't know how much she enjoyed it, but it was an immense pleasure to +me; so great a one that, as you see, I have come to call upon her +again."</p> + +<p>"Then, I presume, she <i>has</i> shaken you?"</p> + +<p>"She has shaken me tremendously!" said Ransom, laughing.</p> + +<p>"Well, you'll be a great addition," Miss Birdseye returned. "And this +time your visit is also for Miss Chancellor?"</p> + +<p>"That depends on whether she will receive me."</p> + +<p>"Well, if she knows you are shaken, that will go a great way," said Miss +Birdseye, a little musingly, as if even to her unsophisticated mind it +had been manifested that one's relations with Miss Chancellor might be +ticklish. "But she can't receive you now—can she?—because she's out. +She has gone to the post office for the Boston letters, and they get so +many every day that she had to take Verena with her to help her carry +them home. One of them wanted to stay with me, because Doctor Prance has +gone fishing, but I said I presumed I could be left alone for about +seven minutes. I know how they love to be together; it seems as if one +<i>couldn't</i> go out without the other. That's what they came down here +for, because it's quiet, and it didn't look as if there was any one else +they would be much drawn to. So it would be a pity for me to come down +after them just to spoil it!"</p> + +<p>"I am afraid I shall spoil it, Miss Birdseye."</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, a gentleman," murmured the ancient woman.</p> + +<p>"Yes, what can you expect of a gentleman? I certainly shall spoil it if +I can."</p> + +<p>"You had better go fishing with Doctor Prance," said Miss Birdseye, with +a serenity which showed that she was far from measuring the sinister +quality of the announcement he had just made.</p> + +<p>"I shan't object to that at all. The days here must be very long—very +full of hours. Have you got the doctor with you?" Ransom inquired, as if +he knew nothing at all about her.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Miss Chancellor invited us both; she is very thoughtful. She is +not merely a theoretic philanthropist—she goes into details," said Miss +Birdseye, presenting her large person, in her chair, as if she herself +were only an item. "It seems as if we were not so much wanted in Boston, +just in August."</p> + +<p>"And here you sit and enjoy the breeze, and admire the view," the young +man remarked, wondering when the two messengers, whose seven minutes +must long since have expired, would return from the post office.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I enjoy everything in this little old-world place; I didn't +suppose I should be satisfied to be so passive. It's a great contrast to +my former exertions. But somehow it doesn't seem as if there were any +trouble, or any wrong round here; and if there should be, there are Miss +Chancellor and Miss Tarrant to look after it. They seem to think I had +better fold my hands. Besides, when helpful, generous minds begin to +flock in from <i>your</i> part of the country," Miss Birdseye continued, +looking at him from under the distorted and discoloured canopy of her +hat with a benignity which completed the idea in any cheerful sense he +chose.</p> + +<p>He felt by this time that he was committed to rather a dishonest part; +he was pledged not to give a shock to her optimism. This might cost him, +in the coming days, a good deal of dissimulation, but he was now saved +from any further expenditure of ingenuity by certain warning sounds +which admonished him that he must keep his wits about him for a purpose +more urgent. There were voices in the hall of the house, voices he knew, +which came nearer, quickly; so that before he had time to rise one of +the speakers had come out with the exclamation—"Dear Miss Birdseye, +here are seven letters for you!" The words fell to the ground, indeed, +before they were fairly spoken, and when Ransom got up, turning, he saw +Olive Chancellor standing there, with the parcel from the post office in +her hand. She stared at him in sudden horror; for the moment her +self-possession completely deserted her. There was so little of any +greeting in her face save the greeting of dismay, that he felt there was +nothing for him to say to her, nothing that could mitigate the odious +fact of his being there. He could only let her take it in, let her +divine that, this time, he was not to be got rid of. In an instant—to +ease off the situation—he held out his hand for Miss Birdseye's +letters, and it was a proof of Olive's having turned rather faint and +weak that she gave them up to him. He delivered the packet to the old +lady, and now Verena had appeared in the doorway of the house. As soon +as she saw him, she blushed crimson; but she did not, like Olive, stand +voiceless.</p> + +<p>"Why, Mr. Ransom," she cried out, "where in the world were <i>you</i> washed +ashore?" Miss Birdseye, meanwhile, taking her letters, had no appearance +of observing that the encounter between Olive and her visitor was a kind +of concussion.</p> + +<p>It was Verena who eased off the situation; her gay challenge rose to her +lips as promptly as if she had had no cause for embarrassment. She was +not confused even when she blushed, and her alertness may perhaps be +explained by the habit of public speaking. Ransom smiled at her while +she came forward, but he spoke first to Olive, who had already turned +her eyes away from him and gazed at the blue sea-view as if she were +wondering what was going to happen to her at last.</p> + +<p>"Of course you are very much surprised to see me; but I hope to be able +to induce you to regard me not absolutely in the light of an intruder. I +found your door open, and I walked in, and Miss Birdseye seemed to think +I might stay. Miss Birdseye, I put myself under your protection; I +invoke you; I appeal to you," the young man went on. "Adopt me, answer +for me, cover me with the mantle of your charity!"</p> + +<p>Miss Birdseye looked up from her letters, as if at first she had only +faintly heard his appeal. She turned her eyes from Olive to Verena; then +she said, "Doesn't it seem as if we had room for all? When I remember +what I have seen in the South, Mr. Ransom's being here strikes me as a +great triumph."</p> + +<p>Olive evidently failed to understand, and Verena broke in with +eagerness, "It was by my letter, of course, that you knew we were here. +The one I wrote just before we came, Olive," she went on. "Don't you +remember I showed it to you?"</p> + +<p>At the mention of this act of submission on her friend's part Olive +started, flashing her a strange look; then she said to Basil that she +didn't see why he should explain so much about his coming; every one had +a right to come. It was a very charming place; it ought to do any one +good. "But it will have one defect for you," she added; "three-quarters +of the summer residents are women!"</p> + +<p>This attempted pleasantry on Miss Chancellor's part, so unexpected, so +incongruous, uttered with white lips and cold eyes, struck Ransom to +that degree by its oddity that he could not resist exchanging a glance +of wonder with Verena, who, if she had had the opportunity, could +probably have explained to him the phenomenon. Olive had recovered +herself, reminded herself that she was safe, that her companion in New +York had repudiated, denounced her pursuer; and, as a proof to her own +sense of her security, as well as a touching mark to Verena that now, +after what had passed, she had no fear, she felt that a certain light +mockery would be effective.</p> + +<p>"Ah, Miss Olive, don't pretend to think I love your sex so little, when +you know that what you really object to in me is that I love it too +much!" Ransom was not brazen, he was not impudent, he was really a very +modest man; but he was aware that whatever he said or did he was +condemned to seem impudent now, and he argued within himself that if he +was to have the dishonour of being thought brazen he might as well have +the comfort. He didn't care a straw, in truth, how he was judged or how +he might offend; he had a purpose which swallowed up such inanities as +that, and he was so full of it that it kept him firm, balanced him, gave +him an assurance that might easily have been confounded with a cold +detachment. "This place will do me good," he pursued; "I haven't had a +holiday for more than two years, I couldn't have gone another day; I was +finished. I would have written to you beforehand that I was coming, but +I only started at a few hours' notice. It occurred to me that this would +be just what I wanted; I remembered what Miss Tarrant had said in her +note, that it was a place where people could lie on the ground and wear +their old clothes. I delight to lie on the ground, and all my clothes +are old. I hope to be able to stay three or four weeks."</p> + +<p>Olive listened till he had done speaking; she stood a single moment +longer, and then, without a word, a glance, she rushed into the house. +Ransom saw that Miss Birdseye was immersed in her letters; so he went +straight to Verena and stood before her, looking far into her eyes. He +was not smiling now, as he had been in speaking to Olive. "Will you come +somewhere apart, where I can speak to you alone?"</p> + +<p>"Why have you done this? It was not right in you to come!" Verena looked +still as if she were blushing, but Ransom perceived he must allow for +her having been delicately scorched by the sun.</p> + +<p>"I have come because it is necessary—because I have something very +important to say to you. A great number of things."</p> + +<p>"The same things you said in New York? I don't want to hear them +again—they were horrible!"</p> + +<p>"No, not the same—different ones. I want you to come out with me, away +from here."</p> + +<p>"You always want me to come out! We can't go out here; we <i>are</i> out, as +much as we can be!" Verena laughed. She tried to turn it off—feeling +that something really impended.</p> + +<p>"Come down into the garden, and out beyond there—to the water, where we +can speak. It's what I have come for; it was not for what I told Miss +Olive!"</p> + +<p>He had lowered his voice, as if Miss Olive might still hear them, and +there was something strangely grave—altogether solemn, indeed—in its +tone. Verena looked around her, at the splendid summer day, at the +much-swathed, formless figure of Miss Birdseye, holding her letter +inside her hat. "Mr. Ransom!" she articulated then, simply; and as her +eyes met his again they showed him a couple of tears.</p> + +<p>"It's not to make you suffer, I honestly believe. I don't want to say +anything that will hurt you. How can I possibly hurt you, when I feel to +you as I do?" he went on, with suppressed force.</p> + +<p>She said no more, but all her face entreated him to let her off, to +spare her; and as this look deepened, a quick sense of elation and +success began to throb in his heart, for it told him exactly what he +wanted to know. It told him that she was afraid of him, that she had +ceased to trust herself, that the way he had read her nature was the +right way (she was tremendously open to attack, she was meant for love, +she was meant for him), and that his arriving at the point at which he +wished to arrive was only a question of time. This happy consciousness +made him extraordinarily tender to her; he couldn't put enough +reassurance into his smile, his low murmur, as he said: "Only give me +ten minutes; don't receive me by turning me away. It's my holiday—my +poor little holiday; don't spoil it."</p> + +<p>Three minutes later Miss Birdseye, looking up from her letter, saw them +move together through the bristling garden and traverse a gap in the old +fence which enclosed the further side of it. They passed into the +ancient shipyard which lay beyond, and which was now a mere vague, +grass-grown approach to the waterside, bestrewn with a few remnants of +supererogatory timber. She saw them stroll forward to the edge of the +bay and stand there, taking the soft breeze in their faces. She watched +them a little, and it warmed her heart to see the stiff-necked young +Southerner led captive by a daughter of New England trained in the right +school, who would impose her opinions in their integrity. Considering +how prejudiced he must have been he was certainly behaving very well; +even at that distance Miss Birdseye dimly made out that there was +something positively humble in the way he invited Verena Tarrant to seat +herself on a low pile of weather-blackened planks, which constituted the +principal furniture of the place, and something, perhaps, just a trifle +too expressive of righteous triumph in the manner in which the girl put +the suggestion by and stood where she liked, a little proudly, turning a +good deal away from him. Miss Birdseye could see as much as this, but +she couldn't hear, so that she didn't know what it was that made Verena +turn suddenly back to him, at something he said. If she had known, +perhaps his observation would have struck her as less singular—under +the circumstances in which these two young persons met—than it may +appear to the reader.</p> + +<p>"They have accepted one of my articles; I think it's the best." These +were the first words that passed Basil Ransom's lips after the pair had +withdrawn as far as it was possible to withdraw (in that direction) from +the house.</p> + +<p>"Oh, is it printed—when does it appear?" Verena asked that question +instantly; it sprang from her lips in a manner that completely belied +the air of keeping herself at a distance from him which she had worn a +few moments before.</p> + +<p>He didn't tell her again this time, as he had told her when, on the +occasion of their walk together in New York, she expressed an +inconsequent hope that his fortune as a rejected contributor would take +a turn—he didn't remark to her once more that she was a delightful +being; he only went on (as if her revulsion were a matter of course) to +explain everything he could, so that she might as soon as possible know +him better and see how completely she could trust him. "That was, at +bottom, the reason I came here. The essay in question is the most +important thing I have done in the way of a literary attempt, and I +determined to give up the game or to persist, according as I should be +able to bring it to the light or not. The other day I got a letter from +the editor of the <i>Rational Review</i>, telling me that he should be very +happy to print it, that he thought it very remarkable, and that he +should be glad to hear from me again. He shall hear from me again—he +needn't be afraid! It contained a good many of the opinions I have +expressed to you, and a good many more besides. I really believe it will +attract some attention. At any rate, the simple fact that it is to be +published makes an era in my life. This will seem pitiful to you, no +doubt, who publish yourself, have been before the world these several +years, and are flushed with every kind of triumph; but to me it's simply +a tremendous affair. It makes me believe I may do something; it has +changed the whole way I look at my future. I have been building castles +in the air, and I have put you in the biggest and fairest of them. +That's a great change, and, as I say, it's really why I came on."</p> + +<p>Verena lost not a word of this gentle, conciliatory, explicit statement; +it was full of surprises for her, and as soon as Ransom had stopped +speaking she inquired: "Why, didn't you feel satisfied about your future +before?"</p> + +<p>Her tone made him feel how little she had suspected he could have the +weakness of a discouragement, how little of a question it must have +seemed to her that he would one day triumph on his own erratic line. It +was the sweetest tribute he had yet received to the idea that he might +have ability; the letter of the editor of the <i>Rational Review</i> was +nothing to it. "No, I felt very blue; it didn't seem to me at all clear +that there was a place for me in the world."</p> + +<p>"Gracious!" said Verena Tarrant.</p> + +<p>A quarter of an hour later Miss Birdseye, who had returned to her +letters (she had a correspondent at Framingham who usually wrote fifteen +pages), became aware that Verena, who was now alone, was re-entering the +house. She stopped her on her way, and said she hoped she hadn't pushed +Mr. Ransom overboard.</p> + +<p>"Oh no; he has gone off—round the other way."</p> + +<p>"Well, I hope he is going to speak for us soon."</p> + +<p>Verena hesitated a moment. "He speaks with the pen. He has written a +very fine article—for the <i>Rational Review</i>."</p> + +<p>Miss Birdseye gazed at her young friend complacently; the sheets of her +interminable letter fluttered in the breeze. "Well, it's delightful to +see the way it goes on, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>Verena scarcely knew what to say; then, remembering that Doctor Prance +had told her that they might lose their dear old companion any day, and +confronting it with something Basil Ransom had just said—that the +<i>Rational Review</i> was a quarterly and the editor had notified him that +his article would appear only in the number after the next—she +reflected that perhaps Miss Birdseye wouldn't be there, so many months +later, to see how it was her supposed consort had spoken. She might, +therefore, be left to believe what she liked to believe, without fear of +a day of reckoning. Verena committed herself to nothing more +confirmatory than a kiss, however, which the old lady's displaced +head-gear enabled her to imprint upon her forehead and which caused Miss +Birdseye to exclaim, "Why, Verena Tarrant, how cold your lips are!" It +was not surprising to Verena to hear that her lips were cold; a mortal +chill had crept over her, for she knew that this time she should have a +tremendous scene with Olive.</p> + +<p>She found her in her room, to which she had fled on quitting Mr. +Ransom's presence; she sat in the window, having evidently sunk into a +chair the moment she came in, a position from which she must have seen +Verena walk through the garden and down to the water with the intruder. +She remained as she had collapsed, quite prostrate; her attitude was the +same as that other time Verena had found her waiting, in New York. What +Olive was likely to say to her first the girl scarcely knew; her mind, +at any rate, was full of an intention of her own. She went straight to +her and fell on her knees before her, taking hold of the hands which +were clasped together, with nervous intensity, in Miss Chancellor's lap. +Verena remained a moment, looking up at her, and then said:</p> + +<p>"There is something I want to tell you now, without a moment's delay; +something I didn't tell you at the time it happened, nor afterwards. Mr. +Ransom came out to see me once, at Cambridge, a little while before we +went to New York. He spent a couple of hours with me; we took a walk +together and saw the colleges. It was after that that he wrote to +me—when I answered his letter, as I told you in New York. I didn't tell +you then of his visit. We had a great deal of talk about him, and I kept +that back. I did so on purpose; I can't explain why, except that I +didn't like to tell you, and that I thought it better. But now I want +you to know everything; when you know that, you <i>will</i> know everything. +It was only one visit—about two hours. I enjoyed it very much—he +seemed so much interested. One reason I didn't tell you was that I +didn't want you to know that he had come on to Boston, and called on me +in Cambridge, without going to see you. I thought it might affect you +disagreeably. I suppose you will think I deceived you; certainly I left +you with a wrong impression. But now I want you to know all—all!"</p> + +<p>Verena spoke with breathless haste and eagerness; there was a kind of +passion in the way she tried to expiate her former want of candour. +Olive listened, staring; at first she seemed scarcely to understand. But +Verena perceived that she understood sufficiently when she broke out: +"You deceived me—you deceived me! Well, I must say I like your deceit +better than such dreadful revelations! And what does anything matter +when he has come after you now? What does he want—what has he come +for?"</p> + +<p>"He has come to ask me to be his wife."</p> + +<p>Verena said this with the same eagerness, with as determined an air of +not incurring any reproach this time. But as soon as she had spoken she +buried her head in Olive's lap.</p> + +<p>Olive made no attempt to raise it again, and returned none of the +pressure of her hands; she only sat silent for a time, during which +Verena wondered that the idea of the episode at Cambridge, laid bare +only after so many months, should not have struck her more deeply. +Presently she saw it was because the horror of what had just happened +drew her off from it. At last Olive asked: "Is that what he told you, +off there by the water?"</p> + +<p>"Yes"—and Verena looked up—"he wanted me to know it right away. He +says it's only fair to you that he should give notice of his intentions. +He wants to try and make me like him—so he says. He wants to see more +of me, and he wants me to know him better."</p> + +<p>Olive lay back in her chair, with dilated eyes and parted lips. "Verena +Tarrant, what <i>is</i> there between you? what <i>can</i> I hold on to, what +<i>can</i> I believe? Two hours, in Cambridge, before we went to New York?" +The sense that Verena had been perfidious there—perfidious in her +reticence—now began to roll over her. "Mercy of heaven, how you did +act!"</p> + +<p>"Olive, it was to spare you."</p> + +<p>"To spare me? If you really wished to spare me he wouldn't be here now!"</p> + +<p>Miss Chancellor flashed this out with a sudden violence, a spasm which +threw Verena off and made her rise to her feet. For an instant the two +young women stood confronted, and a person who had seen them at that +moment might have taken them for enemies rather than friends. But any +such opposition could last but a few seconds. Verena replied, with a +tremor in her voice which was not that of passion, but of charity: "Do +you mean that I expected him, that I brought him? I never in my life was +more surprised at anything than when I saw him there."</p> + +<p>"Hasn't he the delicacy of one of his own slave-drivers? Doesn't he know +you loathe him?"</p> + +<p>Verena looked at her friend with a degree of majesty which, with her, +was rare. "I don't loathe him—I only dislike his opinions."</p> + +<p>"Dislike! Oh, misery!" And Olive turned away to the open window, leaning +her forehead against the lifted sash.</p> + +<p>Verena hesitated, then went to her, passing her arm round her. "Don't +scold me! help me—help me!" she murmured.</p> + +<p>Olive gave her a sidelong look; then, catching her up and facing her +again—"Will you come away, now, by the next train?"</p> + +<p>"Flee from him again, as I did in New York? No, no, Olive Chancellor, +that's not the way," Verena went on, reasoningly, as if all the wisdom +of the ages were seated on her lips. "Then how can we leave Miss +Birdseye, in her state? We must stay here—we must fight it out here."</p> + +<p>"Why not be honest, if you have been false—really honest, not only half +so? Why not tell him plainly that you love him?"</p> + +<p>"Love him, Olive? why, I scarcely know him."</p> + +<p>"You'll have a chance, if he stays a month!"</p> + +<p>"I don't dislike him, certainly, as you do. But how can I love him when +he tells me he wants me to give up everything, all our work, our faith, +our future, never to give another address, to open my lips in public? +How can I consent to that?" Verena went on, smiling strangely.</p> + +<p>"He asks you that, just that way?"</p> + +<p>"No; it's not that way. It's very kindly."</p> + +<p>"Kindly? Heaven help you, don't grovel! Doesn't he know it's my house?" +Olive added, in a moment.</p> + +<p>"Of course he won't come into it, if you forbid him."</p> + +<p>"So that you may meet him in other places—on the shore, in the +country?"</p> + +<p>"I certainly shan't avoid him, hide away from him," said Verena proudly. +"I thought I made you believe, in New York, that I really cared for our +aspirations. The way for me then is to meet him, feeling conscious of my +strength. What if I do like him? what does it matter? I like my work in +the world, I like everything I believe in, better."</p> + +<p>Olive listened to this, and the memory of how, in the house in Tenth +Street, Verena had rebuked her doubts, professed her own faith anew, +came back to her with a force which made the present situation appear +slightly less terrific. Nevertheless, she gave no assent to the girl's +logic; she only replied: "But you didn't meet him there; you hurried +away from New York, after I was willing you should stay. He affected you +very much there; you were not so calm when you came back to me from your +expedition to the park as you pretend to be now. To get away from him +you gave up all the rest."</p> + +<p>"I know I wasn't so calm. But now I have had three months to think about +it—about the way he affected me there. I take it very quietly."</p> + +<p>"No, you don't; you are not calm now!"</p> + +<p>Verena was silent a moment, while Olive's eyes continued to search her, +accuse her, condemn her. "It's all the more reason you shouldn't give me +stab after stab," she replied, with a gentleness which was infinitely +touching.</p> + +<p>It had an instant effect upon Olive; she burst into tears, threw herself +on her friend's bosom. "Oh, don't desert me—don't desert me, or you'll +kill me in torture," she moaned, shuddering.</p> + +<p>"You must help me—you must help me!" cried Verena, imploringly too.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXXVII" id="XXXVII"></a>XXXVII</h2> + + +<p>Basil Ransom spent nearly a month at Marmion; in announcing this fact I +am very conscious of its extraordinary character. Poor Olive may well +have been thrown back into her alarms by his presenting himself there; +for after her return from New York she took to her soul the conviction +that she had really done with him. Not only did the impulse of revulsion +under which Verena had demanded that their departure from Tenth Street +should be immediate appear to her a proof that it had been sufficient +for her young friend to touch Mr. Ransom's moral texture with her +finger, as it were, in order to draw back for ever; but what she had +learned from her companion of his own manifestations, his apparent +disposition to throw up the game, added to her feeling of security. He +had spoken to Verena of their little excursion as his last opportunity, +let her know that he regarded it not as the beginning of a more intimate +acquaintance but as the end even of such relations as already existed +between them. He gave her up, for reasons best known to himself; if he +wanted to frighten Olive he judged that he had frightened her enough: +his Southern chivalry suggested to him perhaps that he ought to let her +off before he had worried her to death. Doubtless, too, he had perceived +how vain it was to hope to make Verena abjure a faith so solidly +founded; and though he admired her enough to wish to possess her on his +own terms, he shrank from the mortification which the future would have +in keeping for him—that of finding that, after six months of courting +and in spite of all her sympathy, her desire to do what people expected +of her, she despised his opinions as much as the first day. Olive +Chancellor was able to a certain extent to believe what she wished to +believe, and that was one reason why she had twisted Verena's flight +from New York, just after she let her friend see how much she should +like to drink deeper of the cup, into a warrant for living in a fool's +paradise. If she had been less afraid, she would have read things more +clearly; she would have seen that we don't run away from people unless +we fear them and that we don't fear them unless we know that we are +unarmed. Verena feared Basil Ransom now (though this time she declined +to run); but now she had taken up her weapons, she had told Olive she +was exposed, she had asked <i>her</i> to be her defence. Poor Olive was +stricken as she had never been before, but the extremity of her danger +gave her a desperate energy. The only comfort in her situation was that +this time Verena had confessed her peril, had thrown herself into her +hands. "I like him—I can't help it—I do like him. I don't want to +marry him, I don't want to embrace his ideas, which are unspeakably +false and horrible; but I like him better than any gentleman I have +seen." So much as this the girl announced to her friend as soon as the +conversation of which I have just given a sketch was resumed, as it was +very soon, you may be sure, and very often, in the course of the next +few days. That was her way of saying that a great crisis had arrived in +her life, and the statement needed very little amplification to stand as +a shy avowal that she too had succumbed to the universal passion. Olive +had had her suspicions, her terrors, before; but she perceived now how +idle and foolish they had been, and that this was a different affair +from any of the "phases" of which she had hitherto anxiously watched the +development. As I say, she felt it to be a considerable mercy that +Verena's attitude was frank, for it gave her something to take hold of; +she could no longer be put off with sophistries about receiving visits +from handsome and unscrupulous young men for the sake of the +opportunities it gave one to convert them. She took hold, accordingly, +with passion, with fury; after the shock of Ransom's arrival had passed +away she determined that he should not find her chilled into dumb +submission. Verena had told her that she wanted her to hold her tight, +to rescue her; and there was no fear that, for an instant, she should +sleep at her post.</p> + +<p>"I like him—I like him; but I want to hate——"</p> + +<p>"You want to hate him!" Olive broke in.</p> + +<p>"No, I want to hate my liking. I want you to keep before me all the +reasons why I should—many of them so fearfully important. Don't let me +lose sight of anything! Don't be afraid I shall not be grateful when you +remind me."</p> + +<p>That was one of the singular speeches that Verena made in the course of +their constant discussion of the terrible question, and it must be +confessed that she made a great many. The strangest of all was when she +protested, as she did again and again to Olive, against the idea of +their seeking safety in retreat. She said there was a want of dignity in +it—that she had been ashamed, afterwards, of what she had done in +rushing away from New York. This care for her moral appearance was, on +Verena's part, something new; inasmuch as, though she had struck that +note on previous occasions—had insisted on its being her duty to face +the accidents and alarms of life—she had never erected such a standard +in the face of a disaster so sharply possible. It was not her habit +either to talk or to think about her dignity, and when Olive found her +taking that tone she felt more than ever that the dreadful, ominous, +fatal part of the situation was simply that now, for the first time in +all the history of their sacred friendship, Verena was not sincere. She +was not sincere when she told her that she wanted to be helped against +Mr. Ransom—when she exhorted her, that way, to keep everything that was +salutary and fortifying before her eyes. Olive did not go so far as to +believe that she was playing a part and putting her off with words +which, glossing over her treachery, only made it more cruel; she would +have admitted that that treachery was as yet unwitting, that Verena +deceived herself first of all, thinking she really wished to be saved. +Her phrases about her dignity were insincere, as well as her pretext +that they must stay to look after Miss Birdseye: as if Doctor Prance +were not abundantly able to discharge that function and would not be +enchanted to get them out of the house! Olive had perfectly divined by +this time that Doctor Prance had no sympathy with their movement, no +general ideas; that she was simply shut up to petty questions of +physiological science and of her own professional activity. She would +never have invited her down if she had realised this in advance so much +as the doctor's dry detachment from all their discussions, their +readings and practisings, her constant expeditions to fish and botanise, +subsequently enabled her to do. She was very narrow, but it did seem as +if she knew more about Miss Birdseye's peculiar physical +conditions—they were <i>very</i> peculiar—than any one else, and this was a +comfort at a time when that admirable woman seemed to be suffering a +loss of vitality.</p> + +<p>"The great point is that it must be met some time, and it will be a +tremendous relief to have it over. He is determined to have it out with +me, and if the battle doesn't come off to-day we shall have to fight it +to-morrow. I don't see why this isn't as good a time as any other. My +lecture for the Music Hall is as good as finished, and I haven't got +anything else to do; so I can give all my attention to our personal +struggle. It requires a good deal, you would admit, if you knew how +wonderfully he can talk. If we should leave this place to-morrow he +would come after us to the very next one. He would follow us everywhere. +A little while ago we could have escaped him, because he says that then +he had no money. He hasn't got much now, but he has got enough to pay +his way. He is so encouraged by the reception of his article by the +editor of the <i>Rational Review</i>, that he is sure that in future his pen +will be a resource."</p> + +<p>These remarks were uttered by Verena after Basil Ransom had been three +days at Marmion, and when she reached this point her companion +interrupted her with the inquiry, "Is that what he proposes to support +you with—his pen?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes; of course he admits we should be terribly poor."</p> + +<p>"And this vision of a literary career is based entirely upon an article +that hasn't yet seen the light? I don't see how a man of any refinement +can approach a woman with so beggarly an account of his position in +life."</p> + +<p>"He says he wouldn't—he would have been ashamed—three months ago; that +was why, when we were in New York, and he felt, even then—well (so he +says) all he feels now, he made up his mind not to persist, to let me +go. But just lately a change has taken place; his state of mind altered +completely, in the course of a week, in consequence of the letter that +editor wrote him about his contribution, and his paying for it right +off. It was a remarkably flattering letter. He says he believes in his +future now; he has before him a vision of distinction, of influence, and +of fortune, not great, perhaps, but sufficient to make life tolerable. +He doesn't think life is very delightful, in the nature of things; but +one of the best things a man can do with it is to get hold of some woman +(of course, she must please him very much, to make it worth while) whom +he may draw close to him."</p> + +<p>"And couldn't he get hold of any one but you—among all the exposed +millions of our sex?" poor Olive groaned. "Why must he pick you out, +when everything he knew about you showed you to be, exactly, the very +last?"</p> + +<p>"That's just what I have asked him, and he only remarks that there is no +reasoning about such things. He fell in love with me that first evening, +at Miss Birdseye's. So you see there was some ground for that mystic +apprehension of yours. It seems as if I pleased him more than any one."</p> + +<p>Olive flung herself over on the couch, burying her face in the cushions, +which she tumbled in her despair, and moaning out that he didn't love +Verena, he never had loved her, it was only his hatred of their cause +that made him pretend it; he wanted to do that an injury, to do it the +worst he could think of. He didn't love her, he hated her, he only +wanted to smother her, to crush her, to kill her—as she would +infallibly see that he would if she listened to him. It was because he +knew that her voice had magic in it, and from the moment he caught its +first note he had determined to destroy it. It was not tenderness that +moved him—it was devilish malignity; tenderness would be incapable of +requiring the horrible sacrifice that he was not ashamed to ask, of +requiring her to commit perjury and blasphemy, to desert a work, an +interest, with which her very heart-strings were interlaced, to give the +lie to her whole young past, to her purest, holiest ambitions. Olive put +forward no claim of her own, breathed, at first, at least, not a word of +remonstrance in the name of her personal loss, of their blighted union; +she only dwelt upon the unspeakable tragedy of a defection from their +standard, of a failure on Verena's part to carry out what she had +undertaken, of the horror of seeing her bright career blotted out with +darkness and tears, of the joy and elation that would fill the breast of +all their adversaries at this illustrious, consummate proof of the +fickleness, the futility, the predestined servility, of women. A man had +only to whistle for her, and she who had pretended most was delighted to +come and kneel at his feet. Olive's most passionate protest was summed +up in her saying that if Verena were to forsake them it would put back +the emancipation of women a hundred years. She did not, during these +dreadful days, talk continuously; she had long periods of pale, +intensely anxious, watchful silence, interrupted by outbreaks of +passionate argument, entreaty, invocation. It was Verena who talked +incessantly, Verena who was in a state entirely new to her, and, as any +one could see, in an attitude entirely unnatural and overdone. If she +was deceiving herself, as Olive said, there was something very affecting +in her effort, her ingenuity. If she tried to appear to Olive impartial, +coldly judicious, in her attitude with regard to Basil Ransom, and only +anxious to see, for the moral satisfaction of the thing, how good a +case, as a lover, he might make out for himself and how much he might +touch her susceptibilities, she endeavoured, still more earnestly, to +practise this fraud upon her own imagination. She abounded in every +proof that she should be in despair if she should be overborne, and she +thought of arguments even more convincing, if possible, than Olive's, +why she should hold on to her old faith, why she should resist even at +the cost of acute temporary suffering. She was voluble, fluent, +feverish; she was perpetually bringing up the subject, as if to +encourage her friend, to show how she kept possession of her judgement, +how independent she remained.</p> + +<p>No stranger situation can be imagined than that of these extraordinary +young women at this juncture; it was so singular on Verena's part, in +particular, that I despair of presenting it to the reader with the air +of reality. To understand it, one must bear in mind her peculiar +frankness, natural and acquired, her habit of discussing questions, +sentiments, moralities, her education, in the atmosphere of +lecture-rooms, of <i>séances</i>, her familiarity with the vocabulary of +emotion, the mysteries of "the spiritual life." She had learned to +breathe and move in a rarefied air, as she would have learned to speak +Chinese if her success in life had depended upon it; but this dazzling +trick, and all her artlessly artful facilities, were not a part of her +essence, an expression of her innermost preferences. What <i>was</i> a part +of her essence was the extraordinary generosity with which she could +expose herself, give herself away, turn herself inside out, for the +satisfaction of a person who made demands of her. Olive, as we know, had +made the reflexion that no one was naturally less preoccupied with the +idea of her dignity, and though Verena put it forward as an excuse for +remaining where they were, it must be admitted that in reality she was +very deficient in the desire to be consistent with herself. Olive had +contributed with all her zeal to the development of Verena's gift; but I +scarcely venture to think now, what she may have said to herself, in the +secrecy of deep meditation, about the consequences of cultivating an +abundant eloquence. Did she say that Verena was attempting to smother +her now in her own phrases? did she view with dismay the fatal effect of +trying to have an answer for everything? From Olive's condition during +these lamentable weeks there is a certain propriety—a delicacy enjoined +by the respect for misfortune—in averting our head. She neither ate nor +slept; she could scarcely speak without bursting into tears; she felt so +implacably, insidiously baffled. She remembered the magnanimity with +which she had declined (the winter before the last) to receive the vow +of eternal maidenhood which she had at first demanded and then put by as +too crude a test, but which Verena, for a precious hour, for ever flown, +would <i>then</i> have been willing to take. She repented of it with +bitterness and rage; and then she asked herself, more desperately still, +whether even if she held that pledge she should be brave enough to +enforce it in the face of actual complications. She believed that if it +were in her power to say, "No, I won't let you off; I have your solemn +word, and I won't!" Verena would bow to that decree and remain with her; +but the magic would have passed out of her spirit for ever, the +sweetness out of their friendship, the efficacy out of their work. She +said to her again and again that she had utterly changed since that hour +she came to her, in New York, after her morning with Mr. Ransom, and +sobbed out that they must hurry away. Then she had been wounded, +outraged, sickened, and in the interval nothing had happened, nothing +but that one exchange of letters, which she knew about, to bring her +round to a shameless tolerance. Shameless Verena admitted it to be; she +assented over and over to this proposition, and explained, as eagerly +each time as if it were the first, what it was that had come to pass, +what it was that had brought her round. It had simply come over her that +she liked him, that this was the true point of view, the only one from +which one could consider the situation in a way that would lead to what +she called a <i>real</i> solution—a permanent rest. On this particular point +Verena never responded, in the liberal way I have mentioned, without +asseverating at the same time that what she desired most in the world +was to prove (the picture Olive had held up from the first) that a woman +<i>could</i> live on persistently, clinging to a great, vivifying, redemptory +idea, without the help of a man. To testify to the end against the stale +superstition—mother of every misery—that those gentry were as +indispensable as they had proclaimed themselves on the house-tops—that, +she passionately protested, was as inspiring a thought in the present +poignant crisis as it had ever been.</p> + +<p>The one grain of comfort that Olive extracted from the terrors that +pressed upon her was that now she knew the worst; she knew it since +Verena had told her, after so long and so ominous a reticence, of the +detestable episode at Cambridge. That seemed to her the worst, because +it had been thunder in a clear sky; the incident had sprung from a +quarter from which, months before, all symptoms appeared to have +vanished. Though Verena had now done all she could to make up for her +perfidious silence by repeating everything that passed between them as +she sat with Mr. Ransom in Monadnoc Place or strolled with him through +the colleges, it imposed itself upon Olive that that occasion was the +key of all that had happened since, that he had then obtained an +irremediable hold upon her. If Verena had spoken at the time, she would +never have let her go to New York; the sole compensation for that +hideous mistake was that the girl, recognising it to the full, evidently +deemed now that she couldn't be communicative enough. There were certain +afternoons in August, long, beautiful and terrible, when one felt that +the summer was rounding its curve, and the rustle of the full-leaved +trees in the slanting golden light, in the breeze that ought to be +delicious, seemed the voice of the coming autumn, of the warnings and +dangers of life—portentous, insufferable hours when, as she sat under +the softly swaying vine-leaves of the trellis with Miss Birdseye and +tried, in order to still her nerves, to read something aloud to her +guest, the sound of her own quavering voice made her think more of that +baleful day at Cambridge than even of the fact that at that very moment +Verena was "off" with Mr. Ransom—had gone to take the little daily walk +with him to which it had been arranged that their enjoyment of each +other's society should be reduced. Arranged, I say; but that is not +exactly the word to describe the compromise arrived at by a kind of +tacit exchange of tearful entreaty and tightened grasp, after Ransom had +made it definite to Verena that he was indeed going to stay a month and +she had promised that she would not resort to base evasions, to flight +(which would avail her nothing, he notified her), but would give him a +chance, would listen to him a few minutes every day. He had insisted +that the few minutes should be an hour, and the way to spend it was +obvious. They wandered along the waterside to a rocky, shrub-covered +point, which made a walk of just the right duration. Here all the homely +languor of the region, the mild, fragrant Cape-quality, the sweetness of +white sands, quiet waters, low promontories where there were paths among +the barberries and tidal pools gleamed in the sunset—here all the +spirit of a ripe summer afternoon seemed to hang in the air. There were +wood-walks too; they sometimes followed bosky uplands, where accident +had grouped the trees with odd effects of "style," and where in grassy +intervals and fragrant nooks of rest they came out upon sudden patches +of Arcady. In such places Verena listened to her companion with her +watch in her hand, and she wondered, very sincerely, how he could care +for a girl who made the conditions of courtship so odious. He had +recognised, of course, at the very first, that he could not inflict +himself again upon Miss Chancellor, and after that awkward morning-call +I have described he did not again, for the first three weeks of his stay +at Marmion, penetrate into the cottage whose back windows overlooked the +deserted shipyard. Olive, as may be imagined, made, on this occasion, no +protest for the sake of being ladylike or of preventing him from putting +her apparently in the wrong. The situation between them was too grim; it +was war to the knife, it was a question of which should pull hardest. So +Verena took a tryst with the young man as if she had been a maid-servant +and Basil Ransom a "follower." They met a little way from the house; +beyond it, outside the village.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXXVIII" id="XXXVIII"></a>XXXVIII</h2> + + +<p>Olive thought she knew the worst, as we have perceived; but the worst +was really something she could not know, inasmuch as up to this time +Verena chose as little to confide to her on that one point as she was +careful to expatiate with her on every other. The change that had taken +place in the object of Basil Ransom's merciless devotion since the +episode in New York was, briefly, just this change—that the words he +had spoken to her there about her genuine vocation, as distinguished +from the hollow and factitious ideal with which her family and her +association with Olive Chancellor had saddled her—these words, the most +effective and penetrating he had uttered, had sunk into her soul and +worked and fermented there. She had come at last to believe them, and +that was the alteration, the transformation. They had kindled a light in +which she saw herself afresh and, strange to say, liked herself better +than in the old exaggerated glamour of the lecture-lamps. She could not +tell Olive this yet, for it struck at the root of everything, and the +dreadful, delightful sensation filled her with a kind of awe at all that +it implied and portended. She was to burn everything she had adored; she +was to adore everything she had burned. The extraordinary part of it was +that though she felt the situation to be, as I say, tremendously +serious, she was not ashamed of the treachery which she—yes, decidedly, +by this time she must admit it to herself—she meditated. It was simply +that the truth had changed sides; that radiant image began to look at +her from Basil Ransom's expressive eyes. She loved, she was in love—she +felt it in every throb of her being. Instead of being constituted by +nature for entertaining that sentiment in an exceptionally small degree +(which had been the implication of her whole crusade, the warrant for +her offer of old to Olive to renounce), she was framed, apparently, to +allow it the largest range, the highest intensity. It was always +passion, in fact; but now the object was other. Formerly she had been +convinced that the fire of her spirit was a kind of double flame, one +half of which was responsive friendship for a most extraordinary person, +and the other pity for the sufferings of women in general. Verena gazed +aghast at the colourless dust into which, in three short months +(counting from the episode in New York), such a conviction as that could +crumble; she felt it must be a magical touch that could bring about such +a cataclysm. Why Basil Ransom had been deputed by fate to exercise this +spell was more than she could say—poor Verena, who up to so lately had +flattered herself that she had a wizard's wand in her own pocket.</p> + +<p>When she saw him a little way off, about five o'clock—the hour she +usually went out to meet him—waiting for her at a bend of the road +which lost itself, after a winding, straggling mile or two, in the +indented, insulated "point," where the wandering bee droned through the +hot hours with a vague, misguided flight, she felt that his tall, +watching figure, with the low horizon behind, represented well the +importance, the towering eminence he had in her mind—the fact that he +was just now, to her vision, the most definite and upright, the most +incomparable, object in the world. If he had not been at his post when +she expected him she would have had to stop and lean against something, +for weakness; her whole being would have throbbed more painfully than it +throbbed at present, though finding him there made her nervous enough. +And who was he, what was he? she asked herself. What did he offer her +besides a chance (in which there was no compensation of brilliancy or +fashion) to falsify, in a conspicuous manner, every hope and pledge she +had hitherto given? He allowed her, certainly, no illusion on the +subject of the fate she should meet as his wife; he flung over it no +rosiness of promised ease; he let her know that she should be poor, +withdrawn from view, a partner of his struggle, of his severe, hard, +unique stoicism. When he spoke of such things as these, and bent his +eyes on her, she could not keep the tears from her own; she felt that to +throw herself into his life (bare and arid as for the time it was) was +the condition of happiness for her, and yet that the obstacles were +terrible, cruel. It must not be thought that the revolution which was +taking place in her was unaccompanied with suffering. She suffered less +than Olive certainly, for her bent was not, like her friend's, in that +direction; but as the wheel of her experience went round she had the +sensation of being ground very small indeed. With her light, bright +texture, her complacent responsiveness, her genial, graceful, ornamental +cast, her desire to keep on pleasing others at the time when a force she +had never felt before was pushing her to please herself, poor Verena +lived in these days in a state of moral tension—with a sense of being +strained and aching—which she didn't betray more only because it was +absolutely not in her power to look desperate. An immense pity for Olive +sat in her heart, and she asked herself how far it was necessary to go +in the path of self-sacrifice. Nothing was wanting to make the wrong she +should do her complete; she had deceived her up to the very last; only +three months earlier she had reasserted her vows, given her word, with +every show of fidelity and enthusiasm. There were hours when it seemed +to Verena that she must really push her inquiry no further, but content +herself with the conclusion that she loved as deeply as a woman could +love and that it didn't make any difference. She felt Olive's grasp too +clinching, too terrible. She said to herself that she should never dare, +that she might as well give up early as late; that the scene, at the +end, would be something she couldn't face; that she had no right to +blast the poor creature's whole future. She had a vision of those +dreadful years; she knew that Olive would never get over the +disappointment. It would touch her in the point where she felt +everything most keenly; she would be incurably lonely and eternally +humiliated. It was a very peculiar thing, their friendship; it had +elements which made it probably as complete as any (between women) that +had ever existed. Of course it had been more on Olive's side than on +hers, she had always known that; but that, again, didn't make any +difference. It was of no use for her to tell herself that Olive had +begun it entirely and she had only responded out of a kind of charmed +politeness, at first, to a tremendous appeal. She had lent herself, +given herself, utterly, and she ought to have known better if she didn't +mean to abide by it. At the end of three weeks she felt that her inquiry +was complete, but that after all nothing was gained except an immense +interest in Basil Ransom's views and the prospect of an eternal +heartache. He had told her he wanted her to know him, and now she knew +him pretty thoroughly. She knew him and she adored him, but it didn't +make any difference. To give him up or to give Olive up—this effort +would be the greater of the two.</p> + +<p>If Basil Ransom had the advantage, as far back as that day in New York, +of having struck a note which was to reverberate, it may easily be +imagined that he did not fail to follow it up. If he had projected a new +light into Verena's mind, and made the idea of giving herself to a man +more agreeable to her than that of giving herself to a movement, he +found means to deepen this illumination, to drag her former standard in +the dust. He was in a very odd situation indeed, carrying on his siege +with his hands tied. As he had to do everything in an hour a day, he +perceived that he must confine himself to the essential. The essential +was to show her how much he loved her, and then to press, to press, +always to press. His hovering about Miss Chancellor's habitation without +going in was a strange regimen to be subjected to, and he was sorry not +to see more of Miss Birdseye, besides often not knowing what to do with +himself in the mornings and evenings. Fortunately he had brought plenty +of books (volumes of rusty aspect, picked up at New York bookstalls), +and in such an affair as this he could take the less when the more was +forbidden him. For the mornings, sometimes, he had the resource of +Doctor Prance, with whom he made a great many excursions on the water. +She was devoted to boating and an ardent fisherwoman, and they used to +pull out into the bay together, cast their lines, and talk a prodigious +amount of heresy. She met him, as Verena met him, "in the environs," but +in a different spirit. He was immensely amused at her attitude, and saw +that nothing in the world could, as he expressed it, make her wink. She +would never blench nor show surprise; she had an air of taking +everything abnormal for granted; betrayed no consciousness of the oddity +of Ransom's situation; said nothing to indicate she had noticed that +Miss Chancellor was in a frenzy or that Verena had a daily appointment. +You might have supposed from her manner that it was as natural for +Ransom to sit on a fence half a mile off as in one of the red +rocking-chairs, of the so-called "Shaker" species, which adorned Miss +Chancellor's back verandah. The only thing our young man didn't like +about Doctor Prance was the impression she gave him (out of the crevices +of her reticence he hardly knew how it leaked) that she thought Verena +rather slim. She took an ironical view of almost any kind of courtship, +and he could see she didn't wonder women were such featherheads, so long +as, whatever brittle follies they cultivated, they could get men to come +and sit on fences for them. Doctor Prance told him Miss Birdseye noticed +nothing; she had sunk, within a few days, into a kind of transfigured +torpor; she didn't seem to know whether Mr. Ransom were anywhere round +or not. She guessed she thought he had just come down for a day and gone +off again; she probably supposed he just wanted to get toned up a little +by Miss Tarrant. Sometimes, out in the boat, when she looked at him in +vague, sociable silence, while she waited for a bite (she delighted in a +bite), she had an expression of diabolical shrewdness. When Ransom was +not scorching there beside her (he didn't mind the sun of +Massachusetts), he lounged about in the pastoral land which hung (at a +very moderate elevation) above the shore. He always had a book in his +pocket, and he lay under whispering trees and kicked his heels and made +up his mind on what side he should take Verena the next time. At the end +of a fortnight he had succeeded (so he believed, at least) far better +than he had hoped, in this sense, that the girl had now the air of +making much more light of her "gift." He was indeed quite appalled at +the facility with which she threw it over, gave up the idea that it was +useful and precious. That had been what he wanted her to do, and the +fact of the sacrifice (once she had fairly looked at it) costing her so +little only proved his contention, only made it clear that it was not +necessary to her happiness to spend half her life ranting (no matter how +prettily) in public. All the same he said to himself that, to make up +for the loss of whatever was sweet in the reputation of the thing, he +should have to be tremendously nice to her in all the coming years. +During the first week he was at Marmion she made of him an inquiry which +touched on this point.</p> + +<p>"Well, if it's all a mere delusion, why should this facility have been +given me—why should I have been saddled with a superfluous talent? I +don't care much about it—I don't mind telling you that; but I confess I +should like to know what is to become of all that part of me, if I +retire into private life, and live, as you say, simply to be charming +for you. I shall be like a singer with a beautiful voice (you have told +me yourself my voice is beautiful) who has accepted some decree of never +raising a note. Isn't that a great waste, a great violation of nature? +Were not our talents given us to use, and have we any right to smother +them and deprive our fellow-creatures of such pleasure as they may +confer? In the arrangement you propose" (that was Verena's way of +speaking of the question of their marriage) "I don't see what provision +is made for the poor faithful, dismissed servant. It is all very well to +be charming to you, but there are people who have told me that once I +get on a platform I am charming to all the world. There is no harm in my +speaking of that, because you have told me so yourself. Perhaps you +intend to have a platform erected in our front parlour, where I can +address you every evening, and put you to sleep after your work. I say +our <i>front</i> parlour, as if it were certain we should have two! It +doesn't look as if our means would permit that—and we must have some +place to dine, if there is to be a platform in our sitting-room."</p> + +<p>"My dear young woman, it will be easy to solve the difficulty: the +dining-table itself shall be our platform, and you shall mount on top of +that." This was Basil Ransom's sportive reply to his companion's very +natural appeal for light, and the reader will remark that if it led her +to push her investigation no further, she was very easily satisfied. +There was more reason, however, as well as more appreciation of a very +considerable mystery, in what he went on to say. "Charming to me, +charming to all the world? What will become of your charm?—is that what +you want to know? It will be about five thousand times greater than it +is now; that's what will become of it. We shall find plenty of room for +your facility; it will lubricate our whole existence. Believe me, Miss +Tarrant, these things will take care of themselves. You won't sing in +the Music Hall, but you will sing to me; you will sing to every one who +knows you and approaches you. Your gift is indestructible; don't talk as +if I either wanted to wipe it out or should be able to make it a +particle less divine. I want to give it another direction, certainly; +but I don't want to stop your activity. Your gift is the gift of +expression, and there is nothing I can do for you that will make you +less expressive. It won't gush out at a fixed hour and on a fixed day, +but it will irrigate, it will fertilise, it will brilliantly adorn your +conversation. Think how delightful it will be when your influence +becomes really social. Your facility, as you call it, will simply make +you, in conversation, the most charming woman in America."</p> + +<p>It is to be feared, indeed, that Verena was easily satisfied (convinced, +I mean, not that she ought to succumb to him, but that there were +lovely, neglected, almost unsuspected truths on his side); and there is +further evidence on the same head in the fact that after the first once +or twice she found nothing to say to him (much as she was always saying +to herself) about the cruel effect her apostasy would have upon Olive. +She forbore to plead that reason after she had seen how angry it made +him, and with how almost savage a contempt he denounced so flimsy a +pretext. He wanted to know since when it was more becoming to take up +with a morbid old maid than with an honourable young man; and when +Verena pronounced the sacred name of friendship he inquired what +fanatical sophistry excluded him from a similar privilege. She had told +him, in a moment of expansion (Verena believed she was immensely on her +guard, but her guard was very apt to be lowered), that his visits to +Marmion cast in Olive's view a remarkable light upon his chivalry; she +chose to regard his resolute pursuit of Verena as a covert persecution +of herself. Verena repented, as soon as she had spoken, of having given +further currency to this taunt; but she perceived the next moment no +harm was done, Basil Ransom taking in perfectly good part Miss +Chancellor's reflexions on his delicacy, and making them the subject of +much free laughter. She could not know, for in the midst of his hilarity +the young man did not compose himself to tell her, that he had made up +his mind on this question before he left New York—as long ago as when +he wrote her the note (subsequent to her departure from that city) to +which allusion has already been made, and which was simply the fellow of +the letter addressed to her after his visit to Cambridge: a friendly, +respectful, yet rather pregnant sign that, decidedly, on second +thoughts, separation didn't imply for him the intention of silence. We +know a little about his second thoughts, as much as is essential, and +especially how the occasion of their springing up had been the windfall +of an editor's encouragement. The importance of that encouragement, to +Basil's imagination, was doubtless much augmented by his desire for an +excuse to take up again a line of behaviour which he had forsworn (small +as had, as yet, been his opportunity to indulge in it) very much less +than he supposed; still, it worked an appreciable revolution in his view +of his case, and made him ask himself what amount of consideration he +should (from the most refined Southern point of view) owe Miss +Chancellor in the event of his deciding to go after Verena Tarrant in +earnest. He was not slow to decide that he owed her none. Chivalry had +to do with one's relations with people one hated, not with those one +loved. He didn't hate poor Miss Olive, though she might make him yet; +and even if he did, any chivalry was all moonshine which should require +him to give up the girl he adored in order that his third cousin should +see he could be gallant. Chivalry was forbearance and generosity with +regard to the weak; and there was nothing weak about Miss Olive, she was +a fighting woman, and she would fight him to the death, giving him not +an inch of odds. He felt that she was fighting there all day long, in +her cottage fortress; her resistance was in the air he breathed, and +Verena came out to him sometimes quite limp and pale from the tussle.</p> + +<p>It was in the same jocose spirit with which he regarded Olive's view of +the sort of standard a Mississippian should live up to that he talked to +Verena about the lecture she was preparing for her great exhibition at +the Music Hall. He learned from her that she was to take the field in +the manner of Mrs. Farrinder, for a winter campaign, carrying with her a +tremendous big gun. Her engagements were all made, her route was marked +out; she expected to repeat her lecture in about fifty different places. +It was to be called "A Woman's Reason," and both Olive and Miss Birdseye +thought it, so far as they could tell in advance, her most promising +effort. She wasn't going to trust to inspiration this time; she didn't +want to meet a big Boston audience without knowing where she was. +Inspiration, moreover, seemed rather to have faded away; in consequence +of Olive's influence she had read and studied so much that it seemed now +as if everything must take form beforehand. Olive was a splendid critic, +whether he liked her or not, and she had made her go over every word of +her lecture twenty times. There wasn't an intonation she hadn't made her +practise; it was very different from the old system, when her father had +worked her up. If Basil considered women superficial, it was a pity he +couldn't see what Olive's standard of preparation was, or be present at +their rehearsals, in the evening, in their little parlour. Ransom's +state of mind in regard to the affair at the Music Hall was simply +this—that he was determined to circumvent it if he could. He covered it +with ridicule, in talking of it to Verena, and the shafts he levelled at +it went so far that he could see she thought he exaggerated his dislike +to it. In point of fact he could not have overstated that; so odious did +the idea seem to him that she was soon to be launched in a more +infatuated career. He vowed to himself that she should never take that +fresh start which would commit her irretrievably if she should succeed +(and she would succeed—he had not the slightest doubt of her power to +produce a sensation in the Music Hall), to the acclamations of the +newspapers. He didn't care for her engagements, her campaigns, or all +the expectancy of her friends; to "squelch" all that, at a stroke, was +the dearest wish of his heart. It would represent to him his own +success, it would symbolise his victory. It became a fixed idea with +him, and he warned her again and again. When she laughed and said she +didn't see how he could stop her unless he kidnapped her, he really +pitied her for not perceiving, beneath his ominous pleasantries, the +firmness of his resolution. He felt almost capable of kidnapping her. It +was palpably in the air that she would become "widely popular," and that +idea simply sickened him. He felt as differently as possible about it +from Mr. Matthias Pardon.</p> + +<p>One afternoon, as he returned with Verena from a walk which had been +accomplished completely within the prescribed conditions, he saw, from a +distance, Doctor Prance, who had emerged bare-headed from the cottage, +and, shading her eyes from the red, declining sun, was looking up and +down the road. It was part of the regulation that Ransom should separate +from Verena before reaching the house, and they had just paused to +exchange their last words (which every day promoted the situation more +than any others), when Doctor Prance began to beckon to them with much +animation. They hurried forward, Verena pressing her hand to her heart, +for she had instantly guessed that something terrible had happened to +Olive—she had given out, fainted away, perhaps fallen dead, with the +cruelty of the strain. Doctor Prance watched them come, with a curious +look in her face; it was not a smile, but a kind of exaggerated +intimation that she noticed nothing. In an instant she had told them +what was the matter. Miss Birdseye had had a sudden weakness; she had +remarked abruptly that she was dying, and her pulse, sure enough, had +fallen to nothing. She was down on the piazza with Miss Chancellor and +herself, and they had tried to get her up to bed. But she wouldn't let +them move her; she was passing away, and she wanted to pass away just +there, in such a pleasant place, in her customary chair, looking at the +sunset. She asked for Miss Tarrant, and Miss Chancellor told her she was +out—walking with Mr. Ransom. Then she wanted to know if Mr. Ransom was +still there—she supposed he had gone. (Basil knew, by Verena, apart +from this, that his name had not been mentioned to the old lady since +the morning he saw her.) She expressed a wish to see him—she had +something to say to him; and Miss Chancellor told her that he would be +back soon, with Verena, and that they would bring him in. Miss Birdseye +said she hoped they wouldn't be long, because she was sinking; and +Doctor Prance now added, like a person who knew what she was talking +about, that it was, in fact, the end. She had darted out two or three +times to look for them, and they must step right in. Verena had scarcely +given her time to tell her story; she had already rushed into the house. +Ransom followed with Doctor Prance, conscious that for him the occasion +was doubly solemn; inasmuch as if he was to see poor Miss Birdseye yield +up her philanthropic soul, he was on the other hand doubtless to receive +from Miss Chancellor a reminder that <i>she</i> had no intention of quitting +the game.</p> + +<p>By the time he had made this reflexion he stood in the presence of his +kinswoman and her venerable guest, who was sitting just as he had seen +her before, muffled and bonneted, on the back piazza of the cottage. +Olive Chancellor was on one side of her holding one of her hands, and on +the other was Verena, who had dropped on her knees, close to her, +bending over those of the old lady. "Did you ask for me—did you want +me?" the girl said tenderly. "I will never leave you again."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I won't keep you long. I only wanted to see you once more." Miss +Birdseye's voice was very low, like that of a person breathing with +difficulty; but it had no painful nor querulous note—it expressed only +the cheerful weariness which had marked all this last period of her +life, and which seemed to make it now as blissful as it was suitable +that she should pass away. Her head was thrown back against the top of +the chair, the ribbon which confined her ancient hat hung loose, and the +late afternoon light covered her octogenarian face and gave it a kind of +fairness, a double placidity. There was, to Ransom, something almost +august in the trustful renunciation of her countenance; something in it +seemed to say that she had been ready long before, but as the time was +not ripe she had waited, with her usual faith that all was for the best; +only, at present, since the right conditions met, she couldn't help +feeling that it was quite a luxury, the greatest she had ever tasted. +Ransom knew why it was that Verena had tears in her eyes as she looked +up at her patient old friend; she had spoken to him, often, during the +last three weeks, of the stories Miss Birdseye had told her of the great +work of her life, her mission, repeated year after year, among the +Southern blacks. She had gone among them with every precaution, to teach +them to read and write; she had carried them Bibles and told them of the +friends they had in the North who prayed for their deliverance. Ransom +knew that Verena didn't reproduce these legends with a view to making +him ashamed of his Southern origin, his connexion with people who, in a +past not yet remote, had made that kind of apostleship necessary; he +knew this because she had heard what he thought of all that chapter +himself; he had given her a kind of historical summary of the slavery +question which left her no room to say that he was more tender to that +particular example of human imbecility than he was to any other. But she +had told him that this was what <i>she</i> would have liked to do—to wander, +alone, with her life in her hand, on an errand of mercy, through a +country in which society was arrayed against her; she would have liked +it much better than simply talking about the right from the gas-lighted +vantage of the New England platform. Ransom had replied simply +"Balderdash!" it being his theory, as we have perceived, that he knew +much more about Verena's native bent than the young lady herself. This +did not, however, as he was perfectly aware, prevent her feeling that +she had come too late for the heroic age of New England life, and +regarding Miss Birdseye as a battered, immemorial monument of it. Ransom +could share such an admiration as that, especially at this moment; he +had said to Verena, more than once, that he wished he might have met the +old lady in Carolina or Georgia before the war—shown her round among +the negroes and talked over New England ideas with her; there were a +good many he didn't care much about now, but at that time they would +have been tremendously refreshing. Miss Birdseye had given herself away +so lavishly all her life that it was rather odd there was anything left +of her for the supreme surrender. When he looked at Olive he saw that +she meant to ignore him; and during the few minutes he remained on the +spot his kinswoman never met his eye. She turned away, indeed, as soon +as Doctor Prance said, leaning over Miss Birdseye, "I have brought Mr. +Ransom to you. Don't you remember you asked for him?"</p> + +<p>"I am very glad to see you again," Ransom remarked. "It was very good of +you to think of me." At the sound of his voice Olive rose and left her +place; she sank into a chair at the other end of the piazza, turning +round to rest her arms on the back and bury her head in them.</p> + +<p>Miss Birdseye looked at the young man still more dimly than she had ever +done before. "I thought you were gone. You never came back."</p> + +<p>"He spends all his time in long walks; he enjoys the country so much," +Verena said.</p> + +<p>"Well, it's very beautiful, what I see from here. I haven't been strong +enough to move round since the first days. But I am going to move now." +She smiled when Ransom made a gesture as if to help her, and added: "Oh, +I don't mean I am going to move out of my chair."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Ransom has been out in a boat with me several times. I have been +showing him how to cast a line," said Doctor Prance, who appeared to +deprecate a sentimental tendency.</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, then, you have been one of our party; there seems to be every +reason why you should feel that you belong to us." Miss Birdseye looked +at the visitor with a sort of misty earnestness, as if she wished to +communicate with him further; then her glance turned slightly aside; she +tried to see what had become of Olive. She perceived that Miss +Chancellor had withdrawn herself, and, closing her eyes, she mused, +ineffectually, on the mystery she had not grasped, the peculiarity of +Basil Ransom's relations with her hostess. She was visibly too weak to +concern herself with it very actively; she only felt, now that she +seemed really to be going, a desire to reconcile and harmonise. But she +presently exhaled a low, soft sigh—a kind of confession that it was too +mixed, that she gave it up. Ransom had feared for a moment that she was +about to indulge in some appeal to Olive, some attempt to make him join +hands with that young lady, as a supreme satisfaction to herself. But he +saw that her strength failed her, and that, besides, things were getting +less clear to her; to his considerable relief, inasmuch as, though he +would not have objected to joining hands, the expression of Miss +Chancellor's figure and her averted face, with their desperate collapse, +showed him well enough how <i>she</i> would have met such a proposal. What +Miss Birdseye clung to, with benignant perversity, was the idea that, in +spite of his exclusion from the house, which was perhaps only the result +of a certain high-strung jealousy on Olive's part of her friend's other +personal ties, Verena had drawn him in, had made him sympathise with the +great reform and desire to work for it. Ransom saw no reason why such an +illusion should be dear to Miss Birdseye; his contact with her in the +past had been so momentary that he could not account for her taking an +interest in his views, in his throwing his weight into the right scale. +It was part of the general desire for justice that fermented within her, +the passion for progress; and it was also in some degree her interest in +Verena—a suspicion, innocent and idyllic, as any such suspicion on Miss +Birdseye's part must be, that there was something between them, that the +closest of all unions (as Miss Birdseye at least supposed it was) was +preparing itself. Then his being a Southerner gave a point to the whole +thing; to bring round a Southerner would be a real encouragement for one +who had seen, even at a time when she was already an old woman, what was +the tone of opinion in the cotton States. Ransom had no wish to +discourage her, and he bore well in mind the caution Doctor Prance had +given him about destroying her last theory. He only bowed his head very +humbly, not knowing what he had done to earn the honour of being the +subject of it. His eyes met Verena's as she looked up at him from her +place at Miss Birdseye's feet, and he saw she was following his thought, +throwing herself into it, and trying to communicate to him a wish. The +wish touched him immensely; she was dreadfully afraid he would betray +her to Miss Birdseye—let her know how she had cooled off. Verena was +ashamed of that now, and trembled at the danger of exposure; her eyes +adjured him to be careful of what he said. Her tremor made him glow a +little in return, for it seemed to him the fullest confession of his +influence she had yet made.</p> + +<p>"We have been a very happy little party," she said to the old lady. "It +is delightful that you should have been able to be with us all these +weeks."</p> + +<p>"It has been a great rest. I am very tired. I can't speak much. It has +been a lovely time. I have done so much—so many things."</p> + +<p>"I guess I wouldn't talk much, Miss Birdseye," said Doctor Prance, who +had now knelt down on the other side of her. "We know how much you have +done. Don't you suppose every one knows <i>your</i> life?"</p> + +<p>"It isn't much—only I tried to take hold. When I look back from here, +from where we've sat, I can measure the progress. That's what I wanted +to say to you and Mr. Ransom—because I'm going fast. Hold on to me, +that's right; but you can't keep me. I don't want to stay now; I presume +I shall join some of the others that we lost long ago. Their faces come +back to me now, quite fresh. It seems as if they might be waiting; as if +they were all there; as if they wanted to hear. You mustn't think +there's no progress because you don't see it all right off; that's what +I wanted to say. It isn't till you have gone a long way that you can +feel what's been done. That's what I see when I look back from here; I +see that the community wasn't half waked up when I was young."</p> + +<p>"It is you that have waked it up more than any one else, and it's for +that we honour you, Miss Birdseye!" Verena cried, with a sudden violence +of emotion. "If you were to live for a thousand years, you would think +only of others—you would think only of helping on humanity. You are our +heroine, you are our saint, and there has never been any one like you!" +Verena had no glance for Ransom now, and there was neither deprecation +nor entreaty in her face. A wave of contrition, of shame, had swept over +her—a quick desire to atone for her secret swerving by a renewed +recognition of the nobleness of such a life as Miss Birdseye's.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I haven't effected very much; I have only cared and hoped. You will +do more than I have ever done—you and Olive Chancellor, because you are +young and bright, brighter than I ever was; and besides, everything has +got started."</p> + +<p>"Well, you've got started, Miss Birdseye," Doctor Prance remarked, with +raised eyebrows, protesting dryly but kindly, and putting forward, with +an air as if, after all, it didn't matter much, an authority that had +been superseded. The manner in which this competent little woman +indulged her patient showed sufficiently that the good lady was sinking +fast.</p> + +<p>"We will think of you always, and your name will be sacred to us, and +that will teach us singleness and devotion," Verena went on, in the same +tone, still not meeting Ransom's eyes again, and speaking as if she were +trying now to stop herself, to tie herself by a vow.</p> + +<p>"Well, it's the thing you and Olive have given your lives to that has +absorbed me most, of late years. I did want to see justice done—to us. +I haven't seen it, but you will. And Olive will. Where is she—why isn't +she near me, to bid me farewell? And Mr. Ransom will—and he will be +proud to have helped."</p> + +<p>"Oh, mercy, mercy!" cried Verena, burying her head in Miss Birdseye's +lap.</p> + +<p>"You are not mistaken if you think I desire above all things that your +weakness, your generosity, should be protected," Ransom said, rather +ambiguously, but with pointed respectfulness. "I shall remember you as +an example of what women are capable of," he added; and he had no +subsequent compunctions for the speech, for he thought poor Miss +Birdseye, for all her absence of profile, essentially feminine.</p> + +<p>A kind of frantic moan from Olive Chancellor responded to these words, +which had evidently struck her as an insolent sarcasm; and at the same +moment Doctor Prance sent Ransom a glance which was an adjuration to +depart.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, Olive Chancellor," Miss Birdseye murmured. "I don't want to +stay, though I should like to see what you will see."</p> + +<p>"I shall see nothing but shame and ruin!" Olive shrieked, rushing across +to her old friend, while Ransom discreetly quitted the scene.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XXXIX" id="XXXIX"></a>XXXIX</h2> + + +<p>He met Doctor Prance in the village the next morning, and as soon as he +looked at her he saw that the event which had been impending at Miss +Chancellor's had taken place. It was not that her aspect was funereal; +but it contained, somehow, an announcement that she had, for the +present, no more thought to give to casting a line. Miss Birdseye had +quietly passed away, in the evening, an hour or two after Ransom's +visit. They had wheeled her chair into the house; there had been nothing +to do but wait for complete extinction. Miss Chancellor and Miss Tarrant +had sat by her there, without moving, each of her hands in theirs, and +she had just melted away, towards eight o'clock. It was a lovely death; +Doctor Prance intimated that she had never seen any that she thought +more seasonable. She added that she was a good woman—one of the old +sort; and that was the only funeral oration that Basil Ransom was +destined to hear pronounced upon Miss Birdseye. The impression of the +simplicity and humility of her end remained with him, and he reflected +more than once, during the days that followed, that the absence of pomp +and circumstance which had marked her career marked also the +consecration of her memory. She had been almost celebrated, she had been +active, earnest, ubiquitous beyond any one else, she had given herself +utterly to charities and creeds and causes; and yet the only persons, +apparently, to whom her death made a real difference were three young +women in a small "frame-house" on Cape Cod. Ransom learned from Doctor +Prance that her mortal remains were to be committed to their rest in the +little cemetery at Marmion, in sight of the pretty sea-view she loved to +gaze at, among old mossy headstones of mariners and fisher-folk. She had +seen the place when she first came down, when she was able to drive out +a little, and she had said she thought it must be pleasant to lie there. +It was not an injunction, a definite request; it had not occurred to +Miss Birdseye, at the end of her days, to take an exacting line or to +make, for the first time in eighty years, a personal claim. But Olive +Chancellor and Verena had put their construction on her appreciation of +the quietest corner of the striving, suffering world so weary a pilgrim +of philanthropy had ever beheld.</p> + +<p>In the course of the day Ransom received a note of five lines from +Verena, the purport of which was to tell him that he must not expect to +see her again for the present; she wished to be very quiet and think +things over. She added the recommendation that he should leave the +neighbourhood for three or four days; there were plenty of strange old +places to see in that part of the country. Ransom meditated deeply on +this missive, and perceived that he should be guilty of very bad taste +in not immediately absenting himself. He knew that to Olive Chancellor's +vision his conduct already wore that stain, and it was useless, +therefore, for him to consider how he could displease her either less or +more. But he wished to convey to Verena the impression that he would do +anything in the wide world to gratify <i>her</i> except give her up, and as +he packed his valise he had an idea that he was both behaving +beautifully and showing the finest diplomatic sense. To go away proved +to himself how secure he felt, what a conviction he had that however she +might turn and twist in his grasp he held her fast. The emotion she had +expressed as he stood there before poor Miss Birdseye was only one of +her instinctive contortions; he had taken due note of that—said to +himself that a good many more would probably occur before she would be +quiet. A woman that listens is lost, the old proverb says; and what had +Verena done for the last three weeks but listen?—not very long each +day, but with a degree of attention of which her not withdrawing from +Marmion was the measure. She had not told him that Olive wanted to whisk +her away, but he had not needed this confidence to know that if she +stayed on the field it was because she preferred to. She probably had an +idea she was fighting, but if she should fight no harder than she had +fought up to now he should continue to take the same view of his +success. She meant her request that he should go away for a few days as +something combative; but, decidedly, he scarcely felt the blow. He liked +to think that he had great tact with women, and he was sure Verena would +be struck with this quality in reading, in the note he presently +addressed her in reply to her own, that he had determined to take a +little run to Provincetown. As there was no one under the rather +ineffectual roof which sheltered him to whose hand he could entrust the +billet—at the Marmion hotel one had to be one's own messenger—he +walked to the village post-office to request that his note should be put +into Miss Chancellor's box. Here he met Doctor Prance, for a second time +that day; she had come to deposit the letters by which Olive notified a +few of Miss Birdseye's friends of the time and place of her obsequies. +This young lady was shut up with Verena, and Doctor Prance was +transacting all their business for them. Ransom felt that he made no +admission that would impugn his estimate of the sex to which she in a +manner belonged, in reflecting that she would acquit herself of these +delegated duties with the greatest rapidity and accuracy. He told her he +was going to absent himself for a few days, and expressed a friendly +hope that he should find her at Marmion on his return.</p> + +<p>Her keen eye gauged him a moment, to see if he were joking; then she +said, "Well, I presume you think I can do as I like. But I can't."</p> + +<p>"You mean you have got to go back to work?"</p> + +<p>"Well, yes; my place is empty in the city."</p> + +<p>"So is every other place. You had better remain till the end of the +season."</p> + +<p>"It's all one season to me. I want to see my office-slate. I wouldn't +have stayed so long for any one but her."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, good-bye," Ransom said. "I shall always remember our little +expeditions. And I wish you every professional distinction."</p> + +<p>"That's why I want to go back," Doctor Prance replied, with her flat, +limited manner. He kept her a moment; he wanted to ask her about Verena. +While he was hesitating how to form his question she remarked, evidently +wishing to leave him a little memento of her sympathy, "Well, I hope you +will be able to follow up your views."</p> + +<p>"My views, Miss Prance? I am sure I have never mentioned them to you!" +Then Ransom added, "How is Miss Tarrant to-day? is she more calm?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, she isn't calm at all," Doctor Prance answered, very definitely.</p> + +<p>"Do you mean she's excited, emotional?"</p> + +<p>"Well, she doesn't talk, she's perfectly still, and so is Miss +Chancellor. They're as still as two watchers—they don't speak. But you +can hear the silence vibrate."</p> + +<p>"Vibrate?"</p> + +<p>"Well, they are very nervous."</p> + +<p>Ransom was confident, as I say, yet the effort that he made to extract a +good omen from this characterisation of the two ladies at the cottage +was not altogether successful. He would have liked to ask Doctor Prance +whether she didn't think he might count on Verena in the end; but he was +too shy for this, the subject of his relations with Miss Tarrant never +yet having been touched upon between them; and, besides, he didn't care +to hear himself put a question which was more or less an implication of +a doubt. So he compromised, with a sort of oblique and general inquiry +about Olive; that might draw some light. "What do you think of Miss +Chancellor—how does she strike you?"</p> + +<p>Doctor Prance reflected a little, with an apparent consciousness that he +meant more than he asked. "Well, she's losing flesh," she presently +replied; and Ransom turned away, not encouraged, and feeling that, no +doubt, the little doctress had better go back to her office-slate.</p> + +<p>He did the thing handsomely, remained at Provincetown a week, inhaling +the delicious air, smoking innumerable cigars, and lounging among the +ancient wharves, where the grass grew thick and the impression of fallen +greatness was still stronger than at Marmion. Like his friends the +Bostonians he was very nervous; there were days when he felt he must +rush back to the margin of that mild inlet; the voices of the air +whispered to him that in his absence he was being outwitted. +Nevertheless he stayed the time he had determined to stay; quieting +himself with the reflexion that there was nothing they could do to elude +him unless, perhaps, they should start again for Europe, which they were +not likely to do. If Miss Olive tried to hide Verena away in the United +States he would undertake to find her—though he was obliged to confess +that a flight to Europe would baffle him, owing to his want of cash for +pursuit. Nothing, however, was less probable than that they would cross +the Atlantic on the eve of Verena's projected <i>début</i> at the Music Hall. +Before he went back to Marmion he wrote to this young lady, to announce +his reappearance there and let her know that he expected she would come +out to meet him the morning after. This conveyed the assurance that he +intended to take as much of the day as he could get; he had had enough +of the system of dragging through all the hours till a mere fraction of +time was left before night, and he couldn't wait so long, at any rate, +the day after his return. It was the afternoon train that had brought +him back from Provincetown, and in the evening he ascertained that the +Bostonians had not deserted the field. There were lights in the windows +of the house under the elms, and he stood where he had stood that +evening with Doctor Prance and listened to the waves of Verena's voice, +as she rehearsed her lecture. There were no waves this time, no sounds, +and no sign of life but the lamps; the place had apparently not ceased +to be given over to the conscious silence described by Doctor Prance. +Ransom felt that he gave an immense proof of chivalry in not calling +upon Verena to grant him an interview on the spot. She had not answered +his last note, but the next day she kept the tryst, at the hour he had +proposed; he saw her advance along the road, in a white dress, under a +big parasol, and again he found himself liking immensely the way she +walked. He was dismayed, however, at her face and what it portended; +pale, with red eyes, graver than she had ever been before, she appeared +to have spent the period of his absence in violent weeping. Yet that it +was not for him she had been crying was proved by the very first word +she spoke.</p> + +<p>"I only came out to tell you definitely it's impossible! I have thought +over everything, taking plenty of time—over and over; and that is my +answer, finally, positively. You must take it—you shall have no other."</p> + +<p>Basil Ransom gazed, frowning fearfully. "And why not, pray?"</p> + +<p>"Because I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't!" she repeated passionately, +with her altered, distorted face.</p> + +<p>"Damnation!" murmured the young man. He seized her hand, drew it into +his arm, forcing her to walk with him along the road.</p> + +<p>That afternoon Olive Chancellor came out of her house and wandered for a +long time upon the shore. She looked up and down the bay, at the sails +that gleamed on the blue water, shifting in the breeze and the light; +they were a source of interest to her that they had never been before. +It was a day she was destined never to forget; she felt it to be the +saddest, the most wounding of her life. Unrest and haunting fear had not +possession of her now, as they had held her in New York when Basil +Ransom carried off Verena, to mark her for his own, in the park. But an +immeasurable load of misery seemed to sit upon her soul; she ached with +the bitterness of her melancholy, she was dumb and cold with despair. +She had spent the violence of her terror, the eagerness of her grief, +and now she was too weary to struggle with fate. She appeared to herself +almost to have accepted it, as she wandered forth in the beautiful +afternoon with the knowledge that the "ten minutes" which Verena had +told her she meant to devote to Mr. Ransom that morning had developed +suddenly into an embarkation for the day. They had gone out in a boat +together; one of the village worthies, from whom small craft were to be +hired, had, at Verena's request, sent his little son to Miss +Chancellor's cottage with that information. She had not understood +whether they had taken the boatman with them. Even when the information +came (and it came at a moment of considerable reassurance), Olive's +nerves were not ploughed up by it as they had been, for instance, by the +other expedition, in New York; and she could measure the distance she +had traversed since then. It had not driven her away on the instant to +pace the shore in frenzy, to challenge every boat that passed, and beg +that the young lady who was sailing somewhere in the bay with a dark +gentleman with long hair should be entreated immediately to return. On +the contrary, after the first quiver of pain inflicted by the news she +had been able to occupy herself, to look after her house, to write her +morning's letters, to go into her accounts, which she had had some time +on her mind. She had wanted to put off thinking, for she knew to what +hideous recognitions that would bring her round again. These were summed +up in the fact that Verena was now not to be trusted for an hour. She +had sworn to her the night before, with a face like a lacerated angel's, +that her choice was made, that their union and their work were more to +her than any other life could ever be, and that she deeply believed that +should she forswear these holy things she would simply waste away, in +the end, with remorse and shame. She would see Mr. Ransom just once +more, for ten minutes, to utter one or two supreme truths to him, and +then they would take up their old, happy, active, fruitful days again, +would throw themselves more than ever into their splendid effort. Olive +had seen how Verena was moved by Miss Birdseye's death, how at the sight +of that unique woman's majestically simple withdrawal from a scene in +which she had held every vulgar aspiration, every worldly standard and +lure, so cheap, the girl had been touched again with the spirit of their +most confident hours, had flamed up with the faith that no narrow +personal joy could compare in sweetness with the idea of doing something +for those who had always suffered and who waited still. This helped +Olive to believe that she might begin to count upon her again, conscious +as she was at the same time that Verena had been strangely weakened and +strained by her odious ordeal. Oh, Olive knew that she loved him—knew +what the passion was with which the wretched girl had to struggle; and +she did her the justice to believe that her professions were sincere, +her effort was real. Harassed and embittered as she was, Olive +Chancellor still proposed to herself to be rigidly just, and that is why +she pitied Verena now with an unspeakable pity, regarded her as the +victim of an atrocious spell, and reserved all her execration and +contempt for the author of their common misery. If Verena had stepped +into a boat with him half an hour after declaring that she would give +him his dismissal in twenty words, that was because he had ways, known +to himself and other men, of creating situations without an issue, of +forcing her to do things she could do only with sharp repugnance, under +the menace of pain that would be sharper still. But all the same, what +actually stared her in the face was that Verena was not to be trusted, +even after rallying again as passionately as she had done during the +days that followed Miss Birdseye's death. Olive would have liked to know +the pang of penance that <i>she</i> would have been afraid, in her place, to +incur; to see the locked door which <i>she</i> would not have managed to +force open!</p> + +<p>This inexpressibly mournful sense that, after all, Verena, in her +exquisite delicacy and generosity, was appointed only to show how women +had from the beginning of time been the sport of men's selfishness and +avidity, this dismal conviction accompanied Olive on her walk, which +lasted all the afternoon, and in which she found a kind of tragic +relief. She went very far, keeping in the lonely places, unveiling her +face to the splendid light, which seemed to make a mock of the darkness +and bitterness of her spirit. There were little sandy coves, where the +rocks were clean, where she made long stations, sinking down in them as +if she hoped she should never rise again. It was the first time she had +been out since Miss Birdseye's death, except the hour when, with the +dozen sympathisers who came from Boston, she stood by the tired old +woman's grave. Since then, for three days, she had been writing letters, +narrating, describing to those who hadn't come; there were some, she +thought, who might have managed to do so, instead of despatching her +pages of diffuse reminiscence and asking her for all particulars in +return. Selah Tarrant and his wife had come, obtrusively, as she +thought, for they never had had very much intercourse with Miss +Birdseye; and if it was for Verena's sake, Verena was there to pay every +tribute herself. Mrs. Tarrant had evidently hoped Miss Chancellor would +ask her to stay on at Marmion, but Olive felt how little she was in a +state for such heroics of hospitality. It was precisely in order that +she should not have to do that sort of thing that she had given Selah +such considerable sums, on two occasions, at a year's interval. If the +Tarrants wanted a change of air they could travel all over the +country—their present means permitted it; they could go to Saratoga or +Newport if they liked. Their appearance showed that they could put their +hands into their pockets (or into hers); at least Mrs. Tarrant's did. +Selah still sported (on a hot day in August) his immemorial waterproof; +but his wife rustled over the low tombstones at Marmion in garments of +which (little as she was versed in such inquiries) Olive could see that +the cost had been large. Besides, after Doctor Prance had gone (when all +was over), she felt what a relief it was that Verena and she could be +just together—together with the monstrous wedge of a question that had +come up between them. That was company enough, great heaven! and she had +not got rid of such an inmate as Doctor Prance only to put Mrs. Tarrant +in her place.</p> + +<p>Did Verena's strange aberration, on this particular day, suggest to +Olive that it was no use striving, that the world was all a great trap +or trick, of which women were ever the punctual dupes, so that it was +the worst of the curse that rested upon them that they must most +humiliate those who had most their cause at heart? Did she say to +herself that their weakness was not only lamentable but hideous—hideous +their predestined subjection to man's larger and grosser insistence? Did +she ask herself why she should give up her life to save a sex which, +after all, didn't wish to be saved, and which rejected the truth even +after it had bathed them with its auroral light and they had pretended +to be fed and fortified? These are mysteries into which I shall not +attempt to enter, speculations with which I have no concern; it is +sufficient for us to know that all human effort had never seemed to her +so barren and thankless as on that fatal afternoon. Her eyes rested on +the boats she saw in the distance, and she wondered if in one of them +Verena were floating to her fate; but so far from straining forward to +beckon her home she almost wished that she might glide away for ever, +that <i>she</i> might never see her again, never undergo the horrible details +of a more deliberate separation. Olive lived over, in her miserable +musings, her life for the last two years; she knew, again, how noble and +beautiful her scheme had been, but how it had all rested on an illusion +of which the very thought made her feel faint and sick. What was before +her now was the reality, with the beautiful, indifferent sky pouring +down its complacent rays upon it. The reality was simply that Verena had +been more to her than she ever was to Verena, and that, with her +exquisite natural art, the girl had cared for their cause only because, +for the time, no interest, no fascination, was greater. Her talent, the +talent which was to achieve such wonders, was nothing to her; it was too +easy, she could leave it alone, as she might close her piano, for +months; it was only to Olive that it was everything. Verena had +submitted, she had responded, she had lent herself to Olive's incitement +and exhortation, because she was sympathetic and young and abundant and +fanciful; but it had been a kind of hothouse loyalty, the mere contagion +of example, and a sentiment springing up from within had easily breathed +a chill upon it. Did Olive ask herself whether, for so many months, her +companion had been only the most unconscious and most successful of +humbugs? Here again I must plead a certain incompetence to give an +answer. Positive it is that she spared herself none of the inductions of +a reverie that seemed to dry up the mists and ambiguities of life. These +hours of backward clearness come to all men and women, once at least, +when they read the past in the light of the present, with the reasons of +things, like unobserved finger-posts, protruding where they never saw +them before. The journey behind them is mapped out and figured, with its +false steps, its wrong observations, all its infatuated, deluded +geography. They understand as Olive understood, but it is probable that +they rarely suffer as she suffered. The sense of regret for her baffled +calculations burned within her like a fire, and the splendour of the +vision over which the curtain of mourning now was dropped brought to her +eyes slow, still tears, tears that came one by one, neither easing her +nerves nor lightening her load of pain. She thought of her innumerable +talks with Verena, of the pledges they had exchanged, of their earnest +studies, their faithful work, their certain reward, the winter nights +under the lamp, when they thrilled with previsions as just and a passion +as high as had ever found shelter in a pair of human hearts. The pity of +it, the misery of such a fall after such a flight, could express itself +only, as the poor girl prolonged the vague pauses of her unnoticed +ramble, in a low, inarticulate murmur of anguish.</p> + +<p>The afternoon waned, bringing with it the slight chill which, at the +summer's end, begins to mark the shortening days. She turned her face +homeward, and by this time became conscious that if Verena's companion +had not yet brought her back there might be ground for uneasiness as to +what had happened to them. It seemed to her that no sail-boat could have +put into the town without passing more or less before her eyes and +showing her whom it carried; she had seen a dozen, freighted only with +the figures of men. An accident was perfectly possible (what could +Ransom, with his plantation habits, know about the management of a +sail?), and once that danger loomed before her—the signal loveliness of +the weather had prevented its striking her before—Olive's imagination +hurried, with a bound, to the worst. She saw the boat overturned and +drifting out to sea, and (after a week of nameless horror) the body of +an unknown young woman, defaced beyond recognition, but with long auburn +hair and in a white dress, washed up in some far-away cove. An hour +before, her mind had rested with a sort of relief on the idea that +Verena should sink for ever beneath the horizon, so that their +tremendous trouble might never be; but now, with the lateness of the +hour, a sharp, immediate anxiety took the place of that intended +resignation; and she quickened her step, with a heart that galloped too +as she went. Then it was, above all, that she felt how <i>she</i> had +understood friendship, and how never again to see the face of the +creature she had taken to her soul would be for her as the stroke of +blindness. The twilight had become thick by the time she reached Marmion +and paused for an instant in front of her house, over which the elms +that stood on the grassy wayside appeared to her to hang a blacker +curtain than ever before.</p> + +<p>There was no candle in any window, and when she pushed in and stood in +the hall, listening a moment, her step awakened no answering sound. Her +heart failed her; Verena's staying out in a boat from ten o'clock in the +morning till nightfall was too unnatural, and she gave a cry, as she +rushed into the low, dim parlour (darkened on one side, at that hour, by +the wide-armed foliage, and on the other by the veranda and trellis), +which expressed only a wild personal passion, a desire to take her +friend in her arms again on any terms, even the most cruel to herself. +The next moment she started back, with another and a different +exclamation, for Verena was in the room, motionless, in a corner—the +first place in which she had seated herself on re-entering the +house—looking at her with a silent face which seemed strange, +unnatural, in the dusk. Olive stopped short, and for a minute the two +women remained as they were, gazing at each other in the dimness. After +that, too, Olive still said nothing; she only went to Verena and sat +down beside her. She didn't know what to make of her manner; she had +never been like that before. She was unwilling to speak; she seemed +crushed and humbled. This was almost the worst—if anything could be +worse than what had gone before; and Olive took her hand with an +irresistible impulse of compassion and assurance. From the way it lay in +her own she guessed her whole feeling—saw it was a kind of shame, shame +for her weakness, her swift surrender, her insane gyration, in the +morning. Verena expressed it by no protest and no explanation; she +appeared not even to wish to hear the sound of her own voice. Her +silence itself was an appeal—an appeal to Olive to ask no questions +(she could trust her to inflict no spoken reproach); only to wait till +she could lift up her head again. Olive understood, or thought she +understood, and the woefulness of it all only seemed the deeper. She +would just sit there and hold her hand; that was all she could do; they +were beyond each other's help in any other way now. Verena leaned her +head back and closed her eyes, and for an hour, as nightfall settled in +the room, neither of the young women spoke. Distinctly, it was a kind of +shame. After a while the parlour-maid, very casual, in the manner of the +servants at Marmion, appeared on the threshold with a lamp; but Olive +motioned her frantically away. She wished to keep the darkness. It was a +kind of shame.</p> + +<p>The next morning Basil Ransom rapped loudly with his walking-stick on +the lintel of Miss Chancellor's house-door, which, as usual on fine +days, stood open. There was no need he should wait till the servant had +answered his summons; for Olive, who had reason to believe he would +come, and who had been lurking in the sitting-room for a purpose of her +own, stepped forth into the little hall.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry to disturb you; I had the hope that—for a moment—I might +see Miss Tarrant." That was the speech with which (and a measured +salutation) he greeted his advancing kinswoman. She faced him an +instant, and her strange green eyes caught the light.</p> + +<p>"It's impossible. You may believe that when I say it."</p> + +<p>"Why is it impossible?" he asked, smiling in spite of an inward +displeasure. And as Olive gave him no answer, only gazing at him with a +cold audacity which he had not hitherto observed in her, he added a +little explanation. "It is simply to have seen her before I go—to have +said five words to her. I want her to know that I have made up my +mind—since yesterday—to leave this place; I shall take the train at +noon."</p> + +<p>It was not to gratify Olive Chancellor that he had determined to go +away, or even that he told her this; yet he was surprised that his words +brought no expression of pleasure to her face. "I don't think it is of +much importance whether you go away or not. Miss Tarrant herself has +gone away."</p> + +<p>"Miss Tarrant—gone away?" This announcement was so much at variance +with Verena's apparent intentions the night before that his ejaculation +expressed chagrin as well as surprise, and in doing so it gave Olive a +momentary advantage. It was the only one she had ever had, and the poor +girl may be excused for having enjoyed it—so far as enjoyment was +possible to her. Basil Ransom's visible discomfiture was more agreeable +to her than anything had been for a long time.</p> + +<p>"I went with her myself to the early train; and I saw it leave the +station." And Olive kept her eyes unaverted, for the satisfaction of +seeing how he took it.</p> + +<p>It must be confessed that he took it rather ill. He had decided it was +best he should retire, but Verena's retiring was another matter. "And +where is she gone?" he asked, with a frown.</p> + +<p>"I don't think I am obliged to tell you."</p> + +<p>"Of course not! Excuse my asking. It is much better that I should find +it out for myself, because if I owed the information to you I should +perhaps feel a certain delicacy as regards profiting by it."</p> + +<p>"Gracious heaven!" cried Miss Chancellor, at the idea of Ransom's +delicacy. Then she added more deliberately: "You will not find out for +yourself."</p> + +<p>"You think not?"</p> + +<p>"I am sure of it!" And her enjoyment of the situation becoming acute, +there broke from her lips a shrill, unfamiliar, troubled sound, which +performed the office of a laugh, a laugh of triumph, but which, at a +distance, might have passed almost as well for a wail of despair. It +rang in Ransom's ears as he quickly turned away.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XL" id="XL"></a>XL</h2> + + +<p>It was Mrs. Luna who received him, as she had received him on the +occasion of his first visit to Charles Street; by which I do not mean +quite in the same way. She had known very little about him then, but she +knew too much for her happiness to-day, and she had with him now a +little invidious, contemptuous manner, as if everything he should say or +do could be a proof only of abominable duplicity and perversity. She had +a theory that he had treated her shamefully; and he knew it—I do not +mean the fact, but the theory: which led him to reflect that her +resentments were as shallow as her opinions, inasmuch as if she really +believed in her grievance, or if it had had any dignity, she would not +have consented to see him. He had not presented himself at Miss +Chancellor's door without a very good reason, and having done so he +could not turn away so long as there was any one in the house of whom he +might have speech. He had sent up his name to Mrs. Luna, after being +told that she was staying there, on the mere chance that she would see +him; for he thought a refusal a very possible sequel to the letters she +had written him during the past four or five months—letters he had +scarcely read, full of allusions of the most cutting sort to proceedings +of his, in the past, of which he had no recollection whatever. They +bored him, for he had quite other matters in his mind.</p> + +<p>"I don't wonder you have the bad taste, the crudity," she said, as soon +as he came into the room, looking at him more sternly than he would have +believed possible to her.</p> + +<p>He saw that this was an allusion to his not having been to see her since +the period of her sister's visit to New York; he having conceived for +her, the evening of Mrs. Burrage's party, a sentiment of aversion which +put an end to such attentions. He didn't laugh, he was too worried and +preoccupied; but he replied, in a tone which apparently annoyed her as +much as any indecent mirth: "I thought it very possible you wouldn't see +me."</p> + +<p>"Why shouldn't I see you, if I should take it into my head? Do you +suppose I care whether I see you or not?"</p> + +<p>"I supposed you wanted to, from your letters."</p> + +<p>"Then why did you think I would refuse?"</p> + +<p>"Because that's the sort of thing women do."</p> + +<p>"Women—women! You know much about them!"</p> + +<p>"I am learning something every day."</p> + +<p>"You haven't learned yet, apparently, to answer their letters. It's +rather a surprise to me that you don't pretend not to have received +mine."</p> + +<p>Ransom could smile now; the opportunity to vent the exasperation that +had been consuming him almost restored his good humour. "What could I +say? You overwhelmed me. Besides, I did answer one of them."</p> + +<p>"One of them? You speak as if I had written you a dozen!" Mrs. Luna +cried.</p> + +<p>"I thought that was your contention—that you had done me the honour to +address me so many. They were crushing, and when a man's crushed, it's +all over."</p> + +<p>"Yes, you look as if you were in very small pieces! I am glad that I +shall never see you again."</p> + +<p>"I can see now why you received me—to tell me that," Ransom said.</p> + +<p>"It is a kind of pleasure. I am going back to Europe."</p> + +<p>"Really? for Newton's education?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, I wonder you can have the face to speak of that—after the way you +deserted him!"</p> + +<p>"Let us abandon the subject, then, and I will tell you what I want."</p> + +<p>"I don't in the least care what you want," Mrs. Luna remarked. "And you +haven't even the grace to ask me where I am going—over there."</p> + +<p>"What difference does that make to me—once you leave these shores?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luna rose to her feet. "Ah, chivalry, chivalry!" she exclaimed. And +she walked away to the window—one of the windows from which Ransom had +first enjoyed, at Olive's solicitation, the view of the Back Bay. Mrs. +Luna looked forth at it with little of the air of a person who was sorry +to be about to lose it. "I am determined you shall know where I am +going," she said in a moment. "I am going to Florence."</p> + +<p>"Don't be afraid!" he replied. "I shall go to Rome."</p> + +<p>"And you'll carry there more impertinence than has been seen there since +the old emperors."</p> + +<p>"Were the emperors impertinent, in addition to their other vices? I am +determined, on my side, that you shall know what I have come for," +Ransom said. "I wouldn't ask you if I could ask any one else; but I am +very hard pressed, and I don't know who can help me."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luna turned on him a face of the frankest derision. "Help you? Do +you remember the last time I asked you to help me?"</p> + +<p>"That evening at Mrs. Burrage's? Surely I wasn't wanting then; I +remember urging on your acceptance a chair, so that you might stand on +it, to see and to hear."</p> + +<p>"To see and to hear what, please? Your disgusting infatuation!"</p> + +<p>"It's just about that I want to speak to you," Ransom pursued. "As you +already know all about it, you have no new shock to receive, and I +therefore venture to ask you——"</p> + +<p>"Where tickets for her lecture to-night can be obtained? Is it possible +she hasn't sent you one?"</p> + +<p>"I assure you I didn't come to Boston to hear it," said Ransom, with a +sadness which Mrs. Luna evidently regarded as a refinement of outrage. +"What I should like to ascertain is where Miss Tarrant may be found at +the present moment."</p> + +<p>"And do you think that's a delicate inquiry to make of <i>me</i>?"</p> + +<p>"I don't see why it shouldn't be, but I know you don't think it is, and +that is why, as I say, I mention the matter to you only because I can +imagine absolutely no one else who is in a position to assist me. I have +been to the house of Miss Tarrant's parents, in Cambridge, but it is +closed and empty, destitute of any sign of life. I went there first, on +arriving this morning, and rang at this door only when my journey to +Monadnoc Place had proved fruitless. Your sister's servant told me that +Miss Tarrant was not staying here, but she added that Mrs. Luna was. No +doubt you won't be pleased at having been spoken of as a sort of +equivalent; and I didn't say to myself—or to the servant—that you +would do as well; I only reflected that I could at least try you. I +didn't even ask for Miss Chancellor, as I am sure she would give me no +information whatever."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luna listened to this candid account of the young man's proceedings +with her head turned a little over her shoulder at him, and her eyes +fixed as unsympathetically as possible upon his own. "What you propose, +then, as I understand it," she said in a moment, "is that I should +betray my sister to you."</p> + +<p>"Worse than that; I propose that you should betray Miss Tarrant +herself."</p> + +<p>"What do I care about Miss Tarrant? I don't know what you are talking +about."</p> + +<p>"Haven't you really any idea where she is living? Haven't you seen her +here? Are Miss Olive and she not constantly together?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luna, at this, turned full round upon him, and, with folded arms +and her head tossed back, exclaimed: "Look here, Basil Ransom, I never +thought you were a fool, but it strikes me that since we last met you +have lost your wits!"</p> + +<p>"There is no doubt of that," Ransom answered, smiling.</p> + +<p>"Do you mean to tell me you don't know everything about Miss Tarrant +that can be known?"</p> + +<p>"I have neither seen her nor heard of her for the last ten weeks; Miss +Chancellor has hidden her away."</p> + +<p>"Hidden her away, with all the walls and fences of Boston flaming to-day +with her name?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, I have noticed that, and I have no doubt that by waiting till +this evening I shall be able to see her. But I don't want to wait till +this evening; I want to see her now, and not in public—in private."</p> + +<p>"Do you indeed?—how interesting!" cried Mrs. Luna, with rippling +laughter. "And pray what do you want to do with her?"</p> + +<p>Ransom hesitated a little. "I think I would rather not tell you."</p> + +<p>"Your charming frankness, then, has its limits! My poor cousin, you are +really too <i>naïf</i>. Do you suppose it matters a straw to me?"</p> + +<p>Ransom made no answer to this appeal, but after an instant he broke out: +"Honestly, Mrs. Luna, can you give me no clue?"</p> + +<p>"Lord, what terrible eyes you make, and what terrible words you use! +'Honestly,' quoth he! Do you think I am so fond of the creature that I +want to keep her all to myself?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know; I don't understand," said Ransom, slowly and softly, but +still with his terrible eyes.</p> + +<p>"And do you think I understand any better? You are not a very edifying +young man," Mrs. Luna went on; "but I really think you have deserved a +better fate than to be jilted and thrown over by a girl of that class."</p> + +<p>"I haven't been jilted. I like her very much, but she never encouraged +me."</p> + +<p>At this Mrs. Luna broke again into articulate scoffing. "It is very odd +that at your age you should be so little a man of the world!"</p> + +<p>Ransom made her no other answer than to remark, thoughtfully and rather +absently: "Your sister is really very clever."</p> + +<p>"By which you mean, I suppose, that I am not!" Mrs. Luna suddenly +changed her tone, and said, with the greatest sweetness and humility: +"God knows, I have never pretended to be!"</p> + +<p>Ransom looked at her a moment, and guessed the meaning of this altered +note. It had suddenly come over her that with her portrait in half the +shop-fronts, her advertisement on all the fences, and the great occasion +on which she was to reveal herself to the country at large close at +hand, Verena had become so conscious of high destinies that her dear +friend's Southern kinsman really appeared to her very small game, and +she might therefore be regarded as having cast him off. If this were the +case, it would perhaps be well for Mrs. Luna still to hold on. Basil's +induction was very rapid, but it gave him time to decide that the best +thing to say to his interlocutress was: "On what day do you sail for +Europe?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I shall not sail at all," Mrs. Luna replied, looking out of the +window.</p> + +<p>"And in that case—poor Newton's education?"</p> + +<p>"I should try to content myself with a country which has given you +yours."</p> + +<p>"Don't you want him, then, to be a man of the world?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, the world, the world!" she murmured, while she watched, in the +deepening dusk, the lights of the town begin to reflect themselves in +the Back Bay. "Has it been such a source of happiness to me that I +belong to it?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps, after all, I shall be able to go to Florence!" said Ransom, +laughing.</p> + +<p>She faced him once more, this time slowly, and declared that she had +never known anything so strange as his state of mind—she would be so +glad to have an explanation of it. With the opinions he professed (it +was for them she had liked him—she didn't like his character), why on +earth should he be running after a little fifth-rate <i>poseuse</i>, and in +such a frenzy to get hold of her? He might say it was none of her +business, and of course she would have no answer to that; therefore she +admitted that she asked simply out of intellectual curiosity, and +because one always was tormented at the sight of a painful +contradiction. With the things she had heard him say about his +convictions and theories, his view of life and the great questions of +the future, she should have thought he would find Miss Tarrant's +attitudinising absolutely nauseous. Were not her views the same as +Olive's and hadn't Olive and he signally failed to hit it off together? +Mrs. Luna only asked because she was really quite puzzled. "Don't you +know that some minds, when they see a mystery, can't rest till they +clear it up?"</p> + +<p>"You can't be more puzzled than I am," said Ransom. "Apparently the +explanation is to be found in a sort of reversal of the formula you were +so good, just now, as to apply to me. You like my opinions, but you +entertain a different sentiment for my character. I deplore Miss +Tarrant's opinions, but her character—well, her character pleases me."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luna stared, as if she were waiting, the explanation surely not +being complete. "But as much as that?" she inquired.</p> + +<p>"As much as what?" said Ransom, smiling. Then he added, "Your sister has +beaten me."</p> + +<p>"I thought she had beaten some one of late; she has seemed so gay and +happy. I didn't suppose it was <i>all</i> because I was going away."</p> + +<p>"Has she seemed very gay?" Ransom inquired, with a sinking of the heart. +He wore such a long face, as he asked this question, that Mrs. Luna was +again moved to audible mirth, after which she explained:</p> + +<p>"Of course I mean gay for her. Everything is relative. With her +impatience for this lecture of her friend's to-night, she's in an +unspeakable state! She can't sit still for three minutes, she goes out +fifteen times a day, and there has been enough arranging and +interviewing, and discussing and telegraphing and advertising, enough +wire-pulling and rushing about, to put an army in the field. What is it +they are always doing to the armies in Europe?—mobilising them? Well, +Verena has been mobilised, and this has been headquarters."</p> + +<p>"And shall you go to the Music Hall to-night?"</p> + +<p>"For what do you take me? I have no desire to be shrieked at for an +hour."</p> + +<p>"No doubt, no doubt, Miss Olive must be in a state," Ransom went on, +rather absently. Then he said, with abruptness, in a different tone: "If +this house has been, as you say, headquarters, how comes it you haven't +seen her?"</p> + +<p>"Seen Olive? I have seen nothing else!"</p> + +<p>"I mean Miss Tarrant. She must be somewhere—in the place—if she's to +speak to-night."</p> + +<p>"Should you like me to go out and look for her? <i>Il ne manquerait plus +que cela!</i>" cried Mrs. Luna. "What's the matter with you, Basil Ransom, +and what are you after?" she demanded, with considerable sharpness. She +had tried haughtiness and she had tried humility, but they brought her +equally face to face with a competitor whom she couldn't take seriously, +yet who was none the less objectionable for all that.</p> + +<p>I know not whether Ransom would have attempted to answer her question +had an obstacle not presented itself; at any rate, at the moment she +spoke, the curtain in the doorway was pushed aside, and a visitor +crossed the threshold. "Mercy! how provoking!" Mrs. Luna exclaimed, +audibly enough; and without moving from her place she bent an +uncharitable eye upon the invader, a gentleman whom Ransom had the sense +of having met before. He was a young man with a fresh face and abundant +locks, prematurely white; he stood smiling at Mrs. Luna, quite undaunted +by the absence of any demonstration in his favour. She looked as if she +didn't know him, while Ransom prepared to depart, leaving them to settle +it together.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid you don't remember me, though I have seen you before," said +the young man, very amiably. "I was here a week ago, and Miss Chancellor +presented me to you."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes; she's not at home now," Mrs. Luna returned vaguely.</p> + +<p>"So I was told—but I didn't let that prevent me." And the young man +included Basil Ransom in the smile with which he made himself more +welcome than Mrs. Luna appeared disposed to make him, and by which he +seemed to call attention to his superiority. "There is a matter on which +I want very much to obtain some information, and I have no doubt you +will be so good as to give it to me."</p> + +<p>"It comes back to me—you have something to do with the newspapers," +said Mrs. Luna; and Ransom too, by this time, had placed the young man +among his reminiscences. He had been at Miss Birdseye's famous party, +and Doctor Prance had there described him as a brilliant journalist.</p> + +<p>It was quite with the air of such a personage that he accepted Mrs. +Luna's definition, and he continued to radiate towards Ransom (as if, in +return, he remembered <i>his</i> face), while he dropped, confidentially, the +word that expressed everything—"The <i>Vesper</i>, don't you know?" Then he +went on: "Now, Mrs. Luna, I don't care, I'm not going to let you off! We +want the last news about Miss Verena, and it has got to come out of this +house."</p> + +<p>"Oh murder!" Ransom muttered, beneath his breath, taking up his hat.</p> + +<p>"Miss Chancellor has hidden her away; I have been scouring the city in +search of her, and her own father hasn't seen her for a week. We have +got his ideas; they are very easy to get, but that isn't what we want."</p> + +<p>"And what do you want?" Ransom was now impelled to inquire, as Mr. +Pardon (even the name at present came back to him) appeared sufficiently +to have introduced himself.</p> + +<p>"We want to know how she feels about to-night; what report she makes of +her nerves, her anticipations; how she looked, what she had on, up to +six o'clock. Gracious! if I could see her I should know what I wanted, +and so would she, I guess!" Mr. Pardon exclaimed. "You must know +something, Mrs. Luna; it isn't natural you shouldn't. I won't inquire +any further where she is, because that might seem a little pushing, if +she does wish to withdraw herself—though I am bound to say I think she +makes a mistake; we could work up these last hours for her! But can't +you tell me any little personal items—the sort of thing the people +like? What is she going to have for supper? or is she going to +speak—a—without previous nourishment?"</p> + +<p>"Really, sir, I don't know, and I don't in the least care; I have +nothing to do with the business!" Mrs. Luna cried angrily.</p> + +<p>The reporter stared; then, eagerly, "You have nothing to do with it—you +take an unfavourable view, you protest?" And he was already feeling in a +side-pocket for his notebook.</p> + +<p>"Mercy on us! are you going to put <i>that</i> in the paper?" Mrs. Luna +exclaimed; and in spite of the sense, detestable to him, that everything +he wished most to avert was fast closing over the girl, Ransom broke +into cynical laughter.</p> + +<p>"Ah, but do protest, madam; let us at least have that fragment!" Mr. +Pardon went on. "A protest from this house would be a charming note. We +<i>must</i> have it—we've got nothing else! The public are almost as much +interested in your sister as they are in Miss Verena; they know to what +extent she has backed her: and I should be so delighted (I see the +heading, from here, so attractive!) just to take down 'What Miss +Chancellor's Family Think about It!'"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luna sank into the nearest chair, with a groan, covering her face +with her hands. "Heaven help me, I am glad I am going to Europe!"</p> + +<p>"That is another little item—everything counts," said Matthias Pardon, +making a rapid entry in his tablets. "May I inquire whether you are +going to Europe in consequence of your disapproval of your sister's +views?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luna sprang up again, almost snatching the memoranda out of his +hand. "If you have the impertinence to publish a word about me, or to +mention my name in print, I will come to your office and make such a +scene!"</p> + +<p>"Dearest lady, that would be a godsend!" Mr. Pardon cried +enthusiastically; but he put his notebook back into his pocket.</p> + +<p>"Have you made an exhaustive search for Miss Tarrant?" Basil Ransom +asked of him. Mr. Pardon, at this inquiry, eyed him with a sudden, +familiar archness, expressive of the idea of competition; so that Ransom +added: "You needn't be afraid, I'm not a reporter."</p> + +<p>"I didn't know but what you had come on from New York."</p> + +<p>"So I have—but not as the representative of a newspaper."</p> + +<p>"Fancy his taking you——" Mrs. Luna murmured, with indignation.</p> + +<p>"Well, I have been everywhere I could think of," Mr. Pardon remarked. "I +have been hunting round after your sister's agent, but I haven't been +able to catch up with him; I suppose he has been hunting on his side. +Miss Chancellor told me—Mrs. Luna may remember it—that she shouldn't +be here at all during the week, and that she preferred not to tell me +either where or how she was to spend her time until the momentous +evening. Of course I let her know that I should find out if I could, and +you may remember," he said to Mrs. Luna, "the conversation we had on the +subject. I remarked, candidly, that if they didn't look out they would +overdo the quietness. Doctor Tarrant has felt very low about it. +However, I have done what I could with the material at my command, and +the <i>Vesper</i> has let the public know that her whereabouts was the +biggest mystery of the season. It's difficult to get round the +<i>Vesper</i>."</p> + +<p>"I am almost afraid to open my lips in your presence," Mrs. Luna broke +in, "but I must say that I think my sister was strangely communicative. +She told you ever so much that I wouldn't have breathed."</p> + +<p>"I should like to try you with something you know!" Matthias Pardon +returned imperturbably. "This isn't a fair trial, because you don't +know. Miss Chancellor came round—came round considerably, there's no +doubt of that; because a year or two ago she was terribly +unapproachable. If I have mollified her, madam, why shouldn't I mollify +you? She realises that I can help her now, and as I ain't rancorous I am +willing to help her all she'll let me. The trouble is, she won't let me +enough, yet; it seems as if she couldn't believe it of me. At any rate," +he pursued, addressing himself more particularly to Ransom, "half an +hour ago, at the Hall, they knew nothing whatever about Miss Tarrant, +beyond the fact that about a month ago she came there, with Miss +Chancellor, to try her voice, which rang all over the place, like +silver, and that Miss Chancellor guaranteed her absolute punctuality +to-night."</p> + +<p>"Well, that's all that is required," said Ransom, at hazard; and he put +out his hand, in farewell, to Mrs. Luna.</p> + +<p>"Do you desert me already?" she demanded, giving him a glance which +would have embarrassed any spectator but a reporter of the <i>Vesper</i>.</p> + +<p>"I have fifty things to do; you must excuse me." He was nervous, +restless, his heart was beating much faster than usual; he couldn't +stand still, and he had no compunction whatever about leaving her to get +rid, by herself, of Mr. Pardon.</p> + +<p>This gentleman continued to mix in the conversation, possibly from the +hope that if he should linger either Miss Tarrant or Miss Chancellor +would make her appearance. "Every seat in the Hall is sold; the crowd is +expected to be immense. When our Boston public <i>does</i> take an idea!" Mr. +Pardon exclaimed.</p> + +<p>Ransom only wanted to get away, and in order to facilitate his release +by implying that in such a case he should see her again, he said to Mrs. +Luna, rather hypocritically, from the threshold, "You had really better +come to-night."</p> + +<p>"I am not like the Boston public—I don't take an idea!" she replied.</p> + +<p>"Do you mean to say you are not going?" cried Mr. Pardon, with widely +open eyes, clapping his hand again to his pocket. "Don't you regard her +as a wonderful genius?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luna was sorely tried, and the vexation of seeing Ransom slip away +from her with his thoughts visibly on Verena, leaving her face to face +with the odious newspaper man, whose presence made passionate protest +impossible—the annoyance of seeing everything and every one mock at her +and fail to compensate her was such that she lost her head, while +rashness leaped to her lips and jerked out the answer—"No indeed; I +think her a vulgar idiot!"</p> + +<p>"Ah, madam, I should never permit myself to print that!" Ransom heard +Mr. Pardon rejoin reproachfully, as he dropped the <i>portière</i> of the +drawing-room.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XLI" id="XLI"></a>XLI</h2> + + +<p>He walked about for the next two hours, walked all over Boston, heedless +of his course, and conscious only of an unwillingness to return to his +hotel and an inability to eat his dinner or rest his weary legs. He had +been roaming in very much the same desperate fashion, at once eager and +purposeless, for many days before he left New York, and he knew that his +agitation and suspense must wear themselves out. At present they pressed +him more than ever; they had become tremendously acute. The early dusk +of the last half of November had gathered thick, but the evening was +fine and the lighted streets had the animation and variety of a winter +that had begun with brilliancy. The shop-fronts glowed through frosty +panes, the passers bustled on the pavement, the bells of the street-cars +jangled in the cold air, the newsboys hawked the evening papers, the +vestibules of the theatres, illuminated and flanked with coloured +posters and the photographs of actresses, exhibited seductively their +swinging doors of red leather or baize, spotted with little brass nails. +Behind great plates of glass the interior of the hotels became visible, +with marble-paved lobbies, white with electric lamps, and columns, and +Westerners on divans stretching their legs, while behind a counter, set +apart and covered with an array of periodicals and novels in paper +covers, little boys, with the faces of old men, showing plans of the +play-houses and offering librettos, sold orchestra-chairs at a premium. +When from time to time Ransom paused at a corner, hesitating which way +to drift, he looked up and saw the stars, sharp and near, scintillating +over the town. Boston seemed to him big and full of nocturnal life, very +much awake and preparing for an evening of pleasure.</p> + +<p>He passed and repassed the Music Hall, saw Verena immensely advertised, +gazed down the vista, the approach for pedestrians, which leads out of +School Street, and thought it looked expectant and ominous. People had +not begun to enter yet, but the place was ready, lighted and open, and +the interval would be only too short. So it appeared to Ransom, while at +the same time he wished immensely the crisis were over. Everything that +surrounded him referred itself to the idea with which his mind was +palpitating, the question whether he might not still intervene as +against the girl's jump into the abyss. He believed that all Boston was +going to hear her, or that at least every one was whom he saw in the +streets; and there was a kind of incentive and inspiration in this +thought. The vision of wresting her from the mighty multitude set him +off again, to stride through the population that would fight for her. It +was not too late, for he felt strong; it would not be too late even if +she should already stand there before thousands of converging eyes. He +had had his ticket since the morning, and now the time was going on. He +went back to his hotel at last for ten minutes, and refreshed himself by +dressing a little and by drinking a glass of wine. Then he took his way +once more to the Music Hall, and saw that people were beginning to go +in—the first drops of the great stream, among whom there were many +women. Since seven o'clock the minutes had moved fast—before that they +had dragged—and now there was only half an hour. Ransom passed in with +the others; he knew just where his seat was; he had chosen it, on +reaching Boston, from the few that were left, with what he believed to +be care. But now, as he stood beneath the far-away panelled roof, +stretching above the line of little tongues of flame which marked its +junction with the walls, he felt that this didn't matter much, since he +certainly was not going to subside into his place. He was not one of the +audience; he was apart, unique, and had come on a business altogether +special. It wouldn't have mattered if, in advance, he had got no place +at all and had just left himself to pay for standing-room at the last. +The people came pouring in, and in a very short time there would only be +standing-room left. Ransom had no definite plan; he had mainly wanted to +get inside of the building, so that, on a view of the field, he might +make up his mind. He had never been in the Music Hall before, and its +lofty vaults and rows of overhanging balconies made it to his +imagination immense and impressive. There were two or three moments +during which he felt as he could imagine a young man to feel who, +waiting in a public place, has made up his mind, for reasons of his own, +to discharge a pistol at the king or the president.</p> + +<p>The place struck him with a kind of Roman vastness; the doors which +opened out of the upper balconies, high aloft, and which were constantly +swinging to and fro with the passage of spectators and ushers, reminded +him of the <i>vomitoria</i> that he had read about in descriptions of the +Colosseum. The huge organ, the background of the stage—a stage occupied +with tiers of seats for choruses and civic worthies—lifted to the dome +its shining pipes and sculptured pinnacles, and some genius of music or +oratory erected himself in monumental bronze at the base. The hall was +so capacious and serious, and the audience increased so rapidly without +filling it, giving Ransom a sense of the numbers it would contain when +it was packed, that the courage of the two young women, face to face +with so tremendous an ordeal, hovered before him as really sublime, +especially the conscious tension of poor Olive, who would have been +spared none of the anxieties and tremors, none of the previsions of +accident or calculations of failure. In the front of the stage was a +slim, high desk, like a music-stand, with a cover of red velvet, and +near it was a light ornamental chair, on which he was sure Verena would +not seat herself, though he could fancy her leaning at moments on the +back. Behind this was a kind of semicircle of a dozen arm-chairs, which +had evidently been arranged for the friends of the speaker, her sponsors +and patrons. The hall was more and more full of premonitory sounds; +people making a noise as they unfolded, on hinges, their seats, and +itinerant boys, whose voices as they cried out "Photographs of Miss +Tarrant—sketch of her life!" or "Portraits of the Speaker—story of her +career!" sounded small and piping in the general immensity. Before +Ransom was aware of it several of the arm-chairs, in the row behind the +lecturer's desk, were occupied, with gaps, and in a moment he +recognised, even across the interval, three of the persons who had +appeared. The straight-featured woman with bands of glossy hair and +eyebrows that told at a distance, could only be Mrs. Farrinder, just as +the gentleman beside her, in a white overcoat, with an umbrella and a +vague face, was probably her husband Amariah. At the opposite end of the +row were another pair, whom Ransom, unacquainted with certain chapters +of Verena's history, perceived without surprise to be Mrs. Burrage and +her insinuating son. Apparently their interest in Miss Tarrant was more +than a momentary fad, since—like himself—they had made the journey +from New York to hear her. There were other figures, unknown to our +young man, here and there, in the semicircle; but several places were +still empty (one of which was of course reserved for Olive), and it +occurred to Ransom, even in his preoccupation, that one of them ought to +remain so—ought to be left to symbolise the presence, in the spirit, of +Miss Birdseye.</p> + +<p>He bought one of the photographs of Verena, and thought it shockingly +bad, and bought also the sketch of her life, which many people seemed to +be reading, but crumpled it up in his pocket for future consideration. +Verena was not in the least present to him in connexion with this +exhibition of enterprise and puffery; what he saw was Olive, struggling +and yielding, making every sacrifice of taste for the sake of the +largest hearing, and conforming herself to a great popular system. +Whether she had struggled or not, there was a catch-penny effect about +the whole thing which added to the fever in his cheek and made him wish +he had money to buy up the stock of the vociferous little boys. Suddenly +the notes of the organ rolled out into the hall, and he became aware +that the overture or prelude had begun. This, too, seemed to him a piece +of claptrap, but he didn't wait to think of it; he instantly edged out +of his place, which he had chosen near the end of a row, and reached one +of the numerous doors. If he had had no definite plan he now had at +least an irresistible impulse, and he felt the prick of shame at having +faltered for a moment. It had been his tacit calculation that Verena, +still enshrined in mystery by her companion, would not have reached the +scene of her performance till within a few minutes of the time at which +she was to come forth; so that he had lost nothing by waiting, up to +this moment, before the platform. But now he must overtake his +opportunity. Before passing out of the hall into the lobby he paused, +and with his back to the stage, gave a look at the gathered auditory. It +had become densely numerous, and, suffused with the evenly distributed +gaslight, which fell from a great elevation, and the thick atmosphere +that hangs for ever in such places, it appeared to pile itself high and +to look dimly expectant and formidable. He had a throb of uneasiness at +his private purpose of balking it of its entertainment, its victim—a +glimpse of the ferocity that lurks in a disappointed mob. But the +thought of that danger only made him pass more quickly through the ugly +corridors; he felt that his plan was definite enough now, and he found +that he had no need even of asking the way to a certain small door (one +or more of them), which he meant to push open. In taking his place in +the morning he had assured himself as to the side of the house on which +(with its approach to the platform) the withdrawing room of singers and +speakers was situated; he had chosen his seat in that quarter, and he +now had not far to go before he reached it. No one heeded or challenged +him; Miss Tarrant's auditors were still pouring in (the occasion was +evidently to have been an unprecedented success of curiosity), and had +all the attention of the ushers. Ransom opened a door at the end of the +passage, and it admitted him into a sort of vestibule, quite bare save +that at a second door, opposite to him, stood a figure at the sight of +which he paused for a moment in his advance.</p> + +<p>The figure was simply that of a robust policeman, in his helmet and +brass buttons—a policeman who was expecting him—Ransom could see that +in a twinkling. He judged in the same space of time that Olive +Chancellor had heard of his having arrived and had applied for the +protection of this functionary, who was now simply guarding the ingress +and was prepared to defend it against all comers. There was a slight +element of surprise in this, as he had reasoned that his nervous +kinswoman was absent from her house for the day—had been spending it +all in Verena's retreat, wherever that was. The surprise was not great +enough, however, to interrupt his course for more than an instant, and +he crossed the room and stood before the belted sentinel. For a moment +neither spoke; they looked at each other very hard in the eyes, and +Ransom heard the organ, beyond partitions, launching its waves of sound +through the hall. They seemed to be very near it, and the whole place +vibrated. The policeman was a tall, lean-faced, sallow man, with a stoop +of the shoulders, a small, steady eye, and something in his mouth which +made a protuberance in his cheek. Ransom could see that he was very +strong, but he believed that he himself was not materially less so. +However, he had not come there to show physical fight—a public tussle +about Verena was not an attractive idea, except perhaps, after all, if +he should get the worst of it, from the point of view of Olive's new +system of advertising; and, moreover, it would not be in the least +necessary. Still he said nothing, and still the policeman remained dumb, +and there was something in the way the moments elapsed and in our young +man's consciousness that Verena was separated from him only by a couple +of thin planks, which made him feel that she too expected him, but in +another sense; that she had nothing to do with this parade of +resistance, that she would know in a moment, by quick intuition, that he +was there, and that she was only praying to be rescued, to be saved. +Face to face with Olive she hadn't the courage, but she would have it +with her hand in his. It came to him that there was no one in the world +less sure of her business just at that moment than Olive Chancellor; it +was as if he could see, through the door, the terrible way her eyes were +fixed on Verena while she held her watch in her hand and Verena looked +away from her. Olive would have been so thankful that she should begin +before the hour, but of course that was impossible. Ransom asked no +questions—that seemed a waste of time; he only said, after a minute, to +the policeman:</p> + +<p>"I should like very much to see Miss Tarrant, if you will be so good as +to take in my card."</p> + +<p>The guardian of order, well planted just between him and the handle of +the door, took from Ransom the morsel of pasteboard which he held out to +him, read slowly the name inscribed on it, turned it over and looked at +the back, then returned it to his interlocutor. "Well, I guess it ain't +much use," he remarked.</p> + +<p>"How can you know that? You have no business to decline my request."</p> + +<p>"Well, I guess I have about as much business as you have to make it." +Then he added, "You are just the very man she wants to keep out."</p> + +<p>"I don't think Miss Tarrant wants to keep me out," Ransom returned.</p> + +<p>"I don't know much about her, she hasn't hired the hall. It's the other +one—Miss Chancellor; it's her that runs this lecture."</p> + +<p>"And she has asked you to keep me out? How absurd!" exclaimed Ransom +ingeniously.</p> + +<p>"She tells me you're none too fit to be round alone; you have got this +thing on the brain. I guess you'd better be quiet," said the policeman.</p> + +<p>"Quiet? Is it possible to be more quiet than I am?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I've seen crazy folks that were a good deal like you. If you want +to see the speaker why don't you go and set round in the hall, with the +rest of the public?" And the policeman waited, in an immovable, +ruminating, reasonable manner, for an answer to this inquiry.</p> + +<p>Ransom had one, on the instant, at his service. "Because I don't want +simply to see her; I want also to speak to her—in private."</p> + +<p>"Yes—it's always intensely private," said the policeman. "Now I +wouldn't lose the lecture if I was you. I guess it will do you good."</p> + +<p>"The lecture?" Ransom repeated, laughing. "It won't take place."</p> + +<p>"Yes it will—as quick as the organ stops." Then the policeman added, as +to himself, "Why the devil don't it?"</p> + +<p>"Because Miss Tarrant has sent up to the organist to tell him to keep +on."</p> + +<p>"Who has she sent, do you s'pose?" And Ransom's new acquaintance entered +into his humour. "I guess Miss Chancellor isn't her nigger."</p> + +<p>"She has sent her father, or perhaps even her mother. They are in there +too."</p> + +<p>"How do you know that?" asked the policeman consideringly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know everything," Ransom answered, smiling.</p> + +<p>"Well, I guess they didn't come here to listen to that organ. We'll hear +something else before long, if he doesn't stop."</p> + +<p>"You will hear a good deal, very soon," Ransom remarked.</p> + +<p>The serenity of his self-confidence appeared at last to make an +impression on his antagonist, who lowered his head a little, like some +butting animal, and looked at the young man from beneath bushy eyebrows. +"Well, I <i>have</i> heard a good deal, since I've been in Boston."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Boston's a great place," Ransom rejoined inattentively. He was not +listening to the policeman or to the organ now, for the sound of voices +had reached him from the other side of the door. The policeman took no +further notice of it than to lean back against the panels, with folded +arms; and there was another pause, between them, during which the +playing of the organ ceased.</p> + +<p>"I will just wait here, with your permission," said Ransom, "and +presently I shall be called."</p> + +<p>"Who do you s'pose will call you?"</p> + +<p>"Well, Miss Tarrant, I hope."</p> + +<p>"She'll have to square the other one first."</p> + +<p>Ransom took out his watch, which he had adapted, on purpose, several +hours before, to Boston time, and saw that the minutes had sped with +increasing velocity during this interview, and that it now marked five +minutes past eight. "Miss Chancellor will have to square the public," he +said in a moment; and the words were far from being an empty profession +of security, for the conviction already in possession of him, that a +drama in which he, though cut off, was an actor, had been going on for +some time in the apartment he was prevented from entering, that the +situation was extraordinarily strained there, and that it could not come +to an end without an appeal to him—this transcendental assumption +acquired an infinitely greater force the instant he perceived that +Verena was even now keeping her audience waiting. Why didn't she go on? +Why, except that she knew he was there, and was gaining time?</p> + +<p>"Well, I guess she has shown herself," said the door-keeper, whose +discussion with Ransom now appeared to have passed, on his own part, and +without the slightest prejudice to his firmness, into a sociable, +gossiping phase.</p> + +<p>"If she had shown herself, we should hear the reception, the applause."</p> + +<p>"Well, there they air; they are going to give it to her," the policeman +announced.</p> + +<p>He had an odious appearance of being in the right, for there indeed they +seemed to be—they were giving it to her. A general hubbub rose from the +floor and the galleries of the hall—the sound of several thousand +people stamping with their feet and rapping with their umbrellas and +sticks. Ransom felt faint, and for a little while he stood with his gaze +interlocked with that of the policeman. Then suddenly a wave of coolness +seemed to break over him, and he exclaimed: "My dear fellow, that isn't +applause—it's impatience. It isn't a reception, it's a call!"</p> + +<p>The policeman neither assented to this proposition nor denied it; he +only transferred the protuberance in his cheek to the other side, and +observed:</p> + +<p>"I guess she's sick."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I hope not!" said Ransom, very gently. The stamping and rapping +swelled and swelled for a minute, and then it subsided; but before it +had done so Ransom's definition of it had plainly become the true one. +The tone of the manifestation was good-humoured, but it was not +gratulatory. He looked at his watch again, and saw that five minutes +more had elapsed, and he remembered what the newspaperman in Charles +Street had said about Olive's guaranteeing Verena's punctuality. Oddly +enough, at the moment the image of this gentleman recurred to him, the +gentleman himself burst through the other door, in a state of the +liveliest agitation.</p> + +<p>"Why in the name of goodness don't she go on? If she wants to make them +call her, they've done it about enough!" Mr. Pardon turned, pressingly, +from Ransom to the policeman and back again, and in his preoccupation +gave no sign of having met the Mississippian before.</p> + +<p>"I guess she's sick," said the policeman.</p> + +<p>"The public'll be sick!" cried the distressed reporter. "If she's sick, +why doesn't she send for a doctor? All Boston is packed into this house, +and she has got to talk to it. I want to go in and see."</p> + +<p>"You can't go in," said the policeman drily.</p> + +<p>"Why can't I go in, I should like to know? I want to go in for the +<i>Vesper</i>"!</p> + +<p>"You can't go in for anything. I'm keeping this man out, too," the +policeman added genially, as if to make Mr. Pardon's exclusion appear +less invidious.</p> + +<p>"Why, they'd ought to let <i>you</i> in," said Matthias, staring a moment at +Ransom.</p> + +<p>"May be they'd ought, but they won't," the policeman remarked.</p> + +<p>"Gracious me!" panted Mr. Pardon; "I knew from the first Miss Chancellor +would make a mess of it! Where's Mr. Filer?" he went on eagerly, +addressing himself apparently to either of the others, or to both.</p> + +<p>"I guess he's at the door, counting the money," said the policeman.</p> + +<p>"Well, he'll have to give it back if he don't look out!"</p> + +<p>"Maybe he will. I'll let <i>him</i> in if he comes, but he's the only one. +She is on now," the policeman added, without emotion.</p> + +<p>His ear had caught the first faint murmur of another explosion of sound. +This time, unmistakably, it was applause—the clapping of multitudinous +hands, mingled with the noise of many throats. The demonstration, +however, though considerable, was not what might have been expected, and +it died away quickly. Mr. Pardon stood listening, with an expression of +some alarm. "Merciful fathers! can't they give her more than that?" he +cried. "I'll just fly round and see!"</p> + +<p>When he had hurried away again, Ransom said to the policeman—"Who is +Mr. Filer?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, he's an old friend of mine. He's the man that runs Miss +Chancellor."</p> + +<p>"That runs her?"</p> + +<p>"Just the same as she runs Miss Tarrant. He runs the pair, as you might +say. He's in the lecture-business."</p> + +<p>"Then he had better talk to the public himself."</p> + +<p>"Oh, <i>he</i> can't talk; he can only boss!"</p> + +<p>The opposite door at this moment was pushed open again, and a large, +heated-looking man, with a little stiff beard on the end of his chin and +his overcoat flying behind him, strode forward with an imprecation. +"What the h—— are they doing in the parlour? This sort of thing's +about played out!"</p> + +<p>"Ain't she up there now?" the policeman asked.</p> + +<p>"It's not Miss Tarrant," Ransom said, as if he knew all about it. He +perceived in a moment that this was Mr. Filer, Olive Chancellor's agent; +an inference instantly followed by the reflexion that such a personage +would have been warned against him by his kinswoman and would doubtless +attempt to hold him, or his influence, accountable for Verena's +unexpected delay. Mr. Filer only glanced at him, however, and to +Ransom's surprise appeared to have no theory of his identity; a fact +implying that Miss Chancellor had considered that the greater discretion +was (except to the policeman) to hold her tongue about him altogether.</p> + +<p>"Up there? It's her jackass of a father that's up there!" cried Mr. +Filer, with his hand on the latch of the door, which the policeman had +allowed him to approach.</p> + +<p>"Is he asking for a doctor?" the latter inquired dispassionately.</p> + +<p>"You're the sort of doctor he'll want, if he doesn't produce the girl! +You don't mean to say they've locked themselves in? What the plague are +they after?"</p> + +<p>"They've got the key on that side," said the policeman, while Mr. Filer +discharged at the door a volley of sharp knocks, at the same time +violently shaking the handle.</p> + +<p>"If the door was locked, what was the good of your standing before it?" +Ransom inquired.</p> + +<p>"So as you couldn't do that"; and the policeman nodded at Mr. Filer.</p> + +<p>"You see your interference has done very little good."</p> + +<p>"I dunno; she has got to come out yet."</p> + +<p>Mr. Filer meanwhile had continued to thump and shake, demanding instant +admission and inquiring if they were going to let the audience pull the +house down. Another round of applause had broken out, directed +perceptibly to some apology, some solemn circumlocution, of Selah +Tarrant's; this covered the sound of the agent's voice, as well as that +of a confused and divided response, proceeding from the parlour. For a +minute nothing definite was audible; the door remained closed, and +Matthias Pardon reappeared in the vestibule.</p> + +<p>"He says she's just a little faint—from nervousness. She'll be all +ready in about three minutes." This announcement was Mr. Pardon's +contribution to the crisis; and he added that the crowd was a lovely +crowd, it was a real Boston crowd, it was perfectly good-humoured.</p> + +<p>"There's a lovely crowd, and a real Boston one too, I guess, in here!" +cried Mr. Filer, now banging very hard. "I've handled prima donnas, and +I've handled natural curiosities, but I've never seen anything up to +this. Mind what I say, ladies; if you don't let me in, I'll smash down +the door!"</p> + +<p>"Don't seem as if <i>you</i> could make it much worse, does it?" the +policeman observed to Ransom, strolling aside a little, with the air of +being superseded.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XLII" id="XLII"></a>XLII</h2> + + +<p>Ransom made no reply; he was watching the door, which at that moment +gave way from within. Verena stood there—it was she, evidently, who had +opened it—and her eyes went straight to his. She was dressed in white, +and her face was whiter than her garment; above it her hair seemed to +shine like fire. She took a step forward; but before she could take +another he had come down to her, on the threshold of the room. Her face +was full of suffering, and he did not attempt—before all those eyes—to +take her hand; he only said in a low tone, "I have been waiting for +you—a long time!"</p> + +<p>"I know it—I saw you in your seat—I want to speak to you."</p> + +<p>"Well, Miss Tarrant, don't you think you'd better be on the platform?" +cried Mr. Filer, making with both his arms a movement as if to sweep her +before him, through the waiting-room, up into the presence of the +public.</p> + +<p>"In a moment I shall be ready. My father is making that all right." And, +to Ransom's surprise, she smiled, with all her sweetness, at the +irrepressible agent; appeared to wish genuinely to reassure him.</p> + +<p>The three had moved together into the waiting-room, and there at the +farther end of it, beyond the vulgar, perfunctory chairs and tables, +under the flaring gas, he saw Mrs. Tarrant sitting upright on a sofa, +with immense rigidity, and a large flushed visage, full of suppressed +distortion, and beside her prostrate, fallen over, her head buried in +the lap of Verena's mother, the tragic figure of Olive Chancellor. +Ransom could scarcely know how much Olive's having flung herself upon +Mrs. Tarrant's bosom testified to the convulsive scene that had just +taken place behind the locked door. He closed it again, sharply, in the +face of the reporter and the policeman, and at the same moment Selah +Tarrant descended, through the aperture leading to the platform, from +his brief communion with the public. On seeing Ransom he stopped short, +and, gathering his waterproof about him, measured the young man from +head to foot.</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, perhaps <i>you</i> would like to go and explain our hitch," he +remarked, indulging in a smile so comprehensive that the corners of his +mouth seemed almost to meet behind. "I presume that you, better than any +one else, can give them an insight into our difficulties!"</p> + +<p>"Father, be still; father, it will come out all right in a moment!" +cried Verena, below her breath, panting like an emergent diver.</p> + +<p>"There's one thing I want to know: are we going to spend half an hour +talking over our domestic affairs?" Mr. Filer demanded, wiping his +indignant countenance. "Is Miss Tarrant going to lecture, or ain't she +going to lecture? If she ain't, she'll please to show cause why. Is she +aware that every quarter of a second, at the present instant, is worth +about five hundred dollars?"</p> + +<p>"I know that—I know that, Mr. Filer; I will begin in a moment!" Verena +went on. "I only want to speak to Mr. Ransom—just three words. They are +perfectly quiet—don't you see how quiet they are? They trust me, they +trust me, don't they, father? I only want to speak to Mr. Ransom."</p> + +<p>"Who the devil is Mr. Ransom?" cried the exasperated, bewildered Filer.</p> + +<p>Verena spoke to the others, but she looked at her lover, and the +expression of her eyes was ineffably touching and beseeching. She +trembled with nervous passion, there were sobs and supplications in her +voice, and Ransom felt himself flushing with pure pity for her pain—her +inevitable agony. But at the same moment he had another perception, +which brushed aside remorse; he saw that he could do what he wanted, +that she begged him, with all her being, to spare her, but that so long +as he should protest she was submissive, helpless. What he wanted, in +this light, flamed before him and challenged all his manhood, tossing +his determination to a height from which not only Doctor Tarrant, and +Mr. Filer, and Olive, over there, in her sightless, soundless shame, but +the great expectant hall as well, and the mighty multitude, in suspense, +keeping quiet from minute to minute and holding the breath of its +anger—from which all these things looked small, surmountable, and of +the moment only. He didn't quite understand, as yet, however; he saw +that Verena had not refused, but temporised, that the spell upon +her—thanks to which he should still be able to rescue her—had been the +knowledge that he was near.</p> + +<p>"Come away, come away," he murmured quickly, putting out his two hands +to her.</p> + +<p>She took one of them, as if to plead, not to consent. "Oh, let me off, +let me off—for <i>her</i>, for the others! It's too terrible, it's +impossible!"</p> + +<p>"What I want to know is why Mr. Ransom isn't in the hands of the +police!" wailed Mrs. Tarrant, from her sofa.</p> + +<p>"I have been, madam, for the last quarter of an hour." Ransom felt more +and more that he could manage it, if he only kept cool. He bent over +Verena with a tenderness in which he was careless, now, of observation. +"Dearest, I told you, I warned you. I left you alone for ten weeks; but +could that make you doubt it was coming? Not for worlds, not for +millions, shall you give yourself to that roaring crowd. Don't ask me to +care for them, or for any one! What do they care for you but to gape and +grin and babble? You are mine, you are not theirs."</p> + +<p>"What under the sun is the man talking about? With the most magnificent +audience ever brought together! The city of Boston is under this roof!" +Mr. Filer gaspingly interposed.</p> + +<p>"The city of Boston be damned!" said Ransom.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Ransom is very much interested in my daughter. He doesn't approve +of our views," Selah Tarrant explained.</p> + +<p>"It's the most horrible, wicked, immoral selfishness I ever heard in my +life!" roared Mrs. Tarrant.</p> + +<p>"Selfishness! Mrs. Tarrant, do you suppose I pretend not to be selfish?"</p> + +<p>"Do you want us all murdered by the mob, then?"</p> + +<p>"They can have their money—can't you give them back their money?" cried +Verena, turning frantically round the circle.</p> + +<p>"Verena Tarrant, you don't mean to say you are going to back down?" her +mother shrieked.</p> + +<p>"Good God! that I should make her suffer like this!" said Ransom to +himself; and to put an end to the odious scene he would have seized +Verena in his arms and broken away into the outer world, if Olive, who +at Mrs. Tarrant's last loud challenge had sprung to her feet, had not at +the same time thrown herself between them with a force which made the +girl relinquish her grasp of Ransom's hand. To his astonishment, the +eyes that looked at him out of her scared, haggard face were, like +Verena's, eyes of tremendous entreaty. There was a moment during which +she would have been ready to go down on her knees to him, in order that +the lecture should go on.</p> + +<p>"If you don't agree with her, take her up on the platform, and have it +out there; the public would like that, first-rate!" Mr. Filer said to +Ransom, as if he thought this suggestion practical.</p> + +<p>"She had prepared a lovely address!" Selah remarked mournfully, as if to +the company in general.</p> + +<p>No one appeared to heed the observation, but his wife broke out again. +"Verena Tarrant, I should like to slap you! Do you call such a man as +that a gentleman? I don't know where your father's spirit is, to let him +stay!"</p> + +<p>Olive, meanwhile, was literally praying to her kinsman. "Let her appear +this once, just this once: not to ruin, not to shame! Haven't you any +pity; do you want me to be hooted? It's only for an hour. Haven't you +any soul?"</p> + +<p>Her face and voice were terrible to Ransom; she had flung herself upon +Verena and was holding her close, and he could see that her friend's +suffering was faint in comparison to her own. "Why for an hour, when +it's all false and damnable? An hour is as bad as ten years! She's mine +or she isn't, and if she's mine, she's all mine!"</p> + +<p>"Yours! Yours! Verena, think, think what you're doing!" Olive moaned, +bending over her.</p> + +<p>Mr. Filer was now pouring forth his nature in objurgations and oaths, +and brandishing before the culprits—Verena and Ransom—the extreme +penalty of the law. Mrs. Tarrant had burst into violent hysterics, while +Selah revolved vaguely about the room and declared that it seemed as if +the better day was going to be put off for quite a while. "Don't you see +how good, how sweet they are—giving us all this time? Don't you think +that when they behave like that—without a sound, for five minutes—they +ought to be rewarded?" Verena asked, smiling divinely, at Ransom. +Nothing could have been more tender, more exquisite, than the way she +put her appeal upon the ground of simple charity, kindness to the great +good-natured, childish public.</p> + +<p>"Miss Chancellor may reward them in any way she likes. Give them back +their money and a little present to each."</p> + +<p>"Money and presents? I should like to shoot you, sir!" yelled Mr. Filer. +The audience had really been very patient, and up to this point deserved +Verena's praise; but it was now long past eight o'clock, and symptoms of +irritation—cries and groans and hisses—began again to proceed from the +hall. Mr. Filer launched himself into the passage leading to the stage, +and Selah rushed after him. Mrs. Tarrant extended herself, sobbing, on +the sofa, and Olive, quivering in the storm, inquired of Ransom what he +wanted her to do, what humiliation, what degradation, what sacrifice he +imposed.</p> + +<p>"I'll do anything—I'll be abject—I'll be vile—I'll go down in the +dust!"</p> + +<p>"I ask nothing of you, and I have nothing to do with you," Ransom said. +"That is, I ask, at the most, that you shouldn't expect that, wishing to +make Verena my wife, I should say to her, 'Oh yes, you can take an hour +or two out of it!' Verena," he went on, "all this is out of +it—dreadfully, odiously—and it's a great deal too much! Come, come as +far away from here as possible, and we'll settle the rest!"</p> + +<p>The combined effort of Mr. Filer and Selah Tarrant to pacify the public +had not, apparently, the success it deserved; the house continued in +uproar and the volume of sound increased. "Leave us alone, leave us +alone for a single minute!" cried Verena; "just let me speak to him, and +it will be all right!" She rushed over to her mother, drew her, dragged +her from the sofa, led her to the door of the room. Mrs. Tarrant, on the +way, reunited herself with Olive (the horror of the situation had at +least that compensation for her), and, clinging and staggering together, +the distracted women, pushed by Verena, passed into the vestibule, now, +as Ransom saw, deserted by the policeman and the reporter, who had +rushed round to where the battle was thickest.</p> + +<p>"Oh, why did you come—why, why?" And Verena, turning back, threw +herself upon him with a protest which was all, and more than all, a +surrender. She had never yet given herself to him so much as in that +movement of reproach.</p> + +<p>"Didn't you expect me, and weren't you sure?" he asked, smiling at her +and standing there till she arrived.</p> + +<p>"I didn't know—it was terrible—it's awful! I saw you in your place, in +the house, when you came. As soon as we got here I went out to those +steps that go up to the stage and I looked out, with my father—from +behind him—and saw you in a minute. Then I felt too nervous to speak! I +could never, never, if you were there! My father didn't know you, and I +said nothing, but Olive guessed as soon as I came back. She rushed at +me, and she looked at me—oh, how she looked! and she guessed. She +didn't need to go out to see for herself, and when she saw how I was +trembling she began to tremble herself, to believe, as I believed, we +were lost. Listen to them, listen to them, in the house! Now I want you +to go away—I will see you to-morrow, as long as you wish. That's all I +want now; if you will only go away it's not too late, and everything +will be all right!"</p> + +<p>Preoccupied as Ransom was with the simple purpose of getting her bodily +out of the place, he could yet notice her strange, touching tone, and +her air of believing that she might really persuade him. She had +evidently given up everything now—every pretence of a different +conviction and of loyalty to her cause; all this had fallen from her as +soon as she felt him near, and she asked him to go away just as any +plighted maiden might have asked any favour of her lover. But it was the +poor girl's misfortune that whatever she did or said, or left unsaid, +only had the effect of making her dearer to him and making the people +who were clamouring for her seem more and more a raving rabble.</p> + +<p>He indulged not in the smallest recognition of her request, and simply +said, "Surely Olive must have believed, must have known, I would come."</p> + +<p>"She would have been sure if you hadn't become so unexpectedly quiet +after I left Marmion. You seemed to concur, to be willing to wait."</p> + +<p>"So I was, for a few weeks. But they ended yesterday. I was furious that +morning, when I learned your flight, and during the week that followed I +made two or three attempts to find you. Then I stopped—I thought it +better. I saw you were very well hidden; I determined not even to write. +I felt I <i>could</i> wait—with that last day at Marmion to think of. +Besides, to leave you with her awhile, for the last, seemed more decent. +Perhaps you'll tell me now where you were."</p> + +<p>"I was with father and mother. She sent me to them that morning, with a +letter. I don't know what was in it. Perhaps there was money," said +Verena, who evidently now would tell him everything.</p> + +<p>"And where did they take you?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know—to places. I was in Boston once, for a day; but only in a +carriage. They were as frightened as Olive; they were bound to save me!"</p> + +<p>"They shouldn't have brought you here to-night then. How could you +possibly doubt of my coming?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know what I thought, and I didn't know, till I saw you, that +all the strength I had hoped for would leave me in a flash, and that if +I attempted to speak—with you sitting there—I should make the most +shameful failure. We had a sickening scene here—I begged for delay, for +time to recover. We waited and waited, and when I heard you at the door +talking to the policeman, it seemed to me everything was gone. But it +will still come back, if you will leave me. They are quiet again—father +must be interesting them."</p> + +<p>"I hope he is!" Ransom exclaimed. "If Miss Chancellor ordered the +policeman, she must have expected me."</p> + +<p>"That was only after she knew you were in the house. She flew out into +the lobby with father, and they seized him and posted him there. She +locked the door; she seemed to think they would break it down. I didn't +wait for that, but from the moment I knew you were on the other side of +it I couldn't go on—I was paralysed. It has made me feel better to talk +to you—and now I could appear," Verena added.</p> + +<p>"My darling child, haven't you a shawl or a mantle?" Ransom returned, +for all answer, looking about him. He perceived, tossed upon a chair, a +long, furred cloak, which he caught up and, before she could resist, +threw over her. She even let him arrange it, and, standing there, draped +from head to foot in it, contented herself with saying, after a moment:</p> + +<p>"I don't understand—where shall we go? Where will you take me?"</p> + +<p>"We shall catch the night-train for New York, and the first thing in the +morning we shall be married."</p> + +<p>Verena remained gazing at him, with swimming eyes. "And what will the +people do? Listen, listen!"</p> + +<p>"Your father is ceasing to interest them. They'll howl and thump, +according to their nature."</p> + +<p>"Ah, their nature's fine!" Verena pleaded.</p> + +<p>"Dearest, that's one of the fallacies I shall have to woo you from. Hear +them, the senseless brutes!" The storm was now raging in the hall, and +it deepened, to such a point that Verena turned to him in a supreme +appeal.</p> + +<p>"I could soothe them with a word!"</p> + +<p>"Keep your soothing words for me—you will have need of them all, in our +coming time," Ransom said, laughing. He pulled open the door again, +which led into the lobby, but he was driven back, with Verena, by a +furious onset from Mrs. Tarrant. Seeing her daughter fairly arrayed for +departure, she hurled herself upon her, half in indignation, half in a +blind impulse to cling, and with an outpouring of tears, reproaches, +prayers, strange scraps of argument and iterations of farewell, closed +her about with an embrace which was partly a supreme caress, partly the +salutary castigation she had, three minutes before, expressed the wish +to administer, and altogether for the moment a check upon the girl's +flight.</p> + +<p>"Mother, dearest, it's all for the best, I can't help it, I love you +just the same; let me go, let me go!" Verena stammered, kissing her +again, struggling to free herself, and holding out her hand to Ransom. +He saw now that she only wanted to get away, to leave everything behind +her. Olive was close at hand, on the threshold of the room, and as soon +as Ransom looked at her he became aware that the weakness she had just +shown had passed away. She had straightened herself again, and she was +upright in her desolation. The expression of her face was a thing to +remain with him for ever; it was impossible to imagine a more vivid +presentment of blighted hope and wounded pride. Dry, desperate, rigid, +she yet wavered and seemed uncertain; her pale, glittering eyes +straining forward, as if they were looking for death. Ransom had a +vision, even at that crowded moment, that if she could have met it there +and then, bristling with steel or lurid with fire, she would have rushed +on it without a tremor, like the heroine that she was. All this while +the great agitation in the hall rose and fell, in waves and surges, as +if Selah Tarrant and the agent were talking to the multitude, trying to +calm them, succeeding for the moment, and then letting them loose again. +Whirled down by one of the fitful gusts, a lady and a gentleman issued +from the passage, and Ransom, glancing at them, recognised Mrs. +Farrinder and her husband.</p> + +<p>"Well, Miss Chancellor," said that more successful woman, with +considerable asperity, "if this is the way you're going to reinstate our +sex!" She passed rapidly through the room, followed by Amariah, who +remarked in his transit that it seemed as if there had been a want of +organisation, and the two retreated expeditiously, without the lady's +having taken the smallest notice of Verena, whose conflict with her +mother prolonged itself. Ransom, striving, with all needful +consideration for Mrs. Tarrant, to separate these two, addressed not a +word to Olive; it was the last of her, for him, and he neither saw how +her livid face suddenly glowed, as if Mrs. Farrinder's words had been a +lash, nor how, as if with a sudden inspiration, she rushed to the +approach to the platform. If he had observed her, it might have seemed +to him that she hoped to find the fierce expiation she sought for in +exposure to the thousands she had disappointed and deceived, in offering +herself to be trampled to death and torn to pieces. She might have +suggested to him some feminine firebrand of Paris revolutions, erect on +a barricade, or even the sacrificial figure of Hypatia, whirled through +the furious mob of Alexandria. She was arrested an instant by the +arrival of Mrs. Burrage and her son, who had quitted the stage on +observing the withdrawal of the Farrinders, and who swept into the room +in the manner of people seeking shelter from a thunderstorm. The +mother's face expressed the well-bred surprise of a person who should +have been asked out to dinner and seen the cloth pulled off the table; +the young man, who supported her on his arm, instantly lost himself in +the spectacle of Verena disengaging herself from Mrs. Tarrant, only to +be again overwhelmed, and in the unexpected presence of the +Mississippian. His handsome blue eyes turned from one to the other, and +he looked infinitely annoyed and bewildered. It even seemed to occur to +him that he might, perhaps, interpose with effect, and he evidently +would have liked to say that, without really bragging, <i>he</i> would at +least have kept the affair from turning into a row. But Verena, muffled +and escaping, was deaf to him, and Ransom didn't look the right person +to address such a remark as that to. Mrs. Burrage and Olive, as the +latter shot past, exchanged a glance which represented quick irony on +one side and indiscriminating defiance on the other.</p> + +<p>"Oh, are <i>you</i> going to speak?" the lady from New York inquired, with +her cursory laugh.</p> + +<p>Olive had already disappeared; but Ransom heard her answer flung behind +her into the room. "I am going to be hissed and hooted and insulted!"</p> + +<p>"Olive, Olive!" Verena suddenly shrieked; and her piercing cry might +have reached the front. But Ransom had already, by muscular force, +wrenched her away, and was hurrying her out, leaving Mrs. Tarrant to +heave herself into the arms of Mrs. Burrage, who, he was sure, would, +within a minute, loom upon her attractively through her tears, and +supply her with a reminiscence, destined to be valuable, of aristocratic +support and clever composure. In the outer labyrinth hasty groups, a +little scared, were leaving the hall, giving up the game. Ransom, as he +went, thrust the hood of Verena's long cloak over her head, to conceal +her face and her identity. It quite prevented recognition, and as they +mingled in the issuing crowd he perceived the quick, complete, +tremendous silence which, in the hall, had greeted Olive Chancellor's +rush to the front. Every sound instantly dropped, the hush was +respectful, the great public waited, and whatever she should say to them +(and he thought she might indeed be rather embarrassed) it was not +apparent that they were likely to hurl the benches at her. Ransom, +palpitating with his victory, felt now a little sorry for her, and was +relieved to know that, even when exasperated, a Boston audience is not +ungenerous. "Ah, now I am glad!" said Verena, when they reached the +street. But though she was glad, he presently discovered that, beneath +her hood, she was in tears. It is to be feared that with the union, so +far from brilliant, into which she was about to enter, these were not +the last she was destined to shed.</p> + +<p>THE END</p> + + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Bostonians, Vol. II (of II), by Henry James + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BOSTONIANS, VOL. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Bostonians, Vol. II (of II) + +Author: Henry James + +Release Date: November 5, 2006 [EBook #19718] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BOSTONIANS, VOL. II (OF II) *** + + + + +Produced by Suzanne Lybarger, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + THE BOSTONIANS + + A NOVEL + + BY HENRY JAMES + + IN TWO VOLUMES + + VOL. II + + + +MACMILLAN AND CO., LIMITED +ST. MARTIN'S STREET, LONDON +1921 + +_First published in 1886_ + + + + +BOOK SECOND (_Continued_) + + + + +XXIV + + +A little more than an hour after this he stood in the parlour of Doctor +Tarrant's suburban residence, in Monadnoc Place. He had induced a +juvenile maid-servant, by an appeal somewhat impassioned, to let the +ladies know that he was there; and she had returned, after a long +absence, to say that Miss Tarrant would come down to him in a little +while. He possessed himself, according to his wont, of the nearest book +(it lay on the table, with an old magazine and a little japanned tray +containing Tarrant's professional cards--his denomination as a mesmeric +healer), and spent ten minutes in turning it over. It was a biography of +Mrs. Ada T. P. Foat, the celebrated trance-lecturer, and was embellished +by a portrait representing the lady with a surprised expression and +innumerable ringlets. Ransom said to himself, after reading a few pages, +that much ridicule had been cast upon Southern literature; but if that +was a fair specimen of Northern!--and he threw it back upon the table +with a gesture almost as contemptuous as if he had not known perfectly, +after so long a residence in the North, that it was not, while he +wondered whether this was the sort of thing Miss Tarrant had been +brought up on. There was no other book to be seen, and he remembered to +have read the magazine; so there was finally nothing for him, as the +occupants of the house failed still to appear, but to stare before him, +into the bright, bare, common little room, which was so hot that he +wished to open a window, and of which an ugly, undraped cross-light +seemed to have taken upon itself to reveal the poverty. Ransom, as I +have mentioned, had not a high standard of comfort and noticed little, +usually, how people's houses were furnished--it was only when they were +very pretty that he observed; but what he saw while he waited at Doctor +Tarrant's made him say to himself that it was no wonder Verena liked +better to live with Olive Chancellor. He even began to wonder whether it +were for the sake of that superior softness she had cultivated Miss +Chancellor's favour, and whether Mrs. Luna had been right about her +being mercenary and insincere. So many minutes elapsed before she +appeared that he had time to remember he really knew nothing to the +contrary, as well as to consider the oddity (so great when one did +consider it) of his coming out to Cambridge to see her, when he had only +a few hours in Boston to spare, a year and a half after she had given +him her very casual invitation. She had not refused to receive him, at +any rate; she was free to, if it didn't please her. And not only this, +but she was apparently making herself fine in his honour, inasmuch as he +heard a rapid footstep move to and fro above his head, and even, through +the slightness which in Monadnoc Place did service for an upper floor, +the sound of drawers and presses opened and closed. Some one was "flying +round," as they said in Mississippi. At last the stairs creaked under a +light tread, and the next moment a brilliant person came into the room. + +His reminiscence of her had been very pretty; but now that she had +developed and matured, the little prophetess was prettier still. Her +splendid hair seemed to shine; her cheek and chin had a curve which +struck him by its fineness; her eyes and lips were full of smiles and +greetings. She had appeared to him before as a creature of brightness, +but now she lighted up the place, she irradiated, she made everything +that surrounded her of no consequence; dropping upon the shabby sofa +with an effect as charming as if she had been a nymph sinking on a +leopard-skin, and with the native sweetness of her voice forcing him to +listen till she spoke again. It was not long before he perceived that +this added lustre was simply success; she was young and tender still, +but the sound of a great applauding audience had been in her ears; it +formed an element in which she felt buoyant and floated. Still, +however, her glance was as pure as it was direct, and that fantastic +fairness hung about her which had made an impression on him of old, +and which reminded him of unworldly places--he didn't know +where--convent-cloisters or vales of Arcady. At that other time she had +been parti-coloured and bedizened, and she had always an air of costume, +only now her costume was richer and more chastened. It was her line, her +condition, part of her expression. If at Miss Birdseye's, and afterwards +in Charles Street, she might have been a rope-dancer, to-day she made a +"scene" of the mean little room in Monadnoc Place, such a scene as a +prima donna makes of daubed canvas and dusty boards. She addressed Basil +Ransom as if she had seen him the other week and his merits were fresh +to her, though she let him, while she sat smiling at him, explain in his +own rather ceremonious way why it was he had presumed to call upon her +on so slight an acquaintance--on an invitation which she herself had had +more than time to forget. His explanation, as a finished and +satisfactory thing, quite broke down; there was no more impressive +reason than that he had simply wished to see her. He became aware that +this motive loomed large, and that her listening smile, innocent as it +was, in the Arcadian manner, of mockery, seemed to accuse him of not +having the courage of his inclination. He had alluded especially to +their meeting at Miss Chancellor's; there it was that she had told him +she should be glad to see him in her home. + +"Oh yes, I remember perfectly, and I remember quite as well seeing you +at Miss Birdseye's the night before. I made a speech--don't you +remember? That was delightful." + +"It was delightful indeed," said Basil Ransom. + +"I don't mean my speech; I mean the whole thing. It was then I made Miss +Chancellor's acquaintance. I don't know whether you know how we work +together. She has done so much for me." + +"Do you still make speeches?" Ransom asked, conscious, as soon as he had +uttered it, that the question was below the mark. + +"Still? Why, I should hope so; it's all I'm good for! It's my life--or +it's going to be. And it's Miss Chancellor's too. We are determined to +do something." + +"And does she make speeches too?" + +"Well, she makes mine--or the best part of them. She tells me what to +say--the real things, the strong things. It's Miss Chancellor as much as +me!" said the singular girl, with a generous complacency which was yet +half ludicrous. + +"I should like to hear you again," Basil Ransom rejoined. + +"Well, you must come some night. You will have plenty of chances. We are +going on from triumph to triumph." + +Her brightness, her self-possession, her air of being a public +character, her mixture of the girlish and the comprehensive, startled +and confounded her visitor, who felt that if he had come to gratify his +curiosity he should be in danger of going away still more curious than +satiated. She added in her gay, friendly, trustful tone--the tone of +facile intercourse, the tone in which happy, flower-crowned maidens may +have talked to sunburnt young men in the golden age--"I am very familiar +with your name; Miss Chancellor has told me all about you." + +"All about me?" Ransom raised his black eyebrows. "How could she do +that? She doesn't know anything about me!" + +"Well, she told me you are a great enemy to our movement. Isn't that +true? I think you expressed some unfavourable idea that day I met you at +her house." + +"If you regard me as an enemy, it's very kind of you to receive me." + +"Oh, a great many gentlemen call," Verena said, calmly and brightly. +"Some call simply to inquire. Some call because they have heard of me, +or been present on some occasion when I have moved them. Every one is so +interested." + +"And you have been in Europe," Ransom remarked, in a moment. + +"Oh yes, we went over to see if they were in advance. We had a +magnificent time--we saw all the leaders." + +"The leaders?" Ransom repeated. + +"Of the emancipation of our sex. There are gentlemen there, as well as +ladies. Olive had splendid introductions in all countries, and we +conversed with all the earnest people. We heard much that was +suggestive. And as for Europe!"--and the young lady paused, smiling at +him and ending in a happy sigh, as if there were more to say on the +subject than she could attempt on such short notice. + +"I suppose it's very attractive," said Ransom encouragingly. + +"It's just a dream!" + +"And did you find that they were in advance?" + +"Well, Miss Chancellor thought they were. She was surprised at some +things we observed, and concluded that perhaps she hadn't done the +Europeans justice--she has got such an open mind, it's as wide as the +sea!--while I incline to the opinion that on the whole _we_ make the +better show. The state of the movement there reflects their general +culture, and their general culture is higher than ours (I mean taking +the term in its broadest sense). On the other hand, the _special_ +condition--moral, social, personal--of our sex seems to me to be +superior in this country; I mean regarded in relation--in proportion as +it were--to the social phase at large. I must add that we did see some +noble specimens over there. In England we met some lovely women, highly +cultivated, and of immense organising power. In France we saw some +wonderful, contagious types; we passed a delightful evening with the +celebrated Marie Verneuil; she was released from prison, you know, only +a few weeks before. Our total impression was that it is only a question +of time--the future is ours. But everywhere we heard one cry--'How long, +O Lord, how long?'" + +Basil Ransom listened to this considerable statement with a feeling +which, as the current of Miss Tarrant's facile utterance flowed on, took +the form of an hilarity charmed into stillness by the fear of losing +something. There was indeed a sweet comicality in seeing this pretty +girl sit there and, in answer to a casual, civil inquiry, drop into +oratory as a natural thing. Had she forgotten where she was, and did she +take him for a full house? She had the same turns and cadences, almost +the same gestures, as if she had been on the platform; and the great +queerness of it was that, with such a manner, she should escape being +odious. She was not odious, she was delightful; she was not dogmatic, +she was genial. No wonder she was a success, if she speechified as a +bird sings! Ransom could see, too, from her easy lapse, how the +lecture-tone was the thing in the world with which, by education, by +association, she was most familiar. He didn't know what to make of her; +she was an astounding young phenomenon. The other time came back to him +afresh, and how she had stood up at Miss Birdseye's; it occurred to him +that an element, here, had been wanting. Several moments after she had +ceased speaking he became conscious that the expression of his face +presented a perceptible analogy to a broad grin. He changed his posture, +saying the first thing that came into his head. "I presume you do +without your father now." + +"Without my father?" + +"To set you going, as he did that time I heard you." + +"Oh, I see; you thought I had begun a lecture!" And she laughed, in +perfect good humour. "They tell me I speak as I talk, so I suppose I +talk as I speak. But you mustn't put me on what I saw and heard in +Europe. That's to be the title of an address I am now preparing, by the +way. Yes, I don't depend on father any more," she went on, while +Ransom's sense of having said too sarcastic a thing was deepened by her +perfect indifference to it. "He finds his patients draw off about +enough, any way. But I owe him everything; if it hadn't been for him, no +one would ever have known I had a gift--not even myself. He started me +so, once for all, that I now go alone." + +"You go beautifully," said Ransom, wanting to say something agreeable, +and even respectfully tender, to her, but troubled by the fact that +there was nothing he could say that didn't sound rather like chaff. +There was no resentment in her, however, for in a moment she said to +him, as quickly as it occurred to her, in the manner of a person +repairing an accidental omission, "It was very good of you to come so +far." + +This was a sort of speech it was never safe to make to Ransom; there was +no telling what retribution it might entail. "Do you suppose any journey +is too great, too wearisome, when it's a question of so great a +pleasure?" On this occasion it was not worse than that. + +"Well, people _have_ come from other cities," Verena answered, not with +pretended humility, but with pretended pride. "Do you know Cambridge?" + +"This is the first time I have ever been here." + +"Well, I suppose you have heard of the university; it's so celebrated." + +"Yes--even in Mississippi. I suppose it's very fine." + +"I presume it is," said Verena; "but you can't expect me to speak with +much admiration of an institution of which the doors are closed to our +sex." + +"Do you then advocate a system of education in common?" + +"I advocate equal rights, equal opportunities, equal privileges. So does +Miss Chancellor," Verena added, with just a perceptible air of feeling +that her declaration needed support. + +"Oh, I thought what she wanted was simply a different inequality--simply +to turn out the men altogether," Ransom said. + +"Well, she thinks we have great arrears to make up. I do tell her, +sometimes, that what she desires is not only justice but vengeance. I +think she admits that," Verena continued, with a certain solemnity. The +subject, however, held her but an instant, and before Ransom had time to +make any comment, she went on, in a different tone: "You don't mean to +say you live in Mississippi _now_? Miss Chancellor told me when you were +in Boston before, that you had located in New York." She persevered in +this reference to himself, for when he had assented to her remark about +New York, she asked him whether he had quite given up the South. + +"Given it up--the poor, dear, desolate old South? Heaven forbid!" Basil +Ransom exclaimed. + +She looked at him for a moment with an added softness. "I presume it is +natural you should love your home. But I am afraid you think I don't +love mine much; I have been here--for so long--so little. Miss +Chancellor _has_ absorbed me--there is no doubt about that. But it's a +pity I wasn't with her to-day." Ransom made no answer to this; he was +incapable of telling Miss Tarrant that if she had been he would not have +called upon her. It was not, indeed, that he was not incapable of +hypocrisy, for when she had asked him if he had seen his cousin the +night before, and he had replied that he hadn't seen her at all, and she +had exclaimed with a candour which the next minute made her blush, "Ah, +you don't mean to say you haven't forgiven her!"--after this he put on a +look of innocence sufficient to carry off the inquiry, "Forgiven her for +what?" + +Verena coloured at the sound of her own words. "Well, I could see how +much she felt, that time at her house." + +"What did she feel?" Basil Ransom asked, with the natural provokingness +of a man. + +I know not whether Verena was provoked, but she answered with more +spirit than sequence: "Well, you know you _did_ pour contempt on us, +ever so much; I could see how it worked Olive up. Are you not going to +see her at all?" + +"Well, I shall think about that; I am here only for three or four days," +said Ransom, smiling as men smile when they are perfectly +unsatisfactory. + +It is very possible that Verena was provoked, inaccessible as she was, +in a general way, to irritation; for she rejoined in a moment, with a +little deliberate air: "Well, perhaps it's as well you shouldn't go, if +you haven't changed at all." + +"I haven't changed at all," said the young man, smiling still, with his +elbows on the arms of his chair, his shoulders pushed up a little, and +his thin brown hands interlocked in front of him. + +"Well, I have had visitors who were quite opposed!" Verena announced, as +if such news could not possibly alarm her. Then she added, "How then did +you know I was out here?" + +"Miss Birdseye told me." + +"Oh, I am so glad you went to see _her_!" the girl cried, speaking again +with the impetuosity of a moment before. + +"I didn't go to see her. I met her in the street, just as she was +leaving Miss Chancellor's door. I spoke to her, and accompanied her some +distance. I passed that way because I knew it was the direct way to +Cambridge--from the Common--and I was coming out to see you any way--on +the chance." + +"On the chance?" Verena repeated. + +"Yes; Mrs. Luna, in New York, told me you were sometimes here, and I +wanted, at any rate, to make the attempt to find you." + +It may be communicated to the reader that it was very agreeable to +Verena to learn that her visitor had made this arduous pilgrimage (for +she knew well enough how people in Boston regarded a winter journey to +the academic suburb) with only half the prospect of a reward; but her +pleasure was mixed with other feelings, or at least with the +consciousness that the whole situation was rather less simple than the +elements of her life had been hitherto. There was the germ of disorder +in this invidious distinction which Mr. Ransom had suddenly made between +Olive Chancellor, who was related to him by blood, and herself, who had +never been related to him in any way whatever. She knew Olive by this +time well enough to wish not to reveal it to her, and yet it would be +something quite new for her to undertake to conceal such an incident as +her having spent an hour with Mr. Ransom during a flying visit he had +made to Boston. She had spent hours with other gentlemen, whom Olive +didn't see; but that was different, because her friend knew about her +doing it and didn't care, in regard to the persons--didn't care, that +is, as she would care in this case. It was vivid to Verena's mind that +now Olive _would_ care. She had talked about Mr. Burrage, and Mr. +Pardon, and even about some gentlemen in Europe, and she had not (after +the first few days, a year and a half before) talked about Mr. Ransom. + +Nevertheless there were reasons, clear to Verena's view, for wishing +either that he would go and see Olive or would keep away from _her_; and +the responsibility of treating the fact that he had not so kept away as +a secret seemed the greater, perhaps, in the light of this other fact, +that so far as simply seeing Mr. Ransom went--why, she quite liked it. +She had remembered him perfectly after their two former meetings, +superficial as their contact then had been; she had thought of him at +moments and wondered whether she should like him if she were to know him +better. Now, at the end of twenty minutes, she did know him better, and +found that he had rather a curious, but still a pleasant way. There he +was, at any rate, and she didn't wish his call to be spoiled by any +uncomfortable implication of consequences. So she glanced off, at the +touch of Mrs. Luna's name; it seemed to afford relief. "Oh yes, Mrs. +Luna--isn't she fascinating?" + +Ransom hesitated a little. "Well, no, I don't think she is." + +"You ought to like her--she hates our movement!" And Verena asked, +further, numerous questions about the brilliant Adeline; whether he saw +her often, whether she went out much, whether she was admired in New +York, whether he thought her very handsome. He answered to the best of +his ability, but soon made the reflexion that he had not come out to +Monadnoc Place to talk about Mrs. Luna; in consequence of which, to +change the subject (as well as to acquit himself of a social duty), he +began to speak of Verena's parents, to express regret that Mrs. Tarrant +had been sick, and fear that he was not to have the pleasure of seeing +her. "She is a great deal better," Verena said; "but she's lying down; +she lies down a great deal when she has got nothing else to do. Mother's +very peculiar," she added in a moment; "she lies down when she feels +well and happy, and when she's sick she walks about--she roams all round +the house. If you hear her on the stairs a good deal, you can be pretty +sure she's very bad. She'll be very much interested to hear about you +after you have left." + +Ransom glanced at his watch. "I hope I am not staying too long--that I +am not taking you away from her." + +"Oh no; she likes visitors, even when she can't see them. If it didn't +take her so long to rise, she would have been down here by this time. I +suppose you think she has missed me, since I have been so absorbed. +Well, so she has, but she knows it's for my good. She would make any +sacrifice for affection." + +The fancy suddenly struck Ransom of asking, in response to this, "And +you? would you make any?" + +Verena gave him a bright natural stare. "Any sacrifice for affection?" +She thought a moment, and then she said: "I don't think I have a right +to say, because I have never been asked. I don't remember ever to have +had to make a sacrifice--not an important one." + +"Lord! you must have had a happy life!" + +"I have been very fortunate, I know that. I don't know what to do when I +think how some women--how most women--suffer. But I must not speak of +that," she went on, with her smile coming back to her. "If you oppose +our movement, you won't want to hear of the suffering of women!" + +"The suffering of women is the suffering of all humanity," Ransom +returned. "Do you think any movement is going to stop that--or all the +lectures from now to doomsday? We are born to suffer--and to bear it, +like decent people." + +"Oh, I adore heroism!" Verena interposed. + +"And as for women," Ransom went on, "they have one source of happiness +that is closed to us--the consciousness that their presence here below +lifts half the load of _our_ suffering." + +Verena thought this very graceful, but she was not sure it was not +rather sophistical; she would have liked to have Olive's judgement upon +it. As that was not possible for the present, she abandoned the question +(since learning that Mr. Ransom had passed over Olive, to come to her, +she had become rather fidgety), and inquired of the young man, +irrelevantly, whether he knew any one else in Cambridge. + +"Not a creature; as I tell you, I have never been here before. Your +image alone attracted me; this charming interview will be henceforth my +only association with the place." + +"It's a pity you couldn't have a few more," said Verena musingly. + +"A few more interviews? I should be unspeakably delighted!" + +"A few more associations. Did you see the colleges as you came?" + +"I had a glimpse of a large enclosure, with some big buildings. Perhaps +I can look at them better as I go back to Boston." + +"Oh yes, you ought to see them--they have improved so much of late. The +inner life, of course, is the greatest interest, but there is some fine +architecture, if you are not familiar with Europe." She paused a moment, +looking at him with an eye that seemed to brighten, and continued +quickly, like a person who had collected herself for a little jump, "If +you would like to walk round a little, I shall be very glad to show +you." + +"To walk round--with you to show me?" Ransom repeated. "My dear Miss +Tarrant, it would be the greatest privilege--the greatest happiness--of +my life. What a delightful idea--what an ideal guide!" + +Verena got up; she would go and put on her hat; he must wait a little. +Her offer had a frankness and friendliness which gave him a new +sensation, and he could not know that as soon as she had made it (though +she had hesitated too, with a moment of intense reflexion), she seemed +to herself strangely reckless. An impulse pushed her; she obeyed it with +her eyes open. She felt as a girl feels when she commits her first +conscious indiscretion. She had done many things before which many +people would have called indiscreet, but that quality had not even +faintly belonged to them in her own mind; she had done them in perfect +good faith and with a remarkable absence of palpitation. This +superficially ingenuous proposal to walk around the colleges with Mr. +Ransom had really another colour; it deepened the ambiguity of her +position, by reason of a prevision which I shall presently mention. If +Olive was not to know that she had seen him, this extension of their +interview would double her secret. And yet, while she saw it grow--this +monstrous little mystery--she couldn't feel sorry that she was going out +with Olive's cousin. As I have already said, she had become nervous. She +went to put on her hat, but at the door of the room she stopped, turned +round, and presented herself to her visitor with a small spot in either +cheek, which had appeared there within the instant. "I have suggested +this, because it seems to me I ought to do something for you--in +return," she said. "It's nothing, simply sitting there with me. And we +haven't got anything else. This is our only hospitality. And the day +seems so splendid." + +The modesty, the sweetness, of this little explanation, with a kind of +intimated desire, constituting almost an appeal, for rightness, which +seemed to pervade it, left a fragrance in the air after she had +vanished. Ransom walked up and down the room, with his hands in his +pockets, under the influence of it, without taking up even once the book +about Mrs. Foat. He occupied the time in asking himself by what +perversity of fate or of inclination such a charming creature was +ranting upon platforms and living in Olive Chancellor's pocket, or how a +ranter and sycophant could possibly be so engaging. And she was so +disturbingly beautiful, too. This last fact was not less evident when +she came down arranged for their walk. They left the house, and as they +proceeded he remembered that he had asked himself earlier how he could +do honour to such a combination of leisure and ethereal mildness as he +had waked up to that morning--a mildness that seemed the very breath of +his own latitude. This question was answered now; to do exactly what he +was doing at that moment was an observance sufficiently festive. + + + + +XXV + + +They passed through two or three small, short streets, which, with their +little wooden houses, with still more wooden door-yards, looked as if +they had been constructed by the nearest carpenter and his boy--a +sightless, soundless, interspaced, embryonic region--and entered a long +avenue which, fringed on either side with fresh villas, offering +themselves trustfully to the public, had the distinction of a wide +pavement of neat red brick. The new paint on the square detached houses +shone afar off in the transparent air: they had, on top, little cupolas +and belvederes, in front a pillared piazza, made bare by the indoor life +of winter, on either side a bow-window or two, and everywhere an +embellishment of scallops, brackets, cornices, wooden flourishes. They +stood, for the most part, on small eminences, lifted above the +impertinence of hedge or paling, well up before the world, with all the +good conscience which in many cases came, as Ransom saw (and he had +noticed the same ornament when he traversed with Olive the quarter of +Boston inhabited by Miss Birdseye), from a silvered number, affixed to +the glass above the door, in figures huge enough to be read by the +people who, in the periodic horse-cars, travelled along the middle of +the avenue. It was to these glittering badges that many of the houses on +either side owed their principal identity. One of the horse-cars now +advanced in the straight, spacious distance; it was almost the only +object that animated the prospect, which, in its large cleanness, its +implication of strict business-habits on the part of all the people who +were not there, Ransom thought very impressive. As he went on with +Verena he asked her about the Women's Convention, the year before; +whether it had accomplished much work and she had enjoyed it. + +"What do you care about the work it accomplished?" said the girl. "You +don't take any interest in that." + +"You mistake my attitude. I don't like it, but I greatly fear it." + +In answer to this Verena gave a free laugh. "I don't believe you fear +much!" + +"The bravest men have been afraid of women. Won't you even tell me +whether you enjoyed it? I am told you made an immense sensation +there--that you leaped into fame." + +Verena never waved off an allusion to her ability, her eloquence; she +took it seriously, without any flutter or protest, and had no more +manner about it than if it concerned the goddess Minerva. "I believe I +attracted considerable attention; of course, that's what Olive wants--it +paves the way for future work. I have no doubt I reached many that +wouldn't have been reached otherwise. They think that's my great use--to +take hold of the outsiders, as it were; of those who are prejudiced or +thoughtless, or who don't care about anything unless it's amusing. I +wake up the attention." + +"That's the class to which I belong," Ransom said. "Am I not an +outsider? I wonder whether you would have reached me--or waked up my +attention!" + +Verena was silent awhile, as they walked; he heard the light click of +her boots on the smooth bricks. Then--"I think I _have_ waked it up a +little," she replied, looking straight before her. + +"Most assuredly! You have made me wish tremendously to contradict you." + +"Well, that's a good sign." + +"I suppose it was very exciting--your convention," Ransom went on, in a +moment; "the sort of thing you would miss very much if you were to +return to the ancient fold." + +"The ancient fold, you say very well, where women were slaughtered like +sheep! Oh, last June, for a week, we just quivered! There were delegates +from every State and every city; we lived in a crowd of people and of +ideas; the heat was intense, the weather magnificent, and great thoughts +and brilliant sayings flew round like darting fireflies. Olive had six +celebrated, high-minded women staying in her house--two in a room; and +in the summer evenings we sat in the open windows, in her parlour, +looking out on the bay, with the lights gleaming in the water, and +talked over the doings of the morning, the speeches, the incidents, the +fresh contributions to the cause. We had some tremendously earnest +discussions, which it would have been a benefit to you to hear, or any +man who doesn't think that we can rise to the highest point. Then we had +some refreshment--we consumed quantities of ice-cream!" said Verena, in +whom the note of gaiety alternated with that of earnestness, almost of +exaltation, in a manner which seemed to Basil Ransom absolutely and +fascinatingly original. "Those were great nights!" she added, between a +laugh and a sigh. + +Her description of the convention put the scene before him vividly; he +seemed to see the crowded, overheated hall, which he was sure was filled +with carpet-baggers, to hear flushed women, with loosened +bonnet-strings, forcing thin voices into ineffectual shrillness. It made +him angry, and all the more angry, that he hadn't a reason, to think of +the charming creature at his side being mixed up with such elements, +pushed and elbowed by them, conjoined with them in emulation, in +unsightly strainings and clappings and shoutings, in wordy, windy +iteration of inanities. Worst of all was the idea that she should have +expressed such a congregation to itself so acceptably, have been +acclaimed and applauded by hoarse throats, have been lifted up, to all +the vulgar multitude, as the queen of the occasion. He made the +reflexion, afterwards, that he was singularly ill-grounded in his wrath, +inasmuch as it was none of his business what use Miss Tarrant chose to +make of her energies, and, in addition to this, nothing else was to have +been expected of her. But that reflexion was absent now, and in its +absence he saw only the fact that his companion had been odiously +perverted. "Well, Miss Tarrant," he said, with a deeper seriousness than +showed in his voice, "I am forced to the painful conclusion that you are +simply ruined." + +"Ruined? Ruined yourself!" + +"Oh, I know the kind of women that Miss Chancellor had at her house, and +what a group you must have made when you looked out at the Back Bay! It +depresses me very much to think of it." + +"We made a lovely, interesting group, and if we had had a spare minute +we would have been photographed," Verena said. + +This led him to ask her if she had ever subjected herself to the +process; and she answered that a photographer had been after her as soon +as she got back from Europe, and that she had sat for him, and that +there were certain shops in Boston where her portrait could be obtained. +She gave him this information very simply, without pretence of vagueness +of knowledge, spoke of the matter rather respectfully, indeed, as if it +might be of some importance; and when he said that he should go and buy +one of the little pictures as soon as he returned to town, contented +herself with replying, "Well, be sure you pick out a good one!" He had +not been altogether without a hope that she would offer to give him one, +with her name written beneath, which was a mode of acquisition he would +greatly have preferred; but this, evidently, had not occurred to her, +and now, as they went further, her thought was following a different +train. That was proved by her remarking, at the end of a silence, +inconsequently, "Well, it showed I have a great use!" As he stared, +wondering what she meant, she explained that she referred to the +brilliancy of her success at the convention. "It proved I have a great +use," she repeated, "and that is all I care for!" + +"The use of a truly amiable woman is to make some honest man happy," +Ransom said, with a sententiousness of which he was perfectly aware. + +It was so marked that it caused her to stop short in the middle of the +broad walk, while she looked at him with shining eyes. "See here, Mr. +Ransom, do you know what strikes me?" she exclaimed. "The interest you +take in me isn't really controversial--a bit. It's quite personal!" She +was the most extraordinary girl; she could speak such words as those +without the smallest look of added consciousness coming into her face, +without the least supposable intention of coquetry, or any visible +purpose of challenging the young man to say more. + +"My interest in you--my interest in you," he began. Then hesitating, he +broke off suddenly. "It is certain your discovery doesn't make it any +less!" + +"Well, that's better," she went on; "for we needn't dispute." + +He laughed at the way she arranged it, and they presently reached the +irregular group of heterogeneous buildings--chapels, dormitories, +libraries, halls--which, scattered among slender trees, over a space +reserved by means of a low rustic fence, rather than enclosed (for +Harvard knows nothing either of the jealousy or the dignity of high +walls and guarded gateways), constitutes the great university of +Massachusetts. The yard, or college-precinct, is traversed by a number +of straight little paths, over which, at certain hours of the day, a +thousand undergraduates, with books under their arm and youth in their +step, flit from one school to another. Verena Tarrant knew her way +round, as she said to her companion; it was not the first time she had +taken an admiring visitor to see the local monuments. Basil Ransom, +walking with her from point to point, admired them all, and thought +several of them exceedingly quaint and venerable. The rectangular +structures of old red brick especially gratified his eye; the afternoon +sun was yellow on their homely faces; their windows showed a peep of +flower-pots and bright-coloured curtains; they wore an expression of +scholastic quietude, and exhaled for the young Mississippian a +tradition, an antiquity. "This is the place where I ought to have been," +he said to his charming guide. "I should have had a good time if I had +been able to study here." + +"Yes; I presume you feel yourself drawn to any place where ancient +prejudices are garnered up," she answered, not without archness. "I know +by the stand you take about our cause that you share the superstitions +of the old bookmen. You ought to have been at one of those really +mediaeval universities that we saw on the other side, at Oxford, or +Goettingen, or Padua. You would have been in perfect sympathy with their +spirit." + +"Well, I don't know much about those old haunts," Ransom rejoined. "I +reckon this is good enough for me. And then it would have had the +advantage that your residence isn't far, you know." + +"Oh, I guess we shouldn't have seen you much at my residence! As you +live in New York, you come, but here you wouldn't; that is always the +way." With this light philosophy Verena beguiled the transit to the +library, into which she introduced her companion with the air of a +person familiar with the sanctified spot. This edifice, a diminished +copy of the chapel of King's College, at the greater Cambridge, is a +rich and impressive institution; and as he stood there, in the bright, +heated stillness, which seemed suffused with the odour of old print and +old bindings, and looked up into the high, light vaults that hung over +quiet book-laden galleries, alcoves and tables, and glazed cases where +rarer treasures gleamed more vaguely, over busts of benefactors and +portraits of worthies, bowed heads of working students and the gentle +creak of passing messengers--as he took possession, in a comprehensive +glance, of the wealth and wisdom of the place, he felt more than ever +the soreness of an opportunity missed; but he abstained from expressing +it (it was too deep for that), and in a moment Verena had introduced him +to a young lady, a friend of hers, who, as she explained, was working on +the catalogue, and whom she had asked for on entering the library, at a +desk where another young lady was occupied. Miss Catching, the +first-mentioned young lady, presented herself with promptness, offered +Verena a low-toned but appreciative greeting, and, after a little, +undertook to explain to Ransom the mysteries of the catalogue, which +consisted of a myriad little cards, disposed alphabetically in immense +chests of drawers. Ransom was deeply interested, and as, with Verena, he +followed Miss Catching about (she was so good as to show them the +establishment in all its ramifications), he considered with attention +the young lady's fair ringlets and refined, anxious expression, saying +to himself that this was in the highest degree a New England type. +Verena found an opportunity to mention to him that she was wrapped up in +the cause, and there was a moment during which he was afraid that his +companion would expose him to her as one of its traducers; but there was +that in Miss Catching's manner (and in the influence of the lofty halls) +which deprecated loud pleasantry, and seemed to say, moreover, that if +she were treated to such a revelation she should not know under what +letter to range it. + +"Now there is one place where perhaps it would be indelicate to take a +Mississippian," Verena said, after this episode. "I mean the great place +that towers above the others--that big building with the beautiful +pinnacles, which you see from every point." But Basil Ransom had heard +of the great Memorial Hall; he knew what memories it enshrined, and the +worst that he should have to suffer there; and the ornate, overtopping +structure, which was the finest piece of architecture he had ever seen, +had moreover solicited his enlarged curiosity for the last half-hour. He +thought there was rather too much brick about it, but it was buttressed, +cloistered, turreted, dedicated, superscribed, as he had never seen +anything; though it didn't look old, it looked significant; it covered a +large area, and it sprang majestic into the winter air. It was detached +from the rest of the collegiate group, and stood in a grassy triangle of +its own. As he approached it with Verena she suddenly stopped, to +decline responsibility. "Now mind, if you don't like what's inside, it +isn't my fault." + +He looked at her an instant, smiling. "Is there anything against +Mississippi?" + +"Well, no, I don't think she is mentioned. But there is great praise of +our young men in the war." + +"It says they were brave, I suppose." + +"Yes, it says so in Latin." + +"Well, so they were--I know something about that," Basil Ransom said. "I +must be brave enough to face them--it isn't the first time." And they +went up the low steps and passed into the tall doors. The Memorial Hall +of Harvard consists of three main divisions: one of them a theatre, for +academic ceremonies; another a vast refectory, covered with a timbered +roof, hung about with portraits and lighted by stained windows, like the +halls of the colleges of Oxford; and the third, the most interesting, a +chamber high, dim, and severe, consecrated to the sons of the university +who fell in the long Civil War. Ransom and his companion wandered from +one part of the building to another, and stayed their steps at several +impressive points; but they lingered longest in the presence of the +white, ranged tablets, each of which, in its proud, sad clearness, is +inscribed with the name of a student-soldier. The effect of the place is +singularly noble and solemn, and it is impossible to feel it without a +lifting of the heart. It stands there for duty and honour, it speaks of +sacrifice and example, seems a kind of temple to youth, manhood, +generosity. Most of them were young, all were in their prime, and all of +them had fallen; this simple idea hovers before the visitor and makes +him read with tenderness each name and place--names often without other +history, and forgotten Southern battles. For Ransom these things were +not a challenge nor a taunt; they touched him with respect, with the +sentiment of beauty. He was capable of being a generous foeman, and he +forgot, now, the whole question of sides and parties; the simple emotion +of the old fighting-time came back to him, and the monument around him +seemed an embodiment of that memory; it arched over friends as well as +enemies, the victims of defeat as well as the sons of triumph. + +"It is very beautiful--but I think it is very dreadful!" This remark, +from Verena, called him back to the present. "It's a real sin to put up +such a building, just to glorify a lot of bloodshed. If it wasn't so +majestic, I would have it pulled down." + +"That is delightful feminine logic!" Ransom answered. "If, when women +have the conduct of affairs, they fight as well as they reason, surely +for them too we shall have to set up memorials." + +Verena retorted that they would reason so well they would have no need +to fight--they would usher in the reign of peace. "But this is very +peaceful too," she added, looking about her; and she sat down on a low +stone ledge, as if to enjoy the influence of the scene. Ransom left her +alone for ten minutes; he wished to take another look at the inscribed +tablets, and read again the names of the various engagements, at several +of which he had been present. When he came back to her she greeted him +abruptly, with a question which had no reference to the solemnity of the +spot. "If Miss Birdseye knew you were coming out to see me, can't _she_ +easily tell Olive? Then won't Olive make her reflexions about your +neglect of herself?" + +"I don't care for her reflexions. At any rate, I asked Miss Birdseye, as +a favour, not to mention to her that she had met me," Ransom added. + +Verena was silent a moment. "Your logic is most as good as a woman's. Do +change your mind and go to see her now," she went on. "She will probably +be at home by the time you get to Charles Street. If she was a little +strange, a little stiff with you before (I know just how she must have +been), all that will be different to-day." + +"Why will it be different?" + +"Oh, she will be easier, more genial, much softer." + +"I don't believe it," said Ransom; and his scepticism seemed none the +less complete because it was light and smiling. + +"She is much happier now--she can afford not to mind you." + +"Not to mind me? That's a nice inducement for a gentleman to go and see +a lady!" + +"Well, she will be more gracious, because she feels now that she is more +successful." + +"You mean because she has brought you out? Oh, I have no doubt that has +cleared the air for her immensely, and you have improved her very much. +But I have got a charming impression out here, and I have no wish to put +another--which won't be charming, anyhow you arrange it--on top of it." + +"Well, she will be sure to know you have been round here, at any rate," +Verena rejoined. + +"How will she know, unless you tell her?" + +"I tell her everything," said the girl; and now as soon as she had +spoken, she blushed. He stood before her, tracing a figure on the mosaic +pavement with his cane, conscious that in a moment they had become more +intimate. They were discussing their affairs, which had nothing to do +with the heroic symbols that surrounded them; but their affairs had +suddenly grown so serious that there was no want of decency in their +lingering there for the purpose. The implication that his visit might +remain as a secret between them made them both feel it differently. To +ask her to keep it so would have been, as it seemed to Ransom, a +liberty, and, moreover, he didn't care so much as that; but if she were +to prefer to do so such a preference would only make him consider the +more that his expedition had been a success. + +"Oh, then, you can tell her this!" he said in a moment. + +"If I shouldn't, it would be the first----" And Verena checked herself. + +"You must arrange that with your conscience," Ransom went on, laughing. + +They came out of the hall, passed down the steps, and emerged from the +Delta, as that portion of the college precinct is called. The afternoon +had begun to wane, but the air was filled with a pink brightness, and +there was a cool, pure smell, a vague breath of spring. + +"Well, if I don't tell Olive, then you must leave me here," said Verena, +stopping in the path and putting out a hand of farewell. + +"I don't understand. What has that to do with it? Besides I thought you +said you _must_ tell," Ransom added. In playing with the subject this +way, in enjoying her visible hesitation, he was slightly conscious of a +man's brutality--of being pushed by an impulse to test her good-nature, +which seemed to have no limit. It showed no sign of perturbation as she +answered: + +"Well, I want to be free--to do as I think best. And, if there is a +chance of my keeping it back, there mustn't be anything more--there must +not, Mr. Ransom, really." + +"Anything more? Why, what are you afraid there will be--if I should +simply walk home with you?" + +"I must go alone, I must hurry back to mother," she said, for all reply. +And she again put out her hand, which he had not taken before. + +Of course he took it now, and even held it a moment; he didn't like +being dismissed, and was thinking of pretexts to linger. "Miss Birdseye +said you would convert me, but you haven't yet," it came into his head +to say. + +"You can't tell yet; wait a little. My influence is peculiar; it +sometimes comes out a long time afterwards!" This speech, on Verena's +part, was evidently perfunctory, and the grandeur of her self-reference +jocular; she was much more serious when she went on quickly, "Do you +mean to say Miss Birdseye promised you that?" + +"Oh yes. Talk about influence! you should have seen the influence I +obtained over her." + +"Well, what good will it do, if I'm going to tell Olive about your +visit?" + +"Well, you see, I think she hopes you won't. She believes you are going +to convert me privately--so that I shall blaze forth, suddenly, out of +the darkness of Mississippi, as a first-class proselyte: very effective +and dramatic." + +Verena struck Basil Ransom as constantly simple, but there were moments +when her candour seemed to him preternatural. "If I thought that would +be the effect, I might make an exception," she remarked, speaking as if +such a result were, after all, possible. + +"Oh, Miss Tarrant, you will convert me enough, any way," said the young +man. + +"Enough? What do you mean by enough?" + +"Enough to make me terribly unhappy." + +She looked at him a moment, evidently not understanding; but she tossed +him a retort at a venture, turned away, and took her course homeward. +The retort was that if he should be unhappy it would serve him right--a +form of words that committed her to nothing. As he returned to Boston he +saw how curious he should be to learn whether she had betrayed him, as +it were, to Miss Chancellor. He might learn through Mrs. Luna; that +would almost reconcile him to going to see her again. Olive would +mention it in writing to her sister, and Adeline would repeat the +complaint. Perhaps she herself would even make him a scene about it; +that would be, for him, part of the unhappiness he had foretold to +Verena Tarrant. + + + + +XXVI + + +"Mrs. Henry Burrage, at home Wednesday evening, March 26th, at half-past +nine o'clock." It was in consequence of having received a card with +these words inscribed upon it that Basil Ransom presented himself, on +the evening she had designated, at the house of a lady he had never +heard of before. The account of the relation of effect to cause is not +complete, however, unless I mention that the card bore, furthermore, in +the left-hand lower corner, the words: "An Address from Miss Verena +Tarrant." He had an idea (it came mainly from the look and even the +odour of the engraved pasteboard) that Mrs. Burrage was a member of the +fashionable world, and it was with considerable surprise that he found +himself in such an element. He wondered what had induced a denizen of +that fine air to send him an invitation; then he said to himself that, +obviously, Verena Tarrant had simply requested that this should be done. +Mrs. Henry Burrage, whoever she might be, had asked her if she shouldn't +like some of her own friends to be present, and she had said, Oh yes, +and mentioned him in the happy group. She had been able to give Mrs. +Burrage his address, for had it not been contained in the short letter +he despatched to Monadnoc Place soon after his return from Boston, in +which he thanked Miss Tarrant afresh for the charming hour she had +enabled him to spend at Cambridge? She had not answered his letter at +the time, but Mrs. Burrage's card was a very good answer. Such a missive +deserved a rejoinder, and it was by way of rejoinder that he entered the +street car which, on the evening of March 26th, was to deposit him at a +corner adjacent to Mrs. Burrage's dwelling. He almost never went to +evening parties (he knew scarcely any one who gave them, though Mrs. +Luna had broken him in a little), and he was sure this occasion was of +festive intention, would have nothing in common with the nocturnal +"exercises" at Miss Birdseye's; but he would have exposed himself to +almost any social discomfort in order to see Verena Tarrant on the +platform. The platform it evidently was to be--private if not +public--since one was admitted by a ticket given away if not sold. He +took his in his pocket, quite ready to present it at the door. It would +take some time for me to explain the contradiction to the reader; but +Basil Ransom's desire to be present at one of Verena's regular +performances was not diminished by the fact that he detested her views +and thought the whole business a poor perversity. He understood her now +very well (since his visit to Cambridge); he saw she was honest and +natural; she had queer, bad lecture-blood in her veins, and a comically +false idea of the aptitude of little girls for conducting movements; but +her enthusiasm was of the purest, her illusions had a fragrance, and so +far as the mania for producing herself personally was concerned, it had +been distilled into her by people who worked her for ends which to Basil +Ransom could only appear insane. She was a touching, ingenuous victim, +unconscious of the pernicious forces which were hurrying her to her +ruin. With this idea of ruin there had already associated itself in the +young man's mind, the idea--a good deal more dim and incomplete--of +rescue; and it was the disposition to confirm himself in the view that +her charm was her own, and her fallacies, her absurdity, a mere +reflexion of unlucky circumstance, that led him to make an effort to +behold her in the position in which he could least bear to think of her. +Such a glimpse was all that was wanted to prove to him that she was a +person for whom he might open an unlimited credit of tender compassion. +He expected to suffer--to suffer deliciously. + +By the time he had crossed Mrs. Burrage's threshold there was no doubt +whatever in his mind that he was in the fashionable world. It was +embodied strikingly in the stout, elderly, ugly lady, dressed in a +brilliant colour, with a twinkle of jewels and a bosom much uncovered, +who stood near the door of the first room, and with whom the people +passing in before him were shaking hands. Ransom made her a Mississipian +bow, and she said she was delighted to see him, while people behind him +pressed him forward. He yielded to the impulsion, and found himself in a +great saloon, amid lights and flowers, where the company was dense, and +there were more twinkling, smiling ladies, with uncovered bosoms. It was +certainly the fashionable world, for there was no one there whom he had +ever seen before. The walls of the room were covered with pictures--the +very ceiling was painted and framed. The people pushed each other a +little, edged about, advanced and retreated, looking at each other with +differing faces--sometimes blandly, unperceivingly, sometimes with a +harshness of contemplation, a kind of cruelty, Ransom thought; sometimes +with sudden nods and grimaces, inarticulate murmurs, followed by a quick +reaction, a sort of gloom. He was now absolutely certain that he was in +the best society. He was carried further and further forward, and saw +that another room stretched beyond the one he had entered, in which +there was a sort of little stage, covered with a red cloth, and an +immense collection of chairs, arranged in rows. He became aware that +people looked at him, as well as at each other, rather more, indeed, +than at each other, and he wondered whether it were very visible in his +appearance that his being there was a kind of exception. He didn't know +how much his head looked over the heads of others, or that his brown +complexion, fuliginous eye, and straight black hair, the leonine fall of +which I mentioned in the first pages of this narrative, gave him that +relief which, in the best society, has the great advantage of suggesting +a topic. But there were other topics besides, as was proved by a +fragment of conversation, between two ladies, which reached his ear +while he stood rather wistfully wondering where Verena Tarrant might be. + +"Are you a member?" one of the ladies said to the other. "I didn't know +you had joined." + +"Oh, I haven't; nothing would induce me." + +"That's not fair; you have all the fun and none of the responsibility." + +"Oh, the--the fun!" exclaimed the second lady. + +"You needn't abuse us, or I will never invite you," said the first. + +"Well, I thought it was meant to be improving; that's all I mean; very +good for the mind. Now, this woman to-night; isn't she from Boston?" + +"Yes, I believe they have brought her on, just for this." + +"Well, you must be pretty desperate when you have got to go to Boston +for your entertainment." + +"Well, there's a similar society there, and I never heard of their +sending to New York." + +"Of course not, they think they have got everything. But doesn't it make +your life a burden thinking what you can possibly have?" + +"Oh dear, no. I am going to have Professor Gougenheim--all about the +Talmud. You must come." + +"Well, I'll come," said the second lady; "but nothing would induce me to +be a regular member." + +Whatever the mystic circle might be, Ransom agreed with the second lady +that regular membership must have terrors, and he admired her +independence in such an artificial world. A considerable part of the +company had now directed itself to the further apartment--people had +begun to occupy the chairs, to confront the empty platform. He reached +the wide doors, and saw that the place was a spacious music-room, +decorated in white and gold, with a polished floor and marble busts of +composers, on brackets attached to the delicate panels. He forbore to +enter, however, being shy about taking a seat, and seeing that the +ladies were arranging themselves first. He turned back into the first +room, to wait till the audience had massed itself, conscious that even +if he were behind every one he should be able to make a long neck; and +here, suddenly, in a corner, his eyes rested upon Olive Chancellor. She +was seated a little apart, in an angle of the room, and she was looking +straight at him; but as soon as she perceived that he saw her she +dropped her eyes, giving no sign of recognition. Ransom hesitated a +moment, but the next he went straight over to her. It had been in his +mind that if Verena Tarrant was there, _she_ would be there; an instinct +told him that Miss Chancellor would not allow her dear friend to come to +New York without her. It was very possible she meant to "cut" +him--especially if she knew of his having cut her, the other week, in +Boston; but it was his duty to take for granted she would speak to him, +until the contrary should be definitely proved. Though he had seen her +only twice he remembered well how acutely shy she was capable of being, +and he thought it possible one of these spasms had seized her at the +present time. + +When he stood before her he found his conjecture perfectly just; she was +white with the intensity of her self-consciousness; she was altogether +in a very uncomfortable state. She made no response to his offer to +shake hands with her, and he saw that she would never go through that +ceremony again. She looked up at him when he spoke to her, and her lips +moved; but her face was intensely grave and her eye had almost a +feverish light. She had evidently got into her corner to be out of the +way; he recognised in her the air of an interloper, as he had felt it in +himself. The small sofa on which she had placed herself had the form to +which the French give the name of _causeuse_; there was room on it for +just another person, and Ransom asked her, with a cheerful accent, if he +might sit down beside her. She turned towards him when he had done so, +turned everything but her eyes, and opened and shut her fan while she +waited for her fit of diffidence to pass away. Ransom himself did not +wait; he took a jocular tone about their encounter, asking her if she +had come to New York to rouse the people. She glanced round the room; +the backs of Mrs. Burrage's guests, mainly, were presented to them, and +their position was partly masked by a pyramid of flowers which rose from +a pedestal close to Olive's end of the sofa and diffused a fragrance in +the air. + +"Do you call these 'the people'?" she asked. + +"I haven't the least idea. I don't know who any of them are, not even +who Mrs. Henry Burrage is, I simply received an invitation." + +Miss Chancellor gave him no information on the point he had mentioned; +she only said, in a moment: "Do you go wherever you are invited?" + +"Why, I go if I think I may find you there," the young man replied +gallantly. "My card mentioned that Miss Tarrant would give an address, +and I knew that wherever she is you are not far off. I have heard you +are inseparable, from Mrs. Luna." + +"Yes, we are inseparable. That is exactly why I am here." + +"It's the fashionable world, then, you are going to stir up." + +Olive remained for some time with her eyes fastened to the floor; then +she flashed them up at her interlocutor. "It's a part of our life to go +anywhere--to carry our work where it seems most needed. We have taught +ourselves to stifle repulsion, distaste." + +"Oh, I think this is very amusing," said Ransom. "It's a beautiful +house, and there are some very pretty faces. We haven't anything so +brilliant in Mississippi." + +To everything he said Olive offered at first a momentary silence, but +the worst of her shyness was apparently leaving her. + +"Are you successful in New York? do you like it?" she presently asked, +uttering the inquiry in a tone of infinite melancholy, as if the eternal +sense of duty forced it from her lips. + +"Oh, successful! I am not successful as you and Miss Tarrant are; for +(to my barbaric eyes) it is a great sign of prosperity to be the +heroines of an occasion like this." + +"Do I look like the heroine of an occasion?" asked Olive Chancellor, +without an intention of humour, but with an effect that was almost +comical. + +"You would if you didn't hide yourself away. Are you not going into the +other room to hear the speech? Everything is prepared." + +"I am going when I am notified--when I am invited." + +There was considerable majesty in her tone, and Ransom saw that +something was wrong, that she felt neglected. To see that she was as +ticklish with others as she had been with him made him feel forgiving, +and there was in his manner a perfect disposition to forget their +differences as he said, "Oh, there is plenty of time; the place isn't +half full yet." + +She made no direct rejoinder to this, but she asked him about his mother +and sisters, what news he received from the South. "Have they any +happiness?" she inquired, rather as if she warned him to take care not +to pretend they had. He neglected her warning to the point of saying +that there was one happiness they always had--that of having learned not +to think about it too much, and to make the best of their circumstances. +She listened to this with an air of great reserve, and apparently +thought he had wished to give her a lesson; for she suddenly broke out, +"You mean that you have traced a certain line for them, and that that's +all you know about it!" + +Ransom stared at her, surprised; he felt, now, that she would always +surprise him. "Ah, don't be rough with me," he said, in his soft +Southern voice; "don't you remember how you knocked me about when I +called on you in Boston?" + +"You hold us in chains, and then, when we writhe in our agony, you say +we don't behave prettily!" These words, which did not lessen Ransom's +wonderment, were the young lady's answer to his deprecatory speech. She +saw that he was honestly bewildered and that in a moment more he would +laugh at her, as he had done a year and a half before (she remembered it +as if it had been yesterday); and to stop that off, at any cost, she +went on hurriedly--"If you listen to Miss Tarrant, you will know what I +mean." + +"Oh, Miss Tarrant--Miss Tarrant!" And Basil Ransom's laughter came. + +She had not escaped that mockery, after all, and she looked at him +sharply now, her embarrassment having quite cleared up. "What do you +know about her? What observation have you had?" + +Ransom met her eye, and for a moment they scrutinised each other. Did +she know of his interview with Verena a month before, and was her +reserve simply the wish to place on him the burden of declaring that he +had been to Boston since they last met, and yet had not called in +Charles Street? He thought there was suspicion in her face; but in +regard to Verena she would always be suspicious. If he had done at that +moment just what would gratify him he would have said to her that he +knew a great deal about Miss Tarrant, having lately had a long walk and +talk with her; but he checked himself, with the reflexion that if Verena +had not betrayed him it would be very wrong in him to betray her. The +sweetness of the idea that she should have thought the episode of his +visit to Monadnoc Place worth placing under the rose, was quenched for +the moment in his regret at not being able to let his disagreeable +cousin know that he had passed _her_ over. "Don't you remember my +hearing her speak that night at Miss Birdseye's?" he said presently. +"And I met her the next day at your house, you know." + +"She has developed greatly since then," Olive remarked dryly; and Ransom +felt sure that Verena had held her tongue. + +At this moment a gentleman made his way through the clusters of Mrs. +Burrage's guests and presented himself to Olive. "If you will do me the +honour to take my arm I will find a good seat for you in the other room. +It's getting to be time for Miss Tarrant to reveal herself. I have been +taking her into the picture-room; there were some things she wanted to +see. She is with my mother now," he added, as if Miss Chancellor's grave +face constituted a sort of demand for an explanation of her friend's +absence. "She said she was a little nervous; so I thought we would just +move about." + +"It's the first time I have ever heard of that!" said Olive Chancellor, +preparing to surrender herself to the young man's guidance. He told her +that he had reserved the best seat for her; it was evidently his desire +to conciliate her, to treat her as a person of importance. Before +leading her away, he shook hands with Ransom and remarked that he was +very glad to see him; and Ransom saw that he must be the master of the +house, though he could scarcely be the son of the stout lady in the +doorway. He was a fresh, pleasant, handsome young man, with a bright +friendly manner; he recommended Ransom to take a seat in the other room, +without delay; if he had never heard Miss Tarrant he would have one of +the greatest pleasures of his life. + +"Oh, Mr. Ransom only comes to ventilate his prejudices," Miss Chancellor +said, as she turned her back to her kinsman. He shrank from pushing into +the front of the company, which was now rapidly filling the music-room, +and contented himself with lingering in the doorway, where several +gentlemen were stationed. The seats were all occupied; all, that is, +save one, towards which he saw Miss Chancellor and her companion direct +themselves, squeezing and edging past the people who were standing up +against the walls. This was quite in front, close to the little +platform; every one noticed Olive as she went, and Ransom heard a +gentleman near him say to another--"I guess she's one of the same kind." +He looked for Verena, but she was apparently keeping out of sight. +Suddenly he felt himself smartly tapped on the back, and, turning round, +perceived Mrs. Luna, who had been prodding him with her fan. + + + + +XXVII + + +"You won't speak to me in my own house--that I have almost grown used +to; but if you are going to pass me over in public I think you might +give me warning first." This was only her archness, and he knew what to +make of that now; she was dressed in yellow and looked very plump and +gay. He wondered at the unerring instinct by which she had discovered +his exposed quarter. The outer room was completely empty; she had come +in at the further door and found the field free for her operations. He +offered to find her a place where she could see and hear Miss Tarrant, +to get her a chair to stand on, even, if she wished to look over the +heads of the gentlemen in the doorway; a proposal which she greeted with +the inquiry--"Do you suppose I came here for the sake of that +chatterbox? haven't I told you what I think of her?" + +"Well, you certainly did not come here for my sake," said Ransom, +anticipating this insinuation; "for you couldn't possibly have known I +was coming." + +"I guessed it--a presentiment told me!" Mrs. Luna declared; and she +looked up at him with searching, accusing eyes. "I know what you have +come for," she cried in a moment. "You never mentioned to me that you +knew Mrs. Burrage!" + +"I don't--I never had heard of her till she asked me." + +"Then why in the world _did_ she ask you?" + +Ransom had spoken a trifle rashly; it came over him, quickly, that there +were reasons why he had better not have said that. But almost as quickly +he covered up his mistake. "I suppose your sister was so good as to ask +for a card for me." + +"My sister? My grandmother! I know how Olive loves you. Mr. Ransom, you +are very deep." She had drawn him well into the room, out of earshot of +the group in the doorway, and he felt that if she should be able to +compass her wish she would organise a little entertainment for herself, +in the outer drawing-room, in opposition to Miss Tarrant's address. +"Please come and sit down here a moment; we shall be quite undisturbed. +I have something very particular to say to you." She led the way to the +little sofa in the corner, where he had been talking with Olive a few +minutes before, and he accompanied her, with extreme reluctance, +grudging the moments that he should be obliged to give to her. He had +quite forgotten that he once had a vision of spending his life in her +society, and he looked at his watch as he made the observation: + +"I haven't the least idea of losing any of the sport in there, you +know." + +He felt, the next instant, that he oughtn't to have said that either; +but he was irritated, disconcerted, and he couldn't help it. It was in +the nature of a gallant Mississippian to do everything a lady asked him, +and he had never, remarkable as it may appear, been in the position of +finding such a request so incompatible with his own desires as now. It +was a new predicament, for Mrs. Luna evidently meant to keep him if she +could. She looked round the room, more and more pleased at their having +it to themselves, and for the moment said nothing more about the +singularity of his being there. On the contrary, she became freshly +jocular, remarked that now they had got hold of him they wouldn't easily +let him go, they would make him entertain them, induce him to give a +lecture--on the "Lights and Shadows of Southern Life," or the "Social +Peculiarities of Mississippi"--before the Wednesday Club. + +"And what in the world is the Wednesday Club? I suppose it's what those +ladies were talking about," Ransom said. + +"I don't know your ladies, but the Wednesday Club is this thing. I don't +mean you and me here together, but all those deluded beings in the other +room. It is New York trying to be like Boston. It is the culture, the +good form, of the metropolis. You might not think it, but it is. It's +the 'quiet set'; they _are_ quiet enough; you might hear a pin drop, in +there. Is some one going to offer up a prayer? How happy Olive must be, +to be taken so seriously! They form an association for meeting at each +other's houses, every week, and having some performance, or some paper +read, or some subject explained. The more dreary it is and the more +fearful the subject, the more they think it is what it ought to be. They +have an idea this is the way to make New York society intellectual. +There's a sumptuary law--isn't that what you call it?--about suppers, +and they restrict themselves to a kind of Spartan broth. When it's made +by their French cooks it isn't bad. Mrs. Burrage is one of the principal +members--one of the founders, I believe; and when her turn has come +round, formerly--it comes only once in the winter for each--I am told +she has usually had very good music. But that is thought rather a base +evasion, a begging of the question; the vulgar set can easily keep up +with them on music. So Mrs. Burrage conceived the extraordinary +idea"--and it was wonderful to hear how Mrs. Luna pronounced that +adjective--"of sending on to Boston for that girl. It was her son, of +course, who put it into her head; he has been at Cambridge for some +years--that's where Verena lived, you know--and he was as thick with her +as you please out there. Now that he is no longer there it suits him +very well to have her here. She is coming on a visit to his mother when +Olive goes. I asked them to stay with me, but Olive declined, +majestically; she said they wished to be in some place where they would +be free to receive 'sympathising friends.' So they are staying at some +extraordinary kind of New Jerusalem boarding-house, in Tenth Street; +Olive thinks it's her duty to go to such places. I was greatly surprised +that she should let Verena be drawn into such a worldly crowd as this; +but she told me they had made up their minds not to let _any_ occasion +slip, that they could sow the seed of truth in drawing-rooms as well as +in workshops, and that if a single person was brought round to their +ideas they should have been justified in coming on. That's what they are +doing in there--sowing the seed; but you shall not be the one that's +brought round, I shall take care of that. Have you seen my delightful +sister yet? The way she _does_ arrange herself when she wants to protest +against frills! She looks as if she thought it pretty barren ground +round here, now she has come to see it. I don't think she thinks you can +be saved in a French dress, anyhow. I must say I call it a _very_ base +evasion of Mrs. Burrage's, producing Verena Tarrant; it's worse than the +meretricious music. Why didn't she honestly send for a _ballerina_ from +Niblo's--if she wanted a young woman capering about on a platform? They +don't care a fig about poor Olive's ideas; it's only because Verena has +strange hair, and shiny eyes, and gets herself up like a +prestidigitator's assistant. I have never understood how Olive can +reconcile herself to Verena's really low style of dress. I suppose it's +only because her clothes are so fearfully made. You look as if you +didn't believe me--but I assure you that the cut is revolutionary; and +that's a salve to Olive's conscience." + +Ransom was surprised to hear that he looked as if he didn't believe her, +for he had found himself, after his first uneasiness, listening with +considerable interest to her account of the circumstances under which +Miss Tarrant was visiting New York. After a moment, as the result of +some private reflexion, he propounded this question: "Is the son of the +lady of the house a handsome young man, very polite, in a white vest?" + +"I don't know the colour of his vest--but he has a kind of fawning +manner. Verena judges from that that he is in love with her." + +"Perhaps he is," said Ransom. "You say it was his idea to get her to +come on." + +"Oh, he likes to flirt; that is highly probable." + +"Perhaps she has brought him round." + +"Not to where she wants, I think. The property is very large; he will +have it all one of these days." + +"Do you mean she wishes to impose on him the yoke of matrimony?" Ransom +asked, with Southern languor. + +"I believe she thinks matrimony an exploded superstition; but there is +here and there a case in which it is still the best thing; when the +gentleman's name happens to be Burrage and the young lady's Tarrant. I +don't admire 'Burrage' so much myself. But I think she would have +captured this present scion if it hadn't been for Olive. Olive stands +between them--she wants to keep her in the single sisterhood; to keep +her, above all, for herself. Of course she won't listen to her marrying, +and she has put a spoke in the wheel. She has brought her to New York; +that may seem against what I say; but the girl pulls hard, she has to +humour her, to give her her head sometimes, to throw something +overboard, in short, to save the rest. You may say, as regards Mr. +Burrage, that it's a queer taste in a gentleman; but there is no arguing +about that. It's queer taste in a lady, too; for she is a lady, poor +Olive. You can see that to-night. She is dressed like a book-agent, but +she is more distinguished than any one here. Verena, beside her, looks +like a walking advertisement." + +When Mrs. Luna paused, Basil Ransom became aware that, in the other +room, Verena's address had begun; the sound of her clear, bright, +ringing voice, an admirable voice for public uses, came to them from the +distance. His eagerness to stand where he could hear her better, and see +her into the bargain, made him start in his place, and this movement +produced an outgush of mocking laughter on the part of his companion. +But she didn't say--"Go, go, deluded man, I take pity on you!" she only +remarked, with light impertinence, that he surely wouldn't be so wanting +in gallantry as to leave a lady absolutely alone in a public place--it +was so Mrs. Luna was pleased to qualify Mrs. Burrage's drawing-room--in +the face of her entreaty that he would remain with her. She had the +better of poor Ransom, thanks to the superstitions of Mississippi. It +was in his simple code a gross rudeness to withdraw from conversation +with a lady at a party before another gentleman should have come to take +one's place; it was to inflict on the lady a kind of outrage. The other +gentlemen, at Mrs. Burrage's, were all too well occupied; there was not +the smallest chance of one of them coming to his rescue. He couldn't +leave Mrs. Luna, and yet he couldn't stay with her and lose the only +thing he had come so much out of his way for. "Let me at least find you +a place over there, in the doorway. You can stand upon a chair--you can +lean on me." + +"Thank you very much; I would much rather lean on this sofa. And I am +much too tired to stand on chairs. Besides, I wouldn't for the world +that either Verena or Olive should see me craning over the heads of the +crowd--as if I attached the smallest importance to their perorations!" + +"It isn't time for the peroration yet," Ransom said, with savage +dryness; and he sat forward, with his elbow on his knees, his eyes on +the ground, a flush in his sallow cheek. + +"It's never time to say such things as those," Mrs. Luna remarked, +arranging her laces. + +"How do you know what she is saying?" + +"I can tell by the way her voice goes up and down. It sounds so silly." + +Ransom sat there five minutes longer--minutes which, he felt, the +recording angel ought to write down to his credit--and asked himself how +Mrs. Luna could be such a goose as not to see that she was making him +hate her. But she was goose enough for anything. He tried to appear +indifferent, and it occurred to him to doubt whether the Mississippi +system could be right, after all. It certainly hadn't foreseen such a +case as this. "It's as plain as day that Mr. Burrage intends to marry +her--if he can," he said in a minute; that remark being better +calculated than any other he could think of to dissimulate his real +state of mind. + +It drew no rejoinder from his companion, and after an instant he turned +his head a little and glanced at her. The result of something that +silently passed between them was to make her say, abruptly: "Mr. Ransom, +my sister never sent you an invitation to this place. Didn't it come +from Verena Tarrant?" + +"I haven't the least idea." + +"As you hadn't the least acquaintance with Mrs. Burrage, who else could +it have come from?" + +"If it came from Miss Tarrant, I ought at least to recognise her +courtesy by listening to her." + +"If you rise from this sofa I will tell Olive what I suspect. She will +be perfectly capable of carrying Verena off to China--or anywhere out of +your reach." + +"And pray what is it you suspect?" + +"That you two have been in correspondence." + +"Tell her whatever you like, Mrs. Luna," said the young man, with the +grimness of resignation. + +"You are quite unable to deny it, I see." + +"I never contradict a lady." + +"We shall see if I can't make you tell a fib. Haven't you been seeing +Miss Tarrant, too?" + +"Where should I have seen her? I can't see all the way to Boston, as you +said the other day." + +"Haven't you been there--on secret visits?" + +Ransom started just perceptibly; but to conceal it, the next instant, he +stood up. + +"They wouldn't be secret if I were to tell you." + +Looking down at her he saw that her words were a happy hit, not the +result of definite knowledge. But she appeared to him vain, egotistical, +grasping, odious. + +"Well, I shall give the alarm," she went on; "that is, I will if you +leave me. Is that the way a Southern gentleman treats a lady? Do as I +wish, and I will let you off!" + +"You won't let me off from staying with you." + +"Is it such a _corvee_? I never heard of such rudeness!" Mrs. Luna +cried. "All the same, I am determined to keep you if I can!" + +Ransom felt that she must be in the wrong, and yet superficially she +seemed (and it was quite intolerable) to have right on her side. All +this while Verena's golden voice, with her words indistinct, solicited, +tantalised his ear. The question had evidently got on Mrs. Luna's +nerves; she had reached that point of feminine embroilment when a woman +is perverse for the sake of perversity, and even with a clear vision of +bad consequences. + +"You have lost your head," he relieved himself by saying, as he looked +down at her. + +"I wish you would go and get me some tea." + +"You say that only to embarrass me." He had hardly spoken when a great +sound of applause, the clapping of many hands, and the cry from fifty +throats of "Brava, brava!" floated in and died away. All Ransom's pulses +throbbed, he flung his scruples to the winds, and after remarking to +Mrs. Luna--still with all due ceremony--that he feared he must resign +himself to forfeiting her good opinion, turned his back upon her and +strode away to the open door of the music-room. "Well, I have never been +so insulted!" he heard her exclaim, with exceeding sharpness, as he left +her; and, glancing back at her, as he took up his position, he saw her +still seated on her sofa--alone in the lamp-lit desert--with her eyes +making, across the empty space, little vindictive points. Well, she +could come where he was, if she wanted him so much; he would support her +on an ottoman, and make it easy for her to see. But Mrs. Luna was +uncompromising; he became aware, after a minute, that she had withdrawn, +majestically, from the place, and he did not see her again that evening. + + + + +XXVIII + + +He could command the music-room very well from where he stood, behind a +thick outer fringe of intently listening men. Verena Tarrant was erect +on her little platform, dressed in white, with flowers in her bosom. The +red cloth beneath her feet looked rich in the light of lamps placed on +high pedestals on either side of the stage; it gave her figure a setting +of colour which made it more pure and salient. She moved freely in her +exposed isolation, yet with great sobriety of gesture; there was no +table in front of her, and she had no notes in her hand, but stood there +like an actress before the footlights, or a singer spinning vocal sounds +to a silver thread. There was such a risk that a slim provincial girl, +pretending to fascinate a couple of hundred _blase_ New Yorkers by +simply giving them her ideas, would fail of her effect, that at the end +of a few moments Basil Ransom became aware that he was watching her in +very much the same excited way as if she had been performing, high above +his head, on the trapeze. Yet, as one listened, it was impossible not to +perceive that she was in perfect possession of her faculties, her +subject, her audience; and he remembered the other time at Miss +Birdseye's well enough to be able to measure the ground she had +travelled since then. This exhibition was much more complete, her manner +much more assured; she seemed to speak and survey the whole place from a +much greater height. Her voice, too, had developed; he had forgotten how +beautiful it could be when she raised it to its full capacity. Such a +tone as that, so pure and rich, and yet so young, so natural, +constituted in itself a talent; he didn't wonder that they had made a +fuss about her at the Female Convention, if she filled their hideous +hall with such a music. He had read, of old, of the _improvisatrice_ of +Italy, and this was a chastened, modern, American version of the type, a +New England Corinna, with a mission instead of a lyre. The most graceful +part of her was her earnestness, the way her delightful eyes, wandering +over the "fashionable audience" (before which she was so perfectly +unabashed), as if she wished to resolve it into a single sentient +personality, seemed to say that the only thing in life she cared for was +to put the truth into a form that would render conviction irresistible. +She was as simple as she was charming, and there was not a glance or +motion that did not seem part of the pure, still-burning passion that +animated her. She had indeed--it was manifest--reduced the company to +unanimity; their attention was anything but languid; they smiled back at +her when she smiled; they were noiseless, motionless when she was +solemn; and it was evident that the entertainment which Mrs. Burrage had +had the happy thought of offering to her friends would be memorable in +the annals of the Wednesday Club. It was agreeable to Basil Ransom to +think that Verena noticed him in his corner; her eyes played over her +listeners so freely that you couldn't say they rested in one place more +than another; nevertheless, a single rapid ray, which, however, didn't +in the least strike him as a deviation from her ridiculous, fantastic, +delightful argument, let him now that he had been missed and now was +particularly spoken to. This glance was a sufficient assurance that his +invitation had come to him by the girl's request. He took for granted +the matter of her speech was ridiculous; how could it help being, and +what did it signify if it was? She was none the less charming for that, +and the moonshine she had been plied with was none the less moonshine +for her being charming. After he had stood there a quarter of an hour he +became conscious that he should not be able to repeat a word she had +said; he had not definitely heeded it, and yet he had not lost a +vibration of her voice. He had discovered Olive Chancellor by this time; +she was in the front row of chairs, at the end, on the left; her back +was turned to him, but he could see half her sharp profile, bent down a +little and absolutely motionless. Even across the wide interval her +attitude expressed to him a kind of rapturous stillness, the +concentration of triumph. There were several irrepressible effusions of +applause, instantly self-checked, but Olive never looked up, at the +loudest, and such a calmness as that could only be the result of +passionate volition. Success was in the air, and she was tasting it; she +tasted it, as she did everything, in a way of her own. Success for +Verena was success for her, and Ransom was sure that the only thing +wanting to her triumph was that he should have been placed in the line +of her vision, so that she might enjoy his embarrassment and confusion, +might say to him, in one of her dumb, cold flashes--"_Now_ do you think +our movement is not a force--_now_ do you think that women are meant to +be slaves?" Honestly, he was not conscious of any confusion; it +subverted none of his heresies to perceive that Verena Tarrant had even +more power to fix his attention than he had hitherto supposed. It was +fixed in a way it had not been yet, however, by his at last +understanding her speech, feeling it reach his inner sense through the +impediment of mere dazzled vision. Certain phrases took on a meaning for +him--an appeal she was making to those who still resisted the beneficent +influence of the truth. They appeared to be mocking, cynical men, +mainly; many of whom were such triflers and idlers, so heartless and +brainless that it didn't matter much what they thought on any subject; +if the old tyranny needed to be propped up by _them_ it showed it was in +a pretty bad way. But there were others whose prejudice was stronger and +more cultivated, pretended to rest upon study and argument. To those she +wished particularly to address herself; she wanted to waylay them, to +say, "Look here, you're all wrong; you'll be so much happier when I have +convinced you. Just give me five minutes," she should like to say; "just +sit down here and let me ask a simple question. Do you think any state +of society can come to good that is based upon an organised wrong?" That +was the simple question that Verena desired to propound, and Basil +smiled across the room at her with an amused tenderness as he gathered +that she conceived it to be a poser. He didn't think it would frighten +him much if she were to ask him that, and he would sit down with her for +as many minutes as she liked. + +He, of course, was one of the systematic scoffers, one of those to whom +she said--"Do you know how you strike me? You strike me as men who are +starving to death while they have a cupboard at home, all full of bread +and meat and wine; or as blind, demented beings who let themselves be +cast into a debtor's prison, while in their pocket they have the key of +vaults and treasure-chests heaped up with gold and silver. The meat and +wine, the gold and silver," Verena went on, "are simply the suppressed +and wasted force, the precious sovereign remedy, of which society +insanely deprives itself--the genius, the intelligence, the inspiration +of women. It is dying, inch by inch, in the midst of old superstitions +which it invokes in vain, and yet it has the elixir of life in its +hands. Let it drink but a draught, and it will bloom once more; it will +be refreshed, radiant; it will find its youth again. The heart, the +heart is cold, and nothing but the touch of woman can warm it, make it +act. We _are_ the Heart of humanity, and let us have the courage to +insist on it! The public life of the world will move in the same barren, +mechanical, vicious circle--the circle of egotism, cruelty, ferocity, +jealousy, greed, of blind striving to do things only for _some_, at the +cost of others, instead of trying to do everything for all. All, all? +Who dares to say 'all' when we are not there? We are an equal, a +splendid, an inestimable part. Try us and you'll see--you will wonder +how, without us, society has ever dragged itself even this distance--so +wretchedly small compared with what it might have been--on its painful +earthly pilgrimage. That is what I should like above all to pour into +the ears of those who still hold out, who stiffen their necks and repeat +hard, empty formulas, which are as dry as a broken gourd that has been +flung away in the desert. I would take them by their selfishness, their +indolence, their interest. I am not here to recriminate, nor to deepen +the gulf that already yawns between the sexes, and I don't accept the +doctrine that they are natural enemies, since my plea is for a union far +more intimate--provided it be equal--than any that the sages and +philosophers of former times have ever dreamed of. Therefore I shall not +touch upon the subject of men's being most easily influenced by +considerations of what is most agreeable and profitable for _them_; I +shall simply assume that they _are_ so influenced, and I shall say to +them that our cause would long ago have been gained if their vision were +not so dim, so veiled, even in matters in which their own interests are +concerned. If they had the same quick sight as women, if they had the +intelligence of the heart, the world would be very different now; and I +assure you that half the bitterness of our lot is to see so clearly and +not to be able to do! Good gentlemen all, if I could make you believe +how much brighter and fairer and sweeter the garden of life would be for +you, if you would only let us help you to keep it in order! You would +like so much better to walk there, and you would find grass and trees +and flowers that would make you think you were in Eden. That is what I +should like to press home to each of you, personally, individually--to +give him the vision of the world as it hangs perpetually before me, +redeemed, transfigured, by a new moral tone. There would be generosity, +tenderness, sympathy, where there is now only brute force and sordid +rivalry. But you really do strike me as stupid even about your own +welfare! Some of you say that we have already all the influence we can +possibly require, and talk as if we ought to be grateful that we are +allowed even to breathe. Pray, who shall judge what we require if not we +ourselves? We require simply freedom; we require the lid to be taken off +the box in which we have been kept for centuries. You say it's a very +comfortable, cozy, convenient box, with nice glass sides, so that we can +see out, and that all that's wanted is to give another quiet turn to the +key. That is very easily answered. Good gentlemen, you have never been +in the box, and you haven't the least idea how it feels!" + +The historian who has gathered these documents together does not deem it +necessary to give a larger specimen of Verena's eloquence, especially as +Basil Ransom, through whose ears we are listening to it, arrived, at +this point, at a definite conclusion. He had taken her measure as a +public speaker, judged her importance in the field of discussion, the +cause of reform. Her speech, in itself, had about the value of a pretty +essay, committed to memory and delivered by a bright girl at an +"academy"; it was vague, thin, rambling, a tissue of generalities that +glittered agreeably enough in Mrs. Burrage's veiled lamplight. From any +serious point of view it was neither worth answering nor worth +considering, and Basil Ransom made his reflexions on the crazy character +of the age in which such a performance as that was treated as an +intellectual effort, a contribution to a question. He asked himself what +either he or any one else would think of it if Miss Chancellor--or even +Mrs. Luna--had been on the platform instead of the actual declaimer. +Nevertheless, its importance was high, and consisted precisely, in part, +of the fact that the voice was not the voice of Olive or of Adeline. Its +importance was that Verena was unspeakably attractive, and this was all +the greater for him in the light of the fact, which quietly dawned upon +him as he stood there, that he was falling in love with her. It had +tapped at his heart for recognition, and before he could hesitate or +challenge, the door had sprung open and the mansion was illuminated. He +gave no outward sign; he stood gazing as at a picture; but the room +wavered before his eyes, even Verena's figure danced a little. This did +not make the sequel of her discourse more clear to him; her meaning +faded again into the agreeable vague, and he simply felt her presence, +tasted her voice. Yet the act of reflexion was not suspended; he found +himself rejoicing that she was so weak in argument, so inevitably +verbose. The idea that she was brilliant, that she counted as a factor +only because the public mind was in a muddle, was not an humiliation but +a delight to him; it was a proof that her apostleship was all nonsense, +the most passing of fashions, the veriest of delusions, and that she was +meant for something divinely different--for privacy, for him, for love. +He took no measure of the duration of her talk; he only knew, when it +was over and succeeded by a clapping of hands, an immense buzz of voices +and shuffling of chairs, that it had been capitally bad, and that her +personal success, wrapping it about with a glamour like the silver mist +that surrounds a fountain, was such as to prevent its badness from being +a cause of mortification to her lover. The company--such of it as did +not immediately close together around Verena--filed away into the other +rooms, bore him in its current into the neighbourhood of a table spread +for supper, where he looked for signs of the sumptuary law mentioned to +him by Mrs. Luna. It appeared to be embodied mainly in the glitter of +crystal and silver, and the fresh tints of mysterious viands and +jellies, which looked desirable in the soft circle projected by +lace-fringed lamps. He heard the popping of corks, he felt a pressure of +elbows, a thickening of the crowd, perceived that he was glowered at, +squeezed against the table, by contending gentlemen who observed that he +usurped space, was neither feeding himself nor helping others to feed. +He had lost sight of Verena; she had been borne away in clouds of +compliment; but he found himself thinking--almost paternally--that +she must be hungry after so much chatter, and he hoped some one was +getting her something to eat. After a moment, just as he was edging +away, for his own opportunity to sup much better than usual was +not what was uppermost in his mind, this little vision was suddenly +embodied--embodied by the appearance of Miss Tarrant, who faced him, in +the press, attached to the arm of a young man now recognisable to him as +the son of the house--the smiling, fragrant youth who an hour before had +interrupted his colloquy with Olive. He was leading her to the table, +while people made way for them, covering Verena with gratulations of +word and look. Ransom could see that, according to a phrase which came +back to him just then, oddly, out of some novel or poem he had read of +old, she was the cynosure of every eye. She looked beautiful, and they +were a beautiful couple. As soon as she saw him, she put out her left +hand to him--the other was in Mr. Burrage's arm--and said: "Well, don't +you think it's all true?" + +"No, not a word of it!" Ransom answered, with a kind of joyous +sincerity. "But it doesn't make any difference." + +"Oh, it makes a great deal of difference to me!" Verena cried. + +"I mean to me. I don't care in the least whether I agree with you," +Ransom said, looking askance at young Mr. Burrage, who had detached +himself and was getting something for Verena to eat. + +"Ah, well, if you are so indifferent!" + +"It's not because I'm indifferent!" His eyes came back to her own, the +expression of which had changed before they quitted them. She began to +complain to her companion, who brought her something very dainty on a +plate, that Mr. Ransom was "standing out," that he was about the hardest +subject she had encountered yet. Henry Burrage smiled upon Ransom in a +way that was meant to show he remembered having already spoken to him, +while the Mississippian said to himself that there was nothing on the +face of it to make it strange there should be between these fair, +successful young persons some such question of love or marriage as Mrs. +Luna had tattled about. Mr. Burrage was successful, he could see that in +the turn of an eye; not perhaps as having a commanding intellect or a +very strong character, but as being rich, polite, handsome, happy, +amiable, and as wearing a splendid camellia in his buttonhole. And that +_he_, at any rate, thought Verena had succeeded was proved by the +casual, civil tone, and the contented distraction of eye, with which he +exclaimed, "You don't mean to say you were not moved by that! It's my +opinion that Miss Tarrant will carry everything before her." He was so +pleased himself, and so safe in his conviction, that it didn't matter to +him what any one else thought; which was, after all, just Basil Ransom's +own state of mind. + +"Oh! I didn't say I wasn't moved," the Mississippian remarked. + +"Moved the wrong way!" said Verena. "Never mind; you'll be left behind." + +"If I am, you will come back to console me." + +"_Back?_ I shall never come back!" the girl replied gaily. + +"You'll be the very first!" Ransom went on, feeling himself now, and as +if by a sudden clearing up of his spiritual atmosphere, no longer in the +vein for making the concessions of chivalry, and yet conscious that his +words were an expression of homage. + +"Oh, I call that presumptuous!" Mr. Burrage exclaimed, turning away to +get a glass of water for Verena, who had refused to accept champagne, +mentioning that she had never drunk any in her life and that she +associated a kind of iniquity with it. Olive had no wine in her house +(not that Verena gave this explanation) but her father's old madeira and +a little claret; of the former of which liquors Basil Ransom had highly +approved the day he dined with her. + +"Does he believe in all those lunacies?" he inquired, knowing perfectly +what to think about the charge of presumption brought by Mr. Burrage. + +"Why, he's crazy about our movement," Verena responded. "He's one of my +most gratifying converts." + +"And don't you despise him for it?" + +"Despise him? Why, you seem to think I swing round pretty often!" + +"Well, I have an idea that I shall see you swing round yet," Ransom +remarked, in a tone in which it would have appeared to Henry Burrage, +had he heard these words, that presumption was pushed to fatuity. + +On Verena, however, they produced no impression that prevented her from +saying simply, without the least rancour, "Well, if you expect to draw +me back five hundred years, I hope you won't tell Miss Birdseye." And as +Ransom did not seize immediately the reason of her allusion, she went +on, "You know she is convinced it will be just the other way. I went to +see her after you had been at Cambridge--almost immediately." + +"Darling old lady--I hope she's well," the young man said. + +"Well, she's tremendously interested." + +"She's always interested in something, isn't she?" + +"Well, this time it's in our relations, yours and mine," Verena replied, +in a tone in which only Verena could say a thing like that. "You ought +to see how she throws herself into them. She is sure it will all work +round for your good." + +"All what, Miss Tarrant?" Ransom asked. + +"Well, what I told her. She is sure you are going to become one of our +leaders, that you are very gifted for treating great questions and +acting on masses of people, that you will become quite enthusiastic +about our uprising, and that when you go up to the top as one of our +champions it will all have been through me." + +Ransom stood there, smiling at her; the dusky glow in his eyes expressed +a softness representing no prevision of such laurels, but which +testified none the less to Verena's influence. "And what you want is +that I shouldn't undeceive her?" + +"Well, I don't want you to be hypocritical--if you shouldn't take our +side; but I do think that it would be sweet if the dear old thing could +just cling to her illusion. She won't live so very long, probably; she +told me the other day she was ready for her final rest; so it wouldn't +interfere much with your freedom. She feels quite romantic about +it--your being a Southerner and all, and not naturally in sympathy with +Boston ideas, and your meeting her that way in the street and making +yourself known to her. She won't believe but what I shall move you." + +"Don't fear, Miss Tarrant, she shall be satisfied," Ransom said, with a +laugh which he could see she but partially understood. He was prevented +from making his meaning more clear by the return of Mr. Burrage, +bringing not only Verena's glass of water but a smooth-faced, rosy, +smiling old gentleman, who had a velvet waistcoat, and thin white hair, +brushed effectively, and whom he introduced to Verena under a name which +Ransom recognised as that of a rich and venerable citizen, conspicuous +for his public spirit and his large almsgiving. Ransom had lived long +enough in New York to know that a request from this ancient worthy to be +made known to Miss Tarrant would mark her for the approval of the +respectable, stamp her as a success of no vulgar sort; and as he turned +away, a faint, inaudible sigh passed his lips, dictated by the sense +that he himself belonged to a terribly small and obscure minority. He +turned away because, as we know, he had been taught that a gentleman +talking to a lady must always do that when a new gentleman is presented; +though he observed, looking back, after a minute, that young Mr. Burrage +evidently had no intention of abdicating in favour of the eminent +philanthropist. He thought he had better go home; he didn't know what +might happen at such a party as that, nor when the proceedings might be +supposed to terminate; but after considering it a minute he dismissed +the idea that there was a chance of Verena's speaking again. If he was a +little vague about this, however, there was no doubt in his mind as to +the obligation he was under to take leave first of Mrs. Burrage. He +wished he knew where Verena was staying; he wanted to see her alone, not +in a supper-room crowded with millionaires. As he looked about for the +hostess it occurred to him that she would know, and that if he were able +to quench a certain shyness sufficiently to ask her, she would tell him. +Having satisfied himself presently that she was not in the supper-room, +he made his way back to the parlours, where the company now was much +diminished. He looked again into the music-room, tenanted only by +half-a-dozen couples, who were cultivating privacy among the empty +chairs, and here he perceived Mrs. Burrage sitting in conversation with +Olive Chancellor (the latter, apparently, had not moved from her place), +before the deserted scene of Verena's triumph. His search had been so +little for Olive that at the sight of her he faltered a moment; then he +pulled himself together, advancing with a consciousness of the +Mississippi manner. He felt Olive's eyes receiving him; she looked at +him as if it was just the hope that she shouldn't meet him again that +had made her remain where she was. Mrs. Burrage got up, as he bade her +good-night, and Olive followed her example. + +"So glad you were able to come. Wonderful creature, isn't she? She can +do anything she wants." + +These words from the elder lady Ransom received at first with a reserve +which, as he trusted, suggested extreme respect; and it was a fact that +his silence had a kind of Southern solemnity in it. Then he said, in a +tone equally expressive of great deliberation: + +"Yes, madam, I think I never was present at an exhibition, an +entertainment of any kind, which held me more completely under the +charm." + +"Delighted you liked it. I didn't know what in the world to have, and +this has proved an inspiration--for me as well as for Miss Tarrant. Miss +Chancellor has been telling me how they have worked together; it's +really quite beautiful. Miss Chancellor is Miss Tarrant's great friend +and colleague. Miss Tarrant assures me that she couldn't do anything +without her." After which explanation, turning to Olive, Mrs. Burrage +murmured: "Let me introduce Mr. ---- introduce Mr. ----" + +But she had forgotten poor Ransom's name, forgotten who had asked her +for a card for him; and, perceiving it, he came to her rescue with the +observation that he was a kind of cousin of Miss Olive's, if she didn't +repudiate him, and that he knew what a tremendous partnership existed +between the two young ladies. "When I applauded I was applauding the +firm--that is, you too," he said, smiling, to his kinswoman. + +"Your applause? I confess I don't understand it," Olive replied, with +much promptitude. + +"Well, to tell the truth, I didn't myself!" + +"Oh yes, of course, I know; that's why--that's why----" And this further +speech of Mrs. Burrage's, in reference to the relationship between the +young man and her companion, faded also into vagueness. She had been on +the point of saying it was the reason why he was in her house; but she +had bethought herself in time that this ought to pass as a matter of +course. Basil Ransom could see she was a woman who could carry off an +awkwardness like that, and he considered her with a sense of her +importance. She had a brisk, familiar, slightly impatient way, and if +she had not spoken so fast, and had more of the softness of the Southern +matron, she would have reminded him of a certain type of woman he had +seen of old, before the changes in his own part of the world--the +clever, capable, hospitable proprietress, widowed or unmarried, of a big +plantation carried on by herself. "If you are her cousin, do take Miss +Chancellor to have some supper--instead of going away," she went on, +with her infelicitous readiness. + +At this Olive instantly seated herself again. + +"I am much obliged to you; I never touch supper. I shall not leave this +room--I like it." + +"Then let me send you something--or let Mr. ----, your cousin, remain +with you." + +Olive looked at Mrs. Burrage with a strange beseechingness, "I am very +tired, I must rest. These occasions leave me exhausted." + +"Ah yes, I can imagine that. Well, then, you shall be quite quiet--I +shall come back to you." And with a smile of farewell for Basil Ransom, +Mrs. Burrage moved away. + +Basil lingered a moment, though he saw that Olive wished to get rid of +him. "I won't disturb you further than to ask you a single question," he +said. "Where are you staying? I want to come and see Miss Tarrant. I +don't say I want to come and see you, because I have an idea that it +would give you no pleasure." It had occurred to him that he might obtain +their address from Mrs. Luna--he only knew vaguely it was Tenth Street; +much as he had displeased her she couldn't refuse him that; but suddenly +the greater simplicity and frankness of applying directly to Olive, even +at the risk of appearing to brave her, recommended itself. He couldn't, +of course, call upon Verena without her knowing it, and she might as +well make her protest (since he proposed to pay no heed to it) sooner as +later. He had seen nothing, personally, of their life together, but it +had come over him that what Miss Chancellor most disliked in him (had +she not, on the very threshold of their acquaintance, had a sort of +mystical foreboding of it?) was the possibility that he would interfere. +It was quite on the cards that he might; yet it was decent, all the +same, to ask her rather than any one else. It was better that his +interference should be accompanied with all the forms of chivalry. + +Olive took no notice of his remark as to how she herself might be +affected by his visit; but she asked in a moment why he should think it +necessary to call on Miss Tarrant. "You know you are not in sympathy," +she added, in a tone which contained a really touching element of +entreaty that he would not even pretend to prove he was. + +I know not whether Basil was touched, but he said, with every appearance +of a conciliatory purpose--"I wish to thank her for all the interesting +information she has given me this evening." + +"If you think it generous to come and scoff at her, of course she has no +defence; you will be glad to know that." + +"Dear Miss Chancellor, if you are not a defence--a battery of many +guns!" Ransom exclaimed. + +"Well, she at least is not mine!" Olive returned, springing to her feet. +She looked round her as if she were really pressed too hard, panting +like a hunted creature. + +"Your defence is your certain immunity from attack. Perhaps if you won't +tell me where you are staying, you will kindly ask Miss Tarrant herself +to do so. Would she send me a word on a card?" + +"We are in West Tenth Street," Olive said; and she gave the number. "Of +course you are free to come." + +"Of course I am! Why shouldn't I be? But I am greatly obliged to you for +the information. I will ask her to come out, so that you won't see us." +And he turned away, with the sense that it was really insufferable, her +attempt always to give him the air of being in the wrong. If that was +the kind of spirit in which women were going to act when they had more +power! + + + + +XXIX + + +Mrs. Luna was early in the field the next day, and her sister wondered +to what she owed the honour of a visit from her at eleven o'clock in the +morning. She very soon saw, when Adeline asked her whether it had been +she who procured for Basil Ransom an invitation to Mrs. Burrage's. + +"Me--why in the world should it have been me?" Olive asked, feeling +something of a pang at the implication that it had not been Adeline, as +she supposed. + +"I didn't know--but you took him up so." + +"Why, Adeline Luna, when did I ever----?" Miss Chancellor exclaimed, +staring and intensely grave. + +"You don't mean to say you have forgotten how you brought him on to see +you, a year and a half ago!" + +"I didn't bring him on--I said if he happened to be there." + +"Yes, I remember how it was: he did happen, and then you happened to +hate him, and tried to get out of it." + +Miss Chancellor saw, I say, why Adeline had come to her at the hour she +knew she was always writing letters, after having given her all the +attention that was necessary the day before; she had come simply to make +herself disagreeable, as Olive knew, of old, the spirit sometimes moved +her irresistibly to do. It seemed to her that Adeline had been +disagreeable enough in not having beguiled Basil Ransom into a marriage, +according to that memorable calculation of probabilities in which she +indulged (with a licence that she scarcely liked definitely to recall) +when the pair made acquaintance under her eyes in Charles Street, and +Mrs. Luna seemed to take to him as much as she herself did little. She +would gladly have accepted him as a brother-in-law, for the harm such a +relation could do one was limited and definite; whereas in his general +capacity of being at large in her life the ability of the young +Mississippian to injure her seemed somehow immense. "I wrote to +him--that time--for a perfectly definite reason," she said. "I thought +mother would have liked us to know him. But it was a mistake." + +"How do you know it was a mistake? Mother would have liked him, I +daresay." + +"I mean my acting as I did; it was a theory of duty which I allowed to +press me too much. I always do. Duty should be obvious; one shouldn't +hunt round for it." + +"Was it very obvious when it brought you on here?" asked Mrs. Luna, who +was distinctly out of humour. + +Olive looked for a moment at the toe of her shoe. "I had an idea that +you would have married him by this time," she presently remarked. + +"Marry him yourself, my dear! What put such an idea into your head?" + +"You wrote to me at first so much about him. You told me he was +tremendously attentive, and that you liked him." + +"His state of mind is one thing and mine is another. How can I marry +every man that hangs about me--that dogs my footsteps? I might as well +become a Mormon at once!" Mrs. Luna delivered herself of this argument +with a certain charitable air, as if her sister could not be expected to +understand such a situation by her own light. + +Olive waived the discussion, and simply said: "I took for granted _you_ +had got him the invitation." + +"I, my dear? That would be quite at variance with my attitude of +discouragement." + +"Then she simply sent it herself." + +"Whom do you mean by 'she'?" + +"Mrs. Burrage, of course." + +"I thought that you might mean Verena," said Mrs. Luna casually. + +"Verena--to him? Why in the world----?" And Olive gave the cold glare +with which her sister was familiar. + +"Why in the world not--since she knows him?" + +"She had seen him twice in her life before last night, when she met him +for the third time and spoke to him." + +"Did she tell you that?" + +"She tells me everything." + +"Are you very sure?" + +"Adeline Luna, what _do_ you mean?" Miss Chancellor murmured. + +"Are you very sure that last night was only the third time?" Mrs. Luna +went on. + +Olive threw back her head and swept her sister from her bonnet to her +lowest flounce. "You have no right to hint at such a thing as that +unless you know!" + +"Oh, I know--I know, at any rate, more than you do!" And then Mrs. Luna, +sitting with her sister, much withdrawn, in one of the windows of the +big, hot, faded parlour of the boarding-house in Tenth Street, where +there was a rug before the chimney representing a Newfoundland dog +saving a child from drowning, and a row of chromo-lithographs on the +walls, imparted to her the impression she had received the evening +before--the impression of Basil Ransom's keen curiosity about Verena +Tarrant. Verena must have asked Mrs. Burrage to send him a card, and +asked it without mentioning the fact to Olive--for wouldn't Olive +certainly have remembered it? It was no use her saying that Mrs. Burrage +might have sent it of her own movement, because she wasn't aware of his +existence, and why should she be? Basil Ransom himself had told her he +didn't know Mrs. Burrage. Mrs. Luna knew whom he knew and whom he +didn't, or at least the sort of people, and they were not the sort that +belonged to the Wednesday Club. That was one reason why she didn't care +about him for any intimate relation--that he didn't seem to have any +taste for making nice friends. Olive would know what _her_ taste was in +this respect, though it wasn't that young woman's own any more than his. +It was positive that the suggestion about the card could only have come +from Verena. At any rate Olive could easily ask, or if she was afraid of +her telling a fib she could ask Mrs. Burrage. It was true Mrs. Burrage +might have been put on her guard by Verena, and would perhaps invent +some other account of the matter; therefore Olive had better just +believe what _she_ believed, that Verena had secured his presence at the +party and had had private reasons for doing so. It is to be feared that +Ransom's remark to Mrs. Luna the night before about her having lost her +head was near to the mark; for if she had not been blinded by her +rancour she would have guessed the horror with which she inspired her +sister when she spoke in that offhand way of Verena's lying and Mrs. +Burrage's lying. Did people lie like that in Mrs. Luna's set? It was +Olive's plan of life not to lie, and attributing a similar disposition +to people she liked, it was impossible for her to believe that Verena +had had the intention of deceiving her. Mrs. Luna, in a calmer hour, +might also have divined that Olive would make her private comments on +the strange story of Basil Ransom's having made up to Verena out of +pique at Adeline's rebuff; for this was the account of the matter that +she now offered to Miss Chancellor. Olive did two things: she listened +intently and eagerly, judging there was distinct danger in the air +(which, however, she had not wanted Mrs. Luna to tell her, having +perceived it for herself the night before); and she saw that poor +Adeline was fabricating fearfully, that the "rebuff" was altogether an +invention. Mr. Ransom was evidently preoccupied with Verena, but he had +not needed Mrs. Luna's cruelty to make him so. So Olive maintained an +attitude of great reserve; she did not take upon herself to announce +that her own version was that Adeline, for reasons absolutely +imperceptible to others, had tried to catch Basil Ransom, had failed in +her attempt, and, furious at seeing Verena preferred to a person of her +importance (Olive remembered the _spretae injuria formae_), now wished +to do both him and the girl an ill turn. This would be accomplished if +she could induce Olive to interfere. Miss Chancellor was conscious of an +abundant readiness to interfere, but it was not because she cared for +Adeline's mortification. I am not sure, even, that she did not think her +_fiasco_ but another illustration of her sister's general uselessness, +and rather despise her for it; being perfectly able at once to hold that +nothing is baser than the effort to entrap a man, and to think it very +ignoble to have to renounce it because you can't. Olive kept these +reflexions to herself, but she went so far as to say to her sister that +she didn't see where the "pique" came in. How could it hurt Adeline that +he should turn his attention to Verena? What was Verena to her? + +"Why, Olive Chancellor, how can you ask?" Mrs. Luna boldly responded. +"Isn't Verena everything to you, and aren't you everything to me, and +wouldn't an attempt--a successful one--to take Verena away from you +knock you up fearfully, and shouldn't I suffer, as you know I suffer, by +sympathy?" + +I have said that it was Miss Chancellor's plan of life not to lie, but +such a plan was compatible with a kind of consideration for the truth +which led her to shrink from producing it on poor occasions. So she +didn't say, "Dear me, Adeline, what humbug! you know you hate Verena and +would be very glad if she were drowned!" She only said, "Well, I see; +but it's very roundabout." What she did see was that Mrs. Luna was eager +to help her to stop off Basil Ransom from "making head," as the phrase +was; and the fact that her motive was spite, and not tenderness for the +Bostonians, would not make her assistance less welcome if the danger +were real. She herself had a nervous dread, but she had that about +everything; still, Adeline had perhaps seen something, and what in the +world did she mean by her reference to Verena's having had secret +meetings? When pressed on this point, Mrs. Luna could only say that she +didn't pretend to give definite information, and she wasn't a spy +anyway, but that the night before he had positively flaunted in her face +his admiration for the girl, his enthusiasm for her way of standing up +there. Of course he hated her ideas, but he was quite conceited enough +to think she would give them up. Perhaps it was all directed at +_her_--as if she cared! It would depend a good deal on the girl herself; +certainly, if there was any likelihood of Verena's being affected, she +should advise Olive to look out. She knew best what to do; it was only +Adeline's duty to give her the benefit of her own impression, whether +she was thanked for it or not. She only wished to put her on her guard, +and it was just like Olive to receive such information so coldly; she +was the most disappointing woman she knew. + +Miss Chancellor's coldness was not diminished by this rebuke; for it had +come over her that, after all, she had never opened herself at that rate +to Adeline, had never let her see the real intensity of her desire to +keep the sort of danger there was now a question of away from Verena, +had given her no warrant for regarding her as her friend's keeper; so +that she was taken aback by the flatness of Mrs. Luna's assumption that +she was ready to enter into a conspiracy to circumvent and frustrate the +girl. Olive put on all her majesty to dispel this impression, and if she +could not help being aware that she made Mrs. Luna still angrier, on the +whole, than at first, she felt that she would much rather disappoint her +than give herself away to her--especially as she was intensely eager to +profit by her warning! + + + + +XXX + + +Mrs. Luna would have been still less satisfied with the manner in which +Olive received her proffered assistance had she known how many +confidences that reticent young woman might have made her in return. +Olive's whole life now was a matter for whispered communications; she +felt this herself, as she sought the privacy of her own apartment after +her interview with her sister. She had for the moment time to think; +Verena having gone out with Mr. Burrage, who had made an appointment the +night before to call for her to drive at that early hour. They had other +engagements in the afternoon--the principal of which was to meet a group +of earnest people at the house of one of the great local promoters. +Olive would whisk Verena off to these appointments directly after lunch; +she flattered herself that she could arrange matters so that there would +not be half an hour in the day during which Basil Ransom, complacently +calling, would find the Bostonians in the house. She had had this well +in mind when, at Mrs. Burrage's, she was driven to give him their +address; and she had had it also in mind that she would ask Verena, as a +special favour, to accompany her back to Boston on the next day but one, +which was the morning of the morrow. There had been considerable talk of +her staying a few days with Mrs. Burrage--staying on after her own +departure; but Verena backed out of it spontaneously, seeing how the +idea worried her friend. Olive had accepted the sacrifice, and their +visit to New York was now cut down, in intention, to four days, one of +which, the moment she perceived whither Basil Ransom was tending, Miss +Chancellor promised herself also to suppress. She had not mentioned that +to Verena yet; she hesitated a little, having a slightly bad conscience +about the concessions she had already obtained from her friend. Verena +made such concessions with a generosity which caused one's heart to ache +for admiration, even while one asked for them; and never once had Olive +known her to demand the smallest credit for any virtue she showed in +this way, or to bargain for an instant about any effort she made to +oblige. She had been delighted with the idea of spending a week under +Mrs. Burrage's roof; she had said, too, that she believed her mother +would die happy (not that there was the least prospect of Mrs. Tarrant's +dying) if she could hear of her having such an experience as that; and +yet, perceiving how solemn Olive looked about it, how she blanched and +brooded at the prospect, she had offered to give it up, with a smile +sweeter, if possible, than any that had ever sat in her eyes. Olive knew +what that meant for her, knew what a power of enjoyment she still had, +in spite of the tension of their common purpose, their vital work, which +had now, as they equally felt, passed into the stage of realisation, of +fruition; and that is why her conscience rather pricked her for +consenting to this further act of renunciation, especially as their +position seemed really so secure, on the part of one who had already +given herself away so sublimely. + +Secure as their position might be, Olive called herself a blind idiot +for having, in spite of all her first shrinkings, agreed to bring Verena +to New York. Verena had jumped at the invitation, the very +unexpectedness of which on Mrs. Burrage's part--it was such an odd idea +to have come to a mere worldling--carried a kind of persuasion with it. +Olive's immediate sentiment had been an instinctive general fear; but, +later, she had dismissed that as unworthy; she had decided (and such a +decision was nothing new) that where their mission was concerned they +ought to face everything. Such an opportunity would contribute too much +to Verena's reputation and authority to justify a refusal at the bidding +of apprehensions which were after all only vague. Olive's specific +terrors and dangers had by this time very much blown over; Basil Ransom +had given no sign of life for ages, and Henry Burrage had certainly got +his quietus before they went to Europe. If it had occurred to his mother +that she might convert Verena into the animating principle of a big +soiree, she was at least acting in good faith, for it could be no more +her wish to-day that he should marry Selah Tarrant's daughter than it +was her wish a year before. And then they should do some good to the +benighted, the most benighted, the fashionable benighted; they should +perhaps make them furious--there was always some good in that. Lastly, +Olive was conscious of a personal temptation in the matter; she was not +insensible to the pleasure of appearing in a distinguished New York +circle as a representative woman, an important Bostonian, the prompter, +colleague, associate of one of the most original girls of the time. +Basil Ransom was the person she had least expected to meet at Mrs. +Burrage's; it had been her belief that they might easily spend four days +in a city of more than a million of inhabitants without that +disagreeable accident. But it had occurred; nothing was wanting to make +it seem serious; and, setting her teeth, she shook herself, morally, +hard, for having fallen into the trap of fate. Well, she would scramble +out, with only a scare, probably. Henry Burrage was very attentive, but +somehow she didn't fear him now; and it was only natural he should feel +that he couldn't be polite enough, after they had consented to be +exploited in that worldly way by his mother. The other danger was the +worst; the palpitation of her strange dread, the night of Miss +Birdseye's party, came back to her. Mr. Burrage seemed, indeed, a +protection; she reflected, with relief, that it had been arranged that +after taking Verena to drive in the Park and see the Museum of Art in +the morning, they should in the evening dine with him at Delmonico's (he +was to invite another gentleman), and go afterwards to the German opera. +Olive had kept all this to herself, as I have said; revealing to her +sister neither the vividness of her prevision that Basil Ransom would +look blank when he came down to Tenth Street and learned they had +flitted, nor the eagerness of her desire just to find herself once more +in the Boston train. It had been only this prevision that sustained her +when she gave Mr. Ransom their number. + +Verena came to her room shortly before luncheon, to let her know she had +returned; and while they sat there, waiting to stop their ears when the +gong announcing the repast was beaten, at the foot of the stairs, by a +negro in a white jacket, she narrated to her friend her adventures with +Mr. Burrage--expatiated on the beauty of the park, the splendour and +interest of the Museum, the wonder of the young man's acquaintance with +everything it contained, the swiftness of his horses, the softness of +his English cart, the pleasure of rolling at that pace over roads as +firm as marble, the entertainment he promised them for the evening. +Olive listened in serious silence; she saw Verena was quite carried +away; of course she hadn't gone so far with her without knowing that +phase. + +"Did Mr. Burrage try to make love to you?" Miss Chancellor inquired at +last, without a smile. + +Verena had taken off her hat to arrange her feather, and as she placed +it on her head again, her uplifted arms making a frame for her face, she +said: "Yes, I suppose it was meant for love." + +Olive waited for her to tell more, to tell how she had treated him, kept +him in his place, made him feel that that question was over long ago; +but as Verena gave her no further information she did not insist, +conscious as she always was that in such a relation as theirs there +should be a great respect on either side for the liberty of each. She +had never yet infringed on Verena's, and of course she wouldn't begin +now. Moreover, with the request that she meant presently to make of her +she felt that she must be discreet. She wondered whether Henry Burrage +were really going to begin again; whether his mother had only been +acting in his interest in getting them to come on. Certainly, the bright +spot in such a prospect was that if she listened to him she couldn't +listen to Basil Ransom; and he _had_ told Olive herself last night, when +he put them into their carriage, that he hoped to prove to her yet that +he had come round to her gospel. But the old sickness stole upon her +again, the faintness of discouragement, as she asked herself why in the +name of pity Verena should listen to any one at all but Olive +Chancellor. Again it came over her, when she saw the brightness, the +happy look, the girl brought back, as it had done in the earlier months, +that the great trouble was that weak spot of Verena's, that sole +infirmity and subtle flaw, which she had expressed to her very soon +after they began to live together, in saying (she remembered it through +the ineffaceable impression made by her friend's avowal), "I'll tell you +what is the matter with you--you don't dislike men as a class!" Verena +had replied on this occasion, "Well, no, I don't dislike them when they +are pleasant!" As if organised atrociousness could ever be pleasant! +Olive disliked them most when they were least unpleasant. After a +little, at present, she remarked, referring to Henry Burrage: "It is not +right of him, not decent, after your making him feel how, while he was +at Cambridge, he wearied you, tormented you." + +"Oh, I didn't show anything," said Verena gaily. "I am learning to +dissimulate," she added in a moment. "I suppose you have to as you go +along. I pretend not to notice." + +At this moment the gong sounded for luncheon, and the two young women +covered up their ears, face to face, Verena with her quick smile, Olive +with her pale patience. When they could hear themselves speak, the +latter said abruptly: + +"How did Mrs. Burrage come to invite Mr. Ransom to her party? He told +Adeline he had never seen her before." + +"Oh, I asked her to send him an invitation--after she had written to me, +to thank me, when it was definitely settled we should come on. She asked +me in her letter if there were any friends of mine in the city to whom I +should like her to send cards, and I mentioned Mr. Ransom." + +Verena spoke without a single instant's hesitation, and the only sign of +embarrassment she gave was that she got up from her chair, passing in +this manner a little out of Olive's scrutiny. It was easy for her not to +falter, because she was glad of the chance. She wanted to be very simple +in all her relations with her friend, and of course it was not simple so +soon as she began to keep things back. She could at any rate keep back +as little as possible, and she felt as if she were making up for a +dereliction when she answered Olive's inquiry so promptly. + +"You never told me of that," Miss Chancellor remarked, in a low tone. + +"I didn't want to. I know you don't like him, and I thought it would +give you pain. Yet I wanted him to be there--I wanted him to hear." + +"What does it matter--why should you care about him?" + +"Well, because he is so awfully opposed!" + +"How do you know that, Verena?" + +At this point Verena began to hesitate. It was not, after all, so easy +to keep back only a little; it appeared rather as if one must either +tell everything or hide everything. The former course had already +presented itself to her as unduly harsh; it was because it seemed so +that she had ended by keeping the incident of Basil Ransom's visit to +Monadnoc Place buried in unspoken, in unspeakable, considerations, the +only secret she had in the world--the only thing that was all her own. +She was so glad to say what she could without betraying herself that it +was only after she had spoken that she perceived there was a danger of +Olive's pushing the inquiry to the point where, to defend herself as it +were, she should be obliged to practise a positive deception; and she +was conscious at the same time that the moment her secret was threatened +it became dearer to her. She began to pray silently that Olive might not +push; for it would be odious, it would be impossible, to defend herself +by a lie. Meanwhile, however, she had to answer, and the way she +answered was by exclaiming, much more quickly than the reflexions I note +might have appeared to permit, "Well, if you can't tell from his +appearance! He's the type of the reactionary." + +Verena went to the toilet-glass to see that she had put on her hat +properly, and Olive slowly got up, in the manner of a person not in the +least eager for food. "Let him react as he likes--for heaven's sake +don't mind him!" That was Miss Chancellor's rejoinder, and Verena felt +that it didn't say all that was in her mind. She wished she would come +down to luncheon, for she, at least, was honestly hungry. She even +suspected Olive had an idea she was afraid to express, such distress it +would bring with it. "Well, you know, Verena, this isn't our _real_ +life--it isn't our work," Olive went on. + +"Well, no, it isn't, certainly," said Verena, not pretending at first +that she did not know what Olive meant. In a moment, however, she added, +"Do you refer to this social intercourse with Mr. Burrage?" + +"Not to that only." Then Olive asked abruptly, looking at her, "How did +you know his address?" + +"His address?" + +"Mr. Ransom's--to enable Mrs. Burrage to invite him?" + +They stood for a moment interchanging a gaze. "It was in a letter I got +from him." + +At these words there came into Olive's face an expression which made her +companion cross over to her directly and take her by the hand. But the +tone was different from what Verena expected, when she said, with cold +surprise: "Oh, you are in correspondence!" It showed an immense effort +of self-control. + +"He wrote to me once--I never told you," Verena rejoined, smiling. She +felt that her friend's strange, uneasy eyes searched very far; a little +more and they would go to the very bottom. Well, they might go if they +would; she didn't, after all, care so much about her secret as that. For +the moment, however, Verena did not learn what Olive had discovered, +inasmuch as she only remarked presently that it was really time to go +down. As they descended the staircase she put her arm into Miss +Chancellor's and perceived that she was trembling. + +Of course there were plenty of people in New York interested in the +uprising, and Olive had made appointments, in advance, which filled the +whole afternoon. Everybody wanted to meet them, and wanted everybody +else to do so, and Verena saw they could easily have quite a vogue, if +they only chose to stay and work that vein. Very likely, as Olive said, +it wasn't their real life, and people didn't seem to have such a grip of +the movement as they had in Boston; but there was something in the air +that carried one along, and a sense of vastness and variety, of the +infinite possibilities of a great city, which--Verena hardly knew +whether she ought to confess it to herself--might in the end make up for +the want of the Boston earnestness. Certainly, the people seemed very +much alive, and there was no other place where so many cheering reports +could flow in, owing to the number of electric feelers that stretched +away everywhere. The principal centre appeared to be Mrs. Croucher's, on +Fifty-sixth Street, where there was an informal gathering of +sympathisers who didn't seem as if they could forgive her when they +learned that she had been speaking the night before in a circle in which +none of them were acquainted. Certainly, they were very different from +the group she had addressed at Mrs. Burrage's, and Verena heaved a thin, +private sigh, expressive of some helplessness, as she thought what a +big, complicated world it was, and how it evidently contained a little +of everything. There was a general demand that she should repeat her +address in a more congenial atmosphere; to which she replied that Olive +made her engagements for her, and that as the address had been intended +just to lead people on, perhaps she would think Mrs. Croucher's friends +had reached a higher point. She was as cautious as this because she saw +that Olive was now just straining to get out of the city; she didn't +want to say anything that would tie them. When she felt her trembling +that way before luncheon it made her quite sick to realise how much her +friend was wrapped up in her--how terribly she would suffer from the +least deviation. After they had started for their round of engagements +the very first thing Verena spoke of in the carriage (Olive had taken +one, in her liberal way, for the whole time) was the fact that her +correspondence with Mr. Ransom, as her friend had called it, had +consisted on his part of only one letter. It was a very short one, too; +it had come to her a little more than a month before. Olive knew she got +letters from gentlemen; she didn't see why she should attach such +importance to this one. Miss Chancellor was leaning back in the +carriage, very still, very grave, with her head against the cushioned +surface, only turning her eyes towards the girl. + +"You attach importance yourself; otherwise you would have told me." + +"I knew you wouldn't like it--because you don't like _him_." + +"I don't think of him," said Olive; "he's nothing to me." Then she +added, suddenly, "Have you noticed that I am afraid to face what I don't +like?" + +Verena could not say that she had, and yet it was not just on Olive's +part to speak as if she were an easy person to tell such a thing to: the +way she lay there, white and weak, like a wounded creature, sufficiently +proved the contrary. "You have such a fearful power of suffering," she +replied in a moment. + +To this at first Miss Chancellor made no rejoinder; but after a little +she said, in the same attitude, "Yes, _you_ could make me." + +Verena took her hand and held it awhile. "I never will, till I have been +through everything myself." + +"_You_ were not made to suffer--you were made to enjoy," Olive said, in +very much the same tone in which she had told her that what was the +matter with her was that she didn't dislike men as a class--a tone which +implied that the contrary would have been much more natural and perhaps +rather higher. Perhaps it would; but Verena was unable to rebut the +charge; she felt this, as she looked out of the window of the carriage +at the bright, amusing city, where the elements seemed so numerous, the +animation so immense, the shops so brilliant, the women so strikingly +dressed, and knew that these things quickened her curiosity, all her +pulses. + +"Well, I suppose I mustn't presume on it," she remarked, glancing back +at Olive with her natural sweetness, her uncontradicting grace. + +That young lady lifted her hand to her lips--held it there a moment; the +movement seemed to say, "When you are so divinely docile, how can I help +the dread of losing you?" This idea, however, was unspoken, and Olive +Chancellor's uttered words, as the carriage rolled on, were different. + +"Verena, I don't understand why he wrote to you." + +"He wrote to me because he likes me. Perhaps you'll say you don't +understand why he likes me," the girl continued, laughing. "He liked me +the first time he saw me." + +"Oh, that time!" Olive murmured. + +"And still more the second." + +"Did he tell you that in his letter?" Miss Chancellor inquired. + +"Yes, my dear, he told me that. Only he expressed it more gracefully." +Verena was very happy to say that; a written phrase of Basil Ransom's +sufficiently justified her. + +"It was my intuition--it was my foreboding!" Olive exclaimed, closing +her eyes. + +"I thought you said you didn't dislike him." + +"It isn't dislike--it's simple dread. Is that all there is between you?" + +"Why, Olive Chancellor, what do you think?" Verena asked, feeling now +distinctly like a coward. Five minutes afterwards she said to Olive that +if it would give her pleasure they would leave New York on the morrow, +without taking a fourth day; and as soon as she had done so she felt +better, especially when she saw how gratefully Olive looked at her for +the concession, how eagerly she rose to the offer in saying, "Well, if +you _do_ feel that it isn't our own life--our very own!" It was with +these words, and others besides, and with an unusually weak, indefinite +kiss, as if she wished to protest that, after all, a single day didn't +matter, and yet accepted the sacrifice and was a little ashamed of +it--it was in this manner that the agreement as to an immediate retreat +was sealed. Verena could not shut her eyes to the fact that for a month +she had been less frank, and if she wished to do penance this +abbreviation of their pleasure in New York, even if it made her almost +completely miss Basil Ransom, was easier than to tell Olive just now +that the letter was _not_ all, that there had been a long visit, a talk, +and a walk besides, which she had been covering up for ever so many +weeks. And of what consequence, anyway, was the missing? Was it such a +pleasure to converse with a gentleman who only wanted to let you +know--and why he should want it so much Verena couldn't guess--that he +thought you quite preposterous? Olive took her from place to place, and +she ended by forgetting everything but the present hour, and the bigness +and variety of New York, and the entertainment of rolling about in a +carriage with silk cushions, and meeting new faces, new expressions of +curiosity and sympathy, assurances that one was watched and followed. +Mingled with this was a bright consciousness, sufficient for the moment, +that one was moreover to dine at Delmonico's and go to the German opera. +There was enough of the epicurean in Verena's composition to make it +easy for her in certain conditions to live only for the hour. + + + + +XXXI + + +When she returned with her companion to the establishment in Tenth +Street she saw two notes lying on the table in the hall; one of which +she perceived to be addressed to Miss Chancellor, the other to herself. +The hand was different, but she recognised both. Olive was behind her on +the steps, talking to the coachman about sending another carriage for +them in half an hour (they had left themselves but just time to dress); +so that she simply possessed herself of her own note and ascended to her +room. As she did so she felt that all the while she had known it would +be there, and was conscious of a kind of treachery, an unfriendly +wilfulness, in not being more prepared for it. If she could roll about +New York the whole afternoon and forget that there might be difficulties +ahead, that didn't alter the fact that there _were_ difficulties, and +that they might even become considerable--might not be settled by her +simply going back to Boston. Half an hour later, as she drove up the +Fifth Avenue with Olive (there seemed to be so much crowded into that +one day), smoothing her light gloves, wishing her fan were a little +nicer, and proving by the answering, familiar brightness with which she +looked out on the lamp-lighted streets that, whatever theory might be +entertained as to the genesis of her talent and her personal nature, the +blood of the lecture-going, night-walking Tarrants did distinctly flow +in her veins; as the pair proceeded, I say, to the celebrated +restaurant, at the door of which Mr. Burrage had promised to be in +vigilant expectancy of their carriage, Verena found a sufficiently gay +and natural tone of voice for remarking to her friend that Mr. Ransom +had called upon her while they were out, and had left a note in which +there were many compliments for Miss Chancellor. + +"That's wholly your own affair, my dear," Olive replied, with a +melancholy sigh, gazing down the vista of Fourteenth Street (which they +happened just then to be traversing, with much agitation), toward the +queer barrier of the elevated railway. + +It was nothing new to Verena that if the great striving of Olive's life +was for justice she yet sometimes failed to arrive at it in particular +cases; and she reflected that it was rather late for her to say, like +that, that Basil Ransom's letters were only his correspondent's +business. Had not his kinswoman quite made the subject her own during +their drive that afternoon? Verena determined now that her companion +should hear all there was to be heard about the letter; asking herself +whether, if she told her at present more than she cared to know, it +wouldn't make up for her hitherto having told her less. "He brought it +with him, written, in case I should be out. He wants to see me +to-morrow--he says he has ever so much to say to me. He proposes an +hour--says he hopes it won't be inconvenient for me to see him about +eleven in the morning; thinks I may have no other engagement so early as +that. Of course our return to Boston settles it," Verena added, with +serenity. + +Miss Chancellor said nothing for a moment; then she replied, "Yes, +unless you invite him to come on with you in the train." + +"Why, Olive, how bitter you are!" Verena exclaimed, in genuine surprise. + +Olive could not justify her bitterness by saying that her companion had +spoken as if she were disappointed, because Verena had not. So she +simply remarked, "I don't see what he can have to say to you--that would +be worth your hearing." + +"Well, of course, it's the other side. He has got it on the brain!" said +Verena, with a laugh which seemed to relegate the whole matter to the +category of the unimportant. + +"If we should stay, would you see him--at eleven o'clock?" Olive +inquired. + +"Why do you ask that--when I have given it up?" + +"Do you consider it such a tremendous sacrifice?" + +"No," said Verena good-naturedly; "but I confess I am curious." + +"Curious--how do you mean?" + +"Well, to hear the other side." + +"Oh heaven!" Olive Chancellor murmured, turning her face upon her. + +"You must remember I have never heard it." And Verena smiled into her +friend's wan gaze. + +"Do you want to hear all the infamy that is in the world?" + +"No, it isn't that; but the more he should talk the better chance he +would give me. I guess I can meet him." + +"Life is too short. Leave him as he is." + +"Well," Verena went on, "there are many I haven't cared to move at all, +whom I might have been more interested in than in him. But to make him +give in just at two or three points--that I should like better than +anything I have done." + +"You have no business to enter upon a contest that isn't equal; and it +wouldn't be, with Mr. Ransom." + +"The inequality would be that I have right on my side." + +"What is that--for a man? For what was their brutality given them, but +to make that up?" + +"I don't think he's brutal; I should like to see," said Verena gaily. + +Olive's eyes lingered a little on her own; then they turned away, +vaguely, blindly, out of the carriage-window, and Verena made the +reflexion that she looked strangely little like a person who was going +to dine at Delmonico's. How terribly she worried about everything, and +how tragical was her nature; how anxious, suspicious, exposed to subtle +influences! In their long intimacy Verena had come to revere most of her +friend's peculiarities; they were a proof of her depth and devotion, and +were so bound up with what was noble in her that she was rarely provoked +to criticise them separately. But at present, suddenly, Olive's +earnestness began to appear as inharmonious with the scheme of the +universe as if it had been a broken saw; and she was positively glad she +had not told her about Basil Ransom's appearance in Monadnoc Place. If +she worried so about what she knew, how much would she not have worried +about the rest! Verena had by this time made up her mind that her +acquaintance with Mr. Ransom was the most episodical, most superficial, +most unimportant of all possible relations. + +Olive Chancellor watched Henry Burrage very closely that evening; she +had a special reason for doing so, and her entertainment, during the +successive hours, was derived much less from the delicate little feast +over which this insinuating proselyte presided, in the brilliant public +room of the establishment, where French waiters flitted about on deep +carpets and parties at neighbouring tables excited curiosity and +conjecture, or even from the magnificent music of _Lohengrin_, than from +a secret process of comparison and verification, which shall presently +be explained to the reader. As some discredit has possibly been thrown +upon her impartiality it is a pleasure to be able to say that on her +return from the opera she took a step dictated by an earnest +consideration of justice--of the promptness with which Verena had told +her of the note left by Basil Ransom in the afternoon. She drew Verena +into her room with her. The girl, on the way back to Tenth Street, had +spoken only of Wagner's music, of the singers, the orchestra, the +immensity of the house, her tremendous pleasure. Olive could see how +fond she might become of New York, where that kind of pleasure was so +much more in the air. + +"Well, Mr. Burrage was certainly very kind to us--no one could have been +more thoughtful," Olive said; and she coloured a little at the look with +which Verena greeted this tribute of appreciation from Miss Chancellor +to a single gentleman. + +"I am so glad you were struck with that, because I do think we have been +a little rough to him." Verena's _we_ was angelic. "He was particularly +attentive to you, my dear; he has got over me. He looked at you so +sweetly. Dearest Olive, if you marry him----!" And Miss Tarrant, who was +in high spirits, embraced her companion, to check her own silliness. + +"He wants you to stay there, all the same. They haven't given _that_ +up," Olive remarked, turning to a drawer, out of which she took a +letter. + +"Did he tell you that, pray? He said nothing more about it to me." + +"When we came in this afternoon I found this note from Mrs. Burrage. You +had better read it." And she presented the document, open, to Verena. + +The purpose of it was to say that Mrs. Burrage could really not +reconcile herself to the loss of Verena's visit, on which both she and +her son had counted so much. She was sure they would be able to make it +as interesting to Miss Tarrant as it would be to themselves. She, Mrs. +Burrage, moreover, felt as if she hadn't heard half she wanted about +Miss Tarrant's views, and there were so many more who were present at +the address, who had come to her that afternoon (losing not a minute, as +Miss Chancellor could see) to ask how in the world they too could learn +more--how they could get at the fair speaker and question her about +certain details. She hoped so much, therefore, that even if the young +ladies should be unable to alter their decision about the visit they +might at least see their way to staying over long enough to allow her to +arrange an informal meeting for some of these poor thirsty souls. Might +she not at least talk over the question with Miss Chancellor? She gave +her notice that she would attack her on the subject of the visit too. +Might she not see her on the morrow, and might she ask of her the very +great favour that the interview should be at Mrs. Burrage's own house? +She had something very particular to say to her, as regards which +perfect privacy was a great consideration, and Miss Chancellor would +doubtless recognise that this would be best secured under Mrs. Burrage's +roof. She would therefore send her carriage for Miss Chancellor at any +hour that would be convenient to the latter. She really thought much +good might come from their having a satisfactory talk. + +Verena read this epistle with much deliberation; it seemed to her +mysterious, and confirmed the idea she had received the night +before--the idea that she had not got quite a correct impression of this +clever, worldly, curious woman on the occasion of her visit to +Cambridge, when they met her at her son's rooms. As she gave the letter +back to Olive she said, "That's why he didn't seem to believe we are +really leaving to-morrow. He knows she had written that, and he thinks +it will keep us." + +"Well, if I were to say it may--should you think me too miserably +changeful?" + +Verena stared, with all her candour, and it was so very queer that Olive +should now wish to linger that the sense of it, for the moment, almost +covered the sense of its being pleasant. But that came out after an +instant, and she said, with great honesty, "You needn't drag me away for +consistency's sake. It would be absurd for me to pretend that I don't +like being here." + +"I think perhaps I ought to see her." Olive was very thoughtful. + +"How lovely it must be to have a secret with Mrs. Burrage!" Verena +exclaimed. + +"It won't be a secret from you." + +"Dearest, you needn't tell me unless you want," Verena went on, thinking +of her own unimparted knowledge. + +"I thought it was our plan to divide everything. It was certainly mine." + +"Ah, don't talk about plans!" Verena exclaimed, rather ruefully. "You +see, if we _are_ going to stay to-morrow, how foolish it was to have +any. There is more in her letter than is expressed," she added, as Olive +appeared to be studying in her face the reasons for and against making +this concession to Mrs. Burrage, and that was rather embarrassing. + +"I thought it over all the evening--so that if now you will consent we +will stay." + +"Darling--what a spirit you have got! All through all those dear little +dishes--all through _Lohengrin_! As I haven't thought it over at all, +you must settle it. You know I am not difficult." + +"And would you go and stay with Mrs. Burrage, after all, if she should +say anything to me that seems to make it desirable?" + +Verena broke into a laugh. "You know it's not our real life!" + +Olive said nothing for a moment; then she replied: "Don't think _I_ can +forget that. If I suggest a deviation, it's only because it sometimes +seems to me that perhaps, after all, almost anything is better than the +form reality _may_ take with us." This was slightly obscure, as well as +very melancholy, and Verena was relieved when her companion remarked, in +a moment, "You must think me strangely inconsequent"; for this gave her +a chance to reply, soothingly: + +"Why, you don't suppose I expect you to keep always screwed up! I will +stay a week with Mrs. Burrage, or a fortnight, or a month, or anything +you like," she pursued; "anything it may seem to you best to tell her +after you have seen her." + +"Do you leave it all to me? You don't give me much help," Olive said. + +"Help to what?" + +"Help to help _you_." + +"I don't want any help; I am quite strong enough!" Verena cried gaily. +The next moment she inquired, in an appeal half comical, half touching, +"My dear colleague, why do you make me say such conceited things?" + +"And if you do stay--just even to-morrow--shall you be--very much of the +time--with Mr. Ransom?" + +As Verena for the moment appeared ironically-minded, she might have +found a fresh subject for hilarity in the tremulous, tentative tone in +which Olive made this inquiry. But it had not that effect; it produced +the first manifestation of impatience--the first, literally, and the +first note of reproach--that had occurred in the course of their +remarkable intimacy. The colour rose to Verena's cheek, and her eye for +an instant looked moist. + +"I don't know what you always think, Olive, nor why you don't seem able +to trust me. You didn't, from the first, with gentlemen. Perhaps you +were right then--I don't say; but surely it is very different now. I +don't think I ought to be suspected so much. Why have you a manner as if +I had to be watched, as if I wanted to run away with every man that +speaks to me? I should think I had proved how little I care. I thought +you had discovered by this time that I am serious; that I have dedicated +my life; that there is something unspeakably dear to me. But you begin +again, every time--you don't do me justice. I must take everything that +comes. I mustn't be afraid. I thought we had agreed that we were to do +our work in the midst of the world, facing everything, keeping straight +on, always taking hold. And now that it all opens out so magnificently, +and victory is really sitting on our banners, it is strange of you to +doubt of me, to suppose I am not more wedded to all our old dreams than +ever. I told you the first time I saw you that I could renounce, and +knowing better to-day, perhaps, what that means, I am ready to say it +again. That I can, that I will! Why, Olive Chancellor," Verena cried, +panting, a moment, with her eloquence, and with the rush of a +culminating idea, "haven't you discovered by this time that I _have_ +renounced?" + +The habit of public speaking, the training, the practice, in which she +had been immersed, enabled Verena to unroll a coil of propositions +dedicated even to a private interest with the most touching, most +cumulative effect. Olive was completely aware of this, and she stilled +herself, while the girl uttered one soft, pleading sentence after +another, into the same rapt attention she was in the habit of sending up +from the benches of an auditorium. She looked at Verena fixedly, felt +that she was stirred to her depths, that she was exquisitely passionate +and sincere, that she was a quivering, spotless, consecrated maiden, +that she really had renounced, that they were both safe, and that her +own injustice and indelicacy had been great. She came to her slowly, +took her in her arms and held her long--giving her a silent kiss. From +which Verena knew that she believed her. + + + + +XXXII + + +The hour that Olive proposed to Mrs. Burrage, in a note sent early the +next morning, for the interview to which she consented to lend herself, +was the stroke of noon; this period of the day being chosen in +consequence of a prevision of many subsequent calls upon her time. She +remarked in her note that she did not wish any carriage to be sent for +her, and she surged and swayed up the Fifth Avenue on one of the +convulsive, clattering omnibuses which circulate in that thoroughfare. +One of her reasons for mentioning twelve o'clock had been that she knew +Basil Ransom was to call at Tenth Street at eleven, and (as she supposed +he didn't intend to stay all day) this would give her time to see him +come and go. It had been tacitly agreed between them, the night before, +that Verena was quite firm enough in her faith to submit to his visit, +and that such a course would be much more dignified than dodging it. +This understanding passed from one to the other during that dumb embrace +which I have described as taking place before they separated for the +night. Shortly before noon, Olive, passing out of the house, looked into +the big, sunny double parlour, where, in the morning, with all the +husbands absent for the day and all the wives and spinsters launched +upon the town, a young man desiring to hold a debate with a young lady +might enjoy every advantage in the way of a clear field. Basil Ransom +was still there; he and Verena, with the place to themselves, were +standing in the recess of a window, their backs presented to the door. +If he had got up, perhaps he was going, and Olive, softly closing the +door again, waited a little in the hall, ready to pass into the back +part of the house if she should hear him coming out. No sound, however, +reached her ear; apparently he did mean to stay all day, and she should +find him there on her return. She left the house, knowing they were +looking at her from the window as she descended the steps, but feeling +she could not bear to see Basil Ransom's face. As she walked, averting +her own, towards the Fifth Avenue, on the sunny side, she was barely +conscious of the loveliness of the day, the perfect weather, all +suffused and tinted with spring, which sometimes descends upon New York +when the winds of March have been stilled; she was given up only to the +remembrance of that moment when she herself had stood at a window (the +second time he came to see her in Boston), and watched Basil Ransom pass +out with Adeline--with Adeline who had seemed capable then of getting +such a hold on him but had proved as ineffectual in this respect as she +was in every other. She recalled the vision she had allowed to dance +before her as she saw the pair cross the street together, laughing and +talking, and how it seemed to interpose itself against the fears which +already then--so strangely--haunted her. Now that she saw it so +fruitless--and that Verena, moreover, had turned out really so +great--she was rather ashamed of it; she felt associated, however +remotely, in the reasons which had made Mrs. Luna tell her so many fibs +the day before, and there could be nothing elevating in that. As for the +other reasons why her fidgety sister had failed and Mr. Ransom had held +his own course, naturally Miss Chancellor didn't like to think of them. + +If she had wondered what Mrs. Burrage wished so particularly to talk +about, she waited some time for the clearing-up of the mystery. During +this interval she sat in a remarkably pretty boudoir, where there were +flowers and faiences and little French pictures, and watched her hostess +revolve round the subject in circles the vagueness of which she tried to +dissimulate. Olive believed she was a person who never could enjoy +asking a favour, especially of a votary of the new ideas; and that was +evidently what was coming. She had asked one already, but that had been +handsomely paid for; the note from Mrs. Burrage which Verena found +awaiting her in Tenth Street, on her arrival, contained the largest +cheque this young woman had ever received for an address. The request +that hung fire had reference to Verena too, of course; and Olive needed +no prompting to feel that her friend's being a young person who took +money could not make Mrs. Burrage's present effort more agreeable. To +this taking of money (for when it came to Verena it was as if it came to +her as well) she herself was now completely inured; money was a +tremendous force, and when one wanted to assault the wrong with every +engine one was happy not to lack the sinews of war. She liked her +hostess better this morning than she had liked her before; she had more +than ever the air of taking all sorts of sentiments and views for +granted between them; which could only be flattering to Olive so long as +it was really Mrs. Burrage who made each advance, while her visitor sat +watchful and motionless. She had a light, clever, familiar way of +traversing an immense distance with a very few words, as when she +remarked, "Well, then, it is settled that she will come, and will stay +till she is tired." + +Nothing of the kind had been settled, but Olive helped Mrs. Burrage +(this time) more than she knew by saying, "Why do you want her to visit +you, Mrs. Burrage? why do you want her socially? Are you not aware that +your son, a year ago, desired to marry her?" + +"My dear Miss Chancellor, that is just what I wish to talk to you about. +I am aware of everything; I don't believe you ever met any one who is +aware of more things than I." And Olive had to believe this, as Mrs. +Burrage held up, smiling, her intelligent, proud, good-natured, +successful head. "I knew a year ago that my son was in love with your +friend, I know that he has been so ever since, and that in consequence +he would like to marry her to-day. I daresay you don't like the idea of +her marrying at all; it would break up a friendship which is so full of +interest" (Olive wondered for a moment whether she had been going to say +"so full of profit") "for you. This is why I hesitated; but since you +are willing to talk about it, that is just what I want." + +"I don't see what good it will do," Olive said. + +"How can we tell till we try? I never give a thing up till I have turned +it over in every sense." + +It was Mrs. Burrage, however, who did most of the talking; Olive only +inserted from time to time an inquiry, a protest, a correction, an +ejaculation tinged with irony. None of these things checked or diverted +her hostess; Olive saw more and more that she wished to please her, to +win her over, to smooth matters down, to place them in a new and +original light. She was very clever and (little by little Olive said to +herself) absolutely unscrupulous, but she didn't think she was clever +enough for what she had undertaken. This was neither more nor less, in +the first place, than to persuade Miss Chancellor that she and her son +were consumed with sympathy for the movement to which Miss Chancellor +had dedicated her life. But how could Olive believe that, when she saw +the type to which Mrs. Burrage belonged--a type into which nature +herself had inserted a face turned in the very opposite way from all +earnest and improving things? People like Mrs. Burrage lived and +fattened on abuses, prejudices, privileges, on the petrified, cruel +fashions of the past. It must be added, however, that if her hostess was +a humbug, Olive had never met one who provoked her less; she was such a +brilliant, genial, artistic one, with such a recklessness of perfidy, +such a willingness to bribe you if she couldn't deceive you. She seemed +to be offering Olive all the kingdoms of the earth if she would only +exert herself to bring about a state of feeling on Verena Tarrant's part +which would lead the girl to accept Henry Burrage. + +"We know it's you--the whole business; that you can do what you please. +You could decide it to-morrow with a word." + +She had hesitated at first, and spoken of her hesitation, and it might +have appeared that she would need all her courage to say to Olive, that +way, face to face, that Verena was in such subjection to her. But she +didn't look afraid; she only looked as if it were an infinite pity Miss +Chancellor couldn't understand what immense advantages and rewards there +would be for her in striking an alliance with the house of Burrage. +Olive was so impressed with this, so occupied, even, in wondering what +these mystic benefits might be, and whether after all there might not be +a protection in them (from something worse), a fund of some sort that +she and Verena might convert to a large use, setting aside the mother +and son when once they had got what they had to give--she was so +arrested with the vague daze of this vision, the sense of Mrs. Burrage's +full hands, her eagerness, her thinking it worth while to flatter and +conciliate, whatever her pretexts and pretensions might be, that she was +almost insensible, for the time, to the strangeness of such a woman's +coming round to a positive desire for a connexion with the Tarrants. +Mrs. Burrage had indeed explained this partly by saying that her son's +condition was wearing her out, and that she would enter into anything +that would make him happier, make him better. She was fonder of him than +of the whole world beside, and it was an anguish to her to see him +yearning for Miss Tarrant only to lose her. She made that charge about +Olive's power in the matter in such a way that it seemed at the same +time a tribute to her force of character. + +"I don't know on what terms you suppose me to be with my friend," Olive +returned, with considerable majesty. "She will do exactly as she likes, +in such a case as the one you allude to. She is absolutely free; you +speak as if I were her keeper!" + +Then Mrs. Burrage explained that of course she didn't mean that Miss +Chancellor exercised a conscious tyranny; but only that Verena had a +boundless admiration for her, saw through her eyes, took the impress of +all her opinions, preferences. She was sure that if Olive would only +take a favourable view of her son Miss Tarrant would instantly throw +herself into it. "It's very true that you may ask me," added Mrs. +Burrage, smiling, "how you can take a favourable view of a young man who +wants to marry the very person in the world you want most to keep +unmarried!" + +This description of Verena was of course perfectly correct; but it was +not agreeable to Olive to have the fact in question so clearly +perceived, even by a person who expressed it with an air intimating that +there was nothing in the world _she_ couldn't understand. + +"Did your son know that you were going to speak to me about this?" Olive +asked, rather coldly, waiving the question of her influence on Verena +and the state in which she wished her to remain. + +"Oh yes, poor dear boy; we had a long talk yesterday, and I told him I +would do what I could for him. Do you remember the little visit I paid +to Cambridge last spring, when I saw you at his rooms? Then it was I +began to perceive how the wind was setting; but yesterday we had a real +_eclaircissement_. I didn't like it at all, at first; I don't mind +telling you that, now--now that I am really enthusiastic about it. When +a girl is as charming, as original, as Miss Tarrant, it doesn't in the +least matter who she is; she makes herself the standard by which you +measure her; she makes her own position. And then Miss Tarrant has such +a future!" Mrs. Burrage added, quickly, as if that were the last thing +to be overlooked. "The whole question has come up again--the feeling +that Henry tried to think dead, or at least dying, has revived, through +the--I hardly know what to call it, but I really may say the +unexpectedly great effect of her appearance here. She was really +wonderful on Wednesday evening; prejudice, conventionality, every +presumption there might be against her, had to fall to the ground. I +expected a success, but I didn't expect what you gave us," Mrs. Burrage +went on, smiling, while Olive noted her "you." "In short, my poor boy +flamed up again; and now I see that he will never again care for any +girl as he cares for that one. My dear Miss Chancellor, _j'en ai pris +mon parti_, and perhaps you know my way of doing that sort of thing. I +am not at all good at resigning myself, but I am excellent at taking up +a craze. I haven't renounced, I have only changed sides. For or against, +I must be a partisan. Don't you know that kind of nature? Henry has put +the affair into my hands, and you see I put it into yours. Do help me; +let us work together." + +This was a long, explicit speech for Mrs. Burrage, who dealt, usually, +in the cursory and allusive; and she may very well have expected that +Miss Chancellor would recognise its importance. What Olive did, in fact, +was simply to inquire, by way of rejoinder: "Why did you ask us to come +on?" + +If Mrs. Burrage hesitated now, it was only for twenty seconds. "Simply +because we are so interested in your work." + +"That surprises me," said Olive thoughtfully. + +"I daresay you don't believe it; but such a judgement is superficial. I +am sure we give proof in the offer we make," Mrs. Burrage remarked, with +a good deal of point. "There are plenty of girls--without any views at +all--who would be delighted to marry my son. He is very clever, and he +has a large fortune. Add to that that he's an angel!" + +That was very true, and Olive felt all the more that the attitude of +these fortunate people, for whom the world was so well arranged just as +it was, was very curious. But as she sat there it came over her that the +human spirit has many variations, that the influence of the truth is +great, and that there are such things in life as happy surprises, quite +as well as disagreeable ones. Nothing, certainly, forced such people to +fix their affections on the daughter of a "healer"; it would be very +clumsy to pick her out of her generation only for the purpose of +frustrating her. Moreover, her observation of their young host at +Delmonico's and in the spacious box at the Academy of Music, where they +had privacy and ease, and murmured words could pass without making +neighbours more given up to the stage turn their heads--her +consideration of Henry Burrage's manner, suggested to her that she had +measured him rather scantily the year before, that he was as much in +love as the feebler passions of the age permitted (for though Miss +Chancellor believed in the amelioration of humanity, she thought there +was too much water in the blood of all of us), that he prized Verena for +her rarity, which was her genius, her gift, and would therefore have an +interest in promoting it, and that he was of so soft and fine a paste +that his wife might do what she liked with him. Of course there would be +the mother-in-law to count with; but unless she was perjuring herself +shamelessly Mrs. Burrage really had the wish to project herself into the +new atmosphere, or at least to be generous personally; so that, oddly +enough, the fear that most glanced before Olive was not that this high, +free matron, slightly irritable with cleverness and at the same time +good-natured with prosperity, would bully her son's bride, but rather +that she might take too fond a possession of her. It was a fear which +may be described as a presentiment of jealousy. It occurred, +accordingly, to Miss Chancellor's quick conscience that, possibly, the +proposal which presented itself in circumstances so complicated and +anomalous was simply a magnificent chance, an improvement on the very +best, even, that she had dreamed of for Verena. It meant a large command +of money--much larger than her own; the association of a couple of +clever people who simulated conviction very well, whether they felt it +or not, and who had a hundred useful worldly ramifications, and a kind +of social pedestal from which she might really shine afar. The +conscience I have spoken of grew positively sick as it thought of having +such a problem as that to consider, such an ordeal to traverse. In the +presence of such a contingency the poor girl felt grim and helpless; she +could only vaguely wonder whether she were called upon in the name of +duty to lend a hand to the torture of her own spirit. + +"And if she should marry him, how could I be sure that--afterwards--you +would care so much about the question which has all our thoughts, hers +and mine?" This inquiry evolved itself from Olive's rapid meditation; +but even to herself it seemed a little rough. + +Mrs. Burrage took it admirably. "You think we are feigning an interest, +only to get hold of her? That's not very nice of you, Miss Chancellor; +but of course you have to be tremendously careful. I assure you my son +tells me he firmly believes your movement is the great question of the +immediate future, that it has entered into a new phase; into what does +he call it? the domain of practical politics. As for me, you don't +suppose I don't want everything we poor women can get, or that I would +refuse any privilege or advantage that's offered me? I don't rant or +rave about anything, but I have--as I told you just now--my own quiet +way of being zealous. If you had no worse partisan than I, you would do +very well. My son has talked to me immensely about your ideas; and even +if I should enter into them only because he does, I should do so quite +enough. You may say you don't see Henry dangling about after a wife who +gives public addresses; but I am convinced that a great many things are +coming to pass--very soon, too--that we don't see in advance. Henry is a +gentleman to his finger-tips, and there is not a situation in which he +will not conduct himself with tact." + +Olive could see that they really wanted Verena immensely, and it was +impossible for her to believe that if they were to get her they would +not treat her well. It came to her that they would even overindulge her, +flatter her, spoil her; she was perfectly capable, for the moment, of +assuming that Verena was susceptible of deterioration and that her own +treatment of her had been discriminatingly severe. She had a hundred +protests, objections, replies; her only embarrassment could be as to +which she should use first. + +"I think you have never seen Doctor Tarrant and his wife," she remarked, +with a calmness which she felt to be very pregnant. + +"You mean they are absolutely fearful? My son has told me they are quite +impossible, and I am quite prepared for that. Do you ask how we should +get on with them? My dear young lady, we should get on as you do!" + +If Olive had answers, so had Mrs. Burrage; she had still an answer when +her visitor, taking up the supposition that it was in her power to +dispose in any manner whatsoever of Verena, declared that she didn't +know why Mrs. Burrage addressed herself to _her_, that Miss Tarrant was +free as air, that her future was in her own hands, that such a matter as +this was a kind of thing with which it could never occur to one to +interfere. "Dear Miss Chancellor, we don't ask you to interfere. The +only thing we ask of you is simply _not_ to interfere." + +"And have you sent for me only for that?" + +"For that, and for what I hinted at in my note; that you would really +exercise your influence with Miss Tarrant to induce her to come to us +now for a week or two. That is really, after all, the main thing I ask. +Lend her to us, here, for a little while, and we will take care of the +rest. That sounds conceited--but she _would_ have a good time." + +"She doesn't live for that," said Olive. + +"What I mean is that she should deliver an address every night!" Mrs. +Burrage returned, smiling. + +"I think you try to prove too much. You do believe--though you pretend +you don't--that I control her actions, and as far as possible her +desires, and that I am jealous of any other relations she may possibly +form. I can imagine that we may perhaps have that air, though it only +proves how little such an association as ours is understood, and how +superficial is still"--Olive felt that her "still" was really +historical--"the interpretation of many of the elements in the activity +of women, how much the public conscience with regard to them needs to be +educated. Your conviction with respect to my attitude being what I +believe it to be," Miss Chancellor went on, "I am surprised at your not +perceiving how little it is in my interest to deliver my--my victim up +to you." + +If we were at this moment to take, in a single glance, an inside view of +Mrs. Burrage (a liberty we have not yet ventured on), I suspect we +should find that she was considerably exasperated at her visitor's +superior tone, at seeing herself regarded by this dry, shy, obstinate, +provincial young woman as superficial. If she liked Verena very nearly +as much as she tried to convince Miss Chancellor, she was conscious of +disliking Miss Chancellor more than she should probably ever be able to +reveal to Verena. It was doubtless partly her irritation that found a +voice as she said, after a self-administered pinch of caution not to say +too much, "Of course it would be absurd in us to assume that Miss +Tarrant would find my son irresistible, especially as she has already +refused him. But even if she should remain obdurate, should you consider +yourself quite safe as regards others?" + +The manner in which Miss Chancellor rose from her chair on hearing these +words showed her hostess that if she had wished to take a little revenge +by frightening her, the experiment was successful. "What others do you +mean?" Olive asked, standing very straight, and turning down her eyes as +from a great height. + +Mrs. Burrage--since we have begun to look into her mind we may continue +the process--had not meant any one in particular; but a train of +association was suddenly kindled in her thought by the flash of the +girl's resentment. She remembered the gentleman who had come up to her +in the music-room, after Miss Tarrant's address, while she was talking +with Olive, and to whom that young lady had given so cold a welcome. "I +don't mean any one in particular; but, for instance, there is the young +man to whom she asked me to send an invitation to my party, and who +looked to me like a possible admirer." Mrs. Burrage also got up; then +she stood a moment, closer to her visitor. "Don't you think it's a good +deal to expect that, young, pretty, attractive, clever, charming as she +is, you should be able to keep her always, to exclude other affections, +to cut off a whole side of life, to defend her against dangers--if you +call them dangers--to which every young woman who is not positively +repulsive is exposed? My dear young lady, I wonder if I might give you +three words of advice?" Mrs. Burrage did not wait till Olive had +answered this inquiry; she went on quickly, with her air of knowing +exactly what she wanted to say and feeling at the same time that, good +as it might be, the manner of saying it, like the manner of saying most +other things, was not worth troubling much about. "Don't attempt the +impossible. You have got hold of a good thing; don't spoil it by trying +to stretch it too far. If you don't take the better, perhaps you will +have to take the worse; if it's safety you want I should think she was +much safer with my son--for with us you know the worst--than as a +possible prey to adventurers, to exploiters, or to people who, once they +had got hold of her, would shut her up altogether." + +Olive dropped her eyes; she couldn't endure Mrs. Burrage's horrible +expression of being near the mark, her look of worldly cleverness, of a +confidence born of much experience. She felt that nothing would be +spared her, that she should have to go to the end, that this ordeal also +must be faced, and that, in particular, there was a detestable wisdom in +her hostess's advice. She was conscious, however, of no obligation to +recognise it then and there; she wanted to get off, and even to carry +Mrs. Burrage's sapient words along with her--to hurry to some place +where she might be alone and think. "I don't know why you have thought +it right to send for me only to say this. I take no interest whatever in +your son--in his settling in life." And she gathered her mantle more +closely about her, turning away. + +"It is exceedingly kind of you to have come," said Mrs. Burrage +imperturbably. "Think of what I have said; I am sure you won't feel that +you have wasted your hour." + +"I have a great many things to think of!" Olive exclaimed insincerely; +for she knew that Mrs. Burrage's ideas would haunt her. + +"And tell her that if she will make us the little visit, all New York +shall sit at her feet!" + +That was what Olive wanted, and yet it seemed a mockery to hear Mrs. +Burrage say it. Miss Chancellor retreated, making no response even when +her hostess declared again that she was under great obligations to her +for coming. When she reached the street she found she was deeply +agitated, but not with a sense of weakness; she hurried along, excited +and dismayed, feeling that her insufferable conscience was bristling +like some irritated animal, that a magnificent offer had really been +made to Verena, and that there was no way for her to persuade herself +she might be silent about it. Of course, if Verena should be tempted by +the idea of being made so much of by the Burrages, the danger of Basil +Ransom getting any kind of hold on her would cease to be pressing. That +was what was present to Olive as she walked along, and that was what +made her nervous, conscious only of this problem that had suddenly +turned the bright day to greyness, heedless of the sophisticated-looking +people who passed her on the wide Fifth Avenue pavement. It had risen in +her mind the day before, planted first by Mrs. Burrage's note; and then, +as we know, she had vaguely entertained the conception, asking Verena +whether she would make the visit if it were again to be pressed upon +them. It had been pressed, certainly, and the terms of the problem were +now so much sharper that they seemed cruel. What had been in her own +mind was that if Verena should appear to lend herself to the Burrages +Basil Ransom might be discouraged--might think that, shabby and poor, +there was no chance for him as against people with every advantage of +fortune and position. She didn't see him relax his purpose so easily; +she knew she didn't believe he was of that pusillanimous fibre. Still, +it was a chance, and any chance that might help her had been worth +considering. At present she saw it was a question not of Verena's +lending herself, but of a positive gift, or at least of a bargain in +which the terms would be immensely liberal. It would be impossible to +use the Burrages as a shelter on the assumption that they were not +dangerous, for they became dangerous from the moment they set up as +sympathisers, took the ground that what they offered the girl was simply +a boundless opportunity. It came back to Olive, again and again, that +this was, and could only be, fantastic and false; but it was always +possible that Verena might not think it so, might trust them all the +way. When Miss Chancellor had a pair of alternatives to consider, a +question of duty to study, she put a kind of passion into it--felt, +above all, that the matter must be settled that very hour, before +anything in life could go on. It seemed to her at present that she +couldn't re-enter the house in Tenth Street without having decided first +whether she might trust the Burrages or not. By "trust" them, she meant +trust them to fail in winning Verena over, while at the same time they +put Basil Ransom on a false scent. Olive was able to say to herself that +he probably wouldn't have the hardihood to push after her into those +gilded saloons, which, in any event, would be closed to him as soon as +the mother and son should discover what he wanted. She even asked +herself whether Verena would not be still better defended from the young +Southerner in New York, amid complicated hospitalities, than in Boston +with a cousin of the enemy. She continued to walk down the Fifth Avenue, +without noticing the cross-streets, and after a while became conscious +that she was approaching Washington Square. By this time she had also +definitely reasoned it out that Basil Ransom and Henry Burrage could not +both capture Miss Tarrant, that therefore there could not be two +dangers, but only one; that this was a good deal gained, and that it +behoved her to determine which peril had most reality, in order that she +might deal with that one only. She held her way to the Square, which, as +all the world knows, is of great extent and open to the encircling +street. The trees and grass-plats had begun to bud and sprout, the +fountains plashed in the sunshine, the children of the quarter, both the +dingier types from the south side, who played games that required much +chalking of the paved walks, and much sprawling and crouching there, +under the feet of passers, and the little curled and feathered people +who drove their hoops under the eyes of French nursemaids--all the +infant population filled the vernal air with small sounds which had a +crude, tender quality, like the leaves and the thin herbage. Olive +wandered through the place, and ended by sitting down on one of the +continuous benches. It was a long time since she had done anything so +vague, so wasteful. There were a dozen things which, as she was staying +over in New York, she ought to do; but she forgot them, or, if she +thought of them, felt that they were now of no moment. She remained in +her place an hour, brooding, tremulous, turning over and over certain +thoughts. It seemed to her that she was face to face with a crisis of +her destiny, and that she must not shrink from seeing it exactly as it +was. Before she rose to return to Tenth Street she had made up her mind +that there was no menace so great as the menace of Basil Ransom; she had +accepted in thought any arrangement which would deliver her from that. +If the Burrages were to take Verena they would take her from Olive +immeasurably less than he would do; it was from him, from him they would +take her most. She walked back to her boarding-house, and the servant +who admitted her said, in answer to her inquiry as to whether Verena +were at home, that Miss Tarrant had gone out with the gentleman who +called in the morning, and had not yet come in. Olive stood staring; the +clock in the hall marked three. + + + + +XXXIII + + +"Come out with me, Miss Tarrant; come out with me. _Do_ come out with +me." That was what Basil Ransom had been saying to Verena when they +stood where Olive perceived them, in the embrasure of the window. It had +of course taken considerable talk to lead up to this; for the tone, even +more than the words, indicated a large increase of intimacy. Verena was +mindful of this when he spoke; and it frightened her a little, made her +uneasy, which was one of the reasons why she got up from her chair and +went to the window--an inconsequent movement, inasmuch as her wish was +to impress upon him that it was impossible she should comply with his +request. It would have served this end much better for her to sit, very +firmly, in her place. He made her nervous and restless; she was +beginning to perceive that he produced a peculiar effect upon her. +Certainly, she had been out with him at home the very first time he +called upon her; but it seemed to her to make an important difference +that she herself should then have proposed the walk--simply because it +was the easiest thing to do when a person came to see you in Monadnoc +Place. + +They had gone out that time because she wanted to, not because he did. +And then it was one thing for her to stroll with him round Cambridge, +where she knew every step and had the confidence and freedom which came +from being on her own ground, and the pretext, which was perfectly +natural, of wanting to show him the colleges, and quite another thing to +go wandering with him through the streets of this great strange city, +which, attractive, delightful as it was, had not the suitableness even +of being his home, not his real one. He wanted to show her something, he +wanted to show her everything; but she was not sure now--after an hour's +talk--that she particularly wanted to see anything more that he could +show her. He had shown her a great deal while he sat there, especially +what balderdash he thought it--the whole idea of women's being equal to +men. He seemed to have come only for that, for he was all the while +revolving round it; she couldn't speak of anything but what he brought +it back to the question of some new truth like that. He didn't say so in +so many words; on the contrary, he was tremendously insinuating and +satirical, and pretended to think she had proved all and a great deal +more than she wanted to prove; but his exaggeration, and the way he rung +all the changes on two or three of the points she had made at Mrs. +Burrage's, were just the sign that he was a scoffer of scoffers. He +wouldn't do anything but laugh; he seemed to think that he might laugh +at her all day without her taking offence. Well, he might if it amused +him; but she didn't see why she should ramble round New York with him to +give him his opportunity. + +She had told him, and she had told Olive, that she was determined to +produce some effect on him; but now, suddenly, she felt differently +about that--she ceased to care whether she produced any effect or not. +She didn't see why she should take him so seriously, when he wouldn't +take her so; that is, wouldn't take her ideas. She had guessed before +that he didn't want to discuss them; this had been in her mind when she +said to him at Cambridge that his interest in her was personal, not +controversial. Then she had simply meant that, as an inquiring young +Southerner, he had wanted to see what a bright New England girl was +like; but since then it had become a little more clear to her--her short +talk with Ransom at Mrs. Burrage's threw some light upon the +question--what the personal interest of a young Southerner (however +inquiring merely) might amount to. Did he too want to make love to her? +This idea made Verena rather impatient, weary in advance. The thing she +desired least in the world was to be put into the wrong with Olive; for +she had certainly given her ground to believe (not only in their scene +the night before, which was a simple repetition, but all along, from the +very first) that she really had an interest which would transcend any +attraction coming from such a source as that. If yesterday it seemed to +her that she should like to struggle with Mr. Ransom, to refute and +convince him, she had this morning gone into the parlour to receive him +with the idea that, now they were alone together in a quiet, favourable +place, he would perhaps take up the different points of her address one +by one, as several gentlemen had done after hearing her on other +occasions. There was nothing she liked so well as that, and Olive never +had anything to say against it. But he hadn't taken up anything; he had +simply laughed and chaffed, and unrolled a string of queer fancies about +the delightful way women would fix things when, as she said in her +address, they should get out of their box. He kept talking about the +box; he seemed as if he wouldn't let go that simile. He said that he had +come to look at her through the glass sides, and if he wasn't afraid of +hurting her he would smash them in. He was determined to find the key +that would open it, if he had to look for it all over the world; it was +tantalising only to be able to talk to her through the keyhole. If he +didn't want to take up the subject, he at least wanted to take _her_ +up--to keep his hand upon her as long as he could. Verena had had no +such sensation since the first day she went in to see Olive Chancellor, +when she felt herself plucked from the earth and borne aloft. + +"It's the most lovely day, and I should like so much to show you New +York, as you showed me your beautiful Harvard," Basil Ransom went on, +pressing her to accede to his proposal. "You said that was the only +thing you could do for me then, and so this is the only thing I can do +for you here. It would be odious to see you go away, giving me nothing +but this stiff little talk in a boarding-house parlour." + +"Mercy, if you call this stiff!" Verena exclaimed, laughing, while at +that moment Olive passed out of the house and descended the steps before +her eyes. + +"My poor cousin's stiff; she won't turn her head a hair's breadth to +look at us," said the young man. Olive's figure, as she went by, was, +for Verena, full of a queer, touching, tragic expression, saying ever so +many things, both familiar and strange; and Basil Ransom's companion +privately remarked how little men knew about women, or indeed about what +was really delicate, that he, without any cruel intention, should attach +an idea of ridicule to such an incarnation of the pathetic, should speak +rough, derisive words about it. Ransom, in truth, to-day, was not +disposed to be very scrupulous, and he only wanted to get rid of Olive +Chancellor, whose image, at last, decidedly bothered and bored him. He +was glad to see her go out; but that was not sufficient, she would come +back quick enough; the place itself contained her, expressed her. For +to-day he wanted to take possession of Verena, to carry her to a +distance, to reproduce a little the happy conditions they had enjoyed +the day of his visit to Cambridge. And the fact that in the nature of +things it could only be for to-day made his desire more keen, more full +of purpose. He had thought over the whole question in the last +forty-eight hours, and it was his belief that he saw things in their +absolute reality. He took a greater interest in her than he had taken in +any one yet, but he proposed, after to-day, not to let that accident +make any difference. This was precisely what gave its high value to the +present limited occasion. He was too shamefully poor, too shabbily and +meagrely equipped, to have the right to talk of marriage to a girl in +Verena's very peculiar position. He understood now how good that +position was, from a worldly point of view; her address at Mrs. +Burrage's gave him something definite to go upon, showed him what she +could do, that people would flock in thousands to an exhibition so +charming (and small blame to them); that she might easily have a big +career, like that of a distinguished actress or singer, and that she +would make money in quantities only slightly smaller than performers of +that kind. Who wouldn't pay half a dollar for such an hour as he had +passed at Mrs. Burrage's? The sort of thing she was able to do, to say, +was an article for which there was more and more demand--fluent, pretty, +third-rate palaver, conscious or unconscious perfected humbug; the +stupid, gregarious, gullible public, the enlightened democracy of his +native land, could swallow unlimited draughts of it. He was sure she +could go, like that, for several years, with her portrait in the +druggists' windows and her posters on the fences, and during that time +would make a fortune sufficient to keep her in affluence for evermore. I +shall perhaps expose our young man to the contempt of superior minds if +I say that all this seemed to him an insuperable impediment to his +making up to Verena. His scruples were doubtless begotten of a false +pride, a sentiment in which there was a thread of moral tinsel, as there +was in the Southern idea of chivalry; but he felt ashamed of his own +poverty, the positive flatness of his situation, when he thought of the +gilded nimbus that surrounded the protegee of Mrs. Burrage. This shame +was possible to him even while he was conscious of what a mean business +it was to practise upon human imbecility, how much better it was even to +be seedy and obscure, discouraged about one's self. He had been born to +the prospect of a fortune, and in spite of the years of misery that +followed the war had never rid himself of the belief that a gentleman +who desired to unite himself to a charming girl couldn't yet ask her to +come and live with him in sordid conditions. On the other hand it was no +possible basis of matrimony that Verena should continue for his +advantage the exercise of her remunerative profession; if he should +become her husband he should know a way to strike her dumb. In the midst +of this an irrepressible desire urged him on to taste, for once, deeply, +all that he was condemned to lose, or at any rate forbidden to attempt +to gain. To spend a day with her and not to see her again--that +presented itself to him at once as the least and the most that was +possible. He did not need even to remind himself that young Mr. Burrage +was able to offer her everything _he_ lacked, including the most amiable +adhesion to her views. + +"It will be charming in the Park to-day. Why not take a stroll with me +there as I did with you in the little park at Harvard?" he asked, when +Olive had disappeared. + +"Oh, I have seen it, very well, in every corner. A friend of mine kindly +took me to drive there yesterday," Verena said. + +"A friend?--do you mean Mr. Burrage?" And Ransom stood looking at her +with his extraordinary eyes. "Of course, I haven't a vehicle to drive +you in; but we can sit on a bench and talk." She didn't say it was Mr. +Burrage, but she was unable to say it was not, and something in her face +showed him that he had guessed. So he went on: "Is it only with him you +can go out? Won't he like it, and may you only do what he likes? Mrs. +Luna told me he wants to marry you, and I saw at his mother's how he +stuck to you. If you are going to marry him, you can drive with him +every day in the year, and that's just a reason for your giving me an +hour or two now, before it becomes impossible." He didn't mind much what +he said--it had been his plan not to mind much to-day--and so long as he +made her do what he wanted he didn't care much how he did it. But he saw +that his words brought the colour to her face; she stared, surprised at +his freedom and familiarity. He went on, dropping the hardness, the +irony of which he was conscious, out of his tone. "I know it's no +business of mine whom you marry, or even whom you drive with, and I beg +your pardon if I seem indiscreet and obtrusive; but I would give +anything just to detach you a little from your ties, your belongings, +and feel for an hour or two, as if--as if----" And he paused. + +"As if what?" she asked, very seriously. + +"As if there were no such person as Mr. Burrage--as Miss Chancellor--in +the whole place." This had not been what he was going to say; he used +different words. + +"I don't know what you mean, why you speak of other persons. I can do as +I like, perfectly. But I don't know why you should take so for granted +that _that_ would be it!" Verena spoke these words not out of coquetry, +or to make him beg her more for a favour, but because she was thinking, +and she wanted to gain a moment. His allusion to Henry Burrage touched +her, his belief that she had been in the Park under circumstances more +agreeable than those he proposed. They were not; somehow, she wanted him +to know that. To wander there with a companion, slowly stopping, +lounging, looking at the animals as she had seen the people do the day +before; to sit down in some out-of-the-way part where there were distant +views, which she had noticed from her high perch beside Henry +Burrage--she had to look down so, it made her feel unduly fine: that was +much more to her taste, much more her idea of true enjoyment. It came +over her that Mr. Ransom had given up his work to come to her at such an +hour; people of his kind, in the morning, were always getting their +living, and it was only for Mr. Burrage that it didn't matter, inasmuch +as he had no profession. Mr. Ransom simply wanted to give up his whole +day. That pressed upon her; she was, as the most good-natured girl in +the world, too entirely tender not to feel any sacrifice that was made +for her; she had always done everything that people asked. Then, if +Olive should make that strange arrangement for her to go to Mrs. +Burrage's he would take it as a proof that there was something serious +between her and the gentleman of the house, in spite of anything she +might say to the contrary; moreover, if she should go she wouldn't be +able to receive Mr. Ransom there. Olive would trust her not to, and she +must certainly, in future, not disappoint Olive nor keep anything back +from her, whatever she might have done in the past. Besides, she didn't +want to do that; she thought it much better not. It was this idea of the +episode which was possibly in store for her in New York, and from which +her present companion would be so completely excluded, that worked upon +her now with a rapid transition, urging her to grant him what he asked, +so that in advance she should have made up for what she might not do for +him later. But most of all she disliked his thinking she was engaged to +some one. She didn't know, it is true, why she should mind it; and +indeed, at this moment, our young lady's feelings were not in any way +clear to her. She did not see what was the use of letting her +acquaintance with Mr. Ransom become much closer (since his interest did +really seem personal); and yet she presently asked him why he wanted her +to go out with him, and whether there was anything particular he wanted +to say to her (there was no one like Verena for making speeches +apparently flirtatious, with the best faith and the most innocent +intention in the world); as if that would not be precisely a reason to +make it well she should get rid of him altogether. + +"Of course I have something particular to say to you--I have a +tremendous lot to say to you!" the young man exclaimed. "Far more than I +can say in this stuck-up, confined room, which is public, too, so that +any one may come in from one moment to another. Besides," he added +sophistically, "it isn't proper for me to pay a visit of three hours." + +Verena did not take up the sophistry, nor ask him whether it would be +more proper for her to ramble about the city with him for an equal +period; she only said, "Is it something that I shall care to hear, or +that will do me any good?" + +"Well, I hope it will do you good; but I don't suppose you will care +much to hear it." Basil Ransom hesitated a moment, smiling at her; then +he went on: "It's to tell you, once for all, how much I really do differ +from you!" He said this at a venture, but it was a happy inspiration. + +If it was only that, Verena thought she might go, for that was not +personal. "Well, I'm glad you care so much," she answered musingly. But +she had another scruple still, and she expressed it in saying that she +should like Olive very much to find her when she came in. + +"That's all very well," Ransom returned; "but does she think that she +only has a right to go out? Does she expect you to keep the house +because she's abroad? If she stays out long enough, she will find you +when she comes in." + +"Her going out that way--it proves that she trusts me," Verena said, +with a candour which alarmed her as soon as she had spoken. + +Her alarm was just, for Basil Ransom instantly caught up her words, with +a great mocking amazement. "Trusts you? and why shouldn't she trust you? +Are you a little girl of ten and she your governess? Haven't you any +liberty at all, and is she always watching you and holding you to an +account? Have you such vagabond instincts that you are only thought safe +when you are between four walls?" Ransom was going on to speak, in the +same tone, of her having felt it necessary to keep Olive in ignorance of +his visit to Cambridge--a fact they had touched on, by implication, in +their short talk at Mrs. Burrage's; but in a moment he saw that he had +said enough. As for Verena, she had said more than she meant, and the +simplest way to unsay it was to go and get her bonnet and jacket and let +him take her where he liked. Five minutes later he was walking up and +down the parlour, waiting while she prepared herself to go out. + +They went up to the Central Park by the elevated railway, and Verena +reflected, as they proceeded, that anyway Olive was probably disposing +of her somehow at Mrs. Burrage's, and that therefore there wasn't much +harm in her just taking this little run on her own responsibility, +especially as she should only be out an hour--which would be just the +duration of Olive's absence. The beauty of the "elevated" was that it +took you up to the Park and brought you back in a few minutes, and you +had all the rest of the hour to walk about and see the place. It was so +pleasant now that one was glad to see it twice over. The long, narrow +enclosure, across which the houses in the streets that border it look at +each other with their glittering windows, bristled with the raw delicacy +of April, and, in spite of its rockwork grottoes and tunnels, its +pavilions and statues, its too numerous paths and pavements, lakes too +big for the landscape and bridges too big for the lakes, expressed all +the fragrance and freshness of the most charming moment of the year. +Once Verena was fairly launched the spirit of the day took possession of +her; she was glad to have come, she forgot about Olive, enjoyed the +sense of wandering in the great city with a remarkable young man who +would take beautiful care of her, while no one else in the world knew +where she was. It was very different from her drive yesterday with Mr. +Burrage, but it was more free, more intense, more full of amusing +incident and opportunity. She could stop and look at everything now, and +indulge all her curiosities, even the most childish; she could feel as +if she were out for the day, though she was not really--as she had not +done since she was a little girl, when in the country, once or twice, +when her father and mother had drifted into summer quarters, gone out of +town like people of fashion, she had, with a chance companion, strayed +far from home, spent hours in the woods and fields, looking for +raspberries and playing she was a gipsy. Basil Ransom had begun with +proposing, strenuously, that she should come somewhere and have +luncheon; he had brought her out half an hour before that meal was +served in West Tenth Street, and he maintained that he owed her the +compensation of seeing that she was properly fed; he knew a very quiet, +luxurious French restaurant, near the top of the Fifth Avenue: he didn't +tell her that he knew it through having once lunched there in company +with Mrs. Luna. Verena for the present declined his hospitality--said +she was going to be out so short a time that it wasn't worth the +trouble; she should not be hungry, luncheon to her was nothing, she +would eat when she went home. When he pressed her she said she would see +later, perhaps, if she should find she wanted something. She would have +liked immensely to go with him to an eating-house, and yet, with this, +she was afraid, just as she was rather afraid, at bottom, and in the +intervals of her quick pulsations of amusement, of the whole expedition, +not knowing why she had come, though it made her happy, and reflecting +that there was really nothing Mr. Ransom could have to say to her that +would concern her closely enough. He knew what he intended about her +sharing the noon-day repast with him somehow; it had been part of his +plan that she should sit opposite him at a little table, taking her +napkin out of its curious folds--sit there smiling back at him while he +said to her certain things that hummed, like memories of tunes, in his +fancy, and they waited till something extremely good, and a little +vague, chosen out of a French _carte_, was brought them. That was not at +all compatible with her going home at the end of half an hour, as she +seemed to expect to. They visited the animals in the little zoological +garden which forms one of the attractions of the Central Park; they +observed the swans in the ornamental water, and they even considered the +question of taking a boat for half an hour, Ransom saying that they +needed this to make their visit complete. Verena replied that she didn't +see why it should be complete, and after having threaded the devious +ways of the Ramble, lost themselves in the Maze, and admired all the +statues and busts of great men with which the grounds are decorated, +they contented themselves with resting on a sequestered bench, where, +however, there was a pretty glimpse of the distance and an occasional +stroller creaked by on the asphalt walk. + +They had had by this time a great deal of talk, none of which, +nevertheless, had been serious to Verena's view. Mr. Ransom continued to +joke about everything, including the emancipation of women; Verena, who +had always lived with people who took the world very earnestly, had +never encountered such a power of disparagement or heard so much sarcasm +levelled at the institutions of her country and the tendencies of the +age. At first she replied to him, contradicted, showed a high spirit of +retort, turning his irreverence against himself; she was too quick and +ingenious not to be able to think of something to oppose--talking in a +fanciful strain--to almost everything he said. But little by little she +grew weary and rather sad; brought up, as she had been, to admire new +ideas, to criticise the social arrangements that one met almost +everywhere, and to disapprove of a great many things, she had yet never +dreamed of such a wholesale arraignment as Mr. Ransom's, so much +bitterness as she saw lurking beneath his exaggerations, his +misrepresentations. She knew he was an intense conservative, but she +didn't know that being a conservative could make a person so aggressive +and unmerciful. She thought conservatives were only smug and stubborn +and self-complacent, satisfied with what actually existed; but Mr. +Ransom didn't seem any more satisfied with what existed than with what +she wanted to exist, and he was ready to say worse things about some of +those whom she would have supposed to be on his own side than she +thought it right to say about almost any one. She ceased after a while +to care to argue with him, and wondered what could have happened to him +to make him so perverse. Probably something had gone wrong in his +life--he had had some misfortune that coloured his whole view of the +world. He was a cynic; she had often heard about that state of mind, +though she had never encountered it, for all the people she had seen +only cared, if possible, too much. Of Basil Ransom's personal history +she knew only what Olive had told her, and that was but a general +outline, which left plenty of room for private dramas, secret +disappointments and sufferings. As she sat there beside him she thought +of some of these things, asked herself whether they were what he was +thinking of when he said, for instance, that he was sick of all the +modern cant about freedom and had no sympathy with those who wanted an +extension of it. What was needed for the good of the world was that +people should make a better use of the liberty they possessed. Such +declarations as this took Verena's breath away; she didn't suppose you +could hear any one say such a thing as that in the nineteenth century, +even the least advanced. It was of a piece with his denouncing the +spread of education; he thought the spread of education a gigantic +farce--people stuffing their heads with a lot of empty catchwords that +prevented them from doing their work quietly and honestly. You had a +right to an education only if you had an intelligence, and if you looked +at the matter with any desire to see things as they are you soon +perceived that an intelligence was a very rare luxury, the attribute of +one person in a hundred. He seemed to take a pretty low view of +humanity, anyway. Verena hoped that something really bad had happened to +him--not by way of gratifying any resentment he aroused in her nature, +but to help herself to forgive him for so much contempt and brutality. +She wanted to forgive him, for after they had sat on their bench half an +hour and his jesting mood had abated a little, so that he talked with +more consideration (as it seemed) and more sincerity, a strange feeling +came over her, a perfect willingness not to keep insisting on her own +side and a desire not to part from him with a mere accentuation of their +differences. Strange I call the nature of her reflexions, for they +softly battled with each other as she listened, in the warm, still air, +touched with the far-away hum of the immense city, to his deep, sweet, +distinct voice, expressing monstrous opinions with exotic cadences and +mild, familiar laughs, which, as he leaned towards her, almost tickled +her cheek and ear. It seemed to her strangely harsh, almost cruel, to +have brought her out only to say to her things which, after all, free as +she was to contradict them and tolerant as she always tried to be, could +only give her pain; yet there was a spell upon her as she listened; it +was in her nature to be easily submissive, to like being overborne. She +could be silent when people insisted, and silent without acrimony. Her +whole relation to Olive was a kind of tacit, tender assent to passionate +insistence, and if this had ended by being easy and agreeable to her +(and indeed had never been anything else), it may be supposed that the +struggle of yielding to a will which she felt to be stronger even than +Olive's was not of long duration. Ransom's will had the effect of making +her linger even while she knew the afternoon was going on, that Olive +would have come back and found her still absent, and would have been +submerged again in the bitter waves of anxiety. She saw her, in fact, as +she must be at that moment, posted at the window of her room in Tenth +Street, watching for some sign of her return, listening for her step on +the staircase, her voice in the hall. Verena looked at this image as at +a painted picture, perceived all it represented, every detail. If it +didn't move her more, make her start to her feet, dart away from Basil +Ransom and hurry back to her friend, this was because the very torment +to which she was conscious of subjecting that friend made her say to +herself that it must be the very last. This was the last time she could +ever sit by Mr. Ransom and hear him express himself in a manner that +interfered so with her life; the ordeal had been so personal and so +complete that she forgot, for the moment, it was also the first time it +had occurred. It might have been going on for months. She was perfectly +aware that it could bring them to nothing, for one must lead one's own +life; it was impossible to lead the life of another, especially when +that other was so different, so arbitrary and unscrupulous. + + + + +XXXIV + + +"I presume you are the only person in this country who feels as you do," +she observed at last. + +"Not the only person who feels so, but very possibly the only person who +thinks so. I have an idea that my convictions exist in a vague, +unformulated state in the minds of a great many of my fellow-citizens. +If I should succeed some day in giving them adequate expression I should +simply put into shape the slumbering instincts of an important +minority." + +"I am glad you admit it's a minority!" Verena exclaimed. "That's +fortunate for us poor creatures. And what do you call adequate +expression? I presume you would like to be President of the United +States?" + +"And breathe forth my views in glowing messages to a palpitating Senate? +That is exactly what I should like to be; you read my aspirations +wonderfully well." + +"Well, do you consider that you have advanced far in that direction, as +yet?" Verena asked. + +This question, with the tone in which it happened to be uttered, seemed +to the young man to project rather an ironical light upon his present +beggarly condition, so that for a moment he said nothing; a moment +during which if his neighbour had glanced round at his face she would +have seen it ornamented by an incipient blush. Her words had for him the +effect of a sudden, though, on the part of a young woman who had of +course every right to defend herself, a perfectly legitimate taunt. They +appeared only to repeat in another form (so at least his exaggerated +Southern pride, his hot sensibility, interpreted the matter) the idea +that a gentleman so dreadfully backward in the path of fortune had no +right to take up the time of a brilliant, successful girl, even for the +purpose of satisfying himself that he renounced her. But the reminder +only sharpened his wish to make her feel that if he had renounced, it +was simply on account of that same ugly, accidental, outside +backwardness; and if he had not, he went so far as to flatter himself, +he might triumph over the whole accumulation of her prejudices--over all +the bribes of her notoriety. The deepest feeling in Ransom's bosom in +relation to her was the conviction that she was made for love, as he had +said to himself while he listened to her at Mrs. Burrage's. She was +profoundly unconscious of it, and another ideal, crude and thin and +artificial, had interposed itself; but in the presence of a man she +should really care for, this false, flimsy structure would rattle to her +feet, and the emancipation of Olive Chancellor's sex (what sex was it, +great heaven? he used profanely to ask himself) would be relegated to +the land of vapours, of dead phrases. The reader may imagine whether +such an impression as this made it any more agreeable to Basil to have +to believe it would be indelicate in him to try to woo her. He would +have resented immensely the imputation that he had done anything of that +sort yet. "Ah, Miss Tarrant, my success in life is one thing--my +ambition is another!" he exclaimed presently, in answer to her inquiry. +"Nothing is more possible than that I may be poor and unheard of all my +days; and in that case no one but myself will know the visions of +greatness I have stifled and buried." + +"Why do you talk of being poor and unheard of? Aren't you getting on +quite well in this city?" + +This question of Verena's left him no time, or at least no coolness, to +remember that to Mrs. Luna and to Olive he had put a fine face on his +prospects, and that any impression the girl might have about them was +but the natural echo of what these ladies believed. It had to his ear +such a subtly mocking, defiant, unconsciously injurious quality, that +the only answer he could make to it seemed to him for the moment to be +an outstretched arm, which, passing round her waist, should draw her so +close to him as to enable him to give her a concise account of his +situation in the form of a deliberate kiss. If the moment I speak of had +lasted a few seconds longer I know not what monstrous proceeding of this +kind it would have been my difficult duty to describe; it was +fortunately arrested by the arrival of a nursery-maid pushing a +perambulator and accompanied by an infant who toddled in her wake. Both +the nurse and her companion gazed fixedly, and it seemed to Ransom even +sternly, at the striking couple on the bench; and meanwhile Verena, +looking with a quickened eye at the children (she adored children), went +on-- + +"It sounds too flat for you to talk about your remaining unheard of. Of +course you are ambitious; any one can see that, to look at you. And once +your ambition is excited in any particular direction, people had better +look out. With your will!" she added, with a curious mocking candour. + +"What do you know about my will?" he asked, laughing a little awkwardly, +as if he had really attempted to kiss her--in the course of the second +independent interview he had ever had with her--and been rebuffed. + +"I know it's stronger than mine. It made me come out, when I thought I +had much better not, and it keeps me sitting here long after I should +have started for home." + +"Give me the day, dear Miss Tarrant, give me the day," Basil Ransom +murmured; and as she turned her face upon him, moved by the expression +of his voice, he added--"Come and dine with me, since you wouldn't +lunch. Are you really not faint and weak?" + +"I am faint and weak at all the horrible things you have said; I have +lunched on abominations. And now you want me to dine with you? Thank +you; I think you're cool!" Verena cried, with a laugh which her +chronicler knows to have been expressive of some embarrassment, though +Basil Ransom did not. + +"You must remember that I have, on two different occasions, listened to +you for an hour, in speechless, submissive attention, and that I shall +probably do it a great many times more." + +"Why should you ever listen to me again, when you loathe my ideas?" + +"I don't listen to your ideas; I listen to your voice." + +"Ah, I told Olive!" said Verena, quickly, as if his words had confirmed +an old fear; which was general, however, and did not relate particularly +to him. + +Ransom still had an impression that he was not making love to her, +especially when he could observe, with all the superiority of a man--"I +wonder whether you have understood ten words I have said to you?" + +"I should think you had made it clear enough--you had rubbed it in!" + +"What have you understood, then?" + +"Why, that you want to put us back further than we have been at any +period." + +"I have been joking; I have been piling it up," Ransom said, making that +concession unexpectedly to the girl. Every now and then he had an air of +relaxing himself, becoming absent, ceasing to care to discuss. + +She was capable of noticing this, and in a moment she asked--"Why don't +you write out your ideas?" + +This touched again upon the matter of his failure; it was curious how +she couldn't keep off it, hit it every time. "Do you mean for the +public? I have written many things, but I can't get them printed." + +"Then it would seem that there are not so many people--so many as you +said just now--who agree with you." + +"Well," said Basil Ransom, "editors are a mean, timorous lot, always +saying they want something original, but deadly afraid of it when it +comes." + +"Is it for papers, magazines?" As it sank into Verena's mind more deeply +that the contributions of this remarkable young man had been +rejected--contributions in which, apparently, everything she held dear +was riddled with scorn--she felt a strange pity and sadness, a sense of +injustice. "I am very sorry you can't get published," she said, so +simply that he looked up at her, from the figure he was scratching on +the asphalt with his stick, to see whether such a tone as that, in +relation to such a fact, were not "put on." But it was evidently +genuine, and Verena added that she supposed getting published was very +difficult always; she remembered, though she didn't mention, how little +success her father had when he tried. She hoped Mr. Ransom would keep +on; he would be sure to succeed at last. Then she continued, smiling, +with more irony: "You may denounce me by name if you like. Only please +don't say anything about Olive Chancellor." + +"How little you understand what I want to achieve!" Basil Ransom +exclaimed. "There you are--you women--all over; always meaning, +yourselves, something personal, and always thinking it is meant by +others!" + +"Yes, that's the charge they make," said Verena gaily. + +"I don't want to touch you, or Miss Chancellor, or Mrs. Farrinder, or +Miss Birdseye, or the shade of Eliza P. Moseley, or any other gifted and +celebrated being on earth--or in heaven." + +"Oh, I suppose you want to destroy us by neglect, by silence!" Verena +exclaimed, with the same brightness. + +"No, I don't want to destroy you, any more than I want to save you. +There has been far too much talk about you, and I want to leave you +alone altogether. My interest is in my own sex; yours evidently can look +after itself. That's what I want to save." + +Verena saw that he was more serious now than he had been before, that he +was not piling it up satirically, but saying really and a trifle +wearily, as if suddenly he were tired of much talk, what he meant. "To +save it from what?" she asked. + +"From the most damnable feminisation! I am so far from thinking, as you +set forth the other night, that there is not enough women in our general +life, that it has long been pressed home to me that there is a great +deal too much. The whole generation is womanised; the masculine tone is +passing out of the world; it's a feminine, a nervous, hysterical, +chattering, canting age, an age of hollow phrases and false delicacy and +exaggerated solicitudes and coddled sensibilities, which, if we don't +soon look out, will usher in the reign of mediocrity, of the feeblest +and flattest and the most pretentious that has ever been. The masculine +character, the ability to dare and endure, to know and yet not fear +reality, to look the world in the face and take it for what it is--a +very queer and partly very base mixture--that is what I want to +preserve, or rather, as I may say, to recover; and I must tell you that +I don't in the least care what becomes of you ladies while I make the +attempt!" + +The poor fellow delivered himself of these narrow notions (the rejection +of which by leading periodicals was certainly not a matter for surprise) +with low, soft earnestness, bending towards her so as to give out his +whole idea, yet apparently forgetting for the moment how offensive it +must be to her now that it was articulated in that calm, severe way, in +which no allowance was to be made for hyperbole. Verena did not remind +herself of this; she was too much impressed by his manner and by the +novelty of a man taking that sort of religious tone about such a cause. +It told her on the spot, from one minute to the other and once for all, +that the man who could give her that impression would never come round. +She felt cold, slightly sick, though she replied that now he summed up +his creed in such a distinct, lucid way, it was much more +comfortable--one knew with what one was dealing; a declaration much at +variance with the fact, for Verena had never felt less gratified in her +life. The ugliness of her companion's profession of faith made her +shiver; it would have been difficult to her to imagine anything more +crudely profane. She was determined, however, not to betray any shudder +that could suggest weakness, and the best way she could think of to +disguise her emotion was to remark in a tone which, although not assumed +for that purpose, was really the most effective revenge, inasmuch as it +always produced on Ransom's part (it was not peculiar, among women, to +Verena) an angry helplessness--"Mr. Ransom, I assure you this is an age +of conscience." + +"That's a part of your cant. It's an age of unspeakable shams, as +Carlyle says." + +"Well," returned Verena, "it's all very comfortable for you to say that +you wish to leave us alone. But you can't leave us alone. We are here, +and we have got to be disposed of. You have got to put us somewhere. +It's a remarkable social system that has no place for _us_!" the girl +went on, with her most charming laugh. + +"No place in public. My plan is to keep you at home and have a better +time with you there than ever." + +"I'm glad it's to be better; there's room for it. Woe to American +womanhood when you start a movement for being more--what you like to +be--at home!" + +"Lord, how you're perverted; you, the very genius!" Basil Ransom +murmured, looking at her with the kindest eyes. + +She paid no attention to this, she went on, "And those who have got no +home (there are millions, you know), what are you going to do with +_them_? You must remember that women marry--are given in marriage--less +and less; that isn't their career, as a matter of course, any more. You +can't tell them to go and mind their husband and children, when they +have no husband and children to mind." + +"Oh," said Ransom, "that's a detail! And for myself, I confess, I have +such a boundless appreciation of your sex in private life that I am +perfectly ready to advocate a man's having a half-a-dozen wives." + +"The civilisation of the Turks, then, strikes you as the highest?" + +"The Turks have a second-rate religion; they are fatalists, and that +keeps them down. Besides, their women are not nearly so charming as +ours--or as ours would be if this modern pestilence were eradicated. +Think what a confession you make when you say that women are less and +less sought in marriage; what a testimony that is to the pernicious +effect on their manners, their person, their nature, of this fatuous +agitation." + +"That's very complimentary to me!" Verena broke in, lightly. + +But Ransom was carried over her interruption by the current of his +argument. "There are a thousand ways in which any woman, all women, +married or single, may find occupation. They may find it in making +society agreeable." + +"Agreeable to men, of course." + +"To whom else, pray? Dear Miss Tarrant, what is most agreeable to women +is to be agreeable to men! That is a truth as old as the human race, and +don't let Olive Chancellor persuade you that she and Mrs. Farrinder have +invented any that can take its place, or that is more profound, more +durable." + +Verena waived this point of the discussion; she only said: "Well, I am +glad to hear you are prepared to see the place all choked up with old +maids!" + +"I don't object to the _old_ old maids; they were delightful; they had +always plenty to do, and didn't wander about the world crying out for a +vocation. It is the new old maid that you have invented from whom I pray +to be delivered." He didn't say he meant Olive Chancellor, but Verena +looked at him as if she suspected him of doing so; and to put her off +that scent he went on, taking up what she had said a moment before: "As +for its not being complimentary to you, my remark about the effect on +the women themselves of this pernicious craze, my dear Miss Tarrant, you +may be quite at your ease. You stand apart, you are unique, +extraordinary; you constitute a category by yourself. In you the +elements have been mixed in a manner so felicitous that I regard you as +quite incorruptible. I don't know where you come from nor how you come +to be what you are, but you are outside and above all vulgarising +influences. Besides, you ought to know," the young man proceeded, in the +same cool, mild, deliberate tone, as if he were demonstrating a +mathematical solution, "you ought to know that your connexion with all +these rantings and ravings is the most unreal, accidental, illusory +thing in the world. You think you care about them, but you don't at all. +They were imposed upon you by circumstances, by unfortunate +associations, and you accepted them as you would have accepted any other +burden, on account of the sweetness of your nature. You always want to +please some one, and now you go lecturing about the country, and trying +to provoke demonstrations, in order to please Miss Chancellor, just as +you did it before to please your father and mother. It isn't _you_, the +least in the world, but an inflated little figure (very remarkable in +its way too) whom you have invented and set on its feet, pulling +strings, behind it, to make it move and speak, while you try to conceal +and efface yourself there. Ah, Miss Tarrant, if it's a question of +pleasing, how much you might please some one else by tipping your +preposterous puppet over and standing forth in your freedom as well as +in your loveliness!" + +While Basil Ransom spoke--and he had not spoken just that way +yet--Verena sat there deeply attentive, with her eyes on the ground; but +as soon as he ceased she sprang to her feet--something made her feel +that their association had already lasted quite too long. She turned +away from him as if she wished to leave him, and indeed were about to +attempt to do so. She didn't desire to look at him now, or even to have +much more conversation with him. "Something," I say, made her feel so, +but it was partly his curious manner--so serene and explicit, as if he +knew the whole thing to an absolute certainty--which partly scared her +and partly made her feel angry. She began to move along the path to one +of the gates, as if it were settled that they should immediately leave +the place. He laid it all out so clearly; if he had had a revelation he +couldn't speak otherwise. That description of herself as something +different from what she was trying to be, the charge of want of reality, +made her heart beat with pain; she was sure, at any rate, it was her +real self that was there with him now, where she oughtn't to be. In a +moment he was at her side again, going with her; and as they walked it +came over her that some of the things he had said to her were far beyond +what Olive could have imagined as the very worst possible. What would be +her state now, poor forsaken friend, if some of them had been borne to +her in the voices of the air? Verena had been affected by her +companion's speech (his manner had changed so; it seemed to express +something quite different) in a way that pushed her to throw up the +discussion and determine that as soon as they should get out of the park +she would go off by herself; but she still had her wits about her +sufficiently to think it important she should give no sign of +discomposure, of confessing that she was driven from the field. She +appeared to herself to notice and reply to his extraordinary +observations enough, without taking them up too much, when she said, +tossing the words over her shoulder at Ransom, while she moved quickly: +"I presume, from what you say, that you don't think I have much +ability." + +He hesitated before answering, while his long legs easily kept pace with +her rapid step--her charming, touching, hurrying step, which expressed +all the trepidation she was anxious to conceal. "Immense ability, but +not in the line in which you most try to have it. In a very different +line, Miss Tarrant! Ability is no word for it; it's genius!" + +She felt his eyes on her face--ever so close and fixed there--after he +had chosen to reply to her question that way. She was beginning to +blush; if he had kept them longer, and on the part of any one else, she +would have called such a stare impertinent. Verena had been commended of +old by Olive for her serenity "while exposed to the gaze of hundreds"; +but a change had taken place, and she was now unable to endure the +contemplation of an individual. She wished to detach him, to lead him +off again into the general; and for this purpose, at the end of a +moment, she made another inquiry: "I am to understand, then, as your +last word that you regard us as quite inferior?" + +"For public, civic uses, absolutely--perfectly weak and second-rate. I +know nothing more indicative of the muddled sentiment of the time than +that any number of men should be found to pretend that they regard you +in any other light. But privately, personally, it's another affair. In +the realm of family life and the domestic affections----" + +At this Verena broke in, with a nervous laugh, "Don't say that; it's +only a phrase!" + +"Well, it's a better one than any of yours," said Basil Ransom, turning +with her out of one of the smaller gates--the first they had come to. +They emerged into the species of _plaza_ formed by the numbered street +which constitutes the southern extremity of the park and the termination +of the Sixth Avenue. The glow of the splendid afternoon was over +everything, and the day seemed to Ransom still in its youth. The bowers +and boskages stretched behind them, the artificial lakes and cockneyfied +landscapes, making all the region bright with the sense of air and +space, and raw natural tints, and vegetation too diminutive to +overshadow. The chocolate-coloured houses, in tall, new rows, surveyed +the expanse; the street cars rattled in the foreground, changing horses +while the horses steamed, and absorbing and emitting passengers; and the +beer-saloons, with exposed shoulders and sides, which in New York do a +good deal towards representing the picturesque, the "bit" appreciated by +painters, announced themselves in signs of large lettering to the sky. +Groups of the unemployed, the children of disappointment from beyond the +seas, propped themselves against the low, sunny wall of the park; and on +the other side the commercial vista of the Sixth Avenue stretched away +with a remarkable absence of aerial perspective. + +"I must go home; good-bye," Verena said, abruptly, to her companion. + +"Go home? You won't come and dine, then?" + +Verena knew people who dined at midday and others who dined in the +evening, and others still who never dined at all; but she knew no one +who dined at half-past three. Ransom's attachment to this idea therefore +struck her as queer and infelicitous, and she supposed it betrayed the +habits of Mississippi. But that couldn't make it any more acceptable to +her, in spite of his looking so disappointed--with his dimly-glowing +eyes--that he was heedless for the moment that the main fact connected +with her return to Tenth Street was that she wished to go alone. + +"I must leave you, right away," she said. "Please don't ask me to stay; +you wouldn't if you knew how little I want to!" Her manner was different +now, and her face as well, and though she smiled more than ever she had +never seemed to him more serious. + +"Alone, do you mean? Really I can't let you do that," Ransom replied, +extremely shocked at this sacrifice being asked of him. "I have brought +you this immense distance, I am responsible for you, and I must place +you where I found you." + +"Mr. Ransom, I must, I will!" she exclaimed, in a tone he had not yet +heard her use; so that, a good deal amazed, puzzled and pained, he saw +that he should make a mistake if he were to insist. He had known that +their expedition must end in a separation which could not be sweet, but +he had counted on making some of the terms of it himself. When he +expressed the hope that she would at least allow him to put her into a +car, she replied that she wished no car; she wanted to walk. This image +of her "streaking off" by herself, as he figured it, did not mend the +matter; but in the presence of her sudden nervous impatience he felt +that here was a feminine mystery which must be allowed to take its +course. + +"It costs me more than you probably suspect, but I submit. Heaven guard +you and bless you, Miss Tarrant!" + +She turned her face away from him as if she were straining at a leash; +then she rejoined, in the most unexpected manner: "I hope very much you +_will_ get printed." + +"Get my articles published?" He stared, and broke out: "Oh, you +delightful being!" + +"Good-bye," she repeated; and now she gave him her hand. As he held it a +moment, and asked her if she were really leaving the city so soon that +she mightn't see him again, she answered: "If I stay it will be at a +place to which you mustn't come. They wouldn't let you see me." + +He had not intended to put that question to her; he had set himself a +limit. But the limit had suddenly moved on. "Do you mean at that house +where I heard you speak?" + +"I may go there for a few days." + +"If it's forbidden to me to go and see you there, why did you send me a +card?" + +"Because I wanted to convert you then." + +"And now you give me up?" + +"No, no; I want you to remain as you are!" + +She looked strange, with her more mechanical smile, as she said this, +and he didn't know what idea was in her head. She had already left him, +but he called after her, "If you do stay, I will come!" She neither +turned nor made an answer, and all that was left to him was to watch her +till she passed out of sight. Her back, with its charming young form, +seemed to repeat that last puzzle, which was almost a challenge. + +For this, however, Verena Tarrant had not meant it. She wanted, in spite +of the greater delay and the way Olive would wonder, to walk home, +because it gave her time to think, and think again, how glad she was +(really, positively, _now_) that Mr. Ransom was on the wrong side. If he +had been on the right----! She did not finish this proposition. She +found Olive waiting for her in exactly the manner she had foreseen; she +turned to her, as she came in, a face sufficiently terrible. Verena +instantly explained herself, related exactly what she had been doing; +then went on, without giving her friend time for question or comment: +"And you--you paid your visit to Mrs. Burrage?" + +"Yes, I went through that." + +"And did she press the question of my coming there?" + +"Very much indeed." + +"And what did you say?" + +"I said very little, but she gave me such assurances----" + +"That you thought I ought to go?" + +Olive was silent a moment; then she said: "She declares they are devoted +to the cause, and that New York will be at your feet." + +Verena took Miss Chancellor's shoulders in each of her hands, and gave +her back, for an instant, her gaze, her silence. Then she broke out, +with a kind of passion: "I don't care for her assurances--I don't care +for New York! I won't go to them--I won't--do you understand?" Suddenly +her voice changed, she passed her arms round her friend and buried her +face in her neck. "Olive Chancellor, take me away, take me away!" she +went on. In a moment Olive felt that she was sobbing and that the +question was settled, the question she herself had debated in anguish a +couple of hours before. + + + + +BOOK THIRD + + + + +XXXV + + +The August night had gathered by the time Basil Ransom, having finished +his supper, stepped out upon the piazza of the little hotel. It was a +very little hotel and of a very slight and loose construction; the tread +of a tall Mississippian made the staircase groan and the windows rattle +in their frames. He was very hungry when he arrived, having not had a +moment, in Boston, on his way through, to eat even the frugal morsel +with which he was accustomed to sustain nature between a breakfast that +consisted of a cup of coffee and a dinner that consisted of a cup of +tea. He had had his cup of tea now, and very bad it was, brought him by +a pale, round-backed young lady, with auburn ringlets, a fancy belt, and +an expression of limited tolerance for a gentleman who could not choose +quickly between fried fish, fried steak, and baked beans. The train for +Marmion left Boston at four o'clock in the afternoon, and rambled +fitfully toward the southern cape, while the shadows grew long in the +stony pastures and the slanting light gilded the straggling, shabby +woods, and painted the ponds and marshes with yellow gleams. The +ripeness of summer lay upon the land, and yet there was nothing in the +country Basil Ransom traversed that seemed susceptible of maturity; +nothing but the apples in the little tough, dense orchards, which gave a +suggestion of sour fruition here and there, and the tall, bright +goldenrod at the bottom of the bare stone dykes. There were no fields of +yellow grain; only here and there a crop of brown hay. But there was a +kind of soft scrubbiness in the landscape, and a sweetness begotten of +low horizons, of mild air, with a possibility of summer haze, of +unregarded inlets where on August mornings the water must be brightly +blue. Ransom had heard that the Cape was the Italy, so to speak, of +Massachusetts; it had been described to him as the drowsy Cape, the +languid Cape, the Cape not of storms, but of eternal peace. He knew that +the Bostonians had been drawn thither, for the hot weeks, by its +sedative influence, by the conviction that its toneless air would +minister to perfect rest. In a career in which there was so much nervous +excitement as in theirs they had no wish to be wound up when they went +out of town; they were sufficiently wound up at all times by the sense +of all their sex had been through. They wanted to live idly, to unbend +and lie in hammocks, and also to keep out of the crowd, the rush of the +watering-place. Ransom could see there was no crowd at Marmion, as soon +as he got there, though indeed there was a rush, which directed itself +to the only vehicle in waiting outside of the small, lonely, hut-like +station, so distant from the village that, as far as one looked along +the sandy, sketchy road which was supposed to lead to it, one saw only +an empty land on either side. Six or eight men in "dusters," carrying +parcels and handbags, projected themselves upon the solitary, rickety +carry-all, so that Ransom could read his own fate, while the ruminating +conductor of the vehicle, a lean, shambling citizen, with a long neck +and a tuft on his chin, guessed that if he wanted to get to the hotel +before dusk he would have to strike out. His valise was attached in a +precarious manner to the rear of the carry-all. "Well, I'll chance it," +the driver remarked sadly, when Ransom protested against its insecure +position. He recognised the southern quality of that picturesque +fatalism--judged that Miss Chancellor and Verena Tarrant must be pretty +thoroughly relaxed if they had given themselves up to the genius of the +place. This was what he hoped for and counted on, as he took his way, +the sole pedestrian in the group that had quitted the train, in the wake +of the overladen carry-all. It helped him to enjoy the first country +walk he had had for many months, for more than months, for years, that +the reflexion was forced upon him as he went (the mild, vague scenery, +just beginning to be dim with twilight, suggested it at every step) that +the two young women who constituted, at Marmion, his whole prefigurement +of a social circle, must, in such a locality as that, be taking a +regular holiday. The sense of all the wrongs they had still to redress +must be lighter there than it was in Boston; the ardent young man had, +for the hour, an ingenuous hope that they had left their opinions in the +city. He liked the very smell of the soil as he wandered along; cool, +soft whiffs of evening met him at bends of the road which disclosed very +little more--unless it might be a band of straight-stemmed woodland, +keeping, a little, the red glow from the west, or (as he went further) +an old house, shingled all over, grey and slightly collapsing, which +looked down at him from a steep bank, at the top of wooden steps. He was +already refreshed; he had tasted the breath of nature, measured his long +grind in New York, without a vacation, with the repetition of the daily +movement up and down the long, straight, maddening city, like a bucket +in a well or a shuttle in a loom. + +He lit his cigar in the office of the hotel--a small room on the right +of the door, where a "register," meagrely inscribed, led a terribly +public life on the little bare desk, and got its pages dogs'-eared +before they were covered. Local worthies, of a vague identity, used to +lounge there, as Ransom perceived the next day, by the hour. They tipped +back their chairs against the wall, seldom spoke, and might have been +supposed, with their converging vision, to be watching something out of +the window, if there had been anything at Marmion to watch. Sometimes +one of them got up and went to the desk, on which he leaned his elbows, +hunching a pair of sloping shoulders to an uncollared neck. For the +fiftieth time he perused the fly-blown page of the recording volume, +where the names followed each other with such jumps of date. The others +watched him while he did so--or contemplated in silence some "guest" of +the hostelry, when such a personage entered the place with an air of +appealing from the general irresponsibility of the establishment and +found no one but the village-philosophers to address himself to. It was +an establishment conducted by invisible, elusive agencies; they had a +kind of stronghold in the dining-room, which was kept locked at all but +sacramental hours. There was a tradition that a "boy" exercised some +tutelary function as regards the crumpled register; but when he was +inquired about, it was usually elicited from the impartial circle in the +office either that he was somewhere round or that he had gone a-fishing. +Except the haughty waitress who has just been mentioned as giving Ransom +his supper, and who only emerged at meal-times from her mystic +seclusion, this impalpable youth was the single person on the premises +who represented domestic service. Anxious lady-boarders, wrapped in +shawls, were seen waiting for him, as if he had been the doctor, on +horse-hair rocking-chairs, in the little public parlour; others peered +vaguely out of back doors and windows, thinking that if he were +somewhere round they might see him. Sometimes people went to the door of +the dining-room and tried it, shaking it a little, timidly, to see if it +would yield; then, finding it fast, came away, looking, if they had been +observed, shy and snubbed, at their fellows. Some of them went so far as +to say that they didn't think it was a very good hotel. + +Ransom, however, didn't much care whether it were good or not; he hadn't +come to Marmion for the love of the hotel. Now that he had got there, +however, he didn't know exactly what to do; his course seemed rather +less easy than it had done when, suddenly, the night before, tired, sick +of the city-air, and hungry for a holiday, he decided to take the next +morning's train to Boston, and there take another to the shores of +Buzzard's Bay. The hotel itself offered few resources; the inmates were +not numerous; they moved about a little outside, on the small piazza and +in the rough yard which interposed between the house and the road, and +then they dropped off into the unmitigated dusk. This element, touched +only in two or three places by a far-away dim glimmer, presented itself +to Ransom as his sole entertainment. Though it was pervaded by that +curious, pure, earthy smell which in New England, in summer, hangs in +the nocturnal air, Ransom bethought himself that the place might be a +little dull for persons who had not come to it, as he had, to take +possession of Verena Tarrant. The unfriendly inn, which suggested +dreadfully to Ransom (he despised the practice) an early bed-time, +seemed to have no relation to anything, not even to itself; but a +fellow-tenant of whom he made an inquiry told him the village was +sprinkled round. Basil presently walked along the road in search of it, +under the stars, smoking one of the good cigars which constituted his +only tribute to luxury. He reflected that it would hardly do to begin +his attack that night; he ought to give the Bostonians a certain amount +of notice of his appearance on the scene. He thought it very possible, +indeed, that they might be addicted to the vile habit of "retiring" with +the cocks and hens. He was sure that was one of the things Olive +Chancellor would do so long as he should stay--on purpose to spite him; +she would make Verena Tarrant go to bed at unnatural hours, just to +deprive him of his evenings. He walked some distance without +encountering a creature or discerning an habitation; but he enjoyed the +splendid starlight, the stillness, the shrill melancholy of the +crickets, which seemed to make all the vague forms of the country +pulsate around him; the whole impression was a bath of freshness after +the long strain of the preceding two years and his recent sweltering +weeks in New York. At the end of ten minutes (his stroll had been slow) +a figure drew near him, at first indistinct, but presently defining +itself as that of a woman. She was walking apparently without purpose, +like himself, or without other purpose than that of looking at the +stars, which she paused for an instant, throwing back her head, to +contemplate, as he drew nearer to her. In a moment he was very close; he +saw her look at him, through the clear gloom, as they passed each other. +She was small and slim; he made out her head and face, saw that her hair +was cropped; had an impression of having seen her before. He noticed +that as she went by she turned as well as himself, and that there was a +sort of recognition in her movement. Then he felt sure that he had seen +her elsewhere, and before she had added to the distance that separated +them he stopped short, looking after her. She noticed his halt, paused +equally, and for a moment they stood there face to face, at a certain +interval, in the darkness. + +"I beg your pardon--is it Doctor Prance?" he found himself demanding. + +For a minute there was no answer; then came the voice of the little +lady: + +"Yes, sir; I am Doctor Prance. Any one sick at the hotel?" + +"I hope not; I don't know," Ransom said, laughing. + +Then he took a few steps, mentioned his name, recalled his having met +her at Miss Birdseye's, ever so long before (nearly two years), and +expressed the hope that she had not forgotten that. + +She thought it over a little--she was evidently addicted neither to +empty phrases nor to unconsidered assertions. "I presume you mean that +night Miss Tarrant launched out so." + +"That very night. We had a very interesting conversation." + +"Well, I remember I lost a good deal," said Doctor Prance. + +"Well, I don't know; I have an idea you made it up in other ways," +Ransom returned, laughing still. + +He saw her bright little eyes engage with his own. Staying, apparently, +in the village, she had come out, bare-headed, for an evening walk, and +if it had been possible to imagine Doctor Prance bored and in want of +recreation, the way she lingered there as if she were quite willing to +have another talk might have suggested to Basil Ransom this condition. +"Why, don't you consider her career very remarkable?" + +"Oh yes; everything is remarkable nowadays; we live in an age of +wonders!" the young man replied, much amused to find himself discussing +the object of his adoration in this casual way, in the dark, on a lonely +country-road, with a short-haired female physician. It was astonishing +how quickly Doctor Prance and he had made friends again. "I suppose, by +the way, you know Miss Tarrant and Miss Chancellor are staying down +here?" he went on. + +"Well, yes, I suppose I know it. I am visiting Miss Chancellor," the dry +little woman added. + +"Oh indeed? I am delighted to hear it!" Ransom exclaimed, feeling that +he might have a friend in the camp. "Then you can inform me where those +ladies have their house." + +"Yes, I guess I can tell it in the dark. I will show you round now, if +you like." + +"I shall be glad to see it, though I am not sure I shall go in +immediately. I must reconnoitre a little first. That makes me so very +happy to have met you. I think it's very wonderful--your knowing me." + +Doctor Prance did not repudiate this compliment, but she presently +observed: "You didn't pass out of my mind entirely, because I have heard +about you since, from Miss Birdseye." + +"Ah yes, I saw her in the spring. I hope she is in health and +happiness." + +"She is always in happiness, but she can't be said to be in health. She +is very weak; she is failing." + +"I am very sorry for that." + +"She is also visiting Miss Chancellor," Doctor Prance observed, after a +pause which was an illustration of an appearance she had of thinking +that certain things didn't at all imply some others. + +"Why, my cousin has got all the distinguished women!" Basil Ransom +exclaimed. + +"Is Miss Chancellor your cousin? There isn't much family resemblance. +Miss Birdseye came down for the benefit of the country air, and I came +down to see if I could help her to get some good from it. She wouldn't +much, if she were left to herself. Miss Birdseye has a very fine +character, but she hasn't much idea of hygiene." Doctor Prance was +evidently more and more disposed to be chatty. Ransom appreciated this +fact, and said he hoped she, too, was getting some good from the +country-air--he was afraid she was very much confined to her profession, +in Boston; to which she replied--"Well, I was just taking a little +exercise along the road. I presume you don't realise what it is to be +one of four ladies grouped together in a small frame-house." + +Ransom remembered how he had liked her before, and he felt that, as the +phrase was, he was going to like her again. He wanted to express his +good-will to her, and would greatly have enjoyed being at liberty to +offer her a cigar. He didn't know what to offer her or what to do, +unless he should invite her to sit with him on a fence. He did realise +perfectly what the situation in the small frame-house must be, and +entered with instant sympathy into the feelings which had led Doctor +Prance to detach herself from the circle and wander forth under the +constellations, all of which he was sure she knew. He asked her +permission to accompany her on her walk, but she said she was not going +much further in that direction; she was going to turn round. He turned +round with her, and they went back together to the village, in which he +at last began to discover a certain consistency, signs of habitation, +houses disposed with a rough resemblance to a plan. The road wandered +among them with a kind of accommodating sinuosity, and there were even +cross-streets, and an oil-lamp on a corner, and here and there the small +sign of a closed shop, with an indistinctly countrified lettering. There +were lights now in the windows of some of the houses, and Doctor Prance +mentioned to her companion several of the inhabitants of the little +town, who appeared all to rejoice in the prefix of captain. They were +retired shipmasters; there was quite a little nest of these worthies, +two or three of whom might be seen lingering in their dim doorways, as +if they were conscious of a want of encouragement to sit up, and yet +remembered the nights in far-away waters when they would not have +thought of turning in at all. Marmion called itself a town, but it was a +good deal shrunken since the decline in the shipbuilding interest; it +turned out a good many vessels every year, in the palmy days, before the +war. There were shipyards still, where you could almost pick up the old +shavings, the old nails and rivets, but they were grass-grown now, and +the water lapped them without anything to interfere. There was a kind of +arm of the sea put in; it went up some way, it wasn't the real sea, but +very quiet, like a river; that was more attractive to some. Doctor +Prance didn't say the place was picturesque, or quaint, or weird; but he +could see that was what she meant when she said it was mouldering away. +Even under the mantle of night he himself gathered the impression that +it had had a larger life, seen better days. Doctor Prance made no remark +designed to elicit from him an account of his motives in coming to +Marmion; she asked him neither when he had arrived nor how long he +intended to stay. His allusion to his cousinship with Miss Chancellor +might have served to her mind as a reason; yet, on the other hand, it +would have been open to her to wonder why, if he had come to see the +young ladies from Charles Street, he was not in more of a hurry to +present himself. It was plain Doctor Prance didn't go into that kind of +analysis. If Ransom had complained to her of a sore throat she would +have inquired with precision about his symptoms; but she was incapable +of asking him any question with a social bearing. Sociably enough, +however, they continued to wander through the principal street of the +little town, darkened in places by immense old elms, which made a +blackness overhead. There was a salt smell in the air, as if they were +nearer the water; Doctor Prance said that Olive's house was at the other +end. + +"I shall take it as a kindness if, for this evening, you don't mention +that you have happened to meet me," Ransom remarked, after a little. He +had changed his mind about giving notice. + +"Well, I wouldn't," his companion replied; as if she didn't need any +caution in regard to making vain statements. + +"I want to keep my arrival a little surprise for to-morrow. It will be a +great pleasure to me to see Miss Birdseye," he went on, rather +hypocritically, as if that at bottom had been to his mind the main +attraction of Marmion. + +Doctor Prance did not reveal her private comment, whatever it was, on +this intimation; she only said, after some hesitation--"Well, I presume +the old lady will take quite an interest in your being here." + +"I have no doubt she is capable even of that degree of philanthropy." + +"Well, she has charity for all, but she does--even she--prefer her own +side. She regards you as quite an acquisition." + +Ransom could not but feel flattered at the idea that he had been a +subject of conversation--as this implied--in the little circle at Miss +Chancellor's; but he was at a loss, for the moment, to perceive what he +had done up to this time to gratify the senior member of the group. "I +hope she will find me an acquisition after I have been here a few days," +he said, laughing. + +"Well, she thinks you are one of the most important converts yet," +Doctor Prance replied, in a colourless way, as if she would not have +pretended to explain why. + +"A convert--me? Do you mean of Miss Tarrant's?" It had come over him +that Miss Birdseye, in fact, when he was parting with her after their +meeting in Boston, had assented to his request for secrecy (which at +first had struck her as somewhat unholy) on the ground that Verena would +bring him into the fold. He wondered whether that young lady had been +telling her old friend that she had succeeded with him. He thought this +improbable; but it didn't matter, and he said, gaily, "Well, I can +easily let her suppose so!" + +It was evident that it would be no easier for Doctor Prance to subscribe +to a deception than it had been for her venerable patient; but she went +so far as to reply, "Well, I hope you won't let her suppose you are +where you were that time I conversed with you. I could see where you +were then!" + +"It was in about the same place you were, wasn't it?" + +"Well," said Doctor Prance, with a small sigh, "I am afraid I have moved +back, if anything!" Her sigh told him a good deal; it seemed a thin, +self-controlled protest against the tone of Miss Chancellor's interior, +of which it was her present fortune to form a part: and the way she +hovered round, indistinct in the gloom, as if she were rather loath to +resume her place there, completed his impression that the little +doctress had a line of her own. + +"That, at least, must distress Miss Birdseye," he said reproachfully. + +"Not much, because I am not of importance. They think women the equals +of men; but they are a great deal more pleased when a man joins than +when a woman does." + +Ransom complimented Doctor Prance on the lucidity of her mind, and then +he said: "Is Miss Birdseye really sick? Is her condition very +precarious?" + +"Well, she is very old, and very--very gentle," Doctor Prance answered, +hesitating a moment for her adjective. "Under those circumstances a +person may flicker out." + +"We must trim the lamp," said Ransom; "I will take my turn, with +pleasure, in watching the sacred flame." + +"It will be a pity if she doesn't live to hear Miss Tarrant's great +effort," his companion went on. + +"Miss Tarrant's? What's that?" + +"Well, it's the principal interest, in there." And Doctor Prance now +vaguely indicated, with a movement of her head, a small white house, +much detached from its neighbours, which stood on their left, with its +back to the water, at a little distance from the road. It exhibited more +signs of animation than any of its fellows; several windows, notably +those of the ground floor, were open to the warm evening, and a large +shaft of light was projected upon the grassy wayside in front of it. +Ransom, in his determination to be discreet, checked the advance of his +companion, who added presently, with a short, suppressed laugh--"You can +see it is, from that!" He listened, to ascertain what she meant, and +after an instant a sound came to his ear--a sound he knew already well, +which carried the accents of Verena Tarrant, in ample periods and +cadences, out into the stillness of the August night. + +"Murder, what a lovely voice!" he exclaimed involuntarily. + +Doctor Prance's eye gleamed towards him a moment, and she observed, +humorously (she was relaxing immensely), "Perhaps Miss Birdseye is +right!" Then, as he made no rejoinder, only listening to the vocal +inflexions that floated out of the house, she went on--"She's practising +her speech." + +"Her speech? Is she going to deliver one here?" + +"No, as soon as they go back to town--at the Music Hall." + +Ransom's attention was now transferred to his companion. "Is that why +you call it her great effort?" + +"Well, so they think it, I believe. She practises that way every night; +she reads portions of it aloud to Miss Chancellor and Miss Birdseye." + +"And that's the time you choose for your walk?" Ransom said, smiling. + +"Well, it's the time my old lady has least need of me; she's too +absorbed." + +Doctor Prance dealt in facts; Ransom had already discovered that; and +some of her facts were very interesting. + +"The Music Hall--isn't that your great building?" he asked. + +"Well, it's the biggest we've got; it's pretty big, but it isn't so big +as Miss Chancellor's ideas," added Doctor Prance. "She has taken it to +bring out Miss Tarrant before the general public--she has never appeared +that way in Boston--on a great scale. She expects her to make a big +sensation. It will be a great night, and they are preparing for it. They +consider it her real beginning." + +"And this is the preparation?" Basil Ransom said. + +"Yes; as I say, it's their principal interest." + +Ransom listened, and while he listened he meditated. He had thought it +possible Verena's principles might have been shaken by the profession of +faith to which he treated her in New York; but this hardly looked like +it. For some moments Doctor Prance and he stood together in silence. + +"You don't hear the words," the doctor remarked, with a smile which, in +the dark, looked Mephistophelean. + +"Oh, I know the words!" the young man exclaimed, with rather a groan, as +he offered her his hand for good-night. + + + + +XXXVI + + +A certain prudence had determined him to put off his visit till the +morning; he thought it more probable that at that time he should be able +to see Verena alone, whereas in the evening the two young women would be +sure to be sitting together. When the morrow dawned, however, Basil +Ransom felt none of the trepidation of the procrastinator; he knew +nothing of the reception that awaited him, but he took his way to the +cottage designated to him over-night by Doctor Prance, with the step of +a man much more conscious of his own purpose than of possible obstacles. +He made the reflexion, as he went, that to see a place for the first +time at night is like reading a foreign author in a translation. At the +present hour--it was getting towards eleven o'clock--he felt that he was +dealing with the original. The little straggling, loosely-clustered town +lay along the edge of a blue inlet, on the other side of which was a +low, wooded shore, with a gleam of white sand where it touched the +water. The narrow bay carried the vision outward to a picture that +seemed at once bright and dim--a shining, slumbering summer sea, and a +far-off, circling line of coast, which, under the August sun, was hazy +and delicate. Ransom regarded the place as a town because Doctor Prance +had called it one; but it was a town where you smelt the breath of the +hay in the streets and you might gather blackberries in the principal +square. The houses looked at each other across the grass--low, rusty, +crooked, distended houses, with dry, cracked faces and the dim eyes of +small-paned, stiffly-sliding windows. Their little door-yards bristled +with rank, old-fashioned flowers, mostly yellow; and on the quarter that +stood back from the sea the fields sloped upward, and the woods in which +they presently lost themselves looked down over the roofs. Bolts and +bars were not a part of the domestic machinery of Marmion, and the +responsive menial, receiving the visitor on the threshold, was a +creature rather desired than definitely possessed; so that Basil Ransom +found Miss Chancellor's house-door gaping wide (as he had seen it the +night before), and destitute even of a knocker or a bell-handle. From +where he stood in the porch he could see the whole of the little +sitting-room on the left of the hall--see that it stretched straight +through to the back windows; that it was garnished with photographs of +foreign works of art, pinned upon the walls, and enriched with a piano +and other little extemporised embellishments, such as ingenious women +lavish upon the houses they hire for a few weeks. Verena told him +afterwards that Olive had taken her cottage furnished, but that the +paucity of chairs and tables and bedsteads was such that their little +party used almost to sit down, to lie down, in turn. On the other hand +they had all George Eliot's writings, and two photographs of the Sistine +Madonna. Ransom rapped with his stick on the lintel of the door, but no +one came to receive him; so he made his way into the parlour, where he +observed that his cousin Olive had as many German books as ever lying +about. He dipped into this literature, momentarily, according to his +wont, and then remembered that this was not what he had come for and +that as he waited at the door he had seen, through another door, opening +at the opposite end of the hall, signs of a small verandah attached to +the other face of the house. Thinking the ladies might be assembled +there in the shade, he pushed aside the muslin curtain of the back +window, and saw that the advantages of Miss Chancellor's summer +residence were in this quarter. There was a verandah, in fact, to which +a wide, horizontal trellis, covered with an ancient vine, formed a kind +of extension. Beyond the trellis was a small, lonely garden; beyond the +garden was a large, vague, woody space, where a few piles of old timber +were disposed, and which he afterwards learned to be a relic of the +shipbuilding era described to him by Doctor Prance; and still beyond +this again was the charming lake-like estuary he had already admired. +His eyes did not rest upon the distance; they were attracted by a figure +seated under the trellis, where the chequers of sun, in the interstices +of the vine leaves, fell upon a bright-coloured rug spread out on the +ground. The floor of the roughly-constructed verandah was so low that +there was virtually no difference in the level. It took Ransom only a +moment to recognise Miss Birdseye, though her back was turned to the +house. She was alone; she sat there motionless (she had a newspaper in +her lap, but her attitude was not that of a reader), looking at the +shimmering bay. She might be asleep; that was why Ransom moderated the +process of his long legs as he came round through the house to join her. +This precaution represented his only scruple. He stepped across the +verandah and stood close to her, but she did not appear to notice him. +Visibly, she was dozing, or presumably, rather, for her head was +enveloped in an old faded straw hat, which concealed the upper part of +her face. There were two or three other chairs near her, and a table on +which were half-a-dozen books and periodicals, together with a glass +containing a colourless liquid, on the top of which a spoon was laid. +Ransom desired only to respect her repose, so he sat down in one of the +chairs and waited till she should become aware of his presence. He +thought Miss Chancellor's back-garden a delightful spot, and his jaded +senses tasted the breeze--the idle, wandering summer wind--that stirred +the vine leaves over his head. The hazy shores on the other side of the +water, which had tints more delicate than the street vistas of New York +(they seemed powdered with silver, a sort of midsummer light), suggested +to him a land of dreams, a country in a picture. Basil Ransom had seen +very few pictures, there were none in Mississippi; but he had a vision +at times of something that would be more refined than the real world, +and the situation in which he now found himself pleased him almost as +much as if it had been a striking work of art. He was unable to see, as +I have said, whether Miss Birdseye were taking in the prospect through +open or only, imagination aiding (she had plenty of that), through +closed, tired, dazzled eyes. She appeared to him, as the minutes elapsed +and he sat beside her, the incarnation of well-earned rest, of patient, +submissive superannuation. At the end of her long day's work she might +have been placed there to enjoy this dim prevision of the peaceful +river, the gleaming shores, of the paradise her unselfish life had +certainly qualified her to enter, and which, apparently, would so soon +be opened to her. After a while she said, placidly, without turning: + +"I suppose it's about time I should take my remedy again. It does seem +as if she had found the right thing; don't you think so?" + +"Do you mean the contents of that tumbler? I shall be delighted to give +it to you, and you must tell me how much you take." And Basil Ransom, +getting up, possessed himself of the glass on the table. + +At the sound of his voice Miss Birdseye pushed back her straw hat by a +movement that was familiar to her, and twisting about her muffled figure +a little (even in August she felt the cold, and had to be much covered +up to sit out), directed at him a speculative, unastonished gaze. + +"One spoonful--two?" Ransom asked, stirring the dose and smiling. + +"Well, I guess I'll take two this time." + +"Certainly, Doctor Prance couldn't help finding the right thing," Ransom +said, as he administered the medicine; while the movement with which she +extended her face to take it made her seem doubly childlike. + +He put down the glass, and she relapsed into her position; she seemed to +be considering. "It's homeopathic," she remarked, in a moment. + +"Oh, I have no doubt of that; I presume you wouldn't take anything +else." + +"Well, it's generally admitted now to be the true system." + +Ransom moved closer to her, placed himself where she could see him +better. "It's a great thing to have the true system," he said, bending +towards her in a friendly way; "I'm sure you have it in everything." He +was not often hypocritical; but when he was he went all lengths. + +"Well, I don't know that any one has a right to say that. I thought you +were Verena," she added in a moment, taking him in again with her mild, +deliberate vision. + +"I have been waiting for you to recognise me; of course you didn't know +I was here--I only arrived last night." + +"Well, I'm glad you have come to see Olive now." + +"You remember that I wouldn't do that when I met you last?" + +"You asked me not to mention to her that I had met you; that's what I +principally recall." + +"And don't you remember what I told you I wanted to do? I wanted to go +out to Cambridge and see Miss Tarrant. Thanks to the information that +you were so good as to give me, I was able to do so." + +"Yes, she gave me quite a little description of your visit," said Miss +Birdseye, with a smile and a vague sound in her throat--a sort of +pensive, private reference to the idea of laughter--of which Ransom +never learned the exact significance, though he retained for a long time +afterwards a kindly memory of the old lady's manner at the moment. + +"I don't know how much she enjoyed it, but it was an immense pleasure to +me; so great a one that, as you see, I have come to call upon her +again." + +"Then, I presume, she _has_ shaken you?" + +"She has shaken me tremendously!" said Ransom, laughing. + +"Well, you'll be a great addition," Miss Birdseye returned. "And this +time your visit is also for Miss Chancellor?" + +"That depends on whether she will receive me." + +"Well, if she knows you are shaken, that will go a great way," said Miss +Birdseye, a little musingly, as if even to her unsophisticated mind it +had been manifested that one's relations with Miss Chancellor might be +ticklish. "But she can't receive you now--can she?--because she's out. +She has gone to the post office for the Boston letters, and they get so +many every day that she had to take Verena with her to help her carry +them home. One of them wanted to stay with me, because Doctor Prance has +gone fishing, but I said I presumed I could be left alone for about +seven minutes. I know how they love to be together; it seems as if one +_couldn't_ go out without the other. That's what they came down here +for, because it's quiet, and it didn't look as if there was any one else +they would be much drawn to. So it would be a pity for me to come down +after them just to spoil it!" + +"I am afraid I shall spoil it, Miss Birdseye." + +"Oh, well, a gentleman," murmured the ancient woman. + +"Yes, what can you expect of a gentleman? I certainly shall spoil it if +I can." + +"You had better go fishing with Doctor Prance," said Miss Birdseye, with +a serenity which showed that she was far from measuring the sinister +quality of the announcement he had just made. + +"I shan't object to that at all. The days here must be very long--very +full of hours. Have you got the doctor with you?" Ransom inquired, as if +he knew nothing at all about her. + +"Yes, Miss Chancellor invited us both; she is very thoughtful. She is +not merely a theoretic philanthropist--she goes into details," said Miss +Birdseye, presenting her large person, in her chair, as if she herself +were only an item. "It seems as if we were not so much wanted in Boston, +just in August." + +"And here you sit and enjoy the breeze, and admire the view," the young +man remarked, wondering when the two messengers, whose seven minutes +must long since have expired, would return from the post office. + +"Yes, I enjoy everything in this little old-world place; I didn't +suppose I should be satisfied to be so passive. It's a great contrast to +my former exertions. But somehow it doesn't seem as if there were any +trouble, or any wrong round here; and if there should be, there are Miss +Chancellor and Miss Tarrant to look after it. They seem to think I had +better fold my hands. Besides, when helpful, generous minds begin to +flock in from _your_ part of the country," Miss Birdseye continued, +looking at him from under the distorted and discoloured canopy of her +hat with a benignity which completed the idea in any cheerful sense he +chose. + +He felt by this time that he was committed to rather a dishonest part; +he was pledged not to give a shock to her optimism. This might cost him, +in the coming days, a good deal of dissimulation, but he was now saved +from any further expenditure of ingenuity by certain warning sounds +which admonished him that he must keep his wits about him for a purpose +more urgent. There were voices in the hall of the house, voices he knew, +which came nearer, quickly; so that before he had time to rise one of +the speakers had come out with the exclamation--"Dear Miss Birdseye, +here are seven letters for you!" The words fell to the ground, indeed, +before they were fairly spoken, and when Ransom got up, turning, he saw +Olive Chancellor standing there, with the parcel from the post office in +her hand. She stared at him in sudden horror; for the moment her +self-possession completely deserted her. There was so little of any +greeting in her face save the greeting of dismay, that he felt there was +nothing for him to say to her, nothing that could mitigate the odious +fact of his being there. He could only let her take it in, let her +divine that, this time, he was not to be got rid of. In an instant--to +ease off the situation--he held out his hand for Miss Birdseye's +letters, and it was a proof of Olive's having turned rather faint and +weak that she gave them up to him. He delivered the packet to the old +lady, and now Verena had appeared in the doorway of the house. As soon +as she saw him, she blushed crimson; but she did not, like Olive, stand +voiceless. + +"Why, Mr. Ransom," she cried out, "where in the world were _you_ washed +ashore?" Miss Birdseye, meanwhile, taking her letters, had no appearance +of observing that the encounter between Olive and her visitor was a kind +of concussion. + +It was Verena who eased off the situation; her gay challenge rose to her +lips as promptly as if she had had no cause for embarrassment. She was +not confused even when she blushed, and her alertness may perhaps be +explained by the habit of public speaking. Ransom smiled at her while +she came forward, but he spoke first to Olive, who had already turned +her eyes away from him and gazed at the blue sea-view as if she were +wondering what was going to happen to her at last. + +"Of course you are very much surprised to see me; but I hope to be able +to induce you to regard me not absolutely in the light of an intruder. I +found your door open, and I walked in, and Miss Birdseye seemed to think +I might stay. Miss Birdseye, I put myself under your protection; I +invoke you; I appeal to you," the young man went on. "Adopt me, answer +for me, cover me with the mantle of your charity!" + +Miss Birdseye looked up from her letters, as if at first she had only +faintly heard his appeal. She turned her eyes from Olive to Verena; then +she said, "Doesn't it seem as if we had room for all? When I remember +what I have seen in the South, Mr. Ransom's being here strikes me as a +great triumph." + +Olive evidently failed to understand, and Verena broke in with +eagerness, "It was by my letter, of course, that you knew we were here. +The one I wrote just before we came, Olive," she went on. "Don't you +remember I showed it to you?" + +At the mention of this act of submission on her friend's part Olive +started, flashing her a strange look; then she said to Basil that she +didn't see why he should explain so much about his coming; every one had +a right to come. It was a very charming place; it ought to do any one +good. "But it will have one defect for you," she added; "three-quarters +of the summer residents are women!" + +This attempted pleasantry on Miss Chancellor's part, so unexpected, so +incongruous, uttered with white lips and cold eyes, struck Ransom to +that degree by its oddity that he could not resist exchanging a glance +of wonder with Verena, who, if she had had the opportunity, could +probably have explained to him the phenomenon. Olive had recovered +herself, reminded herself that she was safe, that her companion in New +York had repudiated, denounced her pursuer; and, as a proof to her own +sense of her security, as well as a touching mark to Verena that now, +after what had passed, she had no fear, she felt that a certain light +mockery would be effective. + +"Ah, Miss Olive, don't pretend to think I love your sex so little, when +you know that what you really object to in me is that I love it too +much!" Ransom was not brazen, he was not impudent, he was really a very +modest man; but he was aware that whatever he said or did he was +condemned to seem impudent now, and he argued within himself that if he +was to have the dishonour of being thought brazen he might as well have +the comfort. He didn't care a straw, in truth, how he was judged or how +he might offend; he had a purpose which swallowed up such inanities as +that, and he was so full of it that it kept him firm, balanced him, gave +him an assurance that might easily have been confounded with a cold +detachment. "This place will do me good," he pursued; "I haven't had a +holiday for more than two years, I couldn't have gone another day; I was +finished. I would have written to you beforehand that I was coming, but +I only started at a few hours' notice. It occurred to me that this would +be just what I wanted; I remembered what Miss Tarrant had said in her +note, that it was a place where people could lie on the ground and wear +their old clothes. I delight to lie on the ground, and all my clothes +are old. I hope to be able to stay three or four weeks." + +Olive listened till he had done speaking; she stood a single moment +longer, and then, without a word, a glance, she rushed into the house. +Ransom saw that Miss Birdseye was immersed in her letters; so he went +straight to Verena and stood before her, looking far into her eyes. He +was not smiling now, as he had been in speaking to Olive. "Will you come +somewhere apart, where I can speak to you alone?" + +"Why have you done this? It was not right in you to come!" Verena looked +still as if she were blushing, but Ransom perceived he must allow for +her having been delicately scorched by the sun. + +"I have come because it is necessary--because I have something very +important to say to you. A great number of things." + +"The same things you said in New York? I don't want to hear them +again--they were horrible!" + +"No, not the same--different ones. I want you to come out with me, away +from here." + +"You always want me to come out! We can't go out here; we _are_ out, as +much as we can be!" Verena laughed. She tried to turn it off--feeling +that something really impended. + +"Come down into the garden, and out beyond there--to the water, where we +can speak. It's what I have come for; it was not for what I told Miss +Olive!" + +He had lowered his voice, as if Miss Olive might still hear them, and +there was something strangely grave--altogether solemn, indeed--in its +tone. Verena looked around her, at the splendid summer day, at the +much-swathed, formless figure of Miss Birdseye, holding her letter +inside her hat. "Mr. Ransom!" she articulated then, simply; and as her +eyes met his again they showed him a couple of tears. + +"It's not to make you suffer, I honestly believe. I don't want to say +anything that will hurt you. How can I possibly hurt you, when I feel to +you as I do?" he went on, with suppressed force. + +She said no more, but all her face entreated him to let her off, to +spare her; and as this look deepened, a quick sense of elation and +success began to throb in his heart, for it told him exactly what he +wanted to know. It told him that she was afraid of him, that she had +ceased to trust herself, that the way he had read her nature was the +right way (she was tremendously open to attack, she was meant for love, +she was meant for him), and that his arriving at the point at which he +wished to arrive was only a question of time. This happy consciousness +made him extraordinarily tender to her; he couldn't put enough +reassurance into his smile, his low murmur, as he said: "Only give me +ten minutes; don't receive me by turning me away. It's my holiday--my +poor little holiday; don't spoil it." + +Three minutes later Miss Birdseye, looking up from her letter, saw them +move together through the bristling garden and traverse a gap in the old +fence which enclosed the further side of it. They passed into the +ancient shipyard which lay beyond, and which was now a mere vague, +grass-grown approach to the waterside, bestrewn with a few remnants of +supererogatory timber. She saw them stroll forward to the edge of the +bay and stand there, taking the soft breeze in their faces. She watched +them a little, and it warmed her heart to see the stiff-necked young +Southerner led captive by a daughter of New England trained in the right +school, who would impose her opinions in their integrity. Considering +how prejudiced he must have been he was certainly behaving very well; +even at that distance Miss Birdseye dimly made out that there was +something positively humble in the way he invited Verena Tarrant to seat +herself on a low pile of weather-blackened planks, which constituted the +principal furniture of the place, and something, perhaps, just a trifle +too expressive of righteous triumph in the manner in which the girl put +the suggestion by and stood where she liked, a little proudly, turning a +good deal away from him. Miss Birdseye could see as much as this, but +she couldn't hear, so that she didn't know what it was that made Verena +turn suddenly back to him, at something he said. If she had known, +perhaps his observation would have struck her as less singular--under +the circumstances in which these two young persons met--than it may +appear to the reader. + +"They have accepted one of my articles; I think it's the best." These +were the first words that passed Basil Ransom's lips after the pair had +withdrawn as far as it was possible to withdraw (in that direction) from +the house. + +"Oh, is it printed--when does it appear?" Verena asked that question +instantly; it sprang from her lips in a manner that completely belied +the air of keeping herself at a distance from him which she had worn a +few moments before. + +He didn't tell her again this time, as he had told her when, on the +occasion of their walk together in New York, she expressed an +inconsequent hope that his fortune as a rejected contributor would take +a turn--he didn't remark to her once more that she was a delightful +being; he only went on (as if her revulsion were a matter of course) to +explain everything he could, so that she might as soon as possible know +him better and see how completely she could trust him. "That was, at +bottom, the reason I came here. The essay in question is the most +important thing I have done in the way of a literary attempt, and I +determined to give up the game or to persist, according as I should be +able to bring it to the light or not. The other day I got a letter from +the editor of the _Rational Review_, telling me that he should be very +happy to print it, that he thought it very remarkable, and that he +should be glad to hear from me again. He shall hear from me again--he +needn't be afraid! It contained a good many of the opinions I have +expressed to you, and a good many more besides. I really believe it will +attract some attention. At any rate, the simple fact that it is to be +published makes an era in my life. This will seem pitiful to you, no +doubt, who publish yourself, have been before the world these several +years, and are flushed with every kind of triumph; but to me it's simply +a tremendous affair. It makes me believe I may do something; it has +changed the whole way I look at my future. I have been building castles +in the air, and I have put you in the biggest and fairest of them. +That's a great change, and, as I say, it's really why I came on." + +Verena lost not a word of this gentle, conciliatory, explicit statement; +it was full of surprises for her, and as soon as Ransom had stopped +speaking she inquired: "Why, didn't you feel satisfied about your future +before?" + +Her tone made him feel how little she had suspected he could have the +weakness of a discouragement, how little of a question it must have +seemed to her that he would one day triumph on his own erratic line. It +was the sweetest tribute he had yet received to the idea that he might +have ability; the letter of the editor of the _Rational Review_ was +nothing to it. "No, I felt very blue; it didn't seem to me at all clear +that there was a place for me in the world." + +"Gracious!" said Verena Tarrant. + +A quarter of an hour later Miss Birdseye, who had returned to her +letters (she had a correspondent at Framingham who usually wrote fifteen +pages), became aware that Verena, who was now alone, was re-entering the +house. She stopped her on her way, and said she hoped she hadn't pushed +Mr. Ransom overboard. + +"Oh no; he has gone off--round the other way." + +"Well, I hope he is going to speak for us soon." + +Verena hesitated a moment. "He speaks with the pen. He has written a +very fine article--for the _Rational Review_." + +Miss Birdseye gazed at her young friend complacently; the sheets of her +interminable letter fluttered in the breeze. "Well, it's delightful to +see the way it goes on, isn't it?" + +Verena scarcely knew what to say; then, remembering that Doctor Prance +had told her that they might lose their dear old companion any day, and +confronting it with something Basil Ransom had just said--that the +_Rational Review_ was a quarterly and the editor had notified him that +his article would appear only in the number after the next--she +reflected that perhaps Miss Birdseye wouldn't be there, so many months +later, to see how it was her supposed consort had spoken. She might, +therefore, be left to believe what she liked to believe, without fear of +a day of reckoning. Verena committed herself to nothing more +confirmatory than a kiss, however, which the old lady's displaced +head-gear enabled her to imprint upon her forehead and which caused Miss +Birdseye to exclaim, "Why, Verena Tarrant, how cold your lips are!" It +was not surprising to Verena to hear that her lips were cold; a mortal +chill had crept over her, for she knew that this time she should have a +tremendous scene with Olive. + +She found her in her room, to which she had fled on quitting Mr. +Ransom's presence; she sat in the window, having evidently sunk into a +chair the moment she came in, a position from which she must have seen +Verena walk through the garden and down to the water with the intruder. +She remained as she had collapsed, quite prostrate; her attitude was the +same as that other time Verena had found her waiting, in New York. What +Olive was likely to say to her first the girl scarcely knew; her mind, +at any rate, was full of an intention of her own. She went straight to +her and fell on her knees before her, taking hold of the hands which +were clasped together, with nervous intensity, in Miss Chancellor's lap. +Verena remained a moment, looking up at her, and then said: + +"There is something I want to tell you now, without a moment's delay; +something I didn't tell you at the time it happened, nor afterwards. Mr. +Ransom came out to see me once, at Cambridge, a little while before we +went to New York. He spent a couple of hours with me; we took a walk +together and saw the colleges. It was after that that he wrote to +me--when I answered his letter, as I told you in New York. I didn't tell +you then of his visit. We had a great deal of talk about him, and I kept +that back. I did so on purpose; I can't explain why, except that I +didn't like to tell you, and that I thought it better. But now I want +you to know everything; when you know that, you _will_ know everything. +It was only one visit--about two hours. I enjoyed it very much--he +seemed so much interested. One reason I didn't tell you was that I +didn't want you to know that he had come on to Boston, and called on me +in Cambridge, without going to see you. I thought it might affect you +disagreeably. I suppose you will think I deceived you; certainly I left +you with a wrong impression. But now I want you to know all--all!" + +Verena spoke with breathless haste and eagerness; there was a kind of +passion in the way she tried to expiate her former want of candour. +Olive listened, staring; at first she seemed scarcely to understand. But +Verena perceived that she understood sufficiently when she broke out: +"You deceived me--you deceived me! Well, I must say I like your deceit +better than such dreadful revelations! And what does anything matter +when he has come after you now? What does he want--what has he come +for?" + +"He has come to ask me to be his wife." + +Verena said this with the same eagerness, with as determined an air of +not incurring any reproach this time. But as soon as she had spoken she +buried her head in Olive's lap. + +Olive made no attempt to raise it again, and returned none of the +pressure of her hands; she only sat silent for a time, during which +Verena wondered that the idea of the episode at Cambridge, laid bare +only after so many months, should not have struck her more deeply. +Presently she saw it was because the horror of what had just happened +drew her off from it. At last Olive asked: "Is that what he told you, +off there by the water?" + +"Yes"--and Verena looked up--"he wanted me to know it right away. He +says it's only fair to you that he should give notice of his intentions. +He wants to try and make me like him--so he says. He wants to see more +of me, and he wants me to know him better." + +Olive lay back in her chair, with dilated eyes and parted lips. "Verena +Tarrant, what _is_ there between you? what _can_ I hold on to, what +_can_ I believe? Two hours, in Cambridge, before we went to New York?" +The sense that Verena had been perfidious there--perfidious in her +reticence--now began to roll over her. "Mercy of heaven, how you did +act!" + +"Olive, it was to spare you." + +"To spare me? If you really wished to spare me he wouldn't be here now!" + +Miss Chancellor flashed this out with a sudden violence, a spasm which +threw Verena off and made her rise to her feet. For an instant the two +young women stood confronted, and a person who had seen them at that +moment might have taken them for enemies rather than friends. But any +such opposition could last but a few seconds. Verena replied, with a +tremor in her voice which was not that of passion, but of charity: "Do +you mean that I expected him, that I brought him? I never in my life was +more surprised at anything than when I saw him there." + +"Hasn't he the delicacy of one of his own slave-drivers? Doesn't he know +you loathe him?" + +Verena looked at her friend with a degree of majesty which, with her, +was rare. "I don't loathe him--I only dislike his opinions." + +"Dislike! Oh, misery!" And Olive turned away to the open window, leaning +her forehead against the lifted sash. + +Verena hesitated, then went to her, passing her arm round her. "Don't +scold me! help me--help me!" she murmured. + +Olive gave her a sidelong look; then, catching her up and facing her +again--"Will you come away, now, by the next train?" + +"Flee from him again, as I did in New York? No, no, Olive Chancellor, +that's not the way," Verena went on, reasoningly, as if all the wisdom +of the ages were seated on her lips. "Then how can we leave Miss +Birdseye, in her state? We must stay here--we must fight it out here." + +"Why not be honest, if you have been false--really honest, not only half +so? Why not tell him plainly that you love him?" + +"Love him, Olive? why, I scarcely know him." + +"You'll have a chance, if he stays a month!" + +"I don't dislike him, certainly, as you do. But how can I love him when +he tells me he wants me to give up everything, all our work, our faith, +our future, never to give another address, to open my lips in public? +How can I consent to that?" Verena went on, smiling strangely. + +"He asks you that, just that way?" + +"No; it's not that way. It's very kindly." + +"Kindly? Heaven help you, don't grovel! Doesn't he know it's my house?" +Olive added, in a moment. + +"Of course he won't come into it, if you forbid him." + +"So that you may meet him in other places--on the shore, in the +country?" + +"I certainly shan't avoid him, hide away from him," said Verena proudly. +"I thought I made you believe, in New York, that I really cared for our +aspirations. The way for me then is to meet him, feeling conscious of my +strength. What if I do like him? what does it matter? I like my work in +the world, I like everything I believe in, better." + +Olive listened to this, and the memory of how, in the house in Tenth +Street, Verena had rebuked her doubts, professed her own faith anew, +came back to her with a force which made the present situation appear +slightly less terrific. Nevertheless, she gave no assent to the girl's +logic; she only replied: "But you didn't meet him there; you hurried +away from New York, after I was willing you should stay. He affected you +very much there; you were not so calm when you came back to me from your +expedition to the park as you pretend to be now. To get away from him +you gave up all the rest." + +"I know I wasn't so calm. But now I have had three months to think about +it--about the way he affected me there. I take it very quietly." + +"No, you don't; you are not calm now!" + +Verena was silent a moment, while Olive's eyes continued to search her, +accuse her, condemn her. "It's all the more reason you shouldn't give me +stab after stab," she replied, with a gentleness which was infinitely +touching. + +It had an instant effect upon Olive; she burst into tears, threw herself +on her friend's bosom. "Oh, don't desert me--don't desert me, or you'll +kill me in torture," she moaned, shuddering. + +"You must help me--you must help me!" cried Verena, imploringly too. + + + + +XXXVII + + +Basil Ransom spent nearly a month at Marmion; in announcing this fact I +am very conscious of its extraordinary character. Poor Olive may well +have been thrown back into her alarms by his presenting himself there; +for after her return from New York she took to her soul the conviction +that she had really done with him. Not only did the impulse of revulsion +under which Verena had demanded that their departure from Tenth Street +should be immediate appear to her a proof that it had been sufficient +for her young friend to touch Mr. Ransom's moral texture with her +finger, as it were, in order to draw back for ever; but what she had +learned from her companion of his own manifestations, his apparent +disposition to throw up the game, added to her feeling of security. He +had spoken to Verena of their little excursion as his last opportunity, +let her know that he regarded it not as the beginning of a more intimate +acquaintance but as the end even of such relations as already existed +between them. He gave her up, for reasons best known to himself; if he +wanted to frighten Olive he judged that he had frightened her enough: +his Southern chivalry suggested to him perhaps that he ought to let her +off before he had worried her to death. Doubtless, too, he had perceived +how vain it was to hope to make Verena abjure a faith so solidly +founded; and though he admired her enough to wish to possess her on his +own terms, he shrank from the mortification which the future would have +in keeping for him--that of finding that, after six months of courting +and in spite of all her sympathy, her desire to do what people expected +of her, she despised his opinions as much as the first day. Olive +Chancellor was able to a certain extent to believe what she wished to +believe, and that was one reason why she had twisted Verena's flight +from New York, just after she let her friend see how much she should +like to drink deeper of the cup, into a warrant for living in a fool's +paradise. If she had been less afraid, she would have read things more +clearly; she would have seen that we don't run away from people unless +we fear them and that we don't fear them unless we know that we are +unarmed. Verena feared Basil Ransom now (though this time she declined +to run); but now she had taken up her weapons, she had told Olive she +was exposed, she had asked _her_ to be her defence. Poor Olive was +stricken as she had never been before, but the extremity of her danger +gave her a desperate energy. The only comfort in her situation was that +this time Verena had confessed her peril, had thrown herself into her +hands. "I like him--I can't help it--I do like him. I don't want to +marry him, I don't want to embrace his ideas, which are unspeakably +false and horrible; but I like him better than any gentleman I have +seen." So much as this the girl announced to her friend as soon as the +conversation of which I have just given a sketch was resumed, as it was +very soon, you may be sure, and very often, in the course of the next +few days. That was her way of saying that a great crisis had arrived in +her life, and the statement needed very little amplification to stand as +a shy avowal that she too had succumbed to the universal passion. Olive +had had her suspicions, her terrors, before; but she perceived now how +idle and foolish they had been, and that this was a different affair +from any of the "phases" of which she had hitherto anxiously watched the +development. As I say, she felt it to be a considerable mercy that +Verena's attitude was frank, for it gave her something to take hold of; +she could no longer be put off with sophistries about receiving visits +from handsome and unscrupulous young men for the sake of the +opportunities it gave one to convert them. She took hold, accordingly, +with passion, with fury; after the shock of Ransom's arrival had passed +away she determined that he should not find her chilled into dumb +submission. Verena had told her that she wanted her to hold her tight, +to rescue her; and there was no fear that, for an instant, she should +sleep at her post. + +"I like him--I like him; but I want to hate----" + +"You want to hate him!" Olive broke in. + +"No, I want to hate my liking. I want you to keep before me all the +reasons why I should--many of them so fearfully important. Don't let me +lose sight of anything! Don't be afraid I shall not be grateful when you +remind me." + +That was one of the singular speeches that Verena made in the course of +their constant discussion of the terrible question, and it must be +confessed that she made a great many. The strangest of all was when she +protested, as she did again and again to Olive, against the idea of +their seeking safety in retreat. She said there was a want of dignity in +it--that she had been ashamed, afterwards, of what she had done in +rushing away from New York. This care for her moral appearance was, on +Verena's part, something new; inasmuch as, though she had struck that +note on previous occasions--had insisted on its being her duty to face +the accidents and alarms of life--she had never erected such a standard +in the face of a disaster so sharply possible. It was not her habit +either to talk or to think about her dignity, and when Olive found her +taking that tone she felt more than ever that the dreadful, ominous, +fatal part of the situation was simply that now, for the first time in +all the history of their sacred friendship, Verena was not sincere. She +was not sincere when she told her that she wanted to be helped against +Mr. Ransom--when she exhorted her, that way, to keep everything that was +salutary and fortifying before her eyes. Olive did not go so far as to +believe that she was playing a part and putting her off with words +which, glossing over her treachery, only made it more cruel; she would +have admitted that that treachery was as yet unwitting, that Verena +deceived herself first of all, thinking she really wished to be saved. +Her phrases about her dignity were insincere, as well as her pretext +that they must stay to look after Miss Birdseye: as if Doctor Prance +were not abundantly able to discharge that function and would not be +enchanted to get them out of the house! Olive had perfectly divined by +this time that Doctor Prance had no sympathy with their movement, no +general ideas; that she was simply shut up to petty questions of +physiological science and of her own professional activity. She would +never have invited her down if she had realised this in advance so much +as the doctor's dry detachment from all their discussions, their +readings and practisings, her constant expeditions to fish and botanise, +subsequently enabled her to do. She was very narrow, but it did seem as +if she knew more about Miss Birdseye's peculiar physical +conditions--they were _very_ peculiar--than any one else, and this was a +comfort at a time when that admirable woman seemed to be suffering a +loss of vitality. + +"The great point is that it must be met some time, and it will be a +tremendous relief to have it over. He is determined to have it out with +me, and if the battle doesn't come off to-day we shall have to fight it +to-morrow. I don't see why this isn't as good a time as any other. My +lecture for the Music Hall is as good as finished, and I haven't got +anything else to do; so I can give all my attention to our personal +struggle. It requires a good deal, you would admit, if you knew how +wonderfully he can talk. If we should leave this place to-morrow he +would come after us to the very next one. He would follow us everywhere. +A little while ago we could have escaped him, because he says that then +he had no money. He hasn't got much now, but he has got enough to pay +his way. He is so encouraged by the reception of his article by the +editor of the _Rational Review_, that he is sure that in future his pen +will be a resource." + +These remarks were uttered by Verena after Basil Ransom had been three +days at Marmion, and when she reached this point her companion +interrupted her with the inquiry, "Is that what he proposes to support +you with--his pen?" + +"Oh yes; of course he admits we should be terribly poor." + +"And this vision of a literary career is based entirely upon an article +that hasn't yet seen the light? I don't see how a man of any refinement +can approach a woman with so beggarly an account of his position in +life." + +"He says he wouldn't--he would have been ashamed--three months ago; that +was why, when we were in New York, and he felt, even then--well (so he +says) all he feels now, he made up his mind not to persist, to let me +go. But just lately a change has taken place; his state of mind altered +completely, in the course of a week, in consequence of the letter that +editor wrote him about his contribution, and his paying for it right +off. It was a remarkably flattering letter. He says he believes in his +future now; he has before him a vision of distinction, of influence, and +of fortune, not great, perhaps, but sufficient to make life tolerable. +He doesn't think life is very delightful, in the nature of things; but +one of the best things a man can do with it is to get hold of some woman +(of course, she must please him very much, to make it worth while) whom +he may draw close to him." + +"And couldn't he get hold of any one but you--among all the exposed +millions of our sex?" poor Olive groaned. "Why must he pick you out, +when everything he knew about you showed you to be, exactly, the very +last?" + +"That's just what I have asked him, and he only remarks that there is no +reasoning about such things. He fell in love with me that first evening, +at Miss Birdseye's. So you see there was some ground for that mystic +apprehension of yours. It seems as if I pleased him more than any one." + +Olive flung herself over on the couch, burying her face in the cushions, +which she tumbled in her despair, and moaning out that he didn't love +Verena, he never had loved her, it was only his hatred of their cause +that made him pretend it; he wanted to do that an injury, to do it the +worst he could think of. He didn't love her, he hated her, he only +wanted to smother her, to crush her, to kill her--as she would +infallibly see that he would if she listened to him. It was because he +knew that her voice had magic in it, and from the moment he caught its +first note he had determined to destroy it. It was not tenderness that +moved him--it was devilish malignity; tenderness would be incapable of +requiring the horrible sacrifice that he was not ashamed to ask, of +requiring her to commit perjury and blasphemy, to desert a work, an +interest, with which her very heart-strings were interlaced, to give the +lie to her whole young past, to her purest, holiest ambitions. Olive put +forward no claim of her own, breathed, at first, at least, not a word of +remonstrance in the name of her personal loss, of their blighted union; +she only dwelt upon the unspeakable tragedy of a defection from their +standard, of a failure on Verena's part to carry out what she had +undertaken, of the horror of seeing her bright career blotted out with +darkness and tears, of the joy and elation that would fill the breast of +all their adversaries at this illustrious, consummate proof of the +fickleness, the futility, the predestined servility, of women. A man had +only to whistle for her, and she who had pretended most was delighted to +come and kneel at his feet. Olive's most passionate protest was summed +up in her saying that if Verena were to forsake them it would put back +the emancipation of women a hundred years. She did not, during these +dreadful days, talk continuously; she had long periods of pale, +intensely anxious, watchful silence, interrupted by outbreaks of +passionate argument, entreaty, invocation. It was Verena who talked +incessantly, Verena who was in a state entirely new to her, and, as any +one could see, in an attitude entirely unnatural and overdone. If she +was deceiving herself, as Olive said, there was something very affecting +in her effort, her ingenuity. If she tried to appear to Olive impartial, +coldly judicious, in her attitude with regard to Basil Ransom, and only +anxious to see, for the moral satisfaction of the thing, how good a +case, as a lover, he might make out for himself and how much he might +touch her susceptibilities, she endeavoured, still more earnestly, to +practise this fraud upon her own imagination. She abounded in every +proof that she should be in despair if she should be overborne, and she +thought of arguments even more convincing, if possible, than Olive's, +why she should hold on to her old faith, why she should resist even at +the cost of acute temporary suffering. She was voluble, fluent, +feverish; she was perpetually bringing up the subject, as if to +encourage her friend, to show how she kept possession of her judgement, +how independent she remained. + +No stranger situation can be imagined than that of these extraordinary +young women at this juncture; it was so singular on Verena's part, in +particular, that I despair of presenting it to the reader with the air +of reality. To understand it, one must bear in mind her peculiar +frankness, natural and acquired, her habit of discussing questions, +sentiments, moralities, her education, in the atmosphere of +lecture-rooms, of _seances_, her familiarity with the vocabulary of +emotion, the mysteries of "the spiritual life." She had learned to +breathe and move in a rarefied air, as she would have learned to speak +Chinese if her success in life had depended upon it; but this dazzling +trick, and all her artlessly artful facilities, were not a part of her +essence, an expression of her innermost preferences. What _was_ a part +of her essence was the extraordinary generosity with which she could +expose herself, give herself away, turn herself inside out, for the +satisfaction of a person who made demands of her. Olive, as we know, had +made the reflexion that no one was naturally less preoccupied with the +idea of her dignity, and though Verena put it forward as an excuse for +remaining where they were, it must be admitted that in reality she was +very deficient in the desire to be consistent with herself. Olive had +contributed with all her zeal to the development of Verena's gift; but I +scarcely venture to think now, what she may have said to herself, in the +secrecy of deep meditation, about the consequences of cultivating an +abundant eloquence. Did she say that Verena was attempting to smother +her now in her own phrases? did she view with dismay the fatal effect of +trying to have an answer for everything? From Olive's condition during +these lamentable weeks there is a certain propriety--a delicacy enjoined +by the respect for misfortune--in averting our head. She neither ate nor +slept; she could scarcely speak without bursting into tears; she felt so +implacably, insidiously baffled. She remembered the magnanimity with +which she had declined (the winter before the last) to receive the vow +of eternal maidenhood which she had at first demanded and then put by as +too crude a test, but which Verena, for a precious hour, for ever flown, +would _then_ have been willing to take. She repented of it with +bitterness and rage; and then she asked herself, more desperately still, +whether even if she held that pledge she should be brave enough to +enforce it in the face of actual complications. She believed that if it +were in her power to say, "No, I won't let you off; I have your solemn +word, and I won't!" Verena would bow to that decree and remain with her; +but the magic would have passed out of her spirit for ever, the +sweetness out of their friendship, the efficacy out of their work. She +said to her again and again that she had utterly changed since that hour +she came to her, in New York, after her morning with Mr. Ransom, and +sobbed out that they must hurry away. Then she had been wounded, +outraged, sickened, and in the interval nothing had happened, nothing +but that one exchange of letters, which she knew about, to bring her +round to a shameless tolerance. Shameless Verena admitted it to be; she +assented over and over to this proposition, and explained, as eagerly +each time as if it were the first, what it was that had come to pass, +what it was that had brought her round. It had simply come over her that +she liked him, that this was the true point of view, the only one from +which one could consider the situation in a way that would lead to what +she called a _real_ solution--a permanent rest. On this particular point +Verena never responded, in the liberal way I have mentioned, without +asseverating at the same time that what she desired most in the world +was to prove (the picture Olive had held up from the first) that a woman +_could_ live on persistently, clinging to a great, vivifying, redemptory +idea, without the help of a man. To testify to the end against the stale +superstition--mother of every misery--that those gentry were as +indispensable as they had proclaimed themselves on the house-tops--that, +she passionately protested, was as inspiring a thought in the present +poignant crisis as it had ever been. + +The one grain of comfort that Olive extracted from the terrors that +pressed upon her was that now she knew the worst; she knew it since +Verena had told her, after so long and so ominous a reticence, of the +detestable episode at Cambridge. That seemed to her the worst, because +it had been thunder in a clear sky; the incident had sprung from a +quarter from which, months before, all symptoms appeared to have +vanished. Though Verena had now done all she could to make up for her +perfidious silence by repeating everything that passed between them as +she sat with Mr. Ransom in Monadnoc Place or strolled with him through +the colleges, it imposed itself upon Olive that that occasion was the +key of all that had happened since, that he had then obtained an +irremediable hold upon her. If Verena had spoken at the time, she would +never have let her go to New York; the sole compensation for that +hideous mistake was that the girl, recognising it to the full, evidently +deemed now that she couldn't be communicative enough. There were certain +afternoons in August, long, beautiful and terrible, when one felt that +the summer was rounding its curve, and the rustle of the full-leaved +trees in the slanting golden light, in the breeze that ought to be +delicious, seemed the voice of the coming autumn, of the warnings and +dangers of life--portentous, insufferable hours when, as she sat under +the softly swaying vine-leaves of the trellis with Miss Birdseye and +tried, in order to still her nerves, to read something aloud to her +guest, the sound of her own quavering voice made her think more of that +baleful day at Cambridge than even of the fact that at that very moment +Verena was "off" with Mr. Ransom--had gone to take the little daily walk +with him to which it had been arranged that their enjoyment of each +other's society should be reduced. Arranged, I say; but that is not +exactly the word to describe the compromise arrived at by a kind of +tacit exchange of tearful entreaty and tightened grasp, after Ransom had +made it definite to Verena that he was indeed going to stay a month and +she had promised that she would not resort to base evasions, to flight +(which would avail her nothing, he notified her), but would give him a +chance, would listen to him a few minutes every day. He had insisted +that the few minutes should be an hour, and the way to spend it was +obvious. They wandered along the waterside to a rocky, shrub-covered +point, which made a walk of just the right duration. Here all the homely +languor of the region, the mild, fragrant Cape-quality, the sweetness of +white sands, quiet waters, low promontories where there were paths among +the barberries and tidal pools gleamed in the sunset--here all the +spirit of a ripe summer afternoon seemed to hang in the air. There were +wood-walks too; they sometimes followed bosky uplands, where accident +had grouped the trees with odd effects of "style," and where in grassy +intervals and fragrant nooks of rest they came out upon sudden patches +of Arcady. In such places Verena listened to her companion with her +watch in her hand, and she wondered, very sincerely, how he could care +for a girl who made the conditions of courtship so odious. He had +recognised, of course, at the very first, that he could not inflict +himself again upon Miss Chancellor, and after that awkward morning-call +I have described he did not again, for the first three weeks of his stay +at Marmion, penetrate into the cottage whose back windows overlooked the +deserted shipyard. Olive, as may be imagined, made, on this occasion, no +protest for the sake of being ladylike or of preventing him from putting +her apparently in the wrong. The situation between them was too grim; it +was war to the knife, it was a question of which should pull hardest. So +Verena took a tryst with the young man as if she had been a maid-servant +and Basil Ransom a "follower." They met a little way from the house; +beyond it, outside the village. + + + + +XXXVIII + + +Olive thought she knew the worst, as we have perceived; but the worst +was really something she could not know, inasmuch as up to this time +Verena chose as little to confide to her on that one point as she was +careful to expatiate with her on every other. The change that had taken +place in the object of Basil Ransom's merciless devotion since the +episode in New York was, briefly, just this change--that the words he +had spoken to her there about her genuine vocation, as distinguished +from the hollow and factitious ideal with which her family and her +association with Olive Chancellor had saddled her--these words, the most +effective and penetrating he had uttered, had sunk into her soul and +worked and fermented there. She had come at last to believe them, and +that was the alteration, the transformation. They had kindled a light in +which she saw herself afresh and, strange to say, liked herself better +than in the old exaggerated glamour of the lecture-lamps. She could not +tell Olive this yet, for it struck at the root of everything, and the +dreadful, delightful sensation filled her with a kind of awe at all that +it implied and portended. She was to burn everything she had adored; she +was to adore everything she had burned. The extraordinary part of it was +that though she felt the situation to be, as I say, tremendously +serious, she was not ashamed of the treachery which she--yes, decidedly, +by this time she must admit it to herself--she meditated. It was simply +that the truth had changed sides; that radiant image began to look at +her from Basil Ransom's expressive eyes. She loved, she was in love--she +felt it in every throb of her being. Instead of being constituted by +nature for entertaining that sentiment in an exceptionally small degree +(which had been the implication of her whole crusade, the warrant for +her offer of old to Olive to renounce), she was framed, apparently, to +allow it the largest range, the highest intensity. It was always +passion, in fact; but now the object was other. Formerly she had been +convinced that the fire of her spirit was a kind of double flame, one +half of which was responsive friendship for a most extraordinary person, +and the other pity for the sufferings of women in general. Verena gazed +aghast at the colourless dust into which, in three short months +(counting from the episode in New York), such a conviction as that could +crumble; she felt it must be a magical touch that could bring about such +a cataclysm. Why Basil Ransom had been deputed by fate to exercise this +spell was more than she could say--poor Verena, who up to so lately had +flattered herself that she had a wizard's wand in her own pocket. + +When she saw him a little way off, about five o'clock--the hour she +usually went out to meet him--waiting for her at a bend of the road +which lost itself, after a winding, straggling mile or two, in the +indented, insulated "point," where the wandering bee droned through the +hot hours with a vague, misguided flight, she felt that his tall, +watching figure, with the low horizon behind, represented well the +importance, the towering eminence he had in her mind--the fact that he +was just now, to her vision, the most definite and upright, the most +incomparable, object in the world. If he had not been at his post when +she expected him she would have had to stop and lean against something, +for weakness; her whole being would have throbbed more painfully than it +throbbed at present, though finding him there made her nervous enough. +And who was he, what was he? she asked herself. What did he offer her +besides a chance (in which there was no compensation of brilliancy or +fashion) to falsify, in a conspicuous manner, every hope and pledge she +had hitherto given? He allowed her, certainly, no illusion on the +subject of the fate she should meet as his wife; he flung over it no +rosiness of promised ease; he let her know that she should be poor, +withdrawn from view, a partner of his struggle, of his severe, hard, +unique stoicism. When he spoke of such things as these, and bent his +eyes on her, she could not keep the tears from her own; she felt that to +throw herself into his life (bare and arid as for the time it was) was +the condition of happiness for her, and yet that the obstacles were +terrible, cruel. It must not be thought that the revolution which was +taking place in her was unaccompanied with suffering. She suffered less +than Olive certainly, for her bent was not, like her friend's, in that +direction; but as the wheel of her experience went round she had the +sensation of being ground very small indeed. With her light, bright +texture, her complacent responsiveness, her genial, graceful, ornamental +cast, her desire to keep on pleasing others at the time when a force she +had never felt before was pushing her to please herself, poor Verena +lived in these days in a state of moral tension--with a sense of being +strained and aching--which she didn't betray more only because it was +absolutely not in her power to look desperate. An immense pity for Olive +sat in her heart, and she asked herself how far it was necessary to go +in the path of self-sacrifice. Nothing was wanting to make the wrong she +should do her complete; she had deceived her up to the very last; only +three months earlier she had reasserted her vows, given her word, with +every show of fidelity and enthusiasm. There were hours when it seemed +to Verena that she must really push her inquiry no further, but content +herself with the conclusion that she loved as deeply as a woman could +love and that it didn't make any difference. She felt Olive's grasp too +clinching, too terrible. She said to herself that she should never dare, +that she might as well give up early as late; that the scene, at the +end, would be something she couldn't face; that she had no right to +blast the poor creature's whole future. She had a vision of those +dreadful years; she knew that Olive would never get over the +disappointment. It would touch her in the point where she felt +everything most keenly; she would be incurably lonely and eternally +humiliated. It was a very peculiar thing, their friendship; it had +elements which made it probably as complete as any (between women) that +had ever existed. Of course it had been more on Olive's side than on +hers, she had always known that; but that, again, didn't make any +difference. It was of no use for her to tell herself that Olive had +begun it entirely and she had only responded out of a kind of charmed +politeness, at first, to a tremendous appeal. She had lent herself, +given herself, utterly, and she ought to have known better if she didn't +mean to abide by it. At the end of three weeks she felt that her inquiry +was complete, but that after all nothing was gained except an immense +interest in Basil Ransom's views and the prospect of an eternal +heartache. He had told her he wanted her to know him, and now she knew +him pretty thoroughly. She knew him and she adored him, but it didn't +make any difference. To give him up or to give Olive up--this effort +would be the greater of the two. + +If Basil Ransom had the advantage, as far back as that day in New York, +of having struck a note which was to reverberate, it may easily be +imagined that he did not fail to follow it up. If he had projected a new +light into Verena's mind, and made the idea of giving herself to a man +more agreeable to her than that of giving herself to a movement, he +found means to deepen this illumination, to drag her former standard in +the dust. He was in a very odd situation indeed, carrying on his siege +with his hands tied. As he had to do everything in an hour a day, he +perceived that he must confine himself to the essential. The essential +was to show her how much he loved her, and then to press, to press, +always to press. His hovering about Miss Chancellor's habitation without +going in was a strange regimen to be subjected to, and he was sorry not +to see more of Miss Birdseye, besides often not knowing what to do with +himself in the mornings and evenings. Fortunately he had brought plenty +of books (volumes of rusty aspect, picked up at New York bookstalls), +and in such an affair as this he could take the less when the more was +forbidden him. For the mornings, sometimes, he had the resource of +Doctor Prance, with whom he made a great many excursions on the water. +She was devoted to boating and an ardent fisherwoman, and they used to +pull out into the bay together, cast their lines, and talk a prodigious +amount of heresy. She met him, as Verena met him, "in the environs," but +in a different spirit. He was immensely amused at her attitude, and saw +that nothing in the world could, as he expressed it, make her wink. She +would never blench nor show surprise; she had an air of taking +everything abnormal for granted; betrayed no consciousness of the oddity +of Ransom's situation; said nothing to indicate she had noticed that +Miss Chancellor was in a frenzy or that Verena had a daily appointment. +You might have supposed from her manner that it was as natural for +Ransom to sit on a fence half a mile off as in one of the red +rocking-chairs, of the so-called "Shaker" species, which adorned Miss +Chancellor's back verandah. The only thing our young man didn't like +about Doctor Prance was the impression she gave him (out of the crevices +of her reticence he hardly knew how it leaked) that she thought Verena +rather slim. She took an ironical view of almost any kind of courtship, +and he could see she didn't wonder women were such featherheads, so long +as, whatever brittle follies they cultivated, they could get men to come +and sit on fences for them. Doctor Prance told him Miss Birdseye noticed +nothing; she had sunk, within a few days, into a kind of transfigured +torpor; she didn't seem to know whether Mr. Ransom were anywhere round +or not. She guessed she thought he had just come down for a day and gone +off again; she probably supposed he just wanted to get toned up a little +by Miss Tarrant. Sometimes, out in the boat, when she looked at him in +vague, sociable silence, while she waited for a bite (she delighted in a +bite), she had an expression of diabolical shrewdness. When Ransom was +not scorching there beside her (he didn't mind the sun of +Massachusetts), he lounged about in the pastoral land which hung (at a +very moderate elevation) above the shore. He always had a book in his +pocket, and he lay under whispering trees and kicked his heels and made +up his mind on what side he should take Verena the next time. At the end +of a fortnight he had succeeded (so he believed, at least) far better +than he had hoped, in this sense, that the girl had now the air of +making much more light of her "gift." He was indeed quite appalled at +the facility with which she threw it over, gave up the idea that it was +useful and precious. That had been what he wanted her to do, and the +fact of the sacrifice (once she had fairly looked at it) costing her so +little only proved his contention, only made it clear that it was not +necessary to her happiness to spend half her life ranting (no matter how +prettily) in public. All the same he said to himself that, to make up +for the loss of whatever was sweet in the reputation of the thing, he +should have to be tremendously nice to her in all the coming years. +During the first week he was at Marmion she made of him an inquiry which +touched on this point. + +"Well, if it's all a mere delusion, why should this facility have been +given me--why should I have been saddled with a superfluous talent? I +don't care much about it--I don't mind telling you that; but I confess I +should like to know what is to become of all that part of me, if I +retire into private life, and live, as you say, simply to be charming +for you. I shall be like a singer with a beautiful voice (you have told +me yourself my voice is beautiful) who has accepted some decree of never +raising a note. Isn't that a great waste, a great violation of nature? +Were not our talents given us to use, and have we any right to smother +them and deprive our fellow-creatures of such pleasure as they may +confer? In the arrangement you propose" (that was Verena's way of +speaking of the question of their marriage) "I don't see what provision +is made for the poor faithful, dismissed servant. It is all very well to +be charming to you, but there are people who have told me that once I +get on a platform I am charming to all the world. There is no harm in my +speaking of that, because you have told me so yourself. Perhaps you +intend to have a platform erected in our front parlour, where I can +address you every evening, and put you to sleep after your work. I say +our _front_ parlour, as if it were certain we should have two! It +doesn't look as if our means would permit that--and we must have some +place to dine, if there is to be a platform in our sitting-room." + +"My dear young woman, it will be easy to solve the difficulty: the +dining-table itself shall be our platform, and you shall mount on top of +that." This was Basil Ransom's sportive reply to his companion's very +natural appeal for light, and the reader will remark that if it led her +to push her investigation no further, she was very easily satisfied. +There was more reason, however, as well as more appreciation of a very +considerable mystery, in what he went on to say. "Charming to me, +charming to all the world? What will become of your charm?--is that what +you want to know? It will be about five thousand times greater than it +is now; that's what will become of it. We shall find plenty of room for +your facility; it will lubricate our whole existence. Believe me, Miss +Tarrant, these things will take care of themselves. You won't sing in +the Music Hall, but you will sing to me; you will sing to every one who +knows you and approaches you. Your gift is indestructible; don't talk as +if I either wanted to wipe it out or should be able to make it a +particle less divine. I want to give it another direction, certainly; +but I don't want to stop your activity. Your gift is the gift of +expression, and there is nothing I can do for you that will make you +less expressive. It won't gush out at a fixed hour and on a fixed day, +but it will irrigate, it will fertilise, it will brilliantly adorn your +conversation. Think how delightful it will be when your influence +becomes really social. Your facility, as you call it, will simply make +you, in conversation, the most charming woman in America." + +It is to be feared, indeed, that Verena was easily satisfied (convinced, +I mean, not that she ought to succumb to him, but that there were +lovely, neglected, almost unsuspected truths on his side); and there is +further evidence on the same head in the fact that after the first once +or twice she found nothing to say to him (much as she was always saying +to herself) about the cruel effect her apostasy would have upon Olive. +She forbore to plead that reason after she had seen how angry it made +him, and with how almost savage a contempt he denounced so flimsy a +pretext. He wanted to know since when it was more becoming to take up +with a morbid old maid than with an honourable young man; and when +Verena pronounced the sacred name of friendship he inquired what +fanatical sophistry excluded him from a similar privilege. She had told +him, in a moment of expansion (Verena believed she was immensely on her +guard, but her guard was very apt to be lowered), that his visits to +Marmion cast in Olive's view a remarkable light upon his chivalry; she +chose to regard his resolute pursuit of Verena as a covert persecution +of herself. Verena repented, as soon as she had spoken, of having given +further currency to this taunt; but she perceived the next moment no +harm was done, Basil Ransom taking in perfectly good part Miss +Chancellor's reflexions on his delicacy, and making them the subject of +much free laughter. She could not know, for in the midst of his hilarity +the young man did not compose himself to tell her, that he had made up +his mind on this question before he left New York--as long ago as when +he wrote her the note (subsequent to her departure from that city) to +which allusion has already been made, and which was simply the fellow of +the letter addressed to her after his visit to Cambridge: a friendly, +respectful, yet rather pregnant sign that, decidedly, on second +thoughts, separation didn't imply for him the intention of silence. We +know a little about his second thoughts, as much as is essential, and +especially how the occasion of their springing up had been the windfall +of an editor's encouragement. The importance of that encouragement, to +Basil's imagination, was doubtless much augmented by his desire for an +excuse to take up again a line of behaviour which he had forsworn (small +as had, as yet, been his opportunity to indulge in it) very much less +than he supposed; still, it worked an appreciable revolution in his view +of his case, and made him ask himself what amount of consideration he +should (from the most refined Southern point of view) owe Miss +Chancellor in the event of his deciding to go after Verena Tarrant in +earnest. He was not slow to decide that he owed her none. Chivalry had +to do with one's relations with people one hated, not with those one +loved. He didn't hate poor Miss Olive, though she might make him yet; +and even if he did, any chivalry was all moonshine which should require +him to give up the girl he adored in order that his third cousin should +see he could be gallant. Chivalry was forbearance and generosity with +regard to the weak; and there was nothing weak about Miss Olive, she was +a fighting woman, and she would fight him to the death, giving him not +an inch of odds. He felt that she was fighting there all day long, in +her cottage fortress; her resistance was in the air he breathed, and +Verena came out to him sometimes quite limp and pale from the tussle. + +It was in the same jocose spirit with which he regarded Olive's view of +the sort of standard a Mississippian should live up to that he talked to +Verena about the lecture she was preparing for her great exhibition at +the Music Hall. He learned from her that she was to take the field in +the manner of Mrs. Farrinder, for a winter campaign, carrying with her a +tremendous big gun. Her engagements were all made, her route was marked +out; she expected to repeat her lecture in about fifty different places. +It was to be called "A Woman's Reason," and both Olive and Miss Birdseye +thought it, so far as they could tell in advance, her most promising +effort. She wasn't going to trust to inspiration this time; she didn't +want to meet a big Boston audience without knowing where she was. +Inspiration, moreover, seemed rather to have faded away; in consequence +of Olive's influence she had read and studied so much that it seemed now +as if everything must take form beforehand. Olive was a splendid critic, +whether he liked her or not, and she had made her go over every word of +her lecture twenty times. There wasn't an intonation she hadn't made her +practise; it was very different from the old system, when her father had +worked her up. If Basil considered women superficial, it was a pity he +couldn't see what Olive's standard of preparation was, or be present at +their rehearsals, in the evening, in their little parlour. Ransom's +state of mind in regard to the affair at the Music Hall was simply +this--that he was determined to circumvent it if he could. He covered it +with ridicule, in talking of it to Verena, and the shafts he levelled at +it went so far that he could see she thought he exaggerated his dislike +to it. In point of fact he could not have overstated that; so odious did +the idea seem to him that she was soon to be launched in a more +infatuated career. He vowed to himself that she should never take that +fresh start which would commit her irretrievably if she should succeed +(and she would succeed--he had not the slightest doubt of her power to +produce a sensation in the Music Hall), to the acclamations of the +newspapers. He didn't care for her engagements, her campaigns, or all +the expectancy of her friends; to "squelch" all that, at a stroke, was +the dearest wish of his heart. It would represent to him his own +success, it would symbolise his victory. It became a fixed idea with +him, and he warned her again and again. When she laughed and said she +didn't see how he could stop her unless he kidnapped her, he really +pitied her for not perceiving, beneath his ominous pleasantries, the +firmness of his resolution. He felt almost capable of kidnapping her. It +was palpably in the air that she would become "widely popular," and that +idea simply sickened him. He felt as differently as possible about it +from Mr. Matthias Pardon. + +One afternoon, as he returned with Verena from a walk which had been +accomplished completely within the prescribed conditions, he saw, from a +distance, Doctor Prance, who had emerged bare-headed from the cottage, +and, shading her eyes from the red, declining sun, was looking up and +down the road. It was part of the regulation that Ransom should separate +from Verena before reaching the house, and they had just paused to +exchange their last words (which every day promoted the situation more +than any others), when Doctor Prance began to beckon to them with much +animation. They hurried forward, Verena pressing her hand to her heart, +for she had instantly guessed that something terrible had happened to +Olive--she had given out, fainted away, perhaps fallen dead, with the +cruelty of the strain. Doctor Prance watched them come, with a curious +look in her face; it was not a smile, but a kind of exaggerated +intimation that she noticed nothing. In an instant she had told them +what was the matter. Miss Birdseye had had a sudden weakness; she had +remarked abruptly that she was dying, and her pulse, sure enough, had +fallen to nothing. She was down on the piazza with Miss Chancellor and +herself, and they had tried to get her up to bed. But she wouldn't let +them move her; she was passing away, and she wanted to pass away just +there, in such a pleasant place, in her customary chair, looking at the +sunset. She asked for Miss Tarrant, and Miss Chancellor told her she was +out--walking with Mr. Ransom. Then she wanted to know if Mr. Ransom was +still there--she supposed he had gone. (Basil knew, by Verena, apart +from this, that his name had not been mentioned to the old lady since +the morning he saw her.) She expressed a wish to see him--she had +something to say to him; and Miss Chancellor told her that he would be +back soon, with Verena, and that they would bring him in. Miss Birdseye +said she hoped they wouldn't be long, because she was sinking; and +Doctor Prance now added, like a person who knew what she was talking +about, that it was, in fact, the end. She had darted out two or three +times to look for them, and they must step right in. Verena had scarcely +given her time to tell her story; she had already rushed into the house. +Ransom followed with Doctor Prance, conscious that for him the occasion +was doubly solemn; inasmuch as if he was to see poor Miss Birdseye yield +up her philanthropic soul, he was on the other hand doubtless to receive +from Miss Chancellor a reminder that _she_ had no intention of quitting +the game. + +By the time he had made this reflexion he stood in the presence of his +kinswoman and her venerable guest, who was sitting just as he had seen +her before, muffled and bonneted, on the back piazza of the cottage. +Olive Chancellor was on one side of her holding one of her hands, and on +the other was Verena, who had dropped on her knees, close to her, +bending over those of the old lady. "Did you ask for me--did you want +me?" the girl said tenderly. "I will never leave you again." + +"Oh, I won't keep you long. I only wanted to see you once more." Miss +Birdseye's voice was very low, like that of a person breathing with +difficulty; but it had no painful nor querulous note--it expressed only +the cheerful weariness which had marked all this last period of her +life, and which seemed to make it now as blissful as it was suitable +that she should pass away. Her head was thrown back against the top of +the chair, the ribbon which confined her ancient hat hung loose, and the +late afternoon light covered her octogenarian face and gave it a kind of +fairness, a double placidity. There was, to Ransom, something almost +august in the trustful renunciation of her countenance; something in it +seemed to say that she had been ready long before, but as the time was +not ripe she had waited, with her usual faith that all was for the best; +only, at present, since the right conditions met, she couldn't help +feeling that it was quite a luxury, the greatest she had ever tasted. +Ransom knew why it was that Verena had tears in her eyes as she looked +up at her patient old friend; she had spoken to him, often, during the +last three weeks, of the stories Miss Birdseye had told her of the great +work of her life, her mission, repeated year after year, among the +Southern blacks. She had gone among them with every precaution, to teach +them to read and write; she had carried them Bibles and told them of the +friends they had in the North who prayed for their deliverance. Ransom +knew that Verena didn't reproduce these legends with a view to making +him ashamed of his Southern origin, his connexion with people who, in a +past not yet remote, had made that kind of apostleship necessary; he +knew this because she had heard what he thought of all that chapter +himself; he had given her a kind of historical summary of the slavery +question which left her no room to say that he was more tender to that +particular example of human imbecility than he was to any other. But she +had told him that this was what _she_ would have liked to do--to wander, +alone, with her life in her hand, on an errand of mercy, through a +country in which society was arrayed against her; she would have liked +it much better than simply talking about the right from the gas-lighted +vantage of the New England platform. Ransom had replied simply +"Balderdash!" it being his theory, as we have perceived, that he knew +much more about Verena's native bent than the young lady herself. This +did not, however, as he was perfectly aware, prevent her feeling that +she had come too late for the heroic age of New England life, and +regarding Miss Birdseye as a battered, immemorial monument of it. Ransom +could share such an admiration as that, especially at this moment; he +had said to Verena, more than once, that he wished he might have met the +old lady in Carolina or Georgia before the war--shown her round among +the negroes and talked over New England ideas with her; there were a +good many he didn't care much about now, but at that time they would +have been tremendously refreshing. Miss Birdseye had given herself away +so lavishly all her life that it was rather odd there was anything left +of her for the supreme surrender. When he looked at Olive he saw that +she meant to ignore him; and during the few minutes he remained on the +spot his kinswoman never met his eye. She turned away, indeed, as soon +as Doctor Prance said, leaning over Miss Birdseye, "I have brought Mr. +Ransom to you. Don't you remember you asked for him?" + +"I am very glad to see you again," Ransom remarked. "It was very good of +you to think of me." At the sound of his voice Olive rose and left her +place; she sank into a chair at the other end of the piazza, turning +round to rest her arms on the back and bury her head in them. + +Miss Birdseye looked at the young man still more dimly than she had ever +done before. "I thought you were gone. You never came back." + +"He spends all his time in long walks; he enjoys the country so much," +Verena said. + +"Well, it's very beautiful, what I see from here. I haven't been strong +enough to move round since the first days. But I am going to move now." +She smiled when Ransom made a gesture as if to help her, and added: "Oh, +I don't mean I am going to move out of my chair." + +"Mr. Ransom has been out in a boat with me several times. I have been +showing him how to cast a line," said Doctor Prance, who appeared to +deprecate a sentimental tendency. + +"Oh, well, then, you have been one of our party; there seems to be every +reason why you should feel that you belong to us." Miss Birdseye looked +at the visitor with a sort of misty earnestness, as if she wished to +communicate with him further; then her glance turned slightly aside; she +tried to see what had become of Olive. She perceived that Miss +Chancellor had withdrawn herself, and, closing her eyes, she mused, +ineffectually, on the mystery she had not grasped, the peculiarity of +Basil Ransom's relations with her hostess. She was visibly too weak to +concern herself with it very actively; she only felt, now that she +seemed really to be going, a desire to reconcile and harmonise. But she +presently exhaled a low, soft sigh--a kind of confession that it was too +mixed, that she gave it up. Ransom had feared for a moment that she was +about to indulge in some appeal to Olive, some attempt to make him join +hands with that young lady, as a supreme satisfaction to herself. But he +saw that her strength failed her, and that, besides, things were getting +less clear to her; to his considerable relief, inasmuch as, though he +would not have objected to joining hands, the expression of Miss +Chancellor's figure and her averted face, with their desperate collapse, +showed him well enough how _she_ would have met such a proposal. What +Miss Birdseye clung to, with benignant perversity, was the idea that, in +spite of his exclusion from the house, which was perhaps only the result +of a certain high-strung jealousy on Olive's part of her friend's other +personal ties, Verena had drawn him in, had made him sympathise with the +great reform and desire to work for it. Ransom saw no reason why such an +illusion should be dear to Miss Birdseye; his contact with her in the +past had been so momentary that he could not account for her taking an +interest in his views, in his throwing his weight into the right scale. +It was part of the general desire for justice that fermented within her, +the passion for progress; and it was also in some degree her interest in +Verena--a suspicion, innocent and idyllic, as any such suspicion on Miss +Birdseye's part must be, that there was something between them, that the +closest of all unions (as Miss Birdseye at least supposed it was) was +preparing itself. Then his being a Southerner gave a point to the whole +thing; to bring round a Southerner would be a real encouragement for one +who had seen, even at a time when she was already an old woman, what was +the tone of opinion in the cotton States. Ransom had no wish to +discourage her, and he bore well in mind the caution Doctor Prance had +given him about destroying her last theory. He only bowed his head very +humbly, not knowing what he had done to earn the honour of being the +subject of it. His eyes met Verena's as she looked up at him from her +place at Miss Birdseye's feet, and he saw she was following his thought, +throwing herself into it, and trying to communicate to him a wish. The +wish touched him immensely; she was dreadfully afraid he would betray +her to Miss Birdseye--let her know how she had cooled off. Verena was +ashamed of that now, and trembled at the danger of exposure; her eyes +adjured him to be careful of what he said. Her tremor made him glow a +little in return, for it seemed to him the fullest confession of his +influence she had yet made. + +"We have been a very happy little party," she said to the old lady. "It +is delightful that you should have been able to be with us all these +weeks." + +"It has been a great rest. I am very tired. I can't speak much. It has +been a lovely time. I have done so much--so many things." + +"I guess I wouldn't talk much, Miss Birdseye," said Doctor Prance, who +had now knelt down on the other side of her. "We know how much you have +done. Don't you suppose every one knows _your_ life?" + +"It isn't much--only I tried to take hold. When I look back from here, +from where we've sat, I can measure the progress. That's what I wanted +to say to you and Mr. Ransom--because I'm going fast. Hold on to me, +that's right; but you can't keep me. I don't want to stay now; I presume +I shall join some of the others that we lost long ago. Their faces come +back to me now, quite fresh. It seems as if they might be waiting; as if +they were all there; as if they wanted to hear. You mustn't think +there's no progress because you don't see it all right off; that's what +I wanted to say. It isn't till you have gone a long way that you can +feel what's been done. That's what I see when I look back from here; I +see that the community wasn't half waked up when I was young." + +"It is you that have waked it up more than any one else, and it's for +that we honour you, Miss Birdseye!" Verena cried, with a sudden violence +of emotion. "If you were to live for a thousand years, you would think +only of others--you would think only of helping on humanity. You are our +heroine, you are our saint, and there has never been any one like you!" +Verena had no glance for Ransom now, and there was neither deprecation +nor entreaty in her face. A wave of contrition, of shame, had swept over +her--a quick desire to atone for her secret swerving by a renewed +recognition of the nobleness of such a life as Miss Birdseye's. + +"Oh, I haven't effected very much; I have only cared and hoped. You will +do more than I have ever done--you and Olive Chancellor, because you are +young and bright, brighter than I ever was; and besides, everything has +got started." + +"Well, you've got started, Miss Birdseye," Doctor Prance remarked, with +raised eyebrows, protesting dryly but kindly, and putting forward, with +an air as if, after all, it didn't matter much, an authority that had +been superseded. The manner in which this competent little woman +indulged her patient showed sufficiently that the good lady was sinking +fast. + +"We will think of you always, and your name will be sacred to us, and +that will teach us singleness and devotion," Verena went on, in the same +tone, still not meeting Ransom's eyes again, and speaking as if she were +trying now to stop herself, to tie herself by a vow. + +"Well, it's the thing you and Olive have given your lives to that has +absorbed me most, of late years. I did want to see justice done--to us. +I haven't seen it, but you will. And Olive will. Where is she--why isn't +she near me, to bid me farewell? And Mr. Ransom will--and he will be +proud to have helped." + +"Oh, mercy, mercy!" cried Verena, burying her head in Miss Birdseye's +lap. + +"You are not mistaken if you think I desire above all things that your +weakness, your generosity, should be protected," Ransom said, rather +ambiguously, but with pointed respectfulness. "I shall remember you as +an example of what women are capable of," he added; and he had no +subsequent compunctions for the speech, for he thought poor Miss +Birdseye, for all her absence of profile, essentially feminine. + +A kind of frantic moan from Olive Chancellor responded to these words, +which had evidently struck her as an insolent sarcasm; and at the same +moment Doctor Prance sent Ransom a glance which was an adjuration to +depart. + +"Good-bye, Olive Chancellor," Miss Birdseye murmured. "I don't want to +stay, though I should like to see what you will see." + +"I shall see nothing but shame and ruin!" Olive shrieked, rushing across +to her old friend, while Ransom discreetly quitted the scene. + + + + +XXXIX + + +He met Doctor Prance in the village the next morning, and as soon as he +looked at her he saw that the event which had been impending at Miss +Chancellor's had taken place. It was not that her aspect was funereal; +but it contained, somehow, an announcement that she had, for the +present, no more thought to give to casting a line. Miss Birdseye had +quietly passed away, in the evening, an hour or two after Ransom's +visit. They had wheeled her chair into the house; there had been nothing +to do but wait for complete extinction. Miss Chancellor and Miss Tarrant +had sat by her there, without moving, each of her hands in theirs, and +she had just melted away, towards eight o'clock. It was a lovely death; +Doctor Prance intimated that she had never seen any that she thought +more seasonable. She added that she was a good woman--one of the old +sort; and that was the only funeral oration that Basil Ransom was +destined to hear pronounced upon Miss Birdseye. The impression of the +simplicity and humility of her end remained with him, and he reflected +more than once, during the days that followed, that the absence of pomp +and circumstance which had marked her career marked also the +consecration of her memory. She had been almost celebrated, she had been +active, earnest, ubiquitous beyond any one else, she had given herself +utterly to charities and creeds and causes; and yet the only persons, +apparently, to whom her death made a real difference were three young +women in a small "frame-house" on Cape Cod. Ransom learned from Doctor +Prance that her mortal remains were to be committed to their rest in the +little cemetery at Marmion, in sight of the pretty sea-view she loved to +gaze at, among old mossy headstones of mariners and fisher-folk. She had +seen the place when she first came down, when she was able to drive out +a little, and she had said she thought it must be pleasant to lie there. +It was not an injunction, a definite request; it had not occurred to +Miss Birdseye, at the end of her days, to take an exacting line or to +make, for the first time in eighty years, a personal claim. But Olive +Chancellor and Verena had put their construction on her appreciation of +the quietest corner of the striving, suffering world so weary a pilgrim +of philanthropy had ever beheld. + +In the course of the day Ransom received a note of five lines from +Verena, the purport of which was to tell him that he must not expect to +see her again for the present; she wished to be very quiet and think +things over. She added the recommendation that he should leave the +neighbourhood for three or four days; there were plenty of strange old +places to see in that part of the country. Ransom meditated deeply on +this missive, and perceived that he should be guilty of very bad taste +in not immediately absenting himself. He knew that to Olive Chancellor's +vision his conduct already wore that stain, and it was useless, +therefore, for him to consider how he could displease her either less or +more. But he wished to convey to Verena the impression that he would do +anything in the wide world to gratify _her_ except give her up, and as +he packed his valise he had an idea that he was both behaving +beautifully and showing the finest diplomatic sense. To go away proved +to himself how secure he felt, what a conviction he had that however she +might turn and twist in his grasp he held her fast. The emotion she had +expressed as he stood there before poor Miss Birdseye was only one of +her instinctive contortions; he had taken due note of that--said to +himself that a good many more would probably occur before she would be +quiet. A woman that listens is lost, the old proverb says; and what had +Verena done for the last three weeks but listen?--not very long each +day, but with a degree of attention of which her not withdrawing from +Marmion was the measure. She had not told him that Olive wanted to whisk +her away, but he had not needed this confidence to know that if she +stayed on the field it was because she preferred to. She probably had an +idea she was fighting, but if she should fight no harder than she had +fought up to now he should continue to take the same view of his +success. She meant her request that he should go away for a few days as +something combative; but, decidedly, he scarcely felt the blow. He liked +to think that he had great tact with women, and he was sure Verena would +be struck with this quality in reading, in the note he presently +addressed her in reply to her own, that he had determined to take a +little run to Provincetown. As there was no one under the rather +ineffectual roof which sheltered him to whose hand he could entrust the +billet--at the Marmion hotel one had to be one's own messenger--he +walked to the village post-office to request that his note should be put +into Miss Chancellor's box. Here he met Doctor Prance, for a second time +that day; she had come to deposit the letters by which Olive notified a +few of Miss Birdseye's friends of the time and place of her obsequies. +This young lady was shut up with Verena, and Doctor Prance was +transacting all their business for them. Ransom felt that he made no +admission that would impugn his estimate of the sex to which she in a +manner belonged, in reflecting that she would acquit herself of these +delegated duties with the greatest rapidity and accuracy. He told her he +was going to absent himself for a few days, and expressed a friendly +hope that he should find her at Marmion on his return. + +Her keen eye gauged him a moment, to see if he were joking; then she +said, "Well, I presume you think I can do as I like. But I can't." + +"You mean you have got to go back to work?" + +"Well, yes; my place is empty in the city." + +"So is every other place. You had better remain till the end of the +season." + +"It's all one season to me. I want to see my office-slate. I wouldn't +have stayed so long for any one but her." + +"Well, then, good-bye," Ransom said. "I shall always remember our little +expeditions. And I wish you every professional distinction." + +"That's why I want to go back," Doctor Prance replied, with her flat, +limited manner. He kept her a moment; he wanted to ask her about Verena. +While he was hesitating how to form his question she remarked, evidently +wishing to leave him a little memento of her sympathy, "Well, I hope you +will be able to follow up your views." + +"My views, Miss Prance? I am sure I have never mentioned them to you!" +Then Ransom added, "How is Miss Tarrant to-day? is she more calm?" + +"Oh no, she isn't calm at all," Doctor Prance answered, very definitely. + +"Do you mean she's excited, emotional?" + +"Well, she doesn't talk, she's perfectly still, and so is Miss +Chancellor. They're as still as two watchers--they don't speak. But you +can hear the silence vibrate." + +"Vibrate?" + +"Well, they are very nervous." + +Ransom was confident, as I say, yet the effort that he made to extract a +good omen from this characterisation of the two ladies at the cottage +was not altogether successful. He would have liked to ask Doctor Prance +whether she didn't think he might count on Verena in the end; but he was +too shy for this, the subject of his relations with Miss Tarrant never +yet having been touched upon between them; and, besides, he didn't care +to hear himself put a question which was more or less an implication of +a doubt. So he compromised, with a sort of oblique and general inquiry +about Olive; that might draw some light. "What do you think of Miss +Chancellor--how does she strike you?" + +Doctor Prance reflected a little, with an apparent consciousness that he +meant more than he asked. "Well, she's losing flesh," she presently +replied; and Ransom turned away, not encouraged, and feeling that, no +doubt, the little doctress had better go back to her office-slate. + +He did the thing handsomely, remained at Provincetown a week, inhaling +the delicious air, smoking innumerable cigars, and lounging among the +ancient wharves, where the grass grew thick and the impression of fallen +greatness was still stronger than at Marmion. Like his friends the +Bostonians he was very nervous; there were days when he felt he must +rush back to the margin of that mild inlet; the voices of the air +whispered to him that in his absence he was being outwitted. +Nevertheless he stayed the time he had determined to stay; quieting +himself with the reflexion that there was nothing they could do to elude +him unless, perhaps, they should start again for Europe, which they were +not likely to do. If Miss Olive tried to hide Verena away in the United +States he would undertake to find her--though he was obliged to confess +that a flight to Europe would baffle him, owing to his want of cash for +pursuit. Nothing, however, was less probable than that they would cross +the Atlantic on the eve of Verena's projected _debut_ at the Music Hall. +Before he went back to Marmion he wrote to this young lady, to announce +his reappearance there and let her know that he expected she would come +out to meet him the morning after. This conveyed the assurance that he +intended to take as much of the day as he could get; he had had enough +of the system of dragging through all the hours till a mere fraction of +time was left before night, and he couldn't wait so long, at any rate, +the day after his return. It was the afternoon train that had brought +him back from Provincetown, and in the evening he ascertained that the +Bostonians had not deserted the field. There were lights in the windows +of the house under the elms, and he stood where he had stood that +evening with Doctor Prance and listened to the waves of Verena's voice, +as she rehearsed her lecture. There were no waves this time, no sounds, +and no sign of life but the lamps; the place had apparently not ceased +to be given over to the conscious silence described by Doctor Prance. +Ransom felt that he gave an immense proof of chivalry in not calling +upon Verena to grant him an interview on the spot. She had not answered +his last note, but the next day she kept the tryst, at the hour he had +proposed; he saw her advance along the road, in a white dress, under a +big parasol, and again he found himself liking immensely the way she +walked. He was dismayed, however, at her face and what it portended; +pale, with red eyes, graver than she had ever been before, she appeared +to have spent the period of his absence in violent weeping. Yet that it +was not for him she had been crying was proved by the very first word +she spoke. + +"I only came out to tell you definitely it's impossible! I have thought +over everything, taking plenty of time--over and over; and that is my +answer, finally, positively. You must take it--you shall have no other." + +Basil Ransom gazed, frowning fearfully. "And why not, pray?" + +"Because I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't!" she repeated passionately, +with her altered, distorted face. + +"Damnation!" murmured the young man. He seized her hand, drew it into +his arm, forcing her to walk with him along the road. + +That afternoon Olive Chancellor came out of her house and wandered for a +long time upon the shore. She looked up and down the bay, at the sails +that gleamed on the blue water, shifting in the breeze and the light; +they were a source of interest to her that they had never been before. +It was a day she was destined never to forget; she felt it to be the +saddest, the most wounding of her life. Unrest and haunting fear had not +possession of her now, as they had held her in New York when Basil +Ransom carried off Verena, to mark her for his own, in the park. But an +immeasurable load of misery seemed to sit upon her soul; she ached with +the bitterness of her melancholy, she was dumb and cold with despair. +She had spent the violence of her terror, the eagerness of her grief, +and now she was too weary to struggle with fate. She appeared to herself +almost to have accepted it, as she wandered forth in the beautiful +afternoon with the knowledge that the "ten minutes" which Verena had +told her she meant to devote to Mr. Ransom that morning had developed +suddenly into an embarkation for the day. They had gone out in a boat +together; one of the village worthies, from whom small craft were to be +hired, had, at Verena's request, sent his little son to Miss +Chancellor's cottage with that information. She had not understood +whether they had taken the boatman with them. Even when the information +came (and it came at a moment of considerable reassurance), Olive's +nerves were not ploughed up by it as they had been, for instance, by the +other expedition, in New York; and she could measure the distance she +had traversed since then. It had not driven her away on the instant to +pace the shore in frenzy, to challenge every boat that passed, and beg +that the young lady who was sailing somewhere in the bay with a dark +gentleman with long hair should be entreated immediately to return. On +the contrary, after the first quiver of pain inflicted by the news she +had been able to occupy herself, to look after her house, to write her +morning's letters, to go into her accounts, which she had had some time +on her mind. She had wanted to put off thinking, for she knew to what +hideous recognitions that would bring her round again. These were summed +up in the fact that Verena was now not to be trusted for an hour. She +had sworn to her the night before, with a face like a lacerated angel's, +that her choice was made, that their union and their work were more to +her than any other life could ever be, and that she deeply believed that +should she forswear these holy things she would simply waste away, in +the end, with remorse and shame. She would see Mr. Ransom just once +more, for ten minutes, to utter one or two supreme truths to him, and +then they would take up their old, happy, active, fruitful days again, +would throw themselves more than ever into their splendid effort. Olive +had seen how Verena was moved by Miss Birdseye's death, how at the sight +of that unique woman's majestically simple withdrawal from a scene in +which she had held every vulgar aspiration, every worldly standard and +lure, so cheap, the girl had been touched again with the spirit of their +most confident hours, had flamed up with the faith that no narrow +personal joy could compare in sweetness with the idea of doing something +for those who had always suffered and who waited still. This helped +Olive to believe that she might begin to count upon her again, conscious +as she was at the same time that Verena had been strangely weakened and +strained by her odious ordeal. Oh, Olive knew that she loved him--knew +what the passion was with which the wretched girl had to struggle; and +she did her the justice to believe that her professions were sincere, +her effort was real. Harassed and embittered as she was, Olive +Chancellor still proposed to herself to be rigidly just, and that is why +she pitied Verena now with an unspeakable pity, regarded her as the +victim of an atrocious spell, and reserved all her execration and +contempt for the author of their common misery. If Verena had stepped +into a boat with him half an hour after declaring that she would give +him his dismissal in twenty words, that was because he had ways, known +to himself and other men, of creating situations without an issue, of +forcing her to do things she could do only with sharp repugnance, under +the menace of pain that would be sharper still. But all the same, what +actually stared her in the face was that Verena was not to be trusted, +even after rallying again as passionately as she had done during the +days that followed Miss Birdseye's death. Olive would have liked to know +the pang of penance that _she_ would have been afraid, in her place, to +incur; to see the locked door which _she_ would not have managed to +force open! + +This inexpressibly mournful sense that, after all, Verena, in her +exquisite delicacy and generosity, was appointed only to show how women +had from the beginning of time been the sport of men's selfishness and +avidity, this dismal conviction accompanied Olive on her walk, which +lasted all the afternoon, and in which she found a kind of tragic +relief. She went very far, keeping in the lonely places, unveiling her +face to the splendid light, which seemed to make a mock of the darkness +and bitterness of her spirit. There were little sandy coves, where the +rocks were clean, where she made long stations, sinking down in them as +if she hoped she should never rise again. It was the first time she had +been out since Miss Birdseye's death, except the hour when, with the +dozen sympathisers who came from Boston, she stood by the tired old +woman's grave. Since then, for three days, she had been writing letters, +narrating, describing to those who hadn't come; there were some, she +thought, who might have managed to do so, instead of despatching her +pages of diffuse reminiscence and asking her for all particulars in +return. Selah Tarrant and his wife had come, obtrusively, as she +thought, for they never had had very much intercourse with Miss +Birdseye; and if it was for Verena's sake, Verena was there to pay every +tribute herself. Mrs. Tarrant had evidently hoped Miss Chancellor would +ask her to stay on at Marmion, but Olive felt how little she was in a +state for such heroics of hospitality. It was precisely in order that +she should not have to do that sort of thing that she had given Selah +such considerable sums, on two occasions, at a year's interval. If the +Tarrants wanted a change of air they could travel all over the +country--their present means permitted it; they could go to Saratoga or +Newport if they liked. Their appearance showed that they could put their +hands into their pockets (or into hers); at least Mrs. Tarrant's did. +Selah still sported (on a hot day in August) his immemorial waterproof; +but his wife rustled over the low tombstones at Marmion in garments of +which (little as she was versed in such inquiries) Olive could see that +the cost had been large. Besides, after Doctor Prance had gone (when all +was over), she felt what a relief it was that Verena and she could be +just together--together with the monstrous wedge of a question that had +come up between them. That was company enough, great heaven! and she had +not got rid of such an inmate as Doctor Prance only to put Mrs. Tarrant +in her place. + +Did Verena's strange aberration, on this particular day, suggest to +Olive that it was no use striving, that the world was all a great trap +or trick, of which women were ever the punctual dupes, so that it was +the worst of the curse that rested upon them that they must most +humiliate those who had most their cause at heart? Did she say to +herself that their weakness was not only lamentable but hideous--hideous +their predestined subjection to man's larger and grosser insistence? Did +she ask herself why she should give up her life to save a sex which, +after all, didn't wish to be saved, and which rejected the truth even +after it had bathed them with its auroral light and they had pretended +to be fed and fortified? These are mysteries into which I shall not +attempt to enter, speculations with which I have no concern; it is +sufficient for us to know that all human effort had never seemed to her +so barren and thankless as on that fatal afternoon. Her eyes rested on +the boats she saw in the distance, and she wondered if in one of them +Verena were floating to her fate; but so far from straining forward to +beckon her home she almost wished that she might glide away for ever, +that _she_ might never see her again, never undergo the horrible details +of a more deliberate separation. Olive lived over, in her miserable +musings, her life for the last two years; she knew, again, how noble and +beautiful her scheme had been, but how it had all rested on an illusion +of which the very thought made her feel faint and sick. What was before +her now was the reality, with the beautiful, indifferent sky pouring +down its complacent rays upon it. The reality was simply that Verena had +been more to her than she ever was to Verena, and that, with her +exquisite natural art, the girl had cared for their cause only because, +for the time, no interest, no fascination, was greater. Her talent, the +talent which was to achieve such wonders, was nothing to her; it was too +easy, she could leave it alone, as she might close her piano, for +months; it was only to Olive that it was everything. Verena had +submitted, she had responded, she had lent herself to Olive's incitement +and exhortation, because she was sympathetic and young and abundant and +fanciful; but it had been a kind of hothouse loyalty, the mere contagion +of example, and a sentiment springing up from within had easily breathed +a chill upon it. Did Olive ask herself whether, for so many months, her +companion had been only the most unconscious and most successful of +humbugs? Here again I must plead a certain incompetence to give an +answer. Positive it is that she spared herself none of the inductions of +a reverie that seemed to dry up the mists and ambiguities of life. These +hours of backward clearness come to all men and women, once at least, +when they read the past in the light of the present, with the reasons of +things, like unobserved finger-posts, protruding where they never saw +them before. The journey behind them is mapped out and figured, with its +false steps, its wrong observations, all its infatuated, deluded +geography. They understand as Olive understood, but it is probable that +they rarely suffer as she suffered. The sense of regret for her baffled +calculations burned within her like a fire, and the splendour of the +vision over which the curtain of mourning now was dropped brought to her +eyes slow, still tears, tears that came one by one, neither easing her +nerves nor lightening her load of pain. She thought of her innumerable +talks with Verena, of the pledges they had exchanged, of their earnest +studies, their faithful work, their certain reward, the winter nights +under the lamp, when they thrilled with previsions as just and a passion +as high as had ever found shelter in a pair of human hearts. The pity of +it, the misery of such a fall after such a flight, could express itself +only, as the poor girl prolonged the vague pauses of her unnoticed +ramble, in a low, inarticulate murmur of anguish. + +The afternoon waned, bringing with it the slight chill which, at the +summer's end, begins to mark the shortening days. She turned her face +homeward, and by this time became conscious that if Verena's companion +had not yet brought her back there might be ground for uneasiness as to +what had happened to them. It seemed to her that no sail-boat could have +put into the town without passing more or less before her eyes and +showing her whom it carried; she had seen a dozen, freighted only with +the figures of men. An accident was perfectly possible (what could +Ransom, with his plantation habits, know about the management of a +sail?), and once that danger loomed before her--the signal loveliness of +the weather had prevented its striking her before--Olive's imagination +hurried, with a bound, to the worst. She saw the boat overturned and +drifting out to sea, and (after a week of nameless horror) the body of +an unknown young woman, defaced beyond recognition, but with long auburn +hair and in a white dress, washed up in some far-away cove. An hour +before, her mind had rested with a sort of relief on the idea that +Verena should sink for ever beneath the horizon, so that their +tremendous trouble might never be; but now, with the lateness of the +hour, a sharp, immediate anxiety took the place of that intended +resignation; and she quickened her step, with a heart that galloped too +as she went. Then it was, above all, that she felt how _she_ had +understood friendship, and how never again to see the face of the +creature she had taken to her soul would be for her as the stroke of +blindness. The twilight had become thick by the time she reached Marmion +and paused for an instant in front of her house, over which the elms +that stood on the grassy wayside appeared to her to hang a blacker +curtain than ever before. + +There was no candle in any window, and when she pushed in and stood in +the hall, listening a moment, her step awakened no answering sound. Her +heart failed her; Verena's staying out in a boat from ten o'clock in the +morning till nightfall was too unnatural, and she gave a cry, as she +rushed into the low, dim parlour (darkened on one side, at that hour, by +the wide-armed foliage, and on the other by the veranda and trellis), +which expressed only a wild personal passion, a desire to take her +friend in her arms again on any terms, even the most cruel to herself. +The next moment she started back, with another and a different +exclamation, for Verena was in the room, motionless, in a corner--the +first place in which she had seated herself on re-entering the +house--looking at her with a silent face which seemed strange, +unnatural, in the dusk. Olive stopped short, and for a minute the two +women remained as they were, gazing at each other in the dimness. After +that, too, Olive still said nothing; she only went to Verena and sat +down beside her. She didn't know what to make of her manner; she had +never been like that before. She was unwilling to speak; she seemed +crushed and humbled. This was almost the worst--if anything could be +worse than what had gone before; and Olive took her hand with an +irresistible impulse of compassion and assurance. From the way it lay in +her own she guessed her whole feeling--saw it was a kind of shame, shame +for her weakness, her swift surrender, her insane gyration, in the +morning. Verena expressed it by no protest and no explanation; she +appeared not even to wish to hear the sound of her own voice. Her +silence itself was an appeal--an appeal to Olive to ask no questions +(she could trust her to inflict no spoken reproach); only to wait till +she could lift up her head again. Olive understood, or thought she +understood, and the woefulness of it all only seemed the deeper. She +would just sit there and hold her hand; that was all she could do; they +were beyond each other's help in any other way now. Verena leaned her +head back and closed her eyes, and for an hour, as nightfall settled in +the room, neither of the young women spoke. Distinctly, it was a kind of +shame. After a while the parlour-maid, very casual, in the manner of the +servants at Marmion, appeared on the threshold with a lamp; but Olive +motioned her frantically away. She wished to keep the darkness. It was a +kind of shame. + +The next morning Basil Ransom rapped loudly with his walking-stick on +the lintel of Miss Chancellor's house-door, which, as usual on fine +days, stood open. There was no need he should wait till the servant had +answered his summons; for Olive, who had reason to believe he would +come, and who had been lurking in the sitting-room for a purpose of her +own, stepped forth into the little hall. + +"I am sorry to disturb you; I had the hope that--for a moment--I might +see Miss Tarrant." That was the speech with which (and a measured +salutation) he greeted his advancing kinswoman. She faced him an +instant, and her strange green eyes caught the light. + +"It's impossible. You may believe that when I say it." + +"Why is it impossible?" he asked, smiling in spite of an inward +displeasure. And as Olive gave him no answer, only gazing at him with a +cold audacity which he had not hitherto observed in her, he added a +little explanation. "It is simply to have seen her before I go--to have +said five words to her. I want her to know that I have made up my +mind--since yesterday--to leave this place; I shall take the train at +noon." + +It was not to gratify Olive Chancellor that he had determined to go +away, or even that he told her this; yet he was surprised that his words +brought no expression of pleasure to her face. "I don't think it is of +much importance whether you go away or not. Miss Tarrant herself has +gone away." + +"Miss Tarrant--gone away?" This announcement was so much at variance +with Verena's apparent intentions the night before that his ejaculation +expressed chagrin as well as surprise, and in doing so it gave Olive a +momentary advantage. It was the only one she had ever had, and the poor +girl may be excused for having enjoyed it--so far as enjoyment was +possible to her. Basil Ransom's visible discomfiture was more agreeable +to her than anything had been for a long time. + +"I went with her myself to the early train; and I saw it leave the +station." And Olive kept her eyes unaverted, for the satisfaction of +seeing how he took it. + +It must be confessed that he took it rather ill. He had decided it was +best he should retire, but Verena's retiring was another matter. "And +where is she gone?" he asked, with a frown. + +"I don't think I am obliged to tell you." + +"Of course not! Excuse my asking. It is much better that I should find +it out for myself, because if I owed the information to you I should +perhaps feel a certain delicacy as regards profiting by it." + +"Gracious heaven!" cried Miss Chancellor, at the idea of Ransom's +delicacy. Then she added more deliberately: "You will not find out for +yourself." + +"You think not?" + +"I am sure of it!" And her enjoyment of the situation becoming acute, +there broke from her lips a shrill, unfamiliar, troubled sound, which +performed the office of a laugh, a laugh of triumph, but which, at a +distance, might have passed almost as well for a wail of despair. It +rang in Ransom's ears as he quickly turned away. + + + + +XL + + +It was Mrs. Luna who received him, as she had received him on the +occasion of his first visit to Charles Street; by which I do not mean +quite in the same way. She had known very little about him then, but she +knew too much for her happiness to-day, and she had with him now a +little invidious, contemptuous manner, as if everything he should say or +do could be a proof only of abominable duplicity and perversity. She had +a theory that he had treated her shamefully; and he knew it--I do not +mean the fact, but the theory: which led him to reflect that her +resentments were as shallow as her opinions, inasmuch as if she really +believed in her grievance, or if it had had any dignity, she would not +have consented to see him. He had not presented himself at Miss +Chancellor's door without a very good reason, and having done so he +could not turn away so long as there was any one in the house of whom he +might have speech. He had sent up his name to Mrs. Luna, after being +told that she was staying there, on the mere chance that she would see +him; for he thought a refusal a very possible sequel to the letters she +had written him during the past four or five months--letters he had +scarcely read, full of allusions of the most cutting sort to proceedings +of his, in the past, of which he had no recollection whatever. They +bored him, for he had quite other matters in his mind. + +"I don't wonder you have the bad taste, the crudity," she said, as soon +as he came into the room, looking at him more sternly than he would have +believed possible to her. + +He saw that this was an allusion to his not having been to see her since +the period of her sister's visit to New York; he having conceived for +her, the evening of Mrs. Burrage's party, a sentiment of aversion which +put an end to such attentions. He didn't laugh, he was too worried and +preoccupied; but he replied, in a tone which apparently annoyed her as +much as any indecent mirth: "I thought it very possible you wouldn't see +me." + +"Why shouldn't I see you, if I should take it into my head? Do you +suppose I care whether I see you or not?" + +"I supposed you wanted to, from your letters." + +"Then why did you think I would refuse?" + +"Because that's the sort of thing women do." + +"Women--women! You know much about them!" + +"I am learning something every day." + +"You haven't learned yet, apparently, to answer their letters. It's +rather a surprise to me that you don't pretend not to have received +mine." + +Ransom could smile now; the opportunity to vent the exasperation that +had been consuming him almost restored his good humour. "What could I +say? You overwhelmed me. Besides, I did answer one of them." + +"One of them? You speak as if I had written you a dozen!" Mrs. Luna +cried. + +"I thought that was your contention--that you had done me the honour to +address me so many. They were crushing, and when a man's crushed, it's +all over." + +"Yes, you look as if you were in very small pieces! I am glad that I +shall never see you again." + +"I can see now why you received me--to tell me that," Ransom said. + +"It is a kind of pleasure. I am going back to Europe." + +"Really? for Newton's education?" + +"Ah, I wonder you can have the face to speak of that--after the way you +deserted him!" + +"Let us abandon the subject, then, and I will tell you what I want." + +"I don't in the least care what you want," Mrs. Luna remarked. "And you +haven't even the grace to ask me where I am going--over there." + +"What difference does that make to me--once you leave these shores?" + +Mrs. Luna rose to her feet. "Ah, chivalry, chivalry!" she exclaimed. And +she walked away to the window--one of the windows from which Ransom had +first enjoyed, at Olive's solicitation, the view of the Back Bay. Mrs. +Luna looked forth at it with little of the air of a person who was sorry +to be about to lose it. "I am determined you shall know where I am +going," she said in a moment. "I am going to Florence." + +"Don't be afraid!" he replied. "I shall go to Rome." + +"And you'll carry there more impertinence than has been seen there since +the old emperors." + +"Were the emperors impertinent, in addition to their other vices? I am +determined, on my side, that you shall know what I have come for," +Ransom said. "I wouldn't ask you if I could ask any one else; but I am +very hard pressed, and I don't know who can help me." + +Mrs. Luna turned on him a face of the frankest derision. "Help you? Do +you remember the last time I asked you to help me?" + +"That evening at Mrs. Burrage's? Surely I wasn't wanting then; I +remember urging on your acceptance a chair, so that you might stand on +it, to see and to hear." + +"To see and to hear what, please? Your disgusting infatuation!" + +"It's just about that I want to speak to you," Ransom pursued. "As you +already know all about it, you have no new shock to receive, and I +therefore venture to ask you----" + +"Where tickets for her lecture to-night can be obtained? Is it possible +she hasn't sent you one?" + +"I assure you I didn't come to Boston to hear it," said Ransom, with a +sadness which Mrs. Luna evidently regarded as a refinement of outrage. +"What I should like to ascertain is where Miss Tarrant may be found at +the present moment." + +"And do you think that's a delicate inquiry to make of _me_?" + +"I don't see why it shouldn't be, but I know you don't think it is, and +that is why, as I say, I mention the matter to you only because I can +imagine absolutely no one else who is in a position to assist me. I have +been to the house of Miss Tarrant's parents, in Cambridge, but it is +closed and empty, destitute of any sign of life. I went there first, on +arriving this morning, and rang at this door only when my journey to +Monadnoc Place had proved fruitless. Your sister's servant told me that +Miss Tarrant was not staying here, but she added that Mrs. Luna was. No +doubt you won't be pleased at having been spoken of as a sort of +equivalent; and I didn't say to myself--or to the servant--that you +would do as well; I only reflected that I could at least try you. I +didn't even ask for Miss Chancellor, as I am sure she would give me no +information whatever." + +Mrs. Luna listened to this candid account of the young man's proceedings +with her head turned a little over her shoulder at him, and her eyes +fixed as unsympathetically as possible upon his own. "What you propose, +then, as I understand it," she said in a moment, "is that I should +betray my sister to you." + +"Worse than that; I propose that you should betray Miss Tarrant +herself." + +"What do I care about Miss Tarrant? I don't know what you are talking +about." + +"Haven't you really any idea where she is living? Haven't you seen her +here? Are Miss Olive and she not constantly together?" + +Mrs. Luna, at this, turned full round upon him, and, with folded arms +and her head tossed back, exclaimed: "Look here, Basil Ransom, I never +thought you were a fool, but it strikes me that since we last met you +have lost your wits!" + +"There is no doubt of that," Ransom answered, smiling. + +"Do you mean to tell me you don't know everything about Miss Tarrant +that can be known?" + +"I have neither seen her nor heard of her for the last ten weeks; Miss +Chancellor has hidden her away." + +"Hidden her away, with all the walls and fences of Boston flaming to-day +with her name?" + +"Oh yes, I have noticed that, and I have no doubt that by waiting till +this evening I shall be able to see her. But I don't want to wait till +this evening; I want to see her now, and not in public--in private." + +"Do you indeed?--how interesting!" cried Mrs. Luna, with rippling +laughter. "And pray what do you want to do with her?" + +Ransom hesitated a little. "I think I would rather not tell you." + +"Your charming frankness, then, has its limits! My poor cousin, you are +really too _naif_. Do you suppose it matters a straw to me?" + +Ransom made no answer to this appeal, but after an instant he broke out: +"Honestly, Mrs. Luna, can you give me no clue?" + +"Lord, what terrible eyes you make, and what terrible words you use! +'Honestly,' quoth he! Do you think I am so fond of the creature that I +want to keep her all to myself?" + +"I don't know; I don't understand," said Ransom, slowly and softly, but +still with his terrible eyes. + +"And do you think I understand any better? You are not a very edifying +young man," Mrs. Luna went on; "but I really think you have deserved a +better fate than to be jilted and thrown over by a girl of that class." + +"I haven't been jilted. I like her very much, but she never encouraged +me." + +At this Mrs. Luna broke again into articulate scoffing. "It is very odd +that at your age you should be so little a man of the world!" + +Ransom made her no other answer than to remark, thoughtfully and rather +absently: "Your sister is really very clever." + +"By which you mean, I suppose, that I am not!" Mrs. Luna suddenly +changed her tone, and said, with the greatest sweetness and humility: +"God knows, I have never pretended to be!" + +Ransom looked at her a moment, and guessed the meaning of this altered +note. It had suddenly come over her that with her portrait in half the +shop-fronts, her advertisement on all the fences, and the great occasion +on which she was to reveal herself to the country at large close at +hand, Verena had become so conscious of high destinies that her dear +friend's Southern kinsman really appeared to her very small game, and +she might therefore be regarded as having cast him off. If this were the +case, it would perhaps be well for Mrs. Luna still to hold on. Basil's +induction was very rapid, but it gave him time to decide that the best +thing to say to his interlocutress was: "On what day do you sail for +Europe?" + +"Perhaps I shall not sail at all," Mrs. Luna replied, looking out of the +window. + +"And in that case--poor Newton's education?" + +"I should try to content myself with a country which has given you +yours." + +"Don't you want him, then, to be a man of the world?" + +"Ah, the world, the world!" she murmured, while she watched, in the +deepening dusk, the lights of the town begin to reflect themselves in +the Back Bay. "Has it been such a source of happiness to me that I +belong to it?" + +"Perhaps, after all, I shall be able to go to Florence!" said Ransom, +laughing. + +She faced him once more, this time slowly, and declared that she had +never known anything so strange as his state of mind--she would be so +glad to have an explanation of it. With the opinions he professed (it +was for them she had liked him--she didn't like his character), why on +earth should he be running after a little fifth-rate _poseuse_, and in +such a frenzy to get hold of her? He might say it was none of her +business, and of course she would have no answer to that; therefore she +admitted that she asked simply out of intellectual curiosity, and +because one always was tormented at the sight of a painful +contradiction. With the things she had heard him say about his +convictions and theories, his view of life and the great questions of +the future, she should have thought he would find Miss Tarrant's +attitudinising absolutely nauseous. Were not her views the same as +Olive's and hadn't Olive and he signally failed to hit it off together? +Mrs. Luna only asked because she was really quite puzzled. "Don't you +know that some minds, when they see a mystery, can't rest till they +clear it up?" + +"You can't be more puzzled than I am," said Ransom. "Apparently the +explanation is to be found in a sort of reversal of the formula you were +so good, just now, as to apply to me. You like my opinions, but you +entertain a different sentiment for my character. I deplore Miss +Tarrant's opinions, but her character--well, her character pleases me." + +Mrs. Luna stared, as if she were waiting, the explanation surely not +being complete. "But as much as that?" she inquired. + +"As much as what?" said Ransom, smiling. Then he added, "Your sister has +beaten me." + +"I thought she had beaten some one of late; she has seemed so gay and +happy. I didn't suppose it was _all_ because I was going away." + +"Has she seemed very gay?" Ransom inquired, with a sinking of the heart. +He wore such a long face, as he asked this question, that Mrs. Luna was +again moved to audible mirth, after which she explained: + +"Of course I mean gay for her. Everything is relative. With her +impatience for this lecture of her friend's to-night, she's in an +unspeakable state! She can't sit still for three minutes, she goes out +fifteen times a day, and there has been enough arranging and +interviewing, and discussing and telegraphing and advertising, enough +wire-pulling and rushing about, to put an army in the field. What is it +they are always doing to the armies in Europe?--mobilising them? Well, +Verena has been mobilised, and this has been headquarters." + +"And shall you go to the Music Hall to-night?" + +"For what do you take me? I have no desire to be shrieked at for an +hour." + +"No doubt, no doubt, Miss Olive must be in a state," Ransom went on, +rather absently. Then he said, with abruptness, in a different tone: "If +this house has been, as you say, headquarters, how comes it you haven't +seen her?" + +"Seen Olive? I have seen nothing else!" + +"I mean Miss Tarrant. She must be somewhere--in the place--if she's to +speak to-night." + +"Should you like me to go out and look for her? _Il ne manquerait plus +que cela!_" cried Mrs. Luna. "What's the matter with you, Basil Ransom, +and what are you after?" she demanded, with considerable sharpness. She +had tried haughtiness and she had tried humility, but they brought her +equally face to face with a competitor whom she couldn't take seriously, +yet who was none the less objectionable for all that. + +I know not whether Ransom would have attempted to answer her question +had an obstacle not presented itself; at any rate, at the moment she +spoke, the curtain in the doorway was pushed aside, and a visitor +crossed the threshold. "Mercy! how provoking!" Mrs. Luna exclaimed, +audibly enough; and without moving from her place she bent an +uncharitable eye upon the invader, a gentleman whom Ransom had the sense +of having met before. He was a young man with a fresh face and abundant +locks, prematurely white; he stood smiling at Mrs. Luna, quite undaunted +by the absence of any demonstration in his favour. She looked as if she +didn't know him, while Ransom prepared to depart, leaving them to settle +it together. + +"I'm afraid you don't remember me, though I have seen you before," said +the young man, very amiably. "I was here a week ago, and Miss Chancellor +presented me to you." + +"Oh yes; she's not at home now," Mrs. Luna returned vaguely. + +"So I was told--but I didn't let that prevent me." And the young man +included Basil Ransom in the smile with which he made himself more +welcome than Mrs. Luna appeared disposed to make him, and by which he +seemed to call attention to his superiority. "There is a matter on which +I want very much to obtain some information, and I have no doubt you +will be so good as to give it to me." + +"It comes back to me--you have something to do with the newspapers," +said Mrs. Luna; and Ransom too, by this time, had placed the young man +among his reminiscences. He had been at Miss Birdseye's famous party, +and Doctor Prance had there described him as a brilliant journalist. + +It was quite with the air of such a personage that he accepted Mrs. +Luna's definition, and he continued to radiate towards Ransom (as if, in +return, he remembered _his_ face), while he dropped, confidentially, the +word that expressed everything--"The _Vesper_, don't you know?" Then he +went on: "Now, Mrs. Luna, I don't care, I'm not going to let you off! We +want the last news about Miss Verena, and it has got to come out of this +house." + +"Oh murder!" Ransom muttered, beneath his breath, taking up his hat. + +"Miss Chancellor has hidden her away; I have been scouring the city in +search of her, and her own father hasn't seen her for a week. We have +got his ideas; they are very easy to get, but that isn't what we want." + +"And what do you want?" Ransom was now impelled to inquire, as Mr. +Pardon (even the name at present came back to him) appeared sufficiently +to have introduced himself. + +"We want to know how she feels about to-night; what report she makes of +her nerves, her anticipations; how she looked, what she had on, up to +six o'clock. Gracious! if I could see her I should know what I wanted, +and so would she, I guess!" Mr. Pardon exclaimed. "You must know +something, Mrs. Luna; it isn't natural you shouldn't. I won't inquire +any further where she is, because that might seem a little pushing, if +she does wish to withdraw herself--though I am bound to say I think she +makes a mistake; we could work up these last hours for her! But can't +you tell me any little personal items--the sort of thing the people +like? What is she going to have for supper? or is she going to +speak--a--without previous nourishment?" + +"Really, sir, I don't know, and I don't in the least care; I have +nothing to do with the business!" Mrs. Luna cried angrily. + +The reporter stared; then, eagerly, "You have nothing to do with it--you +take an unfavourable view, you protest?" And he was already feeling in a +side-pocket for his notebook. + +"Mercy on us! are you going to put _that_ in the paper?" Mrs. Luna +exclaimed; and in spite of the sense, detestable to him, that everything +he wished most to avert was fast closing over the girl, Ransom broke +into cynical laughter. + +"Ah, but do protest, madam; let us at least have that fragment!" Mr. +Pardon went on. "A protest from this house would be a charming note. We +_must_ have it--we've got nothing else! The public are almost as much +interested in your sister as they are in Miss Verena; they know to what +extent she has backed her: and I should be so delighted (I see the +heading, from here, so attractive!) just to take down 'What Miss +Chancellor's Family Think about It!'" + +Mrs. Luna sank into the nearest chair, with a groan, covering her face +with her hands. "Heaven help me, I am glad I am going to Europe!" + +"That is another little item--everything counts," said Matthias Pardon, +making a rapid entry in his tablets. "May I inquire whether you are +going to Europe in consequence of your disapproval of your sister's +views?" + +Mrs. Luna sprang up again, almost snatching the memoranda out of his +hand. "If you have the impertinence to publish a word about me, or to +mention my name in print, I will come to your office and make such a +scene!" + +"Dearest lady, that would be a godsend!" Mr. Pardon cried +enthusiastically; but he put his notebook back into his pocket. + +"Have you made an exhaustive search for Miss Tarrant?" Basil Ransom +asked of him. Mr. Pardon, at this inquiry, eyed him with a sudden, +familiar archness, expressive of the idea of competition; so that Ransom +added: "You needn't be afraid, I'm not a reporter." + +"I didn't know but what you had come on from New York." + +"So I have--but not as the representative of a newspaper." + +"Fancy his taking you----" Mrs. Luna murmured, with indignation. + +"Well, I have been everywhere I could think of," Mr. Pardon remarked. "I +have been hunting round after your sister's agent, but I haven't been +able to catch up with him; I suppose he has been hunting on his side. +Miss Chancellor told me--Mrs. Luna may remember it--that she shouldn't +be here at all during the week, and that she preferred not to tell me +either where or how she was to spend her time until the momentous +evening. Of course I let her know that I should find out if I could, and +you may remember," he said to Mrs. Luna, "the conversation we had on the +subject. I remarked, candidly, that if they didn't look out they would +overdo the quietness. Doctor Tarrant has felt very low about it. +However, I have done what I could with the material at my command, and +the _Vesper_ has let the public know that her whereabouts was the +biggest mystery of the season. It's difficult to get round the +_Vesper_." + +"I am almost afraid to open my lips in your presence," Mrs. Luna broke +in, "but I must say that I think my sister was strangely communicative. +She told you ever so much that I wouldn't have breathed." + +"I should like to try you with something you know!" Matthias Pardon +returned imperturbably. "This isn't a fair trial, because you don't +know. Miss Chancellor came round--came round considerably, there's no +doubt of that; because a year or two ago she was terribly +unapproachable. If I have mollified her, madam, why shouldn't I mollify +you? She realises that I can help her now, and as I ain't rancorous I am +willing to help her all she'll let me. The trouble is, she won't let me +enough, yet; it seems as if she couldn't believe it of me. At any rate," +he pursued, addressing himself more particularly to Ransom, "half an +hour ago, at the Hall, they knew nothing whatever about Miss Tarrant, +beyond the fact that about a month ago she came there, with Miss +Chancellor, to try her voice, which rang all over the place, like +silver, and that Miss Chancellor guaranteed her absolute punctuality +to-night." + +"Well, that's all that is required," said Ransom, at hazard; and he put +out his hand, in farewell, to Mrs. Luna. + +"Do you desert me already?" she demanded, giving him a glance which +would have embarrassed any spectator but a reporter of the _Vesper_. + +"I have fifty things to do; you must excuse me." He was nervous, +restless, his heart was beating much faster than usual; he couldn't +stand still, and he had no compunction whatever about leaving her to get +rid, by herself, of Mr. Pardon. + +This gentleman continued to mix in the conversation, possibly from the +hope that if he should linger either Miss Tarrant or Miss Chancellor +would make her appearance. "Every seat in the Hall is sold; the crowd is +expected to be immense. When our Boston public _does_ take an idea!" Mr. +Pardon exclaimed. + +Ransom only wanted to get away, and in order to facilitate his release +by implying that in such a case he should see her again, he said to Mrs. +Luna, rather hypocritically, from the threshold, "You had really better +come to-night." + +"I am not like the Boston public--I don't take an idea!" she replied. + +"Do you mean to say you are not going?" cried Mr. Pardon, with widely +open eyes, clapping his hand again to his pocket. "Don't you regard her +as a wonderful genius?" + +Mrs. Luna was sorely tried, and the vexation of seeing Ransom slip away +from her with his thoughts visibly on Verena, leaving her face to face +with the odious newspaper man, whose presence made passionate protest +impossible--the annoyance of seeing everything and every one mock at her +and fail to compensate her was such that she lost her head, while +rashness leaped to her lips and jerked out the answer--"No indeed; I +think her a vulgar idiot!" + +"Ah, madam, I should never permit myself to print that!" Ransom heard +Mr. Pardon rejoin reproachfully, as he dropped the _portiere_ of the +drawing-room. + + + + +XLI + + +He walked about for the next two hours, walked all over Boston, heedless +of his course, and conscious only of an unwillingness to return to his +hotel and an inability to eat his dinner or rest his weary legs. He had +been roaming in very much the same desperate fashion, at once eager and +purposeless, for many days before he left New York, and he knew that his +agitation and suspense must wear themselves out. At present they pressed +him more than ever; they had become tremendously acute. The early dusk +of the last half of November had gathered thick, but the evening was +fine and the lighted streets had the animation and variety of a winter +that had begun with brilliancy. The shop-fronts glowed through frosty +panes, the passers bustled on the pavement, the bells of the street-cars +jangled in the cold air, the newsboys hawked the evening papers, the +vestibules of the theatres, illuminated and flanked with coloured +posters and the photographs of actresses, exhibited seductively their +swinging doors of red leather or baize, spotted with little brass nails. +Behind great plates of glass the interior of the hotels became visible, +with marble-paved lobbies, white with electric lamps, and columns, and +Westerners on divans stretching their legs, while behind a counter, set +apart and covered with an array of periodicals and novels in paper +covers, little boys, with the faces of old men, showing plans of the +play-houses and offering librettos, sold orchestra-chairs at a premium. +When from time to time Ransom paused at a corner, hesitating which way +to drift, he looked up and saw the stars, sharp and near, scintillating +over the town. Boston seemed to him big and full of nocturnal life, very +much awake and preparing for an evening of pleasure. + +He passed and repassed the Music Hall, saw Verena immensely advertised, +gazed down the vista, the approach for pedestrians, which leads out of +School Street, and thought it looked expectant and ominous. People had +not begun to enter yet, but the place was ready, lighted and open, and +the interval would be only too short. So it appeared to Ransom, while at +the same time he wished immensely the crisis were over. Everything that +surrounded him referred itself to the idea with which his mind was +palpitating, the question whether he might not still intervene as +against the girl's jump into the abyss. He believed that all Boston was +going to hear her, or that at least every one was whom he saw in the +streets; and there was a kind of incentive and inspiration in this +thought. The vision of wresting her from the mighty multitude set him +off again, to stride through the population that would fight for her. It +was not too late, for he felt strong; it would not be too late even if +she should already stand there before thousands of converging eyes. He +had had his ticket since the morning, and now the time was going on. He +went back to his hotel at last for ten minutes, and refreshed himself by +dressing a little and by drinking a glass of wine. Then he took his way +once more to the Music Hall, and saw that people were beginning to go +in--the first drops of the great stream, among whom there were many +women. Since seven o'clock the minutes had moved fast--before that they +had dragged--and now there was only half an hour. Ransom passed in with +the others; he knew just where his seat was; he had chosen it, on +reaching Boston, from the few that were left, with what he believed to +be care. But now, as he stood beneath the far-away panelled roof, +stretching above the line of little tongues of flame which marked its +junction with the walls, he felt that this didn't matter much, since he +certainly was not going to subside into his place. He was not one of the +audience; he was apart, unique, and had come on a business altogether +special. It wouldn't have mattered if, in advance, he had got no place +at all and had just left himself to pay for standing-room at the last. +The people came pouring in, and in a very short time there would only be +standing-room left. Ransom had no definite plan; he had mainly wanted to +get inside of the building, so that, on a view of the field, he might +make up his mind. He had never been in the Music Hall before, and its +lofty vaults and rows of overhanging balconies made it to his +imagination immense and impressive. There were two or three moments +during which he felt as he could imagine a young man to feel who, +waiting in a public place, has made up his mind, for reasons of his own, +to discharge a pistol at the king or the president. + +The place struck him with a kind of Roman vastness; the doors which +opened out of the upper balconies, high aloft, and which were constantly +swinging to and fro with the passage of spectators and ushers, reminded +him of the _vomitoria_ that he had read about in descriptions of the +Colosseum. The huge organ, the background of the stage--a stage occupied +with tiers of seats for choruses and civic worthies--lifted to the dome +its shining pipes and sculptured pinnacles, and some genius of music or +oratory erected himself in monumental bronze at the base. The hall was +so capacious and serious, and the audience increased so rapidly without +filling it, giving Ransom a sense of the numbers it would contain when +it was packed, that the courage of the two young women, face to face +with so tremendous an ordeal, hovered before him as really sublime, +especially the conscious tension of poor Olive, who would have been +spared none of the anxieties and tremors, none of the previsions of +accident or calculations of failure. In the front of the stage was a +slim, high desk, like a music-stand, with a cover of red velvet, and +near it was a light ornamental chair, on which he was sure Verena would +not seat herself, though he could fancy her leaning at moments on the +back. Behind this was a kind of semicircle of a dozen arm-chairs, which +had evidently been arranged for the friends of the speaker, her sponsors +and patrons. The hall was more and more full of premonitory sounds; +people making a noise as they unfolded, on hinges, their seats, and +itinerant boys, whose voices as they cried out "Photographs of Miss +Tarrant--sketch of her life!" or "Portraits of the Speaker--story of her +career!" sounded small and piping in the general immensity. Before +Ransom was aware of it several of the arm-chairs, in the row behind the +lecturer's desk, were occupied, with gaps, and in a moment he +recognised, even across the interval, three of the persons who had +appeared. The straight-featured woman with bands of glossy hair and +eyebrows that told at a distance, could only be Mrs. Farrinder, just as +the gentleman beside her, in a white overcoat, with an umbrella and a +vague face, was probably her husband Amariah. At the opposite end of the +row were another pair, whom Ransom, unacquainted with certain chapters +of Verena's history, perceived without surprise to be Mrs. Burrage and +her insinuating son. Apparently their interest in Miss Tarrant was more +than a momentary fad, since--like himself--they had made the journey +from New York to hear her. There were other figures, unknown to our +young man, here and there, in the semicircle; but several places were +still empty (one of which was of course reserved for Olive), and it +occurred to Ransom, even in his preoccupation, that one of them ought to +remain so--ought to be left to symbolise the presence, in the spirit, of +Miss Birdseye. + +He bought one of the photographs of Verena, and thought it shockingly +bad, and bought also the sketch of her life, which many people seemed to +be reading, but crumpled it up in his pocket for future consideration. +Verena was not in the least present to him in connexion with this +exhibition of enterprise and puffery; what he saw was Olive, struggling +and yielding, making every sacrifice of taste for the sake of the +largest hearing, and conforming herself to a great popular system. +Whether she had struggled or not, there was a catch-penny effect about +the whole thing which added to the fever in his cheek and made him wish +he had money to buy up the stock of the vociferous little boys. Suddenly +the notes of the organ rolled out into the hall, and he became aware +that the overture or prelude had begun. This, too, seemed to him a piece +of claptrap, but he didn't wait to think of it; he instantly edged out +of his place, which he had chosen near the end of a row, and reached one +of the numerous doors. If he had had no definite plan he now had at +least an irresistible impulse, and he felt the prick of shame at having +faltered for a moment. It had been his tacit calculation that Verena, +still enshrined in mystery by her companion, would not have reached the +scene of her performance till within a few minutes of the time at which +she was to come forth; so that he had lost nothing by waiting, up to +this moment, before the platform. But now he must overtake his +opportunity. Before passing out of the hall into the lobby he paused, +and with his back to the stage, gave a look at the gathered auditory. It +had become densely numerous, and, suffused with the evenly distributed +gaslight, which fell from a great elevation, and the thick atmosphere +that hangs for ever in such places, it appeared to pile itself high and +to look dimly expectant and formidable. He had a throb of uneasiness at +his private purpose of balking it of its entertainment, its victim--a +glimpse of the ferocity that lurks in a disappointed mob. But the +thought of that danger only made him pass more quickly through the ugly +corridors; he felt that his plan was definite enough now, and he found +that he had no need even of asking the way to a certain small door (one +or more of them), which he meant to push open. In taking his place in +the morning he had assured himself as to the side of the house on which +(with its approach to the platform) the withdrawing room of singers and +speakers was situated; he had chosen his seat in that quarter, and he +now had not far to go before he reached it. No one heeded or challenged +him; Miss Tarrant's auditors were still pouring in (the occasion was +evidently to have been an unprecedented success of curiosity), and had +all the attention of the ushers. Ransom opened a door at the end of the +passage, and it admitted him into a sort of vestibule, quite bare save +that at a second door, opposite to him, stood a figure at the sight of +which he paused for a moment in his advance. + +The figure was simply that of a robust policeman, in his helmet and +brass buttons--a policeman who was expecting him--Ransom could see that +in a twinkling. He judged in the same space of time that Olive +Chancellor had heard of his having arrived and had applied for the +protection of this functionary, who was now simply guarding the ingress +and was prepared to defend it against all comers. There was a slight +element of surprise in this, as he had reasoned that his nervous +kinswoman was absent from her house for the day--had been spending it +all in Verena's retreat, wherever that was. The surprise was not great +enough, however, to interrupt his course for more than an instant, and +he crossed the room and stood before the belted sentinel. For a moment +neither spoke; they looked at each other very hard in the eyes, and +Ransom heard the organ, beyond partitions, launching its waves of sound +through the hall. They seemed to be very near it, and the whole place +vibrated. The policeman was a tall, lean-faced, sallow man, with a stoop +of the shoulders, a small, steady eye, and something in his mouth which +made a protuberance in his cheek. Ransom could see that he was very +strong, but he believed that he himself was not materially less so. +However, he had not come there to show physical fight--a public tussle +about Verena was not an attractive idea, except perhaps, after all, if +he should get the worst of it, from the point of view of Olive's new +system of advertising; and, moreover, it would not be in the least +necessary. Still he said nothing, and still the policeman remained dumb, +and there was something in the way the moments elapsed and in our young +man's consciousness that Verena was separated from him only by a couple +of thin planks, which made him feel that she too expected him, but in +another sense; that she had nothing to do with this parade of +resistance, that she would know in a moment, by quick intuition, that he +was there, and that she was only praying to be rescued, to be saved. +Face to face with Olive she hadn't the courage, but she would have it +with her hand in his. It came to him that there was no one in the world +less sure of her business just at that moment than Olive Chancellor; it +was as if he could see, through the door, the terrible way her eyes were +fixed on Verena while she held her watch in her hand and Verena looked +away from her. Olive would have been so thankful that she should begin +before the hour, but of course that was impossible. Ransom asked no +questions--that seemed a waste of time; he only said, after a minute, to +the policeman: + +"I should like very much to see Miss Tarrant, if you will be so good as +to take in my card." + +The guardian of order, well planted just between him and the handle of +the door, took from Ransom the morsel of pasteboard which he held out to +him, read slowly the name inscribed on it, turned it over and looked at +the back, then returned it to his interlocutor. "Well, I guess it ain't +much use," he remarked. + +"How can you know that? You have no business to decline my request." + +"Well, I guess I have about as much business as you have to make it." +Then he added, "You are just the very man she wants to keep out." + +"I don't think Miss Tarrant wants to keep me out," Ransom returned. + +"I don't know much about her, she hasn't hired the hall. It's the other +one--Miss Chancellor; it's her that runs this lecture." + +"And she has asked you to keep me out? How absurd!" exclaimed Ransom +ingeniously. + +"She tells me you're none too fit to be round alone; you have got this +thing on the brain. I guess you'd better be quiet," said the policeman. + +"Quiet? Is it possible to be more quiet than I am?" + +"Well, I've seen crazy folks that were a good deal like you. If you want +to see the speaker why don't you go and set round in the hall, with the +rest of the public?" And the policeman waited, in an immovable, +ruminating, reasonable manner, for an answer to this inquiry. + +Ransom had one, on the instant, at his service. "Because I don't want +simply to see her; I want also to speak to her--in private." + +"Yes--it's always intensely private," said the policeman. "Now I +wouldn't lose the lecture if I was you. I guess it will do you good." + +"The lecture?" Ransom repeated, laughing. "It won't take place." + +"Yes it will--as quick as the organ stops." Then the policeman added, as +to himself, "Why the devil don't it?" + +"Because Miss Tarrant has sent up to the organist to tell him to keep +on." + +"Who has she sent, do you s'pose?" And Ransom's new acquaintance entered +into his humour. "I guess Miss Chancellor isn't her nigger." + +"She has sent her father, or perhaps even her mother. They are in there +too." + +"How do you know that?" asked the policeman consideringly. + +"Oh, I know everything," Ransom answered, smiling. + +"Well, I guess they didn't come here to listen to that organ. We'll hear +something else before long, if he doesn't stop." + +"You will hear a good deal, very soon," Ransom remarked. + +The serenity of his self-confidence appeared at last to make an +impression on his antagonist, who lowered his head a little, like some +butting animal, and looked at the young man from beneath bushy eyebrows. +"Well, I _have_ heard a good deal, since I've been in Boston." + +"Oh, Boston's a great place," Ransom rejoined inattentively. He was not +listening to the policeman or to the organ now, for the sound of voices +had reached him from the other side of the door. The policeman took no +further notice of it than to lean back against the panels, with folded +arms; and there was another pause, between them, during which the +playing of the organ ceased. + +"I will just wait here, with your permission," said Ransom, "and +presently I shall be called." + +"Who do you s'pose will call you?" + +"Well, Miss Tarrant, I hope." + +"She'll have to square the other one first." + +Ransom took out his watch, which he had adapted, on purpose, several +hours before, to Boston time, and saw that the minutes had sped with +increasing velocity during this interview, and that it now marked five +minutes past eight. "Miss Chancellor will have to square the public," he +said in a moment; and the words were far from being an empty profession +of security, for the conviction already in possession of him, that a +drama in which he, though cut off, was an actor, had been going on for +some time in the apartment he was prevented from entering, that the +situation was extraordinarily strained there, and that it could not come +to an end without an appeal to him--this transcendental assumption +acquired an infinitely greater force the instant he perceived that +Verena was even now keeping her audience waiting. Why didn't she go on? +Why, except that she knew he was there, and was gaining time? + +"Well, I guess she has shown herself," said the door-keeper, whose +discussion with Ransom now appeared to have passed, on his own part, and +without the slightest prejudice to his firmness, into a sociable, +gossiping phase. + +"If she had shown herself, we should hear the reception, the applause." + +"Well, there they air; they are going to give it to her," the policeman +announced. + +He had an odious appearance of being in the right, for there indeed they +seemed to be--they were giving it to her. A general hubbub rose from the +floor and the galleries of the hall--the sound of several thousand +people stamping with their feet and rapping with their umbrellas and +sticks. Ransom felt faint, and for a little while he stood with his gaze +interlocked with that of the policeman. Then suddenly a wave of coolness +seemed to break over him, and he exclaimed: "My dear fellow, that isn't +applause--it's impatience. It isn't a reception, it's a call!" + +The policeman neither assented to this proposition nor denied it; he +only transferred the protuberance in his cheek to the other side, and +observed: + +"I guess she's sick." + +"Oh, I hope not!" said Ransom, very gently. The stamping and rapping +swelled and swelled for a minute, and then it subsided; but before it +had done so Ransom's definition of it had plainly become the true one. +The tone of the manifestation was good-humoured, but it was not +gratulatory. He looked at his watch again, and saw that five minutes +more had elapsed, and he remembered what the newspaperman in Charles +Street had said about Olive's guaranteeing Verena's punctuality. Oddly +enough, at the moment the image of this gentleman recurred to him, the +gentleman himself burst through the other door, in a state of the +liveliest agitation. + +"Why in the name of goodness don't she go on? If she wants to make them +call her, they've done it about enough!" Mr. Pardon turned, pressingly, +from Ransom to the policeman and back again, and in his preoccupation +gave no sign of having met the Mississippian before. + +"I guess she's sick," said the policeman. + +"The public'll be sick!" cried the distressed reporter. "If she's sick, +why doesn't she send for a doctor? All Boston is packed into this house, +and she has got to talk to it. I want to go in and see." + +"You can't go in," said the policeman drily. + +"Why can't I go in, I should like to know? I want to go in for the +_Vesper_"! + +"You can't go in for anything. I'm keeping this man out, too," the +policeman added genially, as if to make Mr. Pardon's exclusion appear +less invidious. + +"Why, they'd ought to let _you_ in," said Matthias, staring a moment at +Ransom. + +"May be they'd ought, but they won't," the policeman remarked. + +"Gracious me!" panted Mr. Pardon; "I knew from the first Miss Chancellor +would make a mess of it! Where's Mr. Filer?" he went on eagerly, +addressing himself apparently to either of the others, or to both. + +"I guess he's at the door, counting the money," said the policeman. + +"Well, he'll have to give it back if he don't look out!" + +"Maybe he will. I'll let _him_ in if he comes, but he's the only one. +She is on now," the policeman added, without emotion. + +His ear had caught the first faint murmur of another explosion of sound. +This time, unmistakably, it was applause--the clapping of multitudinous +hands, mingled with the noise of many throats. The demonstration, +however, though considerable, was not what might have been expected, and +it died away quickly. Mr. Pardon stood listening, with an expression of +some alarm. "Merciful fathers! can't they give her more than that?" he +cried. "I'll just fly round and see!" + +When he had hurried away again, Ransom said to the policeman--"Who is +Mr. Filer?" + +"Oh, he's an old friend of mine. He's the man that runs Miss +Chancellor." + +"That runs her?" + +"Just the same as she runs Miss Tarrant. He runs the pair, as you might +say. He's in the lecture-business." + +"Then he had better talk to the public himself." + +"Oh, _he_ can't talk; he can only boss!" + +The opposite door at this moment was pushed open again, and a large, +heated-looking man, with a little stiff beard on the end of his chin and +his overcoat flying behind him, strode forward with an imprecation. +"What the h---- are they doing in the parlour? This sort of thing's +about played out!" + +"Ain't she up there now?" the policeman asked. + +"It's not Miss Tarrant," Ransom said, as if he knew all about it. He +perceived in a moment that this was Mr. Filer, Olive Chancellor's agent; +an inference instantly followed by the reflexion that such a personage +would have been warned against him by his kinswoman and would doubtless +attempt to hold him, or his influence, accountable for Verena's +unexpected delay. Mr. Filer only glanced at him, however, and to +Ransom's surprise appeared to have no theory of his identity; a fact +implying that Miss Chancellor had considered that the greater discretion +was (except to the policeman) to hold her tongue about him altogether. + +"Up there? It's her jackass of a father that's up there!" cried Mr. +Filer, with his hand on the latch of the door, which the policeman had +allowed him to approach. + +"Is he asking for a doctor?" the latter inquired dispassionately. + +"You're the sort of doctor he'll want, if he doesn't produce the girl! +You don't mean to say they've locked themselves in? What the plague are +they after?" + +"They've got the key on that side," said the policeman, while Mr. Filer +discharged at the door a volley of sharp knocks, at the same time +violently shaking the handle. + +"If the door was locked, what was the good of your standing before it?" +Ransom inquired. + +"So as you couldn't do that"; and the policeman nodded at Mr. Filer. + +"You see your interference has done very little good." + +"I dunno; she has got to come out yet." + +Mr. Filer meanwhile had continued to thump and shake, demanding instant +admission and inquiring if they were going to let the audience pull the +house down. Another round of applause had broken out, directed +perceptibly to some apology, some solemn circumlocution, of Selah +Tarrant's; this covered the sound of the agent's voice, as well as that +of a confused and divided response, proceeding from the parlour. For a +minute nothing definite was audible; the door remained closed, and +Matthias Pardon reappeared in the vestibule. + +"He says she's just a little faint--from nervousness. She'll be all +ready in about three minutes." This announcement was Mr. Pardon's +contribution to the crisis; and he added that the crowd was a lovely +crowd, it was a real Boston crowd, it was perfectly good-humoured. + +"There's a lovely crowd, and a real Boston one too, I guess, in here!" +cried Mr. Filer, now banging very hard. "I've handled prima donnas, and +I've handled natural curiosities, but I've never seen anything up to +this. Mind what I say, ladies; if you don't let me in, I'll smash down +the door!" + +"Don't seem as if _you_ could make it much worse, does it?" the +policeman observed to Ransom, strolling aside a little, with the air of +being superseded. + + + + +XLII + + +Ransom made no reply; he was watching the door, which at that moment +gave way from within. Verena stood there--it was she, evidently, who had +opened it--and her eyes went straight to his. She was dressed in white, +and her face was whiter than her garment; above it her hair seemed to +shine like fire. She took a step forward; but before she could take +another he had come down to her, on the threshold of the room. Her face +was full of suffering, and he did not attempt--before all those eyes--to +take her hand; he only said in a low tone, "I have been waiting for +you--a long time!" + +"I know it--I saw you in your seat--I want to speak to you." + +"Well, Miss Tarrant, don't you think you'd better be on the platform?" +cried Mr. Filer, making with both his arms a movement as if to sweep her +before him, through the waiting-room, up into the presence of the +public. + +"In a moment I shall be ready. My father is making that all right." And, +to Ransom's surprise, she smiled, with all her sweetness, at the +irrepressible agent; appeared to wish genuinely to reassure him. + +The three had moved together into the waiting-room, and there at the +farther end of it, beyond the vulgar, perfunctory chairs and tables, +under the flaring gas, he saw Mrs. Tarrant sitting upright on a sofa, +with immense rigidity, and a large flushed visage, full of suppressed +distortion, and beside her prostrate, fallen over, her head buried in +the lap of Verena's mother, the tragic figure of Olive Chancellor. +Ransom could scarcely know how much Olive's having flung herself upon +Mrs. Tarrant's bosom testified to the convulsive scene that had just +taken place behind the locked door. He closed it again, sharply, in the +face of the reporter and the policeman, and at the same moment Selah +Tarrant descended, through the aperture leading to the platform, from +his brief communion with the public. On seeing Ransom he stopped short, +and, gathering his waterproof about him, measured the young man from +head to foot. + +"Well, sir, perhaps _you_ would like to go and explain our hitch," he +remarked, indulging in a smile so comprehensive that the corners of his +mouth seemed almost to meet behind. "I presume that you, better than any +one else, can give them an insight into our difficulties!" + +"Father, be still; father, it will come out all right in a moment!" +cried Verena, below her breath, panting like an emergent diver. + +"There's one thing I want to know: are we going to spend half an hour +talking over our domestic affairs?" Mr. Filer demanded, wiping his +indignant countenance. "Is Miss Tarrant going to lecture, or ain't she +going to lecture? If she ain't, she'll please to show cause why. Is she +aware that every quarter of a second, at the present instant, is worth +about five hundred dollars?" + +"I know that--I know that, Mr. Filer; I will begin in a moment!" Verena +went on. "I only want to speak to Mr. Ransom--just three words. They are +perfectly quiet--don't you see how quiet they are? They trust me, they +trust me, don't they, father? I only want to speak to Mr. Ransom." + +"Who the devil is Mr. Ransom?" cried the exasperated, bewildered Filer. + +Verena spoke to the others, but she looked at her lover, and the +expression of her eyes was ineffably touching and beseeching. She +trembled with nervous passion, there were sobs and supplications in her +voice, and Ransom felt himself flushing with pure pity for her pain--her +inevitable agony. But at the same moment he had another perception, +which brushed aside remorse; he saw that he could do what he wanted, +that she begged him, with all her being, to spare her, but that so long +as he should protest she was submissive, helpless. What he wanted, in +this light, flamed before him and challenged all his manhood, tossing +his determination to a height from which not only Doctor Tarrant, and +Mr. Filer, and Olive, over there, in her sightless, soundless shame, but +the great expectant hall as well, and the mighty multitude, in suspense, +keeping quiet from minute to minute and holding the breath of its +anger--from which all these things looked small, surmountable, and of +the moment only. He didn't quite understand, as yet, however; he saw +that Verena had not refused, but temporised, that the spell upon +her--thanks to which he should still be able to rescue her--had been the +knowledge that he was near. + +"Come away, come away," he murmured quickly, putting out his two hands +to her. + +She took one of them, as if to plead, not to consent. "Oh, let me off, +let me off--for _her_, for the others! It's too terrible, it's +impossible!" + +"What I want to know is why Mr. Ransom isn't in the hands of the +police!" wailed Mrs. Tarrant, from her sofa. + +"I have been, madam, for the last quarter of an hour." Ransom felt more +and more that he could manage it, if he only kept cool. He bent over +Verena with a tenderness in which he was careless, now, of observation. +"Dearest, I told you, I warned you. I left you alone for ten weeks; but +could that make you doubt it was coming? Not for worlds, not for +millions, shall you give yourself to that roaring crowd. Don't ask me to +care for them, or for any one! What do they care for you but to gape and +grin and babble? You are mine, you are not theirs." + +"What under the sun is the man talking about? With the most magnificent +audience ever brought together! The city of Boston is under this roof!" +Mr. Filer gaspingly interposed. + +"The city of Boston be damned!" said Ransom. + +"Mr. Ransom is very much interested in my daughter. He doesn't approve +of our views," Selah Tarrant explained. + +"It's the most horrible, wicked, immoral selfishness I ever heard in my +life!" roared Mrs. Tarrant. + +"Selfishness! Mrs. Tarrant, do you suppose I pretend not to be selfish?" + +"Do you want us all murdered by the mob, then?" + +"They can have their money--can't you give them back their money?" cried +Verena, turning frantically round the circle. + +"Verena Tarrant, you don't mean to say you are going to back down?" her +mother shrieked. + +"Good God! that I should make her suffer like this!" said Ransom to +himself; and to put an end to the odious scene he would have seized +Verena in his arms and broken away into the outer world, if Olive, who +at Mrs. Tarrant's last loud challenge had sprung to her feet, had not at +the same time thrown herself between them with a force which made the +girl relinquish her grasp of Ransom's hand. To his astonishment, the +eyes that looked at him out of her scared, haggard face were, like +Verena's, eyes of tremendous entreaty. There was a moment during which +she would have been ready to go down on her knees to him, in order that +the lecture should go on. + +"If you don't agree with her, take her up on the platform, and have it +out there; the public would like that, first-rate!" Mr. Filer said to +Ransom, as if he thought this suggestion practical. + +"She had prepared a lovely address!" Selah remarked mournfully, as if to +the company in general. + +No one appeared to heed the observation, but his wife broke out again. +"Verena Tarrant, I should like to slap you! Do you call such a man as +that a gentleman? I don't know where your father's spirit is, to let him +stay!" + +Olive, meanwhile, was literally praying to her kinsman. "Let her appear +this once, just this once: not to ruin, not to shame! Haven't you any +pity; do you want me to be hooted? It's only for an hour. Haven't you +any soul?" + +Her face and voice were terrible to Ransom; she had flung herself upon +Verena and was holding her close, and he could see that her friend's +suffering was faint in comparison to her own. "Why for an hour, when +it's all false and damnable? An hour is as bad as ten years! She's mine +or she isn't, and if she's mine, she's all mine!" + +"Yours! Yours! Verena, think, think what you're doing!" Olive moaned, +bending over her. + +Mr. Filer was now pouring forth his nature in objurgations and oaths, +and brandishing before the culprits--Verena and Ransom--the extreme +penalty of the law. Mrs. Tarrant had burst into violent hysterics, while +Selah revolved vaguely about the room and declared that it seemed as if +the better day was going to be put off for quite a while. "Don't you see +how good, how sweet they are--giving us all this time? Don't you think +that when they behave like that--without a sound, for five minutes--they +ought to be rewarded?" Verena asked, smiling divinely, at Ransom. +Nothing could have been more tender, more exquisite, than the way she +put her appeal upon the ground of simple charity, kindness to the great +good-natured, childish public. + +"Miss Chancellor may reward them in any way she likes. Give them back +their money and a little present to each." + +"Money and presents? I should like to shoot you, sir!" yelled Mr. Filer. +The audience had really been very patient, and up to this point deserved +Verena's praise; but it was now long past eight o'clock, and symptoms of +irritation--cries and groans and hisses--began again to proceed from the +hall. Mr. Filer launched himself into the passage leading to the stage, +and Selah rushed after him. Mrs. Tarrant extended herself, sobbing, on +the sofa, and Olive, quivering in the storm, inquired of Ransom what he +wanted her to do, what humiliation, what degradation, what sacrifice he +imposed. + +"I'll do anything--I'll be abject--I'll be vile--I'll go down in the +dust!" + +"I ask nothing of you, and I have nothing to do with you," Ransom said. +"That is, I ask, at the most, that you shouldn't expect that, wishing to +make Verena my wife, I should say to her, 'Oh yes, you can take an hour +or two out of it!' Verena," he went on, "all this is out of +it--dreadfully, odiously--and it's a great deal too much! Come, come as +far away from here as possible, and we'll settle the rest!" + +The combined effort of Mr. Filer and Selah Tarrant to pacify the public +had not, apparently, the success it deserved; the house continued in +uproar and the volume of sound increased. "Leave us alone, leave us +alone for a single minute!" cried Verena; "just let me speak to him, and +it will be all right!" She rushed over to her mother, drew her, dragged +her from the sofa, led her to the door of the room. Mrs. Tarrant, on the +way, reunited herself with Olive (the horror of the situation had at +least that compensation for her), and, clinging and staggering together, +the distracted women, pushed by Verena, passed into the vestibule, now, +as Ransom saw, deserted by the policeman and the reporter, who had +rushed round to where the battle was thickest. + +"Oh, why did you come--why, why?" And Verena, turning back, threw +herself upon him with a protest which was all, and more than all, a +surrender. She had never yet given herself to him so much as in that +movement of reproach. + +"Didn't you expect me, and weren't you sure?" he asked, smiling at her +and standing there till she arrived. + +"I didn't know--it was terrible--it's awful! I saw you in your place, in +the house, when you came. As soon as we got here I went out to those +steps that go up to the stage and I looked out, with my father--from +behind him--and saw you in a minute. Then I felt too nervous to speak! I +could never, never, if you were there! My father didn't know you, and I +said nothing, but Olive guessed as soon as I came back. She rushed at +me, and she looked at me--oh, how she looked! and she guessed. She +didn't need to go out to see for herself, and when she saw how I was +trembling she began to tremble herself, to believe, as I believed, we +were lost. Listen to them, listen to them, in the house! Now I want you +to go away--I will see you to-morrow, as long as you wish. That's all I +want now; if you will only go away it's not too late, and everything +will be all right!" + +Preoccupied as Ransom was with the simple purpose of getting her bodily +out of the place, he could yet notice her strange, touching tone, and +her air of believing that she might really persuade him. She had +evidently given up everything now--every pretence of a different +conviction and of loyalty to her cause; all this had fallen from her as +soon as she felt him near, and she asked him to go away just as any +plighted maiden might have asked any favour of her lover. But it was the +poor girl's misfortune that whatever she did or said, or left unsaid, +only had the effect of making her dearer to him and making the people +who were clamouring for her seem more and more a raving rabble. + +He indulged not in the smallest recognition of her request, and simply +said, "Surely Olive must have believed, must have known, I would come." + +"She would have been sure if you hadn't become so unexpectedly quiet +after I left Marmion. You seemed to concur, to be willing to wait." + +"So I was, for a few weeks. But they ended yesterday. I was furious that +morning, when I learned your flight, and during the week that followed I +made two or three attempts to find you. Then I stopped--I thought it +better. I saw you were very well hidden; I determined not even to write. +I felt I _could_ wait--with that last day at Marmion to think of. +Besides, to leave you with her awhile, for the last, seemed more decent. +Perhaps you'll tell me now where you were." + +"I was with father and mother. She sent me to them that morning, with a +letter. I don't know what was in it. Perhaps there was money," said +Verena, who evidently now would tell him everything. + +"And where did they take you?" + +"I don't know--to places. I was in Boston once, for a day; but only in a +carriage. They were as frightened as Olive; they were bound to save me!" + +"They shouldn't have brought you here to-night then. How could you +possibly doubt of my coming?" + +"I don't know what I thought, and I didn't know, till I saw you, that +all the strength I had hoped for would leave me in a flash, and that if +I attempted to speak--with you sitting there--I should make the most +shameful failure. We had a sickening scene here--I begged for delay, for +time to recover. We waited and waited, and when I heard you at the door +talking to the policeman, it seemed to me everything was gone. But it +will still come back, if you will leave me. They are quiet again--father +must be interesting them." + +"I hope he is!" Ransom exclaimed. "If Miss Chancellor ordered the +policeman, she must have expected me." + +"That was only after she knew you were in the house. She flew out into +the lobby with father, and they seized him and posted him there. She +locked the door; she seemed to think they would break it down. I didn't +wait for that, but from the moment I knew you were on the other side of +it I couldn't go on--I was paralysed. It has made me feel better to talk +to you--and now I could appear," Verena added. + +"My darling child, haven't you a shawl or a mantle?" Ransom returned, +for all answer, looking about him. He perceived, tossed upon a chair, a +long, furred cloak, which he caught up and, before she could resist, +threw over her. She even let him arrange it, and, standing there, draped +from head to foot in it, contented herself with saying, after a moment: + +"I don't understand--where shall we go? Where will you take me?" + +"We shall catch the night-train for New York, and the first thing in the +morning we shall be married." + +Verena remained gazing at him, with swimming eyes. "And what will the +people do? Listen, listen!" + +"Your father is ceasing to interest them. They'll howl and thump, +according to their nature." + +"Ah, their nature's fine!" Verena pleaded. + +"Dearest, that's one of the fallacies I shall have to woo you from. Hear +them, the senseless brutes!" The storm was now raging in the hall, and +it deepened, to such a point that Verena turned to him in a supreme +appeal. + +"I could soothe them with a word!" + +"Keep your soothing words for me--you will have need of them all, in our +coming time," Ransom said, laughing. He pulled open the door again, +which led into the lobby, but he was driven back, with Verena, by a +furious onset from Mrs. Tarrant. Seeing her daughter fairly arrayed for +departure, she hurled herself upon her, half in indignation, half in a +blind impulse to cling, and with an outpouring of tears, reproaches, +prayers, strange scraps of argument and iterations of farewell, closed +her about with an embrace which was partly a supreme caress, partly the +salutary castigation she had, three minutes before, expressed the wish +to administer, and altogether for the moment a check upon the girl's +flight. + +"Mother, dearest, it's all for the best, I can't help it, I love you +just the same; let me go, let me go!" Verena stammered, kissing her +again, struggling to free herself, and holding out her hand to Ransom. +He saw now that she only wanted to get away, to leave everything behind +her. Olive was close at hand, on the threshold of the room, and as soon +as Ransom looked at her he became aware that the weakness she had just +shown had passed away. She had straightened herself again, and she was +upright in her desolation. The expression of her face was a thing to +remain with him for ever; it was impossible to imagine a more vivid +presentment of blighted hope and wounded pride. Dry, desperate, rigid, +she yet wavered and seemed uncertain; her pale, glittering eyes +straining forward, as if they were looking for death. Ransom had a +vision, even at that crowded moment, that if she could have met it there +and then, bristling with steel or lurid with fire, she would have rushed +on it without a tremor, like the heroine that she was. All this while +the great agitation in the hall rose and fell, in waves and surges, as +if Selah Tarrant and the agent were talking to the multitude, trying to +calm them, succeeding for the moment, and then letting them loose again. +Whirled down by one of the fitful gusts, a lady and a gentleman issued +from the passage, and Ransom, glancing at them, recognised Mrs. +Farrinder and her husband. + +"Well, Miss Chancellor," said that more successful woman, with +considerable asperity, "if this is the way you're going to reinstate our +sex!" She passed rapidly through the room, followed by Amariah, who +remarked in his transit that it seemed as if there had been a want of +organisation, and the two retreated expeditiously, without the lady's +having taken the smallest notice of Verena, whose conflict with her +mother prolonged itself. Ransom, striving, with all needful +consideration for Mrs. Tarrant, to separate these two, addressed not a +word to Olive; it was the last of her, for him, and he neither saw how +her livid face suddenly glowed, as if Mrs. Farrinder's words had been a +lash, nor how, as if with a sudden inspiration, she rushed to the +approach to the platform. If he had observed her, it might have seemed +to him that she hoped to find the fierce expiation she sought for in +exposure to the thousands she had disappointed and deceived, in offering +herself to be trampled to death and torn to pieces. She might have +suggested to him some feminine firebrand of Paris revolutions, erect on +a barricade, or even the sacrificial figure of Hypatia, whirled through +the furious mob of Alexandria. She was arrested an instant by the +arrival of Mrs. Burrage and her son, who had quitted the stage on +observing the withdrawal of the Farrinders, and who swept into the room +in the manner of people seeking shelter from a thunderstorm. The +mother's face expressed the well-bred surprise of a person who should +have been asked out to dinner and seen the cloth pulled off the table; +the young man, who supported her on his arm, instantly lost himself in +the spectacle of Verena disengaging herself from Mrs. Tarrant, only to +be again overwhelmed, and in the unexpected presence of the +Mississippian. His handsome blue eyes turned from one to the other, and +he looked infinitely annoyed and bewildered. It even seemed to occur to +him that he might, perhaps, interpose with effect, and he evidently +would have liked to say that, without really bragging, _he_ would at +least have kept the affair from turning into a row. But Verena, muffled +and escaping, was deaf to him, and Ransom didn't look the right person +to address such a remark as that to. Mrs. Burrage and Olive, as the +latter shot past, exchanged a glance which represented quick irony on +one side and indiscriminating defiance on the other. + +"Oh, are _you_ going to speak?" the lady from New York inquired, with +her cursory laugh. + +Olive had already disappeared; but Ransom heard her answer flung behind +her into the room. "I am going to be hissed and hooted and insulted!" + +"Olive, Olive!" Verena suddenly shrieked; and her piercing cry might +have reached the front. But Ransom had already, by muscular force, +wrenched her away, and was hurrying her out, leaving Mrs. Tarrant to +heave herself into the arms of Mrs. Burrage, who, he was sure, would, +within a minute, loom upon her attractively through her tears, and +supply her with a reminiscence, destined to be valuable, of aristocratic +support and clever composure. In the outer labyrinth hasty groups, a +little scared, were leaving the hall, giving up the game. Ransom, as he +went, thrust the hood of Verena's long cloak over her head, to conceal +her face and her identity. It quite prevented recognition, and as they +mingled in the issuing crowd he perceived the quick, complete, +tremendous silence which, in the hall, had greeted Olive Chancellor's +rush to the front. Every sound instantly dropped, the hush was +respectful, the great public waited, and whatever she should say to them +(and he thought she might indeed be rather embarrassed) it was not +apparent that they were likely to hurl the benches at her. Ransom, +palpitating with his victory, felt now a little sorry for her, and was +relieved to know that, even when exasperated, a Boston audience is not +ungenerous. "Ah, now I am glad!" said Verena, when they reached the +street. But though she was glad, he presently discovered that, beneath +her hood, she was in tears. It is to be feared that with the union, so +far from brilliant, into which she was about to enter, these were not +the last she was destined to shed. + +THE END + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Bostonians, Vol. II (of II), by Henry James + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BOSTONIANS, VOL. II (OF II) *** + +***** This file should be named 19718.txt or 19718.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/1/9/7/1/19718/ + +Produced by Suzanne Lybarger, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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